6:55am
Oh Now that I remember, one year ago to the date was when my younger brother was involved in a car accident. Mind you, it was not his fault, the insurance tried to make it seem as if it was. I was there when he made the claim over the phone, since it was somewhat traumatizing for him, especially since his passenger broke her arm in 3 separate places.
What else can one do? Would you like me to summarize what happened? They denied him a rental car, health benefits, etc. They even tried to retract their statements against my brother when they couldn't prove a thing against him. His lawyers went after them, but again all we could do was claim the car as a total loss. It took them 3-4, close to 5 months for the car to be completely paid off... Oh I forgot to mention, we had just bought him the car not even one month before. How trippy is that?
Now on to my rants. Right now it is 6:58am and it is a rather slow day at work.
To say the least, I let my brother borrow my car on and off for a period of over 6 months. Well more on than off, since I rarely touched my car. I found him a job at my company since they were hiring at the time. Two weeks later, an ex ex ex ex ex of mine, who is psycho, molested me, then attempted to rape me. I had to accuse him and file a police report. [You know it's true what they say, it's always those closest to you who end up hurting you.]
I had to endure all this pain and emotions inside of me that I did not want to come to terms with.
Fast forward to the summer, he never showed up to the police station and he never showed up to court, hence the case being dropped.
I started making new friends again. I withdrew myself from the world I lived in, and did not talk to practically a living soul b/c of the pain and embarrassment I was dealing with. I then started talking to a guy... bad idea, and I'll tell you why...
I never planned on hooking up with a guy who would turn out to be a coworker. We hit it off, and everyone could tell there was some sort of tension between us, especially my brother. He said I should give our new friend a chance. I can't believe I heard that from my brother, so I trusted his judgement. Who better than him right? My friend and I did not hook up until after my brother left for school in Ohio. I guess he realized that with my brother there, he wouldn't have gotten close to me? who knows... So anyway, I end up hooking up with him as a summer fling. At least that's what I thought... turns out it was more than that, but oh well, I didn't pursue it. After all, he is still just a child, a little boy, in my eyes. Dude he is 22!
Anywho, time later, all the coworkers find out, I kept denying it, and still do actually, because I'm a fairly private person. I'm at the point where if I lose my job over him, then he's coming down with me. 7:05am. [break time]
7:07am - ok nevermind, wrong call. But as I was saying. If I go down, he's going down with me. That's how karma is, and it ain't pretty ;-)
Anywho, everyone found out little by little and I was being harrassed by coworkers who called me a slut for hooking up with him. I even avoided him for a long time thereafter because of this situation. Everyone said they heard it directly from him, yet he still had the nerve to deny it in my face the fact that he ever said a thing. But I know better than that, it was him.
Some stupid bitch at work who was trying to get at him was the one who spread vicious and malicious rumors about me. I shook it off, for I knew the truth, and my truth was we hooked up for a long time, and we were ok about it, but they don't know I turned him down when he wanted more out of what we already had. So anywho, the bitch had my sloppy seconds anyway!
At this point, I still went on, ignored him and everyone else. The bitch ended up getting fired, besides she didn't do a damn thing but walk around. I knew it would eventually get to her. Yup, Karma again! Oh and another thing, on the week of my bday this fool says he wants space because I hadn't talked to him in a while. I broke things off with him 2 days before my bday because of his ex g/f. She gave me this look... I wasn't wanted there, especially since he was making oogly faces at me and ignoring her. So I thought, hey 3rd wheel here, not needed, so I went home.
So then, my car is scratched up, and I ended up having a flat tire, but there was a nail in it. Who else would do such a thing? Especially key up my car with a hateful message. I couldn't prove it was her, but I know it was. Something deep down inside me told me it was her! He supposedly said he didn't know a thing about the car situation. Bull-fucking-shit, to hell with him.
Oh anywho, to top it off, a week later, he tried to confront me about the whole car situation, and asked me why I was running my mouth off about it. I told him, does he really think I did so? He called me over, so I went, because I had a point to prove. [7:13am...]
7:16am - back... so yeah he calls me over, while I'm at the bar, so I go over. I threw everything back in his face. I told him, I would stop talking to him if everyone found out. I told him, I would keep my distance. I even threw back all the rumors that were being said about it, and I asked him if he noticed the fact that I no longer talked to anyone at work. He confirmed everything. He said he noticed I didn't talk to him, anyone else, and that I kept my distance. I asked him how he found out about the car, and he stayed quiet until he said he heard I said it. I told him, and slapped some sense into him at the same time... that if I wanted to talk shit, I would've came up to him and called him out on it.
You should've seen the face his dad made when I went over. He was happy to see me, and asked how I've been and how come I hadn't been over in a long time. I didn't tell him there was drama between us, so I told him I was busy with school. He then remembered, and said he hoped everything went well. He asked why we were talking about my car, since it's pretty and all. And all he told his dad was someone scratched up my car, so he offered to help me. His dad offered his help as well. Things will never be the same though.
One week later from visiting his house, guess what happens? My car gets totalled. It sounds kind of dumb but harsh the way it happened, but basically a drunk driver crashed into my neighbor's car a total of about 3-4 times. On the 4th time, the car catapulted on top of mine, and well it's still pending investigation. This happened 2 weeks ago. What a fucking year folks!
*sighs* next year will be oh so much better than this year, I know it and I feel it.
I may have ommitted some other information but only to my benefit. Feel free to contact me :) 7:23am!
