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State Of Mind
Been so sad lately, the stress doesn't even bother me anymore it's just disappointing, A few weeks ago my laptop died on me, there was something wrong with the bios and it wouldn't boot into ANY mode. I ended up having to restory the thing to factory specs. I love a TON of stuff. Including over 50 poems I wrote that I hadn't released yet. So there's no way to get any of that back. Then within a 2 week period my website Newyorktony.com got hacked twice. I know how it got hacked, what I don't understand is why? I don't sell anything. My site is nothing special. All it has on it is my poetry and my journal, it's a very simple site right now because I'm working on creating it totally in flash. So why hack it? People take me and so much that i do for granted it's not even funny. I feel like backing into the shadows for a little while just to see how people do when they can't get a hold of me as easily as they want. My heart is so big tho I can't even bring myself to be as cold to people as

If A Man Wants You
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any dif

Girl/guy Facts
When she wants a hug she will just stand there. When you break a girls heart, she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later. When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not fine at all. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that. When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever.

Thank God He Is Found!!!!
THE BEST NEWS I HAVE HAD IN A LONG TIME NO SOONER THAN I GOT DONE PRAYING THAT HE WAS OK I GET WORD FROM HIS BUDDY THAT THEY FOUND HIM HE IS ALIVE VERY MINIMAL INJURIES AND IS ON A HELO BACK TO THERE CAMP ! I AM EXTACTIC I DONT KNOW WHAT ID DO IF I LOST HIM WITH OUT FULLY GETTING OT KNOW HIM AND BEING A LARGER PART OF HIS LIFE , THANK GOD HE IS SAFE!

Between The Folds
Between The Folds by simple cruise © Between the folds As I remove the barrier Between my hands and your folds I melt as the sweet aroma Reaches my senses I take you in my hands Caress your luscious surroundings I slide a finger between your folds Gathering your sweet nectar And taste you for the first time You’re so irresistible I bring you to my lips And slip my tongue Between your folds And savor on the sweetness Between them A mouth-watering delight I cannot put you down Slipping deeper between your fold I reach your core My face is cover with your offering I lavish on the delightful scent And sweetness of you Overwhelmed with desire But still in control I t

*sigh* Again
Well I dont even wanna know all the details from last night. I got drunk. Tequila is....cruel... I had fun. I feel like shit. I fucked up my knee pretty badly. Going to the doctor tomorrow. Send healing vibes my way hugs and kisses, Jen

Sex Survey I Got From Jen
So fuck these child-like surveys about sex... Here's MY version bitches! Have you ever: Ended up with bad bruises after great sex? Not bad ones. But some real visible ones on my neck. They were hickeys but really big and visible. Ended up with Missing body jewelry? No Been with the same sex? No Had a threesome? Not yet. What kind was it: MMF(2 guys and a girl) FFM(2 girls and a guy) Had something in your ass(Other than a cock)? Ahahaha. No. My ass is exit only thank you very much. What was it? Did you enjoy it? Video recorded during sex? No Taken pictures during sex? No Had sex in public(with people around out in the open)? No How was it? Said these words during sex: Daddy: Mommy: Madam: Sir: God: Baby: Bitch: Yes Whore: Yes Cunt: Mother Fucker: Smack that ass: Eat that pussy: You like that: Yes Harder: More: Please: Suck It: Love it: Deeper: Faster: Had anal sex? Briefly. We started to but sh

Really Bored
i'm honestly really bored it's 1 am and i'm stuck at home and i wanted to do something because i don't work tommorow but whatever ... this site is so addictive i love it and i already got a crush...oooo la la... ;) wonder who it could be... not many people have been accually trying to talk to me so i decided to write blogs so you know how i am just myself... P.s: all woman get automatically put into my family think they'll read this if ur not on my family list u don't know me well enough and are not trying to get to know me Raven

If You Haven't Checked It Out
What are you waiting for? :P Come join my forum. It's active and alot of fun. Come and join as we grow into a site that's around for a long time to come. Games, pic forums, music, sports, tv. Come along for the ride. Sean's World

Earn Your Desk
Martha Cothren is a social studies teacher at the Robinson High School in Little Rock, Arkansas. Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren did something that I'll never forget. Martha, on the first day of school, with permission of the school superintendent, the principal, and the building supervisor, took all of the desks out of the classroom. When the kids walked into first period, there were no desks. They looked around and said, "Ms. Cothren, where are our desks?" She said, "You can't have a desk until you tell me how you earn them." They thought, "Well, maybe it's our grades." "No," she said. "Maybe it's our behavior." And she told them, "No, it's not even your behavior." Second period, same thing. Third period. By early afternoon television news crews had gathered in Ms. Cothren's class to find out about this crazy teacher who had taken all the desks out of the classroom. The last period of the day, M

First
Ok boys. I am going to try to write in my diary everyday (I know it wont happen). With everything that I have to do daily I might not get to do it everyday but I promise I will try. This is going to be almost as hot as doing the things I am going to write about. Watch out for my first installment soon. Maybe tonight if I can get back out here to my computer.............. shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bye

Oh, Darling
It's one of the songs on my playlist. It reminds me of a great LP that my brother gave me for Christmas one year. It is, of course, on the album, Abbey Road, one of the best albums ever recorded. I miss that album. One day I'm going to buy the DVD. But it won't be the same. Some of my fellow old-timers will probably agree.

Whats Been Going On
so i finally got my promotion from SL to SAM. we're also in the process of hiring 2 Shift Leaders... (its just myself and my Store Manager right now).... We hired this one girl and i found out that my Store Manager is going to pay her MORE as a Shift Lead than what I'm making as the Assistant Manager! I'm extremely pissed about it! It's just not right for a SL to make more than her supervisor.. i confronted my DM about the pay issue. the first time i tried she blew me off. the second time she told me to "Let it Go". WTF. LET IT GO???? i already don't get paid as much as all the other ASMs in the district, and she's gonna have me getting paid less than a shift leader? *pout* I have to say though, the girl we hired as our Shift Lead is cool and we've become friends, so i'm not in any way talking trash about her, she is awesome. the fact of the matter is my DM is a cold hearted bitch. Almost Everyone in management positions in our district are searching for an out. So what i d

Beware
my old yahoo name has been hacked from a downward spiral hacker one of friends got hacked which led to my me getting hacked which led to the hacker using my name to try and getinto thers yahoo's delete my twistedobsession2002 name,,, i made a new one and it is safe add me if u want but if anyone contacts you from my name ignore it and let me know!!!!!! thanx

A Letter Home
Dear Mr. and Mrs. Thomas, I write this letter in concern of your daughter, Aradia Moon. Please don't take this the wrong way, however, although she is a straight A student and a very bright child, she has some strange habits that I feel we should address. Every morning before class, she insists on walking around the classroom with her pencil held in the air. She says she is "drawing down the moon." I told her Art Class is in an hour and to please refrain from then to do any drawing. And speaking of Art Class, whenever she draws a night sky, she insists on drawling little circles around all the stars and people dancing on the ground. And that brings up dancing, I had to stop her twice for taking off her clothes during a game of Ring Around the Rosey! By the way, what does the term "skyclad" mean? Aradia has no problem with making friends. I always find her sitting outside during recess with her friends sitting around her in a circle. She likes to share her juice and cook

Peter Cottontail
So I go to take the garbage out earlier tonight, and my cat sneaks inside. He ran right down the basement stairs....so naturally, I get suspicious. So I go downstairs and look under my desk where the cat is, and what does he have but a baby cottontail rabbit. I half expected to see it headless, since my cat is a prick and likes to do that. But it blinked. I put gloves on, examine it, and realize it isn't injured at all... just scared shitless. So I go outside and it is cold and raining, but I set it down anyway to see if it can find its mother. It doesn't, and it's shivering. Jeez, this is where being a hearless bitch would come in handy. But I'm a mother, so it's in my nature to nurture. We kicked the cat out of the house and made a nest for the bunny inside the cat carrier. I'm just hoping it will find its mother in the morning. I have the alarm set for 6am and at that point, I will go out with it and try to locate its mother. If not, I guess I'll be raising a wild rabbit. Dammit. W

Attn All Fff And Cb/cg's...
OKAY YOU KNOW WHAT I HAVE HAD ABOUT ENOUGH OF THE SHIT THAT IS GOING ON WITH MEMBERS IN HERE. YOU GUYS WANTED ME IN THE POSITION AND HOW THE HELL YOU ALL EXPECT ME TO DO MY JOB PROPERLY IF YOU CAN'T CLUE ME IN ON SHIT. SO THIS IS YOUR FIRST AND FINALLY WARNING ALL CHANGES WITH MEMBERS WILL BE BROUGHT TO MY ATTN IMMEDIATELY IS THIS UNDERSTOOD!!!! THIS MEANS WHO IS IN THE GROUP & WHO ISN'T, WHO IS DATING WHO, WHO BROKE UP WITH WHO AND ANYTHING ELSE THAT IS REVELANT TO THE GROUP AND IF SOME OF YOU DONT LIKE WELL YA CAN LICK ME WHERE THE SUN DONT SHINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IN THIS GROUP... I AM THE LAW!!!

Quotes To As How I Feel Rite Now
I dunno these are sorta how i feel rite now call me crazy wierd call me wut ever i dont care but ill be prolly postin more later as i find them so enjoy them or hate them i dont care -How can you be friends with someone if everytime you look at them, it makes you want them even more? -If Your asking if I Need U the answer is 4Ever.. If Your askin if I'll Leave U the answer is Never..If Yur askin what I value the Answer is U.. if Yur askin if I love U the answer is I do -You know your in love when the hardest thing to say is goodbye. -If love was a law i would be in prison for the rest of my life -If lovin' u is wrong- I don't want 2 be right -831-8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning, I love you -Last night I hugged my pillow and dreamt of you..I wish that someday I'd dream bout my pillow and I'd be hugging you. -The first time I saw you, I knew it was true~That I'd love you forever and that's what I'll do~You don't know what you do to me~You don't have a clue~You don

My Son
I recieved a phone call from my son tonight.I have'nt talked to him in awhile,I was realy starting to get worried.He told me why I havent been able to get him on the phone and why he had'nt called in awhile.He tried to comment suicide,that scared the hell out of me.I ask him why his words were I DONT KNOW.Have you ever known anyone who commited suicide,I have I've always wondered what makes a person take their own life and maybe my son answered that question maybe they dont know,my son said he just felt he could'nt deal with things anymore,but I talked to me for an hour or longer and he was better.All he had to do was call me we are very close,he didnt want to worry me.Thats what Mothers are for and we worry reguardless.My children are my world I honestly dont think i could survive the lose of one of them.It makes you wonder what goes through their minds,because they never say why or what made them decide to do this.But he's ok and i made him promise to call me everyday and he has neve

I'm Not Gonna Cry,
This for all the woman there is no use of crying over a man, it donsn't get you no where in your life.i've cryed to meny tears, that why i am scared to be happy again. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

My "interested In Wicca??' Bulletin (done For A Friend)
Want to Learn about Wicca and what it means to be Wiccan, a great friend of mines has decided to launch this page and as time goes by she will be posting information about the belief to teach those who wish to learn as well as bring together people of the craft..Please Friend, Fan, Rate this page so that she may be able to upload more Wiccan pics ...thanks to any who help her, please repost...whispering_willows@ CherryTAP

Enough Is Enough
Sometimes the selfishness of people amazes me. I do so much for so many people and i ask for little or nothing in return, and yet it's still not enough for some people. I'm so tired, I need to be loved on, to recharge, and all people do is say gimme gimme gimme. My kingdom for a day of rest. I'll make this short cuz I know you don't listen anyway. Don't worry I'll still give ya all I got everyday, no matter how much it hurts..... ~Tony

Im Back
welll im finally back online and while ive been gone ive moved to another state..I now reside in charleston,sc..which rocks..I live 12 minutes from the beach..get too see all hotties in their swimwear walking up and down the beach..

Chapter 4
Chapter 4 Her heart fell as she stepped into the room. There were pictures of him and her mother everywhere. Pictures from many years ago were hanging on the wall, but the one picture that stood out the most was a family portrait. She stepped close to the portrait to see it better. “It’s you.” A voice said softly. “I know that’s me, but…” “It is the only family picture we have. Only I have a copy. Your mother refused to keep one. She said if you where to see it...” He paused. “You would start questioning her and she was going to have a hard time as is. She didn’t want the questions.” “You abandoned use!” “No! I did not. Kim I had no chose. If I had stayed with you two and tried to have a family with a human wife. I would have lost both of you!” “You did, the day you left.” “Kim, please don’t. It is bad enough I lost your mother, and when she died I wanted to come and take you here. I really did, but I promised your mother.” “My mother died and I was put through hell. Yeah da

Just A Few Jokes...oh Those Blondes....
First I have to say if your a blonde, please dont take offense... A married couple were asleep when the phone rang at 2 in the morning, the wife ( undoubtedbly blonde ) listened a moment and said "How should I know, thats 200 miles from here!" the husband said who was that? the wife said I dont know, it was some woman wanting to know if the coast was clear! ************************************************* two blondes were walking down the street. one noticed a compact on the sidewalk and leaned down and picked it up. she opened it and looked in the mirror and said "hmmmmm this person looks familiar". the second blonde said "here let me see!"so the first blonde handed her the compact, the second one looked in the mirror and said " you dummy thats me!" ************************************************* A blonde suspected her boyfriend of cheating on her, so she went out and bought a gun. she went to his apartment unexpectedly and when she opened the door she found him in the arms o

Things To Think About When Talking To Me.....
When you talk to me please dont let the first things that you say is when am i gonna let you see my private pics...My private pics are not what people think they are...I do not do nudes for people at all...My private pics are not of my naked body...They are just some pics of me that i rather not show 1 million+ people on the internet..if i choose to share them with you i will but if i dont its because you are pushy and thats all that is on your mind thinking that your gonna see nudes in my private folder...Nope aint happening at all... Also the word RESPECT means a hellva lot to me and if you dont know the definition then i think you need to look it up and practice that..... I am not here to hook up with anyone, been there once and wont do it again...I try to say hi to everyone but if i forget when u leave me a comment..I am truly sorry...I try but i have so many things going on in my life right now that i leave this on and forget about it sometimes so i am not ignoring you j

~funny Little Games~
I think how life can sometimes be funny it can deal you heartache, love and money you think you find someone who is special how are you to know if the feelings are the same it can just be a funny little game.

Man Stealing
Slave girl 185 thinks she is gonna lay claim to something that isnt hers. Since when do true women escpecially southern woman try to steal another womans man. So i went and left her a comment maybe the dumb C**T will get the hint i doubt it though seems like she isnt smart enough to figure things out and has to be told umteen million times. HEY Slave girl.. try hooked on phonics if ya cant afford that watch Sesame Street they will teach you how to read and sound out words so you can understand the written language. "Are you like totally malfunctioning or what? Personal I think you need some serious help. I don't know how many times you have to be told this but 185 DOES NOT LIKE YOU,185 DOES NOT BELONG TO YOU, HE AND FIREGIRL ARE TOGETHER. So get over it, I swear you are one of the biggest drama queens in here and very much a southern woman if your trying to lay claim to something that isn't yours and never was yours. 185 IS ONLY PRETENDING TO LIKE YOU, HE IS JUST USING YOU SO UMMM I

Why Is It That I Loose Every One ??
in about august i met a wonderful man on here named Aj Mccalister, he was severely stricken with cancer and we ended loosing him to it on November 17 of last year, well in his will it apparently stated that his laptop be sent to his nephew who is proudly serving our country in iraq and has done so attached to a "team" that has been getting pounded over the past few days last week on the 10 they lost some one who happened to be his partner and him and one other member were wounded it was on the news and in the local paper, well at 11:30 this evening i get home sighn in to yahoo and find an offline message from one of his buddies saying that his position was over ran and they have not heard from him in 12 hours that message was sent to me at 5:47 pm , we had gotten so close and were looking forward to and antisiating his return home after 3 years away and us getting together so man y things planned and dreampt of , now i may have lost some one ver

Police Academy Is Starting Again
For those of you who knew how hard of a blow it was for me to get dropped from cop school here i am starting at point 1 again! No one is going to friggin stop me.I wil go as many times as it takes to become a police officer; Now i just have to understand why i am so friggin scared! Well i guess tommrow i will figure it out...just a wake-up away. 0530 is going to come way to early......

Well, I'm Leaving Cherrytap
I was going to post a long rambling thing (you know, like my normal stuff) explaining the why's and wherefores behind my decision... but I'm too damn tired, mentally speaking, to bother. I've spent a lot of time looking at this place over the last couple weeks, and I've come to the conclusion that there is nothing about this site that I like enough to stay. Those of you that read this are on my friends or family list (or both). I care about all of you, and I'm honored to have met you. Most of you have my Yahoo IM, please stay in touch if you would like. I'm sure I'll message you from time to time :) So, if you want to stay in touch, please do! There's one person that I met here that I care deeply for. She knows who she is, and I met here here so leaving here was a tough decision... but people you care for are not attached to a website, so I know I'm not losing her, just her CT profile page ;) To her, there are a lot of things I'd say... but she's already hearing them in

Random Facts...
*When I was 3 I wanted to be a vet, till I learned at age 13 I had to be good in science. *I'm horrible in science. *I used to bring stray animals home till I could find their homes. *When I was 14 I was obsessed with Magick and read everything I could find in the school library about it. (who'd of thunk it? hehe) *When I was 7 I gave my brother a haircut, he couldn't go to school for 2 days till my mom took him to get it fixed. *By the time I was 8 I'd saved the lives of 2 baby kittens. *When I was 14 I was a mime for 2 years, face paint and all. *My first "love" was the preachers son. *When I was 11 I lost my Grandfather, a year later my Uncle. A small part of me died those days as well. *I often wonder what my life would be like if I had ran away from home like I wanted to when I was 7. *I have a huge family, but I don't know over half of them. *I hate diamonds, and gold. *I only watch TV at work. *I've always loved to read, and would stay up a

Friends
Have you ever noticed that friends can be more of a pain than not having friends? why is it when a friend needs a shoulder to cry on or someone to talk to they call you? But if you call them they blow you off.I wonder if people really know the meaning of friend anymore

Bush Giving Up?
No takers for White House war czar position April 11 WaPo - The White House wants to appoint a high-powered czar to oversee the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan with authority to issue directions to the Pentagon, the State Department and other agencies, but it has had trouble finding anyone able and willing to take the job, according to people close to the situation. At least three retired four-star generals approached by the White House in recent weeks have declined to be considered for the position, the sources said, underscoring the administration's difficulty in enlisting its top recruits to join the team after five years of warfare that have taxed the United States and its military. "The very fundamental issue is, they don't know where the hell they're going," said retired Marine Gen. John J. "Jack" Sheehan, a former top NATO commander who was among those rejecting the job. Sheehan said he believes that Vice President Cheney and his hawkish allies remain more powerful with

Amish Hand Warmer
> >An Amish woman and her daughter were riding in an old buggy one cold >blustery day. > >The daughter said to her mother, "My hands are freezing cold." The mother >replied, "Put them between your legs. Your body heat will warm them up." > >The daughter did and her hands warmed up! > >The next day the daughter was riding with her boy friend that said, "My >hands are freezing cold." > >The girl replied, "Put them between my legs. The warmth of my body will >warm >them up." He did and it warmed his hands. > >The following day the boyfriend was again in the buggy with the daughter. > >He said, "My nose is cold." > >The girl replied "Put it between my legs. The warmth of my body will warm >it >up." He did and it warmed his nose. > >The next day the boyfriend was again driving with the daughter and he >said, >"My penis is frozen solid."< BR> >The following day the daughter was driving in the buggy with her mother, >and >she says to her mother, "H

My 'bbw Contest' Bulletin
Hello Ladies,I am doing another B.B.W. contest for the "real woman" can show off their curves since my last one went so wellI am looking for 15+ woman to enter, please serious entries only. They will be chosen by the first fifteen woman to personal message me with the link to their entry in this contest, once i have 15+ entries i will send each woman their link then do send out a bulletin telling that the contest will begin 2 days later..Woman may still join the contest either before the contest starts or any time before the contest is overCHOOSING A WINNERCOMMENT BOMBThe winner will be chosen by the most number of comments on the picture, the pictures can be commented as much as any person wants to comment, you may comment your own entry over and over, each rate is equal to ten comments,~~Prizes~~First Place: 3 Day Blast & PorscheSecond Place: Tropical VacationThird Place: Silver MotorcycleCONTEST STARTOnce i have received all of the 15 entries into the contest I will then persona

Two Wars? Do You Feel Safe?
Politics Collide With Iraq Realities Thomas Ricks | April 8 Washington Post - There are two Iraq wars being waged, according to military officers on the ground and defense experts: the one fought in the streets of Baghdad, and the war as it is perceived in Washington. Army Gen. David H. Petraeus, who took over as the top U.S. commander in Iraq in February, cited the disparity last week. "The Washington clock is moving more rapidly than the Baghdad clock," he said in a television interview. "So we're obviously trying to speed up the Baghdad clock a bit and to produce some progress on the ground that can, perhaps . . . put a little more time on the Washington clock." While Washington appears headed toward a political endgame on Iraq, with the White House and Congress sparring over benchmarks and pullout dates, the war on the ground is at an ebb tide. All sides -- including U.S. military strategists and Iraqi sectarian leaders and insurgents, as well as regional players such a

For The Guys
I gotta know something......what do you look for in a woman....looks, personality....all of it..what appeals most to you......do women have to look like Barbie to get your attention??? Come on....be honest....I really wanna know!!!

What Mental Disorder Do You Have?
What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) You have a very hard time focusing, and you find it difficult to stay on task without your mind wandering. You probably zone in and out of conversations and tend to miss out on directions because you cannot focusOCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) Manic Depressive GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) Paranoia What mental disorder do you have?

Fakes
hi all, im just a little pissed off right now, there are people in here who are not who they say they are , i dont know about you all but id like to think you would be proud to be you and not someone elese, anyway to those of you who are real, a big hug and kiss to the rest of you fuck off , thanks for hearing me out

I Am Going Crazy
I am trying to get fans but at the moment I can not get any on this site. I am not sure why, I think that people are not looking at bulletins anymore so I am now working through my blogs. I am on myspace trying to make a lot of friends so I can get people to come to this site. If you think I am crazy trying to boost this site up to a million users then sue me.

I'm So Alone
Well this place is old It feels just like a beat up truck I turn the engine, but the engine doesn't turn Well it smells of cheap wine & cigarettes This place is always such a mess Sometimes I think I'd like to watch it burn I'm so alone, and I feel just like somebody else Man, I ain't changed, but I know I ain't the same But somewhere here in between the city walls of dyin' dreams I think her death it must be killin' me

Her Window Ledge
She said it's cold It feels like Independence Day And I can't break away from this parade But there's got to be an opening Somewhere here in front of me Through this maze of ugliness and greed And I seen the sun up ahead At the county line bridge Sayin' all there's good and nothingness is dead We'll run until she's out of breath She ran until there's nothin' left She hit the end-it's just her window ledge

My Toxic Application
OK so this is my cult app for X_Toxic_Dolls_X you can probably figure out a lil more aboot me LOL..... ~Basic~ Name: Ashley/ Vyra Location: Phoenix, Az, USA Status: Single ~Do You~ Have a job: No. A Piercing: Yes, 1 bridge and 1 lip A Tattoo: Not yet, but I want a lot. I want my first tatto to be my mom's, brother's and my zodiac sign in some intricate design that all three are interlaced to show we're connected. Even if I could only have one tattoo, that's the one I would get. Have a good self esteem: Only when I'm trying to look pretty, but I'd much rather be cute. My self esteem is really high when I have little to no make-up on. But I'm an eyeliner overdoser so if my eyeliner looks ok then I'm good to go. And as far as personality self esteem, that's probably through the roof because so far I'm comfortable with who I've become. Overall i'd give myself a 7 out of 10 because there's still room for growth. ~Your Favorite~ Band: Flybanger, Jimmy E

You Might Be A Red Neck If........
Your coffin is up on blocks. Your pick up truck is up on headstones. Your hearse has a shotgun rack Your wife-beater shirt is black. Your coon dogs are named Bela and Lestat. You have a pair of black latex overalls, with no crotch. You have hickeys with fang marks. You check the blood type of your victim with a dipstick. You don't have two front teeth, but you do have fangs. Your banjo is made of human bone. Your blood comes in a box You hold late night walks and poetry readings, in a junkyard. You think Johnny Cash has "pretty lips" Your coffin is lined with a velvet confederate flag Your hearse's horn plays the first few notes of Dixie, in D minor. Your hearse has Playboy mudflaps. You have a Moon tan line when wearing a short sleeve shirt. Your coffin liner is black and grey plaid. Your hearse is jacked up and sports deer lights. You smoke cloves in a corncob pipe. You dye your sheep black. You have elbow length black latex gloves, covered in pig shit. You midw

Broken Heart Disease
So long ago, I don't remember when That's when they say I lost my only friend Well they said she died easy of a broken heart disease As I listened through the cemetery trees I seen the sun comin' up at the funeral at dawn The long broken arm of human law Now it always seemed such a waste She always had a pretty face So I wondered how she hung around this place

My Sexy Self!!
Aight yall...help ya gurl out! please click on my photo link and leave lots of comments...im tryin it again 2 see if people really gone be honest about what "sexy" really is....so please hit me up....leave comments!! and rate. Thanx 4 the luv!!!

Govt Knew!
How Bogus Letter Became a Case for War Intelligence Failures Surrounded Inquiry on Iraq-Niger Uranium Claim By Peter Eisner Washington Post Tuesday, April 3 It was 3 a.m. in Italy on Jan. 29, 2003, when President Bush in Washington began reading his State of the Union address that included the now famous -- later retracted -- 16 words: "The British Government has learned that Saddam Hussein recently sought significant quantities of uranium from Africa." Like most Europeans, Elisabetta Burba, an investigative reporter for the Italian newsweekly Panorama, waited until the next day to read the newspaper accounts of Bush's remarks. But when she came to the 16 words, she recalled, she got a sudden sinking feeling in her stomach. She wondered: How could the American president have mentioned a uranium sale from Africa? Burba felt uneasy because more than three months earlier, she had turned over to the U.S. Embassy in Rome documents about an alleged uranium sale by the centra

Paving The Way For Memory Lane
Feeling like the absent-minded professor lately? Here are some memory-improving strategies to keep your brain sharp. Ginkgo to Think Ginkgo, the oldest surviving species of tree, has been traced back 300 million years and is one of the most widely studied plants. The leaf of the ginkgo tree is shaped like a human brain, and some believe this is why, in Asia, it has always had a reputation of benefiting the mental processes. A dwindling memory and decreased concentration is largely caused by decreased blood flow to the brain and loss of brain cells; ginkgo has been confirmed to boost circulation to the brain and other organs, improving memory and cognitive functions. Additionally, ginkgo is used far and wide as a longevity tonic in Asia and Europe. The best-known and most commonly available form of ginkgo is as teas and herbal extracts, but ginkgo nut, used in the culinary traditions of Asian cultures, also has therapeutic properties and is also said to strengthen lung functio

Sting-fields Of Gold
Youll remember me when the west wind moves Upon the fields of barley Youll forget the sun in his jealous sky As we walk in the fields of gold So she took her love For to gaze awhile Upon the fields of barley In his arms she fell as her hair came down Among the fields of gold Will you stay with me, will you be my love Among the fields of barley Well forget the sun in his jealous sky As we lie in the fields of gold See the west wind move like a lover so Upon the fields of barley Feel her body rise when you kiss her mouth Among the fields of gold I never made promises lightly And there have been some that Ive broken But I swear in the days still left Well walk in the fields of gold Well walk in the fields of gold Many years have passed since those summer days Among the fields of barley See the children run as the sun goes down Among the fields of gold Youll remember me when the west wind moves Upon the fields of barley You can tell the sun in his jealou

"friends"
I FEEL THE NEED TO BITCH SO I'M GOING TO. I HAVE BEEN "FRIENDS" WITH THIS CHICK FOR ABOUT 9 YEARS AND WE HAVE BEEN "BEST FRIENDS" FOR ABOUT 6 OR 7 YEARS. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR HER THROUGH GOOD TIMES AND BAD. NO MATTER WHAT SHE NEEDED OR WHEN SHE NEEDED SOMETHING I WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR HER. WELL MY "BEST FRIEND" WAS SUPPOSE TO BE THE MAID OF HONOR AT MY WEDDING, BUT SHE NEVER SHOWED UP WHEN WE WENT TO LOOK AT THE DRESSES. NEVER CAME OUT TO ANYTHING THAT HAD TO DO WITH THE WEDDING. WELL WHEN MY "BEST FRIEND" GOT MARRIED (SHE GOT MARRIED AFTER I DID BY THE WAY) SHE ASKED ME TO BE THE MATRON OF HONOR. I WAS LIKE OK AND AT FIRST I THOUGHT ABOUT DOING WHAT SHE DID TO ME BUT THEN I WAS LIKE NO THAT WOULDN'T BE RIGHT. SO I SHOWED UP EVERYTIME SHE NEEDED TO DO SOMETHING FOR THE WEDDING I WAS THERE HELPING HER. THEN AFTER THE WEDDING AND EVERYTHING WE STARTED HANGING OUT LESS AND LESS. FINE I UNDERSTAND SHE'S MARRIED AND ALL BUT I NEVER DITCHED MY FRIENDS AFTER I GOT MA

Salmon And Coffee - For Ultimate Brain Power
Listen up! Your morning cup of coffee and dinner delight can help sharpen your memory. There are good fats and bad fats, and omega-3 fatty acids fall solidly on the side of good. Omega-3s are found primarily in fatty fish (especially salmon), certain nuts and seeds, and fortified foods. A study conducted by researchers at the Rush University Medical Center in Chicago followed more than 3000 men and women for six years to see how diet affected memory. People who ate fish at least once a week had a 10 percent slower decline compared with those who did not eat fish, a difference that gave them the memory and thinking ability of a person three years younger. Some of the BEST foods for Omega-3 Fats: Salmon (wild, fresh or canned), herring, mackerel (not King), sardines, anchovies, rainbow trout, Pacific oysters, omega-3 fortified eggs, flaxseeds, walnuts, butternuts (white walnuts), seaweed, walnut oil, canola oil, and soybeans. How about coffee? Any coffee lover can tell you they

Woman's Care Garden (again From Lady Victoria)
Woman's Care Garden - Plus Herbal Remedie Recipes Adapted from Herbal Remedy Gardens, by Dorie Byers. These plants are beautiful when grouped together, and will provide women with some of the remedies they need. The woman's care garden features potted herbs in willow or twig baskets of the appropriate size, placed in front of ground-planted fennel. One container holds the lemon balm and chamomile plants, the other contains the red clover. You can place Spanish moss on the surface and edges of each container that is nested in its basket to blend the edges and enhance the serenity of this spot. Container Garden Plants 3 fennel 1 lemon balm 7 German chamomile 1 red clover Here are recipes with which to use your herbs: MONTHLY RELIEF TEA Drinking this infusion will help relieve menstrual cramps, but take no more than 2-3 cups a day 2 teaspoons dried lemon-balm leaves 1 cup boiling water Steep the leaves in the boiling water, covered, for 10 to 15 minutes. Strain, th

Secrets Of Ginger (given To Me By Lady Victoria)
Secrets of Ginger Adapted from Aromatherapy for Everyone, by PJ Pierson and Mary Shipley (Vital Health Publishing, 2004). Ginger is one of the most highly valued spices in the world, renowned not only for the spicy flavor it gives to food--including holiday gingerbread!--but for its healing properties. The ancient Greeks used it to counteract the effects of poison, and traditional Chinese medicine recommends it for a vast array of ailments from respiratory issues to toothache. Today, healers rely on ginger to combat digestive and joint complaints, ease mood swings, and help to boost the libido. To re-energize body and soul This simple technique eases mood swings, helps shake off a tendency to procrastinate, and alleviates general feelings of disconnection: Place 2-3 drops of pure essential oil of ginger in a diffuser, or place on a cotton ball and inhale 2 to 3 times. For joint complaints, muscle pain, and backache Use 2-3 drops of pure essential oil of ginger into 1 oun

Busy Fucking Weekend
Well, this weekend has been cram packed full of exciting bullshit.. Uhmm yeah, anyway... Itsa been fun. Friday night I went to the VNV Nation and And One Concert, and to get things clear VNV suck ass live... And And One are crazy psychopathic Germans that kick some mad ass and can party with me anytime they'd like. However, while at this concert I don't know what in the hell happened.. I got a little light headed then shit went black, then it got all spotty and things just kinda were there but weren't... In short i nearly blacked out so I ended up grabbing my friend and rushing to the thinger to get some water, which made me feel a little better. After the show and a t-shirt and And One CD later, I went to the Exton Diner, a covetted place of yummy goodness. I had a coffee and a BLT and still felt really fucking out of it... If it hadn't been for Denny I'd probably still be walking around in LALA Land for all I know.. So, yeah, I don't know who actually reads this shit, but if he gives

'tiny Bubbles' Singer Don Ho Dies At 76
HONOLULU - Legendary crooner Don Ho, who entertained tourists for decades wearing raspberry-tinted sunglasses and singing the catchy signature tune "Tiny Bubbles," has died. He was 76. He died Saturday morning of heart failure, publicist Donna Jung said. Ho had suffered with heart problems for the past several years, and had a pacemaker installed last fall. In 2005, he underwent an experimental stem cell procedure on his ailing heart in Thailand. Promoter Tom Moffatt said he attended Ho's final show Thursday and Ho received a standing ovation. Afterward, Ho reminisced about his many years in Waikiki and talked about how Judy Garland sang with him one night. "Don was in great spirits," he said. "He was fine." Ho entertained Hollywood's biggest stars and thousands of tourists for four decades. For many, no trip to Hawaii was complete without seeing his Waikiki show — a mix of songs, jokes, double entendres, Hawaii history and audience participation. Shows usually start

~ About Me ~
Ok never did get a chance to do this the right way so here goes. My Name is Ben I live just outside Cincinnati, Ohio. Has lived here my whole life, except for a 3-year tour in Europe courtesy of Uncle Sam, which at 18 years old I loved. But that’s getting ahead of ourselves. I was born in the mid 50’s, went to various public and catholic schools through out my early years. Both my parents are still living although not under the same roof. I grew up in a neighborhood called Clifton Heights, It is were I work now and is the home of the University of Cincinnati. And during the 60’s with all the hippie movement going on I was right at home lol. I have 3 Brothers and 1 Sister. My oldest brother was in a ban called the Naked Watermelon. I used to go watch them play at the many places around the university. That is where I got my love for the 1st song on my page. They did Iron Butterfly’s song so dam good. It was fun growing up in the free love movement. In High School I played Footba

My Newest Poem From My The Deepest Feelings From The Bottom Of My Heart
Crying..... I cry tears of pain , I cry tears of happiness , I cry tears of joy, I cry tears of mixed feelings...... but most of all I cry tears of confusion for one person that has come into my heart and that I can't stop thinking about so bad he has stolen a piece of my heart but yet the question is have I stolen a piece of his? my tears of confusion come from so deep in my heart it brings me to tears when I think of him because I enjoy being around him and feeling his kisses , his arms wrapped around me makeing me feel so safe and the way he puts his hands all over my body and the way we look into each other eye's be for we share a passionate kiss....

Her Weak Resistance
Her weak Resistance How have you made me need you ? Why did this happen? When I had tried so hard to resist you . I thought I had won this battle . But my body betrays me . When you're around my defenses go down. Feelings get stronger. Looks getting longer . The closer you come the weaker I get . I can't resist you ,even though I try. One little touch from you feels like a lingering caress. Be it hard, or soft, gentle , or rough. You have me under your spell. I am held captive by your soulful gaze . You have me on my knees begging for more. More of those wanton desires that only you can arouse. My submission showing from deep within . And now I know what I feared has happened . You have won this game of love and now you own me completely . Why am I now so glad to have lost this war? These lingering memories of the painful pleasures you gave me ,make me your slave. For I am lost without you . You have become my addiction. The only obsession I have allo

Currently Untitled
I thought I had hidden them all away . Locked all my emotions ,thoughts, and feelings away down deep within me . But you continued to slowly bring them out . I soon began to feel a connection between us . A bond of sorts . You were there for me when I was down . You were there to pick me up . You lifted me so high , when I barely had the energy to fly . You're the rock I lean on . With your love I can achieve anything . I can brave through any storm . Suddenly any obstacle in my path seems small . You mean so many things to me . I can't even think of ways to describe how I feel , or how much I even care . My memories of us together still linger even when you're not there .

Unbreakable
Unbreakable I see you in my world through tear stained eyes. You brought some of those tears to my eyes. Sometimes you hurt me and made me cry. But to be without you I would die inside . In my world of hurt and sorrow , my pain will always be . Though I may seem ok to you , deep within my heart something is not right . Can't we just stop the fight ? And let our love take flight once again ? In a world of darkness you are my shining light guiding me through those dark endless nights. Through all the hurt and pain , one thing still remains the same . My love for you is unbreakable .

What Is Love?
What is love? It's that feeling you get when you realize that you finally listened to what your heart was telling you all along . And you see a friend in a different light And you would do anything to keep him Love is like a rose, Blossoming as it grows Beautiful to our eyes , but always a secret danger lurking within . Prickley as thorns love can cause happiness or pain Also like a rose , Love can fade away and become but a sweet memory of a lifetime

Dishonorable Acts
Dishonorable Acts {excerpt from, "The Responsibilities and Duties of the DOM," by LES IS MORE) For a Dominant to allow a submissive to be actually harmed in ANY way is dishonorable. For a Dominant to allow a submissive's rights to be violated is dishonorable. For a Dominant to play with and discard a submissive just for amusement is dishonorable (exception is a submissive that has declared this is the treatment they need). Unless the submissive has declared them selves to be unowned, another Dominant's interference in a relationship is dishonorable. To chase after or scene with Another's submissive without the other Dominant's permission and full knowledge is dishonorable. No Dominant can be expected to live up to the above 100% of the time, others will respect him/her for trying and the harder she/he tries the more respect all will have for the Dominant and his/hers. Written by: LES IS MORE(m) Copyright©1998

Call Of The Kindred
Call of the Kindred Come to me, little mortal I can bring you to heaven's portal There'll be no sorrow, there'll be no pain Feelings of joy will fill your brain Come to me, sweet human thing Give me your heart and I'll make it sing Forget your fears, leave them behind Forget the troubles of your kind Come to me... yes, that's right Now hold still, it's no good to fight I'll take your blood, and leave you dying Didn't you realise I could be lying? Solinquair, 1996

The Real Meanings Behind Wicca It Is Nothing Of Neo-pagan!
What Is Wicca -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Contrary to what those who choose to persecute or lie about us wish to believe, Wicca is a very peaceful, harmonious and balanced way of thinking and life which promotes oneness with the divine and all which exists. Wicca is a deep appreciation and awe in watching the sunrise or sunset, the forest in the light of a glowing moon, a meadow enchanted by the first light of day. It is the morning dew on the petals of a beautiful flower, the gentle caress of a warm summer breeze upon your skin, or the warmth of the summer sun on your face. Wicca is the fall of colorful autumn leaves, and the softness of winter snow. It is light, and shadow and all that lies in between. It is the song of the birds and other creatures of the wild. It is being in the presence of Mother Earths nature and being humbled in reverence. When we are in the temple of the Lord and Lady, we are not prone to the arrog

My Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 138 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Ehh
so life just got worse in 2 hours, my best friend is dying her rapist is gettin away wit rapin her and my ex adam is probly dead. and now all i can do is cry and cry. and sadly nothin can get me 2 stop cryin. xxx

Witches Are Not Satanic
I am a witch. I do not worship Satan; I am not interested in Satan. Satan was invented by the Christians. Satanism is a form of Christianity. I am not a Christian. I don't go to church on Sunday. Jesus is NOT my savior. He was simply a holy man who lived 2,000 years ago. I am not afraid of going to Hell because I don't believe in Hell any more than I believe in Satan. I believe in reincarnation; that I will come back to this world or another and live out another life. I am not evil. Telling people I am a "good witch" or asking me if I am a good witch implies that there are evil witches. There are evil people in the world and there are people who chose to work with the forces of nature in a way that harms others; those people are NOT witches. The central law of being a witch is: "if it harms none, do as you will." Please don't ask me about sacrificing cats or desecrating churches. I love my cats! And I don't go into churches or synagogues unless a friend from that religion invites me

Did God Send You?
Did God send you? A 2nd grader asked her mother the age-old question: How did I get here?..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> Her mother told her: "God sent you." "Did God send you, too?" asked the child. "Yes, Dear," the mother replied. "What about Grandma and Grandpa?" the child persisted. "He sent them also," the mother said. "Did he send their parents, too?" asked the child. "Yes, Dear, He did," said the mother patiently. "So you're telling me that there has been NO sex in this family for 200 years? No wonder everyone's so grouchy around here."

Responsibilities Of A Dom/me
Responsibilities of a DOM [excerpt from "The Responsibilities and Duties of a DOM," by LES IS MORE(m) (c)1998] -It is the responsibility of a Dominant to insure an unowned submissive is guided to a Dominant that is suited to the submissive's wants, needs and desires. -It is the responsibility of a Dominant to insure the submissive knows what being abusive is. To insure this is to insure the submissive knows when to call it quits. -It is the responsibility of a Dominant to ensure the submissive knows what the submissive's rights are. -It is the responsibility of a Dominant to teach the submissive information about the Lifestyle. The best method is to teach the submissive how to acquire this information and where he/she can get it. An ignorant submissive can be an embarrassment to a Dominant. -It is the responsibility of a Dominant to insure the submissive grows and develops under the Dominant's ownership, in both the lifestyle and the public life (i.e., job and fam

16 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan!!
1. Be considerate: Rearrange their altar so it looks neat. 2. Blow out their altar candle if it is daylight. (no need to waste a good candle). 3. Sweep up the salt they carelessly left at the doorway. 4. Sharpen their Athame. 5. Untie the knot in their cords. 6. Try on their jewelry for fashion sense. 7. Pick up their crystals for a closer look. 8. See how far their crystal ball will roll (dogs love this). 9. Use their runes as extra Dominoes. 10. Play "Old Maid" with their Tarot cards. 11. Toss holy water on them "just to see what happens" 12. Ask them if they are a good witch or a bad witch. 13. Debate with them about "True Religion". 14. Ask them if they are Satan worshippers. 15. Tell them how the bible says they are going to hell, then ask if they can make you a love potion. 16. Point to their pentacle necklace, almost touching it, and say "isn't that supposed to be point down?"

4/14/07 Shoot
I've been told by a few friends that their Alert Boxes aren't showing when I update my photos (or anything else, for that matter - Hope this shows up!) Anyway, for anybody who cares to see them, I posted pix from the shoot we did last night in my Newest Pix folder. Thanks and have a great day!

How Do You Know When The Time Is Right???
As most of you already know, our wedding date was set for 4-7-07. I say WAS because we have post-poned it. There's nothing wrong with our relationship or anything like that. We are doing fine. It just came up on us so much quicker than we expected and we aren't even close to being ready. Plus, we've decided to save up some more money, since we aren't receiving any financial help from family. I guess it just seemed too soon as the date became nearer. Is it just us, or do other people experience the same thing? I know weddings are typically supposed to be this huge occassion where everyone gets dressed up, goes to some boring ceremony, then some formal "party" afterward. We dont want all that. Maybe that's why it seems so uneventful. We are both very casual peple and we just want to have a fun wedding, share a few vows and hang out with the people we care about. But, why doesn't this feel like 'enough' for me? I suppose I always had the same chidhood dream of a fairy tale wedding. The

Erotic Confessions ~afternoon
It's lunch time and you pick me up from work. But this afternoon is different because neither of us have to go back to work. I come out wearing a short black skirt with nothing under it, and a white button up the front shirt, the shows my well rounded cleavage. My tits jiggle as I walk across the parking lot and get into your car. As I sit down, my skirt slides up my thigh, peaking your curiosity to what is under my skirt. You slowly slide your hand up my thigh, making me shiver with the thought of you touching my waiting wetness. As you make your way up, I slide my skirt up higher allowing you greater access. As I do, I also undo one more button on my shirt, allowing more of my white lace bra to show. It is Lacey enough that each nipple shows through. As you start to caress my wet pussy, I reach over and start to rub your already hard cock through your work pants. I undo the button and zipper as we drive down the highway. I work until it is free and I start t

I'm Done!
This to every one that has FUCKED with me, my heart,and my mind...I'm Done! I dont need anyone To tell me how to run my life Got along alright so far I dont really think I need to hear your advice Ive got my mind made up know what I wanna do Ill do it anyway I choose So just sit back shut up for a minute let me show you what Im gonna do I aint got no time to waste on you You aint got no time to give Too hung up on all you did If you dont like it If you dont like it I dont care If you dont like it Hit the road cause I just dont care If you dont like it If you dont like it I dont care If you dont like it Hit the road cause I just-just-just dont care Ive seen em come and go The kind that do it all for the show They got their walkin talkin built in jive I dont really think theyre workin nine to five Take it to your heart gonna tell ya from the start Gonna send a word or two your way So just sit back take a ride on your pony Itll all come back to you one d

Well Damn.....
someone who has been a friend an family member.... just verbally attacked me on yahoo because i would not break my rules (as posted in my profile)....it really hurt....am glad that so many of my friends and family members are real friends....taking me for what i am an not passing judgment for things that i do....i try so hard to be honest..... thanks for listening....

The Reason For My Question
The reason for my question is because I have not once rated anyone under a 10 and I have gave all my friends' stashes a thumbs up. I'm getting agravated and I can't help that because I am human. Any way from now on only people that I'm sure didn't give me anything but a 10 will get it in return.

A White Rose
A package arrives What can it be I can’t wait to see What you have sent to me I open the box Move the tissue paper aside To see A long stem white rose Laying there before me Reaching in I see the thorns Just as one pricks me A drop falls And lands on a petal A stark contrast Of innocence and power Combining together I bring my finger to my lips I close my eyes as I taste The taste of sweet and saltiness Blending into one I smile Thinking of us And what will soon be

Poem- Would You Like To Dance?
Would You Like to Dance? Kristina R. Manuel April 15, 2007 The music is soft and slow- Through the smoky air Appears a heavenly glow As I wonder, "What could be there?" Gravity pulls me Towards the most beautiful vision I have ever seen- My heart races into another division- "Could this be a dream?"- You spot me from across the room- Thunder and lightening Fill my veins and chest with a sudden boom- Our eyes connect- Every time you smile I'm smiling right back- I take your hand As I ask you to dance- Without a second glance You follow me in a lovestruck trance- You have touched me with your gentle hand And broke my nerves of steel- Sparks fly as we collide Our bodies burn as we smoothly glide Dancing on the edge Through a passion of burning desire- With every touch the flames grow higher- The world around us disappears As I pull your body close to mine- Tender kisses, so sincere... As you whisper gently in my ear, "Would you like to dance?"

My Amazing Dream
Last night I had my first dream where I could actually SEE my Grandma! I have drempt of her house and other images of her, but never truly saw her face. That is until last night. I can't really explain the dream except that I felt very warm and comforted. She was still alive and had some sort of tumor, but my family wouldn't pay to have it removed. So, I came up with the money and paid for her surgery myself. The look on her face when she awoke from the anesthesia, is one I will never forget. I got to see her smile again! It was amazing. Awesome. Fantastic! I guess I didn't realize how much I really do miss her. She never had a tumor in real, just died of a heart attack, peacefully. But, being able to give her the gift of a longer life in my dream, was the best feeling I've had in a long time - asleep, or awake. My Grandma wanted to have her ashes spread out over the ocean, like my Grandpa. She didn't want a funeral or service. We honored her wishes and had a small family gathering abo

Jokes
A Tennessee State Trooper pulled a car over on I-65 about 15 miles north of Ardmore , Tennessee. When the Trooper asked the driver why he was speeding, the driver answered that he was a magician and a juggler and he was on his way to Nashville to do a show that night at the Shrine Circus and didn't want to be late. The Trooper told the driver he was fascinated by juggling, and if the driver would do a little juggling for him then he wouldn't give him a ticket. The driver told the Trooper that he had sent all of his equipment on ahead and didn't have anything to juggle. The Trooper told him that he had some flares in the trunk of his patrol car and asked if he could juggle them. The juggler stated that he could, so the Trooper got three flares, lit them and handed them to the juggler. While the man was doing his juggling act, a car pulled in behind the patrol car. A drunk, good old boy, from Alabama , got out and watched the performance briefly. He then went over to

God's Blessings When We Least Expect It!
Last week, on my birthday, we were driving home late and listening to this minister on one of those Christian Talk Radio stations. Although, the point of his sermon could have been relayed in only about 5 minutes and some of the passages he quoted were out of context, his message was clear. He was telling us that the blessings we receive from God are to be seen as gifts, not as a reward. I think in the back of my head, I always new this, but life can burden us so much to the point where when something good happens, we can feel like we deserve the break or the blessing. Maybe some of us even think that it's about time our prayer was answered. But, the truth is, we dont earn or deserve anything God gives to us. His gifts are just that - GIFTS! We may never know the reason for his gift, but all we can do is be thankful and remember to stay humble so as not to take advantage of the blessings HE gives. Derrick was hired to build a website for a furniture company here in town. At first, I

Need Your Opinion - New Pics
Well, I just did another photo shoot and I think we got some pretty cool shots. The only editing I have done is cropping them. I wanted to keep the raw image to hear your honest feedback. Head on over to my profile and select my modeling album to view and comment....thanks!

New Changes To My Contest!! More Gifts!!
I think it's about time for me to hold a contest... "Sexiest Cherry" Males and females. There will be a surprize gift or two depending on how many people enter, and when i can start... Contest will last for14 full days... Rates worth 2 comments, and comments worth one. Bombing allowed. Self commenting WILL BE allowed. 1st place will receive a 3 day Blast and a Porsche. 2nd place will receive a 1 day Blast and a Tropical Vacation. 3rd place will receive a Ring (man's or woman's) and a Platinum Cherry. 4th and 5th place will receive a Platinum Cherry. All other places will receive a Trophy. So Private message me with the link to the picture you would like to use. All pictures MUST BE Safe for work!!! Any questionable pictures will not be used. I would like to start this contest as soon as possible. Please repost this for me. There may be people that are not in my friends list that would like to be in this contest..

What 2004 Hit Song Are You ?
Pieces of Me by Ashlee Simpson "Fall, with you I fall so fast I can hardly catch my breath I hope it lasts" In 2004 you fell in love. Let's hope it lasts. What 2004 Hit Song Are You?

Well She Did It!!!
I am so proud of my daughter, she has come so far since October and I have no doubt she will do whatever it is she sets her mind to! We go watch her graduate on Thursday at Ft.Leonardwood,MO ! I hope she is prepared to be squeezed to death by her momma...lol.... well just wanted to share!

Life!
I am a bisexual woman and I wish i could find some real ladies to hang out with and maybe more but it seems like everyone is sooo scared whats up with that? I enjoy toys and oral! Oh well sometime Ill find what I want!

What Flavor Margarita Are You?
You Are a Strawberry Margarita You're so sweet it's a little overwhelming, and people are a little afraid of corrupting you... It's a little difficult to imagine you with a margarita. And you're truly a different person after you've kicked back a couple! What Flavor Margarita Are You?

Another Relapse-part 5
4-15-07 Papi RH ( Need Entries For-Sexiest Texan Girl Contest)@ CherryTAP Yet again, I have had anoter relapse 8:30 AM CST, I'm not sure about my levels. Till tomorrow, but please pray that they will be as they should. Ryan

State Trooper
A Tennessee State Trooper pulled a car over on I-65 about 15 miles north of Ardmore , Tennessee. When the Trooper asked the driver why he was speeding, the driver answered that he was a magician and a juggler and he was on his way to Nashville to do a show that night at the Shrine Circus and didn't want to be late. The Trooper told the driver he was fascinated by juggling, and if the driver would do a little juggling for him then he wouldn't give him a ticket. The driver told the Trooper that he had sent all of his equipment on ahead and didn't have anything to juggle. The Trooper told him that he had some flares in the trunk of his patrol car and asked if he could juggle them. The juggler stated that he could, so the Trooper got three flares, lit them and handed them to the juggler. While the man was doing his juggling act, a car pulled in behind the patrol car. A drunk, good old boy, from Alabama , got out and watched the performance briefly. He then went over to

What Are Your Love Life Secrets?
Your Love Life Secrets Are Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well. Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

What A Juggalo Truly Is........
Juggalos (and juggalettes) are society's underdogs... poor ghetto freaks... eating ramen noodles... drinking faygo cola... and sporting pro wing shoes... made fun of in school... never accepted by anyone... tossed out by the world that didn't want them... these group of outcasts... brought together by the music and real life messages of the insane clown posse... are followers of the dark carnival and scapegoats of the world... Being a juggalos isn't about being a "fan" of icp... j and shaggs are juggalos themselves... being a juggalo is about individuality... no one is ever fully accepted in this world... and juggalos just don't give a fuck... so we sling our faygo, jam to the wicked shit, and wave our middle fingers to the legions of hypocrites, haters, and rich ass bitches trying to bring us down... Everyone in this world is so quick to judge... the close minded percentage of the population hears the "cuss words" in icp's music and automatically labels them "satanic" or "trash"...

About Me
About me.. Current mood: relaxed I like anything thats fun..who doesn't. I go school for audio production at The Art Istitute of Seattle.. Im very respectable, nice and approchable. I enjoy meeting new people. Im lookin for new people to go out with. I've been makin music since 00.I have a deep love for music,without it I wouldn't know where I would be.I got into music in 96.USC Freaknight. was the 1st rave i went to After networking for a while I decided to start my own production Co, with some close friends of mine.Homegrown Ent. Seattle Love was my 1st rave that I threw & the one I'll always remember.I've had headliners like Donald Glaud,DJ Flave,Dig Dug,Chunky & of course all the Homegrown DJs.After doing it for a couple of years I decided it was best 2 move on.It was great ! I met so many wounderful people and friends.It will always be one thing that I will always miss.In the summer of 03,I was the head of a promotional team for Scarred 4 Life Records.My team was sucessf

The Specialist's Creed
The Creed of the Specialist No one gets away with more than I. I am a NON Non-Commissioned Officer, a beast of burden. As a junior enlisted soldier I realize that I am a member of an under appreciated and much chastized group of soldiers known as the ribcage, or perhaps the pancrease of the Army. I am proud of myself and my fellow Specialists who continue to bitch, whine, and sham until the absolute last second regardless of the mission at hand. I will use my grade and position to avoid responsibility, accountability, and any sense of presence of mind. Ignorance is my watchword. My two best excuses will always be on the tip of my tongue: I didn't know! And It wasn't me!? I will strive to maintain invisibility and unavailability for details. Never ever volunteer for anything is my rallying cry. I am aware of my role as a SPC or SPC (P) and if you need me for anything, I'll be on appointment. I know the other soldiers, and I will always refer to them by their first name or in

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Poems From The Heart
No Happiness Here I'm not meant to be happy. Happily Ever After endings are not made for me. I was actually happy with you. But making you happy was something I couldn’t do. I tried and tried my best. But I guess I wasn’t better than the rest. I thought I helped you through your trials and tribulations. I thought I could cure your infactuation. You just wanted me because you couldn’t have me. And all I wanted to do is make you happy. I asked if I made you happy and you said, "you do" But I was the fool because I was being lied to. You were so sweet and told me things I needed to hear. You said you'd wipe away every tear. I'm crying now, where are you? You're out with friends, doing what they want you to. Why did you leave me? You promised you'd never leave me! I loved you with all my heart! All you did was break it apart! I still don’t understand why you left me when you said you never would. You said that you would do for me all that you could. Why did you l

My Convo With Blanchard...fucked Up
Seth Prime says: hey sorry bout not callin you back, my phone is nearly dead albinobum@yahoo.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says: i cried Seth Prime says: bitch albinobum@yahoo.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says: now you just made me do it agian Seth Prime says: awww im sorry Seth Prime says: I didnt mean to resurface your unnessissary, self inflicted emotional trauma albinobum@yahoo.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says: yes your doing it well now back it up with i would have called right away and dumb chicks would think you actually cared cuase they didnt understand the insault Seth Prime says: haha Seth Prime says: all too true Seth Prime says: crazy bitches Seth Prime says: see this is why I need dumb broads, because running intellectual circles arround them with insults is entertaining to me, I could do that forever albinobum@yahoo.com (E-mail Address Not Verified) says: true but you must be on your toes cause you could slip up and toss a regular in

Best Kid Contest!
~*~ Kid Contest!~*~ I'm doing a kid contest! Kids any age can join! 1st Kid Is...... with 1 comments 2nd Kid is...... with 1 comments 3rd Kid is...... with 1 comments 4th Kid is...... with 1 comments 5th Kid is...... with 1 comments 6th Kid is...... with 1 comments 7th Kid is...... with 1 comments 8th Kid is..... with 1 comments 9th Kid is..... with 1 comments 10th Kid is..... with 1 comments 11th Kid is...... with 1 comments 12th Kid is...... with 1 comments 13th Kid is......

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus – Face Down Lyrics
Hey girl, you know you drive me crazy. One look puts the rhythm in my hand. Still will never understand why you hang around. I see what's going down. Cover up with make-up in the mirror. Tell yourself it's never gonna happen again. You cry alone and then he swears he loves you. Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found. A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect every action in this world will bear a consequence If you wade around forever you will surely drown I see what's going down. I see the way you go and say your right again, say your right again heed my lecture Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end As your lies crumble down a new life she has found.

Things You Might Want To Know About Me
80 Things You Might Not Know About Me Middle name? John How big is your bed? way to small What are you listening to right now? the TV What are the last 3 digits in your cellphone number?xxx What was the last thing you ate?2 triple stackers from BK, 10 piece tenders, and their cheesy tots. Last person you hugged?carrie How is the weather right now?COLD! Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? cant remember What is the first thing u notice in the opposite sex? boobs Favorite type of Food? edible Do you want children?yes Ever been so drunk you don't remember the entire night? YES Hair color? Blonde Eye color? Hazel Do you wear contacts/glasses?yes Favorite holiday? sleeping day Have you ever cried over a girl/boy? i admit i have Last Movie you Watched? ummmm borne idenity? What books are you reading? none Piercings? i miss them Favorite movie? pornos Favorite college football Team?Rutger

Last Nights Fun!!!
So my birthday is this week and we decided to celibrate in grand fassion after learning that some friends were throwing a party at a Club Temptations in Dayton. Off we went last night on the long drive to a fun little joint we havent been to in quite some time. hen we got there it was quote packed so we dropped off our coats and bag in a locker, stowed out booze in the cooler opened up a couple and started to cruse the floor chatting with some friends, and seeing some that we had not seen for some time. After about an hour we just could not wait any longer to leave the group and head to the greatest part of the facility, the pool and hot tub! We headed back to the lockers stripped grabbed our towels and headed to the hot tub. Temptations has a heated pool, and a hot tub that seats 30+. When we got there there was only two other couples there and we slid in and enjoyed the watter and conversation for a bit. Our passions started to burn, allong with our bodies in the hot water so we slid

A Mother's Greatest Anguish
A Mother's Greatest Anguish Author : Poetess Call Me Glen-Duh! Have you heard a mother crying, when she thinks no one is there? Have you looked into those piercing eyes, taken a glimpse of her despair? I have watched a mother struggle, being much stronger than before. But in her nights of solitude, she cries until she can no more. Many wonder why she cries, her broken heart can never mend. Because each time she finds some strength, the pain that kills her doesn't end. She cries because her broken soul can't handle the pain she must endure. How much longer can she take it? no one can tell her that for sure. You question why she's so distressed, it's something you cannot perceive. This is what happens to a mother, when her trust has been deceived. You ask why she's in such agony, why she hides pain behind her smile. You see. . . a mother's greatest anguish, is the betrayal of her child.

Broken Stars {la'tuin}
Title : Broken Stars {La'Tuin} Author : xTheEcstasyOfSuicidex Laughing with composer, sat the sky, Dangling, from a lamp, his toes. He turned to me with a smile bright, An ancient twinkle in his eye. I could do nothing but grin so shy, For in his eye was such a glow. To ask my question, he seemed quite right; I took a deep breath and sighed. "How can I help you," he tried to pry. "Tell me everything that you know, "About the stars and yourself at night." I challenged then, no longer shy. "The stars that fall during the night . . . why?" The answer I just had to know. I gently pressed on with all my might, "Why, like the stars, can I not fly?" He pulled me on his lap, quick to sigh, "There are many things we don't know," "But I can tell you this, late tonight," He kissed me then, about to cry. "The stars in the famished, midnight sky," "Look beautiful, but only glow." I was quick to state he wasn't right, But he just shook his head and sighed.

I Am A Single Woman :)
I am a single woman.. I've been single for a while now.. I forgot I had a blog up about my ex until a friend just commented on it.. So I just wanted to clear that up.... Definetly am single.. Although I do have a very serious crush... He's a million miles away.. but he makes my heart smile.

.out.of.sorts.rant.
*rants* so i find myself..slightly out of sorts.. due to the thoughtless words of a stranger. if this is a normal reaction or not im not completely sure...but it is mine. normally i find it quite an easy practice to dismiss the hurtful words of strangers if only due to the fact i know nothing of them and they...none of me, so what should their opinion matter...right? at least thats my own conclusion and thought process. abortion is the kind of topic where...if you want to keep certain friends you simply have to agree to disagree and speak naught of said issue. i have friends that have utilised said practice...i have friends who havent...i have friends who refuse to even consider the notion...i have friends who would consider the noticn if a situation arose in which they felt the need. im not required to agree with them as they're not required to agree with me...whatever works for each individual... however...they dont tell me my thought process is overly emotional the

Whatcan I Say??????
IM SUCH A FUCKING DUMBASS!!!!!!!! AND HOW I SCREWED THINGS UP THIS TIME IM NOT SURE.... BUT WHATEVER BI DID COST ME THE MOST WONDERFUL RELATIONSHIP WITHB THIS INCREDIBLY AMAZING WOMAN. I WILL NEVER FIND ANYPNE AS OPEN, NON JUDMENTAL EVER!!!!! BABE IF U R READING THIS IM SORRY FOR WHATEVER IVE DONE,,,,, PLEASE FORGIVE ME.........

The Survey Says!!!!!......
1. Have you had any intimacy in the past week? no 2. Have you kissed someone in the last 2 weeks? no-one since august 2006 3. Who's the last person you hugged? my ex-wife 4 years ago 4. Who lives in a pineapple under the sea? i dont watch sponge bob 5. What was the last thing you drank? budweiser (long neck) 6. Who is the last person you think about at night? my kids and my aunt (she passed away on my birthday almost 4 yrs now) 7. Elvis or James Dean? Elvis (hunka hunka burnin love) 8. Who is one person you can't stand from high school? racists 9. What grade did you make in Algebra? neva made it that far 10. Who did you kiss last? her name was Audra (it was a one night stand for me) 11. Is there anyone you would like to fight? nah no need to make anymore ppl madder....lol i dont feel sorry for the fuckers i put in jail 12. What do you think of the person you copied this from? we have so much in common i like her very m

Thank You!!!!!!!!
Get more @ CherryTagz.com Get more @ CherryTagz.com I want to thank all of you for helping me win the "Queen Of CT" Contest. You guys are awesome, pulling together to help a fellow cherry out. :) I appreciate all the help. Thank god its over!!! WOOHOO lol Luv ya guys!! Big xoxoxox, Jen Get more @ CherryTagz.com

Because I Can !!!
For those that are interested, I will be putting some of my NSFW pics back up today. Was made to feel not so good about them a couple of weeks ago..but Im over it..its my body and Im proud of it...please feel free to rate and comment them again !! ( thanks u guys ) and while your at it... If u havent already could you please add yourself to my guest book...comon..pleaseeee.. Love n hugz...Molly xoxoxo

Bored
I am thinking about taking my CT page down and just hitting the road again to Lord knows where. Maybe I ride all the way up to Nova Scotia and see the other side of the Ocean; who knows maybe I’ll make a few friends along the way. Ride around the Great Lakes and freeze my butt off, again…lol Hell, I am so bored and must have something to do.

Naughty By Nature
Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: your Naughty! wild thing! You were born to be bad. Naughty by nature, you've tried everything at least once and aren't afraid to get your hands - or the rest of you - dirty when opportunity knocks. Whether that means plotting for advancement at work or toying with somebody's affections, you're willing to break the rules. As long as you're having a laugh and getting ahead, anything goes. And it is fun to defy convention every once in a while, but you're walking a bit of a tightrope. Every so often, try listening to that little angel on your shoulder who keeps saying "no!" - it's okay to be nice sometimes. In the meantime, keep being bad and enjoy yourself. Just don't throw caution entirely to the wind. Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! Are you Naughty or nice

Which One?
Angel/Fairy whatever. LOL I want to get a tattoo with my daughter's name underneath and not sure which of these I want. My sister is going to draw it for me and we both like the first one. What do you think?

Old Souls
I come to you in the dark of night ,,I know I shouldn't be here,,,it is not yet our time . but I can't help standing here by your bed ,watching you sleep.There have been so many nights like this through the years and I have often wondered if you knew I was there...I was the very first one in this world to gaze into your eyes... right from that moment I knew that our souls were forever tied..'We are all given to this, that feeling that creeps onto our lives,,, that moment when our Old Souls are discovered......When we realize that perhaps we are different....It is not an awakening, it is not even a discovery....It is simply a different way of seeing',,For we are old souls,, We seem to know our way to each other without knowing,,Though many women have walked through your doors,still It was me you slayed the dragons for,,And me that has died from a broken heart, when it was your turn to depart before me.. We have been through all the mistakes and sorrows of a 40 lifetimes, and yet we stil

Life
Well lets see. Life is what it is no better or worse then it has been. I am really loving my job over at Denny's I make good money in tips. Normaly this is a work day for me and is a major tips day but I got really ill and had to go to the hospital, turns out I have a stomach Flu *YAY* NOT!!! Been Sleeping most of the day away partly due to feeling ill, and partly out of PURE unadulterated boardum. No ones been around to talk to or to hang with. I have looked for images, and trolled the net for info related to my mental disorders, and weight watchers. Considering going to one of the weight watchers meetings to see what they are all about but we will see if I actually do it. not much else to say life has basicaly been dull not sure if that is good or bad. LOL as there is usually and lull before the storm.

Foolish Girl
Foolish Girl Thinking about something beautiful she had and lost. . . because she's a foolish girl. Thinking about what was real and now only a dream . . . because she's a foolish girl. Thinking about the Master she's lost and a slave alone . . . because she's a foolish girl. Ten Thousand reasons You should have turned Your back on her, but have been there all along . . . THE FOOLISH GIRL. Written For: Master Cageen by: dayna

My Little Epiphany
< font color="hotpink" size="1">Have you ever wanted to just get up leaveing everything and go,move to another state where nobody knows you? i think there comes a time when you just get plum sick and tired of being in the same depressing spot in your life, and you feel kinda stuck, well i aint stuck, i got nothing to look forward to here and i can leave this life guilt free, fuck cutting and other things of the sort, thats for pussys, eeh anyways, anybody have any advice as to where i should go? because im pretty damn fuckin ready to do something!,before i lose my mind anymore that its allready been lost! if that makes any sense lmao

Hello, It's Me
Hello, It's Me by Todd Rungren Hello, it's me I've thought about us for a long, long time Maybe I think too much but something's wrong There's something here that doesn't last too long Maybe I shouldn't think of you as mine Seeing you Or seeing anything as much as I do you I take for granted that you're always there I take for granted that you just don't care Sometimes I can't help seeing all the way through It's important to me That you know you are free 'Cause I never want to make you change for me Think of me You know that I'd be with you if I could I'll come around to see you once in a while Or if I ever need a reason to smile And spend the night if you think I should It's important to me That you know you are free 'Cause I never want to make you change for me Think of me You know that I'd be with you if I could I'll come around to see you once in a while Or if I ever need a reason to smile And spend the night if you think I should Think of

Not A Bad Weekend
Yesterday I was laid up all day. I think it's because I took the Percocet and then laid back down. After that I was really sluggish and just blah all day. I hated it. But I'm ok today whcih is cool because the weather was gorgeous. I djed this morning. It was ok. It's losing its luster, ya know? Maybe it's because I'm on so much. I feel like a slave to the station sometimes. Nothing really exciting happened. I like it that way..lol. Some people like excitement. Not me. Been there done that. It's nice just to sit back and chill, too. I was thinking about relationships. It's funny how some people just aren't "happy" unless they're in a relationship. Then, they bitch and whine and complain the whole time. Why is that? I'm happy just being alone. I've gotten to the point that I really don't give a shit if I ever "find a man." I'm not sure what I want anyway. Ok, that's a lie. I KNOW what I want but I'm not so convinced he's out there. Maybe I'm just too old for the bullshit. I

What's Your Love Style?
Your Love Style is Storge For you, love and friendship are almost the same thing And your love tends to be the enduring, long lasting kind (You've been known to still have connections with exes) But sometimes your love is not the most passionate Leap before you look, and you'll find that fire you crave What's Your Love Style?

Mr. Davis
We went immediately to see Mr. Davis. The door to his office was slightly ajar. We heard some noises coming from inside. We peaked in the door and found Mr. Davis stroking his cock. Melanie giggled quietly and it startled Mr. Davis. I knocked on the door and said "Mr. Davis? Principal Sternn sent us here to apologize to you. may we come in?" Mr. Davis came to the door and smiled when he had seen us together. We apologized to him for being disrespectful of him and told him that we'd never do that again. He told us that we were a couple of dick teasers and needed to treat men with more respect. We told him that Principal Sternn said that we should inquire about any work that needed to be done in the drama department. He informed us to meet with him at the doors of the auditorium after dinner. He said he had some work for us to do. We went to our room and got cleaned up. Since we're allowed to wear normal street clothes when the dinner hour is over. We decided that we'd

Customer Service
customer service - some chick on the east coast, usa I am working the counter when you walk in the door. I have been working at Victoria Secrets for several months and I have seen a lot of things during my time here. However, I have not seen anyone that looks like you. I hurry up and finish with my paying customer and wander over to you. I ask if there is something I can help you with. You tell me that you are interested in a matching bra and thong for someone special, but you are not sure of the size. I start by asking you what color you would like you items in. You say that you are open to the color. I escort you to the fitting room to take your measurements. As I wrap my arms around you to get your bust size, you put your arms around my waist and tell me you were attracted to me from the first moment you walked into the store. I respond with a blush. You lift your arms and raise your breasts to eye level. I take the measurements and with a stutter state that I will be back wi

My Friends Are Sexcier Than Any Others Friends
THANK YOU GUYS FOR BEING MY FREINDS EXPECIALLY THE ONES WHO TALK TO ME YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE PHAT AZZ WHITE GAL, ASH, JADED LOLITA STONER AND EVERYBODY ELSE WHO TALK TO ME ON THE DAILY

Quote Of The Week #3
There are a lot of things to think about, but nothing to worry about..... Seen this on Extreme Home Makeover. The father had cancer and passed away much earlier than his 6 month time limit they gave him, and he used to say this. I thought it was pretty good!

Strange Colors Are All Around
Strange colors are all around the patterns make no sense who would think that bronze and green would create a beautiful sun or cream and red come togther to make a lovely tree I see blue and orange here they make a warm blanket togther yellow and silver are over here they make up a vast night sky how strange it seems that these things are made here where I need them most a whole world of colors come togther they create my resting place where I come when the real world stark and cold gets me down I come here to recover myself and prepare to start again in a world I do not enjoy this place is dark and still yet there I must always return until once again I am depleated then I can return to this land of dreams where strange colors are all around.

Is There A Meaning To It All?
Yea there is...LOL. i found the one soul That Means more to me then anything, yet i have hurt that one So many times it's become useless to Try to Make it up to her. THIS SOUL is my Soul Mate. Although we are 3800 miles apart i think of her 24/7 and wonder, will destiny bring her back or is my life to Move Forward with the new slave that has entered my life and given herself to me for whatever my Furture holds.It sounds like a Mess but my heart belongs to a simple scarletts_song that i can't ever let go. it's not about an attraction of the Body but of the Spiritual inner beauty that has me so Caught up in her. She is like no other woman i have ever known....yet she has a secret she wishes not to allow all to see...even me. She is a Goddess to me and when i look in those emerald Eyes....it's Like i'm hypnotized!! Now, i Must move on to a Future without that one. although my heart will remember her for eternity, i must be fair to those that cherish me and Want to travel with me

For All Of My Fellow Sagittarians
Sagittarians have a positive outlook on life, are full of enterprise, energy, versatility, adventurousness and eagerness to extend experience beyond the physically familiar. They enjoy travelling and exploration, the more so because their minds are constantly open to new dimensions of thought. They are basically ambitious and optimistic, and continue to be so even when their hopes are dashed. Their strongly idealistic natures can also suffer many disappointments without being affected. They are honorable, honest, trustworthy, truthful, generous and sincere, with a passion for justice. They are usually on the side of the underdog in society they will fight for any cause they believe to be just, and are prepared to be rebellious. They balance loyalty with independence. Sagittarians are usually modest and are often religious, with a strong sense of morality, though they tend to overemphasize the ethical codes they follow and worship beliefs about God rather than God Himself. This means

Lonely Already...
Less than a week and my husband will be gone for several months to San Diego for work. I can't even really say how long it'll be. Could be June, could be October. It's been pretty rough. I was not this upset last time. Perhaps it's because I truly know now how hard it can be. Or maybe it is because we are at a better place in our relationship. Last time when he left, things were feeling a bit stale and distant. Since then, things have rekindled greatly. I'm just going to miss him so much! And while he's gone, I will not likely have any opportunity to go out since I don't really have anyone to watch the kid so I'll be pretty much celibate while he already has dates lined up for while he's down there. *sigh* It just doesn't seem fair. On the up side, I have a feeling all that pent-up sexual energy and the many lonely nights will likely lead to much new material from me so I'll probably have all sorts of new stuff to share. :cP

Remembering You. . . Written February 14th 2007
I remember the smiles you gave me I remember how I felt my heart again I remember believing the love I remember the sin I remember all the nights i cried I remember the blood that fell I remember the lies that spread I remember secrets that I'll never tell I remember the pain i caused And the pain i received But one thing is still certain It is still you that I need....

What Kind Of Suducer Are You
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Dear Lover - Written January 6th 2007
This is something I rarely do To admit i was wrong But what I am about to say is true I am still in love And the object is your face I just wish i could fix it Go back to that place Where we were together We were free We were the perfect couple There ever would be But I know it's over That time is now done Seems now everytime you see me You run Or perhaps i do Because i am determined If it takes a life time i will make this up to you If it means me out of the picture Out of your life Then it will be done I'm no stranger to a knife

Give Me Your Hand - Written January 5th 2007
You say you want to die There's no reason to live I didnt know you were so pathetic Life isnt something you just give Like some kind of old hand me down Dirty and covered in dust Face facts kid Living is a must Yes times are hard I've had my fair share too Suffering will happen But how you over come it is what makes you, you I know you very well Better than you'd like to admit It's not like you to hide Fall so easily in a pit If you want to be a hypocrite If you want to be a lie Then go ahead do it Let it be by your hand that you die No one is perfect No one ever was Do you think your the only one that hurts? News flash everyone does You may not trust me This i understand But I can help you through this If you just give me your hand

Srry To All
I just wanted to say srry to all my friends on cherrytap. I have not been on that much cuz I have been working alot and I also have been in the hospital for a few days I had an ovarian cyst rupture and was in ICU for awhile. It was very painful. I just came home today and still alittle sore. Anyway just wanted to say srry to all my friends and let them know that I have not forgot about u.

Enough Already God, Just Hit Me With A Lighning Bolt And Quit Torturing Me!
My life is just too damn stressful at the moment. Nothing, and I mean nothing is going right. My job is in danger of not existing next month. I am down to 100 bucks for the next couple of weeks due to my ex not giving me my daughter as a deduction as she said she would. Course she delayed giving me my daughters social security number, then sprung that on me with no time to fight it in court before the damn taxes are due (I am self employed, so my taxes are high). My divorce mediation was a miserable failure, as she wanted all the property and none of the debt. You'd almost think I had asked for the damn thing, or that I cheated on her. She was the one who filed and moved her new man in! God I hope I get a fair judge, I am tired of living on tv dinners and Ramen. My love life is going absolutely nowhere. I have plenty of female friends, but that is all they see me as. I could go back to my last girl friend, she PM's me daily, but that was just about sex. Her suicidal

What Kind Of Seducer Are You ?
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

The Stranger In The Mist
Amy and Michelle were the best of friends. They met five years ago at the law firm where they are both legal secretaries. They decided they wanted to have some fun and went to the local dance club. Amy wore a red loose-fitting short skirt with a black mesh shirt and lacy black bra. Her shoes were your basic black pumps and her nails matched her little red skirt. Michelle wore a short, baby blue dress that would raise up when she spun around on the dance floor and gave anyone, lucky enough to look at the right time, a little peek of her ample backside. They both did their share of flirting and slamming down tequila shots. Michelle had not eaten much all day so the tequila was having more effect on her than Amy. Around midnight Michelle decided she was tired and not feeling good so she called a cab and went home. Not long after she left, a tall handsome guy approached Amy. As he got closer Amy gave him the once over. Long brown hair, dark and soulful brown eyes, and no wedding

A Sign?
if anyone knows me knows that i worry and stress way too much about bullshit..there really is nothing i have to complain about having said that i'm watching extreme home makeover and the family they are helping lost their father and husband 6 months after he was diagnosed with cancer words he lived by lots to think about nothing to worry about. heh i'm adopting that motto random: anyone reading The Secret right now?

Disappointment
I slept well, though how - I don't know, My body feels alive, my heart is heavy, The enormity of my actions has hit me, Like a weight bearing down, Pushing me, crushing me, Extinguishing the high I had been feeling. How could I let You down? As I sit thinking about your eyes, So kind and gentle, But now filled with disappointment, My stomach lurches, I can't speak, think even, I close my eyes, As I feel the heat of my tears. My eyes still closed, My shoulders slumped, Subdued, My breasts ache, I breathe slowly, But each breath seems to catch in my throat. Your arms around me, The comfort I seek, Denied to me by the miles between us. Do I deserve Your love? The answer is no, But I know that it remains, That surety engulfs me now, And a warmth begins to return. I can almost hear my heart, Feel its rhythm within, How different things could be, I long to bask in Your love, Your acceptance, Your approval. Test me, try me, Push me to my limits, I'm o

Baby Drama.......
So my daughter and I had a birthday party to attend today,but instead fo going I let her mother take her.Normally this wouldnt be a problem right,WRONG!Her mother took her there,ate then left her and went somewhere else.Now the party was important because it was a close friends daughters party.If I would have known this was gonna happen,I would've went.My daughter hasnt seen her mother for longer than 4 hours in over 2 weeks.She always has something more important to do.What could make a MOTHER act like this towards their child?How could something else become so much more important?How as a Father do I explain her mothers actions to her?Hopefully she will change her ways before our daughter realizes that she doesnt care.So for everyone out there that matters,I wont be around as often and this is the reason why.Ill be busy being a father.When i am around please say HI because i will miss you.

Poetry Post **trigger**
This Post will contain Several poems relating to Self harm, Cutting, Suicide, and mental disorders of several types. Please be aware it may be highly triggering to those not in a healthy state of mind ~*~*~**~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~* *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ A Cutters Words ** Darkness surrounds me; pain is all I feel Like I'm drowning in this air I breath is any of it real Emotions overcome me; I cut but don't feel the pain The storm of my life; my tears are the rain People all around me; hurrying to pass me by While I'm stuck in this moment slowly waiting to die The one's I love seem to always go away It's just not fair why do they leave and I stay Life's full of joy and happiness or so they say No one ever want's to talk about the corruption and the pain If the world is so perfect then why do I want to leave If everything is expected then why do I cover my arms with sleeves Does it scare you to see the marks of my fears When y

If You Don't Like My Pic Please Don't Rate Me. Cause I'm Only Here To Make Friends
if you rate me low then please don't rate me. please don't even send a message either. the only people who can rate me are the people who rate me between 7 thru 10. if you rate me low then skip my profile. sorry if i sound like an ass but i don't need people bringing me down. you have to get to know me and please don't judge me. i don't like being judge at all. that makes you a worse person ever especially when you don't even know me or my friends.

Taking Tina
Tina was and still is a close friend of my ex-wife. She was always around before and after we got married. She was to my mind an attractive woman. She had hair that was dyed an interesting reddish-brown hue, brown eyes, large round 36C breasts, nice wide hips and a very spankable ass. I had never said anything about my attraction to her, to Chris (my ex-wife or for that matter to Tina, figuring that discretion was the better part of valor or some such shit. LOL. I would come to find out that Tina’s affection for Chris and I was more than just platonic. Tina was very prone back then to getting what I like to call the “drunken guilties”, and confessed to me one night while Chris was out of earshot in the bathroom that the two of them had been having sex. I was a little surprised by this but not at all upset. When I queried Chris about it later, she readily admitted to it. She also told me that I should feel free to in her words “feel free to sample Tina’s Goodies”. I have to admit t

Hypocrosy
Please tell me if I havent spelled hypocrosy right! Theres something I've noticed that has me just laughing at the hypocrosy of it all. For starters, yes I smoke weed. I'm I guess a professional woman, I work hard , I'm a good person, I volunteer , I have friends..etc...For many years I didnt. I'd say from 19-36 I didnt touch nary a roach, but then met up with a friend of mine who did . And I decided, "why the heck not?" I have begun to notice some things,mostly at work. People think its hilarious when someone tells their little tale about going home and putting away a whole bottle of vodka. Or they think its hilarious when someone tells a little story about getting so drunk they have to crawl around on the floor,they cant even walk. Or they think its great fun to wake up somewhere, anywhere,and not even know where you are!! I listen to stupid stuff like that all the time. Yet when I say I would rather smoke pot, I get horrified looks. I'm called a pothead, a druggie...or even

Believe This
Fresh out the Oven i,am a cool young brother that loves to party whenever i get a chance. Music like club,disco,jazz and gospel with a little neo-soul is what i dance to. i love to meet people that is outgoing, funny and down to earth. Communication is the key to understanding each others faith and growth. Reese Hudson

Needed Help!
You know for the past (4) Four days, yes (4) days now I have been asking around for some pretty simple information come to find out... All I was trying to figure out is where to get and how to send the fancy stuff everyone is sending in user messages... Now I wish to give a BIG Thank you to Deb for bringing me to CherryTap and another BIG hand to Katie for helping me out BIG time today before I really stressed out over this... Some days I'm a little slow here but I'm not totally stupid, more like overly educated would be it and suffering form information over load... Just thought that I would give thanks where they were deserved here is all, so carry on everyone and have an awesome rest of the weekend... Think I'm going to dig my cam out here, must be time for fresh pictures "wink"... .¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸. ºÔº ºÖº.¸¸.Sweet Package.¸¸. ºÔº ºÖº.¸¸. ºÖº.¸¸.

Is It True
life i realize "you have to live your life" until u drop,enjoying every minute. Dancin & Prancin is what i like doin in the clubs kickin it with all of my friends. But seriously besides the fun, there is work involved in progressing to the level of success achieving your goals.

Resume Stuff
Man.. I'm tired now.. lol I finally finished doing my buddy's resume' from scratch. His old one was kinda sucky.. IT did get him a job. go me! hehe I had to translate it from French to English. Then adjust all the grammer and spell check it. This time. I did a new style resume' and (I must say.. I do rock!) hahaha I LOOKED .. online and saw a template that looked nice so .. I made it look a bit better. Now .. I had to look at it .. visualize it and then type his out from scratch using various fonts and stuff. It took me an hour, I'm a perfectionist! hahaha But , The end result look sweeeeeeeeeeeet! I'm not gonna charge him until he gets another job from it. then it won't be that much. haha That reminds me I need to redo mine as well.. I need to assemble his dell pc too. Its too late in the day to do all that now though. I finally figured out what that bracket for the sata external drive was for! duh! and I figured out what

All Good Things Must Come To An End...
a whole Roasted Turkey breast sour cream mashed potatos stuffing corn on the cob asparagus sauted with garlic and shallots pan gravy breadsticks I just spent the better part of my afternoon making what could easily be considered a Thanksgiving meal...for 2 people. Two people who don't really even eat that much. Which got me to thinking..I really need to get this catering shit up and off the ground. It's pretty much the only thing i love to do I just have to motivate myself to really work on this Which also got me thinking...after tonight..i'm done drinking. till friday night *smirks* lol No more drinking during the week..i can't keep doing that and actually concentrate and get my shit together let's see if i can pull either off. btw dinner was deeeeeeeliscious ^_^

The Truth Is Out!!!
if you havent checked out my recent pics, please do. some of you have asked why i stick my tongue out so much. well the answer is simple. its for practice! i figure the more i do it the longer i can do it for, and the stronger my muscles will be. i love it lol. mmm im hungry. any volunteers?

Hey Cherries
can you please help me out my friend just joined and needs sum points...i will return the love and so will he thanks alot :) hope this works my first blod LMAO i probably srewed it up so if i did im sorry....:( reallyacowboy@ CherryTAP Thank alot Cherries love ya's ~Amy~

Do What In A What Now?
I just got a call from a guitarist who I've jammed with a couple of times and he offered me a gig playing lead in the country band that recently offered him a gig playing rhythm. On one hand, even though I can handle lead, I much prefer playing bass or rhythm and country is the one genre of music that I don't really care for (except for Johnny Cash and some Willie Nelson). On the other hand, when they offered him the gig, he said that they're really good and that they have a showcase coming up (a showcase is when you have record company reps in the audience). Ultimately, I turned it down, but not without a few second thoughts. I just can't believe that I was just offered a gig playing lead in a country band. LOL

Party Time!!
I am so excited tonight is one of my best friend's birthdays. So if you need me you can try my cell but 9 out of 10 chances I am going to be too fucked up to figure out what that strange ringing sound is LOL. I hope you all have had a great weekend. I sure as hell know that I did! Loves it!!

Poem
i just got this on my comment it made me cry I've dreamed many dreams that never came true, I've seen them vanish at dawn, But I've realized enough of my dreams thank the Lord, To make me want to dream on. I've prayed many prayers when no answer came, Though I've waited patient and long, But answers have come to enough of my prayers, To make me keep praying on. I've trusted many a friend that failed, And left me to weep alone, But I've found enough of my friends that are really true, That will make me keep trusting on. I've sown many seeds that have fallen by the way, For the birds to feed upon, But I've held enough golden sheaves in my hand, To make me keep sowing on. I've drunk from the cup of disappointment and pain, I've gone many days without song, But I've sipped enough nectar from the Roses of Life, To make me keep living on!

Gina, My First Affair With A Much Older Woman Pt.2
It had been 2 days since our encounter in the front seat of her truck and I hadn’t heard word one from Gina about my joining her at her house Saturday evening as I promised. My mom was still in the hospital and it was looking like she would be there for several more days to come so I was hoping that something would come of the Gina thing. I was lying on the bed in my room leafing through a porno magazine and stroking my cock when there was a knock at the door. I jumped up and put on my shorts and a t-shirt and headed for the door. I remember thinking that this had to be my boy Eddie and that it would be good to smoke a fatty. Wrong answer. I almost jumped when I opened the door. There was Gina in a nice pair of tight jeans an almost see through top with no bra so I could see here dark nipples hard from the cold poking through. “Oh hey, this is a pleasant surprise. Come on in.”, I greeted her. She stepped in and closed the door behind her. “Have a seat.” I said, motioning to the cou

Things That I Have Been Thinking
For once today I have decided to just stay in bed as long as I possibly could. Ok, that was until my husband woke me up when he got home (my guess was around 10:30 this morning.) from work, and before you ask WHY I was still in bed at that time, I didn't go to bed until probably close to three this morning. I normally don't fall asleep as easy as my husband does, and I have always had this going on, so don't think anything. Just ask my parents. I am more of a night owl my dad says. But leave it to my husband to fall asleep sitting on the couch watching t.v. . But after my husband let me know he was home, he went back into the living room and I knew it was cold outside since my arms got cold so I was back under the covers with the electric blanket on. Then my cell phone rang and it was my best friend Bill, calling. So I stayed on the phone with him for a couple of minutes since he was on the way to his mom's. Who would have guessed he would call again an hour later. :) I will add mo

Weekend
Since my gf is visiting her mom this weekend, Ben came up for a visit and take care of me. Basically unwrap, clean, and rewrap my hands. I let him drink, but he earned it by taking stuff off the walls for me. We went to Madison yesterday. Took some pics of the skyline... http://i139.photobucket.com/albums/q306/the_omnipotent_one/P1010906.jpg http://i139.photobucket.com/albums/q306/the_omnipotent_one/skyline.jpg ...as well as the capital. http://i139.photobucket.com/albums/q306/the_omnipotent_one/P1010920.jpg Even took some nature pics. http://i139.photobucket.com/albums/q306/the_omnipotent_one/P1010903.jpg And I bought a mirror. http://i139.photobucket.com/albums/q306/the_omnipotent_one/mirror.jpg And something for my gf's birthday. http://www.kay.com/images/products/1324/132441407_MV_PD.jpg The girl who bagged my mirror, offered to double wrap it. She was very cute, so I had to let her

Family
FAMILY Three sisters, ages 92, 94 and 96, live in a house together. One night the 96-year-old draws a bath. She puts her foot in and pauses. She yells to the other sisters, "Was I getting in or out of the bath?" The 94-year-old yells back, "I don't know. I'll come up and see." She starts up the stairs and pauses "Was I going up the stairs or down?" The 92-year-old is sitting at the kitchen table having tea listening to her sisters. She shakes her head and says, "I sure hope I never get that forgetful, knock on wood." She then yells, "I'll come up and help both of you as soon as I see who's at the door."

I Was In A Tornado Yesterday!
I had an experience yesterday that was amazing, scary, and truly one in a billion for the San Francisco Bay area. I was in the middle of an actual tornado. I don’t mean high winds or a big dust devil - a true tornado. Yep, in Gilroy, California, thirty miles South of San Jose, and I’m one of only four people who were hit by it. I was in a rented camper trailer with my son and two others. We were providing volunteer radio communications for a large 100-mile bicycling event. A small tornado touched down on top of us, went a few hundred feet, and then apparently dissipated. It destroyed the awning on our trailer and ripped apart a nearby tree. A witness not far away said he saw the funnel cloud. Right now I’m trying to imagine taking the trailer back tomorrow and telling them it was “tornado damage”! Yeah, right! It had rained earlier in the day, but at the time it was warm, humid, lightly overcast and absolutely still and serene with not a trace of wind. Then I noticed ou

Who Profits From Drugs?
Here is a video that shows what the War on Drugs is really about. The first couple of minutes are in Dutch, but the rest is English. Check it out at: http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=864268000924014458&hl=en

Rough Sex Facts!
Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Different Posi

The Contest
Queen drinking victory celebrating lust with humble drone Stud standing silent erect and ready to be her throne legs laced with silk straddle torso Her saddle more so transforming breathing being into mounted horse moans and sighs insync with the string in her thighs passion`s puppet Her loyal love Prostrate and naked For her pleasure And royal thrusts Bed sheet become country side Gentle fingers become riding crops Her name now A bit in his mouth As he strains Not to scream out loud Gentle touches Shape shift Into desprate clutches "stay still" as Mass choir bed springs Harmonize With her silent strides His eyes crumbling Under the pressure Her gentle smile Camalflaging the selfish temptress Racing release As He stiffens Her suttle grin His puddled will Dripping upside down Inside her ‘ As he struggles still Backs arching Power dwindling Body aching and broken Queen giggling Unscathed Her composure unescaped Resting her

Guys! Take Note!
: boys take note;; WHEN I RUN AWAY FROM YOU - CHASE ME WHEN I POUT MY LIPS - KISS ME WHEN I KICK & PUNCH (when we argue) - HOLD ME TIGHT WHEN I CALL YOU A LOSER - JUST KNOW THAT YOUR MY LOSER WHEN I IGNORE YOU - I WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTION WHEN I PULL AWAY - GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO. WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST - TELL ME IM BEAUTIFUL WHEN I SCREAM AT YOU - TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND MEAN IT WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKING -SNEAK UP BEHIND ME GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND GIVE ME A KISS TAKE NOTES BOYS................ IF I DONT CALL YOU - IM WANTING YOU TO CALL ME *THIS IS LIKE 99.9% TRUE!!!* WHEN IM SCARED -HOLD ME AND TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OK BECAUSE I AM WITH YOU WHEN I LOOK LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER - KISS ME AND TELL ME NOT TO WORRY WHILE I HOLD YOUR HANDS - PLAY WITH MY FINGERS WHEN IM CRYING -SAY EVERYTHINGS GOING TO BE OK AND THEN KISS ME LEAVE Her CUTE TEXT MESSAGES

19 Ways To Win A Girls Heart
19 ways to win a girls heart: 1. Hugs from behind. 2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other(don't make her grab yours). 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. 4. Cuddle with her. 5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING. 6. Write little notes. 7. Compliment her Honestly. 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. 9. Be super sweet to her. 10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. 11. Comfort her when she cries. 12.Wipe away her tears 13. Love her with all your heart. 14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it). 15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her). 16. Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her! & DONT ever act diff in front of ur friends than u r when its just u and her!!!! 17. Take her for a long walk at night! 18. Always bring a blanket where ever you go outside when its cold to comfort her and hold her close 19. NEVER LIE TO HE

Imagine Me
Mesmorized by the way youve memorized my hearts desires reciting my obsessions like your personal alphabet you make my letters your pets kept on short leashes of speech making me drift on the cliff thinking if one of those words was me wondering how you would pronounce me how your lips get on top of me how you would slide me in between your defintion and let me slip in and out of meaning would you use me violently?? curse with me ?? cry with me ?? or would you create me soflty and whisper me from the wind you possess underneath?? You`ve got me wanting to be that secret you hide behind your teeth that keeps your mind on repeat I want to be that first phrase when you awake and that last sigh before you sleep I want to make you burn your dictionary so I can be the only word in your volcabulary make me that only languange you communicate in and begin to translate me imagine conjigating me your personal verb your private action the one word poem

Bitch!
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means that I am free to be the wonderful creature that I am, with all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. I am proud to be a bitch! It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated, and determined. I want what I want, and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to s

???
what the what is ladie like what the what is the differince between you and me what the what is the reason you want me or that i want you what the what makes a man not a boy what the what can i do?????????????????????????????????

Lol....i Suck....:p
haha ......i guess i need some comments if i even have a chance with this thing ..... it sounds needy (which i hate ) and whiny (oh man ...don't get me started :P) but please my friends,http://cherrytap.com/myimages.php?albumid=312107 cause some comment mayhem and let me know if i am beloved or not...thanks Shawna http://cherrytap.com/myimages.php?albumid=312107

Enthralled
You`ve turned my cell phone into a collar... You`ve turned my body into a cage... The rest of my life is just a long line waiting to see your face touch your hips taste your lips you`ve got me whipped beyond logic and I cant fight it my pleasure belongs to you I long for you to make me long for you put me in my proper place between your thighs the only time life feels right and the worse thing is you know it now you show it in how you walk how you talk how you pronounce your words like subliminal messages that melt in my mind and not on my flesh like chocolate shells that feed me only to make me more hungry yearning for you You`ve got my love locked in a zoo and daily you parade your girlfriends in front of the invisible cage you`ve created and show them how there men could be domesticaed you charge then hommage for admission then prod me into circus clown submission I try to speak in my defence but you`ve already tattoed my lips wit

You
You've given me a different view You've whispered in my ear that some lies eventualy comes true You've found a way of touching me without moving You paint butterflies on my belly button and tickle my torso with hidden feathers my back arches anticiapting your every word cause You've some how put a funnel to my lips my darkest secrets now spilling out of my mouth like warm milk which You bottle in silent bubblles and churn into apple butter spreading my lost dreams over Your body until You shine like fantasies were baby oil and my sole purpose in life was to massage You spoiled You got my stream of consciousness coiling around Your smile like Your snake i am charmed dancing to the silent music i see playing Your eyes dizzy from the experience sleepless from the expectation born again in the possibilities cradlling myself in the mere thought of You memorizing Your pictures so i can better carve Your image into the back of my eye lids light candles and inscen

Just Passing Time.
Well, here I sit just passing time on vacation in southern CA. Thus far I have to say the land scape has been beautifull, not to mention my company that is having me as their guest. Although I will be returning home soon which is something I am not looking very forward to.. But One must be at home to take care of various things on occasion. Things have gone well while I have been here, aside from the recent death in the family of my uncle, may he rest in peace.... I've been keeping such mornfull feelings at bay along with breaking down when thinking about things, which I know will eventually catch up to me. Just dreading when it does... Thankfully people here have been keeping me occupied and keeping my mind off of such things. Blessings to them. It's odd though I thought the other evening.. How someone you care about can so easily distract you from the bad points or events in life, to her and her family I owe a large thank you. Looking forward to seeing more of CA with the d

Storm Warning
A storm creeps in, closing the day Darkening skies, clouds of grey Thunder explodes as they collide Once driven by the fire of love Now burning away, like incense Leaving the fragrance of memories Love is neglected Struck by lightning (or life?) Tears wash away with the rain Love is slowly forgotten Claws of monotony grasp tightly Shattering any remains of shelter Silence... Hardening of the soul Thunder once more Confusion... Screams for help... Cries of pain... ...or is that laughter I hear in the sounds of the rain? -Published [Copyright ©2007 Stormie]

Mark The World
In this world holds a place where I may leave a mark... When glances remain upon my face, and impressions are never dark. Where no one is judgmental, for I am only me... Accept me please, for what I am, and who I'll always be. Forgive me of my flaws, for perfect I am not... Admire all my qualities, you'll find I have a lot. Offer me respect, and trust I'll yield to you... Show me something that you know, I'll show you something new. Give me a chance to show you that the best is yet to be... The boundaries are ceaseless when you set your diff'rences free. A day may come when I will know, we'll no longer strife... A day when I will mark this world and maybe change your life. -Published [Copyright ©2007 Stormie]

Bedtime Story
Goddess sits motionless after day long monotonous Still hidden in Her corporate camaflage She sheds Her business attire like a false skin Desiring the more natural office of home Where She owns the private company of loyal drone Her lifestyle employee had been getting off much too easy These last few weeks, She thought As Her finger nails clasped at Her cordless phone Like a touch tone leech She dialed his combination Unlocking him out of the invisible cage Most people consider normal life She had ordered him to purchase the phone Specifically for Her use, and Her’s alone In fact, not even he was told the number All he knew was when and where to send the bill too And to answer that phone at all costs, with in two rings or else!!! He was to wear it at all times Even when he slept his “cell collar” She liked to call it painted purple, to always remind him of Her “Mistress Amethyst”, “the love of my life” he had it tattoed in cursive right below

Personality
Personality Split in two Which to choose Pick me, no me You're a dark side When I'm the light Why the confusion just pick a side I know your troble Then the other is dull How the mind screams out Want to choose such little time So flip a dime 50/50 I got the bad side But isn't that always the way I never seem to have a good day Time goes by but life's the same I still have nothing to claim Hours on end of timeless bends Lift a hand grab a pen Choose your side of split personality!

Photo Contest
I just wanted to thank each and everyone that posted comments on the picture I had in the contest.. without your help I would never have won it... I especially want to thank a couple friends that kept kicking me and the comments in the butt to keep trying to win it... Kaleak, No 55, Cuff Me and especially SouthernBelleKathy for not letting me to give up... even to when we were both leaving this morning her for her walk in the Race for a Cure and me to my car show Fords On Fourth... thank you all with big hugs and kisses... Wolfie

Behind Closed Eyes
Dream of awakening In the awakening of a dream Amidst a silent scream As I reach for reality Living in an existence That I did not exist in But within a clinched fist Was a life I had missed You could not see The need to just be- Longing to set free My aura of sanity Listen to my cries As my soul sighs And my emotion dies Behind closed eyes -Published [Copyright ©2007 Stormie]

Feelings
sometimes I wonder if im not being spiritually punished for being born because all my life ive had nothing but problems and they just seem to be getting worse. im not a bad person so why is this happening to me? the only good things in my life right now is my son and my friends here on cherry tap.

Truebeauty
Take my hand and look into my eyes,See all those words that have been spoken are true,Feel my touch in your hand,See in my eyes my touch is true,See my smile and look into my eyes,You will see the Truebeauty i see in you. writings of my feelings,not copied

This Is For Cc
(Sorry CC. Guess I'll make the first post in your blog) Ok more then one of you are prolly wondering what happened to CC. Well without going into huge details that aren't mine to tell-- He is in ICCU fighting for his life as I type this up.He's in crital condection & well he was hurt badly. In fact a surgery is going to have to happen as soon as he can survive going though it. All of in the household are worried beyond sick. If you wish to know more,feel free to contact any of us. We are all here on CT. Lady Mydnyte(myself),deamon lord,jessI with an I, Lord bathum,nytewolf & Gypsy. Also Mistress of wolves can be contacted. She's soon to be living with us as well. I will request here that if you know CC send all the positive vibes you can his way. He needs them.

An Image Of Me
i have an image of me sat, bent curled slightly; fetally with a book in my hand & a cat on my knee just one image of me ~a picture tells a thousand words~ i have an image of me walking somewhere in the country alone & lost, unkempt but free just one image of me ~but words can twist and lie~ i have an image of me dancing, dressed-up flamboyantly with my eyes closed i know others can see just one image of me ~& everyone sees different things~ i have an image of me chatting to strangers amicably being given another drink for free just one image of me ~though nobody knows why~ i have an image of me talking with friends confidentially hearing how they want their lives to be just one image of me ~so who can answer ‘who am i?!’?~

Friiday Niight
OK SO WE DiiDN'T END UP AY MARDii-GRAS.. WE ENDED UP AT THE PROV.. ((WHiiCH WAS KiiNDA WHACK)) BUT.. ii DEFiiNATELY HAD LiiKE THE BEST TiiME.. ii MEAN THE NiiGHT COULDN'T HAVE TURNED OUT ANY BETTER THAN iiT DiiD.. ii WAS WiiTH AN AWESOME GROUP OF FRiiENDS.. BUT ONE iiN PARTiiCULAR GOT THROWN OUT ((MY B/D)) SO ME && CHRiiSSY WENT TO GO FiiND HiiM AND HiiS FRiiEND, AND ENDED UP GiiViiNG HiiS FRiiENDS CAR KEYS TO OUR FRiiEND WHO WAS STiiLL iiN THE CLUB, AND THEN WE JUST LEFT AND THE 4 OF US WENT TO GO HANG OUT... iiT WAS MAD COOL.. WE HAD ALOT OF FUN.. WELL ii SUR DiiD.. WE CAME STROLLiiN iiN ABOUT 5AM.. LOL.. ii WAS SO DRUNK, AND ii DiiDN'T EVEN PAY FOR MOST OF MY DRiiNKS.. MY B/D DiiD.. BUT ANYWAYS.. ii'VE BEN KiiNDA UPSET AND DEPRESSED FOR THE REST OF THE WEEKEND.. ii WENT OUT AGAiN LAST NiiGHT TO MiiCKEY DOYLES iiN FALL RiiVER. iiT WAS ALRiiGHT.. ii REALLY HAD ALOT ON MY MiiND, SO ii JUST DRANK AND KEPT TO MYSELF.. iiT WAS COOL THOUGH.. iiDK.. ii JUST WANTED TO BE HOME WiiTH MY SON..

The Responsibilities And Duties Of A Dom, By Les Is More (m)
The RESPONSIBILITIES and DUTIES of a DOM Being Dominant/submissive is a state of mind. It is not a sex act, it is not a game, and it is not a role. It is a state of being and is totally asexual (neither male nor female) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- First and foremost, a Dominant is always a Gentleman or Lady. There is no excuse for being impolite or rude to others. Save this for the submissive that needs and requires this of their Dominant. Second, a Dominant must always be in control. Drugs, even alcohol, are mind and body controlling agents. They affect relationships and most importantly can affect a scene, therefore taking away the control the Dominant MUST have. Third, a Dominant is always honest. To lie is to show you cannot be trusted and a submissive must be able to trust you to respect you. Every submissive knows that not every Dominant is super experienced and will respect you much more if you tell the tru

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Gina, My First Affair With A Much Older Woman Pt. 1
Gina was my first much older woman and damn she was an education and a half. Ok, now when I say much older I was probably 17 at the time and she was 34. Yeah I thought I’d died and gone to Heaven. So here’s the story. I met Gina at the restaurant where I had an after- school job washing dishes and doing prep work. She worked there as a waitress. I actually gave her very little notice the first time I met here beyond thinking that she was very hot. I mean what 17- year -old guy could resist a 5’9” tall women with long legs, a cute face, nice perky breast, bleached blonde hair, and a great ass. However, it would be several weeks before I would get anytime to get to know her as it was mid-summer and we were just off the hook business wise. Luckily for me, Summer would turn to fall and business would drop off so that we would all have time to talk and so forth during the course of the evening. When we finally got a chance to chat one very slow Monday night, I was pleasantly surpris

Omg My Hair!
Fucking christ she chopped WAY to much of my hair off it looks like shit! I need a camera or mine fixed so I can post what I`m talking about! Good thing hair grows back! ok im editing - heres the damn pic!

Short Story
A college class was told they had to write a short story in as a few words as possible. The instructions were: The short story had to contain the following three things: 1. Religion 2. Sexuality 3. Mystery Below is the only A+ short story in the intire class. "Good God, I am pregnant; I wonder who did it"

*sigh*
Alright people I have a serious Cali-Ache! I am Soooooo home sick it isn't even funny! I am absolutly misrable here! I came here to help my Mother in law cause her Husband was very ill. But now that he is no longer with us it is a nightmare around here! She is just so rude and hateful to me and my kids. She never misses a oppertunity to put us down or tell me what I am doing wrong! Her big thing is that I let my kids "Do whatever they want" Let me tell you, if that is the case I would be a hell of a lot less stressed out everyday. I just don't get it. I can understand that she is unhappy and that she is angry. But when she starts in on me and my kids I have to draw the line! There is no reason that she needs to say thins to us. I can not stand it cause I just bite my toung and say nothing at all... Yeah I know me. say nothing. Yeah that is right I have respect for my elders. and that is what is all boils down to. She has taken advantage of us in many diffrent ways and I

The Morning After Ii
THE SUN SHINED SO PERFECTLY AGAINST HER FACE THOUGHTS OF PASSION RUNNING IN PLACE BUT THERE IS NO HASTE I MEAN I CAN WAIT TO TASTE WHAT IS PURE PERFECTION THE MORNING AFTER.LUSTFULLY SPEAKING MY MIND IS RACING WONDERING WHAT SHE FEELS LIKE INSIDE HOPING THAT TONIGHT IS THE NITE DAMN CONTROL YOURSELF BRO,FIGHT OFF THE FEELINGS THAT'S MAKING YOU WANT TO PLAY WANTING TO HOLD HER IN THAT SPECIAL WAY CALM DOWN HOMIE IT'S OK, I'M TALKING TO MY MAN CAUSE HE'S GETTING ALL EXCITED AND SHIT,MY MAN BEING ANOTHER WORD FOR YOU KNOW WHAT MY DI... YA FEEL ME I THOUGHT YOU MIGHT, THINKING ABOUT HOW I WOULD MAKE LOVE NAW FUCK THAT, FUCK HER ALL NITE.WE FINALLY GET TO HER PLACE AND JUST AS I WAS ABOUT TO WALK AWAY SHE SAY'S WITH THE SEXIEST VOICE EVER HEARD DO YOU WANNA CUM IN, WHATTTTTT HELL YEA TO SAY NO WOULD BE ABSURD, BUT WHAT DID I DO STARTED ACTING LIKE A FUCKING NERD MY REPLY WAS NAW BABY GIRL I HAVE TO BE ON MY WAY HOPEFULLY I WILL TALK TO YOU LATER ON TODAY.GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE WHAT THE HE

Sunday Morning Sex
I will never hear church bells ringing again without smiling... Upon hearing that her elderly grandfather had just passed away, Katie went straight to her grandparent's house to visit her 95-year-old grandmother and comfort her. When she asked how her grandfather had died, her grandmother replied, He had a heart attack while we were making love on Sunday morning." Horrified, Katie told her grandmother that 2 people nearly 100 years old having sex would surely be asking for trouble. "Oh no, my dear," replied granny. "Many years ago , realizing our advanced age, we figured out the best time to do it was when the church bells would start to ring. It was just the right rhythm. Nice and slow and even... Nothing too strenuous, simply in on the Ding and out on the Dong." She paused to wipe away a tear, and continued, "He'd still be alive if the ice cream truck hadn't come along

Hmmmm......
Ya know, i have never figured men out sometimes, probably never will, but im a female and cant even figure some of them out...but what i really dont understand, why does a female want to stay or keep being involved with a guy who has lied to them, and cheated on them, and the proof is right there in their face? I really dont understand, ya know, i have been hurt, several times now, but i sure in the hell am not stupid enough to keep being involved and believin the man who hurt me, once u hurt me, im done, ok lesson learned, but i sure am not gonna go back for more, and i really dont understand how a female can keep going back, not once but twice with a guy who has not been honest with her from the beginning, and then she wants everyone to feel sorry for her when he does it again....Ya know, probably most of u reading this r men, so u really only have a mans opinion about this, im not looking for comments jus wanted to write something in a blog and figured this would b something good

Yep Went To See My Aunt Before She Pased Then Afther That Whole Lot More
yep well met my gf and i loved it just wished she could have stay even thought she isnt back here yet i miss my gf marsha yep ist sucks why is it when something is going well something bad has to follow it well afther the 2 weeks were up she had to go home i was pretty sad then when mom and dad said we were going to sc that maded me even more misabe sc not my favorite place to go or to live and personaly i would hate liveing their for me it would be point less to want to live their i hate the heat and family sucks not like their all that thrill or inresting anyway saw my aunt she look like she was on her way out sooner then i thought any ways other that afther the fight me and my dad got in to and my lovely and wonderful gf hearing it all yea i would say i went to the doctors and she said no more geting angry or geting upset or geting stressed out or i could end up incapastated so yep as you see am trying to be less angry so no more aguring for me thats if want to

A Survey...yes.
1.How old will you be in 10 months? 21 2. Do you think you'll be married by then? Could be ;-) 3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months? Going to basic 4. Who was the last person you called? Atarah 5. Who was the last person to call you? Jill 6. Do you prefer to call or text? Text 7. Do you have any pets? No. RIP Spike the fish. 8. What were you doing at 12am last night? Nodda 9. Are your parents married or divorced? Mom is remarried. 10. When is the last time you saw your mom? over a year. 12. How many states have you lived in? 3 13. How many cities/towns have you lived in? 9 14. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet? Shoes 15. Are you a social person? Somtimes 16. What was the last thing you ate? Subs 17. What is your favorite ice cream? new york super fudge chunk 18. What is your favorite dessert? Cheeeese cake 20. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich? Strawberry jam 21. Do y

Club F.a.r
If you are looking for new friends and fans join in te club. If you don't know how to add your self leave me a message on here and ill add you to the bulletins. ****ADDED NOTE***** WHEN SENDING OUT A FRIEND REQUEST TO A FELLOW FAMILY MEMBER IT'S A GOOD IDEA TO WRITE CLUB F.A.R. IN THE REQUEST MESSAGE . THESE ARE THE CLUB F.A.R. MEMBERS AS OF NOW, BUT WE KEEP GROWING. PLEASE FAN ADD AND RATE YOUR FELLOW MEMBERS, I KNOW IT'S A LOT TRUST ME, BUT IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE IN ONE DAY. I WILL TRY AND KEEP THIS UPDATED SO PLEASE SHOW YOUR FELLOW FAMILY MEMBERS SOME LOVE, I MEAN THAT IS WHAT OUR NAME STANDS FOR.. THANK YOU ALL FOR JOINING IT REALLY MEANS A LOT TO PETE AND MYSELF... WE ARE HAPPY TO HAVE ALL OF YOU... ONE LOVE PETE AND STEPH BORICUA GOD~DADDY@ CherryTAP Maniacal Bliss - Owner Of Club F.A.R.@ CherryTAP Wild Bill ~C.T.A.F. Squad 3 #5@ CherryTAP ~GrEeN-eYeD bRaT~i LuV mY SiCk JuGgAlO rYdA~@ CherryTAP ?•RideR

Penny For A Thought
Well, it's been a while since I actually sat down and just wrote. I've been going through alot of hard things in the last 6 months a smany of you may know. However, I feel it i snow time to express certain feelings that I have had bottled up for some time. I write these blogs fo r my own benefit/therapy as well as with the hopes that they may inspire the reader. We seem to become so trapped in our own little worlds and problems tha twe overlook the fact that many are going through similar ordeals. The path we traverse in this life is traveled by many. We are all here together trying desperately to forge ahead and carve an existance for ourselves. This being said, I must address the first issue I'd like to discuss. A misunderstanding of sorts. It would seem that many here think tht I am unapproachable. This is so far from the truth. No one is any better than anyone else. I will chat/talk to anyone. If you are on my friend's list then you are more than willing to talk to me anytime

Duties Of A Dom/me
Duties of a DOM (excerpt from The Responsibilities and Duties of a DOM, by LES IS MORE (m), copyright 1998) -It is the duty of a Dominant to control his/her emotions. To punish a submissive in anger or to lash out to anyone is abusive. -It is the duty of a Dominant to remember that submission is a gift. To misuse this gift is abusive. When the submissive is not free to take back the gift it is no longer a gift. -It is the duty of a Dominant to watch over and protect all submissives. This does not mean to protect them from finding some other Dominant and to keep them for oneself. -It is the duty of a Dominant to take only a submissive that will match him/her. A submissive that is not into whips should not belong to a Dominant that loves to whip submissives. -It is the Duty of a Dominant to take only the amount of submissives the DOM can properly handle, control, love, comfort and care for. Do not keep a submissive hanging, giving false hopes. Free and release t

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Kama Sutra
Kama Sutra lesson #121103 Oral Transformation "The Art of speaking to God" Goddess postured on throne my eager lips wet with prayer water She transforms my shoulders into Her foot stool while my hands worship Her waist my lips, swallowing Rain Clouds while my tounge stirs Heaven "Her overflowing love temple" this is "drinking the water of life" ((sucking hard for Mistress)) Goddess parts the sky and divides the moon from the sun with Her own hands holding back time from itself with dreams She tranasforms my tounge into Her arrow and paints it in the stars this is called "suspended flight" ((stirring for Mistress)) Coveting Her Sacred Ass on my knees, while She stands before me i beg with my lips and polish Her naval with my tounge She transforms me into Her serpent and i slither humbly to the archway of Her temple where i drown myself in worship "lapping Her love water" until i transcend to the other side this is called "snakes coffin" ((suc

Pizza
I couldn't eat any pizza for more than 4 months cause i was penniless. last friday, april the 13th i ate 1 slice of pepperoni and one slice of cheese. and saturday i ate 2 slices of pepperoni. i am starting to feel that i am in new york!

Bubble Of Protection Meditation
Here's a simple safety and protection meditation. This visualization can be used around people, pets, homes, cars, airplanes, and around anything you want to protect. After doing this a few times, you will not need the candles. You will be able to visualize the ball of white light at any time and any place. If you wish to protect a loved one and you have a photo of them, place it between the candles for the meditation. (Don't let it catch fire!) You may cast a circle if you like, but it is not necessary. Light white candles for protection. Begin the meditation: Sit down and get comfortable. Relax. Breathe slow and deep. Let all tension flow into the earth. Feel calm and peaceful. You are completely relaxed. Now visualize a beautiful white light all around you, like a bubble. It shimmers and sparkles. Now make it stronger, and then make it shine brighter. Make it grow until it fills the room you are in. Fill the bubble with love. Know that it will protect you where ever you go.

Spell For Protection In Snow
Spell for Protection in the Snow You will need: One peppercorn A pinch of salt Pinch of powdered ginger Pinch of powdered cloves A small pinch of red cotton cloth Place the peppercorn in you bowl saying and visualizing: I charge you with protection Place the salt in saying: I charge you with stability Place the cayenne pepper in saying: I charge you with warmth. Place the ginger in saying: I charge you with protection Place the cloves in saying: I charge you with protection. Mix the assembled spices and salt with your fingers, visualize yourself having a safe health, guarded time. Now transfer the hers to the center of the cloth squares. Fold in half and in half again and sew up the ends. Carry this with you. Make a new charm ever snowy season.

Spell For Poetic Inspiration
Perform on a Wednesday when the moon is waxing. Best if done when the moon is in Gemini, but it's not required. Light a purple candle. You can also burn some jasmine or rose incense if you wish. Say this incantation: "Oh Goddess Brigit, bright lady of the flame, blessed mother of the poets. Lend me such insight, wisdom, and divine inspiration that the words may flow to me and that I may may craft them beautifully so that they spin a tapestry of magic In the hearts of all who hear them. So mote it be!" Leave the candle to burn itself out. when it does, put it wherever you keep rituals remnants and give thanks to the Goddess for her gift.

Ritual For Peace
Design this ritual to suit your needs. Choose candle colors that represent the things you seek peace for (e.g., maybe green and brown for peace on earth). "From out of the dark and into the light A circular mark, a candle burns bright. I look towards the sky...my song do I sing. Spirits soar high and gifts do I bring. I offer my all! My mind, I then clear Harken my call! I feel you are near! Candle burns higher; my spirits set free! Hotter than fire, this magick will be! Let magick come 'round, from under the ground, To form with my sound and then, to be bound! Around me I feel the magick so real, Before you I kneel.. the spell I now seal! Let all hatred CEASE! And let there be PEACE! These words that I say, with magick AWAY! This spell that I send is now at an end. Let the magick I've laid, go forth and not fade! SO MOTE IT BE!"

Repeling Negativity
Repelling Negativity You'll need: * Mirror * Black candle * White candle * Incense Find a large mirror, one you can position so that you are able to sit before it. Burn a white and a black candle in front of the mirror and meditate there for awhile, focusing on purifying your energy. Repeat this each night, three nights in a row. Also try burning some cinnamon, frankincense, gardenia, or sandlewood incense. Once you are done each night, don't blow the candles out, snuff them out instead. After the third and final night, bury the wax remaining from the candles.

Best Kid Contest
~*~ Kid Contest!~*~ I'm doing a kid contest! Kids any age can join! 1st Kid Is...... with 1 comments 2nd Kid is...... with 1 comments 3rd Kid is...... with 1 comments 4th Kid is...... with 1 comments 5th Kid is...... with 1 comments 6th Kid is...... with 1 comments 7th Kid is...... with 1 comments 8th Kid is..... with 1 comments 9th Kid is..... with 1 comments 10th Kid is..... with 1 comments 11th Kid is...... with 1 comments 12th Kid is...... with 1 comments 13th Kid is......

Spell To Make Someone Leave You Alone
Spell to Make Someone Leave You Alone This is a variation on a popular spell used to stop someone from harming or bothering you. This must be performed during a waning moon. On a piece of parchment or recycled paper, write the name and birthdate of the person you are wishing "away". Now fill an air-tight container (like a baby food jar or tupperware container) with water. Add a pinch of one or more of these magical herbs: ash tree leaves, clover, lovage, lilac, garlic clove. Take the paper with the name on it and fold it three times. Tie a black string or thread around it and drop it in the water. Seal the container up and bury it in a safe spot in your garden, yard or flower box.. Once the person has left you alone or no longer poses a problem to you, open the container and empty it to the earth. Keep the container instead of leaving it to Mother Earth.

Da N Word. Is It Wrong Or Not.
NOTE: Be for u read dis if ur offended den step off and go cry to ur mommy. If u got da realest heart, gust, and everything else den speak ur mind on dis on here ok. U got da power to say wha u want to say. So don't write down wha u got to say, just let out and say it. So don't lie on here be real if u do lie on den i know ur fake. Black people around the country are on fire. It seems White folks are getting a little too comfortable using the N-Word. Even fellow Black folks are using the word to denigrate members of their own race in front of white people... a clear violation of the code. But do we really have the right to be angry? Or have we brought it on ourselves? The focus of this special takes a provocative look at one of the most notorious and controversial racial epithets in America and perhaps the world. We turn the mirror on ourselves as we deconstruct and examine the confusion surrounding the word. We have to ask ourselves, are we responsible? Has our repeated us

Healing Magic
This is a ritual for healing any problem. This is usually best performed on a waning moon, when it is almost new moon. You cannot perform this ritual on someone else without them being present. You can, however, guide the person who needs healing to do this ritual on their own. It is only effective if the person with the ailment performs it, so it is ideal to heal yourself. Your primary ritual tool will be an element. Choose one from the list that is most appropriate for whatever area of the body you will be healing: * Abdomen: Fire * Arms: Earth * Blood: Air * Bones: Earth * Chest: Air * Ears: Water * Eyes: Water * Feet: Earth * Genitalia: Fire * Hands: Earth * Heart: Fire * Legs: Earth * Lungs: Air * Mind: Fire * Nose: Air * Skin: Earth * Stomach: Water * Teeth: Earth * Throat: Air * Uterus: Water You should prepare for the ritual with a ritual bath. Once you are ready, you can go to your magical place and get ready. Your working area should be equipp

Shattered Dreams
Life is full of it's ups and downs and unforturnely my life is always down. Raly do I see the ups and then some force come in and knocks me back down. There is one man who there in this world who I love with all my heart and soul but it seems i cannot have him. Does he love another? I am not sure as he doesn't talk about that. I do not know what he feels on that and or even what he may feel for me other than friendship. I think of this man ;I shall call here after my Hero for he did save me from death, so much during the day that I forget where I am going and what I am doing. I wait his call just to hear his voice. His laughter fills me! I want to do something special to him just so he would know what an impact he has made on me. He has gotten me to smiling and feelign loved, howbeit thru friendship, he still loves me. I know i want more but I do not have the right ot ask more as he already gave his heart to another before I came along. I don't know if he is waiting on someth

To Heal A Friend Or Relative
To Heal a Friend or Relative You will need the following: * Purple paper * White yarn or string * A pair scissors * Fresh violets (whole, with stems) * Black pen * A purple candle * A small vase or holder (for flowers) This spell is for healing a friend or family member. It is best done when the moon is full, but you can do it whenever you feel it necessary. Light the candle and fill the small vase with water. Place the freshly cut violets in the little vase and say a chant, focusing on the well-being of the person and the healing of their ailment. Cut a heart out of the purple and write the name of the person on one side, and a short but heartfelt "Get Well!" message on the other side. Poke a small hole in the top right side of the heart and thread the white string through it, tie it, and attach it to the vase. Give the little vase of violets to the target person and await their recovery.

Healing Spell
To help hurry along a person's recovery from an illness, write their name on a human-shaped candle (based on gender). While anointing it with myrrh or mint oil, visualize healing energy in the form of white light, flowing from your fingers into the candle. Recite: "In the divine name of the Goddess who breathes life into us all I consecrate and charge this candle as a magickal tool for healing." Place the charged candle on top of a photograph of the sick person, and then light the wick. As the candle burns down, concentrate on the person, willing them to be healthy, and chant this incantation: "Magick mend and candle burn, sickness end; good health return."

Banish Bad Memories
Memory Rite This is a rite used to rid oneself of potentially damaging block, or denied memories- "The premise for this rite is that we all have blocked memories in ourselves, that we either won't, or can't face. They may include everything from being teased at school by our 'friends' to emotional, physical, or mental abuse by parents, loved ones, etc. The purpose of this rite is to draw these hidden memories up into a closed box, open it in a manner similar to the Pandora myth, and meet, greet, and make peace with the memories, as they can be very detrimental to one's ego growth if kept hidden. Instead of finding hope in our boxes though, we will find acceptance, and peace with oneself, and one's past. " This rite is good for anyone, even those who assume they have had perfect childhoods. You don't always realize the past is dragging you down until it is too late, and you would be amazed by what you can find out about yourself! You will need: Yellow candles Kamea of sol A

Love Spells And Enchantments
Love Candle Ritual You will need the following: 1 Figure Candle to represent the one you love Love oil 1 package of Love Incense On a Friday, as close to the New Moon as possible..... Anoint the figure candle with the Love Oil and place it on a table. If you have a picture of the one you love, place it on the table next to the candle.... Place your Incense Burner in froont of the Candle and the Picture. Put some of the oil on your temples, or rub some on your forehead ... Light the candle, look at the picture, and project your thoughts...Light the Incense and allow the smoke to come over you... If you want Him/Her to call, place some of the oil on the telephone... Burn the candle all the way, then wrap the remainder of the wax into a cloth and put in a safe place. This can be done as often as you wish, but should only be done up to the New Moon. Love Seal Ritual Inscribe a Love Seal to draw your lover to you on a Friday as the moon waxes, with your lovers name written

Make Good Fortune Last
Every Full Moon light a white (blessing) and a pink (happiness) and black candle in gratitude to the Fates. View the Moon before you light them, then say: The kind Fates have blessed my home, The kind Fates have blessed my heart, The kind Fates have blessed my loved ones, I offer thanks with a humble heart. I thank the Goddess for my life, I thank the Goddess for my love. I thank the Goddess for continued blessings already on their way. Blessed be. Also burn some high-quality incense, the best you have. Do this each month to make your good fortune last.

Make A Love Mojo
You will need some pink cloth made of soft flannel, satin, or silk (note that silk is difficult to work with). Cut 2 squares of the same size from the fabric and lay them on top of each other. Sew around three of the edges with red thread to make a little open bag. Turn it inside-out to hide the stitched edges. Fill the bag with as many of the following herbs and plants as you can acquire: basil, aster, catnip, almond, cinnamon, cinquefoil, rose, ginger, cloves. Place a small seashell (available at craft and hobby stores) inside and add a clip of your hair. (You can use pubic hair if it's for lust and sexual love only.) Tie the bag tightly shut or seal it by sewing it closed at the open end. Breathe in the scent of the herbs and while holding the love mojo bag in your projective hand (the one you write with, usually right), charge it with your energies. Focus on your desire for love and your willingness to follow through with an intimate relationship. You can meditate on what you

To Get Someone To Call You
Take a piece of parchment or fine quality writing paper and inscribe the name of the target. Write it in a circle twice, so the ends meet. As you do this, concentrate on the person's face and your desire that they call you. Then, while still concentrating, put a needle through the center of the circle created by the name. Place the charm by the phone. The call will come within 5 minutes, 5 hours, or 5 days, depending on how well the spell was cast and how much will power was used. This spell is wonderfully effective and practical!

Your Life Is Hard.....
Your life is hard. Your life is hard, simply because it is your own. No matter what you do or do not have to put up with, your life is hard. The degree of difficult varies from person to person, but even if you have never had a rough day in your life, your life is hard. Inevitably, someone will tell you that things could be worse. They could be, but that does not matter. Inevitably, you will say those very words to someone else, and they will be just as true. They still won’t matter. Sometimes you will say them in an attempt to comfort someone. Someone you will say them to someone because you think they are being a baby and their troubles pale in comparison to your own. Sometimes people will say them to you, and they will say them for all the same reasons. You will be right. They will be right. It won’t matter, because those words will not help. You may think that others have it easier than you do. They do. You may think that others have it harder than you do.

Spell To Communicate With Someone
Light a blue candle. Write a personal, positive, and meaningful letter to someone you desire to contact. Burn the letter in the candle flame (careful!). As it burns, visualize the person's face and the goal or message you want to send. Toss some thyme, yarrow, or cinnamon on the burned letter. Concentrate on what manner you hope to receive their response. Pick up the remains and scatter the ashes and herbs to the wind. (Also: Do NOT attempt to use this spell to communicate with the dead.)

Make Someone Dream Of You
Do you ever want to get an important message through to someone, but you just don't know how to do it? Here is what you do: 1. Determine precisely what it is you want them to hear, or perhaps feel. Write down your wish on a piece of paper in simple sentence form. 2. Make a dream pillow using a small square of fabric and a little batting. Throw in a pinch of lavender and rosemary. Put in the piece of paper last, then sew up the end. 3. Put the dream pillow on your altar. Do an altar devotion to center yourself, then create sacred space. Cast a circle and call the quarters if you like, but is isn't necessary. 4. Center yourself, then hold your hands over the dream pillow and say the following: Holy Mother, Goddess Divine, I stand before your sacred shrine. This person won't listen or hear My words tickle at deafened ear. Holy Mother, Goddess Divine, Send a dream, awaken the mind. Through his/her vision he/she lives The nightmare/passion/lesson he/she so freely gi

Spell To Dream Of The Future
Dream divination is the power to see the future and enhance clairvoyance through dreaming. To foresee an event in the future through a dream, try this powerful dream ritual. Decide what subject your prophetic/psychic dream will be about: * Does it involve you, or someone else? * What is the subject you need information on? (Money, love, etc.) * How far or near in the future do you wish to see? * Do you have a specific question to ask, or just a general topic? * How do you want the question answered- by a guide, symbols, emotions, etc.? Once you are sure you know what exactly the prophetic dream should be able, you can gather your items and prepare your working. Lay out a square of pale blue cloth. In the middle, places a mixture of ash leaves, bay leaves, cinquefoil, heliotrope, holly, jasmine flowers, marigold flowers, mimosa, mugwort, onion, and/or yarrow (however many you can find). Bring the corners towards the middle and tie it all together like a small bag with a st

Simple Wish Spell
You may use this only three times in between the new moons. While gazing at the moon, repeat the following: "Moon, moon, beautiful moon, brighter that any star, Goddess of light and love, Diana if it might be, pray bring fortune unto me". A sign that the spell worked would be coins doubling in the purse or pocket, or seeing a hare before dawn. Note: The spell won't work if done with evil intent.

Wish Ritual
Prepare: * A large bowl * A wooden spoon * A sifter or colander * As many of the following herbs as you can find: Cinnamon, basil, clover, ginger, marjoram, tea, catnip, jasmine, ginseng, lavender, pine, sage, cloves This is inherently a simple spell but you can make it into an all-out ritual. Best if done when the moon is waxing, unless you are wishing to get rid of a problem. (This is a lot of fun if you make the powder with a friend!) Place all the ingredients into the bowl. Stir and grind them with the spoon. Continue to grind and blend until everything is mixed into a coarse substance- there should be no large pieces. It should be grainy and almost powder-like. Dump the substance into the colander or sifter and gently shake it back and forth over another bowl. The finest powder will get through the sifter but the large pieces will not. What you should have when you are finished is at least a handful of herbal wish powder. Make sure you go out on a nice day to perf

Like A Rose..... (~* To: Carla *~)
Our love was like a rose, The outer beauty shined for all the world to see~ I loved you and you loved me. Then one day it began to storm, Revealing the inside of the dorm. We fell apart only to reveal, That our love isn't what we feel. The pedals lost their luster, and their shine... Hoping I will stay in your life and you in mine. I do still love you and always will... Just remember time never stands still. Written 4/15/07

Releasing Energy Towards A Goal
This is a form of magic which can be used for just about anything- thus making it a more advanced type of magic which should only be used by those who are comfortable with the ethics and are prepared to deal with the consequences in they misuse this technique. Sit in a comfortable position with your legs crossed and your arms extended outward. Your receptive hand (whichever hand you do not write with, usually the left) should be wide open, palm facing upward. Your projective hand (the hand you do write with, usually the right) should be in a fist. Close your eyes and imagine your goal. Now visualize a bright red fire surrounding your receptive (open) hand, feel the "warmth" of the energy. Imagine it flows up your arm and through your body into your projective hand (the closed hand). Continue letting energy flow from the red energy "flame". Once the impulse hits you, and you feel the time is right, thrust both arms to the right (or left if you are left handed) opening up your project

An Artists Inspiration Spell
Prepare: * Pen, pencil, or paintbrush depending on the art form. * Elmer's glue * Silver glitter * Almond, sage, or vanilla essential oil * A white candle This is a simple spell to bring you divine inspiration to write and create visual art. Anoint the candle with the essential oil you have chosen and using an athame or a small, sharp tool, inscribe the name "Brighid" (goddess of poetic inspiration), or if you prefer not to invoke a deity, simply inscribe your art form which you need inspired in. Light your candle and begin. Squeeze some glue onto a piece of scrap paper and dip the end (not the usable part) of your craft tool (pencil, paintbrush, or whatever) into it, covering about an inch's worth. Then roll the end in the glitter so that it is completely covered. As you do, focus on the inspiration you seek. Say your own blessing over the tool, then situate it so that it can dry without the glittered end getting smashed. The next day, make a few attempts at your art w

Anime Convention
I got to go to my first Anime Convention. It was in Nashville, and it was soooooo much fun! I bought my sister here birthday present, me a Trinity Blood lighter, and worked at the convention for three hours, which got me 3 free mangas! It was a great day!!!! I cant wait till next year! Its going to be so great! The only part I didnt like, was that I made new friends, but forget to get email addresses or phone numbers! T_T

To Get A Break In Dhow Business
To Get a Break in Show Business from The Modern Witch's Spellbook, by Sarah Lyddon Morrison. Find an old piece of amber with a fly in it (you can find such things at antique shops) and wear it to auditions. Chant over the amber first: "Fame come to me, change my luck for me." Imagine yourself on a stage or in a movie or doing whatever it is that will make you famous, and put powerful emotion behind it. A break should come along within a short period if you've done the spell correctly.

Confidence Spell
You will need the following: A lionhead charm (buy or make one) Yellow candle Essential oil of rose, orange, or hazel Buy, or make, a charm that resembles a lion's head. (It can be as simple as you want it to be as long as you know what it is.) Pass it three times through the flame of a yellow candle, meditating on your esteem and the respect you truly deserve. Then infuse the charm with your energy by anointing it with the oil. Wear it (on a chain or in your pocket, wherever!) on you, and when you see or touch it, you will feel your confidence build within you. I know it's hard to find a lion's head charm, and you may wonder what the easiest way would be to make one. I would suggest taking a flat, smooth stone, clean it off, and use either orange paint or a thin permanent orange marker to draw a simple lion head on it. This way it will be fire-proof, and you can keep it in your pocket.

Pin Up Girl Contest
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A True Beauty Spell
Prepare: * A dish full of earth (good soil, not dry, dusty dirt). * A yellow candle A full sized mirror * Olive, patchouli, jasmine, or cinnamon essential oil * A small flower pot * A flower or plant seed Anoint the candle with the essential oil you have chosen. Place it in the center of the dish of earth. Light it and sit down with it between you and a mirror. Look deeply into the mirror, concentrate on your reflection. Without being vain, consider the things you find most beautiful about yourself- not just physically but mentally. What is your inner beauty, what is your outer beauty? It's important that you never think of what you feel must be "changed", be as positive about the beauty that you have already. Perform this ritual 3 nights in a row. Once the entire candle has burnt down, remove the wax from the dish. Place the earth from the dish inside a small flower pot and plant a seed inside it. Water it and care for it so that it grows properly. You will soon fin

Be Successful
You will need: * A piece of white cardboard (large enough for you to sit on) * A blue pen The best time to cast this spell is on a monday night at seven o'clock. Begin by taking a bath or shower. After drying yourself thoroughly, remain undressed and go into a private room in your home where you will be undisturbed. Put the piece of cardboard on the floor and draw on it a large circle in a clockwise direction with the blue pen. Then stand within the circle, raise your arms into the air and take a few deep breaths. After you have done this, seat yourself in the center of the circle and repeat these words: "By the power of the number, By the power of Fortuna, All who sit within this circle shall prosper." Now write the numbers 7, 11, 9 on the cardboard (in a triangular fashion, not in a row) and finish off with these words: "The circle is cast, The magic will last -- So be it." Keep the circle in a safe place and sit in it whenever you have to make a decision (tha

Spell To Head For Success
You will need: * a green candle * a purple candle * a talisman with your religious symbol (pentacle, cross, star of David, etc) Place a green candle on one side of a room. Place a purple candle on the other side. Now, light the purple candle. (The lights should now be off or very dim.) With your religious talisman hanging from a chain or string (to be worn as a necklace) dangling from your right hand, pick up the purple (lit) candle with your right hand. Now walk in a STRAIGHT line across the room directly to the green candle. Using the purple one, light the green candle. Set down the candle so they sit next to each other. Chant, "I walk forth without doubt and fear, And success draws me near." Lay the necklace in front of it and meditate for awhile on the success you need. Let the candles burn themselves down, and wear the necklace whenever you wish success you follow you. When you walk through a door to job interviews, auditions, or anywhere you need success, imagine ho

Psychic Sight Spell
A spell to open the third eye (psychic sight) goes as follows. Fill a small purple bag (or a piece of cloth that you can wrap herbs in and tie up) with as many of the following herbs as you can: * mugwort * acacia * honeysuckle * peppermint * rosemary * thyme * yarrow * cloves * dandelion * lilac * lavender * calendula Gather the edges of the cloth and tie a string around it if you are using a cloth, or if you used a small purple bag, tie it shut. (Drawstring bags work best.) Using a dark violet marker, draw an eye on the front of the bag. Rub the bag on the third eye chakra (forehead) whenever performing divination or needing psychic sight, and sleep with it under your pillow every night.

300
Well this movie was made for those who appreciate good action. The story was excellent, the effects were outstanding, and the acting was impeccable. I loved the whole movie. It was entertaining from beginning to end. Visually, the movie was ... I don't even think I have a word to relay it appropriately. Beautiful comes to mind instantly. Truly well done. This movie needs to win a cinematic award. The cast was perfect. The directing was intense and well thought out. I loved how the cinematograhpy captured the comic book flare that added the charm and balance to this epic tale. Simply OUTSTANDING! I loved it. I highly urge everyone to see it. Two thumbs and all my toes up on this one. :)

Ecstasy
1. Ecstasy is the lightning that flashes whenever we get sufficiently close to being. 2. Like lightning, ecstasy is a flow of energy that cannot be long sustained, is dangerous, and is often accompanied by storms. 3. Again like lightning, however, ecstasy can be harnessed to create a more reliable, albeit feebler flow. The social instruments that harness ecstasy are art, religion, and marriage. 4. Even so, as we approach the nakedness of being, we feel a mingled terror, awe, and pleasure for which there is no substitute. The self falls away, leaving the soul naked before the nakedness of being, longing for fulfillment, for catastrophe, for death. 5. Such ecstasy can become addictive, resulting in obsessive self-destruction, as with those who seek ecstasy in repeated sex with strangers, or in serial love affairs, or in gambling or danger or drugs. 6. Experienced within a discipline, however, whether of meditation, prayer, creation, service, or love, ecstasy is the princip

Third Eye Ritual
Perform this ritual to improve psychic powers three days before the moon is full, and preferably when it is in either the astrological sign of Cancer, Pisces or Scorpio. Begin by brewing a strong magickal tea made from yarrow or mugwort (herbs that stimulate the psychic senses) and then light thirteen purple colored votive candles to help attract psychic influences. Drink the tea and then gaze fixedly into a magick mirror, black bowl full of water, crystal ball, or crystal pyramid as you chant thrice the following incantation: "I invoke thee, oh Asarial, Archangel of Neptune And ruler of clairvoyant powers. I ask thee now to open my third eye And show me the hidden light. Let me see the future. Let me see the past. Let me perceive the divine Kingdoms of the unknown. Let me understand the wisdom Of the mighty universe. So mote it be!" After chanting, relax, breathe slowly and concentrate on opening your Third Eye. Do not permit any negative thought to contaminate your m

What's With The "someone Rated" Crap?
Evidently, there are some miserable little cowards slinking around cherrytap, just like in real life. Anonymous rating shouldn't even be permitted. As it is, if you don't have the balls to be identified when you rate, you don't have the right to exist. Slime that cowardly is a drag on the human race as a whole.

Rating
To all my friends who have recently uploaded new photos, I would love to give you a 10 rating, but CT says I have to wait. It seems there is a limit as to how many photos you can rate in one day. As soon as i can rate you I will. but till then, i will try to leave some comments.

Wierd
over the yaers I have had many paranormal experiences like seeing orbs, hearing my name being called when there was no one there, hearing distorted music, seeing shadow people, etc. just last night I was laying in bed and all of a sudden I heard someone knocking from inside my closet and it really startled me, im used to these things happening it dont frighten me anymore but I would like to find out why these people are here, who they are and how they got here, but I dont know how to do it.

Go Vote For Me Please
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The Best Tattoo Contest
I'm holding a best tattoo contest, now taking enteries. Private message me, or shout at me. Looking for 5 to 10 contestants. Winner gets choice of diamond earrings or man's bracelet. There will be 2nd and 3rd place prizes as well. In this contest we are looking for 5,000 comments. Comment bombers are welcome and needed. Rules 1. No harrassing other people. 2. No NSFW Pictures 3. All pictures must remain in CT until contest is finished... A Blog will be sent out one day before the contest begins...To allow time for people to be online. First Place prize.......choice between diamond earrings and man's bracelet. Second Place Prize.......4000 Cherry Bucks Third Place Prize.......2000 Cherry Bucks If you would like to join, private message host, for more information. DIE HARD AMERICAN

Cloud Eye Rite
This is a version of a rite by an unknown author which involves transferring one's 'essence' to another form, such as a rainbow, an animal, another person, a cloud, even a tree. In this case, you move your perception to a cloud. You will need: An open space Dry ice Passivity Open by whatever means feels appropriate. (You might just cast a circle.) Set the dry ice in the center of the working area. Participants circle deosil around the ice, chanting "Ka-ao-opua-loa" (the sharp-pointed living cloud). In the Hawaiian legends, this was the name of the kupua of the cloud people. Circling and chanting continue for 10-15 minutes, at the end of which all sit down in a circle as close to the ice as possible. All stare into the fog rising from the ice until tunnel vision sets in (the field of vision goes black except for the object focused upon). At the moment that tunnel vision occurs, say: "As below, so above The cloud is in my eye Ka-ao-opua-loa carry my sight"

Attraction Spell
You will need the following: * Small Seashell * Orange Candle * Cinnamon Powder * Dried and Crushed Rose Petals * Small Mixing Bowl Light an orange candle, then take a small seashell and pass it three times through the flame. As you do this, say: "By the power of three, So make it be." ...each time you go through the flame. Take a handful of cinnamon and using a spoon and bowl, mix it with dried and crushed red rose petals. Sprinkle the shell with some of the mixture and imagine yourself attracting many different people. Take the rest of the mixture and toss it into the wind to carry your request to the God and Goddess. Then carry the shell with you in a pocket or purse at all times.

Shadows Of My Ego
The passing of a dream Help me out of my prison of darkness Created by the shadows of my ego Awaken me from my dream of fear Where guilt ,blame and attack beckons from shadowed doors help me to see the world differently by finding no valve in blame and self condemnation Help me to cross only the bridges of forgiveness That I may come out of the darkness Into the light..............

Psychic Protection Spell
You Will Need: # Protection Incense (herbs or oils work fine also) # Black 8" Taper Candle It is best to find a work area that you can leave untouched for three days. If you must put away your tools, try to at least keep your spell candle out in the open. This spell is used to protect yourself from mental attacks. Prepare your work area by setting up any tools you may use in addition to your spell candle. Love or protection incense is recommended (herbs or oils can also be used). While setting up your area, CONCENTRATE on the purpose of your work. Bathe in purification herbs, or with your favorite bath salts. While you are bathing, concentrate again on the purpose of your spell. Do not let negative thoughts enter your mind. After bathing, go to your work area. Cast a circle and light some incense. Envision a large, white ball of light surrounding you, your work area, and your home. Hold the candle between the palms of your hands and direct all of your positive energy into

Ten Thoughts To Ponder For 2007
Number 10 -- Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 -- Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 -- Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny.? If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 -- Give a person a fish and you feed him for a day; teach a person to use the internet and he won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 -- Some people are like a Slinky... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 -- Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 -- All of us could take a lesson from the weather.? It pays no attention to criticism. Number 3 -- Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents? Number 2 -- In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. And,

Be Healthy And Eat Less
Be Healthy and Eat Less Time of month: Sunset on a Waning Moon (moving from the full to the new moon) Tools: * yellow candle with holder * rose petals * lavender oil * small garnets * carnelian or turquoise stone * small jar with lid or plastic bag that seals * picture of yourself healthy. Charge yellow candle with desired goal and place in holder . As you light the candle, visualize yourself passing on second helpings of food, small portions on your plate and looking healthy and physically fit. Charge rose petals, oil and stones. Sprinkle petals around candle, again visualize your goal. Place the charged garnet stones and a few drops of oil into the jar or bag. [A baby food sized jar might work well.] As you do this visualize again. Then pick up the petals and place them into the jar or bag also. Seal the jar or bag and say: "By this jar/bag of powered oil, petals and stones, it will bring me courage and help me meet my goal to not eat or snack as much and

To Change Eye Colour
For the magick practitioner wishing to test their skill, there is a way to do this. It is more difficult and takes much practice. It's also completely natural. You must be relatively advanced as a witch to use the magical method, but once you learn it's fun and entertaining. This type of magic is commonly called a glamor. It is really just a matter of taking a desire and making it surface so that it is visible to other people. Close your eyes. You must have complete focus and be concentrating only on changing the eye color, any other distractions must be cleared from the mind. Now fill your mind with the color your eyes are, right now, naturally. Now see that color slowly change to the color you wish your eyes to become. See it overpower your natural color. Imagine that the color shines like a ray of light from inside your mind out through your eyes. Visualize your eyes becoming that color as the light passes through them. (This process should take at least 15 minutes the first few

Spoke
Its like Im in another world Something hanging over my head I just cant put my finger on it Its on the tip of my toung But no words seem to to leave my mouth Feeling like I spoke But no one has heard me How can I be saved Reaching out maybe my only power I hold the keys in the palm of my hands Grounded by the universe Connected with the souls of all the heavens Healing me with peace Finding my destination in life and after life

Aphrodisiacs
The following are various forms of aphrodisiacs, herbs and foods that have natural romantic effects. Some increase sexual forces, attraction, potency/fertility. Make sure you check with your physician if you are pregnant or may be. Africa Evergreen Tree: A tree native to Cameroon has a powerful aphrodisiac in its bark. Cinnamon: Sticks can be chewed like tobacco, or grated cinnamon can be put in eggs as an aphrodisiac that arouses women. Cloves: Edible or aromatic aphrodisiac. Cockroach: Many cultures say this is an edible aphrodisiac, grind one common cockroach and mix with cinnamon, add to coffee for a powerful love potion. Yuck. Damiana: A plant from Mexico which is used to stimulate sex drives. The leaves and heads of the plant are mixed with minor amounts of plantain or pennywort and mixed with food three to four times a day. Deer Antler: Chinese herbal remedy for male impotence. Eggplant: A common edible aphrodisiac. Eggs: Chicken eggs are said to be a goo

Ritual For Aids
This ritual focuses on destroying barriers and increasing the positive elements that will help us overcome AIDS. The ritual space is purified according to personal practice. Invocations to Athena, Hermes, and/or Brigid may be done. Those gathered will be divided into five groups. One will be assigned to each of the elements with one group in the center. Each group may be led by a particular coven or group of coven leaders. The center (altar) group will present each elemental group with the obstacle to overcome and later accept the positive "goal". We have divided the elements this way: Air - Knowledge/Ignorance Fire - Commitment/Indifference Earth - Funding/Red Tape Water - Empathy/Hostility When confronted with the obstacles the small groups will be wrapped with crepe paper by the center group. Some suggest the spectral colors, we suggest the following: Air - White Fire - Red Earth - Brown Water - Blue The groups break their bonds, overcoming the obstacle. When all

Simple Celtic Handfasting
Should you choose to use this handfasting, remember, handfastings are very personal! You should add, modify, and change it to suit you and your mate best. Bride and Groom repeat the following together: # You cannot possess me for I belong to myself. But while we both wish it, I give you that which is mine to give. # You cannot command me for I am a free person. But I shall serve you in those ways you require and the honeycomb will taste sweeter coming from my hand. # I pledge to you that yours will be the name I cry aloud in the night, and the eyes into which I smile in the morning. # I pledge to you the first bite from my meat and the first drink from my cup. # I pledge to you my living and my dying, each equally in your care. I shall be a shield for your back, and you for mine. I shall not slander you, nor you me. I shall honor you above all others, and when we quarrel, we shall do so in private and tell no strangers our grievances. # This is my wedding vow to you. # This

Wiccaning Ritual
On the first night after a baby is born, or the same night that the birth takes place, the mother or father (or midwife, if she is a close friend or relative) should take the infant out under the stars. The child should first be held up to the sky, saying: "O Lady of the Starry Heavens, Wise All-Father, Behold this lovely child ________. Conceived and brought forth In love." Place the child on the ground, hands under the head, briefly, saying: "Hail Earth, Mother of All. This is my infant, my love, And my jewel. Bless and protect him/her, Granting your enduring and eternal Strength, and steadfastness. May he/she ever have a spirit That seeks the stars, And roots deep within Thy loving breast." One should then clasp the child close and look about for a few minutes, for those who are gifted with second sight are often able at this time to see prophesies for the child or the mother.

Ritual For Banishing Depression
You will need: Goddess candle---White, once at center of the altar, or two at the back. Banishing Candle---Black, placed at the left front of the altar. Invoking Candle---Pink or red, placed at the right of the altar. Incense---Sage, cedar, rosemary or pine at the beginning of the ritual, changed later to rose or amber. Burn loose herbs on charcoal blocks to do this. Oils---Use Goddess or Altar oil on the Goddess candle; sage, pine or other banishing oil on the banishing candle; and rose oil on the invoking candle and for self-blessing. Symbol Objects---Use a black gemstone for banishing, and a piece of rose quartz or a rose quartz pendant for invoking. Place the pendant on the altar and put it on before doing the self-blessing. Matches to light candles and incense, charcoal blocks for loose incense, ritual wand (if used) to cast the circle. Ritual Outline Light candles - "Dress" the candles with the oils, working base to tip, (away from you) for the banishing candle and tip

Spell To Ease A Broken Heart
You will need the following ingredients: * Strawberry tea (one bag) * Some salt (sea salt if you can get it!) * 2 pink candles * a mirror * one pink drawstring bag * one quartz crystal * a copper penny * a bowl that is somehow special to you * 1 teaspoon dried jasmine, rose, or strawberry leaves * Some rose, strawberry, or cinnamon oil Charge all ingredients first by infusing them with your personal energy. On a Friday morning or evening, when the moon is either new or waxing and close to being new, take a bath with a small handful of salt in it, in the light of a pink candle. As you dry off and dress, sip the strawberry tea. Apply makeup or groom yourself to look your best. Cast a circle around a table with the other ingredients. Light the second pink candle. Mix all oils and herbs in the bowl. While you stir look at yourself in the mirror and say aloud: "Oh, Great Mother Goddess, enclose me in your loving arms and nurture and bring forth the Goddess within me." Gaze dee

Healing After A Personal Loss
Here are two ways you can use magick in your search for healing after a loss. You can use either a ritual or a mojo bag. Below are some materials to choose from. Use only what you can find, and put together your ritual however you want. Because this loss is personal to YOU, you must write your own chant and put together the spell as it suits you. If I wrote it for you, it wouldn't work. * Herbs: Allspice, apple, bay, carnation, cedar, cinnamon, gardenia, flax, rowan, pine, rose, rosemary, thyme. * Colors: White, violet, and blue. * Fabrics: Silk or cotton. * Elements: Earth and fire. * Symbols/Amulets: Ankh, billiken, chai, cross, dragon, heart. What I would suggest you use this info for is to create a sort of loss-bearing ritual, or create a mojo bag to carry with you which will help heal and strengthen your heart & soul. For a ritual, burn a candle of one of the colors and incense of an herbal scent (one of those listed), and you should create your own chant while focus

Severing Negative Ties/protection
Tools: The only tool you really need is yourself. If you'd like, you can also use one or more of the following as an aid: (The asterisk * denotes recommendations.) Incense: # Sandalwood* - Protection, healing, exorcism, spirituality # Frankincense*: Protection, exorcism, spirituality # Rose: Protection, psychic powers, healing, love, divination # Rosemary: Protection, love, mental powers, exorcism, purification, healing # Sage* - Protection, immortality, longevity, wisdom, wishes, banishing (cleansing) Candles: # Violet - Healing, power, independence, psychic powers, success, protection # Black - Protection, counteraction, banishing evil # White - All colors, purity, peace, truth, strength in spirit, divination, meditation. Anointing the Candle/s: You may wish to anoint the candle/s with any of the plants/herbs/oils listed below, or sprinkle them around the candle/s while saying an incantation, if you feel the need: # Turnip* - Protection, ending relationships # G

Finding That Which Is Lost
You may burn incense made of herbs that symbolizing finding lost things, use a Saint Anthony candle and anoint it with Saint Anthony or Helping Hand oil. For added emphasis, invoke Saint Anthony into the spell. "Bound and Binding Binding Bound. See the Sight Hear the Sound. What was lost Now is found. Bound and Binding Binding Bound."

Trying To Stop You Leaving
Got a guitar Got a guitar on my back And I'm standin' on this lonesome railroad track Train's a comin' It'll be here 'fore too long But I don't think I can stop it with a song Girl that's the kind of way I'm feelin' Tryin' to stop your leavin' Got a pebble Got a pebble in my hand And I toss it out into the middle of the Rio Grande But the river keeps runnin' Don't even know that I'm around I could throw a million more and not slow it down Girl that's kind of what I'm feelin' Tryin' to stop your leavin' There's nothin' that I wouldn't try If I thought it would change your mind But you don't love me No you don't love me anymore And I know as soon as you walk out that door Train's a comin', river's runnin' Train's a comin', river's runnin' Pain's a comin', tears are runnin' Yeah that's kind of the way I'm feelin' Knowin' I couldn't stop your leavin'

Skin And Acne Healing Spell
This spell is specifically for someone who has a skin problem that is persistent and makes them feel insecure or causes them irritation. This includes but is not limited to rashes, acne, bruises, and swelling. Best if performed on a new or waxing moon, even better just before going to sleep. Following a bath, make yourself comfortable somewhere in your bedroom. You must be able to easily reach the problem area on your body or face. Place a hand over the skin. Close your eyes and imagine something calm and serene, specifically, a scene where there is water. This could be an ocean, a quiet lake, or rain in the tropics. Chant three times: "Goddess heal me So mote it be!" You can replace Goddess with the name of a healing deity if you wish. Move your fingers slowly over the infliction. Now imagine it is smooth, flat, and healthy. As you slowly pass your hand over the skin, it should feel almost as if it is already healed. Thank the Goddess or the deities invoked. This spell

Empowerment Ritual
This ritual will increase your magical powers and energy. "The purpose of this ritual is to tap into your own personal life force and amplify it into a personal statement of self confidence and strength. Afterwards, when you feel yourself dragging in one area or another, concentrate on the appropriate symbol in the appropriate color for a bit, and you will find yourself tapping back into the energies you established in the ritual." You will need: * A set of crayons including red, orange, yellow, green, sky blue, dark blue, violet, black, grey, white, silver, and gold. * A medium to work on--cloth or paper on which all the colors will show up. * A red candle * Fiery scented incense, such as sage or cedar. First, establish your working circle, after you've gathered all your materials together. Make sure you have a comfortable place to sit and draw. You'll be here a while. Face the east and say: "Spirits of the East, powers of Air, I ask that you be present at this spe

Things To Ponder
FUNNY!!! Here are a few things to think about: Can you cry under water? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why does a round pizza come in a square box? --------------------------------------------------------------------

Invisibility Spell
Invisibility is a term that is easily misunderstood. No, you cannot make a magical potion that you drink and *bing* become invisible. Sorry. But this spell will make you seem invisible to people. Sometimes it's nice you don't want attention or if you just want to be left alone. If you want to be invisible to others- that is, people will look right past you like you aren't there (but if you punch them or something, they'll still see ya, sorry) try this. Close your eyes and imagine a sphere of white light around you. Then imagine that the light starts to get blurry. It then takes on the colors and shapes of the environment around you. You fade into the light, becoming a part of it, until you completely disappear into the camouflage of the circle of light around you. I've done this and tried to talk to people and they didn't even see me until I physically touched them, then they would just like- jump- like holy crap, how would you get there? And normally, I'm a very noticeable pe

To Help Pay Debts
Take the key to a strong box and go to a country crossroads at midnight during the full moon. Lay the key in the middle of the crossroads and walk in a circle around it three times to the left and three times to the right, chanting: "Forces around me take pity on my foolishness and grant me a second chance to unlock my future and unburden me." Take the key home and put it on your key chain.

Mrd And Stuff...
Thrills, chills, spills….both on and off the rink. What more can you ask for? If you haven't been out to watch the Memphis Roller Derby girls battle it out, yet, then you'd better hop online and buy a ticket for the next bout! Last night was "Last Woman Standing." It was totally awesome!!! Two sets of teams battling it out. It didn't take long for them to shake off the niceties and get down to the business of knocking the opposing team players off into the suicide seating! It was a pretty close battle between the Women of Mass Destruction and the Priskilla Presleys, but the WMD came out the victors. I have found a new favorite team, though: Angels of Death. These girls were phenomenal on the rink! Don't get me wrong, every team has some extremely talented players, but I was thoroughly impressed with the AOD players' speed and agility. The fact that they didn't appear to have mercy of the opposing team was a pretty big factor, too. ^_^ The bout between the Angels of Dea

So I Have Been Feeling Rather....
spiritual today. And wut not. Im a christian, nothing will change that. And so I thought i would just say it for the record since i dont think anyone knows it on CT. Go ahead and call me a hypocrit or whatever you would like cause im not your typical pushy, condeming, force it down your throat bible beater. I dont preach, mostly because, I believe very much in free will, so therefore I dont have the right to cram my beliefes down your throat. The most i will do is put up songs like these cause these guys are friggen awesome musicians. Unfortunatly they broke up to persue other ministries. But like friggen alt rock you'll love these songs, christian or not. yupyup. Any questions ask away, and feel free to hate me. yup.

The Green And Gold Money Spell
Prepare: * A square piece of green cloth (about 6 by 6 inches, preferably silk, cotton, or polyester). * Green glitter and gold sequins * A 7 inch long string of green yarn * Three shiny and somewhat new pennies Take the square of green cloth and lay it out flat before you. Place the three pennies in the middle and concentrate on the amount of money you desire. Don't be too greedy, though! As you think of the amount of cash you need, sprinkle a couple teaspoon's worth of the green glitter and gold sequins. (These represent money and fortune.) Write your own chant or blessing to say as you do this. Gather all four corners of the cloth inward so that it forms a small pouch around the coins. Grasp the corners of the cloth together and wrap the green yarn around it, tying it shut tightly. Keep this wherever you normally put your money, or inside a purse.

Rich Witch Spell
This spell should be cast on the evening of a New Moon. Find a flat surface or use your altar. Light a green candle, and place a bowl and a spoon on the surface before you. Mix a teaspoon of nutmeg and a teaspoon of cinnamon in the bowl. As you mix the ingredients, think of an amount of money you would like to see in your bank account. (Don't go overboard, though, or you will "scatter the spells energy".) Continue to focus on that amount of money as you take three coins of low denomination and toss them repeatedly, until you get one tail and two heads. Place the coins and the powder together in an old wallet or purse and shake it up as you chant: "Attraction powder let it be… send me all the luck I need." Place the purse in the same place as you keep all your financial documents.

House Blessing
Assemble: 1. Salt & Water 2. Incense (fire and air) 3. Milk & Honey 4. Oil (for anointing) 5. Wine (for offering) 6. Bells, Pots, Pans, Whistles, etc. Cast a circle in the main room (livingroom) and after casting, visualize the circle expanding to include the entire house. Call upon the spirits and energies living in the house (or apartment). Invite those who will be harmonious with the new household and its energies to remain. Invite/ask those who will be happier elsewhere to depart. Release all "energies" not compatible with the new household. (This may be expressed as a "release" in order to unbind anything that may be stuck.) Then call upon, greet, and invite ancestors, patron deities, and all harmonious spirits and energies to dwell in the house as they please. Gather up the pots, pans, and all the noise-makers. Go to each door and window, not forgetting the fire-place and dog-door, making as much racket as humanly possible-to shoo out anything unwanted. (This is hy

Rain Spell
Rain Spell - This has worked for me personally! All you need is a piece of lava rock, preferably about the size of a jumbo marble. Repeat the following: "Rain, rain, come this way, do not wait another day." Repeat the phrase about 8 times or however many you wish. (8 is my favorite number so I use that.) As you say this you should be holding the lava rock in your right hand spinning your hand around in circles towards the sky. After you're done, the first hint that it worked would be the wind picking up strength. After that you just have to see what happens. Most of the rain storms that I've made have only lasted for about 5-10 minutes. Good luck casting!

Healing The Rain Forest
Individual Version Cast a circle Invoke elements by calling upon them in protective aspects (for example, you might invoke Watchfires or Beacons in the South). Chant the names of the Earth Goddess, beginning with your personal favorites, then naming as many as you can think of. Take a piece of green string. Begin to tie knots in it, while chanting: Tying the Cord, Renewing the Earth; We are Her Children, bringing Rebirth. (The knots may be simple or elaborate, but leave enough string to tie together at the end.) As you chant, see the world as a network of connected systems. Breathe the air that comes from the jungles of South America. Feel the living fire of an ocelot's power. Taste the rain on the leaves at the tops of the trees. Feel the delicate structure of the soil at the forest floor.) Tie the cord together in a loop; hold it up, strung around your two hands, and begin chanting: We are the Flow and we are the Ebb; We are the Weavers, we are the Web. A

Spell To Keep Your Computer Working
This is a silly spell but it will actually work with the intent in mind. Trust me, I've used it successfully more than once... and it's fun, too! Cut out seven stars from colored paper... one of each color for the days of the week: Monday: White Tuesday: Red Wednesday: Green Thursday: Purple Friday: Pink Saturday: Black Sunday: Orange Chant over your stars: "Magic stars so bright and true Protect my monitor and CPU May my keyboard and mouse always work for me By the Techno-Goddess... so mote it be!" Place all the stars in a bag or box with a little sage, thyme, or rosemary. Each day for a week place the star on top of your monitor or computer that is the right color for that day. (See above.) If after a week your computer still has problems, you can continue the spell for another week or two. In desperate situations, pick up the phone book and call in your local computer wizard!

Banishing Unwanted Entities
TO BANISH AN UNWELCOME ENTITY Speak directly to the entity, or in the room most affected, saying: It is time to leave here; all is well. There is nothing here for you now, You must be gone Go now, go ~ complete your passing, Go, and with our blessing fare well. Farewell. Remove everything of the previous occupant ~ writing and photos in particular. If there is anything you wish to keep, purify it with salt or incense, saying: With this I purify you of the past Of hurt and memories Keeping only Love SPELL TO RID YOUR HOME OF UNWANTED GHOST/SPIRIT Begin by putting everything in its proper place. Clean your house to perfection, open the windows, and bless all your magical implements. Next, moving always to your left (counterclockwise, or wid-dershins as it is called in magical circles) anoint the doors, windows, and all openings of your home with a mixture of water (water), fennel (fire), oats (Earth), pine (air), and sage (wisdom). These represent all elements of the magic

Spinning Head
Mind is spinning, not out of control, but wildly from thoughts abound. Can a few days of excitement and adventure really do this to one's mind? Can a small adventure lead into more small adventures, over the long run being a Large adventure? I imagine one can only hope, I know I am...... It is so difficult to put down into words what is racing through my mind. I am on like some level I have never been before. I am truly happy all the time, smiling, why? Can one adventure really do this? It must, there is no other explanation for it. Here's to adventure!! HUGGGGGGGS

The Ethics Of Love Spells
The Ethics of Love Spells By Karen Mitchell Browse any Wiccan message board or email list, and you'll see one very common theme: love spells. People are constantly asking for them, so therefore people are constantly debating the merits and faults of them. Many of us experienced Witches, such as myself, got our start in magic through a curiosity about love spells. Yes, even the ones who won't admit it! Are love spells ethical? Some are, and some are not. A good way to tell is to try to compare the love spell to a real-life action. Take, for instance, love spells that are designed to make the caster feel more attractive, or more confident. I liken these to getting a makeover, haircut, or a sexy new outfit. These "confidence booster" spells are a good type to cast, especially if you have problems with your self-image. My favorite ethical love spells are designed to help you find someone with a certain set of characteristics. This is how I found my fiancé. With this type, you're

The Prom Date Situation
ok so...prom date = robert...or it was robert. the jackass ditched me for someone else. here's the story: robert dated this girl hannah who started at my skool in 10th grade. they were datin then and when they had relationship probs, i was the "best friend" so i got dragged into it. it sucked. me and robert HATED each other. he said i wasnt a true friend and i said he was a jackass, but we tried to get along for her sake. they broke up at the beginning of 11th grade. it was bad, hannah cried a lot, i got to pick up the pieces. she moved on and he had a new gf. this year, robert and i have become friends. he would rant about hannah and i would rant about evan being a bitch to me (evan is this guy hannah tried to set me up wit 3 years ago, he asked me out, i said yes, it was online, and it was short-lived). robert did most of the ranting and no matter how much i dont like hannah, i would listen and give advice on how he could win her back. one day he asked me to my pr

Self Love Spell
The Ethics of Love Spells Help, I need a Love Spell!! Sigh....this phrase will raise many a hair on us Witches. Too many people today seem to think that there is a "quick fix" for every situation life throws us. Truth is, there isn't. Not even for a Witch. Just as there are rules to live by in everyday life, there are rules to live by in spell casting. Placing a love spell on another person is morally wrong, and a Witch will not aid anyone in doing so. Why is it so wrong?? Well, it infringes upon another’s' right to free will. (This is the part where I picture a bunch of stupefied love struck zombies roaming around........not a pretty picture). See, love comes from within, and when another is forced to feel such an emotion, you are basically getting a shell of that person....the love given to the love spell caster, is empty, and void of the REAL emotion that WOULD be felt, if the love were given freely, and not by force. It has been my experience that the majority of those who

Job/employment Spells
GOOD LUCK JOB OIL Allspice, cinnamon, sage, dill, from kitchen cupboard of grocery shop and mix with base oil - olive oil is fine. Warm leaves overnight strain through a tea strainer if you wish or just use. TO WIN A JOB Before you go to your job interview, you will need a green candle, a banknote and a paperclip. Light the candle and show both sides of the banknote to the flame. Fasten the note to the back of a photograph of yourself. Blow out the candle. Carry your photo, with the note attached, in your handbag or wallet during your interview. JOB SPELL Write on a green candle the kind of job you want and burn the candle saying: "To do for me this deed, bring to me this Job I need" And let the candle burn out. CANDLE SPELL TO GET A JOB This spell should be used only after you have submitted your resume or application. With a pin or sharp knife, write the name of the company(s) you want to work for on the side of a large green candle. On a red candle, you need to carv

What Type Of Seducer Am I
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Business Spells
BUSINESS DRAWING WASH If your business has walk-in customers, wash down the front entrance floor and the door handle. For mail order businesses, wash down the mailbox, and so on. Once a week, use this wash to scrub down the walls and floors of your business, making a fresh batch each time. Mix 1 oz of powdered squill root, 1 oz of powdered yellow dock, 1/4 oz of five-finger grass, 1 tsp. of cinnamon and 1 tbsp. of blessed salt. Mix well and add two teaspoons of this mixture to 1 pint of fresh water. This wash is also good for attracting tenants to an empty apartment or house. TO START YOUR OWN BUSINESS Get a string of 3 silver bells and say: "Bells song, bring good luck and prosperity the whole day long" Hang the bells on the door and let each customer ring in the good fortune. HOW TO ATTRACT CUSTOMERS TO YOUR BUSINESS 1st spell: In New Orleans it is believed that Saint Peter governs business because he carries keys. Get up early in the morning and light a white candle

Incase You Need More Stuff To Waste Your Time
Incase you don't have enough stuff to waste your time.Some weird ICP online game. It's interesting. People seem to either love icp, or hate them, or plain never heard of them. I like a lot of their songs. There is a lot of satire, weird shit.things to think about. It's just fun, directly entertaining music, for me. I spent much of my day sleeping. Not because I was tired, but I like my dreams better than reality. But I guess sleeping, is time I should be spending making my reality better. So I guess it's one of those awefull addicting drug sorts of things. It's bad, and a waste of time all together? lol. Or I should stay away from the extremes when it comes to sleep, and just get 8 or 9 hrs atmost for the night, or day or whatever. But remember, moderation is best in moderation. Ya'll have a happy sunday, and if you know any of them weird juggallo people, pass the link along to them. Even if I didn't like ICP's music, I think I'd still support the site because I like strang

Success Spells
SUCCESS SPELL You will need: A green candle A purple candle A talisman with your religious symbol (pentacle, cross, star of David, etc) Place a green candle on one side of a room. Place a purple candle on the other side. Now, light the purple candle. With your religious talisman hanging from a chain or string (to be worn as a necklace) dangling from your right hand, pick up the purple (lit) candle with your right hand. Now walk in a straight line across the room directly to the green candle. Using the purple one, light the green candle. Set down the candle so they sit next to each other. Chant, "I walk forth without doubt and fear, And success draws me near." Lay the necklace in front of it and meditate for awhile on the success you need. Let the candles burn themselves down, and wear the necklace whenever you wish success you follow you. When you walk through a door to job interviews, auditions, or anywhere you need success, imagine how you walked in a straight line in your r

My Purity Rating
You know a friend just recently called me their dirty girl. I thought that they were joking until I took this quiz. Looks like they were right after all. Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... Purity Test MY RESULT:Fairly Filthy It looks bad, but there’s still hope for you! (Hopefully.) Just try to avoid R-rated movies and anything with a warning label.On the eSPIN Purity Scale (patent pending), you score 3 Purity Points out of 6. Which makes you 50% pure, give or take a couple Jell-O shots. That puts you, oh, let’s see – halfway between good and evil. So, which way will the totter teeter? That’s up to you and your conscience. Oh, and Oprah. Oprah has a say with pretty much everything. Take This Quiz!

I Want Our Country To Love Us As Much As We Love Our Country.
What do I want? What the rest of us that that serve our country want..... and what every other person who protects this country and went to Iraq and spilled his or her guts and gave everything he/she wants... for our country to love us as much as we love it... That's what I want. And that's what they wanted.So please support your country, which country your from, that has people fighting and dying to preserve freedom,protecting our homes and being used as pawns by our political hypocrites. This is from one serviceman to the other military personnel around the world protecting all of us. As for those who are not serving, don't treat us like crap because we are doing what we are ORDERED to do. Please take up with the politician you elected or if you DID NOT vote, then get off your ass and VOTE and serve your country that way!

Friends Ughhhhh!
why do some people So called Friends stab ya in the back. You think you can trust them fully, but you really cant..... Then there is this one or two friends you can count on and I have a few like that. I have learned not to trust everyone i talk with but I do have a loving heart. I will always listen to you.... I will always be there for everyone.... Hugs and Smoochies!

Erotic Story
"I'm inviting a girlfriend of mine over to dinner tonight, don't forget," I said one Friday morning. When you come over that evening, you could hear two feminine voices in the living room. I sit down between you and her on the couch, and after ten minutes of small talk, I turn the lights low and gently start making out with her. I'm kneading and caressing her tits with an erotic urgency. Finally saying that we should get naked and get in bed! I lay down in the middle of the bed and propped up the pillows so you and her could lay down on either side of me. Soon she slides down a little and mouths my tits. Then we are tonguing each other's open mouths as we play with each other's bodies. You slide your hand between my thighs and I opened up for you excitedly. Mmmmm I groan as I begin to feel aroused. I start fondling your cock while guiding her hand onto it too so that both of us are teasing your rock hard cock. And then she puts her warm, moist mouth close over your cock... and

Another Update
Well I am slowly getting better. I have had to go to the doctor twice within a week. I have had trouble breathing, it hurt to breathe, cough, sneeze, laugh, hiccup, sit, stand, anything and everything you can think of. Thank god for antibiotics. Thank god for my family because I couldn’t take care of my kids so I’ve been staying at my sister Kim’s house all week. My mom has taken care of my babies such as cooking for them and helping me when they’ve acted up. My mom let me sleep of a morning even after my kids got up. She would fix me breakfast. They’re not the only ones whom have looked after me, my boyfriend Jesse has called while I’ve been sick asking and making sure I was ok. He called after my doctors appointments and asked if I had taken my medicine yet. When I would cough he would ask if I was ok. Today (Saturday April 14, 2007) was an amazing day because I finally was able to see Jesse since last week. We actually got to spend some sort of quality time together. It was amazing,

Moon Baby - Godsmack
"Moon Baby" Let's take a blast to the moon baby I sit around wishing you well how I'm craving you, yeah! Every time I'm near you I always wanna swallow you down I'll be right here if ya' need me In my life, I'll need you here, don't ask why I'll never disappear why is it everyday that I feel the pain? Let's take a trip to the stars far away where were you when I was down? Staring into the dead my pain is caused by my pleasure my soul mate lives in your body I can't get you out of my head It never goes away In my life I'll need you here, don't ask why I'll never disappear In your eyes you can bid me farwell but don't ever try to understand the situation why is it everyday that I feel the pain? It always comes when I least expect it when I'm looking for love always seem to be regretting it Why is it everyday that I feel the pain?

4 Hrs Left Please Come Vote, Ends Tonight 8pm Est
Bombs away lol please vote ur heart out, less then 4 hrs to go woohooooo lol Thanks to everyone helping, you guys are awesome!! xoxoxox Jen 2nd place about 1500 behind, but that can change at anytime lol please keep me in the lead!!!

Skin (sarabeth)
Sara Beth is scared to death To hear what the doctor will say She hasn't been well, since the day that she fell And the bruise just won't go away So she sits and she waits with her mother and dad And flips through an old magazine Till the nurse with the smile stands in the door And says will you please come with me Sara Beth is scared to death Cause the doctor just told her the news Between the red cells and white, something's not right But we're gonna take care of you Six chances in ten, it won't come back again With the therapy we're gonna try It's just been approved, it's the strongest there is And I think that we caught it in time And Sara Beth closes her eyes. Chorus: And she dreams she's dancing Around and around without any cares And her very first love is holding her close And a soft wind is blowing her hair Sara Beth is scared to death As she sits holding her mom Cause it would be a mistake for someone to take A bald headed girl to the prom

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Love Is A Decision Made
Passion may remain a gift, But love is not for free. To love and be loved two must give, Or love is not to be. Love is a decision made Not once, but every day. Two must move to set aside The mountains in the way. Two must act to take apart The walls of me and you, Just as in the act of love One's joy brings joy to two. Just as love's pure ecstasy Makes others' joys our own, Just so will love in daily life Make sweet green fields of stone. Music: Lovely Molly Sequenced by Barry Taylor

Beware The Intimate Internet
Beware the intimate Internet! Beware the chatrooms with closed doors Where naked names cruise midnight shores And fall in love before they've met. Beware, O wives and husbands real, The lonely rivals virtual Whose words, or chaste or sexual, May from your beds affections steal. Beware the posh imagination, More vivid far than earthly flesh. Beware the way two dreams can mesh In ecstasy beyond sensation. Beware the fantasy that speaks, The vague ideal that springs a soul. No marriage can avoid the shoal That lies beneath such sun-drenched peaks. No love but may retreat to stone As sirens sad the heart entice. Two names entwine in paradise While here two lovers lie alone. Music: Fugue in C# Minor By Dimitri Shostakovich. Sequenced by J. Marques.

Bless The Broken Road
I set out on a narrow way many years ago Hoping I would find true love along the broken road But I got lost a time or two Wiped my brow and kept pushing through I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you Chorus: Every long lost dream led me to where you are Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars Pointing me on my way into your loving arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you I think about the years I spent just passing through I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you But you just smile and take my hand You've been there you understand It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true Chorus: Every long lost dream led me to where you are Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars Pointing me on my way into your loving arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you Now I’m just rollin’ home into my lover's

A Keeper!!!
TO A KEEPER! ,•´º o`•,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-•²°´ ¸,.-•~•~•-.,¸ `°²•-. :º° One day someone's mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, In the warmth of her bedroom, The daughter was struck with The pain of learning that sometimes There isn't any more. No more hugs, No more lucky moments to celebrate together, No more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. Never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." ¸...¸ __/ /____ ,•´º o`•,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-•²°´ ¸,.-•~•~•-.,¸ `°²•-. :º° So while we have it . . it's best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it's broken . And take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage.... And friendships And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they ar

Southernness
Only a Southerner knows the difference between a hissie fit and a conniption fit , and that you don't "HAVE" them, you "PITCH" them. _____ Only a Southerner knows how many fish, collard greens, turnip greens, peas, beans, etc., make up "a mess." _____ Only a Southerner can show or point out to you the general direction of "yonder." _____ Only a Southerner knows exactly how long "directly" is, ... as in: "Going to town, be back directly." _____ Even Southern babies know that "Gimme some sugar" is not a request for the white, granular sweet substance that sits in a pretty little bowl in the middle of the table. _____ All Southerners know exactly when "by and by" is. They might not use the term, but they know the concept well. _____ Only a Southerner knows instinctively that the best gesture of solace for a neighbor who's got trouble is a plate of hot fried chicken and a big bowl of cold potato salad. If the neighbor's trouble is a real crisis, they als

Poem: Erotique 2
COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL. PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. THANK YOU. Erotique 2 Music is low Glow of candlelight Kiss deep, slow Touch feather light Raising our desires Candle flame flickering Lighting our fires Ecstacy to bring Love songs play Whispers in ear Together to stay Into eyes peer Our lips brush Breast caressed Feel blood rush Against me pressed Smell your hair Feel your heart Time to share Not be apart Curve of hip Softness of thigh Neck gently nip Our passions fly Open your lips Taste your nectar Raise your hips Pull me closer Needing you now Feel slick desire Wanting me now Quench the fire You envelope me Feel wet caress Sweet, sweet ecstasy Nethers tightly press Release is nigh Legs wrap around A natural high Over edge bound Lips together crushed Bodies locked together Pulses are rushed Wishing 'twas forever Music is low Basked in candlelight You are aglow Beautiful sight tonight

Deep Abyss
staring into the deep abyss i cant see where it came from or where it goes i see no future i see no love all i see is sadness and sorrow so eminent is the pain and suffering that it nearly breaks my heart there is no kindness there is no laughter only deep despare blackness then as i look closer i see a mirror and my tear filled eyes

Question
Ready? GO!!! First Question: You are participating in a race. You overtake the second person. What position are you in? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Answer: If you answered that you are first, then you are absolutely wrong! If you overtake the second person and you take his place, you are second! Try not to screw up next time. Now answer the second question, but don't take as much time as you took for the first question, OK? Second Question: I f you overtake the last person, then you are...? (scroll down) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Answer: If you answered that you are second to last, then you are wrong again. Tell me, how can you overtake the LAST Person? I think you could be in first position You're not very good at this, are you? Third Question: Very tricky arithmetic! Note: This must be done in your head only . Do NOT use paper

Thoughts Of Tortured Love
Eyes that long to see you dear Arms that ache to hold you near Heart that beats to feel your touch Lips that want your kiss so much Needing you so much more than I can say Feeling the longing grow every day Never to be at peace till I hold you in embrace Thoughts of our love making through my mind race And the saddest part is it is just a dream we share And yet to me you are the one beyond all compare I can’t stand this distance any more my love I want to fly to you my angel from above Eyes that long for you and miss you and cry Arms that are yours alone till the day I die Heart that weeps for the beauty you are And now every distance will always be too far By R. Thomas Dinsmore I tire so of dreaming

Beauty
the warm autumn breeze cascading through the sparse, discolored leaves of the large oak tree the cool breeze blowing gently across your face the light blue gentle sky with the small whisps of clouds sailing across it the little orange, brown, and red dots littering the lawns the wild river meandering peacefully readying itself for the winter chills ahead contempt with the movement across its jagged rocky floor the silence in the air, screeming to us the warning for the upcomming dead of winter to me this is true beauty the beauty of mother natures artistic charms

My Llama Story! Its Funny So Read It
here's my llama farm story, hope you enjoy : picture it.... cicily.... 1957..... oh shit wait, wrong intro anyways it was summertime, back in 1957. my best friend Richard Head, and myself became utterly entranced by the beauty of our furry mamal friend, the llama. we decided to buy ALOT of llama's and open up a "llama farm" (similar to today's petting zoo's with them damn goats and such). things went great for a long time. we were making some good money. but unfortunately, about 2 years down the road our sales started declining. came to find out that llama's are big, ugly, stinky creatures..... plus they spit on ppl. got this one old lady right in the eye one day even still trying to pay off that lawsuit....... we were getting desperate and had to think of something... QUICK so my partner RICHARD HEAD, and myself built ourselves a time machine, and traveled back to 827 a.d. to find the greatest ninja and kung-foo masters of all time. we trained our lla

Suga....
OKAY SO ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I HAVE BLOGGED ON HERE SO I AM GONNA DO ONE.... I WAS SITTIN IN CHURCH THIS MORNING... and AT THE END ... A THOUGHT WENT THROUGH MY MIND .... OKAY YAH THIS MIGHT SOUND DUMB BUT IM CURIOUS.... IF YOU HAVE A SUGA DADDY/MOMMA.... WELL ARE YOU OBLIGATED TO STAY MONOGAMIS TO THEM... IF SOMEONE COULD LET ME KNOW.. I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT... THANKS HOPE YA'LL ARE HAVIN A GREAT WEEKEND...

Annoyed!
sooo because our basement keeps getting flooded everytime it rains we might be moving...AGAIN! this is such BS! Im so tired of moving! I thought this was going to be the last time for at least awhile! ARG!!! ~Christine~

Poem: Spartan
COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL. PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. THANK YOU. * I have seen too many clips from the movie '300'.* Spartan Taken from my mother Thrown into the water I cannot live forever So I'm told by my elder Live without any fear Metal's ring a song I hear In stories told quite clear About sword, shield and spear I am taught to fight With all my might Be it day or night Never show any fright Carry my home my shield Never will I ever yield Carried home on my shield Never left in the field If it is war you seek You'll not find me weak Careful how you speak I'm not just Greek I AM SPARTAN

I Use To Love Her.
I remember when we first met. I was taken back by your beauty, presence, and insight. It was almost like love at first sight. I couldn't wait to listen to you speak, be it something profound, or just hearing you rambling on about nothing at all. My love for you was unconditional. We had so much in common. You were artistic, funny, creative, intriguing and thoughtful. You used to stand for something. I respected you and had your back no matter what. We were inseparable. You understood how my mind worked like no other. We had a passion for each other that made others jealous. I trusted you with all my heart, and knew you would never betray it or break it. We were going strong for years, and making love to you was the most incredible feeling in the world to me. No matter what time of day I felt like I had to always have you. Although we were both young, I thought we would be together forever, but like we all know we have to go through a growth process, and some of our vi