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New To Cherry
hi everyone can we please welcome a new member to lost cherry, she needs some cherry points lets help her out. not sure how to paste her pic in here so here is the link. i hope this works: Rah Rah@ LostCherry

Thank You!!
Just a quick thank you to all the amazing people I have had to honour of meeting since i joined LC on Oct.16th. Its been so much fun and has really kept me busy!! If i havent gotten around to rating you and leaving a comment...i will. I am back to work from holidays tomo and wont be around as much. Only the evenings. BUT... I will do my best to visit you as much as i can :) As a cherry addict i can assure you i will be here as much as i can!! Lots of love, Amanda x0x0x0

Calloused (song Lyrics And Music To Go With It.)
Love Sex n Death CALLOUSED: (click the title "calloused" on the player. (Verse)In spite of everything I try to gather up a smile-as you pelt me with pain in a modern crucifixion style-and though I’m in the dark you never miss-as i lean towards the lips of a Judas kiss-no sign of the cross motioned over your chest-with a scripture of words that you’ve always quoted best-cause your gospel of truth was a gospel of lies-in the sweet choir voice of broken promise lullabies (Chorus)How do you live with yourself--when half of the time you’re someone else ?-destroying my dreams, how can you sleep ?-you count the times like counting sheep, that you-calloused my heart, calloused my love, calloused my pain, calloused it all (Verse)A controversial life it makes your world-revolve all around you, your modus operandi girl-and now you’ve turned your back but it’s me you spin-your skull fuck insanity setting in-you being so cold is chilling to me-like tapping the

Red Dye #5 (song Lyrics And Music To Go With It.)
Love Sex n Death RED DYE #5 (click song title too play) Dressed in lies like the dust on leaves, made of silk and positioned carefully. Tailor made it suits her up like the cheap wax on a dixie cup. Scrape it off it’s paper thin, leaking out from the pressure within. Well all these things, she wears it well, a knock off bitch but I couldn’t tell. The only thing natural was the fake flavor in the deadliness of her kiss. She ate me up while I was still alive, I bet she bleeds Red dye #5, Red dye #5, Red dye #5..I dodged her words like a matador, she had a tongue like a catheter, twisting real deep, hitting the bone, she drew blood right through the telephone. A plastic heaven from which she fell, a plastic angel ruling plastic hell, burning in her own heart where she lives with a soul made of preservatives.The only thing natural was her kiss, with artificially flavored lips. Taken with a grain of salt modified, artificial as Red dye #5, Red dye #5, Red dye #5. She acted like she wa

Think About Me?
...and it was another chance for me, another chance to make you believe your near. You'll never know what it's to always be last in line with no chance to fight, you're so far gone that you can't even see the light ...and it feels so dark inside me now because there's no one there you'll never know what it's like to be the one who really cares... So long the time ago to be what I wanted to be to you You said, "Don't hold me down, I've got to go and do what I have dreamed, not knowing where you are and missing you would be good for you and me." ...and it feels so dark inside me now because there's no one there you'll never know what it's like to be the one who really cares... Could it be that years have gone from me, gone away waiting for the one I loved? Do you think about me?

Bad News Report
Well, you know you hate your job enough to quit when you go to the doctor to get diagnosed with high blood pressure. Yeah. Another pill for another problem. Problem? Isn't that optimistic? I got a nice little fat bill of $500.00 bucks for MRI films I had to get to have the orthopedic tell me I have a cracked bone in my knee. Oh, by the way. He could have to put screws in my knee, but the bone could mend itself back together, if I could get some weight off of it. =) Hmmmm.....should I kill myself now, or wait to see if my POS car finally breaks down on me, and possibly killing me in the process. I love my life.=) Really

Well Well Well
I went to the doctors on friday the 20 and lets just say if i dont change some stuff i might as well buy my coffin now. She is telling me If i dont change some things I will evntually get heart disease. Who knows runs in the family. And yes I know I am prolly gonna hear but your so young. Well I may be 26 yrs of age but I accepted death along time ago. If you really know me you will know this specilly when i sau shit like something is bound to kill me some day either a bullet (said that one alot in iraq), cancer, or someothe cause. Hey if i get it cant ge to bad right?? I dunno, who knows she maybe wrong since some docs fuck up all the time. if i do get it then oh well cause like i said, i am not affraid of death, whats there to fear something that is bound to happen. Anyway I am oline somewhere so if you have the names an wanna chat use them i am bound to talk to someone oe something and if you dont have the names dont be a pussy and ask for them i dont bite. Russ

A Rectum Stretcher
While she was "flying" down the road yesterday (10 miles over the limit), a woman passed over a bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on the other side lying in wait. The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, and with that classic patronizing smirk we all know and love, asked "What's your hurry?" To which she replied, "I'm late for work." "Oh yeah," said the cop, "what do you do?" "I'm a rectum stretcher," she responded. The cop stammered, "A what? A rectum stretcher? And just what does a rectum stretcher do?" "Well," she said, "I start by inserting one finger, then work my way up to two fingers, then three, then four, then with my whole hand in. I work from side to side until I can get both hands in, and then I slowly but surely stretch, until it's about 6 feet wide." "And just what the hell do you do with a 6 foot ass hole?" he asked. "You give him a radar gun and park him behind a bridge..."

Cake Or Bed
A HUSBAND IS AT HOME WATCHING A FOOTBALL GAME WHEN HIS WIFE INTERRUPTS, "HONEY, COULD YOU FIX THE LIGHT IN THE HALLWAY?IT'S BEEN FLICKERING FOR WEEKS NOW." HE LOOKED AT HER AND SAYS ANGRILY, "FIX THE LIGHTS NOW? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE GE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO." "FINE," THEN THE WIFE ASKS, "WELL THEN, COULD YOU FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? IT WON'T CLOSE RIGHT." TO WHICH HE REPLIED, "FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR?" "DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE WESTINGHOUSE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO." "FINE," SHE SAYS, "THEN YOU COULD AT LEAST FIX THE STEPS TO THE FRONT DOOR? THEY ARE ABOUT TO BREAK." "I'M NOT A DARN CARPENTER AND I DON'T WANT TO FIX STEPS." HE SAYS, "DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE ACE HARDWARE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO. I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU. I'M GOING TO THE BAR!!!!" SO HE GOES TO THE BAR AND DRINKS FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS................................. HE STARTS TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT HOW HE TREATED HIS WIFE, AND DECIDES TO GO HOME. A

Low Self-esteem
by Bob Narindra One of the most problematic areas of a relationship is low self-esteem and its effects can be devastating. This is a problem that affects most people at some stage in their life but if it is not dealt with, it can destroy a relationship or at least make it impossible to get involved in one. The problem with low self-esteem is that it does not just affect the person who is insecure. It also affects anyone they are in contact with, be it family, friends or co-workers. If you or someone you know suffers from low self esteem, this article looks at a few of the possible causes of the problem and gives a few helpful solutions. Common Examples Weight/Body Shape Feel overweight or have the wrong body shape. General Insecurity Not good enough for their partner, feel inadequate or unable to be assertive. Race or Religion Insecure about race, color or religious background Station In Life Not earning enough Not getting promoted Out of work Lost job Caus

Carrot, Egg, Coffee
(You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again.) A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see." "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied. Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel th

Peaches
Don't spoil it....just do it Pick a fruit and comment, then pass it on >>> >>>Which fruit will you pick if you were handed these: >>> >>>1. Orange >>> >>>2. Apple >>> >>>3. Banana >>> >>>4. Coconut >>> >>>5. Pineapple >>> >>>6. Papaya >>> >>>7. Mango >>> >>>8. Cherry >>> >>>9. Black Grapes >>> >>>10. Peach >>> >>>11. Custard Apple >>> >>>12. Pear >>> >>>What is your pick??? >>> (Pick before you scroll down ........... Do Not CHEAT!!! >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>>ORANGE - If orange is your favorite fruit, it speaks of a person who has enduring patience and willpower. You like to do things slowly, but very thoroughly and are completely unda unted by hardwork. You tend to be shy, but are reliable and trustworthy friend. You have an aesthetic bent of mind. You select your partner with care and you love with all your heart, and not in for just a fling. You avoid conflict at all costs >>> >>> >>> >>>APPLE - If apple is your favorite fr

The Way People Are.
I'd like to ask one simple question. Why people get stupid, and assume dumb things? Ok, I'm married. I won't deny that. I have a 9 year old daughter. BUT I also have a lot of female friends. I have one guy friend that I consider a real friend. I play hockey (have my own team in a men's league, have had for 13 years), and because most of my women friends are the ones I hang out with, I'm automatically assumed that I'm a whore. Sorry, it's not happening like that. There's something wrong with having women friends? Whatever. Call me different, but I'd rather go out to a nice dinner with a friend, go shopping, hang out and watch a movie or even cuddle. But if it's a guy thing, they're out fucking everything that walks, and just being stupid. I don't understand it. The minute a guy has women friends he's doing something wrong? Why is it that people automatically assume the worst of you? I won't DENY that the situation I'm in isn't the BEST, and a lot of times I'm not happy. IF the

How To Be A Better Partner
by Bob Narindra If you have ever been in a relationship that failed, you most likely have sat down afterwards and wondered what went wrong. Sometimes it is easy to spot how much of it was their fault but it is not too easy to look at where you, personally, went wrong. Everybody wants to be the best at what they do, and being the best you can be for your partner is no exception. Listed below are 12 simple lessons that will help you to achieve that goal. Remember, if you want to be good to someone else, you also have to be good to yourself. 1. Be romantic. Whenever a relationship starts to fail, the lack of romance is one of the first indicators. It is very natural for people to get complacent and forget the fun things they used to do when they first got together. A relationship has to be constantly worked on and being romantic is an absolute must. If you would like some more information on how to bring the romance back in to your relationship, please take a look at some of the a

Is Your Relationship Suffering From A Negative Influence...
by Jennifer Good "Well-intentioned" people; nearly every couple knows at least one. In fact, we could all probably rattle off a few names in a matter of minutes. They are the ones that are constantly advising you about your partner's habits or lifestyle in the most well-meaning of tones; the ones who can't help but comment on some misfortune you've had or who mysteriously appear when they need something from you. And, they are the ones who are slowly, and not so silently, zapping the life and happiness from your relationship. The worst part is that you may not even realize it is happening! The good news is there is a way to limit their effect on you and your relationship. It just takes a few conscious changes and an agreement as a couple to put those changes into effect. The first step is to realize there is a problem. So, to start you'll need to understand how they are harmful to your relationship. Before taking any action, decide what it is about that person that is a negat

Abusive Relationships
by Bob Narindra You'd be surprised at how many people suffer through abusive relationships… and not just women. Both emotionally and physically abusive relationships are happening with increased frequency. Abuse can take many different forms. Of course, the most famous type of abuse is physical abuse. Mental abuse, however, can be just as harmful, if not more so. Mental abuse is becoming increasingly prevalent in society. For this reason, in this article I will concentrate on how to detect and handle mental abuse. Mentally abusive people have one goal - to destroy your self-worth. They do this by a variety of methods including, but not limited to, verbal threats, demoralization, alienation of friends and family, and by putting down any positive impulses you have. Some examples of mental abuse are: Telling you that you are worthless. Not allowing you to have any contact with you friends or family unless cleared by them first. Threatening to leave if you don't do wha

Loving Yourself
You must first love yourself before you can fully love another... by Jennifer Good In life, we may find it easy to allow ourselves to love and accept multitudes of other people, but when it comes to loving ourselves we're not as forgiving. In fact, we can be quite relentless in our pursuit of perfection. So, how then do you learn to put aside all the shoulds and should nots we face, and really begin a love affair with yourself? The first step is to realize that you are somebody. You're a friend, someone's daughter or son, possibly a lover, an employee or employer, or maybe even someone's spouse. No matter how your role changes, you're still somebody. Nothing will ever change that. The next step is to take time out to actually love yourself. In romantic relationships it is often said that true love is shown through actions, not words. Learn to apply this to yourself with the following ideas, and you'll be on the road to a lifetime romance, with yourself! Dear Me... Write a

Jedi Mind Tricks
Women always tell me .. I've been hurt.. and stuff.. Like I don't hurt.. then they don't tallk to you.. Make you feel like a troll for talking to them in the first place.. When you ask them whats wrong.. they don't respond.. When you keep asking... "Your getting on my frickin nerves" So , then its okay.. and you don't really chat or talk to them anymore.. OR.. You call me too much.. but.. you told me to call you and wake u up. so again.. The man gives up.. Then its.. this .. Jedi mind trick.. #247 When I said.. " you get on my nerves" I either had a bad day.. or I don't like you in the first place.. lol When I said.. " you call too much" I never meant to give u my number or You know my schedule .. and only call me on mon-wed and sat.. 4pm-3am.. i'm usually awake by then.. If not buy me a drink before the bar closes and we can kick it.. uh yeah ! lol When I said.. you come over too much.. It meant.. "didn't you see..

Tender
so soft an tender so fresh and new so sweet amazingly beautiful strong in a caress kisses so erapturing seeing her in my dreams my heart swells seeing her sleeping my heart breaks with the thought of disturbing her speaking to her when i know she can not hear professing my love proud an clear gentlely i wake her with a simple kiss

Yet Another Story.. And One Of My Favorites
8 ball ..corner pocket Her fingers tapped against the cue stick in beat to the music.. she rocked gently as she faintly whispered the words to the song as is blared throughout the bar... She watched as her opponent sunk yet another shot.... the only bad part about playing... is losing.. but she was having fun.. she watched as his eyes lined up his next shot.. he looked so intense.. she only wanted him to look at her that way.. she stretched... with a little mew type sound escaping her.. it was cute.. and caught his attention.. just enough for him to notice her chest presented up and out as her arms were above her head... she saw the look flash over his face and knew it would be her turn to shoot soon.. it was shameful really ...how she would let him get just so far ahead in the game.. and be good.. then make some little movements or sounds to distract him and pull his attention away so that she could win.. they say the best way to play is to get into your opponents head.. then you cou

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My Name Is Meth
I found this poem as a bulletin post and i liked it so much that i wanted to put it in my blog. My Name: "Is Meth" I destroy homes, I tear families apart, take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, the sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember I'm easily found. I live all around you - in schools and in towns, I live with the rich; I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not like you think, I can be made under the kitchen sink. In your child's closet, and even in the woods, if this scared you to death, well it certainly should. I have many names, but there's one you know best, I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is crystal meth. My power is awesome; try me you'll see, but if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go , but try me twice, and I'll own your soul. When I possess you, you'll ste

Friend Getting Married
Okay, call me crazy, but don't you need more then 3 months to know a person before you get on the marrying bandwagon? Well, it might be because I'm 24 and my friend is 36. No boyfriend, no sex, no nothing, ever. Until I introduced her to Jarod. Then it was sex, baby, marriage all in less then three months. Anyway, last weekend, I got roped into wedding shopping with them. Talk about depressing. Yeah, sometimes the marriage bug does hit me, especially when things like that are thrown in my face. And when you know her fiance wants to have sex with you making things even more uncomfortable. I do not want to do that again.

Trick Or Treat! Lmao
: A little boy and girl go trick or treating. They knock on the door of this house and the man who answers it says, "Well, you two are awful cute. Who are you suppose to be?" "We're Jack and Jill" she replied. The man says, "You can't be Jack and Jill, you're black!" So, they go off and a while later they come back dressed differently. They ring the doorbell and once again the man opens the door. "Well now, that is just too darn cute. "Who are you this time?" "We're Hansel and Gretel" says the little boy. "Well, I hate to disappoint you son, but you can't be Hansel and Gretel because you're black. Heads hung low, they leave. Not too much later the man hears the bell ring again. This time when he opens the door, there stand the two children, but this time they are BUCK NAKED!!" Oh my! And just who are you supposed to be now?" he asks. "Chocolate M&M's," said the little girl. "I'm plain. He's got nuts."

Very Cool Site .. Of Where I Go Hiking
Check it out . they are amazing .. the updated dateline is over 300 million years old .. Ill be posting more pics of the area as time goes on and I get up there more .. Hope you enjoy http://www.offroaders.com/album/clearfield/clear1099/bilgers.html

Thinking Of You
Words would flow easily Remember back when You gave me the reason To pick up my pen Yet thoughts give reason That I need to express Since I think of you often In fact more not less Emotions need releasing Even the sad and blue So I still attempt to write Although I miss you Because I had no closure My feelings never wane I write down my thoughts Thinking of you again

Saving For Geek Stuff
I saw a new razor phone.. it was clear.. Now i want one! I have a v220.. its nice.. but I love clear plastic .. looking at the inside kind of stuff. lol Plus the razor looks like a "star trek" communicator from the old tv series! no lie! watch an episode and go "woah!" hahahha I need 2 more gigs of ddr memory and a new vid card and amd dual core 4800 or fx62 cpu. sigh.. I need to work some overtime.. LOL Time to bak up that crap off the hds.. ugh lol I decided to get a bluetooth headset for this pc.. that way .. I can do voice chats .. With family and friends.. gota run..

Poker
http://poker4everdeal.blogspot.com/ cut copy and paste this in browser hi, im looking for a bunch of players to sign under my club, this is a classy little poker site with g8t tournaments and ring games there's tournaments with prize pools up to $40,000. weekly $5000 ones and $500 daily, plus freerolls all free to play with ranked hands you can join up on the link. on my blog page its dont cost anything and its no obligation to deposit, and if you want to open your own players club when your on the site look at the top of the page it will say, tell a friend/players club, click there on players club and open a account there the code you need to be a sub captain is donkey any other information you might need just ask thankyou.

G8t New Site
http://poker4everdeal.blogspot.com/ cut copy and paste this link in your browser join buy the link on my blog page hi, im looking for a bunch of players to sign under my club, this is a classy little poker site with g8t tournaments and ring games there's tournaments with prize pools up to $40,000. weekly $5000 ones and $500 daily, plus freerolls all free to play with ranked hands its dont cost anything and theres no obligation to deposit, and if you want to open your own players club when your on the site look at the top of the page it will say, tell a friend/players club, click there on players club and open a account there the code you need to be a sub captain is donkey any other information you might need just ask thankyou.

No Speaka Da English
A bus stops and 2 Italian men get on. They sit down and engage in an animated converstion. The lady sitting next to them ignores them at first, but her attention is galvanized when she hears one of them say the following... Emma come first. Den I come. Den two asses come together. I come once-a-more Two asses, they come together again. I come again and pee twice. Then I come one lasta time." "You foul-mouthed sex obsessed swine," retorted the lady indignantly. "In this country . we don't speak aloud in public places about our sex lives" Hey, coola down lady," said the man. "Who talkin' abouta sex? "I'm a justa tellin' my frienda how to spell "Mississippi'." I'VE GOT $5.00 THAT SAYS YOU'RE GONNA READA THIS AGAIN,

Hello God
Hello it's me, Need your help I have so many questions and don't know where to start I hear peoples crying and praying for Love and when you answer to them all they do is destroy my Lord what ever happen to old fashion love! Why peoples lie! And play with you heart! Why is so easy for them to use your name so they can get what they want! Why has mankind became so cruel! And a woman so cold! Why has love has become a game! And sex the main thing in their life! Oh my Lord, I pray for Love for every one to humble to you and for them to open their hearts and to see that life is wonderful if they have you in their heart’s you been and are my only friend the one who is always there for me who listen to me with out judging me and understand my heart I pray for one day you send him to my life and I know he will be send from you because I will see you true his eyes where his soul will show me you are in his heart … Amen

May We All Be Coffee....
A carrot, an egg and a cup of coffee... (You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again) A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "tell me what you see." Carrots, eggs, and coffe

What To Think
ok here's one for u.... is it a sin to like someone that is years younger than u or is it meant to b? how many of u have walked away from the age difference between u and someone younger or have had them walk away from u? let me know plz

Songs
ooooook.. I'm going to have to buy the jt album.. I like timberland .. and he can prouduce an album.. :P Justin Timberlake - My Love ft. Ti Lyrics - - - - - ChartZZSearch Database Questions?Your voice is most important to us. If you have any questions, comments or suggestions for us, . Artist Name: Song Title: ft. Ti My Love Ain't no other woman that could take your spotlight... If I wrote you a symphony Just to say how much you mean to me (what would you do) If I told you you were beautiful Would you date me on the regular (tell me would you?) BAby, I've been around the world But I ain't seen myself another girl (like you) This ring represents my heart There's just one thing I need from you (say I do) [Bridge:] I could see us holding hands Walkin on the beach, our toes in the sand I can see us on the countryside Sittin on the grass leanin side by side You could be my baby Let me make you my lady Girl, you amaze me Ain't gotta do nothin c

Untitled
Bite me, vampire, drink my blood. I assure you it tastes good. I want to be a vampire, too, I want to hunt for blood with you, Wander together through the night, And share all blood 'till morning light. At daytime I'll lay in your arms And sleep all day, so nice and warm. It will be great, just you and me, Vampires together, wait and see. Never be lonely, never blue, Because, my vampire, I love you.

Friends
I just realized that i never really told my true friends how much they mean to me so now i am.There are a hand full of people that have been there for me through thick and thin and im useing this to let them all know that im really glad that i have them i dont have time to name them all but they better know who they are lol and to close im gonna leave this quote "A good friend will bail you out of jail but a great friend will be sitting next to you going man that was fun"

Vengence Is Mine! (adult)
One day a construction worker left the job a little early, and when he got home he found his wife in bed with another man. Purple with rage, he hauled the man down the stairs and into the garage where he proceeded to secure his dick in a vice. Utterly terrified, the man screamed, "Stop, stop! you're not going to cut it off, are you? ARE YOU?" "Nope," replied the construction worker, "You are...I'm going to set the garage on fire."

Who Are You -- I Have To Ask
I ask myself of whom your true Identity IS... Wondering if I will ever know such TRUTH..??... Awaiting the days until I am comfortable with all the coincidences that come my way, knowing that someday it all will be out into the clear, so that this GAME will be over with and I can move on and continue to LIVE life like it should be. I've wondered for quite some time of who you truelly are, getting impatient with not knowing and if I will ever know if I will know the PERSON I beleive you are. Maybe Fate will answer me , or perhaps I will just go on and forget that I know you to some extent and say to hell with this guessing GAME! Enough is Enough and to much time is and has been wasted so it is your time to Come Out and tell the TRUTH, but If you cant I no longer want to have anything to do with you again! No more Messages, no more clues or riddles..Just cut to the chase and show your TRUE IDENTITY! READ AND PAY ATTENTION---I mean every word I say here and expect something

Can't Win (adult)
A woman was shaking out a rug on the balcony of her 17th floor condominium when a sudden gust of wind blew her over the railing. "Damn, that was stupid," she thought as she fell. "What a way to die." As she passed the 14th floor, a man standing at his railing caught her in his arms. While she looked at him in disbelieving gratitude, he asked, "Do you suck?" "No!" she shrieked, aghast. So, he dropped her. As she passed the 12th floor, another man reached out and caught her. "Do you screw?" he asked. "Of course not!" she exclaimed before she could stop herself. He dropped her, too. The poor woman prayed to God for one more chance. As luck would have it, she was caught a third time, by a man on the eighth floor. "I suck! I screw!" she screamed in panic. "Slut!" he said, and dropped her.

Costume Party Idea (adult)
There was a guy who was struggling to decide what to wear to go to a fancy costume party... Then he had a bright idea. When the host answered the door, he found the guy standing there with no shirt and no socks on. "What the hell are you supposed to be?" asked the host. "A premature ejaculation," said the man. "I just came in my pants!"

The Mainman's Retirement (adult)
It was the mailman's last day on the job after 35 years of carrying the mail through all kinds of weather to the same neighbourhood. When he arrived at the first house on his route he was greeted by the whole family there, who congratulated him and sent him on his way with a big gift envelope. At the second house they presented him with a box of fine cigars. The folks at the third house handed him a selection of terrific fishing lures. At the fourth house he was met at the door by a strikingly beautiful woman in a revealing negligee. She took him by the hand, gently led him through the door, and led him up the stairs to the bedroom where she blew his mind with the most passionate love he had ever experienced. When he had had enough they went downstairs, where she fixed him a giant breakfast: eggs, potatoes, ham, sausage, blueberry waffles, and fresh-squeezed orange juice. When he was truly satisfied she poured him a cup of steaming coffee. As she was pouring, he noticed a dollar

Definition Of Friendship
Some say "Friendship is like the breeze,that you can't hold it,Smell it,Taste it,Or know when it's coming" .... thou they are right to some extent ... But I want you to know that you can always feel , know when someone is truly your good friend .... Some people also say that " when a friend leave us, they would always leave a foot print ... But i tell you today that whenever a good friend goes... he would surely find a way back to you ... Written by wale Shodiya

To My Wonderful Lost Cherry Friends *hugs*
MEANING OF A FRIEND by Wale Shodiya A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place. Turn to your friend now and give himher as much love as you deserve

Round 4
Han solo Kicked the shit out of Caption Kirk and left him running to a bath room to check his hair. I will give you the 2 fighter and you tell me whom you think would win. (Place your vote) and at the end of each round the winner will be the one who gets the most votes. I'm not going to tell you there powers are or the weapons they use I'm going to leave that up to the people who know more about them. There real fans Round 4 Star Wars, Princess Leia Vs Star trek, Counselor Deanna Troi Cast your vote

A Vampire Tragedy!
Alone I sit on the top of a hill Thinking of how my unlife has been Of the pain and the sorrow I've seen In the eyes of my victims before they lay still. Though a hunter in darkness I must be The feelings of guilt always come back When I sink my teeth in another man's neck My conscience is the only light left in me. All I want is to leave the shadows behind And truly this time I will For I no longer desire to kill Thoughts of light are now on my mind. I'm waiting for the sunrise today On the lonely hill where I sit And maybe, I'll catch a glimpse of it Before the wind blows my ashes away.

Song Last Night
Justin Timberlake Timbaland Three 6 Mafia - Chop Me Up Chop Me Up It's going down Tennessee Justin Timberlake Timbaland Three 6 Ma-ma-mafia Tennesse VA Dirty south Dirty south It's how we do what we do, man, when we do what we do [Justin:] I know you see me looking, girl go on and act right A little closer, let me see you in the spotlight Now turn around and let me see just what ya curved like Go grab your friends and y'all can come to the back, oh-oh Why don't you take a sip upon this champagne Relax, take your coat off, and let me get your name I love that hour-glass shape you got upon that frame I like the way you talk your game we might be one and the same Now I know you got a buzz off that alcohol I got a house that can entertain all of y'all Maybe later on I'll give you a phone call I'm 'bout to slide out, but I'll get back at ya, oh-oh And when I call don't give me the run-around I ain't gonna have you tryin' to play me like a silly clow

I Don't Think So!
She left him on the sofa when the phone rang, and was back in a few seconds. "Who was it?" he asked. "My husband," she replied. "I better get going," he said. "Where was he?" "Relax. He's downtown playing poker with you."

The Judgement
One evening, after attending the theater, two gentlemen were walking down the avenue when they observed a rather well dressed, attractive young lady walking ahead of them. One of them turned to the other and remarked, "I'd give $250.00 to spend the night with that woman." Much to their surprise, the young lady overheard their remark ,turned around, and replied, "I'll take you up on that offer." She had a neat appearance and a pleasant voice, so after bidding his companion good night, the man accompanied the young lady to her apartment. The following morning the man presented her with $125.00 as he prepared to leave. She demanded the rest of the money, stating "If you don't give me the other $125.00, I'll sue you for it." He laughed, saying "I'd like to see you get it on these grounds." C U IN COURT... Within a few days, he was surprised when he received a summons ordering his presence in court as a defendant in a lawsuit. He hurried to his lawyer and explained

Fantasies
Fantasies are Part of Life its Like a Dream But a awake Dream that we Whant to achieve so Bad. My Fantasies are Endless ill Share with you some I Always Whanted to Lay Down With a Girl on the Floor and Stare at The Stars.(Fantasy never accomplished) I Always Fantasized a Girl to wear Schoolgirl Just for me(Never accomplished I Always Whanted to Shower with my special someone(never accomplished) I Always Fantasized to Kiss in the rain(Never accomplished) i know one day ill accomplish this but for now all i can do is wait

Sitting On The Porch Adult
An older couple were sitting on the porch enjoying the day when the wife reached up and slapped her husband in the back of the head, and knock him off the porch, when he asked what that was for she told him it was for having a small dick he got up and sat backdown and slapped her off the porch and when se asked what that was for he said for knowing they come in diffrent sizes

Stolen My Heart
I learned my heart is being shared today. By one so small, a whisper of my thoughts. I am overwhelmed by the love I now share. I heard the heartbeat today. The one that is growing so close to mine. It makes me weak in the knees and giddy. I felt the one near my heart move today. My love grows more as they grow each day. I pray they are okay and healthy. I hold the one who stole my heart today. I counted his fingers and toes. He is perfect to me I watch the one who stole my heart grow. He grows more day by day. He is growing so fast. I heard the one who stole my heart. "I love you Mommy" I was told My heart was still for a moment. And then stolen again. My heart has been stolen by my son.

A Business Man Got On An Elevator.
When he entered, there was a blonde already inside who greeted him with a bright, "T-G-I-F." He smiled at her and replied, "S-H-I-T." She looked puzzled and repeated, "T-G-I-F," more slowly. He again answered, "S-H-I-T." The blonde was trying to keep it friendly, so she smiled her biggest smile and said as sweetly as possible, "T-G-I-F." The man smiled back at her and once again said, "S-H-I-T." The exasperated blonde finally decided to explain. "'T-G-I-F' means Thank Goodness It's Friday. Get it, duuhhh?" The man answered, "'S-H-I-T' means "Sorry, Honey, its Thursday!

Ask For Prayers
I Pray for manny people If you are going thru a bad time or you just wish to have me pray for you for anny Reason Leave me your name on a coment and when i pray with the Bible ill mention you to god :-) This is a way to get closer to him and Be Closer to all. Paulo

Lol, O I Could See This Happening
A drunken man walks into a biker bar, sits down at the bar and orders a drink. Looking around, he sees three men sitting at a corner table. He gets up, staggers to the table, leans over, looks the biggest, meanest, biker in the face and says: "I went by your grandma's house today and I saw her in the hallway butt naked. Man, she is one fine looking woman!" The biker looks at him and doesn't say a word. His buddies are confused, because he is one bad biker and would fight at the drop of a hat. The drunk leans on the table again and says: "I got it on with your grandma and she is good, the best I ever had!" The biker's buddies are starting to get really mad but the biker still says nothing. The drunk leans on the table one more time and says, "I'll tell you something else, boy, your grandma liked it!" At this point the biker stands up, takes the drunk by the shoulders looks him square in the eyes and says.. "Grandpa ,....... Go home, you're drunk.

What Tha Phuck Am I Doin Wrong??????
Whats up LC family? To any/all of you who read this, I am havin troubl posting pics through my camera phone. I followed the directions, they have for you to add your phone. I saw the alert on my page that says I sucessfully added my mbile device etc.. BUT I STILL cannot get the pics uploaded to my page. To those who add pics with their camera phones, please gimme some help. What am I doing wrong?????? If you have any advice or suggestion plese send me a PM. Thanks

Cuddles....rip
Well, this day has not started out well at all. T2 went downstairs to feed the babies and he came up and told me that one of the newest babies was dead. I could not believe it...the cutest babies we have had around here and now one of them is dead. I went downstairs and laying halfway in, with his butt and back legs hanging out of the dog...well, cathouse that is, was Cuddles. The poor little baby had apparently just passed away. He tried crawling into the cathouse in order to.....apparently die.....but couldn't make it, he got as far as he could. He wasn't even stiff yet. What a total waste...he was just so darn adorable. I'm just glad that I got some pictures of the little guy. I have no idea what happened to him! The last time I saw him which was last week, he was doing just fine and now today he died. Even though he was only 3 1/2 weeks old, he had already gotten a permanent place in my heart and made himself a part of this family. While I was

The Artisti'll Bet This Was A Surprise To Nbc.
Do you believe in God? NBC this morning had a poll on this question. They had the highest number of responses that they have ever had for one of their polls, and the Percentage was the same as this: 86% to keep the words, IN God We Trust and God in the Pledge of Allegiance 14% against. That is a pretty 'commanding' public response. I was asked to send this on if I agreed or delete if I didn't. Now it is your turn ... It is said that 86% of Americans believe in God. Therefore, I have a very hard time understanding why there is such A mess about having "In God We Trust" on our money and having God in the Pledge of Allegiance. Why is the world catering to this 14%? IS IT BECAUSE WE STAY QUIET AND ARE DOING NOTHING? AMEN! If you agree, pass this on, if not, simply delete. In God We STILL Trust !!!!

Pfffffft....
i give up on everything now......im gettin irritated and everyone is jus thinkin its all a joke! id rather talk to a brick wall right now it wont talk back and it'll let mii vent out all i need to. wha good will it do mii tho? fawk it u ppl kno how to reach mii i guess......

Communication Breakdown (adult)
Communication Breakdown Two 90 year olds had been dating for a while, when the man told the woman, "Well, tonight's the night we have sex!" And so they did. As they are lying in bed afterward, the man thinks to himself, "My God, if I knew she was a virgin, I would have been much more gentle with her!" And the woman was thinking to herself, "My God, if I knew the old geezer could actually get it up, I would have taken off my panty hose!"

Wish Fulfillment (adult)
Wish Fulfillment A man and his wife go to their honeymoon place for their 25th anniversary. As the couple reflected on that magical evening 25 years ago, the wife asked the husband: "When you first saw my naked body in front of you, what was going through your mind?" The husband replied: "All I wanted to do was to fuck your brains out, and suck your tits dry." Then, as the wife undressed, she asked: "What are you thinking now?" He replied: "It looks like I did a pretty good job."

Navaho
Before this world existed, and far below it, the First World lay in darkness. Here lived six beings: First Man, First Woman, Salt Woman, Fire God, Coyote, and Begochiddy, the golden-haired child of the Sun. Begochiddy made four mountains in this first world - white to the east; blue to the south; yellow to the west; and black to the north. Then Begochiddy made insects and plants. But conflicts arose and the first beings, tired of the First World and its darkness, decided to leave. At the center of the First World, Begochiddy made a red mountain and planted a giant reed. The first beings gathered all of Begochiddy's creations and crawled inside the hollow reed. The reed grew and grew and carried them into the Second World. In the Second World, which was blue, Begochiddy created still more new things. When the Cat People, who lived in the Second World, fought the newcomers, First Man used magic to overcome them. Conflicts again disrupted the harmony of this world and the first beings

The Artist
An artist asked the gallery owner if there had been any interest in his paintings currently on display. "I've got good news and bad news," the owner replied. "The good news is that a gentleman inquired about your work and wondered if it would appreciate in value after your death. When I told him it would, he bought all fifteen of your paintings." "That's wonderful!" the artist exclaimed, "What's the bad news?". With concern, the gallery owner replied, "The guy was your doctor."

Aaadd
THIS IS THE TRUEST THING I HAVE EVER READ....AND IF YOU HAVEN'T BEEN DIAGNOSED YET...DON'T WORRY...U WILL BE, LOL! Recently, I was diagnosed with : A.A.A.D.D. - Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder. This is how it manifests: I decide to water my garden. As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide it needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mail box earlier. I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. I take my check book off the table, and see that there is only 1 check left. My extra checks are in my desk in the study, so I go inside the house to my d

What Baby Are You?
JANUARY BABY Pretty/Handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality. FEBRUARY BABY Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everybone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someo

Take Careful Aim (adult)
A man who just got a raise decides to buy a new scope for his rifle. He goes to a rifle shop, and asks the clerk to show him a scope. The clerk takes out a scope, and says to the man, "This scope is so good, you can see my house all the way up on that hill." The man takes a look through the scope, and starts laughing. "What's so funny?" asks the clerk. "I see a naked man and a naked woman running around in the house." the man replies. The clerk grabs the scope from the man, and looks at his house. Then he hands two bullets to the man and says, "Here are two bullets, I'll give you this scope for nothing if you take these two bullets, shoot my wife's head off and shoot the guy's dick off." The man takes another look through the scope and says, "You know what? I think I can do that with one shot!" Thanks to: PITA BUNNY

Take Your Choice (adult)
Take Your Choice A husband, one bright sunny morning, turns to his lovely wife, "Wife, we're going fishing this weekend, you, me and the dog." The wife grimaces, "But I don't like fishing!" "Look! We're going fishing and that's final." "Do I have to go fishing with you... I really don't want to go!" "Right I'll give you three choices... 1 You come fishing with me and the dog... 2 You give me a BLOW JOB.... 3 or you take it up the ass!" The wife grimaces again, "But I don't want to do any of those things!" "Wife I've given you three options.. You'll HAVE to do one of them! I'm going to the garage to sort out my fishing tackle, when I come back I expect you to have made up your mind!" The wife sits and thinks about it. Twenty minutes later her husband comes back, "Well! What have you decided? FISHING with me and the dog, BLOW JOB, or ass?" The wife complains some more and finally makes up her mind, "O.K. I'll give you a blow job!" "Great!" He says and drops his pants. The w

Doing The Dishes (adult)
Steve is shopping for a new motorcycle. He finally finds one for a great price, but it's missing a seal, so whenever it rains he has to smear vaseline over the spot where the seal should be. Anyway, his girlfriend is having him over for dinner to meet her parents. He drives his new bike to her house, where she is outside waiting for him. "No matter what happens at dinner tonight, don't say a word." She tells him, "Our family had a fight a while ago about doing dishes. We haven't done any since, but the first person to speak at dinner has to do them." Steve sits down for dinner and it is just how she described it. Dishes are piled up to the ceiling in the kitchen, and nobody is saying a word. So Steve decides to have a little fun. He grabs his girlfriend, throws her on the table and has sex with her in front of her parents. His girlfriend is a little flustered, her dad is obviously livid, and her mom horrified when he sits back down, but no one says a word. A few minutes later he gr

The Search Begins
Welcome to my very first Lost Cherry Blog!! Sorry to start off my blogging at lost cherry kinda serious, but it could be worse. A few days ago I decided to begin "The Search" What is "The Search"? The search is something VERY important to me. It is the search into my past. It is the search to find out who I am and to help me decide who I want to be! It is me looking for where I came from so I know where I want to go. It is the search for my birthparents. Yes, I am adopted. Due to the fact that my life is getting to the point where some big things are going to happen...I decided that I HAVE to know! I need to know where I came from for my own sanity purposes! I want to know if I look like them...sound like them...and more importantly...why I wasn't wanted. It's going to be a rough and emotional journey, but I think I am finally strong enough and ready to handle it. Wish me luck!

Just Another 1 These Arent To Who U Think They R!
~What Do the do~ I face the world with a smile, no one knows what is hid inside. They see only happiness, they cant see the tears I've cried. When I am alone I hurt, because here I do it well. In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell. The judge and jury awaits me, everyone has a say. In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day. Who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong? In the end I gave him up, but inside still sing his song. I don't know how to find the strength I thought I had. If only I could play tough it wouldn't be so bad. They say that life goes on and someday I'll smile again. But, how do they know my pain without being where I've been? I've traveled so far from home, and can't find my way back. Somewhere along the way I must have jumped the track. I saw him just today and his smile is still the same. He looked at me so sweetly, but never spoke my name. I wonder if he remembers me, It hasn't been that long. He may h

Innocent (adult)
A guy walks into an elevator and stands next to a beautiful woman. After a few minutes he turns to her and says, "Can I smell your pussy?" The woman looks at him in disgust and says, "Certainly not!" "Hmmm," he replies. "It must be your feet, then."

My Fav 1
~Promises MADE~ Yesterday's goals, dim memories. Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears. Painful scars borne; Love's history. Futures crumble when doubt appears. No brightly lit hope envisioned, When following after harsh words. Hurt soul splits in twain, partitioned. Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured. Apologies made, never bought. Price paid turned out far too costly. Though never known what would be wrought - Must walk into the night softly. One wish, only to be released. Granted - now receive this token. Words written in rhyme, love's deceased. When promises made . . . were broken.

Sanctuary Of Silence
Sanctuary of Silence I revel in silence Where no words are spoken. A place to be whole Not fragmented or broken. For when I am silent There is rest for my mind. And such peace, that only Those who are quiet can find. It's a language so soft And yet so clear. That only those willing To listen can hear. A place where fantasy And reality meet And burdens from the past Would not dare to compete. A place where I can Be focused and free Yes .. A place to finally Find the real me. There is such a place With no tremors of violence This place that I speak of Is my Sanctuary of Silence.

Contests
Since I have been asked to delete a comment I have left someone in a contest, I will no longer be voting for anyone in a contest. I have way too many friends and I will not delete a comment I have given. To be asked to delete a comment is just plain rude. If you do not want to be friends with me because I will not vote for you then delete me off of your friends list.

The Wanderings Of A Wildchild.
Well my life has taken me all over this world and i guess i have a problem being able to stay in one place for very long, im a nomad and a wandered by heart. I love to see new places make new friends and see new things. The best thing ive ever seen was in New York when I was there for the Fourth of July a few years ago. Never seen quite a holiday display. Im a small town gal but love to be anywhere at anytime as long as im with the one i love.

Confidence
Have you ever had a time when you felt like you lost all your confidence. Like your in a rut, like the walls were falling in around you. You have things that you need to say to someone. But, it may not be the best time. How do you get your life back under control. You need to because there are those around you that depend on you. I don't even know how to feel right now. What do you do? I just feel like crying, yes I am a man and I have emotions. I have feelings and want to be the best I can be for those around me. I have to have a life, but I also need to take care of my business obligations, bills, etc. I just wish I knew what to do.

Female Shadytree Mechanic In Need Of A Tinker Toy....
New Ad: "Female Shady tree mechanic in NEED of a Tinker Toy!" Ok.. So the kind of tinker toy I'm looking for has NOTHING to do with the nether regions on a man.. I know a couple of you are going.. "fuck.. no fair!".. Seriously though, I'm still in search of a 65 mustang that needs to be restored. I did how ever settle on the Mustang. I found a 99 Electric Green Mustang for excellant money, and I will take delivery of it by the end of this week! BTW check out my pics! I added new ones!

My Thoughts About The Events....
Wednesday I went to the club, like usual, for karaoke. Only one of my friends was there with her aunt. It wasn't the same with everyone else not there. Alex was at home sick, 2 of my friends had to clean house, and I don't know about the others. For some reason, to me, my voice was off and I didn't do as well as I usually am. My friend, Lyz, kept telling me that I did great. Her and her aunt left about 11-11:30 so I was alone. A bunch of guys kept looking at me and trying to approach me, and I just didn't feel comfortable. I didn't dance at all like I usually do, either. After I sang my last song, "Bring Me to Life" by Evanescence, I decided to leave. On the way home I kept thinking about how I can't really sing or dance. At that moment I decided to never go to the club again. There's no point if I can't sing or dance, right? I have no talents....now I find myself back at square 1. I'm getting into Florida Virtual High School to take courses to get my last 3 credits I

Tide...
THE EMOTIONS OVER COME ME... LIKE A TIDE THAT EBBS AND FLOWS... NEVER QUITE RECEDING AS FAR AS YOU WANT IT TO GO... I BUILD UP WALL TO PROTECT ME SELF... BUT LIKE A SAND CASTLE BUILT TO CLOSE TO THE EDGE... THE EMOTIONS FLOW IN AND TEAR THEM DOWN AGAIN... HERE PLEASURE AND PAIN MERGE... THEY TWINE AND BECOME ONE... THE EMOTIONS ARE FORCEFUL... THE MEMORIES FLOOD BACK... AND ONCE AGAIN I AM LEFT WITH RUBBLE... THE CASTLE IS GONE AND SO ARE MY WALLS... I AM LEFT TO REBUILD THEM AGAIN... WITH HOPES THAT THIS TIME WILL BE DIFFERENT... THEY WILL HOLD STRONG AND TRUE... UNTILL THE TIDE RUSHES IN... TO TEAR THEM DOWN AGAIN...

Idea For Recommeding Profiles Easily.. Taken From My Mum
Recommeded profiles suggested feature.. created @ 2006-10-22 11:01:23 -- expires in: 22 hr I just thought of an idea that could be added to the site... I have seen numerous profiles that have had people's profile links added into sections of their own profile.(Like in the about me section) Here is my idea: A feature be added that is a section where each person could 'recommend' maybe five or ten other user/profiles. The recommeded user thumbnail could appear there and be clickable like everything else. I know there is a friend list, but to me this is different because there are many profiles of people that I really am not friends with that have awesome profiles. What does everyone reading this think?

About Myself
about me for those who do not know me there only one person that know me and i know them from myspace but yea i post alot of comment every day mostly i bounce back and forth from myspace and lost cherry i get bored real easily i say what i feel and it get me in trouble so to better understand me very understanding person just trying to connect to ppl is a problem but yea this alittle bit about me free to ask me any thing not shy will awnser question i do not like it when ppl do not say anty thing just leave it to just comments

Leave Me Alone!!!!!! You Fucking Parasite's!!!!
Ok you fucking people harassing me LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE...or suffer the consequence's!!!! Heed MY WARNING FOR THIS IS YOU LAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Artist: Otep Song: Sacrilege Album: Sevas Tra [" Sevas Tra " CD] [resurrection .. is for those .. who didn't get it right - the first time ...] [eternal salvation suffers from inflation!!] sinner! I. say whut u need to save your soul but don't fuck with me - eye'm losing control eye'm so tired of this - so sick of u my tongue is battered & bruised from all these attitudes [sinner] so teach me the magick of your sacred poems conjuring a voice of signs & omens prophecies guide the breeze w/syllables symbols breed behind the eyes we climb the vine to sacrifice our wounded minds in soft word trances seek insanity i can't save u cuz i hate me the lord is my weapon - i shall shoot pawns womyn is a devil - GOD IS A FRAUD everyone you knew - everything you've ever done suffer for your freed

Single And Wanting Satisfaction
ladies im lookin for dat right one if you think you are the right one for me do hit me up with a reply to this message board basicly you ladies already know what i want in a woman so if you think you deserve me hit me up

A True Mother In Law
True Mother-in-Law Two women came before wise King Solomon, dragging between them a young man in a three-piece suit. "This young lawyer agreed to marry my daughter," said one. "No! He agreed to marry MY daughter," said the other. And so they argued before the King until he called for silence. "Bring me my biggest sword," said Solomon, "and I shall cut the young attorney in half. Each of you shall receive a half.""Sounds good to me," said the first lady. But the other woman said, "Oh Sire, do not spill innocent blood. Let the other woman's daughter marry him." The wise king did not hesitate a moment. "The attorney must marry the first lady's daughter," he proclaimed. "But she was willing to cut him in two!" exclaimed the king's advisor. "Indeed," said wise King Solomon. "That shows she is the TRUE mother-in-law."

Hells Ya
The band originally formed as Pezz in 1993, when vocalist Ben Kowalewicz, guitarist Ian D'Sa, bassist Jon Gallant, and drummer Aaron Solowoniuk, met at the same high school in Streetsville, Ontario. They released a few independent recordings and caught the attention of Juno-nominated producer Brad "Merlin" Nelson, with whom a full-length CD, "Watoosh," was recorded in 1998. After toiling in indie rock obscurity and many repeated cycles through the Toronto club circuit, the quartet changed its name to "Billy Talent" in late 1999 after a character ("Billy Tallent") in Bruce McDonald's film adaptation of Michael Turner's 1993 book "Hard Core Logo". The change was also a reflection of the band's sound and attitude: aggressive emotional punk rock. With the goal of crafting memorable songs that fire away like ammunition with precision hard-as-math rhythms, Billy Talent recorded a four-song e.p. in September of 2001 that they called "Try Honesty". Their live show put audiences in riot mod

Poems 2
By my friend Brooks But I luv it alot!! A New Indulgence Current mood: calm Category: Writing and Poetry The first touch of your skin against me sent a lightening sensation through my whole body. This reaction was so strong and new. Then the closeness of your body up against mine was just too much. With each movement my body became more tantalized as you continued to dance against me. As the night continued the feelings and sensations become increasingly uncontrollable. The suggestive moves and sexual innuendos became just unbearable. The music ends the lights are on and its time to go home. You suggest going elsewhere. In the carpark you lean over and gently kiss me and i'm lost in a wave of sensational emotions. We adjourned to a friends house for small talk and coffee. Then as the morning drew near we left and headed to your house. We had coffee and some small talk then proceeded to the bedroom. This was not an altogether new experience for me but it stilll held me br

Inviting Your Mom To Dinner?
Inviting Your Mother For Dinner....Priceless Brian Hester invited his mother over for dinner. During the course of the meal, Brian's mother couldn't help but keep noticing how beautiful Brian's roommate, Stephanie, was. Mrs. Hester had long been suspicious of a relationship between Brian and Stephanie, and this had only made her more curious. Over the course of the evening, while watching the two interact, Mrs. Hester started to wonder if there was more between Brian And Stephanie than met the eye. Reading his mom's thoughts, Brian volunteered, "I know what you must be thinking, but I assure you Stephanie and I are just roommates." About a week later, Stephanie came to Brian saying,"Ever since your mother came to dinner, I've been unable to find the beautiful silver gravy ladle. You don't suppose she took it, do you?" Brian said, "Well, I doubt it, but I'll send her an e-mail just to be sure." So he sat down and wrote: Dear Mother: I'm not saying that you "

Poems 1
Goodbye Tears ran down my face and on to my lips. He Gently wiped them away with his fingertips. I looked up sadly in to his dark blue eyes. I tried really hard, but could not muffle my cries. He held me tight in a strong embrace. I rested my head on his chest, and barried my face. Our last embrace ended with a kiss. There was so much about him, that I knew I would miss. As he walked away, I wondred my fate. With my only love in a faraway state. Never Gone: I light a match, and watch it burn. I think of our love, I watch, I learn. It starts with a spark, strong and intense, it burns for awhile; then becomes less dense. The flames are gone, smoke hangs in the air. Just as my love for you, still lingers there. WHY: After all the times you hurt me, the times you made me cry. Why do I forgive you, with every little sigh? The times that you betrayed me, and the times of painful good-byes, why do I still need you? After all those l

Dog Vs Cat Diary
The Dog's Diary 7 am - Oh boy! A walk! My favorite! 8 am - Oh boy! Dog food! My favorite! 9 am - Oh boy! The kids! My favorite! Noon - Oh boy! The yard! My favorite! 2 pm - Oh boy! A car ride! My favorite! 3 pm - Oh boy! The kids! My favorite! 4 pm - Oh boy! Playing ball! My favorite! 6 pm - Oh boy! Welcome home Mom! My favorite! 7 pm - Oh boy! Welcome home Dad! My favorite! 8 pm - Oh boy! Dog food! My favorite! 9 pm - Oh boy! Tummy rubs on the couch! My favorite! 11 pm - Oh boy! Sleeping in my peoples' bed! My favorite! The Cat's Diary Day 183 of my captivity. My captors continued to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while I am forced to eat dry cereal. The only thing that keeps me going is the hope of escape, and the mild satisfaction I get from clawing the furniture. Tomorrow I may eat another house plant. Today my attempt to kill my captors by weaving around their feet while they were walking almost succeeded - mu

Pet Rules
PET RULES To be posted VERY LOW on the refrigerator door - nose height. Dear Dogs and Cats, The dishes with the paw print are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate and food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn't help because I fall faster than you can run. I cannot buy anything bigger than a king sized bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue sleeping on the couch to ensure your comfort. Dogs and cats can actually curl up in a ball when they sleep. It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that sticking tails straight out and having tongues hanging out the other end to max

The Guys Rules
The Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules " From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men ARE not mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly Acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us w

Deleting People Who Don't Talk
okay people. i'm deleting those who don't talk. it doesn't make sense to have someone on your list who doesn't talk to you. if you want to be a friend, fine. but just say hi once in a while. it doesn't take much to say hi.

We Said Goodbyetoday
Found this....had written a few years ago... We said goodbye today. As you held me close You kissed me gently The sweet tenderness of your touch Still clinging in a sweet balm of memories The gentleness of your voice Still whispers in my ear Then it hits me that you are gone And my heart floods with emptiness My soul cries in despair No more to feel your tender embrace No more to taste your sweet lips No more to hear you gentle voice call my name. We said goodbye today.

The Very Few Things Wrong With Us...
The Modern American Male has a couple of problems facing him. Puritans, escaping persecution, started what became our American society. They had intense, fanatical, religious beliefs that were passed on to the next generations. We are the only nation to claim an area called “The Bible Belt” and be proud of this fact. We are taught that sex is bad and dirty. We are taught that the body is something to be covered. Because of this baseline, television has limits on what it can entertain us with. The entire aspect of sex is glossed over or only hinted at in our television shows. We are instead given adventure as an entertainment. As a result, we are more comfortable watching two people trying to kill each other than two people having sex. This does not change whether we are in front of our parents or children. Our sex drive, however, is still there. We would really like to watch (or take part in) sex. Advertisers will tease us with innuendo, scantily clad people, and sexual ov

First Blog.
Well I just did a massive friends cut. Out of 43 people I believe I have 10 left. I only cut due to people who don't talk to me, so really it was nothing personal. I just don't want to have hundreds on my list for no reason. The people who I left, that I don't talk with, are people I'd like to talk to. If that makes sense. I am not really much for writing blogs or doing anything with these sites to be honest. I've been pretty busy with work and school. I found a new addiction and it's name is World of Warcraft. I was afraid to play it because I heard it was so addictive but of course I played it, and now i'm hooked. I have played over 60 hours in just under 2 weeks. Oh well, it takes my mind off of things. I am open to new suggestions to clear my mind though, lol. So if you have any let me know. Yeah just wanted to post about the friends cut and I got off track. Also there may be some new pictures of me soon. Keyword : may.

Where Are You An Are You Close To My Area Code
I'm looking for You , the one ultimate woman that is close to my home ... That is willin as I do to step up to find each other and would be willing to start a love affair and keep it to each other for only ourself... WHERE ARE YOU DARLING I NEED YOU !!!

Humanitarian
october is national breast cancer awareness month. so, if you're having trouble examining your own breasts, i'd totally be willing to help you out with that. i'm like, a giver, 'n stuff, and am really into community service. doing things like this really make me feel good about myself. and in all seriousness, i didn't go through 10 years of imaginary medical school for nothing.

It's About Me
You know, this site completely and totally kicks ass! But what's the coolest is how many amazing people are floating around on this thing, and the responses I've gotten. Whoah. Some of the pictures? Yeah. Definately hot. Keep them coming! THANKS for the notes, responses, and comments. Hope everyone has a GREAT amazing awesome weekend, and if anyone ever gets bored, hit me up on yahoo/aol IM or MSN, and I'm always up for a good chat. peace. danny

Not Real!!!
dear mom dear dad, the time has come. i'm being called HOME, something i can't ignore... not anymore. when i go, when you'v found me, lifeless and cold, give me a helena dress and a funeral, timeless and old. i tried, u must understand, to be the best i could... i fought life but i lost i did wat i would... tell them warn them against wat i'v done tell the ones who care i loved them from day one. tell my sister she can have my room. tell my friends not to blame themselves for my doom. tell the kids at school the news they wont care they just want their drugs and booze. plz dont hate me i didnt mean to cause you pain i'm so sorry i wasnt sane...

Oblivious And Smiling Prt.2
Kiss my slit wrists, as i squeeze my fists Push your tongue in untill it fits Lick your lips and exhale mist I've been told my fetishes are sick Mend my wounds like a feline mate Keep it clean lick the blood away When I finally scab over Dig your claws in and we'll start over Lick, suck, fuck, parted flesh Get tangled and stuck in the mesh Cold steel chain constrict my neck Leather cat of nine tails across my chest Lick, suck, fuck, parted flesh You dirty little slut you're such a mess Blind fold you so you have to guess And slap my hand across your flesh Not really into master and slave shit More mutually masochistic I'm always willing and able Pent up orgasm taker Lick, suck, fuck, parted flesh Get tangled and stuck in the mesh Cold steel chain constrict my neck Leather cat of nine tails across my chest Lick, suck, fuck, parted flesh You dirty little slut you're such a mess Blind fold you so you have to guess And slap my hand across your flesh Blow a

Do Not Stand At My Grave
do not satnd at my grave and weep. i am not there. i do not sleep. i am a thousand winds that blow, i am the diamond glints on snow. i am sunlight on ripened grain, i am the gentles autumns rain. when you awakend in the mornings hush, i am the swift up lifting rush of quiet birds in circled flight, i am the soft star that shines at night. do not stand at my grave and cry, i am not there, i did not die.

People Complaining About The Site, And My Response...
I read this bullitin shaking my head. If you don't like it here, why not leave? These are the same issues that came to light at my other site (not myspace,) and it got so bad with people complaining about it insteading of leaving it, that I left. Mike is always up for suggestions, comment to him instead of publicly insulting his site. He would probulary be more likely to listen to your concerns then. I know lostcherry has it's share of issues, but it is mostly the underage teenyboppers trying to join a rockin' adult site and adults that are acting like the teenyboppers. Here's a solution for you: report the teenyboppers, and delete the adults acting like them off your lists so that you don't have to deal with them... theres my two cents. Those of you that know me, know I speak my mind when something strikes me as this has... ~seana~ ------------------------------------------------- Orginal message: I like this site and most of the people I've met through it, but I don't

I Can't Make Much Of It Eirther But I Needed To Say
Two teen sit on the floor Eyes closed mouths open Hand running over there bodies One to keep them up Untill he falls on his back She get on him, pet his hair back Kisses him tenderly And get off and snuggles in his amrs Heads turn towards each other "I love you" he wishpers in to her ear "I love you too" He wishpers back PAssion swept them over Eyes shut mouths open Shirts are ripped off Pants are gone But a new love is found Rolling around on the floor Lust gave them courgae Passion and disier were they fuel They body just felt so right to each other Then panting on the floor Laid two teens, one a girl other a boy Sleeping in each others arms After oe long night

My "family"
Anyone who knows me in real life knows how much I adore my pet family...I've had cats since I was 17 years old other than after my old Pooh died at almost 20. When Pooh died I took a couple of years off because it just hurt to see other kittens but now I'm back up to 4 kitties who I adore and one old doggie. Keesha gets along great with the cats, expecially Mee-Kaa who has the patience of Job with the poor doggy. Keesha loves to slobber on Mee-Kaa and poor Mee-Kaa has to endure having an ice cold doggy nose shoved up her rear when Keesha comes in from outside...lol...I adore all my kitties and doggy and look forward to many many years with them driving me up the wall...smile...

Cute Facts
Girl Facts: When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared

Being A Christian
Being a Christian is like being a pumpkin. God lifts you up, takes you in, and washes all the dirt off of you. He opens you up, touches you deep inside and scoops out all the yucky stuff-- including the seeds of doubt, hate, greed, etc. Then He carves you a new smiling face and puts His light inside you to shine for all the world to see. This was passed on to me from another pumpkin. Now, it is your turn to pass it to a pumpkin. I liked this enough to send it to all the pumpkins in my patch. Happy Fall!

Jelly's Life
for those of you that dont know me,my name is jillian.i was boen to richard and denice moore on april 24.1979.they are both of oklahoma and attended schools there.also attended northern oklahoma college at the enid campus (go jets). i met my husband beau in 1996(wow 9 years ago .) beau has two kids from previws relationships.kai-loni was born novermber 9,1990 and tony was born febrcary 10,1992.beau and i had our first child on january 18,1999.her name is desarae thas is next year we desided that the time in our life was right to get married and we did so on august 18,2000. we had our next child on november 29,2002. his name is saige .as most of you know beau work for walmart and we courrently live in montrose.co . we are on the western slop and only about an hour from telluride.co, which is a big ski commuity here.i dont know wif this means anything to anyone but this is a brief history of my life thank you for taking the time to read it

Best Song In My Book
Tryin' to say I'm sorry Didn't mean to break your heart And find you waitin'up by the light of day There's alot I want to tell you But I don't know where to start And I don't know what I'd do if you walked away ooh, baby I tried to make it i just got lost along the way chorus But, every time i look at you No matter what I'm goin' thru It's easy to see And every time I hold you The things I never told you Seem to come easily 'Cause you're everything to me Yeah I never really wanted To let you get inside my heart I wanted to believe this would soon be ending I thought it wouldn't matter If it all just came apart But, now I realized I was just pretending Ooh, baby, I know I hurt you But you can still believe in me chorus 'Cause, every time I look at you No matter what I'm goin' thru It's easy to see And every time I hold you The things I never told you Seem to come easliy, 'Cause your everything to me It's gonna take a little tiime to show

New Love
I've got a new boyfriend. His name is Cody, and he's great. I'm very excited. Man, I have to work on Halloween, that's gonna suck. I've gotta close at Starbucks. I hate closing by myself. Oh and if any of y'all want to chill, holla. Lol, I'm so white.

Lostcherry.com Males!
Ok! I love naked ppl prolly just as much as the next person but I DO NOT WANT TOO SEE HAIRY SAGGY 40+ year old BALLS! GROSS! Yeah and you wonder why the hell your single! I have seen 4 guys with in 15 min who have cock/ball pics! 3/4 werent bad! The last one It was like a car crash it was graphic and disgusting yet I keep going back like WTF! He was pushing 40! And all but 1 pic was x rated! In one he was giving him self a fucking reach around! EWW! I DOTN WANNA SEE OUR NASTY CRUSTY HAIR ASS! OK! Or you FUCKING SOME CHICK! GROSS! MARK THAT SHIT FUCKING PRIVATE! WHO THE HELL IS WITH ME ON THIS ONE??? xo's Amber

Three Negative Communication Patterns You May Be Using!
A mini-course on communication for couples... by Jennifer Good It's amazing, but if you really look closely you'll discover that people are extremely private creatures. For all that we seem to want to boast and have ourselves become acclaimed, we still tend to bottle our truest and deepest feelings inside. And, for what? Most often to protect our helpless hearts from heaps of pain, anger, ridicule, despair or ultimately heartbreak. But, what if keeping our inner selves hidden is what causes the pain to appear in the first place? Have you ever considered that preventing the people close to us from really getting to know us is what's keeping them from giving their all as well? Every person has an inner need to be heard and understood. The people who understand us best are the ones we consider our closest friends, and the type of people we tend to gravitate towards. So, it would make sense that if we took the time to understand our partners and visa versa we could create a relation

After Losing My Husband....
almost 5 years ago come this November 11th to a heart attack.... I have been guarded with who I let my whole love show. Perhaps, a little afraid to let myself fall in love and to risk losing it again. Not too sure that I can go through that again.... HOWEVER, I do know how to love (and, thensome)... and, generally show my love for everyone and the world.... after all, that is part of my spirit... it is the deepest love though that is being well guarded. How does one give oneself permission that it is okay to let that deepest love out to share with those who you might love deeply??? (Make sense???) K

A Better Relationship Through Communication Skills
Use the power of communication for you! by Jennifer Good Ask a couple what's the one thing they'd like to improve in their relationship and more often than not their answer will be communication. It seems the thing we take most for granted, our speech, is the one thing that has the power to build or destroy a relationship. If you find communication is an area you'd like to improve in your relationship, take a few moments and read over the following tips and ideas for a better relationship through communication. 1. Communication is a power - don't abuse it. As with any condition of power, the quickest way to ruin is by abusing it. Remember that your words have long lasting effects, even more so than you may realize. In the future, the reason why you were arguing or having difficulties may not be remembered, but the feelings and words you conveyed will be. If you feel yourself about to say something demeaning or unneccesary, stop yourself and don't say anything at all. Try other

A Man I Never Knew
He's a man I thought I knew But I didn't He's a man I thought would never turn on me But he did He's a man who said he would always be here for me But he isn't He's a man I thought would be a good father But he wasn't He's a man I never knew

My Bday Was Yesterday
damn man my 20th bday was yesterday and all wkend i got drunk as hell and kicked it with my homiez but it was kinda depressing cuz everyone there had someone except me...which really sucked but whatever i dont need a man to validate me ...just thoought i would let everyone knwo that yesterday was my bday!!

10 Communication Blocks
Finding out where the breaks are... by Jennifer Good! Communication is often cited as the number one problem area in a relationship. If two people understand this, and are working towards having great communication, then how can they still run into problems? The reason is there may be many unknown factors contributing to the demise of a couple's communication. In this article we'll take a look at ten possible communication blocks that may be happening in your relationship. Language If you or your partner speaks a different first language, there can be a lot of semantic misunderstandings that may or may not be obvious. If you feel you're not being understood, really take the time to explain what you are trying to communicate. Culture With the Internet helping bridge gaps across territorial boundaries that once existed, this block is more important than ever. Just because you grew up with a certain philosophy about something, does not guarantee your partner did the same. Don

Hit By A Car
Well I took life for granted until Saturday, October 21,2006. Well the reason for that is a stupid woman could have killed me if she would have hit me the right way or harder. And of course "hit me", yes I said hit. Anyways, I just got off work and i was walking in the pedestrian walkway like I do everday, but of course this wasn't and ordinary day. Well anyways I was walking to my car and Ilooked both ways I seen the lady but she wasn't real close to me so I went, well she seen a parking spot and she was in a hurry to get it not even paying attention to anything but that spot, well i turned my head for a second, and i seen my friends face, they had that look like o my gosh. Well at that moment I turned to see what they were looking at, and who knew it was the lady and me, all of a sudden "BOOM" that b---- hit me. well I went to the ground and they had to yell at her to stop. Well she got out of her really really nice car, and was like I didn't see her. I heard and felt a thump, but I

What The Hell Is Wrong With People??
I have been trying to get the word out about babies and the loss of them. I go through and clear out most of my friends list and start fresh. I went through and cleaned up my page and made it all about support to parents who have been through this loss. I have only been adding survivors and supporters of this cause and yet...not all my friends and family are sporting the candle on their page and no one is reposting my bulletins anymore. This is enough to make me cry and want to give it up. If this is the kind of JOKE that LC really is....all about tits and ass and nothing else of any importance...then I might as well just walk away. It seems that no one cares...not even some of my friends and family. What is someone to do? I wanted to light up LC before the end of OCT and the only candles I am seeing are pretty much my friends and thas about it. It is definitely not what I was hoping to see. Where are peoples hearts?

Women At The Age Of 30.
Saw this in a Bulletin, had to share lol for those of my friends who may not see it. Cheers to us women nearing and over the age of 30! We ROCK! (Thanks Devil) This is for all you girls 30 years and over... And for those who are turning 30, and for those who are scared of moving into their 30's... AND for guys who are scared of girls over 30!!!!... This was a monologue by Andy Rooney from the CBS show, 60 Minutes Andy Rooney said: As I grow in age, I value women who are over 30 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 30 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 30 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And, it's usually something more interesting. A woman over 30 knows herself well enough to be assured in whom she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the

Wow And Awesome
It's amazing one day you think you know what you want but then you meet someone who blows you away and everything changes. One day I sat down and figured what I wanted in a woman I could be in a realsonship with and until the day I would meet here I would just remain single. I never thought I would meet her. This weekend made me think in a whole new way. I meet the girl I wanted, She is awesome She has everything I wanted Looks, And the personality I thought I would never see. After this weekend all I can say is Wow and awesome. :)

More Pics!
i wanna add more pics but every time i try to the page to invite friends pops up...am i clicking the wrong thing or what GRR and its not letting me view my user comment n stuff...im not a total idiot! :P what am i doing wrong people?!!!! RAWRRRRR!!!! LOLhahahahaha! :P

The Top Photos
ok, someone answer me this. Why is it that a person can't use an adult image as their primary picture, but the Top Photos, which typically get far greater display on a page than someone's primary image that scrolls by occasionally, are allowed to be adult images. These pictures are often graphic in nature too, which probably explains their popularity of course. So perhaps there ought to be a push by everyone to have the LC staff exclude adult images from the Top Photos, or at least make a different Adult Top Photos category that isn't readily displayed on a home page. God knows I don't want to scroll through my home page with my kids sitting here and see some girl totally spread eagle with a dildo going up you know where. Pass this along if you all agree, and lets get staff to address this.

Cycles Of Seven
Cycles of Seven by Julian You enter the world as an energy, totally aware, totally open and totally knowledgeable. Everything you need to achieve the goals in your life is given to you. The seven-year cycles are a flow, a rhythm. It is not something cut and dried. You may feel it coming or going two years in advance or two years later as it builds, peaks, and wanes. The seven-year cycles are an evolutionary spiral. They belong to every being that has ever been created. There is no one who does not go through them. There is a natural release of energy every seven years which encourages you to move forward and make changes. Every seven years there is, within the system, a total change. It is a soul's demand to be seen as an individual, not as a collective. At the age of seven, the first realization of self begins to occur. The restlessness that is felt within is due to body chemistry changes from that of an infant to that of a child. During the course of your life you are

Ignonrant People Need To Get A Clue
Ok I just got to say that it's ok if you don't like the way I look, it's ok if you don't accept my friend request or if you do and then never talk to me. I don't care about that but the drama I can live without, save the drama for someone who gives a shit! And here's your clue....that ain't me!!! I don't care if you hate me,think i'm fat, think i'm ugly whatever. Just leave me alone, if I'm that offensive to you go on and mind your business, there is no need for the childish name calling and degrading bullshit, we are not in grade school anymore. It's not about who's more beautiful,more popular or whatever. I am me and if you don't like the me that I am you leave me alone. It's not going to kill you ignorant asses to leave me alone if you don't like me. That is unless you live off of putting other people down. But i've always belived that the reason people hate on other people is to make them feel better about themselves. Well I only got one thing going through my mind right now and th

The Day She Said Good-bye
the day she said good-bye i cried the day she said good-bye i asked if it ment forever the day she said good-bye i wish i could hold her and make her nightmares disapear the day she said good-bye is the day i died

Love.
Love is a fictional emotion created in your mind to make you feel better. I believe that as humans we imitate love &&& if you think about it, its actually quite pathetic [ even though the majority of the human race is pretty pathetic ]. If you watch a baby does he/she love? No. They are happy when they recognize a face or someone that resembles their mom. As people we pretend we are in love when in actuality we are just lusting or are obsessed. Dont tell me you love me or anyone that you love them because its not true. Even if love did existed in the purest form without being under the influence of something it would be a combination of trust, friendship, physical &&& mental attraction. If you are in a relationship with someone &&& you have been in it for a week and you break up. dont cry dont be sad. You didnt lose love, you lost an obsession.

Mrs. Johnson
Mrs. Johnson decided to have her own portrait painted by a very famous artist. She told the artist, "Paint me with 3-carat diamond earrings, a large diamond necklace, glimmering emerald bracelets, and a beautiful red ruby pendant." "But ma'am, you are not wearing any of those things." "I know," said Mrs. Johnson. "My health is not good, and my husband is having an affair with his secretary. When I die I'm sure he will marry her, and I want the bitch to go nuts looking for the jewelry..."

Life, Not Always Grand!
This month has turned out to be truely crummy! It started with my hubby getting a ruling on a court date he had with his ex over child support. He was out of work, not by choice, for 2 months, and got behind. The judge decided, with much help from his ex (she has taken him to court now around 70 times, give or take), that he needs to pay off the child support in full (around $3000) by Nov. 21, or face 90 days in jail. Now what kills me is, the state had no problem with him being a little behind, he already has a new job, and the money is once again being taken out of his pay. The only reason the ex took him to court was to destract from him being upset that his 14yr old daughter is being allowed to date a 23yr old man.... Where is the justice in this world??? Yesterday, something funny, although painful happened to add to my month. I was shopping with two of my kids, not really paying much attention to where they were pushing me. They ended up crushing my finger in between t

Crack Whore At Wal-mart Incident
So, I was working nights for the night that this all happened. I was out at Wal-Mart at 2 in the morning getting myself some lunch. Got that all done and headed out towards my car in the parking lot. I head to my car and I see this chick in a black long coat next to my driver side window staring into my car. As I walked up to her I could tell that she was stumbling around like she was drunk. So I said "Can I help you?" She looked at me and, you could tell that she had been crying and was either drunk or completely cracked out on something, she said in this real soft drugged out voice "I locked my keys in my car." I was like "Ok... So, where's your car?" She just kinda stared at me pointed at my car and then said "It's this one right here." I looked at her and said "No. Thats my car." She just stared at me so I got my keys and went for my door. And she just screamed bloody murder "NNNNOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!" I backed off immediately. Thinking to my

Love This Site
i only been here for a few days and have grown to love this site and want to thank everyone thats been so sweet and awww hope you keep sending the comments there so kewl and have fun and thanks to everyone patty

Is This Love? A Closer Look
How do you know when you've found your soulmate? by Bob Narindra One of the most common questions we get asked at Lovingyou.com is "How do you know if it is really love?" Well, as you can imagine, this also happens to be one of the most difficult questions to answer! Love is such a strange, wonderful thing that nobody really has codified what it is yet. And to further complicate matters, there are so many different kinds of love: the love you feel for a friend, a family member, a sport or even a pet. This is such a crazy emotion that there is absolutely no way that I can definitively answer how you know it is love… but I am going to give it a try! Now, in order to find out if you love someone, the basic place to start would be to ask yourself, do you want to be with them? If the answer to that question is no, then it really can't be love. When you love someone, you want to be with them. Not just be with them, but share everything with them. You have a great day at work and want

Interesting, Take It And Reply With It?
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?No Answer 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Thong 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I can 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Yes, I sure have 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Both taken and been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, a foursome 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, and I own some of my own 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched o

A Song I Wrote
She walked in the door so sad and alone Pain threatened to make her heart a stone I saw her and listened to her words of pain She vowed to never love any again So much for vows and hurts of the soul God plan is always two half’s make a whole We talked for hours and touched each deep I gave her my heart hers alone to keep She broke my love in two and walked away Part of me still searches the stars till this day She was for a time the one I sought She was all my love wanted and bought And all that love was to me I thought Is there a life lesson here to be taught Why does love hurt so much ? She walked through the store Seeking food and so much more We grabbed the same can at the same time And then our eyes locked in euphoria divine Tongue tied and lost in her gaze Why does love leave me always in a daze We got coffee and talked for hours in the day Funny how love will always have it’s way Found myself giving my heart away She held me spell bound in the day

Talented Dogs
Although I currently don't own any animals (I used to travel for work a lot - So ...) I've always enjoyed having pets. They are more like friends than another mouth to feed. Growing up I had just about every domesticated animal you could think of: Stray cats and dogs that would just 'follow' one of the five kids home. The wild ones that our mom would let us nurse to health -- until they were ready to go back to the wild. I even chickens and all ... (although I never could figure out which ones were crispy and which were original) *rolls eyes* Dogs have always been a part of our family, and threw the years I've had some "Best Friends" that I'll never forget. I was the classic "Boy and his dog" story. Those dogs always have their doggie watch set to my time, knowing when and what to expect when I returned from school. (I spoiled every one of them, with bringing treats home from my sack lunch.) I've had some talented dogs threw out my life. I've trained them little

Biketoberfest!!
We left yesterday after work for Daytona Beach for Biketoberfest!! We rode the street glide over there (about 3 hours). We went with my daughter and her boyfriend, but they drove the truck with the harley in the back, then stopped about 20 miles before and parked the truck and got on the bike. Phil has an older harley and wouldn't have been a fun ride all the way.. lol... Anyways....had a great time!! forgot my camera though.. damn... could have gotten some good pictures... anything and everything goes over there!! My daughter wasn't too impressed... she didn't think breast painting is cool!!! LMAO....She was appauled at all the nudity that was there and couldn't believe the cops did nothing......I hope we didn't leave a bad taste in her mouth of us bikers... LOL....We didn't get home until 2:30 a.m. and I just got out of bed.... I am sooo sore from all the walking!! Hope all my friends had a great weekend! We will probably go riding for a little bit today too... great wea

Tattooing You
hello evryone well myname is chris and i am a tatoo artist been tatting for like 10yrs and i tattoo by appointment only, yes i do do tattoo parties , yes i will go to you or you come to me. i do custom free hand wrk also stencile wrk what ever you like i will do. well check out my pics on my pge,, let me know what you think, keep in touch top you all frm chris the tattoo guy

Well It's Something About Me!
well some peolpe knoew me, well most of you don't. i come from this island that we call home guam! guam is an island with lots of beautifull thing like flowers and other creations!!! well i'm and islander i enjoy fiching.. bogi bording.. well not surfing.. but skate boreding.. i love how the sune shines in my path... the beach... let me tell you the beach's on guam are so extroldeneray! i don't know how to spell that word but if you kind of get the sillibals then yah... that word!!lol... oh sorry my name is Rick, sorry for being rude for not mentioning my name ...lol i'm 18 and in a relationship! yes i love her if any one want's to ask... i'm funny ..i like to entertain people.. and also go fishing.. well i got alot about me if you would like to know more about me then leave me a comment!!! bye Rick

Under The Weather
HEY ALL MY L.C. BABIES, I AM NOT RECOVERING LIKE I SHOULD FROM THE SURGERY AND KEEP GETTING SICK. SO, I APOLOGIZE FOR NOT BEING HERE AND NOT GOING TO BE ON HERE FOR AWHILE! THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE AND NEW FRIENDS AND HOPE TO SEE AND VISIT WITH ALL REAL SOON! MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT! ~BRANDEE~ XOXOXO

The Dance
The world is a violent place Predator and prey square off One survives One dies in agony Blood stains the ground everywhere The dance of tooth and claw The dance of death Is the story of primal passion With blinding speed A life is snuffed out like a candle flame But Eve and Adam ate of the tree Their eyes were opened and they saw They separated in their minds Good from evil Light from darkness They discovered love and peace But there within them Lurks the beast, the tearer of flesh His passions and his jaws Are powerful enough to kill And kill, he does The followers of peace are easy prey Every day they must decide Whether to fight back, and be what they hate Or sacrifice, to show the way

My Father's House
The mountain spoke to me I lay upon her breast Safe under a wool blanket in my bed In my house In my father’s house A butter colored moon peeked in Through wavy glass A light breeze whispered Stars danced High above my father’s house And the trees The trees told secrets in the night And sacrificed their bodies Their lives To keep us warm in winter When good food cooked On the steaming stove The smell coming in through the nose And settling in the belly Of my father’s house I could not know or understand The whispered words Of mountain and tree But they haunt me still And catch in my throat I cannot speak them But I know them Like I know myself Like I know each board and corner of My father’s house

Postmodern Hero
Of what use is a hero Now the dragons are all gone? A helmet hangs beside the door The white knight lies awake ‘til dawn Remembering a battle With a foe that he could see When the honor and the glory Showed him clearly who he ought to be His big hands grip the blanket Like the triggers of a gun And cannons echo in his ears ‘Til bravely fought, the night is won He rises with the sunlight And stands before the door He stares into a blazing sky And dreams of life, and fire, and war Dark visions dance before him While he’s shaving at the mirror And driving to his daily grind He fights a small, persistent fear Of what use is a hero When there is no wrong or right? The battle’s hardest on the ones Who will not run and cannot fight

Muscia
IDK IF ANYONE AROUND HERE LIKES SPANISH MUSIC BUT ITS IN MY BLOOD AND I THOUGHT ID WRITE THIS TO SEE IF I GET ANY RESPONSES. I LISTEN TO SELNA,KUMBIA KINGS,KUMBIA ALLLSTARZ,THALIA STUFF LIKE THAT SO IF ANYONE READS THIS HOLL AT ME AND TELL ME YOUR MUSIC PREFRENCE.

Player Dis Liker!
Ok well happy late sweetest day EVERYONE! Well yesterday sean and I had a bon fire/bday party to go too at his uncle Matt's. It was his 37th bday bash! So Seans mom's side of teh family is the drunk side! Well I love his family! Theyre so funny and a lot like mine! So his one Aunt Sarah was just LOADED! She was HILLARIOUS! Well shes older liek 40's I believe.Well.. A) She works in Detroit, a few black guys told her she had junk in her trunk! Hillarious as is but her reply was better "yeah I do I have a case of toliet paper in it." I almost pissed myself! B) Some one called her a player hater! She has no clue what any new slang is. Well she was so drunk she was saying player hitter. So everyone who was aound the fire who knew what one was was in hysterics! So she kept asking what it was! So she claimed she had to pee but she went and asked a younger guy what the hell it was! He told her. So she came back. And was all pleased that she knew what the hell it was! Then she said she

Laughing Me Socks Off
Just found a track by Ozzy Osbourne and Frank Zappa doing a cover of the Bee Gees Stayin Alive, its hilarious hahahahah that has cheered me up here u go monster specially for you i managed to work it out Ozzy Osbourne & Frank Zappa cover of Staying Alive by the Bee Gees

Last Night
Wow...Last night was a awesome time with some friends that i havent seen in awhile...we went to a bar near my house and got smashed...once the bar was closing, i got a call from this really attractive gurl who decided to come over...when she got out of the car...OMG...she was smoking hot wearing something sexy and here is me..drunk as hell...i so wanted to kiss this chica but she is seeing someone...i hate it always finding an attractive gurl to find out that she is dating someone or married...to sum it up...ill never find a gurl

The Purfect Couple
perfect couple..... debora and jeff look how good we look togather . if anyone can will you make us a picture with both of us in it,like a background or something plz i would be very greatful thank ya and love ya your friend debora love you jeff

Intro To The Geek Corner
This is a place where I will make fun of all the not so computer savy people to blow off steam. I'm a senior computer tech for Bell Sympatico internet and as far as everyone is concerned at the place one of the best (arrogant huh lol) I will be displaying stories about my misadventures with grandma trudy and her e-mail problem....Why Timmy couldn't work his internet with the power off...Why shirley with the hot sexy voice took up 1 hour of my time while her problem only took 5 mins to fix. Feel free to comment and critique this blog section.Hopefully your not Grandma Trudy or Timmy...If you are shirley though I gots my phone number for ya he he he Yours Slightly Eccentric blogger guy person whatever you want to call me

I Dream
I dream of your touch while you are away, I dream of your smile all through the day, I remember the day, You came into my life, I dream of the day I will be your wife. I dream of the day I can fall asleep next to you, I dream of the day I can say I do. To be your wife, To be together for life, Is a dream I have, Every night. So come forfill my dreams for me xx

How I'll Die
death will be by poison, probably because you are a glutton and are around so many people that it would be easy to get away with it. Several important people in history share your fate.Posion67%Gunshot53%Suicide53%Stabbed40%Bomb33%Suffocated27%Natural Causes20%Accident20%Disappear13%Disease13%Drowning13%Cut Throat7%

Blah
i am soooo confused and dont know what to do and well i might just leave LC because of it so if ur a friend of mine and we talk often then i will give u my yahoo screen name and we can talk on there if i decide to leave

Silent Lucidity~~my Song For Feeling Better
I hate when someone who is my friend, or who I love feels down, or when I feel down & out..something about this song makes me feels better and gets me through the tough times.. So to anyone who feels down and out, or just loves this group..this is for u!! With love Dianna ~~SILENT LUCIDITY~~ QUEENSRYCHE Hush now, don't you cry Wipe away the teardrop from your eye You're lying safe in bed It was all a bad dream Spinning in your head Your mind tricked you to feel the pain Of someone close to you leaving the game of life So here it is, another chance Wide awake you face the day Your dream is over... or has it just begun? There's a place I like to hide A doorway that I run through in the night Relax child, you were there But only didn't realize it and you were scared It's a place where you will learn To face your fears, retrace the years And ride the whims of your mind Commanding in another world Suddenly you hear and see This magic new dimension I- w

Good Morning!
Good morning everyone!!!! I hope everyone is having a good day! Mine is going good so, far knock on wood......you know I am one of these people whos tries to let people be who they are and I try to accept them for that...well let me tell you I got pretty ticked off yesterday...there were some goths in the store where I work and I just love them to death they are just very cool people ya know? anyways there was some other people in the store make faces and whispering about them which I know I live in a small narrow minded town but, come on can we not learn acceptance people? Also, why is it that when two guys see two girls talking they almost always assume lesbians? Or maybe its just guys in my town but, good grief it is sooooo annoying!!!! I mean I dont go around assuming that just because two guys are together that they are gay! Anyways!!! I just hope everyone is having a good one! smoochies

Tag
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Here goes nothing. 1)I teach religious education at my church. 2)I don't have any teeth...well at least no real ones!! 3)I was the fastest beer drinker in college. I never lost a chugging contest!!!! LOL My claim to fame!!! 4)I make awesome apple pies!! And yes I can cook lots of things but my apple pies are the best! Or so I have been told. 5)I am a sportsaholic. If there's a game on TV then its on my TV! Diehard Yankees, Giants, Rangers & Knicks fan. Yes a NY fan all the way! 6)I don't like to change my look much. Other than growing my beard in the winter and being clean shaven in the summer. The following people please fill out

Me......pt 1
I've been here on this site for a little while now and I've met tons of wonderful caring people....I love you all...granted some more than others but the love that I feel for all of you is precious to me just as you are all very precious to me... Thank you all for your birthday wishes and virtual gifts....I feel that I have the best group of friends here..... For those of you who haven't had the opportunity to chat with me, I want to take a few minutes to tell you a few things about me. I am the mother to two very wonderful young ladies...Amber (20) and Mandi (17)....seems like just yesterday I was holding them as babies in my arms. They are my absolute best friends....some people in my life hate that but that is their problem...not mine or my girls'. They grew up way too fast...so if you have little ones..hold them...enjoy them and love with with everything you have because one day you will open your eyes and they will be young adults. I lost my father when I was 22....to a dr

A Song I Wrote
She walked in the door so sad and alone Pain threatened to make her heart a stone I saw her and listened to her words of pain She vowed to never love any again So much for vows and hurts of the soul God plan is always two half’s make a whole We talked for hours and touched each deep I gave her my heart hers alone to keep She broke my love in two and walked away Part of me still searches the stars till this day She was for a time the one I sought She was all my love wanted and bought And all that love was to me I thought Is there a life lesson to be taught Why does love hurt so much ? She walked through the store Seeking food and so much more We grabbed the same can at the same time And then our eyes locked in euphoria divine Tongue tied and lost in her gaze Why does love leave me always in a daze We got coffee and talked for hours in the day Funny how love will always have it’s way Found myself giving my heart away She held me spell bound in the day She

Obsessed W/ Fat Bottom Girls
I dont know what it is but I have been on this kick of queen ever since my hubby got me their greatest hits since i was sick. I know Bohemian Rhapsody reminds me of my childhood. I would sit and watch Waynes World on my grandmas sofa and I would head bands and try to sing along! I also rememeber going and seeing Waynes World 2 with my dad and his best friend Danny; 4 rows from the front and on the right side of the theatre. I just guess it some good memories of my dad. Since we dont see eye to eye, he lives in ILL.(with my brother Chris(in the pics w/ the dog) and his fiance), he wasnt the greatest dad, and he was almost never around. I guess Queen is just an escape for me! It puts me in my happy place!I can just turn it on and up and escape to where I was little and sitting on grandmas sofa w/ my blanket and teddy bear laughing my ass off to Wayne and Garth and going "schwing" even tho I had NO CLUE WHAT THE HELL HAT MEANT! So I have to do a wedding project for Family living w

Whats Happenin
Well as you can see I'm new to this and lookin for some new friends to past time with. I'm 28 with blue eyes. I'm 5'8" at 170. Well if there is any females out there looking to chat on here or anyplace eles hit me up. Now if you would like to know more about me just ask I aint shy.;)

Morning Sex
MORNING SEX Today is such a good day to make love to u The sun whispers a light breeze into the room You're here Eyes staring at me from the pillow Smile caressing my imagination You're beautiful My eyes must have told my thoughts Because your fingertips snuggled my earlobe I love you this morning I loved you last night I believe in you Your mind makes our life better And your lips....opens the door to my creativity I love making love to u right here Right now Your passion introduces my shoulders to a whole nother pleasure without The warmth of the covers You are the best lover of my soul You are the shield to loneliness And I love you despite your clit I love u despite your nibbles Although they are treasures that I can't stop appraising You're perfect right now Lying here next to me Waking up to me This is the best sex I have ever had Goodmorning Don't forget to tune into the "Da Lamont Carey Show

Radio Show Earlier Time Today !!!
HEY ALL listen to me live at 6:30 pm GMT today a little different today as a dj is off sick ! lol use http://www.rapturefm.com/rapturefm this will allw you to listen via streaming through you favourite player . personally i use VLC media player its free to download . ill be playing vocal/funky uk garage,house and hip hop !!!! please spread the word and were gonna have a wicked session !!! again a big thanks to all the regulars the radio is getting real big thanks to you all .............. see you all there ................. Dan.T

Lounge
any one who wants to visit and or subscribe to my lounge your more than welcome. you can chat or listen to music if the music u like is not there let me know and i'll try to get it. hope to see u all there. the link is http://www.lostcherry.com/lounge.php?l=1581 thank you (thunder)

Next, First, Last
NEXTS 1. Next person you'll kiss: Colton 2. Next movie you want to see: Flicka 3. Next person you want to go out with: I dunno 5. Next time you're going out: i dunno 6. Next place you'll take vacation: I'd like to take that Country Cruise with Tim McGraw and Chris Cagle! 7. Next thing you are going to do after filling this survey out: Cleaning house 8. Next thing you are going to eat: I havent thought about it 9. Next time you plan to be drunk: October 28th.. how is THAT for planning? :) 10. Next thing you are going to do outside: Clean pool 11. Next person you'd like to see fill this out: Anyone -------------------------------------------------------- LASTS: 1. Last kiss: Colton 2. Last person you hugged: Ashlee 3. Last person you spoke to: Colton 4. Last alcoholic beverage: BEER 6. Last movie: Over The Hedge 7. Last person you thought of: thought of how? I'm online..Ive thought of probably 300 ppl in the last hour 8. Last school

:d
Just wanted to say hey, and thank everyone for veiwing and rating me. I am extremely busy with work and everything else I don't have much time to keep this updated, but I am trying hehe, if anyone would like to know more about me, don't be afraid to ask...TTYL Muahs, ~JESS~

Some More Stuff About Me
1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? Publishers clearing house, telling me that I just won. LOL 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Always 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener? Depends on my mood. 4. Do you take compliments well? Nope 5. Are you an active person? Not as much as I would like to be 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive? I doubt it 7. Do you like to ride horses? Yeah, but it has been a long time 8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? Yep 9. What was your favorite game as a kid? spin the bottle? LOL I dont know 10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you get involved with him/her? No. Unless they don't plan to stay that way 11. Are you judgemental? No 12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you? Most religions.. yes and provided they didn't try to change my beliefs 13. Do you like

You Know
i have a big heart and it bites me in the ass WAY to much. And once again im going to end up being fucked but shes my mother and hes my brother. My brother got himself in some trouble which i previously stated. Well he was living in an apartment with his gf. And she kicked him out. And him and my dad dont get a long, so he had no wheres to go. So i gave him my apartment for a few weeks cause of gabby, im not letting her live just anywheres. So yeah hes got my apartment for 2 weeks or so. So my mom is sick, and her other kids are assholes. So i agreed to stay here with her for a few weeks. Which is fine, cause i have my own room and no rules haha but she needs someone to take her to Chemo and shit till she can get someone else to do it. So yeah i changed my whole world again to help other people =/ So lets see how this ends this time.

For The Heart
Love isn't so much looking into each other's eyes, as looking into each other's Heart. It's not just dreaming dreams together, but following those dreams hand in hand. Love is learning to share and to care. Love is learning there is someone who makes all the difference in your world - as you do in mine!!!!

Loving You !!!
I don't just love you for my heart .... but i do love you for my soul cause that the only space you and God contain ... And What if what i feel for you isn't love ... then i would rather die ,rather than living without you .... I only wish that you could know the way that i feel about you girl, you wouldn't want to lose me ... I do know that we have faced a lot of difficult times, pls don't be mad ... pls give me a second chance ... girl i love you, i want you to be the mother of my kids, i need you in my life and no one can ever take away your space from me ...I only wish that you could know the way that i feel about you girl, you wouldn't want to lose me ... I do love you much more than any word could ever express Written and composed by Wale Shodiya

My Love....
I searched this world all over, For that one special girl, Who was looking for love Not diamonds or pearls.... From out nowhere You entered into my life...... Like a ray of sunshine So warm and bright...... I'll love you forever, Forever and more, For all that you gave me Its you I adore.... Things of time have changed, You drifted away. But you left me with something, To cherish each day..... A passion for life, The courage to be strong, The will to succeed, And the sense I belong..... I'll love you forever, Forever and more,

I Think I Lost Most Of My Hearing
For those of you who don't know last night was Unknown Soul's CD Release party. It has been a long, fun journey to this point. As with any band or group of friends people change, grow apart, and some move on. Many of the originals are still around and that is always good to see. A larger portion of the originals did not make it. I don't blame them Marrietta is a long drive. I like the Darkside. It has a really nice stage and good sound. Even though it was way way loud, but your at a rock concert sooooo GET OVER IT. hahahahah. I think I have listened to the CD about 3 or 4 times now. I popped it in the CD player as soon as I woke up this morning. Still haven't played it really loud because my ears are still ringing from last night. The little dvd pre performance was cool. It was awesome to see pictures that I took make it into a presentation like that. Even if I had a few goofy faces. haha. quote of the night. "Chelsea come inside"

My Future Bride
You’re as beautiful as an Island, Your cheery look portrays a gentle heart; Your brownish eyes override my complexion, But my soft kisses on your wet lips Will make hairs fall over your pretty face Like precarious wind scattering leaves afar. You’re my one and only love, You’re my future bride; You’re the most beautiful bouquet That sits in my heart. I will hold you tight to sleep Till darkness shadows lightness. I’ll lift you high to the sky So that your fine feet Wouldn’t touch the ground. Cause you’re my one and only love. One day we’ll abide together, Think as one flesh, plan together. We’ll drive in one direction For thesame goal and prosperity. We’ll be in one union with God Because we love. By John Eyong

True Colors
It's amazing that so many times I can see through people, and can tell how trashy or how slutty or even how fake a person is. I guess I had my guard down a few weeks ago, or I was just desperate or something. Last night was just immature and repulsive. I haven't had someone purposely throw something in my face in a long time and last night was completely stupid and uncalled for. If you want to suck the shit out of each others face go find a room, I am sure there are plenty of hotels that would have loved your buisness in the Marrietta area.

A Quick Update
So it has been 5 weeks and I still do not have my car back. My insurance only covered 30 days of rental and I still had to pay 100 dollars extra for that. So, am I pissed? Uhh Hell yeah! I WANT MY CAR BACK!!! Ugh....

The 22nd ~ I'm Sorry And Theories
first, i'm sorry i havent been on in two days.. read the bulletin about it because i'm too lazy to type it all again here. and here's my BLOG: What if when we are alive we are actualy dead and when we die we are actualy alive. Heres another: I feel that we are each in line until it is our turn to die many think I am crazy but I mean think about it you are in line and every step you take you are closer to death similar to the fact that everyday we live we are closer to our time of death. And Another: What if our dreams are our life and our life (when we are awake) is our sleep we can have good days that seem like nightmares. And Another: we are here until there is room And yet another: We are actualy reincarnations and in another parellel universe we are all opposite of what we are here. In another we are the same just older and younger basically we live every year in order over agian in another universe one that is ahead and another that is behind. De javu you ha

I'm Gonna Love You
As long as you love me I'll stay by your side I'll be your companion Your friend and your guide As long as you love me As long as you care I'll do anything for you I'll go anywhere I'll bring you the sunshine I'll comfort your fears I'll gather up rainbows To chase all your tears As long as forever My love will be true For as long as you love me I'll only love you by Meme

Coffee!!!!!
You never know how dependant you are on the coffee until you decide to quit it for a day.You get massive headaches gah. Anyways this blog really has nothing to do with coffee. Just a bunch of verbal diherrea. I find it quite liberating just to put your thoughts out first thing in the morning...Extremely therputic.Anyways back on topic...Coffee. He he he well I started at the ripe old age of 16....I had my first Tim Hortons coffee.The canadians will know what I'm talking about. The heavenly waker uper. The crack coccaine of coffee...A large double double. As we speak I'm drinking some second rate folgers missing my mistress of the nectar from the gods....TIMMIES!!! I tried all the variants of coffee...Well most of them anyways..Espresso was the most enduring. It kept me up for 2 days straight while I was taping episodes of Robotech with a friend of mine. Haven't touched the stuff since. It makes me too hyper. Like I am now bouncing out of my seat and trying to focus on one thing..

On My Way To The Er (pouts)
I have to go to the stupid hospital. I have this big red spot under my arm and it hurts so bad it makes me cry. I don't know whats going on. Well ok yeah I do know what it is. Nichaols had one when he was 4 months old. You can't even believe how bad it hurts. I saw the movie The departed last night. Oh my god did that movie rock. I love mob movies so much.

Tribute Poem To Owen Hart
IN MEMORY OF OWEN HART From our sight he is gone But in our hearts forever he lives on. From this world he was suddenly taken Leaving millions of hearts achin'. Oh Lord, this can't be true, Please bring him back, we ask of you. Guess you have more important plans, But why you took him, we don't understand. You took him to your home up in the sky, Now, all that's left to say is We miss you Owen, rest in peace For now we must say goodbye. Written by Vicki Joiner Sun. Oct. 22, 2006 In Memory of Owen Hart JUST SOME FACTS ABOUT OWEN COURTESY OF THE ROCK Wrestler: Owen Hart (1965-1999) Real Name: Owen James Hart Birthday: May 7, 1965 Died: May 23, 1999 Hometown: Calgary, Alberta Marital Status: Married, Martha; Two kids. Height & Weight: 5'10" - 227 lbs Trained by: Stu Hart Debut: May 30, 1986 Previous Gimmicks: Owen James (WWF) The Blue Blazer (WWF) "The Rocket" "Slammy Award Winning" "The King of Harts" "The Black Hart" Finishing Move:

Sweetest Day
So, my baby and I are going out to eat this morning for sweetest day. We were supposed to go out later, but he got called in to work. :( Eh, atleast he is making money. I'm waiting for him to get ready and for Krystle to get home so that we can go. We are watching her son right now, and he is so cute. I hope she wins that custody battle tomorrow. *crosses fingers* Anyways, that's all for about now...

Poetry
Please Keep Up The Fight by Jason Brown Please keep up the fight Though it may seem hard or wrong To keep up what we feel is right In our hearts where it is so strong Please keep up the fight No matter what they say or do Let your heart guide you to the light To the love that we both know is true Please keep up the fight Dont deny what you rightfully own Love me and our world with all your might Push agaisnt what they dont condone Please keep up the fight Show me that you still care Dont let me go into the dark night Express the love they dont want you to bare Please keep up the fight Never forget all that we have between us two One day, I promise again will I hold you tight The day when I can look in your eyes and say I love you

Helpful Facts For Ummmm Those Who Suffer From Brain Farts Lol Lol Lol
Thank goodness some body told us this... All together now folks.... say DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Hehehehe Liquid Plummer Warning: Do not reuse the bottle to store beverages. Windex Do not spray in eyes. Toilet Plunger Caution: Do not use near power lines. Dremel Electric Rotary Tool This product not intended for use as a dental drill. Arm & Hammer Scoopable Cat Litter Safe to use around pets. Bowl Fresh Safe to use around pets and children, although it is not recommended that either be permitted to drink from toilet. Endust Duster This product is not defined as flammable by the Consumer Products Safety Commision Regulations. However, this product can be ignited under certain circumstances. Baby Oil Keep out of reach of children Little Ones Baby Lotion Keep away from children Hair Coloring Do not use as an ice cream topping. Wet-Nap Directions: Tear open packet and use. Dial Soap Directions: Use like regular soap. Stridex Foaming Face Was

What Is The True Color Of Your Heart?
You scored as Black. Your heart is black. Some might confuse this with emptiness, desolation, or despair, but it is none of those. Most with black hearts are consumed with anger and hatred, but they are not evil. However, a black heart is in the essence of death. Do not bring it forth before it's destined time, but do not fear it, either.Black100%Indigo96%Gray93%Purple79%Blue46%Magenta39%Red32%Yellow29%Green21%Orange21%White

Last Night
well the first blog to be posted not sex related... but anyway.. Went to see Paul stanley last night in atlanta.. what a friggin show it was amazing.. any one who is a fan..see him it rocks... here is a quick setlist ..not in the correct order but i think i got all the songs he played live to win hide your heart a million to one got to choose move on magic touch do you love me tonight you belong to me struttereverytime i see you around love gun wouldn't you like to know me bulletproof i still love you i want you lift detroit rock city goodbye his new album comes out tuesday.. get it ..it's awsome... anyway.. enough of that .. back to the debauchery.....

Lost An Angel
She doesn't know where i'm going, I left her standing outside. I'm sorry if I hurt you hun, You know I never tried. I didn't know that angels, could make me feel this way. But i can hear you that you're leaving, in the things you just wont say. Talk to me my darling, make any little sound. I'm sorry that you can't love me, still I hang around. Am I doing any favors, or is this all a dream. Since I lost you my angel, things aren't what they seem. Is it any wonder, I forgotten how to feel. Don't you know in your silence, it's my voice that you still. Is there any hope now, or am I just another clown. Don't know if I can take it, since you're not around. But I hope, I pray, I dream of another day. I sing, i cry, and I don't know what to say. Devl

Oct 18th
oct 18th Met am-6 this night and brought her home... this is what she had to say.... we ended up going at it from about 2:00 am till 4-4:30 am.... "The sex last night was amazing. The best part was watching you, poised perfectly upright, fucking in and out of me. You've left me wonderfully sore. Feel free to call if you ever want to play again," 'nuff said

My Feelings On "pretty Pussy Contests. Dont Like My Opinion Go Away!
I can see the "Most Real Cherr" or "Graveyard Boys" I can see the "Pretty Eye Contests" and the "PS" contests. Tell me though What in the world is the point of something so volgar and degrating as "Pretty Pussy" Conetsts?! Is gross, Its showing a low self respect, and comepletely out of line in my eyes. I personaly would never eneter such a contest. I dont want the world to see my puss. Thats for my husbands eyes only. Come on people GROW UP! If your in highschool, I can see it but grown men and woman. Whats wrong with you. Be ashamed! I am far from a prude trust me. I also have a thing called self respect and BOUNDRIES! Sending randome shouts and mssages to have a person vote for your pussy is disgusting! A little warning please while I sip my morning coffee. MY CHILDREN ARE AWAKE!!! For future notice DO NOT SEND ME NUDES AND DO NOT SEND ME A LINK TO VOTE FOR YOUR DIRTY BODY PARTS! i HAVE NO PROBLEM VOTING ON OTHER CONTESTS FOR MY FRIENDS. I ALWAYS DO. I dont care for eneteri

For All Us Nice Girls..
This is my tribute to the nice girls. To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong. This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, who provide a comforting hug and a supportive audience for a story they've heard a thousand times. This is for the girls who understand that they aren't perfect and that the guys they're interested in aren't either, for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper, touch, because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe... maybe this time he'll have understood. This is a homage to the girls who laugh loud and often, who are comfortable in skirts and sweats and combat boots, who care more than they should for guys who don't deserve their attention. This is for those girls who ha

Hahaha No Wonder I Moved. Lol
Wacky and wild laws of my home state... lol Idaho • Boise: Residents may not fish from a giraffe's back. • Coeur d' Alene: If a police officer approaches a vehicle and suspects that the occupants are engaging in sex, he must either honk, or flash his lights and wait for three minutes before approaching the car. • Idaho Falls, Idaho: If you're 88 years of age or older, it's illegal for you to ride your motorcycle. • Idaho state law makes it illegal for a man to give his sweetheart a box of candy weighing less than fifty pounds. • If a police officer approaches a vehicle and suspects that the occupants are engaging in sex, he must either honk, or flash his lights and wait for three minutes before approaching the car. • Idaho and other states allow members of the Native American church to use the hallucinogenic plant peyote in religious services. • Illegal for a man to give his sweetheart a box of candy weighing less than fifty pounds. • In Idaho walking along the street with a

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Mysterious100%Eyes full of Pain92%Passion83%Diamond Eyes58%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

What I Am
You scored as Warewolf. You are a Warewolf, aka a Liken. You find your center by being in nature, and often you are influenced by being involved in everything you can, and violence. Being so competeive, my only suggestion would be to find out what you want out of life, because you are the type of person to constantly fight for your pride, however it is sometimes in vain. Warewolf81%Demon69%Ghost56%Vampire50%Mortal44%Elf44%Magic user38%Elemental31%Fariy31%Mermaid6%Find out what type of supernatural creatur

I Have Not Been Hiding.
I want to let all my friends and family know that I have not been hiding. I miss being on here. The reason that I have not been on here is because I found out on Wednesday that my youngest son has a hernia and he has been hurting alot in his stomach and I just cannot seem to keep him off my lap. The dr that he was seeing don't want to do anything about it so I have found him a new dr that is going to see him on 11-2. Cannot wait to go see the dr I am hoping the new dr will do something about it instead of making my child suffer like the peditrician is doing that just saw him on Wed. So everyone don't get upset or mad if you dont see me on for a few days or im not answering comments back right away I will get to it as soon as i can.

C
"Inbreeding is how we get championship horses." - Carl Gunter, Louisiana state representative, explaining why he was fighting a proposed antiabortion bill that allowed abortion in cases of incest. ** need we say more "Most cars on our roads have only one occupant, usually the driver." - Carol Malia, BBC Anchorwoman ** yes having a driver would be a start "China is a big country, inhabited by many Chinese." - Charles De Gaulle, former French President ** your kiddin, it aint is it?? "Everything that can be invented has been invented." - Charles H. Duell, Commissioner, U.S. Office of Patents, 1899. ** so wtf have we been inventing since 1899?? didnt know they had muscle cars, hd tv, mobile phones, ipod etc bk in 1899 "Football players win football games." - Chuck Knox, football coach ** bollox the cheerleaders go out an score conversion to win dont they "My sister's expecting a baby, and I don't know if I'm going to be an uncle or an aunt." - Chuck Nevitt,

Jag Förstår Inte
ja den här sidan är ganska konstig alla fisar ju bilder på sig själv halv nakna eller ej ganska patetiskt endå att alla ska hålla på som dom gör är helt onödigt lixsom samt smått störande lixsom.. aajaaja...

Thanx
just a big thanx for all concern over son.....just to let everyone know got call last night from him.......all ok hes fine.........thank god.......................there sattelite dish is screwing up so he down for the time being.......enuf babling thanx again to all who showed concern

What Women Would Do If They Had A Penis For A Day.
10. Get ahead faster in corporate America. 9. Get a blow job. 8. Find out what is so fascinating about beating the meat. 7. Pee standing up while talking to other men at a urinal. 6. Determine WHY you can't hit the bowl consistently. 5. Find out what it's like to be on the other end of a surging orgasm. 4. Touch yourself in public without thought as to how improper it may seem. 3. Jump up and down naked with an erection to see if it feels as funny as it looks. 2. Understand the scientific reason for the light refraction which occurs between a man's eyes and the ruler situated next to his member which causes two inches to be added to the final measurement. 1. Repeat number 9......

I Am Out Of Town...
Just wanted to let you guys know ( if you even care..lol) I am in New Jersey until the 30th. I will try to check online once a day. An emergency came up with my Best friend...so, as a friend I am here for her. I hope you guys have an awesome week!!!

Csi Vs Law & Order - Sunday Usa Weekend Article
Here's what my fave show of the six says about who I am. CSI:original,miami or ny OR Law&Order:origina,crimial intent or svu) My pick is Law & Order: Criminal Intent. L&O:Criminal Intent=The Analysts Chances are, fans of this series were raised on Nancy Drew and the Hardy Boys because, according to the L&O co-executive producer Peter Jankowski this is the "Sherlock Holmes of all three shows." Each episode of Criminal is more or less a good brainteaser of a mystery. According to author Gray, "these fans have the most curious personalities." And, adds Kelly: "Criminal Intent fans secretly hate authority and societal norms. They're also incredibly analytical, to the point of overanalyzing, and are great observers and great listeners." They got me pegged--I did read Nancy Drew and the Hardy Boys when I was younger. I love mysteries/suspense and I do secretly hate authority and societal norms. I never was a living in the box doing what everyone else is doing kind of gal. LMAO!!

I Dont Understand.....
i have been on LC for a couple of months and i still dont understand it very much. i really havent met anyone local yet either. im just here to meet friends right now. i have a girl friend right now. know one can have to many friends. for those to have a cow when someone doesnt leave comment well i do leave them but i do it on my terms.. when i find time. :) i sometimes want to delete my profile on here but something tells me not too. so i am going to take a break from LC for awhile.

Redneck Vasectomy
Redneck Vasectomy After their 11th child, an Alabama couple decided that was enough as they could not afford a larger bed. So the husband went to his doctor and told him that he and his cousin didn't want to have anymore children. The doctor told him that there was a procedure called a vasectomy that could fix the problem but that it was expensive. "A less costly alternative, said the doctor, "is to go home, get a cherry bomb, (fireworks are legal in Alabama) light it, put it in a beer can, then hold the can up to your ear and count to 10." The Alabamian said to the doctor, "I may not be the smartest tool in the shed, but I don't see how putting a cherry bomb in a beer can next to my ear is going to help me." "Trust me," said the doctor. So the man went home, lit a cherry bomb and put it in a beer can. He held the can up to his ear and began to count... "1" "2" "3" "4" "5" At which point he paused, placed the beer can between his legs and resumed counting on

First Time
First Time Clem drove his pickup alongside the road and showed his buddy Jed where he'd first had sex. "It was right down there by that there tree. I remember it plain as day. It was a warm summer day... We were madly in love... We made our way down to that the tree and made love for hours," explained Clem. "That sounds amazing," exclaimed Jed. "Yep, it was goin' real well until I looked up and saw her momma standing right there watching us..." "Damn, what did her momma say when she saw you puttin' it to her daughter?" "Baaaaa..."

Washington Square Park
Everybody is relaxing in the park.. one guy is making beats, one guy is playing guitar.. a few people are reading the new york times... some drug dealers saying they got dimes.. im writing this rhyme.. looking at the enviroment that im in... a few people walking, some by themselves, some with friends.. some bums are asking for change some sleeping on the bench... hookers ask to give brains for some ends... more drug addicts then I can count yo.. some white guy with dreads playing the saxophone.. I put my head down to write.. when I looked up, some girl walking by staring me in the eye, damn she was fine.. I wanted to say hi but Im to shy.. so i turned my head away... why, oh, why, didnt I say ‘hey’.. im just enjoying this beautiful day all these girls are beautiful, each in their own way I don’t wanna leave, I wanna stay and keep looking around, taking in all that I can.. I feel like im experiencing poetry this is the type of beauty I find in the books I rea

What Creature Of The Night Are You You Most Like? (pics!!)
You scored as You are a Vampiric Elf!. Congratulations my friend! You are a Vampyric Elf. Your kind are few and far between! Your hobbies include drinking the blood of innocent victims or just draining it and mixing it with herbs and spices. You were once one of the noblest of white magic creatures but you turned against those who you loved, most likely because of lost love, and turn yourself into their greatest fear to punish them all!You are a Vampiric Elf!75%Vampire67%Fallen Angel67%Black Witch58%You are a Demon33%What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com Okay, so I don't agree with this!!!

Shakes Head...
Why Are ppl so damn inmature and stupid at times? My Shhhhhh and Life album are for family only now... someone went and gave most my shhhhhhh pics low ratings. I have turned down some friends request... If you DON'T have a pic...I won't add you...(unless I know you) If you look younger then 18 I will not add you.... If this bothers you...So be it... I have had enough problems W/ stalkers and fakes ... So if you want to go rate low on my pics.......go ahead... Does it bother me? Hell no... Just lets me know how stupid and inmature you are... Have a nice day...

What I Like
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Sometimes/wishes And Prayer
Some Times Some times i'm lost on how i feel Some times I hide behind a sad smile Some times I'm overwhelmed in my self Some times I need Too much Some times I wish for once I am true Some times I feel alone Some times I feel smothered Some times I feel nothing Some times I dream All I want is to change my life to be more than just some times All I want is to have my love returned and not to cry anymore All I want is peace and control

My Foolish Heart Becomes The Joke
my foolish heart becomes the joke I'm the Joke I have only Fallin in love only two times in my life The love of my life Michael Oh Michael, Why him he's not goodlooking in any way but this man played me made me linger and desire him and build him up god like and i played his game for too damn long I was nothing but a follower at first I followed him just to gaze at him i became jealous when he spoke to another girl I still wanted him, I had other men but i wanted only him i wrote erotic letters which he shared with his friends when i found out i was humiliated and ashamed I still wanted him, loved him, worshipped him I tried to walk away and when he had a girlfriend he still wanted to mess around with me but when he was caught he told her i was nothing again i humiliated my self. I was a Joke a nothing i walked away but my heart still ached for him as time passed things changed but still held him in my heart a memory I made myself forget all the bad memories I just Thought of him

You Can't Give What I Want
poem/" YOU CAN' T GIVE ME WHAT I WANT" You can't give me what I want, I've loved you from the start. As much as that love remains You can not give the same. The more I needed the further and further you became. The pain I still feel inside is still reflects to those that try to reach my wounded heart. They try so hard heal my wound they are not you and can not replace this feeling I still have for you. Someday you will be a fond memory but now I feel I lost my meaning, I have lost a battle, I am defeated I am in a open grave, still breathing but, bearly alive. I wait for someone to lift me out.Inside I still wait for you. You can't give me what I want. I've loved you from the start You can't give the same. The more I needed and wanted The further and further you became. I still love you the same.

I Miss All The Time,but
life's little curve balls Things are so strange now so much is going on Today my aunt called us to let us know one my relatives committed suicide this week my mother has lost her mind (dementia) I have no job and someone I love and still have deep feelings for his birthday is monday I can't keep my life in order i did not fill my meds till today my emotions are all over the place. I can't deal with this any more alone. dating and sex don't fill this void very long. This man I care for stopped seeing me because he wanted this 25 yr old child he lied and said he was seeing other women too. That was a lie. He was only seeing her but he wanted too much too soon and she ended it. it was karma he hurt me and he got it back. i feel bad in a way but i laughed and felt he deserved it. I hurt for him I still care for him miss him want to talk to him take him in my arms . I can't its wrong It pains me

I Am Blessed And Content
MY Daughter you ever make a wish when your young that you would have better parents than the one's you have or wish your friends parents were really your parents because they nicer and better looking. Some people without understanding why, become those dream parents or in my case parent I did not know that till recently. everyday I look at my daughter and how close we are how if she had a problem or wanted to know anything no matter how ugly the truth really is i would tell her and I get along with her friends they think I'm funny I wish I was the sexy mom but the funny mom will do. My daughter is everything I wanted to be. funnny, has friends and is involved in her teachers, friends and school she's in clubs and she is happy and nobody makes fun of her for being fat she's not shy and reserved like me and she is happy as happy as a 15 year old can be. what did i do right was it the hugs the security that she was loved was it the frank and honest talks about everythin

Please
please don't go please do stay let us share one more day wish we could hold each other one more time seeing each other sigh wish you was not gone wish you could say yes i know i tried to do my best how do i go on how can i not falter with out you in my life i see my end so clear

God, I Think Too Damn Much
Am I running away from my past, the pain I caused my self and ones that were created by others . Why do I feel this way. I shouldn't. Right now I failed at love, of a career,and school. I never have been able to finish anything. Disappointments and sadness dot my life and I seem to dwell on them. The good things in my life are minute comprare to the mountain of pain I have felt. the things I am proud of were reduced to nothing I feel insignificacent,worthless inside, at times. Now is the time to put them aside even the problems that are not at all resolved. I have to make time for myself even though another adversity thas been thrown in. I can't and won't dwell on only that. Life is too precious to me now. This is My time now. So I may be running away but, maybe I'm repairing the damage. Yes nowI'm looking for pleasure. I want to find the men in my life who can accept me for me and a man who can make me happy that will take some time. Right now that is secondary to what I want now som

L.c. I Thank You
OK Hi all I am new and just want people to know that I am trying to keep up here as much as possible . This is a WAYY COOL site and I have been around LOL so just a thnx for such a great site L.C. SMILESSSSSSSSSS Twitta

Sometimes I Just Can't Think Straight
What is it ? what is wrong my emotions are so raw I can't get a hold of anyone. my life feels out of control I'm alone so alone i may do something stupid. I can't take the right medicine for my messed up emotions I'm trapped here. I can't fight this loneliness I feel. the tears the fact that i have no job I am returning to the person i was before. the time that i was left wondering why Chris didn't return my calls than the dreaded truth I hate him for what he did and how he did it it was the death of my heart . feel i don't have a enuff to give someone else I have no love no real love left inside. Why am i dwelling on this If i am so damn sexy If I am so damn nice Why am I alone why is everyone not here with me someone give me answers I can not stand to be alone no more I hate this feeling it scares me I know I would not hurt myself but I fear someday i will I can't control what will happen Why does my heart hurt so damn much am I in a panic yes YES I AM I hurt I hurt so bad IS it lo

A Blast From My Past
ok this a old poem I wrote in college about my first love Well after not seeing him for 19 yrs we were reunited for a short period and again I fell for him. As my readers know he was and always be my first love. well anyway we had assignment of writing a poem about love this was it I wrote it in 5minutes and flowed so nicely. I read it in class and of the twenty students in my class The women gave me a standing ovation and the teacher gave me a A and that was not surprising because i was published already in the college paper and was considered a gifted writer this and a essay will alway's be by my account one my best work. this man was my muse. so here it goes: HEARTBREAK: This game we play has given me worry I turn around and your in a hurry Love me love me not What do we got frustration, humiliation You torment my mind You don't give me time We start and stop all the same Someone needs to be tamed Please baby,please stop I did not trust yo

Sleep Is Overated Anyway
ALL RIGHT the brain is working overtime again: I was chatting last night and this guy I met 2 years ago was connected with someone I talked to a week ago Well the the guy from 2 years ago told the guy I talked to last week to back off because the guy from 2 years ago still was interested in me. the guy from 2yrs ago wanted me to be his!!!! WELL, I was talking to the guy from 2 yrs ago when he contacted me last month I told him to get lost block him from chatting further. this guy from 2 years ago is persistant. I got to tell you this guys nerve of saying to me how come I was nice to his friend but I gave him a hard time. Asked if I was playing a game. REALLY NOW! there is a reason it didn't work 2 years ago it was not a good meeting. I did not know the guy from last week I knew the guy from 2 yrs ago. SO 2 different men 2 separate personalities. I know I am not the same person I was 2 years ago BUT, I am still ME!!!! ITs not a game and I am not acting IT all depends how you appoar

Was It Really A Disaster
yesterday I started this poem, and lost it i freaked out. I'll try again. Was it really a Disaster: Was our time that we shared a disaster as you say. Was I your friend or was I really being used. The perseption was a blurr. The reality even more. It was a time of self doubt and great loss. You seen that and ran with it Yes our begining was a matter of need and time of transition. the first ended with a fight over children and we both started a new seperate life than me life fell apart to point of no return

Gently
The small of her cigarette smoke permiates his nostrils as he sits back in the chair and turns on the DVD. She walks by him a slight grin on her lips and still facing him slides her body to her knees never leaving contacy with his body from her hand. Once she was down her hand trailed from his shoulder, down over his chest to teasingly flick over the nipple and then down to his belly, thigh then knee. Once pleased with herself and his reaction she turn around positioned between his legs and settled to watch the movie with him. She never knew what the movie was as his fingers found themselves in her hair, stroking back and forth along her scalp and drawing his fingernails--just long enough to scratch and dig--from the crown of her forhead and back down to the top of her spine. He listened with a great sense of pride as soft moans escaped her lips and noted she was even having trouble drinking her beer and smoking her cigarette. He found himself dragging and pulling at her hair, t

Apologies,for Mistakes I Never Made
Robert I am so sorry I wish I never told you of what I done It cost me so much I hurt you don't say different and my heart is broken too I want to take back everything I said friends are hard to come, and so easy to go I don't want to lose you but, you gave up to easy don't let yourself do that I will fight for you as i did before, I believe in you, don't go away please i feel so lost now and more determined to do what has to be done we had fun talking and teasing you made me laugh and think I wanted to know you, but you backed out why? why did you give up, we found each other when we both were low and picked ourselves up and you started to do well It made me feel good. this is my choice I would rather have your friendship than do this thing, I'm not this mans slave I am me enjoying being free I know its a mistake I knew the cost but still i had to do it I am weak, stupid and remorseful howdo I repair this, how do I ma

Dream
As I wake by your side, My feelings for you I can not hide, I touch your face in the morning light, Being with you just feels so right You make me feel like I'm a queen, Like being inside an awesome dream, Although this is real, that I know, As the love that surrounds us continues to grow I think of what the future holds... Marriage, us growing old, And as I lay, with you dear, I'm just so glad you're mine, you're here.

Reasons Why I Can't Sleep
NEVER GOOD ENUFF: AM I EVER GOOD ENUFF APPEARENTLY NOT FIRST ITS EVERYDAY,THAN ONCE A WEEK THAN ITS NO TIME OR MONEY THAN ITS LETS BE FRIENDS THAN ITS NOT YOU ITS it's me THAN IT'S, HONEY I LIKE YOU BUT, BY THAN I LIKE YOU AND SHOW SOME FEELING AND CARE HOW DOES THAT MAKE A PERSON FEEL GOOD? HOW CAN A PERSON TRUST ANOTHER TO ENTER I HEAR THE SAME OVER AND OVER FROM FRIENDS AND OTHERS FUCK HIM HE WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU YOU DESERVE BETTER. WHERE IS THE BETTER WHO'S TO SAY AM I TRYING TO HARD OR NOT ENOUGH IM NEVER GOOD ENUFF TO CARE ABOUT TO BE TREATED WELL, AND BE LOVED WHAT AM I DOING WRONG? AM I GIVING TO MUCH TOO SOON, OR AM I GIVING NOT ENOUGH? WHAT IS THE RIGHT WAY. DID I MAKE HIM WAIT TO LONG OR WAS I TO FAST THERE ARE TOO MANY WHYS AND THE ANSWERS ARE NOT CLEAR AM I TOO FRAGILE, AM I TOO EASY, AM I TOO SLOW, AM I TOO STUPID TO KNOW AM I TOO EMOTIONAL AND LEAD WITH MY

What Kind Of Soul Are You, Here I Am
http://images.blogthings.com/whatkindofsoulareyouquiz/newborn-soul.jpg" height="100" width="100"> You are tolerant, accepting, and willing to give anyone a chance. On the flip side, you're easy to read and easily influenced by others. You have a fresh perspective on life, and you can be very creative. Noconformist and nontraditional, you've never met anyone who's like you. Inventive and artistic, you like to be a trendsetter. You have an upbeat spirit and you like almost everything. You make friends easily and often have long standing friendships. Implusive and trusting, you fall in love a little too easily. Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofsoulareyouquiz/">What Kind of Soul Are You? 3:47 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Sunday, October 22, 2006 sex survey Current mood: cheerful

The Three-day Impyrial Death March!!!!
Here's Ya Button For Winamp...Tune In, Rock Out!! Here's Ya Button To The NEW Microsite...Tune In, Rock Out!! Drop Your Cocks And Grab Your Socks Because It's Time For THE THREE-DAY IMPYRIAL DEATH MARCH!! PLUS You Make Your Requests, Tune In, Amp Up, Get Down, Rock Out And The GenoCam In Geno-Vision Goes LIVE On Yahoo Giving YOU A Behind-The-Scenes Look As Things Happen And As You Know...On This Show...ANYTHING Can Happen!!! The Genocydal Empyre v2.0 Playlist for 10/24/06, 10/25/06, 10/26/06 10/24/06 @ 7:00pm - 10/27/06 @ 12:00am EST 1. The Genocydal Empyre v2.0 (Faith And The Muse - Cantus) (6:06) 2. The Virus Commcenter - Your Options Have Changed (1:06) 3. WRR Genocyde Friends (0:38) 4. 6Bit - Crucifixion Experiment (4:18) 5. Immune System - Quitter (3:14) 6. Joe Scott - Egypt (5:21) 7. Antitrust - Trust (3:55) 8. The Unknownn - Blood (5:22) 9. Cockfight Club - H.P. Lovecraft (3:13) 10. Collinwood 13 - Osiris (4:44) 11. Encoder - Supernatural (H

Ain't No Other Man For Me:
Aint no other man, not another one for me. When you came into my world you made forget the pain that i had inside.You became my light in the dark, stars in the night. Never going to need, another man. The only one for, style and class but mine. Not like any other, special and only for me. Enter my life like, a hurricane!! Mean the world, but always so much more. I understand tears, don't want to see me cry. Ain't no other man, no not another like you. Been my shoulder, my net when i fall hard. Come into my world, like a earthquake. Style and class, enough to keep up with me! Not another, never going to be another, like you and loved you!! You are my sun and my rock.

My Heart Of Passion Burning
It takes time, it takes time, Once you fall in love, you will never rise again, One you fall in love, you will never receive me, You will be a totally loss angel, Loss your way from heavens’ light, The Fire is red, and Flame is blossomy, A fire of your kiss is what burning mine heart of desire, Touch me, baby, just kiss me deadly, Feeling ours naked body rubbing against each else, Making love to you, made my heart contend, I like to feel your warm lip kissing all over my body, It takes time, it takes time, Once you fall in love, you will never rise again, One you fall in love, you will never receive me.

Intertwined
A love Between U and I We sit side by side like its always been just on my bed as I gaze upon your eyes while you gaze into mine I'm lost in your eyes and have no plan for return Kiss Me ! you grab me and pull me close our lips touch and our love has met there is no passion like ours no one will have this much love for you no one has our passion not a passion like this as our lips touch a fire for you has grown inside of me a flame that will never die out a flame that will burn on for the rest of my days in my heart soul and memory I love this I love you I love how your lips are pressed against mine so soft so full just one kiss and you have my body tingling and craving more wanting more itching for you our lips move back and forth as our tongues intertwine like children playing tag circles they run in between our lips they play as our passion rises I'm so in love with you and theres no other way I can show it s

Mistress-->disturbed
I stand on the brink of your mind Living inside a nightmare from which I can not awaken Stand on the edge of your life Just give me another moment From which i will never awaken Stand on the brink of my own demise Fallen again for another Mistress of burden To idolize Hoping that one of them will decide To let me in To stand on the edge of the knife Cutitng through the nightmare from which I just can not awaken Stand on the edge of then ight Living inside a moment From which i will never awaken Stand on the brink of my own demise Fallen again for another Mistress of burden To idolize Hoping that one of them will decide To let me in Look at what you've done to me You've become my enemy Poisoning the world for me Take away my everything weakened as i am Stand on the brink of my own demise Fallen again for another Mistress of burden To idolize Hoping that one of them will decide To let me in

How Our Love Begun
A stranger you were once. Then, with a gentle look you took my hand. As our lives engaged, you lit my life and I held both your hands. Now that decades have passed, ours souls have indeed become one. How fortunate we are that we have found the love so true that everyone dreams about. We long to be with each other , and one day we know we will. Then at last our dreams have come true, when we both say I DO !!!!!

What I Love About You Xx
What I Love About You I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine.

The Itch
an itch has started one that can not be scratched working its was down my spine driving me crazy this unrelentess stress driving me mad wanting your caress seeking you out never finding you near striving for your touch my sweet adorable one hoping to feel your lips on mine wanting so much passion driving me insane for i see you from afar for not one rose could compare to the beauty i see my sweet lovely flower me your ever busy bee

Your Eyes
i look across the room i see such a wonderous sight i see your eyes looking at me which fills me with delight i try to get through the crowd i see you standing there i try an see how close i can get wishing i could stroke your hair somehow cupid has worked his way on me falling hard an fast standing so sullenly cause the distance is so vast i try an cry out your name for i want to keep your eye on me but the crowd is so noisy my words fall off the air i finally give up my quest sitting down is dispair crying as the tears fall down then i feel a tap on my sholder such an angel before me i just begin to shudder you look at me batting your eyes smiling so sweetly as you take my hand taking me out onto the floor dancing so close the crowd is gone now like a mirrage gotten to close for now my destiny is fullfilled my heart soars for my love is with me for now an ever more

Will The Pain Never End? (repost)
I mean that both physically and mentally. I do pretty good for awhile emotionally and then Mom's death comes back and hits me in the teeth like a mule with an attitude. My back is giving me hell now too, and I've missed three days of work this week because I can't get up for more than an hour at a time tops. Work is wonderful and I love it and this isn't a convenient excuse to get out of it. I haven't written about how it's going for a long time because I've been exhausted when I get home but it's going wonderfully. I'm loving every minute of it and, best of all, I've been helping teach some of the new people how to handle some of the simpler things we do so not only am I working at a new job I love, but I'm getting to teach, which makes it the best of all possible worlds. Unfortunately, this pain is getting worse and the pain killers and my biofeedback aren't controlling it anymore, or not very well anyway. I am, on the whole, absolutely and completely happy here, both becauas

Pics
oh here is my rant for the day i have closed my nude pics just to see how many of my others pics get rated and commented on for the fact is that i have noticed that they don't except maybe 1 comment here or 1 comment there i have deleted so many pics because no one seems to be commentting on what is actully cute or pretty if tits and ass is what you guys are looking for then you came to the wrong place because i'm not going to show any more sorry people but i feel like i'm being used and not i'm not saying that the attention is great but there is more to me then just big boobs and and a pussy and all that i hope that maybe u will see that in the coming future so until then i'm not putting up any more nudes and i'm not opening the nudes up i hope i still have friends after this thank you

Photographer
I need an open minded freelance photographer (free) in the battle creek michigan area for a project. (Trust me, once it takes off, you'll get paid.) Hit me up if you fall in this catagory and are interested!

Tainted Love Lyrics
this seems like most of my relationships MARILYN MANSON "Tainted Love" Sometimes I feel I've got to Run away I've got to Get away From the pain that you drive into the heart of me The love we share Seems to go nowhere I've lost my lights I toss and turn I can't sleep at night Once I ran to you (I ran) Now I'll run from you This tainted love you've given I give you all a boy could give you Take my tears and that's not nearly all Tainted love Tainted love Now I know I've got to Run away I've got to Get away You don't really want any more from me To make things right You need someone to hold you tight You think love is to pray But I'm sorry I don't pray that way Once I ran to you (I ran) Now I'll run from you This tainted love you've given I give you all a boy could give you Take my tears and that's not nearly all Tainted love Tainted love Don't touch me please I cannot stand the way you tease I love you though you hurt me so Now I'm goi

Sunrise To Sunset...
How can I be sure The love we pledged will endure Till death do us part I give you my heart Sunrise to sunset Will I never forget From the first time we met As time passes you'll see I will love only thee How can I be sure Of our promise and more That you'll be by my side Come the rain, come the tide We can weather the storm Never questioned or torn In time we shall see There's no other but we As promised by rings we adorn IM spidey/M.M. 10/06 Copyright © 2006

Aflac Insurance Fraud
Seems the BBB got a complaint the other day about a scam that AFLAC was taking advantage of women on the street and stealing their money. We thought an INSURANCE Company had stolen from us. However, this scam is netting COLD HARD CASH from unsuspecting individuals. The way it works is the thief uses children to distract the target. While admiring the cuteness of the kids they are robbed of their cash and never know what hit them. I'm sending this out for all to be aware that this is happening and it's right out on the streets where the general public is. A passerby with a digital camera phone happened to capture the photo below. Review it carefully and use caution when distractions like this come along. Good Luck! Don't say you weren't warned.

Birthday Calendar
Birthday Calculator 31 December 1950 Your date of conception was on or about 9 April 1950 which was a Sunday. You were born on a Sunday under the astrological sign Capricorn. Your Life path number is 4. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 6 & 7. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 3, 5 & 9. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2433646.5. The golden number for 1950 is 13. The epact number for 1950 is 11. The year 1950 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/17/1950 and ending 2/5/1951. You were born in the Chinese year of the Tiger. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Goose; your plant is Bramble. You were born in the Egyptian month of Famenoth, the third month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil). Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is

To U'll Know Who U Are
Thanx for everything...You really made me think and I wanna thank ya for that and you so right...and Hay u care u even said it..So u still gotta love me jus a lil..LOL....But oh well i guess life goes on!But wish u would talk to me again...C YA! Loves, Mandy

Drink Whiskey Lmao
A professor of chemistry wanted to teach his 5th grade class a lesson about the evils of liquor, so he produced an experiment that involved a glass of water, a glass of whiskey, and two worms. "Now, class, closely observe the worms," said the professor while putting a worm into the water. The worm in the water writhed about, happy as a worm in water could be. He then put the second worm into the whiskey. It curled up and writhed about painfully, then quickly sank to the bottom, dead as a doornail. "Now, what lesson can we learn from this experiment?" the professor asked. Johnny, who naturally sits in back, raised his hand and wisely, responded confidently, "Drink whiskey and you won't get worms."

Pics. To Make U Smile!!!!
(repost of original by '~~Lilly~~DJ_Rebels Wifey~~' on '2006-10-21 21:53:27') (repost of original by 'allamas69' on '2006-10-21 21:56:45') (repost of original by 'Lez Bunny' on '2006-10-21 21:57:29') (repost of original by 'DevilGirl~Family Member ~Stoner Chapter~subherbansmokers TOY~' on '2006-10-21 21:59:38') (repost of original by 'Skippy*143*SWAT*' on '2006-10-21 23:52:49')

Omg You Have To Check This Out Roflmao
http://evilchili.com/mediaview/2147/Sex_Education_Video highlight/copy/paste in ya browser lmao.. roflmao omg i am sooooo glad they did away with those goofball flix for health ed in school roflmao..

Without Love
Without Love there is no happiness Without happiness there is no light No light burning in your heart You are Lifeless And you become so weak and fragile You feel as if you can not move And i know this because i am here Crushing from the inside out Lifeless from the outside in But he doesnt know how i am sinking I was always in too deep Drowning in the love i have for him I feel as if i am approaching the bottom Miles below the surface away from the light I try to swim up but the closer i get to being free The more i want to drown So i am stuck in the middle Trapped by my own conscience I reach for him and he puts out his hand hesitantly And thats where my saying comes in When you hesitate you die And thats when i realized I would rather drown than make you happy

She Walks
She walks down this lonely street no-one to dry her tears massage her tired feet or calm her ever present fears Seeing life through a tainted heart making everything gray Alone, her life, anew to start Always searching for a way But life goes on no matter what That fact she can not quell Memories ne'ev to be forgot Within her heart they dwell So she keeps walking this lonely street Keeps searching to find her way Every night she lies down to sleep And prays tomorrow's a better day Copyright ©2006 Dj Crazee

Anything, Everything, Yet Nothing
I feel like I'm capable of anything, I'm willing to do everything, yet in the end I gain nothing. I'm accustomed to disappointment, I expect to be denied and rejected, yet I can't find the strength to fight back. I'm constantly reminded of my failures, I can't escape the echoes of the past, though I feel like I could move on... But move on to what and where, Who will accept and console me, and why would they bother? A broken soul and shattered being, My grasp on the thin strand of my life, one more slip and I fall to the abyss. I believe my life will always ride the line, Faltering and stumbling all the time, hoping someone will help me avoid the obstacles. I work so hard only to fall on my face, I constantly have to reinforce my own integrity, but adapting illusions can only take me so far. I'm told I have no focus, I think my focus is too broad to understand, and my tenacious drive completely misinterpreted. Too many dreams to cloud my thoughts

Just A Little Poem
NOT MINE but i can relate to it Call me a slut Call me a whore. Call me whatever I've heard it before. Say that I'm fake Say that I lie. Say what you want you wont see me cry. 'Cause I know for a fact none of its true, But, labeling me... Really, what does that make you?!

Somethings I Don't Understand
Umm, well for all my true freinds out there peace out, Jessie no matter what you may of heard I do know the truth cause we talked and you were honest to me I have nothing more then peace and love for you my brother... A lot has happened in the past couple of months, I blew up at the misses said some things I probably shouldn't have said, never did anything physical.. but the judge bought her story and she has the kids, I voluntarily moved out of the apt. for the kids. I had a comfort freind that happened to be a girl for a little while, she probably read more into things than I am ready to give to anybody for right know. The little misses has been dissasembling the truth about me to freinds that we both have. Through all this mess I am so trying to stop loving the little missses, and yet I still love her, I am starting counseling in a couple of weeks and trying to get an apt. in a few. The hugest thing is at least I got to see the twins all day yesterday, and I totally think

Life As Of Late
Well here I am sitting on my ass around 3:00 in the morning, was going to go out to the coffee shop.. But I lost my keys and although I have a spare car key I'm now too tired to go out. So I've been pretty pissed about not being able to find them for the past hour, but I've had a cigarette and am sipping my tea.. So I'm not really mad anymore. Friday night I went to Spike and Mike's sick and twisted festival of animation. It was the first time I went to their 18 and up festival, I have gone before as a kid.. But that was when they had the all ages films. It was fun, they had some really funny movies and I got to get Weird Al's autograph, along with Spike's. For those of you who have never heard of it, check out www.spikeandmike.com They are basically funny outrages perverted short films that usually feature nudity/sex, violence, drug use and other adult themes.. Some of which are just utterly wrong. Earlier today (yesterday actually) I picked up a nintendo ds lite, along

A Poem For Girls
I shave my legs, I sit down to pee. And I can justify any shopping spree. Don't go to a barber, but a beauty salon. I can get a massage without a hard-on. I can balance the checkbook, I can pump my own gas. Can talk to my friends about the size of my ass. My beauty's a masterpiece and yes, it takes long. At least I can admit to others when I'm wrong. I don't drive in circles, at any cost. And I don't have a problem admitting I'm lost. I never forget an important date. You just gotta deal with it, I'm usually late. I don't watch movies with lots of gore. Don't need instant replay to remember the score. I won't lose my hair, I don't get jock itch. And just cause I'm assertive, Don't call me a bitch. Don't say to your friends, Oh yeah, I can get her. In your dreams, my dear, I can do better! Flowers are okay, But jewelry's best. Look at me you idiot... Not at my chest???? I don't have a problem, With Expressing m

Deep Desire
desire runs through me filling me up inside wanting to hold you close feeling you skin next to mine leaning towards you for a kiss sliding my hands down your body feeling such bliss sliding down kissing you along the way heat from your body searing my flesh sliding closer to the point i wish to reach sliding on farther kissing along the way hearing you sigh in pleasure letting my tongue reach out tasting your flesh feeling so high letting my hands proceed before me touching you feeling you as you get turned on wanting to taste loves flows deeply turns me inside out lust takes hold of me wanting to seek you out sliding into you feeling you as i enter feels you nails rake my back orgasm take control of you thrusting deep an hard wanting this to last sliding hard into you exploding fast kisses you deeply as we cuddle up professing my love to you before i drift off to sleep

Reasons Why
Reasons Why Where am I today? I wish that I knew 'Cause looking around there's no sign of you I don't remember one jump or one leap Just quiet steps away from your lead I'm holding my heart out but clutching it too Feeling this short of a love that we once knew I'm calling this home when it's not even close Playing the role with nerves left exposed Standing on a darkened stage, stumbling through the lines Others have excuses, but I have my reasons why We get distracted by dreams of our own But nobody's happy while feeling alone And knowing how hard it hurts when we fall We lean another ladder against the wrong wall And climb high to the highest rung, to shake fists at the sky While others have excuses, I have my reasons why With so much deception it's hard not to wander away It's hard not to wander away It's hard not to wander away --Nickel Creek

Military Commissions Act Of 2006
Because most people still aren't aware of the widespread use of torture and recent official revokation of the habeas corpus supplied in our bill of rights, I've posted a few articles everyone should read.Rolling stone has the most compelling story about torture in the guantanamo bay detainment facility. This article is sure to breed outrage in any reader.http://www.rollingstone.com/politics/story/11128331/follow_omar_khadr_from_an_al_qaeda_childhood_to_a_gitmo_cell/printI would need independent confirmations for this op. article to completely endorse it, but it seems like a reliable recap of Bush's fight for torture policies.http://www.salon.com/opinion/blumenthal/2006/09/21/torture/index.htmlAn msnbc broadcast about Bush's signing into law the revoking of habeas corpus and his torture policy.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=igycXBseoAg&NRAfter watching please note they actually make a number of minor mistakes in this broadcast.... silly msnbc. Hilarious coming from such a major news sou

Club Night
Sometimes my friends are so clueless.. He was drunk.. so drunk.. that I helped his silly butt get this girls number. She's very pretty.. blonde , blue eyes.. Anyways.. I helped him out.. I was the wingman... so to speak.. I had an okay time.. didn't drink.. he drank and drank and.. ok.. u get the picture.. lol Now he's giving me advice on women.. uhh ok.. lmao He's cool though.. sometimes.. haha nite stuff I do for people..

Take 10 Minutes Please
Hi everyone, my name is Jenny as most of you guys know, Can you please take atleast 15 minutes tops to go through this and sign below. Thanks. You don't know how MUCH I apreciate this. My grandfather was murderd on July 11th 2006 caused from a blow to the back of the head. some self centerd asshole thought he was better. I honestly don't know why people need to do this to other people that don't even deserve this kinda treatment, Why should my grandfather have to be six feet under and silent? He has no say in anything. and all this guy is getting is a slap on the hand and five years in prision. my grandfather was a cancer survivor, He will never be forgotten, He was loved by many family members and friends. Nothing will slip my mind to make me not think about him. Nothing makes sense anymore. This world is getting way too violent. What is it gonna take to make everyone relise what's wrong with this world? He was sixty-one years old and still had another twenty-five years

Goooooooood Morning!!!
What a refreshing morning. I have actually gotten some sleep the last couple of nights and I feel great. Yes, that is even in light of the fact I am still in this Gawd aweful place. DJ and I have been straining to get along. This is proving to be very rough on both of us, but thankfully my departure date grows closer and closer as I type these words. I'm sure we will both feel a great amount of release once that day finally arrives. It seems that I have been clinging tighter and tigher to Randy the past few days. He is just so special to me. I'm not sure that he will ever realize exactly how much he means to me. The sound of his voice is the only thing I long for during my waking hours. He is the first person I think about when I awaken and the last person I am thinking of as I fall asleep. I found out some wonderful news yesterday. Millisa will be bringing the kids home for Thanksgiving. I truly didn't expect that to happen so soon after Jayson passing away. It will be wonder

It's All About Me!!
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: BECKY Birthday:03/06/1972 Birthplace: ALABAMA Current Location:COMPUTER AT WORK DON'T TELL NOBODY THOUGH Eye Color:BROWN Hair Color: BROWN Height: 5'11" Right Handed or Left Handed:RIGHT Your Heritage: WHITE The Shoes You Wore Today:BROWN CLOGS Your Weakness:MY SWEETIE Your Fears:SPIDERS Your Perfect Pizza:MEATLOVERS Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL OMG Thoughts First Waking Up: WHERE IS MY PEPSI Your Best Physical Feature:YOU DECIDE Your Bedtime: WHENEVER I GET A CHANCE TO GO Your Most Missed Memory: UMMMMMMMM MUST HAVE NOT BEEN TOO IMPORTANT I CAN'T REMEMBER Pepsi or Coke: PEPSI OF COURSE MacDonalds or Burger King:MCDONALDS Single or Group Dates:GROUP TO START SINGLE LATER Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: LIPTON Chocolate or Vanilla:BOTH Cappuccino or Coffee:YUCK NEITHER Do you Smoke: NOPE Do you Swear: SO

Midnight
Midnight lies there naked. The stars her moaning sigh. Her passion touches deeply, and a tear falls from my eye. Dawn is ever waiting. And wants her lovers touch. But midnight waits for no one. How can she give so much? The moon looked away still blushing. Then bows her graceful head. As midnight looks so loving, and guides me to her bed. She arches across the skyline. Her temptaions so profound. She bids me lay there for her. My back on cool, damp ground. Why must there come the daylight? And this place be just for me. As midnights slowly pulled away. And waves from across the sea. Midnight is my dreaming. The seas the miles apart. Midnight is my lover, midnight keeps my heart. Devl

Read It..
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Favor.
HEY, DO ME A FAVOR AND NEVER READ ANYTHING I POST UP. I'M NOT SHOWING PICS OF MY TITS, AND I DON'T SAY "SEE ME GETTING READY FOR SEX" AS MY POSTS HEADLINE. SO WHAT I POST UP CAN'T POSSIBLY BE INTERESTING. FUCK, I'M SURPRISED YOUR EVEN READING THIS LITTLE RANT. 193 FRIENDS ON MY LIST AND I BARELY HEAR FROM 3 OF YOU IN A DAY, HARDLY EVER SEE MY SHIT REPOSTED, AND FRANKLY IT JUST PISSES ME OFF. PROLLY ALREADY QUIT READING THIS WHEN YOU SAW I WASN'T POSTING NUDES, OR A LINK TO AN ATTENTION WHORE'S SITE. ARGH, JUST FED UP...ALL I GOTTA SAY.

To All My Friends
Here is a sample of my book, please let me know what you think. If you want to talk to me real time, I am atrv1 on Yahoo, add me and leave a message,nd I will add you and we can talk. The Rise and Fall Of Humanity By Rowen Alpha… Chapter one… I was born in a small town in the Midwest, to a couple that worked hard, but played very little. My father was a blacksmith and since he was the only one around for miles, he worked almost night and day to keep up with the work load. My mother was a seamstress as well as the only midwife for about 200 miles, which meant she was gone for most of my life, tending to the joys and sorrows of others. So you can understand when I say I raised myself to the best of my abilities. I grew to be a strong independent man, with a feel for the needs of others. At this time I was only 14. We had no real teacher other than a monk that wondered through about twice a turn, as long as the weather was cooperative. He taugh

I Swear
I swear that I will never break your heart. I swear that the only time you’ll cry, is when you are happy. I swear that whenever you’re sad, ill be the one who comes and cheers you up . I swear that when you need help, I will always be there. I swear to you that nobody will interfere if our relationship. I swear that I will love you with every single beat of my heart ever single day of my life. You have something that nobody else has. The keys to my heart. And when you are ready. I’ll be there waiting for you to open it. I Swear,i love you jeff i swear

You Figure It Out...(ramblin On)
What do people really think when they look at you? Do you really care? I do to a extent. The extent of that is I probably cannot change their mind, nor why would I want to. I should just be me and not try to impress people so that is what I generally do. I am not a flashy..bling bling (got to throw in some hip lingo in there)person. I am a basic old country boy, with the exception that I live in town. But forgive me it is a small town. So I may not come off to people as the sharpest tool in the shed..well thats cause I am not. So for the most part I stick to myself where ever I go. I don't like big crowds. I deal with it better then other people in my family do..like my mother or father. I am a old fashion person so to say. I don't speak like these rappers. Well for one I am not into rap. HEY MAYBE THATS WHY I DON'T SPEAK LIKE THEM. As I said I am more of a country boy and when the time comes I will hopefully have my little homestead out in the country. When I was about 5yrs old and

Drama
If you look their is drama everywhere we look, In your front door or back door, In the small town you live in. Today in the world we live in ppl need to stop the drama in their door way and understand there's more to life than bitching about everything or everyone.Hell just turn on the TV anymore Ours troops overseas are dieing every day and they have more drama in one hour than most do in a lifetime, I have a few friends that are oversea's and one very good friend that ships out Monday morning and it upsets me that he might never come home to his family Have you ever just sit back and wonder What how happen if we didn't have Power a stove to cook on or a car to buy gro a washer and drier How would ppl live? Would they know how to plant a garden or to can their food for the winter months Use a fireplace to cook with or to even build a fire for the fireplace. PPL need to think about this All the Drama and Bullshit and look at the big picture Peace is what everyone needs Can't you tel

To Someone
What Hapened u used to act and talk like u liked me and that somthing could have happened....You said all the right things...You were so perfect i didnt think somthing could be so perfect...Then I go away for a little bit and its like u never said anything like that..and u were never so amazingly perfect...What happened?What did I do....was it all just a big joke or a game?Did I say or do somthing wrong?And God Why does it hurt so bad..Any why wont the thought of you just go away? To:Someone

I Hate Cats Though....
My score on The Which Movie Character Are You Test: Dr. Evil(You scored 73% outgoingness, 47% intelligence, and 30% goodness!)Even though you are not the niciest of folk, people still like you. Maybe it is because of your humor; maybe it is because you are the "bad guy" of your group of friends. Link: The Which Movie Character Are You Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

Family
My aunt Karen and her husband John are in town right now so we went and saw them at my grandparents. I haven't seen either of them in a while. Appearantly she was in town with my uncle Mark but I must have been off at school then cause I don't remember. We used to see Karen and her family most of my moms family besides our grandparents who live an hour away from us now since we moved. My mom has 2 brothers that live in Cali and Karen lives in New Mexico. They're the first ones of the extended family to meet my son Matthew that's 2 months old. He gets his shots on Monday so that'll be a fun day for him. We went to the Tanger mall today and found some really cute winter clothes for him at good prices. He doesn't have a whole lot of pants or warm clothes yet. I do have some jackets though that I got from a friend to see if any of them will fit or work for Matthew. Well I guess that's it for my first blog on here.

Mine And Jeffs Wedding Vows
I, debora take you, jeff to be my friend, my lover, the father of my children and my husband). I will be yours and love you, in times of sickness and in times of health, in times of joy and in times of sorrow, in times of failure and in times of triumph. I promise to cherish and respect you, to care and protect you, to comfort and encourage you, and stay with you, for all eternity.for now and ever till death do us part i love you jeff And i take you Deb to be my best friend, my Dearest love and my soul mate.. Through think and thin. Through trials and tribulation, to honor, cherish, and keep you safe from harm. To be all and every thing i can and will be to you. Through sickness and health till death do us part, but even death wont keep me from loving you. Till eternity and Beyond..love you Deb (repost of original by 'debora' on '2006-10-21 23:27:23') (repost of original by 'AUNIX' on '2006-10-22 00:27:37')

Seasons In A Day
Seasons In A Day (The Pianist In Fall Minor) Gentle in the twilight, my fingers stroke the keys. Music wafts on Autum breezes, oer mountains oer lee's. Quiet is the starlight, the night has just begun. Playing in the darkness, the song as yet unsung. Louder grows my tempo, as the music screams my name. Angels listen reverently and hang their heads in shame. Brightly burns the candle, the dancer in the wind. My confession played in measures, whispers of my sins. One more note marks midnight, the stars all shine so bright. And I know I'll never play again, as I play tonight. One last song in tribute, the crescendo breaks on high. While clouds gather round oer head, making pictures in the sky. Two lovers lost in moments, both to tired to speak. Bodies held like iron, though muscles grow so weak. Faster bleeds my fingers, as lighting strikes the chord. Ladies dance in meadows, for the pleasures of their lord. Flowers bloom in ernest before winter strikes them down.

Touched By An Angel
Only once in a life time you can be touched by an angel. I am very fortunate to have been touched, and to be with mine. The feelings I feel inside for you are not illusions, they are real and deep. The passion inside me is like a fire burning constantly and that will never be out. Nothing will ever take this raving love I have for you away, nothing will ever put out the fire. If I could compare the devoted love I have for you to some thing, I would compare it to air, cause every time you think you run out, there is always more and plenty of it, all you have to do is to stop for a second and reach out and savor it. The passion of love towards you is like the sun, a big ball of fire fuelled by a cosmic wonder. I have so much love and devotion for you that I could live on your love alone.i love you jeff and in your arms i belong.

Eric Thanks U!
So, my latest obsession is uploading songs from ares driving my husband CRAZY!!!! oh not the fact that I spend all my time uploading he could give a rats ass but the fact that I have uploaded several HIM songs but, repeatedly play one song over and over "Your Sweet 666" which to the point that eric threatened to like break my speakers so, I replied fine but, you would have to buy me new ones! lol So, to Barb for telling me about Ares Eric would like to personally thank you for adding another to thing to my obsession list and to Rayne for making me go from a semi fan of HIM to a 24/7 fan! He would like to say to both of you "Thanks a lot for driving me nuts!!! LOL just joking guys...eric is building a log cabin right now....but, he wasnt to happy with me when I started blasting My Chemical Romance let me tell you! lol Its 3am and I dont have to work for the next two days so, there will be alot of uploading going on! and you say to yourself get a hobby! Right now my hobby is upload

Back From California.
Hey Cherries. As of Friday night I returned from California. The trip was very fun, and also very stressful at times. But, I survived. :) Those of you who I talked to during those stressful times out there know how upset I was, but I'm alright. I actually feel bad because I just needed to calm down. So, I'm sorry if I upset any of y'all. I'm just peachy now. :D Anyway, even though times were rough, I'll be going back out there again in a month to a month and a half, but I need to make some changes on my part first. I'm a little stressed about that, but I'm too hard headed and way too determined to give up and I refuse to do so. At least I know more of what to expect now, so I'll be more prepared next time. And, the industry I'm in is very rough, and you can't let anyone get to you. I not perfect and I had times out there when I was weak, but I'm way too set on this to quit. I currently recovering from being sick. I wasn't feeling well out in California when I first got ou

If You Could Go Back In Time
How are you? I wanted to pass on some wisdom that you need to know. Looking back I wish I knew this... 1. Get off your butt, cut off the t.v.,read a book. 2. A degree does not validate your existance, but start going back to school now. 3. Go to church. 4. Her death was not your fault, quit blaming yourself you are not that powerful. 5. Kiss her. 6. Do not go down that street...danger! 7. Let people in more...or you will be what you see before you. 8. Dont be so damn judgemental, why... see #7. 9. Tell her no, walk away. 10. Fear is a tool and an obstacle, learn the difference before you are 28. 11. Sing! 12. Stop telling people your weaknesses, or at least stop telling the wrong people that. 13. He is in pain, he is not angry at you. 14. Everybody uses each other...but this bitch is abusing you. 15. Never go back to something you have left...that is called moving backwards...not correcting a mistake. 16. Never experiment in your 30's if you didnt do it in your 20's yo

Booty Call Application
DO NOT TAKE THIS LITERALLY (UNLESS YOU WANT 2) "BOOTY CALL APPLICATION" This pre-booty call agreement (hereinafter referred to as the "AGREEMENT") is entered into on the ____ day of _________, 2006 between ___________ and __________. THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. There shall be NO sleeping over -- unless the sex was so good that it justifies a repeat performance in the morning. 2. We shall NOT meet in public except for dinner or drinks before the carnal events of the evening. 3. Do NOT call me before 10:00PM -- WE DON'T HAVE SHIT TO TALK ABOUT. 4. There will be NO "love making" -- only sex 5. Under NO circumstances will there be any emotional discussions. These include questions like "Where are we heading with this?"; "Do you love me?"; and "What are you thinking?" The answers are "Nowhere", "Hell no" and "About someone else", so dont ask 6. We will NOT make plans in advance -- that is why you are called the "back-up", u

Sluts Or Hoes...take Your Pick
You know them...hell, some of you pimp them. Ok lets be real some of you are sleeping with them. They brag about their conquest, you know about his dick size, his wife or girlfriend at home. How you can put it down better that that no cooking, no fucking, no taken care of the kids bitch he got at home. So YOU missed that...she is at home! You know the place you cant go, so you go to a HOtel. You bring him over your house where you two get freaky...and yo ass dont cook either! You are not his best girl, you are his MISTRESS girl! Oh, you dont want to hear that. So lets go into the future...its 9:30 pm he(you know your HUSBAND who does nt know you a ho or a slut) gets off at work at 4:00. Now youre getting a little worried,you call his cell; no answer. More time goes by... Now you are pissed! Where is that *&%#@*& at. This is where it gets good...your girlfriend, you know the one who told you some years ago you should hookup with this nigga or that nigga...GIRL H

Salt, Lime, Tequila... Perfect...
You Are a Margarita You aren't just the life of the party, you are the party! You mix a good drink, bust out some great music, and know how to get down. What Mixed Drink Are You?

The Squirrel Of Death
(author unknown) I never dreamed that slowly cruising on my motorcycle through a residential neighborhood could be so incredibly dangerous! Little did I suspect. I was on Brice Street - a very nice neighborhood with perfect lawns and slow traffic. As I passed an oncoming car, a brown furry missile shot out from under it and tumbled to a stop immediately in front of me. It was a squirrel, and it must have been trying to run across the road when it encountered the car. I really was not going very fast, but there was no time to brake or avoid it -- it was that close. I hate to run over animals, and I really hate it on a motorcycle, but a squirrel should pose no danger to me. I barely had time to brace for the impact. Animal lovers, never fear. Squirrels, I discovered, can take care of themselves! Inches before impact, the squirrel flipped to his feet. He was standing on his hind legs and facing my oncoming Valkyrie with steadfast resolve in his beady little eyes. His mou

Ughhh Parents...
why is it.. that when everything in ur life goes to shit... and right when things start to look like they*re turning around, your parents come in and fuck it all up again? me for instence.. couple weeks ago.. yeah.. worst point in my life.. bar-abso-fucking-lutely-NONE and yeah.. it seriously sucked... but then one teeny tiny little thing made me feel just the slightest bit better... then what happens? my parents jump in and basically start bitchin that i can*t afford to fuck my new job up and what if this and what if that and i*m SOOOO fucking SICK of listening to their constant bullshit. like today... i had an absolute top notch amazing day. went in to work.. even though my manager has a fuckin colony of bees shoved up her ass because i*m switching off foodbar and going to bussing because i*m sorry.. i can*t live off foodbar salary.. my day is still fine... work is crap but still day is fine.. time to go home. mom is there, i get in the car, we don8t even get out of the parki

I Love Goth Bars!
I am really fucked up right now from my favorite goth bar the castle here in tampa florida! I would rate this bar a 8 or 9 on the bar level for fun. If you become a regular here you can pretty much count on geting fucked up because there isnt such a thing as a double here. They are all doubles! ROFL Im going to go ahead and let you all go before I make a serious grammar or mispelling mistake. Later! Rich

Friends Without Faces
We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name We want recognition, but it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - but - why we don't know But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, we can be so bold Telling our secrets, that have never been told. Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must So we turn to the 'puter, and to those we can trust.

A Man's Requirements By Elizabeth Barrett Browning
(That Elizabeth Barrett Browning... she's a funny one. Read this all the way through. Seriously. The last stanza's the best part.) A Man's Requirements by Elizabeth Barrett Browning I Love me Sweet, with all thou art, Feeling, thinking, seeing; Love me in the lightest part, Love me in full being. II Love me with thine open youth In its frank surrender; With the vowing of thy mouth, With its silence tender. III Love me with thine azure eyes, Made for earnest grantings; Taking colour from the skies, Can Heaven's truth be wanting? IV Love me with their lids, that fall Snow-like at first meeting; Love me with thine heart, that all Neighbours then see beating. V Love me with thine hand stretched out Freely -- open-minded: Love me with thy loitering foot, -- Hearing one behind it. VI Love me with thy voice, that turns Sudden faint above me; Love me with thy blush that burns When I murmur 'Love me!' VII Love me with thy thinking soul, Break

Family Values
Family Values 1. A Juggalo does not Hate/ Discriminate 2. A Juggalo does not steal from his/her Family 3. A Juggalo does not covet his/her ninjas significant other 4. A Juggalo keeps his/her Drama in hand, but out of sight. 5. A Juggalo avoids Cliques and keeps his/her Family whole 6. To a Juggalo Everyone is Equal 7. A Juggalo does not initiate Religous Battles fore that leads to Hating 8. A Juggalo should always try to have fun 9. When a Juggalo has Beef with another ninja he/she keeps it between them and doesn't involve the rest of his/her Family 10. A Juggalo doesn't have to Lie to be Down. 11. Above all a Ninja is proud to be a Juggalo A message to all Juggalettes-- You're a juggalette, and all juggalettes are fuckin beautiful.....no matter what anyone says. In my eyes, as it is or should be in every "True" Juggalos eyes, all Juggalettes are fuckin beautiful and they should be told this every fuckin day for the rest of their lives. Even if t

An Adult Poem
As i enjoy your soft lips in the passionate kissesthat we share Holding tightly onto you cuddling you gently with such care. Rubbing my hands together to warm up the lotion Caressing your luscious breasts lightly in a sensual motion. Slowly my hand glides slowly down for the sweet treasure at my fingertips With each motion of my fingers becoming more intense, you start to moan, and quiveras my tongue flicks across your sweet lips. You become overwhelmed with desire, pulling me up to you I slowly side myself into that sweet , wet spot, becoming one instead of two. With each motion in the love that we make

Your Path
YOUR PATH Walk your own path and let others do the same You will sometimes meet someone you believe is a soul mate; you feel the connection on many levels, perhaps instantly. And as you get to know each other more, you begin to feel the connection deepen and you feel that you must have an arrangement with this person that predated this lifetime. Do not assume, however, that this soul connection necessarily means that you are meant to be happily together for this lifetime. It may be that you are meant to be friends and allies, helping each other out. It may be that you are going to help each other in ways that even involve conflict and separation, but with an end result that is beneficial to you. It may be that you are going to learn some lesson from each other and then go your separate ways. What you need to do with all relationships, including those that have that instant and deep connection, is let be. You need to allow all of life, including close relationships, fl

Lonely
ok so how is it that i have a bunch of friends and yet i am always alone? i spend hours and sometimes even days alone. i talk to these people and laugh but i rearly get out of teh house. i am fun and do want to go out but never seem to do. when i had a car it would sit in the parking spot tell it was time to go to work. i work bad hours true but you would think that at least one of my friends would want to stay up all night and hang out. i guess its my fault there i don't do drugs and feel no need to drink. iam not 21 so i guess a lot of it has to do with that. i move too much and don't go to parties with people i dont know. i don't really have any friends i'v been friends with for more than 2 years and even then they have friends they've been friends with for 10 plus years. so i ask you what does one have to do to find and keep friends. were does one find friends that work your silly shifts and wants to spend time with you. my best friends last week went out of town and didn't tell

Enuminous & Archimedes
eNuminous & Archimedes is a musical project by Matthew Chenoweth Wright (ASCAP) with original lyrical and prose poetry woven together with electronic landscapes to achievean art of sythesis and vision, recorded in 2005 and 2006 in sessions at invisible caterpillar media studios in Sacramento, CA. "Eyelid/Fetish" and "Citi Zen One" are the first two albums from this "virtual group" which consist of nothing more than Matthew, his trusty computer, a Gateway Pentium III monikered Archimedes, and a variety of softwares and microphones and musical instruments. The album Eyelid/Fetish can be found on Kunaki.com and thanks for listening.

Quize
You scored as Black Witch. You are a Black Witch, and a very powerful one at that! Beware he who crosses your way, I sure wouldn't want to be him! Just beware who you place your curses on, for they may in turn curse you with an even more terrible curse!Black Witch83%Fallen Angel58%Vampire58%You are a Demon50%You are a Vampiric Elf!33%What creature of the night are you you most like? (Pics!!)created with QuizFarm.com

I Decided To Start Whoring People On My Page
this isnt like my other blog entries. if you want me to whore you, do something to make me want to. only need to do one thing. first five to do so wins. im bored so im in the mood for it. when you do, come back and leave a comment like this: Pic url:such and such Page url:such and such first five wins!!!!!

Call Of The Child
Come together, O Followers of the Child. Gather 'round without want or wile. During the nights when the dark moon is high, when the stars shine bright within the sky, you shall let love and trust ensue as you hear my call to you. Enjoying in full measure the life you lead, take full well this gift of life decreed: for I am the essence of sacred mystery. The dance of life is my affinity. I am revealed in the unraveled fear like the twinkle of stars that in dark appear. Mine is the silence from which all sound begins. I am that which never begins nor ends. Mine is the center of the turning wheel- the inner essence that is forever still. Let none stop you from seeking silence. Let none sway you from inner guidance. So long as harm shall not be sent Live through me in full intent.

Hi Every1
well im new to this so its gonna take me a while to get to kno it but i would like to thank every1 for the comments and AS SOON AS I FIGURE THIS SHIT OUT I PROMIS I WILL WRITE YA'LL BACK N STUFF!!! lol but thanx for the luv and what nots but till then thanx and much luv!!! much luv, april

About Who Iam
You can easliy get the wrong impression about me at first,but I tend to grow on you,I'm pararoid jealous,tempermental and every once and a while I can get really intence about the things I LOVE! Im finally able to love someone again after 5 years of us being friends,we have finally told eachother how we feel about eachother and we have decided to have a future together...I have waited so long to be happy again and Bryan makes me very happy.Im happy to have him in my life.

The Prettiest Beaver Contest
"Congrats on finishing third in my Prettiest Beaver contest... here is the first half of your prize.. Please let me know which of the cuddly toys you prefer... the teddy, kitten or puppy... for the other half of your prize.. " "congrats on your third place finish in my prettiest beaver contest here is the second half of your prize.." thanks to all my lovely friends that backed me up in the contest. couldn't have done without you all!!!! and

Song Ruft Draft
you leave me/no questions/you leave me here with out answers/ your afraide of/what your feeling/so you take out your frastration on me/ chorus not your punching bag, not something that you can just have/ i believe in fate and maturity, dont think fast . cuzz its already over.. i saw you/you lied to me/you cried with me/you said you loved me/i noticed /you dident/that i saw the lust in your eyes/ try to hypnotize/the things that i saw/in you/for me/ gotta let it go /gotta let it be/ chorus not your punching bag, not something that you can just have/ i believe in fate and maturity, dont think fast . cuzz its already over.. i am free/ you arent/ you will where your chains alot/ you hurt me/ i flipped you off/now im running fast away/ your girl friend is not me/i gave up on the 13th/i know that you pittyy you/no room here left for me/ extended chorus.. i took off left you be, now you sit in your misserey i m not your punching bag, not something that

Last Night...........yesssssssss!!!
OK so last night huby and I had tickets to The Christmas on Ice and we went. SO on Christmas Day watch and you will see us. We sat in the front row and cameras were on us ALOT!!!! I will be sitting beside an old man. I am wearing a white cami top!!! Then came the fun part!!!! After the ice skating was over, hubby asked waht I wanted to do since we had the sitter until 1:00 am. SO I told him tht i wanted to go to Cheetah's. Cheetah's is one of the best Strip Clubs here in Vegas. So we went and I got 2 laps dances from the hottest girl in the place. OMFG when we wer done we both were hot and dripping. I am soooooooooooo ready to go back!!! I had the most awesome time and hubby didn't mind bc when we got home he got what he wanted!!!! WINK WINK!!!

Him
Tonite 10-21 I was supposed to go see 1 of my favorite bands HIM and hang with my favorite guys Bam,Novak,Dunn,Rabb,Rake & the rest of the crew but when I got the dreaded phone call that the whole tour was cancelled I was a lil upset...needless to say I had a few choice words there went my hanging with Ville and partying in Phila and the whole VIP afterparty. Well he said the 2007 tour will be better than what this one was supposed to be...so we will see..It's been almost a year since I seen Ville so he owes me now hahahaha!

Her Battle
What has overcome her life? This darkness that plagues her being. Where did it come from? Was it death that brought it? Perhaps her mother gave it to her? Or was it brought by the abuse she suffered? I could just be that she did it to herself. There are times when it appears she has won battles. But she'll never win the war. She wants a truce, brought by her own blood. Yet her foe laughs at this notion of peace. Allies against her enemy are too quickly shot down, small pawns in a much larger game. Every step forward she takes pushes her ten more behind. Each time she stops or retreats, she is drawn closer to her assassin. The whole weight of the universe rests on her shoulders, And only she can strike it down.

Not A Poem Of Mine Just A Song I Like Alot
nsync :gone not a big fan of them but i really like this song GONE By: *NSync Submitted By: ImJoezzloislane@aol.com, Gapstreetgirl123@aol.com, bettyboopx0x0@aol.com, MeL8575@hotmail.com From: http://www.nsyncstudio.com Last Corrected by: mixiemix@hotmail.com There's a thousand words that I could say To make you come home Oh, seems so long ago you walked away Left me alone I remember what you said to me You were acting so strange and maybe I was too blind to see That you needed a change Was it something I said To make you turn away? To make you walk out and leave me cold If I could just find a way To make it so that you were right here But right now.. I've been sitting here Can't get you off my mind I've tried my best to be a man and be strong I've drove myself insane Wishing I could touch your face But the truth remains.. You're gone.. You're gone.. Baby you're gone Girl you're gone, baby girl, you're gone.. You're gone.. You're... I don't

Places
there are places we can go and places we can see but some of these places are just places to me i see so many things from high and low places places that have lots of water and some places are dry and some times when i close my eyes i imagine places in my mind i go there and he goes there they go here and there to many lil places, she goes there when he is there she is there when he is here some look forward and some look back word some have never been to many places , they have only been to one... here or there and every where the places you can go from a mounton top to the sea shore and places inbetween so many places with distance and sceanery some places are barrin where no body drewls there are places that have been forgotten places that are not found there are places just for wild animals and place just for people there are hang out places, music places and racing placses too.... there are so many places that you can choose f

My Destiny
You betrayed me And left me alone I know think of the love We once shared I turned to walk away With my head bowed... I did not watch where I was going I looked at my feet And thunk... This must be my destiny To remain...alone Yes... My destiny I was still looking at my feet Watching them carry me Through this lonely city *Bump* 'Opps I am so sorry' I said Then I looked up... I looked into the eyes of the man that i loved A handsome man that i knew Now... Destiny has the upper hand To the man from my dreams And I realise that THIS is MY destiny to love him

Punk
NON CONFORMIST Standing in the corner with nothing to do You get shit for being you They want you to be just like them But you wanna be yourself You wanna set yourself free You must fight fight Fight for what you believe Fight for what is right now Swilling some beers you wanna kick some ass Some rednecks approach To fulfill the task You just wanna be your own damn self Punk forever I promised myself Total Chaos

Thunder Storm
in the night at its blackest with only hints of light trashing in the sky like a fight getting loader as the fight escalates, deep thrusts as if some one was pushing and hitting hitting hard, a load crash in the sky near me huvering over my head like a violent blankett , clenching my eyes shut holding my self wishing wishing it would end like my parrents yes like my parrents frighting verbally bashing in laod shreaking voices i wish this would stop, the the calming starts the climax of the rage is almost over one onethousand two one thousand i start to breath holding my head now over the blanket in which i hid i start to lession the beats of my heart as i breath 3 one thousand four ahh its startinging to go away, one last crashing boom and then it fades into the night just like my father in a fight last words then departs gone the thunder is gone

Destiny's Role
Two souls separated by a distance Two hearts engaged with their own lives Two spirits misplaced in each own horizon Two people shackled by their own destiny That’s what we are… Love was introduced breaking the distance Hope brings together the different lives Faith binds two souls together in one horizon Candles of passion burns the written destiny That’s what we are… Only time can tell and erase the distance An eternal flame will burn the rest of our lives Burning intensity you can see across the horizon The scars of love and tenderness will rewrite destiny That’s what we are…

The Life
i am in this dark ness for a reason, its not because thelights burnt out or even going dim i have blinds and or shades on windows and curtins, my walls are painted in a sorta grey the light never reaches me, untill it is night then i walk the cold paved roads insearch of victory, this is my life the life i lead every nite

Happy Thoughts...
How about something a little more upbeat. I am loving LostCherry! So many fun little functions and doohickeys to play with! The people have been great, too! I've already made several friends and look forward to getting the chance to know them better as well as finding more. I've already had some fun making cute little cherry graphics (which I won't post on EVERY SINGLE PHOTO ;c) so that I can say things in Cherry style.

See If You Get This Dont Tell Everyone The Answer Though
3 men walk into a bar the 4 man ducks. why? please do not post the answer. if you cant figure it out and need some help send me a message and i will send you the answer

A Recent Comment I Heard While Watching Anime.
Recently I heard something while watching an episode of Eureka7. The title was: DIfferentia. During an emotional outburst from Renton he said the following: "There is no such thing as an eternal life. If you destroy a human being then he will never come back. That's why, that's why everything, everything is over when someone dies". This is an extremely important contradiction to what the church has told us since we were born. I have strong beliefs in the topics of life and religion but will not force them upon anyone. That's why they are my beliefs and not others. You may believe in what Renton said and you may not, but I say go for it. Just do me the favor and not try to change my mind by forcing your beliefs onto me. We are all different and the world would be too weird if we weren't. Keep on the path and enjoy yourself. It saddens me when I hear, or see, somebody doing something to someone because they had different beliefs than theirs. It is not too surprising to find such a cont