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Another Sad Day
well its hard to know when a loved one has cancer and what can u do? nothing much but help and watch, my mom has cancer again for the 2nd time to top it off i can do much to help since i was in a car acc what to do. i duno pray i guess what else.... what another sad day...

Birthday
Yay, it was my b-day the other day and it was lots of fun! I didn´t actually do anything special, just chillin out, but i loved it. I met up with some friends and siblings and got lots and lots of presents!! And i got all the Pez i could dream of! I love pez... Mmmm.... But there is a sad side, ahh, yes... very sad. I have become a Buffy addict. It is a frightning illness indeed. Oh, well, what's a girl to do, you can't blame me. But, yes, a good birthday involving lots of pez, a smiley-faced pizza and bubbles.

Fallen Comrade
One of the worse tasks was patrolling the borders between Northern & Southern Ireland. Since the beginnings of the troubles a lot of minor roads running between the north and south were closed by blowing craters in the road, this was to reduce the flow of traffic coming into the north. Anybody coming in from the South, then had to enter via a control point where their vehicles could be searched if they were suspect. The IRA used to go out on a night time using diggers and refill the holes if they need to get supplies into the south. The duties of the patrol was to check on these craters to make sure they hadn’t been filled in again. The patrol always set of at dark and maybe had a 5 mile patch to patrol. Apart from the danger of been ambushed, there was always dangers of hidden claymore mines planted along the route. An eight man patrol set out one evening in late November te cold wind biting into them as they slowly made their way along the border. Each step was taken carefully loo

I Dare Yah.
Truth Or Dare and be honest. Fill this out and send it to my INBOX!! I dare you... to tell me the truth.. Four things you wonder about me 1. 2. 3. 4. Three things you like about me 1. 2. 3. Two things you don't like about me 1. 2. My best feature 1. Two things you want to do with me 1. 2. One word that describe me 1. One question for me 1. I dare you to repost this see how many people do this to you

Enjoli!!! (let Me Know If You Remember This...)
You Are A Woman! Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife! Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

What Love Song I Am (at This Moment)
Your Love Song Is Sitting, Waiting, Wishing by Jack Johnson "Maybe you've been through this before But it's my first time so please ignore The next few lines cause they're directed at you I can't always be waiting, waiting on you I can't always be playing, playing your fool" You've been waiting for love, and you're not going to wait any longer! What Love Song Are You?

Wow This Really Is The Diamond I Want...
Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Heart Diamond! You wear your heart on your sleeve, so of course you should also wear it on your ring. A heart diamond is the perfect choice for highlighting your passionate disposition. Only a true romantic can get away with wearing this ring. Luckily, that's you. And only a true romantic can give you this ring, so make sure you find him...! What's Your Dream Engagement Ring?

Wow, I Scored As Irish... Go Figure...
You scored as Irish. *hic* Yer an Irishmen, boyo. You drink a lot and sing without caring how you do it. A real Paddy.Irish92%Scot67%Brit63%Pirate58%Aussie33%What "Oi" class are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Who's My Friend?
No offense but... People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bullentin. Let's see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are...Repost this if you are a friend..Don't reply...just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "So-called friends" Hope I will see you post.......

Reason Schmeason
so, everything happens for a reason. that old saying can sometimes drive you crazy when you really stop and think about it all while attempting to make an effort to solve the mysteries found within its words. like the sweaty faced man with few teeth that somehow magically guesses your weight and age while miraculously breathing through a guinness world record style alcohol and chewing tobacco blotted state, you know its all a farce. but still you look for a thread of truth in its feeble skeleton. what is the reason? what is the big picture? what is the price of bananas in uraguay during the second week of february and do they sell them on sundays? so i try to swim against the current like a champion catfish who fights with every ounce of energy he has in his scaly whisker having fish carcass. fighting the mighty flow until the death of his ambition overtakes everything before him. im on my way and dont worry... ill get there, but i might be a couple minutes late. first ive got to stop

Ronald Reagan Facts
When the Boogeyman goes to sleep every night, he checks his closet for Ronald Reagan. Ronald Reagan doesn't read books. He stares them down until he gets the information he wants. There is no theory of evolution. Just a list of people Ronald Reagan decided not to bomb. Ronald Reagan counted to infinity - twice. Lincoln got shot, and he died. Reagan got shot, he said "Give me a steak knife and let me take the bullet out myself. I have a meeting in an hour." There are no real elections anymore. Just a list of guys Reagan allows to become president. Last March, Reagan rose from his grave, swam across the Pacific Ocean to Russia, and sucker punched Mikhail Gorbachev in the crotch. Reagan would eat a homeless person if they looked at him cockeyed. Reagan is George W and JEB Bush's REAL father Reagan sweats patriotism Reagan isn't dead. He's just waiting to make his next move Reagan once inhaled a Russian Mig 21 Reagan's family crest is a pic

Wtf Is Up With All Of These New Family Members Cropping Up?
I want to rant a bit about all of these new family members cropping up. I mean like WTF. Don't you have anything better to do than associate yourself with these people just cause you might think it is cool to have that crap added to your name??? I think it is pretty pathetic. If any of you really knew the head of this so-called family like I myself had the misfortune to, then you would not be associating yourselves with such a hater. I do not care to rehash the story of what happened between us but I discovered what a true hater this person is and I will be damned the day I will ever had those despicable words "FAMILY MEMBER" to my name. I'd sooner burn in hell first! So I am probably going to lose the respect of a lot of my friends who are now calling themselves family members but I really do not care. If you knew what kind of a jerk-off you were associating yourself with, then you would be ashamed to add this to your names. Makes me lose respect for you guys as individuals. You are s

Crazy Ass Weekend
reunions with former rock musicians,who have kids living next door to me,and around the corner..small world... the mojo room opens on the 28th! The 21rst is our big show at badabing,which i am helping promote ,passing out awesome color flyers!! GO DOLPHINS BEAT THE J E T S! THAT Hurricane,FIU Brawl,was insane!! rawk on! DJK

Finally Finished Second Part Of The Untitled Poem
wanting to hold him every night for, thats what feels right. seeing him in my dreams wanting, him near. this is what seems so clear. just as shy as he is she waits, for him she'd do whatever it takes. he is her friend though, she wants so much more. she is frightened to find out, whats behind that door. all she can do is sit and wait, in the hopes that its not too late. she stares of in to space, the tears streaming down her face. when will it happen what can she do? has she let go of the love that is true?

A Game
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I am scared of dead fish 2. I can't go to sleep without the TV on 3. I'm fascinated/obsessed by serial killers 4. I put chips on my tuna sandwiches 5. I sleep under the covers year round 6. I can unhook the mileage on cars/vans ggizmo69 Jmarie sweetgirls tan hammer Cet ~Ancient1~

Be Careful What You Say...
Big Brother is listening. One for fans of 1984... California teen questioned over threats to Bush posted on MySpace By DON THOMPSON, - Associated Press Writer Published 5:34 pm PDT Friday, October 13, 2006 Upset by the war in Iraq, Julia Wilson vented her frustrations with President Bush last spring on her MySpace.com page. She posted a picture of the president, scrawled "Kill Bush" across the top and drew a dagger stabbing his outstretched hand. She replaced the page last spring after learning in her eighth-grade history class that such threats are a federal offense. Too late. Federal authorities had found the page and placed her on their checklist. They finally reached her this week in her molecular biology class. The 14-year-old freshman at Sacramento's McClatchy High School was taken out of class Wednesday and questioned for about 15 minutes by two Secret Service agents. The incident has upset her parents, who said the agents should have included them wh

Cooking
I had been cooking dinner for about an hour. All the veggies were prepped and ready to go into the pan. The chicken had already been marinated and cooked releasing a smell of ginger and garlic into the air. The rice was steamed to perfection. I had just opened a bottle of wine when I heard the door close. She was finally home and not a moment too late. I heard her drop her stuff at the door and call out, That smells delicious Love. Im so hungry. A moment later she turned the corner and was coming towards me. How was your day sweetie? I asked and gave her a big hug and kiss. It was just fine. We made pinatas today. Kept me really busy. But I was thinking of you all day. She replied. Oh really? I played. Yes, you know how I get when I know you are cooking for me. She gave me that look. Oh yes I do. I felt her pussy and sure enough it was soaking wet. Mmmmm, I want a little appetizer before dinner. I helped pick her up and put her on

Office
I had only started working there a couple weeks before but already I had made many friends in the office. I even got an invitation to attend a party this weekend at a coworkers place. Apparently he had a big pool, Jacuzzi and a sweet house for partying in. I figured it would be a great chance to get to know everyone a little better outside of the work environment. I walked down the hallway and saw this one case worker I had met only a few days before. I smiled and said, “Good morning Elizabeth. You look great today.” She did too. I wasn’t just saying it. She was a taller than average Puerto Rican woman, mid to late 40’s, always dressed well but somehow comfortably, bleached blonde hair and deep dark eyes. She always seemed to be in a good mood and was very professional if not warm and friendly. “Good morning and thank you.” I loved her accent. Somehow it sounded flirtatious. She walked on by. I couldn’t help but look after her. She was wearing a long gray skirt

"kissin' The Carpet" -teenage Head
In the morning I get together and I get up and leave this place But for now, I drop down to the carpet with my face Spent all my money, and I'm feeling good I've got to party in my neighborhood Got my supplies from my friendly store The party's started I reach for more I'll take today, You take tomorrow I've got to boogie if I've got to borrow I can't get up, I can't get down it doesn't matter anyway- I remember jumpin' right on this spot And where I sleep is where I drop Well I was talking to moses he's on that phone When I hit the carpet, I'm all alone I'll take today, You take tomorrow I've got to boogie if I've got to borrow I can't get up, I can't get down it doesn't matter anyway- Thinkin' to slow while I'm drinkin' to fast Well how much longer will my body last The places I go, I'm drinking too much I'm losing it all at the bottle's touch Well I felt my stomach flush; I felt it shake I

Let Me Explain Somethig
have you ever felt like you were in some sort of strange place where nothing really seemed to make sense. a place where you heard what was being said and saw what was going on around you, but it didnt make much sense at all. wrapped up in a swirling ball of confusion where it seemed the empty heads on the screen were speaking in some sort of language that sounded like english, but the meanings and strings of words just didnt seem to allign. where there was no coheisiveness between them. as if they were just clustered together to form what should be sentences but sentences that were far from complete. i would stop for a second and try to compute and rationalize what i saw but it didnt seem right to me. almost as if i was in some sort of charade style game show display put on to make me think i was still alive when in all reality i was gone and no one wanted to tell me. i wonder if thats what its like when you go. maybe you still keep on living in a world where everything around you seem

Guess I Am A Loser
just when ya think you are getting close to makin a decision that will effect the rest of your life, everything tumbles around you....you get blown off, called a loser, .....sometimes life is funny that way, some people contemplate death....i have never before in my life placed a loaded gun to my head....but the pain was so much...that i wanted it to end.....38 caliber snubnose revolver....just wanted the pain to end.....that could solve all the problems....my children would never know that i was a failure and a loser...... i think it must have been the fear?...or maybe compassion of my best friend who stopped what could have been a amjor disaster for my family and what few friends i have..... Juan, you will forever be my bro...and thank you for being there....i am sorry to anyone i have caused pain...in any fashion..... BIG ROCK lives on....only the goddess knows where my path shall lead

Somebody,please Shoot Me, Lol
Ok, yesterdays game w/OU and Iowa State was very nice-32 to 9(shoulda been 32 to 7 but we got a freakin' safety!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) So last night we find out that my baby, Adrian "AD-all day" Peterson broke his collarbone and will be out for the season. Bad enough. Now we here rumors Stoops is moving on and "AD" is gonna go pro when he heals, so he is done as a Sooner. I love my team, I am loyal even when they are losing, but I can't take it if all I have left of my baby is my wallpaper on my 'puter......tears falling, please let me go blow my nose..........unless someone wants to volunteer to take my mind off my woes, then we might talk another kind of blowing!!!!!!!!!!

Here's A Nice Daily Dose Of H.a.g.
~*Narcissism*~ She who excesses in herself is the Devil's favorite whore. Proud Antlers are they that hone easily, apt to adapt and adorn in Wanton ornaments. They're not easily noticed, neither in the Forest nor in the Fog of War, but they're ever-present where ambitions peak and are adored (and much ignored where they're adored) ...The Devil's Horns! Saw them off with a gentle stroke and you will know which are his and which are yours; panic, and you may sever your own, leaving your crown vulnerable. Then, His goading Goat can charge you into cowardly submission. Humble-Fortitude is Key to Self-Awareness, as Self-Awareness is Key to Self-Confidence--the Twin Brother of Courage. ~*sVento the Henpeck-Hobo*~ ~Prose*of*Purg~ ********************** Here's a nice daily dose of H.A.G. Current mood: curious H.A.G. -- Hades' Ancient Greek: the Tongue of Has-Beens and Never-Weres (Nooks and Purgs). In a bi-polar world, Tomorrow being o

Just Some Laughs For You
Q. How can you tell if Michael Jackson has company? A. There's a big wheel parked outside his house. Q. What's the difference between Neil Armstrong and Michael Jackson? A. One was the first to walk on the moon and the other fucks little boys up the ass. Q. How does Michael Jackson pick his nose? A. From a catalogue. Q. Why did Michael Jackson place a phone call to Boyz-2-Men? A. He thought it was a delivery service. Q. What has 18 balls and 3 pubic hairs? A. A Michael Jackson slumber party. Q. Why does Hillary want to have sex with Bill Clinton first thing in the morning? A. She wants to be the first lady. Q. What's Bill Clinton's idea of safe sex? A. When Hillary is out of town. Q. Did you hear that Monica Lewinsky turned Republican? A. The democrats left a bad taste in her mouth. Q. How come Mike Tyson’s eye's water during sex? A. Mace Q. What does Ellen DeGeneris cook for dinner every night? A. She doesn't, she eats out! Q. Why can't the gove

Here's A Nice Daily Dose Of H.a.g.
Here's a nice daily dose of H.A.G. Current mood: curious H.A.G. -- Hades' Ancient Greek: the Tongue of Has-Beens and Never-Weres (Nooks and Purgs). In a bi-polar world, Tomorrow being our permanent address and Yesterday being not only our permanent compass, but our personal Sender as well, is it safe to assume that those in the Present are merely Hobos? Yes, it is safe--if not crucial--to assume that. So what can all the Hobos in the Present learn from this? They can learn that in a bi-polar world, theirs is not a choice, but an ultimatum: They can either *Return to Sender* or they can ~Forward Mail to New Recipient~. The path they choose in this ultimatum defines what they are. If they *Return to Sender* they are Has-Beens who need a Nook from reality. If they ~Forward Mail to New Recipient~ they are Purgs, and their Nook is in the Future. Hobos and greed; they are old partners, parted by pardon and pun, in Hades' Ancient Greek. Perception plays this part in the Nook of Nikem

Ok, I'm Outta Here For A Bit.
Right. I have a ton of crap to do today, and I can't get it done sitting here. Must get groceries. Priority one. My fridge is SO lonely, and I must fill it with goodness like ice cream, hamburger (making a lasagna later) and other errata for the tummy. Then, I must get some writing done. I haven't come up with anything for AC in days, plus I'm due for something up at Britannia!. I also have to post on the personal bloggage, so as to include linkage to this joint. Then, some time with the guinea pig, and on the phone with the GF, and maybe some housework. Big fun, eh? Sure. This place needs to put 'writer' in the interest catagory. I'll shoot that up later.

My Ideas On Men.
well lets see i'm still totally confused by men some are toal sweethearts and some are just plain assholes but seems like the swethearts are outnumbering the assholes right now.The ex is out of his mind in thinking i can just let go of certain discrepencies. I have been through way too much in my life to let what has occured go just at a split secnd. i think i had the right idea before i met him to just concentrate on me and my kids.

Men And True Love
Men why do men want a trophy woman to show off with and for his friends to drool over no woman should let a man degrade them and make them feel bad because of there weight or skin tone or if she has a baby.. Men these days just want some woman with a body from hell with big boobs and a big butt on her he can control. Most of my girl friends have been bbw's big beautiful women and I was proud to be with them and I never heard a word about it from my friends either I was with them because I treated them with respect and love and I always will. Men today need to realize everyone needs love no matter what it is soo hard and cold how men treat women these days call them names beat them up even worse kill them how can a man be soo cold hearted?? think about it this goes out to all women and of course Men.. Jay

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing
Everytime I hear these lyrics I get goosebumps all over I Don't Want To Miss A Thing By Aerosmith I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping While you're far away dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure Don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep Cause I'd miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing Lying close to you feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing Then I kiss your eyes And thank God we're together I just want to stay with you in this moment forever Forever and ever Don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep Cause I'd miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream

Michael Moore--columbine: Bowling Or Molding? Perception Is Reality
Columbine: Bowling or Molding? Perception is Reality The movie "Bowling for Columbine" is not in need of any more recognition or attention today, as everyone--political science major or not--has either seen the film or heard about it. It addresses the shooting massacre at Columbine High School in 1999. Michael Moore, the film's narrator and master editor, attempts to answer the inevitable questions that surface whenever a tragedy like this occurs: essentially, the "why?!" The problems addressed in the film have two main prongs--The first: Why are the American people so trigger-happy and violent? The second is a question of objectivity. Mr. Moore is no stranger to ruffling political feathers with his revised, collective outlook on issues like this one. But he digs his own grave with the question of whether his film is rooted-in fact--or at least an honest journalistic attempt at objective integrity, or whether he just chose a tragedy like this to use as a soapbox to spread his per

My Heart
My heart is so lost It beats with no rhythm My mind is so raw It thinks with no actions Time has stopped yet once again No where to go, nothing to hold Scared to death of what might be Is it me, all that you need My limbs are stuck No feeling of touch My eyes do not see They act out so desperately My life is just on pause, till the end Nothing to do, Nothing to feel Reacting reactions out of control Kept inside no one will know My soul is beaten down again Nothing left but my glow Forgetting the past, brightens the future No one can tell, no one can judge Soon end will began, I will see you again Time will tell, I can only cope The distance did not loose us Forever we may live in hope.

A Game
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1.Im so forgetful if i dont write it down you can quarentee i will forget. 2. Im normally mild mannered but let lose behind a car the evil person in me is let loose 3. Im obsessed wih Demi More 4. I do this trick with a pencil amongst my fingers that most people hate me doing. 5. Im forever sending out Joke emails 6. As a kid i collected empty match boxes The 6 people Im going to tag is Serena Lynda Lady Dee Wiz Horns & Halo Sweet Bitch

Anthrosphere
"Man and his direct ancestors (hominids) have graced the planet for only about three million years. For almost all of this period the human population totaled less than 5 to 10 million individuals. Homo sapiens have increased their numbers exponentially from 1650 to present rising to the current population of 5.5 billion. If this growth continued unabated, the human population would reach 8 billion in the year 2000, 14 billion in the year 2010, 60 billion in the year 2020, and infinity by the year 2023. Of course, unlimited growth in an environment of finite resources is impossible because growth will eventually deplete the available resources and the population will collapse. Indeed one of the kindest things that the human species could do for planet Earth is to control the rate of growth of the anthrosphere." -work cited cheaply: http://www.geology.ufl.edu/Anthrosphere.html Song Code form /www.hoyod.net/">MySpace Codes

What Is The "fucking List?"
I wanted to commnet POSITIVELY to a blog but was denied (blog did not exist message) and then ended up seeing this when I tried to see the blog again: "Error: you just made the fucking list." WTF? What list? Leave me wondering LC! Is this a good thing? A bad thing? Am I bad Cherry? WTF? There is still some stuff I obvioulsy do not understand about protocol. Guess I will just go sit in the back row and shut up so I don't keep putting my foot in my mouth. Grrrr.

Bye
Well a friend told me about this site so I came to try it out and people here are rude and blame you for things others have done. Yeah I look around a lot but I don't rate low unless someone has been mean to me. Everyone needs to get a life. But whatever I am gone from this site. IT SUCKS HERE!!!

Don't Be Shy
Drop By For A Quick Chat I'm Broad Casting Live From Seattle Playing Paul McCartney And Waiting Out The Rain Storm Come Visit Awhile If You Have Cam I'd Love To See You If Not You Can Still Chat You Can Hear My Voice And Tunes I'm Playing Now Drop By Ladies Love Ya All Danny Click on ipod type thing round botton click enlarge screen type in name to chat

You Are The One
this is a porm my boyfriend sent me though an email You are the one I long for each night, The one that is wrapped in these strong arms so tight. You are the reason every day is a breeze, Flowers are like heaven and you are so easy to please. When I am away it is all I can do, To keep my mind on a task and not think of you. For it is your kiss or maybe your smile, I can never decide they both drive me wild. I love you so much that it hurts me inside, When I am with you I have no sense of pride. It is the special things that you do, That I notice the most because they come from you. For you are the beauty in the world I see, The rivers and oceans flowing rapid and free. Meadows of green and skies of blue, The beauty surrounding me is all part of you. You are the stars twinkling with light, You are the moon that brightens each night. You are the angel watching over my sleep, Whose kiss dries my tears should I quie

Wave Of Light Candle Ceremony October 15th
On October 15th we remember our babies we have lost due to miscarriage, stillbirth, SIDS, infant death and other pregnancy complications. As a memorial I am asking you join the worldwide Wave of Light ceremony where we all light a candle at 7pm no matter what time zone you are in and keep it lit for 1 hour. This will create a wave of light that will travel across the earth. This is VERY personal to me. If you dont have a family member or friend to do this for whom it has touched...please do it for me and the love of my life and our baby who is gone. Thanks And do this for all the friends that have lost a child

First Attempt At Movie Making
I found i had microsoft movie maker on me computer so had a go at putting the images together etc, if you can give me some feedback on this that would be great okay the link below to youtube is not working i cant seem to get access to the site and i dont think its just my computer, typical eh, just when you finally post something worth showing people it fucks up, hope its back tomorrow okay now its back jeez i can go to bed now

Rip Alex....
Early this morning my friend Alex died of a seizure. He was 19 years old. Just got his liscence, looking to buy a car, and take on his grandpa's business. He was amazingly sarcastic and very quick to have a smart ass comment at any given moment. He was always one of the first to laugh, pretty crazy sense of humor. He could be so crude... but he was a really sensitive guy. ALWAYS bitched about girls, lol. Loved the nerd games... D and D... Magic. Loved anime. He loved to talk about D and D to mess with me because I never had any idea what was going on. Jen is right though, he was fortunate he didn't die alone and that he had great friends with him. Mike and Phil were talking with him on Instant Messenger... until he stopped responding. Mike got worried and tried calling... he didn't answer. An hour or so later, a police officer called to question Mike and phil and tell them that Alex had died. Mike called me at 3:30 this morning. When I talked to him earlier he had told me how wor

Venting
Well Im tired of being walked on.. Tired of all the fucking drama and bullshit Tired of people talking behind my back. Tired of thinking Im not good enough for anyone. Tired of feelin used. Tired of the mental abuse. Tired Tired Tired. From here on out.. No more fucking around. I mean business. You dont like me then KISS MY ASS. You dont wanna be my friend. so be it.. BUT KEEP YOUR FUCKING MOUTH SHUT>

Boring Day Waiitng For My Friend
Im here bored as hell waitin to go home me and my son ... Stayed for the weekend she had to go to her fathers said she would ony be gone 2 hrs or 3 still not home... Want to go home take my grocery home and still need to do more shoppin hubby waitin for me at home... Stayed here for the weekend... Hate waitin for people im very impatient. Hopefully she will be home soon. She has this cool site on her computer called skype it is cool can call people anywhere in canada or states as long as you have a mic and it is free. Call there home number and when they answer you can talk to them on your pc turn up your volume and talk like on a phone and it is cool cause it is free no charges for the call like that ah.. The other borin thing here is she has no cable so playin on here is what we usually do take turns or go shoppin ... Now im bored and want to go home

Are You A Sick Fuck?
You scored as Masochist. You are a Masochist. You love Pain, it gets you off and you need it to enjoy sex. You hate Leave it to Beaver and love Strangeland.Masochist75%Dreamer55%Human Toilet35%Bondage Slave35%Goodie Goodie20%Are you a Sick Fuck?created with QuizFarm.com

What Is Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Biting92%Chains/Handcuffs92%Blood83%Bondage83%Blind Folds75%Whips50%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

My Official First Blog Here
So I have become addicted to blogging. I know I know who really is that interested in what a 37yr old mother of 5 boys has to say??? Well I don't think I am just ANY old mom, I first was born and called Deena before I was ever called MOM. And you know what she is still pretty much here, burried under the guise of MOM. But I am here with all the same dreams and wants I have had all my life. The things I want are simple things really, I want to write novels for a living FULL time, not part time.. that would mean giving up my day job as a hairstylist.. yes I create in hair too hehehe. I would love to adopt a daughter one day, one that needs a family. She doesn't have to be a baby, in fact I don't think I would want a baby. I have btdt 5 times and feel lucky I was able to experience that but I have a strong desire to adopt a little girl in need. Not for awhile though, I need my 4 youngests sons to GROW up a bit. Oh and convince my husband that adopting another child is a good idea HAHA. I

Blog!!!
It's nearly the end of 2006 and I'm just starting my first blog! How behind the times am I? Never really seen the point in having a blog as I've nothing in particular to say, but I'm a bit bored today so here it is. Ummm...that is all. Move along now, nothing to see here! :P

What Kind Of Pagan Are You?
You scored as Norse Pantheonic Pagan (Asatru). You might well be Asatru, or Norse Pagan. With prodominantly Germanic and Slavic roots, the Gods of the Norse are strong, bawdy and passionate. Many men feel drawn to these gods, and this is the faith for those who celebrate courage, valor and strength. Home of one of the most well known Gods of mischief and fire, Loki, followers of this pantheon tend to be full of good humor and also strong in spirit and frequently the protectors of those they care for. Norse Pantheonic Pagan (Asatru)100%Ecclectic Pagan85%Zoroastrian Pagan55%Shamanic Pagan50%Celtic Pantheonic Pagan45%Sumerian, Babylonian, and Mesopotamian Pagans40%Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan35%Eastern Pagan25%Kabbalistic Pagan25%Roman Pantheonic Pagan

Ugh!
A night full of nightmares. Lovely. And i was so out of it last night i thought dracula was trying to eat me, and the only reason i remember this, is because my grandparents took pictures of me hahahahaa. :) Im not posting them!

What Mythological Creature Are You?
You scored as Demon. Demon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon.Demon67%Faerie59%WereWolf50%Mermaid50%Dragon50%Angel50%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

What Subcategory Of Goth Best Fits You?
You scored as Romantic Goth. You are a romantic goth, better known as a traditional goth. You are probably quickly identified as a goth by outsiders. Black lace, bats, and moonlit cemetaries are just a few of your favorite things. Click on my name to take my other tests if you liked this one.Anything-Goes Goth79%Romantic Goth79%Industrial/Rivet-Head54%Old-school Goth50%Death Rocker50%Fantasy Goth50%Confused Outsider42%Perky Goff33%Ethereal Goth33%Cyber-goth25%Understanding Outsider

What Group Are You?
You scored as Goth. Your A Goth!Goth80%Rocker, Mosher65%Trendy35%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev25%Emo20%Prepy15%Skater5%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com

So, I'm Here....
Now what?! I suppose I should start off by introducing myself. My name is Raven. I'm 18 years old, happily married to Aaron. I'm a housewife, also 6 months preggo with our first child, a baby girl we're naming Aubrey. I'm totally excited! I found out about LC on myspace. If anyone would like to add me on there, the URL is http://www.myspace.com/ohsostarless that's it for now i guess lol!

Who's Ur Heavy Metal Boyfriend
Take the quiz: Who's ur Heavy Metal Boyfriend?Dani Filth (Cradle of Filth)ooo...Dani Filth is ur date! A mysterious, blood drinking vamp who will bring the vamp out of u! Quizzes by myYearbook.com -- the World's Biggest Yearbook!

What Is Your Element
what is your element (lengthy results and good pics!) ^.^ you are FIRE: Fire is the element of both creation as well as destruction. Just as a fire may burn down trees, new life can grow in its place. It is an element of the summer and a time of high noon. Both very hot times. This is the realm of the legendary salamander or fire lizard. The salamander reminds us that all things are possible given imagination and courage to walk through the fire.Color = redType of Energy = ProjectiveMetals = Gold, BrassSeason = SummerDirection = SouthTime = NoonGods:Vulcan (Hephaestus),Horus,Agni,Logi,Atar,Gibil,Goddesses:Hestia (Vesta)PelePLEAS RATE!!!! (5)! o^__^o "pretty please!"Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

What Kind Of Witch Are You?
What kind of Witch are you? You are a Confident Witch!You can walk the walk and talk the talk! you know what you're doing and are a born leader.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Right. Now, On To Business.
OK, so I'm happy for the moment. Now I can get to the meat of this whole exploration into setting up a Cherry account and such. I intend to hunt this place for two types of people: (1) folks who write, and (2) folks who are just nice peeps and have more than a smattering of clues about how to go about getting someone's attention. Here's a grand example. See my friend list over there? There's a friend on it. 'heygabe' actually took the time to say HI without posting some obnoxious pictures of sparkly unicorns or wistful whatevers. Well, actually, she did try to do that, but crafty me, I shut that crap off. So, she came back and said hello, actually said hello. This proves she's smarter than most, and probably nicer than most. So, she got added as a friend. See, I'm not a stick in the mud after all. :) Now, you try it. If you're stuck for something to say, well, just think for a minute and then type whatever you like. I'll even visit your profile and blog or whathaveyou. Just s

What Vampiric Power Do You Most Possess?
You scored as Telepathy. You posess the power of Telepathy!! Your mind flows far and wide to touch the one you choose. Telepathy63%Charisma56%Mind Control50%Perception50%Shadow walking44%Shape shift31%What vampiric power do you most possess?created with QuizFarm.com

I Believe
I believe that in a relationship a man should be the man and a woman should be the woman. I believe that you can love and hate the same person. I believe that it takes two GOOD people to raise a family. I believe that single mothers don't get enough thanks for what they do. I believe that good guys do finish last, but so do good girls. I believe that a sensitive man is sexy as hell, but a pansy is not. I believe that to many people judge a book by is cover before looking to see what's inside. I believe that you can love someone long after the relationship is over. I believe that an ex can be one of your best friends. I believe there is one true love out there for everybody. I believe that the pain of a broken heart can still hurt long after it should have healed. I believe that the sound of a rainstorm is romantic. I believe that we don't tell those close to us that we care about them enough. I believe that we should live for the moment.

What My Eyes Reveal About Me
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain67%Mysterious50%Diamond Eyes42%Passion33%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Wishes
My Eternal Soul How can I define the perfect love ? more than a wonder sent from above she laughs and understands my humor she has loving that soul that I long for she cares about me without attached strings she is to me the world in all of the things she is the one I cherish and want to make smile she likes the way I dress and likes my sense of style she lights up the room by walking in the door she has a wild sexual passion that leaves me wanting more she does not need to be with me every hour of the day she knows that I want her around and she is never in my way she just likes spending time with me and sharing the moment to me she is everything wonderful truly heaven sent She is the one that I would never want to break her heart She loves with everything in her soul so I never want to part She is my missing other half without her I'm not whole she is my hopes, my dreams, my life, My eternal Soul By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Setting Rules For Swinging - Part 1
Every advice column I've seen on beginning swinging includes the phrase "set rules and live by them". Unfortunately, the authors of those columns rarely go into any detail about how to do so. This article is not meant to be the definitive source on rules for swinging, but rather a starting point for you to begin talking about your comfort level with your significant other. The first thing you need to remember is that the person you share your life with, is the important person in swinging. Their comfort level, passion and self-esteem should always be your first concern. That said, when discussing rules, you will need to remember that no matter how outlandish, silly, bizarre, or just plain crazy the rules your partner comes up with may seem to you - they need to be respected, because that rule is clearly important to your partner. I'd also like to express my opinion that a discussion about rules should not be approached as a bargaining session, nor as a negotiation, but

Boredom Strikes
99 things bout myself 1. Full Name: Jenny Anna Wells 2. Nicknames: Jen Jen, Beej 3. Birthday: 22nd Jan 4. Place of Birth: Essex 5. Zodiac Sign: Aquirus 6. Male or female: Female 7. Grade: None but I am doing an AS level photography course 8. School: Burton College 9. Occupation: I don't have one 10. Residence: Burton 11. MSN Screen Name: I'll make art until someone dies __Your Appearance___ 12. Hair Colour: Brunette 13. Hair Length: Medium 14. Eye colour: Blue 15. Weight: I don't know it's been a while since I weighed myself 16. Height: 5ft 7 ish 17. Braces? Nope 18. Glasses? Yes 19. Piercings: Ears and lip 20. Tattoos: Not yet 21. Righty or Lefty: Righty ___Your 'Firsts'___ 22. First best friend: Erm Tyne way back when 23. First Award: I don't remember 24. First Sport You Joined: Not sure I used to do country dancing though 25. First pet: A dog 26. First Real Vacation: Lake district when I was little I suppose that or Scotland 27. First Concert

The Words Of A Man Who Has Seen Much And Lost Much....
No one knows true pain untill they see life taken away right in front of them Reach up 2 god and beg 4 his mercy Now all just remember life is what u make it My heart beat is louder then all as it is heavy with burden I will awaken all your fears in life 2 make u all realize its all just a dream Being afraid is not the lack of courage but rather conquering one's fear is proof that you are human I will show you my innerpain pain that will make u realize that what pain you think you have is nothing compared to mine so that you can start to enjoy your life I wll teach u the fruits that you are wasting by thinking they are nothing I'm just doing this make you all know that you are good people and to err is human Instead of worring about who you are going 2 screw next think about the life lessons others have taught you and who you can pass it on to I will raise my hands 2 God 2 beg 4 forgiveness for your sins I wll will take unto my own all your sins and your hate You all hav

The Modern Synthisis -not All "survival Of The Fitest"
"The major tenets of the evolutionary synthesis, then, were that populations contain genetic variation that arises by random (ie. not adaptively directed) mutation and recombination; that populations evolve by changes in gene frequency brought about by random genetic drift, gene flow, and especially natural selection; that most adaptive genetic variants have individually slight phenotypic effects so that phenotypic changes are gradual (although some alleles with discrete effects may be advantageous, as in certain color polymorphisms); that diversification comes about by speciation, which normally entails the gradual evolution of reproductive isolation among populations; and that these processes, continued for sufficiently long, give rise to changes of such great magnitude as to warrant the designation of higher taxonomic levels (genera, families, and so forth)." - Futuyma, D.J. in Evolutionary Biology, Sinauer Associates, 1986; p.12 This description would be incomprehensible to Dar

Life Is A Garden
"Life Is A Garden" You feel their eyes upon you Hear their words behind you What do they know (what do they know) About you They tell you who you should be They tell you what you should do They'll never believe (never believe) In you Somebody should have told you It never comes easy And somebody should have told you that There's no guarantees And that you lose it all When you stop dreaming There's no way to know if you run away (They tell you who you should be while ignoring your dreams) This is your time to stand up This is your time to fight for All that you know (all that you know) And you believe You owe it to yourself to Find out what you're meant for There's no way to know (no way to know) If you run Somebody should have told you It never comes easy And somebody should have told you that There's no guarantees And that you lose it all When you stop dreaming There's no way to know if you run away (They tell you who you should be while igno

6 Weird Things/habits
1. I usually forget the easiest things to remember. 2. Addicted to vanilla wafers and i gotta have em w/ milk. 3. I never got a speeding ticket,people say i drive slower than their grandma. 4. I actually miss my hometown alot (Danville,Il),its funny cause its not anything to do there,just go to walmart. 5. Yeah i'mma geek, i like to do the worm 6. When i'm bored i got a bad habit of sendin text messages to people i work w/ when they are right next to me.

Hehe
ok so, I used to be like a serious pothead but,Im a good girl now...anyways so, every once in awhile when Im like stressed I dream that Im smoking...well last night I dreamed that I was smoking but, the funny part is I was smoking with the skateboarder BAM magera....let me tell you I love him!!! OMG!!!! granted if I had to deal with him on the daily basis I would end up hurting someone but, isnt that the way it always goes....I just thought I would share that because I thought it was really funny and it made me wake up smiling for a change....

Hello, World
OK, first blog post here. Hey's it's better than MySpaz already. :) Although, I'm already annoyed. One of my hobbies is web design, and things that scroll off the side of my browser make me want to start choking the crap out of someone. (You have your pet peeves, I have mine.) Hopefully, I can find a way to remedy that. Otherwise, unless this joint is hopping with script kiddies and sploiters, I've gotten a bazillion '10' ratings and messages from users here already - which is cool and all, except I got the ratings before I even finished filling out the profile; it don't take much to please some folks, apparantly. Still, not all of you are bots, so for those who come here in flesh-and-blood form, a houdy-back-atcha. Now, let me get back to finishing this thing, willya?

The Next 24 Hours
I stayed to see my daughter for a bit and nurses explained what was going on and what all the monitors were about and then i was taken for a rest up to the ward.I hated the ward from the moment i was up there it was full off new mums and new born babies.I had vistors all afternoon.But as night time came the feeling off real loaniess set in.I was or seemed to be the only one up on that ward not rocking or feeding her baby to sleep.I laid there,but still couldnt move my legs and some how eventually got to sleep.I had terrible nightmares which to this day no one knows about not even garry.I woke up during the night and found i could move my legs well that was that i was straight down to the neonatal unit.The nurse who was looking after carenza summer said to expect the worst in the next 24 hours,i looked at her and said really i dont belive you the nurse shook her head in disbelive and said you dont have a clue......... to be contiuned

Lmmfao Dumb Laws!
Dumb Laws in New York Women may go topless in public, providing it is not being used as a business. You may not smoke within 100 feet of the entrance to a public building. It is illegal for a woman to be on the street wearing "body hugging clothing. Citizens may not greet each other by "putting one's thumb to the nose and wiggling the fingers". A fine of $25 can be levied for flirting. It is against the law to throw a ball at someone's head for fun. The penalty for jumping off a building is death. New Yorkers cannot dissolve a marriage for irreconcilable differences, unless they both agree to it. A person may not walk around on Sundays with an ice cream cone in his/her pocket. While riding in an elevator, one must talk to no one, and fold his hands while looking toward the door. Slippers are not to be worn after 10:00 P. Dumb Laws in Michigan Persons may not be drunk on trains. It is illegal to kill a dog using a decompression chamber. Adultery is illegal, bu

Feeling Alil Better...
well the dr called in some meds for me on Friday....they r working like GOLD...I do feel better, but because I have been sick the house has gone to shit....nobody cares that I have been sick & in bed for a couple days, they all still want dinner cooked, clothes washed, ect....but I am feeling better, the meds only help with the symtoms, I still feel like I got hit by a truck, but no one in my house cares...they just tell me to keep it to myself...so much luv going on around here....hopefully I will feel even better tomorrow & I will be on line for more than a couple of minutes...hope everyone has had a good weekend...I will be watching the Steelers @ 4:15 play Kansas City....wonder if they can win this game???? Hope to talk to some of u tomorrow..enjoy ur Sunday......

The Real
The Real by momowilly AIDS and BABIES AIDS and BABIES There’s nothing out there but AIDS and BABIES Maybe that’s what we should tell ‘em The kids wanna shake their laffy-taffy They wanna fall in love with a stripper They getting slizzle on that goose They’re dying to… They’re just dying Thinking how “cool” it is to get it How “grown” they’ll be when bedded Because they see it all on the TV The idiot box shows them “reality?” But they don’t see the real What? AIDS and BABIES! AIDS and BABIES? Because that’s really the end of the show Just cut to the chase and let ‘em know We all listened to every tune Promising us the stars and the moon We wanted to bump and grind Our parents got busy with Prince and the Time They were our soundtrack growing up Teaching us that was the way to grow up Getting someone to slide inside Or being the slider inside For what? AIDS and BABIES? AIDS and BABIES? Maybe BABIES with AIDS? BABIES with AIDS? You probably can’t even

One Of The Largest Painting In The World
project "onemillionandonedollarpainting" is challenging mind and body. It contains 3 superlatives: 1. 500 qm of painted canvas 2. Size of artwork is 1 km 3. Total fee of one million and one dollar One of the largest painting in the world is split into 5000 pieces, which become one when connected. Each piece is unique. This unique project of art shall entertain. Become part of it!

How Purple Am I... It Is My Fav Color....
You Are Grape You are bold and a true individual. You are very different and very okay with that. People know you as a straight shooter. You're very honest, even when the truth hurts. You are also very grounded and practical. No one is going to sneak anything by you. People enjoy your fresh approach to life. And it's this honesty that makes you a very innovative person. What Color Purple Are You?

The Great Protector
This is written by my 9 year old son. THE GREAT PROTECTOR Once upon a time there lived a giant named Mangoo and a monster named Mongoo. The monster was guarding the 9 dragons' treasure. They had a whole chest full of pearls. The pearls were in a cave, buried 81 feet underground. Mongoo lived in the back of the cave so he could protect the treasure from Mangoo, the giant. Mangoo had been trying to get the treasure for over 81,000 years. He wanted to get the pearls and sell them to buy food. The giant had not been seen for many years because he was trying to think of a way to get the treasure. He had been planning and planning. One day a big stomp was heard in the village, it was Mangoo, the giant, looking for the dragons' treasure. He searched everywhere: in the houses, in closets, in wells, and even in the forests. Then he searched in caves. He found the cave with Mongoo, the monster in it because he heard him breathing very loudly. So the giant said in a mean way, "

Life
A house is an island, you say. A home is where the heart dies. The light from the diaphanous shade looking over at us, mocking us. "The fates are cruel" you say, "I don't understand them anyway." I usually tried to describe my feelings to the walls. Nothing. Nothing. Not even white noise. My thoughts peeled off like layers of onion… Hitting the ground, shamelessly. Your comfort cold as winter stone. and veiled with flimsy gossamer. Oh, Love… You called out to me from a distance - and barged into my life without warning... A black arrow cutting through my days. Dripping with its cyclical poisons and sorrow charms. Hope seeping from your one-little two-little Feather Heads. You set me off like a hot air blast. And I wanted to create something new. And the words they felt so important! Became more important than me… Be

Anthem Of Our Dying Day
"Anthem Of Our Dying Day" The stars will cry The blackest tears tonight And this is the moment that I live for I can smell the ocean air And here I am Pouring my heart onto these rooftops Just a ghost to the world That's exactly Exactly what I need From up here the city lights burn Like a thousand miles of fire And I'm here to sing this anthem Of our dying day For a second I wish the tide Would swallow every inch of this city As you gasp for air tonight I'd scream this song right in your face If you were hear I swear I wont miss a beat Cause I never Never have before From up here the city lights burn Like a thousand miles of fire And I'm here to sing this anthem Of our dying day Of our dying day Of our dying day Of our dying!!! For a second I wish the tide Would swallow every inch of this city And you gasp for air tonight!! From up here the city lights burn Like a thousand miles of fire And I'm here to sing this anthem Of our dying day

Who Knew...
Love actually can exist. I am so amazed right now that someone loves me for me. For once! Some of my friends don't approve of him but who cares. I am falling for him more and more each time I see him. So, this excites me very much. I hope my heart will let me love him. I hope I dont get hurt from him. I just damn...too many thoughts running through my head right now. In other news, I can't get online very much after today. I have like three test on the same day. This is gonna bite. I have math, writting, and english. Grrrr....! Writing I can do its the English and Math I am woried about. Well, finally my room is done. yay! Well, there is some things that neeed to be added but its good for now. It's still a working process. At least I am out there now. LoL Anyhoo, have a great weekend and week everyone.

How's Your Karma?
You Have Good Karma In general, you like to do the right thing when it comes to others. Your caring personality really shines through. Sure, you have your moments of weakness - and occasionally act out. But, all in all, you're karma is good... even with those few dark spots. How's Your Karma?

How Lustful Am I? I'm A 30-ish Woman Who Doesn't Get Enough; You Figure It Out!
Your Lust Quotient: 79% You are a very lustful person - and it sometimes gets the better of you! You know how to hold back, but you hardly ever do. How Much Lust Do You Have?

Calgon Take Me Away
How can anyone get any damn sleep here...9 damn people under one roof....kids screaming and yelling..I AM ABOUT TO GO NUTS...Calgon take me the fuck away pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...Nephew is spoiled ass rotten...sister thinks he has a mental problem...yeah its called if i don't get my way i am gonna yell and scream and throw a fit...don't get me wrong i love my nephew but u can only take so much of it...

Update
AS AN UPDATE THEY HAVE HIM ON CONTINUOUS OXYGEN BECAUSE IF NOT HIS RATE DROPS REALLY LOW THEY HAVE TAKEN HIMDOWN FOR SOME TESTS THIS MORNING AND IM GATHERING HIS THINGS TO TAKE TO HIM SO EVERYONE KEEP SENDING HIM THE LOVE AND I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE WHO HAS SO FAR YOU REALLY DO ROCK...MUCH LOVE TO YA HES NOT GOING TO BE ABLE TO SEE ALL HIS COMMENTS WHEN HE DOES GET ONLINE TO CHECK, SO PPL START LEAVING HIS PRIVATE MESSAGES I TOLD HIM THAT WE WERE ALL BLOWING UP HIS PAGE...AND HE SAID TO THANK EVERYONE FOR THEIR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS...

How Ironic Because I Want To Move To Austin!!!
You Are Austin A little bit country, a little bit rock and roll. You're totally weird and very proud of it. Artistic and freaky, you still seem to fit in... in your own strange way. Famous Austin residents: Lance Armstrong, Sandra Bullock, Andy Roddick What American City Are You?

What Piercing Are You
You scored as Dirty Piercings. AH!!! You dirty person you! Put that away!!! Who did that for you!? Your the kinkiest of the kinkiest and probably think you're hot stuff. Well, maybe you are but that's kinda nasty. Ew. Weirdo.Dirty Piercings100%Labret Piercing90%Nipples80%Tongue Piercing70%Cartilage Piercing60%Lip Piercing50%Earlobe Piercing50%Belly Button Piercing40%Nose Piercing30%What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Stupid Profiles (sad But True)
HERES A QUICKIE NOW IN MY OPINION IF IT DOES COUNT BUT REGARDLESS ITS STILL FUNNY ARE THOSE STUPID PROFILES THAT TRANSFORM MANKIND INTO THEE ANIMAL IN THEM GRRRRRR NOW PLEASE TELL ME THAT ITS THE SAME STATUS JUNKIES PROFILE THAT IS TRANSFORMING INTO A TIGER NOT JUST ANY TIGER BUT A WHITE TIGER IF NOT WE HAVE A PROBLOM BECAUSE SOME ONE TOLD THESE PEOPLE THAT THEY WOULD BE COOL THAT THERE GRRRRRRRRREAT OK NOW MY OTHER FAVORITE IS THE TRANSFORMING VAMPS I CANT GET ENOUGH OF THESE PEOPLE I KNOW YOU HAVE SEEN THEM AROUND IT LOOKS TO BE THE SAME TYPE OF PERSON AND THAT IS AN OLDER LADY AROUND 40 OR SO OVERWEIGHT MOST LIKELY UNATTRACTIVE AND THATS NOT THE PROBLOM THEY TRANFORM THEM SELFS INTO A VAMPIRE NOT ANY TYPE BUT A SEXXXY VAMPIRE LIKE IF THATS GOING TO HELP COMMON NOW THATS FALSE ADVERTISMENT BOTTOM LINE IS THIS YOU NEVER SEE A PRETTY WOMAN (VICE VERSA PERSON) TRANFORMING THEM SELF INTO AN UGLY PERSON OR AN ANIMAL

From This Blog To God's Ear!!!
You Should Be a Song Writer You have the ability to evoke emotion, tell a story, and hook someone... In a very small amount of words, perhaps with some deft rhyming. Even if you can't write music, you can sure write compelling lyrics. Lyrics so good, people will have them stuck in their heads! What Type of Writer Should You Be?

Naughty Quiz
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?27-29 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bi-Curious 3. Have you ever given someone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?5-10 6. What is your pubic hair style?All natural 7. What kind of underwear do you wear?Boxer Briefs 8. Have you ever taken, or been in, naked photos?Both taken and been in them 9. Have you ever been to a nude beach, or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 10. Do you watch porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 11. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched others and been watched 12. How large are you...ya know, in the pants?About 8 inches 13. Have you ever expirimented with another man?Yes I have 14. What is your favorite sexual position?Spooning, side by side 15. Are you circumcised?Yes I am 16. What gets you off fastest?Intercourse 17. How often do you masturbate?Maybe once a month

What A Kiss Means
What a KISS means *Kiss on the belly----"yes im on my way down" *Kiss on the Forehead ----"i want to keep you forever" *Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm horny" *Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends" *Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you" *Kiss on the Neck ---"lets fuck" *Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you" *Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you" *Holding Hands ---"she/he is mines" *A wink ---"wanna go somewhere else?!?!?" *Slap on the Butt ---"wanna hook up" *Playing with the Ear --- "I can't live without you" *Holding on tight ---"Don't let go" *Looking into each other's Eyes ---"I wanna be with u" *Playing with Hair on Head ---"Tell me you love me" *Arms around the Waist ---"Your mine and I'm never letting go" *Laughing while Kissing --"I am completley Comfortable with you" --Advice-- *Dont ask for a kiss, take one. *If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love (or strong like).

Butterfly Effect
We all have those moments ... If I just would/wouldn't of ___________ (fill in the blank) I know I've pondered many 'Life Altering' -or- 'Defying' nanoseconds ... If I wouldn't have got drunk ... If I would have been there ... I should have ... I could have ... I personally can remember some of my worst mistakes (in slo-mo for added effect) unfolding with a drunken thought -- blurted out ... Where if I wasnt with my friend and his conversation wouldn't of taken place then I would have never: Ask my first wife to marry me (true story) I was just passing out on the couch away from probably just moving to Florida and then lived almost all the 80's starting out as a single man ... Oh, I've pondered that worst case scenario with so many CRAZY out comes ... With my vidid imagination, I've seen some wild and crazy times -but- I would have probably had some BAD out come of death or jail result. My 'FATE' dealt be a different hand though, funny - becau

Life Path Number
Your Life Path Number is 1 Your purpose in life is to lead others. You have great drive and determination. Nothing is going to stand in your way. You seek out challenges and the spotlight. You'll take all the work - and all the glory. Status and success are important to you. You demand the best from everyone and everything. In love, you tend to take a protective role. You enjoy being the provider in relationships. You expect others to be like you, and as a result, you are often disappointed. A little selfish and vain, you always put yourself first. Remember, everyone already knows you're great - you don't need to remind them! What Is Your Life Path Number?

R U A Sociopath?
You Are 44% Sociopath You're not a sociopath, but you're very prone to antisocial behavior. Other people's opinions matter little to you. You live your own fringe life - for better or worse. Are You A Sociopath?

My Test Results...yea !!!
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

One That's Actually True! (true Birth Month)
Your True Birth Month Is July Tactful Honest Friendly Secretive Homebody Sentimental Hardworking Approachable Fun to be with Has reputation Not revengeful Easily consoled Very emotional Wary and sharp Waits for friends Likes to be quiet Witty and snarky Caring and loving Loves to be alone Overly concerned Loves to be loved Treats others equally Puts in effort in work Takes pride in oneself Moody and easily hurt No difficulties in studying Strong sense of sympathy Forgiving but never forgets Quiet unless excited or tensed Not aggressive unless provoked Concerned about people's feelings Temperamental and unpredictable Judge people through observations Easily hurt but takes long to recover Guides others physically and mentally Dislikes the nonsensical and unnecessary Difficult to fathom and to be understood Sensitive and forms impressions carefully Always broods about the past and the old friends What's Your True Birth Month?

What The "f" Ever...(aura)
Your Aura is Blue Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor What Color Is Your Aura?

Love
Purple Pussy Eater There in the back of the classroom, sat the little girl hunched over in her desk crying, shielding her face beneath her arms. She was one of the smartest and brightest students in Albert J. Elementary, always eager to learn something new. Many thoughts ran through Mr. Blackmons head, trying to figure out why one of his most promising students was sad. "Monique, would you like a tissue, a drink of water or maybe someone to talk to?" Her defenses were up, and didnt look as if she was going to let them down or let no one in the secret door. She sat in the desk and shook her head no. "Monique, this isnt doing me any good seeing you like this. Please tell me why you are not outside playing with the other children. Its beautiful outdoors, you should be enjoying your recess." The weeping noise she made grew a little, judging from that he took a guess and asked, "Did something happen outside?" This time she said "No" and shook her head, yes. Kicking her feet against the ha

Life , Kids, And Leaving Home
i feel sad today because my son is leaving home despite all the bad things they do in life and to you it's hard we've had our moments alot just lately being bad but i love him and will miss him i just wish he wasn't the way he is and would respect himself and others i never brought him up to be like this and just don't know what went wrong but i do love him so much why do our kids do what they do. 1 is the law and goverment have taken perentle rights away to adiquitly disaplin our kids.

Love
hWhat She Cravedg hShe couldnt fight the urge any longer. In broad daylight, she slipped her hand in between her thighs, rubbing against the seam of her jeans. There was a slight pulsation and clit felt every bit of it. Switching her sitting position made her even hornier. She couldnt sit still. She didnt want to sit still. The desire to come became stronger. The thought of being pleased outdoors always excited her, but the thought of her pleasuring herself outdoors aroused her. Trying hard to focus and finish taking notes for class, her hand suddenly began unbuttoning her jeans, as the zipper eased its way down, her anticipation grew. The jilts between the zipper teeth teased her clit and sent a tickling feeling through her pussy lips. She had not came, the wetness just increased. In a back to front motion, she slipped her hand deep inside her and cradled her pussy. As if petting a real pussycat, she gently stroked her pussy lips, slipping her finger in and out her slit. Chills ran

About Me
Myspace Survey...Tell All!--Info--Name::Kimberly Jean Kelley Nicknames::Kim, Kimba, Babydoll Birthplace::Fridley, MN Current Location::Circle Pines, MN Hair Color::Whatever I chose Eye Color::Hazel Height::5'4" Weight:: Tatoos?::2 Piercings?::none Overused Phrase::Shut up --Your--Bedtime::When I fall asleep Best Physical Feature::My eyes Most Embarassing Moment:: Most Missed Memory::My ex First Thought When You Wake Up::I want to go back to bed Weakness::I'm too nice Best Friends::Jason, Penny, Karla Goal For The Year::Get what I want Greatest Fears::Dying in a plane crash --This Or That--Pepsi or Coke...:Pepsi McDonalds or Burger King...:McDonalds Hot Tea or Ice Tea...:Ice tea Chocolate or Vanilla...:Depends on what the food is Water or Milk...:Water Coffee or Hot Chocolate...:Both Hugs or Kisses...:Kisses Cats or Dogs...:Both

Top 10 Signs You're Too Old For Trick Or Treating
10. You get winded from knocking on the door. 9. You have to have another kid chew the candy for you. 8. You ask for high fiber candy only. 7. When someone drops a candy bar in your bag, you lose your balance and fall over. 6. People say, "Great Keith Richards mask!" and you're not wearing a mask. 5. When the door opens you yell, "Trick or ... " and can't remember the rest. 4. By the end of the night, you have a bag full of restraining orders. 3. You have to carefully choose a costume that won't dislodge your hairpiece. 2. You're the only Power Ranger in the neighborhood with a walker. 1. You avoid going to houses where your ex-wives live.

My First Blog!!!
So this a group from bottalk tells me about this place and i gotta say, it's not bad. Kinda confusing but i can't divide properly so my opinion on that can't really "count" Muwhaha!! Pun's are fun. I've been here for only about a half hour but i've already gotten alot of messages. Now these could be nothing more than Bots but hey i can have the illusion people really like me, right? Well anyway to tell u all about this scruffy bastard. My name is Walt. I own and operate an animated company out of Rhode Island called Eyeson Animation. We have a small webpage www.tfrebellion.com check it out its got some pretty cool animations on it. Other than that i watch movies, write stories, and drink whiskey. It's a dull life but it keeps me on my fat little toes. heh.

The Movies.
Okay so we went to the movies yesterday. It was my first time driving more than five minutes with my bf at wheel and in his car. So it was a bit nerve wrecking. For some reason his car does 30 without him touching the gas!!! Then to top it off we were driving on Delaware Ave. which always makes me a bit queasy. even with the most experienced driver. He has only had his liscense about 6 months and its was the first time he drove me anywhere without my dad being around. So I was quite nervous. Anyway, my cousin has never driven anywhere with my bf at the wheel so that was fun. We sat in the back telling him to slow down and stuff. Plus I hate merging! I absolutely hate it, and the lane hopping! It makes me physically ill. I have been in to many car accidents. Seriously when I get in cars a lot of the time I close my eyes till we get there. Anyway so we made it to the movie last night! Woooo!!!! We went to see Texas Chainsaw Massacres The Beginning. Just so everyone knows, save your

Perfection Is A Dream
Perfection is a dream Without an end. It yearns for naught but the Stars to bleed their Light to his Moon, it mourns Its own despair— He speaks of the Starvation of the Arts. In tongues they speak to him, In dark they laugh, Followed by dancing flames In growing fear. Run not at their coming, For winter’s nigh. A laugh is not a laugh But a romance… Carry your own worries In a sword with Growing stems of laughter And dreams of day. No one will come for you As this night dawns. Forever they will seek Your own end.

Cigarette Diaries - First Entry
Cigarette Diaries - First Entry It suprised me how quickly I picked it all up again. Though, I imagine its somewhat like riding a bike, you can go years without it but you never really forget. In the back of your head you feel like they are watching closer for the signs this time. I have an insatiable ego, I like to believe that I matter enough for people to pay attention to me. Is it wrong to feel comfort in dillusions of grandieur? Really, im nothing special. Every story has a hero, a villain, struggle, overcoming struggle, suspense, misery, joy...all that shite. This story's no different. Im no hero. I have no profound message. I believe I feed my ego when I act out these scenario's, planning every response and outcome. Its this ultimate need for control. I need to control things. Predicting people reactions and manipulating them into self fulfilling prophecy's. If you tell me that I will be ok if I do this, or that, I purposely do the opposite, consciously, unconsciously, wh

Things Poly's Should Know
By Mistress Matisse Having three people in a happy, perfectly balanced sexual relationship is often regarded as the Holy Grail of polyamory. But in Arthurian legend, Galahad, the guy who actually reached the Grail, was a virgin who led a sinless life. Let that serve as an example of the difficulty and sacrifices usually required to make one's triad dreams come true. Got the hots for one of those strictly monogamous people? Yeah, they're like puppies—really cute, but often a whole lot of trouble. They either toy with you until they get another mono partner, or worse yet, they'll try to make you be monogamous, too. Being poly means seeing all the good movies at least twice—once with each partner. It also means you'll baffle restaurant servers if you frequently take your partners to the same places for dinner, either separately or all three of you together. It's not uncommon for poly people to write down specific agreements they make with lovers—about things like safer sex, re

57second Attempt
Well, I recently got some recording gears (finally) and recorded a short intro to a song (57secs). I played bass, guitar and did some vocals. Just wondering what people thought of it (and the mix, for you sound engineers). You can download it here: http://dynamite.byethost5.com/gump.mp3 the song is actually called Killing Apathy...not Gump. anyways, this is my first recording with vocals and bass. So feel free to give constructive criticism/etc. All the best to you all and talk soon I hope!

Help
I have a few new pictures that I would really like to have some "work" done to but I dont know how to do it and honestly dont think I have the programs I would need to do it on my computer. If any of you can help I would love it! They are the four pictures under the "my baby boi" album. I would love to see the different things people could do with them. And I would also like to see what other things could be done with the picture of my fiancee holding my daughter...my default but the orginal which is under my "family" album. I will buy something for each person who does "work" on these pictures for me. And what I buy for you will depend on a couple things....1) How many of the pictures you do and 2) How well I like what you did. Thank you to you all

This And That
No new fun stories about my nephew but I'm sure before he leaves there will be more lol. Watch for updates here and there. He is just a bundle of laughs, when he isn't being evil and that is pleanty of times. In case I didn't mention it I'm feeling alot better now. I really think that the blues are tied in with Aunt Flow lol. I am still very tired though. I think that is because of the weird shift known as third. Anyone who wants my shift and I'll take yours I accept. Now if you can just tell my boss that they shouldn't work me so hard lol. Or tell customers it's not yet Chirstmas and to NOT shop so much. I have this horrible cough right now and I can't seem to shake it. I've done the cough syrup and cough drops. I'm looking for any other suggestions. I am really hurting because of this cough so please help me out here. I know if I get sick it will clear alot of the problem up. I just really hate throwing up is all. Oh well time will tell how it'll clear up. I hope you all hav

Thank You...
to all of you who have reached out your hand to me in my time of need! I knew it would be my friends on here who would help and support me the most but I had no idea just how right I was! You guys have been great to me and have helped keep me pushing through each day with a positive outlook on everything even if that doesnt seem possible to me at times. Some of you understand what Im saying and some of you understand what he is saying but either way you have helped me because you have opened my eyes to see things in a diferent perspective and I will never be able to thank you guys enough. You have no idea how much all the love and support you all have shown means to me! I love you guys! And thanks again!

Where Have All The Flowers Gone?
This song by Pete Seegers came out in the 60s its still appropriate for today Where have all the flowers gone? Long time passing Where have all the flowers gone? Long time ago Where have all the flowers gone? Girls have picked them every one When will they ever learn? When will they ever learn? Where have all the young girls gone? Long time passing Where have all the young girls gone? Long time ago Where have all the young girls gone? Taken husbands every one When will they ever learn? When will they ever learn? Where have all the young men gone? Long time passing Where have all the young men gone? Long time ago Where have all the young men gone? Gone for soldiers every one When will they ever learn? When will they ever learn? Where have all the soldiers gone? Long time passing Where have all the soldiers gone? Long time ago Where have all the soldiers gone? Gone to graveyards every one When will they ever learn? When will they ever learn? Whe

Breaking
my heart is breaking my mind is racing all i want is that happiness instead of all this loneliness some say they understand and reach out their hand others think im crazy making it all hazy there are nights i have cried myself to sleep curled up in a heap my mind is racing and my heart is breaking

Needing A Stiff One
Okay, I'm cutting to the chase, Any hot guys out here in SW Ohio that like to get together with a hot ass Tgirl/CD? If you don't know these terms more than likely you wouldn't so don't respond lol. But looking for hot slim endowed man for fun and frolick. Don't want no LTR, nothing like that, no strings here, get your freak on and move along lol. Hit me if you feel me. Diamond

Anger
Overflowing inside you Trying hard to escape This feeling controls you As you try to pull away. It knows what you're thinking It knows how you feel Its burning inside you As it waits to be revealed. It's words you are hearing Trickling down from your head You instantly abhor it For what its caused to be said. Those words have hit places You hadn't meant it to find, All because your anger Could not be held inside. Copyright Christina Miller 2006

Visit To The Taj Mahal And The Agra Fortress
Quite an interesting day (no business involved, maybe that's why, lol). Went to the Taj Mahal (with a guide, it's a must, otherwise you miss the whole story). The Taj Mahal is a monument erected by Shah Jahan (5th generation mogul) for his 3rd wife (the first 2 not being able to bear him children) after she deceased at 39 yrs of age. It took 20 thousand people (imported from Persia) 22 years to build it !!! All the decorations are in (semi)-precious stones, it is a*m*a*z*i*n*g, not by accident one of the 7 world wonders. I'll see if and when I can post pics of it (I'll delete some other ones). The monument is in white marble, hauled in from 400kms far away (building took place between 1631 and 1653). The white marble has the special feature that it is translucent, i.e. if you light a torch behind it, you see it glowing at the other side (I have a pic of that, amazing!). Everything was carved manually. Even now it takes the craftsmen e.g. two years to prepare a dining table (cost

The Truth
if i was gone would any one remember me... the answer is no, the only people who are remembered are the people who commit an extremly evil acts the the rest of us will be forgotton relaltivly soon by histories standerds the only way to make into history and be truly remembered is to commit an atrocity against humankind the people who invent products that are in everyday use today or people commit a great acts unless they are famous are forgotton in time for example without lookin it up can you tell me who invented the microwave oven? no you cant and it was invented only a few decades ago now can you tell me who killed Sharon Tate? of course you can every ones heard his name at least once in their lives Charles Manson so tell me in histories view who is the more noteworthy the inventor of the microwave oven Percy Spencer or the infamous killer Charles Manson Makes you think dosent it?

Envy
Peaking it's head from behind you It plays its game with your mind Makes you want what you can't have Makes you feel so confined. Just a little piece of that beauty Just a taste of that wine. It's all you've ever wanted All you've ventured to find. So you take one step closer To that which you feel you need You pay no attention To your own building greed. You don't know that you've hurt her You can't see behind blind eyes Your want has engulfed her In your envy she's died. Copyright Christina Miller 2006 *haha forgot the word "know" in there!

Welcome 2 My Hubby And Sissy!
Welcome 2 LC Baby (TheZedster) and Sissy (MissyMouse) thank you for joining me here in what seems to be a great community well it hasn't showen me anything bad so far!! Love you both :)

Sex In The Dark
There was this couple that had been married for 20 years. Every time they made love the husband always insisted on shutting off the light. Well, after 20 years the wife felt this was ridiculous. She figured she would break him out of this crazy habit. So one night, while they were in the middle of a wild, screaming, romantic session, she turned on the lights. She looked down... and saw her husband was holding a battery-operated pleasure device... a vibrator! Soft, wonderful and larger than a real one. She went completely ballistic. "You impotent bastard," She screamed at him, "how could you be lying to me all of these years? You better explain yourself!" The husband looks her straight in the eyes and says calmly: "I'll explain the toy... you explain the kids."

Days 11, 12, 13, And 14
Hey All, Okay well I haven’t blogged in a few days because I’ve been busy as hell!!! Thursday and Friday consisted of more testing, programming, and preparation for shows. It was fun, and pretty cool. Jim thinks he'll have our robot ready for kickboxing in no time!! He wants to have it kick Azimo’s ass (Honda’s robot). Saturday we went to down town Toyota for the Koromo Matsuri festival. That was really cool!!!! People pull HUGE wooden floats around by hand, with several riders on top of it. The riders play music and throw tons of strips of paper with kanji (Japanese writing) on them out. The kanji states different proverbs of luck, fortune, and stuff like that! Then there are pushers, they steer the floats… We also walked around down town Toyota, and went to the stadium, a very cool place. It has a huge retractable roof, and was built for one of the world cup soccer games (unsure of which year). Afterwards we came back to the hotel and had a few drinks. Then today (Sunday), I w

Lil Over 9 Hrs And Counting!
by 6pm tonight you will feel the running of 4 huge beasts run on the ground. the fowl stench in the air for the time is short.time for words and treatys are over for they have risen from the grave and the Horse men will ride and death carys a new face that fase is of BIG time.. so let he have hed of the time for whne you lest exspect tit you will here the 4 hourse man ride.. "The Four Horsemen" By the last breath of the fourth winds blow Better raise your ears The sound of hooves knocks at your door Lock up your wife and children now It's time to wield the blade For now you have got some company The Horsemen are drawing nearer On the leather steeds they ride They have come to take your life On through the dead of night With the four Horsemen ride or choose your fate and die You have been dying since the day You were born You know it has all been planned The quartet of deliverance rides A sinner once a sinner twice No need for confession now

You're Not Going Anywhere
It's 3am, and a man is driving his brand new BMW M3 down the N1 at 240km/h. He's two minutes away from home when he sees a car on the side of the road, on its roof with flames all around. There' s no one else in the area, his cell phone reception is dead, and so he stops his car. Sure enough, there's a beautiful woman in the car, but she's bleeding to death. The guy reckons " screw it" and rushes to fetch a blanket from the car. He wraps the woman in the blanket and puts her on the back seat of his M3. He then rushes her to the hospital. For six months she lies in the hospital, and he is with her every day and every night. He donates his blood to keep her alive. Eventually, she recovers fully, and they get married. Life is cool for a few years, until one day she gets fed up and decides to leave him. His love of money is obvious, and she feels like a trophy wife. She comes down the stairs, struggling with her two suitcases, and reaches into her pocket for the keys to the

Two Couples Playing Cards
Two couples were playing cards. Bill accidentally dropped some cards on the floor. When he bent down under the table to pick them up, he noticed that Doug's wife was not wearing any underwear! Shocked by this, Bill hit his head on the table and emerged red-faced. Later, Bill went to the kitchen to get some refreshments. Doug's wife followed him and asked, "Did you see anything that you liked under there?" Bill admitted that, well, yes he did. She said, "You can have it, but it will cost you $100." After a minute or two, Bill indicates that he is interested. She tells him that since Doug works Friday afternoons and Bill doesn't, Bill should come to her house around 2:00pm on Friday. Friday came and Bill went to her house at 2:00 pm. After paying her $100 they went to the bedroom, had sex, and then Bill left. Doug came home about 6:00pm. He asked his wife, "Did Bill come by this afternoon?" Reluctantly, she replied, "Yes, he did stop by for a few minutes." Next Do

Ok
SO I am back with my exgirlfriend. I am happy, just scared and like taken back by everything. It's hard for me to even breathe right now. It all seems so fucken not real. I feel reclusive to everything again. I find myself sleeping more and crossing over to the other side of the veil. The more I cross over the more I don't want to come back. I am so tired. If I do I won't miss this life. Not at all. The only thing that keeps my is her. If something happends again this time. I think I will not be able to survive it. I am fragile. My spirit is weakened and I am to tired to fight anymore.

Premature Ejaculation...lmfao
A man was having problems with premature ejaculation so he decided to go to the doctor. He asked the doctor what he could do to cure his problem. In response, the doctor said, "When you feel like you are getting ready to ejaculate, try startling yourself." That same day the man went to the store and bought himself a starter pistol. All excited to try this suggestion, he ran home to his wife. At home, he found his wife was in bed, naked and waiting. As the two began, they found themselves in the 69 position. The man, moments later, felt the sudden urge to ejaculate and fired the starter pistol. The next day, the man went back to the doctor. The doctor asked, "How did it go?" The man answered, "Not that well... when I fired the pistol, my wife pooped on my face, bit me really hard where it counts most and my neighbor came out of the closet with his hands in the air!"

Yesterday,..... 10/14/06
I have to honestly say that yesterday was one of the best birthdays I have ever had. Events in the past have made it so that I do not expect much from others when it comes to special days, at least for me... but Mike made up for so much of that yesterday without even knowing it. I do not think I can ever convey to him exactly how much everything he did yesterday truly meant to me. I got the sweetest card from him yesterday, and he even suprised me with a cake. he also got me a gift. I know this doesn't seem like much to some people, but In my life the only people to ever show any concern for me on that special day were my family. So it was all very wonderful, unexpected, and extremely appreciated. ((( i luv u lots mike!!!! )))

What You Mean To Me
I never came here looking for a single soul. But now that I found you I want you to know I had forgotten how to smile, how to laugh, how to be me I had forgotten the sweet pleasure of a heart filled with glee. I was intoxicated with life... work and family Never stopping for fun... it just wasn't there you see. Since I have found you... it's been a complete turn around I smile and laugh again... not much gets me down. I get excited when I see you on yahoo Wondering what it is today we will do... Chatting, laughing and the games we play You make my every day. It seems so silly on just a machine How someone can reach you... become your everything.

A True Friend
We met upon the internet, My heart you did not have yet. I sit and wait each day, for the song my heart will soon play. Of laughter, love and tears, You have washed away all my fears. To be my friend and see so deep, I now know why I don't get much sleep. I have waited through all these years, To find something to hold so dear. And now I know I'll never be Blue, For I have found a true friend in you.

Unseen Friend
Although you are a friend of mine and letters we exchange, I wouldn't know you on the street, and doesn't that seem strange? You hold a place within my life, unusual and unique; We share ideals and special dreams, and still, we do not speak. I picture what I think you are, perhaps you picture me. An intriguing game for both of us for someone we can't see. So for this friendship we possess, we owe this mail a debt, Perhaps the charm lies in the fact that we have never met.

When I Fall In Love
When I fall in love, I want to be with her always; In happiness, to smile with her, and be the one to hug her near. In sadness, to cry with her, and be the one to dry her tears. When I fall in love, I will spend my every waking and sleeping moments with her and catch each moment in its eternally lovely form. When I fall in love, I will miss her the very moment I say 'goodbye' and my heart will yearn for the very moment I say ‘hello'. When I fall in love, all my old hurts and pains will seem lost and faded away and I will be strong and brave once again. When I fall in love, I want you to be happy always, ever and feel like the happiest person of them all . . . Because that's what I will feel, when I fall in love, with you.

Deep Inside
Deep inside my soul is aching Longing for your touch Inside my chest my heart is breaking I'm missing you so much You just don't know how much I love you How much I really care My feelings are strong and oh so true This kind of love is rare A life without you is not complete I'm so empty inside I long for the day we will be together And no longer have to hide.

First Time We Met Pt 2
The very first time I saw you, Was special how we met. You took me by complete surprise. I knew my heart was set. As days flew by, we talked again, But you never seemed to care. I tried my best to help you out, By a favor here, or a favor there. Although I made a fast approach, Our friendship grew and grew. I realized how deep I cared, But the feeling I felt was new. In time I became attached to you. From a hug, I wouldn't let go. I soon saw how close we were, And the feeling was good to know. For you, I wrote sweet letters and songs. You were on my mind all day. The thought of sleeping was nowhere near, Unless I knew you were okay. It hit me then, what I was in - A unique and precious love. For the person I said was only mine, Was an angel sent from above. The minutes without you turned into days, And the seconds with you flew fast. I could only wish to see you more, And make each moment last. The times I spent with you, Were what made my hea

First Time
As you hold me close to your heart in your harms caressing me so tightly and never letting me go. Like I was the only who matters in your life. As I Look up at you into your eyes. I feel tears of happiness fall down from my face rolling down my cheeks. As each one falls I just think of you and me together forever we will be. As you see me cry you know its true when I say "I Love You." You Look deeply into my eyes. With the sweet silence of your voice You whisper "I Love You Too." Coming closer to my lips, You gently kiss mine. Like a kiss that we will never forget. Like it was our very first time. Mine and your heart felt so complete. For forever we will be together in your arms, Never letting go.

When I Met You
When I met You the gates of heaven opened. The angels sang, my chains were broken. The birds sang, sweet sweet summer day. My heart warmed up, with Your warm rays. My pain was gone, my problems solved. When I met You, I fell in love. On my knees, I begged You please. Stay with me, and never leave. When I met You, I felt so good. You lend me an ear, when I was misunderstood. You are my dream, and You are real. I knew right away, our love was sealed. Like a thief in the night, You came to me. Cleared away the clouds, now I could see. When I met You, the gates of heaven opened. The angels sang, my chains were broken.

Sunday
This is the first time ive seen my computer since friday afternoon.... i have made myself that ill. That i had to spend all day in bed yestreday ... i shouldnt be out of it today either .... But i need to be up for the children ... It sucks being a parent.... cant just curl up and sleep it off.. So i am sittin at the computer feeling like pants if u wanna come over and wish me well please do xxxxxx

They Say Life Begins At 40
Written on July 19th 06, but posting it here. Well, day one of being 40 is certainly as normal for me as it ever was, in that certain things can only happen to me :) Yesterday was a beautiful birthday, the sun was out, everything was good, was spoiled for lunch, and got to see Johnny Depp in bigscreen in Pirates. Even the phonecall from Kat to remind me that my phone wasn't turned off just before the film started *g* (thanks Kat) was a good one! The guy who 'did' forget to turn it off during the actual film got boo'd, so glad it wasn't me; thank you for the perfectly timed birthday greet! *S* Now, today! For the first time in forever I decided to put wear an above the knee black summer dress and my black stilettos. I have to say, I didn't look half bad having slimmed a heck of a lot and got a slight tan, and off I toodled to my daughter's year graduation do. But. I get half way there and felt like something was stuck to my shoe - horror of horrors the entire sole from to

Damn Pervs
Ok alot of my women friends on here keep telling me about all the guys on here asking too see T&A all the time or get on cam or whatever. They say they add them just too see there pics and never here from them again or talk too them ask to cyber when the women dont they get call all kinda names. Now fellas this has got to stop you wouldt walk up too a women in a bar and say this shit too someone so dont do it on here. Lets stop giving the good men on here bad names.

Love
Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we dont know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds it dies of weariness. Love is the only force capable of transforming an enemy into a friend,Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so, you apoligize for the truth..

New Song For Today - Damn Yankees
Hey, thought I'd keep a blog about new songs that I learned...today's new song, boys and girls, is "Come Again" by Damn Yankees (Tommy Shaw from Styx, Jack Blades from Night Ranger, and Ted Nugent!)...I also have a video of them doing this song on my homepage, so be sure to check it out, it's very cool!!! Cheers, Zepman

Women
Women are like apples: The best ones are at the top of the tree. Many men dont want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that arent as good, but easy . . . So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, theyre amazing They just have to wait for the right man to come along -- the one whos brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Id rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1. Im not going to change myself to fit into Your certain group 2. Always say you're sorry even if you dont understand what u did 3. No matter what dont talk to me about your ex-girlfriend 4. If you talk a big game be able to back that up 5. Dont say you got a big dick, because I'll asume otherwise 6. Stereo systems dont impress

The Pope's Comment On Terrorism
The Pope says that jihad violence is against God's nature, and officials fear that in response, Muslims enraged by this insult will commit... jihad violence. Muslims murder 3,000 innocents in New York and expect no criticism. Muslims murder 202 tourists in Bali and expect no criticism. Muslims murder 333 schoolchildren and their teachers in Beslan and expect no criticism. Muslims murder 292 innocents, mainly Kenyans and Tanzanians at two US Embassies and expect no criticism. Muslims murder 241 US and 58 French peacekeepers in Beirut and expect no criticism. Muslims fire 4,000 Katyusha rockets into Northern Israel killing over 50 innocent civilians and expect no criticism. Muslims murder 52 in London and 191 in Madrid and expect no criticism. Muslims murder 200 in Mumbai and expect no criticism. Muslims behead Western hostages in Iraq, Buddhist monks in Thailand and Christian schoolgirls in Indonesia and expect no criticism. Muslims murder 500,000 in

Almost...
Almost Video - Bowling For Soup lyricsBowling For Soup Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureFree Layouts "Almost" I almost got drunk at school at 14 Where I almost made out with the homecoming queen Who almost went on to be miss texas But lost to a slut with much bigger breastes I almost dropped out to move to LA Where I was almost famous for almost a day And I almost had you But I guess that doesn't cut it Almost loved you I almost wished u would've loved me too I almost held up a grocery store Where I almost did 5 years and then 7 more Cuz I almost got popped for a fight with a thug Cuz he almost made off with a bunch of the drugs That I almost got hooked on cuz you ran away And I wish I woulda had the nerve to ask you to stay And I almost had you But I guess that doesn't cut it Almost had you And I didn't even know it You kept me guessing and now I'm destined to spend my time missing you I almost wish you would've loved me too Here

Here I Am
You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Blade100%Akasha100%Spike100%Dracula100%Armand83%Marius83%Deacon Frost83%Lestat58%Angel50%Louis33%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Trip To Nyc
All I can say is WOW! I went to the big apple last night to see some friends play a showcase for some label execs. As per the boys in VOX tore it up in a bad way! The label dudes were quite impressed to say the least. I hope they get signed, all I can say is look out for this band VOX (Voices of Extreme) they've got a unique sound all their own. As far as the traffic goes all I can say is holy shit, I have never seen anything quite like it, a sea of frikken yellow (taxis) and talk about impatient??? Damn, and it's sooooo easy to get lost there too, for every building looks the same! I do not suggest driving here if you cannot handle stress...it's too nuts to say the least. Well I am going to end this blog, and it was a good time for sure, a much needed time out of my element, I am tired but feeling pretty damn good. Til next time, Peace and Love...

A Woman
A woman goes through many changes in her life first its growing pains then its your friend each month lol which means cramps, headaches mood swings plus anything else you can think of then for those who can its child birth then its bringing them up copping the crap they give out then once they leave home its menopause lol us women go through such a lot but i wouldnt be anything else love being a woman dont you?

The Game Of All Games
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1.I WERIDLY obsessed WITH BRITNEY SPEARS 2.I SOME TIME PUKER UP LIKE A DUCK TO KISS 3.I DAYDREAM A LOT ABOUT WERID STUFF 4.SOME TIME I TALK IN MY SLEEP ABOUT WERID STUFF AND SOME TIME I HAVE MY ARM GO OUT IN FRONT OF ME WHEN I AM SLEEPING 5.I STILL LOVE CARTOONS 6.I LIKE TO EAT MUSTERD ON FREINCH FIRES I'm tagging the following people Andy TIGERSPIRT suicide boy Amber20 bri BabyGirl

Listen First
Little Johnny watched his daddy's car pass by the school playground and go into the woods. Curious, he followed the car and saw Daddy and Aunt Jane in a passionate embrace. Little Johnny found this so exciting that he could not contain himself as he ran home and started to tell his mother. "Mommy, I was at the playground and I saw Daddy's car go into the woods with Aunt Jane. I went back to look and he was giving Aunt Jane a big kiss, then he helped her take off her shirt. Then Aunt Jane helped Daddy take his pants off, then Aunt Jane........ "At this point Mommy cut him off and said, "Johnny, this is such an interesting story, suppose you save the rest of it for supper time. I want to see the look on Daddy's face when you tell it tonight." At the dinner table, Mommy asked little Johnny to tell his story. Johnny started his story, "I was at the playground and I saw Daddy's car go into the woods with Aunt Jane. I went back to look and he was giving Aunt Jane a big kiss

My Love~westlife
Westlife My Love An empty street, an empty house A hole inside my heart I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are The days we had, the songs we sang together.(oh yeah) And all my love, I'm holding on forever Reaching for the love that seems so far Chorus: So I say it a little prayer And hope my dreams will take me there Where the skies are blue, to see you once again...my love Over seas and coast to coast To find the place I love the most Where the fields are green, to see you once again...my love I try to read, I go to work I'm laughing with my friends But I can't stop to keep myself from thinking. (oh no) I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are The days we had, the songs we sang together.(oh yeah) And all my love, I'm holding on forever Reaching for the love that seems so far So I say a little prayer And hope my dreams will take me there Where the skies are blue, to see you once

How I Felt In Anger
Disclaimer: This is not how i feel now this is looking back with a much clearer head and a much calmer soul. Trying to help in the healing process ansd a reunion. All things are possible. When you have love for someone the way that i do for you. It takes a bit of time for things to take effect and a little more to have it really go. When you confessed to me what you did it took awhile for it take effect. The best and perfect analogy to describe is when you make bread. You know the basic make up of bread and the most important technical detail that i am going to pick on is yeast. What does it do it makes the dough rise by chemically reacting to the sugar causing fermentation which creates carbon dioxide gas expanding outward in all directions. if you put too much or if you forget to put salt in the chemical reaction keeps going and what ever container its in spils over. Having said that i bring you to me and anger, as you know it takes a lot to make me angry. This has been the o

What's This All About
OK for those of you that may not know, Martinis are the official drink of Cool. As evident by the innovators of Cool: The Rat Pack: Frank Sinatra, Dean Martin, Sammy Davis Jr., Peter Lawford and Joey Bishop Bond, James Bond: Sean Connery, Roger Moore, Timothy Dalton and Pierce Brosnon And the Master of Cool: Hugh Hefner As for the Readi-Whip, what better excuse to lick someone than the cold, sweet goodness of pin-point accuracy whip cream. You cant have just one lick, you just cant. So hopefully for those of you that didnt know, now you do. So stock up on the Vodka; get your Vermouth spritzer; Crack some Ice; Shake that tumbler like it owes you money and Grab the Readi-Whip and make some new Friends(Notice the big F, for Friends with Benefits) Be Cool and Have Fun

What Is It
what is it about me that certain ppl dont like why do we do the things we do why do we torture ourselfs with the ones we care for who say they care and come to realize we mean nothing to them u work ur ass off to get to see them put urself in deaths way many times over just remember i love u no matter what!

Poor Parents
you find out interesting things when you have sons, like ......... 1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2.) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7.) When you hear the toilet flush and the words "uh oh", it's already too late.

Trueeeeeee
"CAN I HELP WITH DINNER?" Translated:* "Why isn't it already on the table?" "UH HUH," "SURE, HONEY," OR "YES, DEAR" Translated:* Absolutely nothing. It's a conditioned response. "IT WOULD TAKE TOO LONG TO EXPLAIN" Translated:* "I have no idea how it works." "TAKE A BREAK, HONEY. YOU'RE WORKING TOO HARD." Translated:* "I can't hear the game over the vacuum cleaner." "THAT'S INTERESTING, DEAR." original blog by seana, she's on my friend list so drop by an say hi, she's funnier than me!! Translated:* "Are you still talking?" "YOU KNOW HOW BAD MY MEMORY IS." Translated:* "I remember the theme song to 'F Troop,' the address of the first girl I ever kissed and the vehicle identification numbers of every car I've ever owned... but I forgot your birthday." "OH, DON'T FUSS, I JUST CUT MYSELF. IT'S NO BIG DEAL." Translated:* "I have actually severed a limb but will bleed to death before I admit that I'm hurt." "HEY, I'VE GOT MY REASONS FOR WHAT I'M

In Case You Didnt Know.......
Insanity is Hereditary and Contagious. Those of you with Disfunctional Family and Friends will understand. Those of you who "Think" you dont might wanna read the first line a few times. I got the Martinis, somebody Bring the Readi-Whip.

Im Staying
i'm sorry for the earlier meltdown but sometimes i think people forget there are real people on this site not just screen names and bodies. Feelings get hurt and some people are just to rude and crude to even deal with. I had some very good friends talk me into staying, and I want to thank all of you for your comments and support. I realize I have some awesome friends here, and thats why i'm staying. You all are truly awesome. Thank you all! Hugs and kisses! Tina

Stop The Income Tax, Keep Your Full Paycheck
How did the bulletin thing get to be so popular? Nobody ever posts anything relevant and they're just as bad as spam or chain messages. So far I think I've lost friends, will die in a few days, never find love, and rot in hell all because I didn't repost in 10 seconds or less. Ah the shame and tragedy of it all...... So here's something worth a minute or two of your time. Right now, there is a measure in congress to abolish the current tax law with all of its confusing rhetoric for a more feasible system. Yes, you did read correctly. However, given the amount of resistance to this system (due to the elimination of all loopholes) there is obviously a lot of resistance from large corporations and their corporate elites. Please visit this website (http://www.fairtax.org/) for more information on how you can help advance the cause. Even registering with the petition would dramatically help. Imagine the entire Lost Cherry community bonding together to effect a change in congress.

What A Waste...
My mother recently got her British Passport and we thought that we would grab a ferry to France for the day. Since she was eager to use it. The Ferry across was great and a new experiance for me and her but once we got across and entered the town of Calais it all went south from there. It is a town of resturants. Ridiculusly so.... Litterally 5 out of every 6 shops sell food. No real entertainment and the roads leading from the Docks to town got me more sea sick than the ferry would ever do. I hope that in the future the rest of France is not this bad. Or my opinion of them will drop even further. Well it was an experiance but I think next time I won't stop till I hit Paris or something a little more pleasant to the mind and body... Thanks for listening

Ah Yeah An Stuff
Wasnt sure what to make my frist blog about so I figured I would blog saying thanks to all that has added me has a freind and I hope to talk to you and get to know you all, but otherwise it is 2:30 am here in Chicago so I am taking my drunkn and lonely ass to bed will hopefully get to talk to some tomorrow, Till then hope you all have a great night or moring whereever you all be at Bigdog A.K.A. Scott

Status Junkies (enough Said)
OK OK FIRST OF ALL I AINT A GOOD SPELLER BUT I WILL TRY TO SPELL IT AS CLOSE AS POSSIBLE NOW IS IT ME BUT IS EVERYBODY TO DAM CONCERND ABOUT THERE WELL EARNED CHERRIE POINTS PEOPLE FORGET THAT SOME PEOPLE ARE HERE TO CHAT AND MAKE FRIENDS FOR WHAT EVER REASON FROM BEIENG SOCIAL HERMITS HAVING TO ADAPT TO A NEW LIFESTYLE BUT REGARDLESS WHERE ALL HERE FOR THE SAME REASON RIGHT NOPE WRONG MOST PEOPLE ARE HERE FOR WHAT TO BECOME TOP CHERRIE KING OF THE CHERRIE HILL DO YOU GET WHERE IAM GOING WITH THIS SO YOU CAN WAKE UP IF ANY TO BE PROUD OF YOURSELF CAUSE SOMEONE AWARDED YOU A FEW CHERRIES AND YOUR THAT MUCH CLOSER TO THE NEXT CHERRY LEVEL ON YOUR CHERRY METTER AND THEN THERES THOSE PEOPLE WHO EXCEPT YOUR FRIEND REQUEST FOR ONLY STATUS NO CONCERNS EVER TO GET TO KNOW YOU AS A PERSON THATS FUNNY AND THEN YOU HAVE THE CHERRY GODS THAT ADD TO THE MIX BY ADDING CONTEST FOR ALL THESE DAM CHERRY JUNKIES I WONDER WHOS TAKING CARE OF THERE HOMES LOVED ONES KIDS AND YES EVEN THEM SELFS BOTTOM LIN

Road Trip!
I'm going away for a few days to Spokane, WA. I'm driving there and it's pretty far (600 miles roundtrip)... I live a little south of Tacoma... I'm looking forward to driving across the state... Never done that before. here is a pic! See u all on Tuesday!

Blogs..
To all of you who are not in my family.. I only post my ventings (in the form of poetry, just comes out that way) in "Just my life..." .. so, if I don't post a regular blog.. then you can pretty much assume... that I'm not doing so, well.. Sooo..umm..yah.. Anywho.. I had a really good night with my hubby two nights ago.. I slept like a baby and that's saying a lot.. because I haven't been sleeping well at all for quite sometime.. but, now I'm back to not sleeping again.. missing my hubby.. he is gone on his reserve weekend..*pout*.. well, that's about it.. talk to you all laters..

Creativity
I wondered ... how the spinning particles know their dance; how the singer sings of the unsung; how the the writer names the unnamed; how the painter reveals the unseen; how the sculptor moves his hands. Then I leaned ... into my pain, and felt myself, weightless, spinning.

Im Sick Of Driveing
well to day sucked ass. i had to go all the way to ft wayne to take my son to his dads. when Dylan figured out we were going there he started begging for us to go home. he was not happy and he cried and stuff on the way there. me and dave loved it lol when we got there he started screaming i dont want my daddy. i hoped when we got in the house he would be better when he saw his daddy. NO. right to his dads face he said i dont want my daddy and wouldnt let Josh take him from me. Josh was hurt by this of course but i said dont be mad at him hes 3.Josh got Dylan playing and i snuck out and started crying right away. Dave dried my tears and told me not to cry. you see every single time Dylan goes to his dads i cry. i dont mean i shed a few tears oh no. this is full on water works. i hate it. But he has to see his daddy.he can not be in the new house while fix it and it has to be fixed so we can live in it and give dylan a better life. dylan is a mommas boy he has been since day one. for

My Hot Spot!!!
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Blind Folds83%Bondage83%Chains/Handcuffs75%Whips58%Biting8%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Life Indeed Sucks
yeah ok so, so much shit is just happening to me and i don't know what to do about it....everything is falling apart and i see it all happening and it seems like its happening so slow yet so fast and yet there is nothing i can do but fall down even further. am i destined to be picking myslef time after time after time? i hate it...i seriously want to trade this life in for a new one. or at least find a way to numb the pain. hell i'm up for anything anymore. i'm so tired of being the nice guy everyone shits on its not fair its not right and it sure as heel isn't what i wanted to be. i'm not a bad person i believe everyone should be happy but damnit when is it going to be my time? the people who say they care for me could really give a rats ass about me. and i'm starting to feel nothing but contempt for the ones who are close to my heart. i'm to the point where dying right now and going to hell would be a perfectly viable option for me....at least i know what to expect -forrest o

Clubbin"
WOW, I was not to thrilled about being back in my hometown of Philly but... Yo tonight I was reminded of what I was missin, the fine ass niggas and the sexy freak ass bitchez at the local clubs "Oh my lawd", it was a great night my first time hittin the club since I been back in town but definately not the last, tonight was only the beginning of many many nights to come! Hope some ya fine asses join me there! If ya'll ain't been to club Flow ya just dont know what your missin, Now yes it is 17 to enter and 21 to drink but damn, they got these chicks that work there called the flow girls and whoa, the things they be doing on the stage when they dancin is like UNREAL, I never saw anyone do an upsidedown split b4 , and them sexy ass panties she had on just showing everyone,,,,well anyway I guess you'll have to come out one night and see 4 yourselves. Thats why they call it sinful saturdays..lol

Yes, I Am Married
What is this Shout about? I don't want to be hit on, comments are always well come but come on... ***** bat: are you single ->***** bat: Married ***** bat: do you wear spike heel ->***** bat: im a hippy who doesn't take showers I don't wear shoes ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I am not a hippy but I will make stupid shit up if you are acting stupid so STOP!

The Realm Of Memories Forgotten
Lost in the dark drifting aimlessly A leaf turning in a dismissive wind I can feel a tear press against my eye But I've forgotten even where to begin I pull my comfort from the waves Of my ocean of broken dreams My soul lies barren and forgotten Stripped by old internal screams In silence I wander farther While my soul mournes it's demise Though I hide my wounds intensly I cry out behind my eyes If only I had the strength to let go Allow tears to heal my pain Maybe then I could forgive myself For being the one to blame I've stepped from the sunlight Of a love I can't return To return to my earthen cage To set my heart to burn Alone again in silence Remembering what could have been Crushed beneath the iorn yoke Of a dream that I had then Lost in the dark drifting aimlessly A leaf turning in a dismissive wind I can feel a tear press against my eye But I've forgotten even where to begin

Will The Sun Never Go Down?
I watch the silent glow fall over the world Wondering if this is all there is My mind spins and blinds me Carelessly I wonder what I missed Did I forget something? Was there a moment left behind? Her voice has gone away Leaving me bleeding deep inside I try to tell myself that she's gone But I can't just forget the times I stared out of my broken dream And found hope within her eyes Ah my fallen angel, where have you gone Why does your face haunt my dreams Why can't you be here beside me Why can't you hear my screams It seems now that you never were Just a dream I've crafted into being Did I really ever know you? Were you ever really seen? I'm all alone now, in this As dead as the soldiers I see behind me Though there is still breath in me I can't see what the point could be I remember that I told you That I couldn't just exist That life simply to remain living Is a heart given to the mist I can't survive this way battling myself in a war I ca

Oh...the Difference Between Men And Women...
What a woman says: "This place is a mess! C'mon, you and I need to clean, Your stuff is lying on the floor and you'll have no clothes to wear if we don't do laundry right now!" What a man hears: "blah, blah, blah, blah, C'MON blah, blah, blah, blah, YOU AND I blah, blah, blah, blah, ON THE FLOOR blah, blah, blah, blah, NO CLOTHES blah, blah, blah, blah, RIGHT NOW"

Im Angry And Im Tired Of Games!
Right now im angry! I just want to rip someones throat out and make them eat it. seriousely, I dont understand people and why they have to be so damn stupid and ignorant. Why everyone has to push my buttons and make me more tence then I already am! I mean for Fucks sake just leave me alone and act your fucking age. Im tired of the bullshit lies and games! I want it all to stop! NOW! Your Fucking 25 and when your drunk you act like your 2 and your girlfriend says she has kids of her own and that shes not being immature but yet that Bitch doesnt know me and still has the Fucking nerve to call me out of my Mother Fucking name? That doesnt make any sence at all. Grow the Fuck up! Shit im younger than you and I dont even act like that. I tried to tell you im sorry, which is something I hardly ever do and mean it, and what happen? I get shit on by you and your bullshit and your girlfriend! Im tired of it and Im tired of you, your girlfriend and both of your crap. I should have know when you

Island Of The Dead (pt 3) The Awakening (the Story Of Scarlett Illuzion)
eyes widen as she awakens to her new life another of His property...this one hand picked by her new sister, she wears a piece of scarlet leather around her neck hiding the marks of her new life....He gave her immortality as He did her sister onyx...He loves her as he loves the one He first brought here to the Island...onyx fell for her new sister during a trip to the world in which they go to feed...upon returning home she told her Master about her desire to have someone to spend time with when He is away...returning from His last trip she came home with Him and slept till today when He awoke her and placed His marks upon her unmarred skin and then placed the collar upon her neck...she smiled to Him and then to her new sister...she now felt at ease and at home

Island Of The Dead (pt 2) Her Onyx Bonds (story Of Onyx Illuzion)
she sits and she waits for Him to return each night she is too new to it all to leave His island...she knows that the sunlight is no longer her friend that it can kill her in an instant...He has told her many times..He calls her His wicked one...she doesn't see where He finds her to be wicked she is here and she is obediant...maybe His touch to her skin makes her that way she doesn't know...she sits alone in the graveyard waiting for His return...she looks at the onyx that adorns her wrists and reaches up to feel the collar of onyx that is around her neck a small lock that holds it closed sealed with His blood marking her His till her demise from this earth...thinking of the day He came to her...the day her humanity left her body as the blood filled His veins making her His property till the day He draws His last immortal breath...

A New Day
11-16-05 A New Day The sun rises ore the east A new day set before our feet The choice is yours as to which path to follow Will it be in today .. yesterday .. or tomorrow .. Will you let yesterdays ghosts haunt your day or tommorows dreams get in the way of Living TODAY Yesterday is over Tomorrow not even here But TODAY is before you To Be all you can be and to love those you hold dear Live Today as though its your last Let there be no regrets when the days finally pass When the sun sets for this day Its over and done .. Yesterday it now becomes ... When You awaken Tomorrow is Here And now You can see yesterday with a smile Tomorrow with a Dream and Today being the best you can be :) Peace n Love ~*~Pix~*~

Island Of The Dead (pt 1)
Looking out off the coast of the island a lone Vampire stands...watching waiting for what He is not sure what He is sure of is His property and His island...alone they are for now but the others will come He is sure...in time.... He calls this the island of the dead even though He walks amoung the world of the living, He is undead as is His property that He knows lives for Him only...He feels the need to feed and the time to leave the island for a bit but He always returns before the daylight comes... He looks around at the ruins of a once Rustic Castle and it's grounds that thrived hundreds of years ago when His heartbeat in His chest...before the wars...before He met His so called death that brought Him to be as He is now...does He regret it...no, He has all He needs and takes what He doesn't... The blood moon high in the sky...He knows that someday it can end as many of His kindred have fallen before Him and at His side...But He knows that the time is here and it is His time to d

Top 10 (adult)
Top ten things men would do if they woke up and had a vagina for a day: 10. Immediately go shopping for zucchini and cucumbers. 9. Squat over a hand-held mirror for an hour and a half. 8. See if he could finally do the splits. 7. See if it's truly possible to launch a ping pong ball 20 feet. 6. Cross his legs without rearranging their crotch. 5. Get picked up in a bar in less than 10 minutes...BEFORE closing time. 4. Have consecutive multiple orgasms and still be ready for more without sleeping first. 3. Go to the gynecologist for a pelvic exam and ask to have it recorded on video. 2. Sit on the edge of the bed and pray for breasts too.... And, the NUMBER ONE thing men did when they woke up with a vagina...Finally find that damned spot.

Chosen Ones
10-24-05 Chosen Ones Sometimes we all need a helping hand Few of us are sensitive more so to the needs of others ... But often we wonder ... Just who is sensitive to us ... (to those of us that are more in tune to those around us ) We are always there when a friend needs to share ... Usually we will be the ones to contact the friend .. start a conversation and let it move to the place of comfortability for the friend to share with us ... Yet who is there for those Chosen to be given such gifts ... Who is there for those Chosen to walk this path ... Who do they cry to ? Who do they reach out to? ~*~ Now I know why they are called "The Chosen Few" Peace and Love all ~*~ Pixie ~*~

Wanderings
10-25-05 Wanderings/Wonderings Each of Us have a purpose in this circle we call Life .. Each of Us have a path to be walked upon .. Each of Us also have the choice as to which path we choose to follow ... We can decide for ourselves if we want the day to be good or bad ... Simply by the way we accept ourselves ... Every day may not perfect ... strife .. anger .. hurt .. fear ... all may make an appearance ... But our personal outlook will decide how each is handled ... those with the positive outlook may feel down for a bit ... but they will find a way to bounce back ... those with the negative outlook with play the wonderful pity party for all to see and hopefully feel bad for them as well .. Maybe if we are all honest with ourselves and just be ourselves we could show the world that .. One person at a time .. One minute at a time .. Someone ... Somewhere.. Cares Enough to go beyond Themselves in search of another to pull up .. maybe if we e

Friends
10-29-05 Friends ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ A friend is someone who cares for you shares your hurts your joys & sorrows too Someone to lean on In a time of need Someone to understand to be there for you when you need a hand Someone to talk to Someone to listen Advice to give or a smile to share Someone who wants only happiness for you Someone who wants to always pick up Whatever your've dropped upon yourself .. A friend is someone who stands behind your to the end And asks for nothing back but to be be Your Friend ~*~ Peace N Love All ~*~ Pixie~*~

What Do I Want In Myself
10-29-05 "What do I want in Myself" ~*~*~*~*~ I want to make someone feel cared for By sharing what I have by walking that extra mile To share a simple hug or two or even just a smile ... I want to be able to share what I have learned To help someone along the way before they take a wrong turn .... I want to help those who hurt Who only want a friend I want to make someone happy before they reach their end I want to share myself with others and not just in a bed I want to be someones companion not someone to be led I want my life to show Just what this world needs A WHOLE LOT OF LOVE & PLENTY OF UNDERSTANDING ~*~ Peace and Love ~*~ Pixie ~*~

I'll Be Here 4 U
10-29-05 I'LL BE HERE 4 U when you want someone to see just what life to you really means I'LL BE HERE when you find yourself down and and out and need someone who understands you when you pout I'LL BE HERE when you need a friend to share your every thought I WANT TO BE THERE an ear to hear and not condemn a smile to share a hug to offer I'LL BE HERE FOR YOU ~*~Peace n Love~*~ ~*~Pixie~*~

Memorys Clawing At My Heart And Mind!
You really do know how to strut that stuff (strut that stuff) You really do know how to act tough (act tough) Your body's just like a centerfold A fantasy (a fantasy), anyone would want to hold Chorus: Stop using sex as a weapon Stop using sex as a weapon You know you're already my obsession Stop (stop) using sex as a weapon Love is more than a one way reflection Stop (stop) using sex as a weapon With looks that kill and a mind that's twisted (twisted) I don't know why I can't resist it (resist it) I tell myself look the other way (other way) When you want me to (when you want me to) I, I always stay Chorus You play with desire like it was a toy (toy) How much affection can you destroy? You wrap my heart around your little finger Sex, sex, sex, sex, sex, sex, sex as a weapon Stop using sex as a weapon Stop using sex Chorus Stop using sex as a weapon Stop using sex as a weapon Stop using sex Stop using sex as a weapon Stop using sex (stop

10-14-06
well I went to Harley Davidson today to check things out. They were having a "Garage Sale" and I was just going to see what they had. Well I ended up adding more to the total of my Bike. I got my Leather Jacket, a Leather Vest, Leather Chaps, and a Helmet. Total was just over $1100... I know... !!! But look at it this way. I will have this bike forever... Why not get the best stuff no to complete the package. Well, the last couple of weeks at work for the most part have been uneventful. Things are settling down a bit. There are days tho that do get busy like last Thursday... I sign in to radio, (its a Field Day) and get a call right off the bat. Armed Robbery/Home Invasion.... I clear that call... and get #2, a burglary up near the city. When I clear that call I go to the County City Building to drop off my evidence off and BS with the boss for a few. Clear there and they are calling for me for a burglary out south of Spanaway. As I am on that call I get paged to ANOTHER call up i

Growing Wild
There was a man who really took care of his body. He lifted weights and jogged 6 miles a day. One day, he took a look in the mirror and noticed that he was tan all over except his 'thing.' So, he decided to do something about it. He went to the beach, completely undressed himself and buried in the sand, except for his 'thingie,' which he left sticking out. Two old ladies were strolling along the beach, one using a cane. Upon seeing the 'thing' sticking up over the sand, she began to move it around with her cane, remarking to the other lady, "There's no justice in the world." The other lady asked what she meant. When I was 20, I was curious about it. When I was 30, I enjoyed it. When I was 40, I asked for it. When I was 50, I paid for it. When I was 60, I prayed for it. When I was 70, I forgot about it. Now, I am 80 and the damn things are growing wild on the beach and I'm too old to squat.

Very Cute, And Very True-from A Bullitin
you find out interesting things when you have sons, like ......... 1.) A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2.) If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3.) A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4.) If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5.) You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6.) The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7.) When you hear the toilet flush and the words "uh oh", it's already too late.

People
I would like to give a deep heart felt thank you to my friends. And these are my thoughts, and what I write and how I write is to try to inspire other's. To bring a positive outlook to life and even though somethings may not be the best at this time for me, or you. That thier is still hope, and any gleem of light means that there is still a chance. Life is one of the most challenging things a person has to deal with. Because, there is so many different opinions or ways to deal with situation's. If you have a fault, say someone is angry with you. How can you change that, I may not deal with anger the same way someone else would. I may stand my ground, while someone else may walk away. Other's may cry because they wonder why someone could be angry with them. Well, we are just one of however many men, women and children there are on the planet. That, means thats how many opinions there are. One thing that I forget is to remember that each of us is so different and the smallest

Don't Read If You Don't Like The Band Him!!
Like I said don't read this if you don't like the band HIM!! Because this is all about a chat I had with a friend about HIM!! You see we talk alot about HIM and today was the same as all the other days!! She asked me for likt the 1,000 time which song best fits me.and I told here that there isn't just one,well then she said which ones!! So I told her. DEATH IS IN LOVE WITH US,THE FUNERAL OF HEARTS,DON'T CLOSE YOUR HEART,THE FACE OF GOD. But the top four that match me with out any doubt would be, SOUL ON FIRE,THIS FORTRESS OF TEARS,CIRCLE OF FEAR,and last but not lest KILL LONELINESS. I told her to think about it and see if it wasn't true!! She did and she said your right those last four do fit you like a glove. I was like ya,I know,and turned like a 100 shades of red!!

Martian Lovin'
The year is 2222 and Mike and Maureen land on Mars after accumulating enough frequent flier miles. They meet a Martian couple and are talking about all sorts of things. Mike asks if Mars has a stock market, if they have laptop computers, how they make money, etc. Finally, Maureen brings up the subject of sex. "Just how do you guys do it?" asks Maureen. The Martian responds, "Pretty much the way you do." A discussion ensues and finally the couples decide to swap partners for the night and experience one another. Maureen and the male Martian go off to a bedroom where the Martian strips. He's got only a teeny, weenie member-about half an inch long and just a quarter inch thick. "I don't think this is going to work," says Maureen. "Why?" he asks, "What's the matter?" "Well," she replies, "It's just not long enough to reach me!" "No problem," he says, and proceeds to slap his forehead with his palm. With each slap of his forehead, his member grows until it's quite impres

My Poetrt
Something wrong Current mood: artistic Something deep inside me stirs, a dark cursed word disturbs, my insides twist & curve. The dagger slices thru my veins & crosses over my my beaten soul. Again, my heart screams in terror, lost upon the wicked winds, that hold me within. the dankness has taken over once again, my freedom taken by the air thy breathe, forevermore, mistaken for a lost and lowly soul. friends pass by and soon forget that I ever survived. deeply disturbed deep inside when thy lover found thy other, and pushed me aside, like a dirty bride. Like dirt & thunder i rage within, and cry, that you said you'd be by my side. slashed in pieces, tattered and torn, I have been beaten. raged against, raped, bleeding to death. my ghost rages on........on............on.......on gory are the details of my life. horror of what i've found out. insulted in what i'm about. tired & tried & forgotten about time after time. does this crime ever stop? Place this broken hear

Do You Still Get Horny?
Two elderly ladies are sitting on the front porch, doing nothing. One lady turns and asks, "Do you still get horny?" The other replies, "Oh sure I do." The first old lady asks, "What do you do about it?" The second old lady replies, "I suck a lifesaver." After a few moments, the first old lady asks, "Who drives you to the beach?"

Love
It is obviously discribable yet so wonderously indescribable, compromising yet never compromised. It is strong & powerful, yet soft & gentle, give & take...sometimes giving more...sometimes taking more. It is sweet, kind & compassionate. It inspires, encourages & supports. It stands face to face, side by side, back to back & always hand in hand. It is a look in the morning, a touch in the dark, a whispered word. It is a connection...not knowing where one stops & the other begins...2 hearts...1 heartbeat, no matter the distance between them. It is wanting to shout it to the world yet wanting to wrap it up & keep it to yourself. It is so intense it reaches deep inside your soul, holding you captive, yet set you free to soar high above the clouds. It is passion that knows no bounds & cannot be exhauted, passion ignited by an eternal flame that won't be extinguished...satisfied yet wanting more. It is reality laced with fantasy, or perhaps, fantasy laced with reality. It is end

Ad Lovers Hahaha
Mrs. Smith has three daughters who are all getting married within the same month. She tells each one of her daughters to write back about their married life. To avoid possible embarrassment to their new husbands by openly discussing their love lives, the mother and daughters agree to using newspaper advertisements as a "code" to let the mother know how their love lives are going. The first one gets married and the second day a telegram arrives with a single message, simply: "MAXWELL COFFEE HOUSE". Mrs. Smith gets the newspaper and checks the Maxwell Coffee House advertisement, and it says: "Satisfaction to the last drop..." So, Mrs. Smith is happy. Then the second daughter gets married. After a week, there is a postcard that reads: "ROTHMAN'S MATTRESSES". So, Mrs. Smith looks at the Rothman's Mattresses ad, and it says: "FULL SIZE, KING SIZE" And Mrs. Smith is happy. Then it is the third one's wedding. Mrs. Smith is anxious because two weeks have passed and still no mes

Happy?
Well i dno.. i think im happy i like this girl.. and she likes me.. yay.. so are soo grat together.. then i like this boy.. and he likes me but he hasa gf.. but likes me more? i dno Hmm i need a job to get out more lol

Sentuality
sensuality.......Sensuality is the equivelent of not just fucking each others brains out. It is not just pleasing the private parts. Its the passion and the kissing and hugging. Holding and caressing each others bodies. Its the touch of soft lips and sentual hands and finger tips. The legs, the thighs, the moves its a woman on woman, a man on man, or a male and female interaction. Its all about the passion! Chameleon

To Every Girl..
To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again, because she has been HURT too many times or so badly. To every girl that has been cheated on, because she's not a slut who gives it up to any guy. To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky. To every girl who wants to be called beautiful, not hot. To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you. To every girl who gets her heart broken, because he chose that bitch instead. To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend. To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess. To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. To every girl that won't get down on her knees && open her mouth just to get a boyfriend. To every girl that just wants to hold hands. To every girl that kisses him with meaning. To every girl who just wishes he cared more. To every girl who would just once want a gu

Is He The Right Guy?...or Is He Just A User!?!
You scored as You are SO lucky- hold on to him- NO USER!. Girl your lucky, cuz these guys are rare,... treasure the momentsYou are SO lucky- hold on to him- NO USER!100%hes ok85%Hes one good guy83%Good enough80%Real causion needed! hes a USER!25%Beware! Becausious!15%DUMP HIM BEFORE YOU GET HURT5%Is he the RIGHT guy?...or is he just a USER!?! (girlz...THIS IS A 91% ACCURATE QUIZ!created with QuizFarm.com

Its Called Spell Check
its a program that most computers have- just enable it so that when you type something it does just what its supposed to do no it will not help with grammar but it will make comments/ bulletins/ and blog easier to read lets give it a try

Indian Motorcycles..
N.C. To Be Home For Revived Indian Motorcycle Company Indian Motorcycle Company, once a fierce competitor with Harley Davidson, is coming back into business, and its new home will be in North Carolina. Indian Motorcycle and Chris-Craft Corporation, a boat manufacturing firm that dates to 1874, said Thursday they will build new manufacturing facilities in Kings Mountain, N.C. “Our primary goal is to return Indian Motorcycle Company to its rightful position as a premium motorcycle brand, selling beautifully designed, high quality products and delivering world-class service,” said David Wright, Indian Motorcycle Company’s president. Manufacturing dates back to 1902. The company plans to introduce the “Indian Chief” motorcycle in the second half of 2007.

B/c Its Theraspuetic For Me To Vomit It Out On Paper.
Today I realized, even though I've said I've moved past certain obstacles in my life, I don't think I did 100%. As I felt the season changing, smelling that crisp, delicious October air around the bend. it rolled over me like silt on a riverbed. I wasn't completely over 2 things to be exact. I really thought I was but not until today did I feel those albatross fly away. Before they departed, they turned and looked at me as if to say, "You shall bear our crosses no longer" and I felt so much life flow back into me as the weight was relieved from my shoulders. I guess you could say that I had a moment of clarity or realization, but everything was right again inside. That inner voice hasnt lied to me yet, cant say I havent ignored it before, but this time its no question at all. So the memorys that I once loathed, I was now able to look back on them and just take them for what they are, good or bad, and leave it at that, just a memory locked in a dream. It's there when I need it but now i

Violence Begets Violence
Violence Begets Violence Is it just me or are we, as humans, on the verge commiting the most massive case of genocide ever recorded, on ourselves? The news is spewing tales of death and destruction, the news paper at the bus stop tells me about pain and suffering, the radio informs me about another injustice, and the internet shows me the road to ultimate destruction. I cant be the only one seeing this, I cant be the only person out of billions who see's the road we are walking, the road to the ultimate end. We have had numerous side trails we could take to get off this road and find a better one with a better end, but still we carry on. I cant be alone in this, or maybe I am. There has been a disturbing correlation of events ever since the attacks on the World Trade Centres in New York. Violence, violence and more violence. Since when did two wrong make a right? I was taught that at a very young age, but my parents must have been the only ones teaching this. I am not against

My Sign!
Pisces! About Your Sign... Pisces, Pisceans possess a gentle, patient, malleable nature. They have many generous qualities and are friendly, good natured, kind and compassionate, sensitive to the feelings of those around them, and respond with the utmost sympathy and tact to any suffering they encounter. They are deservedly popular with all kinds of people, partly because their easygoing, affectionate, submissive natures offer no threat or challenge to stronger and more exuberant characters. They accept the people around them and the circumstances in which they find themselves rather than trying to adapt them to suit themselves, and they patiently wait for problems to sort themselves out rather than take the initiative in solving them. They are more readily concerned with the problems of others than with their own. Their natures tend to be too otherworldly for the practical purposes of living in this world as it is. They sometimes exist emotionally rather than rationally, instinct

First Night (a D/s Story By Me)
Well Master i will start by walking into the room fresh from a hot shower, clean of the days worries and slowly with my eyes lowered to the floor as You have commanded come to You. i stop before You and i feel Your hand come out and undo the towel and feel it fall to the floor as You get ready to give me my first inspection. You command me to turn ever so slowly to see all of what You want to train to do as You want me to. i feel You touch my shoulders with Your hands as You hold me still when i have my back to you. slowly taking one hand and cupping one breast from behind me and then taking the other and sliding it down my back to my ass. Your grasp hold of one cheek and then caress it before You land a hard smack on it to see my reaction to it Master. Then You reach between my legs and see it You got the desired reaction that You wanted from me and yes i am wet for You. You telkl me to turn around and face You but to keep my eyes lowered to the floor. You tell me to undo Your

Hi Everyone
hey i'm an older female that likes to make friends and i ahve made alot of them since i joined laost cherrya nd hope to make alot more i'm easy going and friends mean alot to me i have a few specials on here and u should know whio u r thats ll i want is to enjoy coming on here and talking, flirting some with i do well :)so don't be afraid to say hi males and females..hope everyone has fun on here thats what its for

Are There Any Men, Ladies Out There That Love Us Bbw's?
THIS LOUNGE IS FOR THE BBW'S AND THE MEN THAT LOVES US OOPS! AND THE LADIES ALSO THAT LOVES US....I HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE.... LETS CHAT THE LOUNGE IS IN EFFECT AND READY FOR CHATTING SO LEAVE ME A COMMENT IF YOU ARE INTERESTED. I WILL BE WAITING TO HEAR FROM YOU.....LIKE MY MOTO IS: "THERE IS MO CUSHION 4 DA PUSHIN" LOL...

Is It Possible..
for one to develop a crush for someone you know exclusively on the net on the same level as you might for meeting someone and developing a crush in the regular world? Just a rambling, passing thought, wondering what everyone else thinks... I'm THINKING FRIEND RELATIONSHIP NOT DATING!!! I already have a guy that I am fully devoted to, and love with all my heart..

A Long Day
it has not only been a long day but it has been a long beginning of the month. it isnt even officailly half way through the month and i am already ready for it to be over. not that i am looking forward to the month of novemeber either. Maybe this is why i am so emotional and stressed out lately. It is comming up on the first anniversary of my grandfathers (pa)s death. This is going to be a hard couple of weeks. I am just starting this blog today so im not going to write a whole bunch as of right now. ill write more tomorrow. night all

Mom's Poem
My mother wrote this poem for me before she died... please dont not rip it or copy it without using her name.. Shirley Henley. Thank You.. Patty ================================================== As I watched the tiny humming bird I could feel him watching me- My eyes were wide with wonder as it flew from tree to tree. He said you're like that tiny bird - so little and so fast, But stay with me a little while, that's all I'll ever ask. I promise i wont clip your wings, someday I'll let you fly. she smiled- and placed a kiss upom the wind- If you can catch and hold that kiss, I'll stay with you my friend. I would like to stay and share your life, but i cannot you see. I'm not like that tiny bird, that little bird's like me. Life is full of wonders, I feel that I must try and if I let you hold me down I know that I shall die. I sit and dream of the things I'll do and all the things I want to be. If only mom would let me go someday and let me see. But mom say

Don't Read This Is A Rant!!
OK,WHAT IS IT WITH PEOPLE!! IT'S LIKE OK JUST BECAUSE I GOT A CAM DON'T MEAN I'M GOING TO STRIP FOR YOU!! GGGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRR!! I ALREADY TURN TWO DAMN GUYS DOWN TONIGHT!! IT'S LIKE HELLO THERE MORE TO ME THEN BOOBS AND LEGS FOR PETE SAKE!! IT'S LIKE HELLO NOT MANY GET TO SEE ME ON CAM AND THE ONES THAT DO OUR THE ONES I INVITE. IF YOUR NOT INVITED DON'T ASK,YOU CAN ASK ME ABOUT MY SN ON YM AND MSN. IT'S LIKE YOUR MORE THEN WELCOME TO CHAT TO ME ON THEM BUT DON'T PUSH TO SEE ME,WAIT UNTILL I INVITE YOU. OK,I'M DONE ,I FEEL BETTER ALREADY!!

Cutest Kittie Contest Comew On And Vote For Waffle
hey i entered my kittie in the cutiest kittie contest come on and vote for him just click on the link thxs And if you need any thing dont be afraid to ask voting, commenting, rateing whatever just ask and thxs again

How Not To Approach A Bouncer 101
I got this today, if you want something taken care of or looked at, I'd not suggest using this approach: === 'XXXXX' spewed forth the following at '2006-10-14 21:33:10'.. > > i have marked my photos in the god dam bitchs > profile as adult and its your job to go mark them as adult so she can not use them as profile picture the sorry whore >

Help
So much has happened in the past month. I had to quit my job, which I was making about $400 a week, and I bought a mustang, and life was going good, my bills were paid, I was working, I was happy. Now I have no job, and I can't pay my bills anymore. I am about to lose everything. To make it worse, my mother kicked me out of the house tonight. I guess I am not good enough to be around her anymore. I just need to find two or three job, find some place to live until I can find those jobs and get back on ym feet. I have applied almost everywhere in town. I have applied at: Dollar Tree, Dollar General, Big Lots, Bealls, Blockbuster, and for the city for three different jobs. I dont know where else to go. I am turning in my application to Beef O Bradys tomorrow, and I'm gonna hit my last resort... Wal Mart. I am about to work some 8-12 hour shifts at Gas stations if I have to, which I kinda do. My whole life has been a journey to make it through, and it's like no matter what I do I cant have

Flat Back Or Bootylicious?
You scored as Not Quite Apple Bottom. Nelly just might hire you if you show it off a little moreNot Quite Apple Bottom64%Flat Booty President29%Junk in The Trunk14%Flat Back or Bootylicious?(Pics)created with QuizFarm.com

I'm Tired...
I'm tired of the lies I'm tired of the shit I'm tired of being me All I get is lies That's what I hate the most How can I be free When I keep getting trapped in these webs Webs of distorted facts and "truths" I'm tired of it I can't keep living around it Living though it I'm tired I want to just give up I do give up I'm so far gone I'm done I don't want to do it anymore How am I supposed to trust How am I supposed to love How am I supposed to live life Know that what I get is lies It hurts too much How can I How can I I'm so tired of this life My life I just never seems to be right... No one bother No one bother to care It's not worth it I'll drag you down too I hate lies I hate those who lie I dispise them with all my heart How can one lie to protect themselves? Or to just make someone else believe what they want them to believe To get what they want... It's wrong So wrong

Is This True???
I just read this onlinem and i was wondering ifit was true or not. I mean it sounds plausible... I bet you see some real sexy looking women that are so pretty it makes your heart flutter when you see them and you wish you had the courage to meet them and date them. How would you like to know how to have a real beautiful woman want and desire you? It is easy and I will show you how. The main way to get a beautiful woman to want you is to disarm her. A beautiful woman thinks that all men want her and desire her because of her looks. You must come across as very aloof and not really interested in her as dating material. This is how you do it. If you see a beautiful woman you want to meet be it at work, a dance, a party or wherever, walk up to her and say "Hi." Show no interest in her as a desirable woman as you are talking to her. Talk to her as a person only and walk away after a few minutes. All other guys are probably fawning over her and telling her how beautiful she is and you

Less Than Three Days Left To Pet Hazels Pussies!
The wait is over, "Hazels Cutest Pets Contest" is now open!!! Okay voting for my contest is now open. If you wish to see some of the most cutest and adorable pets on the L.C., please click the links below. Please take the time and vote by rating and commenting one and only one in each catagory. Multiple votes will not be counted. By the way this contest has consumed a whole lot of my time on the L.C., it took me almost three hours to notify all 44 the contestants the contest was about to start. So if I have not been able to get back to everyone messaging me, I apologize. *kisses and spanks* Hazel Cum and pet my pussies, lol! [Hazel's Cutest Kitties] Thats right bitches, I let the dogs out! Who, who, who........ And now you know. [Hazel's Cutest Puppies] Pythons, sugar gliders and dragons OH MY! [Hazel's Other Cutest Pets] Thank Yous Some of you have been reposting my bulletin. Thank you so much!!! You guys are so sweet and nice, I love all of my new

Cool Quiz
Here's a cool quiz...... You scored as Pinhead. You are Pinhead. You come straight from hell. Your curiosity has caused you to make some mistakes in life. But you are now more powerful than you have ever been. You enjoy pain just as much as you enjoy pleasure. Unlike most killers, you like to make sure your victims suffer for all eternity.Pinhead80%Freddy Krueger80%Candyman60%Jigsaw60%Hannibal Lecter60%Captain Spaulding50%Jason Voorhees40%Leatherface40%Buffalo Bill40%Michael Myers40%Which Horror Ki

Support
ppl support our military and troops and if u dont support them then at least support me if we dont have ur support then what the hell am i fighting for honestly please tell me this????? i cant make u support all i can do is ask i leave for basic in 3-4 wks so cmon ppl support the ppl who protect this fine land we live on.

To All My Friends
SEXY BITCH TRUCK '|""";.., ___. |_..._...______===|= _|__|..., ] | "(@ )'(@ )""""*|(@)(@ )*****(@) ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 8 sexy bitches, IF YOU GET HIT AGAIN YOU'LL KNOW YOURE REALLY a sexy bitch! PASS IT... HIT WHO EVER YOU THINK IS a sexy bitch

What Does Your Kiss Taste Like??
You scored as taste like tongue. When you kiss someone, you taste lots of tongue. A little tongue can be sexy, just don't use it to much... keep that in mind.taste like tongue75%cherry's75%strawberry's75%Candy63%what does your kiss taste like??created with QuizFarm.com

Intial Entry 10/14/06 & 1st Official Review
(Simply Because I've ALWAYS dug THOR!) THE CELTIC BITCHES MOVIE REVIEWS 10/14/06 This official, unofficial movie review is being brought to you via someone who is in the real world who is fed up with some Know-It-All out there who is paid to give the opinion of the week based on paychecks received not actual emeotional responses to the movies viewed. That Someone is me... and for what its worth, my opinion is no more or no less valid than anyone elses, but it is my opinion with out a paycheck attached, there fore it it is unvarnished and non-contaminated by the all might buck... Movie # 1 - Man of the Year Mr. Williams has out done himself. He is Robin and he is back. The man has never been so ON his game. I give it the Celtic Bitches #10 for great movie entertainment. It is A Superior View. Movie #2 - One Night With The King A stirring middle eastern tale that mixes love, lies, betrayal and the jewish story of Queen Esther in a palitable viewing delight. Acting

My Red Haired Goddess!!
Ok, My red haired goddess!! For a year you have haunted my life!! You know how to tease me !! Play with me!! Lead me!! Hold me!! I love the way you move your soft curves around! I love the way you whip all of us in shape!! I love those eyes of yours that see right through us!! You have a kind side to you !! But You let us know that you have a wicked side to you as well!! You love your chains ,whip,ropes and all the other tools. But most of all you love your play pets!! Just for you sweetheart!!! You know I love you girl and that will neveer change!!

The Pain I Caused
I'm sorry for the pain I caused. I regret what I have lost It wasn't you but me. I got to close and had to be free. I've some to grips with the fact, I may never be able to have you back I was a jerk for way to long I'm Learning to admit my wrong. I should not have lied and hid, All the wrong thinsg I did. I hurt myself by hurting you. that's all I knew how to do. I'm learning to live life, free of fear, free of strife. I feel empty down inside. I want to take a new stride. All i ask is some forgiveness, for the actions of my illness. I hit the dope real hard. To forget that, which I scarred. The actions I performed were blind, I was drunk out of my mind. To you apologies I do owe. Will you accept? I don't know. Alcohol changed my aire, So i didn't give a care. Only for me I gave a shit. it brought me to an aweful pit. you say you are still my friend. i hope it's true till the end. If it's not feel no shame. i am the one wit

What Is Your Secret Name ( Girls Only )
You scored as Rosamond. Your names is Rosamond, it means : Protection. You care about your family and your friends, and will do anything to protect them. They find shelter with you, and can hide from trouble or the trials of the world. You are not a 'peace lover' but you would rather stand up against the lions of injustice, win or lose. You have great courage, and people need you in their life. Anastasia100%Rosamond100%Felicia100%Ida88%Juliette83%Euphemia79%Sylvia79%Doloress50%What Is Your Secret Name ( girls only )created with QuizFarm.com

I Wont Will You
Never forget my brothers who are in Afghanistan. They are fighting and shall Never Be Forgotten. Please take time to read this, and repost. As you all know I am a squad leader, currently serving in Afghanistan. Been here for 6 months now, but this is by no means my first combat tour. In a span of 3 days, I saw 4 soldiers fight, and loose their lives in combat. A lot of people like to say that they were fighting for their country. While I agree with that, there is also more to it than that. People always seem to overlook the rest of that statement. These soldiers died so that their brothers next to them could live. At the time of their deaths they were not thinking that they are helping a nation fight terrorism, rather they died knowing that they were protecting the rest of us who fought beside them. One man died reloading one of our heavy weapon systems. He knew that the operation of that weapon was vital to the safety of the rest of the platoon. At that moment, self sacrifice was w

Untitled
Another poem I wrote a few years back.I hope you enjoy it. Maybe someone can help me with a title for it :) Always, Steven Lee Untitled At night I dream of you, Coming to be by my side. I see your silhouette at first; I watch your calm, quick glide. Vivid images; Pictures in my mind. My night's love, my passion; All in you I shall find. Once again, you'll whisper to me, "Hello, my dear. " Your touch eases me, Removing any fear. Your gaze meets mine; The warm look in your eyes, It melts my heart. From now on Nothing but blue skies! Tonight you romance me; Our bodies entwine. I enter; you gasp! Our souls combine. A touch here, a tickle there, It enthralls me; I am captivated. Our bodies move, the motion constant; My body's completely activated. Throughout the night Our passion flows, Coming together, My emotion grows. For you, in dreams, Oh, how I care. But when morning comes, I am left in despair. Anther night gone and passed

What Kind Of Emo Kid Are You?
You scored as poppy emo. you are into poppy emo. you want to look as "scene" as possible. if you can't sing along to the music, you don't like it. crowd surfing and rocking out is what its all about. i'm sure you listen to underoath, story of the year, and taking back sunday.hardcore emo90%poppy emo90%geek emo75%chick emo70%depressed emo45%metal emo30%what kind of emo kid are you?created with QuizFarm.com

There Are No Words To Discribe Today!
This morning I got up at 8am and I thougt oh shit I don't wanna get up today but than again thats every morning as always I have to drink lots of water on the weekends even more so now that I am in this thing that I am suppose to call a chair which means I'm going to be going to the bathroom alot right??? Ok so everyone who knows me knows that I don't like drinking water just because there is not really a taste to it thats just me but I know that if I wanna stay healthy and get people off my ass than I have to do it. Normally I only manage to drink one bottle of water but thats because there are only people around certain times of I need to go but today I had two bottles of water so people would stop bugging me about drinking so much it is easy for abled bodied people to drink because they can just get up and gp, so I went to the bathroom at like 1:30pm after that I had what was suppose to be lunch I had fish which was hard as a brick and the poetatoes were like rock stone and the c

Top 5 Reasons Why Cory Lidle Crashed His Plane.
#5 I see Osama. #4 Am I in Boston? #3 This plane goes faster than my fastball. #2 This is how the Yankees season crashed. And the #1 Reason Why Cory Lidle crashed his plane... Hey Roberto Clemente made it to the Hall of Fame. So can I.

Its Friday The 13th Do You Know Where Your Kids Are???lol!
Well its Friday yay! its been along week still waiting on my chair to be fixed and waiting on my new cell phone I'm solo tonight my weekend crew had other plans of course and my apt is silent except for the screaming kids next door there are alot of them there could be one for each month you think I'm kidding??? Everytime I see the mother she is showng so yeah that says a lot but thats beside the point really LOL! I'm missing Robert like crazy he went to bed early he was really tired from working he has to be up at 4am and get ready for work poor baby, I normally leave a few messages on his machine so that helps a bit other than that we will talk tomorrow doing the day off and on I'm so happy things seen to be getting better there use to be a period where he did not talk much at all now even when he is working he can't get enough of me anyways.... more on Robert later. Today I got a call from my PT (physical Therapist asking if I were coming today I said no my chair is still brok

Ok Here We Go Again......
So last night I was talking to Robert he was on his way home from work then all of a sudden my aide comes back upstairs and says ok time for bed which was fine but in the process my state of the art phone had died and I was still talking to Robert he called back like three times and I could not get the second phone I finally got the other phone called Robert back but there was no answer I called back like 9 times but he must have gone to bed he was so tired from work the bad thing was I did not get a chance to tell him I love him I feel so empty if I dont say it to him yes.... I know it sounds funny but thats how i am. On top of that my aide was yelling at me because I was in this thing you are suppose to call a chair for 14 hours but ok to recapp I always get a long ass lecture becase when I attept to get out off my chair I almost fall and break my neck I'm suppose to lay down doing the day because this chair kills my body which I was going to do but I was writting so I ended up wr

What Does Your Birth Month Say About You?
You scored as OCTOBER. OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definately the cutest AND prettyest of them all. OCTOBER100%April0%March0%FEBRUARY0%May0%january0%JULY0%November0%SEPTEMBER0%AUGUST0%December

How Dirty Is Your Mind?
You scored as Complete Filth. You are flithy! You see sublimal messages everywhere... and you're always willing for some *ahem* fun. You can get "creative" with it too. You need serious counseling. Click Here, cus you need helpComplete Filth90%Not so clean80%Pedofile60%Pure and Innocent40%How dirty is your mind?created with QuizFarm.com

Email I Wrote To Rob 4 Our 2 Yr. 1 Mo. Anniversary Tomm
Hey Baby, I love you so much! More and more each day I find myself falling more and more in love with you there is just something about you that I can't get enough of you I have never felt this way about anyone I love the way you make me laugh smile and cry with all your sweet words no one warms my herart the way you do and I love that about you I love everything about you you are like a dream come true and one that I refuse to let go I mean that you speak to my heart in ways that make me whole again and I thank you for that you have shown me how to love and at the the same time I was lucky enough to find you my true love. I think about evey minute hour day and night even when I open my eyes in the morning I feel as though you are with me there is not a day that goes by and I dont think of you and I miss you like crazy knowing that I have you makes me realize that I have someone who loves supports and makes me the happiest girl in the world is the best feeling I could ever have.

The Passion:
A man hanging on a cross giving everything to save the lost. A scence so unreal a man noone could recongize yet I have heard tell that some are offended at the movie called the passion. Have they not read the word of God for that movie only touched a tip of what Jesus really went through and I am sure there was a lot more blood then any movie could reveal.

- You Wont Believe This!
Man you wont believe this yesterday I was typing then all of a sudden I hear keys jingling at the door so I'm thinking ok my aide is here early because that can happen sometimes so ok the noise continues then the door opens but it was not my aide it was a man that lives in the building he walked right in and said wow I'm at the wrong apt I thought I was on the 6th floor now ok I know there is a difference between 6 and 16 right???? maybe i'm crazy but I thought It was totally different but who am I. The worse part is he had glasses on as thick as coke bottles you think he could tell the difference. Still waiting on my chair to be fixed missed another day of PT the PT thinks that I am avoiding PT you know I just love it when people lack comphention skills I just wanna can't I ever be around someone who has and uses there common sense I swear I want to teach a freakin class on using your common sense that would help a whole lot. Tomorrow they are comming to change the filters in th

Deacon X: Portlanders
Not even sure if any of us are on here..... However TOMORROW NIGHT: DEACON X FETISH NIGHT/PLAY PARTY DJ: RONABELL DM: ERIC BLOODSTORM PIERCING PERFORMANCE: SHIFT FIRE: MISS MEOW (HISS yours truely) AND CYNDER dancing by all, play by all with signed consent. @ Berbati's (corner of 3rd and Ankeny) PDX 9pm til 2am cover$10 with sliding scale fetish attire encouraged (enforced to a degree) meow

Megalodon Lineage Information
The Carcharocles megalodon shark (AKA Giant white shark) was the largest shark to ever roam the ocean. This shark ate what ever it wanted. Sevral times a year I find fossil whale bones with Megalodon bite marks on them. The serration marks on the bones line up with different size meg teeth. with a detailed bite mark I can judge the size of the shark with in teen feet of length. The given theory is for each inch on a tooth = ten feet of shark. This idea does not work on all of the teeth. the further back in the mouth the teeth become shorter compaired to it's width. The linege of this monster started 65 million years ago with Otodus obliquus. The teeth of this species is much more slender than the megalodon. the blade has no serrations and is sharp as a knife. Where the blade meets the root on each side of the tooth there are side cusps. It looks like two smaller teeth sticking out of the root. BEWARE many of these teeth come from Morrocan phosphate mines and are repaired, poorly. Te

Lost Cherry And Utah
I've been on lost cherry for about a month. I have over a hundred new "friends". I been in utah since march, I've talked to a couple people I haven't before. If I show my ass on lost cherry I get ratings, and mostly positive comments. I show my ass in utah, Well I'm not sure. But I'd imagine a negative response, maybe even indecent exposure, or public nudity charges or something like that. Tell everyone about my day here, and well about no one cares, so about the same. lol. I haven't come across too many mormons trying to get me to see the light here. Many of these people have found me in utah. People on lostcherry don't seem to be afraid of me, many people in utah and other people seem to be. There's real strict liquer laws in utah. Here, you can buy shots for minors. Alchohol is more expensive to buy alchahol than most states due to the mormons taxing the shit out of it and makeing lots of money off it. But on lost cherry, it's $300 a shot atleast. Here, it's m

Fossil Permit For Florida Collection
Florida fossil permit application to print out! BELOW IS THE APPLICATION FOR THE FLORIDA FOSSIL PERMIT. THIS IS NEEDED BY ANYONE WHO WANTS TO COLLECT FOSSILS ON STATE LAND. PLEASE READ FULLY SO YOU UNDERSTAND THE RESPONSIBILITIES YOU ACCEPT WHEN YOU OBTAIN A FOSSIL PERMIT. WARNING! THIS PERMIT DOES NOT ALLOW YOU TO COLLECT ARTIFACTS (ARROWHEADS, SPEAR POINTS, BEADS, INDIAN POTTERY, OR OTHER TOOLS). IT IS A FELONY TO COLLECT SUCH THINGS OFF STATE LAND (RIVERS, PARKS, ECT) & RANGERS & OTHER OFFICERS ARE ON THE LOOKOUT FOR PEOPLE DOING JUST THAT. LEAVE SUCH THINGS WHERE THEY LIE! ARTIFACTS CAN ONLY BE COLLECTED FROM PRIVATE LANDS WITH GIVEN PERMISSION ONLY!!! Florida Fossil Permit FLORIDA STATUTES § 240.516 sets forth the State of Florida's declared intent to protect and preserve vertebrate fossils and vertebrate paleontology sites. All vertebrate fossils found on lands owned or leased by the state belong to the state with title thereto vested in the Florida

I Love Robert So Much!
Wow every since we had our 2 year anniversary Robert has been calling me everyday and I love it he got his Cell phone back on to so we talk even more and he text alot too with everything that has been happening he has been a big help emotionaly hes always there when I need and he knows all the right words to say, he is what keeps me going he reminds me that I have goals to accomplish and even when people say things about me that bother me I must keep going and do the best I can do. Everytime we talk I feel like we are getting closer than ever a long with my friends he really knows how to pick me up when I am down It really feels as though we do have a connection he really has the key to my heart, he really makes me feel whole again hes the most sweetest person I know and I just love him with all my heart hes the best ever and I am really lucky to have him in my life. I love Robert very much and he means the world to me and he will always be a part of my life and I will continue t

Which Mental Disorder Do You Have?
You scored as Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder. Congratulations! You are obsessive-compulsive! You know nothing curbs images of mutilating your mother like a good counting/checking/washing ritual... wait, DID you forget to turn off the stove???Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder100%Borderline Personality Disorder50%Unipolar Depression50%Eating Disorders42%Antisocial Personality Disorder33%Schizophrenia17%Which mental disorder do you have?created with QuizFarm.com SOOOOOOOOOO TRUE!

I Look Forever...
My life is a leisure everyone wants. No job, no responsibilities, almost a perfect life. But my life is somewhat missing in this world. I look in the mirror, at my eyes, to see if i have a soul left within me. The eyes in which my body is part of seem to glare back at me without a single blink. I get closer, wondering if there is something more within me I don't know. I look forever in those eyes to find a person i don't know, even though I know it is me. Music blasts in the background to calm the storm of thorns in my heart. The pain of not knowing myself and being alone cries out in this seemingly mirrored world I look into. I find myself asking questions to whether or not if I'll ever find myself and what I shall become. But alas, life seems to fit this discription for me, making me ever more of someone who will keep looking forever for himself. --Xonus

Poetry.com News!
Dear Sheena, Not long ago you sent me a submission for entry into the International Open Amateur Poetry Contest. Your poem, Tears Of Love, qualified as a semi-finalist, and you indicated that you might be interested in having your poem critiqued by a professional poetry editor. Since then, we have assembled an editorial staff whose qualifications and experience in the field of poetry is unparalleled. Our editorial staff consists of well-respected poetry professors with Ph.D.s in literature from leading universities and award-winning authors. All writers need editorial assistance from time to time, and all great poetic works have been written and rewritten many times before they were deemed finished by their author. That's why we have assembled an excellent staff so we can provide this service to you. Remember, this is your creative artistry, and our professionals are only here to help you become a better writer and to assist you in creating your very own poetic masterpiece! A

- The Fire Alarm!
Today at 4pm the alatm went off so as always I freaked because just to recap I live on the 16th floor and when there is a fire they are only going to get me out if there is a fire on my fire thats kind of scarey really reason being that I am disabled and I am still in this thing you are suppose to call a chair so I can not move as fast as I want. So as usaul I had a freakin panic attack because I was worried my second aide came down she scared the hell out of me because she came in and I heard no knock because the alarm is soooooo loud that it will make you Deaf and it might even wake up the dead. On top of that these FOOLS from my wheelchair company called doing the freakin fire alarm and I'm trying to talk to him in one ear and I had the alarm in the other I asked him if I could call him back he said no I was like what the hello???? the worse part is he was calling to get my second gaurdians address now this confussed the crap out of me because they have had that address almost a

Are U In Love???????
You scored as Hell Yea. U are totally in love, u would do anything to be with this person and u would die for them.Hell Yea100%Sounds More Like Lust67%Hell No50%Are u in love???????created with QuizFarm.com

Just Gettin Some Things Off My Chest
i know there are alot of you doin the contest but as i posted in a bullentin im not tryin to be rude at all not one bit but i do wish that anyone on my friends list wouldnt ask me to vote i dont feel right just voting for one of my friends when there are usually more than one of you all from my friends list in the contest i feel that im not being polite or whatever best word would be for that to the ones that i cant vote for im sorry if anyone takes offense to this had to get it off my chest

What Colour Is Your Heart?
You scored as Blue. Your heart is blue. You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You\'re grateful for what you have in life, even if it\'s not perfect. People love you for who you are, don\'t ever change that- it\'s what makes you the great person that you are.Blue93%Pink93%Purple86%Red79%Yellow75%White71%Green71%Black61%Orange54%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

- Life Is Kicking Me In The Ass Yet Again
I dont even know where to start it all started yesturday in the bathroom my aide asked for a millionth time If I had aked anything wheither or not if they know of anyone who cleans carpet I said the people I asked said they would get back to me she goes it really needs to be done now to clear the air If and when I get the carpet cleaned I have to pay for it myself because certain people not naming names are going to be talking about lack of $$$$$$ so yeah I have to here all the time that the carpet needs to be cleaned its frustrating for many reasons. Since my aides don't want to rent a machine because they dont wanna get hurt this that and the other etc) I have to find someone really cheap that will clean carpet. Its really sad because I have no one around me to anything much like clean my carpet I have to ask my friends for favors I mean its ok to do at times but I dont want it to be a habbit because lets face it no ones gonna do anything for you for free especialy for me because

My Kisses
Ten thousand kisses, I promise to you, With all of my love, multiplied by two. For the rest of my life, to the end of my days I’ll love only you, in every possible way. I’ll carry your smile, safe in my heart So my days will be bright, if ever we’re apart. I’ll cherish the time, you grant me with And, loving you forever… won’t be a myth! I’ll hold your hand, when we walk I’ll listen intently, as you talk. Though sometimes, we’ll disagree Derogatory names… won’t come from me. Hateful words, you’ll not hear from my voice From this life, to the next, loving you is my choice. When you’re old, wrinkled and gray To me… you’ll still be as lovely, as our first day. When I die… and you think you’re alone I’ll still be with you, in the words of this poem.

Ok So Here Is A Real Update Yay!
Just to recap I have been off of work since last Thursday because I'm still waiting on my chair to be fixed now I find it amazing that even though I am off of work I am still having to deal with people that are speacial in the head for example the wheelchair tech that came out to look at my chair on Tuesday he goes what is the problem with your powerchair???? I said there is something wrong with the cord that connects with the controler itself, then the Tech guy goes well..... did you try cutting it on?????? now it took everything, and I mean everything I had to contain myself because I know I said I could not get the chair to turn on thats why I called these fools in the first place as always the send the one that is extra special in the head. Now these Indivisuals called yesturday and that they can not order the part intil they get half of the payment up front which is not really that shocking since everything is about $$$$ now a days so yeah I have to wait yet again...... in the

Bars+bill= Fun ....assholes+drama= Jimmy & Jenn
well the bar was great the other night my bestfriend and her finance even went ....of course tim threatened bill by telling him that if he hurt me in any way then tim was gonna kick his ass....he got smacked by me for that ...i asked bill if he was high the other night and he said "yeh" and gave me that boyish grin that i ended up practically melting...so me and tine came up with a plan to see if he really meant that he loved me and when that plan didn't work i came out and asked him if he knew what he said before he hung up and he said "tell me what it was" ....and i just laughed and said "u make me nervous as fuck" ...then kid rock's "picture" came on and he grabbed my hand and said comeon ....so while we were dancing i said "i love u" and he said "i love u too" then i asked him if he meant it and he said yeh then he kissed me and told me that he just wanted to make sure i meant it and could say it to him first .......then i actually did shots with him and tine ...then mom, donny, ti

You Were Never There
Where were you when I needed you? You weren't there to watch me play. Who was there? You left with out a clue. There was no Family at the end of the day. There was noone there to talk to. I gave you unconditional love, you left with a distoted view, that the world revovlved around you. When you didn't get your own way. You curse and swore, You beat and hot. you drank yours and my life away. You left me with such turmoil amd shit. How was I to know? I was just a kid. You were supposed to be there, You never were, So up till now I only hid. I used the bottle, much as you did. I'm Learning now, it wasn't me. thought you knew how. I won't let you beat me. I lived my life like you. I ran when it got too hard. I want my life to Begin anew. Now I'll play the fuckin card. you thought it was a game. Pretending to be a Dad. I hate to bear your name. It's so sad. You never were there, You never did care. Now it's to late. You use money for bait. M

What The Heck Was This About?
Someone couldnt make up their mind? From my alert box: someone re-rated your profile a '10' from a '4'! someone re-rated your profile a '4' from a '10'! someone rated your profile a '10'! -------------------------------------------- T***a16 left you a new user comment! bourb****oe left you a new photo comment! someone rated your photo a '10'! T***la16 left you a new user comment! bourb****oe left you a new photo comment! someone rated your photo a '10'! friend 'S*****h' updated their photos! *and i astericked my friends names so that they couldnt be reconized :P

How Are You In Bed
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM85%Sex God75%A Romantic63%Virgin53%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

A Few Poems To Start Off....
These are just a few older poems I thought I'd post. Feel free to comment. I welcome any words and thank you in advance for reading :) 1. ~~Pyre~~ It would be as if 'twere death So light the pyre Let the flame burn bright For there is where the heart shall perish On this cold moonless night High and hot the flames will lick The months that passed The clock that ticked The love that used to be first And foremost in this world And it would be as if 'twere death. Empty and cold this bed has been No more laughter No more caress A ghostly presence That had gone unseen And left when eyes Stayed closed, hence, With one deep breath The heart is thrust Into the scorching fire Incinerate my love My living desire For one I never possessed And it would be as if 'twere death. Where pieces to the puzzle fell Together in perfection Have now fallen far and wide Never did they fit; The naiveté in Igno

A Dream Worth Dreaming
Somewhere in my dreams I hear your voice Whispering gently....into thin air At the edge of the mountain I close my eyes Sensing your breathing...feeling you appear there On the edge of my dreams I see your face A twin soul......when we share eyes At the edge of the mountain I catch my breath Touching our finger tips...mouth goes dry In the shadows of my dreams I taste your lips So soft against mine like a warm rain At the edge of the mountain my heart slows Sharing our every breath....two hearts don't refrain In the deepest part of my dreams I feel your touch Breathless....from the warmth of your skin At the edge of the mountain I open my eyes Seeing only clouds....feeling.... within On the edge of my dreams is where I want to stay It's there...I'm forever in your arms...safe...sound At the edge of the mountain I'll remain breathless For me.....no greater love will ever be found Will you always be there on the edge of my dreams? Will you always meet me t

What Men Really Mean... :p
"CAN I HELP WITH DINNER?" Translated:* "Why isn't it already on the table?" "UH HUH," "SURE, HONEY," OR "YES, DEAR" Translated:* Absolutely nothing. It's a conditioned response. "IT WOULD TAKE TOO LONG TO EXPLAIN" Translated:* "I have no idea how it works." "TAKE A BREAK, HONEY. YOU'RE WORKING TOO HARD." Translated:* "I can't hear the game over the vacuum cleaner." "THAT'S INTERESTING, DEAR." Translated:* "Are you still talking?" "YOU KNOW HOW BAD MY MEMORY IS." Translated:* "I remember the theme song to 'F Troop,' the address of the first girl I ever kissed and the vehicle identification numbers of every car I've ever owned... but I forgot your birthday." "OH, DON'T FUSS, I JUST CUT MYSELF. IT'S NO BIG DEAL." Translated:* "I have actually severed a limb but will bleed to death before I admit that I'm hurt." "HEY, I'VE GOT MY REASONS FOR WHAT I'M DOING." Translated:* "And I sure hope I think of some pretty soon." "I CAN'T FIND IT." Tra

Dedicated To April Kelly Watters
As kids we may not have seen eye to eye, But its still so hard to say goodbye, Talking on the phone and visiting were never enough, telling you goodbye Was still very tough, We may have had some years, But because you are not here, the memories do not help stop the tears. When I heard your voice and you were so sad, I couldn't help but get so very mad, But when I heard your giggle or laugh, I just had to smile, even if its by half, I just wanted to make sure you know, that no matter what life has to throw, You meant so much to me, if I may be bold, more than you could have ever been told, for you are and were the BEST sister and the BEST friend, to that there is never an end, So I wanted you to know and feel the love, I am sending on the wings of your two Angels above, I wanted you to feel their kisses in the breeze, I will stive to remeber and know that life is to be seized, even if its day by day, As you my dear sister will know my love is there to stay. By Angel Meadows 04/22/05 De

One More And This Is Erotic
FOR ONE SO LOST IN THE HEAT OF DESIRE LUST FORGED SO STRONG IN PASSIONS FIRE KNOWING THE THINGS I LONG TO DO DESIRE ONLY TO DO THEM WITH YOU FEEL THE CARESS AS WE DRAW NEAR GIVE IN TO OUR LUST LET GO OF ALL FEAR KISSING OUR BODYS AND TASTE THE SWEET JUICES TOUNGES DANCE IN PLACES OUR FIRE SEDUCES LICKING AND SUCKING AND GRINDING IN HEAT TO US WE SEEK THE GREATEST TRESURED TREAT CUM IN MY MOUTH AND LET ME DRINK YOU IN MY NEED FOR THIS IS NOT BORN IN THE SIN I TASTE YOU AND LOVE THAT SMELL SO TRUE MY DESIRES ARE ONLY TO BE THERE WITH YOU TILL TIME IS A MEMORY AND ALL PASS AWAY GIVE YOU MY HEART AND ALWAYS TO STAY KNOWING MY PLACE AND THIS LUST WE SHARE THE FEELING KEEPS GROWING NONE CAN COMPARE BY R. Thomas Dinsmore

Dedicated To Jase And Jeremiah
I sit here and wonder why, Its all I can do not to cry, I guess I am selfish cause I want you here, Even though I know you are safe and loved there, I wish everyone could look into my heart and see, How so very much you both mean to me. By Angel Meadows 04/22/2005

Through Their Eyes
Mommy, we see your tears, It may be days, months, or years, But don't be in such a hurry, You will see us again so don't worry, We will be safe here, for we have loved ones near, To you and daddy we send our love, remember the rain is tears from above, For we are watching you, and see the pain you go through. It pains us to see you grieve, But don't fear for we never really leave, We are with our family here, watching and LOVING our family there, Don't worry or wonder how, for we are GODS Angels now. By Angel Meadows 04/22/2005

Another Song
Lonely is the toughest thing to do Lonely is the toughest thing to do And just sit around this place missing you I wish we had back that day When we threw every thing away Cause lonely is the toughest thing to do I think about a time when we were young and free My ache grows thinking how you looked at me And we walked around both hand in hand Your were my woman I was your man Now lonely is the toughest thing to do Some days I lay awake in bed and shedding tears Feeling time pass slower than the passing years I think of vows that we did say And how I felt upon that day Knowing lonely is the toughest thing to do In a perfect world you would not have told me to go And I would have done all that did not then know But you went and found someone new All I’m left is missing you Dear god lonely is the toughest thing to do Lonely is the toughest thing to do Now you have your perfect life with him too Do what it take to make love grow Take it from a man wh

A Blessing For Jase And Jeremiah
Dear God, There are no words for the depth of your love for us, and the mystery of these new baby's life and death. We surrender them into your hands. Welcome them home. Please, dear god, send your angels to bless and surround them always, and give them great joy in their new life with you. Bless Jase and Jeremiah's parents, Whose love helped create them with you. Give them courage to face the days ahead, Wisdom to learn what Jase and Jeremiah came to teach them, And, most of all, grant them a peace within their hears; A peace only you can give. Bless these caregivers and sooth their hearts. May their work continue to be a reflection of the love you have for each of them. Be with all of Jase and Jeremiah's family and friends who grieve their loss. Amen Born and Died April 12, 2005

Gifts!!
hey just noticed how much money i have in here that i havent used...so heres the deal to see how many of u just come to my page for the pics or acually care what ithink if u read this and comment on it ur guarenteed a gift the spicyer the comment the better the gift * wink wink *

Facts.
The next time you are washing your hands and complain because the water temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used to be. Here are some facts about the1500s: Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married. Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the house had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and men, then the women and finally the children. Last of all the babies. By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. Hence the saying, Don't throw the baby out with the Bath water.. Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, with no wood underneath. It was the only place for animals to get warm, so all the cats and other small animals (mice, bugs) lived in

Tons Of Romantic Poems
What a Moon Brings Light that shines pale and bright Shared Illumination of the night Knowing it shines first on me Travels to where you will be Carries to you my fond thought Dreams and wishes of all we wrought The bond of peace that we share Forged by a friendship beyond compare Where we enjoy each as we are Matters not that distance is far For we touch each deep inside A wonder and a joy none can hide Rare and a beauty to behold Timeless adventure forever bold Free to express feelings deep Giving myself yours to keep Missing you more as passes the day We have the moon that passes your way A comfort to know that you think of me As you lookup at it where every you’ll be By R. Thomas Dinsmore

What Piercing Are You?
You scored as Tongue Piercing. You're a naughty person aren't you? Being with you is probably lots and lots of fun. You're probably totally pimpin' too. Good for you, good for you.Dirty Piercings100%Belly Button Piercing100%Earlobe Piercing100%Tongue Piercing100%Nipples100%Labret Piercing100%Cartilage Piercing90%Lip Piercing90%Nose Piercing10%What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Dead And Bloated
It's not alright the way you left me beaten and raped heart broken my identity lost stripped from me what has been left for me my life desimated as you walk away heartless in your ways unscathed and uncaring leaving me here to face the setting sun fate lies over the horizon desolate and consuming

Which Disney Character Is Your Alter Ego?
You scored as Cinderella. Your alter ego is Cinderella! You often find yourself doing a lot of housework, but if you are patient, your hard work usually pays off. You are prone to losing things, so dont rush through everything.Cinderella100%Goofy81%Ariel75%Peter Pan75%The Beast63%Donald Duck63%Cruella De Ville56%Sleeping Beauty38%Snow White25%Pinocchio13%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

Latest News On My Uncle
The doctors have decided to do surgery. My uncle is having too many seizures so they are going to just go ahead and remove both tumors. Thank you all again for your prayers. He will be having the operation on Monday.

What Is Your Sexual Style?
You scored as Soft. You are nice and soft, you love everyone and everyone loves you, while you are fiery or too exciting, you are always pleasant.Hot100%Soft100%Exciting88%Violent88%Sweet75%Shy50%Wet50%Awkward38%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Loveeeee
Heh tomarrow is mine and Blayne's 4 month anniversary =) I love this boy. Im so lucky to have him. Its amazing how my day can be totally shitty and then I talk to him and he can turn it around to be a great day. funny how things work anyways just wanted to say I love you baby

More Poetry. :)
Wilt thou love me, sweet, when my hair is grey And my cheeks shall have lost their hue? When the charms of youth shall have passed away, Will your love as of old prove true? `A B Banjo Paterson~ Bare Glitter Silhouettes frolic as phantom hands along curves of bareness they course over the pigments of my skin. Moonlight quivers copulating with my naked neck----- my mirror films the age of beauty. Wilt thou love what time transfigured into maturity. Midnight showers my belly-- embracing my bare backside like the hands of an ancient lover. Spinning I inspect the shades on my tan thighs where my gaze wanders to my lengthy flexible legs. Wilt thou love me even when beauty diminishes to nothing when I'm bare of everything--- but skin and bones. I survey what time had transformed a sluggish smile grazes my lips----- that part with a heavy sigh. Wilt thou love my nakedness till thy bitter end when I am bare glitter.

I Love Storms Lol
Fearless storm Winds howl and thunder crash Sound of titans as they clash Quake and shake the world around Flashing and captivating sound Icy fingers of white dance across the sky Hold the attention of mortals such as you and I Force of winds that swirl and blow ever so intense Hide inside safe in cover if you have any sense Yet I am drawn to the show and can’t look away Thrill of it fills me with desire and makes me want to stay Do not fear my sweet one it is only a passing thing Soon to be far away and gone a memory of the sting No more tears for thing that simply just must be I will keep you safe and secure through eternity No thing that is of this world every should you fear For you’re the sweet and touching soul that I hold so dear Winds may blow and thunder crash lightning streak and run When all that is has passed to calm and storm is done You will still be safe from harm and enjoy the moment shared For you will never worry knowing there is always one who

Radio This Sunday !!!! Read
WELL I WORK FOR AN INTERNET RADIO STATION WWW.RAPTUREFM.COM PLEASE TUNE INTO MY SHOW THIS SUNDAY AT 8PM GMT TIME (london time) . ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS REGISTER IT TAKES 2 SECONDS THEN YOU CAN POST SHOUTS ENTER THE NEW VERY COOL CHAT ROOM AND LISTEN TO ME ! I PLAY UK FUNKY HOUSE AND GARAGE AND A LITTLE HIP HOP TOWARDS THE END OF MY SHOW . THE MORE THE BETTER SO PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD AND ILL SEE WHOEVERS INTERESTED ON SUNDAY !!! PEACE DAN.T

What's Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting92%Blood92%Whips83%Bondage83%Blind Folds83%Chains/Handcuffs67%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com STEVE YOU HAVE TO READ THIS!!!!

*sigh*
I'm having a hard time, man. I'm so sick so the shit I get from guys. This guy is trying to make me feel bad because he keeps canceling dates on me. I crack jokes that we'll never see each other again, as long as we live, and he says I'm being negative. I'm not being fucking negative, I'm being fucking realistic. 1 date he stood me up, the next date he cancelled last minute, today's date he just never called. I'm done making an effort. I'm done being the one to call, just to get the voicemail, and no return call. I don't care if he's sick. You say you're going to call, you fucking call! Even if it's just to say, "Hey, I can't go out tonight, I'm too sick." Common courtesy, man. That's all I ask. We'll I'm not contacting him anymore. If he wants anything to do with me, like he says, he can call me. He can text me. He can find me online and talk to me. He can ask me to go out. He can set a time, and actually get his ass there. I don't need this. I'm not going to go chasing after if you a

Bare In June
Bare in June Turn out the light rest exposed next to me fall asleep cloaks' me in lukewarm embrace For tonight. Hunger for a little aid to rinse away the years of being manipulated. rehabilitating hands that pacifies the fire that ravages me. Angel wings scattered on the pillow where I use to love. Hold me to kindle these images from my head. Rinse away the longing with teasing hands' lift the warmth of this fire. Want someone to turn off the light rest next to me exposed in the rain. Someone to keep away the heartache.

Which Horror Killer Are You?
You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.Michael Myers80%Jigsaw80%Leatherface70%Freddy Krueger65%Pinhead65%Candyman60%Captain Spaulding50%Hannibal Lecter50%Buffalo Bill40%Jason Voorhees30%Whic

Still Having Fun
Definitely have things under control now, especially since I know where to find things (I was so confused about a few features on my homepage for a while). I am really enjoying my time here. Drop by and say hi if you are bored. :) Ari

My Demons
Demons They exist within my head and verbalize memories of those that are lifeless. I loved you as a child loves her mother craving to be the hero in your eyes but never discovering the time. I despise myself more than you ever could and I try to drink the demon away to a area I cannot find. I journey with the demon close to my side ready to pull the trigger and wipe away the soreness. Stroll in some dismal shadow where I cannot be touched. Laugh at those who fall madly in love cause I wonder what is love. So I tilt my glass back and drink even if its hard to swallow away the misery. I let the demon pull the trigger and I think of you and hope you wake up tomorrow.

"memories" By Mally
Memories There is some times where I sit and thinkthink about what has happened and what couldve happened. Think about how Ive been treated and how Ive treated others. Caring for people who could care less if I were dead and neglect to notice those who really do care. Think about how people who say theyre my friends can go and hurt me so bad. All the smiles and laughter from those I hold dear to my heart. Think of how a song can remind me of certain things that have happened in my life. Wishing at time that I could turn back the hands of time and make things like they were. Take back some of the awful things Ive said but let the good things be known. Wishing I could be stronger and not fall so hard for the words but for the actions of others. Hoping that one day the feelings I have will fade and I can move on even though the memories will remain. Hoping you know that what Ive said is sincere and came from my heart. My life has changed in so many ways and it seems at times

A Song I Wrote
another falling tear There a moon that shines over you my dear I look up and wish to god that you were here So I could take you in my arms And partake of your charms Oops there goes another falling tear Oceans aren’t deep enough to hold my love And mountains aren’t high enough to touch the dove That carries on it wings sweet peace For only you give me release Oops there goes another falling tear Time will tell if one day I will hold you near And only then will I know peace forever here To taste your honey sweet lips And see that loving halo slip Oops there goes another falling tear Asking god above please let you feel my pain For how I feel inside is driving me insane For if you feel the same way I will be happy on that day Oops there goes another falling tear Maybe dreams come true and I will be with you And I can build the perfect life just for two Holding you in my arms so near And hearing what I longed to hear Oops there goes another falling

My Tongue!
OMG! I did it! I was soooooo scared!! I had a good dinner, went and got my best friend, and headed up the road. By the time we got there I was a wreak, she looked at me at said "I have NEVER seen you scared of anything before!" I enjoyed the night air for a few minutes while she smoked her cigarette and we went in. Sitting there with my tongue stuck out he clamped on the tongs. I closed my eyes and it was over with. I barely even felt it! Now it feels like I have a tic tac in my mouth but every time I go to find it I can't. LOL, I am so proud of myself! Whats next?

What Kind Of Person Are You? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic Or Nice?)
You scored as Outgoing. You outgoing and you have a very friendly personality.Outgoing100%Dramatic75%Immature69%Nice50%Fun44%mean25%Shy13%what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)created with QuizFarm.com

"a Poem From The Heart"
A Poem from the heart You are a fucking bitch and I hate your fucking guts you think that you're so beautiful but you're nothing but a slut. You think your man loves you but girl you are so wrong cuz the sex we had last night was great it lasted all night long You think your man is true but girl wake up and see that when he's not at your house he's all alone with me Remember while you kiss him both mouths so juicy that his tongue was somewhere else it was sucking on my pussy. You often try and hurt me with the things you say and do but when he's all alone with me who's the bitch feeling blue It feels so good when he's up inside my place when he's fucking you he's thinking of me and covers up your face You try and try and try to make him love you more and more but when he thinks of you he's thinking she's nothing but a whore How stupid are you really How blind can you be you think he loves you so much but then why's he fucking me

A Poem...."that Feeling"
That Feeling By:Mally The feel of your hands running over my breasts you kissing on my neck with those soft lips the way my heart was skipping as you pulled me closer the sensation I felt as you inserted your finger into my soft moist spot The moaning and squirming you were doing as I went down on you the gentleness of your nibbles on my oh so sensitve nipples the shivers up my spine as you ran your hand over my body from head to toe the passion in your kiss as you held my hands down the tenderness I felt as you held me close the feeling of finally becoming one you in me, me in you my wish has now come true the wish to give you all of me and what I have to offer the feeling that you are loved and that I as well am loved the feeling of you inside of me letting our passion fly the biting of my lip as you thrust yourself deep inside the screams out of my mouth as I slowly let the juice flow the smile on my face as you go down and lick them up the throbbing of wanti

On Line Poker Talk
Ced: how ya’ll doin tonight Doylle: doin well, and you? Ced: doin okay, where ya from? Doylle: Georgia Ced: you from the south? Doylle: yeah Ced: I’ll take you like Grant took Richmond Doylle: Sherman took Atlanta - haha Aceshi: Sherman was a bloodthirsty bastard who killed thousands of innocent people Ced: Sort of like GW Bush? Aceshi: Why don’t you just shut up and play cards? Ced: What an unkind thing to say Aceshi: Just shutup Ced: Where you from Aces? Aceshi: Kentucky Ced: Shut the fuck up, hillbilly Doylle: Where you from Ced? Ced: Well, I’m from the south too Doylle: Yeah? Where? Ced: South end of Cleveland Doylle: Yankee mutherfucker Ced: Fuckin hick Aceshi wins the first hand with a nut flush. Ced: Nice hand Aces Aceshi: Thanks Ced: Shut the fuck up hillbilly Aceshi: You shutup Ced: How’s the corn crop doin? Aceshi: Why don’t you just shutup? Ced: Next time, scrape the manure off your boots before you take a seat Straight to the

Beeds Of Death...
So today was awesome!!! I had a blast at faire with Death... Other than the few problems. There were some good jokes and shit. And I just had a good time flirting and not having to worry bout anything... I especially enjoyed gettin the beeds of death which are still correctly held in my possession until I go back tomorrow at which time I must return them... I'm not exactly sure who Andrew will be though so not sure who I'll be returning them too... It was nice though... I've been very confused this past week or so... And it was nice to just escape and forget all of it for just a little while... That's what faire is great for though.. Forgetting you life for those fews hours when you're there... But now its time I head to bed for I got another faire day ahead of me before I head back into reality... It sucks! But atleast its one more day with Death... or maybe a thief... or perhaps a pirate... I'm not sure! But oh well, who really cares?!?!

What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(
You scored as Penis. You are attracted to the: penis. You are a penis man/woman.Penis100%Boobs67%Abs/Stomach67%Butt67%Face50%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Oh Baby! Who's Is It??
Every now and again, I happen upon some random thinking. This has been discussed in my lounge a few times but it is still worth a write. Let me see if I can set this up: The night has been perfect. The date was wonderful and he was mad ass hot. You get back to your place for a few drinks with a hopeful idea that his jeans will end up on your floor and you'll be cooking him breakfast. For this, yes, Pop-Tarts count...LOL Anyway, the plan is going perfectly. You begin with long passionate kisses as he slides his hand into...okay wait, moving on. Every thing is going as hoped. The air begins to smell of....PASSION (you freaks..lol), you moan in extacy as it feels soo amazing....you tell him over and over how good it feels, you reach a fever pitch...brink of orgasm and he says: Who's Is It? I dunno about you, but for me, the lights have just come on, the CD skipped, the well dried up...and my standard answer is......"It's MINE". I know this might sound fucked up,

Pray For My Baby
we just rushed my 6 month old to the er a lighter blew up in his and my uncles face tonight .... im scared .. he is in a room being raped they wont let us in yet so im on the hospitals pc trying to keep from killing a docter cuz they wont let me in damn it why wont they let me in im sorry guys like you want to hear this

Acid Mind
a vision in my world of black telling a tale of things unseen and bleeding along the cracks if you can forgive yourself and let it go I can feel it slipping away a little bit more each day never to return again and nothing you can say will bring you back to me forcing it away again i see acid minded blackened eyes spitting poisonous lies time slots uneven siding with the devil's eyes a begger for love a sign from above done throwing stones from my garden time to watch it grow

Some Things About Me
More to be added at a later date.. but to start:: 1. I am from NY but dont live there now... I have a slight east coast/NY accent 2. I hate stuffed animals and refused to wear pink unitll i was in my mid-20's 3.I am right handed but wear my watch on that hand as well 4. I broke my femur when i was 14 and was in traction for 6 weeks, and started HS in a wheelchair 5. I took Latin for 5 years, Romainian for 1 and Spanish for a few months 6. I can swear and make a few sentences in sign language 7. Im scared shitless of big spiders... but dont mind snakes... my Brother is the opposite 8. I used to cheat at Candyland when I was a little girl against my brother..heehee 9. My 1st word was MORE and my second was Chandelier 10.I've had some " paranormal" abilities since i was a small child 11. I used to be wiccan, was rasied a Jew and almost converted to Catholisism 12. i cant spell.. but my vocabulary is ecellent 13. I knew about a womans period before

Too Funny, And Maybe A Little True? (porno Of Your Life Title)
The porno of Nicole's life will be called ... "10 Things you always wanted to do with a vibrator" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com

Vast - Flames...now This Is A Making Love Song...
Close your eyes Let me touch you now Let me give you something that is real Close the door Leave your fears behind Let me give you what you're giving me You are the only thing That makes me want to live at all When I am with you There's no reason to pretend that When I am with you I feel flames again Just put me inside you I would never ever leave Just put me inside you I would never ever leave you Short but sweet...DL it take a listen its very much a dark but sensual song...

Chapter 6 - His Side - This One Makes Me Wet...
MSD: Night Twelve What a freakin’ night… he leaned against the door frame of his second-floor walk-up, not sure if he had the energy to finish the walk through the opening, even if it was Sara Evans on the video channel he had left playing. It had been a shitty day at work, “one of those days,” and he had decided at 3 o’clock that Happy Hour at the bar down the street from his house sounded like something he couldn’t pass up. Even the idea of running home to spend the evening in deep contemplation of the past two weeks’ worth of dreams, those hot, sexy, erotic, steamy, obscene, sensual dreams, mmm, dreams… wasn’t enough to keep him from a pitcher or three of something domestic, light, and cold. Despite his crappy day, and despite the alcohol in his system, or maybe a little because of both, he sat down at his computer to continue the list of details from those incredible dreams he’d started working on after, like, the seventh consecutive night. He thought it might help him figu

Swervevs.underwear=roto-rooter!
Ok..as some of you may remember, and surely couldn't care less, Swerve was gonna fulfill her New Year's resolution, and purchase some underwear. I claimed I was goin' to Vicky's Secret and buyin' girly, lacy unmentionables...but my Scottish frugality got the better of me and I decided that before I spent all sorts of money on undies, I'd do well to test drive a pair before I bought expensive ones. Only makes sense, does it not? Right. Sooo...I did what any self respecting girl in the south does when she wants something cheap. I went to Wal-Mart! I had high hopes of findin' cheap undies; and with visions of a shopping cart with four working wheels burning feverishly in my brain....I sashayed ( Yes, I sashayed. Swerve would never do something so mundane as "walk"!!) past the Nascar T-shirts and boxes of laundry soap printed in Spanish, took a right at the giant display of scrubble puffs ( 97cents! ) and found myself in some sort of pret-a-porter labyrinth of spring fashio

Winners From The Last Contest
in the Bootie contest: 1st place All my Soldiers Love me 2nd place Angel by day...Devil by night in the Perkiest nipple contest: 1st place Illuminaughty 2nd place All my Soldiers love me in the Sexiest Redhead on LC contest: 1st place All my Soldiers love me 2nd place Sexypirate13

So Very True... Mostly (keys To My Heart Quiz)
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

I Love Eddie Izzard!!!
Which Eddie Izzard Joke Are You? THE SQUIRREL JOKE!Just because youre profane doesnt mean youre not hilarious. Youre the unique kind of joke people remember for a long time.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

First Impressions
Well here it is.. I finally dived into the world of 'Social Networking' here @ LostCherry. And so far I'm not really clear on what to think about it.. Within seconds after joining, I was receiving add requests for new 'friends' and being given an outlandish rating of 10 for my profile photo. Now.. wow.. I'm far more popular then i could have ever imagined.. But how is that so.. I have not even posted a word about myself. Well I quickly discovered the truth behind all the attention. It was nothing more then a ploy to fulfill a hidden agenda. All these new 'friends' were all just seeking to earn a new level of 'cherrism' It seems it's just common practice to pounce on the new arrivals and 'welcome' them. Well that seems like a great gesture, a friendly welcome to the community, but again there seems to be an alterer motive to all this 'friendliness'. Personally, I'd much rather people welcome me without then rating me.. and please don't consider yourself a friend you

Cabbie Klowaski V Damien Rose
Well on the 21st October I will be going one on one against Damien Rose on UWA's Halloween Heat show. I'll be hoping to make my UWA record 2 wins 0 losses after a big victory against CM Fusion back in June. I'll let you all know how it goes (if you are interested or at least good at pretending you are)

Poem
i think I love him... I cant stop thinking about his lips touching my dying need for his kiss I cant stop thinking how nice it would be to hold him in my arms I wish he was mine I wish I could put him in a little chocolate box and eat him up let him melt down my throat mmmmm so wonderful this feeling I cant really describe it Its a burning flame in my spine Its a desire to be loved like I should I think I love him

Breeze
I am a cool breeze that whispers your name, gently embrassing the back of your neck. Arousal of the senses Goose bumps, uncontrolled shudders and shivers. Ecstacy, erotic emotions fill the air with unbridled passion. I am a cool breeze that whispers your name.

I Need A Hug
Some People think just because as we get older that we do not need the love and affection that you younger people take as your due because of your age, but let me tell you that just because there is snow on the roof that does not mean that there is not fire in the furnace and when you have lost your husband many years it seems as if life has cheated you out of the better part of your golden years. The time when you can go and do what ever you want to do. Just having someone hold your hand and help you to set down and get up, open the door for you to go in or out. To hold your hand walking, to pat you on the butt or give you a kiss on the cheek or neck or any kind of touch to let you know that they are there with you, it means a lot. Remember that you younger guys as your time is just ahead of you. If you wanat your gal to stay in tune to you you ;have to stay i9n tunke to them.

Anxiety Stare
Anxiety Stare Walkin' the street something told my Feet if you walk this greed the grief well cover your Sheets In heavy Dark ashes That covers the Flash's of blind red gashes, filled with this fashion. So i lifted my eye, my Feet in a cry. yelled out my sights been given a blight. Then as i sat There ready for flight a man Walked up to Give me a knife Askn' this man, why you have sent me this here. This rusty old knife with Nothing to fear It gives me small reason of things with out treason when something so Vile comes to my reason. So he got up and left, with nothing to guess vanished to dust, The air left him to rush. sitting to stare, looking to glare. this knife i held with nothing to fear. Moving to go, i left it with flow with Things in its past of some absurd show. So now i sit here, walking the streets as nothing here now talks with my feet.

Poetry
Saying nothing No words to intrude in this moment that only we understand. No-- please baby, love you, can I have more. No-- none of that will do you see. He knows this body inside out---the curves and smoothness and pleasure zones. His tongue is a breeze whispered on my skin. His hands--- feathers that tickle and stroke. These hands fragment and brush me shallow with sin. My sin is a lover that loves me inside and out. A love that consumes without a doubt. If bridges were a cross to my soul my man has roamed here generously without saying a word.

Standing In The Doorway.........
I'm walking through the summer nights Jukebox playing low Yesterday everything was going too fast Today, it's moving too slow I got no place left to turn I got nothing left to burn Don't know if I saw you, if I would kiss you or kill you It probably wouldn't matter to you anyhow You left me standing in the doorway, crying I got nothing to go back to now The light in this place is so bad Making me sick in the head All the laughter is just making me sad The stars have turned cherry red I'm strumming on my gay guitar Smoking a cheap cigar The ghost of our old love has not gone away Don't look like it will anytime soon You left me standing in the doorway crying Under the midnight moon Maybe they'll get me and maybe they won't But not tonight and it won't be here There are things I could say but I don't I know the mercy of God must be near I've been riding the midnight train Got ice water in my veins I would be crazy if I took you back It would go up aga

If You See Her Say Hello.........
If you see her, say hello She might be in Tangiers She left here last early spring Is livin' there i hear Say for me that i'm all right Though things get kind of slow She might think that i've forgotten her Don't tell her it isn't so. We had a fallin' out Like lovers often will An' to think of how she left that night It still brings me a chill An' though our separation It pierced me to the heart She still lives inside of me We've never been apart. If you get close to her Kiss her once for me I always have respected her For doin' what she did an' gettin' free Oh whatever makes her happy I won't stand in the way Though the bitter taste still lingers on From the night i tried to make her stay. I see a lot of people As i make the rounds An' i hear her name here an' there As i go from town to town An' i've never gotten used to it I've just learn to turn it off Either i'm too sensitive Or else i'm gettin soft. Sundown, yellow moon I replay the past I

Woman Rate This Blog And Comment This Blog Because Men Are Going To Probably Hate Me For This Or Think Im On Your Side!
How do many people wish for something everyday? I bet you that we would try to be a 100% correct, but in reality we really don,t know. Well I know this is for every woman that was pregnant, i wish men could have babies, and you got most or all women trying to create a way for a man to get pregnant. Well until that day happens ladies, you will be out of luck. In life alot of people make wishes, even i do. Just like every man has his threesome or swinger fantasy, every woman has fantasized or did the real thing or left it as a wish. Just like any person male or female saw the other person pic, they would wish to see them, hug them, and kiss them wishing it was love at first sight. If it happens it happens,if not then just like your dreams, just keep on wishing!

Bitchology
BITCHOLOGY WHEN I STAND UP FOR MYSELF AND MY BELIEFS, THEY CALL ME A BITCH. WHEN I STAND UP FOR THOSE I LOVE, THEY CALL ME A BITCH. WHEN I SPEAK MY MIND, THINK MY OWN THOUGHTS OR DO THINGS MY OWN WAY, THEY CALL ME A BITCH. BEING A BITCH MEANS I WON'T COMPROMISE WHAT'S IN MY HEART. IT MEANS I LIVE MY LIFE MY WAY. IT MEANS i WON'T ALLOW ANYONE TO STEP ON ME. WHEN I REFUSE TO TOLERATE INJUSTICE AND SPEAK AGAINST IT, I AM DEFINED AS A BITCH. THE SAME THING HAPPENS WHEN I TAKE TIME FOR MYSELF INSTEAD OF BEING EVERYONE'S MAID, OR WHEN I ACT A LITTLE SELFISH. IT MEANS I HAVE THE COURAGE AND STRENGTH TO ALLOW MYSELF TO BE WHO I TRULY AM AND WON'T BECOME ANYONE ELSE'S IDEA OF WHAT THEY THINK I "SHOULD" BE. I AM OUTSPOKEN, OPINIONATED AND DETERMINED. I WANT WHAT I WANT AND THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH THAT! SO TRY TO STOMP ON ME, TRY TO DOUSE MY INNER FLAME, TRY TO SQUASH EVERY OUNCE OF BEAUTY I HOLD WITHIN ME. YOU WON'T SUCCEED. AND IF THAT MAKES ME A BITCH, SO BE IT. I EMBRAC

I Cave You
As I lay here in my bed A strong feeling comes over me Badly, urgently I crave for you I cant get you out my head I crave your warmth Your body next to mine Our bodies fully engrossed Pure pleasure suspended in time I crave to feel the flickers As your tongue gracefully dances In and out.. fast then slow Tasting my juices as it flows I crave to feel your hardness Deeply touching my soul Long and steady strokes Yes I am enjoying as your reaching our goal I crave for your magic to calm and soothe I crave for your rhythms I crave your moans I crave to hear your words of pleasure As we near a climax.. a climax unknown Yes we must do this Before I lose my nerves I am craving for you So Holla if ya heard

Would You Go With Me?
Would you go with me?? Would you go with me if we rolled down streets of fire Would you hold on to me tighter as the summer sun got higher If we roll from town to town and never shut it down Would you go with me if we were lost in fields of clover Would we walk even closer until the trip was over And would it be okay if I didn't know the way If I gave you my hand would you take it And make me the happiest man in the world If I told you my heart couldn't beat one more minute without you, girl Would you accompany me to the edge of the sea Let me know if you're really a dream I love you so, so would you go with me ---- Instrumental Interlude ---- Would you go with me if we rode the clouds together Could you not look down forever If you were lighter than a feather Oh, and if I set you free, would you go with me If I gave you my hand would you take it And make me the happiest man in the world If I told you my heart couldn't beat one more minute without you, g

The Next Contest
ok, Many of you are wondering what new and wild contest I am planning........... If those of you are familiaer with San Francisco's "Exotic-Erotic Ball", that will give you your answer ! I am Holding Lost Cherry's First "EXOTIC-EROTIC" photo/video contest. The rules are very simple. There are NONE ! ANYTHING GOES ! You may post as many pics/vidoes as you like. I will group the entries into the following sub-catagories: 1: Individuals 2: Couples (M/F and F/F) 3: Groups 4: BSDM/S&M This will start next week so get your shit together and email me your pics/videos to jafo_online@yahoo.com I will keep this contest going for as long as possible to give each entry as much "internet airtime" as possible. I will give notification on when this contest will end about 30 days prior to final voting. Voting will be judged by ratings AND comments ! If you have any questions, send me a message hear or at my yahoo email address! Good luck to all ! Sean, the Contest GURU !

I Believe In
love & lust & sex & romance. i don’t want everything to add up to some perfect equation. I want mess & chaos. I want someone to go crazy out of his mind for me. I want to feel passion & heat & sweat & madness i want it all

I Wanna Know-survey-will Fill Out When I Have Time..
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW... I want to know 20 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You are obviously on my list, so let me know with whom I am friends! JUST HIT REPLY. 1. Your Full Name: 2. Age: 3. Single or Taken: 4. Favorite Movie: 5. Favorite Song: 6. Favorite Band/Artist: 7. Dirty or Clean: 8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Do we know each other outside of myspace? 2. Whats your philosophy on life? 3. Would you have my back in a fight? 4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest? 5. What is your favorite memory of us? 6. Would you give me a kidney? 7. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: 8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 9. Can we get together and make a cake? 10. Have you heard any rumors of me lately? 11