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How It Went....
Hey!! To everyone who gave for the Breast cancer walk again thanks! It was yesaterday (Sat 21). I took my two kids with me and it went well. The walk was only 3 miles.But my kids had a blast I had fun. Thanks again for your support (to those who donated ha ha )

Hbg Class Of 99
this was our rendition of someones motto sex drugs rock and roll speed weed birth control first you live then you die so let get together and all ride high View My PlaylistMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Who Has Love For Me?
I Wanna Know How HOT You Think I Am?? If you think I'm.... 1. Cute send yellow rose 2. Sexy send red rose 3. HOTTT send dozen roses 4. I'd Do Ya send any spicy gift 5. We could Party send any liquid refreshment 6. Friends Only send toy kitten Let's see who shares the love for me.

I Survived Work
last night was my first night at work, ( a new job)/// and everything went okay I think... I like it.. I am going to school for nursing.. so it was all good... I am a cna..(certified nurse's aide) and I love taking care of people.. I also enjoyed the people I worked with.. :P My bf has been working all weekend... so...yeah. other than that nothing new is happening here at all... same boring ass shit/// later

What Dose Your Name Say About You
MY LAST NAME g: you never let ppl tell you what to do o:awesome kisser u: you are really silly l:unbelievably great in bed d:one in a million A: you like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D : one in a million. E : Great in bed F : You are dead sexy G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have a very good personality,looks and a very good kisser I : Great in bed. J : People Adore you K: Just too damn beautiful L : Unbelievably great in bed. M : best kisser ever. N: You like to drink A LOT. O: awesome kisser. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Fuckin Crazy.(in a fun way) S : Easy to fall in love with T : You're loyal to those you love U : You are really silly. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you what to do. Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for. Z : Always ready....... Delete the other person's name and rep

Pain And Pleasure
pain and pleasure go hand and hand so give it to me as only you can blood on my back from your nails and bites god this extasy feels so right they call me sick cause pain makes the sex stable i'll fuck you harder if you use that cable wrap it around my neck and whip me with the slack leggs to ass, ass to back blade to chest, hear the whip "crack" a slave with his master, a domanate one is best someone to go alnight, puts your body to the test scream and yell, beg and plead you torture my body fulfeeling my souls needs the day started so slow boreing and mondain eating your pussy again and again you came i called you weak and you say its my turn that was foreplay, making love now as my flesh burns dont call me weak as my back you whip i laugh and say i was joking bitch the mader you get the more pain you bestow as i think to myself should i call her a hoe sex without pain is just boreing to me i love to hear you cum and make my body bleed pure bliss, pu

Please Read This Blog...and Rate
IF U DROP 5 COMMENTS I WIL ADD YOU TO FAMILY.. AND I WILL KNOW I CAN CALL ON YOU TO EMAIL THE RAPPER WHEN THE TIME COME.S...NORE HAS SOLD MILLIONS...HE FOUND ME..I DIDNT FIND HIM...SO WE GOT THAT TO OUR BENEFIT...IF U WILL JOIN THE EMAIL CAMPAING WHEN THE TIME COMES.LET ME KNOW ALSO IF I MAKE IT THERE NO QUESTION THAT EVERONE ON MY FAMILY WILL REAP BENEFITS..IM NOT PROMISING YOU NOTHING..CAUSE ODDS ARE AGAINST ME..BUT LIKE A LOTTO TICKET HEY YOU NEVER KNOW THANKS TO ALL MY SPONSOR FANS FRIENDS AND SUPPORTERS..I LOVE U ALL THE SAME ..YOU HAVE DONE THINGS TO KEEP ME GOING.......

What Does Your Last Name Say About You
MY LAST NAME D: One in a million O: Awesome Kisser V:You are not judgemental E:Great in Bed A: you like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D : one in a million. E : Great in bed F : You are dead sexy G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have a very good personality,looks and a very good kisser I : Great in bed. J : People Adore you K: Just too damn beautiful L : Unbelievably great in bed. M : best kisser ever. N: You like to drink A LOT. O: awesome kisser. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Fuckin Crazy.(in a fun way) S : Easy to fall in love with T : You're loyal to those you love U : You are really silly. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you what to do. Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for. Z : Always ready....... Delete the other person's name and repost this with the title "what does your last name

Musical Rules My Life :(
shit's hittin the fan and this is that time of year again. musical rehersals are gonna be CRAZY. ok, so this week i have to be a witness in a mock trial (thank GOD i'm not a lawyer again!) followed by playing wilson (my sister's team). we have friday off this week...but no one in the musical can enjoy it cuz we have to be at school from like 10-3 or something. i dont have my rehersal schedule in front of me but it wouldnt help cuz there are 2 days of rehersal that arent on there. grrrr, i hate this year's musical. anyway, wat i'm basically tryin to say is that musical may rule my life for the next 2 or 3 weeks. i even have rehersal today from 4-6. different note; i still love gettysburg. we visited yesterday and got free stuff (it was one of those "come see us" kind of days). i bought a shirt and some man-shorts (as my best friend and i call them!) which are comfy and i may end up living in them lol. i still have to choose between redlands and gettysburg...it's gonna be

Sad But True
Hey Im your life Im the one who takes you there Hey Im your life Im the one who cares They They betray Im your only true friend now They Theyll betray Im forever there Im your dream, make you real Im your eyes when you must steal Im your pain when you cant feel Sad but true Im your dream, mind astray Im your eyes while youre away Im your pain while you repay You know its sad but true You Youre my mask Youre my cover, my shelter You Youre my mask Youre the one whos blamed Do Do my work Do my dirty work, scapegoat Do Do my deeds For youre the one whos shamed Im your dream, make you real Im your eyes when you must steal Im your pain when you cant feel Sad but true Im your dream, mind astray Im your eyes while youre away Im your pain while you repay You know its sad but true Hate Im your hate Im your hate when you want love Pay Pay the price Pay, for nothings fair Hey Im your life Im the one who took you here Hey Im your life

Frriends
First I would like to thank Wildcat for this great blog from her, and wanted everyone to read it. Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Somebody out here is Smiling About Love that is so Real Did Anyone Ever Tell You Many Times, When They were Sad Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Like You Well, My Dearest "Online " Friend Today I am Telling You I HOPE I GET THIS BACK I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! Don't be confused by friends and acquaintances, there is a difference! Because I care about you, It's national care week .. . . and you get to send messages to all your friends telling them that

Men On Ct
Well i have finaly come to the conclusion that I am not wanted on this site because the woman on here can't control their men and then when the men get caught they blame me...that isn't right so if this shit keeps going im just gonna leave this site and not come back...there are alot of great people on here but no one ever respects me just because i have dated one person from here...and it didn't work out..its not my fault that the men in here don't wanna keep their peckers to them selfs...so i am done dteing people from here unless i meet them in person first...this is the last time i am gonna be disrespected over some gay ass bull shit mary

It's Not Really For The Best.
I hate having an anxiety problem. And I hate not having medicine. I haven't taken my medicine in about two weeks, and I feel like I could kill someone. I'm sitting here crying because they left me when I wanted to go to church, and I have no way of getting there now. I have no gas because my mom hates me, and I don't have my keys, so there's no way I can get there. and it's my fault because I didn't tell anyone I was going to church. How is it my fault? My sister was in the bathroom for 50 hours, okay. 50 hours. [Maybe I'm exaggerating, but still.] I always go to church on Sundays. They know this. I don't just get up at 9 for my health. But they can't read minds. Well, hello, it's obvious. And to make matters worse, I haven't taken my medicine in ten years, basically, I feel like I could kill someone, and my emotions are running wild. I'm on edge all the time. Everyone is getting on my nerves. I yell at people for no reason. Partly because everyone is stupid in

Need Help Making A Decision ......
Going to try to participate in an event June 3rd or if rained out the 24th, when a local radio station attempts to set a new Guiness record by having 2000 guitarists play Smoke On The Water. http://www.kyys.com/pages/304564.php?contentType=4&contentId=375513 Just need to decide whether I play my Epiphone Goth G-400 or my Washburn N2. Decisions, decisions, decisions. At least I will be in a record book for something other than a police report. :>)

My Horrorscope... Sad, Really
Capricorn Horoscope for week of April 19, 2007 "Dear Rob: Has the Goddess placed a global embargo on new love? While it doesn't sound like something she'd normally do, I'm wondering if she cast a curse of which I'm unaware? I'm not a cynic; it's just that no one in my acquaintance has experienced new love in a long time. In other words, is Cupid on strike? Has romance boycotted our planet? -Out-in-the-Cold Capricorn." To the best of my knowledge, there are no embargos, strikes, or boycotts like the ones you propose. I've noticed, though, that some of my Capricorn cohorts have experienced dry spells recently. But according to my astrological reckoning, a deluge will soon change all that. No one knows you better than you do. But maybe you'll be inspired to dig up even more self-knowledge if you tune in to your EXPANDED AUDIO HOROSCOPE for the week ahead. * SACRED ADVERTISEMENT Thousands of things go right for you every day, beginning the moment you wake up. Throug

From Special Ed 2 Sir Whit Knight
STOPPING BY TO LET YOU KNOW I HAVE TWO ACCOUNTS ACCT #1 YUM YUM KITTY ACCT #2 ITALIAN QUEEN BITCH SO IM JUST INFORMING U OK KISSES YUM YUM KITTY AKA ITALIAN QUEEN BITCH BY THE WAY IM SAME PERSON ON BOT ACCOUNTS SO DONT GET CONFUSED OK BYE BYE

Please Leave Comments
I would really appreciate all my friends and fans on here who have commented me in the past going over to my new website at www.thedarkmaster.com and leaving comments on THE NEW FLESH forum. Any comments regarding my unique brand of work would be welcome! Thanks, Steve www.thedarkmaster.com

Getting Old
>> Just before the funeral services, the undertaker came up to >>the very elderly widow and asked, "How old was your husband?" "98," she >>replied. "Two years older than me." "So you're 96," the undertaker >>commented. She responded, "Hardly worth going home, is it? >> >> ____________________________ >> Reporters interviewing a 104-year-old woman: "And >> what > >>do you think is the best thing about being 104?" the reporter asked. She >>simply replied, "No peer pressure." >> _______________________________ >> The nice thing about being senile is you can hide >> your > >>own Easter eggs. >> >>__________________________________________________________ >> I've sure gotten old! I've had two bypass surgeries, >> a > >>hip replacement, new knees fought prostate cancer and diabetes; I'm half >>blind, can't hear anything quieter than a jet engine, take 4

New Ct Hater Rating Ones
SHE JUST WENT TO MY PICS AND PROFILE RATING MY PICS AND PROFILE A 1 COME ON NOW GROW UP DONT HATE BECAUSE YOU WISH YOU WERE AS PRETTY AS ME AND HALF THE OTHER WOMEN ON HERE DAMN I MEAN COME ON NOW ACT YOUR AGE NOT YOUR IQ WE CANT HELP IT IF YOU WERE DROPPED TO MANY TIMES ON YOUR HEAD LMAO OH OH OH I JUST GOT ANOTHER HATER MUST BE HER FRIEND BEWARE OF THEM BOTH LADIES http://www.cherrytap.com/user/677081 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/760663 HERE IS THE SISTER OF THE OTHER GIRL LMAO GOD GROW UP sonya: block sonya: why u just blocl my sister sonya: i'm 10 times better lookin then your fat ass sonya: yeah bitch look at me ->sonya: LMAO LOOK WHOS TALKING sonya: you are a nasty lookin bitch

Top 17 Country Songs
Top 17 Country songs 17. I Hate Every Bone In Her Body But Mine 16. It's Hard To Kiss the Lips At Night That Chewed My Ass Out All Day 15. If I Can't Be Number One In Your Life, Then Number Two On You 14. If The Phone Don't Ring,You'll Know It's Me 13. How Can I Miss You If You Won't Go Away? 12. I Liked You Better Before I Got To Know You So Well 11. I Still Miss You Baby, But My Aim's Getting Better 10. I Wouldn't Take Her To A Dogfight 'Cause I'm Afraid She'd Win 9. I'll Marry You Tomorrow, But Let's Honeymoon Tonight 8. I'm So Miserable Without You It's Like You're Still Here 7. If I Had Shot You When I First Wanted To, I'd Be Out Of Prison Now 6. My Wife Ran Off With My Best Friend, and I Sure Do Miss Him 5. She Got The Ring and I Got the Finger 4. You're The Reason Our Kids Are So Ugly 3. Her Teeth Was Stained But Her Heart Were Pure 2. She's Looking Better After Every Beer And the Number One Country Song ---

True Friends
This is without a doubt one of the nicest good luck forwards I have received. Hope it works for you -- and me! You have 6 minutes There's some mighty fine advice in these words, even if you're not superstitious. This has been sent To you for good luck from the Anthony Robbins organization. It has been sent around the world ten times so Far. Do not keep this message. This must leave your hands in 6 MINUTES. Otherwise you will get a very unpleasant surprise. This is true, even if you are not superstitious, agnostic, or otherwise faith impaired. ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it chee rfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before

Good Answer
Subject: Ya just gotta love em senior citizens........... A Florida senior citizen drove his brand new Lexus convertible out of the dealership. Taking off down the road, he floored it to 80mph, enjoying the wind blowing through what little hair he had left. "Amazing," he thought as he flew down I-75, pushing the pedal even more Looking in his rear view mirror, he saw the highway patrol behind him, blue lights flashing and siren blaring. He floored it to 100 mph, then 110, then 120. Suddenly he thought, "What am I doing? I'm too old for this," and pulled overto await the Trooper's arrival. Pulling in behind him, the Trooper walked up to the Lexus, looked at his watch and said, "Sir, my shift ends in 30 minutes. Today is Friday. If you can give me a reason for speeding that I've never heard before, I'll let you go." The old gentleman paused........ Then said, "Yearsago, my wife ran off with a Florida State Trooper. I thought you were bringing her back." "Have

For Friends/family Of Abuse Or Assault Survivors
I debated for a while on whether or not to talk about this. This is a very sensitive subject for many, including myself. Many people find it difficult to understand why people who have been abused or assaulted (especially if it's been a year or more) behave or react in a certain way. All it takes is just one incident to change a person's perspective and emotions. I have been abused as a child, raped in college, and assaulted in March 2006. If anyone thinks I lack passion, they should know those experiences have had an effect on me and may continue for many years. Here's something else you should know if anyone you know has been abused or assaulted: Survivors differ in their responses to assault/abuse. The long-term effects may be influenced by the severity of the assault, the survivor's existing coping skills, and the support the person has afterwards. Nevertheless, the following responses are experienced by many survivors: *A survivor's self-esteem often diminishes after an

Prayer
Please Read and Return My instructions were to pick four people that I wanted God to bless, and I picked you. Please pass this to at least (4) people you want to be blessed and a copy back to me. This prayer is powerful, and prayer is one of the best gifts we receive. There is no cost but a lot of rewards. Let's continue to pray for one another. The prayer: Father, I ask You to bless my friends, relatives and those that I care deeply for, who are reading this right now. Show them a new revelation of Your love and power. Holy Spirit, I ask You to minister to their spirit at this very moment. Where there is pain, give them Your peace and mercy. Where there is self-doubt, release a renewed confidence through Your grace. Where there is need, I ask you to fulfill their needs. Bless their homes, families, finances, their goings and their comings. In Jesus' precious name. Amen. (If you have more than four people to send this to, you are truly blessed).

Relay For Life!!!
Relay For Life!!! Relay For Life!!! Hello Everyone, So yesterday was relay for life poker run... Yay!!! No one showed up for the poker run but we got alot of the puddle fest to eat so we made $250 for the relay... Now Funny Funny Story!!! I had made cupcakes for the relay... Had them in this huge cake box... Leaveing the relay my mom did not tie down the box... And sat it on top of another box... Well going home the box flew off the back of the truck and hit my sisters car.. One half of the box went under and the other half went over... YES YES I GOT PICTURES!!! I hope everyone has a great day!!! *mwah* -Minga

Dead Beat Dads
I just have to rant a lil bit about my daughters father. Well first my daughter just turned a year old. And her father has seen her in almost 6 months. His choice not mine. I have never kept him from her. He is just full of excuses why he hasn't. He hasn't given me a single dime for her in that period of time either. What I don't understand is how someone can look at such a precious lil girl and hold her and then just not be bothered with her? It took the both of us to create her and I am the one that is doing all the work. Which I don't mind doing the work but a lil help would be nice every once in a while. The only time he seems to want to be in her life is when he wants to try to work things out with me. And every time I tell him it isn't going to happen he doesn't bother showing up to she her. aaaaaa it is just aggervating.

May I See The Continuity Of My Life In The Simple Moments Of This Day.
The first springs of great events, like those of great rivers, are often mean and little. --Jonathan Swift Our lives are like streams which flow through time. Looking at the flow of our whole lives, we see the interconnections of many days that seemed minor. Each day contributes to the stream of goals and faith and relationships. As we look at the flow of a whole river, we see at its beginning a little trickle of water here, joining another trickle there, slowly gathering together a stream that develops force and direction. We may look for intensity in our lives and ignore the quiet. Much of our lives may have been lived on a roller coaster of major crises. As terrible as it may seem, it's not dull. Today may seem rather boring. But in maturity we learn to appreciate the more subtle trickle that a good day can be. Simply continuing with the flow - of our sanity, of faithfulness to our values, of being emotionally present in our relationships - adds up to a rich life.

Lackobraincells
Iam longing so desperately to go back to sleep,but the squishy stuff between my ears will not allow that one certain pleasure.The static in my brain is buzzing at a noise decible that is not condusive to easy listening pleasure.I think i'll call the doctor and put that frontal lobotomy on easy payment plans. I can always forget later that i even owe the bill.

What Is My Real Work For The Day?
I meant to do my work today But a brown bird sang in an apple tree, And a butterfly flitted across the field, And all the leaves were calling me. --Richard LeGallienne The harried hen scurried about her house, trying to put it in order. Some friends she hadn't seen for years were due to arrive later that day, and she wanted everything perfect for them. In a flurry, she made the bed, put away the dishes, and scrubbed the floor. Oh dear, she thought in dismay, I meant to wash the sheets today. Frantically, she flew back to the bedroom and tore the sheets from the made bed. Just then, a neighbor arrived and stood at hen's door, watching her anxiously rush about. "Dear hen," he said in a patient loving tone, for he was quite fond of her, "You will never enjoy your visit if you continue to race about. Come. Sit and rest and tell me of these friends. Have you any snapshots?" The hen did as her neighbor had suggested, and soon her friends arrived to find her relaxed, refreshed, a

Ahhh, Another Weekend Gone :)
I hope ya'll had a great weekend. ;) I sure did, it was so relaxing and nice to talk to a lot of my friends. I know it's been a while for some of you, but we all have lives outside of the internet too. :P I wish you all a great week ahead. :) PEACE LOVE DANCE watchingufromthemoon™ aka lifelover2000™

A Small Act Of Kindness
A small act of kindness can make a big difference. For when kindness is given, it inspires and enables even more kindness. You will cross paths today with someone who desperately needs to receive a little kindness. Kindness costs you nothing, and with it you can give so much. Even when it seems that your kindness is not appreciated, that kindness does indeed make a difference. Even if your kindness is not acknowledged, it is noticed, and over time can soften the hardest hearts. There is a special joy that comes when you do something just to be kind. Let go of your concern about what's in it for you, and experience how truly good it feels. Kindness can be so wonderfully refreshing. The world remembers and respects those who offer it on a regular basis. It's easy to give a little kindness. It's immensely powerful when you do it over and over again. -- Ralph Marston

Wohoooooooooooo
well well cherry poppers......lol......thanx for visiting me i have met some cool ass peeps and also some real assholes but i guess i can come in here every now and then and change my blog....anyways thanx for the new cherry i needed that......lmao.......now who wants to pop it:-O........Kat:-P

Truth And Lies
I know when I am being lied to. I know when I am being told a half-truth. I have no respect and thus no trust for those that speak (or write) untruths. Why do people choose to embelish themselves when the truth will always show itself in the end? Tell me who you are, not who you wish you could be.

Which Deadly Sin Are You?
?? Which Of The Seven Deadly Sins Are You ?? You are Lust!Sexy!! But they say that theres such a thing as too much of a good thing. You have sex on the brain, and it doesn't stay just there for long. Passionate, Fiery - and most certainly confident. You're a fun loving, spontaneous person who is always up for a laugh. People however, have trouble keeping up with you. You're sex crazy, and perhaps need to tone it down a bit! learn a little self control!But, Hey, Congratulations on being the Sexiest Red Hot deadly sin out of all the 7...Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Sucky Week
so this week has been long for me. how about for anyone else? my grandpa had surgery and is in the hospital. i had a fight with my sister. alot of crazy drama at work. then to top it off i broke my finger at work and was in the ER till 430am. yay it should all up hill from here.. or i hope anyway! ok ok well one good thing did happen. the bank accepted our offer on the house. so ill finally be living in my first house as an adult. which is pretty exciting. love ya all misty

I Miss.....
I Miss....... I miss that you were always there All the good times that we had I miss the man that picked me up Whenever I was feeling sad I miss that we could always talk No matter what or when I miss that you showed me how It was ok to fall in love again I miss being able to call at night When I was too scared to sleep I miss the trust I had for you That was in-grained in me so deep I miss the man, my best friend And the person he used to be But most of all I miss the fact That he used to want to talk to me

Hellow
dont ask me if im 19 please lol i have my own house i have id i was born may 26th 1987 my sis is 1986 shes 20 going on 21 im going on 20..im glad i look young though but just caouse u men think i might be underage doesnt mean i am some of u guys i feel and think the same way..but i let it go caouse i know guys roundmy way who look young but thy in there 20s..it ant my fuilt i look good for 20 lol.im glad though i dont wanna look old yet..

I Love You As Me
I Love You as Me Always there for talking Telling everything on you're mind I'm always there for sharing If you're in a bind I'll give you my all And you give me yours We can break this wall And destroy the doors Being one spirit Living this life Our soul can bear it Bear the growing strife We'll fight our pain Because I only need you Your heart is my aim So I'll know your view I love you as me- You're the only one I trust You're all I need Your friendships a must

One Breaks Two Broken
It breaks my heart to see your broken heart My spirit aches to feel your aching spirit In this world we each must play a part If you’re in pain let me play the part of healer Let me carry you forever I know we’ll make it through together If I could heal your heart with a song Well this would be the song I’d sing to you Just to let you know you belong That there’s another soul that loves you Don’t you know I’m hurting too? It hurts me deep to see how deep you hurt My tears roll down when I see how much you’re crying If I could bear alone in my own heart All the pain you feel, you know I’d do it in a moment Take my hand; I’ll walk you through this Whispering softly that we’ll make it If I could heal your heart through my words These would be the words I’d speak to you Just to tell you how much I care That there is nothing I'd not do for you Oh can’t you see I love you?

Come Back To Me
I'm crying As this rain pours down around me I'm screaming To try to vent this pain Wishing I was dreaming Rather than believing that you're gone Why'd you go And leave me all alone? I know I've fucked up But you knew I never meant to hurt you I'm sorry I wasn't there to hear you And I will never love anyone like I loved you I'm crying As the world blurs and I go numb I'm screaming And tearing at my skin Wishing you had known The extent of my feelings for you Why'd you go And leave me all alone? I know I've fucked up But you knew I never meant to hurt you I'm sorry I wasn't there to hear you And I will never love anyone like I loved you Does the blame fall upon me For your giving up on life? How is that fair? I loved you more than life Come back to me I need you... come back to me I need you to see the light I need you to feel the warmth I need you to breathe the air I need to hold you tight I love you but you'll never know And you're gone..

My Heart Ach Poems, U Want 2 Know Me? Read These
"HE DREAMS" Sitting, again, without that which gives him comfort, company, security, faith, feeling, his reason for being. numb 2 the fact that in the void whare love once had a firm hold, there is comtemptment with the outcome of the choices and actions that proceded this moment. minuits, hours, days, time is irrelevant in the solitair of his nights. how long its ben is not the question. how much longer is the only answer that eludes him. haunting his days. with each darkining of the evening leads him 2 an eturnity of wonder. wonder, the feeling that leads 2 countless endevers of self medacation and his indulgance of substances that worsen his chances of a happy furture. even though the realisation of his owne actions are self evidant his alternative is uncompreheandable in his persuit of what matters most. the love of one that is simply unattainable. shadows of memories not yet formed is the only hope

I Wish
Wish I could look away From all this pain Caused by you Wish I could undo the past And go back Do it over again No matter what I do You just don't care for who I am No matter what I say to you You don't believe me And hurt me again Four months ago we were still together Everything was fine When I was with you Nothing could go wrong The sun did always shine But you didn't know who I am You didn't know who I'd always be When you saw the real me You just walked out of my life

What I Used To Be
I used to be Happy And hippie-ish Full of joy And laughter And bright colors Sticking daisies in between my toes And twirling my hair Singing at the top of my lungs I used to be the rainbow Something good to become after the rain Now I am Happy, I guess But fake Labels, Abercrombie, American Eagle Nordstrom, Macys Look where they got me Maybe I am the deep blue Like the ocean Where it is warm for the first couple inches But gets colder as you go down What happened to the rainbow? Now I am the rain

I Slept With Three Men Last Night
I Slept with three men last night I slept with three men last night. Vastly different amazingly insane. Consuming my entirety. Heaven allowing I would be please to sleep wit all three for eternity. Cocky, selfish my animal appears, basic desire nibbling at my ear. Reaching nor for heart nor for soul but pure satisfaction. Eating fruited apple of seduction. . Ripping emotion from equation , my animal ripping givers me his lust. Moaning insentient satisfaction, fantasy, reality in middle nights. Aww the king, confident and alluring, slow firm thrust forcing voluntary submission =. Submitting my hunger of his confidence. Power hands hold me tight moving my arms above. As he rules I rise with every move. Soft smooth another arises kissing flaws only he defines as beautiful. Losing my mind, finding my soul. Lost waiting not to be found. Lips meeting lips. Craving his gentle moves as is penetrates forward I move in. Intensely waving in his passion. He is not my sin. As sun

Hidden
I rush around circles complexes are never ending running running gasping yet never losing thrust. dancing emotions play outright in the dark standing Never out of the light. Up beat tempo words rythumicly Bouncing thought the night. The music shows threw day light. public music once thought hidden, brought to the public to see. music once a lions stare now a weasel in despair. enlighten by these eyes a panthers stare Calum knowing perseverance and powerful standing to hear the music play through these eyes. it is now the concept the lion fears. The facade of the jungle has vanished drums beating enchanting to ears wanting yet the panthers drums clearing air. drums hidden bringing focus to sounds. the platform of the lion will never be the base of the world. It is the panther who sounds the stag in the back only bring forth when strength and desire it is the matching drums the panther seeks. The courageous and confidence the lion lacks is w

Unto Him
subsides calum nervies high love brought forth calaberation so defing this hour of own essence. What of this i have done. Rapied down let so quickly down lay. Unlike common since bestrod upon standers of inner self. Riverly yet as I shame in shadows. My stomice trimbles. feeling only confedence rampageing in my chest. To much water to soon? why stage when knowing dances tose of mine tapping. why must stages excist. why may I not dance. Othis complacation. will sun lay before pearls. why dose cooling rain dance with entergetive lighting such as thy self .Becking hard to hide among glass skies. Foretay hiding weeking spirts. smoke and mirrors make for ugly stains. One midnight is ok to accept alow that to be what it it is to be. Yet bring forth right, I will not. Marage if you be, pitty I will sing and sing only for you. For stains can only have darken your heart bittered your soul. Find before me descrace me. siverly broken your own name of potential honner only a man may obtain. So

Handle Me With Care
Been beat up and battered round Been sent up, and Ive been shot down Youre the best thing that Ive ever found Handle me with care Reputations changeable Situations tolerable Baby, youre adorable Handle me with care Im so tired of being lonely I still have some love to give Wont you show me that you really care Everybodys got somebody to lean on Put your body next to mine, and dream on Ive been fobbed off, and Ive been fooled Ive been robbed and ridiculed In day care centers and night schools Handle me with care Been stuck in airports, terrorized Sent to meetings, hypnotized Overexposed, commercialized Hand me with care Ive been uptight and made a mess But Ill clean it up myself, I guess Oh, the sweet smell of success Handle me with care

Pretend
Pretend It’s not my problem, That you couldn’t deal with your own. [Don’t blame your mistakes on me] Spin Spin Spin Flip. Head Or Tails It’s not my problem. I’ve given up. Because, In the end you never cared. I’ll watch you fall. I tried to help. You threw it back in my face. I’ll take a deep breath, And try to forget, That once I called you my best friend. But I don’t care, Because you never did. Run along now, Just [Pretend]

You Are My Trouble
Blessed by elumentaing smiles , a rose in shadows given new life. Stem luring with passion once packed under earth has been brought to air filled with love only to set the rose free. so long hidden in the dark in dear fear of winter cold the rose did not sprot, with one kiss with one swift emotion the stem has brought forth a bud and now the rose feels free to bloom. the freedom to be what is real like in times before was once hidden or was to inclose to exspose. most will never see the rose as bud or bloom, only a few know deep the rose maybe may only flowers close enough and safe enough then dose the rose exspose its true self. The truth be told the rose only shows in love. so with the rose in told some truth may be said love must be a concept only when i'm thinking of you.

Root Of A Man
The ROOT As A MAN as flowers of female identity we float with pride in our strength, consent ruling and remembrance in who bares the child who bares the fears of emotional ties, we are binding to the world of emotional graduated. As strong as our stem and soft as our petals we would not stand straight if not for our root our root as in he who shares our soul. Yet our root not so pretty ruff around the edges yet it plants it self strong to embrace winters summer heat and storms. When we fall when we brake a flood of water a flood of emotional despair comes rushing to crush our inner selves every thing we held all the strength we have endured falls, yet we have not felt the ground we have not lost our feet. It is in that moment the most powerful the one with the most strength embraces us. Even when the emotion is killing them more so then the flower will ever know, they hold us, rock us breath in our pain to stand by our side, showing nothing but strength, yes child birth is pain f

The Beautiful Deserted Island ........
There is a beautiful deserted island in the middle of nowhere where the following people are stranded: * 2 Italian men and 1 Italian woman * 2 French men and 1 French woman * 2 German men and 1 German woman * 2 Greek men and 1 Greek woman * 2 English men and 1 English woman * 2 Bulgarian men and 1 Bulgarian woman * 2 Swedish men and 1 Swedish woman * 2 Irish men and 1 Irish woman One month later on this beautiful deserted island in the middle of nowhere ... * The 1 Italian man killed the other for the Italian woman * The 2 French men and the French woman are living happily together in a "menage a trois"--- * The 2 German men have a strict weekly schedule of when they alternate with the German woman * The 2 Greek men are sleeping with each other and the Greek woman is cleaning and cooking for them * The 2 English men are waiting for someone to introduce them to the English woman * The Bulgarian men took one look at the endless ocean, one look at the woman

Tred
Good sir watch were you tread Dare you know good sir, a formal lashing. teathered you have discrased my name and dishonnered my stage. Redeem your self maybe yet high rivered tides will grace your knees. Conviction it will be recat that toung sir open your heart and start being true to your self. then and only then may I might stay in the light and not among shadows. But do know good sir. if it is the heart of a friend you wish to crush do know victory has truned in your favor. My heart is broken that of a stalion not yet a mustang. Ive been beaten, broken and tamed. Fighting for what is right for you has killed the wiorrior and the spirt in me. Before our gathering I have told you dishonner my name and you of a man will be brought to kings knees. judged for the pain of peers. Maybe it true this toung of yours bear truth if you have dishonnered and discarased me the let it be true my love you have not a worth of for we both know the love i freely give to you is always uplifti

Thank You
My Heart Thank you for the memories That you have given to me Thank you for the stories That you made me believe But most of all i want to thank you Thank you for the heart That you gave back to me That you tore apart

Kiss Me
KISS ME kiss me of love has found ones devine. kiss me for love has no stone untruned kiss me for its your givin right. Take behold onto a stand knighted so pure love has graced his gental hands. Wounds once salted healed before his kiss. moving slow aross my chest reaching as i lay drinking the breath slowing, impusivly reaching graving braking through emotional strides. as depths are reaching so shall i rise. rise aboundently for the joy of the ride. Scars wash as passion seeps between these thighs moaning louder penatrait harder shock not what looking to me with lustful eyes. hastate not shy will not ride in here. Strong and frim as man take not from me but what ive come to give you. kiss me for love has found idols in heavens skys

Dead
Dead inside The darkness has eroded my soul The cold locked the remains away in an icy prision held against its will On its own, only the dark and cold to keep it company no light or warth to keep it alive Leaving me dead inside

Sweet Wine
Sweet WINE This is an older one but one of my Favs SWEET WINE never through the course of time have i found a love so devined. to embrace love with such intuament innocence. love so sweet only love of mine would know the taste of my sweet wine. For most a sip maybe a taste but for you my love have all I have to give. Fill your self full hasty, please no. plenty to have, every night before sunrise. Bring it down across the chest roll over your inner thigh, lick off your lips, for you i will not mind. you are my vine, the root of my sweet. bite of my sudcition. time over time only you may have all the wine I have to give.

Bring Forth And Hurt Me
resting willows poor sprouts from wooing stars. harsh entitlement pounding pondering for breath avidly hides with despair. Anguish heart seeking relief around weed of tumbling, through this and every night. acquiring only depth of ones vivid soul. yet urging for that of peace. helter-skelter be hills that battle mountain size seems a call one may never reach. Let it be this lingering day over night, night over day. night over lying reaching triumphant enlightening. Strength braking division plowing through mountains, creating enforce purity. enlightenment of stealer comparison. awaking epiphany call what may, shadows brought down feasting to consume over souls teaching strength awareness and will. Adopting celerity center among love. Embracing giving sunlight with in with out through ones whole life. Bring me that of shadows so I may enjoy sunlight. 10:52 AM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment

Gave You
i gave you my heart it was in your hands you took this knife and cut through and through again my heart is lost and my emotions to i have no feelings because of you no more love or hate now i guess i should thank thou because pain can be a emotion to

Secret Lovers
Secret Lovers Shadow Glen, Wonders warrior braving battlefields, Lift trumpet time may not revile. Hush hush battle scars glistens clear yet protect me, doing are you. Un seen your scars brave man in deed. What at lass I will not revile, you do not tell them. Vanished skip traced phones ringing, Questions, were is she, why has she gone, yet there still without a peep. You haven't reveled. There from the start before the wounds, there to heal there to stitch while is profusely bleeds. New a light new a thought, Unsteady easy to run for that's not in reaching, hard to hide when knights know of secrets of windows. As I lay raging a battle within common thoughts and constant dwelling of emotions interlaying, Still calmly waiting, waiting for the mess waiting for the deciphering clarity of my very own. I see you, Strong that a man you would be for me, Leaving all others to waste land. Even when I seek that of another you calmly listen, even as I speak of emotional battle of hearts ter

My Heart
My pain inside... i woke up today tear stains on my pillow i cried myself to sleep again once again i sank so low yesterday was a living hell no one seemed to care no one seemed to notice and it was more than i could bear maybe its for the best that no one sees my pain so i hide behind a smile concealing all my shame i go about my day wishing i was gone again, they dont notice that im barely hanging on i dont dare tell them the truth ...lowering my head that deep down inside me i wish that i was dead

Lett The Body Do The Talking
Body Talk Let my body do the talking Drip drip drop drip. O feel it now as I yearn for passions touch ignited by fire Threw your eyes. It is not the mirror image of you leaving me in a lust consumed state. pin pointing only to drive my wild desires madder then the hatter. Stop barking Come and bite me. Move slowly down my thighs as I race to catch my rise. Wet of the water Luring you are my desire. Me moment a mere time, I know you know our fire is alive. It may not Of our heart least not at this time yet the fierce animal instincts that set us a blaze. Knowing in that Moment we first seen eye to stars. What was going to be heavens gate could not protect us from Out gaze yet only dance in pure beauty of this natural lure. May you the wise true was it of past lives. Is this was brings us so near. Like water near Mount hills like sand to the desert what was it that Spark instant must of now. Clawing to wanting penetration of this yes. Of you, you o

Be All The World
BE ALL FOR YOU drifting by and by, enchanting melodies play loops of soulful genus causing toe tapping hearts to warm and smiles to brighten. Joyful as sweet surroundings, lifting my head joyous is me. every step every crack of a grin, brighten my heart mellow chantilly. with you to share as in the whole world. Stride and trivial road brought my sunlight, now as I stand woman before you, life of joy life of love not a site of Hippie yet the purity of soul intentions. Breath with me be joyous be happy for I will be happy for you as in the world. World allow this of me, yearn to share every smile every laugh every melody capsizing in me, only so I may re-pay what was so sweetly giving to me. Joy of life joy of love found with in me giving by all movement of pure beauty of those surrounding me. Radiant and bold know when I laugh, sing, Dance, romance, a mere part is for me yet it be all for you, you as in the world.

And Just Like That You Were Gone
with dust in the lights of your eyes, you left one waxy photograph; a melting memory in my hands. clocks were numb as emptiness, and time meant nothing as raindrops crouched on my skin. the whole world sighed in silence, stopping to wonder if you looked back over your shoulder would you finally see we love you?

Sexual Iq
center>You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Think I Have Fanaly Done It
for those of you out there who are looking for that one person that makes you feel complete keep looking cause i think i have fainaly found her and it is the most wonderful feelingin the world it is worth all the pain and heartache that come with such a search all you who have had a brokeheart in the past know what i am talking about but when that person finaly comes into your life it is like having all of the pains of your past heeled at the same time for the first time in my life i am truely enjoying the sound of the birds in the morning and the true beauty in a sunrise. i wish these same feelings for all my friends out there on cherry tap if all of you are lucky enough to find someone like adele this world will be a better happier place. have a great day ya'll

I Reject You
understand Rejection Where the day meets end and night meets sleep. This is I creep. Lurking like jack waiting to rip. My sprit never darkens my fire never blown out. Yet is my fear so that rapes the inner seed. Raping of deception of my self allowing a nightmare nah a terrors to control my center rule of gravity. Is this were my entirety is destine to sit. Stale as apples turn to that of drunken cider. Though I'm not saddened nor up set, least not in breath I've taken yet. Emotions crashing on Nina of May, Pillage fool boil and toggled. ........foliage of rage consuming an outer realm of evil screams. Beg on knees. ....... Madden of you never of day you bastarded stay back from there and then reflect of the shadow casting you about; remember me the one that cast you out. Out of refection of life out of the thighs warm and gentle in side. You a may will never be in the same sheets as thy. Push and pull cloth will shatter, rip but never removed. I laugh at you knowing that I rise

Thank You
I WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THE TIME TO THANK ALL THE LADIES IN THE BBW CONTEST , ALL OF YOU ARE ALL WINNERS , ALSO I LIKE TO THANK ALL THE PPL WHO HAS COME AN VOTED FOR EACH AN EVERYONE IN THE CONTEST OK LADIES YOU HAVE LESS THEY 3 AN HALF HOURS B4 THE CONTEST ENDS SO HAVE FUN UNTILTHE END AT 4PM EST Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com RUBIA

My Eyes
In my eyes today, you would see traces of darkness Outlines of loneliness And slivers of passion unleashed In my eyes today, You would see a salty sea The waves would be frightening The black water inviting In my eyes today, You would see a haunting So dark and deep That many look away in fear In my eyes today, You would see a fire raging Ablaze with stifled passion Awaiting your touch In my eyes today, If you look in them And not through them You would see tears forever.

How Do You Want It?
Stright Raw throw down let it twist scratches at your back marks of teeth against my neck Raise in cold sweat pounding tonight let it not be for love yet for lust, straight fuck Emotional ties leave those behind rage against every misery Let sadness become healing with in sheets of glory ablaze of fire release take in pure sin. Be that Of a rapture take no prisoners show me the captain of desire can your thrust compare to my animal hunger To sweat throw arms widely above my head nibbling down lower and more over biting instead . Juices flow threw craving more screaming your name leaving at your surrender fuck in the highest As my hair wraps around your finger the harder you pull the more I moan my mouth watering more I beg more feel my body become of that of your control. Muscles of tension is collapsing bring me into an uncontrollable organism brought fourth by the pure selfish tendencies of earthly deed fuck in deed allowing your steed to bread with in me, until next time

Shadows
In the shadows, Lay my fears The fear of repetition, Of that which brought so many tears Lying awake, Sweat beginning to drip These feelings of betrayal, At my heart does rip In the shadows, My anger I hide For it's in the shadow, That I confide Tortured are the nights, That long have been set aside, For there I find my comfort, So that I must hide.... In the shadows

Catch Me If You Can
Catch me if you can. Run Run Run, Catch me if you can. Slippery like a fish, faster then a grey hound that's me. There I go. I want to be caught? Of course I do. Yet over stimulated by those gunning for me. My thinghs are starting to resemble steak slabs and they look like starved wild cats. Faster I Run. Whom ever can catch or keep up may have me. Believe only a quarter of what they say and only half of what they do. Fun I must admit but honestly well a bore too. There is not secret into the catch interment, honest humor and real is what this girl longs for. Challenge me be with me, worried no more of feeling if you can't catch I can't help. To see the domestic side you have to find me first. Rotten of me o yes very much indeed but what else is a girl to do. Dilemma dilemma o my Settled down with one I would love to but none have centered me cornered or spoke of commitment there for committed to them I don't have to. Untill one dose, don't look for my eyes to center completel

Who Really Got Who?
O his jealousy has show it ugly head All those for sin come on in. Between my thigh soft and warm Good time wild rides. O how I love to hear those three words your wife So much longs for. How you wish I knew to speak them back. Instead fuck me Harder, I say. Trying to rob me of innocence don't you know what I've been through…? Neither your groupie nor your fan play with me you can… I will not do hand stands or wait in like as woman on A line. Insanely you drive like wild fires to see one kiss like a child to see ones eyes turn into mine. Bastered out of jealous don't you know I see you. FuCk you commitment to me or to the one that shares rings both us to be a fool to think or stay around to wait. Woman like me you have never known nor will ever meet again, you see my love I just don't give a shit. Strong and tall committed with in. You can not muster my class or my strength. Try you are to catch a butter fly they fly only to reach heavens skies. To cage a cat to

Caged Cat
LOL you foolish foolish boy. Have you not learned the toils of my divine? Sweet of my juice is guarded by thorns. Sweet as the stem my fruit is not yours. Now come to me so I may show you, how it was all revealed. Wanting in selfish greed I knew how you were going to hurt her. Listen close I'll tell you a secret of mine. All it takes is just one look to bring a man to his knees, just one glance to make him beg please. How not so much older then me, but yet stupid more then the eye can see. Like a game you rope them around wait for them to act like clowns. You only thought you knew me. Then me you haven't seen is sweet devoted and spoils of my loves desires. The me you just now seeing is the woman, who knows the games, who hates them so but as light as day can play them better. Like a deer of seven point mounted I have you on my wall. O the great, watch him fall. Dummy, you played my fool. How could you not know I knew? O silly me the little girl who crumbled your wall. Spea

""friendship""
""Friendship . . . . . . is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into yo

Contest Status
Not going that well people......:( Vas185.........................479 Guardian Angel.................274 Kitty..........................142 Jmart4fun......................34 chris92........................15 Piercedstuff...................5 coming undone..................3 manda..........................3 Have had this contest open for 5 days, and this is all you guy can give me? My last contest was done in under 12 hours and Manly is the one who was like dam awesome.....Lets see if we can change this...........

Mothers (little Helpers)
what could make brian want to commit suicide when he found himself outside his group in 1969? according to his father the reason for his problems was his first and only true love. but what could she had done to make him so desperate? she had the child adopted. the reason for this might have been that she was underage at the time. this is not unusual at all. there must have been more to it. along comes nico with her child ari (born in 1962). what does ari stand for? maybe "the child taken out of paris". nico was working both in new york and paris at the time. the father of ari denied paternity for many years (although his parents mostly raised the child) so there might be parallels to what happened to brian. she had the child as a way of claiming her right to be a free woman.

Ok Ok I Know What I Said!
I know I siad I was taking a break! and I REALLY did! My kitchen and bathrrooms are alll sparkly and my animals and kids are even fed! LOL Seriously though I decided why let a few bitches on here run me off? Thats exactly what they want. I come back just 2 short days later, and ive dropped 3 places in rank and have lost my flaming cherry again and even a couple spots on the legends list. The OLD me would have been like OH NOOOO I better go rate and fan a bunch of people and get it back but you know what? This place is really NOT that important to me. I checked to see which friends took the time to notice i was even gone and rated or even bothered to look @ my pics, stash, and blogs and its been duly noted! With that said, the NEW me is taking her daughter to Dollywood for some mother- daughter time. Just the two of us. I will most likely be gone ALL day. Leave me some love or DONT> Either way, cherrytap WILL still be here when I get back and so will my true friends! So have

Mid-april Sundays In A Temperate Ithaca
are the happiest Sundays... nope, doesn't scan... won't hit the top 10 charts at this rate. Have to find a better rhyme scheme. Starting with a rhyme. (and it is getting temperate if not hot! Finally. It was snowing very recently.) Erm. Meant to say, woke up early again, but am in a rather good mood, and after I get some breakfast will get ready for a matinee movie outing with a movie group I'm part of in about an hour-and. (And as to the title "Blog 2 of...", it has a lot more to do with penguins and the "PenguinBlog" blog than with the rabbit- Cleo, the dearly departed-'s image that I'm using just at the moment... as in, PenguinBlog, instalment 2!) Eric

My Best Friend Xoxox
Tonight I got a phone call from my best friends husband..telling me my darling best friend of 24 years was being flown through to Adelaide tonight with Heart Complications. She is 45 years old and the most beautiful person. I will be going to spend the day at the hospital with her tomorrow.Im not a religious person..but if everyone could put a little thought out there for her..I would appreciate it ..xoxo

Mindless Obstruction
Traveling my path Wandering life’s journey Searching for The exit To Euphoria Wishing for The BIG happy The quest to Satisfy my Soul Emulsify my Inner light To feel again Quietly confident With the unknown No worries about The next No ‘what ifs’ For the past A permanent feeling Of ‘It’s gonna be ok’ That is all I ask To just be me And be relaxed

Quote For April 22
It's the movies that have really been running things in America ever since they were invented. They show you what to do, how to do it, when to do it, how to feel about it, and how to look how you feel about it. -- Andy Warhol Bonus Quote: And Saint Attila raised the hand grenade up on high, saying, "O Lord, bless this thy hand grenade, that with it thou mayst blow thine enemies to tiny bits, in thy mercy." And the Lord did grin. And the people did feast upon the lambs and sloths, and carp and anchovies, and orangutans and breakfast cereals, and fruit-bats and large chu... -- Cleric Monty Python and the Holy Grail This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

The Fall Of An Empire
The Fall of an Empire… By Toilet Paper? Sometimes I look around me and I’m amazed, and saddened, by things I see. I know, I’m not the first one to broach this subject, and I’m sure I won’t be the last. What I see is a soaring divorce rate, children being given away, the elderly are abandoned… and the list goes on. You don’t have to look to the murder statistics to see that our society has lost respect for the human life. Now, most of you that have read my articles before know that I usually don’t choose such a dire subject but I am going to look at this through my own glasses. Decades ago, when the United States was at it’s best, (before apathy set in), and was most admired by the rest of the world, everything had value. Very little was wasted at that time, we either used it again or found another use for it. I can’t think of too many things that were tossed out after their original use was used up… (Well, except for masticated food maybe, but we won’t go there.) H

More Votes Please!!!
OMG!! I can't believe I don't have more votes than I do!! Oh would you please go to my profile page, click on the blogs and find the one with my picture asking for votes for the Cleavage contest I am entered in? Remember I am all me-no artificial fillers or preservatives!! Go to most recent blogs to the finally think I got the right link-click on my pic there and vote vote vote! (Please!?!) Thanks to those of you who have so far but if you have time please go back and do some more??? Love you! Andie

Ted Nugent's Opinion On The V.t. Slaughter.
I 100% agree. WACO, Texas (CNN) -- Zero tolerance, huh? Gun-free zones, huh? Try this on for size: Columbine gun-free zone, New York City pizza shop gun-free zone, Luby's Cafeteria gun-free zone, Amish school in Pennsylvania gun-free zone and now Virginia Tech gun-free zone. Anybody see what the evil Brady Campaign and other anti-gun cults have created? I personally have zero tolerance for evil and denial. And America had best wake up real fast that the brain-dead celebration of unarmed helplessness will get you killed every time, and I've about had enough of it. Nearly a decade ago, a Springfield, Oregon, high schooler, a hunter familiar with firearms, was able to bring an unfolding rampage to an abrupt end when he identified a gunman attempting to reload his .22-caliber rifle, made the tactical decision to make a move and tackled the shooter. A few years back, an assistant principal at Pearl High School in Mississippi, which was a gun-free zone, retrieved his legally ow

This One Is So Nice Never Forget What A True Friendship Means
"""Friendship . . . . . . is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into y

What My Friends Think About Me?
They think I'm : funny, cool, sarcastic, nice, loyal, sassy, different... Honestly I dont know why they think I'm cool LOL. I'm just being me... Funny if I'm in the good mood, sarcastic n sassy well my mom did said that's me (geezzz I cant believe u call me sassy like my mom!!). Nice and loyal? Absolutely to my dearest friends to certain extend... to other really I could care less, I can be nice I cant be not nice it all depend on certain circumstances. Very interesting what they think about me...

Beltane
I am going to be ready for beltane. I should have the money I need to go to Beltane...andunlike Trillium I am working very hard to make sure I have a ride from the bus stop in Charlottesville. Cheap ticket... I will make calls starting Monday.

The Road I Have Traveled
The road I have Traveled. Bridges I have crossed. I've gone the extra mile, I've come to many stops. I had a few road blocks, toward what I thought, could be the end. But had to be brought back a mile or two again. So when closure comes, I do know what it will mean. I'll finally have peace of mind, I'll be able to feel,think, and breathe I probably won't believe it. I'll think it is all a dream. And although the journey will have ended. I'll never forget What I've learned along the way, or how I learned to take it day by day

2 Min That All You Need !!!
Pls take 2 min off your time to sign up to this great Forum made by Jin Kazama and its for my Good friend Evi her music is verry good , and so is this Forum , iff you all are real friends you will sign up Tnx Jena http://evigoffin.proboards51.com/index.cgi

Copy N Paste
Plese copy n paste this link into ur browser http://thebreastcancerinfo.com/breast_cancer_pictures.html,u can get the html codes from it where the ribbons are. My auntie had breastcancer n i saw her suffer from it..she died last april..shes in a better place now but we all still miss n love her dearly.For those whos loved ones has any kind of cancer then my thoughts are with you..*hugz*

On A Fishing Trip
On a Fishing Trip A woman is in bed with her lover who also happens to be her husband's best friend. They make love for hours, and afterwards, while they're just laying there, the phone rings. Since it is the woman's house, she picks up the receiver. Her lover looks over at her and listens, only hearing her side of the conversation... (She is speaking in a cheery voice) "Hello? Oh, hi. I'm so glad that you called. Really? That's wonderful. I am so happy for you. That sounds terrifiic. Great! Thanks. Okay. Bye bye." She hangs up the telephone and her lover asks, "Who was that?" "Oh" she replies, "that was my husband telling me all about the wonderful time he's having on his fishing trip with you."

Douche Bag
this blog is dedicated to douche bags who get so carried away with bitches on the interent, they feel the need to start cyber fights, to protect there e-girlfriend. hahaha. for real though, my friend you need to grow up and throw away your computer cuz its time you enter real life.... anyways heres a tasty little treat for every one. i got this in my shoutbox at 5 in the morning while working a midnight shift. *Dead Angel*: chelsea is playing you like a fool *Dead Angel*: you think those nudes are just for you? *Dead Angel*: Sha has talked shit about you to me many times, and till is.. *Dead Angel*: You will soon find out in do time. Just don't spend the kind of money I have. *Dead Angel*: Don.t tell me you're a scared lil' bitch and can't reply, or are you talking to her at the moment. either way, you are fucked if you are talking with her now.... the best part is that he is so obbsessed with this that he doesnt wait for any responce another thing is that he

Everyday Is Exactly The Same
I believe I can see the future Cause I repeat the same routine I think I used to have a purpose But then again That might have been a dream I think I used to have a voice Now I never make a sound I just do what I've been told I really don't want them to come around Oh, no [Chorus:] Every day is exactly the same Every day is exactly the same There is no love here and there is no pain Every day is exactly the same I can feel their eyes are watching In case I lose myself again Sometimes I think I'm happy here Sometimes, yet I still pretend I can't remember how this got started But I can tell you exactly how it will end [Chorus] I'm writing on a little piece of paper I'm hoping someday you might find Well I'll hide it behind something They won't look behind I'm still inside here A little bit comes bleeding through I wish this could have been any other way But I just don't know, I don't know what else I can do [Chorus x2]

Bad Dreams
Oh god... I had such a terrible night last night... Well, once I came home that is.. I started feeling a bit like crap followed by some more feeling like crap... So i finally said fuck it I'll go to sleep. I went to sleep... No sooner do i start to dream is it one of them dreams about dying,and its not because of someone else. I don't get why I'm having dreams like this. I woke up went back to sleep then had a similar dreams and so on and so forth... So, now I don't feel so well ( I have a stomach ache and I feel like I might puke) I'm shaking and wish i knew what these dreams were about... It's generally got be depressed... Is my subconscious now saying I don't deserve to live? God, I feel fucked in the head. Help! =(

An Ems Prayer
As I perform my duty Lord Whatever be the call, Help to guide and keep me safe From dangers big and small. I want to serve and do my best No matter what the scene, I pledge to keep my skills refined, My judgement quick and keen. This calling to give of my self Most do not understand, But I stand ready all the time To help my fellow man. To have the chance to help a child Restore his laugh with glee, A word of thanks I might not hear, But knowing is enough for me. The praise of men is fine for some, But I feel truly blessed, That you oh Lord have chosen me To serve in EMS!

Fda Watch
FW: Fwd: FDA Watch In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also call Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market

Play The Fuck Or Pass! Game.
There is at least one person on MY Cherry TAP list that wants to fuck the hell out of me. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck me, send me a message (comments and emails welcomed) saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this SH!T's funny Let's see who replies!

A Fireman's Prayer
When I am called to duty, God, Whenever flames may rage; Give me strength to save some life, Whatever be its age. Help me embrace a little child Before it is too late Or save an older person From the horror of that fate. Enable me to be alert And hear the weakest shout, And quickly and efficiently To put the fire out. I want to fill my calling And to give the best in me To guard my every neighbor And protect his property. And if, according to my fate, I am to lose my life, Please bless with your protecting My children and my wife. - Author Unknown

Honor The Vets
Veterans are easy to recognize By their special swagger And their shattered eyes By the way they stand so tall When the flag is raised And how they bow their head When the Lord is praised. They may have clabbered voices And brown and mottled skin A missing arm or leg or eye But you can see the youth within. What horrors did they see What hell did they endure To keep my flag and liberty secure? What would our nation be like Without veteranssuch as these? Let us remember each of them When we bow our knees And may we give all reverence due To the brave men and women Who defend the Red, White and Blue.

No One Cares..a Poem I Wrote A Long Time Ago
Where No One Cares Life out there No one cares Cold and bitter Trash and litter Hookers on the street Children getting beat Lying in a pit Where no one gives a shit No person can see Ignoring me As I lay dying As I lay crying No ones there No one cares Take or break Live or die Steal or cry Sell your soul To pay the toll Your body to sell Living in Hell When you're out there on your own Life out there Where no one cares copywrite@BrittneyRamsey2007

I'm Thankfull....are You?
For all the people that still protest, you're welcome, We protect you and you are protected by the best. Your voice is strong and loud, but who will fight for you? No one standing in your crowd. We are your fathers, brothers, and sons, wearing the boots and carrying the guns. We are the ones that leave all we own, to make sure your future is carved in stone. We are the ones who fight and die. We might not be able to save the world, well at least we try. We walked the paths to where we are at, and we want no choice other than that So when you rally your group to complain, take a look in the back of your brain. In order for that flag you love to fly, wars must be fought and young men must die. We came here to fight for the ones we hold dear, if that's not respected, we would rather stay here. So please stop yelling and put down your signs, and pray for those behind enemy lines. When the conflict is over and all is well, just be thankful that we chose to go

The Final Inspection
THE FINAL INSPECTION The Marine stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. She hoped her shoes were shining, Just as brightly as her brass. "Step forward now, Marine, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The Marine squared her shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I didn't. Because those of us who carry rifles, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept many tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me around, Except to calm their fears. If you've a place for

The Us Marine
US Marine Marines come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Marine is a Marine all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. Marines are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Marine is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he wan

New Ct Rules
OK, I can only keep my mouth shut so long. It's time for some new rules here on CT. These rules were developed after seeing actual profiles that inspired me to come up with them: (1) Do not use the phrase "Actually for a blonde, I'm 'quiet' intelligent" as a caption beneath your default photo. Might I suggest the word "quite" instead? Believe it or not, using the wrong word in a sentence where you're claiming to be smart makes you look like a fucking idiot. (2) Please stop posting pictures of your kid if he/she has buckteeth and a mullet. And for the love of Jesus Fucking A. Christ, please, please, please do not enter the poor slob in a "cute kid" contest. (3) Ok, I got it, you feel horrible about the Virginia Tech thing. But just because I didn't put up a picture of a ribbon or a logo does not mean I'm unsupportive. Let me guess...you flew a flag on your CAR after 911, didn't you? How about showing that support and patriotism during the whole year? By any chance,

Its Me....
She was hurt, left to sit in the dark when other were in a line walking out the door. That’s when she realized that she was forever to be left alone. She was found later, broken like a glass dolly left in a Thunderstorm. She became use to the Loneliness and fond of the Darker side of life. She cut herself to feel better… to feel anything but the fake pain that presses against her heart… Wishing for Rainbows, never to find the right color…. She is often sad. Her heart hurts… a lot. She cries when she is angry. She enjoys small, intimate settings. She is not outgoing. Sometimes She pushes people away to see if they will come back. She has very few friends. She has a hard time making friends. She loves to be LOVED. She loves love and is in love with LOVE. She loves animals and finds people a little too harsh. Her feelings get hurt easily and she is too sensitive. She feels Alone. She would cry for no reason. She laughs at inappropriate moments. She is often confused. She often confuses

Just Because
Well I might be rambling but what can I say. Im in one of those moods I guess. Right now I am sitting here and being bored outta my damn mind. I do have to say that my life is so outta wack. I think my brain has went on permanent vacation since I started back in college 2 years ago. Thank goodness I am almost finished with that. Yea 12 more weeks, the best part is that its the class I have been waiting to take the whole time. Forensics......Anyways. I am just ready to get school over with and move away from where I am now. Its hard I know because my family is here but I do have to say I do much better when I am not close to them. I love them all dearly and god knows I would do anything for them. But theres that thing called "you have been used"....Yes I know that well. They have a tendancy to elect me to do things without consulting me first cause they know i have a problem telling them no. I guess cause I have a big heart when it comes to the ones that I love.My boys there is no doubt

Friendship Counts!
Friendship Counts..... One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes. My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. They really should get lives." He looked at me and said, "H

I Just Haven't Figured It Out
Well love comes and goes and its just weird how someone so unexpectedly comes into your life without you actually realizing why they are there. Love and relationships are like that. But I have been through so much in my past. Things that at my age a normal person wouldn't have. I have had so man terrible things occur that I guess most of the time that I assume when I get close to someone or love someone they will be there and then be gone. Its crazy I know. How can I live when I constantly worry about it. Well I have just given up on that and well just decided to let it go, open up and trust that my heart will have made the right decision. I'm sure right now that the one person that I love and adore knows how much I really care and want nothing more than to be happy and make them happy. I am one that usually keeps to myself not because I choose to I just do. There aren't alot of people that I let get close to me and I have reasons for that also. My heart is there and open. I just want

The Stream
Chess is like life. or is it that the reverse is true? Even as I sit here, Sipping my coffee and smoking (not enough sugar, too much milk). So many ways to begin and the room is filled with a cloud. What is this music I hear? Seems like the evening is full of questions. But without the answers, all that remains are the possibilities of what is to come. Which song do I play next? Did I really enjoy that movie? Where is she and why can't I find her? How the hell did I just lose my rook?! I push another pawn... And take another dead-end job... Slowly the smoke clears and the music fades. I dreamt of her again last night, and yet I cannot rememeber her name or face. The only real thing......fuck! Check-mate. I just lost.

My Way I Now Open Pages
well the new Check you out feature is actually a big step forward well done Baby J (Mike) keeping CT right up there with the trend setting site we have come to know .so i now have changed how i broswe profiles here now LOL I know tend to open read profiles much more than previous ,so with that in mind all you should consider how much ya fill you page up with tunes and Vid clips it really does make opening them very slow and also a Very important note is How readable your page is with selecting background text etc to make it easy on eyes to see read and understand you more so with that said Cherrytap has now made it more important to OPEN Profiles fully now the new mail concept is also fantastic a huge advance what can be done there attach fonts colours amazing what the message format is now congratulations CT Development team now eagerly waiting on the rumoured feature coming the ability to change the look of home page to a choice of what i have

I Lived Yesterday
WE WERE PUTTIN DOWN A NEIGHBORHOOD IN TENNESSEE NOT LOND AGO WHEN ONE OF MY BUDS I WAS WITH BLEW THE FRONT TIRE ON HIS HAWG.WE HELPED PUSH THE BIKE DOWN THE ROAD HOPING TO FIND A PLACE THAT CARRIED TIRES FOR THE BIKE.THE NEIBORHOOD LOOKED LIKE IT WAS STRAIGHT OUT OF LEAVE IT TO BEAVER.EVERYONES GRASS WAS CUT THE SAME DURECTION,FRESH PAINT ADORED EACH HOUSE AND TREES LINED THE STREET IN SUCH A MANNER THEY RESEMBLED SOLDIERS AT ATTENTION.DEFINATLY NOT THE PLACE TO FIND A REPAIR SHOP AND DEFINATLY NOT THE NEIBORHOOD FOR SIX LONGHAIRED BIKERS AND FOUR OL LADIES. FIGURING SWAT WOULD SOON SURROUND US FOR OUR TERRORISTIC OUTLOOKS ON LIFE,FIVE OF US SPLIT TO FIND A SHOP.I STAYED WITH MY BROS BIKE SINCE HE HAD HIS OL LADY WITH HIM.I CONTINUED DOWN MAY LANE WAITING FOR THE BEAVER TO RIDE BY WHEN I HEARD A CRACKLY VOICE RING OUT'OL'SHOVEL NEEDIN A 28 INCHER?' WELL FIGURING THE MARINES HAD SNUCK UP ON ME,I PUT THE KICK STAND DOWN,RAISED MY HANDS AND TURNED AROUND TO FACE WHAT I SURLY BELIEVED TO

Thought Id Paraphrase My 25 Page Thesis I Wrote To Graduate College Few Years Back
Ok so i wrote my thesis The History of South/West Seattle and Whiter Center. The focal point was the problems That area has in relations to violence, gang activity and drugs. White center has always had a rugged rural,blue collar ethic. White Center and Riverside(now Tukwila/Duwamish area historically has always been an immigrant town although caucasion). Because of the severe poverty and blue collar mentality there was severe depression, and opression. MANY and i do mean MANY taverns were the main past time here. (A good reference is to read the poetry books of famed Poet Richard Hugo from White Center). Compounding these issues and no cultural base identity the residents of WC attempted to join in the Seattle expansion of West Seattle only to be turned back time and time again. Essentially being told they were not good enough. By the 1940's a huge land section was put aside for the military. This was known as the Rapid Army Training. (Hence the name Rat city). So now you have

Why?????
why am i confused?why do woman not but any effort in sex?i mean everyone enjoys it.so why do the not give blow-jobs?i thought most women would do most anything to keep thier man happy!am i wrong?i know most my blogs are about sex but dammit I enjoy making my partner quiver and cum or orgasm. maybe i need a hobby???

Will You Believe In Me
Will You Believe In Me? My child, you are indeed a student of the word, and you have hidden Myword deep inside your heart so you might not sin against Me. But in that you still refuse to come to Me, so that I may heal you and bandage up your wounds. My beloved do not resist the brooding of My Spirit, for as you know, the letter kills but My Spirit breathes life to all those whom will seek My face. My child, your memories are holding you back because that is what you are focusing on; but I have called you to be transformed by the renewing of your mind so that you be able to test approve what My perfect will is for your life. Do not waste one minute longer, but choose today in whom will you follow and in whom will you serve? My child, I am asking you: will you believe in Me and allow My word to go forth into your life so that I may produce in you a harvest of righteousness? Will you allow My word to be sent out and accomplish what it needs to do and for it not to return void?

Recent Uploaded Photos
just added the recent uploaded photos link to the toolbar u can watch new photos pop as people upload new pics its kinda cool if ur bored or just wanna rate new pics click the link to download the toolbar http://cherrytap.ourtoolbar.com/ toolbar powered by Conduit

Clutter And Hope
books and knickknacks stacked haphazardly, home is personal reflection. and what a mess it is, a single woman that lacks direction. pieces of life strewn about the coffeetable, a hand-me-down from the parents... electric bills and junk mail ads line the particle board like the bottom of a birdcage. that old oak table has been in the family for generations, albeit pathetic abstractions of humans that fancy themselves a step above the masses, but i digress... the memories that come with the table are a montage of movie scenes... marriage and pregnancy, honor and shame. the kitchen floor hasn't been swept in god knows when, the dishes seem to find a home wherever they last were set. it's a wonder you can even decipher that a floor exists. and maybe that's okay, because in the midst of trying to find what's underneath the clutter and mess, she might find the very thing that has eluded her thus far... herself.

Cast Your Care On Jesus
Christian Glitter by www.christianglitter.com Cast Your Cares On Jesus Are You In Need Of Rest? Come To Jesus Every Word Is Abreast Cast Your Cares On Him Everything Right Now Looks So Dim Walk With Him Hand In Hand You Will Get To The Other Side And See The Land Trust God To Make A Way His Promises Are True Each And Every Day Are You Going To Doubt? Be Discouraged Have No Hope Think This Will Not Work Out Things Always Do It May Not Be The Way You Planned But God Is Faithful, Too Your Answer May Delay Or It May Come, Today! Written By: Dawn O’brien And Inspired By The Holy Spirit Copyright © 2005

God Is Love
What the bible has to say about love? 'Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.' This is the first and greatest commandment. And the second is like it: 'Love your neighbor as yourself.' All the Law and the Prophets hang on these two commandments." Matthew 22:37-40 Love is a word that is used quite frequently in our everyday lives. We love to watch a certain television show. We love to eat pizza. We love go shopping. We love to read books or listen to music. It easy to become confused about love, but God's word offers a concrete guide. There are four types of love: Eros describes the relationship between male and female. Stergos describes affection or the mutual love between family members. Philos descibes the care and concern that friends have for each other. Agape describes a unique type of love that involves a conscious and deliberate choice to do good for another person regardless of the circumstances. This unconditional lo

Flee From Youthful Lusts
It isn't news that men are visual, it's obvious. I wrote in my blog, "The Eyes Of Man Are Never Satisfied" that most men are stimulated by what he sees. The need for warfare against the bombardment of visual temptation to fixate on sexual images is urgent. An example is the swimsuit issue of Sports Illustrated. We all know that this issue really has nothing to do with either swimming or swimsuits. Women are also visual, but usually less overt or obvious about it; they talk a lot more about going for personality and character, but they still like to look at the hunks in celebrity magazines. Willpower won't work to fight Lust. When I say "lust" I mean the realm of thought, imagination, and desire that leads to sexual misconduct. We need to replace our lusts with longings for what is actually beautiful. A few years ago, John Piper wrote some strategies for fighting the war against wrong desires in our minds. They are an acronym, ANTHEM: A - Avoid temptation as much as is reasonabl

Tormentress
I sometimes just lie awake staring up to the ceiling during quiet moments,tranquil thoughts and I see the ghost in you.. I wonder about the loves I've had all the love I've lost in you quiet ghosts of intrepid dreams venturing me into far places beyond thought and my spirit quietly waits for you.. quietly pleads you take my hand and kiss it with your lips. I endure what I've never endured before in my life even in my dreams, where they were once my sanctuary from the ways of the world, there you follow me, too.. Neither awake, nor in dreams do I find my peace, so I go each day waiting for you, hoping each one I'll feel the cold of your lips pressing onto my own, and taking me by my wretched hands into your embrace and slowly pull me towards you,along with all the shadows of perdition.. take me-and make me yours,if only for a moment open my eyes to the realities of my fears and sorrows, hurts and angers that engulf me and make me a stranger even to myself,forcing me

Symphony
the drive home tonight was invigorating... the chilled air swirled around her, and more moon exposed to the sky than last night. her hair was doing pirouettes, bowing to every flight pattern of the wind that carried it. smoke curled away from her lips, so sensual and mysterious in a way that she was irresistible. no one could see it but she... the clear of the night all but calls her in, her heart to make love across the miles, to burn in a touch that was to be unfelt... but oh, god, how the breeze reminds her that it's not so far out of reach.

Ying And Yang
Do you remember holding hands along the pier strolling in Santa Monica's noisy,spirited streets? Walking hand in hand,me not having a care in the world, except knowing you were mine then and being more happy than I've been in all my life.. Now,I'm here and venting isn't enough nor will it ever really be.. I love you still, even after all this time without you in my life anymore I could care less about my own safety,and regard. When we were together,I could have done anything and now I'm forced to do everything.. Though I know you're happier with your new man, I cannot help but to still wonder about you,think of you in my most quiet,lonely of times.. My rage comes to me like a Dragon needing,pleading to be released from the solitary confines of a soulless heart.. A place lonelier than the void of space, colder than the dark side of the Moon.. My love, I miss you with everything inside of me,and I know I will die far far before my time, before I have to.. But I never w

Am I Serious????
God is there something wrong with me? Am I really just supposed to get used to the tightness in my chest, the impulsive urges to hurt myself or others, WHY do i just get things halfway ok then fuck them up??? I don't get it. Why do I have to live in fear of seeing people? Why do I have to relive things in my head everyday just because I can't get over it? I am about to spill my guts to a fucking public blog and just say fuck it. but im gonna save myself and not do that.

Hehe
A man was traveling down a country road when he saw a large group of people outside a house. He stopped and asked a person why the large crowd was there. A farmer replied, "Joe's mule kicked his mother-in-law and she died." "Well," replied the man, "she must have had a lot of friends." "Nope," said the farmer, "we all just want to buy his mule!"

Bruised ,battered And Bleeding,left For Dead On The Highway
San antonio has shitty ass drivers. No lie. We have some of the worst drivers in texas. But what happened today was horrifying. There is nothing scarier than an accident. Nothing more heart stopping than having one. Today as I was driving home I told my friend i was going to get off the phone because some people were driving like shit around me and i wanted to concentrate. I did, and not more than a few moments down the highway I had to slam on my breaks for an accident that was ahead of me. Due to my being in my cop school it is a requrement that I stop and pull over and check to see if everyone is alright. Usually in these situations everyone is alright. In this one...well someone wasn't. The woman that was in the vehicle was found that way. Left for dead by herself, bleeding and in horrible condition. She wasn't concious. Knocked out cold. So yeah i called 911 and gave them a sitrep (situation report) and told them i would stand by for them until the paramedics arrived. The para

Seat Belts
New Ferrari for Dad $1,000,000 &img=/ Car loss? $1 Million bucks! Waiting list for a new one? 2 years. When can son drive Dad's car again? Next life time. When will kid not be grounded and see the light of day? Same day the polar ice caps melt. But he is still alive.... Priceless................ Car only had 9 miles on it !.................. One mile of it was during the wreck.

Piercings
[A is for Age you got your first piercing and the piercing:] 1, Just earlobes. [B is for Belly piercings:] nope don't have that [C is for Current number of piercings:] 13 [D is for Dad's opinion of your piercings:] I don't think he cares. [E is for Eyebrow piercings:] I had one but it was migrating so i took it out. [F is for Female genital piercings:] Negative. [G is for have you been to GoofyAuctions.com today:] Huh? [H is for Hood piercings:] Negative. [I is for Industrial piercings:] nope [J is for Jealous of any piercing a friend has:] nope [K is for Kinkiest piercings:] On me? ummm [L is for Labret piercings:] nope [M is for Male genital piercings:] ewww no thanks lol [N is for Nipple piercings:] Affirmative. [O is for Opinion of tongue piercings:] I like mine [P is for Prince Alberts:] double ewww [Q is for Questions you have about a potential piercing that someone may be able to answer for you:] Anything that helps keloids? [R is for Rook piercing:] yep and to

Deleting Everybody
I Am Trying to find out who my true friends are so,With the exeption off a couple off people who im sure about everyone is going to be deleted. If you really want t be friends, you can ask me, and I will accept.

The Wicked Pleasures Lounge
Hey folks...Callin all the OLD members of WP... hit my sb if u want to bring back some good ole times... I've made a new lounge so as to prevent some of the shit n drama we had the last time...esp wif the mods... NEWAYS...Hope u guys are havin a gd weekend!! ;) xox

The Drinker
I drank myself away til I wandered lost and alone amongst the many headpiece graves all made of marble and stone. I wandered dusk til dawn til I wondered where now I was on someone's grassy morning lawn I stood with my head abuzz. Lying down on the grass I thought I'd take a little nap til some meager time it had passed I awoke to a slight tap. There before me he stood a hand reaching down to me cowled in a deep-black, darkened hood a strange sight for me to see. "Alas ne'er I meet a gentleman with strong a gut as he doth lie beyond me reach," said he, my eyes no more shut. "Come along with me, Friend and let's toast the morning day brew. should you ever know my one sin, it doth hang over you, too." He took me by the hand with an expression of glee and then he gave to me a brand of some strange kind of whiskey. He said then unto me, "My name's Johab the Tinker. a test is this bottle of skee- who is the better drinker?" I drank away again

25 Vagina In 5 Days And All For $666
so I finally got my ticket and im locked/loaded for my headspinning shoot in LA... along with 3 shoots in CLT and MSP each... 05/08/07 : Cleveland Hopkins International (CLE) to Charlotte Douglas (CLT) (shoot 2 photosets, 1 video) 05/09/07 : Charlotte Douglas (CLT) to Minneapolis St Paul Intl (MSP) (shoot 2 photosets, 1 video) 05/10/07 : Minneapolis St Paul Intl (MSP) to Los Angeles International (LAX) 05/11/07 : shooting bts stuff for the Metro's 'Swallow My Children' with rotten (shoot approx 9.5 videos) 05/12/07 : shooting bts stuff for the Metro's 'Swallow My Children' with rotten (shoot approx 9.5 videos) 05/13/07 : Los Angeles International (LAX) to Cleveland Hopkins International (CLE) (sleep) 05/14/07 : (death) funny side note, I got this flight for $666 ($666.32 includes tax) on priceline... my head is so going to explode by the time I get back... uggggh... anyway for those of you in those towns, on those days, if I have any cancellations... lets gather up :p

Play Ball (poem)
A crane displays no shame when shitting on the dock. A turtle hides his weathered neck sunning on a rock. Sitting idle a man covers his sleeve If his legs worked he'd leave If his heart beat he'd bleed In sight he'd read his want and need of planted seed and lead Hand in hand shaking off the greed He is of me and also she A little of this and a little of that Cutting through sadness with a plastic bat.

April 22, 2007
Some are born great while others have greatness thrust upon them. You, lucky creature, have your feet in both categories. Acknowledge the star quality that makes you inherently you. Now, all you have to do is let it shine.

Creating A Baby...
MAKING A BABY... There is not one dirty word in it, and it is funny. The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now; the man should be here soon." Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. "Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to...'' "Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've been expecting you." "Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?" "Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat" After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You ca

The Ultimate Sex Survey
Do you like it rough or sensual?: BOTH Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: OPP0SITE, I did have a bicurious experment in college and was not for me. How often do you like to have sex?: as many times a day as my penis can handle, roughly 2 or 3 times A DAY Is sex a top priority for you?: NO Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: very nice,but then we get kinky How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: not that I recall How do you feel about one night stands?: back in my younger days but not for a few years now How many one night stands have you had?: 2 What's your favorite position?: many, lets get creative. Where's your favorite place to have sex?: ANYWHERE Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: BOTH Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: YES How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: I aim for lengthy amounts of time and feel it out with her.

Reality
Wanted alot Then got nothing Tried my best And lost the worst I may give up But i'll never give in Things are down Though I always look up Seen many things Desperate situations Becoming someone im not Will never happen A long life So many flaws True Love ...dreams of happiness?

Asleep
Fall asleep watching you Anything i can for you id do I would cross the ocean just to see you smile Even if its just for awhile I look at you and i go blind When you laugh i feel warm inside I try my hardest to make you happy If you only knew how much i have trapped in Your voice is like a warm summer breeze That my heart will keep forever to infinity Loving you is like chasing a dream Filled with clouds nothing is what it seems

Family
THINGS ARE NOT FORGOTTEN JUST LET GO YOU ARE STILL FAMILY THIS YOU KNOW A DECADE IS SOMETIMES LONG FOR SOME SO FAR APART NOTHING GOT DONE YOU SAY ITS MY FRIENDS AND THOSE CHOSEN FEW YES IVE MADE MISTAKES BUT I STAY TRUE SO MANY THOUGHTS AND EMOTIONS TO EXPRESS TOO MANY THINGS TO GET OFF OF MY CHEST I SHOULDNT FEEL THIS WAY KNOWING THAT YOU'RE THERE YET YOU SAY NO WHEN I ASK FOR HELP ITS JUST SO UNFAIR IVE MADE ATTEMPTS TO GET YOU TO SEE ALL THE PIECES TO THE PUZZLE LEFT HERE FOR ME IVE DONE SO MUCH AND SEEN SO MANY THINGS KNOWING NOW WHAT IS MY RESPONSIBILITY IVE TIRED TO MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND SIMPLE THINGS MEAN MORE YOU HAVE RUINED JUST ONE PART OF ME RIGHT DOWN TO THE CORE ...........TO BE CONTINUED!

Time
Its hard to tell whats on your mind We've been with each other enough time I've opened myself to you all I can Hoping and wishing that you understand I've tried to tell you exactly how I feel But everything is in a daze so fake & yet so real I want to cry everytime we touch Yes i know its early but i'll never give up All those bad times im willing to replace If you be with me & let love takes its place

Well Since Just One Sweet Friend Has Been On My Contest Page This Will Make Or Break Some Friends Huh
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=669971&i=2753812179 MINE IS #10 COME AND HELP OR THE BUTTON IS CALLED DELETE YA , I DON'T CARE IF I LOSE POINTS EITHER , I WANT TO SEE OUT OF 300 SOME FRIENDS I HAVE WILL HELP . HUGGS CHERIE

Gone
***********************GONE!************************ He ran about looking for us running from from room to room looking everywhere he knew we'd be. First in the bedrooms in the beds even under the beds, then the kitchen for when we are not in bed we are eating sneaking him little nips and snips under the table just out of moms sight.now he is getting worried can't find us anywhere. Can't even smell us any more, all he can smell is that stinging acrid smell of burning rotting flesh. Maybe just maybe his family is outside. All he sees is smoke and those monstrous shell where our cars used to be and those horrible, horrible screeching birds that keep circling overhead

Surgery Scheduled.
Well looks like my other blog was deleted.. hmmm.. gues biopsy results are NSFW? lmaoo who knows. Anyway, talked to the surgan and surgery is scheduled to have the polyps removed on May 15th. He does not want to do a total hysterectomy because after looking at my labs and biopsy, hes confident that he can get it all. The pre cancer cells (uterine cancer, for those that missed my other blog) are currently localized to one area only. and he believes this could actually help the heavy menstral bleeding and cramping, not make it worse. but, there's always that slight chance that cancer is lingering under the tissue, so he will biopy what he takes and some healthy tissue around it, just to make sure. i'll get the results of that on my post surgery check up. hugs all, thanks for the support. ~brat

Deepest Desire
As the sun rises in the East So the breaking dawn of my love begins As the sun sets in the West I am overwhelmed with a burning desire A desire locked down deep inside One that cannot be concealed anymore I long for one sweet kiss to quench my thirst I long for one tender touch that will last a lifetime At the end of it all you are my deepest desire! I love you not today nor tomorrow but forever!

That Awful Feeling
I'm feeling so ill and weak. I've had no sleep because of what has happened and don't know what to do with myself. Maybe i'll just go lie down and watch the London Marathon on TV, just have a lazy day and do nowt. Yeah, think i'll just do that as i am so not in the mood to do anything today anyway. boo

Table Talk
Jack sat accross the coffee table staring thoughtfully into his morning cup of joe. He gave it a few stirs with the spoon as Anna stared at him. They had been partners for a few months now and had built a well founded relationship of trust in each other. She knew he was thinking about something, not that he tried to hide it. She looked down at her badge and gently blew a speck of dust away before looking him in the eye. "What's on your mind, Jack?" Jack looked up to her and relaxed into his seat as he put his arms up on the back. "I've been thinking..." "No kidding," she smiled sarcastically. "About what?" "Well, the way I see it... God is either not all-powerful or he isn't all-knowing... or he's a complete bastard." Anna smiled at him. Although she was a devout christian, she loved to hear Jack's wild ideas about religion and politics. He was just one of those guys that never took anything too seriously. "So, how did you get to that c

Seperation & Passing Of
To all my CherryTop friends I'm sorry I haven't been a good friend latly. Last month the wife and I seperated. I moved from New Jersey to Florida. And my aunt just passed away this week. It has been a hard transition these few weeks. But I promise as soon as I'm back on my feet, you guys will get tired hearing from me.(LOL)

Thank You All
There are so many people that have taken this hard time I am going through and have shown me love. My friend and her son are dying of cancer. My uncle has 3 months to live and I found all this out this weekend. To all that have commented in the contest, thank you!!! To Amylynn, thank you for reaching across the US and wrapping your arms around me to cheer me up! You are all a blessing!! Thank you all so much!!! My tears are tears of pure joy! Every comment, and the blast from Amylynn are dedicated to my friend Steph and Jay and my Uncle Bill!!! God Bless you all!!! Your the greatest friends a girl could have!!!

A Song I Wrote Long Ago
Why do you walk away? I'd rather you to stay, right here with me. Why do you have to go? Time moves much too slow, when you're not here. Now I'm longing for your kiss. I never thought I'd feel like this again. Now your face is always on my mind. I don't think that anyone can find a way, to keep me from falling again. Cause I've been down this road before. There's no turning back; just full speed ahead, until you're in my arms. Till you're here in my arms. Why cant you be mine; to keep me warm at night. Why cant you be my baby, when you know I'd treat you right. But I'll never get the chance, because your heart belongs to him. Love's not fair to me at all. I guess I should know better, than to think you'd fall for me; but if your heart is blind, you'll never see. You don't have to cry, you just have to try, to love again. And if one day you see, that you are wanting me; I will be there. Cause the past is hard to leave behind; but look inside your

Just Feeling A Little Lonely Tonight...
My daughters father is off getting laid by his boyfriend... My wife is at a convention... My available playmates aren't so very... available. And I'm stuck at home babysitting the kids on a Saturday night while everyone else is out having a good time. This sucks. --- Still, I had a few good weeks there playing with the new boy. Ye Gods... what a lover! Plans are in the works that will allow me to see a bit more of him on a more regular basis. That... will make me very happy. ~I

3 Kids Found Dead In Fetus Theft Case
BELLEVILLE, Ill. - A baby sitter charged with murder clubbed a pregnant woman in the head repeatedly with a table leg, then cut her fetus from the womb in a bathtub where she later drowned the victim’s three young children, an investigator testified Wednesday. The grisly details in the September slayings of Jimella Tunstall and her family were revealed at a hearing where a coroner’s jury, after a few minutes of deliberations, concluded the deaths were homicides. Tiffany Hall, 24, has been charged with first-degree murder and faces a possible death sentence in the death of Tunstall and with intentional homicide of an unborn child — Tunstall’s 7-month-old fetus. She has pleaded not guilty and remains jailed on $5 million bond. She has not been charged in the drownings of the children, ages 7, 2 and 1, although authorities have said she confessed and led them to the bodies. Prosecutor Robert Haida has said those deaths eventually will be presented to a grand jury for possible cha

New Pledge Of Allegiance
New Pledge of Allegiance (TOTALLY AWESOME) ! >> >> Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer >> are not allowed in most public schools anymore >> because the word "God" is mentioned.... >> A kid in Arizona wrote the attached: >> >> NEW School prayer : >> Now I sit me down in school >> Where praying is against the rule >> For this great nation under God >> Finds mention of Him very odd. >> >> And anytime my head I bow >> Becomes a Federal matter now. >> >> Our hair can be purple, orange or green, >> That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. >> >> The law is specific, the law is precise. >> Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. >> >> For praying in a public hall >> Might offend someone with no faith at all. >> In silence alone we must meditate, >> God's name is prohibited by the state. >> >> We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, >> And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. >> They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible. >> To

Re: Psycho Guys Who Think They're Your Boyfriend
Ok , DAVE from MONROE. .....if I wanna put a picture of MY titties up on the net, I'm gonna put a pic of my titties up on the fuckin net, YOU especially have no say about whom i show my titties to and it probably doesn't need to be said that I'll show them to everybody I want to show them to, thanx. Oh yeah, you're not my boyfriend. ok. hopefully with all your "super duper internet" spyin on me, you'll manage to catch this blog, please let me know when you have by NOT calling me again! thanx!

Poem
ITS FUNNY YOU MENTIONED THE WORD FRIENDSHIP AND NOT RELATIONSHIP I GUESS JUST TRYING TO KEEP IT BASIC BUT THE SITUATION IS MORE INVOLVED IN RELATION MAY BE YOU CANT HANDLE IT AND THIS LEVEL OF MATURELY DON'T MEET YOUR STANDARDS WHY CAUSE MENTALLY AND VERBALLY YOU CANT MEET THE COUTURIER OF THE GOALS I OPPOSE YOUR OBVIOUSLY NOT ON MY LEVEL YOUR LEVEL OF MATURELY IS OS JUVENILE AND YOU BELIEVE I NEED YOU TO SCHOOL ME NOW HOW HILARIOUS COMMENT FROM SOMEONE WHO CANT EVEN KEEP IN CHARACTER WHEN YOU FLIPPED ON ME IT WAS JUST THEN THAT I DECIDED TO MAKE YOU MY DAILY LESSON AND WHILE TESTING YOUR COOL STYLE I GRADED YOU AS A JUVENILE.

Hurting
Why can't you notice my existance? When all the while I stand near you Watching you from afar is all I do cause you already love someone so true I try to deceive myself saying I deserve someone better but deep inside I know My heart will only love you deeper I try to forget how I feel for you after all, this will only lead me no where but the more I stay away the harder it is not to think of you each day how I ache to tell you how I feel though I know it won't mean anything to you I just wish you'd open your eyes and see how long i've been here just waiting and all the while hurting....

Untitled
Let us pretend I am happy for a while, sad thought; perhaps you can persuade me though I know the contrary. If my understanding is my own truly, why is it then so quickly to dismay me and so slow to console me. Wisdom is not the know-how of subtle and vain discourse: being wise is knowing only how to choose: life. Let us learn though to be simple, else we shall find that you have glibly refined us and usurped our life's real time.

Rough
how come no one is around the entire time and then all of a sudden something happens to u and then everyone is there for u and trying to help u every which way they possibly can? its kinda sad that the people u think dont care a damn in the world for u are just suddenly there like they have been there the whole time. thats just fake. why cant people at least pick up the phone everynow and again and just check on someone, see how they r doin, just talk to them. u would be amazed at what could happen if u do so.

I Really Hate Men Like This!
ONCE I HIT FIVE MONTHS YOU CLAIMED I TRAPPED YOU BELIEVE IT OR NOT MY IDEA OF A GOOD FATHER IS NOT YOU BUT IF I ONLY KNOWN THEN WHAT I KNOW NOW THIS SEED I'M CARRYING WOULDN'T BE YOUR CHILD NOW I'M NINE MONTHS AND THE TIME IS UP SENSE I I TRIED TO TRAP YOU NIGGA NOW YOUR STUCK JUST MY LUCK NOW YOU DON'T GIVE A F*CK BUT YOU GAVE A F*CK WHEN YOU GAVE A NUT I AINT FOR THAT BABY DADDY DRAMA I WASN'T TRYING TO BE YOUR WOMAN NOW I'M YOUR BABY MOMMA WILL IT HURT TO GIVE LOVE TO YOUR CHILD MATTER FACT YOUR ONLY ONE YOU BETTER SHOW LOVE TO YOUR ONLY SON

Ok Ok Ok
so I went ahead and lost that car. haha. SATURDAY NIGHT. and i'm here. kinda crappy, cuz baby's daddy cut out on me, so i'm Really not doin what i wanna be doin, which'd probably be exactly what I was doin all last night. So, I guess the shout out for the night is gonna be PROPS for last night, to u know who u are, if u ever read dis shit!! *my lil sis says, "whit, y u walkin all funny?"

This Is Kinda Of Funny Then In A Way It's Really Sad!
THAT'S FU*K UP YOU HIT ANYTHING THAT'S STICKING ANY BIT*H WITH LIPS CAN SUCK YOUR DI*K CONDOMS YOU DON'T BELIEVE IN YOU MUST BELIEVE SEXUALLY ACTIVES CAN LEAD TO SEXUALLY TRANSMITTED DISEASES THAT'S WHY YOU GOT A BURN FROM YA PENIS ANY DECENT BIT*H YOU SAW YOU GO IN THEM RAW THAT'S WHY YOU GOT AN ITCH AROUND YA BALLS AND YOU SO UNEDUCATED YOU DON'T KNOW THE DAMAGED THAT YOU CAUSED FIRST OFF YOU LAME THE GAME YOU SPIT ANIT WORTH THE PAIN INSTEAD OF BEING WORRIED ABOUT HIS HEATH AND EDUCATION THIS COWARD IS WORRIED ABOUT HIS REPUTATION HES IN THE MIDDLE OF LEARNING THE HOOD DONE HEARD HE BURNING EVERY FEMALE THAT HE USED AS A STATISTIC HAS BEEN TO THE CLINIC THIS NIGGA DOING SAME OLD SAME OLD TRIFLEN NIGGAS AND TRIFLEN HOES IDIOT WAS SO SCARED TO TEST HIS PEE ALL IS SAID REST IN PEACE

Knocking Upon A Deaf Heart
BREATHLESS... the way I felt when I gazed endlessly into your enchanting blue eyes. LOST... where I was left when I heard you were moving under the Florida skies. ECHOES... sounds from a soul who's heart does cry. WISHING... the timing was better on opportunity passing by.

Try Not To Cry
BUT IF YOU FIND YOU CANNOT STOP UNTIL YOU REACH THE END THEN YOU MUST HAVE A VERY BIG HEART... Mommy.. Seung-Hui brought a gun to school, He told NBC that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told, I went to college, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! But Mommy, when I went to school that day, I never said good-bye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Seung-Hui shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because Seung-Hui, Got the gun from a store that sold guns to mental patients. Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best; Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no bette

The Eternal Heartbeat Of Spring
Life abounds Babies cling close to their mothers Cubs, kits goslings and whelps Their eyes see their first light Warm and yellow They grow Exploring their world Flowers bloom Pollen drifts on summer breezes Petals glisten under a rising sun New buds strain to open Green growth reaches for a clear sky The buzz of bees fills the air They fly from flower to flower Carrying golden powder The food of life Bringing life to fields and farms Woodlands and meadows Animals scurry Hiding Hunting for food Squirrels look for nuts A few left over from a winter's snow Birds fly by Flocks of hundreds Returning from an endless journey Finding nests torn and ripped Winter's merciless winds Warmed by a new sun into a gentle wind Time is needed to rebuild To weave the sticks and string In time for a new family The sounds and sights of Spring Continuing through the ages A new cycle of life An eternal heartbeat A beat never ending, never stopping Rebirth New life A n

Untitled;
the sky is overcast; there are no birds singing; the heavens open up and begins to cry on humanity. covering the entire landscape from sea to deplorable sea. the clouds dissapear and all you see is blackened sky, with dots on your pupils. help me, the sky's tears are stuck in my hair. the whole earth, cloudless, depressed, flooding. and this is what it has come to. it is sick an tired of watching us do nothing. nothing if it isn't for our own gain. it wants us to do something. something that isn't just for ourselves. maybe think about someone else. it watches . . . the sky. watches very closely, for it has nothing better to do. it watches us sleep. it watches us scream. it watches us use the restroom. it watches us eat, slap, scream, die, fuck, cry, shower, polish, speak, blink, earn, buy, confess, lie, steal, cheat, comit, promote, ksdhfb&jdmdofp . . . . it watches us watching it watching us watching. watching watching watching. waiting. . . . |for what|? the flood

Confessions
Its not your hair I love to feel. Its not your smile which my heart, you could steal. Its not your eyes I love getting lost in. Its not your lips that feel like satin. Its not your ears that listen intently. Its not your advice that could ever prevent me. Its not your laugh that encourages mine. Its not your touch that sends shivers down my spine. Its not your exterior that does brilliantly shine. It'll never be you that I devote my love true until the end of time.

I Am A -> Hard Androgyne: This Means
Your score placed you in the category of Hard Androgyne. This is the "tom boy" type of ranking. You may also wish to review Androgyne and Gentle Butch, the two categories surrounding you. In a ranking across the femme/butch gamut, if 1 is femme and 100 is butch, you fall between 53 and 60 on the scale. For a review of where you fall in the overall population in numbers, refer to this chart. Your group encompasses folks of all types, genders, and orientations; it includes a large number of males and averages around 41 years of age. ----------------------------------------------------------- Most of the time you really don't think of yourself as butch or femme, but if pressured, you tend to react aggressively - either to solve a problem or to defend yourself. You aren't extremely masculine, yet are more drawn to your masculine side than your feminine side. Security is paramount to you, and the locks on your house and tendency to monogamy reflect that. You like money in the sav

Poem
There are a couple things I want to make clear There seems to be mis conception goin on here So check it... A Thug will spit profanity from between his gold teeth He'll come over to your crib just to fuck you and eat He dont care about wiping his feet And wont lift up the seat cover when he pee A gentleman always chooses his words Never says anything disrepectful Or something that might hurt He always stick to his word And just to cook you dinner he'll leave early from work A thug aint gonna open your doors Wont cover you with his jacket He don't care if it pours No such thing as what' mine is yours He'll leave you to do his laundry Including his drawers A gentleman will always ask how you feel He'll know your favourite color and your favourite meal When you come home he will rub your feet And when it comes to his heart, you will have the key He will always treat you as his queen A thug will boast about how he is the baddest and how he is the best If a m

A Soldier
For all the free people that still protest, you're welcome, We protect you and you are protected by the best. Your voice is strong and loud, but who will fight for you? No one standing in your crowd. We are your fathers, brothers, and sons, wearing the boots and carrying the guns. We are the ones that leave all we own, to make sure your future is carved in stone. We are the ones who fight and die. We may not be able to save the world, well at least we try. We walked the paths to where we are at and we want no choice other than that. So when you rally your group to complain, take a lookin the back of your brain. In order for that flag you love to fly, wars ust be fought and young men must die. We came here to fight for the ones we hold dear, if thats not respected, we would rather stay here. So please stop yelling and put down your signs, and pray for those behind enemy lines. When the conflict is over and all is well, be thankful that we chose to go thro

Things I've Learned About Women
I've seen so much on the internet, from dating tips, to advice and even women themselves putting out their criteria for what makes a man appealing. At the same time I've met a lot of women in my life thus far. In addition I was married, it was horrible for the most part because the bad times seriously outnumbered the good. I've been divorced for over 6 years now, and I'm just throwing out what I've learned about women. I could be right, I could be wrong, these are just my observations. Please note when I say "some women" that does not imply "all women". I will not generalize every woman in the world, I'm smarter than that. So anyway here goes.... I've learned that some women regardless of what they say are completely vain and into looks, just like some men. I realize that my ex-wife and her behavior does not represent all women. I'm sure there are some beautiful women out there who see any relationship as a 50/50 venture and are not out to suck the living life out of

Please Read This
IF U DROP 15 COMMENTS I WIL ADD YOU TO FAMILY.. AND I WILL KNOW I CAN CALL ON YOU TO EMAIL THE RAPPER WHEN THE TIME COME.S...NORE HAS SOLD MILLIONS...HE FOUND ME..I DIDNT FIND HIM...SO WE GOT THAT TO OUR BENEFIT...IF U WILL JOIN THE EMAIL CAMPAING WHEN THE TIME COMES.LET ME KNOW ALSO IF I MAKE IT THERE NO QUESTION THAT EVERONE ON MY FAMILY WILL REAP BENEFITS..IM NOT PROMISING YOU NOTHING..CAUSE ODDS ARE AGAINST ME..BUT LIKE A LOTTO TICKET HEY YOU NEVER KNOW THANKS TO ALL MY SPONSOR FANS FRIENDS AND SUPPORTERS..I LOVE U ALL THE SAME ..YOU HAVE DONE THINGS TO KEEP ME GOING.......

" Need Mo Info" - Still Poking Around
Got this slow ass computer, and still poking around, finding out what goes where, typing faster than the letters appear. A blinking cursor, pointers with 2 arrows. As an Old Geezer I get confused easy. But I am stubborn and will eventually figure it out. This site like Myspace, let's others control how wide our page is, so they come and go wider than the monitor. I will persist, and hopefully make a few new friends. Never know, might even get lucky. But then the lady and probably her Girlfriend will know if I'm going to get lucky before I do. As it should be. I am a man after all. And glad of it to tell you the truth. Hope your all enjoying this beautiful weekend Some people see things and they see no miracles, others see things and everything is a miracle. Albert Einstein.

Unanswered
Never has anyone experienced a more beautiful glimmer; like the sun raising his weary head above the horizon, off the coast of a paradise island. Blue is the choice in this wonderful spectrum of color. As reality sets in; the reflection of a man, gazing endlessly into the depths of a most glorious soul. So little he has learned. Awe, comfort, solace..., succumb the fearful curiosity he feels deep within his own. Dare he overstep his fears? Knowing his consequences of walking the wrong path; which he has done many times in the past. Dare he tear down the walls he so painfully built previously? An anarchy of emotions, questions, thoughts, run wild throughout him. Yet the superpower of all enemies, is slowly conquered by the inner peace he is allowing himself. Yet the question remains:

Easy Like Sunday Morning...
Today I read some entries from a old journal. Oh how I had no clue about life at all. I wish I would've known then what I do now but that is life experience, right? A lot of it made me giggle, I use to be (and I guess sometimes still can be..) so dumb and silly. I can tell that I was having a lot of fun mainly because I was young and that is what you do. I miss that so much at times, well not all the dumbass mistakes, but def the "freedom". I'm still pretty young but not so rebel like. Unless you consider smoking pot while driving rebel. Haha. I've decided that here soon I'm taking a vacation someplace alone. I want to just get in the box, drive a few hours away and stay in a hotel. Visit a friend maybe, or even just go someplace just to be by myself. I've had a lot on my mind and shoulders this week and I can't really handle much more stress honestly. Look at me - rambling again on here. Hahahaha. I get too stoned and thoughtful. Plus everyone is out of the house and I have

What Is Your Sexual Style
You scored as Violent. You are violent. To you there is nothing better than a good spank. You like scratching and biting 'cause that's what people are for.Violent88%Hot88%Soft69%Wet63%Sweet63%Exciting63%Awkward56%Shy19%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Friends First
I've never been in such a state quite similar to this. I feel you growing on me with each look, each touch, each kiss. I wonder if you realize, you've strengthened my soul. When we first met, it was my breath you went and stole. Lately constant thoughts of us; each vision, you're who I see. Theres a frightening yet alluring power, that you have over me. You're who I want. You're everything and more. Like a treasure once lost forever, you've been washed upon my shore. I've been trying to take my time, and hold my feelings for you inside; but now I know that I must stop this, and in you I will confide. I will tell you eventually how much I care, and will care from now on through the end. You're the one I'll adore as my lover, and will forever adore as my friend.

Longing For The Past
Tonight I went to a memorial service for a dear friend that died a year ago....Only a couple of us went and let me tell ya it was freaky....all sorts of werid happened while we were at the gravesite over the 3 hours we were there......But being there and being with friends remising over yester years makes me long for the past and the days when we were all still really close....Our friend died really young and it makes me realize that you have to live life to the fullest everyday of your life and if you really care for someone not to just let time go keep in touch hang out and just be there for eachother.....It was a rough night.....but it also made me open my eyes and realize alot of stuff.....To those that were there today it was great seeing you again and lets not let so long past before hanging again and under these reasons either..... Angel

Never Trust Your Heart
never trust your heart with girls guys look out for the girls that like to go around and tell alot of guys she wants them too i kno this and this is to help other guys out there that loves with everything he has. that will love someone for who they r love them for the way they make u feel but like someone i kno she is on here but yea no names but watch out for who u trust

Great Family Friends Fan
1 I HAVE 7 CHUSH 2 I FEEL SPECIAL TO BE ON CHERRY TAP 3 YES LOVE YOU ALL 4 MY FRIENDSHIP IS SPECIAL TO ME 5 I NEED TO STOP PLEASE LET ME IF I NEED TO FAN YOU IF YOU FAN ME PLEASE LOVE YOU ALL 4 SHO HUGGGGG

Deb's Kat House
I AM GOING TO FRIGGING SHOOT MY FRIGGING SELF THIS IS FRIGGING NUMBER 3. I am sick of this blog already it started out good but has gradually turned into a piece of S**T...TUNERDAY...Well it is Friday at Deb's Kat House and on Fridays Everyone in the house gets Tuna(TUNER) Even mama. It is not a meat thing actually, it is Kat Day at this house,Show me one day that isn't can not call this house mine any more it went from Deb's Kat House to Adam and Nancy's those of you that have been reading my blogs will know what i am speaking of. I just thought that I was getting my house back when I told them to Leave. I still have to try to go around all of their crap and my garage is full couldn't walk in there if i had to they keep saying that it will be out by this weekend that was I think 2 maybe 3 weekends ago. Well the day started off pretty good.Sox singing the mama song to me then it went to hell when I got a phone call I did not want. OBSCENE at 6:00a.m.If I am going to get a call like th

My Superman
Would be lying on the couch with me right now. AC on, candles lit, cuddling in front of the TV. He would be lightly running his fingers across my arm and giving me light kisses on my cheek. He'd just look at me and smile for no reason other than he's happy. He'd be happy to be awoken by a squealing 3 year old in the mornings and love to watch PB&J sandwiches fly across the living room. He'd look at me without me asking him to. He would go outside and run through the woods with me just for fun, finding pretty trees to take pictures in front of. He'd sit and play scrabble (lol) with me on a weekend night instead of going to the bar like every other weekend. He'd love me and tell me he did. He'd save me

My Favorite Tale Of My Favorite Ghost Story
JERRY PALUS & RESURRECTION MARY The Most Authentic Resurrection Mary Encounter - Ever! The Story of Jerry Palus Aside from harried motorists who encountered Mary along Archer Avenue, one of the first people to ever meet her face to face was a young man named Jerry Palus. His experience with Mary took place in 1939 but would leave such an impression that he would never forget it until his death in 1992. Palus remained an unshakable witness and appeared on a number of television shows to discuss his night with Resurrection Mary. Regardless, he had little to gain from his story and no reason to lie. He never doubted the fact that he spent an evening with a ghost! Palus met the young girl at the Liberty Grove and Hall, a dance hall that was near 47th Street and Mozart. He had apparently seen her there on several occasions and finally asked her to dance one night. He did note in later interviews t

Religions Breakdown
it took a while to find all this info so i hope you can follow. first of all 6,446,131,400 (July 2005 est.) people on earth now the breakdown Religions: Definition Field Listing Christians 32.84% (of which Roman Catholics 17.34%, Protestants 5.78%, Orthodox 3.44%, Anglicans 1.27%), Muslims 19.9%, Hindus 13.29%, Buddhists 5.92%, Sikhs 0.39%, Jews 0.23%, other religions 12.63%, non-religious 12.44%, atheists 2.36% (2003 est.) now lets say the Christians are right (majority rules) that means 67.16% of us thats 4,329,221,848.24 are going to hell now out of the Christians the roman catholics have the most ppl so now we got just for laughs well say they are right so now 82.66% of us are wrong and are going to hell thats 5,328,372,215.24 people burning now we will widdle that down some more, how many of the roman catholics really follow every word (ive seen the news i know that not all do just ask a quire boy) now ill be nice and say 25% lead the "holy" life that

What Kind Of Pagan Are You
You scored as Shamanic Pagan. A shamanic pagan's roots are generally found in Native American faith. A true love and respect for the earth and all that it yields is central to their faith. Wisdom is most often found in spirit guides or totems, who can be animals, ancestors, or spirits. Pagans who follow this path tend to be far more aware of the delicate web that interweaves the lives of every person and thus move within that web accordingly. They're usually deeply insightful, friendly, loving people and excellent friends and parents. Mysterious and strong, as well, they are often the protectors of their friends and family as well as the moral compass for their friends and loved ones. Shamanic Pagan95%Greek Pantheonic Pagan90%Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan90%Celtic Pantheonic Pagan85%Norse Pantheonic Pagan (Asatru)75%Eastern Pagan75%Kabbalistic Pagan75%Ecclectic Pagan70%Sumerian, Babylonian, and Mesopotamian Pagans

Opennnnnnnnnnnnnn
"""Friendship . . . . . . is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into y

Life
at the age of 20 walking this lonely road playing the 20 dollor game that we all call life at such a young age i see all the pain the govt is all screwed up all partys are currupt no deed is done without ones self in mind the cynic's point of view is the only true view parents with out a life touture their children trying to live throgh them as the child is crying inside its to late for the rebel who never had freedom trying to change the world without the world changing him without know what he is rebeling trying to get a job owning a home or atleast an apartment this life we life all it is a shit eating contest the more you make the more you do the higher position the more shit you eat but on my road the forks are all behind me the one way signs are all around no u-turn or lefts or right one direction one road heading for a fall which we are all one no stoping the disister that will make you wish for the finial stop, 6 feet un

Roller Girls!
Tonight Ke and I went to see the Naptown Roller Girls. The bout was the local Tornado Sirens vs. The Hard Knox Roller Girls from Knoxville, Tenn. lildomino picked me up from work, and we grabbed some Wendy's on the way. We ate in the fairgrounds parking lot, and then went in to pick up our tickets. As we sat down, my phone buzzed, but I ignored it. Soon, my friend Mika popped up behind us, and chided me for not answering her phone. Turns out that she and her BF Tesh were sitting a few rows behind us, and invited us to join them. I sat next to Mika, and Ke sat in front of me on the bleachers, where she could occasionally lean back and rest against my legs. The bout was interesting and fun. I've never seen a roller derby before, but several of my friends are into it, so I've been meaning to. Once Mika explained to me what was going on, it was easy to follow, and I got into it pretty quickly. Not only do both teams consist of hot, bad-ass women in short skirts, but the action is fast

Please Read
Are you aware that if we died tomorrow, we could easily be replaced at work? But the family we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives. So, why do we pour ourselves more into work than into our own families? Invest your time wisely. Do you know what the word FAMILY means? (F)ather (A)nd (M)other (I) (L)ove (Y)ou.

Dear You...
how does it feel, baby? it hurts, doesn't it? now you know how i felt everytime you'd invite those nasty ass bitches into the room. now you know how i felt when it felt like you didn't care. now you know how bad it hurt. because i know you hurt. i know you're jealous. i know you're upset. and i know you're mad... at me. for the things i've done. but i'm glad you know what it feels like. ps.i'm always going to love you. no matter what.

Nice
At times when I’m alone at night in my room I think and think only of you My mind ponder with dreams of you and me I don't want these dreams to stay only as dreams I want to live them as I gaze through the lonely night tears drip down my eyes the thought of loosing you pierce my very heart I just wanna wake up by your side everyday see your beautiful smile and be with you forever and a day!

Jack & Jennifer Go Away
Courtesy of MsTags.com I would like it to be known by my own words: I do not want Jack back in my life. I could have had him back many times over the past 2 years and CHOSE not to. Me and my family (daughter included) are better off without him. I'm happier, my daughter is happier....why can't some people get it and realize I DON'T WANT HIM. I HAVEN'T IN 2 YEARS. So jennifer has some sick weird fantay that i want jack back. Ok been there done that how many times? If i wanted him back she wouldn't be there(a week before she moved in he was asking me to move back-i told him no) but i don't want him back,he's not that great of a person, a terrible father, an awful rolemodel for children, self centered, and who wants a guy that wants to be a female (yes he wants to have a sex change-i have email he sent me telling me that).. i haven't in 2 years, why would i now specially with all the crap he has put me thru? I'd have to be stupid for that or want to be misirable for the rest of my

Way To Go Jeff 24
The four-time NASCAR champion tied the late Dale Earnhardt for sixth place on the career victory list with 76, winning for the first time since last July. After ending the 26-race victory drought, Gordon stopped to pick up a flag bearing Earnhardt's famed No. 3 and black, red and white color scheme for his slow victory lap around the mile oval. "It means the world," Gordon said. "Holding that 3 flag, it's certainly by no means saying we're as good as him. I learned so much from him. We wanted to honor him. We've been holding onto that flag for a long time."

I Need You Help Read This And Rate This Blog
IF U DROP 15 COMMENTS I WIL ADD YOU TO FAMILY.. AND I WILL KNOW I CAN CALL ON YOU TO EMAIL THE RAPPER WHEN THE TIME COME.S...NORE HAS SOLD MILLIONS...HE FOUND ME..I DIDNT FIND HIM...SO WE GOT THAT TO OUR BENEFIT...IF U WILL JOIN THE EMAIL CAMPAING WHEN THE TIME COMES.LET ME KNOW ALSO IF I MAKE IT THERE NO QUESTION THAT EVERONE ON MY FAMILY WILL REAP BENEFITS..IM NOT PROMISING YOU NOTHING..CAUSE ODDS ARE AGAINST ME..BUT LIKE A LOTTO TICKET HEY YOU NEVER KNOW THANKS TO ALL MY SPONSOR FANS FRIENDS AND SUPPORTERS..I LOVE U ALL THE SAME ..YOU HAVE DONE THINGS TO KEEP ME GOING...

Arizona Trip
I am soo excited for my trip to arizona. I can hardly wait. Its going to be sooo much fun!! I am going to be there from May 31 - June 25, so if anyone wants to hang out and go get a drink message me and let me know and we will see if we can work it out.

Touch Me Now
Crimson doors Set against a black lit night. Darkness comes calling, Shutting out the light. Pain is his pleasure, A heart thats cold as steel, No longer caring, No longer able to feel. His walls growing taller, Unwilling to let anyone in. Not willing to trust, Refusing to be hurt again. Haunting shadows Darken his fractured soul, Demons taking over, As the pain takes its toll. Death is the only way out, Out of this miserable plight. So come now beautiful death, Touch me now, and take me to the light. (c.)(4/2007) by KCZ

Horescopes Dont Lie!!
OK, Here i go again. This time, Well read more and you will see. Ok, first off i never thought in believing in horescopes. i thought they were useless. But well the past few days. Well here they are. And yes They dont lie cause this has happend to me in the last couple days. daily horescope 4-20-2007 You thought all these electronic gadgets were here to save time. Who knew IM could be so helpful in making an emotional connection, too? It's amazing what comes to light when you're really communicating *this is so true and the person should know who they are. Daily horescope 4-21-2007 You've always understood the importance of following your own heart, but someone else's comment makes you realize the long-reaching impact of your behavior. How eye opening! *This is also true. And the Bitch that i though was my best friend. Well hell with her. Just cant wait to talk to her again. ------------------------------------------------- I will be leaving for a few days, mig

Blah
love = pain. simple as that. unless you're in the beginning of something new. then it's all giggles, butterflies and little heart drawn on pieces of paper. then you get use to each other then you know each other then, and then there's nothing left to learn nothing new for you to see nothing but the same old same old everyday. you make decision in the favor of your relationship they go un-noticed. you make sacrifices. they don't matter. you go to speak to each other and nothing comes out you stop writing letters you stop drawing hearts. you stop feeling butterflies. you have to ask for kisses for hugs, for affection. you cry but to whom? you cry alone. you sit up at night just because just to get fallen asleep on you clean up it goes un noticed you feel unappreciated. you go to speak how you feel attitudes flare and words fly you argue you fight you cry some more you take yourself away from everything you've ever known ever had, ever earned, ever worke

Comfortably Numb
Hello. Is there anybody in there? Just nod if you can hear me. Is there anyone home? Come on, now. I hear youre feeling down. Well I can ease your pain, Get you on your feet again. Relax. I need some information first. Just the basic facts: Can you show me where it hurts? There is no pain, you are receding. A distant ships smoke on the horizon. You are only coming through in waves. Your lips move but I cant hear what youre sayin. When I was a child I had a fever. My hands felt just like two balloons. Now I got that feeling once again. I cant explain, you would not understand. This is not how I am. I have become comfortably numb. Ok. Just a little pinprick. [ping] Therell be no more --aaaaaahhhhh! But you may feel a little sick. Can you stand up? I do believe its working. good. Thatll keep you going for the show. Come on its time to go. There is no pain, you are receding. A distant ships smoke on the horizon. You are only coming through in wav

Broken Mirror
Note: I wrote this like 5 years ago, so it's kind of depressing, which doesn't really fit as well with me at this point in time. I broke the Mirror what I saw in it I didn't like The face of a girl A girl who had cried for herself only had been there, one time too many I grew bored of myself and I ended the girl in me From the Mirror I saw a Dreamer too tired to try again to see what the future brings 'Only pain' she said and I slashed her wrists open A Wanderer who got lost in the game who grew too close to people couldn't live without them she was no one and everyone all the same for me she's gone now, don't miss her I've watched at the Mirror for the last time and it's sharp pieces I used when I cut my wrists open and ended my pain and misery Nevermore the Dreamer will dream of pain Nevermore the girl will cry for herself Nevermore the Wanderer be lost Nevermore

Two Fleas
Two fleas had an arrangement to meet every winter in Miami for a vacation. One year one of the fleas arrives at Miami but he's shivering and shaking. The other flea asks him "Why are you shaking so badly?" The first flea replies, "Rode down here from New Jersey in the mustache of a guy on a Harley." The other flea responds, saying, "That's the worst way to travel. Try what I do. Go to the New Jersey airport bar. Have a few drinks. While you are there, look for a nice stewardess. Crawl up her leg and nestle in where it's warm and cozy. It's the best way to travel that I can think of." The first flea thanks the second flea and says he will give it a try next winter. A year goes by..... When the first flea shows up in Miami he is shivering and shaking again. The second flea asks, "Didn't you try what I told you?" "Yes," says the first flea, "I did exactly as you said. I went to the New Jersey airport bar. I had a few drinks. Finally, this nice young stewardess came

The Secret Door.
yeah, i kept this from them but i can/t keep this from you so will you look for me in that strange |bright| place where the statues bloom in the park they don/t need no rain cause how i ever got to you i have no idea it/s like some secret door well, it just appeared so, no matter what i do from now on with my time you will always stay here [[in my mind]] no matter what i say no matter how much i think i hate you there is always a place where you are in my heart. ....... and.i.hate.it

April,20~this Weekend
friday~i went to the track n worked with crystal.hung out with my baby.but before i left he gets a txt message from someone asking if i was still with him. n he said yes whos this. long story short she want him back.so yea. Saturday~well went to the track to work again but yet i felt like shyt i did.but thn once crystal foud out what awas all said on firday nite. she went n talked to travis n said u better nto be playing games with brit.n i dont want to see her hurt. well i gues he had time to think n shyt he found me n told me to look at my cell well it didnt have nothing on it so we went down to his pit n umm asked him what he sent me cuz i didnt get well chase comes up so i started to talk to him n let him know i couldnt burn on the cds he wanted. well i heard travis say hes sry we were right. i still dont knwo what we were right about but yea. n thn whn we were watching roy n dustin.i asked him if he wants her back n he said no n said he wants me. so tht was my sataurday nite

The Best Comeback Line Ever
> THE BEST COMEBACK LINE EVER > > General Cosgrove was interviewed on the radio the other day and > you'll love his reply to the lady who interviewed him concerning guns > and children. > > > Regardless of how you feel about gun laws you gotta love this!!!! > This is one of the best comeback lines of all time. It is a portion of > ABC interview between a female broadcaster and General Cosgrove > who was about to sponsor a Boy Scout Troop visiting his military > headquarters. > > > FEMALE INTERVIEWER: So, General Cosgrove, what things are you going to > teach > these young boys when they visit your base? > > GENERAL COSGROVE: We're going to teach them climbing, canoeing, > archery, and shooting. > > FEMALE INTERVIEWER: Shooting! T hat's a bit irresponsible, isn't it? > > GENERAL COSGROVE: I don't see why, they'll be properly supervised on > the rifle range. > > FEMALE INTERVIEWER: Don't you admit that this is a terribly dangerous > activity to be teaching chi

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Old People
>>We OLD people have problems that you haven't even >>considered yet! >> >>An 85-year-old man was requested by his doctor for a >>sperm count as part of >>his physical exam. >> >>The doctor gave the man a jar and said, "Take this >>jar home and bring back a semen sample tomorrow." >> >> >>The next day the 85-year-old man reappeared at the >>doctor's office and gave >>him the jar, which was as clean and empty as on the >>previous day. The doctor asked what happened and >>the man explained, "Well, doc, it's like this - >>first I tried with my right hand, but nothing. Then >>I tried with my left hand, but still nothing. >>Then I asked my wife for help. She tried with her >>right hand, then with her left, still nothing. >>She tried with her mouth, first with the teeth in, >>then with her teeth out, still nothing. We even >>called up Arleen, the lady next door and she tried >>too, first with both hands, then an armpit, and she >>even tried squeezin' it between her kn

Mom
This is for you Mom . . . I love you. To hear your voice To see your smile Thats all I truly want in life. To hear you say I love you To feel your warm embrace after a rough day Thats all I truly need. To feel your hand on my back when I'm sick To know your presence is there when I'm feeling alone Thats all I ever needed. But now you're gone And I'm all alone I don't want to grow up with out you. To know my kid won't know one of their grandmothers To know that I won't ever feel complete again To feel the pain in my heart from losing my best friend. I guess all I wanted was to have one more hug One more kiss One more song to dance to. . . One more "I love you"

Untitled Shit
I’ll allow you to self-destruct But don’t blame me for the mess This was your choice Lie in the bloody bed you’ve made Don’t cry for help They’re all dead to your chaos You’re all alone now Because no feels the way you do Shut up and walk it off There’s nothing left for you to whine about And no one wants to hear it

Roflmao!!!
A man and his wife were spending the day at the zoo. She was wearing a loose fitting, pink dress, sleeveless with straps, he was wearing his usual jeans and T-shirt. As they walked through the ape exhibit they passed in front of a large silver-back gorilla. Noticing the wife, the gorilla went crazy. He jumped on the bars, holding on with one hand and 2, feet he grunted and pounded his chest with his free hand. He was obviously excited at the pretty lady in the pink dress. The husband, noticing the excitement, thought this was funny. He suggested that his wife tease the poor fellow some more by puckering her lips and wiggling her bottom. She played along and the gorilla got even more excited, making noises that would wake the dead. Then the husband suggested that she let one of her straps fall to show a little more skin. She did... and the gorilla was about to tear the bars down. "Now... Show your thighs and sort of fan your dress at him,"

Spring Storm
I was sitting at the computer on night. Just listing to the rain outside the windo. And feeling the storm browing in my heart. Not knowing what was coming next. I could feel the claps of thunder in my soul. And here the lighing in my heart. All I wanted to do was frun and hide. Yet I knew I need to ride out the storm insted. Regardless of the fair the the lighing and thunder. I sate down and let the rain dropps fall over me wassing away all the pain I felt. Beteen the rain, the lighting and the thiunder. I fellt my heart geting stonger and as I watched the storm pass I stood up. As all the pain I was feeling during the store went away. Purple Angel

Its Offical.
I've lost all sense or reason that I have. I'm broken, I'm torn, I'm whatever you call it... I don't care... I was thinking today and what poit is there for me to live anymore? I mean honestly i waste all my fucking time on this piece of shit. I'm done, completely done.. I wish i had something to take care of this wish for death, but i dont... And the fact that i'm rather inebriated rate now is totally giving me the courage to do what I'd want to do. Fuck it. I give up... Thank you for wasting your time... I hope you asphyxiate on your own vomit

Loneliness
So many things have been going on in my life as of late. I can't seem to shake this feeling of loneliness from my shoulders. I have no friends to really speak about. I have the wonderful friends from here on CT, but no one I can really call up or hang out with. My husband had many friends that he goes out and hangs out with. He is more involved with his band than he is with me and out daughter. Am I wrong for being upset at this fact? I can't help but think that sometimes he would rather be single and be able to do as he pleases, because that happens to be what he is already doing. I keep wondering to myself if I should be worried about all the female friends he has. He has more phone calls on his cell phone from girls than I have ever seen. And should I be worried when he gets up and leaves the room when he is talking to them on the phone? I do trust him but my mind keeps telling my heart that I should worry. But should I really worry about it? We will be married 3 years on the 27t

80 Cents
The race track was fun, I went there w/no money n left w/ $30.80. Yet I was only ahead by 80 cents ,lol. See we found my g-ma there n she gave me $10 n my parents each gave me $10. So I had $30 to play with, I lost alot n won some but in te end, I had $30.80. See, I was only ahead by 80 cents

Please Repost This Pome
A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about "And blood was everywhere," ! "The sirens screamed out eulogies," For death was in the air. "A mother, trapped inside her car," Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; "She struggled to get free," ! ! But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused "On where the

Pussycat Dolls : Buttons
:Chorous: Im tellin ya to loosen up my buttons babe(uh hu) But u keep frontin(uh) Sayin what u gon do to me(uh hu) But I aint seen nuttin Im tellin you to loosen up my buttons babe(uh hu) But u keep frontin(uh) sayin wut u gon do to me(uh hu) but I aint seen nuttin Download Pussycat Dolls Ringtones! Select your carrier... UK Phones I like when its physical gone leave me askin for more Im a sexy mama and I always get what I wanna I wanna do this thing right on ya do a couple the things that I told ya you been sayin all the right things all night long But I cant seem to get you over here to help take this off Baby cant you see,these clothes are comin off me This heat comin from this beat Im about to blow I dont think you know :Chorous: You say ur a big boy but I cant agree cuz the love you said you had aint been put on me [these lyrics are found on http://www.songlyrics.com] I wonda,if Im just to much for you wonda dont my ki

Life
through the eyes of a babe, the world is new the time it seems, always grew older and older, we all must get til we are over the hill, and older yet it seems unlikely that, time will stop guess that happens, when we droop so be wild and live, only for the day cause we never know, when it will go away don't worry bout things, that have no power live your life every second, every minute,every hour

"hooah!"
This may take you two minutes to read this but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, star

Birthday :(
All I wanted for my birthday was a Juicy "daydreamer" tote and all i got was squat lol. Someone could have atleast got me a gift card from Nordstrom and i could of purchased it myself. I know im acting like a total spoiled brat but it was my 21st bday and thats all i wanted lol. maybe i'll have to wait til christmas. pic: http://shop.nordstrom.com/S/2916254?Category=&Search=True&SearchType=guidednav&keyword=juicy+couture+in+All+Categories+%3e+Handbags+%26amp%3b+Accessories&origin=searchresults

Diets
borrowed, but sooooo funny!!! The easiest way for any human to lose weight is to follow the simple 'Cat Diet' plan: DAY ONE Breakfast: Open can of expensive gourmet food. Any flavor as long as it cost more the £1.50 per can -- and place 1/4 can on your plate. Eat 1 bite of food; look around room disdainfully. Knock the rest on the floor. Stare at the wall for awhile before stalking off into the other room. Lunch: Four blades of grass and one vole's tail. Throw it back up on the cleanest carpet in your house. Dinner: Catch a moth and play with it until it is almost dead. Eat one wing. Leave the rest to die somewhere. Bedtime snack: Steal one green bean from your spouse's or partner's plate. Bat it around the floor until it goes under the refrigerator. Steal one small piece of chicken and eat half of it. Leave the other half for your partner to find where they least expect it. Throw out the remaining gourmet food from the can you opened this morning. DAY TWO

Hide And Seek: This Is Me.. In A Nutshell
i'm caitlin. i refuse to grow up. i love my friends. unconditionally. i've truly loved one person. but he doesn't truly love me. i'm crazy. i say the wrong things. at the wrong things. i can make you feel good. or i can make you feel like shit. my hair doesn't cooporate with me. probably never will. but i still love it. i'm weird. i can make you cry. i have a smart ass mouth. i'm not afraid to tell you what i think. i'm very opinionated. i think way too much. i'm probably naive. i'm a hypocrite. i hate politics. i love tea, but don't drink it anymore. i used to drink it when i was upset. i like walks in the rain. i believe in god. and i believe i'm losing myself. i don't know me anymore. i cry too much. i miss him. to death. my brother committed suicide. i have no sympathy for people who want to. i miss him. unconditionally. i miss my father. he's not my dad. i wish he could see how screwed up i am now. i hate being called babe, baby, or sexy. i

A Look In The Mirror
A little girl in a shell of a woman unknown. Vulnerability through hazelblue eyes betrayingly shows. Who is this woman staring back? Strong, independant, yet crying inside. Heartache, unsurity, a shattered soul... Things the woman is afraid to let others know. Stubborn and insecure. Putting up barriers to hide this fear. Dirty, defiled... unworthy to be God's child. Ashamed afraid.. Having shattered nightmares again. Caring, kind, everyone else on the mind. Love of others strong, but not of herself. The weight of the world she's always taking on. Hiding behind Masks, afraid to let anyone in. Things forever hidden behind the reflection of the woman in the mirror.

Moms
Teachings From Our Mothers 1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear,! in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY. "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your ne

Wanna Meet????
NEXT WK WHICH IS APRIL 27-28TH 2007 ANY ONE IN THE BUFFALO NY AREA OR NY AREA WANNA MEET UP WITH ME AND MY FRIEND? WERE STAY AT THE HOLIDAY INN IN BUFFALO NY. WERE GOING DOWNTOWN BUFFALO NY SAT AND FRIDAY WERE JUST CHILLIN AND DRINKIN AT THE HOTEL. SO IF ANY ONE IS INTERESTED IN PARTYING WITH US PLEASE MESSAGE ME HERE,I PROMISE U WONT REGRET HEHE.OUR PREFERENCE IS BETWEEN 18-25 MALE WANTING TO HAVE A GREAT TIME HEHE.GET BACK TO ME BY FRIDAY

Blame "anything"
Here's the point. So many will not take ownership for there position in life. They act and claim that other influences (people job family school...etc) hold them back. If you only had this or that then all would be fine. Reality is that we are accountable for where we are in life. Take control of your life, be accountable. Even if your not where you want to be , decide to change it, belive in it, feel it and you will soon find it is yours. "Life is what you make it!" "If you belive something is going to happen good or bad ...generally your going to prove yourself right!! "

20 Questions, Adult Style
1. Anal or oral? 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? 3. Ice or feathers? 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? 5. Movie porn or live porn? 6. What do you wear to bed ? 7. Love making or hard fucking? 8. Do you shave ? 9. Spit or swallow? 10. Do you masturbate ? RESPOND IN MY EMAIL 11. Whats your turn on ? 12. Whats your favorite position ? 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ? 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? 20. List one person on your friends list you would have sex with? Be honest !!

Shew What A Night
Hello all, Sorry I havent been on but yesterday about 4 pm I started getting really sick, throwing up, cold, aching all over, tummy feeling as if the pits of hell was alive in it. I couldnt hold any thing down, I would drink a sip of water and puke a gallon, NO I AM NOT PREGNANT. I think I have the flu, my body is aching all over, I havent felt this bad in forever, I cant hardly walk with out my legs trembling, feeling a bit like jello. I finally got a few hours of rest about 5:30 am , then wham it starts over again. I wouldnt wish this on any one. Dr says remain on an all liquid diet, well that would be ok if I could actually hold something down, this sucks, I made dinner and I did not think I was going to be able to finish it before collapsing on my face. Thats about the extent of my days. I would hate to think it could get any worse. I hope everyone else is feeling finejimdandy. I'll take the rest of tonight and tomorrow to recoop and if I dont get any better I'll take me a

P03ms
L O V E L is for the sweet LOVE that you have given me O is for the ONLY ONE that there will ever be V is for your sweet VOICE that i long to hear E is EVER i long to have you near......I LOVE YOU! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TU ERES tu eres el amor de mi vida la razon de mi vivir tu eres toda la razon que yo no quiro ni morir tu eres el hombrre que yo amo con mi alma corazon tu eres tu eres tu eres la razon ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ SIEMPRE ESTARAS EN MI CORAZON Here's one present for one valentines day for one lucky boy i love him and will as cupid shot his arrow for him and i my babe im here for you im not lost just confused we've been together for about a year and i love you for hanging on hun when im around you feel good when you talk to me i get into a good mood i wish us to live together forever because i know we are meant to be estaras siempre en mi corazon my love your always in my heart i love you for bieng there for me when im sad or mad ill never be

About Me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Lil Q Birthday: May 17, 1982 Birthplace: St. Louis, MO Current Location: St. Louis, MO Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: black Height: 5'8 Right Handed or Left Handed: left Your Heritage: black The Shoes You Wore Today: Jordans Your Weakness: big cities Your Fears: God and death Your Perfect Food: chicken & hot sauce Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: fix truck and get a place Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: whats poppin Thoughts First Waking Up: look outside Your Best Physical Feature: eyes, chest Your Bedtime: 3am Your Most Missed Memory: driving my car in 2001 Pepsi or Coke: pepsi McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds Single or Group Dates: single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino Do you Smoke: yes Do you Swear: no Do you Sing: lil bit Do you Shower Daily: yes Have you Been in Love: yeah Do you want to go to College: yes D

More Weird Irony
new horoscope: A loved one tells you that it's time to get some fun into your life. It's easy to get caught up in the rhythm of work, work, work, but this person shows you what's really important. Listen to this advice and follow it. ok so its not always right...no loved one has said that too me...though it'd be nice...lol

Love
L O V E L is for the sweet LOVE that you have given me O is for the ONLY ONE that there will ever be V is for your sweet VOICE that i long to hear E is EVER i long to have you near......I LOVE YOU! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Minor Or Major Milestone! :-)
6 months ago TODAY, I pulled into Fort Worth, Texas and met Chris face to face for the first time. I was on a one week vacation as I lived in California at the time and was suppose to go back, but ended up staying. (Long Story but one definately worth hearing one day). I just want everyone to know that today marks our 6 month anniversary and although many might think that is nothing, to us it was a significant day in our relationship as it was the beginning of something that has only flourished since then. Happy Anniversary Chris! I look foward to each day spent with you. I know we will continue to build our life together as we keep moving foward in our relationship. I love you and I look foward to many more days. months and years with you.

The Flower
I am a flower that was bloomed with love, Sometimes that's hard to see with what I have been through. In the garden with the others I happily bloomed, Each day the gardener would come and take care of me. But after a while when I grew and grew A bug came along and chewed my leaves and pedals through. Once a beautiful flower I thought I was. Now for the gardener to see, I was ashamed of. He came out one bright day and of each flower he took great care. He got to me, and said "Oh, my ... What happened here?" I felt so ashamed the damage was done. Then he touched each pedal, softly one by one. He took me up in his hands, and potted me. "My beautiful flower lets heal those wounds." 'Beautiful' I thought 'With all these holes?' I hung my pedals in despair. With each day the gardener came, He patched my holes with love and care. The gardener’s love, I did not understand. I felt my beauty was gone, And it was all because of what that little bug had done. The bug was on my

Conversation With My Son
chris__: hey i got to ask u something chris__: theres a girl i like and she likes me and her old boyfriend keeps flirting with her what should i do.. chris__: Hello? I know you're there. I can see you! mochabrutha73: i say find somebody new mochabrutha73: cause if she didnt really want him to mess with her then she would tell him mochabrutha73: but since she dindt that means she still likes him mochabrutha73: so leave her alone cause she cant make her mind up mochabrutha73: and get somebody that dont have an ex chris__: she does tell him to stop but hen doesnt chris__: then mochabrutha73: well still its not worth it mochabrutha73: there is always somebody better chris__: no thees not mochabrutha73: if the girl u like has too much drama in her life u dont need to add that to urs mochabrutha73: find somebody without drama chris__: k but i have to go chris__: bye mochabrutha73: k

What Would You Do?
I have a question for everyone who reads this blog, What would you do if you found out that your significant other did elicit drugs that you dont aprove of (since every person has A diffrent perseption of elicit drugs) and when they got drunk and you were away for some reason would cheat on you? I am intrested in how other people would handle the situation, I am curently trying to help a friend who is in a longterm relation ship work thoough this exact problem.

Jealousy
Jealous people SUCKS! see what www.dictionary.com has to say about it ******************************************** jeal·ous·y /ˈdʒɛləsi/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[jel-uh-see] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –noun, plural -ous·ies for 4. 1. jealous resentment against a rival, a person enjoying success or advantage, etc., or against another's success or advantage itself. 2. mental uneasiness from suspicion or fear of rivalry, unfaithfulness, etc., as in love or aims. 3. vigilance in maintaining or guarding something. 4. a jealous feeling, disposition, state, or mood. [Origin: 1175–1225; ME gelusie, jelosie < OF gelosie, equiv. to gelos jealous + -ie -y3] —Synonyms 1. See envy. Dictionary.com Unabridged (v 1.1) Based on the Random House Unabridged Dictionary, © Random House, Inc. 2006. American Heritage Dictionary - Cite This Source jeal·ous·y (jěl'ə-sē) Pronunciation Key n. pl. jeal·ous·ies 1. A j

I Don't Care If I Lose Friends Over This..
[[Month 1]] Mommy I am only 8 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. [[Month Two]] Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. [[Month Three]] You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. [[Month Four]] Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. [[Month Five]] You went

My Lil Man
12 years ago today was the most happiest day in my life.. I gave birth to the most precious lil boy.. he weighed just 2lbs. 6oz. and he was very very early.. over the years I have watched him struggle with hearing problems and trying to fit in.. and now I look at him today as he turns 12.. hes almost ready to cross over from cub scouts into boy scouts.. hes playing baseball ( and does really friggen good too I might add..lol) and just has friends all over... He went from this shy lil wall flower into this wonderful lil man who loves to be with his friends and is growing up too fast for mommy to take... so ok this has turned into me venting on the fact that I have finally realized hes not a baby anymore and that he infact is a lil man coming into his own and it is time for mommy to cut the strings (but i think he chewed thru them a whilke ago..lol) is it me or does every mom hate and dred this day!!!! just figured I would ask .. should anyone actually read this... lol well on that n

My First Professional Motorcycle Roadrace
Well, this is my first Blog entry so I decide to bring back an old story. It's about my first Professional Motorcycle Road Race. I tried to get this story printed in the local news paper but it didn't happen. So I submitted it to a friend who was also a racer and he published it on his site. It takes place in June of 2000. Thanks for taking the time to read it! DALE HAS A STORY As a notice to all you good folks who have been good enough to visit this extraordinary site, we here at SM would like to remind you that our LETTERS page is an open forum for any and all of you to voice an opinion, give notice of any kind of happening or just say hello. We got such a letter from first year expert Dale (#139), who checked in with an entertaining story about his first AMA National. Since this is the very first letter we've gotten, we decided to feature it amongst the news items. Dale rides an R6 and has done two weekends as an expert, so it must have been quite an eye-opener to be out on

Yep
Jealous people SUCKS! see what www.dictionary.com has to say about it ******************************************** jeal·ous·y /ˈdʒɛləsi/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[jel-uh-see] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –noun, plural -ous·ies for 4. 1. jealous resentment against a rival, a person enjoying success or advantage, etc., or against another's success or advantage itself. 2. mental uneasiness from suspicion or fear of rivalry, unfaithfulness, etc., as in love or aims. 3. vigilance in maintaining or guarding something. 4. a jealous feeling, disposition, state, or mood. [Origin: 1175–1225; ME gelusie, jelosie < OF gelosie, equiv. to gelos jealous + -ie -y3] —Synonyms 1. See envy. Dictionary.com Unabridged (v 1.1) Based on the Random House Unabridged Dictionary, © Random House, Inc. 2006. American Heritage Dictionary - Cite This Source jeal·ous·y (jěl'ə-sē) Pronunciation Key n. pl. jeal·ous

For You I Would Do Anything
For You I Would Do Anything by Rachel For you I would do anything And ask nothing in return, Just to know my love for you You never have to earn. For you I would do anything Just to let you know, How much I really love you Although it dosn't always show. For you I would do anything Just to see you smile, Life sometimes can be hard But you make it all worthwhile. For you I would do anything I'll make all your dreams come true, Baby, if you stick with me I'll stay true to you. For you I would do anything I'll put your needs before my own, We'll always be together You'll never feel alone. For you I would do anything So that our love will last, I'll be there to hold you When the world moves way too fast. For you I would do anything What you want and what you need, Love, happiness and everything Else is guaranteed. For you I would do anything All you got to do is ask, Just tell me what you wish for And I'll get onto my task. For you I wo

Ill Love You Until Life Ends
Ill love you until life ends by Chastity No matter how many times i try I think about u and i cry ill always wish to be your boo i hope u want to be mine too i think about you every day and ill miss u in every way i hope that we will still friends Cause ill love you until life ends.

You And Me
You and Me by GothChick That night was so special, it was so true. The night I gave myself to you. You made out like it meant nothing, when you knew how much I loved you. Why did you leave in such a big rush, was it me or was it us? If that was all you were after, please leave and never return. But if I mean more to you then that please come back and tell me so

My Sweetheart
My sweetheart by Sheena I love you with all my heart no one will ever take that away not even me the way u look at me melts my heart and your touch brings me to heaven ive been with u for a whole ten months but it seems so much longer and this will never end

My Heart
My heart by Erik When you talk to me good, my heart feels like a cord of firewood. when you talk to me mean, my heart feels like it left the scene. when you sing a lovely song, my hearts racing more than 500 laps long. when you sing a loatheful rhyme, my heart feels like it ran out of time. whether you talk to me good or you talk to me mean, my heart feels like an out of control machine. whether you sing a lovely song or a loatheful rhyme, my heart feels like it's reached its prime. baby when you're here right by my side, my heart feels like a roller coaster ride. now the end is coming and i know it's near, i hope it never happens cuz that's what i fear.

Update On Me
Well its been 3 weeks since my ex up and dissappeared, for those of you that haven't read my previous blog about my ex dissappearing, he up and left a little over 3 weeks ago because he's in trouble and knows it, he got ahold of his dad's belongings and sold them and stole some of his dad's checks and was forging his dads name so he had money. His dad pressed charges against him. Well he had showed up at my house, which was against his no contact order (not suppose to come within 100 feet of me or my home). Anyways...like i said its been 3 weeks now, the end of next week will be 4 weeks, i've gotten the paper work from the court house to file for Full Soul custody (legal and physica); I'm gonna find an attorney that i can sit down and go over the paper work to make sure its all legal like; then i have to put an ad in the newpaper for 20 days because i dont know where he's at... So i'm hoping he doesn't read the newspaper so that i win by default...Even if he did respond i don't th

I Will
I will by Sebastian Han Sky doesn't always blue Sun doesn't always shine The God doesn't always get the clue We don't always get what we want to find Life goes up and down Sometimes it makes you frown Sometimes it makes you smile Sad or happy, I just love to see you smile! Glory is not always yours Victory is not always mine Good luck is not always yours Prosperity is not always mine Sometimes you're sick of yourself Well that is fine as our life is inconsistent Anyhow, I want you to love yourself Be motivated and be more confident Your depression is my tribulation When you're in predicament I give you salvation Give you support by standing in your shadow when you need me just look out your window It's hard to find someone to confide When your problems come I won't hide When no-one stands up for you, I will! When no-one loves you, but always I will!!!!

Recipe
Hot Sauce... for dipping, accents whatever.. 1lb of jalpeno peppers 1 bunch of cilantro Boil the peppers for 30 minutes, drain, pull off stems, place in blender. pull off about 30-40 leaves of cilantro, place in blender, tsp of salt, 1/3 cup of water. purify till consistently flowing. Done!!! maybe be used for beef accents, regular chip dip, pork accent, chicken..whatever...great for mexican food. Give it a try. Let me know what ya think. BEWARE HOT!!! BEWARE HOT!! BEWARE HOT!!

Love And Her Mind
Love And Her Mind by The old abby She sat with her toes in the sea, While her poor mind drowned helplessly In thoughts of love, in thoughts of loss, In thoughts of wretched poetry. Across the water he had flown Confused, to a far land alone, She thought it right, she thought it best For her mind to be all her own. Here, the tide slowly receded, And her wearied mind conceded Defeat to hurt, defeat to thirst- After all, love had succeeded. Her mind, which once was free to blaze Through remote worlds and sparkling rays, Was now so vague, was now a slave, And forced to think in meek cliches: His touch was in the gentle breeze, His soft voice rustled though the trees, He was in this, he was in that, Her mind grappled with the disease. As the sun slipped beyond her sight, She thought he would now see its light, In his lone land, in his lone world, His day would always be her night. With this thought, she now arose, She washed the cold sand from her

Flower In My Heart
Flower in my heart by Gomi A playful wind planted seeds on the shore of my soul... some seeds were washed away by sea waves... some seeds were food for seagulls... some seeds were burned by the hot sun... and i saw that all seeds but one were gone... one remained to draw its water from my heart.

So I'm Going To Try My Hand At....
Composition! I'm currently writing a little tune for my jazz group, no working title at the moment, but it's going to have a little latin flair to it. It'll be interesting once it's finished, and i've almost got the whole thing down on a rough draft, so this'll be cool. In other news, nothing new. Later.

'if You Could See"
If you could look into my heart you would see how much you broke it. If you could look inside my eyes you would see the tears forming inside. If you could look inside my sole you would see how much I cant trust you. If you could look inside my voice you could see the pain of talking with you. If you could look inside my mind you could see all the things I have seen that you have done. With all this said. Think of what was once said. Think of what was once read. Cant you see what your doing to me? Look into your heart. Look at me. Cant you see what this is doing to me? My heart is broke. My tears are hot. My trust is gone. the pain will not go away. The thoughts linger in my mind. Think of what was once told. Think of what was once done. Please make it all stop. I cant sleep. I cant eat. Just please make it all stop.... By:Angela Q.

"remember"
I will not cry for you anymore. I will not hurt for you anymore. My tears will go away. My pain will go away. I will not think of you anymore. I will not hear from you anymore. My thoughts of you are gone. My mind has forgot what your voice sounds like. The only thing is, I will always remember what you have done to me. I hope you will remember. See me in your eyes. Hear me in your mind. Feel my pain it when you cry. Remember me. Remember what you have done. Remember what you have said. But just remember these few things. I will not cry for you anymore. I will not hurt for you anymore. My tears for you will go away. My pain for you will go away. I will not think of you anymore. I will not hear from you anymore. My thoughts of you are gone. My mind has forgot what your voice sounds like. Just remember you will not hurt me ever agian. Published by:Angela Quesinberry Feb. 2006

Thank You, Australia
! Written by an Australian Dentist....and too good to delete.... To Kill an American You probably missed this in the rush of news, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper, an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is . So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!) "An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans. An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in America th

Tale Of Six Boys
Tale of Six Boys Each year I am hired to go to Washington, DC, with the eighth grade class from Clinton, WI. where I grew up, to videotape their trip. I greatly enjoy visiting our nation's capitol, and each year I take some special memories back with me. This fall's trip was especially memorable. On the last night of our trip, we stopped at the Iwo Jima memorial. This memorial is the largest bronze statue in the world and depicts one of the most famous photographs in history -- that of the six brave soldiers raising the American Flag at the top of a rocky hill on the island of Iwo Jima, Japan, during WW II. Over one hundred students and chaperones piled off the buses and headed towards the memorial. I noticed a solitary figure at the base of the statue, and as I got closer he asked, "Where are you guys from?" I told him that we were from Wisconsin. "Hey, I'm a cheese head, too! Come gather around, Cheese heads, and I will tell you a story." (James

Chapter 22
Melissa whirled on Death/Bob " how dare you chase someone from my house. this is not your place, and you cant tell people that they can or cant be here. You have no right! Besides he's kinda cute, might do me some good to get on his good side since you said most of us go to hell first anyway. By the way, what was that comment about you quitting? You quite your job? How can death quit? Does that mean that no one is going to die, and if they do who is going to your job. I mean wont there be even more lost souls wandering around?" "Melissa just what am I supposed to say? You know that I needed your help, but alot of things happened since the last time I saw you. I didn't quit, I threatened to after Himself told me I couldnt love you........" "What!!! What did you say? You loved me, you told that to Himself? To like the power dude. The one who controls all of this. And your not even supposed to talk to me in the first place. Great Pal, you just set my wheel back a couple

I'm Enjoying Meeting You Gyes
I am enjoying getting to know my way around CherryTap, but it's a bit overwhelming. If I visit and rate you, but don't quite get it right, be patient. I'm keen to make friends. I'm interested in the whole "social networking" thing and how it's taking us online. I'll get my pages looking better as I get more experience. Cheers CherryTappers ProfessorCurly

Lost My Way..... But I'm Finding It Again
Every woman has lost her way at one time or another in her life...the hardest thing for her to do is find her way back..to bring down the walls and let someone in...she has to be the pilar of strength in her darkest hour and the rock of gibraltor at her weakest moment...she has to be the cheery clown when tears are threatening....and the sexy playmate when sick as a dog....this is a montage for the women of the world that has lost who they are and has found their way back....

Heres To A Great Night Everyone
First, I want you to know that you are amazing, and I love you to death like a best friend like hell. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 14 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love it is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes

This Will Bring Tears To Your Eyes
This will bring tears to your eyes Body: In September 1960, I woke up one morning with six hungry babies and just 75 cents in my pocket. Their father was gone. The boys ranged from three months to seven years; their sister was two. Their Dad had never been much more than a presence they feared. Whenever they heard his tires crunch on the gravel driveway they would scramble to hide under their beds. He did manage to leave $15 a week to buy groceries. Now that he had decided to leave, there would be no more beatings, but no food either. If there was a welfare system in effect in southern Indiana at that time, I certainly knew nothing about it. I scrubbed the kids until they looked brand new and then put on my best homemade dress, loaded them into the rusty old 51 Chevy and drove off to find a job. The seven of us went to every factory, store and restaurant in our small town. No luck. The kids stayed crammed into the car and tried to be quiet while

A Fearful Voice
I don't understand. Why can't my daddy hold me like that....why doesn't my mommy hug me or tell me that I'm good??? I lie away at night and listen to them fight. I hear that words "the dumb f**cking kid has ruined everything" Then I hear the footsteps climbing up the stairs. As the footsteps get louder, a chill goes up my spine. I think to myself, "if I just close my eyes and pretend I'm asleep, I'll be ok." The light goes on and my eyes pop open. There he is in front of me. Yelling and screaming at me like I did something wrong. I can't help but to cry. I'm afraid. I'm afraid for what my daddy will do to me. Will he just yell or will he hit me too? Suddenly I see stars and everything around me goes black. I can hear her crying in the other room. I awake to find myself no longer hurting. NO bruises, no scars, no tears, but in my mommy's arms. I'm still wearing my pajamas, lying there limp and cold. I walk over to where she is and whisper in her ear "Everythi

To Women
Getting home tonight, for the first time since Friday, I felt a significant comfort. It's always good to make your way home eventually, despite how much fun you had for the past few days. I kicked off my shoes, and noticed them like gaping maws begging for my feet to be put back in. I ignored their cries and went to the bathroom. This is where I first made this thought. As I finished, I leaned forward and put the toilet seat down before I flushed. Why did I do this? I was raised by women. I was taught the utmost respect for females and I cater to their every whim whenever possible. I have always done the best I can, and usually I understand why certain needs have to be met. However, I do not understand why I have to put the toilet seat down. We, as men, have no problem lifting it up. Even if we get up in the middle of the night, we lift the toilet seat up. It's reflex to us. So why is it that even if you get up in the middle of the night, you fall in the toilet if w

It's Not What You See, It's What You Feel
It's Not What You See, It's What You Feel In some circles it is not "politically correct" to be considered a "bloody" Christian who believes in eternal salvation, but I am guilty Of believing that once saved, always saved. I have been cleansed by And washed in the blood of Jesus. Knowing this, gives me a peace of God and peace with God to pillow my head every night knowing that Whether I go or whether I stay, I'm a winner either way. Because I don't deserve His salvation and did not do anything to earn It, sometimes, though, I wake up not feeling saved and wondering why God it would please God to bruise His Son for me. When I do, I am Reminded of a young boy, an older man, and an out-of-sight kite. The story goes of a young boy flying a kite in the park one windy Afternoon. The kite was so small and so high that an elderly man Sitting on a bench watching him could not see the kite high in the Heavens. After watching him a few minutes, he walked over asking the Y

Funeral Today
TODAY WAS MY LIL COUSIN'S FUNERAL.... HE WAS KILLED ON THE 14TH WHEN HE WAS RUN OVER BY A UHAUL TRUCK. I COULDN'T EVEN GO TO THE CASKET AND LOOK AT HIM BECAUSE THEY RECONSTRUCTED HIS FACE. HE HAD TIRE MARKS ON HIS FACE. THEY HAD HIM WRAPPED IN PLASTIC. I COULDN'T EVEN LOOK AT HIM.. IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL A SERVICE. I CREATED BOOK MARKS AND LIL CERTIFICATE'S AND LIL PINS. THEY ARE GOING TO LAY HIM TO REST TOMORROW.

Breathe Out So I Can Breathe You In.
I've just had an ultimatum of sorts, I guess you could say. Or epiphany. Whichever. I have decided that I want to move to a big city. Where no one knows me. I want to come up with a pseudonym or an alter ego, one that no one will suspect is me. So, Phil McCracken is out of the question. I want to write something controversial. Inspirational. Comical. Sensational. I want it huge. On the tips of everyone's tongue. So I can be famous yet anonymous all at once. Then suddenly, I wanna yank it out from under the public's feet. Kill it off. End it. And have everyone question it's existance. And I will be the only one who knows. This is totally feasible, right?

Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey Do you like it rough or sensual?: BOTH Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: opposite How often do you like to have sex?: 4X A DAY Is sex a top priority for you?: NO Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: yes How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: only a few times How do you feel about one night stands?: they suck How many one night stands have you had?: 4 What's your favorite position?: any Where's your favorite place to have sex?: ANYWHERE Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: BOTH Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: YES How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: DEPENDS ON THE PARTNER Do you get off first or do they?: they Do you like kissing during sex?: yes , Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: No I yell Do you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: loud Does size ma

Too Busy For A Freind
Too Busy for a Friend... One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but

4-21-07 Astrology
You know what you want and how you want it. This is one of your best attributes. Adaptation and improvisation, however, are equally profound. That way, you'll be able to face the future with courage and a hopeful heart.

Female Survey
The Female Survey. 1. What color is the bra you have on now? [¢¾] BLACK 2. Do you ever lie about your age? [¢¾] ALL THE TIME LOL 3. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"? [¢¾] BOTH BUT I LIKE EM SHY 4. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired guys? [¢¾] BLONDE 5. Are you currently single? [¢¾] NO 6. How many things in your past do you regret? [¢¾] A LOT OF THEM 7. Do you have a best friend? [¢¾] YES SHE IS THE BEST AND ABOUT TO BE A MOM 8. What do you want to be when you grow up? [¢¾] A COP 9. Have you ever kissed two people in one night? [¢¾] YEAH GUILTY 10. Who was the last person you hugged? [¢¾] MY DAUGHTER 11. Have you ever had your heart broken? [¢¾] YES A FEW TIMES 12. Have you ever thought about having plastic surgery? [¢¾] YES 13. Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't have them? [¢¾] YES 14. Do you like your life? [¢¾] NO I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT EXCEPT MY KIDS 15. Do you shop at Holliste

My Light
all my life iv been surrounded by the night walking in the dark moon light guilds my way for every step i make the grave yard is my place each stone colder then the last pitch black on this night with the lose of my sight i cause of the pain of others reather i know it or not thats all i am thats all i cause anger is all i feel hate is all i give not careing for others or tragic events as i look into the distance i see a light very bright but not so clear questions run throw my mind a new sight to behold my eyes my cuoristie gets the best of me as i run faster and faster the light is a person the light is the girl those feelings of anger are no longer there the hate still lingers for most of the world as time gose on she makes me happy words are spoken hours on end she is a light the brighest of them all and she is my friend this light is my happiness this light is my peace this is the light which i am banded from happiness,

Sexy
Seductively enticing me 2 come and unravel her sweetness To have the opportunity to taste her completely I would be truly blessed My lips travelling cross country from her lips To her center, at which point my tongue has The the power to make her say "Yes you may enter" Eroticy in it's purest form Her sexuality is unmistakably surpassing the norm She is uniquivically the perfection of her form Her destiny was to evolve to the supreme being Of incredible beauty since she was born X marks the spot which undoubtedly sparks the fire Which will in turn make her hot and once her Desire is set on you her panties will drop Her accuracy is unrivaled, all it takes is one shot Her figure is like a trigger that instantly Penetrates your will and concentration Uncontrollably she becomes the only one you want You are intertwined in this pleasure You are travelling on a parellel vibe To the peak of lust, the level of Sexual energy exuded can not be measured And you will be

A Gift From Heaven
To close I came, for safety to remain; but still I continued, to play her silly game. All rules put aside, my feelings torn in two; nevertheless I knew, what I had to do. I had to get out, put feelings aside. For the longer I'd wait, then the more I'd abide. The journey wasn't easy, That long path I took. The stories I could tell, fill far more than a book. Searching and longing, for someone to love; for one who would put me, far and above. Needing someone to make me, forget my pain; but never letting go, of all I attained. What I needed, was to deal with the hurt; not disguise it, with some fatuous lust. Alond this road back, to where I deserved to be; I found more than mere pain; I also found me. I'd been lost in her spell, swept under the rug. Placed in a hole, I alone had dug. With this discovery, I now could move on; now that my doubts and fears, are nearly all gone. Then something happened; a spark in my life. A stranger to me

Statistics
Domestic Violence: - Everyone's Issue Female murder victims are substantially more likely than male murder victims to have been killed by an intimate. In recent years - From US Department of Justice-Office of Justice Programs http://www.ojp.usdoj.gov/bjs/homicide/intimates.htm 2004 * About one third of female murder victims were killed by an intimate. * About 3% of male murder victims were killed by an intimate. * Of all female murder victims, the proportion killed by an intimate declined slightly until 1995 when the proportion began increasing, although it has stabilized recently. * Of male murder victims, the proportion killed by an intimate has dropped.< By the mid 1990's, at least fifteen hundred women each year were murder victimes from domestic violence. Fifteen hundred Silent Witnesses from all fifty states participated in the first Washington, DC 1994 "March to End the Silence". Each state's Silent Witnesses represented the number of women murde

Statistics
Child Abuse Statistics in the USA * An estimated 906,000 children are victims of abuse & neglect every year. The rate of victimization is 12.3 children per 1,000 children * Children ages 0-3 are the most likely to experience abuse. They are victimized at a rate of 16.4 per 1,000 * 1,500 children die every year from child abuse and neglect. That is just over 4 fatalities every day. * 79% of the children killed are younger than 4 # here are nearly 3 million reports of child abuse made annually # In 2003, there were 906,000 child abuse convictions # The rate of child abuse is estimated to be 3 times greater than is reported. # The rate of victimization is 12.3 children per 1,000 children # Children ages 0-3 are the most likely to experience abuse. They are victimized at a rate of 16.4 per 1,000 # 79% of the children killed are younger than 4. # These statistics are from the Administration for Children & Families of the US Department of Health & Human

Good Morning.
He was laying so peacefully in bed. It was midmorning already. The sunlight was just streaming through the white curtains onto the bed. The blue sheets were tangled on one side; riding low on the other. He was laying on his back, his head turned to the side. I knew he was tired. I stood in the doorway, watching him, leaning against the door frame, thinking. As I watched him sleep, I couldn't help the desire and need stirring inside. He has the most gorgeous body. He's tall and built, (although.. At 5'1, everyone is tall to me). His muscles alone make him broader than some doors. I think it was his dark brown hair and dark brown eyes that drew me in that first time I met him. As he laid there sleeping, his chest slowly rising and falling, I decided he probably wouldn't mind my waking him up. At least, not the way I had planned. Stepping quietly into the bedroom, I unbuttoned my shirt. I'd tossed on one of his when I had gotten up that morning, wanting to be close to him. Unb

Orgasm
Before yall read this yes I am bisexual so don't ask me what you allready know lol Observation of your feminine creation 2 study the form which is inducing My facination 2 taste you starting from mental Stimulation, which starts out as Verbal communication And leads 2 mental fornication And the uncontrollable desire For physical gratification Render you my captive Because you're moans of ecstacy Are the effects of my sexual tactics I'm a master of my craft, stemming from Intense practice and the more I give the More your body is reactive Your fantasies are no longer dormant Your sex drive is now active This is the definition of seductive Giving your all 2 me As I persistantly keep you weak The peak of your sexuality is what I seek, my taste buds analyze the nectar You secrete as I continually make you Consecutively orgasm 4 me Causing you 2 bite your lip And squeeze inbetween trying 2 breath You can't help it baby, I love 2 hear You scream My lips

Type
Your Hidden Talent You have the power to persuade and influence others. You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around. The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it. Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!What's Your Hidden Talent?

Its All Good!!!!
THIS HAS BEEN A GREAT BIRTHDAY THANK YOU FOR THE COMMENTS WISHES CARDS AND BEING SO SWEET THE DAY IS ABOUT OVER BUT THATS OK TO ABOUT TIME TO TAKE THIS SLIGHTLY TIPSY GAL TO THE BED AND CALL IT A DAY BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN UP SINCE 7 AM FRIDAY MORNING AND ALITTLE TO MUCH TO DRINK SO YOU ALL AHVE A GOOD NIGHT AND HUGS TO ALL AND KISSES FOR SOME..............

Life Sucks!!!!!
have you ever got off work and just said F*** That place? Have you ever had a spouse "mouth" off to you and You just SLAMMED the door in their face and said F*** you? Well then welcome to my day!! I am really not loving life right now.... Kimy

B Day Meaning Of Love
Your Birthdate: February 12 You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone. Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them. Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month.What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

New Website
To all my friends and fans, We have completely revamped my website at www.thedarkmaster.com Please head over and take a look. On the media page there are some new vids to watch and also a podcast interview show of me on Metalization radio you can listen to. In the nav bar you will find a link to a fan page called "The New Flesh". I sure would appreciate it if any or all of you would leave a comment on either the site or my dangerous line of work and the way I do it. Thank you in advance, Steve Santini www.thedarkmaster.com

Guilty/i'm Living The High Life, Baby. Love You So Much.
I miss you. It's no secret. But, the days go by faster, and I don't need you like I did. Or as the MCR song says [yes, I realize I'm committing music suicide by quoting infamous bands but..] "I don't love you like I did yesterday." You have to admit Gerard shouldn't make it on the GoFugYourself website. He was pretty damn hot in that video, but I digress. I believe Jen Lancaster is my comedic hero. (Is comedic even a word? No? Too bad. I just made it one.) I got her book today, and I am currently on page 104, and in love with every page. She has an amazing vocabulary. Maybe I should recruit her as my tutor for the SAT. Or maybe I should just read more. Oy. How do you check people out? And what exactly are you checking out? My cellulite? We-hell, let me tell you, it isn't something to be checking out. I'm young, and I have cellulite. Fuck me. Yes, yes, yes and yes. I'm conservative, to a sense. I should be anyway. I tell myself I will NOT end up li

This Was Too Good Not To Share
Q1. WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for "suck here". Q2. WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, only "down under." Q3. WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q4. WHY ARE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because, when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q5. WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch. Now, you know everything you need to know

What Planet I Am From
You Are From Mars You're energetic, althletic, and totally hyperactive. You love playing sports and being in the middle of all of the action. You're independent, corageous, and brave. Unafraid to do things your way. Mars can be reckless, quick tempered, and a little too spontaneous. So think before you act - and resist your natural urges to dominate others.What Planet Are You From?

Girl Of My Dreams
There's a girl I know. A girl that means so much to me. A girl that makes my troubles melt away. My feelings hard to show. This song's so I can make her see, that I long to have her in my arms one day. But I know that I'll never get the chance. Its so hard for me to find romance. But I have to let her know. Girl, I have to let you know; that I wish someday I could know you better. Take my hand, and maybe I'll show you forever; and girl I just cant wait, for the nighttime. Because you're there each time I sleep; Girl of my dreams. Shes with me every night. I wish my dreams were my reality. It's there shes in my arms, so safe and tight. I've slept so safe and sound. Yet morning is so cruel to me; because when I wake I realize, she's nowhere to be found. But I know at night, I'll sleep again. I can't wait to sleep, because I'll see her then. Yet for now the day ahead, daydreams of her will always fill my head. The night goes by too fast for me. I wish i

Seducer
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Lol
I WAS MESSIN AROUND WITH SOME FRIENDS TODAY AND AS USUAL THE PHRASE LOL GETS MENTIONED ALOT, NOW HERE'S THE PART THAT WILL HAVE YOU ALL LAUGHING EVERYTIME YOU SEE THOSE THREE LITTLE LETTERS, SUDDENLY IT HIT ME THAT LOL ALSO STANDS FOR LOUD ORGASMIC LOVER. THINK ABOUT THAT THE NEXT TIME SOMEONE TYPES LOL TO YOU.

Got Something New!
If u look on my page you will find an answering machine where you can call and leave me a message and I can hear your voice,it's free and I'd love to hear from all my friends,other than that I'm having a great night playing in CT,you want to play too!Let me know!xoxoxo:) Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Blackstone Cherry,puddle Of Mud ,&3 Days Grace
ok so last night i went to my first concert ever!! the first band was blackstone cherry if you wanted to "classify" them i suppose you could say its what happens when you cross lynrd skynrd with seether for being a band id never heard of they put on a really good set next up was puddle of mudd they did a few songs from their new album, a cover of nirvana,and dedicated blurry to the vt victims and ended their set with she hates me..he also made the "mistake" of refering to 4/20 as a thursday..as well as explaing that he'd be a total ass if he was sober..lol and three days grace started their set with animal as well as doing a cover of filters, hey man nice shot i couldnt stop bouncing around for nothing and somehow ppl got away with crowd surfing but moshing was prohibited which i thought was total b/s..but anyway tdg also did some songs from one-x i especially liked their newest single never too late (first time i'd heard it )and scared was another good song they played and finally ene

Please Check It Out And Comment!
To all my friends and fans, We have completely revamped my website at www.thedarkmaster.com Please head over and take a look. On the media page there are some new vids to watch and also a podcast interview show of me on Metalization radio you can listen to. In the nav bar you will find a link to a fan page called "The New Flesh". I sure would appreciate it if any or all of you would leave a comment on either the site or my dangerous line of work and the way I do it. Thank you in advance, Steve Santini www.thedarkmaster.com

Tell Me About Your Self
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Chewy (Jay) Birthday: nov 21 1970 Birthplace: windsor ont Canada Current Location: essex ont Eye Color: brown Hair Color: black Height: 5'3 Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: shawnee and Irish The Shoes You Wore Today: cowboy boots Your Weakness: tits Your Fears: growing old alone Your Perfect Pizza: double chesse bacon and mushroom Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: win the lottery Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:lol Thoughts First Waking Up: just 1 more hour Your Best Physical Feature: Me Your Bedtime: 6 or 7 am Your Most Missed Memory: the czech republic Pepsi or Coke: kool aid MacDonalds or Burger King: taco bell Single or Group Dates: single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: LIPTON Chocolate or Vanilla: neither Cappuccino or Coffee: tea Do you Smoke: hell no Do you Swear: yup Do you Sing: NOT Do you Shower Daily: try to Have you Been in Love: yup Do you want to

My Son
My son graduared yesterday form Navel basic training and it was great to see him. I am so proud of him I think I told him a 100 times today alone. He ships out on Sunday Morning to go to school and he wont get any leave for 6 months will have to mak this last for a while.

Hey Hey Hey..
Hey to my special friends out there.. How is ur weekend goin? Will mine isnt goin to well.. I have been fightin with a ear infection again.. Very painful.. OCHIE!!!! And of course it has to be on a freakin weekend.. AWWWW.. lol.. Will feel free to leave comments on my blogs and on my pics.. I will have new ones up here in a few days.. And make sure u tell ur friends about me.. the more point the more pics... ur hot sexy kittyred HUGS AND KISSES

Can You Help Me?
http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=814757&albumid=314248&i=1975530909 Can you stop by and rate my morph pic and leave a comment. It is a morph contest. You do not have to comment bomb it by any means....Thanks...

Fight
You Mostly Fight Fair When you fight, you tend to remember your end goal of resolving conflict. However, you can get a little too wrapped up in your own feelings. Remember that there are two sides to every argument. And even if you think you're totally right, you should take more time to hear your partner out.Do You Fight Fair?

Just A Thought
The look in your eyes, it captivates me. When I close my own, you're all that I see. Your touch, it soothes, and excites me; to a point, words I cannot find. Your kisses; They're so soft, and so sweet. They take my breath away, almost sweep me off my feet. Your body close to me; sends shivers up my spine. I cant believe the day has come, to say that you are mine. The beauty of your smile, has the innocents of a child. You make the rage of my past, become so mellow and mild. When we're together, your love supports me, like a sturdy crutch. Away from you, your radiance is one of many things, that I miss so much. These gestures of how I feel, I know I can't ignore. Yet something deep inside, makes me want a little more. You're someone for my future, you make my colors shine true. Everyday I find myself so very, much in love with you.

Drugged
THERE IS NOTHING THAT I CAN ADD THAT WOULD IN ANY WAY, MAKE THIS EPIPHANY ANY MORE MEANINGFUL. I DARE SAY, THAT SHOULD I TRY - IT WOULD LESSEN THE VALUE OF THESE REMARKS CONSIDERABLY. God bless mothers who drugged us > > The other day, someone at a store in our town read > that a methamphetamine lab had been found in an old > farmhouse in the adjoining county and he asked me a > rhetorical question, ''Why didn't we have a drug > problem when you and I were growing up?'' > > I replied: I had a drug problem when I was young: > > I was drug to church on Sunday morning. I was drug to > church for weddings and funerals. > > I was drug to family reunions and community socials no > matter the weather. > > I was drug by my ears when I was disrespectful to > adults. > > I was also d rug to the woodshed when I disobeyed my > parents, told a lie, brought home a bad report card, > did not speak with respect, spoke ill of the teacher > or the preacher, or if I didn't

Whats Your Love Type
Your Love Type: INFP The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ What's Your Love Type?

Maryland Videos
I'll be leaving Maryland this coming Thursday to return to Colorado Springs. I've been here for about the last three months training for a new job. These two short videos I made are a small compilation of my time here. They aren't very good but they are the first two videos I have actually ever put together in this sort of way. Random Moments In Maryland Part 1 Random Moments In Maryland Part 2

Ummmm.. Wow. 4 Got 2 Post The Song After Making The Blog For It. Hehe Here It Is.
This is WAYYY past dated. My B-day was March the 5th.... lol Anyways. I left it all as I had it that day. My emotional state wasn't great, but I hit right on the mark... on the song I think. kisses n hugs 2 all. :o) ~~~ Johnny ~~~ I'm venting with my dark song I wrote 2 day. So peace@all, aight? HAPPY F*n B-day 2 me! I'm still on my Adkins diet.. matter of fact I am not eating much of anything lately. I won't ever give up on life. Never fear... the will to fight... to live... is engrained into me since I left home at 12. But today... I lost a lil more faith in people. 2 day is a day 2 vent, and say F*k it all!! (hugs) Even a mountain can crumble... and lose a few pieces at times, U know? Peace@all. (hugs) Now here... after years of slacking off... is my new METAL song. Out of sorrow.. creativity, spreads it's wings, and takes flight... ~~~ Johnny Edman ~~~ 03/05/2007-4:45 p.m EST Sleep of Darkness (Verse 1) Shattered dreams, my heart it breaks. I gave yo

Wtf Is With Ppl These Days?!?!
why is it that ppl seem to still affiliate power with importance, the more powwer the more important u are....the infernal pursuit of power....its like men think the bigger their penis the bigger the man........when will people simply accept that men are not created equally and let shit go at that?!?!?!?!

What Kind Of Beer Am I
You Are Samuel Adams You're fairly easy to please when it comes to beer - as long as it's not too cheap. You tend to change favorite beers frequently, and you're the type most likely to take a "beers of the world" tour. When you get drunk, you're fearless. You lose all your inhibitions. You're just as likely to party with a group of strangers as you are to wake up in a very foreign place.What's Your Beer Personality?

Saturday 4/21/07
Not much happened today, just the usual chatting and listening to music. The weather was awesome, but unfortunately I didn't get to go out anywhere today,so I've been online all day. Well, I guess I'll end this here for tonight, have a good night everyone.

How Hot Are Your Kisses
Your Kisses Are Spicy and Wild Your kisses are powerful stuff. They'll start a fire in almost anyone you kiss. You kiss with passion, skill, and endurance. Anyone who kisses you is in for a long, intense ride. You better watch out though. Your incredible kisses are likely to get you in trouble! How Hot Are Your Kisses?

=( Bullshit...
I really don't think that I can handle much more. In the last week I've lost 3 people. I lost my great grandma on the 14th, I lost a friend (Jarrett Lane) on the 16th at Virginia Tech, and this morning I lost my great aunt. Everytime I turn around something is going wrong. Everytime things finally start to look up, it all goes to hell. I am so sick of this. And everything that happened at VT is really killing me. To lose someone is one thing, but to lose some that way is tearing me apart. Everynight I wish that I would go to sleep and when I wake up it will all have just been an extremely horrible dream. Just something that never happened. None of those that we lost Monday deserved it. It scares the hell out of me too to be honest. Its because, we'll watch on the news that there was a school shooting somewhere and yeah we think its sad, but it doesnt seem all that real. And we always think, thats no wheres near here, its never gonna happen around here, or its never gonna happen to

Road Trip-day 2
Today, traveling through 4 states...West Virginia, Kentucky, Indiana & Illinois, I have learned that there is sooo much more to this planet than the small bubble that I have created for my comfort zone. I saw the amazing Ohio River (& being a good southern girl, I mistook it for the Mississipi!). I guess I slept through that part of geography class. Thousands of people were sitting along its banks watching paddle boats and an antique air show and listening to patriotic music. I watched deer feeding along side the road and saw sleek, shiny horses grazing in thier pastures. Bluegrass music entertained me all the way through Kentucky. Indiana with its rolling hills and farmland, white farm houses and red barns with laundry actually hanging on clotheslines and blowing in the wind, was such a surprise and delight for me. I've passes several vineyards along the way with big signs trying to lure me to their tours and private tastings. Wine is one of my passions, but driving a company veh

Dead Or Alive
dead to the world alive to the dead feeding this anger inside my head breed for evil born to hurt feelings of guilt should not be built but things have changed something all wrong remorce for my sins starting to build the tears come slowly just one at a time alone in the dark i must be strong repress what is wrong no ones that cares to help hold back these tears these are only my fears my dreams, my nightmares now someone has apeared who can help guild me throw all these years take away the pain that has driving me insane but she is not mine and i fear will never be for you can not start construstion when one is already in place she is only a friend and nothen more atleast she brings a smile for everytime we talk she is my happiness and i can never have happyiness

Life
I dream of a life filled with cameras flashing, And fame acquired based on my skills alone. This will be nothing more than a pipe dream In a society stuck in standards of vanity. I've had times where I wanted to torch TVs To destroy images of manufactured nonsense Before they're burned into my conscience. Mainstream success isn't earned with quality; Respect doesn't pay rent for anyone. Why do we proceed to do the dance For empty suits who've never had a clue? They're where they are because they failed When they tried to light skies with words. I love watching those lacking real thought Chasing after a dollar like drops of alcohol In bottles of booze emphasizing addiction. My credibility is a resource I can't risk. Few people still have theirs to maintain. How can we respect them in this strife? Each day I'm dreaming of this life.

Whats Your Beer Personality
You Are Samuel Adams You're fairly easy to please when it comes to beer - as long as it's not too cheap. You tend to change favorite beers frequently, and you're the type most likely to take a "beers of the world" tour. When you get drunk, you're fearless. You lose all your inhibitions. You're just as likely to party with a group of strangers as you are to wake up in a very foreign place. What's Your Beer Personality?

Again Last Night Just Go Away
I M SO TIRED...IVE HAD ENOUGH.... I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT IT WOULD GET BETTER. IM TOO YOUNG TO FEEL I VE DIED FOR THIS DREAM I CANT STOP LIVING... A FULL NIGHT SLEEP...WITHOUT THE DREAMS AGAIN...THE FACES...THE ONES IN THE SCOPE...BLACK AND WHITE..NO COLORS...NO SOUND...ITS SO PRIVATE THE FEELING LIKE ONLY WE KNOW...SOMETIMES THEY LOOK ANGRY AND OTHER TIMES...LIKE THEY JUST DONT CARE. "PEOPLE WHO'VE BEEN THERE WONT TALK ABOUT IT" WHY NOT...IM TALKING....I DONT FEEL THAT IS SOMETHING TO POUND MY CHEST IN PRAISE ON...ME OR HIM...THATS ALL. 22 FUCKING YEARS OLD...I THOUGHT I COULD BE YOUR CRUSH I THOUGHT I COULD BE SOMEONE WHO HELD YOUR HEART...FILLED YOU WITH MEMORIES...CAUGHT IN A RERUN

Angels
ANGELS Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy Family. The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the Mansion's guest room. Instead the angels were given a space in the cold Basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the Wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel Replied..."Things aren't always what they seem". The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very Hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the Couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night's rest. When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the Farmer and his wife in tears. Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole Income, lay dead in the field. The younger angel was infuriated and asked the older angel "how could you Have let this happen!? The first man had everything, yet you helped