ALL RIGHT the brain is working overtime again:
I was chatting last night and this guy I met 2 years ago was connected with someone I talked to a week ago Well the the guy from 2 years ago told the guy I talked to last week to back off because the guy from 2 years ago still was interested in me. the guy from 2yrs ago wanted me to be his!!!! WELL, I was talking to the guy from 2 yrs ago when he contacted me last month I told him to get lost block him from chatting further. this guy from 2 years ago is persistant. I got to tell you this guys nerve of saying to me how come I was nice to his friend but I gave him a hard time. Asked if I was playing a game. REALLY NOW! there is a reason it didn't work 2 years ago it was not a good meeting. I did not know the guy from last week I knew the guy from 2 yrs ago. SO 2 different men 2 separate personalities. I know I am not the same person I was 2 years ago BUT, I am still ME!!!! ITs not a game and I am not acting IT all depends how you appoarch me. I could be many things every woman has a little SYBIL in her. It all depends on how we are approached and treated. We either purr like a kitten or can be as mean as a bobcat. I feel a woman should be treated like a kitten or else you'll get scratched and that can be nasty.
A smart man knows that. a stupid one are the ones that should be scratched. A smart man knows a woman has many different women inside them. We all can be sweet, or defensive, submisissive, or a dominatrix, shy, or very bold, nieve, or very street smart. in all we are all of that and a hell of alot more, but first we are who we are. stupid men think we are playing games we aren't sometimes we are not really sure of ourselves and tend to over do these personas A really smart man understands that. they enjoy our unpredictable behavior. a smart women knows men are the same way but, they won't admit it or are in complete denial they don't realize they have more than one person in them and they will turn around and say women are crazy well guys your just as if not worse than we are and the only real difference between us is our inner plumbing.
so everyone, here's the lowdown dirty truth we are made up different people inside to protect ourselves from being hurt but it's not a armour at all because to be human is to hurt and cry, so be able to laugh yourself first before you laugh at anyone else because you'll never know who your going to meet in that mirror.
