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It's Long, Just Had To Get It Out.
Mondays and tuesdays seem to be the days that bands send invites out. That's just how it is for somereason. It seems to be getting more and more each time. I'm thinking that band pages should be turned into groups. Bands should have to have groupsites, instead of actuall pages. That's unless they are real people. Like as opposed to imaginary people? Yah, basicly. There are some bands that actually read people's pages, and write to them and respond to them, and the comments and such they get. Those bands should get to have actuall pages. Bands with an auto-biography on their page, get to be counted as real people in my book too. Bands with a plain biography written by someone else, and who don't leave messages with friend-requests, and who never comment or leave messages, don't count as real people to me. There's no proof that they are real to me. School is gradually improving I think. Very slowly, but there is some slow recognizable progress. Other stressfull things are

*sigh*
Six o'clock in the morning My head is ready to explode I can't believe I made it home alive I don't remember where I went Or what I was drinking And now it's made me sick And I'm not denying That I get this way When I try to get over you I get this way When I try to get over you Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love I tried so hard to hate you But it only makes it all worse I only end up hating myself And as my hatred grows So do the lies It's hard to face the truth sometimes God I feel so useless God I hate myself When I try to get over you I hate myself Will I ever get over you Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love And after all this time you'd think I'd understand the way you feel But no I only think about myself And it's driving you away I always knew it would one day Sometim

A Pirates Life
A Pirate’s Life A man was sitting at a bar when he noticed a pirate walk in the front door. The pirate had a peg leg, a hook for one hand, and a patch over one eye. Feeling sorry for the pirate, the man said, "Come over here friend. You look like you've had a hard life and I'd like to buy you a drink." The pirate came over and ordered rum. "Just out of curiosity," the man said, "how did you lose your leg?" "Arrrgh!" said the pirate, "I lost that timber to a tiger shark in the Caribbean when I was thrown overboard for stealing a man's rum." "That's just terrible. How did you lose your hand?" the man said. "Arrrgh!" said the pirate, "I lost that fighting cannibals off Madagascar under Admiral Hawk." "Oh my!" the man said, "I can't even imagine! How did you lose your eye?" "Arrrgh! A seagull pooped in it!" said the pirate. "A seagull!" the man exclaimed. "Is seagull poop dangerous?!" he asked. "Nay, matey, it was me first day with the hook..."

Holiday Time
Thank heavens for that - I finally start my holiday this morning. 12 days of stress-free bliss (he lies). Work is soo hectic right now and the chance to take a few days off at half-term to spend time with the kids, and celebrate my wedding anniversary this weekend, is simply fabulous. Will I miss work? Will I hell! I won't think about that hole until an hour before I'm due to go back there. The down-side... I have to take the kids to see the in-laws. They're ok in short doses but anything more than 2 days of them and murder suddenly becomes an option. The rough with the smooth I guess. See you all in a few days. Take care all and keep it Cherry!

In Heaven
In Heaven An old lady dies and goes to heaven. She's chatting with St. Peter at the Pearly Gates when all of a sudden she hears the most awful bloodcurdling screams. "Don't worry about that," says St. Peter, "Its only someone having the holes put into her shoulder blades for wings." The old lady looks a little uncomfortable but carries on with the conversation. Ten minutes later, there are more bloodcurdling screams. "Oh my God," says the old lady, "Now what is happening?" "Not to worry," says St. Peter, "She's just having her head drilled to fit the halo." "I can't do this," says the old lady, "I'm going to hell." "You can't go there'" says St. Peter. "You'll be raped and sodomized." "Maybe so," says the old lady, "but I've already got the holes for that."

Howdy!
just wanted to say hi! new here obviously,and to introduce myself! my name is brandi nicole utecht!im 26 years of age and live in rockford illinois.i have blue green eyes and am a little more to love.i have long legs and long hair.im taking online courses to better my education,i can only take them online because i work all the time,which suck's sometime's, but i guess work is never any fun unless you actually like your job.i love collecting old bok's but im banned from them because i have to many(lol).i love watching old movie's, my favorite movie's are throughly modern millie and seven wive's for seven brother's.im a huge closet xena warrior princess fan lol.i have all of her season's on dvd, so i guess im not in the closet ok.i have the charmed set's also.i love light jazz and basically any kind of music,except for heavy metal and bad rape music.i was raised on rock music most of my life(led zephlen,motley crue,white snake) my father ans sister drove it into me so i guess you can sa

Poetic Thoughts Of The Beast
She gave me up for the rodeo. The rodeo I have never known. The life of labor and beasts and strangers is something I have known for brief moments spread out through my life. I hope that when the three combine into a single experiance that I will be able to use her memories as a tool to find either truth or comfort. The future of it all frightens me. The self doubt and second guessing that I have always know has no reason, meaning or purpose. But the feelings are familair and I can't easily force them out. Thoughts and lives are entirely different lately I've struggled to make mine the same. The idea of my life is quite different from the fact of my life. The changes I need to build within myself need warmth, love, strength and a bit of luck to get going. I know where to find the love strength and luck. All I need is the warmth I am missing. How much can a man change in a month? How much has this man changed in these past months? My changes I know are no permanent, they wi

What I Want To Do To You
What I want to do to you. mmmmmmm there is just so much I want to do to you and with you there are not enough words to tell you. I can imagine us together, holding each other, kissing. touching carressing each other. We stand there in each others arms. Just being together. slowly my hand runs down your body. searching for that special something that is below. undoing your jeans I reach in and find it waiting for me. as my fingers wrap around your cock you moan. Your eyes close. starting to stroke your cock my knees bend and I go to the floor. your jeans fall to the floor also. YOu kick them off so that you are uninhibited by clothing. Lowering myself I lick the head of your cock. It starts growing with my touch. my fingers are wrapped around it but my mouth is not on you yet. Just letting my tongue flick across the very top. slowly letting my tongue start to run around the head. tasting every bit of you. I close my lips around you. and start to lick the shaft of your now

Urn, Stop. Your Time Is Up. You've Found All Of The Answers.
Would you believe me if I said I didn't need you? I wouldnt believe you if you said the same to me. Don't be so scared. I'm not the type to forget about nights like that. When every move I make is documented and scored for style points. The once ambitious one holds the smoking gun. If I die in my sleep are you still willing to be everything that you promised to be? I want to go home so badly. I think I know where it is. With you, wherever we decide to lay our heads. I won't make plans to break plans anymore. Hold your head high heavy heart. X

Which Roman Emperor Are You?
Ok, this was a little bizarre! LOL You scored as Claudius. Dear Clau-Clau-Clau-Claudius. One of the most curious of the emperors, you have a clubbed foot and stammer all the time, but these have only served you well in avoiding notice. Behind the facade of a fool is a penetrating intellect that will lead the empire wisely. You conquer Britannia, and later the BBC will make a series about you. Your kind heart however will do you in, as your loved wife will poison you for her own schemes.Claudius79%Antoninus Pius79%Augustus71%Marcus Aurelius68%Nero64%Domitian64%Hadrian61%Trajan54%Nerva54%Vespasian50%

My Ice Cream Cone.
Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! I dropped my ice cream cone.

Help Me Look For My Mind.
They say insomnia makes you feel less real. Like your mind is somewhere else. I wouldn't know any different. I've been so far gone and for so long... I wonder if this is what it's like to die. You're not here, but people remember your glory. Your shining contribution to humanity. Unfortunately no matter how long you tread water- you can't make any headway the water just lovingly slides up the side of your face and the cold weariness takes you. I'm so welcome here in the misery of persistant wakefulness. The ever-present state of not being me. Is this what it's like to be dead... or worse? But as I sink here, thrashing my arms till they go numb, falling rapidly with your weight tied to my ankle, I look for the light, the hope. But there is no sign of rescue at the surface. No end to the dark. They go numb at my side, I don't even bother to scream or reach upward for salvation. I just keep sinking. Under your pressure, under your expectations. Under my f

Losing Sight (my Poem)
Losing Sight The night is covered in blackness with a cold wind blowing, I can’t see anything there is no light to guide me, There’s no sound coming from anywhere to give me something to walk to, All I hear is the sound of my breathing which also leaves me and drifts into the darkness , The sound of my heart beating joins my breath as I begin to panic more, Afraid that I may never move for the fear of not knowing what lies ahead takes control, I fall to my knees my hands on my head gripping my hair in frustration not knowing what I should do, I let go of my hair and I cross my arms across my stomach feeling sick with the feeling of uselessness, The darkness fades away as I see myself and see how much stronger I look, I’m helping others I’m happy I look fearless and full of life, How can this be me while I stand alone in the darkness as I am now, Though I no longer hear the wind for the people talking to me over power it I feel it’s coldness, Everything goes

He's Talkin About Griggsville
This is The Junior Varsity. Asa Dawson is the singer and writes most, if not all, of the songs. I went to school with him. He graduated in 2002 and was crowned Prom King that year!! He has such character, I couldn't even begin to discribe his personality!! One of his favorite groups in high school was Blink 182...I think you can actually hear some of it in his music. It's unlike anything I've ever heard before though!! Rock on!! Music Video Codes - MySpace Layouts

Halloween....yah!!!!!!!!!
OK so I looked everywhere for a costume. I wnated to be a sorceress...I went online looking and they were sold out in my size! I was getting frustrated so I finally went to a party store here in Vegas and found one!!!! I will have the long black wig and all!!!!!!!!

Are You Winter Or Summer?
You scored as Spring !. You are spring. Because you just love the spring. Maybe you should try to see the good things in some of the other seasons of the year, and try to love all the year :)All seasons !92%Spring !92%Summer!75%Winter !59%Autumn/fall !42%Are you winter or summer?created with QuizFarm.com

Life Of A Dick
Hard life of a Dick It’s not easy being a dick. I’ve got a head I can’t think with. An eye I can’t see out of. I have a have to hang around with two nuts all the time. My closest neighbour is a real arsehole. My best friend is a pussy. And every time I get excited I throw up!

Bastard Brand Condoms
Bastard Brand Condoms Is your g/f pissing you off? Are you thinking of leaving her? Why not leave her with the gift that lasts a life time? A Bastard Child!! Bastard Brand Condoms…Guarenteed to get her pregnant befor you leave!… There’s A Hole In Every One!!!!

Renee
I meet this girl about 8 montha ago we used to fight alot like 3 to 4 times a day we would drive each other crazy.All we did was fight like crazy stress eachtoher out try to push each other away.We allways thought some oen was cheatin and it really kill boht of us and then we broke up for a while like 2 week or w/e then we talk again and then we talked shit out date for about 2 months broke up again for about 4 days back together.Then we got in shit with the cops so now we can not see each other but we still do duh and we are so fuckin close right now it is not even funny. I love her to fuckin deathn she is my world yo no one will take her from me and if someone ever did i would not now what to do she makes me complete.She makes me feel like a somebody like i am allways doing good but i am really fuckin up alot and for the last 2 months we have beein datein i have not fucked up but once and it was about something i sadi to her and she got mad we broke up for 5 hours and we where

Digging The Grave
It would be wrong to ask you why Because I know what goes inside Is only half of what comes out Isn't that what it's about ? To remind us we're alive To remind us we're not blind In that big, black hole Comfortable Digging the grave, I got it made Let something in, or throw something out ? You left the door open wide I know you have a reason why That knot is better left untied I just went and undid mine It takes some time And the shadows so big It takes the sun out of the day And the feeling goes away If you close the door Comfortable

The Cowboy Song
Tears fall....They scarred your innocent teens. Love's fool....The company you envy. Leaves fall....The seasons pass you by. And you think, that maybe you can fly. Serious fool....Relate your mind to a girl. Crowds form....But think, smiling, of his peril. Beautiful....The pavement isn't there. But whats the last thing that goes through your head? You take the elevator to the top. The next thing you know, There you are standing on the edge. And all the flashing lights and futile cries, Their left with you now. Just close your eyes and take that final step. Wasteful....They dampen your will to live. Dice fall....Release pleasure that you give. You fall....And take the whole world with you. And will you even bother to look down? You take the elevator to the top. The next thing you know, There you are standing on the edge. The victors there to turn you inside out. So he can hide me, Before you find out what's inside your head! You take the elevator to the

Have To Take A Break, As You've Noticed
Well, due to a shitload of drama going on lately, I've lost interest in socializing with anyone either here in town or on the net, so I'm taking an indefinate hiatus from everything. I just feel that the majority of people suck and are two faced and will fuck you over at first chance they get. This is the reason my visits here have been sporadic and almost non-existant. Right now my only concern is my family even though part of them keeps ignoring me despite my efforts to try to check up on them. Oh well. A person can only do so much before finally saying "fuck it" and I'm pretty sure that's what they want me to do, but guess what? Ain't fucking happening. So... to those that actually read my shit and understand, good for you! If you don't then I'm not gonna lose any sleep over it. Pieces.

The Gentle Art Of Making Enemies
The words are so familiar - all the same greats, the same mistakes It doesn't have to be like this. If you don't make a friend, now One might make you - So learn The gentle art of making enemies Don't look so surprised Happy birthday...Fucker Blow that candle out, We're gonna kick you (Don't say you're not because you are) (Don't say you're not because you are) (History tells us that you are) (History tells us that you are) All you need is just one more excuse You put up one hell of a fight I wanna hear your very best excuse Never felt this much alive Your day has finally come - So wear the hat and do the dance And let the suit keep wearing you. This year you'll sit and take it And you will like it - It's the gentle art of making enemies I deserve a reward Cuz I'm the best fuck that you ever had And if I tighten up my hole - You may never see the light again (There's always an easy way out) (There's always an easy way out) (You need someth

What Kind Of Alien Am I?
You scored as Fun Type.. Everyone Likes To Have You Around To Make Them Laugh. Even Though You May Get On Some People's Nevers, You Always Cheer Them Up With A Joke.Protective Type.100%Fun Type.100%Curious Type.83%Shy Type.83%Leader Type50%THE ALIEN IN YOU! OMG!created with QuizFarm.com

Sick Of Being Single
Ok I am in one of my moods...I am so tired of bullshit I put up with..Tired of being alone..I am tired of guys who act like they are interested til someone comes along with a sexier voice or is prettier than me...I have a big heart to give..I am not no super model.I am just me....When I love someone I love them with all of my heart and soul..I am tired of being just one of the guys as the saying goes. Yeah I am just venting...Take me as I am or leave me the fuck alone...If you are a player go the fuck away cuz I don't need your crap..

My First Tarot Reading
Ok so for the longest time i've been wanting to learn how to do tarot readings. So my friend who is into them bought me a deck and they have manga style art work which makes them double awsome. So i just did a simple lay out called the diamond. you have a specific question in mind and you shuffle the deck cut it and then deal it. you lay down the seventh card and it represents your past then on the left hand side of it you lay down the 14th card and that is the present then the 21st card goes in the top middle and that is the future. then you choose a card at random ( the one that feels right) as the last card which you place at the bottom middle and it is giving you advice. so i lay down the sun and it's reviresed then the emporer and it's reversed then the star and it's reveresed and then the hermit and it's reveresed. very weird that they all happen to be reveresed. that makes the meaning different. the question i had in mind was should i try to patch up my broken relationship or mo

My Name Is Joe
(this is not me it's a molson canadian commercial) Hey. I'm not a lumberjack, or a fur trader... and I don't live in an igloo or eat blubber, or own a dogsled... and I don't know Jimmy, Sally or Suzy from Canada, although I'm certain they're really, really nice. I have a Prime Minister, not a President. I speak English and French, NOT American. and I pronouce it ABOUT, NOT A BOOT. I can proudly sew my country's flag on my backpack. I believe in peace keeping, NOT policing. DIVERSITY, NOT assimilation, AND THAT THE BEAVER IS A TRULY PROUD AND NOBLE ANIMAL. A TOQUE IS A HAT, A CHESTERFIELD IS A COUCH, AND IT IS PRONOUCED 'ZED' NOT 'ZEE', 'ZED'! CANADA IS THE SECOND LARGEST LANDMASS! THE FIRST NATION OF HOCKEY! AND THE BEST PART OF NORTH AMERICA! MY NAME IS JOE! AND I AM CANADIAN

This One I Wrote After I Left My Ex
I remember how great it was while we lasted, But we are no longer strong, In my heart you will stay, But I know I should move on. Even though you are still right here, I miss you so much still, You are not mine now, And maybe you never will. I remember your voice, And I miss your touch, This hurts so bad, Because you mean so much. It‘s so hard for me, To live without you, Because every little thing, Reminds me of something we used to do. I remember the way, You‘d hold my hand, Or by my side, The way you‘d stand. I remember your kiss, And your words so sweet, I loved you so much, You meant alot to me. I remember how you changed, And anger replaced love, But still you were the only thing, I was ever thinking of. i remember you words, Harsh and stabbed like knives, I don‘t understand why you were so mean, When all I ever was,was nice. But I stayed with you, And put up with all your games, Even though you said you cared, It wasn‘t the same

Seedlings
Depending on how they are nutured they can grow into beautiful trees that protect you from the elements that fill our days. If nutured by a kindered soul each leaf of these trees represent hope, faith, truthfulness, trust, love, respect and happiness. It is my hope that one day I will be surrounded by a forest of these trees. With their beautiful and strong branches reaching out to the sky letting the rays of the sunlight surround and caress me. And at the same time they protect me from the down pour of a bitter winters day. When Autumn comes their leafs turn into a magnificent golden color. It reminds me of all the treasures that I have in my life and how much I am grateful for. For there is no amount of money that can replace the dreams and love that I hold in my heart. Seedlings....... I choose to craddle them gently..... I choose to give them life that will turn into hope for those around me.... I will tend to them as if they were my children and I will pray that each person in

Im Sad =(
Sad eyes... dat used 2 shine so bright, But you're gone... & now they see no light. They are dark & sad With a look so far away, Cloud'd by da tears... Dat's now are here 2 stay... Nothin can bring back da shine Dat u took from me dear, Another love I'll never find... No arms will hold me near. So cry... cry... cry sad eyes Cry into da night, Take away my sunshine & shut out all da light.

Web Account Addict
Ah, greetings citizens/netizens of Lost Cherry. I am a real life dominatrix and a bit of a web-addict... here is where you will find Me: http://msgenevieve.com http://msgenevieve.blogr.com http://msgenevieve.buzznet.com http://niteflirt.com/MsGenevieve http://tagworld.com/msgenevieve http://msgenevieve666.com http://bolt.com/MsGenevieve http://www.stickam.com/profile/msgenevieve http://profiles.yahoo.com/mistressgenevieve2000 I have lots more.

Faq's
FAQs Greetings and Good Evening, Well I must say it is pleasing to answer a few questions concerning My status and I am open to answer any and all questions as I have nothing to hide . So I will answer some commonly asked questions 1..what do I like in a lady ? What it is that I like or desire in a lady is quit simple. 1.) Youthfulness and beauty a. thin and fit ( mentally and physically) 2.) a.) In public , confident, competent, and assertive. And might I mention that a lot of this depends completely on the supportiveness of the "Man" not boy but "Man" that she has in her life. 4.) humor ( a big thing ) 5.) respect and supportiveness of that Man. When in public that lady should always be respectful, no matter what and likewise, unless she is disrespectful she should be treated

Let It Go
( i wrote this one about 3 yrs ago ) Scared to Love, Yet Scared to be Alone!! Day after day I sit alone at night thinking about all the things I had never said and all the things I shouldn‘t have said. I try to tell myself never look back, the future is all that matters but somehow the past still haunts me. I try to convince myself that I dont love you anymore but then I wonder if I didnt love you then why do I still have a problem moving on, maybe its because I dont want to feel the pain of heartache again or maybe its that im scared I might actually fall in love again. I was strong had built this comfort zone around myself that no one could reach until I had met you and I let those walls fall to let you in my heart. You had became my weakness and I couldnt stand the fact you had so much control over me and I cant stand the fact that I let you get to me in that way. People tell me not to let you know how much you hurt me because it shows I had a weakness for you and that yo

Only For That Moment
The tip of your lips, when we kiss. The feeling you give me, that‘s what I miss. I miss holding your hand and touching your chest. I feel like I did something wrong, but I did my best; I didn‘t know the whole story, and I wanted to know the rest. I tryed so hard, to make you happy. I love you so much, but I guess my best just isn‘t enough. I love you sounds good, Don‘t it? But I guess that was just for the moment!

Peaches
Ever drink Bud Light and Peachtree Schnapps together? It's fucking goooooddd!!! Hehe!! Made me think of this song!! Only wish I could've found a video for it or something!! LOL movin' to the country gonna eat a lot of peaches i'm movin' to the country i'm gonna eat me a lot of peaches i'm movin' to the country i'm gonna eat a lot of peaches movin' to the country i'm gonna eat a lot of peaches peaches come from a can they were put there by a man in a factory downtown if i had my little way i'd eat peaches everyday sun soakin bulges in the shade movin' to the country i'm gonna eat a lot of peaches movin' to the country i'm gonna eat a lot of peaches i'm movin to the country gonna eat a lot of peaches movin' to the country gonna eat a lot of peaches i took a little nap where the roots all twist squished a rotten peach in my fist and dreamed about you woman i poked my finger down inside makin' a little room for a ant to hide nature's candy in my hand or c

Went To Vegas Last Weekend
Saw the First premier Pride Fighting Championships in the U.S. It was freakin' crazy! Among celebs there, I saw Chuck Norris and Jason Statham. If you're familiar with UFC (Ultimate Fighting Championship), you should check it out!! http://www.pridefc.com/pride2005/index_new_temp.php

Caught In A Dream
If you can imagine this The whole world sharin' one big kiss These are thoughts all through my brain That I daydream every day I'm alive and well Right now I'm alive, I'm feelin' well It's my life to live my way So I'll keep daydreaming away Who knows, maybe someday it will all come true And I will get my way And we will live as one I'm caught up in a dream I'm gonna wish for it all No one is gonna tell me how No way, this is my dream now I'm caught up in what seems Simply impossible I ain't gonna change a thing No way, it's my dream what cannot will be done for every living thing under the sun forget color forget race just be one big happy face among the sea of people live among God's creatures sharing love that was sent down from above here to share with one another father, brother, sister, mother everybody sharing love sharing love I'm caught up in a dream I'm gonna wish for it all No one is gonna tell me how No way, this is my dream now I'm

Sadness =(
I stand alone on silent nights, my scares of feelin dawn new light. I cannot reap a soul nor weep, & @ night I cannot sleep. 4 da demons wake in silent beds, 2 pull all my fears & dread. I must stay on my chosen path; hope 2 outrun their gentle wraith. I cannot stop 'til peace has shone, but then I fear I am all alone. Like a candle I flicker light, sheddin tears & sheddin fright. Da people cling with all their might, 2 hold 2 my dieing light. My fears & dreams came close 2 thee, stop what's right 4 me. All but your presence is unknown, how can I make all seem alone? it brings so much strength 2 stop these tears; Yet somehow your touch will wash my fears.

Betrayed ( I Wrote This One For A Close Friend Of Mine)
I WROTE THIS ONE FOR A VERY CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE ( I LOVE YOU GIRL ) I trusted you more than anything, And claimed you as my friend. But I made the biggest mistake, And you lied to me in the end. I believed you, I trusted you, I cared for you, and at times I cried. But in the end I didn't get the real truth And for so long you lied. I can't believe I was so stupid, I believed all your lies. I made the Biggest mistake And now my heart cries. So now I'm asking you why? Why did you hurt me that way? I called on you when I needed help. But in the end I was betrayed I did everything in my power, To make you suceed, to achieve your goals. Then you turned your back on me, And now my heart is filled with holes. I helped you out of problems, The secrets that only you and I shared You took the guy I was in love with We called each other, I told you "I cared" I told you my problems And at times we both would cry I told you my fe

For Those Who Cant Read
Ok this is my rant for the billion people that keep asking me to send/trade nude pics or ask if there are nudes on my site. Obviously you people dont know how to read because im like 99% sure that at the bottom of my site's main page it says 'this site contains NO nudity'. With that said, what makes you think that if my site is non nude and the pics on my page are non nude that I would just strip down to nothing take a pic and send it to you?!?! If I were to take nude pics you'd better be damned sure that they'd go on my site and i'd make some $$$ off that shit, that may sound bad but if I make money off of non nude why would I give away nude pics for free? But seeing as that WILL NEVER HAPPEN, I suggest ya'll STOP ASKING FOR NUDES BECAUSE YOU WILL NEVER SEE THEM! ***(this doesnt include the 14 thumbnail shots of my boobs that are floating around. Those unfortunately are real and are from a test shoot I did. After I made the decision to not make my site topless and before Phil

21 Words Of Wisdom
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great lo

This One I Wrote After I Caught My Ex Cheating (don't Gasp It Happens To Everyone)
THIS ONE I WROTE AFTER I CAUGHT MY EX CHEATING (DON'T GASP IT HAPPENS TO EVERYONE) You shattered my favorite dream.... And lowered my self-Esteem... You shattered my heart... I thought you had class.... But now I've realized you were just an ass You shattered my life... With your filthy Cruel Lies And stabbed my heart with a damn knife You shattered my dreams- I thought I was your girl But you left me And you're not in my world You shatterd my heart and my mind And your cheating self left me far behind But that's alright I'm okay I don't need your lies- or your ass anyway. You thought you could make me jealous By putting your arm around her But you know what? Think again You told me your lies and said your goobyes But you know what? This is not the end You had your turn-now it's my turn my friend You thought you could get away with it... But you know what? You Guessed Wrong You were hateful and treated me like shit One day you would see

Jerry Springer
So some of you have made some comments about seeing me on Jerry Springer. Most have been supportive or at the least non judgemental about it....but some of you have said some things about it such as me being trashy or that I should have shown my paying members first. Well I just wanted to clarify some things here.... 1) I was not supposed to actually be on the show. No one on Jerry Springer knew that I was there and I was not scheduled to be there. I went with a couple friends to just have fun because he had extra tickets. 2) I was not paid to be on the show 3) I became part of the show because of making a comment about my boobs, of course everyone knows what happens when you make comments on Jerry Springer. 4) My actions on Jerry Springer had nothing to do with my site, it was outside fun, just like when I go to the Ozarks and get beads for showing my boobs. No one had a problem with that, but they had a problem with Jerry Springer, sorry but I was just having fun 5) S

Forgive Me And I Will Forgive You
You forgive me for liking you too much, And I‘ll forgive you for not liking me enough. You forgive me for missing you so, And I‘ll forgive you for being so cold. You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart, And I‘ll forgive you for not hearing it. You forgive me for playing your games, And I‘ll forgive you for toying with my emotions. You forgive me for finding you so attractive, And I‘ll forgive you for not noticing. You forgive me for raising you up so high, And I‘ll forgive you for bringing me down so low. You forgive me for wanting to be with you, And I‘ll forgive you for avoiding me. You forgive me for being so pathetic, And I‘ll forgive you for taking advantage of it. You forgive me for not being able to let go, And I‘ll forgive you for never having latched on. You forgive me for having hopes and dreams, And I‘ll forgive you for crushing them. Forgiveness brings inner peace. Do we have a deal?

My Rants
First of all I want to say that yes I do have AIM MSN Yahoo etc, but NO I do not give them out. I have a lot going on and I used to give out my AIM name but I dont have the time to sit around and chat with 50 people on messenger. It just gets too overwhelming and time consuming, before I know it my day is gone and nothing has gotten done. So if someone gives you a SN saying it is me, ITS A FAKE!! 2nd, why do people think that just because I post some pics of myself (like everyone else on myspace and lost cherry, duh that's what it's for) that I am in love with myself, or a whore or whatever!?! If I werent an internet model and posted my pics on here would you still say that im a whore and full of myself? How am I full of myself because I post pics that I like and talk about my animals and things that I like to do and my boyfriend etc.when other people are on here only saying how horny they are and how much they want to fuck and posting pics of their dicks or pussies!?!? How am I a w

Five Rules For A Man To Follow:
1. It's important to have a woman who helps at home, who cooks from time to time, cleans and has a job. 2. It's important to have a woman who can make you laugh. 3. It's important to have a woman who you can trust and who doesn't lie to you. 4. It's important to have a woman who is good in bed and who likes to be with you. 5. It's very, very important that these four women do not know each other.

Guys
Why is it when things are going so good someone confusses you. You know you need to have that confort that is done over with but you can't til you know he is really out of your fucking life. You can't do anything now cause you still have to deal with him till everything is final. You with you didn't have to talk to his dumbass anymore. You didn't have to have anything to do with him. That you know you have something better but you can't move forward til the dumbass is gone for good. You try and try but you still can't. All you want to do is cuss or tell that person off to make yourself feel so much better. Well many people do this. You don't mean to you just do it not knowing. But either you realize to late or you see it way before so you can fix where it is going. How many people have done this?? We are all human and deal with shit better than others. Well that is all I have to say for now!!

Nude Pictures And That Whole Bag Of Tricks
why do people make such a big deal about nude pictures? you can google image search and get a plethora of nude pictures... I have nude pictures, wanna see them, ask, I will probably hook you up. I am not someone that needs you to look at me naked to tell me I am well endowed, or what-not, I could care less what you think of my penis size, we aren't having sex, and we probably won't ever, so what difference does it make if you see my pecker? If we do, then I know I have nothing to worry about, in all of my sexual experience it has never really been about size, and when it has ever been about size with me, it was because it hurt... anyway, I don't care if you want to or you don't want to, I am not going shove my dick in your face in some gay ass picture to say hey look at me I have a dick, we know that already. I think relationships and the meanings behind the people you actually get to know really express a nude picture, if the thought of me with you turns you on, then good, but I want

Holy Shit!!!
I just realized that I get paid tomorrow!!! That's exciting. Too bad I have to pay bills. That really sucks. Ok, my good mood is now just gone. Finished. Over. Done. GOD YOU PEOPLE SUCK! Did you know that when I ride in an ambulance, they charge you for fucking EVERYTHING?! I got charged for 5 fucking pairs of RUBBER GLOVES! It cost me $800 to go 5 FUCKING MILES! That's just ridiculous. Ok. I'm done now.

Getting Bored With This
Sorry to everyone ive been ignoring on here but to be honest ive become quite lazy with LC i was on here hardcore at the beginning but its starting to get old and also all these blogs ive posted and not too much feedback so its a waste of my time unless people start responding to my blogs i wont be writing many more WHATS THE POINT!I like feedback:D ANYWAYS friends ill try to get back into the groove of LC and if i dont comment or reply doesnt mean im ignoring you just that im lazy lmao....bye and if your reading this blog..comment on itttttttttt and i know who you are if you dont;) lol....one more thing id like to point out i DONT favor anyone on here.. i like you all the same:D MySt®

Nobody Knows
Nobody knows the me that I keep inside... she comes out when the world is asleep .... when my guard is down ... when I know that no one can see ... Almost like a little girl, she looks so lost ... she searches for answers ... she looks for her purpose ... she forces me to look at myself.. my life ... my choices ... the light that surrounds me and the dark that hides within... her eyes so deep and dark... pleading for me to hear her... she sheds a single tear... we wipe it away at the same time ... nobody knows the me that I keep inside... the one that cries when the world is asleep ... nobody knows...

Call Me
Well I'm the little girl next door the girl you always fantasized about when you were growing up the girl you wish that you could stick that huge cock in, and now you can because I am gonna let you do what you want show me that you love me, show me that you want me, show me that you will do anything i want, ravish my body ravish my taste MMMMMMM I am waiting for you...Nasty Past TimesNite FlirtsPhone EncountersClick on the picture above to view my listings!

Cardinals
well looks like we might just do it and win the world series. the cards were hot tonight. I think detroits pitcher had stuff on his hand but tonyluruso was cool about it he wants to win to show everyone even tho the other team may cheat we can win this without cheating. and that we are the best team this year this is our year go cards!! make us proud and i know some of my friends might have diffrent teams but you got to give the cardnials there props cause they were the under dogs and now look at them.

Ever Wonder...
Why God puts people in your life...some are here to make you smile, some are here to break your heart, some are just here, some are here to save your life, some are here to save your sanity...Just sortin them out thats the hard part. I'm glad to have the one I have. I'm LUCKY to have the one I have. Even if I dont have him forever, I can honestly say I'm thankful for the lil bit of time I have. Ever had someone make you turn to mush just with the way they look at you? Ever had someone make you totally forget every bad thing goin on in your life for just a few minutes? I've never had anyone pull off all the small things that mean so much with no effort. I've never gotton that close to someone I had never met...and didnt lose it after we met. Thank You Baby

Dear Abby From Ohio
Dear Abby, I am a crack dealer in Columbus who has recently been diagnosed as a carrier of the HIV virus. My parents live in a suburb of Worthington and one of my sisters, who lives in Dublin, is married to a transvestite. My father and mother have recently been arrested for growing and selling marijuana and are currently dependent on my other two sisters, who are prostitutes in Grove City. I have two brothers. One is currently serving a non-parole life sentence in Lucasville for the murder of a teenage boy in 1994. The other brother is currently in jail awaiting trial on charges of sexual misconduct with his three children. I have recently become engaged to marry a former Thai prostitute who lives in Atlanta and is still a part time "working girl" in a brothel. All things considered, my main problem is this. I love my fiance and look forward to bringing her into the family and I certainly want to be totally honest with her. Should I tell her about my cousin w

Nicole's Story
Hey bois this is Nicole.. I am hott and wild and love to tease guys. I love dressing up really slutty and going to places where married men hang out. Walking in and watching their jaws drop open while their wives are kicking them under the table. My new thing is leaving my shades up and letting the married next door neighbor watch me while I get undressed and let my hands drift down to my pleasure spot.. Wanna hear what happened next??? Call me...Nasty Past TimesNite FlirtsPhone EncountersClick on the picture above to view my listings!

My Story
Do you remeber when you were 18 and you had that hott mature neighbor move in next door. Every time she was out hanging her laundry you would find an excuse to go out into the shed where you could watch her. Where she couldnt see you and you could jerk your cock off thinking about how you would love to fuck her when she is bent over like that.. Well guess what?? your fantasy has come true and I have moved in right next door.. So why dont you come over and introduce yourself so we can get to know one another..Nasty Past TimesNite FlirtsPhone EncountersClick on the picture above to view my listings!

Got A Call...
just so everyone doesnt begin to worry....and i am greatful to have and have made friends like all of you.... i got a call saying my mom is doing ok, still gonna be in the hospital, not sure when she will be out....but of course...never fails....test's came back negative...like fucking always, why cant they find anything of why she keeps getting the partial heart attacks??? and people wonder why i have very lil faith in the medical system....but anywho im gonna keep everyone posted!!! thanks for all the prayer's and luv for me and my soon to be wifes family!!!! love you all

Thinking Of You
In my heart is where you'll stay thinking about you each and every day. Some things that happened were beyond my control it hurts sometimes but I had to let go. Our love was strong it felt so real sometimes I questioned the things you feel. There are no regrets not one, it's true but God only knows the reasons we're through. Be filled with laughter and maybe some smiles sending warm wishes along all these miles.

Hand In Hand
Laying underneath the stars, On a warm silent night, Your arms are wrapped around me, And everything feels right. You kiss me sweet and softly I feel your warm gentle touch You help me feel protected Under the sweet night sky rush My world before me is perfect. There's nowhere else I want to be Except laying underneath the stars Hand in hand, you and me Just when everything is perfect And you seem so delicately sweet, A rush of wind comes past me As I'm swept beneath my feet Nothing could be more right There's nowhere else I want to be. Let's take a walk my only love, Hand in hand, you and me I dream about you last night!!!My DreamZ

Lovers Dance
on wings of darkest night he flies to my souls and by my side. Holding me in arms so strong and never a thought to do me wrong. Oh please my love whisper so sweet words on perfumed breath of peppermint and clove. Those gifts that you give your love your heart your mind and body all mine in the lovers dance

Bout Me
Dont I just look so sweet! I could fool even the meanest nun in school. I just love to get down right nasty with strange men, and where better to find strange men but here on the net! Cum on and give me something I can work with baby! Give me a hot fantasy I can can play out in the real world. Something hot, erotic, Nasty! Call me and lets talk about all things nasty! And the next time you call me I will tell you all about how it went over with some of my nasty friends! Anything goes with me baby, try me out, you wont be sorry you did!Nasty Past TimesNite FlirtsPhone EncountersClick on the picture above to view my listings!

Bio
I am Jasmine.. Since I have been a little girl all I have ever been around is bikers thanks to mama. So naturally I have turned out to be just like a my mama. I love bikes and I love biker trash with hard cocks. I dont know what excites me more the viberating bikes against my clit or the biker parties.. WINK Now I have even made my mama proud I have done every biker in our club house and I am going for round 2, and I am only 19 Y/O.. So if you think you can handle this trailer trash give me a call....Nasty Past TimesNite FlirtsPhone EncountersClick on the picture above to view my listings!

Bio
Im Jolene, I work at the local convienent store. I stock the shelves on 3rd shift there.I just love when those hot delivery men come in at 3am. I like to go stand in the freezer section so my nipples are hard as rocks. I love the looks those hotties give me when they see me come out and my nipples are poking right out of my T-shirt. Call me and I will tell you all about it...Nasty Past TimesNite FlirtsPhone EncountersClick on the picture above to view my listings!

Who I Like On Lc/ct Part 4
who i like on LC/CT is Miss Sherrie because she's a wonderful,sensitive,caring and a great person to be friends with i made her smile this week by making her a pic sign so i know in my heart she likes to smile when she can i am just glad i can make that happen for someone i like on the LC/CT and Miss Sherrie you have a place in my heart forever because to me we're friends for life and i also think she's an amazing and bright person as well i am so glad we're friends on the LC/CT right now from Bruce

You've All Been So Good To Me
You've all been so good to me, i just find it hard to believe i've been so accepted here. i was afraid to let the real me be seen, now my true friends have seen both sides of me, and i think you know who the real "me" is. i don't want to whine here, but, i've had a really hard night dealing with things, and then, coming in here, well, was like having a cup of coffee. You lightened and brightened me up. Wish i could buy you all diamond pendants to match the one you gave me that's reflecting the joy in my heart tonight. Sincerely, deb

Baby
Laying down I think of nothing I know so many love me Tossed and turned My life is a lesson learned Seeing the upside of mommies smile Seeind daddy cry when held me when I was tired Tonight is a holy night One that shows I am innocent to the core Pain to me is unlearned but sad to so many not just the poor I see him coming yelling and screaming Im only wet Im just telling you so you will help me Yes I got tears it is uncomfortable This is wet My skin is tender even to a newborn I smell something aweful Must be daddies bottle He picks me up Hurts my ears Im trying to show you My cry is only a message Up and down Side to side Daddy this confuses me even inside He throws me to the couch I feel this streak of pain up my side Daddy I cant see your smothering my life I gasp for air I feel this sharp pain in my arm I cant push up Daddy im just a baby im not strong enough Born on a holy day Christmas is what they call it Died on a day Easter is what they

Bio
Hey bois I am Jennifer.. I am tired of these young imature boys that say they are men.That hop on and hop off crap is for prudes I want sweet sweaty sex.I want a man who knows how to please a woman, instead of me telling them how and where to touch me... With older men I get that.. I love maturbating for older guys and watching their cocks growing inside their pants and get them to take it out and use it on me any way they want as long as I get to cumm and that shaft.. So if you would like me to masturbate for you give me a call I promise to save an orgasm for you... KissesNasty Past TimesNite FlirtsPhone EncountersClick on the picture above to view my listings!

Haha.
So like i got a new bed. And its big. Well not HUGE. But big. And im laying in the middle. And im affraid its going to eat me. Cause like theres room on both sides and im just use to kailey sleeping with me or something on the bed, or the couch or little beds haha. So like im affraid ima fall off. Or its gonna eat me. And no im not high. Im just silly tis all. I think ima go to bed here in a minuete and get a good amount of sleep so im not crabby tommorrow like i was today cause that would be bad. I was a bitch today man. Except for to some people i was all uber nice to. Thats cause they're special. < 333 Dude. Haha. My brothers just informed me we're having a party at the house on saturday night. I was like okay then. Lol. =] Halloween party. w00t. Lalala. Im singing in Circles. Yes I am. =] Nananananaanan < 333 Kimmiecup < 3 Wow i havent called you that in awhile. Haha then today a girl messages me right. Shes like you look familar, i was like do i?

Everyone Check In Please!!!
Just want to make sure everyone's ok. I know they were working on the site earlier today and some of the features were shut down. I was worried that some of you "wacky contest chicks" might have thrown yourself out a high window when people couldn't comment on your pics for a whole hour! Oh stop....I'm just playin'! You know I love you guys!!! ;)

Untitled
There is a hole, which i cannot fill. There is an emptiness within my soul. I must reason with what I cannot kill. How do I find what I have lost? He is always racing through my mind. I cannot hide from what I have been taught. I know he is right here in front of my face. I just cannot seem to grab hold of what is clear even though he is the only one that makes me feel safe. Please help me search for some kind of peace. I'm sick of being cast upon this curse. There is only one who can put my mind at ease. How long will it take to find my true love? I must wait until I'm truly awake. I must look beyond and far above.

Wwf (yea Olde School)
My score on The WWE Test: Over 75%!(You scored 80 WWE Factor!)Your a WWE Fan for sure! Not a super fan like me but still a good one and anytime you wanna talk WWE I'll listen! Message me anytime Link: The WWE Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

Lost
There she was just standing there all I wanted was to smell her hair She glanced my way just to say hi all I could think about was her eyes She walked toward me with a grin on her face all I wanted was to take her away from this place As she stood in front of me all I wanted was for her to be free She held me tighter than before I don't want her to be sore anymore I whispered in her ear "I'll love you till the end my dear" I took her by the hand and led her to a far away land I showed her everything there is to live for and taught her how to spread her wings and soar I watched her fly far, far away even though I wanted her to stay I slowly turned around to leave when I felt her breathe

Another Day More Bullshit
Well today was ok. Grandpa was just as delerious at always, lots of accidents today, and he is just so weak. That makes it all a little harder because he can't hold himself up when I am changing him and such. But the topper on the whole cake is that i stay with him all week everyday night and day. so tonight i went to the store with my best friend and when i got home no one would talk to me and when Dana finally did talk to me he made comments about how i dont do anything and that i am on the computer all the time, at least WHEN IM HOME like i go ANYWHERE last night i was gone for like an hour planning a big event and i have told him that this week was gonna be a little crazy because i am planning something and it will take away from here but it is one week. i do this all year what is his problem. all i want is a little time to myself and that is way to much to ask. not to mention that when i got home he is half drunk and then he passed out on the damn couch. what the fuck

I Love You, Miss You, Need You
I LOVE YOU, MISS YOU, NEED YOU I love you more than all the stars in the sky. I love you more as each moment passes us by. I love you more with every breath I take. I love you more with each promise we make. I need you like a flower needs the rain. I need you for you can wash away my pain. I need you more each day I need you for you are so wonderful, in every single way. I miss you more than ever now. I miss you because I really need you somehow. I miss you and your touch. I miss you for to me, you mean so much. I want you to caress my lips the way you always do. I want you to look into my eyes and see my love for you. I want you to hold me close to your heart. I want you to know that I love you, need you, miss you, and want you And I have for every single moment, right from the start.

Bio
During the day I'm Officer Dawn, I take the bad guy in hand and teach him that crime just doesn't pay! Even if that means I must cuff him, and throw him in the back of my cruiser. Force him to give me just what I need to get the job done. Because Officer Dawn Nasty always get's the job done! But at night, when the hair comes down, and the uniform comes off. The badge is replaced with HIS collar! this girl lowers herself to her place at HIS feet. Awaiting HIS smallest command. this girl longs to service HIM in any way HE wishes. to bring HIM joy or entertainment is all this girl lives for. Cum play with me, be this girl's Master, or be Officer Dawn's next case! The choice is yours! Dont make me choose for you!Nasty Past TimesNite FlirtsPhone EncountersClick on the picture above to view my listings!

Why Do I Love You ?
WHY DO I LOVE YOU ? You make me smile when I'm having a bad day. You make me laugh at everything you say. You're always there no matter where you are. You come rushing towards me even if you're very far. You enjoy my company You smile when you see me. You're interested in what I have to say You like me for more than what you see. When I'm afraid You're there to hold me tight. You tell me you love me and that everything is gonna be alright. You give me so much more that I could ever give. I want you in my life forever for as long as I live.

Dork/nerd/geek
My score on The Nerd? Geek? or Dork? Test: Joe Normal(26 % Nerd, 30% Geek, 34% Dork)For The Record: A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia. A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one. A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions. You scored less than half in all three, earning you the title of: Joe Normal. This is not to say that you don't have some Nerd, Geek or Dork inside of you--we all do, and you can see the percentages you have right above. This is just to say that none of those qualities stand out so much as to define you. Sure, you enjoy an episode of Star Trek now and again, and yeah, you kinda enjoyed a few classes back in the day. And, once in a while, you stumble while walking down the street even though there was nothing there to cause you to trip. But, for the most part, you look and act fairly typically, and aren't much of an

Tasty Recipes
Tasty Recipes Ok, I still feel new to this single life and I have come to realize that living like a stereotypical bachelor in eating habits isn't a very good thing. I enjoy cooking but I've reached a mental blank on fixing things that are healthy and don’t take all day to prepare. So where am i going with this blog?? I am asking for your help in giving me recommendations and recipes for meals that i can make that are delicious, healthy and quick to make. Everyone seems to have a hand full of meals that they love to make because they meet that criterion. Would you like to share them with me? Perhaps it's something i can make in the crock-pot or something that i can make and freeze the leftovers for another night. So any recipes or suggestions you have would be soo greatly appreciated! Pizza and beer is soo good but it shouldn't be the breakfast of champions. LOL (well not everyday at least) :) Thanks again for your help! Hope everyone has a wonderful rest of the week

Living Dead
I feel so dead inside Sometimes when I lay in bed I seriously wonder if I am alive Then I move my finger and realize I am alive... but just barely I am the living dead I feel so dead inside I feel this emptiness in my soul I wonder if I will ever feel again Then I get depressed and realize I can still feel... just not anything good I am the living dead Note to readers: This was a while a go I'm not this depressed anymore. lol

Finding Your Soul Mate On The Internet????????
Alright im curious on what others think about finding their soul mate on the internet cause im having a hard time understanding the whole thing so fill me in on your thoughts and feelings about it. Have a wonderful day and hope all is well with ya

Enneagram
My score on The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test: the Romantic(Thanks for taking the test !)you chose BY - your Enneagram type is FOUR. "I am unique" Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive. How to Get Along with Me Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me. Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself. Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision. Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little. Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting! What I Like About Being a Four my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level my ability to establish warm connections with people admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor being unique and being seen as unique by others having aesthetic sensibilities

Is It Me?
Am I the only one who finds these morphing profile photos weird and disturbing? Also have you noticed the majority of them are made by total mingers? Look, you're ugly enough! I'm so going to hell for this one!!

"broken"
(it fucking sucks, I know, but this is what happens when depression kicks in, and I choke up and have to write or lose my mind... still have writer's block... that didn't help) I listened closely to everything you said those thoughts swirling happily in my head some day, some where you will love me so but for now baby I have to go... But as I got closer.... the image became clear no love, no life no truth in here... I let down my guard to my lonely heart within your hands... you ripped it apart I trusted you... truly trusting you. Now I trust that you tore me in two. Go on with life, leave me behind there is nothing left of that girl in my mind... a puddle of tears, dripping with time a scowling frown is all thats left to add insult to injury I loved you to death... Misty Molandes 10-24-2006

Everyone Asks How Will I Know When I Find True Love?here Are My Thoughts On Finding True Love!
People always ask...How will I know when I find true love?...I don't think you can find it...I think it finds you...it is just something that happens when two souls that are destined to be together collide...we don't get a choice as to when...where or who we fall in love with...and sadly it may never happen in this life time...it is like a huge game of hide and seek played between two souls... some are found others are not...but when it happens and you are one of the lucky ones who are found...what you feel at that moment when your souls collide fills every fiber of your body and your thoughts with an intense feeling of oneness and love that is beyond anything you have ever felt before...unconditional love...so when true love finds you it will be sudden...unexpected and the most intense thing you have ever felt...when it happens you will know without a doubt that they are the one you have been waiting for! hehehe! That is just my opinion and how I feel about the subject...I seem to

I Lie
I LIE (Adult Only) Awakened by silvery moonbeams streaming through windows wide glinting off mirrors that wall this our room I reach over to you slide my hand down your chest muscled hair roughened strong I am blessed lightly you stir at my touch even in sleep so deep far away you reach out to me captured am I my senses heightened to the sound of your breath deeply relaxed steady and strong so much like you I can not help but wander my hands caressing lovingly that which brings me such pleasured bliss letting my fingers circle your tip ever so lightly you moan as you sleep that part so tender and soft til it feels my touch I feel you grow so hard and long I moan within at path of my thought at what I'm about to do this plan I did not It just sort of happens when once we touch do I dare wake this sleeping man ahhhhh yes I do the devil in my ear whistles h

What I've Been Up To Part 2
well i've been making pic signs for people on Lost Cherry and continuing Christmas present shopping and a bout to continue wrapping presents as i get them and cooking dinner for myself at night for a week my time this week and also confused in love yet again until my next blog be safe people from Bruce

Take Me To Bed
My score on The Could you get me into bed? Test: Let's Try this(You are 65% to be able to seduce me!)Hey, we might be pretty close in what we like. We could have some fun, if your willing.... Link: The Could you get me into bed? Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

No Words Between Us Spoken
No Words Between Us Spoken (Slightly Adult Content) the look in your eyes speak louder than words between us ever do so true a blue as they capture me within the thoughts of you they travel me so leisurely a deep yearning for you blooms like the rose that gallantly grows after the deep cold of winter frost my heart is planted deep within your fertile soil the voice of your desire thunders like my heart I tremble with delight knowing all the fires that burn in the cold and dark of night could never be near as bright as the passion that we share your eyes demand my heart becomes your soul when you softly lay me down your lips a flame that breathes to life the fire of my being I burn I burn no words between us spoken

Old And Alone
Old and alone I have only 1 home I am poor and in a senior community It is filthy and dirty I remember the day so vividly I was on my motorcycle doing about 20 I was a lawyer successful and young I went to college to have a great life It had only begun The car came fast and hit me hard The man was drunk and did not know what he had done He was rich and full of himself He was scared I would die My family might sue him into hell Well now I sit 75 I could of been rich Now I only want to die My brain was shook So no more work I could of had a good life If it wasnt for that drunk crook He stole my life that day Now the politicians want to play With everything I own Which surely is not much Family left long ago far and wide I sit here now as a senior citizen with no more tears to cry

Woman To Woman Softly Sweet
Woman to Woman Softly Sweet ADULT ONLY as you slowly awaken the alarm clock does sound the call for you to start the day a soft kiss I plant on the back of your neck hands wander the curve of your spine tracing circles round and round holding you close spoon your body to mine my arms do surround my lips nibble the lobe of your ear the sound of your murmur urging me on soft hands gently seeking cupping your breasts nipples soft pink and so taunt my only desire to feed so softly so softly I turn you around the fire in your eye engulfing me now I trace my tongue over your slight parted lips lick lick lick feel the intake of your breath under my palm my fingers linger to tease each beautiful breast my mouth following the path of my palms to suckle and please the needs of my beautiful girl look up to your eyes as my mouth travels down I feel you wiggle as I suck the curve of your hip my tongue playing

Chocolate
My score on The which chocolate are you? Test: Caramel Caress(You are 58% sweet like chocolate!)You're a pretty balanced person. You like your fair share of high-brow stuff, but at times, you also like to just kick back and chill. Those who take the time to get to know you will discover that you're a great friend and companion. Link: The which chocolate are you? Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

My Work Bio
You ever hear that song, 'Fancy'... Well thats my life. I grew up in the trailer parks and my momma taught me just how to move up in the world. She said I had a good body and men would pay to play with it. So, now Im out of the trailer park but you will never get the trashy side out of me.Nasty Past TimesNite FlirtsPhone EncountersClick on the picture above to view my listings!

The Pink Dress
there was this little girl sitting by her self in the park every one passed bye her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad dressed in a worn pink dress, barefooted and dirty, the girl just sat and watched the people go by she never tried to speak she never said a word many people passed by her, but no one would stop the next day i decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see if the little girl was still there yes, sh ewas there, right in the very spot where she was yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyes today i was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl for as we all know, a park full of strange people is not the place for young children to play alone as i got closer i could see the back of the girls dress it was grotesquely shaped

Skittles And Cops Dont Mix Well!
at the game today.. we were throwing skittles and guess what i hit the cop.. yep thats right!! i hit the cop! lol it was funny as hell..me and my friend ran.. and than she triped over the bleachers.. lol heheh.. god what a dumb fuck.. wen we went back we found out that my other friend almost got the blam for him.. than the cop saw me and new better.. lol wow cops just love me! lol woohhoo.. cops.. make me giggle!

Tearing Down The Walls
I play the game well I tease, torture, tantalize I am the Master- The Master of Disguise. You think I'm in control: I know all the moves, just what to do. I'm dying to give up power. I want to surrender myself to you. Tear down these walls I've worked so hard to build. Hold me fiercely 'Til all my doubts have stilled. Take me gently, Break my chains, Remove my fears, Let trust remain.

Forsaken Angel
turned from the heavens, banished from grace with all my love for every soul exiled to the world of man, no loving face too many years, has my eternal heart not been whole accursed immortality, let my sorrow ever live I cry to the skies, I beg let me return home my years far beyond my recognition, to thought I give punished with a life of everlasting death my own blood, I spill too often..am I truly alive? I long for a day that will never come, my last breath angelic love and devotion to man, I long to die

Written By:erotica
Passions revealed desires sedated never once believed such pleasures awaited. Romance claimed lost desire now greed no estatic long nights just fullfilling a need. But with lingering glances on satin smooth skin through the night we languish in the erotica of skin. A candle lit dinner alone to test our will champaine on ice inhibitions to chill. A fire in the hearth our only light yet hold back the urges as passion fills the night. Caressing your hair a masage designed to please your breathing grows soft a sensual tease. Lips finally meet so tender and hoping tounges intertwine searching not groping. Finger tips trace from your neck down your spine awakening nerves the pleasure devine. Cloths whisper as they fall to the floor bringing pleasure in the skin they show no rush no hurry all night to take it slow. A trail of kisses the soft backs of knees bodys aching yearning eager to please. By the light of the fire two bodys j

A Knock Knock Knocking At The Door
A Knock Knock Knocking on the Door the night is deeply dark and slightly chill the winds do growl and howl and blow a transient feel thick in the air children of the night wander everywhere clouds drift past a naked full moon clever ghouls and goblins green flowing white ghosts and black witches brew broomsticks and black cats vampires linger and turn into bats werewolves a clawing ugly beasts mauling they all come a calling candled pumpkins become jack-o-lanterns aglow séances and tarot cards a spooky gathering afoot the hill that leads to the path to the house in the wood a knock knock knocking on the door the sound within a raspy score a wicked witch laughs and cackles with glee wishing you a spook or two the October time of all hallow's eve Samhain Beltain's dark twin to the celtic a most magical night of out with the old and in with the new BOO!

I Love You (comment Block)
I am sorry, but maybe some of you don't see anything wrong with this; however, i do. I don't think that people need to be handtyping "love you" comments in someones comment boxes especially if they have a girlfriend or boyfriend. I don't care if you meant it as a friend or what not, you don't need to be saying it. if I have offended anyone I am sorry, but at this point i don't care. If I am wrong, please let me know and give me a good reason on why I am wrong. I have never handtyped loved you comments on someones page except to my fiance and I am sure i am not the only one who feels this way. Like I said if I am wrong for feeling this way, please give me a good reason on why I shouldn't feel this way and I am sorry if I offended anyone. thanks for listening!!!!

My Work Bio
Hello bois I am Li Ann..Yes I am half asian but I was born here in America. I am a horny house wife who loves to masturbate and flirt over the phone while my husband eats my pussy.. There is nothing that gets me off more than feeling my hubbys hot tongue brushing up against my clit while I know your cock is growing and you are running your hand up and down it and getting ready to blow your load all over the place. I promise to leave you breathless and satisfied....Nasty Past TimesNite FlirtsPhone EncountersClick on the picture above to view my listings!

You
By Queensrÿche Danger eyes like mine scan the room no one over the line gets out alive. Pieces of insincerity are like the stuff upon which we feed. Do I feed you? It goes on and on, this insanity, The game of us and them we play. On and on admit that we like it this way. I'm upside down, inside out for you. No matter what goes down, I'll still be there for you. They say that like attracts like, we're one and the same. To say you're one of my kind is to say, we don't take the blame. The box that all others find they need, to make themselves more than they seem, only makes them scream. It goes on and on, this insanity, The game of us and them we play. On and on admit that we like it this way. I'm upside down, inside out for you. No matter what goes down, I'll still be there for you. We've seen the sun setting in their eyes. It could be worse, it could be us. Not another life time without you I'm upside down, inside out for you. No matter what goes down, I'll

Domestic Violence Toward Women: Recognize The Patterns And Seek Help
Domestic abuse can happen to anyone, regardless of age, economic status, race and educational background. Find out how to recognize an abusive relationship and what resources are available to help. He says he's sorry and that it won't happen again. But you fear it will. Angry outbursts, hurtful words, sometimes a slap or a punch. You may start to doubt your own judgment, or wonder whether you're going crazy. Maybe you think you've imagined the whole thing. But you haven't. Domestic violence can and does happen to people of all ages, races, and socioeconomic and educational backgrounds. Domestic violence happens to men and to same-sex partners, but most often domestic violence involves men abusing their female partners. In fact, the Department of Health and Human Services estimates that as many as 4 million women suffer abuse from their husbands, ex-husbands, boyfriends or intimate partners in the United States each year. Domestic violence — also called domestic abuse, intimate

Weary Wary Werewolf Dreams
Weary Wary Werewolf Dreams weary the man as he seeks his bed flesh and bone dragging almost dead wary is he of the moon full so white closes the window to block out the bright light shuts his eyes lets his body relax werewolf dreams all set to attack the mares of the night run full speed ahead the hour's at hand werewolf dreams rip deep rifts in his chest long hungry claws shred the peace of his bed far away just like the moon running the night stalking souls to devour lost lonely souls in the full moon hour the eyes of the werewolf deep yellow and bold looking and searching for what he not knows the peace of the night a deep comforting sleep for his bone weary being never finding a rest from the beast down within the dreams all tainted his spirit defiled issues demands the wee hours of dawn well underway werewolf wakens shivering cold and shaken the window wide open

I Was Only 2
Wondering what might become of me I sit in the sun baking and it hurts me 2 years old I am all alone Africa is no place for a child alone When it comes to life in a village They all pilfer and plunder to make sure there is survival of the fittest Mommy why did you leave me You lay here next to me I saw those men and they couldnt kill me I sit now waiting for my rightful destiny WHen it comes to those around me THey are not human nor can they think of me They wander around wondering when I will be a meal I wonder why daddy was killed and tossed in that river It is hot and burning I feel so thirsty I gasp for air Im tired and hungry Why in this world would god let a country Suffer so heavily In a life that is filthy WHy do others fight wars When we could be saved in an instance from this hellish civil war Only 2 but as wise as many My life on earth is only minutes from ending I see a man in white He comes to me and I say I want to die He picks me up and says yo

Apologetic Sorries
Please, Never apologize to me... unless you make me bleed out.. apologies from loved ones are an exercise in lsocial protocol. something people say out of habit.For my friends,I know you would never hold me down or hurt me... so no need to ever apologize.I know my misery was never your intention.

Why My Change Of Life Blog Was Typed
My ex boyfriend will be home on a specific date in November, We have been corresponding quite a bit lately and deciding on getting back together. He helped raise my daughter and loves her dearly. I am so confused because he wants me back, I want him back, but I feel like there is sometihng missing, maybe some piece that was lost over time, I am not a quitter and i dont want to lose anything we have to rekindle. I guess one more chance is worth telling if this can ever be fixed or not. he is like a ring of fire for me, sooo hot he is! I have not been with anyone since last october and he was the last one..................SO.......needless to say, I need some time with him, so I may not be on much lmfao in the first week of November.....Ok, enough said........I am going to finish getting my costume stuff all organized. I am going to be a sexy french maid :)

Trials And Tribulations...
Life is full of trials and tribulations...How you handle them, I guess is what makes you, you.. a strong person, a TRULY strong person has overcome many obstacles in life and recently I've had some very deep insight on that particular thought. When somebody says that, hey that white boy is rich, he doesn't know what it's like to deal with poverty, social abandonment, or abuse of some sort..., This is what I say....If somebody is given a great life and then something very dear is taken away from them...compared to somebody who has lived in misery all their life and has never known ;happiness as a part of their life, are the SAME PEOPLE it is probably easier for the person with the misery and grief in their life to overcome it once again... HOWEVER, on the opposite end fo the table... The person with misery DESERVES the right to be happy, IF they try their best to accomplish just that.. they DESERVE to be a happy, lil ray o sunshine for all to see. they deserve a break.. The reason

Why Is It So Difficult?
Why in the world is it so difficult in this life to tell people how you really feel? And why do the majority of the population take all but their own feelings into account when they make decisions? Just for Majority sake? To Impress others? I myself find it very difficult to tell ppl the REAL things I feel because it's just usually not something most people would do... but why should we be forced to make a decision based on other's opinions? I believe it's a exercise in peer pressure whether or not you believe it.. Like if, for instance, I wanted somebody to know something, but I also wanted them to realize it on their own. It puts me in a place where I must judge what my best course of action is in the long run.. usually, of course I pick the one that saves other's feelings and does not spare mine..It's just a futile worthless act in social distortion.. Not how it should be? I think not. Any ideas on what is the best way to handle things? whether to tell somebody how you feel an

Omega
What a skeletal wreck of man this is Translucent flesh and feeble bones The kind of temple where the whores and villains try to tempt the holistic tones Running rampant with free thought to free form, in the free in the clear And the matters at hand are shelled out like lint at a laundrymat to sift and focus On the bigger...better...now... We all have a little sin that needs venting Virtues for the rending and laws and systems and stems that riff from the branches of office Do you know what your post entails? Do you serve a purpose? or purposely serve? Wind down inside adivistic galore The value of a summer spent and a winter earned For the rest of us there is always sunday The day of the week that reeks of rest but all we do is catch our breaths So we can wade naked into the bloody pool And place our hand on the big black book To watch the knives zig zag between our aching fingers A vacation is a countdown T-minus your life and counting Time to drag your ton

Fr!3nd$
It's so, so, very amazing what kind of effect friends can have on you. Especially when they are friends you have not seen in a long time past. Friends are better than boyfriend, girlfriend, spouse, cash, money, or cars, I have just recently hooked up with a few old friends and it has really had an impact on me, to those of you who speaking of, thank you very much, It helps me know that I'm not a worthless pile of shit, well at least a little better than that, gosh this whole having friends thing is great, REAL ones are even better. lol thanks fuckers, peace

I Miss You
i miss you i was sitting in the chair you used to hold me in i was holding my daughter she was cradled in my lap fading off to sleep i could smell the conditioner from her hair as i looked down i realized i was holding her the way you used to hold me i miss you i was looking out the window towards the woods looking at the blooming trees watching the birds they were chasing each other through the leaves as i watched i realized you used to chase me the way they were chasing each other i miss you i was walking through the store i was holding my daughters hand our arms were swinging back and forth we were smiling and laughing i looked down and realized i was holding her hand the way you used to hold mine hm... mabe i dont miss you as much i was sitting in that same chair the clock struck 3 and the door rattled i looked back and there she was my daughter with a smile on her face i ran up and gave her a big hug the way i used to hug you when you came home i mis

Divorce Solution
A married couple is driving along a highway doing a steady 40 miles per hour The wife is behind the wheel. Her husband suddenly looks across at her and speaks in a clear voice. "I know we've been married for twenty years, but I want a divorce." The wife says nothing, Keeps looking at the road ahead but slowly increases her speed to 45 mph. The husband speaks again. "I don't want you to try and talk me out of it," He says, "because I've been having an affair with your best friend, And she's a far better lover than you are." Again the wife stays quiet, But grips the steering wheel more tightly and slowly increases the speed to 55 He pushes his luck. "I want the house," he says insistently.. Up to 60. "I want the car, too," he continues. 65 mph. "And,"

Poem: Who I Am
Just one of my blogs that I decided to bring over from my Myspace blog. I dont know what you may think of it but I do write alot. This is just a little sampling of my work. Who I Am Hate and anger build within me. I don't need your sympathy. I don't need love, I don't need anything. Just feed me with your screaming. Deafing sound in my ear. Blood curdling screams for me to hear. They are my lulabies. My nectar your tears and all your cries. I feed upon your misery. And I am amused by all your tragities. I am not your best friend. I just want to see your end. You can trust me to be myself. Adorned with your wealth. For I am a true bringer of hardships I am that creature. All this is true, It is my true nature. You will never see me give, because all I do is take. Hahahaha! Can you even figure out that my laughter is all fake? I'll take all from you that I need. Until I know you can give no more, then I will make you bleed. All these things I will take by char

Was Today Really Necessary?
Well, to start.... its kinda funny how life comes around and stabs you in the face while your struggling to pick yourself up out of the gutter. It's just a plain ol' viscous cycle. what you do and what gets done to you. usually it's not the greatest prize in the closet. It's depressing how the whole world is revolving around the pleasures and pains in life and nobody (of course) wants pain, so they'll do anything for pleasure. i mean, THINK OF IT. you want to look good. feel good. taste good food. see pleasant things, hear pleasing music and so forth. Why can't we just argue with each other about trying to help others out instead of trying to help out just yourself.? is it really that hard? All your life we work so hard to be the "bigger, better" you. it's dumb. you wanna work all your life to get that new car, those brand name clothes, that good-looking bf/gf or spouse and all that cash. why can't people work for other's respect. or to help ppl. I'm going to give props to anybody who

Freedom Isnt Free
I watched the flag pass by one day, It fluttered in the breeze. A young Marine saluted it, And then he stood at ease.. I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud, With hair cut square and eyes alert He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil How many mothers' tears? How many pilots' planes shot down How many died at sea How many foxholes were soldiers' graves? No, freedom isn't free. I heard the sound of Taps one night, When everything was still, I listened to the bugler play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times That Taps had meant "Amen," When a flag had draped a coffin. Of a brother or a friend. I thought of all the children, Of the mothers and the wives, Of fathers, sons and husbands With interrupted lives. I thought about a graveyard At the bottom of the sea Of unmarked graves in Arlington. No, freedom isn't free. Enjoy Your Freedom & God

Caution - Emotion-xing
Emotions move us with force. Control them. This is not to say, shut them down completely. That may be the only control you have in the beginning, but as with Martial Arts, practice yields control. Feel them all for they are important, but keep them in a reserved state and never be loud with them. Never let them control you. Sex is used to sell us things. We are told sex is bad. We are not told what to do with the paradox. The pressure cooker begins to boil. Sex drive is a powerful force that can be turned, but one should never attempt to shut it off. Realize when you are allowing your drives to control you. The choice then is simple – focus the energy elsewhere or let it run rampant. The drives within you are not faucets! Trying to deny them or shut them off will cause the pressure cooker to explode into uncertain directions. This paradox, denial/drive, is the cause of the imbalance that manifests in misdirected and inappropriate action. Rape is a crime of violence t

My Work Bio
I’m Brianna and I am one hot fucking pussy! I get told that all the time. That no matter what I do, or try they always leave me weak in the knees!I have found I love to role play and will play almost anything. My favorite role is ‘Teacher’s Pet’. The lessons I have learned from my hot fucking teacher’s! So cum teach me!I love to be spoiled, and I take good care of those who take care of me!Nasty Past TimesNite FlirtsPhone EncountersClick on the picture above to view my listings!

Status
Status Life impossible to live in a land of rolling hills Climbing walls that are built Caged like a wolf out of control Built in a system your suppose to get old When it comes to your money or fame I count the steps ive walked The work I have gained Feet battered and bruised You can see the man whose hope is only used Although it puts a smile on my face I can walk up to an old lady and see her grace I see the old man crippled and worn He worked for every dollar that came into his home Theft by suicide of a system that tears you down Theft of a status that you worked so hard and proud Im no movie star or comedian I am the ironworker that busted his way to freedom I am the miner whose hope was seeing daylight I am the trucker who couldnt wait to see his lovely wife I am the waitress who served day in and day out To see my children grow into a world that they will work day in and day out My pride does not come from a dollar bill It comes from the way my children

B.a.c.a. (bikers Against Child Abuse)
Bikers Against Child Abuse (BACA) Here is more info on B.A.C.A. (Bikers Against Child Abuse) Breaking the chains, healing the wounds. Bikers Against Child Abuse (BACA) exists with the intent to create a safer environment for abused children. We exist as a body of bikers to empower children to not feel afraid of the world in which they live. We stand ready to lend support to our wounded friends by involving them with an established, united organization. We work in conjunction with local and state officials who are already in place to protect children. We desire to send a clear message to all involved with the abused child that this child is a part of our organization, and that we are prepared to lend our physical and emotional support to them by affiliation and our physical presence. We stand at the ready to shield these children from further abuse. We do not condone the use of violence or physical force in any manner, however, if circumstances arise such that we are the only obs

Written By: Erotica
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, Kissing me as youlowered yourself gently. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent and demanding thrusts of

George Carlin's New Rules For 2006:
George Carlin's New Rules For 2006: New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days: --- mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain, Trout? New Rule: Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for these kids: lucky bastards. New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyebrows: do you have two of them? Okay, we're done. New Rule: There's no such thing as flavored water. There's a whole aisle of this crap (water) at the supe- remarket,

Written By"erotica
I Look Upon Her I look upon her face lying on my pillow Lit by the light of my bedroom window Wrapped within my gently arms Knowing she will come to no harm I look upon her hair, soft and fair Unable to find the words to compare Answers she has given me in times of pain That love and hope will visit again I look upon her lips, moist and red Giving me life when all was dead She restored my heart when it was lost Melting what was covered in frost I look upon her breasts, firm and strong Knowing that love could not be wrong Slowly moving with every breath Always knowing she was not like the rest I look upon her hips, round and smooth Gently touching not daring to move I fix the sheets with delicate care But a gentle kiss is all I dare I look upon her face staring into mine Filling my body as if it were wine I close her eyes with gentle kisses For she has answered all my wishes.

Center>you Have A Sexual Iq Of 146
center>You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Morphed Pics And Backround Images!! Please Read!!
If u want morphed pics.. plz send request to my inbox .. i will not do request by the shoutbox... cuz i had problems remember what people want done.. so to get better results plz send me a pvt message ok thank you..for others thing like back round pic plz go to my wife that is under my family list her name is psykobich.. and to be honest for all the hard work we do on these things we would like for u to come by and rate are pics in return and a user comment .. thanks u .. is that so hard todo.. hell you would be getting cherry points also to help u level up too.. so it comes both ways ..and u gotta be a friend and fan.. thanks for ur support.. lataz hope to here from ya soon.. Beno0420 @lostcherry.com Psykobich @lostcherry.com

My Bio
Hello Gentlemen my name is Ambrosia and I have been told that I can be very addicting.. I am so excited that you have cum here to talk to me. I am always so hot and wet and horny that I must masturbate at least 4-5 times a day. I just can't help myself. I love the feel of my hot cum squirting out of my tight pussy. It gives me such a thrill when it happens.I love to masturbate, whether it be you or me, oh god call me I have a lot of hot stories to tell you like this one time I had my girlfriend tiffany over and we were drinking and I spilt some margarita on her pussy and told her I would clean it up so I put my tongue down between her legs and started licking that hot snatch and she grabbed me and....... Well call me if you want to know the rest *grins*Nasty Past TimesNite FlirtsPhone EncountersClick on the picture above to view my listings!

English An Scotish Laws
England · With the exception of carrots, most goods may not be sold on Sunday. · All English males over the age 14 are to carry out 2 or so hours of longbow practice a week supervised by the local clergy. · London Hackney Carriages (taxis/cabs) must carry a bale of hay and a sack of oats. · It is illegal to be drunk on Licensed Premises (in a pub or bar). · It is illegal for two adult men to have sex in the same house as a third person. · A Chelsea Pensioner may not be impersonated. · A bed may not be hung out of a window. · It is illegal for a lady to eat chocolates on a public conveyance. · Mince pies are not to be eaten on Christmas Day. · Any boy under the age of 10 may not see a naked mannequin. · It is illegal to leave baggage unattended. · Picking up abandoned baggage is an act of terrorism. · It is illegal for a Member of Par

My Life Is Falling Apart
I feel like screaming right now because nothing is going right for me. I am not doing well in college, my family is sick, and i'm single. It is hard being just friends with someone you love very much and was just still with a few days ago. Well at least i didn't lose him completely like all the others. Later.

Bitch
You say u have my back Friends and lovers forever right? wrong you forgot about that last night we fight all the time cant get along in the end you and me have changed we aint the same as before yeah you call me a whore bitch ill just walk out that door im better then this you've changed i dont need your shit i got my own back you make me sick go suck a dick oh you say i don't care about you or what you do shit i used to be yourlover and your bestfriend I know you better then most so i guess if you wanna fight fuck it im better then this good night

Today .. It Was Interestin!!! Lol Sick..
we lost against the CONDOMS how sad.. and my day was interesting.. while i was hyper as hell i kinda had this blind date thing.. it was kinda freaky.. lol.. he wasnt that good looking.. kk honsestly he is fucking UGLY!!! and he is clingy.. he like had to be holding on to me or something the hole time.. kind freaked me out!! lol .. and he told me he loved me on his way out the door.. god.. i am freaked out.. he almost seems to be the stalker type!! lol I cant believe it.. he was NOTHING like the hunk i imagined.. he was like ugghh!!! sick.. ash4lrhel .. i got the shivers.. i dont know how to tell him.. im scared...!!!! hehhe god .. I JUST PUKED IM MY MOUTH!!

Written By: Erotica
I hear the Wind It blows around me Those mighty Winds that do blow I know that you are close at hand The Winds just told me so The Winds Whisper Your Name Caressing my face with a whisper Calling out your name The Winds of delight entice me I shall never be the same The Winds Whisper Your Name The Whispers of the Winds I will follow And where they lead I shall go, undaunted For the Winds that blew you to me Will take me where I must go The Winds Whisper Your Name Upward into the mountains Through the forest green Deep in the winter's snow Calmly across the lakes serene glow I have come to touch your Soul The Winds Whisper Your Name Free to look and search this earth No matter how far that may be Free to follow the Whispering Wind As it should be for a Wild Heart like me The Winds Whisper Your Name I hear your laughter on the Wind A pleasing sound to my sensual mind I try with all my might To send my Spirit

Written By: Erotica
Moonlight Dark, alone together moonlight softens the night as she stands so sensual gently by the wall a small window open to the world golden light silhouettes her hips caresses the curve of her breasts her face hidden in dark shadow safety in shadows intelligent eyes gently glow A young women vulnerable, confident, excited delicate hands arms deliberate at her side she stands there a soft etching to art and beauty to life and lust

Irish Laws
Ireland has some weird laws!: It is illegal for a student to walk through Trinity College without a sword. In Trinity college students can demand a glass of wine at any time during an exam, provided they are wearing their sword. It is illegal to smoke any form of tobacco on Grafton St. in Dublin Practicing or pretending to practice any form of witchcraft or occult arts (that includes horoscopes, tarot cards, crystal ball reading, palmistry, reading tea leaves, iridology, divination etc). This also includes healing by occult means (that would include Reki, energy balancing, acupuncture or acupressure, yoga and many other new age pseudo scientific methods which have their roots in eastern religions) is punishable by being locked in the stocks of outside of Dublin Castle (roughly around the Temple Bar area) for 6 months and rotten fruit can be pelted at the culprit. (anyone want to rat out fabulous Fergus or the operators on the tarot line who's advert is shown on TV all th

Mislaid In My Heart.
There’s gore upon the walls, but an echo in the halls. And I wonder why… I used to believe, there was something deep inside… I used to be…so full of life But these veins are withered and dead A tortured soul with heavy eyelids I hear organs playing a solemn tome For the departed…leaving home. . I can’t find my friends… Where’s my family? Surely I though they’d be here today Certainly I thought they’d have something to say Emptiness… . What is this existence? But a labyrinth of abandonment. . I could’ve filled this heart with the tears I’ve withheld From years of abuse Like the razors obtuse, or the homemade noose To this day…I dwell at the gallows. . I will not be remembered in stone Nor will I be thought of in tome My legacy of suffrage…(though in poem) - will not be enough And I will be loved by no one. . Only by the emptiness of my heart And this darkness…I have made my home. By: Jay Bird

God Bless Doc Johnson...
The next time you think about asking "What will they think of next?", stop. You may not want to know. But I did. And I found out. So, there are those of us who are quite familiar with a lady's best friend, the bullet. These can be used in an Oh So Satisfying fashion. Either alone or with a buddy. But guess what? There is now a Plug and Play version. Literally. No more costly batteries. There is nothing worse than getting in the mood for some vibration and stimulation, only to reach in to the toy box and find the batteries are dead. Wait, yes, there is! Getting to the big "O" and zip, zilch, nada. WTF? That, my dear friends, is the worst. Anyway, this baby doesn't need batteries. Just plug that little sucker in to the nearest USB port on your computer, fire it up, and off you go. And go. And go. And OH. Don't want to do the work yourself? Never fear ladies! Don't want your lady to get it done without you? Never fear boys! Doc Johnson makes a rabbit toy that plugs in

Final Night Together
If this is the last night we ever spend together, hold me tight as a friend, not a lover. So I can be secure once more, So this nightmare can leave me alone. So I can show my heart we're not together, and show my mind that there is no other. Please put my mind at ease, and just lay beside me. Show my soul it wasn't meant to be, and tell my mind just to sleep. Get used to my life alone, cause that is how it will be when I get home. So soon love came, and sooner it left. But my heart shall never mend, and our relationship to an end. Please dont take my love from you, I don't know what I should do, HELP ME, HELP ME if you can, you were supposed to be my man ! THE END !

Stupid Laws
In Texas, it's against the law for anyone to have a pair of pliers in his or her possession. In Philadelphia, you can't put pretzels in bags based on an Act of 1760. Alaska law says that you can't look at a moose from an airplane. ** how they gunna know? In Corpus Christie, Texas, it is illegal to raise alligators in your home. In Miami, it is forbidden to imitate an animal. ** lets all go there an make farmyard noises lol It is against the law to mispronounce the name of the State of Arkansas in that State. In Illinois, the law is that a car must be driven with the steering wheel. ** what els do u drive them with California law prohibits a woman from driving a car while dressed in a housecoat. **why? In Memphis, Tennessee, a woman is not to drive a car unless a man warns approaching motorists or pedestrians by walking in front of the car that is being driven. ** no fuckin way, shed be trying to run me down the bitch lmao In Tennessee,

The Truth...
Finding love, like finding truth Not the lies we told in youth Loving one, you may discover The one you love, loves yet another Sometimes with the love we give Denial is the chosen perogative Feelings of which we can't be sure It's hard to know whose heart is pure When love turns bad and walks away Leaving you with naught to say Sometimes the truth can leave you bruised Feeling betrayed, alone and used IMspidey/M.M. Copyright © 2006

Another Poem By: Erotica
Me gusta como la luna ilumina tu cuerpo en la noche Me despierto de mi sueno para ver si existes de verdad Cuando te toco siento un gran amor y te beso lentamente para no despertarte Despiertas y tus ojos brillan como las estrellas Ante tu cara iluminada por el sol nos abrazamos bien apretados para que la sensibilidad nunca muera Te queiro, te amo, te necesito Tu eres mi todo Tu eres MI AMOR

Exsisting
Will you ever again acknowledge my existance, or will I be condemned to a lifetime of silence? After talking to you for so long we finally met, I know now how I feel, this question is for you, Do you have any regret? All I ever wanted was a simple confession, stop leading me on and avoiding my question. Is it the words I love you that you like to say, or the hurtful games that you like to play? There's something about you I cant let go, but dont think I fell for you cause I dont think so, this whole situation got me messed up and twisted, did we break up or move on? Let me know cause I missed it. You made so many promises that you didnt keep, but I broke my own promise by trustin a man, and now Im in deep. I hope one day you wake up and realize, your lonely life has just begun. It hurts me not to know how you are, your only minutes away, yet it feels so far. THE END!

So Tired
I really wanted to do some serious writing tonight. I haven't done anything in tht vein in days - but I'm pooped from work, and have been pooped for days now. I have SO much to do. It sucks, as I actually have stuff to write about. I've got at least three or four good creative writing pieces in me right now, plus the regular stuff I do for AC and my blogs. No time, and too pooped to try. I'm going to be off LC for the next day or two, just so I can get stuff written (this place is like CRACK!), and then I'll post it a day at a time or so. Maybe I'll even get some more art work done. Meh.

I'm Sorry....................
This is to all of the guys in the world who can't accept girls for who they are: I'm sorry That I'm not enough of a slut to sleep with you on a first date I'm sorry That my ass isn't big enough to "satisfy" your needs I'm sorry that I'm not anorexic and skinny enough for you to see my ribs I'm sorry That I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I'm not a Playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you I'm sorry I don't have a dream body that turns you on But most of all I'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I am If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry" If You're one of the few guys with enough balls to leave me a comment, and you would never make your girl feel this way, leave me a comment saying... "I appreciate you"

Daddy
Oh daddy this one is for you, I needed so much from you. I called on the phone everyday. I didn't want you and mom to seperate. I grew up all by myself, I didnt even ask you for help. When I needed security, you turned your back and walked away. Why did you do that, when I was in need? You should have listened to my crying plea. I guess it wasn't your best subject. You put your children through hell. There's much more to love, than buyin us toys. Many other feelings you should have enjoyed. When you put a woman to the test, you never thought of anyone else. Sow now it's time I say goodbye. Sorry but it's too late to try. One day you'll hear this on the radio, you'll realize your children aren't small anymore. Candy toys are for children, not mom's. Im sorry you let us grow up without, knowing that you cared for us. Now we are grown with families, you may try to make it up with your grandkids, but daddy its too late for me. THE END!

Seee?...i Told Ya....
You scored as Hell Yea. U are totally in love, u would do anything to be with this person and u would die for them.Hell Yea100%Sounds More Like Lust33%Hell No0%Are u in love???????created with QuizFarm.com

These Thoughts
After having the day from hell yesterday which most Mondays are, I would definitely have to say that this one turned out to be quite pleasant. I talked to my baby three times today already and I just can't wait until midnight when he gets off work and calls. There is nothing in this world that compares to the sweet sound of his voice.............. DJ and I have been getting along quite well the past few days. I have been trying to help get everything in order before my departure. He will definitely be moving in with Dan which I think is best for the time being. He really doesn't need to be alone after I move home. ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ * ~ For some reason the days seem to be lasting longer and longer the closer the date comes. I can only imagine the final days will seem to last forever. I kind of wished DJ would have to work the morning that I leave, but he is off that day. I just dread seeing the look in his eyes when it is actually time to go.

I'm Sorry
This is to all of the guys in the world who can't accept girls for who they are: I'm sorry That I'm not enough of a slut to sleep with you on a first date I'm sorry That my ass isn't big enough to "satisfy" your needs I'm sorry that I'm not anorexic and skinny enough for you to see my ribs I'm sorry That I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" I'm sorry That I'm not a Playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you I'm sorry I don't have a dream body that turns you on But most of all I'm sorry That you can't accept me for who I am If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry" If You're one of the few guys with enough balls to leave me a comment, and you would never make your girl feel this way, leave me a comment saying... "I appreciate you"

To Rate 10 Or To Not Rate 10...what Is The Question?
Ok...I have seen some people rant and rave about how rude it is to rate someone other than a 10. I have even seen someone that put up a little picture to justify why anything other than a 10 is wrong. I have seen someone post under their pics "Rate 10's or Don't Rate At all!". I have seen people call other people haters because someone rated their picture other than a 10. (I am laughing right now as I type this because someone is going through my photos right now rating all of them 10's). Here is what The Mouthpiece has to say about all of that: WHAT FUCKING PLANET ARE WE ON TO BELIEVE OUR ASSES ARE THAT DAMN FINE THAT WE ARE ONLY A TEN?? WHO FUCKING DIED AND MADE OUR ASSES KINGS/QUEENS TO TELL SOMEONE THAT THEY CAN'T RATE US ANYTHING OTHER THAN A TEN??? PLEASE TELL ME WHO THE FUCK WE ARE?? (Clearing throat)Ok. With part of my shouting out of the way, lets dip a little bit into this subject. A rating of a 10 means that we are ABSOLUTELY PERFECT. That means we have no flaws. T

My Resignation...
~*~Resignation...~*~ I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year-old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple; When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good.. I want to believe that anything is possible. I want to be oblivious to the

It's One Of My Favorite Colors As Well...
You scored as Blue. Your heart is blue. You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You\'re grateful for what you have in life, even if it\'s not perfect. People love you for who you are, don\'t ever change that- it\'s what makes you the great person that you are.Blue82%Pink50%White46%Black39%Yellow39%Red29%Orange21%Green21%Purple21%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

Quiz 3
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion67%Mysterious33%Diamond Eyes33%Eyes full of Pain25%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

You
After you who, Who could supply my sky of blue? After you who could I love? Why should I take the time to try? For who else could qualify after you? Hold my hand and swear, to never cease to care, For without you what would I do? I could search for years, But who else could change my tears, into laughter after you? THE END!

Introducing Coreplay
btw this is very much adult. dont get offended at all about any of this. some guys need to learn this and act need to read the book that im quoting this from : She Comes First The thingking man's guide to plearsuring a woman. By Ian Kerner Ph.D. INTRODUCING COREPLAY We will discuss coreplay in terms of six distinct stages that are easy to understand. Stage 1. in which we transitionfrom foreplay to coreplay with the application of the first clitoral kiss. Stage 2. in which we establish rhythm and acclimate the clitoris to the persistent attentions of the tounge. Stage 3. in which we continue to build tension by focusing more of our energies on the clitortal head, as well as introducing appropriate manual stimulation. Stage 4. in which we hypercharge the process of sexual response and escalate her level of arousal by internally stimulating the "clitoral cluster" in combinstion with the clitoral head. Stage 5. preorgasm, in which we maintain the optimum balance of

For You----poem
I'd walk a thousand miles for you, Climb a tree or even crawl for you, Ilive, I breathe, I'll even die for you. If the hot sauce here not strong for you, I'll take a plane to fly down south for you. I'll bring a bottle back for you. I'll sail the seven seas for you, I'll climb the mountain, parasail for you. The love I have is real for you, no other can compare to you. You don't feel goo, I'll be there for you Give you a bath, wash your hair for you. Every second wanna be there for you. I'll sleep outside in the snow for you. Need a heart, I'll die for you. Need a drink, I'll cry for you, I'll fill a cup for you. In the desert I'll walk for you, in the hot blazing sand for you. I'll walk the camel you are riding for you, Any extreme I will go for you, Nothing in life I won't do for you. Can't you see the love I have for you, In life I would sacrifice anything, FOR YOU ! ! ! ! And now saying that..... I lost you. THE END !

Confusing
ugh why do men confuse the daylights out of me? I have feelings for 2 guys and i dont know which one is better for me...I think I lost one guy who probly would have been real good to me but ugh I dont know what to do, I'll figure it out sooner or later

Mmmmmm......
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs92%Biting92%Bondage75%Whips58%Blind Folds33%Blood17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Poem Written By Erotica
She called my bluff that fateful night, Took my hand and led me upstairs, Just a single kiss began a slide, From friendship into affair, Now everything matters a little bit more, My emotions are waves as they race to the shore, The unending sky fills with thoughts undenied, Textures of silk, like the touch of her thigh, So here is the problem that we face when we meet, Our smiles are a secret that we alone must keep, Together we shine but apart hearts are stone, Spiritually together, Physically alone.

Nip/tuck - Children With Disabilities
I LOVE Nip/Tuck.. tonights episode was another great masterpiece of television, thank GOD for shows like this to break up the reality tv monotony. Any thoughts/comments on what you would do if your child was born with electrodactilly? (Lobster Claw Syndrome of the hands) Im interested in hearing what people have to say about fixing deformities on children that are non-life and/or non-health threatening. xoxo

Wise As An Owl'...
You scored as You have the Gift of Wisdom. You have had the gift of Wisdom bestoyed upon you. You know how things work, and usually don't know where your knowledge comes from. The same applies to other things that you "just know". People come to you for advice because you are almost always right. Have patience with yourself and don't over do everything.You have the Gift of Wisdom94%You have the Gift of Discernment88%You have the Gift of Empathy75%You have the Gift of Perception/Aura Vision50%You sadly do not recognize your gift yet44%You have the Gift of a Seer44%What is your gift?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

This Is Wkd!
Right people I think you should go take a look at some sik skills that r here on this site and u aint lookin hard enough! T1TMAN! his work is amazing!so go show him some love and let him know what u think!his link is below! T1TMAN@ LostCherry

Now I'm Talkin
been racing my dads 89 oldsmobile cutlass ceiara. it's got a 3.3l in it. i love it when thes kids show up with there tricked out imports and there like my car can beat yours. well lets go i got 20 on it right now. and before you know it it's up to 500 to 1000 bucks. well lets see if your car can hold your talk. i blew a honda v6 tricked out off the road. got a good laugh out of everyone including the driver of the other car. we're a small group of people that cant race at the strp so we take the back roads. yes it's illegal but we want to race where else we gonna go. i can't race cuz of my dissability case. they'll take it away from me if i bring home a check. and then they wonder why we race illegaly.

My Zero Is Within Sight
I had my blood drawn again on Monday and it has dropped from 153 to 75. Another drop by half or a little more. I am really excited and on my way to being back to normal. The nurse thinks I might be down to zero next time. I guess we will see.

U Pick Which Am I
You scored as Blue. Your heart is blue. You are a very calm and relaxed person. You are very caring and like helping others. You\'re grateful for what you have in life, even if it\'s not perfect. People love you for who you are, don\'t ever change that- it\'s what makes you the great person that you are.Blue100%Pink100%Yellow71%Purple50%Orange29%White14%Red7%Black0%Green0%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com

Angels.....
You scored as You are an Angel of Beauty. You are an Angle of Beauty. You seek all those things which are visually appealing as well as those that are beautiful on the inside!Angel of Light56%You are an innocent Angel56%You are an Angel of Beauty56%You are an Angel of Pain38%You are half Fallen/ half Light Angel!31%What kind of Angel are you??(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Thank You To My Real Friends
Wanted to show some love to all the people that gave me support last night I love you all. it is nice to know I have real friends here. Here is a big hug and kiss to all that gave me a shoulder to cry on last night.

Quiet Times
Silence fills my ears And emptiness fills my heart Darkness fills my mind Whenever we’re apart I long to see your face To hold it in my hands To hear you say you love me And begin to make our plans My life was once planned out And now it’s left a mess But looking at it now How can I feel regret? For deep inside me grows A love I never knew And as I lay in bed each night I simply dream of you

A Daemon's Kiss
A Demon's Kiss So deliciously dark and menacing feel the breath of his life on mine sucking my soul from between my lips sinking down into my devil's soul grasping hands about my neck a sigh escapes my heart of pitch I live for this my daemon's kiss sweetly dark to compliment this heart of blackened souless bleed not at all a heaven's scent full of scathing nails that stretch a seemless rift from shoulder to hip let the scream within me fall on ears that yield to this wicked call darkness falls on a demon land a smile a breath a deadly kiss from the leader of a demon band

Pain Of Losing My Child
In March of 1997, I was pregnant with twins and one twin was pushed against my spine cause the other one absorbed in my uterus but the amniotic sack didn't. They never realized it until it was too late to do anything about it. I went into the hospital 8 weeks early and they were trying to keep the baby in me since the sack that broke was empty there was nothing wrong with the other one to give her a chance to grow. 3 days later, I called the doctors in and said I feel pressure I have to push, they said no you dont she is already out. I was only 16 years old. I was faced already with all the doctors telling me throught the whole thing to abort the pregnancy but like any mother I gave my child the chance that she deserved. Weighing only 2 pounds 10 ounces, she could fit in the palm of my hand and she had hypo plastic left heart syndrome which mean that only the valves on the right side of her heart worked the ones on the left didn't, so once the aeorta closed which is a path to help bloo

Repost
Repost this and see how many messages or comments you can get from people who wouldnt mind fucking you!! (repost of original by 'Blade' on '2006-10-24 11:29:32') (repost of original by '~*~SoSeXXiSweet~*~' on '2006-10-24 12:08:19') (repost of original by 'nicole: naughty & kinky' on '2006-10-24 12:29:31') (repost of original by 'pussyeater1972' on '2006-10-24 12:36:46') (repost of original by 'lil horny college girl' on '2006-10-24 12:45:12') (repost of original by 'vwking' on '2006-10-24 13:20:04') (repost of original by 'Hooty McBoob' on '2006-10-24 13:24:09') (repost of original by 'Lonely_Disciple' on '2006-10-24 13:42:09') (repost of original by '†LÏ(v)ÏÐ†™' on '2006-10-24 13:54:08') (repost of original by 'tater' on '2006-10-24 14:01:21') (repost of original by 'SuPeRmAn!' on '2006-10-24 14:33:57') (repost of original by '~*~ToNyA~*~' on '2006-10-24 14:38:41') (repost of original by 'Joe' on '2006-10-24 14:40:47') (repost of original by '~~Bouncer-SHEDEVIL (BITE

Stop Child Abuse
I meet my (to be adopted) brother last night. He is 9, his biological father only 16 when he was born, his mother 24. His dad beat him bloody, hitting his head causing permanent damage to one of his eye sockets. He was the sweetest boy. I can't figure out how any one could lay a hand on him. He hugged me all night telling me what a pretty sissy he has, kissing me on the cheek, telling me how much he loves me :``( wanting my phone number so he can call when he's still in foster care. We sat together watching a movie on my parents couch. A seen came on where a man hit a woman he grabbed on to me, crying & shaking. Telling me how his dad would hit him. This sweet boy is small for his age, very excited, hyper, asking tons of questions. He was adopted & returned to foster care 5 times the last by a couple who adopted both his sisters but didn't want him. My parents adopted my other little brother Derek & turned his sad life around. They are doing the same with Johnathan. I give them all the

At Least I'm Moving Forward....
Moving Forward Hoobastank At least I'm moving forward... I stand before, a road that will lead, into the unknown. At least unknown to me. I want to go, but I'm paralysed with fear. Fear of a choise, where the outcome isn't clear. Nooo, but still I gooo. And I take, the first step of a million more. And I'll make mistakes I've never made before. But at least I'm moving forward, at least I'm moving forward. At least I'm moving forward... I wonder if, the journey will be, Shorter as I hope, or much longer than it seems. But either way, I've made up my mind. I'm through feeling scared, I'm leaving that behind. Sooo, Now it's time to gooo. And I take, the first step of a million more. And I'll make mistakes I've never made before. But at least I'm moving forward, at least I'm moving forward. At least I'm moving forward... And in while I''l be singing, Na, nana nana And I take, the first step of a million more. And I'll ma

Life Suxs
but thats for right now. i'm hoping that will change in a few months. seeing i just got my dissability. if you haven't read my front page yet then you don't know that i am deaf in both ears. and that suxs alot. but i'd rather be deaf then blind. don't know what i'd do if i was cuz i rather like to watch. you see so much shit. from funny shit to you know what. lol. ;)but then like i say lifes a bitch get over it

Gah! I Hate Him!
My husband all of a sudden gets back in touch with me (see previous blog about that) and now he is telling me that if I dont make our marraige work that he is going to take me to court for coustody of my daughter... I dont want him in my or my daughters life! I dont want her going through the constant disapointment that he will bring her. She wont be safe with him. He is just doing this to be a vindictive asshole and he needs to stop. He will be a horrible father and I have no idea what to do. I just want him to disapear again. I wish that he had never tried to get back in touch with me. Everything he touches turns to shit. GAH!

Yay I Am Home!
Ok So just wanted to let every one know I am back from Jamaica, had an awsume trip, drank way to much rum. Hey is there such a thing as to much? LOL! Just wanted to say thanx to every one that poped in while I was out. I will be buisy doin my best to get back to you all krap there were alot of ya, oh and who ever it wwas that poped in and drank all my ROOT BEER I will find you and when I do I am gunna block ya, lol. Well hope you all had a great week while I wasw gone. hope to here from ya soon and hey leave the key under the mat I may just pop by later to say hi. till then LUV YA ALL S~E~X~Y! P.s I have an idea for a contest I just have to tweak it a bit then I will be announcing it so keep an eye out you won't want to miss it. {:)

Surgery
On november 7th I go under the knife... I am getting 3 herniated disc in my neck fixed. For all who didn't know i have been living in some severe pain for the last 2 months and I have had enough. Not too happy about the scar that I will have on the front of my neck but I just cannot take it any more. It is a 4 to 5 hour surgery (my poor wife) with a 3 to 5 month recovery (my poor friends on Lost Cherry). I will let everyone know how it went when I can but I will be in the hospital for 24hours, then taking it easy for a couple of days then I will do what I can. With any surgery there are risks... but they are very minimal in this case. But just on the off chance something does go wrong, I just want you, all of my friends here to know that my life was richer having met you and getting to know all of you. I had a great life and I have very few regrets (most of them had to do with a certain x-wife that no longer lives in this country). I am sure nothing will go wrong and you all will

Playlist For The Week Of 10/17/06 - 10/24/06.
Anthrax - Spreading The Disease Black Label Society - 1919 Eternal Bolt Thrower - Those Once Loyal Cancer - To The Gory End Ceremony - The Days Before The Death Death - Symbolic Deicide - The Stench Of Redemption Disincarnate - Dreams Of The Carrion Kind Evildead - Annihilation Of Civilization Fireball Ministry - Their Rock Is Not Our Rock Funerus - Festering Earth Grave - As Rapture Comes Kiss - Hotter Than Hell Kiss - Rock And Roll Over Kiss - Creatures Of The Night Kiss - Animalize Megadeth - Peace Sells...But Who's Buying? Megadeth - The World Needs A Hero Obliveon - Whimsical Uproar Overkill - Bloodletting Rare Form - So Ends Another Sinister - Diabolical Summoning Slayer - Show No Mercy Tankard - Beast Of Bourbon Usurper - Cryptobeast Voivod - Katorz W.A.S.P. - Live...In The Raw Zircon - Demo

Im So Happy
as you all know if you have read my earlier blog i have been spending a lot of time with rob and heaven. well things with him and i are going awesome! i mean he got me a new engagment ring and a necklace to go with it just to prove that he is serious about us and wants us to be together. and just spending time with him has really made me happy. i dont think i have been this happy in a long time. the only thing that would make me happier was if the ones here at home realized why i have been so distant. i havent forgot about anyone but i am making my life as good as possible. is it wrong for me to spend so much time with rob and the baby? oh well i dont care if it is cauz i am so damn happy

Not That Different
She said were much to different were from two different worlds and he admitted she was partely right but in his hard defense he told her what they had in common was strong enough to bond them for life he said look behind your own soul and the person you will see just might remind you of me (chorous) I laugh I love I hope I try I hurt I need I feel I cry and I know you'll feel the same way too so were really not that different me and you Now she could hardly argue with his pure and simple logic but logic never could convince a heart she had always dreamed of loving someone more exotic and he just didn't seemed to fit the part so she searched for greater pasters but never could forget what he wispeared when she left (repeat chorous) Was it time or was it truth maybe more to led her back to his door and as her tears fell at his feet she didn't say I love you what she said even more (final chorous) I laugh I love I hope I try I hurt I need I feel I cry and I know you'll feel th

Princess Pain
Helpless lonely teardrop, falling from the eye How you are so beautiful sometimes I wonder why Existing only seconds before you've gone away your holding too much beauty for only words to say My everlasting teardrop melting all the hate, my heart was cold with anger Then I concentrate, on my one and only true friend that's falling from my eye To melt away the pain within, to let me bleed my cries. BAILEY

I Almost Died In Front Of Dillards Today
So I was walking across the parking lotto go into dillards. and yes I looked both ways and checked to make sure there wasn't any cars coming and there wasn't. So anyways I get 5 feet fromthe curb and this green car comes speeding around the corner with no intention of stopping. So of course I'm in the middle of the street thingy and he finally sees meand stops literaly stops 1 foot away from me. Then I look in the car to see who the idiot is that almost ran me down and the asshole is sitting in the car looking at me like I'm the problem and he's rolling his eyes and acting like a real bitch. So I did what any pissed off chick would do. I yelled "You're a Fucking Idiot!!!" at him. but anyways on a more happy note I got my costume and I'm gonna be a cop, so no doing anything illegal or I'll ave to arrest you.

Tomorrow's The Day!!!!
Tomorrow's the first day on my new job. I'm so excited. I just wish I didn't have a sore throat to go with it. I don't even know what I'm going to wear. But I'll think about that in the morning. Wish me luck!!!! (and pray my cold doesn't get worse.)

Teenagers Omg
I swear if having a teenage daughter dont drive me to drink or to any early grave I don't know what will... She is driving me crazy .. she knows shes grounded but due to her dad being out of town hunting she thinks she can get away with any thing cause moms the easy going one..at least she thinks that now lol ... But she is bugging about going to a school dance this friday and she wants to go with the boy that she keeps getting in trouble with.. Sometimes I think its would be easier to disable a bomb than rasie a teenage girl. I told her I would think about it but who knows what I am gonna do... ok I am done lol

Simply
Someone I want someone I can laugh with Someone I can cry to Someone to run on the beach with Who'll lift me up and swing me in circles Untill we both fall dizzy and laughing Like children In the warm, cream-colored sand I want someone to read my poetry to share a cocolate sundae with on a lazy summer day someone to splash in the tide with after the rain I want someone whose birthday I can memorize someone I can grow old with someone to help when he is sick someone to brush back the lock of hair that constantly falls in my eyes I want someone I can lie in the cool, green, grass with someone who can see the same colors I do when he looks at a susnet someone to notice the new shirt I am wearing someone to surprise me with a smile when mine is tired someone to nudge me awake when the commercial is over I want someone to feel all the things I'm feeling simply because I'm feeling them

The Adreniline Is Rushing Thro My Veins
My ernie is flying all the way from florida, to come and see me....I am so excited! The adreniline is rushing hardcore.....I dont think I have gone this extream meeting someone off the net before...so I am a little nervous....but we have been talkin for a long while...so its really cool. Anyways I need to get to sleep...I got someone commin in from FL to see me tommarow...Wish me luck y'all....;-) CRY BABY

Some Thoughts
just felt like getting a few things off my chest, that I find kind of irritating. First, I would like to comment about originality; My lostcherry friend updated their photo so I rush over and the only thing I can think of to say is POP, I got your cherry... I find this to be really annoying for some reason. Some may think that it is perfectly fine, but to me it just seems that you really have no opinion on that picture so all you can think to do is put pop. I do not try and comment every single picture that people upload, however I do try to at least rate them all. And if someone has a shitload of pictures it is really hard to come up with things to say. Well for me it is, I prefer to not talk about shoving my tongue deep inside you or other stuff like that, I may allude to it, but I am not very likely to say it like that. What I like the most is if someone puts captions on their pictures, gives you something to possibly answer too while letting them know you saw their latest picture

All My Friends Please Read
MySpace Comments to all my friends. MySpace Commentsplease add aunix(jeff} to your friends list i love him very much and we want to share everything even friends so please add him i will send you a gift if you tell me you added him he is my world and makes me very MySpace Comments your friend forever debora......... happy

Relationships And Me
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is low. You see love as a gift that you should give to many. It's hard for you to imagine being with one person at at time... Let alone one person for the rest of your life! Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is high. You don't need to be i

Dear Kotex
Dear Kotex: I recently noticed that the peel-off strip of my pantiliner had a bunch of "Kotex Tips for Life" on it. Annoying advice such as: Staying active during your period can relieve cramps. Avoiding caffeine may help reduce cramps and headaches. Drink 6-8 glasses of water a day to keep you hydrated and feeling fresh. Try Kotex blah blah blah other products... Obviously the individual behind this was someone who has never possessed a functioning set of ovaries. Go ahead and tell a menstruating woman that drinking 6-8 glasses of water will help keep her feeling fresh. Like we need more fluid inside our bloated bodies from h*ll...but go ahead...I triple-dog-friggen-dare-ya...See what happens and report back. I'll wait. While you're at it, dump out the coffee at work and remove the chocolate from the vending machine. I garan-friggen-tee that the first responders will be females who just ovulated. Staying active will relieve headaches & cramps...well guess w

Hunting
well i been hunting for the past 4 days. i've only shot one and that was opening day. wonder where they are. drive by and theres 6 of them in the feild. sit in the woods nothing. and i know it aint me. gotta be the weather. well i'll keep everyone up to date with all my fishing hunting shrimping and such. if it's out doors i'll post it here. so keeep an eye on this spot if you like. i'll probily be postin every day. well later.

Alot About Me
I guess the first thing I write should be about myself. So I am a 27 year old female with 4 children. I grew up in a broken household, my parents divorced when me and my sister were 6 and 7 years old. My mother got custody of me and my father got custody of my sister. We had weekend visitation with each other. Worked out sometimes, sometimes it didnt, shouldnt have been our fault. We were like pawns in a chess game to out parents. Used. My mother met someone and he was very abusive to her, we were in and out of that house between there and shelters for 3 years of my childhood, before she met someone else who she thought she would be with for life, and married him after a very short time. He was a coke head and very physically abusive and mentally abusive towards her, and he raped my step sister in my face and told me if I ever tell he would do worse to me. He molested me rubbing noxema all over my body. Saying did it feel good. I never told. They divorced and we went back to the one be

Ok Peeps. I'm Going Night Night...
Yes it's fucking early but guess what? I have to be up fucking early. :o) You guys and gals don't get to crazy out there and if you have time feel free to stop by and show me the love!! Love you all!!! Sam

Aaarrrrggggg!! My Html Woes
My mind is sleeping yet awake, to frustration html does make, checking and double checking what I entered, what the fuck, it's not fuckin centered! I cut and paste, backspace, submit I get what I wanted and a bunch of shit! I stare at the screen with my best leer, Get up to the kitchen and grab a beer Sit my ass down and start anew, Convincing myself I'm not yet through! Come on font, I want you big! I yell angrily and take a swig. I look at my notes and type my creation in, The computer transcribes it differently (I'm sure with a big grin). My pictures become numbers, my letters disappear I get up and grab another beer.... I throw my ass back into the chair Trying to convince myself I don't care. My typing becomes rapid, my look becomes stern I type from everything I have learned. I think I got it! I click to my page! My look of glee quickly turns to rage. From my chair I quietly arose: My computer knew I succeeded and it froze.

Apple Strudle
1 recipe of Strudle Dough 3/4 c. oil 3 tbsp. fine cracker crumbs or stale cake crumbs 6 tbsp. nuts, chopped 1/2 to 1 c. sugar 5 to 7 tart apples (sprinkle with some lemon juice if apples are sweet) 1/2 c. raisins Brush the strudel dough with oil. Sprinkle it with the crumbs, nuts and the sugar from the rim of the dough to the center. Cover this half of the dough with fine slices of pared apple. Sprinkle with sugar and raisins. Roll up until all the apples are rolled in. sprinkle the rest of dough with oil, sugar and raisins and finish rolling up. Place in pan. Spread with oil. Mark into 1 1/2 to 2 inch slices and bake in hot oven at 375 degrees for about 40 minutes. Cut while warm and serve sprinkled with powdered sugar.

Let Me Tell You Why I Don't Support The Troops
They're fighting a senseless war. They're not fighting for my freedom, and never have. There hasn't even been a war in my lifetime that even came close to threatening my freedom. They're doing nothing but baiting more terror for the US. In fact, by allowing this administration to commit such a ridiculous invasion, you're threatening my freedom more than anyone else in this world. And you want me to support people who think this is fine? Not on your life! I'd rather die.

A Lifetime Of Savings
Their wedding night, the young bride approached her new husband and asked for $ 20, for their first lovemaking encounter. In his highly aroused state, her husband readily agreed. This scenario was repeated each time they made love, for the next 30 years, with him thinking that it was a cute way for her to afford new clothes and other incidentals that she needed. Arriving home around noon one day, she was surprised to find her husband in a very drunken state Over the next few minutes, he explained That his company had gone through a process of corporate downsizing, and he had been let go - It was unlikely that at the age of 55, he'd be able to find another position that paid anywhere near what he'd been earning, and therefore, they were financially ruined. Calmly, his wife handed him a bank book which showed thirty years of deposits and interest totaling nearly $ 1 million. Then, she showed him stock certificates issued by the bank which were worth over $ 2 million, and informed him

Vegetable Medley Strudel
Ingredients: 1 cup vegetable broth 1 medium carrot, cut into thin strips 2 celery ribs, cut into thin strips 1 small zucchini, cut into thin strips 1 small yellow squash, cut into thin strips 1 small red pepper, cut into thin strips 5 roasted garlic cloves, skins removed and mashed 2 Tbsp chopped basil (or 2 tsp dried) 1 Tbsp chopped parsley Salt and pepper to taste 4 sheets frozen phyllo dough, thawed 3 Tbsp reduced-fat margarine, melted Instructions: Preheat oven to 400ºF. Spray baking sheet with vegetable spray. In large saucepan, bring vegetable broth to a boil. Add carrot, celery, zucchini, and yellow squash. Cook 3 minutes; drain. In large bowl, combine cooked vegetables, pepper, garlic, basil, parsley, and salt & pepper. Unfold 1 phyllo sheet. Working quickly, brush phyllo sheet lightly with melted margarine. Spoon 1/4 of the vegetable mixture onto center of phyllo sheet. Roll up into a log, starting from longest side. Fold edges over to seal and pla

I Think Of You
I Think Of You When the house is quite When the boys have gone to school When the baby's in the bassinet asleep That is when I try it-- I try not to think of you-- But thats's a goal I hardly ever keep So many things surround me That call to mind your generous life Thngs you've done for us in this home we share If you hadn't found me-- and let me be your wife-- That's the only way I'd never care. Am I too romantic Thinking of you all day long? Maybe I am lovesick in my way, But when the house is quite, Love thoughts fill it like a song and drive my thoughts of lonliness away

Rigatoni With Vegetable And Mushrooms
Ingredients: Sauce 1 Tbsp olive oil ¼ cup dry white wine 3 garlic cloves, minced 1 red onion, chopped 1 cup diced eggplant, unpeeled 1 cup sliced mushrooms 1 28-oz can plum tomatoes, coarsely chopped, drained 2 tsp minced thyme Fresh ground pepper to taste 6 cups cooked rigatoni pasta Garnish 2 Tbsp grated Parmesan cheese Instructions: 1. Heat over medium the oil and wine in a heavy skillet. 2. Add onion and garlic to the oil and wine and sauté for 5 minutes. 3. Add eggplant and sauté for another 5 minutes. 4. Add mushroom, sauté until they being to turn brown (about 5 minutes. ) 5. Add plum tomatoes and then bring to a boil. 6. Once boiling, lower the hear and let everything sit together for 10 minutes. 7. Add the thyme and fresh ground pepper. 8. Lastly, toss together the rigatoni and the sauce and top with Parmesan cheese. Nutritional Information: Exchanges ½ Monounsaturated Fat 2 Starch 2 Vegetable Calories 232 Calories from Fat

Neocons Are Fascists!
The main problem I see today is, people don't seem to know the difference between incompetency and manipulation. They're all too quick to dismiss everything as a failure, rather than an underhanded manipulation, or the administration just not giving a shit what Americans think. The last two elections were manipulated. It's no coincidence that they were both clusterfucks. The new patriotism is nothing but fascism in disguise. Karl Rove and other sneaky, dirty bastards have election manipulation down to a science. Your vote no longer means a thing, nor does the Constitution. Kiss America goodbye, and say hello to the new corporate owned Amerika, Inc.

Waldorf Salad, Slimmed Down
Ingredients: 4 red-skinned apples of choice, unpeeled, cored and diced 1 cup sliced celery 1/4 cup raisins 1/4 cup toasted walnuts 1/2 cup reduced-fat mayonnaise 1/4 cup nonfat sour cream 2 teaspoons fresh lemon juice Dash of cinnamon Romaine lettuce leaves Instructions: Mix together the apples, celery, raisins, and walnuts in a large bowl. Combine the mayonnaise, sour cream, lemon juice, and cinnamon. Pour over the apple combination and mix well. Serve on alettuce line platter. Nutritional Information: Per Serving: calories 137; calories from Fat 69; total fat 8 g; saturated fat 1g; cholesterol 5 mg; sodium 144 mg; total carbohydrate 18 g; dietary fiber 3 g, sugars 12 g; protein 1 g Dietary Exchanges: Fruit 1; Fat 1.5

Fuckin Nuts!!
Hey It's only my second day here and it's insane how much stuff I have to check out while I'm here. I had barely had my first pic added and there were already 3 comments! Everyones sooo welcoming. It's a nice change from all the other sites out there. mwah!!

Jealousy
I dont have a poem or a fancy saying or anything like that so SORRY but I have been on lost cherry for about a month now and met alot of cool ass people. When a guy comments on a girl whether it is just to get cherry points or other reasons the girlfriend gets pissed off. So when the girl, who sees the attention that is given, starts to post comments and sexy shit, just blowing up your space, the girlfriend gets IRRATE and starts to dog you all over this site. GET A FUCKING GRIP. THIS IS LOSTCHERRY. YOUR MAN OR YOUR WOMAN CANT GO THROUGH THE COMPUTER AND FUCK THE PERSON THEY ARE COMMENTING ON. BE HAPPY THAT SOMEONE ELSE THINKS HE/SHE IS HOT. PLEASE DO NOT COME ON TO MY PROFILE AND GIVE ME SHIT BECAUSE UR MAN IS TALKING TO ME. HE AINT CHEATING, HE IS JUST TALKING OR COMMENTING AND IM PRETTY SURE IT IS JUST TO GET CHERRY POINTS. IT IS ALL A GAME, DEAL WITH IT. BESIDES, YOUR MAN/WOMAN MOST OF THE TIME HAS PICTURES OF THEMSELVES NAKED SHOWING THEIR SHIT OFF. IF YOU ARE PISSED

White Beans With Cheese And Basil
If you want to make this once and have it again over several days, cover it, and keep it in the refrigerator for up to 4 days. Reheat, covered, in a 350F oven for about 20 minutes. Ingredients: 1 ½ cans (14 – 19 oz) cannelloni or other white beans, rinsed and drained, with 1/3 cup liquid reserved 1 Tbsp olive oil ½ tsp salt ¼ tsp garlic powder 1/8 tsp black pepper 1 ½ Tbsp chopped fresh basil 3 Tbsp grated Parmesan or Romano cheese Instructions: 1. Preheat oven to 425F. 2. Place beans and reserved liquid in large mixing bowl, and partially mash beans against side of bowl with wooden spoon. Stir in oil, salt, garlic powder, and pepper. Mix in basil. 3. Place in shallow 2 to 3-cup baking dish, and sprinkle with cheese. Bake until bubbly 15 to 20 minutes. Serve hot or warm. Nutritional Information: Per Serving 92 Calories 11g Carbohydrate 4g Protein 4g Fat 1g Saturated Fat 2mg Cholesterol 3g Fiber 390mg Sodium Diet Exchanges: 0 Milk, 0 Vegetable, 0 Frui

Bikers Against Child Abuse (baca)
Here is more info on B.A.C.A. (Bikers Against Child Abuse) Breaking the chains, healing the wounds. Bikers Against Child Abuse (BACA) exists with the intent to create a safer environment for abused children. We exist as a body of bikers to empower children to not feel afraid of the world in which they live. We stand ready to lend support to our wounded friends by involving them with an established, united organization. We work in conjunction with local and state officials who are already in place to protect children. We desire to send a clear message to all involved with the abused child that this child is a part of our organization, and that we are prepared to lend our physical and emotional support to them by affiliation and our physical presence. We stand at the ready to shield these children from further abuse. We do not condone the use of violence or physical force in any manner, however, if circumstances arise such that we are the only obstacle preventing a child from further a

Wild Rice Seafood Salad
Ingredients: 1 6-oz package wild rice ½ lb halibut ¼ cup low-fat mayonnaise ¼ cup minced fresh parsley 1 Tbsp red wine vinegar 1 tsp lemon juice 2 Tbsp Dijon mustard Fresh ground pepper 1 lb cooked medium shrimp, shelled and deveined ¾ cup diced celery ½ cup sliced scallions 6 large romaine lettuce leaves 3 small tomatoes, cute into 12 wedges Instructions: 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees 2. Cook the rice (as followed by directions on package) 3. Bake the halibut by placing on a baking sheet and let it bake for 5-10 minutes (fish should be opaque looking when finished). Let it cool. Cut in small pieces, 4. In a small bowl toss together the mayonnaise, parsley, vinegar, lemon juice, mustard, pepper, and salt 5. In a salad bowl mix together the cooked rice, halibut, shrimp, celery, and scallions 6. Add the dressing and toss together 7.When ready to serve place lettuce leaves on a plate, pout on the wile rice seafood and add garnish with tomatoes. N

Shots, Shots, And More Shots
Seems like that is the story of my life. I had my first radio frequency shot last week and the dr. said it would get worse before it gets better and it kicked my ass yesterday and today. I have to go back next week and get a shot on the left side..... then I get to go through this hell all over again.... once the shots work, they will take the pain away for 6 months... then I have to get the shot in my lower back twice a year from now on..... ugggggg......

Michael J. Fox
OK OK OK DON'T LAUGH PPL!!! IF IT WAS YOU YOU WOULD BE SCREAMING FOR A CURE TO, EVEN IF IT MEANT TAKING STEM CELLS. NOT SURE IF STEM RESEARCH IS RIGHT OR WRONG BUT COULD SOMEONE TELL ME WHERE THEY GET THE CELLS FROM AND IS THERE A WAY TO SAFELY HARVEST THESE CELLS, I HEARD IT COMES FROM ABORTED BABIES, NOT SURE IF THATS TRUE

What A Bitchin Weekend!!!
10:52 PM - What a BITCHIN' weekend!!! Current mood: cheerful Wow...I need to get away more often! Then again, I don't know how often the Mogan Man is going to be winning the FLW Redfish Tournament Championship! WOO HOO!!! I spent a couple of nice evenings with a friend I have been eager to see for a long time. That was special time spent, Friday and Saturday evening. Saturday was spent in a frenzy of activity, preparing for the big weigh-in. I had a make-shift chearleader costume to prepare which turned into something more like a circus freak looking creation! hehehe In the end, I could have been a 3 headed martian! It was worth being there to see the moment of glory for Capt's Blair Wiggins and Tadd Van Demark. Didn't hurt to be sitting righ tbehind Cari Wiggins, either, when I was afraid she was about to fall over! lmao Today, I was invited to fish with another Mogan Maniac, on his boat. So, instead of going straight back to Panama City, I stopped in Ft. Walton Beach an

I Don't Think So...
Have you ever had one of those days where you don't wanna wake up? Everybody sucks, everything is fucked? I HAVEN'T! If you read the first couple of my sentences you might have deemed them slightly familiar. Limp Bizkit originally wrote the song. The fact that Fred Durst thinks that he is a lyrical genius makes me feel pitty for the world. Whe the hell packs a "mutha fukin' chainsaw"? I mean, seriously, who is he kidding? The fact that the only good thing to enter his band (Wes Borland)put him to shame when he went solo. Big Dumb Face was listened to more frequently, even though the songs were horrible. Wes wasn't even trying. In believe, in my honest opinion, that Fred Durst should die of VD and rot in hell. Just a random thought for you...

Bob's Boots
An elderly couple, Bob and Bessie, are "snowbirds" in Texas. Bob always wanted a pair of authentic cowboy boots. Seeing some on sale one day, he buys them, wears them home, walking proudly. He walks into the house and says to his wife: "Notice anything different about me?" Bessie looks him over, "Nope." Frustrated Bob storms off into the bathroom, undresses, and walks back into the room completely naked except for the boots. Again, he asks, a little louder this time, "Notice anything different NOW?" Bessie looks up and says, "Bob, what's different? It's hanging down today, it was hanging down yesterday, it'll be hanging down again tomorrow." Furious, Bob yells, "AND DO YOU KNOW WHY IT IS HANGING DOWN, BESSIE? IT'S HANGING DOWN BECAUSE IT'S LOOKING AT MY NEW COWBOY BOOTS!" To which Bessie replies, "Shoulda bought a hat, Bob. Shoulda bought a hat."

Getting Older
Why Older Chicks Rule by Andy Rooney from CBS "60 Minutes". This is for all you girls 40 years and over.... and for those who are turning 40, and for those who are scared of moving into their 50's.....and for guys who are scared of women over 40!!!! And especially for those of you are not 40 yet and are dreading it ... Andy Rooney says: As I grow in age, I value women who are over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And, it's usually something more interesting. A woman over 40 knows herself well enough to be assured in who she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of 40 give a hoot what you might think about her or what she! 's doing. Women over 40 are

And If I Were Black?
White Thinking Black Through the crowds I walk Into the crowds, they talk. Eyes on us! Let us catch the bus! Feeling the breath of a whisper, I hear... "What's that black man doing, Mister?" Into my soul I feel the look... Do they see me as a crook? As I walk by, they grab their bags, She clutches her purse, Only thinking the worst. Does my color spell out sin? Am I too dark for them to comprehend? I mean, what is it with my skin? Do they not see God God within us all? Black, white, little, small... Even tall? Through the crowds we walk, Into the crowds we talk. God walks, God sees, God smiles,... God is Black, God is Brown, From this earth, This very earth, We came... From this very ground From HIS own creation God will NEVER frown, He made black,white and even brown! Lyllian Crenshaw-Sapp 04/17/02

Fairbanks...
... I remember you and recall you without effort, without exercise of will; that is, by natural impulse, indicated by a sense of duty, or of obligation. And that, I take it, is the only sort of remembering worth the having. When we think of friends, and call their faces out of the shadows, and their voices out of the echoes that faint along the corridors of memory, and do it without knowing why save that we love to do it, we content ourselves that friendship is a Reality, and not a Fancy -- that it is built upon a rock, and not upon the sands that dissolve away with the ebbing tides and carry their monuments with them.Douglas Fairbanks Although this be a virtual world filled with virtual friends, I can relate this quote to how I feel towards many of you... Hoping that most feel the same towards me... if not...let me wallow in my own fantasy... ;-P

Our World
Your Face Our world is a place, A chance to meet, a chance to greet Our brothers of a different race. Boundries of invisible lines, Bound together by earth and sea. Why do we commit such crimes? Where are our hearts? Have we lost our soul? Deep down it starts, Why do we offend thee so? Our earth, our birth, our rights To live: freedom is a part of us, Yet here we are not ending fights, Not sharing love from above. Stepping on man until he crys, Enjoying power to control Our brothers of a different race, Loosing our lives, our very soul That was given to us by grace. Why do we offend thee so? Pray for us, that we Should turn our hearts from stone, To fires that begin to burn. Seek our God, give him our lives, Let him wrap us in His arms... Oh Lord of Love, hear our crys. We yearn to love you so. By loving you, by keeping you Close to our lives, our hearts Will soon begin to grow. We will SEE our brothers Of a different race and In them we will see

Crap
SECTION 1 - YOU + Known as: paul, paulg + Born: 1977 + Hair color: brown + Eye Color: blue SECTION 2 - HAVE YOU EVER + Fallen off the bed?: i don't recall that ever happening + Had your heart broken?: yes, a few times + Had a dream come true?: i thought i came close, but it didn't happen SECTION 3 - CURRENTLY... + Wearing: sleeping clothes + Listening to: my computer hum + Located: in my bedroom + Should really be doing: finishing my application for graduate school SECTION 4 - DO YOU... + Have any piercings: yes + Drive: of course + Have a cell phone: for a longtime. i even had a hardwired phone in my first car SECTION 5 - LAST PERSON YOU... + Hugged: i'm not sure + IMed: my sister IMed me + Talked with on the phone: christi + Text: lacy SECTION 6 - PERSONAL... + What do you want to be when you grow up? rich + What comes first in your life? it should be me, but it usually isn't the case + What do you usually think about before you go to b

Poem To A Girl I Never Met
Christi's Prayer Christi's Angels Came to the door. Calling her by name, They placed a Magnificant Carpet On the pearly white floor. They welcomed her. They opened their loving And tender arms. "My dear little one Now there you are! Free from ALL pain. There are no more storms. Come quick to meet Jesus. He wants you to shine More brilliant than The brightest star. You will be at his side From morning til night. Hurry little one, He is here. Look little Christi." And, Christi with her Lovely eyes, Gazed at Jesus, Her smile said it all. "Jesus, she asked With a small tiny voice, "I have one question For you today. "Can all the angels That I see here this day, Keep my family company While I'm away." "Why of course," Said the Lord With a smile On His Face. "Ask what you want... "Now you are here And your family there. The path you NOW share Will always be prayer." And angels will watch Both day and night Both your Mommy and daddy And you

Your Father My Daughter
AJH Forever more When we are young We don't think How time will pass us by. I never thought Your dad would soon die. I never thought to keep in touch. I never thought you would Miss him so much. When we are young We don't think How fast time will pass by. So I left, never realizing That one day He would be hard to find. And honey, I was Just so blind. I see now that your dreams Were totally left behind. When we are young we go This way, we go that, Thinking life will stand still Imagining our lives always will..... Until........ One day, years later, You realise that one day Was suppose to be yesterday, And yesterday slipped Quietly away. When I was young I didn't think. Little did I see that You needed more. Little did I see that Your dreams would Slip right out that door. Too soon do we forget That our kids will live Tomorrow thinking yesterday Could have brought much Much more. One day in time you Will see your lovely Dad for ever

Lord Byron
When the moon is on the wave, And the glow-worm is in the grass, And the meteor on the grave, And the wisp is on the morass; When the falling stars are shooiting And the answer'd owls are hooting, And the silient leavs are still In the shadow of the hill, Shall my soul be upon thine, With a power and with a sign. Though thy slumber may be deep, Yet thy spirit shall not sleep; There are shades which will not vanish, There are thoughts thou canst banish, By a power to thee unknown, Thou canst never be alone; Thou art wrapst as with a shroud, Thou art I can gather`d in a cloud; And for ever shalth thou dwell In the spirit of this spell. Though thou seest me not pass by, Thou shalth feel me with thine eye As a thing that, though unseen, Must be near thee, and hath been; And when in that secret dread Thou hast turn`d around thy head, Thou shalth marvel I am not As thy shadow on the spot, And the power which thou dost feel Shall be what thou must conceal

Gone For Awhile
i am thinking about leaving lc. it seems to be a site filled with assholes and bitches. im getting tired of all the fucking drama rumors and backstabbing. im here to have fun not to hear about other peoples personal business. so if yu would like me to say hit me up on here or yhoo. and whoever reads this will stay on my friends list. all others are GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!. take care, john

My Dream
I had a dream last night it was powerful and full of emotion colorful passion and deep desires it was like being swallowed up whole in love left feeling wanting more, in need of you I never ever dreamed like this before not that I can remember... I woke from this dream still feeling you still having desires rush through my body at the same time giving in to what it was Part of me was overwhealmed yet I felt complete and fullfilled Is it strange to feel this way? I was alone and left yearning for you... more so a need to be next to you Not just now or only tomorrow but always ... each and every day So I ask you, my love may I lay beside you at night... to wake with you each morning? I love you baby!

Echoes Of Kind Words
ECHOES OF KIND WORDS A little boy said to his father, "Let's play darts. I'll throw the darts and you say, `Wonderful!'" Here is a boy who was not afraid to ask for the encouragement he needs. Maybe we all have something to learn from him! Inspirational author and educator, Fr. Brian Cavanaugh, relates a story about the devastating effects of discouragement. Dante Gabriel Rossetti, the famous 19th Century poet and artist, was once approached by an elderly man who asked him to look at a few of his sketches and drawings. The gentleman wanted to know if the artist thought they were of any value. As gently as possible, Rossetti told the man that the sketches were of no value and showed little talent. He apologized for the harsh assessment but said that he believed he should be honest. The visitor was disappointed but asked the artist if he could take a look at just a few more, which were all done by a young art student. Rossetti looked over the second b

Just A Few Thoughts On Life.
Words of God why is it that God loves so. God is a very forgiven father he will never hold your sins or chooses good or bad over you. Ask forgiveness and it is yours no repercussions no pain other than that which you cause yourself. We strive to be with him thru worship, prayer and songs yet the one thing he asks we ignore. God is simple in all his wisdom and powers all he asks of us come to me when you are troubled sit listen be silent and wait to hear his word. Love others as he has loved us. Your sins are not yours Jesus has paid that price with his life. What more could you ask of God he laid down the life of his son in payment for every sin you will commit. The same thing asked of Abraham just as a test of his love and faithfulness. Yet God did not let any harm come to Abraham’s son. He did however let his only true son die that we might live. How than could you ask for more than he has giving when he asks for so little in return. Still we struggle with him in everything we do.

One More Sex Poem
Cheesy Erotic Grab me with lusty desire Let me light your burning fire take you where we let hands touch Moistness and hardness long so much To feel you grind your ass into me As I let you set my manhood free And I taste you as I long to do And make hot long passion to you Sucking and licking and fucking so fast Like wild animals we make it last And feel the orgasms that make it worth all Your worth the price of humanities fall You ignite me and now I burn hot For I need your sex and others want not As I look at you I drool for your love to be deep inside you as we push and shove And howl at the moon as we cum so hard For you’re the sexual dream who holds the card The winning hand and you’re the winner true And I want to give all sexual pleasure to you Be your love slave and pleasure you sweet To taste you like a fine meal to eat And make you cum hard and moan so loud These are the things that would make me proud To satisfy you as no other one can For you

Nightwatch-and Stick Men
This true story is as written by one of my bro's-Painter. I wasn't with them when this happened. It's about 3a.m. and 28 degrees down in a Texas town. I'm about a hundred feet from a dark house. Lights have been out all night. Take that as a good sign. The neighborhood is old and run down, lots of crack heads and prostitutes hang out there. Me and Ice have been here about 5days...there are at least 6 of us at all times posted around the house... just watching, just in case perp comes back as he threatened in calls. B.A.C.A. got the call about 2 weeks earlier from CAC (Child Advocacy Center).. some dumb sh*t f*&ker had changed a beautiful little girl's life for ever. He was charged, locked up and made bail the same weekend. A day or so later, the mom and little girl came home to find our little friends pet with it's head cut off, body drawn and quartered and spread all over porch. No witnesses. (wonder who the did that?). That's when the local BACA chapter got the call. Police ca

The Beggining
The room was filled with laughter and drunkeness as the celebration went on. The battle before had been brutal but the victory had been theirs. As the music slowed the war chief launched his cup at the bard. "Now is not the time for a dirge." the chief screamed in disgust. "This is a time of happiness, not sadness." "Anytime is a time for a dirge." the singer retorted. "Many people have died today. I feel it appropriate to mourn for their souls." The bard continued playing his slow song. "Open disobedience! Take his head!" The king ordered and the warriors in surprise gathered around him. The bard looked from his instrument at the approaching fighters. The bard stood and spun his guitar to the side. "What are you going to do bard with a instrument." the king said stressing bard to lower him. "I wasn't always a bard." the singer returned and launched forward with his instrument. He swung it at the closest man and tore through him. The blood flew against the wall a

Newest Poem
Desire for change from the drab and dreary This cold and drama can make god weary Wishing I was where the sunsets sweet Where there are interesting people upon the street Where others think instead of react Where the beaches and mountains do attract And god graced the landscape as no other Where the streams flow and run into another Where I can live next to the sea And feel so at peace and be so free Where They need not preach to me about god Where the rest of this country finds them odd Where freedom to be has found a home Where I miss the most as I do roam So now I wonder if there I should go For the answer to this I need to know And then I would follow the way laid out Free of the worry , wonder and doubt And settle in where I know people live life And cut away Michigan with a sharp knife And leave it behind in the dust of the past For a California dream forever to last R. Thomas Dinsmore

Give Some Love To An Angel
Every might have already voted for her but she the greatest friend to have just let her know she loved ~~~PoeticAngel~~~@ LostCherry Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com MySpace Glitter Graphics

Dante's Inferno Test
Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)HighLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low

Howdy Ladies And Gents
Just stopping in to say hi. I finally got Devon to sleep more than 10 min so I have some time to write. Hes been a nutball today. My mom stopped by *unannounced* cause shes been trying to call for 3 days but all the phones are dead and I didnt bother charging them. Sooo atleast I know she cares. She took me and Devon out to lunch and that was nice. It feels like forever since Ive been out of the house. Ebay is going well, I want to move sooo bad so I can get the CSR job that I want but he said I need to make 1500.00 before we can move. He just doesnt want to move and he knows I cant make that much so bleh jerk. Im sure if I whine enough we'll end up moving but I just dont feel like spending another winter in this trailer, worring if the heater is gonna break again or the pipes or something. I cant even put Devon in his room cause its too cold now but if I turn the heater on it gets WAAAY too warm in there and the thermostat doesnt work so its another winter of 200.00 electric

Tomtom's Special Picture Adward
I don’t really like the point system on here and it may just be me so I have come up with something special from me to give whenever I feel that a picture is special regardless of what it is of. I have taken pictures from my trip around the country and decided if there is something about a picture that gets my attention; something special I would like that person to know it meant something special to me as well other than a 10. The picture has to say something to me, something I feel or desire if these word help explains my meaning. Thus the TomTom Star Have you ever seen someone’s picture or that of something that just made you gaze at it and wonder? Maybe it was a sexy pose that got your attention or a outside event that captured your intrest more than another but you gave it a 10 and felt that you just wish you could give it your very own award. Am I going overboard or trying to do something different; hmmmm maybe a little of both but hell if I don’t do it who will? To

Yes This So Fits Me Hes My Idol
You scored as Goofy. Your alter ego is Goofy! You are fun and great to be around, and you are always willing to help others. You arn't worried about embarrassing yourself, so you are one who is more willing to try new things. Goofy100%Cinderella88%The Beast75%Sleeping Beauty63%Donald Duck63%Pinocchio50%Peter Pan50%Snow White38%Ariel38%Cruella De Ville25%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

Winter Sucks
Winter time really does suck. We got about 3 to 4 inches of snow this past weekend and well this snow isn't going away. The roads are an icy mess and people are dumb and don't slow down. I hate winter time in Alaska and unfortunately it will be here until April which really sucks.

Just Another Day
well today is just another passing day! i find myself still alone as i have been for some time now! i sit and wonder what it is that i do so wrong to have to endure a life of being alone! sometimes i feel as though i am destine to be this way for ever! sometimes i feel like i will never truly find someone who will love me for me and not run at the sound of my child! i am not looking for someone to be her daddy, i am simply looking for someone to realize and understand that she is a part of me and being as so i just want someone to accpet her as a part of me and treat her with respect. it seems like i will never find that though! there are nights when i lay awake at night and cry myself to sleep due to lonliness! i guess this is my fate for now who knows! well tomorrow is another day!

We Went Live!!!!!!!!!!
DJ Crazee's Carnival of Carnage Radio, LIVE in the lounge!!! Come check us out!! All u lo's and lette's Bad ass lounge! MMFWCL!!! HOMIE THE CLOWN~~Juggalo Homie~~@ LostCherry DESIGN BY OUR GOOD FRIEND: ladysaber@ LostCherry

The Birthday Present
Roger was talking to his friend at the bar, and he said, "I don't know what to get my wife for her birthday - she has everything, and besides, she can afford to buy anything she wants, so I'm stuck." His friend said, "I have an idea! Why don't you make up a certificate saying she can have 60 minutes of great sex, any way she wants it. She'll probably be thrilled." Roger decided to try his friend's advice. The next day at the bar his friend said, "Well? Did you take my suggestion?" "Yes, I did," Roger replied. "Did she like it?" "Oh yes! she jumped up , thanked me, kissed me on the forehead and ran out the door, yelling "I'll be back in an hour!!"

What Really Hurts!
Everyday, I'm stuck in this life. It kills me to know that no one will help me. I wake up every morning, wondering if I could survive! Is there any hope for me? Everday, I pray for someone to come and sweep me off my feet. Will my knight on a white horse come save me? Everday, someone tells me that I am better. It hurts me to know that we don't talk. What did I do wrong? Everday, I wait until you call. But you never do! Everday, will you call again?

And You Are ?
You scored as Fariy. You are a Fairy. You find your center through other people, and often you are influenced by commiunication, and friends. Being so attached to people, my only suggestion would be to find what inspirers you, and go for it, because you are the type of person to flourish if you are happy, but you must first become dependent apon yourself first. Fariy63%Demon50%Magic user50%Elemental50%Mortal50%Ghost50%Elf50%Mermaid38%Vampire38%Warewolf38%Find out what type of supernatural creature you would

Hoppin A Train
1. Go to your home page. 2.Look on the left hand side of your screen/page for a link called "Link to my profile". 3. Click it and a HTML box will open below with a code. Sometimes it just below your blogs. 4.Copy and paste that code thats in the box onto the train then repost. Mr Rush :) (repost of original by 'The L. C. King' on '2006-10-24 17:02:09') (repost of original by '$PhoenixPhil$' on '2006-10-24 17:10:26')

A Sinful Affair
Devil I desire Fuel to my fire You invoke a lust in me Eros would admire You hold my reigns You hold my chains So your slave I will remain I moan and I shake I build and I break I want and I need I beg and I plead You planted the seed, now set me free! Your hands on my thighs I'm lost in your eyes My body trembles in surprise Your lips drown my frantic cries My body suffers a "little death" as I struggle to inhale a breath. And as I try to take in air I mutter a prayer and my eyes meet your stare You utter a dare I whisper a swear And again begins our sinful affair.

Last Night
Ah another old and faithful friend will be leaving after tonight . this is the last night on this old computer lol. should be on new system tomorrow night with sound, speed and all those luxuries ...... can't freakin wait. so i bid this ole friend farewell

You Are 7 Years Old
It's several months since it all went down.. police come to house. interview with detective. Then go to Child Advocacy Center.. another interview with people u dont know... asking questions.. and letting u tell ur story using dolls and such... It's all recorded. But now it's preliminary hearing day.(when court decides if there is enough evidence to bind that perp over for trial)... for 3 days u have told ur mom... "I can't do it.. i can't testify... im afraid." Put ur self in her shoes... she's only 7, has to tell the story of sexual abuse in detail in a strange place.. in front of big people she doesn't know... with the perp setting less than 10ft away.. starring at her.. tryin to intimidate with every glance. The defense attorney purposely stands so when she answers.. she sees perp just to attorney's right. The morning of... " mom... i can't do it". Mom is torn.. how can i put my daughter through this... slowly she says " well.. lets just get in the car and go... if you really

Tormented
Entrapped and attacked Attached and submissive The Mistress is the slave The skin tastes the blade Tormented Blood and sweat Bruises and bites Light and dark Scratches and marks Covers the flesh of the Lust Child Tormented Conquered and liberated Scattered and concentrated Passionately violated Lovingly penetrated Tormented Poisonous kisses Dirty words Falling from angelic lips Total eclipse Darkness feeds her lust Tormented Panting and screaming Moaning and breathing Heat rising and steaming Eyes gleaming Changing Colors rearranging Bodies slamming Emotions jamming The spectrum cascading No longer waiting Renaming her Enslaving her Demanding her Commanding her The Devil is who I need Torment me

Make Me Whole
If passion were a flame of fire, That burned into my soul; I'd be consumed by this inferno, By you who makes me whole. Just like the moth who can't resist, Who's drawn into the fire; I dance around the flickering light, Of passion and desire. I look so deeply in your eyes, At the hair I long to touch; I hear my name come whispering, 'Cross lips I need so much. My heart is filled with longing, I stand too near the fire. Again I'm drawn by the music, Of passion and desire. My hands reach out to touch you, I live for one look from your eyes; I whisper your name in the quiet times, My love too strong to deny. I dance to the tune of your music, I sway in the glow of your fire. Ever drawn into this inferno, Of passion and desire.

Are You Dancing?
Here is where I shatter your illusions as I have a bit of a bizarre taste in music, I used to go clubbing quite a lot and I love dancing aint been out for ages but this is one of me favourite tracks and I aint been able to stop listening to it all night. I would be the one with her eyes closed and on the dance floor all night hahahahahah Roger Sanchez feat GTO Turn on the music (axwell mix)

Wen You Ar In Love
Through my eyes i see the world Through my mind i see your soul Through my heart i feel your pain Through my words i will make you whole Through my Lips i kiss your lips Through my Hands i file you Wit my Heart and soul i love you

Dismembered
You kissed my lips Caressed my hips And burned my heart out of my chest You jerked me around You tore me down And swore it was for the best You swore me no pain You swore me no sorrow And love that lasts 1,000 tomorrows You lied I cried You took my heart from me You took what I gave for free And all I can do is bleed You picked me apart Dissected my heart Just to see how it worked You know my mind But still you act blind Pause, stop, and press rewind You always knew There was no one but you But still you say “I love you, we’re through” Love Me? Fuck that! Fuck You! “I love you, we’re though?” You make no sense My pain is intense Are you fucking dense? Doubts are a weak fucking defense Sleep is lost Food is a dream My soul screams Fucked over you said? Are you fucked in the head? Or are you dreaming in your bed? If you can

Inside
In my system And under my skin You win Can’t regret you Can’t forget you You’re my 7th deadly sin On my knees As you please With hands that tease Hands that seize My lithe body with ease Oral embrace Slap in the face Hand on my waist Pulling my hair As you choke off my air Eat me Beat me Suck me Fuck me Set it free! This lust you left inside of me… © Sanguine Poison 2005

Stuck In The Mud
Well yesturday I decided to go out to the lake and play in the mud a bit. Well the fun didn't last to long and stupid me went into a area where I wasn't allowed. Go figure. LMAO So anyways I played around and hit a spot of clay and go myself seriously stuck. I had to go a climb up the side of a hill to get back to a road and wait for someone to drive by to see if they could help cause I did not want to call a tow truck. Well the first person that drove by actually lived near the lake and caled the local sherif and he ended up calling the tow truck. So for thehold hour that we were out there and the three hours it took in waiting for the turck and the other hour it took getting me out cost me $250. But hey at least I got a few good pics right. LMAO. Check out my default gallery and there are a few pictures in there of me getting stuck for the first time ever. I am sure it won't be my last either since I am going out on a truck run here on the 4th of next month. WEll enjoy and laugh all

How Bad
(1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....(__)____-___

Finally Got One
Well I finally got my first tattoo of so many years of saying you'll never see one on me and thinking omg how can they stand the pain. Well I am so glad I got over that, I really like it and I didn't feel a thing. The person who did it was very proffessional about it and I'll probably get a lower back one the next time. So if your only reason is you think its going to hurt don't even think it, it doesn't even feel like shot you get at the drs. I want to thank everyone who has given me such positve comments on it too, just makes me that much happier I got it. Thanks you all your like my second family. Muahhh. Barb

They Give Us A Bad Name :-(
I'VE BEEN IN MANY RELATIONSHIPS WHERE I WAS SO GOOD TO WOMEN ALL THE TIME & I WAS MISTREATED BY THEM TERRIBLY & THE REASON WHY I FOUND OUT IS THAT IN THEIR PAST RELATIONSHIPS,THEY WERE MISTREATED BY THEIR BOYFRIENDS THAT THEY USED TO GO WITH,SO THEY DECIEDED TO TAKE IT OUT ON THE NICE GUYS WHO DI NONE OF THESE THINGS TO THEM.WHAT IM SAYING IS THAT THE BADGUYS OUT THERE IS MAKING IT BAD FOR THE GOOD MEN OUT THERE THAT'S TRYING TO DO THE RIGHT THING.I SAY THIS SITUATION IS VICE-VERSA BECAUSE BAD WOMEN ARE MAKING IT BAD FOR THE GOOD WOMEN ALSO BECAUSE I'VE RAN INTO SOME OF THEM IN THE PAST & LET'S BE AWARE ON WHO WE MEET UP WITH ONE DAY BECAUSE THE GRASS IS NOT ALWAYS GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE.

Fantasy
You walk in the door and smile at me. No words are necessary. You grab me and kiss me like your life depends on the very sweetness of my lips. Tongues intermingling we kiss as your hands touch my face as if memorizing every feature by feel. Slowly we begin to explore each others bodies, leaving no inch untouched. As we start to unbutton shirts and un zip zippers our lips remain locked on each other. Once the clothes are all gone and there is nothing between us but air and very little of that. You take my hand and lead me into the bedroom. As you throw me onto the bed you follow behind lieing on me we continue to kiss and explore each others bodies. With hands and then explore with lips. As my mouth is kissing your neck then chest you shiver. I smile and continue to trace my way down your georgous body. You mouth is driving me crazy playing along my neck and shoulders. You find your way to my ample breast and your mouth locks onto my right breast. mmmmmmmmmm That fee

A Golf Joke
Two guys were golfing on a long fairway and on the other fairway facing them a woman hooked a shot. The ball made one bounce and hit him right where it hurts. The woman rushed over and asked if she could help him, He said, no it hurts too bad. She asked, unzip your pants, take it out and I'll examine it. He said no. She said but I'm a nurse. Ok he said, She massaged his dick and rubbed it and asked, Is that better.. He said that feelsgood. . She said I think you'll be ok. He said yeh that felt good.. BUT my damn thumb still hurts

List Of Demons
Abaddon - (Hebrew) Destroyer, Advisor. Said to be chief of demons. Sometimes regarded as the destroying angel. Abdiel - (Arabic) from "Abd" meaning slave. Lord of slaves/slavery. Abatu - An earth bound form of destructive/negative energy in the Order of the Nine Angles. Associated with rites of sacrifice. Abduxuel - (Enochian) One of the demonic rulers of the lunar mansions. Abigar - Can fortell future and give military advice. Abigor - (Unk) allegedly a warrior demon who commands sixty legions. Weyer names him as god of Grand Duke of Hell. Appears in a pleasant form. Aclahayr - (Unk) Of the fourth hour of the Nuctemeron, the genius spirit. Adad, Addu - (Babylonian, Hittite) god of the storm. Adramalech - (Samarian) devil. Commander of Hell. Wierius' chancellor of infernal regions. In Assyria where he was worshipped, children were supposedly burned at his alters. Adriel - Mansions of the moon among the Enochian demons. Aeshma, Aesma - (Persian) One of seve

Deathspell
Deathspell (MScratch) First you must decide whether or not you would REALLY want to destroy your target. It is the responsibility of the magician to be certain of his intent, and yes, I believe you must seek her annihilation if you want a full-blown curse to succeed. If not, then perhaps your magic should be more self-directed and of a healing nature. Gather some minor possession of the subject, preferably hair, fingernail clippings, etc. Since she was an ex-lover, use the power of psychosexuality to your advantage and take a pair of her underwear. This will serve to connect you emotionally with the target of the curse, and aid in your visualization. Using some flamable material (colored tissue-paper will do the trick), fashion a simple doll, using the hair (or other material) as stuffing. You don't need to create a work of art here...just something that you can identify as the target. While creating your effigy, recite a mantra you have made based upon the target's name. (Info on c

Awake
Awake I awake at dawns breaking feeling you close to me My heart is filled with love for you little rays of sunshine breaking through the clouds ever so slowly,then at once breaking through like a man who has walked through the forest but not yet stopped to admire the beauty surrounding him His first moment of total awe, at once realizing natures gift to him I'll kiss you ever so gently my love so as not to disturb your silent slumber through you I've seen the glory of the forest basked in the warmth of the suns rays. Like the sun and the forest my love for you is everlasting

Please Make A Donation If You Can...
my friend art had a great idea for how i can get some of the money for my gastric bypass surgery. i have to come up with roughly $500-$800 dollars for my surgery in the next few weeks and art thought to come up with a club where people could donate $1 towards it. i'd really, really appreciate any and all help that anyone could/would offer. and thanks in advance!!!click the link below to go to my paypal account if you'd like to help me out. anything will help at this point, trust me!!!https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_xclick&business=artistmonday%40hotmail%2ecom&item_name=The%20Dollar%20Club&no_shipping=1&cn=words%20of%20encouragement%2e%2e%2e&tax=0¤cy_code=USD&lc=US&bn=PP%2dDonationsBF&charset=UTF%2d8

Feeling Sick!!!!!
A woman calls her boss one morning and tells him that She is staying home because she is not feeling well. "What's the matter?" he asks "I have a case of anal glaucoma," she says in a weak voice. "What the hell is anal glaucoma?" "I can't see my ass coming into work today.

An Erotic Night
An erotic night in which she had planned As I gave in to her every demand Her skin like milk and body so cold My soul once mine has now been sold Her eyes they glowed in the pitch black room With a smile on her face to seal my doom Her nails so sharp she scraped down my chest My blood then trickled onto her breasts We shared our blood in the passion and fire A taste so sweet that we both now desire I can see her face in every candle flame All I ask is to know her name I knew right then we were meant to be because the girl I loved was cursed like me For she hates the morning and loves the night Our lust increase's by the fires light She hunts like an animal as she stalks her prey For the victim she gets will never see another day She fed on the innocent and her feelings were blind Until she confronted another of her kind It was I she had met and with no regret We pierced each other to start the bloodlet Our wounds so deep the blood would not

People Are Lame
I did that truth or dare bulletin and some dude asked me some pretty riske questions, I answered them honestly, didn't work out quite in his favor, and he asked me to take me off his friends list. Holy drama!

Words As Jazz
words as jazz the heart of poetic writing for me becomes a thing much like jazz there is the give and take as the words mix with muse in hand the ebb and flow no predetermined direction as the words go where the words go and take me along for the ride within the lines are connections of pure heart and hand…where soul thoughts become ink immortal and jazz in words play on tjs2k61024

Vampire Kiss
Your tongue burns my cool skin like molten flame, As you pierce my soul I silently scream your name, I kiss your lips and taste your bloodied soul, Feel the blood engorge us and make our love whole, You come to me silently on wings of blackest night, Consuming my heart with your dark lover's bite. Joyously my blood gushes forth and splashes your face, As my fevered body you now so passionately embrace, My soul sings your black desires in endless refrain, My dark angel lover you make pleasure such sweet pain.

The Boondocks-a Date With The Health Inspector (parts 1 & 2)
THIS IS MY FAVORITE EPISODE! 10 POINTS TO THOSE WHO CAN TELL ME WHO ED WUNCLER III AND GIN RUMMY REPRESENT. ANOTHER 10 POINTS TO THOSE WHO CAN TELL ME WHO PLAYS THEIR VOICES! ANOTHER 10 POINTS TO THOSE WHO CAN TELL ME WHAT THE WHOLE GAS STATION SCENE REPRESENTS! PART 1: PART 2:

Sex On Sunday!!!!!
(I will never hear church bells ringing again without smiling ..) Upon hearing that her elderly grandfather had just passed away, Katie went straight to her grandparents' house to visit her 95-year-old grandmother and comfort her. When she asked how her grandfather had died, her grandmother replied, "He had a heart attack while we were making love on Sunday morning." Horrified, Katie told her grandmother that two people nearly 100 years old having sex would surely be asking for trouble. "Oh no, my dear," replied granny. "Many years ago, realizing our advanced age, we figured out the best time to do it was when the church bells would start to ring. It was just the right rhythm. Nice and slow and even .. Nothing too strenuous, simply in on the Ding and out on the Dong." She paused to wipe away a tear, and continued, "He'd still be alive if the ice cream truck hadn't come along!"

My Life Dealing With Depression
Id like to start out by saying, I have been saved from the brink of death by the unconditional love of Jesus Christ, close friends and family. Last September I had, on more then one occasion, attempted suicide. The last time I was, literally, minutes away from succeeding. I was battling with severe depression. At that point in my life I felt lost and alone and wanted to die. I had on two occasions admitted myself to the psychiatric ward in champaign after severely cutting my arm and throat several times with a razor. They helped me get my head cleared a little bit and gave me a fresher look on how I could live my life safer, with safety plans in place if I needed extra help and/or support. My run in with depression started in my teens. I wanted to curl up as small as I could and disappear most of the time to try and avoid situations. For some reason, back then, the thought of dying never occurred to me. However, My depression was never talked about, nor the fact that my stepfather wa

Single Again
Well Jimmy gave me an answer in a message on myspace. And I was right. He just wants to be friends. I know he is going through some tough times right now. I talked to him last night online..on yahoo. And I think we're going to become very very good friends. I'm like one of the only people he knows he can trust. The only other person is his brother and his best friend. So yeah, I rather be friends then nothing at all. So thats that. I'm 100% single.

Ghosts
It is a dark night and I am all alone Except for the demons that are starting to roam This way and that way they start to scream My mind spinning rapidly as though this is a dream. This graveyard where I visit begins to come to life Things to scare any mortal,sounds as sharp as a knife I allow these spirits to slowly pass through me The embodyment of death, now I understand truly. I thought it safe, but now I think again These souls of the damned are not my friends I run as fast as I can but there's nowhere to go My eyes start to close, my heart begins to slow. My death is imminent, I know this to be true These deadest of the dead will swallow me and you I open up my eyes and I start to understand This imagination I control is dymentia within a man. It is now obvious to me This world is dark and gray But unlike many in my thoughts I'm able to live another day.

69 Questions...woop Lol
The 69 yes or no questions Survey 69 questions about what you have done, be truthful! Q1) smoked a cigarette~no Q2) smoked a cigar~no Q3) crashed a friends car~no Q4) stolen a car~no Q5) been in love~yes Q6) been dumped~yes Q7) done a shot~nope...shocker!! Q8) been fired~no Q9) been in a fist fight~yes Q10) snuck out of your house~yes Q11) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back~yes Q12) been arrested~no Q13) made out with a stranger~no Q14) gone on a blind date~no Q15) lied to a friend~yes Q16) had a crush on a teacher~yes Q17) skipped school~yes Q18) seen someone die~no Q19) been on a plane~yes Q20) thrown up in a bar~no Q21) done hard drugs~no Q22) miss someone right now~nope Q23) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by~yes Q24) made a snow angel~yes Q25) played dress up~ yes Q26) cheated while playing a game~yes Q27) been lonely~yeah Q28) fallen asleep at work/school~yes Q29) used a fake id~no Q30) felt an earthquake~no Q31) to

What Would You Do?
You are driving in a car at a constant speed. On your left side is a 'drop off' (The ground is 18-20 inches below the level you are traveling on), and on your right side is a fire engine traveling at the same speed as you. In front of you is a galloping horse which is the same size as your car and you cannot overtake it. Behind you is another galloping horse. Both horses are also traveling at the same speed as you. What must you do to safely get out of this highly dangerous situation? > > For the answer click and drag your mouse from star to star. > * Get your drunk ass off the merry-go-round. *

To Whom It May Concern
Deep in the heart of the Dreamer Are dreams he holds inside Spun on crystal star kissed nights Neath a warm, inviting sky In dreams he drifted silently, Beyond the world he knew Soaring there, beyond the clouds He spread his wings and flew. In the pleasure of the moment Complications left behind The Dreamer found a sense of peace, In the dreams he sought to find. In quiet introspection, The Dreamer weaves his dreams Forgetting life's realities, He bids his spirit ... sing Captured in that moment, In the honesty of youth Is the hope that sings In the Dreamer's heart Someday ... Dreams come true

Chicken Farmer
A woman walks into her accountant's office and tells him that she needs to file her taxes. The accountant says: "Before we begin, I'll need to ask you a few questions. He gets her name, address, social security number, etc, and then asks,"What is your occupation?" "I'm a whore," she says. The accountant balks and says, "No, No, No, that won't work. Let's try to rephrase that." The woman says, "OK, I'm a high-end call girl." "No, that is still too crude. Try again." They both think for a minute, then the woman says, "I'm an elite chicken farmer." The accountant asks, "What does chicken farming have to do with being a call girl?' "Well, I raised over a thousand little peckers last year." "Good enough."

Hey Fuck You I've Hit The Big Time... I Got A Hater Ha Ha Ha "1" Point Pansies..
Yes folks i have made it to the fucking big time allright i've got a hater, pathitic thing it is, but is all mine... mine... mine... mine... mine... mine... mine... mine... mine... mine... mine... mine... mine... mine... mine... mine... go get your own.... lol Yes they gave both my black & whites a "1" so brave is my pathitic thing it, but very forgetful foregot to leave a comment..... lol so i can not thank them for my promotion.... i'm sad it was such a gift... ralflmao yeh i'm a hero.... lol i got a hater... lol... noel

Cheaters
Romance and Relationships Ok people what is the fuckin reason people cheat???... what is the point in getting into a relationship knowing in the back of your mind that your gonna do it... what about stayin with just one person is so damn hard??? cheating is fuckin pointless... once some one finds out that u cheat they cant trust u... whats the point in a relationship if u cant trust the person your with... because they always lieing and being sneaky...and tryin to hide stuff... i know im probably writin this because a song i heard a couple hrs ago reminded me of my ex and how many times she fucked me over... but neways i dont know...

You Are A Healer!
You Are A Healer A healer does not heal with their hands, their mind nor with a specific technique. A healer heals with their heart. There are many healing modalities that a person can use to improve their lives and their health. None is more powerful than love. If you were to learn many of these techniques you would find that love is a pattern that weaves itself through all healing. It is a constant. This is because healing comes from understanding and living all that you are. And at your core, you are made of love. There is a difference between understanding that you are love and living it. This is known as the 13 inch journey, the journey for the realization to travel from you mind, where you understand it intellectually, to your heart where you feel and live it. When this happens you will know. There is no mistaking the experience. Many people find that they experience this feeling (actually a way of being) for a while and then it disappears, leaving them feeling sad or disa

You Dare?
Last night I had a dream Full of lust and cream. Your touch of desire, had my p*ssy on fire. Your throbbing hard c*ck, had my thighs in a lock. With our bodies as one, Your member, a loaded gun. My fingers run through your hair, you whisper, "take me,if you dare". "Oh baby, we've not yet begun", "now sit back, relax, and enjoy the fun". With both hands on your d*ck, It's now my candy, I want to l*ck. I s*ck you up, down, and all around. Listening to the moaning of your every sound. Slidingup to your face, Our hearts beat in rhythmatic pace. As your tongue slips inside, you're in for one h*ll of a ride. Twitching and squirming, my n*pples are firming. Rolling me over onto my back, brushing my body against your s*ck. The time has now come, "Oh baby, make me c*m!" Dripping in sweat, now our toungues, they have met. Pushing your way in, A place you've once been. With my p*ussy so wet and tight, the feelings, oh so right. Pounding harder and fast, to b

Just The Feelings You Cant Know Or Feel
It's the feelings in my heart Just to know you're around Your tender words of love Have the sweetest sound It's the feelings of intimacy That togetherness inspires Cozy hugs and soft kisses To those deepest desires It's the feelings I embraced Hands caressing blissfully Savouring sweet pleasure As your lips slide over me It's the feelings love ignited The burning passion of we Love glistening on the skin Wears the glow of ecstasy

Why?
Why is that I can solve anyones problems but my own? How do i stop the river of tears flowing down my face. There is this feeling that I cant shake...My veins swelling with the urge to burst..must breathe. Sadness takes over but, the darkness feels good, better than sunshine. Misery loves company so I have been told many times over...Why is that? am I misery? Is someone of misery someone who needs love and attention? is misery someone who will do anything by any means necessary to get love? Then I am misery. Take me as I am...Nothing. Want me, Need me, Hate me..I love it.

Finally Did My Skin And Interests...yeah!
I finally spent the time to figure it out...thank's to all that helped :-). Now I feel as if I belong here...lol. Have a great weekend and thanks again for all of the warm welcomes when I first got here...~Sandi

"sly Cheese"
Ya, okay. This is a poem I made up while on about four hits of white apple ecstasy. I don't do that shit anymore. A year and some clean off it, thank god. lmao. But anyway, here's the poem. Who has a sense of time? "Not I," said the cacti. They run around the house, Trying to kill the mouse, But then they all die, Because the cheese is so sly...

To Everyone
I'M SORRY I'M GOING BACK IN AND NOT LOOKING TO GOOD...I went to the Dr's office Tuesday...my lung function has never been this low before...its was 14% lung capicity and the Dr's said its to late for transplant.This made my hole world upside down and has very much made my day the worse ever.I have been making my self jump everyday for a new chance at life.And now to here that it could be as little as a few months away I'll no longer have the things that people have the pleasure to wakeup to.I loved wakeing next to my GF and seeing her off to work..I loved the sinrise as you can tell by my pictues.I have grown close to friends I have never met and still have new people everyday ask to be my friend.I'm so greatful to be able to say I have done all these things in life.Most CF people are not as lucky.God will be with me through my hard times I'm sure but I wish the best that he will give me another 5-10 or even 15 years...I had a wish an now my wish is shattered...that wish was for new lu

Wild Dreams
In my wildest dreams There's thoughts of me and you Steam rises in the hot tub As we do the do Making sweet love With undying passion Getting everything I want Without even asking Letting the steam make it hot And your hands get it wet As I dream and anticipate Of hot and sweaty sex My heart starts to beat rapidly And the room fills with screams But once again I wake up And realize it's just a dream

I'm Board
I Just want a female to get naked with me I got my web cam fired up sound is on ready to play. want to get naked with me check out the web cam player on my page click on enlarge screen to join me live I can my the room private with ya wanna get juicy

In My Arms Tonight
hear it calling to you in the night to fill your heart with pure delight a sweet song of joy sent from above let me take you in my arms tonight hold you close and dance so slow we move together in the candlelight I whisper words of love to let you know that you mean more than the world to me This is what we've been waiting for a time of healing love and joy so sweet a place where we can be as complete let me hold you into my arms tonight press you close and dance so slow we move together in the pale moonlight I belong with you love I will never let you go

And To All You Sick Bastards On Here!
You all need to chill it because if any female i talk to even hints to me she has a problem with a guy that could be a problem isnt going to be let off with a few bruises this time. i protect what i call my friends so if you think your going to pull one over on anyone on my list think again! Get a life you sick bastards!

Personality Disorders
DisorderRatingParanoid Personality Disorder:Very HighSchizoid Personality Disorder:HighSchizotypal Personality Disorder:HighAntisocial Personality Disorder:LowBorderline Personality Disorder:Very HighHistrionic Personality Disorder:HighNarcissistic Personality Disorder:ModerateAvoidant Personality Disorder:Very HighDependent Personality Disorder:HighObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:Moderate-- Take the Personality Disorder Test ---- Personality Disorder Info --

A Woman's Poem
A Woman's Poem He didn't like the casserole And he didn't like my cake. He said my biscuits were too hard... Not like his mother used to make. I didn't perk the coffee right He didn't like the stew, I didn't mend his socks The way his mother used to do. I pondered for an answer I was looking for a clue. Then I turned around and smacked the shit out of him... Like his mother used to do

This Is To All My Lady Friends Out There!
Be careful about some of the guys on this site some of them are not here to be friendly i had to physically help one of my friends out because of a guy on this website so be careful and if anyone gets to weird let me know and ill help you out ok. love you all peace.

You People Are Creepy Too!
I thought maybe blogging here would be different. But you people are spies too. You read the blogs, then have no comment. I'd like to get feedback so that I have a reason to keep blogging. Otherwise I feel like I'm doing it for no reason. Everyone else's blog can get comments, yet mine don't. I don't understand. Can someone please tell me why I can get the views, but not the comments?

"weird Happenings"
Yeah, so I was smoking pot when I saw this bunny rabbit walk into the room. It didn't look like anything special; grey, furry, had the little rabbit ears, one was croocked. Although there was a strange thing about it that I suddenly came to notice: it was humanoid. Skinny, yet it had muscle, and you'd know it when you saw it. I don't know why but I didn't freak out or anything. I just sat there in my chair at my computer, and I stared at it while exhaling smoke. Then suddenly it raised an arm and waved at me! I mean, it waved at me! What the fuck is up with that?? I blinked and jerked my head slightly, my hazel eyes wide behind half-rimmed black glasses. I couldn't figure out what the hell was going on. Was there something in this pot? PCP?? Meth? Jesus fucking Christ, I'm seeing a human-looking rabbit wave at me while I'm smoking pot. This can't look good. So I ended up arching my brow at it, holding out my bong and saying, "Do you want a hit?" I couldn't believe I just did that. Offe

Heartless
ive got another mess im in and you dont seem to be helpin im pretty much broken down and worth nothin I cant seem to feel alright Ill pray i can make it another night Ive never met anyone like you you turned your back on me you left me broken for the world to see each time we talk you take me down I cant live without a sound I know its hard to be you no feelings in your heart no kind words for anyone think of yourself and then youre done live your life for only you its really sad but very true youve left me broken down again dont care about the hell im in you think you got it figured out no remorse without a doubt but youll be sorry some day this feeling wont go away its a shame we have to lose and that you made me choose to stay away for good I dont think youve ever understood so now I wont try its time to say goodbye

Please Dont Read If You Are In Love
> > > > > WARNING!! WARNING!! > > Now This Is Your Last Opportunity ... > Are You Sure You Want To Read This? > The Best Gift That I ever received Was tied with your heartstrings For it included a part of you For Yesterday, for today And for all the thousand Hopeful tomorrows that We will share I Love You

When The Fly Drops Six Inches...
So there was this fish that was watching this fly hovering over the water and he was thinking " If that fly would drop six inches I could eat that fly". There was this bear watching the fish that was watching the fly and thought " If that fly would drop six inches that fish would jump up to eat the fly and I could swipe that fish out of the air and eat it". There was this hunter that was watching the bear watching the fish watching the fly and he was thinking "If that fly would drop six inches the fish would jump and the bear would reach out for the fish and I would have a good shot at the bear". There was this mouse that was watching the hunter that was watching the bear that was watching the fish that was watching the fly and he thought "If that fly would drop six inches, then that fish would jump and the bear would grab for the fish, the hunter will shoot the bear the sandwich will fall out of the hunter's pocket and I can eat the sandwich". There was this cat watchi

The Axial Age
Axial Age From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia German philosopher Karl Jaspers coined the term the Axial Age (Achsenzeit in the German language original) to describe the period from 800 BCE to 200 BCE, during which, according to Jaspers, similarly revolutionary thinking appeared in China, India and the Occident. The period is also sometimes referred to as the Axis Age.[1] Jaspers, in his Vom Ursprung und Ziel der Geschichte (The Origin and Goal of History), identified a number of key Axial Age thinkers as having had a profound influence on future philosophy and religion, and identified characteristics common to each area from which those thinkers emerged. Jaspers saw in these developments in religion and philosophy a striking parallel without any obvious direct transmission of ideas from one region to the other, having found no recorded proof of any extensive inter-communication between Ancient Greece, the Middle East, India and China. Jaspers held up this age as unique, and on

Coffee Can Cause Your Mind Blown
I’m walking along a quiet side street on a warm summer afternoon … Spying a little coffee shop on the corner I decide to stop in for some coffee and a sandwich. There is a red overhang at the entrance to the door and the large shop windows are slightly frosted over … but I can’t help but notice you sitting at a small booth by yourself. Ever so slightly, my heart races at the sight of you. I reach for the door handle and pull the door open … step in and smell the fragrance of fresh coffee intermingling with the perfume you are wearing. The coffee shop is quiet ... with only a cashier at the counter and you sitting in your booth. I walk over to the little table adjacent to your booth, place my order for a cup of coffee and lean back in my chair. I steal a quick glance over at you sitting in your booth reading a romance novel. You are breathtaking! A small wisp of your hair hangs over one eye, begging to be moved away with a gentle touch. You are wearing a loose-fitting blouse and sho

I Just Don't Know What I'm Going To Do
I have to make a choise, do I stay in this bumkin small one hourse town or move to the big city? I am farmiler with where I am living now however I am not farmilar with the city at all. and I hate change but somtimes change is good right? my maneger at one of my jobs told me today she would give me a good reffernce that I was counting on yet I'm also very greatfull for. I still have to ask my other boss. I don't know though I really don't. I mean I don't have much of a life right now, working 7 days a week and I can't even aford to live here little own live in a huge city like ottawa. I hope I won't have to work around the clock doing 3 or 4 jobs a day. it would not be worth it at all. I just don't know. I need to make my mind up soon though.

New Movies Coming Out
New movies coming out this week are: Saw 3 - Horror Babel - Action/Drama Catch a Fire - Action/ Thriller Flag of Our Fathers - Action For more information about upcoming movies, celebrities, and movie news check out my posting on: http://www.myspace.com/foxfire65

A Holly Memo From Goddess
Our souls were searching through time and space Drifting amidst the vast sky without direction Unknowingly yearning for our own reflection And upon chance, we met one summer's eve Beginning a journey of timeless magicSo begins our story.... "I have such fond memories of this magical place .... to look at it here, it brings back such wonderful memories.. .. and although it's ruins, if you close your eyes and dream, you can imagine a time when there were occupants... servants...royalty...horses...wild geese bathing in the moats... and goats chewing at the tall grass that grows along the water's edge.... among the trees you can hear the sounds of the wind gently rustling through the leaves.. it's such a magical place...now close you eyes and imagine for yourself, this magical place..." "yes, I'm closing my eyes.. I see, you lived there... It's where you came out galloping with your horse.. when you appeared before me magically from the woods..." "Yes...and my

Dont Say..........
Dont say you love When you really hate Dont say you love When your really just confused Love Thats just a 4 letter word When you dont understand it's true meaning Love Is that 4 letter word thats always made me cry Don't say our love will last forever When you really just mean till tomarrow If your confused Than just stay quiet Because love is driving me insane Why do you love? Explain Then maybe you might be telling the truth Dont look to the future If your not ready for the present Or stable in it now How can you say Well get married If the love isn't there To many storys to write Just dont say Well love eachother forever Because Those words Are ripping me to shreads

Dying Heart
I sit thinking of you often yet words can not scream louder than the emptiness within sheltered in such blackness that the memories of you are nothing more than that of sin I wish I could make you disappear but these bitter tears remind me of that cold dark place I've been your name lingers on my lips love killing me so slowly like poison seeping in

This Is My Writings Of Fantasy
IT STARTED ON A DAMP RAINY DAY WHEN A WOMAN OF A LARGER HOUR GLASS FRAME AUBURN HAIR AND EYES SO GREEN THAT THE VERY JADES FROM THE EARTH WERE NAMED AFTER HER.SHE WAS WALKING FOR A MILE AND A HALF AT LEAST UP THE ROAD FROM HER CAR 'WHICH HAD BROKE DOWN." WHEN SHE CAME UPON A OLD GERMAN GERMAN STYLED CASTLE WHICH SHE SWEARS TO HAVE NEVER NOTICED ON THIS ROAD TOWARDS HER HOUSE.SHE WALKED UP THE LONG ROAD TILL SHE MADE IT TO THE OLD WOOD AND IRON DOORS WHICH SEEM TO UNSUCCESFULLY REACH FOR THE SKY.WHEN SHE WENT TO KNOCK THE DOOR SWUNG OPEN TO REVEAL THE HELPING HANDS OF WUT SEEMED TO BE WHAT SHE THOUGHT WAS THE HELP.THIS MAN WAS AFRICAN AMERICAN DARK SKINED WITH DAKR BROWN EYES WITH GREY LINING THE OUTSIDES AND HE WORE A DANK DARK COLORED SUIT .HE SAID "PLEASE COME IN ITS QUITE WET OUT THIS TIME OF YEAR JADE WALKED IN AS SHE SAYS"THANK YOU ITS RAINING" THE DARK YOUNG MAN SAYS CATS AND DOGS I LOVE THAT PHRASE.AS IS DEEP CHESTED LAUGH WENT THORUGH OUT THE THE CHAMBERS IT DAWNED ON HER HE

My First Day At Work....
well first day at work went well. groomed 5 dogs (would have been 6, but my boss likes to try and get them all done by at least 4)...AFTER i had to come back home and get my clippers b/c i forgot them. my roomie said he would bring it to me later b/c he was sleeping.....MEN. hehe, i lub him though, he's cool. my boss said she things will work out great since i already know alot, and all she's showing me are a few things on how she does some of the grooming....which doesn't bother me one bit, b/c the customers are used to there dogs looking a certain way and i want to make sure they're happy. I will be getting paid every friday which is kinda cool. i just hope i will be getting enough to take care of things....like fix my truck which is starting to sound bad, and my half of the rent, and all that kind of stuff. I will also have weekends off...except for the saturday's b/4 x-mas and thanksgiving, which is fine with me. so things are starting to kind of look up with all that. but emotio

Illiad Character
Which Greek Warrior From The Iliad Are You? Thersites: You're ugly and opinionated, but at least you see that everyone around you is an idiot.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

What Disney Character Are You?
You scored as Goofy. Your alter ego is Goofy! You are fun and great to be around, and you are always willing to help others. You arn't worried about embarrassing yourself, so you are one who is more willing to try new things. Goofy88%Cinderella88%Peter Pan75%The Beast75%Ariel75%Sleeping Beauty75%Snow White50%Pinocchio38%Donald Duck38%Cruella De Ville0%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

Siblings?
Man How many people out there hate their siblings. I admit it!!!!! I hate all of them. But one in particular. This one sister is such a bitch. All she ever does is put everyone down. She thinks she is so better than everyone. She flat out told me that I was not good enough for her. I can never amount to her. But see there is one thing. I am not on meds. to make me happy or anything. I do not have bi polor. She has just pissed me off so bad today that now all I want to do is go over there and hurt her. But see I am better than that. I will just ignore her. That makes her even more mad. Then I will just laugh at her. The one thing that ticks me off is when she says I am a bad mother. Trust me My kids love me and are not afraid of me like her kids. I do not yell at my kids on the top of my lungs and cuss them out. I never tell them that I hate them like she does. Man I can go all day and night about her. But I don't think she is worth it. So I will leave you guys wit

What Is Floccinaucinihilipilification?
For the record Floccinaucinihilipilification is basically a very long way to call something worthless, seriously, look it up :-P. I did have to look up the spelling, I admit, it's usually full of hyphens, but I believe both methods are accepted, and in either form it's the longest word in the English language. You can get technical and call that half right but for the sake of this blog, the whole thing is floccinaucinihilipilification. Corey Taylor, lead singer of Slipknot as well as the lead singer to the band that sings my newest fave tune, "Through Glass". All I can say is that if you're familiar with the works of both bands is Corey is quite the pained individual. I know at some point he nearly committed suicide and his wife had saved him from that. He also cleaned up at that point and has been "sober" for a number of years. Personally, Slipknot rocks. Hard hitting heavy and adrenalin pumping. Not everything from them but for the most part the stuff gets me pumped. Then

Important Information
How to Use a Defibrillator to Restore a Heartbeat Defibrillation is the delivery of a powerful electrical shock to the heart. (The defibrillator is the device used in movies and TV shows: two handheld pads are placed on the victim’s chest while an actor yells “Clear!”) In the past, defibrillators were very heavy, expensive, needed regular maintenance, and were mostly found only in hospitals. Now there are more portable units available. A defibrillator should be used only for a Sudden Cardiac Arrest (SCA), an electrical problem that cannot be helped by CPR. How to Use a Defibrillator 1. Turn on the defibrillator by pressing the green button. Most machines will provide both visual and voice prompts. 2. First, remove the person’s shirt and jewelry, then apply pads to the chest as shown in the diagram displayed on the machine’s LCD panel. One pad should be placed on the upper right side of the chest, one on the lower left. 3. Plug the pads into the connector. The defibrillat

Depression
How can you just leave me Here and alone with my heart Lying there dried out on the floor All the blood drained just like my tears I can't stand this empty feeling Of misery and deep despair Feeling like your dead and gone But truly your just leaving Forever and ever never to come back To the place you once called home How could this have happened so fast Your feelings changed in an instant Over an argument we had Was our love that fragile That it broke just like that Over something so dumb and small If it's like that between us I guess it's just not meant to be

Naked Pain
Haunted eyes Silvery cries White Lies Can you take away my pain? Distorted reality Altered morality Obvious frailty Can you silence the screams? Enslave me Try to break me Remake me No I will not die! I am a slave to my naked pain

This Guy Has Problems
Fred went to the doctor and said, "Doctor, I've got a problem, but if you're going to help me with it, first you've got to promise not to laugh." "Of course I won't laugh," the doctor said. "I'm a professional. In over twenty years I've never laughed at a patient." "Okay then," Fred said, and proceeded to drop his trousers, revealing the tiniest penis the doctor had ever seen. It couldn't have been any bigger than a small peanut. Unable to control himself, the doctor started giggling, then fell laughing to the floor. Ten minutes later he was able to struggle to his feet and regain his composure. "I'm so sorry," said the doctor, "I really am ... I don't know what came over me. On my honor as a physician and a gentleman, I promise it won't happen again. Now what seems to be the problem?" "It's swollen," Fred replied.

Songs Of Life
Songs of life they ring from quiet steeples to distance valleys along the hill sides of lovers hearts of lovers hearts Come sing your songs of life and they will keep you from ever wanting from ever needing forever more forever more oh and when the moment true they sing so softly to me and you you know they do you know they do so I sing my songs of life that I will hold you inside forever and you will know me that I'll be yours and you'll be mine oh and when the moments true they sing so softly to me and you you know they do you know they do and I'll sing my songs of life that I may hold you inside forever and you will know me and I'll be yours and you'll be mine