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Ok Last 1 For 2night B4 U All Get Sick O Em Lol
There once was a young man from Brighton, Who said to a young lass, "You're a tight'un!" She said, "Listen, Hon, You're in the wrong one. There's plenty of room in the right one."

Come Visit
anyway my friend mikey started this new site tht has lots of cool pics, vids, and lots of cool shit...so if yur interested go check it out ..im there a few times a day checkin for new stuff...later Linkmynuts.com

Im Rich
well im having a good week found out my mother left me loads of cash. and im taking over the family business. so in 2 weeks im going to have some really good fun. anyone want to join me. or should i say CANCUN. LMFAO

And Then It Happens
I wrote this about 10 years ago. I wanted to do something in second person present. And Then It Happens Now follow me on this. You receive a major promotion in a job you can honestly say you live for. Then, you meet the man/woman/barnyard animal/inanimate object of your dreams and not only is the feeling/biological reaction mutual, but he/she/it is available and completely and utterly devoid of any and all psychological baggage. Next, a distant relative whom you\'ve only met once for a few hours, but actually grew to righteously hate in that short period of time, dies and for some inexplicable reason leaves you their fully stocked and staffed two-hundred room mansion in the mountains, or on the beach, or in the woods, wherever you would most prefer, the car of your dreams (fill in make, model, model, year, and options of your choice), and has prepaid all utilities, insurance and repair costs on both for the next century. In addition to all of this, your dog/cat/pig/reptile/arachnid

If You Don't Support Our Troops ...you're Welcome To Stand In Front Of Them.
I am sick and tired of people back home safe and sound being ignorant as to what is happening outside of "their backyard". Loss of any life in the cause of aiding others is a necessity in making sure that history doesn't repeat itself. Take a stand and quit bitching about those who are taking the losses so that we can enjoy the life styles we have.

Heart Broken
I am really heart broken today. My daughter came home and said some girl at school hit her and she couldnt tell the teacher because kids had her surrounded. she came home crying and her dress was ripped and said i never want to go back to that school. Wanted me to call the school and tell them she died.I about to findout who the parebnts to theese kids r and knock them around if u have any kind of advice plz help me. Lacy

Misael L Santiago
Santiago, Misael L. Suddenly April 14, 2007. He leaves cherished memories to his parents, Marcial (Awilda) Santiago-Borgos; 4 brothers; 2 sisters; a host of other relatives and friends. Calling Hours Saturday 2-4 & 7-9 PM atMetropolitan Funeral Chapels, Inc., 109 West Ave. Funeral Service Sunday 10AM in the Chapel. Interment: Riverside. First ran on: 04/20/2007

My Life
I am broken on the inside With no desire to be fixed I am haunted by my past and Chased by a future I can’t outrun I hide from the sun, and I'm scared of the dark I live in a world that doesn’t fit The voices in my head scream to be heard Yet I suppress the desire to be loved Or seen, I want to disappear Yet I’m bigger then my jaded thoughts And I'm smaller then this life I’m a puzzle peice, in a world that doesn’t fit I am empty, yet I'm full of questions And I have no desire for answers I am lonely all the time, but only for myself With another’s arms around me I am safely wrapped in lies I wear this mask for the benefit Of a world that doesn’t fit Lex Landry-2007

Today Is The Day Of The Wake
Last night we went shopping because I needed clothes to wear to the wake & funeral & my daughter needed clothes to wear to the wake (she's not going to the funeral). We were supposed to go the day before, but I was in too much pain; my back, leg, head, hips, rib(s),ect., all hurt too bad to move. My husband was pissed off that we couldn't go then. Then last night, he was pissed that I couldn't get moving until 7pm;Fuck him!...the stores are open until 9pm or later! I went to one store for me & he took our daughter to a different store. The store I went to didn't have some of the stuff I needed, so he & I went to Wal-Mart this morning....we JUST got back. I got screamed at the whole way there, while we were in the store (how fucking humiliating!), the whole ride home, & then the entire 45 seconds he was home before he left. He was pissed that I made him late for the FAMILY portion of the wake. I am so fucking hurt that he has pushed me out of EVERYTHING that has to do with family. He w

No School
Past three days I havent gone to school, because I screwed up my foot AGAIN. What fun! So I'm a senior and what's weird is it don't feel like I am a senior. It feels like well I don't know. LOL! All I know is that I can't wait to get out of school. Then start this modeling career up. I was suppost to go to an Modeling Audition tonight, but my doctor said stay off the foot. Screw my foot they make fake ones. I want to model and represent the BBW's! Mom says no, so mom over rules the doctor. Grrr! I was going to audition for Barbizon even with my boot I would have not cared. I would have worn one nice shoe and my boot. This is so wrong!

Ode To Cherry Tap
One day I decided to get on aol, I thought cherry tap would be my best bet. I saw names and words come up from where I knew not. I soon took a chance and had a nice thought, Could I do this, it looked really neat. I saw names on the screen that started with sweet, sweet smiles, and hugs were there too, And then I saw it, "Oh, yes, we're talking to you, come online and comment for awhile. " And when I did I started to smile. I saw a friend i reconized and many more soon I was friends with quite a few people by the days end. And after awhile they called me their friend. Sometimes I come on and my friends are not there, But I'll go back again because I know that they care. Some live in the states and some do not, But they always know when I need to talk. I am so glad I took the leap and went into the world of cherry tap where friends are so neat

The Ability To Change
me and my ex just came off of a 2 month relationship and over a years friendship. the relationship I'll miss simply because I hate being single but breaking up is easier these days. the friendship part however is a different story. I absolutely hate losing friends. Now through her eyes, the reason we aren't friends is solely my fault. after all, I'm always jealous of everyone she talks to, when we were together and when we weren't. (her words, not mine) in my opinion, if you are going to text the another guy from my phone, don't I have the right to be a little upset??? but that's not the point right now, let's move on. While me and her were in the midst of an arguement, a very depressing time period came up. in one of my photos I have a pic of my tattoo. 2 of those 3 people were dead and burried in that week. it was during that week that my ex decided to intentionally piss me off. (my opinion, not hers) now, before we go any further, let me just state that I'm diagnosed with sev

True To My Experiance
Ignoring the signs that are there Pretending that I was unaware Watching it happen ever so slow Acting as if I did not know Letting the liar tell me untrue Yet in my heart I always knew Set my self aside for the sake Of one who’s words of love were fake Reaping the harvest of a fools bounty Learning the lesson came hardest to me Remember to thyne own self be true Never accept lies it cheapens the value Of we who are in the eyes of those seen As less when we do life becomes cruel and obscene By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Prayer For Troubled Times
I pray you'll be alright. And watchs when we fall. To help us to be wise, in times when we don't know. Let this our prayer, as we go away. Lead us to a place, guild us with your grace. TO a place where we'll be safe. I pray we'll find you light. And hold it in out hearts. And stars go out each not. Let this out prayer, when shadows fade the day, lead up to a place, guild us with your grace. to a space where we'll be safe. Free us from lifes burdans and watch us from above. And help us all to love. Let this be our prayer, just like every child. Lead to find a place, guild us with your grace. To a space where we'll be safe.

Heartbreak And Glass
Many times it seems That my soul has been shattered, Like a mirror that has been broken. But I know that as long as I dwell on that, My heart and soul will never be repaired. I accept that heartbreak and broken glass Have been strewn about my landscape And my soul has bled out in grief But yet, why am I here, if not to learn? Life happens, and so does heartbreak And the cruel lessons that test our spirit. For too long, I have neglected my outer self Because my inner self was shattered. What use to have a soul, If I am not willing to rise above Lifes whims, storms, and casual cruelties? What good am I to myself and others, If I give upwhere then, is my faith? Are there not others that are suffering In much worse circumstance? I will meditate, and ask how I may help Some person that is perhaps going through The feelings or events that have lately Been a part of my experience. I have been

Poetry
In her eyes i seen which thatmade her cry. Through a simple touch i felt the pain that drove her insane. By the sound of her voice i heard the struggle of her soul. From the way she dress and the kolor of her hair you can tell her life is unfair

Rehab
For those of you who dont know I have battled with alcholism for many years and it has taken its toll on me it has drove the people I care the most for out of my life caused me to lose my liscence and i have decided to take my life back if im not on for awhile its because Im going to get myself straightened out please pray for me this is the hardest thing ive ever said or done

Humanity Versus Animal Instinct
Is one animal or human based on the decisions we make? My past psychology class has taught me a lot about the human brain. It is the driving force of hunger, pain, sexual desire, emotions, and logic. Animals rely on instinct to survive. Humans can choose to ignore instinct in order to survive. If anyone has read the book "Dune" by Frank Herbert, you know that Paul Atredies was tested to see if he was human or animal. The Reverend mother placed his hand in a box and induced extreme pain. The animal instinct was to remove his hand from the box. He knew if he removed his hand, he would die and therefore be called an animal. Humans have the power to control instincts if they wish. The most difficult instinct to overcome is sexual desire. We all know sex makes us feel good, but why do we have these feelings? It's to breed. We don't breed with every person that walks down the street that we know is in heat. We choose who we want to share sex. Of course I'm not talking a

Nugent: Gun-free Zones Are Recipe For Disaster
By Ted Nugent Special to CNN Adjust font size: Decrease fontDecrease font Enlarge fontEnlarge font Editor's note: Rock guitarist Ted Nugent has sold more than 30 million albums. He's also a gun rights activist and serves on the board of directors of the National Rifle Association. His program, "Ted Nugent Spirit of the Wild," can be seen on the Outdoor Channel. Read an opposing take on gun control from journalist Tom Plate: Let's lay down our right to bear arms WACO, Texas (CNN) -- Zero tolerance, huh? Gun-free zones, huh? Try this on for size: Columbine gun-free zone, New York City pizza shop gun-free zone, Luby's Cafeteria gun-free zone, Amish school in Pennsylvania gun-free zone and now Virginia Tech gun-free zone. Anybody see what the evil Brady Campaign and other anti-gun cults have created? I personally have zero tolerance for evil and denial. And America had best wake up real fast that the brain-dead celebration of unarmed helplessness will get you killed every t

Emotions
I saw these quotes on someone's page and found that they express everything I feel right now. Life and Love is what we live for. It's crazy the amount of emotions a person can have. "Winning your heart is like winning the lottery; I never know when I'm going to win it, but I know I've got to keep on trying." "I wish I could see through your eyes so I would know what you like to see. I wish I knew your wishes, so I could give you everything you want. I wish I dreamed the same dreams you do, and together we could make them come true. I wish I knew what makes you happy, so I could make you the happiest person in the whole world. And lastly, I wish I were a cell in your blood, so I would be sure I was somewhere in your heart." "Everynight I pray, I'll have you here someday. I'll count the stars tonight, and hope with all my might; That when I close my eyes, you'll be right by my side." "Maybe the reason why I haven't found who I've been searching for is because

Really? Well.... Okay
You scored as Boston Strangler. how emabarrassing. i'm not sure if its more embarassing to you, or the old people you killed and left in obscene poses. come on...they're old!Boston Strangler72%Lizzie Borden61%Elizabeth Bathory61%Ted Bundy56%Ed Gein50%Jack the Ripper50%Jeffery Dahmer33%John Wayne Gacy17%What Famous Serial Killer are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Riddle.....
You come across a body in the desert. Upon inspecting the body, you notice there are no footprints or tire tracks leading to or from the body but yours. There's a pack on the man's back that's unopened and he's carrying plenty of water. How did he get there and how did he die.

What Is Wrong With People!!!!
This world is really sick and makes me afraid for my kids and possibly grandchildren. With the shooting at Virginia Tech. And today alot of the schools around here were evacuated because of bomb threats. As a parent of a child in one of those schools, the feelings between being scared for my child and pist off that someone would even joke about something this serious. My heart has been in my throat all damn day. Couldn't wait to get home to both my kids and know that they were ok. I feel for all the parents at Virginia tech. The ones not knowin if there kids were ok and for the ones that lost their children for now good reason!!! My heart is with all of them. We need to take control of these mental cases now!!!

Just Married! Ct Husband Award
Congradulations to "Fire" for winning my CT Husband Award! This entiles you to 30 days of marriage without the fear of paying alimony after the divorce. This award entiles you to all the rights of a husband encluding but not limited to bitching, moaning, groaning, and the occational "Shut the F*** up woman!". Please enjoy your marriage as your contract ends in 30 days!

Guy's Rules... Finally
Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally, the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us wit

Tomb Of Unknown Soldier
This is really an awesome sight to watch if you've never had the chance Very fascinating. > > > > Tomb of the Unknown Soldier > > > 1. How many steps does the guard take during his walk across the > > tomb of the Unknowns and why? > > 21 steps. It alludes to the twenty-one gun salute, which is the > > highest honor given any military or foreign dignitary. > > > > > 2. How long does he hesitate after his about face to begin his > > return walk and why? > > 21 seconds for the same reason as answer number 1 > > > > 3. Why are his gloves wet? > > His gloves are moistened to prevent his losing his grip on the > rifle. > > > > 4. Does he carry his rifle on the same shoulder all the time and if not, why not? > > He carries the rifle on the shoulder away from the tomb. After his march across the path, he executes an about face and moves the rifle to the outside shoulder. > > > > 5. How often are the guards changed?

Oh No Not Again!!!!
Yes my dear sweet friends, I've gone & joined another contest. And this time I think I kinda wanna win. It's for Best Memorial Tattoo & as you know I recently got inked in memory of my Mom. You guys know I try not to ask for anything. I help those that ask & sometimes those that don't. Please if you could possible drop a few comments & help me in the Best Memorial Tattoo Contest I'd be every so grateful! I'm not above begging & offering to stop & rate all your pics & stash in return, if I haven't done so already. Thanks, Lizzy

Hands
A basketball in my hands is worth about $19. A basketball in Michael Jordan's hands is worth about $33 million. It depends whose hands it's in. A baseball in my hands is worth about $6. A baseball in Roger Clemens' hands is worth $4.75 million. It depends on whose hands it's in. A tennis racket is useless in my hands. A tennis racket in Andre Agassi's hands is worth millions. It depends whose hands it's in. A rod in my hands will keep away an angry dog. A rod in Moses' hands will part the mighty sea. It depends whose hands it's in. A slingshot in my hands is a kid's toy. A slingshot in David's hand is a mighty weapon. It depends whose hands it's in. Two fish and 5 loaves of bread in my hands is a couple of fish sandwiches. Two fish and 5 loaves of bread in Jesus' hands will feed thousands. It depends whose hands it's in. Nails in my hands might produce a birdhouse. Nails in Jesus C

Getting Started
OK YOU'VE DECIDED TO BUY A NEW SYSTEM. HERE'S HOW TO START: ASK YOURSELF WHAT YOU WANT THE SYSTEM TO DO. IS IT FOR MUSIC ONLY? DO YOU WANT IT TO DO VIDEO AS WELL? WHERE AM I GOING TO PUT IT? AND THE LAST QUESTION IS DO I WANT TO BUY IT ALL AT ONCE OR START WITH WHAT I CAN AFFORD NOW AND ADD TO IT LATER? AM I UPGRADING OR STARTING FRESH? DO I WANT SEPARATE COMPONENTS OR IS A RECEIVER THE BEST WAY TO GO? ONCE YOU KNOW THE ANSWERS TO THESE QUESTIONS ITS MUCH EASIER TO GO SHOPPING! FOR MUSIC SYSTEMS UNDER $2000 AN INTEGRATED AMPLIFER SHOULD BE THE HEART OF A SYSTEM. FOR AN AUDIO/VIDEO SYSTEM UNDER $2000 A RECEIVER IS BEST TO HANDLE AMPLIFICATION AND SWITCHING NEEDS. TODAY'S PRODUCTS OFFER MUCH MORE THAN EVEN JUST 5 YEARS AGO. MANY "EXPERTS" WILL TELL YOU THAT SPEAKERS ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT PART OF THE SYSTEM. THEY ARE WRONG. EVERY PART OF THE SYSTEM, INCLUDING THE CABLES, ARE EQUALLY IMPORTANT. HOW DO YOU RATE THE IMPORTANCE OF PRODUCTS TO GET THE BEST SOUND FOR THE MONEY? SIMPLE..STAR

12 Signs U Love Someone
TWELVE: When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago. ELEVEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. SIX: They're all you think about. FIVE: You relize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself. NOW MAKE A WISH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO...... ******* ****** ***** **** ***

Just Rambling
Well, life takes so many twists and turns that you never know what is going to happen from one day to the next. Just when I think things are going good the ball drops on me again with something new. I know that is how life is, but damn I just want to have a peaceful life. I have found me someone to be with and am very thankful for that. I am his PRINCESS, and that makes me feel good to know that someone thinks that highly of me. I really am a good person and am very loving & caring. I am looking forward to living my life and starting over with a fresh start. I LOVE YOU, HONEY!!!

~love Is A Language~
~LOVE IS A LANGUAGE~ *Helen Keller had her sight and hearing destroyed by an illness, before she was even two years of age. She was thus unable to learn to speak as other children. However, she did not let the handicap overcome her, but overcame being blind and deaf by learning to read and write in Braille, and thus learned to communicate. The story is told that after Helen Keller's teacher, Anne Sullivan, had given her the names of physical objects in sign language, Miss Sullivan attempted to explain God and tapped out the symbols for the name "God." Much to Miss Sullivan's surprise, Helen spelled back, "Thank you for telling me God's name, Teacher, for he has touched me many times before." Helen Keller knew something of God's signature from nature, but it was wordless. One night, she was asked, "If you could have one wish granted, what would it be?" Hearing? Sign? Eloquence? Here answer was, "World Peace." We need more peacemakers in the world

Ct Marriage
!!!This is called CHERRYTAP MARRIAGE! The first person to message you saying "I do." will be your Cherrytap Husband/Wife. Now, this is just for fun so you can have a boyfriend or girlfriend in real life. You'd be surprised who wants to be yours.=) But for those of you that are not the first youll will be added to my future husband album Lets see who loves me!!!

My Dating Scan Appointment Letter.
Well i guess this is it then hehe, im so happy, yet nervous, i want everything to be ok, and fine and im nervous theres nothing there lol, well pictures will be out up regardless. Fingers Crossed we have a healthy developing baby. (P.S i did the copy of the Scan Letter on paint lol so if its not really all that clear im sorry hehe)

Todays Horoscope Is Awesome
Decision, decisions. Chocolate or vanilla? Duh -- passion fruit-mango. Left or right? Straight ahead! These are just a couple of examples of what you already know -- there's always another option or a different path.

Part Two
I arrived in Mayport Florida in June 1987. My ship was at sea on that day but would be coming in the next day. They put me in a work detail to get the shore power cables ready then we had to get in our dress uniforms to be crowd control. About an hour before the ship came in, I could see it on the horizon, just a blip. Wives and girlfriends started showing up. Back then there was no such thing as terrorism, so we had no pier access issues, but there were hundreds of them and only a dozen of us. Later that summer, we deployed for a 6 week north atlantic exercise with Navies of other countries. We went across the arctic circle and were off the coast of Norway in the Fjords. When sailors cross the arctic circle, they obtain the designation of "Blue Nose". Even the ship gets the designation. The Bull Ensign painted the ships Bullnose blue and it stays painted blue. Quite a sight, I'll never forget. On our way back, we stopped at Portsmouth England, and I went with a friend o

Seven Kinds Of Sex
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. OOPS. Don't forget the 7

What Does Your Eyecolor Say About You?
You scored as |B|L|U|E| |E|Y|E|S|. People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. |B|L|U|E| |E|Y|E|S|83%|G|R|E|E|N| |E|Y|E|S|67%|H|A|Z|E|L| E|Y|E|S|58%|B|R|O|W|N| |E|Y|E|S|17%What does your eye color show?created with QuizFarm.com

Video Games Cause Of Vt Shootings?
By Winda Benedetti MSNBC contributor Updated: 9:37 a.m. CT April 20, 2007 The shooting on the Virginia Tech campus was only hours old, police hadn't even identified the gunman, and yet already the perpetrator had been fingered and was in the midst of being skewered in the media. Video games. They were to blame for the dozens dead and wounded. They were behind the bloodiest massacre in U.S. history. Or so Jack Thompson told Fox News and, in the days that followed, would continue to tell anyone who'd listen. "These are real lives. These are real people that are in the ground now because of this game. I have no doubt about it," said Thompson, a Florida attorney and fervent critic the of video game industry. The game he's talking about is "Counter-Strike," a massively popular team-based tactical shooting game that puts players in the heavily-armed boots of either a counter-terrorist or terrorist. But whether Cho Seung-Hui, the student who opened fire Monday, was an avi

The Day That I Died
people have asked me if i have ever experienced death and they are shock when i tell them i have 3 times. the first time when i was 4,104 temp,double pheunomina,my heart stopped docs,brought me back the second time was in 87,got stung by something on the bottom of my foot,was taken to the hospital and i died,left my body and was heading up to light that was so bright it did not hurt your eyes and it was a warm feeling,as i got closer ready to step over i heard a voice that it wasn't my time,i so much wanted to cross over but i was pushed back,when i came back into my body,i told the nurse who informed the doc.he thought i was trying to commit sucide. the third time was when i over turned a company truck into a 6 ft drainage ditch.i left my body and was heading up to the bright light,but once again i heard that it wasn't my time and when i was pushed back, somebody had soent 10 minuted trying to get me to move. there was almost a 4th and 5th time on the same day,i had major

Option Just Left This Morning
A friend was going to give me a ride but unfortunately she left this morning because she did not want get there late in the evening. i now have almost no options (beside catching a bus completely out of the way...hours from my destination so i can go half way) this really sucks :( I really need to get my drivers license.

Tesse Smiled She Knew ...
A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! "And what do you want?" the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. "I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages," he said without waiting for a reply to his que

Jumping Jesus On A Pogo Stick!!!
1. What is a question that people ask you that always gets on your nerves? DO YOU WANT ANOTHER ONE?? 2. Name something you have in common with all your siblings: WE BREATH AIR... 3. What is the greatest amount of physical pain you have ever endured? SPINAL TAP, OR CATHEDAR REMOVABLE, REALLY A TOSS UP ON PAIN THERE. 4. What number of drinks constitutes your limit? I BLACK OUT, I'VE HAD ENOUGH... 5. Do you fold your underwear? YEAH, I'M OCD LIKE THAT. 6. Who is the last person you wrote a letter to on paper? ME SO I COULD COPY RIGHT SOMETHING. 7. Have you fired a gun before? YUP YUP. 8. Name someone you consider a genius: SMACK MADAME.....HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!!!!!! 9. what was your favorite childhood toy? GI JOES!!!!! 10. Name a sound that disturbs you: SILENCE. 11. Name something random that you would never do: TAKE IT UP THE ASS. 12. Name a person who's diary you would love to read: CHRISTOPHER WALKENS... 13. Have you ever had

Ode To Drama
I’m getting tired Of closed-minded idiots So angry for no apparent reason Poor souls, Misguided by their own ignorance Believing that they’re all knowing. Seeing only one side of reality Unable to give a chance To common sense, Struggling with their own emotions Suffocating in their own stupidity. They could’ve been so different…

Mask Of Misery
Deadly silence screaming out among a beating heart. A constant reminder of how I must forever play a part. Never myself, always rainbows and sunshine. Unable to heal from the lonliness concealed inside. Forced to put on an act, to live a lie day to day. No escape from the misery that locks my soul away. To let the true me show would cause too much pain. For who would love me then, what good could it gain. So I cower behind a mask of what others think I am. While the real me burns in agony amidst the living damned.

Strong Women
I’m a flower child With conservative views I enjoy big parties And listening to news I’m so honest It appears fake I’m afraid of flying And of sleeping late. I’m afraid of dying And of wasting time I’m my own woman Not afraid to cry I am tough as nails Yet sometimes I’m weak Certain days I’m gorgeous, Other times I’m bleak. I can change my mind Twenty times a day I can be obnoxious I can be OKAY. But what’s most important Is that I’ll be true To my real nature And, of course, to you.

Desperations Call
A smile to hide The emptiness inside A laugh to conceal A misery unreal A mask to disguise Agony and lies A breath to say I'm going away A razor to bleed An aching need A heart to beat In desperate retreat A coffin to bury An unwanted me A rose to believe Now I'm free

Addicting Game
So, I found a game on someones page that is incredibly addicting to me. Especially if you are bored and just aimlessly staring at your pc. Thought I'd share with everyone else that may be bored. Trust me,once you start you have to play more than once...lol...

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 138 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

For All Can’t Understand Life
For All Can’t Understand Life Am writing this cause it has come to my heart and soul, but more to my ears of pain of falling love ones. For the haters that seem to always need and strive to inflict pain that they know nothing about, so these are my words and reality to all. I have know Firestar~Queen of Darkness, since she was 13 years old, she has never have a silver spoon her mouth, her family is scum… But she is has always been there for them no matter what they inflicted upon her. For molesting and being toss the side like trash, and only need when they wanted her to care for their children. Her own mother was ran out of town of being a whore with a married man. Her own father walked out of her life when she was just a baby. She has never had love or a true friendship, until I met her. I joke and kid about her and Hiroshi, but she nor Hiroshi have ever met. Nor am I married to him. It our reality upon the internet cause we want our private life….to stay private, but some wa

I Cant Write Anything Here...
Not sure how i feel today? I feel like everyday is a good news bad news day.. Emotions run high! Not sure I will survive... I wonder how the days will be... Will I be free... How will I feel tomorrow .... Your emotions.. can I borrow?

Ha! Who Didn't See This Coming?
You scored as Ted Bundy. Seriously man, you are terrifying. Intelligent, confident, but also very bitter. just get over your ex, and stop killing every one just because they bear a resemblance to him/her. there are plenty of fish in the sea my friend, move on.Lizzie Borden67%Ted Bundy67%Jack the Ripper67%Jeffery Dahmer56%Boston Strangler50%Elizabeth Bathory44%John Wayne Gacy33%Ed Gein28%What Famous Serial Killer are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Old School By Tupac
Here we go we gonna send this one out to da ol school All these motherfukas in the Bronx and Brooklyn, Staten Island, Queens and all the motherfukas that laid it down the foundation. Ya know what I'm sayin, Nothin' but love for da old school. Dats who we gonna do this one for ya feel me. what mo' can I say, I wouldn't be here today If da old school didn't pave the way I remember Mr. Magic Flash, Grand Master Cash, L.L raisin' hell but it didn't last Eric B. and Rakim was da shit ta me I'd flip to see a Dougie Fresh Show with Rickie G and Red Alert was puttin' in work, and Chuck Chill had my homies on the hill gettin' ill,when shit was real. Well I can still remember Raw with Daddy Cain, when De La Soul was puttin' potholes in the game. I can't explain how it was, Whodini had me puffin' on dat buddha gettin' buzzed, cuz there I was Them block parties in da projects and on my block and tic ya don't stop ya sippin' on dat private stock. And through my speakers Queen Lat

All Eyes On Me
All Eyez On Me Muthafucka, Legit Roll up in the club and shit All Eyez On Me All Eyez On Me But you know what (Tupac) I bet you got it twisted you don't know who to trust So many playa hating niggas trying to sound like us Say they ready for the funk, but I don't think they know it Straight to the depths of hell is were those cowards goin' Well are you still down nigga, Holla when you see me And let these devils be sorry, but they finally freed me I got a cariban of niggas, every time we ride (every time we ride) Hitting mutha-fuckas up when we pass by (when we pass by) Until I die Live the life of a Boss playa, cuz even when I'm high Fuck with me and get crossed later, the futures in my eyez Cuz all I want is cash and thangs, a five double 0 Benz and flaunting flashy rings Uhh Bitches pursue me like a dream, been know to disappear before your eyez, just like a dope fiend, it seems My main thang was to be major paid The game sharper than a mutha-fuckin

Getting Through Customs
A distinguished young woman on a flight from Switzerland asked the Priest beside her, "Father, may I ask a favor?" "Of course. What may I do for you?" "Well, I bought an expensive woman's electronic Hair dryer for my mother's birthday. The dryer is unopened and well over the Customs limits; and I'm afraid they'll confiscate it. Is there any way you could carry it through Customs for me? Under your robes perhaps?" "I would love to help you, dear, but I must warn you: I will not lie." "With your honest face, Father, no one will question you." When they reached the Customs area, she let the priest go ahead of her. The official asked: "Father, do you have anything to declare?" "From the top of my head down to my waist, I have nothing to declare." The official thought this answer strange, so asked, "And what do you have to declare from your waist to the floor?" "I have a marvelous instrument designed to be used on a woman, but which is, to date, Un

Sexy Test
Sexy Test How Old do I look [ ] 12 [ ] 13 [ ] 14 [ ] 15 [ ] 16 [ ] 17 [ ] 18 [ ] 22 [ ] 24 [ ] 25 [ ] 27 [ ] 29 [ ] 30 [ ] 32 [ ] 34 [ ] 35 [ ] 40 How good do I look 1-10 (1 ugly / 10 Hott) [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 Would you rather.. [ ] Date me [ ] Hate me [ ] Sex my brains out [ ] Just be friends Do I have pretty eyes? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ]sure? Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] depends on where it is Am I.. [ ] Hott [ ] pretty [ ] Sexy [ ] Cute [ ] Gorgeous Would you rather.. [ ] Makeout [ ] Cuddle [ ] Talk [ ] Go out [ ] fuck [ ] all of the above Do you want to go out with me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] Just be fuck buddies Would you give me your number? [ ] Yes ( - ) [ ] No Are you going to repost this so I can answer for you? [ ] Yes [ ] Probably

Green Follies
Greenville Follies is a time when people of Greenville and Hunt County in Texas come together in one of the largest fund raising events to raise money for non-profit organizations needing a helping hand. There are a lot of singers, dancers, muscians and local actors contributing to the show. Also a large number of volunteers, preparing ads, collecting donations, building props and scenery, directing and providing sound and light support. It is major undertaking and hours and hours of prep time. However, the ending results have benefit the city, senior citizens, humane shelter, salvation army, and many other organizations with thousands dollars of support. Most of us have jobs and families and we do this in our spare time. We are tired to the point of near exhaustion by the time it is over, but the good it does keeps us going. Besides we have a blast doing it. If you have never been involved in your community with a fund raiser you to might find it quite rewarding. I have

Why Bother
Why is it that no matter what I try never seems to work out for me? I am really starting to get sick and tired of being unhappy all the time, but when ever something starts to go good shortly after everything ends up just as bad as before. I think it's time to stop caring and stop trying and just go through life not trying or accomplishing anything. This way I wont get myself worked up on the hope of something working out the way I want. It will be my "security blanket" don't try, don't hope, just exist, blend in with the crowd this way I know what to expect from life.

A Moonlit Night
In the moonlit hour the night comes alive the mood will be set with you by my side Astroke of your hand gently across my face as you kiss my lips makes my heart race The soft light shines on us the wind blows through my hairyour arms hold me tighter in the chilly night air This night is wonderful with just you and me here the moonlight shining bright as you hold me near Copywrited 4/20/07

My Little Angel
Last night when I was Feeling so low A little angel came and spoke to me She spoke some words,Yeh some magic words And my ittle angel put my mind at ease Here's what she told me, yeh,She said You can only remember the good times Cause the bad can bring you down Get your head above the water Swim in tears,You know you'll drown Oh my darling little angel Watching over me She's always there to watch out And dry the tears so I can see. Jimbo/Copyright/4/20/07

To All The Service Men And Women Serving In Our Armed Forces In The Iraq Freedom War
The Faithful Copywrited 4/20/07 I can't imagine the way you feel the feeling of standing beside your brothers to defend our way of life the American spirit shines through you like no other Though some have fallen along the way no wind of fury will knock you down you all continue to stand strong faithfully you all stand your ground You fight with honor and courage and with no questions asked we are one nation under God and the cowards that did this will be unmasked Continue on brave soldiers our faithful heros of war we stand behind all of you till this ends and it is no more

I Dont Need A Hero
I dont need a hero, I only need you, my friend To listen and try to understand me till the end I dont need a hero to rescue me I am my own person, this you will see I am unique in my own special way Not one woman out there is like me to this day I dont need a hero, but i do need Love Though i am my own person, its always better as "us" I dont need a hero, but a tender touch Soft to let me know that i am loved I dont need a hero, i do need someone true to me To give my heart, to trust and to see I dont need a hero, but sometimes I have to cry Please understand im human, and all i can do is try I dont need a hero, but i do need someone to love Because I have so much to give, but will never give up. by Amber

Nugent Got It Right
Nugent: Gun-free zones are recipe for disaster By Ted Nugent Special to CNN Editor's note: Rock guitarist Ted Nugent has sold more than 30 million albums. He's also a gun rights activist and serves on the board of directors of the National Rifle Association. His program, "Ted Nugent Spirit of the Wild," can be seen on the Outdoor Channel. Read an opposing take on gun control from journalist Tom Plate: Let's lay down our right to bear arms WACO, Texas (CNN) -- Zero tolerance, huh? Gun-free zones, huh? Try this on for size: Columbine gun-free zone, New York City pizza shop gun-free zone, Luby's Cafeteria gun-free zone, Amish school in Pennsylvania gun-free zone and now Virginia Tech gun-free zone. Anybody see what the evil Brady Campaign and other anti-gun cults have created? I personally have zero tolerance for evil and denial. And America had best wake up real fast that the brain-dead celebration of unarmed helplessness will get you killed every time, and I've about had enough

Dedicated To The Men And Women Serving Our Country
In My Eyes You Are Copywrited 4/20/07 Take a ponder at a soldiers life the day to day trials that they endure everyday for you and me only to be away from home for many miles Everyday I think of the unknown heros what sacrifices they all have made just to defend the American freedom and oh the price that some have paid No words could say thank you enough no eyes could cry enough tears to show the respect I have for the many who have served for all these years This is my way of thanking the soldiers you are all heros in my eyes my prayers are with you all and for all your brotherly ties

Some Help Please
my son is in the best kid contest and i need some major help so please come help me even if its just one comment just click on the pic 2nd is movinf fast and fourth is right on my tail so please help me i only have until april 22nd 9am cst

This Is Very Cool!!!
Hey Everyone, My guys....in Junkies & Thieves....have new material....are ROCKIN' amazingly hard right now.....and are heading for Cleveland to the Rock-N-Roll Hall Of Fame in a few weeks for a show!!!! Pay attention to them...they're AWESOME....and they're moving up fast!!! I'll let ya know how their next show goes.....and yes....your's truly will be there..on stage.....just one of the perks of having sexy rock-n-rollers as friends!!!!!!

Grave Digger
The silence becomes a tomb my fists pound on the wood and my tears soak the padding I just want to escape run away from the pain but you're still there smirking down at me you tell me the things I do I do for you I wince when you walk near I fall asleep at night dreaming of a better day like a reel from an old time movie I see my life progress from happy frilly dresses to Depression and anger one day you'll know my pain one day I'll make sure you understand I can feel the pressure the dirt falls down I know the air is limited I'll save my strength Because I can dig a grave no one will ever find.

Water Conservation
There are over 6.5 Billion people on earth. If each persons body is 2/3 water and all the water on earth today is the same water that was here a million years ago, I say ...CONSERVE WATER... ...PROMOTE ABORTION!!

I Spy, Evil Eyes
I spy, evil eyes I spy, evil eyes. Something that, you cannot hide. All the words, that you have spoken. The ones your very own eyes, have choked on. This is one place, you can't control. The windows to your, very soul. So look at me, when your speaking. Words of truth, is what I'm seeking. Don't turn away, and look at the floor. As if it's something, to be ignored. I spy, evil eyes. Blackened soul, full of lies. Nasty thing your, trying to hide. But through your disguise. I spy, evil eyes.

Chapter 17 The Beginning
As Death contemplated about his inability to grow appendages, Melissa was organizing the "list", adding questions and notations. " Uhm Bob, can I ask you something?" " What?, Oh yes, anything." " How did this start, lets go back to the beginning and figure out how you went wrong. I think thats the only way we are gonna be able to get a head on this problem." "Ok. I have a book, it list the time and places I am supposed to be to greet the soul, take it to its appropriate place and go on to the next one." " I got that Bob, I want to know about that day." " That day listed Marrissa as a successful suicide, she was supposed to be in the room you were in. But Marrissa never made it to the hospital, and you were put in the room as an overdose, sent home and I followed your trail instead of hers." " My trail? Explain please." " Every soul leaves a trail of energy that can be followed. I know you know what I am talking about because everywhere on this Terra you hea

Who Is Smarter
A young boy enters a barber shop and the barber whispers to his customer, "This is the dumbest kid in the world. Watch while I prove it to you." The barber puts a dollar bill in one hand and two quarters in the other, then calls the boy over and asks, "Which do you want, son?" The boy takes the quarters and leaves. "What did I tell you?" said the barber. "That kid never learns!" Later, when the customer leaves, he sees the same young boy coming out of the ice cream store. "Hey, son! May I ask you a question? Why did you take the quarters instead of the dollar bill?" The boy licked his cone and replied, "Because the day I take the dollar, the game's over.

The Love Dress
A woman stopped by unannounced at her son's house. She knocked on the door then immediately walked in. She was shocked to See her daughter-in-law lying on the couch, totally naked. Soft music was playing, and the aroma of perfume filled the room. "What are you doing?" she asked. "I'm waiting for John to come home from work," the daughter-in-law answered. "But you're naked!" The mother-in-law exclaimed. "This is my love dress." The daughter-in-law explained. "Love dress? But you're naked!" "John loves me to wear this dress." She explained. "It excites him to no end. Every time he sees me in this dress, he instantly becomes romantic and ravages me for hours. He can't get enough of me". The mother-in-law left. When she got home she undressed, showered, put on her best perfume, dimmed the lights, put on a romantic CD, and laid on the couch waiting for her husband to arrive. Finally, her husband came Home. He walked in and saw her lying there so provocatively. "What

I Will Not Cry
Ive walked barefoot on the city streets Ive slept in gutters and beneath the trees Ive felt the hands of men, and the force of rape But I will not cry in the bed ive had to lay Ive had a hard life, it started when i was three Ive been scared and alone, cold and hungry Ive been left to deal with what anger someone else had created The jelousy in a mans eyes, broken and degrated I will not cry in adversity or pain I laugh at my life and wouldnt change a thing I have become the woman I am because of this I will not cry, no mater how hard it gets by Amber

Why Do People.....
WHY DO PEOPLE FALL FOR YOU?YOU ARE THAT WiFEY MATERiALYOU ARE EVERYTHiNG THAT SOMEONE COULD ASK FOR. YOU KNOW HOW TO MAKE THEM HAPPY, WHEN TO BE SERiOUS & WHEN TO BE FUNNY. YOU PUT THEM FiRST & ALWAYS MAKE AN EFFORT TO BE WiTH THEM. YOU ARE FAiTHFUL, AND ARE A LOVER. YOU ARE THAT TRUE WiFEY MATERiAL, AND ANYONE WHO iS LUCKY ENOUGH TO GET YOU, BETTER KEEP YOU!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Stop The Pain
I come to my friends, the ones who love me best To watch and protect me while i take my test God is testing me, to see how much i can stand How strong I can be against the forces of man Ive delt with pain, ive had my share of bruises Ive been smacked silly, and knocked clueless But here I am, still standing, brave and strong Taking Gods test, and passing all along No one can take me down, or break my spirit away Ive left behind the bruises to find another way I may be a little tattered, my heart a little torn But I know that someone loves me, and can help heal my sore I find my strength because I have my friends Without all of you, my dreams would end So here I am, coming to you again today To look for your friendship, and to stop the pain by Amber

In My Mind, In My Thoughts, In My World
In my mind, In my thoughts, In my world A world where all is black A world where all is cold A world where evil thoughts strike A mean thunderstorm Where the trees lay dead and leaves grow black Where light can't find its way Where houses are built of broken hearts A place I tend to stay Where streams flow of salty tears and water falls of blood The screaming sound of wounded souls fills my ears Where nothings left and all is gone Where nothing matters anymore Where the million broken pieces of me build a dark shattered wall A world without him Without love In my mind In my thoughts In my world....

Ass-rod Fails To Win World Series Again
Will someone please take A-Rod aside and teach him the true meaning of clutch? He still doesn't get it. Yesterday the Yankees are in the middle of a rally in the bottom of the ninth inning with two outs against the Indians. Ass-Clown comes up with two men on base, down by one run, and proceeds to hit a three-run walkoff home run to win the game 8-6. What the hell is he doing? David Ortiz would've settled for a double to win by one run. That's clutch. Hitting a jack to the black bleachers in dead centerfield to win by two runs? What a flashy showoff. LOL, just because.

What I Do .....and Love It!!
I am a cam model who is frequently on travel. I offer cam shows to those who would like to see a girl do that their loved one may not. I do enjoy married or unsatisfied men. I think the more men I can satisfy the happier they will make thier women. So ladies I'm here to help you not wreck you. I get extreme pleasure of showing people what I like and what they like. It is just beautiful to take your fantasies to a sort of reality. If you agree or would like to highten your sexual awareness please message me on Yahoo, MSN, or AIM: ohhnikiniki69 If your not interested please make it known by NOT messaging me! MY SERVICES ARE NOT FREE!! SERIOUS INQUIRIES ONLY!! MUST BE +18! NO PEDAPHILES, BEASTIALITY, OR SKAT!

Thats What They Say
They say never get involved with someone you meet on the internet.....they say never fall in love with someone you meet on the internet....well they are not me....I admit I wear my heart on my sleeve....It is either all or none....there is no inbetween for me.....I didn't take anyone's advice and I gave my heart to someone....he made me feel like I was the only person alive....he was there when I needed someone in my darkest hour...and when the time came and he knew it was going to be even worse he was coming to the rescue...but he never made it....the love of my life passed away before he could get here....not only had I lost my mother and best friend.....I lost my heart completly...he has been gone a year now...it has just been recently that I have let myself feel again....I do alot of teasing I know.....but if I give my heart to someone he will know it....and if he wants me...... then honey come get me..... THIS IS DEDICATED TO JAMIE.....I LOVE YA HONEY

Some Of You Care...it Touches Me
Ok, I'm going through bad times right now. First off let me apologize for not being my cheerful uplifting self. I truly wish I could be my normal joking self and help you all out with your woes...however right now I'm a little stressed, worried, and scared. Some of you know some of it..some more than others. A few of you know almost the entire story. And, not to be rude, but I'm tired of repeating myself, it's a tangled situation, so I'll just post a blog and refer anyone who asks to it... So...back in November I was arrested for a DUI. My dumbass fault, I swear I was sober..I only had 4 beers. But anyway, I made a mistake and it was completely my fault. I went to court, got my car out of impound, called for DUI classes, set up my fine payment plan, and got on with my life. Everything was good until Tuesday night...when I got pulled over. Well, apparently my license was suspended because my payment plan was set up incorrectly. So, I missed ALL my payments, I have a bench warrant to

Death Trap
Death Trap Don't fall too deep Into the death trap There is nothing to gain And everything to lose You get attached To people you don't know Only to get hurt For their stupid show Your mind gets boggled With thoughts that aren't there Your heart gets crushed Just so they can snicker Just like many others Do not fall too deep Into your death trap

Smokin Pot - Nfl Style
I remember the year Warren Sapp was drafted. He slid down the draft board because there were rumors he was a resin-stained regular user of Mary Jane. He then proceeded to play like a HOF for his first few years in the league. I smoked pot in college. So did Barak Obama. So did some of you. Some of you may be under the influence right this minute. This is not an issue unless you had to pee in a cup at the Combine. Three players widely regarded as top-10 picks in the upcoming NFL draft, including Georgia Tech wide receiver Calvin Johnson, have admitted to previously using marijuana, Pro Football Weekly reports. Johnson, Clemson defensive end Gaines Adams and Louisville defensive tackle Amobi Okoye admitted using the drug, according to multiple sources who have watched the interviews, the publication reported. The admissions were made during standard interviews at February's NFL scouting combine. The interviews are conducted with every player and shared by all 32 teams for revie

Blood Moon Healing Esbat Orignal Work By Lisa Do Not Copy Ask Permission First Ty!
Blood Moon Healing Esbat Orignal Work by Lisa Do Not Copy ask Permission first TY! Tonight is Monday, and Monday in correspondence with the planetary time of the Moon.In correspondence with this time the moon is in it's full phase. During this full phase the moon's power and significance is the strongest time to do works when the power of the moon is great on this evening . Tonight we will be remembering the hunt and celebrating our woman hood as the Blood Moon holds great significant to us as witches. The Hunter Moon/Blood Moon by its other names were known as the Traveling Moon and Dying Grass Moon. As the Traveling Moon and Dying Grass Moon it is associated with the approach of Winter and as it comes we can often find us traveling to protecting us from Winter's cold and as the Dying Grass Moon its representation is of the fact a Winter's snow has taken over thus covering the grass as a blanket where the grass lie there dying from the winter. Hunting season begins in Octo

I Was Caught Having Sex
Akurit was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion on a spaceship ... you've been caught by your best friend! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at QuizUniverse.com

Jacob Isah
Your Mommy asked me to write you a poem.... But I cant find the words to express Our heart felt tears or tender happiness You were only with us a few short days But then the Lord took back the life he gave I hope, precious Angel, that God will find a time To give you back to us when the world is fine Untill then you will watch us from above Looking down on us with your own understanding and love So we dedicate your birthday in honor of you We wont celebrate with pain or tears But with joy and laughter through the years In such a short life, you gave so much... So on this day we celebrate your life, not your death For you were an Angel and one of Gods best. by Amber

My Hottest Bedroom Accessory
Your hottest bedroom accessory is yourself You are damn hot and you don’t need anything else to help you seduce your man or woman. To you, the look of your bedroom comes in second to all of your bedroom activities. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

In Praise Of Bacchus - Type O Negative
Hey Bacchus She hates me Hey Bacchus She hates me The street lamps light are wet old red hook road A furry vino tinted slave Molten oil painted Brooklyn Brigde (Cobblestone grave) A lonely blue girl guards the river bed She shakes her brown torch at the tide On pier six we'd creep and count the cracks (Side by side, see, we're counting cracks) Your mom was out wearing herself inside I'll stop the train to say hello A used boyfriend's just bought her this new car (I said I know) -togetherburn- She said burn Together Burn We'll burn together Now don't believe she'll never leave again I can't forget the words she said back then She said burn We'll burn together.

Locked Down
LOCKED DOWN When I gave trust, I trusted you. When I spoke to you,I was kind When I was around,I felt wanted Now theres no trust I am locked Now when I speak I am locked Noone knows what is like to be me, when I see the things I see I am locked in emotions I am locked in trust The Person I used to be is Shutdown, Unable to trust, feel and see Locking down till I am free. Poem about broken trust.Written in 2003 by me.

" Love From Afar"
" Love from Afar" A Love from afar knows no boundaries, A love from afar can conquer everything in its path. A love from afar can be between two people who have the abiltiy to love. A love from afar can be started across a monitor or from across the hall. A love from afar can be exciting, enticing, enchantment, entriguing and most of all exhilaring with twist and turns. A love from afar is passion that burns and yearns for another. A love from afar cannot be bothered by twisted tales of deception. A love from afar takes one spark one thought and one desire to fuel the fire of anticpation of another. What the look like, how they make you feel how they steal your heart and join with them to become one from afar.

Random Ramblings
Ok so does everyone like my recent contributuions to CT? I try to be as creative as possible, but sometimes I think I go a bit over board. Just want to make sure that everyone who visits my corner of the cherry (it's round, no corners) has a good time. BTW, the song that is playing on my profile page is the theme from "land of the Lost". A TV show in the 70s. It was real cool, and awesome for it's time! You should look it up. I know I saw someone on here with a sleestack as a profile icon......

Chalice And Athame
Chalice and Athame Chalice I am, as I am the aspect of divine. Athame as you are the aspect of divine. We represent the strengths apart. When together our magick is not parted. Chalice holds liquids as you hold my thoughts and heart. Athame with the blade you wear my hearts sheild. Here we sit on the opposite sides of the state as we sit on the altar. When we are brought together we are united as one. In rituals we are not divided as we create. Together we create the love we make. As I am hold, fluids and liquids as the love that corses through veins. As you hold the blade it carves your love into your's and our hearts. Our magickal powers are beyond compare by strengths of divine. You are the lord, I am the lady. We are recarniated through the chalice and athame. We connect as tools of the craft, as magickal souls, as lovers as we lived another life before now. Therefore our life was the chalice and athame forever may we reign.

Reality
The Cottage Driving to the train station to pick you up I had butterflies flip flopping in my belly the whole 25 miles. The excitement running through my brain has my nerves on edge Over and over in my head asking myself if I am good enough, pretty enough, do I have enough to give to you Anticipation growing wondering what it will be like after all this time to finally be face to face with you Hand in hand with you Lip to lip with you Months have gone by, pictures sent, webcams bought and shared, laughs and lives shared on the phone, but still the feeling of a first meeting has my heart fluttering Park the car Don¡¦t forget the keys! Taking deep slow breaths to still my shaking hands Number 12 train on time Gulping back the lump in my throat Arrived You are here! I am here ¡Vknees shaking People disembark the train watching their step Old, young, heart pounding. There you are Remember to breathe My lover to be My lover Your smile letting me know

Beauty Form The Heaven
Make your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.com Beauty from the heavens The darkest hours you are the light, Crystal clear you shine so bright. I can't abhor to your attractiveness, How I so long to hold and caress. To whisper like the wind and the texture of a dove, So long have I dreamt of this sweet and sour love. From your tempting smile, to your soft and smooth hair, you can make millions from the skin you wear. In the midst of perfect scenery, there my love I find your beauty. All the girls in this burnt world, you shine like diamonds among the pearls. I searched and found no bitter end, to this secret love my cause I defend. Is it possible for her to be perfect?, God must have spent very long on this exquisite project, Coco-Cola shaped body, soft and overpowering lips, Beauty from within, beauty from your skin, I love every aspect. She stands out like a red cherry on a pie, she is an angel on earth but she can't fly. The pillars of her beauty

8 Days
There were seven days of laughter And seven days of pure joy As we looked upon the face of heaven In a little boy Seven days of happiness as we held your little hand I was there when you entered this world As your mommies little man Seven days of comfort in believing you were okay And then it became a lifetime of pain Because you left this world on day eight You left us behind with just a memory to hold A heart full of tears as each year unfolds A casket that lays empty, for your spirit is gone You left us for heaven to sing an Angels song Eight days old, and your life came to end Leaving this earth to be with God again I close my eyes, and hear and Angels song I rest in the comfort in knowing that Heaven is where you belong. by Amber

A Little About Me
Get to Know Me...About You...Eye ColorbrownHair ColorbrownHeight4'11Favorite Colordark greenScreen NameYouCantTapMyCherryFavorite BandAlexz JohnsonFavorite MoviePretty WomanFavorite TV ShowGreysYour CarLHSYour HometownDenton, TexasYour Present TownEvansville, WyomingYour Crush's First NameDustinYour GradeOut of schoolYour StyleVERY laid back...Have You Ever...Sat on your rooftopyesKissed someone in the rainyesDanced in a public placeyesSmiled for no reasonno, there's always a reason to smile!Laughed so hard you criedyesPeed your pants after age 8noWritten a songnoSang to someone for no reasonyesPerformed on a stageyesTalked to someone you don't knowyesMade out in a theateryesGone roller skating since 8th gradeyesBeen in loveyes...Can You...Write with both handsnoWhistleyesBlow a bubbleyesRoll your tongueyesCross your eyesyesTouch your tongue to your nosenoDanceyesSpeak a different languagenoImpersonate someonenoCook anythingyes...Finish The Line...If I were a ...boyI wish ...on starsSo

Do You Love Me?
Are You In Love or in Desire Do you Love me? Would you hold me threw the night, If i told you I couldn't sleep? Would smile and kiss me Even if i just tripped over something? Or would you laugh and embarrass me? Would you get mad, if i called you late at night because i missed you, Or would you talk to me until morning? Would you kiss my hand, and tell me yo love me, What would you do if you could never kiss me again, what would you do if i told you my heart was broken, would you try to fix it, would you make me laugh, and what would you do if i told you i wanted no other, would you run scared, or hold me tighter because you want the same, would you forgive me.. if i made a mistake, or throw me away like a piece of trash, would you take a bullet for me, to save my life, would you lay down and die, If I said I was going to die and i wanted my last day to be with you, Or would your life go on like I'd want it to, Would you be the first person to cry, Woul

Deanne The Arsonist
Coward, the next time you want to fuck me over, stab me in the front. Can I still see my future in your eyes? I cannot picture myself, stone dead in your embrace, And your cruel, crimson smile, kills me quietly. No one can have their moments free from your withering touch Fuck off, like your the only one who has ever cried or been broken by love. Spare me your pity party, drunk off your own misfortunes. Wallowing in your blissful melancholy. Can you taste my blood? You knew that this would kill me, But you carried on and on, with your selfish shit. Everyone cared about you. Why couldn't you, Instead your greed, compelled you, to steal other silver linings? Burnt down my world, you killed my home. Spread out the ash and walked away. How could you just, close off your eyes? Turn tail and run, you are the greatest coward. Damn right, I am still pissed. Next time I see your face we'll see who has the upper hand. Kiss my fist, taste the floor, tired of your games.

The Day My Life Changed
Everybody always asked what was the best day of my life,i tell them it was when my son was born. when he was born i got to hold him in my arms for the first time in the rocking chair.as i was rocking him i started to cry and i thanked god for him and to this day i still do for he is my pride and joy. My worst day came when my ex and i seperated and i had to leave my son.people always asked why did i leave,the reason that i left was because of what my ex did while i was working nights. the people who were suppose to be my friends turn their back on me and my ex made my life hell.so i decided to leave but i knew i be leaving my son.

Texas Skies
I’ve seen the majestic splendor, Of an eagle in its’ flight. But even this beauty cannot compare, To the Texas sky at night. This open expanse so great in scope, Filled with bright shining stars. This is a joy only a Texan knows, An experience uniquely ours. To stand by the Brazos in Waco, Or on the plains in Abilene. These bring happiness to a Texas heart, Only those from here can know what I mean. A drive down a Hill Country road, Or through the Big Thicket in spring. Offer views nowhere else can boast Our wildlife is a marvelous thing. The scenery in Texas Can be found nowhere else in this world. Vistas, plains, bayous and more Our Texan boasting will be told. You can have your Rocky Mountains, Or your hills of Tennessee. But give me the stars in the Texas sky, That is heaven to me. Nothing in life can compare, To the Texas sky at night. Holding the one you love in your arms, Knowing it feels so right. I do not know if I will be lucky enough

Alone
For the briefest moment, Quicker than a flash of light. I held you in my arms, And all the world was right. Worry faded from memory, Troubles past from view. It all ended so quicly, Just as quickly I lost you. I guess I will never know, What happines with you truly is. I will never again know the pure delight, Of waking you with a kiss. Now I am left with memories, And hope that are all but gone. I really don't know why life, Can't leave well enough alone. After this I know the truth, That I am meant to roam. And never know the joys of life... To live and die alone.

Happy Birthday
A hundred and eighteen years ago today, a man with a vision was born, a man who saw the struggle his people faced after unfair policies were placed on his people. Adolf Hitler would have been 118 today though his light has since been extinguished, his memory still remains in the eyes and hearts of the true Aryan race. The movement is still in full effect, and the Jews are still the fly in the ointment. Today let’s rejoice in knowing that though Hitler may not have achieved victory in the second world war, but he light a fire under those of us who are unwilling to stand by and watch as out nations fall further out of our hands and into the hands of the non white filth that constantly immigrates to our land. Let us remember the man who helped our people out of the slumber we were in and let us not have his dream die. Together we must prevail over the Jews and other non whites who wish to see our countries as one of theirs.

Vaseline
Vaseline A little boy came down for breakfast one morning and asked his grandma, "Where's Mom and dad?" and she replied, "they're up in bed." The little boy started to giggle and ate his breakfast and went out to play. Then he came back in for lunch and asked his grandma "where's Mom and Dad?" and she replied "they're still up in bed." Again the little boy started to giggle and he ate his lunch and went out to play. Then the little boy came in for dinner and once again he asked his grandma "where's Mom and dad?" and his grandmother replied "they're still up in bed." The little boy started to laugh and his grandmother asked, "what gives? Every time I tell you they're still up in bed you start to laugh! what is going on here?" The little boy replied, "well last night daddy came into my bedroom and asked me for the Vaseline and I gave him super glue

~*the Wind*~
The wind blows freely through our hearts with passion and love for every loveing person that we have on this eather that has a true heart and knows to leave well enough alone and knows that when two people love each other not to mess around were the hearts belong to one another. But when the wind blows fondly for each other its like a magicial stroy with all the stars lined up all in a row for each other. I dont write from my brain i write from my heart. SO if anyone has any thing they would like to ask feel free to wrtie to me and ask me im open to answer them if i can thank you to all those that like reading things that i write here. ~*Mandie*~

The Lonely Witch Part 1
The Lonely Witch Part 1 The Lonely Witch Once upon a time ago, in a land called Fantasia there lived a witch in her castle. She lived there all alone with her tools of the craft and her alcohol. A lonely witch was she, had no friends or sister witches to come and see her the only friend she had was alcohol. This witch coudl do the most amazing rituals, spells and magick when she was sober. When she was drunk things came out wrong with hate attached to it, her magick would get so out of hand objects turned into animals and people turned into stone, much like her very own heart.Fellow witches of Fantasia didn't invite her to feasts, festivals, circles or rituals they were too embarrsed by her drunkeness and always disrupted a circle. One night the lonely witch had been drinking and was bitter becuase she was not invited to the festival that celebrated Lamma. She felt this was an insult and she drank, got raged and angry with the want to do harm. She said in a stern crackly vo

My Little Bubble Of F*ck Off
Appearently the reason why no one likes to talk to me is because I have a little bubble of fuck off around me that gives off an energy of stay the fuck away... appearently I can't turn this off.. I would like to but I can't.... I'm also feeling SUPER artsy today... but I don't want to go to the cemetery to take pictures alone... it sucks...

Trip To Salem Ma
SALEM MA TRIP TO SALEM.. Last summer I had to oppurnity to travel to NH and in my travels I traveled to Salem MA. Being involved in Wicca and seeing first hand history come back to me I was heavily impacted and affected of what took place in Old Salem throughout Mass at that time. Many do not realize wiccan or not that was a horrific time in history. If you were different you were accused of witchcraft and excuted what broke my heart the most was to Learn a four yr old girl who was acting out and hard to handle was perscuted and sentanced to prison for being a witch at four yrs old. This brings me back to date of reality that a child with autism back in the day of the burning times and salem witch trials would be perscuted for being a witch. THIS made me stop and think the next time someone is different or unique or being themselves that we should not Judge or perscute them for being a witch or who they want no matter what they may have such as an illness or not. This song is from one

12 Signs U Love Someone
12 signs you love someone Body: TWELVE: When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago. ELEVEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. SIX: They're all you think about. FIVE: You relize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself. NOW MAKE A WISH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO...... ******* *

Cranberry Orange Oatmeal Cookies
Cranberry Orange Oatmeal Cookies Sweet, chewy, chunky, fruity -- these cookies have it all. One taste and you may never go back to regular oatmeal-raisin. Credit: Wen Zientek Servings: 60 cookies Ingredients: * 1 cup softened unsalted butter * 2 cups light brown sugar * 2 large eggs * 2 tablespoons milk * 2 teaspoons orange zest * 1 teaspoon pure orange extract * 1/2 teaspoon pure vanilla extract * 1 1/2 cups all-purpose flour * 1 teaspoon baking soda * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 3 cups rolled oats * 2 cups dried cranberries * 2/3 cup chopped pecans (optional) Directions: Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F. Cream together the butter and brown sugar in a large bowl. Beat in the eggs 1 at a time until well mixed. Add the zest and extracts and mix well. In a medium bowl, whisk together the flour, baking soda and salt. Stir in the oats, then add them to the butter mixture and mix well. Fold in the cranber

Submission
I will bind you with My contract, wrap you in My arms, Please you with My contact, own you with My charms. I will seal you with My markings, store you on My shelf, Free you from all dark things, save you from yourself. I will find you in My presence, lose you in My midst, Breed you for My peasants, clench you in My fist. I will show you what you don't know, reshape what you do, I will take you where you won't go, take you black and blue. I will ask you but for one thing, give you nothing less, Break you down to nothing, then destroy the rest. What remains is pure submission, freely offered Me, In these chains of precondition, slave for life ye be

The Keys To My Heart
The Keys to My Heart I am attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, i feel the most alive when my Beloved is creative & never lets me feel bored. I feel the most alive when my partner is patient & never willing to give up on me. I'd like that my beloved to think that I am optimistic, happy, loyal and faithful... that I'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, & difficult to please. My ideal relationship is lasting. I want a relationship that looks to the future... one that i can grow with. I crave a relationship where i always feel warmth & love. My risk of cheating is zero. I care about society & morality. I would never break a commitment. I think of marriage as something precious. I'll treasure marriage & treat it as sacred. In this moment, I think of love as something I thirst for. I'll do anything for love, but I won't fall for it easily

Wal Mart Doctor
One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Joe says to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I'd better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer down at Wal-Mart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer will tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars - Alot cheaper than a doctor." So, Joe deposits a urine sample in a small jar and takes it to Wal-Mart. He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. Thank you for shopping @ Wal-Mart." That evening, while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Joe began wondering if the computer could be fooled. He mixed some tap water,

Would You/will You
Do it. :P Would/will you? [_] come to my house to do nothing at all but chill? [_] fuck me? [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] go out to dinner with me? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] drink with me? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] hold my hand? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? [_] be down with me no matter what? D0 Y0U... [_] think im cute? [_] think im a good person [_] want to kiss me? [_] want to cuddle with me? [_] want to hook up with me? [_] want to *Do* me? [_] think I would do you? [_] love me? AM I... [_] smart? [_] cute? [_] funny? [_] sexy? [_] cool? [_] romantic? [_] a *f

Castle Of Dreams
Castle of Dreams I am a fair maiden with a castle.In my castle I am not hassled.There are many dreams in the castle. Streams of life flows a river to my heart. You can find souls of gold in all the ladys and lords. Lords walk with respect and dignity. You can find pagans dancing in delight. Brightest light shines from the moon's reflection , this reflection comes through the shine of a beautiful goddess with her god. The children play as the goddess enjoys the gayity.Laughter, Happiness and Merry Meetiment fill the castle halls as the walls sing, halls dance and mirrors prance about without doubt and pout.My castle of dreams is the happiness stream to my dreams.

4/20 Horoscope
Unconditional love is like a classic car: It never goes out of style. But you can fall out of practice. You have to train yourself to love people with a boundless sense of compassion. Why not practice it on yourself first?

Damn.
i know i say the word dude too much when my sister sends me this: all the leaves are brown.........dude and the sky is grey...........dude i went for a walk.........dude on a winter's day................dude i'd be nice and warm.........dude if I was in LA.........dude

By A Show Of Hands....
How many of you do not know how to use your shoutbox? If you know how to use it, then don't send me a shout, because if you do I'll block you. But if you don't know how to use it, then maybe you need to learn. LOL

Exist
AN EMPTY HEART I NOW HAVE OH IM SO COLD PLEASE JUST LET ME DIE WHEN WILL THIS PAIN EVER END SHALL I JUST PRETEND IT JUST DON'T EXIST NOTHING MATTERS AND NO ONE CARES IM JUST AND EMPTY SOUL WITH NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE I'LL LET THE CHANGES TAKE ME FOR BETTER OR WORSE NO ONE CAN HELP NOT EVEN YOU

Some People Have All The Luck!!!!
CONOVER, North Carolina (AP) -- A store clerk's slip-up at the cash register has paid off big time. Wadburn Allen on Tuesday accidentally rang up two duplicate Powerball tickets for a customer in this western North Carolina town. At the end of the day, after she was unable to sell the second ticket, Allen paid for it herself. The next day, Allen returned to the store and found the ticket matched all five numbers -- earning her a $200,000 jackpot. When Allen went to Raleigh to claim her prize, she met the customer who purchased the original ticket. The customer also will receive a $200,000 jackpot. "They put two and two together and ended up hugging," said Pam Walker, a spokeswoman for the North Carolina Education Lottery. Allen hasn't yet decided how she will spend her money.

The Dreaded 'j' Word
The Dreaded 'J' Word Phil Cooke Last year on my online blog, I posed the question: “What’s Wrong with Christian Television?” It started a firestorm of interest, and began a fascinating discussion of how Christians should be using the media to share the gospel in the 21st Century. But I also received a significant number of responses from people upset that I would even bring up the subject. To be honest, most weren’t actually happy with Christian TV either, but it was the idea of “judging” that concerned them, saying that Christians have no business judging other believers. I decided to explore some other websites and blogs that featured criticism of current Christian movies, political policies, theology, and even pastors who had experienced moral failure. In nearly every case, many people responded the same way, indicating that as a Christian, it’s not our place to judge others. They basically felt it doesn’t matter if you happen to be producing lousy Christian films, chees

If A Mans Wants You
A wonderful friends of mine sent me this today, something I needed to remember, thought I would share it IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't 'be friends.' A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think 'it will get better.' You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children b

Please Understand....
Hello friends, fans, and family, I need to write this blog in hopes that most of you will read it. Maybe some of you have noticed that I have not been on here as much as I have been, and I am so sorry about that. The reason for that is.... I have hurt my back. I went to the doctor on Monday and he said I pulled some major muscles in my back. It has been hurting so bad that I cant sit ot stand for long periods of time.... that is why I cant be at my comp on CT for long. I know a lot of you have been leaving me user comments, and I thank you for those. :) I will send you back some when I feel I can.... dont worry my sweet friends you will not be forgotten. :) The doctor put me on some pain pills for my back and a muscle relaxer. So I hope these will start to work soon, so I may feel better. Please keep stopping by my page. I love hearing from all my friends. Well, I am going to go back to laying down soon. Have a good day all. *hugs* Beckie

Update On Mom's Death
My friend and I have decided to sue the hospital as well as the three doctors that have attended to her since the surgery individually. There is one doctor in particular that I wanna see completely humiliated and shamed. Dr. Greenely. When mom called him after she started throwing up blood again, he laughed at her and told her it wasn't possible, and to NOT call an ambulance until he said so. I blame him for mom's death because I'm tired of blaming myself. He contributed largely to her death and I will NEVER let him live it down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dumbing Down Of Society
Call it the "Dumbing Down" of society if you will. Poeple entertained by gratuitous violence, musicians and groups with no depth to them. Heck even the computer operating system is being "Dumbed Down". Causing people to "THINK" less. Sort of like the "If you don't use it you lose it" syndrome. What happens if you wear sunglasses ALL the time? Your eyes weaken and can't adjust to the light on their own anymore. The same thing with your mind. If everything around you is being simplified; music, movies, TV, cars, computers, the list can go on and on. Just look around you at everything we use now. Then how is your mind supposed to grow? No wonder Japan is beating us with better made products. They are brought up strict and taught to be thinkers and creative. Good examples of "Dumbing Down" of cars- More focus on fancy electronics. IE: GPS navigation, DVD players, MP3 plugs. Rather than make a car that is reliable and will last. TV shows now are disappointing. Shows from the 60's and

Flaws And All - So Fitting For Me And Dwayne
I'm a train wreck in the morning I'm a bitch in the afternoon Every now and then without warning I can be really mean towards you I'm a puzzle yes indeed Ever-complex in every way And all the pieces aren't even in the box And yet, you see the picture clear as day I don't know why you love me And that's why I love you You catch me when I fall Accept me flaws and all And that's why I love you And that's why I love you And that's why I love (hmm) I neglect you when I'm working (ha ha ha uhn) When I need a attention I tend to nag (oh oh ha uhn) I'm a host of imperfection (ha ha ha uhn) And you see past all that (hm hm uhn uhhhh uhn) I'm a peasant by some standards (ha ha ha ha uhn) But in your eyes I'm a queen (oh oh ha uhn) You see potential in all my flaws (ha ha ha uh uh) And that's exactly what I mean I don't know why you love me And that's why I love you You catch me when I fall Accept me flaws and all And that's why I love you And that's why I lov

Violence In Society
I have been disgusted with TV shows and movies and the music scene lately. Obsession with death, vulgarity, and dark issues. All negative. This type of marketing by Hollywood and the networks only FUELS people that find this type of thing entertaining (since the media is pushing it as such), into violence. Also since the media companies (radio, TV Movie agencies) are driven by the almighty dollar, they will keep on promoting this type of negativity. Since people will buy it. A nasty loop has been created here. You can't even turn the TV channel without being bombarded with someone getting killed in some way, or any other "dark" shows. I grew up in the 1970s. Back then there was an even balance with the negative and the positive in ALL aspects of the media. I've stopped listening to the radio. VERY few new movies interest me. Society seems to look down on optimism and fun things. I wish I knew what went wrong, and how it can be fixed. I wish I had a way to talk to the "powers that be" t

Men Who Like It... Up The Butt
Sorry for being so blunt, but the other day someone asked me (and it was a guy) if I'd ever fucked a man up his ass. I didn't reply, and the answer is no I haven't. But I have heard stories of men who are into that sort of thing. Meaning they want a woman to do it to them. I've never been asked to do that either, of course if I was ever asked.... I might oblige them that privilege. ROFL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Um.... yeah.... I have a sick twisted mind. Deal with it.

Turning The Other Cheek
I turn the other cheek when slapped not as a sign of weakness, but of strenght. Strength of charactor, Strength of Will, Strength of Spirit. With the determination to hold firm to me, Even as you throw your worst at me. Don't ever think that the one that turn the other cheek is weak, For they, my friend, are the ones that will be the last to laugh. D

My Day 4/20/2007
Hey everyone, I will be off and on in short intervals this afternoon, it is way too nice here to be online all day and I am riping ugly vinyl siding off of my porch roof, then power washing, yayyyyyyyy me. I just might wear a nice white tee shirt while power washing too bad there is no one here to take pictures tee hee, anyhow, If we are chatting in my shoutbox, Muah, you are always a lot of fun, and try and catch me as I take breaks, can you tell I am a CT addict lol, oh yea I am really close to leveling up, 2 cherry blasts will do it, plus you get into my family, hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, over 60 nudes of me? Spread wide, yes I drip when I cum lol, so those are in there too, I think I even use my police baton(use your imagination lol Muah Hugs and kIsses Cannot wait to chat so I can hear about your day MUah one more time for an extra amount of love to all my family members and fans and friends, if you are just a fan, , why aren't we friends :( Luxurousskies your fav

Important For New Friends And Fans
I hate saying this because I am NOT buying your friendship but just a reminder there is only one way to get into my family A Cherry Blast, thats how they got there and thats how to knock someone else out, then you go to the list, variables are amount of days of course a 30 day pretty much is a lifetime there. Anyhow, if you are offended by this my deepest apologies, my family respect sme and this more or less guarantees that respect. Love You All and Hope we all can talk at one time or another regardless of what you get me lol, all i ask is for nice respectful human beings Hugs, Kisses and who knows what else Luxuriousskies you scores girl

Ok So This Really Is My Last Blog :)
I JUST HAD TO COME ON AND MAKE AN ANNOUNCEMENT.... MY SISTER/BEST FRIEND JUST HAD A BABY.... LITTLE GIRL NAMED NEVAEH 7LBS 11 OZ... I'M SOOOOOOO HAPPY... CONGRATS AJ I LOVE YOU GIRL. KISSES AND LOVE TO YOU ON THE HAPPIEST DAY EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Meaning Of Love To Me
I really think that it should be accebtable for a man and a woman to agree that being in love is for example... to walk beside one another not behind nor infront... hold each others hands and be happy...... i am tired so what suck it up and deal with it.... we all are tired at a certin time of day or night.... be tired together not apart.. yes we do how ever need time to do our own thing... but when you think of love it should be birds singing in the spring... the flowers just kissing the morning dew... etc. not 6 ft. under and pushing up daisies that is not how to act when in love... as well lets see....that example is how distant a couple gets when they don't talk about there feelings and lets it build and then the relationship dies... but the meaning of love to me is deep....KK

Insight On Mumms
alright most of you notice that i'm highly against drug use... but how many of you know why... well here you go, and this is no way trying to seek sympathy... My mom had left when I was 8, I am a crack baby, my mother until i was 16 was in and out of prison... she is the down side of what drugs can do to a person, she used drugs (and by drugs i mean them all) daily. She stole from me, her only child, she hurt me and ways that most don't know could be, and then all these damn pot smokers post stupid bullshit about celebrating a day that for most of them probably couldn't tell you why 4/20 is designated the day to smoke weed... btw it's because marijuana when heated to 420 degrees Fahrenheit burns the THC to the right temperature to be consumed by your body for the most desired effects. most of the people who glorify the usage of any product that alters ones emotions and mental state, this includes alcohol, tobacco, and drugs (both legal and illegal), is scum in my book. the moment yo

The Best Thing To Happen
the best thin is falling in love in my funking dreams i do not fal in love. that's like a prosion to me. but one it will change i hope. because i have went down that road before and it was not so good but the hell with it until that day comes funk it.

Why Do They?.........
Why do men make you think one thing when they're actually thinking another thing? Why do men freak out when they think a women likes them more than they should? Why do men tell you they're not into one night stands, but never call you anymore? Why do men tell you that they care about you and love you but cheat on you? Why are men the way they are? Arent there any good men out there?

Have To Love Idiots Don't We
Does no one read what I write in my profile. Are people really that interested in seeing strange people naked. I don't want to see some stupid ugly man/women naked. I don't want to look at nude pictures or I will go to the strip club cause pictures are stupid

Hope This Happens To You...
I am feeling brave, brazen, a tad bit sassy tonight as I walk in to the dimly lit bar, my eyes focus and there you stand off by yourself in the corner. Tall handsome and sexy as hell in that uniform. I have no idea what possessed me to approach you. As I am walking toward you you turn to find a song on the jukebox placing your beer on top. I slide my self in between the chair and you. My hands grabbing that perfectly shaped ass rubbing it. You turn stunned having not heard me approach you. Quickly you turn around, before you can say a word I wrap my fingers around the back of your neck drawing your mouth to mine giving you a kiss so deep and passionate our souls meet. I pull back and brazenly slide my hand down your body to your crotch. Squeezing you through your pants. I hear your sharp intake of breath. I place my mouth on yours and kiss you again. I can hear the murmur of your buddies in the back ground the noise of the bar. I pull away and one last time I reach down squeezing y

What's The Kinkiest Thing You've Ever Done Sexually?
Compared to some things I've seen and heard in the past year, I don't think anything I've done would be considered kinky.... unless you're a fucking nun. So I'm just asking, what's the freakiest, kinkiest thing you've ever done? Comments are welcome! Me? Well... hmmmm... er..... mine are pretty tame I think.... But I will say this: Lifeguard chairs = fun barbers chairs = fun whirlpool tubs = fun sex tapes = fun as long as no one can see your face because if you ever become famous that could be rather embarrassing. Getting your toes sucked = fun chocolate syrup on body parts = fun And the rest is nunya. :oP

User Unfriendly
This is my new "masterpiece":It's called User Unfriendly. It's a keyboard with all the keys removed and tacks stuck into most of the holes. Some keys were replaced to spell out a rude message:In addition, the cord was fashioned into a noose-like configuration:This is the piece my wife said matches my personality pretty well. :-)tag: art, artwork, User Unfriendly, technology, pictures-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Another "about Me" Quiz..
For Starters... I don't care about your name, so let's skip that, ok?Awesome, one less redundant question to answer!Instead, what's the best thing anyone has ever called you?When my son, and eventually my daughters call me 'mom'; or when my husband says "I love you"How old do you feel?Sometimes I feel like I'm 10, others I feel like 110How old do you look?I don't know, I don't judge ages in the mirrorHow tall is your best friend?I think my tallest, oldest friend is somewhere's around 6'5 - he has to duck under my ceiling fans at least...What color hair did your 5th grade teacher have?I elieve that was Mr.Acosta, and he had wispy receding gray hairWhat color are your father's eyes?BrownWhere do you wish you lived?Oregon, or WalesA Bit Deeper Now...Do you remember your dreams?OccasionallyIf so, tell me the one that disturbed you the most:My son dying, before he was even born. Had me watching close his first year.How about the one that made you feel really good?Befriending and housing a

Scotland/england/ireland
We are considering going to Scotland/England/Ireland this year. It will be our first trip to Europe. I would like to hear from folks who live in, have gone or want to go to get a broader list of things to see, people to do, events to attend, etc. We are looking at a September 2007 time frame, so obviously this needs to be taken into consideration. No suggestion will be ignored, all will be researched. Thanks in advance!!!

Love And Hate
It seems that if your in a relationship there is a lot of love and hate in it. There is ups and downs also in a relationship. I guess if you love that person enough the relationship well work. Love will conquer all if you believe in it.

Day Ta Day Shit!!
Everybodys been askin me all mornin whts wrong wit me, I seem different. Well there r alot of different things goin on right now that r hitin babck ta back & dont get me wrong i can take anything that cums my way cuz I AM A VERY STRONG BLACK MAN it just that a person can hold alot a things on his shoulders before tha legs start ta give way, & i got very strong legs cuz i wrok out :), but really im wht they call a stuff i 'll stuff & store shit with out talkin or letin anything out, thats just me how i grew up ( men dont show nothin, its a sign of weekness), i feel i can get on here & let alot of shit go or just vent whts on my mind cuz im not talkin ta sumone face ta face.I view alot of things n a different now when before it waz fuc it i dont care but 2day i do care i care about alot of thing & people my homie Silver & Black Man tells me thats positive change he said io have cum along way from...I call it tha old me, & i feel that cuz we cum from tha same back ground i dont know if an

V-tech.. May You All Shine Down On Us Like The Stars You Are
NAMES OF THE VICTIMS OF VT Body: In Memory of the Following... Now in the arms of the Angels... 1.Ross Abdallah Alameddine, 20 2.Jamie Bishop, 35, 3.Brian Bluhm, 25, 4.Ryan Clark, 22 5.Austin Cloyd, 18, 6.Jocelyne Couture-Nowak, age unknown 7.Daniel Perez Cueva, 21, 8.Kevin Granata, 45 9.Matthew Gwaltney, 24 10.Caitlin Hammaren, 19 11.Jeremy Herbstritt, 27 12.Rachael Hill, 18 13.Emily Jane Hilscher, 19, 14.Matthew La Porte, age unknown 15.Jarrett Lane, 22 16.Henry Lee, age unknown 17.Liviu Librescu, 76 18.G.V. Loganathan, 51 19.Partahi Lombantoruan, 34 20.Lauren McCain, age unknown 21.Daniel O'Neil, 22 22.Juan Ortiz, 26, 23.Minal Panchal, 26 24.Erin Peterson, age unknown 25.Michael Pohle, 23 26.Julia Pryde, age unknown 27.Mary Read, 19 28.Reema Samaha, 18, 29.Leslie Sherman, 20 30.Maxine Turner, age unknown 31.Nicole White, age unknown

Was It Really Time(vt Shooting)
This is a very sad time for us here. Ashley was best friends with one of the girls that was killed on Monday. She was accepted to go to Tech in the fall, She is not sure if she wants to go there now. WAS IT REALLY TIME By: Angel In Waiting Dear God our hearts are breaking As we watch these scenes we see A tragedy at Virginia Tech How could this ever be A young man armed with guns Lord Killed 33 right there Dear God, what made him do this Why did he not even care Taking lives of fellow students Who were there to learn ~ to graduate What could have turned this student Into a young man full of hate Killing even young folk that He didn't even know Killing some he knew quite well Dear God, we're hurting so Man's inhumanity to man Seems to be just everywhere I must wonder God above Why is there such despair What creates within a mind A tragedy of this proportion God how were others to even know What would lead to this situation There are no wor

Do You Want To Help Shed Light On A Cruel Injustice?
If you support the WM3 please hit reply and then cut and repaste all the info! "Movies have been made about it, books have been written about it, songs have been sung about it, and hearts have been broken!"-Dennis Minner The past few months we have been helping raise awareness and money for a cause that many know nothing about. It is a problem with discrimination, not of color or sex, but of simply not being like everyone else. It is discrimination against anyone that doesn’t fit into the stereo typical mid western Christian image. It doesn't matter what your personal faith even is, it just matters that we don't sit back and allow this to continue! The West Memphis Three, www.wm3.org, is about three men that were charged as teens for murders they did NOT commit. Don't believe me, then PLEASE go find copies of Paradise Lost 1 and 2 and then let me know how you feel. My heart is burdened for these three young men and I would do anything to help them. I just beg all of you to also

Beginning & End..... Life And Death
a wise woman once told me.... when you die you are never alone... you are surrounded by love... but the lonliest, most scary thing you will ever have to go thru is birth... being born... because there's no one inside to see your way out of the womb and into the world... but when you die your surrounded by loved ones from the other side waiting with you... that's why people with near death experences can see there family's and such before there dead... because they wait with you while your dieing... and that's why you cry when your born... because your scared... I'm not scared to pass... I just am not done with my life yet... :P

420...woohooo
NORML Affiliates Nationwide To Celebrate 'High Holiday' Washington, DC: NORML affiliates in more than a dozen states will be holding events this Friday, April 20th, to acknowledge "420" the official day for cannabis awareness. NORML chapters in Dallas, Las Vegas, Philadelphia, Santa Barbara, Tuscon and other cities across the nation will hold rallies commemorating the day, and will call on their elected officials to stop arresting adults who consume cannabis responsibly. "April 20th has emerged as the most organic and culturally driven day of cannabis awareness, not just in the United States, but also worldwide," said NORML Executive Director Allen St. Pierre. "However, while this is a day of notable celebration, it also is a stark reminder of the absurdity of cannabis prohibition in our free market-oriented, democratic society." For a complete listing of NORML affiliated "420" events, please contact Erin Dame, NORML Outreach Coordinator, at (202) 483-5500. Additional in

If Ur My Friend U Will Do This 4 Me
plzz pray 4 my family my children were taken from me 2 days agocant talk to them i do get them back next month but its hard not being able to hold them or kiss them it was all over some shitt some one made up i am about to crazy over all this shitt so if ur a true friend u will pray 4 me and my husband that every thing goes fine we have a court date the 7th of may annd hopefully we get to bring them home then .... i swear if it wasnt 4 that i would have killed my self by now .......i really would have but ne way if u a truely good friend u will help us out by praying for us ... if u do this 4 me i love u very much thank all very very much .........love michell and joseph.....

The City I Love
NEW ORLEANS--the city I love I don't know if the cats were fucking or fighting, but I needed a smoke anyways. Thom Yorke had me in a pensive, longing mood, so I headed out to the rickety fire escape to check the cats out, see if I could see what they were doing. I got out there, couldn't see them from three floors up, but was surprised by the view outside. I hadn't left my studio for five or six hours and the night had gotten very foggy. It was eerie, really beautiful. I love to see the fog roll in over the houses and the streets, makes everything a little more mysterious. The cats had shut up and all I could hear were distant car sounds and a few confused birds chirping in the middle of the night. My cigarette was fucking delicious, Marlboro Smooths, just came out this year. I was taking a deep draw on my cig thinking of what I wanted to paint next, when my thoughts were totally shattered by the blast of six gunshots, that did not sound too too far away. Jeezus, I

Smokeless Cannabis
Smokeless" Cannabis Delivery System Found "Safe And Effective," Study Says San Francisco, CA: Vaporization is a "safe and effective" cannabinoid delivery mode for patients who desire the rapid onset of action associated with inhalation while avoiding the respiratory risks of smoking, according to clinical trial data to be published in the journal Clinical Pharmacology & Therapeutics. Investigators at San Francisco General Hospital reported that use of the Volcano vaporizing device delivered "efficient" doses of THC to subjects in a "reproducible" manner while significantly reducing their intake of gaseous combustion toxins, including carbon monoxide. Eighteen subjects participated in the six-day study, which was sponsored by the state of California and the Center for Medicinal Cannabis Research. "Vaporization of marijuana does not result in exposure to combustion gases, ... and [was] preferred by most subjects compared to marijuana cigarettes," authors concluded. "

Ensign: First The Kingdom
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 20 April 2007 When I was considering how to approach this week's Ensign -- I'm writing about our present move into our first house here in Minot; we started Sunday and should be finished moving everything in by the time you read this -- the verse where Jesus says that foxes have holes, the birds have their nests, but the Son of Man one of His titles has no place to lay his head came to mind. (It actually appears twice, in Matthew 8:20 and Luke 9:58.) But now that I don't have to drive across town to get home to a second-story apartment but instead enter a house where if right now I don't have to navigate a slew of packed boxes I will feel like I'm living off TV dinners and being amazed at how much I didn't remember we had, I realize I have a home and I'm never really been homeless for an e

Think On These Things For Friday, April 20, 2007
Think on This ... Then all of these influences astrological (as known or called) from without, bear witness--or are as innate influences upon our activity, our sojourn through any given experience. Not because we were born with the sun in this sign or that, nor because Jupiter or Mercury or Saturn or Uranus or Mars was rising or setting, but rather: Because we were made for the purpose of being companions with Him, a little lower than the angels who behold His face ever yet as heirs, as joint heirs with Him who is the Savior, the Way, then we have brought these about because of our activities through our experiences in those realms! Hence they bear witness by being in certain positions--because of our activity, our sojourn in those environs, in relationships to the universal forces of activity. Hence they bear witness of certain urges in us, not beyond our will but controlled by our will! Edgar Cayce Reading 1567-2

My Daily Insights
MY FRIDAY STORY Smiling Is Infectious Author Unknown Smiling is infectious, you catch it like the flu, When someone smiled at me today, I started smiling too. I passed around the corner and someone saw my grin. When he smiled I realized I'd passed it on to him. I thought about that smile, then I realized its worth. A single smile, just like mine could travel round the earth. So, if you feel a smile begin, don't leave it undetected. Let's start an epidemic quick, and get the world infected!

420
HIGH TIMES Editor-in-Chief Steven Hager visits ABC News to explain the origin and significance of 420 in this 2002 interview. Noting incidents of violence surrounding a day of peace -- a trend sadly continued by the Virginia Tech shootings -- Hager calls for the date to also be used for an exploration into the cause of such tragedies. Click here to subscribe to the HIGH TIMES Potcast

Thought For The Day! Action Friday!
Action Friday! April 20, 2007 *Quick Power* Thoughts, dreams, and goals become powerful when they are put into action! *Power Pearl* When a thought, idea or dream is put into action, it takes on a new form and comes to life. Putting our thoughts and ideas into action gives them a tangible reality. We can see and measure the growth and progress of our thoughts and ideas when they are transformed into tangible reality through constructive and dedicated action. A thought, idea or dream that remains idle, goes nowhere. The key is to unleash the power contained within the thought or idea through action. THE POWERLINE --Special Note-- *Quick Power* - is "Thought For The Day" presented in a single sentence, that can be enjoyed at a glance, in a blink of an eye. This is for those of you on the go and who want to get right to the heart of the matter. *Power Pearl* - is "Thought For The Day" presented in a concise paragraph format that expands upon the *Quick Power* presentati

Stupid Quiz Thing
how many times a day would you kiss me? how many times a day would you just want to hold me? would you take me places? would you love me? if we went out on a date would u have me pay for it? would you take me anywhere special? If I was sick... what would you do? If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you would u tell me? would u listen to all my problems and help me solve them? Would u introduce me to your mum/dad? Would you care about what i wore when we were out ? Would you go to the Club with me? If your friend tried to get at me what would you do? If a girl/guy tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would u do? If i gave you mine would you read all my mail? If i said i loved you would you say it back?

Happy National Weed Day!
also known as "420", i found dis site da has more facts and info on why its called "420" and other things that happened on this day. http://parentingteens.about.com/cs/marijuana/a/420meaning.htm MySpace Glitter Graphics Myspace LayoutsAdd 10,000 New friends NowFree Myspace Layouts

I Ripped This From A Friend!
SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you wanna mess with- you might end up crying.

About Me...
I'm not really a Giant Talking Tree, I just play one on the internets. I'm 36 from the happily backward state of Texas. Woo Cowboys (and that hasn't a thing to do with the footballs)! I'm generally fairly laid back, but I am a total political and current events harlot. I dig intelligent conversation, but I did total random oddness as well. I am so totally new to this place I probably have all of this upside down and sideways, but oh well. Enough about me, tell me about you?

Not Knowing
I hate not knowing what is to become of my life Not knowing if I will make it in this world alone Not knowing who to trust and who are my true friends I try and not worry about such things I try to keep joy, faith, peace and love in my heart I try to make people around me happy and show them that I truly do care I pray for my own peace and for the pain in my heart to leave I know it will in time, this is my faith that gets me through the day And the love and joy that my soul longs for

Daily Horoscope Apr 20
According to CherryTAP this is today's daily horoscope for Aries: "Remember the joys of flirting? See -- it took you so long to answer that question you clearly don't. Make eyes at the cutie at your local coffeehouse. Bat your eyelashes at the tollbooth worker. It'll lift your spirits." What? Flirt? Me? IN PERSON? Shit. I am not a bat-your-eyelashes type of girl. I'm blunt and to the point when I say anything at all. Flirt. Hah.

For Girls Only!!
Would/will you? [_] come to my house to do nothing at all but chill? [_] fuck me? [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] go out to dinner with me? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] drink with me? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] hold my hand? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? [_] be down with me no matter what? D0 Y0U... [_] think im cute? [_] think im a good person [_] want to kiss me? [_] want to cuddle with me? [_] want to hook up with me? [_] want to *Do* me? [_] think I would do you? [_] love me? AM I... [_] smart? [_] cute? [_] funny? [_] sexy? [_] cool? [_] romantic? [_] a *freak*? [_] g

Rats
Rats are almost universally despised in the modern world. Their reputation as disease-laden scavengers seems to precede them wherever they go. Some people own rats as pets and will, of course, perceive them differently. For most people, dreams of rats reveal concerns of becoming destitute scavengers themselves-friendless and outcast. Another potential scenario is that the dreamer feels his or her social security is being gnawed away. In contrast to theft, when all is quickly and dramatically taken, the rats gradually erode their environment. In your waking life, do you view rats as potential pets or potential predators? In your dream, are the rats a serious threat to your health or possessions, or are they merely an uncomfortable presence?

Legal Laughs
The following questions from lawyers were taken from official court records nationwide.. 1. Was that the same nose you broke as a child? < 2. Now, doctor, isn't it true that when a person dies in his sleep, in most cases he just passes quietly away and doesn't know anything about it until the next morning? 3. Q: What happened then? A: He told me, he says, "I have to kill you because you can identify me." Q: Did he kill you? 4. Was it you or your brother that was killed in the war? 5. The youngest son, the 20-year-old, how old is he? 6. Were you alone or by yourself? 7. How long have you been a French Canadian? 8. Do you have any children or anything of that kind? 9. Q: I show you exhibit 3 and ask you if you recognize that picture. A: That's me. Q: Were you present when that picture was taken? 10. Were you present in court this morning when you were sworn in? 11. Q: Now, Mrs. Johnson, how was your first marriage terminated? A: By death.

Life Lessons
Well today i was going thru some packed up boxes and came across some of my pictures that i took from Iraqi War . I looked back at the past 10 years of my life and where i was now, flash back to a year where hopes and dreams where youth rule and worryed free years were. Its funny to think id even joined the Us Army. My mom wasnt to happy and my whole family was shocked as well a s my community was too. I grew up soo fast in the army and realy didnt have to go thru all the collage and pain of schooling that would of made me misiable. Dont me wrong I enjoyed for the most part the exsperiance it gave me. Now flash forward to about 3 years after i joined, I met my wife at the time and decided to reup in the army as it did pay the bills and besides I was scarred because now i had resposibilitys like a son and wife. I got two great Boys from this ordeal, flash forward to OIF. Ive learned that life is soo cheap it cost about .50 cents for a .50cal bullet to be made. I almost cryed

Life - Why????
Life is very beautiful if we have to share with the others. Sometimes it's give memorial to our life in the future. We will no ever to get once more chance while we didn't take the opportunity to be happy. So, that's why many people say's 'young is only once'. But, not all the way of life, we could get happy. Sometimes sad and unhappy happen. People around only easy to judge by their words but never to understand. Sometimes we feel lonely and hard to share with the others. Sometimes we dare and sometimes we fear to share. Sometimes we need to overcome, but sometimes histories take more powerful than our necessary. Sometimes we think this life is unfair. Sometimes we see the other people are more appreciated than our self. And sometimes, we just want to be a perfect although the faith is from God. Why these things should be happen?????

Inner Self
The house of the inner self is not always a place of peace. It can also be a place of turmoil and struggle. One of the things with which we constantly grapple is how to sustain our resolve to continue to do what is right. We are all aware of forces within us which pull us away from the good. And within ourselves we can nurture desires which ultimately will be destructive. What remians hidden, kept in the dark, incommunicable can easily become a destructive force always ready to explode in unexpected moments. What is kept in our inner thoughts finally becomes a part of our being. While with great effort we may be able to bring these unwholesome thoughts under control, we frequently need to walk to the road of humility by opening this part of our life to another person or family members. We then need the help of a trusted friend who cares in ways that go deeper than our public persona. This friend must be able to hear the story of our turmoil and extend to us grace, forgiveness, ac

Chief Flinchum (vt)
Ok. It has to be said, and I'm going to say it. The Blacksburg police department dropped the ball big time! I'm referring, of course, the the Virginia Tech shooting. If you followed the news on this, you know that 2 people were killed 2 hours prior to the other 31 people. Do you understand what I'm getting at here? They had 2 hours to shut that campus down until this nut job was found, or at the very least, to make sure he wasn't still on campus! This is what the police chief had to say as his excuse... At televised news conferences this afternoon and this evening, Chief Flinchum and Mr. Steger tried to explain why authorities did not act to secure the rest of the campus immediately after the first shooting. Chief Flinchum said that initially officials thought that the shooting was “domestic,” suggesting that it was between individuals who knew each other, and isolated to the dormitory. He said the campus was not shut down after the first shooting because authorities thought that t

Birthday Present
A wife decides to take her husband to a strip club for his birthday. They arrive at the club and the doorman says, "Hey, Dave! How ya doin'?" His wife is puzzled and asks if he's been to this club before. "Oh, no," says Dave. "He's on my bowling team." When they are seated, a waitress asks Dave if he'd like his usual and brings over a Budweiser. His wife is becoming increasingly uncomfortable and says,"How did she know that you drink Budweiser?" "She's in the Ladies' Bowling League, honey. We share lanes with them." A stripper then comes over to their table, throws her arms around Dave, and says "Hi Davey. Want your usual table dance, big boy?" Dave's wife, now furious, grabs her purse and storms out of the club. Dave follows and spots her getting into a cab. Before she can slam the door, he jumps in beside her. He tries desperately to explain how the stripper must have mistaken him for someone else, but his wife is having none of it. She is screaming at him at

Loving You Is What I'm Here For...
As thoughts rise and emotions soar Loving you is what I'm here for Side by Side. Hand in Hand. Loving you is what I'm here for. We rise, We fall. Loving you is what I'm here for. When we are in each others loving embrace, Loving you is what I'm here for.

Last Day On The Job
It was the mailman's last day on the job after 35 years of carrying the mail through all kinds of weather to the same neighborhood. When he arrived at the first house on his route he was greeted by the whole family there, who congratulated him and sent him on his way with a big gift envelope. At the second house they presented him with a box of fine cigars. The folks at the third house handed him a selection of terrific fishing lures. At the fourth house he was met at the door by a strikingly beautiful woman in a revealing negligee. She took him by the hand, gently led him through the door, and led him up the stairs to the bedroom where she blew his mind with the most passionate love he had ever experienced. When he had had enough they went downstairs, where she fixed him a giant breakfast, eggs, potatoes, ham, sausage, blueberry waffles, and fresh squeezed orange juice. When he was truly satisfied she poured him a cup of steaming coffee. As she was pouring, he

One Of My Fav Passages
I am William Wallace. And I see a whole army of my country men, here, in defiance of tyranny. You've come to fight as free men, and free men you are. What will you do with that freedom. Will you fight? Aye, fight and you may die, run, and you'll live... at least for a while. And dying in your beds, many years from now, would you be willin to trade ALL the days, from this day to that, for one chance, just one chance, to come back here and tell our enemies that they may take our lives, but they'll never take... OUR FREEDOM!

Fans And Not Fans!!!!!!!!!
if at any point i have made you my fan and you havent fannedme back will you please do so.....im cleaning out my list and if i have you as a fan and you havent fanned me back im deleteing it!!!! thank you Kerry

What Is The Deal.
Ok , i have been on Cherry tap for a bit now , but there is one thing that i just dont understand, why there are assholes rating pictures a lower then a 10, i mean come on what are you jelious that i have hot chick in my picture and you dont. I can understand if you are a photographer for a living and you are rating the pictures on a art stance, but i am pretty sure you who do are not. Most are just petty little people who just dont know any better or just do it to make yourselves feel big when you are small. So in closing my first blog i am pretty sure this will piss some people off but guess what.....i dont care everyone gets a 10 from me unless i click wrong then its a 9. I dont need to feel big cause i am secure in myself. Yarrr....Bitches

3 Damn Years .. Too Long
Well, where to begin. How can I explain what has been going on in my life for the past 3+ years. Well plain and simple , I met my man at a dance one night and we have been together ever since. I was 5 months pregnant at the time and I let him know that as soon as I met him. cause I didn't wanna get interested in him and then tell him and he would be like "ohh hell naw". Anyway, he has been a great father (most of the time) and we even had another baby together. All thats fine.. My problem now is that I am not getting anything out of the relationship anymore. When I get fressed up and do my hair and my makeup, I would like to hear that I look nice or something. But he doesn't say a damned word. All I ever hear is that if I am at the store or somewhere else too long, is that I have a boyfriend on the side. I am just sick of it. I have never cheated on him. Not saying that I have not wanted to but i never acted on it. Wellnow I find myself doing shit to piss him off so he will leave. Its

Friday Night I Will Never Forget...
"It was late in the evening and I was getting board all alone on a Friday night. I get dressed and decide to go to a movie. All by my self, I went to see a romantic comedy. I sat closer to the back but in the darkest corner I could find. Just after the movie started a man came and sat two seats down from me. A little upset that I just couldn’t be left alone, I tried to ignore him and watch the movie. After a little while he got up and went to get a drink. When he came back he sat in the seat right next to me, looked at me and smiled saying hi. I said hi and looked at him. WOW, what a handsome man I thought to myself. He was tall big muscles and a baby face that any woman would die for. He offered me some popcorn and I readily agreed. Sitting their eating popcorn and watching the movie he slowly put his arm around my shoulder. My nipples got big and hard right away just thinking about him touching me. He was eating popcorn with one hand and feeling my titties with the other. My

Promise Yourself
Promise Yourself . . . Promise yourself to be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. To talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person you meet. To make all your friends feel like there is something in them. To look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true. To think only of the best, to work only for the best, and expect only the best. To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own. To forget the mistakes of the past and press on the greater achievements of the future. To wear a cheerful countenance at all times and give every living person you meet a smile. To give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, and too strong for fear, and to happy to permit the presence of trouble . . .

Fallen
I have fallen into the whole that was created in my heart. So deep am i that the sludge of Pain, tears, and confusion bury me with each attempt to fight. where do i go from here? Where is my love that I thought would rescue me? Where is the man I once called my lover, my companion, my friend? So here am i, fighting the sludge and bricks of stress wondering if he will come back. And lost am i and dying as i fight. I close my eyes and say your name perfectly and as the rising pain submerges me I love you and forgive you rolls across my lips.

True Friendship
True Friendship - Relationship, Trust, Accountability True friendship involves relationship. .Many people say, "Oh, he's a good friend of mine," yet they never take time to spend time with that "good friend." Friendship takes time: time to get to know each other, time to build shared memories, time to invest in each other's growth. Trust is essential to true friendship. We all need someone with whom we can share our lives, thoughts, feelings, and frustrations. We need to be able to share our deepest secrets with someone, without worrying that those secrets will end up on the Internet the next day! Failing to be trustworthy with those intimate secrets can destroy a friendship in a hurry. Faithfulness and loyalty are key to true friendship. Without them, we often feel betrayed, left out, and lonely. In true friendship, there is no backbiting, no negative thoughts, no turning away. True friendship requires certain accountability factors. Real friends encourage one another and for

How To Drive In Las Vegas :
HOW TO DRIVE IN Las Vegas : 1. You must first learn the city's name, it is: "LAS Vegas" - NOT "Vegas" 2. The morning rush hour is from 5:00am to noon. The evening rush hour is from noon to 9:00pm . Friday's rush hour starts on Thursday morning. 3. The minimum acceptable speed on most freeways is 85 mph. On 95, your speed is expected to match the highway number. Anything less is considered "Wussy". 4. Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere. Las Vegas has its own version of traffic rules. For example, cars/trucks with the loudest muffler go first at a four-way stop; the trucks with the biggest tires go second. However, Green Valley, SUV-driving, cell phone-talking moms ALWAYS have the right of way. 5. If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear ended, cussed out, and possibly shot. 6. Never honk at anyone. Ever. Seriously. It's another offense that can get you shot. 7. Road construction is permanent and continuous in Las Vegas. Detour barrels a

Tomb Of The Unknown Soldier
On Jeopardy the other night, the final question was How many steps does the guard take during his walk across the tomb of the Unknowns ------ All three missed it --- This is really an awesome sight to watch if you've never had the chance Very fascinating. Tomb of the Unknown Soldier 1. How many steps does the guard take during his walk across the tomb of the Unknowns and why? 21 steps. It alludes to the twenty-one gun salute, which is the highest honor given any military or foreign dignitary. 2. How long does he hesitate after his about face to begin his return walk and why? 21 seconds for the same reason as answer number 1 3. Why are his gloves wet? His gloves are moistened to prevent his losing his grip on the rifle. 4. Does he carry his rifle on the same shoulder all the time and if not, why not? He carries the rifle on the shoulder away from the tomb. After his march across the path, he executes an about face

Michigan
So my wife belongs to one of those pregnancy communities and they are doing a meet up in michigan. Like one hour from detriot. To bad I won't be able to go to a game but it will be cool just to be like an hour from michigan. First trip of the year!

Go To Hell
I FADE TO BLACK AND ALL YOU DO IS LAUGH YOU THINK ITS FUN TO BE COLD AS ICE ARE YOU HAPPY NOW YOU DID WHAT YOU SAID YOU'D NEVER DO YOU LIED AND PUSHED ME DOWN LETS CALL THIS FAIR LETS CALL THIS EVEN WHY DON'T YOU JUST GO TO HELL.

The Priest!
The priest in a small Irish village loved his chickens that he kept in the coop behind the church. One Sunday morning before mass, he went to feed the birds and discovered that the cock was missing. He knew about the cock fights in the village, so he decided to question his parishioners in church. During mass, he asked his congregation, "Has anybody got a cock?" All the men stood up. "No, no, that wasn't what I meant. Has anybody seen a cock?" All the women stood up. "No, no, that wasn't what I meant either. Has anybody seen a cock that doesn't belong to them?" Half the women stood up! "No, no, no, that wasn't what I meant. What I really mean is, has anybody seen my cock?" Sixteen altar boys, two priests and a goat stood up.

Economic Models Explained With Cows- 2007 Update
Economic Models explained with cows- 2007 update SOCIALISM You have 2 cows. You give one to your neighbour. COMMUNISM You have 2 cows. The State takes both and gives you some milk. FASCISM You have 2 cows. The State takes both and sells you some milk. NAZISM You have 2 cows. The State takes both and shoots you. BUREAUCRATISM You have 2 cows. The State takes both, shoots one, milks the other, and then throws the milk away... TRADITIONAL CAPITALISM You have two cows. You sell one and buy a bull. Your herd multiplies, and the economy grows. You sell them and retire on the income. SURREALISM You have two giraffes. The government requires you to take harmonica lessons AN AMERICAN CORPORATION You have two cows. You sell one, and force the other to produce the milk of four cows. Later, you hire a consultant to analyse why the cow has dropped dead. ENRON VENTURE CAPITALISM You have two cows. You sell three of them to your publicly listed

Im Fine
Thank for your concern , but I AM fine .Its nice to know so many of you care.This is a normal accurance for me , deppressive episodes are just part of being crazy.You really dont need to worry , I appreciate you asking and your concern , and I really am NOT trying to be a bitch , I just deal with things the best I can , and talking is not one of those ways. SO thank you for offering your ears , It does mean alot to me , but I become more closed then ever when I am like this , and talking about it is the last thing I want to do. NO , noone is to blame for my feelings right now . Im bi-polar , it just happens sometimes.So please understand If Im distant or cold ,Its nothing against you , I just need to work through this on my own , without talking about it. Thanks for understanding

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WELL ITS TIME AGAIN FOR ME TO SHARE MY THC CLOUDED THOUGHTS AND MEMORIES...AND HAPPY FUCKIN 4-20 TO EVERYONE! JOINTS, BLUNTS, PIPES, HOOKAS AND VAPORISERS....I DONT CARE HOW YOU CHOOSE TO SMOKE AS LONG AS YOU SMOKE...LOL...ALSO I WOULD LOVE PICS OF ALL MY FRIENDS GETTIN BLAZED ON THIS WONDERFUL DAY.... I MYSELF AM PLANNING ON ROLLING A 15 GRAM BLUNT....THATS A TOTAL OF 4 WRAPS BEING USED....2 WIDE AND 2 TALL....OVER A HALF OZ OF KENTUCKY KRONIK IS GOIN IN...WISH ME LUCK ALL. OK TODAYS STORY... THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVORITES...I WAS HAVING AN INCREDIBLY SHITTY DAY AND WAS OUTTA MY SMOKE ....WELL MY DEALER AT THE TIME WOULDNT SEEL ANYTHING LESS THEN A QUARTER...WHICH WAS 5O BUCKS...I HAD 10 TO MY NAME....WELL I DECIDED TO SEE IF I PAYED HIM 10 BUCKS IF HED SMOK E ABLUNT WITH ME TO JUST GET THE EDGE OFF....WELL AFTER HEARING ABOUT MY DAY HE AGREED TO DO JUST THAT...AND PROCEEDDED TO ROLL A 7 GRAM BLUNT...HELL YES! I WAS SO FRIED OFF IT THAT WHEN I LEFT TO GO BACK TO MY STEPDADS HOUSE

Afterlife!
A couple made a deal that whoever died first would come back and inform the other of the afterlife. Their biggest fear was that there was no afterlife. After a long life, the husband was the first to go, and true to his word he made contact, "Mary. Mary." "Is that you, Fred?" "Yes, I've come back like we agreed." "What's it like?" "Well, I get up in the morning, I have sex, I have breakfast, off to the golf course, I have sex, I bathe in the sun, and then I have sex twice. I have lunch, another romp around the golf course, then sex pretty much all afternoon. After supper, golf course again. Then have sex until late at night. The next day it starts again." "Oh, Fred you surely must be in heaven." "Not exactly, I'm a rabbit in Suffolk."

Some Home Remedies
1. If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic. Simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat and presto. The blockage will be almost instantly removed. 2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by simply using the sink. 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer. 5. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 7. Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a hammer and you will forget about the toothache. Sometimes, we just need to remember what the rules of life really are: You only need two tools: WD-40 and Duct T

Song Of The Day! 4/20/07
Guilty Conscience Lyrics [announcer] Meet Eddie, twenty-three years old. Fed up with life and the way things are going, he decides to rob a liquor store. But on his way in, he has a sudden change of heart. And suddenly, his conscience comes into play... [Dr. Dre] Alright, stop! (Huh?) Now before you walk in the door of this liquor store and try to get money out the drawer You better think of the consequence (But who are you?) I'm your motherfuckin conscience [Eminem] That's nonsense! Go in and gaffle the money and run to one of your aunt's cribs And borrow a damn dress, and one of her blonde wigs Tell her you need a place to stay You'll be safe for days if you shave your legs with Renee's razor blades [Dr. Dre] Yeah but if it all goes through like it's supposed to The whole neighborhood knows you and they'll expose you Think about it before you walk in the door first Look at the store clerk, she's older than George Burns [Eminem] Fuck that! Do that

Chillax
I feel sometimes that a lot of women take themselves too seriously and are often hung up about the wrong things. If a man or ur man has no problem with ur body then why should u? Another thing is that u should give guys more credit. Sure there are a lot of assholes out there and there are a lot of bitches. If a guy has been in a relationship with u for a long time then whenever u have sex there is an emotional bond that gets renewed. If goes far deeper than just wanting to bust a nut. Sure men have the ability to have random sex without attachments, but in a relationship things r different. Your willingness to please your man without excuses and surprise him will boost his self esteem and mood and most times than not he will be more receptive to your emotional needs. Remember men are hardwired more physically than emotionally. There has to be compromise; don't expect a man to continuously be there emotionally for u if u withdraw his physical-emotional blend of comfort. Alot of times

Puppies After Surgery
This is Snoopy-Loopy after being fixed This is Buddy and he got fixed and had eye surgery, you can see the red and swelling a lil bit but it doesnt do justice Those are Buddy with his cone on!! lol... Our other pup Snoopy-Loopy doesnt like him with it, doesnt help that his eyes look all funny and stuff still... =/

#2 Pencil In A Catholic School..too Funny
Little Mary Margaret was not the best student in Catholic school. Usually she slept through the class. One day her teacher, a Nun, called on her while she was sleeping. Tell me Mary Margaret, who created the universe?" When Mary Margaret didn't stir,little Paulie who was her friend sitting behind her, took his pencil and jabbed her in the rear "God Almighty!" shouted Mary Margaret. The Nun said, "Very good" and continued teaching her class. A little later the Nun asked Mary Margaret, "Who is our Lord and Savior?" But Mary didn't stir from her slumber. Once again, Paulie came to the rescue and stuck Mary Margaret in the butt. "Jesus Christ!!!" shouted Mary Margaret and the Nun once again said, "Very good," and Mary Margaret fell back asleep. The Nun asked her a third question..."What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?" Again, Paulie came to the rescue. This time Mary Margaret jumped up and shouted, "If you stick that damn thing in me one mor

A Boy?
i waswalking down the street alone at night like i used to do when i was younger wow i was ballsy i went into this place an it was crackdonalds it was closed noone was there so i go to the kichen and open the freezer there are chicken nuggets and pies and sauces and stuff a new sauce llike cinnamon and some other shitand i reach for the nggets and a guy walks isn so i leave and i endup at home i guess and tonicia is there and this guy i guess he was my bf this pic i saw of tonicia was so strange she was naked her nipples had been pierced but she didnt have jewelry in she had a pink ribbon running through the holes and this guy with scraggly hair was nextt to her i fucking laughed my ass of and then we weree all getting ready for bed and come to think of it they didnt even do anything i was freaking out we were all gonna sleep inthe same bed and i freaked i started crying and i went outside but naked in my sheet i was gonna go lay in th grass and look at the stars but he came and aske

I'm Not Good Enough
I'm hated for the things I do. I'm missunderstood for the things I say. I'm a disappointment for being me. I'm in a world of darkness no one see's. I'm the one to blame...for EVERYTHING. I'm the failure in your eyes. What is there good of me?

Its Just Little O Me In Maine
Wow first and formost i gotta say this site looks like fun and i hope to met a lot of Friends and People. Wow its been a Good year for me so far and I have changed soo much and learned for my family and friends . I have felt the past 6 months depressed and helpless but with great friends and family im doing awesome now. Ive completed a Truck diving Course and looking forward to a new job to go with my new life. Its funny how after I got Home from Iraq 4 years ago how fast I seemed to sink into depression and having a wife who doesnt care for you doesnt help after. But now with amazing meds and stuff from the VA which they have been very awesome with support! So boo on the negitive Press they have been getting. So of couse I support our Guys not only as a VET but as a supporter for them The press sucks and show mostly bad points but you know i can voutch for some good were doing.

New Job Today
Well, as some of you know, I have been looking for a job...in dire need of one. I had been waiting to hear from one in particular, and thank God, it came through! So...today is my first day on the job. I'm not really sure how long I will be there today, as I'm going in to get paperwork done, and then I'm not sure what all else they will be doing with me today....prob. just showing me the ropes. It is going to be a Mon-Fri. job, which is exactly what I wanted...so prayers were definately answered there. Being a Fri. already, this will make for a short week. lol I am assuming then, it will be back to work on Mon. I'd sure appreciate it if everyone would say a little prayer for me today, that things go very smoothly! Our phone rang at about 5:30 am this morning, a call from Lee's mom in Indy, that her apartment complex was on fire. It wasn't in the wing she was in, but the entire complex was evacuated, and she said so far about 3 people had been taken away in ambulances. It

Seemed Like A Beautiful Place From Afar
Until one day, I saw how miserable things really art. I could move to England. I could easily leave this country. I could move to Poland in the same right. I don't speak Polish. I could be a legal immigrant in another country because of my parents. I am first generation american. I'm starting to wonder why I stay here. I have no medical care. I'm unhappy. Dameon wants me to move to San Diego with him. I don't want to move until my car is paid for. The whole point in moving here was that I could be around friends and pay my bills and go to school. That and possible get treatment for my mental condition. I need to get health care. How many people in this country that are valid citizens are sitting through depression because they cant get meds? I am a citizen of this country. I live in the most affluent country in the world. Thats changing, but still why can't I receive treatment. I can't afford it. I don't want to feel like this. I don't want to turn to drinking agai

Adult Survey
1. Anal or oral? 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? 3. Ice or feathers? 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? 5. Movie porn or live porn? 6. What do you wear to bed ? 7. Love making or hard fucking? 8. Do you shave ? 9. Spit or swallow? 10. Do you masturbate ? 11. Whats your turn on ? 12. Whats your favorite position ? 13. Do you beleive in no glove no love ? 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ? 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? 20. List one person on your friends/family/fan list you would have sex with? Be honest !!

Lost And Praying
This morning after I came online ( and i have been expecting this ) had to rush my dog Kietha to the vet.She has been batteling cancer for two years and this morning the cancer ball busted open.Seem's with all my medical training you'd think I could do something anything but for a animal ( which i have no training for ) i couldn''t call in a simple thing like pain pill's. See I have decied she is too special to put to sleep....I want her to pass away at home cause every time we thought it was time she would bounce back.... Reaux is such a wonderfull vet he agreed to give me the pain pills and let her pass in my care but damn it this will be pet #3 just this year. Kietha is a minnie black lab and wolf 1/2 and 1/2 and was one of my rescues from the old days with my rescue farm...She started her life by having her nose cracked and ribs brokin and her tail choped off by the crack aditcs who owned her...all this by age 4 weeks. So I thought I'd share this with all my friends just a lit

Concert
Tomorrow is my Birthday and tonight I'm going to a Gary Allen concert!There will be new pictures and all that good stuff.I usually dont get excited about birthdays but this year is different for some reason.I'm sure the concert will be great!!!everyone have a great day!!!!

Trying To Post Comments
You know what I'm finding out that's annoying here on Ct? Is this little message when you take time out to rate someones picture and then post a comment You get this>>> (Error: the photo owners permissions do not allow you to leave a photo comment. what a fascist!). What I want to know is why take the time to make a profile and then have someone rate you and have that damn comment box if You're going to close out the comments? What's the point? If You want the points take the comments that go with them too. You can always delete them it's no big deal. I'm not here to rant and rave and tell others how to live. But I am here to vent My frustration because after all this is My blog and I have that right. If You don't want to read it or add a comment to it that's Your right too. I won't close the box like some people do, I'm just not that way!!! Anyway, I think I made My point here and I'm sure I'm not the only one who's thought of this.... I just felt the need to put MY thoughts down on

Any Picture Contest Now Open
ANY PICTURE CONTEST IS NOW OPEN PICK WHO U THINK SHOULD WIN AND HELP THEM TO WIN BY RATING TO PICTURE. THIS CONTEST IS A RATING ONLY PICTURE. YOU CAN RATE YOUR OWN PICTURE NO DOWN RATING OTHER PEOPLE THAT IS IN THE COJNTEST OR U WILL BE PUT OF THE CONTEST. IT WILL GO ON FOR 2 WEEKS FROM TODAY. 1ST PRIZE GET A BIG PIMPIN GIFT AND 5 VIC GIFTS 2ND 5 VIC GIFTS 3RD 4 VIC GIFTS 4TH 3 VIC GIFT EVERYONE THAT ENTERED THE CONTEST WILL GET 1 VIC GIFT. GOOD LUCK EVERYONE HERE ARE THE CONTESTANTS IN THE ANY PICTURE CONTEST. GOOD LUCK EVERYONE GET UR RATES IN BEFORE ITS TO LATE.

Time For You To Go
THE TIME HAS COME FOR ME TO GO AND TIME FOR YOU TO LEAVE YOU SAID YOU'D NEVER LEAVE BUT IN END ALL YOU DID WAS LIE JUST LIKE ALL THE REST. I FEEL I LOVE YOU BUT THEN AGAIN I HATE YOU WISH YOU WOULD JUST GO WITH ALL THIS PAIN I GIVE MYSELF TO THEE BUT THEN AGAIN WOULD IT SET ME FREE?

Psychopath Test
Read this question, come up with an answer and then scroll down to the bottom for the result. This is not a trick question. It is as it reads. No one I know has got it right. A woman, while at the funeral of her own mother, met a guy whom she did not know. She thought this guy was amazing. She believed him to be her dream guy so much, that she fell in love with him right there, but never asked for his number and could not find him. A few days later she killed her sister. Question: What is her motive for killing her sister? [Give this some thought before you answer, see answer below] Answer: She was hoping the guy would appear at the funeral again. If you answered this correctly, you think like a psychopath. This was a test by a famous American Psychologist used to test if one has the same mentality as a killer. Many arrested serial killers took part in the test and answered the question correctly. If you didn't answer the ques

My Typed Of Guy
I like a ruff neck thats frm tha hood or ghetto he gonna finished school and have a jod he needs to be a blood he need to be 19 and up and his named gotta start wit a t he is a libra he last named is brown he is half black and cherykeyindian he smell good and his dick tha shirt and i can't help it i wanna it everyday but he single and i knw his fam but it a problem i love 2 tease and flirt and play games and front i need to stop it cause we got everything in comment he maybe my soulmate but i will find out

Happy 420 Lets C How Far This Goses
WELL U NO 420 4 ALL U PEOPLE WHO DNT KNOW HERE IT IS THIS IS THE DEAL U HAVE MILLIONS OF PEOPLE THT GO OUT AND DRINK AND DRIVE THT KILL UR FRINDS UR FAMILY HELL MY FRINDS MY FAMILY THE POINT IS DO U HEAR ON THE NEWS HOW UR EVERYDAY WORKING MAN OR WOMAN GOSE OUT AND SMOKES A JOINT KILLS A FAMILY MEMBER OR 1 OF UR FRINDS NO U DNT SO THINK ABOUT IT WHT DO U RELLY WNT IN THE STREETS A PERSON CAN B AN ADULT AND A KID THE SAME TIME IF U THINK THIS IS TRUE REPOST THIS AND LETS C HOW FAR IT GOSE BLUNT SMOKERS R US

For Sale
FOR SALE "RIGHTEOUS" ASS I have been the owners of this ass for a few months now, but I just do not have the time to enjoy it any more, so I am offering this beauty for sale. It’s 1964 model in gay pink. 1 Careful owner and a few 1000 brothers who were not so careful in the prison showers but it still runs well. Starts every time without fail (press button start) It's a convertible model (not much up top) Looks like new (most of the shit comes out of it's mouth) Full service history (mostly by gays in the local park) I am offering it for sale for $100 cherry bucks. But I am open to offers.

Speak Kind Words, Hear Kind Echos
One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes. My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. " They really should get lives." He looked at me and said, "Hey thanks!" There was a big smile on h

A Hater
This person is going around being rude to pretty much everyone. He has the nerve to call me Shamu...and gave my pic a 1. I blocked it of course. But just as a precaution go and block this person before they get to your stuff. http://cherrytap.com/user/826176

Hey Pls Help Me In This Contest Pls
HEY NOW THAT I HAVE YOUR ATTENTION WILL YOU HELP ME PLEASE VOTE FOR ME IN THIS SEXY CHERRIES CONTEST. JUST CLICK THE PICTURE, RATE AND LEAVE ME A COMMENT OR 2. (repost of original by 'DITSY' on '2007-04-20 07:36:16')

The Demise Of Shrubya's Reign Of Terror
There's a site I found from a link to a comment of my blog posting about the abstinent-only program that has The Official George W. Bush "Days Left In Office" Countdown Clock:Still a ways to go, but we're getting there...tag: bush, countdown clock, republican, antibush, worst president, president, politics, clock-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Best Cleavage Contest!
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=768896&i=1257345764# HEY!! I love you guys and i know you guys love me!!GUYS OR GIRLS HELL I DONT CARE I LOVE EM ALL! thats why all of yous hould love me the same! Go the the link i showed you and rate my pic a 10 and comment me.Im in the BEST cleavage contest :P and I need ur guy's help to win..without it ill lose *giggles*so please help me! rate and comment both..not on my fce but for once guys..IM TELLING YOU TO LOOK AT MY TITS!:D you too girls TEEHEE!!!HOPE YOU GUYS HELP ME OUT!!! Link: http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=768896&i=1257345

4:20
TODAY IS MY FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR! I WISH I COULD BE IN DC TODAY AT 4:20 WITH ALL MY FELLOW TOOKERS THAT WILL BE THERE......1 DAY I WILL BE THERE RIGHT ALONG WITH THE REST OF YOU. FOR ALL YOU TOOKERS...ENJOY MARY JANE TO HER FULLEST TODAY AND IF YOU HAVEN'T DONE IT YET GET YOUR ASS ONLINE AND SIGN THE PETITION TO MAKE MARY JANE LEGAL. WHILE I CAN'T BE IN DC AT 4:20 I CAN AND WILL BE LIGHTEN UP AMD SMOKIN RIGHT ALONG WITH ALL OF YOU. LETS ALL ENJOY OUR BUDS TODAY AND HOPE THAT SOMEDAY IN THE NEAR FUTURE IT WON'T BE A CRIME TO ENJOY OUR WOUNDERUL HERB THAT GODS HIMSELF CREATED. HAPPY 4:20 ALL

Home Hiv Tests
So along with my 3 month AIM (adult industry medical) test, I found out about this little ditty: http://www.homeaccess.com (which is the ONLY FDA APPROVED at home HIV test kit) and I just tried one of those out as well... the clean AIM test I needed for my upcoming time out in LA... but for my own personal desire to double check I snagged a home access kit... this thing was nice, easy and most of all anonymous... (is it really? read more heh) anyway, I ordered a kit and got it in about 2 days from home access directly... the use of the kit was easy and totally painless as you just get a packet full of 2 capped pinsticks, swabs, gauze, band aid and a mini packet with a target on it... it's an interesting system, but its easy and anyone can pretty much figure it out :p... you take the pinstick which is in a rectangular tube, you stick your fingertip over it and put a bit of pressure on it... the pin sticks out and then you bleed drops at a time... as you bleed

Dont Want To Miss A Thing
Just want to send out a quick note to a very special young lady to whom means a very lot to me. I here by dedicate Aerosmiths 'Dont want to miss a thing" to her and thank you for helping me set up the player baby. I also dedicate my crush to you.Cant wait till you move back to the states my mississippi babe Sincerely Artisticeys69

13 Commandments Of Goth
Stolen from 667 Neighbor of the Beast, cause it's f'in funny. 1. Thou shalt not paint thy face in the manner of the Crow... ever. 2. Thou shalt not wear a fishnet shirt if thy chest is hairy. 3. Thou shalt not wear jingly things on thy ankles AND wrists or thee will sound like the Salvation Army people around Xmas and other goths will be much annoyed. 4. Thou shalt not wear white underwear under black see-through or sheer garments. 5. Thou shalt not wear tight latex if thy is a fat-ass. 6. Thou shalt not wear the t-shirt of the band thou will be seeing in concert. It makes thou look like a dork. 7. Thou shalt not wear Vampire: The Masquerade clan pins in a club unless thou is gaming, or else old ST's will bring their holy wrath down upon you. 8. Thou shalt not try to dance wearing long veils unless thou knows how not to step on said veil and fall on ass, thereby looking like a donut. 9. Thou shalt not mix more than two fabrics in an outfit. The gods do not wa

Kids And Medication
I have to say that I am disgusted with the school systems. My son has something that used to be called ants in his pants. always gotta be doing something. well here is the deal, we took him (at the order of the school system) to a Dr. and he promptly diagnosed the issue as being ADD. that having been said they told us to put him on concerta, which is a ritalin type of medication. Here in lays the problem in that it made him into a zombie, I mean sure the teachers had a nice calm classroom but my kid might as well have been asleep. Now we moved him into a school that is geared for High IQ kids and a fast pased learning. He is doing great. to top it all off they have gym twice a day, and I mean a structured gym where they have to play team sports and leagues and such. Only two stipulations, he cannot be on any kind of medications, and he cannot have access to the internet. If he needs to do research on the computer then they have all the encyclopedias on dvd's over the internal network.

New Stuff And A New Look
Hi all, For any who have tried to check out my website at www.thedarkmaster.com and have found a fragmented train wreck of a site, please bear with us as we are making changes. Among them is a totally new "industrial" darker look to the entire site. Other changes include the removal of old pages with old and/or dated history on myself and in their place a new focus on just the current direction and happenings of my career. So, all of the old archival material from my early career will be toast, (although you will still be able to see much of it here in my pic folders). Also slated to disappear is the "Dark Crew" page which features people I work with, the "Dark Room" which housed pictures of my torture and restraints collection, and other pages and bits we deem non essential. In place of all of this will be a new and streamlined site that will return me 100% to my dark and demented format that is my unique and twisted brand of extreme entertainment. Keep an eye on

My First Contest
Im having my 1st Contest. Doing something a little different Im holding a contest for the SExIEST GOTH. Are you gothy looking? Then sumbit you pic. This is for YOU pics not artwork or pics you found someplace else. It must be you. Open for males and females. Ill take pic entries till April 25th or till I fill 15 places. Get your entries in now. For the pic with the highest amount of comments: 1st Place: 2nd place: 3rd place: For the pic with the highest ratings: All prizes will be given during a happy hr. PLEASE REPOST THIS!!!!

Getting Ready.......
I'm pretty sure I'm having a visitor, nothing written in stone yet, and no definite time frame, ETA is in about 3 weeks, give or take. My heart is hopeful for an early arrival, and yes, I am ultra excited. I have missed him..... I'm trying to get my house together and do some necessary closet cleaning and rearranging to make room. I am determined to curb my packrat nature and get rid of stuff I REALLY don't need, I already have space issues, and keeping junk is just not an option anymore. I'm also scrubbing kitchen cabinets and cleaning out the pantry of all the lil snippets of things you collect when you cook for one, and swear you will use up later, but never do. Taking ceiling fans apart and cleaning the glass and the blades, what a pain in the ass. Fitting all this in with work has been a challenge, because I have generally been working on my scheduled days off, and trying to do double shifts on the weekend to get caught up and actually get ahead on some bills in antic

Any Fans Of Hedo
Any fans of Hedo out there? I've been a number of times and I'm thinking of going back. Maybe we could get a Cherrytap group going and get a group rate. Its just an idea. Let me know if there are any takers on it and I will see what I can do.

People And Stupidity!!!!
I have a beautiful 14 year old daughter. I think everyone that has children that read this will understand completely where I am coming from when I say people and stupidity. We have the High School and Columbine where countless children get injured and killed. Then we have Virginia where 33 college children and teachers are killed and how many injured. Then we have Washington where there are shootings at a school there. Then we have children killing children. Just a few years back there were two elem. age boys playing with a gun and one shot the other and killed him. WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO??!!! These are our children, our lifeline. Our babies we cuddled when they cried we kissed their booboo's. Now people are trying to hurt them. I had the scare of my life today. I was sitting at work it was alittle after 1 just waiting for 3 to get here so I could go home and relax. When I then get this call from My daughter's school. It's an automated voice saying the school has been evacuated

Kiss
What every kiss means Body: Kiss on the stomach = Im ready Kiss on the Forehead = "i hope we're together forever" Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" Kiss on the Lips = I like you" What the gesture means... Holding Hands = "we definitely like each other" Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain like you" Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" Arms around the Waist = "I like you too much to let go" Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- Dont ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. --Requirements-- Post this again after reading!! Or you will have a bad year of Relationships. If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right no

Happy Friday
hey ya'll on this friday..hope this blog finds everyone well.. not much going on here..ssdd seems like a long monday here..already went too walmart now broke once again grr lol.. but thats life huh..suppose too be nice today aleast they say anyways... If i could get a nickle everytime they were wrong on the weather i would be rich haha... anyways just wanted too wish everyone a great day and weekend... be good or be good at it Bec

I Was Afraid Of This
I like the idea of being able to see who downrates, just because I don't like wondering WHO would do that. But NOW my bulletins are full of this-guy/girl-is-downrating-me/myfriends/mypix-go-hate-on-him/her UGH. LET IT GO PEOPLE. Sure it's immature to downrate, but it's JUST as immature to spread the hate. I will NOT go downrate anyone who is downrating. I will NOT go leave them comments telling them what assholes they are. They know that when they do it. Posting bulletins about them is just fueling their fires. And that's what they want. I have better things to do with my time.

Never Underestimate The Power Of Your Actions
One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes. My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. " They really should get lives." He looked at me and said, "Hey thanks!" There was a big smile on h

The Mayonaise Jar
The Mayonnaise Jar When things in your lives seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the

I Leave May 9th
On May 9th I leave once again for a very short media tour of Germany. I will be over until the 20th. This is my second trip to Germany after my first which was in Oct and Nov of 2006. While there this time I will be meeting up with my German manager Falco Richter who is one of the top concert promoters/talent finders in Germany and who also managed Rammstein for the first 5 years the band was together. It should be an extreme blast! Cheers, Steve www.thedarkmaster.com

Erotic Words For The Song Bilingual By Jose Nunez
The only aphrodisiac I need is your voice. Hearing you speak my name, beckoning me to answer telling me you want me. So I tell you that you're the answer to every question I've ever had about love. Without words, I use my tongue to tell the tale of "us". Tracing your shadowscape, kneeling before you, my eyes feast upon your masculinity, in all it's divinity, and I praise you because all of that is for me. I begin to indulge myself of your delicacies, digesting semi-sweet dark-chocolate decadence as it melts, dripping down my chin. Your taste is something Godiva couldn't recreate. Needing every atom of your anatomy, necessity is placed upon me knowing you're the source of my serendipity. Dipping in and out of me stroking more than my conciousness. Subconciously, I find myself rewinding our love-scenes in my day-dreams. Seeing that face you make when you're making me cum and it makes me want you right there and then. Thinking of you in inappropriate places I get ting

Coping...
It`s been 6 months since my best friends died... Time goes so fast. I still remember our last day together like it was yesterday. I got mixed feelings about her death. I want to move on but I feel like I`m leaving her behind. We have been friends for 21 years and she is like a big sister to me. I know that she will always be there but I just can`t seem to move on. She is now my Angel and she is watching over me. I know that I will join her someday! I just need a way to start living my life to the fullest again...

Darrell Waltrip
Darrell Waltrip: Broadcast Analyst, FOX Sports Birthdate: February 5, 1947 Birthplace: Owensboro, Ky. Residence: Franklin, Tenn. Wife: Stevie Daughter: Jessica, 9/17/87 Daughter: Sarah, 8/25/92 Carrer Highlights Bill France Award of Excellence - 2000 NASCAR Winston Cup Champion - 1981, 1982, 1985 Most Popular Driver Award - 1989, 1990 NASCAR Winston Cup Illustrated Person of the Year - 1997 American Driver of the Year - 1979, 1981, 1982 NASCAR Driver of the Decade - 1980s National Motorsports Press Ass'n Driver of the Year - 1977, 1981, 1982 Auto Racing Digest Driver of the Year - 1981, 1981, 1982 Tennessee Professional Athlete of the Year - 1979 Career Brief: Starting his driving career in go-karts at age 12, Darrell Waltrip entered his first stock car race just four short years later. Waltrip and his father built a 1936 Chevrolet coupe and headed to a local dirt track near their Owensboro, Ky., home. The first night out was far from a success as

Today!!
Morning Ramblings..... I wish one day I could wake up Happy! I wish one day I wouldn’t wake and say not today! I wish I had someone there to tell me it’s okay! I wish today was that day! I say this everyday! I did wake up HAPPY today! I did wake up and say “YAY It’s TODAY”! I didn’t wake up today to hear someone tell me it’s okay! But it’s okay because one day he’ll be there And he’ll tell me “Baby it’s okay”!

Hell Is Wrong With People
I gotta say something on the state of the American male. Now, there's no way I can say all of this without sounding like a whiney, "whoa is me" little bitch, but fuck it, I'm sayin it anyway. When the fuck did the gay guys start getting so much play? I mean, of course they were always getting it from the other fellas, that's their thing, you know, suckin' on wieners. But every time I go out now, I see these hundred pound homos with skin-tight pants and selectively-bleached hair that hangs over their eyes, with some smokin' hot chick hangin off their arm. What the fuck is that shit? When did acting effeminate become so cool? Now don't get me wrong, I'm no epitome of manliness, I'm scared shitless of spiders, I won't swim in a lake or the ocean due to the unseen creatures/sharks that are waiting to get me, and occasionally I eat peach sorbet, but come on, I'm not a limp-wrist. When did abandoning all characteristics produced by testosterone make hot women say "damn, I wanna do th

Vent
Ok, I'm gonna use this space to vent for a moment. I've got a situation where I'm not comfortable with and that I wish to not be a part of. Here it is. My roomate (lets call her E). E got married to C. We are on a lease together until he end of june. C lives in Kipling, a whole nother town somewhere. E decides to move out early to move in with her new husband. The thing is that since we're on a lease she decides to mov in her father D, to live with me without my consent. So I'm pretty irritated about that. I feel like I'm stuck in this situation where I have to live with this stranger whom I dont know very well, and dont want to know in the first place. So I figured since she's my friend I'll give them a chance. WELL....... I had two rules in my house, 1: was to not smoke in the house, I am a non smoker, for a year this house has never been smoked in. Our friends know this and therefore smoke outside due to respect. I told him of this and E and told him of his to, so we had an agreeme

Creative Magic Is In Us All....
You are here today to bring possibilities to life. Through your focus and your action, you continually transform what can be into what is. You are a finely tuned and highly effective instrument of creativity. Whatever you most intensely and persistently imagine, comes surely and steadily to life. It is completely natural for you to bring dreams into reality. For that is what you do. The limitations you perceive create rock-solid obstacles as long as you choose to hold them. The possibilities you imagine with passion and purpose are expressed through your life as magnificent achievements. Often without even realizing it, you work your creative magic. With every thought, every action, every moment, every experience, you add your own special gifts to life. Fill your dreams with beauty, fill your thoughts with integrity, and fill your moments with loving purpose. For they are what your world is surely becoming. -- Ralph Marston

Killing The Patient With "long-term Solutions"
On various news and political web sites, questions of miserable schools, violence here in Indianapolis, and our other social ills invariably come up. Just as invariably, a pack of mindless howler monkey/barking moonbat crossbreeds leap to the fray. They always, without exception, jabber the same monkey/moonbat call: We need to look at the families and stop irresponsible parenting! Well, duh! Duh, duh, duh, and duh, again! So, monkeymoonbats, just HOW is that to be done? What is the never-fail method you all are keeping secret from us? But I've an even more important question. What do we do with society WHILE we are fixing the NEXT generation? What do we do about THIS generation? The patient (society) is in a medical crisis, possibly a terminal crisis. Yes, it is MUCH more permanent to get the patient to change his diet and lifestyle, but do we let the patient die in the process? The middle of a heart attack is NOT the time to sit down and spend six hours drawing up a comprehen

Lets Put This Best Picture Contest Into Overdrive.
Hello I know I said there was no time limit on this contest..Well that is still true. My last contest only took 12 hours to finish. Here's the deal. Monday 23rd 2007 I will be having surgery, I would like to see if this contest could be done by then. If not well people will be waiting for there prizes. (If someone wins Monday) Lets try and get this done before the k..Bug your friends...Post Bulletin,& Blogs. Shit ask Higher Cherries to help you...Just show them some love too..You people have your links..Be creative...

"the One"
"The One" We sit on the beach so close in the sand, We're watching the waves and you reach for my hand. You turn to me and look in my eyes, The kiss you gave is no surprise. As we sit watching the sun set, I'm wondering if you are the one. The waves lick the shore Brought on by the tide, We laugh and joke as they chase us inside. We enjoy the warmth of a newly built fire. We sit in its glow as the tide becomes higher. We remember our day, recall the fun and the whole time I am wondering if you are the one.

The Descent
It is only, in the blink of the eye that a single tear born from despair trails in crystal lined shattered soul’s fragrance and bitter sweet pain starts spreading through limbs and veins. A cry born from the roots of being lifts, grows wings and ascends to the blackened heavens where, in harmony with rugged edged lightning and earth quivering thunder a concerto of anguish is born; the sound of which resembles the screams of an apparition that dwells deep within the pits of hell. A worn out path of ancient footsteps, framed with crimson red tainted vapors emanating from the residual scars of past, leads through scorched scapes to the foot of the cliff off which the body of hope had leaped in a hopeless act of suicide. The soul is an amazing part of being; resilient, flexible and absorbing more blows than we could consciously hold for possible. The throbbing veins inside the wrist, residing so close below the surface are a reflection of the vulnerability

...adult Survey...
1. Anal or oral? I like both a lot... if I had to choose... it'd be oral *as long as I was giving* 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? *whip cream* 3. Ice or feathers? feathers... never tried ice 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? I've had both but I like fmf... 5. Movie porn or live porn? Making my own? 6. What do you wear to bed ? If someone's with me, nothing... if I'm alone I wear panties and pjs or a nighty... 7. Love making or hard fucking? Depends, I get in the mood for both, but generally hard fucking 8. Do you shave ? Nope, but I nair that bitch... 9. Spit or swallow? It's not ladylike to spit. 10. Do you masturbate ? A few times a day usually 11. Whats your turn on ? A good kisser 12. Whats your favorite position ? half hanging off the bed, my back and head on the floor and my legs up over your shoulders... 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? Nope. I was married for 2

Chuckle
So...today school doesn't start for my sister until 10:30 yay :) that ment i didnt have to wake up @ 6am!! beautiful really...I went to bed @ 12 and woke up @ 7..only to go back to bed and wake up @8 much more to my liking..LOL i would have rather slept till say 11...BUT since i dont have that choice 8 is much better then 7 or 6. *nods* so im laughing because on myspace there is this girl from my OLD school who is...15? and she was telling me she was going to beat me down *laughs* So i got a pretty good chuckle out of that :) HAHA xXx

Offline-gig To Promote!
Hi y'all I'm gonna be off line for a couple of days..I'm promoting my first gig this weekend..couple of local blues singers in Liverpool. I decided to do somthing after going to watch one of these singers (Laney Murphy) at a gig last month, where she drew a crowd of 200, but was paid only $25!..so i've booked a venue, oganise a DJ, got some sounds ready, and advertised it on myspace..tonight I'll be paying Laney her first proper pay packet..and having a party while i'm going about it! This is not a plug...wish me luck! pip pip x

Good Joke..
Voted Best Joke in Ireland 2006 John O'Reilly hoisted his beer and said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life, between the legs of me wife!" That won him the top prize at the pub for the best toast of the night! He went home and told his wife, Mary, "I won the prize for the Best toast of the night" She said, "Aye, did ye now. And what was your toast?" John said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life, sitting in church beside me wife." "Oh, that is very nice indeed, John!" Mary said. The next day, Mary ran into one of John's drinking buddies on the street corner. The man chuckled leeringly and said, "John won the prize the other night at the pub with a toast about you, Mary." She said, "Aye, he told me, and I was a bit surprised myself. You know, he's only been there twice in the last four years. Once he fell asleep, and the other time I had to pull him by the ears to make him come!

"nightfall"
"Nightfall" Isn't it beautiful? The sunset at night. Pale shades of color In the glowing light. The trees look so peaceful. A breeze passes by. Hints of rainbow colors adorn the nightly sky. Soon it will get dark And the moon will start to rise. Waves gently flap the shore with the distant seagulls cries. The sky begins to glisten As stars slowly appear. Crickets chirp their song, Afar it seems so near. It all makes you wonder How you have never noticed before The beauty that has been created couldn't be appreciated more.

Wine
I am presently in Sonoma County, a great area for wine, even though it is California, and not Oregon hehe.. what ya expect, I'm a native Oregonian. I hate sales tax, and pumping my own gas... Here is some info for most of us that are not wine snobs like me.. hehe Any healthy, mature human can enjoy the sensual and psychic pleasures of moderate wine drinking. It requires no knowledge or skills other than bringing a glass to the lips and swallowing. The overall sensory experience of wine can be transformed, however, from a simple pleasure to a profound one, with just a bit of knowledge about how humans experience "taste" and how wine can have so many flavor variations. A wine palate is part ability and part experience. The individual's preferences for and sensitivity to smell and taste elements, along with the memory of their taste history, combine to form the palate. In developing this personal wine palate, remember to consider the temperature, the texture, and the feel, as wel

Tgif!!
So begins the great "Wedding Weekend" for my nephew Jason and his intended, Carrie! No clients for me today! I will be heading out later this morning to pick up my oldest son William from Madison - about a 2 hour drive from here! I always enjoy my visits with him and look forward to chatting with him all weekend, lol! Jennifer, eldest daughter, arrived in Sparta last night from LaCrosse. It was a pleasant surprise that she spent the night with HER oldest son, Damian, in his new apartment. Tim continues to reside with me, for at least another week or two - maybe longer, lmao!! Jenn will be showing up here shortly, I'm sure! Dinner at my parent's house last night went well. Nice to visit with Mike and Suzanne - it's been awhile since I've seen them. Carol, Sarah, and the Divas were present, too. Those little Divas, Chesney and Keyanna, are such little sweethearts; and so very busy, lol!!! I hope someone has a video camera for when they march down the aisle! I'm sure something inter

April 20th 2008
Happy 420! My plans were hit the bowl, watch cheech and chong up in smoke, eat cookies, hit the bowl, watch half baked, hit the bowl, watch the sabers whoop the islanders, eat dinner (tacos tonight), go to the drive in (not sure what's playing). But my daughter has a fever and is going to the doctors at 9:45 am. So who knows if I will spark one today we will see. To all my happy stoners Spark one for me!

Hmmmmmm
Ok so I HATE the bullshit I have to deal with in my current position every day. Monday's and Tuesday's the guys I work with sleep. Wednesday's, Thursday's and Friday's I work with a 60+ year old man who needs to retire, but feels the need to tell me how and when to do my job. Mind you, I've been in my current position for 6 years. There is potentially an opening in another department that I am very much interested in pursuing, but not sure on so many levels. I check my e-mail today, and I have my horoscope sent daily. I don't really buy into all of that, but I like to see what they have to say. Today shocked me. I think I may just go after the position like many here are prompting me to do. Although you can be so intently focused on the minute details of your immediate environment, the astrological month of Taurus opens your vistas of thought and imagination. Today, however, with the Moon in your 10th House of Career, it's crucial for you to make an effort to push beyond your own

"my Broken Heart"
"My Broken Heart" I knew from the beginning that you were just a flirt. Yet I fell in love with you, Knowing I'd get hurt. I thought that I could tie you down and make you love just me, But how could I do something That wasn't meant to be? I know you'll never love me, I'm trying not to cry. For I know I'll find the strength to kiss your lips good-bye. When you ask for me again, You'll find I won't be there. I want a love to call my own, Not one I have to share. So I'll hide my broken heart Beneath a laughing face. Through you think I never cared, No one could ever take your place.

Bikers Poem
Saw You But You Didn't See Me ~I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. ~I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. ~I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. ~I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. ~I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. ~I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. ~I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you di

My Friend :(
I feel like Ive lost my best friend , I guess In a way I have..I only have myself to blame though.How could I think that with not actually knowing a person they could be my best friend , I told "her" things I would never tell anyone.I allowed "her" to see me in a way no one has. I trusted and respected . I blame no one but myself , I was the stupid one that fell in lust or whatever the fuck it was.. I chose to not let go , I chose to be jealous ,I chose my path and I accept that . But when all I ask for is a little honesty and you wont even give me that , to protect someone else. Am I that fucking psycho in you eyes that you think I would go after someone??? I guess I totally misjudged you . I guess I was wrong to actually put my faith and trust someone , when time and time again Ive been proven wrong by everyone Ive allowed myself to love. This why I think not having "friends" is probably the best thing for me. Im sorry I troubled you , Im sorry I cared about you , Im sorry I

Bad Manners
Bad Manners I hate people with bad manner, for something that costs nothing why don’t more people have good manners! A simple please and thank you are always appreciated but very rarely heard. My son and I went for a walk and we made an effort to smile at everyone we saw, we had few surprised looks but mostly just smiles which was lovely except for two female cyclists, leisurely peddling away on a path that could only fit them side my side as we walked I thought one would get over but no, they made us get off the path and didn’t even have the decency to say thank you, two grown adults showing my son how to act, how inappropriate! I also contacted a friend of mine, hadn’t spoken to her for a while and thought even though I contacted her last I would make first contact again, it was much appreciated, she called me back and we chatted for some time. So the morale is, even if you were the last one to make contact don’t feel bad about making the first move again, it is appreciate

New Puppies
So we have been lookin for a puppy for a while now...we found 2 puppies one is a Lab/ret mix the other well it's a mix The mom is a mix of horse-hair shar pei,Rottie the dad is a Huskey, this dog looks like a German Shepherd Please tell me how that happens, anyways yeah love to new puppies they are doing great with going outside to go potty *Thank god* the Lap/Ret's name is Wiggles and the other one is Rocky, they were born 14 days apart!

Ughhhhhhhhhhh
feeling pretty bad this morning my arthrtis is killing me feeling pretty low and down think i'll go back to bed maybe after i have had a few more hours sleep and check my email i will feel better sure hope so

Now Im Inspired Lol
Some judge a man by the color of his skin They play him down till there's nothing left for him But to cry out in anguish, in fear and in pain They say they can judge him, I say there insane But who am I to judge? Some judge a man by his status and flair If they say he's no good it's the length of his hair Or his lack of investment in the real-estate scene They say they can judge him, I say there obscene But who am I to judge? Some judge a man by his knowledge and wit If he's not into culture he's a bit of a twit And if he can't tell a joke he's a big waste of time They say they can judge him, but they're way out of line But who am I to judge? One judges men by their faith and their deeds Even in judgment He's aware of their needs And He'll never give up until all things have past Because then He will judge, who has judged.

Fyi....
Just wanted to let you know that I will not be on here the next couple of weeks. I am driving to Colorado to meet up with the hubby (he has been in Iraq for the past year and a half). Leaving this weekend for the 14hr drive, ugh! Then will spend the week with him there while he is demobilizing, whoohoo! Anway..just lettin ya know I won't be around much during that time, take care, keep in touch! ~Jan~

Great Night
So I have not been doing really well, been feelin down and just blah! anyways yesterday was a great day and I had a even better night at work! I could not help but smile all night long I had a 50 something year old man flirt with me and he asked me if I needed a sugar daddy *wanted to say yes lol* I have tonight off and I have not had a friday off in a while...so going to go get my check when John comes home from work, cash it then go pay my cell phone bill and maybe out to dinner with the family! anyways I had a great night last night thats all I wanted to say hmmmmmmmmm why on earth am I writing anyways hope ya'll have a kick ass day and I'll write more later on!

Haaa!!!!
A guy with a black eye boards his plane bound for Pittsburgh and sits down in his seat. He notices immediately that the guy next to him has a black eye too. He says to him, "Hey this is a coincidence, we both have black eyes; mind if I ask how you got yours?" The other guy says, "Well, it just happened. It was a tongue twister accident. See, I was at the ticket counter and this gorgeous blonde with the most massive breasts in the world was there. So, instead of saying 'I'd like two tickets to Pittsburgh,' I accidentally said "I'd like two pickets to Tittsburgh'. So she socked me a good one." The first guy replied, "Wow! This is unbelievable. Mine was a tongue twister too. I was at the breakfast table and I wanted to say to my wife, "Please pour me a bowl of Frosties, honey." But I accidentally said, "You ruined my life you evil, self-centered, fat-assed, bitch.

I Guess It's Time
OK many of you know about my relationship with Play. And i want you all to know I am a big girl. I know what you all see or think you know, but it is still my choice on who I love. I am sorry some of you seem to be having issues with us. The thing is I love him and noone else can change that but me. So if you are truly a friend you will remain one and deal with it. I can't help how things happen. I can't change the past. I can only work on the right now and the future. I love you DJ. And I love my friends...just chill on the drama.

Results Of Quiz :: What's Your Kissing Style??
You scored as Sexy Kisser. My god you're hot! Any one who kisses you will always remember it and want more. You know exactly what you're doing with the right balance of gentle and aggressive, wow! You're scorching!!

Poem
Sitting here with nothing to do, But close my eyes and think of you, Your smile is bright, Your eyes would shine, I'd forever be proud to call you mine, But all i see is a cloud of gray, I wish you was here, like you were yesterday.

This Is Where I'll Be On Sat
For any fans or members that forgot..I'll be here for a fan/member meet and greet. SO come on out and lets party :) The party will be held on April 21st from 7pm – 11pm at the Lea Lounge www.leanyc.com . Lea is located on 230 Park Ave between 45th and 46th Street. Under the east walkway of the Helmsley building. Close to the hotel but probably need to cab or drive to it. It is a cash bar …and some food with be provided. Other food is available for purchase The place is awesome and is ours for that time period. There is a hip hop party afterwards we are invited to stay but NYC Hip Hop parties…can be scary …LOL. Nudity is totally allowed and recommended…we were told the bartenders are all female and will not be wearing much either….oh and NYC hot :D XOOX, Aimeelynn

Wicked
Deep red lips in a cupids bow Tender caresses making love grow Falling deeply into your doe brown eyes My long auburn hair lashing over your thighs Passionate kisses hearts beating fast Wanting this night forever to last Bare soles sliding over your skin Don’t hold back- give in Hearts afire hearts aflame I am dying to hear you scream my name Ecstasy overcomes us no holding back Arms and legs tangled I am a slave to your attack

Quiz Results :: What Kind Of Relationship Are You In? How Sexually Compatible Are You?
Mr. & Mrs. Right or Right Now-What kind of relationship are you in? You scored as Perfect!. This is perfect! You know each other very well and you trust each other completely. You two found the right balance between doing things together and doing things alone. This may be forever. Congratulations!Perfect!70%You have to work for it60%Normal and good50%Obsessed30%Just fun?25%I’m sorry, this doesn’t look good20% Match Made In Heaven-How sexually compatible are you? You scored as Very Compatible. You score highest as a couple with an exceptionally close and compatible sexual relationship - you make each other happy and the fires are still burning strong. Very Compatible71%Average Compatibility64%Important Differences

Are You High Maintenance?
I thought this was funny.. I am always looking out for these types.. but usually fail.. You are 0% High-Maintenance! You aren't high-maintenance at all. You seem to be a pretty relaxed and easygoing person, and you don't expect others to cater to your whims. 'How High-Maintenance are You?' at QuizGalaxy.com and here is another one .... http://ynr.blogthings.com/areyouhighmaintenancequiz/ http://ynr.blogthings.com/whatkindofbraareyouquiz/ http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=27955

New Page
Since I can not upload pics. I am going back to myspace page. I have tried many different things but still can't fix it. I hope all of my friends check out my page on myspace or xpeeps. I use my "stage name" Tyann Mason on both of those also. I hope I keep my friends, and you can check me out on either one of those pages I have alot of cool pics. on both of them.

Mumms
I wonder what's the point? It seems like they're just being used by more point mongering whores (sorry don't mean to offend anyone) to create controvery. It's early, I'm going back to bed. Maybe something more interesting will be up a little later in the day

True Story! A Time To Die
It was an over cast afternoon Ithat day, as I remember it. Walking with my 6-month baby boy I was racing home from kindergarten with my 4 year old in tow. We where singing nursery rhymes together. The snorting of Old MacDonald’s Pig came to an abrupt halt as the dull thud rose above the humming of the heavy traffic racing down the main road. I half turned in mid pig snort, to see the dark blue commodore and trailer billowing smoke around the rear wheels as he brought his car to the curb. In the distance I saw the little heap lying in the gutter as passersby came running up to the curb, to investigate. I squinted trying to get a clearer view, as a woman bent down too pick up the heap that lay there. As she straightened I could see a pair of limp legs dangling and an arm resting at an odd angle. It became all to clear No hesitation! I asked my friend to stand with the boys and I raced across the road. Ducking and diving in-between the cars and trucks waving my arms calling out stop!

Reflecting
Been doing some thinking....Trying to figure this world out. As a mom I have to step back and wonder what kind of world my children will be living in. Lord knows I try not to think about the world my grandchildren will live in. There was a time not so long ago that it was safe to say hello to the guy you passed on the street. We used to live in a world where neighbors knew each other. Where people actually cared about the important stuff. I am afraid for our future, the future of my children..... I fear the society that we face ahead. What kind of society are we living in? What does it say about us when we allow so much hatred to breed and grow around us never stepping up to make a difference? There will be more added to this over time just having my coffee and doing some reflecting....

The Most Rediculous Thing...
some funny fucker flagged my primary pic as NSFW!!! How? Ok I am sitting in the Bath, but all you can see is me from the waist up, I am not entirly meager in attributes, but FFS there is nothing to see except what the average guy shows on the street every summer! Opinions on a postcard... Now in a foul mood as thats the best pic I have of me that I thought I could show :/

Drowning Hopes
Drowning hopes The cold dead earth beneath my feet, the empty hearts that long to beat, twisted minds in search of games, futile thoughts for madness blames. Salty tears that fail to fall, deafened ears my echoed call, finding fear in friendly faces, lost and lured in familiar places. Softened speach with razor tips, the unformed words upon your lips, warming breath a whispered diss, sunken depths my own abyss.

Southern Birth Signs
SOUTHERN BIRTH SIGNS: What's Your "Southern" Sign? Some of us (especially Southerners) are pretty skeptical of horoscopes, and it has become obvious that what we need are "Southern" symbols: OKRA (Dec 22 - Jan 20) Although you appear crude, you are actually very slick on the inside. Okras have tremendous influence. An older Okra can look back over his life and see the seeds of his influence everywhere. Stay away from Moon Pies. CHITLIN (Jan 21 - Feb 19) Chitlins come from humble backgrounds. A chitlin, however, can make something of himself if he's motivated and has lots of seasoning. In dealing with Chitlins, be careful. They can erupt like Vesuvius. Chitlins are best with Catfish and Okra. BOLL WEEVIL (Feb 20 - Mar 20) You have an overwhelming curiosity. You're unsatisfied with the surface of things, and you feel the need to bore deep into the interior of everything. Needless to say, you are very intense and driven as if you had some inner hunger. Nobody in thei

Friday Links: Traveling Virus Tickets On Sale Today, Bob Saget, Rob Bartlett, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New Videos Online
Holy Smokes!!! Live Sex on Paltalk...some gal is getting taught a lesson! (aim your Goddamn camera up, you two!!!) LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy Happy FRIDAY, kids! It's a wonderful day and the Opie and Anthony Show is ready to broadcast. Why are we so happy? Well, kids... the Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus tickets go on sale THIS MORNING! GET 'TRAVELING VIRUS' SHOW LINEUPS AND TICKET LINKS HERE! New Traveling Virus T-shirts - On Sale NOW! CLICK HERE TO ORDER YOURS TODAY! Today on the show, we'll be checking in with WJFK-FM station mates The Junkies, as well as Rob Bartlett from the IMUS in the Morning program, who will give us his take on the whole Imus firing/cancellation. Bob Saget will be stopping by as well to plug his show tonight at the North Fork Theater in Westbury, NY. Also, check out Bob's latest DVD Farce Of The Penguins Dru Boogie is also with us this morning, playing us in and out of break (Dru's music can also be he

Eat More Fruits...but Take Them With Alcohol..
Good morning and Happy day, it’s FRIDAY!!!! The birds are, well sleeping.. Because it’s early and too early for the early bird to snatch the worm from it’s lavish night out on the.. grass. So what’s your plans for this weekend? Mine are traveling to Portland to watch Mandy and the rest of the Lady Comet’s play in the Portland invitation Softball Tournament. It’s a one day even and the weather prognosticators are saying marvelous, just marvelous skies, barely a cloud and sun shiny day ahead. Yeah, I am with you in a bugs ear… So what ever your plans are include with it some fruit.. Oh Yeah fruit is good for you and now researchers say having a cocktail that is fruity doubles the fruit nutrients.. I am not making this up… Here’s the story: A fruity cocktail may not only be fun to drink but may count as health food, U.S. and Thai researchers said on Thursday. Adding ethanol —(now isn’t that the stuff they wanted us to run our cars with??) the type of alcohol found in rum, vodka, tequ

The Equipment
I'VE PUT TOGETHER SOME PHOTOS OF VERY HIGH QUALITY AUDIO AND VIDEO GEAR. WHAT MAKES SOMETHING "HI END" IS NOT THE PRICE, RATHER ITS THE FAITHFULLNESS TO THE ORIGINAL SIGNAL. NONE OF THE PRODUCTS I'VE LISTED ARE THE MOST EXPENSIVE--FAR FROM IT. WHEN IT COMES TO PRICE THERE IS A POINT OF DIMINISHING RETURNS. THESE PRODUCTS REPRESENT THE LATEST TECHNOLOGY AND ALL OUR SUPERB VALUE FOR THE MONEY INVESTED. I ALLOWED MYSELF ONE INDULGENCE IN PLACING THE 24 KARAT GOLD CLEARAUDIO PHONO CARTRIDGE IN THIS GROUP. THERE ARE SEVERAL CARTRIDGES AS GOOD THAT ARE THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS LESS. BUT HEY YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE, RIGHT? THERE IS A MIXTURE OF TUBE AND TRANSISTOR GEAR. TRANSISTORS CAN SOUND VERY GOOD, BUT IF YOU WANT TO GET SOUND CLOSEST TO REAL LIFE TUBES ARE STILL THE ANSWER FOR MUSIC. FOR VIDEO TRANSISTORS ARE THE WAY TO GO. THE PRICES OF THESE PRODUCTS ARE BEYOND THE REACH OF MOST CHERRYTAPPERS. I'LL BE PUTTING TOGETHER ANOTHER FOLDER OF MORE AFFORDABLE BUT HIGH QUALITY HIGH VALUE GEAR. I'LL B

Fried Day
Do people still make plans for the weekend?....i guess some do, if they still have friends. Heh. Well, no plans for this weekend, whatever happens, happens...Chris works all through the weekend as usual....Nothing exciting has happened this past week....i think i might die from Monotony someday! heh. Take care in the world and do a SHOT FOR ME!

Random Lyrics To Spell My Life (poem)
random lyrics to spell my life 2007 do you think I’m a nasty girl? I’ll let you whip me when I misbehave so what if you can see the darker side of me this is who I really am inside I’m in over my head I fell to temptation I’ve got a jet black heart I just want to feel that high you don’t know me I tried to be someone else I feel like myself again I can’t change who I am, not this time I think it’d be nice just to lose control, just once I finally found myself no one will ever tame this animal I have become I like it rough I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all the love we share seems to go nowhere once I ran to you, now I run from you all I wanted was you this could be our sick love song I just want to be loved I’m stronger than you’ll ever know I’m always here for you you hate everything about me why do you love me? look in my eyes, you’re killing me I can’t escape this hell I can’t change who I am, not this time I am just what you see you can’t st

Faded Sea Of Time (poem)
Faded Sea of Time 2002 Faded time, shown in the water of the sea, in the crystal blues & greens are secrets; fish swim loops of peril & sweet sublime round immortals' lost dreams & illusions. A wench twills fingers of pure innocence through the serene of life, left to rot. The gentle disturbance wakes death's assurance, the waves roll harder than ever, to destroy! A loud crash, like thunder! upon the rocks. The ocean's voice, it screams in fury for peace. The photograph, as faded as the clock, floats on the crystal wake of betrayal, the souls lost, swallowed by the water clear, will never know time is stale, the end is near!

This Is Crazy...
No more from me...I have better things to do than to deal with you and your gangs shit...I find the perfect person for me I'm finally happy...You people aint going to get me down...So, I'm done...I'm felling in love with this man..I finally find my other half...So,Only thing I'm blog from now on Phil and not Paul...

Male Or Female...
You might not have known this, but a lot of non-living objects are actually either male or female. Here are some examples: FREEZER BAGS: They are male, because they hold everything in, but you can see right through them. PHOTOCOPIERS: These are female, because once turned off; it takes a while to warm them up again.They are an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed, but can also wreak havoc if you push the wrong Buttons. TIRES: Tires are male, because they go bald easily and are often over inflated. HOT AIR BALLOONS: Also a male object, because to get them to go any where, you have to light a fire under their butt. SPONGES: These are female, because they are soft, squeezable and retain water. WEB PAGES: Female, because they're constantly being looked at and frequently getting hit on. TRAINS: Definitely male, because they always use the same old lines for picking up people. EGG TIMERS: Egg timers are female because, over time,

Children Of The Night (poem)
Children of the Night 2003 Children of the night creatures, horrific, venomous, disgusting. They loathe our breath, they long for our blood to taste is on their slimy, forked tongues in all its sweet & metallic wonders. Their shrill screams paralyze all listening ears dying in a dream of terror. They dream of tearing our flesh delicately fro our bones & licking their lips & puss filled fingers with evil delight. They waited in the shadows, & while we slept, they came!

My Death (poem)
My Death (1998-2000?) Forgive me father, for I have sinned. & Death welcomed me with open arms while chanting at me: Anahl nathragth, ooth vast bethud Dothyell dienve. Over, like an endless breath the charm of making, around me like a wind--a storm never dying, yet growing stronger: Anahl nathragth, ooth vast bethud dothyell dienve. When I was within Deaths grasp, close enough to touch the blackness and feel it crawl about my skin, Death closed its masterful arms around me, like I was its very own child, and Thunder clapped loudly as it completed its circle of embrace around me! When I looked up at the cold, dark thing loving me, I saw bolts of sheer Lightning where eyes once would've possessed a place had there been a skull. And when I told it my thoughts and pain with my eyes, the Thunder clapped again, more loudly, and the Lightning in its eyes grew bigger--Stronger and more filled with hate; My Hate! Yet I felt no fear. Then it cov

Welcom To My Dungeon... (poem)
Welcome to My Dungeon… 2002/2003? As I enter—Boom! it hits me the smell of death, the scent of decay & dwindling hearts, the taste of insecurity & ignorance, the sight of morbid fashions cliché-ing with their opposite. Seeing the tall, sinister walls, walking among them, hearing them laugh & mock & snarl. I swear I saw drool & blood dripping from their teeth. The leaders, the wardens with whips in hand & bloodshot, sorrowful eyes, drab, moth-eaten clothes, lice infected, greasy hair. I deal all day with melting plastics & termite eaten wood. The iron bars on the windows burn my eyes. To hear the creak on the floor as I walk & to hear the forbidden looking gate squeak shut Chills my heart & kills my hopes. Welcome, one & all, to my dungeon! Welcome, To High School!

Hell In The Human Heart
"Thanks to you, I die like Jesus Christ, who inspired generations of the weak and the defenseless people." – VA Tech Murderer What we believe, about God, about the world, about ourselves, has a lot to do with how we live, and how we treat our fellow human beings. And this is why heresy is such an important issue for Western Christians of every stripe and persuasion. One might argue that atheism is preferable to a distorted Christianity and you really won’t hear me disagree. I’m pretty big on personal freedom, and with that, I believe that anyone has the right to believe, or disbelieve, whatever they want. With this caveat: they must be willing to accept responsibility for that belief, and any consequences that result. It struck me as odd that the above quote has not been widely reported in the news, and I found it, buried in a blog written by a stranger. So I went and did the research and sure enough, the guy said it. The other blogger made the point that the shooter is a

Opeth.
Stay with me a while, Rise above the vile. Name my final rest, Poured into my chest. Into the orchard i walk peering way past the gate. Wilted scenes for us who couldn't wait. Drained by the coldest caress, stalking shadows ahead. Halo of death, all i see is departure. Mourner's lament but it's me who's the martyr. Pledge yourself to me , Never leave me be, Sweat breaks on my brow, Given time ends now. Into the orchard i walk peering way past the gate. Wilted scenes for us who couldn't wait. Drained by the coldest caress, stalking shadows ahead. Halo of death, all i see is departure. Mourner's lament but it's me who's the martyr. Spirit painted sin, Embers neath my skin, Veiled in pale embrace, Reached and touched my face. Into the orchard i walk peering way past the gate. Wilted scenes for us who couldn't wait. Drained by the coldest caress, stalking shadows ahead. Halo of death, all i see is departure. Mourner's lament but it's me who's the martyr.

Untitled (poem)
3/18/07 Why do I let this sadness consume me? Our love, so true, yet broken by harshness… Ill-tempered thoughts & emotions entwined with kind words that eat away at the soul, leaving not but ash… In truth, love turns a blind eye towards such malice. As ignorance kills slowly, so does your kiss, your smile, razor tongues sting thine ears with sweet, torturous lies. Broken chains bring forth breath, freedom, perseverance, & emptiness… A chasm within my heart.

I Am Broken (poem)
I am Broken 3/18/07 What is this new feeling? This pain, this emptiness, broken! Smashed as porcelain fallen from the clouds above where once it was lifted. Can only love lift so high? What counters such purity as this to bring down to earth something so frail, so beautiful & reduce it to shards? What, but malice, would seek to destroy something so sacred? Misconceptions cloud the mind, as a storm ridden sky; hope becomes fear… Fear becomes dominant. But why? Why do we allow fear to hold such a prominent position? Fear depicts our actions, controls our thoughts, our beliefs, our intentions. Fear blackens our hearts & closes our eyes… Why do we welcome such blindness as this?

Abusive Love Ii (poem)
Abusive Love II 2/27/07 I told you I forgave you, but I lied. I can never forgive you for what you've done to me, never forget my fear as you overpowered me; never forget the rage that was born inside me. You're insecure desires for power have destroyed me. I dream about that moment, reliving its every terrifying detail. I strive to be strong and independent, but your past wrongs against me keep me under your thumb. I am tired of living in fear of you. I am tired of hiding you from the world; helping you disguise who you really are lets you win, lets you defeat me! I will never forgive you. I will never forget. I will never love you or trust you the same. I will never let you overpower me again... I refuse to let you bring me down! I will stand up to you every chance I get and you will know I am not weak; you will know I am better than you; you will know you can Never break me!

Abusive Love... (poem)
abusive love 11/5/2004 Remove your suffocating hand away from my mouth! My lungs burn like fire as they grasp for air to taste. Our drunken love quarrels & claws at each other’s hearts, trying desperately to be heard by the other. Please… love me with you heart, with your arms, with your body, with your life. Don’t love me with your anger. The new physical threat scares me more that the severity of our love. This new curse burdens my mind. This new secret should be kept by us two, for the judgment is fierce & could mean the end of our union. Please… keep your promise & never hurt me again, for the memory already pains me every day…

.crave.
You hypnotized me once. but never again.. poison my kisses with yummy lies on ur lips. come sweet, fill my ears with ur empty promises. so clueless,thinking you've got it all figured out. ironic tho, still i find you desperate hollow, & cold. oh yes, lying to me always made u feel so bold, but remember luv,only i know ur secret, that inside ur lifeless,scared,and alone. & oh how ur blood,only runs lukewarm to cold. ur claim to fame, to be master of playing games. funny how its me who can see right through you! oh,i see u...crystal clear, in fact! see u right to the bone.to the ugliness deep inside of u.i'm dissecting u now. (can u feel me baby?) i wanna rip u open,mmm gonna tear u apart! I remember how we started, watch from anothers eyes. but this time i'm on to ur tricks.i gaze closely as slowly u gather up all my trust,and i see how u managed to sneak away more of my l

Scenes From The Coffeehouse
heels click across a busy intersection... it may look like love, but instead reeks of a drunken stupor. don't make eye contact with the homeless men, or you'll quickly be talked out of your paycheck. screams of the pretty drunks across the street echo over the police cruisers, honking horns from impatient cab drivers drown out the bustle of the area. and i came HERE for peace of mind? the buildings have a colonial charm about them, so textured and garish against a tranquil night sky, the view of the stars marred by city haze and blinding orange streetlights. There are trees lining the streets, but planted by men and left for dead. The cracked marble is like home, a tarnished version of perfection, while steam and the funk from the sewer systems waft above it into the air. there's art on the walls, some student projects, most likely, but they emanate sex and rage like a third-rate pornographic fantasy. But I'm content to sit in the cold, sipping on my long-c

Needles & Wings (short Story)
Needles & Wings Fall 2006 “Are we going with real crow feathers, or do you want to use plastic ones?” “I don’t want to use fake ones, Dominic. Will you be able to get me like 35 real crow feathers by my shoot on Wednesday?” “Anything for you, Frankie, you sexy bitch!” I gave Dominic a hug, ruffled his small patch of blue hair and skipped out of his studio energetically. I couldn’t wait until Wednesday! It was only my second photo shoot with the Suicide Girls, but I was in heaven just the same. I loved working with all the photographers and the other girls. Now, I was being given the one thing I had wanted for a long. They were going to give me wings. And, this shoot was going to be shown in several Hot-Rod and Tattoo magazines nation wide. Talk about major coverage! I still had a lot to prepare before Wednesday’s shoot, only 4 days away. I needed to call Dawn and see if she was available to do my makeup, to get my hair re-dyed, my manicure

The Ultimate Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey Do you like it rough or sensual?: Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: How often do you like to have sex?: Is sex a top priority for you?: Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: How do you feel about one night stands?: How many one night stands have you had?: What's your favorite position?: Where's your favorite place to have sex?: Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: Do you get off first or do they?: Do you like kissing during sex?: , Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: Do you prefer your partner to be loud or quite?: Does size matter (for girlz-- dicks/f

Weird
so yeah this is my first blog its almost 5 am im tired but i just saw my pic scrolling across the top of the page for the first time so i thought i would write about it haha well guess i should head to bed since i gotta work in 5 hours or so

To Clear All This Up!!!
ALRIGHT... FOR ALL YOU LOVELY CHERRYS OUT THERE I GOT SHYT TO CLEAR UP FOR YOU ALL... JESSA... FIRST OFF I DON'T KNOW WHY YOU GOTTA BE HATING ON ME... I DIDNT DO SHYT, ITS PRETTY IMATURE FOR YOU TO RATE ME A 1 FROM A 11 FIRST OFF WHEN WTH DID I DO TO YOU? YOUR BROTHER CAME TO ME AFTER I POSTED A BULLITEN ABOUT HIRING DJS... NOT IN ANY WAY DID I DO IT TO HURT YOU? WHY WOULD I HURT YOU I DONT HATE YOU FOR ANY REASON AT ALL AND NEVER HAVE... I THOUGHT YOU HATED ME... AND STILL AT THAT POINT DIDN'T KNOW WHY EITHER... ANYWHO... IM NOT GONNA SIT HERE AND DOWN RATE YOU... SEND YOU BAD COMMENTS OR BE MEAN IN ANY WAY BECAUSE ITS DUMB SHYT WHY FIGHT OVER THE NET? JOSH... YOU CAN GO AND DOWN RATE ME AS WELL I DON'T CARE, BUT JUST REMEMBER IF IT WASENT FOR ME YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER HAD CHERRYTAP OR WOULD YOU HAVE EVER MET JESSA... IF YOU WANNA DIS ON ME AFTER I DIDN'T DO SHYT TO YOU EITHER THATS FINE IM COOL WITH IT... LIKE I SAID I AINT HERE TO FIGHT YOU ALL ANY REASON... ITS COOL YOU AINT WANNA