For All Can’t Understand Life
Am writing this cause it has come to my heart and soul, but more to my ears of pain of falling love ones. For the haters that seem to always need and strive to inflict pain that they know nothing about, so these are my words and reality to all.
I have know Firestar~Queen of Darkness, since she was 13 years old, she has never have a silver spoon her mouth, her family is scum…
But she is has always been there for them no matter what they inflicted upon her. For molesting and being toss the side like trash, and only need when they wanted her to care for their children. Her own mother was ran out of town of being a whore with a married man. Her own father walked out of her life when she was just a baby. She has never had love or a true friendship, until I met her. I joke and kid about her and Hiroshi, but she nor Hiroshi have ever met. Nor am I married to him.
It our reality upon the internet cause we want our private life….to stay private, but some want to attack her.
Please lay off her.
She has been through enough hell in her lifetime.
She has heart.
Did you know….she has seen more thing of horror and walk through for her need to reach out and help others. Did you know, she was in Java Island when it blew(before, during and after). Did you know she was there in the tidal wave, did you know she was there walking in that nasty water in New Orleans helping remove dead bodies and helping the people.
She does not judge no one by color or the past. She just open her heart to all as a family.
But she is taking so much off people in her lifetime, now it has come to my attention when I talk to her, and her the tears falling. She is hurting. She doesn’t like to mean or cruel to people, so when she is attack…she will over look it.
However, when someone attacks her kids….be warned…
She fought her dead ex husband over them….she will not let no one hurt them. Now she had to face the horror of seeing one son body that was killed from this war. She stood there as the other one died. Why is it….there is nothing, but hate, greed and selfishness upon this world?
Does life mean so little to us? Have we come so far to lose what we should be.
Humans that are family. There is no differences is us. Not color or race. We were created for the sole purpose to learn why life is precious and make it flourish, but we have only created the need to hate, greed or power. We must stop this.
Firestar is real person. She is not fake. She cares too much for life, she feels the pain of the world, guess no one knew that. She has seen and told many about this war, and all the bad things that have passed and what is to come. She is not a fake seer or witch, she knows things that will make your neck hair tremble to fear too.
Now she is facing the toughest reality of all…
Two more children, she must lay to rest, when she brings them home.
How can life mean so little to us? To say you want to shake hands with killers or overbearing assholes, is not being human. Not to see or even try to feel the pain of those, who are killed, raped, beaten, or fighting in this war.
Ask Firestar what its like to see her sons body the way that should not be.
Ask her to tell the story how she must not cry or break when she is within side herself, she talks strong and walks strong, but did you know she is slowly dying.
Her eyes are failing on her.
Her heart is bad.
She is fighting to keep herself going for her children.
Again…..Talk to her….not attack her. She is most real and loving person, she will do anything for anyone, she has always walk within life shoes, so she feels the pain and sorrow of all. I have seen her holding a woman that lost her children and family to death after the tidal wave, she told the woman…
Life is not about death, its about living and going and seeing that they will always be waiting for you when its your time to meet them again.
I have listen to her for hours to what she feel and sees about life, how she wish she could just touch all and tell them…
Hate is wrong.
Greed doesn’t buy you what is important in your life.
Power makes you the big man, but without love, you are nothing more than hot air blow about the wind of life.
When we stop….
Than she said, “Life will be life….and have a future where all walks, live and breathe within peace, but till than life is nothing.”
I hear how she wants to find and have love, but she says, “Love is never meant to be hers.”
I feel and hear, even seen her pain and sorrow. She will always never ask for herself, nor think she deserve it. She just walks life alone and lives only for her children and others. Never have I seen her not walk about life, when she see a family needing something, she gives them what they need. Never has she pass a homeless person not give them money for food, she has even took them to a place to shower and brought them clothening.
Guess you don’t know her like I do.
She has been around the world. She has seen more than most of us…..
From 13 to 46, she has done so much for all, but no one has to stop think….
What about her wants and needs?
I asked her once…..
“What is you want or need in life?”
She said, “There is nothing in this I want or need, but peace for all. I can live without love or money. But I can not live without peace for all.”
Please….
Stop hating her children because they love outside the white color, she loves her children more than life, she loves her granddaughter and future grandchildren more than life too….
Attacking them…
Will only make her rage and seek out to hurt you? She doesn’t forget or forgive like God will. So please she is hurting now over the death of Brad and Chris…..so just be her friend…
And stop hating.
Mai~”Firestar~Queen of Darkness~ Lady In Waiting”
