i cant help think that when my kids leave that thay dont think about me till thay see me. i know is worng to think that. but i do. its like im lost with out them. god i cant take it.i sit down a cry when i watch them leave. i have been with there whole life and now im not. god knows how i feel and what i want, but i just needed to let that out. i think that im a good dad. ok im going to stop here cause i dont want to cry.
