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Our Hearts.......
Sometimes our hearts get broken and sometimes our hearts just fall to peices. Sometimes our hearts can be filled with so much love we don't know what to do with it and just sometimes our hearts just don't have enough love to keep us happy. Sometimes our hearts are filled with so much pain we try to reach out for help but never get it and take the easy way out . Sometimes our hearts find that one love we've all been looking for and sometimes that love is just enough when we don't realize it and end up looking for more . Sometimes our hearts break when we lose the one thing that keeps it beating but then something comes along and keeps it going that we bever thought would come again . Sometimes our hearts can show how it feels and gets turned down because one does not feels the same . Sometimes our hearts beat so fast in the heat of passion when to lovers explore their sexual feelings . Sometimes our hearts can just have enough love from friends and family a
If You Enjoy My Pics Please Vote For Me
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Being alone hurts more than anyone knows.. seeing the hot girls getting fawned all over.. and their looks will fade.. and since my looks are gone now due to cancer/chemo and years of abuse, I have nothing that will fade.. so.. I am safe to be with. No expectations.. no disappointments or let downs. Why are some men so shallow? Why do they only go for a girl that is hot? Why can't they go for plain girls.. we have heart, compassion, loyalty, and with us.. our looks stay the same.. and there is nothing to fade away!
Naughty Behavior = Naughty Rewards
Whats that you say MISTRESS BETHIE?!??!?!? You are looking for naughty boys and girls to punish?!!?!?!? If We vote for yo uin the Betti Page look~a~like contesr we will get what wedeserve!! Where do We sighn up???? CLICK THIS PIC TO VOTE FOR BETHIE PAGE! WOW!!! You really do look like Bettie MISTRESS BETHIE!!! WE"RE NOT WORTHY!!!!! Brought to yo uby the letter "P", the number "26" and MISS REDNECK!!!! redneck7705*PLEASE FAN ME BEFORE YOU ADD ME!!!!!!!!*@ CherryTAP Music Video Codes By Music
Your emotional weather system is forecasting big storms ahead, but could it be that your barometer is a little bit off? Don't focus on what you think is wrong. Instead, look at everything that's gone right so far. wow thats hard to do
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Shooting Over Chillie Sauce (i Bullshit You Not)
Police in Miami report the manager of a Wendy's was shot in the arm in a dispute over packets of chili sauce. According to officers, a drive-through customer argued with an employee about the limit of three chili sauce packets. The customer demanded ten and got them. Police say the man then asked for even more and the manager came out to talk to him. Miami-Dade police spokeswoman Mary Walter say that's when the manager was shot several times in the arm, but didn't suffer serious injury. Police are still searching for the chili sauce shooter, who drove off with a woman in his car.
**go Ahead.. U Know U Wanna Look!**
Don't Be Gossip-the-parasite's Host Organism
Don't be Gossip-the-Parasite's Host Organism Dave Burchett A recent news story piqued my interest. Four Hooksett, New Jersey town employees with 46 years of service between them were fired, in part for gossiping and discussing rumors of an improper relationship between the town administrator and another employee that Hooksett residents now agree were not true. The administrator complained, and after an investigation the town council fired the women, finding, "Gossip, whispering, and an unfriendly environment are causing poor morale and interfering with the efficient performance of town business." "When I was given my termination papers, I just looked at the gentlemen that were present in the room and I said, 'You've got to be kidding!'" said fired worker Sandy Piper, who insisted her comments weren't out of line. "We discussed it on a lunch break, and then it ended." The same thing happens everyday (except for the termination part) in offices all over this great land. Gossi
Creedence Clearwater Revival - Down On The Corner
Thank You
Someone sent me this today just really made my day and made me feel so special thank you hun xoxo
My Friend Needs Your Help
Hey Everyone Kitty69 is running a salute contest and My Friend kristansmith is entered and needs everyones help to win....PLEASE HELP HER
Why I Am No Longer In The King Of Ct Contest
OK all, I am posting this because I have been getting A LOT of friends, fans etc asking what happened to my picture in the contest. It appears that some people who have voted for me were using a spamming style program that allowed them to post rapidly and without anything in the comment box. These people did this on their own, and did so even though the rules specifically stated that no fake accounts or comment bomb programs were allowed to be used. For this reason, PlzNoExcuses removed my picture from the contest. She is totaly besides herself and hated to do that. And if she was able to get a hold of me during the day, I would have withdrawn myself from it on my own. I am one who does not believe in cheating and this was all supposed to be fun. I hate that this happened. Not for me, but for all of my legitimate friends who spent hours typing in comment after comment. YOU ALL ROCK! My suggestion for anyone who runs a contest on CT, there are only 2 fair ways to do
You beat me as if i am nothing but yet your friends all look down their nose at you. You kiss me as if to make up for all the blows but yet your hits left their marks. You leave me as if its the end but yet I know you will try to come home again. You made my deep dark grave so now please let me rest in peace. I hope ya'll like poetry
Just Info.
This is for the ppl i talk to most and try to catch on line , my friends it will be a while till iam back on line i will check the mail bu that wll be about it as i will be using a public computer system when all is well again i will let you know, i will miss talking to you ( and the ones this is ment for you will know) and i look forward to being back on line asap. Tony " pure evil 1 " Buried at
Cherrtap Id Cards
for those of u who have those really cool cherrTAP ID cards, i was just wondering where u got them? if anyone that reads this could respond i would really appreciate it. im trying to find someone to make me a excellently - cool cherrTAP ID card. if u or anyone u know knows how to make these and is willing to, plz respond to this by sending me a private messege....i would really like to have one! what i really want is to have a whole bunch of different ones but i would settle for just one. the one i particularly like is black and has a pic of cherries in the center of the card, and over it (its sort of faded in the background) is a grey area with ur info...below the grey area is a black area too. and the border is black with a red stripe around it (if u can picture this). this is my fave card so far. but i would settle for any card. the other thing im looking fo ris if u or anyone u know knows how to make those awesome neon signs that i see everywhere. im not talking about the
yay! im having a baby and i wanted to share the news with everyone. im almost 2 months pregnant right now and im psyced about it. this will be my frst. im so happy because i was always told by doctors that i would not be able to conceive a child! well im hoping all goes well in my pregnancy. wish me luck!
ok, i've been on ct for a while now and i've tried to take those online surveys at least 20 times and it keeps saying that i'm not qualified and now i get messages on my bar tab saying i'm pre qualified for a survey but when i take it i'm not qualified...what the hell do you have to do to qualify for a dam survey?
Zomg Old.
I just went past a friend of mines from middle schools parents house on the way to get my beer... and she was there with her daughter who has to be atleast ten years old! *gasp* I remember her when WE were that age... My jeebis I am getting old.. where the hell did all that time GO?
Good Bye.
You said forever It seemed so short It hurt so much For you it was a sport You've got so many I was just one Easily tossed aside I figured out you were done Goodbye now I'm through too I'll walk out the door I'm done with you I deserve better I didn't think I did But you fucked up You ran and hid! written June 30, 2007
The Evolution Of Motherhood.
I found this article in the local newspaper and I had to share it with all the moms out there. The Evolution Of Motherhood. by Debbie Farmer Delivery First child: You are determined to have a drug-free birth so you alleviate the pain by breathing in and out. Second child: After 15 hours of hard labor, you finally break down and ask for "a little something" to dull the pain. Third child: You start asking for every legal painkiller you can possibly think of a week before your delivery date just so the hospital will have enough time to stock up before you get there. Preparing the nursery First child: You sponge-paint pink clouds on the walls and put up a bunny border. You buy a matching comforter and sheet set , also with bunnies. You hang a bunny mobile and stencil bunnies along the top of all the furniture. Second child: You f aux -finish over the clouds with light blue paint and replace the bunnies with lambs. Third child: You make room for the bassinet so
I look across the distant sky, staring with curiosity wondering about who was it that led you to me There are millions of people, it doesn't make any sense that we met From a person that believes in nothing, I finally question myself So, is it really destiny that let us be? So, we are destined for each other, then could I ask for something? Please don't ever let us part, let us love one another till death do us part Can I ask for this? Back then, I thought my breath was for myself But when I met you, I just realized that my breath is for you There are millions of people, it doesn't make any sense that we met From a person that believes in nothing, finally I have to question myself again There are still millions of people, there's no reason that I'm the one From a person that believes in nothing, finally I have to question myself again
So here is the latest fun in my Lupus hell... I've been recently diagnosed with congestive heart failure... Lucky me.. Bob..tell her what she wins. Well Lola we have a great new diet, fabulous new meds and oh yea.... heat restriction, more admissions to the hospital and a couple more years off your already short life. Yeee HAAAAA..... This blows.
Happy Friday Tappers
My day has gone along without incident and I can't complain about much of anything today. I hope you all have a good, if not great weekend.
Help My Hubby I am asking all my friends and family to bomb the hell out of my old man's tatt pic... would really appreicate it!!!!
Always remember that the pain you dish out ,Is the pain you recieve in return ten fold. (KARMA). Making up stuff just to make others feel bad and/or doing it to make yourself feel good or look better in front of other is a fleeting feeling that doesn't stay and it is only hurting you and your loved ones...
My Slide Show
I am writing my life story with every single today. Am I moving in a positive direction? If not, perhaps I need to make some changes. I can do nothing to change the past except stop repeating in the present. I believe my life is built upon layers of little everyday accomplishments. When I think this way, setting goals and taking small risks becomes nothing more than a daily striving to make my life better. Taking some tiny action each day can be more effective than weeks and months of inactivity followed by a frenzied attempt to make radical changes overnight. It certainly leaves me more serene. When I face a new challenge, I try to take my beginning wherever it may be and start from there. "The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step." Lao-tse
Just Dont Get It
Ok I hav sent the last blog out twice, I see who reads it, if you want to stay on my list let me know by the end of next week cus I am not fucking around anymore. Leave me a comment or a private message or just shout at me, but I am keeping track of who I hear from if I dont hear from you your gone. Sorry but I want people on my list that I talk to and give a shit, not people who just like a high friends count. Thanks to those I hav heard from your friendship means a lot to me and you will be shown that her soon. Oh and P.S. Just rating this isnt gonna cut it anyone can hit a button take the time to leave something or I will figure you dont think its worth your time and keeping you wont be worth mine.
Please Help
Hello all i know i dont do alot of blogs but my friends kitten is in a contest and she needs some help. So just follow the link and vote for Jessie please and thank you. thanks alot TECH
Dont Get It
I really don't get how a guy or girl can call themselves parents when they have no clue as to what it means. How can a guy go over 2 weeks without worrying about his children or the way they are feeling, or a girl go out all night and not be there to tuck her child in at night and say I am a good mom. Don't these people realize these are the best times. The ones you can't get back when they get older and you wake up and realize what you lost. And what the heck are these people doing staying with them.
A lot of not good shit is occurring in my life right now and it's getting hard to keep my head up. I don't feel very comfortable opening up here since I don't know many people very well. If you're really interested in finding out what's going on, feel free to message me, or you can get some of the general stuff from my latest blog on myspace. Although I could use a lot of different help for a lot of different things, a hug would go a long way right now. Thanks for reading and I hope you're having a good one.
Please Sign My Guestbook!
I just added a guestbook and would love to have everyone add where they are from ... pwease!!!!
I never knew just how lost I was until you were gone. The time came when I neede you most and you weren't there for me to turn to. I have never felt more hope les in my life. I needed your shoulder to cry on and you were no where's around. I can honestly say I've never felt more let down. When I needed you to help me to find myself the most you were long gone. I am so lost without you and I don't know where to turn to. You were my best friend, the love of my life and my soul mate. Now I feel likeI'm destined to be lonely and have to face this bitter fate. All that is left to say now is I'm lost with no hope of finding my heart again.
Hes A Big Player
Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty and well preserved body,but rather to skid in broadside,thoroughly used up, totally worn out ,and loudly proclaiming, "WOW, what a ride !"
Well Everyone .....
I am going to be gone from Wed. Aug 8th till Aug 20th from Fubar so please don't think that I am ignoring you or anything! In fact from today on I won't be on much due to packing and last minute things. I am heading to New Orleans for vacation YAY! I have never been before and it's exciting for me! My husband I will be celebrating our 12th Wedding Anniversary on Aug. 12. This year will be only the second time we have actually been together on our anniversary since our first wedding anniversary LOL. One of us was always working on our anniversary so yeah this ones gonna be special! Two years ago we had planned to renew our wedding vows but I had the stroke and didn't get released from nursing home till after our anniversary boo whoo I know LOL. Well lots of love to you all!!
Another Good One
Breakfast at McDonald's .. Please read until the end. This is a good story and is true, please read it all the way through until the end! (After the story, there are some very interesting facts!)I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree. The last class I had to take was Sociology. The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with. Her last project of the term was called "Smile." The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions. I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway, so, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally. Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning. It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son. We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone
Numbe 6
New Rule: There's no such thing as flavored water. There's a whole aisle of this crap at the supermarket, water, but without that watery taste. Sorry, but flavored water is called a soft drink. You want flavored water? Pour some scotch over ice and let it melt. That's your flavored water.
Where Am I
I just want those who care and talk to me that I am sorry I have not been on much lately. I have been having a lot of pc probs and I am also in middle of fixing up and moving into a new house. I also was in an auto accident, a drunk pedesterian walked in front of my car late after work. I clipped him with my mirror on the pasanger side giving him bad road rash and riping off my mirror and busting up my window. the man is ok and police did not blame me but i just have been very busy and miss you all
Hilarious Bar Joke :d
These three guys are in a bar, having a few beers, and checking out the babes as they enter the establishment. One walks in, rather attractive, and they "discuss" her "rating," which, of course, is on a 1 to 10 scale. One says, "I'd give her a 7... she's really quite pretty." Another agrees, and so does the third... but the bartender, bringing a new round of drinks to their table, overhears their rating of the young lass, checks her out himself, and says "Nah, I'd only give her a 3." "A 'THREE?!' How can you give her a three?!!!" says one of the three chaps at the table... "she's a real pretty girl." The bartender, walking away, says "Well, I use the Budweiser method for rating women." Puzzled, the guys looked at each other, figured the bartender had lousy taste in women, and went back to their ratings. Moments later, another young lady, prettier than the last, walks into the bar,
Most Pathetic
the most pathetic person in the world is someone who has sight but has no vision
How Do You Feel? Say All-right.
Sea of Spirals: take it easy on me, life cut my throat just like a knife the spirals throw me to the sea i'm drowning down so endlessly. hopelessness lost in despair i'm silently gasping for clean air but all i see is blackness whole a starving mind an empty soul.. emotions flowing, thick as blood tears run freely, a massive flash flood i'm floating onward endlessly the spirals throw me to the sea. the moon shines bright up in the sky reminding me it'll be all right if all i do -- if all i say is pretend to be myself today. -me 3 AM 8/08/07 Oh, my, my, you're oh so sly. Let's leave unsaid what's left unspoken And oh, my boy, you're oh so coy Let's just pretend that nothing's broken -blaqk audio So let's cut fast to the car crash Where the future went down with the past Cuz this beat won't wait for you. Safe to say that I can't recall, So let's just admit nothing matters at all. -blaqk audio
All I Can Say Is Wow!
Why is it every end-user I've tried to call this morning has the wrong phone number in their profile???? In Peace
When someone's mother passes I can't help but shed a tear. Now that my very own mom has returned to our Creator not a moment that passes by that I don't feel like tearing my heart out of my chest just so that it would stop hurting. As I go back to my house where my siblings and I grew up I remembered a lot of memories I shared with her. The necklace that she would wear when she picked me up from school. How she would always ask me whether I had eaten or not. The person that I would run to everytime something was wrong. I remembered when there were these girls who teased me at school for being fat, she made me toughen up and double my game. I never studied so hard...and she would always tell me how important it was to care for the way I looked and how important being healthy was. And the first person I would tell when something great happened. She was the most excited one everytime I told her I got a good grade. She was understanding too even when I didn't. I wondered
Peanut Butter & Gasoline
So here i am shedding my skin like the snake you are. In my days I wonder how to wonder but than I just wonder. I control this part of me so you cannot enter. I block my eyes from the love you tear away from my hands. I eat the flesh of the weak so I can communicate with the deaf. Though you may not understand it's not your fault. You are rasied dead from the time you were born. Children of the Corn? Nope. Just pain in lust and greed. Another memory washed away with LSD. I open that gate and ramble on like a madman. Wait. I am the Madman to ramble on like the Madman that rambles on to talk about nothing but the weather and sex. Ok. I give. You win.
Nightwish - Where Were You Last Night
Still Spinning round in my head How I regret everything that I said Why did I tell you to go Saving my pride but losing my soul I'm here all alone Still wait by the phone The hours go by What else could I do but to cry I call and I call Just to make things right Have I lost the fight Where were you last night I beg and I cry I keep asking why Where were you last night Where were you last night Lost In the dark and my fears If only you saw the tracks of my tears I think I'm losing my mind Where did you go and what did you find I'm here all alone Still wait by the phone The hours go by What else could I do but to cry I call and I call Just to make things right Have I lost the fight Where were you last night I beg and I cry I keep asking why Where were you last night Where were you last night I call and I call Just to make things right have I lost the fight Where were you last night I beg and I cry I keep asking why Where were you
My Friends And Fans Sooo Rock
I'm taking some items off my profile so that it loads better. This is one of them. Please rate my blogs. I am glad that so many of you enjoy my photos and videos! Thank you for all the luv My friends and fans SOOO ROCK!! My friends and fans SOOO ROCK!! My friends and fans SOOO ROCK!! My friends and fans SOOO ROCK!! My friends and fans SOOO ROCK!! My friends and fans SOOO ROCK!! My friends and fans SOOO ROCK!! My friends and fans SOOO ROCK!! My friends and fans SOOO ROCK!! My friends and fans SOOO ROCK!! My friends and fans SOOO ROCK!! My friends and fans SOOO ROCK!!
Weird Foreign Guy
Hmm so not yesterday but the day before i checked in these two guys. and one of them is foreign and the other is originally from here.. Well the foreign guy would be talkin to me... saying "why do you work this shift you are too cute to be working this late" then he would look at his friend "isnt she cute?. i mean look at her.. too cute!!!" then he would look at me... "were goin to have ur number tomorrow right?" im like "uh.. the hotels number is..." HAHA!!!!! then tonight.. i picked them up from the bowling alley. and the normal guy was liek i will watch the front desk for you while u go wild! HAHA i was like umm no that sokay i can watch the front desk just fine myself... and he lsike nooo you go crazy i'll watch it! hahaha he was like you guys can go in a clouset while i watch it! i was like A CLOUSET? hes like or a bed w/e u like! the foreign guy was like YEAH w/e u want i can do clouset if u want clouset! hahahaha i was like umm no thats okay! ha... And
Wasnt Expecting This One
I broke up with matt like 2 weeks ago. Wasn`t expecting that, he`s now waiting to go back after his birthday this week. It just wasn`t there, I couldnt torture him or myself with it anymore. I feel bad bc he left everything and bc the little one is attatched but I wouldn`t have changed my decision to end it.
Alright Time For An Update Of Moodiness For Ya'll.
If you haven't noticed lately,I have been blunt and well...bitchy. Between work,my screwed up brother (who lives to ruin his little sister's life in any way possible because he's a fucked up crackhead),my love life which is put all that together and wonder what normally is going to go through a 24 yr old's mind? Yes I know I have..2 crushes who I don't think I know who they are yet on here. They most likely don't live even remotely close to me though. Don't expect me to go falling head over heels for someone who lives miles away from me. The only guy that is still in my life and that yes,I still have yet to get over because I still care about him..lives in Texas. We met on yahoo 5 years ago. He's the only one that if he wanted me back and wanted me to move in with him down there,that I would go. He's all i've ever had that fitted the description of the guy i've wanted. He had everything and still does. It was my stupidity for letting him go when I got scared about how pe
Spokenword(video Blog) : Injustice By Marq
Injustice Impenetrable, impregnable, An armor-clad rebel. At war with injustice, For these scales are not level. Governmental minions, collapse in ranks, Left disheveled. By a lone Norse soldier, Welding truth as my weapon. For, Michael Jackson is a pedophile, Guilty indicts this neo pagan. An O.J. is a killer; The juice went bad, he’s not worth saving Their innocents was bought, leaving victims distraught, all left in Shambles from atrocity, the hypocrisy, of this system But, I wonder… why Scott Peterson couldn’t escape you Oh, I that’s right he didn’t have enough money To fill his lawyers tummies & pack their pots full of honey An some of you watched this & chuckle at the dummies Just a comic strip, being played out like Sunday funnies But me, I fume, boil & grow numb see To watch the rabid rabbits rip up the remorseful bunnies They are real people, constantly watched on a monthly Basis to deface us in the eyes of our community So we must cleave through th
OBSERVATION Sorrowful, sad, demented are many, Unhappy, miserable, blue. No joy this life, to them not any, Pitiful, tear rendering, true Purposeless life, completely unwanted; Incomplete ever, insensibly vaunted; Disgusting, deplorable, bad. Foolish these ones, forever unhappy, Ignorant, disputable, nil. Needless their wails, resounding so blackly, Sickening, asinine, ill. Mentally young, immature are they; Skeptical, impatient, weak. Agelessly blind, needlessly they stay; Cynical, sarcastic, bleak. Secular Joy, surrounded by are we; Ecstatic, unshakable, found. Heavenly life, consciousness can be; Symphonic, perpetual, sound. Unselfish Love, the answer is easy; Repeatedly, pricelessly, true. Joyous is Love, God-given us to be; Marvelous, wonderfully new! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, November, 1952
My Divorce
I am now offically divorced!!! My ex has to pay me child support, all the bills, and my attorney fees! I'm lookin at getting a pretty penny!!!! WOOT WOOT!!! I have had a huge weight lifted off my shoulders. I'm so thankful that it's over with and I no longer have any ties to him. So, it's celebration time!!!!
Make Me Best Bartender In New Orleans!
ok guys.. my competition just opened and i really want to win best bartender in New Orleans! All i need my friends to vote for me from this site... its a New Orleans paper and it would rock if all my friends could show some love! all you have to do is go to the site and click at the bottom where it says "vote for best bartender" and that will take you to another page where it will give you the bar and name of the person running. . Tangos Bar Kimberly Cann thats all i need you to click... plus enter your email address to win passes to the finals for the competition! please make me the best bartender in new orleans! You can vote 1 time per day .. it logs your ip address... i love you guys! ♥ PuNkGuRrL
Dumb... last nite I signed on here, looked around, hung out in a lounge for a few, did a few things and actually went to bed early. It feels good to wake up @ like 9am for a change. Anwyays, this song was in my head last nite up until I fell asleep, dunno why but it was. I guess its' back to getting ready for whatever today and maybe I'll spend a little less time here from now on. My eyes don't burn this morning, my head doesn't hurt and my body doesn't ache which is a good thing for once. Just some random thoughts after some of the stuff I experienced yesterday... * If I do send an anon gift, it's to someone close to me, very sappy or sexual and I ususally tell them shortly thereafter* * I love it when people show they care, best if by being themselves, the more the better, it's all about the little things * * Apathy is worse than anger * * Hate is a strong word, but distrust feels worse * * It's inevitable that people change, it's how we handle it that define who we are * * B
Beckie's Daily Words Of Wisdom // 9-3-07
Today I am going to post some lyrics to a song, and I hope who ever reads this will take the time to read them. I have been having a very hard few days. I am feeling very sick again, and not geting on as much. I can't sleep barely at night. I lay awake most of the night.... so here are some lyrics from a awesome groups called " Barlow Girls". :) Hope you like it. Never Alone Lyrics Artist(Band):Barlow Girl I waited for you today But you didn't show No no no I needed You today So where did You go? You told me to call Said You'd be there And though I haven't seen You Are You still there? [Chorus:] I cried out with no reply And I can't feel You by my side So I'll hold tight to what I know You're here and I"m never alone And though I cannot see You And I can't explain why Such a deep, deep reassurance You've placed in my life We cannot separate 'Cause You're part of me And though You're invisible I'll trust the unseen [Chorus] We cannot s
Slips Away
It starts to happen when you dont even notice it little things change less attentio, less communication more fighting less affection fewer sweet words fewer loving gestures One minute it is " Hey just had to tell you you were on my mind" the next it's " I dotn feel like talking right now the smallest changes, that get overlooked but in time become bigger and bigger Is it we really dotn notice or we just deny what is happening? shouldnt we notice the signs? Why is it always when its too late that we recognize? shouldnt we feel the little pieces of our hearts being chipped away, before it finally shatters?
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Broken Glass
I'm looking through the shards of broken glass as time goes rushing past. I know its a bad time, a bad time to lie to you. Life is a ticking clock,sometimes I am just waiting for it to stop. It feels like it has gone on forever. I long to close my eyes and shut the world out. But I'm not tune it totally out. I have walked in your foot steps, till there is nothing left to follow They say,lead by example...should I follow you down that shadowy path? Fear is the only thing holding me back. Been there done that, got sick from that. Its a bad time to lie to you, cause I cant follow you down that path. Ive tried to do that....I cant ever come back and I'm not ready to call it quits just yet. Pick the pieces up, climb out of this dark hole to face this mean old world I won't lie to you, its a bad time to lie to you. it seems like the holes gets bigger and deeper as time goes rushing past but the soul still screams a loud war cry. Its still worth the fight.
Be Attitudes
¢¾ღ*theGIRL*ღ¢¾ ¢¾ENJOY YOUR LAST WEEK OF SUMMER¢¾ The 'Be' Attitudes Be understanding to your enemies. Be loyal to your friends. Be strong enough to face the world each day. Be weak enough to know you cannot do everything alone. Be generous to those who need your help. Be frugal with that you need yourself. Be wise enough to know that you do not know everything. Be foolish enough to believe in miracles. Be willing to share your joys. Be willing to share the sorrows of others. Be a leader when you see a path others have missed. Be a follower when you are shrouded by the mists of uncertainty. Be first to congratulate an opponent who succeeds. Be last to criticize a colleague who fails. Be sure where your next step will fall, so that you will not tumble. Be sure of your final destination, in case you are going the wrong way. Be loving to those who love you. Be loving to those who do not love you; they may change. Above all, be yourself.
Golf Anyone?
Rules for Bedroom Golf -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. Each player shall furnish his own equipment for play - normally one club and two balls. 2. Play on a course must be approved by the owner of the hole. 3. Unlike outdoor golf, the object is to get the club in the hole and keep the balls out. 4. For most effective play, the club should have a firm shaft. Course owners are permitted to check shaft stiffness before play begins. 5. Course owners reserve the right to restrict club length to avoid damage to the hole. 6. The object of the game is to take as many strokes as necessary until the course owner is satisfied that play is complete. Failure to do so may result in being denied permission to play the course again. 7. It is considered bad form to begin playing the hole immediately upon arrival at the course. The experienced player will normally take time to admire the entire course with special attention to
My Job
Okay, here is the story, I'm at work, just doing my job. I work at a grocery store and I was carrying out groceries for a customer. I come back inside and I went to the back to talk to someone about something and I get called back up front and the checker who is a manager said that the customer I carried out for didn't pay for her groceries and I am like what, I didn't know that, and she was like "you are suppose to make sure the customer pays before you carry out the groceries" I didn't know that I was doing both jobs. She was the checker at the time, she is the one who is suppose to make sure that the customer pays. I was doing my job, sacking the groceries. She knows how to do her job, I shouldn't have to help her. I don't see how she thinks it is my fault that the customer didn't pay. I wasn't the one in the checkstand. I was where I was suppose to be, at the end of the checkstand sacking the groceries. That is my job and that was what I was doing. I hate my job but it's the only o
Guttermouth - Shave The Planet
Because we're Americans We don't give a shit about each other We don't give a shit about the earth And all I want to do is rip you off And fuck you in the ass while you're not lookin' Because we're Americans The Catholics mouth more than just each other It's written that He must toss you off Your parents were light on their last tithing Father fucked me in the ass while I'm not lookin' If God created man, He did it just right Hitler, slavery, urban blight Starvation, religion, and selling our nation Out right Because we're Americans Hide behind the mask of mediocrity My wife, my kids are swell A fifty-fifty chance that he's a homo And he'll take it in the ass while you're not lookin If God created man, He did it just right Hitler, slavery, urban blight Starvation, religion, and selling our nation Out right Americans Take a fist in the ass Americans Try hard and fast Americans Just eliminate the middle fucking class
Near Death
A 45 year old woman had a heart attack and was taken to the hospital. While on the operating table she had a near death experience. Seeing God she asked "Is my time up?" God said, "No, you have another 43 years, 2 months and 8 days to live." Upon recovery, the woman decided to stay in the hospital and have a face-lift, liposuction, breast implants and a tummy tuck. She even had someone come in and change her hair color and brighten her teeth! Since she had so much more time to live, she figured she might as well make the most of it. After her last operation, she was released from the hospital. While crossing the street on her way home, she was killed by an ambulance. Arriving in front of God, she deman ded, "I thought you said I had another 43 years? Why didn't you pull me from out of the path of the ambulance?" God replied: "I didn't recognize you."
Courtesy Where Has It Gone
OKAY, IT SEEMS THAT EVERYONE WHO HAS COMMENTED MY MUMS IS A SMART A BEHIND. No one just votes and makes intelligent comments after voting. If You have nothing better to do than to insult other people and belittle them just because you feel like being rude it would be best to say nothing. It's not joking when you are rude on purpose and You will not get very far in life being extremely crass, and sarcastic. Whatever happened to people having manners, being courteous, of character, integrity and class....whether at home,at work or online? I don't believe I have offended or disrespected anyone I know online or off-line intentionally. However, If I have I apologize. I just ask for one simple act Please be respectful of me and I will be respectful of YOU. "TO GET RESPECT YOU MUST GIVE RESPECT" -??? THANKS FOR LISTENING CHARLIE
Who I Am
I am who i am and hats all i can be you can try to change me but i will not change you can try to corrupt me but i will stay myself you can try to break me but i will pick up the pieces you can try tocompletely control but i will have mine you can try to beat me but i will heal you can try to bring me down but i will rise again you can try to kill my spirit but i will not let you you can try anything you want but i will prevail in the end you can try it but all iwill do is rephrase what ive already said i am who i am and thats all i will be!
What's Right?
Can somebody have Sex without Love Them? I would Say yes,because you can separate love/sex. What do you think? Thomas
Another Sad Pitbull Video...please Take Time And Look At The Whole Video
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What Bothers Me About Fubar.
Over the past few weeks I seem to be getting more and more fed up with Fubar. Not so much the website, but the people on the website. Here's a list of a few things that have got my attention and people should stop doing: Begging - I don't care if it's for a Happy Hour, VIP, Blast, whatever. Don't do it. If someone wants to buy you something, they will. A gift is supposed to be a surprise, not asked for. Asking for help, then not helping others - If you need help leveling, or in a contest and I come help you, you better do the same when I need help. Accepting friend requests, but not rating - You see that I rated you before I sent you a request. Have the courtesy to do the same to me. Not returning rates - This kind of piggy backs on the last one, but if you are asking people to come visit your photo album and rate you and you see they're rating your pictures. Have the decency to do the same. This one goes out mostly to males. Don't just go out and buy Happy Hours, VIP'
Jay Z Hard Knock Life
Take the baseline out, uh huh Jigga uh huh uh huh uh huh It's the Hard Knock Life for us It's the Hard Knock Life for us Stead of treated, we get tricked Stead of kisses, we get kicked It's the Hard Knock Life From standin’ on the corner, Boppin’ To drivin’ some of the hottest cars New York has ever seen To droppin’ some of the hottest verses rap has ever heard From the dope spot, with the smoke glock Fleein’ the murder scene, you know me well From nightmares of a lonely cell, my only hell But since when ya'll niggas know me to fail? Fuck Naw Where all my niggas with the rubber grips, bus shots And if you with me, ma I rub on ya tits, and what not I'm from the school of the hard knocks, we must not Let outsiders violate our blocks, and my plot Let's stick up the world and split it 50-50, uh huh Let's take the dough and stay real jiggy, uh huh Let's sip the Cris and get pissy pissy Flow infinitely like the memory of my nigga Biggie, baby! You know its hell when
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Time To Give Up?
i wake up this morning to my sister bitching...not surprising...she's got a stick up her ass as always...go and grab a bite to eat and think about what all needs to be done b4 i leave for work...figure i got a few minutes, i'll pop on the fu while i'm munching my pizza rolls...yeah, not a good idea...just reminds me how pissed i am that people never try anymore...the lounges and the radio are one thing that i look forward to during the day...talking to people, busting out the tunes, goofing off...but after a whole line of shit i'm 1/2 tempted to throw in the lounge after another closing or w/e...friend's dispersing to other lounges and losing track of them...trying my fucking hardest to get new lounges going just for some1 else to turn around and dick us over...people running at the 1st site of instability...its really fucking depressing when the only thing that keeps me happy makes me aggravated more and more...the only person who wants to help me 100% can't b/c she's got
Have Found The Fake
Ok, I found the fake and it is disgusting what some will do for kicks on here, please accept my appologies for some asshole and know some people have no life and look to create hate. Friends, do what you feel is right. Keith SexyBeyotch@ fubar
Yayyyyyy I'm Home
just letting every one know that i am home from the hospital. surgery went fine. and i want to thank all of my friends for all their well wishes and things your the best hugs and kisses
Getting Started
I want to personally welcome you to the Fubar (the first online pub: a place to meet people and hang out with your friends online.) We have many features that I would like to point out since you are new. The Fubar Bible, here is the link The TOP 6 questions are right there on top, but don’t stop there or you will miss some vital information you will need as you make your journey through “Fubar” These will be handy to have, so keep them at your finger tips. Next look at the Points section in your Fubar Bible, Here is where you will learn some ideas how to gain points and move up levels, which will unlock some features, Levels and Features that are unlocked, Here is a good time to mention that there are some things that should not be placed in the public areas. NSFW (Not Safe For Work,) items, . These are things if you worked
new stash come check it out and show sum love
My Babygirl
Sorry I've Been Mia!!
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Sorry, i have been too busy with work & have not had time to show some love like i used to, but this is the busy season 4 me now & my time is very limited.. As soon as things slow down & back to normal, i'll be back up & at it again.. Stay blessed & take care always, Huggssss & Smiles Have a Wonderful Weekend! xoxox @}----;------ Hunni;)
Season For Love...
Darling ( My Grandfather)
Only sometimes that v get close to each other All Happy and sad that v spent together is make us more closer But time is a bad thing bcoz it’s so short and it make us far away At the end of road, and the sky Destiny make us not to meet But myself will never forget u Old picture came, end with tear And love will never be lost Even today u’r so far But our good memories still have until the sky full of star U’ll still in my heart Sleep tight, v’ll meet again soon. Darling
Popping In Real Quick
Just a little update...Dad stabilized enough over the past week and he had his surgery today. A few complications during the surgery but he is doing ok. They also put a pic line in so he is on long term antibiotics. I am just taking a day at a time with all this and know that I do miss you all and will be back longer when things calm down. Right now it's family first. Hope everyone is well and ttys! Susie
Yo, I don't know what to think! I hate gettin mixed signals, playin games, and just bein out of the loop. Alright this one girl has been fuckin wit me every since I met her. I know she wants me and I'm willing to make hr feel good, but she has a boyfriend (a goofy mufucka at that) I asked her for a cig and she said" yeah as long as your girlfriend is ok if I smoke with you". No female in site, just me and my boy. I didnt say anything at the time because I was feinin for nicotine. I think she thinks she's the shit and canfuck wit dudes to get her way, but I haven't studied this specimen as closely as the next I will describe. This other one is an 18 yr old tat Ihooked up with because she was stalking me at the mall. she didn't want to go home so I took her back to the spot and we fucked she initiated itI wasn't going to make a move beinthe gentlemen I am but when she made her move I was like ok you done fucked up now and I gave her the the fckin of her life. Anyway, she's coniving li
You Know Youre From Long Island When.......
You know someone who went to Chaminade. Jones Beach Theater is the best place in the world to see a concert. CASE CLOSED! Is it just me, or is every girl from Rockville Centre a bitch? Billy Joel said it best, "Either you date a rich girl from the North Shore, or a cool girl from the South Shore." What's the big deal about the Hamptons? If you're not from Long Island or NYC, you're not really from New York. You don't go to Manhattan, you go to "the City" You know the Belt Parkway sucks! You never, ever want to "change at Jamaica..." You never realize you have an accent until you leave. You know where at least one strip club is. You can name at least three bands that came from Long Island. You curse. A lot. Is Huntington really that cool? You've been to Utopia at least once. The goddamn geese are everywhere! If your parents didn't, your grandparents lived in the city. At some point in your life you or someone you know has owned an anima
New Contest
i am going to hold a sexiest woman in fubar contest! i will post all entry pics at the end of the contest. NSFW is not required but recemended. you can either send me the image in my private messages, send me the location of the pic and i'll get it (make sure i can get to it), or message me for my email. i'll run the contest untill atleast dcember first. any questions please message me.
Message Of The Day
Every 60 seconds you spend upset.... Is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Life is short....break the rules, forgive quickly... kiss slowly... love truly.... laugh uncontrollably..... and never regret anything that made you smile.
The Book
Why I Hate The Ken Germaine
I remember years ago, Mom gettin all excited cause Christmas was commin..Back in the 60's when I was lil she went all out at Christmas. That was when we still Lived up North (Jersey) She won block decorating contests and was in the paper alot so I'm told. But when I was 7 things changed, My step-Father was ill and had to have a better climate or he would die so we moved to Miami Fla.. Miami was Beautiful in 68' Not the shit-hole it has become today..(Thank U Castro) But it REALLY sucked at Christmas! 70' to 80' degrees on Christmas Mornin really Blows! But my Mom did her best even tho we were now dirt poor and had to start over. (Step-Dad quit his CBS news job in New York, he was a Camera man)My Mother WAS Christmas.. On april 22 1998 Christmas ended for me forever for me. my Mother died of cancer. I had a brand New Baby daughter so it was ok for a couple Years, Got to watch her on Christmas mornin open her Presents, I Loved to stand in the doorway at night to watch her sleep
Newbie! I'm new to this entire site so I dont exactly know what I'm doing or how to "better" myself on here, but my friend Will is trying to help me out. If you have any ideas for me, let me know! Ummmm I guess I'm on here to meet new people and to get over my obsessions with myspace and facebook by creating a NEW obsession. Plus Will said he was gonna be a DJ and that's just gonna be interesting lol! (love you!) Anyways...add me if you wanna be friends and leave me lots of comments cuz I always comment back!
A college girl, shes smart and chill got a good voice and looks that could kill we talk alot bout catlin and leah how much we miss em and wish we could see em she loves to dance and she loves how i write shes easy to talk to and we never fight she says im talented i think she lies that crazy girl has never been high listens to good music, she has good taste but she lives in north dakota, what a waste now we talk alot and we both like to laugh we know who we love,we've found our chosen paths she worries of the future, her love cat tries to lie to me and tells me shes fat shes stuck on it but i dont believe her she says i will once i see her the silly girl says she cant sing but damn, her voice is amazing i hope he realizes what he has with her hes really lucky shes an awesome girl she sweet, shes nice, shes a bit of alright i talk to her like every night i really appreciate all her support i hope he knows how well he scored this is for you jessie your awesome Du
Whats Next
ok what the flyin flip is next,let me guess next we will have to post all confederate flags as nsfw and take them off our profile pics,man this is gettin so sad.we surely dont want to offend any one bein southern and let people think we are proud of our heritage.why cant people understand that Southern Pride is alive and well.we try to help people not hurt them.So we are proud of our flag and our heritage.atleast my friends know how much they mean to me and how much i luv them,im there for them if and when they need me as they have been for me.this drama needs to stop and i surely wish it would,much luv my family and friends
It's A Joke Someone Sent Me That Should Ring True To Many Of You
A young Canadian soldier was attending some college courses between assignments . He had also completed missions in Afghanistan . One of the courses had a professor who was a vowed atheist. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He Looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes.' The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, 'Here I am God. I'm still waiting.' It got down to the last couple of minutes when the young soldier got out of his Chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The young man went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the soldier and asked, 'What the hell is the m
Bah Humbug U Say? I Say Your Nasty Ulgy
this woman who works in the mall was making it very clear to me today that she needed sex with me bad today, telling me her asshole has not been into see her all day, then she told me she likes younger men, oh she kept comming up behind me as I was looking around her store. it was all kinda creepy. he had a nice bum on her shame it was her best feature. really though, there was a lot of neagtive bullshit comming out of her mouth. telling me how she knows how to deal wtih customers and yet how she wants all the xmass music turned off cuzz it was driving her nuts. awwww muffin.
Winston Mack
An All-American Bluesville Boy His touch was a winner's he'd launch pig- skin carrier pigeons for six points roll a curve off the table for a strike moonwalk for a fingertip hoop his touch was a touch too good for class, gave him professional ambitions made him Wal-Mart's first pick in the bag boy draft
Experience Male As Well As Female Orgasm!
Ho Ho Ho
Ti's the season to be jolly. OK you dogs let go of holly, go back to Santa work shop and play with a dolly. Old Saint Nick has knotty thoughts this yr. Plain on getting in bed with mother dear .If you see the fat man come down your chimney grab your 9 (mm) and blast his ass for mommy. When the cops come knocking to the seen of the crime. Tell them Saint Nick tried to rape you this year. Now if I was you I Broad up your chimney trying to keep Saint Nick from commenting a felony . P.S Leave a not telling him you moved last yr and go fuck with the damn randier MERRY CHRISTMAS
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Modern Art Joke
Visiting the modern art museum, a lady turned to an attendant standing nearby. "This," she said, "I suppose, is one of those hideous representations you call modern art?" "No, madam," replied the attendant. "That one's called a mirror."
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You Rock Mizz Shady!
Are You A Bad Boy?!!
Are you a bad boy? I love having bad boys on my page Wanna join? There are a few things you can do to join and you have a choice of these things but first you MUST Rate,Fan,and Add me before anything and then... You can choose to... 1)make a salute for me or, 2)Give me 1000 fubucks Think about it this way it works out for you because I'm pimping you out because this is what it is, a pimpout for all bad boys and since everyone is always trying to level it would be best if you went and added the others that are in this folder as well because this is all to help each other in leveling,in contests the works...oh and repost any bulletins that you see that have to do with the bad boys And if you are a bad girl or know bad girls check out Sarge's Bad Girls of Fubar...On my fu-husband's page SgtRaider™*Fu-Husband Of Ecuadorian Goddess*@ fubar
Gallery V
All Online Icons are provided by: CSS Code for fubar skins was Created and Provided by: ♱The Black Knight♱ Just pick the Icon you want, copy and paste the code into one or all of your skins. Not sure How it's done here is a little tutorial for you.NOTE: Do Not Paste in your "About Me" section. This is not "My Space" Gallery VI Already Have Skins!Take Me to Them Skins Now! I don have any Skins yet! :(I'll Browse some Skins Qwik! or Should I Make one Myself?Gallery I - Gallery II - Gallery III - Gallery IV - Gallery V - Gallery VI - Gallery VII - NFL I - NFL II
In You
How can I tell you about my love for you? The passions you have stirred in my spirit are more varied than the brilliant hues glowing as the evening sunsets … An internal inferno blazes in the deepest recesses of my soul … Kindled by the harmonious music of your precious voice falling upon my eager ears In You … I find myself … My true essence … You created a better me … a person I never knew existed … A person you set free by your empowering love … In You … I am complete … Whole, for the first time in my life … Our oneness is perfection … An unquenchable thirst in my soul is drenched by your love In You … I find my freedom … Independence in my dependence upon you … I am a captive held by the bonds of your overpowering love … Yet, in that captivity are wings to fly high into the heavens of exquisite delight In You … I find everything … Without you … I am lost.
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Help Needed
First off I would like to say sorry if this offends anyone. Some people will be ok with it and some won't. some will think different of me but that is ok too. My husband and I have decided to look into a an amateur adult site. I was accepted. I will give site link after it is all set up. So here is were I need your help or I want your ideas. I would like your input on my photos. You guys are the best at helping me whenever I needed it. So in turn I will send you the photo and others as a way to say thank you. On the site some are free to see where others are paid to see. So tell me what you would like to see. What I should have on, the poses, the toys, etc. If I have them I will use it in the shots. I have to have 3 updates with 35 photos each. Then after that I need 40-50 photos in each update. I can update as often as I want but most update at least once a month. So let me have your ideas and get to see before the world does. Thanks for your continues support.
Just Some Video
ummm ya there we go... welcome 2008..... this is US lol questions will be answered^^
Berry's Writings
Weeping Yes, she was weeping.... She jerked with a surprise, she had been steering at the tree.. Too long. Yet not even knowing she had really been.. Could this be a dream? She was not paying attention to the reality of the moment. She was visiting the past... As, she had all intentions of taking down the beautiful Christmas tree.... " Fine," she said, as she approached the cupboard to grab a bottle of Scotch.. Her hand trembling a bit as she poured.. It was an unfamiliar, feeling to come upon. She had not let go with emotions in so long. It scared her to the bone. A chilling she, held so tight! Not to allow any emotions into her world. Never show what can HARM you. Her only rule had come back with a vengeance of double force, to be faced in the darkness of the sorrid flat she calls home. The one plain rule! She held true to protect her self from the hell, with in... God what happened to her? "How can looking at a tree make me so sad? I was
I have been very busy since the last time I wrote here...haven't online much either...I went to school and got my driving those big trucks...working for a company out of Illinois called Star Transport...nice peterbilts..soon as I can I will post new pics with my truck in my album..see you all on the flip flop
Bing Nice And Finishing Dead Last
You know they say Nice guys finish dead last. Well I can sya that is soo true. And honestly I am sick of it. So f***ing what I dont have looks are money or etc. I have where it counts. I have a good freind who is my fu wife(who is special to me) and a cpl other special ppl that i know truley care bout me. So other than them, and since I am veiwed as a "freind only guy" I am not interested anymore in a relationship in real life. You can thank my ex wife ad a few dozen women you can thank.
Whois Line - Party Qwerks - Ryan Hits Hes Head
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Can It Get Any Worse? Yes. But Why? about day from HELL. This day has gotten Way too long and it's still not over. Went to the school to pick up my daughter Hunter and Morgan to take them to the horse club at the 4H. That went okay...yup...on my way back, in the middle of school and rush hour traffic my car decides to stop running. Stopped behind a school bus that was stopped at the railroad tracks. I know I know...a lot of stops..sigh. It just DIED. No great last gasp, no last agonal breath, nothing. After a few minutes the people behind me figured it out and started going around me. No one honked or yelled or gave me the finger, but I know they were irritated. Not one but TWO Jones County Sheriff's Deputies came to the rescue,turning their blues on and directing traffic. Then they told me to put it in neutral and they pushed me and my car to the side of the road. One of them popped the hood and did a sound/visual diagnosis(LOL). Said the alternator was draining the battery. He told me him
Wake Up Juice
tabasco sauce, cayenne pepper, onion, chili peppers, and mustard seed
To All My Friends Please Read This
my birthday is coming up and i would apricate it if u all send me not gifts if u dont want to but words of encouragement as a gift my birthday is 2/17/ so please feel free to leave a comment or a present on that day
Wild Hogs
I just finished watching " Wild Hogs" and I was pleasantly surprised. I had heard mixed reviews.. it started out kind of slow, and I was worried it was going to be a series of bad cliches. This movie was actually a cute little flick, and we all know someone like one of the guys in the story. I give it: 3 & 1/2 stars
Add And I'll Might Send You Some Of My Nsfw Photos....
Hey Guys.... =) Add me and rate all my photos and i might send u Speacial NSFW photos.... =)
Sexy Momma 2008 Is A Spineless Blocking Coward Cunt!
hey sexy momma 2008 what;s a matter, couldnt handle the heated argument so thats why u gotta block, u fucin chickenshit tramp? women like u r nothing but a spineless twat. goback to myspace u fucin little reject , and go flirt wit the little kiddies. u wanna play baby? im gonna degrade ur ugly slutty as all over fubar, bring it u fucin cunt!
Going to see Blaze on Thursday Feb 7th 2008 at 7:30 PM at culture room in Fort Lauderdale! WOOO Cant wait!
Why did you leave? How bad could i have been? I was 6 months old Why did you carry me that long? Why didn't you kill me when you had the chance? you could have aborted.... could have ended it all before it started. You chose not to. Instead I'm left living with this . Wondering,eager,doubting my own self worth. Was that your plan? Did you want to hurt me that bad? Why? What did i do? Even if it wasn't my fault.... why have i not heard from you? the only time you heard me talk was when i asked you to come see me And all you said was... "I don't drive" If you're on here I hope you find me And I hope you read this. I hope you see what I've become. I hope you regret what you've done. I hope it eats at you Like a cancer uncureable terminal I hope you're happy with the new life you have With the kids you were kind enough to keep. I will always resent you And all that you are I hope you're happy W
Tag Your It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am a Mother, wife, daughter and sister! 2. I have one wonderful daughter! 3. I live in Massachusetts and have my whole life. 4. I'm a avid Red Sox and Patriots fan! 5. I drive very fast! 6. I have two dogs and one Grand~Dog. 7. I have wonderful friends and family. 8. I only drink Pepsi, and yes I hate coke! 9. I don't drink or do drugs! 10. I love to travel! I TAG SLIPPERY: Joe, Traci, Jessica, Johnny and Cubs Fan!
Abunza Review
Abunza Review Are you ready to learn the SECRET to online wealth? Abunza Review - Focusing on the as yet largely untapped 100 million strong Spanish speaking online population, Abunza has introduced a revolutionary MLM (Multi-Level Marketing) business model which pays out 100% commission on every product sold to the retail customers. In the rapidly growing but cluttered online multi-level marketing sector,’s unique bi-lingual business opportunity, which targets both Spanish-speaking and English-speaking people, is offering its members a high-potential and yet perfectly legal way to earn a steady stream of income. Break-even by the 2nd sale This 2-tier plan promulgated by Abunza not only pays 100% commission but also helps break even on 2nd sale, as against popular MLM business model, Australian 2-up, where one has to wait until the 3rd sale to break even. abunza review, abunza, mlm, cruise to cash, edc gold, gregory drake, home based business, home busi
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Can It Be?
MEANING OF ROSE COLORS I have read this somewhere and noted it for future use. Let me know if someone else have more to contribute to this list. Black Roses signify Death Coral Rose conveys desire Lavender Roses symbolize love at first sight and enhancement Orange Roses indicate enthusiasm, desire and fascination Pink (Deep) says Thank You Pink (Light) Rose conveys admiration, gentleness, grace, gladness, joy and sweetness Pink Rose carry the message of happiness, gracefulness and gentleness Red Roses symbolize sincere Love, Respect, Courage & Passion Red (Dark) Rose reveals unconscious beauty Red (Single) means "I Love You" Red & White Roses together signify unity Single Rose in any color expresses simplicity and gratitude White Roses express Purity/heavenly, secrecy, silence, innocence and charm White (Bridal) Rose symbolizes a happy love Yellow Roses indicate joy, gladness, friendship and "I Care" Yellow Rose with Red Tip indicates friendship fall
Just A Biker
JUST A BIKER I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and
Goin Home
Holy Hell!!!!!!!!!! Its about fucking time that i get out of this place... Now dont get me wrong.. ive met a few (very few) but a few good ppl that i really liked up here... But for the most part ppl up here are rude, nosey, stuck up ppl.... And i hate that! When Matt and I moved up here it was with the understanding that we would move back to KY within a year... and now that it's been almost 2 years... Im goin crazy... I finally finally am in the position that i can move back to KY... and it seems its came at the perfect time! Between all of matts family drama and my stress level I truely believe that i need to get the hell out of here before I fucking loose it and hurt someone! In my entire life i dont think i have ever been as unhappy as i have been the past 6 months... And trust me... I've been REALLY unhappy before! I just need to go back home... to be with MY family... To see Kali raised with my mom being there... Dont get me wrong. Matts family has been wonderful with
First Execution By Electric Chair
First Execution By Electric Chair On August 6, 1890, at Auburn Prison in New York, the first execution by electrocution in history was carried out against William Kemmler, who had been convicted of murdering his lover, Matilda Ziegler, with an axe. Electrocution as a humane means of execution was first suggested in 1881 by Dr. Albert Southwick, a dentist. Southwick had witnessed an elderly drunkard "painlessly" killed after touching the terminals of an electrical generator in Buffalo, New York. In the prevalent form of execution at the time--death by hanging--the condemned were known to hang by their broken necks for up to 30 minutes before succumbing to asphyxiation. In 1889, New York's Electrical Execution Law, the first of its kind in the world, went into effect, and Edwin R. Davis, the Auburn Prison electrician, was commissioned to design an electric chair. Closely resembling the modern device, Davis' chair was fitted with two electrodes, which were composed o
You know if you're going to cheat or lie you should at least be smart enough not to get caught. If you're willing to be unfaithful then should you really be in the relationship in the first place. I won't say temptation isn't always there but shouldn't you be able to say no. If I'm no longer good enough then why are you here? I don't get it. If this was how you wanted things then why did you ask for a closed relationship in the first place. You had the options to go elsewhere. I'll tell you why it's because you want your cake and you want to eat it to. You want me at home like a happy little housewife while you do as you please. Well I'm finished with that role. I could feel bad about myself or blame myself but I won't. You're as replaceable as the guy before you. If its my weight thats the problem then get the fuck out. I like me and I don't need your approval. If you think that I will be lost with out you then you are sadly mistaken. It's not like I didn't have options. Unlike you I
Need Help
A very good friend is in need of some help. Trese is suffering from kidney failure and needs to go into a specialist for dialysis to prepare for a transplant. Unfortunately, it's going to cost $400 to get in and she doesn't have insurance. I have set up a donations block on my site for all who would like to help us get the money to get her into the specialist and get this taken care of. Any amount is welcomed. Link for donating is Link for her Fubar page to give other support and kind words is ۞†♥┼®ë§ë♥†۞-graphic designer @ Mystic Illusions website, Get you Wor @ fubar
03-25-08 (cabin Fever)
Hope this finds you with plenty of sunshine and clear thoughts as well as skies With the crazy weather around here as of late: Snow drifting one day Sunny Skies the next ... I've started to get cabin fever! I've always had some little alarm go off {inside my head} when March rolls in ... Now the rebirth of nature is being awoke with the morning chirps from our vacationing songbirds. Perhaps a new chance will fulfill our winters longings. Sweet blossoms spring, and the smell of freshness unleashes memories of past growths & changes the never last. Colors faded from the coldness, burst from the shades of gloom that still linger about. With the shine of br
You On Me
I feel you with my heart You feel me with your hands Somehow your touch is more than I can stand My knees get weak then I lose my breath Heart beating so fast I lose myself. Hands tracing trailing down... Heart starts to flutter and I let out that sound You heart now pounding your knees too weak You're staring at me and you can't speak Hands on my hips while you stare at my breasts I know it is hard to control yourself. That look in my eyes that evil smile on my face smacking my lips cause I want to taste. Tongue finds you and takes it all in Deeper and deeper it's coming to an end. I really wish you weren't my best friend!
Hi All Of Fubar!!!!
HEY! I am sorry! I am ot online a lot of times bec of we don't have a P/C!!! But very soon We get a House and we will hook up for 2 of PC! It is for my gF and Me to using!!! See ya few weeks!!! I don't ingore u or everyone!! Bec of we don't have a PC!! I feeling sorry!! Thanks Mike!
"The Goddess and God are equal; neither is higher or more deserving of respect. Though some Wiccans focus their rituals toward the Goddess and seem to forget the God entirely, this is a reaction to centuries of stifling patriarchal religion, and the loss of acknowledgement of the feminine aspect of divinity. Religion based entirely on feminine energy, however, is as unbalanced and unnatural as one totally masculine in focus. The ideal is a perfect balance of the two. The Goddess and God are equal, complementary." Taken from "Wicca A Guide For The Solitary Practitioner" by Scott Cunningham I like this statement because I am seeking balance in my life. It seems I have always been searching for balance.
Thanks To All
hello all im goin to keep this breif....just want to say thanks to all who help lena aka msyticfairy...yesterday....some of yall know her account got deleted...we dont know why..but thanks to some awesome friends she got back toa level 13 and ranked n one day......yall know she does alot for alot of writin this on my own...i want to thank each and everyoen fo yall heleped or is helpin..u know we will return the luv...if anybody needs anything...holla at me....yall restore my faith in matter what im here for yall liek yall was for i will do my part to show luv to all those who be forwarned..ty for your time and patience...much luv to all and good day...
Eye Candy 4 A Month
EYE CANDY 4 A MONTH Here's how it works: 1) Make an Eye Candy Salute 2) Load the pic and send it to my fu mail 3) Entries can be both male or female No discrimination 4) Once a month I will gather all entries my managers & I will vote who wins 4 the month 5) The winner gets "Eye Candy of the Month" In the lounge above the player (coming soon) 6) Winner's pic will be linked to their profile From all the staff at Eye Candy This is our way of showing member appreciation
I Love This
Why is beer better then women. A beer is ALWAYS WET. Beer always looks the same in the morning. Beer is happy to ride in the trunk. Beer AWAYS GOES DOWN EASY. A beer doesnt change it's mind after you've already gotten the top off. When you change beers, YOU DON'T HAVE TO PAY ALIMONY. You can enjoy beer all month long. You can share a BEER WITH FRIENDS. HANGE OVERS GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!
Ummm Ya You Should Read This
ok so.. I been thinkin and yes sometimes that is dangerous! lol I have a family list.. a top friends list and so on. Now most of my family was in my top friends list. And I was thinkin that dont make sense. That gives me 2 tabs in Fu of the same ppl. And I do live by them tabs lol SO!! IF you are in my family list... you probably wont be on my top friends list too! Then I can have 75 extra special ppl that I pay attention to :D Make sense to you all?? Did I offend anyone? I hope not!! Let me know! Love and good stuffs xox
Oh Boy.
Well Sherry is at it again. In her quest to make me a Godfather she has put my milky ass up for sale in Wet Dreams action. Its a one day auction that closes at 10PM EST tonight. So if you need a little Cubby luvin. I guess you can just buy it. Lmaooo Here's the link.. And heres the Bully with all the details. Lmaooooooooooo I've lost my mind. :P
Sexual Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 134 You know a lot about sex. You have had many sexual experiences and you are well versed in all of the lingo associated with sex. You watch a lot of T.V. shows about sex and you pick up a lot through movies and T.V. You are likely to get even smarter when it comes to sex, because you are very intelligent already and are just waiting to have more sexual experiences. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at
666 just...
Gold Miner
New Lounge
Air Force Test
The object of the game is to move the red block around without getting hit by the blue blocks or touching the black walls. (Hint: initial move is down, maybe.) If you can go longer than 18 seconds y ou are phenomenal. It's been said that the US Air Force uses this for fighter pilots They are expected to go for at least 2 minutes. Don't worry, you will never last that long! In fact, just try to get past 18 seconds! Trick is to think ahead and anticipate. Enjoy! Give it a try but be is very addictive!! Copy and paste link below:
Time To Close The Door
Time to close the door, can't take no more. I feel the pain, going in sane. These broken wings, will learn how to fly, time to say goobye. I fall on my knees, and look out into the empty sea. it is time to close the door. nothing left to say, I know i am going to be okay, I can't stay. I wonder why, i walk away with a sigh, time to say goodbye. Mom And dad, I am sad, I feel bad, I am not going to cry, but i am going to try. These broken wings, are going to learn how to fly. Time to say goodbye, time to close the door. I can forgive, but i will never forget. time to close the door, and end this war. Time to say goodbye. Time to close the door.
Killer Kleavege Contest - Please Help!
Hello Everyone! I am back for a try at another contest. 1st place with most comments is a 7 day blast/1 month VIP and 250,000 fubucks. 2nd place with the most rates -3day blast and 100,000 fubucks. Thought this would be a fun one! Please rate my pic and comment as much as you can. All help is very much appreciated! Big Hugs, NCGirlUSA
The Tions(sion)
so its come down to a second great deppression miniscle thoughts put down in supression happy with these war mongol sessions arrested if your thoughts arent put under compression bush started with the surplus regression then trys to stronghold the united nations i am still steady screaming fuck the bush administration while New York trys to ban public diminstrations why cant we have peaceful congrigations i think it must be mind and thought minipulation to keep the U.S. public under suddation even worse is our opperesion over the global population dont ever buy into U.S. illussions
Calling All Juggalos & Juggalettes!!!!!
Come direct those eyesockets over to:, Sometime whenever ya get a chance.. This ain't no fly-by-night community.. The owner of this site is also the same owner of Hatchet Rydaz Car Club and we also have our very own MyJuggaloSpace tent and site area at The Gathering every year.. This site has been up over a year and a half and is still growing strong, With close to 23,000 members... And it's exclusively for the underground/juggalo sect crowd.. We've got all the norms for a profile community such as: Artists Profiles, Pic Galleries/Albums, Customizable Profile, Users can upload videos, Profile/Pic Ratings, Polls, Blogs, Bulletins, User Groups and Cumminities, Search, Even A Radio Station called WFuckOff( which has hosts on talk shows and radio shows from ninjas such as: Violent J, Shaggy 2 Dope, Blaze, Boondox and Twiztid, Even our very own chatline and very own IRC Server plus our very own Juggalo Daing Site/Community called Jugga Love(ww
Why Now(my Friend)?
we started with a goodbye but i couldn't let you go with never knowin you so we started talkin on the phone i got scared to open up and we didnt talk so much my falt i know, you where just the kind of guy i wouldn't have wanted to loose then i feel on hard times and we couldn't talk for a while i felt the loss of a loved one's life as though it where my own life lost when i came around and needed you most yer kind heart was no longer there for me maybe you didn't know but i did fall for you that's what scared me so much how fast it had happened cuz of the last man i opened myself to hurt me more then i could have ever thought possible i knew you where not the same but i was just scared i wasn't runnin away from you or whatever it was you thought but then you become a good friend even when you where not around readin your poems helped me to move past my pain and a few kind words from time to time that you gave helped me to open up and now that i am open for the world to see i feel so vu
A Funny
A man and a woman were sound asleep.. It was about 3 in the morning,when all of a sudden a loud noise came from outside. The woman,still half asleep,jumped up from the bed and yelled at the man,"Oh my God,Sh*t"! "That must be my husband!" So the man, leaped up out of bed,he was very scared and very naked and then he jumped out the 2nd story window like a crazy man..Very dazed,confused,and in quite a bit of pain as he was sprawled on the ground,he slowly got up and tried his best to run,but fell into a rose bush full of thorns,still in panic mode,he stood Up,untangled himself from all the thorns and ran as fast as he could to his car. A few minutes later he was more awake and came to his senses and returned to the house, screams at the woman "I'm your're husband, you f*ckin SL*T! Then the woman yelled back, "Yeah?" "So then why were you running??? You Son of a *B*tch!""
(repost of original by 'Jennie Head Greeter/ promoter@ Lace ur Leather † Manson Family † Sweet Dreams' on '2008-05-25 09:42:50') (repost of original by 'LadyNeptune "Shadow Leveler" Enforcer/Greeter @ Sunset Bay Lounge' on '2008-05-25 13:23:29')
Sexy Applications
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE w/ YOUR ANSWERS OR HERE IF YOUR BALLSY ENOUGH. DONT BE SHY...I DON't BITE UNLESS YOU LIKE IT LIKE THAT. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position(s) and why???: 4. Do you think I'm cute, sexy or fuckin' hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. Lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Have sex on the first date? 14. Would you kiss me during sex? 15. Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17. Can I use you as a booty call? 18. Can we take pictures of the act? 19. How long would we have sex? 20. Would you tell your friends about me? 21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
R U A Slut?
Congratulations your ALMOST a Slut! Just a wild night away! Go out and rack up some points! Your Motto: "I'll Try Anything Once!" Your Sign: "Rest Area Ahead" Let's Park! * Don't forget to pratice SAFE SEX! Take The Slut Quiz Now!"Slut Quiz - Female" is available here***starXtest v2.0***
Well, here it is, 3 weeks since she said that she was leaving, and I am in the same spot I was in 3 weeks ago. Lost, confused, and feeling so alone. For the last 3 weeks, she has been telling me she would make sure I got to spend time with the kids. She would get them to me, she would have them at the airport when I get off the plane, and all of this other stuff, now she is saying she is going to try. I love her, but she keeps pushing me towards the edge a bit more and more. She wonders why I am so against her moving so far from me. I know now why she wants to move so far from me. That way she can hold something else against me. I keep getting hurt, and she keeps saying but I thought you wanted to be my friend. Well, friends don't do what she keeps doing to me. I try to talk to her, and she shuts me down, she dodges questions. She keeps saying she doesn't avoid the questions, but she does. Last night, I mentioned that I am scared to death of what is coming down
Hey Everyone!!!
hey all i'm back and lovin it!!! drop me a line and rate and comment on my new main pic i love it!!
How Do You Do It?
how do you cope with losing someone that you have known almost 20yrs? (if you had read the blog under this one youd know what im talking about)i knew him and his family since i was 7 and living in oxford which is 30 minutes away from me. idk what to do. ive dealt with death of friends and family before but damn 20 yrs of knowing someone you cant just push it aside and go on like nothing ever happened. if you can please tell me how the hell to do it. his funeral is wednesday and im not even allowed to attend it because his step mom said so(stupid bitch)and its out of state she dont want him burried here wtf. i cant even talk to his dad or his brother and sister and she calls here she calls from a blocked # so i cant call back or say that she has called. and theres no damn tellin what the hell she is sayin to me about me not going to be there. his obituary was never in the paper. which is weird seeing how he is OLE MISS alumni and has loads of friends there. and she wont even tell me how
Wow Big Change A Coming
Its been a busy and exciting week for me.. mostly in the fact we will be moving to Spokane! I've been wanting to move back there for years. I have my bro and his family there.. hubby has his best friend and his step dad there. And then something happened earlier in the week to make the final decision on going. He found his 20 year old daughter! And she still lives in the Spokane area. We are going there on vacation in a week or so and she says she wants to meet him so we will see how it goes. He found her on Myspace of all places lol. But hey I just hope she wants to get to know him is all. July 27 we will leaving good ole Montana for good. There was nothing here for us.. sure hubby has a blood brother that we only see once a week and we live in the same damn city! He consideres his best friend in Wa his brother.. blood or not now. So I'm excited as hell and so very very very happy.
Save Ur 11s For This!
On weds June 11th, lucie and i are holding our happy hours... Lucie In the Sky @ 5pm Fu time Lucie in the Sky@ fubar Broken Hearted @ 8pm Fu time broken_hearted420 proud bbw~{shadow levelers}~ owned by Seamushardcore@ fubar i will have a special folder for you to rate and i will pay you for your rates... 10s get 10k and 11s get 15k... ty all
The Fall
I killed our love before it ever got to start I sent him away but he took my heart I knew it was over when he wouldnt talk Again down the path of darkness I walk. I had found true love or so I had thought He had all the right things I had sought But again I destroyed whatever we had Now I sit here cryin lookin so sad. I knew better then to give my heart away But he had all the right things to say He was my friend and conquered my wall His love was so real it was easy to fall But now he is gone away from me True love for me will never be. My wall is back up secured tightly then before Love will never get through it anymore.
What I Want Today
I feel a chill, an unexpected breeze blow through my bones Then a warmth flow over, like a cloud enveloping me . . . Spreading warmth with rain, comfort with darkness, serenity with storms I turn and see you there Watching over me What do you want? Why don’t you go? Where do you think you found the right? When will you set me free? How do I walk away without my heart and soul? You’ve held them ransom for a chance of something you might someday want . . . I will walk away, just give me back what’s mine
8100 To Go Pls Come And Help Real Quick
Hello my friends, I got just 8100 comments to go. Please come and Help me out real quick. I would even offer bucks for the help. Click the pic and make 100 comments, I give you 10000 bucks. Make 150 comments, I give you 20000 bucks. You make more then that you will get more then that... Just send me a private message when you are done (no shoutbox pease). Everybody have a nice and safe week Hugs and already thank you for the comments I'm a queen, I'm a Diamond!!! ~*~ but I'm still cutemommy82 ~*~ love my baby@ fubar
Im In A New Auction.... Come Check It Out!!!
OMG! I am in another Auction! Come bid on me! These are all of the offerings to the winning bidder: -200 "11" ratings a week -1 Big pimpin gift -Stash rates done weekly -top friend for 4 weeks -top family for 4 weeks -Profile comment 2 times weekly -Yahoo or AIM ID for SFW chat -Name in my name 4 weeks **If Bid includes blasts and tickers- 2 SFW Personal Salutes, Profile Pimp Out on my profile for 4 weeks **If bid includes Happy hour- all above and Permanent Pimp Out in Blog, 1 SFW Phone call **IF bid includes real cash money- SFW Camera time on Yahoo
Gave Life To Christ
--- On Mon, 6/23/08, PASS THIS ON TO SOME ONE THAT JUST GAVE THEIR LIFE TO CHRIST , OR IS S EARCHING FOR CHRIST TO COME INTO THEIR HEART TODAY > > ROMANS CHAPTER 12 VERSES 1&2 > > I BESEECH YOU THEREFORE BRETHREN BY THE MERCIES OF GOD ,THAT YE PRESENT > YOUR BODIES A LIVING SACRIFICE,HOLY,ACCEPTABLE UNTO GOD, WHICH IS YOUR > REASONABLE SERVICE. > > AND BE NOT CONFORMED TO THIS WORLD: BUT BE YE TRANSFORMED BY THE RENEWING > OF YOUR MIND, THAT YE MAY PROVE WHAT IS THAT GOOD, AND ACCEPTABLE, AND > PERFECT,WILL OF GOD. > > our enemy does not take a day off , we are in a battle daily ,we have to > stay prayed up , and armed with GOD'S WORD ,if we expect to win , we > say > we are on the battlefield , but how do you know ,the enemy comes at you > from all sides , just when you think you can rest, here he comes again , > that why we need the HOLY SPIRIT in our lives , that way the battle's > not > your it's the LORD'S,we have to renew our minds daily , by stud
The End Or The Beginning?
For those of you that really care enough to read this, Kyle and I seperated yesterday. I was the one that left him. We both had faults that probably could have been worked out, but I just made a snap decision. I still love him with everything I have and then some. Maybe in time there will be a future, but right now I just don't know. I guess I can only hope for the best. To be honest, I don't know if I'll be ok. I can't sleep, can't eat.. I know, it all goes with being depressed, but I feel like I made the biggest mistake of my life. I can't change what has already happened, but I can try to change what happens in the future. We have talked and maybe, just maybe there may be an "us" again. Kyle - If you read this, please know that I love you very much. I hope that maybe we can try again, but if not, I want you to be happy. If you decide to move on and find someone else, I wish nothing but the best of luck to you. I will always love you no matter what happens. I don't even know wh
My Invisible Maid
My Invisible Maid I have an invisible maid who I can only see. My dishes get done so I get to have fun. My floors are vaccumed and mopped so all I get to do is shop. My windows and pictures shine to me that is just fine. My invisible maid is all mine and I wont tell where to find. Live In Help I am the maid that cleans up the house and does the laundry. I am the cook the makes the meals and cleans up after wards. I catrer to everybodys will and who caters to mine? I am the nanny for child and entertain her. I dont feel like anyone special I feel like the live in help. But there is at least a difference the professionals get a vacation and a salary. I do it all for I am just the live in help.
To all my friends and family: I just returned from the hospital after visiting my father. He is in the ICU after the surgery, but has been taken off the ventilator. He was relatively lucid, considering he is on morphine to ease the pain of the surgery. I spoke with several of his drs. and they told me that he was as good as could be expected for an 80 year old after surgery. His vital signs are good, but still has the blood poison, issues with his kidneys and a few other things that are being treated. They also mentioned that his stay will be quite lengthy, probably 7 weeks or more. So, rather than updating you on a daily basis, I will update you as things change. Thank you again to all of you for your sincere caring and thoughts.
Help Me!!!
Can't Explain
I need some time to think. I doubt anyone will read and if they will even care. As another year comes full circle thoughts flood my mind. There are things that can't be replaced, things that need fixed, things that can't be fixed and things that need changed. This won't make much sense either I am sure. I am rambling. If you have a question post it here. I will answer privately if it should be or I will answer it here. I do have another blog(on another site) I posted earlier. It is a bit more detailed and later I might post it here. I'll be back, well.... when I am. I might come in and rate some but not sure yet. These songs went with my post on the other site, they fit very well with my current mood.
I Believe
Birth Certificates show that we were born A Death Certificate shows that we died Pictures show that we lived! Have a seat . . . Relax . . . And read this slowly. I Believe... That just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other. I Believe... That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I Believe... That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I Believe... That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I Believe... That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I Believe.... That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I Believe... That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. I
Goodness Mornin Love
remember you gotta read it from bottom to top. gotta love the wankers. >Rocco: bet thats the only pussy you get ->Rocco: what you work at the cat depot Rocco: I get a whole lotta pussy cunt ! ->Rocco: haha.. ban me you came to my shoutbox Rocco: Okay talk to the hand and get trhe fuck out ! ->Rocco: haha.. well it is my time and my life. and looks your in the same sorry situation lookin for pussy ->Rocco: I hope you don't talk to people in the real world like this Rocco: Dumb bitch that is online all her wasted life is trying to tell me something ! ->Rocco: I didn't say you was a pedo, i said you needed to fuckin grow up and get a life. ->Rocco: all you wanted to do was have a jack off cause you ain't got no life. and i ain't playin go fuckin bother some other bitch Rocco: So whereever you got the pedo shit from , must be you ! ->Rocco: You are to much man, you message me like some ass about bendin me over and when I fight back I'm the whore slut.. bitch your rich man to
Bitching And Ranting!!!! I’m Pregnant, And It’s My Right!!!
First off, since I'm pregnant, I have the utmost right to be a bitch. If you don't like it...BITE ME!!!!With that being said....Am I the only one that see's something superiorly wrong with a man who claims all bragging rights to his unborn son, yet has done NOTHING to help during the pregnancy? No emotional, physical or monetary support!!!I know people have to work to pay bills, but is it SOOO difficult to take a day or two to travel to help out once in a while when he has no children to care for or other responsibilities that require him to be home 24/7? (He lives in Mississippi)Am I completely nuts to think there is a difference between telling someone you love them, and proving it? Even if they live with you, and don't work, shouldn't they be the "main" housekeeper? I'm not talking white glove test, I'm just talking your basic picking up and dishes or whatever. Or is it okay for them to just complain that nothing is clean while they sit on their ass all day? (okay, off topic
Saturday Night July 12th
its time for a Fubar night in Denver! July 12th at Herman's Hideaway 1578 South Broadway, Denver,Co Lion Souljahs playing. The bands starts at 11:00pm. If your interested let me know I have 3 dollar off tickets
44 Things A Girl Would Die For
44 things a girl would die for. ladies:this will make you tear up :) fellas:read it,all of it! :) 1-touch her waist 2-talk to her 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss her slowly are you remembering this? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends keep reading 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved Are you thinking about someone? 16-always hug her and say "i love you" when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST 19-tell her shes beautiful... 20-tell her the way you feel about her! oh, and on that last one... u need to show her you mean it too 21-kiss her on the lips 22-Tell her she mea
Bleeding Love
Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis
Divine Communication
Dreams allow awareness from somewhere other than the conscious mind to enter into our range of perspective without the prejudicial judgment of ego blocking the potential of larger reality. More directly, the best time for the divine to reach humanity is when we're not so busy being ourselves. Judeo-Christian, Tao, Islam and Hindu religions all have significant appreciation for the dream as divine reality penetrating the consciousness of humanity. However, ideas about divine figures taking initiative in relationship with humanity vary widely within world religions. What can be said here is that dreams that seem to include revelation from beyond could be treated as divine revelation itself, or as some sort of revelation from your own deepest values. In other words, don't be too concerned with the media through which any powerful message comes, or don't overanalyze the messenger. Let the message be the medium.
Watch And Discuss
a href="">Check out this video: JACK BOIZ ..Add to My Profile | More Videos ~THIS IS NOT SPAM AT ALL~ What’s up this boi P.C. THA GREAT! Look i don't know what type of music you listen to or what you might be listening to at the moment but i just wanted to tell you that on JULY 15th i'll be releasing my first WORLD WIDE album courtesy SHO NO MERCY RECORDS/TAKE OVA MANAGEMENT.During spring break i sold over 3,000 promo copies of the cd just to see what people think and say about the little time i spent in the studio.Of course i got some bad comments but more good!The bad comments mostly come from people who wanted to hear the same ol stuff and nothin new but all the good comments came from people who wanted to hear something new and not the same ol same ol stuff!The good mostly out weighted the bad,which kinda mad me feel good and gave me confidence besides the confidence i already built u
Thank You
i just want to thank Who Knows for the unexpected gift of a 1 month VIP. go show her some luv she is awesome. Who Knows is Fu-Øwñëd by Radio X Show@ fubar
This Is Neat. I Would Have Never Thot Of This!
DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER DESPERATION:When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT THE EYES:! When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE GEORGE BUSH: When you rearrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE THE MORSE CODE: When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES: When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY: When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS: When you rearrange the letters: LIES - LET'S RECOUNT SNOOZE ALARMS: When you rearrange the letters: ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S A DECIMAL POINT: When you rearrange the letters: IM A DOT IN PLACE THE EARTHQUAKES: When you rearrange the letters: THAT QUEER SHAKE ELEVEN PLUS TWO: When you rearrange the letters: TWELVE PLUS ONE AND FOR THE GRAND FINALE: MOTHER-IN-LAW:
Dj Meko @ Texas Music Mania -- Oooooh Yeah!!! :)
Yes...You Read his shirt right...I am now Djing for Texas Music Mania... Ok yes the penguin speaks the truth!! I am a DJ that supports "PRIDE" a.k.a Gay Pride.... So click the penguin and bring ur butt's in and dance ur ass'es off and have a good time with Dj Meko!!!!! Please repost...Designed by:Dj Meko (repost of original by 'Dj_Meko/stutta~Asst. Head Dj@ Sunset Cafe'{OWNED by RescueDiva}' on '2008-07-25 06:01:33')
She Takes My Sleep Away!!
Well, here I am again with her in my thoughts again. So much so that I cannot sleep and when I do I dream of her. You Know I'm Talking about ☆Hypnotic★Starr☆..... I was trying to take a little nap before I left home to do some stuff with my man..... Out of nowhere thoughts of her raged through my mind... So let me tell you what happened..... I was laying on my bed Naked like I always do before I got to bed. I was hugging my mans pillow because he was doing something on Fubar like always.... Closing my eyes I walked into a room and I see her there waiting for me... She had on a pink babydoll, and she says: - Come here my little girl, daddy is not home lets have some fun... I walk to where she is and I look at her... She put her hand on my thighs. and she says: - Don't Be nervous you know it is not the first time... Her hands move up my thigh and goes underneath my skirt knowing that I do not wear panties, and she says: - Come and
Need Bids/rates!!~
What A Weekend
Well I'm happy to report the my weekend went well. The three-ring circus of family and furniture and more family is over. Friday my in-laws came up from Southern Californa to attend a wedding in Santa Clara. They stopped over to visit and we all went to dinner. Mariko as always was head-over-heels with excitedment to see them. Saturday the new bed arrived, at 10:30 we were outside putting 3 coats of clear finish on the whole bed. Nothing like a Queen Sized, 12 Draw Captains bed to keep you busy. During this we had to tear down and move out the old bed. Managed to vaccum the whole room between beds. Taking the old bed out was a breeze compaired to moving the new bed in. Solid wood is HEAVY. LOL. Before we were done, the bed was about 33-inches tall and we had not even put the topper on the mattress. As 11pm rolled around, we tucked ourselves into our new bed, with new sheets, and new comforter. The one problem I do have is I only stand 5'3" and the top of the mattress
Thank You
Thank you to all my friends here on fu bar. I have had a very hard year so far and I don't think I would have made it with out my friends here on Fu Bar. Never did I think I would meet some of the nicest people in the world on this kinda of a web site. First off the gang at Howl at the Moon have been my therapy over the last few weeks. Been through some very rocky and depressed times with my divorce and it's just going to get worse. So thank you to all at Howl at the Moon you guys have been wonderful with out even realizing it. You all have made me laugh and smile and it has meant so much to me. They say laughter helps heal and I believe it. You never know who your going to meet on a site like this but I feel very blessed with everyone I have meet on here. Those of you who know me and whats going on in my life thank you from the bottom of my heart. I would not be able to be as strong as I have been if it wasn't for all of you.I can't explain or show how much every single one of y
Something Else Creepy
Okay, I told you all the tale of the mysterious moving light cover, and now something else. Thursday, before bed, I took a vicodin, and left a few in the pill bottle. Friday, when I got up, I went and looked, and there was one vicodin left. At the time, I thought my wife had taken the other ones and put in her purse, since I told her I was gonna stop and refill my prescription. So I fill it, and ask her, and she tells me that she never took any. I then thought perhaps the boy had upgraded his shennanigans, but he was home for the night, and the pill bottle was in a place he doesn't usually go in the house. We had friends over Thursday night, but they barely drink, so I ruled them out. I then thought that perhaps I took the last ones, and my mind was playing tricks on me. So Saturday, I get up, and I'm in the kitchen, and bumped the "empty" pill bottle. There were now 8 vicodin in it. When my wife got home after work, I asked her if she put a few in it, since technic
Poker Run
It's time for something a little different on FU, It's time for a .... 1.You will make 5 stops and comment bomb 1 pic leaving 500 comments on a pic labeled "POKER RUN" located in their default album. At the completion of commenting you will private message the owner of the album letting them know you are done { Hint label your comments 1~500} So they can verify that you have completed the task,and give you your next stop. Once all 5 stops have been made private message me to pick your cards numbered 1~52. The one with the best POKER h
From The Year Of The Dragon:
Below is a list of blog links. They will aid you in learning more about the site and its guidelines. As well, there are blogs that will help you code skins, bulletins, download fonts etc. Please repost this so that members have a chance to read it as well. REFERRING FRIENDS...correctly How To Properly Verify Your Email NSFW: repost of Scrappers Blogs NSFW Flagging Abuse and Guidelines Important FuBar Links :=) Salute Submission and Verification..Step by Step Site Navigation and Mumming for the New Members Clickable Pics How To Make Basic Skins SKINS-Ripping/Pasting Code/Generating
My Private Part Died
MY PRIVATE PART DIED An old man, Mr. Wallace, was living in a nursing home. One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. Nurse Tracy asked him if there was anything wrong, 'Yes, Nurse Tracy ,' said Mr. Wallace. 'My Private Part died today, and I am very sad.' Knowing her patients were a little forgetful and sometimes a little crazy, she replied, 'Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Wallace. Please accept my condolences.' The following day, Mr. Wallace was walking down the hall with his Private Part hanging out of his pajamas. He met Nurse Tracy. 'Mr. Wallace,' she said, 'You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that. Please put your Private Part back inside your pajamas.' 'But, Nurse Tracy I can't,' replied Mr. Wallace. 'I told you yesterday that my Private Part died. ' Yes ,' said Nurse Tracy , 'you did tell me that, but why is it hanging out of your pajamas?' (You've gotta love this ....) 'Well,' he replied, 'Today is the viewing.'
Second Montage Had To Do It Again
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Mini Me!!!!
A Scene With Master.............
She kneels in the middle of the living room, waiting for her Master. Her outfit consists of a lightweight summer dress that buttons down the front. Underneath she is wearing a black lace underwire bra with half cups, matching thong panties, garter and stockings. Five inch black paten leather heels complete the outfit. She is in position as her Master demands, knees spread, back straight, hands clasp behind her neck head bowed slightly and eye cast downward. She does not know how long she has been there, nor does she know how long her Master is going to make her wait. His instructions were clear: she was to be in position by 3:45; she was not to answer the door or the phone once she was in position. He would let Himself in when He got there. Her mind is racing wondering what her Master has in store for her. What would He demand of her, what limits would He push this time? Would He be gentle, teasing her until she begged Him to let her cum, or would He be rough forcing her endure the
Need A Girlfriends!
Anyways Im looking for a new Female..
I believe that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. either you control your attitude, or it controls you. money is a lousy way of keeping score. sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel. it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometime you have to learn to forgive yourself. no matter how bad your heart is broken, the world doesn't stop for your grief. the people you care about mostin life are taken from you much too soon. Ilife is more precious t
You Guys Are Teh Awesome!
I cannot believe I finally made it to Godmother! Thank you to everyone who helped out, even though I cannot possibly name I love you guys! I did nearly 600k on the happy hour too:) Now, time to smoke, and get ready for Don't forget, I still need donations for spotlight:) ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Dog Eats Evidence
Dog eats assault weapon A BURGLAR who broke into a home just east of Fresno rubbed spices over the body of one of two men as they slept in their rooms and then used an 8-inch sausage to whack the other man in the face and head before he ran out the house, Fresno County sheriff’s deputies said Saturday… Burrimond said the money was recovered, but that the piece of sausage used in the attack was discarded by the suspect and eaten by a dog. “That’s right, the dog ate the weapon,” Burrimond said. now my question is, why would you give another man a spice rub? it just boggles my mind. and yes, this is real, heres the link
091008 Virgo Horoscope
Trust your creative instincts today, for they will lead you in the right direction today. Instead of spending lots of time in careful analysis of the current situation -- as you are often prone to do -- the best way to handle the uncertainties now is to just do what feels right. Don't let your head talk you out of what is in your heart.
Life Sucking
i would like to know why , hey i love yall but yall are all shakking or in fu bar relationships or watfucking watever. fuck that. tease another.. disregard my invietes. im stupid.
The Lyrebird
The Things Love Can Make You Do
Yes I found what I believe to be my Soul Mate we seem to compliment each other in every way even tho we have not met in person yet our paths crossed for a reason and the reason is so clear. I never thought that love can come in so many forms and can affect you in so many ways. Well I am a testiment to that theory because it happen to me and the woman I am in love with. Now granted we all have shared the same experinces in some form or fashion but they are unique in how they occured in your life, well in my experience we came across one anothers path and there has been so many road blocks but we blasted through all of them to remain strong and deeply in love. When you can sit on a phone with someone for hours on end and never get tired of hearing there voice or just can talk about anything well my friend you have found something special. When I say talk on the phone OMG!! I am talking about 12 1/2hrs worth yes you read right 12 1/2hrs. And when we talk time seems to just go by so fast w
My Late Husbands Poem He Got Published In A Book Before He Passed
Fireman I'm a fireman I hear the tones and i go No questions asked we just show To help the people that called To save a life big or small A fireman I am, proud and strong Like an angel, no thanks I seek To save a life is all the thanks I need Written By: David D. Nolan My husband wrote this poem along with many others before he passed away. He had a passion for firefighting and also showing his feelings by writing poetry and this is just a piece of one of his many talents that he had.
The Old In Out
as with anything i have mixed feelings right now.i go in and out of happiness and sadness. thinking of all the events of this past year and all the things ill have to face in my future here.i still have a lot of anger in me from shit that has happend and one thing i dont think i will ever truly get over but i am getting better.i have my moments of reflection that make sad and i still tear up but thats expected.its really hard for me to talk to people i now care about. sometimes i dont say the things that are on my mind and i know i probably should, but its hard for me because i was so used to abuse before its almost like it doenst feel right to say or that im afraid at what type of backlashing i will get even though the things i have to say shouldnt or wouldnt constitute something like yeah im still fucked up, but i recognise and i am working on my issues... even though it may not seem like afraid to be around people right now. i know im still so fragile but strong at th
Dream Big
every person has there dreams...things they want outta life...everybody has there perfect ending or close to it... or at least the way theyant things to be... i feel very strongly about what i look forard to in life..about goals and hopes and blah blah blah.... the point is that as i grow older even at this young age..i find myself very locked in on what id love to happen..even though it probably wont...My dreams are big.. bigger than big there huge... there so big that maybe im seeking to much out of it... things set me off... or ill day dream...about the wants that i have.....but i guess thats not the point....what i determine is that if i make a career out of becomeing a truck driver.. that in a few years or so ill beable to settle down and have a solid place of my own..ill be able to afford alot of the things that i want... be in a place that i would love to be... and in the process of collecting all that i need and want some where along the way find myself the guy that will make
Love Is The Essance Of Life
Average Internet In My Area Please Help
I've always have a problem with my Internet speed. if you live in Canada please let me know where i can get the bast Internet modem i can get. so i could tell all my friends. i want to get out of broadband dial up.
Awesome Friend
passion man is a awesome great true friend i want to thank him from the bottom of my heart for taking the time to really talk to me if he is not your friend your missing out thank you sweety ~ Shadow Leveler Team Leader~ Passionman71~R/L Hubby To Farscapecat~ &~Proudly owned by~ Anna~@ fubar
Abandoned Stuckey Bridge Road - Mississippi
Abandoned Stuckey Bridge Road - Mississippi This is a local bridge over the Chunky River, about 12 miles southwest of downtown Meridian, MS. The road it sits on, Stuckey Bridge Road, is a gravel Lauderdale County road out in the middle of nowhere. The bridge itself is over 150 years old! According to documents in the Lauderdale County Archives, the contract to construct the bridge was let in 1847. There is no definite date as to when it was completed, but estimates put it at around 1850. 150 years later, the bridge is still in use, in more ways than one... According to local legend, the bridge is haunted by a ghost. As the story goes, Old Man Stuckey (whom the bridge is named after) owned and operated a hotel near the bridge site in the mid 1800s (the site was apparently along a stage route prior to the Civil War). The old man, as it was discovered later, would occasionally murder his hotel guests, steal their valuables, and bury the bodies along the riverbank. Old Man Stuckey wa
Its Got The Guts To Make A Salute
so whos the arts and whos is the designer if u make a awesome salute and i check it out u well reseve a prize or a drink on me good luck to all of u who got the trible dog dare i know i do
I'm just testing my blog since i'm new here on fubar.. but anyway if anyone wants to chat with me or something.. we can talk through my YM... you can add me thanks... I'll see you all there bye... more love..;)
To All Train Owners
From now on please have the courtesy to ask b4 adding me. I'm so far behind now (sigh) will never catch up and there are trains I would like to join but can't for lack of time.
I Love Cali
All Earthquakes in California-Nevada Map Area All earthquakes catalogued in the last week (168 hours) for the California-Nevada map area. Some early events may be obscured by more recent ones on the maps. The top three magnitude categories above magnitude 3 (for example 3,4,5 or 4,5,6 or 5,6,7) are in red in the list below. The most recent earthquakes are at the top of the list. Times are local (PST or PDT). Click on the word "MAP" to see a map displaying the earthquake. Click on an event's date to get additional text information. Update time = Sun Oct 5 4:51:10 PDT 2008 MAG DATE LOCAL-TIME LAT LON DEPTH LOCATION y/m/d h:m:s deg deg km map ? 2008/10/05 04:50:41 36.848N 121.576W 5.8 3 km ( 2 mi) W of San Juan Bautista, CA map 1.7 2008/10/05 04:31:50 36.848N 121.576W 5.9 3 km ( 2 mi) W of San Juan Bautista, CA map 2.9 2008/10/05 04:24:40 36.848N 121.581W 6.1 4 km ( 2 mi) W of San Juan
Working 2 Jobs...for Now
Hi to all my Fu-family, friends, and fans. Some of you may have noticed that I haven't been on Fubar much this past week. That's because I started working 2 jobs as of last Tuesday, so now I can only be here on weekends. It's a killing schedule--I'm only gonna get about 3 hrs of sleep a night--but I'm hoping I can hang in there long enough to catch up financially. I'll do my best to come back to Fu and see as many of you as I can, when I can! In the meantime, Troy, aka The Terminal Bachelor
Good morning everyone sometimes we get caught in life and let the small shit if life bother us. That happens to me sometimes. Last night was milestone in my family's life. we have a 15yr. son with Autism. C is on the lower end of the functioning level. C is basically a 253lb. 3 yr. old. C is not potty trained he will pee in the toilet but won't poop. The last 2 weeks we have really been concentrating on that. we sit him on the toilet every hour on the hour. we have tried every thing . so we have resorted to bribery. his mom promised a new dvd if he pooped in the toilet. well last i took before bath and he would go i bathed him and sat him on the toilet i told him if he pooped i would but him new portable dvd player, WELL last night i off to Wallyworld to get a new dvd player and him to pick a new dvd player... wooooooofuckinghooooo if you only knew the joy we had. so when you get on your pitty pot think these kids that can't even wipe their own let the
Do You Need Big Fu-bucks?
Do YOU need Fu-Bucks...want that spotlight or need some bucks to trade for bling? I am holding a contest...The contest will run for 2 weeks! As soon as I have enough people to start I will let everyone know!! THIS WILL BE A COMMENT BOMBING CONTEST! RATES worth 10 points (no min.) COMMENTS worth 5 points (min 80k) YOU will win the following: FIRST PRIZE 1 MILLION FU-BUCKS SECOND PRIZE 500K FU-BUCKS THRID PRIZE 250K FU-BUCKS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ThugPassion247 {{*Devils Advocates Bombing and Leveling Crew*}}@ fubar
Too Much?
Do i ask too much to want someone around? Or is it too much to want to be loved for being me? Is it too much to want someone to make me laugh and put a smile on my face? And be there for me when things go wrong? Is it too much I am asking to want someone to except what is and not complain or question what cant be? Is it too much to want the one i want to want me in return? And show how they feel without walking away? I guess I want a dream For everyhthing seems to be too much to ask for.
Cheaters cheaters are liars cheaters are thieves they are here to use they are here to decieve cheaters play games cheaters are lame they are abusers i can tell you some names cheaters have no concious cheaters dont care they are selfish they arent fair cheaters destroy people cheaters ruin lives for a moment of pleasure they need to survive cheaters are losers cheaters are greedy they are attention wh*res they pretend they arent needy cheaters get caught cheaters accept no blame its someone elses fault they are all the same cheaters deny cheaters cry i hate cheaters they should all f*cking die you know who you are!
Beer Bread
BEER BREAD 3 1/2 cups self-rising flour 1/2 cup sugar 1 (12 oz) can of warm beer 1 egg Mix all items and bake in a greased bread pan at 375 degrees for 45 minutes or until golden brown.
Easy Meatloaf
2 1/2- 3 lbs lean ground beef 1 (15- oz) (no. 2) can stewed tomatoes 2 slices fresh bread 2 teaspoons Natures seasoning Mix beef and tomatoes. Pull bread into small pieces. Add to beef. Mix in Natures Seasonings. Put in 13 x 9- inch pan, formed into loaf. Bake at 350 degrees until brown, usually about 60 minutes.
Frankie Yankovic-blue Skirt Waltz
Funny Video
So I finally got rid of the Married man once and for all, it's really really hard but I'm going to stick with it and not give in. I just need to find a new play mate. :P
A Soft Rain
A soft rain, On a warm morning, During a walk, Is an invitation To refine those Memories That have faded since Childhood. Is it the falling of the Drops through the leaves That we hear? or Is that the movement of Peals of water rolling over the Once dry creek bed? I have thrown aside My umbrella… A quiet that is only Broken by the swish Of car tires as they Breathlessly swirl by, Rain flattens my Hair, running rivulets Of nature’s tears over My unshaven face. My dogs prance the Prance with what we foolishly Call a smile on their faces. That is obviously just Contentment! The rain is irrelevant To them. Poet
Mr.wiggles!! =d
If he asks you if you want to meet Mister Wiggles, say no: " Two more children have told police they were approached by a sinister man dressed as a clown, after several other such incidents were reported... Both incidents happened on Wednesday, police said. In one incident, a child reported being approached by a clown while waiting at a bus stop at Hyde Park Boulevard and Lake Park Avenue, in the Hyde Park neighborhood near Kenwood Academy."
My Journey...
well as some of u know ive been goin through some really tough times....and i was ready to JUMP OFF OF THE BRIDGE a very short time ago.... the only reason i didnt is cause of my 3 boys that mean the world to ive really thought bout life n the JOURNEY that i am on ... ive made a decision to continue my journey but in a new direction... i was headed down a bad path but i see the light in the right direction and im headed there now...i see all the negative around me n i dont want that to interfere with the positive steps im makin im only goin to focus on the GOOD THINGS in my life such as my kids for #1 and great family n friends that i have... a wise man once told me that ONLY I CAN GET TO WHERE I WANT TO BE!! n i believe that to be true for all of us!!!! so i am lookin forward to a new me a life life n a new destination on my journey!! hope every1 is havin a good day n thnx goes out to all my frinds ttyl :>)
The Midnight Meat Train
Auto 11's............
i has Auto 11's until 7 tomorrrow night........Hit me up please.......I usually dont pointwhore but since Monica the Great hooked me up rate her pics as well.........thanks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Jackie Walks
Bye, George!
Bye, George! While large corners of the world are busy celebrating Obama's presidential victory there will be some people feeling slightly deflated to see George Bush step down as US president. Over the past eight years Bush has provided us with endless amusement as a result of his faux pas or ‘Bushisms' as they've been dubbed. Here are twenty of our favourites. 20. "Those who enter the country illegally violate the law." - Nov. 28, 2005 19. "We don't believe in planners and deciders making the decisions on behalf of Americans." - Sept. 6, 2000 18. "If this were a dictatorship, it'd be a heck of a lot easier, just so long as I'm the dictator." - Dec. 19, 2000 17. "Well, I think if you say you're going to do something and don't do it, that's trustworthiness." - Aug. 30, 2000 16. "I think we agree, the past is over." - May 10, 2000 15. "I understand small business growth. I was one." - Feb. 19, 2000 14. "This foreign policy stuff is a little frustrat
im so confused right now. there are things goin on at work and im freakin out. as if times weren't as tough, my hours got cut in half. so of course i gotta find another job, but i have no clue where to start. its times like this i wish i had my own place. i've always wanted my own day care and if i had my own place, i could just have a day care in my home. it'd be the best. i wouldn't have to leave and i could take as many kids as i wanted. i gotta figure out how to make that a reality. cuz the more i think bout it the more i want it to happen. so here goes nothin. i really hope it'll happen. ttfn ~Lisa
Holy Sheets
Hi. :D That is all.
I Miss You Too. :d
Hey people! I've been busy living! Amazing, isn't it? :P I miss my chats with the few people who really tickled my intellectual and humor fancies alike on here. I'm busy focusing my energy on studying before I finish mentoring for my volunteer position. In addition to that, I've been hanging out with my best friend. Remember the guy I thought I was meant to be with? It turns out we're just meant to be friends. :) So I'm still single.... but still picky as heck and even more importantly.... I'm not ready for a romantic relationship. However, my latest MuMM leaves me a in a bit of a pickle? I still don't know what to do. I'm curious what all of you have been up to?????? Drop me a line and let me know what's up, buds. I miss you too! :) MUAHS to all y'all! :) In Love And Light, Meg aka 3G/Threegy
Look Here
Big Pimpin On The Loose!!!
**** BIG PIMPIN **** ** Owner Of All ** ☣Howey☠ Feltersnatch☣ ☣Howey☠ Feltersnatch☣ Oh Yeah..He's PiMpIn.. Let's Meet All Of Howey's Bad Azz Bitches.. Yes He Owns Them All.. Can We Say BIG PIMPIN.. Halo~Thief~Mels ~ Fu Wifey to SEXY HOWEY ♥ My owner Tricia!!! ~Tricia~Promoter@BadHabitz@ fubar Miss Kunt Mistress!!!
The Sack Lunches
I put my carry-on in the luggage compartment and sat down in my assigned seat. It was going to be a long flight. 'I'm glad I have a good book to read Perhaps I will get a short nap,' I thought. Just before take-off, a line of soldiers came down the aisle and filled all the vacant seats, totally surrounding me. I decided to start a conversation. 'Where are you headed?' I asked the soldier seated nearest to me. ' Chicago - to Great Lakes Base. We'll be there for two weeks for special training, and then we're being deployed to Iraq ' After flying for about an hour, an announcement was made that sack lunches were available for five dollars. It would be several hours before we reached Chicago , and I quickly decided a lunch would help pass the time. As I reached for my wallet, I overheard a soldier ask his buddy if he planned to buy lunch. 'No, that seems like a lot of money for just a sack lunch. Probably wouldn't be worth five bucks. I'll wait till we get to Chicago
Have you ever noticed that convicted criminals have more rights than you do? They have the right to not have to work for a living, to have cable tv, to get fed every mealtime, and so on to the point that they not only get free medical but if they need an organ transplant, they are put at the front of the waiting list. I have often wondered why this is allowed to happen! If we do not work, we do not get to eat and we do get free medical. Why is it that they, who have preyed upon society get everything handed to them. I have been told it is because it is inhumane to force them to work, but the laws of economics force us to work. That since we have locked them away, we are responsible for their well being; but why should we have to provide them with more than is needed to survive when we will not do this for members of our society that have not committed crimes. It seems to me that we do have the responsibility to provide just enough for them to survive and if they want more or better the
April And Amber And Courtney Updates .
The whole April thing is a long story so I can shorten it for you. David was not working that many days at the temp place so my parents let them move in here with us. Well after they moved in David just stopped going to work period. He would not go out and look for a job, he yelled at April and the baby all the time, and he was a jerk to everybody. Well one day David told April that she had to start taking her medicine again cause she had stopped taking it. David even admitted that the only reason why he wants her to take it was because when she was on it she would not yell at him. My mom told her that she did not need it and he started yelling at my mom. I looked at David and told him not to yell at my mom. He started getting in my face about it and it took my dad and brother to hold me back from him. So they got mad at moved to illionis to his moms house. Then after they move there April starts emailing my dad telling him that I'm pregnant. I told my dad that I would take a pregnancy
1st Entry - Finacial Crisis
For those of you who do not know, I am in the Real Estate Business. I am a Title insurance Underwriter/Closer. I was pushed into Law School by my parents and being that I do not like to Judge I chose Real Estate/Consumer Finance as my area of expertise. Once upon a time, My business was booming with sales/refinances. Now, it the declination of my business is devastating. I can almost everyones point of view being that I am the closer and deal with all parties involved on a transaction. One of My clients whom we like to call the Donald Trump of Kentucky lends his own money to people with poor credit and save them from foreclosure. I see their Titles and Credit Report and it saddens me to see people with families who has literally worked their ass off for what they have lose it because of GREED. I will quote a famous Proverb, " DO NOT BITE THE HANDS THAT FEEDS YOU" Would you rather eat from the rapists/abuser or would you rather fight for your rights and or your LIFE ? I also do seettl
I'm Yours
I'm yours My dress creates a silken puddle at my feet. My vulnerable flesh bared for your eager eyes. Using your eyes you caress my naked flesh. Your heated gazes makes me want to run and hide. Frozen in place I tremble in anticipation and fear. My heart beats like the wings of a bird trying to escape it's cage. As you draw near I become drunken on your scent. It is intoxicating making me weak in the knees. I fall trembling into your strong embrace. I feel the warmth of your breath against my cheek. I turn my head to meet your hungry mouth. As greedy hands roam my burning flesh. A moan burst forth from my kiss swollen lips. I can no longer resist you as your lower me to the softened bed below. My head spins and I can not think as you slip between my silken legs. I cry out against your devouring mouth as you take me in one thrust of your hips. Burying yourself deep inside me branding me as yours. I writhe in pleasure as you claim me
Ive Done It Now
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Us Diluted Loan Rules Before Crash
AP IMPACT: US diluted loan rules before crash By MATT APUZZO – 1 day ago WASHINGTON (AP) — The Bush administration backed off proposed crackdowns on no-money-down, interest-only mortgages years before the economy collapsed, buckling to pressure from some of the same banks that have now failed. It ignored remarkably prescient warnings that foretold the financial meltdown, according to an Associated Press review of regulatory documents. "Expect fallout, expect foreclosures, expect horror stories," California mortgage lender Paris Welch wrote to U.S. regulators in January 2006, about one year before the housing implosion cost her a job. Bowing to aggressive lobbying — along with assurances from banks that the troubled mortgages were OK — regulators delayed action for nearly one year. By the time new rules were released late in 2006, the toughest of the proposed provisions were gone and the meltdown was under way. "These mortgages have been considered more safe and sound for
The Right Time
i aint seen the sun in days the weather is the pits ........i miss those clear mtn mornings sometimes.contention is in me this morning and it feels great i cant get my mind off of her wowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.............huh...........i seen it like this b4 but its really been along time so i really dont know how to feel about it but its kinda nice am off the weekend so i'll leave work out......i guess i am in all weekend so i'll be around here.........
Fu Needs To Level
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For My Husband
Read from bottom up: ->joe: yea bud, I got an entire folder of pussy pics. have at it. {my pussy pics are pics of my cats} joe: yes i do ->joe: respect much? ->joe: r u kidding me? joe: cool i bet u have anice one to hmmmmm ->joe: it was the birth of my granddaughter ->joe: ummm that is my daughter ur talkin about joe: yes nice pussy to mmmm ->joe: pretty graphic ->joe: I know, the childbirth ones joe: iam good was lookin at your pics ->joe: dont faint! lol ->joe: you? ->joe: fine joe: how r u? ->joe: ty joe: nice pics wow just wow
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Mistletoe Mommy
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What Is Your Life Path Number?
Your Life Path Number is 6 Your purpose in life is to help others You are very compassionate, and you offer comfort to those around you. It pains you to see other people hurting, and you do all in your power to help them. You take on responsibility, and don't mind personal sacrifice. You are the ultimate giver. In love, you offer warmth and protection to your partner. You often give too much of yourself, and you rarely put your own needs first. Emotions tend to rule your decisions too much, especially when it comes to love. And while taking care of people is great, make sure to give them room to grow on their own.What Is Your Life Path Number?
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Bullet In My Mind
Bullet in my mind, chaos intertwined; running out of time I AM LOST Renegade angels watching my back. Emotions changing so fast that I'm losing track. No way to run from this, no way to hide; from the cesspool of feelings, fouling me up inside. How can I trust? Who can I reach? I'm a one woman island, stranded, on a one man beach. I used to find joy, from the simple things in life. But now I'm fending off confusing, draining strife. I cannot summon words, They are trapped inside my mind. I'm an unsolved mystery, turning heart blind. It does no good to run, no matter what I do. No matter how far I go, THERE'S NO ESCAPE FROM YOU!
This is my first blog entry here at Fubar - the sun is just now dawning over the hills - the sun looks like an egg sunny-side up - the bold blue sky is calling the birds to take flight. the waking spirit yearning for peace and all those dreams just out of reach - will I find them in the eyes of another - in the harmony of nature - within my self - the journey begins. I seek not words that are empty of purpose, nor those that bring no harvest, nor would I capture the wind in my grasp, but free it shall be. To wonder the mystery of eternity.
Top Ten Incredibly Memorable Life Moments
*warning* not in chronological order 1. The first cry my child ever wailed. The operating room was tense and sort of chaotic. My labor had been rough…filled with complications from the start. 13 hours later with my blood pressure going sky high, the doc decides he has no choice but emergency c-section. My heart rate climbs increasingly reaching dramatic levels…near cardiac arrest levels I was later told. They—everyone in the room—were quite concerned about my well being. I was pretty out of it, but finally the pain had subsided…you can still feel the pressure and the pulling when they cut through the layers and begin to free the baby, but it’s numb. Pain free, but still awkward…then the pain in my chest started. I told someone…they hit panic mode and just as I was about to get a shot of Inderal to slow my heart rate, I felt a release of pressure and heard that wail---the most beautiful sound I have heard to date. I didn’t need the shot after I heard his cry....and after that,
Special Thanks To "squirter K"...
*****PLEASE RATE THIS BLOG, THANK YOU!! My comments on this: First of all, I will just say I don't agree with all of it completely...I made comments on a few things below. Every woman is different...Oral is not a major factor for some women in getting them to ejaculate, for some it is... This guy claims some women pass out...I've yet to see that or do that. However, I've heard of cases of severe dehydration after, so perhaps it's something like that....Now getting very weak, yes that's very possible and likely...shaky, quivery...that all is likely. Personally, I get shaky, but I tend to just want more and more g spot stimulation... I do agree that every woman (*probably, it isn't something that has been researched enough to be really fully proven) has a g-spot, but they are less prominent in some women and vary in size. He says there will be a lot of liquid...that isn't always the case, some days you are simply less hydrated than others. The distance also varies gr
We owe you ladies an apology for abandoning you over the holidays...The end of 2008 was quite hectic and with 5 kids here it was very stressful...But this is no excuse...We will be setting up for the next contest and any of you who wish to be in it please email us...the prize is yet to be determined and depends on how many want in...We were thinking a blast this time...and maybe the artwork contest we all talked about...So email us and let us know who is still alive and kicking in 2009 and who wants in this contest...Hugz and Luvz to all of you...we hope your new year was wonderful and please know that we plan for 2009 to be a successful one for the VIPER girls!!! Scarlet & Toad
Why Is It??
Why is it so hard to keep a promise?? I won't say any names or what the promise was that was broken, but I will say it hurts for that promise to be broken!!!! I think that if a person promises not to do something ever again then that person should stay to his/her word. This person knows how it makes me feel when this is done but yet continues to do this act. Am I over reacting? NO, I don't think I am. Am I being childish, NO I am not. Not only is the act still being done but the act of lieing too. I am at the end of my rope with this and don't know what to do, I am sick of it. I guess I can do the same act but what for? That doesn't make it right, you know the saying, "Two wrongs don't make a right"! I really don't have anyone that I can go to with this and talk about it so that is why I am venting here. Thanks for lending your ears to who ever reads this.
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Just A Little Note Plz Read!!
I have a lot of things going on right now. SO if I am not on it is for a reason like work or illness or takin care of the kids & my husband. I want to thank you all for rating my pics and so on. All I ask is that you be nice. When I start getting messages in my shoutbox about your dirty thoughts it does nothing to me since I am happily married. SO please don't message me about what you want to do to me. I don't mind talkin or even getting compliments there, I just don't want to hear what you want to do to me or askin me if I have yahoo or msn if I barely know you. If you are a friend then act like one. I hope you all can understand. As for my pics you can leave whatever type of comments you want there, after all that is what they are there for. Thanks for listening.
I just want to thank everyone who rated my stuff and helped me level. :D Special thanks to Violets for giving me the auto 11s in the first place. :D All you guys that helped out made me sticky down below :P
..and We Complain
You stay up for 16 hours. He stays up for days on end. * You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes weeks without running water. * You complain of a 'headache' and call in sick. He gets shot at as other are hit,and keeps moving forward. * You talk trash about your buddies that aren't with you. He knows he may never see any of his ever again. * You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his forehead. * You get mad at the waiter for getting your order wrong. He doesn't get to eat today. * Your mad that your class got held 5 minutes over. He's told he will be held over an extra 2 months. * You roll your eyes when your baby cries. He gets a letter with pictures of his new baby, and wonders if they'll ever meet. *** If you dont forward this, you wont die, your mom wont die, nothing bad will happen to you, we will just see how conceited you really are. Just forward if you are supporting the troops!
took my love and I took it down I climbed a mountain and I turned around And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills The Landslide brought it down Oh mirror in the sky, what is love? Can the child within my heart rise above? Can I sail through the changing ocean tides Can I handle the seasons of my life? Mmm mmm I don’t know Mmm mmm Well I’ve been ‘fraid of changing ‘cause I Built my life around you But time makes you bolder Children get older, I’m getting older too Soo I’ve been ‘fraid of changing ‘cause I I built my life around you But time makes you bolder, children get older I’m getting older too I’m getting older too Soo take this love, take it down Ohh if you climb a mountain and you turn around If you see my reflection in the snow covered hills Well the landslide will bring it down, down And if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills, Well maybe, the landslide will bring it down W
Justin's Profile For Mizzou
Justin Britt, 6-foot-6 270 pound OL University of Missouri bio. ... Feb 5, 2009 A self-described lifelong Mizzou fan who is an athletic lineman with a frame that projects very well at the college level ... Played on both sides of the line of scrimmage for Lebanon High School, and starred on offense at left tackle ... Is ranked as the No. 19 overall prospect (any position) in Missouri, according to, and is ranked by as the No. 86 offensive tackle prospect in the nation ... touts him as having good mobility and foot agility and a large wing span which helps in pass protection ... Was a 1st-Team All-State pick in 2008 as an offensive lineman, as well as taking home 1st-Team All-District and All-Conference honors ... Starred at left tackle for a high-powered offense that racked up nearly 5,200 yards of total offense and threw for nearly 3,300 yards ... Allowed only one sack in 2008 in 434 pass attempts ... His team was regional champs i
500 Greatest Rock Instrumentals
1. Green Onions - Booker T & The MGs 2. Honky Tonk - Bill Doggett 3. Walk Don't Run - The Ventures 4. Frankenstein - Edgar Winter 5. Pipeline - The Chantays 6. Rumble - Link Wray 7. Wipe Out - The Surfaris 8. Jessica - Allman Brothers Band 9. Night Train - Jimmy Forest 10. Misirlou - Dick Dale 11. Sleepwalk - Santo and Johnny 12. Rebel Rouser - Duane Eddy 13. TSOP (The Sound Of Philadelphia) - MFSB 14. Eruption - Van Halen 15. Tequila - Champs 16. Time Is Tight - Booker T & The MGs 17. Cissy Strut - The Meters 18. Soul Twist - King Curtis 19. Memphis - Lonnie Mack 20. Apache - The Shadows 21. La Villa Strangiato - Rush 22. The Deacon's Hop - Big Jay McNeely 23. Space Guitar - Johnny "Guitar" Watson 24. Last Night - Mar Keys 25. Wild Weekend - The Rockin' Rebels 26. Maggot Brain - Funkadelic 27. Rockit - Herbie Hancock 28. Raunchy - Bill Justis 29. Hip Hug-Her - Booker T & The MGs 30. Surfing With The Alien - Joe Satriani 31. Let's Go Trippi
Fuck The World
Have a pretty shitty day, month come to think of it so I just thought I would share how I feel. FUCK THE WORLD AND EVERY FUCKING PERSON IN IT! Thank you and have a nice day.
Blind Faith Awesome Tune
It's True
Suffering from memory lose is very true. It can happen at a moment's notice. I'm experiencing it first hand. I'm not enjoying it because some people i don't remember and other's i'm starting to remember. Talking to people that knew me has helped me but I'm still trying to remember. With the help of my friends it's going to work. I may not have alot of them, but with the one's i have that know me it's going to help me. I'm glad to have friends like them. But i'm not sure on how long it will take to remember everything. I'm Hoping that with the help of everyone i talk to it will come back soon. But if i don't remember you off hand it's just that i don't remember. You will just have to help me remember. That's all i have ta say but if you are a friend maybe you can help.
Article #2
When I was 16 I learned what true stupidity was. I was in high school and I heard a fellow classmate talk bad about a friend of mine all because said friend was black. I thought to myself “Egads…how dumb do you have to be to hate someone based only on skin color?” So I did the most rational thing I could do…I tapped the guy on the shoulder and when he turned around I punched him in the mouth and ended up with a 7 day suspension. Granted I looked like the asshole but then again I wasn’t the one singing “All I want for Christmas is my two front teeth” either. Fast forward 13 years and I find myself in a very similar position. I hear this loud mouthpiece talking bad about gays and relating homosexuality to bestiality and my first instinct is to tap this oxygen thief on the shoulder and knock him into next week. This is a man who claims that in the Bible…in the Book of Leviticus…it states that God hates homosexuals. Where do I begin? First off Pastor Rick Warren is right. It does state
Love; As I See It
Love, as defined by wikipedia-- "is a constellation of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection or profound oneness. The meaning of love varies relative to context. Romantic love is seen as an ineffable feeling of intense attraction shared in passionate or intimate attraction and intimate interpersonal and sexual relationships. Love can also be construed as Platonic love, religious love, familial love, and, more casually, great affection for anything considered strongly pleasurable, desirable, or preferred, to include activities and foods. This diverse range of meanings in the singular word love is often contrasted with the plurality of Greek words for love, reflecting the concept's depth, versatility, and complexity." As I am writing this, I have not looked up the definition to love just yet; as I am wasting time on the airplane; drinking chardonnay in First Class, writing my thoughts into blogs again. But I am almost pretty sure that my own thoughts on the “
My Heart Poems
My Heart My heart can hardly wait to see and feel my loving mate. It aches with sorrow that I need to hope on our star. I wish that you will be in our tower waiting for me with a single flower. It sings with gladness that there will be no sadness. My greatest wish and hopes is that I can feel all your kisses just like on the soaps. My Heart2 My heart burst when you are near for reasons that are all unclear. You are like a soft teddy bear who can hold all my cares. The day my world wouldnt turn blue was when I knew my dreams came true.
Can I Get Some Help Plz ....
Can I Ask You This
was it worth it humm youll know in the morning
Tag.. You're It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I co-owned a tattoo shop for several years. 2. My hair takes a stupid amount of time to fix. 3. I hate it when people don't was their hands after going to the bathroom.. I have even asked someone when they are exiting.. are you really not gonna wash your hands? 4. I can tie a cherry stem in a double knot. 5. I am in sales and marketing. 6. My record has never been beaten on the beer bong. 7. I have a huge collection of hats. 8. I am a huge movie buff, and use random, obscure quotes that no one recognizes. 9. I placed 3rd in my fantasy football league this year.. whipped the boy's asses. 10. I am v
Which Way...
Sometimes I wonder where life is headed... which way will it be, which way will I choose... Will it be an uphill ride, slow and steady, just right and smooth... Or will it be a downward spiral, fast and rugged... which way will it be, which way will I choose... Will I find someone who suits me, with the same passions, the same zest... Or will he be so different, so unique, so unknown... which way will it be, which way will I choose. One day I may know, One day I may not... Which way... Which way I'll wonder not...
My Heart
My heart is tearing. Why does it have to be hurting so bad? Why cant we just patch things up and love each other again? There once was a time when you put a smile on my face now theres a tear in my eye. My heart feels like its all over the floor. I dont like feeling like this. I miss the joy you brought into my life. I couldnt stop thinking about you all the wonderful times we was having together. Now I cant stop thinking about you. I cant stop wishing we could get those wonderful times back. I really thought you was the one. I really thought my search was finally over. I didnt realise my search would find me alone and a heart fallen to pieces. I didnt know love until you came into my life. I lived when you loved me I died when I lost you. For the past 3 days my eye got raw from me wripping the tear away from being so tired. Now my face is soaked with tears of heart ache and pain. I will forever love you. My heart will forever hurt by the loss of you and the love we shared. Oh how I wo
Not A Unique Story
A life altering event happened to me recently. While I am staying strong, coping, and facing life, essential I am crushed, and on the verge of death. As my title implies, this story is not unique in any way. It's your typical story of boy meets girl, they fall in love, girl leaves boy. Anyways, I will just start from the beginning.As most of you know, I was married, had 2 wonderful children, then divorced in the most horrible way. In fact, ALL of my actual relationships ended in the most horrible ways. What most of you don't know is, while I may be wild and rowdy, and do lots of things to many different women, what I want most is to settle down, and have your normal 2.5 kids white picket fence house with a dog. Yet the women I always seem to end up with are the wild crazy, party your ass off whores. So between that, growing up fat with a face full of zits, not having a father in my life, and having a mad woman for a mother, I have made some really bad choices. Also with that, I have gr
Talk About Amazing!
12 years old!
Conversation In A Bar
It's been a few years since I've stopped somewhere long enough, to consider it, and take up residence. You may think that it's lonely, or perhaps adventureous to live this way; following wherever the road takes me. It isn't, really. Adventuresome. Excitement wasn't what drove me to this wanderin'. If I wanted excitement, I would have stayed in the place of my birth. It's safer on the road. No sober person turns against you, challenges you, if it's clear your just passin' thru. My kind is not reflected on well, not in this world. Suspicion has leached it's way into the soul of society; suspicion against any free thinkin' individual who is not "normal"; not "human". So, now you ask of lonliness. Why should you care? You have your home to return to, your family & friends to distract you...your a "respectable" person. No one out there to accuse you of bein' of "diminished character"...void of the idea of in-compassion. Should you even possess a fraction of these qualties, no one w
9 Words Women Use
(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for yo
I might be visiting a friend in the Boston area for a weekend in April. He's fairly new to the area, having moved up from New Orleans over the winter. I haven't been to Boston since I was 16. One night we'll be going to a concert, but I'll have a few hours available Friday night, Saturday, and most of Sunday. Does anyone have any ideas on what there is to do there? Thanks!
Taking Chance (a Little Sappy)
I quite literally just finished watching this Kevin Bacon movie. It made me cry. I am very much anti-war.. but not anti-military like some people have tried to make anti-war out to mean. I am a military brat. My daddy was Air Force, step-father was Marine. My uncles and cousins and father-in-law are all military. My Aunt was military. My Grand-Father was Army Air Corp. "Taking Chance" is about a military escort named Lt. Col. Michael Strobl who volunteered to escort the body of Private First Class Chance Russell Phelps home to be buried. The movie shows how much care is taken to be sure that our fallen brothers, sisters, fathers, and mothers return home, even after death. The movie is touching. The movie is about a real man. A man who died when he was 19 years old. A man, who if he was living today, would be two months YOUNGER than me. Remember that even if you are anti-war, please, honor your brothers, sister, fathers, and mothers. Be sure to thank our troops and show
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Onion Rings - My Way
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Shes got eye of the pinkey. It swells up in the night. She gets up in the morning. Looking like shes been in a fight. Cause shes got eye...of the pinkey. Puts on her make up. Fast as she can. Slips her mind. Where that wands been. To many friends. To many places. Its been around. Touched all of their faces.
Health Update
So as some of you already know I just spent the last two days in the hospital with chest pains. Yes, I am okay. My heart is very healthy and the doctors said my blood work is a very boring normal. I sprained/strained a chest muscle and have the beginings of an acid reflux disorder. I am on a stomach med for the next few weeks until I follow up with my regular doctor. I have a feeling I will be on it for life since my arthritis meds are not coated and can cause ulcers and some reflux disorders. So I am doing pretty well except for being exhausted from four hours of testing this morning. I also feel like a sticky pin cushion thanks to all the heart monitor sticky things and have a ton of blood taken every few hours. Thank you to all for your get well wishes, prayers, and for just being there. And just some advice in general if you don't feel well don't try to tough things out...go to the damn doctor! love ya, Trish ------------------------------------------------- got my prescription tod
The Gilligan's Island Sins Detailed
Some people have it in their heads that Gilligan's Island was represenative of the Seven Deadly Sins (I'm one of them) but people have different interpetations of who represents what. For people who know me in the Realworld, they have heard what I am about to type, but for all of you in the Fu-World, here's my who's who of the Seven Deadly Sins and why. 1)Pride (The Professor) - For a guy who can recharge batteries with sea water, make a muscle-powered washing machine and even radiation suits, he sure couldn't build a boat or anything else to get them off the island. It seems to me that he has a little too much Pride in his intelligence. 2)Greed (Mr. Howell) - Quite obviously the easiest pick. Money rules his world. He was going to swim back when he thought he was going to lose his fortune. On an island where surviving is more valuable than paper, he still put cash as his priority. He's Greed personified. 3)Lust (Ginger) - Another Obvious pick, but due to the censors you have
Self Worth
in life we seek the attention and love of others in the light they see us in so do we see ourselves people have began to be busy and ignore as well am sad and hurting i had no self esteem from the start and from here recently it has only gone down and it appears more and more that no one cares how they make people feel even an i am busy right now is better than completely ignoring someone i am thinking that i give a week those who care about me either will reply in shoutbox or ask for my yim and if i gt enough shouts i'll stay otherwise i am going to yim and finding another aquaintance site cause this is bruising and cutting me badly i love my friends on here but those who never talk to me they bruise me so i'll leave it to the Higher One( s ) to those of my friends who read this too late i will check back in a week and at that time i will prive message you my yim
Beautiful Lady Needs A Worthy Man
Hello, Ladies and Gentlemen! Ladies, please read, because you may know a gentleman who could fill this request. Gentlemen, I am hoping that I can find a good man, who is worthy of meeting my wonderful friend. She is: * 37 years old * lives in the Manchester, NH area * mother of 2 children * African-American * 5' 4 1/2" * breast cancer survivor (so she's a strong woman) She prefers a man who is: * at least 35 years old * over 6' tall * average to fit build * African-American If you think you are or know a man who would be interested, let me know. Those interested will get contact info, if they are true and sincere.
Just in case anyone is wondering I haven't been feeling well, have been busy lately in real life and will get to everything when I have a chance to. Thanks everyone for your understanding.
Naughty Bullie
Blameful Love
Blameful Love   God is Love, So why do some say that Love hates us?? Is it because of the impatientness of God's work within out lives? It it because we only want what we think is best for out lives? Is it because we fear Love?? Is it not just the fear of love, but the fear to be in love again,without the one we love hurting us again. Why, Why, Why, do we think love hates us when it may have been possible that love was never ever show to be hated. It was our mistakes of having Lust and Love in our hands, which gives us the rightful or wrongful us of our plans....   Felicia Carol Shepard
*give Till It Hurts.....
Summary... Current mood:  blah Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes *Give till it hurts....If you want to keep getting Addresses, start giving stuff away. Since youcan't send a toaster through the Mail, give them something far more valuable--and far more affordable to you-- Information/Service or expert advice. It has beensaid that you can get rich with an E-mail list of just 1,000 people! So get goingon new ways to capture and keep E-mail addresses, and always make sure thatthey know your sign-up link!*Drip, Drip, Drip...You'll want to have a series of newsletters already set-up so they can be "Dripped"on your prospects on a regular basis. send a message daily, every other day, or onwhatever schedule suits you best. BUT MAKE CONTACT AT LEAST EVERY 7 DAYS!*Contact the right person...A message left on voice mail is almost always a waste of time, and therefore a waste of money.Harnassing the power of E-mail marketing given the intenet problems with traditional marketingtechniques. It's importa
Fubar Friends
Okay u know what i am sick and tired of......?is that most people on here r all about the points instead of making friends and actually talking to them so they can get to know them..
Rogerlee's Easter Rate-a-thon :)
My favorite FU is hosting a Rate-A-Thon this week. Check it out and show him some LOVE!Brought to you by RogerLee         Have I mentioned that I HATE the new blog editor??
Bada Bing Dj Schedule 4-13 To 4-19
Hey everyone - Hope you all had a Beautiful Easter Holiday! Here is this week's Schedule - Its a little off this week because 2 DJs have special things happening in RL - lol -  and our special live show is on Saturday - So let me know if you have any questions or need any changes and hope you all have a great week. Thanks for your love and support of Bada Bing!   Much Love, Queeny   Bada Bing DJ Schedule 4/6/09 – 4/12/09   Monday Bounty  6pm – 9:00pm EST  (80s 4play)   QUEENY  9pm – 12am EST  (80s show)   PET  12am – 3am ++EST   (Darth No DJing)     TUESDAY – QUEENY- 6pm -9pm EST (poss 70s set)   BOUNTY- 9pm – 12amEST  (megamix)   PET -  12am – 3:00+ EST   (Darth NO DJING)     WE
Spring First One!
Ok...I'm gonna try this again! I'm in my first ever auction!!! YAY! So go check it out and rate my pic and place a bid on me if you want!! xoxoxo Ginger :) (just click the link, cus the button thing doesn't want to work for me for some reason!!!)
Origami Salutes
  I think just to be a little different I'm going to make origami salutes for everyone that wants one.  If you really want, and trust me not to sell your address to telemarkers, I'll even mail you the origami with your name on it.   So let me know if you want one, depending on how many people ask, it might take me a bit to get them all done.   Here's a few to pick from, or if you want something else let me know and I'll see what I can come up with.   Oh and if you want a certain color I'll see if I have the paper for it.     Lily Lotus Flower Dragon Goldfish Swan Crane Heart Heart w wings   Oh and I can make an elephant out of a dollar bill, but I'm not sending you the dollar bill dammit!    
Alizemartines On Fubar?
Meet ALIZEMARTINES She's not on fubar and her name is not shannon. She had a myspace and a cpixel profile but both profiles are now deleted. Now Meet Shannon aka ThatsMissGoddessToYou!!! Profile link:
~little Dick2...jealous Fella~ we go again.....just finished a bomb and was talking with friends here...when out of nowhere comes a little dick and buys one of my 'fu-owned' friends....she is new to me but has sincere and kind words on her page....well, silly guido thinks this is a fun site and we all try to raise the fu-value of those we 'own' as fun and games..... Next this dude starts to 'fu-kill' my worries...I have many friends that help out there. Now here comes my problem and what I have issue with....he starts hitting my good friend's shout box and telling them stupid shit about me 'leaving his girl friend alone'.....trouble is...she is sending me messages on how happy she is that I fu-own here.....weird huh. It gets better.....he tells my friend that I will 'go broke' and he has enough power as an Evil Oracle to keep killing my fubuzz....(whoop te doo). My friend counters with she has enough power to keep shitfacing me.....Now, I don't care if some asshat doesn't like me or says
My son is doing a fundraiser and we want your donation! Plz help for this great cause(March of Dimes),donations can be made via PayPal to the account Nothing is to small,thank you in advance.
Words Of A Submissive....
Words of a submissive... I am a submissive woman. I find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being submissive/slave to another in a loving relationship. I am not weak, or stupid. I am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what I want out of my life. I do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength. I look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never am I more complete than when he is with me. I know that he will protect my body, my mind, and my soul with his strength and wisdom. He is everything to me, as I am everything to him. His touch awakens me and his thoughts free me. Only in serving him do I find complete freedom and joy. His punishments are harsh, but I accept them thankfully, knowing that he has my bests interests always foremost in his mind. If he desires my body for pleasure, I shall joyfully give it to him, and take pleasure myself from knowing that I have brought him happiness. However, the pleasure of the flesh i
Support those who protect our country & in our community they fight for us everyday to keep us safe. we call them out for duty over seas they go some make it home some don't. we call them in the middle of the night when we have a prowler in our yard. they come to us when there is a fire so we don't lose our home. these men and women is our friends co-workers but most of there our FAMLIY. I am very proud to be part of there FAMILY
Family Issues
Hello everyone, Ive been dealing with a lot of issues with my granddaughter. Looks like the move to Texas will be soon so I can take of her. I want to thank everyone who has stopped by and left comments and drinks. Hope to be back on in full force soon.
Random Blog 5-1-09
Random thoughts for 5-1-09   - I see a problem with Cleveland sports fans. They will back the Browns and the Indians (who have not won anything of any note for 40 plus years) but they have a team on the verge of a Championship and it is met with a yawn. I see this team kicking ass in the playoffs and I see very view Cavs hats, or T-shirts. In fact the other day as I was sitting with my boss at a restaurant manager ask me if I worked for the Cavs because I was wearing my Cavs hat (also the waitress ask my boss if he was a "janitor" because of his keys). I want the Browns to be good, great even, I really don't care about the Indians who now play in "Epic Failure Field" or something. I would love to see a Cleveland team win something, which is why I where a Cavs hat in support. It does not seam like Cleveland's mainstream sports fans care though. Hmmmmmmmm.   - As a haunted house actor, I wish some people in the group I act with would just look at the big picture. Member standing in t
Losing A Friend
I never really felt moved to write a blog before, but my experiences of the past week have left me reeling and sad.  It makes me question whether or not it is ever safe to call someone met on Fubar a friend... and, if it is, at what point do you do so? You see, what happened is that I have found someone special and am very vocal about it... not overly so, but as one might expect from someone who is excited that she has met someone as wonderful as I have.  My version of "shouting from the mountain tops" was in "shouting from my status message."  Most of my Fu-friends were simply happy for me... or at least feigned such.  My special man loved the gesture. However, one of my Fu-friends decided to contact me in YIM voicing his disapproval of my revealing my feelings for my special man... saying I was "being high school."  I asked him to elaborate and he would not. The following day, he used YIM to give me a hard time about it.  I was beginning to understand that he thought I should hide
Need A Vip!!
hey fam&friends,ive been back 2days now after my 3months off the net and could really use a vip so i can add more pics and stuff.if anyone could sell me one or knows someone interested in a trade for fu-$$ can you pass the word around?i would be so greatfull:D thx
My Attitude Adjustment
working on the rest of this message and will post later
Healthy Poo 3rd Try
How healthy is your poo?    
u come to me with scars on ur wrist u tell me this will be the last night feeling like thisjust came by to say goodbye i didnt want u to see me cry i am finebut i know its alrightthis is the last night to spend alone look me in my eyes so i know u know i am everywheres u want me to be this is the last night u spend alone wrap u in my arms and i wont let go i am everything u need me to beur parents say everything is ur fault but they dont know u like i know u they dont know u al alli am so sick when they say its just a vase u'll be ok ur finebut i know its alreghtthis is the last night to spend alone look me in my eyes so i know u know i am everywheres u want me to be this is the last night u spend alone wrap u in my arms and i wont let go i am everything u need me to belast night away from methe night is so long when everything is wrong and u give me ur hand i will help u hold ontonighttonightthis is the last night to spend alone look me in my eyes so i know u know i am everywheres u w
A Touching Story
Very touching beautiful it has to be shared....A farmer had some puppies he needed to sell. He painted a sign advertising the 4 pups and set about nailing it to a post on the edge of his yard. As he was driving the last nail into the post, he felt a tug on his overalls. He looked down into the eyes o f little boy. "Mister," he said, "I want to buy one of your puppies." "Well," said the farmer, as he rubbed the sweat off the back of his neck, "These puppies come from fine parents and cost a good deal of money." The boy dropped his head for a moment. Then reaching deep into his pocket, he pulled out a handful of change and held it up to the farmer. "I've got thirty-nine cents. Is that enough to take a look?" "Sure," said the farmer. And with that he let out a whistle. "Here, Dolly!" he called. Out from the doghouse and down the ramp ran Dolly followed by four little balls of fur. The little boy pressed his face against the chain link fence. His eyes danced with de
If people don't like me..... then why do they keep tabs on me? lol   Just can't get enough of me ehh?
Im going to die , your going to die everyone you ever met is goin to die its a fact so stop worrying about it Unless you have ben dead for any extended amount of time came back to life and dug yoruself out of the ground showered and ( hopefully ) put on clothes and know for a fact what is in the great hearafter your never going to know so why waste time worring about something you know nothing about stop pondering what you should do with your life and do it Love like you have never loved everyone and everything at all times
Wedding Inviations To All
The Palace would like to take a moment to invite each and all to it's first Virtual Marriage. In the past I've been told there have been many marriages held in many of the 1000's of Palaces, but this will be The Cantina's first. I think you will find it about as real as it can be, with out being real. The staff has worked hard to make this a wonderful experience for the couple being married. Wildfire the goddess at The Cantian and Ghostrider will be saying their vows to each on Saturday May 23, 2009. With love and affection for all family, friends and visitors to The Cantian we wish to invite you to join us in wishing them a happy and fulfilling lifetime of love. Event : Wedding Date : May 23. 2009 Time : 2pm PST 3pm CST 4pm MST 5pm EST Location: The Cantina  ( If you have never downloaded palace and need help please contact one of the members of the forum and any will be glad to help you get here. For those of you that will be seeing this on a site like
Response To 'drama And Shit'
I'm shocked, that you'd tell boldface lies - no wait, no I'm not. Telling me how you could never be with him because of his teeth, how you'd never be able to look at his bald spot, and gagging when I showed you his salute to LaLa... but go ahead, deny it, idgaf. It just proves to me who you really are, nothing more than a user and a fake. I was good enough when you weren't online, to talk to till 3am, to cry to when your Mom was sick, but you get back online and you're a different person. Sickening.   Here, just for you:   1. I didn't say he was bald, fat, toothless, or gross. You gagged at his salute to LaLa. I have the screenshot if you'd like it. You said you could never be with him because of his bald spot and the fact that he barely has any teeth, which you noticed looking at one of his pics closely, you even mentioned the pic, but I don't remember which it was. That was on the phone, so I can't screenshot that. :|   2. I never said I believed any of the stuff that was goin
Narrow Minded Fools
There is a certain kind of moron here on this site..its the one who knows they are attractive and uses that to prey on those who appear.."plain" for their plain-ness implies they are lonely. They try to get those users to "bling" them for levels and fubucks and never care to try and really be their friend. Those Vapid Fools should learn that if they really tried to be someones friend they might actually get what they are looking for without the manipulation and make a friend in the process.
Chosing A Wife
A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money.The first does a total makeover. She goes to a20fancy beauty salon, gets her hair done, new makeup; buys several new outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more attractive for him because she loves him so much.The man was impressed.The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much.Again, the man is impressed.The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5,000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him that she wants to save for their future because she loves him so much.Obv
Mark My Words.
...boy meets girl, girl likes boy. boy is seemingly perfect.. boy likes the "idea" of a girl like girl.. & typically promises not to dip out on her, but when it comes down to it, boy cant handle it, girl's "too real" for him...(get it?! yeahhh, me neither.)'d think guys want girls who dont over dramatize things or girls that arent controlling, judgmental and are understanding and capable of handling their emotions other than negatively to anyone other then themselves.. (right?! dude!!)  it's obvious, some guys apparently like being reminded how much of a piece of shit they are on a daily basis, they need to be "mommied" or questioned everytime they do anything so much as take a shit in their own fucken house... what, are you fucken four? (still dont get it?! go figure.) they apparently like being thrown the "pity card" frm their piece of shit ex girlfriends who cant even take care of themselves, let alone their own fucken children, yet have the audacity to dictate how and
Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground?
About Wats Going On
ok so here it is it has been a few weeks im sick not from a cold im sick from stress not sleepin and i have lost 10 lbs  cuz i havent been eatin my fingers are swelling on me idk y but it hurts like a b... when it does i am gettin a total of 4 hours of sleep at night 5 if lucky my hair is not as strong as it use to be its gettin weak im stressed out cuz my home life i cant wait to get out one day but it wont be anytime soon so it looks like i will be stuck here on this bed talkin to everyone from it love ya guys u rock :P
Does True Love Truly Exist?
Awww... the beauty of LOVE.... but TRUE LOVE? hummm... True Love must exist somewhere in this world... cause ART imitates LIFE... is not that what they teach you?  If art imitates life then those who paint it, write it, sing it & seek it know it must be out there somewhere or why would they waste the time in such an endeavor?  Just to make poor sad souls seek an unattainable dream? No, I do not think this is the truth.  All Dreams CAN come true... it is fundamentally part of our nature to fulfill all our dreams... and hopes... and wishes... and needs... and wants. NOW... I am not saying that all hopes & dreams DO come true mind you, but the potential in fulfilling them IS very REAL.  BUT they (yes the imfamous & unnameable THEY) also say that IF you seek something then u do nothing more than to push it further away from you.  I disagree... How can one FIND anything if you DONT look for it? I am a romantic at Hearte... Can't help that... Can't help wanting what is probably the most
Lol Well That Explains
LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22) Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.
I Don't Get It
Can someone explain what the blah blah owns you means? ive been away for some time and just got all these messages saying all these different ppl own me
Nothing Left At All
"Nothing Left At All"It's so ugly inside hereI'm trapped hereI cannot leave this placeEverything is all changing and fadingAnd i want to escapeBut just when i thought i'd found a way outI fall right on my faceSo don't wait too lateTo see that they take til there's nothingNothing left at allWe live to give ourselves awayBut they take til there's nothing left at allIs there anyone out thereTo hear meHear me crying outCause i need someone to show meThe reality of what i've got to faceBut just when i finally start to wake upI find out it's too lateWhy can't they hear usWhy can't they seeCause we're crying out for somethingSomething to believeDon't wait too late to see that we're fighting for somethingSomething that's already goneToday i gave myself awayAnd i'm left here with nothingNothing left at all
Soul Shine (beth Hart) Awsome!!
Album: 37 DaysWhen you cant find the lightThat guides you through a cloudy dayWhen the stars aint shinin' brightYou feel like you've lost youre wayWhen the candle lights of homeBurn so very far awayWell you got to let your Soul shineJust like my mamma used to sayShe used to say soul shineIt's better than sunshineIt's better than moonshineDamn sure better than rainAnd if the people don't mindWe all get this way sometimesYou got to let your soul shineShine to the break of dayGrowing up I thought that I had it madeI could make it on my ownBut life can take the strongest manMake him feel so aloneNow sometimes I feel a cold windBlowin through my achin bonesI think back to what my daddy saidHe said girl, in the darkest before the dawnLet your soul shineIt's better than sunshineIt's better than moonshneDamn sure better than rainIf the people don't mindWe all get this way sometimesYou got to let your soul shineShine till the break of daySometimes a man can feel this emptinessLike a woman has s
Now "MOONWALK" into heaven, "DONT STOP TILL YOU GET ENOUGH". But do u "REMEMBER THE TIME", wen "THE GIRL IS MINE"?? she was a "PRETTY YOUNG THING" and her name was "BILLY JEAN", you might "WANNA BE STARTING SOMTHING" but we know your a "SMOOTH CRIMINAL"...we will always "JAM" &always "ROCK WITH YOU", make a "THRILLER" but not too "BAD"...Neva quite knew if you were "BLACK OR WHITE".....but always remeber "YOU ARE NOT ALONE.RIP Micheal Jackson 1958-2009
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Very Special Angel Love From This Angels Heart
To all the special fubar ladies in my life and not yet........a very special blog dedicated to you. I truly feel blessed throughout my time spent in fubar, the fu-llove you have extended me has been very special, cherished treasured and kept dear to my heart. I have always made a special effort to give everyone the most special side of my angel love. Truly enjoy making your lives so much brighter, sweeter and warmer each and everyday.  There is a lot more angel love and blessings to come from this special angel heart. Always open to new friends, if we have not met on here, please send me a friends request. Theres angel love available for you too. I do have a very special wish.......after a lot of reflection, truly from deep in my heart, I am in need of a very special lady on her with a fu-love that runs just as deep in the heart as this angel. I truly need to feel a very special love each and everyday...a love more romantic in nature. There is so much romantic love waiting inside this
Time For A Change
Hello again, fellow readers.  Wow, I think this is the longest I have went without typing a blog!  Well, there were some reasons behind the situation.  First off, I have been sort of busy on other things to where I didn’t have time to type up any new topics and so on.  Also, there was an extreme lack of topics to talk about.  However, I have been gathering up a good amount of topics over the past couple months, so I will try to go and do some typing to kill some time.  And finally, I got bored of the internet.  I know some of you may think how could that be or I saw you online a few times.  Well, there just were some things that I just got burned out on that’s on the internet, and the only times I would be online were to check email, and if someone I knew was online, I would talk to them.  All in all, I was trying to limit my time on the internet.  One thing I felt for this was my impatience for not finding work and trying to end my current situation.  But that is about to
Do We Live In A Christian Nation?????
"I have examined all the known superstitions of the word, and I do not find in our particular superstition of Christianity one redeeming feature. They are all alike founded on fables and mythology. Millions of innocent men, women and children, since the introduction of Christianity, have been burnt, tortured, fined and imprisoned. What has been the effect of this coercion? To make one half of the world fools and the other half hypocrites; to support roguery and error all over the earth."           Thomas Jefferson The USA is a nation that is predominately populated by Christians but we are most emphatically not a 'Christian nation' in name, law, or behavior.
Day 2 Taste Of Buffalo
So I did try a few things today that I wanted to try.   But before I get to that the crowd was insane today.   I can't even begin to explain how long the line for tickets was.   (don't have time to download the pictures today, plus I have to figure out the best way to post them). Before my movie I went to Danny's again and tried the Medium size Beef on Weck Soup.  It was pretty good.  Then it was onto something I didn't notice until I read the news on the taste of Buffalo this morning.   Red Osier Has a Hot Roast Beef Sunday.  It is hard to describe but wow was it tasty.  It really was very good.   So I left for a bit and went to see Bruno at The Market Arcade or what ever they call it now.  With out giving anything away it was wild, and Funny.  It wasn't as funny as I thought it might but It was still pretty good.  But I the other hand it was also funnier then I thought it might be.  Some times with a movie like that they show you all the funny stuff on the previews.  Yes it was very
Amazing Choir
Making Burgers
A man walks into a hamburger shop and orders a regular meal. Later, the waitress brings his meal to him. He takes a bite out of it, and notices there's a small hair in the hamburger. He begins yelling frantically at the waitress, "Waitress, there's a hair in my hamburger! I demand to see what is going on!" So, the waitress takes him back where the cook is and to his demise, he sees the cook take the meat patty and flatten it under his arm pit. He says, "That's disgusting!"Then the waitress says, "You think that's disgusting you should see him make donuts."
A Mother's Love
The most precious gift the world was given outside of God's own love Is the love of a mother, surely sent from God above. She's always there to comfort you when life has let you down; When all others may forsake you,her love is still around. She's surely sent from heaven, an angel in disguise, To kiss away each fallen tear that pours from saddened eyes. There to hold and comfort you when things aren't going right; She's there to chase away the fears with love so very bright. And mother's as the gift they are, deserve the highest praise, For standing there right next to us through our most trying days. They know that we're not perfect, so they give us room to grow; And when we need advice, it's surely mom who'll know. So thanks for all you've given me these many trying years; Thanks for always sharing both the laughter and the tears. And thanks to God for blessing me with a mother just like you, Never could I ask for love more strong or true. Love you mom © LT.David Martin
You are at a turning point in a relationship and you may have to decide whether to take it to the next level or to pull back. Unfortunately, you might not make the best decision today, because your hopes can color the facts. If possible, hold off for a couple of days. Once the clouds of illusion drift away you'll be better equipped to make the right choice
My Submmissive Side
first off to Aany reading this.......... if Yyou do not know what submissive means i can assure NO it doesn't mean doormat nor does it mean kinky for Aany and Eeveryone............ so here goes i kneel quietly waiting for Him i am His gift and His alone my heart, body, and soul shall one day belong to Him i thought Wwe had found Eeach Oother but alas no Wwe remain friends Wwe are close, if that poses a problem, so be Wwe are Ffamily and Yyou dont walk away from Ffamily i kneel, head lowered, my eyes waiting to shine for Him when He finds me i will know my body will tighten, my hearrt will beat to His, and my flame will finally catch my gift to Him is not one given lightly my gift to Him will also be one of true deep love,trust, respect and submission for Him alone can understand this precious gift of His He will be the One to handle my mind and tongue that doesn't shutup i will be His partner and He will respect my opinions and give guidance as needed if Yyou dont
My heart is breaking and all I can do is sit and watch my heart break. I know that I love him more than life itself and that I would give my own if it meant it would save his life. I know that he is the only one for me. I know that I would never leave again and yet I can't seem to show him that. I love him so much that it literately burns down to my soul. Every waking thought is of him, every dream the same. I call out to him in my sleep I have been told every night. He is literately my life and there is no other. Now my problem is that he is confused, not in his heart and soul, but in his mind. He fears that I will run again and leave him as broken as I have feared so long that he would leave me.  I have hurt him so many times and I can't change that, but I want so badly to prove that I would never do it again. My problem now is that I think he is so afraid that I that I would run again that I may not get a chance to prove to him that I won't run, I can't run again. Baby, I know tha
Not Sure What To Call This....
well on another website....a couple of guys asked for my number...we had chated for a quite some time so i figure okay kewl no worries....well i got a call from unknown number and i don't answer it goes to voicemail...i check it and i guess she was looking for becca (name i use on the other site) that the number was saved on her phone but she call in unknown...well if she really wanted the truth she would have not blocked the number or it wasn't her phone it was saved under...either girl thinks i'm stupid as all get out and she got the number from his phone and blocking her number....or this dude is got some bad aweful the lesson to be learned here is to always keep ur phone locked and never save an number from the opposite sex in ur partner's phone.....big big no no!!!
Hugh's Spotlight
For those of you who missed my Blog yesterday or was confused by it.. I am starting again I am one evil bitch who has decided to take it upon herself to pimp Hugh out. He has no knowledge of what I am doing and probably would kill me for doing it to him. Hugh is a sweet and kind man who has always been there for me. I love him dearly and you should to... I am going to try and convince him with your help to do the Spotlight.. he might refuse but hey whats 200 grand? So help me with my evil plan and go donate to Hugh with the message "spotlight Fund" also tell him Misfit send you...   Thank you Wicked
Im Finally Back
So i know its been a long time...but ive finally come back to fubar.   I went trough some rough times...but they seem to be finally passing.  Me and my wife have decided that after 14 years of being together that we are finally comfortable enough to have an open relationship.   She has a close friend of ours that she is seeing....i had a close friend of mine that i was seeing until she got a bf.  So im hoping to find a new local friend on here that would like to become friends...and hopefully if things go well we can take it further.   I work nights....m-t 3pm till 2am   so im usually free during the day.   Im not looking for any specific "type"....just someone who is fun to hang with and likes to enjoy life.   Hopefully this will work.
What To Expect
The information that follows is a synopsis of my thoughts and research gathered.  I am certain as you read it you will be able to identify with much of the information presented.  Nothing written here is new; I have provided it in an effort to allow you to begin thinking about the importance of training.  Training may be appropriate for you and then it may not. In my experience I have encountered those who say they are submissive but in actuality they have submissive longing.  Those longings can be very difficult to manifest once a submissive/slave relationship begins.  It would behoove the submissive to make sure this is what she truly desires and search one’s heart before embarking upon a training regime that could be fruitless for both the submissive and the dominant.     Training involves education and re-education, in essence the delving deeply into what the submissive/slave knows and then reformatting and instilling new thoughts, acceptance and understanding of her role.
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The Man I Want To Love Me
  I have set and thought over this for a long time. I know my fautls,likes,dislikes,mistakes, accomplishments, disappointments in my self. I am not a safisticated kind of person,, but I would not embarrese  you in public. . I am not drop dead gorgiuos , but  I am not  one that you would want to hide in the closet when company came. I am a hard worker, family is very important to me.  Just a little about myself.    The man I dream of falling in love with me , has to be able to keep me interested. I don't need a lot of money spent on me. Flowers, candy , stuff like that suit me well. The little things is what shows you love and care. A love note found as I reach in my lunch pall, is the best surprise of all. He needs to be able to keep me grounded, . I want to know I come first as he would to me. I need a man that can stand by me, beside me, behind me or in front of me if needed. A man that can let me be me , as I was when he meet and fell in love with me. Not wanna change me to what an
Life / Choices / Options / Uncertainties
Life is strange.  Sometimes I wish I was more than one person.  My mind is forever unsettled.  I have made choices in my life.  Some good, some bad, some I can never go back to, some I wish I could, some I'm glad are gone, some I wish I could make instead of hanging out there forever. I feel overwhelmed with choices and know I can't be the only one with stress and second guesses about choices I've made or choices I want to make and yet I feel alone like I'm the only one. Is it true that one person MUST choose one path and walk it without and trips over the course of their life?  I know it sounds cryptic but I just have a lot of stuff on my mind right now.
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Sleep And Sedation
Sleep and sedation by Damien Dread To me, sleep is not resting peacefully. It’s more like being a frantic bullet, punching through a series of paper targets, that are the days problems, desperately seeking that iron barrier so that I may finally stop and fall… to sleep. To me, dreams are not like Heaven. It’s more like being an insect crossing a highway. Being completely terrified of the loud, crushing velocity all around; finding no place to burrow. Forced to struggle across the hard alien turf and face certain death.  At the other end of the road lies the soft soil of the dawn and the comfort of the waking world. While your insect mind cannot truly understand what transpired, you are certainly aware that there is something greater and more powerful that yourself, somewhere out there….in your dreams. To me, sedation is not a “little death”. It’s more like a hard reset for your mind.All programs are shutting down…please wait.Power
Apology To Baby Jesus
Hi Mike how u been? you an I have had our differences threw the yrs.But I leave fubar on occassions.But this time I brought back new members.Some work out some don't,I been recruiting for fubar from pogo.Last time it was MyYearBook. My Problem I was accused of being a Hacker that I hacked an Deleeted Sin City Lounge an Kanan's account by a StellaRossi.So I sought repubution from this Drama Queen Bitch I desirerd an Apology from her. The Mumm I posted sought that.I ran it as NSFW on purpose so it would not get Flagged.But acourse it did.So then I sought an Apology in the Status Box perhaps I missed used the status box.But to loose both status boxes has really crippled me. I can create tags on my whereabouts which might be elegal as well .To Compensate my status being gone.An Yesterday I found my Bulletin + Blog privelge has been put on punishment as well. That is no biggie because I can have others that are Loyal to me Post Blogs + Bullys. I have just finished reading your new TOS.
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Saying Goodbye Can Be Hard...
but it's harder to continue everyday watching someone you care about and knowing they don't feel the same...wanting to be here just to say hi once in a while...knowing you're presence isn't really necessary...and realizing it's time to let go of a dream that will never become reality...maybe because of your own fears...maybe because you're not ready to admit to anyone least of all them how you feel...and i never have and never will...i'm disappearing across to the other side of fubar...cutting my ties with a lot of people who have done nothing but hurt me...taking advantage of my inability to stand up for myself...i've let myself be walked on...used...broken...and it's time to say no more...i made several very close friends this time around on fubar...and losing you will be the hardest...but i won't forget you...i couldn't if i tried...but the pain of losing my dad...combined with all the fake people on this site has taken it's toll...i come here to bury myself in the world of make bel
U Want My Points For 12 Hrs?
Being a angel I can give my points to someone for 12 hours   I have done this a couple times for friends however the points don't add up unless a auto is running   So here's the deal from now on if you want 12 hours of my points you are gonna have to give a little to get a little   You may either bling me an Auto 11                or   Gift me a bling pack with enought credits to get myself an Auto 11 any credits left will be used during YOUR 12 hours so you get the points from this as well.   ******LOOK I WILL RATE PEOPLE ALL DAY LONG AND RUN BOMBS IF I HAVE THEM ********BUT********* IF I DO NOT SEE YOU HELPING YOUR SELF I WILL NOT DO A DAMN THING TO HELP YOU   IF YOU RATE MY PHOTOS WHILE YOUR GETTIN MY POINTS DURING A AUTO YOU WILL GET 104 POINTS (IF RATING DURING A HH) IF YOU RATE ME EVEN WITH OUT A AUTO YOU ARE GOING TO BE GETTIN DOUBLE POINTS HELLO DO THE MATH YOU BENEFIT EITHER WAY   this is how it will work, I am sorry but i can no longer "give" my points to pe
Our Colors Never Run
Our Colors Never Run by Courtney Leigh Spruiell   We march under this flagDefending the home we loveProtecting people we never metDying for our loved onesWe'll never tuck our tails and runCowards we'll never beWe wear these colors with prideProud to be who we are todayBeing brave and fearlessOur colors will never run or stainBut we still stand strongFamilies and friends pray For us to come home safelyDoing our job with prideWith heart and respectNever once did we fold under pressureIn heart, mind, or spiritThe blood we lose strengthens our bondYou blame us for death and destructionBut you won't fight We are bound to youWe fight for youWe'll never quit until we are finishedWe wear this uniform with dignitySee what we see through our eyesMarching on because you careNever falling and never crawlingWe march beside our brothers and sistersNever to our death but to our livesProtecting our loved onesProud to be who we areOur hearts beat strongOur souls lives on
Bling 4 Sale
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The Potty
It's been exactly a week since my miscarriage. I am going through a rough time right now, so I decided to blog about it. Last Tuesday I went to my OB earlier than I wanted to. I called him with the issues I was having and he wanted me in the next day. I got there and I was worried that something was going wrong. I mean he really had to push things around to fit me in. My husband and I went to get the ultrasound done and my OB was silent for a second. I thought this can't be good. He told me there was no heartbeat could be that I wasn't as far along as I thought I was. He wanted me to come in Thursday to see if anything had changed. That night I had started sorry boys bleeding because he also told me there was a clot sitting next to the sac but, didn’t seem too concerned about it. By the time I got home I was cramping really bad. For about 4 hrs I laid on the couch with my husband and it started to get really bad. My husband told me that I needed to go to the hospital. I really di
Mother, Mother Can You Hear Me, I Keep Trying Just To Find Me All I Know Now, All You Show Me, Endless Questions, Hopeless Ending This Bitter Pill Is Pushing Me Away And Now I Feel Like There's Nothing Left To Say And I Pretend To Look The Other Way But In The End Will I Be Okay Father, Father Will You Be There As I Cry Out Silent Again, Turning Colder, Frozen Deeper, Numb To This Dream Sleeping Within Before I Face Another Day, Won't You Let Me Stay Asleep, Lost Among The Dreams That Always Comfort Me And Before I Find My Feet, Won't You Show Me What I Need, What I Need To Walk Again
You Know You're Bella-drunk When....
You attempt to use the bathroom quietly and politely (parents have connection closet to said bathroom) and you smack your head against the wall and it takes 5 minutes to get off the toilet and return to the computer.     And this entry took 3 minutes to write.  With decent grammar, punctuation, and everything.     YOU'RE SO JEALOUS.     Night.
Computer Problems Update!
Well, fingers crossed, the issue I was having with my computer is fixed! Well, the one that was preventing me from seeing what was going on with the computer is fixed! Seems that there was some type of error with the drivers for the graphics card (for those of you who care about such technical issues) that was preventing the computer from displaying anything at a screen resolution of more than 640 by 480 with a color level of 4 bits.   Things looked like crap.  Thankfully, after calling the local computer repair place, I was able to (hopefully) fix it without too much of a problem. Of course that's only until the next problem comes up! :P
Buyer's Remorse
Last week's big Republican victories in New Jersey and Virginia proved what the Obama Administration's apologists in the liberal mainstream media have been avoiding telling you -- the bloom is off the Barack Obama rose. As hard as the White House and leftist pundits try to spin Election Day's results, there's no arguing the big change in voter attitudes toward the Obama Agenda. In 2008, Barack Obama carried Virginia by 6%, and the Democrat stronghold of New Jersey by 14%. Last week? New Jersey's GOP candidate for governor Chris Christie bested incumbent Democrat Jon Corzine by 4 percentage points, and in Virginia, Republican Bob McDonnell defeated his Democrat opponent by 18 points -- that's a 24% turnaround! Barack Obama won election last year, aided by his claims of moderation and transparency, and the huge cover he received from the adoring liberal media. Many Americans gave the relatively unknown first term Illinois senator the benefit of the doubt, and are now coming to regre
Ten Times The Normal Size.
The 6th grade science teacher, Mrs. Parks, asked her class, "Which human body part increases to ten times its size when stimulated?" No one answered until little Mary stood up and said, "You should not be asking sixth graders a question like that! I'm going to tell my parents, and they will go and tell the principal, who will then fire you!" Mrs. Parks ignored her and asked the question again, "Which body part increases to 10 times its size when stimulated?" Little Mary's mouth fell open. Then she said to those around her, "Boy, is she going to get in big trouble!" The teacher continued to ignore her and said to the class, "Anybody?" Finally, Billy stood up, looked around nervously, and said, "The body part that increases 10 times its size when stimulated is the pupil of the eye." Mrs. Parks said, "Very good, Billy," then turned to Mary and continued. "As for you, young lady, I have three things to say: One, you have a dirty mind. Two, you didn't read your homework And three, one day y
Cam Rules
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This Is How Every Girl Should Be Treated
  To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls.To every guy that said he would die for her.To every guy that really would.To every guy that did what she wanted to do.To every guy that cried in front of her. ....To every guy that she cried in front of...To every guy that holds hands with her.To every guy that kisses her with meaning.To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.....To every guy that would give his seat up...To every guy that just wants to cuddle.To every guy that reassured her that she w
I have always wondered. In all the family members they get to pick the one that is really not into Christmas that much to bring out the Tree and decorations. Don't get me wrong, I used to be, over 15 years ago Happy  to go all out for this season but  retail etc; has changed all that.    If I am not  in my family sight right away  they hunt me down and get me.. Either telling me or requesting.  Why???? I say Bahumbug.   Oh yea.. Happy Holidays to you & yours 
Looking For A Roommate
hi we are looking for honest down to earth roommate that has a job and there own car if you are him or her please contact us at 513-330-5056 our names are manni and jason rent is 550 but split in half so you have to pay 225.00 and half you the light and half of the cable bill and buy your own food things we dont allow are drugs  and sex offenders  (i do have kids )no drunksthere is a 200 dep with our landlord for a new lease you will get that back if you move out   there is no smoking in my house have to smoke and jason are really laid back ppl if you get to know us...we are west side of hamilton,ohio..there will be a agreement that has to be signed and dated.... 
Poem- "untitled"
As i sit here,  hearing your words, run through my mind. Thinking of you,  wandering what exactly, you like in me. One of many questions, jumps to the front of the line. What makes me beautiful, in your eyes? What makes you stare, at me with that sexy eye? What makes me,  the most perfect one for you? All those thoughts, and more cloud my mind. I look in the mirror, not seeing what you see. All i see is a girl, not sexy,  out of shape, single mom, trying to start a new life. What is so amazing, about that? I wish I could see, what you see,
Another Song Of How I Feel
No matter what you say about loveI keep coming back for moreKeep my hand in the fireSooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for No matter what you say about lifeI learn every time I bleedThat truth is a strangerSoul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free To admit that I'm wrongAnd then change my mindSorry but I have to move onAnd leave you behind [Chorus]I can't waste time so give it a momentI realize, nothing's brokenNo need to worry 'bout everything I've doneLive every second like it was my last oneDon't look back at a new directionI loved you once, needed protectionYou're still a part of everything I doYou're on my heart just like a tattoo (Just like a tattoo, I'll always have youI'll always have you, I'll always have you) I'm sick of playing all of these gamesIt's not about taking sidesWhen I looked in the mirror, didn't deliverIt hurt enough to think that I could Stop, admit that I'm wrongAnd then change my mindSorry but I gotta be strongAnd leave you behind I
things that need to be done in 2010   lose weight get a fish take more naughty pictures dump bf get trashed pay school off get glasses get laptop fixed go to nationals.  
Cool As Hell
Drowning deep in my sea of loathing Broken your servant I kneel (Will you give in to me?) It seems what's left of my human side Is slowly changing in me (Will you give in to me?) Looking at my own reflection When suddenly it changes Violently it changes (oh no) There is no turning back now You've woken up the demon in me [Chorus:] Get up, come on get down with the sickness [x3] Open up your hate, and let it flow into me Get up, come on get down with the sickness You mother get up come on get down with the sickness You fucker get up come on get down with the sickness Madness is the gift, that has been given to me I can see inside you, the sickness is rising Don't try to deny what you feel (Will you give in to me?) It seems that all that was good has died And is decaying in me (Will you give in to me?) It seems you're having some trouble In dealing with these changes Living with these changes (oh no) The world is a scary place Now that you've woken up the demon in me [Chorus] (And
Bid Live Feed Is Gone???
BIG Live feed is gone from the bottom middle of homepage..I am sad in the face.Post in your status and just maybe we get it back LOL Will be hard to chase bombers and find people leveling to help. lol
You Can Laugh If You Want To!
  Ahhhhh... the smell of sects and candy. The Sugar Shack of Maam the Shepherdess. EVERYBODY IS WELCOME! If you lay an egg - JUST SIT ON IT! It's true, when I am not invoking the energy of a mosh pit in my witty retorts (maybe it is my imaginaaaaaaaaaaaaaation), I allow my mind the comfort of a feathery and tart avatar; never watery - that roof is 100 percent Graham Cracker! There is just one rule - if cats come over no cat nip is allowed, the munchies could result in being eaten out of house and home. And roost. Sylvester behave...
The Champion (by Carmen)
The Champion In the vast expanse of a timeless place.. Where silence ruled the outter space. Ominously towering it stood! The symbol of a Spirit War between the one named Lucifer and THE MORNING STAR.. The ultimate of Good. Enveloped by a trillion planets, clean as lightening and hard as granite, a cosmic collsion would host the end of the war between the lord of sin and death, and the omniputant creator of man,s first breath! WHO WILL DECIDE WHO FOREVER WILL BE THE CHAMPION? The audience for the fight of the ages was assembled and in place. The Angels came in splendor from a star. The Saints that had gone before were there.. Jeremiah, Enoch, Job They were singing the song of Zion to the playing of David,s harp. The demons arrived offensive and vile cursing and blastpheming God. Followed by their trophies Dead and Gone... There was Hitler,Napoleon, Farrow, Capone all vexed and grieved, waiting for their judgement from the throne. Then a chill swept
I Belong To You, You Belong To Me
I belong to You, You belong to Me   I belong to you, You belong to me, everyone else seem to have issue with love. I seem to float upon clouds each time I just breathe you into my essence. You seem to float like drifting clouds of wonder always high above me daring me to soar, so I can be with you.   I belong to you, You belong to me, I walk upon trembling grounds and worry times, yet all I have to do is pause, turn around to see you right behind me. You always smiling like sunny day upon my darkening dreams, so I will not lose my way from your reach. I will always love you like a new day dawning upon life’s reality with endless hope that so many others can have what we have.   I belong to you, You belong to me; here I am wishing you to kiss me once again with such intense passion like you did a few moments ago. I tingle each time I think about you, but I wonder why other people lives and love’s are so complicated when you and I have a love so perfect. You b
Good Time
I've ben playing fumafia for sometime now and just reached lvl22 its pretty cool but could be worked on alittle. It always sucks when you have people hatten on ya and what not because your better than them, thats Y they place hits out on ya. Go to hell to all them hatta's who hat on me, for I am coming with vengance and leave nothen to salvage in my destrction.
Soldiers Are Being Forced To Choose Between Their Children And The Military, And They're Paying The Price In Jailtime
Soldiers who face unexpected parenting hardships and are unable to deploy are supposed to be honorably discharged. Instead they are being slapped with criminal charges.   Soldiers who face unexpected parenting hardships and are unable to deploy are supposed to be honorably discharged. Instead they are being slapped with criminal charges.   In January, U.S. Army officials announced four separate court-martial charges against Specialist Alexis Hutchinson, a single mother who missed her deployment to Afghanistan in early November 2009 when her childcare plans for her infant son, Kamani, fell through at the last minute.   Hutchinson was jailed and threatened with a court-martial if she did not agree to deploy to Afghanistan. Kamani was placed into a county foster care system.   Hutchinson, in accordance with the family care plan of the U.S. Army, had been allowed to fly to Oakland, Califor
Admiration by Michael The hunger lingers for that moment in time Longing for those whispers of gentleness Never to know her to only a dream Anticipation for her words of kindness Trusting her with all your soul Knowing nothing but only her heart Faith in her to catch me when I fall Standing there with a smile of virtue The reverie of her never will I touch Thankful to the knowledge that she shares I am humbled by warmth from her eyes To awake anew to a life full of love
Need You Now By Lady Antebellum
Need You Now by Lady Antebellum Picture perfect memories, scattered all around the floorReaching for the phone 'cause I can't fight it anymoreAnd I wonder if I ever cross your mindFor me it happens all the timeIt's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you nowSaid I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you nowAnd I don't know how I can do withoutI just need you nowAnother shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the doorWishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did beforeAnd I wonder if I ever cross your mindFor me it happens all the timeIt's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you nowSaid I wouldn't call but I've lost all control and I need you nowAnd I don't know how I can do withoutI just need you nowWoah, woahGuess I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at allIt's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you nowAnd I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you nowAnd I don't know how I can do withoutI just need you now, I just nee
4 In The Morning....
Its 4 am and I can't freaking sleep. My husband is up getting drunk and playing world of warcraft. My 2 kids are snoozing. Would go jump in the bed but know my little girl will be waking up soon. Wishing my hubby would go to bed so I could relax a little bit. Just paid for a 7 day blast on here. So maybe some fu love will cheer me up a bit. If you see me on chat for a min.
Figuring Out Who I Really Am....
Guess I felt like writing, or venting, however you want to view it. It's been awhile since I "blogged", so I guess I'll start writing about what's been on my mind lately. I'll be 35 this year, and in my 30-some odd years on this earth, I have experienced a lot. More than most have. And on a daily basis, I'm amazed on what I continue to learn about this world, even more about what I learn of myself. I've been to every state in the lower continental US, Canada, and Mexico. I've held about 20 jobs, and have quit 19 of em lol. I've met almost every type of culture, race, religious affiliation and creed, and still find more to learn. I've always been a person who strives to know more, even though the more shit I learn, the more depressed I get about the world I live in lol. I feel that I do have a vast amount of insight and knowledge that helps me socialize with all types, but still find myself being a rather cynnical and sarcastic asshole. Most times, it's a reflex. I don't even notice h
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there have been many woman in my life. i have had enof of wondering from bed to bed. i want to sedle down with this girl that i am with now for once. i cant seem to get enof of her. i am livin with her right now with her sister. i never want to leave this girl. i want to have a family and grow old with. i want her in my arms al the time. her eyes are like deep pools of cristel cear water that has never been touched by mans hand. she walks like an angel so graseful and... i dont know how to put it in to words.. i am going to think some more than i will post a nother blog later rtl
The Nco Creed
No one is more professional than I. I am a Noncommissioned Officer, a leader of soldiers. As a Noncommissioned Officer, I realize that I am a member of a time honored corps, which is known as "The Backbone of the Army". I am proud of the Corps of Noncommissioned Officers and will at all times conduct myself so as to bring credit upon the Corps, the Military Service and my country regardless of the situation in which I find myself. I will not use my grade or position to attain pleasure, profit, or personal safety. Competence is my watchword. My two basic responsibilities will always be uppermost in my mind -- accomplishment of my mission and the welfare of my soldiers. I will strive to remain technically and tactically proficient. I am aware of my role as a Noncommissioned Officer. I will fulfill my responsibilities inherent in that role. All soldiers are entitled to outstanding leadership; I will provide that leadership. I know my soldiers and I will always place their needs above my
An Open Letter To The Idiots Of The World
                Okay, I think I’ve had enough of all the rhetoric and sheer idiocy of so many people in the world who not only wish me and mine ill, but wish to control every aspect of my life. As an American, I’ve been blessed by God (yes, GOD – you know, that Supreme Being we’re not allowed to talk about anymore?) to have been born in a nation where I have certain rights that were given to me by Him. Yes, my Creator, God, not a panel of idiots who have managed to get themselves elected to office so many times they feel they know better than I what is good for me.                 So, here’s a list to those who wish to tell me how to live my life, and just what my response to them is. If you don’t agree, I truly don’t mind. You see, that is your choice, and whether you believe in Him or not, that choice is the gift He’s given you. You will deal with the consequences of your own choice.   To President Obama: You are not the “Proph
Why Or Why Not
When is it that you should trust someone. What makes it hard to trust others is when they lie to your face and say they would never do anything to hurt you when in fact they are doing it at that moment. Do they ever feel the hurt they give you or is it they just dont care. I think that if you dont mean it dont say it. I cant stand hurt anymore. I think ill just stay and be alone forever. Why not seems the best thing no one can hurt me. So tell me what you think?
It's Sciencey!
What's that you say? Scientists ru through a vocoder and set to music? Chexk out the video in the 1st comment
So Far From "hiring Thousands Of New Irs Workers", In Fact
the new health care bill doesn't even enforce the mandate. What do I mean?  I mean, that it says that is no enforcement - no enforcement - of any penalty for not buying mandated health insurance. The penalty would only be a fine in any case, far as I know, but it's certainly interesting language to have a toothless penalty written into the language of the legislation.  I'm not sure that's a great idea myself, since it won't stop anyone from ignoring this and panicking about it anyway (this is happening already and won't stop), and there are reasons for the mandate... but what-are-you-going-to-do...
Latest Bet
Been meaning to post this for awhile. Me and Papi have yet another bet going, and I hope to break my losing streak. We've got 50 on who will make it the furthest in the NBA Finals. I've got the Cavs, and Papi's got the Lakers (boooo). If they both lose in the same round, we go with whoever has the most wins in that series. If they're tied, then we go with EAST vs WEST (hope it doesn't come down to that). And I have a side bet with ASB, another Lakers fan, that if the Cavs win it all she will post a pic with CAVS on her butt (y) Finally, I have a bet with Dud on the Cleveland/Boston series for 5 million FuBucks (I think).   WITNESS!!!!
How To Love
Love is both an action and a feeling. The action of love generates a blissful feeling called by the same name. When the action stops, the blissful feeling is replaced with pain. Every person is capable of great love (and its opposite, fear, which generates all painful emotions such as hate, greed and jealousy).While there are many different ways to define love and there are many different ways to love someone (or even yourself)Say it. When you say the words "I Love You", they should carry with them the desire to show someone that you love them, not what you simply want to feel. When you say it, make sure you really mean it and are willing to do anything for that special person.Empathize. Put yourself in someone else's shoes. Rather than impose your own expectations or attempt to control them, to understand how they feel, where they come from, and who they are. Realize how they could also love you back just as well.Love unconditionally. If you cannot love another person without attachin
New Bands I Like.
Metal Howl-blackened death to smoke too, it's lovely and Mastodon with sick ass riffs all over.  Fvck yeah. Detritivore-brand new drone that sounds like Sunno))) at their very, very best...yet somehow cleaner, very nice. Cruciamentum-Death metal that's's dark and dirty and awesome. Coffinworm- god that's dirty. Garden of Worm-sludgy.  Okay, I'm getting really lax with the reviews. haha Industrial/Electronica Clan of Xymox-Yes, they've been around for years, and I've probably heard them before, but I just recently rediscovered them.  Gothy electro, kinda in the same vein as Cruxshadows. Hip-Hop Panacea     I'll put more later.
This Is A Tribute To The Girls That Get Pushed Aside!
A Tribute to you..         This is a tribute to the nice girls. To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong. This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, who provide a comforting hug and a supportive audience for a story they've heard a thousand times. This is for the girls who understand that they aren't perfect and that the guys they're interested in aren't either, for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper, touch, because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe... maybe this time he'll have understood. This is homage to the girls who laugh loud and often, who are comfortable in skirts and sweats and combat boots, who care more than they should for guys who don't deserve their attentio
I Think Everyone Could Benefit From Reading This.. Enjoy!!! A Little Long But Oh So Good
A time comes in your life when you finally get it... When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out - ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on.Like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize that it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Charming and you are not Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairytale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance.You awaken to the fact that you are not perfe
For You
Its you I love ,and will forever.You may change,but I will never.Time may come when we will part,but time will never change my heart.So tender and true ,but now its gone from me to you.So take care of it as I have done,for you have two and I have none.I never really knew you but only as a friend,but when I saw you noticed me I let my heart unbend.If you ever wander I don't know what I shall do,For you are your own person and I will always love you .
Future And Barriers
we never know what kind of future .... but the future is there because we have started from today barriers or obstacles are there to strengthen us .. rather than to weaken us
My First Time
The sky was dark the moon was high all alone just her and I Her hair so soft her eyes so blue I knew just what she wanted to do Her skin so soft her legs so fine I ran my fingers down her spine I didn't know how but I tried my best to place my hand on her breast I remember my fear my fast beating heart but slowly she spread her legs apart And when she did I felt no shame as all at once the white stuff came At last it was finished it's all over now, my first time...milking a cow. Copyright; Michelle Wise
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Mr Dave
ERROR: sorry, the users permissions don't allow you to message them.   === 'dave' wrote the following at '2010-07-06 14:55:12'.. Don't talk to me ugly girl .. your fam is right , you're ugly   i do but i don't give it out to strangers, sorry :P=== 'dave' wrote the following at '2010-07-06 14:51:41'.. Im sure you're very hot in real life ... Do you have yahoo babe ?   well i personally would say no...then again i barely find me "yummy" in my pics I dunno, probably not...ask around i'm sure tehy can tell you i'm pretty ugly in real on cam or ask my fam they are honest about it i'm sure....=== 'dave' wrote the following at '2010-07-06 13:43:34'.. are you as yummy as the pics in real life ?     yeah its just pics you are right, but thanks, I'm a good pic taker it seems :)=== 'dave' wrote the following at '2010-07-06 13:41:38'.. very yummy from the pics  
life is a comedy for those who think... and a tragedy for those who feel
7 Picturesque Healing Spices You Should Have (repost)
Our bodies are complex, sensitive systems that are effected to a greater or lesser extent by a whole hose of external forces—air quality, the clothing we wear, where we live, the diets we eat. It all has an impact on our health. Even things as small and seemingly inconsequential herbs and spices can really benefit us physically, and we’re not just talking about our taste buds, either. Read on to find out how your eating habits may help to heal you. 1. Garlic Whether you like Asian, Italian, or Latin American cuisine, your love of garlic likely has something to do with it. And perhaps your wise pallet likes it for its beneficial effects on your cholesterol, among other things. It is high in phytochemicals, which have been known to lower blood pressure, and may also help to reduce the risk of stroke. Eating a lot of garlic can lower rates of some cancers as well (ovarian, colorectal, etc) and colon polyps, too. 2. Turmeric Long held as a cure for pa
Live A Life That Matters
Don't buy cigarettes. Don't buy cigarettes. Don't buy cigarettes.   It's just a job.   The end. *noms a burger*
600 Mins
I am trying to transfer my files from my older comp onto my new one using Windows Easy Transfer thingy .... It looks like it's working, but here is the but ..... it is still on the screen which says it's checking what can be transferred, please note it isn't stuck ... This screen says this could take a few minutes and right now it has taken approx. 600 mins. I would say that is a lot more than a few. Has anyone ever used this software before??? I was going to say something else ... but I forgot what it was, must have been a lie.    
Flight Of The Destroyer
Peace, prosperity, and help... Those things were the trump card in the D.I.P.s corperation. Those thoughts lead it's few people forward into an age of great success. When the corp was still fresh, I, Enna Elios, joined the ranks under the supervision of Ash and Ben Murder. Followed by my former pilot, Taksen Luminox, we saw potential and wanted a piece of it for ourselves. We made the long journey from Heimatar to the Forge and later settled down in the corp system known as Mitsolen. Armed with nothing but a Rifter Frigate and a couple of weapons, we made our living. Then word came back home... We were moving to a better sector. After looking at many star charts for countless nights, we found that there was only one way to our newfound home of Otalieto and it was through a pirate infested space, a small space known as Aunenen. Tiring of the backwater systems, I packed my things and waited anxiously for the gate to clear. Knowing it was going to be a dangerous jump, and that I migh
Business Would Like You To Accept That And Act Like Good Little Consumers
What kills me about some people defending this tracking is that if the federal government was doing it they would be marching on Washington. I suspect a bit of astroturfing. As if business interests were more trustworthy. Sorry folks. I've worked in database driven marketing and it goes way beyond that pair of shoes following you around. Scott McNealy noted back in 2000, "Privacy is dead. Get over it." Business would like you to accept that and act like good little consumers. You can do a few things to throw a wrench in their machinations. The simplest is probably switching to Firefox and installing the Adblock Plus, NoScript and BetterPrivacy (deletes Flash cookies) pluggins. Use FF's built-in cookie management to allow cookies for session only (deletes HTML cookies on quitting). Restart your browser, don't leave it running for days. FF will restart in less time than it takes a webpage to load on most modern computers. IE (not an option for me, as I'm on a Mac), Safari and Chrome are

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