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Apology.....
MySpace Comments Graphics I just wanted to apologized to all of my friends, fans, and family for not being around as much as I used to be. I miss all the time I've missed lately, but my schedule has been a bit more busy lately. I do promise to make it up to all of you very soon. Thank you for your patience and understanding. Love to all, Crissy XOXOXO MySpace Comments Graphics

Who Do You Want To See
Just intrested in who everyone wants to see in top 10 since so much drama going on now, lets see if we can change it leave a comment and a link to who you would like to see, and maybe when people view this blog they will leave them some rates and help to get them up there, it will be fun, or maybe noone wants any changes and that is good to, there are a few good ones. So lets go............

Finally More Time
Hi to all of my friends, family, and fans. I\'ve been a member here since May and I\'m finally getting time to actually peruse the site and be sociable. Let me introduce myself, my name is Martin, I\'m from Nashville, TN, self proclaimed metal head m/ and born stoner (I was born at 4:20pm oh so many years ago). For all those who have taken the time to leave me comments on my page and photos I thank you. If you have any questions just fire away. I\'m extremely opionated so there\'s not many subjects that I don\'t have much to say about, lol. Hopefully I\'ll get to know all of you a lot better and also make new friends. Also let me explain my name on here for those who care or don\'t care. Awol = The official name of the Aerosmith winged logo CFH = (Pantera Rawks knows this one) Cowboys From Hell - Pantera 5150 = The name of Van Halen\'s first album w/ Sammy, Eddie\'s amps, and studio.

My Rose
My Rose It's of the divine the thought of her lips meeting mine it tears me up inside harboring these feelings I constantly hide It's not a matter of pride I question if she can reciprocate the emotions I'd provide I ponder what would happen should love set sail the next casualty would be our friendship which would fail that's not an option worth taking I'd rather remain the friend rather than suffer through a relationships failure upon ground shaking due to the vibrations brought about from our hearts breaking I'd rather remain the friend with whom she shares time, secrets, & meals I rather remain a friend than battle with the onslaught disclosure reveals I'd rather be the friend who on occasion gets to hear her voice rather than falling out of contact to to a selfish choice in secret and minus loves scar I rather she remained my shining star I would be able to bear her no longer having feelings for me to share tell her I love her? I don't dar

We Got Married 10/18/2006
TODAY WE GOT MARRIED ON LC....WE POSTED BULLETINS BUT NOBODY WHO CARED WAS ONLINE...SORRY U ALL MISSED IT......BUT I WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW PERSONALLY.....WE R EXCITED.....HE CANT WAIT TO CONSTAMATE....GO FIGURE....LOL .....THANX 4 UR TIME LOVE YA ALL....MNFCL.....BYE P.S. WE ECCEPT GIFTS.....LOL

Caught Between Two
caught between two what if you were caught between two? and had little clue as to what you should do what if one stimulated your body & the other your intellect what might you do which might you select what if one sought the body & the other sought heart & soul would you give into carnal action or would you allow love to take control? what if one angered you and the other brought light to your dark[ness] what if one offered pseudo-passion & with the other you felt a spark what if you were attracted to ones talk and the others voice which would you gravitate towards which would be your choice? what if one physically teased you & the other kept you mentally taunted would your wish to be sexually desired outweigh your need to be loved & wanted what if you you knew one loved you and to the other you were little more than a toy would you seek out the "Toys R Us" kid or would you give into loves joy what if without even touching you one made you feel kissed an

New Family Member......
Well it is final. I now have a new family member as of Saturday, October 14th. Her name is shelby and she is 10 months old. You can see her pictures in my pets photo album. She is a very happy puppy and full of lots of energy. If you have the time go ahead and take a look at her pics, and rate them. Thank you.......Love to all, Crissy

Watching Her While She Slept
Watching Her as she slept [Revision 1] Waking from a dream, I behold a lovely sight next to me She was here, my soulmate, smiling in her sleep, as she snuggled next to me Brushing back her hair I gaze upon her face I know deep within my soul that it's her Love that I could never replace As I watch her as she sleeps I'm on cloud +9 and climbing oh so high I wonder if she's aware that for her I would lay down and DIE I kiss her soft lips and she lets out a sexy sigh and a tear of joy falls gently from me eye As I watch her as she sleeps she's a dream given life, she's a precious gift without trying she has the ability to set my mind adrift she stretches and lets out a hearty yawn and says, I'd like for you be laying next to me before the coming dawn as I watch her as she sleeps I whisper softly in her ear "you are all that is true" with one eye she squints & replies with a dry mouth whisper, "I love you boo" She loves that I watch over her & She someti

My Precious Son
Since you left nothings been the same, I should have been there, am I to blame, A new day begins so does my pain, Sometimes I feel like I'm going insane. I'm tired of pretending everything is fine, The hurt won't leave this heart of mine. They say it's time for me to let go, The agony inside me they just don't know. How do I live without you my son? When you were my most precious one. No one will ever take your place, Your were my blessing full of grace…

This Is Me 100% Real
A REAL MAN ..... 1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN raises his kids, not JUST out of pocket either. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself. 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not hot, sexy, or fine as fuck. 8.) A REAL MAN CALLS U on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 10.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you & won't get sick of you. 11.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch movies with you. 12.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 14.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one. 15.) A REAL MA

Xxxmas Party
XXXmas Party by craigool © I'm on the hunt. Our company, a large software manufacturer, is having the company Christmas party catered in the penthouse of the largest hotel downtown. Being a programmer, I don't get much contact with the lovely young women who flock to the sales and marketing sections of the company. I'm looking for one in particular - Trudy Glass, the marketing specialist attached to my product line. Trudy is slim and petite, with long red hair that flies like a flag behind her as she strides - no, that's not it. Trudy canters. She wears these 3" and 4" black spaghetti strap FuckMe heels, which on her long slim legs reminds me of the way a young filly canters. Trudy is convinced she doesn't have enough tits (she tells me she is a 34B+, just like her grades in school), so she is always using push-up bras and miracle bras and anything else, even half cup under wire bras, to make you look at her tits. She is, at least to me, the most sexual of our thousand+ empl

"the Suicide Girls" On Myspace...
"The Suicide Girls" on myspace As far as the status of social-outcast bloggers is concerned, I've never been a part of mainstream blogging anyhow, so I say screw those friggin' Gyps! Lines are always drawn, either in sand or in distinction, and clever are the bold bloggers--be they Nooks or Purgs--who recognize and accept those lines for what they are. You can't be half-assed about anything and expect to conquer something whole, just as you can't be half of anything and expect to live life without some sort of hole right through the middle of you. I am a whole person--I haven't always been--but the courage of action, and the wisdom of honest reflection have made me the Hobo I am today--and I have no regrets. But when I see the CRAP that these self-proclaimed "top-bloggers"--like the suicide girls--spew on their myspace blog pages, it almost makes me want to down 50 qualudes...is THAT what the world is coming to as far as writing is concerned?! Writing is my nook, I think it is the m

A Ball Game Balling
A Ball Game Balling by English Bob © "Oh, c'mon honey. We can't see the screen with you standing there!" Janice gave myself and my two friends a petulant, sulky look and stomped off to the kitchen. "Oh well," I said to Frank, sitting next to me, "I guess we better not ask her to bring us a beer!" Frank and my other friend, Joey laughed as I got up from my seat to get the beers myself. "Tell me if I miss anything." The ball game had been an exciting one so far; the lead switching from team to team as the game progressed. I was reluctant to tear myself away from the TV, but we all needed that liquid refreshment essential to watching any sporting event! "How long is this stupid game going on?" asked my wife as I opened the fridge, "I'm bored!" She smiled that impish little grin at me. The one she knows I find hard to resist. "I'm also feeling a little horny, baby. C'mon, get rid of these guys and forget the game, I got something hot just for you!" I thought about

Silence Is Golden
Speech needs company; silence needs solitude Speech wants to conquer others; silence helps conquer oneself Speech demands respect, silence commands it Speech is self -_expression; silence is self-experience Speech is mind bound, silence is soul bound Speech asserts ego; silence effaces it Speech dissipates ego; silence conserves it Speech is human; silence is divine Speech receives appreciation; silence receives adoration Great works are inspired by speech but written in silence Life is a flower; silence is its fragrance We surround ourselves with noise, because we are uncomfortable with silence. We fill our lives with distractions, because we are reluctant to confront

Worth The Wait
Worth the Wait by txsaras © I didn't expect to sleep. The few hours since you left had been long and uncomfortable. Limited in my movement, I had only the turning of the clock and the memories of last night and this morning to keep me busy while I waited for you to return. But what nice memories they were. My sore flesh was still tender from your strap, and I liked knowing that you would return to find me waiting so patiently and already well marked from your loving. My face flushed when I thought about the fact that you would find me ready for you as well. My thighs were slick, and waiting had become an erotic exercise at this point. My shoulders were stiff. I wiggled up on the bed to ease them. The bed sheets rubbed my sore ass and I cried out without thinking. A deep ache centered in my abdomen and warmth spread through me as I remembered you counting out the strokes last night, and thanking you. I hadn't been restrained then-- except by my desire to please and serve you. Holdi

Bar Room Truth, Bar Room Poet
yea guys...i do actually borrow pens from bartenders, and scribble this shit on napkins while everyone in the bar looks over me. sometimes it's ok, sometimes i look at it the next morning and laugh at how drunk i was. hope you enjoy. last night was a drunk and angry night :0 don't take any of this seriously though. just me venting false wiskey fueled emotions... Pure Anger to Forget how dare you in horror's haste make me regret a dream social sacrifice of sin to have been in a real love so i'll find false love to fucking forget you Carry Carry Away rhyme rhyme away the misery into notes of love sick sorrow smile at the easy pray that they carry her away from hum drum existence seek the all time high of love under the pleasure of fucking in my place Simple Statement you fell into habbits and fool yourself into accepting the mistake of heartbreak or the idea that I DON'T KNOW YOU Portrait of Ivory and Jade seduce me with your eyes and

Worship
Worship by MayhemLass © You're sitting in your office when I come in and close the door. The gentle breeze blows softly through the open window, while in the distance, the thud of a basketball and crystal sound of children shouting can be heard. You look at me enquiringly. Saying nothing, I crouch and fumble with the buttons of your jeans. I get the first open, then the second and third. I stop and then reach in and pull out your thick fat cock. It is limp still, just starting to thicken. I like the way it looks lying limp on your thigh, its heavy head pointing down, the white shaft soft and vulnerable. The spongy tip of your prick is barely visible, hiding shyly in its wrinkled nest of skin, a shiny naked hint just visible. I lean back on my haunches, then leaning forward I study it. You lean back, pushing your hips ever so slightly toward my face. As I watch intently, a clear drop of clear liquid wells up from the tip and oozes down your cock onto your jeans. A thin, stic

Sissy
Y'know, i've made some wonderfully nice people here, but, i've known Sissy for quite some time. She's been one fantastic source of support for me. She is the person whom introduced me to LC. There is so much she's done for me its unreal. She helped me get my first friends here. You are all fantastic people, and i couldn't really pic one of you out to write an article about and i'm so awfully lucky to have you all. i don't expect anyone to read this, let alone rate it. i know i'm not much of a writer, though i do love putting my lil thoughts down, and this seems as good a place as any. Sissy does hold a special place in my heart, i won't tell you the one remark she made that really warmed my heart, its not profane, but, it really plucked a chord in my heart. Well, guess that's all for right now

Wood Walk With A Wood Ruler
Wood Walk With A Wood Ruler by PuraVida503 © Lisa picked me up at work at 1:30 pm sharp as instructed. It was chilly and I was glad to have dressed warm with hiking boots and fleece jacket. Glad too, that I had instructed Lisa to wear only a sweater, short skirt and hiking boots. The cold would definitely play a role in what I had in mind for this afternoon's activities. Lisa had just come from the dentist – a great reason for her to get out of work early. As we pulled away from my office building, she was rubbing her jaw, sharing that it was numb and a bit sore from being held open while the dentist did his work. She said it wasn't too bad because during all the drilling she was fantasizing about what I may have in store for her. I told her I had a cure for her jaw and she tittered at the thought. Little did she know I had my pockets full of surprises today. We drove out into the country a bit. I instructed her when and where to turn and instantly regretted not following t

A Man & His Parrot
So there's this man with a parrot. And his parrot swears like a sailor, I mean he's a pistol. He can swear for five minutes straight without repeating himself. The trouble is that the guy who owns the parrot is a quiet, conservative type, and this bird's foul mouth is driving him crazy.One day, it gets to be too much, so the guy grabs the bird by the throat, shakes him really hard, and yells, "QUIT IT!" But this just makes the bird mad and he swears more than ever. Then the guy gets mad and says, "That's it. I'll get you." and locks the bird in a kitchen cabinet.This really aggravates the bird and he claws and scratches, and when the guy finally lets him out, the bird cuts loose with a stream of invective that would make a veteran sailor blush.At that point, the guy is so mad that he throws the bird into the freezer. For the first few seconds, there is a terrible din. The bird kicks and claws and thrashes. Then it suddenly goes very quiet.At first the guy just waits, but then he sta

Hazel's Cutest Pet Contest
The wait is over, "Hazels Cutest Pets Contest" is now open!!! Okay voting for my contest is now open. If you wish to see some of the most cutest and adorable pets on the L.C., please click the links below. Please take the time and vote by rating and commenting one and only one in each catagory. Multiple votes will not be counted. Cum and pet my pussies, lol! [Hazel's Cutest Kitties] Thats right bitches, I let the dogs out! Who, who, who........ And now you know. [Hazel's Cutest Puppies] Pythons, sugar gliders and dragons OH MY! [Hazel's Other Cutest Pets]

I Need A Job
I mean, I have a job, but it isn't great. I really like being a server. It's relatively easy, and it's good money most nights. A bad night, I make an average of $10/hr. But, I know if I worked at a better restaurant, I could have the potential to make so much more. I applied to donate my eggs. Depending on how attractive I am, and how healthy I am physically and mentally, I could make a lot of money. My mom said "you can't sell my grandbabies!". Okay, I'm 22yo, with two kids. I don't plan on having anymore. Maybe 15 years from now when I've accomplished something with my life, and am in the position to have more children, it will be appropriate. But as of now, I'm more than happy with my two little boys. I rather give someone else the chance to have children as beautiful and healthy as mine, and make a little cash at the same time. Maybe even sell my plasma... that isn't that much money, but whatever.... I'd sell my kidney if it were legal. I really want to open a res

Rhyme Of Truth
Rhyme of Truth will anger get me through the void and take away the pain cursing you on written page when the love is still the same lie to the world and your pretty eyes of how i hate your soul when all it takes is one phone call to pull me from this hole

"let It Go"
Let them go!! If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to...... LET IT GO!!! If you are holding on to past hurts and pains ..... LET IT GO!!! If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth..... LET IT GO!!! If someone has angered you ........ LET IT GO!!! If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge...... LET IT GO!!! If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction...... LET IT GO!!! If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents .... LET IT GO!!! If you have a bad attitude....... LET IT GO!!! If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better...... LET IT GO!!! If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new level in Him...... LET IT GO!!! If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship....... LET IT GO!!!

Spell Checker
I halve a spelling checker, It came with my pea see. It plainly marks four my revue Mistakes I dew knot sea. Eye strike a key and type a word And weight four it two say Weather eye am wrong oar write It shows me strait aweigh. As soon as a mist ache is maid It nose bee fore two long And eye can put the era rite Its rarely ever wrong. I've scent this massage threw it, And I'm shore your pleased too no Its letter prefect in every weigh; My checker tolled me sew.

Sorry Guys I Delete My Sexy Pics
i have change myself and decided to be just me with my pics and no more sexy pics if you don't like what you see well too bad just go to another page on this site ... i am just an ordinary gal ,i love to model but my sexy pics days are over ... sorry

My Own Shit
Alot of niggas thugs over tracks/ But when beef pop off, you niggas rather run than attack/ While the real niggas hug'n their gats/ Ride'n 22 in Detroit with the snub on their lap/ Long range scope got you plug'd from the back/ Got you see'n red like the blood from yo scalp/ Bitch niggas run, real niggas fight to the death/ We don't give a fuck if niggas wear a vest/ We don't aim for the chest, those maybe shots/ Maybe I'll kill'm, maybe not, we aim for the top/ Sick wit it, twist like a blunt and split wit it/ While you niggas stand'n mouths open take'n dicks wit it/ We load up the 3-5-7, 6 in it, no clips in it/ You finished nigga, it ain't no tricks in it/ Stop act'n bitch wit it/ Yo life ain't priceless, you iceless nigga get a job and stick wit it/

Kisses
WHAT A KISS MEANS +Kiss on the stomach = "I'm ready" +Kiss on the Forehead ="I hope we're together forever" +Kiss on the Ear = "Your my everything" +Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" +Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" +Kiss on the Neck = "We belong together" +Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" +Kiss on the Lips = "I love you" What the gesture means... +Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other" +Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" +Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" +Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you" +Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" +Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go" +Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- + Dont ask for a kiss, take one. +If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now and can't get them out of your head then Re-post this within On

Lalalaalalalala
ok today is borin no1 to talk to everyone is gone and yea blah! im in need of a vacation AGAIN LoL i jus want to leave wisco for awhile to figure things out in my life hell i need to get my ass back in school but ha there are sooo many things in the world tryin to stop mii from doin it, hell there are so many things and ppl tryin to stop mii frm being happii in my life!!!!!! my tummii hurts someone come babii my dumbass lol so its only Wed. and im sittin here wishin it was friday cuz lord knoz i need a drink shyt i need like 30 of them lmmfao anywayz i think imma go finish sum shyt round here and take my car to da mech so he can fix it lol cuz we kno dat its cold out now gen aint goin outside to fix her car anymore LoL alwayz remember ppl who live in glass houses should throw rockz...cuz u break all ur windows duh! FUKKERZ!

I Get My Baby Back
OMG people guess what? Im so incredibly happy right now...cause my vannah lee is comin back...And I get her...yay!!! Well actually my mom gets her first....cause I dont got no job or nothing....but after I get married...shes mine... Ill be taking care of my vannah and everything like Ive done since the day she was born. its just that my mom will have legal custody. My mom doesnt have the health or strength to take care of her anyways... My mom is also getting my nephew nathan. Savannahs brother. Hes almost one...He'll be one in november. haha! Well just thought Id share my happy news with all of you....Yay!!!

Now More Than Ever
Wednesday, October 18, 2006 Now more than ever Think of all the things you've learned in your life. And just imagine how very much more there is that you can now learn based upon what you already know. Consider how your own unique perspective has grown, matured and become more valuable over the years. Imagine all the possibilities that are even now opening up to you because of how far you've already come. It's impossible to know exactly what will happen tomorrow, or next month, or five years from now. Yet you most certainly are better prepared than ever to successfully handle whatever surprises life sends your way. Now, more effectively than ever before, you can transform problems into opportunities. Now, with more purpose and more experience than ever before, you can work to bring richness and value to life. When you face a challenge that seems impossible to overcome, remember this. The world is filled with things that once were considered impossible and which are no

Wife 1.0
Last year a friend of mine upgraded GirlFriend 1.0 to Wife 1.0 and found that it's a memory hog leaving very little system resources for other applications. He is only now noticing that Wife 1.0 also is spawning Child-Processes which are further consuming valuable resources. No mention of this particular phenomena was included in the product brochure or the documentation, though other users have informed him that this is to be expected due to the nature of the application. Not only that, Wife 1.0 installs itself such that it is always launched at system initialization where it can monitor all other system activity. He's finding that some applications such as PokerNight 10.3, BeerBash 2.5, and PubNight 7.0 are no longer able to run in the system at all, crashing the system when selected (even though they always worked fine before). At installation, Wife 1.0 provides no option as to the installation of undesired Plug-Ins such as MotherInLaw 55.8 and BrotherInLaw Beta release. Also, sys

Funny Things To Try
in this fun world its fun to notice things people can do and dont do 1. you know every time you bend your elbow your mouth opens, 2 watch a parent feed there kid every time the spoon get to there kids mouth 5 people will open there mouth with the kid. 3 stand on a corner of a busy street look up for atleast 5 mins. in that time everyone will be wondering what your looking at 3 keep a smile on your face everyone will wonder what your up too and ive let this pass for about 3 weeks now and no one has mentioned i skipped #4

Why Is It...
Ok...I have had it with life!!! Why is it that as soon as things start to even out and go well in my life thaht the rug once again is pulled out from beneath me. Finally I get my finances straightened out...Not rich by any means, but I wasn't in the red in my checking acct. LOL Until yesterday... Car needed unexpected repairs...and checks missed and all sorts of shit and...UGH... I may need to start prostituting myself...but dont think I would get much.

Hey All
hi im dont know what to think about this site anymore it seems to have its good points and its bad but there is just why to much drama and shit whats up with that? i love all the pic of everyone but it anit about who got the best loking nude body or any thing to me its about whats inside that body that counts .dont get me wrong ill rate you all and look to and read what you all wrote .but i do feel there are some on here that think they are better then every one else and they anit where all the same just remeber its whats on the inside that counts not whats on the out side .

Looks At These Shoes, I've Only Had Them Three Weeks....
I'd complain about a lot more things in life, but I know that the minute I do one of you tards will start doing said thing to me. For example.... if I complained about how much I hate it when some sexy broad sends me pictures of her cleavage with my name written all over it, I'd be inundated by such photos. It's a lot like the time I complained about being so damn sexy. Some moron came along with the unsexy stick and beat the crap out of me. So... I am happy, oh so happy.

Hotmom
This is my first blog I have only been an lost cherry about i month,I really made some good friends I want to say to all my friends and family thank you very much for showing so much love and voting for me in the prieast face contest,and the contest is still going on so stop by and vote.lost cherry is the best site i could ever have joined so please stop by and keeping showing some love and i will return the favor to all.

Lets All Shout For A Lc Wedding
Hi guys n dolls... Please help me in shouting for a lost cherry wedding .... I have met the man of my dreams ... And we want to shout it out so loud ..... Please in on bended knee's help us xxxxx

Interesting
When you stop smoking you immediately start to accrue multiple health benefits. Damage to the airways and blood vessels stops immediately. Pulmonary function reductions stop immediately and may even improve slightly. Danger of heart attack decreases to the level of a non-smoker within about one year. The risk of lung cancer of a smoker is about 28X that of a never smoker. Risk ratio (RR)=28:1. After smoking cessation, at 10 years, RR=approximately 50% less or 14:1 (relative to people who continue to smoke). After 20 years RR is down to about 25% or RR=7:1.

Nirvana Underground (the Bar)
Nirvana Underground. Located inside the newly rented house. The bar was located as I said downstairs and the V.I.P. upstairs. The original bar of Nirvana Rock-Café which had been sitting in the outside for almost six months didn’t fit in the livingroom of the house, so a part of it was cut to make it fit. It came back to life in Nirvana Underground, hosting many parties. The computer monitor, keyboard and mouse was placed on top of it for the first time, since that in Nirvana Rock-Café it had been below the bar. This change brought about more people browsing through the mp3 collection and requesting songs. For those who had not been customers of the previous two Nirvanas, it seemed odd to walk into a house and as one entered finding a “bar” instead of a livingroom. Since Nirvana Underground was not centered as a business, nothing was sold in it. The bar became the centerpiece of entertainment luring all kinds of people looking for a nice place to listen to mu

I Swear Your One Dumb Mother Fucker
A few of ya know that I was recently involved w/someone that had broken up w/me cause I "supposedly" cheated on him....he claimed he had actual pix of me havin sex w/another man and when I ask him to send me the pix damn all of sudden he burned them....Now is that not ignorant or what?....And now cause Iam puttin him in his place Iam a lying cheating whore....Funny huh?....So the other day I am talkin to him and his stupid ass thinks Iam dumb lord was he ever wrong there....Well he leaves me a message timestamped on my phone at 1:55am Michigan time pretending YES pretending to be a cop....My roomate has heard his voice b4 and so she knew what he was tryin to do....2am she and I are laughing are asses off at the message he left to me....Even my friend Troy thats on here heard and even he knew what a scam and low life this man is....So as of tonight we are gonna fuck w/him good....Iam not even close to ending this shit w/him and now Iam having my fun w/his "scheme"....SO I now have my "o

Friends Vs Acquaintances
Hello, my name is Robert and I thought I would try to convey some of my feelings about the LC. I was invited to join this site by Mr. Cuervo and I obviuosly did. I came here looking for friends or acquaintances and believe it or not I actually did. Now my problem is that there seems to be more bashing going on here than there is on MySpace. I feel that every woman here deserves more respect than they are getting and they are very sensual, although, some are very sexual. Big difference. I have to agree with those that say that the only way to get a responsefrom anybody reading bulletins is to mention the words "sex" or "boobs". I don't have a degree or anything of that sort, I can't draw worth a damn. I spend most of my time on the LC reading the bulletins and reposting those I feel should be reposted. Most of the women here seem to have enough confidence in themselves to enter these contests and promoting themselves is a good way to boost their points, but, there is a difference betwee

If You Want Someone To Talk,, I Am Here Just Leave Me A Messages And Thanks!
If you need anything or something, let me know or you can look up for my addy for msn or yahoo so I will be here if you needed and thanks again for your understanding!!! Have a good one everyone.... ;-)

Words
Sometimes in Life people say things they dont mean, and sometimes they mean something diffrent then what they say. So should we hate them for something bad that they say or forgive them because we know thats not what they meant to say? Should we be happy with what they say when we know they dont rally mean what they say? I know my oppinion whats yours?

Until We Meet Again
Until we meet again Although I shed tears I know you are at peace Have a safe journey Until we meet again Although I shed tears Your suffering is over Have a safe journey Until we meet again Although I shed tears You are set free Have a safe journey Until we meet again Although I shed tears You are in a better place Have a safe journey Until we meet again Although I shed tears And my heart is breaking Have a safe journey Until we meet again For my mother who passed away May 21st 2006 Written by: Yvonne

Song I Wrote
MY SOUL IS FREE Right from the start you played with my heart with those first words you said you messed with my head your promises were untrue you made my heart so blue you left me in pain standing in the rain Now I, I want you to know that despite you hurting me my heart still glows and you, you need to see that without you in my life my soul is free You said you had a plan why couldnt you act like a man your tales got bolder the more we got older you failed the test you're just like the rest to find out your love was a lie made me just want to die Now I, I want you to know that despite you hurting me my heart still glows and you, you need to see that without you in my life my soul is free Your heart so cold your love so fake my world so torn my life so broken Now I, I want you to know that despite you hurting me my heart still glows and you, you need to see that wit

Kitten Learns To Behave (by Smb)
Daddy walked in, looked at me and said, “How are you kitten?” I say, “Good Daddy.” All evening I sass, pick, and tease Daddy. He keeps telling me to wait ‘til we get the kids to sleep and then I'm in trouble. I giggle. At home the little punishments he gives me while the kids are up is just enough to drive me insane, and it all leads up well to going upstairs. Anticipation grows and grows. We finally get the kids to bed, he comes downstairs and gets ice water. He looks at me and says, “Upstairs ‘lil one,” and I grin, staying seated on the couch. Daddy walks over and pulls me to my feet by my ponytail. I look at him and see Daddy isn’t playing. I cast my eyes down and say, “Sorry Daddy,” as I start to walk towards the stairs. I walk up them and get all the way to our room where I remove all my clothing that I have on ‘cause, the rule is, no clothes in the bedroom. I get on the floor on my knees, head down, legs spread, and hands behind my back on the floor by Daddy’s feet

In Order To Keep The Little Sanity I Have Left
MUCH CLOWN LOVE everyone I just wanted to let everyone that I have turned off my bullentin board in order to keep the little sanit i have left. I can't stand the hating, drama, and the bitching. I am here for my friends and the family. I have tried to just see the post from my family members on my list, but that just doesn't work because of all the repost. I love everyone on here and unless you do me wrong personally then I will continue to love you. So keep the comments and the clown loving coming and I will return it all the way! If you want to get ahold of me leave me shout in the SB or send me a private message but most of all just keep in touch. MMFWCL ~~baby girl~~

Maybe We Just Need Washing!
Maybe we just need washing! A little girl had been shopping with her Mom in Target. She must have been 6 years old, this beautiful red haired, freckle faced image of innocence. It was pouring outside. The kind of rain that gushes over the top of rain gutters, so much in a hurry to hit the earth it has no time to flow down the spout. We all stood there under the awning and just inside the door of Target. We waited, some patiently, others irritated because nature messed up their hurried day. I am always mesmerized by rainfall. I got lost in the sound and sight of the heavens washing away the dirt and dust of the world. Memories of running, splashing so carefree as a child came pouring in as a welcome reprieve from the worries of my day. The little voice was so sweet as it broke the hypnotic trance we were all caught in. "Mom let's run through the rain," she said. "What?" Mom asked. "Lets run through the rain!" she repeated. "No, honey. We'll wait until it slows

Poem
My thoughts are with you tonight although we are miles apart the distance only embeds my love for you deep within my lonely heart To understand this feeling that I can not ask you to do however, please have compassion for me and this love I have for you My sadness is for not being near enough to prove this is real yet a feeling of happiness for knowing that one day I will get to share with you the tenderness I feel As I lay here my body aches for your nearness I long for the sound of your voice and the touch of your skin next to mine Just to see your face and to feel your warm embrace would take away all that time has given and make this life of mine worth living again...

The Night She Longed For (by Smb)
The Night She Longed For She came running on the porch to the front door, only to find him standing there holding the strap. She could not think of what she had done wrong. She had already started to strip, because the rule is when nobody else is home just a tee shirt is to be worn. As he looked at her ordered her in the house, she realized, that while she was gone at class, that he had cleaned up and put the baby to bed. She thought he was angry with her for the mess of toys and clutter in the living room, but that look in his eyes was not one she had seen before, nor did she like. He rounded behind her and said, "mind you manners lil' girl, it's far past time for you to have clothes on, and you're taking your good old time." He swatted her wet ass with the strap hard and fast. It caught her by total surprise, and she let out a gasp but continued to strip, not saying anything. She knelt by his feet when she was in just her tee shirt, hands on her knees the way he liked. He looke

New Battles
I have moved out of my husbands home and in with his best friend and my best friend.We are living in a three bedroom apartment.The kids have one room I have a room and they are in the other room.I am once again drinking heavily.I do some stuff I am not proud of.I end up not being able to keep up with my end of rent and move back to west monroe with my mom.I dont do anything for a while and sober up again.I start getting bad infection in my throat.It is now 2004 and I am working at subway.A month later my now ex fiancee moves in with me.Yes we are at my moms house.December of 2004 I have surgery on my throat to remove my tonesil and uvala.A week after the surgeryI go to court for my divorce and custody hearing.I have no lawyer as I cant afford it.He does have one and the best friend I was living with ends up testifying against me.A month after we go to court I get a letter saying I have suppervised visits every two weekends.I cry knowing that I wont have my baby but am glad at least I w

Funny As Hell And So True
Reasons why the English language is so hard to learn: 1) The bandage was wound around the wound. 2) The farm was used to produce produce. 3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse. 4) We must polish the Polish furniture. 5) He could lead if he would get the lead out. 6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert. 7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to present the present. 8) A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum. 9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes. 10) I did not object to the object. 11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid. 12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row. 13) They were too close to the door to close it. 14) The buck does funny things when the does are present. 15) A seamstress and a sewer fell down into a sewer line. 16) To help with planting, the farmer taught his sow to sow. 17) The wind was too strong to wind the sail.

For The Love F My Life (by Smb)
Finding the strength to give love another try more risks to take and mistakes to make being scared that i will have more reasons to cry you coming the first time and proving our feelings were not fake telling our families and hearing them groans and sigh say all our feelings on a day with friends , family and cake having your arms around me makes my heart and soul fly curling up with a blanket and watching the falling snow flakes knowing someday we will be in a meadow with a waterfall and lake

What Kind Of Person Are U
You scored as Shy. Your shy. Lots of people are. Please rate my quiz!!Shy100%Nice50%Immature25%Outgoing25%Fun25%mean0%Dramatic0%what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)created with QuizFarm.com

Things I Love To See (poem By Smb)
Things i love to see the growing of my children of my children three watching them dare to dream sharing time laughing and eating ice cream playing with them with games watching how a hug can make their anger fade sharing in all their sorrows watching them grow until one day they may have their own children in toe

Another One For Dhutch
i vow to kneel at your at your feet stand beside you come win or defeat curl up on your chest to hear your heart beat be there for support when you can not stand on your own two feet i love when you say i make your life complete i will be hear come sunshine, rain, snow, or sleet and it has been that was from before our bodies would meet

Officer Michael Briggs Rip 10/17/06
Michael Briggs has died; 10-16-06 OFFICER BRIGGS Manchester - A city police officer has been murdered. Bicycle patrol officer Michael Briggs, 35, died this afternoon. He leaves a wife and two young children. Briggs was the first city officer killed in the line of duty in 30 years and the first in the state since Epsom officer Jeremy Charron was gunned down in 1997. Briggs, then a part-time Epsom officer, was a pallbearer at Charron's funeral. Briggs had 15 minutes left on his shift when he was shot in the head at about 2:45 a.m. Monday on Lincoln Street. About 15 hours later, Michael "Stix" Addison, 26, of Manchester was arrested at his grandmother's house in Boston. Attorney General Kelly Ayotte said this afternoon that she will seek the death penalty for Addison. Officer Michael Briggs collected his share of honors over the years. As a Marine, he received the two medals and the Meritorious Mast. As a policeman, he was called a hero after he rushed into a burn

Denise
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel75%WereWolf50%Faerie50%Dragon25%Demon0%Mermaid0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

More ..
WHY MEN ARENï¿½T SECRETARIES Husband's note on refrigerator for wife: Someone from the Gyna Colleges called. They said the Pabst beer is normal. I didn't know you liked beer __________________________________________ Grandpa was driving with his nine year old granddaughter and beeped the horn. She turned and looked at him for an explanation..He said, "Sorry, I did that by accident". The little girl said, "I know you did Grandpa." He replied, "How did you know it was an accident?".. She said, "Because you didn't say "asshole" afterwards!" ========================================= An old maid wanted to travel by bus to the pet cemetery with the remains of her cat. As she boarded the bus, she whispered to the driver, I have a dead pussy. The driver pointed to the woman in the seat behind him and said, "Sit with my wife. You two have a lot in common.

How Will You Die
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... How Will You Die? MY RESULT:Peacefully In Your Sleep You’re smart, you're healthy and you don’t let anger or stress get the best of you. But even the best of us gotta go sometime.Wanna die in a more adventurous way? We recommend taking up one (or all) of the following hobbies: glass eating, chemical mixing, hijacking, or poking grizzly bears with sticks and calling them “jerkface.” Take This Quiz!

Hump Day Humor ..
DO U HAVE A VAGINA ? A housewife is at home when she hears a knock on the door. When she opens the door a man asks her if she has a vagina. The woman slams the door in disbelief at what a stranger has just asked her. The same thing happens for three days and the woman decides to tell her husband. The husband says to the wife, "Tomorrow I am not going to work, and when the man asks if you have a vagina,say 'yes' and I will be hiding behind the door." The next day, the man comes again, and when the woman opens the door he asks if she has a vagina. The woman says, "Yes". The man then said, "Good, then please tell your husband to stop having sex with my wife!

How Will U Die
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... How Will You Die? MY RESULT:Peacefully In Your Sleep You’re smart, you're healthy and you don’t let anger or stress get the best of you. But even the best of us gotta go sometime.Wanna die in a more adventurous way? We recommend taking up one (or all) of the following hobbies: glass eating, chemical mixing, hijacking, or poking grizzly bears with sticks and calling them “jerkface.” Take This Quiz!

Holidays
The holidays are quickly approaching! Do u already know and see what it is that u want and will do on Thanksgiving? What about Christmas? You will be eating with loved ones. Buying and receiving gifts from loved ones. Greeting cards! This will be so much fun, right? Now I want u to travel with me. Peer behind the barbwire fences and through the concrete walls of prison. There will be no Christmas lights, Christmas tress, presents or gift giving. It seems dark and damp, even emotionalist. Walk further. See the cellblock. Walk closer. Look into that cell. See that person. No Christmas joy or thanksgiving with his family. Chances are that that person will not even receive a greeting card. Majority of prisoners are abandon by their loved ones. No support. No guidance. No letters. No love. Loneliness fills this place. You can see the vacant eyes where hope once resided. Help put hope and a smile back. Become a pen pal. It’s free. Make some one feel special on the holidays. Change so

~ Planahead ~
Appalachian Trail Days 2007 May 18-19-20 2007 Trail Days is a festival held each year in May, the weekend after Mothers' day, in the big-hearted town of Damascus, Virginia. Trail Days celebrates the Appalachian Trail and the hikers, former hikers and aspiring hikers who converge there each year. Music, games, an unusual parade, a hikers' talent show, people-watching, bike rides, hikes, workshops, lots of food, and other activities make this one of the most popular small-town events in Virginia. http://www.traildays.info/ http://groups.yahoo.com/group/camping4seasons4singles/ xxx ...Loved by Some... ...Hated by Many... ...Envied by Most... ...Yet Wanted by Plenty...

Desert Jihad: The Spider And The Wasp
This one's a message for all of those poor, impressionable, young would-be jihadis...may they earn their wings and sever their ties to the people who strap bombs to their chests. An Eye for an Eye often leaves the world blind on Land THAT territorial, the One-Eyed Man is King He Reigns in mass deception, but he has no Depth-Perception if ever there's a cross to bear, the blind man truly Sees And if the blind man seeks to flee the Awful One-Eyed King his fine-tuned self-taught Braille-touch is the Depth that gives him Wings And so the blind man rules the King, as eyes can oft deceive The Ground-Spider can have his turf, the Wasp can Fly & Sting! So leave the Spider to his wares, the Wasp can Fly & Sting! And let the Spider to his prey, the Wasp can Fly & Sting! A Spider's war is conjured in a cave of Wanton dreams The Devil's echo trembles harshest in fragmented screams Don't fight a Spider's Holy-War, the Wasp will Fly & Sting! ZZT! ZZZT! ZZZ

Halloween Bash
So me and The Shellerz are going to have a halloween bash in our lounge:) We are gonna play creepy halloween music and ask all our friends to come in "costume" So either a creepy display pic or a pic of you in your costume!!! It will be fun to just hanf out and have a little halloween fun. Someone suggested Trick or Treat(Kinda like truth or dare) Anyhow All ideas are welcome post em here And also your suggestion for spooky or halloweenie tunes:) We are gonna hold the Bash October 30th at Noon EST.more details to follow xoxox

Been Played For A Fool.
I HAVE BEEN THE MOST STUPIDIST PERSON IN THE WHOLE WORLD. LOL ONCE AGAIN I BELIEVED IN YOU. BUT FUCK IT WAS ALL LIES. I DONT GIVE A RATS ASS ANYMORE TO WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY. IT WILL JUST BE MORE LIES. DONT SAY YUR MAD OR HURT BY THIS. THAT WILL BE ALL LIES TOO. HOPE YUR FUCKING HAPPY. NOT. JUST MAKIN IT A HELL OF ALOT HARDER TO FUCKIN TRUST PEOPLE. I GUESS YOU GOT OFF LIEING TO ME THIS WHOLE DAMN TIME. GUESS WAT. WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND. YOU WILL GET YURS ONE DAY. IM THRU. IM DONE WIT YOU. GOOD-BYE FOREVER. AND GOOD RIDDANCE. OK IM DONE RANTING NOW LOL

Stupid Question Thing
1. Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours? Hmm my boyfriend Daniel coz I don't see enough of him at the moment and Andy Hurley 2. Who do you blame for your mood today? I'm in a generally good mood but the bad part of it would be my ex friend Anna 3. Have you ever seen a dead body? Yup 4. What should we do with stupid people? Send them out on a fireing range. I cna think of a few I'd like to do that too 5. How long do you think you will live? How am I supposed to know 6. What was the first thing you did this morning? I think it was ask the time 7. The colour of carpet in your bedroom? Blue 8. How many times did you fail your driver's test? None coz I ain't learnt to drive yet 9. Last person you went out to dinner with? I think it was the family for my sister's birthday 10. Are you spoiled? Far from it 11. Do you drink lots of water? No tons of squash though 12. What toothpaste do you use? Some minty kind I don't know what brand it is

You Think You Have It Hard ??
I try to be a good parent. Give my kids mulligans. Work nights to pay For their text messaging. Take them to swimsuit shoots. But compared with Dick Hoyt, I suck. Eighty-five times he's pushed his disabled son, Rick, 26.2 miles in Marathons. Eight times he's not only pushed him 26.2 miles in a Wheelchair but also towed him 2.4 miles in a dinghy while swimming and Pedaled him 112 miles in a seat on the handlebars--all in the same day. Dick's also pulled him cross-country skiing, taken him on his back Mountain climbing and once hauled him across the U.S. On a bike. Makes Taking your son bowling look a little lame, right? And what has Rick done for his father? Not much--except save his life. This love story began in Winchester , Mass. , 43 years ago, when Rick Was strangled by the umbilical cord during birth, leaving him Brain-damaged and unable to control his limbs. "He'll be a vegetable the rest of his life;'' Dick says doctors told him And his wife, Judy, when Rick was

Gotta Luv It!
Why do little boys whine? - Because they are practicing to be men. What do you call a handcuffed man? - Trustworthy. What does it mean when a man is in your bed gasping for breath and calling your name? - You didn't hold the pillow down long enough. Why do only 10% of men make it to heaven? - Because if they all went, it would be Hell. Why do men like smart women? - Opposites attract. How are husbands like lawn mowers? - They're hard to get started, they emit noxious odors, and half the time they don't work. How can you tell when a man is well hung? - When you can just barely slip your finger in between his neck and the noose. How do men define a "50/50" relationship? - We cook-they eat; we clean-they dirty; we iron-they wrinkle. How do men exercise on the beach? - By sucking in their stomachs every time they see a bikini. How do you get a man to stop biting his nails? - Make him wear shoes. How does a man show he's planning for the fut

Are Computers Men Or Women?
Are Computers Men or Women? A language teacher was explaining to her class that in French, nouns unlike their English counterparts, are grammatically designated as masculine or feminine. "House" in French, is feminine -"la maison," "Pencil" in French, is masculine "le crayon." One puzzled student asked, "What gender is computer?" The teacher did not know, and the word was not in her French dictionary. So for fun she split the class into two groups appropriately enough, by gender and asked them to decide whether "computer" should be a masculine or a feminine noun. Both groups were required to give four reasons for their recommendation. The men's group decided that computer should definitely be of the feminine gender ("la computer"), because No one but their creator understands their internal logic The native language they use to communicate with other computers is incomprehensible to everyone else Even the smallest mistakes are stored in long term memory for poss

Thanks!
I had the day off yesterday so I went to go check my mail on Myspace, I don't really get on as much as I use to because off work and being so tired so it was nice.. After I finally got on and realized it was the same screen that I have been checking for the past year and looking beside how much trouble I have had in the past with myspace not wanting to work, being so slow, etc.! I decided to check out LC that I had been hearing about, after signing up for it you can do so many more things on here then you could with Myspace.. I know it will take me a minute to figure everything out but I will get the hang of everything in no time.. I love the LC so far!! Also I just wanted to give everyone a HUGE thanks who stopped by to say hi, sent a picture comment, or just wanted to give me a warm welcome.. It was greatly appreaciated.. THANKS!!

Jealous Bitches Amuse Me!!!!!!!!
OK..so I get that some other girls think my bf is handsome..not all but some. So some chick goes onto his pictures and rates every one of them a 10 except one...which one? the one of me. she rated the one with my daughter and i. guess she thinks it's his daughter too. sorry dear..not his...my exes (whom you can gladly have). I just find this amusing because one day his account was up and i was at the computer. He was watching a tv show...she messaged him and was all nice until i told her it was me and not him. then had nothing to say. Shouldn't you be talking to your husband? I mean yeah I talk to other people and "flirt" with guys, but I don't mean anything by it and if their spouse or whatever was there I'd talk to them too as proof I'm not trying anything. My bf knows that I talk. But this woman is acting like she wants him and don't like me. Oh well..continue being jealous cause he's mine and he wants to stay that way!

Whats Your Thoughts On This???
Man Convicted in Flower Girl Murder Case Fatal Drunk-Driving Crash Was Captured on Video By FRANK ELTMAN, AP MINEOLA, N.Y. (Oct. 18) - A jury convicted a man on Tuesday of murder for driving drunk the wrong way on a highway, slamming head-on into a wedding limousine and killing the chauffeur and a 7-year-old flower girl. Prosecutors said Martin Heidgen, 25, drove his pickup truck more than 2 miles on the Long Island highway before ramming head-on into the limousine in July 2005. They contended Heidgen never tried to stop and turned slightly toward the limousine in the seconds before the crash. Heidgen, of Valley Stream, had at least 14 drinks before getting behind the wheel; his blood-alcohol level, 0.28, was more than three times the 0.08 legal limit in New York state, prosecutors said. Kate Flynn and limousine driver Stanley Rabinowitz, 59, were killed. Five other members of the Flynn family were injured. A scream echoed through the courtroom as the murder co

Greetings
Well my first blog,Huh.. Just doing my travelin thing..hope everyone is doin ok. On my way to Orlando. Just found out last night my son was sick. My Daughtter is developing a major 3 year old attitude. My fault of course,I told her she was the princess from day one. Other than that it is a cheery day.. Well gotta run this load won't deliver itself.

Going Back To Work Today
Maybe me working will make the time go by a little faster. Still have 12 weeks and 5 days. I've been up for 28 hrs. and I can't think of anything else to say. Oh, yeah, now that I have a job, I'm keeping my internet. :D

Wednesday 10-18-2006
Ok so Monday I go to school and we learn some new elements (LMAO) sorry can't even write this without laughing about it. 2 of our new elements are Corne, and Keret both of which mean the same thing (LMAO) HORNY!!! OMG!!!

Welsh Alphabet
a short: "a" as in "ham", e.g., "mam" long: "a" as in "hard", e.g., "tad" b as in "boy", e.g., "bara" c as in "cat" (never the "s" sound as in "cent"), e.g., "cant" ch a non-English sound as in Scottish "ch" in "loch", e.g., "bach" d as in "dog", e.g., "dros" dd "th" (voiced) as in "the" (never the voiceless "th" sound as in "thin, e.g., "bedd" e short: "e" as in "then", e.g., "pen" long: similar to "e" in "then spoken in a southern drawl, e.g., "hen" f as in "of", e.g., "afal" ff as in "off", e.g., "ffÙl" g as in "god", e.g., "glan" ng as in "long", e.g., "ing" h as in "hat", e.g., "hen" i short: "i" as in "sit", e.g., "inc" long: "ee" as in "seen", e.g., "hir" j as in "jam", e.g., "jar" l as in "lamp", e.g., "lol" ll an aspirated 'l' which does not occur in English, sounded by placing the tongue so as to say 'l' and hissing out of one side of the mouth, e.g., "llan" m as in "man",

Riddle
Tapestry of Fickle I'm pleasing to the eye A tool for many absent of mind A tapestry of fickle lies Blind to even the most pensive spies I'm often the breeder of fervent lust But I am by far one you shouldn't trust. What am I?

Fuck Yeah, I Cant Fucken Wait!
This real sexy guy, that alot of people prolly know of, Fuckaodoodledoo aka Ernie is comming to see me in just 7 days. Next Wednesday to be exsact. The 25th. I am pshyced...I am pretty much bouncing for joy...lol so I thought I would let everyone know how happy I am! Anyways laterz...lol †INFAMOUS CRY BABY†

My Country's National Anthem
Mae Hen Wlad Fy Nhadau Mae hen wlad fy nhadau yn annwyl i mi, Gwlad beirdd a chantorion, enwogion o fri; Ei gwrol ryfelwyr, gwladgarwyr tra mâd, Tros ryddid gollasant eu gwaed. Chorus Gwlad, Gwlad, pleidiol wyf i'm gwlad. Tra môr yn fur i'r bur hoff bau O bydded i'r hen iaith barhau. (Translation) The Land Of My Fathers The land of my fathers, the land of my choice, The land in which poets and minstrels rejoice; The land whose stern warriors were true to the core, While bleeding for freedom of yore. Wales! Wales! fav'rite land of Wales! While sea her wall, may naught befall To mar the old language of Wales.

A Friend......author Unknown
I saw this poem posted in a bulletin, and I really love it. I can't take any credit for it because I did Not write it. I wish I knew who did, because it's a great poem about FRIENDSHIP, so I put this in my blog to dedicate it to ALL of my AMAZING FRIENDS. A Friend is someone special Sharing moments that are precious Always true, yet like a perfect diamond Are rare and few Unconditional times are spent Through laughter and tears These memories will last Through out the years When you are troubled And your burden is heavy A friend is there To chase away your tears and worries A friend is always concerned for your well being Lending advice for you to learn when needed Never demanding or judgmental A friend is truly sentimental So always remember at any given day A true friend showers you with love and sincerity And forever in your heart they remain Thank you for being my friend

How Do You Decide Who To Marry
(written by kids) (1) You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming. - Alan, age 10 (2) No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with. - Kristen, age 10 WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED? (1) Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then. - Camille, age 10 (2) No age is good to get married at. You got to be a fool to get married. - Fre ddie, age 6 (very wise for his age) HOW CAN A STRANGER TELL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED? (1) You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. - Derrick, age 8 WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MOM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON? (1) Both don't want any more kids. - Lori, age 8 WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE? (1) Dates are for havi

A Love Poem That Chappychapam23(my Fiancee) Wrote Me.
Lay awake in the night. So cold and all alone. No one to speak to. No one to listen. Wondering if there is anyone. Anyone to care. Anyone to love. Anyone to speak to. Anyone to listen. Crying out in the darkness. Crying for the light. Then i see your eyes. I hear your voice. Listening to your soft words. Soaking up the light you bring. Hear you speak of love and hope. Feel your warm embrace of love. The only one given to me. Then you show me. The person set aside for me. You show me her love. Love like none before. You show me a life. Full of love and hope. That no one can have With out you there. All i can do. Is thank you and praise your name for all you have done. And for all you will do. Give me the strength, Give me the knowledge, To be what you need me to be. Give me the love so i can be Who she wants me to be. For she is the gift you given me. I prayer this prayer so all can hear, Beacuse my two true loves are finely here. to any one w

How My Weekend Is Going To Happen
It is finally my weekend. I have the next to days off of work. Today will be a relaxing day and just packing things up for tomorrow. Jen is going in for surgery tomorrow at noon. She is really just glad to be having it done with. I'll update later as I'm sure she won't be able too, she will have to many drugs in her I'm sure. In other news I am in a good mood today. I am coughing less though I'm sure those who talk to me won't agree. To those I just ignore that lil fact and tell them I am getting better lol. OH and work last night went well I was done by lunch time. I had all night to just make my dept. look pretty. Which believe me at this time of year is a major thing. UPDATE UPDATE ON TOYS!!!!!!!!! WE DO NOT HAVE ANY TMX ELMOS! I had this phone call so many times last night. It was so bad that everytime a call came for toys the manager got on the PA and said NO we do not have any elmos. Sigh now if people would just understand that we don't have them and to leave me al

Up Too Early
Sighhhhhhhhh, there's just days when you can't stay in bed and this is one of them, even the cats were still asleep. Right now I'm just sitting quietly, reading profiles and looking at some pretty amazing pictures here and having some really good coffee. I love the amount of talent and imagination that I'm finding here...in today's world it's always nice to be pleasantly surprised...lol... Tonight is dance class so will only do a couple of miles on the treadmill instead of my full workout. Taking two days off really helped with the muscle stiffness so hopefully tonight I'll be a bit more limber than I was last class. If you'd asked me 20 years ago if I could see myself pursuing dance to this level I'd have laughed now I'm still laughing but at the absurdity of the entire idea...lol...oddly enough except for a bit of creaking and snapping every once in a while I feel pretty good for 46 and am surprised at how much easier it is to catch onto dance moves than it was when I was 16. I'm

An Important Notice: Everyone Should Read
PLEASE INFORM EVERYONE Emails with pictures of Osama Bin-Laden hanged are being sent and the moment that you open these emails your computer will crash and you will not be able to fix it! If you get an email along the lines of "Osama Bin Laden Captured" or "Osama Hanged" don't open the attachment. This e-mail is being distributed through countries around the globe, but mainly in the US and Israel . Be considerate & send this warning to whomever you know. PLEASE FORWARD THIS WARNING AMONG FRIENDS, FAMILY AND CONTACTS: You should be alert during the next days: Do not open any message with an attached filed called "Invitation" regardless of who sent it. It is a virus that opens an Olym pic Torch which "burns" the whole hard disc C of your computer. This virus will be received from someone who has your e-mail address in his/her contact list, that is why you should send this e-mail to all your contacts. It is better to receive this m

Life
Last night I had a dream, it had a tale to tell. I dreampt I saw an angel, Poor thing, he wasn't well. His body was bruised and battered, His wings were ripped and torn. This angel could hardly walk, He looked so tired and warn. I walked up to him and asked, "angel, how can this be?" He turned around and paused a bit then he spoke these words to me. "I am your Guardian angel, A great task as you can see. You've run amuck all your life Look what it's done to me! These bruises are from shielding you in times both dire and ill. All those dangerouse drugs you used it was I that often paid the bill. You see my wings are ripped and torn but it's a noble badge I wear. How often these wings have flown you, from dangers you where un-aware If only you could make it, standing on your own. But don't you fret or worry, You'll never be left alone." I couldn't believe all that I heard Let alone how much I cared. Then I wept apon his shoulder

The Wooden Bowl!
I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now. A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his steps faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about father," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl! When the family glanced in Grandfather's direction, so

Thank You!
Just wanted to say thank you from the bottom of my heart to those who stopped and showed my baby White knight love and good wished on his Birthday Yesterday!....You all made him feel special........Love, Hugs and lots of Kisses to all of you.....M'Lady Tina

Forever And A Day...candice Fulks
All my life, I have wondered what I did wrong. I kept my head up and tried to stay strong. Obstacle after obstacle I hit a wall. All I could seem to do was fall. Then one day you came into my life. I had no idea what would happen after all the strife. But one day we fell in love. Somehow, someway, we fit like a glove. Like nothing I have ever known The greatest of love, my Darling, you have shown. Because of you, I'm alive again. Ready to make a new start, let life begin. There is a beauty that is you. It's in everything you are and all that you do. Today I wonder what I did right in my life. To have you here by my side, to someday be your wife. In a daze, I seem to be Because your love is all I can see. I thank my lucky stars everyday, For a love that I know will forever stay. You make me happy, you make me smile. For you, I would walk 200 hundred miles. As the days pass by, my world seems like a brighter place. And everyday the smile grows

Revulsion
I watched you with hollow eyes, screaming of nothing but pain and torture Lips brittle with the blood of your own demons soaking the soul with their greed of destruction Fingernails curled around fragile skin razor sharp in their talon like edges, Coursing the curve and pulse of each vein yet, I can not find the strength too breathe alone Words fall harsh against my ears, opening the wounds foundered by those before you Do not think you are special, you are not the only one, who has laid this mark upon me Mirror reflections, bring only dark resolution on what you trully see, the inner reflection The clearer, scarred side of me ugly under your own words of redemption I watched you with hollow eyes, tears which once fell are now dried and erasing All signs of hope and light which casts dull shadows, tormenting the senses I see nothing but ugly victory your insipid doubts have created my revulsion

I Love You
I love you . You love me . Were a happy family , With a great big HUG , and a kiss from me to you . Wont you say you love me too. I LOVE YOU .... This is what i sing to my babies everynight before they go to sleep xx

Rough Sex
Rough Sex Facts Body: Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you send this in 15 mins. your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm. This is not a joke...someone will either call you or will talk to you online. Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12

Trains, Boats And Planes...
If only I could hate you Only just forget your face I'd never spend a lonely minute No memory of you in it I'd go out to the desert Climb the highest hill But, there ain't enough trains, boats and planes I wish there was no history Wish I could forget your touch There wouldn't come another time You would ever cross my mind Or invade my dreams Though I know that won't happen There just ain't enough trains, boats and planes So, I sit here and wonder Just what would have happened If things didn't turn out this way But I'm just overthinkin And waisting my tears There's no goin back now It's been over for years Just wish I could share with you My hope's and fears But, there ain't enough trains, boats and planes IMspidey/M.M. Copyright © 2005

This Is For The Children,
This is for the Children, I wana tell you alil about me and what has happened to me with my parents, i was in a foster home until I was 9 because my mom was working in a bar as a bar maid soo I never realy got to know her until I was 9 come to find out things were not soo nice at home from 9 til I was almost 19 my life was rough there my step dad was a drunk and my mom and him was always fighting at times i got the worse of it because he would come home and fight with her and then they would wake me up anytime threw the night and beat on me with leather sandles and pool aticks and baseball bats. I hated life there soo bad most of the time threw Elementry school I could not go to school because I had bruises and marks on me alot of times I could never move either alot of times I could never sleep or was afraid too because of how they treated me or if they was going to fight again and come home and take it out on me again. These day life is very hard a child even from socie

It's Wonderful
It's wonderful knowing you have friends. It's wonderful knowing that u care . It's a great thing to let u know, no matter what happens i'll always be there. Through thick and thin. through hard and long.. i shall always be your friend Cos our friendship is strong . This goes out to all the wonderful friends that i have made here on lost cherry xxxx

The Past...
When I look over my shoulder The past is all I see Things I've done when I was young Somehow keep haunting me You cannot change the past it's true For those trials are what molded you At times when I have lost my faith I look into my childrens face They see the world so differently Much tougher than life was for me Dreams can sometimes get you through All the tests life hands to you Something new each rising day Bringing laughter or dismay What I have learned and have found The worst thing is to just lie down In struggle how you hold your head Can help you on the road you tread IMspidey/M.M. 9/06 Copyright © 2006 *** The above poem has been chosen to be published in the upcoming book "Immortal Verses" by The International Library Of Poetry ***

Uhm Questionaire
QUESTIONARE thingy from MS Most surveys on myspace can be rated PG......lets see what kinda balls (or eggs) ya got!!! 1. How many people have you had sex with in 2006? 06 is not over with yet but uhm.. 5 so far. 2. Weed, coke, crack, heroin, oxy, acid, x, k, peyote, mushrooms, opium, hash.... out of these 12 drugs how many have you done? Like 4ish 3. Ever cheated on a GF/BF? YES, 4. Ever paid for sex? NO 5. Ever been married? NO 6. Ever been divorced? YOU GOTTA BE MARRIED TO DO THIS, RIGHT? 7. If you had to pick one, what's your favorite sexual position? DOGGY i unno why 8. Do you own any guns? Nah 9. Ever done more than 30 days in jail? NEVER BEEN 10.Ever been to rehab? uhm no 11. Ever do anything gay sexually? yes 12. Ever have sex with anyone that you MET on /Lostcherry? Uh no not yet havent met anyone really from here 13. What size are your breasts: C 14. Do you think Arnold could beat up Chuck Norris? Dunno dun care 15. Wha

Lost...
Soft and supple in my hands As you surrender to your man Your flesh quivers with every touch More than just a simple crush Loving thoughts turn into lust Making love from dawn to dusk Kissing, teasing with my tongue Lost in you til morning comes From the bed onto the floor Giving all as we explore You are my love, you are my soul Lay with me as we grow old Nothing matters, just us two Doing things that lovers do I feel the heat as passion warms Much more than just a passing storm Sharing secrets made for two Lost in love and lost in you IMspidey/M.M. 8/06 Copyright © 2006

Words...
Life lived in shadows is not life Where do we go for the freedom once promised If we can't speak our minds out of fear Even listen to the thoughts of another Do we suffer opinion in silence Who's to say my ideas have no merit That expression is not in our power I'm not worthy to challenge my peers To disbelieve what is clear to the eye Imprisoned for expecting justice Muted and left without substance Are my words to be left unspoken Broken and forced to be silent Singled out and told to be quiet Outlawed for being a poet IMspidey/M.M. 9/06 Copyright © 2006

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Won't you come see me now, my love Are you thinking of me And how easy it could be Won't you come over to me now We could be together Will you stay away Will you stay away forever I haven't seen you for so long If there's something wrong Come to me I am thinking of you now Close my eyes and you are here Drifting through me Like a gentle breeze weaving all around me Like a fog caressing the ocean Thoughts of you roll over me I haven't seen you for so long Come to me... I know it's not over, this is just a passing phase I know you're thinking of me too You know what you've been missing And I've been waiting just for you I'm on fire but you're not here with me Everything about it Makes no sense to me You're afraid of coming over You're afraid that you love me Did you stay away because you do Even if I loved you too Everything will be all right I haven't seen you for so long Come to me... come to me Come to me when you're feeling alone And you're un

Happiness Vs Lonelyness
What is happiness? Does it exists? Can someone be totally happy? Hapiness is a spirit state, something temporary, it comes and goes alot of times in our lifes... We feel excited and dont want it ends never, but good things cant last forever... Lonelyness... Sadness... it scares me... sometimes i have a lot of people around me, laughing, happy and i feel lonely... i feel empty and that is the worse lonelyness... Im sure everyone felt like this before, what should we do to not feel lonely?? Any ideas??

Beautiful Disaster
He drowns in his dreams An exquisite extreme I know Hes as dumb as he seems And more heaven than a heart could hold And if I try to save him My whole world could cave in It just aint right It just aint right Oh when I dont know I dont know what hes after But hes so beautiful Such a beautiful disaster And if I could hold on Through the tears and the laughter Would it be beautiful? Or just a beautiful disaster His magical myth As strong as with I believe A tragedy with More damage than a soul should see And do I try to change him So hard not to blame him Hold on tight Hold on tight Oh cuz I dont know I dont know what hes after But hes so beautiful Such a beautiful disaster And if I could hold on Through the tears and the laughter Would it be beautiful? Or just a beautiful disaster Im longing for love and the logical But hes only happy hysterical Im waiting for some kind of miracle Waited so long So long Hes soft to the touch But afraid at

Time Passing...
The words just won't come easy When I think of her this way A picture of her etched in my eyes I see her night and day The times we had were fast and few So meaningful none the less I can't stop thinking of her even now When everything's a mess Sour apple smelling hair The deepest azure eyes That see right through my little games They fill me with suprise Even after all this time I love her even still Although the feelings aren't returned I guess I always will She left a hole within my heart That passing time won't fill Though we have been far apart My feelings haven't changed I've never felt like this before Some things can't be explained IMspidey/M.M. 6/06 Copyright © 2006

Damn.....
i haTe when i read a comment or somethin i posted and i notice that i either a) mispelled something or b) was thinking faster than i typed and totally forgot a word in the sentence. DAH! it annoys me...then i just feel stupid

Feelings Kept In The Dark By None Other Then Yourself.
As a lot of my friends know. My brother is over in Afghanistan right now. It has only been about 8 months since he left but it feels like forever... I miss him more and more everyday, but, I never let anyone know. I cry at night when I am lying in bed and just think about all the news I have heard over the last few months. All these soldiers deaths... And I think what if that day comes. What if it happens? What if the next phone call I receive is that my little brother will not be coming home alive? Being related to someone in the military is one of the hardest things a person ever has to do... and, it's taking a toll on me. It's been a never ending stream of these feelings for the last 3 years and it's hurting so bad. Just when my sister got home they were shipping my brother over... it's not fair! I hate it. I hate this war and what it's doing to families... I support the soldiers and what they are doing with all my heart but I don't support the anguish myself and thousands of other

I Miss You....
Maybe there will be a day In the distant future where I Slowly manage to forget Slowly and painfully forget Your love has kept me strong Only the memory of you Usually makes me smile. That is why I MISS YOU...

Masks...
What mask do you hide behind The mask of hope The mask of truth Masks we pass on to our youth The mask of deceit Of masked disdain Though time moves on Hatred remains The mask of fear The most despised Come out from behind your lies Masks that hide where we have been The mask of now The mask of then The one you wear to make amends The mask to shadow all our tears Tattered, tarnished, passing years The masks of love The masks of sorrow Only to wear again tomorrow IMspidey/M.M. 10/06 Copyright © 2006

Children
This is for the Children, I wana tell you alil about me and what has happened to me with my parents, i was in a foster home until I was 9 because my mom was working in a bar as a bar maid soo I never realy got to know her until I was 9 come to find out things were not soo nice at home from 9 til I was almost 19 my life was rough there my step dad was a drunk and my mom and him was always fighting at times i got the worse of it because he would come home and fight with her and then they would wake me up anytime threw the night and beat on me with leather sandles and pool aticks and baseball bats. I hated life there soo bad most of the time threw Elementry school I could not go to school because I had bruises and marks on me alot of times I could never move either alot of times I could never sleep or was afraid too because of how they treated me or if they was going to fight again and come home and take it out on me again. These day life is very hard a child even from

Blah Blah Blah
well we are working hard to get our new house ready to move into. my neice desided to call me at 2 am today to bitch at me about it. she wanted to jump my shit for telling her that dave will also own the house not just me. how in the hell could she think only me would own it? she said i only said it to hurt her. wtf. ppl have so much nerve. she tells me from the starte that she wont help me in any way then she tells me that i cant change anything i have to redo it all the same way my grandparents had it and when i say ummm no shes says ok she understnad and that she prolly will never come over then she wants to jump my shit for what i said. its so stupid its sad.she tells me how happy she is that i got the house but it was a lie. shes not happy about it or she wouldnt be jumping my shit like she is. i dunno maybe im wrong but thats how i see it.

*a Message For Fair-weather Friends*
++INDIGO GIRLS: LOVE'S RECOVERY++ During the time of which I speak it was hard to turn the other cheek To the blows of insecurity Feeding the cancer of my intellect the blood of love soon neglected Lay dying in the strength of its impurity Meanwhile our friends we thought were so together They've all gone and left each other in search of fairer weather And we sit here in our storm and drink a toast To the slim chance of love's recovery. There I am in younger days, star gazing, Painting picture perfect maps of how my life and love would be Not counting the unmarked paths of misdirection My compass, faith in love's perfection I missed ten million miles of road I should have seen Meanwhile our friends we thought were so together Left each other one by one in search of fairer weather And we sit here in our storm and drink a toast To the slim chance of love's recovery. Rain soaked and voice choked like silent screaming in a dream I search for our absol

Un Wfp Fight Hunger Viral Video Contest
Fight Hunger is a division of the UN World Food Programme set up to help end child hunger by 2015 which is part of the first Millennium Development Goal. There are currently 350 million hungry children and one child dies every five seconds because of hunger. We're trying to be upbeat and inclusive about our approach to this global problem. To that end we have just launched a Viral Video Contest. We're looking for an upbeat viral video to help spread the word that it's time for child hunger to end. The winning prize is to visit and film a WFP School Feeding Project in a developing country. Find out more at this link: http://www.fighthunger.org/contest

*a Dedication 2da Recently Removed*
++KORN: SOMEBODY SOMEONE++ I can't stand to let you in I'm just watching you And I don't know what to do Feeling like a fool inside Feeling all that you hide Thought you were my friend Seems it never ends I need somebody, someone Can’t somebody help me? All I need is to be Loved just for me Giving you this and that Giving, getting nothing back It's all related to All the things I do Feeling like a fool inside Seeming all the things you tried I am nothing I need somebody, someone Can’t somebody help me? All I need is to be Loved just for me I look I sign I need Someone Inside To help Me out With what I'm trying I'm crying I'm frying In a pile of Shit I'm dying I'm dying I'm dying I need somebody (someone) Somebody (somebody) Someone I need somebody (someone) Somebody (somebody) Someone Someone

Torn
The emptiness I feel inside kills me it twists my spine and puts painful memories in my head I'm so torn inside, I wonder if I'll ever be free am I still breathing or am I already dead? the treasure that I am too scared to touch and forgiveness I don't think I deserve Do I have blame? I haven't done much as another day passes so does another pain's birth this world of nothing is so clear all of my feeling leaves me except for my fear this can't be real, it's just a dream The ground is made of flesh and bones the ground will soon be made of me crawling, hoping to find some happiness Falling but I never touch the ground listening but I never hear a sound this world is sick and full of your fairy tales the people speak evil and play pretend just keep stitching up your infected wounds ball up your anger and cast it out on me take my emotion and murder me kill me with the sound of nothing don't lift a finger just sit and sleep this world is so

Poem
This is a True Story THROUGH DANNYS EYES By Flo Hart Ten years ago I met them, while on a trip out west, As I neared the station Homestead looking forward to a rest, And a cool drink with the owner, or just a cup of tea, When suddenly! Two lads appeared; they scared the daylights out of me. I guessed their ages were the same, maybe eight or nine, So I stopped the car beside them where one he gave the sign. His hair and skin was black as coal, but he gave a pearly grin, Said, If youre heading for the station house, mind if we hop in? He quickly opened up the door, and said, Hi! My name is Danny. My friend, his name is Emmanuel, but most folk call him Manney. A tall, slender, fair skin lad held out his hand to me, And as I gazed into his face, I knew he could not see. Pleased to meet you boys, I said, Why dont you call me Fred, Dan said hi

Very Interesting
In the 1400's a law was set forth that a man was not allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb". Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV was Fred and Wilma Flintstone Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the US Treasury. Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. Coca-Cola was originally green. It is impossible to lick your elbow. The average number of people airborne over the US any given hour: 61,000 Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair. The first novel ever written on a typewriter: Tom Sawyer. Each king in a deck of playing cards represents a great king in history: Spades - King David Hearts - Charlemagne Clubs -Alexander, the Great

*i Imagine That Er1s Felt This Song @ 1time Or Another (or Moreso)*
++KORN: COMING UNDONE++ (Verse 1) Keep holding on, When my brain's ticking like a bomb. Guess the black thoughts have come again to get me. Sweet bitter words, Unlike nothing I have heard. Sing along mockingbird. You don't affect me. (pre-chorus) That's right. Deliver it to my heart. Please strike. Be deliberate. (chorus) Wait. I'm coming undone. Unlaced. I'm coming undone. Too late. I'm coming undone. What looks so strong so delicate. Wait. I'm starting to suffocate. And soon I anticipate. I'm coming undone. What looks so strong so delicate. (Verse 2) Choke, choke again. I thought my demons were my friends. Getting me in the end, They're out to get me. Since I was young, I tasted sorrow on my tongue. And this sweet sugar gum does not protect me. (pre-chorus) That's right. Trigger between my eyes. Please strike. Make it quick now. (chorus) Wait. I'm coming undone. Unlaced I'm coming undon

*this Song Speaks 4itself Tho I Will Say This: It Is Sadly As Appropriate These Days As It Was Back In School*
++KORN: THOUGHTLESS++ Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies, Pushing all the mercy down, down, down. I wanna see you try to take a swing at me. Come on, I'm gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground. Why are you trying to make fun of me? You think it's funny? What the fuck you think you're doing to me? You take your turn lashing out at me. I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me. All...All my hate cannot be found. I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming. So, you can try to tear me down, Beat me to the ground, I will see you screaming. Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies, I'm above you smiling at you - drown, drown, drown. I wanna kill and rape you, the way you raped me. At all pull the trigger and you're down, down, down. Why are you trying to take a part of me? You think it's funny? What the fuck you think you're doing to me? You take your turn lashing out at me. I want you crying when your di

Expectation Of Privacy
--Marine had Reasonable "Subjective Expectation of Privacy" Regarding eMails Offered as Evidence, Says USCAAF (27 September 2006) The United States Court of Appeals for the Armed Forces has ruled that Lance Corporal Jennifer Long of the US Marine Corps had a reasonable subjective expectation of privacy regarding email stored on her government computer "and that the lower court should not admitting Corporal Long's emails as evidence. The court said the deciding factors in determining reasonable subjective expectation of privacy were the existence of a password known only to Long and a banner that "described access to monitor the computer system, not to engage in law enforcement intrusions by examining the contents of particular emails in a manner unrelated to maintenance of the email system." http://www.armfor.uscourts.gov/opinions/2006Term/05-5002.pdf [Editor's Note (Schultz): This ruling could be precedent setting. In previous court cases the concept

I Need To Wake Up
I Need to Wake Up by Melissa Etheridge Have I been sleeping? I've been so still Afraid of crumbling Have I been careless? Dismissing all the distant rumblings Take me where I am supposed to be To comprehend the things that I can't see 'Cause I need to move I need to wake up I need to change I need to shake up I need to speak out Something's got to break up I've been asleep And I need to wake up now And as a child I danced like it was 1999 My dreams were wild The promise of this new world Would be mine Now I am throwing off the carelessness of youth To listen to an inconvenient truth That I need to move I need to wake up I need to change I need to shake up I need to speak out Something's got to break up I've been asleep And I need to wake up now I am not an island I am not alone I am my intentions Trapped here in this flesh and bone And I need to move I need to wake up I need to change I need to shake up I need to speak out Something's

New Best Friend
Anna has taken it upon herself to delete all contacts from me and to burn all bridges all because my sister fell out with her. I ask you how silly is that. It also seems that the only reason she became friends with me was because she was friends with my sister. Wow now I don't know what to think. I'm more confused about the situation then upset because I was going to fall out with her at some time or another. Anna if you read this then you've gone about this the wrong way. So...

I'm Not Lost...
To all who care, I am only missing in action!! I have been working like a dog and have been falling asleep before I can make any attempt to get on the comp!! Also the new Comp took a pooper for a few days which also didnt help!!! So just letting those that were wondering know, that I did not fall off the face of the Earth or forget about any of you!! I'm just being held hostage by my job(PLEASE HELP RELEASE ME!!!)... and if ya dont believe me just go ask Raven!!!! LOL!!!!

My Winning Beast
It's the middle of the night and here I am awake again. My mind is roaming. Seems it never stops. Round and round it goes. A happy memory torn away by a tormented memory. Another happy memory trying to force it's way through, only to be devoured by the beast of the tormented mind. Round and Round. Outside, enjoying the sounds of the night. I hear the sounds of rustling in the woods. The likely sound of an animal hunting it's prey. Waiting in dark to devour. Like my memories, devouring my happiness. Devouring my peace. Up in the sky, the stars twinkling bright. Then the clouds roll in. Taking over. Bullying the skies. Devouring the light. Like my memories, devouring my hope. Devouring my peace. Hush! Listen! Hear the crickets chirping happily? Singing their song of the night. Then silence it falls. The song maker devoured by a beast of the dark. Like my memories, devouring my happiness. Devouring my peace. Somehow this too will end. Once again my heart will si

Red
It's a color! umm no actually though must don't know it, this is something I am frequently called. I work at 7 eleven and for the longest time I did not wear a name tag I didn't have one well the store I work for has a lot of customers that come in on very regular basis', ummm not sure what the plural would be but there are lots of salesmen from down the road and workers from the plant across the field and other people on their way home from work. well after 6 months and still no name tag theese people decided that they needed to have something to call me and I don't know how but all of theese people managed to settle on Red, and I mean car salesmen from six or seven diffrent dealerships men from this plant the shopowners in the strip mall with us the one's that I don't even know where the come from the ones from bell they all just started calling me Red so I answer to it and I have a name tag now though the last time my boss went to order name tags I told her not to bother with my re

Foxglove
this is on my front page the first bit is about the flower itself which I took off A google search I did not type that though I did add too the personal section some of that is not on the front of my page Foxglove Digitalis purpurea (Scrophulariaceae) One of the loveliest, most important plant species that has been introduced from Europe and naturalized in various parts of North America. The flowers are numerous, on a spike, and range from a deep purple to lilac with conspicuous spots interlining the throat of the tubular flower.Foxglove is a source of digitalis prescribed by doctors to strengthen the heart and regulate its beat. Extremely poisonous! Many of the common names of this plant pertain to its toxic nature (Witches' glove, Dead Man's Bells, Bloody Fingers). Foxglove belongs to the Figwort family (Scrophulariaceae) and the whole plant is toxic. It contains various cardiac glycosides. Symptoms include dizziness, vomiting, irregular heart beat, and delerium or halucinatio

Lips Of An Angel
Hinder Lips of an angel Honey why are you calling me so late It's kinda hard to talk right now Honey why are you crying is everything okay I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And yes I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goo

My Day...
ive had a bad day... i wake up with a migrane and end up puking my guts out for 14 hours then i go to the doctor and they give me two effing shots in my ass! yeah im still feeling it almost 12 hours later! So i had to pack all my stuff for GA and i cant help thinking im forgetting something... I have to be on the plane at 10am and its now 3:20am yeah its been great. Im at my grandparents house in the cities so i dont have too much traffic in the morning. I wont be on here for a while so people better be sending me love! or ill weep... and then it will be your fault and i duno about you but i wouldnt wanna be responsible for someone else crying.... so if you know whats good for you.. youll say nice things about me while im gone. I promise to give back comment for comment when i return from seeing my wonderful boyfriend! ahh i miss him so much. And then hopfully there will be many pictures! yey! but for now its bedtime. I love you all and god bless!

My Life At 4am And What I Like
Heres my life. I need sex. I need to feed and not food, I am a vampire and I love feeding on sexual energy. I am not tame by anything in your imagination. I have just gotten to the point where i crave sex again , I had to stop due to remembering sexual abuse. I felt dirty for wanting stuff that I do. I like blood play. I like pain. I like being raped or forced to have sex . I like cocks big enough to rip and my boyfriends does, i am tiny. Funny theres nothing like feeling your insides tear a little , god it feels good. The amount of lust I get from that is like astronomical. I like being tied up and I like doing the tieing up too. I like gentle just as much and enjoy someone making love to me in front of the fire place , looking into my eyes and kissing me. I guess I go from one extreme to the other. I dont usually talk about sex so much but in this forum I feel a little free. If you dont like the topic, dont read and this club is for adults. My boyfriend visits me astral and

Go Eat A Bowl Of Fuck Grandma!!
When there isn't any thing left to say about things that haven't happened to people I don't throw things at, I find myself questioning the integrity of the past relationships that I have developed with oatmeal. And whay people keep fucking that up?...I'll never know. However one cannot assume that his friends online are responsive. They are only pictures splayed across the computer screeen in a manner that can only be defined by the likes of individuals who see past the things they don't know about that hasn't happened to people that aren't there for the animals that have not been born in an environment that doesn't exist yesterday. These folks should not pretend ,in a fictional sense, that they have developed some kind of caring sense of this other individual that they, indeed, do not care about at all. Depressing, but completely dead on. Go eat a bowl of FUCK! Grandma!!

Erotic Poetry
Heat We came together In a frenzied embrace Mouths locked, Nostrils flared Snorting like fighting bulls Kissing, stroking, groping Fumbling with buttons and belts Hooks and eyes Until we lay in a heap Disordered in our semi nakedness I caressed her breasts Teasing her nipples First with fingers Before attending to them orally I moved my hand across her soft belly And pulled up her skirt My mouth alternated between Her swollen nipples and her eager mouth My slipped under her skirt And I reached up Until I felt the silk of her underwear I pulled them down to her ankles urgently Then I moved my hand steadily Up her long stockined leg From ankle to calf to her inner thigh The soft naked flesh above her stocking Before combing my fingers through Her luxuriant growth She turned her attentions once again To my ear frantically exploring it with her tongue I cupped her pubic bone in my hand And rocked it gently Then I slipped my fingers between her lips Into t

Superman
One day Superman was feeling a bit horny. So, he began to ask his super Hero friends for ideas on where he could get a bit of action. "Hey Batman! Who's good in the sack?" "Well Superman, everyone knows that Wonder Woman is the best sex in Comicland. Why don't you try her?" replied Batman. "I'd love to, but Wonder Woman and I are friends. So I don't really want to take advantage of her." "Damn shame," said Batman as he waved goodbye to Superman and drove off. Ten minutes later Superman was flying low over a city when he saw the Green Lantern patching up a building. He flew down. "Hey Hal, I'm looking for a little action. You're a swinging bachelor, who's the best babe in comicland?" "Hey, Superman! Everyone knows that Wonder Woman is far and away the best lay in Comicland, why don't you try her?" "Well, we're sort of friends," Superman said, "but I didn't realize! she had gotten around so much" and he flew off in frustration. Twenty minutes later Superman was

Letting Go
LETTING GO Heidi Lynn Poakeart I have always found it amazing how other people's words can have such impact on our lives... We tend to want to be optimistic, in such a world full of negativity, but sometimes it is difficult to have the "glass half full" feeling, especially when you just feel like putting your head to the ground and wallowing in self pity. However, every now and again, there is someone, perhaps that guardian angel, who appears at just the right time, to help you see things in another perspective. I had gotten up on the wrong side of the bed, having feelings of sadness and depression. Perhaps this time it was the weather, the Monday blues, or problems of the past that I tend to let resurface occasionally when I get in my "therapy didn't help me" mood. Whatever it was, I was feeling down. I went to work, where I answer phones for a paper supply company. Things can be quite fast paced and challenging on a daily

This Is A Conversation I Had To Day]'
me-I know that's what I'm telling you. petstoreCLERK- But that's what I'm telling YOU me- So go get one! What are you doing here?! Go! Go get one! Now go go petstoreCLERK-They don't have them. me- Are you telling me they're out of dragons? petstoreCLERK-They never had dragons. me- Who did? petstoreCLERK-The world. me-GET THIS GUY OUT OF HERE! FIND ME A FUCKIN DRAGON

Child Of The 80's
You know you grew up in the 80's if...... 1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "SIKE." 2. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Bel Air" and can do the "Carlton." 3. Girls wore biker shorts under their skirts and felt stylishly sexy. 4. Two words: Hammer Pants. 5. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head. 6. You made your mom buy one of those clips that would hold your shirt in a knot on the side. 7. You wore stone washed Jordache jean jackets and were proud of it. 8. L.A.Gear....need I say more? 9. You remember reading "Tales of a Fourth Grade Nothing" and all the Ramona Quimby books. 10. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF." 11. You ever wore fluorescent clothing. (Some of us...head-to-toe). 12. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off and his cheeks shifted. 13. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after every sentence. 14. You ever owned a pair of Jelly-S

13 Reasons To Laugh
13 Reasons to Laugh Now that food has replaced sex in my life, I can't even get into my own pants. Marriage changes passion. Suddenly you're in bed with a relative. I saw a woman wearing a sweat shirt with "Guess" on it. So I said "Implants?" She hit me. How come we choose from just two people to run for president and 50 for Miss America? A good friend will come and bail you out of jail...but, a true friend will be sitting next to you saying, "Darn...that was fun!" I signed up for an exercise class and was told to wear loose-fitting clothing. If I HAD any loose-fitting clothing, I wouldn't have signed up in the first place! When I was young we used to go "skinny dipping," now I just "chunky dunk." Don't argue with an idiot; people watching may not be able to tell the difference. Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctrl Alt Delete' and start all over? AMEN, AMEN !! Why is it that our children can't read a

Tech Support
Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a distinct slowdown in the overall performance, particularly in the flower and jewelry applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5. and then installed undesirable programs such as NFL 5.0, NHL 4.3, MLB 3.0, and NBA 3.6. Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, to no avail. What can I do? Signed, Desperate Reply from the Technical Side: Dear Desperate: First keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while husband 1.0 is an Operating System. Try to enter the command: C:/ITHOUGHTYOULOVEDME" to download Tears 6.2, which should automatically install Guilt 3.0. If that application works as designed Husband 1.0 should then automatically

Computer Virus!!!
WARNIG PLEASE READ AND PASSON OR LOSE YOUR COMPUTER!!!A Very Good Friend of mine sent me this warning and I trust her alot!!! AN ASSHOLE NAMED---- skroberts03 (10/17/2006 5:43:41 PM): Please Read and pay attention > > > Marc James wants to add you to their list dont accept it. Its a virus. Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them you will get it too. It is a hard drive killer and a very horrible virus. Please pass this on to everyone on your list. We need to find out who is using this accounts. Sorry for the inconvenience. Right click on your group name of your buddy list and click Send Message to all. Copy and paste this message > > > > > >

Don't Drink And Drive
True Story. Jacksonville, FL Police Dept. A man goes to a party and has too much to drink. His friends plead with him to let them take him home. He says no -- he only lives a mile away. About five blocks from party, the police pull him over for weaving and ask him to get out of the car and walk the line. Just as he starts, the police radio blares out a notice of a robbery taking place in a house just a block away. The police tell the party animal to stay put, they will be right back and they hop a fence and run down the street to the robbery. The guy waits and waits and finally decides to drive home. When he gets there, he tells his wife he is going to bed, and to tell anyone who might come looking for him that he has the flu and has been in bed all day. A few hours later the police knock on the door. They ask if Mr. Joe is there and his wife says yes. They ask to see him and she replies that he is in bed with the flu and has been so all day. The police have his

Gc Is Amazing!
ok let me just first say that tonight was just an awsome night all together. well i wanted to leave my house today around 1 so that Krystle and I could get to Starland early but that didnt happen. we left my house around 4:30 only having to turn back around because she forgot her ticket in her car. so after that little misshap we were on the road. the trip there was going smooth until i got off at the wrong exit and we got a little lost. by now its a little after 6 and the show is supposed to start at 7. so we are alittle freaked but we pulled into an A&P(i think it was) and got directions to get onto the right path. we found the right was to go and we got to Starland a little before 7. it was raining not hard but not light and we stood out in the rain for a good half hour cuz they didnt open doors till sometime after 7:30. well we get in and the show didnt start until after 8 but we didnt mind cuz we were really close. the first band up was Young Love and i hadnt heard these guy

Good Manners
During class, a teacher trying to teach good manners, asks her students: "Michael, if you were on a date, having supper with a nice young lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?" Michael says: "Just a minute, I have to go pee." The teacher says: "That would be rude and impolite! What about you Peter, how would you say it?" "I am sorry , but I really need to go to the ! bathroom , I'll be right back." "That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word 'bathroom' at the dinner table. And you, Little Johnny, are you able to use your intelligence for once and show us your good manners?" Little Johnny says: "I would say: 'Darling, may I please be excused for a moment. I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope you'll get to meet after supper." The teacher fainted

You Might Be A Redneck Pagan If...
If your ceremonial garb consists of cut-offs and a tube top, Or if you think a "family tradition" is a dating club... If you've reached the 3rd degree but not the 3rd grade, Or if your coven's secret names for the God and Goddess are "Cooter" and "Sweet Cheeks"..... You may be a redneck Pagan. If your ceremonial chalice says "Budweiser" on it... If chewing tobacco is considered a sacred herb... If your circle dance includes the words "dosey-do", Or if your altar pentacle is a photo of John Wayne's star on the Hollywood "Walk Of Fame"..... You may be a redneck Pagan. Now if your coven chose it's High Priest at a belching contest, Or if they chose their High Priestess at a wet t-shirt night... If your annointing oil smells like "Old Spice"... And if you have ever refilled your chalice from a keg... You may be a redneck Pagan. If your Goddess picture says "Miss September" at the bottom, Or your God statue looks a little too much like Elvis Presley... If you have eve

Part 2
Ok and here is the rest of the test. It takes a while to complete but let us know how pure you are... Section 6: Non Primary Choice Relations. 39 questions. This section of the test deals with whether you have done things with people whom you may not be altogether comfortable, therefore in this section of the test, if you are mostly a: - heterosexual, then your partner in deed, often referred to by the word "someone" or "partner", is to be someone of your OWN gender. - homosexual, then your partner in deed, often referred to by the word "someone" or "partner", is someone of the OPPOSITE gender. - 50-50 confirmed bisexual, then your partner in deed, often referred to by the word "someone" or "partner", is to be someone of your OWN gender. Have you ever done any

Lol
Wildest sermon ever heard: "The last time I worked in the South, I worked in Knoxville, Tennessee. It's about 1957 in Knoxville. I drove down, and I got lost...and I was driving around the outskirts of Knoxville, which is redundant... I pulled into a town I couldn't believe still existed in the eighties. A dusty, dirt road, a little old wooden store that actually said "General Store", and that was it. There was a little old man sitting in front of the store in a rocking chair... I said to him, "What do you folks do around here?" He said, "We don't do nothin' but hunt n' phuck." I said, "What do you hunt?" He said, "Somethin' to phuck." "

Part 1
How pure are you? Take this test to find out. Note though this isn't all the test this is only the first 237 questions... Check Purity Test (Part 2) for the rest... THE UNISEX, OMNISEXUAL P U R I T Y T E S T Version 4.0 (500) Final Release 23-Apr-1988 ______________________________________________________________________ Public domain; no copyright. All rights wronged, all wrongs reversed. Up with going down. The risen flesh commands: let there be love. Murphy's law on sex: Love is a matter of chemistry; sex is a matter of physics. Chaste makes waste. Virginity can be cured. _______________________________________________________________________ Purity Test Genesis/History: Version 1 (100) Created at MIT's Baker House. Two parallel versions; one for male, and one for female. Not much is known about this

Stuff
Sometimes i'm asked.. HOw do you know that? Why would you keep a promise like that? Well cuz thats who I am. Well a part of who I am.. and I won't change for any person on this earth either.. I've never been in love.. well.. it was taken away from me when I was young so I don't bring it up.. then I have to talk about it.. And then it sounds like an outer limits episode mixed with some Dr Phil.. I usually have nightmares.. not dreams.. Long story.. i'll talk about that someday.. Anywho.. I kept a promise to a friend a month ago. She wanted to meet my buddy and I dragged him to the club.. lol She was like awwwwwwww.. u did! omg.. and kept on hugging me.. lol weird... Some promises take longer to fulfill.. some.. I can't tell the person why I'm that way with them. If she knew she would start crying .. it was her bro's last wish.. so I kept it. Sometimes.. I find I have more in common with some of my friends than I thought.. M

6 Weird Things
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Here goes nothing. 1. i work toooo much not time to play 2. i have 5 kids taht take up my time 3. lol i watch to muck racing 4.i dont like beer 5. lol i do love mmm puss 6. thanks dex for the tag lol 1 tazzy 2, blue eyes 2. mizfiesty 3. mzbitch2u 4.devilbitch 6.txbrat

Wow.
Have i been slacking. Not many blogs or bulletins from me lately, or comments for that matter. Im sorry guys. Been REALLY busy. Ive been packing cause im moving into my own apartment. Which makes me happy for MANY reasons haha. Whcih im not getting into. My tummy hurts like woah. I got some new medicine and shit but its all good. Teehee. Anywho. Umm im tired as hell i should be sleeping. Which im going to get to in a few mins. Rawr!

More Meaningless Shit
For all the people out there that have a problem with adult entertainment. YOU ALL CAN KISS MY ASS ONCE AGIAN!!! Apparently you have never had to go to extremes to pay your bills. Yes there are probably girls that do it just but you know what there are also mothers doing it cuz they don't have the money to by diapers and you know what I garuantee that they may not be proud of it. I can't say that, that is what is going on cuz i haven't had to do that, but you know what don't judge unless you want someone to judge you. To all christians that feel this way I do believe that one of the ten commandments says "Do unto others and you would have done unto you" so Stop this judgemental shit. I am seriously getting tired of how i have been judge my whole life and you know what it taught me? It taught me that you are no better then me because only child judge and all so grow the fuck up and deal with the fact that you know it takes all kinds of people to make up are population. Not to mention

People Cant Do It By Them Self
What the FUCK is wrong with some people they cant do shit by them self they got to invite new people to rate my pics a 1 and leave a nasty comment and they dont even fucking know me maybe thats y i blcked u this person was cool but ya he went bad . and ya i do stand up 4 my real friends that i know in person and i dont invite some 1 to rate peoples pics a 1 just cuz shit happend ya this makes my SO FUCKING MAD i no its points but theres no reson 4 it im here to make friends not anamies this is so childish fuck i gave up after it was over but now starting new shit thats fucked up i sware if they do this again im gone i dont need this shit ill stick to myspace where people r not assholes . but if that happens my real friends on here well see me again but all the people that r friends with the people that r on my lest wont be there u guys bight turn on me bc of them and thats not cool so thats mi ranting 4 right now ~I Wont To SEE You Cry~

Hey!
I love you guys and wish you all the best in life. also I hope everything is going grandly for you all and that includes people I don't know as of yet. as for my day it is finally over all I have to do is wait for the sleeping pill too take affect and I just wanted you to know that earlier I had reposted something that a friend had wrote becuase I wanted him to know that someone had seen it, and it seemed that maybe it was not realized by all that it was not written by me though I did learn something from the comment it recieved, of which I am greatful it is my highest desire to learn pretty much anything. I love too read, I love too write, I also love too paint. I also very much love the fact Stang took the time too comment, I feel special now just knowing she had even read it you know I see her up on the spotlight and doing all her bouncer duties with the special stuff she has to do and then all of her friends and her being number seven on the site and I don't get to talk to her that

2nd Job
Well after an 8 hour day at my regular job.. Which bores me to deaf.. lol Grown ass men fighting over a stretch wrap machine.. (more on that laters) haha Anyways.. I 'm doing the job which I truely enjoy.. my 2nd job. Programming ,troubleshooting and networking! I'd be a happy man if I died doing this.. lol But part of me wants to be a big movie director/writer someday.. no acting.. i don't like to be infront of the camera.. lol Anyways.. I finally figured out that I have to update all his old 2003 apps.. like netscape to netscape 8.0 and stuff.. ugh ugh ugh.. Its 3am now and me wanna sleep! But I enjoy this so much.. I'm watching "heroes" off the tivo.. :P laters

Love Of My Life
Is this a dream or ius this for real I've never felt that way that you make me feel I wanna wrap my arms around you I wanna hold you so close I want to show you I appreciate who you chose You are the love of my life and I am your man You know I'm gonna treat you the best that I can You are the love of my life I crown you queen of my life You're my Aphrodite-my love goddess Someday I'll make you my wife I'm so hungry for you-oh you're the hottest Well, I am yours and you are mine we are each other's eternal valentine I hunger for you more and more I'm like a child in a candy store You are the love of my life and I am your man You know I'm gonna treat you the best that I can You are the love of my life Well, I am crazy for you Are you crazy for me? and yes, someday I'll ask you "Will you marry me?" You are the love of my life and I am your man You know I'm gonna treat you the best that I can You are the love of my life (Prolude

"someday"
Nickelback - Someday How the hell did we wind up like this Why weren't we able To see the signs that we missed And try to turn the tables I wish you'd unclench your fists And unpack your suitcase Lately there's been too much of this Dont think its too late Nothin's wrong just as long as you know that someday I will Someday, somehow gonna make it allright but not right now I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that) Someday, somehow gonna make it allright but not right now I know you're wondering when Well i hoped that since we're here anyway We could end up saying Things we've always needed to say So we could end up stringing Now the story's played out like this Just like a paperback novel Lets rewrite an ending that fits Instead of a hollywood horror Nothin's wrong just as long as you know that someday I will Someday, somehow gonna make it allright but not right now I know you're wondering when (You're the only one

Emotion.
Dont you hate those nights when things just seem hopeless. When all you want is to be sitting and resting your head in someones lap, having them run their fingers through your hair, or rub your head just to give you the normal comfort that most people don't think twice about. Unfortunately tonight is just one of those nights. -Cali

I Won't Forget You
Title: Artist: POISON Song: I Won't Forget You Album: Look What the Cat Dragged In I Won't Forget You Late at night I close my eyes And think of how things could have been And when I look back I remember some words you had said to me It's better to have lost at love Then never to have loved at all Chorus I won't forget you baby (I won't forget you) Even though I should I won't forget you baby (I won't forget you) Even though I should, yeah Sometimes in my head I can still see pictures of you And I laugh to myself When I think of all those crazy things that we used to do Although miles come between us Just between you and me I won't forget you baby (I won't forget you) Even though I should I won't forget you baby (I won't forget you) Even though I should, yeah I should let you fade away But that just wouldn't be me Oh, baby I won't forget you baby (I won't forget you) Memories slowly fade I won't for

Woooo~
So it's nearly 3am in the morning, things with work are going better-- though now I can't make EITHER Halloween party on the 28th due to work-- just gah! I just hope they let me have All Hallow's Eve off, I need it for religious reasons-- no, seriously, I do. A 1/4 glass of white wine for now, then off to sleep for a bit, I think.

Until You Suffer Some (fire And Ice)
Title: Artist: POISON Song: Until You Suffer Some (Fire and Ice) Album: Native Tongue Until You Suffer Some (Fire and Ice) Lately I can tell that something ain't right I don't see the fire when I look in your eyes One time up, and the next time down This may be the last time that you see me around, said Well it sure seems to me nothing matters tonight And all those things we worked out, they got lost in the fight It's not enough, girl, that I gave you my soul I just want to know if we've got anything left at all, and I say Hold on now, baby. This could be the last time we stand This could be the last time that we say good-bye The picture shatters I can't find the words to save it Tell me what to do, how can I make it right We will always be fire and ice Well promises made in the heat of the night You could sure spit them out, girl, but they've long passed me by Nobody knows about the show you put me through This could be the last t

It's Time
Yes I see it in the foreground, the background everywhere Around as the ground starts to tumble feel ya brain stumble feel the earth rumble now's it's time to act humble balance of the world's in a fumble Now it's time to step up now it's time to make a choice I say Fuck being silent now it's time to use our voice It's time to realize that our systems aint workin It's time to scrutinize how our demons' out there lurkin it's time to wage a war but it's a war for peace Yes now It's time to even the score and get the weapons to cease It's time to look inside but it's not time to run and hide It's time to find the essence of your soul to confide It's time to look the evil directly eye-ta-eye It's time to come together or it's time to fuckin die It's time to find humanity it's time to lose our vanity It's time to come together, and fight this damn insanity HOOK ----------------------------------------------- I say the war has begun but dont run for ya gun We can u

It's Been Awhile
Its Been Awhile Staind (Break The Cycle) It's been awhile since I could hold my head up high It's been awhile since I first saw you It's been awhile since I could stand on my own two feet again It's been awhile since I could call you And everything I can't remember as fucked up as it all may seem the consequences that I've rendered I've stretched myself beyond my means It's been awhile since I could say that I wasn't addicted and It's been awhile since I could say I love myself as well It's been awhile since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do It's been awhile but all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you And everything I can't remember as fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered, I've gone and fucked things up again. Why must I feel this way Just make this go away, Just one more peaceful day It's been awhile since I could look at myself straight It's been awhile since I said I'm sorry It's been awhile

Watch My Words
Watch my words Knowledge is the driving force divinity in cohorts With all sorts of sports like rhetorical retorts Thoughts leakin from my eyes I stand in psychedelic puddles Containing facts of cataracts as I cultivate rebuttles I lack normality in my verse and its entirety showed the Hip Hop Gods I needed a job so they hired me I now preserve the essence show the whacker cats lessons Im Luke with a Cool Hand they stressing while they guessin I heal money infections on hip hops body I apply core corrections n run the world Illuminati But dont tell nobody really they aint really supposed to know And dont show nobody this white cat knows the flow Take the books Ive written and stash the words on the shelf This knowledge is true wealth but I think Ill tell em myself Fuck it, Ive been born now, lyrically its a part a me The numbers burn to flow now this partys getting started see? HOOK --------------------------------------------- To tell you all the whole tru

For Rob
For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the joy you brought to my life For all the wrong that you made right For every dream you made come true For all the love I found in you I'll be forever thankful baby You're the one who held me up Never let me fall You're the one who saw me through through it all You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'coz you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand I could touch the sky I lost my faith, you gave it back to me You said no star was out of reach You stood by me and I stood tall I had your love I had it all I'm grateful for each day you gave me Maybe I don't know that much But I know this much is true I was blessed because I was loved by you You we

5th Limb
5th Limb He was a kid a fresh start about thirteen Livin on the edge was his only dream Pushin it to the limit with whateva he could get Till the day he saw his first skateboard deck It was in a catalogue in a Christmas magazine felt like it was the best his eyes had ever seen That instant was the spark that set the fire to his dream was a defining moment in this young human being It was Christmas, and guess what?good ol Grandma came through She said Young man heres a skateboard for you. OH MY GOD!!! Is this for real? The little boy exicted starting spinnin the wheel He didnt waste a second he straight hit street Circle the block a thousand time board under feet He observed the sensation, of exhilaration His mind started racin, mobilization HOOK ------------------------------------------- What is this? Cant even begin to define 7 plys connectin Soul Body Mind Lotta people say its just a waste of my time I just skate fasta leave the whack cats behind

Hip Hop Junkie
Hip Hop Junkie If I describe myself I make up new words I'm the Masterminder I don't like my drugs, clothes, or hoes designer Intelligence and humbleness and progession of assension Rhymes invention relaxes mental muscle tension But I ain't tryin to boast or flamboyantly flaunt my skillz But in my mind quitin a 9 to 5 to make hip hop is worth the bills Real talk comin from an ex-kid who did the workman's bid Future was closing in tryin to trap me I popped the lid I found freedom perseverance a continuing drive I found music the lifeforce, an essence to keep me alive I found hope happiness harmony in my vocal chords I found the strength within coulda overthrown overlords And now I find myself here, alone and completely contained My mind pumps reactively A Cereberal Chain Gang I sit puttin these words together like a clever endeavor I Imagine if music's a feather it'd float in my mind forever HOOK ------------------------------------------------ The life that

Innocence And The Innocent
What is innocence? Innocence is purity and goodness of our souls. Why is it always the innocents? It is because they are innocent, or is it because they know, something we do not. It is always the innocent, that face hardship and pain. It is always the innocent, that never gain. Why is it always the innocents? It is because they are innocent, or is it because they know, something we do not. The innocent suffer so much, dealing with pain and death. It is always the innocent, to grovel and plead. It is always the innocent, to go before the rest. Why is it always the innocents? It is because they are innocent, or is it because they know, something we do not. Why is it always the innocent.

Well That Could Be?
are you a demon, vampire or an angel? ( very detailedgirls only) you are a lonely demon. you can be shy and independent at times. you have an ok size of friends, but would rather to be alone.your human form: you have dark brown hair that covers your eye, you have black eyes and sharp teeth.in your demon form: you have somewhat long dark dark brown orange hair, you have bright gold eyes. you have very shrp teeth and a long fluffy tail. you will trave alone but at time you will go in a group.your element:earthyour inner animal: wolf/foxyou can get mad easly but you clam down really fast.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

The Genie
A woman rubbed a bottle and out popped a genie. The amazed woman asked if she got three wishes. The genie said, "Nope,sorry, three-wish genies are a storybook myth. I'm a one-wish genie. So... what'll it be?" The woman did not hesitate. She said, "I want peace in the Middle East . See this map? I want these countries to stop fighting with each other and I want all the Arabs to love the Jews and Americans and vice-versa. It will bring about world peace and harmony." The genie looked at the map and exclaimed, "Lady, be reasonable. These countries have been at war for thousands of years. I'm out of shape after being in a bottle for five hundred years.. I'm good but not THAT good! I don't think it can be done. Make another wish and please be reasonable." The woman thought for a minute and said, "Well, I've never been able to find the right man. You know - one that's considerate and fun, romantic, likes to cook and help with the house cleaning, is good in bed, and gets along wit

Auction (adult)
Wife : "I dreamt they were auctioning off dicks. The big ones went for ten dollars and the thick ones went for twenty dollars." Husband : "How about the ones like mine?" Wife : "Those they gave away." Husband : "I had a dream too...I dreamt they were auctioning off cunts. The pretty ones went for a thousand dollars, and the little tight ones went for two thousand." Wife : "And how much for the ones like mine?" Husband : "That's where they held the auction."

Wings Of Love (repost)
With all this drama I keep seeing on here I just wanted to share some love and inspiration... The priceless gift of life is love, for with the help of God above, Love can change the human race, and make this world a better place, For love dissolves all hate and fear, and makes our vision bright and clear, So we can see and rise above, our pettiness on wings of love. Go on spread the love..

My Two Cents
ALRIGHT I FINALLY CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE. I HAVE TO WEIGH IN ON ALL THINGS LOST CHERRY. FIRST OF ALL, ITS OBVIOUS THAT THIS SITE HAS BECOME NOTHING BUT A POPULARITY CONTEST. THATS FINE. BUT THOSE WHO MADE IT SHOULD FORGET ALL THE PEOPLE THAT GOT YOU THERE. I KNOW FOR SOME OF YOU ITS HARD DUE TO LARGE AMOUNT POEPLE ON YOUR FRIENDS LISTS. BUT FOR OTHERS I KNOW THAT YOU'RE JUST HERE FOR YOURSELVES AND ONLY CARE ABOUT POINTS. SECONDLY, THE DRAMA ON THIS SITE IS ALMOST UNBEARABLE. IF SOMEONE IS ONE HERE THAT HAS PICTURES THAT ARE OF THEMSELVES, WHO CARES!!!!! AS LONG AS THEM ARE NOT TRYING TO PASS THEMSELVES OFF AS THAT PERSON I DON'T SEE A PROBLEM, BUT ONCE IT BECOMES IDENTITY THEFT THEN IT IS. THIS SITE HAS BOUNCERS USE THEM. LET THEM OR MAKE THEM DO THEIR JOBS. WE DON'T NEED A BUNCH OF NON-STAFF MEMEBERS RUNNING AROUND TRYING TO BE C.S.I. AND BLASTING OFF ON WHO THEY THINK IS FAKE OR NOT. JUST REPORT THEM IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THEM. THIRDLY, COURTESY!!!!! THAT IS ALMOST N

Christmas Eve (adult)
One Christmas Eve, Santa Claus comes down the chimney and is startled by a beautiful 19 year old blonde. She said "Santa, will you stay with me?", Santa replied, "Ho Ho Ho gotta go, gotta go, gotta deliver these toys to good girls and boys." So she took off her night gown, wearing only a bra and panties, she asked "Santa, now will you stay with me?" "Ho Ho Ho gotta go, gotta go, gotta deliver these toys to gook girls and boys." She takes off everything and says "Santa, now will you stay with me?" Santa replies "Gotta stay, gotta stay, can't get up the chimney with my dick this way!"

Vegas (adult)
A husband comes home to find his wife with her suitcases packed in the living room. "Where the hell do you think you're going?" he says. "I'm going to Las Vegas. You can earn $400 for a blow job there, and I figured that I might as well earn money for what I do to you free." The husband thinks for a moment, goes upstairs, and comes back down, with his suitcase packed as well. "Where do you think you going?" the wife asks. "I'm coming with you...I want to see how you survive on $800 a year!!!"

Condoms
A young boy and his father were in a store when they walked past a rack of condoms. Being a curious young lad, the boy asked his father, "What are these things daddy?" His dad said, "Condoms son." The boy asked, "Why do they come in packs of 1,3, and 12?" The dad replied, "The packs with one are for the high school boys, one for Saturday night, the ones with three are for the college boys, one for Friday, Saturday and Sunday, and the ones with twelve in them are for the married men, one for January, one for February, one for March...."

??? - . - Zzzzzzzzzzz
My mind is pretty much blank at this point. Been up for two days straight...No sleep, just me and my friend coffee...Boy I never thought when I posted about me being gone and busy, that I would be that busy to where I was sleep depriving myself. Such fun though when you run an online business and the server crashes and deletes everything even the back-up you had made, for in case of an emergency. Bah! :( Many, many months of work down the drain and than since you are the only one that is working on it, trying to get it all back on there in a weeks time...errrrrr of the 2,000+ items I had on there, I have only managed to get 200+ items back into my webstore just in 2 days. Will there ever be a light at the end of the tunnel? It gets frustrating when just with a simple malfunction your hard work is gone just like that. Well I am gonna quit my bitching and get back to work for awhile longer. Than possibly try to get some sleep. I really, really need it.

Rodeo Sex
Do you know what Rodeo Sex is? It's when you mount your woman from behind, start going nice and slowly, take her hair and pull her head back slightly and whisper in her ear "Your sister was better than you...", and try to hold on for 8 seconds!

Ya Yaa
You scored as Steaming, dripping, moaning, unforgetable. Y r we wasting our time on the computer you should be here now...or maby ill just come home and moleste you ( i think ill save eitehr till we both are ready) corny i know but after this u have to realize how much we could make each other moan and shiver and scream and sweat and all those good thinksSteaming, dripping, moaning, unforgetable100%How did this happen60%It could be hott....then again maby not..30%EWWWW get away!20%Sexual compatiblitycreated with QuizFarm.com

Fancy Pants
on last sat. nite i ran into my boss. he was standing outside the safeway in penticton B.C. having a smoke, and being the dumbass i am sometimes, and i say to him " fancy meeting you here". after thinking about what i said to him i started kicking myself in the ass, wtf was i thinking arrgh. so anyway, monday rolls around and i bump into my boss again at work, i joke with him how i wasnt trying to stalk him with the 2 encounters over the weekend **the other was at another grocery store** which he replied it wasnt the least bit of his worries. i go off to do something and come back to grab what i cut **i work in a moduline construction warehouse** to find on the wood in black marker, my new nickname he gave me of FANCY PANTS... now im really kicking myself in the ass. but i learnt my lesson well and my advice to you my fellow LC's think before you speak =o)

This Is For Shadow
When God had made the earth and sky the flowers and the trees, He then made all the animals the fish, the birds and bees. And when at last He’d finished not one was quite the same. He said, “I’ll walk this world of mine and give each one a name.” And so He traveled far and wide and everywhere He went, a little creature followed Him until it’s strength was spent. When all were named upon the earth and in the sky and sea, the little creature said, “Dear Lord, there’s not one left for me.” Kindly the Father said to him, “I’ve left you to the end. I’ve turned my own name back to front and called you dog, My friend.”

Since You Left
Since you left me I suddenly became stronger And became what I can be And it's all because your gone! I think to myself Why did I hide All my feelings on the shelf And put me to the side? I'm realizing now I'm standing tall And able to take a bow Because all I did was fall. You made me feel horrible Like I was nothing Now you're not my trouble I know I"m something. I wasted my time on you And than I realized What I had to do To not listen to lies. I had to let you go And even if it took me a while It was for the best though Because all the things you said were vile! You made me sick And blinded me To all it became to thick But now I can see. I can see I was used And not physically I was thrown and abused And you did that mentally! You made me hurt And why did I stay Your nothing but a jerk And I'm happy I'm now away. All we went through And all the things you said When you called me your boo

Donation Center (adult)
A man and a woman were waiting at the hospital donation center. Man: "What are you doing here today?" Woman: "Oh, I'm here to donate some blood. They're going to give me $5 for it." Man: "Hmm, that's interesting. I'm here to donate sperm, myself. But they pay me $25." The woman looked thoughtful for a moment and they chatted some more before going their separate ways. A couple months later, the same man and woman meet again in the donation center. Man: "Oh, hi there! Here to donate blood again?" Woman: [shaking her head with mouth closed] "Unh unh."

" I Went To A Party, Mom"
" I Went To A Party, Mom" I went to a party, and remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom so I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, the way you said I would, that I didn't drink and drive, though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, and your advice to me was right as the party finally ended, and the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, sure to get home in once piece, I never knew what was coming, Mom something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, "The kid that caused this wreck was drunk", Mom, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, as I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, "This girl is going to die". I'm sure the guy had no idea, while he was flying high, because he chose to drink and drive, now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom tell daddy to be brave, and when

A Dogs Soul
Every dog must have a soul Somewhere deep inside Where all his hurts and grievances Are buried with his pride Where he decides the good and bad The wrong way from the right, And where his judgment carefully Is hidden from our sight. A dog must have a secret place Where every thought abides, A sort of close acquaintance that He trusts in and confides. And when accused unjustly for Himself, He cannot speak, Rebuked, He finds within his soul The comfort he must seek. He’ll love, tho’ he is unloved, And he’ll serve tho’ badly used, And one kind word will wipe away The times when he’s abused. Altho’ his heart may break in two His love will still be whole, Because God gave to every dog An understanding Soul!

Good Bye
So confused Not knowing what to do I love you so much But I love him too Most of the time all we ever do is fight I really don't have a clue on how to make it right I want to be with you But he is never off my mind I'm sorry that I am hurting you I'm sorry I'm that kind Why do I still love my ex I ask myself everyday I have you now But I just want to hold him and say I miss you so much You are the love of my life I want to be with you forever I want to be your wife He would never hurt me Curse at me or lie So that is why I have to say I'm sorry and good-bye.

Daddy
Daddy can you hear me? do you know how much I cared? Do you know how much Ill miss you & the good times that we shared? I know you lived a lot in pain youd mask it with a smile You didnt want us worried but we worried all the while I was proud to call you Daddy your little girl I was Not always best did I behave but I always did try And now I must say goodbye youve spread your wings & flown Id rather have you here with me but God, he called you home My goodbye will not be final for youll never go away My love for you is forever in my heart youll always stay This poem it not mine I didn't write it someone else did. It reminds me of my dad.

Why I Dont Drink (adult)
A man walks into a bar and asks the bartender for a case of beer, any kind except Schlitz. The bartender says, "What's wrong with Schlitz, don't you like it? The man says, "I hate that shit". Last night I drank a whole case of Schlitz and blew chunks. The bartender says, "You drink a case of any beer you're going to blow chunks". You don't understand said the man, Chunks is my dog

Shay Day
Shay and his father had walked past a park where some boys Shay knew were playing baseball. Shay asked, "Do you think they'll let me play?" Shay's father knew that most of the boys would not want someone like Shay on their team, but the father also understood that if his son were allowed to play, it would give him a much-needed sense of belonging and some confidence to be accepted by others in spite of his handicaps. Shay's father approached one of the boys on the field and asked if Shay could play, not expecting much. The boy looked around for guidance and said, "We're losing by six runs and the game is in the eighth inning. I guess he can be on our team and we'll try to put him in to bat in the ninth inning." Shay struggled over to the team's bench put on a team shirt with a broad smile and his Father had a small tear in his eye and warmth in his heart. The boys saw the father's joy at his son being accepted. In the bottom of the eighth inning, Shay's team scored a few runs b

Daddy's Little Girl
Daddy's Little Girl by Punkin If I had my life to do over, I'd have chosen you to be my dad once more. Even if it meant losing you again, It's worth all the tears in the world. You were my sunshine when skies were gray. I loved you and honored you; You took all my tears away. I was happy to be with you, Proud to be your little girl. Sometimes we would argue, But to me you meant the world. Your love was always pure; You treated me as your own. Your time seemed all too short and I feel so alone. What can I take from this? My heart is completely crushed. But nothing loved is ever lost - And you are loved so much. This poem is not mine but I can relate to it.

Always
I never imagined that you would leave, I always thought that you would be there, I always thought that you would be here to see me go to my first prom. I always thought that you would be here to see me graduate, I always thought that you would be here to walk me down the isle and give me away, I always thought that you would be here to watch me finish growing up, I always thought that you would be here to give me advice,but you're not. At first I was angry with you for leaving, But I now realize that you will always be there for me. Even though I don't see you, I know that you see me and will always be looking down from heaven to make sure that everthing is okay.

The Most Beautiful Rose!
The Most Beautiful Rose!! The park bench was deserted as I sat down to read. Beneath the long, straggly branches of an old willow tree. Disillusioned by life with good reason to frown, For the world was intent on dragging me down. And if that weren't enough to ruin my day, A young boy out of breath approached me, all tired from play. He stood right before me with his head tilted down And said with great excitement, "Look what I found!" In his hand was a flower, and what a pitiful sight, With its petals all worn - not enough rain, or too little light. Wanting him to take his dead flower and go off to play, I faked a small smile and then shifted away. But instead of retreating he sat next to my side And placed the flower to his nose And declared with overacted surprise, "It sure smells pretty and it's beautiful, too. That's why I picked it; here, it's for you." The weed before me was dying or dead. Not vibrant of colors: orange, yellow or red. But I knew I must

?????????
I can no longer hide the pain inside. I can't go a day without you running through my mind. I never thought the day would come when our paths would cross again,it hurt so much seeing her there by your side. Seeing you with that look in your eyes that used to be only for me. I thought I was over you and had no more tears left to cry. So why do I cry myself to sleep wishing you where here? Why do I have to bare all this pain? Why cant I let go of the fucking past? Why do I feel like I'm losing control? You where the only boy I truly ever loved. I knew that day as we held each other close that would be the last time I was in your arms. That was the day our relationship had come to an end. You see the day you left you took a piece of my heart with you. I have built up so many walls since then,careful of who I let in. Even though you cause me so much pain,I still love you and forever in my heart you'll remain.

Would You
Would you fall in love if you knew it would never last? Would you give your heart to someone not knowing that it would be thrown back? Would you think someday that someone would come back,when in reality that day would never come? Would you give up eveything for someone not knowing that they wouldn't give up anything for you? Would you give them anything they wanted not knowing that all you would receive is tears? Would you spend everyday trying to forget about them and how they broke your heart? Would you try to hide all the pain they caused or would you let it show? Would you fall in love if you knew it was gonna come to this?

What Day?
What dumbass holiday is your birthday? :) Keep adding :) just copy and paste the url into your address bar and search your birth month and day, then repost as "what dumbass holiday is your birthday?" http://library.thinkquest.org/2886/INDEX.HTM (Cliff) April 11 is . . . . Eight-Track Tape Day Billi - October 24 - National Bologna Day Audra - February 5... Disaster Day Dawn-January 8 is . . . . .National JoyGerm Day and Man Watcher's Day Brian-November 21 is . . . . World Hello Day and False Confessions Day mike-May 29 is . . . . End Of The Middle Ages Day Leah ~ June 4 is . . . . . Old Maid's Day (ugh... figures!) Jamie! October 5th is...... National story telling day...lame Ashley~June 23rd....National pink day Erich~Sept. 2nd....National Beheading Day (I am so jealous of his) Becky~December 16...National chocolate covered anything day (hell yea!) Tim ~ September 2 is National Beheading Day (fuck yeah) Kayleigh-January 29th National Cornchip day(they have a day for

Some Stuff About Me
1. Where were you 1 hour ago? in my room 2. Who will be your next kiss? Colton 3. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? my phone 6. When was the last time you went out of town? Labor Day 7. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? no 9. What are you wearing right now? Tshirt and shorts 10. What was the last thing you bought? My costume 11. Last food you ate? Ravioli 12. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? My Mom 13. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? My costume 14. Do you have a pet? 2 cats 15. What's the last sporting event you watched? Mets game 16. What is your favorite class? not in school 17. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be? anywhere as long as I was happy 18. What is the last thing you purchased online? sheets 19. How old are your parents? haha- Older than me 20. What's your favorite soup? Brocolli cheese 21. Do you miss anyone? yes 22. Last play you

Death At Lifes Door.
There will be a day when you are no longer here and gone. And what will people say about you. You will no longer care! Thus it has been said before “ your action speck louder then words” so will your life. I always thought that I had a lot of horn but I don’t have as much as I thought I did. For it is not for me to say what will be said on my last day nor is it yours for people will talk among them self’s to say what you did and did not do and how thing were. I only hope that people think kind of you / me at that point in time for ones may they remember the good and not the bad. There is a deep horn in life that is to be learned for there is little time here . Mines turn in to days and days in to weeks and weeks turn into years because moths turn to weeks for some reason. I have not broken this code for my little one’s are almost two yrs old and were did the time go for time stands still for no one, you see. That is what ties us all together. Were there is life there is death.

New Blog For Advise!!!
The newest Blog.. is for Good old advise... If you need it is there... So you mad just need a womans point-of-view.. Just ask.. I will keep the name top serect... and just tell the problem.. So what would it hurt to ask.. Jeannie

New Tattoo
So david came with me last night to get my tattoo... It basically represents me...I am not the everyday red rose, I am an unusual looking black rose that still beholds this strange sort of beauty, but at the same time my heart ahs been broken so many times its starting to take a toll on me, everyone can tell Im kinda fucked up and my heart is dying, hence the blood, But my stem is still somewhat healthy,though kind of twisted, and anyone that fucks with my "stem" they will get poked because people may be able to fuck with my heart, but they cannot fuck with what makes me, me.

Grab An Appendage And Pull...
Ladies and Gentlemen... Boys and Girls... It's that time again... Yes! That's right it's time for a good olde fashioned game of Tug-o-War... Oh, you're wondering why there's no rope... Well, that can be answered simply... This game is played with ME! Grab an arm, a leg, Hell grab my heart... And PULL!!! Yes sire this is a game that has been played for ages or at least for the portion of my life I can remember... Which way will I go? Which path will I choose? Can you bend my opinions... my morals... my life to your wishes? Is it possible for you to get what you want out of me? Care to give it a shot... Come on up! And pick your spot! But you must hurry... For openings are going fast! So find your spot... Grab a hold... And PULL... Pull with all your might, for this will not be an easy task, nor a fun one... I warn you! I have will power beyond that which you may believe... And have played this game longer than you could imagine... So pick

*a Testimony 2why Music Is My Refuge*
++KORN: TWISTED TRANSISITOR++ Hey you, hey you devils' little sister Listening to your twisted transistor Hold it between your legs turn it up, turn it up The wind is coming through can't get enough A lone-ly life where no one understands you But don't give up because the music do Music do! (x6) Because the music do And it is reaching inside you, forever preaching Fuck you too your scream's a whisper Hang on you twisted transistor Hey you, hey you finally you get it The world ain't fair, eat you if you let it And as your tears fall on your breast, your dress Vibrations coming through you're in a mess A lone-ly life where no one understands you But don't give up because the music do Music do! (x6) Because the music do And it is reaching inside you, forever preaching Fuck you too your scream's a whisper Hang on you twisted transistor Music do! (x4) Hey you, hey you this won't hurt a bit (THIS WON'T HURT A BIT! THIS WON'

What Hurts The Most
What Hurts The Most Rascal Flatts Written by Jeffrey Steele and Steve Robson. I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house. That don't bother me. I can take a few tears now and then, An' just let 'em out. I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while, Even though going on with you gone still upsets me. There are days every now and again,I pretend I'm ok, But that's not what gets me. What hurts the most was being so close, An' having so much to say, An' watching you walk away. An' never knowin' what could have been. An' not seein' that love in you, Is what I was tryin' to do. It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go. But I'm doin' it. It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone, Still harder. Gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret, But I know if I could do it over, I would trade, give away, All the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken. What hurts the most was being so clos

Hum
But you said it would be fun. For her heart was not on her sleeve. I could not see the cold that she ’s holds. The room was so warm to me. I look in to her eye to see me. She says be still this wont take long. I don’t want this no more in side I cry no more. I tell my self show no fear give no tears. Now I’m as cold as she is.

Phantom Of The Opera
You sat in the reserved box at the opera as planned. Wearing the black dress I sent you. You leave the door unlocked to the hallway as we had arranged. The lights go down. The first act begins. Midway through you feel a presence behind you. You are not allowed to turn and look. Which was also prearranged. You feel chills in your spine, goose flesh on your arms. I lean down and pull your hair from your neck and kiss the nape of your neck telling you just what I intend to do to you. I can hear you audibly moan with anticipation. I sit in the chair immediately behind you. You hear the unmistakeable sound of a zippeer being un zipped. I tell you to stand and walk backwards to me. You do so. I lift the dress above your thighs and command you to sit back against my lap. You do. You feel my hardness up against your back and ass. You are hungry for this, this is the moment that you have fantasized about. You reach down and place the head of my very hard cock against your pussy lips. Rub it ba

Dating Personality Results
Your dating personality profile:Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.Intellectual - You consider your mind amongst your assets. Learning is not a chore but a constant search after wisdom and knowledge. You value education and rationality.Your date match profile:Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.Big-Hearted - You want someone compassionate, someone gentle and kind. A loving, nurturing person will fill that hole in your life.Intellectual - You seek out intelligence. Idle chit-chat is not what you are after. You prefer your date who can stimulate your mind.Your Top Ten Traits1. Big-Hearted2. Liberal3. Intellectual4. Practical5. Wealthy/Ambitio

Nothing
stare the demon in the face ive cried til nothing was left a blank stare, cold and evil emotions and lies were kept hidden inside away from me losing myself in what i see what was once a feeling has gone away never again to see the light of day sent to a place where no one cares and driven within by darkened stares forget me and leave me because I am nothing control me destroy me because I am nothing to you

*a Song Almost Word 4 Word From 1of Da Darkest Days Of My Life*
++KORN: ALONE I BREAK++ Pick me up Been bleeding too long Right here, right now I'll stop it somehow I will make it go away Can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times they change Leaving us, it seems so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Shut me off I'm ready Heart stops I stand alone Can't be my own I will make it go away Can't be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times they change Leaving us, it seems so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man

Color Of My Heart
Your Heart Is Green Love completes you, but that doesn't mean you seek it out. When love comes your way, you integrate it peacefully into the rest of you life. Your flirting style: Laid back Your lucky first date: Walking around aimlessly and talking Your dream lover: Is both enthusiastic and calm What you bring to relationships: Balance What Color Heart Do You Have?

Thank You All!!
THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO RESPONDED TO THE TWO FOR TUESDAY!! I HAVE AROUND 2OO FRIENDS I SENT IT TO EACH AND EVERYONE!! SHOWIN' YOU ALL SOME LOVIN'!! I GOT A LOT OF RESPONSES BACK AND I'M HERE TO TELL YOU THAT SOME OF YA'LL AIN'T RIGHT......AND ONE OF YOU PICKED #4!!YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!! YOU REALLY AIN'T RIGHT LMAO!! SOME OF YOU PICKED ME!! *GRIN* AGAIN THANKS TO ALL MY GOOD FRIENDS!! I LOOK FORWARD TO SEND FUN STUFF TO ALL.. I HOPE SOME OF THE STUFF I SEND HAS NOT OFFENED ANYONE... JUST BEING ME AND HAVING FUN!! HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL!! JOHN & SHADOW

The Human Mythology Of For And Against - An Extraordinary Thought
Flying Lesson #9 One must choose to stand for or against someone or something until one chooses to stand for all good. Anytime that you stand against anything or anyone, you are releasing toxins into your body that can harm you, therefore, do not stand against the darkness as if to fear it, instead, stand for the light as if to dance within it... and then you can fly. You can fly. I know you can. L.T. The Human Mythology of For and Against The art of medicine consist of amusing the patient while nature takes care of the disease. Voltaire I have discovered a great and fascinating illusion common in ordinary thought that the page and I have hashed out at length over the years. It is rooted deeply in the ego and is ever so seductive. It grabs hold and takes us away before we even understand what hit us. To our disadvantage, it is also an emotionally, physically, mentally, and spiritually crippling thought form. And it is time to let it

Personality Test
The Maid of Honor Deliberate Gentle Love Master (DGLMf) Appreciated for your kindness and envied for all your experience, you are The Maid of Honor. Charismatic, affectionate, and terrific in relationships, you are what many guys would call a "perfect catch"--and you probably have many admirers, each wishing to capture your long-term love. You're careful, extra careful, because the last thing you want is to hurt anyone. Especially some poor boy whose only crime was liking you. We've deduced you're fully capable of a dirty fling, but you do feel that post-coital attachment after hooking up. So, conscientious person that you are, you do your best to reserve physical affection for those you respect...so you can respect yourself. Your biggest negative is the byproduct of your careful nature: indecision. You're just as slow rejecting someone as you are accepting them.

Sexual Style
The What's your sexual style? You are a TRADITIONAL, SUBMISSIVE lover who prefers to RECEIVE. This means that: You like relatively no frills simple sex, that is basic rather than kinky. You're quite happy in bed without the need for any fetishes to spice things up; you're electric enough on your own. Who needs more than your naked body? Why put you in a Nurses outfit when they can see you in nothing? You might try the odd fantasy out, but overall you like sex at it's most raw, impulsive, and animalistic, rather than planned and turned into a complicated act. You tend to be submissive in bed, so you prefer to go along with what your lover likes rather than your own plans. You might like being ordered around and acting out a slave/master fantasy, or perhaps you just get turned on by being helpless and unable to move. Or maybe it's as simple as you lacking courage so prefering firm instructions in bed to make sure you are doing things right. Either way, you won't be dominating your

Good Old Advise!!
OK..cherries.. I am adding this Blog and Calling it. Good Old Advise if you need some advise or in many cases a female Point-Of-View.. Please Just ask a question in my message or use the Shoutbox!! Whichever is better for you!! To keep it personal.. I will not say your name.. Just your problem.. Check back and you will see you get the answer!!(you never know there is a good chance that you can get more then one answer!! So will it hurt to just ask!!) So Please let me help you too.. Jeannie

This Is So True!!!
Poems for the military wives Current mood: calm Category: Romance and Relationships A Military Wife in the Army of One You aren't issued with the uniform, boots and weapon, But you are one lady no one should step on. It usually goes "With this ring, I thee wed," But add in "Even if it means me in an empty bed." "and the weeks in the field with many late nights," "which will at some point lead to fights." Yes, a military wife is courageous and strong, Even when the days seem so long. When you feel like you're at your wits end, You "Suck it up" and start to mend. You learn the Army language, All those acronyms, "How can I manage." PX, AAFES, LES, MOS - the list goes on and on, All those letters would make an ordinary woman yawn. But those letters are part of your life, The life of a proud military wife. You move too much and decorate too little, Because you always seem to leave in the middle. Don't get too settled and make lots of friends Because home is w

Enneagram (personality Type)
(Moved from my profile) The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test The Helper Helpers are warm, concerned, nurturing, and sensitive to other people's needs. How to Get Along with Me Tell me that you appreciate me. Be specific. Share fun times with me. Take an interest in my problems, though I will probably try to focus on yours. Let me know that I am important and special to you. Be gentle if you decide to criticize me. In Intimate Relationships Reassure me that I am interesting to you. Reassure me often that you love me. Tell me I'm attractive and that you're glad to be seen with me. What I Like About Being a Two Being able to relate easily to people and to make friends Knowing what people need and being able to make their lives better Being generous, caring, and warm Being sensitive to and perceptive about others' feelings Being enthusiastic and fun-loving, and having a good sense of humor What's Hard About Being a Two Not being able to say no Havin

Someone
17 signs of really having feelings for someone Body: SEVENTEEN: U LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE/PICTURE CONSTANTLY SIXTEEN: WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH THEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUST TWO MINUTES AGO. FIFTEEN: YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER AND OVER AGAIN. FOURTEEN: YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU'RE WITH THEM THIRTEEN: YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE/THEY'RE AROUND. ELEVEN: WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEART BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME TEN: YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE. NINE: WHEN YOU lOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS HIM//HER. EIGHT: YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS, WHILE THINKING OF THEM SEVEN: THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT. SIX: YOU GET HIGH JUST FROM THEIR SCENT. FIVE: YOU REALlIZE THAT YOU'RE AlWAYS SMILING TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM. FOUR: YOU WOULD D

What Do My Eyes Say About Me?
You scored as Caring Eyes. When people look at your eyes they see somebody who really cares about other people. You love to help out as much as you can and most of the people you help want to become best friends with you.Caring Eyes83%Loving Eyes83%Happy Eyes67%Lonely Eyes67%Sparkle Eyes50%Hurt Eyes33%Hidden Eyes33%Window Eyes33%Eyes Filled With Pain And Hate0%What Do Your Eyes Say To People (Pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Dream 10-16-06
First Dream I had a dream that I was no longer working at Wal-Mart (yes, I really do work there) because some catastrophie had happened and I was fired. I began working for Safeway, though the building looked nothing like a Safeway. I was a Pharmacy Technican (what I do at Wal-Mart) and kept being refered to as Mrs. S. (I'm leaving the last name out because he know's who he is, and he was calling me his wifey earlier as a joke, which is rather odd). So I'm working, yet I work in this cubicle with all of these stares leading all around. The cubicle is all of about 20 feet long and about 10 feet back with these stairs all over leading to different rooms. You can see computers and one other coworker is there. No pharmasist and no drugs. I was walking around and talking and then I had to leave. I was walking down this hall, and ran into my friend Brandy who was cashiering. She was up some stairs in a cubicle too with a swinging door. I asked her is she got fired too, and she said yup. I

Sexual Hidden Talent
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Being Present And Accounted For
Flying Lesson #11 Anything in the world that you touch with your hands leaves a mark, leaving a record of your presence and activities. The pool of infintiy is like this world in that everything you say and do, and what you do not say and do not do, leaves a mark there. There is always an ancient record, an account, of your existence and activities, even if you are not conscious of it. This happens because God is conscious of you and is never asleep at the wheel of life. You can fly. I know you can. LT Being Present and Accounted For My poor daughter... (I'm grinning) ... I often think of what it must have been like for her growing up with me. "Be present. Be present." It must have been a long playing and never ending record in her head. "This is not a practice life and it's not a practice body. It's the real thing! Be present. Be present!" She'd come home from school and tell me about something that happened and I'd respond with, "And h

Seduction Style (#2)
You are charming. You are very bright, and able to completely express yourself verbally. You have a lot of charisma and people are naturally attracted to you. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com

Recovery So Far
So far my uncle's recovery is going quite well in just a short time. The swelling has went down considerably already and he was able to talk to us today. He is stuttering some right now but, hey, that can get better with some therapy and possibly with the rest of the swelling going down. So it looks as if the damage will not be permanent! All of your prayers have been paying off. Thank you all so much!

What Is In Your Name?
You entered: c r w There are 20 letters in your name. Those 20 letters total to 102 There are 6 vowels and 14 consonants in your name. Your number is: 3 The characteristics of #3 are: Expression, verbalization, socialization, the arts, the joy of living. The expression or destiny for #3: An Expression of 3 produces a quest for destiny with words along a variety of lines that may include writing, speaking, singing, acting or teaching; our entertainers, writers, litigators, teachers, salesmen, and composers. You also have the destiny to sell yourself or sell just about any product that comes along. You are imaginative in your presentation, and you may have creative talents in the arts, although these are more likely to be latent. You are an optimistic person that seems ever enthusiastic about life and living. You are friendly, loving and social, and people like you because you are charming and such a good conversationalist. Your ability to communicate may often inspire oth

Five Factor Personality Profile
Your Five Factor Personality Profile Extroversion: You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation. Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!" Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have medium neuroticism. You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic. Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy. Your life is pr

My Hidden Talent
Your Hidden Talent You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations. You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts. Decision making is easy for you. You have killer intuition. The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary. What's Your Hidden Talent?

Quick & Dirty Iq Test
Your IQ Is 120 Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional Your General Knowledge is Above Average A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

How Open-minded Am I?
You Are 64% Open Minded You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded. Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints. But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line. You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself. How Open Minded Are You?

Ideal Career
Your Career Type: Social You are helpful, friendly, and trustworthy. Your talents lie in teaching, nursing, giving information, and solving social problems. You would make an excellent: Counselor - Dental Hygienist - Librarian Nurse - Parole Officer - Personal Trainer Physical Therapist - Social Worker - Teacher The worst career options for your are realistic careers, like truck driver or farmer. What's Your Ideal Career?

Seduction Style
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

World's Shortest Personality Test
Your Personality Profile You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart. Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people. You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile. You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker. You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side. Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches. The World's Shortest Personality Test

Celtic Horoscope
(Moving test results over to a new blog.) You Are An Ash Tree You are vivacious and impulsive, which makes you extremely attractive to many. Intelligent and demanding, you don't care much for criticism. You have a ton of ambition and talent, and sometimes money rules your heart. You like to play with fate, and you can be very egotistical and restless. Demanding of attention, you need love and a lot of emotional support. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Where My Sugga Daddy At? Lol
REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF: NOW Is your hair up?: down Is your phone right beside you?:ya Do you have a bf/ gf?: ya Do you wish you were somewhere else?: ya Do you have plans for tonight?: ya sleep Are you wearing makeup?: ya Are you wearing chapstick?: ya Are you cold?: ya Are you tired?: ya Are you excited?: ya Are you watching t.v.?: ya Are you wearing pajamas?: ya Who's the last person you IMed?: byron Who's the last person that called you? byron PAST Anything you regret? too many Ever lied?: ya Ever stuck gum under a desk?: ya Ever spit at someone? ya Ever kick something living?: ya Ever had your nails done?: ya Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?: ya REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF: LAST WEEK Had any plans last week?: ya Who did you see most last week?: byron Was last week interesting? ya TODAY Have you cussed?: ya Have you yelled at someone? ya Have you gotten mad at someone? ya Have you cried? no Have you call

Five Variable Love Profile
(Moving test results to a new blog) Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is medium. You tend to be the one with more power. You aren't a total control freak in relationships.. But of course you don't mind getting you way! Cynicism: Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist. Independence: Your independence is medium. In relationships, you need both "me time" and "we time." You usually

Blog...the First
Hey everyone, This is going to get some getting use to, not use to having a blog or any type of website thing...except yafro, and I don't do anything on that site anymore. So I guess first thing is first, I'm Scott, from Newfoundland, Canada. 18 years old and in my first yar of university doing pharmacy. Sorry if this is going to be short, but it's about 3 in the morning here and I'm horribly tired...currently recovering from a three day long party I had on the weekend. What else to say about me...well, I'm going to sound like a huge geek now but I don't care. I like video games and anime. There we go, geekyness out of the way. I play the piano, flute and guitar a little bit. Opeth has to be one of my favourite bands, they just rock so much its not fit, lol. Currently single, cuz you know thats always fun. Broke up with my girlfriend about a month ago now, rather, she broke up with me and what not. Anyways, I'll talk about some random crap tomorrow sometime cuz Scott really needs s

Bathroom Habits: What Do They Say About Me?
(Moving test results to a new blog) What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You You are a giving soul. Way too giving in fact. You often get stuck doing the dirty work that no one else will do. You spend a lot on clothes, and you tend to be a very dresser. However, it's hard for you to throw away trendy clothes when they go out of style. You are a very outgoing person. You are true to yourself, and you never hold back. In relationships, you tend to be very romantic and demanding. You'll treat your partner like gold, but you expect a lot in return. What Do Your Bathroom Habits Say About You?

My Inner Child Is...
(Moving over test results) Your Inner Child Is Surprised You see many things through the eyes of a child. Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded. You cherish all of the details in life. Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things. How Is Your Inner Child?

My Angel
WEll its midnite on Oct 18th... I'm 33wks pregnant with my 1st daughter, and yesterday at 4:20am my water broke, so now im on a med to keep the contractions to a minimium, they gave me the 1st dose of a steroid to help make sure her lungs are mature enough 4 the world, i get the 2nd dose at 8am 2day, after the med is threw our systems they might let the contractions go and let me go into active labor not sure yet. so lil miss Nemi Rae might be born sometime 2day.. im very excited to have her here but kinda scared at the same time cuz i know she will be in the NICU for the next 4-6wks till shes big n strong enough to survive in the full world. so please good thoughts and prayers for her,,, She is my lil angel and my world. lots of love to all Laurie and Nemi

Naughty Quiz
(I'm moving over a bunch of test results to a "Test Results" blog to separate it out from news of me.) NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?10-15 6. What is your pubic hair style?All natural, no shaving for me 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Regular Panties 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Anything that gets me off 10. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I can 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Yes, I sure have 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Both taken and been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, an all out orgy 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been t

Halloween Party Secrets
It was a great party and my friends all there but there were a few I couldn't recognize by costumes hiding them and voices blotted out by music.I was considering leaving but first wanted to say goodbye to the hosts of the party.As I made my way around the room a voice I didn't recognise whispered in my ear from behind not to leave.I could feel his breath stirring in my hair.So sexy n husky and his cologne driving me wild.Sending shivers down my spine.He whispers for me to follow him.I look at him and nod my assension.He lead my to a room on the lower floor.As I looked around I could tell it was an office or study room.Hundreds of books lined the walls.I wondered who my masked friend was.Looking him over I found him quite built and blushed realising I was caught eyeing him up and down his physic.His brows shot upward as if to ask do you like what you see.He gave me the same once over his gaze stopping at my cleavage .Which was considerable with my corsette pushing my breasts up and out

*i'm Afraid 2go 2sleep 2nite*
My dreams r far 2real 4me. I'm not talkin Freddy nitemares. I'm referrin 2dreams that mimic real life so closely, its hard 2tell whether ur asleep or awake. Not necessarily dreamin of actual past events, but... I think u understand what I mean. Er nite 4da past wk, Iv dreamed I was pregnant. Not that these were bad dreams in n of themselves but bein 35 n childless, rememberin these dreams leaves me feelin kinda lost 4a while after wakin. Last nite was da worst, by far.. Pregnant; da father: my ex, a boyfriend of 3.5yrs, Kenneth. I was so excited bout da beautiful snow that blanketed da scenery. Kenneth was heading out n warned me 2stay in. He had 2go somewhere 4a lil while ( I can't recall where) & he just wanted 2make sure da baby n I would be safe. (From da looks of my belly, I was a good way in2 da 3rd trimester) Of course, after he had left, it wasn't long b4 I was outside 4a lil walk in da yard. I mean, I wasn't gonna go outside da yard, what could possibly happen?? I slipp

Raging Calm
I have been so filled with rage these last couple days that I haven't even been able to think straight. Needless to say Nov. 10th cannot come soon enough. I count down the days until I can return home. Things seem to be getting worse and worse. I couldn't even write in my other blog today my mind was so twisted with anger. I guess, I truly was naive to think we would be able to part as friends. Randy calmed me more tonight than he could ever imagine. It's like he holds my sanity in his hands and I love him more and more every day. He aways knows just what to do to make me laugh and smile, of course, my Angel girl does too. She is my bestest hunny bunny. I can't wait until I get to meet her and Bill. I am lucky to have such great friends. I wouldn't know what to do without them. I need the girls to get their packing finished up soon. It's almost like they're dragging their feet, but it has to get done. I wish they would sit and talk to me about what they are feeling about me movi

Deleteing Alot Of People Of My List Read This Asap Very Important
ok people now im deleteing alot of people on here whome never talk to me at all now if i delete you and you want to stay on there then ill add you back as a freind but only if you talk to me on a regular basis and comment my pics and leave me comments on my page and i dont mean the kind of comments that involve great week or have a nice day and stuff like that i dont care for that shit its cheap leave me a comment with some feeling in put some effort in to ok but like i was saying if i delete you then im sorry if you want back on then leave me a message or a comment and let me know you want to stay on my list and ill be more then welcome to add you back but ill repeat my self again just like i said up over this if i add you back then you need to talk to me on a regular basis and i want lots of comments on my pics and my page but please no cheap shit comments ok but this is a must read ok thanks for stopping by my pro much love to yall from paul

22 Ways..
1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not fine, or sexy) 2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. 3 . Kiss her on the forehead. 4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. 5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. 6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. 7 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. 8 . Write her notes. (she loves them) 9 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend. 10 . Play with her hair. 11 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her. 12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. 13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes. 14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms. 15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her. 16 . Give her piggyback rides. 17 . Bring her flowers 18 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone. 19 . Look her in the eyes and smile. 20 . Let h

Signs Of A B-day
23 May 1971 Your date of conception was on or about 30 August 1970 which was a Sunday. You were born on a Sunday under the astrological sign Gemini. Your Life path number is 1. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 9. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 8. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 6, 11 & 22. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2441094.5. The golden number for 1971 is 15. The epact number for 1971 is 3. The year 1971 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/27/1971 and ending 2/14/1972. You were born in the Chinese year of the Pig. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Elk; your plant is Mullein. You were born in the Egyptian month of Mesore, the fourth month of the season of Shomu (Harvest). Your date of birth on

30 Things You'd Never Think To Ask
1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? ya 2. Do you close your eyes on roller coaster? ya 3. When's the last time you've been sledding? never have 4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? alone 5. Do you believe in ghosts? no 6. Do you consider yourself creative? ya sure 7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife? ya 8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie? duh thats a stupid question my wife angelina jolie 9. Can you honestly say you know ANYTHING about politics? no lol 10. Do you know how to play poker? no 11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? ya 12. What's your favorite commercial? HEAD ON apply directly on your head..HEAD ON HEAD ON HEAD ON lol 13. Who was your first love? robert 14. If you're driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around you, do you run a red light? no 15. Do you have a secret that no one knows but you?ya 16. Boston Red Sox or New York Yankees? none 17. Have you ever be

Why Does Life Suck So Much!
Seriously, does everything that could possibly go wrong in my life have to all happen at the same damn time?! I mean really.. what the heck have i done for this shit. So many times we try to do our best, but it just isn't ever good enough We try not to let the past effect us, but it always sneaks up when we're not expecting it tell me what do you do when ur family no longer cares, and ur friends are no longer there? where do you turn when there is no one left.. who do you talk to when they're all gone, and it seems that you have no one.. not even god seems to be on your side anymore.. then what?!

Which Of The X-men Are You?
You Are Cyclops Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause. You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them. Power: force beams from your eyes Which of the X-Men Are You?

An Evening Of Luxury
I was invited to this event through my company and had an Fucking outstanding time!!!!!! Invite you and a guest to An Evening of Luxury Come Celebrate with the ASTON MARTIN Racing Team as it prepares for the American Le Mans! On Display: The Aston Martin DBR9 Race Car and the limited edition Jaeger-LeCoultre AMVOX1 R-Alarm Watch Indulge in some of the fi nest wines, scotches & cigars, while perusing the very best that the watch, jewelry, spa, concierge, golf, marine & private aviation industries have to offer Cocktails shall be served, hors d’oeuvres by Gourmet Celebrations Saturday, October 14th, 7pm to 10pm Aston Martin of Beverly Hills • 8833 West Olympic Boulevard • Beverly Hills, CA 90211 RSVP by October 13th Aston Martin of Beverly Hills Here is a small video I took at the event. The Aston Martin DBR9 Race Car Eventhttp://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=19905640Add to My Profile | More Videos

Whats Your Favorite....?
TV show? greys anatomy and desperate housewives TV channel? anything TV star? anyone movie? scarface movie star? johnny depp movie type (horror, comedy, etc.)? horror and comedy movie era (40's 50's recent etc.)? anykind type of music? rock band? metallica singer? billie holiday instrument? piano song? sad but true album? master of puppets music video? interpol slow hands food? pizza restaurant: islands fast food restaurant: taco bell ice cream flavor? cherry vanilla candy? jelly beans and zours soda? dr pepper alcoholic beverage? margarita Do YoU pReFeR.... mtv/fuse? fuse chocolate/vanilla? both girls/boys (sexually)? boys girls/boys (friendly)? both summertime/wintertime? wintertime springtime/fall? fall time car/suv? car truck/car/suv? truck rock/country? rock hot/cold? cold slow songs/fast songs? fast beer/liquor? beer

Blah Blah Blah
I can't sleep. I start a new semester at school tomorrow and I really don't feel like going. Luckily I only have 3 classes and am there from 9-12, which isn't bad. However, I am lacking serious motivation. I get my degree in April, I can't wait. I just want to be done. However, I am not looking forward to the job searching. I know it's not gonna be easy, so when I graduate I will work a lot more at the job I am at now until I finally land a good one. Then hopefully I can move out of mom and dad's house lol. I also need to stop spending so much of my free time on here and concentrate on what I need to get done with school. I'm addicted though, what can I say? Oh well, I'm gonna try to pass out. Goodnight all.

Ignorant Gang Shit!
Fatal shootings spark Turlock violence Two people died early Sunday in what police suspect was a gang-related shooting in south Turlock. The victims were male, ages 16 and 25. Police did not release their names. The shootings sparked 16 hours of intense emotion and wild violence, police said. During that time: A train smashed a police cruiser on Golf Road as officers detained two fleeing suspects, one covered in blood. A Turlock hospital was placed on lockdown after one victim's friends and family overwhelmed staff. Large fights possibly related to the killings were reported at several places in south Turlock. In what police said they believe might have been retaliation, one car rammed another parked in front of the house where the shootings occurred. "In my 20 years, I've never seen a single event that's been this intense and had so much action involving the same group of people," Lt. Fin Johnson said. "This was incredibly unusual for us. We were getting call

For My Duddle Buddy.. I'll Never Forget
My eyes are like clouds and My tears are like streams I thought you loved me but You've shattered my dreams My heart was so delicate No more pain could it bear I warned it was fragile and to handle it with care So, i gave you my heart And you've broken it in two But that will never brake apart My feelings for you. Without you, it's not easy And it adds to the pain. From that moment you said, 'Good-bye' My eyes began to rain. I will lock you deep down In the depths of my soul And forever you'll be with me The memories I'll hold. So, I guess for the moment You don't even want to be friends, But, forever and until eternity I'll love you to the end.

How Daring Are You?
You Are Bold And Brave But daring? Not usually? You tend to like to make calculated risks. So while you may not be base jumping any time soon... You are up for whatever's new and (a little) exciting! How Daring Are You?

Well This Stuff Is True
1. Do you still talk to the person you had your first kiss with? eh no 2. What would you do with 1,000 plastic spoons? throw them away lol 3. What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school? pop music and techno 4. What is the best thing about your job? playin with flowers 5. Do you wish cell phone etiquette was required in class? ya 8. Where are you going on your next vacation? dunno 9. Quote a song lyric? cause nobody loves me its true 10. Are most of the friends in your life new or old? old 11. Do you own any furniture from Ikea? no 13. If you could be an animal what would you be? panda bear 14. What state/country are you from? cali 15. Tell us about the last conversation/s you had. none ya busness 16. Where do you see yourself in one month? at work 17. What is your favorite smell? vanilla bean 18. What is your favorite sight? sunset 19. Do you consider yourself bi-polar? no 21. Have you ever done anything vindictive

What Color Purple Are You?
Dark Purple To others, you seem a bit dark, mysterious, and moody. In truth, you are just a very unique person who doesn't care what others think. And you really enjoy your offbeat interests and friends. You've decided that life is about living for yourself - simple as that. What Color Purple Are You?

A Word Of Warning
Okay, so you all don't get offended, here is some content that might be contained in this blog entitled "dreams". -sexually explicit -morally wrong -wierd things -homosexual relationships If any of this offends you, I ask that you don't read. Okay, okay. I know my mind, and it's a little off the wall. This is your only warning. Adding to this: If you leave a comment, be polite or I will delete you. Period. I don't tolerate or appriciate non constructive or polite comments. Thank you.

Will You Be A Multimillionaire?
Your Chances of Being a Multimillionaire: 96% It's almost certain you'll be a multimillionaire. Just keep doing what you're doing. You are good with money, a creative thinker, and an ethical person. You might be the next Donald Trump! Will You Be a Multimillionaire?

What Your Name Means?
There are 14 letters in your name. Those 14 letters total to 64 There are 7 vowels and 7 consonants in your name. Your number is: 1 The characteristics of #1 are: Initiating action, pioneering, leading, independent, attaining, individual. The expression or destiny for #1: A number 1 Expression denotes the skilled executive with keen administrative capabilities. You must develop the capacity to be a fine leader, sales executive, or promoter. You have the tools to become an original person with a creative approach to problem solving, and a penchant for initiating action. Someone may have to follow behind you to handle the details, but you know how to get things going and make things happen. You have a good mind and the ability to use it for your advancement. Because of these factors, you have much potential for achievement and financial rewards. Frequently, this expression belongs to one running a business or striving to achieve a level of accomplishment on ones talents and e

What Is Your Love Number!!!
Your Love Number is 1 You tend to be a stubborn lover, holding your ground in every argument You take your time falling in love. You aren't the type to lose perspective. You are loyal (to a fault), and you require the same loyalty in your sweetheart. At your best, you are a wise and inspiring partner - who sticks around. What Is Your Love Number?

Birthday Calculator
2 August 1975 Your date of conception was on or about 9 November 1974 which was a Saturday. You were born on a Saturday under the astrological sign Leo. Your Life path number is 5. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 9. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 8. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 6, 11 & 22. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2442626.5. The golden number for 1975 is 19. The epact number for 1975 is 17. The year 1975 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/11/1975 and ending 1/30/1976. You were born in the Chinese year of the Rabbit. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Salmon; your plant is Raspberry. You were born in the Egyptian month of Paopy, the second month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile s

Tear Stained...forever Broken
DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO HAVE UR FUCKING HEART RIPPED OUT OF UR CHEST? WELL I DO... IT HURTS REALLY BAD. I CANT EAT, I CANT SLEEP, I CANT STOP VOMMITING, ALL I DO IS SIT HERE AND THINK OF U. THESE TEARS STAINING MY PILLOW ARE REAL. THIS PAIN IN MY GUT IS WORSE THAN A DAGGER PIERCING MY SKIN. IF LOVING U IS A SIN...THEN IM A SINNER. IF LOVING U WAS SO BAD...WHY DID IT FEEL SO GOOD? SO THIS IS WHAT I HAVE TO SAY TO U...FUCK U!!!!!!!!! I CAN NO LONGER LOVE MYSELF THERE FOR I CAN NO LONG LIVE WITHOUT U. GOOD BYE MY LOVE... GOOD BYE.

How Open Minded Are You?
You Are 80% Open Minded You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out! Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand. You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting. You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself.

Relationships
Name Four Things That You Wish You Had: money,own place,successful,loved Name Four Scents You Love: vanilla,cherry,strawberry,melon and cucumber Name Four Things You Did Today: umm work work work and work What is your current relationship status? taken What is your sexual orientation? none ya business =) What sort of people do you like, as far as what their interests are in life? really sweet and honest people What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest? cute smile i dont really care about looks What kind of fashion-sense attracts you? casual and neat What kind of hair style do you find attractive on a potential mate? shaved,or in a hair do What is the usual age range you look at? 18-23 What traits turn you off? rude,not loyal and possessive Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly? i fall to quickly lol Are you afraid to ask people out on dates? ya If you're single righ

Invisible
I'm thinking I have pissed off alot of people on my friend's list or either I have been sprinkled with that glorious invisible dust, cause I can't get anybody to talk to me. Maybe it's me just having a very lonely night due to some choices I've made in the last 24 hours. Anyway....am I invisible?

You Scored As Jimi Hendrix (hell Yea!!!)
You scored as Jimi Hendrix. You are Jimi Hendrix! The pioneer of electric guitar and inspiration to all great guitar gods!Jimi Hendrix70%James Hetfield70%Ozzy Osbourne!70%Tommy Lee65%Slash65%Billie Joe Armstrong40%Kurt Cobain40%What Bad Ass Rock Legend Are you? *with pictures*created with QuizFarm.com

What Year Do You Belong In?
***You Belong in 1975*** If you scored... 1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in! 1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too. 1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all! 1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day. 1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good! What Year Do You Belong In? http://www.blogthings.com/whatyeardoyoubelonginquiz/

Are You A Drama Queen Or King!!!
You Are a Drama Princess (or Prince) You're not over the top dramatic, but you have your moments. You know how to steal the spotlight... And how to act out to get your way. People around you know that you're good for a laugh. But at times, your drama gets a bit too much for everyone. Tone it down a tad, and you'll still be the center of attention. Are You a Drama Queen (or King)?

Mood Kill
sittin here-sippin... sippin, hopin to pass this idea/this token. lost in humanity...passed on- I opened the door ... unspoken. My strong will,blinked, As i Sank in and Embellished. Saw...as the long knife stabbed, In the Adrenalin -i Relished. And Soon, i shall let this parish... And let it settal. But right now, Jus Now I Killed a Little. 2M.c.L.

Swallowing My Pride
You tell me that you love me, but do you? Now I see that it was a pack of lies, As you walk out the door, I swallow my pride. There is no turning back the hands of time, We fight like two savage beasts. Not willing to negotiate, How could I be a fool to fall for you? Thinking that you were the one for me, I was keeping my hopes alive. Stabbing a dagger into my heart, Now I doubt that I will love again. A spell of love came over me, Maybe I will play hard to get. Crying myself to sleep at night, Thinking of you, When I dream of my soul mate, I dream of you, Tears roll down my cheeks. For it is you that I love Come on baby lets make it work, Nobody knows you as I do, Deep down you know that you love me, As I love you. Let us make amends, Let us be one again, Like the circle of life, Let us make love and not war, With each other, Tearing each other from limb to limb We have the urge To say what we do not mean. I do not know what else to say, T

What Is Your Blog!!
Your Blogging Type is Artistic and Passionate You see your blog as the ultimate personal expression - and work hard to make it great. One moment you may be working on a new dramatic design for your blog... And the next, you're passionately writing about your pet causes. Your blog is very important - and you're careful about who you share it with. What's Your Blogging Personality?

Europe's First Single Off Of Their New Album
Go check out my Stash if you want to hear an awesome song. The song is off of Europe's latest album called "Secret Society." It is titled "Always the Pretenders." It is located in My Stash under the Trackz section.

Introduction!
Hey everybody I just thought I would say hi. This is my first blog here. I don't have much to report right now. I'm hoping to get my 6th tattoo soon. I am totally addicted to the ink! Anyway other than that I am moving to the Houston area in December. I can't wait to get out of this shitty small town that I live in now. Well that's all I got for now. I will definately be blogging more soon!!

Tag
Was tagged by Jo tay Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves and states this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged,list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's Fun! 1) I hate to be late for anything 2)I hate Going places where there is alot of people 3)Like to watch to shows about ghost even thou I'm not a beleiver 4)I was a virgin till I was 27 5)Jodie is the only woman I have slept with 6)i like to eat raw potatoes I tag these people mickeylover Explicit-angel Absinthe Twizted ladywolf Shelly-belly

I'll Always Love You..
Since this is the way it's going to be, I'll sum it all up with poetry... Where do I even start explaining the way I feel? I just keep telling myself: this can't be happening, this isn't real. In my heart it seems there is a sudden void. You built me up, only to break me down; now everything appears destroyed. My life has suddenly stopped- where do I go from here? I guess this just goes to show, things aren't always as they appear. I'm not here to make you feel guilty, nor will I ever be. Just know, I will always remember, the way it was with you and me.

I'm Sorry For Hurting You Like I Do....
IT'S HARD TO SAY IT'S OVER WHEN YOU DON'T WANT TO BUT IT'S THAT OR BE CAUGHT FEELING BLUE IT'S A SHAME THAT THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN ME AND YOU COULD BE TORN UP SO EASILY YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME BUT NOW AS I LOOK BACK, IT COULD'VE BEEN SAID JUST TO PLEASE ME I HATE WHEN IT'S ME THAT'S FEELING LOW TELLING ME THE NEWS WAS A REALLY HARD BLOW AND IT TEARS ME UP TO THINK OF YOU AND I SPLIT I'D RATHER BLEED BLOOD THAT FLOWS OUT THICK THAN BE SEPARATED FROM YOU SOMETIMES I WONDER HOW COULD YOU BUT I GUESS I FAILED IN A SECTION BUT I'M COOL BECAUSE IT ONLY TAKES ME ONE TIME TO LEARN A LESSON MAYBE YOU AND I IS OLD NEWS I JUST WASN'T TRYING TO SEE THAT WHAT I WAS TRYING TO SEE WAS YOU AND I TOGETHER BUT IT TAKES TWO TO MAKE THAT WORK, REGARDLESS OF THE WEATHER YA' KNOW I SAY THAT I'M COOL,BUT I'M NOT I SAY THAT IT'S ALRIGHT, BUT IT'S NOT I ONLY HAVE THREE THINGS TO SAY TO YOU ONLY AND THAT'S THAT I LOVED YOU, WANTED NOTHING MORE THAN TO BE WITH YOU, AND I WAS ALWAYS TRUE.

Hey I'm Pr For A New Lounge...so Come Show Us A Lil Love And I'll Buy The First Drink For Ya...whatta Ya Got To Lose
This is the motto an rules or your new lounge...as their PR person.. .and part time bartender...I can say that this is a really great place to meet some really cool people have great conversation..listen to good music..watch good videos etc..so hey stop on in give us a try and if ya sign up we buy the first round...lol so why r ya still here give us a try...GO ON Absolutely NO DRAMA ALLOWED in here just good friends & fun conversation. So check your attitude at the door & pull up a chair to our comfy kitchen table. Make yourself at home. This is a great place to make new & real friendships on the LC. Both Mrs. & myself, PonyGirlSue welcome you to subscribe & become a regular member here. Please click the link to the left that says "subscribe to this lounge" so you'll be sure to find your way back to us again. Thanks so much. Have a fantastic day & enjoy your stay with us here. Here's the link to the lounge all to invite your friends :)) Hit this link and get ready

Language Efficiency
Language Efficiency Having chosen English as the preferred language in the EEC, the European Parliament has commissioned a feasibility study in ways of improving efficiency in communications between Government departments. European officials have often pointed out that English spelling is unnecessarily difficult - for example, cough, plough, rough, through and thorough. What is clearly needed is a phased programme of changes to iron out these anomalies. The programme would, of course, be administered by a committee staff at top level by participating nations. In the first year, for example, the committee would suggest using 's' instead of the soft 'c'. Sertainly, sivil servants in all sities would reseive this news with joy. Then the hard 'c' could be replaced by 'k' sinse both letters are pronounsed alike. Not only would this klear up konfusion in the minds of klerikal workers, but typewriters kould be made with one less letter. There would be growing enthusiasm when in

You Scored As The Amazing Spider-man
You scored as The Amazing Spider-Man. After being bitten by a radioactive spider, Peter Parker was transformed from a nerdy high school student into New York's greatest hero. Peter enjoys the thrill of being a super hero, but he struggles with the burdens of leading a double life. He hopes someday to win the heart of his true love Mary Jane, the woman he's loved since before he even liked girls. Right now, he just wants to make it through college and pay his bills. The Amazing Spider-Man83%Maximus75%Lara Croft63%Batman, the Dark Knight63%Captain Jack Sparrow63%Neo, the "One"50%William Wallace50%The Terminator42%Indiana Jones42%James Bond, Agent 007

Well Here Goes
Well I'm new at this. I got a bulletin in myspace so I thought I would check it out. I am a 27 year old man living in the puget sound area. I am not looking for anything I am just bored of the whole sex bot and 14 year olds that hang out at myspace. If you have any questions hit me up mike

Which One Do U Prefer More?
lollipops or gum? gum america or britain?america strawberries or bananas? strawberries spiderman or batman? both rocks or stones? rocks may or october? october 17 or 92? 88 scared or humiliated? scared bunny or rabbit? bunny tan or burgandy? burgandy tropical or temperate? tropical rabid dog or rabid raccoon? rabid dog vamps or werewolves? vamps insomniac or nocturnal? insomniac have you ever... jumped off a house? no swam in freezing ice water? ya been attacked? no been made fun of? ya cried for no reason? ya been out of the country? no thought about death? ya gotten seriously injured? ya gotten bit by someone? ya heehe screamed bloody murder? ya been to a concert? ya eaten snow? ya killed anyone? im a vampire =) hurt somone psychially? ya made someone cry? ya played with matches? ya been on a plane? no been to jail? no laughed so hard it hurt? ya read a book? ya

Which Sexy Are You???????? (repost)
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... Which Sexy Are You? MY RESULT:Cool Sexy You keep it real smooth, all James Bond-style. The suave, international hotties will love you. You’re sophisticated, mature, and you’ve got fairly expensive tastes. (And your personal hygiene? Outstanding.) Just be careful not to get too carried away. Big, bold romantic gestures are sexy and all, but there’s something to be said for sharing a laugh or dancing in the rain. (As long as you’re not wearing any suede.) Take This Quiz!

~in Loving Memory~
In loving memory of Danielle Anderson A Noble woman who was a senior at West Richland High School died in a one-vehicle accident early Sunday. According to the Illinois State Police report, the wreck occurred at approximately 6:44 a.m. Sunday at County Road 900 East, approximately one and a half miles west of Noble. The report stated that Danielle L. Anderson, 17, Noble, driving a 1995 Ford, was westbound on County Road 900 East when she ran off the left side of the roadway. She overcorrected, lost control of the vehicle, and again ran off the left side of the roadway and into a ditch. The vehicle overturned and Anderson was ejected. She was pronounced dead at the scene. She was not wearing a seat belt, according to the report. An investigation is continuing. She was a senior in high school that was found dead on Sunday morning. Don't drink and drive. Don't do drugs. She will be missed for many years to come. She cheered everyone up as soon as she came into the

~in Loving Memory Of Joshua M. Hines~
A 26-year-old Illinois Marine was among two members of a reserve unit killed during combat over the weekend in Iraq, the military said Monday. Lance Cpl. Joshua M. Hines, of Westfield and formerly of Olney, was assigned to Marine Forces Reserve's 3rd Battalion, 24th Marines, 4th Marine Division based out of Terre Haute, Ind., the Department of Defense said in a statement. He and Sgt. Brock Babb, 40, of Evansville, Ind., were killed Sunday while conducting combat operations in Iraq's Al Anbar province, west of Baghdad, the military said. Hines, Babb and another Marine who was injured were in a Humvee when it was struck by an improvised explosive device, said 1st Sgt. Troy Euclide, of the Terre Haute unit. Ashley Belcher said she worked with Hines at Papa Mike's when he lived in Olney between 2003-2005. “He was the type of person who would do anything for you,” she said. “He never met a stranger.” Belcher said Hines, a Marine reservist, was living in Westfield wit

Some More Random Info About Me Lol I Am Bored
1. When at the doctor's getting shots, do you look at the shot or look the other way? I look the other way 2. What was the last CD you recieved as a gift?: Halloween Karoke Volume 1 and 2 3. If you have a cellphone, what color is the cover? Blue 4. Do you like quarter machines? Not really but they come in handy sometimes 5. If you have a purse, what color is it?: Black 6. Do you like shopping at dollar stores?: Yeah 7. Wal*Mart or KMart?: Wal*Mart 8. What was the last show or concert you've been to? Metallica 9. Would you wear the clothes from your childhood if they still fit?: Only my Punky Bruster outfit for halloween LOL 10. What was your worst fashion mistake?: When I dyed my hair this weird reddish color 11. Do you think the Hot Topic models are hot?: Not really 12. Do you like rollercoasters that go upside-down?: Hell Yeah 13. Ever been to Sesame Place?: Ummmmm No 14. Did you ever blow off one of your friends to hang out with a

"a Wonderful Message" By George Carlin
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, b

Breast Cancer Awareness
Oct. is Breast Cancer Awareness Month... All women young or old should Perform A Monthly Breast Exam...Please Make Habit To Do The Same. You Should Know That This Disease Is Not Biased Of AGE, RACE, RELIGION, BELIEFS OR LIFESTYLE CHOICES...It Can Strike Even Those With No Family History And It KILLS. Some Breast Cancer Facts... * Breast cancer is the most common cancer among Canadian women. * In 2006, over 22,000 women will be diagnosed with breast cancer and 5,300 will die of it. * 1% of the female population are survivors of breast cancer. * One in 9 women is expected to develop breast cancer during her lifetime. One in 27 will die of it. * An estimated 160 men will be diagnosed with breast cancer and 45 will die of it. * In 2006, new breast cancer diagnoses will slightly double the number of lung cancer diagnoses among Canadian women. Please Involve Yourself Anyway You Can By... Donating Much Needed Funds For Resea

Yet To Know...
This is a short little song I wrote about a girl I havn't even really met yet...only know her on Lost Cherry...but sometimes I get inspired.... ----YET TO KNOW--- Now I’m Slow to speak but quick for quiet Now I’m still for real but Still, I can’t deny it mental cells inside of my head erupts a riot if this attraction was physically real I couldn’t fight it But I’m delighted that this enticement isn’t overridden dunno ya yet but I’m glad we met girls like you r hidden hidden from the view from the ordinary who knew That view of my vision would go askew as I looked at you So since you still a mystery and I could visualize you kissin me I’ll wish I knew ya mentallya nd describe what I see physically: A hard to find beauty, a pearl in a dirty ocean A sense of peaceful silence amidst all the commotion A reason to wish for progession in life A blinding inspiration to have only a beautiful wife A reminder that true beauty is real and does appear Another reason

Ii L0ve Y0u
(ENGLiiSH) ii LOVE YOU (POLiiSH) JA KOCHAM CiiEBiiE (FRENCH) JE T'AiiME (HiiNDii) HUM TUMHE PYAR KARTE HAE (CZECH) MiiLUJii TE (SLOVAKiiAN) LU'BiiM TA (iiTALIAN) Tii AMO (UKRAiiNiiAN) YA TEBE KAHAYU (GERMAN) iiSH LiiBE DiiSH (CHiiNESE) WO Aii Nii (GREEK) S'AGAPO (HAWAiiAN) ALOHA WAU iiA Oii (LiiTHUiiANiiAN) TAV MYLiiU (KOREAN) SA RANG HAE YO (JAPANESE) Aii SHii TE RU (ROMANiiAN) TE UBSEC (BOSNiiAN) VOLiiM TE (ALBANiiAN) TE DUA (FiiLiiPiiNO) MAHAL KiiTA (SPANiiSH) TE AMO (SAMOAN) OUTE ALOFA IA TE OE!!!!!

Tonight In Da Pit!!!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: BUZZ_in_EXILE Date: Oct 17, 2006 7:06 PM TONIGHT 10:00pm CST (8:00pm PST) I will MELT YOUR FACE WITH METAL!!! BE THERE... LISTEN and OBEY PITBOZZ RUFFHOUSE

For Your Soul
i love to sing and for the ones that doesn't know me very well, yes, i used to sing in big choirs, like the one of my city and the one of my university... i really miss it :( it was like my therapy but i'm singing now, a beautiful song in portugese... hope everyone enjoy it! (i copy the lyrics so you can try to sing with me too) it's a love song, where the lovers are the best friends from their childhood :) and they talk about how much they love each other, and how much they need from the other to live... and how happy they feel being together much love... Maria Velha Infancia (Tribalistas) Você é assim Um sonho pra mim E quando eu não Te vejo Eu penso em você Desde o amanhecer Até quando eu me deito Eu gosto de você E gosto De ficar com você Meu riso é tão feliz contigo O meu melhor amigo é o meu amor E a gente canta E a gente dança E a gente não Se cansa De ser criança A gente brinca Na nossa velha infância Seus olhos, meu clarão Me guiam

Lost
ok so i ended up her the other night cause someone asked me to ..not that im going to say who it was .. :P and as i tried to enter the suite it wouldnt let me so here i am again with number 2 account with the same name and everything else ...lol lol so im lost on LC and cant seem to find my way around ...but i will one of these days ....later kisses flirty

Day 2
I can't stop thinking about her... She has been on my mind all day again. I just can;t seem to chake that picture of her I got from my dream. I went shopping in town tday and I saw a nice necklace in a window and I got this flash in my mind of her so strong that it was like she was standing next to me smiling at it too... So I went in and baught it. I won;t ever wear it but I think she would have liked it. God things are so confusing at the moment... I am trying to live my life and now she comes flashing into it just when I thought that it was getting on track. Nothing doing at the moment...

Heh ^^
My first time doing this... it seems nice here, invited in by one of my best friends ever.. Thank you. I'm nervous, my concert is tomorrow and I have a cold, I hope I don't let down the group and mess up. It's a big chorus but we're not ready yet, poor school but we have a good reputation for having wonderful sound, oru secodn concert, but I couldn't make the first, this one is against at least 6 other choruses, I think it's 10 total, so it's our big one. Can't sleep, so I watch epidoes of Full Moon Wo Sagashite on youtube, I hope I can get a career in singing, will probably dye my hair back to black and straighten it when I get the chance. I should probably continue my novel and not give up on it.

Who Are U To Wave Your Fingers..
1. Do you like chinese food? yup 2. How big is your bed? queen =) 3. Is your room clean? ya 4. Laptop or Desktop computer? Desktop computer 5. Favorite comedian? george lopez 6. Do you smoke? no 7. Does anyone like you? i hope he does 8. Whats the sexiest thing about Condoleeza Rice? her outfit haha 10. Sleep with or without clothes on? depends 11. Who sleeps with you every night? noone 12. Do long distance relationships work? no 13. How many times have you been pulled over by the police? never 14. Pancakes or French Toast? pancakes 15. Do you like coffee? ya 16. How do you like your eggs? sunnyside up 17. Do you believe in astrology? ya sometimes 18. Last person you talked to on the phone? byron 19. Last person on your missed call list? dont know 20. What was the last text message you received? cant remember 21. McDonalds or Burger King? none 22. Number of pillows? 2 23. Last thing you ate? grilled cheese 24.

You Scored As Blade
You scored as Blade. Thats right you are the booty kicking you cross me and I will stomp a mudhole in your butt type. Sexy and a great fighter with mad fighting skillsBlade83%Dracula83%Marius67%Lestat67%Spike67%Armand50%Angel50%Louis33%Deacon Frost33%Akasha0%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Parents And Anyone Concerned About Our Kids.......... (repost)
I wanted to make sure that this was true before I posted it. I received it in an email a friend sent me. I was shocked to find out this WAS true. If you like check it out at http://www.snopes.com/medical/toxins/dustoff.asp First IM going to tell you a little about me and my family. My name is Jeff. I am a Police Officer for a city which is known nationwide for its crime rate. We have a lot of gangs and drugs. At one point we were # 2 in the nation in homicides per capita. I also have a police K-9 named Thor. He was certified in drugs and general duty. He retired at 3 years old because he was shot in the line of duty. He lives with us now and I still train with him because he likes it. I always liked the fact that there was no way to bring drugs into my house. Thor wouldn't allow it. He would tell on you. The reason I say this is so you understand that I know about drugs. I have taught in schools about drugs. My wife asks all our kids at least once a week if they used any drugs. Make

What Does Your Mouth Say About You?
What People Think of Your Mouth People see you as both seductive and intimidating. Other women are especially put off by your womanly powers. And men either fear you or obsess over you - sometimes both. No way to fight it - you're a natural vamp. What Does Your Mouth Say About You?

The Broken Chain!!
We little new that morning, that God was Going to call you're name. In life we loved you dearly, in death we do the same. it broke our hearts to loose you, you did not go alone; for part of us went with you, the day god called you home. you left us peaceful memories, you're love is still our guide; and though we cannot see you, you are always at our side. our family chain is broken, and nothing seems the same; but as god calls us one by one, the chain will link again.

"i Miss You" Dedicated To The Ones We Loved, But Lost So Very Early
I miss you, I miss you, I miss you Everthing I do, Echos with laughter And the voice of you. You're on every corner, Every familiar spot, Every turn and twist Whispers how you're missed. Miss you, Miss you, Miss you.... Everywhere I go, There are poignant memories Dancing in a row. Silhouette and shadow Of your form and face.... Substance and reality Everywhere displace. Oh, I Miss you, miss you.... I miss you, I miss you, I miss you Everthing I do, Echos with laughter And the voice of you. You're on every corner, Every familiar spot, Every turn and twist Whispers how you're missed. Miss you, Miss you, Miss you.... Everywhere I go, There are poignant memories Dancing in a row. Silhouette and shadow Of your form and face.... Substance and reality Everywhere displace. Oh, I Miss you, miss you.... Miss you, Friend of mine... There's a strange, sad silence 'Mid the busy whirl.

Childern And Pedophiles A Must Read
Where do i start,I been seeing alot of pictures of childern going by and childern in peoples profiles and folders.It great that there people that love there childern so and wish to share this with everyone.I do my self love childern and adore childern.But i belive the most important thing in life is keeping childern safe and away from harm.In doing so we need help one another by teaching and learning about pedophiles.Most people know what a pedophile is.There alot more to them than just praying on childern.They are very intelligent and very obsessive.Once they see a child they really like they beagin focus on that one child.Then it becomes a obsession and they will go to any length to find that child.Pedophiles can be male or female so be carefull.What greatly disturb me is knowing these sick people are on here and looking at childern.We all need to make it so they can not be allowed to view our childern.In doing so we all need to take the pictures off public viewing and make all child

Beer!!!
Beer! Your sex life mostly resembles Beer. You are easygoing about sex and to you it’s about having fun more than showing your love for another. You aren’t very choosy about partners as long as you’re going to get some. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Hello Again
Hey guys what would u do if u was with someone who's so boring?? .... well what I did was told the guy and he got mad at me ... I just laughed at him.... I live in CT I'm from NH born and raised I'm 23 yrs old and I don't really have a life .... I do things to piss people off :)so much fun!!! I'm the youngest of 6 I have 4 brothers 35,33,27,and 24 and a sister 29 but she's a piece of shit so I'm not really ganna tell u about her. most my fam that I do talk to is in NH ... my father and 2 of my brothers are here in ct and the bitch of a sister is too one of my brothers are in GA and my other brother is in NH also. my mom great grandmother and my gram are their and thats where I wanna be ... i've been really thinkin about moving back but my father needs me here so I don't know what to do right now I'm goin crazy ...

Words That Describe Me
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I Love This Poem
i will brush all the old sunsets out of your hair we wear nighttime like a hospital gown and. the. sea. serenades. us. with. its. lapping waves. they sing like they are hurt. like they are blind. i build you castles that cannot be touched by wind or water. my fever burns and begs for sleep sometimes we walk along the train tracks. and you. you let me. whisper violently to you. of gorgeous nights and statical mornings. your raspy voice strangles fires and angels i try to play the acoustic but my fingers bleed you i think we were born too wild for the day i. want to steal. midnight oceans. so we can float like we are sleeping (and sleep like we are floating) you smoke makes me feel warm and bitter (sweet).

Blind No More...
Love is blind You lie to me you tricked me, you said that you loved me! You didn’t you couldn’t you WOULDN’T! Now I see the true you, to me the one that you kept in the cage. The one you would not show me because you knew me. How dare you, you think of me in this way. You did it again didn’t you, you couldn’t tell me the truth, you looked me in the eye, and lie again didn’t you ! How long must it go on like this!? You’re a horror and you know it.! I put my heart in your hand, and you just though it all away, with a gelm in your eye. No this will never do, no you must pay for what YOU do, not here not now ,but wait you will see I promises you this, you will see. If it is the last thing I do, for you to see. You will seeee……

My Way - Limp Bizkit
Check, check, check check... out my melody Special You think you're special You do I can see it in your eyes I can see it when you laugh at me Look down on me You walk around on me Just one more fight About your leadership And I will straight up Leave your shit Cause I've had enough of this And now I'm pissed Yeah This time I'm 'a let it all come out This time I'm 'a stand up and shout I'm 'a do things my way It's my way My way, or the highway Check out, check check... out my melody Just one more fight About a lot of things And I will give up everything To be on my own again Free again Yeah This time I'm 'a let it all come out This time I'm 'a stand up and shout I'm 'a do things my way It's my way My way, or the highway Some day you'll see things my way Cause you never know Where, you never know Where you're gonna go Check out, check check... out my melody Just one more fight And I'll be history Yes I will straight up Leave your s

Everybody Who Is My Freind On Here Has 2 Hours To Reply To This Or Goodbye Please Read Very Important
ok people something needs to be done about this shit im getting really tired of adding people and then haveing them not talking to me because they are stuck up mother fuckers so im giveing everybody on here 2 hours to make up there minds if they want to be my freind or not another thing is i havent had a pic comment in fucking forever because of stuck up basterds and for you fucking pricks and bitch ass hoes out there when i talk to you trying to be nice i expect some fucking respect you can say hey and shit back you stuck up fucking bitches im done with people doing me wrong and now on im pushing back so fuck you people on here want to play games then fine im down with it but im changeing the fucking rules i also want to talk about comments on my page fuck pictures they are nice and all yeah but come on fucking get off your asses and talk to me send me a message saying hey ad shit dont give me have a great day shit i got enough of that crap from myspace so stop it once every so of

Life Is That
You laugh you said it would not work. You laugh and said it would not do. You laugh and said it would not hurt. You laugh you said it would not heal. You laugh you said it would not peal. You laugh you said it would not feel. You said you said you said and you said. I made it work! I did what you said that I could not do! I heal the hurt that you said I could not feel and peal it away! I never told you so who is laughing now!

The People You Miss.
if you were to walk into and see someone you loved that you had not talked to in a long time.. what would you think... i hate that feeling... i know that i was with that person at one time and still love that person... but they just pass me by... i feel worthless... because i know that ive left that person for another... i dont know what to do with my self... i want to tell that person how i feel... but i dont know how to put it into words... and they dont understand...nothing can make this feeling go away... i just want to die... the pain starts to kill me little by little...and then my heart starts to skip beats... more and more...till it beats no more...and only the one that i loved and left can bring me back... but they just dont know how.. and i stay in this wakeless sleep forever... Katherine Maria Longano

My Guess Is No
OK you see something that makes you want to view someone's profile you go visit rate the profile rate the pics rate any blogs answer MUMM the whole "nine yards" can you then leave the profile without leaving a comment asking to make friend without becoming a fan and come back 3-4 days later then comment/ask/become without reference to prior activities--as the title says MY GUESS IS NO///and yes there will be a MUMM not to make up my mind but to see what the votes are and how many views and comments--true test of cherry luv to give without expectations

Fire And Ice - Pat Benatar
Ooo, youre givin me the fever tonight I dont wanna give in Id be playin with fire You forget, Ive seen you work before Take `em straight to the top Leave `em cryin for more Ive seen you burn `em before Chorus: Fire and ice You come on like a flame Then you turn a cold shoulder Fire and ice I wanna give you my love But youll just take a little piece of my heart Youll just tear it apart Movin in for the kill tonight You got every advantage when they put out the lights Its not so pretty when it fades away Cause its just an illusion in this passion play Ive seen you burn `em before (chorus) So you think you got it all figured out Youre an expert in the field, without a doubt But I know your methods inside and out And I wont be takin in by fire and ice (chorus) You come on like a flame Then you turn a cold shoulder Fire and ice I wanna give you my love But youll just take a little piece of my heart You come on like a flame Then you turn a cold

Nookie - Limp Bizkit
I came into this world as a reject Look into these eyes then you'll See the size of the flames (the size of the) Dwellin' on the past (past) It's burnin' in my brain (hot) Everyone that burns has to learn from the pain Hey I think about the day (days) My girlie ran away with my pay When fella's came to (play) play now she's stuck with my homeez that she fucked (ooh) and i'm just a sucker with a lump in my throat (hey) like a chump (hey) a like a chump (hey) like a chump (hey) like a chump (hey) a like a chump (hey) like a chump (hey) like a chump (hey) should i be feelin' bad (no) should i be feelin' good (no) it's kinda sad i'm the laughing stock of the neighborhood hey you would think that i'd be movin' on (movin') but i'm a sucker like i said fucked up in the head not an' maybe she just made a mistake and i should give her a break my heart'll ache either way hey what the hell what you want me to say i won't lie that i can't deny (chorus) (2x) i did

Something Old.
he fell before her and she was brought to her knees why she screamed they didnt deserve this it was too horrid a dream too painful to bear she woke with a terror too deep to explain and she looked around her room the sight of too many tears the sight of too many fears and she cried at the death of memory at the death of dreams but she couldnt replace it and she couldnt console it nothing would make the empty feeling fade nothing could fill the void of never amounting to anything she knew that she would forever be hated and always be a failure nobody would ever love her the way she wanted to be loved nobody would ever hold her the way she wanted to be held she needed to find a way to accept it she looked everywhere searched all the lonely nights for a reason to not die but she couldnt find any and now she sat crying just like before and she held the knife and she pressed down but then a light came on and someone grabbed her

Friends
where do i start?.i have a had time making friends,let alone keep them.ask my hubby that.he has made more friends in 1 hour than i did in 3 hours.i can be a bit shy at first,once i get to know the person,i'll chat more.be it male or female.i'll write again.

Re-arranged - Limp Bizkit
Lately I've been skeptical Silent when I would used to speak Distant from all around me Who witness me fail and become weak Life is overwhelming Heavy is the head that wears the crown I'd love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down But you don't understand when I'm attempting to explain Because you know it all and I guess things will never change But you might need my hand when falling in your hole Your disposition I'll remember when I'm letting go of You and me we're through And rearranged It seems that you're not satisfied There's too much on your mind So you leave and I can't believe all the bullshit that I find Life is overwhelming Heavy is the head that wears the crown I'd love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down But you don't understand when I'm attempting to explain Because you know it all and I guess things will never change But you might need my hand when falling in your hole Your disposition I'll remember when I'm

Some Of My Fav Movie Lines And Some That Fit My Life Too
WE RIDE TOGHTHER WE DIE TOGHTER BAD BOYS FOR LIFE "I'll make him an offer he can't refuse." from the godfather Frankly, my dear, I don't give a damn! Gone With the Wind, spoken by Clark Gable Don't knock masturbation. It's sex with someone I love. Annie Hall, Woody Allen, Director Is sex dirty? Only if it's done right. Everything You Always Wanted to Know about Sex, Woody Allen, Director My Brain? It's my second favorite organ. Sleeper, Woody Allen, Director Hattori Hanzo: For those regarded as warriors, when engaged in combat the vanquishing of thine enemy can be the warrior's only concern. Suppress all human emotion and compassion. Kill whoever stands in thy way, even if that be Lord God, or Buddha himself. This truth lies at the heart of the art of combat. Kill Bill, Vol. 1, spoken by Sonny Chiba playing Hattori Hanzo

Getting Closer And Closer To Normal (physically Anyway)
I had my blood drawn yesterday so they could check the level of hormones still in my body (to see how "pregnant" I still am). My level used to be 327 and this time it has dropped to 153. That is a drop of a little over half again. When I am down to the number 0 I will be considered back to normal. So please keep praying that I get to my zero soon. luv you all Angie

Break Stuff - Limp Bizkit
Its just one of those days When you don't wanna wake up Everything is fucked Everybody sux You don't really know why But want justify Rippin' someone's head off No human contact And if you interact Your life is on contract Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker It's just one of those days!! [chorus] Its all about the he says she says bullshit I think you better quit Lettin' shit slip Or you'll be leavin with a fat lip Its all about the he says she says bullshit I think you better quit talkin that shit (Punk, so come and get it) Its just one of those days Feelin' like a freight train First one to complain Leaves with a blood stain Damn right I'm a maniac You better watch your back Cuz I'm fuckin' up your program And if your stuck up You just lucked up Next in line to get fucked up Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker Its just one of those days!! [chorus] I feel like shit My suggestion is to keep your distance cuz right now im dangerous

The Real Me
The Best Myspace Survey* . . About You . . *Eye Color::hazel green Hair Color::blackish red Height::5'2 Favorite Color::black and red Screen Name::suggabear3113 Favorite Band::metallica Favorite Movie::scarface Favorite Show::greys anatomy and desperate housewives Your Car::ford =) Your Hometown::glendale cali Your Present Town::ps Your Crushes First Name::byron Your Grade::gonna be in college Your Style::goth/casual =) * . . Have You Ever . . *Sat on your rooftop?:yup Kissed someone in the rain?:yup Danced in a public place?:yup Smiled for no reason?:ya i always do Laughed so hard you cried?:yup Peed your pants after age 8?:haha ya when i needed to go to the bathroom but my cousin was blockin the bathroom door and was making me laugh..=/ then opps haha Written a song?:yup Sang to someone for no reason?:yup Performed on a stage?:yup Talked to someone you don't know?:yup Gone out of your way to befriend someone?:yup Made out in a theatre?:yup Gone roller skating since 8th grade?:yup

I Wanna Know If It Aint U Let Me Know Imma See Who Is Real
i recently found out some ppl on my friends list dont really like me i wasnt given names but i would like for those ppl to step forward and let me know so i can delete them and they no longer have to deal with me so if u woman or man enough to step up and tell me i will delete you asap.......so holla

New Pix!
No, they aren't my actual wedding pix. Thats actually part of what will most likely be my halloween costume. "House Wife" lol. Which will basically be an "undead" bride. However I did order an evil fairy costume offline, if I get it by the 26th, I'll be that instead. But theres lotsa silly pix. The veil is actually from my wedding is is the flower bouquest, necklace and basket. lol Couldn't find my tiara =( lol. I was bored and trying to decide my halloween costume so I threw on the dress and veil, and there you have it, new pix hahaha. Enjoy! Now if I could just find the red dress mentioned in my MUM then I could try the OTHER one as well. lol

Family & Friends
FAMILY AND FRIENDS! To The People In My Life...People come into your life for a Reason, a season, or a Lifetime. When you know which one it is you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a Reason, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to provide you with guidance and support to aid you physically, emotionally, and spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they Are. They are there for you for the reason you need them to be. Then without any wrong doing on your part , or at an inconvenient time this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an and. Sometimes they die, sometimes they walk away. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire has been fulfilled, their work is done. the prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a Season, because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They bring you you an experience of pea