I have nothing I am scared of simply because I know everything happens for a reason. It helps out when things happen that don't always make sense. I am all ready for death. No fear or fright exists inside of me. I know I will be sad when my mom dies but I will be happy too. She is going to a better place. She won't feel pain and that is good. She is a little behind the times but she is still cool. She doesn't always say she is living in Y2k. She says it is like 1886. I still love her.

I often shy away from wanting people to gather when I die and have any thought of mourning. I have attempted alot of good in my years on this here planet. If it has to be any feeling felt, I want everyone to be happy. Sometimes I wonder if I have cried enough tears to have already drown. I am happy to still be alive. I am happy to even see the leaves fall, the snow will fall and the grass will get green again. I love how nature comes back in full swing after it rests during winter. Lame it may seem but its the truth.

Time may not always be on your side and emotion may feel like it wants to hide. We may not always be able to cry silently or out loud but we have every reason in every season to be proud. We live in kinda like a free country and even though its getting full, people deem it worthy to live in. People are wanting to live here, instead of where they are or were. Its the great melting pot, stirring it up with a dash of hope and pride would never hurt.

Stand up and shout it out loud, no Kiss revisited idea, we all are the world and we all can and will be proud. One day, I hope one day soon, we don't need anything new to be proud.