Well I am slowly getting better. I have had to go to the doctor twice within a week. I have had trouble breathing, it hurt to breathe, cough, sneeze, laugh, hiccup, sit, stand, anything and everything you can think of. Thank god for antibiotics. Thank god for my family because I couldn’t take care of my kids so I’ve been staying at my sister Kim’s house all week. My mom has taken care of my babies such as cooking for them and helping me when they’ve acted up. My mom let me sleep of a morning even after my kids got up. She would fix me breakfast. They’re not the only ones whom have looked after me, my boyfriend Jesse has called while I’ve been sick asking and making sure I was ok. He called after my doctors appointments and asked if I had taken my medicine yet. When I would cough he would ask if I was ok. Today (Saturday April 14, 2007) was an amazing day because I finally was able to see Jesse since last week. We actually got to spend some sort of quality time together. It was amazing, we almost took a nap together but we didn’t because I had my kids there with me but if I didn’t we would’ve. We talked a lot about what we couldn’t when we are on the phone and some of what we have talked about on the phone. It was an amazing day. I had a wonderful time as always when I am with him. I cannot wait until I move to Henderson. He can come see me any time he wants then and he won’t get into trouble and it won’t kill his nor his parents’ gas. Oh speaking of his parents, they are sooooooooo sweet. They got my kids some candy for Easter. Aren’t they the sweetest? They must like me or something. I can’t wait for them to meet my kids. Ok here is some more good news, my brother Timmy whom was locked up on bullshyt charges is now out. We are so happy to have him back home. He got his old job back and is now trying to live life right. He got saved while in jail, which I think is awesome. He deserves a fresh start. He has been put through enough especially by Casey (the crack addict ho that put him in jail). The only thing is, is he misses his son that him and her had together. He wants Kim and me to go get him tomorrow which is cool because I haven’t seen him in awhile so it will do me some good. I will also get to see E-man and Beth again. I really want to beat Casey’s’ ass for making those false accusations as well as pressing false charges against him. She knew better and she’s’ an open door when it comes to guys. She will fuck anyone who will fuck her. Well the kids are doing well; they’re still a little sick but getting better as each day passes. No I haven’t heard anything from Shawn even though I did call him last week asking him for some money so I could get me and the kids some medicine and yeah he did (pretty much) refuse to give me any even though most of it would be for the kids. Besides it was the money he owed me for that transmission in his car, it’s not like its money coming out of his pocket that he doesn’t owe. Shawn has also told me through myspace messages that he’s giving up all of his rights to the kids, we will see April 27th 2007 when I go to court for child support. In two more weeks and I can’t wait to see if he actually does give up all rights. I doubt he will though. He will change his mind and in court he will say that I am a sorry unfit mother who doesn’t let him spend any time with his kids and who won’t let him talk to his kids. I will have proof when I go to court that I am not an unfit mother as well as he doesn’t call to talk to the kids.
