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But YetYou say you don't love me,
But yet you stay to talk,
You say you're just a friend,
But yet you want to walk.
You want to know me,
But yet I think you don't care,
You want me to be friends,
But yet I say a prayer.
Deep down I think you love me,
But yet you won't admit it,
Deep down I love you,
But yet I won't admit it.
You're older than me,
But yet age doesn't matter,
You're better than me,
But yet you don't seem to care.
So why must it take so long,
For us to belong?
Va Wants Your DnaVA Secretary Jim Nicholson says, “...VA will become a leader for the health care industry in combining genetic research with the best medical practices, benefiting not only veterans, but all Americans as well."
How will the VA accomplish this?
By using the DNA of millions of veterans to create what could be the world's largest gene bank.
Do you trust the VA with your DNA?
You shouldn't!
The VA allowed your personal information to be stolen.
Do you want your DNA information along with your personal medical information in the hands of who-knows-who?
To my knowledge, this Committee does not have one naysayer as a member. So, their job is not so much to study the issues but to sell the concept to the veterans' community.
Don't buy it.
WASHINGTON – Continuing the leadership role of the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) in fostering ground-breaking medical research, Secretary of Veterans Affairs Jim Nicholson this week attended the first meeting of a committee of
Chicken VermicelliIngredients:
6 pounds skinless chicken breasts
Salt and pepper to taste
2 celery stalks, cut in half
2 onions, 1 halved and 1 chopped
1 (16-ounce) package vermicelli pasta
1 Tbsp margarine
1 green bell pepper, seeded and chopped
2 cups chopped celery
1/2 tsp minced garlic
1 (8-ounce) can mushrooms, drained
1 cup all-purpose flour
4 cups reserved chicken broth
1 (10-ounce) can diced tomatoes and green chilies
1/4 tsp cayenne pepper
1 Tbsp Worcestershire sauce
1/2 cup grated Parmesan cheese
1/4 cup chopped parsley
1 cup chopped green onion (scallion)
Instructions:
Preheat the oven to 300˚F.
Place the chicken in a large pot; add water to cover. Add the salt and pepper, celery stalks, and halved onion; bring to a boil. Reduce heat and cook for 30 minutes, or until the chicken is done. Reserve the broth, discarding the celery and onion. Cool slightly; then debone the chicken and cut into bite-size pieces.
Meanwhile, cook the vermicelli according to the p
GrendelWell i managed to upload this track for you, its a bit of an epic in itself and i have put the explanation from one of the reviews, if you would like to know more about who Grendel was here is a link to wikipedia Grendel
Grendel by Marillion mp3
anyway here is a review I found as I am shite at explaining and also the lyrics
A bit of explanation -- "Grendel" is a 18 minute epic that was released as the "B" side of Marillion's first single, "Market Square Heroes". It is not representative of the band's work as a whole. Unlike the perception that most progressive rock is "Dungeons, Dragons, Faeries and Spaceships", Marillion pretty much stayed away from that stuff, with the exception of "Grendel". It is based on John Gardner's excellent book of the same name which covers the "Beowolf" tragedy, from the point of view of the monster. Highly recommended.
As for the song, it is best experienced live, difficult to do, since the band has not performed it since 1983 and has public
When You Love Somebodywhat do you do when you love somebody
Making you weak to your knees
What can you do when you love somebody
Who could share your hopes and dreams
What shall I do when I love somebody
Keeping them close to me
I know what I'll do then:
I love them endlessly.
Chicken MarsalaIngredients:
2 tsp olive oil
1 medium onion, chopped
1 ½ lb whole chicken breasts, halved, boned, and skinned, pounded to ¼-inch thickness
1 cup dry marsala wine
¾ cup low-fat, low sodium chicken broth
1 Tbsp cornstarch or arrowroot powder
Fresh ground pepper and salt to taste
Instructions:
1. Heat the oil over medium-high heat in a large frying pan
2. Add the onion and stir fry for 5 minutes
3. Then, add on the chicken and cook (make sure each side is cooked – about 5 minutes for each side)
4. Pour the wine over the chicken and cook for 4 minutes (wine should look syrupy)
5. Dissolve the cornstarch or arrowroot powder in a small cup full of the broth. Pour over the chicken and cook for 2 minutes (or until the sauce is thickened)
6. Sprinkle pepper and salt over the chicken
Nutritional Information:
Exchanges
4 Very Lean Meat
½ Starch
Calories 182
Calories from Fat 43
Total Fat 5 g
Saturated Fat 1 g
Cholesterol 69 mg
Sodium 99 mg
Carbohydra
Chicken Breast Stuffed With Spinach And Cheese1/2 a Chicken Breast per serving.
Ingredients:
Serving Size: 1/2 a chicken breast
4 Boneless, skinless chicken breast
Pinch Pepper
4 oz Fresh or Frozen Spinach
4 slices Low Salt Swiss Cheese
6 cups Water
Instructions:
Using a mallet or meat tenderizer, pound the chicken breasts until the meat is flat and even. Season the chicken with pepper. Add a layer of spinach and a slice of Swiss cheese. Roll each breast tightly to ensure that the filling cannot escape. Wrap each breast tightly in plastic wrap. Water must not go inside.
In a deep pan, bring the water to a boil. Place the wrapped breasts into the water. Use a heat-proof plate to weigh the chicken breasts down and keep them completely submerged in the water. Allow them to simmer in the water for 20–25 minutes, or until the chicken is completely done. Remove the chicken from the water and let it cool for 5 minutes before serving.
Nutritional Information:
Per Serving: 346 Calories; 17g Fat (45.4% cal
I'm SorryI love you more than you'll ever know
But not even you see how it'll show
You have raised me alone since I was only two
I had no father and all I had was you
All you want is what is best for me
You work harder than God for a future brighter than I see
You've put me before all that you love
I was your hand and you were my glove
You've given me the world to be in my hand
And it's falling through like a bucket of sand
All I want is to make you proud of me
But I'm failing you and everyone can see
I can see that you're sad and you just want to cry
I know I'm a failure and it makes me want to die
I can never win and all I can say
Is that I'm sorry mum for failing you each day
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Chicken And Pear SkilletThis is a great and healthy way to make chicken.
Ingredients:
1 can (16 ounce) pear slices in juice
2 tablespoons vegetable oil
4 boneless, skinless chicken breast halves
1/2 teaspoon salt
1 cup sliced onion
2 cloves garlic, finely chopped
1/4 cup dry white wine
2 tablespoons soy sauce
2 tablespoons cornstarch
1/2 teaspoon dried thyme, crushed
4 cups packed spinach leaves, torn (approx. 5 ounces)
Instructions:
1.) Drain pears, reserving 3/4 cup liquid; set aside.
2.) In large skillet, heat oil over medium-high heat until hot; cook chicken breasts until brown on both sides. Remove and set aside.
3.) Add onion and garlic to skillet; cook and stir 3 to 5 minutes or until onion is crisp-tender.
4.) In small bowl, combine reserved pear liquid, wine, soy sauce, cornstarch and thyme; mix until cornstarch is dissolved.
5.) Gradually add to vegetables in skillet; cook and stir until mixture thickens. Return chicken to pan; cover and cook 10 m
Chewy Pineapple Pecan SquaresIngredients:
1 cup unbleached flour
1 cup whole wheat flour
1 cup brown sugar
1/2 cup Imperial©, 30% less fat margarine or any lower fat
margarine suitable for baking
1/2 cup toasted, chopped pecans
1 tsp ground cinnamon
1 tsp baking soda
1/4 tsp salt
1 egg
1 tsp pure vanilla extract (use a good quality for better flavor)
8 oz crushed pineapple in juice, drained
1/2 cup nonfat vanilla yogurt
1/4 cup light sour cream
Instructions:
Preheat oven to 350°F. Spray a 13- x 9-inch baking pan with nonstick vegetable cooking spray.
Stir flours, sugar & margarine together until mixture is finely crumbled. Stir in nuts. Press 2 cups of flour mixture onto bottom of prepared 13- x 9-inch pan.
Stir cinnamon, baking soda & salt into remaining flour mixture. Beat in egg, vanilla, light sour cream and vanilla yogurt until blended. Stir in pineapple. Pour batter evenly over pressed flour mixture in pan. Bake in preheated oven for 40 minutes, or until batter pulls away from sid
Cherry-crowned Almond Pear GemsIngredients:
3/4 cup granulated sugar
1/4 cup butter, melted
1 large egg
1 teaspoon almond extract
3/4 cup all-purpose flour
1 can (15.25 oz.) Bartlett pears in heavy syrup,
well drained, finely chopped and patted dry*
1/3 cup sliced almonds
Sugar
1 jar (6 oz.) or 24 maraschino cherries, well
drained and patted dry
Sliced almonds for garnish (optional)
*Use paper towels to pat excess moisture from pears and cherries.
Instructions:
In mixing bowl, stir together 3/4 cup sugar, butter, egg and almond extract.
Stir in flour until well-combined. Fold pears and 1/3 cup almonds into batter.
Spoon about 1 tablespoon batter into each of 24 paper-lined miniature muffin cups.
Sprinkle with sugar. Place a maraschino cherry on top of each. Bake at 375º for 25 to 27 minutes or until edges are light golden brown.
Garnish with a sliced almond, if desired.
Nutritional Information:
Calories: 91
Fat: 3 grams
Cholesterol: 13 milligrams
Carbohydrates: 15 grams
P
Caribbean Pork KabobsIngredients:
1 pound pork tenderloin, cut into 1-inch cubes
1/2 cup orange juice
1/4 cup lime juice
2 tablespoons brown sugar
1/2 teaspoon thyme
1/4 teaspoon ground nutmeg
1/4 teaspoon ground cloves
1/8 teaspoon ground cayenne pepper
Instructions:
Combine all ingredients in a self-sealing plastic bag; seal bag and refrigerate 2-24 hours.
Remove cubes from marinade; discarding leftover marinade.
Thread cubes evenly onto four skewers (if using wooden skewers, soak them in water for an hour before using to prevent burning).
Grill over hot coals 10-12 minutes, turning often, until nicely browned.
Nutritional Information:
Calories: 161
Fat: 5 grams
Cholesterol: 75 milligrams
Carbohydrates: 3 grams
Protein: 24 grams
Sodium: 53 milligrams
Saturated Fat: 2 grams
Fight...They say,
"All you need is love."
And maybe that is true.
Because although you cannot breath love,
without it you'd be blue.
Although you cannot eat love,
without it you wouldn't want to eat.
Although you cannot walk on love,
it's what keeps you on your feet.
Love can make you happier,
than you have ever been.
And the sight of people in love,
Is the best sight to be seen.
But love can make you crazy,
make you do things you regret.
Things that make you ashamed,
things you wish you could forget.
But love can save you from the darkness,
and bring you into the light.
And in a world that is at war,
it is for love that we must fight.
Confused.Why do you have to be miles away?
Why did you have to leave in this way?
Why couldn’t I see you just one more time?
Why did this happen, I still don’t understand?
Why do you have to be miles away?
Why did you have to leave in this way?
Why am I asking questions?
Why am I feeling like this?
It’s not me in the wrong,
Neither was it you.
But why am I feeling like this?
Why am I asking myself “why”?
Confused.
(C) Copyright. Angel
Carb Safe Peanut Butter CookiesIngredients:
¾ cup peanut butter
½ cup vegetable oil
½ cup brown sugar, packed firmly
1 teaspoon vanilla extract
1 egg
1 ½ cups all-purpose flour
2 teaspoons baking powder
½ teaspoon baking soda
Instructions:
Preheat the oven to 350 degrees Fahrenheit. In a medium-sized bowl, mix together peanut butter, oil, sugar, vanilla, and egg until creamy. Add remaining ingredients and beat well.
Shape the dough into 60 balls, 1 inch in diameter, and place on a lightly greased baking sheet. Flatten with a fork. Bake for 12 – 15 minutes, or until golden brown. Place on a cooling rack.
Nutritional Information:
Calories: 174; Carbs: 4g; Protein: 4g; Fat: 2g; Sodium: 54mg; Potassium: 102mg; Cholesterol: 10mg
Lip RingMy lip ring was taken out because soon i will be joining the airforce... and unfortunatly they dont allow those there, as soon as i can however i will be getting another one. i dont care how old i am when i am able to get it, but i will get it no matter what.
ohh yeah, on the subject matter of relationships... I am now officially single, anyone that has a problem with it will and have come to me about it. I am looking for short term relationships, You know, just dating around... thats all. what happens durring those dates are strictly between me and the person im with at that time. anything is lible to happen as is with any date... all in all. IM SINGLE!!!
P.S. Im not like most guys... I definatly am not shallow... as i have dated a few... people that even my ex said are, somewhat revolting to the eyes... hell they werent to me, but whatever. anyways i enjoy being around people with great personalities... and love to "do" things with people i know will enjoy me as much as i enjoy
We Live In A Time WhereThe power has been guarded and kept by those in power for too long. profit from bombing other countries has made thousands of goverment workers very wealthy .... oil companies have hundreds of thousands of dollars and pay for commercials for you not to vote on things that would help us have alternative energy... the church has collected enough money to end sickness and hunger the world over yet they buy tv channels and helicopters and more land all tax free.... people are still dying of starvation and disease ... grow vegetables in your pots... collect fruit from the available nature ..help your neighbors build comunity... there is always an excuse to feel separate , judge others ... etc.. the thing is you cant take your motorcycle, house, budweiser,porsche, kids with you when you die ... you can only take the memories of what you shared and who you helped.. and how you did it.... awaken.. right now.. .
“friends, Lovers, Populace. Lend Me Your Hearts”“Friends, Lovers, Populace. Lend Me Your Hearts”
A fine line keeps us on time
A great lie has us going every time
As hope diminishes so does her smile
I only think about her every once in a while
These girls come and go but not this feeling of hope
That someday love will find me and tie me in a rope
Like loveless to love’s a mess
And everything I have to get off my chest
Loosing reality by drinking down everything
When being happy leaves me stuttering
What is healthy and what hurts most
Everything and anything seems to go
When you’re left inside her loveless eyes
And you say you feel something when you cry
But hope leaves consumption of love without serendipity
And it’s time to loose your thoughts of her because love is not everything
Best friends to worst enemies
Love can accomplish everything
Like hope to torn camaraderie
And blessing wedding ceremonies
Friends with common goals connect more than they’ll ever know
Yet some feelings are said they s
California Walnut, Turkey, And Rice SaladThis salad is a meal all in one
Ingredients:
Salad
3cups cooked brown rice
2 cups diced cooked turkey (white meat)
½ cup diagonally sliced celery
¼ cup pineapple chunks, drained
¼ cup mandarin oranges, drained
¼ cup water chestnuts, drained and thinly sliced
¼ cup thinly sliced scallions
¼ cup chopped walnuts
6 cups lettuce leaves (try romaine, spinach, Boston or mache)
Dressing
½ cup low-fat lemon yogurt
½ cup low-fat mayonnaise
1 tsp lemon rind
½ tsp curry powder
Instructions:
1. In a large bowl combine all the salad ingredients, except for the lettuce
2. Mix together the dressing ingredients
3. Combine the salad and the dressing and mix together. Cover and refrigerate.
4. When ready to serve take 1 cup of the salad mixture and pour over 1 cup of the lettuce leaves
Nutritional Information:
Exchanges
2 Starch
2 Lean Meat
Calories 262
Calories from Fat 52
Total Fat 6 g
Saturated Fat 1 g
Cholesterol 34 mg
Sodium 205 mg
Carbohydrate 33
Are You Tempted!!!You have been Donkey Punched in the Back of the Head by Temptation~X~Radio
now come join the party, just click the pic!
Cajun Grilled ChopsThis pork chop is seasoned with cajun spices. Spices are a great way to add bold flavor without adding any fat
Ingredients:
4 boneless pork center loin chops, 1 1/2-inches thick
1 teaspoon seasoned salt
1/2 teaspoon cayenne pepper
1 teaspoon dry sage
1 tablespoon paprika
1/2 teaspoon black pepper
1/2 teaspoon garlic powder
Instructions:
Combine seasonings, mix well. Coat chops with seasoning mixture. Grill directly over medium-high heat 7-8 minutes per side, turning once.
Nutritional Information:
Calories: 150
Fat: 5 grams
Cholesterol: 65 milligrams
Carbohydrates: 2 grams
Protein: 22 grams
Sodium: 390 milligrams
Saturated Fat: 1 gram
Cant You See They're Head Over Heels In Love?When you find that special someone for yourself girl
She'll realize
That he can make her smile
For no reason
Make he feel like she's on top of the world
Just because he's with her
And as he walks into a room
Her heart will stop and her breath is caught
And thing she finds amazing is no matter what
He'd choose her over any other girl
Because to him she's the only one for him
She has flaws
But he loves each and every one of them
He loves how when she's nervous and can't seem stop talking
She'll wish for a stolen kiss
And he'll pray for just the right moment
Things went into place after that for them
Some of our friends weren't to happy about their relationship
Saying nothing good will come from it
But all i said was,
"Can't you see they're head over heels in love?"
Sooo BoredHow is everyone today?
I am here sitting bored as hell. Just got back from the gym, do I take a shower or not?
Off today then on for the next 5, gonna be a long run. Hope we dont get to many calls.
What else do I write here... what do you all want to hear know about me, life, work...??
reply!!! ;-)
Hello Everyone.hmm..ok..well I just gotta say hey to everyone..lol..Actually I am sittin in school waitin to volunteer. But Lately, I have been so confused about so many things. So I wanna apologize to anyone who thinks I'm a bitch. My confusion is so over and it is pretty much me sayin that I gotta change everything about my life in order to be happy. Right now I am still caught up on an ex boyfriend and because of that I havent given anyone else a chance. well...hes a change I gotta make. Geez..This is just me goin on and on about nothin..as always..lol. Hope everyones week goes good.
Hellhounds, Werewolves And The Germanic UnderworldHellhounds, Werewolves and the Germanic Underworld
Alby Stone
There is a curious connection between dogs and travel to the realm of the dead. It can be found particularly in Indo-European mythologies, although it also occurs in Egypt, Siberia, and north America. According to the Vedic mythology of ancient India, for instance, the deceased must pass by the four-eyed dogs of Yama, king of the dead; and Greek mythology tells of the dog Kerberos, popularly endowed with three heads, who watches the entrance to Hades. Mention must also be made of the white, red-eared hounds of Celtic myth. But the idea of the underworld watchdog appears to have reached its fullest, and most complex expression among the Germanic peoples.
In Scandinavia, hounds are associated with Niflheimr, the mortuary land ruled by the grim queen Hel. The Eddic poem Baldrs draumar (Balder's Dreams) tells how Odin rides to Niflheimr to ascertain the meaning of the dreams that have been troubling his son. On the way,
Erotic ExplorationThe secret world of your smooth warm flesh
your graceful curves that delight my eye
they call for my fingertips to explore them
such a wondrous geography, paradise found
I ache to be your favorite son,
born to love each rise, and silken valley,
humbly bow my head to drink so deep
from your wellspring of sweet desire
I long to quench my lusty thirst in you
parched, like a desert nomad's throat
dream of the day when you float above
find sweet release, like clouds and rain
your hands reach out, to take my face
and pull me to your waiting breasts
to suckle you long as a greedy child
lulled by the music, of your hot breath
your fingers plow furrows in my hair
and trace my brow, fever flushed
softly croon song of love to me
need binds me tight to your side
do you feel me throb so deep inside?
a counterpoint to your rolling motion?
my growling voice echoes in the room
your name kisses my lips and tongue
trembling thighs, so graceful spread
heaven's gate
Nothing Is The Same Without You.Don't we all feel like this sometimes in life, when we know that someone is there who loves us?
Nothing is the same without you,
The way that I think,
The way that I do things,
The way I see things.
Is not the same
After I met you.
Nothing feels right without you
It’s hard when you are not with me,
I feel so empty,
So lonely.
So sad.
Missing you.
Each night I go to sleep,
It feels so strange,
So different.
So cold.
This is because you are there to tuck me in
And to kiss me goodnight.
Those times, when I am with you.
I feel so loved,
So appreciated,
Protected,
Secure.
This is because I know my love is there with me.
(C) Copyright. Angel
Knowing Your Presence.Nothing feels better than
Seeing you,
Hugging you,
Feeling you,
Knowing your presence.
Sinking into your arms,
Closing my eyes,
Feeling them curling around me.
Your body pressed against mine.
Knowing your presence.
Running my fingers on your chest,
Feeling your soft hairs tickling me.
My face,
As I lie there against your warm chest.
Knowing your presence.
(C) Copyright. Angel
I Will Go To Jail For.......Wickey will go to jail for ...
Resisting arrest while having sex
'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com
My Faraway HeartWe felt it was love at first sight, that warm and sultry prom night,
You were not my date, but covered his shift, and when we walked in the bussiness place where you were filling in, as my date showed me off, you almost jumped over the counter.
We hit it off right away, and decided we wanted to be together.
You had a plan in place, and were getting ready to leave the state, I could not let go, not now, you had already become a part of my heart.So I asked to come along and you said yes.
We traveled a bit, and I kept in touch with home to reasure them I was alright.
Then bad news came, my mother was dying, and you knew my heart ached. You took me home, knowing anything could happen, and it did.
It was hard to take knowing it was a trap, and we both suffered.
Even tho a rabbit would have to die to prove you were going to be a father, I knew already, even down to the date.
Because of the actions of our families you ended up on the street and always in a fog, in jeopardy if you wer
How I Feel.How I Feel.
Why can’t I be where I want to be?
Why won’t you let me feel the way I feel?
Do you know how I feel?
Probably not.
Why do you have to do what you have to do?
I just don’t understand.
Why can’t you accept me,
For who I am?
It’s my life,
I do what I want to do,
I can be with who I want to be with.
Yes?
No, to you.
But why?
I know there are reasons,
But how about me?
Don’t I have any?
I have feelings too
And some of them I can’t help the way I feel.
Right now,
I can’t stop what I am doing,
I can’t stop.
I really can’t.
(C) Copyright. Angel
Lost In LoveWhen you fall so fast into love
there's no time to see
how the ending may be
a fog covers your vision
while you ride loves waves
with its ups
and its downs
you get lost in the haze
the fog is lifted
and your left
without love
it wasn't worth the time you spent
or the tears you've shed
you think to your self
every time your in bed
that your so stupid
that your so dumb
you feel miserable
now your life's done
A Gift Giver's Manifesto, Worth A Read, May Change Your LifeA work by Bryant McGill, for more visit him at:
http://www.lostcherry.com/user/58
A Gift Giver's Manifesto
Category: Writing and Poetry
From a Self Portrait (2006)
If you want to be successful at anything you do, it will help you to first be a successful human. That's right; a successful human. And just what is that? I believe that since human life is a social life, becoming a successful human means being there for other people, which is why I have always believed that no time is better spent than that spent in the service of your fellow man. Further, success does not mean happiness, success means doing the right thing. The rewards of doing the right thing are usually much deeper and painful. The greatest happiness comes from feeling and expressing our love for other people, and particularly our families. If you think about it, we love most those who we serve most, whether it be children, employees, friends or our communities. And this means that we can bring about a gr
Life.Work starts tomorrow,
Official work.
Early,
Just as the day has begun.
I wake up with it,
Go along with it.
Right into the afternoon
And into the night.
Just like everyone else,
Even you.
It will be a new start,
In my life.
It will be a new experience,
I have to face.
It makes me feel nervous,
Thinking about it.
But somehow I have to face it,
Go through it.
Hard or easy,
Happy or sad.
I’ve come so far with my life,
So many steps,
So many ladders, stages that I have taken.
Nearly there,
Some parts I soared,
Some I struggled,
Some I scraped.
Nearly somewhere I want to be.
Something I want to do.
My life.
(C) Copyright. Angel
Do You Know A Soldier?I SEEN THIS ON A BULLETIN, LIKED IT SO I AM POSTING IT! :) THANKS TO WHOEVER POSTED IT FIRST AND THOSE THAT ARE REPOSTING IT!!! TIFF :)
Do you know a Soldier??
They sleep on cots made for just one
Sometimes even with their boots on
They awake long before the sun
And work very hard to stay strong
Strong for themselves
Strong for their families
Strong for the country they serve
Strong for the flag that waves above
They work and train
In the heat, cold, and rain
They sweat, they swear
Sometimes wondering why they are there
In the distance they hear gun fire
And watch the hawks fly over
They pray for their brothers
Their loved ones and themselves
And yet they go on
Doing their job
Determined to make proud
The ones that have passed on
They fight for justice
They serve for freedom
They cry for the fallen
And celebrate the day
These are our soldiers
Proud and strong
Serving flag and country
Away and at home
For the job they do
We need to give o
A Little Girl So Young.A little girl so young,
Innocent,
Pure.
Just like any other child,
Play, eat,
Sleep.
Happy, just like always,
Smiling, laughing,
Singing.
A little girl so young,
Tortured,
Abused.
What could she do?
Cry?
Scream for help?
Nothing,
She was made to keep quiet.
The little girl so young.
(C) Copyright. Angel
MemoriesEvery time I hear this piece of music,
My mind drifts to you.
Makes me think of the good times,
The times we had together.
Happy times.
The times we used to sit on the window
Feet hanging out,
Talking about what the big world was like,
How we would go and walk through it together.
However.
Sometimes when I hear this piece of music,
It think of the bad times too.
Suffering, pain.
The agony you had to go through.
Such talent you have,
Playing, singing, composing writing.
I have learnt so much just standing beside you,
Its something I will never forget.
There are times where I wish you were here
Here right beside me,
Just like when we were younger.
I miss you during those times.
Somehow.
In many ways I have been able to move on,
On into life.
Its hard,
But I have to.
Just like you said,
“stride on into the future, head up high.”
that’s what I’m doing,
Trying.
There are many things that I wish to share,
Tell you.
Just like we did when we
OmgI THOUGHT IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE FALL? ITS FUCKING SNOWING OUTSIDE!!! GRRRRRR
JUST MY THOUGHT FOR THE DAY....I HATE COLD WEATHER :(
Gotta Love Us West Virginia Girls*A girl from West Virginia and a girl from New York City were seated side by side on an airplane.
The girl from West Virginia, being friendly and all, said, So, where ya from?"
The New York girl said, "From a place where they know better than to use a preposition at the end of a sentence."
The girl from West Virginia sat quietly for a few moments and then replied:
"So, where ya from, bitch?"
*Forward if you're a West Virginia girl or if you love them West Virginia Girls!*
I WonderI wonder…
Sometimes I wonder,
What it is like,
Up there.
Is it sunny?
Is it raining?
The weather…
Is it just like the way it is,
Down here?
I wonder….
But what’s the point?
Is there a point?
May be there is.
Will I ever find out?
I guess that one day,
My life.
The end of it.
Just live,
The way it is for now.
Wait till it’s my time,
My end.
(C) Copyright. Angel
Hahahttp://www.myheritage.com
Fucking Sweet!!!!Yeah so after all the bullshit I've put up with in this company for the last seven months I got laid off today. I'm so pissed off right now. Winter is the worst time to even try to look for a job. I know, I've tried before. This is just too fucking sweet....
Venom Kisses.Block you out, I won't listen,
'Cause I think it's the point you're missin',
I tried so hard to make you proud,
To drown out the noise but it's just to loud.
Inside I just keep swirling,
This coaster of emotions throwing me over,
Nauseating memories consume and I feel like hurling,
I'm such an unrepairable wonder.
I keep dragging my self through each day,
Though I want to lay down and die,
No one hears a word I say,
The don't see through my lies.
Happy smiles, outgoing fraud,
My mirror image is no more then a facade,
I'm just fake,
More then the world can take.
Fire burns inside my soul,
And death whispers in my ear,
I try so hard but can't climb out from my bottomless hole,
I'm loosing control, like driving a car without knowing how to steer.
Crashing into hell, such a blistering inferno,
Locked inside a blizzard of emotions, there's no place left to go,
Going deaf due to the piercing screams,
Like is not what it seems.
I can't stop to smell the ro
My Own ShitSo now a nigga single, free to go and mingle/
You broke my heart down to a hundred thousand pieces/
You fucked it up for the next girl/
you was the earth to my people, you was my whole world/
But fuck it, It's time to pack up and move on/
I'm too strong, to be down too long/
you knew I had a talent to rhyme, you said I did/
Said you wanted to be with me when I made it big/
But when I release my single, I'm single and I'm solo/
And don't come runnin back to me cuz thats gone be a no-no/
You hit me wit a low-blow, wait til I'm in need/
To say it wasn't work'n out and you gotta leave/
But I believe, out of sight, out of mind is whats wrong/
Soon as you see me, you runnin back to my arms/
But my arms is closed, no warm reception/
Ain't no come'n back this time, get to step'n/
My heart is my weapon, you broke it and you knew it/
you blew it, love..........what the fuck that got to do wit it/
Another For Rated Rciggarette smoke all around me
caressing subjects of a heart thats falling
hold my breath and break down a wall
a babys cry breaks the fall
the smell of incence fills the room
innocent smiles of how to get back at you
raise my fists and form a whole
making it hard for you to swallow....
a candles flame trying to reach the ceiling
a knife to a wrist to shake this feeling
i hope, i pray, to anyone who will hear
to see you in pain...to see you drown in your beer
1,199I've got 1,199 cherry points to go to level up! Woo Hoo! ;) (Ok, I'm not THAT excited, but it IS kewl, is it not?) And hey, I added somethin to my profile page, go check it out! Oh Oh... and a new pic! Heyyy not bad right? LOL Ok, see ya later everyone, have a great night and thank you for being such awesome LC friends! Muuahhh!! :)
ShadowsIn my mind, there are shadows no light can banish.
They rebel the day and haunt the night.
A still night follows a cloudy day.
Where no light can enter.
The smell of brimstone and burning ash.
A giant stalks from such a height.
There is no one else to say.
'The light is forever bright at the center.'
So with that the ageing giant does vanish.
He turns to mist and blows out of sight.
To a place where the sun burns bright.
And laughter fills the air.
Yet, we must all remember that it's only truly shadows.
It's always only shadows.
A Poem For Rated Rsketched out like a painting by Piccasso
perfectly screwed up yet so great
reminds me of a time long ago
when our lives werent at stake
your face is perfectly aligned
yet your brain is jagged like a rock
and you pray for the right time
to make your move just to block
in the blink of an eye, all is betrayed
and your moto is now turned to kill
and you let me down i am now decayed
a priceless substitute of what you have at your will
you might come to your sences someday
while youre lying on your deathbed
dying at a very young age
and the guilt is finally in your head
and with the last breath you take
and the last words you speak
you break down, youre so pathetically fake
you kiss me...and say youre sorry
Your The Oneperusing pages, exploring pics, reading into ones creative thoughts.... Nothing can be more intament. Nothing so rawl. Sometimes you stop at the beauty you just saw. Never too long, the pages keep turning.hopeing its yours that keeps them all eurning. But its with you I want to begin my new journey.
PoetryWandering around stareing in dispare,
i took the trouble to see what was there.
Im my confusion and disolution,
i'd stumbled upon a girlish protrusion.
Leaning and gleaning, trying to get a glimpse,
when surley i discovered this thing was immense.
Purple and pink from tip to top,
I began to wonder, is it going to pop?
Shaking and quaking from bottom to top, the tip was quite ripped and ready to pop.
The next thing I knew i was covered in goo,
and shuttering and sputtering, i wander what to do.
I turned and ran, taking up tail
hoping for sure this would end to my avail.
Gone was the goo and the wierd looking confusing protrusion,
and i shook my head in unsettled confusion.
I had just been a dream and wierd nightmare, now i lay my chest heaving and gleaming. Unsettled and wrestled, twisted and tired i lay back down and again begain to conspire.
Soul DestructionTwisting turning,
Mind is burning,
Unanswered confusion,
Is this my delusion,
Split into madness,
Falling through sadness,
Why when thing were great,
Would you throw me to this fate?
Lies, through living decite,
Has warped my view complete,
Blackened truth in its whole,
Sardistict destruction of my soul,
Sucked in blindly from that first kiss,
Your venomous teeth, my heart did miss,
Your bite took me out with a single blast,
One more strike that good guys finish last,
One good thing that I know and can clearly see,
Is that love is not a requirment to have serenity.
I Am Sorry I Have Not Been On Much.Things are taking a turn again. That thing I have been worrying about around the corner. Well it happend my granny had a stroke. Things are really iffy. I mean she is better out of ICU. I am happy about that, but at the same time I am scared. I know she will be leaving us all soon. I have no one after that I can depend on after she leaves. This really is selfish of me I know, but she is the only thing I know that has been a loving source, she has been my mother. Thats my mom. I don't know what I am gonna do.~NFA
Just As A Wave Is Lifted By The ShoreJust as a wave is lifted by the shore,
Then breaks across the slowly rising sand,
So as I watch you weep my feelings pour
Across the wash of what I understand.
I wish I could just take you in my arms
And all your pain could melt into my chest,
And all the violence of passing storms
Could pass through me and finally come to rest.
No words can set things right or presence lend
A miracle to light your darkened way,
But there is solace in a loving friend
And comfort in what I don't have to say.
Whatever circumstance you cannot bear,
Just turn to me, and you will find me there.
By Nicholas Gordon
'bout Time I Got Some Good News Today.Started the morning off fighting with my sister-in-law. Always fun. Then had to dump all of her drama in the lawyer's lap. That'll cost some money but save my sanity. Then had to find a florist clear back in Wyoming that could deliver same day. But, after all that, I called to see how my step-mother came through her hip replacement surgery. She was all finished and awake. She came through just fine and everything went well, if a bit longer than they had estimated. The flowers I ordered were waiting in her room when they brought her in from recovery. BONUS!!! We had a short conversation since she was still groggy. There's always tomorrow.
New Pics......OK THANKS FOR ALL THE RATINGS AND COMMNETS ON THE NEW PICS!!!! ALWAYS LOVE THEM!!!! I HAVE SOME MORE TO ADD BUT RAN OUTTA ROOM SO IF YOU HAVENT RATED THEM OR COMMENTED YET DO THAT AND HELP US LEVEL UP SO WE CAN ADD THE REST OF THEM!!!! :)~ THAT IS IF YOU WANT TO SEE MORE!!! HEHE
A Sad Poem Taken From A BullitinMy name is Chris
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I cant do a wrong
I cant speak at all
Or else im locked up
All day long.
When im awake im all alone
The house is dark
My folks arent home
When my mommy does come home
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe ill just get
One whipping tonight.
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Chariles bar.
I hear him curse
My name is called
I press myself
Against the wall
I try to hide
From his evil eyes
Im so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
Calls me ugly words,
He says its my fault
He suffers at work.
What's Your Sexual Hidden Talent?Using your hands
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The Love Of My LifeNO MATTER THE WORDS IN MY SPEECH
SEEMS LIKE I'M CONSTINTLY TRYING TO PREACH
ALL I WANT TO DO IS TOO TEACH
WITH ALL MY LOVE I TRY TO REACH
NO MATTER HOW MUCH I CARE
IT ALWAYS SEEMS TO END UP IN DISPEAR
I THINK THAT I TREAT YOU FARE
BECAUSE IN MY EYES YOU & ME ARE THE PERFECT PAIR
I SEE ARE TRUE LOVE IS VERY RARE
I JUST WANT TO PROTECT YOU & KEEP YOU IN PERFECT CARE
THE SPARKLE IN YOUR EYES THE GLOWING OF YOUR BODY
ALL I CAN SAY IS DAMN I GOT ME A HOTTIE.
Hidden TallentUsing your body
Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time.
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If I....If I make love to your body, will your mind be mine,
If I make love to your mind, will your sould be mine,
If I make love to your sould, will your heart be mine,
If I love you, will you be mine?
and will You be mine forever?
+jihad.......the Death Metal band. I was listening to a song of theirs on AncientCeremonies.com..I wonder if their cd's worth buying..?(Strategi Setan..or something)+
Better Than Me(hinder)Cause we never really had our closure
This cant be the end
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And i think you should know this
You deserve much better then me.
Don't U Dare Use That Phone While Driving, Mister! LolSenior British cop nabbed using mobile while driving
A senior policeman in southern England was caught driving his car while using his mobile phone, an offence in the UK, by an angry motorist who followed him all the way back to his police station, The Times reported.
Guy Darby, a chief superintendent in the Surrey police, was reprimanded by his force and ordered to pay 30 pounds (56 dollars, 45 euros), the equivalent of the penalty fine, to charity.
A motorist followed Darby to his station after the officer cut in front of him while talking on his mobile phone.
Using a mobile phone while driving has been illegal in Britain since December 2003 unless drivers have a hands-free kit.
"If this incident highlights these dangers to anyone else, then it will be worth the embarrassment I am feeling," Darby said in a statement.
"Answering my mobile while driving was a serious error of judgment."
Sacred SubmissionUtterly in love and burning with desire,
I am completely naked, a prisoner of passion.
You have stripped my soul of all its hunger,
twisting my body in the most desirable fashion.
You murmur soft endearments into my ear,
pressing your kisses against my skin,
your tongue stroking in gentle circles,
tasting my lips, then probing within.
Your touch so light with the promise of more.
God! Please love me and never depart.
Touch me this way, always and forever,
spiraling up into the ecstasy of my heart.
This sweet, frightening, and beautiful wonder.
You slide faster, deeper, surer into my life.
Bodies exploding with heat and joy, wave after wave.
You are my husband, and I am your wife.
My love, you drive out all logical thought;
and I surrender, exhausted, giving all to you.
I belong to you, completely, in every way.
My heart, mind, body and soul ... all belong to you.
This sacred submission, I cannot escape you.
You are the key to my ecstasy and desire.
There
A Cow You Can SteerA Chilean taxi driver has come up with a new way to fight assaults: make your vehicle so conspicuous that nobody would dare try to rob you.
After being robbed several times, Juan Geraldo upholstered and covered every square inch of his car's interior with black and white spotted cowhides, including the steering wheel and ceiling. He then decorated the interior with stuffed toy cows, and added a horn that moos.
The visual effect is even more impressive at night, when the black and white taxi interior is set off from floor to ceiling by a flood of neon light.
"The effect was immediate. They haven't robbed me since," said Geraldo, who said the special effects also brought in more clientele and allowed him to expand his cab fleet from one car to nine.
The 46-year-old taxi driver with 27 years of experience completes the cow theme by dressing in a cowhide jacket and hat.
"The numbers don't lie, the cow cabs attract more clients," Geraldo said. "Today all most all of our busin
HungerI feel the hunger of a thousand mouths
I feel the acid running through my veins,
I feast off the pain which electrifies me,
I ache to my very being.
The demon has awoken and my uninhibited mind wanders.
And I wait for the chosen one
To heal her wounds with passionate crime,
Cleanse her body
and swallow her tears.
And entwine her mercilessly in human bondage.
And then a feast in wild abandonment
Total sexual possession -
To drink from her soul until infinity.
Bliss(hinder)I dont want to know its over
So save your goodbye kiss
I dont want to know its over
Cause ignorance is bliss.
In SleepIn sleep I find you,
in waking you are gone.
In my dreams
you are locked.
Don't let me wake
and find my dream
has gone.
Let me sleep
forever.
I can't take the pain
of losing you.
LonelyYou and I both lonely,
Lost in our own worlds
Trying to find ourselves,
Trying to find each other.
My senses pull me toward you,
Overtaken by your mystique,
so different, yet so alike,
I no longer desire to be lonely.
A sweet dream it would be,
To awaken in your arms,
To be able to kiss your lips,
To have such a precious gift.
I yearn for your company,
Though we are lost in what to do,
Lost in our own worlds,
Let us be lost together.
Take this rose and the
Words that flow from my heart,
Deepness has found its intensity,
As I have found my true love.
Take my hand and bid farewell
To confusion and the loneliness
You and I will finally be one.
Living with our own sweet love.
Dark And Lonely NightsLonely nights I spend,
wanting to hold you close.
I wish for you everyday,
at night, hurting the most.
How I wish we were together,
lying near and holding tight,
After such a long hard day,
I want to see you every night.
Oh, how I would so much prefer,
to hold hands, our fingers intertwined,
Instead of longing for you every night,
in my bed, you I cannot find.
To be able to run my fingers,
through your lovely hair!
Everyday my hopes, prayers, and wishes,
are to meet with you there!
Or to gaze so longingly,
into your lovely deep eyes,
and to loose my soul to them,
absorbing me, I'm mesmerized.
To feel your soft skin,
under the covers keeping us warm,
Oh how I miss you being so near,
I can't wait to accept you as the norm.
To watch you walk in the room,
wearing my jacket and t-shirt too.
I smile even now remembering,
how much that makes me love you.
I love you so much it hurts,
especially when I can't have you near.
FuckableYou are 82% fuckable!
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My SkillsUsing your mind
Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere.
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My New Invention!!!In case you missed this on the bulletin a few weeks ago.....
Recent studies have shown that in an emergency, ordinary off the shelf smoke detector alarms are ineffective at waking people in the event of a fire. The theory is that too often people will sleep right through them thinking it's just a dream or perhaps the alarm clock and they will just roll over and go back to sleep, thusly perishing in the ensuing blaze.
My new invention is a chip built into the detectors so that you can record personal alarm messages to go along with the typical "BEEP" found in most alarms, the idea being that a person will respond more readily to a recognizable voice than to a plain "BEEP" alarm.
Here are some examples......
Father to young daughter:
"BEEP...BEEP...BEEP...Wake up angel! It's real important!!!...BEEP...BEEP...BEEP...C'mon sweetie, you have to wake up now!!!...BEEP...BEEP...BEEP...Baby, please wake up!!! There's a fire!!!...BEEP...BEEP...BEEP....Just please be quiet and don't
UpdateWell Doug came to youth group last night which meant that I got to hang out with him a good bit. He decided to be a showoff and peg some of the guys in dogeball which then meant that he got into a wrestling match.. He won. lol. Then we went into the cafe to watch a video and he made sure to save me a seat. I had mentioned to Doug that I had to take in my dress a little bit and he asked me for a little piece of the material so he could match his tux to my dress! I got my haircut on Friday and he actually noticed and mentioned it to someone else. Then at the end of the youth group meeting he asked me to walk out to his car with him because his phone was dead and he wanted to take a picture of me. It was pretty fun. We were goofing off like crazy. On the other end of the scale there is a guy at school who likes me and who I had to turn down because I don't like him like that. Now he keeps saying he has a question for me and tried to get me to let him give me a ride home. I said no way I d
Holiday Fun (that's Vacation For You Americans)Hello!
I'm back from my long weekend in Butlins! For those of you who never head of Butlins, it's a British holiday camp... rather similar to a WW2 prison camp, but with more fun. ;) It's by the sea in a place called Bognor Regis. The regis bit means that the Royals used to visit as an official relaxation spot... although things have changed and I think it would be a cold day in hell before any modern royals would set foot there LOL
Anyway, my whole family go every year including aunts uncles, cousins, cousins of cousins, cousins once removed, second cousins, so it's great fun! I'll post some pics =)
Wow, I got like a zillion messages and comments when I got home, so it may take me a while to catch up!
Ooh, also my brother and sister-in-law got a dog!!! It's so adorable and she is a retired greyhound!!! I'm very excited as we're dog sitting for Christmas! =D
Love Jen x
FinallyAlone I sit wondering why my weakness is so strong
I reach out to the outside world
Wondering where I belong
Lonliness capturing me, imprisoning me,
Slowly I am dying inside
Wet tears turning into ice
From the Love I have been denied
Trying each day to do the right thing
But I was taught only anger and pain
How can I raise children to be healthy
When each cut gets closer to the vein
My lonliness and My anger
It destroys me to the bone
I am so surrounded by love
But in my heart I am still alone
Copyright ©2006 Mandy Faith Wilson
As a child I suffered severe abuse, As a teenager I placed my self in some horrible situations, to only get hurt, physically and emotionally and other ways I can only pray that no one reading this has had to go through,
As years progressed I found a way to handle my emotional pain, I caused sever physicall pain to myself..
I was your average cutter, I almost suceeded a couple of times of ending my life. It sure is amazing how all the
Livin The Dream!To all the ladies out there that are single , add me to your friends and fans list! THANKS!
Sorry I Havent Blogged Much...i have been working alot lately and have4 n o internet at my own house.... anywho... Toby and i just celebrated our first sweetest day ..and it was great ...you know he is the love of my life... and i wouldnt have it any other way.
VampireYou scored as Marius. You are the quiet cool. You are so mellow people are lulled into a false sense of security. When you are pissed god help anyone who crosses you?Marius100%Dracula92%Deacon Frost75%Blade75%Akasha67%Lestat58%Louis58%Angel58%Armand50%Spike42%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com
Surveyyy43 of the MOST Random Questions Ever, BE HONEST:
1. Where were you 2 hours ago?
at a school... being a co-op
2. Who will be your next kiss?
randy?
3. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
my bra
4. When is the last time you went to the mall?
like last week
5. Are you wearing socks right now?
yes
6. When was the last time you went out of the state?
iunno
7. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
yes
8. What was the last thing you had to drink?
water
9. What are you wearing right now?
boxers and a tshirt
10. What was your last purchase?
um, iunno
11. Last food you ate?
pizza
12. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
jenna
13. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
yep
14. Do you have a pet[s]?
Yes
15. What's the last sporting event you watched?
uh, hockey, i think
16. What is/was your favorite class?
math, musik and gym
17. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you
Horrible Day...My god, I'm soooo tired, crabby and angry today. Nothing has really happened but Im sooooo sick of life. It's one of those days when you wish your family would just disappear for a while and just give you time to be alone. One of those days when just them breathing makes you want to strangle them because its sooooo annoying! I want nothing more than to be locked in a bathroom alone...W/ a huge warm bath and a good book.
School DaysI remember "walking to school, in bare feet, in the snow, uphill both ways" (just kidding). Actually, if I wanted to, I could probably tell you the names of every teacher I had from Kindergarten through High School, not because I'm that good at remembering, but because there are traumatic experiences related to almost every year of school. I can't think of one year off the top of my head that something bad didn't happen. Kindergarten was te year I broke my ankle on Halloween while Trick-or-Treating, and for some reason, I remember being carried into the school for a party for Halloween and I remember getting laughed at by all the kids because my dad carried me into school. First thruogh 8th grade were in a Catholic School--with mostly nuns for teachers---now if that doesn't bring nightmares, nothing will. Which brings me to a question---If these "religous" people are supposed to be excellent examples of the way we should be, why would they ridicule and belittle children who were poor,
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New To ThisHey y'all thanks for stopping by my first ever LC page. I was referred to this site by the absolutely gorgeous Belladonna. I am new to this so if I don't reply right away or don't leave you a 10 I apologize and I promise I'll make it up to ya. But other than that, be sure to check out my Myspace page at http://www.myspace.com/lildevildog. Leave lost of comments and messages and I'll talk to ya laters! Peace
ShadowsAnother night of interrupted dreams
What brings me wide awake?
I walk among the shadows
Searching for answers
and find nothing.
Decisions that plague my mind,
remain undecided.
I rest my head and try one more time
to find solace in sleep.
Single Again...Ok well i was with my bf for 5 months... Loved him to death but he broke my heart... I feel sorry for that poor bastard when he realizes that what he did was wrong! I have been the best gf i could be and that is not good enough for him so i will find someone its good enough for!!!
He left me like it was nothing... Hurt be bad for the first day but now its the third and my eyes are finally open and tearless.
Time to go out and have fun without worrying about him!! WOOHOOO!!!!
sometimes its better to be about urself instead of all about another.. another is who isnt all about u at that...
it hurts but in a way its great to be SINGLE AGAIN....
Every1SOME PEOPLE SAY THAT TRUE LOVE COMES ONCE IN A LIFE TIME AND WE BELELIEVE THAT TIME IS NOW OR IS IT ?
Ouch!I HATE cold weather!!!!!
Sad..............today i did something and i really hope it was the right thing .........and im not sure it was i should have wanted it more...........i seem to loose everything that means anything to me but sometimes where a lil tierd of fighting aginst ourselves how can you be friends with me and be so disrespectful to my feelings is what i wanna know ......lol...i know why because you arent my friend! seems as if u say sorry i love you both it fixes stuff well fuck no it dont you are married does that mean u are gonna share with hubby better ask B dont think he swings that way but hey after careful thought i wont let u win u really have nothing to offer and i already have him! yes u wanna be my friend no u wont and u dont you just wanna know how close we are and its sad sad sad honey!
well lets see im stuck in dial up hell and i fuckin hate it my dsl will be on soon and i will be damn glad of it! on the plus side my computer seems to runnin great ........
gonna go see godsmack and breaking be
Mike Is GonewELL.....Mike and i met in May it was over in July when he met a younger skinny woman who treated him like shit!
Whoo can figure out men -- It took me till sat
to get him out of here
I am so happy and sad - but now a free woman - ready to date again.
I Cry By TupacSometimes when I'm alone
I Cry,
Cause I am on my own.
The tears I cry are bitter and warm.
They flow with life but take no form
I Cry because my heart is torn.
I find it difficult to carry on.
If I had an ear to confiding,
I would cry among my treasured friend,
but who do you know that stops that long,
to help another carry on.
The world moves fast and it would rather pass by.
Then to stop and see what makes one cry,
so painful and sad.
And sometimes...
I Cry
and no one cares about why.
WtfUgh...anyone know of a good way to get rid of an annoying asshole of an ex husband?? LoL
Ambition Over Adversity By TupacTake ones adversity
Learn from their misfortune
Learn from their pain
Believe in something
Believe in yourself
Turn adversity into ambition
Now blossom into wealth
And Tomorrow By TupacToday is filled with anger, fueled with hidden hate.
Scared of being outkast, afraid of common fate.
Today is build on tragedies which no one want's to face.
Nightmares to humanity and morally disgraced.
Tonight is filled with Rage, violence in the air.
Children bred with ruthlessness cause no one at home cares.
Tonight I lay my head down but the pressure never stops,
knowing that my sanity content when I'm droped.
But tomorrow I see change, a chance to build a new,
build on spirit intent of heart and ideas based on truth.
Tomorrow I wake with second wind and strong because of pride.
I know I fought with all my heart to keep the dream alive.
In The Event Of My Demise By TupacIn the event of my Demise
when my heart can beat no more
I Hope I Die For A Principle
or A Belief that I had Lived 4
I will die Before My Time
Because I feel the shadow's Depth
so much I wanted 2 accomplish
before I reached my Death
I have come 2 grips with the possibility
and wiped the last tear from My eyes
I Loved All who were Positive
In the event of my Demise
Freaky NostalgiaI fell across a track yesterday that I hadnt heard for ages it used to be one of my favourites, its by a band called Marillion, I used to listen to them all the time. I remember when I first moved to Edinburgh and Fish the singer was attending a kind of local gala so I went along and as he had been a hero of mine for such a long time I went all stupid when I got to meet him and stupidly asked him did he want to come out for a drink for me birthday he politely declined and said he was on the wagon. I remember a long time ago reading that he would love to be stuck in a lift with a load of red stripe lager. Also yesterday I found a load of photographs of me when I was younger which completely freaked me out as one was from the age of 14 and in me school uniform, what a gormless looking bitch I was back then.
Anyway just wanted to share the song with yourselves and here is a link to the mp3 and the lyrics
Freaks by Marillion mp3
Freaks by Marillion the lyrics
Have you ev
Think About ThisJack took a long look at his speedometer before slowing down: 73 in a 55 zone. Fourth time in as many months. How could a guy get caught so often?
When his car had slowed to 10 miles an hour, Jack pulled over, but only partially. Let the cop worry about the potential traffic hazard. Maybe some other car will tweak his backside with a mirror. The cop was stepping out of his car, the big pad in hand.
Bob? Bob from Church? Jack sunk farther into his trench coat. This was worse than the coming ticket. A cop catching a guy from his own church. A guy who happened to be a little eager to get home after a long day at the office. A guy he was about to play golf with tomorrow.
Jumping out of the car, he approached a man he saw every Sunday, a man he'd never seen in uniform.
"Hi, Bob. Fancy meeting you like this."
"Hello, Jack." No smile.
"Guess you caught me red-handed in a rush to see my wife and kids."
"Yeah, I guess." Bob seemed uncertain. Good.
"I've seen some
Williamson Countywell...my baby is locked up once again....but when he gets out this time there is no more going back...we are gonna leave williamson county if not the state. I am tired of him going to jail. His damn lawyer avoided me at court date..damn bastard!!! we are still waiting on it to be weighed...they need to hurry thier slow asses up!!!! well until next time!!
PointsI don't think I get this whole chery points system. It seems that I am geting crap loads more points for doing the exact same things as before. Is it because I am at a higher level? Am I getting points for stuff that I have been doing that I didn't get points for before?
I am so confused I sent out an invite to every one I knew and no one joined. Then Baby Jesus asks me to send out more Invites. Sorry Dude I don't know to many other people.
I am online all the time. But I talk to the same people over and over again. The new ones never seem to like me.
Some dude just thought the picture of my thumb was my dick. He commented on it and then sent me a message asking what happened. So I updated that picture comment. He did rate a whole bunch of my pictures a 10. But makes me wonder cause he thought the one pic was my dick. Ehh I am gonna try not to think about it.
Went to school scheduled to meet Wednesday and then Nov 8 th to get me stuff all taken care of.
Me Miss Piggy...i Think Not!!!!You Are Miss Piggy
A total princess and diva, you're totally in charge - even if people don't know it.
You want to be loved, adored, and worshiped. And you won't settle for anything less.
You're going to be a total star, and you won't let any of the "little people" get in your way.
Just remember, piggy, never eat more than you can lift!
The Muppet Personality Test
Two-minute Management CourseTwo Minute Management Course
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Why a two minute management lesson, you ask?!?!
We all need some "Continuing Education" every once in awhile.
Lesson One:
An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing.
A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked him, "Can I also sit on my ass like you and do nothing?"
The eagle answered, "Sure, why not."
So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the eagle and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.
Management Lesson:
To be sitting on your ass and doing nothing, you must be sitting very high up.
Lesson Two:
A turkey was chatting with a bull.
"I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree," sighed, the turkey, "but I haven't got the energy."
"Well, why don't you nibble on some of my manure droppings?" replied the Bull.
"They're packed with nutrients."
The turkey pecked at
Sexiest Bbw ContestI want to start this Thursday Oct 26th at noon TeXas time a new contest... This will run one week!!!
I am looking for as much as 12 candidates for Sexiest BBW... C'om Ladies show the world a BBW can be hot sexy and seductive too!! NO NUDITY allowed... scantly clad is fine but no nudity!!...
How do you participate? Very easy send me a mail with in the header "Contests sexiest BBW) with a link to the picture in your lostcherry pictures... This photo CANNOT HAVE AN ADULT TAG as i want to rip it to my gallery...
Once it hits Thursday noon and i have at least 9 participants the contest will open...
I give 2 points for a comment and 1 point for a rating...
Wonder How My Squirting Shoot Went?I was a little nervous about my shoot today. Lately I've just been trying to hard to squirt on command, and hold back when I'm just in front of my cam at home because I don't want to soak the chair and the carpet. I warned John, the videographer, that I can squirt cups, so I'd advise putting a shower curtain down. He was smart . . . he did. I brought a buddy along to help me get as horny as I could be and it worked wonders. I was relaxed, and totally dripping wet. We actually got footage of me dripping THROUGH my panties. Bad ass!
Here's what John had to say afterward:
"Hey Deejay,
Thanks for a fantastic shoot. You are AWESOME! I wasn't just telling
you what you wanted to hear when I said that you were the sexiest
model that I've ever worked with - you honestly are. Being in such
incredible physical shape, having a perfect body and a very pretty
face certainly help a lot, but lots of models have at least some of
those characteristics - but the thing that makes you so much sex
Every Month...you can vote for your favorite dollyz on BrokenDollz AND TummyToToes.
Come on! Show the Dollz some love, let us know you think we're hot! Join, and vote! Plus it's really fun if you create a profile and add us as friends!
I'm on BrokenDollz and TummyToToes WAYYYY more than any other site.
HiJUst wanted to thank everybody who has been stopping by and rating my profile... It is greatly appreciated. Thank you to all my Lost Cherry friends and family.
Dirty But FunnyQ. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker?
A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again.
Q. What's a mixed feeling?
A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car.
Q What's the height of conceit?
A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name.
Q. What's the definition of macho?
A. Jogging home from your vasectomy.
Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball?
A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball
Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex?
A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick!
Q.Why is divorce so expensive?
A. Because it's worth it!
Q. What is a Yankee?
A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone.
Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common?
A. They both like a tight seal.
Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common?!
22 Ways To Make A Girl Smile22 Ways To Make A Girl Smile :)
Body: 1. Tell her she is beautiful or gorgeous(not fine, or sexy)
2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.
3 . Kiss her on the forehead/ neck.
4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.
6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.
7 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.
8 . Write her notes. (she loves them)
9 . Introduce her to family and friends . . as your girlfriend.
10 . Play with her hair.
11 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her.
12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.
13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes.
14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.
15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.
16 . Give her piggyback rides.
17 . Bring her flowers
18 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.
Alive And Well!!Hello LC'ers. Today is Monday, tres blaaaaaah!
This weekend was Tres Blaaaaah. Do you see a pattern evolving.
yesterday I watched a bio on Stephen Hawking. THE MAN! I cried at the end of it. Knowing it was done before Dr. hawking past away. I am so in love with trying for figure out quantum physics but he believed in multiple layered universes....while he was finqally giving in to his Black Hole mistake....anyway....wow. It tended to support metaphysics in a way, okay i know...just in a way.
My body is grounded in science but my mind is up in the stars, or better yet in another quantim reality....kaka time to JUMP!!!!
?love?Afraid of love
Its the one thing in life no one wants to live without but when we have it we wish it wasn't so. We all have hope and prayed to find the one that will love us no matter what and when we think we've found it our whole world is turned upside down and everything that seemed important to us fades to black. Are friends see us slipping but love is blind and it isn't until its to late that we realize than are feelings have led us astray. And when we find that the one we have isn't really the one, our heart wants to jump out of our bodies and we cannot bare the pain. Love is a blessing and love is a curse but its the one we all want the most.
Kyle C.
may 5th,2006
Do You Know A Secret?Do you know a Soldier??
They sleep on cots made for just one
Sometimes even with their boots on
They awake long before the sun
And work very hard to stay strong
Strong for themselves
Strong for their families
Strong for the country they serve
Strong for the flag that waves above
They work and train
In the heat, cold, and rain
They sweat, they swear
Sometimes wondering why they are there
In the distance they hear gun fire
And watch the hawks fly over
They pray for their brothers
Their loved ones and themselves
And yet they go on
Doing their job
Determined to make proud
The ones that have passed on
They fight for justice
They serve for freedom
They cry for the fallen
And celebrate the day
These are our soldiers
Proud and strong
Serving flag and country
Away and at home
For the job they do
We need to give our support
So they know they are loved
From the depths of our hearts
~~ I write this for every soldier - past, present, future - and o
RevengeA woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks.
While they're sitting there having a good time together she starts talking about this really great new drink.
The more she talks about it, the more excited she gets, and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one.
After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him.
The bartender brings the drink and puts the following on the bar:
* A saltshaker,
* a shot of Baileys,
* and a shot of lime juice.
The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains, "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice."
So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it.
He puts the salt on his tongue -- salty but OK.
He drinks the shot of Bailey -- smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant.
He thinks, "This is OK!"
Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it.
In
Falling...WARNING!! For those of you who laugh at the guy that can express "mushy" feelings and can identify with their feelings then just move on...
I am a romantic and that is just the way I am. Laugh, point, whatever.. I like it!
First off... Madman? Yes I am. Insane? A little. This is my account of the latest trauma that involved my heart being ripped out of my chest and thrown in to a blender only to be dumped into a toilet to be flushed into oblivion....
Lets start this off with setting the mood....
Do I believe in true love? YES! I believe that a relationship can be as magical and beautiful like those hard to believe love stories.. you know the kind! The kind that just makes you either all warm inside or just go.. YUK!
Have you ever felt all warm & fuzzy about someone to the point you just can't help but act on it...?
to the point it excites you to hear their voice..?
Michelle, the girl!, and I had been friends/accuantances for sometime. I have always had an ey
10 Most Things You Don't Say To A Woman....lol10. "Don't you have some laundry to do or something?"
9. "Oooh, you are so cute when you get all pissed off."
8. "You're just upset because your ass is beginning to spread."
7. "Waaait a minute ... I get it ... what time of the month is it?"
6. "Are you sure you don't want to consult the 'Great Oprah' on this one?"
5. "Sorry. I was just picturing you naked."
4. "Whoa, time out honey. Football is on."
3. "Looks like someone had an extra bowl of Bitch Flakes this morning."
2. "Is there any way we can do this via e-mail?"
AND THE NUMBER ONE THING YOU SHOULD NEVER SAY TO A WOMAN DURING AN ARGUMENT.
1. "Who are you kidding? We both know that thing ain't loaded
My Soulmy soul is new today why i have no clue. my heart not crying out for that dark angel .tho i miss my dark angel .laying here thinking about the words that she told me i fall asleep to see her again am i scare?i guess it waws only a dream the pain is gone . no more tears no more pain
Be Yourself Dammit!Ok so i had a warning today from a sweet girl about this fake on lc..didn't believe her at first until I checked it out myself!
why be a fake? why lie about who you are?
I accept everyone for who they are...i don't care what you look like..I just want to have real friends on here. I HATE LIARS,AND FAKES!
I TURN INTO A REAL BITCH IF YOU LIE TO ME!!!!
we will get along great if your honest with me!
So anyway this is the fake! He was on my family list to! Now I feel like an idiot for having him on my friends list!!!
Thanks friend for the warning and the eye opener!!!
mike@ LostCherry
mario@ LostCherry
New Poemwell I think i finished this one.
I dont normally ask for input but i feel theres something missing from it, but i cant put my finger on it.
leave me a message and let me know what you think..... I personally dont think its one of my better ones but my mind is Mush!
thankx and hope you like it!
Dianne
~~~~~ Untitled~~~~~~~
If i told u i loved u .. what would u say?
If i told u i couldnt live without u .. would u stay?
i dont know how to tell you just what i want to say,
i love you seems so simple and over used each day
I know our time will come and we will both have to say
what exactly we feel in our own special way
I long to be in your arms and i long to hear you say
What exactly is in you heart and why you feel that way.
My Own House?i may be getting a small one room house next month depending on how work goes and my paycheck and such. it's one of my aunt's it used to belong to my aunt lynn and she rented it out but sold it to my aunt don who i don't really know and she hasn't found renters for it yet and can't really afford to pay for it. it'd be 475 a month which will be a crunch if my hours get cut a little at work but i can manage. if i get a bad month the problem would be money for food and utilities. food wise if need be i know i can ask to eat with derek and doreen a few days if my check is low, in the worse of times ill still be able to pay for my car and rent anyways, just need to hope they have decided to keep me around for a while at work.
so im hoping now more then ever one of the sites i use to make money writing articles online pays me. ill find out in the next 7 days if it works or not. if it does then i can manage with rent and such with out too much worry. cuz i can get an extra hundred or so on
Recommended To Do At Least 1...at Wal_mart1.get 24 boxes of condoms ad randomly put them in peoples carts when they r not looking
2.set all the alarm clocks in hores to go off at 5-min intervals
3.make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the reast rooms
4.walk up to an employee and tell him/her in a offical tone,code 3 in housewares see what happens
5. go to the service desk and ask to put a bag of mms on layaway
6.move a caution-wet floor sign to a carpeted area
7.set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers youll invite them in if they bring pillows from bedding department
8.when a clerk ask if they can help you begin to cry and ask why cant you people just leave me alone
9.look right in the sercurty camera pick your nose
10.while handling guns in the hunting dept ask the clerk if he knows where the anti-depressants are
11.dart around the store humming mission impossible theme
12.in the auto pratice your madonna look using diffrent funnels
13.hide in the clothing rack and people bro
Hillbilly Talk....lmaoThree Hillbillies are sitting on a porch shootin' the
breeze.
1st Hillbilly: "My wife sure is stupid!...She bought
an air conditioner."
2nd Hillbilly: "Why is that stupid?"
1st Hillbilly: "We ain't got no 'lectricity!"
2nd Hillbilly: "That's nothin'! My wife is so stupid,
she bought one of them new fangled warshin' mochines!"
1st Hillbilly: "Why is that so stupid?"
2nd Hillbilly: "Cause we ain't got no plummin'!"
3rd Hillbilly: "That ain't nuthin'! My wife is dumber
than both yer wifes put together! I was going through
her purse the other day lookin' fer some change, and I
found 6 condoms in thar."
1st and 2nd Hillbillies: "Well what's so dumb about
that?"
3rd Hillbilly: "She ain't got no pecker."
Time In LondonWell I have been in London for work since last sunday. Supposed to have left on Friday but got stuck here over the weekend and until what looks like tomorrow, which is tuesday. I like this city but people are not as friendly a they are back in the state.
I have been lonely, stuck in my hotel except for the occasional trip out for food and drink.......hitting a city alone makes you feel like a stalker......lol
Though I don't see my kids everyday because of the distance between us normally, trips like this make me miss them even more.
I need something to get all this stuff off my mind.........any suggestions?
New Guy Looking To Make Sum FriendsI'm a new guy from minnesota looking to meet some nice new people(girls mostly) to chat with. I'm big into football and hockey and love to hang out with friends
A Bit Of ProseThe Workings of My Mind
(A/K/A The Rubbish Bin Inside)
You say you want to know my mind,
That if you could but understand me
Then you could understand everyone because I'm so hard to read.
To travel through the dark passage ways
Hidden deep in my psyche, you must be well armed,
And even well prepared, for what it is you may find.
To walk those twisting turning pathways
You must expect that you will be blinded,
If not by the darkness you shall find,
Then by the sudden light that sometimes shines.
Though my mind is the center,
The crux, of who and what I am,
It is my heart that you should truly seek to know.
For my heart holds the goodness,
Having filtered out the bitterness
That grows so easily in the dark.
My mind is but a warehouse that is used to store
Every bit of everything and even something more.
In my mind I sort and sift
Through all the detritus of my life
Grouping each event, each moment
So it can be labeled for safekeeping,and to aid in it's retri
Child AbuseI have been reading so much about child abuse here lately. everytime i watch the news, read a bulletin here, it is in front of me. why for the love of god do people have children and hurt them. children are such a precious gift from god. i could never imagine putting someone that i gave birth to through the torture that these poor babies have to endure. what could they have possibly done to bring on such rage from someone who is supposed to make their top priority making sure they are safe. it is really hard for me to even spank mine if they need it. there are so many wonderful people that would give anything for these precious babies that people just cannot seem to love. this drives me crazy. here on the news this week, a woman shot herself in the stomach to kill her baby, a man left his 7 month ol alone in a bed, and ultimately he got tangled up and suffocated. a man threw his toddler from a car into oncoming traffic. good lord. what has happened to our society? i cry for these child
P.s.for those who would like photos manipulated..
I can do that..
here's the requirements..
You MUST send me a LARGE photo.. no less than 600 pixels.
Give me and idea of how you'd like it to look.
Thnx Dawlings,
Astra
Old Glory...I am the flag of the
United States of America.
I fly atop the world's tallest buildings.
I stand watch in America's halls of justice.
I stand side by side with the Maple Leaf on the worlds
longest undefended border.
I fly majestically over institutions of learning.
I stand guard with power in the world.
Look up and see me.
I stand for peace, honor, truth and justice.
I stand for freedom.
I am confident.
I am arrogant.
I am proud.
When I am flown with my fellow banners,
my head is a little higher,
my colors a little truer.
I bow to no one!
I am recognized all over the world.
I am honored - I am saluted.
I am loved - I am revered.
I am respected -- and I am feared.
I have fought in every battle of every war for more
then 200 years. I was flown at Valley Forge,
Gettysburg, Shiloh and Appomattox. I was there at San
Juan Hill, the trenches of France, in the Argonne
Forest, Anzio, Rome and the beaches of Normandy, Guam.
Okinawa, Korea and KheSan, Saig
Sitting Here Againok i find myself sitting here again..like always cant keep away from this damn thing..lol..still havent heard from the hubby yet...i knmow hes good...but hes freezing his ass off about now..cause its cold as hell where hes at..lol...bout time he freezes cause hes always freezing me...anyway im just bored and figured i'd write something today
Dumbass Of The DaySooo I'm reading bulletins .. yes I actually read them and not just post and repost...and what do I see? A young lady had just posted a bulletin and was very proud of it being her 17 and a half birthday....Ummmmmm...genius. Mind you, she lied on her profile.
Wanna see the bulletin? Oops...can't that account has been deleted, no minors on site...lol
Kids.
IdWell, it had to be done eventually. I surrendered my Newfoundland ID today. I'm now a resident of Alberta, at least according to the paperwork.
Prudes In LcAll right, we all know this is a fairly adult centered 'gathering place' on the web. Lots do do if your either an exhibionist or a watcher. Nothing wrond with that, if you're expecting the Disney network, you'll figure it out in about two seconds that this aint the place.
Anyways I'm hanging in the 'what's a lost cherry lounge' not a whould lot going on and I log out for a while so I can get some shit done. log back in and what do I have? two messages from the lost cherry shop, which is i guess the cop around here. my 'bouncing boobs' pics are apparently offending someone and I have to mark them 'adult' AND I can't use them as my icon. WTF! There's cleavage all over the place, nothing more than what I was showing off and hell that wasn't even a real pic, I pulled it off a site cus it was cool (and apparently a lot of you other loved it too). But some prude reports me to the LC cops and the 'bouncing babies' have had to go for a timeout. That's a real pisser. Don't think I'
Homies Im Newlooking for juggalos and juggalettes MCL hit me back
Thought For The Day...Thought for the Day:
If God had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it.
If He had a wallet, your photo would be in it.
He sends you flowers every spring.
He sends you a sunrise every morning Face it, friend - He loves you!
Send this to every "beautiful person" you wish to bless.
God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way.
Read this line very slowly and let it sink in...
If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.
Pass this message to seven people except you and me.
You will receive a miracle tomorrow
( just do it)!
Wake Up!"It astonishes me to find ... [that so many] of our countrymen ... should be contented to live under a system which leaves to their governors the power of taking from them the trial by jury in civil cases, freedom of religion, freedom of the press, freedom of commerce, the habeas corpus laws, and of yoking them with a standing army. This is a degeneracy in the principles of liberty ... which I [would not have expected for at least] four centuries," - Thomas Jefferson, letter to William Stephens Smith, 1788.
(On October 17, 2006), president Bush signed into law the suspension of habeas corpus for people he alone decides are "enemy combatants." It is a dark day for freedom. And for America.
HowdyHey all this is all new to me. i haven't used lc before so any help you can give me will ge great.
12 Things The Negro Must Do For Himself12 Things The Negro Must Do For Himself
by Nannie Helen Burroughs
1. The Negro Must Learn To Put First Things First. The First Things Are: Education; Development of Character Traits; A Trade and Home Ownership.
The Negro puts too much of his earning in clothes, in food, in show and in having what he calls "a good time." The Dr. Kelly Miller said, "The Negro buys what he WANTS and begs for what he Needs."
2. The Negro Must Stop Expecting God and White Folk To Do For Him What He Can Do For Himself.
It is the "Divine Plan" that the strong shall help the weak, but even God does not do for man what man can do for himself. The Negro will have to do exactly what Jesus told the man (in John 5:8) to do--Carry his own load--"Take up your bed and walk."
3. The Negro Must Keep Himself, His Children And His Home Clean And Make The Surroundings In Which He Lives Comfortable and Attractive.
He must learn to "run his community up"--
Its NotIt's not what we have, its what we give;
It's not what we are, but how we live;
It's not what we do, but how we do it
That makes this world worth going through it!
Dx @ Hot WheelsDear Blog,
Tonite there was the change in plan. At first v were planned to go out on our Sports Car. My friend had Mitsubishi Evolution 10 , and i got my dream car Toyota Supra "Twin Turbo". I was getting ready but my friend called me that "hey D-K...there is a change in plan ... I said whaz a new in plan , he said 4get about the cars and let's ride our SportsBike. I said OK..c u in 5 min althou he live at the distance of 15 - 20 min from my house. So i wear the helmet and a jacket coz it is gonna be a very cold specially when u go one a bike.So, i took out my SUZUKI HAYABUSA 2005 MODEL BLACK "THE ONE U ALL C IN MY PHOTO ALBUM". and ride it with the speed of 200 KM/H. SO, when i reached at his house he was waiting 4 me on his HONDA CBR. It was gr8 when 2 D-Ks "Drift Kings" of the town came out on the bikes. SO, v went to this new cafe called CAFFINO . and ther v had some burgers and a drink "BLUE LAGOON". i was thinking that it will be blue in color but damn man it was
Css, Html And Lost CherryThis thing's a freak, I tell ya.
OK, so as I have learned the hard way, be a little industrious when fooling about with the HTML in your profile. I discovered that LC will attempt to re-define, extract, re-code, interperet and otherwise take a hand mixer to your carefully written and oh-so-beautiful code if you edit it right in the box there. You'll end up with style definitions missing, links cut in two, all sorts of madness.
The way to avoid it? Notepad, ladies and gentlemen. Copy that code out of there and save it someplace (which every good web designer does anyway, yes?). Make your edits in notepad, then copy and paste into the profile and hit the button.
Now, skins. This is where you get to do all that wonderful CSS magic (or, as the case may be, tomfoolery). Before you go screwing about with this stuff, especially if you don't know CSS from a hole in the good Earth, do what I've mentioned above: copy it all out, paste it in nodepad and save it. That way if you screw it
What Kind Of Vampire Are You?You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Blade100%Dracula100%Angel100%Marius67%Armand67%Deacon Frost67%Akasha50%Spike50%Lestat33%Louis0%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com
Talk Your Shit!There seem to be a lot of stupid ass bitches on here, that like to talk shit about other people and try to start shit. You are fucking stupid. Seriously, if you have nothing better to do with your life, than to try and cause fights between other people, then you really need help. I can leave comments on my friends pages, saying whatever i want, and it doesn't mean i am sleeping with them, or any bullshit like that. GET A FUCKING LIFE! I am so sick of people and their jealousy and their shit talking.. it annoys the hell out of me! So if you're one of those ppl that is saying shit about or talking shit about me to a certain someone (you know who), then please, juss delete me off your fucking friends list, and leave me the fuck alone, because i don't feel like putting up or dealing with your stupid petty middle school drama bullshit! You are NOT worth a damn minute of my fucking time.
When Girls Don't Put Out!!!I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus
and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart.
FOR EXAMPLE:
One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed.
Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me."
I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!"
So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear...
"You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man."
She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?"
Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep.
The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went
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My 1st Blogwell donno what to say or put in here but atleast now it will stop asking me to creat one!!!!!!
♥Nichole♥
Fun In The Big DWhat a weekend I had once again in Dallas this year! We had a great time and the Cowboys won big over Houston capping it off. Friday morning when we got there we went straight to the stadium and took the tour and even though I had done it last year it was just as exciting a feeling being on the field. Me and my buddies got a couple balls and were throwing passes to each other on the same field Aikman had thrown to Irvan and now Bledsoe throws to Owens on. WOW! This year was a little redemption though as my extra point try was GOOD!!! Friday night me and Mark went downtown to Coyote Ugly and met some really cool people, got drunk (yes I'm off the wagon LOL), and watched some gorgeous girls do their thing. We were definately the loud ones in the bunch and got everyone having fun and the girls wanted us to come back the next night LOL! After we left there at about 2 or 3 we got lost and didnt make it back to the hotel til around 5 LOL! Saturday we slept in and just rested around
I Saved A LifeAbout 3 and a half years ago... I was a passenger in my ex oyfriends car... travelling down a dual carraigeway.. on our way to pick up a chinese meal from the take away..
While driving down the dual carraigeway we saw a dog loose.. trotting down the side of this real busy place... at night time.. We only noticed it cos of the head lights of the van that my ex was driving shined onto the dogs eyes...
Anyways.. we came off at the next junction.. went round the roundabout and came back on the Dual Carraigeway and stopped in front of the dog.. No one else had stopped which was worrying.. this dog's life was at risk... Anyways.. we couldnt catch the dog..
We rung the police. the local radio station to ask them to warn people to slow down cos of this dog... Nothing... no one seemed to care!! To cut a long story short... we tried to catch the dog for over 30 mins.. driving on and off the dual carraigeway.. stopping in front of the dog each time...
The fourth ti
The Death Of FunYou may have noticed my HTML has been disabled.
This saddens me but was necessary, it takes me any where from 10 to 20 minutes to open my page. Yes, I know it's more than likely that it's my own HTML on my profile that makes it so slow. I put my profile together not for me, but for YOU the viewer ... so, I'm not changing it.
Please don't be discouraged and not leave anything though. Just a "HI" is fine.
I really like the HTML comments, if you feel like still leaving them ... put them on my BLOG or MUMM's. I see them everyday, unlike my profile page. (it's opened once or twice a week) Which is why I disabled them - because while attempting to open the page - I'll get booted several times. When I finally do get it opened, it breaks the browser ... which means all those pretty GIF images are nothing but white boxes with a red 'X' in it.
If points is your thing - (profiles comments are worth 2) You can still just drop a "HI" on my profile -or- leave your HTML image twice on my B
State Fights To Fire Trooper Tied To KlanOMAHA, Nebraska (AP) -- Robert Henderson was not fired as a state trooper because he belonged to the Ku Klux Klan and another white supremacist group, authorities said.
Instead, he was ousted because he could not uphold public trust while participating in such groups, they said.
An arbitrator disagreed, ordering the State Patrol to reinstate Henderson within 60 days and pay him back wages. The state went to court Friday to keep him off the force.
"The integrity of Nebraska's law enforcement is at risk," Attorney General Jon Bruning said at news conference in Lincoln. "The Constitution does not require law enforcement to employ anyone tied to the KKK."
In a summary of the causes for firing Henderson in March, the State Patrol said membership in the KKK "seriously compromised" Henderson's ability to do his job.
Henderson and the state troopers union appealed and, under its contract, went to binding arbitration, to get his job back.
Arbitrator Paul J. Caffera, a New York
LinkIm MidNight-D,,Bitch@ LostCherry
Bus Driver Suspended For Alleged RacismCOUSHATTA, Louisiana (AP) -- A Louisiana school district suspended a white bus driver while it investigates complaints that she ordered nine black children to sit at the back of the bus.
No previous complaints have been lodged against the driver, who has worked several years for the Red River Parish school district, school Superintendent Kay Easley said Thursday. She refused to reveal the driver's name.
"I'm trying to get all this straight, and settled, so we can all move on," Easley said.
Two mothers, both black, sparked the investigation with a complaint on Monday that their children and the other black children had been ordered to sit in two rows of seats in the rear of the bus. ( Watch the stunned reactions of parents and community leaders -- 2:13 )
"In all these years, I've never had a problem like this," said Janice Williams, whose four children ride public school buses.
One of her children, Jarvonica Williams, 16, said the bus driver allowed many white students to
Marines Vs Air ForceA Marine gets out of the Corps after Nam and lives his life like the American dream. When the War on Iraq comes around 40 plus years later, he goes down to the local recruiting station, and tells the recruiter, "I want in, I wanna fight." But the recruiter says, "Sorry man, you're too old."
"Fine," the guy says. "I'll go to the Pentagon. I have a friend there.
He'll let me in!" So he goes to the Pentagon and tells his friend, "I want in, I wanna fight." But his friend says, "Sorry Buddy, you're too old."
"Fine," the guy says. "I'll buy a boat and row to Iraq!" So he goes out and buys himself a rowboat and starts rowing to Iraq, chanting "Semper Fi, Do or Die, OO-Rah, OO-Rah!" over and over again.
St. Peter sees all this and goes to God and says, "Lord, what do I do to stop this clown?" God tells St. Peter, "Why don't you take his brain? It's the root of all thought." So St. Peter takes the guy's brain. It doesn't faze him. "Semper Fi, Do or Die, OO-Rah, OO-Rah!" St. Peter t
Divorce LetterDear Connie,
I know the counselor said we shouldn't contact each other during our "cooling off" period, but I couldn't wait anymore. The day you left, I swore I'd never talk to you again. But that was just the wounded little boy in me talking. Still, I never wanted to be the first one to make contact.
In my fantasies, it was always you who would come crawling back to me. I guess my pride needed that. But now I see that my pride's cost me a lot of things. I'm tired of pretending I don't miss you. I don't care about looking bad anymore. I don't care who makes the first move as long as one of us does. Maybe it's time we let our hearts speak as loudly as our hurt.
And this is what my heart says: "There's no one like you, Connie." I look for you in the eyes and breasts of every woman I see, but they're not you.
They're not even close.
Two weeks ago, I met this girl at Flamingos and brought her home with me. I don't say this to hurt you, but just to illustrate the depth
A Huge UpdateHello everyone. ... Well, quite a few things going on right now ... Ummm Brenen and I have got most of the kinks out of our relationship. .. And we will get a few more of them out of the way tonight .. The ones we are dealing with tonight include: jon and angie. Appearently angie doesnt' like me and never has and she's not letting brenen move on; even though she is getting married at the end of this month ... and well, he told her off last night. She got all pissed when she found out that I've replaced her; yet again. And jon thinks he's god and has been trying (using other people) to break brenen and I up; yet again and we caught him at it and we are kicking him out of the appt. as soon as he gets home from work. .. Then, if that's not enough, my cat died today so I am in a really shity mood... But all will be as it should be very soon ... If brenen & i keep communicating and dont' shut eachother out; we will finish mending our relationship; get married; start a family & live happ
Used Cellphones Hold Trove Of SecretsTrust Digital recently bought from the eBay online auction site 10 used smart phones, each with at least 40 megabytes of memory, for an experiment in data recovery. Using simple software created in-house, the firm's technicians retrieved an astonishing variety of information -- one company's plans to win a multimillion-dollar federal transportation contract, e-mails about another firm's $50,000 payment for a software license, bank accounts and passwords, medical prescriptions, and receipts for utility payments.
Then there was the text-message exchange between a man and his paramour, who Trust Digital determined was not his wife from the thousands of pages of personal data on his phone.
"So," the woman typed, "I'll talk to u next week."
"You want a break from me?" the man messaged back. "Then fine."
Paraben, of Pleasant Grove, Utah, buys about 300 used cellphones each year from eBay and other sites for training sessions. Though the sellers think they have wiped the devices c
Update On The Boxer We Rescued.Hope is doing great after her surgeries and we have already found her a terrific home. She is going to her new home tonight where she will get all the Love she deserves.....
Vampire Persona QuizYou scored as Blade. Thats right you are the booty kicking you cross me and I will stomp a mudhole in your butt type. Sexy and a great fighter with mad fighting skillsBlade100%Dracula83%Deacon Frost83%Marius50%Angel50%Spike42%Armand42%Lestat42%Louis33%Akasha25%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com
Quote: "Open season on all suck heads"
Its 4 Real Please HelpBody: My name is Sarah
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long.
When I awake
I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall
I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and thr
Lifelife is just like a nghtmare to me ,nothen ever seems to go right ,some people come and some go,
out of my life .. some clam to be friends and others promise to be there till the end.and they never are . some hurt me and i never learn . my heart grows numb to all the pain .
i feel inside . my life is like a bunch of wrong turns on a never ending road that leads to no were . i know life is never easy and there will be pain .and there will be people that will hurt me deeply. i find that some time it hard to let someone into my life just because it's hard to trust some people because there not out to be my friend their out to cause more pain .
by robin f
HelloI have yet to use this blog. . I have a MySpace blog I use religiously.. you could also see that...
www.myspace.com/astrashkhndsunclnchurfist
Does anybody have any tips for a better LostCherry site?
Hook me up..
lovies,
Astra
Hi There!My name is Jan and I am new in here..I'd love to meet new people that can be friends..I ama stay at home mom of just one daughter..I do have 3 other kids that are 17,18, and 28..They are all great..My youngest is 16..I have one son and 3 girls..I am also an animal lover..I have one little dog..My other one was brutally killed by a neighbor kid and a friend of mine oin myspace waskind enough to give me one of her puppoes..He is only 3 weeks old right now so I have some time to wait..I'd love to meet Mr. Right if he exists..LOL
Jan
TodayToday is mine
It is unique
No one has one exactly like it
It holds as the sum of all my past experience and all my future potential
If frightening thoughts of the past or unsure thoughts of the future come to mind
I will put them away for they will not ruin today.....
Dear GodDear God:
Why didn't you save the school children at...
Moses Lake, Washington 2/2/96
Bethel, Alaska2/19/97
Pearl, Mississippi10/1/97
West Paducah, Kentucky12/1/97
Stamp, Arkansas12/15/97
Jonesboro, Arkansas3/24/98
Edinboro, Pennsylvania4/24/98
Fayetteville, Tennessee5/19/98
Springfield, Oregon5/21/98
Richmond, Virginia6/15/98
Littleton, Colorado4/20/99
Taber, Alberta, Canada5/28/99
Conyers, Georgia5/20/99
Deming, New Mexico11/19/99
Fort Gibson, Oklahoma12/6/99
Santee, California3/ 5/01 and
El Cajon, California3/22/01?
Sincerely,
Concerned Student
-----------------------------------------------------
Reply:
Dear Concerned Student:
I am not allowed in schools.
Sincerely,
God
UpdateSo I am officially moving back to Fairbanks on the 3rd......... I am going to miss my friends here in Seattle so much......... Especially my favorite person in Seattle Rita!!!! I love my Rita! And I am so happy that I met her! Anywho...... And guess where I am going to live???? In MY own cabin, with my bestest friend Kitty........ I have not seen it yet, but supposedly its huge! And we only have one down side....... no water....... yep outhouse here I come!!!! lol........ But I'm an alaskan girl so nothing new, whatever..... I'll get over it! Well that's my update for now!
Pace! Bitches!!!
*Stephykins*
Family?OK, so I finally got enough friends on this place that I decided to start a family.
Don't ask me why. I'm sure the criteria is different for everyone; mine was pretty simple, I put those folks into the family list with whom I've had more than just passing clicks with. People I interact with most every day or so.
I'm sort of a geek when it comes to organization (although, if you were to see the condition of my room, you might dispute that). I'm sure it's a perfectly human thing to do to sort people out in one way or another.
Now, I don't want folks thinking I like some people better than others. That's not true, I like just about everyone I meet on whatever level or other. If you aren't family at this juncture, you might be at another.
And, let's face it, this is just LC. There's no contractual agreements with anyone here. At least, none that I've signed. ;)
Why Do You Bother Adding People???why do you bother adding people if you are not interested in talking to them? ehhhhhhhhh... maybe some of you should go back to myspace.
friend list popularity whoring is rampant there so GO GO GO! tom is waiting for you!
sad buggers.
I Have Had It!!!I guess in my quest for my cause I have become "annoying" and trying to "pressure" people to support me to the point of SPAMMING in the bulletins. I think from now on I am gonna shut off the bulletins all together and just quit coming by so much.....apparently since I am STILL in the middle of my loss...I shouldnt be trying to help people because I am not done grieving yet and that I need to take a look at what real life is since this is ONLY THE INTERNET and LC is JUST a chat site. I am so sorry for asking anyone to put up a fucking candle for a week or 2. I will henceforth stop bothering people with my incessant SPAM and pressuring people to remember the babies and the parents that loved them. Pure Knight...this is JUST for you....now you wont have to listen to me anymore.....thanks for the phony sentiments.
The Woman WhisperedThe woman whispered, "Goddess, speak to me" And a meadowlark sang. But the woman did not hear.
So the woman yelled "Goddess, speak to me" And the thunder & lightning rolled across the sky. But the woman did not listen.
The woman looked around and said, "Goddess, let me see you." And a star shined brightly. But the woman did not see.
And, the woman shouted, "Goddess, show me a miracle" And a life was born. But the woman did not notice.
So, the woman cried out in despair, "Touch me, Goddess, and let me know you are here" Whereupon, Goddess reached down and touched the woman. But the woman brushed the butterfly away and walked on.
I found this to be a great reminder that Goddess is always around us in the little and simple things that we take for granted. .even in our electronic age . . . so I would like to add one more: The woman cried "Goddess, I need your help" . . . and an e-mail arrived reaching out with good news and encouragement.
But the woman deleted
Chat - Talk - CamWell I noticed last night I have 400 people on my yahoo messneger... its nuts beacuse I only actually talk with maybe 10 or so people.
Well I would love to talk to more of you... so Join the yahoo MSN train that just left the station (bullitien post) and lets chat!! I get so bored... sitting here.
Do you like to chat on IM?
Do you use / have a cam?
Would you like to talk with me?
Would u let me see ur cam?
Would u like to see mine?
Well... thats it for now... if people read and reply to my blog then I will write more! ;-)
yahoo - lilfdnyboy
MSN - tih2000@hotmail.com
Be good - Muah!!
-Tony
What A Load Of Shitso i had a mumm goin on to see whether or not YOU all thought redheads were the best...i mean, we are...PERIOD. but it seems however that out of the crap tons of people who looked at the mumm only i think 9 voted...and redheads lost...gay. i haTe you all. thats why the subject of the second mumm came up...do i light these people on fire? or do i blow them up? im still debating, although it seems the rest of the LC community who has voted on this one say i should blow them up. yay! i really dig blowin stuff up.
Harry And His CherriesBefore you read too far, please make sure you have a sense of humor and are not easily offended. The ideas in this were taken from random thngs I heard from friends or saw in bulletins. It's for my own entertainment only, I just thought I'd share! ;) By the way, I never write poems, so deal with the formatting mistakes lol.
Now, on with Harry the Cherry!
We have a new man on Lost Cherry,
He signed on with the screen name "Big Harry."
He posted his pic, not of his dick,
Even though his old face was quite scarry.
Well much to Big Harry's suprise,
In 20 minutes he was on level five.
He had ratings and hellos, from the pimps and the hos,
All this attention made him feel quite alive.
Two weeks later Harry reached level six,
Because twelve of his friends rated pics.
The other seventy one, were clearly all done,
After one day of fake hugs and lix.
The next night laying in bed,
A thought popped into Harry's big head.
"If I get a little daring, my friends might
Getting The Tyres Done :dYep, finally got it booked in and they are coming around friday. Now there is one prob, i agreed to them coming around at about 2 pm, now I usually get up at around 4pm, so it looks like i have to get up early.
This isn't really a problem as I'll be flying out of the country saturday morning and could do with being tired for the flight :D
Still I wonder how long it will take befor i get another puncture? Last time was a 2 weeks and i bet it'll be about the same time this time. Still I'll keep and eye on them and just see. Its something you can't do much about and have to accept.
100 Things About Me (another Survey)1.What is the last alcoholic beverage you drank? Is it bad when I don't remember? Actually, it was at the Casino A Carona and a Strawberry Daquari
2. Do you follow college football? um no
3. How many miles does your car have on it? I don't have a car :(
4. Who was the last person to send you a text message? um....Josmar.
5. Last time you went swimming in a pool? like a week ago.
6. Are you happy? Fuck no, but then again ask me how my life is going.
7. Where was the last place you went shopping? Your funny, I don't have any money right now, but soon
8. How do you feel about your hair? I need to dye it badly
9. Where do you work? So you can stalk me? Hahahaha. I'm a Pharmacy Technican, and that is all you need to know.
10. Last thing you ate? Beef Jerky and Pizza. shut up.
11. Do you wish you were someplace else right now? Very much so
12. Last time you smoked a cigarette? when I was 18
13. Do you have any expensive jewelry? define expensive
4. AIM
So Very ConfusedSo, I'm new to this site, and I am so absolutely confused as to what's going on here. Anyone able to help?
What Element Are You?You scored as Earth. You have a mother personality. Much like the earth, you care for everyone whether you know them or not. A lot of people abuse your good nature, but you don't mind, as long as their happy. You're in touch with reality, and very reliable. You're not too stressed taking everything a bit at a time, many people find comfort in this behavior. Parties are most likely not your thing, you probably prefer hanging out in small groups with a couple of your friends.Please Tell me what you think! Negative feedback VERY welcome! Tell me how to fix it! :)
Earth94%Air69%Water56%Light50%Darkness44%Fire
TrappedTRAPPED INSIDE AND WE CANT GET OUT
I GUESS PEOPLE JUST DONT CARE ABOUT
CARE ABOUT THE PEOPLE WHO ARE LOST INSIDE
SOME JUS CAME IN THEY ARE READY TO HIDE
WHAT ARE THEY HIDING FROM?
ARE THEY HIDING FROM LIFE?
MAYBE FROM LOVE?
WHAT ABOUT THE DEATH THAT IS COMING TO GIVE THEM A SHOVE?
TRAPPED ISIDE AND WE CANT GET OUT
WHAT ARE WE TO DO?
SO WE THINK WE SHOULD SHOUT!!!
SO WE SCREAM AND SCREAM AND SCREAM AND WHAT CAN THIS BE
NOTHING BUT A SOUND PROOF BOX THAT WILL NOT LET US OUT
WE TRY TO GET AROUND
SOME STILL SHOUT
THERE'S NO EXIT TO BE FOUND!!!
SO WERE STUCK IN THIS BOX
AND WE DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
SO WE GET DOWN LIKE A FOX
AND START DIGGING THROUGH
WHAT IS THIS??
AN EXIT!!!
WE MADE IT FROM THIS BOX
WITH NOTHING TO LOSE!!!
BY: SMURFETTE
Helpnew here tell me all about this thank u all so much want 2 talk 2 u all if i can joe
Still Batman LolYou scored as Batman, the Dark Knight. As the Dark Knight of Gotham, Batman is a vigilante who deals out his own brand of justice to the criminals and corrupt of the city. He follows his own code and is often misunderstood. He has few friends or allies, but finds comfort in his cause.Batman, the Dark Knight71%Lara Croft71%Captain Jack Sparrow67%William Wallace63%Indiana Jones58%The Amazing Spider-Man58%Neo, the "One"58%Maximus58%James Bond, Agent 00750%The Terminator46%El Zorro
Uhh! Two Yr Olds!!well. My nephew turned two on saturday- I took my son to his b-day party.
And boy did I have my hands full!! He threw a temper tantrum because I didn't want him to just go and open the kids presents.... so luckily my sister let him help.
then when we went to leave, he threw another tantrum because he wanted to take toys with him!!
I wish he could understand that those aren't his - and he can play with them - not take them home.
What upset me is the brother in law that molested me, was there, and was gonna yell at my kid when he had a tantrum. I hate having to even be around him!! and I don't want my kid around him either. I don't know what to do, Am I suppose to cut off the family from seeing my son if the guys there?
or is that just hurting him? this really sucks!
well, I just can't wait for him to be old enough to be able to explain to him certain things..
LittleRemember when you were little
And the colors danced in your head
You picked out your favorite one
A deep crimson red
Remember when you were little
And you shouted out with glee
As you and your color laughed
Both happy as can be
Remember when you were little
And your color went away
Your sad little sobs filling the world
As you walked off alone to play
Remember when you were little
And it came in a sudden attack
When you realized that your color
Was never coming back
Remember when you were little
And you shouted out above
I wish I'd allowed myself
Just for once to feel love!
Regarding My Mood Shift When I Walk Through The Door..Yeah, I'm Queen of the Smart-Ass Writings at work....
"Are you a happy, carefree woman at home or amongst friends? Are you an idealist and optimist, believing the best of people? Do you become a raging bitch the moment you walk through the door at work? Do you hate everyone and everything and believe that all others are stupid and only put in your way to crush? Then you might be an Insta-Bitch™! Join our ranks! Submit a picture of yourself in full Insta-Bitch™ mode and You might be selected for our new calendar!"
SadNo BODY LOVES ME ... I'm so sad :(
Busy For AwhileWell, I have tons of work to do so I probably won't be on here much for a few weeks. If anyone needs me, email me at vv@viciousvamp.com
Smelly Pussy? WhoahI saw a bulletin post titled "smelly pussy" and it caught my eye, so I HAD to put that in the title line :)
Beyond that, I'm super busy today, I'm spending it all with my little angelface daughter, and wanted to just at least pop on here and read some goodies, but saw smelly pussy, so I COULD NOT leave it alone :)
Anyone got a gas mask????
have a great day :)
danny
Hi Everyonehope i get more friends on here look at my profile give a message or comment let me know if your interested
Thanks
Throwin Stones From My Gardenstand at the wake of the flood
walk beside me and guide me
bring me along thru the night
the open road leads to ghosts
live within yourself forget the personal hell
forget the times when pain grabbed hold
move forward and shake loose the past
coming full circle inner demons shall pass
live in the moment til the light goes dim
release the memories of him
and ride along the path of life
control what you can tonight
Todays Forecast:This hasn't been the greatest week for me whatsoever. I lost out on a great apartment, because someone got the deposit to the guy before us. I called him a "dirty business man". Tell me, is it right for a landlord to guarantee you an apartment, set up an appointment for you to sign the lease, then give it to someone else because they had the money before you did?
I don't think its right at all. I was so scared that it was our last chance of finding a place. It suited our needs perfectly, the home was big and the backyard was gigantic. Well, I just got focused from the let down and found a new apartment. It's not as big, nor does it have much of a yard, but it's nicer on the inside.
I'm just very excited about it. I was worried that I would end up having to take my son back to Washington to live with my parents. Mind you, I'm in Indiana right now, and 20 years old. The last thing I want is to live with my parents again.
But things have been going good the past 2 days and I'm in
Update On The New Music. . . For Those Who Are InterestedWell, it's been a little while since I posted, and I know I already missed the second "Weekly" Nebulous Top Ten list, but I figured I'd put a little up here, today. I've been spending some time working on some new music, which seems to be coming along pretty well. The first song is pretty well written. I have a lyric, a rough guitar part, and some vocals put together. It's certainly a demo, though. I like to call it a sketch, to make it seem more like art. The one thing that's bugging me about it is that I think I'm trying to jam too much into the verses. And I'm using some of the same vocal phrasing that I always use, which makes it seem like kind of a drag. But, I think that will iron out with some work. I'll probably have to go back to the drawing board with the verses, which will make it draft number three. Hopefully, that will be a keeper. The other hold up is with my brother. I'm hoping to get him to work out the instrumentation, because he's a better player than I a
Photo Shoot Part 1Photo Shoot – Part 1
The air is heavily charged with the electricity of their emotions as they prepare to record it for their audience. They have both been part of other photo sessions with the same sexual themes, but this time there is a difference. This encounter is unlike the others because they are drawn to each other sexually. They are curious as to how their emotions will appear in print. The camera doesn't lie - their desires will be captured for all the world to see! They make love to each other mentally - touch physically only briefly, but the effects linger. Her eyes are a mirror of her emotions and he knows how to evoke certain looks with a catch of his breath; a sigh; a moan; a whispered phrase. The filming begins with her dressed as she arrived - tight blue jeans, red tank top and heels. Her hair is pulled back in a floppy ponytail. She lazes across the bed, feet swaying over her full, round ass, becoming more relaxed and caught up in the moment. He directs the scene,
" Attraction "From birth weakness has become me...
young in mind and soul but bones of am old man..
why wasn't I told? does it make a difference?
Oh how I long to smile and release my inner joy
only a smile can...
But my weakness is my strenght for I have found the key to life and thats living each min as it's ur last..why do I worry and chase things that are meaningless?
But I will myself to think different, I live on the secret of attraction... For if u think positive things u attract positive energy..negativity kills the soul faster than u can blink...
I now focus on things that I want; other than things I don't want...cuz the things u focus ur energy and mind mostly on is exactly what awaits you......
Lost Cherry Vs. MyspaceMaybe the blog here will be better...I'm sick of blogging at MySpace because everyone reads your blog...but never post a comment. Makes you feel kinda creepy. Almost as if you're being spied on, hahaha!
Time Is All Thats Left...The packing is done...all the necessities are purchased....
and there is a little over a week till move in date!
I am soo excited to have my own place! I can't wait!! So....after the first...if I am not around for a while..I am sorry. I don't know how long it will take ot get my internet hooked up!
Now I Get It!UNDERSTANDING GENESIS
In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth and populated
The Earth with broccoli, cauliflower and spinach, green and yellow and red
Vegetables of all kinds, so Man and Woman would live long and healthy
Lives.
Then using God's great gifts, Satan created Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream
And Krispy Kreme Donuts. And Satan said, "You want chocolate with that?"
And Man said, "Yes!" and Woman said, "and as long as you're at it, add
Some sprinkles." And they gained 10 pounds. And Satan smiled.
And God created the healthful yogurt that Woman might keep the figure
That Man found so fair. And Satan brought forth white flour from the wheat,
And sugar from the cane and combined them. And Woman went from size 6 to
Size 14.
So God said, "Try my fresh green salad." And Satan presented
Thousand-Island Dressing, buttery croutons and garlic toast on the
Side.
And Man and Woman unfastened their belts following the repast.
God then said,
What Am I To DoWhat Am I To Do???
I used to struggle to keep us between the lines
But all you ever told me was lie after lie
With you going in and out of jail
You made the life of MY kids a living hell
But now it seems I`m paying the price
Because I always found myself being too nice
So since then I have changed my ways
I get stronger by the day
"I want my Daddy" are the words I often hear
Because of your actions MY kids may hate me, that`s my fear
You only come around when it is convenient for you
Time after time you have left me in a slew
You gave ME two beautiful children that I wouldn`t trade for anything
But it`s a damn shame that their Father can`t give them every thing
They need the guidance of a man, that`s essential
I thought a Father`s love was suppose to be unconditional
Wow!! how could I be so blind and wrong
But it makes me feel great `cause your kids watch as their Mother grows strong
You remember that I`m rasing MY kids the
Message From Rev Casper...Family Values
1. A Juggalo does not Hate/ Discriminate
2. A Juggalo does not steal from his/her Family
3. A Juggalo does not covet his/her ninjas significant other
4. A Juggalo keeps his/her Drama in hand, but out of sight.
5. A Juggalo avoids Cliques and keeps his/her Family whole
6. To a Juggalo Everyone is Equal
7. A Juggalo does not initiate Religous Battles fore that leads to Hating
8. A Juggalo should always try to have fun
9. When a Juggalo has Beef with another ninja he/she keeps it between them and doesn't involve the rest of his/her Family
10. A Juggalo doesn't have to Lie to be Down.
11. Above all a Ninja is proud to be a Juggalo
A message to all Juggalettes--
You're a juggalette, and all juggalettes are fuckin beautiful.....no matter what anyone says. In my eyes, as it is or should be in every "True" Juggalos eyes, all Juggalettes are fuckin beautiful and they should be told this every fuckin day for the rest of their lives. Even if t
I Know What Love IsI Know What Love Is
I was forgotten
Until you called my name
Lost in the shadows
Until you shined your light my way
Now I believe again
In all my dreams again
I'm wide eyed and innocent
Those doubting days
Are so far away and oh
I will fall
And you will catch me always
Time has taught me this
I will fly
And you'll be there to guide me
Straight up to my hearts highest wish
I feel you close to me
And I know what love is
Now there's no mountain
Too high for me to climb
No ocean so wide
That I could not reach the other side
Now I believe in me
'Cause you live and breath in me
And nothing can come between
We are one star
No night can darken, oh
I will fall
And you will catch me always
Time has taught me this
I will fly
And you'll be there to guide me
Straight up to my hearts highest wish
I feel you close to me
And I know what love is
It's an unspoken thing
A quiet opening
There's no words that can go that deep
But I know
I know
I will fall
And
The Day I Saw My Lady CryThe Day I Saw My Lady Cry
She stood there with her torch held high
To watch planes falling from the sky
As silver bullets ripped apart
The center of her loving heart
With disreguard of sanity
In senseless act of lunacy
She saw her children fall and cry
The day I saw my lady cry.
I LIFT MY LAMP..... so reads her plaque
Just miles from the terrorist attack
Her open doors now violated
By pure evil orchestrated
Hounds of Hell have been released
And God must rise to kill the Beast
I saw her head droop, shaking "Why?"
The day I saw my lady cry.
Her tears will bring on bitter rain
Unleashing winds of hurricane
To circle the globe in whirl wind force
Uncover evil at it`s source
Then seek exacting recompense
From those that prey on innocents
They`ll not forget, as time goes by
The day they made my lady cry.
Written by Stephanie B on 9/12/01
Having A Bad Day Already...:(Well I wont up this morning tired...but had to go to work. One my way there I start cramping really bad...I stay there a couple hours then dicide to come home. Well I have no ride so I got to walk...which really blows cause its really cold outside and its a long walk. So I start to walk and I get about half a mile and this dog starts chasing me. I just a fence and find out there are two dogs in that yard...so I am freakin out thank god the owner came out and asked if I was alright...he gave me a ride home cause I hurt my leg jumping the fence. It sucked! And I am sick...and want to feel better but cant.
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Babies For Sale?I know we are all pretty much burnt out on the guy we refer to as "Wacko Jacko" but you know, it seems that man can't get a break. Some of you are already shaking your head thinking "break? why in the hell should he get one?", let me explain why, then I'll go on with why I started this blog in the first place. In the Jackson trial, the state failed to prove it's case. Our personal and emotional conclusions were based on information that was made public, there is information that has yet to be released but in court, the information was heard, the jury rendered a verdict and it was "not guilty", so in reality what we think doesn't matter it's what the law decided.
Now, moving on. If you follow current events or court hearings, you'll know that Nancy Grace of Court TV has a female hard on for Jackson. Any opportunity that she gets to rake him over the coals she takes. Nancy gets on my last nerve anyway but that's neither here nor there.
Her most recent accusation is that Jacks
Transitional PhaseSunday, October 22, 2006
myspace sucks
Current mood: aggravated
Category: Blogging
Myspace sucks. I can prove it. I've been an alienated loner since before al gore claimed to invent the internet so tipper could control it. Myspace just completed some sort of truly impressive geometric expansion and successfully became what icq, hotmail, craigslist, and geocities were /ten fucking years ago/. Those other ones were were just decentralized. They made some money, sure, but they left the power with the people. If they had been left to grow unchecked; grow organically like human friendship does, they'd already have merged and incorporated a second-life sort of visual interface and we'd have the virtual democracy the thinkers of the world envisioned the net bringing to life as optimistic 90's fools. There would alredy /be/ a worldwide cyber-culture; an alternate-reality parallell social fabric to replace the tattered one in so many countries. 'The man' destroyed the social fab
Mondayit's monday again yuk... lol. i'm feeling a little under the weather today but i'll get over it.
Jus Sayin Hihi everyone well its me princess iesha jus wanted to say hi to all of my lost cherry friends hope i can make sum new friends on here
holla holla @ cha princess
PRINCESS IESHA
Brazilia!!!!!!!!!Ok everybody if you haven't seen the new piccies go look, I just cam back from Brazil with a big smile and a light tan.
It's fantastic you should all go, especially to Salvador for carnival, they 'practice' every tuesday night with live music, drinking and partying in the street. It's fantastic when the samba schools start playing and marching round the streets with their drums, everyone dancing behind them.
What are you waiting for? Go go go
My SoulYou Are a Dreaming Soul
Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult
You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul
What Kind of Soul Are You?
Kid Of The 90sYou're a 90's kid if:
You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"
You can sing the rap to "The Fresh Prince Of Bel Air"
You remember when Kurt Cobain, Tu Pac, River Phoenix, and Selena died.
You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey from "Blossom" and that "How Rude!" comes from Stephanie from "Full House"
You remember when it was actually worth getting up early
on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
You remember reading "Goosebumps"
You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, wax off"
You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.
You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.
You danced to "Wannabe" by the Spice Girls, Females: had a new motto, Males: got a whole lot gay-er. (so tell me what you want, what you really really want.)
You remember the craze, then the banning of slap bracelets and slam books.
You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) ev
Ohhh Noooo...its Monday....Today is Monday..The day after the weekend..Ugh..I got my hair cut yesterday..All gone..I still have a little..She cut off more than I told her too..Kinda pissed me off a lil bit..But hey ya know it's hair..It will grow back..It needed it tho..
*77 > > > Important To Know!I knew about the red light on cars, but not the *77. It was about 1:00
p.m. in the afternoon, and Lauren was driving to visit a friend. An
UNMARKED police car pulled up behind her and put his lights on. *Lauren's
parents have always told them never to pull over for an unmarked car on
the side of the road, but rather to wait until they get to a gas
station, etc. *
Lauren had actually listened to her parents advice, and promptly called
*77 on her cell phone to tell the police dispatcher that she would not
pull over right away. She proceeded to tell the dispatcher that there
was an unmarked police car with a flashing red light on his rooftop
behind her. The dispatcher checked to see if there were police cars where
she was and there weren't, and he told her to keep driving, remain calm
and that he had back up already on the way.
Ten minutes later 4 cop cars surrounded her and the unmarked car behind
her. One policeman went to her side and the others surround
Moving On Out...Went out last night. And you know what? It was great. Its just nice to hold someone again. It felt really good. Its nice to once again hold someone in my arms. No groping no alteriar motives. Just enjoying eachother. Things just may be looking up.
Rawrr!You know i never realized how many of my titles are rawrr! I so need to be more orginal. But i am original i mean how many people out there are JUST like me. =]
Haha. So we went to court, and now his ass is covered and saved ,it puts my life on hold a bit, but he needed help, and had no one else to go to. =/
Whatever really. My grandparents hate me, but whats done is done. And thats all i really have to say. I miss my younger brothers and puppy puppy yet.
Im STILL listening to this song invincible.
So last night i started talking to one of my old friends from highschool, wow i havent done that in a long ass time. But it was interesting. Sometimes i still dont see me as all grown up, hard to believe, when just 5 years ago i was one of those little girls dancing around at school dances flirting with boys, "being in puppy love" and blah blah blah. Haha.
My hand is killing me, cause i droped something on it, like a dipshit.
Anyway, first fight with my mom, im ready to scr
New ContestsHi there i am now taking entries for 2 new contests.
SEXIEST LC LEGS
and
BEST LC BOOTY
send me a message with a link to the pic you would like to use if you are interested in entering.
Just BlahsI sit so quietly here, listening to music with a pout across my full lips as I scream and cry inside. How do you care for someone who isn't there? How do you wish someone to come home if you don't even know if they are already. Frustration! Angry! Moping! and Worried! these are words that express my feeling and tatoo my face when i think of him. MY friend,my sweet, is truly the living dead because he's still alive ,but so close to being dead to me.
Remind me to find a pretty playtoy while he's away lol.
*life*Well my friend sent me to this website and yes it is a little better than myspace but its a whole lot more confusing than myspace!! So other than that I dont know thought I could start with saying that.
My babys father is expecting another baby in February or March the same time my daughter was born.. It pisses me off because he has nothing to do with his first child but he can have another one.. My daughter is the most precious child i have ever seen and she is adorable ut his loss not mine.. Its life I dont like the idea but none of my buisness!!Hmm thats it I think!
I'm An Uncle Now :)Yesterday afternoon @ 12:39 pm my lil sis gave birth to my lil Nephew :D 6lbs 14oz, 21 inches long. :D
Hey!SO IM LIKE NEVER ON HERE!!! HAHAHAH BECUS I FORGET ABOUT IT. AND ITS ALL CONFUSING TO ME.. I DONT KNOW IF THIS IS BETTER THEN MYSPACE I ENJOY MYSPACE... BUT TOM IS A TARD! LOL AND IT DOES ALWAYS FUCK UP!!! BUT I JUST LIKE THE SET UP.. MY MYSPACE PAGE IS... WWW.MYSPACE.COM/JACKIE2285
:)
Hello And WelcomeI want to welcome u all to my Lost Cherry blog. I hope you all stay and enjoy.
New BlogJust a new entry for the new blog. I don't know what to write at the moment. I am just at school right now before my classes start at 11. So, just chilling like a villain for now.
This Is So TrueYou scored as Paranoid. Paranoid personality disorder is characterized by a distrust of others and a constant suspicion that people around you have sinister motives. People with this disorder tend to have excessive trust in their own knowledge and abilities and usually avoid close relationships. They search for hidden meanings in everything and read hostile intentions into the actions of others. They are quick to challenge the loyalties of friends and loved ones and often appear cold and distant. They usually shift blame to other people and tend to carry long grudges.
Paranoid90%Avoidant70%Histronic70%Dependant70%Borderline55%Schizoid50%Antisocial45%Narcissistic40%Obsessive-Compulsive35%Schizotypal.
Crazy Crazy WeekSo it all started thrisday when we got a call from my step dad saying he was stuck in St. Louis because his truck broke down and he probably wouldn't be home till saterday, normaly this wouldn't be a big deal, but the next day we get a phone call from my sister saying that my grandmother had a hart attack and is in the hospital, She is doing okay now, but still not great. The reasion she is in the hospital is because my uncle is missing (he's in a home because he has thinks like a 10 year old, I can't spell so thats how I'm saying it :P) So anyway now my mom is trying to find him and she also has to get temporary custody of him so that someone can do something while my grandma is sick. So anyway through all of this my step-dad is stuck out of state and still has not been home. I think he may have just gotten to Texas today. So that has been my crazy week so far.
So anyway I have a field trip tomorrow, we are going to a showroom so I will tell you all about it wendsday. I'm really e
NevermindI forgot what I was gonna say. Maybe next time!
Ok...lolYou scored as Exciting. My, my, look at you! Exciting75%Lazy25%Shy0%Stubborn0%Violent0%What are you like in bed?created with QuizFarm.com
HelpHello everyone! I am very new to this so can someone please help me out!!! thanks
ConcertWAS Kickass!! I got to meet all of hatebreed and hugs and autographs ...sigh they rock...haha it was a blast thou for sure...my throat hurts thou...fuck....It was like less then 20 outside and my ass froze!! COLD SUCKS. Some chic got her neck stomped on...it was awfull..she was just crying I felt really bad for her..she was my size but still thank god for my size and a few good friends..I got to enjoy the show and nobody messed with me..just the usual hardcore dancers and shit..a few wanna be moshers...:D FUN!! anyways I feel like shit and have to go workout! LATER
F#@$ Uninsured Motoristsok, last monday some dude that was driving under the influence of some drug(tests have not come back so i don't know which kind)and ran into my husband and almost totaled our car and caused a 5 car wreck. no one was injured (thank God) Anyway, i just got the incident report took it to my insurance who told me to contact that Dude's insurance company.The lady who answered said "i'm sorry to be the one to tell you that your claim has been denied." turnes out that the guy who caused the wreck was excluded from the policy for health reasons, meaning he was not even supposed to be driving the car. we have to come out of pocket to fix our vehicle. and so do all the other victims. our insurance agent said she will try to see if there is anything she can do to get the claim approved. but this just sucks. we would try a lawsuit, but it would be a waste of money and time.
Uggg Call Me Exhausted....I think I finally hit the point of true exhaustion ... I just woke up after 16hrs. of sleep!!! I get to work another 6 days this week and today is my one day off and I almost slept it away!!
On a good note .. I think... I chopped all my hair off!!!!! I havent had it this short but once in my life and that was when I was in Junior high!! My hubby and kids have always seen me with long hair!! Think his jaw dropped when I walked in the door!!! Will take pic!!!
SexHis hand on my face
Our bodies pressed close
His is excitment is known
Feeling the power over him
Surrender myself to him
His breath on my neck
His lips on my skin
His mouth seeking to taste me
My head thrown back
Letting my body ride this exqusite wave
My blood is rushing cheeks are flush
My nipples hard and my breath is short
I arch my back and raise myself to meet his mouth
He teases me
his tongue tracing a line up one thigh
Across
And a new line traced down the other thigh
My knees are weak and trembling
I gasp as his breath passes over me
My most intimate parts are exposed
And he knows just what to do
At last!
His mouth settles over my clit
Gently suckling
My hands go to the back of his head
There is no denying this
It feels so right
I call his name over and over
It becomes too much
I try to pull away
He holds fast
Looks me in the eye
I see a very naughty twinkle
Lean back and let go
It builds in me
Oh god here it is again!
Sweet Sweet bli
14% Is A LotLiving in Montgomery County Maryland is rough. We butt up to DC and VA. High class neighborhoods are everywhere. An average 3 bedroom home here starts at about $300, 000 to buy or if you are renter, it's about $1500-2000 a month. Montgomery county is about 14% above the national average when it comes to the cost of living. Being a single mother, it's almost inpossible to raise your children and provide for them by trying to keep above the poverty level. I am living in a 2 bedroom condo. This condo was built in 1976 and sells for $220,000. I am renting it for $1295 a month. See what I mean? Well, an opportunity has come up. An opportunity to get the hell outta dodge and move to South Carolina. In SC I can get a 3 bedroom house for $1000. Cost of living is less, gas prices are less, utility costs are less. I can transfer my job too. Ok so live here and try to stay a float, or pack it up and try to follow my dreams. My dreams of providing for my children and giving them the lives they des
Love Me In That WayLove Me In That Way
I barely know you
yet I know you so well
Can you explain to me
Why my heart fell?
Maybe it`s the way you talk
just the thought of
you being mine
that made everything feel
so utterly sublime
But it`s always her
that you talk about
The mention of her name
makes me want to shout
"Why can`t you try to
love me in that way?"
Please give me just
another day
You tell me bout
how you still love her
and the thought of it ending it
sometimes does occur
And then you talk
of hurt and pain
and the aching inside of me
I can`t explain
I wish you could let me be the one who
turns things around
and bring something new
I wish I had this power
that she seems to contain
She can make your sunshine
she can make your rain
You`re the that cut it off
but you never let her go
And even if I haven`t
been through the same
that it was bad for you
I do know!
I want to feel your arms around me
the caress of your lips upon mine
I want to feel your gen
Alertsy do we get photo update alerts from our friends when it is an album we have no access to.
One Last Drop(Verse) You wait like a withered root
Listening like a howled moon
You search the hallow grounds
Waiting for your prey
In the spider web of lies you bring
Pedestrians walk around you
Yet you don't connect
(Chorus) Just one last drop
One last drop
Running through your head
Penetration raging your mind
Just one last drop
One last drop
Running through your head
(Verse) Thou hast still not found of what thy look for
With a silenced mutter "no"
Turning into a meer shadow
You lurk once more
Into the night you strey
Waiting just for that one prey
I whisper to you
Pray to me and get your prey
(chrous) Just one last drop
One last drop
Running through your head
Penetration raging your mind
Just one last drop
One last drop
Running through your head
(Verse) You pray and wait
As I decieve your willing ways
Just for that one drop
You become gullable
To what I say
Listen to this riddle and tell me what you see
Do you see thee granting your ways
Do you see thee gr
MeWat about me, there isn't much 2 say, except 4 I live lyfe day by day. Remembering yesterday as a lesson learned, knowing tomorrow is sumthing earned.
Who am I, guess I'm just me, a lively person, a soul tht is free. Living 4 today an 4 tomorrow, remembering the gud an forgetting the sorrow.
Who am I there is a long list, I think negative, I am a pessimist, I am realistic, I luv 2 have fun, I forgive an forget, watz done is done.
This is who I am, tis is the real me, very responsible, but as immature as can be.
An independent person, sumtimes needing a friend, doing the best I can, until lyfe's end!!!
one luv alwayz kitten
10-24-06
Oh This Is So MeYou scored as Very Sexy. You scored (cue music) VERY SEXY! You are a sexy girl who doesn't act too much on it, which is good, cuz skanky = bad.Very Sexy83%Secret Sexy.67%Not Sexy.67%Slutty Sexy33%What Type Of Sexy Are You? (For Girls, But Guys If You're Bored)created with QuizFarm.com
Fianally Got The Rest Of My Ink...Well I got the rest of my tattoo finished last nite.....I am gonna say for right now....this will be the last of them......this one hurt like hell, my back was shaking like crazy, but I am glad I got the sides added on, I think it looks wild...
AwwwwYou scored as Hell Yea. U are totally in love, u would do anything to be with this person and u would die for them.Hell Yea100%Sounds More Like Lust67%Hell No17%Are u in love???????created with QuizFarm.com
It Ate Me Brainses.Why didn't anyone tell me that if I shaved my head it would render me completely bald? I can't stop touching it. It's just not right.
Memo To The Democratic PartyListen up, idiots! I don’t normally give you people advice. I honestly have no use for you at all. However, I believe that for the good of the country, I have to get into your heads and drum this message into your pea-sized brains. DON’T NOMINATE HILLARY CLINTON IN 2008!!!!!
According to a Rasmussen poll released last week, 40 percent of Americans said that they would DEFINITELY vote AGAINST Hillary Clinton if she ran for president in 2008.As a Republican, from a strictly selfish standpoint, I’d love to see you give Hillary the nod. Why? Remember the last time you put a loud-mouthed chick from New York on the presidential ticket? It was Geraldine Ferraro in 1984, and Ronald Reagan kicked her and Walter Mondale’s asses in an electoral landslide. (bigger than any landslide your big government messiah FDR EVER won)
As someone who cares about his country, though, I have to ask you to wise up and keep Hillary from running. Because there’s always the chance she could win. Stranger thin
The Nine Satanic Sins1. Stupidity—The top of the list for Satanic Sins. The Cardinal Sin of Satanism. It’s too bad that stupidity isn’t painful. Ignorance is one thing, but our society thrives increasingly on stupidity. It depends on people going along with whatever they are told. The media promotes a cultivated stupidity as a posture that is not only acceptable but laudable. Satanists must learn to see through the tricks and cannot afford to be stupid.
2. Pretentiousness—Empty posturing can be most irritating and isn’t applying the cardinal rules of Lesser Magic. On equal footing with stupidity for what keeps the money in circulation these days. Everyone’s made to feel like a big shot, whether they can come up with the goods or not.
3. Solipsism—Can be very dangerous for Satanists. Projecting your reactions, responses and sensibilities onto someone who is probably far less attuned than you are. It is the mistake of expecting people to give you the same consideration, courtesy and respect that you na
Random Pictures.First of all, "pics" make that nerve at the back of my neck cramp up. can nerves cramp up? You know what I mean.
Secondly, or second of all, galleries that contain "random pics" make me wonder just how random they are. Like you hit "upload picture" and then just clicked all willy-nilly around your computers file system hoping to randomly select a picture for upload.
Willy once touched Nilly in a most private place. Willy got his privates cut off by Mr. Lawman.
Rainbleeh rain rain rain ... been that way fro 3 days now .. i was outside thsi morning to go buy some freshly baked bread and the bagarie yummyumm
been a sleep for 3 hour took a lil nap. now im gonna get some of that bread and play some WoW
Ways To Get Along With Everyone"Proven Ways to Get Along Better With EVERYONE"
1. Before you say anything to anyone, ask yourself 3 things:
1. Is it true?
2. Is it kind?
3. Is it necessary?
2. Make promises sparingly and keep them faithfully.
3. Never miss the opportunity to compliment or say something
encouraging to someone.
4. Refuse to talk negatively about others; don't gossip and
don't listen to gossip.
5. Have a forgiving view of people. Believe that most people
are doing the best they can.
6. Keep an open mind; discuss, but don't argue. (It is
possible to disagree without being disagreeable.)
7. Forget about counting to 10. Count to 1,000 before doing
or saying anything that could make matters worse.
8. Let your virtues speak for themselves.
9. If someone criticizes you, see if there is any TRUTH to what
he is saying; if so, make changes. If there is no truth
to the criticism, ignore it and live so that no one
The Nine Satanic StatementsThe Nine Satanic Statements
from The Satanic Bible, ©1969
by Anton Szandor LaVey
[français]
1. Satan represents indulgence instead of abstinence!
2. Satan represents vital existence instead of spiritual pipe dreams!
3. Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit!
4. Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it instead of love wasted on ingrates!
5. Satan represents vengeance instead of turning the other cheek!
6. Satan represents responsibility to the responsible instead of concern for psychic vampires!
7. Satan represents man as just another animal, sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on all-fours, who, because of his “divine spiritual and intellectual development,” has become the most vicious animal of all!
8. Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification!
9. Satan has been the best frie
Hornyscope!GEMINI - May 22 - June 21
Ruling Planet: MERCURY
The swiftest God in the skies, who also happens to be in charge of
ultra-extreme raunchy talk Talking about sex is Gemini's favorite hobby and
doing it comes a close second. Gemini's love flirting and lap up attention from the
opposite sex, but sometimes that's all they're looking for. They need a lot
of variety when it comes to sex - dirty weekends away, a quickie in a shop
doorway, serious groping under the table at a fancy restaurant. A lot of Gemini's are
bisexual too and can often be drawn to those of the same sex.
FAVE POSITION
As long as it's different every time, they're not fussy, but if they must
choose, it's that naughty number right after 68, since they can come up for
air if they need to.
BEST SEX TOY
Any illustrated book about kinky sex, so Gemini can pick up some wild, new
ideas
GEMINI MALE IN BED
He likes to give AND receive and can be quite inventive.
He's a lights on, in front of the
Ok, Um....Please tell me you're not actually that stupid. Please. It's not possible.
moving along....
I ate the whole thing. That might have been a mistake.
Hmmmm .. These Quizzes Are Trying To Tell Me Something??You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage92%Chains/Handcuffs75%Whips58%Biting58%Blind Folds50%Blood8%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com
Real LoveWhat I Love About You
I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.
I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.
I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.
- Crystal Jansen -
KidchaosA little about me well lets see its good to be me I am usually very busy i am a Pro Wrestler I go by the name KidChaos of course.I am usually doing something with my federation or workin gout when im not on here talking to all the beautifull ladys.I work out like two hours a day.And yeah am a little obsessed with my body but you know when you put alot of hard work into your body you should be.I am also a black belt in Tao Kwando as well as KitsugoJitsu and Kenpo Karate been in it since i was a wee little lad ha ha ha no in all relity its alot of work but someone has to do it.If you want to know more about me just ask I wont bite well .................... not hard anyway!
True FriendsStanding by,
All the way.
Here to help you through your day.
Holding you up,
When you are weak,
Helping you find what it is you seek.
Catching your tears,
When you cry.
Pulling you through when the tide is high.
Just being there,
Through thick and thin,
All just to say, you are my friend.
- Brittani Kokko -
Back To Europeheh, after a pretty busy week in india, i got to relax a bit in singapore over the last weekend. Visited sentosa island (very nice).
Then on Momday flew to Kuala Lumpur (or KL as it's known here) and then to a meeting in Banting ( mins taxi). The same day I flew back to S'pore, had dinner in the hotel (misu soup, ushi, some hot sake) ad I'm actually writing this in the British Airways lounge.
So, a big hug and kiss to all my lc friends who do the effort to read this.
Talk to y'all soon!!!
Lonely!Sincce a female that i was dating broke up with me, i've been staying lonely, so that mean's I'vve been staying depressed. For all of you ladie's out there I'm looking for a new gf.
Hi Friends Fans And Future Lovers Lol Well Maybe LolJUST WANTED TO SAY GOOD MORNING TO ALL. TO THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN HAVING REALLY CRAPPY DAYS, WEEKS, OR EVEN MONTHS, I AM SORRY AND SINCERELY HOPETHINGS TURN AROUND IN A GOOD WAY. IF YOU NEED TO VENT OR CHAT PLEASE DO.
IF YOU ARE HAVE A GOOD DAY OR WEEK LIVE IT UP WHILE IT LASTS
IF IT IS JUST SO SO GO GET LAID ~~~ IT ALWAYS MAKES ME HAPPY
KISSES AND PRAYERS SEXY CHERRIES
DAN
There Thangs I Still Do Not Getthese are the thangs i cant get
ive meet a lot of nice and new frends here
on lost cherry and hope to meet more of your all but here were what i do not get is this they want to be add to the messger to chat you add them then the chat goes good for a few days may be a week then you have to leave town for a weekend durn my weeking going i went thew hell and back and when i get back to chat to frends on the messger they act like they do not know ya stuff like that and the bad weeking i had just make me want to craw under a rock but i come here see them on line they do do reply
so i do the next thang i like to do here vote and comment on frends pic's as ive all ways have and all ways will but i am a little down and it take time to get over this that the thang i cant under stand and my son did not want to see me he ask me to leave and never come back i thank that kills
The Frozen Bollocks Play Hot, Play Red Hot!THE FROZEN BOLLOCKS play RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS
Hiver 2006. Quelque part en haute Ardenne, bravant le froid et les kilomètres, trois musiciens se retrouvent, bien décidés à dégeler leur nouveau local de répétition à coup de rock and roll. Près de quinze ans après la fin de The Press, un des meilleurs groupes de la scène liégeoise du début des 90’s, Bernard Gobert (Betsy Ball, Talls and Smalls, Art-Hroz), Christian Wagemans (Pierre Rapsat, Talls and Smalls) et Jean-François « Jeff » Bachelet (Art-Hroz, Urban Station) sont prêts à remettre le couvert. Il ne manque qu’un lead guitariste solide. Qu’à cela ne tienne, on travaille, on répète, on s’enthousiasme à trois et Claudy Cocco (Betsy Ball, Talls and Smalls, Cocco Bros et bien d’autres…), le quatrième de la bande de l’époque, accepte d’oublier son agenda overbooké pour les rejoindre le temps d’un petit concert privé… Il n’en fallait pas plus pour provoquer l’étincelle et mettre le feu ! Un super quatuor se reforme avec un triple o
Snow!!!Well, I woke up this morning to realize that we had snow flurries flying around. If I had to pick one season to hate it would have to be Winter. I love hot weather and love being able to go outside with barely anything on. I hate having to bundle up and wear extra layers of clothing! It SUCKS! Not only that I am single so I have no one to cuddle with in bed, which is even worse! Blah!
Talk to you all later!
Darla
What Everyone KnowsEveryone knows what everyone knows
You can’t change the world with a kiss and a rose
Sometimes a man has to stand up and fight
When others are wrong and he knows that he’s right
Everyone knows that the peace must be won
That change only comes at the point of a gun
Everyone knows, and it’s well understood
That “they” are all bad and “we” are all good
Everyone knows “they” are after our blood
That if we don’t fight them, they’ll come like a flood
They’ll burn us and kill us and blow us away
And basically do what we’re doing to “they”
Everyone knows we must go there and fight
We can torture and kill because “we” are all right
We can hit them and kick them and shoot them and then
The people left living will all be our friends
Everyone knows that the answer is war
We can do it again, we have done it before
But peace never comes, and the violence grows
I think someone should question what everyone knows
Jingle BellsMessages in Jingle bells if you play it backwards..
copy and paste the link to hear it for yourself..
http://pub.sinuspl.net/flash/Jingle_Bells_Reversed.swf
ContestTo all my cherry friends and family,I am in another contest its the sexy lips contest i am asking that all my friends and family please stop by and please vote. I will make sure that I will return the favor and you lots ,lots of love.
Look AlikesMy look alikes are odd, i mean, ive always like tori amos. And i remeber the rumor her and Trent Reznor were related, but she was my most compatable, lol.
Bike LadyA little 80 year old lady had always wanted to join a local bikers club.
One day she goes up and knocks on a biker's door. A big, hairy, bearded biker with tattoos all over his arms answers. She proclaims, "I want to join your club"
The guy was quite amused, but says she needs to meet certain biker requirements in order to join he explains. The biker asks; "Do you have a motorcycle?
The little old lady replies, "Yep, my bike's parked over there," and points to a flamed black Harley chopper in the driveway.
The biker asks, "Do you drink?" The little old lady replies, "Yep, drink like a fish. I'll drink everyone in your club under the table."
The biker asks, "Do you smoke?"
The little old lady replies, "Yep, smoke like a chimney. At least 2 packs of cigarettes and three joints a day and a couple more in the evening, while I'm shooting pool."
The biker is becoming very impressed and asks, "Last question, have you ever been picked up by the fuzz?"
The little
TornI have before me 1/2 pound bar of Hershey chocolate. I love chocolate. Hershey is just barely chocolate in my opinion.
So... do I remain an elitist chocolate snob and throw it out?
Or do I surrender to my need for theobromin (sp?) and eat the damn thing?
Why am I even wasting eating time with this pointless debate?
Oil Still Perfect At Home!http://www.edmontonoilers.com/gameday/020115/front5.jpg
Late third-period goals by Petr Sykora and Joffrey Lupul were the difference as the Edmonton Oilers defeated the Detroit Red Wings 3-1
http://www.edmontonoilers.com/interactive/vid/intro.php?filename=http://wm.world.mii-streaming.net/media/convergent/eoilers/2006highlights/20061021-highlights-hi.wmv
Two Out Of Three Ain't Badthis is my favorite song i just had to put it on here
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Baby we can talk all night
But that ain't getting us nowhere
I told you everything I possibly can
There's nothing left inside of here
And maybe you can cry all night
But that'll never change the way I feel
The snow is really piling up outside
I wish you wouldn't make me leave here
I poured it on and I poured it out
I tried to show you just how much I care
I'm tired of words and I'm too hoarse to shout
But you've been cold to me so long
I'm crying icicles instead of tears
And all I can do is keep on telling you
I want you
I need you
But there ain't no way
I'm ever gonna love you
Now don't be sad
'Cause two out of three ain't bad
Now don't be sad
'Cause two out of three ain't bad
You'll never find your gold on a sandy beach
You'll never drill for oil on a city street
I know you're looking for a ruby
In a mountain of rocks
But there a
Fashion"The fashion police are here to arrest you for wearing that travesty of an outfit!"
Life SucksLife sucks,, and you go on.... why?
Somdays I think it just isnt worth the pain, energy or effort.
I don't want much from life, why does it suck somuch out of me?
Why is it that love is one of the greatest things that we strive for in life yet tends to be the most painful?
hmmm.. life wins!
Risk"FORGET THE RiSK & TAKE THE FALL. iF iTS MEANT T0 BE THEN iTS W0RTH iT ALL.¢¾ ¢¾"
Fake Friends"..*I love the new me....i hate the new you*.. I hate fake friends :)"
Love PoemFriends
I believe in angels,
The kind that heaven sends,
I am surrounded by angels,
But I call them friends.
- Aizabel Parinas -
Song Of The Day The Lostprophets - RooftopsWhen our time is up
When our lives our done
Will we say we've had our fun
Will we make a mark this time
Will we always say we tried
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out
This is all we got now
Everybody Scream your
All the love i've made
I have no regrets
If at all it's now i'm sad
Will we make a mark this time
will we always say we tried
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out
Standing on the rooftops
Everybody scream your heart out
This is all we got now
Everybody Scream your
Standing on the rooftops
(Wait until the bombs drop)
This is all we got now
(Scream until your heart stops)
Never gonna regret
(Watching every sunset)
We'll Listen to your heartbeat
(All the love that we found)
Scream your heart out [x4]
Standing on the rooftop
Leavin The LcI have decidied to drop out of the LC. I have appreciated and enjoyed the people I have had the opportunity to chat with. Unfortunately what I have found is that this has taken up a large amount of my time that I do not want to be sitting behind a keyboard.
To all my friends thanks, to those who have let me share in you photos thanks as well.
To all my fellow Marines- Semper Fi!
To my brothers in arms- I salute you. Carry on, Keep up the good fight, keep your head down and your asses covered.
To all who love and support the military- A hearty thank you from this crusty vet. Keep up the vigil they appreciate it
To those that say you support the troops- If you dont support the mission you cannot support the troops- They are the mission!
If youare still reading, again thanks. If you do want to drop me a line please feel freeay jhnburke5@yahoo.com
Best wishes,
Grunt
October 19, 2006 Show ReviewManitoba's only weekly live wrestling event produced another exceptional event this past Thursday Night! A suprise return, a new champion, a historic match and frustration for a former PCW champion! Here it is...
PCW Heavyweight Championship
Mentallo's All-Star Pro Wrestling Challenge
The "Greatest Wrestler Alive" & PCW Heavyweight Champion Mentallo headed to the ring without his manager Vinko who was back in the Ukrain facing multiple counts of polygamy.
Last week, Mentallo launched his All-Star Pro Wrestling challenge by vowing to defend his title against "anyone from anywhere" and young Don Douglas stepped up to accept the challenge. After defeating him, Mentallo said his "challenge" would continue every week until someone could beat him!
He layed the championship belt on the mat and dared "anyone from anywhere" to come and get it!
Mentallo vs Jon Cutler
Jon Cutler made his surprise return to PCW as he eagerly accepted Mentallo's challenge!
Cutler was in the
For You XxTo lay a kiss on your lips,
so gentle and delicate
is like picking the drops of dew
off the petals of a rose.
I hold you close and feel safe,
sheltered in from the rain,
from the storms that grow and surround me.
I take your hand and look into your eyes
and see a heart made of gold and soul so pure.
You see you are an angel, an angel to me.
I could not help but fall madly in love with you,
the one who stole my heart.
I’m glad you did
because I could never find one such as you...
Some one who makes each day the best,
each laugh the longest,
each tear the saddest,
and a life, my life, worthwhile.
Kinky. . .You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs100%Bondage92%Biting83%Blind Folds83%Whips67%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com
PicturesHas added a few new pictures to my blog take a peek if ya dare lol.
Its All About Me Me Me Me Me!!!Name:Claire
Birthday: 17/08/1988
Birthplace:Dublin
Current Location:Dublin
Eye Color: blue
Hair Color: Black
Height: 5'5 (i think)
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: Irish
The Shoes You Wore Today:My ugg boots
Your Weakness: been hurt by friends
Your Fears:dying and having no family
Your Perfect Pizza: chicken ham and sweetcorn
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:get a good job and move out
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Lol
Thoughts First Waking Up:Leave me alone i shudnt be up early!
Your Best Physical Feature: emmm lol lips?
Your Bedtime:whenever really
Your Most Missed Memory:rather not say!
Pepsi or Coke:coke but rather peach water
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:em normall tea
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappucino
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: Fuck no
Do you Sing: Haha yeah but im no good ill stick to rapping lmao
Do you Shower
Saw This An Stole It But It Gave Me A Big.........If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee.
(Hardly seems worth it.)
If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb.
(Now that's more like it!)
The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet.
(O.M.G.!)
A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes.
(In my next life, I want to be a pig.)
A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy)
(I'm still not over the pig.)
Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour
(Don't try this at home,maybe at work)
The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off.
("Honey, I'm home. What the...?!")
The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jum
Conversations"How you doing, West?"
"I'm lovely jubbly, Sir. You?
"Not too bad, just glad that this voyage is underway again."
"Me, too, sir, although I can't wait to get off duty."
"Why is that, West?"
"Well, sir, our last stop got that new bird in Engineering."
"You gonna try your Luck with Miss Lo?"
"Yes sir, I got a thing for Asian women."
"You don't stand a chance West. Your not her type."
"Is that right, sir? You gonna give me some competition?"
"Well I would but it wouldn't be competition then. Sort of like a Starship such as this going up against a transport."
"Well, sir, I have had success in the past."
"How many women is it on board now?"
"Twenty three and counting, Sir."
"Not bad."
"If I may, sir, how many is it for you?"
"None."
"None?"
"None."
"And that is competition, Sir?"
"Well, West, I haven't even bothered. But I could out wit you with women any day."
"Well, sir, if I might be so bold as to put a f
AloneAll alone.
Sitting in the corner.
seeing the two walls join.
It hurts to know they can.
In a room...
None of that silly doom and gloom.
The need to rhyme
well past its prime.
Thoughts are floating.
Twisting and turning.
Melting to nothing
but hopelessness...
What do I do?
Alone in a world full of people.
Screaming at the dark
and not even heard.
Banging my head
the wall gives a damn.
Then again it seems
it's the only one...
Message From Violent J-JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your heart not whats on you clothes. I've seen juggalos callin each other juggahoes over spots in line at shows. That's BULLSHIT! Does anyone else realize this? Does anyone else feel the pain I
Sexiest Guy In A Hat ContestI won a virtual rolex watch for the Sexiest Man in a Hat contest. There were 18 contestants. Yeehaww this cowboy hat is magic!!! Here is the Official Announcement of the winners.
Winners of the part 2 hat contest!
IrritatedCreeping, Crawling,
Dying, Cry...
Looks into my eyes.
Does it lokk like I'm lieing?
I wanna scream at you
for what you've done...
But then again for you it's half the fun.
I don't know what to do.
I don't even know what say
But something in me is creeping up.
Hope it has a little more luck.
So look at me and smile away
cause very soon it'll be my day.
The thoughts in your head will soon be mine...
Look at me I don't give a Fuck!
I'm Givin' UpBut meh whatever. But yesh! I am fuckin' givin' up on love and relationships. I mean shit, I went thru 8 months of hell in one relationship and that plenty much changes the aspect of bein' with a guy for me. Then I told this one guy I like him and he tells me he likes me. But turns around and gets a gf. Apparently there's somethin' wrong with me, Maybe I'm jus not good enough for anyone anymore. I don't know. It jus depresses me. *sighs*
Beautiful MorningsEvery morning starts beautifully
with the sound of your sweet voice from a phone call.
It's second best to actually embracing you in my arms,
under the covers that protect us from the chill that lies outside.
Your melodic wake-up laughter over the phone is second best
to the overwhelming smile I see in the morning,
when I hold you in my arms
after having spent another wonderful night with you.
Your "I Love You"s over the phone
always make me smile and hold the phone tighter,
second best to looking into your eyes with those words,
and being able to deeply kiss you afterwards,
sending a chilling warmth throughout our bodies.
But with you... you are my #1.
The closest person in the world to me.
With you, there is no second best.
There is no one close to even being "second" or "best".
I hold you, alone, in the most intimate place in my heart.
It's a place where I can feel you, still close, when you're far away.
Where I can close my eyes, and hear your voice,
listen to y
Patriots Week 6Another sunday , another ass kicking. 5-1 and getting ready for Monday Night Football.. Bring it on!!!!!!!
Good MorningPlease Stop by this girls page and give her a 10 along with a nice good morning comment... :)
MLady Tina, Sir Forrest Love@ LostCherry
and if you feel really generous.. you could become her fan and rate her pics.. :D
Ready Or NotREADY OR NOT
Ready or not, some day, it will all come to an end.
There will be no more surprises; no minutes, hours, or days.
All the things you collected, whether treasured or forgotten, will pass on to someone else.
Your wealth, fame, and temporal power will shrivel to irrelevance.
It will not matter what you owned or what you were owed.
Your grudges, resentments, frustrations, and jealousies will finally disappear.
So, too, your hopes, ambitions, plans, and to-do lists will expire.
The wins and losses, that once seemed so important, will fade away.
It won't matter where you came from or what side of the tracks you lived, at the end.
It won't matter whether you were beautiful or brilliant.
Even your gender and skin color will be irrelevant.
So, what will matter?
How will the value of your days be measured?
What will matter is not what you bought, but what you built;not what you got, but what you gave.
What will matter is not your succes
On My Pagewhat should i put on my page? dirty pics of me? dirty picks of my exes??? hummmmmm so tempting
Roses And Hanging BasketsROSES AND HANGING BASKETS
A teenage granddaughter comes downstairs for her date wearing a see-through
blouse and no bra.
Her grandmother just pitches a fit, telling her not to dare go out like that!
The teenager tells her, "Loosen up Grams. These are modern times. You
gotta let your rose buds show!" and out she goes.
The next day the teenager comes down stairs, and the grandmother is sitting
there with no top on. The teenager wants to die.
She explains that she has friends coming over and that it is just not appropriate...
The grandmother says, "Loosen up, Sweetie, if you can show off your rose buds,
Then I can display my hanging baskets."
Happy Gardening....
This Is Not An Exitthis is not an exit
stupid bullshit that ruins me
i am more than either ever will be
hypocrites
its too late now to do anything
should i even care about it
killing the dying
can't see in the dark
bringing round what should have been brought out in the light long ago
now it tears at my insides
bullying my brain
hypocritical cunt
i am more than you
the flesh it sells itself
while you sit alone
i hope what has been chosen is what can be lived with
no turning back now
for either of us
point your finger and tell your tale
while i sit back and laugh
i know something that could ruin you
more things than i should
have it, have it all, let the disease grip you
i am the mirror in which you can see the shit you swim in
HYPOCRITE
liar, pathological fucking whore
who do you think you are fooling
with that mask of stupidity and filth
nothing can fix what you have
behind my back was it
everything comes out in the wash
i eventually know all
should i even care
but
Hooking UpIm looking to meet men in the Ohio and Pennsylvania area for good times. If you are intrested hit me up on aol messenger sn joeycat110 or email me at joecat110@yahoo.com
Kind Of CoolWire SkeletonGame Code byToxic Flash
RheddDeath004 had it
RheddDeath04@ LostCherry
This Is Not An Exitthis is not an exit
stupid bullshit that ruins me
i am more than either ever will be
hypocrites
its too late now to do anything
should i even care about it
killing the dying
can't see in the dark
bringing round what should have been brought out in the light long ago
now it tears at my insides
bullying my brain
hypocritical cunt
i am more than you
the flesh it sells itself
while you sit alone
i hope what has been chosen is what can be lived with
no turning back now
for either of us
point your finger and tell your tale
while i sit back and laugh
i know something that could ruin you
more things than i should
have it, have it all, let the disease grip you
i am the mirror in which you can see the shit you swim in
HYPOCRITE
liar, pathological fucking whore
who do you think you are fooling
with that mask of stupidity and filth
nothing can fix what you have
behind my back was it
everything comes out in the wash
i eventually know all
should i even care
but
Tell Me The TruthI dare you...
to tell me the truth..
The first thing you noticed about me
1.
Four things you wonder about me
1.
2.
3.
4.
Three things you like about me
1.
2.
3.
Two things you don't like about me
1.
2.
Three things you want to do with me
1.
2.
3.
One word that describes me
1.
One question for me
1.
Good Morning Lc !Well it is another fine day this Monday morning. At 6:53 am im sure most people are still in bed having wet dreams of some sort. LOL
But im digressing, Halloween is coming around the corner and i dont know about y' all but im ready for it. So how bout it folks you ready to get your freak on!
Courtesy of MsTags.com
EraserEraser*
i am the one that wills your way
there is no salvation for the lost ones inside
i am the one that wills your way
scars are what you have left me with
i am the doll that is stitched
i feel them tearing apart when i am down on my knees
begging for your mercy when there is none
peculiar ways to get me to believe what you say
i was lost inside your cloud of deceit
for far too long i was inside your hell
now i am free of your clutches
there is no return from this
now i am diseased
sometimes i want the fire
sometimes i want the flame
sometimes its not what i want
that makes me go insane
forever you will stain me, make me what i am now
nothing inside for everyone to see
cut me apart and see what my insides are made of
they are made of rancid materials that will make you want me
i am the queen of nothingness
i call from inside my own hell
what is true anymore, its hard to see
with eyes clouded with lies, sewn together with my own veins
kill me see what
The Nymph And The Ressurected DeadThe Nymph and the Ressurected Dead
with limbs like a raven
she glides through the wilderness
to the tomb of one so dark
another dawn has passed her
filthy in rags of sin
her pallor envied by the moon
her fevered lust smouldering betwixt her thighs
suitors fled from her deadly passions
lying naked bathed in their blood
gathered at her feet they writhed at the thought of her mercy
her flesh was the feast
and they were the hungered
the tomb rose up before her
and she slipped inside to find
the dead lover she once dined on
his skin peeling between her lips
the taste of crimson still lingered in her mouth
she tantilized with him with delicacy
and dressed him as her lord
when the moon rose high
in a midnight sky
she tore him limb from limb
her lover there dead
and because of her sultry torment
so now she goes to the place where he lays
to uncover what will now forever be hers
just like she remembered him
cold and distant he quietly lay
they danced amid th
TodayOff to work now. Got a full set of 100 dreads to instal for someone, god knows what time I'll finish. O well....think of the money.....
DEcided on my next tatto, will get it done next week :)
Poetry For The Brain....Dusky Nights and Lips Stained Red
my thighs brusied like the night sky
i take it inside me and tear it like flesh
the blood on my lips an offering to my altar
when is it enough
consumed by its rapture i writhe for its lust
loving the death that it brings inside
i seal myself in its pale embrace until the light
never enough
i am now one with it inside my mouth
the taste of copper i am now fiending for
i need the night's dusky embrace to fulfill me
have you enough?
still like the moonless sky i wait for the offer
ravenous i let it spill over my tongue
visions of decay and the blackness fill my head
i have seen enough
waking to sheets covered with blood and lips stained red
my fiendish ways have become my tomb that i dwell inside
i am what the black has made me.....
Baby's BirthdayBaby is still a baby on the Cherry Please show this wonderful young lady some cherry love!!! We all enjoy getting so if you dont mind , this is one incredible young lady!!!
baby@ LostCherry
The Horrorsave me from the horror of dial up. yes iam back home save and sound buy sadly verysadly i have dialup...really real bad dial up an i cant really use LC like it should be, might take for every to chat look at pics and respond to messages...SOOOOOOo if you have yahoo add me please at darkinnoents@yahoo.com
at darkendremar@hotmail.com
for you MSN user
please add me and sont thinki forgot you..*hugs*
Mini VacationI am wanting to take a mini vacation just to relax...tryin to figure out where to go...any ideas people...remember i live here in calif.
How Low Can You Go?How low can someone sink purely to sustain their own callous motives? How self-righteous, does one have to be, that they can ride roughshod over another persons life? with no care or regard for the damage they may be causing?
How low can an individual sink to prove a point? how much hate and spite has to be perpitrated to gloss over any feelings for another human. How much of your soul do you have to give up, to become so loathing?
Is it a sign of the times? are we really as a species becoming so shallow and embittered? that we feel it is neccasary to wreck havoc on another individuals life? All for what? a Few 'Atta boy's and pats on the back, which only serve to maintain a belief in our own self-worth?
Have we sank so low that justifying our own opinion will be achieved at all costs? Has our self-respect fallen so low that we can respect no one, let alone ourselves? our morals and values, cast aside in our rush to seek out approval for our actions. Our lack of concern for
Weekjust incase i miss a friend just want to say have a fantastic week.........and may u get all u want
To Be Or Not To BeIt's a scary thought, when you realise, that you could put a gun to another human beings head and pull the trigger. Even scarier the fact that you would feel no remorse, no guilt, just an overwhelming feeling of satisfaction!
The amount of hate and loathing perpetrated by society, the insane desperation of civilisation to irradicate all that cannot be controlled.
Mankind chasing a folly of it's own making, seeking to survive, yet destroying the very life that it holds dear.
The ignorance of humanity drowning in it's own vile savagery.
History repeats itself, mistakes made over again. Never learning from the destruction it has dealt over the centuries.
Divide and conquer, plunder and raid what can be taken by force, rather than learning to work in unity.
A disconnected planet, a society, split by hatred, culture, race and wealth. A Planet slowly being devoured by the barbarism of a species.
Will we ever learn to give back, what we take? or will we destroy ourselves
RaveRave
THE MUSIC
Dance parties developed in Australia in the mid-1980s particularly in Sydney, in warehouses, or clubs. It was largely an art school and fringe gay crowd in their twenties and thirties. Around 1990 a new concept, the rave, was imported from the UK and Europe. The music was more important than the party, and it was fast.The venues were often outdoors and secret, and they attracted a bigger teenage crowd.
In the past four years raves have been restricted and much more heavily policed. Now the venues are less secret and more likely to be indoors, in warehouses or sport centres.
Doof [a definition]
Doof party-goer: It's the sound, doof, doof, doof, doof ... the sound of the bass speakers going hard core outside, because you have no walls and things for it to bounce back and echo badly.
The "doof", was coined more recently in Australia. Doofers are anti-commercial, a more political crowd, including the fluro ferals, and urban travellers, the vi
New Lostcherry Promoting Contest!!!This top promoter contest lasted 7 days starting on October 11, 2006 and ending on October 18, 2006. I received #1: (with 707 referrals) --> FREE BRAND NEW SONY PSP.
Here is the official announcement of the winners for this contest.
LostCherry Promoting Contest FINAL RESULTS
What Is Going On HereI am bloody sick & tired of ppl putting slutty pics on their site it makes me sick i am not a prude but enough is enough.If you plan to put pics like this make them ADULT some pics havent got any which pisses me off anyway seems a lot on here havent got any respect for themselves as woman or anyone else.
Thank you for reading hopefully will get some feed back if you want to see porno go hire a DVD or go to where they show it live.
ENOUGH SAID
I Need HelpOK I WAS WONDERIN IF SOME ONE COULD TELL ME HOW TO PUT A BACKGROUND PIC ON MY PROFILE I AM NOT SURE HOW TO DO IT NOR WHERE TO GET IT..I HAVE TRIED WAT THEY SAID HERE BUT NO LUCK...NOT LIKE MYSPACE ...THANK U ...JOHN
Bon Jour!Ah, yet another blog! I wonder how many I've created to date? Have I eased into double digits now?
It's a distinct possibility. Heh.
Does html work in here?
Just A JokeHung Chow calls into work and says, "Hey, I no come work today,
really sick. Got headache, stomach ache and leg hurt, I no
come work."
The boss says, "You know something, Hung Chow, I really need
you today. When I feel like this, I go to my wife and tell her to give me
sex. That makes everything better and I go to work. Why don't you try that."
Two hours later Hung Chow calls again. "I do what you say and I
feel great. I be at work soon....... You got nice house."
True As Hell...THOUGHTFULNESS IS SOMEONE WHO THINKS UPNICE THINGS TO DO AND THEN DOES THEM... LUV YA ALL..
Just FriendsEven though we are not together
I care about you more than ever
When we talk I feel so close to you
I don't know what I'm supposed to do
I have almost forgotten what you did to me
I was hurting in every part of me
I was sad knowing this is how it came to be
But now I am happy that you are there for me
I gave you my tears
I gave you my heart
You made me happy
Right from the start
When I write this now
I start to think
How happy you make me
For you and only you I must thank
by Gary R. Hess
Thought I Saw It All Til Just A Lil Bit AgoThere are some sickos on here...a friend had me check out this profile...that was one sick one...pics of women with dicks..and had the nerve to ask my friend if there was anything there she liked...lol
this is the profile
http://www.lostcherry.com/user/204537
Who Really Cares About Bruce On Lc/cti am just curious as to know who really likes me or cares about me here on LC/CT it's something i have been thinking of for sometime now from Bruce oh if you could leave comments in the blog then i will know either way from Bruce
Sexiest Cowboy Contest Winner IsThanks to my lady fans I won the sexiest cowboy contest on LC here is the announcement on the winner.
SEXIEST COWBOY CONTEST WINNER IS
DrowningI am gifted with the ability to remember some of my dreams I have..I usually try to keep a dream journal around but thats not easy to share.
THis Dream I had started out when I was 16 (dream age anyways) I was in this psuedo waterpark/Aquatic centre deal. I was having fun and went down this water slide which starts at one level of the building and ends at the bottom level of the building.
As I reached the bottom of the slide I splashed in the watter only to be jumped by 3 guys and held under water to drown....Apparently the lifegaurds had no eyes or were shocked to inaction as they did this to my dream self.I fought back and won but in the process my arm was crushed and so was one of my legs...I float on the water face down actually breathing in like I would oxygen....Then this dream leaves me and rushes into another one which is me in the future...
Dream age is about 20 something this time..Probably early since I have most of my hair. I was working for a company which branc
BoredTonight is one of them nights bored out of my mind...even the multi-tasking I am doing isn't all that fun...I pretty much kicked back over the weekend..been doing some thinking also over the weekend...Wondering where my mr. right is..being single over 3 yrs is gettin tiresome..Never been single this long...it has its advantages and disadvantages..
Make The Most Of TodaySince we are unable to change the past
or predict the future,
it is essential
that we make the most of today
Toady's My BirthdayPlz show you love...Ill get back with evey1 who shows their love 10 fold....
Damn Little Town Drama And BsI swear I hate living in a little town! everyone THINKS they know everyone else's bizz and run's their dicksuckers about it not realizing that they are looking like jackasses!
then you got extended FAMILY members that like to put poison in your closest friends ear to what cause I have no clue but it is enuff to really fucking fry my tail feathers! with FAMILY like that who the fucking hell needs enemies!
Then you got the friends that do the same but you can deal with it becuz they are just plain stupid!
it's not that I can't let it roll off my back like water off a ducks ass becuz I can but after it builds and builds I just have to vent or scream and right now where I am living screaming would not be a good idea for the simple fact that I would be heard across town! not that would be a bad thing more like I most likely would scare the holy living shit out of most of the people I know....hey not a bad idea!
Best BirthdayHave you ever had one of those days where you go out to celebrate and you end up not being able to remember much of it. Well thats what happened to me yesterday (sunday) for my 24th birthday...
I went over to my mates place about 3pm to celebrate my birthday... and from the time I arrived I had a very placed in my hand. I think I drunk more last night than I had drunk this entire year...
The things that I can remember was drinking (of course) singing along to music, jamming with my mates on our electrics, and getting birthday kisses from girls that id never met before...
Even stranger was waking up on a srange girls couch...
Your thoughts...
At A Loss For Words.....Wow. In 2 short weeks from today, or as Dan said on the phone today 13 days and a wake up, and we will get to spend 3 Wonderful nights together!! We’re getting our family visit……I am so ecstatic!! To think if things had gone differently…..I wouldn’t be going up there in two weeks…..I guess my favorite philosophy proves true again; Everything Happens for a Reason. I don’t think anything could explain how I feel……shit….how Dan feels…..it’s crazy, cuz it’s been almost two years since we have done anything other than just kissing each other, and holding hands. I am soooo Happy, words could not possibly explain. On Nov. 3rd I will be on my way up to Sacramento, and on Nov. 5th through the 8th I will be with Dan in Folsom…..and unreachable…..sorry guys…..lol….but I will be preoccupied…..plus…no cell phones allowed….lol…. Everything’s beginning to fall into place……all the pieces are starting to fit in my life…and things are again great…..the sun shines again!! I must say I have no compl
Virginal EntryThis is my first blog on here and I am new to the site. I have to say that I like it...more friendly then Myspace...Everyone is all about the drama on there! Oh well huh? Well I just thought I would pop my blog cherry!
LOVES!
Amanda
To All They Ladies On Here!??!?!?!?!?!?well this may be lated but i wanted to say happy belated sweetish day to all you beautiful and very attractive ladies out there?! also i want to say i need to send all my love to all and send my hugs and kisses to you all because everyone needs to hear these words that i'm going to say that all of u ladies are very attractived and beautiful aswell as gorgoues as hell and i love all you'll for be my friend and hopefull i will find the ladie that i can try my hardest to luv and cheris like they never been done before and hope that everyone now that i do hate the single life but i can't find happiness so i gave up and maybe she will come to me but i just like ti say hello and wish you'kk happiness!?!?
To All They Ladies On Here!??!?!?!?!?!?Hey even though i might be lated i wish all of you'll a happy belated sweetish day and send my luv to all even everyone desire some love and i send luv to all that need it ok.So i hope all had someone to share ot with because i was all a lonie with nobody to share it with luvly ladies here i hope u got some luv but if not i send hugs and kisses!?
SuicideFed up with the direction his life was heading, Brian decided....that death would be the only escape from is mundane existence of pain and agony. Everyday, he struggled with the constant pain of being an outsider. No one to hang out with, no one to be there for him when he needed a friend, his own parents even abandoned him. And only 16 years old, he was trapped with his abusive foster parents.
His original parents "supposedly" left together on a business trip with his fathers company. They were in the Cayman Islands, where they had supposedly kidnapped, and never heard from again. He happened to be walking by his old home, one day, to witness something horrifying.
He saw his dad hurriedly leaving the house.
He screamed, "DAD, I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD!!" As he ran towards the black van, his dad turned around with a solemn grimmace on his face. This stopped him dead in his tracks. Brain quietly whimpered to himself, "...dad....please don't leave me again..." As he said
PoetryMy Crystal Heart
I am sitting here wishing I was there
The feelings I have are rare.
My crystal heart has a crack
Someone has already given it back
The crack runs right through
If your not careful it will break in two
I want to be yours and yours to keep
In love I want to fall I want to fall deep
The endless feeling of someone near
A happiness that brings a tear
To take care of in sickness and health
I want love I don't want wealth
To have and to hold
In the the heat and the cold
The love I want is hard to find
But it can be where some are blind
It goes unnoticed and unaware
Usually cries as it sits there
My heart is fragile and easy to destroy
This is not a game, my heart is not a toy
I want to be with you in every way
Forever in your arms, Forever to stay.
My NameHowManyOfMe.comThere are:3people with my namein the U.S.A.How many have your name?
PoetryBlowing Kisses
Sitting here on a sandy shore
Watching as the seagulls soar
I blow kisses in the wind
I watch them slowly as they descend
I look out into the sea
Wondering when you'll be with me
I sit alone on this beach
You are just so far out of reach
I want to kiss you, oh so much
I long to let you feel my touch
The sky is painted with oranges and pinks
I watch the sun as it sinks.
Beneath the sea the sun's light melts away
Taking what's left of the day
As the darkness creeps over the sand
I gently raise my hand
One last time I place it to my lips
I blow the kiss from my fingertips
As the night finally is set all around
I lift myself from the ground
I whisper I love you with all my heart
I await the day we are no longer apart.
PoetryAll I Want
You entered my life by surprise
You gave my heart such a rise
Afraid to let you in for fear of hurt
I have been mistreated, a lot like dirt
I have tried to love before
They took my heart and watched as it tore
My love is not a toy to be played
Those that disrespected it payed
I can love with a love beyond most can see
If you take care not to hurt me
I can give you the world in just a kiss
I promise my love will never be missed
To wrap you in my arms every night
To hear I love you and try not to fight
Gentle caressing as you sleep
In my heart a love that runs deep
I will be there to wipe your tears
Standing beside you through out the years
I will be your strength when you are weak
I will be your tongue when you can not speak
I vow to love you all your life
I want to be a lover, I want to be a wife
For me to do all that you see
I need to know I am your one and only to be
I don't want to be in pain
I want to be happy and dance in the rain
So ple
PoetryMy Room
Here alone in my room
Waiting on some impending doom
Low sounds of a distant fan
I watch a rolling of a can
These walls of faces staring
Lifeless eyes looking so uncaring
Everything seems to close in around
To these walls I am bound
Just a hollow cell I fear
In this room I live a nightmare
To be so alone and torn
The pain is piercing like a thorn
Cold and empty my soul creeps
As my body lays and sleeps
Decaying, I watch as my heart dies
I scream for love but they are forsaken cries
I crawl and curl upon my bed
Chaotic thoughts run through my head
These walls are patronizing to the mind
An abandoned corpse is what you'll find
Frozen still hard as lead
For I am no more, I am dead.
Why Me, Why Now? ( Song) A Work In Progress If You Will...I was thinking back on my life... and this is what came back... it does have a musical accumpaniment... Just got to write it all down lol.. like I said it's a work in progress... not that good if you ask me... but yeah... these past two years have been the hardest on me..
Why me
Why now
Why all these things I can't have
These things I know are wrong
I know I can't have them at all
Why me
Why now
I don't want much
Not that much at all
Just a little family far away
Far from all I've every known
a little piece of happiness
Is that so much to ask for at all
Why me
Why now
Why this man
I know I can not have
He's so good
So good to me
He's got the love of his family
So why me
Why now
Don't just give me alittle taste
And then take it all away
It's so nice
To just be held
To know you're wanted
Just to know your're needed
So why me
Why now
I seemed so close
to everything I've always wanted
I push to hard
To say hello
smile hun, it'll be okay
To All They Ladies On Here!??!?!?!?!?!?Hey even though i might be lated i wish all of you'll a happy belated sweetish day and send my luv to all even everyone desire some love and i send luv to all that need it ok.So i hope all had someone to share ot with because i was all a lonie with nobody to share it with luvly ladies here i hope u got some luv but if not i send hugs and kisses!?
PoetryI'm Innocent
Why do you accuse me so?
You are all I know
I love you so deep
But evil thoughts in your mind creep
I long to hold you near
You believe others have been here
Lies and deception is what you see
I have never done that, so why don't you believe me?
You have been hurt before I came
I have felt pain just the same
Your trust is hidden behind a broken heart
Everything I do is questioned and torn apart
I can't spend my life under lock and key
I won't hurt you, don't you see?
Your my love, my heart and the answer to my prayer
The love I have for you is rare
I am afraid you will run me away
Please trust me and let me stay
Let me into the heart you keep concealed
All the love you need will be revealed
I will not hurt you or make you cry
If I did my heart would die
You are the love of my life
Please trust me and take from my heart the knife.
More Or Lessis it cheating
to not let go
of a love that never should have been?
to hold you in my heart
despite the rage
and pain
to burn the candle
in my mind
for hope that you'll come home
with shaky faith
that you were true
is it wrong
to lie in wait
in the arms of another
when all the others do is use
in a less brutal way than you
is it anything more or less
than just being a fool
PoetryI Go
I awake in my room to the silence of the dead.
I turn and I look at the lonely impression that lays in my bed.
As I walk quietly through these empty halls
The sound of my footsteps echo off the walls
The darkness creeps in through every crack
The light can not penetrated all that is black.
The stone cold floor presses against my feet.
My ears ring with the very sound of my heart beat.
The beating doesn't mean my hearts alive
I keep it there to breathe but the truth is it didn't survive.
I am dead but physically I still stand.
Everything still is there from my feet to my hand.
My inside is decayed and rotten.
Destroyed, tore up and forgotten.
Everyday I walk through a sea of faces
None I recognize, nor do I remember the places.
My heart lays to rest on a bed of dead roses.
I lay it there and watch as it decomposes.
Never to have feelings to give away
For this is the way I live day after day
You have gone and with you so go I
Never to love again just to live
The Week...I work about 55 hours this week....so seee ya Sunday!...lmao.....its a frunkfeest!....be cool peeps!
NightGood Night all of my cherries...after being off for a week at work...im back to the grind..leave me some love so when i get back from work tomorrow...i will see that im loved
Oh Ya....keep suckin their asses douchebags....a celeb!...omg....I can t believe it....whatever!
12th Century Herbal InvocationO Earth, divine Goddess,
Mother Nature who generates all things and brings forth anew,
the sun which you have given to the nations;
Guardian of sky and sea and of all gods and powers...
through your power all nature falls silent and then sinks in sleep.
And again you bring back the light and chase away night
and yet again you cover us most securely with your shades.
You do contain chaos infinite, yea and winds and showers and storms;
You send them out when you will and cause the seas to roar;
You chase away the sun and rouse the storm.
Again when you will you send forth the joyous day
and give the nourishment of life with your eternal surety;
And when the soul departs to you we return.
You are indeed duly called Great Mother of the Gods;
You conquer by your divine name.
You are the source of strength of nations and of gods,
without you nothing can be brought to perfection or be born;
You are Great Queen of the Gods.
Goddess!
I adore thee as divine;
I call upon your
For Years I Have Been Having A Personal Debate About My Hair!! Lol...Okay. So you might think that it is a simple decision to make -- yea or nay -- but, to me, it hasn't been such an easy decision to make.
Before 1994, I had kept my hair permed on a regular basis to have some thickness and lift to my hair, as well as the curls. In 1994, though I moved to Charleston SC where, because of the humidity level there, it was recommended that I not continue with that tradition. In 1997, I moved back to Texas and worked on getting my hair back to normal from the massive humidity in Charleston only to relive the humidity levels when I moved back to Houston. The Houston folks also recommended no perms and even stated that the style has gone back to the straight hair being the thing to have.
In 2003, I moved back to Austin, after a 9 year hiatus...and my hair is very thin and straight -- and long.
I know this must sound somewhat vain... but what is a girl to do???? ;)
I don't like it being straight and long, especially, with how thin it is. Now, I
It's All Going Over My Head...I am writing a lot lately...
After getting "dumped" over something so amazingly childish, and moronic, I've become quite...bitter? Angry? Disgusted? Maybe all of the above...
I guess I have a lot on my mind.
I sit back, and question every definition in my mind. Things that should be simple, are now convoluted, and multi-layered. That which has consistently made sense to me, now drives me insane. Visions that were once pristine, uncorrupted, and lucid...these visions are now clouded and opaque. I stand back, and I take in the world, one day at a time.
Defining things, as they mean to me.
A dreamer - A fool. A person who has seen more than what he could hope to possibly attain. An inspiration in other instances. A person who could change the world.
Hopes - Fleeting memories. Unreal wants. Standard fairy tales, for the adult mind.
Goals - Pointless. Life is random. Let it take its own course.
Love - Is it tangible? How well can one feel it? How do y
Painwhen you hate me like i do. you hurt and hurt and want it to go away but death is your only option guilt is also the only way.. to die is to rest to rest is to die how much longer till i want to rest my heart and soul outta of this god forsaken world and just stop punishing myself for what i am and are not.. when will it be good enough to just be me without all the pain only they say god can answer these but then how can suicide be illegal if i just want answers???
The Reality Of Negative Energy & Negative EntitiesThe "New Age" movement has once again made it fashionable to be involved in occult practices. There have been other periods in recent history when this has been the case, most notably *fin de siecle* Europe (IE the 1890's) and more recently the late Sixties "Age of Aquarius" which faded into the "Me" decade and its plethora of self-help, "Human Potential" organizations. This era did not truly die. The "Me" decade became the age of the Yuppie, and the "New Age" emerged from the human potential movement and handed everyone out a crystal.
The main problem with the neo-Aquarian movement is that the whole concept of evil is so blithely scoffed at. "There's no such thing as evil," says the New Ager, "there is only imbalance." This is a refrain you hear all the time, not just from the practitioners, but from so-called channeled entities. In this essay, I wish to show you that there is something very dangerous in channeling, something which has been ignored to the peril of not only the chan
Contacting Spirit GuidesEveryone on the planet has spirit guides we can call upon for assistance when we are in need of help. Although we may know that help is available, it is sometimes difficult to access it. Some of our guides are connected to past life experiences; they may be people we knew before. Others are guides who have been trained to help us eliminate a specific problem in our present lives, such as a health issue. No matter what category they fall into, guides' intentions are to comfort, inform and nourish us.
Spirit is energy, and energy can take whatever form it is asked to take. Often we have a feeling that there is a presence around us, but we can't seem to connect with it. Other times a thought pops into our heads that doesn't appear to relate to what we were thinking about. We try to dismiss the thought, but it continues to linger in our minds.
The reason people have difficulty connecting with their guides is because we live within a third dimensional world. Our energy fields are de
For The Love Of The Money -- Part 2LOL...
I know. I had previously blogged on this subject matter, but it keeps being tempting....
On the one hand, I have a job that doesn't pay well, I enjoy it and I am good at what I do -- which involved lending a listening ear, helping the victims/underdog of society, guiding them with their thought processes, etc. I am currently working as a relief their (subbing in for permanent employees as they are understaffed to due vacations/illnesses and/or as additional help in peak time temporary needs). However, there is a position that I am applying for that will only be $3 more an hour to start; however, I am guaranteed a 40-hr work week that way. As a relief I had been getting 40-hr weeks but in November for the first couple of weeks, I am only getting 8 hrs each week. I can't live on that by any means.
What will save me though in November is the fact that I have been working too with a mortgage broker and realtor; however, while the pay is potentially very good, they have
Stuff....-Remember, Mr Policeman is your friend. Always cooperate with him. Mr Policeman wants to help you so you should help Mr Policeman. Don't forget, if you refuse to cooperate Mr Policeman might beat you to death, especially if you are Black
-I would like to know the suicide rate amoung people who actually follow the advice they get from radio psychologists
-The National Rifle Association would like to remind its members: "Never fire a gun at your own body. Unless you're trying to seriously injure yourself"
-Fact I recently read; "in 1753 the Russian army had a treatment for soldiers who did'nt perform their duty because they were homesick. They buried those soldiers alive." That's cutting right to the heart of the problem I guess
-Purina now has a cat food made especially for cats that live indoors: "indoor food for indoor cats". I wonder if these people are aware there are many human beings who have no food whatsoever. Not sure if they are indoors, however.
-Life is simple
So LonelyYeh
My Nights are Lonely and Tears are My Only Companion in this Life.Friends Have Left me For Material Stuff Leaving me Behind What I Feared The Most has Turned Reality. Im alone
People Dont Really Care about you. They only use you for their Personal Whant and when you are Down they Step on you like you were a Roch
But There are alot of Good People out there. Those are the People im Strugling to find.
Have Everyone abandoned me? am i Somenthing not Worth talking to
whats the point og life them?
i need friends
I'm BoredOh! Hi, yeah yer looking..so why not waste 5 minutes and fill it out? Just for shits and giggles!!!
1. What's one thing you want to know about me?
2. Pizza or burger?
3. Ocean or mountains?
4. What's your fav. thing about LC?
5. Why are you filling this out?
Uh huh, Im odd, but amuse me???
.::. Loyal .::.
All Hallow's EveSly does it. Tiptoe catspaws. Slide and creep.
But why? What for? How? Who? When! Where did it all begin?
'You don't know, do you?' asks Carapace Clavicle Moundshroud climbing out
under the pile of leaves under the Halloween Tree. 'You don't REALLY know!'
--Ray Bradbury, from 'The Halloween Tree'
Samhain. All Hallows. All Hallow's Eve. Hallow E'en. Halloween. The most magical night of the year. Exactly opposite Beltane on the wheel of the year, Halloween is Beltane's dark twin. A night of glowing jack-o-lanterns, bobbing for apples, tricks or treats, and dressing in costume. A night of ghost stories and séances, tarot card readings and scrying with mirrors. A night of power, when the veil that separates our world from the Otherworld is at its thinnest. A 'spirit night', as they say in Wales.
All Hallow's Eve is the eve of All Hallow's Day (November 1st). And for once, even popular tradition remembers that the Eve is more important than the Day itself, the traditional celebratio
Dark ThoughtsI SEE YOU.
YOUR AS SWEET TO MY EYES,AS CANDY IS TO YOUR LIPS.
YOUR WARM AND SOFT.
I CAN'T WAIT TO RIPE YOU APART.
I LOVE THE HOT AND RED CENTER OF YOU.
IT IS SWEETER TO ME, THEN THE FINEST WINE YOU'VE TASTED.
I SEE YOU COME CLOSE TO MY SHADOWY PATH.
I LAY LOW READY TO STRICK.
IT TAKES ALL MY WILL TO WAIT.
FFFIIINNEELLY;YOUR IN MY ARMS.
NOW I RIPE YOU APART UNTILL YOUR MINE.
THEN I LET YOU GO,YOUR WILL NEVER REMEMBER ME.
BUT YOU'LL BARE MY MARK FOREVER ON YOUR SOUL.
>>>;)
Types Of WiccaWicca is a pagan religion containing traditions of England, Ireland, Scotland, and Wales. (Pagan religion family includes Druidism, Asatru, Egyptian, Greek, and Roman). Its origins can be traced even further back to Paleolithic peoples who worshipped a Hunter God and a Fertility Goddess. Cave paintings found in France (and dated at 30,000 years old) depict a man with the head of a stag, and a woman with a swollen, pregnant belly. They stand in a circle with eleven mortals. These archetypes of the divine are worshipped by Wiccans to this very day.
In 1951, the laws against Witchcraft were repealed in England. A man named Gerald Gardner was the first to come into the public eye with a description of what modern witches were practicing. His information came from the traditions of a coven called the New Forest Witches, and from Ceremonial Magick and the Cabballah. He began what is now called the Gardnerian Tradition of Wicca. From Gardnerian came Alexandrian Tradition and a host of oth
Phoenix,,my Friend.I know you have found yourself on a crossroads.
I know how scary that is.
I know because I walk along side of you.
I am the shadows that are all around you.
I am right next to you.
I will never leave you.
So choose your path in time.
Know when that time comes I'll be right there with you.
I've Been So Bored LatelyI'm trying to keep myself from boredom by browsing and referring and whatnot. I've been getting some comments now and then to cheer me up so, yay!!! Also, I still havent quite increased my level. (still off by over 1500 points) but i'll get there. with time. lol. I got to see my cousin zackary today (whom i haven't seen in months) hes the kid that was in all my new pics today. hes such a happy bright little child and his mother would be so proud!!!! November 17th, my family and i are having a barbeque in her honor (the 1 year annerversary of her death). It's gonna be so specail. On her birthday in march, we wrote messages to her on ballons and sent them into the air and then watched them until they disappeared. It was such a wonderful moment. Anywho, I don't want this to be a sad blog entry so i'm gonna stop right there.
Wiccan Ritual ToolsA wide variety of "working tools" are found in Wicca, the tools or objects used in making magick are essential, although they are just tools. They hold no inherant power within themselves, but focus and refine the power within you. They are visual and manual aids or symbols to help in contacting the subconscious mind and persuading it to work the magick you desire. The success of magick is in the belief, emotion and discipline you bring to the ritual, not in the tools you use.
Don't worry about having all your magickal tools at once, they will come to you when the time is right. Truthfully you don't really need any of them to work magick. They simply serve as props to keep your conscious mind occupied while the sub-conscious carries out your magickal intentions.
All Wiccan traditions use some of these tools. Some use all some use only a few.
ALTAR
The altar or working space is the first thing you'll need in any magickal working. Ideally, you should have a special room for th
The NightDARK AND COLD IS THE NIGHT.
THE NIGHT CALLS TO ME.
IT IS AS SWEET AS BLOOD TO ME.
AS WARM AS YOU ARE,IT CALLS ME.
AS SWEET AS YOU TASTE ON MY LIPS,IT TASTES BETTER.
AS HARD AS YOU TRY TO KEEP ME,YOU CAN'T.
THE NIGHT IS MY KEEPER.
AS DARK AND COLD AS DEATH ,IT IS MY KEEPER.
FOR I AM DARK AND COLD AS DEATH.
Anything ImportantOK i have given up with all these bulletins, i can't keep up, but i know that some of them are important, so if there's any u want me to post let me know and i'd be happy to do so and at the same time nobody reads my bulletins anyways, well maybe 3 or 4 people, which is fucking crazy, so for those of u who read them, thx as for those who don't fuck u then lmao
Just send me a message and i'll repost the bulletin u want
bites and kisses to all who fucking read this !!!
Sacred Woods And The Lore Of TreesALDER (Alnus spp.)
This tree is a water lover. The oily water resistant wood has been used extensively for underwater foundations and pilings in Venice and elsewhere. It is used in dairy vessels and the branches in making whistles. It is associated with Bran, as He used His body as a bridge to span dangerous waters. It is used in the construction of bridges. Bran's Head was oracular. Alder indicates protection and oracular powers.
APPLE* (Malus spp.)
A dense, fine-grained, rosy-coloured wood with a slightly sweet smell. The Apple is the earliest cultivated tree. It is associated with choice. At Somerset, an auction was held for single acre plots on two pieces of common land. Plots were marked and matching marks made on the fruit. The apples were then placed in a bag and commoners were allocated land by the distribution of the fruit. All the acres of land were similar, as many times today choices must be made between similar and equally attractive things. Regardless, the choice
Twisted!!MASTER YOUR SO TWISTED !!
EVERY CUT YOU MAKE,
EVERY MARK YOU MAKE,
EVERY DROP OF BLOOD YOU TAKE,
EVERY SCREAM YOU YANK,
IS AS TWISTED AS YOU.
EVERY TWIST YOU MAKE ON ME
TURNS ME IN TO YOUR ART!!
MASTER AS TWISTED AS YOU ARE,
YOU ARE NOT AS TWISTED AS I !!
YOUR LITTLE WORK OF ART!!
No,this is not about anyone but me,I do not have a master,I just have me!!
Miss Alice Skary Presents: SkarylandMiss Alice Skary Presents: Skaryland
MissAlice@ LostCherry
Cyberspace (PRADULT) Sunday 21st, 2006 —
After over six months of anticipation and production, Studio Skary's project: "Alice's Adventures in Skaryland," the paysite and brainchild of Alice Skary is finally live and accepting memberships.
Alice Skary, or "Miss Alice," is a porn star, professional Dominatrix, and general fetish freak. At age 19, she is also the sole founder of Studio Skary, LLC. She has a personal goal of experimenting with every sexual or fetishistic act known to humanity (and perhaps a few we haven't thought of yet.) and plans to document her sexual journeys via photography and video.
You can join her on her journey by joining her paysite, http://www.skaryland.com and witness her experiences.
Skaryland.com will be updating SEVERAL TIMES WEEKLY with pictures, videos, stories and updates. Its said that Skaryland already has several months' worth of fresh content in the editing room... and more
Off For Now....Well all.. im off for a while... not sure when ill be back again... please feel free to leave any comments you like... and please if you rate.. rate no less than an 8.... love to all the ladies... see yall when i come back on again.... more info later....
Symbolism And AssociationWhen creating your own spell, amulets or charms, it is important to consider any correspondences related to the work at hand. Remember that colors, scents and symbols are all necessary as they stimulate the senses of the person preparing the spell, amulet or charm. Included at the bottom of this list is a chart with symbols on them for your convenience.
HERBS
SUN: peony, sunflower, saffron, cinnamon, laurel
MOON: hyssop, rosemary, moonflower, moonwort, garlic
MARS: garlic, tobacco, wolfsbane
MERCURY: fennel/finoccchio, mint, parsley
JUPITER: basil, mint, henbane
VENUS: lavender, vervain, coriander, laurel
SATURN: rue, cummin, hemlock, mandrake
PLANETARY COLORS
SUN: gold or yellow
MOON: white
MARS: red
MERCURY: violet
JUPITER: blue
VENUS: green
SATURN: black
CANDLE COLORS
WHITE: purification, protection
PINK: love, friendship
YELLOW: drawing, pulling, compelling
GREEN: material success, abundance
RED: passion, vigor, sexual energy
ORANGE: concentrat
A Personal SurveyThis was originally something that 'oh hello lazer' posted and i thought it was a cool survey so i decided to fill it out myself :).
Part 1: The Birth of You
Were you a planned baby? - Hmmm, well i think so :P.
Were you the first? - No, I was the second.
Who was present at your birth? - My mum,dad and sister.Oh and maybe a doctor :P.
Were your parents married when you were born? - Yes, but not when my sister was born :P.
Birthday? - September 9th.
Part 2: The Family
Are your parents married or divorced? They are apart, though married.
An only child? - No.
If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest? - Out of whole I am the youngest but my 1 sister is my only 'whole' sibling.
What are your sibling's names? - Linda.
Which parent do you get along with best? - I get along with both of my whole parents the same :).
What do you fight about? - Hehe random things :P.
Do you have step parents? - Yes my stepmother is okay but she can be
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