well as some of u know ive been goin through some really tough times....and i was ready to JUMP OFF OF THE BRIDGE a very short time ago.... the only reason i didnt is cause of my 3 boys that mean the world to me....so ive really thought bout life n the JOURNEY that i am on ... ive made a decision to continue my journey but in a new direction... i was headed down a bad path but i see the light in the right direction and im headed there now...i see all the negative around me n i dont want that to interfere with the positive steps im makin ...so im only goin to focus on the GOOD THINGS in my life such as my kids for #1 and great family n friends that i have... a wise man once told me that ONLY I CAN GET TO WHERE I WANT TO BE!! n i believe that to be true for all of us!!!! so i am lookin forward to a new me a life life n a new destination on my journey!! hope every1 is havin a good day n thnx goes out to all my frinds ttyl :>)