every person has there dreams...things they want outta life...everybody has there perfect ending or close to it... or at least the way theyant things to be... i feel very strongly about what i look forard to in life..about goals and hopes and blah blah blah.... the point is that as i grow older even at this young age..i find myself very locked in on what id love to happen..even though it probably wont...My dreams are big.. bigger than big there huge... there so big that maybe im seeking to much out of it... things set me off... or ill day dream...about the wants that i have.....but i guess thats not the point....what i determine is that if i make a career out of becomeing a truck driver.. that in a few years or so ill beable to settle down and have a solid place of my own..ill be able to afford alot of the things that i want... be in a place that i would love to be... and in the process of collecting all that i need and want some where along the way find myself the guy that will make me happy for a long time...
I'll be 21 in 5 months... this past year has been a roller coaster of events...ive found love..ive lost love..ive had 2 jobs and now unemployeed,i have a car but want something better... the car is pretty much the only thing i have claimed in my name besides what is in my room...if i get out on the road ill be able to save up all my money.. and focus on that part of my life.. makeing something to call my own.... and if i start this early then in 10 years maybe ill have everything i want and the rest will be luxery... but all i know is that ive never felt so certain on makeing something happen..so strong and determind to somehow make it work...and if i can prove that much to myself.. that i can do it and i can be great at it.. thats all i need ...to know...is that i didnt back down from a dream... or from a very strong idea....most the people i talk to i usually talk to online anyways... ive got maybe a close 2 handfuls of friendsthat i hang out with at times but everybodys busy trying to make there own living so me leaving for awhile could be really good.... i could keep on going but ill shut up with the rambleing... for now...
