The time has come for me to break away
Break away from this person I have made people believe I am
I'm not all smiles no matter what
I am a human being
I do have my downs
The pain is just to much to haold onto right now
The fear of what is starting to surfface
The feeling I promised myself I wouldn't get involved with
The feeling that always seems to bite me in the ass
People think I can take what they throw at me
No matter how many blows I take I fake mys mile
The smile that makes people believe I'm perfectly fine
The pain has become to much
Not being able to do anything right for anyone
Dissapointing one person after another
Trying to please everyone
It's become so much for me
Not being able to make people happy
I don't like the dissapointment
My smile I know
The one I use to trick everyone
Is becoming fake
I don't know what happened to it
they use to say I should be an actress with that fake smile
Being able to play a part that I'm not
Now they notice something is wrong
I don't want people to tell when I'm upset
Why can't it go back to the way it was
when people thought I could take anything
That it was amazing how much was put my way
Yet I seemed to be so strong
What no one kIt's time for me to suck it up again
Is in the shadows of the night
I would lay and cry
Cry my helpless self to sleep every night
It's time for me to suck it up again
Use that world famous smile of mine
That wonderful fake smile
