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Desire
I desire... Your prescence Your darkness Your thoughts in the middle of the night I desire... The scent of you The feel of you My passions you do ignite I desire... To hold you close memorize your face To see you in my dreams and give chase What I desire is a place where I am set free... I desire... A space in your memory

Pimpin
OK i only need 325 points to level up. I see all these bulletins about pimpin other people out and no one has even offer to help me out. but i am not going to ask. But this goes out to my friends, family and fans that haven't rated my new pics. And to the ones that rated them. THANK YOU very much, i love you all

Please Read Disclaimer
Yes, there really is a disclaimer. First off this is a religious rant type blog. If that bothers you please leave. Understand I do not influence anyone to read what is ahead; it is opinion and should be treated as such. Secondly, I am not here to attempt to convert the blindly faithful to the cause of science. I do not want anyone of faith to have doubt because they read what I had to say, if you feel this might be you, please close the blog now. Thirdly, this is not an attempt to unite the scientific types abroad, as I do not conform to a strictly science view anyway. I am not seeking to validate anyone who believes anything I do; I am simply seeking conversation, not a following. Lastly, if this offends you by the end, well, I did warn ya. I'm not going to be ignorant about anything within and I am not going to bash anything if I can help it. This is how I view things, not the fact that is guaranteed true. Whoo, wasn't that a trip. I was tempted to end the blog here. Let

Self
So...I've come to the conclusion that I live far FAR below potential, and not only do I do so knowingly, but for the most part, that's how I choose it to be. Confused? Yeah, me to. I was pondering this fact today at work...while on my back, in dust and old nails behind a wall in a part of a very lovely home that no one, not even myself, would ever see again. Yes, that's the saddest part of my work. I do provide warmth and energy efficiency to homes, and I do so quite well I may add. But it is a take it for granted job field where no one ever sees my work and steps back and says "Wow, that was above and beyond the others." Nope, I can be faster, neater and even more thorough and that is simply standard. Why? Because everything I do gets hidden, behind knee walls of homes, in attics homeowners never see and behind walls they never touch. Further more, it is a dead end. True, I COULD own a company of my own someday in the future of the insulation business, but I should note t

Hung Like A Baby
A young couple are on their way to Las Vegas to get married. Before getting there, the girl said to the guy that she had a confession to make. The reason that they had not been intimate was because she was very flat-chested. If he wished to cancel the wedding, it would be okay with her. The guy thought about it for a while and said he did not mind if she was flat, and sex is not the most important thing in a marriage. Several miles down the road, the guy turned to the girl and said that he also wanted to make a confession. He said that below his waist he was just like a baby, and if the girl wished to cancel tile wedding, it'd be fine by him. The girl thought about it for a while and said that she did not mind and she also believed there were other things far more important in a marriage than sex. Both were happy that they'd been honest with each other. They went on to Vegas and got married. On the wedding night the girl took off her clothes and she was as flat as a

New 2 Lostcherry
hey every1 i'm new 2 this site and tryin 2 make alot of friends and comments and such please hook me up so i am no longer a rookie...thanks alot ps toall my friends pass me on 2 ur friends so we can all b friends

My Depression
Silent tears fall. They hit the ground and break. My screams escape, for silent tears fall. Crimson blood pours, down from my wrists. No one ever noticed, for crimson blood pours. Fake smiles are made, to hide this frown, From all your put-downs, for fake smiles are made. This child,alone tonight. Daddies gone,and mommies late. They don't care,it is my fate, for this child,alone tonight. Hunger is always there. I will waste myself away. It's my disorder until my dying day. For hunger is always there. The music gets louder, to drown out the voices, Who make my choices, for the music gets louder. Mistakes are made. It's myself I blame. Now I cry tears of shame, for mistakes are made. Silent cries again. They're my "help cries". You can't hear above my lies, for silent cries again. Silence is made, 6 feet under,where I lay. Because of my mistakes, silence is made. I see a white door, and I want it to be black. The door is open, and

When Do U Give Up?
O.K. I haven't done this in a while. So hopefully I won't sound too much like Carrie Bradshaw. We all are in love or have been in love with someone we couldn't be with. Now check this out. Remember when you kept saying to your self " if only I had met (him/her) before (him/her)" well that works for those people that most of us really can't stand. You know those really lucky ones that always have good things fall in their laps. For those of us that aren't so lucky things seem to work out in a very different way. Even if you did have the chance or chances to be with that person. There is some kind of unknown force making your patience look so vane. You'll find out that even if you had right time, right place taken care of you would have different circumstances to worry about. I can't say that you shouldn't try to keep up with this unknown force, but its why some of us think that love is very exhausting. I'm pretty sure you all know what I'm talking about. When is all of your patienc

Dante's Inferno
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)Very HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)HighLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)ExtremeLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very High

~just Plain Nuts~ Part 1
I couldn't repair your brakes, so I made your horn louder. I almost had a psychic boyfriend, but he left me before we met. I drive way too fgast to worry about cholesterol. I intend to live forever, so far so good. Who is General Failure and why is he reading my hard disk? Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. Eagles may soar, but groundhogs don't get sucked into jet engines. If Barbie is so popular, why do you have to buy her friends? Mental backup in progress - Do Not Disturb! When everything's coming your way, why are you always in the wrong lane? Ambition is a poor excuse for not enough sense to be lazy. If everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked something. When I'm not in my right mind, my left mind gets pretty crowded. Everyone has a photographic memory. Just some don't have any film. What happens if you get scared 1/2 to death twice? Breaking news: Energizer bunny gets arrested, charged with battery

I'm In This All About Love Wiritng Mood
Today I called my hubby only to be told he might have to go outta town and stay over night. I know he has to work and it's part of his job. But I really wish he doesn't have to stay over night in charlotte. But anyways. Then I felt like writing this little picker upers. About love and stuff like that. I thought that they we're really nice. And I wrote a little thing for the people that have stuck by my side. But other then that I'm just spending time with myself while everyone is gone. I'm ready to pull Alex outta school cause I'm tried of being home all alone. But I know that he really likes it and I know that it's something good for him. He's also in speach class's too. He's talking better. His fav thing to say is look at my new toy. He can be talking about a toy he's had for a long time but he still says look at my new toy. It's so cute so I've never told him other wise. I got him one of those new fp3 players I haven't gave it to him yet and boy those things aren't cheap eighter. He

This Is Me!
You scored as Sleeping Beauty. Your alter ego is Princess Aurora, a.k.a. Sleeping Beauty! You are beautiful and enchanting, and as sweet as ever. Sleeping Beauty100%Cinderella81%Goofy75%Peter Pan75%The Beast75%Ariel56%Donald Duck50%Snow White50%Pinocchio50%Cruella De Ville25%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

20 Worst Films Of The 20th Century
20. Ishtar 19. Barb Wire 18 Godzilla (1998) 17. Anaconda 16. Stop or My Mom Will Shoot 15. Ace Ventura 2: When Nature Calls 14. The Avengers 13. Grease 2 12. The "Look Who's Talking" Sequels 11. Jaws 4: The Revenge 10. Waterworld 9. The Blair Witch Project 8. Showgirls 7. It's Pat 6. Speed 2: Cruise Control 5. Spice World 4. Howard The Duck 3. Batman & Robin 2. Wild Wild West and finally..... 1. Battlefield Earth

Without You
Without do I stand a chance Without you can my heart ever mend I'm beginning to wonder if Without you I can live I'm alone without you Can't make it on my own without you Standing on a shore Broken ever more So boy can't you see Without you I'm not me You're to deep inside me now Broken hearted without you somehow Without you my wings don't soar Without you I have no heart anymore Without you can't you see Baby I'm not me Baby I'm not me

Personality Disorder Test
DisorderRatingParanoid Personality Disorder:HighSchizoid Personality Disorder:HighSchizotypal Personality Disorder:Very HighAntisocial Personality Disorder:HighBorderline Personality Disorder:Very HighHistrionic Personality Disorder:LowNarcissistic Personality Disorder:ModerateAvoidant Personality Disorder:ModerateDependent Personality Disorder:HighObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:High-- Take the Personality Disorder Test ---- Personality Disorder Info --

Disney Character
You scored as Donald Duck. Your alter ego is Donald Duck! Try as you might, you have a nasty temper that is hard to control. But you try hard to please, and you arn't one to go down without a fight. Donald Duck75%Ariel56%Cruella De Ville56%Sleeping Beauty38%Cinderella38%The Beast38%Goofy31%Pinocchio31%Snow White25%Peter Pan13%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

Boys
I've been on lost cherry for almost a month and i totally got dumped by this guy i was seeing for it. Why do guys like the whole sexually aggresive woman thing until their teeny tiny pride get's hurt. I can't believe that in this day and age there is still such a double standard. Just because I know what I want and actively go for it, I am some how a slut! What the fuck??!! Men for centuries have fucked whoever they want, all I did was join a kick ass community onlline. Im not upset over him, it's just the point. ANYWAYS...

Sex And Your Stars
ABSOLUTELY FREE XXX PICS! Aries women: Wildly sensual, passionate and adventurous. You'll have sex anywhere. You know what you want. Intense and frequent sex. You have a need for complete control, but you're also in love with love. As a mate, you are ardent, loyal, sentimental, and earthy. Biggest thrill - the tickle of a man's facial fuzz. Aries men: Sleeping with him is like playing croquet with live bombs - you . never know what is going to happen! Never expect him to wait for you to be ready - he will rip your clothes off if he is ready to go. Don't tease him or you'd better be ready to deliver. Fond of slave/master games and he likes it rough. Aries men are also explorers, so be ready to go where no woman has gone before. His favourite position: a woman on her knees leaning forward. Taurus women: You expect your man to be kind and patient and make love to you by the book. Like to be pleased by sex, but don't look for unusual approaches. But you are a dem

Miscellaneous Stuff
This will probably be my only message about this.. But my wife and I have had a Uhaul Dealership and a mini-storage business for over a year now. We are 100% full with our storage units.. but we only have 58 units. The storage unit just pay the bills. And the Uhaul commission is our only profit. We have put together a small website. with a local phone number.. If it gets busy or we see a need for it.. we will add a toll free number. But Uhaul is now letting us reserve trucks nationwide. If you know of anyone moving or in need of a rental truck. they are welcome to visit our site and give us a call.. http://apministorage.com/uhaul/ Please visit the site anyway.. we would love to hear any Ideas about color and making it easy to look at... Thanks...!! Raymond (Blackbayou)

Passive Savage
Passive Savage The treads run smoothly crushing bones The hum of the engine drones Black exhaust clings to the air Strip the system bare The passive savage, iron and triggers Kick up the dust and shoot at the shadows My brand of death is a warm hearted creature Like the warmth of your neck beneath my fingers Procreate through the genocide The orgy becomes another killing pile Existential regrets are revitalized As the dead reach the point of the great divide Reevaluate all the gleaming white lies Presented to you, you have to squint at their shine Go ahead close your eyes, there’s nothing left to decide You’ve made the choices of your life And now it’s time to pay the price Passing judgment everyday All in the name of blistered hate Pealing flesh and severed tongues The taste of tar filling you lungs Lie down in the killing field As we harvest the pesticide Flirt with the fine line between Fermenting and festering

Hey Guys!
Hello every one, I started using this site a few days ago, and figure that I should probably make a blog entry. If you have any questions, ploease feel free to ask. I prefer not to give out too much info in such a broad spectrum. Take it easy. Always, Jenn

How Sex Starts
: Now this ........ is funny...true..but funny!!! ...a smile leads to a laugh ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 makeout ...a makeout leads 2 finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a ......... So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ...subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you dont multiply!

Out Of Place
It was a new year at school this guys names Joey who was about 6'0 220lbs dark chocolate skin brown eyes clean shaven all over firm ass strong arms a 8.5 inch dick with a thick shaft that is 5 to 6 inches thick. He was walking down the hallway when we bumped into a cheerleader names Jane who was 5'10 mixed long hair nice ass nice size chest long legs completely shaven all over.They helped each other pick up each others books.They decided to meet up during their breaks from class. Once they both had a break they sat close to the window as they start talking about their majors, life stories, and so forth.Once their break was over they exchanged to meet up later on in the evening. When they both got out of class and arrived back at their places she decided to call him and see what they wanted to do. He suggested that they go to a poetry reading and a long walk afterwards. She said she was going to wear a skirt outfit that was blue along with a blue top and a blue jacket with blue closed

~never Married~
I never married because- I have 3 pets that serve the same purpose: 1) a dog that growls 2) a parrot that swears all the time 3) a cat that comes home late at night Q:And what I want in a man? A:A well hung MIME

10 Ways To Know
1. Your mattress has turned into a giant sponge. 2. It takes five minutes to unknot your bodies. 3. An earthquake of 5.4 on the Richter Scale is recorded in your area. 4. The cat's exhausted from just watching you. 5. A trampoline company has to come to adjust your bedsprings. 6. You've both gone down one clothing size. 7. You cancel your chiropractic appointment. There's nothing left to adjust. 8. You have to breathe into a brown paper bag. 9. Boy, are you hungry! 10. You're absolutely satisfied yet uncontrollably horny at the same time.

Cutbacks
My wife left me...I don't understand. After the last child was born, she told me we had to cut back on expenses - I had to give up drinking beer. I wasn't a big drinker, maybe a 12-pack on weekends. Anyway, I gave it up but I noticed the other day that when she came home from grocery shopping the receipt included $45 in makeup. I said, "Wait a minute I've given up beer and you haven't given up anything!" She said, "I buy that makeup for you, so I can look pretty for you." I told her, "Hell, that's what the beer was for!" I don't think she'll be back.

Keep Talking
i hope you choke on the words you say... i hope those words never see day... i hope those words never make it out.. i hope those words make u feel doubt... i hate the way you can never agree... i hate the way its never about me... i hate the way its made about you... i hate the damage ur words do... i wish you would keep them to your thoughts... i wish you would think about me letting you rot... i wish you would think about my tears.... i wish you would realize ill recreate ur worst fear... i hope you dont look for love tonight... i hope you dont think ur right... i hope you know u are wrong... i hope you know i wont be quiet to long... i hate the way you think ur right... i hate the way i have to fight... i hate the thoughts you make me think... i hate the way you make my heart sink... i wish you knew how much he means to me.. i wish you would just let it be... i wish you would just shut the hell up... i wish i could find the bottom of this before i er

Friends
They are important for some or many people. And sometimes they help each other out of tight spots. Also, they give each other advice when they have problems. They are there for you through the good and bad times. They won't ruin their friendship over silly things.

Lights End
The end is near and so is our lives The human race are all dead inside The angels all have gone away, while The humans are left to play People die and no one really cares The shadows win the game Mortal souls are theirs at last No angels to make a saving catch

What To Do, What To Do
So I really need to go buy some new work pants and a new pair of jeans or two in general also. I've been putting this off for weeks. It's about 40 degrees where I am, almost completely dark, I need gas in my car (which I hate pumping), and there is no one to go with me. Not that that matters, I don't mind going places by myself, but I really just don't feel like going. However, if I don't go, I'm just gonna sit here being bored and then will be pissed I didn't go. I don't know what I want to do! Sorry if you actually read that LoL.

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"Better make it six, I can't eat eight." - Dan Osinski, Baseball pitcher, when a waitress asked if he wanted his pizza cut into six or eight slices "People that are really very weird can get into sensitive positions and have a tremendous impact on history." - Dan Quayle, former U.S. Vice President "We have a firm commitment to NATO, we are a *part* of NATO. We have a firm commitment to Europe. We are a *part* of Europe." - Dan Quayle, former U.S. Vice President "Hawaii is a unique state. It is a small state. It is a state that is by itself. It is a --it is different from the other 49 states. Well, all states are different, but it's got a particularly unique situation." - Dan Quayle, former U.S. Vice President "The Holocaust was an obscene period in our nation's history. I mean in this century's history. But we all lived in this century. I didn't live in this century." - Dan Quayle, former U.S. Vice-President "If you give a person a fish, they'll fish fo

American Dental Association!!!! Lmao
MEN have 2 heads and WOMEN have 4 lips The American Dental Association says semen cuts plaque and tartar by 77%. Suck a dick and save a smile... If u have sex 365 times a yr and u melted down all da condoms 2 make a tire what would u call it? a fuckin goodyear! Sex is like playing spades. If u don't have a good partner, u better have a good hand. Big Bad Wolf told lil red riding hood lift ur top so i can suck ur tits. no, she said while lifting her skirt, eat me like the fuckin book says! A rooster and a cat were playing by the pool. the cat fell in and the rooster laughed. The cat said, a wet pussy always makes a cock happy! Girls have unique magic tricks, they get wet without water, bleed without injury, and make boneless things hard. Send to 10 freaks in 30 mins. or u will have bad sex. You're it! This is the sexy train, if u receive this it means ur fucking sexy if u get it back you're even sexier

~freedom Is Not Free~
As I sat and watched the National Anthem being played, flagged draped coffins were carried through the streets to the graveyard. A Nation in mourning for the loss of lives that continue to mount each day. The high price that is paid for 'freedom' is often too high for those who suffer the loss of loved ones. But it is THAT very 'freedom' - sacrifice - which allows us to speak our minds without fear. It is THAT very 'freedom' - sacrifice - which allows us to worship ANY God we choose to. It is THAT very 'freedom' - sacrifice - which allows us to sleep without fear of war on our homeland. This spirit of 'freedom' is what we should never take for granted and remembering always that this 'freedom' is NOT free!

Your Hidden Talent
Your Hidden Talent You are both very knowledgeable and creative. You tend to be full of new ideas and potential - big potential. Ideas like yours could change the world, if you build them. As long as you don't stop working on your dreams, you'll get there. What's Your Hidden Talent?

Nobody Gets Out Alive
While i was mooching about and looking for tracks I fell across a band I hadnt heard of before and they have grown on me already The are called Skindread and here are two of their tracks I like. Nobody by Skindread Falling Down by Skindread

Cry
I cry inside for the things I try to hide From everyone... including myself, I hide this shit inside I hide the darkness along with the light... Knowing it will never be alright So cold and alone it’s a pain you will never know Pain that never sleeps... No use trying to run The pain... it doesn’t breath... I know... I’ve tried to drown it I will never be perfect, I will never be sane I will never be safe from the monster hiding inside The monster in my soul that desolates everything it sees I wish I could stop it... But until I find a way Save yourself the pain that is me... Run while you still can...

Someone Here Whispering
Do I Hear Someone Here Whispering;- I want to be seduced I want a man to take me out to dinner I like to see his eyes getting moody Thinking 'bout the thought of what flirtin's gonna to I want him to be real cool I want him to think about gettin' me right into bed Have a chat about the Magna Charta, flirtin' my heart strings "Something's gone" he said I might demure politely, But very slightly If he tries to fondle my knee But I'm relatively certain I'll compromise if I know me I want to be seduced I want a man to talk to me suggestively I'd like to hear him say he'll be with me tomorrow morning Drinkin' hot jasmine tea. I want him to make me laugh I want him to make a point of touching me when we talk Leaving all the jealous girls in the bar To mumble in their beer and garb You know it only happens when I'm nappin' noddin' in reverie But I wouldn't mind a man Who wouldn't mind seducing Right from the minute that we'd been introduced I wouldn't mind

I Play A Song...
I started to play the piano this year, with no lessons, I jumped into some complicated stuff, without even knowing how to read music but a great "ear".. This song has no real title other than "sad theme" written by noriyuki iwadare.. my first and favorite song to play. Here I am playing my own version.. (hope my bandwidth doesn't crash, heh)

Thinking I Need A Change..
Tuesday, October 24, 2006 Current mood: determined Category: Life ok well as u know Im so sick of my job so i been trying to find a new job today im going for a interview and then puting more apps out and see what happends.. plus i also been think alot about going to collage for fashion design and thinking about to to New York to the Parsons The New School For Design.. and yeah maybe move there.. i need to start new somewhere and i think if i get accepted it would be good for me something different new expreiance for me.. if i dont get accepted then i will to Rhode Island School Of design and stay here in RI.. yippy.. wish me luck i want the chance, i need a change get away from RI and start new...

Picture 1
first person to tell me which site i stole this picture from gets a long island iced tea :D i know it aint a huge prize, but hey its a bit of fun aint it lol an no cheating by looking at my history or fav sites lmao

13yrs Old Memories
Thought I'd share an experience I had. When I was 18 (now in my very early 30's) I dated a girl who was 16. Very pretty, green eyes, blond hair, tall, thin and the biggest boobs I've ever seen. (I know all these stories on here have girls with big boobs, but its true, easily D cup) Anyway, we would make out in my car in the park because that is the only place we could be alone. We would kiss, usually my hands would be down her pants and on those big tits, but we never got much farther than that. Eventually I broke up with her because I was going away to college, and I knew it wouldn't work. I always thought about her through the years, but we never talked. Recently, I moved back to the area close to my high school, and I ran into her at a store. She was as hot as ever. We decided to meet for a drink. We met at a local bar, and when I walked in, I couldn't believe how hot she looked. Short black skirt, low cut shirt. "WOW" was all that I could think. We talked about

Hate Being Sick
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~beyond This Life~
You're in a fog, it's so easy to get lost, you can't see where you're going, only memories of who you loved...it goes beyond this life. It seems nothing you do can clear the path so you stumble around searching for the love you shared, but it's not there...it goes beyond this life. You wait for the warmth of the sun to clear the way, realizing you never really lose that love...it goes beyond this life. When life seems dark and you feel alone, close your eyes and know that love knows no earthly bounds. It goes beyond this life...

Xxx
One night, as a couple lay down for bed, the husband gently taps his wife on the shoulder and starts rubbing her arm. The wife turns over and says "I'm sorry honey, I've got a gynecologist appointment tomorrow and I want to stay fresh." The husband, rejected, turns over and tries to sleep. A few minutes later, he rolls back over and taps his wife again. This time he whispers in her ear, "Do you have a dentist appointment tomorrow too?"

Tuesday Night Fun
Hello guys and gals, thanks for visiting me and leaving me all he wonderful comments and such. I really appreciate it =) Well, it's tuesday night I need to get rid of some tension, if ya know what I mean! I will be on my webcam until about midnite EST. So if you wanna tell me what to do and watch me do it... Better cum drop me a line quick so I can tell ya how. Don't worry...I'm cheap =)Cheaper than many dates and wont leave ya with blue balls...LOL So cum on...Lets play

Joke
One morning while making breakfast, a man walked up to his wife and pinched her on her butt and said, "You know if you firmed this up we could get rid of your girdle." While this was on the edge of intolerable, she thought herself better and replied with silence. The next morning the man woke his wife with a pinch on the breast and said, "You know if you firmed these up we could get rid of your bra." This was beyond a silent response, so she rolled over and grabbed him by the penis. With a death grip in place she said, "You know if you firmed this up we could get rid of the postman, the gardener, the poolman and your brother.

Hey All
hello folks well thought i wlound drop a line or two me and my g/f has been togher for 2 years today we went out of town this past week end and a great time ill better run ill try to send out some user coments later on or some thing wendell

~the Bottle~
Reach for a glass, take a long drink. Waiting for that moment when you've escaped. You can't deal with life so you drink it away. You forget that it hurts everyone else. While you search for heaven in a bottle remember... It will still be hell for the rest of us...

Two Young Lovers
Two young lovers go up to the mountains for a romantic winter vacation. When they get to the cabin, the guy goes out to chop some wood to start the fireplace. When he gets back, he says, "Honey, my hands are freezing!" To that she replies "Well, come here and I?ll warm them between my legs." He goes out a couple of more times and does the same thing. After dinner, he goes out one more time to chop wood for the night. When he returns, he again says, "Honey, my hands are really freezing!" She looks at him and says, "For crying out loud, don't your ears ever get cold?"

Hell Yes!
so happy. gonna go do a radio/tv/newspaper interview for the eve effect! yes!! gonna promote the shit out of the halloween show!! i know kind of lame to talk about but hey...its my stinkin party and i'll cry if i want to! lol

It's So Wrong!
Why in the hell do the ugliest bitches on here get comments about how hot they are? Some of these people looked like they came crawling out of a horror movie and ya'll think they are hot. its just sick and if you are female and wieght over 200 pounds NOBODY wants to see your ass or vagina!! EWWWWWWWWWWWWWE put that shit away. dont worry i didnt forget about you chicks that are so anorexic it makes me want to eat everything off the mcdonalds dollar menu. eat something before you fuckin die plezzzzzzz!

Sad But True
The wind howls and blows hard against your skin Like an invisible force I stand in front of you To not let it in The rain pours heavily down on your hair I shelter you from the down pour But you don't see me there Wet and cold I follow you home I sleep next to you in the empty house Just so you're not alone Every day I protect you from this world's pain Warmth in the cold, shelter in the rain Every night I lay close by your side Wiping away the lonely tears you cry And with every day, and every night You never once have realised I'm part of your life

~turn Off My Heart~
I want to turn off my heart before it's destroyed. Go back to being safe where I once felt being alone was the only way. With no fear of getting hurt or never needing anyone else. I know it's not living, but it's surviving. Many times in my life, surviving is the best we can do. Living can be painful since loving means opening up. Letting someone know weak you can be - trusting them not to abuse that power. Yet I know deep within my heart I will love again and make the same mistakes that will take me down the path of pain. Noone can turn off their heart...I can't turn off my heart.

Forever Lost In Your Look
Forever lost in your look of love Mercurially slipping into your arms As you gather me into your heart Sheltering me from the storms of my life Loving me and holding me as my ethereal wife Eternally yours from heart to soul Giving myself to you utterly and completely Craving your sensuous touch, your kiss of my soul Longing to take you into my arms and melt the sun Passionately giving to you as you are my chosen one Knowing that this love will last forever Eclipsing civilizations, societies and song Voice of our love reverberating amongst the heavens Standing strong and pure in the midst of a sinful past Sense of being as our love is destined to last Clouds caressing the sky leaving tears of rain Falling upon our skin and cleansing our present Washing away the deeds of our past Our vision and our life paved with flowers and spring As we stand side by side united with love and a ring

At A Local College
At a local college, there was a dance. A guy from America asked the girl from Sweden to dance. While they were dancing, he gives her a little squeeze, and says, "In America, we call this a hug". She replies, "Yaah, in Sveden, we call it a hug too." A little later, he gives her a peck on the cheek, and says, "In America, we call this a kiss". She replies, "Yaah, in Sveden, we call it a kiss too." Towards the end of the night, and a lot of drinks later, he takes her out on the campus lawn, and proceeds to have sex with her, and says, "In America, we call this a grass sandwich". She says, "Yaaah in Sveden, we call it a grass sandwich too, but we usually put more meat in it."

What Kind Are You?
The Liberated Lover 77% partner focus, 66% aggressiveness, 70% adventurousness Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that: You prefer your romance and love to wild and daring rather than typical or boring, you would rather pursue than be pursued and, when it comes to physical love, your satisfaction comes more from providing a wonderful time to your partner than simply seeking your own. This places you in the Lover Style of: The Liberated Lover. The Liberated Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and forms the kind of free-thinking, sexually-exciting, self-confident lover that society once condemned but that a liberal-mind cherishes and exults. The Liberated Lover is a treasure to find, though it can sometimes be difficult to do so because they are often already engaged in relationships or are in high-demand if "in the market." In terms of physical love, the Liberated Lover is possibly the most thrilling and demanding of all, with the one potential draw

Oh Sweet Singer
Oh sweet singer, my bird of joy settle on the branch of my soul and harvest the verse within my longing heart for I no longer can burn in passion's fire without being heard by my Only One up, up now with wings of my hope you must arise soar upon the faceless wind fly trough night's sapphire veil and gently with your heavenly voice engrave my poem into the air to let my lover's ear heed your tender tune and blush her ivory cheeks with my Love's Wine oh my dear beloved as I am walking through your Rose Garden on the path of future I can feel within my heartbeats there is a sub-harmonic melody chanting louder and louder streaming trough my whole existence that touches everything and everyone around me I see the trees are dancing as if they had been washed by a summer rain-fall strangers throw a glimpse of their smiles at me as if they had been star kissed... yet what they feel is not me but you my Dear for I am just a humble portal for your sacred love t

My Thoughts...
Peace is all I'm searching for, When will I find it, when will it come... I hope it comes soon, not sure how much longer I can feel so numb... I want to feel that someone loves me, Not that someone owns me... I want to feel that I am good enough for everyone, Not that I am not good enough for anyone... I need and want to feel positive, Not get negativity that makes me feel bad... I need to get out of this ivory tower, I want to live...

Two Choices
Two Choices What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child." Then he told the

Fall Is Upon Us
Fall is upon us Watch the leaves as they fall As a remembrance of our lives Lost in a down ward spiral Watch the little kid play in them Fun to crunch Fun to look at Look at all the colorful leaves Red, Brown, Yellow, Green All different in their own right None ever done anything wrong No sin No pain No breath to be knocked out Look at this ritual So quiet So peaceful Watch all of them go Just go I want to go too Let me just spiral downward Towards no where in particular Just let me go No attachments No Broken parts No longing of any kind but to just go down Just let me go down No way of stopping No way of knowing when I will hit the ground Just let me go

~obsession~
The all consuming need eating away at you. Controlling your every thought, forcing action, even when you want to resist. Like a moth to a flame - knowing the outcome of your actions. Yet the feeling of elation - an orgasm of the mind - only to repeat itself. Over and over again... My body is tight, wrapped around my mind - trying to pry through the walls of thought. I am simply here choking, getting weak from this... Obsession...

Lost A Good Freind Last Night
a coworker and goodfreind passed away at 730 last night he was 55 he lost his leg two weeks ago then it got infected had a heart attack 5 within last 5 months pleases keep his family in your toughts nad prayers

My Bio
Hey Bois my name is April.I can never really see myself with the same man for the rest of my life. I am every married womans nightmare; if I lay eyes on your man he will be mine. Here in the south many people call me trailer trash and that is fine it is only a name. They are just jealous cause their hubbys aint leaving $100 bills on the night stands before they leave.So to all you married men who want to come and shake up my trailer give me a call and lets get to shakin...Nasty Past Times Nite Flirts Phone Encounters Click on the picture above to view my listings!

Have I Ever Told You?
Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some newly discovered s

~lost Sight~
Going along as always and suddenly the world is a blur. Fuzzy around the edges I can't say where I am or who you are. I just know I am afraid of what is next...will my sight clear, will you still be there? I have lost sight once, will it fade - will I find the sunlight? I want to know I will find happiness again while seeking to change the past not trying to ignore the future. I'm angry with myself and feeling despair at the thought of what is lost. Now I'm unwilling to dream again - fighting myself not to feel closed off to love. My biggest fear is lost sight...

Gentle Hands
I am not so far from you Just a little way beyond Past the cares and past the pain Far past my earthly bonds When you feel you miss me most As years go drifting by Each memory will prove to you That our love will never die. For memories are but a touch From the Father's gentle hand To heal your pain and mend your hearts To help you understand That while I left you far too soon I did not leave alone For the Father sent His angels To gently take me home. Take comfort when you think of me Keep my love alive in your heart And with the warmth of each memory We will never be apart.( When You're Ready For Reality)

Santa Fe Grilled Vegetable Salad
Nothing beats the flavor of food off the grill, especially if the marinade is as robust as this citrus-enhanced Southwestern fare. You may want to peel the eggplant after grilling as the skin may be slightly bitter. Ingredients: 2 baby eggplants (6 ounces each), cut in half lengthwise 1 medium yellow summer squash, cut in half lengthwise 1 medium zucchini, cut in half lengthwise 1 green bell pepper, quartered 1 red bell pepper, quartered 1 small onion, peeled and cut in half 1/2 cup orange juice 2 tablespoons lime juice 1 tablespoon olive oil 2 cloves garlic, minced 1 teaspoon dried oregano leaves 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon ground red pepper 1/4 teaspoon black pepper 2 tablespoons chopped fresh cilantro Instructions: 1. Combine all ingredients except cilantro in large bowl; toss to coat. 2. To prevent sticking, spray grid with nonstick cooking spray. Prepare coals for direct grilling. Place vegetables on grill, 2 to 3 inches from hot coals; reserve marinad

Salmon Framboise
Ingredients: 1 cup dry white wine 1/4 cup raspberry preserves 1 Tbsp green peppercorns 4 (6-ounce) salmon fillets Instructions: In a small bowl, mix the wine, preserves, and green peppercorns. Pour over the salmon fillets and refrigerate for 4 hours. Preheat the oven to 375°F. Bake the fillets for 20 minutes, or until done as desired. Serve immediately. Nutritional Information: Nutritional Information (per serving): 277 Cal; 6 g Total Fat (1 g Sat Fat); 15 g Carb; 88 mg Cholesterol; 128 mg Sodium; 34 g Protein; 1 g Fiber. Dietary Exchanges: 5 Lean Meat; 1 Starch (Other Carb).

If
If... by Rudyard Kipling If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you; If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, But make allowance for their doubting too; If you can wait and not be tired by waiting, Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies, Or, being hated, don't give way to hating, And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise; If you can dream - and not make dreams your master; If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim; If you can meet with triumph and disaster And treat those two imposters just the same; If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools, Or watch the things you gave your life to broken, And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools; If you can make one heap of all your winnings And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss, And lose, and start again at your beginnings And never breath a word about your loss; If you can force your heart

~past, Future, And Present~
I release my past accepting that all that was - was all that could be. I reach toward my future aware that both joy and pain will nurture me. I embrace today not knowing my destination but trusting the path. We may not choose to remember everything but somehow we can't forget. You tend to hold on to what you know but to know is not always good. I don't forgive you to let you off the hook but to release my anger I hold within. My heart may love you but you are not worthy of that love. I never wanted you back I just could not let you go again. You are my past. Never my future. Always my present. Author Unkown

Grilled Pork Roast With Pepper Jelly Glaze
Ingredients: 2 pound pork loin roast Marinade: 1/2 cup apple juice 1/2 cup cider vinegar 1/2 cup hot pepper jelly Glaze: 1/3 cup hot pepper jelly 2 tablespoons cider vinegar Instructions: Place pork in large self-sealing plastic bag. Heat marinade ingredients together until jelly melts; pour over pork in bag. Seal bag, refrigerate 12-24 hours. Remove pork from marinade (discarding remaining marinade). Place pork roast on medium-hot grill over drip pan, close grill hood. Grill pork for about 1 1/4 hours, until meat thermometer inserted in center reads 150 degrees F. Stir together glaze ingredients; coat roast with jelly glaze. Grill for 10 minutes more, bringing roast to an internal temperature of 160 degrees F. Let roast rest 10-15 minutes before slicing to serve. Nutritional Information: Calories: 280 Fat: 8 grams Cholesterol: 70 milligrams Carbohydrates: 26 grams Protein: 24 grams Sodium: 65 milligrams Saturated Fat: 3 grams Fiber: 0 grams

Pasta Vegetable Salad
Ingredients: 2 Tbsp cider vinegar 2 Tbsp tomato sauce 2 tsp sugar (may use sugar substitute) 2 Tbsp olive oil 1 garlic clove, minced 1/4 tsp dried marjoram leaves 1/4 tsp basil 1/4 tsp salt, or to taste (optional) 1 cup uncooked penne or similarly shaped pasta 1 large tomato, cubed 1 small zucchini, cubed 1 medium red or yellow pepper, seeded & chopped 1 cup broccoli or cauliflower florets Instructions: Combine vinegar and tomato sauce in a large serving bowl; stir to mix well. Stir in the sugar, oil, garlic, marjoram, basil and salt (if desired). Set aside. Cook the pasta according to package directions. Transfer to a colander and rinse under cold, running water. Drain. Meanwhile, add the tomatoes, zucchini, pepper and broccoli to the bowl with the dressing. Stir to mix well. Stir in pasta. Serve immediately or cover and refrigerate 1 hour or up to 36 hours before serving. Stir before serving. Nutritional Information: Nutritional Information (per 1/2 c

Dalusional
people are dalusional by nature we see what we wish was there, we decode the world to fit our dalusion, becuz of there dalusion people may become paranoyed, smitten and some even think them selves loved, or even in love. its all a fine line in the heuman mind, in the end when a dalusion is relized and comes crashing down there is nothing, emptyness. and u see ur self for the fool every one elts sees u for. so now i sit hear alon, as i relize my dalusion,teirs streaking down my faces....... as the voice in my head softly whisper "fool"

Parmesan Pork Tenderloin
Use seasoned bread crumbs to add more kick to this dish. Ingredients: 1 pound pork tenderloin 3 tablespoons fine dry bread crumbs 1 tablespoon grated Parmesan cheese 1 teaspoon salt 1/8 teaspoon pepper 2 teaspoons vegetable oil 1 small onion, chopped 1 clove garlic, minced Instructions: Cut tenderloin crosswise into 8 slices, approximately 1-inch thick. Place each slice on its cut surface and flatten with heel of hand to 1/2-inch thickness. Combine crumbs, Parmesan cheese, salt and pepper; dredge pork slices to coat. Saute slowly, with onion and garlic, in oil in large skillet for 10 minutes. Nutritional Information: Calories: 184 Fat: 7 grams Cholesterol: 76 milligrams Carbohydrates: 6 grams Protein: 26 grams Sodium: 701 milligrams Saturated Fat: 2 grams

Windaz Too Thoosand
To all my Americans Friends, people from the area where I come from are affectionately known as Geordies, we dont speak english as such but a mixture of english and scottish, and at times hard to understand. Just to clarify the point here is our versions of Windows "Geordie" Windows 2000 It has come to the attention of Microsoft that several copies of a Geordie version of Windows 2000, otherwise known as Windaz Too Thoosand, may have accidentally been shipped out of Newcastle. If you have one of the Newcastle editions, you may need some help understanding the commands. You will be able to tell immediately if you have a copy of Windaz 2000 by the egg-timer being replaced by a bottle of Brown Ale. Also note: * The recycle bin is labelled " Shite " * Dialup network is called "Me mates" * Control Panel is known as "How we fook aboot wi the settins" * The hard drive is referred to as "Big disk wi aall me stuff on it" Other features to note: * Cancel - Fook that

Part-time Pasta
Carb safe recipe. Ingredients: 1/2 pound turkey, lean ground 1 teaspoon paprika 1 can (14 1/2 ounces) tomatoes, crushed 1 can (14 1/2 ounces) chicken broth, reduced sodium 2 cups pasta, bow-tie, uncooked 3 cups frozen vegetables such as carrots, broccoli and cauliflower, thawed Tasty Topping: 1/2 cup chopped fresh or dried parsley 1/4 cup bread crumbs, seasoned, dry 1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese Instructions: 1. Heat a large nonstick pan over medium heat. Add ground turkey and paprika. Cook and stir until meat is brown and no longer pink, about 5 minutes. 2. Stir in tomatoes, chicken broth and pasta. Bring mixture to a boil. Reduce heat to medium-low. Cover and simmer until pasta is almost tender, about 10-15 minutes. 3. Remove lid. Place vegetables on top of pasta. Replace lid. Cook until vegetables are tender, about 5 minutes. 4. Prepare the Tasty Topping. Mix parsley, bread crumbs and Parmesan cheese. Sprinkle over vegetables in skillet. Cover and let

Blah
i know i think im just going to be his best friend cause thats what he needs more than anything right now hes really depressed an i hate seeing him like this but me an him are bipolar so i know where hes commin from with stuff we spend so much time talking about everything an nothing thats why i like him hes cool an he listens an i listen to him as i do with every1 when they need someone to listen oh well

Element
Your Love Element Is Water In love, you connect deeply and commit totally. For you, love is all about taking risks and moving into unknown territory. You attract others with courage and confidence. Your flirting style is defined by your flexibility and ability to adapt. Nurturing and shared learning are the cornerstones of your love life. And while you may jump in to love too quickly, you always come out the wiser for it. You connect best with: Metal Avoid: Earth You And another Water element: will pull each other down into a dark place What Element Is Your Love?

Personality Thingy
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long, especially if your mate is non-giving! There's too much eye candy to stay at home if your home doesn't appreciate you. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist. Independence: Your independence is low. This doesn't mean you're dependent in

Free 48 Hour Preview Oct 25th And 26th
I dont normally whore companies but I love my Sirius...great programs no commercials on the music and Howard Stern and Bubba the love sponge all good stuff...go to www.sirius.com to sign up they say no obligation but hopefully u all will sign up and enjoy what I enjoy everyday..like I said I dont usually pimp out website unless they have good free porn...lol...love all yall ladies...catch ya on the flip...Luke

Drop By Say "hi"!
This one goes out to all my Peeps, just a gentle reminder that my pics and everything are there for you to view. I appreciate the ratings....but say something!!! LOL. I always try and leave a comment or 2 in my wake...so me that Cherry Luvin' LOL!! Mike.

My Candy Heart
Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Vampirism & Magick
Vampirism & Magick Energy. Vampires need it. Magick uses it. So what is the difference and what is the big deal? The difference is between need, use and choice. Vampires need energy. They have no choice in the matter. Wiccans / Pagans use energy and they have every choice in how it is used and applied. Vampires are born. It is not a choice. If you are vampire, you are born needing the additional energies. The need for this manifests as you mature and usually becomes pronouncedly noticeable around the age of puberty. Vampires have no choice and need the energy to remain healthy. For Vampires it is physical need. Without the energies they take from living and natural sources, vampires have a diminished quality of life. Wicca / Paganism and the practice of Magick are religious choices. In fact, ALL religions use energy in some means. Religion uses energy to heal, promote good feelings and sometimes even to curse. But religious practitioners have a choice. They do not be

Envy
Your Envy Quotient: 8% Envious? You? No way! You're happy with what you've got going on, and what someone else has doesn't change that. When people succeed, you are happy for them. You know you'll get yours eventually! How Much Envy Do You Have?

Missing
It sucks..I am missing PJ so much..I can't wait until he gets back home again. It'll be so nice to have him back. I did talk to him for like 2 minutes yesterday morning. It seems as though he may end up coming home early..YAY!!!...I wish I knew exactly when, but oh well..Early is good..even if it is just a day or so...I'll be happy. I hope that it'll be a long time before he has to spend this much time away from us again. The girls have been missing him too much. Evelyn will be happy to have her daddy back home and so will Alora. At least he'll be home by Evelyn's birthday, which'll be so great.

Sending Back A Kiss
If a kiss was a raindrop... I'd send you showers....... If hugs were a second... .. I'd send you hours. If smiles were water... I'd send you the sea. If friendship was a person... I'd send you me. If you dont send this bac to me... you will be left with no love. Because they won't know that you appreciate them. This poem shows lots of appreciation... So Read & Send this to all of of whom you care about and let them know you care. Because i am not sure if i will receive it or not from you,just wanted to know.

~gratitude~
As you know I've been going through some pretty rough times lately, but I'm finally beginning to see the light at the end of the tunnel. And, I want you to know I owe a debt of gratitude for sticking by me at a time when I know I wasn't the best of company. I needed someone to see me through...and you were there. To be honest, there were times I don't know what I would have done without you. I know I must have tried your patience countless times, and yet, you never turned your back on me. There are really no words strong enough to express the gratitude I feel... but I want you to know I'll never forget what you've done for me, and, because of that, you'll always be one of the most special people in my life. (a great poem if you are grateful to someone)

Last Night Was Fucking Awful
So, I had a horrible night last night and had to get a few things off my chest. I went and met Ashley at the pub. I was already mad with someone. for reason I wish not to discuss...but anyways that is something totally diffrent. So, I met Ash and wanted to have a drink. Well a drink became more and shots of Jager because my "ex" if you can call him that considering the basis of our relationship, was there. Seeing him brought me some damn pain. I hate that I am still in fucking love with that asshole. Well I wouldnt speak to him. And Shaun and Kevin wanted to come to my house after the bar which was cool. but Shawn wanted the "ex" to go to. I told him no, that I didn't want him at my house. So Ash falls asleep at the bar and we put her in the car. I went back in to finish my drink and the "ex" comes and talks to me and asks me if I hate him. I had to explain that i don't hate him but I still wanted to have a friendship with him. He said he couldn't have a friendship with me b/c h

Heroin
Your Personality Is Like Heroin You're capable of the highest highs and the lowest lows. Addicted to feeling good, you'll do almost anything to avoid pain. People seek you out, even though you can be quite moody. They're hooked on you! What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

Variable Love
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is low. You see love as a gift that you should give to many. It's hard for you to imagine being with one person at at time... Let alone one person for the rest of your life! Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is low. This d

Quiz
Your Love Element Is Metal In love, you inspire and respect your partner. For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience. You attract others with wit and a bit of flash. Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you. Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life. You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past. You connect best with: Earth Avoid: Fire You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other What Element Is Your Love?

How Good Are You In Bed
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM60%A Romantic55%Virgin55%Sex God50%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Personality Of Me
Your Personality Is Rational (NT) You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas. You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy! Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people. In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally. You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought. Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals. In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent. At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia. With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well. As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly. On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things. The Th

Does Love Worth?
If I make that leap of hope and gave my heart to you I promise I'd not ask alot just be kind to me Don't seek to change who I am or the dreams I have Because they are all I have they are who I am Share with me your smile, a touch that makes me sigh A kiss so soft and tender that one could never be enough Let your voice be the reassurance I need to know I'm loved Please, never mistreat me, show me in every way you want me Show me that you want me as a best friend, companion and mate let me feel your arms wrap around me when I misplace my smile Accept me as I am, imperfections and all, and I will do the same Teach me that love was worth the risk of opening my heart to you

Welcome To My Humble Abode...
I'm more than my fair share of opinionated, so I want this little space to be my little soapbox, my rave, my dance party, my protest...my whatever! And it goes for anyone else, too! So show me some love!

Can't Take It...
Can't take it This life's to short Don't want it This life to be that long I'm falling Falling so fast No way to break my fall I don't want to feel this I don't want to think this I know what's going on I'm not as stupid as you think You can't let me go on like this How dare you How dare you Want to be cut open Want to know what it feels like For someone to know me inside and out People think they do But we all know they don't Break me Shake me Cake me with all this shame Aware of what I've done and when as well I Can't take this Too much stress I way too overwhelmed I'm told I shouldn't be How can I not be? This isn't my life that I lead But someone elses instead Where's my life Where's my chance to lead it Where's my life?

Personality Quiz
Your Personality Is Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours. The Three Question Personality Test

For Those Who've Asked About The Namio Harukawa Site Here It Is
For those who are Namio Harukawa fans and have asked for the web site I've mentioned here it is .. On the site are other artists skim thru the page and enjoy .. http://www.anastassja.org/modules.php?op=modload&name=My_eGallery&file=index&do=showgall&gid=58

Little Bits Blog
I'm not here for a relationship I'm here for friendship I'm a 39 year old mother of one and have a wonderful boyfriend and I cherish both of the men in my life cause they are my life. I hope everyone who stops by my blog will give me a chance and want to become friends. Thanks for stopping!!! ~~~~ HUG~~~~~~~~~

Looking For Faces
Would like to put together a wee video of faces together to the track of Iggy Pop's Im a real wild one, so if you would like me to use some of your pics can you make yourself known, as its taking me ages to trawl thru everyones pictures and get peoples permission. anyway leave a comment if you are up for it

True Joke #1
ok my co-workers an i were eating lunch in the breakroom when someone decided to start talking about marriages. a front office girl looked at a counselor who's been married a few times and asked "hey, how much did your first wedding cost?" the couselor replied "oh, it cost me about $12,000" the front office girl was surprised at the amount and proceeded to ask "how long did "it" (your marriage) last?" the counselor said with a serious look "All day!!" hahahahehehe lmao! i swear this guy cracks me up every damn day

How Will You Die
You scored as Posion. Your death will be by poison, probably because you are a glutton and are around so many people that it would be easy to get away with it. Several important people in history share your fate.Eaten87%Posion87%Bomb73%Stabbed73%Suicide67%Disappear67%Disease67%Gunshot60%Cut Throat40%Accident40%Suffocated33%Drowning

~inspiration Air~
I call on forces higher than I to release that which is held inside... As my mind travels guide it true, inspiration is needed for what I am to do. Creative forces shall flow through me understanding for all to see... I call on thee in perfect trust sending me guidance from above. Harming none and helping all - Inspirational air from above will fall... Author Unknown

7 Kinds Of Sex
7 kinds of sex Body: The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. O

Yo
Just lettin ya'll know tha reason I haven't been on LC as much. I work from 11-8 durin most weekdays and weekends with only 2 days off at a time. That is why I haven't been on as much. Sorry. I just wanted to post this to let everyone know whose my friends to know what I've been up 2. Peace

How Are You In Bed?
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM95%Sex God73%A Romantic65%Virgin8%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

What Group Are You
You scored as Rocker, Mosher. Your A Rocker!Rocker, Mosher60%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev40%Trendy10%Goth0%Emo0%Skater0%Prepy0%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com

Today
Ok, so today I have started to write a blog several times and just haven't found really anything important to say I guess. I was really disappointed that I didn't win "The Most Impressive Cleavage" contest. I though more of my friends and or fans would have voted for me, but oh well guess it wasn't that impressive. Have a great day all. Darla

Untitled ... Got A Name For It ?
Tears and smiles at the thought Of all the things to me you’ve brought Of how my life is forever changed A miracle for one who affections were estranged When life and love had fled the heart And nothing good could ever start And hope had gone all was doom You walked in to my souls room Feeling grew as you touch me down deep Making me yours forever to keep And filling my head with visions of you Till no one else could ever do Held in the embrace of your soul Till only you could make me whole Desire no angel to grace my life Seeking a human to share the strife One who knows how past hurts scar One perfect vision that you are And now you’re my deepest thought For love to me is what you’ve brought By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Wicca Vs Christianity
"As It Harm None, Do As Ye Will" as a Christian, i live by this! as a Juggalo, i live by this! i do not judge "lest i be judged more harshly"! i love my neighbors as i luv myself! i have studied spirituality in many many forms all my life! i have studied Christian & Jewish scriptures like no one i have ever met! my biggest battles have been with wellmeaning yet underinformed clergy! i have no hatred for anyone who chooses paths different from me but just by caring about others, i wish they would study not only what they believe but also what they dont believe so they might have a greater understanding of what their beliefs really are! i have studied Wiccan beliefs as well as Necromancy & personally found my comfort zone in scripture & Christianity. I do not discount the fact that i can learn something from each and every person on this earth! i welcome the challenge to my beliefs because i find myself walking away believing even more deeply if i truly listen to the challen

What Disney Character Are You?
You scored as Cruella De Ville. Your alter ego is Cruella De Ville! You hurt little puppies and have bad hair... shame on you!Cruella De Ville88%Goofy81%Donald Duck81%Sleeping Beauty75%Peter Pan69%The Beast69%Ariel56%Cinderella56%Snow White44%Pinocchio38%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

What Is Your Disney Alter Ego
You scored as Goofy. Your alter ego is Goofy! You are fun and great to be around, and you are always willing to help others. You arn't worried about embarrassing yourself, so you are one who is more willing to try new things. Goofy100%The Beast75%Donald Duck63%Sleeping Beauty50%Ariel50%Cinderella50%Peter Pan50%Pinocchio25%Snow White13%Cruella De Ville0%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

So Im Duct Taped To A "torcher Chair" In The Wicked Pleasures Lounge The Other Day And.....
So here i am the other day in the WP lounge minding my own biz as usual..."yeah right"lol...and these two hotties decied to duct tape me to a torcher chair....I was shaved, drawn on , had bright red lipstick put on me, put in a thong, BRANDED, and had a few other dominatrix type things done to me.... Now while i've always been curious as to what it would be like to be w/ a couple of dominatrix chicks i must say that my curiosity has been over come by sheer horror and fear! Yup they were pretty brutal. However i must admit that i was in a way turned on. Up intill my nipples had metal clamps put on them and i was administered an electric shock! "Real boner kill there! ROFL!.... I LOVE U BOTH MICKI N BELLA!! MUAHZ!!!! HAHAHA!!! IF ANY1 READING THIS HASN'T TAKEN THE TIME TO COME VISIT US THE WICKED PLEASURES LOUNGE PLEASE DO SO..... U MAY FIND IT TO BE A SHOCKING EXPIERIANCE...(YEAH I KNOW I SPELLED THAT WRONG...FUCK OFF...) UNTILL NEXT TIME PEACE!!!!!

New Pictures Of Crimson Trauma
New pictures have just been added to http://www.skaryland.com of Crimson Trauma!! Including almost 500 pictures, and one video clip. The site has only been live for three days, and I'm already adding new content, go attack it. There are free previews for those of you who are too cheap to buy a membership.... so go check it out! Here's just a few pictures from the site... If you are over 18, please go check out my site. Also, please repost this if you're willing to help support our cause!

Fuck It
WEll have you ever felt like nothig is going right for you. NO JOB NO MONEY YOU DONT KNOW WHERE YOUR LIFE IS GOING PEOPLE JUST PISS YOU OFF EVERYDAY WELL I GOT THE PILL FOR YOU ITS CALLED: PLEASE FEEL FREE TO DRINK HEAVLY WHILE TAKING THIS PILL NO SIDE AFFECTS AT ALL. YOU CAN OPERATE HEAVY MACHINERY OR A CAR BUT IF YOU ARE DRINKING REMEMBER DONT DRINK AND DRIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I KNOW THIS PILL WORKS BECAUSE I NOT ONLY ENDORSE THIS PILL I TAKE IT EVERYDAY.

How Are U In Bed
You scored as A Romantic. You're a romantic through and through. You may not ever have very many partners, but it's ok. You know that it's about the person who you're having it with, and that the sex is more of a fun biproduct - a very fun biprodict. You know how to make your partner happy, and that's what it's all about.A Romantic90%Sex God60%Virgin45%A Slave To BDSM35%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

In Bed!!!
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM85%Sex God75%A Romantic55%Virgin20%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Time...
Laurel crowned Horatius True, how true the saying, Swift as wind flies over us Time devouring, slaying.[Latin trans.]Lauriger Horatius Quam dixisti verum; Fugit curo citius Tempus edax rerum.Unattributed...

Y'all Like This One,found In My Email
My flight was being served by an obviously gay flight attendant, who seemed to put everyone in a good mood as he served us food and drinks. As the plane prepared to descend, he came swishing down the aisle and told us that "Captain Marvey has asked me to announce that he'll be landing the big scary plane shortly, so lovely people, if you could just put your trays up, that would be super." On his trip back up the aisle, he noticed this well-dressed and rather Arabic-looking woman hadn't moved a muscle. "Perhaps you didn't hear me over those big brute engines, but I asked you to raise your trayzy-poo, so the main man can pitty-pat us on the ground." She calmly turned her head and said, "In my country, I am called a Princess and I take orders from no one." To which the flight attendant replied, without missing a beat, "Well, sweet-cheeks, in my country I'm called a queen, so I out-rank you. Tray up, bitch."

~to Everything~
To everything there is a season... And a time to every purpose under Heaven. A time to plant... And a time to uproot. A time to pull down... And a time to build up. A time to weep... And a time to laugh. A time for mourning... And a time for dancing. A time to scatter stones... And a time to gather them. A time to embrace... And a time to refrain from embracing. A time to seek... And a time to love. A time to keep... And a time to throw away. A time to tear... And a time to mend. A time for silence... And a time for speech. A time to love. A time for Peace. Ecclesiastes 3:1-8 This poster hangs at the foot of my bed honoring my son who passed away on 19Dec2000.

Grrrrr.....i Freaking Love My Life.
SOOOOO.....I get my package in from hot topic today (btw it was the cheerleader outfit) and I'm like "woah this is fucking awesome." So I go to try it on and the skirts to small and the tops to big. and so now I'm all "Of course something like this would happen to me." So now I have to get my lazy, sleepy ass up and go all the way to the mall (probally have to go to three different ones with my luck) and pick out a new outfit. And it's not going to be the school girl outfit unless I get uberly lucky, because the one I bought was a set. and I'm not pay a 30 dollar difference for an outfit I'm only wearing for one night of the fucking year. Well that's all for now, bye.

Fresh Poem
Tears and smiles at the thought Of all the things to me you’ve brought Of how my life is forever changed A miracle for one who affections were estranged When life and love had fled the heart And nothing good could ever start And hope had gone all was doom You walked in to my souls room Feeling grew as you touch me down deep Making me yours forever to keep And filling my head with visions of you Till no one else could ever do Held in the embrace of your soul Till only you could make me whole Desire no angel to grace my life Seeking a human to share the strife One who knows how past hurts scar One perfect vision that you are And now you’re my deepest thought For love to me is what you’ve brought By R. Thomas Dinsmore

A Poem I Wrote A Few Years Ago
All I Can Do it takes all I have to do what I do and all I can do is be me and no matter what I do, people will only see what they want to see bad things I have done and bad choices I have made but on every mistake or wrong doing, the price in full I have paid I don't ask for anyone to forget, just for some kind of a break just something to happen so a better life I can make not asking for an easy trip, not wanting a free ride something I can work hard at in which I can build inner pride life is a long, hard trip, a trip we all have to take with many paths and choices we have to make yet no matter what path I may choose to take or what I choose to be there is something that must be remembered, all I can do is be me Sheldon

Weekend
So this weekend is my big weekend..busy as hell! I'll start with Thursday since for me thats when this weekend starts. After work, it will be the "usual." The whole group gets together at the poolhall shoots a few games, enjoys some music and then hits the Steer to eat and mess around with anyone else there. Creamer fights are the greatest. After all the fun and games there, it will be time to just crash and ready myself for the next day, one that I thought I would never live to see...one of my best friends from all the way back to grade school is getting married! How the hell did that happen?!?! So, yeah, I get to get all dressed up and snazzy looking, which means new pics for here, and celebrate with him..not to mention make sure his cold feet stay In the church..i'm on door duty. After that, the reception should be quite "lively" with a nice after party at the hotel as well for the wedding party and close friends. When we all finally wake up and recover enough to move on Satu

What Is Ur Disney Alter Ego
You scored as Cinderella. Your alter ego is Cinderella! You often find yourself doing a lot of housework, but if you are patient, your hard work usually pays off. You are prone to losing things, so dont rush through everything.Ariel75%Goofy75%The Beast75%Cinderella75%Pinocchio63%Donald Duck50%Sleeping Beauty50%Peter Pan25%Snow White25%Cruella De Ville0%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

Always Knew I Was A Princess
You scored as Cinderella. Your alter ego is Cinderella! You often find yourself doing a lot of housework, but if you are patient, your hard work usually pays off. You are prone to losing things, so dont rush through everything.Cinderella75%Donald Duck63%Sleeping Beauty63%The Beast56%Pinocchio50%Peter Pan50%Goofy50%Snow White38%Ariel38%Cruella De Ville19%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

5. I Want A Boyfriend.....
YOU GOT ONLY 100.7 SECONDS 2 REPOST DIZ OR YOU WILL LOSE SUMONE SPECIAL!!! ONLY SAY 1.I LOVE MY HUSBAND 2.I LOVE MY WIFE 3.I HAVE A BOYFRIEND 4.I WANT A GIRLFRIEND 5.I WANT A BOYFRIEND 6.I LIKE SOMEONE A LOT 7.WE BROKE UP FOR SURE 8.I AM SINGLE 9.I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND 10.I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND 11.PAINTING ROX 12.I STILL LOVE MY EX

More Sexual Style Stuff
Mindy Lynn -- [adjective]:Tasting like strawberries 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com Mindy Experimental eroticism expert 'What will your sex business card say?' at QuizUniverse.com

So Called Friends
okay now i have relized that i have so called friends on my list, and these so called friends won't get anything from me every again, no photo ratings, photo comments or even user comments. I go and rate all their pics, leave photo comments and user comments (when i have time) and all i don't even see them come rate and leave comments for my pics. I'm not going to mention any names, but they know who they are.

My Life, My Love, My Hopes & Dreams
this is a poem that i wrote in july of this year. leave feedback. if you like it comment, if you don't like it still comment. i'm taking all PRODUCTIVE criticism. As I lay here thinkin, "What in the world should I do", All that comes to my mind, is me being wit you. I want to be able to love you, I want to be able to care, My life, my love, my hopes and dreams, is what I'm willing to share. But, I'm afraid to fall for you, afraid to give all my love, Because I don't want to get hurt again, by someone that I "thought" I loved. So please.....promise not to hurt me, promise me that you'll care....And then.... My life, my love, my hopes and dreams, with you I will share. My heart to yours I will carefully place, The previous pain I felt, your love alone will erase. Your smile, your style...... That swagger and your walk Your personality and intelligence.....and even how you talk. These are all things that I love about you Oh and I almost forgot, you're popular and cute t

Life
I know that the things that upset me would be little compared to some peoples problems. I am not Starving, I have a roof over my head, people who love me, and the ability to talk to people all over the world! I am strong, and I will get through what life throws at me.So just remember Things arent so bad, and when you feel like things are getting too hard, remember there is alot of suffering OUT in the world, try to help to make it better....

What Do Ur Eyes Reveal About You
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain67%Diamond Eyes17%Mysterious0%Passion0%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

What Group Are You
You scored as Rocker, Mosher. Your A Rocker!Rocker, Mosher30%Prepy10%Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev0%Goth0%Emo0%Trendy0%Skater0%What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy Ectcreated with QuizFarm.com

Words By T
come back to me come to me as you will come to me enraged or refreshed come to me radiant or unadorned come back to me as you saunter make love to me passionate shiny leather…naughty madonna coy and vestal come to me wrapped in nature goose down…harvest grains still waters broken by fish and frogs come back to me sudden like a unexpected kiss urgent needs to fill come back to me steady come back to me real come to me in beauty as you cresses my face my heart my soul come to me in children’s laughter, babies breath first kisses remembered crushes lost so long ago come to me breaking, in dieing dreams, and long held wishes come to me filigreed and lovely come to me simple full of grace come to me on Sunday morning… amidst north texas small town friday night football religion come to me asubard, observed, real or imagined come to me in silence alone together, in amazing conversation come to me as breathing stay with me through lonely, through dark literal and

Sex Skills
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Change Of Life.......
I thought that I had things all figured out, but that is usually the time that everything falls apart. First week of Novemeber is a "time will tell" for me. I don't know why but I think I was placed on this earth to have no signifigant other, at times. I feel like I have a curse. I guess this is the wrongs that were in my life coming back to me. Anywho, I flet like ranting because now things are all complicated again for me and I let them get this way..........My fault, I suppose.

Sex Skillz
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Unknown
She is most fair, And when they see her pass The poets' ladies Look no more in the glass But after her. On a bleak moor Running under the moon She lures a poet, Once proud or happy, soon Far from his door. Beside a train, Because they saw her go, Or failed to see her, Travelers and watchers know Another pain. The simple lack Of her is more to me Than others presence, Whether life splendid be Or utter black. I have not seen, I have no news of her; I can tell only She is not here, but there She might have been. She is to be kissed Only perhaps by me; She may be seeking Me and no other; she May not exist.

Mexican Pozole Soup
Ingredients: 2 pounds cubed lean beef 1 Tablespoon olive oil 1 large onion 1 finely chopped garlic clove 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/8 teaspoon pepper 1/4 cup cilantro 1 can (15 ounces) stewed tomatoes 2 ounces tomato paste 1 can (1 lb. 13 ounce) hominy Instructions: 1. In a large pot, heat oil. Saute beef. 2. Add onion, garlic, salt, pepper, cilantro, and enough water to cover the meat. Cover pot and cook over low heat until meat is tender. 3. Add tomatoes and tomato paste. Continue cooking for about 20 minutes. 4. Add hominy and continue cooking another 15 minutes, stirring occasionally, over low heat. If too thick, add water for desired consistency. Note: Skinless, boneless chicken breasts may be used instead of beef cubes. Nutritional Information: Per serving: 230 Calories 18 g Total Carbohydrates 8 g Total Fat 2 g Saturated Fat 55 mg Cholesterol 22 g Protein 410 mg Sodium 3 g Fiber

Mandarin Pork Medallions
Quick enough for even the busiest weekday. Ingredients: 1 pound pork tenderloin 1 teaspoon vegetable oil 1/2 cup orange juice 1/4 cup orange marmalade 1 teaspoon prepared horseradish 1/2 teaspoon cinnamon 2 tablespoons lemon juice 1 tablespoon cornstarch 1 10-ounce can mandarin orange segments, drained Instructions: Slice tenderloin crosswise into eight pieces. Flatten slightly. Heat oil in nonstick skillet over medium-high heat. Brown pork for about one minute per side. Stir together remaining ingredients except mandarin oranges. Add sauce to skillet; cook and stir until thickened. Reduce heat to low;cover and simmer 5-7 minutes. Remove to serving platter, garnish with mandarin oranges. Nutritional Information: Calories: 260 Fat: 6 grams Cholesterol: 76 milligrams Carbohydrates: 26 grams Protein: 25 grams Sodium: 70 milligrams Saturated Fat: 2 grams Fiber: 1 gram

I Is Who I Is
ok so yeah ive been here for a while and things still look blah on my cherry spot. but thats just bc im a simple person. i got wraped up in aol/aol chat room drama yrs ago when that was cool. i even enjoyed a lil drama at yahoo and myspace at one time. but i think im getting too old for that crap. im 25 (yeah im still young so what) but im not interested in whose bitching or talking about so and so. i dont care who has 700 friends vs. 10. and i really could care less if my cherry points go to psyco cherry or not. i like my simple blogs, i like earning my friends on my list by being a true friend. and i like not telling crap just to get more points and be popular. sure im stepping on toes by saying this but im saying this bc this is true. i write when i can, i say hi atlest to my friends twice a month on line, and i live a real life instead of sitting on the pc 19 out of 24 hrs. do u hate me for saying this??? if so im sure you know by now where the little red x is at the top right of t

Do Me A Favor, Please............
MY FRIEND HERE IS OVER IN IRAQ AND IS WANTING TO MEET NEW AND INTERESTING PEOPLE WHO ARE WILLING TO CHAT WITH HIM. HAVING PEOPLE TO TALK TO HELPS HIS TIME THERE GO BY A LOT FASTER AND LET'S HIM KNOW THERE IS PEOPLE HERE THAT CARE ABOUT HIM AND WHAT HE'S DOING FOR US. SO IF YOUR WILLING TO BE A FRIEND AND CHAT WITH HIM STOP BY HIS PAGE AND ADD HIM AND TALK TO HIM WHEN YOU SEE HIM ON. THE LINK TO HIS PROFILE IS BELOW. shayjv@ LostCherry Courtesy of MsTags.com SENDING MY LOVE AND HUGS, REDNECK RIN Courtesy of MsTags.comCourtesy of MsTags.com

Lime-mustard Marinated Chicken
Ingredients: 2 boneless skinless chicken breasts (about 3 ounces each) 1/4 cup fresh lime juice 3 tablespoons honey mustard, divided 2 teaspoons olive oil 1/4 teaspoon ground cumin 1/8 teaspoon garlic powder 1/8 teaspoon ground red pepper 3/4 cup plus 2 tablespoons fat-free, reduced-sodium chicken broth, divided 1/4 cup uncooked rice 1 cup broccoli florets 1/3 cup matchstick carrots Instructions: 1. Rinse chicken. Pat dry with paper towels. Place in resealable plastic food storage bag. Whisk together lime juice, 2 tablespoons mustard, olive oil, cumin, garlic powder and red pepper. Pour over chicken. Seal bag. Marinate in refrigerator 2 hours. 2. Combine 3/4 cup chicken broth, rice and remaining 1 tablespoon mustard in small saucepan. Bring to a boil. Reduce heat and simmer, covered, 12 minutes or until rice is almost tender. Stir in broccoli, carrots and remaining 2 tablespoons chicken broth. Cook, covered, 2 to 3 minutes more or until vegetables are crisp-tender a

Treasure...
Your love gives me so much pleasure A feeling I will always treasure Arm in arm or just skipping stones I know I'll never be alone Sharing with you our happy home My heart is yours and nothing less We've passed all of wedlocks tests When day turns night, ever and ever No one could love you any better I am yours and you are mine Together until the end of time My treasure so sweet and so sublime The reason for this little rhyme A love for you I'll gladly give Of this you can be positive IMspidey 9/06 Copyright 2006

The Truth About Men
why do men lie ? about everything? oh there so sick they cant do this its all our fault nothing ever goes back to them ladie3s plase respond and help me out i am a 23/f with a 31/m that has been together for 5 years and let me tell you nothing i do is right is that life for ever ??

Lemony Beef & Barley With Sugar Snap Peas
Ingredients: 1 pound lean ground beef 1/2 pound mushrooms, sliced 1 medium onion, chopped 1 large carrot, thinly sliced 1 clove garlic, crushed 1 can (14 to 14 1/2 ounces) ready-to-serve beef broth 1/2 cup quick-cooking barley 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon pepper 1 package (8 ounces) frozen sugar snap peas, defrosted 1/4 cup chopped fresh parsley 1 teaspoon grated lemon peel Instructions: 1. In large nonstick skillet, cook and stir ground beef, mushrooms, onion, carrot and garlic over medium heat 8 to 10 minutes or until beef is no longer pink, breaking up into 3/4-inch crumbles. Pour off drippings. 2. Stir in broth, barley, salt and pepper. Bring to a boil; reduce heat to medium-low. Cover tightly and simmer 10 minutes. 3. Add peas; continue cooking 2 to 5 minutes or until barley is tender. Stir in parsley and lemon peel. Nutritional Information: Nutritional Information Per Serving: 259 calories; 27 protein; 17 g carbohydrate; 10 g fat; 4.9 mg iron; 66

Just Me
i want a guy who wont mind if i eat more than him who listen to all my pointless stories who won't mind me sarcasm who shouts all to my favrote songs along with me who can talk to me any thing who isn't shy to hold me close or hug me i know i act weird n crazy at times but doesn't care who laughts at all my stupid jokesbut then tells me that they we're stupid i want a guy who tells me im beautiful not hot

Tuesday For Phone Sex
Hi all, I have been busy this week. My computer is going down. It needs a face lift. I am going to be working on cumputers for a while. I hope you guys call and give me a distraction. Computers are a pain in the ass. I wish I did not depend on them but I do.

No One So Much As You
No one so much as you Loves this my clay, Or would lament as you Its dying day. You know me through and through Though I have not told, And though with what you know You are not bold. None ever was so fair As I thought you: Not a word can I bear Spoken against you. All that I ever did For you seemed coarse Compared with what I hid Nor put in force. My eyes scarece dare meet you Lest they should prove I but respond to you And do not love. We look and understand, We cannot speak Except in trifles and Words the mopst weak. For I at most accept Your love, regreting THat is all: I have kept Only a fretting That I could noyt return All that you gave And could not ever burn With the love you have, Till someit did seem Better it were Never to see you more Than linger here With only gratitude Instead of love--- A pine in solitude Cradling a dove.

Lemon Pecan Pork Chops
Ingredients: 4 boneless pork loin chops, 1/2-inch thick 1 tablespoon margarine 1/2 teaspoon garlic salt 1/4 teaspoon lemon-pepper seasoning 2 tablespoons finely chopped pecans 2-4 tablespoons fresh lemon juice 1/2 teaspoon grated lemon peel Fresh lemon slices (optional) Instructions: Sprinkle both sides of chops with garlic salt and lemon-pepper. Heat margarine in large skillet over medium heat. Add chops; brown 5-7 minutes per side or until pork is tender. Remove chops to serving plate. Sprinkle with pecans; keep warm. Stir lemon juice into drippings in skillet; heat for 1 minute, stirring constantly. Spoon over cooked chops; sprinkle with lemon peel. Garnish with lemon slices, if desired. Nutritional Information: Calories: 206 Fat: 12 grams Cholesterol: 55 milligrams Carbohydrates: 2 grams Protein: 22 grams Sodium: 316 milligrams Saturated Fat: 3 grams Fiber: 0 grams

Lemon Chicken
Ingredients: 2 Tbsp sesame oil 3 cups bean sprouts 2 garlic cloves, minced 2 tsp minced ginger 1 ½ lb boneless, skinless chicken breasts, cut into 3-inch strips 1 cup fresh snow peas, trimmed ½ cup sliced red pepper 1 Tbsp lite soy sauce 1 Tbsp dry sherry 1 Tbsp fresh lemon juice 1 6-oz can bamboo shoots 1 6-oz can water chestnuts, slivered Instructions: 1. On a high temperature, heat 1 Tbsp oil in a wok or pan 2. Add beans sprouts to the oil and stir-fry for 1-2 minutes (make sure they are crispy) 3. Remove the sprouts from the wok or pan 4. Place the garlic and ginger on the remaining oil and stir-fry for 30 seconds 5. Now, place the chicken on the wok or pan and stir-fry for 4 minutes 6. Keep the chicken remaining on the wok or pan, but place to the side 7. Add the snow peas and red pepper and stir-fry for 2 minutes. Then mix in the soy sauce, sherry and lemon juice 8. Place the chicken back to the center of the wok or pan and cook for 2 minute

Lemon Baked Shrimp
Ingredients: 1 pound peeled and de-veined shrimp 1/3 cup dry bread crumbs 1 teaspoon dried parsley 1/2 teaspoon grated lemon rind 1/8 teaspoon salt 2 minced garlic cloves 2 tablespoons fresh lemon juice 1 teaspoon olive oil Instructions: 1.) Coat 4 individual baking dishes with non-stick cooking spray. Divide shrimp between the dishes; set aside. 2.) Combine the bread crumbs, parsley, lemon rind, salt and garlic in a bowl; stir in lemon juice and olive oil. Sprinkle bread crumbs over the shrimp. 3.) Bake at 400 degrees for 15 minutes or until shrimp are done and the bread crumb mixture is lightly browned. Nutritional Information: Per Serving (1 serving): Calories 109; Carbohydrates 7 grams; Protein 14 grams; Fat 2 grams; Saturated fat trace; Cholesterol 121 mg; Fiber 1 gram; Sodium 278 mg; Potassium 151 mg; Calcium 48 mg Exchanges: 1/2 starch; 1/2 fat; 1 1/2 very lean meat

Latin-rubbed Pork Loin Roast
Flavorful rub can be made ahead of time and stored in a tight sealing jar. Ingredients: 2-pound pork loin roast, trimmed 1 tablespoon ground cumin 1 tablespoon chili powder 2 teaspoons ground coriander 1 teaspoon ground cinnamon 1 teaspoon brown sugar 1/2 teaspoon salt 1 teaspoon red pepper flakes 2 teaspoons ground black pepper Instructions: Pat pork dry with paper towel. Combine all seasonings for rub. Place in a jar with tight fitting lid; shake well to blend seasoning thoroughly. Store covered at room temperature. Apply 2-3 tablespoons rub seasonings to all surfaces of the pork roast. Place roast in a shallow pan and roast in a 350 degrees F. Roast for about 20 minutes per pound, or until internal temperture reaches 155 degrees F. Remove roast from oven and allow to rest 10 minutes before slicing. Nutritional Information: Calories: 151 Fat: 6 grams Cholesterol: 56 milligrams Carbohydrates: 2 grams Protein: 22 grams Sodium: 190 milligrams Saturated

Wednesday!!!!!
The tummy contest doesnt start til Wednesday, and will be hosted by this great person sExYbLuEyEs@ LostCherrySo go get aquainted with her, and please vote startin Wed. Just look for her bulletin sayin it has started!..Thanks.

Lamp And Asparagus Dinner
Ingredients: ½ cup asparagus ½ cup dry white wine 3 garlic cloves, minced 1 cup chopped red onion 1 ½ lb boneless lamb, cut into cubes 3 cups lightly steamed, sliced, fresh asparagus Fresh ground pepper and salt to taste Instructions: 1. Over a medium high heat, heat half the wine in a skillet. 2. Once the wine is boiling mix in the onion and garlic and let cook for 5 minutes 3. Add the lamb and cook for another 6 minutes 4. Pour in the rest of the wine and asparagus. Cover and cook for 5-8 minutes or until the lamb is tender 5. Sprinkle pepper and salt over the lamb and serve Nutritional Information: Exchanges 2 Vegetable 3 Lean Meat Calorie 205 Calories from Fat 64 Total Fat 7 g Saturated Fat 2 g Cholesterol 75 mg Sodium 112 mg Carbohydrate 8 mg Dietary Fiber 2 g Sugars 4 g Protein 26 g

Depression.....
when will the depression when will it lesson why am i stressin? why do we let things bother us like we do?...depression kills it is so easy to let it take you over and spiral downwards into a neverending hole in which you cannot recover....its so easy to revert to anger as well...but the rage does nothing but give you a short lived ease on the pain but will bring more in the long run....so what do we do?...we suffer and become tougher look into my eyes tell me you dont see pain behind my shell....tell me you dont see me hiding my depression...well that is what you have to do sometimes not suck it up but understand things get better and worse all the time and you have to keep moving....ive been through alot....you have too if your still here with me then...you havent given in yet.... tell me what you think of this blog...

Champagne
This is CRAZY...I drank a few small glasses of champange and im feeling it...like, i cant look at something right. Im happy I can type w/out much typos. This is cool...hey can i have the drink "sex on the beach"? that shit is the bomb.

Taste...
A womans taste is what I love Something I can't get enough of What a tragic, selfish thing To leave a lover still wanting To feel a woman tense and moan Brings on a pleasure all my own The softness of her inner thigh Is something I won't be denied A teasing lick, a gentle kiss Will stir my blood, I can't resist I grasp her hips, flesh pressed to lips Too soon I know, I'll taste her bliss IMspidey/M.M. 1/06 Copyright © 2006

Today
today is a good day but im still worried about my b/f yes i have a b/f even though im married but my hubby dont know it. i guess i like him cause hes like my hubby but more sensitive than my hubby. im worried about him cause hes down and out today an i been trying to cheer him up i want to hug him and everything but i cant cause he lives in another country but i do the best i can on here.is it normal to love 2 guys the same? i am in my first marriage so i mean i dont know anything yet so im told, i been married for almost 5 years and yea sometimes things get dull and my hubby insists on lieing to me but i still love him just like i do with my b/f he hurt my feelings but i still love him too i just wish i knew if it was normalto love 2 people the same and for thoes on camfrog hes my big daddy (gnometroll) I LOVE YOU BIG DADDY if you read this *MUAH*

Lasting Love...
Young and wild and sexy free Her every wish became my need Life was good and we shared love Could she be from up above Kissing, touching, holding too We were young, but we were true Loving, wanting, every minute Caring and as well comitted Never lacking or contrived A love to stand the test of time Beautiful and so sublime Precious minutes spent alone Our love written deep in stone Doing things without relent Memories of time we spent Still together as we grew old A piece of parchment and rings of gold Dreams that could not be untold IMspidey/M.M. 8/06 Copyright © 2006

My Story, Pt. 19
new character Justyn (spitfire) hair: dirty blonde eyes: hazel clothes: ... unique age:21 [amandas pov] i'm sleeping in matt's arms when my phone goes off. i pick it up and answer it before matt wakes up. amanda: hello? *sleeply* justyn: hey girl wuts up? did i wake you? amanda: yeah but it's cool, so wuts up? justyn: i'm throwing a halloween party, ya can bring ryan and christina if ya want. amanda: ok, ummm can i bring matt? justyn: matt, as in ur your ex matt? amanda: yeah we're back together. justyn: ummm wow yeah sure why not. but you might wanna find jerum a baby sitter after you take him out trick-or-treating. amanda: ok, where and what time? justyn: my house around 9-ish. amanda: okie dokie, we'll be there. justyn: cool, well i'll talk to u later chicka. amanda: later. *click* wait, if it's at justyn house, there's a big chance john will be there. oh joy. i look at the clock. 12 P.M>?!?!?!?!? DAMN!!! i gotta get up, why didn't anybody wake me up? jerum

Gonna Get Irritated :)
Hi hi....when I opened up my LC page today..it was an interesting thing...my shout box that is...last night was kind of interesting to with some photo comments left behind by **lickingyourpussy**. Now you all know I LOVE your comments, I actually get kinda excited when I get new photo comments because I like to see what you all have to say. Course when those comments happen to be something like... "I wanna put my tongue between your legs" - " I wanna cuddle with you and have sweet sex all night"...stuff like that...umm.NO. That shit I will NOT tolerate. I appreciate if you feel that way, but all be damned cant ya find a better way to phrase it? Or just not say it all? Yes I get comments from some of you about certain things, and its kinda border line...but I can handle it and most of the people that leave those type of comments, I KNOW, so it's okay. Anyway, basically...if yer gonna leave me a comment, leave one that isnt going to make me feel like a piece of meat and one that

Surrender...
Surrender to my every whim Fulfill desires from deep within As you kneel down at my feet You are obliged without retreat I mold my little mound of clay Position you in every way Submission is my mortal muse Your pleasure mine for me to use Trusting me you drop your guard Tormenting you makes me grow hard Head forced down my boot to kiss By giving way your will dismissed The degredations you recieve To prove a love most can't concieve No one knows what you endure Our story harsh but feelings pure IMspidey/M.M. 9/06 Copyright © 200

90s Memories
90's kid Anybody under the age of 13 should not read this, Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid. It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it. You're a 90's kid if: You remember watching Doug, Ren & Stimpy, Pinky and the Brain , and Two Stupid Dogs. AAAAAAAH real monsters. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE! You just cant resist finishing this... "Iiiiiiin west philladelphia born and raised..." You remember TGIF on ABC. Step by Step, Family Matters, Dinosaurs, and Boy Meets World. You remember when, 2Pac and Selena died. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school. You remember reading "Goosebumps" You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school. You remember the craze, then the banning of slap

About ~aye
Let me begin this blog with a side note (or perhaps I should say "a warning"): I'M IN A MOOD TODAY Now, to continue....I tend to be very moody so I feel that I should add the above note simply because YA JUST NEVA KNOW what kind of moooooood i'm a be in from one hour to the next. Soooo, if anything you read in ANY of my blogs is considered to be offensive, harsh, too over the top or too damn far left field just consider yourself fore-warned and leave quietly, m'k? What this means simply is that sometimes i'm feeling SEXY Sometimes i'm feeling SHY Sometmes i'm feeling confrontational Occasionally I'm feeling newsy & political News and Info other times the calm, fun & lovable Mom that I am My point being, i'm a person (regardless of the recent BOT suggestions), I am a REAL person who loves people, likes making new friends & enjoys chatting as often as I am able. I can't chat as often as some people wish, but hey I have a Child, a Cat, a Slave, a

Time
Have you ever noticed when you are in a hurry to get something done or get somewhere that time flies by with a lightning speed? Or if you have nothing to do and all the time in the world, it creeps by? Hmmmm The countdown started today for March to come by quickly! I will be moving back to my home state then. I am very excited. It seems that its just dragging on and on and on. Just the other day I was in a rush to get to my in-laws and spazzing about where my oldest son was. Everyone jumped in the car and we rushed of to find him. He was walking towards home when I spotted him. I got a bit closer to discover that he was bleeding and very pale. I slammed the car in park and superman like speed ran over to him. He told me he was jumped by a group of three kids and at first they were just trying to take his hat. Well if you knew him you would know that trying to take anything from him set him off with the quickness. He is only 12 and these kids were around his age and slightly older.

Seek Not My Heart
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply...it has torn apart. Yes LOVE hurts sometimes but I would never deny it from my life...Love is the most wonderful thing you could ever feel or share with someone else whether it is for

Damn People
Someone in Alabama Stole my Identy I am pissed off right now i am going to find out who did it :(( i had enough of it i am tired of someone wanting to ruin me ;)) oh well someone will pay for it :D and it won't be me :D

Losing Track Of Friends
Well I've been on LC for a couple of weeks now and I'm already feeling like I'm losing track of friends. I think tomorrow is going to be a get in touch with friends day. A day to drop in on them and say hi.

Aint Nutin Betta!!!
Juggalettes: Juggalettes dont just kiss, we make out. Juggalettes dont just fore play, we fuck! Juggalettes dont relax, we chill. Juggalettes dont whine like pussies, we scream our fuckin heads off. Juggalettes dont talk bad, we talk shit. Juggalettes are the people you could ALWAy`z trust. Juggalettes are the best mother fuckers Juggalettes arent nice, were the shit. Juggalettes don't mess around, you fuck with us we fuck you up bitch Juggalettes arent just friends, we are fuck buddies. Juggalettes arent cool, we are awesome mother fuckers Juggalettes are sexy mother fuckers u don't screw with! Juggalettes are blessed when they are born because now were proud to tell everybody that we are Juggalettes! Juggalettes are...there isnt enough words that could explain how and who Juggalettes are ....... woop woop BIATCH! let me here a woop woop if you agree 1. Jewels "WOOP WOOP!!!" 2. wish ~ woop woop!! That's right muthafackos... 3.danielle/dildo/d killin-_-woop wo

Murphy's Other Laws
1. Light travels faster than sound. This is why some people appear bright until you hear them speak. 2. A fine is a tax for doing wrong. A tax is a fine for doing well. 3. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 4. A day without sunshine is like, well, night. 5. Change is inevitable, except from a vending machine. 6. Those who live by the sword get shot by those who don't. 7. Nothing is foolproof to a sufficiently talented fool. 8. The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90% probability you'll get it wrong. 9. It is said that if you line up all the cars in the world end-to-end, someone would be stupid enough to try to pass them. 10. If the shoe fits, get another one just like it. 11. The things that come to those that wait may be the things left by those who got there first. 12. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach a man to fish and he will sit in a boat all day drinking beer. 13. F

Know This
Think of me, when I am with you... Think of me, when I am away... Think of me, When you are lonely... Think of me, anytime of the day... And know this... I think of you, when you're with me... I think of you, when you're away... I think of you when I am lonely... I think of you, anytime of the day... See me, when your eyes are open... See me, when your eyes are closed... See me, when you read my letters... See me, and care not who knows... And know this... I see you, when my eyes are open... I see you, when my eyes are closed... I see you, when I read your letters... I see you, and I care not who knows....

Wealth...
Something sets her far apart Her quirky little ways A stranglehold apon my heart My every night and day Having her right by my side Whatever life may bring To have, to hold or just confide I'm glad she wears my ring Giving all she has to give In sickness and in health As long as I shall go on living I'll have a rich mans wealth IMspidey/M.M. 9/06 Copyright © 2006

Looking At Nothing
An empty bed in the corner; A stain on the wall.... Clothes on the floor; Broken heater in the hall.... Phone is ringing; Sun's too bright.... Kids are screaming; Nothing's right.... Shower door is stuck again; Everything's loud.... Need it to end; I want out.... With everything that's going on here; I'd rather be staring out the window, looking at nothing....

Bottle Of Love.
Sitting by the candle light, all is cold and quiet. Through blurry sight, she tries to write the secrets of her life. The tears rolls down her face, and she gives each one a place; in her tiny bottle of love. No more does she hide all the things that were locked inside. Taking her time, she wants it just right; for when she gives him , her bottle of love.

Parasitic Love
Eyes so cold. Piercing my heart. Your beauty is a sin. Into my mind and soul, you drive yourself. You, like a parasite I can not get rid of, have infected me with your love... It is pain, and bliss, all at once. I want to kill away my infection... It will not stop. Festering inside me, I claw at it. Go away, relinquish my sanity... But wait... No, do not go. Stay here with me. I cannot be without you. The infection has gone too deep. I do not think I can live without.... My Parasitic Love

Work
Hey to all mt sexy lc babes i'm getting a job ya final. I'm so happy, but i just wanted to let u all know I'm going to be working alot and might not be on much, but that doesn't me stop commenting or friend or fan invites the more the marrier. I never can have to many friends. I will get back to u all asap. Love ya all I'll still be on tonight, but not after that i don't think if i am be happy u get to c me lol. I LOVE U ALL :) :) :) :)

Succubus
It's so pretty here; the dark night brings out the best in me. Lips of crimson, eyes like blue ice. I am ready to hunt. Strolling quietly; the backstreets are my best friend. I see you standing there, 'neath the light, back against the post. Quickly, and quietly I make my way over to where you are. You never saw it coming... Now, in your home, in your bed; Our bodies melt together. The pain is exquisite. A whispered sigh, a lingering moan... Just then, we become one. The taste of your life lingers on my tongue. I'm sorry it had to be this way. When morning comes, I will add you to the list

Erase
Scratch out my eyes, 'Til I see no more. Cover my ears, 'Til I hear no more. Stitch up my mouth, So I speak no more. Break my heart, 'Til I feel no more. Take it all away. This lie I've been living. Throw it all away. Is it easy as that? Just let it go. Must let it go. Erase it all. Erase me. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++ This is an old poem I wrote when I was going through some horrible things in life.

A Single Rose...
I left a single rose apon your pillow The morning after we'd made love I cursed the sight of daylight Yet thanked the Lord above He truely smiled down on me By sending you my way I've never been a lucky man But, you take my breath away Each morning as I leave you I say a little prayer That at days end, when I return You'll still be waiting there IMspidey/M.M. 1/06 Copyright © 2006

Wtf?
I am still trying to figure out what the hype is all about on Lost Cherry. I am a self proclaimed myspace addict. I have 3 accounts that occupy most of my computer time. A friend said that I should check out Lost Cherry and that I will become addicted. I guess I'm just not gettin' it. It really isn't that much different and with only a fraction of the people in the network, my interest is waning. Oh well. Thanks for letting me whine. Later. The Ronman.....'06

About Guys, What Else
Right now I am torn between 2 guys... I kno 1 like like likes me as 4 the other im not sure... Every single day the guy who like like likes me tells me how much I mean 2 him & how much he likes & cares about me but he lives @ least 1 hr away & he doesnt drive, which there 4 can make things hard 2 work out, I mean ya he said he would take the bus or sumthing but that will cost possiblely more then if drove himself.. Hes determind 2 make it work & so sure it will. But I dont kno. He seems too good to be true. The other guy in question is local, hes sweet, caring, nice, basically the same qualities as the other guy only differance is the location & that Im not sure if he like like likes me... I mean this local guy & me have flirted or @ least in my books we have been... this guy has held me when i was drunk (didnt have 2), shared air mattress wit me when didnt have 2, when i tickle him.. he always grabs my hands n hold on 4 abit, doesn't get pissy when i keep tickling, last time we hung o

Winter List Clean Up
OMG as it is i have 4 hun an some odd friends and 40 some odd pending i do not talk to half of u soooooo u all know who don't talk to me so ya know ya bein deleted.......only want peeps on list that are intersted in having conversation and not only want on to peek at god damn pictures ......sooooooo clean up BEGINS....if ya have a prob with that like another did go ahead and rate me a one on here no skin off my azz u will just get deleted and blocked like he did...hahahahahaha so ima BITCH

I Made It Back
Hi everyone,, I was away from LC for a month ,.. thought I was going to go into convulsions.. haha just kidding,, it was nice to be away from the computer but when you get bored what do you do,, stick your hands down your pants. .. lol,,if you read my last blog you would of thought that was funny!! ;) I had sweet comments and sweet adds for new friends when I came back and That was soooo special! At least some of you did remember who I was while I was away! Welp Im all moved in,, Sign papers this week on the house and Its bye bye! Everything is finally out of that house and in my new pad! Im so happy that things went well, I think someone must be looking after me .. Is it you? Been decorating the house for Halloween,, I love Halloween this is my favorite time of the year,, the leaves start to fall and it gets colder and its windy and Im not sweating my ass off! ;) Well wanted to come and say hey and Thanks for all the sweet luv while I was away! I will come back again when I hav

Results Most Impressive Cleavage!!!!!!
Comments Ratings Total NYMPHO 61 76 198 XxX_DREAMS_XxX 40 60 140 woman*1 17 27 061 SWEET*2 18 07 043 SIN 13 09 035 PrivateActs 10 09 029 BABYFREAK 09 04 022 Dark Beauty 07 01 015 Love*3 06 01 013 *1= Woman by birth bitch by choice *2= SULTRY SUBMISSIVE BBW *3= Lovelaceez69 (single BBW)

Standfast
When darkness cast its spectre's hand, A tyrant's strangle held the land, A man determined he would stand, His name was William Wallace. When Lairds and Lords would coorie by, An' common folk were feart tae try, A man gaed oot a battle cry, His name was William Wallace. When gruesome deeds were commonplace, An men o' God wid hide their face, A man stood for his Ancient Race, His name was William Wallace. When freedom's voice they tried tae quell, An'demons gaed there battle yell, A man kicked at the hounds o' hell, His name was William Wallace. When fortune's wheel had rolled a chance, An'foreign knights had cried advance! A man said "noo's yer time tae dance!" His name was William Wallace. When captured by a traitor's tongue, They cried "yer rebel's race is run", He said "oor fight has just begun", His name was William Wall

Ink Update
hey the other day rob and i went and talked to the tattoo artist. we are getting our tattoos on November 10th. mine is going to take about two hours and his should take at least four. so yeah just thought i would let u all know i am finally gonna be getting a tattoo. i will get pics up as soon as i can once they get done

Balance The Ying & Yang
Body Balance Masculine And Feminine Sides Of The Body If you look in the mirror and view your profile from each side, you may notice that the two sides of your face are slightly different from one another. Additionally, your left hand is similar to but different from your right hand. In fact, these subtle differences pervade both sides of your entire body. Considering these differences in the context of the idea that the right side of your body is masculine and the left side feminine may shed some light on how balanced you are in relation to your masculine and feminine qualities. Intuition, feelings, openness, and unselfishness govern the feminine side of our natures. The masculine side is characterized by logic, facts, systems, and self-interest. If you are giving too much to others to the detriment of yourself, your feminine side may be overactive and your right side may need strengthening, to speak up on your behalf, protecting and conserving your energy. If your life is to

Thanks To All My Friends N Family
thanks to all of my friends and family who have stood by me in the last few days...i will be back online annoying ya'll as usual as my grandson is with good health.lol.... thank you all for your prayers and lit candles and support Much Luv for showing your kindness and friendship

"closer" Goapele
"Closer" Closer to my dreams It's coming over me I'm gettin' higher Closer to my dreams I'm getting higher and higher Feel it in my sleep Some times it feels like I'll never go pass here Some times it feels like I'm stuck forever and ever But, I'm going higher Closer to my dreams I'm goin' higher and higher I can almost reach Some times you just have to let it go (Let it go, let it go) Leaving all my fears to burn down Push them all away so I can move on Closer to my dreams Feel it all over my being Close your eyes and see what you believe I'm happy as long as we're apart Then I'm moving on to my dreams I'll be moving higher (Moving higher) Closer to my dreams And higher and higher, higher Feel it in my being (I can feel it flow around me) I know that I could not go alone (No, no) I'm moving higher (Higher), oh... I'm going higher and higher and higher (Higher and Higher) Closer to my dreams (Higher and higher, oh...oh...) I'm moving upward

My Zodiac Profile
Leo is the fifth Sign of the Zodiac. These folks are impossible to miss, since they love being center stage. Making an impression is Job One for Leos, and when you consider their personal magnetism, you see the job is quite easy. Leos are an ambitious lot, and their strength of purpose allows them to accomplish a great deal. The fact that these folks are also creative makes their endeavors fun for them and everyone else. It's quite common to see a Leo on stage or in Hollywood, since these folks never shy away from the limelight. They are also supremely talented and have a flair for the dramatic. Warmth and enthusiasm seems to seep from every Leo pore, making these folks a pleasure to be around. They do love pleasure! It's the Lion which symbolizes Leos, and the king (or queen) of the jungle is a most appropriate mascot, since these folks consider themselves the rulers of their universe (and the Zodiac at that). Like Lions, Leos tend to be dignified and strong, and it is this sense

*~fun With Yahoo - Session 9~*
SERIOUSLY - This was a good one. I suggest you read the entire thing. You might be entertained. I know I was. shrunkenguy121: help!!! PiercedQT: What? shrunkenguy121: I have a pantyhose fetish PiercedQT : And theeeeeeeeen? shrunkenguy121: My fantasy is being 1/2 inch tall and being trapped inside them PiercedQT: So you wish to be an elf then? shrunkenguy121: Yes... at first, i ask to be put inside, but after a while, I want to come back out, but I get told I am not allowed. shrunkenguy121: Can we role play? PiercedQT: I only role play with The Jolly Green Giant. I like my boys tall... and to not smell like feet. shrunkenguy121: I am trapped inside your pantyhose. Please let me out of here! Help me! PiercedQT: Damn, if there was ever a time for me to have athletes foot - it would be now! shrunkenguy121: Let me out! NO NO Not the spandex!! PiercedQT: I wear wooden clogs - You're gonna get a sliver up your ass. shrunke

My Magical Strength
What is your magical strongpoint? Your strong point is WATER! Always calm and soothing, you will strive for peace. Though everyone knows you have your bad moments where you can really cause some damage. You are shy and calm. Water will help you reach the peace of mind you deserve.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

I Love You So Much
I LOVE YOU The way you turned my life around it`s incredible to me. untill you came i never knew how happy i could be. You`ve shown me new horizons that i could`nt see before. Thank you for my lovely life i could`nt love you more.

Sorry Everyone
lately i havent been on nearly as much as i used to be which means i have really been neglecting my friends and my site. i have been trying to spend as much time possible with my family now that we are all together finally and in the process and left many other things just hanging. not only have i not been on here in a while but i simply have began to create a new life finally. I am trying to create the family i have always dreamed of having and in the process have had to push a few other things aside that arent as important as family. I am so sorry to all of you who i used to talk to all the time. i am going to try being on a lil more. know that i still love u all though. crystal

Quotes Of The Day For 10/24 - Character
"The best index to a person's character is (a) how he treats people who can't do him any good, and (b) how he treats people who can't fight back." Abigail Van Buren "Try not to become a man of success but rather try to become a man of value." Albert Einstein "Parents can only give good advice or put them on the right paths, but the final forming of a person's character lies in their own hands." Anne Frank "Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, vision cleared, ambition inspired, and success achieved." Hellen Keller "What man actually needs is not a tensionless state but rather the striving and struggling for some goal worthy of him. What he needs is not the discharge of tension at any cost, but the call of a potential meaning waiting to be fulfilled by him." Victor Frankl

Another Love Rant
Ok.....yea im on ANOTHER rant about Love....so if u dont wanna hear about it then dont read this.....other then that its whatever........ The excuse...."I dont wanna Ruin our friendship" wtf is this......if u like someone shouldnt u be 2gether? isnt life about taken risks and fulfilling everything u want in life? then why not take a chance on sum1 that cares for u......ive liked him since ive met him....5 yrs ago and it's lasted through his long term realationship he had.....im always there for him...i care about him so much and he tells me he feels tha same....if the feeling is mutual then y not take it to tha next level...maybe not at this EXACT moment but let me know if it will ever happen....i hate to rush but it feels like with each moment we spend together my heart grows fonder of u...and each moment spent apart jus shatters it all at once.....i dont know what this feeling is and i have no clue if i should even feel this for u but i do.......who knows where we'll go....i'll al

You Make Me So Happy
Is it because you`re fun to be with i know this plays a part, that was one of the reasons i liked you from the start. Is it because you are considerate in everything you do, just what is this magic thing that i see in you. I don`t think i can pinpoint just one single thing, it`s just you and i`m so happy with all the joy you bring

My Japanese Name
¢¾ What's your Japanese Name? [Girls Only] ¢¾ Your name is:AkinaIt means:Spring Flower You love the spring and your personality is beautiful and it always cheers everyone when they're down. You love to see people smile and it's because they have someone like you in their lives! You always wear bright colors that have to do with spring. This page was edited using Toxxic.net - Profile EditorToxxic.net MySpace Profile EditorTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Dumas Characters
You scored as Aramis. You are Aramis, the Musketeer priest. Two natures war within you: one full of high-minded ideals and the other a sensualist. Your love life is an art form, and you are a Romantic who places great importance on the perfect date. Sometimes you manipulate people and events a little too much, but your heart is good nevertheless.Aramis70%D'Artagnan60%Mercedes45%Richelieu45%Edmund Dantes40%Porthos40%Athos35%Rochefort0%Which Dumas character are you? (pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Annual Company Meeting
My company actually holds annual meetings. The brass comes down from Corporate office and does some presentations, then you have dinner and get goodies. I actually won a basket with a gift certificate to Home Depot. Why not Best Buys geeez? I got an opportunity to talk to my division manager who I have never met before and was invited to drinks after dinner. That was an interesting and insightful meeting. I got some input on my job performance and high level manager's insight in where the company is going. Always fun ;) JJ the Axe

Dx & Knights (re-united)
Dear Blog, Today, once again the Immortality continued when the devils of the night came out again on the Big City Roads and make it a Devil's Ville. Today, there ain't any survivor around who face the devils of the nights. Knights & DX shaked their hands together to make it happen. The roads were crawling with the noise of the strong engines and hyper-extensive shockwave sound beat of the woofers. There was the anticipation in the air and the earth was ready to shook. All, of a sudden with a huge noise and a flame the tire burned and start talking and sctarching the air. It was on the highway to hell to the another dimension of the world but who cares coz when the Immortality Unleashed then there isn't any difference. This is the New Beginng Of The Devil's Era. Which will continue......................!!!.

Weird
To all my friends,family and fans.I recently had 2 people join referal path supposedly through me.Neither has any type of profile written or pics up,I don't want to be the next person accused of creating fake profiles for comments and ratings.Other than blocking these 2 users and changing all my pass words i don't know what else to do.Just giving you all a heads up.Those who know me well enough know it would be completly out of character for me to do something like this... Sincerly,BCC

The Handsome Cab Driver
The Handsome Cab Driver.............. A cabbie picks up a Nun. She gets into the cab, and notices that the VERY handsome cab driver won't stop staring at her. She asks him why he is staring. He replies: "I have a question to ask you but I don't want to offend you" She answers, "My son, you cannot offend me. When you're as old as I am and have been a nun as long as I have, you get a chance to seeand hear just about everything. I'm sure that there's nothing you could say or ask that I would find offensive." "Well, I've always had a fantasy to have a nun kiss me." She responds, "Well, let's see what we can do about that: #1, youhave to be single and #2, you must be Catholic." The cab driver is very excited and says, "Yes, I'm single and Catholic! "OK" the nun says. "Pull into the next alley." The nun fulfills his fantasy with a kiss that would make a hooker blush. But when they get back on the road, the cab driver starts crying. "My dear chil

Look Around
A very special teacher in high school many years ago had a husband who unexpectedly died suddenly of a heart attack. About a week after his death, she shared some of her insight with a classroom of students. As the late afternoon sunlight came streaming in through the classroom windows and the class was nearly over, she moved a few things aside on the edge of her desk and sat down there. With a gentle look of reflection on her face, she paused and said, "Before class is over, I would like to share with all of you a thought that is unrelated to class, but which I feel is very important. Each of us is put here on earth to learn, share, love, appreciate and give of ourselves... and none of us knows when this fantastic experience will end. It can be taken away at any moment. Perhaps this is God's way of telling us that we must make the most out of every single day."Her eyes beginning to water, she went on, "So I would like you all to make me a promise... from now on, on your way to school,

Just For Kicks...
LOVERS LAY TOGTHER ON SOFT SILLEN SHEETS... THEY GAZE INTO EACH OTHERS EYES... KNOWING THAT FOREVER THEY HAVE BEEN CHANGED... MOONLIGHT SPILLS ACROSSED HER SKIN... THERE IS STARLIGHT IN HER EYES... COOLNESS OF AIR MIXED WITH THEIR HEATED BREATH... PASSIONS ARE ON FIRE... IN THIS PLACE TIME DOES NOT EXIST... HER SKIN SO SMOOTH AND FINE... WHILE HIS IS SLIGHTLY ROUGH... THEY MOVE, THEY MELD, THEY MINGLE... THIS IS THE PLACE WHERE TWO HEARTS, TWO SOULS BECOME ONE... ONE HEART, ONE BREATH, ONE LIFE... SENSES BECOME A LIVING THING... TO TASTE, TO HEAR, TO SEE, TO FEEL, EVEN THE SENT IS TREASURED... ALL THINGS ABOUT THIS NIGHT ARE SPECIAL... FOREVER BEGINS NOW... IN THAT MOMENT FOREVER IS WITHIN REACH... THE GOALS OF THE MOMENT ARE ALL THAT THEY SEE... THE VELVET TOUCH OF BODYS AS THEY TWIST... LIQUID HEAT UPON THEIR SKIN... THE SALTY TASTE OF ONE ANOTHER... AND LIFE BEGAINS AGAIN... Ok so this is not my best work... Let me know what you think... It did not quite come out as I envisioned

A Heart Warming Story
There is a story many years ago of an elementary teacher. Her name was Mrs. Thompson. And as she stood in front of her 5th grade class on the very first day of school, she told the children a lie. Like most teachers, she looked at her students and said that she loved them all the same. But that was impossible, because there in the front row, slumped in his seat, was a little boy named Teddy Stoddard. Mrs. Thompson had watched Teddy the year before and noticed that he didn't play well with the other children, that his clothes were messy and that he constantly needed a bath. And Teddy could be unpleasant. It got to the point where Mrs. Thompson would actually take delight in marking his papers with a broad red pen, making bold X's and then putting a big "F" at the top of his papers. At the school where Mrs. Thompson taught, she was required to review each child's past records and she put Teddy's off until last. However, when she reviewed his file, she was in for a surprise. Teddy's

The Year In Review For A Blonde
The Year in Review for a Blonde January - Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight. February - Fired from pharmacy job for failing to print labels..... "duh"..... bottles won't fit in typewriter ! ! ! March - Got excited.....finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months.....box said "2-4 years !" April - Trapped on escalator for hours.....power went out ! ! ! May - Tried to make Kool-Aid.....8 cups of water won't fit into those little packets ! ! ! June - Tried to go water skiing.....couldn't find a lake with a slope. July- Lost breast-stroke swimming competition.....learned later, other swimmers cheated, they used their arms ! ! ! August - Got locked out of car in rainstorm.....car swamped, because top was down. September - Lost a TV quiz show. The capital of California is "C".....isn't it ? ? ? October - Hate M&M's.....they are so hard to peel. November - Baked turkey for 4 1/2 days.....instructions said 1 hour per pound and I

Black Hole
hell bent and hell sent you came and went like death showing light and then absolution the tale of a love not meant for her or the peace of a life to live so she'll sit where you left her in tears alone as anything

Today
"One day at a time--this is enough. Do not look back and grieve over the past for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful it will be worth remembering." Anonymous

News Reporters And A Marine
News Anchors Dan Rather and Peter Jennings, NPR Reporter Cokie Robertsand a US Marine were in the desert one day when they were captured by Iraqis. They were tied up, led to a village, and brought before the leader. The leader said, "I am familiar with your western custom of granting the condemned a last wish; so, before we kill and dismember you, do you have any last requests?" Dan Rather said, "Well, I'm a Texan; so I'd like one last bowlful of hotspicy chili." The leader nodded to an underling who left and returned withthe chili. Rather ate it all and said, "Now I can die content." Peter Jennings said, "I am Canadian, so I'd like to hear the song "O Canada"one last time." The leader nodded to a terrorist who had studied the Westernworld and knew the music. He returned with some rag-tag Musicians and played the anthem. Jennings sighed and declared he could now die peacefully. Cokie Roberts said, "I'm a reporter to the end. I want to take out my tape recorde

Love Letter
I fell asleep from exhaustion while I held your hand. When the nurse came in she told me you had passed! I lay my head in your hand as my tears fell one by one. I wanted so badly to be awake to tell you that I loved you, to tell you good-bye. I wanted time to remind you of memories we built for years. Times that high lighted your love that has meant so much to me. When I felt down your smile was there to pick me up. Times when I felt hurt and you held me close kissing me softly. Encouragement was always a trait that you shared unselfishly. You showed appreciation for my accomplishments even when they seemed small to me. You were there every moment I needed someone's love, and now, now I am lost. Yes, I knew your time was near, but I could never prepare myself for that time. I didn't want to face good-bye; I wanted you to beat the curse of Cancer. Had I been given the chance, I would've given my life, to save yours. My contributions to you d

What Kills You It's Humidity
ahhh so hot and humid day in the beautiful Buenos Aires... (please click on play the song while you read the blog) ahh i feel a lil sleepy after lunch... we went to eat in the restaurant called La Brioche Doré, and oh my it was yummy! lol not funny i'm supposed to be in a diet, but i can't do that when i go to eat with the guys (feels nice the song, eh? who doesn't love Bob Dylan) after the success of my last blog, i'll give the link again for who didn't write a comment on it... and who writes a comment, and i mean took time to read, analyze and write a comment elaborated, not only "cool blog", will get a surprise ;-) CLICK HERE FOR THAT BLOG Note: i know comments are dissable for sometime, but when it's available again, i'll be waiting for your comment i'm working, i had a normal being of day, but then i got a lot of people here asking for things somedays are like that! anyways, i feel loved here, and i have great friends! i changed few in my family list..

Passing Though
was just driving through town tonight, that's the only reason I'm here. No, I didn't particularily have your house in mind, but the lights were on and I remember how comforting that used to be. When I rang the doorbell, your dog barked. It all seemed so familiar; it was almost like going back in time. But my hair's shorter and darker now, and you didn't run your fingers through it when you opened the door. The look on your face was much like the one you wore the day I declared it over. Not so much confusion; it was more of a bitter understanding. You knew I'd show up, and I was almost surprised you didn't ask, "What took you so long?" We stood like that for awhile, me on the doorstep, biting my lip; you with one hand on the door, blocking the entrance. I was a little scared to speak, and you...well, you'd said all you had to say years ago. When you finally told me to come in, you smiled. I knew this was a bad idea; I could feel my heartbeat speed up, the way it used to when I was ar

Tell Me....why???????????????
.....are we Californian's paying good hard-earned tax dollars for a trial like this in Los Angeles courtrooms ..... Ferrari Enzo trial not as flashy as the car "....Eight months later, the cars still have their mystique. A black Ferrari Enzo. A McLaren Mercedes-Benz. And of course the by-now iconic red Ferrari Enzo, the more alluring for having been smashed. The names of all three cars flew around the courtroom like sparks Monday morning, enlivening an otherwise lusterless discussion of lease terms and payment plans as the trial of Swedish businessman and ex-convict Bo Stefan Eriksson got underway. Jurors heard repeatedly about how rare are the cars, how expensive, how celebrated....." .....when Los Angeles has problems like THS to deal with instead? ..... Backlog in California DNA database impedes detectives "....With state officials 14 months behind in putting DNA evidence into a database, Los Angeles police detectives are having a tougher time identifying sus

Lost My Me
can't look to your voice anymore because you shut me out walked away turned me down bruised my everything and changed my me now there is only this thing that i hate more than i did this life that i have to live to keep others happy this emptyness that is taking me under because you're gone just because you're gone and i'm so tired of tears but worst of all the faith is gone trust is impossible and i became that girl

Which Element Of Love Are You?
You scored as ice. you scored as Ice, you like to get to know people before you date them, you often envy love and wonder where yours is, but all you have to do is wait for someone to discover your inner beauty.........ice100%earth90%Fire60%wind40%which element of love are you?created with QuizFarm.com

A Smile For You
Smiling is infectious, you catch it like the flu, When someone smiled at me today, I started smiling too. I passed around the corner and someone saw my grin When he smiled I realized I'd passed it on to him. I thought about that smile then I realized its true worth, A single smile, just like mine could travel round the earth. So, if you feel a smile being, don't leave it undetected Let's start an epidemic quick, and get the world infected.

Across Miles
Miles between us play, melodies live, so sweet composed you are my love, where stars sparkle for just a smile upon your lips I yearn... Eyes gaze inward, where songs are made for you, they'll always be inspired by your innocent heart, our songs flow like the never ending stream, fresh, always new when it flows like the restless wind.

Remember
Remember, when we were one, leaving sad times behind, happy times spent, never shall be forgotten, not youth's sweet embrace.. No more tears, we shall soon dance again, master will set the mood love, there we will walk hand and hand across paths filled with peace and grace.. You were like nature, fresh, new, swaying with the breeze of yesterday, swimming in the streams of life we swam, mother touched our hearts. our souls with love, making us one... Through life sweet love, I've never forgot our walks in the wilderness, our life was fearless, we shared the mighty wind, now you are traveling praire trails alone, but I will always be with you..

Halloween History..
The Story of Halloween Halloween is one of the oldest holidays with origins going back thousands of years. The holiday we know as Halloween has had many influences from many cultures over the centuries. From the Roman's Pomona Day, to the Celtic festival of Samhain, to the Christian holidays of All Saints and All Souls Days. Hundreds of years ago in what is now Great Britain and Northern France, lived the Celts. The Celts worshipped nature and had many gods, with the sun god as their favorite. It was "he" who commanded their work and their rest times, and who made the earth beautiful and the crops grow. The Celts celebrated their New Year on November 1st. It was celebrated every year with a festival and marked the end of the "season of the sun" and the beginning of "the season of darkness and cold." On October 31st after the crops were all harvested and stored for the long winter the cooking fires in the homes would be extinguished. The Druids, the Celtic priests, would m

69 Questions O.o
The 69 yes or no questions Survey 69 questions about what you have done, be truthful! Q1) smoked a cigarette~no Q2) smoked a cigar~no Q3) crashed a friends car~no Q4) stolen a car~no Q5) been in love~yes Q6) been dumped~yes Q7) done a shot~yes! Q8) been fired~yes Q9) been in a fist fight~yes Q10) snuck out of your house~yes Q11) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back~yes Q12) been arrested~no Q13) made out with a stranger~no Q14) gone on a blind date~no Q15) lied to a friend~yes Q16) had a crush on a teacher~yes Q17) skipped school~yes Q18) seen someone die~no Q19) been on a plane~nope Q20) thrown up in a bar~no Q21) done hard drugs~no Q22) miss someone right now~yes Q23) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by~yes Q24) made a snow angel~yes Q25) played dress up~ not by my own free will!! Q26) cheated while playing a game~yes Q27) been lonely~yeah Q28) fallen asleep at work/school~yes Q29) used a fake id~no Q30) felt an earthquake~

Christmas At Arlington Cemetary
Arlington National Cemetery Rest easy, sleep well my brothers. Know the line has held, your job is done. Rest easy, sleep well. Others have taken up where you fell, the line has held. Peace, peace, and farewell... Readers may be interested to know that these wreaths -- some 5,000 -- are donated by the Worcester Wreath Co. of Harrington, Maine. The owner, Merrill Worcester, not only provides the wreaths, but covers the trucking expense as well. He's done this since 1992. A wonderful guy. Also, most years, groups of Maine school kids combine an educational trip to DC with this event to help out. Making this even more remarkable is the fact that Harrington is in one the poorest parts of the state. Please share this with everyone on your address list. You hear too much about the bad things people do. Everyone should hear about this.

The Love I Have For You
Life just could`nt be better sharing it with you, You just make it wouderful with everything you do, I simply want to tell you how much love i have for you, In everything you do, Just the mention of your name Can give my heart a lift, Our love is one to treasure, A very special gift.

Another Damn Stupid Funny Joke
A crusty old man walks into a bank and says to the teller at the window, "I want to open a damn checking account." The astonished woman replies, "I beg your pardon, sir. I must have misunderstood you. What did you say?" "Listen up, damnit. I said I want to open a damn checking account now!" "I'm very sorry sir, but that kind of language is not tolerated in this bank." The teller leaves the window and goes over to the bank manager to inform him of her situation. The manager agrees that the teller does not have to listen to foul language. They both return to the window and the manager asks the old geezer, "Sir, what seems to be the problem here?" "There is no damn problem," the man says. "I just won 50 million bucks in the damn lottery and I want to open a damn checking account in this damn bank, okay?" "I see," says the manager, "and this bitch is giving you a hard time?"

Absence Makes The Heart Grow Fonder
I thought it might get easier but that`s not how it`s gone, the heartache just gets stronger the longer it goes on, Every day that you`re away seems like a year to me and you`ll soon be soon back with me, I know it must be hard for you but i had to let you know it seems this seoaration has made my love just grow, let`s try and both be positive as long as we`re both strong, we`ll one day be together again just where we belong.

Mmmmm Mmmmm
My score on The How Kinky Are You Really Test: Expert(You scored 72% Kinkiness!)You've done all of the positions in most of the books, you've found out about safe-words and understood what I was talking about with the whole safe-sane-consentual. You've probably discovered at least the BDSM sites online, maybe even local groups and have been learning all about your favorite fetish. You enact those fantasies which aren't too taboo and play out in your head during sex the ones you aren't sure how your partner will react. Remember, communication is everything, they can always say no or ask for a compromise. You never know, they might hold the same fantasy in their head, afraid of how you'll react to it. Link: The How Kinky Are You Really Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)

How My Night Turned To Hell
this is a very depressing but true poem about my past so don't read it if you don't wanna be saddish... and don't feel bad for me, I've come to terms with it The night started like normal Arguments at home Had enough and walked out Needed to be alone I walked and I walked I ran and I ran Searching for answers Looking for a plan Sat on the moors Rain drenched my skin Cried into my hands Ached so bad within Looked around to face darkness Did not think I’d be so scared Picked up my pace Until voices I heard Turned to see a car Following so slow Full of men I knew I needed to go They were shouting out their windows Telling me to wait My heart beating so fast This couldn’t be fate Searched my pockets for a phone Tried to focus my head Looked around Ignored what was said Next I felt hands on my waist Pulled me into a back lane Tried to scream but was silent I feel so ashamed The car turned in after And the men all got out 5 of them, and me I opened m

Women Please Read This/guys Too
this was posted as a blog on a local bands myspace profile about a month ago~ > A woman at the nightclub Crobar on Saturday night > > was taken by 5 men, who according to hospital > > and police reports, gang raped her before dumping > > her. Unable to remember the events of the evening, > > tests later confirmed the repeat rapes along with > > traces of Rohypnol in her blood, with Progesterex, > > which is essentially a small sterilization pill. The > > drug now being used by rapists at parties to rape > > and sterilize their victims. Progesterex is available > > to vets to sterilize large animals. Rumor has it that > > Progesterex is being used together with Rohypnol, > > the date rape drug. As with Rohypnol, all they have > > to do is drop it into the girls drink. The girl can't > > remember a thing the next morning, of all that had > > taken place the night before. Progesterex, which > > dissolves in drinks just as easily, is such that the > >

I Miss You So Much
I miss you every morning I miss you every night, Without you here beside me Nothing seems quite right. I simply miss you being there Life seems dull and flat, Without you nothing seems the same I can`t say more than that. I tell myself it won`t be long This can`t go on forever, I`ll be happy soon, but only when We are back together. I MISS YOU SO MUCH

Mmmm Not Sure
My score on The Lover Style Profile Test: The Surprising Lover(81% partner focus, 47% aggressiveness, 60% adventurousness)Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that: You prefer your romance and love to wild and daring rather than typical or boring, you would rather be pursued than do the pursuing and, when it comes to physical love, your satisfaction comes more from providing a wonderful time to your partner than simply seeking your own. This places you in the Lover Style of: The Surprising Lover. The Surprising Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and, like the name implies, is often filled with hidden delights and talents that might not be apparent from a surface knowledge of the person. The Surprising Lover is rather like a geode--sometimes rough on the exterior, but filled with beauty and wonder. The Surprising Lover is thus a gem to find, though it can sometimes be difficult to do so because they often tend to be humble and unwilling to reveal their inner g

Girly %
You Are 80% Girly You're a pretty girly chick, and you're not ashamed to admit it (or wear pink). But you're also practical. You can hang with the guys, as long as they're not too gross! How Girly Are You?

I Love You
There are lots of different kinds of love as you and i both know, some physical some deeper the signs don`t always show. But love is love in any form as long as it it true, that`s the thing that matters and my love is for you.

Do You Need To Grow Up?
You Need to Grow Up a Little You're definitely not a kid anymore, though sometimes it's hard to tell. Your life is somewhat adult, but chances are, you aren't really satisfied with it. Whether this means getting a better job or dumping a loser boyfriend... It's definitely time for you to start living a fully adult life. Do You Need to Grow Up?

How Girlie Are You??? I Think Guys Should Do This Too Lol
You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back. You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl. How Girlie Are You?

You Are All That Matters
Nothing makes me happier than spending time with you it doesn`t matter where we go or even what we do. As long as you are with me that`s enough for me, i don`t need any more in life the reason is you see. You are all that matters my world revoles around you and just to top the whole thing off i know you love me too.

Sotd - Welcome To The Black Parade
But of course! by My Chemical Romance When I was a young boy, My father took me into the city To see a marching band. He said, "Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken, The beaten and the damned?" He said, "Will you defeat them, your demons, and all the non-believers. The plans that they have made?" Because one day I'll leave you, a phantom to lead you in the summer, to join the black parade! When I was a young boy, My father took me into the city To see a marching band. He said, "Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken, The beaten and the damned?" Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me. And other times I feel like I should go. Through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets. When you're gone we want you all to know We'll Carry on, We'll Carry on Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on Carry on We'll carry on And in my heart I cant contain it

Kiss Type
You Are a Sensitive Kisser For you, kissing is a way to connect And you need lot of care, attention, and privacy It may take you a while to kiss someone... But when you do, it's total fireworks What's Your Kissing Style?

What A Weekend!
Good Morning! Hope ya'll had a wonderful weekend! Here's mine: K, Chris woke me up early Saturday Morning, telling me how he hurt his back, and needed me to take him to the doctor. My mind worked quickly, and I figured out that he meant the ER, but didn't want to say it, 'cause he HATES the ER. So, I go into just woke up hyper speed, which is just moving alittle fast when your fully awake! Get him to the ER, and they give him all sorts of painkillers. Send him home with all sorts of things to take later, and alittle bit of instructions. So, I get him home, remember that I was supposed to go into work that day, and then realize that I was supposed to be at work 10 minutes ago. FREAK! Oh well. I call work, all's fine, I go in. Alittle worried while I was at work, 'cause then I left home, Chris was sitting on the floor, drooling just alittle, and trying to put a puzzle together. It was so cute! But made me a little nervous about leaving him home all day alone. Anyway! Sunday was a wonde

Psyche
You Are Psyche! Eternally in search of purpose and insight. You're curious and creative with a total sense of wonder. Totally empathetic, you pick up on other's moods easily. Just be sure to pamper yourself as well! What Goddess Are You?

Im Home
Oh my gosh, what a trip :) I had a wonderful time away from everything. I needed it so very much! I left early on the 6th with the plan of not thinking about home or anything I was leaving behind. I was going to 3 states I had never been to before, my own little adventure, lol. I didnt daydream much at all, but I collected lots of pics & momories to daydream about in the future ;) As I sat waiting for the sunrise in New Mexico, I was thinking about putting some of my daydreams on here, some of my favorite ones anyway. Im not a gifted writter such as those that write poems, but maybe I can take you on a daydream with me. I dont know, should I try it? Im more of a letter writer myself. I will be in the lounge tomorrow night if any of you want to stop by, I would love to talk with you & find out how you all are doing. If you dont know what lounge that is, go to my lounge favorites & click it to come join me/us. I should have some pics up by then too :) I missed my friends wh

Back From L.a.
um... I'm back. I may try to type up a quick rundown of everything I saw and did. Mostly it was work... after all, it WAS a business trip. But I did manage to see a bunch of college buddies, ate some killer shrimp (literally) and made it to one very cool party

Memories
this is a poem i wrote about 2 mins ago she sits alone in a room of yellow, purple, and white looking down at her scars as she tries to win the fight not a fight against anyone just a fight against herself she thinks she is no fun she says shes worthless her mirror is full of hate as she throws her fist into it all because that boy called her jail bait her razor blades have lots of stains from past nights of loneliness at the end of the night shes emotionally drained she cries herself to sleep each night with flashbacks filling her head leaving her paralyzed in fright she wonders if her life will get better trying to hide her new marks as she pulls down the sleeves on her sweater she finds herself where the walls are all white the staff tells her she needs to open up and that everything will be alright a month passes by and still no change she thinks she should just give up but its nothing they can arrange they finally let her go two months later scars al

Nail Color
Your Nail Polish Color is Purple How you're unique: You are artistic and expressive Why your style rocks: You pay special attention to color and fabrics What this color says about you: "I'm creative and know how to take care of myself" What Color Nail Polish Best Fits You?

5 Things Women Should Be Grateful For
Married, single or in a relationship, the stuff we often take for granted is just what we should be grateful for! Food, shelter, health, love, family, friends… As a general rule, no matter how bad things may sometimes seem, we’ve all got a lot for which to be thankful. Here are some of the seemingly small things many women take for granted: Freedom: and I don’t mean this in the political sense we’re always hearing about on the news. Whether you’re single or in a relationship, you have power over the decisions you make. Sometimes they’re harder than others, but the simple truth is that you create your own reality by the choices you make. So if you’re single, choose to make the most of your time with yourself – don’t sit around waiting for a man to complete you – complete yourself and a man to compliment you will come. And if you’re involved, remember who you are independent of your partner. The best way to have a healthy, happy relationship is to be two individuals… you know the

Oct. 31st Is Dress-like-a-whore Day
Writing the world's five thousandth piece about slutty Halloween costumes, Stephanie Rosenbloom shrugs her shoulders and offers up an acknowledgment that should pretty much accompany every Styles article: The trend is so pervasive it has been written about by college students in campus newspapers, and Carlos Mencia, the comedian, jokes that Halloween should now be called Dress-Like-a-Whore Day. IN her thigh-highs and ruby miniskirt, Little Red Riding Hood does not appear to be en route to her grandmother's house. And Goldilocks, in a snug bodice and platform heels, gives the impression she has been sleeping in everyone's bed. Many women's costumes, with their frilly baby-doll dresses and high-heeled Mary Janes, also evoke male Lolita fantasies and reinforce the larger cultural message that younger is hotter. "It's not a good long-term strategy for women," Dr. Tolman said.

19 Days And Couting
well 19 days till the baby is due for those of keeping up with this doc says about 1-2 cm dialated so far no labor pains jason is a nervous wreck (for those who have him on their cherry friend list as well) nursery is finished looks so cute! according to the radiologist what she got from the measurements she took at the last ultrasound he is about 6lbs. 9oz and still growing (ugggh!) slowly he has begun to drop so could be any day now could be a couple of weeks from now jason and i will keep you posted.

Mobile Phone Use 'damages Sperm'
Men who use mobile phones could be risking their fertility, warn researchers. A new study shows a worrying link between poor sperm and the number of hours a day that a man uses his mobile phone. Those who made calls on a mobile phone for more than four hours a day had the worst sperm counts and the poorest quality sperm, according to results released yest at the American Society for Reproductive Medicine annual meeting in New Orleans. Doctors believe the damage could be caused by the electromagnetic radiation emitted by handsets or the heat they generate. The findings suggest millions of men may encounter difficulties in fathering a child due to the widespread use of mobile phones and offers another possible explanation for plummeting fertility levels among British males. Researchers found those men who used a phone for four hours or more a day had fewer sperm and those they had moved less well and were of poorer quality. The Ohio study involving 364 men was pre

Just To Funny To Pass Up
FualiDotComI am 77% Promiscuous.I am never satisfied. I spend most of the time getting some or figuring out how to get some. It's why we were put here. Something that feels that good should done often and for long periods of time.Take thePromiscuous Test@

Todays Ponderings.
I think maybe before I explode I must clarify myself to those around me. Recent volumes of stress have taken a rather large part of me. Yes, my attitude has been nasty. My comments lack compassion. My eyes carry a spark that will not leave you feeling joy. My stiff stature and saddened composure has been hindering most of you guys from really getting close. I apologize for hurt feelings but you cant deny honesty! LOL!!! Its been ONE month since I have become committed to Jason. Hes my world. There is no denying my love for him. BUT! I find myself pushing him outta my mind and outta my way when I should be embracing him and letting him support me the way I know he can. Im sure at times hes really confused and may doubt my love for him. Why must my most valued be the ones to take my blows? GRRR! Hes the most amazing man and yet! I don't let him in....SIGH! ANYWAYZ! Im suppose to start school on November 6th...NOT sure if thats all happening as planned. We'll have to hurry up and W

Why Arent You On The Duck Madmann?
And its a simple anwser They havent paid the server bill No im not lying thats the truth. Ive thougt about it this weekend and i must say that im quite angry w That For 3 years i put my blood sweat and beers into that station and thaats what it boils down too So i was also thing on saying goodbye to the duck again Its sad really that this had to happen cause i felt like it was my baby i one of the only origional djs there. Now dont all youall worry im working on getting a timeslot on one of the stations here so yall can listen to my sexy voice (lol).

I'm Aching :(
The weather has turned cold and I can feel it in my muscles and in my joints. My right leg is killing me and has been hurting since I woke up at 7 something this morning. This really fucking blows.

Let It Go......
LET IT GO...... There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead

I Dont Want To Be Your Friend
I don't wanna see your face I don't wanna hear your name I don't wanna thing Just stay away baby Don't wanna know if you're alright Or what you're doin' with your life Don't wanna hear that you'll stay in touch maybe I'll get just fine So if you're goin' then darlin' goodbye, goodbye Don't call me in the middle of the night no more Don't expect me to be there Don't think that it will be the way it was before I'm not over you yet And I don't think I care And I don't want to be your friend I'll forget we ever met I'll forget I ever let Ever let you into this heart of mine baby You just gotta let me be You gotta keep away from me 'cause all I want to be is just free of you baby Don't you come around And say you still care about me Go now, go now Don't call me in the middle of the night... You take it casually, and that's what's killing me I'll get by just fine So if you're goin' then darlin' goodbye, goodbye Don't call me in the middle of the night

Stress
Have you ever felt so overwhelmed that you just wanted to explode. Just lash out at any one or anything just to get a release on all your built up anger. Ever been so stressed out that you just want to shut down and avoid any one that could just push your buttons even further beyond where you ever wanted to be. It’s funny how I as a human being allow my self to get all worked up over personal situations. I know I’m not the only one who feels like this at times but why is stress such an intense feeling. It just builds up and up and up waiting for that one incident or emotion to push it beyond the universe and then the poor person who it is unleashed upon I feel terrible for. I really wish that stress did not exist. Do you think we could possibly live in a stress free world? Most likely not, but this has allowed me to vent some of my frustration thanks for listening.

Big Mud Puddles And Sunny Yellow Dandelions!
"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take-but by the moments that take our breath away." When I look at a patch of dandelions, I see a bunch of weeds that are going to take over my yard. My kids see flowers for mom and blowing white fluff you can wish on. When I look at an old drunk and he smiles at me, I see a smelly, dirty person who probably wants money and I look away. My kids see someone smiling at them and they smile back. When I hear music I love, I know I can't carry a tune and don't have much rhythm so I sit self-consciously and listen. My kids feel the beat and move to it. They sing out the words. If they don't know them, they make up their own. When I feel wind on my face, I brace myself against it. I feel it messing up my hair and pulling me back when I walk. My kids close their eyes, spread their arms and fly with it, until they fall to the ground laughing. When I pray, I say thee and thou and grant me this, give me that. My kids say, "Hi God! T

Happiness
Happiness is a journey, not a destination. Dance as though no one is watching you. Love as though you have never been hurt before. Sing as though no one can hear you. Live as though heaven is on earth.