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I NEED PEOPLE TO COME HELP ME GET THE GOTHIC PLAYROOM STARTED! I HAVE HAD A ROUGH START BUT I AM READY TO GET THIS LOUNGE HOPPIN'! I NEED A DJ,BOUNCERS,AS MAYBE EVEN A CO OWNER......i AM NOT REALLY SURE HOW THIS WORKS YET BUT I COULD ALSO USE SOME HELP DESIGNING THE SKIN AND ECT..... SO IF YOU WANT TO BE PART OF GOTHIC PLAYGROUND VISIT
CUT AND PASTE THIS INTO YOUR ADRESS BAR AND COME VISIT!!!!
REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENS IN THE PLAYROOM STAYS IN THE PLAYROOM :)
I LOOK FORWARD TO SEE YOU :)
A Soldiers Final Inspection
The Final Inspection The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, you soldier, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't, Because those of us who carry guns Can'talways be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays And at times my talk was tough, And sometimes I've been violent, because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny That wasn't mine to keep ... Though I worked a lot of overtime When the bills got just too steep, And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear, And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place Among the people here, They never wanted me around Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for me here,Lord, It needn't be so grand, I never expected or had too much, Bu
Beneath the stars I look up and wonder is this it. Is this all I am here to do is sulk in the night waiting for a meal. They are a little hard to come by in this little town. I have to go to the city when I want to eat.
The club scene is one of my favorite places to hunt. I can choose anyone and they think they overdosed or a bug bit them. The hard part is choosing the flavor so to speak.
They’re sitting at the furthest table in my favorite hunting spot. She has long blonde hair, tall and alone. I watch her a little while before I approach. I sit beside her without saying a word and watch the dance floor.
“No there’s no one sitting there.” She says
“Well that’s good otherwise I would be sitting on their lap,” I mutter “so what’s your name.”
“I’m Eliza, what’s your name?” she asks.
“Does it matter,” I whisper.
I stand grab her hand and lead her to the dance floor. We dance for
Anniversary Of My Dear Sister's Murderthe Anniversary Of My Sister's Murder Is Creeping Up On Me. The Person Who Said Time Heals A Broken Hear
The anniversary of my sister's murder is creeping up on me. The asshole who said time heals a broken heart is a damn liar. She will be gone for 6 years on the 25th and it still feels like i was just robbed of my sister/ my best friend. I hope the money hungry bastards that murdered her are enjoying their blood money and got everything they ever wanted. Lets see if what that does for them when they stand before God and he ask why did they take such a precious life? Why did you kill one who love fullheartedly, one who would help anyone anyway she could. I would love to hear their answers for that. Just for money thats all just money is why my sister lost her life, why she was robbed of the chance to meet her nieces and nephew and her brother in law. This pain is so overwhleming i never knew i could ever feel a pain such as this. I love and miss my sister more with each passing day. There isn't a day that goes by that i dont think of her. Hilda i love you and i know one day i will see you
I FUCKING HATE BAD PARENTS!
OUR KIDS REALLY ARE THE FUTURE OF OUR OWN FAMILIES!
This is a link to some site my home boy posted on facebook. When you click on it you will notice a small video on the site. The mother in this video need her fucking ass kicked! She is teaching her daughter how to smoke a blunt! And I think I heard my homeboy say something about her being only two years old, though she looks about three! But what the fuck! I could slap that bitch!
What Makes A Woman A Slut ? Can Anyone Answer My Question ?
ok i was haveing a talking to my friend james and he was telling me that real woman dont act like sluts and i ask him what do you mean and he said real woman act classy and i ask him what makes a woman a slut and he could not answer my question . so my question tonight is what makes a woman a slut is it the way she flirts or hooking up with different guys . what do you think leave your comment and for me i always try to think like carrie bradshaw and samatha from sex in the city when it comes to sex :)
peace & love
Madeleine's Mother In Portugal Trip
Kate McCann this weekend has returned to Portugal, where her young daughter Madeleine went missing in May 2007.
Family spokesman Clarence Mitchell said it was one of a number of recent visits she had made to see friends in the country.
The mother-of-three from Rothley in Leicestershire, who is a devout Catholic, was seen praying in the Nossa Senhora da Luz church near where her daughter disappeared.
A small team of private investigators led by Dave Edgar is still looking for Madeleine.
The little girl was three years old when she went missing from her family's holiday flat in Praia da Luz in the Algarve, while her parents dined with friends nearby.
Unhappiness In General
I don't think that many of the peope around me can define "happy" in a way that they can measure. It's something that we all strive for, but our goals for happiness continually change. So how do you achieve happiness if you don't know how to define it. I thought that maybe by the time were in their mid 20s they could define what did and did not make them happy but I'm seeing more and more people older than I am not understanding why they are unhappy. I know what makes me happy, angry, or sad and I don't blame my feelings one way or the other on others. Own your feelings for once, own up to the fact that you just enjoy being depressed. I truly believe that many of the people around me thrive on being unhappy. I thrive on making others happy, I'm a pleaser, I go out of my way to offer to do things for others because it makes me feel good inside to know that for one second in that persons life they were counting on me. I'm a human being and my moods shift more than the tides but I own
My Website And Store.
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All sins are attempts to fill voids. - Simone Weil
[had A Long Talk With My Dad.]
It is really hard being lazy when your dadowns his own companymakes six figureshas made six figures YOUR entire life.It was a bit of an epiphany thoughlike you have to ask that right questionand then I have to rememberI had all the tools and motivation I needed before the wreck.I didn't lose them in the wreck.I quit what may have been the best job in Topeka (fucking sad) because I wasn't happy.And I certanily wasn't making enough money to not be happy.So the whole idea was to look for a career, relocate and ... plant my boot firmly up life's ass.But I lost focus.I got hurt.I got scared.I got hopeless.I had to remember why I worked.What I was working forand I came up with a pretty decent list.I shouldn't expect to be vicepresident of new acquisitions by tomorrow.But ... hey, maybe paying my bills with income instead of savings will be a step in the right direction.What sucks is I have to make this happen.Nobody is going to do it for me.... so who wants to grow sugar cane on St. Thomas?I
I decline to accept the end of man. - William Faulkner
Cuurently Why I Sometimes Dont Respond
so first off since this is the pain blog i started lets get to the points
1. just over a week ago my cousin was shot and killed by the long beach police dept
if you follow such news stories and have been reading about it. its it becoming clear that my cousin was killed by officers who did not at any point think about saying anything to him. he was very drunk ( staggering drunk by some accounts) he was most likely not aware of the police officers presence. by the polices own statements of where the officers were placed he wasnt even pointing anything at an officer. in fact some witness accounts in apts that hadnt been cleared state he was in a seated postion leaned agaist the stoop rail. if he had pointed something at the officers with both hands pointing foward as they have stated i am wondering how 3 of the pistol rounds he was shot with were dead center of the chest straight up the sternum, yet no wounds were incured on his hands or arms which if he was actually pointing som
Tag Heuer Replica Watches Are One Of Women Favorites
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Sex Forum Rebirth
So my friend and I were talking today. There used to be a boards2go forum where you would just post a topic and have cyber sex... We want sex... Neither of us feel like calling for a booty call and we want to play with fantasies we may not be able to in reality. So we remade the forum! Now we just have to wait and see who wants to come and post. Really you could post pics, stories, cyber... whatever dealing with sex... I'm getting wet already haha.
If you wanna check it out: http://i1096.photobucket.com/albums/g325/indulgance/casual20sex.jpg
From The Mouths Of Babes
Thank you to those that allowed me to share my feelings for the last few days. It is much appreciated. Now, something a little humorous. My wife called my son the other day to see how well he was doing after the breakup. He has two little girls, age 9 and age 7. Well, he gave them the news about the girlfriend leaving and he said they took it quite well. So, well in fact, that the seven year old asked," So, Dad, you gonna go find a new girlfriend?" We had to laugh. Hope it brought a smile to your day.
New Beginnings And Wasted Scotch Tape A.k.a. Digital Toasted Mini Wheats
Where to start...A lot has happened in the past couple of years. I've been threw three cars and three houses in three years. 3-3-3 halfway to hell.
Let's start with employment 1. I quit my job on my 30th birthday a few months ago. 2. Good riddance. 3. Still unemployed, but took a road trip to Florida and still doing just fine.
Vehicular CARma 1. Bought a Toyota Matrix after my nasty breakup a few years ago. 2. Totaled it two years ago by spinning 180 and rolling 360 into a frozen creek w/o seatbelt. 3. Bought flat screen TV and got completing out of debt with insurance money. 4. Spend remaining $900 on Saturn with cracked head for new wheels. 5. Totaled Saturn last year when it collided with a Kubota on the same road the Toyota was lost. 6. Bought fully loaded Buick Century with insurance money and loving it!
Housing 1. Lived with my best friends for one year after seperation. 2. Moved in with my better half and lived in 100 year old farm house for two years. 3. Bought 3 bed 1 bath
" Advise To A Friend "
So now your going to be wed to someone you say you love. I want to say wait but I keep quiet instead because there is no reason I know of except for what I've read. I hope he loves youas much in return because you deserve the best. He has chosen you from all the rest. You have alot to learn, be careful and always show your concern I'm always here as your friend if yoou ever need to talk. I'm not sure how much help I could be in understanding him. Remember now you must think as we and not me. Happiness is all I want for you and _____________ as well. Best wishes is all I have for you two from your friend _______________.
Intelligence And Beauty Can Coincide
What defines Intelligence? What defines Beauty? Intelligence is defined as : A very general mental capability that, among other things, involves the ability to reason, plan, solve problems, think abstractly, comprehend complex ideas, learn quickly and learn from experience. It is not merely book learning, a narrow academic skill, or test-taking smarts. Rather, it reflects a broader and deeper capability for comprehending our surroundings. Beauty is defined as :The characterization of a person as “beautiful”, whether on an individual basis or by community consensus, is often based on some combination of Inner Beauty, which includes psychological factors such as personality, intelligence, grace, politeness, charisma, integrity, congruity and elegance, and Outer Beauty, (i.e. physical attractiveness) which includes physical factors, such as health, youthfulness, facial symmetry, averageness, and complexion. Quite often we as a society in our "stereotypes" assume that these two
Ever consider life is just not in your control
Life spins you til you can fathom where you are any more
Each day gets you discouraged until you just don't want to wake up
And knowing that there is a tomorrow just brings you down even more
Despondency is a weight around you neck
Choking the very spirit from you
Draining your reality
Depression reaches to irrational revelations
Pessimism becomes the lifeline to disillusionment
Discord and anarchy flourish
Despondent we scrutinize for a way out
Self-mutilation to some
Suicide finds solace for others
Change of scenery consoles few
In the deepest depths of our misery
Blackness is a consistency
Melancholy, anguish, discouragement over take us
This is hopelessness
Touch me – not only with your fingertips but also with your soul. Reach into my mind and explore the deepest part of me. Hold me in your arms and know me. Know my body, yes, but don’t forget to know my heart as well. Go slowly, softly, gently… When you reach out to me, you’re holding so much more than my flesh. When you caress my face, you are also tracing the contours of my being.Remember, my love, that you hold my very passion in your hands.Remember, and remembering, tread softly so as not to crush my essence underfoot.
Every Hero (part 2.3)
Every Hero (Part 2.3) Davretor woke up with blackness and peace interrupted with throbbing ache of reality, and words. Stones. Sconces. Dancing torchlight. And men in robes lifted on high sitting amid a forest of deific podiums, looking down their austere and scornful noses at the huddled, nearly naked and restrained mercenary. Heavily armored men driving spear butts into his limbs with their full weight. Thick, tight manacles that- burned a dull discomfort into his wrists ankles and neck in a web of iron. Only a dozen? More if they could fit more around him. Through the forest of spears and armored boots Davretor made out a gilded mask studying his face. An executioner? "What we have here gentlemen, is quite vexing- before you is something that is neither demon nor man, yet-" the mask turned to address the court. Echoing slightly behind ivy patterned gold over silver. Executioners don't talk. And they certainly can't afford something so beautiful, if not a bit gaudy
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Instead of banning smoking in family friendly places they should be banning gang bangers from public and family friendly places they are far more dangerous than second hand smoke its not right to banning smoke without banning cars and industry you are breathing second hand smoke from more cars and industry than smokers and banning gang bangers will help far more than banning smokers it will cut out violent crime and we should boycott those states that have smoking banns
[but How Do You Really Feel About Muscle Strain?]
Look, sometimes you have to play Wii sports for 30 innings of pitching before you get a win...
going "pro" on that game is ridonculous. Got sidearm cyborgs pitching junk balls and hitting out of the park homers on 86 mph screwballs meanwhile I'm suffering muscle death and my arm makes a crinkling noise not unlike a stepped on water bottle
translation: Wii cheats at baseball.
But I am pretty good at it... even if I can't lift my arm to take a drink today.
I don't think this is gonna be a "nintendo post" but I have been thinking a lot about video games lately.
My limited edition, no longer replaceable 80 gig PS3 is fucking up on PS2 games regularly, so I played some nintendo to sidestep the frustration.
But I did get some cooking in today.
Spent $50 on groceries picked up...
a boatload of vegetables and... ... that was about it.
Man, if people were lookin into my cart today they'd swear I was on a health kick, of course my rinkydink town was out of any
This Used To Be Where I Met A Lot Of The People I Know On Here
Here, or in the mumms. The whole blogging culture is either dead or I'm just languishing in apathy with the rest of you. I mean, some of you still blog pretty regularly. There's just something different now. I can't put my finger on it.
I was editing the 12,000 words or so I churned out during NaNoWriMo and realized I have to finish what I've started. I'm not going to hide from here. Hell, this is where I can act like a 15yo and (almost) everyone will still talk to me. I need all of you, my friends. It was a mistake to ever leave here for so long when I did.
This is where I end with a non-sequitur.
Well, This Is Lame.
So, really. I come onto Fubar. Lots a nice people. But I'm kinda sick of the virtual world. Sometimes, a person needs reality. I want reality to be on my side for once as opposed to the virtual world.
So maybe I do suck at life. anyway. i hate you online... even though I'm soo much cooler... =/
its funny how, if u dont have VIP, OR BLING, your nobody on here anymore, your "friends" leave you, they dont talk to you anymore
its like seriously unless you can give people fake things they dont have a need for you
it shows how fake and selfish you are
now i understand why people leave fubar so much, a week or months at a time
Things You Will Not Understand!
I am not ment to be understood
I make it impossible for people to get to close
I hold secerts that God himself does not know
I have been called by many names Vixen, untamable and insane
Names others have called me cause they do not understand
I have a plan in life a plan other people will frown upon
Plans you and your friends will never know
You can't pick apart my brain you can't change my thoughts
I will never be tamed althou men try to prove me wrong
I am strong I can hold my own in any fight
I am just holding out for a much better life
I am careful I am presice I do not falter thou at times it may take longer then I thought
I do not need help Or symothy I am just sick of all you idiots who think they know me
Sickos/psychos Of Fubar
SirAlex- hello, i have to admit that you have a very submissive appearance to me. it seems as if you are waiting for someone who takes control. you have a sort of body language as if you are that sort of female i prefer to see with a collar around her neck instead of a necklace. and i am sure i am correct about your personality, in that case you see it as pleasure and privilege to show the needed respect by addressing me as sir when you thank me for this little gift..
Mar. 23rd, 2005 | 02:45 am
A budding flowerSavagely taken awayThe lost innocenceThe cracked crystal heartBleeding a river of tearsForever wounded
To The One...you Know Who You Are
You called me the strong one,
and I know this is true.
You have helped me so much.
I'm so blessed to have you.
You have inspired me,
in so many ways.
I will look forward,
and try my hardest to regain those days.
The ones we shared,
the emotions involved.
I know it's not going to be easy,
to be resolved.
I was afraid and,
shut you out.
I couldn't believe the truth,
I had my doubts.
It never happens that way for me,
no one has ever loved me so easily.
But you do, and I'm sorry.
I know that now.
I hope you find your way back to me,
Until that times comes,
I am grateful just the same.
To have ever had the pleasure,
of simply knowing your name.
2222-sex On Mars
The year is 2222 and Donald and Maureen land on Mars after accumulating enough Frequent Flier miles.They meet a Martian couple and are talking about all sorts of things. Donald asks if Mars has a stock market, if they have laptop computers, how they make money, etc.Finally, Maureen brings up the subject of sex.'Just how do you guys do it?' asks Maureen.The Martian responds, 'Pretty much the way you do.'A discussion ensues and finally the couples decide to swap partners for the night and experience one another... Maureen and the male Martian go off to a bedroom where the Martian strips.. He's got only a teeny, weenie member about half an inch long and just a quarter-inch thick. 'I don't think this is going to work,' says Maureen. 'Why?' he asks. 'What's the matter?' 'Well,' she replies, 'it's just not long enough to reach me!' 'No problem,' he says, and proceeds to slap his forehead with his palm. With each slap of his forehead, his member grows until it's quite impressively long. 'W
Can you live with the what if's,
not knowing what the future holds?
Tossing aside that ONE,
who makes you whole.
Walking through life never knowing,
what might have been.
If you had just,
allowed them in.
Given them a chance,
to show you themselves.
The reality behind,
the emotions felt.
That they are not just words,
real feelings, real tears.
But you dismissed them,
due to temptation and fear.
Everyone has that ONE person,
they are meant to find.
Please, just step into,
One second is all,
it will take.
For you to see I'm real,
there's nothing fake.
About the way I feel for you,
and want to prove.
I am begging you,
to step into my shoes.
I can't put into words,
exactly what it is.
But even love isn't powerful enough,
for feelings like this.
Let me show you,
look into my eyes.
That's all it will take,
for you to realize.
That I'm not like the rest,
what I'm telling you is true.
And I would give anything,
to prove it to you.
Tsx Lower As Commodities Fall On Slowing Chinese Growth
TORONTO—The Toronto stock market fell back Thursday, led by declining resource stocks as poor Chinese economic data depressed prices for oil and metals. The S&P/TSX composite index lost 169.82 points to 11,860.14 while the TSX Venture Exchange was 29.39 points lower at 1,513.38. China’s exports were 17.1 per cent higher in September than in the same month a year earlier,burberry outlet cheap but that was down from a 24.5 per cent year-over-year gain in August. Customs data showed that import growth also fell. The strong Chinese economy has done much to support a shaky global economic recovery and equity and commodity markets usually react negatively to any sign of a slowdown. This is especially so for the TSX, which is heavily weighted in oil and mining stocks. “Right now, we are overly acute to negative news because of consumer confidence being so low,” said Pat McHugh, senior portfolio manager at Manulife Asset Management, adding that if the same data from
I am a hopeless romantic and most of the time, I put my heart before my head. This can be an issue.
Hmm..I'm just laying here, bumping some good tunes, my eyes are heavy but yet my body wants me to keep going. I find this to be a problem of some sort, but most of us have been here before staring at the ceiling until god knows when or just tossing and turning in our sleep. I know my problem is because I'm in pain 3/4 quarters of the time from my knees, and other body parts. I dont know i just wanted to get this off my chest and maybe see if any people read this and give me some input and there own experiences :) its could be interesting..and maybe I'll actually blog about something more note worthy then me not being able to sleep..
Return A Call
NEW YORK -- Martin Brodeur is a finalist for the Vezina Trophy for the ninth time. Aaron Rodgers Jersey . The New Jersey Devils goaltender was uneviled as a nominee for the award Monday along with Ilya Bryzgalov of the Phoenix Coyotes and Ryan Miller of the Buffalo Sabres. The winner will be unveiled during the NHL awards show in Las Vegas on June 23. The Vezina Trophy is awarded to the leagues best goaltender and is voted on by the 30 general managers. Brodeur is a four-time Vezina winner and led all goaltenders in games (77), victories (45) and shutouts (nine) this season. Bryzgalov had a breakthrough year, posting career-best totals in victories (42), games (69), shutouts (eight), goals-against average (2.29) and save percentage (.920). He helped the Coyotes set franchise records for wins and points in a season. Miller was second in the league with a 2.22 GAA and .929 save percentage while winning 41 games. The American was named MVP of the Olympic tournament and posted a 9-2-1 reco
The Show Circuit
SLEMAN, Indonesia - Authorities will evacuate more than 11,000 villagers living on the slopes of the Mount Merapi volcano near Yogyakarta on Java after the alert status for an eruption was raised to the highest level, officials said. Frank Gore Jersey . Related readings: Indonesias Bali aims to become first green province Obama to visit Indonesia in November Indonesia tackles rabies on resort island of Bali Indonesian volcano re-erupts; strongest one yet We will evacuate 11,491 people living within 10 km from the top. We will work together with the military and police to evacuate them, local regent Sri Purnomo told Elshinta radio. Authorities have prepared seven safety shelters and plan to evacuate the villagers on Monday afternoon, the radio reported. Indonesias vulcanology and geological disaster mitigation centre raised the volcanos alert status to the highest alert level on Monday, agency head Surono told Reuters. We recomended evacuation for people living on the slopes, especially
A Knights Oath
Knights OathWhen fears give way to tears from the wretched's spears my strength is yours from the Western shores I've ridden, with the Mightiest of Weapons, with it I smite the wrongs and painful things, as I drive on with wings.Yes, to a Love call that rings this Weapon of which I speak, My Heart, is but yours fair Maiden, and nothing, Nay, any a harmful one shall keep it's protection from you, This Loves Armor, does shine.Let me save you, Let me wipe the passing beads from your eyes, Take my hand in full gallop from here, Let this Knight love you till eternities end......this was on the pic, and this made me cry, as it is all I have ever said to those I love, and thoses I call friend...I truly am A Knight in My Heart, and I am ever glad to be thy Knight.I hope this says all I need to say to thee, and thee knows this is true of me, and thee has seen this in me.... thy Knight
Getting Your Soulmate?
It's funny how people come up to you and ask what did you do to get such a awesome gal/guy. Theirs a lot of people who see average people like most of us getting someone thats way out of their league but they are happy. I'm not writing this to tell everyone I'm sensitive guy or need someone cause I already have a amazing women. I'm writing this to maybe help those shy people get answers or for the people that our douche bags or hoes maybe change their life around and become the person they want to be.
First of all for the over confident guys out there your so called "LINES" don't work. This ain't the movies this ain't no 80 porn flick this is reality. I'm pretty sure no women wants to know how big your penis is when you first approach them FYI we all had sex ed and I'm pretty sure we all know guys have a penis. Being arrogant in a conversation with a women not going to get you brownie points either. Saying a girl is hot or sexy or some weird ass pet name probably get you a kick in the
To My Aunt Pam
Dear Aunt Pam,
I am still in a kind of daze about the whole thing; it feels like a bad dream that doesn’t want to end. I know many others feel the same way. I also know that each individual is hurting and grieving on different levels and in their own way. Some may feel the hurt longer than others and that is ok. For me personally, this whole experience is quite numbing and only later will the reality of the situation set in. I guess this is my way of making up for a lot of things, but I can’t say that I will feel a burden lifted from my shoulders. It’s kind of late but I still have to say it; I’m sorry. What am I sorry for? I’m sorry for not calling you once a week like I was supposed to and for many other things that I was supposed to do. Here is where I tell you thank you for being more than my aunt, you were my friend when I had no one else. Thank you for listening and understanding. You were an inspiration and a joy. Thank you for being yourself
My Birthday ^_^
11 March 1983
Your date of conception was on or about 18 June 1982 which was a Friday.
You were born on a Friday under the astrological sign Pisces. Your Life path number is 8. Your fortune cookie reads: You will inherit some money or a small piece of land. Life Path Compatibility:You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22.You should get along well with those with the Life Path number 6.You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5.You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 7 & 9. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2445404.5. The golden number for 1983 is 8. The epact number for 1983 is 16. The year 1983 was not a leap year.Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/13/1983 and ending 2/1/1984. You were born in the Chinese year of the Pig.Your Native American Zodiac sign is Wolf; your plant is Plantain.You were born in the Egyptian month of Pachons, the first month of the se
Coming To America
My American friends. i shall be in America between 28th June & 20th July. Shall be landing in Houston & from there got three wonderful weeks to tour America hope to see most of you
A New Beginning...
Today starts a new beginning for me. I was terminated from my job, it is the first time I have ever been terminated. I worked there for just shy of 4 years and it sucked the life right out of me. I stayed for necessity; I think this might be a sign of good things to come. I am eager to start my search for a new career, something I will enjoy once again and prosper doing so. Aside from being kicked to the proverbial curb, I did receive an outstanding letter of recommendation. Yeah..this is my outpost
An In Depth Introduction...?
If any should read this be aware that I am irreverent and nonsensical at times, I'm thinking that a previous life in the seedy dark underground of drugs might have something to do with that. I was a hardcore dopefiend living on the streets of America for a very long time. I won't go into detail about that kind of life unless asked and even then, I'll shed light on it as a very negative experience, save to say that through that, I have found a different way of life that to me, is nothing short of incredible. As of today I have over 18 years clean & sober and try to help others like me get and stay clean & sober. I am currently employed at a Detox Center and work with our Men and Women in the Armed Services who are having severe problems with alcohol and drugs. And while the hours are bad, at least the pay sucks... but the pay-off is priceless. In the very near future, I will have finished my current educational goals and be Certified with 48 States to practice counciling. And then on to
Things I Need To Work On In My 30's, Where I Failed In My 20's
Work on my social and communication skills.
Don't try too hard to make friends.
Work on my mental toughness.
Focus on me before I get.
Learn how to deal with females (or people) and socialize with them a WHOLE lot better.
Get my own place.
Stop being negative. (I wish I didn't sound like I was feeling sorry for myself & acted like a whining bitch)
Watch what I say and how I say things. (I wish I could've kept my mouth shut and stopped being negative, but I'm too little too late. Damage is already have been done. I scared a lot of people away)
Stop being overly nice because that didn't get me anywhere.
Give a woman space when it comes to dealing with them, and don't act too aggressive and desperate towards them.
I'll do better in my 30's at those things, because in my 20's, I failed miserably, especially with females. I'm just going to have to face facts that I'm not ready for a woman at all, and should just stay single.
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Do I Sense Some Animosity? Another Rebuttal From The Brits (gosh This Shit Is Funny)
To read these political satire emails in chronological order (they will make the most sense that way), start with the oldest post "England's letter to take back USA as a colony. (Why would she want us back?)" and read from bottom to top.
To the imperialist British colonizers - That 'z' will have to go to start withIn the light of your indecision over joining a common European Currency - There's no indecision - the answer was NOYou already almost speak our language - It think you have that backwardsPrincess Diana will be declared a saint. - Too lateLook up "aluminum" [. . .] we discovered it, we named it, you are mispronouncing it. - Nope Aluminium was discovered in 1808 by Sir Humphrey Davy . (NB: Remember that American film-makers rewrote wartime history so that the US were the codebreakers, not the UK with the Enigma machine.)"Resistance is futile. Just ask Hawaii [. . .] Norman fops." - Perhaps you should visit Wales, briefly.And in order to avoid supporting third world countr
Del Benefits Ran Out One Day, "the Beijing Premiere Of The Stars To Help Out.
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What's it like...
not to cry, quietly..
in the dark..
in the night..
They're awake again..
They need to STFU now!
no one hears
beyond the din of me
I crave the feeling of cold steel
Tightening against my skin...
Into the earth
I need you
Whats it like...
*she whispers gently*
It's breathing beauty
It's not like this
This is hell
*I answer softly*
And it's all mine!
I can die here
I know this...
It's okay here isn't it?
We have our memories for company
What Leh Ladakh Tourism Has To Offer To The Tourists?
Ladakh is the place with immense beauty and amazing culture. If anyone is interesting to know about the culture of India then he/she must plan a tour to Ladakh to enjoy the wonderful blend of Indian and Tibetan culture. Ladakh, home to several monasteries, is also considered best place for a spiritual tour. In the monasteries, you can find several monks gathered together and offering prayers to the lord Buddha.
Located proudly in the lap of great Himalaya in the north most side of India, this is the part of Republic of India and a great tourist spot. Countless number of tourists visits Ladakh every year for vacations or enjoying some quality time with their family and friends. The largest town in Ladakh is Leh which is famous for its markets and you can do some shopping and can buy traditional Ladakhi items from these markets. In fact, Ladakh has lot more to offer to the tourists. People also plan a trip to Ladakh to enjoy the amazing flora and fauna of the place that can never be fo
We Can't Chose Who We Fall In Love With
I am writing here to let out thoughts and feelings.. Its more for me but if any of what i am feeling or thinking makes you think or you have a comment by all means...
How is it when you meet that ONE person who is your Everything, the person you thought never existed, all feelings are magnified to crazy levels??
The Happy Times are Euphoric.. you never imagined you could be this happy and your heart is filled with joy and love. You have never in your life smiled soo much. you laugh and smile til your stomache hurts and your cheeks ache. You think ANYTHING is possible.. You thank God for finding this person for you or leading them to you. you look forward to seeing them, talking to them , being with them. You can't imagine how you ever lived without them. You can just look at them for Hours and never be bored.. You don't want to close your eyes for fear you will wake up and its all been a DREAM. You don't even look to the future cause TODAY is soo perfect THAT'S all that matters.
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Un rapport préparé par le cabinet iSuppli indique que les ordinateurs portables qui utilisent des disques SSD (Solid State) et systèmes de stockage ne posent pas de menace pour le marché des ordinateurs équipés de disques durs. Selon Fang Zhang, analyste des systèmes de stockage chez iSuppli IHS, "ordinateurs portables équipés de SSD sont plus rapides, plus légers et plus minces, les caractéristiques qui les rendent populaire et attractif pour les consommateurs, mais aussi plus chères et proposent moins d'espace stockage en général. Par exemple, le prix d'un MacBook Air équipé que d'une 64 Go SSD peut atteindre 999 $, tandis qu'un disque d
Love is the hardest habit to break, and the most difficult to satisfy."
Entel A Inauguré Alto Ivon Antenne Mobile
La Société nationale des télécommunications (ENTEL SA) avec les habitants de la communauté indienne de l'Alto Ivon (département de Beni), a ouvert un mon smartphone basé sur la radio mobile qui va transporter le signal vers l'ensemble du pays.
L'événement a été suivi par le ministre de la Quintana Présidence Juan Ramon, le maire de Riberalta Camberos Mauro, vice-ministre des Sports, Miguel Rimba, le directeur général de Entel SA, Roy Mendez Soleto et gestionnaire régional par intérim de Beni, Edgar Paz.
Dans les mots de circonstance, Ramon Quintana a déclaré que le travail accompli par le directeur général de la nationalisation , comme ENTEL est d'atteindre à travers le pays et les progrès dans le domaine des télécommunications."
Pendant ce temps, Mendez a déclaré ENTEL SA Soleto est conforme à la présidence constitutionnelle et apporter des télécommunications pour l'ensemble du pays parce qu'il est un droit universel.
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Always Be Proud
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I often shy away from wanting people to gather when I die and have any thought of mourning. I have attempted alot of good in my years on this here planet. If it has to be any feeling felt, I want everyone to be happy. Sometimes I wonder if I have cried enough tears to have already drown. I am happy to still be alive. I am happy to even see the leaves fall, the snow will fall and the grass will get green again. I love how nature comes back in full swing after it rests during winter. Lame it may seem but i
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She was uncertain but felt pulled by stringsThe softness no longer able to contain herSo within, she spoke words that no one heardSometimes tears fell inwardAnd she searched, longing
Eyes that smiled, but contained a darknessFurious fingers tried, but still left her achingPeering out..she was missing that which she cravedThe brave little girl, who dreamtA dream of darkness and light
Hoping her soul would not be devouredby the greater darkness
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These Guys Are Jerks And They Have No Clue What Country Muisc Really Is!!!!!
These guys are jerks and they have no clue what country muisc really is!!!!!
Okay well it is something that happened to me in traffic when I was going to pick up my daughter from her grandmaw's house. Kinda controversial I suppose maybe not. Anyways, so I was driving in Georgia traffic and anyone who knows me knows that I ride with the windows down (IDC if it is 100* outside) and country music blaring. So I am at the stop light and these guys pull up to me and say, "Aren't you a little too young to be playing that kind of music WTH do you know about country music?" I was offended at first but quickly recovered and replied with just as much of an ignorant statement as theirs. They were blaring rap music and I said back to them "Aren't you a little to stupid to be playing that kind of music WTH do you know about rap music??!!" They looked at me like I was a freaking alien and then tried to race me at the light (for the record I blew their asses away in my car). But after I got my daug
Platinum Wedding Cake Appeared.
June is the season of June bride. But why is it called "June bride" in the first place?There are many theories.As an influential theory,the name of the month "June" is coming from Juneau goddess who is responsible for the marriage in Roman mythology,and you will be happy if you get married in the month of this goddess. In addition, there is also a theory or that people, from easy to gather the time to June the weather is the most stable and well settled farming in Europe. But in Japan, this time in reverse just rainy season. Hotel industry and bridal foot traffic is often absolutely Tonoki. There is also the origin of only a Japanese, I thought of trying to dispel the poor management by June to follow the customs of Europe "Then good luck June Bride" that. Similar in order to have eat the eel was not popular in the summer and would think up something "Midsummer Day of the Ox". Melia of customs concerning marriage that is recognized as a matter of course in modern Japan, There are ma
I Will Love You Until The End Of Time
"I will love you until the end of time" bla bla bla ---- 5 years later ---- "Sorry, i love someone else" or "I need some space" or other bullshits one can think of. It seems like the word "LOVE" is the most misused word in this world. People say it easily and sell it like a cheap stuff. That's why, i personally think "LOVE" should be an action. You don't have to say it, just SHOW it. It's more than enough than writing the word on the whole Great Wall.
This Is My Saddest Time Of The Year
The last week of the year is my worst time of the year.
It all started on December 24, 2003 when we were on a combat mission in Baghdad Iraq to capture people that were laying Improvised Explosive Devices. That night keeps playing in my head 4 times a week and I been trying to change the ending of it. That night my Brigrade CSM faced the explosion that saved his driver a good friend of mine. My Vehicle was 1 spot behind his. My vehicle my driver,gunner, and myself was knocked out for about a minute. Then we started to kick in doors singing Christmas carols;as we detain these people. We found out he was dead, even though he didn't have children as his own he considered all of us as his own children taking care of us. He didn't miss any heavy combat mission as other higher ups staying on the compound where it was safe, he kicked doors along with us.
On the same week New Years Eve 2003 aboout 2:30p.m. it was my turn to face the explosion to try to save my driver and gunner. After I go
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Marijuana Stores Banned In Douglas County
Marijuana maybe legal in Colorado for all adults, but good luck finding a place to purchase your cannabis in some counties. Douglas County just became the first county to out right ban commercial pot operations, and others are considering to follow.
According to the Denver Post, anti-marijuana communities are taking action against commercial marijuana shops in their county. Douglas County is the first to quickly decide against stores opening their doors in the community. The ban on recreational marijuana businesses will take effect Thursday regardless of the new law and the money generated by cannabis businesses.
"That's a revenue source that we're not interested in having here," said Douglas County spokeswoman Wendy Holmes.
Holmes also added that a board did consider the financial benefits of pot shops, but continued against them anyway. Douglas County residents voted against marijuana measures four times in the past 12 years, including Amendment 64 which makes it legal
Learn to control your mind.What kind of skilled human are you if you cannot even control your own thoughts? While the human mind is described as being a stream of consciousness, that does not mean you can’t decide where your stream flows. Techniques like meditation and the 3 ways to flush out negative thoughts will aid you immensely in learning to control your mind.Learn to control your emotions.The only person that can make you unhappy is you! You are the one that decides to be affected by the words and actions of others. Realize this so that the next time you experience a negative emotion, you can find the strength within yourself to overcome it.Develop a charismatic personality.You know, the kind of personality that is surrounded by people constantly and is the life of the party. Start visualizing yourself as THAT person. Maybe take a short course on dynamic speaking and learn some jokes. Take the time to learn some party tricks and sleight of hand. Most importantly, believe t
The Real Truth About Gurus!
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Facebook and Social Media - The Next Marketing Opportunity
Marketing as an activity is all about reaching the right customers with the right products, and the result sought is delighted customers who are more than willing to open their purses wide enough to boost your revenues. For many years, marketers stalked their target customers through various means and by trying to get their message across to spread awareness about their wares.
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Traditionally, marketing communications were conducted via print, broadcast and such traditional media through disruptive advertising, where advertisements appear in between the content of interest for the customer.
Traditional media does give a large reach to a marketer with its programming of mass appeal. However, the wastage is equally high, since a large portion of the audience would belong to a different segment than the one that is to be targeted by the marketer.
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There are four questions of value in life... What is sacred? Of what is the spirit made? What is worth living for, and what is worth dying for? The answer to each is the same. Only love.
Back To Monday
hey fubar, how are you doing? I'm doing pretty good. Just living life, I have to work two split shifts today. WOO!!! lol NOT, but money is money.
Tomorrow someone is picking up an otterbox for an iphone 4s that I sold on Facebook. I'm going to buy a nother one that I like.
Anyway I must get going, and get ready. Catch you later.
The Break Down
Watching a show today that was on netflix and there was a mom that was waiting on her daughter before she died because she wanted all her kids to be there with her, but her daughter had had a fight with her family and got there too late. The mother told her other children to tell her daughter that she waited for her and that she loved her and that she was sorry that she failed her daughter. When the daughter got there she went in and started to shake her mother when she seen her and yelled she was sorry. This made me bawl like a baby.
My brother died Nov. 19, 2011 I was with him in his last moments a long with my little brother and step-dad. My mom was at work and I know that she would never believe it but I think that it was that way because she wouldn't have survived it. She lost her oldest baby and it would have destroyed her, but I think it was this way because it had to be because God knew that me and my baby brother would need our mom so she couldn't be there.
I was the one tha
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I am so excited that hockey starts tonight after being locked out for so long. go blues!!! I just hope I can stay up long enough to watch the whole game. Socks decided to start his morning ritual of waking me up in the morning by biting me, the little bastard. It's no wonder i call him jaws and claws. lol he is so evil. I wish I had a wok so I could make poodle noodle out of the little fucker. I was going to throw some filet mignons on the grill, but I think I'm going to cook them in the oven instead. I love steaks. I miss cooking on MY grill. It was nice today, but it's supposed to get cold again starting tomorrow so it will be awhile before I get to cook in MY backyard. GO BLUES!!!
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In this entry:1. Break into a house2. Shoplift3. Mug somebody4. Steal a car 5. Break into a business
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Trust To Much..
You trust to much ! "What a wonderful gift" Date 1/30/12 yr. 1213 time: 5:00 PM bY LoVe GiRL
You Are Seductive and Ruthless
You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptab
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I should note that I perhaps misrepresented Sherry Turkle's thesis in my earlier post by posting just a tidbit about online games and not giving any larger context. (I wasn't intending to discuss her entire book; I just wanted to share the part about gaming which, I think, relates directly to myself and fellow fubarians who are still procrasturbating about doing our taxes. But since this spawned a larger conversation, and since I find the conversation to be interesting and fun and engaging, I will try here to explain a bit more about the context and larger argument Turkle seems to be presenting.)
What Turkle argues in Alone Together isn't that network relationships are bad, or that they are somehow less than "real" relationships, it is that modern technologies (online networks, artificial intelligence, robots, cell phones, smart phones, etc.) are causing us to expect and want less from people and demand that technology fulfill some of what people used to do. The first half of the b
My Commandments Of Love
My commandments of love
By Eric Brown
Sometimes I cannot believe that I have someone as fine as you in my life. You are the reason I wake up in the morning, the reason I go on. I don’t have all the money in the world but I have my commandments of love. First I will send you flowers for no reason at all, when you come home from a hard day at work, I will ask you how was your day.
I will never forget you birthday or the first time I said I love you. Rub you feet and draw you bath and giving you a rub down. I will pick you up from work take you to the airport and take you to the islands and buy you what you need when we get there, I have been saving for months for this trip so we can make love in the sands.
Lady I will always be true to you so many boys have to cheat on their women, and they cry when they lose a good thing. I will so you that making love have nothing to do with sex but making you feel loved. I will be your loving husband and you my loving wife and r
I WISH MY LIFE COULD GET BETTER. NO MATTER WHAT I DO IT NEVER GETS ANY BETTER. IT STARTS BEING GOOD TO REALLY BAD. I WANT MY LIFE TO GET BETER SOON. SOME OF THE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE ARE HELPING OUT .SO IT GETS BETTER. THERE SOMEONE THAT I WISH HE COULD HELP ME OUT. IM GLAD THAT I HAVE THE FRIENDS I HAVE, THANK YOU!!
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It looks like io will be moving back to the other side of Maine. I cant wait !!! I miss my best friend. I still will be on line. I have ment some nice people here.
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You're loyal to your friends... to a point.
But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties.
Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself.
You don't really value honesty.
You do value getting your way, no matter what.
And if a little lying is required to do that, no problem.
A few white lies never hurt anyone (at least, that's what you tell yourself!)
You value generosity a fair amount.
You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take.
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But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"!
You value humility highly.
You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are.
And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better.
You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low.
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She will never let your spirits down
Once you get her off the street, ow girl
She likes the boys in the band
She says that I'm her all-time favorite
When I make my move to her room
It's the right time
She's never hard to please
That girl is pretty wild now
(The girl's a super freak)
The kind of girl you read about
(In new-wave magazines)
That girl is pretty kinky
(The girl's a super freak)
I really love to taste her
(Every time we meet)
She's all right, she's all right
That girl's all right
With me, yeah
Hey, hey, hey-heeeey
She's a super freak, super freak
She's super-freaky, yow
Super freak, super freak
She's a very special girl
(The kind of girl you want to know)
From her head down to her toenails
(Down to her feet, yeah)
And she'll wait for me at backstage
With her girlfriends
In a limousine
(Going back in Chinatown)
Three's not a crowd t
Sitting In The Dark
Darkness is comforting to me. I feel safer here than in the harsh glare of noons son. I am at aww of the pale beauty which is the moon. Her fairnes and gentle glow that shows her soft gentle nature. She is my friend, her and her star companions and I watch them and wish that I could be infolded by the blanket of space. I am so tired of the false warmth of day. I the brightness that tries to hide the sorrow. I see threw the glimering sun and see all that is the fake for what it is. the smiles that are stretched too tight to be happy, the house which is too chaotic and cluttered to be tranquil. The family too strained to feel love. At least at night I am not being flooded with the fake cardboard people on display. The mother and father with their 2.5 children. The house painted and ordered. Atleast at night I see the truth as it is, with noone trying to tell me that some how the sun will make it better. that some how things will not be broken.
In this greatest of times,
Ill be ya best stalka/tha shadow walka/Walk right up behind u like tha kreeper/N take ya throat like im tha Grim Reaper/Yes ima keeper/I think i can get deeper under ya skin/Ill become yo new worst sin/into ya brain like a fuccn pin/fucc u you'll neva win/so much fuccn hate/tell me whutz ya fate/ha fucca ill meet u at tha gate/i aint gonna regenerate those feelns of "love"/Im above all dat shit/n dat was mah last hit to tha chest/Fucc it now ima stay ina state of unrest/fuccn sicc of all ur lil tests/alla long thinkn u wuz tha best/all tha while u laughin cuz mah soul is leakin out mah fuccn chest
Comment Virgin Photo
it has come to my attention that people are putting very nice comments about my pictures and i thank those of you who have done so, but it has also come to my attention that 1 of my photos (personally i think that best one of me) is still a comment virgin.
so i am asking you wonderful LC people if you could please coment on my picture.
How Kinky R U? Enlighten Me... Hehehe
Ok, this is a test that you must answer honestly, reply to it to my inbox or here because no one needs to know what you wrote except you and me. If you answer I will reply back to you! Have fun girls :)
1~ Have you ever had a one night stand ?
2~ Who do you want to sleep with ?
3~ Do you masterbate ?
4~ How often ?
5~ What is your most deepest sexual desire ?
6~ If you could have your partner do one thing what would it be ?
7~ Do you own sex toys ?
8~ Ever made out with the same sex ?
9~ Ever had a threesome ?
10~ Do you spit or swallow, or neither ?
11~ What is the kinkiest thing you have done ?
12~ Rough or gentle ?
13~ How often do you crave sex ?
14~ Anal sex ?
15~ Would you let someone lick your ass ?
16~ Do you shave or trim ?
17~ Do you like or love oral sex ?
18~ Do you like to give oral sex ?
19~ What is your favorite position ?
20~ Do you like to be in control ?
21~ Are you aggressive in bed ?
22~ Will you fill
This is may favorite quote...enjoy!
~Be glad of life because it gives you the chance to love, to work, to play, and to look up at the stars!~
Hey Guys Insurnce Company I Have Made The Drs Discharge When He Is Still Sick
hey guys i have good and bad news well the good that is fever is no longer but my insurece company made the doctors discharge him so i had to bring home still with kidney failure but the kidney dr.is sending a home nurse to my house to check on him but im still worried about things.the doctor said if hes worse bring him to a hospital he will let me know the results of the cancer test with tissue they took from both kidney then they will let me know how they will trat him for kidney failure then everybody on lost pls pray that peter does not get worse while home i want to kick ass right now with my health insurnce that i have ,for me and my sons well guys wish me goodluck watching my son until the home nurse comes to my house i am not a dr or a nurse they shouldnt make do this its killing me already that hes has kindey fallure and is still not out of the woods show me and peter well wishes send peter some hi how r u u have us has friends he can read your comments everyday until we know
Vote For Me!
Vote for me if you think I am sexy.
You scored as Submissive. You are a submissive! You like to be the weaker, more helpless one, rather than the dominant one. It excites you to be told or forced what to do, although you may not know why. You may think it's wrong, having fantasies of being raped or beaten, but it's what makes you happy that's important, and having that special someone who will be your dominatrix ;)Submissive100%Playful94%Violent75%Dominator31%What kind of S&M person are you?created with QuizFarm.com
> At last an explanation!!!!!!!!!!
> How many times have you woken up in the morning after a hard night of
> drinking and thought 'How did I get home?' As hard as you try, you cannot
> piece together your return journey from the bar to your home.
> The answer to this puzzle is that you used a beer scooter. The beer
> is a mythical form of transport, owned and leased out to the drunk by
> Bacchus the Roman god of wine. Bacchus has branched out since the decrease
> in the worship of the Roman pantheon and bought a large batch of these
> magical devices. The beer scooter works in the following fashion:
> The passenger reaches a certain level of drunkenness and the "slurring
> gland" begins to give off a pheromone. Bacchus or one of his many
> sub-contractors detects the pheromone and sends down a winged beer
> The scooter scoops up the passenger and deposits them in their bedroom via
> trans-dimensional portal. It is not cheap to ru
Kinky Turn Ons
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage92%Chains/Handcuffs83%Biting75%Whips58%Blind Folds42%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com
Yeah they are really annoying in my eyes for some reason for all the people on here with the transforming pics into something else is just boring and if your one of those people reading this take no offense its just my opinion. That is all. :D
Nice Guys Finish Last
To every guy that's said, "Sex can wait."
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her.
To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that really would.
To every guy that did what she wanted to do.
To every guy that cried in front of her.
To every guy that she cried in front of. (and didn't cause it!)
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
TO EVERY GUY THAT WOULD SIT AND WAIT FOR HER FOR HOURS JUST TO SEE HER FOR TEN MINUTES.
To every guy that would give his seat up.
To every gu
I just got a notice in the mail that my ex has to yet again go back to court for child support and if he doesn't have the money he's goinna get locked up again. It makes me so sad that I couldn't save him from the drugs the way my Jamie saved me. He lives this sad existance in and out of jail every six months, no job, grubbing where he can for money, living with his drug addicted mother. I've had my drug problems but I was lucky enough to have someone love me and pull me out before it got to be too bad. Maybe I didn't love him enough, maybe he didn't love me or maybe even he didn't love himself enough. Whatever the reason I hope someday someone comes along and saves him. Wast of a good life. At least my daughter didn't grow up knowing him just knowing my Jamie. Now she'll never have to cry for him like I do. She'll always grow up knowing she had a good man for a father. Huh, all these complaints and sad stuff today. Trying to lift my spirits.
Poem: The Haggis
Whats a Haggis I hear you cry
Not sure what to say but I will give it a try
Is it an animal running over Mountain and hill
Ducking and weaving not easy to kill
Two legs long and two legs short its very fast
It has lots of energy, look it just ran past
Sadly the first verse was only in fun
As the Haggis comes from Sheep which cannot run
Its the stomach and Oatmeal and doesnt sound nice
But served with Potatoes and Turnip take my advice
Pour a wee Whiskey or two and enjoy what you eat
For after two or three glasses the Haggis is a treat
Invader Of Dreams
You thought you were only a slider
In fact you’re an invader
Invader of dreams
Sometimes it takes a unique
To open the true physique
Of ones mind
Yes, the body and soul
Through the eyes of an invader
Invader of dreams
Two dreams have since past
It’s very passionate they may last
Frolicking, dancing while laughing
With a temptation to be sappy
Invader of dreams
SedisticCharm (jj), written: 2006
The All Knowing Stars
There’s nothing wrong with your intellectual abilities other than they may be very subjective, colored by personal likes and dislikes, and not necessarily factual.
Reading the paper I like to breeze my horoscope and see what the stars might have in store for me …
*pauses for the peanut gallery’s reaction*
Those vague ‘predictions’ do remind me of oft over-looked and uncommon thoughts at times. I mean, I’m pretty cool, claim and calculated in my daily dealings. Perhaps I may indeed forget to “Keep my cool in highly emotional situations”. Thanks to reading those reminders sometimes when I feel my temper reaching the boiling point, I’ll “react with the regards of others”. (Thanks to my emotional id getting refreshed from my readings)
Vague as they are, I guess they do remind one of common courtesies. (?)
When I Am
If I was a cloud, I'd make baby raindrops
And they'd feed the treetops
If I was a cloud
If I was the sun, I'd shine on the flowers
And pass on the power
If I was the sun
If I was the moon, I'd caress every ocean
In celestial motion
If I was the moon
If I was a star, charmed and enchanted
All wishes would be granted
If I was a star
If I was your man, the kisses would linger
I'd melt in your fingers
If I was your man
If I was your man, we'd share every shower
And wash away the hours baby
If I was your man
If I was a song, I'd reach all the people
From barrooms to steeples
If I was a song
If I was a dream, I'd be sweeter than honey
I'd be bigger than money
If I was a dream
If I was your man, we'd dance through the daisies
They'd say we were crazy girl
If I was your man
If I was your man, I'd pump you with this passion
You'd get more than fashion baby
If I-I-I-I-I was your man
You would not have to hurry
I'd rub away your worries girl
If I was your man
Get him before he gets you o,o
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I feel bad but then again...hahaa! I ACCIDENTLY kicked a kid in the face today while showing him a bboy move in class. His mom was watching the whole time...
he fell before her
and she was brought to her knees
they didnt deserve this
it was too horrid a dream
too painful to bear
she woke with a terror
too deep to explain
and she looked around her room
the sight of too many tears
the sight of too many fears
and she cried
at the death of memory
at the death of dreams
but she couldnt replace it
and she couldnt console it
nothing would make the empty feeling fade
nothing could fill the void
of never amounting to anything
she knew that she would forever be hated
and always be a failure
nobody would ever love her
the way she wanted to be loved
nobody would ever hold her
the way she wanted to be held
she needed to find a way to accept it
she looked everywhere
searched all the lonely nights for a reason
to not die
but she couldnt find any
she sat crying
and she held the knife
and she pressed down
a light came on
and someone grabbed her
My thoughts are with you tonight
although we are miles apart
the distance only embeds my love
for you deep within my lonely heart
To understand this feeling
that I can not ask you to do
however, please have compassion for me
and this love I have for you
My sadness is for not being near enough
to prove this is real
yet a feeling of happiness
for knowing that one day I will
get to share with you
the tenderness I feel
As I lay here my body aches for your nearness
I long for the sound of your voice
and the touch of your skin next to mine
Just to see your face
and to feel your warm embrace
would take away all that time has given
and make this life of mine worth living again...
Hehe Its So True Too!
Using your mouth
Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth.
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What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To
You scored as Loner. YOU HAVE NO SOCIAL LIFE! thats okEmo Kid80%Loner80%Goth80%"Ghetto"47%Geek/Nerd40%Jock20%Hot20%Prep20%Punk20%Stoner20%What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To?created with QuizFarm.com
Headed To The Big House
Drew will go to jail for ...
Celebrating nude day
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I Will Go To Jail For.......
Wickey will go to jail for ...
Resisting arrest while having sex
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How is everyone today?
I am here sitting bored as hell. Just got back from the gym, do I take a shower or not?
Off today then on for the next 5, gonna be a long run. Hope we dont get to many calls.
What else do I write here... what do you all want to hear know about me, life, work...??
All Bout Me
I JUST WANT TO MEET A GUY THAT WOULD TREAT ME LIKE I NEED TO BE TREATED BUT GUYS THESE DAYS ONLY WANT ONE THING WHAT THE HELL
Gentle Breezes On A Crisp Cold Night
Gentle Breezes on a Crisp Cold Night
the cold wraps its arms tight about
each breath I breathe leaves its mark on the night
like a tiny fog for fairy lands
my breath drifts up
then away it goes
the wind that blows
pink on my cheeks
a whispered caress
from a lover's speak
yet no embarassment
the crisp chill in the air
becomes an embrace
to this heated flesh
filled with desire for more
the breath of a lover
lingering now about my neck
shivers run the thoughts in the mind
my ears hear the voice
of the day we met
on a crisp
So sorry I haven't been around this whole weekend. I've been out ALL weekend long.... Thursday we started the weekend off 1st clas @ Club NV with DJs Jeremiah Aaron & Chuck B, Followed by VIP booths & all courtesy of BAD BOY BILL!! Then to the after party @ Industry til 5a.m., Back out Sat night to club Bliss for it's premiere opening, then back to Industry for after hours with DJ Shawn Jackson, DJ Diablo, & DJ Joey Munson til 5a.m. Needless to say I'm exhasted and I think there might be a good chance my feet are going to fall off. I got alot of messages and I'll get back to everyone.....and YES my shoutbox was off to Everyone because I just wasn't here, not b/c I didn't want to talk to anybody... OK Luv, peace & axle grease, Jenna
What My Name Means
You entered: Kelly XXXX XXXXXX
There are 15 letters in your name.
Those 15 letters total to 82
There are 5 vowels and 10 consonants in your name.
Your number is: 1
The characteristics of #1 are: Initiating action, pioneering, leading, independent, attaining, individual.
The expression or destiny for #1:
A number 1 Expression denotes the skilled executive with keen administrative capabilities. You must develop the capacity to be a fine leader, sales executive, or promoter. You have the tools to become an original person with a creative approach to problem solving, and a penchant for initiating action. Someone may have to follow behind you to handle the details, but you know how to get things going and make things happen. You have a good mind and the ability to use it for your advancement. Because of these factors, you have much potential for achievement and financial rewards. Frequently, this expression belongs to one running a business or striving to achieve a level of acc
OK~~I AM SO TIRED OF FAKERS AND PLAYERS THAT I WANT TO JUST FUCKING PUKE~~
I AM A VERY OPEN, HONEST, LOVING AND YES.. SEXUAL PERSON..BUT DON'T THINK FOR A MINUTE THAT I WONT ANALYZE EVERYTHING YOU DO. DON'T TELL ME BULLSHIT. DON'T LIE. DON'T BE FAKE.
PLAYERS AND FAKES HAVE REALLY CAUSED ME TO JUST F'N WANT TO ACT STUPID AND UGLY...I WON'T!
JUST CARRY YOUR ASS AND TAKE IT SOMEWHERE ELSE...NO TIME FOR YOU!
I WANT REAL FRIENDS..WITH REAL HEARTS..
I CAN FLIRT AND I LOVE SEX AND SEXY PEOPLE..BUT I WILL ONLY GIVE TO YOU WHAT YOU GIVE TO ME FIRST..
STOP FAKING PEOPLE..LET SOMEONE LOVE/LIKE YOU FOR WHO YOU REALLY ARE!! CHICKEN SHITS..HA HA
DAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMN...THAT FELT GOOD
Okay - a kick ass movie, but with great lines too!
And shepherds we shall be,
for Thee my Lord, for Thee.
Power hath descended forth from Thy hand,
that our feet may swiftly carry out Thy command.
We will flow a river forth unto Thee,
and teeming with souls shall it ever be.
In nomine Patris, et Fili, et Spiritu Sancti.
Best Facial Hair Contest
i still need your help. Im tied for third place. Please come and vote for me. If you have already please vote again to help out. if not stop by real fast drop a comment rate the pic and your done. Thank you all that help out and please let me know what i can do for you.
I have fallen in to a creative mood. Yay! I just finished a painting today that I had started a while back. I am pretty happy with how it turned out. Its actually not abstract so it is a bit unusual for me, lol. I will put a pic up once I get around to taking one.
Boat owners, river go’ers, sailors and anyone who has anything to do with the water, this design is for you. Yeah everyone’s heard the expression; some people have unfortunately lived it. A boat is just a hole in the water to throw money in, so why not “BREAK OUT ANOTHER THOUSAND”.
In our latest design we combine those words with a blue watery splash background. The design look really cool on any style tee, but we’ve selected a few of the best and placed them for sale on our online store. DeXine Graphic Concepts
Head over there, check this design (featured on an ash grey men’s tee) and all our other designs. A big plus is you won’t need to break out another grand to wear one of these stylish humor shirts.
Current mood: flirty
Just my thought on LOVE and what I feel it really is:
A good relationship is not a game that we play or an ego trip we take. It is about love and two people. Loving someone can give us the greatest joy we can ever know but it can also hurt us more that we can ever believe. If we love someone we should be ready to experience not only happiness but heartache as well. That's the reward and risk that it takes. Unless we are willing to experience it, we will never really know what it's like to love and be loved.
Sharing love is probably the most valuable and meaningful experience a person can ever have. And there is a difference between being in love with someone and loving someone. It's the difference between a love that's fickle, wild and short-lived and a love that's tender, passionate and lasting. The first is easy. The second, the one that really matters to us all, takes work ---- because it's about keeping the relationship.
Recipe For A Good Life...
1 PART OF KNOWING WHO YOU ARE
1 PART OF KNOWING WHO YOU AREN'T
1 PART OF KNOWING WHAT YOU WANT
1 PART OF KNOWING WHO YOU WISH TO BE
1 PART KNOWING WHAT YOU ALREADY HAVE BEFORE YOU
1 PART CHOOSING WISELY FROM WHAT YOU HAVE BEFORE YOU
1 PART LOVING AND THANKING FOR ALL YOU HAVE (BAD INCLUDED)
COMBINE INGREDIENTS TOGETHER GENTLY AND CAREFULLY.
USING FAITH AND VISION MIX TOGETHER WITH STRONG BELIEF OF THE OUTCOME, UNTIL FINELY BLENDED.
USE THOUGHTS,WORDS AND ACTIONS FOR BEST RESULTS. REPEAT.
YIELDS UNLIMITED SERVINGS....
My Tarot Card
You are The Wheel of Fortune
Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of
intoxication with success
The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change.
What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.
Please Play Along -- 10 Things About Me
THIS IS A LITTLE GAME COURTESY OF MY FRIEND, POETIC ANGEL. I NAME 10 THINGS ABOUT ME THEN YOU NAME 10 THINGS ABOUT YOU. POE, YOU NAMED ME THIS TIME SO NOW IT IS MY TURN TO FESS UP HERE:
10 THINGS ABOUT ME YOU MAY OR MAY NOT KNOW:
1.) I AM A VERY LOVING AND CARING PERSON. SOMETIMES THIS BACKFIRES ON ME IN THE SENSE THAT I HAVE A TENDACY TO WEAR MY HEART ON MY SLEEVE AND THEREFORE CAN BE WOUNDED EMOTIONALLY EASLIY BY THOSE I LOVE & CARE FOR. AN OFF-HANDED COMMENT OR SO-CALLED CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM CAN HURT ME DEEPLY IF I TAKE IT THE WRONG WAY.
2.) I AM A VERY QUIET, PEACEFUL AND A KEEP-TO-MY-OWN-COMPANY TYPE PERSON BUT THEN AT OTHER TIMES I CAN BE VERY OUTGOING AND A SOCIAL BUTTERFLY. THERE ARE TIMES WHEN YOU WILL NOT KNOW I AM IN THE SAME ROOM WITH YOU YET OTHER TIMES WHEN I CAN BE QUITE THE CHATTERBOX AND YOU CANNOT SHUT ME UP (LOL). MY BOYFRIEND LIKES TO TEASE ME AND SAY THAT I HAVE A SORT OF A SPILT PERSONALITY (LMAO). PERHAPS THIS IS TRUE.
3.) I CAN BE QUITE A FREAKY GI
Does Anyone Elses Cherry Pages Freeze Them Up?
Hey. I have found thats its a 50-50% chances half the pages i click into on cherrytape freeze my whole computer up, is it just me? cause its very annoying, i got no clue what i can go into and what not.
roses ARE red, nuts ARE brown, skirts ARE up, pants ARE down, body 2 body, skin 2 skin, motor's runnin,lets begin. send to 10 people and see if u get it back that means someone wants to GET NAUGHTY WITH YOU. if i don't get this back i guess ur not my friend. if u have a lot of luv 4 someone.....copy and send to ur whole friend list and in 5 mins ur true love will call or im you. da naughty train - if u get it ur cute...u get it twice ur a hottie...u get it 3 times ur sexy...4 times ur REAL HOTTIE.........xoxoxoxox
;) OK Finally got my Music Player working...
so all my new mixes are on my profile...
just click my virtual ipod to change songs...
sorry the myspace flash player SUCKED!!!
at least this one looks cool... hahaha
DJ Sam House REMIXES on profile:
Please let me know what you think!
Bleeding hearts are torn apart. Crying tears of crimson red. But this I say nevermore. No I am not your lost love Lenore. I am something worse something more. This I say nevermore. I am pain. I am hate. I am anger. I am not your soul mate. You look at me with loving eyes. Your heart cries. I am not your lost love Lenore. I am something worse something more. This I say nevermore. You search the dark and find my black heart. You cry out her name but I tell you its all in vain. She is gone, dead to this world. Crying tears of blood I wait as you fall for my bait. Once you can finally see my face it is to late. You are now my prey, my food for the night. I'll send you to her and make it right. I am not your lost love Lenore. I am something worse something more. This I say Nevermore.
Ok as you can see I am an aspiring writer and I would appreciate any comments on my writing.
Eye halve a spelling chequer
It came with my pea sea
It plainly marques four my revue
Miss steaks eye kin knot sea.
Eye strike a key and type a word
And weight four it two say
Weather eye am wrong oar write
It shows me strait a weigh.
As soon as a mist ache is maid
It nose bee fore two long
And eye can put the error rite
Its rare lea ever wrong.
Eye have run this poem threw it
I am shore your pleased two no
Its letter perfect awl the weigh
My chequer tolled me sew.
My Little Blurb In The First Edition Of Ct News
Our featured cherry this week is Angela. She has a page dedicated to pregnancy and infant loss awareness and supporting the troops. Her blogs reflect the trials and tribulations that come with being elated about pregnancy and the pain that comes with its loss. She want's men and women to know they aren't alone in this loss and dont have to grieve alone.
I died on hallows eve
she sliced me open wth her lies
I was shot in the skull when I found out that her love was not for me
she buried me with what was left of her love
that love turned into anger
then anger grew to hate
Now the scarecrow crawls out of his grave
He seeks vengance
He lurks in the shadows.... watching, waiting for the perfact time to strike
All those who have or will betray me will answer to him
He sees her in his enemies eyes
He screams out his pain as he kills
I died on hallows eve
they tied me to the steak and burned me with their lies
As for scarecrow,
That I was raised with respect;
not to sleep with you when you were drunk
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy"
That I am actually nice;
not an asshole
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date
That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out you went home with another guy
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough to listen to me when I need a friend
That I don't understan
Why does people always ask if you have a web com?
Even if they dont know you they always gets mad when you tell them no that you dont have one. Whats up with that and asking for nud pictures. I guess people now days have no life at all.
f**ken get over it.
Bill worked in a pickle factory. He had been employed there for a number of years when he came home one day to confess to his wife that he had a terrible compulsion. He had an urge to stick his dick into the pickle slicer. His wife suggested that he should see a sex therapist to talk about it, but Bill indicated that he'd be too embarrassed. He vowed to overcome the compulsion on his own. One day a few weeks later, Bill came home absolutely ashen. His wife could see at once that something was seriously wrong. "What's wrong, Bill?" she asked. "Do you remember that I told you how I had this tremendous urge to put my dick into the pickle slicer?" "Oh, Bill, you didn't."
"Yes, I did."
"My God, Bill, what happened?"
"I got fired."
"No, Bill. I mean, what happened with the pickle slicer?" "Oh...she got fired too."
What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
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My boyfriend is so much fun. He just let me highlight his hair!! Next I get to pluck his unibrow!!! I'm giggling just thinking about it!!! :P
He's suck a sweet heart. Last night he helped me make a blanket for my daughter. He even bought the material for it. It's one of her Christmas gifts...such a sweetie!! :D
> > Pass This Lick To All Those You Wish To Taste….If You Get 1 Back Your Lickable……..If You Get 3 Back Your A Tasty Treat……..If You Get 10 Or More Back....Your F***** LickTastic!!! Have A Kick Ass Day :o)! Now Ya'll know that I would send U all back one of these sooooo consider urself offically " LICKED ALL OVER TO THE FULLEST." Which means that 'UR ALL LICKTASTIC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.
Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.
And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.
the first letter of july,august,september,october and november spells JASON
My alter ego laid to sleep
In a grave of worms and fairy dust
Laughs at my misfortune
Is too busy
To care about
The girl she killed
With her Stoned eyes
Lying depressed beneath her inncoent smiles
Good morning my sweet:
Sunshine greets us as our souls awake
just to embrace a brand new day
A day to explore unseen boundaries of love
Your kisses fill me to the
True realm of unexplored sexuality
I venture to know your soul
Open your heart and let me in
I will love you unconditionally...
Nipples harden as the heat intensifies
Throwing us into a whirlwind of lust
Roaming our bodies, to only enter on command
I seek out true men, warriors and noblemen
who can sense my royalty
And fill me with directions for I
Am lost within your mind, body and soul
I see only you, I feel only you
I know nothing but passion, lust and desire
and I yearn to fill this void
For, I will forever be possessed
A Talk At Dinner.
A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, "Dad, how
>> kinds of boobies are there?
>> The father, surprised, answers, "Well, son, there's three kinds of
>> breasts. In her twenties, a women's breasts are like melons, round
>> firm. In her thirties to forties, they are like pears, still nice but
>> hanging a bit. After fifty, they are like onions."
>> "Yes, you see them and they make you cry."
>> This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter said, "Mom, how
>> many kinds of 'willies' are there?"
>> The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, "Well dear, a man goes
>> through three phases. In his twenties, his willy is like an oak tree,
>> mighty and hard. In his thirties and forties, it is a birch, flexible
>> but reliable. After his fifties, it is like a Christmas tree."
>> "A Christmas tree?"
>> "Yes, dead from the root up and the balls are for decoration only!
Why do we add people who are just names... people who dont care if we exist or what we have to say... just for ratings?
i'm tired... tired of trying.. tired of getting the just you've been tapped or stopped to say hi comments..or nothing at all..mostly its nothing.. or people just talking when its convient for them. and yes i do know....don't we want people to know who we are? or maybe no one cares..
why do we hide behind this mask of happiness?? i know i do... and i don't care... nothing is going to change.. nothing i can do about it ...
maybe it'll be a wound that'll heal itself.... or maybe i'll scar and be a constant reminder..
to be continued.... lol
One evening a man was at home watching TV and eating peanuts. He'd toss
them in the air, then catch them in his mouth. In the middle of
catching one, his wife asked him a question, and as he turned to answer
her, a peanut fell in his ear. He tried and tried to dig it out but
succeeded in only pushing it in deeper. He called his wife for
assistance, and after hours of trying they became worried and decided
to go to the hospital. As they were ready to go out the door, their
daughter came home with her date. After being informed of the problem,
their daughter's date said he could get the peanut out. The young man
told the father to sit down, then proceeded to shove two fingers u p
the father's nose and told him to blow hard. When the father blew, the
peanut flew out of his ear. The mother and daughter jumped and yelled
for joy. The young man insisted that it was nothing and the daughter
took the young man out tothe kitchen for something to eat. Once he was
Uss New York Very Moving
USS New York
It was built with 24 tons of scrap steel from the World Trade Center
It is the fifth in a new class of warship - designed for missions that include special operations against terrorists. It will carry a crew of 360 sailors and 700 combat-ready Marines to be delivered ashore by helicopters and assault craft.
Steel from the World Trade Center was melted down in a foundry in Amite , LA to cast the ship's bow section. When it was poured into the molds on Sept. 9, 2003, "those big rough steelworkers treated it with total reverence," recalled Navy Capt. Kevin Wensing, who was there. "It was a spiritual moment for everybody there."
Junior Chavers, foundry operations manager, said that when the trade center steel first arrived, he touched it with his hand and the "hair on my neck stood up." "It had a big meaning to it for all of us," he said. "They knocked us down. They can't keep us down. We're going to be back."
The ship's motto? - 'Never Forget
How does one keep there life together when it has been torn a part so many times. that is what has happened to me i keep trying to put my life together and just when i think i have BAM the rug is pulled out from under me yet again
all started when my husband of 13 years decideds he wants to cheat then he leaves my oldest son becomes involved with the wrong people because of his father leaving so he goes to live with his father bye my choice not his which was heart breaking and now my youngest son who has been my strentgh the past 7 years all of a sudden comes to me and tells me mom i want to go live with dad he tells me this just 20 minutes before his dad shows up to take him. so now I must start all over again 1 bye getting my thoughts together then 2 finding a new place to live because with out him here there is not enough money to keep my house and 3 finding some one to take my 2 dogs unless i can find some where that aloows pets welll I took enough of every ones time but reall
Don't You Wish?
Do you ever find yourself wishing you could go back in time and get a do over? I do.
My sister turns 16 today. I wish I could go back starting at my 16th birthday and get a 2 year do over. I would do so many things different. But then I think of that whole 'butterfly effect' kind of thing happening. I still wish though. But, I would have never had Nicholas. And although it was a tragic thing and it has been hard, I don't regret it. Losing him I think has made me stronger, but still weak to things.
Christmas is now three days away. I am getting more and more excited about it as it draws nearer. I'm like a little kid again. I see the presents under the tree and just want to dive in. I also like the fact that its the only time of the year that my family doesn't argue. That's always nice. I'm happy to be excited about something again. But after Christmas, what do I look forward to? A new year with new mistakes? Trying to lose the pounds I've packed on during the holidays? My birthd
Blah Blah B;ah
blah blah blah
Current mood: bored
I once knew this guy, we kinda grew up together. His whole life, starting with his first girlfriend, he has been looking for "true" love. Never did he fall into a "players"category, never hunting women as prey, as notches in a bedpost, but always with the purpose of bonding and binding. Understandably enough, as a teen, that proves to be a difficult task. Women are not looking for that kind of thing anymore. He has always been one of the "good" men, the one TV women say they can't find.
Once he found this girl, she was a pretty girl, but wreckless none-the-less but he too, at this time was going through a wreckless stage of existence so therefore it seemed to fit. It seemed that happiness had found him finally. She treated him like he longed for.....till Cptn. Morgan stepped in and started taking over her. See..turns out this girl was bi-polar, bi-sexual and a nympho. She had managed to subside all these things on her own long enough to get
My Bf's One Liners....
We are having great sex, at the moment he comes he is screaming: What are we doing now?!
I asked him: Why does everyone say that I have pretty eyes? He answers: They are blue!
He is in a heavy dream, I wake him up and ask him: What the f*ck are you dreaming of? He answers: You were just giving me a great blowjob!
LMAO he's really funny.... sometimes LOL
Love you sweety!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Let It Go For 2007!
This was in my a.m. bulletins and I had to share!
This is beautiful. Read it to the end...the message is awesome!!!
Let it go for 2007.
There are people who can walk away from you.
And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk.
I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone.
When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.
People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay.
Let them go.
And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead.
You've got to know
love is great when you have it, but do we ever really have love or do we just borrow it for a lil while...Does anyone ever really love us or do they only love the idea of us for a lil while and then move on to the next??? are we just here to be lessons to each other, to show each other something till we get to that next level and find the next person for a lil while...I mean what is love about??? Is it really forever or do we just want to think it is??? Is it something we want to hold on to till(we think it has died and then find the next person???) Or is it real is it something that we feel and always will that one person??? If anyone has the answer please let me know cause right now i don't know what i think about anything...To me love is fleeting something we all want, something we all want to find we think we have it we are happy for a min, and then we are lost and looking again...Is it really worth all the pain??? Is is really better to love and have lost then to have never have l
1. Whats your Name?
2. What do you think of me?
3.would u fuck me?
4. Would u kiss me?
5. would u go with me?
6. Describe me in 3 words?
7. If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat would you do?
8. What was ur first impression of me?
9. Do u still think the same?
10.. What reminds u of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. What do u like best about me?
13. Could you ever love me?
14. Give me a nickname and explain why?
15.R u gona put this on ur blog and c wat i say bout u?
16.Anything 2 say b4 u go?
A Good Friend posted this as a Comment on my page.
I wish I had the time to send it out to everyone, but I need to go rest my head (already did to many comments and ratings for today)
But I wanted to make sure my FRIENDS See this.
So before you pass it on, read it again & think about it.
Everything or person that comes and goes in our lives helps to build our Foundations.
So will we let them be strong or weak?
I for one, have decided to make mine strong again!!
(a good many of you know what this past year as been for me)
So I guess that was & is my New Years Resolution.
To Build a Strong Internal Foundation, no matter what the outside is doing!
Well here is what she left (remember to read it a few times & think about it):
LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build
upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept
the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all
have you ever cryed so much u need to take something because u have made yourself s upsette u make urself sick this keeps happening to me i dont know why because my depression has not been this bad since the day my sis died and i havent felt like this in a long time so i dont know whats wrong with me :(
Go Show Him Some Luv
please and show this cherry some luv
he needs to level up
add him and fan him rate and comment bomb his page
THE PLAYBOY@ CherryTAP
All Bc U Said Goodbye
I have nothing left- Nothing to give...
Since I don't have you- Why Should I live...
The words you say-Conflict with the beat....
I look at your brown eyes- so warm so sweet
I'm Sorry my feelings for you have changed
Is what you said....
I feel so alone so lost-
I feel like I'm dead...
When you told me you liked me-
All the glory rose to my heart...
Yes, you were right- you tore me apart...
I told you I hated you-
But deep down In my heart I don't
I can't feel your heart- If It just Won't
I told you Steven I didn't like you...
But what I told you was a lie...
I can't tell you how I feel- you made me cry
Why does it hurt so much?
You Hurt me I want you so bad...
But you took my love for granted...
Shattered my heart and made me sad...
I wish you would know how I feel
I wish Steven, you would come back
I would make it right- I would make it real
I just want to grab you and make you see...
Just how much I need you here with me...
I still remember that October da
A Mother's Pain 2
Pain controls all of my thoughts,
When will the Tears dry up?
Pain controls all of my movements,
When will the rage be gone?
Pain controls all of my world now,
When will the world fade away?
Things were not meant to be this way.
Scattered, broken, gone.
I miss and love you...
Angela Joyce (1981-2002)
i came across old photos,
shared with me by a friend.
that night dreams of him raped me,
over and again.
his cursed giftedness enveloped me,
his hidden secrets spread cross'd my thighs,
and just as quick as sunrise,
the cold sunlight kissed me,
and left me alone again.
I have a monster crush on you,
It sits upon my chest and throat
And yet I beg for more.
When you're away I miss you so
My heart is full of sand.
Yet when you're here my stupid fear
Won't let me touch your hand.
I cannot sleep, I cannot eat,
I'm so wrapped up in you.
My thoughts drift up, away from words,
And fade into the blue.
I know this crush is not your fault;
The dinosaur is mine.
Yet if you could, please rescue me,
And put your arms around me, and hold me, and say
you love me, and Oh! God! Would that be good!
Ok, I'm not often a blogger but this is something I need to get off my chest and this may be the best place to do so.
Why do I let myself get hurt day after day? Why do I love him so much even when he's obviously tossed me aside for a new lifestyle? I can't even just sit here at the computer, my sanctuary, and not think about "them" or what could have been with "us." Hell, I'm even still really looking forward to seeing him again in March, and yet somewhere inside I know it's pointless. I need to accept is as the fun fling that it was and realize it's over. Who am I kidding, it may have started that way but it damn sure didn't stay there. Something changed in October, and I'm not sure I'll ever know exactly what caused it. We went from casual sex friends to laying the groundwork for moving in together, but who started that? Was I just that desperate to find a way out of Texas that I was the one rushing things? Rush hell, it's not like we're strangers. We've actually physically know
What Type Of Sex Do You Have?
SOCIAL SECURITY SEX
Two men were talking. "So, how's your sex life?"
"Oh, nothing special. I'm having Social Security sex."
"Social Security sex?"
"Yeah, you know; I get a little each month, but not enough to live on!"
A wife went in to see a therapist and said, "I've got a big problem, doctor.
Every time we're in bed and my husband climaxes, he lets out this ear splitting
"My dear," the shrink said, "that's completely natural. I don't see what the
"The problem is," she complained, "it wakes me up!"
Tired of a listless sex life, the man came right out and asked his wife during a
recent lovemaking session, "How come you never tell me when you have an orgasm?"
She glanced at him casually and replied, "You're never home!"
A man was in a terrible accident, and his "manhood" was mangled and torn from
his body. His doctor assured him that modern medicine could give him back hi
Faq About 30 Seconds To Mars
~How did they choose the band name?
Jared says: "For us, the name 30 Seconds To Mars has little to do with space, the universe or anything like that. It is a name that works on several different levels. Most importantly, it is a good representation of our sound. It's a phrase that is lyrical, suggestive, cinematic, and filled with immediacy. It has some sense of otherness to it. The concept of space is so overwhelming and all encompassing I doubt there is a song written that doesn't fall within it."
~Why does the band choose to stay behind the scenes?
They want their music to be the primary means of reaching out to fans, so they want to stay behind the scenes and let their music speak for themselves. They probably don't want to use Jared Leto's popularity as an actor for the band to be popular.
~Why is the song "Revolution" not included on their self-titled album?
According to the band, the song is not included because they think "people take things too literally". Listen to t
Why The Pain
Well many of you have been wondering about my my away messages that I have been posting.
I have been in alot of pain for the past 6 months and have been ...well honestly scared to death to have this confirmed. Well last Tuesday I got the answer that I have dreaded for all these months. I was told that I have stomach cancer. I dont know what they are going to do with it yet or if I will take treatments. But the past few days have been terrible. I was at hospital again last night due to the pain and it seems that whatever they give me for pain just makes me very sick. So for now I will having to deal with the pain that at times has me in tears. But I just wanted you all to know at once. And those that have known from tuesday and have been looking in on me I thank you from the bottom of my heart. It is nice to have a couple people behind me even thou we have never met.
So if you have been wondering why I havent been commenting that is why.
Lots of love to you all
Up The Hill
Woohoo, I'm going up the hill today (Blackhawk, Colorado) to do some gambling with my cousin for her birthday. It's been awhile since I have been gambling in a casino, I think my last time was when i turned 21 and my family took me to Vegas. That was a blast, hopfully this is a blast as well.
So i'll be leaving today and i'll be back sometime tomorrow night, we are staying the night up there, and don't worry, I'll be DVRing the super bowl so i don't miss any of this years commercials, lol.
Hope you all have a great weekend, and i'll post a blog when i get home to let you know how it went.
Bye for now!!
Yes, it is nice to meet you too
Well I have been here a time or two
What did you say?
Oh, my name… my name is Ojekeme
My gaze was of interest to you, that’s good to know
You thought I was staring, naw baby that aint so
I was just wondering if you would notice me today
This is not the first time that I’ve thrown a glance your way
See I’ve watched you from afar for some time
And I’ve conjured up all kinds of images of us in my mind
Baby all the freaky things I’d do
If you would allow me just one night with you
Yes, I know I have some hella nerve
But you would too if you was checkin' them curves
It’s just like damn baby you know what you got
You’re like a Hot 97 summer jam, like nuclear hot
Shit, baby I’ve made love to you so many times in my mind I’m surprised you can walk straight
But don’t get offended boo, all I’m asking for is a date
I’m just being honest after all, cuz’ you stepped to me, right?
Yeah I’ve got an animal nature but who said anything bout tonight
My Personal Thanks
Wherever you may be serving, whatever you may be doing, I want to tell you that we appreciate your efforts. You volunteered to join the military in service to our country, and you are making a selfless sacrifice to help others in so many ways you may not even realize. While this country has more than its share of complainers and critics, we also are blessed with many fine, courageous, and heroic citizens such as yourself. Your service to this nation is often hard, thankless, and frequently goes unnoticed by the very people you are serving, but you do a magnificent job of "keeping on" in spite of the difficulties. Especially, I want to specifically express my heartfelt gratitude to all who are serving in Iraq, Afghanistan, and other war-torn regions of this world. Under the most terrible and trying circumstances, you perform to the best of your ability, often facing situations that require you to make instant life-or-death decisions that you know could result in recognition of your hero
Poetry By Lenora Love (listen)
POETRY BY LENORA LOVE
*** CLICK TO LISTEN ***
I'm In A Hurry...
A dear friend sent this to me in email and I thought it would do many of us good so here it is! Read it, its important!
Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone. And I never see my old friends face, For life is a swift and terrible race, He knows I like him just as well, As in the days when I rang his bell. And he rang mine but we were younger then, And now we are busy, tired men. Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name. "Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim Just to show that I'm thinking of him." But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes, And distance between us grows and grows. Around the corner, yet miles away, "Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today." And that's what we get and deserve in the end. Around the corner, a vanished friend. Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell them. Don't be afraid to express yourself. R
About What L.ove Means
ITS VERY SIMPLE ,ITS KINDA LIKE TAKING A SHIT IT COMES THEN IT FASTLY GOES LOL JUST THINKING LOVE CITTY JOKEN ITS ALOT MORE ...............
About So Called Friends
Why is it people act like there your friends but come to find out there back stabbers and users ..... I don't like PEOPLE that dose that when I try to help them out and thats what i get back LOL No more !!!! I'm not doing it any more no more lil nice girl its going to big bad bitch now Thanks to All of you that has used me a true friend wouldn't do that to you.. I try to help people out and make friends on here and i can't do that without making someone mad . A Real True Friend is there when the other needs someone just to talk or whatever. You don't find many of them most don't have time for you unless they need something.... Oh well I got some what you call REAL FRIENDS. Theres not many that i can talk to The Real ones know who you are and i Thank You with all me heart and hope I help you the same way you do me . But to be all true there is only one that i would like to meet and one day we will I don't get to close to anyone been hurt by so called friends to much and Why is it a p
So Vday Is Near
Yep good old vday is near!!! woo hoo, well for you lucky few. See i realized everyone of you are just like me, noone wants to be alone. Specially on this day! So i purpose that all of us single people hook the hell up! lol i mena hell invite ur friends over, go out, party, do whatever, just dont do it alone...why should us lonely heart broken people be alone? so i say we reclaim vday and celebrate our love 4 our friends, family and whatever else!!!! what im saying is simple, lets not be depressed this year!
A Wife's Revenge
A wife arrived home and found her husband in bed with another woman.
With superhuman strength borne of fury, she dragged him out of the house, into the tool shed in their back yard and put his penis in a vice.
Securing it tightly and removing the handle of the vice, she then picked up a hacksaw.
Terrified, her husband screamed, "Stop! Please! You aren't going to cut it off, are you?"
Placing the saw in her husband's hand and with a gleam of revenge in her eye, the wife replied, "Of course not! I'm going to set fire to the shed. You do whatever you have to do!"
Another Lonely Saturday Night
you would say with all the women on CT, flirting and posting that you could find a good playful partner for on line chat, flirt and fun, but Alas, no, the moment i mention that i am looked down like a perv. I guess i am, but I am a NICE perv. So I will just take a short nap, take a shower and go and have a drink at the bar.
* Dna *
About this word
Etymology: deoxyribonucleic acid.
Any of various nucleic acids that are usually the molecular basis of heredity, are localized especially in cell nuclei, and are constructed of a double helix held together by hydrogen bonds between purine and pyrimidine bases which project inward from two chains containing alternate links of deoxyribose and phosphate.
Science does not yet recognize the true 12-Strand DNA of human potential (contained within the cellular material currently called "junk DNA")
DNA: A) Molecular model: 1 hydrogen, 2 oxygen, 3 carbon in the helical phosphate ester chains, 4 carbon and nitrogen in the cross-linked purine and pyrimidine bases, 5 phosphorus B ) Double helix
Just to clarify the term Strand:
Strand is the equivalent of a single DNA chemical compound, we currently have a 4 chemical compounds in our DNA that means we have
4 Strands. In other words, we have some "Re-genesis" to do!
Wietse (KS St
THE WORLD NEEDS A LOT MORE PEOPLE LIKE THIS SPECIAL MAN
* Family Tree Of Consciousness - Higher Self *
Family Tree of Consciousness
The structure of the 6 primary levels of Multidimensional Identity represents a literal Family Tree of Consciousness through which all humans are connected to each other, all other life forms, the Universes, the Cosmos and Source Mind – one Mind (“God” or God-Source)
The 6 primary levels of Identity are:
1) The Incarnate Identity – Tauren (See: Incarnate Matrix)
2) The Soul Identity – Dora (See: Soul Matrix)
3) The Oversoul Identity – Teura (See: Oversoul Matrix)
4) The Avatar Identity – Dolar (See: Dolar Matrix)
5) The Rishi Identity – Solar (See: Solar Matrix)
6) The Gemantic Entity – Geomancy (See: Yunasai Matrix)
(Commonly referred as the Higher Self)
From the perspective of the Incarnate Identity (H
Fuck Me Questionare!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all the results you get...Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply...
() mean explain
1.Where would we be?
parents room LOL
OTHER....please explain in ()
3.What would you use??
chains and whips
choc. syrup and whip cream
strawberries and whip cream
cherries and chocolate
ropes and hand cuffs
5.Where would you take me 4 a date before all of this?
7.Gettin some head
9.Day or Night?
10.What song would we fuck to?
11.top or bottom
12.Will you repost to see what others say?
YES you better .. REAdY SEt GO!!!
just to say woo hoo it's nearly the weekend... Why im getting excited who knows... Cos nothing ever happens :( . But u never know i could dream....That my Prince Charming is going to sweep me off me feet ....
Yeh ok .... Im day dreaming agaim i know ..
Oh well i hope u all thave a tasty thursday , and a super weekend xxxxx
You Are 30% Evil
A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.
In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.
How Evil Are You?
This was originally a bulletin, but think it more apt as a blog. Here goes:
Now check this out. I add a comment to this persons page who had just yesterday, requested to be my friend.
Here's the pasted shoutbox exchange:
->jadeXxX: yes don't worry - i have better things to do than speak to potty mouth ho
jadeXxX: fuck u ugly dick head theres better people 2 talk to
->jadeXxX: no - just curious how "you rock" equates to "I want you" ?
jadeXxX: arrh u upset now dry ur eyes mate
->jadeXxX: i'm NOT looking for you
jadeXxX: sorry mate have a look 4 sum else
jadeXxX: sorry i didnt think i did
->jadeXxX: you added me as a friend so I was commenting
jadeXxX: please i not into old men
jadeXxX: leave me alone
How Sexy R U
You Are 79% Sexy
Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High
You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room.
You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing.
How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?
Recued Another Dog
We rescued this beautiful shiba and have had her for 2 days . Tomorrow we give her to a new home . It completely rips my heart out to have to give her up.
Creature Of The Night
You scored as Vampire. You are a straight up! Vampire Your hobbies may include drinking the blood of innocents...or not so innocents. You tend to shy away from crosses. Your bed is a coffin with the dirt from your homeland inside. The light is your enemy, and will destroy you should you be lured into its trap. Garlic is not your favorite spice in the kitchen, though it does make for a very nice weapon along with the holy water you stole from that priest awhile back...Just watch your back you never know who might be lurking in a dark alley!Vampire67%You are a Vampiric Elf!67%Fallen Angel33%You are a Demon33%Black Witch0%What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com
voices rise from nothing
and call upon my name
the unknown becoming something
peace becoming pain
im too young to die
beating me down
im too old to cry
pictures on a shelf
catch that silent moment
staring at myself
reaching out to hold it
my eyes review my history
the final chapter ends
every bridge ive burned has blistered me
and i cannot go back to mend
walk once more the road i chose
stumble across my mistakes
the final thorn on my wilted rose
pierced the last breath i would take
i know i cannot turn back time
nor erase whats carved in stone
they carry me to where i'll lie
beneath the seeds ive sewn
then all the things i wrote in life
that fled my mind to help me through
had spoke of death and darkest night.....
and have returned to me with truth.
I'm So Retarded....
In addition to thinking 'blog' is a funny word, I have apparently forgotten the fine art that is coffee making. Maybe I was still NOT awake or maybe I was just being stupid, but I forgot to put the damned coffee in and made some nice hot water.
I realize that this is something that a lot of people have done before but..... I dunno, I just feel really fuckin' stupid now, HAHA!!!
Have fun laughing at my expense, this one's for you people.
Are You Bi?
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Men With No Honesty
Why can't men be straight with women. I have been seeing a man for a while now....someone that I have known for 26 yrs and now all of the sudden he wants to disappear. He gave me the old speech about how he loves me and how he is confused and blah blah fucking blah. I have asked that man for nothing.....I have a job and I have a home, Im not a gold digging bitch. I take care of myself. So what's the deal?..Someone with an ounce of insight..help me out with this....Im not crying over this, I am more angry and hurt than anything......It seems that I am indeed intended to be the crazy old cata lady on the hill with 95 cats and when some neighborhood kid goes missing the police come to my house to see if i have them in the stew....
Sheesh............Have all of the good men become extinct????
Plans And Hard Work
Plans are only good intentions unless they immediately degenerate into hard work.
- Peter F. Drucker
A three-year-old boy was examining his testicles while taking a bath.
"Mom, are these my brains?"
"Not yet," she replied.
Mens' Mistakes During Sex
Mistakes Men Make During Sex
(C'mon, you know you wanted to know. Plus, this is funny as hell.)
1) GOING RIGHT FOR THE "GOOD STUFF"
Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay.
2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR.
Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts.
3) NOT SHAVING.
You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to our chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance.
4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST.
Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them.
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Another day another drama unfolds. First off let me warn anyone in Catawba NC my daughter is learning how to drive tomorrow with the driver's ed instructor - you might want to stay off the roads.
I was supposed to get my nephew tonight so we could go shopping for his birthday present - nice aunt that I am. Well I get this call from my brother saying how that plan was now canceled. Seems my darling nephew was part of a 911 prank call about his school. Needless to say he is suspended for 3 days and I hate to think of what punishment he will get from his parents. His birthday is now off and so is his present from me. On top of that my brother wanted me to notarize a paper for my sister-in-law about how she had signed in the wrong place on a car title. So I met her halfway to do that - being the nice person I am. Well I get to talking to her and she says she is no longer pregnant - that she miscarried on Monday. Makes me think it was a sham to begin with - long story and read
Picnic Event April 15!
Este mensaje se repite en Español al final
This email contains information for the PRSCA Spring Picnic and DJ Freddie Entertainment PR Festival
Exciting events are happening in April for our Puerto Rican and latin communities.
The Puerto Rican Social Club of Arizona invites you to join us for the 5th Annual Spring Picnic. This is a great opportunity to meet new friends and see old ones. Get the latest about what is happening in our community. Representatives from various groups will be available with information.
The activity is Potluck, please bring a dish to share. Also, bring your chairs, coolers, instruments and most important, family and friends. Of course you can have your nice cold beer! Just please drink responsibly and NO BOTTLES. The park does not allow it.
We are excited to announce that Ilusion International will join us for this activity with their Latin America/Caribbean merchandise. (SEE AND CLIP COUPONS BELOW FOR SAVINGS)
When: Sunday, Apr
A smile is on my face
That has yet to leave
Who could have thought
No one would believe
That words typed late at night
Place you in my sight
When you pulled up the drive
I was so nervous
Sitting across from you
Sharing a quick glance
So happy we took this chance
Dessert was so good
Though I couldn’t think
Of anything but how you would taste
Imagining your lips to mine
Wishing I was the wine
You were sipping
If you could have read my mind
My face would have glowed red
After dinner you brought me home
Held me in your arms
Completely into you
You kissed me
It was like tasting the sun
Like the first summer’s day
Basking in it’s ray
My flesh glistened
As we danced across my floor
Sade playing softly
Then we kissed once more
I soaked up the sun
Felt it pour into my soul
I opened my eyes
Seeing pure joy
Passion I have never felt before
I now have an unde
Fill this out and let me know your answers
1. Anal or oral?
2. Chocolate or whip Cream?
3. Ice or feathers?
4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl?
5. Movie porn or live porn?
6. What do you wear to bed ?
7. Love making or hard fucking?
8. Do you shave ?
9. Spit or swallow?
10. Do you masturbate ?
11. Whats your turn on ?
12. Whats your favorite position ?
13. Do you belive in no glove no love ?
14. Where would you really love to have sex ?
15. How long can you go ? (and be honest)
16. Bondage or soft & gentle ?
17. Have you ever had sex in public ?
18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ?
19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ?
20. List one person on your friends/family/fan list you would have sex with?
Be honest !!
So alone in my bed
Alone listening to nightly whispers
Alone in my thoughts
Alone standing in court
Alone I stand and fight
Alone I pray for rainbow lights
Alone in the morning I awake
Alone I celebrate my joys
Alone I cry out my sadness
Alone I voice out my fears
Alone in strenght
Alone in wealth
Alone in good health
Alone I try to understand
Alone I seek knowledge
Alone I share what is mine
Alone I try not to be alone
Alone when my time has come, I pass away
Please read this entry if you are in a mood for thinking....
Evil Mind Butterfies 11
First Poem I Wrote For My Dad
SINCE YOU'VE BEEN GONE
Since you’ve been gone
I have never felt this alone
When you left us
It felt like I was hit by a bus
It has been two years
Who will wipe away my tears
The time is now seven
One day I will see you in heaven
Wouldn’t it be grand
If you was here to hold my hand
To walk me down life’s highway
And make sure I don’t go stray
It is hard to say how I feel
I only wish this wasn’t real
We all were sad
The day you left us dad
They tell me I should be glad
But how could I when I’ve lost my dad
With you gone it left an empty space
How can I carry a smile upon my face
I miss coming over on Sunday
Just to sit down and play
Even though I have a wonderful wife
I wish you was here to be part of our life
We know you gave it all your might
But you were just to tired to go on and fight
That day we laid you down
We all walked around with a frown
We cried when you left this town
But we all know that you received your OLE HAND ME DOWN CROWN
Blasting Holes In The Holy Grail
Just got through making my bdsm blog..now i have plenty to say in this one.
I have some opinions about the goings on and inconsistancies of other religons,so if you dont want to her them,then dont read.
I got a bone to pick about the following...
*People who come to my door and try to sell their beliefs to me...you know who i am talking about...the christians and jehovahs witnesses...dont they know how WRONG that is,how it cheapens their spirituality down to the level of girl scout cookies or a vaccum?WTF...spirituality is not something you sell to other people door to door..if a person is really meant to learn about a certain belief they will seek it out on their own,without pressure...you sure dont get any brownie points from people like me trying to snooze in extra on a sunday...waking up a sleepy witch is SOO not a good idea.
*The bible...ah,yes the holy book.I got ALOT to say about that....first of all,theres supposedly alot of things god actually said....but no doggon
WE ARE GETTING MARRIED ON 07-07-07.. WISH US LUCK AS WE START OUR NEW TOGETHER!!
I found a penny today,
Laying on the ground.
But it's not just a penny,
This little coin I've found.
Found pennies come from heaven,
that's what my Grandpa told me.
He said Angels toss them down.
Oh, how I loved that story.
He said when an Angel misses you,
They toss a penny down;
Sometimes just to cheer you up,
To make a smile out of your frown.
So, don't pass by that penny
When you're feeling blue.
It may be a penny from heaven
That an Angel's tossed to you.
Don't Be Sad
When I am holding his hand
Don’t be sad that you didn’t wanna hold mine
When you see him kiss me the way you want to kiss me
Don’t be sad that you didn’t wanna kiss me that way
When he is staring into my eyes
Hearing what I say
Listening with his heart
Memorizing my words
Don’t be sad when you hear the wind
Blowing by your head
Wishing it was my words
Repeating to you what I said so many times before
When he is hugging me so tightly
Don’t be sad wishing it was you I was hugging back
You had your chance
A day late
A dollar short
The tab came and you lost out
When his Orchids are white
And his M&M’s are Peanut Butter
And he stands knelt on one knee
And he asks me the one
Question he’ll surely get
A yes from me
Don’t be sad that you never thought to ask
Don’t be sad I will love another
Don’t be sad I will give my heart to the one
That can take care of it
Don’t be sad that I removed you before
You could hurt me to much
Don’t be sad that I guarded myself
Share your dilemma with a close friend or trusted adviser. While you may not hit upon an immediate solution, it will give you something far more valuable and lasting -- a sense that you are supported.
Hmm I did this last night, maybe I jumped the gun a bit?
I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.
A Fucked Up World
PROMISES BROKEN DAILY
BACKS STABBED BY 2 FACES
TRUTH TWISTED BY GOSSIP
HEARTS SHATTERED BY LOVE ONES
EYES TELL LIES
PROMISES KEPT DAILY
2 FACES BEING STABBED BACK
GOSSIP TWISTED BY TRUTH
HEARTS LOVED BY LOVE ONES
EYES TELL TRUTH
AND YOU WONDER IF THIS WORLD IS FUCKED UP MY ANSWER IS...YES THIS IS A FUCKED UP WORLD!!!!
just wanted to say that ive gotten to know you erin i hated you at first because of the what i was told you did to him now i know the truth sad in a way to find out that a man could love a person so much even before they had a chance to met but now i know in my heart that you loved him as much as and he loved you erin your my best friend now i miss ross but in losing him i found a sister in you thank you ross for giving me one final suprise
Winners Of The Kid And Mom Contest Are.......
Winners of the Kid And Mom Contest are.......
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I want to thank everyone who was in the contest!
Welcome One And All To The World With Out A Home.
well i was dropped off at 11:00 this morning . at buckeye dougnuts thats rigth across from the campus more or less down town columbus. by my EX roomate. with barely a goodluck or will you be okay. its amazing how disopal we all are when are no more use or have no moeny. well i got my backpack of holding ( a little old geek humor ;) )
holding what little i have to face the world with clothes toothy brush deoderent, cigs, what not some of the things i packed are a bit silly but i needed to keep some sense of me. nail fails, Q-tips, i even got a cell phone one of those disposalable virgin is a great thing. and a cd player with rechargeable batterys. i know it seems silly but with out music i'd be a mass murdger in no time hahaha ;p well after i'm done here at the libarry. i,m going to see what i can do to try and get in to a shelter. funny thing is that here you have make a appointment before you can get a bed and if they have none then to bad luck bad to you :P. appointment? sounds li
BEAUTIFUL THINGS IN THIS WORLD CAN'T BE TOUCHED!
NOTHING CAN BRING YOU PEACE BUT YOURSELF!
THINK ABOUT THE ABOVE AND TAKE IT TO HEART!
Why is it that only guys comment on my page? I am straight, but I would like it if girls commented as well. I mean, if I was ever in a bar in real life, i would probably be more likely to talk to girls cause im too shy around guys, especially really good looking ones, lol. so i hope that i can make more friends and get more comments on here, from both guys AND girls. thanks! :-)
Ok this is weird... Barney the purple dino in his first xxx rated video. A Prehistoric Threesome!
Oh you men would love to work here ..... hahaha
Sextop 2000 (hehehe)
The Hottest 100 Ct Females
Every time i see a gorgeous, beautiful woman on this site, im adding her to this list. She has to be hot and gorgeous though, and its someone i pick, so dont ask to be added to this list. If you think you are that hot, email me and ill be the judge. Just dont get offended if i dont added you. This list might make me look shallow, but that's not im intention. If you want to look at that persons profile, just click their name (If you see a verified logo, it means person has salute photo on their profile and u can click the logo to go to their salute photo). Here we go:
5-Louise AKA Aussie Goddess
Lasting Tribute: Community's love builds court in memory of Adam Elliott
By JOHN T. EBERTH , Olean Times Herald
Logan Harris rebounds a basketball as other members of the Elliott family take the first shots at the new court in Portville Saturday. The Adam Elliott Memorial Court was dedicated in memory of Adam who died on July 30, 2006, following an accident at Letchworth State Park. Photo by Daniel LeBlanc
PORTVILLE - The Elliott family has a tradition. Once a year they take a backpacking trip to some remote location not far from their Portville home.
Dad Dave Elliott said the tradition began when his son Adam was about 9. On that first trip, he said Adam soon became weary of lugging a backpack through the wilds of Pennsylvania. Like any good dad would, Mr. Elliott agreed to carry Adam's pack for him. Adam raced ahead of the family.
"Instantly there was a change. The burden had been lifted and Adam took off like a deer," Mr. Elliott remembers.
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Boarding The Airplane
Ok, so I'm about to take a trip. I've flown many times before, but I know that when it comes time to board the plane, people are going to be rushing to the gate to board. Even if the row that their seat is in isn't called, they will still proceed to the gate, trying to board as if the plane will leave in 2 minutes. It's frustrating for those who sit in the middle to back and have to climb over the self-centered pricks who decided that they needed to be on first and take up the entire aisle as they load their 2 carry on bags in the storage bins above. Why do people do this??? The same goes when you land. Everyone jumps up, even those in the back, as if that will speed the unloading process up. Let's try to learn a little patience. Like Rascal Flatts said, "I miss Mayberry, sittin' on the porch drinkin' Ice Cold Cherry Coke, where everything is black and white."--SLOW DOWN
dam i can't believe it after trying to participate in at least 30 surveys that i "pre-qualified" i finally got through one and got my 10,000 points i almost shit myself when i made it to the end, lol....and to think this was gonna be my last time trying, now you know they just sucked me right back in i have 2 now that i'm debating about trying, lol
White Tea Remix
Yo, I'm just sittin here thinking about u girl.. in my white tea gettin ready to party like a rock star!
Take a look and listen to my white rasberry tea remix..
ok.. this is a joke.. not real geeeeez lol
If You Love Something
IF YOU LOVE SOMETHING
SET IT FREE
IF IT COMES BACK TO YOU
IF IT DOESN'T
IT NEVER WAS
ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I HAVE BEEN ON HEAR, HAD A LOT OF THINGS GO ON IN MY LIFE THEY HAVE KEPT ME VERY BUSY. SOME THINGS WERE GOOD AND SOME WERENT SO HOT, BUT I DO WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR THE GIFTS ON MY BIRTHDAY, THAT WAS COOL. I WANT TO THANK ALL OFF YOU THAT HAVE KEPT IN TOUCH AND KEPT ME IN YOUR PRAYS AND FOR ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE BECAME NEW FREINDS, HOPEFULLY WE WILL GET THE CHANCE TO CHAT..........FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DONT KNOW MY EMAIL, YOU CAN REACH ME AT KSCJB@YAHOO.COM. I WILL ANSWER AS QUICK AS I CAN...I LOOK FORWARD TO HEARING FROM YOU ALL AND CHATTING WITH YOU......LOVE TO ALL
Hello I just wanted to say hello to all my friends and thank you all for the beautiful comments. I hope you all have a blessed day. Hugs!!!
Thoughts Of Me
Thoughts of Me
Please give me your honest reply to all of this! Don't worry about your response, just give it, it is just for fun....Only because one of my "Cherry Tap" buddies asked me to repost, so I am being true to my word!
Do It For Fun
Mark the answer with an "X"
How old do I look?
[ ] 21
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[ ] 26
[ ] 27
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[ ] 29
[ ] 30
[ ] 31
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[ ] 33
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[ ] 40
[ ] 40 +
Describe me in 5 words
Would you rather..
[ ] fuck me
[ ] Date me
[ ] Both
[ ] NEITHER!!
Do I have pretty eyes?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
Would you be sad if I moved?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
[ ] Maybe
Would you come visit me?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
[ ] Maybe
[ ] Hot
[ ] Beautiful
[ ] Sexy
[ ] Cute
[ ] none
Would you rather..
[ ] Make out
[ ] Cuddle
[ ] Go out
[ ] Kiss
[ ] fuck
[ ] just chill
[ ] all of the above
Would you go out with me?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
[ ] Maybe
Would you g
Haha My Grams.
Grandma: That sound sounds like a priest giving mass in Italian.
Me: It means that someone is rating my photo.
.... few hours later ....
Grandma: So every time that sound comes on someone is complimenting you?
Me: Sorta.. they are saying they like my picture.
Grandma: What do they say... WOW! There's another one!
Me: *sifts through some and reads 'nice' comments*
Her: You get an awful lot of compliments! What was that one just now!!
Haha... grandma's are so cute...
All Paths Lead To You
All Paths Lead To You
Life is a challenge – meet it.
Life is a gift – accept it.
Life is an adventure – dare it.
Life is a sorrow – overcome it.
Life is a tragedy – face it.
Life is a duty – perform it.
Life is a game – play it.
Life is a mystery – unfold it.
Life is a song – sing it.
Life is an opportunity – take it.
Life is a journey – complete it.
Life is a promise – fulfill it.
Life is a love – embrace it.
Life is a beauty – praise it.
Life is a spirit – release it.
Life is a struggle – fight it.
Life is a puzzle – solve it.
Life is a goal – achieve it.
I wonder by my troth, what thou and I Did, till we loved? were we not wean'd till then? But suck'd on country pleasures, childishly? Or snorted we in the Seven Sleepers' den? 'Twas so ; but this, all pleasures fancies be ; If ever any beauty I did see, Which I desired, and got, 'twas but a dream of thee. And now good-morrow to our waking souls, Which watch not one another out of fear ; For love all love of other sights controls, And makes one little room an everywhere. Let sea-discoverers to new worlds have gone ; Let maps to other, worlds on worlds have shown ; Let us possess one world ; each hath one, and is one. My face in thine eye, thine in mine appears, And true plain hearts do in the faces rest; Where can we find two better hemispheres Without sharp north, without declining west? Whatever dies, was not mix'd equally; If our two loves be one, or thou and I Love so alike that none can slacken, none can die.
the dead of night.
the angel of death comes.
his icey cold breath clam's you.
takeing you in to the darkness.
the black hole of death take's you.
untill you find out which way you go.
go untill heaven or hell.
the sweet touch of god's hand.
to the painful kiss of the devil.
goinf to the fild's of green gress.
or to the hot pits of fire.
will in walk in the stressts of gold.
for be giveing to the unforgiveing flams.
will i got to heaven or hell.
we will never know.
untill death takes me away.
Soft it starts
Soft and sweet, slappy taps
Playing upon my buttocks
Tempting me to greater intensity..
Harder they come...
"Still harder," i think,
and You comply.
Rich slaps welting,
Yet still not enough,
and so You increase further...
Then, in an instant,
it is enough,
and You stop
without my uttering a word.
and You caress the redness,
Tenderly applying hot cloth and lotion.
The sting lingers sweetly
for too few minutes.
i revel in the way my skin
You think you have all the aces
Better make sure you covered all the bases
Constantly walking that fine proper line
Its a fucking shame that you are running out of time
Everyone watches your head swell
As you constantly ring your own bell
Playing games you think you can win
With heels on fire you walk on ice that's thin
Push me in a corner and you will see
This bastard will show you pain that you thought could never be
You aren't the only one who plays the game
Your only problem is I have no shame
Just when you think you're at the top
That's when your fucking bubble will pop
And when you realize you are under fire
You will realize too late it is your life I desire
Had a slight problem with an individual. We eventually "worked" it out. Although I try to stay positive I wasn't always this way. Guess I've grown a little.
I Dont Get This
You know what completely baffles me on this site is how many people especially women post pics of their children and then in another folder they have fairly nsfw or completely nude pics. Myspace alone deleted almost 30 thousand sex offenders from their site. The odds are pretty high at least to my thinking that there must be sex offenders on this site. I sit here reading all these bulletins from people on my list and i see how many complain about stalkers, guys bugging girls about sex pics..... etc. I can go on foever about that. The fact is. This is an adult site. I know the biggest arguement is you want to share your family with your freinds on here and thast a valid argument. But also consider saftey for your children. I really think if you want pics of your children on the site then YOU should be responsible and not post pictures that can draw attention to predators. Its just common sense.
if any women out there are looking for fun go to yahoo messenger and add me at firstname.lastname@example.org
Everyone i need help. im trying to be a stay at home money. i have a 8 month old son which im trying to take care as for his dad left me. If you are wanting to make some extra cash and willing to do a business with me. Let me know. Arbonne is a great company. They have everything from a babies line to a mans line. I love the babies line i use it on my son. He would break out with everything else i used on him and with arbonne he does not break out. If you just want to learn more about it let me know or if you want to buy something. Im really wanting to be a stay at home mom. This is a really great company. Please let me know. Thanks Sara
Time To Face The Music!!!
Clock is ticking away, and Monday will be here soon enough! You gotta believe how nervous and frightened I am, but in the end I know I will be OK, regardless of what happens! Everyone has been a blessing and kept my ass in gear, and I am blessed to have you all here standing by my side!
All of you I will carry in my heart as I have the unenviable task of having to beat cancer a second time! This angel is ready to fly again, and thanks to everyone of you here and a part of my life, that will be so once again!
I will write again to let everyone know what has happened! I love you all and know I am far from beaten - I go into this the strongest I have been in as many days! The Black Winged Angel will soar again!
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wow my voice on my page ... noway!
MICHAEL VICK; YOU FUCKED UP BIG TIMEDO YOU REALLY THINK, THAT BILLIONS OF DOLLARS COLLECTED FROM PIT BULL TERRIER FIGHTS ; ARE REALLY WORTH AS MUCH AS THIS ?MAYBE THIS? SO NOT EVEN THIS, HUH?MOST DEFINITELY NOT. NO AMOUNT OF MONEY IS WORTH THE PAIN & SUFFRAGE OF THESE INNOCENT DOGS. I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU MAY THINK, IT IS WHAT US CARING PEOPLE KNOW. WE KNOW, THAT BRINGING UP PIT BULLS FOR FIGHTING, JUST IS NOT RIGHT. PIT BULLS SHOULD BE BROUGHT INTO THIS WORLD, INTO A WELCOMING ENVIRONMENT & PL ACED WITH A CARING FAMILY WHO WILL DO THEIR BEST TO TAKE CARE OF IT, & MAKE IT A FAMILY MEMBER OF THEIR OWN. GIVE THEM ATTENTION, LOVE, SUPPORT.Pit bulls ARE NOT NATURAL-BORN KILLERS. It is at the OWNER'S FAULT, as to whether or not the pit bull BECOMES one, due to whether or not it's been HARSHLY ABUSED, or just not trained properly .Pit bulls, really, are as SWEET as can be!Below are pictures of pit bulls who were bred in a SAFE & peaceful, caring environment.THEY'RE AS GENTLE & LOVING AS EVER!
Why is it that when you find your life going pretty damn good someone tries to go and screw it up? Why can't people just leave well enough alone. I guess it is just because some people aren't secure enough in their life so they feel they have to make other people's lives just as miserable as theirs to maske themselves feel better. i will tell you something, I am proud to be me and if none likes me oh well their lose not mine. I am me and no one else and all that matters is that I like who i am. But I love to find new friends and make wonderful friendships with people who can and will accept me for who I am.
Ppl With No Life!
JUST A FEW UNHAPPY WORDS TO MY HATERS! KISS MY ASS BIATCHES!!! FIRST OFF I HAVE NEVER ASKED FOR MONEY FROM ANYONE ONLINE AS A MATTER OF FACT I GIVE MONEY TO PPL ALL THE TIME AND YOUR JUST JEALOUS YOUR NOT ONE OF THOSE PPL!! I BUY BLASTS FOR PPL AND VIC MEMBERSHIPS AND HELP EVERYONE OUT I CAN!!! SECONDLY IF I WAS GONNA ADD FAKE PICS TO MY PROFILE THEY WOULD BE OF SOME HOT FUCKIN CHICK NO ONE COULD RESIST! SO WITH THAT SAID KISS MY ASS HATERS! TRY GETTING A LIFE YA BUNCH OF ASS MUNCHERS!!! AND TO MY FRIENDS LUV YA TONS!!!
The Walking Drum
Up to a point, a man’s life is shaped by environment, heredity, and movements and changes in the world about him;
then, there comes a time when it lies within his grasp to shape the clay of his life into the sort of thing he wishes to be.
Only the weak blame parents, their race, their times, lack of good fortune, or the quirks of fate.
Everyone has it within his power to say:
This I am today. That I shall be tomorrow.
The wish, however, must be implemented by deeds.
Yup...........this is the leg infection I spoke of. Here is the definition: Cellulitis (sel-u-LI-tis) is a potentially serious bacterial infection of your skin. Cellulitis appears as a swollen, red area of skin that feels hot and tender, and it may spread rapidly.
Skin on the face or lower legs is most commonly affected by this infection, though cellulitis can occur on any part of your body. Cellulitis may be superficial — affecting only the surface of your skin — but cellulitis may also affect the tissues underlying your skin and can spread to your lymph nodes and bloodstream.
Left untreated, the spreading bacterial infection may rapidly turn into a life-threatening condition. That's why it's important to recognize the signs and symptoms of cellulitis and to seek immediate medical attention if they occur.
With that said, I am home on bed rest so to speak. Leg elevated and not to do anything. I told the Doc I hadn't sat through the LOTR trilogy in a long time. He said, "soun
First I would like to say that Neither myself or my husband owe anyone an explination for the choices we make. I will however lay this to rest now. My husband has always wanted to join the military. This was his lifes dream. I however could not accept this and persistantly prevented him from doing so. After ten years he has finally come up with the winning argument. We went for a long ride as thats how we "talk" out our issues. Yes i know its fucked up that we have to trap ourselves in a vehicle together to get things really worked out.
Anyways on this ride he said to me that every day he wakes up there is a 50/50 chance that he will die. We never really know. He said that if he were to die tommorow it would have been without honor or pride. That he would have died having never fulfilled his dreams. That he felt as if he had wasted 10 years doing "other" things. He said that he didnt like the idea of something happening to him and leaving his family behind for nothing. My husband
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MUCH LOVE TO ALL,
if i could get 15 of my wonder friends to help me out with winning a blast all you have to do is come into Extreme X lounge and subscribe to it and let it be know in the room that you were sent by me i can win....PLEASE BE SO KIND TO HELP ME OUT!!
Hit It Hard .................................please Repost
To all my friends and the comments bombers...............
My friend need help to become a Godfather there is 2 happy hours tonight and he have a little over 500,000 to go :P:P:P
So please people come on,help out and show this great person some love:):):)
have a marvelous evening and better hump day
hugs and kisses
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YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better!
Send your answers to me only... And I will reply with my answers for you!!!
1.)Q. Can you cook?
2.)Q. What was your dream growing up?
2.)A. To become a vet assistant
3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had?
3.)A. to sing so I wouldn't sound so bad when I do..lol
4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be?
4.)A. rum and coke
5.)Q. Favorite vegetable?
5.)A. egg plant
6.)Q. What was the last book you read?
6.)A. not sure
7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ?
8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings?
8.)A. shamrock over left breast
9.)Q. Worst Habit?
9.)A. smoking cigs
10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a
If you were mine to always hold
If all my things were stolen and sold
It would be as if all was gold
If you were mine to always hold
What If I Died Today?
What if I died today?
Someone at coffee & cream (the coffee shop at the end of my dirt road. I know am I lucky or what?) what my family, friends, & myself would think of my life if I died sudenly. I looked at them and smiled. She took one look at my peircings, tatoos, & hairstyle and made a horrible misjudgement that I was some worthless punk scumbag. Sucker!
I told her that I have lived my life full out. and will continue to do so. I have done more than most people will ever do in their life. I have loved more than most people have in their lives. I've done more more good than many people do in their life time. If I died I would be missed but I would be happy. I have let few oppertunities that I wanted pass me by. I have so few regrets that they could fit in my hat. I said if I died today I would be proud of what I've done in my short time. I may be forcefull in appearance but I am usualy gental in my movements....... I'm not going to die anytime soon because I'm just geting warm
WE southerners have a saying "we may fight amongst ourselves but nobody else better lay a hand on you.
northerns refer to us as rednecks and Hillbilly's
We refer to northerners as them damn yankees.
big city feller's...LOL
But on 911 when The Towers were attacked, I was dumb founded. How could this happen? My Heart Broke!
Then I got Angry! Because I may not ever meet one person from New York or Pensilvania but they are part of my American Family. My siblings so to speak.
**click** **news** The footage on tv the fire,the smoke, the images on the screen just wouldn't register, people jumping out windows. These are my brothers and sisters.I have never felt so helpless.
There was this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach.
It is something that I will never forget. I couldn't if I wanted to.becouse it cut me deep and left a scar that I will always carry with me.
My thought s and prayers go out to those who have lost love ones and to the countless heros that stepped up that day, an
Where Did These Conservatives Come From?
The Brownshirting of America
By PAUL CRAIG ROBERTS
James Bovard, the great libertarian champion of our freedom and civil liberties, recently shared with readers his mail from Bush supporters (Lewrockwell.com, October 12). For starters here are some of the salutations: "communist bastard," "asshole," "a piece of trash, scum of the earth." It goes downhill from there.
Bush's supporters demand lock-step consensus that Bush is right. They regard truthful reports that Saddam Hussein had no weapons of mass destruction and was not involved in the September 11 attack on the US--truths now firmly established by the Bush administration's own reports--as treasonous America-bashing.
As well, Bovard is interpreted as throwing cold water on the feel-good, macho, Muslim butt-kicking that Bush's invasion of Iraq has come to symbolize for his supporters. "People like you and Michael Moore," one irate reader wrote, "is (sic) what brings down our country."
I have received similar response
Dream awake sanguine spatter from my eyes as gurgled cries of why issued from her drowning throat. I don't know. Sleep no rest, staunch no blood flow, from her wheezing chest. Strangled question once again why. I don't know, a single tear I cry as miracles no more glimmer her eyes. Fading, fading as she dies.
Mid Afternoon Break
"Oh, do I need a break," Constance Walker sighed while pushing away from her desk and stretching her aching muscles, "it's almost two o'clock, where does the time go!?!" As CEO of a large importing business, the crush of paper work and the constant pressure to keep things moving ahead would sap the strength of even the most experienced business man!!! Constance made a quick note on her note pad before donning her coat and heading out of the office for a two hour break but first, she stopped momentarily at her secretary's desk and offered, "I'm going to be out of the office for a couple of hours, Jenny, so if they're are any calls just take a message and I'll get back to them later this afternoon, and by the way make sure that the Asian invoices are on my desk for tomorrow morning's meeting!!!"
Down on the street in front of her office building, Constance hailed a cab and gave the driver and address on the near north side, and while it was only a ten minute ride, for once they weren't
Another Bad Day
A guy walks into a bar and quickly says to the bartender, "Give me 5 shots of Jack!"
The bartender looks at him and says, "Damn buddy, are you having a bad day?"
The guy replies, "Yeah, I just found out my brother is gay!"
The bartender, feeling bad for the guy, says, "Damn, that is a bad day. I'll tell you what. The first shot is on me."
The guy thanks him, takes his shots, and leaves. A week later the same guy comes into the same bar and tells the bartender, "Give me 5 shots of Jack!"
The bartender looks at him and says, "Damn buddy, are you having another bad day?"
The guy replies, "Yeah, I just found out my other brother is gay too!"
The bartender says, "Damn, that is a bad day. I'll tell you what. The first shot is on me again."
The guy thanks him, takes his shots, and leaves. The next week the same guy walks into the same bar and says, "Bartender give me 10 shots of Jack!"
The bartender looks at him confused and says, "Damn buddy, doesn't anyone in your
Verifing Your E-mail
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Step1. Go to http://www.fubar.com/verifyemail.php and click send e-mail again.
Step2. Copy the token.
Step3. Paste the token and press ENTER.
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Cleaning Out My Friends List
in the past few days i have been thinking about leaving fubar. it seems i have a lot of friends on my list that dont comunicate with me unless they send me a link to something they want rated or a contest that they want me to coment bomb in.
I dont have a problem rating or bombing but i would like to comunicate sometimes to just to talk.
and then there are ppl that comunicate and you find out they are not what they represent themselfs to be and they lead you on and then you find out that they were just playing you and that sometimes hurts.
I posted a blog about leaving and found out that the ppl that i care about the most on here really would like me to stay and they are the ppl that i have become close to and would really miss if i left.
they are all on my family list and i realize that there is a good reason for that. so i have decided to stay for awile and just delete the ppl on my list that dont make any atempt at comunicating with me. and to be more selective about who i
yes i have a long way to go but even when i add stash or rate people i still get no love is there a reason? i was just wondering if i stink or what please stop by and add some rates to my page help me get a boost to try to level thanks andrea
i dont want it any more its a fine car but im not goign another winter with it its preftecly fine if yur road gets plowed when it snows but since mine doenst i dont want it i got stcuk in the snow las year for 6 hours i need a fricken big ass truck any buddy want to buy my car?
Come On You Know You Wanna
Come see me at the oasis and have a lil fun :D:D:D:D:D
.MY MIND IS A PLACE OF EVIL , PAIN , AND DECEPTION .
UNABLE TO REASON , INCAPABLE OF REDEMPTION .
EVIL CONSUMES MY MINDS ELATION ;
INFECTING MY SOUL WITH IT'S DISTURBING FIXATION .
SOMETIMES I FEEL I AM LOSING CONTROL .
THE SICKNESS INSIDE HAS TAKEN IT'S TOLL .
THE PAIN IN MY HEART FLOWS THROUGH MY VAINS ,
RAGING INSIDE , IT ENGULFS ME IN FLAMES .
BURNING DEEP AND SLOW WITH TREMENDOUS FURY ;
SEARING MY LIFE , DESTROYING ME FULLY .
THE STRESS ON MY MIND , BODY AND SOUL
LEAVES ME BATTERED , BITTER AND COLD .
DECIEVED BY MY MIND , IT BEGINS TO REIGN .
I FIGHT THE INVASION , I TRY TO REMAIN .
I'M CAUGHT IN A WAR , A STRUGGLE AGAINST INSANITY ,
BUT SOON I'M CONFUSED AND MISPLACE MY REALITY .
AT THIS POINT I AM LOST AND SO IS MY SANITY .
I'D BE SCARED IF I WERE YOU ,
BECAUSE I'M STILL REAL TO YOUR REALITY ...
I TRY TO EXPRESS MY SELF THE BEST THAT I CAN .
BUT MY PAIN IS SO DEEP ,
YOU'LL NEVER TRULY UNDERSTAND ...
I'M STILL SEA
Funny How Things Work.
Most of you on your friends list know all the things going on.
So another moving day comes and nobody to help once again. It's amazing how everyone I know asks me for help when they need my truck, however when the shoes are on the other feet no one is can stick to there commitment.
So due to my lack of help I have only moved odds and ends and my desk.
So note to self Drink with the people next door so when you find yourself moving something heavy like a desk with a broken ankle they might help.
Thanks to "Strings" I don't have a whole lot left.
and now I'm off to clean and straighten up my room.
quand tu me prends dans tes bras
quand je regarde dans tes yeux
je vois qu'un dieu existe
ce n'est pas dur d'y croire
before i met you i wasn't terribly lucky
every prince charming lost charm after twelve
but then you came and made the past look so funny
put my old sadness to sleep on a shelf
if this was meant to be
don't condemn me to be free
and even if we never marry
i will always love you, baby
you've got something i can't resist
things are what they will be
when i look into your eyes
they say to me that god's do exist
and there's something
you've got something i can't resist
things are what they will be
when i look into your eyes
they say to me that god's do exist
you make me believe
you make me believe
i love the temperature and smell of your body
the shape of your lips and the size of your nose
i love that everything you say is so funny
plus you're the best kisser that i've ever known
you see the way
NOW SINCE WE MET I HAVE BEEN SEING THINGS MORE CLEARLY THRU DIFFERENT EYES IT SEEMS...
COLORS SO BRIGHT AND BEAUTIFUL IT AMAZES ME , HOW WHEN BEING IN A PIT OF DARKNESS FOR SO LONG BLINDS YOU.
TO LIKE JUST BEING BORN AGAIN , HAVING EVERYTHING YOU SEE AND HEAR STAND OUT LIKE YOU HAVE NEVER SEEN THEM BEFORE ....
ITS WILD MY LOVE AND OVER WHELMING AND OH SO INCREDIBLE THAT THE COLORS MELT INTO ME STRIAGHT TO MY HEART...
THE WORDS FROM YOUR LIPS , YOUR HEART AND YOUR SOUL PENITRATE ME WITH SUCH INTENSITY AND SERENITY I CANT DESCRIBE THIS HIGH IM ON.
THE DARKNESS WILL NEVER COME NO MORE......
Retracing steps that we made
Running in the rain
Close my eyes
And the memories flood back to me
Train rushes past
My tears are flowing just as fast.
Nothing's making sence anymore
Because I need you
Holding me close
When the sun sets in the sky
When the light whispers goodbye.
When the stars play pick-a-boo
And the sky turns black from blue
I need you
I sit here on the cold damp pavement
Watching the sun disappear
Why am I here?
Answer me this . . . why am I . . .
Now I remember
It was your promise
Why do I do the things I do?
Why do I say those things to you?
Now I remember
It was your promise
so far I have managed to keep from losing my internet....
We'll see how long it lasts, I can only catch up on this stupid bill a bit at a time so its just a matter of hoping I can beat it.
I'm wrapped I can still be here with yas all. You make my day so much brighter.
LOOK BEHIND THE LYRICS... THEY ARE SO TRUE...
Alicia Keys - No One Lyrics
I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cause
Everything's gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is
Everything's gonna be alright
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
Yes, I know, for certain
You and me together
Through the days and nights
I don't worry 'cause
Everything's gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is
Everything's gonna be alright
No one, no one, no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one, no one, no one
Can get in t
Help, Updated And Added Some Things..
Okay people I need your advice. I told my friend that I would take her to New Jersey for Christmas. I had planned on taking her and dropping her off and coming back the same day. Its only a five hour drive, not to bad depending on traffic. Well she tells me that she wants me to stay there with her the whole time shes there. Iv tried to hint that I dont wanna stay. There are to many bad memories in New Jersey and the thought of it makes me depressed. And im a horrible driver. I dont have the patience unless you know exactly where you are going. My neighbor said she would ride with me only it would have to be on the weekend. But shes good with directions and can do some driving (if she wants to, and if her husband dont mind). But I dont know what to do. I dont wanna stay in New Jersey and I dont know how to tell my friend this, advice please...
A Salute To The Military!!
When you wanna complain you have to work 2 hours of over time this week or you are to tired cuz ya didn't get enough sleep.STOP!! Think of the military that we have in Iraq and other places going days without sleep and not knowing when they will see their homes again!!
To the military guys and gals !! Thank Your for letting me sleep safely in my warm bed every night !! It's a honor, not a privilage !!
Why is every time you do something nice or go out of your way for someone, it's never appreciated. They sometimes get upset or mad at you for it. It's frustrating as all hell. Makes you feel like no matter how hard you try to make them comfortable, do something nice or just go out of your way it doesn't matter. Kinda makes you feel like crap for every caring.
Oh well used to that it seems to be part of my everyday life for yearssssss.............
Feel no sympathy please I needed to vent..
I Miss You So Much
I miss you so much, the memories
never let me forget the way it
use to and the way it may never be again.
I treasured the moments that we did have,
and although we arent together and it
has been so long since i have seen you both,
in my heart you will always be.
I miss so much.
I can never let go of the things we use to do,
I moved on now and i hope someday you will to.
You both are so young and innocent what
happened was not your fault.
I will always love and i hope that you
both feel the same.
I miss you so much and i hope you miss me to.
I may never hold you both again but in my
dreams i hold you everyday.
My heart breaks cause i never got to say
I never thought that the day you left
here would be the last day i might ever see you.
Don't think i ever forgot you.
There isnt a day that goes that i dont cry because i cant see you.
There isnt a day that goes by
that i dont wish you were still here.
There isnt a day that goes by that i dont
Someone once told me when you want something never give up well that's just what i'm doing giving up. I've tried so hard but to no avail, these thoughts & feelings for her are making my life a living Hell. I cant deny what I know is true. In my heart there is only you. My spirit is in constant torment & my heart is in painful agony because of a need that wont go away, wont disappear. What has come to pass is my greatest fear, that I might have found a love without compare. My world is fading my life is wading near the edge of the pool of dispair. I cant think of anything else without a thoughtof you being there. My instinct says to carry on but my heart knows that would be wrong so I'll end this poem by saying I Love You but we can never be so I'm letting you free to decide who you want because I know it can never be me.
3 Day Blast
Starting a contest for a 3 day blast, Anyone who wants to enter can but first u gotta add rate me, and let other people know about this contest,the first person to have 20,000 comments by friday dec 8 will receive the blast....just let me know what pic u want me to rip.
For Everyone Who Wonders...
The reason I am in pain so often and sometimes disappear for a few days at a time is because I have Lupus. For those of you who don't know, the following is some info on it.
So few have heard of it, yet worldwide it's seen as more common than leukemia, multiple sclerosis & muscular dystrophy.
Lupus is an autoimmune disease, a type of self-allergy, whereby the patient's immune system creates antibodies which instead of protecting the body from bacteria & viruses attack the person's own body tissues. This causes symptoms of extreme fatigue, joint pain, muscle aches, anaemia, general malaise, & can result in the destruction of vital organs. It is a disease with many manifestations, & each person's profile or list of symptoms is different. Lupus can mimic other diseases, such as multiple sclerosis & rheumatoid arthritis, making it difficult to diagnose.
Currently there is no single test that can definitely say whether a person has lupus or not. Only by comprehensive examination
A Poem To Gabry
Beauty though the eyes of a camera
As sweet as a flower bursting into bloom on a warm summers morning
As the leaves on the trees wave side to side with the loving warm breeze
As you are the picture of the window to the hearts of the world...
By Aj Rich
Date Wrote 29-11-2007
This is a Christmas tree.
It is not a Hanukkah bush,
it is not an Allah plant,
it is not a Holiday hedge.
It is a Christmas tree.
Say it... CHRISTmas , CHRISTmas , CHRISTmas !
Yes. CHRISTmas - celebrating the Birth of Jesus Christ!!!
If this offends you...too bad.?
Get over it ~
Hi y'all =)
I just wanted to let everyone know that I am gone for a week in Phoenix, AZ. I may or maynot be online. Just know I will be back and thanks everyone for the sweet ass emails, letter, gifts ect. They make me feel really good!
I Was Pissed In This One
well here we are, a beautiful thursday. work wasn't too bad today. did some admin stuff at the office and tried to hit my business list up. a good friend of mine actually stopped by my mother's yesterday while i was getting something to eat. i hadn't seen him in forever. we went to military school together and continued our friendship after school. so it was good to see him. other than that, I can honestly say it has been the ultimate of very shitty weeks. There's nothing quite like having your heart ripped out, somehow trying to concentrate on learning the recruiting biz, then geting to go to a brigade goat screw at ft. leonardwood. at least i'll be able to play with guns this weekend. as for the heart being ripped out thing, we'll stay away from that topic becuase it's just a tad touchy. although i did relize that, in all actuality shit like this happens, even when you aren't expecting it, so i might as well fuckin deal with it. so life goes on. if fate deems it necessary t
browneyed princess@ fubar
In The Dog House
earlier today...noon saturday...i heard my dog a pure bread alpha intact german shepard raising hell with a pit bull terrier puppy (100 pounds)...i could see what was going to happen so i proceded to get my dog in the house... before i could, the pit busted a section of the chainlink fence and charged at me and my shepard as the door was slaming shut t before it was latched...that damn dog pushed me out of the way...and the maylay insued...i have broken up a little squable before but this was serious. i had a killer in my own living room and inspite of the fact i know my dog can handle himself...i wasnt going to let it happen....i jumped between them seperated them with help of the 100 pound roomate and 12 pound weiner dog...ce my dogs and household were safe i was faced with this SOB...i wrestled him o the floor cornered him and choked him out until he passed out...then while still in a head lock i opened my door and tossed him back over what was left of the fence...as though inmid a
On my own, but mostly the savannah,
Where the tumbleweeds fade away and die,
Before the glassy sun burns a summer of crystals,
The glistering waters of the high seas
Of which was so far a place as of where vultures roam.
I looked around but you weren't anywhere...
You used to say that you would never die,
But I took the wrong meaning into my heart.
Now the sea is wild with despair,
Deep blue like a prairie of flowers blue,
Where all children of God rest in eternal peace.
I saw you at the end,
You and I, brother and sister of nature,
Brother and sister of heaven and earth,
Your usually calm and heavenly eyes full of tears,
Bitterly falling one after one into a river,
Then the river of life turned red in blood.
My eyes watched in horror.
Slowly and deadly your heart became poisoned,
You disappeared without saying good-bye,
Not a word came out of your mouth.
You became like desolation in its grave.
When once the skies were a realm of stars
And the sun shone brightly
in all my haste and angst, i realized that I have not actually said it here, myself!!!
To all of those in uniform, here and abroad......
From D~Doggy, and his r/l family !!!!!!
Choices We Make
people dont seem to realize that every choice we make determines which path our lives will take.... from the first decision we ever make , , , do u not realize that that decision will affect u yrs down the road and might even affect ur kids , , omg u never thought of that did u , , , here is food for thought and i didnt realize this till about a mth ago
one of newtons laws (OMG PEOPLE SCHOOL IS USEFUL) for every action there is a equal but opposite reaction
simply states if u tie this in to everyday life , , , , that every decision u make no matter how small it may be will affect u later down the road
for every cause there is a effect as well , ,
so hypothetically speaking if i slap my best friend the effect will be that either we will no longer be friends or we will end up in a fight
so again cause and effect come on people u learned this elementry school
so then y r we always out to blame others for our own stupidity and shit that we have done ourselv
Ok so we got to see our oldest son Michael for 15 minutes on Christmas Eve Day cuz I guess my Grandmother had some other things to do...but do we believe that? HELL NO! She just didn't wanna come over so that we could see Michael but we did. I mean this Christmas was not the best Christmas in the world but at least we got to see Michael that's all we care about.
I finally got a scrapbook & some scrapbook stuff from my roommate, I was so excited now I can make a scrapbook of my 2 kids & my husband & I...actually I am already starting to work on it & I think that I will take it to work tomorrow but we will see just depends on what kind of mood I am in tomorrow morning. I also got some socks, candy, clothes, a pair of shoes, 3 bath sets, money, & I think that's it. Skyler got all kinds of clothes & some stuffed animals. Stephen got a poker set, clothes, shoes, candy, & I think that's it.
Well I guess that I should be going so I can get to bed so I can get some sleep for work in the
Oh Now that I remember, one year ago to the date was when my younger brother was involved in a car accident. Mind you, it was not his fault, the insurance tried to make it seem as if it was. I was there when he made the claim over the phone, since it was somewhat traumatizing for him, especially since his passenger broke her arm in 3 separate places.
What else can one do? Would you like me to summarize what happened? They denied him a rental car, health benefits, etc. They even tried to retract their statements against my brother when they couldn't prove a thing against him. His lawyers went after them, but again all we could do was claim the car as a total loss. It took them 3-4, close to 5 months for the car to be completely paid off... Oh I forgot to mention, we had just bought him the car not even one month before. How trippy is that?
Now on to my rants. Right now it is 6:58am and it is a rather slow day at work.
To say the least, I let my brother borrow my car
2 Boxes From Me To You
2 BOXES FROM ME TO YOU
Read all the way down...
Two Boxes (I hope I get this back. Please keep it going. This has been going since Dec. 1, 2000 ~ please send it on.)
I have in my hands two boxes,
Which God gave me to hold.
He said, 'Put all your sorrows in the black box,
And all your joys in the gold.'
I heeded His words, and in the two boxes,
Both my joys and sorrows I stored,
But though the gold became heavier each day,
The black was as light as before.
With curiosity, I opened the black,
I wanted to find out why,
And I saw, in the base of the box, a hole,
Which my sorrows had fallen out by.
I showed the hole to God, and mused,
'I wonder where my sorrows could be!'
He smiled a gentle smile and said,
'My child, they're all here with me..'
I asked God, why He gave me the boxes,
Why the gold and the black with the hole?
'My child, the gold is for you to count your blessings,
The black is f
Check This Out...
Here is a math trick so unbelievable that it will stump you. Grab a calculator (you won't be able to do this one in your head) Make sure you hit the enter key after every step.
1. Key in the first three digits of your phone
number (NOT the area code)
2. Multiply by 80
3. Add 1
4. Multiply by 250
5. Add to this the last four digits of your
6. Add to this the last four digits of your
phone number again.
7. Subtract 250
8. Divide number by 2
9. DOES THIS NUMBER LOOK FAMILIAR???
(Answer: Should be your phone number minus the
area code, if you don't get this you did something wrong)
Farewell For Now
I have been thinking and have come to the conclusion I need to take a break from my online social sites for now until my health and family issues clear up a bit. As most of you know I have a terminal heart disease and have been in heart failure for almost a month and a half now. I opted to stay out of the hospital until after the holidays and since having 3 family deaths in the last few weeks I know I must take better care of myself which leaves me with little to no time online. I do not have a laptop yet so I cannot make it online while on bedrest, so anyway I wanted to tell you not to worry about me I am okay unless you hear otherwise from my husband aka BeautysBeast (you can add him for updates or just for friendship if you want I am sure he will need alot of support as well) My last Update is my uncle Randy whom broke his neck passed away on Dec. 18th at 421 am, My uncle Bill whom had a heart attack while in the hospital with kidney failure is still hanging in there. My husbands 34
Three men died on Christmas Eve and were met by Saint Peter at the Pearly Gates.
"In honor of this holy season," Saint Peter said, "you must each possess something that symbolizes Christmas to get into heaven."
The first man fumbled through his pockets and pulled out a lighter. He flicked it on. "It represents a candle," he said.
"You may pass through the Pearly Gates", said Saint Peter.
The second man reached into his pocket and pulled out a set of keys. He jingled them and said, "They're bells."
Saint Peter said, "You may pass through the Pearly Gates."
The third man started searching desperately through his pockets and finally
Pulled out a pair of women's panties. St. Peter looked at the man with a raised eyebrow and asked, "And just how do those symbolize Christmas?"
The man replied, "They're Carol's."
the keypad needs to come with it own die button you can push when someone pisses you off. i hate thease douche bags. ok you mat return to your scheduled programe.
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i am the ups man, i deliver good things, until i am over loaded with drama, people just feel i can give them cheap rates on. sadly 2 say, if the mailman don't deliver hazards material, then u best believe i can't accommodate u either.
don't get the facts about ups twisted. ups stands 4 ultimiate problem solver. no i am not a shrink, but do believe if u hand me a plate full of bullshit, i don't need no toliet paper 4 where i am going 2 dump it at. i don't tolerate ignorance, so people, if u refuse 2 deal with the facts of ur personality, i have no problem makin it rain on ur parade.
i learned along time of ago, people will fuck u and then fuck wit u. well i have clear my throat many of times and blocked pages, til it look like a telephone book of rejects. i am the boss of my life, not the employee, i won't be fired. i hand out pink slips and it is not because i need 2 downsize. i just destroy negative company and keep on truckin.
i don't eat, cook, or hold coversations where
This Was A Blog Entry Rant From Collorme.com...yes, Written By Me.
Lets get a few things perfectly straight here...I don't care who you are.
No, I don't care how big you think your dick is nor do I want to see how small it actually is.
No, most of you will NEVER meet me let alone be my Dom.
No, you can not see me on cam doing much of anything but sitting because NO, I don't show. I don't do shows and IF I ever (in another life) did...you probably couldn't afford it anyways.
This little rant was sparked by the 10 FUCKING pages of emails of pure, digusting, unadulterated, BULLSHIT that just NEVER seems to stop.
I haven't been here a fucking week and already I have offers from people that don't even bother to want to get to know me. The majority on here are fakes. Guys that think that putting "Dom" in their screen name and on their profile gives them the right to smack some ass. Guys that obviously were not hugged enough as a child or were hauled over daddy's knee and liked it. Some...a few...small...extremely miniscule percentage of you
Happy to see you stop by
I hope you leave me a message
since youre here & all !
It's really A GREAT DAY for me ...
My sister (from Las Vegas)
popped in town surprisingly
for my mom's Birthday early this AM.
It's such a pleasent surprise -
So, That explains my earliy blog.
And gives me a good reason to keep it short!
What Do Elements Mean
What do the elements mean?
The Guardians are the 4 corners Earth, Air, Fire, and Water
(Christian belief may be called the 4 horsemen)
The Elements are named: Uriel, Michael, Raphael, and Gabriel
Air: Compass point: East. Number: 1.
Represents intellect, communication, knowledge, concentration; the ability
to "know" and to understand; to unlock secrets of the dead; to contact the
angels; telepathy, memory and wisdom; the hawk, the raven and the eagle;
prophecy; movement, Karma and speed
Fire: Compass point: South. Number 3 .
Stands for energy, purification, courage, the will to dare,creativity;
higher self; success and refinement; the arts and transformation; the lion,
the phoenix and the dragon; loyalty and force.
Water: Compass point: West. Number: 2 .
Associated with intuition, emotions, the inner self, flowing movement, the
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ok people i just discovered the scum i kicked out forever ago is on fubar. Which makes me want to tell everyone and warn all the women on here. I don't think he has changed i don't think he ever will i don't want him to hurt anyone. But at the same time i don't care im happy and ive moved on with my life. Im very content with who i have in my life etc. i just know what scum he is and im worried about others. Should i warn people or just ignore it and go on with my life. well im going to go on with my life either way. Ugh ehy do i have to be a caring soul maybe you all could give me some advice on what i should do. Should i warn girl or should i just let it lie.
What I Believe !!
I believe that no matter how much you change your life and try to do better. You will still get judged no matter what there will always be someone to remind you of how much of a fuck up you were.Sorry got bad news today and I'm trying to vent .
I just want to let my friends know that I will be getting my surgery On February 8th so I may be off the computer for a few days around that time. Have an awesome day! Love Ya!
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A Sticky Situation.
I have been seeing this guy for a couple months. We both agreed in the beginning that it would be casual, no one would get attached to the other. We have seen each other 3-4 times a week since we met, and get along great. Of course, I am attached. He said that he is with one woman at a time, so he doesn't sleep around. I believe him. I told him I am not interested in anyone else. He is not attached, and I don't think it would bother him if we ended it now. My question is, how do I get him to want to be with me, as more than a casual fling? He's got great long term potential, and I know we'd be good together.
Talk to him about it. You really don't have anything to lose. If he rejects the idea, you'll get hurt, but if you keep going the way you are, you'll get hurt. The only way to move forward is communication. I'm a firm believer in communication.
If he rejects the idea, I would remain friends, but for your heart's sake, move on.
I put a little more t
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Tag You're It
cuz Furby said
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1.got a pet giant african land snail
2.i hate spiders
4.i got my nipples pierced
5.my fave holiday is halloween
6.i dye my hair red and black (big shock to them that know me)
7.i'm really close to my mum
8.a few years back i was so depressed i thought about suicide
9.i am going to a slimming club need to shift some weight
10.i will always try to help my friends and am always there to listen if they need me.
Tag - You're It!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.
1. I'm a night-owl. This is becoming a difficult condition to deal with as I grow older!
2. I have an eye condition that literally makes me one in a million. But I can see just fine. (Not directly related to item 6 below.)
3. I believe that the amount of success you achieve in life is directly proportional to your level of service to- and caring for others.
4. I have no piercings or tatoos; therefore I am, when compared to a certain age group, almost unique.
5. I have more post-secondary education than most doctors, but I am not a doctor.
6. My eyes are two different colours.
7. I get, "Geez, you look a lot like Tom Ha
With great anticipation Valentines Day has arrived. Everyone's giddy with excitement, will it be roses? a romantic dinner? jewelry? chocolates? or a combination of them all. It's a day dedicated to the romantic at heart, and a day romance manifests itself for so many. It's a beautiful day for those that can touch, feel , breath in the very being of their special Valentine. Those are the lucky ones, the ones they'll hear those magic 3 words, I Love You, and the luckier ones will have it whispered in their ears as their body tingles with every word. Embrace that moment, save it eternally, the magic of that moment will always stay with you.
For those of us alone on Valentines Day, those of us that won't hear those words, feel that moment, for all of us that will go through that day with thoughts of that "someone" that's not there beside you, my sentiments can be expressed the best by Pink Floyd's "Wish You Were Here"
Put on your face darling.
There are mirrors to break
and breakfast to make.
Ale and spuds, thimbles and mascara.
Caught like a cockfighter in downtown LA.
Somewhere in the size of flies and phalluses.
Bring your table to the parlor, we'll have ourselves a day of beauty.
Powders and silk. Scabs, nooses and rakes.
Cherry flavored whisky vanilla lifestyles
choked on a bleeding lonliness like no other man could make me feel.
Momma's best. Daddy's first.
Leather burns on thighs.
Cotton burns on an adam's apple.
Another white one, another blue one.
Take two of these and call me in the morning.
Here lately we have all been seeing the DRAMA unfold on the Fu.
From who's a liar, to who's a cheater, to who threatens some one..etc.
Then we've seen the whole controversy over BBW's, Classy Women, and NSFW's.
Well I'm here to set the record straight, so this is to all the REAL woman out there.
Women do not have to be of a certain size, color, or age to be considered classy.
Let's define Classy shall we ?
classy - elegant and fashionable; "classy clothes"; "a classy dame"; "a posh restaurant"; "a swish pastry shop on the Rue du Bac"- Julia Child
colloquialism - a colloquial expression; characteristic of spoken or written communication that seeks to imitate informal speech
stylish, fashionable - having elegance or taste or refinement in manners or dress; "a little less posh but every bit as stylish as Lord Peter Wimsey"; "the stylish resort of Gstadd"
Ok now that we have this established, let's continue.
People think that in
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With you in my arms I lay in this bed,
With nothing but your beauty to fill my head
I don't wanna sleep, Cause dreams aren't enough
To ease my mind, I need your touch
How do I explain what your presence does to me
I forget about the pain I forget about the bleed
I forget about the things that make my life hell
I block out everything I hate about myself
It's comforting to know that your there
If your ever in trouble I'll be right here
As you lay motionless right by my side
I slowly drift away holding you tight
I love the way that you move on the floor
I love how you wish every night on a star
I admire the way that you think of me first
I think it's cute that you don't like to curse
When you kiss me It drives me insane
With one look in your eyes I forget my name
The curves of your body make me feel blessed
You always give me a hug when I'm feeling stressed
Your not what I wanted, your so much more
How was I so blind not to see you before
Now that your here
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Bad News From Doc
I need prayers from all my friends. Had to go to the ER last night due to severe pains in my back and tummy. Have a lot of blood in my urine, but no kidney stones...he says I have classic signs of kidney failure and need to see a specialist right away. A lot of you know that I have been out of work for a year and a half due to knee injury. And you know how much it costs to see a specialist.
I am in the process today of trying to work something out with the urologist and I am having a great deal of pain. Please keep me in your prayers. Love to you all, Trese
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I Need Some Help
I am in a million Fubuck give away and need comments badly
I have less then 13 hours to go and need all the help i can get so
I beg of you to please come help me
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(repost of original by '~Judi~SIXX SLAVE FOR LIFE~*S*U*P*~READ MY PROFILE~' on '2008-03-21 04:23:16')
so the saga continues...
now after not paying support, he files for a change in support, dissolution...
he moved 2 1/2 hours away and now wants me to drive at least one trip to take my son to him.. I think not...
he doesn't pay support so according to our divorce decree, he is not current, he doesn't get to claim any of the kids on taxes... now he wants me to revise my taxes so that he can claim our daughter... I think not.
Such the liar he is... making false statements in these court documents...
has even tried to make me feel guilty for going to school and said our son should come live with him while I finish school.
You know what I wish?
help me level up to level 3 please
So...i Was Thinking...
What’s up everybody??? I hope you’re all having a good night :-) I’m trying to tie up some loose ends so I can have some down time this weekend...It’s garden time-YAY!!!
But, while I’m playing in the dirt, I’m going to be thinking about my next video line...Here’s YOUR opportunity to give me some food for thought :-)
What do you want to see me do? What do you miss in your porn right now? Hit me back with some of your thoughts, and I’ll add them to mine :-) Thanks everybody-it’s porn for the people by the people LOL!!!
SMOKE AND FLAMES
AS I RUN IN
TO PULL YOU OUT
NO MATTER THE HEAT
THE FIRE PUTS OUT
CAUSE GOD IS WITH ME
ALL THE WAY
UNTIL I GET YOU OUT
Those whp that have lived in darkness for along time will know what im goign to talk bout the despair that flows with in that creeping clutch of deaths chilly hand, we see more things on a different spectrum and we think on a total higher level, Ive lost a lot of things nad gained alot in the past 2 yeaers, friends, loved ones, friendships, but its nto to bad i guess u just gotta shove back when that darkness of life comes hurling at you u win some u lose some and im sry for alot of things but they hapen for a reason, but its my life and i choose how to live it not you or no one else
so i was looking around at the lounges and came across one and entered. wasnt really thinking at the time. stepped away from my computer for a few minutes and came back. apparently i entered into a gay lounge, because when i returned i have a few new msgs from guys that kind of threw me for a loop lol.. now i have a very open mind and i believe everyone has the right to do what they want but just to clear up any confusion... im as straight as they get... yes its true i like the ladies
The Appearace I - Iii
The Appearance Part I
I see something across the room.
In dark shadows, an eerie gloom.
You've come for my soul.
Determined in your goal.
A thick fog rises from the bowels of hell.
In caves of the deep an empowering yell.
"Who's there?" I demand.
"Show yourself,” I command.
The Appearance Part II
Cowering in the corner, you cry
Screaming into the night, the pitch black sky
You demand to know who's there
A quiver in your voice, a glimmer of despair
With your mind open
The taste of fear ripens
I will devour you every doubt
In anguish you cry out...
The Appearance Part III
My soul may be taken
If you so dare to Awaken
The beast that dwells in my heart
In deep caverns you must depart
You may be after my soul
But, I’m far closer to my goal
Intriguing as it may sound
I have already been found
My dark prince has become my lord
And thy life shall not be spared from my sword
I have become the predator, and you are now my prey
So, in the void kneel and pr
man cannot advance spiritually unless he fulfils his obligation to planet earth, and through planet earth to the solar system. He must “pay the debt of his existence” by nurturing that which nurtured him.
For man’s cross is a twofold spiritual destiny; to evolve as an individual, but also to serve the evolution of kingdoms other than his own, lives other than his own. Out of the friction these opposed drives generate, said Gurdjieff, there comes a transcendental third, the birth of conscience. This suffering of the tension between the opposites is the law of true religion and is alleviated only by the awakening of the mediating force inherent in the soul; that is, conscience or love. The Sufi theory of world-creation and world-maintenance – “a new master idea for the coming age,” as Bennett called it – has become increasingly relevant as the planet’s ecological crisis has worsened over the decades; and now, looking back from our vantage point in the new millennium, we see how it
i know that it's been awhile since i wrote a journal entry had a lot going on in my head lately and just couldn't find the words to write what i felt.
i have been thinking a lot about my Master and have come to realize that i love Him with all that i am and i am truly happy with Him. i know that there are matters that i can't control in my life and Master is very understanding of this. i truly wish that i could be with Him ever moment of the day, but that can't happen for more then one reason. nobody can with the person they love 24/7 with out somebody needing to leave once in awhile to go take care of others things.
i long so much for the day to come when i can truly serve my Master with out anything getting in the way. to feel His touch no matter what form it is in. to feel His love course through my very soul more then it does right now. yes when we are together i can feel His love, His passion and His desires. i am so happy when i get to spend even a brief moment or two wi
just a quick reminder i wasnt jokin bout bein on my family list...u wanna be there an be able to see then talk to me...iam not just a ass, pussy an titts i also have a mind... so u just want porn to get off on go find some hoe that can do that .... iam not jokin either if ur lucky enough 2 get on family list then dont blow it by never talkin to me or il remove you kk later an kisses
A father watched his young daughter playing in the garden on their
Wyoming ranch. He smiled as he reflected on how sweet and pure his
little girl was.
He thought about her seeing the wonders of nature through such innocent
Suddenly she just stopped and stared at the ground. He went over to her
to see what work of God had captured her attention. He noticed she was
looking at two spiders mating.
'Daddy, what are those two spiders doing?' she asked.
'They're mating,' her father replied.
'What do you call the spider on top?' she asked.
'That's a Daddy Longlegs,' her father answered.
'So, the other one is a Mommy Longlegs?' the little girl asked.
As his heart soared with the joy of such a cute and innocent question,
he replied 'No dear. Both of them are Daddy Longlegs.'
The little girl, looking a little puzzled, thought for a moment, then
took her foot and stomped them flat and said, 'Well, we're not having
any of that Brok
Letter To Fantasy Flyers
Letter to flyers
It has been brought to my attention that some people are not fanning and rating new flyers when they accept the friend request. This is a requirement, not an option. If you can't be bothered to do this, please let me know so I can remove your name from the list. If you have already fanned and/or rated the new person, please let them know either in a comment on their profile or in a private message.
This is meant to be a fun thing to give people a way to meet new friends and to help with points. If you feel that you might have forgotten to fan and/or rate some people, please take the time to go thru the list and make sure. I am sending this to everyone so please don't think that I am pointing a finger at you.
"In my dreams...or yours?"
Pilot of Fantasy Flight
I was watching Indiana Jones today and I considered how integral the theme music is to the story. I'm a fan I'm not ashamed to admit and as soon as that little bit of music kicks off and you know that means Indy is about to do something incredibly cool and daring, I feel that adrenaline rush and feel like I'm there swashbuckling alongside him, willing and capable of accomplishing anything. James Bond instills exactly the same emotions in me.
It occurs to me that these feelings wouldn't be half so powerful without the music. I then consider that if this story was real - if Indiana was actually out there doing these things - then he probably couldn't hear that music. It makes me think he must be a greater man than I just to keep on saving the day without hearing a soundtrack.
The point of all this, even though it isn't really much of a sane point, is that I'd like to think that in some alternate dimension someone is watching my movie right now - the movie about me. If this is the c
1) Spell your name:
2) Are you in a relationship?
3) When you're at home alone, do you still close the bathroom door when you use the bathroom?
no but i lock the doors :)
4) Do you like your life right now?
5) What was the last item you bought?
mcdonalds w/ momma after the er
6) What was the last thing you drank?
10) What plans do you have for tomorrow?
school and work ugh
11) What do you hate?
12) Where was the last place you fell asleep?
14) Do you have a best friend that is a girl?
15) How are things between you and your friends?
16) What is your favorite romance movie?
the notebook, corpse bride
18) Do you forgive or forget?
22) What are you thinking about right now?
my babe needs to get here
23) Who was the last person to tell you they love you?
24) Do you think they meant it?
Another Awesome Poem Tony
Searchin through the Dream of Tomorrow
Soaring with the Eagle on High
Dancing with the stars above
Singing out with the wind
With the Heart burning with delight
Desires burning with freedom
As tomorrows dreams ignite The Spirit to Soar
Can you hear the song within
Can you reach your goals and desires
Is your Spirit lit with the fire
That dances high with the song of the wind
Calling out for you to be free again
Peace will reign the song will be heard
As your Spirit ignites the fire of the world
As you sing out with the wind
Dancing with the Dream from within
Sing out and be free Sing out and unchain the dream
For your freedom from within is shining bright once again
(Tony Kenyon 2008)
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(repost of original by 'Joyridin2w -C/O of Rejects in Rafters' on '2008-06-14 14:
10 Years Later
Ten years later and so much has changed. I think about the things that my dad is missing out on. His first grandaughter is married and a teacher. His other is now a nurse and still as stubborn and beautiful as ever. Little Michael is no longer his little great grandson, but a girl crazy, sports fanatic teenager with peach fuzz. I could go on and on here.
I have never popped the hood of the car without looking over my shoulder. I can feel him watching to see if I remember how check the fluids in mycar. I tear up sometimes when I pass up a primer car. lol His idea of my first car was an El Camino and mine was a 69 camero. Neither of us won that argument lol. Our project became a 1986 Mustang. It arrived in 4 different colors and I got my first lessons in stripping paint off my car. And then transmission, etc. lol I miss having my talks with him about life. I can't say they were life changing talks, but I always laughed at how he called Smoltz...Smokey and Chipper Jones...Chipp
Mowing The Grass
On a very hot summer day, a woman notices a neighbor lady struggling in the heat to mow the lawn while her husband sits on the porch in the shade drinking a nice cold beer. She becomes furious and heads over and confronts the man. "You inconsiderate bastard, you should be hung" The man replies, "I am, that's why she's mowing the grass!"
John McCain's remarks about the Pledge of Allegiance
John McCain's remarks about the Pledge of Allegiance
In light of the recent appeals court ruling in California, with respect to the Pledge of Allegiance, the following recollection from Senator John McCain is very appropriate:
'The Pledge of Allegiance' - by Senator John McCain
'As you may know, I spent five and one half years as a prisoner of war during the Vietnam War. In the early years of our imprisonment, the NVA kept us in solitary confinement or two or three to a cell. In 1971 the NVA moved us from these conditions of isolation into large rooms with as many as 30 to 40 men to a room.
This was, as you can imagine, a wonderful change and was a direct result of the efforts of millions of Americans on behalf of a few hundred POWs 10,000 miles from home.
One of the men who moved into my room was a young man named Mike Christian.
Mike came from a small town near Selma , Alabama . He d
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I Am Torn.....
Am I A Good Guy……?
As I see you in tears, it makes me want to cry.
As I feel your pain, inside I die
One day you will let me help you, trust me enough, but with what you have been through, I know that will be tough
I see your thoughts, heart and mind, so beautiful and sexy are you, yet also so kind.
Where have you been all my life, I so want to shout, because you are so wonderful you bring this part of me out.
So torn am I, as I sit here and ponder all of this. As you bring poetry to my heart. Yet I also see what so many others do, that which is the part that makes me desire you, as a man does a woman.
Am I a good guy, it feels not so. I rage inside, just for a kiss of your sensual lips. No longer are they just those of a friend, they have become larger, so much more. I long to feel them upon mine.
So torn am I, am I a good guy…..
I lay here awake, sometimes in the middle of the night. I gasp at the thought of seeing your body, your breast so firm, and you
During one of her daily classes, a teacher trying to teach good manners asked her students the following question:
'Michael, if you were on a dinner date with a nice young lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?'
Michael said, 'Just a minute I have to go pee.'
The teacher responded by saying, 'That would be rude and impolite.
What about you Sherman, how would you say it?'
Sherman said, 'I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back.'
'That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table. And you, little Edward, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners?'
'I would say: Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope to introduce you to after dinner.'
The teacher fainted...
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Old McDonald was sitting on a fence beating his meat with a monkey wrench.Missed his meat and hit his balls ,pissed all over his coveralls!!!!!
This Is No Lie
i was going thru google bored as usual so i decided to put random words in the search one of those words was ringtone. it popped a list of sites and i came across a link for a site called phonezoo.com i decided to check it out and boy was i surprised.... its the first site i have found that tells the truth about free things. all you have to do is create a screenname and password input nothing real personal of information click register and then it will bring you to another page where you have to give your number and cell phone carrier as well as and brand and model of your phone and your set.
the kool thing about this site and why i am telling everyone is because you can upload music files and create your own ringtones from that file and save them and automatically send it to your phone, you can also upload pictures and games(this i haven't figured out yet)...
heres the link to the site....
www.phonezoo.com hope everyone enjoys
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Well hello guys Im gonna be gone for more likely a month because I had bills that needed to be paid, so I did, and forgot to pay the cable/internet. So please dont delete me and show me lots of love, I will be able to check it once in awhile so if I dont get back to you right away then dont get mad.I will just not as fast as usual. So guys please help me out while Im gone... Love my owner since I may not be on and cant myself. I will upload pics when I can with my phone. Well I will miss my real frieds.. LOve you guys....
Me And Sin!!
You are coridally invited to the nuptials of SULTRY™ and ^sin^ tonight at 9:00 p.m. CST in Forbidden Inc. Together they will share their eternal love for one another in front of friends and would appreciate your attendance. Dont forget to Rate, Fan, Add and Bling these two beautiful brides. The deserve that and then some.
Bulletin coded by...
The Baddest MILF®~ Wifey to Fornicates™@ fubar
i think i might of finally find someone
cant say that he doesnt make me smile
but for some reason your always still on my mind
now that you've been gone it seems like you've always been on my mind
i thought that once i found someone
you would all of a sudden dissapear
and that my tears would fade away
and now im wondering if i made the right decision
to make him the one without letting go of you first
its not fair to him and only hurts me
i never told you how i relly felt
i never told you that every night i cry myself to sleep
knowing that me and you just werent meant to be
but now im scared
you've been gone for so long
i've shut the door on those old feelings
and another one opened
but i forgot to lock the previous
and somehow those feelings snuck through the cracks
and are eating away at my broken heart
im lost and confused
afraid that it'll all end up bad
i love him so much
nothing in this world can replace him
but you've already made your stain on my heart
1 Word Game
thought this sounded like too much fun to pass up.
The Game is on!!! And you're IT! Describe ME in one word.... just one
single word. Send it to me and to me in a comment .
Then send this message to all
your friends and see how many strange and interesting things they say
about you. This is really fun.
leave me a comment with 1 word.
limited to one word!!! The Game is On !!
Are Your Friends In Here?
Are your friends in here? They are in a contest and need your help!!!
The first three people to reach 30,000 comments against their picture in my album will receive:
First person 2,000,000 fubucks!!!!!
Second person 1,000,000 fubucks!!!!!
Third person 500,000 fubucks!!!!!
The person with the most rates at the end of the contest will be given 25 gift fubling credits!!!!!
The end of the contest will be 10th August 2008 @ 3pm Fubar Time Or when 30,000 comments has been reached by the third person.
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Just A Quicky
ok I just want to get this out. I know i may have made some mistakes on here but i am here to say that I will do my best not to make them again. I am back to take care of my friends the way i did when i first joined fubar. some of you will see me on your page in the next few days and some it may take a bit longer due to the fact i have alot of catching up to do. over the weekend i looked at things and decided that what i was doing was not in the best interest for me and my friends so i am gonna put forth every effort to get around to all your pages.
p.s. and yes the name is back to stay lol
Unique Survey (snagged From Mclovin)
Go to www. urbandictionary. com and type in your answer to each question in the search box, then write the FIRST definition it gives you.
1) Your name?: Tawnya
the hottest girl in the whooole wide world
2) Your age?: 37
#1) Number often used in fiction because it is inconspicuous: A prime number greater than 25 but less than 50.
#2) Number that usually results in cheap magician's trick: Ask someone to pick a number in his/her head between 1 and 50 with both digits odd and the first digit less than the second. Victim usually picks 37 because of #1).
#3) Birthday number most likely to trigger a mid-life crisis.
#4) The number of men a woman must give a blowjobs to in order to become a slut (see the movie "Clerks").
3) One of your friends?: Shannon
a name usually given to someone who is fierce, feisty, and sexy. despite the common belief that most girls named Shannon are blonde, 99% of the girls with this name is a brunette.
4) What s
Losing A Friend
I suppose it's something to be expected...friends come and friends go...I am rather fond of everyone I befriend...but sometimes how I feel about them doesn't outweigh the inevitable. Sometimes...shit happens and ties are broken. I'm big on communication...and value others opinions and such...but when there is no communication on one end...there is nothing to be done but wave the little white flag! (cryptic status messages don't count as communicating)
I will miss the laughter...I will miss the mischief...I will miss the person I adore.
Whatever the reason I am sure it must be valid.
Just a little FYI...no one is obligated to remain a friend to me...just be decent and say goodbye so I can do the same. ;)
I Bruise Easily
Anyone who has ever actually had a conversation with me knows i am a really sensitive person and my heart is usually right on my sleeve. I am usually an uber positive, people are mostly good, look for the silver lining kinda chick but that hasn't worked out so well for me. Giving people the benefit of the doubt, being all open and honest and kind, is like going through life wearing a dunce cap and letting people know they can take advantage of you. Kindness is most assuredly a weakness.
I used to feel really, really sorry for people who closed themselves off from others and wouldn't give anyone a chance. Now though, the last couple of days has made me totally envious of those people and thinking they may be onto something. Its really stupid to believe that just because you wouldn't hurt, mistreat, abandon or mislead someone that they won't do the same to you. It's kind of like emotional Darwinism..people who can keep themselves from forming attachments and letting others get too
We Rock Radio just a little ass backwards and to the left, is looking for DJ's if interested let me know you can find me on yahoo as dj_kinkynurse
Fubling Auction Happy Hour Style
FUBLING HAPPY HOUR AUCTION
FUBLING auction going from now until my 1st Happy Hour
My 1st Happy Hour is Aug 5th at 7pm FU-TIME
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A Good Woman
"A good woman is proud of herself.
She respects herself and others.
She is aware of who she is.
She neither seeks definition from the person she is with,
nor does she expect them to read her mind.
She is quite capable of articulating her needs.
A good woman is hopeful.
She is strong enough to make all her dreams come true.
She knows love, therefore she gives love.
She recognizes that her love has great value
and must be reciprocated.
If her love is taken for granted,
it soon disappears.
A good woman has a dash of inspiration, a dabble of endurance.
She knows that she will, at times,
have to inspire others to reach the potential God gave them.
A good woman knows her past, understands her present
and moves toward the future.
A good woman knows God.
She knows that with God the world is her playground,
but without God she will just be played.
A good woman does not live in fear of the future because of her past.
Instead, she understands that her life exper
Hold Me Tonight
As we sit here together side by side, watching the sunset in the distance.
I can't help, but let a smile creep on to my face since my heart is whole.
Ever since you walked into my life, it changed for the better.
No longer do I cry myself to sleep, you're in my arms in my dreams instead.
So hold me tonight as the sun continues to slowly set.
I don't want my heart to sink again, I want it to rise.
Meet your lips halfway there, make me shine.
My arms wrapped around my waist, your head on my shoulder.
You whisper in my ear.
Makes me melt inside, a feeling that I'm not used to.
And you just chuckle, finding my discoveries cute.
So hold me tonight after the sun disappears from the horizon.
Watch the stars shine bright in the night sky.
And don't let me go from your grasp.
I want to forever stay this way with you.
Shitty Dreams With Exes And Tired Of Hurting
i relived parts of the past 2 years last night.it was strange because it was a mix of two relationships. things that happened in two different ones to two different people happened but only with the one.i hurt so much right now.my body is so sore. the dream was so intense. i don't understand why this keeps happening. why i do i keep having to relive really painful things?i relived fights, beatings,a horrible pregnancy,being deserted, and thats just to name a few.i hate sleeping. i hate feeling this way and i keep trying to stuff about and people keep bringing me back down.i don't want to think about my baby, or think about what shitty thing my last 2 exes did. or how i fucked up and made them do bad things to me and im sick of hurting
I seem to be fumbling about a bit, I sort of stumbled here out of some less enchanting space, but I hope to get the hang of this place soon...fubar seems phenomenal...Thank you all for your kindness!