They say never get involved with someone you meet on the internet.....they say never fall in love with someone you meet on the internet....well they are not me....I admit I wear my heart on my sleeve....It is either all or none....there is no inbetween for me.....I didn't take anyone's advice and I gave my heart to someone....he made me feel like I was the only person alive....he was there when I needed someone in my darkest hour...and when the time came and he knew it was going to be even worse he was coming to the rescue...but he never made it....the love of my life passed away before he could get here....not only had I lost my mother and best friend.....I lost my heart completly...he has been gone a year now...it has just been recently that I have let myself feel again....I do alot of teasing I know.....but if I give my heart to someone he will know it....and if he wants me...... then honey come get me.....
THIS IS DEDICATED TO JAMIE.....I LOVE YA HONEY
