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Monday 4/22/07
I finally got to talk to Tommy today and it sounds like Lisa's funeral was really nice, well as nice as a funeral can be anyway. They buried her with her baby doll that she always carried around with her, and some stuffed animals and put a bracelet on her that Tommy's mom made for her awhile back. He wrote a 4 page letter to her and read it at the funeral so I thought that was really sweet of him to do as well. They seem to be doing ok so far but it's still rough on them. They will be going through her things sometime soon as well. Well, I'm getting tired so I think I'm going to end this entry here, I just wanted to write about her funeral. Hope everyone has a great night.

Name Change
okay,so the merry month of may is nearly upon us. and it is the time us faerys start actively flittin about. and now is when my fae side comes out more. which is also my dark, chaotic side. >;) so be patient, my sweet side may return.

I Hate Moving
AS MUCH AS I HATE THE IDEA OF MOVING, IT IS GOING TO HAPPEN THIS SUMMER. I AM MOVING BACK TO STOCKBRIDGE. I AM TIRED OF BEING SO FAR AWAY FROM MY FRIENDS, MY JOB, AND THE PLACE WHERE I STILL SPEND MOST OF MY TIME. I MOVED BY MYSELF LAST YEAR TO MY CURRENT PLACE. I HAD SO MANY SO CALLED FRIENDS WHO OFFERED TO HELP OUT, BUT I ENDED UP DOING IT ON MY OWN. THANK GOD I DIDNT HAVE BIG STUFF TO CARRY. I HAVE DECIDED THAT THIS TIME, I AM GOING TO PACK EVERYTHING UP, AND HAVE SOMEONE COME MOVE IT FOR ME. NOT THAT I WOULDNT DO IT AGAIN ON MY OWN, BUT BECAUSE I CAN NOT RELY ON SO CALLED FRIENDS, AND MY INJURY, I WONT DAMAGE MY BODY TO GET IT ACCOMPLISHED.

Politics On Tv All The Time ! Damn !
Great Again One nation, one people, one land A dream unrealized though close at hand When we fail to see that the division they cause It shows in our people the greatest of flaws When we let them divide us on issues of race we loose our humanities saving grace when we let them pretend that nothing is wrong we will all live a sad, sad country song they feed us things to keep us from seeing feed the ills and we loose our own being lost in a sea of non issues and non truths not able to know how to vote in the booths they tell us lies and we eat the rewards of sloth they divide us on religion they use men of the cloth they tell us what's wrong with countries moral upbringing do you hear the sound of liberties last ringing ? they keep us focused on anything that is unreal the whole time they take from us all we believe and feel They chant at us about war and our freedom to live they wait for us to turn our backs and the stick in the shiv we pay th

Tangled Threads
Tangled threads When the heart cry's To be with out my love The oath was broken We died a hunderd times I love you very much Yet the lies are ensnaring With words we try Yet our voices break We cry, we shout and love Thinking I died again I want a bath I go back to you again Yet love is a loosing game with us I never miss the pain I miss the smiles into each others eyes The words are down Why can we not forget the pain Memmories mar my mind Why not yours The end of faith is waiting on us So lets move on and love a new My tears dry on their own Does yours Let us be our own best friends Let the entangled threads be I hear "I Hope you die" Leave them in the shadows And walk away from the chains of lies and anger The sun goes down now So give me a kiss It is all a page in the life of love Entangled thou it be Entangled threads of dreams and love I never miss the pain I miss the smiles, the kiss, and the starring into each othe

Little Info
I am 27 and have 2 kids am seperated and looking for someone who is real and honest no games. I am very open and blont so if you ask i will tell you i am a open book. I am not into drugs and i don't drink if you wanna know more just ask. i am on yahoo messanger most the time.

Self...
I walked many miles Carrying uncountable false faces One I held true all the while Takes me to dark places I waited for others to send rescue Praying for miracles unsent In my hand was blood untrue Blaming myself I never attempted to vent...

Novice Master
This is a strange topic but it is close to my heart, I am a novice Master, and I greatly want to learn from a real Master, but until then I will just continue reading on the subject, and for those of you who think that Masters and Slaves are sick understand it is a deeper emotional and physical relationship that just meer dating and thats what I want something more than just love, that and I want the control. I mean to know you are giving someone what they truly crave, and knowing they are doing like wise to you just thrills me, even though it may confuse some of you I am not here to question your lives, and don't want you questioning mine.

If I Can Remember
I think it's because I want to post a MUM..... I want to see other views on that mum and gauge their thought s on my MUM and it will give me a better understandinf of what I am asking. I hope to be a level 5 soon. I hope I'm right on the level 5. Sometimes I stay up way too late being that I haveto be at work really early. Maybe my Muse will read this and give me some pointers?.

25 Signs That You've Grown Up For Good
1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6 You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald 's leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16. You take naps. 17. Dinner and a movie is the whole date instead of the

New Job
well now i have a new job if i want it... working for walt disney world the happiest place on earth. it will be my job to make all of ur dreams come true. exciting huh? if i accept i will be moving to orlando in aug see ya there

Ok What Is Wrong With Me
Ok what is wrong with me. I get up every morning and go to work which I am very good at and then I come home and get on the computer everyday. I have met alot of people here but no people that I can go meet and hang out with. I have owned my own bar and I have been known to just go out and meet people. Evere since I have turned into my thirties I find my self just coming home and getting on here and just sitting around. I am curious is this just me or is it all of us. Do we just find ourselves relying on our friends here which by the way are awesome or have we given up. I want to meet people to hang out with and have a good time. I love to cook out and drink beer. Lately there is noone to do this with. What is wrong with me?

Blonde Logic
BLONDE LOGIC Two blondes living in Oklahoma were sitting on a bench talking, and one blonde says to the other, "Which do you think is farther away... Florida or the moon?" The other blonde turns and says "Helloooooooooo, can you see Florida ?????" CAR TROUBLE A blonde pushes her BMW into a gas station. She tells the mechanic it died. After he works on it for a few minutes, it is idling smoothly. She says, What's the story?" He replies, "Just crap in the carburetor" She asks, "How often do I have to do that?" SPEEDING TICKET A police officer stops a blonde for speeding and asks her very nicely if he could see her license. She replied in a huff, "I wish you guys would get your act together. Just yesterday you take away my license and then today you expect me to show it to you!" RIVER WALK There's this blonde out for a walk. She comes to a river and sees another blonde on the opposite bank. "Yoo-hoo!" she shouts, "How can I get to the other side?

Friends And Fans Alike....
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

I Need Your Help.....
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

Downraters!!!!
I hate down raters, they are so rude and shouldn't be on the site if they arent gonna give 10's....my theory like a lot of peoples, not gonna give a 10 or 11 then don't freakin rate my pics, stash, page, or anything else! She had the gal to tell me that she rated on honesty.....HELLLLOOOOO its a beautiful blue rose as my default picture!!! So i told her not to rate any of my stuff! Bitter_Sweet@ CherryTAP 6-8-07 another downrater cherry_pop916@ CherryTAP

A Walk On A Beach On A Warm Night
Our Beach You and I walk hand in hand Under the stars and through the sand Waves crash with thundering sound With love for each other our heart does pound Kisses deep and passions caress Slowly we both do undress Holding and touching excitement grows Both of us loving for our soul knows That hand in hand we will go through life Facing all through the joys and strife Passion unending we will always share For two who are one nothing else can compare Holding and loving there on the jersey beach You’re the one who brought the stars within reach By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Good Advice
Life always brings problems. We really can’t live without them. And so it helps to shift our perspective. We can stop trying to avoid the problems. We can stop feeling victimized by what’s happening. Instead, we can consciously work with the challenge of the moment to learn more about ourselves and the world. When we make this shift in attitude, we discover ourselves to be strong and powerful. Every lesson is a widening and deepening of consciousness. It is a stretching of the mind beyond its conceptual limits and a stretching of the heart beyond its emotional boundaries. It is a bringing of unconscious material into consciousness, a healing of past wounds, and a discovery of new faith and trust. -- Paul Ferrini

Everything Test.
The Everything Test There are many different types of tests on the internet today. Personality tests, purity tests, stereotype tests, political tests. But now, there is one test to rule them all. Traditionally, online tests would ask certain questions about your musical tastes or clothing for a stereotype, your experiences for a purity test, or deep questions for a personality test.We're turning that upside down - all the questions affect all the results, and we've got some innovative results too! Enjoy :-) Personality You are more logical than emotional, more concerned about self than concerned about others, more atheist than religious, more loner than dependent, more lazy than workaholic, more rebel than traditional, more engineering mind than artistic mind, more cynical than idealist, more leader than follower, and more introverted than extroverted.As for specific personality traits, you are adventurious (100%), romantic (71%), innovative (64%). Stereo

I'm Sorry....please Believe
I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry that your last man treated you like shit and i am sorry again that you now cannot tr

Smiling Dreams
Smiling dreams the way of the wild heart still speaks Same soul many bodies the power of now On this day safe haven Grace eventually, the thought of faith Starting now your best life begins now Spritual pride progress I gave back time In a life that never ends Beyond Belief Amplified is the dreams And the rebrith of spirit is true It doesn't interest me, what you do for a living I want to know what you ache for Show me your dreams Lick your lips and tell my your lifes story As I will to you Peaceful warrior a dream can be disappearance of the universe is a nightmare A souls flight and huanted places Is lieing to onself Pause reset the mind A smile dreams Yes, smiling dreams Forever

How Many Can U Remember???
1. What did Mother Goose ride through the air on?? 2. What did Little Bo Peep lose?? 3.Who did the black sheep have 3 bags of wool for?? 4.What was Little Miss Muffet eating?? 5.What did Jack and Jill go up the hill to fetch?? 6.Where did the old woman with so many children live?? 7.How many blackbirds were baked in a pie?? 8.Whose nose did the blackbird snap off?? 9.What 3 men were in the tub?? 10.What could Jack Sprat NOT eat?? 11.What did Old King Cole call for?? 12.In Pat a Cake, what do you mark the cake with?? 13.What did the Pussycat find under the Queens chair when he went to London?? 14.What does the third little piggy do?? 15.What did Humpty Dumpty sit on?? 16.In Hickory Dickory Dock what ran up the clock?? 17.What are little boys made of?? 18.Where was little boy blue?? 19.What did the three little kittens lose?? 20.What did peter peter pumpkin eater put his wife in?? 21.What did Little Jack Horner put in his Christ

Stressed Out
Ever have one of those days you would like to choke the living crap out of some buttwipe that deperately needs it. I'm having one of those lifetimes. Everyone seems to be crappin on me and some i just can't do anything about it. My family would like to choke the living crap out of my hubby, especially my neice. I just wished that i could win a lottery and be able to have nice stuff and all the bills taken care of.

What White Chocolate Princess Stands For!
- White chocolate princess's Sexy Acronym - Wis for...WarmHis for...HeavenlyIis for...ImpassionedTis for...TitillatingEis for...Enticing is for...Cis for...CarnalHis for...HornyOis for...OrgiasticCis for...CarnalOis for...OverpoweringLis for...LuringAis for...AdultTis for...TitillatingEis for...Enchanting is for...Pis for...PervertRis for...RisqueIis for...IrresistibleNis for...NakedCis for...CoitusEis for...Enchanting

Sexology 101-my First Story
http://www.literotica.com/stories/memberpage.php?uid=278955 Well today I helped co-write my first literotica story. with my wife kiss. www.cherrytap.com/kissmygrits Check it out if you enjoy well written adult literature. We have named this one "sexology 101" we intend on creating an entire series out of this, based around a couple that learns new experiences sexually with each other. Let us know what you think!! We would love to hear from you Lata Word Man

4-23-07 Astrology
Why not strike out in a different direction if you want to fulfill your true potential? Your integrity and values demand so much more than you're giving. It may be scary at first, but it'll be worth it in the end.

Flirty Style......hmmmm
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What's Your Flirt Style? MY RESULT:Touchy Feely When you see something you like, you’re not afraid to reach out and grab it. Literally.Being touchy-feely is by far the most effective means of letting someone know you’re interested. Well, interested in fondling them, at least. If you want to let them know that you like them in a deeper way, we recommend trying something a little more subtle...which would be, oh, just about anything. Maybe you should offer them half of your sandwich or something. Take This Quiz!

Me
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Germ On Your Job?
I was just wondering if you have one of these idiots on your job. I've been working this job for the past month. It's not one of those jobs I'm gonna make a career out of. I'm just trying to work it to get up the money so I can start my own business. All the people there know what I'm gonna do but this one idiot. This is an older woman, 50 or 60 years of age, whatever. Anyway, I keep hearing things from other people that she keeps saying about me. I'm the type of person that comes to work to do my job, gemme my check, and I'm gone. I'm not trying to be no one's friend. If you're cool, thats fine, I may talk to you briefly. But this woman keeps running her mouth saying things that can get me fired. It's stupid shit like, I left stuff in the garbage and she said I drew all over everything. She also lied and told another female co-worker I drank her water. Dumb shit, right, I know. But let me clear something up. I drew a little face no bigger than an inche on the de

A New Story Written And Submitted To Literotica
http://www.literotica.com/stories/memberpage.php?uid=278955 Check it out. My husband and I wrote this jointly. It has both perspectives which are often missing in literotica. Usually you get one side. This time you have both. We intend on creating a series of this. We are calling it "sexology 101". It will take up to 72 hours to be approved. Let us know what you think.. and hop on over, and tell hubby what you think as well www.cherrytap.com/wordman Muahz Kiss

What Is Going On???
ok so we are staying with a friend, to help her out, while her and teeny go to work...so im the babysitter, but what happens when a fight breaks out, between mother and daughter? i love helping friends out, but i try to be there and i just feel my energy being pulled away! it happened in canada and its happened here a few times... my friends are awesome and i love them all, but i need to be able to start working, so we can get our lives started!!!! somedays you just feel you cant take it nomore... and other days it goes by like the mind!!! why cant the wind just take everything away right now

Tea's Dream
Tea leaf's brewing World wrought with interest Life goes on I made love to my heart in poetic verse She has finally found me in her dreams Tender is the heart We are in good standing Can you plan to love me In the eyes of an angel We sing in our soul of love Our smiles, show the happiness A kiss gives ardent love Now drink the tea Let your life speak Healing choices, it is all good When apart we are togehter the tea's brewed is still hot to taste I want to play, to walk in the park, to choose songs Yet work awaits Even over love But love shines thru From a fertile bed of love So many influences outside of love Review them and cast them aside Legend of love is true for the heart All this while waiting For the frist drink of brewed tea The heart of tea's dreams Day's dreams are real also Tea's Dream

I Miss You
I miss you.... Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always This sick strange darkness Comes creeping on so haunting every time Hello there, the angel from my nightmare The shadow in the background of the morgue The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley We can live like Jack and Sally if we want Where you can always find me We'll have Halloween on Christmas And in the night we'll wish this never ends We'll wish this never ends (I miss you I miss you) (I miss you I miss you) Where are you and I'm so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always This sick strange darkness Comes creeping on so haunting every time And as I stared I counted Webs from all the spiders Catching things and eating their insides Like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason Will you come home and stop this pain tonight Stop this pain tonight Don't waste your time on me you're al

I Stolded
How good are you in bed?Just PerfectYou love to please and to be pleased. Sometime wild and crazy. Other times sweet and pasionate. Your lover(s) are please with your sex drive and amazing ability to give it to them the way that they like it!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Just When I Thought Rock Bottom Had Been Achieved . . .
I am convinced, WHOLEHEARTEDLY, that someone put the bad juju on me . . . Just when I thought my life had hit rock bottom with the death of another friend a little over a week ago, I received an interesting little e-mail today from someone I never met informing me of something very disturbing about a man who is, rather WAS, a very large and important part of my life. Let's just say it seems I have been playing the idiot for quite sometime now . . . pretty much since last Summer. As has become the norm, I cried a great deal today. I am done with that right now as I am convinced I have no more tears left to cry. As always, I have regained my composure (Thank you Slappy!) and I know that I will get past this YET AGAIN. My friends don't need to say anything . . . I will be quite fine . . . I always manage to be. The song playing on my profile says it all . . . Cryin' on the corner, waitin' in the rain I swear I'll never, ever wait again You gave me your word..but words

Got The Job
Woohoo! Today hasn't been such a bad Monday considering the last few have just royally sucked a big one. I have been a temp at my place of employment since a week before Christmas. Today they told me that I got the position as a permanent one and I'm so happy. Its the perfect hours and not a bad job to begin with. This job keeps me on my toes and there's something new each day. There is gratitude when it's deserved and its never the kind of pat on the back that you feel, its the kind that you hear in a person's voice when you have helped them in the slightest little bit. So, just lettin a lil bit of joy on this end . . . hope all is well with you! Have a good night! ~Sassy~

My Life
HELLO I'M HERE TO TALK A LITTLE BIT ABOUT ME AND MY LIFE. MY NAME IS ERIN I AM BI SEXUAL AND MARRIED TO A WONDERFUL SEXY MAN, MY JOE. WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 7 YEARS AND BEEN MARRIED 5. WE HAVE HAD OUR SHARE OF PROBLEMS BUT WE NEVER GIVE UP ON EACH OTHER AND AFTER A LONG BATTLE WITH MY BIPOLAR I AM FINALLY BACK TO THE SAME OLE ME AGAIN. THE ONE HE MET 7 YEARS AGO, AND I AM HAPPY TO SAY I LOVE HIM MORE NOW AFTER ALL HE'S DONE FOR ME AND PUT UP WITH. WE HAVE 2 WONDERFUL KIDS TOGETHER. TREY IS 5, AND MY MAZY IS 2. THEY ARE THE GREATEST KIDS IN THE WORLD. A LITTLE NERVE RACKING SOMETIMES BUT THEY ARE AWESOME. I AM BLESSED TO HAVE A WHOLE BUNCH OF FRIENDS. I PUT 2 OF THEM THROUGH HELL THIS YEAR WHILE I WAS BATTLING WITH MY BIPOLAR AND FOR THAT I AM TRULY SORRY GIRLS.(YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE).. I LIVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD AND MY FAMILY AND I OWE HIM THE WORLD. I AM HOPING ONE DAY TO BE ABLE TO REPAY HIM FOR ALL HE HAS DONE. WELL THATS ALL FOR NOW. KEEP SMILING, KEEP SHI

Untitled
I need to walk for myself, I need to look back into the mirror and take another look at myself. I know your mad, but I can't do this right now. Ask a question and hear the answer from my grapevine, maybe its my time to go, or maybe I should try to find mine. I can't finish this cause I'm too weak to speak, I doubt you'd understand but for now theres the slipping of my hand. The darkness will still be my friend, the beast might've gotten the best of me. xxx ~ Bob Cat

Break Time.
Thank it own it live it. Like warm gun barrels smoldering in the sand. Run it warn it loan it. Take it. I neverwasneverknowneverwillbe. And its the damndest thing. Happiness really does write white. But what comes next? Oh..right.. That tidal wave of things I don't want to do.

Before We Met
Before we met I was only half alive Then I saw a part of me within the depths of your eyes That first date, we had dinner and shared with one another I had this feeling that I somehow knew you before This body of mine has come to peaks of sensuality You are showing me to make love without restraint For that I will never quite be the same Before we met, making love was just an act Now that you are here I can never look back If we ever do part ways I will forever be grateful to have met you that day

In This Moment
Taking your hand Fingers to my lips I want to love every inch of you Taste every part of your body As if I can drink your love's blood Through your very pores I want to get lost in your eyes Consumed by your kiss Set my body on fire Quench the fire in my blood With sweet caresses Touch my soul with your passion Lay down beside me Feel my body crying for you Lets get lost in each other Touching,tasting,exploring We will exceed passion, go beyond bliss For this is our time Want me like no other Need you, like the air that I breathe Together, one mind, one soul Fused in the heat of passionate love Existing in this moment

Angels Would Fall
The rope thats wrapped around me Is cutting through my skin And the doubts that have surrounded me Are finding their way in I keep it close to me Like a holy man prays In my desperate hour Its better that way So Ill come by and see you again Ill be such a very good friend Have mercy on my soul I will never let you know Where my mind has been Angels never came down Theres no one here they want to hang around But if they knew If they knew you at all Then one by one the angels Angels would fall Ive crept into your temple I have slept upon your pew Ive dreamed of the divinity Inside and out of you I want it more than truth I can taste it on my breath I would give my life just for a little death So Ill come by and see you again Ill be just a very good friend I will not look upon your face I will not touch upon your grace Your ecclesiastic skin Ill come by and see you again Ill have to be a very good friend If I whisper they will know Ill just turn

The Shoot
Our first shoot together managed to be pretty comfortable from the start. I had always imagined that shooting with you would be fun, and if feels like I couldn’t find anything else that I would rather do. You seemed just as eager for this as I did, and it was perfect finding someone that I could shoot with to help build confidence in my work, practice, and get lots of great shots. Enjoying being around you was an extremely great bonus. All week leading up to the shoot, we have been speaking everyday making work seem to fly by so much faster. During the time that we knew each other, there was an obvious tension building that couldn’t be denied. It was like a dream in which I had full control of every situation. Each time I thought that I was going to say something that might offend you, you countered with something that would take me completely off guard about how you would enjoy it, or mention something that made me feel completely comfortable telling you my darkest secrets. Our conve

The Massage
You came over to visit and I knew you were having a really bad day, so I decided to help you try to take the edge off. So, I offered to give you a massage knowing how much you loved them. Alone in my room, I laid you down on my bed on top of your stomach, and started to rub your shoulders. It was nice day and you were wearing a tank top even though my air conditioning was on and it was a little cool in the room. Your hair was long and in the way, so I had to move it to the side so I could have access to your bare shoulders. My hands were sort of dry, so I grabbed my lotion and started putting in on my hands. They became kinda greasy, but it made giving you a massage a little easier. My hands worked their way down the back of your shirt a little so I wouldn’t get lotion on your shirt. You lifted yourself up some and pulled your shirt off completely saying “Its probably easier this way“. I really didn’t mind at all, and picked up the bottle of lotion so I could put it directly on y

The Surprise
Long days have passed since the last time I had laid my eyes upon you. Ok, so maybe it had only been a few hours since you departed. Sitting all alone in the barren and empty room allowed my mind to wander further. Laying on the bed with the TV as my only solace from eternal boredom, I decided that since I couldn?t for the life of me stop thinking about you, I would do something special for you. Just as I started to concentrate on what I could do for you one of those stupid commercials for the FTD flower company came on and the brainstorm that followed cause the proverbial light bulb to go off and then explode with ideas. A frantic note was written down and left on the table as I fled the place in a hurry. Out to my car I ran as fast as I could. I jumped up and slid across the hood and deftly landed on the other side in a Dukes of Hazard style move. There was no need for it, but it was more then fun. A full speed trip to the mall pumped even more adrenaline into my system causing m

My Fantasy
Your lips are soft, Against my nexk, You make my body tingle, From head to toe, I can't control myself around you, Emotions I feel are too wild and I can't let go. Dustin, you're my fantasy. Wrap your arms around me, And I am in ecstasy. I wanna feel you close, inside me. Hold me, kiss me, want me, make love to me. You whisper naughty words in my ear. Spread me wide, got me grinning from ear to ear. I wrap my arms around you, and take you in. Dustin, you're my fantasy. Wrap your arms around me, And I'm in ecstasy. I wanna feel you close, inside of me. Hold me, kiss me, make love to me.

In The Hotel
A flash of an intrigingly sly smile warmed my heart as I looked deep into your eyes I could tell that there was more to it. Its only been a few weeks since I have been with you but it seems so much longer. I have known you for so long yet never have we been single at the same time before. The hours spent talking pass like mere seconds in your presence. I have wanted to have you to myself for so long yet I never said anything about it to anyone before. Now we are alone in hotel room and I can feel the energy in the room. The room was poorly lit since my hands were full from the bags I was holding and you just walked in to sit on hte bed. The lone rays of light that peaked through were from the open cracks in the blinds. I look over at you sitting on the bed watching me put my stuff away. You just had this look in your eyes that made me feel that you had thought of me for the whole time I was thinking about you. It seemed like so many years. I thought I was going to be so much more ner

People Come Into Your Life For A Reason
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there…to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that

Older Dream About Someone
Awakening in a silent room, you realize were not in a familiar place that you were used to waking up in. Feeling a slight chill you looked down at yourself and noticed you were only wearing an oversized black AFI T-shirt and nothing else. Feeling a sense of security when you finally recognized you were in my barracks room sleeping in my bed. Still somewhat groggy you pulled the dark blue blanket back up over your body and laid back down surrounded by pillows as you wondered where I was as you tried to drift back to sleep. Seconds later the door popped open and I walked through giving you quite the startle. As I closed the door behind myself you saw I was carrying a bag and a couple of sodas from McDonalds. I had a quick laugh when I saw your reaction to my coming through the door. “Jumpy?” I asked as you laid back down on the bed and closed your eyes for a second trying to adjust to the small amount of light filtering through the blinds. “Meh.” you replied silently a

"goodnight"
I was on the internet one night, And came across someone so nice, We introduced ourselves and talked about certain things, But never did I know that this could be. How could it be that you are so far but yet near, When constantly I'm wishing you were here, Why is it that the treasures you long for most, Are always so far but never too close? I thanks the Gods for sending you my way, And to see you soon is what I pray, Everything I do I can't do without thinking of you. I cant figure out what to do, All I seem to think about is you, Before I go to bed and when I wake up too. It's funny how one night we're online, Then the next you whisper in my ear, "Goodnight".

Texas Salesman
A young guy from Texas moves to California and goes to a big department store looking for a job. The manager says, "Do you have any sales experience?" The kid says, "Yeah, I was a salesman back home in Texas." The boss liked the kid so he gave him the job. "You start tomorrow. I'll come down after we close and see how you did." His first day on the job was rough but he got through it. After the store was locked up, the boss came down. "How many sales did you make today?" Kid says, "One." Boss says, "Just one? Our sales people average 20 or 30 sales a day. How much was the sale for?" Kid says "$201,237.64." Boss says "201,237.64?? What the heck did you sell?" Kid says, "First I sold him a small fish hook. Then I sold him a medium fish hook. Then I sold him a larger fish hook. Then I sold him a new fishing rod.Then I asked him where he was going fishing and he said down at the coast, so I told him he was gonna need a boat; we went down to the boat department and

A Year Already!
Well this wednesday will mark the one year anniversary of my dear Pop Pop's passing. Seems like it's been longer. I'm actually nervous about his service. It will be the first time I've actually sang in front of a crowd, since his passing. Guess when he died he took the song in my heart. My pop pop was the reason I started singing in the first place, besides my uncle who has very successful band in Germany. Every single time I would walk thru the front door he would break into a chorus of "Just Call Me Angel". (Cause of him nick naming me Angel, well Engel to be exact.) I could have the worst day going and as soon as I would see him with his smile from ear to ear and hear that song, I couldn't help but have a better day. Seems like I haven't had to many since his passing where I've smiled. Everything just falls a part. Loved ones leave and family falls a part. It's true that once the people that hold the families together pass everything turns for the worst. However, I

Cross Examining The Coroner
A defending attorney was cross examining a coroner. The attorney asked, "Before you signed the death certificate had you taken the man's pulse?" The coroner said, "No." The attorney then asked, "Did you listen for a heart beat?", and again the coroner said, "No." Then the attorney asked, "Did you check for breathing?", and again the coroner said, "No." "So when you signed the death certificate you had not taken any steps to make sure the man was dead, had you?" The coroner, now tired of the brow beating said, "Well, let me put it this way. The man's brain was sitting in a jar on my desk, but for all I know he could be out there practicing law somewhere."

Survey
1. Name one person who made you smile today? josh 2.What were you doing at 8 am today? on the computer 3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? watchin taking to josh 4. What is something that happened to you in 1994?ummm that was a long time ago i have no clue 5. What is the last thing you said aloud? i'm hungry 6. How many different things did you drink today? water, milk. pop 7. What color is your hairbrush? black 8. What was the last thing you bought? milk, cereal, coffee 9. What was the last gift you received? tshirt and bullet 10. What color is your front door? white 11. Where do you keep your money? i pick mine off the tree in the back yard 12. What was the weather like today? overcast and drizzles 13. YOur favorite Ice Cream? coffee,mint choc chip 14. What are you excited about? mark and his harley 15. Say something about the person you're with? which guy, i date alot 16. What size shoe do you wear? 8.5-9 18. Are you very random? no 19.

Was An Accident!
I accidentally just reported a picture as nsfw! I didnt' mean too, I meant to click on the thing about morphing pictures that was right above the report thing. oopsie! I hope I don't get in trouble for doing it, and I hope they don't do anything to that guys pic,lol. whoopsie!

Just...ugh.
Hate (I Really Don't Like You) - Plain White T's Love love love love love love You were everything I wanted You were everything a girl could be Then you left me brokenhearted Now you don't mean a thing to me All I wanted was your Love love love love love love Hate is a strong word But I really, really, really don't like you Now that it's over I don't even know what I liked about you Brought you around and you just brought me down Hate is a strong word But I really, really, really don't like you I really don't like you Thought that everything was perfect (perfect) Isn't that how it's supposed to be? Thought you thought that I was worth it Now I think a little differently All I wanted was your Love love love love love love Hate is a strong word But I really, really, really don't like you (I really don't like you) Now that it's over I don't even know what I liked about you (liked about you) Brought you around and you just brought me down Hate is a

It Only Takes One.
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Russell Simmons Want To Remove Offensive Words From Rap Music !!!
NEW YORK (Reuters) - Prominent U.S. hip-hop executive Russell Simmons on Monday recommended eliminating the words "bitch," "ho" and "nigger" from the recording industry, considering them "extreme curse words." ADVERTISEMENT The call comes less than two weeks after radio personality Don Imus' nationally syndicated and televised radio show was canceled amid public outcry over Imus calling a women's basketball team "nappy-headed hos." Simmons, co-founder of the Def Jam label and a driving force behind hip-hop's huge commercial success, called for voluntary restrictions on the words and setting up an industry watchdog to recommend guidelines for lyrical and visual standards. "We recommend that the recording and broadcast industries voluntarily remove/bleep/delete the misogynistic words 'bitch' and 'ho' and the racially offensive word 'nigger'," Simmons and Benjamin Chavis, co-chairmen of the advocacy group Hip-Hop Summit Action Network, said in a statement. "These three wo

Thanks 2 All !!!!!
Hello My Cherries...I just Wanted to say thanks for all the Birthday Comments lol My Box was filled when I logged on Muahhhhhhhhh Your the best & It made my day Soooooo good I'll wont forget your Birthday Just let me know when its comming up Aight Hit me Wheneva....Sorry If I dont get back to you fast thats because I gotta gt my internet connection back up & running @ home been doing sum running around & I now spend a lot of time @ my new job But I'll make sure to show you Sum Love Aight Be Easy... Amirz Image......

Part 4
The Kearsarge was being built in Pascagoula Mississippi, but we met up in Norfolk VA, for training. They put us through a lot of schools to be the best possible crew for the new ship. It commissioned in October, 1993. (Incidently, the USS Forrestal was decommissioned just a few weeks earlier.) I was a very productive member of the crew being the department Maintenance and Material Management (3M) Assistant. In May 1994, we were invited to be the flag ship for Fleet Week in New York City. We tied up to the same pier as in 1989 on the Forrestal. I took some of the younger sailors who had never been there to some of the sights, including the World Trade Center, Empire State Building and Yankee Stadium for a game against Kansas City. In the top of the first inning, George Brett hit a two run homer. In the bottom of the first, Wade Boggs hit a solo shot for New York. Final score, 2-1, Kansas City. The spring of 1995 was our first deployment. It was the more traditional,

Pop That Cherry Son
i've been myspacing it up for a while now, and a cheap whore of a friend turned me on to cherrytap. this is my first blog, so here goes... i'm 23, i live temporarily in westerly, ri with my mom and little brother. until last month, i was living in plainville, ct and working in middletown as a customer service manager for a toner distribution company. on march 9, i broke my goddamn ankle and was promptly thrown out of my house and my job taken from me. sweet, right? not so much. i needed surgery on my ankle, and i've been recooping at mom's since. you can say i have shitty luck - it won't hurt my feelings. i would have to agree. i'm looking for a job and home somewhere in the southeastern ct area, so holler if ya know something i don't. i need all the help i can get. my best friend is a bitch named schmemily. she takes it deep. anally. with sand. i have a great network of friends here in sect that i've managed to hold onto by a thread and now i'm desperately trying to find pe

U.s. Says Wiccan Symbol Can Appear On Veterans’ Headstones
U.S. Says Wiccan Symbol Can Appear on Veterans’ Headstones By NEELA BANERJEE Published: April 23, 2007 WASHINGTON, April 23 — To settle a lawsuit, the Department of Veterans Affairs has agreed to add the Wiccan pentacle to a list of approved religious symbols that it will engrave on veterans’ headstones. The settlement, which was reached on Friday, was announced today by Americans United for the Separation of Church and State, which represented the plaintiffs in the case. The Veterans Affairs Department confirmed the settlement. Though it has many forms, Wicca is a type of pre-Christian belief that worships the divine as mother and father and reveres nature and its cycles. Until now, the Veterans Affairs department had approved 38 symbols to indicate the faith of deceased service members on memorials. It normally takes a few months for a petition by a faith group to win the department’s approval, but the effort to win approval for the Wiccan symbol took about 10 ye

Mushy Crap :)
Awwww a child could of made up this song,but isn't that the point of Love when you love like a child there is no conditions on the love it doesn't stop suddenly ,unconditional and pure,fun loving,forgiving,trusting,in awww of another It is easy for a child to give this to a parent and a parent to a child but to give all this to another human being seems hard,well darling Tomaran it in fact is very easy for me to give all this and more to you that is why I know with all my heart you truly are my soul mate a part of me that I didn't know that was missing and now is complete.So what ever may cross our journeys path we will face it together hand and hand I will never loss grip to your hand, nor will I ever loss sight of why we started this path together because of true love and there is no other way to face a life time together without loving like a child.Seeing truths in you, in us that some may never see they may judge ,they may try to destroy ,even saying it isn't true,or selfish but r

What Do You Do?
What do you do with the pain? When you just don't see the point of waking up anymore? When everything seems to be out of phase with the reality that you are living in? What do you do when someone who you really don't like starts riding you and it's just one of those days that you can't seem to let it pass, every word hits you like a hammer? There's this little ball inside that keeps on growing. Sometimes it's a blinding white sphere; other times it a black orb that soaks up the light and life from everything as it rises up from your gut, as each word seems to feed it. Most of the time you can fight it back, you can ignore it, taste some bile but move on but what happens when you can't? What happens when it seems that the whole world is against you? Every step you take seems to lead you closer and closer to something you dread? Like a stupid horror movie that puts things in slow motion? The rational side of you knows that this is life, shit happens but... why today? why not a littl

Untiteled
I sit there, waiting. What am i waiting for? I still have yet to answer this question. Its dark in my room. Really dark. I sit on my bed and smoke a cigarette, watching the ceiling fan. Its storming out side and the rain is starting to come in threw my window. I just leave it open. Feeling the gust of wind bring in the cold rain. Reminds me of the past, when me and my fiance would walk around in it. The thunder clashing together in the clouds, almost looks like a dance. My cat jumps on my bed. Dammit. . .I dropped my cigarette. I watch it hit the wooden floor and go out from the rain. Still thinking about what I'm waiting for. What am I waiting for? Why am I here? And who is at my front door at 2:30 in the morning. I open up the door and find out what I was waiting for. I was waiting for my fiance to get home from work. But instead it was a police officer. They showed up which isn't normally a good thing. He tells me my fiance is dead. They found His car around the block from my

Yeltsin
Except for having to disagree with the description (practically. everywhere.) of his politics as "reform"-oriented (well, in an odd manner of speaking that makes the language groan and sob, I guess...), I will just report for those who don't know... and so as to have it noted here- that Boris Yeltsin, an important figure in Russia's history, died today Monday 4-23-2007. (I only learned a few hours ago myself.)

Spiders
A father watched his young daughter playing in the garden. He smiled as he reflected on how sweet and pure his little girl was. Tears formed in his eyes as he thought about her seeing the wonders of nature through such innocent eyes. Suddenly she just stopped and stared at the ground. He went over to her to see what work of God had captured her attention. He noticed she was looking at two spiders mating. "Daddy, what are those two spiders doing?" she asked. "They're mating," her father replied. What do you call the spider on top?" she asked. "That's a Daddy Longlegs," her father answered. "So, the other one is a Mommy Longlegs?" the little girl asked. As his heart soared with the joy of such a cute and innocent question he replied: "No dear. Both of them are Daddy Longlegs". The little girl, looking a little puzzled, thought for a moment......... then took her foot and stomped them flat and said, "Well, we're not having any of that gay shit in our garden."

Spring Cleaning!!
Lets see who actually reads these things. I'm posting a bulletin as well, but... I am going to be cleaning out my family, friends and such... If you want to remain on my lists you'll reply to this if not you can kiss your ass goodbye from my list.. There is a very very very select few who this doesn't apply to and you should know who you are.. I give you all until Friday, then I'm going on a mass deleting spree. True Story

Pieces (work In Progress)
We f a l l Together, like a memory. Fragments, Pieces, Of a perfect life. He, a Dark Dream. I, a turbulent Storm. Yet sometimes, Nothing is as it seems Love. Hate. Trust. ... Was it all a dream? Did I imagine it all along? My memories are all I have now... And with every day that passes, I miss him more... But those fragments of that impossible dream Sustain my hope of the future...

Divorce And Driving
A married couple is driving along a highway doing a steady 40 miles per hour. The wife is behind the wheel. Her husband suddenly looks across at her and speaks in a clear voice. "I know we've been married for twenty years, but I want a divorce." The wife says nothing, keeps looking at the road ahead but slowly increases her speed to 45 mph. The husband speaks again. "I don't want you to try and talk me out of it," He says, "because I've been having an affair with your best friend, And she's a far better lover than you are." Again the wife stays quiet, but grips the steering wheel more tightly and slowly increases the speed to 55 He pushes his luck. "I want the house," he says insistently. Up to 60 . "I want the car, too," he continues. 65 mph. "And," he says, "I'll have the bank accounts, all the credit cards and the boat!" The car slowly starts veering towards a massive concrete bridge. This makes him nervous, so he asks her, "Isn't there anything you want?" The wif

Stay At Home Moms
I hadn't realized how hard a job it was to be a stay at home mom. The thing I miss most is the itneraction with all my co-workers. I'm getting the hang of planning my day so that I can feel like I accomplished something. It was really hard to let go of the feeling that there was so much to be done that I couldn't figure out what to start with. With each day it gets a little easier though.

Stuck In My Head
Me and the Mad Monkettes ~ World/Inferno Friendship Society You’ve got it written on your face And in the scars on your hands from all that You could feel for a while There was nothing worth knowing that couldn’t be Be hidden or stolen Anyway I got to be going You better too We shall bend in the wind Like reeds knowing greedy get nothing So dressed for the occasion This is an invitation Every time you, you walk the streets you You feel the sound of every punk’s heartbeat And every time the cops drive by We smile and smile and smile and smile Spending like a punk rocker on payday At the monster dogs’ Christmas parade Me and The Mad Monkettes we stop and wave Here’s your conscience just in case you don’t have one Rod Serling said, he said, “Gin and tonics all night long” Let’s stop and wave Spending like a punk rocker on payday At the Village Halloween parade Me and The Mad Monkettes we carry the day Walking across that Williamsburg bridge, sir Edward r. Mu

Dishonesty!!!
Are there guys out there who really want a woman for a relationship other than a sexual one. I know there are, its just hard to find them. I have talked to maybe 2 lately. What is it with people in general I suppose just using the internet specifically for their own selfish reasons, either by using others for their own personal gain. I have heard so much crap and have had stuff happen to me. A Man uses a sweet kind woman and lies to her just to get money. Others just want to get on cam and ask " Can I see you r pussy"!! I am so tired of it all. I would love to find a good decent man. I am still considering the fact that I may not find one from here. I have met many men from here. I can honestly say that maybe 1 or 2 have even been worth my time. I truely believe that there is someone out there for everyone and we all should be happy. I am going to stay optimistic. Good luck to all and please be honest with all you come into contact with. It also makes me so mad when guys, women too, p

Profile Theif...
This girl, whom I have made many tagz and licenses for has copied the 'about me' stuff that I have written on my profile. she has a few personl things different like name and occupation, but the rest is mine. I asked her to change it, and she blocked me! geeze what a way to go. Truth is, i have screenshots I am going to upload into my photos. compare if you want to. I worked long and hard on my profile, and I have the descency and respect not to steal/copy someones about me. or anything personal. Duhhh. that is sooo disrespectful. I asked her about it when I noticed it, and she blamed it on 'a friend'. But offered to change it, and 2 weeks have gone by, and I asked her again... and got blocked. COOL BEANS. Now I know the type person she is. I am calling you out on this one Cherrypie!!! Here is her link...see for yourself http://cherrytap.com/user/558597

Hottest Cherry Contest
Do you have what it takes to be the hottest Cherry? If you think that you do send me your pics. I will need all of you other Cherries to be the Judges. So let the games begin and send in those pics ladies!!!!!

Men And Women And The Differences
Understanding Men and Women The most frequently expressed complaint women have about men is that men don’t listen. Ladies, when you talk to a man about what troubles you, it isn't that he isn't sympathetic or uncaring, but truly they don't always understand a woman and her views. There is nothing wrong in that, women are complicated and see things in varying shades and degrees. There are pinks, blues, reds etc. A man sees things simply....black white and grey. They have a tendency to be bewildered by women and our need for talking. If he offers a solution, we don't like, or offers no solution or suggestion, either way, he has messed up the way the man sees it. Either we A. Reject his answer as ignorant or uncaring and/or get mad B. See no response as meaning he is heartless and being a jerk and get mad. Come on ladies, it's a catch 22 for the guys...give them a break. Whatever they do they live in fear of angering us, they get frustrated and stop trying to please us. Men are unsettl

Why David Should Have Been Aborted
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I Like You
I like you so much I don't know what to do I hear you like your ex that means one thing I'm just a girl to het ger off your mind I haven't told you things The one reason I'm still here is because of you You are the only person that treats me good Treats me the way i should be all I want is to be in your arms To feel safe and warm I love when you smile at me I just don't know what to do I like you so much I can't live without you When I'm with you It's like the world is not around me

Jodie Is Here
well i will lay it down for you,my mother died on feb.20 2007 and i found out that i have diabetes.i am healthy other wise, by working out and watching what i eat.pretty bad huh. i wish i knew how to make a memorial for my mother on here, but i am a begginer so if any body can help it would be appreciated.her name is TWILA McGINTY and she was only 54.too short a life for such a loving mother and friend.

"you Are Hereby Terminated..."
Today I got fired from Gamestop after neglecting to inform customers about trade promotions at the end of each call. Not for cursing out a fellow employee, or for stealing merchandise, or for sexually harassing my boss. Right now....I just feel like the biggest fucking loser..wish I could bury my head in the sand... I’ve never been fired before today, so it took a toll on me...I’m still in fucking shock right now. Only good news is that the RadioShack next door might be hiring...and they pay better. So...we’ll fuckin see I guess...

Thanks To Everyone That Has Worked Feverishly For The Past 2 Days To Help Me Level
ty.thier was many of you.....working very hards and i thank you...i need no more points since i have reached the level i wanted since i got to ct...rockstar..........so thanks again people...sit back relax and have a cold one... if friend in the real world was like you guys...the world would be a btetter place

I Know It's Right
I know it's right I know it's ment to be I keep faliing head over heals for you More and more I don't have to worry i know you are falling too I know this is right I know it's ment to be This is suppose to happen I know you are right for me I know I care about you Youa re my dork I am your care bear I don't want to give up I want us to try again I know it's right daon't ask me how i just know I'm right for you You are right for me I just know it's right

Sensuality
What is sensuality? Look in the dictionary for a definition of sensuality, depending upon the version and maker, varying definitions exist. Ask any person to define sensuality, and still more interpretations. Sensuality in it's truest form is not to be confused with SEX. Sensuality means to be aroused by things of beauty, luxury and refinement, to be aware of and explore the world, life and love with all the senses. To be sensual is to be aware of and appreciate the natural, ecstasy that can be found in the sensuous, passionate world of feeling, inhabited by poets, artists, song writers and dreamers. Being sensual brings to us a life felt through our senses, seen only in the world of spirit. Living a sensuous life, your world is enhanced by awareness. Appreciation and acceptance for who and what you are. A passion for life and love. Sensuality is a world that virtually weaves itself in a rich tapestry of beauty, of intense arousal and passion where even the simplest touch of a fin

I Wanna Have Fun.
These days everyone is soooo damn busy, rushin' around, drivin' crazy, tryin' to make that extra dollor. Me.....I just wanna have fun. I hate rushin around, and people drivin' crazy. Here in Phoenix there are so many flippin trafic accidents everyday, and most are caused by someone rushing to get to where their goin. These people think their time is more important then everyone elses. For me there is NO TIME!!! Screw it, it just doesn't exist anymore!! I get there when I get there, I'll be there today??? I hope. I'll eat when I want, watch T.V., play Xbox when I desire it!! Remember.... I wanna have fun. L8r Durgeres.

Janet’s Vice Shop Aka Ktoc Coffee Shop
Janet’s Vice Shop aka KTOC coffee shop Open 2300-0800 (0800-2300 by appointment only) Disclosure(s): All Meth comes crystallized unless otherwise ordered All drinks are enjoyed best with Nicotine Decaf is unavailable an blasphemous Menu: Dirty Water (coffee: self service) Selfish bastard (one shot of espresso) Meth (Double shot of espresso) Latte (Meth with cream) Choco-Latte (Meth with Chocolate milk) Banana-Latte (Meth with banana milk) Straw-Latte (Meth with Strawberry milk) Chocolate Meth (Choco-Latte with Cocoa added) Monkey on Meth (Banana-Latte and Cocoa) Smartass (Straw-Latte with cocoa) Choco-gasm (Chocolate Latte with cocoa w/marshmallows) Gay Monkey (Monkey on Meth with berry flavored cocoa)

The Shadow Of My Dreams
she came to me last night,again.I closed my eyes for what seemed like a second and I was in her world. I could see her in the distance standing there beconing me to come to her.she is a powerfull creature she is not to be denied nor would i want to she has a supple skin very pale almost glowing,dark eyes that pierce through all my facades right to the core of me she sees me naked ,helpless, defenses down and yet i am not uncomfortable i am secure knowing that even through all my flaws and impurities she still comes to me. She floats on the air lightly dancing and smiling her wings are black as the night singed on the edges from dancing to close to the fire she is neither angel nor demon she is a child of the shadow born of darkness but not ruled by it. I approach her slowly gazing upon her.no

A Great Weekend
Saturday we took our daughter to the LA Zoo and we got a year pass since it only makes sense for us to have one... My daughter had a blast. She would say "Wow!!!" to almost every animal she saw, followed by "Mama!!!" and point at whatever animal we were looking at hehe. We walked the entire zoo, but some of the animals had been taken out... like the meerkats, because they where introducing a new member. Since we have a years membership, we will be able to go to member days when they zoo is less busy. That'll be fun. LA Zoo is also building a bunch of new areas between now and 2010. Observing is my thing. I love it. And I love when I get to LA Zoo that there are other college students who -some, not all- are getting into the same field(s) as me and have the passion I do. When I was taking photos of the Ring-Tailed Lemurs, I happened to just focus on one of them and she knew it. She was so social with me. It was just an awesome experience to be that close and to have that prim

Tonight Let Me Feed You Dessert Only,
Don’t ask me what’s for dinner when you come home from work. Tonight let me feed you dessert only, plucking strawberries from a bowl. I’ll hold the fruit to your lips relish your biting into the flesh brush away the drop of juice from your chin with my thumb suck suggestively before I press raspberries into your right hand and blueberries into your left curling your fingers squeezing until the juice runs down your wrists. I’ll slide my tongue along your palms eating slowly the pulp from your offering then invite you to kiss raspberry seeds from my mouth. Kneeling, I’ll press more berries into your palms watch you paint yourself in purple red and pink a path for my tongue and mouth to follow. Lead me to the places of yourself where passion will bear its own fruits flow with juices I’ll consume leaving you fulfilled with no need of other sustenance. Dinner can wait for another night. Tonight is for dessert only and you

Im Ready For Alaska
I made it through basic and Ait I will soo be staitoned in Alaska I love the army its the best thing to ever happen to me I made a great choice, from having battle buddies who out for you to having a great since of pride and honor for what you do thats why I love the army and this why im finally liveng my dream od being in the army. Well I made it through training and now im ready for Alaska.

Where Do I Go From Here?
I joined sometime lastweek and I had no idea what I was doing! I soon learned that to change levels you had to earn points. To earn points you can leave someone a comment and various other things! I soon became obsessed with getting more and more cherry pointz! I'm only at a level two so com'mon peeps... bump me up by rating me and becoming my fan!!!!! God Bless all who read this blog! ~Libby

A Tip For My Fellow Men Out There
How To Kiss A Woman Never underestimate the power of the perfect kiss. Get it right, and the rest will fall into place It has been theorized that a woman decided within five minutes of meeting a man whether or not she will have sex with him. Possibly true, but there is one catch. Most women I know, myself included, may initially decide we'll have sex with a guy, but when we find out he's a bad or a mediocre kisser, we change our minds entirely. We decide we will never have sex with this guy. He won't even get asked for a nightcap, much less for breakfast the next morning. As our lips part while we stand on the doorstep, we will announce that we have an early-morning meeting or (if you were really awful) that we're actually already married to someone else. What Women say about the Kiss! What we will never, ever say is, "God, you're a lousy kisser. I was going to have sex with you until just this moment." This is one of the ways in which men and women differ. If a man is very attr

Janet’s Vice Shop Aka Ktoc Coffee Shop
Here in Iraq, we've opened up a coffee shop where we work. A friend of mind sent me a couple espresso machines and we get most everything else from care packages or the chow hall. The only thing we have to pay for is sugar and we have a tip jar for that. It's working out really well, and there's a crew of us that meet every morning for latte's. We've experimented a bit and have a menu of regular drinks. Thought ya'll might be interested. Janet’s Vice Shop aka KTOC coffee shop Open 2300-0800 (0800-2300 by appointment only) Disclosure(s): All Meth comes crystallized unless otherwise ordered All drinks are enjoyed best with Nicotine Decaf is unavailable an blasphemous Menu: Dirty Water (coffee: self service) Selfish bastard (one shot of espresso) Meth (Double shot of espresso) Latte (Meth with cream) Choco-Latte (Meth with Chocolate milk) Banana-Latte (Meth with banana milk) Straw-Latte (Meth with Strawberry milk) Chocolate Meth (Choco-Latte with Cocoa add

Why Do People Say That?
Why do people after they know very well they have hurt you say "You know i wouldnt hurt you babe" Umm hello..is what im feeling right now totally oblivious to you? How can i know that, when my heart is hurting?? Dont they realise how patronising that is? It would be just better for them to say sorry for the hurt and not ramble about what they wouldnt do to you! Its done! It certainly dont make things better..its like rubbing salt into a wound.. ahhh theres my ramble...

A Little Bit About Me
Name :ANGEL ROSENick Name :ANGELBirthdate :03/21/57Birthplace :TORONTOCurrent Location :KITCHENENEREye Color :GREENHair Color :BLONDEHeight :5"8Weight :130Piercings :YESTatoos :YESBoyfriend/Girlfriend :NOVehicle :NOOverused Phrase :WHATEVERFAVORITESFood :STEAK@EGGSPub/Disc/Restaurant :NORMA JEANSCandy :NONENumber :7Color :REDAnimal : HORSESDrink :SMIRNOFF ICEBody Part on Opposite sex :HANDSPerfume :MUSKTV Show :NOT REALLY INTO TVMusic Album :AREOSMITHMovie :THE FAST AND THE FURIOUSActor/Actress :EDDIE MURPHY/ SANDRA BULLOCKThis or ThatPepsi or Coke :PEPSIMcDonalds or BurgerKing :BURGER KINGChocolate or VanillaVANILLAHot Chocolate or Coffee :COFFEEKiss or Hug :HUGDog or Cat :CATRap or Punk :RAPSummer or Winter :SUMMERScary Movies or Funny Movies :FUNNYLove or Money :MONEYYOUR...Bedtime :2 AMMost Missed Memory :SUNDAY DINNERS AT GRANDMASBest phyiscal feature :SMILEFirst Thought Waking Up :COFFEEBest Friends :MY BABY GIRLFears :SPIDERSLongest relationship :32 YEARSHAVE YOU...Cheated Your

Take Back
so between yesterday and today Ive been talking alot with an ex. Im not sure where its going , but he stumped me with a question he ask .."while we were apart , did you at least find yourself" Im not sure what this means , I know he isnt assuming were back together , but it kind of seems like an indication of maybe we'll be getting back together.Im not entirly sure what I want out of this. I guess , maybe I'll just ride it out and see where it goes. I know Im defenitly not jumping back into a relationship .I just hope Im strong enough to not be manipulated into something Im not ready to do.

They Have Nothing Better To Do!
YAHOO NEWS FYI, 13yo skool grl is nu US txt mssg chmpN NEW YORK (AFP) - It's a sport only for the fleet of thumb with a ruthless dedication to punctuation. And while competitive text messaging may not have quite gained Olympic status, the hundreds of mostly teenagers who took part in the US championships in New York Saturday could think of little but the 25,000-dollar prize money. Some 250 challengers shunned the warmest day of the year for a dark ballroom where they battled it out for a chance to take on the reigning West Coast champion, 21-year-old Eli Tirosh, for the title of US Texting Champion. Contestants had to stand with their hands behind their backs until a bell sounded and a message appeared on an overhead screen. The winner was judged on whoever's message -- checked for exact punctuation -- reached the judges first. The text tests ranged from "faster than a speeding bullet..." and "what we do in life echoes in eternity" to the less poetic "OMG, nd 2 talk a

Evening
JUST GOT THE KIDS TO BED, MY TIME TO SETTLE DOWN, HAVE A FEW DRINKS AND RELAX, IT IS SO NICE OUTSIDE I MIGHT JUST GO SIT ON THE BACK PORCH AND ENJOY... HOPE EVERY ONE HAS A GREAT NIGHT AND I'LL TALK TO Y'ALL SOON..

Hello Everyone
this is to let everyone know why i have not been around i underwent emergency surgery this apst thursday i am going to be ok and it was a very serious sitaution that required surgery. i will let you all know how i am doin in a couple days. i hope to back to ctworld around friday. love you all dj dominatrixxx

The Court's Final Decision
I FINALLY received the court order from the child support modification hearing that was held back on March 29th,2007.I am getting a little more than double what I was originally getting to start with!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can finally go out and get those items my kids desperately need now.The only thing I do not know is how far back they back dated this issue.That was not mentioned in the letter. Right now... I'm just sooooooooo in the mood to celebrate!

Recking A Good Thing
Bass Pro deal likely to end up in court Critics charge concept doesn’t fit historic theme By Mark Sommer Updated: 04/08/07 10:24 AM Here we go again. The battle over how to develop Erie Canal Harbor has returned with a tentative agreement to locate a Bass Pro Outdoor World on the Central Wharf. The result, critics predict, will now be what Buffalonians dread — more lawsuits and delays. They say the tackle and hunting store — and four multitiered parking ramps to be built within one block of the site — will irrevocably alter the historic site’s authenticity and pedestrian-friendly ambience. “There’s nothing wrong with putting Bass Pro on the water, but it is essentially a large suburban store being plopped down on the most historic urban site in the city,” said Richard Lippes, board member of the Preservation Coalition of Erie County. But Larry Quinn of the Erie Canal Harbor Development Board, who negotiated the nonbinding, predevelopment agreement with busine

Read This Before Fanning Or Adding Me
OK, I don't know where to begin, but I am just as guilty as anyone here, but I think we are losing the point of why CherryTap was created. We are all supposedly here to make new friends, get to know one another. But all that is getting lost in the whole, get the points, move up, ignore who we are talking to. I have been chewed out for sending someone kisses, because they are CT married to another, ignored by the people posting the blasts, even thought they say they will respond to everyone that rates, comments, or fans them. This is starting to become a points game, where everyone is just a pawn in the hands of the people that can afford to become a VIP or buy a blast. Now don't get me wrong, I have a lot of good friends that are VIP's and we chat alot, am talking about some of the others that hold it over our heads to get the points. Let take back control of the site, get to know our CT neighbors, interact with them, and find good friends. Going forward, I will take

Please Read
God has blessed me with many things, And most importantly the most amazing family anyone could dream of. My wife is Sick, and needs support, love, prayers...And when you love someone one you do all that you can to make sure they are getting what it is they need. Melanie, you are my life, and I am doing all I can to be there for you, to love you and support you...We will beat this! Please all of you, send love and prayers her way, This is not an easy fight, it is Physical, Emotional, and very testing. Please pray for love and strength...this woman is the most amazing woman any of you will ever meet. She has more love in her heart than a million, and more strength and courage than armies. she is my light, my life...Please help... http://cherrytap.com/user/376941 I love you Melanie! (repost of original by 'Tracy ( love my beautiful, amazing, loving, wife more than anything in this world! I love you Melani' on '2007-04-23 14:50:05')

This Is Terrible
Gas prices may brake Meals on Wheels http://www.buffalonews.com/102/story/59341.html By Maki Becker NEWS STAFF REPORTER Updated: 04/22/07 7:17 AM Gas prices are back up to $3 a gallon, and among those hardest hit by the rising cost of fuel are the volunteers of Meals on Wheels. “It’s really getting expensive now,” lamented Juanita Tillmon, 80, of Buffalo, who has been a volunteer with Meals on Wheels of Western New York for 27 years. Living on a fixed income and taking care of her 103-year-old mother, Tillmon said she has had to resort to filling her gas tank with a little bit of gas every few days to make the most of her money. Tillmon receives a small stipend from Meals on Wheels that helps cover some of the costs for delivering hot meals to two dozen homebound seniors five times a week. But she worries that the reimbursement won’t be enough if fuel prices keep edging up. “I’ll continue until it gets to $4,” she vowed. Tillmon’s situation is one s

What Doctors Really,really........
REALLY wish they could tell their patients! I would know....... ps: its one of those fwd:fwd email thingie....from......why, a batchmate of mine! hehehe! HEALTH QUESTION &ANSWER SESSION Q: I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life; is this true? A: Your heart is only good for so many beats, and that's it... don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer; that's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a nap. Q: Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables? A: You must grasp logistical efficiencies. What does a cow eat? Hay and corn. And what are these? Vegetables. So a steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system. Need grain? Eat chicken. Beef is also a good source of field grass (green leafy veget

My Crush
My Crush I have these feelings, deep inside feelings that I have to hide I don't know if he feels that way too And I don't know what to do When we're together, I feel uptight When he's around I feel so right I dream about what we can do And all the things we can pursue I yearn just to feel his touch And when he leaves, I miss him so much I want to feel his lips against mine And feel our bodies intertwine So for now I'll love him from afar One day I'll express how special you are So until then I will retain this rush And until then I'll contain my crush.

Weight Watchers 2nd Meeting Notes
Well todays Meeting was how to maintain the weight you have lost. here are the main points Got a Bravo star for just being there (as a newbie) How d o i keep it off? *WALKING *DIARY everything its a WAY of life not a diet Attend meetings *Chew gum (zero cal) * update points after every ten point loss *MUST eat all Points everyday *Measurements once a month (neck shoulders bust waist hips thighs calves ankle upper arms wrist)

Dont Tell Me You Love Me
Don't Tell Me You Love Me Don't tell me you love me if you are not sincere For a lie that strong can ruin my life and bring on a new fear. Fear to be loved, fear to love ever again It can cause my fragile heart to break, tear and bend. Think of all in life that will be missed because of one small broken promise So, when I put all of my trust deep within you Please don't tell me you love me, unless you truly do.

Vacation Update 1: Traveling Virus Ticket Links, New T-shirts On Sale, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) The Opie and Anthony Show... is on vacation. The show will return LIVE on Monday May 7th, 2007, but until then we're going to keep updating you as to what's going on in the wide world of O&A and all related weirdness. The Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus tickets ARE ON SALE NOW! GET 'TRAVELING VIRUS' SHOW LINEUPS AND TICKET LINKS HERE! New Traveling Virus T-shirts - On Sale NOW! CLICK HERE TO ORDER YOURS TODAY! NEW BOOBS ON RATEMYWOW: Check out the fantastic set of full-bodied funbags that landed over at RateMyWOW this afternoon. She's red-headed, and is sporting some huge hooters: RateMyWOW: Red-Headed Funbags For you folks who want to support the actions of Virginia Tech's President and the Chief of Police in light of Monday's tragic events, visit WeSupportVT.com Ashleigh, one of the newer gals from FOUNDRY CAMS sent us a new video of herself dancing alone in her room with her new F*CK ME shirt (availab

Back After A Break
Hi! Not many will remember me but for anyone that does just thought I would post that I am back and will be posting some brand new photos soon. Roger Waters and Pink Floyd fans might like the photos of his tour that should go up later this month :) Say hi - I did!

I Work Grvyrd So It's Not Always Easy.
I work grvyrd so it's not always easy to keep up w/ responses and adds and rates me back, but I promise to do the best I can with the time I have to work with ok? Cherry love to all that want it, funtapper!

Fly In
A new event has been scheduled that meets your notification criteria on FAASafety.gov. Following is a brief overview of the event: "Wings Weekend--Chesapeake Regional Airport." Topic: Wings Weekend--Chesapeake Regional Airport. On Saturday, May 5, 2007 at 9:00 AM Location: Chesapeake Regional Airport (CPK) Horizon Flight Center 1777 West Road Chesapeake, VA 23323 Select Number: EA2114746 Hosted by Horizon Flight Center, sponsored by the Richmond Flight Standards District Office. To view further details and to register for this event, click here. The sponsor for this event is: Richmond Safety is a learned behavior...Learn to be safer at the Learning Center found on FAASafety.gov

Hey Hey Hey
just a shout to all of ct feel free to add me fan me and rate me also check out my favorite lounge the dungeon for all the metal u cna handle and soem the coolest of the cool cherries on ct.........rock on ppl rock on

Fuck Everybody Wins
I spent yesterday at the local county education fair since my stepson had 3 pieces of his artwork in as exhibits. Now I walk in and I see ribbons everywhere. Every single person who entered something in essence won. What a load of bullshit. Don't get me wrong, with the younger children that is fine let them have that ribbon and sense of accomplishment. But ya know once you start getting to the higher grades, especially HS for fuck's sake. I think the kids there can handle losing. This is yet another example of how as a society all of sudden the educators or the education system has decided to coddle the kids of future generations. Ya know cause god forbid one of them gets a bit upset cause he didn't draw as well as someone else. Some may call me jaded because growing up perhaps I didn't win a lot. I'm proud to say I actually did win things a fairly good percent of the time, from the Pinewood Derby in Cubscouts to Spelling Bees in school. And yes I've also lost a lot. Its sad

I Need To Vent
ok i never did this before but today i have had the day from hell ok my son 13 yrs old with autism is in a normal school where he should not be omg the shit they said to me i am so pissed off this is not going to make sense so i am sorry but i have to write it down hoping it will help me i want to his school today and i sit for about 2 hours waiting on the princale do to the fact i just walked in and i told him what happen i got his progress card saturday and it states that he failed art do to the fact he askes the teacher for more help then any other students he cant do anytihng on his own this is what it says ok then he fails gym because he wont join in or change for classe. will my son is not good in sports and he wont change in front of anyone else so i told him this will find out that this guy has no clue what autism is so how can he run the middle school thats what i am saying to myself if you dont know what autism is then what good is my son doing there he told me that he would

Nascar Lounge
hey to all the friends i have made here thanks for all the comments rates and being my friend im at level nine trying to get to ten so i can open a nascar lounge and i hope all of you will attend beer will be on me

First Day On A Project
Must be doing my job. things are going smoothly, but with it being the first warm day I did not wear a jacket. I realise now, why I loved my jacket. I have literally cooked myself to a nice shade of pink, and I suspect it will be a nice long night of flashburn suffering. gotta love life!

Letting Go...
Letting go doesn't mean you have failed. As long as you did your best and tried your hardest, you did not fail. Sometimes not letting go of something we think we want is where we fail, because we don't give ourselves all that we deserve in life.

Yet Again
And yet again I got into it with my boss. Gee, imagine that. A micro manager who has his nose in everyone job but his own, won't let his tech's do their job, we're only good enough to answer the phone and make log entries... I wonder how that could have happened? lmao So, I really don't think it would be worth sticking around here for another year. I kinda wanted to since it would help me knock out classes and save up some money (no, I won't be your sugar daddy) but with a boss like this??? I might be back but I need a few weeks vacation fishing or spending time supporting single mom's one dollar bill at a time. It's been a tough month so far. Can't seem to catch a break. The only good thing is that someone installed a wireless modem and so I can access CT at work and chat with friends who remind me that there is life outside of Iraq. This to shall pass.

It Is About Time, This Is Done
Bass Pro landed — at last Central Wharf site will be the location of multilevel store After six years of casting its line, Buffalo has finally hooked a Bass Pro Shops Outdoor World store for the downtown waterfront. The long-sought retailer has signed a predevelopment agreement for a multilevel, period- style store on the former Central Wharf site along the Buffalo River. The 100,000-square-foot store … about half the size of the Bass Pro store originally proposed for the nearby Memorial Auditorium site … will be flanked by an Erie Canal Museum, 50-foot-wide waterside boardwalk, a public plaza, marketplace and a 300-car parking ramp. Bass Pro President Jim Hagale said the retailer intends to be "respectful of the historical significance" of what he called a "very special location." "Our store design will pay tribute to the heritage and national importance of the Erie Canal Terminus," he said. "I can't think of a more appropriate type of retail business to be l

Just When I Thought Things Couldnt' Get Worse
So I found out today my grandma is thinking of quiting her kidney dialysis. She's been on it for about 7 years by now I think. She hasn't been doing well. She's been in the care center for a few monthes now. But between her heart problems and the complications she's having from her poor kidney function. If she comes of dialysis, the doctor said she'd live two weeks at most. I mean it's probably for the best, because she's tired and just ready to give it all up. But it'd be hard anyways. Anyways I've been a funk for a while now. I've been feeling really down about myself and my life lately, and now this? I guess when it rains it pours. This just makes the other situation feel nonexist. Makes me feel so stupid for worrying about this other situation. But I still can't help but think about that too. My mind is flooded right now. I just need a break, everything is just too much lately.

A Whale Of A Time
A large Humpback whale is lazily enjoying a beautiful day when he sees a female Humpback whale just a little ways off, and he thinks to himself that he's going to try to impress her... He swims over to her, and breeches the surface, showing off the large hump on his back. She looked unimpressed as she breached and showed a larger more well formed hump herself. Now, a little embarrassed, he tries again to impress her by taking a breath and blowing a huge cloud of mist and water with a really nice rainbow in it. Once again she looked unimpressed and she blew a larger cloud of mist, with a more beautiful rainbow. Now clearly agitated, the Male sees a Navel vessel in the distance and races off toward it. Just before he collides with the ship, he dives, jumps out of the water and as he sails over the bow of the ship, he plucks a sailor off the deck and in one gulp swallows him whole! He swam back to her very proud of himself, only to find the female object of his attention

Having Sex
Who remembers the first time they had sex/made love/banged, whatever you call it. (Lost their virginity) Did it mean something or was it just to get the cherry popped? Did you love the person? Do you remember everything about it or anything at all? Do you think you'd do it again if you had the chance? How old were you? I am just curious. I was 15 with my first and I regret starting that early. I remember most of it, and it was with a guy that I loved and cared for and spent 3 years with, so it hurt really bad when he cheated on me and we broke up. holler at me if you wanna answer this one. I really would like to know. :) Me

Ducks...
ok, so i finally had something happen that is completely blog worthy...so on tuesday night after the bitch was calling me satanic, joes came and got me. we went to riverside park in billings (as there was nothing else to do) and we walked the trails for a while...it was getting dark, so we finally got back up to the parking lot after walking a lot. then we just chilled on the grass...after laying there for a while and hearing weird noises, i sit up, and there happens to be a 4 some going on! its the fucking ducks! so after my stomache stops hurting from laughing...i decide those porn monkeys should quit their "fucking around." after chasing all the horny bastards away, we went up to the outback steakhouse. so we eat, and they have this really awesome bread...so im so full i start gagging since i cant hold anymore food down, but we have this crazy waiter that keeps giving us this bread, and on top of that, he keeps taking off with Joe's soda, even when hes only taken 3 sips out of it, (

Errrr! Eric Hudson Is A Dick!
ok, so get this, someone starts knocking on my window at 2am this morning...i look out, and guess who i see? eric! so i open the window, and he stars bawling about how he still loves me and how he never meant to hurt me and all this other b.s. he then tells me that he was going to go to jail today, so i then call his mom at lunch today to see which jail he was going to just so i could be nice and write him, well, she has no fucking clue what im talking about, so i told her what eric told me...she gets pissed off, and eric gets his ass kicked out, im pissed off, so i go to kennys, eric starts bitching about joe, and how i told his mom and all this other shit (which he did it all to himself) and then he tells me he wants to be with me, but then he decides i should stay with joe (not like i would ditch joe for eric anyway) and then eric says he want to be with me forever, and then tells me that we wouldnt work out...so i tell him i just want to be friends, and he tells me im his goddess a

Douche Bags And Our Service Men/women
This is being written in response to a bulletin I have seen a few times now which I will post the link to at the end of this. Everyday we lose more and more men and women overseas and this is not to mention the lives lost on 9-11 or in the bullshit cowards that take up arms against innocent victims such as they did in Virginia Tech. We all know of someone either close to us personally or a friend of a friend who has lost someone in Iraq or another senseless act of violence. Whether we believe the war is good or bad, we ALL should agree that we should support the men and women who are fighting everyday overseas. Our soldiers have left their families behind to do a job. They are not there because they believe in what they are doing, although some do, but they are there because they signed up to do a particular job to better their own life and for their own reasons. I personally have friends there currently and also have friends who have family there. Some of them have already r

Hello
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

Just Need To Know ! ! !
I'm in my room, alone, wondering where my guy is, does he know I'm waiting for him?... Why is he taking so long to come to me, doesn't he know that I'm the one whose going to make him so happy, that I'm that girl who can make all his dreams come true... That every step I take, every breath I breathe, I take thinking of him... Doesn't he know by now that I'll stand by him thru thick and thin... That when he's sad, I can cheer him up, I will make him feel like the KING he deserves to be... No one deserves to be so alone, so lonely... Just 1 man to do a thousand things with.... Always Me

~*all Hearts*~
All hearts are held within ones dreams.... All are emtions are a tied in the wind with each moment of each tear we cry we realize that we care for one another and that we would go to no end to help each other out ....With holding one another and loveing one another we know that deep down inside we love each other with all that we have and no one can take that away from us because we have a trueth that we have shown to each other and that we can touch each others hearts and it will work no matter what come about or happens ............When to people love each other and nothing can break them that means that they truely love each other and that they are strong minded and stong willing people Im closeing this now and i thank everyone that reads these and rates them please feel free to add anything ~*Mandie*~

The Las Vegas Trip!!!
Well, I’m back! The Vegas trip was pretty awesome. If you haven’t noticed, I’ve posted pics already, so check them out and leave me comments. First, the Convention: The NAB was the most overwhelming experience ever. The technology I saw there is crazy. The Ultra High Definition television with 22.2 channel surround sound so real you would swear you are there. And there was the smallest High Definition camcorder at the show, and there were interactive touch screen televisions that you could store information on and bring it up at the drop of a hat at amazing speeds! There was just so much new technology at the convention. I met some people, got a lot of information, and some nice swag. The BEA was kind of boring though, with mostly just meetings and such happening. We did look at the Documentary film showcase, which was inspirational to me. And then we went and saw the showcase of “Hank’s Hunt” in the student film category. Cody and Kasey and the rest of us were there, and I neve

I Need Your Help
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

Need Entries!
well.. its time for me to have a contest. send me a photo, it will run from friday the 27th to friday the 4th... (as long as i have 10 entries or more) lets see those best smiles!!!... urs, ur kids, ur b/fs or g/fs, it doesnt matter. let me know what pic u want to rip and ill rip it.. comment bombing is allowed. no downrating. that will not be tolorated. you may bomb urself. hell do it day and night! just get me a pic! the prizes are as follows and will be purchased during happy hour 1st corvette 2nd motorcycle 3rd diamond ring/mens bracelet/ or a plat cherry ur choice. during my last contest i had enough to buy every1 a gift. if that happens and this goes well again, u will atleast get a little something.

I'm Guilty
I saw this blogg this morning when I was on for a few mins. The content of this blog has really been under my skin. If not logging on to cerrytap after spending 12 hours on the computer looking at HTML code makes you a bad friend, then I'm guilty. If spending time with your family who rarely gets a chance to see you makes you a bad friend then, I'm Guilty. But how many of my friends who have my personal or business emails have taken the time to drop a line

Questions And Confusion
I'm not sure what to do anymore, things are becoming confusing to me and I don't know which way to turn or run for that matter. Details are not important here, I would rather keep those private unless you know me very well since joining CT. These things take time, well that's what I've been told recently but I'm not one for taking my time, not on this matter anyways. Even though I'm moving on, it seems like the past enjoys hanging on to something that's not there anymore. I know that I'm meant to move on, it's something I feel but cannot express due to him being nosy around here. I'm just not sure of what to do anymore.

2007 Art Theme: The Green Man
Peering outward from behind a mottled screen of vines and leaves, the Green Man does not speak or sleep; he waits. His meaning and his origins are largely lost to time — the Green Man wasn't named till 1939. We know, however, that this type of enigmatic figure was the work of artists, anonymous craftsman whose unsigned work adorns the crevices and walls of medieval cathedrals. This year we will appropriate the Green Man and the primeval spell he casts on our imaginations for a modern purpose. Our theme concerns humanity's relationship to nature. Do we, as conscious beings, exist outside of nature's sway, or does its force impel us and inform the central root of who and what we are? Beginning with the advent of the modern age, we have regarded nature as a beast that we can tame. We have built levees to contain the rush of rivers and rebuff the ocean's swell; we have extracted oil from the earth to fuel the engines of our cars. We have constructed dams equipped with turbines that proj

Low-tech Solutions To Save Power At Home
When it comes to saving energy, we all may want to do the right things but think we can't because we can't afford solar panels or a hybrid car. Think smaller: There are low-cost steps every family can take to make a difference. Start by taking stock of how your family uses energy. (This do-it-yourself energy audit from the U.S. Energy Department guides you through a step-by-step look at ways to locate air leaks, check insulation levels, evaluate the age and condition of your heating and cooling systems, and analyze how much and the kind of lighting you use every day.) Guaranteed, we'll all find things we can change or improve that won't cost as much as buying the latest energy-efficient washer and dryer but will make an impact just the same. You'll find all kinds of ideas in this comprehensive guide from U.S. Energy Department, "Energy Savers Tips on Saving Energy & Money at Home." Here are a few to get started: • Set your thermostat at a comfortably low temperature in the win

Polyamory - Opinions, Please!
I am exploring the concept of polyamorous relationships. Why, you might ask! Long story, not sure I want to share it at this point in time, lol. Let's just say I've discovered my personality makes me better suited for that type of relationship, as opposed to the standard! I would like the opinions/ideas of my friends and family members regarding polyamory and the viability of such a relationship. Those comfortable with this topic can either post their opinion here or PM/cmail me! Thanks, everyone! Yeah, I think about the most interesting things, don't I, lol!! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings!

Migraine Trigger Foods
The most important role food plays in migraines is as a trigger. Not all the foods on this list will cause migraines in all sufferers, and some people have no food sensitivities. In order to determine what your particular triggers are, I recommend keeping a migraine diary. If you discover that one of the foods listed here is a trigger for you, then you know that you should avoid that particular food if you want to minimize migraine frequency. Common Food triggers include: Tyramine or Phenylethylamine: Chocolate, aged or fermented cheese, soy foods, all nuts and most seeds, citrus fruits, vinegar (red and balsamic), along with other foods containing tyramine or phenylethylamine. Alcohol. Beer, red wine, sherry, and vermouth contain large amounts of tyramine, which can cause migraines. In addition, all alcohol can cause dehydration, which also can trigger headaches. Avoid eating leftovers. Because tyramine content increases over time, especially if food is improperly stored,

Smile
Smile Now that food has replaced sex in my life, I can't even get into my own pants. Marriage changes passion. Suddenly you're in bed with a relative. I saw a woman wearing a sweat shirt with "Guess" on it. So I said "Implants?" She hit me. How come we choose from just two people to run for president and over fifty for Miss America? I signed up for an exercise class and was told to wear loose-fitting clothing. If I HAD any loose-fitting clothing, I wouldn't have signed up in the first place! When I was young we used to go "skinny dipping," now I just "chunky dunk." Don't argue with an idiot; people watching may not be able to tell the difference. Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our ! life we could simply press 'Ctrl Alt Delete' and start all over? AMEN, AMEN !! Why is it that our children can't read a Bible in school, but they can in prison? Wouldn't you know it... Brain cells come

Cranky-free Diet
Food can play a powerful role in the way you feel day to day. These menus include some of the best MOOD FOODS - food combinations which will leave you feeling LESS cranky and irritable 24/7! All meals incorporate both high quality carbohydrate and lean protein, and are rich in Omega 3 fats, Vitamin D, Folic acid, B12, and soluble fiber. Be sure to eat consistently throughout the day (every 4-5 hours to avoid potential blood sugar dips) and drink plenty of water. Tofu may be substituted for meat, chicken and fish (soy milk, cheese and yogurt may be substituted for regular dairy). Daily menus are based on approximately 1,600 calories - I've provided calories to help adjust for your personal weight management goals. For comprehensive meal plans, grocery lists, recipes and much more information on improving your mood, check out my new book, JOY BAUER'S FOOD CURES Eat well and feel fabulous! Day #1 Breakfast: Cereal with Milk, Nuts and Flaxseed: 1 cup whole grain, fortified cere

Working Talladega
I'll be gone all this week working at the NASCAR race in Talladega, Alabama. I've been tasked to make sure that the extensive deployment of NEXTEL equipment to cover the 250,000 people coming to the race does not affect the very critical Public Safety communications. I'll be working with Southern Linc, Alabama State Patrol, various Fire Department and EMT groups and the many TV and radio broadcasters covering the event. I've never been a NASCAR fan but being at the track today gave me a new appreciation of the enormous scale of racing. The track area is easily the size of 25 football stadiums. The grandstands and infield provide a temporary home to almost 170,000 people! The banked turns are impressive... they look more like walls than roadways. Once all the preparation and testing is complete, race day should be uneventful. The Sprint NEXTEL entourage is a group of about 20 and we'll have a pretty spectacular view of the race from about 30 yards from the back straight away. T

125 Miles On A Vespa
A group of 40 of us on mostly Vespa and Lambretta scooters headed out to the canyons of NorCal. Canyon carving into Castro Valley was a kick, but once out of the hills we ran smack dab into a hillbilly protest. Cops everywhere. Rednecks everywhere. "Free the Texas 3" was all over signs. If they were really smart (which hillbilly rednecks aren't), they would have had something like "Play Texas Hold 'em with cards, not people" or some other jackass nonsense. We fueled up and split before the mullet brigade could see that we had some Mexicans and homos in our group. We shot down the Livermore Wine Trail into Niles Canyon. The front group, led by me and my 1962 GS160, was flying low and fast. I hit a nasty off camber turn as my scooter was fully leaned and my suspension fully collapsed. The scooter jumped up about a foot and I found myself across both lanes of the narrow canyon. First I yelled, "SHIT!", then I checked my pants to see if I did. Out of the canyons and into Pleaston (P-ton fo

Beer
(Keep in mind, either Che or I or both have done all of these things!) -you go camping and the first thing you packed was beer. -you're flat broke but some how you manage to buy an 18 pack. -you've actually craved beer. -you're willing to drive 35 minutes to a Brewery just to get 3 and 1/2 free beers. -you're invited to watch a game at a friends house, but instead of asking who's playing, you ask which types of beer will be available. -you check the expiration date of beer more times than milk. -you accidently grabbed a beer instead of water when you're going on a walk. -you've actually have had beer for breakfast. -you head to the beach, the first thing you grab is beer. -you're dying of thirst and you drink beer instead of water. -you walk around town with a beer in a paper bag. -you save the cans and bottles as trophies and keem on display. -you watch The Simpon's, and when Homer cracks open a Duff, you have to have a beer of your own. -you

Just Say No: Five Reasons To Turn Down A Job Offer
YAHOO JOBS Just Say No: Five Reasons to Turn Down a Job Offer Caroline Levchuck, Yahoo! HotJobs Employer caution has extended the hiring process by weeks, even months. You may interview for a position several times, in person and by phone. No matter how long the process is and how well you've gotten to know your potential colleagues, it's still perfectly acceptable to turn down a job offer. In fact, there may be many valid reasons that you should politely decline an opportunity, assuming, of course, that you're not in dire financial straits. 1. The word on "The Street." Is the company's stock price tanking? Or is there talk of a merger? Both of these things could indicate that layoffs loom large, and the position you accept today may not exist in a few months. To calculate your risks, speak with industry experts, do your due diligence on Yahoo! Finance, and consult with family and trusted friends. If you still want to accept the position, try to obtain an iron-clad emplo

Seafood Gumbo
Seafood Gumbo This tasty gumbo is a little lighter than most because it's thickened with flour browned in the oven rather than a traditional flour-butter roux. Salmon, bass and halibut would also taste great in the stew. Credit: Louisiana Kitchen by Holly Clegg Servings: 12 Ingredients: * 3/4 cup flour * 1 tablespoon minced garlic * 2 onions, chopped * 2 green bell peppers, chopped * 2 stalks celery, chopped * 2 tablespoons chopped parsley * 9 cups water * 1 (14 1/2-ounce) can whole tomatoes, crushed * 3 bay leaves * Juice of half a lemon * 1 teaspoon dried thyme * 1/4 teaspoon red pepper * 4 whole cloves * Salt and pepper to taste * 1 pint claw crabmeat * 2 pounds shrimp, peeled * 2 pounds trout, cut into pieces * 1 cup chopped green onion Directions: Place flour on baking sheet and bake at 400 degrees F for 20 to 30 minutes, stirring every 7 minutes, or until flour is brown (

24 Apr 07 - Tuesday
24 Apr 07 - Tuesday Birthdays: 1766 Robert Bailey Thomas founded Farmer's Almanac 1905 Robert Penn Warren 1st US poet laureate (All the King's Men) 1942 Barbra [Joan] Streisand Brooklyn NY, singer/actress/award winner (Funny Girl, The Way We Were) 1943 Richard Sterban Camden NJ, country singer (Oak Ridge Boys) 1944 [Bernard] St Clair Lee [Calhoun] US singer (Rock the Boat) 1945 Doug Clifford Palo Alto CA, rock drummer (Creedence Clearwater Revival) 1947 Glenn Cornick rock bassist (Jethro Tull) 1954 Jack Blades rock bassist (Damn Yankees & Night Ranger) 1963 Billy Gould Los Angeles CA, rock bassist (Faith No More) This day: 1061 Halley's Comet sparks English monk to predict country'll be destroyed 1704 "Boston News-Letter", 1st successful newspaper in US, is established 1731 Daniel Defoe English novelist (Robinson Crusoe), dies 1800 Library of Congress is established with $5,000 allocation 1824 Herman Muntinghe theologist (History of Mankind), dies at 71 1833 Pat

Official Statement
1st I would like to appoligize to everyone for the heart attack this morning with the mass IM that was sent. My yahoo, voilmail, Email, and everything single sourse of communication has been blown UP!!! The reason for it was, I had someone that would not leave me alone, No matter how much I tried she would not stop . I told everyone to tell her I was dead so that MAYBE she would stop and get a life... and well, they did tell her that... and the rest is the result of what you have seen. I have no room in my life who does nothing but spread drama throughout the CR community and cause isues for both myself and my friends. And if your readying this ( like I know you are) OUR NOT A 128 YEAR OLD VAMPIRE... GET A FUCKING LIFE !!! It is people like YOU who give the community it's bad name! SO... the result of this is YES... I got rid of the MORON that had been harrassing me, and I I know that I have been replying to yahoo messages all day to most everyone who has messaged m

Hello
hey out there in cherry tap i know i havent been on in a while but i should be on more often than i was i have recently moved from kansas to notrh carolina and im lovin it up here its great!! but i just wanted to holla at ya all and hope everyone is gettin fucked up!!dont forget to stop by my profile and rate me plz!!! much luv 2 da best and fuck all da rest cuz i roll with da best peace out!!!

Free Tickets For April 28th Show At Peabodys
Free Tickets for April 28th show at Peabodys Bands that will be playing: Bill (Cleveland's Metallica tribute) Morality Check Sometimes 5 Message me back and I will set some tickets aside for you to picked up at the door at Peabodys. Let me know. Thank you. Ed (Brodie) McDonald Rise Above Promotions

What Would Rappers Talk About Now??
Yahoo News Hip-hop's Simmons wants to remove offensive words NEW YORK (Reuters) - Prominent U.S. hip-hop executive Russell Simmons on Monday recommended eliminating the words "bitch," "ho" and "nigger" from the recording industry, considering them "extreme curse words." The call comes less than two weeks after radio personality Don Imus' nationally syndicated and televised radio show was canceled amid public outcry over Imus calling a women's basketball team "nappy-headed hos." Simmons, co-founder of the Def Jam label and a driving force behind hip-hop's huge commercial success, called for voluntary restrictions on the words and setting up an industry watchdog to recommend guidelines for lyrical and visual standards. "We recommend that the recording and broadcast industries voluntarily remove/bleep/delete the misogynistic words 'bitch' and 'ho' and the racially offensive word 'nigger'," Simmons and Benjamin Chavis, co-chairmen of the advocacy group Hip-Hop Summit Action

Making A Comeback....
Hello all who prolly don't remember who the hell i am! Well, to those who might...i'm going to be trying to keep up with the TAP from now on! Life's been hectic and just had to deal...so hopefully once the dust settles completely i'll be back here in full power! Hope nobody missed me too much!

Need Help From Anyone Who Knows Anything About Limewire And Windows Media Player....please Please Please!!!!!!!!
FIRST I WANT TO SAY THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ MY BLOG NOW I WILL GET STRAIGHT TO THE POINT...I USE LIME WIRE TO DOWNLOAD MUSIC..I USE WINDOWS MEDIA PLAYER TO BURN MY CD'S..THEREIN LIES MY PROBLEM...I USED TO BE ABLE TO DOWNLOAD A SONG AND IT WOULD AUTOMATICALLY SAVE TO MY WINDOWS MEDIA PLAYER LIBRARY WITHOUT HAVING TO 'DRAG' THE SONG OR OPEN ANOTHER FILE OR ANYTHING...THE SONG WOULD DOWNLOAD AND AUTOMATICALLY APPEAR ON THE LIST...THIS IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!! SAD I KNOW!!! SO IF ANYONE KNOWS ANYTHING THAT MIGHT HELP I WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF YOU WOULD LET ME KNOW EITHER ON HERE OR YAHOO ...MY YAHOO ID IS FROGLUV792000 THANKS AND LOTS OF LUV ~~~~~~PIXIQUEEN~~~~~~

She Was Only 5
Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to die Yo

Psychopath Test
Read this question, come up with an answer and then scroll down to the bottom for the result. This is not a trick question. It is as it reads. No one I know has got it right. A woman, while at the funeral of her own mother, met a guy whom she did not know. She thought this guy was amazing. She believed him to be her dream guy so much, that she fell in love with him right there, but never asked for his number and could not find him. A few days later she killed her sister. Question: What is her motive for killing her sister? [Give this some thought before you answer, see answer below] Answer: She was hoping the guy would appear at the funeral again. If you answered this correctly, you think like a psychopath. This was a test by a famous American Psychologist used to test if one has the same mentality as a killer. Many arrested serial killers took part in the test and answered the question correctly. If you didn't an

Please Read!!!!!
God has blessed me with many things, And most importantly the most amazing family anyone could dream of. My wife is Sick, and needs support, love, prayers...And when you love someone one you do all that you can to make sure they are getting what it is they need. Melanie, you are my life, and I am doing all I can to be there for you, to love you and support you...We will beat this! Please all of you, send love and prayers her way, This is not an easy fight, it is Physical, Emotional, and very testing. Please pray for love and strength...this woman is the most amazing woman any of you will ever meet. She has more love in her heart than a million, and more strength and courage than armies. she is my light, my life...Please help... http://cherrytap.com/user/376941

Sexual Personality Results
You're a Zeta! Your sexual personality is determined by your sexual persona (Zeta), 4 sexual scales (Emotional/Physical, Look/Touch, Daring/Modest, Verbal/Non-verbal), and your libido score (10). As a Zeta, the high degree of confidence you feel around your sexuality matches your level of experience. Your sexual confidence and awareness are particularly high, but your sex appeal is somewhat lower. Discover Your Sexual Personality Brought to you by Tickle

The Truth.......
The truth is People can't handle the truth. The reality is that Juan and I laugh at her expense all the time because there are things that that I know that went on during their relationship that she doesn't even know. Not that he Cheated or anything like that, Just things..... ROTFLMAO....... Anyway Moving on, Something I do know though is that the reason his tone changed so suddenly after the Day that SHE went with HIM to Randy's Place is because.... THEY KISSED. Now you would think that this would only bring them closer and that they would be together more and whatever, NOPE... HIS Kissing her Made Him Sick. Like the kind of sick you have when you have the Stomach Flu and feel like you are going to throw up everything you ate. Yeah that kind of sick. That is why He is still with me. That is why he changed his Mind and that is why he didn't want anything to do with you romantically after that day. That is why after that day he told you that He was going to try and

Cherrytap On Sirius Radio
AROUND 1112 WESTCOAST TIME I WAS DRIVE TO THE BEACH WITH MY HANDSOME SON LISTENING TO HOWARD STERN LIKE ALWAYS THEN BANG!!! HOWARD IS DOING A PROMO FOR CHERRYTAP.COM AND 12SECOND BIT. I WAS LIKE OMG GTFOOH( get the fuck out of here) congrants CHERRYTAP.COM FOR MAKING TO HOWARD AND TO SIRIUS

Monday
Thank you my space....just wrote the greatest blog and clicked post...It all went away.....so here the hell we go again. It's Monday....Happy Monday, it's a great one.....I know, just try missing one and see what happens. Been a good start to the week. Talked to two wonderful ladies last night who I think are going to make my web site really shine....OK, time for a plug....the site is www.calhodges.com .....got to get that stuff in. Two very pretty ladies who should really make a difference....made me feel pretty damn good. Now I am enjoying yet anothers whiskey and diet coke, I really seem to enjoy those...more and more. Been a good start to the week...got a email from the SonEdna Foundation, that's where I was Saturday, at Morgan Freeman's for a writers retreat.....had a great time and may get more fun work. The Crosstie Arts and Crafts Festival Satuday was also fun....meet a lot of great people. Hang on...I need another drink.......Ok, I am back. Today I got a line on

I'm Fucked!!
My husband went to court recently to see if he could do community service instead of paying the rest of the $$ and the judge had denied him when my husband thought he had granted it...so now we find out that he DOES have to pay the rest of the money and if we dont get it paid by the end of May he goes to jail!!! We are so fucked!

Do Not Ask
Do not ask, my love, for the love we had before You existed, I told myself, so all existence shone, Grief for me was you; the world’s grief was far. Spring was ever renewed in your face: Beyond your eyes, what could the world hold? Had I won you, Fate’s head would hang, defeated. Yet all this was not so, I merely wished it so. The world knows sorrows other than those of love, Pleasures beyond those of romance: The dread dark spell of countless centuries Woven with silk and satin and gold braocade, Bodies sold everywhere, in streets and markets, Besmeared with dirt, bathed in blood, Crawling from infested ovens, My gaze returns to these: what can I do? Your beauty still haunts me: what can I do? The world is burdened by sorrows beyond love, By pleasures beyond romance, Do not demand that love which can be no more

I Want To Make You Smile......
I want to make you smile as you make me. I wish you saw my thoughts right through my eyes. You ask me what I'm thinking. I can't tell you. You are the stars, and I the empty skies. In me there is a yearning ever flowing That needs to reach an end that never comes. I cannot be myself without you with me. This is a truth no wisdom ever plumbs. You laugh, and say that I'm your personal angel, And this is what I want so much to be. The beauty of my life is like a passion That blows right through the person that you see.

This Is Why Men Want Women To Drink Up!
Yahoo News Alcohol damages women's brains faster than men's By Anne Harding 2 hours, 31 minutes ago NEW YORK (Reuters Health) - The brain-damaging effects of alcohol strike women more quickly than men, a new study conducted in Russia confirms. Female alcoholics performed worse on a number of tests of neurocognitive function compared with males, Dr. Barbara Flannery from RTI International in Baltimore and her colleagues found. However, Flannery cautioned in an interview with Reuters Health, the findings aren't good news for alcohol-dependent men. "Women are vulnerable to the extent to which they will experience the negative consequences of alcohol abuse and alcoholism more rapidly than men, but men will also experience it -- the same kinds of effects," she said. Other physiological effects of alcoholism, such as heart and liver damage, are known to occur more quickly in women than in men, a phenomenon known as "telescoping," Flannery and her team note in the journal Al

Life In General
I would like to create a small blog to let people know a little about me, this one is life in general. Life to me is work for now, I hate work but I continue delivering those tires cross country to make money, which I also hate, but what can you do huh. Well now that work is covered, lets talk the rest of life, I don't take many days off, because I am working just to kill the time, I mean after all there is no one special in my life, so why bother going home. I need to quit rambling and get down to the point, but there is no point to this one I will post more later, but this one i just basically wanted people to know a little about me like I said before. So I will end this with one final word, Later.

Beautiful?
in honest truth, only 3 people i know of, find me attractive physically (and i beleive them). one is my lifemate, who i have been with for 7 years, and our relationship built from 'young teen friends' to adults ready to start a family.. the next, is tigerlily who i have known for some where around 5 or 6 years.. though only recently started a real relationship with.. the third is one of my slaves. now, obviously from the way I'm speaking, i dont find myself attractive, and everyone always assumes this equates to no self esteem. but anyone who actually knows me, knows i have a fairly strong sense of self esteem.. prolly a bit too much eh? ^.~ anyhow.. This goes back to when i was younger.. there was a time when i had NO self esteam.. in school, i was the fatass, fatso, uglyfuck, shitface, whatever.. kids are cruel, eh? but... at the same time, in annother world away from school.. simply minutes in the day appart, I was wanted, I was the hot item, I could please pleasure love a

What Was The Real Problem At Virginia Tech?
Everyone keeps focusing on symptoms and not the problems. Did the school have the obligation to notify students after the first killings? Did they have the means? Why didn't anyone notice the warning signs? All these are symptoms. How about this one for all you gun toting, 2nd amendment living (which you misread) hillbillys - how come it is so easy for American's to buy handguns? Think about it; countries that do not allow direct access to handguns and have very stiff penalties for possession of handguns have a drastically lower violent crime rate. 39% of American households report owning handguns. We are ranked 8th in violent crimes involving guns out of a field of 32 countries that allow handguns. All the countries that do not allow handguns to be privately owned have violent crime stats so low they do not make any of the international ranks. What are you all so afraid of that you have to own a gun? Zee Germans? Or is it those darn Mexicans coming to take your jobs (like you want to

This Showing Downraters Is Awesome!
Iam soooo glad that CT finally decided to show them. Maybe now they'll be stopped or atleast slowed down a bit. Iam going to keep an ongoing list both on here and in my profile of all the downraters that I get attacked by because Im sure its not just me that they do this to. You dont have to go after them, I already do that when I find out theyre prick heads 1. teonbay2001@ CherryTAP

A Poem For Swtnsxy.....
HOLLOWED BY THE FADED PAST LEFT WITH ONLY MEMORIES OF A TAINTED LOVE FORCED TO DENY THE WAY THINGS ARE AND CARRY A SHATTERED HEART UPON MY SLEEVE GIVEN THE CHOICETO DILUTE THE PAIN SHEDDING TEARS FOR YOU ONLY IN THE MOON'S WANE LETTING THE SORROW FALL FROM MY SOUL WITH EVERY PAINFUL DROP I CRY TO LOVE ONCE AGAIN IF ONLY FOR A BRIEF MOMENT, A MOMENT NONE THE LESS TO HAVE YOUR SWEET LIPS TOUCH MINE AND YOUR WARM SKIN TO EMBRACE ME THE SWEET SMELL OF YOUR INNOCENCE THE TENDERNESS OF YOUR LOVE. *i hope you like it;)*

My Family.. Check Them Out!!
Just Wanted To give a shout out to my Family.. These are the people that Make me Smile Everytime I see them online!! You guys Kick Ass!! The Rated R Superstar@ CherryTAP bloomer@ CherryTAP masterhead@ CherryTAP STEWIE GRIFFEN@ CherryTAP &E@ CherryTAP (IM 18 )YOUNG LOVE@ CherryTAP shadow-dad@ CherryTAP Never Said I Was An Angel@ CherryTAP cheekygirl@ CherryTAP Christian1369~ Member of the UNITED AS ONE BOMB SQUAD ~@ CherryTAP Nick@ CherryTAP I NEED SOMEONE TO LOVE!!!!!!

Last And Final Flight Home...
Summary of the eRumor: A first-hand narrative of being on an airline flight carrying the body of a fallen Marine home to Southern California . The Truth: The narrative is true. It was written by Stuart Witte, a former Navy pilot who is the manager of the Mojave airport in Mojave, California . He titled it Final Flight. He was in Maryland on February 16 to attend a Navy ceremony. He happened to end up on a flight from Washington D.C. to Los Angeles that was carrying the body of 1st Lt. Jared Landaker, a Marine helicopter pilot from Big Bear, California . Witte also attended a memorial service for Lt. Landaker that was held at Camp Pendleton in California in March. Diary Of A Last and Final Flight Home February 17, 2007, 0350 I was at curbside at 24th and M, Washington DC . 16 Degrees with a light breeze. Going home after my second week of freezing temps to my warm home in SoCal. Take a walk on the beach, ride a horse, climb a mo

Comments....
I know I haven't been commenting and getting back to ppl as much as I normally do but I am at the mercy of my daughters computer right now. I only get to get on it when it's ok with her...lol Sad huh! Anyway leave me comments or messages and I will try to get back to you asap. I promise! I hope you are all doing good as I am...keep me updated on how you are doing too ok. Serena

"lol" Indeed.
How good are you in bed?MindblowerYou love to enjoy new things and give your partner what they want, when they want it and how they want it! Lucky you! lucky lover! Can I have your # lolHow do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Wine
I am becoming more and more fascinated with the many different wines in Europe (my favorites so far are the German wines and some of the French ones... i also like Austrian wine and want to trymore Swiss ones.) i will do more research on them and the lady at my local wine shop has been a very good help. Soon they will be getting in more of the Greek wines which i wish to try. I have one i my fridge that i am waiting until the end of the week (Friday) t0 try with some nice Italian food (and if i can find) Greek foods as well if there are any places that make Greek foods.

Sometimes...
Sometimes...it's so easy to walk away from people - people that at one point in time meant so fucking much to me. People I once talked to on a daily basis. People who made my day brighter just by being present, sharing their words, laughing with me. People who made it difficult to breath, as I couldn't always catch my breath by the awesome words falling out of their mouths...And, sometimes...I look back at some of our moments, read some of their words, listen to some of our songs, think about some of our laughs and...I smile, or I smirk or I laugh...and sometimes, I just want to cry...cause really...I miss them...

Heartache
Heartache Oh how my heart aches in this desolate time Finding faith in friends and words so kind Tragedy strikes when you least expect it Initial reaction is one of fear and pain Later comes the hate and disdain How could one do that to so many Understanding and comprehension are nowhere to be found Life and time slowly stand still as the world catches it breath Sadness and sorrow emanate from all touched by death Freedom comes with a price And now more have lost a life Blame is placed on the parents, society and self Hindsight is twenty-twenty to all looking in But could it have been stop it when it began Questions and doubts cloud the mind Oh how the heart aches in this desolate time

Naked Dj
tonight i dj from 6-8 pm est and fer every listener ill remove a piece of clothing,,lol at jousters and the shugar shack jousters http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5018 Shugar shack http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6866 its 80's night and we are playing name that tune and artist so come join us for a great time oh and im sure we could use some strippers,,lol DJ Randy

How Good Are You In Bed?
How good are you in bed?MindblowerYou love to enjoy new things and give your partner what they want, when they want it and how they want it! Lucky you! lucky lover! Can I have your # lolHow do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Ibuprofren
WARNING: THIS BLOG WILL ONLY MAKE SENSE TO TWO OTHER PEOPLE, MAYBE THREE! Chocolate, unhappy face, what's up with the bird? Vanilla, too effin close, I dont like it. The planets are aligning and I dont like it. That is all.

I Did It!!!!
Wow I can ahrdly beleieve I Won! I was caller 14 today at our local Radio Station KMPS 94.5 and I won Bucky Covington's New Album,"A Different World" This is quite a thrill for me since I seldom win anything and htne also this song has a lot of meaning to me as itprety well sums up the way I grew up in Montana! So Im feeling pretty Jubilant Right now!!

Another Day...
Well well well... another day of the usual.... sitting back and relax for a change... enjoying the fact that the majority of my income is coming from being at home taking care of what needs to be done to have more then nothing. Hopefully this week i should be hearing back about my loans for school. If they dont go through I decided to follow in the footsteps of one of my idols, Hunter S. Thompson, and join the US air force. So.. we shall see how this goes!

Gravity Will Bring Me Down
Okay, so, I forgot how much I love little black dresses. I tried on my black dress from winter formal because I have to wear it Sunday, and I love it. It makes a swooshy noise when I walk. n_n; anyway, i have to go get my prom dress altered because my boobs aren't quite large enough to fill the top part. lmao. they're already too big. plus, i feel defeated. i can't do my algebra. i have to give in and go to tutorials. but thanks to my anxiety, i feel like i've failed. i feel like i can never do anything by myself. so yeah. bye!

Teacher Lol
A guy goes to the supermarket and notices an attractive woman waving at him. She says hello. He's rather taken aback because he can't place where he knows her from. So he says, "Do you know me?" T o which she replies, "I think you're the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and says, "My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I made love to on the pool table with all my buddies watching, while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery???" She looks into his eyes and says calmly, "No, I'm your son's teacher."

Wow!!!
Have any of you experienced a life with your first love?? OMG After 10yrs of not seeing or hearing from him, I may be given that second shot! I get butterflies in my stomach when i think about it. Do you believe everything happens for a reason?? I don't know if I do, but it sure helps to think it does!! I LOVE YA STEVE!! MWA :*

Love
We all want to fall in love. Why? Because that experience makes us feel competely alive. Wehere every sense is hightened every emotion is magnified, our everyday reality is shattered and we are flying into the heavens. It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon. But that doesn't diminish its value. Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives

Who Will Believe My Verse In Time To Come
Who will believe my verse in time to come, If it were fill'd with your most high deserts? Though yet, heaven knows, it is but as a tomb Which hides your life and shows not half your parts. If I could write the beauty of your eyes And in fresh numbers number all your graces, The age to come would say 'This poet lies: Such heavenly touches ne'er touch'd earthly faces.' So should my papers yellow'd with their age Be scorn'd like old men of less truth than tongue, And your true rights be term'd a poet's rage And stretched metre of an antique song: But were some child of yours alive that time, You should live twice; in it and in my rhyme. Written by William Shakespeare

My Answers...what Are Yours?
Kissed someone on your top friends? YES Been arrested? NO Kissed someone you didn't like? YES Do You like someone? Lots of people Held a snake? YES Been suspended from school? No Been fired from a job? YES Sang karaoke? YES Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? YES Laughed until you started crying? YES Caught a snowflake on your tongue? YES Kissed in the rain? YES Sang in the shower? YES Sat on a roof top? YES Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? NO Broken a bone? YES Shaved your head? Yes, all the time Had/have a gym membership? YES Shot a gun? YES Had your heart broken? YES Broken someone's heart? YES last person you texted? Nephtali You were in a car with? Sarah and Nephtali Went to the movies with? Movies? Went to the mall with? Mall? You talked to on the phone? Karen Made you laugh? Sarah You cried with? Myself Go on a date or go out with your friends? Out with my friends B

Why Am I To Blame For Your Problems!
This is in response to a blog someone wrote. I wasn't able to comment on the blog or their page, so Now I will comment in my Blog! And this way she can't erase it anyway. Wow pretty stupid on her part if you ask me. I would have just let me comment and then erased it. I guess she is too scared her "friends" (whatever she may have left) May actually see what kind of person she really is if i left the truth there for everyone to read. Maybe she is afraid she wouldn't be able to erase it in time. Oh well what ever. Here is the link to her blog if you wanna read it for your self http://cherrytap.com/blog/76262/321763 or here it is copied and pasted. SHE SAYS: ...........And my friendship was questioned? It's my turn now....Does A TRUE friend try to hook up their husbands ex-girlfriend with one of their friends ex-husband, and evidently knowing that she still had feelings for him and was considering reconcilliation? Be-friending the ex-girlfriend, taking her shopping, ta

So What?
so my tastes are not like yours I am not tame i don't like the ordinary, could care less for the mundane I like to be bitten, I like to draw blood chained and beaten too U do me, and I'll do u paddled and whipped, teased and tormented u will bow to me by the time we're through and if u don't like me, think me a freak or a fiend and I'm not ur style just a little to wild well So what? u act like i care...

Hearest Music Sadly
Music to hear, why hear'st thou music sadly? Sweets with sweets war not, joy delights in joy. Why lovest thou that which thou receivest not gladly, Or else receivest with pleasure thine annoy? If the true concord of well-tuned sounds, By unions married, do offend thine ear, They do but sweetly chide thee, who confounds In singleness the parts that thou shouldst bear. Mark how one string, sweet husband to another, Strikes each in each by mutual ordering, Resembling sire and child and happy mother Who all in one, one pleasing note do sing: Whose speechless song, being many, seeming one, Sings this to thee: 'thou single wilt prove none. Written by William Shakespeare

When You Think Of Me
You look so peaceful sleepin’, You don’t know that I’m leaving, but I’m gone. Well I did my best to beat ‘em, but in my head, the demon said, move on. You wake up your gonna curse my name. But as some time goes by I hope and pray. When you think of me, Remember the way that I used to be. Remember the times I held you, tenderly. Remember the way that I loved you. I think about the night I met you, I swore I’d never forget you, well I won’t. I think about the way you’ll live and breath, Inside my dreams forever. You’ll be better when I’m gone, you’ll be better when I’m gone. Cause I know your gonna fall in love again. I’m sorry this is how it has to end. But when you think of me, remember the way that I used to be. Remember the times I held you tenderly. Remember the way that I loved you. Oh, when you think of me. As I pick up these bags and turn around I say a little prayer and hope somehow. When you think of me, remember the way that I used to be. Remem

What Im Doing....
Okay, So now that summer is kicking in, I figure I'll lay low...what that means essentially is that Ill be dancing at various Gentlemens Clubs in Philly....This week I will be at the 19th Hole Lounge; 3011 Jenkintown Rd in Ardsley,PA on Tuesday and Thursday from 7pm until close. In addition, I am attempting to be a nude anchor on the Naked News-a rather cute show where important world issues are shared by cute Women who strip off at various stages during the braodcast. For those of you who care...please vote for me so I can roam the streets of New York, then Canada with a bikini on and ask people about the state of the Union :) The website for the naked news competition on www.nakednews.com. Vote as many times as you want so I have a shot at winning!

Almost Doesnt Count
Almost made you love me Almost made you cry Almost made you happy, baby Didn't I, didn't I You almost had me thinkin' You were turned around Everybody knows Almost doesn't count Almost heard you saying You were finally free What was always missing for you, baby You'd found it in me But you can't get to heaven Half off the ground Everybody knows Almost doesn't count I can't keep lovin' you One foot outside the door I hear a funny hesitation Of a heart that's never really sure Can't keep on tryin' If you're looking for more Than all that I could give you Than what you came here for Gotta find somebody Not afraid to let go Want a no-doubt be-there kind of girl You came real close But every time you built me up You only let me down And everybody knows Almost doesn't count I can't keep lovin' you One foot outside the door I hear a funny hesitation Of a heart that's never really sure Can't keep on tryin' If y

This Is My Horoscope For Today, Weird
An off-the-wall idea could indirectly add some snap to your romantic prospects. This is how the universe sends you suggestions, so pay attention to even the most outlandish ideas that cross your mind. You never know!

When The World Starts Spinning And Your Head Hurts...
Well the shade tree mechanic is a dinosaur You can't cuss, you can't smoke, or spit on the floor Don't hit on a woman cause she might sue You can't buy beer in this state past two Now buddha is legal but jesus ain't The saints are all sinners and the sinners are saints It's now how you play it's the final score They don't show M*A*S*H on the tube anymore Now lovers usually leave at the drop of a ring and Daddy doesn't smile when the mockingbird sings The kids are in school but they're all packing guns The losers live forever and the good die young Well the stars are all falling out of the sky The doors are all locked and the bottle is dry So pass me a chew and I'll sing you a song If there's a problem with that we can get it on Because that cheap bourbon whiskey and pearl snap shirts are two things that stay the same So when the world starts spinning and your head hurts There's cheap bourbon whiskey and pearl snap shirts

I Have Had It With....
Not Getting Laid LOL Just Kidding.... Well Ya I Guess That But.... On To The Blog... I'm Getting Tired Of Seeing All These Bullentiens That Are Fucking Repost. Ok, Ok, Ok, I Know Your Helping A Friend, But I Dont Care. Help Them By Voting On There Contests. So Whooo I'm Vented, Anywho, I'm Turning Off My Bullentiens. If YOUR On My Friend List Them Shoutbox Me Or Private Message Me Your Contest, But Im Not Going To Vote On Your Friends Contests ONLY MY FRIENDS... WHOOOOOOOOOOo I Feel Better.... Now Back To Working On That First Sentence LOL...

I Want You To Know ......
I want you to know i know i haven't been on as much ....I know i have neglected to comment and rate pics .....I am not making excuses i have been really busy since son was in hospital......I have been helping out at there school as well......But i do know i will be back soon and i will post comments rate and fan and add more ....I will b moving in the near future, I am having an MRI done today to find out what is wrong w/ my knee i may need surgery i hope not :) but I love all my friends and family i miss you all I will b on more in a few weeks and i will do what is expected of me ...Love to you all many blessings as well....Thx Penny .....

I Have Had Enough Of Fff Cb/cg...
WHAT PISSES ME OFF IS THAT WHEN SHIT HITS THE FAN I AM THE FIRST F*CKING PERSON THIS GROUPS RUNS TO FOR HELP. I TAKE CARE OF THE SITUATION I DONT ASK FOR ANYTHING IN RETURN. BUT I ASKED THIS AM FOR HELP ON A CONTEST AND I DIDNT GET ANY YOU GUYS IN THERE TO HELP. SO THE NEXT YOU GET YOUR ASS IN A SLING F*CKING DONT COME CRYING TO ME TO SOLVE IT I AM THROUGH. FOR THE REST OF YOU THAT DO STAND BY ME I WOULD APPRECIATE YOUR HELP. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=207263&i=2693967881

Monkeyassfucks And 'splodin' People
One of my favorite new haunts since I've moved down south is called, "Double D's Steakhouse". It's a large, usually sparsely populated steakhouse with a bar. They have numerous, large LCD televisions, 3 high quality, regulation sized, pocketed billiard tables, reasonably priced beer and very decent food. And, if the bartender sees that you're actually drinking or ordering food, he will usually write off the pool rental and you'll get it for free. My kind of place. A very interesting thing happened at DD's today. As I was playing pool with myself (I was losing), a proverbial clown car of children and rednecks suddenly flooded in the door. I've never understood people's compulsion to bring their offspring to places where people obviously go to get away from things like children... such as a bar. The five children looked to be exactly nine months apart in age (big surprise there), the oldest being around 8 years old. And they were LOUD! Not just loud in the sense that they spoke loudly

Friendship:)
"""Friendship . . . . . . is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into y

I Like This Song!!!
AVRIL LAVIGNE LYRICS "Girlfriend" [Chorus] Hey! Hey! You! You! I don’t like your girlfriend! No way! No way! I think you need a new one Hey! Hey! You! You! I could be your girlfriend Hey! Hey! You! You! I know that you like me No way! No way! No it’s not a secret Hey! Hey! You! You! I want to be your girlfriend [Verse 1] You’re so fine I want you mine You’re so delicious I think about ya all the time You’re so addictive Don’t you know what I could do to make you feel alright? Don’t pretend I think you know I’m damn precious And Hell Yeah I’m the motherfucking princess I can tell you like me too and you know I’m right [Bridge] She’s like so whatever You could do so much better I think we should get together now And that’s what everyone’s talking about! [Chorus] Hey! Hey! You! You! I don’t like your girlfriend! No way! No way! I think you need a new one Hey! Hey! You! You! I could be your girlfriend Hey! Hey! You! You! I know that you

That Special Someone
Have you ever had someone special in your life who you cared so deeply for yet couldnt have them,be it they had someone else or where so far away. That someone who is always a friend...endlessly..always there for you...yet you want so much more..and your unsure of where you stand with them. They say they care and want the same yet you have some kind of obsticle in the way.. I want this person...I dont want to share..its my only choice...do I protect and hide or live...fear is such a strong factor...and no matter how much your apart they are still on your mind...

I Am A Little Church (no Great Cathedral)
Heres a poem that lies close to my heart, Its by ee. Cummings. Its called "I am a Little Church (no great cathedral) I really like this one so pay attention!! I am a little church (no great cathedral) far from the splendor and squalor of hurrying cities --I do not worry if briefer days grow briefest, I am not sorry when sun and rain make april My life is the life of the reaper and the sower; My prayers are prayers of earth's own clumsily striving (finding and losing and laughing and crying) children whose any sadness or joy is my grief or my gladness Around me surges a miracle of unceasing Birth and glory and death and resurrection: Over my sleeping self float flaming symbols of hope, And I wake to a perfect patience of mountains I am a little church (far from the frantic world with its rapture and anguish) at peace with nature --I do not worry if longer nights grow longest; I am not sorry when silence becomes singing Winter by spring, I lift my dim

Drivers License
I definately need to get my drivers license this summer. I really hate having to count on other people for transporatation anyways and it can be a real pain in the ass especially when i need to leave Lynchburg for someowhere else and the bus service sucks ass.

I Dont Need
I dont need your love your pity or your care, WHEN i GET HOME AT NIGHT I dont need you there I dont need some friends to help me on lifes way I just want to be alone I dont care what people say I dont need the sunshine the flowers or fine I dont need loving hands to take away life's pain I dont need a loving god to forgive me of my sins I dont need this life I dont care if it ends I dont need anything or anyone you see? If in this life we meet walk by and let me be

If U Dont Agree Ur Not A Friend
Who is a friend? A friend is... A push when you've stopped, A word when you're lonely, A guide when you're searching, A light when you go blind; A glass of ice lemonade when you feel thirsty, A colour-drenched scene when you're in the dark. A guarantee when you're uncertain, A cheer when you fear, A smile when you're sad, A song when you're glad, A sense of trust when you're in deep rest. Do we really have such a "friend"? Can you be such a friend? I wish we should be

I Will Be Your Light....
I will be your light when you have nothing but darkness surrounding you. I will be your arms when yours are to heavey to carry on. I will be your back when yours is bend from the weight of the world. I will cover you with my wings and let them burn from the fire of life, to protect you.. Courtesy of SparkleTags.com

A Specail Person
HE IS DEAR TO ME,HIS NAME IS ERNIE, I DON'T EXACTLY KNOW HOW HE DOES IT, IT IS HARD TO EXPLAIN, BUT TOUCHES PLACES IN MY HEART, I DON'T THINK HE REALLY KNOWS, BUT I CAN'T DO WITHOUT HIM, REALLY,HE FREES MY SOUL,LIKE HE REALLY LOVES ME, RESPECTFUL,AND A GENTLEMAN, OPEN A DOOR,AND NOT JUST THE CAR DOOR, BUT TO MY HEART, A KISS ONLY STRIKES ME,TO WHERE SOMETIMES I AM DUMBFOUNDED, AND SOMETIMES I GET RENDERED SPEECHLESS, THIS IS WHAT I FEEL,CAN THERE EVER BE ANYTHING ELSE I CAN ASK FOR,...??? NOT ONLY A SPECAIL PERSON, BUT MY FRIEND. ---FOR ERNDOG--- LOVE,SWEET&KINKY 4-23-2007

This Time...
this time i won't show i'm vulnerable this time i won't give in first this time i will hold out with my love this time i will not be hurt i'm gonna love myself more than anyone else i'm gonna treat me right i'm gonna make you say that you love me first and you'll be the one with the most to lose tonight this time this time i won't let my emotions rule my life this time i'm gonna keep my heart locked safe inside this time i'm gonna be my own best friend this time i'm gonna be the one to win your love your affection to hide my fear of rejection this time

Billy Pittman R.i.p I Love You!
BILLY PITTMAN R.I.P Hi.. I had one of the most IMPORTANT people in my life die on March 19,2006. Billy Pittman. He died at 26 years old for no reason. He was involved in a Motorcycle accident. He wasn't wearing a helmet. He was at my youngest son's father's house earlier that day. Showing off his new bike. My youngest son's 6th birthday was the next day and he asked his Uncle Billy if he could ride it for his birthday. Billy told him no problem buddy I'll be there for your birthday I promise. Later that night he went to another of our mutual friends house. It was his birthday. So of course they were partying alot. Early that morning at 4:30am Billy set out to go home. NO ONE at the party stopped him. They didn't take his keys. They let him leave VERY intoxicated with beer and multiple drugs in his system. The Florida Highway Patrol said he had to been going over 150 mhp when he lost it. One of the witnesses said the front tire started shaking really bad and Billy tried so hard

I Would Do This For My Girl Any Day
- Give her a hoodie of yours to wear so other people know she is yours. - Leave her sweet texts to wake up to. - Sneak up behind her. - Grab her by the waist. - Do anything to make her smile. - Always make her laugh. - Tell her shes beautiful, not sexy or damn you look fine - Tell her she has amazing eyes. - When your friends walk by, say, "This is my girlfriend." - Say I love you to her face not JUST over the phone. - If she's sad, take her in your arms and tell her everything will be okay.* - NEVER cheat on her. - Kiss her on the forehead. . - When you walk with her, walk slowly. - Tickle her, even when she says stop. - Don't say I love you unless you mean it. - Listen to her when she talks. - Tell her your secrets. - Protect her. - Brush any hair out of her face and say something chessy like: "Sorry, I just want to see your beautiful face." and add a cheesy smile :P Girls love it xP Girls repost as - A True Boyfriend Guys repost as - I would do this for my gir

Awsomeness
REFLECTING ALL MY INNER BLISS IN TIMES OF DOUBT AND MEMORIES MISSED ALONE AND YET NEVER LONELY FORGOTTEN BY THE WAY OF LOST DEAMS LEFT TO MY OWN SACRIFICES AND DETERMINED NOT TO FALL PUSHED ASIDE LIKE SOME WASTED YOUTH THEN YOU PULLING ME FROM THE ABYSS IN WHICH I LIVED GATHERING MY CONFIDENCE AS WELL AS MY HEART ALLOWING FOR THIS HEART TO FULFILL ITS DESTINY TO LOVE YOU AND ALL THAT YOU'RE WORTH BUT NOTHING CAN TAKE AWAY THE DARKNESS AND DESPAIR OF NOT HAVING YOUR ARMS AROUND ME TIGHT THE LONELY DAYS ARE PAST THE FUTURE AHEAD IS BRIGHTENED BY YOUR SMILE FOR EACH DAY AND NIGHT THAT I AM YOURS..... I THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME.

Phyco Bitch
Are you a phyco bitch? Do you get upset when the power goes out when your sops are on! Do you coas out every one at the gas station when the line long and they are low on gas. Man you are a bitch when the police call you one once you drive off, He's the nice guy in the world and he is calling some one a bitch. Dam you have piss me off you bitch why cant you just shut your trap and play nice. Why must you be bitchey to every one when they are being nice to you. I hope I never see you when I am at work I might just turn you around and show you the door before you can even get one word out your mouth. Stay u show your face no more you phyico bitch. You are no longer welcome hear.

Women's Personal Ads:
WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS: 40-ish..................................49. Adventurous.........................Slept with everyone. Athletic...............................No breasts. Average looking.....................Moooo. Beautiful.............................Pathological liar. Emotionally Secure................On medication. Feminist..............................Fat. Free Spirit............................Junkie. Friendship first......................Former Slut. New-Age..............................Body hair in the wrong places. Old-fashioned........................No B.J.'s Open-minded.........................Desperate. Outgoing..............................Loud and embarrassing. Professional...........................Bitch. Voluptuous...........................Very fat. Large frame...........................Hugely fat. Wants soul mate....................Stalker. DICTIONARY FOR DECODING WOMEN'S ENGLISH: Ø Yes.....................................No Ø No........

Hey Guys I Need Advice On Something.
Hey guys how is everyone doing today?Well what i need advice on is about mark.He lied to me and broke my heart.So if you are a true friend then please reply but if not then just say good-bye.

The Doctor
I stayed home today from school again. Mom went to her doctor, but she saw my doctor too. She told him about my foot and how it hurts for me to even walk on it. So my doctor said I have to use a wheel chair for a while. I DONT WANT TO USE A WHEEL CHAIR! That is the last thing on my mind that I wanted to use. Specially since I have to use it when I go back to school. :( Well that is my day so far it sucks bad news all over.

The Soldiers
When I look at the flag and I see the color red, It reminds me of the Soldiers and all the blood that they shed. When I look at the blue it's like looking at the sky. Then I think of the Soldiers and how so many had to die. When I look at the stars and I see the color white, I picture all the young Soldiers who must have died in the night. When I look at the flag I feel a sadness deep inside, As I think of grieving mothers who held Old Glory as they cried. When I look at the flag it goes beyond red, white, and blue. I see loving husbands and sons that gave their lives for me and you. When I look at the flag a million thoughts go racing by, As I thank God for America and all the Soldiers who had to die.

**ode To Juicy Black Cherry **
******ODE TO JUICY BLACK CHERRY ****** THE WORLDS FINEST WOMAN ****By Magic Mike The Poet C-Towns Finest**** These are the words that cross my mind, about a woman that is so damn fine..She is oh so unique, and she is sexy from her head to her feet..We met just like this, and her words were like the sweetest kiss..It happened to me and I am still in a daze, but this woman had it all in so many ways.. And please believe my words will not vary, because I am feeling Ms. Juicy Black Cherry.. I was on the beach just enjoying the sun, and there she was my perfect one.. she looked up at me and said with a smile,are you going to stand there or sit for awhile.. we talked for so long that the day grew short and headed for the end, to let this woman get away would be a sin..So before I explain what happened after that,Let me describe this woman because she was all that..She has eyes that are seen as exotic. and her lips an smile give you thoughts that are definitely erotic..She ha

Do Something For Autism
By going to the web site and watching this Five for Fighting video (of a great song) you will help donate 43cents to autism research. So, feel free to go watch and do some good too. http://www.whatkindofworlddoyouwant.com/videos/view/id/213154

New Orleans - Where My Heart Will Always Stay
Give me a king cake smear, Give me a beignet kiss, Give me a french quarter morning that looks just like this, Give me the endymion krewe, Give me the times-picayune, Give me a drunk and lazy crawfish boil in muggy sticky June, Give me a six pack of Dixie, Give me some assorted Abita beers, Give me a city where it only snows once every 10 years, Give me a green neutral ground, Give me a mardi gras ball, Give me a medium rare burger at my grand old Port of Call, Give me a glittery drag show, Give me the streetcar line, Give me the House of the Rising Sun, Give me a Tchoupitoulas sign, Give me a shrimp and oyster poboy, Give me lovebug season in May, Give me my New Orleans Where my heart will always stay.

A Poem For Slow Spinning.....
REFLECTING ALL MY INNER BLISS IN TIMES OF DOUBT AND MEMORIES MISSED ALONE AND YET NEVER LONELY FORGOTTEN BY THE WAY OF LOST DEAMS LEFT TO MY OWN SACRIFICES AND DETERMINED NOT TO FALL PUSHED ASIDE LIKE SOME WASTED YOUTH THEN YOU PULLING ME FROM THE ABYSS IN WHICH I LIVED GATHERING MY CONFIDENCE AS WELL AS MY HEART ALLOWING FOR THIS HEART TO FULFILL ITS DESTINY TO LOVE YOU AND ALL THAT YOU'RE WORTH BUT NOTHING CAN TAKE AWAY THE DARKNESS AND DESPAIR OF NOT HAVING YOUR ARMS AROUND ME TIGHT THE LONELY DAYS ARE PAST THE FUTURE AHEAD IS BRIGHTENED BY YOUR SMILE FOR EACH DAY AND NIGHT THAT I AM YOURS..... I THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME. *this is something for you and your other half and I hope you enjoy it! Thanks for the support!* ;)

Why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im Sure Not Many Will Answer
why is it that guys always want a skinny girl? why is it that guys only want to take out skinny girls? why is it that to a guy a big girl is only good for being a friend? why is that guys tend to stay away from big girls? why is that if your boys don't think shes dateable you won't date a girl? why is that guys always want to play with big girls emotions? why they can't see the good in a big girl? why cant they see the person not the size? why can't they just be up front? why can't they just say what they mean and mean what they say? I KONW ,BECAUSE THEY SCARED THAT THEY JUST MIGHT FALL IN LOVE WITH A BIG GIRL AND THEY WILL WOULD REALLY LIKE HER,BUT THIER BOYS WON'T SO THEY GOT TO KEEP YOU AROUND FOR THERE SAKE BUT NOT TO CLOSE FOR THERE FRIENDS SAKE. (IF YOU AGREE OR DISAGREE LET ME KNOW BUT I DON'T THICK TO MANY PEOPLE WILL DISSAGREE)

Dear Ladies Who Take Pics In Bras
Look darlings...it's great that you have the confidence to snap yourself in your brassiere and post it publically. Really, I applaud you. I can appreciate a nice cleave shot! BUT! If you are an A-Cup...just stop it. It's no fun. If you are a B-Cup and there is some space in the bra left to fill...stop lying to yourself, you're an A-Cup, and stop it. If you are a FFF-Cup...Ouch! Email me the name of your chiropractor. Fake Boobs (Silicone or Saline) I happen to like. Some folks don't, I do. Thinking of getting me a pair of those as an upgrade in a couple years...gotta beat Gravity to the punch! Saggy Boobs...*covers eyes* All other are welcome and appreciated.

Best Vacation I've Ever Had...!!!
St. Louis, I hardly knew ye…..but what a ride! ^_- This weekend was full of action, adventure, and a healthy amount of whimsy. There were chills, spills, and definite thrills! What in the world were we doing all weekend? We were on our first “official” family vacation. While, we try to take the kids out on “family days” as often as possible, we’ve never done anything very far outside of our local area…until now. Our destination was Missouri, but not just any part of the Show Me state: we were headed towards St. Louis. The weekend just wasn’t long enough to enjoy all of the wonderful things that St. Louis, and the surrounding areas, had to offer. There’s so much to see and do that it’s almost overwhelming. If you choose to go, bring a plan of action so that you are able to do the things that are highest on your priority list. My other piece of advice, is to bring a camera and LOTS of film! I took well over 200 shots, but narrowed them down to 195 usable ones. If I c

What I Want To Feel...
WHAT I REALLY WANT... I want to feel safe. I want to feel that although my partner may not always like me, he will ALWAYS love me and I him. And I will love him no matter what. I want us to have the freedom to be ourselves. I want us to be able to look into each other’s eyes and see love there. In the midst of the most heated argument, I still want to know the love is there, always waiting. I want him to look in my heart and find home. I want him to relax in my arms and KNOW he is home and safe. I want him to always want to return to me. He may not always be with me, but I want him to want to be.......to want to be with me. I want to share life with him. The good, the bad, the indifferent. His bed, oh, how I do want to share his bed. I want to face mornings (and nights) in the shadow of his slow, peaceful breathing. I want him to awaken to me, I want to be his dream. I want to awaken to him, as my reality. I want to love and be loved. I want our

Being A Mom
for me being a mom is the best thing in the world since my daughter is the most important person in the world to me she is my entire life no one can or will ever come before her and believe me she knows this. I can not see my life with out my precious beautiful daughter. For me being a mother is the greatest thing that life has to offer but that is just me, i happen to be happy being a mom .

My Old Ways
The never ending sarrow The never ending pain All I ever do is dissapoint you I can't do anything right My past is creeping up on me My old ways look so nice the furture doesn't look so bright why is all this shit going odwn Right here Right now It knows I'm weak It knows I can't take many blows Before I just cave in Cave into my old ways It's the only way I know To make things feel right To make my pain leave I just can't stand Knowing my old ways are my only way out

That Cold Winter Night
That cold winter night Where the wind howled so loud You couldn't hear the shivering of the person right next to you The snow falling so fast Like a blanket covering the sky You couldn't see anything Even if it was in your face That cold winter night I stood outside and watched Hoping for my love to runde My heart turning cold My heart starting to hate him I knew deep down he wasn't returning He left me there That cold winter night To die for the love I had for him That cold winter night The roads so slick The ice covering them like icing on cake His car slide off that thick ice He died that cold winter night Fate would not let me die alone Alone for the love I had for him On that codl winter night

Showing Some Luv
FOR ALL YOU PEOPLE THAT IM SHOWING MY LOVE TO AND RATING YOUR STASH AND LEAVING COMMENTS AT HAPPY HOUR I THOUGHT YOU WERE SUPPOSE TO RETURN THE LOVE. IM GONNA STOP GIVING TIL I START RECEIVING. I LOVE HELPING EVERYONE OUT BUT I NEED SOME HELP BACK SO COME ON GUYS SHOW ME SOME LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Start Over!
hey cherries!It's Monday,the beginning of the week,and I hope it goes by fast,but my luck it probably won't,lol,I hope everyone had a sexy weekend,because I didn't,stayed home and cleaned.It was soooooooooooo much fun,yeah right!Catch ya later,bye 4 now!

Can We Have Breakfast Like This?
I've been anticipating this day for weeks. You've been so busy with work and college lately that we haven't been able to spend much time together. It was the first Saturday in two months that we were able to sleep in. I felt the sun hitting my face through the cracks in the mini blinds it was shining in my eyes as though to hint to me to start our day. I look at the clock, seven minutes after ten I look back at you, so peaceful, and wonder how to wake you up this morning. I thought that breakfast in bed would be nice, so I carefully crawl out of bed so as not to wake you up. I make my way down the hallway to the kitchen. Looking in the fridge, the choice of breakfast is plentiful it's all a matter of what I want to give you. Shifting things around on the shelves I spot what I want, reaching back I grab the grapes and the container of strawberry's nothing like a healthy breakfast. As the door begins to close something catches my eye, the can of whip cream... I start thinking ba

Asong Of The Day 04/23/07
i love this song enjoy :D So long ago, I don't remember when That's when they say I lost my only friend Well they said she died easy of a broken heart disease As I listened through the cemetery trees I seen the sun comin' up at the funeral at dawn The long broken arm of human law Now it always seemed such a waste She always had a pretty face So I wondered how she hung around this place Chorus: Hey, come on try a little Nothing is forever There's got to be something better than In the middle But me & Cinderella We put it all together We can drive it home With one headlight She said it's cold It feels like Independence Day And I can't break away from this parade But there's got to be an opening Somewhere here in front of me Through this maze of ugliness and greed And I seen the sun up ahead At the county line bridge Sayin' all there's good and nothingness is dead We'll run until she's out of breath She ran until there's nothin' left She hit the end

I Blame
Those sweet things you said Telling me I was pretty Telling me you liked me Telling me you would date me Were all a lie A lite to get her jealouse To get her true feeling for you out I blame me for you hurting me I blame myself for letting you get to me I blame me for believing you I can't believe I let myself believe you Believed that you liked me That you really liked me That you wanted to date me It was a bunch of bullshit People wonder why i don't believe them when they tell me I'm pretty I am thin They want to date me It's becuase of assholes like you That use me Don't worry i don't hate you I hate me for letting you takde advantage of me like that For telling myself cry over this I blame myself

I'll Be Pissed
Every since she moved awayu You've been wanting me around I'm sick of it Sure I want you in my life If you are doing this because she left I'll be pissed I want you to really want me in your life I don't want you to be my firend since she left Don't you see I have a life I dont't want to be your rebound I'm sick of it Yes I wnat you in my life If you're doing this because she left I'll be pissed I'll be pissed if you want me around Just because she left

I Want The Love
I see them Holding hands Loving one another I sit and cry I think to myself What is worng with me Why can't I have that i want it so bad When I have it through I get scared I run and hide I lose what everyone else has I get jealouse I try and giet it too I want to hold hands I want the joy I want the smiles What is worng with me Why can't I have it I just want what everyone else has I'm not one to fallow the pack Just this once I wnat ot be with the pack I wnat the love

I Still Want An Us
I don't want this to go away I love this feeling I have inside We wont do anything at all We can just sit there and I'll have the time of my life I am never in fear I am never in dought I am never in sarrow I am never in pain when with you I am always in smiles You notice it too I miss there being an us I hate hearing she is just a friend I want to be more I miss being your girlfreind I am sorry for what I did I shouldn't of been afraid I know you would of never hurt me I never should of listened Listend to that little voice in my head The voice that ruined everything good for me I am not letting it ruin us I care for you still I just don't know how to tell you I still want an us

Im Mad....
Okay now...I gotta rant! Dang it, this aint fair... My daughter comes home from school with a paper that says she has 5 days of detention because she has been late to her 6th period class 5 times now. In the past she talked to me about her 5th period teacher and the fact that she would not let the kids out of class when the bell rang. This was bad enough but to top it off my daughters 6th period class is on the other side of the campus! I am po'd now because she is being punished because this teacher holds the kids in her class knowing that some of them have a ways to walk to their next class...... GRRRRRRRR

Crystal...have You Met Her?
If my glamorous Lifestyle is appealing to you, And you want to try me cause you've nothing to lose, Then I must offer you a bit of advice; You're a fool and you better think twice. I destroy homes. I tear families apart. I take your children and that's just a start. I'm more value than diamonds and more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, I'm easily found. I live around you in school and in town. I live with the rich and the poor. I live just down the street and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not one like you think. I can be made under your kitchen sink. Or even in your child's closet, or out in the woods. If this scares you to death then it certainly should. I have many more names, but this is the one you'll know best. I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is Crystal Meth !!!! My power is awesome, try me you'll see. But if you do, you may never be free. Try me just once and I might let you go. But if you try me tw

Every Time
The times we have together The times we spent apart Every time I'm with you I fall harder and harder The times we are apart I miss you more and more I start to realize what you mean to me I finally feel like I deserve this one thing That I don't have to question everything I don't have to question why you like me I can just tell by the look in your eyes that you truely do want to be with me I worry though Not seeing you so much the time we are apart You will leave me I'm araid of that You are the one thing that has made me happy You get me through my days I don't know what I would do without you by my side I don't know how it was befor without you I just don't want to go back that way I just care so much Everytime I see you i fall for you more and more Everytime we are apart I miss you more and more It pulls me apart

Computer Dependency
Computer Dependency This just proves that we have become too dependent on our computers. Are you male or female? To find out the answer, look down... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Look down not scroll down, dummy!

Love And Friendship
where do i begin when it comes to love you have to basically love someone enough to let them go and let them do what they need to do to be happy. Sometimes love hurts and sometimes love is great i guess it just depends on the person your in love with. Sometimes being friends is all you can be with someone cause sometimes the old saying is true sometimes love isnt enough. But i do believe that when you love someone everything will fall in place regardless of what life throws your way.

Feelings Aside - Didn't We All See It Coming?
I Found this information on the internet and thought it was very interesting in light of the the VT Shooting. Maybe we should re-evaluate and deal with what the REAL problem is!!! Depression Statistics * Depressive disorders affect approximately 18.8 million American adults or about 9.5% of the U.S. population age 18 and older in a given year. This includes major depressive disorder, dysthymic disorder, and bipolar disorder. * Everyone, will at some time in their life be affected by depression -- their own or someone else's, according to Australian Government statistics. (Depression statistics in Australia are comparable to those of the US and UK.) * Pre-schoolers are the fastest-growing market for antidepressants. At least four percent of preschoolers -- over a million -- are clinically depressed. * The rate of increase of depression among children is an astounding 23% p.a. * 15% of the population of most developed countries suffers severe depressi

You're Nothing To Me Anymore!
How fucking dare you. I cant believe you. I fucking hate you. I hope your fucking happy. you finally made it onto the list of people I will forever despise, remember that list? The one made up of my dad, eric and ap? yeah, well guess what you fucking asshole, your now on the list. I cant believe I ever believed what you told me. " I promise I'll never hurt you." And you say Im the liar? FUCK YOU! you are nothing to me anymore, do you understand that? YOU'RE NOTHING TO ME. YOU ARE A NO ONE IN MY LIFE. ANOTHER FUCKING ASSHOLE THAT'S HURT ME. I hope your fucking happy. " I'll love you always and forever." LIES!!!!!!!! I kept my promises to you, how come you didnt keep yours??? Bc I "changed"? No, we both fucking changed. You are not a fucking "man" either. dont ever think you are. a real man wouldnt leave his half fucking dead girlfriend to go camping. a real man wouldnt use his girlfriend for sex, and never give anything in return. a real man wouldnt have asked his girlfriend to change,

Lost It
life is not a game u don't need to play with it at r with someone els life if u going to be with some one then don't play with them i tell u this someone on here has play with my hart and life and it not right she know how she is.

A Distant Love
When your feeling all alone... and your far away from home. Know that I am right there with you... i'll always be in your heart... Even though were far apart. Im here for you no matter what... I want our lives to change for the best... Just had to get this off my chest. I dont know how real this is... but i love you. Trailer: The Crow: City of AngelsFlixster - Share Movies

My Little Adventure!
Well, as most of you know, I went to Texas not too long ago. What should have been a quick trip, ended up lasting way too long! I used to love all kinds of music, including country...now, I am just sick of country (I am sure Raven is glad to hear that!). I am sure, eventually, I will like it again tho. Anyways, we were driving back from Texas, U-Haul trailer in tow, when (on the night of Friday, the 13th, early morning of the 14th~ 12:40 am), a truck driver rammed into the back of us, as we were headin' down yet another hill, in Tennesee. It was 2 lanes, on our side, a large ditch, then 2 lanes heading south-bound on 81. Well, he rammed us, pushed us forward, then hit us again, in the side of the trailer (which is where his bumper ended up embedded). We were in the right lane, because as some of you know, you can't go over 50 with those trailers, because of the major fish-tailing it causes. We had just gotten back up to 50, when he hit us. It spun us around, so that we were between

Army Wedding Vows
If the Army wanted you to have a wife, it would have issued you one. Dear family and friend, we are gathered here today in the sight of God and the Department of the Army to witness this exchange of vows and to see the love that these dedicated, loving people have for one another. I, ______________________________________ , take (who was once referred to as the dependent), as your Family Member, to dwell together in so far as the Department of the Army will permit? Wilt thou love her, comfort her via the Postal Service or over the telephone, make sure she knows where the commissary, PX, clinic and the church are and what time she is scheduled to use the laundry room the day she arrives, wherever you are stationed? Wilt thou attempt to tell her more than 24 hours in advance that you will be leaving for two weeks, beginning the next morning? This especially applies to the years you will live in a foreign country! Wilt thou, ______________________ , take this soldier as t

Can Someone Please Help Me
i need major help. i made it 2 the next level i thought. my thing says 99.99% but it isnt letting me level up. am i just dumb or what. im so confused im stuck. can i move up or am i just stuck at friend of cherrytap. can someone please please help me.

My Life
hello everyone, its funny how life can turn out sometimes.mine has its ups and downs to ,like anyone elses does. sometimes we want things we cant have so we do the best we can to get by.life has to move on .if we get stuck just spinning our wheels then the best things in life can pass us by . ive learned alot about life in the last year. one of the things i learned a very special friend of mine helped me learn .i dont think he realizes what it is he taught me. but thats ok . no matter how my life turns out or where it takes me ,ill always remember he was the one who was there when no one else was and he never wanted anything in return other then to be my friend. but anyway thats a little bit of my life. everyone have a nice day.

Fake Smile
The time has come for me to break away Break away from this person I have made people believe I am I'm not all smiles no matter what I am a human being I do have my downs The pain is just to much to haold onto right now The fear of what is starting to surfface The feeling I promised myself I wouldn't get involved with The feeling that always seems to bite me in the ass People think I can take what they throw at me No matter how many blows I take I fake mys mile The smile that makes people believe I'm perfectly fine The pain has become to much Not being able to do anything right for anyone Dissapointing one person after another Trying to please everyone It's become so much for me Not being able to make people happy I don't like the dissapointment My smile I know The one I use to trick everyone Is becoming fake I don't know what happened to it they use to say I should be an actress with that fake smile Being able to play a part that I'm not Now they notice someth

Message From The Dead.
I’ve always been amazed of how, as a society, we have a tendency to idolize the dead. The minute someone dies, especially if they are a celebrity of any kind, their approval rating jumps to 95%, even if they don’t deserve it; and, quite often they do not, especially considering that some of that celebrity may be gained from infamy. What is more surprising is that, if they are suicidal or, at the very best, this person lived a life that was on a path of self-destruction, (i.e., Janice Joplin, Jim Morrison, Jimi Hendrix or Kurt Cobain); we take it a step farther; we canonize them! I don’t get it! I mean, our heroes, our life’s inspiration are people that couldn’t handle life? Even worse are the maniacal killers that stalk the innocent, murder in mass for some self-serving reason; some silliness they call justice, and then take their own lives. There are probably too many to count so I’ll just bring up Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold of Columbine High School and, more recently, Cho

How
The light in your eyes makes my stomic flip The sparkel in your smile makes my day The way your arms fit so perfectly around me Makes me want to stay The way your gental lips touch mind makes me float to heaven The way my hand fits perfectly in yours makes me smile the way my head fits so perfectly on yours sholder gives me butterflies How can just one person make me feel this way It makes no sence to me The way it feels so right How no matter what I smile when I see you Everytime I see him I fall harder for him How can this be I have never found something so right Something that felt so right This isn't suppose to happen to me I'm suppose to be lonely all my life How is it he knows the right time to call He knows just how to cheer me up Make my day How does he do it

When I Am With You...
I feel the burn of your gaze I feel the heat of your breath on my neck I feel the rate of my heart increasing as you draw near I feel my breathing becoming heavy just waiting for you I feel my words getting caught in my throat as you speak to me. You have these effects on me every time we are with each other This way of reaching deep inside of me Pulling out those hidden parts of me Those parts I have closed off, not shared with anyone. When I am with you I feel my walls coming down I find myself wanting to care again I find myself wanting to open up again I find myself wanting to share my heart again I find myself wanting to love again. My feelings for you grow each and every day that we spend together My heart becomes more yours each time we talk My spirit feels lighter each minute we share My eyes sparkle even brighter when I am with you My steps are a little lighter when I walk with you You have come into my life and changed me. Changed me for the good

Thoughtfull Mindless Rambelings
My three jobs are killing me slowly but they are all worth it. I applied for a fourth on Friday. I must be crazy, but I want to make things happen for me and what it's going to take is money. I just need to do this one step at a time. I realized that I am the worst with saving money and sadly enough I have to save my credit from an unfortunate trip to the er I took in November. Since January I think that I have grown up in some ways and in others I haven't. All we have is time right? I've realized that I did fret over small things and it was stupid.. I was stupid. I find that a lot of things don't matter to me anymore, or matter as much as they used to. Things happen for a reason and I just need to accept it. I miss my friends and all the antics we used to get ourselves into. Like running from certain dangers and the simple things like capture the flag, The races man I miss those. The late night adventures to diners for coffee, card games or just to talk shit. I miss being depen

My Favorite Song By Cold
"Change The World" thinking of the mess we made you became a part of me Thinking of the wish you made to break free Playing you like I can shoving it in your face this doesn't break your heart I'm the one to blame I never wanted to change your world I always wanted the simple things and whatever happens now it can't be real Thinking that you might betray My own private fantasy I'm the one that gives what you need playing you like I can Shoving it in your face if this doesn't tear you apart I'm the one to blame Now you're gone I feel betrayed You can't blame me you walked away Now you're gone You can't blame me You walked away I never wanted to change your world I always wanted the simple things -by Cold

Life
I have had soooooooooo much shit happen to me in the past 4 months! I just keep wondering, when will it stop, when???? I keep asking myself. I recently thought I had found the best guy in the world, well I still think he is, but we can't be together. It just really pisses me off. I keep wondering, when is it my turn to be happy. I sometimes think that I dont get that chance. I know that it really isnt like that, but it sure as hell feels that way. I want the chance to make him happy to. He deserves to be happy just like I do..........Maybe we are both meant to be unhappy forever. I dont believe that or atleast I keep praying that it isnt like that...

Confused
My body trembels My poor knees go weak Just at the slightest touch from you My mind is in a boogle My heart starts to race When I jsut hear your name My smile is always bigger My life is always better When I am around you The feeling I get Is all I regret Why does this have to happen now I can't afford to get hurt again My life can't take another miss hap Not knowing how you feel back Is that snag in our rope I don't want to let you know but It's just something that is so hard Hard to say Hard to think about All I know is I'm confused Confused on my emotions for you They are on the edge The edge of like and love Just everytime I love I get my poor innocent heart broken I lose the guy I don't want to lose you I'll just keep it inside

Those Arms
In those arms of that special someone Time has a tendency to just freeze Nothing can ruin such a moment Not even if the world was ending Knowing you are safe and wanted Hearting your hearts race Resting your head on that special someones chest Just to listen to thier heart beat with yours Smelling that oh so familar scent of theirs Feeling those arms go around you tighter Wanting them to never let go That is all I need from him I know I can't have him but I know As long as I have those arms around me I know I know I can make it threw

Wanna Dance?
I AM THE FIRE WITHIN FIRST LOVE TURNED BEST FRIEND CLOSE IN DISTANCE FAR FROM REACH I AM THE LUST OF WHICH YOU SPEAK I AM THE 1ST GLANCE WITHIN THAT 1ST GLANCE I AM HOPE AND CHANCE SOMETHING NEW I AM TABOO I AM NOT THAT GUY AT THE LOUNGE WALKING BY TOUCHING YOUR THIGH I AM THAT MAN THAT LOOKED IN YOUR EYE INTRODUCED MYSELF WITH A HI I AM TIGHT HUGS AND LONG KISSES UNDER A WARM RAIN I AM THE LUST THAT SITS AT THE OTHER END OF THE TRAIN WANTING TO KNOW YOUR NAME THIS SEEMS LIKE A NICE PLACE TO START I WANT TO EXPLORE YOUR THOUGHTS AND TALK WITHOUT WORDS LUST PULLS UP CLOSE AND YOU SAY LOVE IS WHAT YOU DESERVE GOTTA EARN THAT, TOO MANY BROKEN HEARTS WE LEARN FROM THAT WHY CANT WE JUST LIVE IN THE NOW ARE YOU WILLING TO TAKE A CHANCE LOVE IS A WEDDING SONG WHILE LUST IS THE 1ST DANCE

I Don't Believe
You aren't the guy I fell hard for You aren't the guy I still care for You have changed Changed for the worse When you are with them do you still think of me when you light that up tell me one thing Do you even think abotu how it affects me I don't even believe you anymore I miss being so close to you do you miss being close to me do you miss me being in your arms Do you miss giving me those tight hugs And not letting go Do you miss anything about me I know this is all about me But you say you still care And I don't believe you

For We Are Men With Mortal Sins
The gig on Saturday went really well, I thought. The best part of it was that I got pictures! The worst part about that is that, well, I can't post them until I get the 2nd part of the cartridge from home. It sucks, because they are awesome pictures. We basically infiltrated the crowd of wealthy people and danced them onward to dinner. I thought that A Night Out was more fun though. Anything with lots of gay people is great. I also am happy to say that I got a perfect score on my math exam and that I passed my return demonstrations. One more set of return demos to get through, and I'm set. So, I have a nutrition presentation in a couple of hours, and I am not bothered by that at all. I'm ready. Still bitter about the Oral Exam on Friday though. Wow. Won't be long until I will have NOTHING to do for a few weeks. Not until Clinical. I mean, I guess I could get some mending done, dance... Invest in some mats for the basement. And whatnot. Definitely dance. Jeremy has finally ACTUALL

Snippets 42: A New Hope.
Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: Mara's pregnant. Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: I did not know that. Synthetic Humanoid v4.0 says: Luke. High-five. Katezilla says: But what with Luke's infertility and obvious homosexuality, the baby's -real- father remains a mystery.

If This Offends You.. Too F**cking Bad!!
For all you shiftless F*cks with nothing left to do but to threaten someone by taking them off of your friends list, take me the F*ck off!! If I don't want to repost your driveling crap about something I don't give two S*its about, you should, as a FRIEND, respect my choice!!! If YOU can't do that, then I guess you're a shi**y friend!! F*ck all of your threats, and F*ck you!

The Palm Of Your Hand
You are the best thing to happen to me I know I should say were But you as a friend is the best thing for me You were the best to me Treated me like I should be treated I could of had the worst day of my life then all I needed was to see your face Those arms open wide And my face would light up with a smile You made all my troubles go away I knew I was safe by your side I wasn't afraid of what I felt for you I wasn't afraid of how fast I fell for you You made sure nothing hurt me If something did you never gave up Never gave up to make it stop You were my guardian angel That looked out for me I knew you would never hurt me Well that is were I was wrong You hurt me the worst way possible You promised me nothing would change That you wouldn't change That was a bunch of lies You changed for the worse I don't even know you any more I don't even trust you I am afraid to come to you about anything You say you still care And I eat up that lie Eat it right up fr

Blah
dont ya just hate when it seems like everything around u is falling a part well thats me right now and it sucks im married but not sure if i wanna be anymore there is no trust he has cheated and he still is talking to other gurls and he trys to hide it lets say he not so good at doing that he cant be honest im not happy havent been in a long time im not happy living back home at my moms it sucks we have a house trying to sell it who knows how long thats going to take i hate when people lie why lie why cant people be honest is it that hard geez i tell pepole how it is they dont like it o well life goes on so tired of guys wanna to talk just so they can meet me and hope they get lucky fuck that thats not me im not that type of gurl well anyways im just venting

Finally
So i thought i would share with all you my good news and as of today 4.23.07 at 9:01 am... My divorce became FINAL.... I am so damn excited... its been a long 4 months.... And it will be a long next couple of months of fighting so i need everyones support and friendship....

I Give Up
i think ive finally reached the point in my lyfe that an end would b a pleasure. i opend up my lyfe to soemone and all he did was turn it into complete HELL. i dont understand y someone would wanna treat someone so shitty. the only thing i ever did to him was trust him. BIGGEST MISTAKE ive ever made. and now all i would like to know if there are ne honest people left int he world, cuz it seems like i cant even find one.

Lost Love
I sit and think of life without you It seems my life is worthless, Not knowing what tomorrow might Bring without you. I sit in our room looking at the things We have knowing your not returning. I sit and think asking my self what did I do to deserve this. I told you I would Always be there and we promised too One another that we would. I am ask myself still, look at everything That was made between you and I. Why? Why? Is what I ask? What did I do to deserve this? You leaving me in the shape I am in! I feel like my heart is as empty as well Without water. Why leave my heart so torn Apart? Is life supposed to be like this? If you sit and think what makes you think, I didn't care?

Which One Belongs To An Environmentalist?
LOOK OVER THE DESCRIPTIONS OF THE FOLLOWING TWO HOUSES AND SEE IF YOU CAN TELL WHICH BELONGS TO AN ENVIRONMENTALIST. HOUSE # 1: A 20-room mansion (not including 8 bathrooms) heated by natural gas. Add on a pool (and a pool house) and a separate guest house all heated by gas. In ONE MONTH ALONE this mansion consumes more energy than the average American household in an ENTIRE YEAR. The average bill for electricity and natural gas runs over $2,400.00 per month. In natural gas alone (which last time we checked was a fossil fuel), this property consumes more than 20 times the national average for an American home. This house is not in a northern or midwestern "snow belt," either. It's in the South. HOUSE # 2: Designed by an architecture professor at a leading national university, this house incorporates every "green" feature current home construction can provide. The house contains only 4,000 square feet (4 bedrooms) and is nestled on arid high prairie in the American south

In A Moment
there was a moment a moment when everything could have worked. a moment were safty, and excitement were felt. there was a breif time a time were the posibilities were endless and the unknown was not terrifying. then in a moment the heartache begun. the pain set in, and the unknown became terrifying. in that moment you were gone. ripped away because of some unknown reason. a time, in which a light was put out and the wondering of why began. and in that next moment, the healing would begin. the exporation of something new. you were lost but not forgotten. time would pass, and life will go on, but you will be in my heart for all time.

Broken Angel
Broken Angel Alone, in this misty graveyard air, Amidst these stones, I sit and stare. Fathomless realms of endless blue Reflect the love we still hold so true. A love seemingly never ending. Ever deeper in depth descending. Dazzling in the sun by daylight, Weeping with the stars at night. A beauty somewhat paralyzing. A memory so mesmerizing. With emotion of soul still set aflame, Unconsciously, I call your name. In heart crying out for what's missing, I dream still of holding, touching, kissing. In bleeding passion, of begging and moans, Making love upon these very stones. In rising moon, taking our stand, Our feet cemented in the sand. With burning waves of freezing fire Rolling in higher and higher. We hold our vow, we will forever. Letting no dying our dream of desire From my heart what I know to be true, The pure bliss of loving you. But before the break of dancing dawn, If but in the shadow of hope, drawn. A soul will cease to ache and need.

Name Change...
I changed my name to "Brick House Betty" for a few days...and suddenly everybody is calling me Betty. LMFAO! A friend of mine nicknamed me "Brick House Betty" on another site (you know who you are!) and I thought it was cute. I just forgot to switch it back before I left for vacation. Im really tan, I think I'll change my name to Tan Tammy...really send the Cherry Tappers for a loop.

Suicidal....
Suicidal thoughts are troubling, especially when accompanied by depression, other mental illnesses, alcohol or drug abuse, or plans for suicide. This situation demands immediate evaluation. These thoughts can indicate serious illness. The critical distinction is between a person’s thoughts regarding death and suicide, and actually wanting to die. When doctors hear that someone wants to die, they refer to these thoughts as suicidal ideation and divide them into 2 categories. Suicidal ideation can be active and involve a current desire and plan to die. Suicidal ideation can be passive, involving a desire to die but without a plan to bring about one's death. If a person has an actual desire to die (in either form of suicidal ideation), he or she must seek immediate medical attention.

The Affair........
The affair began one day with a conversation on the Internet. They had met in one of those sights that specialize in married people. Those that were unhappy, or at least unfulfilled in their personnel or sexual life as they sought someone else to fill the needs they had. His was one of loneliness. His wife left for periods of time, going to exotic places. He got left at home with the kids and the laundry. When his wife was at home, sex wasn’t part of the equation much anymore. After 20 plus years, two kids, and menopause about to happen, the feelings of sexuality got left behind the feelings of exhaustion. She didn’t notice the neglect she was giving him; only that he rarely touched her anymore, which seemed fine most of the time. The woman he met was just as lonely, just as isolated. She rarely got a touch, a kiss, or a hug from her husband, He usually was asleep by the time she came to bed. Most of the time it was the alcohol he drank each night, and then when they did

The Battle Plan As It Stands Thaks For Your Support.no Need To Re Read..this Is For Those That Missed It
FOR PEOPLE WHO DONT KNOW....I HAVE BEEN ENTERED INTO A CONTEST BY CAPONE AND NOREAGA...THEY SOMEHOW SAW MY VIDEO AND ENTERED ME....IN THE MEAN TIME IM GATHERING MY CLOSEST SUPPORTERS TO FORM AN EMAIL CAMPAIGN....IM NOW ONLY ASKING THAT U EMAIL ME A MESSAGE TO PROVE THAT YOU WILL REALLY HELP IN THE CAMPAIGN.I WILL ADD YOU TO FAMILY...AS IT STANDS NOW THIS IS THE REVISED PLAN.... WE WILL MOVE LIKE THE 300 SPARTANS. ALTHOUGH WE ARE ONLY A FEW.WE ARE DEDICATED. WE WILL USE THE SAME STRATEGY OUT NUMBERED ARMIES HAVE USED FOR YEARS...WE WILL MAKE EVERY HIT COUNT.........................THIS IS THE WAR PLAN WE WILL EACH SEND 3 EMAILS ON THE 1ST DAY 1)CAPONE AND NOREAGA 2)NYC RADIO STATION 3)A SPECIFIC RADIO DJ WE WILL START AT NIGHT CAUSE WERE SENDING IT TO THE MORNING SHOW WE ALL USE THE SAME BODY MESSAGE....BUT WILL ALL USE DIFFERANT SUBJECTS...IF WE USE THE SAME SUBJECT THEY WILL ERASE THEM WITH OUT READING...SPAM......BUT IF WE ALL USE A CREATIVE TITLE TO MAKE THEM OPEN.

Crazy Dreams
For the past 2 days I've been having the strangest dreams. Vivid, and in color (most of us dream in black and white FYI) and with a VERY strange cast. Jordan Knight was in one, the band The Kooks were in it, and a lot of other characters. And I dream a lot, and they're strange as it is, but these were downright odd. I'm going to go sit in a corner until my meds kick in...

Welcome To Angel Eyes Our Newest Model And Check This To Get Involved With A Live Photo And Video Shoot!
Welcome to our newest Model Angel Eyes Angel Eyes is the newest member of The Sunshyne Video Family You can see the rest of her pics by going here http://www.cherrytap.com/images.php?u=343368&albumid=325474 On Tuesday she will be here in the Sweet Azz Radio Station doing a live photo shoot as well as shooting a video with the father and doing some commercials for the radio station that will be aired all over the net! You are welcome to tune in to the cam and check it out as we do it live. Simply add sunshynevideolive to your yahoo to be able to tune in. You will also be able to hear Angel Eyes on our Radio station!!! We expect the live shoot to be in the morning on Tuesday sometime between 11 am and 1 pm. Please tune in and see what you think of Angel Eyes! Meanwhile I hope that you have checked out our radio station to see what we have going on. Sweet Azz Crunk Radio is now an officially licensed radio station listed thru ASCAP and SESAC as well as BMI/BM

Please Help Me!
can you help me out? i really wanna win this contest promise to return the favor! all you gotta do is comment! (comment bombs are the best!) http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=745249&albumid=324483&i=2349070906 Thank you so much!!!

Colourful Rainbows
life is like a rainbow and i will tell you why it is full of diffrent colours just like your parents your friends or even i just look at one if its in the sky and take a moment to ask ur self why be hateful, mean,violent or rude lose the harmful attitude sit down shake hands and be friends stop the violence or it wont end if theres love instead of hate we will all go into heavens gate dont lose a sister, brother, friend or mate help stop it now before it's to late if you have lost one you love im sorry to hear that i send my love i too have friends now up above they shine on me like flying doves so hold each one of your loved one so near save them from sheding anymore tears by Trin, life is a rainbow now you see why if theres love not hate it doesnt matter if it has gold you'll find it in ur heart

What Is Bipolar???
Bipolar disorder, formerly called manic-depressive illness, is a condition that affects more than two million Americans. People who have this illness tend to experience extreme mood swings, along with other specific symptoms and behaviors. These mood swings or "episodes" can take three forms: manic episodes, depressive episodes, or "mixed" episodes. The symptoms of a manic episode often include elevated mood (feeling extremely happy), being extremely irritable and anxious, talking too fast and too much, and having an unusual increase in energy and a reduced need for sleep. It's also very common for someone to act impulsively during a manic episode, and engage in behaviors that are risky or that they later regret, like spending sprees. And in over half of all manic episodes, people are troubled by delusions or hallucinations. For example, they may think they have a relationship with someone famous, claim to be an expert in an area they really know nothing about, feel paranoid (unusual

Weekend Trips
We spent the weekend at Scarborough Faire...the catch line is...Take a step back.....in Time! While it rings true on the surface, I couldn't help but feel a bit disconnected. Last month, we went to the "local" faire: Excalibur! and while it is still in the put the booth up for the weekend stage, the people there had a much friendlier outlook on life, visitors and idiots who get their car stuck in the mud; than did the villagers of Scarborough, who this year celebrate the 27 year of existance. While both strive for that quaint, English village faire feel, you would think that with the resources available, Scarborough would win, hands down...in my opinion...no way! Yes, they have the polish, yes they have the beautiful costumes; but they seem to have lost the feeling behind the faire...the "escape to a simpler time and place" attitude. There are always exceptions, the Don Juan and Miguel shows is as comically entertaining 22 years after their first performance, but many of t

Pagan Baptism
~~~~WANTING TO SHARE THIS WITH OTHERS AS WELL~~~~ ~~~~~~VERY SPECIAL, AND BEAUTIFUL RITUAL:)~~~~~~~ CAN BE DONE WITH ONE PERSON HOLDING CHILD, AND OTHER SAYING VERSES..OR SWITCH IT UP:) NEEDED: NICE SUNNY DAY WITH SOME WIND- CANDLES OF YOUR LIKING AND INCENSE- OTHER OBJECTS THAT REMIND YOU OF YOUR CHILD(OR CHILDREN) FRESH RAINWATER- WHATEVER ELSE PERSONALIZE- LETS START:) "MOTHER EARTH,IN THE NAME OF OUR GODS AND GODS OF OUR ANCESTORS..WE GIVE YOU THANKS. YOU NOURISH US BODY AND SOUL WITH YOUR GIFTS OF BEAUTY AND ABUNDANCE. AS YOU HONOUR US WITH SUCH PRECIOUS LIFE,SO MAY WE HONOUR YOU.MAY THIS CHILD BE BLESSED". PLACE YOUR CHILD ON THE EARTH,BAREFOOT. "I BAPTISE THEE WITH MOTHER EARTH,FROM WHOSE LOINS WE COME AND TO THOSE ARMS WE FLY,WHEN OUR JOURNEY HERE IS OVER". HOLD YOUR CHILD OVER YOUR HEAD AND IN THE WIND "I BAPTISE THEE IN THE WINDS THAT COME FROM THE FOUR CORNERS OF THE EARTH. THE WINDS THAT SEATTER THE SEEDS OF THE HARVEST AND BLOWS AWAY THE SNOWS OF WINT

Schizo.....
Organization has identified Schizophrenia as one of the ten most debilitating diseases affecting human beings. Schizophrenia is a devastating brain disorder that affects approximately 2.2 million American adults, or 1.1 percent of the population age 18 and older. Schizophrenia interferes with a person's ability to think clearly, to distinguish reality from fantasy, to manage emotions, make decisions, and relate to others. Another serious thought disorder is Schizoaffective Disorder. The symptoms of Schizoaffective Disorder look like a mixture of two kinds of major mental illnesses - mood disorders (depression, bipolar disorder) and schizophrenia. While there is no cure for Schizophrenia or Schizoaffective Disorder, they are highly treatable and manageable illnesses. However, people may stop treatment because of medication side effects, disorganized thinking, or because they feel the medication is no longer working. Stigma is another major problem facing both the sufferer a

Ct Friends
TO ALL MY CT FRIENDS AND FAMILY I HAVE LITTLE TIME TODAY TO SHOW MY LOVE TO EVERYONE ONE BY ONE SO TODAY I'M SHOWING LOVE TO YOU ALL THIS WAY MISS CHATING WITH EVERY ONE AND YOU ALL BE SAFE AND HAVE A AWSOME DAY TODAY

I Love This Man
I love this man with every bone in my body..so please stop by his profile and show some love..He is a great man who treats me very well..which is alot more than i can say for some of the other assholes in my life..This man gave me a whole new outlook on life..We have both been fucked over in the past by exes and thought there was no hope for either of us being happy..Once we stopped looking for someone we found each other and have been happy and more in love than anything..So please this man deserves all the friends and fans that I have..So do what you cherries do best rate him and show lots of love. warlock Boreas of Beggars and Lepers Founder of The Covenant of Shadows CT Husband of ~Gothic Rose~@ CherryTAP

Yes
still pissed but anyways... Summary of the weekend: i did almost nothing, i was rebuilding computers and only that. bought a new super microwave (yes, i felt lost the last week without one lol) went to the optic shop to choose my new glasses, and got a nerdy ones and will be ready for tuesday or wednesday got a new hyper mini mouse that i'll take a pic and show later lol it's so cool! new hdd for my computer that ended up to be a ram problem (don't ask, but i can tell you more than one would feel lost with what happened to me) the other computer has an amd sempron with an asrock motherboard got pissed but well, i am not feeling like talking about it still have fun and tell me if you're compatible with me: CLICK HERE (yes, i'm gemini)

What Is Psychosis??
What Is Psychosis? We've probably all heard of the word psychotic. In everyday language it's generally used to mean something like "really mad". Psychosis, in psychological language, is a condition in which a person isn't in contact with reality like most people. Psychosis can take many forms, it can include: *Sensing things that aren't really there (called Hallucinations) *Having beliefs that aren't based on reality (called Delusions) *Problems in thinking clearly (e.g. thought insertion, withdrawal, block, broadcasting) *Not realising that there is anything wrong with themselves (called lack of insight) In Psychiatry there are a number of disorders that come under the general title of the psychoses. They all differ in symptoms, but all are joined in the fact that the person is in someway not experiencing reality like most people. These are: *Schizophrenia *Schizoaffective Disorder *Manic-Depression (Bipolar Disorder) Mania *Delusional (Paranoi

Help Me Guys!
I am building a sports funny website, as you know. That being said, I want to put out there a little contest of sorts for the name of the site. I would appreciate any input you might have. My idea was www.bestdamnsportsblogperiod.com but that may cause an issue, as you know. Thanks guys!

The Iraqi War Is Over!
I was using StumbleUpon this past weekend and came across this blog entry. In it, the author says to stop calling it the Iraq War, since the war was won when the government surrendered. We should call it what it is: military occupation.And that is what it is. We are there at the request of the Iraqi government (the guys we helped put into the government) to help them consolidate their hold on their country.The problem with calling it a military occupation, though, is Shrubya would lose a lot of power and wouldn't get the money or troop increase. Americans would be screaming bloody murder to get us out, even moreso than now.tag: bush, war, politics, iraq -*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Wake Up Call
Well as my alarm woke me this morning at 4:30 my weekend ran through my head. Losing $100. Harvey damn near crying when he seen me. Liquid Cocaine, it is a drink. Having Jen blush again with a mere kiss. Ron's jaw drop that I haven't seen in a year. Apple Pie! Peeling potatoes as Harvey fell over and hit his head. Seeing Kelly and wanting to kill Rooster. A Free Spirit said hi to me, wtf. Seeing my ex fience. Seeing T and Shawn. Dancing like a fool. Singing again. Free shots. Out till 5 in the morning. Going to the Strip Club and watching the jaws drop as I turned down the oppertunity to dance. Breakfast. Seeing Nickoli. Running through the rain with the kid. Crystal blue eyes. A few songs bringing tears to my eyes.

I'm Sorry
Hey yall I know I havent been here now for over a week. :-( I want to apologize to yall for not stopping by and saying hi to ya. I havent been feeling well now for the last month. My health issues that I have are acting up on me badly and I just havent had the strength or energy to do much of anything. I hope this will get better soon so that I can come back and play with yall again. I MISS YALL !!! I wanted to let yall know whats going on so you wouldnt think that I just up and fell off the face of the earth. I am still around but not doing too well right now. It almost seems like my body is trying to force itself out of remmission from my diseases. I'm hanging in there but I am so damned tired and in pain all the time lately :-( Yall have a great day and a super week. I LOVE YALL !!! Cindy

What Is It About Fucking Music ?
techno and industrial and just music in general makes me feel so goood its the greatest high ever performing on stage even if it is just for a couple of minutes you get nervous before sometimes but once your up there it just doesnt faze you at least thats how i feel and then going to shows and raves and stuff is just so freeing everyones happy and the music is usually up beat gotta olove the d and b i fucking love it theres nothing like it fucking dancing and feeling your insides raddle cause its so loud not good for youu but totally woth it its a creepy and great feeling all at once ...pulsing through the veins of candy kids all over the world its great i cant wait for my next rave ... and no its not to go get fucked up on drugs i can get fucked up on the music

Alcoholic Dementia
Memory, Learning and Other Cognitive Skills: Excessive drinking over a period of years may lead to a condition known as Alcohol Dementia, which can cause problems with memory, learning and other cognitive skills. Alcohol has a direct affect on brain cells, resulting in poor judgment, difficulty making decisions and lack of insight. Nutrition problems which often accompany long-time alcohol abuse can be another contributing factor, since parts of the brain may be damaged by vitamin deficiencies. Those suffering from dementia, may have very little ability to learn new things, while many of their other mental abilities are still highly functioning. Along with the decline in cognitive skills, sometimes noticeable personality changes take place. Tell-Tell sign's: Those suffering from dementia may remember in great detail events that happened years ago, but are not able to recall events that took place in the past few minutes. Another symptom is telling the same stories

If You Love Me
Send This To All Ur Friends, And Me If I Am 1. If U Get 7 Back U R Loved 1-3 u r a bad friend 4-6 u r a ok friend 7-9 u r a good friend 10-& ^ u r a great friend Dear Friend, When u feel like crying....call me. ! . ! . ! I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop...... but I can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone..... call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call...... and there is no answer..... come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. ____0000000000______0000000000_____ __000________000__000________000___ _000___________0000___________000__ 000_____________00_____________000_ 000____________________________000_ 000___________THANKS__________000_ _000____________FOR___________000__ __000__________BEING_________000___ ___000__________MY_________000____ _____000______FRIEND____

Lol Lil Farm Boy
Little farmboy comes in late for school. Teacher asks why he's late. Farmboy replies that he had to take the family cow over to the neighbour's to get her bred by a bull. Annoyed, teacher demands, "Can't your father do that?" Little farm boy thinks for a moment: replies, "Well, sure... but the bull can do it better."

I Am The Biggest Dork Of All.. Oh Yeah!!uh Huh! Can You Beat This??..dont Think So!!!lol
SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 movies, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 240 movies on this list. Put your score in header and re-post. (x) Rocky Horror Picture Show (x) Grease (x) Pirates of the Caribbean () Boondock Saints (x) Fight Club (x) Starsky and Hutch (x) Neverending Story () Blazing Saddles (x) Airplane Total: 7 (x) The Princess Bride (x) AnchorMan (x) Napoleon Dynamite (x) Labyrinth () Saw II (x) White Noise (x) White Oleander (x) Anger Management (x) 50 First Dates (x) The Princess Diaries (x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement Total so far: 17 (x) Scream (x) Scream 2 (x) Scream 3 () Scary Movie () Scary Movie 2 () Scary Movie 3 () Scary Movie 4 (x) American Pie (x) American Pie 2 (x) American Wedding (x) American Pie Band Camp Total so far: 24 (x) Harry Potter 1 (x) Harry Potter 2 (x) Harry Potter 3 (x) Harry Potter 4 () Resident Evil 1 () Resident Evil 2 (x) The Wedding Singer () Little Bl

Back From The Hospital
Well lets see, went into the ER about 04:30 on sunday morning with a fever of 104.3 a throught infection, as well as a few other things. Dr. said that it was sue to dehydration which is what everything stemed from. Of course me being the nut that I am I still showed up for work today.

Life
PEOPLE ARE ALL OVER THE NEWS SAYING "WHY" DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN OR WHAT MADE THIS PERSON DO THIS, WELL I AM HERE TO TELL YA,WHY AND WHAT........I AM SPEAKING IN REFERENCE TO THE HORRIBLE MURDERS AT THE VT CAMPUS...........WHY IT HAPPENED IS BECAUSE KIDS ARE ALLOWED TO BUY GUNS OFF THE INTERNET AND ARE ALLOWED TO GO TO A COUNSLER AND BE TOLD OK YOUR BIPOLAR HERES SOME MEDICINE AND THATS THE END OF THAT.WHAT MADE THIS PERSON DO THIS? WELL #1 HE WAS SICK IN THE HEAD AND NO ONE WAS WARNED ABOUT IT, THE OTHER KIDS JUST IGNORED HIS STUPID OUT BURST, AND NONE OF THE KIDS THERE WERE INFORMED THAT HE WAS MENTALLY UNSTABLE, THIS KIDS WAS HERE ON A VISA FOR CHRIST SAKE HE WAS NOT EVEN A USA CITIZEN. WHEN IS IT GOING TO STOP THAT WE (AMERICANS)HAVE TO BE AFRAID THAT SOMEONE IS GOING TO INVADE OUR SCHOOLS, COLLEGES AND HOMES AND KILL US CAUSE THEY ARE PISSED OFF AT SOMEONE ELSE, IF OUR GREAT GOVERMENT WOULD STOP LETTING THESE OTHER PEOPLE INTO OUR COUNTRY THAT IS LITERAALY KILLING US!!!!!!!!!!!!!

More Cats!!!!
/www.picoodle.com/view.php?srv=img03&img=/8/4/23/f_33276R11728m_196d712.jpg" target="_blank">64);">*******************************THE CULPRIT!!!************************************** POT POT BEIN A BAD BAD BOY if you look in the right hand lower corner of the screen door you can see blackie or midnight don't know which the neighbors cats Mommy you sure need to dust.Let me help! Mom doesn't know that we are plotting our next search and destroy mission!

White Females Who Date Black Men Please Take Note
First of All I want to make it clear that I am White Female who dates men and women of all races. Including white men, Shocking huh? I admit I haven't dated a white male in a minute, but when I was out Saturday night the hottest man I seen was a Caucausian. Don't fall over. That being said, I have something to say to some of the White females who think they are So Hip because they date Bruthas. !. You didn't become a Sista , because you had sex with a black man. You might wear your makeup a certain way, your hair in a certain style, even form your words in certain tone. When its all said, Gurlfriend, you are still a White Female. 2. Learning to cook Collards Greens, and Chitterlings doesn't make you black either. It's just puts you at risk for heart disease. Mind you, I run to Stang's House when her Daddy's makes greens but doesn't change the fact. My Momma makes greens, too, but she's from Kentucky and hers just taste different, LOL. I digress, Gurlfriends., cooking soulfood

Do You Get Enough Sleep?
You Sometimes Don't Get Enough Sleep You're often more tired than you'd like, and you're probably not getting enough quality sleep. Sleeping a little more could make you a lot more energetic and happy. Try having a bedtime, keep your bedroom cool, and only eat fruit before bed. Do You Get Enough Sleep?

I'm Tired Of This Woman!!
I reposted a bulletin earlier about Cindy Sheehan. While I fully support the right of people to protest the war, I cannot stomach the way this woman goes about her business. "30 November 2005 Cindy Sheehan has a secret Good afternoon ladies and gents, I hope you are all having a great day. I have been surfing the net trying to find the truth about Cindy Sheehan's politics. Since this past summer she has been all over the media with her story of her son Casey who was killed by Iraqi terrorists working for Shia cleric and well known rotund dimwit Moqtada Al-Sadr. Casey as we all know by now was an American hero who reenlisted in Iraq and volunteered to go on the mission that killed him. His mother has been waging her own personal jihad against George W. Bush since Casey's death. A bereaved mother is allowed her grief and an American citizen is allowed to protest. Both of those things are sacrosanct to Americans. But, when a woman uses her son's death to advance her own political age

What A Cute Visual Lmao
A tall woman met a midget at a party. The midget was barely three feet tall, but they were attracted to each other. After a few drinks, the two went back to the tall woman's apartment. "I can't imagine what it will be like making love to a midget," said the woman, "especially with the size difference and all." "Just take off your clothes, lie back on the bed, spread your legs, and close your eyes," said the midget. The woman did as she was told, and soon she felt the biggest thing she had ever experienced inside her. Within a few minutes, the woman had climaxed eight times. "If you think was good," said the midget with a smirk, "just wait till I get BOTH legs in there!"

So Called Friends Open
No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends YES I HAVE A LOT BUT LOVE YOU ALL LET ME KNOW PLEASE THANK YOU 4 ALL THE LOVE FAM FRIENDS AND FAN HAVE A GOOD DAY MUCH LOVE OXOX:)

Daily Comments From Me
Aight guys...Listen up Most of you that are on my friends and family list know that I try to send at least one comment a day to each of you! I really do try I promise but I am a stay at home mom with 2 non school age kids so sometimes stuff gets really crazy around here. Please if I do not get to you on any one day don't get offended. I have a lot going on! And if I miss you today these are for you!!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Love ya'll and hope you have a great day!!!!!

Someone Who Needs Alot Of Love
I HAVE THIS GIRLFRIEND OF MINE,WHO I LOVE,BUT NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY,SHE IS SUCH A SWEETHEART,AND I FEEL SO MUCH PAIN,CAUSE SHE'S STRUGGLING,AND HAS A HARD TIME SEEING THAT THERE IS A BEAUTY INSIDE HER,I CARE AND DON'T WANT TO SEE HER HURT AGAIN, I WANT TO SEE HER MAKE IT THROUGH THIS,...THAT SHE HAS FRIENDS THAT WILL SUPPORT HER,SHE NEEDS ALOT OF LOVE AND HUGS,AND AS MUCH AS WE CAN GIVE,WE WILL GIVE IT TO HELP HER,...DON'T GIVE IN,DON'T GIVE UP MY DEAR FRIEND,... ---FOR MY SIS,HEIDI---

We Have A Winner!
Okay, folks, I now have a new winner for the weirdest question ever asked of me. On Friday night, I performed in my play. As is my habit, I journeyed to the bar afterwards with some of the cast. While we were there, we ran into some people who had seen the show. A man I had never met before began the following conversation: Him: Hey, man great show! You were fantastic. I really enjoyed your performance. Me: Thanks, I’m glad you liked it. Him: Are you circumcised? Me: …………………………………. I still don’t know what the hell he meant by that. I wasn’t wearing tights or snug slacks, after all. Some folks who witnessed this did know the man, and they told me he is weird. Yeah, I figured that out on my own. Others think h was hitting on me. So there you have it: After forty years on Earth, someone finally hit on me.

New Update 4/23/07
I went to see the urologist today about my bladder. There is a possibility that my Uterus caused damage on my bladder. He is going to talk to my other doctor and he is going to go in and see whats wrong with my bladder when my other doctor does my hysterectomy. So basically 2 surgical procedures are being done at once. and of course I started feeling better yesterday and now today I am hurting all over again from his physical examination on me. Hopefully I will feel better again by tonight or tomorrow morning. It took a lot out of me just to sit or stand in the office waiting for my doctor to come in. I couldn't sit or stand. ugh! I am trying to see the rainbow on the other side. My post-op appt. is tomorrow 4/24/07 and hopefully she will be scheduling my hysterectomy then. I just want this over. The pain is getting unbearable.

I Sewar(song For Todd)
this is one of my fav songs and i'm posting in a blog for my baby todd i love him so much and i can't wait for us to have our own memorys baby i love you so much it's not even funny you make me smile all the time your my heart and soul Music Video:I SWEAR (by All-4-One)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

If Wishes Came True
If wishes came true, I would be thankful for all that I have been blessed with. My life is now complete because of one man, my education will reach even higher now that I got accepted into Eastern Michigan University. My dream and fantasy is almost coming true. A dream that I will someday become the girlfriend of a rising rockstar. I guess it is true then, my wishes have come true.

What If
what if i was to tell you that i love you would you tell me that you love me also what if i told you that i would give up a lot for you would you ask me to what if i told you that i would die for you would you believe me what if i told you that i would never walk away from you would you never walk away from me what if i was to tell you that i wanted you beside me during my final days would you stay with me or leave me alone what if i told you that i would never leave you in your time of need would you then know that my love for you is real I LOVE YOU BABY AND I WILL NEVER WALK AWAY FROM YOU DURING ANY TIME YOU NEEDED ME I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW

Newbie
Hey we are new and hot and ready to begin meeting ppl Our main page together is on myspace, is Redneck Hotties.. look us up the email is Freak_me-baby_07@yahoo.com we are basicailly a bi cpl that is committed to each other but looking for that one special Redneck man to take care and love us BOTH!! so if u are Redneck, got a truck and a Job and a Style all ur own then Look us up!! Love ur REDNECK girls Brandy & Chrissy

Dirty Girls
Terry Clark - Dirty Girls our wheels churning up a fresh green pasture, throwing mud pies everywhere. I'm beside you yellin faster faster, wind whippin through my tangled hair and you know, you know, there's nothin like it in the world. when your out there underneath the sun and I'm a dirty girl, i like it when we get cleaned up on Sunday, feel my skin against a string of pearls.... and when we hang out it's, it's just a fun day, you know i love it when i get to be a dirty girl CHORUS: dirty girl You'll be workin on that El Camino, bustin knuckles with a monkey wrench, i'll come sneakin up and whisper real low what you really needs a 3/16ths, and you know that there's nothin like it in the world, when were underneath the hood and i'm a dirty girl..... I like it when we get cleaned up on Sunday, feel my skin against a string of pearls..... or when we hang out it's, it's just a fun day you know i love it when i get to be a dirty girl

Yellow Roses
I walked into the grocery store not particularly interested in buying groceries. I wasn't hungry. The pain of losing my husband of 7 years was still too raw. And this grocery store held so many sweet memories. He often came with me and almost every time he'd pretend to go off and look for something special. I knew what he was up to. I'd always spot him walking down the aisle with the three yellow roses in his hands. He knew I loved yellow roses. With a heart filled with grief, I only wanted to buy my few items and leave, but even grocery shopping was different since he had passed on. Shopping for one took time, a little more thought than it had for two. Standing by the meat, I searched for the perfect s mall steak and remembered how he had loved his steak. Suddenly a woman came beside me. She was blonde, slim and lovely in a soft green pantsuit. I watched as she picked up a large package of T-bones, dropped them in her basket, hesitated, and then put

.monday.mornings.
its effin chilly this morning. i hate having to wear a sweater to drop der teufels at school. dropped the neighbor kid at school too. thats my good deed for the day. *nod* i figured he's having issues with the same kids who are givin my kids issues so why not...yannow? *yawn* Charmed is on. if i go sit and watch it...i will fall asleep. i just cant manage to get into normal sleep mode on sunday nites...i stay up way too late n then i pay for it all day monday. *shakes head at self* im still not getting my chickadee alerts. pfffft so i was helpin my *eye roll* friend with her profile. n she stole quotes from a movie i like. wanker. tho i will say...this one particular quote did cause a slight ouchy. i wont tell you what movie its from...mostly cuz im feeling obstinate. ha "You know what's the worst thing about somebody breaking up with you? Is when you remember how little you thought about the people you broke up with and you realize that is how little they're thi

Real Love...........
Ok you get on the computor with the intentions on havin fun lookin up stuff then one day you get a friend request from a guy you cant stop lookin at then you two start talkin the first day then the next then the next....Befor you know it you develope feelins for this person.All the while you just about forget ur even married.So what do you do when u only meant to get online and meet friends but you stumble opon more then just a friend....ANY ADVICE????PLEASE LET ME KNOW SOON......THANXXX CELIA!

Big Girls Dont Cry
FERGIE LYRICS Big Girls Don't Cry Da Da Da Da The smell of your skin lingers on me now Your probably on your flight back to your home town I need some shelter of my own protection baby To be with myself and center, clarity Peace, Serenity [CHORUS] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But Ive got to get a move on with my life Its time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry Don't cry Don't cry The path that I'm walking I must go alone I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay [CHORUS] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

Firemans Tears
The alarm rang, as it had so many times before. He was the first of the fireman up and out, awakened from his bed at the station by the clanging of the bell. Engine 3 pulled out of the bay, dispatch paged another station. And all the firemen aboard the truck were tensed with anticipation "It's gonna be a nice 'un, boys," He said as he donned his gear. And the young bucks smiled at him as they drew ever near. They turned onto his own street and he could see the fire's work He hoped their mother woke his kids to see their dad at work. His heart sank as he saw the home that he so dearly loved going up in smoke and flames as he donned his gloves. Agressively he hit the fire and searched the rooms above. And with a flare of personal vengeance he saved what remained of his home. As he left the world of flaming hell he saw his little girl He ran quickly to her side and said "Honey, Daddy's here." He would never forget what next she said As he held her close, "I love you, Dad

Grandpas Hands
This is good; I'll never look at my hands the same! Grandpa, some ninety plus years, sat feebly on the patio bench. He didn't move, just sat with his head down staring at his hands. When I sat down beside him he didn't acknowledge my presence and the longer I sat I wondered if he was OK. Finally, not really wanting to disturb him but wanting to check on him at the same time, I asked him if he was OK. He raised his head and looked at me and smiled. "Yes, I'm fine, thank you for asking," he said in a clear strong voice. "I didn't mean to disturb you, Grandpa, but you were just sitting here staring at your hands and I wanted to make sure you were OK," I explained to him. "Have you ever looked at your hands," he asked. "I mean really looked at your hands?" I slowly opened my hands and stared down at them. I turned them over, palms up and then palms down.No, I guess I had never really looked at my hands as I tried to figure out the point he wa

Waltz;
today while taking a nap, i had the most interesting dream i think i/ve ever had. i/ve always told myself that i don/t want to live to be too old, but at the same time, i don/t like the actual idea of death and dying. i want to live my life fully and fit as much into it as possible without getting to the point where i am completely dependent on someone else. i don/t want to be an inconvenience. i want to be able to do things by myself. so; this dream i had, i was in a different time; a different era; on a big luxury cruise ship. i was in a vintage ball gown, all dolled up. i was with someone, dressed up in a tuxedo; and we were dancing. we were dancing as if no one was watching; and that/s when i realized no one was watching; there was no one in the ballroom. it was completely empty. the only thing to be heard was the old music crackling through the speakers. as we danced on and on, the floor began to tilt and we danced leaning the other direction. it was then that i

A Naughty Poem
aughty Little Poem She whispered "will it hurt me?" "Of course not" answered he "It's a very simple process, You can rely on me." She said "I'm very frightened, I've not had this before. My friend has had it five times And said it can be sore." It was growing rather painful Tears formed in her eyes It was hurting quite a bit now It must have been a size. "Calm yourself" he whispered "His face filled with a grin "Try and open wider So I can get it in." "It's coming now" he whispered "I know" she cried in bliss Feeling it deep within her now She said "I am glad I'm having this." And with a final effort She gave a frightened shout He gripped it in anguish And quickly pulled it out. She lay back quite contended Sighed and gave a smile She said "I'm glad I came now You made it worth my while." Now if you read this carefully The dentist you will find Is not what you imagined It's just your dirty mind!! Copyrig

Is A Virtual Affair Real-world Infidelity?
Is a virtual affair real-world infidelity? Or are in-game chats and animated sex just harmless experiments? By Kristin Kalning Games editor Updated: 9:12 p.m. ET April 16, 2007 Sam had met someone, and it was getting serious. It started out as a friendship, as many relationships do. But gradually Sam's feelings for Kat, a beautiful, smart and confident woman, had turned romantic. Hang on — there’s a catch. Sam and Kat met in the virtual world Second Life. And although they shared all kinds of intimacies in Second Life, the real people have never laid eyes on each other. That didn’t seem to matter to Sam. He fell pretty hard for his avatar sweetie. They bonded intellectually, emotionally, and yes, thanks to Second Life animations, even physically. Here’s where it gets complicated. Unlike his avatar, which is female, in real life, Sam is a man. A married man. And the person behind the blonde, curvaceous Kat? Married. And, quite possibly, a man, too. (As you might

Ooooooooookay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So I'm like worried now. I talk a lot of shit with competitive stuff but that's always because i can back it up and i know what the hell i'm doing. If we lose Saturday, Chris is gonna whup my ass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!