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Spent The Day At The Er
I went the ER with my one year old Malachi he has a hair line skull fracture. It scared the crap outta me and I'm still really worried about him. The Doctor says it is in the shape of a V on the top of his skull.

One Of My Favorite Songs.
( I love this song mainly because of the video and the dancing Cupids they are sooo cute. And I would also love some guy to look at me like this some day.) Cupid's Chokehold (feat. Patrick Stump of Fall Out Boy) Ba ba da da Ba ba da da Ba ba da da Ba ba da da Ba ba da da Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) It's been some time since we last spoke This is gonna sound like a bad joke But momma I fell in love again It's safe to say I have a new girlfriend And I know it sounds so old But cupid got me in a chokehold And I'm afraid I might give in Towels on the mat my white flag is wavin' I mean she even cooks me pancakes And Alka Seltzer when my tummy aches If that ain't love then I don't know what love is We even got a secret handshake And she loves the music that my band makes I know I'm young but if I had to choose her or the sun I'd be on

Just T Say Hey
Well i made some awesome new friends with my blast and I just wanted to let everybody know that you should say hi anytime, im around a bunch cuz im an addict and ill try to get to ya as soon as i can!! Thanks for all the love and thanks for allemas69 for getting it for me!! yayyyy.... now i only have 90000 to go still lol but thats better than 300,000 but anyway THANKS AGAIN LUVZ YA!!! ~Cindy

Look For Me, May 2nd, On 'medium' Cbs
I am playing a Mexican Restaraunt Patron, I am sitting right behind the guest star, Neve Campbell, in this episode. She was really sweet by the way, no it is not a speaking part, you have to be SAG to do that, I need 3 vouchers to get SAG, it does not happen to everyone. *Sigh* it will though. Episode Name: Head Games Episode Number: MED-057 (3.19) Air Date: May 2, 2007, Wed. 10/9c PUZZLED THAT HER DREAMS ABOUT A MURDER CONTINUE EVEN AFTER THE SUSPECT GOES ON TRIAL, ALLISON IS UNABLE TO TURN TO HER TROUBLED HUSBAND JOE FOR ADVICE — GUEST STAR NEVE CAMPBELL (”SCREAM”) BEGINS A THREE-EPISODE ARC AS ALLISON’S NEW FRIEND, DEBRA — JASON PRIESTLEY (”BEVERLY HILLS, 90210″) GUEST STARS AS ACCUSED MURDERER WALTER PAXTON — After helping Devalos (Miguel Sandoval) convince the jury of a suspected killer’s (Jason Priestly, “Beverly Hills, 90210″) guilt in the murder of his wife, Allison’s (Emmy winner Patricia Arquette) dreams of the gruesome crime continue. Pushing aside her

Two Badges That Give Me A Lot To Be Proud Of
These two badges I am showing here are just a few of the awards that I received while I served in the Army for 10 years (4 Active and 6 Reserve) and they are the ones that probably bring me the most satisfaction of any awards that I received. Yes, I spent some time as a Drill Sergeant, three years as a matter of fact while I was in the Reserves and that was probably one of the most rewarding times of my life, taking a part in molding a young man or woman from a civilian into a soldier. Contrary to popular belief we are not mean sadistic people who thrive on making people suffer. We have a difficult job to perform and not as much time as we would like to do it and we do it to the best of our abilities. What the Drill Sergeant imparts to the trainee may one day mean the difference between life and death on the battlefield. There was a poster I once saw while I was going through Basic Training that made it all very clear to me and the caption was, "LET NO MAN'S SOUL CRY OUT 'IF

Cannibi Sensual
I came across a friend's status on yahoo...it read, "Teasing isn't fun..." Now by this time, there's marijuana burning in my lungs and expanding my mind... It's all about the tease, it takes artistry...wit, playfulness, sensuality...anyone can flash a breast and get a reaction. Seduction takes imagination. Search for those who can tease your body with words, make you moist with a turn of phrase and a look. Marry the senses and you will find bliss...

Our New Trip
Today a really good friend and I (Joanne) along with my daughter and another friend and his daughter..We all went to Chilhowee at Ocoee River..It's on top of a mountain, with a lake, camp ground, walkin trail that leads to a beautiful waterfall. Of course the girls weren't to tired they keep going..lol After we got done walkin the trail and playin in the waterfall, we went on up were they held the Olympics in Ocoee River.. And we ate lunch at one of their picnic tables.. Then we went walkin some more.. Then the girls played the in the water along with Bo.. and man was that water ever cold.. Joanne and I just got our feet wet...lol to cold for us.. But we all had fun, it was better than sittin at home all day..

Sick Folks
A NAMBLA logo. The capital M and lowercase b symbolize a man and a boy. I was just thinkin- when that perverted pedophile(republican) Mark Foley sent those pesky salacious e-mails emails to a boy NANCY POLISI FLIPPED OUT YET “U.S. Rep. Nancy Pelosi marched in the 2001 NAMBLA Pride Parade. Hillary Clinton has marched in the annual New York Gay Pride Parade that has a float float carrying members of NAMBLA, the North American Man-Boy Love Association, whose monomania is the elimination of the age of consent for sex between men and boys. So am I to gather it is cool for democratic pedophiles to have sex with boys but republicans cannot? I am confused.. Oh must be like the free speech dilemma we are facing today... 1 man CAN have sex with little children- he is a member of NAMBLA with many politcal bigwigs nodding their heads in approval Another man cannot have sex with children or he is charged with a crime I wonder if she would offer up HER grandsons for se

My Crushes Open
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com THANK YOU I FEEL HONORED TO HAVE YOU ALL I FEEL SPECIAL HAVE A GOOD NIGHT,LOVE YA TAKE CARE OXOX IF YOU LIKE LEAVE A PRIVATE MESSAGE KIM AKA GLAMOROUS XOXO

Been Gone For A Bit....
had alot of shit going on there for a little while but I have since gotten somethings under control.... I'm trying now to put my life back together... Anyway I'll be on more often now...more on that later xoxox - Dahlia

Your Inspiration: Meanings
Standing for what you believe in, Regardless of the odds against you. and the pressure that tears at your resistance, ……. means courage Keeping a smile on your face, When inside you feel like dying, For the sake of supporting others, ….means strength Stopping at nothing, And doing what’s in your heart, You know is right, …….means determination Doing more than is expected, to make another’s life a lil more bearable Without uttering a single complaint, …..means compassion Helping a friend in need, No matter the time or effort, To the best of your ability, ….. Means loyalty Giving more than you have, And expecting nothing But nothing in return, …. Means selflessness Holding your head high, And being the best you know you can be When life seems to fall apart at your feet, Facing each difficulty with the confidence That time will bring you better tomorrow’s, And never giving up, …. Means confidence.

Funny
Two hillbillies walk into a restaurant. After ordering their cornbread and beans, they talk about the latest addition to their junkyard business. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. After a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says 'Kin ya swallar?' The woman shakes her head no. 'Kin ya breathe?' The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no. The hillbilly walks over to the woman, lifts up the back of her dress, yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with his tongue. The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the hillbilly walks slowly back to the bar. His partner says, 'Ya know, I'd heerd of dat dere 'Hind Lick Maneuver', but I ain't never seed nobody do it.

Something On My Mind
Yes I do have something on my mind but I'm not really sure what it is. Mymind kinda just seems blank right now so I figured maybe by some miracle if I started typing that it may come out. I mean its been a quiet and peaceful day. None of the craziness thats been going on...My boys have been either sitting here watching some funny videos on youtube with me or playing outside. Its like I feel lost at the moment in this open abyss and I just keep falling and falling and still nothing there. You may think by reading this that I'm upset or depressed about something. Well don't worry I'm not. I guess I just needed to type something to kickstart my mind again....lol....

Sex
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Chains/Handcuffs92%Bondage92%Biting83%Whips83%Blind Folds25%Blood17%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Hands Up!
... and one more time someone slapped my face . . . . . . . . . . . . if i said i was going to learn from the experience lived in the past, i was very wrong anyways, like i said, someday i'll learn someone said i'm too nice

Mother - Daughter Day!
A fun day at Dollywood!Traffic there wasnt TOO bad but about a mile from there there was so much road construction widening the road that it was CRAZY! Turned out to be a beautiful day though.It was like 80 degrees and sunny all day.It was soooo crowded that we had to park in the overflow lot which is actually Dollys Splash Country across the street! Ive NEVER seen that happen! They droved us over on school buses from there instead of the trams. At least we didn't have to pay the $7 for parking! LOL Im just about to upload some silly fun pics we took. Some with silly hats, some of the rides, even one of my future boyfriend! LMAO! be sure to check them out! PLEASE have a little respect though guys and not leave nasty comments on pics of my daughter. I know shes gorgeous but she IS 13! LOL We rode the new roller coaster called the Mystery Mines! It was pretty fun but as usual a little hyped up for grand opening!I need to take these kids to cedar pointe or six Flags and show them s

Days Of The New Show Review
I saw Black Canvas,The Showdown,and Days Of The New at the Mojo Room,on Saturday April 21rst,2007! Great show! All three bands were awesome!! Starting with local band,my friends Black Canvas,great to see them representing local music with a kick ass set! It was a great defining moment for me,and all the supporters of the treasure coast music scene! Rocking out their originals,this three-piece showed the Mojo why the Mojo is in Port Saint Lucie,cause our scene is on the rise!! Then The Showdown,who reminded me kind of Every Mother's Nightmare rocked a blistering set of originals and did pieces of Metallica and Pantera songs! Which was a great tribute to Cliff and Dimebag!! Look out for them,they are a great up and coming band!! Then Travis Meeks and Days of the New,rocked out some classic dotn classics,plus some new songs!! It is amazing the way Travis plays the acoustic guitar!! If you never have seen Days Of The New,see them on this tour,they are a very entertaining musical proje

Vince
A feeling so deep,a feeling so pure A feeling of comfort,feeling secure Feeling special,a feeling of goodness A feeling of care,a feeling of trueness So close so near so much love we share A feeling of emptiness if you weren't here Do not ever want to let this feeling i feel go Let this be something i'll forever know What would i feel without you Like i'm in a dark place all lonely In a cold cold room, with no one to hold me But while i'm with you I feel like i'm in paradise Your everything i want I never want to leave this place I'm not goin even front You make me feel good with all that you do I feel LOVED when i'm with you. i

Family Memories
i thought i was the only one that i knew that had his feelings screwed up my one brother that is in therapy for a shit load of problems stemming form our child hood and my other brother the one in the pics on my profile cant find love were me all i want is a master lol a woman to please and make happy someone to complete my family... but back to what i was saying i found out that im not the only one that cies because their about to kill.. i was drinking earlier with my brothers when one brought up the first fight he was in and he said it started like every fight i ever had. someone pissed me off enough to cry and i lost my mind. there is a time for crying if someone is dying/dead you cry i learnesd this from my dad a man dosen't cry so iff i look like im about to cry and you wanted to fight don't walk away cause you released the part that i cant control if theres a tear then its to late if my eyes water stop and if i look nervious run i've been thinking of ways to kill you and i found

Truley Alone
There ain't nobody, asking me, I've been There ain't nobody, that would name me, as a friend There ain't nobody, that's dropping by, to say hi There ain't nobody, that's caring whether I Live or die I have nobody, to tell about, my growing angers I have nobody, to tell about me, Following strangers There ain't nobody, making sure I'm takin all of my pills There ain't nobody, Slowing me down and keeping me still, I'm truly alone... They say a man can only be alone for so long, before the man's mind is gone. They say a man can Only be alone for so long, before the man's mind is gone. They say a man can only be alone for so Long, before the man's mind is gone. They say a man can only be alone for so long, before the Man's mind is gone. There ain't nobody, telling me, not to jump off. There ain't nobody, telling me, not to chop Your block off. I get so bloody, I ruin all of my clothes. I get so bloody, I sit in, the dark Alone. I have nobody, to tell about, my dark fantasie

Http://cherrytap.com/user/789241
I DO NOT KNOW THIS PERSON AND FROM WHAT OTHER CHERRIES ARE SAYING TO ME THEY DONT KNOW THIS PERSON EITHER, I AM WRITING THIS TO LET YOU KNOW THAT THIS PERSON IS RATING EVERYONE A "1" ON THEIR PROFILE AND PICS, THIS PERSON SHOULD BE BLOCKED A.S.A.P. BEFORE THEY RATE YOUR PICS LOW NUMBERS. I AM NOT THE ONE TO COMPLAIN ABOUT ANYTHING BUT I WILL LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT THEY NEED TO BE AWARE OF WHATS GOING ON. THEIR ID# IS http://cherrytap.com/user/789241 HURRY AND BLOCK BEFORE ITS TOO LATE

Try Not To Cry
BUT IF YOU FIND YOU CANNOT STOP UNTIL YOU REACH THE END THEN YOU MUST HAVE A VERY BIG HEART... Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school, He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! But Mommy, when I went to school that day, I never said good-bye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother. Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best; Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Mommy,

Hmmmmm
Well tomorrow begins another quarter at school. Finally I have made it to my last one. Yes I will be graduating soon. July 12th will be my final day of school and I couldn't be happier. This has been a long 2 years for me. Lots of very stressful and restless nights. Many times stressing out over research papers that I actually came out doing very well on. This one I know will be my hardest. I will be taking Forensics this qtr. so stress is more an understatment. Yes I will be so excited to finally walk out of those doors and know that it will be my last and final day.I know that the actual ceremony won't be held until October but its well worth the wait. Then I move on to bigger things.

Nothing Left To Say
(this is about my ex-husband and I and his inabilty to be a consistant parent.) There is nothing left to say Between us that is We barely talk at this point I'm fine with that I don't really like who you are I don't think I ever knew who you were I guess had I been less willing to settle I would be with someone else by now I would not have my children I would not be living at home again I would have a real job I would have a college degree I'm ok with the fact that you are a true man That I was not good enough to have sex with When we were married, but now sick you want to see my body You don't know who I am never will I would never let you in again I would never let you have my heart again I am ok with all of this I have great friends I have amazing conversations with some of them They even share their illnesses with me You never liked touching my belly when I was pregnant You never liked talking to the babies You can't seem to see that her calling the

Feeding The Everlasting Itch
i'd really like to get an electrolisis treatment on my balls and staff..... this itching is fucking rediculous.... if i shave it it just itches from shaving, so i want it gone for GOOD.... no more.... cant take this anylonger!!!

Looking For A Ct Wifey Of Husband
Well I see everyone who has a CT husband or wifey and I wanted to do it a little different and have a CT Wifey and Husband since im bisexual I want to see what kind of replys i get Thanks

Thoughts..of A Submissive
she smiles..thoughts drift through her mind, fleeting...here now..then somehow they are gone.. It is Him..like a thief in the night..He steals into her dreams and she feels Him, smells Him.. It is He, who controls her every thought, every step she takes, she is sure He is there, yet knows it cannot be possible. Around every corner, in every crowd, she senses His presence..could this be real? she smiles again and knows...yes...there are things unseen that are as tangible as those touched.. Her thoughts are her own, but somehow formed by His needs; His desires and it pleases her. She tries to put Him out of her mind, out of her heart, out of her soul..and He is steadfast and unmoving; He has come and He is the One that she has searched for her whole life..It is He..who saw her for who and what she was and is, it is He..who sensed her waiting and it drew Him until He found her and now, she will be His. Like the girl standing on the edge of the abyss..gown clinging to her body

Chomping At The Bit
I'm going crazy waiting for a review of this lay I designed the lights for. I'm a very unconventional person to have hired for the task, and while I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that the play is awful... I just want to see something about it! Somebody who has seen it and can give insight on how it is. Somebody who will analyze it and, from an objective point of view, say exactly what it was that sucked about it. I have to call the producer tomorrow and ask for my money as well. Driving 36 miles to the theater every day really set me back in gas money, which I get back on my taxes sure... but that's not until the winter... so I've got to get things together now. The cash from my new job will start coming in in about 2 weeks as well... but fuel is no joke. Even though my new job is only about 10 or 11 miles away... 2 weeks of going there and back will no doubt drain my tank again, despite the miserly fuel efficiency of my little Neon. I need to relax in the knowledge that every

Love
For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the joy you brought to my life For all the wrong that you made right For every dream you made come true For all the love I found in you I'll be forever thankful baby You're the one who held me up Never let me fall You're the one who saw me through it all You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'cuz you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand I could touch the sky I lost my faith you gave it back to me You said no star was out of reach You stood by me and I stood tall I had your love I had it all I'm grateful for each day you gave me Maybe I don't know that much But I know this much is true I was blessed because I was loved by you

Time After Time....writings Of A Mad Woman!
TIME AFTER TIME........ she drifts...feeling like she is light as a feather..sounds, feelings... then she awakes... her soft bare feet touch cold stone and she rises, her white thin nightgown clinging to her body..she moves thoughtlessly, yet somehow purposely out into the wide expanse of the cold dark hallway, her hair falls into her face and she brushes it back and continues on, feet padding along, hands feeling out in the dark, she knows where she is, yet it seems so strange. What seems like hours, she knows has to be only minutes as she passes one doorway after another, not knowing what it is she is seeking, yet knowing she has to move on in this familiar darkness...then, she stops, her heart racing, she feels as if she is fixed in this spot..her hands reach out and feel a door and she can then move..slowly, closer and closer..until her cheek is pressed to the door...she listens..what is it that she hears, is she really hearing it? yes, she must be..or is it that her soul

Walls
do you even look, can you even see? what loving you and letting you in has done to me? all my hard-fought, blood-bought, walls tumbled down, my resolve, my strength puddled into the dark pools of my tears on the ground, i got one word with icy coldness, no more chances..end. as simple as that, you turned your back, doing what i feared the most, you abandoned me, i make mistakes, i’m not perfect and never pretended to be, i told you from the beginning how scared i was, you said you understood, but you didn’t that’s plain enough, because if nothing else, love is about second chances and meeting each other in the middle of our fears, fighting through all the hard stuff, and pulling our battered hearts near, so at the end of lifes’ cold hard day, love will find it’s way, but i fear, You feel nothing for this ones tears.

I Won Thanks To My Friends Family And Fans
I Won a new Corvette and a dozen roses in the art contest thanks to all my friends family and fans........you all rock.........Like I keep telling everyone I have the most awesome friends on Cherry tap of that there is no doubt....Luv ya bunches.......purpledragonlady aka Vanessa

Why Don't They Get It?
LADIES HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A RELATIONSHIP AND FOR WHAT EVER REASON IT DIDN'T WORK? WHY IS IT THAT AFTERWARDS THEY ACT LIKE FOOLS AND SHOW THEIR TRUE COLORS, THEY WHINE LIKE A TWO YEAR WHO GOT THEIR BIKE STOLEN? TRYIN TO CONVINCE EVERYONE THAT IT WAS YOUR FAULT, AND EXCEPTING NONE OF THE RESPONSIBILITY. MEN PAY ATTENTION, WE WOMAN KNOW THAT ALL YOUR WHINING AND PLANTING SEEDS IN OTHERS EARS IS ONLY YOU TRYING TO HIDE YOUR TRUE SELF TO THE NEXT WOMAN. WOMAN DON'T FOOL YOURSELF INTO THINKING THAT IF A MAN TREATED A WOMAN LIKE SHIT THAT HE WON'T DO IT OT YOU. IF HE HAS NO IDEA HOW TO BE A MAN WITH ONE HE WON'T KNOW WITH THE NEXT. BY NO MEANS AM I SAYING THAT ALL MEN ARE THIS WAY. THERE ARE REAL MEN OUT THERE, JUST BE SMART AND SEE THE ONES THAT ARE REALLY LIL BOYS IN DISGUISE.

Love
I understand someone stalking your page..Ive experienced that first hand and I understand gettin a little edgy about someone ratin ya a 1.. nobody Ive met is a 1 thats just issues they have with themselves to do stupid stuff like that. What I have problems and issues with is the fact some of US think we run shit and we dont. SOme of US think that we can just put up whatever whenever and fuck the feelings of others on Tap. Nobody on here tells me how or what to think, I follow no one but myself (and the voices inside..lol.jking). So having said that, I dont care if you have issues with foreigners, I dont care if you dont like people that date outside their race, I dont care if you dont like men that dress like women, or homosexuals, or redheads, or women who think for themselves, I DONT WANNA FUCKIN HEAR ABOUT IT!!! NOT IN A BLOG NOT IN A BULLETIN, NOT A DAMN THING!!! I have the right to an opinion just as you, but Im not cramming what I think down your fucking throat. Next

Love
I understand someone stalking your page..Ive experienced that first hand and I understand gettin a little edgy about someone ratin ya a 1.. nobody Ive met is a 1 thats just issues they have with themselves to do stupid stuff like that. What I have problems and issues with is the fact some of US think we run shit and we dont. SOme of US think that we can just put up whatever whenever and fuck the feelings of others on Tap. Nobody on here tells me how or what to think, I follow no one but myself (and the voices inside..lol.jking). So having said that, I dont care if you have issues with foreigners, I dont care if you dont like people that date outside their race, I dont care if you dont like men that dress like women, or homesexuals, or redheads, or women who think for themselves, I DONT WANNA FUCKIN HEAR ABOUT IT!!! NOT IN A BLOG NOT IN A BULLETIN, NOT A DAMN THING!!! I have the right to an opinion just as you, but Im not cramming what I think down your fucking throat. Next

My Baby Gurl
well my baby gurl is defintiely getting big. she has four teeth already and is getting two more. she has upgraded from crawling to walking. she is pretty much walking on her own now...well with her toys in front of her. she is also eating graduates food. i cant believe she is almost ten months old. i love that lil girl oh so much. so just thought i would update you all on how she is progressing.

Addicts
I speak of my friend a lot, but sometimes it is better to get the point of view from someone who is a good enough friend to tell you the things about addiction you do not want to hear. I lost a dear friend in October of 06 and you can call him an addict, a junkie, a waste of life, If i hear those words come out of your mouth in front of me you are looking for a fight. I will instantly close myself up and tell you politely to go play with yourself in the backyard. Everyday I run across people who are in need of help, working in Detroit I see a lot of homeless people. My childhood runnings i hung out with a lot of people later who became alcoholics and drug addicts, but now I run across a different problem wanting to support that person who is an addict. I am reminded of the pain I feel that my friend is gone and he was an addict. It really did not bother me, the world viewed him as a junkie, as a waste of life, and I have had a chance to spend some time with someone who the world

Brief Summary Of Plans Of The Week
Monday to Thursday: sign lease for this apartment for the next year, work! (Exercise two days-the-week.) Friday: take a bus to attend the monthly support meeting on Long Island. Return Sunday afternoon.

On To Bigger And Better Things
Well wednesdays my last day. I'm so happy for that, you don't even know. It's going to be awesome to be done-and be able to sleep in for a few days before I do the whole interview thingy. Oh yes, I'm going to go to a dresden dolls concert. They say they like people to dress up, but I don't know what I"m going to do. Hmmmmm

What An Idiot!!!
Well, my room mate is a first class ignorant ass and he's gonna buy out my part of the lease-with what money, I have no clue, he will be starting back to work tomorrow after six weeks without a job....what an idiot!! Ah well, what do I care, I planned to leave this stupid shithole anyway....at least I will be able to get laid in peace and not have to have my sex drive come to a halt because I had to see his fugly sex slut....Gods, but the stupid bitch is beyond ugly and more stupid than that, if you can imagine that.... I don't think he will want me to move when it's time, but I have been looking into places I actually want to live in, and I will be out sooner than I want to be, but hell, I will have my mental stability returned to me after this sick and twisted time in hell...I don't believe in hell, but if it did exist, it would be this house of chaos. What can you do when someone is determine to fuck up their lives but sit there and say you didn't hand them the ammo or the

Great Poems
Great poems, bring great poetic friendships. Yes. So let's be friends and share the hearts of poems. Also the art of beauty in paintings and drawings. Thru video's and pictures, we seek God's poems every day. Yet, we do not, realize all the poetic work's and other great creations,God has Made. But, just open the eyes of your soul and look and see, hear, feel and smell everything, God has done. So God Bless creation of life. FOR LIfE IS HIS GREAT POEM.

The Best I've Felt In A While!!!!
I feel really good and happy today!!! My sisters not by blood or genes is having her baby tomorrow... YAY I become Aunt Hannah to a little boy tomorrow... I can't wait cause I'm gonna spoil that little baby... She is my best friend... We have been throught HELL and back together... I'd do anything in this world that I can for her... That is just how close we are... Well they haven't decided on a name yet but, we all know that once she lays eyes on that little boy that she will have that perfect name for him... She has asked me to be the GODMOTHER of him but I don't know if I can take that challange in my life right now cause she has brought the subject up what if something should happen to her and she couldn't care for him anymore?!? Well she knows that I would see that he is taken care of but I just can't think about loosing my BEST FRIEND right now... I hope that someone out there understands me... I would love to be his GODMOTHER but not at the risk of loosing her... I mean I would

I'm Exhausted, Sleep Starved, And Dreading Ever Waking Again Once I Lay Down...
I'm fairly sleep-deprived and have been suppressing my crankiness for the past few days now. I'm fucking restless and bored. I hate routines. I hate normalcy. I hate waking up at the same time every day and doing the exact same god damn tedious fucking things. Anything enjoyable seems fleeting. And so I readjust to being part of the working class America. I've basically given up on the notion that I will ever sleep more than five hours at a time for the rest of my life. Open swing the doors of insomnia, welcoming me to a state of living death once again. I just can't think of a worse time for me to be having trouble sleeping. I need to be able to make it through the next two weeks of work with a clear head, since I'm so new and don't want to accidentally step out of line. Heaven knows after the last three months of unemployment I can't afford to go any longer without income to support myself [the cats and my man]. Usually the hours before I have to work 3rd shift just don't pass

This Pisses Me Off!!!!
Ever wonder what the expression "stuck on stupid" meant?Well here is an example: The grinning idiot clinging to Je$$e Jack$on is Cindy Sheehan... the sob sister protesting the war at Bush's ranch, who lost her son in the war, the same son she gave up in her divorce when he was 7 years old. And by the way if you wonder why she has so much free time ... she is going through another divorce right now and guess what? She is giving up custody of another son. As Forest Gump once wisely proclaimed, "Stupid is as stupid does."What Is This Picture? Obviously, it's a picture in a cemetery. What cemetery and whose grave? Sadly, it's the grave of Casey Sheehan. After two years, and a DoD payment of $250,000 to the "Peace Mom", Cindy Sheehan has not had the time or bothered to have a headstone placed on this young hero's grave. And, she doesn't even have to pay for one, the DoD will provide one: "The Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) furnishes upon request, at no charge to the applicant, a g

Sorry Everyone
Hey there what have you all been up to me nothing to much but here is my number for you all to get ahold of me it is 919-723-6835 that is my cell phone number right now and i will get to all of you when i am able to get on when i am not working and haveing some problems and there is going to be some more pics and ultra sounds on my pics and i am 2 months which is 8 weeks pregnant now and i am trying to take care of it

In Memory Of The Columbine & Virginia Tech Students Who Were Lost
BUT IF YOU FIND YOU CANNOT STOP UNTIL YOU REACH THE END THEN YOU MUST HAVE A VERY BIG HEART... Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school, He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! But Mommy, when I went to school that day, I never said good-bye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother. Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best; Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Mommy,

What My Birthdate Means
Your Birthdate: May 21 You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone. Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them. Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month. What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

My Lil Girl
well i took my lil girl to the er tonight cuz she has a really bad rash that didnt seem like it was a regular diaper rash. come to find out it was a yeast infection. the doctor said it could be caused from many different things but to keep a cream on it twice a day. if it doesnt start to go away then i have to take her back to get checked out. but she is doin alright now. still a happy baby though.

Ladies & Gentlemen Please Read Very Important
I was just min Buzzen chat talking to a long time chat pal...she told me that she just had some masses removed from under her armpits the lympnodes they call them it was pre cancerous....but thank GOD above she was able to be operated on and had it taken care of. Now I am tell you all this because i myself being 46 am about to go have my very 1st Mammogram and believe it is important that WE ALL AS WOMEN AND GENTLEMEN TOO...get our breasts checked...AND YES MEN GET BREAST CANCER ALSO. So please if it runs in your family or you know someone who has a problem talk to them and help them realize if they detect it ealry enough they may save their own lives, but thats the key thing EARYLY DETECTION...so as afraid as I am to go have it done i am going it may save my life...I love you all and want5 you to know that...PLEASE PLEASE HAVE YEARLY CHECK UPS AND MAMMOGRAMS THE LIFE YOU SAVE MAY BE YOUR OWN....Love CherryCherry.....Tammy p.s. ALSO FELLAS HAVE YOUR TESTICLES EXAMINED FOR TESTICULAR

More Crap
?'s u wont find anywhere elseSurvey for the really boredby **HOOKER**001. What is Your Name? jackii002. How old are you? 22003. What is the link to your website, blog, or myspace? whatever004. Name? Jackii005. What do u think of our president? retard006. Whos ur fav comedian? Jim Norton007. Fav internet service? comcast008. Fav tv channel? comedy central009. Fav radio station? xm 202010. Posession u never leave without? cell phone011. Person u can trust w/ anything? Neil012. Friend u cant completely trust? Sarah013. Person u pretend to like or be friends w/? kristie kline014. Fav nelly song? country grammar015. Fav song? love like winter016. Best slow song? i'unno its name017. Fav r&b song? no idea018. Fav country song? garth brookes i got friends in low places019. Fav rap song? eminem - fack

Can't Think Straight
i don't know which way is up. i haven't been so confused in years. his words have touched my soul. they speak to me with such clarity. why now? i can't get them out of my head. i can't get him out of my head. i want to know more. i want to see more, hear more. does this make me obsessed? probably. fascination moves me though. i can't explain this at all. it confuses me entirely and excites me too. this can't be normal...

Friends And Frustrations
Frustration..ok..tonight and for months, its been because I have a new computer sitting right beside this old piece of crap, and where I live, we do not have access to anything other than stone age dial up..so my new computer is too fast for the connection, I am working on this and will reciprocate to all those who have been so kind since I joined here! I am so mad I could spit, but...my mamma taught me it was unladylike to spit..*winks* and since I have no inner monologue, my mind wanders to the spitting versus swallowing debate on that one! lolol..ok..spitting..there's one more thing..did you realize cats arent clean? They are just covered in cat spit! ok..yeah, I know..that's enough Lucy! Hugs to all those who have visited and been so kind on their ratings and comments. I love Desired Evil! He brought me here!

How American Am I?
You Are 80% American You're as American as red meat and shooting ranges. Tough and independent, you think big. You love everything about the US, wrong or right. And anyone who criticizes your home better not do it in front of you! How American Are You?

A Biker's Wish
A man riding his Harley was riding along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a booming voice, the Lord said, "Because you have tried to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish. The biker pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over anytime I want." The Lord said, "Your request is materialistic, think of the enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking; the supports required reaching the bottom of the Pacific and the concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something that could possibly help mankind." The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally, he said, "Lord, I wish that I and all men could understand women; I want to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment, why she cries, what she means when

What Guys Think Of Me
Guys Like That You're Charming You're the girl most guys can't get out of their heads Even if they met you on a bad hair day :-) You just seem to "click" with everyone you meet So even if a guy forgets about you for a second... his friends haven't! What Do Guys Like About You?

None
I’d give anything to see the sun set on the horizon, I’d do anything to gaze at a full moon in the night sky; Even a rainbow would make me smile, And I’d love to swim in crystal clear waters Of an untouched sea; Sometimes I’ll see a shooting star, And try to gaze from afar, All the diamonds in the night sky; The mist on the mountains is breathtaking, As is walking in rainforest; To see cascading waterfalls I’d do anything for, As to stand on the highest peak in the world, And look at the sights below; I’d love to soar on wings above the clouds, Across the bluest skies; I’d do anything to see All the beautiful things in the world, Like a red rose blooming in the Sahara, Like a river twisting through a dusty land, All the beautiful things in the world; But I also know I am looking at The world’s most beautiful creation, Every time you smile, And every time I look into your eyes.

From The Daughter Of A Soldier..
I was in Trenton, Ontario attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camo's, as they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red blooded Canadian who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just when I thought I could not be more proud of my country or of our service men and women a young girl, not more tha

Ooo Soooo Annoying!!
LITTLE THINGS THAT ANNOY THE HELL OUT OF ME!! 1. AS SOON AS I SIT THE HELL DOWN THE KIDS ASK FOR A DAMN DRINK!! KNOWING THAT 2 SECONDS AGO THEIR LITTLE ASSES WERE NOT THIRSTY BUT ALL OF A SUDDEN WHEN I GO TO SIT AND RELAX THEY ARE JUST DYING OF THIRST 2. WHEN YOU HAVE A MESSAGE UP THAT SAYS BUSY OR YOU TELL SOMEONE THAT YOU CANT TALK RIGHT NOW AND THEY STILL BOTHER THE HELL OUT OF YOU...DO THEY NOT HAVE ANY SENSE AT ALL TO THINK THAT BUSY MEANS THAT YOU ARE ACTUALLY FUCKEN BUSY? 3. PEOPLE THAT DRIVE UNDER THE SPEED LIMIT..BREAKING WHEN THEY HAVE NOT ONE SINGLE DAMN CAR IN FRONT OF THEM..ACTING LIKE A BIG BAD BEAR OR SOME SHIT IS GONNA COME RUNNING OUT IN FRONT OF THEM 4. WHEN YOU SEEM TO BE THE ONLY MOTHER FUCKER THAT LIVES IN A HOUSE, BUT THERE HAPPENS TO BE 4 OTHER PEOPLE THERE AND NOT ONE OF THEM HELP THE FUCK OUT WHEN IT COMES TIME TO DO SOMETHING AROUND THE BITCH!! WILL SIT THERE AND STARE AT YOU WHILE YOU RUN THE SWEEPER OR TAKE OUT THE TRASH!!! AND THEN AFTER IT IS ALL DON

Road Trip -day 3
Mother Earth was partying today for her day (Earth Day). Traveling through Missouri, Iowa and Nebraska, I experienced incredibly strong winds and rain. My arms feel like I held up 100 lb wieghts all day long from trying to keep the van on the road. I was under tornado watch for most of the day. Everyone I met along the way was very supportive. I think we all felt like we belonged to the same club...the "living through mother natures revenge" club. Anyway, a glass of wine, an episode of Desperate Housewife's and I will be ready for tomorrow's big adventure. Wyoming here I come! To be continued....

"watching You"
Driving through town just my boy and me With a happy meal in his booster seat Knowing that he couldn't have the toy Till his nuggets were gone Green traffic light turned straight to red I hit my breaks and mumbled under my breath His fries went a flying and his orange drink covered his lap Well then my four year old said a four letter word That started with "s" and I was concerned So I said son now now where did you learn to talk like that [Chorus one] He said I've been watching you dad, ain't that cool I'm your buckaroo, I wanna be like you And eat all my food and grow as tall as you are We got cowboy boots and camo pants Yeah we're just alike, hey ain't we dad I wanna do everything you do So I've been watching you We got back home and I went to the barn I bowed my head and I prayed real hard Said lord please help me help my stupid self Then this side of bedtime later that night Turning on my son's scooby doo nightlight He crawled out of bed and he got dow

Misunderstandings
WHY DO SOME PEOPLE AUTOMATICALLY ASSUME THAT BECAUSE YOU TALK TO SOMEONE, THEY ARE CHEATING. I HAVE HEARD THIS QUESTION ASKED SEVERAL TIMES IN THE PAST FEW DAYS. I MYSELF, I COME ON HERE TO MEET NEW FRIENDS, I AM NOT INTERESTED IN DATING ANYONE, ANYTIME SOON. I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF THE DATING SCENE, AND TIRED OF GETTING HURT BY THE THOUGHT OF BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP. JUST BECAUSE YOU COME ON HERE AND SEND COMMENTS, EXCHANGE WORDS, THOUGHTS, OR CONVERSATION, DOES NOT MEAN YOU ARE CHEATING ON YOUR MATE, YOU ARE JUST HERE TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS, CONTACTS, AND GET TO KNOW PEOPLE FROM DIFFERENT CULTURES AND BACKGROUNDS. THINK BEFORE YOU ACCUSE SOMEONE OF CHEATING, UNLESS YOU KNOW IT IS CHEATING. DONT ASSUME BECAUSE SOMEONE IS TALKING TO YOU, OR EXCHANGING COMMENTS, OR BANTER THAT THEY ARE INTERESTED IN YOU OTHER THAN A FRIENDSHIP. IF YOU ARE CURIOUS AS TO WHAT THE INTENTIONS ARE, COMMUNICATE YOUR THOUGHTS. DONT ASSUME ANYTHING, BECAUSE WHEN YOU ASSUME, YOU MAKE AN ASS OF YOURSELF

Been Away For A Bit
i just got sick of the internet all together, and haven't really been getting on a whole hell of a lot. anyway, what's been going on? let's see.... me and pookie hooked up with a girl we were supposed to get with years ago, and that went horrible. needless to say, she got "fired" and now it's just back to me and pookie again. i guess we're still open to a 3rd in the future, but are we ever gonna be picky now. hmmm. what else? oh yeah, we resurrected the old Pigfucker Records label as the new Creepy Guy Records. we're mainly dealing in music of the extreme variety ( black metal, punk - as in REAL punk, and powerviolence.). none of that pussy ass MTV-friendly shit on our label...lol. we should have a few CDs dropping this year, and should also have a full blown record store up and running when we move to Seattle later in the year. more on that soon, i'm sure. other than that, not a whole lot new. thanx to all the ppl who didn't delete my sorry ass and continued to leave me comments and

What Does A Kiss Taste Like???
What does a kiss taste like??? One day a teacher had a taste test with her students. She picked a little boy to do the first test. She blindfolded him, put a Hershey kiss in his mouth and asked, "Do you know what it is?" "No, I don't," said the little boy. "Okay, I'll give you a clue. It's the thing your daddy wants from your Mom before he goes to work." Suddenly, a little girl at the back of the room yelled, Spit it out, Johhny ! It's a piece of Ass"!

Live Show Anyone?
Im doing a live cam show! Hey a girl's gotta have some fun doesnt she? Cum and see me ;) http://imlive.com/wmaster.asp?wid=123687653595&promotioncode=eval3433&gotopage=user.asp Nickname: Addicted2Sin

How Hot Are Your Kisses?
Your Kisses Are Spicy and Wild Your kisses are powerful stuff. They'll start a fire in almost anyone you kiss. You kiss with passion, skill, and endurance. Anyone who kisses you is in for a long, intense ride. You better watch out though. Your incredible kisses are likely to get you in trouble! How Hot Are Your Kisses?

Bdsm Checklist
For each activity, there are two answers. The first is whether the person has done the activity, and the second is how much they enjoy the activity (if they've done it), or how much they want to try it (if they haven't already). 1 means they would do it, but don't enjoy it. 5 means they love it. SEX: Anal Sex (get): Yes,5 Anal Sex (give): Yes,2 Ass Cheek Sex (get): Yes,2 Ass Cheek Sex (give): Yes,2 Breast Sex (get): Yes,3 Breast Sex (give): Yes,2 Butt Plugs (get): Yes,4 Butt Plugs (give): Yes,5 Dildo - Anal (get): Yes,5 Dildo - Anal (give): Yes,5 Dildo - Oral (get):

Herculean ~ The Good, The Bad And The Queen
Standing on the dark canal By the gasworks, Celebrate the ghost gone by When the love hurts. And the medicine man here 24/7, You can get it fast in Armaggeddon, Everyone on the way to heaven Slowly. Call for prayer is comin' 'round here In the morning. Wash our faces go to work, There is no warning That it all gets better when life is straight, It's bigger than you and the Welfare State The wind keeps singing 'it's not too late For you

How Girly Are You?
You Are 68% Girly You're a pretty girly chick, and you're not ashamed to admit it (or wear pink). But you're also practical. You can hang with the guys, as long as they're not too gross! How Girly Are You?

Latex Gloves
Latex Gloves A dentist noticed that his next patient, an elderly lady, was looking very nervous so he decided to tell her a little joke as he put on his gloves. "Do you know how they make these gloves?" he asked. "No, I don't" she replied. "There's a building in China with a big tank of latex, and workers of all hand sizes walk up to the tank, dip in their hands,let them dry, then peel off the gloves and throw them into boxes of the right size." She didn't even crack a smile. "Oh, well. I tried," he thought. But five minutes later during a delicate portion of the dental procedure, she burst out laughing. "What's so funny?" he asked. "I was just picturing how condoms are made!" she said. Gotta watch those little old ladies! Their minds may be slow, but they're always working.

Hmmmm
So yeah a friend told me about this place...and I figured what the hell I already spend every single minute of my life online...So when I first joined not really knowing what I was joining I was hearing all kinds of shit and I was like great what have I gotten myself into.... Now....I'm in love....hahahah

What Do Guys Like About You?
Guys Like That You're Sensitive And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships! What Do Guys Like About You?

I Wonder?
I'm just wondering what relationships are worth anymore? I mean are they really worth the trouble and the pain. I'm beginning to believe that they're not. If you know what I'm talking about, let's hear a hell yeah. And people begin to wonder why I'm not in one at the moment, and gee, that could be anybody's guess. It's like most/some of the time they all come out of some damn copy machine and they are like robots with strings. Is there is a cutoff point to these strings or do they continue up the butt. I'm so sick and tired of the same conversations that get nowhere and is a continued basis of crap. I feel so bad for someone in my family who continues to get treated like crap over NOTHING. She's always in tears every single day over a relationship she's been in for a long time and it's not getting any better. What is a woman to do when nothing she does for her spouse is right? Every single thing she tries is for nothing, so apparently she is nothing in that spou

I Make It Rain..
..I Came fucking close to going to jail last night. ..I'm going crazy in Somerset.. [But, can't seem to get myself to leave] I need a job. I'm not lazy. And, to top it off.. I've been losing weight.. My best friend thinks I'm on drugs and look sick. My ex thinks I've gotten hotter..[But, my personality blows anymore] I miss her like wow.. I don't know.

What Kind Of Soda Are You?
You Are Root Beer Ultra sweet and innocent, you have a subtle complexity behind your sugary front. Children love you, but so do high end snobs... when you're brewed right. Your best soda compatibility match: Dr. Pepper Stay away from: Diet Coke What Kind of Soda Are You?

Pet's Checklist....* Blushes *
SEX: Anal Sex (get): No,5 Armpit Sex (get): No,No Ass Cheek Sex (get): No,4 Butt Plugs (get): No,5 Dildo - Anal (get): Yes,5 Dildo - Oral (get): Yes,5 Finger Sex (get): Yes,5 Hand Job (give): No,4 Including Others: No,5 Licking (get): No,5 Licking (give): No,5 Massage (give): Yes,5 Oral Sex (give): No,5 Phone Sex: Yes,5 Pornography: No,4 Sex in Public:

Letting Go
Letting Go Memories we hold on too Regrets from the past Hold onto the good one's It's time to let go at last We can only learn from The mistakes of long ago By learning and suffering We have wept what we sow Should, could, woulda's Never solved a thing Hinders the song in your heart And you forget how to sing Life is but a precious gift In bad times as well as good Holding on to sorrow Unable to grow as we should Treasure the memories But leave them in the past The time has come to move ahead Grasp maturity at last For when your time time on earth has past What will your soul cry out Cries of lost memories Or a joyous happy shout Embrace each day With wonderment and smiles For you have come to the crossroads Of life's hardened miles Rise above your own self doubts Rise about the pain Learn to be a child again Throw away your crutch or cane No more excuses Nor more crutches Come out of your own Hindering clutches You will once again rejoice A

Aboot Me Survey
Ultimate 'About Me'by Sooz_123001. What is Your Name? Jackii002. How old are you? 22003. What is the link to your website, blog, or myspace? General004. What is your height? 5'8"005. Do you have any siblings? 2 brothers006. What is your eye colour? blue007. What is your hair colour? black brown something...008. Do you wear glasses or contacts? contacts or glasses depends on what i feel like009. Are you right handed or left handed? ambidextrious010. Do you have any piercings? nose, tongue and ears for now011. Do you smoke? yes012. Do you swear? all the time013. Do you get along with your parents? sometimes014. Your heritage german015. Your fears spiders and the dark016. Goal you would like to achieve this year make it017. Most overused phrase on an instant messenger stfu gtfo018. Best Physical Feature eyes

Naked Men And Lady Pics
heyas now that i got your attention,,please come join me for a night of fun at jousters lounge, http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5018 and listen in at pink and sunshines Shugar shack,, http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6866 we will be playing name that tune of 70s songs,,so please come join and have have a blast please repost DJ Randy

What Kind Of Girl Are You?
You are a City Girl! Whether you live in the city or not, you've got the heart of a city girl. You're up on the latest trends - what's hot in music, food, and fashion. And you love to be on the go. Your perfect day is filled with tons of fun. Your perfect guy is a city guy, so head to LA, NYC, Sydney, or London to find him! What Kind of Girl Are You?

Sweet Dreams
The day is done,sleepy eyes are tired Shhhhh,,,Close your eyes my little one, and mommie will tell you a story. Of knights on white horses, from far away lands, And little blue eyed girls in golden castles, with fairies dancing across moonbeams glittering like diamonds and riding on the wings of dragonflies. Spread your wings and fly with me, To the sleepy enchanted forest , Where doves cooo soft lullabies Dream my little one, Sweet precious dreams. For you have plenty of time for reality, In tommorrows yet to come. written by; Mary Lee all rights reserved

The Fairy Queen Whispers Gently;
My child ,I am the tears of your heart, I am the laughter in your mind, I am the maker of your dreams, , I'll sing you songs to make you hear, For my truth resides in the trees, and in the wind ,...my little one you were born of mystery and magic, in a kindom far far away...And a brave knight stands over the garden to protect you his warrior princess, with the sapphire eyes, big, patient and blue.And all around you enchanting fairries dance; so unconcerned, uncaptive, innocent and free! .Even the Shimmering fairies that bath in the forest of magic,knows ,that no lord or Elf prince will ever be able to capture your heart. Written by Mary Lee

Biker Knight
He doesn"t know that I kiss him with my eyes a thousand times each night; From a distance ; At first the kisses are soft as a feather upon his cheek Then warm and tender, for it is not passion I seek, My craving is to be close to him and feel his strength For these kisses on air I ask nothing in return But that he accepts and understands, I never meant to feel this way - It caught me unaware Of course our lips shall never meet ; I seek only to be closer to my personal champion The valiant knight upon his bike; My heart sees him as everything the finest knight should be Strong, handsome, chivalrous, with great skills and loyalty I take him as a friend, but crave him as a lover every time I look at him I know that I am testing my resistance I do not want to hurt him or interfere with his life, So I stay at a safe distance, all the while Knowing he could see into my soul if he only looked into my eyes; He is the temporary foundation of my existe

21 Fine Words Of Advice
There's some mighty fine advice in these words from the Anthony Robbins organization ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smi

Infinity X 3
I see in my lover the infinity of me; remember as I would always say "times three",,,,,,, You were the companion of my soul for all infinity; now I sink into memory and sweet refrain of past; I am the voice that is silent as silent, as a dove crying in the night; A soul lost in its infinity to love You are the one that shared my thoughts dreams ,fears ,beliefs I am always with you In dreams, I taste your presence In dreams, we touch and bodies meet, In dreams, Feeling moments of uncertainty and longing for your warm embrace In dreams, reminding me there is a path to you I must complete In dreams, Always within my heart, there is you alight in you A Dove For Infinity x3 Author: Mary Lee All rights reserved©

Ladayna Williams (r.i.p)
This is one of the few times that I will post some personal information on here. But she deserves it because she was someone special to my family. On April 10th, 2005 @ roughly 2:33 PM her life was tragically ended while on the road traveling from Modesto to Sacramento. In the car with her were her 3 daughters ranging from teenager to 1 year old. Earlier that day I had talked to her. Me: Hello Dayna: What's up Cousin! Me: Hey Dayna what's up! Dayna: I was calling you to get directions to Xavier's Birthday party. Me: Oh ok so you are coming then! Dayna: Of course cousin! I told you I was. I don't get to see you cause you always at work. Me: Yeah I know. But I got to make that paper you know? Dayna: Fo sho cousin! I am not mad at you. Me: You bringing the girls with you? Dayna: Yep. Me: Cool. Ok...here goes the directions. And I proceed to give her the directions to the park where I was throwing my sons second birthday party. So fast forwa

For My Guy, Waheed (barry)
WISE He is WISE beyond his years. Thoughtful, kind, caring, and intelligent. Steadfast in his beliefs and his moral integrity. A genteel advisor. Delicate, polite, and elegant. ADORABLE Delightful, lovable, and charming. Naive in his approach, candid in his views, and trustworthy in his manner. HUMBLE Meek in his demeanor, modest in his behavior, and unpretentious. A demure soul. EXCITING Appealing, provocative, dangerous, and rebellious. Intriguing, impressive, racy, and stimulating. At his whim... He can create ANARCHY. LOL !! Alienate/Attract Incorrigible/Innocent Obstinate/Amenable Unruly/Compliant Willful/Receptive ENTICING Alluring, attracting, tempting, and seductive. Arouses hope and desire. He invites all and tempts many. DISTANT Cool, apprehensive, remote, and reluctant. Thanks for being my most trusted friend. For always being there whenever I need you.. albeit on the phone, Cherry, or Yahoo.

Gangster
Watch out girls there is a rude guy in town....he rated one of my members all 1's just because she did not have any dirty pictures. We are on this site to have fun....If you dont like the profile that you go on then leave it!!!!!!!! There are some that have dirty pics and that is all right its because of guys like him that I took down all of my pics......So please all my girl friends as well as my guy friends repost and spread the word about this person......Hugs and Kisses Babydoll

This Is Bullshit
i dont complain at all i help people out i rate their pics their stashes help them lvl bomb in contests an everythin an when i wanna try to throw my first contest wont no one read my bulletins except my wife shes the only ones to EVER read my bulletins it seems like....an it would be nice for some people to actually start readin an repostin an tryin to help me besides my wife boo boo girlblink182 an lovin the cherries them r the only people on my friends list or family list that help me an im tired of it

Sunday April 22 2007
WELL HERE WE ARE ALMOST THE END OF APRIL AND THIS ANGEL IS READY FOR THE SUMMER. SORRY I HAVE NOT BLOGGED IN THE LAST FEW DAYS ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS BUT HAVE BEEN BUSY. THATS LIFE FOR YA THOUGH YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT. WELL LETS SEE WHATS GOING ON IN ANGELS WORLD SO MUCH TO WRITE ABOUT AND DONT KNOW WHERE TO START. FIRST I GUESS THE REASON WHY I HAVENT BLOGGED IN A FEW DAYS IS BECAUSE MY GRANDMOTHER IS IN THE ICU UNIT OF A HOSPITAL HERE SHE IS GETTING BETTER WITH TIME AND THE GOOD LORD LOOKING AFTER HER BUT ITS GONNA TAKE TIME. NOW FOR THE GOOD NEWS MY HUSBAND IS NOW A TAP MEMBER HE IS BIG PAPA ON MY FRIENDS LIST SO FOR ALL YOU HOT LADYS OUT THERE THAT WANTS TO CHECK OUT A STUD FEEL FREE TO CHECK HIM OUT RATE HIM AND ADD HIM HE IS ONE STUD MUFFIN LET ME TELL YA ALSO BETWEEN TRYING TO HELP HIM RAISE THE CHILDREN COOK CLEAN AND BE A WIFE AS WELL AS TRY AND HOOK UP AND HAVE FUN TIME GOES BY ALL TO QUICK SO LADIES PLEASE FEEL FREE TO STOP BY AND SEND ME A LINE ANYTIME AND ILL RESP

Soapbox Time
I want to start out by Expressing my deepest condolences to the families of Virginia Tech and everyone else affected by this horrible tragedy. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I can hear the gun control coming,,I can see this as the next platfrom for people against guns..I can not express strongly enough that it is the person not the gun that is to blame,or better yet with this boys mental history I think the college is as much at fault here as the gun. Yes I own a gun several as I have stated before and no I would never go out and take a innocent life,and I really don't see my guns jumping out of the gun case and going out on their own to hurt anyone.I know you are going to say ..guns kill well Sweetie so does the human hand as a matter of fact I have not heard of to many serial killers that have used guns,and to the people who support gun control why don't you go and talk to a woman that is afraid to leave her home because sh

A Poeam Of Love
for if you ever think of me, look at a star in the soft moonlight nights if it breaks form heavens and fall at your feet, know it well that it is a metaphor of my hear, and if it dose not break but how is it possible that you cast a glance and it dose not give away its life, forgets its existence? if you ever think of me, touch softly the gusts of passing breez and you will find me in the floating fragrance, look for me in the rose petals, you will find my reflection in the dewdrops. but if you fail to find me in the star , dewdrops or in the fragrance you will find me at your feet, in the dust covered pathways. and if you see a candle flame, know it will that I too, like a moth that burns itself, am scattered with the ashes, cast these ashes into the river my love, i shall travel to the oceans land on an unseen island and call your name. if you ever sail to the oceans, do stop at this island too

Dishes And Ungodly Smells
So the moniter on my computer went dark...sorta grayish brownish and thats a sign it may not last much longer. Son of a bitch. I just had the fucking hard drive replaced. What the fuck... anyway, moving on. I just spent all damn day doing the dishes. Yes, I did say all day. with some breaks in between to eat, fo to the bathroom and tend to my kids. Other than that, its been dishes non stop. Wanna know why? Because I went 2 months without washing any. Thats right. 2 months. It got to the point where I had to empty out one of the big plastic rubbermaid tubs in my basement so I could soak the dishes. I intended to do the dishes the day I did that. But I got distracted by the computer. But then the water in the tub started to stink. So I just started staying out of the kitchen. But then the smell expanded to the living room...so then I started hanging out in my bedroom. And then the smell just engulfed the entire house. Don't get me wrong, I don't really keep a nasty house otherwise clutte

Friends Without Faces
Friends Without Faces by Thomas Teague We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens, We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze, Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes, Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name, We want recognition, but it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt, In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - but - why we don't know, But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, we can be so bold, Telling our secrets, that have never been told. Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind, With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell "real" people, but

Karma
u throw that word around a lot too now, eh? lol ... ask karma what it does to people who try to fool it? good luck ... hope u run fast cause it's about to turn on u in some of the worst ways. once you think you've got it fooled, it turns around and says "i knew all along you lying bitch!" ... lol ... it's just waiting for you to back yourself into a corner. not much longer now.

Important Medical Information
American Medical Association researchers have made a remarkable discovery. It seems that some patients needing blood transfusions may benefit from receiving chicken blood rather than human blood. It tends to make the men cocky and the women lay better. Just thought you'd like to know

Mixed Emotions, Need Comfort!
My emotions are raw at this time but I think its gonna be alrite. My daughter (17) ran and is with her friends. We fought and they are crying abuse. What else am I to do? She is packing what little she wants to carry and yet taking things that belong to me. She yelled at my face and we struggled. Legal adivce for me? there is none that anyone is willing to tell me. What must be done? I wish I know. What I must do? Well......... i am doing all that I can. I let her go with three days of clothes, refused to let her take anything from the house, refused to give money to her friends parents the is yelling abuse. I feel that she would have to learn the hard way. She is now forced to look for work, when she was with me, refused to do so. All that I know is that she is 17yrs and police say there is nothing I can do. Now I am really stress but I have to be strong for my other little girl.

Lol Damn I Need Some Help!!!
Ok I'm getting my ass kicked by 13,000 comments!!! In two days!!! WTF!!! Can anyone help me out???!!! For the love of all that's holy!!! LOL Thank you for reading this and any assistance. PLEASE REPOST LOL = )

Train Ride
Subject: Train Ride A man & a woman who had never met before, but were both married to other people, found themselves assigned to the same sleeping room on a transcontinental train. Though initially embarrassed & uneasy over sharing a room, they were both very tired & fell asleep quickly... Him in the upper bunk & her in the lower. At 1:00 AM, the man leaned over & gently woke the woman saying, "Ma'am, I'm sorry to bother you, but would you be willing to reach into the closet to get me a second blanket? I'm awfully cold." "I have a better idea," she replied. "Just for tonight, let's pretend that we're married." "Wow! That's a great idea!" he exclaimed. "Good," she replied. "Get your own fucking blanket." After a moment of silence, he farted.

So Done
It has come to my attention that when a guy tells a "fat chick" like me that she is beautiful it is all BULLSHIT and lies. It is all just a ploy to see if they can get a quick lay. People ask why I am single and well there you have it. I am one of the fat people and I guess it's about time that I figured that out and stop fooling myself by thinking that people can see inner beauty. You make one mistake and you get hung up on and put out with the trash. Got to love that. Well to all of you women out that there are the "perfect 10" You win. Not all of us can be like that and well I guess the ones who can't are just supposed to be alone. Well maybe not all of us but this is the case for me. With that said I outta here.

Who Gives A F*** Anyway.
In My OwN LiTTle World, I know People Love Me. I can walk into a store and feel the LoVe. Perfect strangers smile at me, children want to talk to me. Big ole dogs run up to me wagging there tails. I am strangley loved by everyone and it's very nice! In My wolrd, there is no deceptions, no lies, No Anger or fear. NiCe things happen for everyone. It just depends on who you are and what your needs are at the moment. Of course, in my world the needy don't exist. You See, I'm Alone here, I Have no one to share my thoughts with, or to cry with. I sometimes wonder if theres a reason I live alone. Until I think about it a while. Then I remember how it hurts when your you are stepped on by those you love. How it feels when what you believed in was just a big lie. People are greedy, when it's part of thier plan. They know they can decieve you, cause your a nice guy. I'm always left standing, alone and with the bag. These are my memories, that's why I won't lie. I know it can hurt you, m

Forbidden
Broken an beaten Used an misused Left an forgotten Lost an confused Longing an dreaming Lifeless an numb Doubtful an dreading The ends sure to come. Visions of love an everlasting Dreams of one whom my heart is fasting Searching clouded love no more A heart raging with a storm Raindrops of tears lightly falling A broken heart steadily calling A scream within that hasn’t away out They tell me love will be found, but I doubt Dreams of a butterfly tummy Kisses as sweet as pure honey Thoughts of a heart forever to be mine Feelings of loneliness consume my time Behind teary eyes the sadness is hidden For the one I love is to me Forbidden.

23 Apr 07 - Monday
23 Apr 07 - Monday 1564 William Shakespeare Stratford-on-Avon England, bard (Hamlet, MacBeth, Julius Cæsar) 1791 James Buchanan Cove Gap PA, (Federalist/Democrat), 15th US President (1857-61) 1813 Stephen Arnold Douglas [Little Giant] US Senator (Lincoln debates) 1891 Sergey Sergeyevich Prokofiev Ukraine, composer (Peter & the Wolf) 1928 Shirley Temple Black Santa Monica CA, child actress (Heidi)/ ambassador (UN) 1936 Roy Orbison Vernon TX, rocker (Oh Pretty Woman, Only The Lonely) 1939 Lee Majors [Harvey Lee Yearly] Wyandotte MI, TV actor (Big Valley, $6,000,000 Man, Fall Guy) 1943 Herve Villechaize France, "Da Plane! Da Plane!" (Fantasy Island) 1944 Sandra Dee [Alexandra Zuck] Bayonne NJ, actress (Gidget, A Summer Place, Tammy and the Doctor, Imitation of Life) 1949 Joyce DeWitt Wheeling WV, actress (Janet Wood-Three's Company) 1952 Tony Maselli (fictional character on "Who's the Boss") 1960 Steve Clark Hillsborough England, rock guitarist (Def Leppard-Hysteri

Win For The Race
What has happened to us as a race? We no longer are willing to let our voices be heard, we much rather turn the other cheek when laws are passed which further stifle our freedoms of speech and views, we no longer are willing to be imprisoned for our views and we are no longer willing to place ourselves above those who were imported for labor not more than two centuries ago. Today we have become a race of fence sitters unwilling to get into the action when our people’s future is at stake, we are no longer the stronger race in the world we have passed the torch onto the Jew and his powerful allies (the media), we have all but allowed our people to be brainwashed into jumping off the preverbal cliff that the Jews want us to jump off of. We are no longer able to think outside of the box, we are expected to take on the views which the television says for us to use, we are so brainwashed that we encourage our children to go out and procreate with Negros and Mexicans, we no longer have the

.i Just Died.
.I Just Died. What is the point? Being honest, Open, Truthful? It doesn't matter No one cares Many tears My eyes have cried Many years I've kept everything inside I have let you in I have been open But I've should of known It would only last for a season What was the point? I'm torn and bruised Left alone to pick myself up And open for the next person to abuse I don't have a choice I can't catch a break I've lost my heart's voice Screaming how bad it aches Am I a horrible person? Do I deserve to be on the ground? The one you don't care to listen And walk away letting me drown I'm suffocating In this life In my life Slowly becoming nothing It gets harder to breathe Harder to keep fighting I want to leave Disappear And slowly I'm dying So what really is the point? Being truthful, honest, and open It doesn't matter to you You don't care So say goodbye And cry your last cry Because to you I just

U Just Never Know
ONCE IN YOUR LIFE YOU FIND WHAT YOUR LOOKIN FOR ,EVERY HAVE 1 OF THOSE DAYS OR TIMES WHERE U MET SOMEBODY OR TALK TO THEM,THEY GET STUCK IN YOUR IN MIND,OR YOU THINK ABOUT THEM ALOT AND CANT WAIT TILL TALK TO THEM AGAIN,SOMETIMES IT SEEMS LIFE PASSES US BY,I REMEMBER A WHILE BACK I HAD LIKE THIS WOMAN NEVER HAD A CHANCE TO TELL HER I LIKED HER NOT TO LONG AFTER THAT SHE DIED IN A CAR CRASH,SOMETIMES LIFE MAKES ME WONDER,SO JUST REMEMBER U FIND SOMEBODY YOU LIKE TAKE A CHANCE TO GET TO THEM U JUST NEVER KNOW WHAT LIFE BRINGS YOU

The Month To Come ..
If im not on ( i know i havnt been on much or at all .. but ) .. Its because Mikes graduation is coming up faster and faster .. Ive got just a lil over a month . and My mother called today to inform me she'll be here at least .. .. yes at Least a week prior to the graduation and about a week or SO .. afterwards .. ..So . here's my thing . If anyone has any FAST diet tips . Toss em at me .. its either I do something or live in my dryer for the next month . I figure thats the best thing as it manages to shrink every other freakin thing I put in there .. why not me ???.althou .. with my luck . I'll just come out shorter .. or missing a sock or something .. and I know my hair will be FABULOUS when i come outta there .. Hummmm.. I wonder if Lint will be the rage this summer ??? But at least ill be smelling Bounce'y Fresh .. and can always find a way to make an outfit out of all the dryer sheets . that should scare off a few Misquito's .. ... on another note .. I Miss you all . and hope y

Pain-by Three Days Grace
This is what i feel right now... i can't help it i need him i want him but he's gone and i cannot breath thinking about him Pain lyrics Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain,

Today
Hey all, Well today was very fun it was beautiful out side, We went out to Newsted for a live Fire burn, that was awsome! i got some cool pictures of the fire. After that we went to my soon to be father in laws and we helped him plant some rose bushes, then he treated us to a new pizza place that opened up near his home called the Warehouse, their pizza was completely yummy. Then We took the kids to Mcdonalds and brought it home and they ate outside and played in the backyard for about 2 hours hopefully they will sleep well tonight since we did sooo much and our day started at 630 am this morning! Im Exausted! xoxoxo ~ Terri

Ultra Personal
Ultra Personal SurveyDeep survey for the bored soul001. What is Your Name? Michael002. How old are you? 34003. What is the link to your website/blog/or myspace? 004. Height 5'7005. Weight: 110pds006. Location: OreThe first time...007. You had sex? 24008. You had oral sex? 24009. The age you started puberty? 13The last time...010. You masturbated? 2 hours ago011. You took a shower? 2 hours ago012. You kissed someone? who? 3 years/Alicia013. You saw someone else naked? who? 2 days ago/rather not say014. You played truth or dare? when I was 11015. What was the worst dare you ever had to do? kiss a guy friend016. What was the worst dare you ever witnessed some one do? friend eat a cheeto from another friends butt cheeksRandom:017. What are you wearing? sweat pants tshirt Hoodie

Chapter 1 - Dreams
Dreams As I lay in bed thinking of what my place in life is, the realization of the truth overcomes me. How can anyone choose who they become? You can have desires and goals in which you may achieve, but do those actions truly lead you down the right path? I feel everything that happens has a purpose; not always of our choosing however. Though, most times the true meanings are never revealed to us. As we watch our lives unfold before us questioning why, there is something inside that brings comfort to our souls. The key is to embrace this feeling rather than ponder on the immediate outcome; whether it’s good or bad. Our dreams are the stories told by our spirit and soul. Many times they seem unclear and without meaning, but the soul only speaks truth. Learning to study and understand that truth is the first step to self-enlightenment. It may come in our dreams or simply through those daily life experiences, but we must always keep our ears and hearts open. If you igno

Friends Promise And Words
A friend I will be , through the good to share all the times of joys and luaghters and through times of sorrow and tribalation to give a shoulder and a guiding hand through the pain and woes. My friendship comes with no limits or conditions for Im here of my own accord but remember most Im always here as a friend.

Time To Grew Up...
It time to grew up all this dogging ecah other is so childish..I dont have the time for it or the want to leave naughty comments or down rate people just bc ur pissed at them...I did nothning wrong..I didnt start dating Phil until you call it quits...Which I'm glad now bc I find the man that makes me happy...WE are taking things slow and not going to have sex until we feel like it time...We want this to work for all the right reasons...Far as the married man he does his own thing I do my...We are just friends and thats it...So lets just get the paper signed and call it done...No more fighting which I'm done...Far as David I'm sorry for what I said about him..I have a great Gay friend at work and love him to death..

This Brings Me To Tears. . .
Several years ago a close friend of mine was doubled up on the floor in an uncontrolled fit of laughter. Needless to say I was intrigued. After he composed himself he began to read to me one of the funniest things I had ever heard in my life. In light of what has been going on in the world I think we all need a wonderful laugh and this never fails. Please enjoy. The Complete and Utter Idiot's Guide to Making a Baloney Sandwich by David Neilsen Hello. Welcome to The Complete and Utter Idiot's Guide to Making a Baloney and Cheese Sandwich. Ready for Lunch? Good! Let's begin! We're going to start our journey by assuming that you already possess each of the individual items you'll be needing to make this sandwich. It's a bit of a stretch, I know, but Lord knows we don't have time to take you shopping. So, that said, the first thing you're gonna need is a place to make your sandwich. My suggestion would be a plate. So reach into your cupboard and grab a plate. Any will do. No

Definitions For The Users
So I'm sitting here taking a short rest after moving some stuff into my new duplex that I'm able to afford my part on my own. I'm sitting here thinking how easy it would be to be a user and have someone else pay my way through life. Someone who isn't ideally my type and isn't attractive at all. Someone that I don't like,but say I am in love with. Somoene who's wallet is my "other half."- But by definition that would make me a LIAR. Someone who I only had sex with knowing that their wallet would pay my bills- but by definition that makes me a whore. So after some intense thinking I decided that I would rather be in a relationship and live with someone for who they are and what they stand for. Someoene who it doesn't matter how thick their wallet is and knowing that morally I'm in it for the right reasons. There for I would rather be stuck on my own and pay my bills idependtly than be a LYING WHORE. Hope no one is offended- if you are CHECK YOURSELF! David

Updates On My Life
Lets see... Welll,The biggest thing in my life is i'm very married now. Well handfested. But many don't get what I mean when I say that. That's right my beautiful Gypsy honnored me by agreeing to be my Mate. I've never been happier. And She is my beam in an otherwise shitty time in my life. Not so much my life but my family I chose.So I am effected as well. We'll be moveing soon. Then yet again.5 of us are in the hospital right now.3 in very bad shape. Then there's the odd actions of someone i'm close to. Well we all are close to. I'm questioning they're real intent with being close to us. Seems it's all a way to get them the monies they need & very little other.There is a chill in the air if it's any topic other then helping them with money. That sucks. I'll help out my friends as much as I can. But I will not help you out if that is sole reason your my friend. Everyone of my kin are this way too. Poisoned is temp. on hold . With our siner & gutirest in the hospital there's li

Severely Hung Over...
9 of us from work decided to get together to help celebrate one of the girls birthdays. It was a royal riot. If you could picture 9 nutty nurses ... hootin n hollerin in the local bar in Prescott, Ontario. We started out with beer, rye and some wacked out drink ..all I can remember of it was...that it green..LOL From there we graduated to shooters with peppermint schnapps and tequilla. Whoaaa...them is mighty powerful. Of course throw in a few B-52's ..and yep Boo was pretty snookered..lol We danced..played pool..well I think I played pool..LOL ..think I jus kinda stood there with the pool stick. The band was okay...played a lot of blues. I know I kept shouting at them to play..."One burbon, one scotch and one beer" ..bastards never played it...lol I know I ended up at a friends place...drinking till 3:30 am...am still at a loss as to how I got there..lmao! Gonna have to ask her at work tomorrow. The highlight of my night tho was meeting one of my friends from

Who Is It?
So I noticed some people have a crush on me. Well being the type of person I am I would love to know who. So to my crushes, who are you I'd like to know? For the men and/or women that step forward to identify yourself a special present waits for you. Hope to hear from you soon! Reply via comment or email.

Ultimate 'about Me'
Ultimate 'About Me'by Sooz_123001. What is Your Name? Michael002. How old are you? 34003. What is the link to your website, blog, or myspace? http://www.myspace.com/antidepressant_superstarGeneral004. What is your height? 5'7005. Do you have any siblings? yes 2 brothers 1 sister...and 3 other sisters I don't remember006. What is your eye colour? Green007. What is your hair colour? Brown008. Do you wear glasses or contacts? Glass009. Are you right handed or left handed? Right010. Do you have any piercings? Yes 3 in left ear011. Do you smoke? no012. Do you swear? often013. Do you get along with your parents? most times014. Your heritage no clue015. Your fears spiders016. Goal you would like to achieve this year 017. Most overused phrase on an instant messenger I use lol a lot....or Fuck018. Best Physical Feature eyes

Suki Poitier
Sympathy For The Devil might be Brians work. He is the only one in the band that could have an interest in laying traps for the indian trubadurs (the Beatles). Is the song A Day In The Life about Brian Jones? If so, why is Lennon mentioning him alongside a strange joyride that led to the death of Tara Browne? Was Brian having an affair with Poitier? The problem is that Anita Pallenberg deserted Brian with Keith Richard in Morrocco in 1967. How could she do that if Brian already was with Potier? Browne died 18 dec 1966. The Beatles-song was recorded in january the following year. August 1965: Brians first visit to Morocco (long-held as a haven for artists and mavericks) with Linda Lawrence April 1966: Brian and his girlfriend Anita Pallenberg attend Guinness heir Tara Browne's 21st birthday party. August 1966: Brian Jones and Anita Pallenberg holiday in Morocco September 1966: Brian Jones starts work on the soundtrack for the German film A Degree of Murder. December

Sexiest Chest Contest
My friend is trying to run a sexiest chest contest. Shes looking for men to enter. Any man. Doesnt matter what you look like. All she needs is a picture of your bare chest. She'll be giving out an award to the winner and to any of my friends and fans that enter ill send a special gift just for entering. So please go enter in my friends contest. There also a girls best chest contest going on by the same friend. Misha@ CherryTAP

Clouds, Nurtles, And Gluesticks
I'm really going to miss teaching Sunday School at church next year. I know I complain when I feel like we don't accomplish the goals of our lesson, I know that Sunday mornings I'm not always the paragon of cheer and virtue I feel I'm supposed to be before I enter the house of God (which is where I try to get Sarah excited about going, and I suppose she is -- so excited, in fact, that during the worship service either Martha or me has to take Sarah out of the sanctuary and let her stretch her legs), I know a lot less than I pretend to. While I was probably going to come to the decision that, yes, with two children come this fall after Martha gives birth in late July, cutting back on my church involvement would be a good idea, I somewhat resent Martha talking to her parents (our babysitter for Sarah during the Sunday School hour during which Martha has at least one choir practice) about it and essentially telling them I wasn't going to teach next year. I believe I would still go

Good News, Bad News
Good news: I finally have my own CT Lounge! I named it "Wred's Den". Bad News: I am unable to upload any more pictures right now. Hmm...I'll keep trying... Thank you, my friends, for helping me to reach my goal!

Why Bother
I don't think I can truely utter one mean word right now. My heart isnot really broken... but it is healing. Nearly 2 years....damn that is a long time to invest in someone... and then in the end..end up with nothing.. The thing that get's me..men push the trust issue. Don't you guys know if your pushing for us to be trusting you... then hellooo..there is something going on somewhere..that shouldn't be. We may not see it right away... but sooner or later..usually sooner we find out. When you know someone as well as I have or did... you know damn well something is going on. Now I give this person all the credit in the world.. he is a wonderful man... and he never cheated on me...it just wasn't meant to be.

Are You A Real Person?
Have you ever noticed that when you finally except people for who they are, that's when they start showing their true self? The one thing I want more than anything in the world is to know people for what they really are. Not the plastic,"I want to inpress you", mask that hides their true self. How can friendship ever grow if you aren't learning about the person on the inside but instead accepting the actor playing the role on the outside. I have always prided myself on being an honest person and I have learned the hard way that I sometimes hurt people with the things that I say. Then I stop and think about the course of my life. Do I want to spend MY whole life having people tell me what I WANT to hear or what I NEED to hear. While it is sometimes hard to accept that we NEED to hear things that may hurt...In the long run it helps us grow as individuals. Many heartaches and many tears over the course of my life have left me searching for REAL people. So many times I found myself tru

Life Is Good.
These past 2 weeks have been AHHmazing. Alot has been going on..from prom, to senior breakfast and picnic to GRAD BASH! Prom was absolutely perfect. I couldn't have asked for better friends to experience that night with even tho I didn't quite make it there. Service at Maggiano's was HORRIBLE but the dinner made up for it. 50 cent tip anyone? And then it started raining before the night ended..UH OH. So, sarah and I had to walk to the car barefoot with our stilettos on one hand. And getting weird looks from elders who caught sarah and I making indecent poses on a ferrari parked at St. John's town center while Joey was taking pics. HAHA! [amazing isn't it?] NOT to mention the amount of laughter that came out of me while watching Blades of Glory. Some points were kinda corny but nonetheless, GO WATCH IT. Then by the end of the night.. more like 12 ish, all of us decided to head to a bowling alley to get our games ON. Did I mention that there were 7 of us trying to fit in a regular beetl

God Send Death - Slayer
God Send Death On your back look on to me You'll see genocide Face from death more than insane Profane pleading cries Watch you die inside watch you die God send death end misery Preach no love of ministry Pray for sin a shattered faith Down on your knees Your screaming out to die Death is over due Nothing can save you A morbid symphony Hearing you lie there screaming Taking life from you Is all I wanna do Desire so deranged This is what lives inside me Putrid blood flows through my veins To thrive on demise Voyeurs' lust watching the pain Touching you inside Bleed you fucking dry Bleed on me Death's design blood splattered wall Face melting one vicious whore Twisted figures flesh from bone Down on your knees Your screaming out To die Death is overdue Nothing can save you A morbid symphony Hearing you lie there screaming Taking life from you Is all I wanna do Desire so deranged This is what lives inside me Clawing at the eyes o

True Friend
Well this a blog to tell u about a true friend that is sweet and kind to others, she has the biggest heart and i love her. i met this girl in high school and she never knew i had a crush on her until now. But now I have the chance to be with her always and I hope she knows this that i care about her and always will.

Things Are Confusing
sometimes things are so confusing what is right what is wrong do you turn and run or stay and take the chance sometimes the world is just on my shoulders w/no place to throw it no one cares to listen or try to understand so whats the difference so many people to please but whos there to please me no one ever oh well i guess thats just life

A Girly Song.
"Fall To Pieces" I look away Then I look back at you You try to say The things that you can't undo If I had my way I'd never get over you Today's the day I pray that we make it through Make it through the fall Make it through it all [Chorus:] And I don't wanna fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you I don't want to talk about it Cuz I'm in Love With you You're the only one, I'd be with till the end When I come undone You bring me back again Back under the star Back into your arms [Chorus] I was working on a story that I have been writing for about 2 years now, and I have my music on and this song came on. I dont know why I thought I wanted to make this a blog but I did, oh well. I have decided that I need to start finishing things that I have started. So I found 2 of my old stories (of course only about a chapter done a piece) and I am diggin

Hello All
Well I have been harped on about getting onto this site so,"HERE I AM FUCKER!!!" LOL. Just letting myself be known and thanks to all that has already tried to contact me. Good to know that there is a community out there that takes intrest. When I start learning more about this site I will recipicate the comments and ratings. For now Hello all :D

Social Security Application
After retiring, I went to the Social Security office to apply for Social Security. The woman behind the counter asked me for my driver's license to verify my age. I looked in my pockets and realized I had left my wallet at home. I told the woman that I was very sorry, but I would have to go home and come back later. The woman said, 'That's OK, Just Unbutton your shirt.' I opened the shirt revealing the curly silver hair on my chest. She said, 'That silver hair on your chest is proof enough for me,' and she processed my Social Security application. When I got home, I excitedly told my wife about my experience at the Social Security office. She said, “You should have dropped yourpants... you might have gotten disability too!!

You Are My Sunshine A True Story
Like any good mother, when Karen found out that another baby was on the way, she did what she could to help her 3-year-old son, Michael, prepare for a new sibling. They found out that the new baby was going be a girl, and day after day, night after night, Michael sang to his sister in mommy's tummy. He was building a bond of love withhis little sister before he even met her. The pregnancy progressed normally for Karen. In time, the labor pains came. Soon it was every five minutes, every three, every minute. But serious complications arose during delivery and Karen found herself in hours of labor. Finally, after a long struggle, Michael's little sister was born. But she was in very serious condition. With a siren howling in the night, the ambulance rushed the infant to the neonatal intensive care unit at St. Mary's Hospital, Knoxville, Tennessee The days inched by. The little girl got worse. The pediatrician had to tell the parents there is very little hope. Be prepared

Finally Made It Home
After two weeks in the hospital, with nothing to eat... I was released three days ago. I'm back home, but not quite back to myself these days. I miss my friends, most of whom didn't call at all while I was in the hospital. But since I was high on morphine the entire time anyway, it wouldn't really have mattered. So, I'm home... and in pain- every minute of everyday. It actually hurts less to starve myself, than it does if I eat... imagine swallowing shards of glass- that's what the insides of my body go through whenever I eat anything now. But at least I have control- I get to choose my pain. Starving hurts less so my diet- yogurt, bananas, and soup. I hope things improve. I have things to do and people to screw!

You Are My Sunshine
Like any good mother, when Karen found out that another baby was on the way, she did what she could to help her 3-year-old son, Michael, prepare for a new sibling. They found out that the new baby was going be a girl, and day after day, night after night, Michael sang to his sister in mommy's tummy. He was building a bond of love withhis little sister before he even met her. The pregnancy progressed normally for Karen. In time, the labor pains came. Soon it was every five minutes, every three, every minute. But serious complications arose during delivery and Karen found herself in hours of labor. Finally, after a long struggle, Michael's little sister was born. But she was in very serious condition. With a siren howling in the night, the ambulance rushed the infant to the neonatal intensive care unit at St. Mary's Hospital, Knoxville, Tennessee The days inched by. The little girl got worse. The pediatrician had to tell the parents there is very little hope. Be pre

My Wife Needs Al The Help She Can Get!!!
My wife is in a mothers day contest and the girl in 3rd is in the ct mafia not gonna be pretty for her at the end unless we all can comment on her pic.. All rates and comments count for this mothers day contest so if you cant comment can you please come by and at least rate her pic for me? I am begging everyone to please show some love and come comment and rate... My wife just had sugery the other day and is still trying to recover from that 6 hour surgery so plz do what you can!!! thank you, todd

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Untitled 2 (3.14.02) As My fingertips wander I feel many things, Some are soft and beautiful While others are sharp and jagged, As my finger-tips move ever-so I search for someth'n beautiful, Something as beautiful as this world, What I know is beatiful is now out of reach But now the beauty is gone, My hand is still extended Always reaching for the beauty Even when it no longer exists.

Best Animated Picture Contest
So I decided to do another contest after having so much fun in the first one I did. This contest is for the Best Animated Picture (this includes morphs). You can choose any picture as long as it is SFW and it is animated. If you have any questions please don't be afraid to ask. This a comment bombing and rate contest. Comments will count as one point each and ratings will count as 10 points each. Prizes are as follows: 1st place: Silver Motorcycle. 2nd place: Vacation. 3rd place: Mens or womens ring. I have room for ten entrants. Contest will open once I have ten entrants willing to participate. If you wish to enter please click on the link below and send me a message with the link to the picture you wish to enter the contest with. I will message you shortly after with a link to your particular picture in the contest. Even if you are not interested in joining ths contest, please repost it so that others get word of the contest. Thanks! ÐJ Çã§h™ [Nikki's CT Hubby

So...what Is "normal" Exactly?
Your Social Dysfunction:Normal Being average in terms of how social you are, as well as the amount of self-esteem you have, you're pretty much normal. Good on you. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com Please note that we aren't, nor do we claim to be, psychologists. This quiz is for fun and entertainment only. Try not to freak out about your results.

Trust With No Vasaline //never Again
well here i am,no vasaline and getting fked again.im the type of person that dont trust others very much,guess its part of the job that always makes you leary of others,sort of a self defence mechanism.well once or twice in a life time someone brieches that line of self defence,at first the defences go up but somehow they wiggle througgh the barrier and before you know it youve intrusted them completely. when you finally resolve to give in and trust this person,they become a part of you,a part of your being,a part of your person. when it becomes strong enough,they become a part of your inner person and you become totally vulnerable.there comes a time that you will test this trust and if they pass,you have that person for life.when they fail,it can destroy your life or you go back into your defence mode and you end up passing up future friends that may of passed the test had they been given the chance.the problem is,they dont get that chance becouse youve been betrayed and wont let th

Why?
ok..........i dont get it.......y in the hell does a girl freak out if u just say hey to her on the net..........is this girl that fuckin shalow that she wants the whole world sit and listen to what she has to say and let the rest of the persons world go to hell or am i just supposed to ask her if she wants to cum over and fuck the first time we talk...................wtf do women want nowadays............good fuckin god.............

Vote For Me....sexiest Smile Contest....thanks...mwah!!
Ok, so I wasn't gonna do this but SOMEONE, lol, said I should, so here goes. I'd appreciate your comments on my pics. You have to click on my photo above this message to go to the contest page to rate me. Thanks sooo much. =) Please don't downrate cuz I'll get kicked out. Thanks to everyone for your help. I love you all!!! XOXOXO ~Cathie~

Woulda Never Guessed It
You fit in with:Taoism Your ideals mostly resemble those of the Taoist faith. Spirituality is the most important thing in your life. You strive to live by all of your ideals, and live a very intellectually focused life. 40% spiritual.0% reason-oriented. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

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Untitled 1 3.12.02 As I open my ears to this world I hear a strange sound, A sound that is not from my world A sound that brings sharp chills to the spine, I hear screams of pain I hear screams of pleasure The screams of this world mystafy me, They make a void in my presence They make a want in my soul, The screams make my blood boil The screams make my fantasy The screams of this world bring me pleasure.

Bored And Frisky
Wow today is nice and sunny was hoping that we could chat and have some hot fun? if you wanna get ahold of me text SuzIsHere to number 35777 cmon I promise you wont be disappointed Im hot, sticky sweet, from my head to my feet yah

Still I Rise. . .
The words below are by Maya Angelou,and b/c of the way my personal world has been spinning recently, this poem has really been speaking to me . . . .I think that these are words of empowerment for ALL women & races!!! Some of my darkest days have been lately, ( I'll write about this sometime soon in another blog), and the tuth & comfort found in this poem remind me that you CANNOT or WILL NOT keep a strong woman down!!!! STILL I RISE You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise. Does my sassiness upset you? Why are you beset with gloom? 'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room. Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides, Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise. Did you want to see me broken? Bowed head and lowered eyes? Shoulders falling down like teardrops. Weakened by my soulful cries. Does my haughtiness offend you? Don

Twenty Bucks
TWENTY DOLLARS On their wedding night, the young bride approached her new husband and asked for $20.00 for their first lovemaking encounter. In his highly aroused state, her husband readily agreed. This scenario was repeated each time they made love, for more than 30 years, with him thinking that it was a cute way for her to afford new clothes and other incidentals that she needed. Arriving home around noonone day, she was surprised to find her husband in a very drunken state. During the next few minutes, he explained that his employer was going through a process of corporate downsizing, and he had been let go. It was unlikely that, at the age of 59, he'd be able to find another position that paid anywhere near what he'd been earning, and therefore, they were financially ruined. Calmly, his wife handed him a bank book which showed more than thirty years of steady deposits and interest totaling nearly $1 million. Then she showed him certificates of deposits issued by the bank whi

Help??
So I have decided that I want to get my first tattoo on my lower arm - possibly my wrist. My only problems are 1)I don't quite have the means to pay for one - however, my tax refund check is due to come in this weeek. 2)Am terrified of needles - but have wanted this tattoo for a significant amount of time. 3)I have no idea how to take care of it. 4)Almost 24 years of age, but am terrified to tell my momma that I want this tattoo. Any help would be greatly appreciated. Especially with the last 2.

Nail In The Fence
NAIL IN THE FENCE There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young boy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, "You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave

Ok Here Goes
Well this basically sums it up as my mother said when this song and video came out. Basically I'm just a southern girl and have no problem getting down and dirty. Gretchen WilsonRedneck WomanMusic Videos And Lyrics On Demand

Please Help
Hello. I am participating in WalkAmerica because I believe in the March of Dimes mission to save babies. Please support my fundraising efforts by sponsoring me in WalkAmerica today. Contributing to my walk online is fast, easy and secure. You can donate directly from my personal webpage with a credit/debit card or PayPal. If you prefer, I can also accept cash or check. Just click the appropriate box on my webpage. The money we raise helps save premature and sick babies. Premature birth is the #1 cause of newborn death and the biggest threat to babies' health today, and through WalkAmerica, the March of Dimes is funding important research to find out why premature birth happens and what can be done to prevent it. I've joined with millions of compassionate people across the country who support WalkAmerica each year. Won't you please help me in this worthy cause? Visit my webpage and sponsor me in the walk that saves babies! With your support, there's hope. You can donate

Kiss Your Guy Here!
By Laura Manske Alabama : On The Sugar White Sands of the Gulf State Park in Gulf Shores,after you kiss you can rent a cozy cabin. Alaska: Next to a towering spruce tree in Sitka National Historic Park. On the Island of rain forest and native carved totem poles. Arizona: At a window table with a view of Camelback Mountain at T. Cook's, the swanky Mediterranean restaurant at the Royal Plams Resort and Spa in Phoenix a place so geared toward love. Arkansas: On the porch of the elegant Crescent Hotel and Spa, which dates back to 1886. This supposedly haunted lodging is set on sprawling grounds in the picturesque village of Eureka Springs in the Ozark Mountains.(crescent-hotel.com) California: While hanging on to a pole on a cable car clattering down the superhilly streets of San Francisco. Colorado: Floating down Boulder's Boulder Creek in side-by-side inner tubes. Connecticut: At adorable Drawbridge Ice Cream in Mystic. Savor a Scoop of an exotic flavor, like lemon

Your Age By Eating Out!
YOUR AGE BY EATING OUT > > > > Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a falsehood > anyway-but your waiter may know! > > YOUR AGE BY DINER & RESTAURANT MATH > > This is pretty neat. > > > > DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST! > > It takes less than a minute. Work this out as you read ... > Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out! > This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun. > > 1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would > like to go out to eat. > (more than once but less than 10) > > 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold) > > > 3. Add 5 > > > 4. Multiply it by 50 > > 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1757... > If you haven't, add 1756. > > > > 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born. > > You should have a three digit number. > > The first digit of this was your original number. (I.e., How > many times you want to

$20
TWENTY DOLLARS On their wedding night, the young bride approached her new husband and asked for $20.00 for their first lovemaking encounter. In his highly aroused state, her husband readily agreed. This scenario was repeated each time they made love, for more than 30 years, with him thinking that it was a cute way for her to afford new clothes and other incidentals that she needed. Arriving home around noonone day, she was surprised to find her husband in a very drunken state. During the next few minutes, he explained that his employer was going through a process of corporate downsizing, and he had been let go. It was unlikely that, at the age of 59, he'd be able to find another position that paid anywhere near what he'd been earning, and therefore, they were financially ruined. Calmly, his wife handed him a bank book which showed more than thirty years of steady deposits and interest totaling nearly $1 million. Then she showed him certificates of deposits issued by the bank whi

Mjblette
Mike has been a good friend for a while now. And although, I haven't been talking to him a LOT lately (and he lets me know when I haven't talked to him a lot...haha), I have to say that I have spent many hours not only on CT and yahoo but on the phone with him as well. He is a good guy with a big heart and you truly just have to love him! He loves to cut up and carry on with all but really he has to get to know you a little before he'll REALLY cut up with you. hehe Mike is known to some of you as the Contest guy. lol He gets on sprees where he'll throw contests and for about 5 days at a time, he'll be in contest mode, all excited to see what people will say, rate or comment next. And of course, he always likes to enter his good friends. lmao After the second Sexy (fill in the body part) Contest, I came to the conclusion that I should definitely take him wanting to enter me in his contests as a compliment! :) Thanks Mike! Even though I didn't win either one of them, I definitely was

Very Interesting
Your hidden talent is psychic You are able to foresee certain things, and prevent bad things from happening to yourself. It could just be a lot of common sense, but it’s probably something a little more. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Hello
hello all.. hope your having a wonderful sunday and that the weather is nice if your in areas that your lucky enough for it. just wanted to let you know when you have some free time feel free to stop by and look at my profile and rate my pics and leave comments for me.. whatever you would like to do is fine :) thanx

Time
To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother Who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person W

Bonus Question...
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well. Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different Religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that if you are

It's Not Too Bad...
You are 41% High-Maintenance! You're a little high-maintenance, but not that much. You like being pampered, but that doesn't mean you're afraid of hard work - you can get the job done, if need be. 'How High-Maintenance are You?' at QuizGalaxy.com

I Knew
I Knew From that day you first messaged me I knew we'd be something special. Our love bloomed from our friendship But I knew friendship would not be all. When I first felt your arms around me And your body pressed to mine, I knew. I knew this feeling would last For a very ....... long.........time. From the first time that your lips touched mine And that intimate moment looking in your eyes Then the way you said, "I love you" I knew. I knew my life was forever changed, that I'd be safe in your arms. I knew that I would forever trust you, with my entire heart and soul. I knew that forever and for always that I'd love you too. From that day that you first messaged me, I knew.

Mom!!
I get an attack of the antsies (root word antsy lol) everytime i hear my mobile ring. True enough it was my mom on the other line. "Hi darling how are you? You know the other day I met up with your uncle and he has the perfect match for you." In my heart I was hoping the type of match that would light my ciggarette. To my dismay it was another of my mother's efforts to match make me. Groans. "You know it's normal that you don't like him immediately. Give it a go." Double groans. "You know you're not getting any younger." Mind you I love my mom with all my heart. It's just that matchmaking isn't my cup of tea! And age is a bothersome issue especially where I come from. I'm thankful that my other uncles and aunties are quite liberal about this. As for my dad, he still sees me as his 6 year old baby so I guess he'll let me marry when I'm 40. Great LOL

I Am Your Butterfly
You release me from my cell encourage me to feel the unknown cause my spirit to soar to the never reachable sky. Because I am your butterfly. I escape from my hell welcome in my new feelings make myself feel free to explore this new high. Because I am your butterfly. We feel what words strive to tell invoke the love in our heart needs to soar free to be seen by every eye. Because I am your butterfly.

Our Love
Our love is like Spring: Its freshness, with the new beginning With the flowers growing And the birds singing Just bursting With life and vitality. Our love is like Summer: It's playfulness, with the fun times With the heat surging And the humidity rising Just breaking Through time and barriers. Our love is like the Fall: Its crispness, with the beauty With the leaves falling And the summer passing Just shaking All the colorful leaves down. Our love is like Winter: Its coldness, with the frosts With the ice and snow And the fires warming Just melting The cold from our souls.

Blackened Tears
Blackened Tears It is raining down my cheek, For the world around me has fallen. My chin is dripping water For everything familiar is gone. The make-up on my face is washing away, While my stable relationship is being blown away. Drops drip down my nose, For a person's foolishness left ruins in the wake. These tears running down face, Are the effects of the blackness in my world. The blackness rushing over me, Is the effect of the tears. These results occur because, The insecure world that I loathed, Has come to the world I love.

Blinded By Love
Blinded By Love Blinded by love Only seeing what it wants you to see Looking at only the good, Not the bad The happy, Not the sad Blinded by love Only seeing what it chooses you to see Looking at only the fake, For love's sake The artificial Not the natural Blinded by love Why does it happen to people like me? Because it doesn't want the real to be seen.

So Very True
You prefer Passionate sex! You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Jeremy Crow!
Wow, where do I begin?!! This is not only a man whom I have much respect for but a friend that connected me with other great friends! He somehow manages everyday to bring a smile to everyone's face by either putting a comment on their page, sending them a shout, rating a pic, commenting on a blog, writing a blog or even sending a text to them on their phone! (BTW JC, I don't get those still...hmmm...partially my fault, huh?! ;P) In the beginning after meeting him, I wasn't sure how I fit in with him but soon after, he surely showed me. Just follow this link and you'll figure out quickly where I fit, in Jeremy Crow's world. :) As you can see from following that link, I am called JC's Sweetest Twin for a reason and wear that name proudly and share it with another very sweet friend Laurie of whom I shall introduce to you soon too! :) If you have not met this man, Jeremy Crow, also known as "JC" or "SuperDaddyman", you have already been missing out. Now, don't let his numerous pics o

I Want Sleep
I WANT SLEEP Dark and dreary Like the morning Is the clouds in my head Big and heavy Like the rock is the lid to my eye Soft and comfy Like the clouds Is my beloved bed Tired and slow Like the turtle Is my body Confused and disoriented Like some friends Is my brain

Cheating
I know what you did It is definitely wrong Especially with her You think there's something better The truth is no one Would put up with your crap No one except me You've got a two-year old now With one on the way He is the cutest lil thing I've seen Why did you do it And so many times She never loved you Like the way I do You were just there Another piece of meat Moving in with it The biggest mistake you'll make When,if, you go you'll leave my heart You'll leave your family Friends Kids ME You do this all because you're naive You ask yourself is the grass really greener Is there anyone better So you go investigating You find something real close to the home Say it'll only be once Yeah like that's true It happens to happen again Ooh this is kinda cool She'll never find out What's the worst that could happen The truth is the truth always come out Whether you want it to or not

The Eye
THE EYE The Eye overlooks the ocean, The Eye overlooks the sea. The Eye protects the boats in the fog, The Eye protects you and me. The Eye sits above the waters, Its light knows no borders. The Eye is the ultimate tower. The house that gives light is The ultimate POWER!

Part 3
The above picture was taken just weeks before I transferred from my first ship. When I left the USS Forrestal, we had been on deployment, having already had a port visit in Marseilles France and Naples Italy. This time, we were anchored off the shore of Palma de Mallorca Spain. At the wee hours of the morning, several of us boarded a helicopter for the trip ashore. They could have used a liberty boat, but oh well. From there we boarded a C-9 cargo jet to Rota Spain. We had to spend the night, then fly aboard a commercial jet to Philadelphia via one of the islands of the Azores for refueling. I still remember the flight because it was in the 70's on that island, then in the teens when we got to Philly that night. Most of us missed our connecting flights so we had to camp out. We all were in military dress uniforms, and I struck up conversations with an Air Force Sergent and two Army Private First Classes. The next day I flew to Jacksonville Florida to get my truck out of sto

Andy Rooney
Subject: 4/18 CBS couldn't shut him up Good for him!!! Surprised CBS let him get away with this even though he's right. AMEN ANDY ROONEY ! Right on, Andy Rooney! Andy Rooney said on '60 Minutes' a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens... Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason; that is why there are no girls allowed. Girls be

Damn, I Wasn't Even Aware...
You are charming. You are very bright, and able to completely express yourself verbally. You have a lot of charisma and people are naturally attracted to you. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com

Flag Draped Coffin
This has been around before but is a nice reminder! MEANING OF FLAG DRAPED COFFIN Coffin All Americans should be given this lesson. Those who think that America is an arrogant nation should really reconsider that thought. Our founding fathers used GOD's word and teachings to establish our Great Nation and I think it's high time Americans get re-educated about this Nation's history. Pass it along and be proud of the country we live in and even more proud of those who serve to protect our "GOD GIVEN" rights and freedoms -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I hope you take the time to read this..... To understand what the flag draped coffin really means..... Here is how to understand the flag that laid upon it and is surrendered to so many widows and widowers. Do you know that at military funerals, the 21-gun salute stands for the sum of the numbers in the year 1776?

So Very True!
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Thanks
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

As I've Matured
As I've Matured... I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in... I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jackasses. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it. I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. I've learned that it is not what you wear; it is how you take it off. I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things. I've learned that ex's are like fungus, and keep coming back.

If You Really Care.....
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

Euro Pictures
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

A Retired Husband
A Retired Husband Dear Mrs. Fenton, Over the past six months, your husband, Mr. Bill Fenton, has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this type of behavior and have considered banning the entire family from shopping in any of our stores. We have documented all incidents on our video surveillance equipment. Three of our clerks are attending counseling from the trouble your husband has caused. All complaints against Mr. Fenton have been compiled and are listed below. Wal-Mart Complaint Department MEMO Re: Mr. Bill Fenton - Complaints - 15 Things Mr. Bill Fenton has done while his spouse is shopping: 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to th

Dear Fans And Friends
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

Please Read!
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

Read This Please
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

The Kiss
i'd kiss your neck and caress your cheeks i can feel your pulse rate go up as i breath softly along your neck we walk to this clearing where the night sky shines trough i turn you and take you in my arms looking into your eyes as i glide my fingers through your hair down the side of your neck down the front of your chest as you close you eyes I look at the vain on your neck pulse harder i run my left hand up your back to hold you as you begain to relax as i kneel before you i undo your blouse reveiling your soft breast in your bra i take them and put my lips on them kissing and tasting them as i remove your bra your hard nipples begg to be sucked and bitten as i take your nipples in my mouth you put your hands on my head pusing me harder on your breast as you start moaning with your desires i lay you down on my vest as i remove your skirt and panties as i admire your beauty my hands caresses your breast and nipples as my mouth kisses and e

I Need Your Help
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

The Penis Request
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following Reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you Have raised, the management denies YOUR request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS & fall asleep after EACH brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other Locations. 5. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and Stimulated in order to start working.

18 Candles
my baby girl just blew out candles,yesterday it was 1,this time she got most of the cake in her mouth,as opposed to wearing it.shes an adult now,but still my baby,with a lot left in this world to learn.the last part of my job,is too see she knows this.

Added Some Pictures To My Profile
And also added blogs and bulletins;) Haven't been here in a while might a well make it worth your while and mine! Thanks for all the comments and compliments they are greatly appreciated;)

Yuck, Yuck, Yuck!!!
Hairiness is your number one turn off Your sex partners can’t have any unsightly hair other wise it is such a turn off. Try introducing your sweetie to the local waxer. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Battle Of The Bands Only @ Brutal Radio..
Brutal Radio Presents Battle Of the Bands 07!!! Hey Got a band? Have friends who Have bands? Wanna get that chance to be heard besides on Myspace? Want your 5 mins of fame? know someone who does?? If so Welcome to Brutal Radio's First ever Battle of the bands. 07 We need At least a min of 5 enteries Of a local Unsigned Band 2 songs by the band More details if ya hit the banner and come talk to Brutal Radio's one and only Jessa Come on ya know you wanna So get your ass in here and ask for more Details,

Doing A Video Tonight..
Hey Everyone.. I'm doing a video tonight.. If any one has any songs that they think would be hot...please let me know.. It will be uploaded by tomorrow night forsure.. Just want to Remind you all ... YOu Guys Kick Ass!!! Lots of Love and Kisses ~Pole Princess~ xoxox

Blood
Blood in dreams is rarely a well-received image, unless it is connected with an anger object. The blood of another in this case may reflect seeing oneself as ultimately victorious. Most times, blood represents depletion, injury, or death. This depletion may be physical, or it may reflect the loss of other essential resources, including emotional or financial assets. Blood can have a kind of direct meaning as life source. In this regard, blood may be seen as a metaphor for becoming one with another person-this type of feeling is conjured from our exposure to Native American blood brother images. Blood also may serve as a sacrificial metaphor-as in the sacrificial lamb or other animal. It also may have occult implications for persons involved with such practices. Draining, drinking, or drawing and/or writing with blood are practices of this nature. Many genres of cult literature often include this type of reference. Whose blood are you seeing in your dream? Can you discern who cau

Wtf????
I dont ever realize why some guys act as thought they really care about you when all they want is to get laid??? What ever happened to chivalry? Chivalry not dead, but the few guys that have the decency to be romantic and sweet are very hard to find!! There's also some guys that seem to be sweet and nice, and they are... for the most part! They are nice, and good to you, and they do actually care about you, but they are also the type that let things get into their head... like "what is love?" In my opinion love is when you care so deeply about someone or something that you'd do anything for that person, there's loving like a brother or a sister, loving like a parent would, or like a child would love a parent, and then there's loving like a partner... which means that you love that person enough to share in the special event called sex, and you want to share that with that person because it's such a beautiful act and you feel that this person is worth sharing it with!!! I know i'm rambl

Foxtrot, Tango, November... Fuck The Navy!
The armed forces (esp. Army & Navy) have been offering reenlistment bonuses to the poor saps who need the $ and sign their asses away, once more... Well, the reason being is that most people won't put up with the Army & Navy BS for so long, and reenlist. I know many people, ex-sailors especially, who consider their service to be the most negative employment experience of their lives. I'd like to send the following people a message: LT Mikel Jakobi (Elect. Ofcr. USS Kitty Hawk aka Shitty Kitty) Capt. Malinowski (CO Shitty Kitty) Cdr. Thomas (ChEng, Shitty Kitty) LtJg Rodney Turrubiates (E-div O, Shitty Kitty) ICC John C. Desilets (LCPO IC Shops, Shitty Kitty) ...All you rotten, dirty fucksticks can eat my ass. That's right - Tippy is inviting you to bring your own spoon & tongs to TOSS MY SALAD. I hope you lifer losers choak to death on herpe-ridden cocks. -tippy

Caught In The Act
MsShana was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion at the dinner table ... you've been caught by Chuck Norris! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at QuizUniverse.com

What's Your Love Profile
Gemini - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: Your lively, outgoing attitude attracts people to you everywhere you go. You can talk your way into - and out of - any situation you desire. You're adaptable enough to flirt with anyone - and people tend to fight over you. Your negative traits: You get easily bored in relationships, and tend to jump from person to person. You tend to be a bit of a player - and have a high tolerance for drama in relationships. Not the most empathetic person, you tend to tell lovers to "get over" their problems. Your ideal partner: Is intelligent and quick witted enough to keep you interested. Is a bit of a shape shifter, providing you with the variety you crave. An open minded person, who's willing to have a non-traditional relationship. Your dating style: Exciting. If your date shows you a new experience (like Egyptian food or scuba diving), you're very happy. Your seduction style: Experimental: it's rare that you try th

How Good I Am In Bed
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM83%Sex God80%A Romantic43%Virgin33%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Are You Addicted To The Internet?
You Are 63% Addicted to the Internet In your opinion, life without the internet is hardly worth living. Could be, but you probably need a bit more fresh air and sunshine to think clearly.Are You Addicted to the Internet?

Do You Get Enough Sleep?
You Get Enough Sleep Although sometimes it make not feel like it on Monday morning... You are getting enough sleep. Want to sleep better? Try wearing socks to bed and turning your clock to where you can't see it.Do You Get Enough Sleep?

Poem
for j, and all my other friends your all so special to me thanks for being there for me mwahs! wondering, there are days i think of you and wonder why am i not with you in times of sorrow and in doubt i look at the sky and scream and shout why am i not by ur side why is my love being denide was it becuase of something i said or did was it becuase im to fat or to thin what was it that made u fly away and where did you go why didnt u stay am i to ugly poor or unkind what was it and why arnt u mine how do i fix it and change back the time back to the day when u were mine is it possible or is it a dream tell me tell me before i scream my heart is aching for ur touch so i hope one day you realize just how much so in the times that you feel blue just open your hand im waiting for you so come dance with me under the moon then my love we wont wake till noon love trin,

4/22/2007
To lay a kiss on your lips, so gentle and delicate is like picking the drops of dew off the petals of a rose. I hold you close and feel safe, sheltered in from the rain, from the storms that grow and surround me. I take your hand and look into your eyes and see a heart made of gold and soul so pure. You see you are an angel, an angel to me. I could not help but fall madly in love with you, the one who stole my heart. I’m glad you did because I could never find one such as you... Some one who makes each day the best, each laugh the longest, each tear the saddest, and a life, my life, worthwhile.

Oh Please More More More Can't Get Enough Cherry Love!!!!
Would you please go to my profile page, click on the blogs and find the one with my picture asking for votes for the Cleavage contest I am entered in? Remember I am all me-no artificial fillers or preservatives!! Go to most recent blogs to the finally think I got the right link-click on my pic there and vote vote vote! (Please!?!) A HOT NEW PIC WILL BE POSTED IF I WIN A PLACE--Thank you all my Cherry sweethearts! Hugs and Kisses, Andie

Weekend Links: Download The O&a Show, Traveling Virus Tickets, New Videos, Viriginia Tech Support Links
As always, if you missed any of the Opie and Anthony Show this week, you can download it online from AUDIBLE: DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 4/16/2007 DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 4/17/2007 DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 4/18/2007 DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 4/19/2007 DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 4/20/2007 The Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus tickets ARE ON SALE NOW! GET 'TRAVELING VIRUS' SHOW LINEUPS AND TICKET LINKS HERE! New Traveling Virus T-shirts - On Sale NOW! CLICK HERE TO ORDER YOURS TODAY! For you folks who want to support the actions of Virginia Tech's President and the Chief of Police in light of Monday's tragic events, visit WeSupportVT.com The lovely Nicole from FOUNDRY CAMS sent in an absolutely AMAZING new video with a tribute to O&A on her boobs (and a tribute to Norton on her hiney): Nicole in cut up shorts and O&A tribute We also added a handful of new videos to the MEDIA SECTION, including: Elec

Nickelback Rockstar Lyrics
I'm through with standin' in line at clubs I'll never get in It's like the bottom of the ninth and I'm never gonna win this life hasn't turned out quite the way I want it to be (Tell me what you want) I want a brand new house on an episode of Cribs And a bathroom I can play baseball in And a king size tub big enough for ten plus me --(Yea, So what you need)-- I need a credit card that's got no limit And a big black jet with a bedroom in it Gonna join the mile high club At thirty-seven thousand feet --(Been there done that)-- I want a new tour bus full of old guitars My own star on Hollywood Boulevard Somewhere between Cher and James Dean is fine for me (So how you gonna do it?) I'm gonna trade this life for fortune and fame I'd even cut my hair and change my name [CHORUS] 'Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars and Live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap We'll all stay skinny 'cause we just w

Hell Yeah, I Want A "bowflex Body", Who Doesn't?!
OK, My mind get's filled with all kinds of crazy shit and I just need to let a few devious things out every now & again, or I'll burst! I am sick and tired of seeing all these freakin Bowflex commercials with scantily clad hotties showin off their "Oh so svelt" bods...ugh. Promoting that certain diet pills or exercise machines will build a better me. What's wrong here? Everytime I turn on the television, the radio, hell, even with stupid pop-ups on the internet...I'm bombarded by images of these unrealistic bodies! It's messed up people! Men with abs that look like they were chiseled out of stone, arms so big, they resemble tree trunks, rather than human limbs...women with extremely tiny waists and ENORMOUS fake breasts, all preaching to my lazy ass about fitness...sigh. WTF?! Like ANY of those people share common ground with Jared (That subway guy). They don't even look real! How am I, or any of you for that matter, supposed to "relate" to them? I sit there watching

Acting Fast
What is Rheumatoid Arthritis? RA is one of the most serious and potentially disabling forms of arthritis. It is an autoimmune disease in which the body's immune system attacks the body's tissue. The main area of attack is the synovium, or joint lining. The attack trigger inflammation in joints and other tissues. The results is PAIN, Swelling and stiffness that limits a joints range of motion. If unchecked, inflammation damages not only the synovium, but also bones in the joints and other tissue, such as organs. Stiffness can be especailly severe after sleeping and can last an hour or all day or days. Symptoms tend to improve for a while, but then flare, seemingly at random. RA can affect the whole body, especially during flares, with fatigue , loss of apetite, fever weight loss. Peopel of all ages can have RA, but it usually starts in the 30's or 40's.(I went Ten years thinking that the pain was normal TEN YEARS.) The exact cause of the disease is unknown, but genetics plays a rol

New Sites Gone Live (or Wrong Heh)
so i finally finished with my paperwork to update: www.punxproductions.com pretty hyped at the sketch of the site and will be finishing up more details and graphics stuff later... thankfully Rotten has me working on rottenracing.com as well so added to the 4 other sites im doing now, I wont be in short supply of work heh... I'm still super hyped about this LA trip in finally working with him as it sounds like a sweet clusterfuck of a deal haahha... and also with my other shoot schedule around his, I will have too many new girls to post on here for whoever reads this to see hahaha... anyway, will update from the road as time permits (for those that care hahaha)...

Hey Ya'll Sexy Cherries!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey ya'll sexy cherries!!!!!!!!!!!! date: 2007-04-22 11:38:04 Leave me some picture comments as usual I know i ask alot, but i love reading them...Those of u who are just friends with me, please comment and rank my just me folder, settings are going back to fam only at the end of tonight...Become my fan, and leave me profile comments and ranks as well!!!!

Just Something I Wrote.
I can hear your voice when your not around.The sounds beating in my head like a drum.Over and over again.Sleep is something i can not have,dreams are to far away.The sounds getting even more loud as i lay awake trying to find that peace i once i had and still all i can think of is you and the peace your gave me.But now you have become the soul source of pain.

Eventfull
well guys i just got back from tring to get a guy from work out of the sand and in the process i got my truck stuck cause it is only 2 wheel drive so i had to call another friend to pull me out and the guy i went to pull out ended up getting himself out so yeah it was a fun and exciting event

Looking For That Special Guy
i am looking for that special guy who is honest loving caring and wants to be with me because of who i am not for what he wants me to be i have a 17 yr old son who is my life and i need someone to fill a void that is empty at the moment but i know he is out there somewhere i thought i found him but i havent talked to this guy for some time now i dont know what is going on but that is ok there will another i am going to just let it happen and not try so hard

"wishes"
"Wishes" (for Bandit) I wish I could have told you, in words you'd understand, I wanted you to stay with me. This wasn't what I'd planned. I wish somehow to tell you, How empty I now feel. A part of me went with you, A part that time can't heal. I wish I had you back again, to fill this empty space. But one day we'll be together in a far, far better place.

To Kill An American
What's left to say (I always did like the Aussies. Great drinking buddies?) Written by an Australian To Kill an American You probably missed it in the rush of news last week, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is. So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!) "An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans. An Ameican is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, ther

I Feel Within Me A Consuming Fire
"I feel within me a consuming fire of heavenly love which has burned up in my soul everything that was contrary to itself and transformed me inwardly into its own nature." -William Law

Miracles
hello everyone my friday the thirteeth this year was the best i ever had and most people think its the worst day of their life but u see heres my story i was pregnant with my son in the winter of 2000 i got a cat as a gift this cat was so tiny and the runt of a litter so i named her itty bitty when my son turned two and three weeks after i had her spayed and tattooed she ran away almost two weeks later i had to move but i had to leave my itty bitty behind not knowing if one day she would come home or never return again i had moved three houses and had changed my phone number atleast four or five times for fours years i would often wonder where she was and what she was doing but always thinking i would never see her again and tried to covince myself that i wouldnt but this friday the thirteeth 2007 the city pound called me and said they had found my itty bitty as i almost dropped the phone in amazement i thought i havent see her in four years and shes alive and well thank you lord for s

Tribute To A Best Friend
Tribute To A Best Friend Sunlight streams through window pane unto a spot on the floor.... then I remember, it's where you used to lie, but now you are no more. Our feet walk down a hall of carpet, and muted echoes sound.... then I remember, It's where your paws would joyously abound. A voice is heard along the road, and up beyond the hill, then I remember it can't be yours.... your golden voice is still. But I'll take that vacant spot of floor and empty muted hall and lay them with the absent voice and unused dish along the wall. I'll wrap these treasured memorials in a blanket of my love and keep them for my best friend until we meet above.

Friends
Hey yall. Joe and i are very lucky to have as many friends as we do. We have made alot of new friends this past yr. and we also have a couple we have known for a really long time. To the new friends we have mt this year(Brandy,Ronnie,Ashley,Christine,mon&dad odem,and Greg)We are so happy we got to meet you. We love everyone of you with all our hearts and we have had a blast in the short time we have known yall. and if we had to do it all over again we would. Thanks for being the friends you are. Don't ever change. To all of our old friends, and when i say old i mean the friends we have known for more than a year. Curt, You are a terriffic person and an even better friend. Thank you so much for all the rides, you've been my life saver when i nthought i would go insane being inside this house any longer. Sam, You are one crazy ass mo fo(lol) We L ove you. Hell we've been friends for so long we can't help but love you. Jaline, I'm Glad you moved back down here. We have had a ba

"what Do You Do When A Good Friend Dies"
What do you do when a good friend dies? What do you do when a good friend dies? Do you lash out in anger and curse at the sky. Or grasp hard denial, the means of the weak, In an effort to kindle the comfort you seek. What do you do when a good friend dies? Once life's breath, so precious, gives the chest final rise. In haste you take blame, no other at fault, You kneel upturned earth and deem all happiness to halt. What do you do when a good friend dies? When with him the times, both good and bad, lie. Do you cast aside the past, for memories hurt much too much, Or struggle and fight for that last lingering touch. What do you do when a good friend dies? When all of the tears have all but been cried. No matter how much, no matter how hard you try, The only thing to do is say farewell. Goodbye.

4 Rules To Live By
4 Rules to Live By This is all you need to practice in order to find your way... to your self, to love, to your soul mate, and to your destiny. These are also known as the 4 rules of negotiation or peace making, and can be applied to ANY relationship or situation to bring about the highest good for all concerned, ALWAYS. 1. Be present 2. Listen 3. Tell the truth 4. Release attachment to the outcome Explanation: 1. To be present you must show up. You must be willing to participate in the solution. 2. To listen is to HEAR what is being said by the other person. If you are too busy thinking about what you think you need to say next, in order to make things go your way, you are not listening. You are only paying attention to your own thoughts. You are not being present, and are not participating in the solution. 3. To tell the truth is to communicate how you REALLY feel at a h

Winners Of The Bbw Contest
I WANT TO THANK ALL THE LADIES IN THE BBW CONTEST YOU ARE commentburner.com THIS WAS THE BEST CONTEST IVE HAD 1ST WITH COMMENTS 10882 2ND WITH COMMENTS 10505 3RD WITH COMMENTS 4704 1ST WITH RATES 50 2ND WITH RATES 42 THANK TO ALL VERY MUCH ALL THE LADIES ARE WINNERS IN MY BOOK RUBIA

Im Back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hello all.......just typing this fuckin blog to let everyone who could give two shits about me that I am FINALY HOME from Arizona,(nogales Az. to be exact),so as soon as I get my software for my digital camera downloaded onto the computer, I will put as many pictures as CT will let me up for everyone to see!Well all.....im off to the bar to attempt to get laid! SPC. GEERER TASKFORCE TUCSON TEAM NEWYORK

Desires Of The Heart
Desires of the Heart by Travis Teeter I've been on my own for awhile now, And in my searching I've stumbled. "I've made it this far.." But I'm not sure how. Several times I've tripped and tumbled. But I always come to stand again, Despite not always landing on my feet. I'm a grown man, I know when I sin. Hell, I'm a part of the U.S. Naval Fleet. I won't be some child's plaything, And I won't let myself fall into temptation. I've already got an' idea of the game I bring. I'm self supporting, protecting the nation. I do things that you can't or won't do. And you can't keep me down, stupid. My Name's Travis J. Teeter. I represent the Red, White, and Blue. And I'm no victim of that taliban Cupid. So for those of you that think you know me, stand by. Because you can't stop me, despite your best try. I'm heading straight up into that clear blue sky. And I'm not stopping, just because you break down and cry. So to hell with you, that can't put up a good fight.

When You See Things
If you desire love and approval, and feel it is required for you to feel accepted and worthy, you will say and do what you think will fulfill this need. When you see things as you would like them to be, instead of how they really are, you create an emotional prison for your-Self and those around you to live in, and prolong your separation from your true soul mate.

What Happened The Year You Were Born?
In 1981 (the year you were born) Ronald Reagan becomes president of the US Minutes after Ronald Reagan becomes president, Iran releases 52 American hostages that had been held captive for 444 days President Reagan is shot in the chest by would be assassin John Hinkley Space shuttle Columbia, the world's first reusable spacecraft, is sent into space A suspended walkway in the Kansas City Hyatt Regency Hotel collapses, killing 113 A female former lover files a "palimony" suit against tennis star Billie Jean King President Reagan appoints Sandra Day O'Connor to be the first woman on the Supreme Court The Pac-Man video game is introduced in the US Alicia Keys, Elijah Wood, Kelly Rowland, Anna Kournikova, and Britney Spears are born Los Angeles Dodgers win the World Series Oakland Raiders win Superbowl XV New York Islanders win the Stanley Cup Raiders of the Lost Ark is the top grossing film "Bette Davis Eyes" by Kim Carnes spends the most tim

One Day
A day at the beach Current mood: content Category: Writing and Poetry To Taste Feedom with a spice of ease ere have I enjoyed such true bliss submerged in an exotic truth as if untouched bye the hands of man diving down deep, buryied within the sea feeling your sould cling unto you bones hearing the voice of the the waves pound upon the near shore line that familiar tug becoming a part of you nestling upon my steed, paddling with all straining muscles and aching bones for this exotic truth is what thy have prayed for granted prayer from his mighty grace for HE has given, answered prayer mounting steadfast upon thy steed thy flowing extasy seduces, Overcoming crouching, I feel Gods own breath push exploding thy soul into orgasmic delight only once more brought to a calm easing from such powerful release left to pray once more for this bliss submerged in an exotic truth as if untouched by the hands of man

I Rate It A 19+
A Perfect Ending Lingering in the moment, lost in your eyes, Content, I cherish the sweet surprise. Kissing tongues tangle, making me ache, No longer can I wait, for you to take. Laying back, I plead without words, As if hidden lips could somehow be heard, Raising hips high to greet your stare, Hoping to speak to some part of you aware. I Beckon please enter with no hesitation, Yet you stand firm, with no reservation, Taunting me, teasing me, grin on your face, Admiring how you've put me in place. Then suddenly, you grant relief, Knowing now I must have peace. Penetrating with your pride, Charging, you thrust deep inside. Planting feet upon your chest, To brace us both, I do my best, Not to scream loud like before, When places reached cut to the core. Wondering if you're hurting me, You ease mo-men-tar-ily, Slowing, then come "please-don't-stop" pleas, Whimpering I'm at your mercy. Back in our entrancing

Addicted To Internet When... Hahaha
You Know You're Addicted to Internet When... You kiss you girlfriend's home page. Your bookmarks list takes 15 minutes to scroll from top to bottom. Your eyeglasses have a web site burned into them. You find yourself brainstorming for new subjects to Google. You refuse to go to a vacation spot with no electricity and no phone lines. You finally do take that vacation, but only after buying a cellular modem and a laptop. You spend half of the plane trip with your laptop on your lap.... and your kid in the overhead compartment. Your dreams are in HTML. You find yourself typing "com" after every period when using a word processor. You turn your computer off and get this awful epmty feeling, like you just pulled the plug of your loved one. You refer to going to the bathroom as downloading. You start introducing yourself as "Jim at I-I-Net dot net dot au" Your heart races faster and beats irredgularly each time you see a new WWW site address printed o

Is It A Good Idea? Lets See.
I am all for Natural Treatment but Not with out taken my medication given to me by my Ra doctor my Pulmanary Lung Doctor and My Primary Doctor. I take all this poisons they give me but I have to because the risk of taken the medication is less then not because if not I could die. So, I look for NATURAL ways to help my immune system and bones and general health. I am total into Antioxidents too. *** Should I Use Heat Or Cold Therapy? Both are equally effective. It depends on the person and the problem. (With me Heat is best most of the time.) Heat packs can be applied for 20 minutes to decrease pain and stiffness in your joints. People experiencing a flare should avoid heat therapy (that when it does not work for me)because it may increase swelling. Cold packs also may be applied for 20 minutes to decrease pain, swelling and inflammation by decreaseing blood flow. People with Raynaud's Phenonmenon and Hypersensitivity to cold should not use cold therapy. Talk to your physical The

Lets See How You Want Me
I Wanna Know How HOT You Think I Am?? If you think I'm.... 1. Cute send yellow rose 2. Sexy send red rose 3. HOTTT send dozen roses 4. I'd Do Ya send any spicy gift 5. We could Party send any liquid refreshment 6. Friends Only send toy kitten Let's see who shares the love for me.

Addicted To Caffeine When...
You Know You're Addicted to Caffeine When... You haven't slept since the Clinton Administration. Your next-door neighbors often call to complain about the sound of your chattering teeth. Instead of Tic Tacs, you suck on Vivarin. You plan to name your twins "Cappuccino" and "Espresso." On the way to work you get pulled over for speeding and you don't even have your car. You kill a guy for trying to switch your regular coffee to decaffeinated Folgers. You wake up in the middle of the night screaming "Pepsi! For the love of God, I need Pepsi!" When a Maxwell House commercial comes on, you actually lick the TV screen. You drink so much coffee it starts shooting out your ears. You're shaking like Michael Jackson on his wedding night. You think sleep is for the weak. You've just had your 20th cup of coffee within 20 minutes on a Friday afternoon, at 4 o'clock, just so "the milk doesn't go bad over the weekend" You believe that the coffee bean is a veg

Addicted To Smoking When...lol
You Know You're Addicted to Smoking When... You put scotch tape on a broken one. You only smoke half of the cigarette so you can start on the next one sooner. A big white truck with the picture of a camel rolls up to your house twice a week with your supply of smokes. You are considering changing your name to Malboro. You smoke in the shower. You've convinced yourself that second-hand smoke is not harmful if you inhale really really deeply. Your children are named: Winston, Philip Morris and Misty. R.J. Reynolds sends you a Christmas card. You're waiting for the last few pews to become a designated smoking area before you'll go back to church. People invite you outside to admire the stars, and it's daytime. Every time you light up a cigarette your family stops, drops and rolls. Your family's Christmas wish list consists of gas masks, fire extinguishers and air fresheners. You have an environmental awareness group protesting on your lawn. Your

"words Of Wisdom"
ZEN SARCASM (words to live by) 1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much leave me the hell alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and leaky tire. 3. It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 4. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 5. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. 6. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 7. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 8. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 9. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. 10. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he w

Latina
You Know You're Latina When.... You can fight two struggles everyday and make it look easy. You can make a child happy on Christmas Day even if he didn`t get a damn thing. You are admired and fantasized about by men of other races and know that when you do cross over it's done out of sincerity, not a political move. You watch other women pay plastic surgeons tons of money for physical features you were already born with. You curse a man out, make him feel like crap then, make love to him the same night and make him feel like a king. You can wear the hell out of spandex You can raise a Doctor, a World Class Athlete and an A+ student in an enviroment deemed by society as dysfunctional, broken, underprivileged and disenfranchised. You can heat a whole house in the winter without any help from the gas company. You can go from the boardroom to the block and "keep it real" in both places. You put a LATINO and his non-LATINA date on pins and needles just by wal

Internal
Why is it that I put all of myself into something r someone, only to be taken on a ride and led on......? Why is it that I do nothing but everything for someone only to be stomped on and made to feel inadequate and less than mediocre. Why do I feel that if I try even harder, that I'll be wanted and excepted and that someone or something will want to change because I'm so damn special they know if they lose me it'd be very hard to move on...? But what if I',m not that great...or what if I keep putting up with all the bullshit....? Wht if I really staart not caring....? What if my spirit is broken....and I remain an empty shell of the person I once was.....? I feel the life being sucked out of me but I do nothing to stop it because I know it's useless....because I'm halfway there... --Daphne Du Maurier Frenchmans Creek

Update On My Family
My sincere heartfelt thank you to each of you for your words of comfort, encouragement, and love. My Daughter is out of the hospital but still has the effect of the smoke she inhaled. She is totally devastated at the loss of Omar and Elijah. Angel my 11 month grandson escaped with no injuries and is doing fine. My son-in-law remains in critical condition in an induced coma in the burn center. Please continue to keep us in your prayers.

Portuguese
You Know You're Portuguese When.... Your mother or grandmother has Maria in her name. You have a rooster napkin holder. Your father or grandfather is called Manuel, Jos�, Antonio, or Jo�o. You have crocheted doilies on your kitchen counters, dining room, living room, bedroom--on all your tables. You decorate your walls with plates. Your house is a mini church with just as may statues of saints and Jesus as your church itself. You're 25 and still living with your parents. (Extra points if you're married and living with your spouse in your parent's house) You warn other drivers of police on the highway by flashing your lights, even though one of the drivers might have just robbed a bank. You baptize your child and send him to catechism even though you might never go to church except for weddings and funerals. You think all university graduates should be called "Doutor" and like to be called so if you are one of the chosen few who have manage

Im Soooo Tired Of The Bs...
WHY IS IT SOOOO FUCKING HARD FOR SOMEONE TO ACTUALLY BE A FRIEND...PEOPLE ON THE NET JUST DONT LIVE IN REALITY...I HAVE FUCKING OVER 400 FRIENDS AND ONLY A HAND FULL EVEN CARE AND KNOW THE VALUE OF FRIENDSHIP. ITS FUCKING PATHETIC IF YOU ASK ME. I DONT NEED YOUR FUCKING RATINGS...I DONT GIVE A FUCK IF I LEVEL UP...I DONT WANT TO FUCKING HEAR ABOUT DOWN RATERS AGAIN....YOU WANT TO FUCKING RATE ME A 1 GO FOR IT...I WILL NOT LOSE SLEEP TRUST ME....ALL THAT FUCKING MATTERS IS WHAT MY TRUE FRIENDS THINK OF ME..NOT SOME FUCKING DUMB ASS ON CHERRY TAP DOWN RATING...HELLO TO ALL GOOD PEOPLE..FUCK ALL THE REST OF YA!

Saying Goodbye To A Good Friend
It hurts to say Goodbye, but it's something I have to do Tuesday afternoon. Because of another idiot driver, I lost a good friend last Thursday. John was the kind of guy who would go out of his way to help you or make things a little easier, and his life was taken by a senseless accident. When are some people going to learn? It is IMPOSSIBLE to stop 80,000 pounds of steel and rubber on a freaking dime!!! Now, because of an idiot, I have to say goodbye to a trusted friend, not to mention the only caregiver for a precious 87 year old lady. Please tell everyone you know that we truck drivers are only trying to make a living when we are driving down the road. We are at work and we simply CANNOT stop that big truck on a dime. If you were standing on the goal line (at a distance of THREE football fields) and I crossed over the other end, I would STILL hit you. Please give us some room. Don't suddenly stop in front of us. Don't enter our "safety zone" right in front of us

Your Pot Of Honey...
Since your pot of honey I see I now wish I was a Bee for your pot of honey I'd vie I don't care if after I die defending your sweet pot yes that would be my favourite spot there would be no need to stray cuz from your pot I'd feed standing at attention would be my first course of prevention for you each day I'd rise even before I open my eye I guard you like the great making sure noone comes near your gate even when I am fill i'd still return for a refill I know you may think I am corny but to me you mean more than money like this grizzly bear with no one i'd share I'd make sure than no one approach no even a cockroach I'd with your pot have some sport I'll place you on a rock and like the ticking of the clock I'd lap and lick as the clock tick To me you become a pool never mind if I'm called a fool I'd take a plunge absorbing like sponge take a dive and eat you alive licking my lips and my fingertips with my tongue I'd explore till I reach your

Another Heart Felt One
6acc at tha 6ottom again/e'erytime i gain a little/ i lose a little more/god dayum door shut in my face/c'mon 6oogeyman picc up tha pace/move wit haste/cuz i got no fuccn time to waste/most of u cuddnt handle tha stress i go through/6ut i always make it through tha shit no matter how hard it hit/6ut sumtimes it makes me feel like shit/sumone tell me im gonna make it so i can give my kids n wife whut they need wit my music/cuz i wanna use it so bad it makes me sicc to my stomach/sumtimes it leads to heartache/so god tell me its finally time fo me to get down n shine n give all these ppl a tatse of whats goin through my mind/cuz i jus wanna feed to e'ery need that they cud have/this shit makes me so mad i feel like a scum bag/cuz i do anything for them/cuz wit out em i pro6a6ly be toe-tagged on a cold sla6/i think it wud 6e my time to go out this world only reason im still here is 6ecuz they're my fuccn world

I Lay Here
i lay here with a big smile thinking of how you make me want to go the extra mile,the thought of your lips touching mine,would be so fine,the touch of your hands running up and down my thighs,holding back the feeling i want to fly,whiping the tears from my face,feeling your hands are like silk and lace

How Sex Starts
How sex starts.... a smile leads to a laugh ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 a makeout ...makeout leads to a feel up ...a feel up leads 2 a finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a fuck. ...So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ..subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you dont multiply

Allow Me...to Make You A Shake
I would have love to serve you breakfast in bed my Boo The Menu - something exotic and new A mushroom head a bush of lettuce head A Hot dog Two nuts 2 eggs A firm ripe banana 2 pears Melons an apple Milk or yogurt Whip cream slice bun Looking into your radiant eyes i would prepare you this surprise plunge my firm ripe banana Into your container extracting your milk until its smooth as silk scramble your eggs between your legs Heat up my hot dog upon a hard log with my wooden spatula work up a smooth miture i am sure you get the picture gently stirring my banana in your milky container put my hotdog between you slice bun I sure that would be fun avoid crushing the nuts avoid getting cuts eat as often as you can and don't forget to have fun You can add pints of laughter to last you the morning after so drink your milk shake until your belly ache....

2 Weeks In Cherry Tap World. (geustbooks)
Today marks week number 2 in Cherry Tap World. It has been a fun week in most ways. I have made a few friends. Friends are important in this world, The Real and the virtual. CT is interesting in the fact that there is more interactivity and so there are more chance to make friends, then to simply go vist other friends pages as at other simular sites. I have noticed this week that "Guestbooks" have become very popular. You know guest books are where you can Sign In and include a picture of yourself. Most commonly there is a map that records where your from and so you also get to identify your State, Region, or Country. I like guestbooks, I even have one on my page. The only thing I noticed negative about guestbooks, is that it is an add on to your page and so no "Cherry Points," are given out for taking the effort of filling one out. This maybe why I have noticed everyone putting "SIGN MY GUESTBOOK..." after there name. I also noticed that women seem to get a lo

At Its' End...
Late in the night, Confusion fills my mind Looking for something, I know I will never find. Misled by my heart, Think it was something real. Pouring myself into a bottle, Wanting not to hurt or feel. Thoughts flooding my head, Wanting her memory to fade. Knowing it would all end, With the use of this long blade. All the pain can end quickly, And my tears will go away. I feel the sting on my wrist, As slowly I begin to pray. Take the hurt from me, Allow my heart to mend. It feels like frifting to sleep, Goodbye, my life is at its end...

‘collaring’ Ceremony Educates Students About B
‘Collaring’ ceremony educates students about BDSM lifestyle Print Article Mock union followed by panel discussion Jessica Anderson |Indiana Daily Student | 4/10/2007 IU Freshman Graham Skinner places a collar around the neck of sophomore Rebecca Dacso during a wedding collar ceremony Saturday afternoon at the Collins Coffeehouse. A panel discussion about sadomasochism was held following the ceremony. Chris Pickrell • IDS On a beautiful but chilly Saturday in April, friends gathered in the coffeehouse in the basement of Collins to witness the union of sophomores Graham Skinner and Rebecca Dacso. The couple was doing a mock collaring for Dacso’s Collins Q199: Residential Learning Workshop, class project, fulfilling a requirement to get the “community involved” in their research. “Getting collared” is the BDSM version of a wedding, “pretty much pledging to live a lifestyle,” Dasco said. Skinner said collarings are performed between two people in a committed BDSM r

Hang Overs Do Have This Right
One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 sodas and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've had 4 cups of coffee, a gallon of water, 3 iced tea

Maturity Goes A Long Ways With Me....
Maturity is the ability to control anger and settle differences without violence or destruction. Maturity is patience. It is the willingness to pass up immediate pleasure in favor of the long-term gain. Maturity is perseverance, the ability to sweat out a project or a situation in spite of heavy opposition and discouraging set-backs. Maturity is the capacity to face unpleasantness and frustration, discomfort and defeat, without complaint or collapse. Maturity is humility. It is being big enough to say, "I was wrong." And, when right, the mature person need not experience the satisfaction of saying, "I told you so." Maturity is the ability to make a decision and stand by it. The immature spend their lives exploring endless possibilities; then they do nothing. Maturity means dependability, keeping one's word, coming through in a crisis. The immature are masters of the alibi. They are the confused and the disorganized. Their lives are a maze of broken promises, former friends, unfin

Tired Of The Oil Industry Screwing You In The Wallet?
If you are tired of watching the price of regular price go from $2.89 to $3.15 in a day or higher depending on where you live then you need to sign this petition... let's see if we can reveal the dishonesty of the oil industry as it truly is. I don't know about you, but I am tired of being screwed with a gas pump nozzle and having to pay for it. http://www.ipetitions.com/petition/investigateoilindustry/

All I Ever Wanted!!!
I always wanted someone special in my life. I wanted someone who cared about me and understood me and my feelings; someone who would listen to my worries and try to help me ease my way through them. I wanted someone who would be patient with me when I needed a little more time and tolerance; someone who didn't expect or demand that I try to be someone I'm not, and who wouldn't try to manipulate me into their idea of a perfect mate..... In my life, I wanted someone who knew how to give....not just on special occasions or when it's easy or convenient, but everyday and whenever there was a moment that we could share. I wanted someone who would make time for me regardless of busy and hectic schedules; I wanted to know I mattered and that I was more important than a business deal. I wanted someone in my life who knew what love and loving mean and who allowed themselves every opportunity to enjoy those wonderful feelings. And while I'm thinking about all these outstanding qualities

Sunday 4/22/07
Not much going on here today, it's been another boring day today lol. I did get into a debate this morning with a friend though, he keeps trying to get me to make an account at MySpace even though I've told him on more than one occasion that I'm not going to be doing that. Because of all the bad publicity it's gotten in the news and the fact that he told me himself that an ll yr old girl got raped and abused by someone on there. I also got comments from people here on the subject, and was told they'd been hacked and got viruses there. I tried to get him to join over here, but he's stuck on the fact that it doesn't have the details list like MySpace does, even though I've told him he can add that stuff to his profile if he wanted, but whatever lol. Well, I think I'll end my rambling here for today lol. Hope everyone reading this has a great rest of the day.

Sighns Your Burned Out
Signs You're Burned Out 10. You're so tired, you now answer the phone, "Hell." 9. Your friends call to ask how you've been, and you immediately scream, "Get off my back, bitch!" 8. Your garbage can is your "in"box. 7. You wake up to discover your bed is on fire, but go back to sleep because you just don't care. 6. You have so much on your mind, you've forgotten how to pee. 5. Visions of the upcoming weekend help you make it through Monday. 4. You sleep more at work than at home. 3. You leave for a party and instinctively bring your ID badge. 2. You blasted your daily planner with a .357 magnum a week ago, but still haven't been able to miss a meeting. 1. You think about how relaxing it would be if you were in jail right now.

Waving The White Flag....
I am so tired of fighting what this society thinks a woman should be like. I am not like other women for one I don't trust many but for some reason I am able to just admit who I am. Most dislike it because I am so up front. I don't know how many people I ran off because I simply stated what I expect from them. Maybe it is because I know what I like and am not shy about telling others about it. Most of the time I am put down for being different. For dying my hair all shades of colors and having tats. Not to forget that I am not a Christian. Don't how many times I have heard that I will be going to hell for that. I have my beliefs and keep them close to my heart. I refuse to change because I am a mom. I am finally being happy being me and as for a relationship. I know what I like there too. I am bisexual so it is hard to find some one who is comfortable with the type of lifestyle I lead. I am not a slut by no means but I feel like I have to much energy to keep to all to myself.

Today
TODAY Cool morning dew covers the ground Chirping birds…the only sound The sun shines bright Darkness gone…no longer in sight Seems so perfect Everything just right My head I rest For my future is the test Friends I have known No longer around Though they reside In the same small town Silence is heard When my tears stream down Who do you trust What do you believe Gossip and lies How much is real Though the next person thinks My skin must be made of steel Do they not know Surely they realize I will hear Judgment day will come For all I will stand The Devil will fall Into his new wife’s arms I hope she will be there To catch him And all of his shit When he gives it out His punching bag no longer Though I am still under his grip But for now to be the better I constantly bite my lip Though I try to say what I feel Never allowed He must have the last say The things I think I will express some day When it is the right time He thinks he has w

~~family Incest~~
Subject: The Dying Priest The old priest lay dying in the hospital. For years he had faithfully served the people of the nation's capitol. He motioned for his nurse to come near. "Yes, Father?" said the nurse "I would like to see Ted Kennedy and Hillary Clinton before I die" whispered the priest. "I'll see what I can do, Father" replied the nurse The nurse sent the request to the Senate and waited for a response. Soon the word arrived. Kennedy and Clinton would be delighted to visit the priest. As they went to the hospital, Clinton commented to Kennedy "I don't know why the old priest wants to see us, but it will certainly help our images." Kennedy could not help but agree. When they arrived at the priest's room, the priest took Kennedy's hand in his right hand and Clinton's hand in his left. There was silence and the look of serenity on the old priest's face. Finally Senator Kennedy spoke. "Father, of all the people you could have chosen, why did you choose

The Latest On Security Abroad:
> The latest on security abroad: > > The English are feeling the pinch in relation to recent terrorist > activities and have raised their security level from "Miffed" to > "Peeved." > > Some, though, say that security levels may be raised yet again to > "Irritated" or even "A Bit Cross." Londoners have not been at "A Bit > Cross" since the blitz in 1940 when tea supplies all but ran out. > Terrorists have been re-categorized from "Tiresome" to a "Bloody > Nuisance." The last time the British issued a "Bloody Nuisance" warning > level was during the great fire of 1666. > > Also, the French government announced yesterday that it has raised its > terror alert level from "Run" to "Hide." The only two higher levels in > France are "Surrender" and "Collaborate." The rise was precipitated by a > recent fire that destroyed France's white flag factory, effectively > paralyzing the country's military capability. > > It's not only the English and French that ar

I Have Survived Wedding Weekend, Yeah!
One more chore and Jason and Carrie's Wedding Weekend will be officially over! I am exhausted, lol! William is returned to Madison; just got back from that! The only chore left is taking Jenn back to LaCrosse. If I can pass that on to someone else, believe me I will, lol!! I ended up spending last night in the motel next door to where the Reception and Wedding Dance were held! Just safer that way, lol! Hey, I was in very good shape, just tired out. Jay, I did have one JagerBomb, dropped! Only one, though, lmao! To the one who thought I might lose it and go naked at the Wedding - my clothes remained on, sweetie! Not to worry, lol! And, yes, I stayed ALONE in my motel room - none of my past life guys live anywhere near close enough for that, lmao!! Enough, already! I think Dakota loved his first full scale Wedding extravaganza! The Divas did a beautiful job as Flower Girls. And my nieces and niece in law all looked just beautiful as attendants! And a good time was had by all, I thi

~~where Have All Our Jobs Gone To~~
Think About This One!!! A Car Company can move it's factories to Mexico and claim it's a free market. A Toy Company can out source to a Chinese subcontractor and claim it's a free market. A Shoe Company can produce its shoes in Southeast Asia and claim it's a free market. A major Bank can incorporate in Bermuda to avoid taxes and claim it's a free market. We can buy HP Printers made in Mexico . We can buy shirts made in Bangladesh . We can purchase almost anything we want from 20 different countries. BUT, heaven help the senior citizens who dare to buy their Prescription Drugs from a Canadian or Mexican pharmacy. That's called un-American and illegal and our politicians want to Stop it! And you think the Pharmaceutical Companies don't have a powerful lobby? Think again! Forward this to every person you know over age 50. It is an interesting thought. Maybe this is an issue that should come up in the next ele

This Is A Crazy Place..
This is a crazy place to hang out, all the hottest women will show me their pussy if i just ask them to be my friends, thats way beyond weird. If life imitated Cherry Tap i wouldnt be married thats for sure, id just go around asking women to be my friends, then when they accepted id ask them to be my, um, closer friends.. Browse through the women i am a fan of and its almost feels like being an online gynecologist for christs sake! I genuinely like some of you whether you have extreme close up photos of your genitalia or not, truth be told i wish some of you didnt have those pictures up, having seen them often makes me feel too pervy to strike up a conversation with you.

Gonna Be And Aunt!
Well my little brother just told my mother and father that his gf was pregnant. Which means I am gonna be an Aunt and Moon-Fire is gonna be a grandma. I am excited but a little upset at the same time. Vamp

How To Have A Contest
First- decide on what kind of contest you want to have. Second- Come up with the prizes and rules. A 3 day blast is usually a good prize. Then come up with the dates how long you want to run the contest Third- Post a Bulletin and a blog with the information of the contest whats it for and the prizes Fourth- Create a Prvt folder for the ripped pics for the contest. And keep it prvt till it opens Five- then before the contest opens send all the contestants an email with there link letting them know the time its going to open and close. When it does opens just set the folder so everyone can see it and vote Finally- when the contest ends close the folder my making it so you can only see it. Then within 24 hours of the close of the contest send out the prizes. Thats it so I hope this helps any question let me know

Arthritis Myths Versus Facts ?!!!!!!
High Heels? Cracking Knuckles? Just Old Age? Get the truth here. Fact given By: Leslie J Crofford, MD Professor of Rheumatology at the University of Kentucky in Lexington.In Fact, an estimated 300,000 infants, childern and adolescents in the united states have arthritis. Some forms of arthritis, such as rheumatoid arthritis (RA), often strike men and women in their 20's and 30's. (I have found out that the pain I thought was pain that came with age is not I have the wrose kind of RA you can have, So listen to your body.) Myth: Only old people get arthritis. Fact: Arthritis, which has more than 100 different forms, can occur at any age. Myth: Exercising a lot can cause arthritis. Fact: Injuries during sports can lead to arthritis, says Dr. Crofford, but exercise in general does not. Don't use the rish of arthritis- or even and arthritis diagnosis- as a reason to bad the gym."Physical fitness is good for musculoskeletal health, "She says. "Just make sure you have trained to

Every Time
Every time your not with me, The pain always grows, Every time I look into the sky, I always think theres hope, Every time I fall asleep, Memories of you make me weak, I feel as if theres nothing left, But to go another day, with out your necklace around my neck. Every time I look at our pic's, I feel like crying, and it makes me sick, I will always love you, You know thats true I just know that i would never lie to you!

Premeptive Thank You And Apology
TODAY MY HEART CRASHED,AND I WILL NOT RESSURECT IT.THE EVOL COMING AGAINST ME HAS SUNK TO NEW DEPTHS,AND I WILL NOT SUCCUMB TO IT NO MATTER WHAT.I WOULD JUST ASK PATIENCE FOR A DAY OR SO UNTIL I CAN GET MY SELF TOGETHER,I AM NOT AT 100% HAPPY RIGHT NOW AND ANYTHING I SAYWILL BE ANGRY,and not a true expression that my friends and loved ones deserve .so,thank you for being there and sorry if im an asshole for a few,blame this-

Its
Its because of you I chose to stay, In this house I will forever remain, I lay on our bed so soft and smooth, And every night I think of you, Its because of you my love will grow, In my heart, Its soon to show, I lay on the couch full of love, And think of you and the god above, Its because of you I want to be, With you forever, and forever free, I lay on the floor,With memories of hope, And all i want to do is mope, Its because of you that i feel this way, Forever, and ever, until the next day, I lay with your picture, full of Amazing love, And all I do is look above!

Black Queen
I know there are answers, but none are coming to me. All because I can't be what you want me to be. Your home and your love in my life. It’s pretty to see these little plastic stars glowing for me. Thoughts from the black queen are coming to me. Years before I tried to be your home and my love secretly. Twenty-nine and I can’t be free. It’s nice to see the answers from the black queen are coming to me But I still can’t be what you want me to be. Fifty-three and this just isn’t me. I’m trying to be what you want me to be But you still can’t see the little black queen. It’s not me, It’s not me. All of these stones coming down on me because I still can’t be what you want me to be. This isn’t me, This isn’t me. This is the black queen being the voice for me Because I still can’t see why you wanted this to be. I abandon everything and live with the queen but these little plastic stars won’t stop shining for me. I’m starting to let go of everything. I am the quee

Gaurden Angle.............!!!!!!!!
I do believe in Angels. They are sent from God above. We each have one appointed to us, As a Precious Symbol of his love. Everyone has a Guardian Angel Assigned to them by Our God. They are present with us always On whichever road we choose to trod. Our guardians watch over us, And keep us from harm each day. They travel with us on our journey, And alert us where trouble may lay. We may even sense their presence At times when trouble is very near. We may gently feel the bush of their wings, Or just somehow know which way to steer. I thank The Lord for his Angels. I know I'm alive today because of mine. Without her I surely would have perished, Not just once, but many a time.

Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey Do you like it rough or sensual?: Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: How often do you like to have sex?: Is sex a top priority for you?: Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: How do you feel about one night stands?: How many one night stands have you had?: What's your favorite position?: Where's your favorite place to have sex?: Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: Do you get off first or do they?: Do you like kissing during sex?: , Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: Do you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: Does size matter (for girlz-- dicks/for guyz-- boobs)?: How old were you when you lost your virginity?: How many sexual partners have you h

Still Trying For New Pics
well friends if anyone can help this old drunk out with loading new photos would appreciate very much cause i'm getting tired of just one damn pic in album and going crazy trying to figure it out so please help this old puterliterite guy out thanks all.

What Was I Thinking
oh my god, what was i thinking. so last night, while completely sober mind you, I thought it would be a good idea to shave. you have seen my pics, there is a bit of hair there but nothin excessive I didn't think. Maybe I should be more clear...I shaved my body. Legs, groin, chest, stomach, underarms, the whole 9. the only hair on my is my head and my arms. At least it is nice out maybe i can get some sun and it will be okay. and yes pics will be up later this week so you can all point and laugh. thank you and have a nice day. keep it twiztid.

How Freaky Are You In Bed? I'm A 61
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGIT

Can You Help A Girl Out?
My morph picture is in a contest. COuld you stop by and rate it and leave a few comments on it for me? I would appreciate it a bunch. :-) http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=814757&albumid=314248&i=1975530909 Repost for me please?

Got Chronic Illness?
Here's Is Something That May Help You Deal. Like a chef trying out new ingredients to get just the right flavor in a dish, people with arthritis and related conditions may have to experiment to find the best ways of coping with fatigue, pain and difficult sleeping. Finding a balance and rhythm to your life may be difficult at times, but having a solid plan for coping should help. Here are some tried and true tips: LISTEN TO YOUR PAIN AND FATIGUE: They are signals that you need to slow down. Ignoring them may make your condition worse. (this is so true I had to slow down) FOLLOW ACTIVITY WITH INACTIVITY: Rest to prepare for and active day. Set aside time after and active hour to take it easy. EXERCISE AT YOUR OWN PACE: After your exercise program according to how you feel each day. You may want to try swimming, yoga, tai chi or walking. LEARN TO TAKE THE MIDDLE ROAD: Instead of thinking you can't do the things you love because of your arthritis, find creative ways to do wha

Reason, Season, Lifetime
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong -doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on. When people come into your life for a SEASON, it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They may bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. Th

Too Stoned!!!
If this doesn't make u laugh, not sure what will!! A monkey is sitting in a tree smoking a joint, when a lizard walks past, looks up, and asks "Hey, what are you doing?" The monkey replies, "Smoking a joint, come up and have some!" So the lizard climbs up the tree, sits next to the monkey, and they smoke a few joints. After a while, the lizard says his mouth is 'dry' and goes to the river to get a drink. He staggers tothe river, but he is so stoned that he leans over too far and falls in the water. A crocodile sees this, swims over to the lizard and helps him ashore. Then he asks the lizard, "What's the matter with you?" The lizard explains that he was sitting in the tree with a monkey smoking pot, got too stoned and fell in the river while taking a drink. The crocodile says he has to check this out, and wanders into the jungle. He finds the tree where the monkey is sitting finishing the joint. The crocodile yells up to the monkey, "Hey!" The monkey looks

Organ Donation Is A Beautiful Thing
September 11, 2006 I lost my ex in a horrible motorcycle accident! He left his 5 year old Daughter behind, as well as many close friends & family! Yesterday I had the opportunity to meet the wonderful people who were saved through the donation of his organs! It was a bittersweet day, but touching never the less! Take a moment to consider becoming an organ donor! He saved 3 peoples lives, one with only about a week left to survive, she is 13 years old & healthy for the first time in her life! This Is Evan & Our Daughter Destinee! This is our Daughter & The young Lady who recieved his heart! This Is Destinee, Emily & Stef His Sister at the organ donor picnic His Patch on the quilt These are the other two he helped the one in the center recieved his kidney & Pancreas, the Gentelman on the far right recieved his liver! This is his Sister Stefanie Hugging one of the recipients! Thank You for taking the time to read this, sometimes somthing beaut

Wtf Tom?!!!!
OMG so there I was commenting and looking at pics and what not...and I realize that I forgot to delete my old profile at the stroke of midnight. So I sign out of my new profile and go to sign in to my old one and what do I get... Sorry the action who have choosen is invalid...WTF TOM...it was working two minutes ago...so yeah thats right Tom I came to CT cause they are running....ARGH!!!! Hope you get Myspace running again...lol

Lay To Rest
TODAY THEY LAYED MY LIL COUSIN TO REST. THE SERVICE WAS BEAUTIFUL. HE WAS SO INTO SUPERMAN. THEY HAD 50 BALLOON'S THAT THEY LET GO. THE SUPERMAN BALLLON WENT THE HIGHEST. IT WAS LIKE GOD PULLED IT TO HEAVEN FOR MISAEL TO KEEP. HE IS LAYED TO REST IN RIVERSIDE CEMETERY. WE PUT ALL THESE BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS. THERE WHERE PEOPLE THAT SANG AND PREACHED AND TELL ALL OF US THAT MISAEL WAS DOING HIS PART IN LIFE. THINGS WENT GOOD TODAY.

How Freaky Are You In Bed???...i'm A 69!!!
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGIT

Inspirational Life
Make your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.com Get this and more at MyToolSpace.com! We are having reformed felon, drug addict, pimp turned Minister and Inspirational Speaker De’Ron Smith on this Sunday night at 10pm eastern to discuss his new book “Innocence of a Child”. This show will be a life changer to anyone who feels that once a criminal always a criminal. You can take those experiences and make your life a life of power, influence and change!!!! Tune and Call IN!!!! 646-652-4737. Just click on the link below to go live to the show!!! Make your own Myspace Crazy Text at CommentYou.comf="http://www.commentyou.com">CommentYou.com

I Wish He Knew How Much I Do Love Him...
boy: i saw her today girl: i saw him today boy: it seems like its been forever girl: i wonder if he still cares.. boy: she looks better than before girl: i couldn`t stop staring at him boy: i asked how how things were going girl: i asked about his new gurlfriend boy: i`d choose her over any gurl i`m with girl: he`s probably happy right now boy: i couldn`t look at her w/o starting to cry girl: he couldn`t even look at me boy: i told her i miss her girl: he doesn`t mean it boy: i loved her girl: he loves his new gurlfriend boy: i held her for the last time girl: he gave me a friendly hug boy: then i went home and cried girl: then i went home and cried boy: i lost her girl: i still love him

Might Make You Cry
A Poem That Gives You Goosebumps... A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about "And blood was everywhere," "The sirens screamed out eulogies," For death was in the air. "A mother, trapped inside her car," Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; "She struggled to get free," But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused "On where the back seat once had been," But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twin

Yay
Well being the jobless Freak that I am I had nothing to do this beautiful sunday so I replanted my sunflowers that I'm growing for a special friend who loves them so I put them in a bigger pot by them selves because there gonna be to big to leave them with my pansys so heres a picture of my lil sproutlings ill take some more pictures when they get bigger

Earth Day
Every year I go out with a trash bag and gloves. This year it didn't take me long to fill my bag. The creek's banks are covered in broken alcohol bottles and clothing. Gross. It makes me wish people were not such selfish idiots. When I was ten years old I was walking around barefoot in some mud and stepped on glass. My wound became impacted with mud and rocks. I ended up in the emergency room, getting six stitches, being on crutches for two weeks, and six months later two pebbles spat out of my foot in a very painful way. If that jerk had not thrown a bottle into the mud, I would have avoided the whole thing. I have an itchy scar on the bottom of my foot to remind me of how gross human beings are. So imagine now, if you will, what a difference it would make if everyone went out and filled a bag of trash today. You can sing a John Lennon song now if you want.

The Morning After...
The day started out as any other getting ready to begin a joruney into the belly of austins drug and music scene durring the Austin Reggae Fest. I can\'t tell you honnestly how much i smoked or drank to cellebrate the holliday weekend but i do know that it was enough to have a fuzzy memmory of the events that transpired throughout the day. Arriving into austin around 3pm we spent till just before 5 searching for a parking spot after we payed some cock sucker $7 to park in the parking garage he worked for that had not empty parking (and about 40 cars fighting for opening spots on the roof). Once parked we made it into the event grounds and managed to get a few minutes to get the pot moving through our systems. Thats about when Grimy Styles began their set; which was amazing as usual. We spent the majority of that afternoon buying $10 28oz pussy drinks in yard glasses and smoking ourselves retarded. Well we eventually left and went to meet up with pat for hopefully a good night of austin

Pulling Of A Super Human Schedule
But, now that you or someone you know has Arthritis, over committing yourself can actually be bad for your health. Learning to cut back can be hard- we've been trained all our lives to be helpful and to say "yes" to favors people aks of you. Whenyou are feeling the pressure to do more thank you can, remember to do the following: PRIORITIZE: It's easier to say "no" to what's at the bottom of the list. Start the day by compiling all the things on your "to do" List in order of importance items, and you won't be disappointed if you know you did the most important itiems, and you won't have to make an on-the-spot decision when someone asks you for a favor. MEAN IT: Once you say "no" , that's it. Don't feel obligated to give an explanation or you will leave the door open for someone to talk you into something. If you feel you should give a reason, keep it short and stick to it. And say "no" sooner, rather than later. Time pressures can make you feel guiltier. PRACTICE: Rehearse saying

The Value Of A Drink
The Value of a Drink "Sometimes when I reflect back on all the wine I drink I feel shame. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the vineyards and all of their hopes and dreams. If I didn't drink this wine, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I sayto myself, "It is better that I drink this wine and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver." ~ Jack Handy WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day. " ~Frank Sinatra WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may create the illusion that you are tougher, smarter, faster and better looking than most people. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~ "When I read about the evils

Its Seizure Time Again
just to let everyone know i had a seizure at work yesterday. i think it was between 4 and 5 jim my boyfriend had just come in to see me and get some stuff....and i walked him out through tle, he had stopped to talk to jerry and i guess that is when it happened....i guess the good thing even though i see it as a bad thing is i dont remember anything until i woke up on the couch at home even tough i guess i got up to walk to the truck and was kinda coherent at the store....and the fact that jim had to pop my shoulder in once again.....thanks to jerry for lookin out for me to. jim said that u put something under my head and stayed with me for a bit......so im at home recovering probably wont be back to work til tuesday since mom is worried so ill probably still be resting tomorrow and go to the doctor,,,,so this paycheck wil be smaller than usual that sucks but it happens right......so yeah just wanted to let everyone know....love u guys julie

Thank You: 4-22-07
THANX TO EVERYONE WHO SENT ME GET WELLS GIFTS AND HELLO'S, FEEL BETTER ONES TOO...IT WILL TAKE A COUPLE OF WEEKS TO HEAL MY INJURIES TO MY HIPS AND THEN I AM ON LIGHT DUTY TO FUTHER NOTICE:) THANX!!!!Red

I Want To Be The One
I WANT TO BE THE ONE I want to be the one Who makes you laugh and smile I want to be the one Who’s life you make worthwhile I want to be the one Who makes you feel all warm inside I want to be the one Who you can trust in and confide I want to be the one Who you think of night and day I want to be the one Who takes your pain away I want to be the one Who shares the things you do I want to be the one Who wakes up next to you But more than anything else I just want to be, the one for you Robert M. Hall © 2007 03/18/2007

Hey
you know I am so fed up with the disrespect that I have received on here.. If you cann't say anything nice then don't say anything at all.. and you one's that keep sending me message's tilling me how ugly I am.keep it to yourself.. I might be ugly,but at least I have respect for others.. my God Bless you... Eveybody have a very safe and wonderful week...

Love In Stages
WE LOVE EACH OTHER,AND YET WE BREAK EACH OTHERS HEARTS SOMETIMES,BUT STILL FORGIVE,AND FALL IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER ALL OVER AGAIN,...WE HOLD HANDS SO TIGHTLY,AND SAY THAT IT IS FOREVER,IT IS NOT JUST LOVING EACH OTHER,BUT THAT WE HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER,WITH TIME IT CANNOT ERASE ALL THE MEMORIES WE'VE SHARED,AND ONLY GETS DEEPER,AND I DO NOT REGRET ANY OF THE LOVE THAT WE HAVE SHARED,FOR YOU MAKE ME SMILE,...TO LAUGH,TO DREAM,MY SOUL IS FREE,...

~things I Need~
*Things I need* 4/22/2007 1.A man, not a little boy to look after and take care of. 2.Someone who will take care of me even when they think I don’t need them. 3.Someone to love me unconditionally even after we have a disagreement. 4.The kind of guy that even after and argument will wrestle me into submission by having a tickle fight; even if it wasn’t his fault, just so he can see me smile. 5.The kind of guy who will make passionate love to me after tickling me into submission. 6.A guy who wants to make love to me for hours, not just fuck my brains out. 7.Don’t get me wrong it’s nice to have sex, but sometimes you just want intimacy. 8.A guy who will respect me. 9.Someone to grow old and spend the rest of my life with. 10.Someone to make me cry only tears of joy, but would never want to see or make me cry. 11.Someone who just wants to hold me. 12.A man that I can just lay and watch a movie with, even if it happens to be a sappy chick flick. 13.A man to run me a hot bath a

I Miss You
I MISS YOU I long to lose my cursed thoughts To the blessed release of sleep The chilled night air to match my heart Good company they keep Yet still I think of only you The one I do not love I wait in sounds solitude For your call that may never come Once the fire intense and strong Inside my belly, burned Thirst for you unquenchable Your smile your touch, I yearned, Your words a chasm of desires You thundered my whole world You took my hand and lead me here My sweet surrender now unfurled, There is no belly fire tonight No quiver of my thigh No sweet dreams of what could be No silken words to lift me high No matter how I comfort self That this is what it should be My body yearns to hear your call Feel you, once again, right next to me, I cannot help but wonder If your thoughts drift back to us How you felt when I was near Of all that we now miss I would creep inside your door If my heart, were with you somehow On bended knees would whis

Who Knows.....
who knows what they want to do with their life...life is a wonderful thing but it can also be a pain in the ass.....i'm just happy i'm goin' to college soon for Criminal Justice hopefully it is what i want to do with my life....any who, if you know what you want to do with your life i'm happy for you and go for it

Artist Contest Winners Are
Winners of the Artist Contest Are...... 1st Place is...... Wins Corvette and Dozen Roses with 3310 comments 2nd Place is...... wins a Motorcycle and Dozen Roses with 2583 comments 3rd Place is...... Wins Diamond Ring and Dozen Roses with 199 comments I want to thank everyone in the contest! We did have fun! thanks Maria

Update To The Last Entry
Well I'm completely done with him now. He doesn't believe me that I have no idea what had happened. So I'm done . We always had this problem when he gets upset over something . I could never change his mind cause he was too stubborn to even listen to what I was saying. And now I'm starting to think that he was messing around with her while we were still together . Because it seems like he is doing everything he can to destroy the love I have/ had for him . It's just hard to imagine that anyone could be that cruel and it doesn't bother them at all. Specially someone I had once planned to spend the rest of my life with. It makes me wonder how many lies he has told me over the weeks and months . Every time I asked him if something was wrong he said it was nothing and that I was worrying too much . And it turned out every feeling I had was true .

Highway;
i remember when everything was on a one way street those days are over, and all that's left is a confusing 72843 lane highway. so many decisions i never had to make and so many things im unsure about.ive never had this problem before, and because its new, i makes it that much worse. i feel like im walking up on the 'down' escalator and i'm going virually nowhere. walking and walking to get somewhere and then looking around at the same scenery that im tired of. if i take a seat, i'll go down, but if i have to keep dodging the people coming down towards me, i'll trip and fall to the bottom anyway. is there anyway to get to the top?

Kiss- Forever
I gotta tell you what I`m feelin` inside I could lie to myself, but it`s true There`s no denying when I look in your Eyes Girl I`m out of my head over you I lived so long believin` all Love is blind But everything about you is tellin` me this Time It`s Forever This Time I know and there`s no doubt in my mind Forever Until my life is thru, girl i`ll be lovin` you forever I heard the echo of a Promise I made When you`re strong you can stand on your own But those words grow distand as I look at your Face No, I don`t wanna go it alone I never thought I`d lay my Heart on the line But everything about you is tellin` me this Time It`s Forever This Time I know and there`s no doubt in my mind Forever Until my life is thru, girl i`ll be lovin` you forever I see my Future when I look in your Eyes and it took your Love to make my Heart come alive Cos I lived so long believin` all Love is blind But everything about you is tellin` me this Time It`s Forever This Time

Great White - Save Your Love
I wake in the night, To find you on my mind- Deep in a dream, You’ll always be, Till the end of time. . . I look in your eyes, They touch my soul. My love is hard to hide- I’m never alone, when we’re apart- I feel you by my side . . . & here in my heart, Where no one else will ever be- I know who you are- So lock the door, and throw away the key! Chorus: Save all your love, Save your love, for me! When I’m alone at night, You’re all I see. . . I wake from a dream, & see you by my side- How could I belong to someone else; when holding you, feels so right. . . & here in my heart, where no one else will ever be- We’ve made it so far, So lock the door, and throw away the key! Chorus: Save all your Love, Save your love, for me! When I’m alone at night, You’re all I see . . . Save all your Love, Save your love, for me! Don’t turn your back on me, You’re all I need! I know who you are, We’ve come so far- So b

About My Pics
OK if one more of you asks why my pics are angled etc. imma bitchslap you. There are dead on pics. Perhaps if u looked thru you would find them. Secondly..if you don't like the pics...dont look. I never claimed to be gorgeous or skinny so plz dont insult me. Kthx

Weigh In
Weigh In!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current mood: accomplished Sooooo I was bummed today and just felt blah.. Well i was talking to a new friend of mine and was like oh crap weigh in time.. 5 Pound Loss So total for 5 weeks 12 pounds.. maybe it is getting to be a brighter day out.. we will see

How Do I
how do i let people know to contact me at wolf_blade_tek@yahoo.com is i can't make it on this site all the time? the library in Copperas Cove are dicks and if someone wants to talk to them i can't do it unless im on my e-mail

Is This The Reality Of Friendship?
Well I hate writing these stupid things because it is as nobody reads them...but...here we go. Saturday I worked as usual and while I was locking up I got a call from my best friend. She was all freaked out because an officer had just contacted her to let her know that her ex had been stopped with the kids in the car...(He has a total of five seatbelts and there were six people including him [STUPID!]). The officer told my friend that her ex had multiple warrants for his arrest and that they were going to have to call CPS to come and get the kids. After a bit of pleading she was able to get the officer to agree to wait there until she got there to get the kids. He also informed her that she would need to bring a second driver to avoid the vehicle getting impounded. Well guess whom she called. Yep, me. I called home to inform all that I was going to go and help my friend save her kids. The response I got was unbelievable. I was told that I was making it all up to go out. HELLO! I would

On Fandom,follicles And Fetishes
Yea so my best friend and I were chatting online discussing the complexities of personal preferences. The ability to ignore what we prefer in a man is similar to scooping all the sand of the shore. The conflict rises as we are told by the wisest of the wise (My sister) that in order to attract true love one must be open to all types of men. "How can this be? If you like botak (means bald in malay) men then go for botak men. Why must you give yourself a headache over this?" my girl was rather adament about the fact that physical outlook matters as well as brains. "Just make sure that he doesn't have a follicle situation" We both laughed at the spontaneity but over ruled it with fear of karma hitting us with men who had receding hair lines. We were fans of bald men. We see it as a fetish. But do we over look the long haired one who has an educated mind and can stand on his own? Who lives and breathes passion every waking day of hise life? I guess its the ticking o

Thought And Feeling
Thoughts and Feelings So many things on my mind Really don’t know how to unwind Kids are screaming through my ears I want to scream, but who would hear Deep down my mind is hurt By what was said It was lower than dirt All I want to do is lie abed Things keep spinning round and round Everything just seems too loud As a mom, what should I do? All I want is to hear Thank You! Just how do we make them see? That what we say is what’s to be All it comes down to is more and more What I can’t give them I feel sorry for Still it comes back around I want this I want that They think it’s just allowed What are we a welcome mat? These are all Thoughts And Feelings I can not hide!!!!!

Forever?
Forever takes me by a minute, While I’m here with you. I’m falling even more in love, With everything you do. Hold me in your arms, Look deep into my eyes, Don’t turn away and let me go, Don’t ever tell me lies. I swear I’ll never loose you, In my arms I’ll always hold. I’ll never let you slip away, And leave nothing left untold. There aren’t enough hours, In each passing day, To find all the words, I wish I could say. Your kiss will last forever, Your touch forever warm. You’ll guide me to the sunlight, And shield me from the storm. This is what I’m saying, With everything that’s true, I swear on my life, That I really do love you.

Just Got It Figured Out
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=669971&i=2753812179 #10 IF YOUR NOT IN A SO CALLED FAMILY YOUR FUCKED ISN'T THAT SAD AND I THOUGHT ALL 363 WERE FRIENDS I HAVE 6 OUT OF ALL WITH THE CONSIDERED ONE I DELETED AFTER HIS BLOG DURING THE NITE , SO, MUCH FOR FRIENDS , WILL , I GUESS ALL WILL CHANGED , ITS NOT THE CONTEST IT IS THE THOUGHT , AFTER I WENT THROUGH MONDAY JUST LIKE A FEW WHOM LOST SOME ONE , AND THIS IS SAD HAVE A GOO ONE , I WILL GO DOWN WITH HONOR .CHERIE

New Walk.....march Of Dimes
Hey again, I forgot to post this until now (YIKES!!) but this Sat (the 28th) Me and my kids are doing the March Of Dimes walk. This one holds a VERY specail place with me. Both of my kids were early but by the grace of God niehter one were so early thatwe needed the help of this organization. Though that is not the case of one of my nieces. She was born weighing 3 lbs. She was in the hospital for months, she is doing great now (she is 7) still has some issues from being born premature. I am asking for dontaions for this walk. Again, any amount is wonderful (just think if all my friends donated only one dollar...) well I am enclosing a link for donations. Again, thank you for supporting me. (oh this walk is 5 miles for anyone who was wondering) http://www.walkamerica.org/TaraRobbins Thanks again guys and gals!!! Tara

Lost In Warm Arms
This weekend I had such a wonderful experience, I have a great new Friend.... Such a Amazing person in so many ways. I THank you For being so gracious in everything..... And Allowing me this opportunity to get to know you and Truley get lost in warm arms. ~~~Blessed Be~~~ I'll never Forget

50 Truths
Glad I took the time to read these!!!! 1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. 13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about. 14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it. 15. Everything can c hange in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks. 16. Life is too short for long pity parties. Get busy living, or get busy dying. 17. You can

Garfield Remarks On The Oil Problem
Garfield remarks on the oil problem > > > > > > > > > >A lot of folks can't understand how we came > >to have an oil shortage here in our country. > >~~~ > >Well, there's a very simple answer. > >~~~ > >Nobody bothered to check the oil. > >~~~ > >We just didn't know we were getting low > >~~~ > >The reason for that is purely geographical. > >~~~ > >Our OIL is located in > >� ~~~ > >ALASKA > >~~~ > >California > >~~~ > >Coastal Florida > >�~~~ > >Coastal Louisiana > >~~~ > >Kansas > >~~~ > >Oklahoma > >~~~ > >Pennsylvania > >and > >Texas > >~~~ > >Our > >DIPSTICKS > >are located in > >Washington, DC!!!! > > > > > >Any Questions?

Why Our Gov't Doesn't Care...
Ok now, maybe I'm sane, (I doubt it) but it seems to me that people here are missing the obvious about life. I was just watching some 'Save the environment' program on TV, and I realized why nothing is really done to protect or save the environment by the government. You see... The bible says that god will come and destroy the earth. (For reference on this please refer to The Bible:revelations) So...knowing this... our good christian government doesn't waste time trying to protect things that are going to be destroyed in the long run. It's gods will...of course that also applies to the rest of us who will also be destroyed. Now I know... some environment laws are pushed through parlament... most of them have little to do with actually saving the planet, most deal with restricting business practices and creating more chaos and confusion in the masses. Order through Chaos Bullshit Baffles Brains Simple Misdirection Look at it how you will... These are my thoughts... B