dear mom dear dad,
the time has come.
i'm being called HOME,
something i can't ignore...
not anymore.
when i go,
when you'v found me,
lifeless and cold,
give me a helena dress
and a funeral,
timeless and old.
i tried,
u must understand,
to be the best i could...
i fought life but i lost
i did wat i would...
tell them
warn them
against wat i'v done
tell the ones who care
i loved them from day one.
tell my sister
she can have my room.
tell my friends
not to blame themselves
for my doom.
tell the kids at school
the news
they wont care
they just want
their drugs and booze.
plz dont hate me
i didnt mean to cause you pain
i'm so sorry
i wasnt sane...
