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How Sexy Is Your Name
Your Name Is Pretty Sexy! :) Your name scored 131 in the "How Sexy Is Your Name Test" How Sexy Is Your Name?
Poem 02
How can i say this but to say you will never truly understand how much we have in common. when i think of you i see me beside you and just to think soon we will be apart incase your hearing or reading this I think of you as a tru friend an more How bout givin it a thought it might compplucate things life is not easy How do you want this relashionship to be it's not easy
Investment Tip:
If you had purchased $1,000.00 of Nortel stock three years go, it would now be worth $49.00. With Enron, you would have had $16.50 left of the original $1,000.00. With WorldCom, you would have had less than $5.00 left. But, if you had purchased $1,000.00 worth of beer three years ago, drank all the beer, then turned in the cans for the aluminum recycling REFUND, you would have had $614.00. Based on the above, the best current investment advice is to drink heavily and recycle. It is called the 401-Keg Plan. Advise your friends and clients accordingly.
The media is lying about our illegal immigration crisis. For example: The liberal media isn't going to report the fact that only 2 percent of illegal aliens are actually picking fruit and vegetables, but 41 percent are on welfare! The liberal media isn't going to report that 1 in 10 babies born in the U.S. are to illegal aliens. The liberal media isn't going to report that 60 percent of Housing and Urban Development funds go to illegal aliens. The liberal media isn't going to report that 13 Americans are killed each day by uninsured drunk driving illegals.
Hello All
Not exactly sure what this site is looks pretty interesting. I was on the classifieds section of myspace lookin for new people to talk to and I stubled across this. GOt any questions or anything of the such, message me!
Poem 01
You are the temple to my heart and the feelings I get from it is happiness When I sit down to think a min. all I want in a woman I already have You are my other half i've been waiting for I'm thinking what if I loose you Where will I be? Or will I be able to love again You bring another side out in me that can’t be put back in its box I worry deeply me you growing apart If so you will never be replace Back in the box I go
Metal Gear Solid 3 - Why You Want To Hate Me
Taxes Suck Hard!!!
Ok, so I've been a business owner for a year and a half. Every 3 months I have to pay my taxes (or file). So, I think I'm doing well and today I get this shitty letter saying my license is going to be revoked if I dont submit the forms I sent in already. WTF???? This is bullshit!!! How many times do I have to pay the same fucking taxes??? The shittiest part is I still have to pay, regardless of the fact I a: didnt make anything that quarter and b: I have all the copies of what I sent it the 1st 2 fucking times. Goddamn shit sux. To make matters worse, my fucking computer's acting up and its all driving me insane.
Boredem Strikes Again!!
Your Love Quote Good kissers are strong men who will have your back. Bad kissers are weak men who will just like to grab your butt.
Hey Check This Out
matthew -- [adjective]:100% kinky 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at
They Are Hot And New
check out the new photos I uploaded u will get a kick out of them
From The Desk Of Rachel Scott's Father.
Guess our national leaders didn't expect this. On Thursday, Darrell Scott, the father of Rachel Scott, a victim of the Columbine High School shootings in Littleton, Colorado, was invited to address the House Judiciary Committee's subcommittee. What he said to our national leaders during this special session of Congress was painfully truthful. They were not prepared for what he was to say, nor was it received well. It need s to be heard by every parent, every teacher, every politician, every sociologist, every psychologist, and every so-called expert! These courageous words spoken by Darrell Scott are powerful, penetrating, and deeply personal. There is no doubt that God sent this man as a voice crying in the wilderness. The following is a portion of the transcript: "Since the dawn of creation there has been both good & evil in the hearts of men and women. We all contain the seeds of kindness or the seeds of violence. The death of my wonderful daughter, Rache
End To X-men Legends 2
Its really hard to keep afloat in a world that is sinking more an more each day.But i have managed to survive because i am a survive.It takes more than negativity to keep me down and block my path.Of ambition desire and destiny.Ive never felt so alone at the same time.I feel so alive. My life is 'MINE'
Virginia Tech
From: Graphix 4 Stoners!© Date: Apr 18, 2007 8:30 PM I just have some things to say about the recent tragedies at Virginia Tech. First off, and I'm sure everyone will be with me on this, my heart goes out to all of you who were effected by this horrendous event. I do also have a large complaint. Here are my questions when I see or hear quotes like this: "A university official said the English literature student was "troubled" and his essays had been so disturbing that he was referred to the campus counseling service. It was feared that he suffered from depression." My Question: WHY DIDN'T THAT "UNIVERSITY OFFICIAL" TAKE THE INITIATIVE TO MAKE SURE HE GOT HELP? The Quote: " "There was some concern about him," said Professor Carolyn Rude, head of the English department. "Sometimes, in creative writing, people reveal things and you never know if it's creative or if they are describing things." " My Question: WHY THE HELL DIDN'T YOU ASK HIM????
How Sexually Hot Are You
According to this reading, you are 71% sexually hot! 'How sexually hot are you?' at
Well I'm back. I have been asked many times latel why I havn't been on CT so I figured I would return. I am in the process of doing some changing of things. So lets get started having fun again so add me and lets have some fun
I Just Wanna Vent About Insecure Ct Women.
Why is it ok for one female to have a "REAL LIFE" boyfriend and 7 CT "Husbands" and "fuck friends" BUT you, a single woman are not allowed to talk to anyone on that is on that list? Ok, imagine the female i just mentioned and then along comes me, I am new to this site, people want to add me, that's fine, I'll talk to anyone who talks to me. Then u make friends, there are some people u can communicate with more then others, u have more in common with them then just random people, so u add them to your family not knowing that FEMALE #1 is watching your page and your friends list and your comments and MONITORING them like an insecure teenage girl. THEN when FEMALE #1 feels one of the guys has said 2 much to FEMALE #2, she comes to tell u all about every last man thats on your page and why not to talk to them and they are her men, they have phone sex,cyber sex, pays his bills, he is moving to be near her, he loves her, he is gay, he is a perv...or whatever the reason may be. Now I k
X-men Legends - Alliance
Is There Something Wrong With Me
Is there something wrong with me i mean i got all these friends but it just seems like none of them really care to talk to me i mean is there something about me that turns people away. I mean i think im a sweet and careing person and would do anything for anybody.Im just wondering what the hell is wrong with me. im not sure what to do im debating on weather to stay here at ct or just leave i was really hopeing to make some cool friends when i got here but i guess i just dont have the right personality for the ppl on here. sorry but just had to get that off my mind. and this seems like the place i can do it.
In Memory Of The Ones Who Lost Thier Lives
In Memory Of The Ones Who Lost Thier Lives.....
Want To Model For Me?
If you live around central Texas and would like to have some pictures taken, I am always looking for new models to work with. I can't afford to pay, but I'll happily provide copies of the photos for you. See my photography folder here on CT if you want to see some of my work. Sorry, I only shoot women. No men and nobody under 18. It's not a sexual thing, I just have a hard time capturing a man's beauty on film because I have a hard time seeing it in the first place. Contact me here on CT if you are interested. If bringing a chaperon makes you feel more comfortable then PLEASE bring a friend/boy friend/husband/whatever.
maclaren and sid vicious only agreed on one thing, the love for the new york dolls. the song New York must have felt like a stab in the back for maclaren, but it must also have irritated vicious. he was their greatest fan. the trip to new york, the concert with ex-dolls members, the friendshp with thunders and of course the bob harris beating shows this. if you add steve jones'copying of thunders way of playing and the fact that thunders came to england to tour with them (the ill fated anarchy tour)it seems to me that maclaren deliberately got sid vicious into the group as a revenge. if so that is one of the most clever machiavelli tricks in history. he helped rotten by giving vicious the chance to play with them, knowing that vicious would be the fall of both johnny rotten and the group.
When It Rains It Pours
SO.... Stealing my van isn't good enough for the evil kharma gods. Now I have to move. In the rest of the world that might not be a problem. Here in Calgary... Huge problem... too many people and too few homes to buy or rent or lease.I believe the vacancy rate is something like -13%. thats a minus folks which means 13% of the people live on the street cuz u know those in hotels and motels arent actually homeless. My landlady (bitch that she is) decided not to renew my lease because she'd rather have the drunk in the basement that is getting the cops bangin on his door 2-3 times a week living here instead of me, the law abiding always pay the rent on time tenant. It was bad enough that my car is stolen. but how the fuck can she expect me to move in two weeks,(less actually). with no wheels? &(**(&%%(_*&)(&**(&(*^(*^*^(*^ *&%()&*)(*)(*&(*^*&^%%$#&%)&+))**^%$^)&_(*+*&)(*&_+*+***+_)(&(**(&%%(_*&)(&**(&(*^(*^*^(*^ *&%()&*)(*)(*&(*^*&^%%$#&%)&+))**^%$^)&_(*+*&)(*&_+*+***+_)(
Check For New Family Members
Make sure you make them feel welcome and send a hello and add. This Is a family not like some others ok guys Kisses for all
Blog Ratings
It should not, whatever else, be saying "%n rated your blog a ?" when it also says "all ratings are anonymous". I don't mind knowing who rated my blogs (and anonymity in general is going defunct which is debatable and I am sure debated; I tend to favor this) but CT programmers should now change the labels, I do think. (And off I go to get some rest...)
X-men Legends - Birth Of Archangel
Am I The Only One Or Have Others Though About...
making love in a hot air balloon or maybe at sea world on the back of a killer whale?
Just A Test On How It Looks
Happy Birthday Fornicates fornicates*@ CherryTAP I want to take this time to wish you a very Happy Birthday! There is many things I can say about this woman. She is a great Friend, she is everything you can ask for. Please show this great woman the love she has shown me on her Birthday. Fan her,Rate her, add her you know the routine by now! Please Repost show others can show her Love she has been great. Emily dont have too much fun! I love you Girly.
This Weekend
Just FYI to everyone -- I will be offline this weekend. I'm heading to Chicago for my nephew's 6th birthday party! Should be a lot of fun, because there's nothing cooler than watching a well-behaved but enthusiastic child opening gifts! :) Here's my nephew -- isn't he cute? I'm staying with my dad who *gasp* does not have an internet connection! However will I survive... somehow. I may be able to check in from my sister's once in awhile... but only maybe. It'll probably be a pretty busy weekend! Anyway, I'll be offline from mid-afternoon Friday until Monday morning. I hope you all enjoy your weekend!
Today At Work.
I worked at a different school and will tomrrow as well. It was ok (though i prefer working at the middle schools... less annoying and messes but i go on). It's the Christian zeal from my co-workers that urks me. I don't think i want to work there any more past Monday. I may get off late at my current school (not the school i am at for the next two work days but the one i have been working at for a while) but it's nice. The bathrooms are not too messy and i get my area done pretty quickly and can read quietly by myself. I like the solitude and silence. The flickering lights are nice too they remind me of Saw (1, 2 and 3 as well as the last Halloween edition of X-play... the Saw parody episode). I think i will ask my supervisor... the overseer i mean that i would like to remain at my current school until i can get a job at a high school if i can get a day period or a closer school.
Today Is A Good Day...
Today is a good day for a rant. Shall I? Oh yes, I think I shall... Where to begin? Work. I'm a drone. I work a fast paced and very boring job, that I consider to be just a way-station until something happier comes along. I go to work, wearing my drone uniform. I keep my work station very clean, I do my job with speed and efficiency. I don't stand on the line and gossip, or say much of anything non-work-related. I don't play the flirt game, or politics. I just punch in, work hard, and punch out. Bosses love me, for the most part. Co-workers, not so much. Not all of them, mind you, but the slackers and brown-nosers hate me. I don't kiss ass. I don't work hard to impress anyone, I do it because it makes my day go fast. Kinda selfish of me, really. But I work with some really catty women, with the emotional quotient of 6th graders. Can't I just go into work, without having to pry some bitch's claws from my jugular vein every single day? No, it seems I can't. Today was one of those
Nothing Important Here
Nothing important to ramble on about... Another week of work, clients driving me nuts, and Pluto making it hard to type (he wants the attention). Some days I feel overwhelmed by things in my life. I know that the only reason they are so troubling is because I let them be such a problem. The things in my life mean nothing compared to people who have real struggles. They mean nothing compared to the pain felt by those who lost loved ones at VaTech. But I let them bother me anyway. I guess the best thing to do is just let whatever happens happen, and not worry about what tomorrow brings. I try too hard when it comes to friendships and relationships. I know they take work sometimes.. but seems like I have to work overtime. I am not gonna beg or throw myself at someone who makes me work for it. Those things work both ways, and I need to start taking and not always be the one giving. I have to leave things in the past, not worry so much about the future and live for today
Explanation Of Leo Intimacy..
Getting Intimate Leo: You emit a great physicality, heat and ardour, when the timing is just right. You crave for action, and anyone who makes the right moves will get noticed. The right kind of approach makes you a confident lover. You are the happiest when a partner tells you how wonderful the relationship is. As your gracious gift, you will tell your partner just how much that compliment meant! What a Leo Needs: You love being fawned over. Being a devoted sort, you will return this gesture in kind, making a partner feel special indeed. Someone who exudes class and remembers that it's nothing but the best will score points with you. You are giving and devoted, and live for the pleasures that life can bring. One of these is being in the limelight, where you believe you truly belong.
Good Bye.
Have you wondered why you shared in those past days, Given all your love and feelings in so many ways. Was your heart just longing for someone to care, Or just lonely cause no one was there. Feelings were shared from your heart you know, So much Love from feelings that did flow. If you turn back the clock those days won't end, Your love will be forever and more then a friend. But you took your loving feelings and walked away, Never saying good-bye to share another day. Life does bring loving days and some sorrow, Love is here today and could be gone tomorrow. By John E. Mingo Sr The Autor of this could say what I could not. So I am posting this here, for that special person. This is not me pushing you away... Just trying to say what I mean without the lines getting crossed.
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Mountain Biking
Ride is all about freedom.There is no goal line,basket,fairway,rink or stadium.Your the coach,player and referee.All in one its a do it yourself extravaganza.with no one telling you what to do find "FREEDOM".Its out there
Love On Hte Beach
The day was finishing the sun setting and you had taken me to the beach a perfect setting after a day of romance and fun with you. We are standing at the water edge hand in hand watching the sun set, the waves crashing on the beach the water lapping at our feet. No words shared just each of us speaking to the others heart through silent words of love. You turn to me, and I to you, at the same time, leaning into me you place your lips on mine and kiss me with the most gentle sweet kiss, I close my eyes as our lips touch and I moan softly feeling the vibration of love surge through my body, tasting your essence, the kiss lingers on. Your hands moves down my arms and you place the palms of your hands against my palms and gently raise my arms above my head as you continue to kiss me. Sliding your palms down my arms I feel the electric currents penetrate my skin as your fingers glide over it. Your hands move down the sides of my torso and at the hem of my top you clasp it and slowly
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Va Tech
I can show my cam on my profile page now! How exciting is that? Now you can all watch me sit and pretend to work!
My Grandson Was Born.....
My Ongoing Struggle With Depression
I saw the doctor today for this cold i've been dealing with and told her about my depression. She wrote me a prescription for an anti-depressant so hopefully that will help. She also said that she wanted to get me feeling better before she tried to help me give up the cigs. I did some shopping today while i waited for them to fill the script and bought some makeup and cds. I picked up Evanescence: Fallen, Korn: Unplugged, and Cheap Trick: The Greatest Hits. I'm not going to let this beat me! I also broke it off completely with my boyfriend and if I do date again, I'll be extremely picky.
Goin To Marley Fest/austin Reggae Fest This Saturday???¿¿¿
Make sure you check this band out, they are playing saturday :) i promise, they fucking rule live!
Goin To Marley Fest/austin Reggae Fest This Saturday???¿¿¿
Make sure you check this band out, they are playing saturday :) i promise, they fucking rule live!
brian jones was lost in a gay nightmare. what other possible fate could he have than to meet the real nightmare of the lesbian community if he was to step outside of the beatles-brian epstein-jimi hendrix-marvin gaye-hellhole? nico is the prototype of the difficulty the gay and lesbians have living together. what was nico's main problem? she was pretty. this led boys to her and she became colder and colder until she began to hate her own good looks. lou reed have described this. men was used by her(Here She Comes Now) but they was met with such an icecold hate that they started to jump off the stage in pure love of the death they felt was her real meeting place for them.
Grand Mother Spider
A Cherokee Story Now, when Earth was brand new, there was much confusion, for there was darkness everywhere. All of Earth's Peoples kept bumping into each other, and were often hurt. They all cried out for light, that they might see. Fox said that he knew of some people on the other side of the world who had plenty light. He said that it was nice and warm, but those people were too greedy to share it with anyone else. Possum said that he would steal Sun. "I have a beautiful, bushy tail," he said. "I can hide the Sun in all of that fur. Let me try." So Possum went to the other side of the world and found the Sun. It was hanging up in a Tree and lighting up everything. Possum took a piece of the Sun and hid it in the fur of his tail. But Sun was so hot that it burned all of Possum's tail hairs off. To this day, Possum has a bare tail. The people discovered Possum and took the piece of the Sun back. Buzzard said, "I will take the Sun myself. I will put it on my head, so
Why The Owl Has Big Eyes
Raweno, the Everything-Maker, was busy creating various animals. He was working on Rabbit, mad Rabbit was saying: "I want nice long legs and long ears like a dear, and sharp fangs and claws like a panther." "I do them up the way they want to be; I give them what they ask for," said Raweno. He was working on Rabbits hind legs , making them long the way Rabbits had ordered. Owl, still unformed, was sitingon a tree nearby and waiting his turn. He was saying: "Whoo, whoo, I want a nice long neck like swan's, and beautiful red feathers like Cardinal's, and nice long beak like Egret's, and nice crown of plumes like Heron's. I want you to make me in to the most beautiful, the fastest, the most wonderful of all the birds." Raweno said: "be quite. Turn around and look the other direction. Even beter close your eyes. Don't you know that no one is allowed to watch me work?" Raweno was just then making Rabbit's ears every long, the way Rabbit wanted them. Owl r
New Bombing Family
hey everyone... My girl wendy just started a new family ;) Its called the ~ UNITED AS ONE BOMB SQUAD ~ this is gonna be an awesome family, very organized in teams as we bomb and is currently looking for new members to join so if you are inerested just let me know and ill tell her or get a hold of her here.. Owner of ~ UNITED AS ONE BOMB SQUAD ~@ CherryTAP much luv oxox tabby
I think i problem has become less of a problem. I think i have a ride to trillium.
In Need Of A Change....
I'm not sure what to think of anything or anyone lately. Why am I so easy to blow off? It's not one person in general...lately it's everyone. I find myself alone a lot. Am I that terrible that people just seem to not talk to me anymore? My friends, guys that I've been talking too. And honestly I can't buy "I've just super busy" friggin hard is it to pick up the phone to even just text. It's funny, I guess I was good enough to get what you wanted out of me...whether it be someone to hang out with because there was nothing better to do, whether it be to get a little, it doesn't matter. I don't understand how unaware of other people's feelings some people are. How do you go from talking to someone all the time, to them never giving you the time of day. It hurts. I guess I open myself up to people too soon. I let my friends in close and guys with potiential to be more in closer. But yea, I'm sick of feeling like I have no one to honestly count on or care for. On another note, I gu
My One For Today
just thought id share yet another one..... "The two hardest things to handle in life are failure and success" -Dr Joyce Brothers
The Very Appreicated!
Well, let me start by say Thank you to a few people of have been there for me, helped me, and well Just for being! First is to Bob, thank you for sending me the link to join! 2nd is to a Very special person, and he knows who he is! And he knows the reason why! Next is my best friend, Kim, for always being there and loving me! Last but not least, well this is to Keith, I want to tell you Thank You! For everything you have done for me and to help me. I aprreciate it from the bottom of my heart. Thanks, Guys, and Gal! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi
Need Talented Web Designer Asap
Looking for a web designer not a graphic artist anyone know of an awesome web builder if so hit me up I possibly have work for you if interested!!!! Looking for someone that has experience and can show proof of their work...If so contact Charisse at and we can get more into detail on the site and it's contents. Someone that is familiar with html,php, asp and ect...that can write the codes....I will be waiting to hear from you and guaranteed it will be a success!!!! Thanks, Chris
Downrater Alert !!
Nikki@ CherryTAP
No Weddings But 1 Funeral!
It was Peters funeral today, Peter was my Grans cousin. I had to make an appearance or Jean would never have forgiven me. Jean his widow. Has pretty much, always looked down her nose at me. (Ever since I quit sunday school, when my grandad died) Peter and her were as different as chalk and cheese, he always had a smile and a joke for everyone. She has always had a face on her like a bulldog sucking on a wasp, can't ever remember her smiling, and even my dad said the wasp stung her! I have no matter what though, always admired her strength, she looked pretty cowed today, and I honestly can say Peter will be sorely missed, not only by Jean and the family but by half this community. It was a bit of a nightmare finding something decent to wear...hmmm Note to self: need to buy conservative suit!! *Scrub that* Get one I have dry cleaned! I honestly didn't want to go... I'm still not over my gran and I haven't been to the crem since grans funeral. I was hunting for any excuse
hello all :) hope your having a wonderful thursday!! and enjoying the nice weather we have today!! if you have the same weather. i was just wondering if anyone has noticed that when you click on home and you look in the folder where other people have looked at your homepage and you click there name to rate pics and you find that they do not want other people to rate there pics does that annoy you?? why do some people post pics but then turn around and say your not allowed to rate them.. seems kinda silly to me. just wondering if anyone else has noticed this.. and im still finding that when i start rating pics that it keeps telling me that my session has expired and its only when i first start rating pics.. is there someway of getting that problem sloved like telling babyjesus or anyone??
Friendship Have you ever stopped to think of the rarest thing on Earth today? Does the thought of friendship, the kind acts and things that others do, make you consider it in any way? Do your smiles turn into laughter, and your heart feel oh, so good? Do you long to spend one more minute, with that friend, who makes it all happen? Well, of course you For we have our problems and woes, in this life of sorrow and of gall. But to have no one to help you in your time of need, is the most painful of all. We are so thankful for our great God, who in His wisdom and love for mankind, gave us His Son, who died for us. And He gave us the ability to become the rarest of all, yes, I mean you and me... For each of us can be that friend, for the other who is in need.
How The Crows Bacame Blacki
Long ago, the Crows were all as white as snow. The Indian People were still on foot, because Horses had not been brought to them yet. They did not have guns or weapons that were made of iron. They only had bows and arrows, and spears with flint tips. They used these weapons to hunt Buffalo, and it was a very tricky and dangerous hunt. This was made especially hard by Crow. You see, Crow was a friend of Buffalo. He would warn Buffalo every time that our People were hunting for Buffalo. Crow would fly high in the Sky, where he could see everything that was going on. When he saw our People on our way to hunt Buffalo, he would rush down to Buffalo and light between his horns. Then, he would yell "Caw, Caw, Caw", Cousins, hunters are coming. They are creeping up through that gully there. Save yourselves, watch out, "Caw, Caw, Caw". Hearing this warning, Buffalo would run. The People would be left in a cloud of dust, and they would starve. This greatly angered our People. There was muc
Haven't Been On Much!!!!
I am sorry that i haven't been on much. Galen and I have been busting ass with this new restaurant and have been getting up at 5:00 everymorning and coming home at two in the afternoon to clean house and climb into bed that i haven't had time to comment on people and i feel really bad. I hope that you all can forgive me. I have been slacking and not commenting on my friends like I should be doing.
Oh Great Spirit
Great Spirit, I pray to you. Lift my spirit. Raise me to the heights, High enough that I may Look down on the great mountain. Let me look down into the Reflections of the sacred lake. Let my spirit be gathered by the four winds. Let the four winds teach to me. May the white in me learn compassion. May the red in me learn truth. May the yellow in me learn wisdom. May the black in me learn humility. Let the east wind teach me New light and new beginnings. Let the south wind teach me Sensitivity and the ways of the heart. Let the west wind teach me To listen to the thunder and go within. Let the north wind teach me Freedom from emotion and releasment. Give me the strength and courage to Follow the sacred wheel honestly. I am he whose thoughts walk on the wind. Hear my prayer. Aho
Healing Of The Sage
The Sage is burns------it's prayer do heed, To heal with strength------for those in need. We join our hearts-----our souls-----our hopes, For heavens strength-----and love to cope. . . Creator bonds with all who pray, Each sage is lite------from day to day. To burn with honor with Natures force, To hope-----to heal--------life's honored course. . . The prayers rise up-------they fill the Earth, Creators glory-------that comes first. The light of strength and scents of peace, will join with prayers for pains release. . . That smoke it drifts-------white films dance on, Enjoining prayers from Spirits' songs, They come-------They join-------with smoke's great hue, To heal Their own-----renewal --------due. . We send our hearts--------we send our strengths, We send our love--------hopes joined at length. Though tears do fall which cleanse the soul, They're tears of love which make life whole.
School Update
A Change?
Well... I went to wal-mart and got some shit that we needed... fun fun.. I guess pooter and I are gonna spend the day together/// thats left to be seen.... I hope things get better between us... I love him.. but I am not gonna be 2nd best to anyone or anything else.. fuck that... Well... I think my "episode" lol is gettin somewhat better./// I think my hamster even feels stressed... well thats all for now...... LAter
I Am Your Animal Control Officer
I am your ANIMAL CONTROL OFFICER. I am not the dreaded "dog catcher", the "murderer" you call me. I am the product of your own irresponsibility. It is not I who allows your animal to roam the streets, to contract diseases from other free-roaming animals, to be hit by passing motorists, or be poisoned by rotting garbage. I am the one who must look in to those sick pain-glazed eyes, and try to move the animal without causing further harm, and most often, humanely destroy him to put him out of pain. It is not I who allows the indiscriminate breeding of dogs and cats, then dumps the unwanted kittens and puppies on the roadside and in shelters. I am the one who must find those tiny animals before they die of starvation, exposure or disease, and once again humanely destroy them. It hurts me to have to destroy hundreds of thousands of these animals each year, but because of your irresponsibility, I must. It is not I who abandons unwanted animals on farm roads, telling myself the fri
Dont Cheat On Me
you want a wife that's faithful but you dont want to be.why dont the rules apply to you that you have given me? If you expect a loving wife thats always by your side Then there is no double standard by which I will abide. on the day that we were wed the vows were very clear If it's ok for you to cheat it's ok for me too dear. you had better change now and sleep with only me I can find another If its free you want it be that doesn't mean becareful so you wont get cought It means that if you love me your pleased with what you got you know how much I love you I'll forever want you near settle down and love just me so you'll always have me here
Telling It Like It Is.
Rush Limbaugh Discounts Game Violence Angle in VA Tech Rampage April 18th, 2007 Conservative pundit Rush Limbaugh downplayed the video game violence angle while discussing the Virginia Tech tragedy with his radio audience yesterday. The discussion began when a caller to Limbaugh’s program said: I’ll bet my last dollar in my pocket, that this shooter will be found to have been a compulsive video gamer, and when people are living that kind of lifestyle - and college students do this a lot. Limbaugh, however, nixed that idea at some length in his response and subsequent comments: Not every video gamer goes out and murders 33 people on the college campus though. There’s more to this than that… it may desensitize people, but it doesn’t turn everybody into mass murderers… People have a tough time accepting a relatively simple explanation for something of this scale. But how many people are playing video games out there? How many millions of people play video games, and ho
Vtu Bullshit!!! Hardball!!! Hardball’s Chris Matthews Isn’t Buying What Jack Thompson is Selling about VTU Killer April 19th, 2007 Despite overwhelming video evidence that Virginia Tech killer Cho Seung Hui was an angry, sociopathic lunatic, controversial Miami attorney has been getting air time on national news programs this week, insisting that video games were behind Cho’s rampage. But while some talking heads let Thompson’s claims go unchallenged, at least one mainstream media pundit has pointed out the flaws in the controversial attorney’s argument. MSNBC’s Chris Matthews had Thompson on his Hardball program last evening, an appearance touted ahead of time by Thompson in an e-mail to GamePolitics. Of the Hardball appearance, San Francisco Chronicle columnist Peter Hartlaub writes: Video games have already taken enough of an unwarranted hit this week. An online Washington Post report that Cho played the first person shooter Counter-Strike - which was later removed
I Need Help If You Have Time
i need help to try to win contest
Is Video Games At Stake? Fuck No!!
Dr. Phil Blames Video Games for Virginia Tech Massacre April 17th, 2007 In the wake of yesterday’s horrific shootings at Virginia Tech, gadfly attorney Jack Thompson was not the only one who was quick to place blame on violent video games. Noted T.V. shrink Dr. Phil McGraw appeared on CNN’s Larry King Live last night to discuss the rampage. During the course of the program, the following exchange took place: LARRY KING: Why, though - OK, you want to kill someone, you’re crazed, you’re a little nuts, girlfriend drops you, why do you kill innocent people?… Dr. McGraw, are they treatable? DR. PHIL: Well, Larry, every situation is different… The question really is can we spot them. And the problem is we are programming these people as a society. You cannot tell me - common sense tells you that if these kids are playing video games, where they’re on a mass killing spree in a video game, it’s glamorized on the big screen, it’s become part of the fiber of our society. You take th
The Car I Want With This With It Sexy Sexy
when i get my license i want to get a nissan 240sx the body style.. its going to look like this its going to look sexy as hell. its going to be dark red or black with presidentional tints. with a nice system well i unno these are the body kits -RACEON HiFlex™ Type-111 Complete 4-Piece Body Kit > Nissan 240SX 89-94 -RACEON HiFlex™ Type-31 Complete 4-Piece Body Kit > Nissan 240SX 89-94 this is the hood -RACEON Carbon Fiber OEM Hood > Nissan 240SX 89-94 i deffinatly love the wings n shit -RACEON HiFlex™ Type-60 Body Kit Rear Bumper Add-on > Nissan 240SX 89-94 -RACEON HiFlex™ Type-171a Body Kit Rear Bumper > Nissan 240SX 89-94 oh and the suspension -CUSCO Zero 1 Coilover (Pillowball) Suspension Kit > Nissan 240SX 89-94
A Wonderful On Line Friend Has Passed
Avery good online friend passed away on tuesday afternoon. i never got the chance to meet this wonderful man, but did talk to him a few times on the phone. I know he is at peace now and in good hands so here ii to a friend:DALE YOU WILL BE MISSED GREATLY THANKS FOR THE FRIENDSHIP
Sex Questions
1. Anal or oral? Can I have both? 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? whip cream 3. Ice or feathers? ice 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? one on one although MMF does rock! 5. Movie porn or live porn? live 6. What do you wear to bed ? nothing 7. Love making or hard fucking? both 8. Do you shave? yep 9. Spit or swallow? swallow 10. Do you masturbate? yep 11. Whats your turn on? vampire movies 12. Whats your favorite position? doggy 13. Do you believe in no glove no love? yes 14. Where would you really love to have sex? anywhere 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) hours 16. Bondage or soft & gentle? can i have both 17. Have you ever had sex in public? yes 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on? yep 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with? yes 20. List one person on your friends/family/fan list you would have sex with? (giggles) It's a secret!
Voting Sexiest Cherry Contest
Theresa B.G.D's Yummy Cursed Rebel of the L.D.C~~Club F.A.R. member as well.Sexiest Cherry Contest.Please Vote for my Sweet Beautiful Friend.This is her First Contest ever Lets not let it be her Last.Show Some Love
Friend: Alexandria Countryman
The San Antonio music scene suffers yet another loss of a wonderful person. Yesterday police were led to the body of Alex Countryman who had been missing since December 9, 2006. My heart goes out to her family and everyone else affected by this tragedy. She was sweet person and an amazing vocalist. Many of you all will remember her as the lead vocalist in . She will be greatly missed. COPY / PASTE URL FOR STORY!
To Everyone
I want to say "HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND!" I am going out of town...I will tell you all about it when I get back....lovesss and lixxxssss
Can You Give Me A Vote?
I'm in a contest and need a little help. With me working 14 hr days, I cant do this alone, so any help from my friends out there would surly be appreciated. If you need a little help with a contest sometime I will help. If you would like to help leave some comments on this pic for me, just click on the pic and comment away! You have to allow the site to reload since we have been slowed down here on commenting. You can leave as many comments as you would like and get points for commenting also. Thank you to those who help me.
Who Said...
Who said you cant have it your way ? Well they where wrong because right here at After Shock Radio 247,, you can have it your way . we play what the listener wants when they want it. we also have special shows we put on where in those times we will announce that the request lines are closed until after the show. so why listen to anyone ealse? come on over to the Shock side and tune your players into After Shock Radio 247. we even have a sweet lil tool bar just for all of you to use with a player on it so you can tune into After Shock any time. We've got awesome DJs too , some of them are even here at Cherry Tap , like Onyx Illusions and Dragontat and of course my Tamma , my DJ name is Pebbles. So tune us in and show the luv, and while your checkin us out make sure to check out the vote links and give us a vote. Hope to be seeing ya'll there at After Shock where its always a Shockin
Milf Contest Update
My hottest milf contest is really getting interesting for me... Considering its my 1st contest 3rd place seems interesting... As of right now I'm in 3rd place which is down by 267 comments from 1st... So anyone who shows me the love I'll return the favor... And just a shout out to Sean, SuperD78 and PickelTickel... thanks so much guys!!! Much love to ya... XOXOXOXOXOXO So show me the love here! [ photo: 493028347 ] XOXOXO Sarah
Hundreds Of Our Nsfw Pics
Just thought i'd post up a link to another site that both my wife and i post our pics on,its free to join and see our pics only be warned the content is VERY NSFW lol Its just what we get up to when we have fun and meet others for....well lets say some naughtyness ;) We have been posting on there for a while now and it is a great little site but it has to be said we have been addicted to CT since we come across this place lol Anyway if you guys are interested in seeing us in lets say,an even filthier light,then click on our links,btw there really is no catch lol we just love showin off what we get up to! My pics and my wifes profile on the same site My wifes pics
My Shining Star (poem)
there is a shining star thats waiting there for me. he always shines his love and says one day u'll be with me. when i close my eyes i can see his smile and feel his warm embrace. but only from afar cuase i cannot touch his face. hope and dreams may come true one day. as i can only pray. and hope my star will find his way. whisper in my ear and say i'm back my darlin dear as always i have been so near and never again will i leave u dear for we are together forever dont shed anymore tears. at last my love has been found as my heart skips to the sound of two hearts beating just as one forever waiting for the morning sun By Trin,
Virgina Tech Will Look Mild?
Sutter County Police Search For Man Accused Of Making Threats Transient Shared Violent Plan With Pastor, Family Members POSTED: 6:31 am PDT April 19, 2007 UPDATED: 10:30 am PDT April 19, YUBA CITY, Calif. -- Police in Sutter County were searching Thursday for a man who claimed he was planning an armed attack that would "make Virginia Tech look mild," the Sutter County Sheriff's Department said. Officials were looking for 28-year-old Jeffery Thomas Carney, who is accused of telling his pastor and family members that he had an automatic weapon, improvised explosive devices and poison. The sheriff's department said Carney made no specific threat to any particular place or location, adding that he is an alleged methamphetamine user and may be under the influence of the drug. Carney, who is a transient, had a last known address with family members in north Yuba City. Officials said he may be driving a red 1990s-model Honda or Toyota sedan with a black hood. Anyone with
A Black Rose
what makes it a sign of death my whole life i thought it was the most gorgeous of roses. i use to think if i fell in love that i would give her a dozen long stem black roses and tell her thatshes the only one for me when i was old enough when i first meet my ex i old her i would buy her roses and asked what kind she liked she said red is for love everything else is for friends i was ike ok well ill get a dozed red and one black and she flipped thats ahen i found out the meaning. but i still love black roses and hope someday i'll find someone that likes themas well so i can put them all over my house You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.Jigsaw90%Hannibal Lecter80%Jason
Seconds...Minutes...Hours... all collide together in an infinite realm... never enough...always too much... paradox... Days...Weeks...Months... an endless trek through eternity... a healing power...a painful torment... paradox... an infant's cry...a child's laugh...a youth gone wild... an adult's maturity...a mid-life old man's crippled tears... youth aging...memories fading... an endless cycle... Years...Decades...Centuries... history collects it's artifacts... crucified religions...death the price for peace... paradox... Never an end to the perpetual demon... a lover...a destroyer...a mother's womb...a dead man's grave... the culprit...Time...
Your Awesom For Reading This...
All of my friends on here are the best and I would like to prove Friend Gwen is in a Contest and I know you probably get asked all the time to comment bomb for contest... she's not asking...I am, she didn't ask me to ask you either, I just like helping my friends out and if I have to pull other resources... I do. So I'm asking you for a personal favor. On my profile page is the tat link, just click on the sun/moon ying yang ...All I'm asking for, is one comment from you....Come on, it takes 5 minutes of your time....PLLLLLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE .....!!! I will return the favor if ever you need help, I appreciate you taking the time to read this and hope you help her out, she's truly a Great person!!!
In me green depth your mind will change. what may be quite normal appears twisted and strange I will change the truth into something it's not make you swear and abouse while your temper grows hot I'll block out love's light so no truth can grow Im in your head deep destroying you slow. I'll make you soon lose any love that you find you can't prove a thing Im all in your mind.
The Guys' Rules
The Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally, the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a
Abstinance Only Programs Vs Nothing At All
Well, after spending $87 MILLION on abstinance-only sex-ed programs, what did we, the taxpayers, get for our money?Well, let's take a look at the graph, shall we?So, we pissed it all away, huh?  Surprised?Anyway, here's the story.tag: politics, sex, science, religion, taxes-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at
What's In A Name?
What's in a name? Perhaps I should ask instead what's in your name? The easy answers come: a personal descriptor, an individual identifier, a distinct pattern. No matter how discordant it might sound to others, it never does to the bearer of the name. Today's title comes from a comment Martha made to me when she, her sister Mary, and their mom Sharon were helping the littler kids gets seated in a minivan. As Sharon was getting ready to pick up her grandson, my nine-year-old nephew Mathew, from school and bring him to her house (the one Martha and her sisters grew up in) until his mom and dad got home from work, two-year-old Josceline wanted to sit up front, which she can't do until she outgrows her car seat. From what I heard, Sarah was already in her seat and nodding off! There were some problems getting Josceline's car seat in the van, so until they could get moving Mary brought Josceline to the front passenger seat and she started whining . . . Mary said, "You wanted to get in the f
Hello To All My Friends And This..plz
i just put up some recent pics of my house and my default pics...that is y i haven't been on much i been out of my other house and i am sorry ....i also went to orlando with brian dark prince this last saturday to take him to his stone sour concert....he has some cool pics on his profile in his defaults pics of his....if u all want to check them out they r cool...but i am sorry i did not let u all know sooner i am sorry i got back to my other house last nite...well i hope to talk to u all soon go check them all out kkk..plz and u all have a great nite love ya all..huggzzz stacie
The Pretty Heart
the pretty heart Date: Thu, 19 Apr 2007 13:20:24 -0700 (PDT) From: \"**Miss Fiona**\" To: \"Hippiechick\" Size: 3 KB -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- *this is the story i was telling You about :) **One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, \"Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine.\" The crowd and the young man looked at the old man\'s heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn\'t fit quite rig
Naughty Pics Of Me;)
I posted my salute pics today, and was really impressed by how quickly they were dealt with:) I will be posting here regularly, both NSFW and 'normal clothed' pics lol, we post our dirtiest pics in the site that is linked below, ITS COMPLETELY FREE(TO LOOK AT PICS AND TAKE PART) you won't be able to view the video's as they are for preemie members, but you can still take part in chat, on the forums etc...and look at all the naughty pics:) we got around 500 pics between us, as well as the ones we got here, be warned these ones are DEFINATELY NSFW..........;)Just thought it would be silly to have to upload all the same pics again to cherry when they are readily available for free, so i'll be posting on BOTH sites from now on....although i have to say, i am beginning to favour cherrytap as non-preemies are limited to 25 pm's a day on the other site, and i kinda like this going around leaving love all over the place, its hot!lol MY PICS:) MY HUBBY'S PICS(mostly of me)
Ring Me
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Everything Has A Price
To live and die by karmic law Is to know no human is without flaw And that the nature is to seek what we covet And yet what will we do for these things yet Will we sacrifice on an alter true souls love Will we step on the bodies to reach high above Will we give up the trust of those who for us care Will we become hate filled and live to err So what is the price we are willing to pay To force the world to spin our way Are we willing to become that thing we despise And have the people who loved us look in surprise At the vile thing that we did for want become Loosing all that is precious and becoming numb Is it worth a soul to this world gain Is it worth loosing joy and suffering pain Some things will never be worth the cost When in the process true love is lost By R. Thomas Dinsmore
Aw Shux
How Romantic Are You? Take the Quiz Your Quiz Results: You are midway between being a romantic and a realist. You can mellow and provide enough romantic sparks when needed. You know where to draw the line between sentiment and good judgment and have probably never been seriously lovesick. Your head may be in the clouds, but your feet are on the ground. What would you like to do next? Share Your Quiz Results >> Create Your Own Quiz >> Take Another Quiz >>
Soulful Eyes
Eyes shine into the soul illuminating the true individual A smile may conceal the sadness but the absent glint of happiness from the dark, foreboding eyes reveal the lie *** The burdens of the hearrt seemingly have no escape Yet thru through the steady stream of sight they pierce each vision, each person perceived within the view *** The world focuses on the outward image never seeing the inward clear The person focuses on the world always seeing its' horror If the time is taken for the world to really see to see the truth of how it mangles not the image but the soul beneath it would rethink its' progress before releasing yet another disease to weaken the defenseless child *** People look at every part every limb except the eyes Because they fear reality they fear the truth And if they search within one's eyes then they must face that truth and be forced to deal with it It is
Cleavage Contest Starting Tomorrow 4/20/2007
Poem: Next To Me
Holding your hand, kissing your cheek, my eyes begin to clearly see. Feeling your warmth, holding you close, I know I need you next to me. My love for you can't be measured, through days of endless pleasure. By my side my love I watch you, smile so innocent and free. Its clear to me now, that my life can, never be complete, without you next to me. Lying by your side, feeling your heart as it beats, I dream of what we soon shall be. I'll be there waiting and watching, as your beauty shine through and through, you'll be standing next to me. My love for you can't be measured, threw nights of endless pleasure. By your side my love, I'll watch you sleep, so quite and free. It's clear to me now, my life will always be complete, with your love next to me. Sign: Raymond Starns Dated:1/2000 I'll be there waiting
Va Tech Memorial
Goin To New Orleans
Im so excited in 3 weeks im gonna be goin to New Orleans for a week! Too bad it will be for work n not for pleasure. Im goin as a humanitarian. Im gonna be workin 8 hour days helpiing out with the relief stuff. Cool part is im only paid $35 to go! Im still excited just help.
Your Extroversion Profile: Cheerfulness: Very High Friendliness: High Assertiveness: Medium Excitement Seeking: Medium Sociability: Medium Activity Level: Low How Extroverted Are You?
If You Want To Level Up!!!
If you want to level up. I have over 5000 Stash Items you can rate. So C'mon Rate away! I HAVE REACHED MY DAILY LIMIT FOR THE DAY!
Possibly My Last Day On Ct
To all my friends and Family, I am sorry to say that this will possibly be my last Day on Cherry Tap. Do to serious Financial Difficulties I may be loosing my Internet and Phone services. I have made a lot of friends here and will Miss each of you and our chats... I am truly going to miss each and every one of you, this saddens me very much, but there is nothing I can do about it at this Time... I will be here as long as I can until I am Disconnected. Chris aka DvlDog91
Goning To The Nudist Camp
well we are going to Forest Hills Nudist Camp this weekend. It si going to be in the 70s and we r going to get naked. anyone want to come.
My wing are made of feathers each a memory of the past a smile or tear in a day dream with a man that didn't last there's many different men I've met them all it seems If not inside a honky-tonk then somewhere in my dreams they sayou're something special just to take you down they might try to win your heart and buy a wedding gown from one extreme to the other from sixteen to six-two in one way or another they're all said' I love you some are bad and some good I like the ones that play In fact there is a special man tha helped me face the day
A Sick Memory
i dont know what made me think of this well i know but what brought my mind to this particular part of my thoughts. ok my cousin tells me he and his friend was decussing eating when he says one day he went down on his wife and saw blood so he figured it was that time his friend was like the same thing sort of happened to him except he was eating his girl out when she started her . and instead of stoping since he already had a mouth full of blood he said fuck it and kept going... now here i was looking at cats and making the stupidest comments useing that dumb ass pun about pussy when i thought damn i could eat some pussy right now and from there somehow i get to why would this guy eat period blood thats just sick almost enough to make me not want to eat pussy
Face Meet Cement
Cloudless skies never stuck around For me to see It’s never worth it If you don’t work for it. Don’t give it to me free. You don’t know what you’ve got, Till it’s long gone. Would I really miss Half assed answers, Sarcasm, and “you’re worse than cancer”? Breathe. I have to remind myself sometimes. Things get cluttered in my mind. You tell me things you always thought I deserved to hear, Before it became so very clear That I never deserved them. I look into your eyes and see wonderful lies. You’ll (never) always be mine. Mouse. Meet. Screen. Release the rage inside of me 5am drinking games Do their part to ease the pain. Sleep off overnight mistakes. Walking home on the interstate. 10 houses down… I will fall like it was my fate... With or without grace, It won’t matter. Face. Meet. Cement.
Alone Again
I wish someone would tell me what I have done wrong. Why I have to stay chined up and left alone so Long. They seemed so glad to have me when I came here as a pup. There were so many things we'd do while I was growing up. They couldn't wait to train me as a companion and a friend and told me how they would never fear being left alone again. The Children said they'd feed me and brush me every day. They'd play with me and walk me if I could only stay. But now the family "Hasn't time", they often say I shed. They do not want me in the house, not even to be fed. The children never walk me, they always say "Not Now". I wish that I could please them, won't someone tell me how? All I had, you see, was love. I wish they would explain. Why they said they wanted me, then left me on a chain.
Simple Facts
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at
Thank You For Lovin Me.....
i couldnt get the you tube video to work but .... THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME (Bon Jovi) It's hard for me to say the things I want to say sometimes There's no one here but you and me And that broken old street light Lock the doors We'll leave the world outside All I've got to give to you Are these five words when I Thank you for loving me For being my eyes When I couldn't see For parting my lips When I couldn't breathe Thank you for loving me Thank you for loving me I never knew I had a dream Until that dream was you When I look into your eyes The sky's a different blue Cross my heart I wear no disguise If I tried, you'd make believe That you believed my lies Thank you for loving me For being my eyes When I couldn't see For parting my lips When I couldn't breathe Thank you for loving me You pick me up when I fall down You ring the bell before they count me out If I was drowning you would part the sea And risk your
The Landlord
Ok i stashed this too but i know some people never look at stash and i thought it was so funny I had to post it here too...
Today's Horoscope
"When you keep the focus on having clear lines of communication, you'll soon see tangible and happy results. One area that immediately improves is romance. It's amazing what happens when you learn how to express yourself." todays horoscope
Is It Just Me...
Or does my last part of my name say basically simple enuff... If you dont fan add or rate me I won't answer your shout outs... Ok I like knowing the ppl I talk to.. But still I get shout outs from ppl that didn't do any of the 3???? At Least drop a bytch a comment or somethin... Daymn... Y these fools can't read?? Its put plainly enuff in BIG BOLD letters and is the first thing you see besides my picture... Any suggestions on how I can make it more 1st grade for these dumbasses to understand??
People That Make Me Wanna Puke....
Asshole of the highest proportions altho I would say even tho we are going and leavin our good opinions on his page perhaps we should do so no longer...I believe everyone should pass this on BLOCK THIS SOB!!!!! DONT LET HIM GET ANYWHERE ON YOUR PAGE WITH HIS HORRID COMMENTS!!! i cant believe this cocksucker still has an account here
Poem: I Will Always Love You
You ask me , will our heart's, ever mend? and I say; "YES" and, what I did then will never happen again.. You ask me, how will our mind's react?, and I'll say;let's keep the promise, we made and find out together.. You ask me,what about our soul's?, and I'll say; "baby" it came to us. On that day we met and to this day, it still remains in these words, that I will always love you... Signed: Raymond Starns dated: 9/99
Todays Horoscope
"When you keep the focus on having clear lines of communication, you'll soon see tangible and happy results. One area that immediately improves is romance. It's amazing what happens when you learn how to express yourself." todays horoscope ;) i couldn't agree more!
Arnold Finchbone-hot Dog Messiah Part One
once was all he could take,his eyes rolling back in his head as lucy stared up at him,her dazzling blue eyes pleading for his release,hands tensing as his chest rose with each heavy breath.his strong hands moved restlessly through her auburn hair as he took in the sight of this tanned creature devouring his essence,feeding off all that made him unique.still,it came as a shock when valerie walked in,throwing her purse on the table before casually tossing her hair as she appraised the was her ex,in the best shape of his life getting pleasured by his personal assistant,and instead of being jealous,she found herself growing very wet,and wanting some attention herself.she slid off her skirt,revealing very toned thighs and a rock hard ass.arnold missed the taste and feel he thought as she finished disrobing,and he decided to make the most of this amanda she said warmly to valerie before kissing her softly on the lips,and im here to serve arnold in every capacity
My Wall
I laid the bricks to build a wall around this heart of mine Each lie each tear, made it strong to stand the test of time now I'm asked to love again to take a chance with you. you tell me that you're different. You say your love is true If you plan to destrow my wall that took so long to build you'll have to do it slowly. to love it just might yiely If you are not careful while tearing down my wall you might make it stronger this crime would not be small
Wednesday 4/19/07
Not really anything new to write about today, I think Donna and Tommy must be out of town because of Lisa's funeral since I haven't heard from or seen Tommy online since Tuesday morning. It's another rainy day here, so I've just been listening to CrushFM and chatting in Phreik whenever their is actually someone in there to chat with lol. No weekend plans to speak of either so far. I have no life lol. Well, I guess I'll end this blog entry here for now. Have a great day everyone.
Tribute To The Goddesses.
On tuesdays (and whenever they tell me to go ahead and stream), at 5-7 EST, I do an internet radio show called Tribute to the Goddesses. It's based around strong, intelligent, talented, powerhouse females of the musical world, of ALL genres. If anyone's interested in DJing, we're looking for staff. We've got all the Goth/EBM/Industrial DJs we need, but if you want to do pop, or rap, or punk, or 80's pop, or blues, or jazz... let me know, I'll give you V(our boss)'s details. -Band List thus far:- +A Kiss could be deadly +Aaliyah +Aimee Allen +Alanis Morissette +Alicia Keys +Amanda Marshall +Amy Stephens Group +Ani DiFranco +Ayumi Hamasaki +Bjork +BoA +Christina Aguilara +Ciara +Corinne Baily Rae +Count Zero +Dar Williams +Deb Talan +Dido +Edie Brickell & the New Bohemians +Emilie Autumn +Enya +Evanescence +Fallz +Fiona Apple +HalfCocked +Hungry Lucy +Ingrid Michaelson +Jack Off Jill +Jewel +Joan Osborne +Joydrop +Kelly Osbourne +Lacuna Coil
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Ruh Roh, Silver Is Thinkin Again!! Lol My Take On What's Been Happening On Cherry Lately.
Ok folks, I'm prolly gonna get a BUNCH O'shit for this, which is why I'm blogging it as opposed to posting a bulletin, but here goes: My stand on some things on CherryTap that have made the bulletins lately: 1.Downraters~ I say, "Bring 'em on!!" Since being on Cherry, I'll admit, I have become a bit of a point whore! I want points. Simple as that. I don't care WHAT rate I get, I just want points. Points, points, points. The more the merrier. I am NOT one of those that look at the overall rating of anyone's pic. I don't care if my pic's overall rating is a 10 or a 6.1!! Give me a 1, I still get the points!! Keep 'em comin!! I am also NOT a downrater, so don't panic!! I always give 11's to default and salute pics, and 10's for everything else(just to conserve my 11's!). But I will never go hate on someone JUST because they rated me or anyone else a 1. So don't ask me to go give someone a bad time cuz you got rated a 1. 2.My friends list~Everyone on here has the right to have wh
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Cowboy Walks Home
Cowboy rode into town and stopped at a saloon for a drink. Unfortunately, the locals always had a habit of picking on strangers, which he was. When he finished his drink, he found his horse had been stolen. He went back into the bar, flipped his gun into the air, caught it above his head without even looking and fired a shot into the ceiling. "Which one of you sidewinders stole my horse?" he yelled with surprising forcefulness. No one answered. "All right, I'm gonna have another beer, and if my hoss ain't back outside by the time I finish, I'm gonna do what I dun in Texas! And I don't like to have to do what I dun in Texas!" Some of the locals shifted restlessly. He had another beer, walked outside, and his horse was back! He saddled-up and started riding out of town. The bartender wandered out of the bar and asked, "Say pardner, before you go... what happened in Texas?" The cowboy turned back and said, "I had to walk home."
No Kid Deserves This!
My name is Randy I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All the day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does comes I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get Just one whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work.
America's New Mentality - "cower And Die"
America's New Mentality - "Cower and Die" This is an article written by bloodbrother and 2A warrior Skip Coryell, and it says what needed to be said. Taken from For any bloodbrethren within the range of WHO radio in Des Moines, Iowa, Skip is going to be on the Deace in the Afternoon show on Monday, April 23 from 4-6pm to discuss the VT shootings, CCW and the personal responsibility of self-defense and gun ownership. America’s New Mentality – “Cower and Die” I’m a stay-at-home dad and the primary caregiver for our 1-year-old son. Even now, as I type this article, there is a 40 caliber semi-automatic pistol on my right hip. I carry a pistol 24/7, 365 days a year. Sometimes it’s a nuisance, but I will never kneel at the feet of a madman and whimper while he shoots me and the ones I love. Instead, I will take careful aim, and double-tap the center of exposed mass until the murderer falls to the pavement, no longer a threat to the innocent in so
Puppy Surgery
so both my pups got fixed plus one (Buddy) had eye surgery done... All Snoopy-Loopy is doing is whinning... Buddy has a huge cone around his head, his eyes look horrible from swelling, and he has a leaking bladder issue right now... Buddy is slowly getting used to it but the leaking bladder makes him feel bad you can tell... now they are both laying down; Buddy beside the door and Snoopy-Loopy at gramma's feet... they both just look sad and tired right now... i give it till tomarrow morning lol
I waited to blog my feelings about the shootings, even on MySpace. My feelings are not any different than anyone else. I'm shocked, heartbroken, angry and just sick to my stomach. What pisses me off is that it COULD have been prevented. They knew 2 fucking years ago that this man was whacked. Hell, even his professor tried to get his sick ass help. But, the university didn't do anything. They could have suspended him until he got help and if he tried to sue them there was sufficient evidence that his behavior matched what he was writing about. In the meantime, here comes the NRA and the idiots who don't want any gun control laws bitching that it's their right constitutional right to have a gun...blah blah blah. Maybe they feel ok about someone slaughtering 32 people in cold blood because "it's in the constitution that americans have the right to bear arms." I wonder how many of THEIR kids were shot on Monday. How would they feel then?? I favor gun control. Britain has it and most o
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Nice Weather Finally Here
hello all just wanted to let everyone know that the beaytiful weather is finnaly here it's about time too considering we have 3 snowstorm this month hopefully it will stay like this anyways keep in touch and remeber put your self on the map in my profile.take care.....nibbles
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I Am Gonna Be Removing More Peoples Off Of My Family List.. Note Make Sure To Do The Same!!!
She's Funny!
So i sent my sister the picture of me doing shots out of the Jameson cap and she says: "**** that's real trailer park of you." LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I used to think my life was done there was nothing but dark and cold now it's all changed and I am having fun it's called opening your heart again, so I've been told The seasons may be changing but right now it's so bright I can feel the happiness inside me starting to show it's funny how things go from darkness to light I would much rather be on this high then go back to low I have realized again that it's ok to trust it's not easy to do but slowly i begin I have cleaned up my life and swept away the dust for some reason this time I think I can win Life is full of surprises and twists you have to take each day as it comes like it or not but slowly and surely i can see throught the mist I am liking what I am seeing not just a little but a lot So just chalk it up to another lesson learned each day is going to surprise you so be prepared I feel like this is something I have earned so don't be afraid anymore, no more being scared Take each day as it comes and
My Song For The Day. . .
My Daughter
My daughter is so cute. She is 10 months old she is starting to feed her self. She is a happy baby.She has been a happy baby since the day she was born. She is always doing something funny. She has a high pitch scream.
Top 20 Wrestling Themes Of All Time
20 "Whatever"--Chris Benoit (WWE) 19 "My Quest"--Kurt Angle (TNA) 18 "Basic Thugonomics"--John Cena (WWE) 17 "All-American Boys"--Fabulous Rougeau Bros. (WWF) 16 "Invasion"--Goldberg (WWE) 15 "Pain and Destruction"--Demolition (WWF) 14 "Bad Boy"--Razor Ramon (WWF) 13 "Hell Frozen Over"--Stone Cold Steve Austin (WWE) 12 "Rockhouse"--nWo (WCW/WWE) 11 "Break Down The Walls"--Chris Jericho (WWE) 10 "The Game"--Triple H (WWE) 09 "Black Hart"--Owen Hart (WWF) 08 "Break It Down" D-Generation X (WWE) 07 "Know Your Role"--The Rock (WWE) 06 "Metalingus"--Edge (WWE) 05 "Unstable" Ultimate Warrior (WWF) 04 "Glass Shatters"---Stone Cold Steve Austin (WWF) 03 "Hart Attack"--Bret "Hit Man" Hart (WWF) 02 "Real American"--Hulk Hogan (WWE) 01 "Sexy Boy"--Shawn Michaels (WWE)
A Beautiful Heart
**One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, "Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine." The crowd and the young man looked at the old man's heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn't fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people stared -- how can he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought? The young man looked at the old man's heart and saw its state and laughed. "You
The sound of Raindrops pounding on my window..Ringing thru my head like drums of the soldier going to war..Thinking only about what I could be losing as I go on...The sound gets louder...Drowning out the sounds of my heart trying to beat without you...I try to block it out..But I soon realize it is the sound of your love leaving my life..I try to drown it out..I try to forget it..But it just gets louder...As I reach for the cold answer...I hear your voice...So soft..So reassuring..Telling me goodbye..As feel the cold metal of the handle in my palm I see your eyes..Leaving me.......
40 Year Old Virgin
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Thinking Of You
When you read these words, chances are that I'll be sitting here thinking of you... as I so often do. I'll probably be smiling one of the smiles that I always do when thoughts of you come my way. When you read these few words, I hope you'll think, just for a moment, how much you mean to me and how much you always will. And when you continue on with the things you need to be doing in your day, smile a smile for me, and remember that I'll be thinking of you still.
Hey Ya All
Or Its Just Me
We sometimes forget how fragile we are.
Wedding Crashers: Motorboat
You Never No !!!
Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone. And I never see my old friends face, For life is a swift and terrible race, He knows I like him just as well, As in the days when I rang his bell. And he rang mine but we were younger then, And now we are busy, tired men. Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name. "Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim Just to show that I'm thinking of him." But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes, And distance between us grows and grows. Around the corner, yet miles away, "Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today. " And that's what we get and deserve in the end. Around the corner, a vanished friend. Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell them. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is t
Duece: Space Cakes
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soooo yeeh... i started playing my guitar again and my fingers are killing me!!! lol i know how lame to put this in a blog.. okay im leaving now haha! byeee love you all! ~Christine~
There is a risk involved in everything. Every time you share a smile Every time you shed a tear You are opening yourself up to hurt. Some people tread slowly through life, Avoiding the closeness risk brings, Side-stepping the things they can't understand... Turning away from those who care too much, Those who care stay too long, Those who hold too tightly. There is never an easy way to love. You can not approach it cautiously It will not wait for you to arm yourself. It does not care if you turn away It is everywhere, it is everything. Love is the greatest of all risks. It is not reliable, it is not cautious, It is not sympathetic It is unprejudiced and unmerciless. It strikes the strongest of mind, And brings them to their knees in one blow. Even in the best of times, love hurts. It hurts to need, it hurts to belong, It hurts to be the other part of someone else, Without either of your consent. But, from the mo
Veggie Burgers
veggie burgers try and they try but they will never be beef. i feel bad for them. i wish they could taste a little like beef.
Just wanted to give a shout out to all my friends and those of you who are family. Not much to say today. Just wanted to let all of you know that I appreciate all the great comments and ratings that you have given me. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
Over You
Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me. Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you. You took a hammer to these walls, Dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and walked away. There was nothing I could say. And when you slammed the front door shut, A lot of others opened up, So did my eyes so I could see That you never were the best for me. Well,
Disregarded Soul
Disregared Soul No movement and no life. A trapped soul behind it's blithering pain. Shallow, betrayed, desperate for love and compassion. No hope for satisfaction... Crying within, a heart has been broken. No words can heal, what this soul has felt. The misery, and anguish of dissatisfaction. A lonely soul disregarded in society's nation. Copyright ©2007 Nicole Marie Cordick
Ladies I Have Some New Pics ....
Papi RH ( Need Entries For-Sexiest Texan Girl Contest)@ CherryTAP Ladies I have some new pics you might like, check them out. They are NSFW.
Ok Enough Humor For Today Back To Work Lol
Ok I need to get back to work. Thanks all of you who took time to check out my wackiness lol It's Thursday, so I'm in a GOOD mood. Almost Friday! WOOHOO! Be back on later.
What Do You Like Done To You - As You're Being Screwed?!
Keep this in mind when you have something to return and the store gives you a hard time A woman went to a K-Mart service counter and told the clerk she wanted a refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work. The clerk told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started screaming, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!!!!" The befuddled clerk ran away to get the store manager in front of a growing crowd of customers. The manager goes to the woman and asks,"Ma'am what's wrong?" She explained the problem with the toaster, and he told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screamed, " PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!" And doing so draws an even bigger crowd! In
Add Your Name
Okay - Heres the rules - Add your name to the bottom along with the song that you're listening to right now or the last song you listened to, followed by "during sex". Pass this bulletin along as long as you can copy and paste it into a new bulletin..don't press reply! SEXY SISSY DUDE LOOKS LIKE A LADY DURING SEX Mlady Tina - you had me at hello during sex mike===icebox during sexy sam =] - break stuff during sex ( mean wot exactly? Xo ) Stephanie C---Outta my system during sex. .:DaRkIe:.(KiM)-Before I Let U Go During Sex Chaka--Famous Last Words During Sex Tanner- Brand new girlfriend During Sex (that sounds like fun) ...Hillary A.....- Find out who your friends are during sex Ashton M---Welcome to the BLACK Parade during sex .Joshua.-- Get stoned During sex. H A L E Y-- I'm so stoned during sex. Drake-blow up the outside world during sex Ryan-my money gets jealous during sex Michelle- i was gettin some head during sex hahahahah hell ye ASIA-IM A FLIRT DURING SEX
Hey Check It Out
. Anal or oral? both 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? neither. food and sex is a no go for me 3. Ice or feathers? Ice 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? I've done it all 5. Movie porn or live porn? Live 6. What do you wear to bed ? boxers 7. Love making or hard fucking? hard fucking 8. Do you shave ? no 9. Spit or swallow? on a girl I swallow her. 10. Do you masturbate ? Is the pope catholic? 11. Whats your turn on ? Curvy girls 12. Whats your favorite position ? doggie 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? no 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? anywhere 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) depends on how turned on I am 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ? both 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? yes 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? yes 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? a few on my ct friends list ;) 20. List one person on your friends/family/fan list you would have
What Is This World Coming To?
I just don't understand what this world is coming to!!!! Below is a link to our local paper, telling about a fatal shooting we had here in Columbia yesterday. Three lives have now been destroyed, and over what? Is it us as parents that have done something wrong that makes our children grow up with so little regard for human life? Is it because we just don't care? Is it society...???? I sure wish I knew. personally, I think the majority of it is because as parents, we've stopped teaching our children right from wrong, we've stopped taking them to church, we haven't been teaching them the golden rule..."do unto others as you'd have done to you", and so many have said that God is not an important part of life, or they think it's all hog wash. Our children are just runnin amuck, with no regards for the life of another human being, AT ALL!!!! Not only have these two destoryed the life of this young man, but now they have also destroyed their lives, as well as the lives of their family, and
Sad News
well i just came back from the worse trip of my life i went to billings to find out that i had lost my baby so i wont be on for a while and i will only pop in and out just to check messages but i am down for a while thanks to everyone that prayed for us and i will never forget any of you...
I Don't Do Windows
PHILOSOPHY OF HOUSECLEANING! I don't do windows because ... I love birds and don't want one to run into a clean window and get hurt. I don't wax floors because ... I am terrified a guest will slip and get hurt then I'll feel terrible ( plus they may sue me.) I don't mind the dust bunnies because ... They are very good company, I have named most of them, and they agree with everything I say. I don't disturb cobwebs because . I want every creature to have a home of their own. I don't Spring Clean because . I love all the seasons and don't want the others to get jealous I don't pull weeds in the garden because .. I don't want to get in God's way, HE is an excellent designer! I don't put things away because . My husband will never be able to find them again. I don't do gourmet meals when I entertain because . I don't want my guest
The United States Postal Service Is Changing Postage Rates Effective
The single-piece 1-ounce letter price increases 2 cents, to 41 cents, and the single-piece postcard price increases 2 cents to 26 cents. The single-piece 1-ounce price for flats (such as large envelopes) is 80 cents, and the single-piece rate for packages is $1.13 for the first ounce. The addi­tional-ounce price (for all shapes) decreases 7 cents to 17 cents. The maximum weight for flats and parcels remains 13 ounces.
Hot Friends
I want to make things clear. I have a girlfriend, she knows I am a flirt on here. I am a people person. Which means I love to meet people from all over the world. She is the love of my life and I drive her crazy when I am on here. (PC) So Thank you all for being and wanting to be my friends. Don't be a stranger. Mark
A Fucked Up Day
have u ever had a day where u just wished everything would just go away?like drama problems and anything else that comes with it u know?but my last 5 days have sucked im hoping i can get thru and just go on with my life lol thanks for reading muah
My Wedding
Well Im down to the last month before i take the big plunge. Im excited but I also want to get it done and over with! Im going nuts planning this thing its soo stressful. My hubby to be is such a nice guy and he is trying to help me as much as possible but he gets in the way alot lol! But he is everything to me and thats why im marrying him!
5 Things Men ....
5 Things Men Hate to Hear "My last boyfriend..." "Do you mind if I take this call?" "So how do you feel about abortion?" "And then I found this cute pair of sandals..." "How do you feel about having a family?" ----------------------------------------------- 5 Things a man loves to Hear "Then what happened?" "That's pretty impressive." "Thank you." "What do you do when you're not at work?" "I'd like to get your opinion on something."
I Am The End Game!!!!!!!
5 Things Women .....
5 things she hates to hear... "You've really got a great body. Do you work out or something "Oh, I know all about that!" "So I've been shopping for a new BMW..." "Wanna come up to my place for a nightcap?" "I'll call you." ------------------------------------------ 5 things she'd love to hear... "You look amazing." "How was your day?" "I'm really having a great time with you." "What do you think about such-and-such topic?" "I'd love to see you again."
I walked last night for 2 miles and again tonight but ran 2 tenths of a mile near the end. It felt good to get the heart pumping. I'm even working the abs with sit-ups. I'd like to be in good shape by the time the pins come out (3 weeks from today). Maybe even get an ipod when I start running more.
My Passion For You
Can you even see, just how much passion I have for you. My eternal flame, still burns in my heart as well as my eyes. You leave me breathless with each passing moment. Let me get close to you as possible, I wanna hear your most inner thoughts. I want to sense your inner being. Don't let your inner demons stop you from loving the one person in your life. You must overcome your most biggest fears and never let go of your love for me. Let me give you the courage to stand up for what you believe in. Let me be the one woman you will cherish for the rest of your life. And let me be the one woman to protect you, from the ones that try to hurt you.
Listen I don't want to hurt you sweetie I just want to be that woman you need I want to satisfy you so you ask for nothing of me When I love you I want you to feel it in your soul I wanna be the woman to make you loose control I want to excite you and intise you I wanna be that one for you baby It's crazy because I'm scared because of how I feel already I don't think this is at all normal And the fear of not being able be there when you may need me most Wether it be physical, sexual or emotional I'm a affectionate perosn too I adore you sweetie Please believe I don't want to hurt you just luv you Always To Be Your Girl :)
Personality Type - Entj
Your Type is ENTJ Extraverted Intuitive Thinking Judging Strength of the preferences by % Extraverted 44 % Intuitive 50 % Thinking 01 % Judging 11 % ENTJ type description by D.Keirsey ENTJ type description by J. Butt Qualitative analysis of your type formula You are: moderately expressed extravert moderately expressed intuitive personality slightly expressed thinking personality slightly expressed judging personality
It Is Time To Speak Up For The Americans As The Most Generous And Possibly The Least-appreciated People In All The Earth.
"The Americans" - Original Script Original Real Audio "LET'S BE PERSONAL" Broadcast June 5, 1973 CFRB, Toronto, Ontario Topic: "The Americans" The United States dollar took another pounding on German, French and British exchanges this morning, hitting the lowest point ever known in West Germany. It has declined there by 41% since 1971 and this Canadian thinks it is time to speak up for the Americans as the most generous and possibly the least-appreciated people in all the earth. As long as sixty years ago, when I first started to read newspapers, I read of floods on the Yellow River and the Yangtze. Who rushed in with men and money to help? The Americans did. They have helped control floods on the Nile, the Amazon, the Ganges and the Niger. Today, the rich bottom land of the Misssissippi is under water and no foreign land has sent a dollar to help. Germany, Japan and, to a lesser extent, Britain and Italy, were lifted out of the debris of war by the Americans who poure
I Wrote This Song Hope You Like
The Only One for You I wanna be the only one for you I wanna be the one to make your dreams come true I wanna be your destiny I wanna foreva be your baby This is not a fantasy But reality I want you and only you So baby lets go there Let's make all our dreams come true I promise to love you foreva Baby this I swear I've only known you for a little while But yeat and still I would be in denial If I never said that I never felt this way I wanna be your baby I wanna be the only one you need I do believe we were meant to be I wanna be the only one for you I wanna be the one to make your dreams come true I wanna be your destiny I wanna foreva be your baby This is not a fantasy But reality I want you and only you So baby lets go there Let's make all our dreams come true I promise to love you foreva Baby this I swear So what God's joined together Let no one come in between Lets become a family A father to my sons Yes BestFrien
Plase Add Ur Self And Also Make A Call On Our Comment Recorder For All The Soldiers To Hear And U Also Can Leae One For A Special Soldier Too Thanks
I always hit too hard too rough ...take things too far I never say the right things things right ...feel the same way I don't always say what I want ...cook what you want things I should ...always give you what you want ...look the same as when we met ...always know how to handle certain things I make mistakes ...bad judgements ...things difficult I get moody ...too emotional ...depressed easily ...distracted I'm never good enough ...right I could be better ...smarter ...prettier ...a lot of things But I'm not. I'm just me. I wear my heart on my shoulder I want it when you don't I cry too much I think too much I worry a lot I push when I shouldn't I have changed, but not all the things I should No matter what I do it never seems to be good enough for you. I do more for you than you do for me. Am I the only one that sees?
Come Join Me
I'mGuest_Antnohighclassbroadon click on ony of these links and come join me on this 3d chat IMVU - The World's Greatest 3D Chat
..hug harder...laugh longer...dont go looking for love; it will find you because that's why its called falling; you dont mean to..... YOU JUST DO..............
Cool Video
Go watch this. I am not sure how to get it in here, but here is a link.
My Bad Day
well today started same as always. got up, got ready for work, picked up friend from work then on way to work it all went wrong. Driving down a road the car in front of me braked to turn right so i, obviously, braked too. Unfortunately at the same time the (male) driver behind decided to take his eyes off road and crashed into back of my car pushing my car into car in front. This shook me up and my friend too. We are both now suffering possible whiplash and other small symptoms. Well i wanted a day off work but not this way...... Thankfully the guy admitted liability so i now have a courtesy car for a few days
I Had To Do It!
So I saw a commercial for that movie Vacancy that’s coming out and if you pay attention at the very end of it they flash a phone number to call. So I called it. It’s a free call and it’s fucking cool as hell! 1-888-9-VACANCY Check it out. =)
The Fly Story
Hehe More Work Convos
[11:40 AM] Leah: did you know that if you have a headache your supposed to masterbate and it will go away [11:41 AM] sondrabo: next time I have one at work i'll remember that thanks
A man doing market research knocked on a door and was greeted by a redhead with three small children running around at her feet. He said, "I'm doing some research for Vaseline. Have you ever used the product?" She said, "Yes. My husband and I use it all the time." "And if you don't mind me asking, what do you use it for?" "We use it for sex." The researcher was a little taken aback. He said, "Usually people lie to me and say that they use it on a child's bicycle chain or to help with a gate hinge. But, in fact, I know that most people do use it for sex. I admire you for your honesty. Since you've been frank so far, can you tell me exactly how you use it for sex?" The redhead said, "I don't mind telling you at all. My husband and I put it on the door knob and it keeps the kids out."
Men Bashing
One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his Sweat-shirt. > Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, > > "What setting do I use on the washing machine?" > > "It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" > > He yelled back, " University of Oklahoma ." > > And they say blondes are dumb... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > A couple is lying in bed. The man says, > > "I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world." > > The woman replies, "I'll miss you ..." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ > "It's just too hot to wear clothes today," Jack says as he stepped out of the shower, > > "Honey, what do you think the neighbors would think if I mowed the lawn like this?" > > "Probably that I married you for your money," she replied. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Locked For A Reason
I have added pics and made a new album, they are locked for a reason, they are graphic and of a VERY adult nature, You will need to ask to see them. Buck
im gone for almost 24 hours can some one explain to me what is going on..much would be apprecaite..
Morning Tears
Fungus Update
Well, it's been 4 days without a fever. He's still retaining too much water, so they're going to do a sonoagram of certain body parts to make sure there isn't something else they're missing. They've also decided to hold him in ICU for a while longer while they work it out - which ultimately means a longer stay. Otherwise he's doing okay - asking for food, and eating it; getting on the nurses nerves now and again - but on the whole he's fairing well.I, on the other hand, am feeling a little overwhelmed. With his grandparents in town, I'm getting forced to occupy them with something other than hospital time - which on the whole isn't bad. But they keep saying they want to help me by cleaning my house - a rather demeaning gesture, since I didn't ask for the help. It's a mess cause I'm not home to clean it! Don't get me wrong, I appreciate the offer, but I feel like I'm not getting a choice in any of it.I feel less like his wife, more like a wayward and disorganized child.His grandmother g
Getting Even
One December day we found an old straggly cat at our door. She was a sorry sight Starving, dirty, smelled terrible, skinny, and hair all matted down. We felt sorry for her so we put her in a carrier and took her to the vet. We didn't know what to call her so we named her "Pussycat." The vet decided to keep her for a day or so. He said he would let us know when we could come and get her. My husband (the complainer) said, "OK, but don't forget to wash her, she stinks." He reminded the vet that it was his WIFE (me) that wanted the dirty cat, not him. My husband and my Vet don't see eye to eye. The vet calls my husband 'El-Cheap-O', and my husband calls the vet 'El-Charge-O'. They love to hate each other and constantly 'snipe' at one another, with my husband getting in the last word on this particular occasion. The next day my husband had an appointment with his doctor, who is located in the same building, next door to the vet. The MD's waiting room and office was ful
Voices In Your Head
Hello all, this is a message to let everyone out there know, if you hear voices in your head you are not alone. I have so many of them I cant even keep them straight. But the best part is what happens when you talk back to them in public....Go try it sometime and see the reactions you get. I love it.
Thank You
thank you to all that has rated my pics if you are not a friend of mine please add me so i can return the favore to all that has done that for me thanks ! Mafia Don Bigg
I know ya'll new or what ever but for futer references if you like a persons profile or pic or whateva, u supposed to automatically rate them a ten... othawise you just gonna be considered another asshole on here trying to bring everyones rating down. Its CT custom that either u like and rate a 10 or don't like and rate a nothing. Don't be an ass plz thank you...
Never Argue With A Woman...
>> One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing >>and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the >>wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, >>anchors, and reads her book. >> >> Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the >>woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?" >> >> >> "Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, "Isn't that obvious?") >> >> "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her. >> >> "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading." >> >> "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could >>start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up." >> >> "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," >>says the woman. >> >> "But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden. >> >> "That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know >>you could start at any mo
If We Had Sex
If We Had Sex.... Don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). Don't be shy now!!!! AND YOU CANT PUT "I DONT KNOW", U NEED TO PUT AN ANSWER. PLEASE! 1. Would you let me be in control? 2. Would you pull MY hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10: 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be lo
Little Bird
I am but a little bird And you can't see me fly I am but a little bird With wings to small to reach the sky It grows dimmer by the hour Remember the white flower Don't feel fear Don't shed a tear Just remember the white flower For your love's magick Can fight this flowers power
Wanted Ad
Wanted Ad - Single Black Female This has to be one of the best singles ads ever printed. It is reported to have been listed in the Atlanta Journal. SINGLE BLACK FEMALE seeks male companionship, ethnicity unimportant. I'm a very good girl who LOVES to play. I love long walks in the woods, riding in your pickup truck, hunting, camping and fishing trips, cozy winter nights lying by the fire. Candlelight dinners will have me eating out of your hand. I'll be at the front door when you get home from work, wearing only what nature gave me. Call (404 ) 875-6420 and ask for Daisy, I'll be waiting.... Over 15,000 men found themselves talking to the Atlanta Humane Society about an 8-week-old black Labrador retriever.
The Blonde Vasectomy
A blonde couple, both bonified definate blondes, had 9 children. They went to the doctor to see about getting the husband "fixed." The doctor gladly started the required procedure and asked them what finally made them make the decision--why after nine children, would they choose to do this. The husband replied that they had read in a recent article that one out of every ten children being born in the United States was Mexican, and they didn't want to take a chance on having a Mexican baby because neither of them could speak Spanish.
I Want To Make Your Heart Beat Just For Me
I want to make your heart beat just for me. I want a true love in my lonely life. I've looked a long time, dated many men, But none I walked with walked in step with me. We walk together well, the best of friends. Somehow we just fit, as if clean cut To go together, zigzags complementary. But now I would be something more than friends. I know I take a chance to mention love. I've no idea what feeling's in your heart. But if you'd catch a burning, plunging star, I know I'd make you happy for your love
Dusty Underwear
DUSTY UNDERWEAR One morning, Jeff took a pair of underwear out of the drawer. 'What the ? ? ?' he said to himself as a little 'dust' cloud appeared when he shook them out. 'Joyce,' he hollered into the bathroom, 'why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?' She shot back: 'It's not talcum powder. It's 'Miracle Grow'.'
Chocolate (this Is Cute)
A good piece of chocolate has about 200 calories. As I enjoy two servings per night, and a few more on weekends, I consume about 3,500 calories of chocolate in a week, which equals one pound of weight per week. Therefore, in the last 3-1/2 years, I have had chocolate caloric intake of about 180 pounds, and I only weigh 145 pounds. So... without chocolate, I would have wasted away to nothing about 3 months ago! I owe my life to chocolate!!
Just Wanted You To Know
Just wanted you to know: I love you. Months have passed since we became close friends. Every day I find I'm thinking of you, Though no word from you that message sends. And yet we share all other thoughts and feelings: I cannot wait to tell you of my day, And you give me the gist of all your dealings, Which makes me hope we walk in the same way. Telling you this is opening a door That never can be closed again, and yet I must, because I ache for something more, Something that I must risk all to get. Some night, perhaps, we'll go hang out somewhere; I will reach for you, and you'll be there
Oklahoma Highway Patrol Story
Oklahoma Highway Patrol Story In most of the United States , there is a policy of checking on any stalled vehicle on the highway when the temperatures drop down to single digits or below. About 3 AM, one very cold morning, Trooper Allan Nixon ( Oklahoma Highway Patrol) responded to a call there was a car off the shoulder of the road outside Shattuck , OK . He located the car, stuck in deep snow, and with the engine still running. Pulling in behind the car with his emergency lights on, the Trooper walked to the driver's door to find an older man passed out behind the wheel with a nearly empty vodka bottle on the seat beside him. The driver came awake when the Trooper tapped on the window. Seeing the rotating lights in his rearview mirror , and the State Trooper standing next to his car, the man panicked. He jerked the gearshift into 'drive' and hit the gas. The car's speedometer was showing 20, 30, 40 and then 50 mph, but it was still stuck in the snow, wheels spin
Thee Ways Of American Love (hilarious)
Old Cow
COUNTRY ROAD The Senator from New York, Hillary Clinton and her driver were cruising along a country road one evening when an ancient cow loomed in front of the car. The driver tried to avoid it, but couldn't. The aged bovine was struck and killed. Hillary told her driver to go up to the farmhouse and explain to the owners what had happened. She stayed in the car making phone calls to lobbyists. About an hour later, the driver staggered back to the car with his clothes in disarray. He was holding a half-empty bottle of expensive wine in one hand, a rare, Cuban cigar in the other and was smiling happily, smeared with lipstick. "What happened to you," asked Hillary? "Well," the driver replied, "the farmer gave me the cigar, the wife gave me the wine and their beautiful twin daughters made passionate love to me!" "My God, what did you tell them?" asked Hillary. The driver replied, "I just stepped inside the door and said, I'm Hillary Cli
You'll Like This
Blessed I'm blessed to have found you Now my dreams have come true On the verge of destruction You came and gave me new life Now I have a reason to smile My heart truly rejoices Now that I have found you I feel you in my soul It's so hard to keep control All I want to do is love you forever And perhaps, maybe have a baby together Of course that would be way down the line After I give you my hand and you give me yours Forever is a long time But with the love we have it will endure As we grow and learn together in each other and the Lord I'm not here to replace only add on I'm not here to erase only create new memories to add to your heart I only pray that I'm enough for you I know this may seem crazy Too much too fast But I believe you're my destiny And our love will last I desire you in every way I wanna love you from the top of your head To the bottom of your feet I wanna give you pleasure beyond you feeling like you're in paradis
Virtual Kiss - For Internet Lovers.
Kiss on the hand - I adore you. Kiss on the cheek - I just want to be friends. Kiss on the chin - You are cute! Kiss on the neck - I want you. Kiss on the lips - I love you. Kiss on the ears - Let's have some fun. Kiss anywhere else - You're the best. Places to Kiss Your Love * Behind their ear. * Tip of their nose. * Back of their neck. * Underside of their forearm. * Curve of their waist. * Palm of their hand. * Inside their wrist. * Under their chin. * Their eyelids. * Inside of their ankle. * Their collar bone. * Tips of their fingers. * Their spine. * Small of their back. * Their tummy. * Behind their knees. Of course, this is just to give you an idea. Aim to shower your love with kisses ALL OVER! Below you will find a variety of kiss types. If you find some that catch your fancy, feel free to try them :-) Butterfly Kiss - With your faces less than a breath away, ope
The Dollar Bill (interesting Facts)
Enjoy the history of the dollar bill Take out a one dollar bill, and look at it. The one dollar bill you're looking at first came off the presses in 1957 in its present design. This so-called paper money is in fact a cotton and linen blend, with red and blue minute silk fibers running through it. It is actually material. We've all washed it without it falling apart. A special blend of ink is used, the contents we will never know. It is overprinted with symbols and then it is starched to make it water resistant and pressed to give it that nice crisp look. If you look on the front of the bill, you will see the United States Treasury Seal. On the top you will see the scales for a balanced budget. In the center you have a carpenter's square, a tool used for an even cut. Underneath is the Key to the United States Treasury. That's all pretty easy to figure out, but what is on the back of that dollar bill is something we should all know. If you turn the bill over, you w
Do You Have What It Takes?????
A True Australian Ghost Story.....
This story happened a while ago in Brisbane, and even though it sounds like an Alfred Hitchcock tale, it's true. John Bradford, a Sydney University student, was on the side of the road hitch hiking on a very dark night and in the midst of a ferocious storm. The night was rolling on and no car went by. The storm was so strong he could hardly see a few feet ahead of him. Suddenly he saw a car slowly coming towards him and it stopped right next to him. John, now desperate for shelter and without thinking about it, got in the car and closed the door, just to realize that there was nobody behind the wheel and the engine wasn't on! The car started moving slowly forward again. John looked at the road and saw a curve approaching. Scared out of his wits, he started to pray, even begging for his life. Then, just before he hit the curve, a hand appeared through the window and turned the wheel. John, now paralysed with terror, watched how the hand appeared every time they came to
So This Is Cherry Tap?
I have no idea what this Cherry Tap site is all about, but it seems pretty cool, so I'll stick with it for a little while. Although, I feel a little old around all these young "whipper snappers", but as long as there is someone older than me on here, I'll stick around!
Read This
The Right Choice I want to be where you are Kissing you holding you tight Where you are is where I want to be Because with you I can just be myself Don’t have to pretend Or live in fear With you I feel safe Not everything coming to an end But instead a new beginning A journey to take together Through the ups and downs Distances and stormy weather I promise to stay true Will you promise me that too? You are my baby My dreams come true I know to you this is probably lame But yet and still I feel the same All I want is a faithful man Someone who truly understands Supports me And encourages me Loves me for me That’s the kinda man I pray for you to be But I wanted you to know how I feel without you here How I long for you to be near So that we can taste life together And see how good it is I want to see you smile I want to hear your voice To have you say baby I love you And yes I made the right choice
Random Rant
I love looking at people's profiles, but when I have to scroll through 5,900 pictures of sexy angels, blood soaked deamons, cats, glittery hellos and whatnot, it gets annoying. Seriously, can you say what you have to say in less than 500000000 lines? Dear GAWD!!!!
Men Thoughts
Do You Need Therapy??
There's a 9% Chance That You Need Therapy You almost certainly don't need therapy. You have your life under control - and things are going pretty well. If anything, you would make a great therapist. You have a natural understanding of human psychology. Do You Need Therapy?
Hey Guys
No Thanks.
"more harder" I know I'm a grammar Nazi - and not a good one at that - so you may decided to hate me if you wish. But come on, people. "more harder"? Perhaps you are just becoming more stupider. That is not what this blog was going to be about. I had this great concept going about how to rid the world of all known diseases and I lost it. This is what happens when you do things that tweak my gourd.
Silence That Lives On
I'm sitting in the corner nowhere to run Here comes the silence, there goes the fun Trying to put the pieces back together Knowing that the silence will live on forever Trapped inside with my deepest fears The silence is so strong voices are not clear Hard to fight my way out of this place Wanting to leave the silence without a trace All the bad things go away and be gone For I am left with the silence that lives on
well today is just a great day ...sitting here with my 5 yr old daughter alyssa...she has been home from school....and she hates being...she loves school and is really upset cause she cant go to her 5 little monkies play (and she was gonna be the 5th monkey the pink monkey ) she was excited about and could not wait to do it..but yesterday she didnt have a good day the school nurse called me and they brought her home..cause she has one of her breathing school and they gave her..her breathing treatments and then brought her home... i hate when she has her breathing attacks..seems like with each one she has they worse...i really wish she didnt have them at all..cause sometimes its real scarey..especailly at night when she is sleeping and has one and sometimes when she is sleeping and has one she stops breathing sometimes...and thats really scarey as hell.......wish there was something i could do to make it go away and her not have that problem anymore...cause most of the time
Pet Food Recall
Coming To The Media Circus At Virginia Tech
Fred Phelps & his wacko group from the Westboro Baptist Church (WBC), an independent Baptist church in Topeka, Kansas will be at Virginia Tech today 04/18 for a one-time protest. The Church is planning to protest at every funeral and memorial service that they learn of regarding the students murdered on April 16th! You might remember this wacko group the last few year's as the group that protests at servicemen's funerals, saying that they deserved to die from their belief that America is cursed for allowing to have gays in this country. You might also remember the classic ass reaming that his daughter Shirley Phelps-Roper on the FOX news program Hannity & Combs last year. ( The Westboro Baptist "Church" is an organization that teaches a message of hate. They do not believe that Christ died for everyone in the world, only the elite chosen. They are saying that because higher education teaches rebeliousness against God that these students des
Food For Thought
ok i got this in an email and it did make me think Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" .. And that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, So why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King>Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You Have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) .. We'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day .. You would call us ra
Reminder Contest Starts At 2 Pm Are Your Links
I want all my CT friends, family and Fans to get in on this contest..I want it to be like Christmas... Ok this is my second contest ever..The first one went so well thanks guys & gals...Yes it becomes a little more harder this time...This time you need 7,000 comments. But the 1st prize is better...Contact me if you wanna enter... This can be any picture you have in your photo's, any kind of photo that you want... RULES 1.) No HARASSING other contestants..NO EXCEPTIONS 2.) No NSFW Pic's 3.) The picture must remain in your photo's until the contest is done... Anyone can join this contest. I am looking for 15 to 25 contestants but there can be more. (Space Permitting)... 1st Place Prize.............(Silver MotorCycle) 2ND Place Prize.............15,000 CHERRY BUCKS 3RD Place Prize.............10,000 CHERRY BUCKS 4TH Place Prize.............50 CHERRY BUCKS NO TIME LIMIT ON THIS CONTEST...CONTEST GOES TIL SOMEONE REACHES 7,000 COMMENTS...Will send out a blog for
It's Been A Day Now. . .
It's been a day now since my mom has died. And everything just keeps falling apart. I still feel lost and I suppose I always will be. I'm not asking for anyone to feel sorry for me, I'm not looking to throw a pity party. It's just that I feel that society has lost one of it's best women. She was a nurse and I was going to go to school to be a Phlebotomist.(A Phlebotomist is someone who draws blood) I'm also trying to enroll to be a tattoo artist/body piercer. Anyhow, like me, she was a Wiccan. She practiced magick and she believed in more than one god. I was, and I still am proud to call her my mom. (I MISS MY MOMMY!!!!!!!!)
When your heart is broken your whole life fades away slowly but surely but its bound to happen you cry yourself to sleep praying the pain will go away but when the sun rises the pain is still there eating Your heart away I try to stay positive and I try to stay strong but everything is a reminder like our favorite love song the pain is torturing, its killing me softly like the pain from a dagger ripping through my soul I trusted you with my heart but the trust was never repaired I dont know how I can forgive you for all the suffering you've made Lord knows I love you I told you all the time I just wanted you to love me back but that wasnt to be the case this time
Ok...a Happy One
Hey. Ok I was looking over my blogs and I realized something, For the most part, they are extremely depressing or are about nothing really. lol. I just wanted the entire world to know that things in my little fragment of existence is simply wonderful. My husband Lucas and I are doing terrific! We've made some great friends on here...Chris, Katrina, Shafika, Lewis, Justin, Jeff...etc. I mean damn I can't even name them all. (To those I haven't know who you are!) Our daughter is great, and so smart. I don't know. People love to complain, and I want everyone to know that I have nothing to complain about. Blessed Be everyone!
Morph Pictures-need Help
I need some assistance. I am in a morph contest in a group away from CT. We are all members here, but the morph contest has originated from the outside site I need someone who is really good at Morph's and is a sweetheart to do a morph for me of a goth face from my goth photo's that morphs into my face then into another different goth face and back to my face. I have 3 face pics of me in my main default album and several cool really pretty goth girl faces in my goth photo album. Can anbody help me out in the next DAY or TWO?
So alone in my bed Alone listening to nightly whispers Alone in my thoughts Alone standing in court Alone I stand and fight Alone I pray for rainbow lights Alone in the morning I awake Alone I celebrate my joys Alone I cry out my sadness Alone I voice out my fears Alone in strenght Alone in wealth Alone in good health Alone I try to understand Alone I seek knowledge Alone I share what is mine Alone I try not to be alone Alone when my time has come, I pass away
Sweet Sacrifice
It's true, we're all a little insane. But it's so clear, Now that I'm unchained. Fear is only in our minds, Taking over all the time. Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time. You poor sweet innocent thing. Dry your eyes and testify. You know you live to break me. Don't deny. Sweet sacrifice. One day I'm gonna forget your name, And one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain. Fear is only in our minds, Taking over all the time. Fear is only in our minds but it's taking over all the time. You poor sweet innocent thing. Dry your eyes and testify. And oh you love to hate me don't you, honey? I'm your sacrifice. (I dream in darkness I sleep to die, Erase the silence, Erase my life, Our burning ashes Blacken the day, A world of nothingness, Blow me away.) Do you wonder why you hate? Are you still too weak to survive your mistakes? You poor sweet innocent thing. Dry your eyes and testify. You know you live to break me.
John Chapman
well i'd like to warn all you woman out there about a man named john chapman he is nothing but a player and a man who uses women for his amusement and fun.and when you are no longer any use for him or you start to bore him he tosses you aside like a piece of i know this because i was with him for almost two years and i wish i would of left him alot sooner than that. if he tells you he is a bounty hunter he is not one at all he got put in jail in april of 06 for impersinating one and was in there for 6 months how i know this too because it was all over the news in johnstown,pa. and if you dont believe me go look on the tribune democrat website its the paper from johnstown,pa and search the name john chapman and you will find the article on him getting arrested for impersonating one. he is menatally and emotionally disturbed and needs some serious mental help so i advise you not invovle yourself with him.if he tells you something about me which i am sure he is trying to ruin m
Mother give me strength Give me wisdom, give me will Give me love, give me health Let me know what is real Tell me who to trust Tell me what is fate Give me the strength to love And the maturity not to hate Let me fall in love Let me have true friends Show me the real meaning Of together until the end Give me the power of prayer Let me have a stable mind Give me the strength to have patience And the strength to be kind Help me stand and fight Don't let me run away Give me the bravery to face my fear And to face another day
Sadness roams free Death decaying Madness alike Dieing again Love is no more Lust brakes free Hatred soon follows Envy strikes all Sadness follows envy Death causes sorrow Madness is a state of mental death Dieing causes one to go mad Love it to let your heart die Lust is love Hatred follows broken lust Envy follows hate In this cycle we all sit Waiting for the next Death to come And take
I Feel Old ....
I the Mumms today one guy asked about first loves, and another gal was talking about a glitch that said an invite was 37 years old. I have no idea where my first love is anymore, or if she is still on this planet. Damn, that was in 1967/1968 and we were living in Peru while both of our dads worked for Cerro-de-Pasco Mining Corporation. I was 10 heading to 11. Later I heard of her was in 1972 or so, her mom came to visit, and her little brother had died in a stupid accident breaking his neck. Hell, I can remember her soul, but I can't remember her name. Isn't that strange. She was a sweet girl. Her name by the way was Tracy. That is all I remember. 37 years ago was 1970. That would be 7 years before Apple and the TRS-80 Model I. And, some 5 years after the advent of Arpnet which became the Internet in the US. Been places, done things. I feel damn old today. I miss, Tracy. I miss the innocence that we had. It was a long time ago.
Who Wants To Have Sex With Me?
haha no really I'm curious. How many people honestly want to have sex with me? You have to leave a comment.. I see all you people checking out the blog.. not ballsy enough to say something?
Cleaning Out My Closet......
Have you ever gotten to a point in your life where you begin to question your existence? Or feel like your world is crashing around you and you can’t escape the wrath of it. I don’t know why I was brought into this world and I feel so lost in my mind body and soul. I have lived my life for the last 24 years for everyone but me. And when I did live for me it was in unhealthy and immoral ways. What is this so called life? Why was I put here and why do I continue to question myself and my life? Why am I so lost and why do I have no direction or focus? I need my anchor again I need my stability. They say there is one person out there for everyone and when you meet that person you will know it, well I will admit I thought I met that person but now I know in my heart they are not the “one” for me. I hope and pray that one sooner rather than later I meet the one I am supposed to love, honor, and cherish and be the mother to their children. My life feels so empty and I am working so hard on l
For Rent
A businessman meets a beautiful girl and agrees to spend the night >with her for $500. So they do. Before he leaves, he tells her that he does >not have any cash with him, but he will have his secretary write a check >and mail it to her, calling the payment "RENT FOR APARTMENT." > On the way to the office he regrets what he has done, realizing that >the whole event was not worth the price. So he has his secretary send a >check for $250 and enclosed the following typed note: > Dear Madam: > > Enclosed you will find a check in the amount of $250 for rent of >your apartment. I am not sending the amount agreed upon, because when I >rented the apartment, I was under the impression that; > 1) it had never been occupied > 2) that there was plenty of heat > 3) that it was small enough to make me feel cozy and at home. > However, I found out that it had been previously occupied, that >there wasn't any heat, and that
Im a bit confused today... Just came home from work, did a little bit of paint work on my car and out of the blue... I got a phonenumber from a strange guy. Weird! Went back in my appartment, turned on the computer and... what happened to CT? I feel like a newbie with all the changes... Probably I need a shower and a few days free from work. I have to take naps in the afternoon... OMG Im getting old!
Fucking Women
Is there any fucking women out they that can actually do more then just say words?Words are find when u have actions that back em up but when all you do is talk and say shit,yet give no actions (even in a lil way)what good are thoes words? I am so sick of bending over backwords for the ones i like/love and getting fucked in the ass.I give and give and all they do is take and take,want this and want that like a bunch of selfish bitches.For once i'd luve for just one to go out of there way for me,take a rick,hell do something that is big,takes more then 2seconds of effort or something to really show how much they care/love like they say.Instead i get that effort when we are no longer togather and they wanna fuck with me and try and hurt me. I swear if i had a license to kill there would be some dead bitches floatin the greenbay. Man is there any real,honest,careing girls out there that will do more then use,want,take,complain,and that will show you how much they care/love you and s
Sometimes I Ask Myself Why?
I was big in this site some months ago and would visit it daily and rate and promote and everything else. All with the hopes of making some real friends. Its hard for me to make friends as I am a stay at home mom of a handicapped child and get out almost never. So I turned to the internet for friends and I have made some real good friends out here in cyber space, but i still sometimes come back here to see if I can find any new ones. I do get a few good things said about me and a few good rates but like everyone else i get my bad one too. Thats all good and all but really if you dont like what my profile says or you dont like my looks then move on to another profile. I sure as hell wont be upset that you did. But what gets me is that even when I post something real, no one even takes the time to look at it or comment to it. I dont want you to repost it cause it costs you now, but it costs nothing but a few seconds of your time to comment about it.
V-tech And My School
It's terrible what happened at V-Tech. The families lost their kids, and the shooter's parents lost their kid. The shooter's parents will be ostricized by other families, whispered about that they raised a killer. Bomb threats keep happening at my school. Three times this week. Three days in a row. I don't understand who would want to do such a thing. A part of me wonders if it's some sorry bastard who just doesn't want to take finals. Another part wonders if there is some sick and twisted fucker out there harassing the school population. Three days, three "non specific" bomb threats. Jeezum. I need a cigarette.
Lets Go
Hey everybody withing hearing range...lets all go to Stagger Lees tomorrow night in Muscle Shoals and party.
Who The Hell Is Sensei Pete?
And why is he stalking me?
A Mothers Poem!! Thank God For The Time With Your Children!!!
A mother’s poem Just for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying. Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear, and smile and say how perfect it is. Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles. Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one if he comes by. Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't sta
Have A Great Weekend!!!!
I won't be on tomorrow because I am having some surgery !!! So I wanted to tell all my friends, fans, and family to have a wonderful weekend!!!! Hugs ~Sheli~
Not To All Tastes But
I like the "Bar tab" for alerts and some of the other changes just now...
Love Lost
Why Does It Hurt So Much?
Ok, so this is my first blog on CherryTAP. And, I'm going to be a cry baby. I just got done talkin to my dad, who lives in California. It's so hard for me (the biggest daddy's gurl this side of Texas) to know that he would be happier here. I think he would. He lives in California with his girlfriend and her two kids. These two kids don't appreciate anything he does for them and that really irritates me. They have him and don't appreciate him while I'm sitting here wishing he was next to me. Wishing I could hug him. I haven't seen my dad in almost 5 years and it's killing me. It literally hurts my heart to think about how far away he is and how crappy they treat him. They don't respect him and he does everything he can for them. To make them happy. Anyways, I guess I'm done venting... gotta try to find a job...oh boy! Cami
i commented on my own blog *laughs* why? cuz i can. ha. my house is cleaner than it was at 7 this morning. which makes me smile inside. oh and cherry? why am i not getting my Drea alerts? seriously. i get alerts from everyone else...but not her. its annoying me. i hafta go stalk her page to see if theres a new blog...n there almost always is...gah! cadey refuses to keep her diaper on. which is good and always worried she's gonna p on me. blech. this is pointless...i have nothing to say...just felt like bitchin real quick bout my GD DREA ALERTS...and going to bitch everyday...until they're BACK. get it? got it? good. kthnxbi
*mean Moms*
Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: I loved you enough . . . to ask where you were going, with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your new best friend was a creep. I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned your room, a job that should have taken 15 minutes. * I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions even when the penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. But most of all, I loved you enough . . . to say NO when I knew you would hate me for it. Those were the most difficult battles of all. I'm glad I won them, because in the end you won, too. And someday when your children are old enough to understand
In Memory - Vt Tech Students
My Poem
you where the one to show me kindness you where the one to show me honesty you where there when i needed you you where around just to talk i can't see us ever being apart your my heart your my soul baby please don't let this go i'm yours mind body and soul i care more then you'll ever really know
the most random person i know. =)
An Angel Tantalizes Me With Heaven's Fire
An angel tantalizes me with heaven's fire, To covet a life just beyond my grasp. Years paint the path of forbidden desire, As her wings burn my skin. Woe to you,my forbidden Angel, Oh blissful agony drown my cries, Expose my souls ravenous despair, Gratify me with your wings afire.
Yen And Yang……………
I am talking about the yen and yang of the BDSM lifestyle and how so many live it. When the life goes in a circles and they seem to attract more tit he circle that travel in a continue motion…round and around….. Where you have Masters find that special one but then moving on as soon as He finds fresh meat, another conquest. To be used then dropped as soon as He get bored with her. Sand she the submissive who is always seeking a better Master, who will drop her Master like a piece of dirt toilet paper. Simply because the new one is a smooth talker, might be His looks,,, His voice…. So these are the ones who travel in the yen and yang lanes of the BDSM lifestyle. Always circling around seek the better, fresher, toy for the week. They both travel down the road on a single lane, both seeking what they seek and never happy. There are some lucky one who have found some one to hold on to share there thoughts feeling and needs with. These are the one who travel the same road
(of Course Copied From Myspace....)
I woke up about 15 minutes ago. I was lying there.... thinking as always. This is why i never get sleep... I think too damned much.... And of course the usual stuff floated into my head. It started w/ Derek... and the situation with him.... and how I was planning this email I was going to send to him... and then it made me think about everything going on.... and then led me to thinking about Lindon.... and I just had this.... i don't know what to call it... fucking light bulb, click on in my head.... I can't change how someone feels.... Now that MAY not sound like something that people wake up after 2 hours of sleep about.... BUT IN MY WORLD IT IS!!! I have spent SO much of my life trying to change how people feel... my grandma.... my grandpa... my brother... lindon.... derek.... and somehow, for some reason this morning... it dawns on me... i can't change how they feel... nothing i can say can change it.... I can say shit maybe to influence it.... or to give them other things to thin
Thursday's Ramblings
Almost to the weekend, and one more day of oncall...things seem better already! On call has been pretty slow though, so I can't complain. Like I said before, I like being on call. I'm not thrilled with getting called out at 4am, but that doesn't happen too often, and your paid mostly to drive. Our area is rural, so lots of windshield time to the callouts. I will be all alone this weekend. Shawnna is going to bowl in Peoria for state, and the boy is going to his mom's. She insisted he comes up there this weekend, and he's not too happy about it. I don't blame him. They don't do anything that a teenaged boy would want to do. His brother goes and hangs with his friends, and he feels like a third wheel. I might try to spring him, but she's pretty adamant about it. I'll probably work Saturday morning. Money is money. Then I might see who's playing in the area, and try to round up some people to go out with. I haven't seen a live band in ages. I'm jonesing for it lol. Well,
Have They Lost Their Minds???!!!
I cut and pasted this from the Planned Parenthood Myspace blog. I am absolutely incensed!!! "U.S. Supreme Court Upholds Federal Abortion Ban It's a dark day for women's health and safety. In a serious setback for women across the country, the U.S. Supreme Court ruled on Wednesday in a 5–4 vote to uphold the federal abortion ban passed by Congress and signed by President Bush signed in 2003. The ban criminalizes abortions in the second trimester of pregnancy that doctors say are safe and the best to protect women's health. Justice Kennedy wrote in the majority opinion that attorneys challenging the law "have not demonstrated that the Act would be unconstitutional in a large fraction of relevant cases." Translation: Politicians can make important medical decisions that ought to be made by doctors. Kennedy was joined in his opinion by Justices Alito, Roberts, Scalia, and Thomas. No surprises there. Eve Gartner, deputy director of Litigation and Law at Planned Parenthood F
My Secuction Style
Your Seduction Style: Au Natural You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you. What Kind of Seducer Are You?
Game On Profile
has a game on profile called cherry pop its fun play it.
He Was Here
i had a dream ..i came home and i looked in my my rear view mirror and there he was by the big rockin the grass in the yard. he took my breath away i told him i was going inside to get changed and walked away searching mmy closet for something but all the clothes were different they were not mine .i heard footsteps hes comeing for me .he grabbed my hair and put one arm around my tummy as he bit my neck before turning me around and when he did it was like we hadnt sseen each other in forever we hugged for a minute this tight never let you go hug was nice and then my alaarm went off hahahaha
Figured You Out
this song fits Music Video:FIGURED YOU OUT (by Nickelback)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone
Trouble + The State Of Florida
I am gonna worn you this will be a bit of reading so if you dont want to take the time please hang up and try your call again later; I mean just stop here... for those who want to know about the shit going on please read on. Well as some of you know I am having issues with my drivers license, and a few other things that I will get to. But pleas let me give you a little background information.... On November 6th 2006 I decided to go have a few drinks and hang out with one of the bands I know. So there we are I drank 1 beer and two jack n cokes ( ok i drank the beer but slammed the jack n cokes... so as I am leaving the Bar I am outside hanging out with some friends. (this part almost sounds like a jerry springer reject episode) My girlfriend at the times ex boyfriends twin brother starts running off at the mouth again.(mind you for over an hour i kept my cool, and for those who know me that is about 57 mins longer than it would normally take) now My ex girlfriend (same girl) and
Week 50
- Black Adam is pretty much pummeling the crap out of everyone. After single-handedly taking out the entire Captain Marvel family, the angered antihero rolls over the Omega Men, the Doom Patrol and the Sydney Opera House (take that, culture!). - Green Lantern Alan Scott and the rest of the Justice Society are like, “Dude, this is totally not cool. Let’s stop him.” Unfortunately for them, Adam is headed to China where his wrathful ways will cross the Great Ten. After China’s premier squad of superpowered pain-inducers realize they can’t do it alone, the combined might of America’s superhero community is called into the fracas. - Lots of buildings get destroyed, and meanwhile Captain Marvel gets tossed out on his ear by the Egyptian gods who give Black Adam his power. Apparently they like it when their earthbound avatar blows crap up. - Back on the ground, Steel and his niece Natasha are at the end of an all-night superweapon build-a-thon, and they think they have the goods to l
yeah this is about how i feel right now Music Video:THE SICKNESS (by Disturbed)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone
Why The Pain?
Why the pain and suffering Why the hurtful words Why did that girl take my place Why do I love you so bad it hurts My heart is a bleeding sacrifice As I hold it dripping in my hand Reaching out so you can take it You asked for it on demand My soul is tortured and walks alone In a field of withering black roses You said you loved me then threw me away As time passes, the door to my heart closes I love you now as I did back then You ripped my heart into pieces You said you would love me until the end Why the lies and deceits All I want to know, is there any feeling there Do you still love me at all My love for you will slowly fade over time But I know you're not there to catch me when I fall So now I leave you, heartless and cold Standing there in the rain I have three last words for you Why, my love, why the pain?
Tough Decisions
I have decided I have to go back to school. I don't want to. I've thought about it, however, and there's really no other options. If I want to ensure that I am competitive in the job market, I have to bite the bullet and do it. It's going to be hard. I don't like my field, but at my age and with a family to boot, starting over in a new field isn't an option. Since I have to work full time, returning to school means I will also have to say goodbye to the theater for a long time. So that's it in a nutshell. I get to invest a lot of time, money and energy to better myself in a field I don't like, and I have to say good bye to nearly everything that fulfills me and that I am passionate about while doing so. Hoo fucking ray.
Gm To All I Want To Take A Min And Say This To All
My CT is so messed up! I left a comment on someone else's profile and it showed up on mine! It's kinda funny.
To That Certain Someone And You Know Who U R
Why do we keep screwing up relationships? We are at the top of the food chain ( alright women are #1 and men are #2, I'm getting kicked out of Mantown for that comment ) and yet it's the animals that have it all figured out. When they want a mate they either send out a scent (fart) or a sound (come here big boy). They take the guessing out of it. There are no hurt feelings. No such thing as jealousy in the animal kingdom. You have two options. First come first serve or kick the snot out of the other guy. Not humans! If you don't look like George Clooney or Brad Pitt you better have money. Animals all look the same for Christ sake. Have you ever watched Animal Planet and seen a female (insert fury creature name here) ignore an (insert same species of creature here) because it was ugly? Of course not! There are very few ugly furry little creatures in the world ( if there were, we wouldn't refer to them as furry little creatures) just ugly humans. Want to see Animal Planet for hum
Fire Bad...
The next time I catch on fire, try dousing it with water rather than beating it out with a rock.
Virus Warning
if someone by the name of undretakeker_blackthunder wants to add you to their list DO NOT ACCEPT IT!!! ITS A VIRUS !!! tell every one on your list b/c if somebody on you list adds them you will get it too. it is a early killer and a very horrible virus. PLEASE PASS THIS ON TO EVERYONE on your list. right click on the group name of your buddies list and click send message to all. copy and paste this message....PLEASE COPY/PASTE AND REPORT ANY CONTACT FROM THIS PERSON AS SOON POSSIBLE TO YOUR INTERNET PROVIDER OR LOCAL F.B.I. OFFICE..... (repost of original by 'Drkangel6 need down time luv ya gang be back later' on '2007-03-18 10:42:45') (repost of original by 'Sora' on '2007-03-18 10:56:33') (repost of original by 'Twiztid Juggalo 2Dope CT Husband To Twiztit' on '2007-03-18 11:36:32') (repost of original by 'NORMA JEAN MEMBER # 33 OF THE BOMB SQUAD' on '2007-03-18 13:53:11') (repost of original by 'whiteangel2229,lifehubbygranadaghia75,CTWIFEofDixieDarlinfamilymemberof GIT-R-DO
My Eiq
Your EQ is 140 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?
Back Online!
Sorry for being out for awhile. The guy who I stealing internet connection from was late paying his bill. What a cheap bastard! J/K :P Well, anyways, I'm back online now and I'm picking up where I left off. Later!
Talk About Some Freaking Kind Of Idiot...
Unfolding The Rose
A young, new preacher was walking with an older, more seasoned preacher in the garden one day. Feeling a bit insecure about what God had for him to do, he was asking the older preacher for some advice. The older preacher walked up to a rosebush and handed the young preacher a rosebud and told him to open it without tearing off any petals. The young preacher looked in disbelief at the older preacher and was trying to figure out what a rosebud could possibly have to do with his wanting to know the will of God for his life and ministry. But because of his great respect for the older preacher, he proceeded to try to unfold the rose, while keeping every petal intact. It wasn't long before he realized how impossible this was to do. Noticing the younger preacher's inability to unfold the rosebud without tearing it, the older preacher began to recite the following poem: It is only a tiny rosebud, A flower of God's design; But I cannot unfold the petals With these clumsy hands o
Mistakes Woman Make, And Why Guy Leaves You
1. if you bitch at your boyfriend he'll start thinking about leaving you. cause he don't like being bitched at or yelled at. 2 telling him what to do is wrong. cause if you tell him in a direct order. like say if he doesn't do it and you would say your not getting any for a week. the guy would leave you and say i'll find another girl to have sex with. 3. let's say your in a realationship. if you girls have a dog and the guy doesn't want a dog. even though you got the dog that's fine. but, if you tell him that your taking care of your dog that's good. but here's the real thing if the dog isn't house trained. your going to have a bad relationship. why? because if you feed the dog in the morning before you go to work. if you don't take out your dog in the morning. your boyfriend will be mad. because he probably stepped in dog pee or dog shit. we guys hate that so much you wouldn't believe. by the way it don't matter what animal it is. 4. if your boyfriend see's another guy hu
Losing Some One Not To Child Abuse But Feeling The Pain
When you are a mother and fell the start of a new life inside you. The first time you hear a heart beat or the first time you feel your baby move you wonder what your child will become or even be when they grow up. Then comes the time to give birth yet so painful but in the end so rewarding. I lost my son it will be three years this December he will or should say be turning three this September and I think to myself how can all these mothers and fathers abuse their children. Since it is Child Abuse Awarness month I dont know how many times a day I find myself looking at my lil boys pics or even looking at his clothes or the pics from his grave where he lay sleeping for all eternity. There are mothers that let thier boyfreinds beat and abuse their kids to no means and social services never steps in and takes action and the child dies in result to the mother/father/step parent or what ever the case may be beats them to death. Being a parent in such a cruel world what is it
I THINK I'm all moved in and unpacked here @ CT. Uploaded a whack of pics this morning - go have a peek and enjoy :)
Boyfriend Application.....are You Good Enough For The Allgood Girl??
BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who is your favorite band 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss me? 10. Do you play any sports? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? 18. Would u sleep in the same bed as me? 19. Would u take me home to meet your parents? 20. Would u ever be my boyfriend/girlfriend? 21. do u think i'm cute? 22. do u have have crush on me?
So, i hear on 94.5 The Buzz, that Wednesday April 18th they will be @ mall of the mainland handing out Buzzfest tickets.... OMG R U SERIOUS! so i tell Amber ( my bestest friend in the whole world!! ) Of course we go up there!! 8 pairs of tickets!! 8!!!! Well were standing there HOPING and praying one of our names gets pulled out of the box for the tickets..... 1... nothing 2...... nothing 3.....4...5....6.... STILL NOTHING....7.... NOTHING...... as were getting pissed off about to walk out the door they call for the last pair of tickets!!! THE LAST PAIR!! omg... i want tickets so bad.... we're not going to get them..... Marc from 94.5 the buzz.... " Amber D Coburn" come to the front to claim your buzzfest tickets!!! WTH!!! WE GOT THE FUCKING TICKETS **Faints** OMG WERE GOING TO BUZZFEST WERE GOING TO BUZZFEST!!!!!!!
Plz Help To Fight Against This Site For Our Kids Sake!
Recently, a very serious problem has been brought to the attention of several members of cafemom. It is a very heinous website called This website is a safe haven for pedophiles. The heading on their main page reads, "A Celebration of the Splendor of Little Girls". This website includes links to pictures, or "art" as they call it, of little girls, confessional blogs, a directory of resources for pedophiles (for "both boylovers and girl lovers, as well as anybody else looking for information about pedophilia and consensual child love"), as well as many other links. This site has a manifesto, stating demands to the government to legalize pedophilia. The most disturbing, though, is a link to a page title Sugar and Spice that is specifically for little girls who have "fallen in love" with a pedophile. This site is set up to draw in little girls. It looks like any other fun little girly page. It tells girls that it is okay to be "in love" with an adult, and it is okay t
Birthday Head
WARNING IF BUTT SEX AND/OR TOSSING SALADS GROSSES YOU OUT, DON'T READ ON. ALSO, I'M SHARING AN AWESOME EXPERIENCE WITH ADULTS. BE AN ADULT. (also, just to be polite, I want to reiterate that I don't cyber or cam... i just like to occasionally write a sexy blog) Last night I got birthday head. Oh my god, did I get birthday head. I was told to shower. Well. When this is said, it's an unspoken aknowledgement that his mouth and toungue will go in on around some very special places that need some very thorough, ahem, cleaning. So I shower, washing well my nether parts, touching myself in some of the most intimate ways possible, thinking about what is to come... I step out grinning, putting on my favorite lotion (chocholate scented) and body spray (tropical with pheremones). I open the steamed door, naked and a cool rush of air blows over my body and I smell incense. I hear the sound of ice moving around in my freezer from the kitchen. He has obviously heard
In The Arms Of An Angel
In your arms, I feel safe and secure. In your arms, I feel the warmth of your love. I can feel the gentleness of your wings as they will guide me throughout my biggest steps that life has to offer. In your arms, I can listen to your strong heartbeat. As I look up into the sky above me, my pray that one day I will be in the arms of an angel. My angel, my love, my eternal flame, my truth and my life. (Dedicated to my future ct hubby: Christopher Adam Turner McConathy, aka Sanity's Oposition) Please, show him much luv.
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Remembering Virginia Tech
This has been such a horrible time of the loss of the people at Virginia Tech. Their asking people to wear maroon and orange tomorrow on 4/20/07 in rememberance of the ones who got killed. I am still in total shock and I know it has affected everyone. I only live about 30 minutes away from tech and it has been a really rough time. My heart goes out to the families during this time.
Thoughts And Prayers
I offer my thoughts and prayers to the students, the professors, and the families of Virginia Tech shooting.
Hey All
Expose The Wrong...
Lord, expose to me everything in my life that is contrary to Your Word and Your will. Destroy every thought, every philosophy that is not in agreement with You. For it is Your Word alone that will produce life in me. Although I love You, I recognize that I can go down the wrong road because I lack knowledge. Give me a hunger and thirst for Your Word. Holy Spirit, reveal to me the Word of the Lord and give me the mind of Christ. In Jesus name, Amen. Side note: I plant the Word of God through what I say, what I see, and what I hear, and it produces my thought life. My thought life, in turn, determines my behavior. Thoughts become words... words become actions... actions become habits... habits become character... character becomes destiny.
I heard from Carla. She told me she wasn't playing games but I'm so emotional. Don't know whether to believe her. Didn't really mean what I said - I'd hate to see anything bad happen to her. I still love her. Don't know about going back to her - she has hurt me terribly and I think she's bad for me.
[ Probation ]
yup. probation. fucking sucks. [ cunt!! ]
Rico's Craters
Don Nolan had no illusions of his importance after receiving his master's degree in art from Ohio State University, and upon his graduation, his search for gainful employment led him to Rico's Craters. The interview with Rico Giordano was brief. "What's your name?" "Don Nolan" "You know how to use a hammer and a saw?" "Yes" "How about a measuring tape? You know how to read a measuring tape?" "Yes" "What's your level of education?" "I have a high school diploma." "Okay, you start tomorrow. Be here at eight o'clock. Bobby will show you what to do." Bobby was a transplanted hillbilly from Bluefield, West Virginia. He knew how to make crates and had the basic communication skills to explain the job. Having grown up on a carnival, and after spending four years on the wrestling team at Ohio State, manual labor was neither a stranger nor a life energy draining effort to Don. The working relationship went well for the first week. Then Don brought a s
Ct Is Losing A Great Person
Last night, one of the best friends I have ever had decided to leave CT. I hope our friendship will continue outside the site, but I am sorry to see her go. Right now I feel so sad, because she is distant, and hurt, and there is nothing i can do to change it. I understand her reason for leaving. Someone from CT that she trusted once, showed his true colors in the last few weeks. His actions are enough that they could very well affect her real life, not just CT. Trust is hard on the net. I know I have often trusted people I shouldn't have. But the same happens in the real world. Why people have to lie, and cheat, and use others I will never understand. Why people do things to purposely hurt others I will never understand. Just be careful of who you trust.... I don't want to lose any more friends.
Change Of Heart
Please have a change of heart Please stay with me I'll prove to you my love Just wait and see Have achange of heart Don't take your love away I know deep down this is where you want to stay. Please have a change of heart Before you turn to go We can make things work if we take it slow.
The Hero In All Of This
I haven't written anything about Virginia Tech mainly because it's too hard right now to gather my thoughts about it. I like to have some kind of understanding of the subject matter that I write about and I don't understand this at all. Liviu Lebrescu was the college professor who barricaded himself in front of the door to allow his students to escape thru an open window. He was shot and killed but he accomplished this mission. The thing that tears me up about Mr Lebrescu is that he was also a Holocaust Survivor. What an incredible life the man had. I won't go into his life story here but it is one worth studying. And then to end up dying the way he did after all he survived and accomplished in his life is beyond words for me. I can't pay him enough tribute in a blog on a website but I had to say something. What an incredible man.
Important Notice To Friends And Family
I Give Up
i think im having a mid life crisis!!!!!!!!!! i give up i dont wanna do this anymore i cant seem to stop the cycle of never ending shit happing to me so im just giving up! ive had enough - someone shoot me please!!!!!!
Thoughts For April 19th
Hey everyone, how goes? It's just charismatic little Taer again. So leaving for Nevada Saturday morning. It's gonna be awesome cause I'll get to see my siblings again and even be in my mother's wedding (awww sappy moment!) Kind of sucks though cause I have to leave my little girl behind...I'll miss my Jigan. Anyone wanna give her a good home? She's a really sweet kitty... I won $150 at the bar last night, left with $110 after tips and more pull tabs and drinks but pretty good considering I went in with only $50 lol. Tomorrow I go shopping for a new flash drive/backpack and of course the always essential pack of smokes for the long trip to Nevada. Get to spend the evening at Will and Ash's...that should be...interesting for lack of better words. Guess I get to live up to my word when it comes to them at least. I'm leaving mostly for myself but at the same time I'm leaving for all of you. I'm leaving so I can better myself, learn to act more like an adult and become self suf
True Facts
home from work, tired. lookin for some sort of relief. cant get in to my house. suspicion grows, the doors never locked. oddly enuff today i brought my key. baby crying, momys upstairs in the bathroom probably. sooth the baby boy with gentle rocks. where the fuck is the mom. a loud crash comes from the ceiling. an intruder in my home. as i gentley lay the boy in his walker i approach my stairs. with each step i prepare myself for the violation of privacy. until a slight cough catches me off guard. and i proceed to go into my bedroom. emotions run rampid, with my eyes goin blank. i reach for my pistol. but for some reason, i stopped and began to laugh. is this what i have to look foward to. reasons for this story to go no futher is the coplete and utter blankness that has become of my heart. for those who dont know the end fill in your own blanks.....
Grindhouse. The Review. Really Should Be Working..
I suspect, more so than with your average film, one's reaction to Grindhouse will depend on one's willingness to buy into the film's central premise- a recreation of seeing a double feature of exploitation films at one of the numerous decaying old movie theatres that dotted the urban landscape that give the movie its title. Grindhouse's collaborating directors, Quentin Tarantino and Robert Rodriguez's previous work has definitely born the influences of the low budget, sex and violence filled films that were the staple of grindhouse programming. However, rather than filter those influences through a post-modern prism – like Tarantino did so admirably with his two Kill Bill films – the pair have instead delivered a straight forward homage to the salacious and gratuitous thrills found within those old, decaying movie palaces. The first film of Grindhouse's double bill is Rodriguez's Planet Terror, a zombie film that feels very much of the type put out in the earl
Here's A List Of Them...
Well I started blogging the haterz so figured I'd blog the downraterz as well. When someone downrates me I block them. If you rate or comment them it still gives them points & attention so it's best to just block & ignore. I've made this list so u can block them as well. Feel free to comment a link to a downrater & I will add them to the list. Whitie FALLING INTO HISTORY joe1 Chort StaticXfurY carpathian lover lilelmo112 spirishpixi xX xJaimeBabyx Xx phoenixxx glook
I Love New York
I just saw a car trying to dart around traffic pull up behind a parked car and then honk. I love New Yorkers.
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it: "LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome time in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me." The LORD replied: "My son, my precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of f
Venture Into The Unknown
pain... confusion... fear.... insides warring with eachother.... mind with soul.... heart with gut... all of the previous against eachother... yes... no.... do i want it.... do i not.... can i handle it... will it break me.... will it make me stronger.... fearing change.... yet wanting it.... will it better me.... or make things worse.... unsure.... afraid... torn.... head aching.... chest tight... stomach upset... breathing labored... tears pressing... entire being unable to choose. ::cries::
And With That Post...
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Oh Gramma
A 5-year-old boy went to visit his grandmother one day. Playing with his toys in her bedroom while grandma was dusting, he looked up and said, "Grandma, how come you don't have a boyfriend now that Grandpa went to heaven?" Grandma replied, "Honey, my TV is my boyfriend. I can sit in my bedroom and watch it all day long. The religious programs make me feel good and the comedies make me laugh. I'm happy with my TV as my boyfriend." Grandma turned on the TV, and the reception was terrible. She started adjusting the knobs, trying to get the picture in focus. Frustrated, she started hitting the backside of the TV hoping to fix the problem. The little boy heard the doorbell ring, so he hurried to open the door, and there stood Grandma's minister. The minister said, "Hello, son, is your Grandma home?" The little boy replied, "Yeah, she's in the bedroom bangin' her boyfriend." The minister fainted.
The Adventures Of Putz Boy: Pwned!
(Originally posted on March 20, 2007)For the past few weeks, the other programmer and I were trying to find a problem in some code created by Putz Boy.  Yesterday, Idiot Boss told me to contact Putz Boy to get his help with the problem.  The Old Graphics Guy (who now works with Putz Boy) said that PB looked dumbfounded at the request.Anyway, Putz Boy said he'd help... for $150 an hour.Fortunately, the SysAdmin here found the problem.  What's really good about that is (a) PB hates SA with a passion and (b) the problem was created in the first place by PB so he could extort money from this company (at least accoring to New Graphics Guy, who talked to PB about it last year).So I got to send a message to B, statng that his mortal enemy found buggy code and the problem was fixed, so we didn't need his help after all.Old Graphics Guy said that Putz Boy was PISSED!Life is good...tag: Putz Boy, Idiot Boss, careers, work, revenge-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!
For The Dog And Cat Lover
How many dogs does it take to change a light bulb? 1. Golden Retriever: The sun is shining, the day is young, we've got our whole lives ahead of us, and you're inside worrying about a stupid burned out bulb?
More Truth Then Not
Well, they'll stone ya when you're trying to be so good, They'll stone ya just a-like they said they would. They'll stone ya when you're tryin' to go home. Then they'll stone ya when you're there all alone. But I would not feel so all alone, Everybody must get stoned. Well, they'll stone ya when you're walkin' 'long the street. They'll stone ya when you're tryin' to keep your seat. They'll stone ya when you're walkin' on the floor. They'll stone ya when you're walkin' to the door. But I would not feel so all alone, Everybody must get stoned. They'll stone ya when you're at the breakfast table. They'll stone ya when you are young and able. They'll stone ya when you're tryin' to make a buck. They'll stone ya and then they'll say, "good luck." Tell ya what, I would not feel so all alone, Everybody must get stoned. Well, they'll stone you and say that it's the end. Then they'll stone you and then they'll come back again. They'll stone you when you're riding in you
How To Tune Out The Christian Noise For Clear Evangelism
How to Tune out the 'Christian Noise' for Clear Evangelism Whitney Hopler When you’re trying to talk to someone about faith and your message doesn’t seem to be getting through, it may be because you’re using words that block your message like static interfering with a broadcast. Many words used in traditional evangelism simply don’t resonate well with people in our culture anymore. But if you communicate with fresh words that both reflect biblical truth and speak well to today’s seekers, your message can be clearly heard. Here’s how you can break through static to evangelize in ways people in today’s culture can understand well: * Recognize the cultural baggage that some words carry. Understand that many people today either don’t understand certain language traditionally used in evangelism, or are turned off by the negative connotations those words have developed in our culture. Know that when you use words like “gospel,” “salvation,” “repentance,” and “sin,” other pe
Altar Update
(Originally posted on March 13, 2007)Well, last Saturday I received my Baphomet banner from the CoS Emporium.  Here's my new altar setup:and a closeup of the Baphomet banner:I have also put in a bid on eBay for a black robe to wear during ceremonies.  Hopefully I'll get it.  tag: satan, satanic, satanism, satanist, religion, altar, baphomet-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!
This Is From The Heart
hungry Sometimes you do something you think you never would do it just for crazy people not people like you but sometimes things happen that you didn't plan no matter how hard you try you can't understand something like that happen to me today i never ever thought i would act this way i tried everything else so i didn't have to do it i never saw myself ever doin' this shit first i was asking for change in front of a store but people act like they daunt even see me no more i went to the pizza place to see if they need help but they already got somebody so it was up to myself i was tired and hungry and feeling real sad i was out of ideas and getting real mad i don't want to steal or hurt anyone but of all my ideas all that was left was one i look all around and went to the back of this hamburger place they call the Shack i was so embarrassed and so upset i never did nothing as sick as this yet it something i really don't understand i took food ou
A Little Ty
Things To Think About
(Originally posted on March 13, 2007)Today I have been surfing the net a bit and would like to show some of the things I found.The first one is a sound file from The Onion about an interesting way to walk a dog.The second one is for a new religious school in the U.K.  Personally, I wouldn't mind sending my kids to this schoolThe third one comes with the following picture and is found here. And finally, this morning while using StumbleUpon (NSFW), I found this profile (also NSFW) filled with all sorts of funny pictures.Enjoy!tag: satan, satanism, satanic, satanist, religion, links, web, stumbleupon, health, sperm-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!
I just dont understand how someone can one day sit look you in the face and tell you i love you i wanna be with you forever and then turn around and tell you they were seeing someone else at the sametime and the other one was the one they wanted to be with.. That is the most messed up think anyone can do. To me you say i love you cause you mean it.. That is something you should not play around with.. But the guys i have delete with these days throw it around for the wrong reasons. They use it like its a game. Someones heart is not a game. The love someone gives to you is not a game.. And it take a real sick person to be able to use it as a game. Ok i am gonna stop now before i go into things that will just be wrong to say. To my peeps i haven't talked to since yesterday.. I AM SINGLE AGAIN... Was yet another game to another dude.
And Now, A Political Post
(Originally posted on March 8, 2007)There's a lot of people upset with Ann Coulter for using the "F-word" (no, not the four-letter one - she said "faggot") in describing her feelings towards John Edwards, one of the Democratic candidates for the position of the U.S. Presidency.Heck, not only has she lost advertisers and had some newspapers cut her column, even some right wingers are running from her.Yesterday when I checked her website out, she had not only not apologized for her tasteless, insulting remark, she even was bitching that everybody seemed against her and promised she will say even worse things in the future.Mind you, I am nowhere NEAR as upset with her as I am at Bill O'Liely...tag: right wing, faux paux, insanity, megalomania, politics-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!
Are You Falling For The Right Reasons?
Are You Falling for the Right Reasons? Dr. Les Parrott If you ask a successful couple about the recipe for their success, you will usually receive a simple "because we are in love." But if you scratch the surface you'll find that the motivations behind romantic relationships are far more complex. Many complicated situations and needs, some more beneficial than others, are behind the decision to pursue a relationship and marriage. Research has shown that some motivations improve a relationship's chances for success, while others reduce those chances. The reasons we have for pursuing a relationship derive from internal and external sources, and it's important to be aware that they are as much a part of your happiness as the emotions you have. I would like to briefly outline five of these negative motivations-reasons that researchers term "deficits"-that are internal in nature, which we should strive to avoid when making a decision to pursue a relationship seriously. 1. Lov
Geography Lessons!
GEOGRAPHY LESSON PART 1- GEOGRAPHY OF A WOMAN Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa , half discovered, half wild, naturally beautiful with fertile soil. Between 23 and 30, a woman is like America , well developed and open to trade, especially for someone with cash. Between 31 and 35, a woman is like India, very hot, relaxed and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 40, a woman is like France , gently aging; but still warm and a desirable place to visit. Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain , with a glorious and all conquering past. Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Yugoslavia , lost some wars, won some great battles but haunted by past mistakes, still very strong and proud. Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Russia , very wide and borders are now largely un-patrolled. After 70, she becomes Tibet .. Off the beaten path, with a mysterious past and the wisdom of the ages...still desirable but only those with an adventurous spirit an
My Altar Setup (with Lots Of Pics!)
(Originally posted on March 8, 2007)Well, over the past few days I got my altar moved into the new "ritual room."I think it's looking good.There are black curains on either side of it, blocking the view of the captain's bed (with full bookshelves) on one side and the closet on the other.  It does mean the room is about the size and shape of a short but slightly wide hallway, but for a solitary practitioner, I feel it'll work out well for me.Now for the nickel tour:The complete altar setup.  It is made of a bureau covered with black cloth.  (The black cloth including the curtains, BTW, are flat bedsheets from Wal-Mart.)This is the left side of the altar consisting of a silver (plated) cup I found at the thrift store and a black candle in a candle holder.The middle of the altar has a burning bowl on a plate of sand.  (I had the bowl directly on the cloth before, but the heat scorched the fabric a bit.)  Behind it is a bowl of sand I use to hold the incense.  (I mostly use musk incense, s
Giveaway Of The Day
Just thought I would share this link with anyone who may be interested in checking it out. I found it a few days ago, it is a site that offers a different piece of software each day, and as long as it is downloaded, installed and activated during the 24 hour period that it is offered, it is yours free of the usual cost that would be charged. I check it most days, just to see what is offered, some days I pass and some days there is something useful for me. They also offer a different game each day, if you are into that sort of thing. Anyway, I will post the link below...happy surfing! :)
Was Encouraged To Post By My Big Brother
my drugs where do i fit. im traveling this bumpy road finding it hard to place myself. to lite to hang out with the black kids. to dark to hang out with the black kids. i like rock and roll but if i want to be cool i should listen to rap. i love base ball but im tall so i should play basketball. dont know where to turn. but i fit in with you. you never turn from me. your always there to cheer me up. gives me that false pretence that im untouchable. almost as if i can fly. i never wanna leave you but your killing me. your my pleasure and my poison at the same time. Your my drugs
Anyone Care To Own Up To These?
3 different people have a CRUSH on me rite now! :-D [?] WHO? WHO? WHO? LOL
The Face Of Oh Shit!
Bwaaaaaaaaaahahahahahaha This will be my future daughter!
Today's Rank: #229 LMAO
you might think Im crazy
Hot Lazy Days
Hi peeps and all those that are awake. It's been another great sunny day here in the uk. Can't wait for my first pint of the evening. The summer is just about too start and I can't wait to get in the full swing of it. Hope everyone is having a great day like I am. Love to you all. And don't forget BE SAFE out there.
Good Riddance
It's about damn time fruity boy got voted off American Idol. the end.
May 15th...what A Joke
Yet again.....we face this lame holiday of "don't buy gas day" some horse shit about it working and dropping 30 cents over night is a cup of bologna. Yes, i can see why this is happeneing again because gas prices are friggan ridiculous... but not buying it for ONE DAY......all thats gonna do is make everyone who needed it on that day get it tomorrow. If you really wanna stick it to the oil companies...whom are only having to jack prices up because of world wide supply and demand anyway....and also blame your government for forcing companies to add more ethinol which is 2.70 a gallon to the petrolium.. now there are some things that they could do...they could either...get rid of the tax that is put on gasoline...which in turn would raise our national deficite by 6 million in 90 days..... they can have the EPA temporarily lower gas standards so...we can get 'shit-oline' that isnt as high quality...will give you worse milage, will be bad for your car, and bad for the environment bec
Bang Your Head!
(Originally posted on March 8, 2007)It took me a bit of this --> , but I finally figured it out.Twyster (a female, as I found out) and I will not be able to successfully communicate because we have different meanings for different words.For example:* ON THE EVILNESS OF HER GOD:  I consider it evil to commit the mass murder of every single person (save 6) on the face of the Earth, whereas since it is her god that committed this attrocity, it must be a good thing.  (You know, some would find it ironic that a Satanist finds death and destruction to be evil, whereas a Christian would find it good.  But check out the bible.  It says her god definitely killed over 2.2 million people (this number is given from the deaths where they gave a total in her "holy" book) or an estimated 30.9 million (including the deaths without numbers).  It also has only 10 deaths attributed to Satan, and those only because her god ordered him to do it.  I find her god to be EXTREMELY evil.)* ON HUMAN DEATHS:  Sin
Good Or Evil - You Decide!
(Originally posted on March 6, 2007)In a recent post, I told the story of a woman and her baby about to die in the biblical flood account.  I showed how this is one of the top stories of evil of all time and, judging by the response, I think I did well.One person, though, thinks that the xtian god is still a good guy.  He mentions all of the good things that the bible is (supposedly) chocked full of.  However, I reminded him of the saying, "By their actions shall ye know them."Imagine if the xtian god was on trial.  The prosecutors will bring up all the death and destruction that was caused.  The defense would be stuck with saying things like, "Yeah, but they DESERVED it since they wouldn't follow his rules!"Now, if a jury wasn't already brainwashed by the cult of the carpenter, would he get off?  Or would the jury hang him for his crimes?(What's really fun is that today I also found this link which basically also says that the xtian god's an evil bastard.) (And I guess he would be.  S
Ripping Pictures
here is my thought... if someone wants to rip a picture that isnt of you are anyone you know (besides famous people) they are either going to rip or they are simply going to save it and then go upload it... so wouldnt you rather get credit for the picture when they rip or have them take your pic/icon and you not know? When it comes to pictures of yourself/family/friends ect... then a person should ask to rip it because 98% of the time people dont want their personal pictures on other's profiles!!
Let me tell you a story.For the sake of the story, put yourself into the place of a 15-year-old mother from about 4,000 years ago.You are a pretty decent person.  You have a live-and-let-live philosophy.  Your husband is a good provider, maybe with a straying eye, perhaps, but decent all the same.The love of your life, though, is your baby daughter.She is one of the most perfect babies ever, bright eyed, curious, and hardly crying at all.Even when the man next door is working on some sort of building project all night.Your husband tells you that the crazy next door neighbor, Noah, is building some sort of boat and he's going to have lots of animals on it, stinking up the place.Anyway, after a few months the boat is completed.  Just like your husband said, there's lots of animals that come to the boat.  Noah, with a checklist, lets most of them on, not allowing the dinosaurs, unicorns, etc in.  (No particular reason I guess.  Maybe he just didn't like them.)A few days later, the animals
Overdose Victims
OVERDOSE VICTIMS I'm sending these graphic pictures of overdose victims not for shock value, but rather in the hope that you will have a frank discussion with friends and family about respecting moderation, understanding limits, and knowing when to just walk away. Remember... This did NOT have to happen .... (parental discretion advised) And the BEST for last - - -
Iron is traditionally held as the ore of judgment or power. Thor's hammer was made completely of iron. When Thor wields his hammer of iron, the power is fearsome. If a person is characterized as iron fisted, they are powerful and dictatorial. To dream of iron can mean a dream of being judged or sitting in judgment of others. Either way, the iron object is the power icon for whoever is in control of it. It may also have to do with the building of a home, or thoughts about building a solid foundation with regard to career, relationships, or general perspective on life.
Answer To An Abondoned Mumm
I was answering a Mumm this morning, and when I went to post the following reply the Mummer deleted the Mumm. That is not unusual with heated subjects. But, as I took the time to write out reply, I figured I would at least archive it here. Davey, if you are writing this to vent your spleen, then enjoy. If you are posting this to engage in some serious discussion on Gun Control then get an education on the topic. Look, I don't want to say you are ill informed, but the statement "low-caliber hunting rifles" is idiotic. The same calibers required to take down a white tail deer, elk, moose, will take down a human being. Do some research. Atop that, as pointed out by Moore, Canada has more firearms per capa then the US. This is not an arms issue, it is a social issue. Further, as stated in one of my Mumms, if you want to address thia as an arms issue you will need to alter or abolish the Second Amendment. Even if you do that, you may not get the cooperation you wish.
Poem Untitled
You dont know me am i just something pretty like smoke on the water blown away by the winds a change in the seasons what do do you see the sparkle in my eyes are you seeing me like whispers in the night does my smile lift your heart can you hear my laughter are we just drifting further apart my tears dry and flake away like the dead leaves beneath our feet ground into the earth too ugly to be seen and so... this will all be lost a sea of confusion to know love at all costs enduring the lies and ill- perceived illusions ~Rebecca~
In Case You Didn't Get The Reference...
(Originally posted on March 1, 2007)The poster about Catholics & condoms goes against Catholic doctrine.  The Monty Python song "Every Sperm Is Sacred" explains it pretty well.tag: sperm, catholic, religion, condoms, song-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!
Familly,miscellanious Stuff,a Must Read
First Off haveing trouble leaveing Comments.I cannot write in the Comment Box.My message either goes Invisable on me or Erases.I know not which sence I can't see it.I Post a Comment if I don't send within 5 seconds that erases as well.I'm Functioning on 3 hrs.Sleep once again. Not in the Mood,for Difficulty's as soon as I come online. #2.I will be Reformatting my Familly List once again.I will be Shuffleing Friends in an out.Some of u-all might not move at all.I'm Seeking a certain Chemistry,Loyalty,Respect.An I'm Determined to Find that.This situation might take up to 2 weeks or longer.Many New Possible Friends have Arrived.Will certainly make my Choices more Difficult.If you've Shown me Loyalty in the Past,Especially my run in the Morph contest you have nothing to worry about. #3.When my Heading Carry's Various Names as it does Today.HeraticBitch long Hair contest.Sexiest Cherry B.G.D.Club F.A.R + LDC.This is not a Given it's a Mandatory Vote.If your already Voteing for anothe
Movie Bloopers
Czyzby Silver Lady ???
Star Trek Bloopers
How Does One Choose?
Well, here I am again, belonging yet not belonging to the world I live in. Trying to figure out what it is that I'm supposed to be doing, ideas and possibilities whirring through my mind, yet no single thing stands out prominantly among them. Growing up, I was told you are born and have a path, a destiny of sorts, a purpose...I have yet to find mine. It seems that path not only twists and turns, but one can actually fall by the wayside, never making it back...which would make that particular life rather pointless in my view...I just can't believe things are that cut and dried. I now understand why The Ancestors held trees in such high regard and how they likened them to one's have roots...scattered but ending up in one place...your live during your formative years growing strong, building to that beginning adulthood you have many choices...what you can or should do with your those limbs...there are usually several on any tree. Ba
Did You Walk Away
Did you walk away to find someone new Or did you do it to make me blue. Did you walk away because my love wasn't enough Dealing with the pain is getting rough. Or did you walk away to make me see That in my heart there is no one else for me.
News Bloopers
Bush Bloopers
Kiss Me
Stop talking Just kiss me I want to feel your lips against mine and let your hand run through my messy hair. I want you to hold me like you always do. And let me feel safe in your arms. Just quit delaying and kiss me.
I Should Have
I should have given you my love a different way Maybe then you would have stayed I should have put up a stronger fight Maybe then things would be right I keep thinking of what I should have done If things were different I might have won.
Drunk Test
My Poor Babies :(
First my boy came down with the stomach bug and that lasted for 2 days.. and now since hes ready and able to go to school my little girl wakes up with it *sighs*.. I just had 2 days off at work and I'm hopeing I really dont get it.. cuz I really cant afford to miss work.. I can handle going to work sick and what not.. but not with a stomach bug. Hate it when my babies are sick :(
Quote For April 19
America...just a nation of two hundred million used car salesmen with all the money we need to buy guns and no qualms about killing anybody else in the world who tries to make us uncomfortable. -- Hunter S. Thompson Bonus Quote: I know I'm human. And if you were all these things, then you'd just attack me right now, so some of you are still human. This thing doesn't want to show itself, it wants to hide inside an imitation. It'll fight if it has to, but it's vulnerable out in the open. If it takes us over, then it has no more enemies, nobody left to kill it. And then it's won. -- R.J. MacReady The Thing This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!
Empty Eyes
Empty eyes I now look into How to put the love back, I wish I knew Is there any way I can Make you care again Or this time will it Be the end Will I forever see you with empty eyes Sometimes I feel as if my hands are tied.
More About This Insane Loser
they say that i must of sipped from the cup of insanity shit i think i guzzled it. i left that bitch empty, i think it tasted like pussy which is why i crave it so much. female cum is the best taste in the world. (with that said i should had been born a lesbian i get told by les all over that they wont be with a guy cause only a woman knows how to please a woman. why get ate out and fuck a strap on when i can eat longer and better plus if you need the dick its there.. lmao sorry just wanted to put that out there im sure the les's will be mad at that comment but had to say it)i dont know what it is that makes me me but i do know i would be a great study subject for shrinks around the world. i'm truely a strange case of insanity. i remember most of my past lives. i see dead ppl and talk to them as well. i have a pet that can only be seen in the dark and by certain ppl. its a gremlin he follows me to keep me protected from the things i see. i was a killer for almost every past life. so i
Fuck Hurt Me.....
There is a guy that i met last september of 06. To him i say fuck you. You were an asshole to me yesterday and I hate you for it. You lead women on to belive things that are not true then you drop them in a horrible manner that is uncalled for. You dont care about anyone but yourself and for the longest time i let that get to me. You stated i was fat and overweight and i didn't know shit about the army i was just a dropped grunt that will never get to my tour of duity. You are the scum that we speak of when we say men are shitty. So this is my Fuck YOU! this is the letter where i say i hate your guts. I thought i could be ok with you and be nice to you but I cant and refuse to any longer. (sorry i had to rant. Time for class, more on this later.)
Last night I was bored right? none of my people were answering their phones so....... I decided to take shots of Jameson. Against myself. I won of course. Bad idea, I couldn't see straight after a while. But it made south park that much funnier.
Fake People
I've cleaned out my friends list.. If I've kept you on my list chances are we've spoken on shoutbox, yahoo or MSN. If we haven't then you might be Canadian. Everyone else has been removed. I can't stand fake people and if I don't remember talking to you or you haven't taken the time to try to talk to me, sorry you've been deleted and you won't be reading this post.. I will be copying this as a bulleting for all my "fans". I really don't get the point of adding yourself as a fan for some stranger. Talk to me if you haven't already and maybe you'll stay on my list, for now. Fake people - please do not apply. I also have a boyfriend - for those of you who are looking for that. He's on here too!! My Juggalo!! Peace out there to all the real people - I'm out - for today..
Why Internet Dating Sucks?
So let me get on my soap box and tell you why internet dating sucks... 1. For every attractive woman there are 200 guys, mostly ugly and all annoying, probably using some photo of a friend or out of some magazine. 2. Not only do women get annoying emails from local guys they get contacted by ever perv / dork / dweeb within a 500 mile radius. 3. Most guys won't bother looking at a profile with out a photo, but if a woman is attractive in the photo, every fanboy from under a rock comes running, with some letter they spent 6 weeks writing 4. These losers will send that letter out to every woman with an email address with the same hopes as a spammer, if I send out 10,000 copies someone is bound to reply!!! 5. I said it before and I'll say it again: If you look like Napoleon Dynamite, a woman who looks like Cindy Crawford does not want to chat with you. Not now, not ever, unless you have Bill Gates's money. And no I do not believe all women are gold diggers, just most...
In Honor of Stupid People . . . In case you needed further proof that the human race is doomed through stupidity, here are some actual label instructions on consumer goods. On a Sears hairdryer -- Do not use while sleeping. (That's the only time I have to work on my hair.) ============================== On a bag of Fritos -- You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside. (the shoplifter special?) ============================ On a bar of Dial soap -- "Directions: Use like regular soap." (and that would be???....) ============================ On some Swanson frozen dinners -- "Serving suggestion: Defrost." (but, it's just a suggestion.) ============================ On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom) -- "Do not turn upside down." (well...duh, a bit late, huh!) ============================= On Marks &Spencer Bread Pudding -- "Product will be hot after heating." (...and you
Bst Gym Commercial
Vt Rant
Ok so the right wing talking points are now that the kids are at fault for not fighting back or that if they were allow to carry concealed weapons everything would have been fine. Are they really this stupid? Have they forgot all the drunken macho assholes in high school and college. Now imagine them drunk and carrying a weapon every damn weekend! VT was a horrible thing no doubt but everyone carrying a gun is going to lead the more killing not less. As for fighting back that's typical chicken hawk speech from the right wing. They are so tough and ready for war as long as someone else's ass is getting shot up. Everyone dives for cover in those situations unless you are a trained officer RANT OVER
Excerpts From A Dog's Diary
6:00 am - At last! I Go Pee! My favorite thing! 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! 12:00 pm - Lunch! My favorite thing! 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 pm - Milk bones! My favorite thing! 6:00 pm - They're home! My favorite thing! 7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people!My favorite thing! 11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing!
Excerpts From A Cat's Diary
Day 983 of my captivity. My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength. The only thing that keeps me going is my dream of escape. In an attempt to disgust them, I once again vomit on the carpet. Today I decapitated a mouse and dropped its headless body at their feet. I had hoped this would strike fear into their hearts, since it clearly demonstrates what I am capable of. However, they merely made condescending comments about what a "good little hunter" I am. Bastards! There was some sort of assembly of their accomplices tonight. I was placed in solitary confinement for the duration of the event. However, I could hear the noises and smell the food. I overheard that my confinement was due to the power of "allergies." I must l
Birth Test
Birth Test Let me know your number. Once you have discovered your Birth Number, re-post this bulletin with your birth number in the subject line. Have fun! Our Birth Date describes who we are, what we are good at and what our inborn abilities are. It also points to what we have to learn and the challenges we are facing. To figure out your Birth Number, add all the numbers in the Birth Date together, like in the following example, until there is only one digit. A Birth Number does not prevent you from being anything you want to be; it will just color your choice differently and give you a little insight. Example: June, 9 1972 6 + 9 + 1972 = 1987 1 + 9 + 8 + 7 = 25 2 + 5 = 7 Keep going until you end up with a single digit number. 7 is the Birth Number to read for the Birth Date in the example. #1 THE ORIGINATOR #2 THE PEACEMAKER #3 THE LIFE OF THE PARTY #4 THE CONSERVATIVE #5 THE NONCONFORMIST #6 THE ROMANTIC #7 THE INTELLECTUAL
Please Let Me Wake You Up Like This....
Have you ever watched someone precious sleeping, just sat for long moments watching as their chest rises and falls, unaware that any one is even there, so oblivious, so content, so beautiful in their state of peacefulness. Have you ever just watched in wonder at the texture of their skin, the warmth and depth of its color, its contours and imperfections. Have you ever wanted to reach out and touch that someone, without them knowing, allowing you to just explore their beauty, bask in it. I sit at the base of our bed and wonder, have you ever wanted to sit and do as I am now, would it thrill you as it does me to watch you, silently losing myself in the moment,as I cast my eyes over your body. My eyes wander dreamily, its not lust I feel, not a desire to thrash about wildly with unbridled passion, right at this moment in time I just want to worship you, lose myself in the beauty I see before me. Your surrounded by silk, black, it seems to highlight the radiance of your ski
Remember This???
....Close your eyes.... And go back.... ....Before the Internet or PC or the MAC.... ....Before semi-automatics and crack.... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari.... ....Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ....way back.... ....way....way....way back.... I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover - Red Rover Even Kick the Bucket REMEMBER.... Ring around the Rosie London Bridges Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope!!! YOU'RE IT!! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home NO PAGERS OR CELL PHONES WHAT ABOUT.... Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days... ~and~ hot summer nights with the windows open The sound of crickets Running through the sprinkler Cereal boxes with that GREAT prize in the bottom.... Cracker Jacks with the same thing Ice pops with 2 sticks you could b
Happy Thursday, Everyone!
I knew things were going a little too smoothly in some areas, lol. I should learn to just enjoy the lulls without examining them too closely! The detached, disconnected feeling continues. Didn't sleep so very well, even with retiring early, lol! Part of my life lesson, it seems, is finding balance between my Light and Dark sides, my light self and my shadow self! I'm having these bits and pieces of my Shadow self pulled to the forefront by my past life companions. It's taking time, but all this Dark stuff is bubbling up - Geez, I don't like looking at this stuff! But there it is. It's a part of me as much as any other! So, I am learning to deal and to accept - but it is hard, at times. This is the beginning of the round of wedding festivities!! My brother- yeah, I have a "brother" but we are not blood related, lol - and his wife are arriving today, staying with my Mom and Dad. So my sister Carol and I have been invited to dinner this evening. You know how family functions can be!
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Butterfly Fishing
Butterfly Fishing I sat next to the pond and pondered About the life that I had made I laid back on the grass and put my hands behind my head Just relaxing, soaking up the shade The wind was rustling the leaves Just a bit every now and then A little cloud would be chased by the next one But the sun ruled the sky in its state of zen I can hear children laughing in the background And the whisper of my lover in my ear A friend of mine is telling me a story Through the hum of my wheels for many years The pictures flash so fast that I can’t touch them But they keep a steady smile on my face In the movie of my life there’s been so many people And not a single one would I replace But my revery is broken by my hunger Cause I can smell the picnic table being set Now it’s time to go and make more memories And catch them like butterflies in my net
My Turn Ons
someone who.... is confident without being cocky can make me laugh writes me love letters or poems talks dirty to me knows what they want and is not afraid to say it cheers me up when i'm down lets me vent when i'm angry has something to say other than "wow, your boobs are big" has tats and/or piercings guys... trimed mustach, goatee, and pubic hair hairy chests muscular but not muscle bound bald or shaved head girls... thick dark hair shaved drama free
Teenage Dirtbag
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Vt Shooting Rampage
I would personally like to extend my heartfelt condolences to the families of the victims in the Vermont massacre. Indeed a National Tragedy, one that could have and should have been avoided. God Bless you all in your time of grief! Unfortunately nothing will change! WASHINGTON Harlem Congressman Charles Rangel, a top House Democrat, today predicted that the massacre at Virginia Tech won't change the nation's gun control laws. Rangel told an audience at the National Press Club that fellow Democrats told him the fatal shootings of 33 people yesterday won't change votes in Congress on gun issues. Rangel also took a jab at a longtime political foe, Vice President Dick Cheney, who accidentally shot a hunting companion last year. He said -- quote -- "If you're hunting and accurate enough not to shoot people in the face, your gun shouldn't be taken away from you." He says gun rights advocates are simply too influential to allow a tightening of gun control law
21 Years Ago Today....
On April 19, 1986 my husband and I were married in Redlands, CA at the Astencia Mission. A beautiful outdoor wedding in the mission courtyard. Back then so many of our co-workers told us that it would not last because of our age differences. He is 12 years older than I. Today all those people are divorced and we are still going very strong with our marriage. I guess we surely beat the odds. There is a wedding picture of me posted in my gallery if you have not seen it yet.
Vt Shooting
I was just reading more on the VT shootings, and why on eart didnt they siuspend this lil fukking asshole for all the rule violations he made?..the police n thier wondeful wisdom thought it was a domestic dispute, and then looked for s tudent who was out on a firing range with one of the how about campus security not wanting to secure campus when it started? and he was a poor lil bastered who got picked on....he was committed and in the great system they had him out to go to out patient counseling...he was considered a threat to him self not others......damn what the fuck!!!!!!! so many innocent lives were lost because of beauracraticle bullshit...when the fuck is people ganna wake up and start dealing with shit? i am not racest by no means...but i can tell you why he was kicked out of the collage...cause they was scared he would sue for discrimination.......this is so fucked up..i am pagan and some are wiccian...i dont follow the harm ye none path...if i or friends or lov
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Guys Don't Ya Know?
I am a woman who is online to laugh. My life isnt all its cracked up to be, and I am working on it. So truly...lets be realistic. I can't possibly entertain hooking up with someone hundreds or thousands of miles away. I have a life I am building right here in Connecticut, though I may not choose to stay here permanently I am here for the forseeable future. I do have genuine feelings for someone I can not have, and that is a bitter pill I swallow each day. while i am so afflicted I am also just living my life one day at a time. there are so many things I can type here to dissuade any of you from trying to hit on me or find a way into my heart. thing is its all personal and i don't care to share it all. I am just one woman in this vast sea of online souls. I am very real and i am trying to be very realistic in this land of fantasy. So please just be a friend...or bail...I am tired of being polite. I don't come here to talk dirty and I never click on someone in the user bar or blasts unle
Love Is ...
Love Is ... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.
Thursday Rant
Good Morning. K this morning has been soooooooooo fun. First yesterday and today I uploaded pics. My family is about all that rated em. PLENTY OF YOU VIEWED THEM. Why not rate em. Rate em a 1 ..I don't care whatever. JUST dont hit and run. Just like my blog. You read the damn thing comment it!. My other bitch is these damn pervs askin me if I wanna watch them wank on cam. I am not that kind of girl. I don't care, I will never ever look at ur penis boyz. And quit asking me to rate ur nsfw pics. You dont get points for it and I don't need subjected to that horror. TYVM And a song cuz I am fookin Pissed
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You Know You Have Been In Iraq Too Long When....
You know you've been in Iraq too long when... When mortars land near your compound and you roll over in bed and think "still way off, I got another 5 minutes" When you start humming with the Arabic song playing on the radio on the shuttle bus Every woman that reports to your unit starts looking attractive Every guy that reports to your unit starts looking attractive You walk an extra 6 blocks to eat at the KBR (contractor run) dining facility to have the exact same food they are serving in your dining facility because you think it tastes better You actually volunteer for convoy security duty because you still haven't seen the country yet You start picturing your wife in traditional Arab dress The contractors have more fire power than the military combat units. (This is true) You take the time to add your lines to this list You've spent $200 dollars at Haji mart on DVDs buying Basic Instinct, 9 and ½ weeks, and Body of Evidence just for the sex scenes You drink the
It Is Finally Over
After 3 long years it is finally over... The man that killed my husband was sentenced yesterday, he got 10 years in prison and five years probation when he does get out. Finally justice has prevaled. May my beloved husband Kevin Hall rest in peace, I love you baby, and we all miss you so much
Lola Went To Bunny Heaven
The baby rabbit I found died. It sucks, since I tried so hard to keep her alive. I felt pathetic for crying over a baby rabbit I'd only had for a couple of days but hey, I'm a girl.
I Will Always Love Her (judging A Book By Its Cover)
You haven’t got a clue What she does endure Tragic life, not knowing If they’ll ever find a cure You sit and stare And judge her ways Avoiding her Assume she’s crazed But she is just trying To deal with what she’s dealt Constant voices haunting her She’s hiding what she’s felt They’re telling her she’s useless In everything she does You tell her to snap out of it And not to make a fuss And this pushes her over the edge She is close to snapping You blame her, call her mad But this sickness is so trapping And so you fail to see Her side that loves and cares You miss out on all that’s good Given the chance she would be there Pushing aside her illness And all the fear she feels To help you through the tough times Understanding what is real You just write her off Because that’s easier Your ignorance is bliss Life’s simpler without her She isolates herself now She’s crumbling inside Teetering upon the edge With no-one to confide She hone
Tough Night....
Tough Night....Java's friends:Please read.... Hey guys and chickies...I am at work right now...I am so upset. Something terrible happened tonight and I just feel empty inside. This world is a pathetic place sometimes but why? Because its the people that make it that way...people (dickheads) who have no respect for anyone else and think they can throw their weight around, be bullies to whomever they fucken please without thinking of the consequences. Just look at what happened in Virginia for God's sakes! That fucken guy supposedly was bullied, we hear it all the time...does that excuse that he committed such a hainous crime, of course not, he oughtta burn in hell for what he did...but, at the same time, there is alot to be said about what the hell happens to these people to make them snap. I know, who gives a shit right? Well, I fucken do. I don't feel sorry for this murderer, dont get me wrong....Okay, let me tell you why I am so upset....We have two bars in the hotel that I work in
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The Dread Of Being
I feel this dread of life, I wonder why it hurts me so. The pain is deep, but at time refreshing. My mind is always on fast forward. I know that i need to settle down, i am wanting to find the one. The way my life has gone, just might not be in the cards of life. Friends thanks for the comments, but this is just words, not how i feel. things just pop into my head sometimes, so i just have to write..Dean
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Need A New Fan Belt Or What?
A guy in St. Louis was driving to work on Hwy 144 when he heard a 'pop'! . He thought it sounded like a flat tire, Though his ride wasn't affected. After pulling over, checking the tires and Finding them intact , he opened the hood To look at the motor. Before the hood was Even all the way open he jumped back In shock and knocked his head on the Partially opened hood, unable to believe What his eyes were seeing! Nobody was going to believe this! You sure wouldn't have either! Fortunately, a coworker with a camera recognized him along side the road and Stopped to see if he could help. Scroll down and check out the attachment photo s to witness For yourself the source of his amazement. Now, this has to be right up there at the Top of the list of unusual but verified 'Reasons I was late for work' !
Virginia Tech
The shootings hit close to home. One of my co-workers niece was shot in the face. She did not die but had her jaw blown off. Why do people do such horrible things?
Am I A Real Fireman Yet?
n Queensland, Australia, a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukaemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfil all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukaemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, "Ben, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" "Mummy, I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mum smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire Station in Brisbane, where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Queensland. She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her 6 year old son a ride around the block on a fire engine. Fireman Bob said,
i remember as a little kid my foster dad and i sitting behind an old junk car and smoking a corn cob pipe,i was 8 years old.thisfosterdad and i became very close though his whisky bottle was closer.i lived in an old burnt out delivery van that we had made into my room.when dad would let out smokey,the huskey,he would come and jump on my bed and wake me up.that ment time for my choirs. id get up,go to the shed and take a quick bath in the tub of water we kept there .afterwords id go get the list hed put on the wrecker and begin my choirs.i guess thats where i got my love for pull what ever needed pulled and run into the kitchen and eat what ever he had put out the night before,then clean up ,change into my school clothes and catch the bus by 800. after school id go home,finish up my choirs and wake him up.after supper wed go back to the yard and he d help me with what ever i hadnt gotten done.that man was a geniouse when it came to cars. after words hed make me study for scho
Habitat For Humanity
Habitat for Humanity is a christian based ministry founded by M Fuller from Americus, GA. He has the vision that all people in the world should be able to live in decent housing, and want to eliminate substandard housing. Thus Habitat was born. The affiliate I belong to has been in business for 11 years now and we have built or renovated 17 houses and put 17 families into decent homes. It changes the live of the families and gives the homeowners an opportunity to be proud of their home. We recieve no funding from government or the United Way. All our money comes from fund raising events, Like bowl-a-thons, golf outings, selling bird houses, anything we can do to raise funds to build homes, donations and the mortgages of the house we sell. We then sell these homes to quilified families at cost. What we pay for the house is what they pay. Much of the material is donated and almost all of the labor is donated by volunteers. Plus they get a interest free mortgage. So if the house costs
The Most Important Things In Life
not necessarily in this order.. just as i thought of them 1) blow jobs 2) music 3) freedom 4) money (see #3 = freedom) 5) a high speed internet connection 6) silence -- i enjoy vast amounts of time by myself 7) coffee 8) did i mention blow jobs? 9) friends? 10) love and cuddlin (odd how that one comes last) hey im drunk.. thats the only time i update this blog.. and if you asked me right now if i want love.. or head.. the answer is simple =) im thinking pretty surface level tonight - nothin deep - this was thinkin outload with lux
Dbz - Meet Vegito
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Gift Giveaway...
Hey Friends, FansI have entered a contest and need 20,000 comments (total) in order to get a Corvette, its a gift giveaway so please go comment as much as you can and please repost so i can get my gift as soon as possible!...i am leaving the link to my profile at the bottom of this bulletin...anyone who is to leaves comments can hit me up and will return the favor in anyway needed...if you leave 100+ comments i will buy you a big pimpin gift!!! THANKS TO ALL THOSEWHO HELP ME OUT here's the link toall those who help me!!! ~*JADE*~First Lady of nWo~*@ CherryTAP
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You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof).
Cherry Tap Too Much?
this site has me ultra confused so i say FUCK IT! i dont know how to communicate with anyone, so im apologizing in advance if youve sent me shouts/messages/comments thanks! you'll have to come chat with me elsewhere if you really wanna talk! this site makes my head spin, sorry!

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