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Friends?
My life has been such a roller coaster ride, it is unreal. If I had a way to tell it, I'd probably start here. No one knows a thing about me here. I guess you could call it my safe zone. I've been thinking alot lately about my friends and what they mean to me. See only a hanful of people know the drama in my life that has made me into who I am today. Most of my friends have moved away, that left me sad and lonely. I moved on, went back to work and tried to make positive changes in my life. I made friends with the girls that work with me. I say girls and they are both more than ten years my senior. We hung out at the bar and soon I realized that I am a scape goat for they're sexcapades. I would honestly be ready to have a good time and before you know it, I'm the babysitter while they sneak away with the new toy of the moment. I swear they are more immature then the people my sister hangs out with. Some bad stuff has happened as a result of this. And now I feel it is myt duty to

99 Things
99 things bout myself 1. Full Name: Karina Nikitichna N 2. Nicknames:karina, karusha, karisha, 3. Birthday: July 15, 1983 4. Place of Birth: Lvov ukraine 5. Zodiac Sign: Cancer 6. Male or female: Female 7. Grade: Graduated 2006 8. School: UNL 9. Occupation: Technician in a science lab 10. Residence: Nebraska 11. MSN Screen Name: if you want it ask it __Your Appearance___ 12. Hair Colour: Redish brown 13. Hair Length: Almost to my waist 14. Eye colour: Green 15. Weight: average idk havenet weighed myself in weeks 16. Height: 5'5" 17. Braces? No 18. Glasses? Sometimes 19. Piercings: Ears 20. Tattoos:Not yet 21. Righty or Lefty: Righty ___Your 'Firsts'___ 22. First best friend: Shanna 23. First Award: Some art award 24. First Sport You Joined: Gymnastics 25. First pet: A dog mix with a wolf, he bit my ancles 26. First Real Vacation: Black Sea 27. First Concert:I dont remember 28. First Love:Never been in love ___ Favourites___ 29. film: Pride a

Up In The Lake District
if i aint on here or Myspace,chances are im on NPOC.CO.UK,the car club im a member of.Brought a few parts etc for my car off another member and i had to fetch em,so a trip to a meet the club had sorted seemed the best way of fetching them.The Lakes are a lovely place full of rolling hills and great views and this place was on top of hill,it was beautiful apart from how windy it was,those in the UK know about here but to my foreign friends,just look at the back drop to these pictures Only about 150 miles north of me this place and my best mate lives close by so nipping in for a cuppa was good as well,worn out after getting up at 6.30 to meet the others to drive up but had a cracking day out this should link you the pics ? (if ive done it right) http://s5.photobucket.com/albums/y171/naughtynorm/hart/

Sunday 10-15-06
ARRGH ME MATEYS, SUNDAY OCT 15TH TIME HAS COME AND GONE BY SO QUICK THIS WEEK MY WEEK I WORKED A 12 HOUR SHIFT LAST MONDAY AND 5 HOURS ON TUESDAY WED THURS AND FRI I WAS OFF MY GOOD OLD PAL RANDY CAME DOWN FROM MICHIGAN TO VISIT FOR HIS BIRTHDAY WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOO DID WE HAVE A BLAST SETTING ALL THE ANIMATIONS FOR HALLOWEEN OFF IN WALMART AND ACTING LIKE 3 KIDS IN A CANDY STORE I CANT WAIT TILL WE CAN GET TOGETHER AGAIN THEN WE WENT TO BINGO AND HAD ONE HECK OF A GREAT TIME ME AND PARKER AND RANDY HAD A BLAST HE EVEN TOOK THE DIGITAL PICS YOU SEE ON MY PROFILE LOL JUST A WARNING THOUGH HE IS ORNERY AS WELLIS MY HUBBY PARKER THEY ARE LIKE 2 PEAS IN A POD WE WERE HAPPY TO HAVE RANDY VISIT CANT WAIT TO GO VISIT HIM OR WHEN HE CAN MAKE IT BACK DOWN WE CANT WAIT AND WE CANT LEAVE OUT SINDY WE TALK ALL NIGHT LONG TILL 2 OR 3 IN MORNING SOMETIMES OF COURSE DJ GETS MAD BUT WHO CARES HE WILL GET OVER HIMSELF LOL WELL THATS ALL FOR SUNDAY FROM ANGELS WORLD SEE YOU ALL TOMORROW FOR MONDAYS REP

Perchance To Dream? Sooo Sappy...
I should be in bed, because work is booty early tomorrow. "Booty early" being a technical term. But instead I am procrastinating sleep. The three cups of strong British style tea probably do not help. Why do I do this? I love sleep. Once I'm asleep, I have no desire to be concious again. It was easier at the Dollhouse, when the girls would get together for wine and sometimes cigarettes on the porch before bed. I love Oregon, though. It is a dream accomplished, and now I can rest. My short stories have stymied, but my screenplay treatment is going well... now to utilize my time... se la vie, Tonks.

I Love This Man!!!
JUST A LIL SHOUT OUT TO MY BABY!!!... RICH, MY LOVE,MY BEST FRIEND, MY HEART AND SOUL, THE ANSWER TO MY PRAYERS, MY SOUL MATE, THE REASON I SMILE EVERY DAY, MY REASON FOR BEING, MY REASON FOR HAPPINESS, MY REASON FOR LIVING, MY BREATH, MY HEARTBEAT, THE REASON I WAKE EVERY MORNING, MY WORLD , MY EVERYTHING!!! YOU ARE ALL THOSE THINGS TO ME AND SOOOO MUCH MORE!! I TELL YOU EVERY DAY THAT IT WILL TAKE THE REST OF MY LIFE TO SHOW YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU AND WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME AND THAT'S THE TRUTH.. YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE LIKE A WIRLWIND AND KNOCKED ME OFF MY FEET..I THANK GOD FOR YOU DAILY..I ALWAYS KNEW HE HAD GREATER PLANS FOR MY LIFE...AND THERE IS NO DOUBT IN MY MIND YOU ARE IT!!! YOU TAKE MY BREATH AWAY EACH TIME YOU KISS ME, LOOK IN MY EYES AND TOUCH ME!! YOUR KISSES GIVE ME BUTTERFLIES AND MAKE ME WEAK WITH DIZZINESS..NOONE HAS EVER MADE ME FEEL THE WAY YOU DO!!! YOU TRUELY ARE MY SAVIOR AND KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOR..YOU HAVE MADE MY LIFE COMPLETE..I AM FINALLY A WHOLE P

Help!!
OH MY GOD YOUR READING THIS!! YOUR ONE OF ONLY 4 PEOPLE WHO IS GOING TO READ THIS, BUT YOU NEED TO HELP ME. I AM BEING HELD HOSTAGE UNDER A TRAILER IN SOUTH CAROLINA BY A BAND OF RABID LOST CHERRY VETERANS. APPARENTLY I MADE FUN OF ONE OR MORE OF THIER GROUPS AND NOW THEY ARE PISSING. THEY HAVE BEATEN ME HORRIBLY WITH FOUR DAY OLD SOCKS, AND ARE FORCING ME TO LISTEN TO INSANE CLOWN POSSE. THE SOUND AND SMELLS ARE HORRIBLE. THEY SIT AROUND UP STAIRS ALL DAY POSING HALF NEKKID IN THIER THONGS AND WWIFE BEATERS, POSING ON TOILETS, BENT OVER COUNTER, IN FRONT OF HUGE MIRRORS, AND WORST OF ALL TOP DOWN SHOTS OF THIER FACES WITH WEBCAMS!! I AM ONLY HUMAN AND CAN TAKE ONLY ONE MORE CHERRY BLAST BEFORE I CHEW THROUGH MY WRISTS INTO SWEET SWEET NOTHINGNESS. CALL THE POLICE, CALL BABY JESUS, CALL JERRY SPRINGER!! JUST PLEASE HELP. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. STILL NAKED....

Bulletins
I'm on a roll tonight/today {started on sunday it's early monday now} here's the question when you repost a bulletin it will show up in the bulletin listing with a delete option beside it if you choose to delete it it will not only delete it from your file but also from friends and fans {it asks you if you want to delete from all when you click on the delete option--I just learned that today when I finally read what comes up on the screen when it asks if you really want to delete the bulletin///// as an aside i humble ask forgiveness from all those who I faithfully said I would repost your bulletins and then through my own stupidity not only deleted the bulletin from my list but also from friends and fans removing the repost BRAIN FREEZE BRAIN FREEZ BRAIN FREEZE STUPID STUPID STUPID///// so back to the question is there a way to delete the bulletin from your listing without removing the repost I'm getting tired of seeing my own reposted bulletins in my list

Ugh.
I wanta go ni ni so bad. But i wanta finish what im doing first. My heads killing me dude. And im so fucking tired. And sore. Ladders + me + concrete, SERIOUSLY don't mix. rawr! Yessum. And im really mad at someone right now. So if im ignoring you. Maybe you're the person ;) :) < 3

Way Back When..... (poetry)
Way back when the days where dark and gray. I see the light of the night. Seeking the answers to mend this once loving heart. Falling a part, knowing the end is near. Holding all the fears, all the dreams. Wondering if one can find hope. Folding arms and lost charms. Digging deep within to come out empty handed. Seeing ones self glad, and happy are hopeless treasures. Moving forward to find lifes little pleasures. Way back when the days where light and white. By: Jeannie (I wrote this tonight.)

~ A Babies Secret ~
A poem that was written in remembrance of my cousins baby that lost to SIDS 3 years ago. I thought that I would share with all of you tonight. ~ A Babies Secret ~ I'm just a little feller Who didn't make it there. I went to be with Jesus And I'm waiting for you there. Don't you fret about me mommy I'm one of God's lambs most blest. I'd have loved to stay there with you But the Shepherd knows what's best. So sweet mommy don't you sorrow Wipe those tears and chase the gloom. I went straight to Jesus' bosom From my lovely mother's womb. Thank you for the life you gave me It was brief, but don't complain I have all of heavens glory Suffered non of earthlings' pain. Thank you for the name you gave me I'd loved to brought to fame. But if I'd lingered in earth's shadows Might instead have brought it shame. Daddy gave me something for you It's our secret, mommy dear Pressed it hard against my forehead Whispered in my tiny ear. I'll be waiting for you mommy

A Little About Me
Ok so, far you know Im a fan of KISS and that I dont always get along with my husband and his family....you also know that I get irrated with the people that I have to wait on at work and the people I work with...well, what you dont know about me was five yrs ago this mother's day I lost a child...because I had a medical card and was basically going through the local health dept when I called the doctor's office they brushed me off..and do to their I dont give a shit attitude I lost the baby....now some of my family and friends said oh maybe something was wrong with the baby and thats the reason or it was just god's way...well the way I see it is that I dont think god would have let me get pregnant if it wasnt meant to be...why would god do something so cruel as to give us something like that and than take it away? You know as well as I do the answer to that....I even had a friend say well the baby's soul was needed for another child....gotta love catholics...for the past 5 yrs I have

Back To The Heart Of The Matter
Last week I got a call from my family on the Kalispel Reservation north of Spokane Washington. They called to tell me my grandma wasn't doing very well. Her health was fading fast. So the great tribe that they are, the Kalispel's sent for me and family to get there as soon as possible.I got to spend a few days with my grandma before she left this world. I was heartbroken when I found out the bad news and I didn't think I was going to get another chance to hold her again. I was very fortunate to make it to her side in the last few days of her life. I love her very much and anybody who really knows me has heard me speak of her. She was truly a great woman and I looked up to her a great deal because of the person she was and everything she did for everyone who ever met her. I miss her so much but I'm glad that her long battle is over and she is in a better place.In Loving Memory of My Grandmother Alice Ignace.While we were there I couldn't help but take pictures of the beautiful country t

Uh Oh Me With My Honest Opinions
yeh this is not for the easily offended lol i bet if i had on less clothing in my pics i would get a much higher rating than i have if i was naked in some pics on here i would have higher ratings than i do But since i dont... the scores dont really do people justice and no im not trying to brag on myself because some of my friends on here are some of the most beautiful girls i know but just because they dont have naked pics on their profile they arent the top of t his site or watever just thought id say that cuz its my personal opinion..like it or not.. agree or disagree i can careless cuz i know what i think and feel about it/ its all good cuz i use this site just for fun and so do my friends. to all the people who dont need naked pics on a website to show that they are beautiful/handsome i admire you alot!! : )

Crying Again
why do i cry over him so much, why cant i get over him, i'm so depressed, cant stop thinking bout him, but i have to move on, and it so ridiculosly hard to do, i need to have some fun, and meet new guys! ttyl depressed and lonely

Broken Dream
stars shimmer and glisten the moon lights the way at night i dream of tommorows of peace and then i hear a loud plight screams ravage the dreams the untold torn fights where dreams end and reality bites. gazing across the stormy skies noone hears my soul as it cries without hope there is nothing not even a dream as tommorows nightmares become reality it seems.

Tagged
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1.I read in the bathroom 2.I cant think of anything weird(Thats weird) 3.I am sitting here confused trying to think of something weird 4.I am filling out this weird game..lol 5.I am weirdly obsessed with the movie Four Brothers 6.I have a irrational fear of mice hey I did it...I think..lol

I'm For Sale
Here's the rules of Lost Cherry Adoption.... Put in the subject "i'm for sale" and see who wants to own you. The first person to send u a COMMENT sayin "I own you" owns you. It's that simple... P.S. repost cause it is funny and surprising to see who gets you first See who picks you P.P.S New rule added by the repostie, the person can only be owned for 1 week :) (repost of original by 'angel~lette~' on '2006-10-15 18:14:16') (repost of original by 'smokey1701' on '2006-10-15 18:31:19') (repost of original by 'sexii' on '2006-10-15 18:37:23') (repost of original by 'Tally Ho Boy' on '2006-10-15 18:43:28')

Tag You're It Again
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I DONT SLEEP MUCH SO IM ON HERE TILL I GET SLEEPY 2. I WASNT VALIDICTORIAN WHEN I GOT MY DEGREES BUT I WAS A C LEVEL 3. I EAT A BAG OF SUNFLOWER SEEDS EVERY DAY 4. CHOCOLATE OR SEX HMMMMMMMMMMM TOUGH CHOICE LMAO 5. MUSHROOMS GROW IN MY LAWN WHEN I DONT WATER THE LAWN HMMMMMMMMMMM 6. I LIKE REALITY TV SHOWS MOST OF ALL SURVIVOR Im gonna tag.... 1. MARY 2. MYSTIC RAIN 3. KNIGHT 4. UNLUCKY 5. MINX Come on ya'll keep it goin will be fun! Minx... 6 Wierd things about me!! 1. I moved from Las Vegas to live in the South! (hmmmmmm.... ) 2. I love popcorn with M&M's mixed in it! 3. I don't leave the house without

I Wish...
I just wish i could say the things i really want to say. I just want to scream how i feel and not have all this pent up emotion anymore. I want to do so many things and and say so many words. I'm so intimidated! Im so scared of you. It shouldnt be this way. I didnt want to feel this way at all yet. I really wish i could control my feelings about it. I havnt even told anyone what i want. Well one person....she knows who she is. Sometimes i wonder what happened to me. Sometimes i wish things were different with me and id stop thinking these foolish thoughts. They are stupid and childish and i already know the answer of the quesions i want to say. The answer is "No." and "What are you crazy?" "Your asking this cause u have no other options." I just know thats what would be said. Sorry this blog is so vague but i really dont want to go into detail, i just needed to vent. Plus there are people on here that will go behind my back and tell the person i am talking about that i was talkin

Truth (poetry)
Like a whisper and like a rainfall. Short but yet so pleasing. Like the sun and like the rays. So warm yet so radiating. Like the seasons, maturing day by day. Changing yet so beautiful. Walking and talking. Knowing that there is more out there. Trying to find oneself... simply to get held back. Asking all the right questions, just to get all the wrong answers.. Making each day better from what you learned from yesterday. I dont know how to love, yet I see doves. Knowing that you and me are here and so devoted. and yet I find that the lies and mysteries commenced. Do I have any sense, I wonder sometimes. By: Jeannie (Just wrote it here and now!!!)

Grrr!!!!
Ok this is totally fucked up. A father who couldn't even manage to stay in his daughter's life 30 years later decides he's going to try to get custody of his daughter's kids???? Oh yeah I can see how that's gonna go. You know, my father has got to be the biggest asshole out there on the face of the earth. My son and daughter WANTS to be with their father. After hitting their teen years, while it was necessary to go for the summer, have found that they WANT to live with their father. It's hard knowing my kids are not with me. I raised them since birth and have always had them with me. My Johnathan is my life as well as my Sammy. But you know, I can not always keep them away from their father. Their father has the right to be a dad. He's been a dad finally for 6 months and doing a damned good job at it. Larry isn't innocent by far. He does some things that strains the relationship between myself and my kids. However, it is his time now. It's his turn to be the parent and raise the

Dante And His Silly Levels...
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)Very HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)High

Tagged.....who's Next
I was tagged by the kind and handsome Morven, if you haven't seen her page check it out. Here's the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment they'll so they will check the blog for details. Here Goes: Er geez there are a lot of weird things about me. 1.) I sing in a Barbershop Quartet (Baritone if you must know) 2.) I have been a college student foe the last 2 years after being out od any type of schooling for 28 years 3.) I have been faithfully married for 20 years with only one SHORT bout of any cheating 4.) I have a little hole near the top attachment of my left ear. (was born with it) 5.) I do not look right dressed in causal clothes but dress up in a suit quite well 6.) I am a member of a druidic group (OK that is not that weird, but I am draing a blank at the moment. I am sure there are other weird thinks about me that I will think of as soon as I finish this I tag Dragon's Lair, Pam

:(:(:(:(:(
Well...my life really does SUCK in a big way...I was asked tonight by someone close to me if I was doing drugs...DO I LOOK LIKE THE KIND OF PERSON TO DO DRUGS???? GET FUCKING REAL PEOPLE...I DO NoT DO DRUGS AND I am sorry for my language here but I am getting so fed up with all of this shit. Ive got my feelings hurt very bad tonight...WHAT IS A GIRL TO DO????

Life
god give us a purpose for being in this world u take life one day at a tine and see what happens i found a wonderful amn and taking it slow to see where it might go.enjoy ur family and friend make the world go round so enjoy everyday because u never know when it is gonna be ur last

Boyfriend Application
WOULD U? [_] go out with me? [_] give me your number? [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] let me take you out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere [_] cut some rug with me? [_] take a shower with me? [_] be my bf/gf? [_] have a fling with me? [_] let me buy you a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] Would you let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] give me a piggyback ride? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] lick my cheek? [_] dance with me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] tap that ass? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me to death? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] carress my body? [_] play strip poker with me? [_] say yes if i asked you out? [_] borrow a pair of my underw

What Does Your Face Say?
What Your Face Says At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced. Overall, your true self is reserved and logical. With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative. In love, you seem energetic - almost manic. In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic. What Do People Think Of Your Face?

There Is No Spleen
Which Action Hero Would You Be? v. 2.0 You scored as Neo, the "One". Neo is the computer hacker-turned-Messiah of the Matrix. He leads a small group of human rebels against the technology that controls them. Neo doubts his ability to lead but doesn't want to disappoint his friends. His goal is for a world where all men know the Truth and are free from the bonds of the Matrix. Neo, the "One"71%Captain Jack Sparrow67%Batman, the Dark Knight63%The Amazing Spider-Man63%William Wallace58%The Terminator54%El Zorro46%Indiana Jones42%Maximus38%James Bond, Agent 007

Celtic Horoscope
You Are An Elm Tree You are easygoing and a pleasure to be around. Good looking, you have a pleasant shape and tasteful clothes. You demand little in others, but you tend not to forgive their mistakes. Dominant, you like to lead and enjoy making decisions for others. Overall, you are cheerful, honest, noble, generous, and funny. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Bastards
I just wanted to let you know that a family member tipped me off about someone using my pics. Pussyeater1800 is posing as me with one of my very private pics posted and I'm not happy about it! If anyone has any questions, feel free to ask. You can also visit Taylor625 at www.adultspace.com. You'll see some of the same pics I have and if you message that person, guess who will respond? Me, not some guy named Pussyeater1800! Thanks for listening, Taylor UPDATE: As of Monday night 10/16 - I'm blocked and can't leave comment or message him!!!!

All Hollows Eve
For one magical night, you are a mysterious stranger, no one knows who’s under that sheet. Door to door, knocking for candy. “Trick of Treat”, is all you hear this one magical night. Ghosts and goblins, witches and evil queens. For one magical night, you are a mysterious stranger, no one knows who’s under that sheet. Rushing home just before dawn, clenching your hard earned prize. It should have lasted a week or more, but only lasted two days, so excited you didn’t notice it disappearing. For one magical night, you are a mysterious stranger, no one knows who’s under that sheet.

Romantic Dancing
The wind howls, showing its strength. The rain pounds, showing its dominance. The team up, swaying the trees and creating a chill in the air. The wind talks to the rain, in their own secret language, leaving us in confusion of what will come next. The mate together for hours, never once slowing down. It’s like a complex dance, and we know none of the steps so majestic. The wind blows, showing its strength. The rain pounds, showing its dominance. They will dance in harmony forever.

What Time Of Day Are You?
You Are Sunrise You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary. You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward. Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts. All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be. What Time Of Day Are You?

Dirty Default Pics!!!
I'm not quite sure what people are thinking when they put dirty filthy pics up of their private parts!!!! If I was interested in seeing your penis....I would ask!! And i'm sure that everyone else on LC would agree!!! Do you have such low self esteem that you need to put up (un-private)pics of your shit as your DEFAULT PIC~(THICK69)?????? Well this is the wrong place for you then!! Because you obviously don't have enough respect for yourselves let alone anyone else!!! If anybody is reading this && agrees with me....thank you!!! && if you don't agree with me...then i'm sorry!!!!! I personally happen to be on here to meet new peeps/friends!!! I won't ever ask to look at your private pics,,,nor will I ever put up private pics of myself!!! But, to each there own!!! That's not what my problem is!!! My problem is when i'm scrolling through new members && I come across some man(THICK69) with his dick hanging out of his pants(as his default)....put it in a private album!!!! It should be our

Sleepng Position Lol It Actually Exists
What Your Sleeping Position Says You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front. Shy and private, you yearn for security. You take relationships slowly. You need lots of reassurances before you can trust. What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Gohtic?
You scored as A.R.D goth. You are a goth with attiditude . I wouldn't want to meet YOU in a dark allyway. You think life is a waste of time. A.R.D goth100%Fakey Goth50%Vampire romantic goth17%Gothic?created with QuizFarm.com

Blogs
or maybe I should start another grouping under THINGS THAT DON'T SURPRISE ME ANYMORE ABOUT THE LC I just learned you can't vote on your own MUMM (and yes it is MUMM despite the spelling on the 'TOPS' line) what kind of crap is that it's not a scientific poll or official election-it's a opinion expressed by a group of people so what does it matter what the results are it's not going to change the world and if someone bases their decision on the results of the MUMM its their own damn business yea maybe I should take a "chill pill" but I'M REALLY GETTING PISSED OFF TONIGHT first the rating limit on pictures and blogs and now this on top of either the browser or server problems over the last couple days this has just put me over the top

Freakin Exhausted
So yeah, as the title says..I'm freakin exhausted! Should be in bed, but I was waiting for a friend of mine to come online...but it doesn't appear as if they are..so blah. Worked my rear off today, getting ready for holiday...can you believe its already mid-October?? Where did the time go?!?! I think I stopped keeping track around...March? May perhaps? Really isn't anything to exciting going on in my life...too busy working to go out and do anything! Though I did give Jas (my three year old) the digital camera...with some interesting results! Might do that again..just to see what else she comes up with. Did I happen to mention I spend far too much time online? *yawns* Well, perhaps that bed is not too far away...laters all!

The Carny
And no-one saw the carny go And the weeks flew by Until they moved on the show Leaving his caravan behind It was parked out on the south east ridge And as the company crossed the bridge With the first rain filling the bone-dry river bed It shone, just so, upon the edge Dog-boy, atlas, half-man, the geeks, the hired hands There was not one among them that did not cas an eye behind In the hope that the carny would return to his own kind And the carny had a horse, all skin and bone A bow-backed nag, that he named "sorrow" How it is buried in a shallow grave In the then parched meadow And the dwarves were given the task of digging the ditch And laying the nag's carcass in the ground And boss Bellini, waving his smoking pistol around saying "The nag is dead Meat" "We caint afford to carry dead weight" The whole company standing about Not making a sound And turning to dwarves perched on the enclosure gate The boss says "Bury this lump of crow bait" And thean the rain came Everybody running f

What Mythical Creature Are U?
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel92%Faerie67%Mermaid50%Dragon50%WereWolf42%Demon42%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

To The Ones I Care....
ONE WISH: DONT FORGET ABOUT ME ONE LIE: I DON'T LOVE U THE TRUTH: I MISS U A LOT... ______*#######* ____*##########* __*##############_____________*#### __################__________*####### _##################________*######### __##################_____*########### __##################___*############# ___#################*_############### ____################################# ______############################### _______############################# _________########################## __________######################## ___________*##################### ____________*################## _____________*############### _______________############# ________________########## _________________#######* _________________###### __________________#### __________________### ___________________# ~~~~DONT FORGET TO SHOW THE LUV TO THE ONES U HAVE IN UR HEART...~~~

Muse
Your Inner Muse is Melpomene You are most like this muse of tragedy. While you aren't depressed, you don't shy away from sadness. Although you do tend to be gloomy, you have a sensitive side. And this sensitive side helps inspire and help others. What Muse Are You?

6 Things
1. Anything that happens I have an ICP or Twiztid song to go with it. Someone will say fuck that and I bust out fuck that bitch suck that I was born with a wang but I never had a nutsack. My friends really yell at me for it. 2. I sing and dance while I clean my kids even think I am a dork. 3. I call a drink pop instead of soda. 4. We get in holloween makeup just to go to the bar. 5. I carry my pillow all around the house and play with the pillow case. 6. Your mom MUAH

A Cold Night
unmeshed from our earlier embrace i lay sideways thinking of the last few spuratic moments that have decided to help define my life lately, careful not to over indulge or analize, knowing that they time for that, if it ever comes, will be later, much later, or at least will be graceful enough to stay away till after day break and the mist of heavy converstation and even deeper drinking has decided to disperse from the area. the dense comforter helps the cold from not causeing my hair to rise upon my skin, but it's the bases of your feet touching my otherwise disconnected body that sends the sensation ebbing through. as the souls of our feet share warmth i feel as if i am a practicer of Bokonism, giving praise to the sharer of this cot in the same way i worship mother earth, through the palms of my grateful limbs.grateful that i can share the ritutal with another who seems to understad that every movement is a shrine to the giver and provider of my otherwise desolite life. as sleep fad

Update!
earlier i posted a song video of DLG called La quiero a morir (i love her to dead) i told this guy wrote it for her daughter, because of all the love he has for her :) here is the translation i did, not the best but it's all that i could do play the song and read the lyrics!!! (ps. i'm very sick, it's official lol so keep sending greetings to me) I was a lazy man And today I am the guard of her love dreams I love her to dead she can break every thing she sees Because with a blowing breathe she fix it like nothing, like nothing I love her to dead She stops the hours of each clock And she helps me to paint the pain in transparency With her smile And she raises a tower from the sky up to here And she put me wings and she helps me to go up As quick as possible, as quick as possible I love her to dead Choir: She knows well each war Each wound, each thirst She knows well each war of the life and the love also Ehhhh (3x) Quiero (4x) She draws a lands

What Bra Are You?
You Are an Animal Print Bra! Wild, zany, and even a little crazy. You make every date an unpredictable adventure. You want a guy who will constantly surprise you. A relationship that's the most insane ride of your life. What Kind of Bra Are You?

Psirus Trax Up On My Page
Check it out if you're into trip-hop/experimental/electronica/instrumental, even if ur not check it out :) PS* make sure u pause the MP3 player on my page 1st, it's on the very bottom, there is a little play/pause button ENJOY!

The Tag Game....
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I did rodeo for six years and was rodeo queen three of them six years. 2. My first car was a pinto and I wrecked it just to get a new car lol 3. I drink doctor pepper instead of coffee 4. I Sleep in the nude cause I hate restrictions from cloths 5. I watch court tv so if I ever have to get away with something I am studing on how to get away with it lol 6. I love my job cause I love to talk to people and this gives me a way of talking all day long on the phone on someone elses dime lmao Im gonna tag.... 1. Kinky Tink (pammybaby) 2. Cindy 3. PorkChop (Ray) 4. Nyne 5. Tht626 (anne) Come on ya'll keep it goin will be fu

Remembering Any Loss, Not Just Children...
I myself am displaying the candle for anyone who has suffered a loss in their lives. Rather it be a mother, father, sister, brother, son, daugher, husband, wife etc. Each loss is tragic to the person who goes through it. I myself lost my son at the age of 17 to cancer. Ryan was a vibrant young man, so full of life, joy, happiness, sense of humor... so much to live for, yet sadly taken from this earth too early. In honor of my son Ryan, and in honor of everyone else that has gone through a loss, I display this candle in memory of them. My thoughts, prayers and wishes go out to you all. Love, Trudy

You Been Tagged Read Here For Details
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1.If I Tell You Iam Gonna Do Something And I Don't Do It Right Away Don't Nag Me About It Cuz Then It Won't Get Done At All 2.No matter What Iam Doing Don't Tap Me You Just May Get Slapped 3. I Hate For Ppl To Stand To Close To Me , behind Me, Next To Me Breathing down My Neck With Hot smellie Breath 4. I Hate To Get Interrupputed While Watching Tv Eatting Or Reading A Good Book 5. IF ME AND YOU ARE FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE ELSE DON'T TELL ME NOT TO SPEAK TO THAT PERSON BECUZ YOU DON'T SPEAK TO THEM And don't Ask Me If They Are Talking About You Behind Your Back Iam Not Into He Say She Say And CHANCES ARE ME AND YOU M

Men Are Jerks.
I am still trying to figure this one out. Why in the world do men trash talk females. I mean almost all men want/need the love of a female. How in the world can you treat them like trash and then want them? I guess my Mom did not raise me this way at all. Men, Please get to know the females first. It is called RESPECT. I am sure most men would not like to be called little dick, ugly whimpy or any other trash. So why do you find it fun to call females whores, sluts, bitches and tramp? Do you really think they enjoy it? No they do not at all. I know more then likely you will never meet a person from here. But if you are trying to pick someone up or just trying to make a new friend do it the old fashion way. Respect her first and last. If you do not click move on to another lady. You will find out that people do talk to each other on here and if you piss the wrong one off you might as well go to MySpace and say hi to Tom while he is working on it.

When Friends Are Full Of Shit
Friendship is not about always being nice, or agreeable, far from it. A friend will tell you when he or she thinks you're full of shit, but always casts it that way, never as a statement of fact. It's a fine but important distinction. If I say "you're full of shit" to a friend, it must be understood that this is my opinion only. Further, it's more likely that he or she is not the one who's so full, it's more likely that I am. That's why I cringe when someone, in the name of friendship, says this to me. Usually they're wrong, but there's no point arguing, they're in some kind of trance, pedaling hard to avoid looking at something they desperately want to avoid. I'm wary of supposed friends who tell me they know what I need to do to straighten my life out. They're full of shit. Always. (Almost.) "Too many friends try to grab the wheel, and that always ends in an accident."

Ratings
just learned this evening that there is a limit to how many pictures and blogs you can rate based on your cherry level not sure if this is a day limit or a level limit but either way what a FN' system if you wanted to spend all day spreading cherry luv what difference does it make next expect limits on comments and gifts and blogs and mumms if they don't already exist yea lets have drama- bitchin'-bulletin wars-and the whole nine yards but limit those ratings wouldn't want anyone posting too many ratings that would be too dangerous and bad for the site stupid=stupid=stupid=stupid=stupid did I mention how stupid this is so tell me did anybody know about this how do you feel about this or don't you care am I wrong thinking there shouldn't be limits on ratings after all I thought that was one of the concepts of LC meeting people-getting to know them-sharing likes and dislikes-respecting opinions no matter if you agree or disagree

Lame!!
"Hey Sexy. You got a web cam baby?"-not gonna put anyone out there but... FUCK YOU! Seriously, look at my fucking profile first. It says right there in black and white that I don't do that type of shit. I swear, it's like guys on here (with the exception of most of you on my friend's list) have no fucking manners. Fuck you and your webcam. I'm just so damn sick of this shit all the time. You don't know me, therefore I'm not your fucking "baby." I just don't understand it. I sincerely hope that line doesn't work on a whole lot of females on this thing. It's just so frustrating! Just because you can't get laid in real life, doesn't mean you have to go bothering me for some sexual gratification. Obviously this person is not on my friend's list, and is about to be saying hello to the block list. Anytime anyone starts a sentence with "Do you have a webcam" or "Do you like to cyber," it's an automatic block. I wonder if these men go up to women in REAL LIFE and say "Would you like to h

Today Was A Good Day
Just writing this to say how great of a day i've had. Man it doens't get any better than today. I made 5930.00 today in 2 hours and my little girl learned to sing "Under the Sea". I was just wanting to put my thoughts on here. thanks for listening.

How To Be A Better Lover......for Men! Written By Quick Please Repost....guys Need All The Help They Can Get. (repost)
What do you all think? Does it ring true? Taken from a bullitin SIMPLE WAYS TO BECOME A BETTER LOVER BY QUICK 1) CREATIVITY - You should never be afraid of doing new things. Is your sex life predictable? Change it, and put some creativity into it. The way i see it, is that you should never know whats going to happen. Dont be afraid to venture outside the bedroom. Surely we can all agree that going to jail for the sake of "different" sex isnt really worth it, but being outdoors does have a certain appeal to it. I have found that garages work well, and if you have an enclosed back yard, that works just as well also. As simple as it is, sex in the shower is always a winner. When your partner is in there, just hop in and seduce him/her. Its not very hard to just think of something creative and just do it. with that in mind, we move to the next subject. 2) SPONTANEITY - There is no better sex than sex that is just spontaneous. It has a certain passion level that just isnt matched

I Am Starting A Business
I hope to have a website up and running really soon it will be Called Cooper's Treasure House and it will be a site for purchasing collectibles, Home Decor and Electronics. If any is interested in the web address once I get it up and running let me know.

Monday Is Waaay To Close..
Well its almost Monday. Work starts again. I am soo not lookin forward to that. See my job deserves its own reality show. I am a manager of a "low-income" apartment complex. We have a variety of people. They range from families just trying to make it by, to people I would really not like to live around. The people you know what they do, but there really isnt a whole lot you can do about it. Not unless you actually see whats going on, or they are stupid enough to get busted. Its really a shame. I personaly am a woman, just trying to get by with her family. You want to know the most depressing part? I work 45 hrs a week, and I only make a quarter more than minimum wage. How effin sick is that?

How Scary, This Happened In My Area!!
Search: Advanced AP Son charged with murdering Iowa family By HENRY C. JACKSON, Associated Press Writer 20 minutes ago BONAPARTE, Iowa - A 22-year-old man has been charged with murdering his parents and three teenage sisters at their home in southeastern Iowa, authorities said Sunday. ADVERTISEMENT Shawn Bentler is accused of gunning down five family members and faces five counts of first-degree murder, the Van Buren County Sheriff's Office in Iowa said. He is being held on a $2.5 million bond at the Adams County jail in Quincy, Ill. The victims were found early Saturday near Bonaparte, according to the sheriff's office. They were identified as Michael Bentler, 53; his wife, Sandra, 47; and their daughters Sheena, 17; Shelby, 15; and Shayne, 14. Autopsies were planned for Sunday. The sheriff's office said that it received a 911 call from Shayne Bentler at 3:38 a.m. Saturday and that she told the dispatcher her brother was "going to do something." According to sheri

The Tag Game....
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I have a top 10 list of the questions im asked most by guys on the internet...sort of like david letterman! Ask me sometime! 2. I was valedictorian of my college class 3.92gpa 3. I drink coffee 24/7 probably 3 pots a day! Im caffeinated! 4. Cheesecake or sex? Thats a toughy! 5. I have this "weed" growing in my backyard...am not sure if it is or not?!?! So am not cutting it down! lol 6. I love cartoon network...Fav characters are Bender (kiss my shiny metal ass), Grim and Dracula, and of course Quagmire...giggety giggety...lol Im gonna tag.... 1. Katt... 2. DFWKarney...Jeff 3. Wowiezowie...Bill 4. Joh

The Dance Of Hidden Things
do the dance of hidden things wind blowing gently as angels sing and do the dance of the just and give way to love and lust but I think love is just a word and its seldom ever heard because it means the dance must end and lines are drawn in the sand and no more swaying between songs and no more righting all the wrongs and keeping happiness for all and helping people when they fall I wont be leaving on that train instead ill be playing the game until im tired of it all Ill leave before I ever fall

Number
Your Love Number is 4 You are a creative and expressive lover - a true romantic at heart. An introspective soul, you know exactly how your ideal relationship should be. But if you don't get that ideal, you tend to get a bit pouty and dramatic. You need someone who can roll with the punches, that's for sure! What Is Your Love Number?

Think About It
The Room 17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class. The subject was what Heaven was like. "I wowed 'em," he later told his father, Bruce. "It's a killer. It's the best thing I ever wrote." It also was the last. Brian's parents had forgotten about the essay when a cousin found it while cleaning out the teenager's locker at Teary Valley High School. Brian had been dead only hours, but his parents desperately wanted every piece of his life near them-notes from classmates and teachers, his homework. Only two months before, he had handwritten the essay about encountering Jesus in a file room full of cards detailing every moment of the teen's life. But it was only after Brian's death that Beth and Bruce Moore realized that their son had described his view of heaven. "It makes such an impact that people want to share it. You feel like you are there." Mr.. Moore said. Brian Moore died May 27, 1997, the day after Memorial Day. He was driving home fro

For Kimberly.
In gods grace, he touches you. You’re free. You’re an angel, with beloved wings. A halo, a hold on life. No matter what, its all alright. The smile upon your face, makes the sunlight shine threw. Only someone like you, can make peace in the world the way you do. You’re precious. You’re a gem, something to treasure. Our friendship I treasure. God is sure, that you’re the one. The one he chose, the one he wanted you to become. Love is something you showed me in my heart, the love of a friendship. You made me learn, you made me care. I’m thankful. One morning you came from heaven, and one day you’ll return there. And whether it be now, or 100 years from now. I’ll see you again some day. You’re an angel. The one who’s loved. In gods grace, he holds you. He keeps you close, protects you, the way no one can. He bless’s you, with love, life, and sometimes evne pain, its an experience. You’re grateful, as I sure am for you. In gods grace, he knew you were the one. As th

The Bulletin Posts Are Getting To Be B.s
you know what this shit has to stop, the childish bitching the whineing the moaning all of it. we are freakin adults here so lets act like it, i get so tired of seeing the posts such and such is a WHORE blah blah blah who cares. its no wonder i dont get involved in these contest expecially the ones where you have to display a pick of yourself sure i dont measure up to some of the girls ive seen on here but you know what WHO CARES!!!! you dont have to put your face in a contest just to know she's pretty or he is handsome there is a beauty that lyes with in us all its called the bond of friendship and at this rate with all the petty quarrelling there isnt gonna be to manu people around here with friends instead there gonna be more enemys so what does any one have the right on here to call another person a WHORE how much do you know about one another personal wise probally little to nothing so there for where do any of you have the right to point fingers and call some one a whore. it d

6 Weird Things About Me.
1. I hate liver 2. I dont like fowarding things 3. I hate people that talk about other people. 4. I get annoyed with people that grind there teeth or scape there teeth on there silverware. 5. I Love Jeff Gordon # 24 Nascar :) 6. I dislike somebody thats nice to your face and stab you in the back.

Tag Game
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I blush very easily 2. I am rather shy and reserved 3. I don't like crowds (Stay at home quiet type person) 4. I was 31 years old before I stepped into my first bar. 5. I have a hard time with compliments 6. I don't like being put on the spot, I clam up. The 6 people Im going to tag are; 1. WowieZowie (Bill) 2. SugarDumplin (Sandie) 3. ZEBRAfan (Chris) 4. HogMan (Brad) 5. Ree (Tookie) 6. SweetGuyBri (Brian)

Tag!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I'm a social alcoholic. 2. I'm down 75 lbs! woo hoo! 3. I once had sex in a bathroom stall at the Timberwolves game. 4. I have a near genius IQ, but usually lack common sense lol. 5. I'm a tease. 6. When I'm drunk, I've been known to lose my shirt. The 6 people Im going to tag is 1. Scarletxoxo 2. The Perfect Sarcastic Bitch 3. Jovichick 64 4. Mr. E 5. Bee 6. T-Bone

Tagged... Who's Next
I was tagged by the kind and handsome Nomad, if you haven't seen his page check it out. Here's the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment they'll so they will check the blog for details. Here Goes: Er geez there are a lot of weird things about me. 1.) I like peanuts in coke, peanut butter and mayo... eh.. 2.) I am a lexicon of metaphysical and pagan trivia and info 3.) I can look at two different things with each eye. (Two.. different directions..) 4.) I have little points on my ears. 5.) I'm married but not monogamous (but not cheating, I have permission, thats the odd part haha) 6.) I have a bearded dragon lizard as a pet. I tag Cicisunflower, Ravez, Faerie Majik, Druo, Oakdragon, Eugene

Very Surprised...
Hello everyone! Well, in my last blog, I said that I would probably be here more often and show my friends and fans some love. Since then, I have been feeling sick and I recently found out that I am pregnant!!! This is a very big surprise and was not expected! I have been having some pretty good morning sickness and of course, it hasn't just been in the morning!! I am going to be working on showing some love, when I can stay sitting for a while and not get sick!!! love you all... will be stopping by soon, I promise!!!

Attractive Test
"Attractive Test" This is the "attractive" test. Reply through a message with your answers. Post this and see who will fill this out. You may be surprised to see some of the answers. BE HONEST!!! Would you kiss me? [] yes [] no Am I? [] beautiful! [] sexy as hell [] fine [] pretty [] hot [] cute [] okay [] ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] yes [] no [] dont know! I look like.. [] a player [] slut [] whore [] hubby/wifey type [] man/women of your dreams [] one time thing [] next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No Would you rather.. [] hook up with me [] cuddle with me [] have sex with me [] date me [] love me [] kill me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 Are you going to repost this so i can answer for YOU? [] yes [] no what would you want me to be to you? [] friend [] girl friend/boy frien

Faces Of 13
ok fam I need your help this is the book I am writing and I need to know that the beggining is catchy enough so far. So if you read this: Faces of 13 by Dead Whisper Voices In the Wind Chapter One "An old wiseman tale says that if you listen long enough you can hear the voices in the wind, and that which bows the trees head are of the dyings last breath." "The screams echoed down the hallway and into the corridor as I turned and looked at her. She dropped to her knees on the floor in a fitted scream. Shock stirred over me at the horrific sight that my eyes collected, as suddenly I became motionless and the picture, in which I was hanging, fell to the floor. Her innocense was no more as the screams bellowed even louder from her small mouth. The crimson substance covered her as if she had painted herself in it as some kind of monstorous halarity. I thought for a moment that it was a nightmarish dream in which I would soon wake up from, but my mind realized

6 Things.
This game is called 6 weird things u state six wierd habits or things u do or like and then comment on 6 people and ask them to go to your blog to read your wierd things and ask them to make a blog and create 6 wierd things for u all to read.. 1. cleaning out the link trap in the dryer grosses me out it i wasnt the last person using it. ( i live in a apt so lots of people use them.) 2. i live in wisconsin and i hate all pro sports teams from here. 3. one of my favorite movies is the sound of music. 4. i am afraid of fire large amounts of water and clowns and big dogs. 5. i still to this day hate talking to guys on the phone. 6. I want a tatoo of a scarub beatle endorned it jewels over my heart. smokeyhazelice #1 regect dior just another victim( my LC husband) ezra valentine shroomz

So What Do You Think
here is more about me that you might like to know: well for starters my name is Cory I live in Humboldt I am 6 foot tall and 155 pounds I have both my ears pierced and my eyebrow I am 24. I have two tatoos. I like to meet new people and I am one people can trust because I am honest and I don't make myself out to be someone I am not. Um I am single and lookin but if a relationship doesn't come out of it then hey at least I mad a new friend right. anyway if you can think of anything let me know I don't care how personal you get I have nothin to hide so ask away

Homework
Now I remember why I loved being out of school...HOMEWORK.... 2 essays 1 on on how your apperance afects the patient's perception of your abilies and 1 on communication barriers in a medical place. and a shit load of medical terms.....man I forgot what the homework was like and this is for medical billing specialist A.S shit I just look for the reward in the end......money....well time to finish the last essay..keep ya posted..

Oh Just Kill Me Now
i'm sick and all drugged up and feeling like hell. if someone owns a mace, come on over and whack me in the head so i can sleep. or maybe in my throat, my throat hurts like hell too...my voice is all fucked up. anyways..good night, sweet dreams, cuz i know i won't have any. i had one of the weirdest dreams i ever had today. real weird and not one i'll post on here :P

In My Life!........
as Some of you may or may not know my father just passed away.. and only yesterday was his funeral! these are a few of the things he has told me over the years that have seemed to be sound words of advice and guidance... 1:all your every gunna get from an asshole....is SHIT! 2: driving is easy babe, (yes at 32 years old i was still "babe") all ya gotta do is watch out for pot-holes & assholes! 3:hope for the best... PLAN FOR THE WORST! 4:the man who learns to eat shit.. will NEVER go hungry! 5: opinions are like assholes, evry 1 has 1 .. and they all stink! 6:learn EVERYTHING 'cuz ya never know whatcha need to know! 7: shit rolls down hill... and in life we all start out at the bottom... 8: PAY ATTENTION TO WHATS GOIN ON AROUND YOU! 9: I'd rather have it & not need it .. than need it & not have it! 10: "its all on the wheel, what goes around ..comes around.. other than that i basically live by : dont bite the hand that feeds you & dont shit where you eat.

"don't Need A Man"
Hush my baby, Don't cry tonight My ears are sick of that sound I've been searching For someone to love Looks like your all that that I've found. I've been up I've been down Got a man in every port and every town I've got nothing Boy toys and playthings Are a shallow reward... Don't need a lover Don't need a man I don't need anything I don't need a man I need the moon I need a star I need an equal to capture my heart I've had all types Of men in this world I've had princes and frogs Chocolate Vanilla Rich, poor, and the killer Devil, demi-god, clergy and dog Men they will come Men they will go You'er not what I'd call a man Nothing on earth could satisfy me I can do better I can I know I can... Don't need a lover Don't need a man I don't need anything I don't need a man I need the moon I need a star I need an equal to capture my heart. "Don't Need A Man" by Gwar

Angel That Day
Angel That Day One day you felt the kick It was only a tick Through pain and suffering You knew what was coming A life in your hands You knew you were gonna be a momma Life as you knew it Changed in an instance This was your time It was your life A baby was coming As soon as you knew You didnt think the worst would turn Then comes a hand A beautiful hand Life in your belly Was about to go heavenly Your child to be born Was born an angel of the lord In your eyes the loss was great In his eyes the loss would never fade Jesus came and found a way For your heavenly baby to be your angel that day

September 11th
WHERE WERE YOU THAT DAY? THAT WARM SEPTEMBER MORN WHEN OUR COUNTRY HOLDING HANDS STOOD AS ONE TO MOURN WERE YOU DRIVING DOWN THE HIGHWAY? OR STANDING IN THE SHOPPING MALL? WERE YOU THINKING OF A LOVED ONE? OR DOING NOTHING AT ALL? HOW DID YOU FEEL WHEN THE TOWERS FELL DOWN? DID YOU FEEL LIKE YOU WERE LUCKY? OR DID YOUR KNEES HIT THE GROUND? HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN? OH HOW COULD IT BE THAT SOMONE WOULD DO SOMETHING THAT WOULD AFFECT BOTH YOU AND ME? SOME OF OUR BRAVEST FELL THAT WARM DAY SAVING THOUSANDS OF LIVES GOD BLESS THE U.S.A. WHEN YOU STOP AND THINK OF ALL OUR COUNTRY HAS BEEN THROUGH KEEP IN MIND OUR FREEDOM DEPENDS ON ME AND YOU. SO, NOW WE STAND TOGETHER OUR COUNTRY AS A WHOLE WHAT WAS IT THAT MADE A DIFFERENCE? WAS IT GOD THAT TOUCHED YOUR SOUL? © SEPTEMBER 13TH, 2001 TAMMY REED

6 Weird Things About Me Tag Game.
6 weird things about me. 1. I'm playing tag with a blog and have never done this. 2. I drink water milk and coffee for breakfast. 3. I have a pig farm. I've never been a farmer. 4. I am addicted to my computer. 5. I am shy in nature but outspoken in behaving badly with a camera.(if you have ever gotten a pic of me you know what I am talking about.) 6. My favorite ice cream is Superior Dairy Banana Ice Cream. 6 friends I will tag to list 6 weird things about themselves: 1. rx8bear 2. mailman 3. snow bunny (sorry hun) 4. Cajun Cherry 5. Shazz 6. Country fuck

My One And Only
YOU'RE MY FIRST THOUGHT EVERY MORNING YOU FILL MY DREAMS AT NIGHT THE ONE I'D NEVER GIVE UP ON WON'T LET GO WITHOUT A FIGHT YOU FILL MY DAYS WITH SUNSHINE MAKE ALL MY DREAMS COME TRUE YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I AM SPECIAL LIFT MY SPIRITS WHEN I AM BLUE YOU'RE NOT ONLY MY BEST FRIEND BUT, MY LOVER AND SO MUCH MORE YOU'RE THE ONE THAT I CAN LEAN ON BABY, YOU'RE THE ONE THAT I ADORE IF I COULD MAKE ONE WISH IT WOULD BE FOR TIME TO JUST STAND STILL THE MOMENT I FIRST TOUCH YOUR FACE THE MOMENT MY DREAM IS FULFILLED. © BY TAMMY REED

Paryer
Father, Your own Son was a prisoner. Condemned, he died for us. Victorious, He returned to bring us the gift of life everlasting. Comfort us now in our longing for the return of the Prisoners Of War and those Missing In Action. Help Us Father; Inspire us to remove the obstacles. Give courage to those who know the truth to speak out. Grant wisdom to the negotiators, and compassion to the jailors. Inspire the media to speak out as loudly as they have in the past. Protect those who seek in secret and help them to succeed. Show us the tools to do Your will. Guard and bless those in captivity, their families, and those who work for their release. Let them come home soon. Thank you Father. Amen.

Mia
My name is MIA I am eternal. I've fought in every war since the beginning of time. Most often I have been found and taken home. But in Korea I was not. I was marched in the bitter cold and the snow. I was taken to North Korea where I was brain washed and lost my way. Yet I know I am different from those around me, but I do not know my name. I was taken to China to be a slave labor, they have forgotten we were once allies and tried to save their land. I fell and could not get up and they shot me where I lay. I fell, got up and continued my work. I was taken to Russia to the cold Siberian snows. There I perished, but they will not tell you where I am. In Vietnam I was again lost. I was kept in a cage in the dark wet jungle. I also was killed and buried in that same jungle. I was marched to Hanoi where I was used as a propaganda tool. I was taken to the killing fields of Cambodia. I was again taken to China as slave labor. In the Mi

Sat Night
I ate way too many veggies.. Yeah.. i'm a veggie so what.. lol Anyways.. I'm like chilling out.. and get dragged to the club and my buddy was all.. omg omg.. she's so f'in fine.. ok.. she was alright... she was nice on occasion.. But he's silly.. any woman that is blonde its always.. omg omg.. Roy get her over here.. she's hot.. !! blah blah.. Roy has to be the wingman.. oh good gravy.. I couldn't sip my cherry coke in peace? Noooooooooooooooooo I go drag this nice women to her doom... I'm sorry.. he's a werido.. sometimes.. I just wish he'd behave.. and not stalk a woman around a bar all night long.. lmao Sorry no pics of the event.. lol

It's All About The Skin
OK, so I farted around with the CSS and made a background image ... ta-da, new skin. I do believe, after browsing around this place for a while, I have one of the fastest loading profiles on LC. :) That HAS to be worth something. Which brings me to my next quandry. Here at LC there is a large and sundry assortment of good looking women, and ... well, I have a girlfriend. Who also happens to be a good looker IMHO, as well as 800-odd miles away while at university. Sucks for me. She also looks in on this thing from time to time, I imagine. So, I can't very well run about leaving compliments on other women's profiles without incurring some level of wrath upon my person. Let's be realistic. Guess I'll have to keep lurking. :) I managed to find a writer, dontcha know. 'Deena' has a book on the market, and I work not two blocks from a Barnes & Noble. Swing by my profile and give her a click, wouldja?

Tag!!!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! oh and you can't tag the person who tagged you!! enjoy 1) i have to have at least 1 cup of coffee every day 2) blue and purple are my feel good colors 3) i brush my hair at least 3 times a day 4)i'm on the computer everyday just like most people 5)i go for a drive once a day 6)i wear sweat pants all the time kira shelliebelly good little girls make some mighty wild women southernwytch karen marie love 2 swing

Poem From Before I Left Michigan
I've posted this elsewhere, but not at LC yet. Hope you enjoy... please feel free to comment!: I have been trying for four nights to describe the trees night Lansing sky my back porch to speak in poetry exactly how it feels cliches of filigree and dark arms and trying to say "pink" using any words other than "pink" metaphors completely out of my reach like... see? Like metaphors. brisk, lazy, real like the scene outside my backdoor every night An explanation is needed because I am this night, and hundreds before they have soaked into my skin freckles pieces of sky flecked on the star of my body but that's not what I meant to say. "rose"? this back porch these trees that sky which is different in every city every stop different air and the stars change They do. I would soak up the dark and not be bright shining oblivion and relief from the All that I feel Everthing standing and observing but mostly becoming. "blush"? My bed is behind th

Tag
I was chosen by Nyne....Here's the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment them so they will check the blog for details. Here Goes: 1. On most things there is no in between with me there is either right or wrong no grey area. 2. Lie to me once and you are done I HATE LIARS 3. I can hold a grudge til the day I die 4. Once a good friend always a good friend no matter what I am there for my friends 5. Bad habit I take things way to personally 6. Sometimes I get too involved in helping other people at risk to myself Ok I choose Nix, KrazyKilt69, Autobhom, DrkDragon, Drk Dragons Goddess, and Giles

6 Wierd Things
Six wierd things about me: 1. I like "swamp water": a drink with different kinds of soda mixed together. 2. I lived in Wisconsin for the last 12 years and yet I was not a Green Bay Packer fan, but a diehard Minnesota Vikings Fan. 3. I don't l listen to oldies or country music but rather music that's fresh and hot! 4. I love winter. 5. I don't smoke,drink,or do drugs and yet I still enjoy life. 6. My best friends are on the internet. 6 people I am tagging to list 6 wierd things about themselves: 1. Totally_Me 2. delightful 3. blueyed_redneck_angel 4. snowybunny 5. classyladymay 6. restrictive

Missing Pics
**As some of you may have noticed I have deleted a lot of my photos. The reason being that men are downloading/saving my pics and their wives accuse me of sleeping with their men. So I would like to make one thing clear: I am NOT here to cyber, cam, meet, or hook up. I am just here to make friends and chat.**

Waiting
An old woman walks into a drug store and asks the young man behind the counter if they sell extra large condoms. The clerk looks at the woman quizzically, but shrugs and tells her "yes, we do. They're right here behind the counter." The old woman thanks the clerk and stands there, and stands there, and stands there. The clerk asks the old woman, "is there something else I can help you with, Ma'am?". The woman smiles sweetly at the clerk and says "no, thank you, son. I'm just waiting here to see who buys them".

I Have Been Tagged!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 6. I fall for the wrong types of chicks. 5. I take the side of the underdog, only to discover why no one likes them. 4. I need complete privacy in the water closet to relax enough to do my business 3. I'm a clean freak (both me and my environment) 2. I'm a work-a-holic 1. I'd rather hunt people than hunt animals. (MUHAHAHAHA)... I'm an animal lover and think they have more right to life than most people. koolchick4u Sarah Kitten1968 Britfanjojo knightskitty Liz

This Happened In My Town
One night, at a party, The host asked his guests: "How many here believe in ghosts?" Everyone put up their hand. "How many have seen ghosts?" A lot of people put up their hand. "How many have touched a ghost?" Five people put up their hands "How many have had sex with a ghost?" One person put up their hand. "Well then," said the host, "why don't you come up here and tell us all about it." The man walked up. "So, how was your night with the ghost?" asked the host. "Ghost?" Said the man, "Sorry, I thought you said goat."

Ignorant Parent From The Wifes Point Of View A Continuing Drama Of Ignorant In Laws Parts 1-7 Found At Ericdaddys Page
OK i have a question to ask you everyone if your kid finger was bleeding and you couldnt find anyone at all to take you to the hospital and even thought you do not talk to your mother and your only hope is to ask her and you leave a messge and she doesnt to return it that means she doesnt care at all about you and your family your grandkids at all but she is her to cause prombles for everyone AND THE family she even tryed to brake up my married but it is not happen when you deal with drunk iorant parents she also runs around her house but naked and doesnt care who all lives thier at all my husband was going to make a sandwich one night and she was standing in the kitchen but ass naked he came and told me like i said she doest care.Here is a question for the ladies thats say your husband is at work and your husband newphew came over and stay thier the hole day well your husband is at work how would that look and then you have the husband bother you have to go and pick up from work and

7 Kinds Of Sex
Recent research shows that there are 7 kinds of sex: The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say, "Screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called: Religious Sex

Interesting Times Here On The Lc..
it's been awhile since my last blog post and we've made a bunch of changes to the site since, so my apologies for slacking! we have a couple other enhancements to the site nearly completed, they should be out early next week. during all this we're still fixing old bugs, and speeding up older features. i wanted to thank everyone who's been hanging out on the site since the early days, and to those who've just recently started chillin with us! the next few weeks will be major chapters in the epic journey that is, lostcherry! stay tuned... -mike

I Have Been Tagged!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 6. I fall in love to easily, usually with the wrong guy! 5. I hang out at the beach in the early morning and try to figure out the meaning of Life! 4. I only have one friend (besides LC friends)in real life. Depressing huh? 3. I like raw onion and ketchup sandwiches. 2. I am addicted to Cherry Pepsi. 1. I hate talking about myself! I tag these 6 people. stilllookin Desperado Ancient 1 British Terry Toyman Texas Freak

Life!
Well Thats about straight... Its pretty simple until you find something you really like and its hard to get them to act the same way, when they say they feel the same... Acting and telling completely different things... Tamara

Startin Over
So yeah.. Life lately has been out of control confusing! First and Foremost.. As much as I bitch about living in this house and want out.. I should really thank my parents for all that they have done for me. With out them Id be screwed right now and wouldn't be able to afford the car that I'm going to have to buy. Now back to explaining my life and figuring it out! Going to Cincinnati was one of the best and worst things that I've done in a really long time. I've met some of the most incredible people in the last few weeks. Vette has not become one of my bestest friends I'll probably ever have.. and sorry to say shes not getting rid of me for a really long time.. As for Staci I'm still undecided but thats because of somethings that are still coming out and not getting to say what i need to say face to face. Nick is an awesome guy and I had a great time with him.. Bryan is hilarious and seems awesome need to spend more time with him.. Josh ur a great guy and give great advice. I'

Tagged
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. i love driving fast with music loud 2. i love long bubble baths 3. i love doing things at the spur of the moment whatever it might be i take in my head 4. i knocked out 2 boys in grade 7 at the same time 5. im the girl the b/fs mothers loved...boy were they all fooled 6. my moter once took my clothes so i couldnt sneak out so i went in my pjs The 6 people Im going to tag is 1.tazz 2.rx8bear 3.barry 4. twistedredneck 5.fordman 6.jovi chick64

You Have Been Tagged
I was tagged by my buddy Becky she is such a sweetheart.........Here's the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment they'll so they will check the blog for details. Here Goes: 1. I tend to spend too much time on puter. 2. Some say i am too over talkative. 3. I tend to party too much 4. I tend to take on things that might be a bit over my head 5. I have to have my way, I am set in my ways 6. I am a big softy when you get to know me. I think I will tag my pals becky, fuck off, lips of an angel, shadow hawk, angelmorn, and sweetandsizzlin'

Another Contest (my Arm Was Twisted!)
Ok, ok....I have had lots of people asking me to run another contest in conjuction with the EXOTIC-EROTIC contest starting next week...... The masses have spoken and I will run the HOTTEST,SEXIEST BBW on LC ! I hope that you who wanted this are happy ! I enjoy doing the contest, dont get me wrong...but its alot of qork ! believe me ! Anyways...ALL contests start tomarow (16 OCT 2006) Good luck to all ! sean

My First Poem Post
Ok everyone...here is just a fun, silly poem I wrote for Halloween. Hope you enjoy it. YOU'D BETTER BEWARE Halloween is coming, You'd better beware. Ghosts and Goblins Are waiting somewhere. They are out to get you At any time... I'd be willing to bet You more than a dime. There are witches too Flying on brooms, Waiting on little kids To seal their dooms. So, be careful When you're out there trick-or-treating, Or those witches, ghosts, and goblins Will have you for their eating!!!!! By: Angela Delight

My Story, Pt. 18
[3 days later] matt: WHO THE FUCK IT JERUM?!?!?! (mtt went to a club against your wishes after you told him you were going home to take a shower and check on jerum, after the club he came to your hours drunk.) amanda: *sits on bed looking scared* matt: *says impatiently getting more angrier* (yeah i know shutup) WHO THE FUCK IS JERUM?!?!?!?!?! *at his yelling jerum comes in the room timidly* jerum: mommy, who's yelling? *he looks at matt and runs to you hugging you tightly* amanda: it's ok baby. *hugs jerum tightly as he started crying* this is jerum... my son. matt: *grabs jerum by the neck and slams his head against the wall. he lets him go as he slides down the wall, blood trailing from the back of his head. as he gets to the floor he just lays there* amanda: *tears start sliding down her cheeks* is he... he... dead? *gulps* matt: about as dead as you're getting ready to be. amanda: *screams* matt: *goes to hit amanda as hard as he can* matt: amanda, amanda, amanda

Blah
Well so I just got really depressed. A friend told me he got a gf and they are talking about getting married. Don't get me wrong I'm happy they are thinking about it and all. What made me depressed is everyone I know is getting married. And I don't even have a bf. Sure I'm seeing someone but he isn't my bf. Then this is what one of my exs said to me...who is suppose to be a friend "You stop showing you care. You arn't romantic, you arn't lovable after a while. You're great, and people love you, and you're very pretty, but you just seem like you get bored." He told me that was my problem. The truth is I only stop showing it when I have reason to. I mean everyone tells me Im nice and caring. And Im attractive..but then...why can't I get a bf? Or keep a bf? I just hate being the only single person I know and getting married...well I dont want to be really old when I get married! Sorry its just how I'm feeling today.

Hmmm
its funny how things turn out in life. you grow up thinking things are going to be a certain way. then all of a sudden you wake up one day and its nothing how you imagined. my whole life ive been told things happen for a reason ,and ive always believed that. but when do you find out what that reason is. or do you ever find out? ive never been one to question why ive always just gone along with it ,but lately i have been asking why, when, or how come. it does'nt mean i still dont believe that things happen for a reason it's just sometimes i would like to know what that reason is. i guess things always find a way to work themselves out in the end. but when is the end ,and is it not true that at the end of every ending there is a new begining.

Desperate Heart
Loneliness has always been Ashadow of mine, Because whenever I fall in love I become insane and blind Risking my everything Just for the one I adore, Tho' I know someday he'll silently walk out my door Yes, I'd trade everything I have just to make him stay His pain and sorrow I will kiss them all away I'll spend the rest of my life filling his empty soul To make him feel better Is my one and only goal Oh, if I could only have one wish A dream that would turn real I'd wish and pray with all my heart That his love, I could steal. But a thousand wishes won't make him mine I know, because I've tried Neither can a thousand tears because so many times, I have cried Living all alone, feeling cold In the valley of deep shadow Without him near me... There will never be any tomorrow. This gaping hole in my heart No one can ever cure, But only him, and him alone ...the one that I adore.

Another Tag
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. i like to walk naked in the snow 2. when i chat i type lol alot...lol 3. i drink whiskey by the gallon so don't tell me i won't cause chances i will 4. i used to get paid in school to eat things we disceted 5. i'm the guy your mama warned you about 6. i'm a crazy dork who's worth getting to know The 6 people Im going to tag is 1. Tazzy 2. moosey 3. Texcat 4. Blossomrose(sunshine) 5. sweet potata 6. Tragedy

6 Things
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1)When I wash dishes its always the same...glasses...plates...silverware...and so on..I dont do them all at the same time...I get bored and get on my PC 2) I can actually walk with my eyes closed and get to where Im going without bumping into anything or anyone. 3)When I take a bath...I take my radio in there with me and I stay in there for hours and soak and sing. 4) I dont know why but for some reason I find bald men with gotees attractive. 5) I am right handed but I do more things with my left hand than my right hand. 6) When I go out to eat I like to go to the cheapest place I can..which is usually McDonalds and get the

Lighthouse Rededication
Today ..In Groton Connecticut was the rededication celebration of the Avery Point Lighthouse.. With time .. the weather .. and the seas .. many thought it had seen its better days.. but with the help of many .. This evening at 6:45 .. the Light house was Relit .. The reason this means so much to me .. is this.. My Aunt Marylou who was one of the most amazing people Id ever met in my life .. loved this lighthouse .. she loved the world .. for all its good and bad .. She was always there for anyone that was willing to help themselves .. she would help.....Unfortunatly .. Cancer was what would bring this Strong women down .. She'd beat it so many years ago ..but it stuck its ugly head back and greeted her with months of sickness .. Until she decided she would no longer put this fight .. She was an inspiration .. a mentor .. a girlfriend .. and aunt .. family .. she was one of my hero's ..I miss her so much ..but I know that all the love she had for everyone .. comes back in some shape or

I've Been Tagged
I was tagged by my buddy ~~Nomad~~ .... Here's the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment they'll so they will check the blog for details. Here Goes: 1. I spend to much time cleaning my house...things have to be a certain way 2. I am very shy until you get to know me then I never shut up...lol 3. I love taking pictures, but sometimes forget to have them developed 4. I will help others do things but rarely do things for myself 5. I am obsessed about my hair, has to look just right or I won't go out anywhere 6. i tend to take things to seriously sometimes I guess i will tag: Bigstan, Cowboydaddyb, bigdaddy1977,masterslavetrainer,warwagon 29, and LiveLove&laugh

About Me!~!~!
Hi i'm Jessica Deanna Duke,i'm 13 yrs. old.I live in Idabel,OK.I live wit my mom and dad.My B-Day is Septemeber 2nd.My best friends name Is Jessica Butler i know it's kinda wierd to have a best friend wit ur first name,but it's cool.She's been my friend for 8 yrs.I have a bf,his name is Rex,he's awesome.I'm in 7th grd. @ Idabel Middle School.I work in the library,and i'm in Show Choir,which is very special,it's only made up of the best singers in Idabel Middle School,of 7th and 8th grd.,anyway that mostly me,byez!~!~!~! :)

Ignorant In Laws Part 7
Today my wife Mamaj went to a church event that was open to the public that is free for everyone that comes it is like a fair of sorts free horse rides and other thing and food. Well while there my wife notices that they are being followed by her mother and father inn law and the molester john doe, and the whole time that my family was there he walks past them mean mugging my 9 years old daughter trying to intemidate her into to not telling what really happened. What i dont understand is why my mother in law is still taking this man whereever she goes instead of telling the son of a biatch that he needs to go home to his own house and stay the hell away from me and my family. What makes this even more sicking is the fact that when she the mother in law came to the house before we got and enforced the restraining order she had the nerve to come over to our house and try to con my wife into letting our daughter into going somewhere with her and to top it all off she lies to my face telli

Inner Truth...
It came to me in a dream Your face I could not see A death, a cloud, a rose of thorns This time it was, the last mourn Now I notice a spear in hand Crying, he's just slain a man Over the grave a lonely soul Staring blankly into an unmarked hole Discreetly possessing the killing blow Cause of death only he can know The secret burrows into his brain Til his death is caused by himself insane

Georgia State Trooper Roflmao
A Georgia State Trooper pulled a car over on I-95 about 2 miles >>south of the Georgia/South Carolina state line. When the Trooper >>asked the driver why he was speeding, the driver answered that he >>was a magician and a juggler and he was on his way to Savannah to >>do a show that night at the Shrine Circus and didn't want to be >>late. >> >> The Trooper told the driver he was fascinated by juggling, and >>if the driver would do a little juggling for him then he wouldn't >>give him a ticket. >> >> The driver told the Trooper that he had sent all of his >>equipment on ahead and didn't have anything to juggle. >> >> The Trooper told him that he had some flares in the trunk of his >>patrol car and asked if he could juggle them. >> >>The juggler stated that he could, so the Trooper got three flares, >>lit them and handed them to the juggler. >> >>While the man was doing his juggling act, a car pulled in behind >>the >>patrol car. A drunk good-old-boy, fro

Tag
Damn I got tagged!!! lol Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Here are my 6 weird habits/things: 1. When frustrated with life, I need one of two things. Paper and pen so I can write out my frustrations. OR my car and stretch of road. Love love..to crank the radio up and drive. SPEED DEMON yep that's me. 2. Well of course being from the south and having friends from all over. Certain words I can't say. lol For example....I can't not say specific....it comes out Pacific. lol I call a shopping cart a buggy. etc... 3. I don't eat any green veggies. lol Total meat and potatoes girl. lmao Favorite foods are the kind u shouldn't eat. lol Fried Chicken, fries etc. lol 4.

Hello Freinds
Hello Friends. My name is Dave, Im married and have two young boys. Matthew and Eric. I make DvD's for people aswell as short films. I have alot of fun, Making others happy. Transfer 8mm and 16mm film to DVD. I hope to keep filming and helping other who need help. I do help the Salvation Army here in Ontario Canada.( not far from Toronto ) LOL thats all for now... Please ask any thing you wish.....im the nicest guy you will meet. Dave

Whiney Bitches
I had a bad headache at work for half the shift. I ended up talking with that "Chris" dude that I talked about in my last entry. He asked me if I had a problem with him and I told him that I didn't and never had a problem with him. I like everyone at work except for this one chick that I won't even get into. She knows that I don't like her and for some reason she always had a problem with me. Even though I dislike her, I still talk to her cause I have to work with her sometimes. Then he started complaining to me that he wasn't able to do something all at once. I told him that everyone is able to do that part of the job and he just has to practice. There's this other guy that's not able to do part of one machine because he only has one arm, and you need two arms to work it completely. Chris just needed to calm down and not worry so much. If you keep things at a steady pace, then you'll be able to get it done just fine. Then, the dude the dude with one arm, I will name him Phang

Wave Of Light
Hey everyone, Firstly, I'm sorry for not lighting my candle, it's 8:06 my time & I just got home and saw this. Secondly, to everyone that has ever lost a child, my deepest heartfelt sympathy. I have never lost a child, but I did lose my husband, David, 2 years ago to an overdose of prescription meds. He was 24 years old when he passed away, and to see his parents have to suffer that pain made it all that more painful for me. So for every child, I pray for health, happiness & an abundance of love. *~*Jenna*~*

Tag Game
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. constantly correcting my error when I catch them before sending my replies on here. 2. going behind my family and correcting the toothpaste tubes where they squeeze from the middle and I don't. I squeeze from the bottom. 3. Say I don't know alot. 4. Love ticking the in laws off alot. 5. not accepting compliments well. The 6 people Im going to tag is 1. jlee499 2. smyts 3. nashiebooo 4. tomcat 5. peteyg 6. yanks4

Ga Here I Come
My boyfriend is graduating from basic training in Fort Benning and i've been missing him since July, 6th! It will be nice to see him after soo long. Him being all toned up and sexy... Mmm well enough of that. Sure it will be nice to see him again but then hes leaving again! Rip and Airborn. So after he leaves i will be spending time with my dear cousins that i havent seen since i was 10 or 12. It should be a good trip none the less. I will be leaving the 18th of October and wont be back until the 26th so if anyone reads this show me some love!!! .:Sarah:.

More Than Words......
Words........ can touch your heart beyond reality Someone's words.... can make you smile....you fall so in love that it is beyond belief........ There's someone's words...... that have touched my heart..... and captured it!!!!!! Not only does his words.... release my spirit... but send me to a world that I never began to imagine beyond my wildest dreams... could exist!!!! He sends my soul flying high above this unruly world...... unimagineable..... he sets me free... To love him .. like no other love...... In a dreamlike state of emotion....... My heart had been broken time and time again before this man.... Once I found him.... which I believe it was our destiny..... had made all my sorrows disipate... and his love alone... has been like no other love I had ever known.... I had ever dreamed for .... wished for..... I find it all in him............ He is my dream come true....... I searched all my life...... And finally...... I have found the love of my life......

How To Pick Up Chicks.
First, you take the chicks and toss them on the floor. Then you have to pick them up. Without moving any of the other chicks... or something. I'm still not sure how they got all the chicks in the box in the first place.

I Was Tagged By My Friend Nomad
Ok...my new found friend Nomad was so kind as to tag me with this....thanks *hugs* lol I have to list 6 weird things, or habits about myself. Then I have tag 6 other people with this and comment on their pages to let them know they must also examine their lives and see that they are weird too! lol Ok here goes.... 1. I do not talk alot....I mostly sit back and observe people and this makes others sometimes uncomfortable. 2. When I eat a reese's peanut butter cup I like to eat the ridges first and then the middle. 3. When I cook it has to be in a sparkling clean kitchen. If it is dirty then I won't cook. 4. Unlike Nomad...I can't pee in a bottle wile driving and so I am not sure if this makes him, or me weird! LOL 5. I always leave my socks on no matter what, unless I am showering....yes I said always no matter what cuz I get really cold feet!! 6. When I am baking something like muffins....I always give one to the mailman or person...have to be PC here! Ok now

For Better Or Worcester
After a week of horribly bad luck, poor timing, and overall crap happening, I'm happy to say that I was able to do something with myself this weekend. I went to a "Big Girls" dance in Waltham, MA (thanks, Lisa!) and had the time of my life drowning my sorrows in Toasted Almonds and Sam Adams. Met up with a LC user who made the trip worthwhile... I think I'm going to open a picture folder keeping track of the LC users I met on successful road trips (they won't be rips; rather, they'll be pictures I've taken myself).

Drama In The Hood
So yeah. She keeps on acting and thinking that everyone is mad at her. but no one is.. but her acting like we are is just really making us mad. shes like making us mad at her for it. It makes me upset that she does this because shes like trying to make me feel bad about it. and I don't because I'm a good friend and I don't deserve to be questioned, doubted, and shit. Ehh I can't be like all over someone. I love my friends but I really don't like being up their asses and like... I don't like being butt buddies forever together. Not that I have better things to do. but I have other things to do. I need time alone. I have my family to spend time with. And it just makes hanging out more meaningful/fun if we are not forever together. So yeah.

Will Someone Please Tell Me The Answer To This ?
What is so freaking wrong with having a man as your best friend??? I have a man that is my very best friend in this entire world and he knows who he is. Why do people get jealous over the least little thing??? I DONT F*CKING GET IT!!!!

Feelings
Why can a heart feel so lonely? What is Love? How about responsibility, does anyone really know what these are? Why deos it seem as though one can contradict the other. Why do I always have to be so responsible. And I just don't mean here and there, I mean all the time. I never seem to have fun, or can I just cut loose. My head always feels so cluttered, with just stuff. I always seem to care more about, something else than the one that seems so much to me. I just can't seem to change things, the harder I work change my life the more withdrawn from life I seem to go. This is not how it's suppose to be is it. I know people care for me, why can't I even care about my own feelings. A friend at work last night told me I had no life, and I don't. I told her my life was my priority my daughter, raising her the best I can. Making sure she has the things to succeed. And I told her that in four years when my daughter was off to college, I would have more of a life. I some ways t

The Dirty Number "6" Lmao
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1) I am a computer geek 2) I chew matchsticks (it is better then smoking) 3) I like cheese on everything 4) I use a conditioning shampo as a body wash 5) I am learning Arabic and Hebrew in my spare time. 6) I wear my socks when I sleep now you are being tagged

That Feeling
THIS IS A POEM OF MINE THATS ON WWW.LOVEPOEMS.COM THAT FEELING by MICHELLE RAYE YOU ARE THE FIRST THING I THINK ABOUT IN THE MORNING, AND THE LAST THING ON MY MIND AT NIGHT. I CONSTANTLY THINK OF THE THINGS YOU'VE SAID TO ME, LIKE HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME, AND HOW YOU'LL DO ANYTHING FOR ME. YOU SAY THIS WHEN YOU HOLD ME TIGHT. I KNOW THAT ALL THE THINGS YOU TELL ME ARE TRUE, I SEE IT IN YOUR EYES, YOUR SMILE, AND FEEL IT IN YOUR TOUCH. WHEN WE ARE TOGETHER OUR LOVE IS SO MUCH. I KNOW WE'LL BE TOGETHER FOREVER, AND THAT'S A MIGHTY LONG TIME, 'CAUSE IN MY HEART I KNOW THAT YOU'LL ALWAYS... BE MINE.

Being Elvis
When I became an Elvis impersonator, I did it for love of the music and the persana. What I didn't realy count on was the sex appeal that went with it. I have had only one relationship because of Elvis, but I have had a few nights where sweet older women throw thenselves at me. It was fun. But the most fun was the night I walked thru the MGM Grand Hotel in Vegas. Seemed like every bachelorette party we came by wanted to get their picture with Elvis. One day I'll get invited up to their party.

Yes, I Am A Bitch.
But I'm an honest one, so get over it. I've been criticized for giving people ratings less than 5 on their photos. So? You put yourself out there, you put your photos up. If someone thinks that your photos stink, you did technically ask for their opinion. Besides, way to take people from the internet way too seriously. Right? Look in the mirror and ask yourself where your self confidence is. If you need the internet to validate yourself somehow, you have issues and should have your computer smashed in with a baseball bat. Give me your address, I'll do it for you. I've just been dying to break in my favorite bat, it is gathering dust right now. Seriously. I don't need the internet, and I don't need other people to love myself or feel in any way fulfilled. I encourage you to give me low ratings. Don't like me? I don't give a shit. Take it out on my points and leave me bad notes. Talk shit. Rate my pictures low. But if you give me a 3 on my profile pic, you aren't being

Hi Everyone!!
HI everyone, sorry been off line for a while...would love to hear how things are going for all of you! I started a catagory to add some of my friends to if they want. I rip their pic and put a link for you if you want or not link either way is cool..Hope everyone has a great week!! Lots of love to all my friends on LC!!!!

Blah
BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH.. THATS THE THOUGHTS THAT ARE RUNNIN IN MY HEAD... WONDERING WHAT TO DO.. I NO LONGER HAVE MY JOB... UGGHHH THIS SUCKS ASS.. MY KIDS ARE GOING BANANAS... IM AT WITS END. I HAVE NO NERVES LEFT. LOT GOING ON RIGHT NOW... SUCKS ASS.. I KNOW YOU DONT KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT BUT I NEEDED TO COME HERE ONCE AGAIN TO VENT AND SAY I FUCKING SUCK!!!!!

Lol Ha Ha Ha!!!
IT'S OFFICIAL, I HAVE NOW RECIEVED 47 MESSAGES TELLING ME I WAS AN ASSHOLE, OR A PATRONIZING BASTARD!! MAN, TALK ABOUT SOME UPTIGHT FUCKERS. TELL YOU WHAT, GIVE ME YOUR ADDRESS, AND I'LL SEND YOU GUYS SONG TONGS AND K-Y JELLY TO REMOVE WHATEVER IS STUCK IN YOUR UNGODLY TIGHT ASSHOLES. IT WOULD BE A PLEASURE TO ME TO EXTEND THIS SERVICE TO YOU. P.S. NEKKID.-BILL.

This Is My Spirituality. Even If Its Blasphemy
You see I feel that every story must come with its own presuppositions, I only want mine to be that: I don't believe in fear. I believe in and hail the Christ. As Allah watches I converse freely with the Moses. As Muhammad as my witness I speak with the Buddha. I ask only that if you love me that you do so fully, and if you hate me you do so with all the passion in your heart. I only hope that whether you love or hate me, that you will feel and perhaps jolt yourself out of your sleep. It is hard enough knowing someone that is spiritually in a wheelchair, but for those that bind themselves to people that are in a spiritual coma, woe to them. I hail the goddess that brings discord and discomfort to your lives, and with her chaos untangles the webs that through your life you weave. Oh that Eris would gaze long into your heart and rain her powerful destruction upon your life and set you truly free. She brings true distinction between those who are merely people, and those

The Disease
The Disease Joey Carlton This is a story about a little boy. I will not tell you his name, but I will say that I know him very well...better than anyone else knows him. On the day that this story takes place, he was at a nursing home, I believe...or it may have been a funeral home, I'm not sure which, and I can't recall the name of the nursing home or funeral home, but neither can the little boy, who was, on the day that this story takes place, seven years old. The reason he was where ever he was was to say goodbye to his grandmother, who was still alive, but dying, none the less. She was about fifty-four years old, but she looked about ninety-four. He had never liked visiting his grandmother, because she scared him. His grandmother couldn't talk; she could only moan. And she was always twitching about madly, all over the place, saying, "Aaaghuuughaaaaagheeehaghugh." His grandfather told him that she hadn't always been like this, and that she had a disease that mad

Pop Your Cherry
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Published Poetry On Lost Cherry
Hello, I have decided to place my published and non published works here on LostCherry. Please look to upcoming poetry to be displayed, not necessarily in order of creation. I look forward to everyone's feedback and will determine whether or not this is a viable source to display my work. Looking forward to meeting each and every one of you! Soon. VJ Ancona

The Real Me
This face that's on the outside is just the face you see The real me on the inside is the one that's really me This face that's on the outside looks happy as can be But the me that's on the inside is crying silently This face that's on the outside doesn't give a clue Of the love that's on the inside longing so for you But this face that's on the outside is the only one to be.. Until the day you love me then the real me you will see

Souls On Wall Street
Souls on Wall Street For what ever strange reason, some people touch us in certain ways that others simply can't. Even if you have hardly done much with that person or had as many laughs and good times as you would like, you feel that you know that person better than you really do. That person, in a way, becomes a part of you. It's almost as if that person had bought several shares of you on Wall Street which gives you a great unforgettable feeling. However, if that person were to sell the shares they'd bought, you'd lose that happiness and added esteem that they unknowingly gave you. And it doesn't have to be someone of the opposite sex; just someone that has more meaning than one ought to have in your life...someone who surprised you...someone that, even if he or she does decide to sell their shares, you'll never forget. Joey Carlton

20 More Points
Uh yah. so right now I have 20 points left. all my "friends" hear a noise when this gets posted. I wonder who all will read it? Thanks to all who have stopped by and left me comments and ratings. Basicly going up a level means I don't have a life. lol. But I get to put up more pictures..

I'm Learning..
Hello everybody.Hope everyone is doing good.Well slowly but surely I'm learning how to do some things on here.LOL.Still haven't figured out where everyone gets the cool photos at photo bucket.I have looked and looked and can't figure it out.LOL. I think I learned how to rip a skin.LOL.Not real sure if I have it on the profile or not.Well time to go mess around on here and try to figure out how to do some more things on here.LOL..

Pics
please if you post something to your pictures make sure people can see it or read it 1 x 1 thumbnails are hard on the eyes and not easy to read if you want it rated at least make sure someone can see it== an yeah I know its pretty ballsie for someone who doesn't post pics to rant

Too Many Doors
in the shadows is where it hides never choosing left or right things are good right where they stand for once the king the ruler of the land east and west and black and white one is good the other a fright one is ok the other needs fixed apart its fun but they cant be mixed bad bad things will come to pass if the two should ever cross paths leaving the world simply destroyed Things that were once enjoyed will soon become no more in a land that has too many doors

New Poem Tonight
THE TOUCH Nothing beats the human touch Is it any wonder we need it so much To feel warm lips pressed in tight Warm wet tongue that feels so right Probing and dancing in each others mouth Give rise to something much further south Pulling in tight and nibble your ear Breathing so hard yet we do not hear Hands that travel and roam places secret Wanting the touch is the safest bet Surrender to the feeling and letting go These are the things that we all know Sweet passion drips from your lips to mine Your juices to me taste far better than wine Buck and grind into each other slow Small gasp and moans let us both know That we crave this deep touch and share ecstasy The look on your face is what does it for me To see eyes filled with passion and that wanting drive That is why the touch makes us both feel alive Love sweet touch is what we do fulfill We dare not go without for we need it still To be in a love where touch is lost and gone Wi

"6"
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! ok let me see!! 1)i never keep my hair on my head or face the same!! have a mohawk going right now 2)some think i have ADD...but i think its just the drugs from before leaving my system for good HAHAHA 3)i want to own a Zero G room!! hahaha what fun.... 4)i tease my baby too much!! but its so much fun *wink wink* 5)is it beer time...even when its 8 am monday morning...drives the boss nuts!!! 6)always jump off my forklift while its still running to do the CHICKEN dance!! now you are being tagged Ember Vamp lil_devil *~Krazy~* Faerie Majik~~Juggalette Homie~~ WHITNEY PetitBelleFleur

So Far So Good
hi guys, well, i made it thru texas in 2 days. boring as hell but a bit of fun, took me 12 hours a day to get thru from tuscon,ar to fort stockon my 1st night. then another 12 to get to lake charles,la the next. its been raining non stop thru texas, i pulled over at one area and hit a pocket of water and went off the side of the embankment, thank god it was a small drop, lol. car is ok, nerves a little frazlled, but ok. only damage is my alingment is now off from the 2 foot drop, lol but other tyan that, everything is going great. please lisa if u read this, im fine and nothing broke, lol well the next 5 days i will be here in lake charles, la and will jump on my friends puterr every so often. so yall stay safe and will have a few good pics later. duck

Phone Call
tell me how i just text messaged my friend 1-who is a girl 2-who is spanish and some GUY calls me back talking in SPANISH wtf? LoL yea my weekend went ok kind of uneventful but ok still since i barely get any sleep during the week days anymore i like totally depend on getting a ridiculous amount of sleep during the weekend today i woke up around 4 in the afternoon no lie haha well that's about it any cool people get back to me

Meant To Be...
I have been in love before But nothing compares to this You've touched my heart and soul In places others have always missed There's so much peace and comfort Your whole being brings to me This love is so complete I know we are meant to be Many nights I lay and wonder How can I love you this much Without ever having seen you Or having felt your touch But your love has touched me in more ways Than your physical touch ever can It's a feeling of such magnitude and depth That no one could understand We've connected on every level The way we think and feel The things we want, the things we do It all seems so unreal It's a feeling of really knowing Our love is meant to be I know without a single doubt That God sent you to me

Learning
Hey everyone, I just want everyone to bare with me while I try to learn this site. I thank everyone for their welcome notes and votes and everything else. I still havent figured out to return the favour or do anything else on here and honestly havent had the time but Im trying so bare with me! Thanks! Take Care Everyone!

4-h Awards
September 07, 2006 was the 2006 4-H Awards Banquet. We were honored enough to have 2 members of our family received awards. Sarah received the Junior Award for the Crochet, Poultry, Rabbit, and Shooting Sports projects. We are very proud of all Sarah's accomplishments! Kelley received the Outstanding 4-H Leaders Council Member Award. Congratulations to all the 4-H Members, Leaders, and Partners that received awards last night!

A Special Thanks To Our Market Buyers!
Our rabbitry would like to send a special thanks out to some really special people. Sky Federal Credit Union, thank you for purchasing our Grand Champion Market Pen and donating it back to us to better our rabbit herd! CKS's Pete (below) is one of the rabbits from the Market Pen you purchased. Gene Cook, thank you for purchasing our Reserve Champion Market Pen. I know you and your grandchildren are now experiencing the joys of raising rabbits! CKS's Pete

My Love Poem ...
You lift me up when I am low, to places high I never go. You take me deep inside my heart, and show me my hidden art. You fill me with happiness, and wipe away my tears, Its like you deminish all my fears. You the light I want so bad, Pitty your gone, Life's so bad. Come back to me, Just for one day, There's just one thing that I must say, Your the love i have longed for, But i must be strong and say this true, For baby I Love You By Clairem43

It Is Him
It Is Him It is him I speak to everyday It is him that brings a smile to my face It is him that makes me feel like I am somebody It is him that brings out the old me Maybe it is him to set my soul free Maybe it is him, so i can let this baggage go inside of me Maybe it is him I see every night in my dreams Maybe it is him that makes me weak in my knees It is him I hope to one day meet If this is him reading this please take a stand For it is time that I reach out and shake your hand

Voodoo
Once upon a time, there once was a traveling salesman who's wife was a well known sex addict. But because the man could not be home all of the time, he often worried about his wife's faithfulness. He had noticed that she had been eyeing the young neighbor boy who cut their lawn recently. So one day the man decided to try to do something about this. After work the man entered a sexual aid shop and asked the owner to show him the selection of dildos. "Why yes, of course." said the owner, "We have a very wide selection." But after looking for quite a long time, the man just did not find anything that satisfied him. "Well, maybe I have just what you need." remarked the owner, "Wait here." And with that, the owner ran into the back and started digging around for quite some time. After about twenty minutes, the owner finally came out carrying a strange, rectangular box with ancient writing all over it. He set the box down on the counter and opened it for the man. Inside, resting

He Calls To Me
He Calls To Me He calls to me across the miles Night winds carry his whispers They float on the breeze and through my windows Falling gently upon my ears -Hush- I hear him now He calls to me from the Heavens Glittering stars cant compare to the sparkle in his eyes When he looks at me, I am consumed by the fire I see him now He calls to me through my dreams Dancing together in the shadows of my sleep Where we laugh and love once again I am in his arms I feel him now He calls to me Every moment of every day Distance couldn`t keep us apart When destiny drew us together I`ll hold him for eternity As long as he keeps calling

Out Of The Family
As of this weekend the Drama and BS has gotten out of hand. Its not the same Family it once was that helped people and stuff. Attacks of the Family are out of control and the retailation to those attacks are out of control. I just wanna have fun on here and help other people out. I'm not a Family Member anymore. Take a look around....you'll see there are others that feel the same way I do. I have nothing agaisnt any Family Members that remain or any Branch/Chapter members. I've made many friends and Family on here. I just feel I don't fit in with the Family anymore. ~Clandestine

Daddy`s Little Girl
Daddy`s Little Girl Daddy Keep Shining Your Light On This World I Look Back At My Life And I`ll Always Be Daddy`s Little Girl I Can Remember Sitting With You In That Old Brown Reclining Chair I Can Remember The Two Of Us Together Getting A Perm In Our Hair I Can Remember The Kid In You, Always The First To Ride Our New Bikes I Can Remember you Always Teaching Me Wrong From Right When I Look Back At My Life It Seems I Did A Lot Of Wrong But Dad It Was You That Helped Me Grow And Stand Strong I Know At Times It Seems We Grow Apart But Dad I Always Hold You Close To My Heart As I Was Growing Up I Made Decisions That You Would Never Agree But Dad You Always Knew When To Take A Step Back And Let Me Be Me It Always Seems You Know When I`m Starting To Fall But Dad You Were There To Pick Me Up, So Again I Could Stand Tall With All These Words You See Are So True But Dad I`m So Thankful God Gave Me To You Daddy Keep Shining Your Light On This World And I`ll Continue To Be

A Reason To Smile :-)
It takes all I have to get out of bed Knowing everyday is full of dread I can only hope for the best For everything puts me to the test I had closed myself off Given up on being soft A glimmer of hope though, is in my sight I think about it every night It's been so long-I couldn't say When last it was I felt this way A simple voice that puts a smile on my face Leaving me longing to be in his embrace I wonder if it's right That I want to be with him each night I will take each step in stride No longer my feelings will I hide Only time will tell If this will turn out well I'll cherish every smile Hold each soft word for just awhile This may sound cliché or sappy But all I want is to be happy

My Testimony (relatively Long)
First, let me say that I'm not "talking down" to you. So, if I sound condascending, I certainly dont mean to. I dont know where to begin. First of all, I need to thank God for even being here today. I'll start off with the "bad" news. I was born with a birth defect (a slight case of cerebral palsy). My left arm is virtually useless and my left leg is really weak. Also, my left leg is about 1/2 longer than my right. Because of this, I walk with a limp. I also have epilepsy (under medication - Thank the Lord Jesus). When I was a child, some doctors examined me. According to them, I would be in my teens before I would learn to walk or talk. I may never learn how to read. And I would never learn how to ride a bicycle, or get a driver's licence. Now for the "good" news. I'm here to tell you they were wrong. Thanks to a Godly family who didn't mind praying for me, I have had a relatively normal life. I have been able to read, walk and talk for as long as I can remembe

If I Could Make A Wish
If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slowly sip and savor you Like only the finest wine. For there's no one else I know That gives me so much pleasure, And I know someday, baby, You'll see that you're my treasure. If I could make a wish Our bodies would unite, There's nothing I'd love more Than making love all night. For there's no one else I know Who gives me passion like you do, And I know someday, baby, All my wishes will come true. If I could make a wish I'd start by making things right, I'd take away all your doubts, And hold you through the night. For there's no one else I know That means as much you see, And I know someday, baby, You'll learn to trust in me. If I could make a wish. It would be

Love`s Risk
Love`s Risk There is a risk involved in everything Every time you share a smile Every time you shed a tear You are opening yourself up to hurt Some people tread slowly through life Avoiding closeness risks bring, Side stepping what they can`t understand Turning away from those who care too much Those who care stay too long Those who hold to tightly There is never an easy way to love You can not approach it cautiously It is not reliable it is not cautious It is not sympathetic It is unprejudiced and unmerciless It strikes the strongest of minds And brings them to their knees in one blow Even in the best of times love hurts It hurts to need, it hurts to belong It hurts to be apart of someone else Without either of your consent But, from the moment it takes over you It hurts to be alone The risk of love never depletes It grows stronger and more dangerous with time But it`s in the total surrender of defense That we, no matter weak or strong No matter willi

College Town: Girlfriends
College Town Girlfriends Joey Carlton Mrs. Deloris was, in her opinion, a fine Science teacher. She taught at College Town Middle, and she was good at not letting the students trick her, tease her, or sarcastically suck up to her. Yes, those little brats wouldn't bring her down or make her feel disrespected. Not today and not ever, for that matter. She was too good for that. The bell rang, and this meant that it was time for seventh period...the last period of the day. The first student that came in was Robby Pratt. "You look great today, Mrs. Deloris," said Robby. "Thank you, precious," she answered him. Robby, in her opinion, was a good boy and a nice boy who always did his work. Sure, he got obsessive sometimes, but he was her favorite student in seventh period. More students entered and she noticed that one of them was Faulkner. Edward was perhaps the worst behaved of all students. Often times, Edward refused to do his work and always back talked her. But sh

Meet Some Of Our Rabbits
Dianna's Hopper Hopper is a registered Black Tort Holland Lop Senior Buck. Sire: Justa Buddy (Grand Champion) Dam: Dianna's Tigger 04-08-06 5/13 Solid Senior Buck at the SRRR in Powell, WY Show B. 03-14-06 3/13 Solid Senior Buck at the CMBR in Great Falls, MT. 03-05-06 BOB at the WWF in Bozeman, MT. 07-31-05 3/14 Solid Senior Buck at the Montana State Fair in Great Falls, MT Barbe's Chestnut Barbe's Chestnut is a registered Copper Satin Senior Buck. Sire: Maiden Rock's Rocky Dam: Sophie's S31 07-19-2006 BOS at the GCF in Bozeman, MT. 04-08-06 2nd Senior Copper Buck at the SRRR in Powell, WY show A. 04-08-06 2nd Senior Copper Buck at the SRRR in Powell, WY show B. 04-08-06 2nd Senior Buck at the SRRR in Powell, WY 4-H Show. 03-05-06 BOB at the WWWF in Bozeman, MT. Barbe's Daisy Barbe's Daisy is a registered Copper Satin Senior Doe. Sire: Maiden Rock's Rocky Dam: Barbe's Punkin 04-08-06 3rd Senior

Ohhhh....
I so think I am going through pre menopause. I Am I really that old? And why won't kids stay in bed when you put them there? I so wish Fred was here. I use to have something to look forward to during the day. Now I don't. Only 19 more days. Got a party to go to this weekend. Still trying to make up my mind if I want to go. I am to comfortable going to a place I don't know 3 hours away. I know I have people to watch me but I am still unsure. Fred only has 19 more days. I miss him soo much. I can't stand it anymore.

My Dream Come True
My Dream Come True As I sit here dazed and confused Wondering why time and time again it's my emotions being abused My instinct is always to trust from the start But why does it seem some men feel it's ok to mess with a woman's heart? Into a thousand pieces my hearts been torn Too many times my heart has been scorned From what I thought was love To often I'm asking the Man above Why am I so susceptible to all this pain? Maybe one day it will be my turn to gain My eyes have fell blind My time is coming to find a man to confide Someone I can put all my trust into A man that can vow not to abuse Someone to call my own A man that I know will not roam Someone to be my best friend A man to be with me 'til the end By the end I mean, 'til the day i die Until then I'll be waiting by and by Is this REALLY you? My dream come true

V.i.b. (very Important Blog)
yep, i sure am getting deployed next year to go overseas to that wonderful sandbox...I get our new uniforms, ACU's (army combat uniforms) in december of this year. we did qualifications on the ranges this month...I PASSED IT with a 38 out of 40!! i passed my physical fitness test!! the next couple months my unit is going to be really busy with trying to get ready to go over there!! I need a lot of prayer on this situation!! Thank you very much!! SPC. Felicia A. Laffin

Go, Please Just Go Away
Go, Please Just Go Away Dazed and confused Yet I still think about you Morning, noon and night I want you out of my sight Go, please just go away I want to start a new life today Please don't stop to turn around I have moved on and picked my pieces up off the ground It's time I better myself So go find someone else to put through your hell Go, please just go away I want to start a new life today I have one girl and two boys For my heart no longer is your play toy Get out of my memory, get out of my life It's time I find someone who's going to treat me right Go, please just go away I want to start a new life today Everyday I struggle to erase the pain But now I know I have so much more in life to gain Just a few more lines to write in this poem of mine So these words to you are my final good-bye Go, please just go away Because I AM starting a new life today

The Fight
The Fight Joey Carlton William was twelve years old and he was on a walk with a girl who he’d secretly had a crush on, Kate. She had long brown hair and green eyes. She was wearing a dress, on that day and she went to the same orphanage as William. William, on the other, was a big blue eyed cutie with golden brown hair. The two of them were walking in a beautiful park that was very near their orphanage. They eventually sat down at a bench, and William listened to Kate talk about what she remembered of her parents. William found everything that she had to say enthralling, and he was beginning to feel quite close to her. It was a few minutes after they had sat down on the bench, that a pair of boys spotted them. The two boys knew William, and knew that he was an orphan. They were both two years older than him, one with blonde hair and brown eyes, and the other with light brown hair and green eyes. And the sight of William excited them. They loved to pick on him and beat him u

Suicide
Sitting in light. Looking into the dark circle. Smelling the steel. The cold death. Why to seek this? Why not continue? Why continue? Holding the flash. For a weak mind. For a weak soul. For no love. For no control. The blinding flash. The thunderous crash. The smell of the ash. And the coming of the peace Of the everlasting peace...

Tagged
I was tagged by my sexy, bestest buddy Twisted.... Here's the rules ,list six weird things or habits about yourself, list six friends you would like to play tag and comment they'll so they will check the blog for details. Here Goes 1. I love to have my feet touched. Pedicures are better then sex to me. 2. I hate watermelon more then any other food. 3. I have a dislocated bone in my left hand (where my ring finger connects to my palm bones)...when I move my ring finger you can hear, see and feel that bone move (This is totally good for grossing my kids out) 4. I hate body hair....on myself...I shave and wax obsessively lol...I would have laser surgery from shaping my eyebrows (the tip of my head) right down to my legs if I could afford it! 5. I was a security guard for 4 years in college and actually ended up being put in charge of all campus security~~ 6. When I was 5, my brother, who was 9 at the time, gave me a bar of ex lax, telling me it was chocolate (he d

Civil War
The sky is a pale blue. Wisps of smoke flying up into the sky. The only irritation is the ringing in my ears. It whistles away, almost forcing me to stand up to get the hell away from what ever is making it. My feet feel shaky, just like they did when I first stepped off the Victoria upon arriving a few months ago and I hadn't quite gotten my Land legs back. I stumbled over something but I was too intent to get away from the ringing that I didn't even bother to look around. Then I thought, "Where am I?" I didn't know. I was lost in a place that rang in pain filled with smoke that was burning my eyes and making my body numb. Where the hell was I? I stopped myself. I needed to get my bearings. I looked but I didn't like what I saw. There was a lot of red; everywhere there was blood, broken only by the intermittent bodies strewn across the valley we were in. The grey coats, blue, red. There was no discrimination in the death I saw before me. It brought tears to my eyes. More for t

True Beast
"ENOUGH!" came the voice to his ears. It froze him almost instantly. His sword in mid swing. He had the dragon in front of him dead to rights. He didn't want to give that up. But the voice was one to command all that heard it. "Why do you hunt us, human?" it said again. He turned his head and looked around for the voice. Everything seemingly slowing down. The voice could only have come from Ostra, the leader of the group of Dragons that he had spent most of his life searching for. The ones he had obsessed about since his childhood. "Your kind killed my father," he said in a cold voice. "Our kind?" asked the voice. "Dragons killed him. Burnt him to a crisp. Leaving Mother and I to fend for ourselves in the world. Taking a great man from his family. We lost our lands our titles. Our hope of a good life." he said as moisture formed in his voice. The largest of the dragons deftly moved to what looked like a large chair. It slumped onto it and seemed to make itself co

Friends
very soon im gonna start going through and removing people from my friends list that dont ever rate pics or leave comments or messages most of them have never even looked at my site. So if you wanna stay drop me a message

Judgement
Who the hell are you to judge me? You and your divorce? Your broken life? Your lonley journey? I have no friends I have no love No one to to call and cry to It's all my choice. It's my life I will live it I don't want your life Your mistakes. I will make my own. Lead my own. Remember my own. Care for those that I care for. So do not judge me. For I am happy. With family in my life. So leave me alone.

Questions
Why? Did you leave? Why? Did you have to? Why? Didn't you tell me? Why? Do you love him? Where? Did you go? Where? Will you live? Where? Will you be? Where? Did you go? When? Will you come back? When? Will you leave him? When? Will you ever love me again? When? Will you come to your senses? How? Could you do this to me? How? Could you leave? How? Is he good for you? How? Do I go on?

Tag
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1} I never brush my hair when it's wet 2} I don't show emotion well 3} I hug the tree in my yard daily 4} I am a coffee addict 5} I have to drink coffee to go to sleep 6} The color purple is my feel good color Jim Raven Tony Sarah Reaper Big Smiles

Yeap Im Thinking Again
well im sitting here thinking again i know that is scarey hmmmmmmmm just wonder how stupid i can be hmmmmmmm u might have to ask my wife that one hahaahah i guess the dumbest thing i ever done would be i lost a bet on yahoo and had to put a pair of my wife's thongs on and dance on the webcam and my loving wife as much as she cares for me said i wasnt wearing them right and she gave me a wedgey i had rope burn between my ass cheeks omg i couldnt set for a week so lets see somebody top that one lol wait im probally the only one who can hahaaaahaa have fun and laugh i did

Damn!!!
So i watched UFC 64 last night and my man rich franklin lost his belt!!! I am sooo disappointed his nose was so fucked up OMG...He is still the champ in my book tho lol...He will get his belt back..but the sean shrek and Kenny florian match was a blood bath it was a good match i thought..so next up Matt Hughes and George St. Pierre....then in december Chuck liddell and tito ortiz rematch i cant wait!!!!

My Cat, Spooky
Hey family and friends! My kitty Spooky is in a cute pet contest. Come leave her some clown lovings with ratings and comments. MCL and leave some love for Smokey Hazel Ice for holding the contest Smokey Hazel Ice@ LostCherry

Thanks To Each And Everyone Of You
I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who ripped there candle and had or still has it lite today! Also thanks for sharing all your stories with me this afternoon and evening. You all managed to have me in tears as it was a hard day to remember as we shared our stories. I have made alot of new friends today. Bless you all and your in my thoughts and prayers. I told many of you to fell free and stop by and time and talk, i meant that. Goodnight and sweet dreams! Heather

Deep Thoughts/worries
well i have deep thoughts boutme love life... its like everytime i get in a relationship im either not ready or my relationship per longers like iwanna break free for awhile cuz i don't want anybody to hurt me at all..but surely to kno that now i have somebody that i can really trust and doesn't just think of himself he thinks of meand loves me the way i am i don't consider me sexy and hot at all im just str8 and fine in this case..im basically me and im not tryna impress nobody not at all.. im already going through bad times in my life already wat else do i need? so more drama? well i have more thoughts just too many to share check this out hope ya seem to read it byezzz...

99 Condoms
A guy walks into a local pharmacy and walks up to the counter where a lady pharmacist is filling prescriptions. When she finally gets around to helping him he says, "I'd like 99 condoms please." With a surprised look on her face the pharmacist says, "99 Condoms!?! Fuck me!" To which the guy replies, "Make it 100."

Pain
my world is crashing down all around me, i got into somethings that i should have let be...and now i pay the price.....dunno how to stop the pain...i guess the saying is true ..if you play with fire, you will be burned...im burning...like i'm in a chamber of flames....dont know what to do...dont know how to let go....dunno how to stop the pain...don't know how to let go....

Memories Of You
A tender smile, a gentle touch, a loving laugh, softly whispered words in to the night, These are the things I remember when I close my eyes. Memories of you drift through my mind, taking me back to a night spent in your arms. Troubles and worries forgotten when you hold me in your arms, the world stands still and all that matters is you and I. Not use to the way you treat me or how you make me feel, slowly getting use to what it means to be with you. Hating the time that we spend apart, but constantly knowing no matter where you are, you are always with me in my heart.

Winter Update
Seeing as the Cold weather is almost upon us, I figured I'd add some stuff that you guys should know to survive the winter. A woman's thermostat is broken, her internal tempature can change rapidaly and without warning. When going out to a party/bar/club, a woman will not dress for the weather. She will were her skimpiest outfit, even when it is -20o out. Were extra layers of clothing, your woman will need to barrow them from you. A womans butt and feet are always atleast 20 degrees cooler then the rest of her body. And she WILL want to put them on you, don't complain, just let be happy. Remember most women don't like Football, so dont complain to much when she changes the channel during the game. Just set up a vcr or Tivo to record the game, that way you both are happy. Well here are my handy tips for the winter months. More will be coming soon.

Mom Definitions
Terms:.............Definition: KISS:.................Mom Medicine. COUCH POTATO:.........What Mom finds under the sofa cushions after the kids eat dinner. ICE:..................Cubes of frozen water which would be found in small plastic tray if kids or husbands ever filled the things instead of putting them back in the freezer empty. OPEN:.................The position fo children's mouths when they eat in front of company. BECAUSE:..............Mom's reason for having kids do things which can't be explained logically. HANDI-WIPES:..........Pants, shirtsleeves, drapes, etc. EYE:..................The highly susceptible optic nerve which, according to Mom, can be "put out" by anything from a suction-arrow to a carelessly handed butter knife. OCEAN:................What the bathroom looks like after bath night for kids, assorted pets, two or three full-sized towels and several dozen toy boats, cars and animals. BABY:.................Mom's youngest child, even if he is 42 years ol

Song Of The Brokenhearted
Smashed Heart Busted broken gagging on the mire Running but not moving The slow motion of my legs Ripping through the air (chorus) Smashed heart Broken bones Here I am All alone I coulda been the “suffice to say” But I became the “wish I was” And now I'm sick of it all and never turning back (chorus) Its a collapse A defeat Minced meat made of me Such a treat To kill To stab The pain away And not return (chorus) I died...that night And your heart...lived again

Song About Coping While Missing A Girl
Shattered "Mind Of My Own" The pain distraught The mind has had a meld Broken to the floor Crushed In time (chorus) Its the shattered mind The broken home The life of one Who's looking for the one You had her in your arms Your breath was choked away Blatz and Filth to fill my end Jawbreaker to strain the pain *chorus* The childhood gone The misery remains He fucked a choice y? Cause he's a fucking dumbass (chorus) An L for the pain An H for the heartache A tab for the mind And an M for the death of it all

My Friends...
Every person I consider a true friend fits everything that is on this list and more!! Those who know me know that I don't do superficial friendships. My friends mean the world to me and I personally don't have time for people who aren't going to be real. Some know me better than others...but all should know that I don't play games, and I don't have conditional relationships with ANYONE!! If someone in your life tells you that they don't want you to be my friend...well that would be a choice you would have to make, but I know where I stand, how I feel and what I want in my life! To those of you who are true friends..Thank you, you all mean the world to me!! A REAL friend entails everything on this list!! I wouldn't give anything less than all of it, and I deserve friends who would do the same!!**HUGS** Be Well!!~Manda~

Qntal
So, this afternoon I went to a concert QNTAL was giving in my hometown. Support acts were local band Omnia and Unto Ashes. Some people might call them gothic bands, some people may call them neo-folk. I don't care. As usual Omnia made their gig a little party. Despite being out of tune at times. Unto Ashes may have good songs but on stage they suck. Big time. Qntal however was what I came for. And they delivered. A good gig, starting with some slower songs and ending with a stomping beat. They were magnificent. If you ever get a chance; go see them live.

Another Lame Song On Love Lol
Choked Beyond Relief Tin broken marred as I fall off the crutch Crashing to the darkness enveloped in your eyes So why? Why has this happened to me? Crying as I fall off the face of the earth But you never knew (chorus) You have Choked me The relief Dissipated To look Beyond your Eyes Impossible I never thought this would be me Never thought that I would be so dumb But numb and dumb draw a thin line The blind heart, the fleeting cries The savior exited stage left (chorus) Can I return or am I just going to burn? I'm clinging for your hand But its slipping I'm falling I can't...no This is my end (chorus) YOU MOTHERFUCKER! YOU DID THIS TO ME Helpless sod of mankind I am now

The Coke Song
I told a friend (ex now) pick a topic and I'll write a song...she said write about Coke...and 10 minutes later...this appeared... Coke Syndrome Its a sedated mass of shit the pill for the kill Rip my lung out again my nostril is clinging for the smell The taste I need it I want it I crave it Please give it or I'll rip off your face (chorus) I have the coke syndrome It will fill my longing The high to flash the night If I don't get it bet on a fight My friends and associates gather around me The money I have made the drugs I have sold The junkies I have killed...the price of their blood Bullets in the head and bodies lying dead keep them all in dread (chorus) The morning light has come to dim my eyes I crawl around and scrape for my bowl The people walk by not making a sound as I struggle to make the money 4 my next round (chorus)

This Song's A True Story...every Word...and It Continues To Be A True Story; )
Slamdance Of The Paper Boy Growling down your streets, breaking silence in the night I deliver your paper anyway you like But my friend don't piss me off Or you'll find your paper in no bag soft (chorus) Look at me...I don't care I'll slamdance off your porch chair Smoke your pot and mock my voice Well that's your choice House to house I go Always laughing at that boy with the ugly fro Girls ignore me but that is life I'll even deliver in the death of night (chorus) 3 am Converge: Homewrecker The puking neighbor drunk dude, Marie Ahh the memories “Wasn't that the front door?” “No faggit” Muttering under his breath “jerk-off” 6 years and counting Tips a mounting Citizen twice a week And that time that dog made me bleed (chorus) Attacked by dogs...running from rottweilers The one comment on my singing The crazyness of Joshy When will the good times end?

99 Things Survey *updated* ( I Stole This From Dustin)
99 things bout myself 1. Full Name: Jennifer Lynn Private (yes it's real) 2. Nicknames: Miss Marrrder and Pepsi (don't ask) 3. Birthday: October 19 (soon, crap) 4. Place of Birth: Chicago 5. Zodiac Sign: Libra 6. Male or female: Female 7. Grade: graduated 1997 8. School: none at the moment 9. Occupation: none lol but looking

The Anthem I Live By
I'm a Grindfuck Grindfuck on the streets Grindfuck smashing heads to the beat Grindfuck AT & AnB Grindfuck is the life for me (chorus) I'm a grindfuck whoa A grindfuck whoa a motherfucking grindfuck whoa Yesh a grind FUCK! I'm a grindfuck yes this is me I'm a grindfuck black coffee not tea I'm a grindfuck its all about rear and ream I'm a grindfuck to your bondage scene (chorus) Not a punk, emo,crustie, skanker, hipper, jock, thug or metalhead I'M A GRINDFUCK I'm a grindfuck broke a kids jaw I'm a grindfuck it was Converge I saw I'm a grindfuck this my stereotype I'm a grindfuck copy if you like But you oughta know I'm a grindfuck even when I'm old!

A Grindcore Song About Hating The Corporate World...and Killing Exs
Turning The Streets Into A Blood Barrage Slashing veins ripping teeth breakout of bedlam no one to climb the semen streaming down his back I'm choking every breath in your ass away as the impaler mounts his victim estranged dismembered Dash to your privy of strength it will save you...or will it...there's bloodstains on your Converse shit stains on your AE you roasted orgy (chorus) Fashion Fascism The great rape of the masked king Let blood bomb the streets! KG Meets CW Ripped necks, torn hair, bite marks adding to the scar, throwndown, cutdown, EMOdown Knives turn to gun, cunts becoming random periods and the flow never stops Coronation boy Rests at the gate...watches on as these bitches seal their fate down in the cauldron of hot oil love and black with the steam of melted skin The juices slide the length of the floor, but the blood is breaking the door (chorus) There is no recogniscent, please kill the pain...and not the needle nailed to your vein th

A Song For An Ex...i Can't Believe I'm Even Posting This One
Irishimy This love this hand I hold Tight to my heart is all I need To press forward move on Hide from them and run to you And watch them from above (chorus) Light to life Light to dark Light to hope Light to my heart That is you this is me I now finally see You're the cd player in my car that makes me joyful And each wire makes you hum (chorus) Dancing to the oldies Holding you in my arms Kissing your schmexy lips Doing stupid crazy things These I wish these I hope Embedded images in my mind (chorus)

My Grindcore Song On Pandom...don't Ask Me What Pandom Is...i Don't Even Know
Pandom For The Ages Broken down crushed spirit as the soiled form returns to the likeness The night grasped my arms dragged ass along as I fall to her fruit “It has began” she screamed in my ear fear hate loathing all 3 interwined Begging gasping bruising slaughtering the axe goad I choked on the vine Open your eyes you filthy fallacy hunger eating the bones of your trembling (chorus) CM CR Cry your emo fucking tears (repeat) Run run run fast as you can clasp and strain the skin off my hand Is the whore reborn has her cunt been ripped and torn or is it all forsorn You fuck You relapse Shit stains your face and yet you run with mace splaying the innards across fragrant face Revival of the sin revival of the sin bang you're dead bullet implanted in your locust brainhead (chorus) Pandom pandom has come! Pandom pandom has come! Spit the shoe whipping your bum filled with all the political cum Because This is pandom You have nowhere to run nowhere to hid

For Those Born 1925-1979
Those Born 1925-1979! TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants &children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank koolade made wi

Another Bondage Sex Song...more Straight To The Point
The Daily Grind Spread on my bed Legs and arms tied The knife The blood dripping From shoulders, chests, arms (chorus) Ramming to pink and raw The moans and screams The smashing, grinding, bleeding What's ripped must be torn End it with pain and sores Mindblasting pain Cinching the cuffs tighter Groaning your name as I cringe at your touch I am so yours, your whore (chorus) Beat me abuse me Tie me tease me Bang me slap me Twist and twitch I need your filthy itch

I Would Dedicate This To Bloodbath
This Will Be My Last Reign Slash my guts make me bleed This is what you really need Twist my veins In that vice Evil should never be nice (chorus) The reign of terror must come to a close March up to your church and slaughter all the hoes Guided by nothing discreet We chop off the lepers feet Burn the ship that rendered its due The insides have been ripped apart Now blood you spew What, you need more? Isn't your splattered body sore? Or do you just need to suffer more? (chorus) Growl the venom of your heart Let me tear your skin apart You agoraphobe, you blackened turnstile Now you die in that fist of nails (chorus)

How To Trust
I'm writing the following specifically as a general post on my own thoughts and life-lessons after someone seemed unsure that they'd ever be able to trust to the degree I wrote about elsewhere. There is no easy way and certainly no specific order of answers, but there are certain view points of mine that have certainly changed along the course of my life, and there is the key; trust in 'life'. So what are the biggest things I've really learned from my own experience? I could point out the times I believed I'd never be able to trust again, but that was crap, because someone would always come along to show me that I could. It wasn't about not being able to trust, it was about being able to trust the right person for me. NB for me, and not because someone else said I could. I could pour out all the bad experiences I've had with the wrong people, but they weren't the wrong people – they were my lessons and my teachers that taught me much about myself, and that is all. Those wrong

Women
Yup, I got ya attention just by posting this as "women" didn't I? Ha ha ha, well it is my subject so bear with me. First, I congradulate the women I have met on LC. Yes, I have met many, and those I talk to I am glad to know. I bring this up as I sit here thinking about a stripper I met that wants some of my massuse services. I guess she was impressed with my hand abilities. Funny how she does not answer her phone now. Ya know, next time she sees me, I bet the questions shall arise. Why didn't I call? Why didn't we hook up? I personally would rather chat with a few certain women on LC than go meet this broad. And ya'll know who ya are. If ya don't know, ask me. Anyway, felt like rambling and no one to ramble too right now, since I talked to one person before typin this. Hope to chat with yas sonn. LAter.

Just A Death Metal Song
Torn And Stripped The soil sod martyr of my mind Smashed, ripped, destroyed Pieces unretracable And I rip at the skull (chorus) Torn and stripped Dead to lay Smash the victim Kill the state Dismembered, disembodied Crushing, mashing, tearing Decapitate the crown Slaughter the mule (chorus) Break the dead scene Kill it, kill them all And slay your wounded warrior Burn his soul!

This Is Emo
Chokathon I choked you ran Never to see me again why do you look at me with those eyes? I see right through your disguise (chorus) Why oh why...does it come to this Bleeding on the floor and all I wanted was a kiss I clutch at my neck and watch the blood run My body starts to gain a numb And now see it melt The pain the power you felt Can it be to ever happen? Or will the walls always shatter? (chorus) I'm broken, you're charred Gone without a mark Continue the massage Of this dying art Full of pain, desire and lies Drawn to the bloodshot eyes Stained, with no evidence Struck, with no sign (chorus)

Salem Written By Autumn Storm (me)
Sleek as glass Black as coal Evil as a demon Rotten and bold He bites without warning He jumps and he plays He depends on my love Through all of his days He's loving and crazy He's playful as can be No matter what happens He means the world to me His name is Salem He is such a brat But I love him so dearly He is my black cat

A True Soul Mate
A True Soul Mate Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what t

Passionate And Unforgettable Dreams
Passionate And Unforgettable Dreams As I sit there, thinking, someone comes towards me and grabs my hand. Frightened, I jerk back; But he assures me that he is here to help me and love me. He begins to caress my neck, my shoulders, my back; And I give in to his orgasmic touch - And I trust him, though I have only just met him. And I touch him, his soft, silky skin, caressing him. Still sitting there, he wraps his arms around me and holds me for hours on end - And he tells me he cares, something never before heard by this lonely heart. Now, as we lay there on the beach, underneath the stars, his soft, sensuous lips touch mine. And I give myself to him, as we make love beneath the stars. And our hearts, minds, bodies, and souls entwine. He knows my every need, fantasy, desire - And he fulfills and satisfies each one of these as I have only dreamed. Now as we lie there, the sun begins to rise. It is not just a new day, but a new beginning as

Some Of My Drama
I have been hurt badly in life and my past is hard to explain and hard to hear also but it has happened and I dont feel sorry for myself but what happened makes me who I am.In 1997 I got prgnet with my first child but when I did my boyfriend at the time left me and I never heard from him again I married my first husband in my third month I didnt really get to know him before I married him which I regret now.July 14 1998 my son was born by emergency c section I almost died having him after he was born my husband wanted a child of his own.I couldnt concieve.He eventually beat me and would tell me how much of a fat ugly bitch I was.I believed him I couldnt even look myself in the mirror anymore.I took his abuse for almost two years.One day my son was crying and wouldnt stop and my husband hit him.I knew I could not stand up for myself but I could stand up for my son.I left him and got divorced.Unfortunatly this story doesnt end with divorce but I will tell more another time.

I Love You Means.........
I Love You Means I Love You means that I accept you for the person that you are, and that I don't wish to change you into someone else. It means that i do not expect perfection from you, just as you dont expect it from me.... I Love You means that I will love you and stand by you even through the worst of times. It means loving you when you're in a bad mood or too tired to do the things I want to do. It means loving you when you're down, not just when you're fun to be with. I Love You Means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them, asking in return only that you do not judge me for mine. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love enough not to let you go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, and hoping you feel the same way for me. I Love You means forever.

First Blog
So, I've joined. Already it seems more interactive than Myspace. So much going on in my life lately, and this seems busy enough to keep up. Conundrum: Do I go trying to meet my writing deadline, or do I watch British comedy instead? -Tonks.

Success Is:
Age 4 "success is"...not peeing in your pants. Age 12 "success is"...having friends. Age 16 "success is"...having a drivers license. Age 35 "success is"...having money. Age 50 "success is"...having money. Age 70 "success is"...having a drivers license. Age 75 "success is"...having friends. Age 80 "success is"...not peeing in your pants.

Philosophy Of Life In Stages....
GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1)No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats. 2)When your Mom is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3)If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4)Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5)You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6)Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7)Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8)You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9)Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10)The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1)Raising teenagers is like nailing Jell-O to a tree. 2)Wrinkles don't hurt. 3)Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4)Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground. 5)Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside. 6)Middle age is when you choose your cereal for the fi

A Big Thanks!!!!!
I AM NOT ONE TO USUALLY PLAY THE CHERRY POINT GAME, BUT AFTER SITTING AROUND 200 POINTS AWAY FROM THE NEXT LEVEL. I THOUGHT I WOULD POST A BULLETIN TO SEE IF I COULD GET MY FRIENDS TO LEAVE ME A COMMENT TO HELP ME GET THERE. IN 4 HOURS TWO PEOPLE OFF MY FRIENDS LIST HAD READ THE BULLETIN AND ONLY ONE HAD ACTUALLY OFFERED TO HELP. HE DIDN'T, SEND A COMMENT. SO, I POSTED ANOTHER BULLETIN, A BIT PISSED OFF AT MY SO-CALLED FRIENDS! THIS IS A BLOG TO THANK NASHIEBOO ( STEVEN) FOR HIS BIG HEART. HE HAS LEVELED ME UP THREE TIMES NOW BY FLOODING MY PAGE WITH ROSES! WHICH HE KNOWS I LOVE! HE KNOWS THE MEANING OF FRIENDSHIP AND 97 OF MY OTHER FRIENDS SHOULD TAKE LESSONS FROM HIM. I LOVE YOU STEVEN, YOUR THE BEST! IF I COULD HAVE A TOP FRIEND HERE YOU WOULD BE THERE ON A PEDESTAL! THANK YOU MY TRUE FRIEND! PLEASE SHOW HIM SOME LOVE BACK! HERE'S HIS PROFILE LINK. http://lostcherry.com/user/194421

Antifamily Seal Of Approval!!
A FRIEND HAS MADE A NEW ANTIFAMILY SEAL OF APPROVAL FOR ME. HOPE YOU LIKES. THE ANTIFAMILY IS WHAT LOST CHERRY IS ALL ABOUT, HAVING FUN, JOKING AROUND, AND EXCEPTING ALL. I'M NOT PICKY, BUT IF YOU CAN'T TAKE BEING PICKED ON, I BELIEVE YOU IS ON THE WRONG SITE. SPREAD THE WORD, RIP THE LOGO AND DECLARE HAVING FUN IS THE BEST. DOWN WITH DRAMA, UP THE ANTI!!!-BILL. P.S. WEARING A THONG...LOL.

It's Great Being Canadian
SO, WHAT DO CANADIANS HAVE TO BE PROUD OF? 1. Smarties. 2. Crispy Crunch, Coffee Crisp. 3. The size of our footballs fields and one less down. 4. Baseball is Canadian. 5. Lacrosse is Canadian. 6. Hockey is Canadian. 7. Basketball is Canadian. 8. Apple pie is Canadian. 9. Mr. Dress-up kicks Mr. Rogers ass. 10. Tim Hortons kicks Dunkin' Donuts ass. 11. In the war of 1812, started by America, Canadians pushed the Americans Back...past their 'White House'. Then we burned it...and most of Washington, under the command of William Lyon McKenzie who was insane and Hammered all the time. We got bored because they ran away, So we came home and partied...Go figure.. 12. Canada has the largest French population that never surrendered to Germany. 13. We have the largest English population that never ever surrendered or Withdrew during any war to anyone, anywhere. 14. Our civil war was a bar fight that lasted a little over an hour. 15. The only pe

99 Random Facts
99 things bout myself 1. Full Name: Dustin Allen Clemons 2. Nicknames: Penguin/Hey You/Fatass rofl 3. Birthday: July 5th 4. Place of Birth: Woodriver 5. Zodiac Sign: Cancer 6. Male or female: Male 7. Grade: none. graduated 2005 8. School: none 9. Occupation: none lol but looking 10. Residence: Highland 11. MSN Screen Name: NarcoLeptic *you can love someone without saying a word* __Your Appearance___ 12. Hair Colour: Dark Brown 13. Hair Length: shortish need a haircut 14. Eye colour: Brown 15. Weight: 230.. woo.. 16. Height: 6'0" 17. Braces? Nope 18. Glasses? Yes 19. Piercings: Nope 20. Tattoos: Not yet 21. Righty or Lefty: Righty ___Your 'Firsts'___ 22. First best friend: Martin.. lol.. back in 3rd grade 23. First Award: "most improved" in middle school 24. First Sport You Joined: never did.. unless Choir's a sport? 25. First pet: Smokey the kitten I had in Oregon 26. First Real Vacation: Black River MO 27. First Concert: never been to one 28. Firs

Am I...
...A whore? So, he was upset and called me a whore. He thinks I will cheat on him. I just am so confused right now. God, he hurt me and I have been crying non stop since 2. I'm tired I want to just sleep. I dont want to go to class tomarrow. I just wnat to stay in bed.

If I Only Knew
I have a story to tell Of hopes and dreams and plans And how one day they ended Almost as quickly as they began. The pain and grief I feel today Is much more than I can take I prayed..Please dear Lord Can't this be a horrible mistake? Part of me is missing Emptiness I could never fill I asked the Lord the question How could this be your will? He said " will you trust me, For I know what has to be You haven't really lost her Becuase she is with me." When I laid down on my pillow And drifted miles and miles away I asked him one more question Why was I to stay? He spoke to me so softly As tears ran down my face And told me not to worry "She's in my secret place." If I only knew What I know today I'd ask the God of heaven Why does it have to be today? Thank you heavenly Father Though I am in pain Because you so blessed me With My Jazmyn Rayn.

Fold It Five Ways?
Ya know, I've been here two days. TWO MUTHAFUCKING DAYS! And the bitchfest has started. Fucking typical and I shouldn't really be surprised. Should I? Its totally fucking amazing to me how people have nothing better to do but stick their nose in my business. Mmmmkay. But one would suggest you take care of your own business before you start trying organise mine. Now, there's sweet old crystalblue. Yep, she has a profile here. She's as loyal and faithful as a puppy until she doesn't get her way. Mmm hmm, I know allll about it. Not to mention harmony who is another mental midget who's own life is so fucked up that its easier to poke her nose into the life of others. May I suggest marriage counselling skank? You are both totally amazing. Funnily enough though, you didn't have the balls to make a comment yourself. You had to get a third party to leave a comment. Cowards. The lot of you. Internet bimbos. Run on back to IRC, better yet, get a job. A real job. Ne

Stephen Hawking Making New Movie
Prof. Stephen Hawking is making a new movie - an IMAX movie. If that doesn't make you all giddy inside ... well, maybe you're just not geeky enough. Here's a link. See if that doesn't help. If it doesn't, well, you can't say I didn't try. Screw it, I ain't writing anything serious tonight. Just not in the mood. I do have outlines drawn up for the next three articles however, and I promise I'll start on those tomorrow evening. Tonight, I'm going to hang out in LC for a while, see what else there is to tweak and maybe meet some new people. Then, play some UO, and go to bed at the end of it all. Work tomorrow. Ugh.

Friends
I LOVE YOU More then i can say. And that caring and that feeling have a mearing that is more preclous to me than i can expain. But let me try to tell you this... Saying "I LOVE YOU"means that i will always do everything i can to understand.. it means you can trust me . it means that you can tell me what ,s wrong it means that i will try to fix what i can that i will listen. when you need me to hear,and that ~even in your most difficutt moment all you have to is say the word, and your hand and my mind will not be apart. it means that whenever you speak to me whether words are spoken through a smile or through tears... I will listen with all of my heart.

A Scare
Last night had to be one of the most terrifying nights of my life, i almost lost one of my Godsisters, Ofelia. I don't know what exactly happened, but Chris, the dad, said the grandma had just finished feeding Ofelia. For those of you who don't know, Ofelia was born 5 months premature and she has a lot of medical problems like seizures, she cannot eat real food, she cant walk, cant speak, she will have learning disabilities all her life, she is fed throgh a tube in her stomache. But she is still a wonderfull baby to take care of and play with. Anyways, they had just finished feeding her when all of the sudden she got real woozy and suddenly turned blue, then purple, and suddenly stopped breathing. The ambulance was called and Ofelia was rushed to St. Joesph's Hospital, at that time i had already been contacted with the rest of the family and raced like a bat out of hell to get to the hospital. The baby didnt breath for a whole hour and was pronounced dead at 11:42 pm yesterday. te

Life
no pome,no words,no man made Thought , could describe what i feel Emptiness without you. the stinging Of your words when you say good-bye Alive with you,the joy when you say hello Lost and alone .not knowing what is to Come, unsure,confused,knowing only What you say Seeking for the light to guide my Way seeing the darkness around me Choosing paths on intuition an alone Heading somewhere unknown.

Are You One?
A water bearer in China had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole which he carried across his neck. One of the pots had a crack in it, while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water. At the end of the long walk from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full. For a full two years this went on daily, with the bearer delivering only one and a half pots full of water to his house. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments, perfect for which it was made. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own inperfection, and miserable that it was able to accomplish only half of what it had been made to do. After 2 years of what it perceived to be a bitter failure, it spoke to the water bearer one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, and because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house." The bearer said to the pot, "Did you notice that there were flowers only on yo

Chemistry
The following is supposedly an actual question given on the University of Washington chemistry mid-term exam. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well. Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different Religions that exist in the world today. Most of these re

Awareness
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Broken Hearted Shattered Dreams Why??
I don't understand what happened. I thought everything was fine. I was in love, never happier than any other time I believe. I had the best thing in the world, my babe, my love, my one my only. Yea long distance is a bitch to deal with, no warm hand to suddenly grab your hand. No wet lips pressed against your cheek. No cuddleing in eachother's jackets when its cold. No funny faces that make you laugh till your stomach hurts then a tight hug and an "I love you" whispered into your ear. No, none of that. Your lonely as fuck. Everyone else has their person with them, doing all of those things that make me swoon. I stand against the wall ignoring them, waiting for a phone call, waiting to be happy. When your friends ask you to party with them, you don't, just because they want you to go with a guy, or they know someone will like you. " I'm happy with mine." Of course they'd always say that's ok, but really they hate the idea of me being alone, against the wall, waiting for a phone call, n

I Died
12:47 AM - How It feels to Die Current mood: Lost Category: Lost Romance and Relationships March 23rd, 2006 I died... How quickly your dreams, your feelings, your plans for the future, your ambitions, your heart and soul, can be taken away from you. Life is like having a dream store full of puzzles, each part of your life fits together with eachother. You start making these , these beautiful puzzles that many people wish they could do. And then they are all destroyed. It's just like having a bomb dropped on you. My God, the worst part is I did't see it coming!!! The Japanese during WWII at lease heard and seen the planes come and drop the bomb on Hiroshima. I had a stealth plane, disguised as a swallow, swoop right down and land on my shoulder, drop the bomb, and watched me go into a million peices. I would have rather hanged, at least I'd go in one peice. I'd rather be stomped on, crushed from the outside in. At least they could say I put up a fight. At least I would h

Alone
I wrote this like a month ago, I still like it, tough shit if you don't like the concept... it does make me a lil sad tho I was trying to tell myself it was just the weather, But even though it was raining it was actually a warm day. I know what the real problem is. The real reason why I don't go out with my friends, The reason why I don't feel like laughing, or smiling. The reason why I feel woozy, sad, let alone ugly. And it's the same reason why my eyes are gray now. Shivers, I need a better jacket, Maybe even a better scarf and gloves will warm me up. A cup of hot cocoa... A warm fire to sit by... another jacket or blanket... A smile... a hug... by him... It's not so cold after all

This Is Some Of What I Am Looking For
Ok here I go. I want someome who wants to be loved and that has good standards. There are alot of people that are afraid to love or be loved and I was one of them until I worked through some things that happened in my past. Love is the greatest emotion that anyone could have and I am ready to take that step again. I know love can be scary but I am not afraid of it anymore. I am still kind of scared for the fact I don't want to be heartbroken again but it's a chance that has to be taken. I want to give everything I have to offer to that one special person if he ever comes along. Yes I have kids and they mean the world to me but I still have room for that special person. I have alot to offer but it seems that no one wants me for who I am everyone always tries to change me. For those of you who know about me it was very hard putting my past behind me, but it was time that I done it and I am very glad that I did. I thought my happiness was going to start again several months ago bu

It About Me And Man It Takes Some Time!!!
The longest survey you'll ever fill out! Do the world a favor - fill it out and post it for all your friends.. Do this because the person who did this didn't sit here for ages for nothing. Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff. NAME: Sueann Lourraine Barbara Rose Crystall Ann Jackson (damn Family) Single or Taken: Single Happy about that: its cool sometimes i guess Eye Color: blue Shoe size: matters what type of shoe and the cut sneakers im a 9.5-10.5 and dress shoes usually a 12 Height: 5'8 What are you wearing right now? My nurse outfit scrubbs Righty or lefty: ambidextrous Can you make a dollar in change right now? I can make your dollar change into my dollar if thats what u mean lol ---------------------------------------------------------- FAVORITES Kind of pants: Tripp or Paris Blues Animal: Aww kitties... definately kitties Drink: Grey goose or Arizona Ice tea Southern Style Month: December all the coo

Still Love
STILL LOVE The chill of winter is near…as is the end of another year… Though it came with great loss… I hold my faith no matter the cost… The seasons change, but not I… I’m still as time goes by… Too much pain I’ll close the door…to keep my faith forever more… Another will open with love…this, a promise from above… He gave this heart filled with love to me…in me it will always be… Though for now this love is still…His love is strong and so is my will… Because He cared enough to give…I’m able to have this passion to live… And so to honor Him I will… keep His love inside me still… Copyright 2001 by Brenda Lee

National Girlfriends Day
National Girlfriends Day What would most of us do without our sisters, confidants and shopping, lunching, and traveling girls? Let's celebrate each other for each other's sake! TO MY GIRLFRIENDS! If you get this twice you know you have more than one girlfriend. Be Happy! PLEASE PASS THIS ON TO ALL OF YOUR GIRLFRIENDS AND RETURN IT TO THE FRIEND WHO SENT IT TO YOU! It is good to be a woman: 1. We got off the Titanic first. 2. We can scare male bosses with the mysterious gynecological disorder excuses. 3 Taxis stop for us. 4. We don't look like a frog in a blender when dancing. 5. No fashion faux pas we make, could ever rival the Speedo. 6. We don't have to pass gas to amuse ourselves. 7. If we forget to shave, no one has to know. 8. We can congratulate our teammate without ever touching her rear end. 9. We never have to reach down every so often to make sure our privates are still there. 10. We have the ability to dress ourselves. 11. We can t

99 Random Facts??
99 things bout myself 1. Full Name: Anna Jane Warrington 2. Nicknames: Johnny/Crazy Eye Johnny 3. Birthday: 29th Jan 4. Place of Birth: Burton On Trent 5. Zodiac Sign: Aquarius 6. Male or female: Female 7. Grade: I dont technically have one anymore but its the same as year 13 8. School: Burton College 9. Occupation: Student 10. Residence: Barton 11. MSN Screen Name: Crazy Eye Johnny!!! AFI Kicked Ass!!! OMG You Have A HUUUUGE Pen!! __Your Appearance___ 12. Hair Colour: Dark Blonde 13. Hair Length: shortish 14. Eye colour: Blue 15. Weight: 7 stone 10 16. Height: 5ft 5 ish 17. Braces? Yup 18. Glasses? Yes 19. Piercings: Nope 20. Tattoos: Not yet 21. Righty or Lefty: Righty ___Your 'Firsts'___ 22. First best friend: Oh man i cant remember Hayley possibly 23. First Award: Bravery Award in hospital 24. First Sport You Joined: Does Country Dancing count?? 25. First pet: Dishy!!! the fish lol 26. First Real Vacation: I think it was Spain somewhere and

Complicated
Why do love have to be complicated? Mm-kay... I feel like I don't know what to do anymore. Honestly, all I can do is just stand here and watch the world go by. With the words "watch the world go by" reminds me of a poem that someone wrote just for me. It always makes me cry when I read it. It's my favorite one... Please don't copy this. It's his work. I lay here awake right by your side Watching you sleep thinking I've died An angel you are for I can not lie Without you the world would pass me by When you talk in your sleep it makes me laugh I don't know what you say but it's funny In it's own little way I watch every dream good or bad I always get the feeling that you're still glad Glad to be here with me To live a life full of love that anyone can see At this very moment you hold the key It's not to my heart nor to my soul But the key to my dreams of a family to hold Our future is untold but the time we share Is worth more than gold I say it every day and I'll say

Antifamily.
I'M ANTI-FAMILY. MOST OF YOU SHOULD BE. SO I'M STARTING THE ANTIFAMILY CULT. NOBODY PAYS ATTTENTION TO US ANYWAYS, SO ARE GOAL WILL BE TO SYSTEMATICALLY MAKE FUN AND BASH THE OTHER GROUPS AND FAMILY. CAUSING DRAMA, AND REPOSTING BLOGS AND BULLENTINS LIKE THEY WERE GOING OUT OF STYLE. DON'T WORRY OUR LOGO WILL BE A PIC OF A PORN STAR SO WE WILL HAVE TONS OF FOLLOWERS. WE WILL BE THE TRUE LOST CHERRIES, CAUSE NOBODY LIKES A NONE CONFORMIST. LETS ALL RAGE AGAINST THE DYING OF THE LIGHT AND OTHER DYLAN THOMAS LIKE RANTS. UP THE ANTI, DOWN THE REST.-BILL. FOR INFO CONTACT ME. P.S. NAKED.

I Been Tagged
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1) I can crack my neck on demand. 2) Anything i create must be a masterpiece. 3) I am about to become the godfather for a 6th time. 4) I have no pity for lack of motivation. 5) I can mimic the angelic sound you hear on LC when someone rates you. 6) I have no tolerance for drug users and the people who associate themselves with it or them. And least see who do I pick Ms. Lady (Denele) Broken Halo American Cherry Tazzy Froggie Sprinkles (lol) Your Dream Maker (rick )

Bondage Schmex
Bondage Here we are alone again You take away my pain It always mends and now we mold Together as one Bright like a burning sun But now those things must end The dark night has clasped our hands I have you remaining in my arms again But what awaits us in this gloom? Now I tie you to the posts Slide the knife down your back I cut and draw blood suck and lick and slam the handle in your cunt And now I push you roughly around And impale myself inside you Pounding until the folds are pink and raw Biting down your body like the graze of a saw And now you have me I'm your whore you abuse me and render me sore I scream for mercy but its no avail I'm as useless as a head in a pail

New York Sucks, Even If You Like Saxophones - Part 2
Just got back to CA a few minutes ago. We had the whole wedding shebang in a big old Catholic church with the goomba Italians and an Indian priest. Everyone gets up to take communion and I bite my tongue to keep from laughing - "aren't you Catholic?"....."no, I actually have a brain and use it. Besides, Mary spread for the cock..." The wedding goes off without a hitch and onto the reception. Billy the Groom hires a super stretch Hummer. Everyone thought it was just great. I was so fucking embarrased to be in this huge redneck-mobile as everyone is getting shitfaced drunk. More pictures at the reception, yet no dinner and it is approaching 10PM and I have a 4:30AM wakeup call. Fuck this. I head out to the hotel solo and hit the sack at 11PM. Then at 11:45PM some fucking loud-ass techno hits the entire building. I call the front desk and complain. Nothing happens. 30 minutes go by and I call again. Nothing happens. 45 minutes go by and I get my clothes on and head downstairs only to find

Brian`s Essay
17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for aclass. The subject was what Heaven was like. "I wowed 'em," he later told his fatherBruce. "It's a killer. It's the bomb. It's the best thing I everwrote.." It also was the last. Brian's parents had forgotten about the essay when a cousin found itwhile cleaning out the teenager's locker at Teary Valley High School. Brian had been dead only hours, but his parents desperately wanted every piece of his life near them-notes from classmates and teachers, his homework. Only two months before, he had handwritten the essay about encountering Jesus in a file room full of cards detailing every moment of the teen's life. But it was only after Brian's death that Beth and Bruce Moore realized that their son had described his view of heaven. "It makes such an impact that people want to share it. You feel like you are there." Mr. Moore said. Brian Moore died May 27, 1997, the day after Memorial Day. He wa

My First Rant
Well I love to rant so I figured I'd start a blog that contains whatever happens to be pissing me off at the time and my feelings on said subject...If you are reading this I would hope that strong language does not offend!!! This rant goes out to stupid people who go on reality tv quiz shows! I'm watching an Irish quiz show that takes place in a large glass box in the middle of Dublin (the capital for those of you who don't know this insignificant little speck of a country!) basically there are two people comparing their knowledge of various catagories, the champion, a small balding ginger haired guy who looks like he's never seen an outdoor activity in his life, and some woman who obviously has no chance against someone who looks like he reads dictionaries for fun but is willing to try because her mammy is watching from the outside (I'm not being snide they just interviewed the mammy!) So far the score is 6 - 2 in favour of our ginger friend an she's missed some absolute sitt

Off To Jamaica Soon.
Ok so I am leavin for Jamaica in bout two hors but I have noticed two problems. I have 160 points to level up so help me out ppl. and also I am sitting with 666 freinds I can't leave like that it would be bad luck so quick sombody send me atleast one new freind. THANX as always S~E~X~Y! P.s. I have about two hours so I am headed off to rate a fewe pps I have missed if you are one of them shout at me quick I will run right over and fix the problem thanx.

29years And Holding
29 AND HOLDING Back in 69’ was when I first felt your presence. I can still see you coming through the door, And suddenly your presence came over me, I never was the same anymore. I’ve carried you with me As though you were mine to keep, Unaware of the years and tears That I’d have to weep. Through the years I’ve had heartaches, They passed with time they’re put to rest. But in my quietest moments, Our memories put me through the test. But only in my quiet moments Can I think these thoughts. For I know the heartaches That can be bought. I’ve always loved you And I always will, But since you left me My heart can’t be still. My heart still feels the warmth Though left out in the cold. My hands still reach out for yours, As though they are there to hold. 29 Years and holding Onto a gift from up above Given but just a moment To capture

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Our Lullaby!!!
The time I rocked you on me knee Was much shorter than that time should be But inside my heart I still rock on And treasure you as my darling son Not a day passes when I don't think of you . . . Mommy dearest I love you, I hear your prayers I sit beside your bed and stroke your hair Holding your hand I watch you sleep My face cuddles close against your cheek Not a night passes where I'm not with you . . . My son I only wish we had shared more joys More birthday presents and Christmas toys I feel in my life there has been an empty place Because I could not stare into my little boy's face There's not a morning I don't cry missing you . . . Mom I have seen you shed your tears I have watched you struggle throughout the years Don't you realize I have always been there Those Christmas's and birthday's we DID get to share God sent me in many ways . . . In your heart you know this to be true . . . Yes my dear , I know it's true I have felt you in many ways Yet I

Waiting-a Poem
I sit and look at the time It feels like I am always waiting Giving you my minutes So I can have the things I want I wait for your attention, To hear your kind words To know that you miss Or love me or need me I know I shouldn’t though It not smart to be here I know deep down in me I won’t ever hear those things But I can’t help it you see Cause I can’t help but want you So I will be here waiting I just pray you don’t take forever

Heartfelt
How do I put into words of ink my feelings of the heart How do I share myself with you while we’re so far apart Thou distance falls between and our lives with others we must share It still brings me comfort , hope and desire knowing that you care. And as I lay in slumber amongst the pillows of my bed Sweet thoughts linger of all the passionate nights ahead. Without so much as a touch you can indeed caress my soul Without so much as a kiss I can feel of the love you’ve told. Copyright@2000brendalee

Someone's Touch
SOMEONE’S TOUCH How can I hold you in my heart When it’s so battered and torn apart Your touch sends me into a mystical awe When first your outreached hand I saw I sat still in my place of no companion For feelings of detachment I felt no need to have one Though times of my most hurting moments my body craved it much That reassuring feeling of someone’s touch.

Me
Any ?'s 4 me just ask I will answer any & all ?'s. I like to talk about whatever so hit me up & I will respond. I'm a little older than some but younger than other.I love to look @ pics but have none to show anyone yet.I'm not ugly but not the cutest either.I have been told I was very handsome but that would be up 2 u if u want to c me. That's all 4 now....

Time To Go Out
I step out of the bedroom, finally ready to go to the party. You look at me from head to toe, your mouth dropping. "How do I look?" I hold my hands up and do a little twirl showing off my new outfit. You wait a second to take in the jeans that are so tight they look like a second skin, my loose shirt that shows off my breasts that, thanks to Victoria Secret, are pushed up in an awesome display, and my new strappy sandals that fit my newly pedicured toes extremely nicely. You take in a deep breath and silently walk towards me. As an answer to my question you forcefully take my face into your hands and hungrily press your lips to mine. You let go and start licking and sucking on my neck, my new perfume invading your nostrils. "I guess I look good?" I giggle as my hands press your mouth to my neck. You slowly back me up back into the bedroom, I can tell and feel that something sexual is on your mind. "Ken, if we want to be on time we do need to leave kind of soon." You keep backing me up

Stupid Woman
bloody heffa! .. i hope she gets the chair or something...i can't believe a mom will use her own infant son as a weapon in a domestic dispute..stupid woman..anybody from erie pa on here..some shic from erie pa was in a fight with her b/f/husband/ babyfather whichever one applies to him..the crazy woman decided to use her infant son as a weapon. she used the baby to attack the guy, the way u would take a baseball bat to a person...fractured the kids head and i believe she broke a rib or two..what person will do such a thing.. she deserves whatever is coming to her. i'm done ranting!

Grindcore Song
THE Moment Smash my brain in pull the trigger on the soldering gun the mess we made splatter it on the couch the ceiling the shit piles high...it only gets higher...I can't hide...I can't run...hand me the gun...blow this fucker away...could he think for himself could he reach that climaxed point...or did he just fail constantly like the fresh dung he was carved from.. what now the conscience burnt the bastard slept (chorus) Bastard son of mine Frozen into time Rape the night Your only friend in sight Collaborating concoctions of broken bruised melded with the flask of the earthenware...toast...finished...ruined...destroyed...can't bring back the haunting...like a broken water main you'll never fix...blood leaking from your veins...and what the fuck can you do...sit there grinning like an idiot...sit there...frozen in the moment...never wanting to break out...knowing...its already passed you by... (chorus) I can't...I tried...it crashed...I stumbled...I cling...I

How Annoying!
Today was a test. I've keen keeping score...which I don't usually do. This is only ONE day. Visited Profiles - 84 Profile ratings given - 65 (I would rate more-but it only lets you do it once...ever) Profile ratings received - 2 (WTF??) Photo ratings given - 49 Photo ratings received - 6 Comments Left - 58 Comments received - 5 ***IN CONCLUSION*** People are being REALLY selfish. A little love goes a long way, ya know! Want to change my mind about the way things appear? Sin Twister @ LostCherry

God In School (not By Me)
>>>>New Pledge of Allegiance! >>>> Since the Pledge of Allegiance >>>> and >>>> The Lord's Prayer >>>> are not allowed in most >>>> public schools anymore >>>> Because the word "God" is mentioned.... >>>> A kid in Arizona wrote the attached >>>> NEW School prayer. >>>> I liked it. >>>> Now I sit me down in school >>>> Where praying is against the rule >>>> For this great nation under God >>>> Finds mention of Him very odd. >>>> If Scripture now the class recites, >>>> It violates the Bill of Rights. >>>> And anytime my head I bow >>>> Becomes a Federal matter now. >>>> Our hair can be purple, orange or green, >>>> That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. >>>> The law is specific, the law is precise. >>>> Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. >>>> For praying in a public hall >>>> Might offend someone with no faith at all. >>>> In silence alone we must meditate, >>>> God's name is prohibited by the state. >>>> We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks

Can't Believe The Injustice!
I just want to get this off my chest... My son, who lives in Tucson, was in the middle, turning lane, last week, when a car wanting to make a left hand turn in the opposite direction hit him, head on. The guy who hit him, backed up and took off. Another motorist who witnessed the incident chased him down and the driver returned to the scene about 10 minutes later. He apologized for the incident and exchanged info with my son who insisted they both wait for the police to arrive. (He called 911 when the guy took off.) It took over 2 hours for the police officer to arrive. During which time my son remained in place, out of the flow of traffic. The officer was seemingly upset about being called to the accident, as he immediately stated that someone was going to get a ticket over this. He wrote down the incorrect license info for my son, and then had thegall to issue him a citation for illegal use of turning lane. (He was stopped waiting to make a left hand turn! How was

Happy Moms Day And Happy Sunday!
i'm feeling so well :) yes, it's an amazing day! this morning we went to the airport to leave my mom there, she went to visit my grandmother that lives in the north of my country today is mom's day in my country, so here is my greetings for all the moms of LC! and here i go with a song that makes me remember many things, but the best ones :) a song that makes me wanna dance, a song that makes my heart feeling happy... i'll translate it later, but to let you know, it's a song where a man sings for her daughter, and how much he loves her press play, and enjoy it as i do! hugs and kisses! Maria

Yummmmmmies
Old Fashioned Sponge Toffee 3/4 cup Corn Syrup 3/4 cup white sugar 4 tsp. baking soda Combine the corn syrup and sugar in a saucepan and bring to a boil, stirring often. When the mixture thickens substantially, drop a ball into a glass of cool water. It should turn into a thread of candy and become very brittle. At this point, add the pre-measured baking soda and stir the still-boiling mixture rapidly. The mixture will rise so you have to have this in a deep saucepan and keep stirring it. When the color turns a really nice golden brown and is hard to stir, pour it into a buttered pie plate or bar pan. Let settle and cool until hard. Preparation Time: 30 Serves: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ S'more Clusters Ingredients: Six milk chocolate candy bars (1.55 ounces each), broken into pieces 1-1/2 teaspoons olive oil 2 cups miniature marshmallows Eight whole graham cookies, broken into bite-size pieces Directions: In a large microw

Dawg Fans
Yes its true we lost to Vanderbilt... So what? Are we not gonna ever play football again? The output that was demonstrated by some of the fans yesterday was uncalled for.. plain and simple we got beat.. It sucked! But im not going to hide under a rock! Im Not going to accept all the bullshit that the AJC wants to slam us about.. Im damn proud that Sonny Perdue stood up for UGA and said "that aint right". Im still as big of a georgia fan today as i was yesterday before the game.. Unless you play for dawgs you've got no right to question those players that put forth the effort yesterday! Yeah we not going to play for the SEC title this year.. But we can still go 10-2 and have the chance beat.. Auburn, Florida, and Georgia Tech this year... We need to rally around our boys and not let the negativity of this loss get to our players. It makes me sick the way some of our "so called" fans were acting yesterday.. I also hate the way ESPN decided they need to rip the Shit out of us.. Im the Geo

I Have Blue Eyes!!!
Blue Eyes- People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome & very good kissers. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why, they are very funny and outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. They can EXCEED your pleasure standards. The best of all. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 4 days. -Green Eyes- Sex Addicts!!!People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest. They long for the touch of another.People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this- -Hazel eyes- People with hazel eyes are GORGEOUS SEXY and go all out all the time.They have the most unusual relati

Happiness
How odd is it that I found happiness with one woman who lives not far away from me? She's beautiful, smart, funny, and a wonderful mother. And yet, there is a friend of mine, the two of us have mentioned in the past that we like each other. We almost dated, but then out of the blue she decided she just wanted to be friends. It was hard, but she's just so amazing as well I couldn't risk not being in her life, so friends was ok with me. But then last night, I'm hanging out with her and a few other friends drinking wine and enjoying each others company. It got to be late and I was tired, and had an appointment early this morning just a few blocks away from her apartment. So I asked if I could spend the night there on her couch. I didn't think anything of it when she said yes of course. But then, just before we sent her other friend home for the evening she asks me if I want to sleep in the bed with her. Who wouldn't want to spend the night sleeping next to someone who is just

Ok Here It Is
Ok a few been wanting me to post a blog so here it is. I was born I lived Im dead just waiting for the worms to finish the job. ok now about me really, not much to really say I am who I am, I can be nice romantic caring and consiterate or I can be a royal ass a nightmare or worst enemy. I prosonaly dont give a rats ass what people think of me or what they say most that talk shit dont even know me so that proves how stupid they really are. My true friends know me and know the shit is exactly that. I dont seek aproval from others if you cant exccept me for who I am then you cant handle being told the truth. yes I can be a cold heartless bastard but most of the time Im pretty mellow. some things I enjoy star gazing, making custom logos for friends , writing poetry I might post some later, and of course my friends. if you want to know more feel free to ask. well thats about all I feel like shareing for the momment. post a comment or send to my inbox NightBlade

Boyfriend Wanted
I am now taking application for a BOYFRIEND. He must be strong, honest, loving, trustworthy, passionate, compassionate, ambitious. If you feel you meet these requirements the please feel free to fill out the application below. NAME: EMAIL: ADDRESS: PH. NUMBER: EMPLOYMENT: RELIABLE TRANSPORTATION: JOB SKILLS: TALENTS:

It's Something To Think About
One sould always remember,"dont judge a book by its cover or because of ones own issues". Both sides of a story should always be heard no matter who you are or who your friends are. It isn't for us to judge! Those that mind are usually those that cannot take the truth. Perhaps one should look into the mirror and take responsibility for their own actions and words. And, if one insists on judging, perhaps one should find out both sides and facts before judging. have an awesome day and hugs to those that do matter - true friends!

Howdy Yall
Well I finally decided to post my first blog on LostCherry. I still occasionally blog on Catch27 but not as much like I used to. As yall know, I'm a huge Cubs fan. Today, I read on the Chicago Sun-Times site that Lou Pinella will be the Cubs 49th manager and it should be announced before the beginning of the World Series on Saturday...let's keep our fingers crossed. I also found out this week that my best friend and his wife, who have been married now for 13 years are expecting their first child sometime next summer! That is just to freakn awesome! Went and seen "The Grudge 2" this past Friday night. Go and see it! And most importantly, To all Yankee fans and Corey Lidle's friends and family, you have my sincere condolences for your loss. If anyone has any questions or would like to know more about me, send me a message and I'll be sure to post some more about myself in a future blog. Ciao, Gabe

A Quick Note !
There is no word to discribe or show you.. How much i care and love You... There will never be enough time in the world to show You...Ill never stop caring, and i'll never stop loving you.. For your the only one..that my heart beats along with . I love you hun.. kisses

What House Of 1000 Corpses Character Are You?
What house of 1000 corpses character are you? BabyThis sexy blonde is just like her mother, Mother Firefly. She is cute, funny, and evil. She seems to be "murder buddies" with Otis. Oh and, her favorite movie star isn't Marilyn Monroe.

New Pictures
so on friday the 13th the queers played at the beat kitchen in chicago...not one show, but TWO shows. fuck yes people. if you never heard of them or listened to them, youre retarded. if youre into punk rock...i mean, PUNK ROCK like the ramones. not that new wave whiney emo we wear eyeliner and get all tattooed as soon as possible while sucking corporate cock bullshit. joe is the man. they even cover the ramones, i.e. at these past shows-sheena is a punkrocker and S.L.U.G., he sings about ben weasel (cause me and andrew told him to) and dedicates songs to my friend britany all while rockin the shite out. dude they played like 25 songs each set, maybe a few more. yeah some are real short but the way he makes em all flow into one huge rockin roar is fucking awesome. he doesnt stop playin the whole time. fuckin shit you poeple that dont know are in for a serious dose of rock n roll when you hear this shit...then when you see it live for the first time? jeez...bring an extra pair of shorts.

I Owe My Mother!!
1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE .. "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION . "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL . "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC . "Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. " If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY . "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10. My mother taught me about STAMINA .

Read This
Month One Mommy I am only 8 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy

Ending Lesson
Ending Lesson how has it come to this to love and lose for the last time to learn a brutal lesson that there is no place with the living for a true beating heart when the dream was so beautiful peace, so close at hand and the knife that slid between shoulder blades so dull to be sacrificed to selfishness as so many before and so many to follow with the miracles man has preformed how have we not learned to love equally? yet even hell has it's season and this is it's glory today

Craze Sexkittens From Venus
Once upon a time in a litter box not to far away.... The sexkitten ninja's from venus came to ambush us in the litterbox... They raped pilliged and plundered, feasting on rotten carcases of mice and birds... One of them contracted the ibola virus and took it back to venus, now we have no more sexkittens... All of a sudden the writer died and here lies the last will and testament of a sick and depraved madman next week... Once upon a time, in a galaxy far far away there was a plasma erection, eistein was baffled by this occurance in space. He tried to disrupt the erectile disfunction by contemplating a black hole. This ofcourse led to the creation of medichloreants, traveling through time and space eventually YODA was born. Now that i meditate on the subject, well yes its true they practised the sex act. While finding nuclear blast properties within the erectile disfunction many are still unclear as to what exactly happens when pencils are made.

Truth Of Lies
Truth of Lies so many call for 'real' and truth when the real truth is that all seek the perfect one to settle for their imperfections so say good night and goodbye to the night time heart help yourself and forget the forgettable self servers fall from grace to death and life avain to live as the living dead many this is the truth of lies and life

Back To The Empty
Back to the Empty open eyes that see nothing you are lost and i am dead the last tear to fall was one of hope, deceased empty but for the stains of love and cruising into endless ache this nightmare of living came at too great a cost back to the numb confines of a drugged mind when you don't love anything it hurts to lose nothing

Just Me
I have met alot of people here on lost cherry and I love all of you. I have but one complaint and that is some of the people that I have spoken to have a tendency to try to be something other than what they really are...I would just like to say that once when younger I was a real jerk. I used people and tossed away good friendships over small insignificant matters. I was raised with money but did not appreciate anything that was done for me. I partied through school and into college to the point that my mother totally cut me off. I lost everything. I eventually had to fend for myself. It was this that taught me to be my own person, and a hard lesson it was. "School of hard knocks"..lessons learned this way are never forgotten. So you see, you dont have to impress me or others in order to be respected. I have lived both in plenty and in poverty and if there is one thing that I respect and that is someone who is comfortable enough with who they are to just be honest. If you ar

Three Important Points About Transgenderism
1) Transwomen love femininity Transgender women respect the feminine gender, and strive to do credit to our image and support our causes. It is from this love that they strive to emulate women. Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery, and we are greatly admired by these special people. 2) Transgenderism is not a sexual orientation While the effort of the gay/lesbian/bisexual community to include transgendered ("GLBT community") can be applauded in principle, in some ways this association has wrongly linked transgenderism to sexual orientation. The reality is, no conclusions can be drawn about sexual orientation based on gender identity. Transpeople can be straight, gay, lesbian or bisexual, depending on each individual person. 3) Transgenderism is neither a mental disorder nor a fetish Psychologists are working from the premise that only the above two choices are possible. The transperson who is happy and comfortable with their duality is not recognized. No one ha

Wave Of Light
On October 15th we remember our babies we have lost due to miscarriage, stillbirth, SIDS, infant death and other pregnancy complications. As a memorial I am asking you join the worldwide Wave of Light ceremony where we all light a candle at 7pm no matter what time zone you are in and keep it lit for 1 hour. This will create a wave of light that will travel across the earth. This is VERY personal to me. If you dont have a family member or friend to do this for whom it has touched...please do it for me and the love of my life and our baby who is gone. Thanks And do this for all the friends that have lost a child. My mother lost two children. One was a miscarriage and the other was a baby girl who died 8hrs after being born. I never new my baby sister but I have talked to her at her grave site many times. My older sister lost two twin boys who died when she was 7th months pregnant. ALL LIFE IS PRECIOUS

Naughty Poll
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?10-15 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Thong 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?About once a week 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Yes, I sure have 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Both taken and been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, a threesome 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Yes, watched oth

Earthquake Details Magnitude 6.3 (strong) # Date-time Sunday, October 15, 2006
Here's the info on it folks, so YES the earthquake is real and CONFIRMED by the United States Geological Survey or USGS. Information as follows: Magnitude 6.3 - ISLAND OF HAWAII, HAWAII 2006 October 15 17:07:49 UTC Versíon en Español * Details * Summary * Maps * Scientific & Technical Where can I find...? Earthquake Details Magnitude 6.3 (Strong) # Date-Time Sunday, October 15, 2006 at 17:07:49 (UTC) = Coordinated Universal Time # Sunday, October 15, 2006 at 7:07:49 AM = local time at epicenter Time of Earthquake in other Time Zones Location 19.878°N, 155.935°W Depth 38.9 km (24.2 miles) set by location program Region ISLAND OF HAWAII, HAWAII # Distances 10 km (6 miles) SW (231°) from Puako, HI # 16 km (10 miles) WSW (245°) from Waikoloa Village, HI # 19 km (12 miles) NNE (23°) from Kalaoa, HI # 91 km (56 miles) WNW (282°) from Hilo, HI # 253 km (157 miles) SE (129°) from Honolulu, HI Location Uncertainty Error estimate not available Parameters Nst=271, Nph=271, Dmin=23.3 km, Rmss=0 se

Today.
Has been a wierd day. Ugh the medicine i had to take, decided it hated me and gave me a rash on my skin -ugh growls- so i look like shit today. But w.e. I dont care really. I need sleep. I havent gotten much the last 3 nights. To much shit on my mind. I've been thinking about leaving lc, cause of a few reaons. My tongue hurts, i dont know why rawwrrr! So does my spine where i fell. Ive hurt myself way to much the last few weeks and it bites. Kim is doing better so that im happy about. I took my brothers shopping today haha. And they ended up with yet again MORE pokemon cards that will be all over the house and ill have to clean up :). Its my pop pops birthday so ima cook him dinner if i can get enough energy to do it. Gave the puppy a bath, she REALLY didnt like it much. Im ignoring my cell phone cause someone keeps blocking their number to call. Some people are dipshits :) I swear it. Anyway. Im tired. I wanta go ni ni but i cant. =/ < 3 Thats all for now.

Luv Sucks Azz
YES, I KNOW KINDA HARSH WORDS COMIN FROM ME WELL THEIR IS SO MANY OF PEOPLE OUT THEIR WHO ASK ME WHY ARE U SINGLE WELL THIS IS WHY I AM SINGLE , MY LAST B/F BROKE THINGS OFF WITH ME AND ALSO CALLED OFF OUR WEDDING TOO ON WHAT A DAY THAT WAS SUPPOSE TO BRING LUV INTO U'RE LIFE. WELL MINE WAS TORN UP SENCE THEN.YES GUYS I HAVE A TRUST ISSUES AND SOME OF U HAVE SHOWNED ME THAT ALL MEN ARE NOT THE SAME AND THEIR ARE SOME MEN WHO HAS SHOWN ME THAT THEIR ARE STILL ALOT OF JERKS OUT THEIR I LIKE TO TALK TO ALOT OF DIFF PEOPLE CAUSE THEN IT LETS ME KNOW HOW THEIR LIVES ARE AND HOW LIFE IS GOING FOR THEM , I LUV TO MAKE PEOPLE HAPPY, BUT IN THE SAME RESEPCT I WOULD LIKE THE SAME THING.THEIR IS A HANDFUL OF PEOPLE WHO KNOW THE REAL ME, YES PEOPLE I DO PUT UP THE GUARD BUT I AM HONEST. MAYBE ONE DAY THE TRUST WILL COME BACK TOO ME FOR THE LUV SPOT.

A Poem To My Deceased But Never Forgotten Daughter
MEMORIES The questions I ask, The pain that I feel, The days with you, And the days after you. Its hard to sleep, Its hard not to cry, Its hard to see the pain So deep in my eyes. The memories of you, The questions running through my head, The day you made me a father, The day you made me a man. My heart you made, My soul you touched, Nothing would prepare me For the pain that would soon arise. The tears that you made, The laughs that we had, The pain that I felt, Everyday of our lives. The morning laughs, The afternoon naps, The midnight runs, And the goodnight kisses. The morning fight, The deep breaths you took, The ride to grandmas, The phone call that changed it all. The memories that run through my head, The pain that I felt, The news that changed my life, The news that your gone. The floor that I hit, The tears that I cried, The heart you made, Was now by your side. The questions I ask, Your place I would trade,

Read And U Will Understand
there r tow kinda ppl in the world ppl u can trust to have ur back when ui need them to have it and then there r the kinda ppl who will always leave u out to dry who r never there 4 u when u need them. they r not ur true friends but the ppl who u can trust r ppl who r ur real friends the only way u can findlout who those ppl r is by goin out and looking for them.

Walking©
I have always loved the outdoors. Growing up in Texas I have spent most of my time outdoors. Now for those of you not from the south,we have some incredible forests here. I travel for work so I get to see most of Texas and Louisiana. The forest is always so alive during day or night. one thing that really makes the woods great is if you dont mind walking in the rain. The rain tends to give the air a bath. It smeels so clean and crisp. I know of a place I have often wanted to take my special someone too. There is a little town in central Louisiana called Natchitoches. It's a beautiful little town dating back to colonial times. It just screams french culture. It's build along the Cane River that meanders though the town and on into the woods. There is a national forest there that is open for all sorts of activities from 4 wheeling and hiking to some "special" activities that they don't list on the brochure. I pick up my date for the evening,telling her to dress for the weather and hik

Missing My Kids
i cant help think that when my kids leave that thay dont think about me till thay see me. i know is worng to think that. but i do. its like im lost with out them. god i cant take it.i sit down a cry when i watch them leave. i have been with there whole life and now im not. god knows how i feel and what i want, but i just needed to let that out. i think that im a good dad. ok im going to stop here cause i dont want to cry.

A Little About Me
Well as you can see I love Motorcycles and ofcourse helping others . the pics I just loaded from the American Legion Riders 7th Annual M/C Rodeo are just a few I took and a friend too I have more but had to stop loading lol. Anyway this event we put on every year to Honor and raise money for the Dallas VA Hosp Volunteer Services program for the patients. I volunteer for this hosp thru the American Legion My Dad is a Vet and My Ex husband ( Opie The Rodeo Ex-Champ lol ) was in and is now reenlisting back in to the Army so its in my blood . Anyway we raise money with this event and others to help support our Veterans and we love it. And for those of you who looked at the pics Yes as I said in my About me Section of this profile I am a Beautiful thick full figured woman. At one time was a weight lifter hence the thick Biceps lol but took time off 2yrs to help mom. So I just wanted to write something here since everyone else is and I actually have the time today . I hope everyone had a won

Disney Princess
You scored as Belle. You are Belle! Belle is the only princess who finds love for inner beauty. She is down-to-earth. She is smart and sophisticated, and she loves her family very much. Belle92%Pocahontas88%Mulan88%Jasmine83%Ariel83%Tinkerbell79%~~Disney Princess~~created with QuizFarm.com

Sex Facts
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. .. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. ============= 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones

Lost Soul
My life gone, my world turned upside down I sit lost waiting to be found I cry for help, nobody hears My life torn from my mind, All those years Gone, Erased from existence Where am I now Buried deep underground My soul lost, Wondering, Unable to rest Searching for the body it once possessed Will I be alright, Will I be lost forever I guess only in due time we’ll know that answer.

Tag You Are Not It Lol
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1.i hate snakes 2.i have to go to sleep with muics on 3. i like to dec for halloween 4. i'm a claen freak 5. damn this is hard 6. i smoke 1.ndbdger 2.babyjesue 3 big mule 4.awol1986 5.t-bone 6.restrictive