Fubar Blog Posts 4

A Litlle About Me
1. whats your name spelt backwards?Leinad 2. What did you do last night? smoked out with friends. 3. The last thing you downloaded onto your computer? A pic of me at the library 4. Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery? No 5. Last time you swam in a pool? 2 yrs ago 6. What are you wearing? Stewie Griffin pjs 7. How many cars have you owned? 3 8. Type of music you dislike most? rap and most country 9. Are you registered to vote? yes 10. Do you have cable? yes 11. What kind of computer do you use? Dell 12. Ever made a prank phone call? No 13. You like anyone right now? Not anymore 14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? Maybe 15. Furthest place you ever traveled? L.A., California 16. Do you have a garden? no 17. What's your favorite comic strip? Batman 18. Do you know all the words to the national anthem? Yes 19. Shower, morning or

Shows How Real Friends Are
WELL ALL WHO KNOW ME SO YOU KNOW THE REAL REASON I LEFT TMR WAS CAUSE I GOT BITCHED AT CAUSE I COULDNT BE IN THE LOUNGE EVER MIN OF THE DAY LIKE SOMEONE WAS PAYING ME TO BE OR THINKS HE OWNS EVERONE WHO WORKS IN THAT LOUNGE WELL HE DONT IM GLAD IM NOT IN THERE ANY MORE CAUSE AT LEAST I KNOW HOW TO TREAT MY FRIEND AND I DONT TREAT THEM LIKE SHIT WHEN IM MAD AT THEM UNLIKE HE DOES HE THINKS YOU HAVE TO KISS HIS ASS TO BE IN HIS LOUNGE WELL IM ONE BITCH THAT DONT KISS ASS TO BE IN ANYONES LOUNGE AND I'LL NEVER BE LIKE THAT , AS FOR CHEATING I DIDNT CHEAT I LEFT BEFORE I GOT WITH ANYONE SO THAT DONT MAKE ME A WHORE AND I DONT USE MY FRIENDS UNLIKE HE DOES I FEEL SORRY FOR WHO EVER HE GETS WITH CAUSE HE WILL BE GOOD TO U UNTILL HE GETS TIRED OF YA THEN HE WILL TREAT YOU LIKE SHIT THEN AS HE DOING THIS IT WILL BE YELLIN AT U CAUSE UR NOT UP HIS ASS ONLINE WITH HIM EVERY MIN THAT HE IS ONLINE OH WELL IF MY TRUE FRIENDS WANT TO SEE OR TALK TO ME COME TO HELL ON EARTH LOVE YA ALL BUNCHES

Help Help
Okay a lot of you know I am watching iDaHo's Stevie the Wonder Cat while she is in vegas... the cat has been wearing me out playing fetch. Yes, the cat acts like a dog. But, I am hungry and want a donut, ya I know my fat ass don't need one but should I hit the grocery store for a blah one, or drive a few more miles and go get a Krispy Kreme? //thats all

138 Boobies
1. Abbott and Costello 2. airbags 3. B1 and B2 4. babaloos 5. baby feeders 6. badoinkies 7. balloons 8. baloobas 9. baps 10. bazookas 11. bazoomas 12. bazoombas 13. bee-stings 14. Ben and Jerry 15. Bert and Ernie 16. Berthas 17. bijongas 18. billibongs 19. blinkers 20. Bob and Ray 21. bombs 22. Bonnie and Clyde 23. boobs 24. boobies 25. boobsters 26. boops 27. bosoms 28. bottles 29. boulders 30. Brad Pitts 31. bristols 32. bumpers 33. cans 34. cantaloupes 35. cha-chas 36. chesticles 37. chumbawumbas 38. coconuts 39. cupcakes 40. dairy pillows 41. Danny DeVitos 42. David and Goliath 43. devil's dumplings 44. dinglebobbers 45. dugs 46. dumplings 47. Durantes 48. Eartha Kitts 49. Eisenhowers 50. flapdoodles 51. Fred and Ethel 52. funbags 53. gazongas 54. George and Gracie 55. gobstoppers 56. God’s milk bottles 57. Godzillas 58. Goodyears 59. goombas 60. grillwork 61. headlamps 62. headlights 63. high beams 64. Holmes and Wat

R.i.p. Baby Christopher Tags
My heart and Prayers Are Going out to DjBliss And Her Family R.I.P Baby Christpoher He Died 2-20-09 6 weeks Left In His Mommy's Womb .. If U Would Like A Tag Made Like This One With Ur Name. Click On The Pic And Leave A Comment PM Me When Done

Daniel Screwed...i Mean Tagged Me.
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have been without internet for days now because my neighbot is a moron. He was burning his land and the fire spread to my land as well as some others'...completely fucked the phone lines around here. 2. I can't watch Foxnews. It pisses me off way too much. Yet, still my boss forces me. I think he likes to see me all riled up. 3. I'm a freak for Literati

Snuggie Pub Crawl - 02/28/09 - Baltimore, Md
Baltimore Snuggies Pub Crawl 'Nuff said Host: Snuggies Pub Crawl Type: Party - Bar Night Network: Global Date: Saturday, February 28, 2009 Time: 2:00pm - 10:00pm Location: Captain Larry's Bar & Gril Street: 601 E. Fort Avenue City/Town: Baltimore, MD : View MapGoogle MapQuest Microsoft Yahoo Phone: 4107274799 Email: captain@captainlarrys.com DescriptionBALTIMORE SNUGGIES PUB CRAWL ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Make ur SNUGGIE ur own & win fabulous prizes & accolades!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Will you be seen wearing the ever popular MINI or GANGSTA SNUGGIE? Maybe the macabre HEAVENS GATE SNUGGIE appeals to your dark side!! Is the PIRATE SNUGGIE or the risque LITTLE SCHOOL SNUGGIE just your style? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Captain Larry's will be awarding prizes for most innovative & creative 'wearing' of your As

Llama Leveler Of The Day
SD-Papa's Brat Lounge Owner@CrazyTrain FU/GF 2 Papa Owner of CrazyTrainRadio@ fubar all Llama Levelers will kindly leave 100 rates each when done please leave a comment below that you have done so...Thanks

Autobiography
My Autobiography Part 1: The Birth of You: Were you a planned baby? I think so Were you the first? first for my mom, 4th for my fatherish type thing Who was present at your birth?: um.... I know I was there.... and I'm pretty sure my mom was there... Probably a doctor.... maybe a nurse.... Were your parents married when you were born?: err..... Kinda.... What is your birthdate?: 9-5-88 Part 2: The Family How would you describe your family?: .... Scary and abnormal Are your parents married? not to each other Siblings or an only child?: 4 sisters If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?: middle but oldest in the house What are your siblings names and ages?: Andrea (Andi), 19 - Sarah, 21 - Kristin, 24 (maybe?) - Stephanie, 29 (maybe?) Which parent do you get along with best?: My mother What do you fight about?: My lifestyle.... Do you have step parents?: I have a stepmother I guess.... I don't really think of her that way... Part 3: The Friends

Cya
Funny what a night of whiskey can clarify for you. That and a heart to heart with your ex. I know what I need to do now. Sorry but, you'll probably get left behind. Ain't about you. It's about me. If you don't hear from me, you were one of the sacrificial few. *SHRUG* It is what it is. Peace, bitches. -REL

Hmm Time To Clean Up..i Will Be Deleting..
Time to clean up....... I will be deleting all the people who just added me to have an add...... if you never talk to me..... you will be deleted off my list... I will be keeping my friends .. most of them know who they are soooo i has to go to work now but when i come home.. bye bye!!!!!!!!! lots of hurtie things (if ur my friend u'll get it if ur not well u'll be gone soon n e ways LOL!!!) Holly

Somethings About Me ...prt 2
1 - I own 5 Cartman stuffed dolls 2 - I lost my virginity in water (a creek) 3 - If you have big breasts..I probly like you more. 4 - My fav food is spinich fettichini and chicken cabanara. 5 I would pass up sex for a big slice of caramel cheesecake. 6 - My fav color combo is Black n Red. 7 - I'd rather lay outside at night looking up at the stars then being inside watching tv. 8 - I'm only on fu to do mumms and make friends...noy here for the points. 9 - I love web caming pantless...do you want my yahoo address 10 - I have flat feet and that's why I couldn't try out for the S.A.S. special forces when I was in the army.

To All My Girls
My puter is running slow. But I wanted to let my girls know this... The lady reading this is beautiful, classy and strong, and I love her. Help her live her life to the fullest. Please promote her and cause her to excel above her expectations. Help her shine in the darkest places where it is impossible to love. Protect her at all times, lift her up when she needs you the most, and let her know when she walks with you, She will always be safe. Luv you Girl!!!!

Why I Have To Be Away For A Minute Ty 2 A True Friend Confidence
***Your Prayers Are Truly Needed*** This is my Friend Deb! She is one of the most Amazing, Caring,Loving , Woman i know on Fubar! I am Honored to have been able to meet her on here! She has a heart of gold and is always looking out for me and helping me and many others out in many ways! & This woman NEVER ask for anything in return! Deb has gone through so Much In Life! And has been through many of lifes hardships and has pulled through them amazingly! She is a very Strong Woman!At the young age of 32 She was terribly beat by two men with a baseball bat! This Pain that One night has Continued on to this day! She got severe brain trauma which led to a build up of fluid which requires a shunt to be put in every year! Debs Daughter gave me this information as she knows i'm close to her mom and wanted me to know what was going on and that Deb will be going into surgery very soon and is in a lot of pain right now. This from her Daughter Tasha......... "i dont know how she get

Llama Leveler Of The Day
GnbRebel Asst Mng & Head Thumper At Sweetwater's Slave To Carolvision63& Carrie Llama Leveler@ fubar all Llama Levelers will kindly leave 100 rates each when done please leave a comment below that you have done so...Thanks

The Letter R
It makes you think! Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, & enter yours. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real... nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question. Have Fun! 1. What is your name: Robyn 2. A four letter word: Rock 3. A boy's name: Roger 4. A girl's name: Rachael 5. An occupation: Researcher 6. A colour: Red 7. Something you wear: Ring 8. A food: Rice 9. Something found in the bathroom: Ring around the bathtub 10. A place: Reno 11. A reason for being late: Rain 12. Something you shout: RUN! 13. A movie title: Rent 14. Something you drink: Rum 15. A musical group: Ramones 16. An animal: Rat 17. A street name: Rankin Blvd 18. A type of car: Ranger 19. The title of a song: Run

My Morning
So as many of you know I have not been feeling well. Also, as many of you know I recently had a most interesting reaction to some cold medicine that led to an interesting text message being sent to a friend of mine. Well, in this latest entry the story continues...sort of. This was more of a misunderstanding than it was anything else... I woke up this morning with a throat that was rather sore. Consequentially my voice, unless I was forcing it to be normal sounded a bit like Russel Crowe's voice...sometimes a bit like James Earl Jones' voice. Anyway, skipping a few details here, I had gotten ready for work and headed out the door. I got in my truck and called the lady I love...the wonderful Mistress of Wolves. I explained to her that my voice was all sorts of bleh and that I felt like I should be telling some Roman mounted cavalry a certain thing: "If you find yourselves riding alone through green fields, do not be afraid. For you are already dead and are in Elysium." That

Fantastarific!!!
Are you a jealous person? nope. Describe your life in one word? Awesome Do you think age matters in relationships? depends. Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? niet. Have you talked about marriage with another person? nope. Would you consider adoption? yes Do you like Redbull? as long as it's mixed with Jack, fuck yeah!!! Would you rather date a person with a British accent or an Irish accent? None Scottish tickles me Think back five months ago, were you single? yep been for a year woohoo go me

Norse God
You Scored as Tyr You are Tyr! You are the God of bravery, honor, justice and battle! You lost your hand to a wolf so that you could keep the world safe. You are a great fighter and are very strong. Tyr 70% Freyja 60% Odin 58% Thor 58% Loki 43% Baldr 20%

Re: Short Vacation!
I'm back from my short break now - I took some pics and have posted them since I know some of you guys like to see that shit. Photos from the Highland Wildlife Park near Kincraig in Speyside are in this album: Other photos, including a couple of me and my wife are in this album: There's no need to rate my pics just because you looked at them - I'm not gonna get all pissy and make a 'mumm' bitching about people if they don't rate :P

Pre-op
When I get down I remember the first part of this year and smile. I thought things couldn't get worse then, and I was right, or my friends were right, in the end. I had destroyed my truck, lost daycare (it closed), watched my child fight pneumonia, missed work, lost half my income (or to put it another way, The Gimp lost half our income). Yet in the end it WAS all for the best! I ended up getting rid of the one person in our house that was pulling everyone down (and a bit more besides, but not ready to talk about that yet). And now I am ready to shed another layer of the past. Its just as scary as shedding the first layer above! But the results will be worth it. In ten days they will take a part of me that needs to go. No regrets. Here is to a better me. In ten days I will have a partial Hysterectomy to remove my uterus. A lot of talking later and I know now that I can honestly say I have no regrets. Fears and worries maybe... silly ones, I know, lol. Oh.. I should menti

Can't Figure It Out
I feel horrible. One of my family members deleted their profile and I can't figure out for the life of me who it is. As soon as I figure it out I'm going to feel even worse. But this is driving me nuts. Ugh. I don't know how to figure it out.

I'm Back :)
Hmm...let's see...where to begin? First off I want to thank everyone that thought of me over these past six months (6 months? whew!) while I was gone. When I logged my pager in I had tons of new email to my yahoo account from my fu-friends asking what had become of me and telling me to get my butt back online. So here I am, many days later, finally online again. I could bore you with the details of what has happened and why I was gone so long, but instead will just say that it's been a very busy time for me and internet was the first thing to go in my changing budget. I had planned to turn the service right back on after disconnect, but as they wanted to cheat me so badly (see my last blog post if you're interested) I was pretty butt-hurt about the whole thing and it took a while for it to become a priority with everything else that hit me at once. Easily said, I'm back - and apologize if my leaving abruptly caused anyone some issues (I'm sure some skins and images went down when

Wedding Shite
so me and rocky got married on christmas but didnt invite anyone :P soooooo im in the process of putting together shit for the big one this summer, blah, i hate being the girl :O new song added to the list as of last night Soft kiss and wine what a pretty friend of mine We're finally intertwined Nervous and shy for the moment we will come Alive tonight Secret valentine We'll write a song That turns out the lights When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside Don't waste your time Speed up your breathing Just close your eyes We'll hope it's not for nothing at all Lay down be still Don't worry talk they will I'll be loving you until Morning's first light Breaks tomorrow I'll take care of you tonight Secret valentine We'll write a song That turns out the lights When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside Don't waste your time Speed up your breathing Just close your eyes We'll hope it's not for nothing at all When guil

The Day I Lost The Most Important Part Of Me Rip Torrey Mitchell 3/19/72 To 3/14/97
THE TIME, THE PLACE ,THE MEMORIES WILL ALWAYS BE THERE , THE HAPPY TIMES , THE SAD TIMES. UNTIL YOU LOSE A CHILD AND FEEL THE LOST DON'T THINK FOR ONE MIN, IT CAN'T HAPPEN TO YOU , BECAUSE IT CAN . HUGS AND LOVE CHERIE' AKA WITCHESBREW.imikimi - Customize Your World!

Final Goodbeye
I dont know what you will think when u read/get this But i hope it wont be to bad. I jus needed to tell you the way i feel. And i'm srry for what i say. I know you dont want to know me. You jus want me to fade into the past. But i cant jus let that happend As your so beautiful & important to me. When i wake up in the morning Your smile comes into mind. I then remeber i never see you. And my happyness fades away. I am srry for how i used to treat you How u jus gave up on us without tryn to work it out That i wasnt up to your standards. As if you never cared. I can prolly guess what your thinking. Your thinking how immature is he. why cant he jus get over me? Like i got over him. But it seems no matter what i say to you. You always take it the wrong way. And in the end when you talk back. You always make it seem as if i'm a fool So i think i jus have to leave you To your thoughts and friends and lover I know it's over,but i must say. i'm srry.....i

Bad Day Turned Out Pretty Good
I was on here this morning and decided to go out for a smoke. When I came back the site was down. I was in the middle of talking to someone and they probably think I bailed on them. Then I get to work and am told that the new list of things to do every morning is somehow my fault. The one boss thinks that nothing was done Monday morning and I KNOW it was...I DONE IT. Anyway, that pissed me off. The rest of the day at work went fine. I come home and find out that my bed has been downsized. I now have a twin bed. That I'm glad about. I have more room in my room and this bed is a lot more comfortable. After I get the sheets and stuff on my bed I see my Dad walking up the sidewalk to my house. He's telling me how he was really happy that I stopped by and seen him. He's only here for one day and he chose to come see me, that makes me happy. He is still trying to get me to move to NC, lol. Telling me how they are building a new hospital and how I could get a job there. Really....

I...went....stupid
Yep. I did. I was going to write a semi-funny blog. I'm sure it would have been an excellent addition to my ever growing population of nothingness in here.....but I went completely stupid and forgot what I was going to write. Don't ya hate when that happens? I do it all the time. I'll be doing something and then in a split second I've forgotten what I was doing. It's really bad with me. Don't believe me? Well I'll be watching TV and before the first commercial is over, I've already forgotten what I was watching. I think logically that the show must not have been that good, since I forgot..but I'll keep watching the commercials thinking that I'll remember. I usually do, right before it comes back on and then I start watching it again and the same cycle starts. I'm lame..I know this. I also get sucked into reality TV. I have so many stupid little "guilty pleasures" that it almost makes me want to vomit. Like perezhilton.com. I know the stuff on that website is complete garbage..bu

I Need A Favor From All Of My Friends, Ty..starts April 1st, I'm In The 1st Group :)
http://www.modoftheday.com/ I need all my friends to become a member on this site and vote for me for the M.O.D 2010 Calendar Girl, voting starts April 1st 2009 Each week there will be 4 models, most votes overall will get in and most votes of top twelve will get choice...members only, one vote per member, tysm to all who helps :) xox CALENDAR GIRL SEARCH FOR 2010 CALENDAR M.O.D. Calendar Girl Search For 2010 Search is on for the upcoming calendar year Voting will take place starting April 1/09 with four models each week for approximately 12 weeks @ www.modoftheday.com All models must give written consent to appear in this Calendar before the start of the voting as i only want models that are committed to this project to the very end. Voting will be done by members only and only one vote per member so make sure your registered as a member. The top 12 vote getters for the 12 weeks of this contest will receive a spot in the 2010 M.O.D. Calendar Girl Calendar which wil

The Deal.
Here's the deal. I feel like quite a few people on my friends list (yes as tiny as it already is) have kind of left me in the desert to die, so to speak. So, I will be cleaning out my friends list. Some of you should know you aren't going anywhere. And I you people. Some of you are rocking the border and might want to be a little nervous. And some of you; I don't even know why I accepted your request in the first place. So; if I delete you off my friends list and you think you should still be on it; clearly you need to rethink our 'friendship' because I did not see enough value in it to keep you on there. This may sound bitchy; but frankly I just don't care. In the next couple of months my life is going to be changing a hell of a lot and intend to start here and now. So for those of you that will remain by this time tomorrow ILU ♥ and for those of you that got cut.. maybe you should go fuck off. Have a nice day! :]

My Spot.
I am just trying to get myself a Spotlight and I can't do it on my own, I am going to need the help of some or all of my FuFriends and FuFamily. So please, any assistance you may be able to give I would be greatly appreciative.

Charity Party At Playboy Mansion...
So, as mentioned in the previous blog, the company bearing my namesake, The Karma Foundation, is throwing a party in June at the Playboy Mansion and tickets are $1,000. While I'm going to try to get on my *cough* journalistic credentials, ie interviewing Hef and TKF founder Eric Stotz, in the event that fails I'm wondering if anyone has any suggestions on how to raise the money. So let me hear them! Thanks! Karma

I Am Your Fu-slave
Ever Wanted Your Own Personal Fu-Slave ? Well here is your chance! I will be your Fu-Slave for 2 weeks. Here is how it works. You Bid On Me and The Highest Bidder Wins.Cash Bids Overide ANY Fubuck bids.If you are the winning bidder you will have 24 hrs to pay me.I then will become your Fu-Slave for 2 weeks. WAIT !!! You Havent even Read The Best Part. What do YOU get out of it ? 1 Pimpout Daily 50 11's Daily Random Gifts Random Stash Rates Random Profile Comments Slave to *your name* in my ID #1 Friend Spot *Note* You can give any of the above to a friend rather than yourself If you choose but you MUST PM me the day before providing me the links of who and what you want them to get. Now Unlike ANY Other Auction... IF YOU BID : A Cherrybomb Bling - You make the list of who I bomb.I will bomb my family first,then move on to your list starting at the top and going down until time runs out.

Stay, By Sugarland
Sugarland Stay From the album, "Enjoy The Ride" I been sittin' here staring at the clock on the wall and I been layin here praying praying she won't call it's just another call from home and you'll get it and be gone and I'll be crying and I'll be beggin you baby beg you not to leave but I'll be left here waiting with my heart on my sleeve oh for the next time we'll be here seems like a million years and I think I'm dying What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me? Why dont you stay? I'm down on my knees. I'm so tired of being lonely. Don't I give you what you need? When she calls you will go. There is one thing you should know We dont have to live this way Baby, why dont you stay? You keep telling me, Baby, There will come a time, When you will leave her arms and forever be in mine. But I don't think that's the truth and I don't like being used, and I'm tired of waiting -- it's too much pain to have to bear to love a ma

Pet Peeves
Here is a list im starting of pet peeves of mine...ill be adding to it as time goes on: 1: People that are deliberately stupid....like the people that refuse to learn anything,like how to plug in a piece of equipment into an electrical socket(which normal people learn as children),but they WILL holler at you because that equipment isnt working... 2. Disrespectful drivers: If you cant go the speed limit,then stay in the right lane,and DO NOT speed up when i try to pass you....also if im going up an on-ramp,and you are in the left lane,DO NOT change into the right lane as soon as im about to merge into the right lane,how dumb ARE people?...also people who cant multitask while driving...if you cant turn up the volume on your radio,talk on the phone,or holler at your kid/spouse without going off the road,then it should wait till you stop the car....people who dont yield when they are supposed to.....people who drive well below the speed limit on a country road,if you are scared to drive,

Lol Thanks Stimulus Package
You know you’re from Massachusetts if: You know what a pocketbook is You call them what they really are “sneakers” (not “tennies”) You think if someone is nice to you they either want something or they are from out of town The public transportation system is known as the "T" and you'd rather drive in bumper to bumper traffic for 4 hours to get to Boston than be caught dead on the "Orange Line" You could own a small town in Iowa for the cost of your house There are 24 Dunkin Donuts shops within 15 minutes of your house and that is how you give directions If you stay on the same road long enough it eventually has three different names 53 degrees is "on the warm side" You've walked to Brigham's for an ice cream cone "to go" in the snow You cringe every time you hear some actor/actress imitate the "Boston Accent" on TV You call chocolate sprinkles "jimmies" A water fountain is called a bubbler. Say it "bubbla". You can go from one side of town to the other in less than fifte

My New Meditation Video
- Mantra Meditation on the Flower of Life - PROTECTION - *I bow to the Greatest Timeless Eternal Wisdom that is the Divine Consciousness & Truth within all Existence.* Mantra of Kundalini Naad Yoga for Protection - "Ad Gurey Name, Jugad Gurey Name, Sat Gurey Name, Siri Guru Devey Name." These sacred sounds in Gurmuki are derived from Sanskrit & vibrate to create a protective shield in the aura, the elecromagnetic field that surrounds all beings. A new video inspiration by FeedThe Fire Productions. Music sung & composed by SiriSat - Julia Claire. CD Celestial - Sirisat - edited by Ohm Spirit Sound. *LOVE PEACE TRUTH*

Thanx 4 Those Helping ;)
Taking a moment to send BIG thanks for those of you that have been helping contribute to see that I get a spotlight 4 my bday *mwah* TAKE A MOMENT IF YOU WILL AND STOP BY 2 SHOW THESE PEOPLE SOME LUVS!!! IF I HAVE FORGOTTEN TO LIST YOU BELOW PLEASE LET ME KNOW XOXO ~Dream Snatcher™~♥'s Priceless@ fubar NaNa♥VoN♥BiATCH™ ♥Co-Owner Of CLuB FLaVa♥ToXiC's Wifey♥@ fubar X Dealer®™

Cunty-sh
I guess I am being kinda cunty, but I DESPISE it when people get into my SB asking "are you really Russian?", "who is Russian in your family?", "are you 100% Russian"? WTF?? I guess if "I was born and raised in Moscow, Russia" is not a dead giveaway of my origins, nothing is. Oh, wait, those people are just too lazy to click on a page and see wtf is going on. a prime example of an idiotarian: (bottom to top) Damage INC: No I'm fine Sweetie.......go take that abilty and find yourself a job. I have alot more abilty in my little pinky then you will ever amount to. Having a degree doesn't mean much if you don't apply it to something other then message boards. LOL ->Damage INC: are you sore that my intellectual capacity is more than twice of yours? yes, I went to college, and even finished it Damage INC: I question whether you actually went to college...but aside from that I'm enlightened!! LMAO ->Damage INC: I'm sorry if its not in CAPS ->Damage INC: i think "I was born

A Angel With One Wing
I am a one winged angel. Broken but still beautiful. Yes I have feelings. That is why I am pure. It hurts me when you do. So please don't cry when you sleep. I only want your happiness. Then for once I'll sleep. I am stranger in this world. I am as deep as they come. I rather stand up and fight then take off and run. Yes there is someone better than me but few that care like I do. So I stand here by myself waiting for a clue. Life will always be a mystery. There new questions around every corner. It seems like when you answer one. The next hits one you harder. so smile little one smile and dream that loving dream. For one day you could be beautiful like me: A Angel With One Wing

Fucked
I was watching tv while cleaning up my place, and it struck me how fast this society is going down. While people are griping about lack of morals, tv is infiltrated with garbage like Rock of Love, Girls Gone Wild, Real Housewives, Real Chance of Love, The Bachelor, etc. Its pathetic to watch those brainless excuses for human beings act like pathetic baboons at the zoo. And its not the producers' fault that they come out with that crap; its the general public that enjoys watching those fucktards. As I watched the previews for Girls Gone Wild, it was disgusting to see those barely adolescent skanks yap in ridiculously annoying voices about their bellybuttons. I am not chastising them because they are naked. I am definitely the last person to talk. The issue is their complete lack of brains. I would not call Venus of Milo a skanky bitch, or Madonna (the painting), or anyone else that wants to show off what they have while having at least half a brain. However, in this case, I

Bombing List
If anyone has autos running (i know of some of you), or knows of any friends that have autos going with bomb folders, Let me know. Post links in this blog.. Me and Punkin will both be bombing again soon, me earlier in the afternoon as soon as Happy Hours start picking up I/Were looking to make gathering links a bit easier, versus random SB beggery, lol So, if youve got autos...Or know people who do...post the links=]

Yep, You Really Should
This isn't the typical bully. I'm not going to ask you to rate a pic for a contest or to send bux to someone. I'm not even going to ask you to bling this person or rate all their pics/stash. Although if you decide to do that, well that's cool too. I'm simply a guy that is really cool and definitely easy on the eyes. So drop by his page and make a new friend. Fan him, add him and if you want to rate him as well that's cool too. Take a minute to say hi. Get to know him. Chances are in the end you'll realize it was worth getting to know him as a friend. So that's it as long as you're looking for people who are real and aren't going to BS you or beg for things from you and so on. Paul@ fubar So that's it. No asking you to rate pics or level someone. No asking you to bling someone or crush them or anything along those lines. Just saying hey here's someone you should get to know. And if you're wondering by looking at his pic..."is he a musician?" Well check out his p

How Do You Tell A Girl How Much You Love Her?
How do you tell a girl how much you love her? You don't. You show her. You be her friend. You be there for her when she needs someone to talk to. You cry with her when she is sad, and you are happy for her when she succeeds at something, even if - no, make that ESPECIALLY if - she does that thing better than you do. And you do all you can to see that she succeeds at things often. You give her what she needs, when she needs it, emotionally I mean, not "things." And if you do really love her, not just think she is hot, or are infatuated with her, you will do all this expecting nothing in return. And I mean NOTHING. If you expect anything from her, you do not love her, you just want to be loved by her. Everyone wants to be loved, but to be loved, you must love. If you do these things well, one day she will come to you and confide in you about something she feels badly about, because, if you do these things well enough for long enough, it will be you she will want to confide in. When she

Simple Of A Dream
I lay and watch you sleep at night Jealous of the shadowed light That bathes your body in a sweet caress No touch from me to spoil your rest Your gentle breath a sweet perfume To challenge the breeze within the room I move up close to hear the sound Of the quiescent, peace you've found Your murmured words of love profound For my ears when no one else is around You drift off back to blissful sleep Holding my hand, a special treat I'll join you in your dreams tonight Maybe search for the rainbows light Together running you and I In fields of dreams, where lovers lie... ~W.H.~ ~2009~

Because I'm Obsessed
and I follow directions cant have it all music and lyrics by jay brannan applying moisturizer in the microwave window for the tenth time, he shouldve called me an hour ago would he be here with flowers if i lived in arizona? they say theres no love left in the big cities, its kinda true i guess youll find me coming soon to a small town near you ill sell my guitar so i can by myself a tractor fuck this, this cant be my life i moisturized ten times tonight why cant i sit down and write, bring this question to light? chorus do you want a lover, or do you want a life? one hand or the other, the butter or the bread knife? do you choose winter, spring, summer, or fall? its driving me crazy that i cant have it all if these walls could talk, theyd probably cry out for mercy til im outlined in chalk, ill be romantically thirsty so i drink and drink from the proverbial time sink fuck this, this cant be my life tears flowing in full force tonight why c

Will You? (note: Dirtier Than My Norm)
Note: Contains MUCH stronger language than usual. If you don't like swearing... um... tough shit. Will you be my dirty little fucking whore? My little cumslut? Will you get down on your hands and knees for me, will you look up at me with wide eyes and beg for what you know I'll give you sooner or later anyway? Will you open your mouth when I insist on it, will you let me fuck that pretty face when I need it, will you beg for more? When we fuck, will you roll on top of me, compete with me, make me earn the dominance? Will you bite my chin, lick my throat, pant in my ear, be my hungry little bitch? Will you pant and whine and beg and squirm and whimper when I tie you down and tease you? Will you open up and show me everything? Will you let me peruse every dirty little fantasy, every filthy little thought? Will you let me take them off your shelf, dust them off, and play with them? Will you let me toy with you? Will you be my pretty little fucktoy? Will you?

What Card Are You?
You are The Star Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

My Treatment Plan
Today I went to do my radiation simulation and get all set up for starting next Monday. Daily treatments, 5 days a week for 6 weeks... the good news is they say I shouldn't feel the side effects until around week 4, and they should be over with by a week or two after they're done. But I've been also recommended to see a shrink as well as potentially massage therapy - and since I've already met my max out of pocket for the year, the insurance is supposed to pay 100%! And also for a nutritionist to go over a high protein diet that should help, but can also sneak in some weight loss tips for after my treatments are done (they've asked me to stop trying to lose weight for the next couple months so the side affects don't hit me even worse). I only got 2 hours of sleep last night, worrying about today and the possibility of uprooting the family if my hubby goes for this job in MA. I was able to get about 1.5 hours of nap in, but I'm about to drop.

Fun Ideas For April Fool's Day!
Some of these are hilarious! Enjoy YOUR April Fool's Day! Scrape the cream out of oreo cookies and fill them with white toothpaste!. Use a 3M Post-it notes placed underneath someones's computer mouse - ensure that it covers the ball or the optical sensor on the bottom. When they go to use the mouse, it won't work! On the 3M Post-it simply write April Fool!. Go around the office and tell random people that a particular person (e.g. your friend) wanted them to drop over at 11am - they will be surprised when 50 people drop around to their cubicle at once. Get a universal remote control and turn the volume up on all the TVs in your local TV shop, while standing nearby. Try be covert so you can keep doing it. If you are a manager or have employees under you, send people looking for made up items such as the dehydrated water, the hydraulic cement humidifier, the double sided transperencies, a fallopian tube, the blunt knife, a glass hammer. If you work in a restaur

Karma?
So I'm trying to decide if karma really is a bitch...I'm pretty sure I got paid back for being a cheap ass today. I took the hell monkies to see Monster Vs Aliens...not recommended btw...and instead of payin overblown prices for sodas I threw a couple juice boxes in my purse...and wouldn't ya know? One of the lil bastards exploded...So there I am in the theater trying not to expose my smuggling crime and clean up a terrible mess...next time I'll spring for the soda.

Manna From Heaven
I must be living good. Over on another blog, I managed to spew out a few New Year's Resolutions. In one of my more salient moments , I vowed to dispatch the Shamwow guy from modern pop icon status.Well it appears the God of Tongue Biting Hookers has heard my plea. Hot off the newsfeed - Vince Shlomi, the Shamwow pitchman, was arrested in Miami Beach last month for repeatedly punching a prostitute after she bit his tongue.Sweet.Solicitation AND Battery! Although all charges were eventually dropped, this should effectively be the end of his annoying career. He slapped the bitch, now he can’t pitch his kitsch and get rich ‘cause his new niche is digging a ditch.I wonder if they’ll let him keep the headset.Watch out Billy Mays. You're fucking next!!

My Life Story
My name is Artie. I was born in a small town in Louisiana. I grew up on Dry Prong, LA. It was a wonderful small town where everyone knew everyone. My childhood was amazing until I was 10 years old. However, up to that point life was truly great. We had a huge field next to our house and all the kids from town would come over to play softball almost every day. I have 3 older sisters, so you can imagine the torture i endured, lol. Not really, my sisters were all awesome. With me being the youngest and last child, I did get spoiled a little. My dad taught me to hunt, fish, and trap beginning around age 4. I learned alot from him. This brings me to when I was 10. On January 16, 1981, I lost my mother. She was my light and everything good. She treated me like a little king. We were so close and her loss devistated me. It was like the life had just been sucked out of me. It was the only time to this day I had ever seen my father cry. After the funeral, a long time former friend of the family

Sisters
sisters are.. clothes barrowersfit throwerscover stealerssecret keepersan enemy, a friend,a conversation without end,sassy,bossy,silly,fussypretty and sweet tea partys with treatsdress up, mess up, fess up, get punished,fights over nothing, sharer of dreamsa headache, a pain, she gets spoiled again,a princess, a brat, she ruined my hat,i love her, i miss her, i tease her, i kiss her,she is my family and that means more to mewhat would i do without her?

Internet Connection
Well to all that actually come to my page and rate and comment and well just say hi how are you doing. This is for you. I have been struggling over the last few months and I have gotten to a point where I do not think I am going to be able to continue to pay for my internet service. As much as I have thoroughly enjoyed making some very awesome friends on here, I will miss ya'll the most. I have some of your's personal info like Yahoo IM or a phone number to chat with. I will be able to stay in touch with you guys. I am not getting rid of my profile here...... I will only be on when ever I visit someone who has internet until I can afford to get it turned back on. I am not sure when it will be turned off so I hope it will not be in the middle of a conversation with one of you...... ok so a few have said here and outside about fee dial up..... have ya ever used it? fubar would crash the connection within five seconds ...

No More Chocolate At Night...
One of my oddest yet I think, but no killing at least.... K, so I was at the park with some mates. We were trying to hit this target we'd set up with fireworks. No one had any luck so far, when this one firework goes haywire and flies all over the place. We all try and run out of the way, but it hits me, explodes and blows a hole in the seat of my shorts. So I think to hell with this and start walking home. On my way I see this huge bag of oranges and decide to buy the whole thing. So I'm walking home, bag of oranges over my shoulder, hole in my shorts, funny looks from everyone I walk past (of course), and from somewhere I can here Queensryche's Silent Lucidity playing....

My Happy Hour!
There is NO WAY that I can personally thank everyone personally! I'm going to try to thank those heavy raters here. Shoshonni ~Fu-Owned by Trucker~@ fubar Non-Model Ninja@ fubar Jacob Black@ fubar Sweet Turtle@ fubar NSFW~♡TinaTinkles♡~@ fubar "WARLORD"@ fubar Bounty Hunter™@ fubar Ms. D™@ fubar higgs boson

Alley Katz Rules Before Joining
Ok so you wonna be an alley kat? no Shut up you do!!! ok well these are thing you have to agree to and know about the Alley Katz! Ok so first off the leader!!! is well Mad Hatter woot go me go me, the "Capts" is ummm..... ummm.... **points at a random guy** HIM! I'm not even part of the Alley Katz!! Shut up bitch you are now!!! Now back to regular biz..... umm umm umm oh yeah what you have to do to get in!!! **evil laughs** ok 1) You have to give us 100 dollars yep Real Dollars (of course in todays sociaty that can be waved just ask for the waver from a memeber should get it) 2) You have to give us ever moment of your waking time!!!! every single min till the day you die (less of course you have like kids and a job and a real life then thats cool too i guess) 3) You must report to that guy that I just made a Capt, every 35 seconds of your waking day!! (less of course you have better things to do then its cool i still dont even know who that guy is!?) 4) You must be a memeber of The

Puppet Shows!
Well I have some great friends, but this was one time that I was wishing that I didn't know someone lol... My good friend Mike asked me one night * gawdddd hes a pervvvv* if I ever fingered myself and watched in the mirror... I don't know what came over me.. but this is what came out of my mouth..... Well I would really rather put my bunny slippers on, stick a big ole dildo up my twat and have a puppet show with my feet.... thinking that he would realize what a stupid question it was, with a stupid reply..ohhhhhhhhh nooooooooooooooooooooo.... he replied....*dramatic pause*............ THAT'S HOT!!!!! Here's your sign Mike!!! lol

No Longer Staff @ Wfs
Dear Friends,Family,& Fans, I am speaking for Thunder and I both, as most of you know we quit WFS last week, but was asked to stay, so we did mostly because of our GREAT friends there. Last night, D/T childless, and most ridiculouse reasonings by one of WFS owners, that seeems to think her chit don't stink we were fired, after quitting LOL!!! We luv our dear fu friends and will visit often if allowed. You all can hit our SB or Yim anytime, we will be around just as always. Girls WATCH YOUR BACKS!!!!! Happy Easter To All!!! And HAPPY BiRTHDAY TO BIG DOG KENNY!!!!!! With all our Fu Luv, Dragoness & Thunder P.S. If I heard the song Shes my Little Whiskey girl 1 more time I was going to VOMITT anyway!!!!!!!

Haunted
I've already blogged about my hotel being haunted, and every single FD employee seeing and hearing shit, including me. Last year, a crazy bat and her daughter stayed at my hotel. They insisted that there were banging noises, angry man's shouts, and kids' voices from a room next to her. I told her its vacant, and checked the room for her. She was still freaked out, and insisted on moving to a different room. Fine. Considering that all of us have seen shit, I'm not sure if she is lying, but...she stops by once in a while with her daughter ( I think they live nearby) and just chill in the lobby til 1am, trying to force candy on me upon leaving. Last night they were here again, and she proceeded rehashing that story, telling me we have an angry ghost in this hotel, and its up tp no good. I told her that I am here all alone, and would appreciate if she stopped telling me that. She stfu, but was like "you'll see". mmkay...to boot, several other ppl, including a corporate guy tha

There Is No Judgement Awaiting....
john 3:16 - 21 16 “For God loved the world so much that he gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life. 17 God sent his Son into the world not to judge the world, but to save the world through him. 18 “There is no judgment against anyone who believes in him. But anyone who does not believe in him has already been judged for not believing in God’s one and only Son. 19 And the judgment is based on this fact: God’s light came into the world, but people loved the darkness more than the light, for their actions were evil. 20 All who do evil hate the light and refuse to go near it for fear their sins will be exposed. 21 But those who do what is right come to the light so others can see that they are doing what God wants.

Charles House Sr.
He had a good long life. Born in 1924, he was the next youngest of 6 children born to Charles and Goldena House. He hardly knew his dad who left the home to find work when grandpa was only 4 years old. His mother raised him and his 5 siblings by herself, so he had a particularly hard childhood. Being a child of the Great Depression he was always concerned with money and saving as much as possible. His own mother once told him he was born 50 years old. He and my grandma were married in July of 1946, nearly 63 years, something I cannot comprehend as that is nearly 2 lifetimes for me. They had 3 children, my mom, Janice in 1950, my uncle Chuck (Charles Edward Junior) in 1953, and my aunt Debbie in 1957. He worked at numerous bakeries around Kansas City for 40 years. He never smoked, drank, or overindulged in salt or red meat. Probably the reason he outlived many of his coworkers. He lived a good life. He was 84 years old, about 12 years past the average age for men of his generation. He

25 Random Things About Me
1. values ar loyalty honor and respect 2. love my bikes 3. love the chopper the best i built it. 4. i hate the color green. dont care why i just do. bad for an Irishman lol. 5. i am a ass hole 6. i care about people even when i am being a ass hole 7. i hate being the boss at work 8. i am not good at balance 9. if things are good in life i will fuck it up. just to amuse myself (i may be a little sick LOL) 10. i have won trophys for every bike i built 11. i dont care about spelling or gramer 12. i have a hard time with talking about me 13. i think i am beter than some people 14. sometimes i have a low opinion of me 15. i dont think i am atractive 16. realy i dont find any GUY atractive lol 17. i am a verry average person 18. i think the best thing i have ever done is raise my kids 19. i say what i think even if it is hurtfull 20. i refuse to lie about small things that way i dont get in the habit of lying 21. my fav color is blood red 22. i am streaching to find thin

This One Time At Rough Riders
I met Jeff at a Charity function they were having at the hotel. It wasn't the type where they ask for donations and have auctions and themes. Those are cool. It was the type they have for the actual charity cases. Those are lame. It was a Christmas party and the Rough Riders were going to show up and deliver bears to the guests. Tracy said i had to go. She said that the Rough Riders are always hot and into charities so they must be good people. Sometimes I think Tracy Just says stuff to get me to do things I normally wouldn't bother with. Most days I am stupid enough to fall for it. Most of the Rough Riders were very old. They were all very nice but still a little to old for me. The youngest one there was about 41. His arms were full of teddy bears and he was wearing that uniform that makes them look like overgrown boyscouts. I mean a polka dot ascot, a stetson hat and flare? Really? But he was the youngest one there so I quickly turned to Tracy and said "called it". It didn't matter

Meaning Of Life
For centuries humans have battled the following question: what is a meaning of life? Trying to figure out, the answer, the reason, to explain their own existance. In my opinion...there is no meaning of life. A life is an accident that occured due to two creatures of the opposite sex reproducing. It is hard for people to accept the fact that maybe those measly 90+ max years on this planet are spent completely pointlessly, and the lower the intellect of a person is, the higher their after life aspirations are, but thats...life. A butterfly lives for one day, and its gone. For us, its nothing, but for a butterfly, its an eternity. We live 100 yrs max; for us it feel like a lifetime, but for a planet and the cosmos around us-it is less than a minute. So its much more rewarding to be a selfish bastard and live thast measly life to the fullest, instead of searching for that pointless meaning.

Missing You All
THIS GOES OUT TO ALL MY FRIENDS. I LOVE ALL OF YOU GREATLY AND HAVE ALOT OF GREAT FRINEDS ON HERE. ALOT OF YOU ARE MORE LIKE FAMILY THAN MY OWN FAMILY AND THAT MEANS ALOT TO ME. I AM VERY GREATFUL I MET EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU. YOU HAVE ALL PLAYED SOME KIND OF ROLL IN MY LIFE. SOME MORE THAN OTHERS. ILL BE HEADING OFF FOR ALCOHOL TREATMENT MONDAY AND WILL MORE THAN LIKELY BE GONE FOR A MONTH WHICH REALLY SUX BUT ITS VERY LONG UVER DUE SO IM FINALLY GOING THRU WITH IT. I AM GONNA MISS YOU ALL GREATLY. ONCE AGAIN SOME MORE THAN OTHERS BUT ITS NOTHING PERSONAL. SOME HAVE BEEN THERE MORE THAN OTHERS FOR VARIOUS REASONS. SOME OF WHICH YOU CANT CONTROL AND I UNDERSTAND. AND A SPECIAL THANX TO MY RELENTLESS RADIO FAMILY. YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST FRIENDS A PERSON COULD HAVE AND I WILL MISS YOU MOST OF ALL. AND A VERY SPECIAL THANX GOES OUT TO TEMP, LIL TEMP, LOVELY, AND ELLY. YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN SO SUPPORTIVE AND ALWAYS BEEN THERE WHEN I NEEDED YOU AND I THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. I

Meaniepants
Ugh, my son is ricocheting off the walls right now. He's crazy excited to leave later on today. I hate his teacher this year and am half tempted not to give him his chill pill just to torture her crabby ass all day. I feel sorry for him though, poor kid can't contain himself. It's going to be a very looooooong day in 1st grade. I'd keep him home today if I wasn't such a crappy ass mother and don't feel like dealing w/ him all day...

Vest
So I got a new uniform vest, and...holy cow! Can we say "my vest brings all the boys to the yard??" I was about to leave, and stopped outside for a smoke. A hick that is doing construction gave me a light, and saw my wedding ring: "How long you've been married?" "4 yrs" "does that mean you won't go out with me before I leave?" "no, sorry" he proceeds to ask stupid questions (like if I was amail order bride, ffs), and can barely make sentences either from being shy, or retarded. Or both. He has been staring at me intensely for 2 days already, pointless parading through the lobby. UGHH! I wish I had a cattle prod... Also, my favorite guy is staying at the hotel. He works for a big company here, so he's been coming here for almost 2 yrs now. He barely used to say hi for a year and a half, and one day he came up and said: "wow, I didnt know you were married" I said I was, and he started a convo and introduced himself. I found it weird that me being married all of a sudden made him

I Iz A Point Ho
This Thursday at 7pm fu time I will be hosting the happy hour. I will also be activating auto 11's a few minutes before my HH. Not sure if I will be bombing during my HH or not. I will also be hosting another HH at 2am fu time this Saturday for mah friends across the big pond :) I am trying to make it to whoracle. Just wanted to let everyone know. xoxoxo, Lippy

Chest Salutes Pt 3,200,520
hahaha ... I now have five chest salutes in my folder ... that's three more than the other day when I posted a similar blog. Thanks to those that have contributed ... I love them All donations to my fund are more than welcome ... *nudge nudge wink wink* Luv ya all Xena xxx

Don't Get It Twisted
UGH! I try my best to do the right thing... I really do, but there comes a point in your life where you just want to say "Fuck It". Yep, I said it.... the "F" word. Crazy right? lol. I just don't get folks. When I'm a sweet as syrup, people want to treat me like shit. When I turn BWA(Bitch With Attitude), people are nice. I am a very happy-go-lucky person and i prefer to always be a sweetheart, so what gives? Men answer me please... why do some find bitchiness such a turn on?

My Heart
Dear friends as you know iv'e been having issues with my heart. well i went to my dr. appt today and found out that theres a few things that will need attention.1st i have blood leaking from my aorta valve.this was caused by a faulty cusp inside my aorta.the cusps are supposed to control blood flow from the aorta to my blood stream. this may require surgery to correct,but i'm not sure when this will be.need more tests first.and 2nd my outer wall of my aorta is weakened to the point that colapsing is a possibility.this i'm told is the most serious problem i have right now. i need another echo cardiogram asap to see what will need to be done next. i have many dear friends here and to send messages to each of you isn't possible so i made this blog to let you all know whats wrong and that i'm greatful for all your love and support in this the most trying time of my life. ty all and i love you!!! twaddle

Gangs
Last night I watched Ganglands, and they showed a coupla violent prison biker gangs, and a regular prison gang. And it struck me: the prison systems are for pussies in the US, and help breed that shit. Give them a solitary cell, no free time, and a bucket for a shitter, there would be NO prison gangs.Thats what happens when you have a liberal prison system, and too much time on your hands. Daym...

Rest In Peace My Sweet Friend
JEN YOU WILL BE MISSED,U ARE AN ANGEL NOW AND UP THERE IN THE SKY AND RAINBOWS NOW. LIFE WITHOUT YOU HERE ON FULAND WILL NOT BE THE SAME,AND LIFE WILL NOT BE THE SAME W/O U IN IT.. YOU ARE THE SUN WHEN SKIES ARE GREY.YOU BROUGHT LAUGHTER TO MY LIFE AND EVERYONE YOU CAME IN CONTACT WITH. I'M JUST SO LOST FOR WORDS AT THIS VERY MOMENT..I HAD A BLAST WHEN WE MET IN AUGUST,I WILL TREASURE THAT DAY FOREVER!!!!! I KNOW GOD WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU.. HUGZZZZZZZ MY SWEET FRIEND,I KNOW WE WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN OUR THOUGHTS AND IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! December 22nd, 1971 - April 20th, 2009 Obituary: Jennifer Marie Lee;April 20, 2009; of Pontiac; age 37. Beloved mother of Nicholas and Katelyn Lee. Loving sister to Rodger Lee, Mary A. Vied, Debra Kay (David) Looks and Michelle Robertson. Jennifer is also survived by her nieces and nephews, David Vied, Heather Lee, Amanda Vied, Andrea Messing and Summer Robertson; great nieces and

Exploring
So, I come in to work last night, just to find out that completely unbeknownst to me, it was changed and now starting this week my wknds fall on Fridays and Saturdays. YES!!! I didnt even mind them stealing those 2 nights I didnt go to work from me. I'll make it up. So now I work Sun-Thurs, which means I can finally go out with my Urban Exploration group. They go to abandoned hospitals, tunnels, schools, etc. I am pretty stocked, and already dug out my shitty clothes and DcMartens for that purpose.

Me Iz R Moran..
Ford~ FALSE_ALARM_HOTNESS~ said: to be a true asshole.. just fart.. *fart* ----------------------------- Ψ-ζα℘hïκε⌈-Ψ said: Or I could rant about how Gandhi will rise from the grave and donkey punch Jesus in the back of the head after taking a righteous dump on the seats! EVERYONE PRAY TO ZOMBIE JESUS! WOO HOO! We all know that Easter really belongs to a fucking BUNNY! Jesus wasn't even born in December so what makes me believe he really died in APRIL! -------------------------------- intrepid trepidation said: psst easter is not always in april. --------------------------------------- Ford~ FALSE_ALARM_HOTNESS~ said: can thank the fucking church for that one, too.. --------------------------------- Devil's Worse Nightmare Proudly Owned BY:☆Minou Minou☆ said: It's pointless to debate religion because in reality you could debate the whole line of history that we have been forced to learn as wee

Amy's World
Just a random blog about some happenings in my world. So I was going to run my autos on Friday and use the last bomb I have so that I would level. I wanted to level on Friday because I knew my VIP expired over the weekend. After I leveled and my VIP expired I was going to take a break from this place. But it seems fate threw me a curveball and made me take a mini break now because my internet is out at home. Needless to say I'm kind of sad. I miss the VIP only because I have pictures I want to upload. Yeah, I know I'm lame. I don't think the internet god's want me to make it to Oracle. haha. So I think I'll just continue on my mini break. I want to say thank you to those of you who contacted me outside of fubar since I've been without internet. Also, those of you who left me comments, photo rates and comments, and gifts. I truly do love my friends on here. You all keep me from signing off permanently. Yesterday at work I went to go pick something up off the ground as we wer

Why Good Men Go Bad
when i call u or text u or show up it mean i wanna see u or hear ur voice. when i say i care it means im here to listen and help in anyway possible. when my arms are open or heres my shoulder it means im here to comfort u. and when i say a joke even if its corny its to get u to smile. and when i say ur beautiful i mean it. when i say i love u means ill do anything for u. but when u dont call, or text, when u accuse me of something i didnt do, and when u say u love me to shut me up or u say just for the hell of it it hurts. when u talk to them other guys behind my back, when u repeatly do something that u know i dont like and ive asked u to stop, it kills me. and when u ask urself when u will ever find a good man then look up to what u have and if im still around i will forgive u. but if not then u took it to far and thats were a good man goes bad

[rice Is Nice]
I've made a hundred fried rices, a thousand times with a thousand restrictions, and for a thousand leftovers. I've even used leftover fried rice to make fried rice.I think I could use some MSG if I'm ever going to compete with the commercial grades. And no- there's not a single fucking thing wrong with MSG- its sea kelp broth dehydrated into solid flakes. Now where was I? Ah yes, I'm always looking for the next big idea when it comes to rice. I mean- let's face it, 70% of the world uses it as their main dinner staple. It's dry, its easy, it keeps forever. Don't be a retard about this.So I was watching iron chef hoping to catch a few new fried rices, I saw crab fried rice, lobster fried rice, beef fat, pork short ribs, liver, fish- the works but it wasn't about the rices, it was about the sauce and the protein. Then I watched a chinese chef make his signature rice, and I ... couldn't stop thinking about it for a week. It's so simple, and yet... so brilliant. Boil some long grain

Awesome
I don't know y i like 2 use this word awesome maybe because i like 2 meet really awesome ppl,or b cuz i'm especially awesome! maybe it's cuz i live in the awesomeness of my own mind. or because i'm wishing sum really awesome ppl will rate this blog a 10 ty 4 reading my stupidly kool extradinary awesome blog.

Billy Grunts.
The door squeaked as it pushed open from the outside. Slipping in behind a gust of wind, and the sound of a city engulfed with the end of the day rushed, were three men. Dressed, as anyone in this neighborhood would say, "to the nines", they shook off the cold, and the snow, but somehow could not shake off the eyes of everyone seated within this homage to the long lost saloons of days now gone. Everything made of wood, and covered in at least several years worth of spilt liquor and/or beer. Holes in every wall, from one guys fist, or maybe another guys head. And the faint smell of blood, and what could be feces, or just could be the combined breath of every dirty and drunk person scattered about the interior. The three men stood still for a moment, and took everything in. The first man, an elderly gentleman by the name of Peter "Petro" Cassaro stood at the forefront of the trio. His cream colored sharkskin jacket tapered perfectly to his body, concealing the Derringer he kep

Kit's Song
K, yeah I know...booo on country music...but everytime I hear this song I think of Kit She's Country by Jason Aldean You boys ever met a real country girl?Talkin, true blue, out in the woods, down home, country girlShe's a hot little number in her pick-up truckDaddy's sweet money done jacked it upShe's a party-all-nighter from South Carolina, a bad mamajama from down in AlabamaShe's a raging cajun, a lunatic from Brunswick, juicy Georgia peachWith a thick southern drawl, sexy swing and walk, brother she's allCountry, (shoot) from her cowboy boots to her down home rootsShe's country, from the songs she plays to the prayers she prays, That's the way she was born and raised, she ain't afraid to stay, countryBrother she's countryA hell raisin sugar when the sun goes down, mama taught her how to rip up a townHoney dripping honey from the hollerin Kentucky, getcha flippin kinda trippie like a Mississippi hippie, She's a Kansas princess, crazy mother trucker, undercover loverThick sou

Gone
I am trying to figure out if i should make my profile friends only for my fu-cation or whatever it is. I am ready to spit nails at so many things on here tonight anyhow............... I keep wondering if I should just do a mass delete of people. But no biggie.......... I wont be remembered anyways. FTW and FETE!

Free Credit Report
Bullshit. I used this website to get my FREE credit report, yet I have a $2.95 charge to my account. I cancelled it immediately because you had to send mail to actually get your credit report. I'm pissed. I hate wasting money.

A Few Things I Hate
I hate waking up in physical and mental pain everyday. I hate being able to easily say "I love you" but in reality not being able to actually "love" anyone. I hate the constant whispering and voices in my head. I often hate the fact I wake up in the mornings. I hate feeling like a burden on my family and friends. I hate the feeling people think I'm over exaggerating my pain. I hate breathing.

Donkeypunches Jail Journals
*Part One of Two* March 29th 2007 11:02pm Hello, goodbye, that's all my brain says to me...I'll mutter some meaningless saying, and yet all I get is hello...goodbye. Little white lines kissing my face, telling me to stay low...BUT I'M GOING TO WAR MAN! charles in the Trees! LOOK OUT BELOW!!....BAM?!?...nope, it's a Dud...Ugh! not a dud!...How can that be?!?! I Rolled the Dice dammit!,

What Do You Need To Be Happy?
You Need Success to Be Happy You are a responsible and serious person. You like to do things well. Reaching your goals is very important to you, and you don't like getting sidetracked. You feel great when you are mastering new tasks and solving problems. You believe in hard work. Nothing makes you feel worse than feeling like you are doing a bad job. What Do You Need to Be Happy?

Pimpout Of The Week
Phucker Pimp Out!! Go Show This Phucker Some Love If You Havent Already.. If You Have Well Go Do It Again Eat Pezz & Save a Rainbow ~*~ Twisted Phucker@ fubar Every Week There Will Be A New Member Pimped Out So Keep Checking Back!! XOXO Twisted Kisses XOXO Your Founding Phuckers Nik And Wolfie And Mary Beth

When Owning A Lounge Is Taken Too Serious
him (4/20/2009 10:56:39 PM): hi me(4/20/2009 10:57:06 PM): hihi him (4/20/2009 10:57:17 PM): was wondering who invited you to kink's me (4/20/2009 10:57:20 PM): sorry im lurking morgans sick me (4/20/2009 10:57:27 PM): kink did him (4/20/2009 10:57:37 PM): ok, if i find out otherwise i will know exactly what is going on him(4/20/2009 10:57:46 PM): but if kink invited you, no problem me (4/20/2009 10:57:52 PM): why would i lie? him (4/20/2009 10:57:56 PM): need to remember who your #1 lounge is though me(4/20/2009 10:58:03 PM): have i ever lied to u b4? me (4/20/2009 10:58:06 PM): i know him (4/20/2009 10:58:10 PM): him(4/20/2009 11:00:33 PM): how would i know, we don't really talk much anymore me(4/20/2009 11:01:27 PM): lol not my fault you are a busy boi lol him (4/20/2009 11:08:46 PM): they are inviting all excito members.. him(4/20/2009 11:08:49 PM): look at their member list me(4/20/2009 11:08:58 PM): really? him(4/20/2009 11:09:00 PM): l has turned v on me him (

Today
So we had a power cut last night (is why I was "online" all day), kinda worked out well though because I actually got a decent amount of sleep. Anyways, got to do something fun today, smashed up some glass :D Just thought I'd share that...

My First 3 Am Blog
I am up at 3 am for a very dumb reason; I have a tooth ache. This is an odd sort of tooth ache, it doesn't hurt at all when I sit up, only when I lay down does it cause me pain. I tried playing a little doctor myself and used some vodka to numb it. That worked alright for twenty minutes or so, but then I had to do it again. After five or six shots, I decided to give up on my home remedy. I am just going to stay awake and try to get into the Dentist first thing in the morning. I am not sure what it could be, I have never had my wisdom teeth out, so it could be something related to that, or just some odd cavity that hurts when I lay down. Anyhow, going on 20 hours now, so if you came here expecting a quality blog, you have my apologies.

Today
Today is gonna be kind of fun.... In 2 hours I am gonna go pick up my daughter and we are gonna go to a *free* bbq and movie.... It's actually sponsored by my cell phone provider. BUT since its gonna be almost 80 degrees today, why not be in an air conditioned theater. The movie they will be showing is The Sandlot, an oldie but an okay oldie.... Bleh, I hate waking up so early! I don't know if its an age factor or if its cuz I smell the coffee in the other room when I am sleeping :) Have a beautiful day everyone! Muahz!

Love Mumms Blah...
love...it is a nice concept i'll agree... and i flirt a LOT but i can't see myself falling in love over the internet... even if i do meet a couple of you i don't think i'd get attached for awhile... i am not that desperate for affection... i think the people that are have no love for themselves... and what they feel isn't love but obsession they are trying to fill an emotional void perhaps because they weren't hugged enough as a child either way until you are truly okay with yourself you can't actually love another ~my 2cents

Guardian Angels
OK True Story..... Does the thought ever cross your mind that there is really no truly honest people in the world anymore? Especially when you see film of someone lying on the street in distress of some kind, and people are actually STEPPING OVER that person and just keep on going! I saw that on tv one day and it really gave me a dishearted feeling that no one really cares about anyone anymore! Scarry to say the least. But then I think of all my blessings and remember that is not true. For example just yesterday I went grocery shopping, and when i started to get out of my truck (yeah I,m a redneck girl) I suddenly decided to just take out the little cosmetic case that was home to my checkbook and drivers license and credit card and just carry it instead of my big heavy, bulky bag. So i finished shopping and wrote my check at the register (yeah Lisa I STILL write those hehehe I am an ole fashioned kind of girl, and really do hate alot of change in my life. Anyways I put all my grocer

Abandoned
You abandoned me on this cold, dark road.You left me all alone to solve this impossible code.In this endless storm of tackling winds, blinding lightning, roaring booms of thunder, and stinging rain.With me forever feeling this pain.You walked with me but left like the other.You abandoned me on this cold, dark road.You were with me for every twist and turn.Trust is a lie this all must learn.You said you would always help me.Trust comes with a hard fee.I trusted you then was abandoned too.Now that I look back that's nothing new.You abandoned me on this cold, dark road.Now I go every day all alone.Not a single thing I own.I couldn't take it I fell to my knees.Another one of lives cold hard fees.No more, that is the last time I will fall for this trick called trust.All will have good times as well as the bad times but all that is left for me is bad to be had.Besides the bad all i have left is this impossible code,because you abandoned me on this cold, dark road.

Good Bye My Almost Lover
This song is a total sad one!! Your fingertips against my skin The palm trees swaying in the wind in my chase You sang me Spanish lullabies The sweetest sadness in your eyes Clever trick I never wanna see you unhappy I thought you want the same for me Goodbye my almost lover Goodbye my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should've known you'd bring me heartbreak Almost lovers always do We walked along a crowded street You took my hand and danced with me In the shade And when you left you kissed my lips You told me you'd never ever forget these images No I’d never wanna see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me Goodbye my almost lover Goodbye my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long my luckless romance My back is turned on you Should've known you'd bring me heartbreak Almost lovers always do

Point Whore? Oh Noes!
I'm going point whoring tomorrow. I have autos, from a sexy Ninja, and a bomb to use too. I'm trying to decide if I want to buy myself a one day blast for the occasion or a small bling pack. It's such a tough decision. I need help fu-friends. So help me decide. And don't say both, obviously I can't get both hence the decision. Oh, and if there's any angels out there that want to pimp me out tomorrow, I will "pay". hehe

Cherry Bomb!!!
Ok everyone I just got my frist cherry bomb and i will be bomb my friends and family if you would like to be bomb. Just leave a comment say bomb me I am going to try to hit evryone on here. just comment and add be to your friends so i know who to hit and please have a photo alumb with 250 pics in it. I am going to give everone time to comment b4 i do the bomb!!!! Thanks Nick 31

Fun Night!
So I'm sitting at work last night, yahooing with my best friend Olga, who moved to CT to my despair. She has been my friend for 11 yrs, and she moved from Siberia at the same time I moved from Moscow. Soo, as I'm bitching to her about her being so damn far, she tells me that I should expect a nasty phone call from her. About 5 minutes later, at around 12 30am, the front doors open, and ...there she is! I was pretty psyched, and turns out that she had a 5 hr layover in Chicago, so she came to visit me. We had a blast in the lobby, layin around on a couch, jumping on a counter, and taking pics (will upload them soon) like 5 year olds. One of the best nights at work EVAH! ;p yeah, that was random, I am just too stoked, so had to type this shit.

Douche?
Read from bottom up. This guy hit me out of nowhere. Then he blocks me cause well I guess hes retarded. -> ︻╦╤─C51™AR...: http:... tell him i want to know where the fuck you see me throwing up gang signs? maybe you masturbated too much as a child and you went blind but i would really love to see those pics. further more im a skater not a thug. you might've known that if you saw the actual clothes i was wearing. so before YOU assume you know what the fuck your talkin about.......how bout find out about the person before judging a book by its coverJohnnyEFromNC: don't ever assume you know me. Don't fucking preach to me dumb fuck*Fa∂ø* MคЯ...: good looking out homieJohnnyEFromNC: stfu dick munching rejectJohnnyEFromNC: go fall off the back of your truck you fucking backwoods inbred turnip muncherJohnnyEFromNC: because you look like the typical guy who tries to act like your typical thug i see you wearing your hat too the side and t

Leveling Blog #444
Sunny♥@ fubar I know its a little more than we usually do- but please do what ya can to help her Godfather:)Please leave a blog comment if ya help-Ty!!Not many of us on lately- we will get things going again as soon as we can- I will post a few as i see them! If ur a llama and are getting close to leveling let me know!Thanks and hugzz to my llamas!!JoAnna

Contest
So I entered a contest. It'd be greatly appreciated if you'd go vote. It's Metropark, and you'll need to create an account. You only have to vote once. =] Men's design: http://www.metroparkusa.com/publicworks/design/1086 Women's design: http://www.metroparkusa.com/publicworks/design/1099 http://www.metroparkusa.com/publicworks/design/1103

The Watercolor Test
You Are Highly Inspiring You believe that your life has a higher purpose, and you do all you can to achieve it. You are wise, and a lot of your wisdom comes from self discipline. You try to live as moderately and modestly as possible. You make room for rational, small indulgences... while living as ethically as you can. The Watercolor Test

Nasty Boo-boo
So I was in NJ visiting my gma.. everytime I see her I help her, like putting out her deck furniture, grocery shopping, tending to things she can't get to anymore... Saturday 5/23 started beautifully. The beach was warm, the sky was blue, and I was happily busy helping my grandma... I was taking her deck furniture out of the garage, washing it, and planned to put it back on her deck in the back of the house. My grandma wanted to help... I had to keep chasing her away so she wouldn't slip and hurt herself. I was going to bring a chair off the deck down to the driveway so I could clean it. When i got to the top of the stairs and began to drag the chair down the steps, I stopped. Chair was too heavy. I left it. I began to back my way down the steps... got to the last step and I slipped. I was wearing wedge flip-flops... BIG MISTAKE. So I rolled my right ankle cuz of them damn flip flops... and then BOOM.. I fell on my left leg. I'm laying in the mud/water/driveway, look down

Exquisite
Exquisite Behind a moonlight pane I close my eyes and dream Of past battles, of past domains My heart is locked And the key is in your hold The stars are shining bright The moon disappeared now from sight As I sigh, with pain Wishing you to return Without any constraints For my exquisite love! The wind carries your name in vain Listen to my voice

Oh The Hotness
I've asked a few people if they think Irina Shayk is sexy, and I seem to be by myself in lusting this girl! she has the may page in the sports illustrated swimsuit calender and is/was a Guess model... any ways here she is: as you were

Mush
I just called my dad who sounded drunk, UGH!!!! He said what happened at this time was my grandma and that guy had went fishing and camping. The house is sold but they werent leaving yet. I kept asking him how he could be letting her go so far away at her age, she will be 85 in September. He didn't say much he tried to blame her medication on the heart attack. I dont know, I am dumb like that. I did call the hospital in Missoula, they did put her nurse in ICU on, she said she couldnt say much over the phone but she did say at the moment she is stable because of the medications and that when my dad gets there there will be a lot more information given I am sure. I am soooo tense right now, all I keep thinking is there is going to be *that* call. I don't want it. All my dad kept saying is she lived her life, WTF!!! He is the only child and should be there and having some say, not this guy that I don't know. I know I haven't seen her is a few years, but for god's sake this is my grandm

Yay
Hope to see everyone out in September to see this amazing play.Some facts about Rabbit Hole:-Winner of the 2007 Pulitzer Prize for Drama-It is being made into a movie in 2010 staring Nicole Kidman-the playwright, David Lindsay-Abaire, has also signed on to write Spider Man 4 (girls thats how you rope your guys into coming)-In its first time on stage, Cynthia Nixon, from Sex in the City played Becca.Director: Seamus McCannProducer: Mike CrosmazStage Manager: Shannon MooreAsst. Stage Manager: Pam BrohmAuditions were held May 28th and 29th 7-9 pm @ the LLT Studio, 55 George St. Lindsay Ontario.Thanks for All who came out to auditions, the following people were casted:Becca: Miranda WarrenHowie: Jason McGuganIzzy: Erin SwiechNat: Beth HarringtonJason: TBAShow Dates September 11,12,18, and 19 2009 And I get a copy to give any insight on it! :D

Approaching Me On Fubar (part 1)
I may be a Fubar Bouncer, but I'm also a Fubar member, and I'm HUMAN. I take my job seriously and have no time for drama. I refuse to get involved in ANY type of drama, so don't bring it to my page. I am happily committed to one person, so I have no desire to IM, CAM or any other cyber crap you can name. Bouncers are allowed to block, and we do. You have been warned, take it as you like.The best way to approach me for help is through private messaging on the FU. If you approach me through my shout box, I may not see it. The SB rolls off, and my shout gets very busy at times. If I don't answer your shout, this is why. No matter what anyone thinks, I'm not ignoring you.(or maybe I am...see below). When I'm on Fubar, I'm working. I may not have time to socialize, so please don't be offended if I do not chit chat. As you do....Please approach me by my first name, Dolly. I'm not baby, babe, sexy, hon, sweetie or darlin, or any other term of endearment or sexual reference. I have a

I Made This... Don't Remember When... Around 2000 Sometime?
A friend said it looked like something out of H.R.Geiger's head, and linked it on his blog. I used to have a blog called "Sauceruney", and would update every day with any weird/cool things I could think of or find. sauceruney.com has a stupid place-holder video I made in Flash, and I have a junk pile of pictures from there and other web-forum fuckery at sauceruney.com/images Was just doing vanity searches on that new bing.com thing, to see what came up.

Sumtimes We Meet:
Sumtimes in the nightin a far away dream we meet eachother, it's so real it seems I remember it well the look in ur eyes the place is so prettyalmost paradise the words come so easywe have been here beforewe kiss one another& then fall to the floor soft touches in the night I remember them wellthey burn thru my skinI promise not to tell The kisses are like rainfalling gently on our faceso many of themno one can replace The place is majestic your love is so sweet 'cause sumtimes in the nightsumtimes we meet Laura 3-3-09

Quiz I Stole From Jai
The person you have feelings for shows up at your house, what do you say?Hi, come in. Everything happens for a reason?I don't know, sometimes not. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?Stephanie at work. We're going to see 'The Hangover' Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hate?I dated a girl my best friend described as "weird and hideous" once What can you say about the first girl on your top?There aren't any girls on my top. Huh? Like, my shirt? Where's your phone right now?on my desk Name something you are doing tonight?Cooking pasta Is a best friend or ex pissing you off at the moment?Nah, I'm at peace. Do you ever say thank you to the bus driver?Always. Who's bed were you in last?Mine. Is your hair naturally curly or straight?Kinda wavy, when it gets long. Do you think two people can last forever?Usually one or both of them dies.

Jacko Is Indeed Wacko
Since Michael Jackson's Neverland is no more, he's been auctioning off a ton of items that once decorated his creepy personal theme park. Jacko tried to stop the official list from getting leaked to the press, and now we know why. According to TMZ, some of these items include works of "art", which are detailed as follows: "boy with accordion," "boy sitting on bricks," "boy w/ baton and hat w/ feathers," "two boys on swing bar," "two boys with ladder," "boys sleeping on bench," " boys milking goat,” and more. The 2,952 item list continues like this. We don't even want to know the types of people who are going to bid on this stuff!

My Night
So, last night Dougie, Jeff and I went to Rocky Vander's (our hangout), and when we went dancing, there was a group of Marines with their skanky lays. I think the girls were thinking that they wre dogs, and kept humping the guys' legs. I know the whole dance schtick, and I consider myself a really good dancer (ok,ok, people tell me so, not my opinion :). But that whole bump n grind thing is gettin kinda old and immature-ish.They looked like total skanky whores, and for some reason I thought that they would quite fit in into that "Marine wife" categoy: a skanky Marine groupie with no brains that gets cheated on/cheats and pops out a kid to save the marriage. Then D and I went to Denny's, and had to endure a huge group of annoying Bulgarians sittin right next to us, like there was no other place to sit. I hate when they do that shit. I was translating for D, and I think they caught on to that and stopped tellin racy shit. On a way to the car, we saw cop cars everywhere by the bar,

The Hangover
Opens over here in the UK on Friday, but I got into a free preview last night. HELLA funny. And it has a fat gentleman with a beard who is slightly odd, which totally speaks to me, cos like, I'M a fat gentleman with a beard who is slightly odd. There's a naked asian guy, and a tiger, and Heather Graham gets a boob out. If you like naked asian guys, tigers or Heather Graham's boobs, this is the sort of film for you. Also, lots of jokes about feeling a bit ill and not remembering anything, and a funny bit with a doctor giving directions. I liked it, you might too.

Red Alert!!!!!!
RED ALERT! NEED RATES NOW PLEASE! RATE THE PIC OF STAR, MAIL ME AND GET 1,000 FUBUX AND A BLOWJOB (LOL) YOU CAN'T BEAT THAT (HEHE) TODAY IS THE LAST DAY TO RATE THE PIC FOR SEXIEST LEGS CONTEST FOR STAR. LET'S GET HER THIS WIN IN THIS CONTEST! IT'S A RATES ONLY CONTEST SO PLEASE DO NOT RATE ANYONE ELSE BUT STAR. WHEN YOU RATE THE PIC PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT THAT "HELLCAT SENT YOU" THE LINK YOU NEED IS IN THE BLOG COMMENT AREA. THANK YOU ALL! YOU SO ROCK!!

"without Love And Dying Here!!!!!"
GREETINGS FROM MONTANALAND225,"WHERE I'M WITHOUT LOVE AND DYING HERE!!!!!"I'M SADDENED BY RECENT EVENTS HERE IN FUVILLE225 AND HEART-BROKEN FOR E-V-E-R-Y DECENT PERSON HERE AND MY MONTANALAND225 FAMILY. FOR THA' MOST PART,I'VE MADE MANY FRIENDS AND FAMILY BUT NOT AS MANY AS I HOPED FOR CUZ,"THERE'S NO LOVE HERE IN "FUVILLE225!!!!!"THE MOJORITY OF"FUBARIANS"HERE DON'T GIVE A D-A-M-N BOUT' YOU OR ME!!!!!"JUST ME,ME,ME,GIVE ME THIS,GIVE ME THAT!!!!!"FOR E-V-E-R-Y SINGLE ONE OF YOU CONSIDER THIS,"IF EVERYONE HAS TO GIVE YOU SOMETHING EVERY MINUTE OF THA' DAY FOR YOU TO BE"HAPPY",THEN YOU'RE"D-E-A-D"ALREADY!!!!!"CUZ YOU"D-O-N-'T LOVE OR CARE ABOUT"A-N-Y-O-N-E JUST AS LONG AS YOU'RE"TAKING"FROM SOMEONE ELSE!!!!! YOU TALK"BIG SH*T"BOUT YOURSELF AND OTHERS A-L-L DAY AND CRY AND BITCH AND WHINE FOR YOURSELF A-L-L D-A-M-N N-I-G-H-T!!!!! I CAN COUNT MY"T-R-U-E F-R-I-E-N-D-S AND F-A-M-I-L-Y ON ONE FREAKIN' HAND,YOU UNGRATEFUL,INSTANT GRADIFICATING SYNDOME SUFFERING BASTARDS!!!!!"THA' R-A-C-I-S-

Family And Such.
So as most have noticed I might be a tad bit eccentric lol.Today and yesterday Ive felt quite froggy.Don't really know why.Maybe it is the nice warm weather and good times I've had lately.This blog is super random but whatever Im bored lol.So Ive noticed some of these young pups on fubar can't read so good.No Im not going to fuck you in case I havent made that clear.Lately Ive had alot of stupid men trying to talk about my boyfriend.Well honey that won't get you far.He is my world..and you can probably out fuck you with his eyes closed.Trying to tell me you will buy me whatever I want don't get it either.I have a father with money and I get whatever I want from him.I don't need you.Nothing is more aggravating then a man thinking they can buy me.Im spoiled in real life and Im spoiled on the fu.I like it sorry if you don't.My real friend here know the real Alissa.Anyone else's approval isnt needed.The real Alissa is a bitch yes but a very loving and nice one lol.My family on fu is the fu

High Speed Collision
On my way back to work from lunch today, a cyclist didn't stop at a zebra crossing, and it reminded of this story. Told it to the teacher I was with and he couldn't stop laughing, let's see if the same happens here ;) Is short, don't worry. Basically, I was on my way to school, say, 3 years ago ish. Saw my bus was at the stop, started running to catch it, missed a cyclist coming down the road and WHACK! Me and him in the middle of the road dazed and confused. Get up, help the guy to the pavement with his bike, and he notices I've broken the steering column on it. He ran me down and I wrecked his bike....

Kylie Busted Sunny
The FUs have spoken. Quite a few of you have asked me to bust this user. I'm going to make this short, to the point, and simple. Meet Sunny: Sunny✯Sou... User link: http://www.fubar.com/user/2370737 The girl in the photos name is Kylie (I do know her full name but will not make it public). She lives in Iowa and is 20 years old. She's one of the most commonly faked girls on the net. There's hundreds of fake profiles of her all over the web. A month or two ago Kylie removed everything from her myspace account (which is the ONLY profile she has) due to the constant fight against fakes. HOWEVER I have three of her photo salutes AND three video salutes for proof: Photo Salute 1: Photo Salute 2&3: Video Salute 1: video link: http://tinypic.com/player.php?v=j81uli&s=4 stash link: http://www.fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=6622466&bl=1

My Life Part One...
Before you read this, please do not let your opinions get in the way, nor do I ask for your pity, because that ship has sailed and it’s not going to change my or anyone’s past. I just read an amazing blog. Some of you know which one im talking about, most of you probably could care less, but it was an insight to a horrible time, basically a life most people could never fathom. After reading it, I ask myself, “What would you have done?” Well, I can’t answer that question, because I cannot put words to the pain, sorrow, guilt, and hatred that was brought and forced upon a family and more importantly one strong individual. I have such respect for her and will do whatever I can, to the best of my abilities, to be there for her whenever called upon. I myself have been through some extreme things in my life but they cannot and will never compare, because the deal with different people, different societies, different ways of life. It’s an action, one res

Strange Things
i know people often misrepresent themselves online and often in life ... not sure why but they do .... the cries of i am sick or i am hurt or i am alone when they are not sick or hurt or are actually married all the while lookin for the next best thing to come along. i never will understand .. there are things i dont share with people who mean lil to nothing to me or am embarrassed to share with just about anyone but those closest to me ... i am confused why someone would say they do this or that ... one thing that kills me is when people claim to be nurses or docs and give medical advice online ... a pet peeve of mine ... anywho from miss open book i just wanted to vent a bit and express to my friends ... honor yourselves and proclaim truth and honor and blessings will fall upon ya.

What Makes A Friend
It's not what you wear, t's not what you have, it's not what or who you know It's the ability to share a laugh, It's the ability to learn and grow, it's the ability to enjoy warm company, it's the desire to reach out in need or listen when needed. But most of all it's the joy that being with the friend brings in warming your life. For those of you who read here, who care enough to know me, you bring such warmth to my days, Thank you.

How Did This Happen?
Do any of you have teenage daughters? Mine will be 18 in November. My baby girl. I am a nosey mother but have ignored most things until now. My little tiny baby girl has a boyfriend. Why is it that I can not stand this boy? Why every time I hear her speak his name, or know its him on the phone I want to punch babies? Is it normal? Is anyone going to be "good enough"??? I don't like my sons girlfriend either. The said boyfriend and girlfriend are brother and sister that lived across the street from us when we lived in Oregon several years ago. They must have followed us to Arizona, because here they fucken are! I told my son not to date her because they were child hood friends and that would ruin their friendship. They didn't listen to me. And then here comes her brother sniffing around my house for my daughter. Get the hell back! Ugh, am I just being a normal mother who doesn't want her kids to grow up and move on or??? I know they are growing up, and they will event

Fantastic
I have a headache and I'm kind of cold. I have hot coffee, so I should be fine in no time. I got the greatest email from my Dad. Not that it was anything personal, but it was funny as hell to me. I'd blog it, but I'm not sure if the "new" blogs would eat it or not. I may have to make it a bulletin. Work sucked for me today..how have you all been?

Hearsay And Drama
OK I AM PISSED OFF YET AGAIN I AM SO TIRED OF ALL THE PEOPLE ON HERE RUNNING THERE MOUTHS WHY DONT YOU GET A LIFE AND STAY OUT OF PEOPLES BUSINESS...OH AND FAR AS ME FLIRTING W/ALL THE GUYS I REALLY WOULD LIKE TO KNOW WHO ALL THESE MEN ARE THAT I FLIRT W/I HAVE CLOSE FRIENDS ON HERE AND I DONT FLIRT, I AM NOT HERE TO HOOK UP W/ANYONE. YES SO WHAT I MET THOMAS ON HERE GET OVER IT AND YES WE ARE SEEING EACH OTHER JUST GET OVER THE DEAL CANT WE ALL BE FRIENDS AND SHUT OUR MOUTHS AND STOP BEING JEALOUS AND SO CHILDISH THE DRAMA I SWEAR NEVR ENDS...AND YOU ALL CAN TRY ALL YOU WANT TO SPLIT US UP SAY WHAT YOU WANT BUT I LOVE HIM AND NO ONE ELSE AND I DONT WANT TO BE W/NO ONE ELSE....NUFF SAID YES I AM A LITTLE PISSED RIGHT NOW Thanks to HEATHER AKA AS EYES TA DI 4!!!!!

And So It Begins... Again
I went back to my plastic surgeon today. He agreed that my skin had healed enough to resume attempts to do tissue expansion on my left breast. Following that, his nurse did a session of expansion, so now I'm sore as heck as an extra 90cc's of saline was added to push out my pectoral muscle and skin. The most unfortunate thing is that since it's now been nearly 4 months since my mastectomy, I now have feeling in the area of the breast where they have to put the needle into the tissue expander port. So... OUCH!!!! Next week I definitely will be taking painkillers before I go in. But all in all, I'm glad to have the process going again. If my skin / muscle turn out not to respond well after the radiation, they will need to take a graft of skin & fat from my back to use as the breast skin, with an implant behind it. *crosses my fingers that won't have to happen*

New Ink
Because she was the only one that spoke up she wins. my lil shorty picked it and the ink is just about dry. now lets see what is next a redo of my left arm or the start of my back. thanks for the support shorty it means alot.

T In The Road
There are days that we have when doors slam shut and supposedly others open. Since I'm short on patience I don't wait til the others open on their own, I kick them open. As my close friends know I am in the process of moving, actually catching me on here for any length of time is hit and miss. Looking at the next few months it will length on my quiet time. I can't say I'm taking a break for any noble reason as far as fu is concerned (insert sarcasm here)only that real life has taken over and is demanding I deal with it. My closest friends know I have been dealing with issues as they and trying to make the best of it. My alter ego has assured me I am not doing a very good job of this. So in order to keep from causing any damage to anyone that isn't a guilty party I feel the need to step away. I can't even give a time limit, as I know this is just heart breaking (again sarcasm). Possibly a day (laughs), but at this point I would guess it will be more than that. For my friend

Hellfiery Rainbows!
IDEA!!!!!!!!!!! As I was chit-chatting w/ YouMeRompHay 18 seconds ago I suddenly had an epiphony! I should get the following tattoo. It will be a gay pirate riding a unicorn leading an army of asploding hellfiery rainbows... all in stick figure-ness!!!!!!!!!! I will draw this one day and I will upload a picture and then I will get it on my body somewhere and it will be amazing. Ok... you may go back to your lives now.

Birthday Wish
The well-known holiday of "Sugar's Birthday Eve" happened to fall on a lesser-known holiday: Father's day. Being a good daughter, I invited my parents over for dinner (salad from my garden, charcoal-grilled steak, shrimp, and asparagus). They left early, but, eagerly anticipating my birthday, I stayed up to welcome the day. For weeks, I've been trimming branches and piling them in my flagstone-and-mortar fire pit. The branches were stacked teepee-style, standing about as tall as me, five feet four, give or take an inch. I stuffed the lower branches with old copies of the Farmer & Rancher Exchange and the Menards flyer, and, after two unsuccessful attempts, finally succeeded in creating a massive bonfire. I sipped wine (malbec, turpentine-esque), scooted my plastic chair back so as not to singe my face. Minutes into the fire, I decided: "I need more wood!" Several trips to the barn later, my fire was roaring splendidly. Several tips of the wine bottle later, I, too, was roaring

Sorry
i know i haven't been responding much these last few days. some of you know by now i have depression issues, which i'm pretty fucking open about. i've been having trouble eating, trouble sleeping, trouble doing anything that i'm not told repeatedly to do. i haven't really been talking to anyone, so if your messages go unanswered, do not take it personally. i had my psychologist appointment monday, i have my psychiatrist appointment today. hopefully i'll end up with something medication-wise that will make my days a little more bearable. for those of you that know what i'm going through, don't worry, i'll be fine, i always am, it just takes time. for those of you that don't know what i'm going through, as much as i will be fine, please do not tell me to think happy thoughts and bullshit like that or i will block you. it does not help. thanks. ~sin

Alienated
Yanno, there is nothing worse then feeling alienated from your family even though you are around them all the time. My sisters boyfriend told me yesterday that my other sister had gotten a loan to get a condo. Cool! When I should be happy for her, why is it hush hush that I know. I knew my mom was going with her somewhere this morning, but didnt know where till my other sisters boyfriend told me. Then he said to me, Tawnya, Remember everything we talk about is between us. That's fine, I have learned so much in the past few weeks that is unreal, I know his g/f my other sister hates me with a passion, but I have always known that. Him and I began talking when she broke up with him a few weeks ago and he really turned out to be a nice person. I knew if they got back together our friendship would be over, but he makes it a point to say hi and ask how I am doing. I am worried about the psych eval tomorrow, the one that is required to get into the transitional place, what if they tell me I

Deleting
I AM DOING A MASS DELETION ... IF YOU WANT TO STAY ON MY LIST. LET ME KNOW. IF NOT OUT YOU GO...I AM TRIED OF HAVING 15,000 SO CALLED FRIENDS AND NONE OF YOU TALKING TO ME. SO...I AM FED UP.. HURT.. AND ANGRY.. SO YEAH.. LET ME KNOW.

Roll Call
Llamas kindly go thru your friends list looking for Llama levelers rate there profile and leave a message below this will let us know who is active also leave a comment below so we can update our membership list. Thanks

Fred Travalena
Impressionist Fred Travalena, a regular in Vegas showrooms and on late-night talk shows with his takes on presidents, crooners and screen stars, has died, his publicist said Monday. He was 66. Travalena died Sunday at his home in Encino after a recurrence of non-Hodgkin's lymphoma, which had first surfaced in 2002, publicist Roger Neal said. Travalena was known for the sheer volume of celebrities he imitated, leading to the nicknames "The Man of a Thousand Voices" and "Mr. Everybody." His act included presidents from Kennedy to Obama, musicians from Frank Sinatra to Bruce Springsteen and actors from Marlon Brando to Tom Cruise. Travalena started his career in Las Vegas in 1971, and for years was an opening act, supporting such stars as Wayne Newton, Shirley Maclaine, Johnny Mathis, Don Rickles and Julie Andrews. Finally, he gained headliner status in 2001 at the Stardust Resort and Casino, and joked that he was "an overnight sensation after 30 years in the business." A 1987 TV sp

Another Poem Of Unreqited Fu-love
drop me to my kneesall you deities, upon your lofty thrones.Drop me to my knees, rob me of my strength,infest me with the most painful of all your plaugues,but leave for me just love...Lock me away from all the glorious heavensthat any of you command,rob me of my breath, my youth, and all the worldly possesions i have...until i am weary to my bones...leave me only love.One small voice crying out to me in all the universe's emptiness...A hand...A touch...gentle upon my brow.Let me stumble in blindness, all the weary day long...toil in the shabby hatred of humanity,and return home each night,to the welcome arms of love...

Poetry * Slave Of Fear & Others By Marq
I'm not going to go into the details of this blog, however, most that have known me will figured out where and what it stems from. All of the poems represent what I ve dealt with in the past 2 years. But it has finally come to pass... Next problem! This blog scrolls. Slave Of Fear Tragic eyes of a tormented soul Made broken & callous from an arrogant asshole Left terrified, isolated, cynical, and cold Blind to the obvious with no belief in what she’s told Searching for defects & ulterior motives When none exist & she should know t

Attention Whore
Lately, whenever someone leaves me a shout, any messages I was or had planned typing was stopped until I clicked on the shoutbox. I'm uncertain of the reasoning behind this and honestly it has become quite annoying. Usually I do not let things bother me that are not such a big deal. Imagine being in the middle of writing something, especially being deep in thought, and not be able to type mid-sentence. Sometimes I write so much that I have copy/pasted alot so I don't have to rewrite everything. Now There are also times where the shout takes a few seconds to show up, so I have to stay on the page until it shows up. At first, when this started...well there goes my thought process due to a shout lolz. Now, I am able to click on another tab I have open and go back to what I was doing. Don't get me wrong and assume that I don't want shouts or have a habit of ignoring people. My shout box is where I do most of my *hugs* and status replies lolz. If you aren't in on what I mean sb me a *hug* s

What's Going On
How much loss can one person go through in there life. A replay of events since the moment of conception Thrown into a downward spiral of death and its repetition eating away at the very core of who you are and the hallow shell that it has made of you. Were is that breaking point, or the end over everything you have ever love and know is ripped away over and over again. My tour was over, I was doneThe battles fought, but the war not wonI caught that bird, took me to the WorldSee my home, see my girl Don't go there is what my Mama saidYou're gonna get hurt, wind up deadBut I had to go, stand and fight'cause I didn't listen, I died that night. John Wayne told me to be a manDefend my country the best I canMy home had changed, my girl didn't careMade fun of my clothes, ridiculed my hair Don't go there is what my Mama saidYou're gonna get hurt, wind up deadBut I had to go, stand and fight'cause I didn't listen, I died that night. Nights at home in the drivin' rainI hear rockets burst a

Level Him, He's Close
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=/
I want to say something so bad. It's on the tip of my tongue, but I know I can't say it. I don't like when I get like this. I really don't like holding things back, but this time I know I have to. I just don't know how much longer I can keep doing this. I'm turning into something I don't like.

Lazy Men
I have a question? First of all I understand that we are in a recession and jobs are scarce right now, but when you are on unemployment why is it that you're online everyday playing fantasy island and not out looking for a job? Can I just say this. That little midget guy isn't going to find you a job. Why do men have to be so lazy? Are you that addicted to the net? if so did you ever try being a phone sex operator? LMFAO!

Hrm..
I'm taking my kids to the beach today...I own 3 swimsuits...all of which make me feel like I'm trying to display my boobs for all the world to see. It wouldn't be so bad if I were only going to be amongst adults...but this is a family beach..Maybe I'll just stay out of the water so I don't feel like a freakin' pedophile.

Skeletor
Sooo... hubby and I just went to a local Russian restaurant- Zhivago. There was a woman there- and it was a creepiest sight I have ever seen. She had...no meat, nor muscles on her bones. Meaning...she most likely weighed about 40 lbs, at about 5'7 height. Her cheeks were nonexistent, and she could barely move by herself. Hubby went to the bathroom to take a closer look at her, and was like OMFG...ALl the ppl just covertly stared at her, cause it was a FREAKY ASS sight. She came up to one of the tables, and took a crumb and put it in her mouth. On our way out, we saw her sit in some fancy car in a driver's seat. There were 3 Russian dudes standing around ,lookin at the car cause it appeared that she somehow hit their car. I was like...how the FUCK does she even drive??

Pleasures Of The Flesh
Lest you get the wrong impression from my recent writings, my life hasn't exactly become a model of wholesomeness. It's close to wholesome, but not quite. It's just such a far cry from my previous life, which was so filled with corporate excess and marked by bouts of living on vodka and cocaine, as to make my current life seem, well, downright wholesome in comparison. In my current life, every now and then, I skip the construction work and dine on special cookies, baked using my grandmother's recipe, but with a delightfully intoxicating twist. Then I sunbathe, read a novel. Sometimes I end up in the garden, where the act of weeding becomes more interesting, more soothing, more thoughtful, in a fuzzy-brained kind of way. When I sunbathe, I read. Sometimes, my reading turns to the prurient. As my eyes drift across the page, my hand drifts to my belly, wanders lower. Bathed in sunshine, surrounded by chirpy birds, buzzy bugs, and tall, rustling grasses, I come, and go, and come again.Occ

Sunday, June 12, 2009 - Wheres The Rewind Button, Eh?
Hey everyone, I decided to start writing a blog about my real life. I do have another blogging site which I also like, but I talk to a lot of people on here so I thought I might get more honest/helpful feedback. Well today has been alright. I feel better then yesterday. Uplifted a little bit I suppose you could say, though certainly not up to my usual happy bubbly self. A lot has been going on lately....all at once...since about four days ago maybe. Where's the rewind button, eh? I may be moving to Florida by the 1st of next month. I found this out two days ago, which is part of the reason I'm so down lately. I'm just frustrated with life in general. And, my best friend Josh is in the navy, well he had his seperation bored this past wed. and found out that he has to stay in the navy for four more years. We were going to room together while we went to school and we haven't seen eachother in over a year, so there goes that too. The worst thing I'm going through right n

Tj Foced Me To Do This
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1... Im brutally honest and dont really care how it affects the outcome 2... I care more for real friends and people than i should 3... I give more away than i should...cant take money with ya 4... I am addicted to my harleys 5... My first name is John, and i take care and have more responsibilites than i ever should.. 6... I pee in the shower. hey i do too LOL 7... I hate tree huggers i hunt for a reason...the lil bastards wanna eat me i know it 8... I left a 300K a year job in NYC to move back to WV and bought a lil home by my parents cause family is always first with me 9... I did alot of fucked up shi

Another Rough Night
Tonight I went to a bbq at my grandma's. Everything was going pretty much okay, family was asking about the new place I am in. What started off everything wrong is that my mom was sure to tell me that her husband had already changed the locks, wtf, almost everything I own is there besides some clothes and essentials. Damn I have only been gone since Tuesday and its not like I would ever go in there and take anything that isn't mine. She kept pushing on when I am gonna get over there and get more stuff, but does she realize that I only have certain times, and she said I have to call first to make sure she is home. Second thing that topped it off was my daughter said I could give her a ride home and she would let me borrow a pair of her flip flops. Well of course, I was ready to leave a long time ago, waiting on when she was ready and she didn't even ride with me. I know stupid but it really hurt my feelings. I really need to get a dr appt and get a different prescription, the ones I h

Wrong.
I'm in a horrible mood. I woke up being screamed at because I fell asleep on the couch, watching television last night. My back was killing me so I decided to lay down with my back against the back of the couch. It must have felt really good because the next thing I remember I'm being screamed at because of some new rule about this new couch. No one is allowed to even fucking lay down on it to rest. So help me God if I see either one of them stretched out on it, I will go off on them. I then decided that before I really do anything today that I want a cup of coffee. I get up and go make a fresh pot and while I'm waiting for it to cool down a little I get my laptop and start to check my emails and mess around on here. You know, my morning ritual. Before I can even start drinking my coffee, I'm asked if I ever do anything besides get on my laptop. WTF? I'm never on this thing unless there is nothing to do, which lately seems to be a lot. But honestly, I work 5 days a week, my boys are h

My 41st Birthday 09-09-09
Yay will be a lucky day 09-09-09 (or 9/9/9) and here is my wish list for you to take in to consideration when thinking what to treat me to on here :) (1) HAPPY HOUR (if you really love me) (2) 1000 credit bling pack (3) AUto 11 (4) Bomb (5) VIP renewal (if required) (6) Keep me shit faced from the 8/9 to the 10/9 One or all of the above will be most appreciated - and of course levellation to Godfather will be iminant :) KISSES TO YOU ALL

I Thought I Try It Too Folks
1. What is my first name? 2. What is my favorite color? 3. Am I married, divorced, single or seperated? 4. How many kids do I have? 5. What type of music do I listen to the most? 6. What was my first car? 7. Do I have tatoos? 8. Am I a smoker? 9. Do i prefer the t.v. or to read?

I Am This Guy
I’m the guy who will hold you close, not because your cold or shaking, but because he wants to be close to you.I’m the guy who loves to twirl you around into his arms anywhere and kisses you for no apparent reason other than loves you.I’m the guy who says, “Okay, what would you like to do tonight?” not because he wants to go to a game, but because he is interested in you and what you like.I’m the guy who would go anywhere with you, even to the opera or things thathe doesn’t like because he is spending time with you, and that is all he needs.I’m the guy that is cautious to give his heart, but when he does it is all for you and he would rather die then not be in your arms at night.I’m the guy who will bring you things for no special reason than he loves you.I’m the guy who will never give up hope, and no matter what will stay with you for eternity.I’m the guy who once is in love, will always love you and never will forget

Underaged
Soo... Last night some 14 year old went missing at the hotel. The cops were called, the parents freaked out, blah blah blah. 2 hrs later, she was seen with one of the Navy dudes that stays with us, walking from a staircase on a 3rd floor. So the guy is gone, and the little slut was taken to the police station and the hospital (to see if she got fucked or not). The stepdad went completely bonkers, and we thought he was gonna kill her, rightfully so. It seemed like the mom was perfectly fine, tho, that her 14 yo daughter was probably fucking a 21 yo sailor somewhere out there. She looked like a golddigging cunt, so prolly she thought it was an initiation of a sort. Finally, they got back at around 2am. WOrking at a hotel, I really see the cream of the crop once in a while. People REALLY disgust me: no manners, nor class, nor brains. Jsut sad and pathetic.

Melbourne, Day 2.
My legs hurt. That means I walked more than two blocks (I’m from So Cal, gimmie a break). Spent the day in South Bank on the edge of the Yarra River. Had breakfast, bacon, eggs and tomato (still without coffee) which consisted of over medium eggs that were cooked through and bacon that looked more like a pile of ham. The slice of tomato was a garnish. I don’t know what it did to deserve top billing. It wasn’t that good. Visited the botanical gardens. Stayed awake. Toured Captain Cook’s cottage. It’s the oldest building in Australia and it wasn’t even built there. Go figure. Visited St. Patrick’s Cathedral (by mistake) and cussed once inside (on purpose). Looked like the one in New York if I remember correctly. How is it that I’ve visite

Dealing With Mumm Jerks
This morning we had a very amiable, fairly fun MuMM going when some dork enetered just to harrass one fu-member. thlck_c0ck_0n_c@m™, Many of us know him, isn't really mean or eveil, more of a pithy, ill-mannered 6 yr old, and is quite exasperating. I mean we've had problems with others... too many to name, some affilated with groups, others just singular... They're not funny or satiracal and think they're 'pissing' us off. I actually like the folks who do those things but these people don't. I've decided i will take pity. I have begun to call, thlck_c0ck_0n_c@m™, preteen willy, and if we all do the same, with no emotion or insults, maybe he'll stop... we can keep a running list of these people and maybe get them off the MuMMs...

[8 Things I Would've Told You If You Asked]
1. I've been sexually assaulted *counts* on six different occasions, once by a group. People wanted to know if the carpets match the drapes- and yeah, I consider being dragged into a shower wailed on and stripped counting as one.2. I've been hit by my best friend... in his truck. Twice. Still my best friend.3. I've been misdiagnosed multiple times and was assigned pills now recalled and deemed too dangerous for human consumption. It's probably the reason for my liver and GI issues.4. I never have, and never will use a narcotic.5. My dad is adopted, and I have no knowledge of my family health history or lineage, and that drives me nuts.6. I don't get you. I fear you. Because you don't get me.7. I feel like a failure, pretty often. I honestly don't know if that will go away even if I change the world.8. Something lighthearted to wrap up... there really isn't much.

Dear Kotex
Dear Kotex... down2basics: Dear Kotex:I recently noticed that the peel-off strip of my pantyliner had a bunch of Kotex Tips for Life" on it. Annoying advice such as: a.. Staying active during your period can relieve cramps. b.. Avoiding caffeine may help reduce cramps and headaches. c.. Drink 6-8 glasses of water a day to keep you hydrated and feeling fresh. d.. Try Kotex blah blah blah other products...Obviously the individual behind this was someone who has never possessed a functioning set of ovaries. Go ahead and tell a menstruating woman that drinking 6-8 glasses of water will help keep her feeling fresh.Like we need more fluid inside our bloated bodies from hell...but go ahead. See what happens and report back. I'll wait.While you're at it, dump out the coffee at work and remove the chocolate from the vending machine. I guaran-freakin-tee that the first responders will be females who just ovulated. This advice was some brain functionof a male.... right???Staying activ

Done.
I'm done... *wanting what i can't and won't ever have*letting myself be walked on*being unhappy with my appearance*putting more effort into friendships than i get in return*longing to be someone's world*putting on a smile all the time, even when i don't want to*waiting for prince charming*with two faced people*with unloyal people*being a pushover*allowing myself to be in last place*allowing myself to be treated poorly*backing downI don't want to be Broken more. I am going to fix myself. Get happy with myself. By myself. Only I can do it. And I need to, for my own sake.And right now, I honestly don't give a shit who I step on along the way, because I'm tired of being stepped on myself and I won't allow it anymore. I'm going to get my confidence back, I'm going to improve my self image. I'm going to improve my life.You're welcome to come along with me, or fuck off. Your choice.All I can do now is worry about me and focus on me, which is what I should have bee doing all along. A

Mom...
Though you left us far behind… Know that we will always have you in our minds You’re in a better place than I No one to judge, criticize or even make you cry I lay in my bed and look up to the darkest night as I sigh With memories of you and I Tears began to slowly come down my face For I wish to feel your warm embrace I miss you so much that I don’t know if I can’t take this anymore For I wish to speak to you and look into your loving eyes Like we did in the past … That showed so much Love and devotion without even a reply I now know nothing last

Tnt
As many of you already know I enjoy running marathons. This December 13th I will be running another marathon and as part of this goal I will be raising money for the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society. If everyone contributes even a small amount, it will help stop leukemia, lymphoma, Hodgkin lymphoma and myeloma from taking more lives. Please visit my page and do what you can to help this great cause. http://pages.teamintraining.org/mn/honolulu09/towata

The Latest Bad Thing
i lost my job yesterday. i don't know how much more of this i can take went to unemployment, was told to file over the phone or online, then came out and got a parking ticket still no job, you can't talk to an hr person, they don't return calls. to apply you have upload your resume, then fill out a form with everything that was on the resume. this is insane. if my friends here think ive abandoned them because they don't hear from me, its because i devote each day to the job search I send out 30 reume's a day by email, I'm so tired of getting no answer or being told that they have no use for someone with my talents. I have a very bad feeling that I'm going to lose the place that I've lived 4/5ths of my life in and have devoted the last 24 years to. It's breaking my heart. Got thru the holidays, not without the usual family garbage, month 6 of the job search begins

Danke Schon, Darling, Danke Schon...
I'd just like to say a big THANK YOU! to all that sent me birthday well-wishes, gifts and bling. I'm too fuckin' lazy to thank you guys individually but I appreciated the sentiments non-the-less. Thanks again :D If you're NOT interested in how my birthday went, you can stop reading now and fuck off and do something more interesting instead. On the Saturday night (day before my birthday) I went to a local pub to watch my friends band. He has a cover band which plays mostly hard rock/classic rock/punk and do gigs at local pubs, clubs, universities, etc. My wife and a select few friends joined me. It was a great night - the band were shit-hot as usual and once word that it was my birthday got out I got quite a few drinks bought for me. Needless to say that I got shit-faced. That, along with the real good weed a real good friend bought me as a gift, fucked me up big time. The highlight of the evening was when the band played Metallica's 'Am I Evil' and dedicated it to me. My friend in t

Loneliness ... A Poem
Loneliness I play the role of the unknown, Watching joyful familiar faces, I often bear a stranger’s tone, In countless well known places My cheerfulness is affected, Concealing wounds I often attend, My false demeanour’s perfected, Genuine glee I often pretend. Tomorrow too will be marked, By my wishes gone amiss, Tomorrow too will be marked By my budding loneliness

Is It Me?
For all to see and to know. I'm Finally Divorced. And now I find it so weird to get back into the dating seen. I really dont think i know how, but i guess guys around here find me to scary to talk too. Hell i dont know. Just because i have alot of tattoo's doesnt mean that i'm mean at all i just like them and just says i can handle more pain then others. So i have to wonder if it is me, why guys dont ask me. Tell me what you think? Have i lost my beauty because of my tattoo's?

The Antsy Rantsy Vibester...
Rant- I'm a dude you can vibe with, Sit down and cry with, I'ma try and take you up higher than the sky is, Dinners with the candles, some pictures on the mantle, I'll make you so hot, you'll be hard for me to handle. Teach1- so we'll dismantle...the structures of yer fears, built up over the years and replace them all with cares, tears nolonger mortar, we borderline upon the infinite, in order to build it beautiful, our love puts the cement in it... Rant- solidifcation, to build a stronger foundation, in this relation, without the hesitation, I'll be the demonstration, life can be amazin' together when we facin' words stronger than infatuation, this is no tribulation, I'm here for the duration, you can be my sin, and I can be your salvation. Teach1- its been a while, this faithless praying...i found i nook that i can lay in and not be bothered by what they sayin...i seek the sky when contemplating jus how long this loves been waiting...now its here and for the

Short Fuses
So at this point I have an incredibly short fuse. I have never been one to sit idly by while abuses were going on around me. As of late, the trigger to signite my fuse very quickly is my sister. She has a way to instigate. She did it Sunday by spitting on me, and breaking my favorite necklace (and yes I did smack her for that) and hitting me with a broomstick for no reason other than she is a big bowl of nuts. I didn't take that crap from my mother when I grew older, and I damn sure am not taking it from a free-loading, lying, stealing, coke-whore. Well some background on the whole situation: About a month ago I found out I had to move. I was looking for another place, and my uncle and my mom both asked me if I wouldn't mind taking over the lease to his house, since my sister hasn't paid rent there in over a year, and is letting the house turn to crap. I agreed. Later (about 2 weeks) she was arrested for traffic attachments. After my mom and dad bailed her out, she admitted to coca

Rug Burn..........
I got me a bitch whom I want to 'show up' so tew speak and I need a few million FU bucks......... Now, you can relate to the need...............now give in to the WANT. I love you all with tons of Cyber Heart.................dig it (on knees)

Thoughts And Wonders. =)
Allow me to start by first saying that I am a woman who carries her own light, who would never leave a friend in the dark. Over the years I have come to realize that people are what people do. Actions do in fact speak volumes over words. You do not just tell someone you're their friend, that you love them, or that you will never break their heart. you show them by enlightening their life with your presence. In the process you do everything in your being not trip over someone Else's genitalia. This my friend is being true to yourself and your word to others. With that being said I am a genuine woman, raised by a single mother of" two" who struggling to just keep food on the table. The one man that did manage to offer some kind of influence in my life taught me That not all man are the same. I may not have been born & fed with a silver spoon. I may not have always had brand new things growing up but that didn't mean I wasn't already surrounded by the very thing that mattered the most,

Mumm Comments
So looks like the MuMMs is all fuckered up for a while. I'm off in about an hour to conduct some interviews for my school. I'm such a big cheese. In any event, won't be about for the rest of the day, and then tomorrow is the first of the two school reunions I'm attending over this weekend. Word.

Sometimes
sometimes.. losing someone that you love hurts so bad that you just want to be numb... all i want is to be numb... my best friend hates me because of a lie... it hurts so bad... i just want the pain to stop... i have to see her at work tonight... but i am going to be on vicoden.. so i probably won't remember much... hopefully anyway

How I Feel
Toss me up into the sky and watch me tumble down If i land face up im fine ill get back up again but when i dont then youll watch me in darkness nearly drown I sob and scream youll bleed me dry I'll know no end to pain until you toss me up and see if i land face up again

My Kind Of Girl.... By Kevin Hill
My Kind of Girl I like the Kind of girl who you could listen to for hours The kind of girl who loves to receive flowers she has to be nice, she has to be cute she has to have a voice as soft as a flute My type has to have a nice rump so there is something to hold when I begin to pump she has to be able to take a joke and not get all upset and have a stroke A girl who you could sit with for hours looking up at the sky One that won't look at you with an eagle eye A girl that likes to have tickle fights A girl that isn't afraid of playing with mighty mites So when she's scared I can hold her tight And tell her everything is going to be alright The kind of girl that I can look at and make my day one who would nev

"i'm Going To War,are You Comin'?!?
"I HAVE BEEN SWEET AND LOVING TO A-L-L HERE AND HAVE GOTTEN SCREWED,AND IT'S WHHAT I DESERVED!!!!! I CAME TO HELL LOOKIN' FOR THE BEST IN SOME OF YOU GODLESS,SOULESS BASTARDS AND GOT EXACTLY WHAT I DESERVED!!!!! THOSE DAYS ARE O-V-E-R AND I LEFT THEM IN YESTERDAY SO DON'T ASK ME SHIT WHEN I START CHOPPIN' HEADS OFF!!! I HAVE 1,266 PROFILE VIEWS AND YET ONLY 547 PROFILE RATES,THAT TELLS ME THAT THERE ARE SOME RACISTS MOTHERFUCKERS IN THIS HELLHOLE,I DIDN'T ASK TO BE BORN BLACK AND DIDN'T HAVE ANY PART INTHE SELECTION PROCESS!!!!YOU PEOPLE ARE BEYOND A-N-Y DECENT DESCRIPTION OF WHAT YOU CLAIM TO BE,I RATE YOUR PHOTOS AND CAN'T GET A DECENT HELLO?!? SEVERAL PEOPLE ON THIS SITE AND IN MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY DON'T EVEN VISIT MY PG.!!!!!270 FRIEND AND 154 FANS AND I'M A FAN OF 383 PEOPLE HERE AND I HAVE ONLY 8,9,MAYBE 10 RATES(OR VOTES)ARE YOU PHUKKIN' KIDDING ME?!? NO,I'VE BEEN KIDDING MYSSELF INTO THINKING THAT THERE WAS JUST SOME LOST AND CONFUSED AND MAYBE HURT AND ANGRY WHO JUST NEEDE

You Might As Well Know
Yeah, I went to those school reunions I was talking about last week. Friday was an epic waste of time. Due to kick off around seven, I played it cool and showed up at eight, sat there until gone nine and then left without seeing a soul I knew from High School. And yeah, nine's still early to be going out on a Friday night, but honestly, not even the person who had arranged it had bothered to show by then. Sunday, however, was a blast. In the event, there were only ten of us, including the guy who was playing the gig in the pub anyway (I mean, there was plenty of people in the pub, we hadn't hired it out or anything, but just ten of us), but all of us who had come were totally up for just kicking back and having a good time. And it wasn't even ten people who would have hung out in High School, some of us moved in very different circles, but there was a really good vibe, and we just all got on really well. Lots of "What do you do now?" talk and so on, and a fair amount of reminis

A Bit Freaked Out For The Night
So, someone very near and dear to me is currently in the ER...still. He went to the county hospital here since he doesn't have insurance which means you will sit and wait to be seen. Well he's been there for 11 hours thus far and hasn't seen a doctor yet. Supposedly he's on the "Red Team" which means he should have been seen within 2-4 hours. Gee, think someone fucked up? *takes a deep breath* Without going into a lot of personal details, his sugar level when finger pricked was over 400. For those that don't understand what that number means, let me just say this. Normal sugar levels for someone who is Diabetic should be within 80-120. Thereby, you can now understand the reason for concern. It dropped to the mid 200s this afternoon and then spiked up to mid 300s. Now you can only image with your body going through all of that plus sitting there for 11 hours, you're not going to be the happiest of campers, but supposedly, he was next to be seen. We'll see. Now for the freaked out pa

Why?
So I'm sick as a dog right now...ear infection and sinus infection...So what do I do this morning? I bravely take the kids to breakfast, fill up the van, wash and clean out the van(which was quite the job), take out the trash, vaccuum the living room, clean the living room, load the dishwaser...I should be resting and now I feel worse than I did when I wake up....Why can't moms just ever take it easy?

"when Life Hurts Toooo Much!!!
"JESUS CHRIST SAID,"IN THE LAST DAYS THEY WILL HATE YOU FOR MY NAME'S SAKE!!!!!" THIS IS FOR THA' HURTING AND THE LOST IN FUVILLE225,I HAVE REALLY COME TO UNDERSTAND ONE THING HERE,"FUVILLE'S HURTING AND HURTING BIG TIME!!!!!" SO,I'M GOING TO SAY THIS,"DADDY(GOD),LOVED THE THOUGHT OF YOU SOOOO MUCH THAT HE GAVE YOU LIFE!,TO LIVE,LOVE AND EXPERINCE WITHOUT LIMITS ON ANYTHING IN LIFE EXCEPT SIN.IT AMAZES ME TO SEE A-L-L THESE"GODS AND GODDESSES"RUNNING AROUND HERE"SELLIN'THEMSELVES TO EVERYONE HERE AND THEN CRY,BITCH AND WHINE FOR THEMSELVES AT NIGHT(THIS IS N-O-T MULTI-TASKING PEOPLE)!!!!!" TO HAVE A-L-L THE NECESSITIES OF LIFE IN WHICH TO LIVE DECENTLY AND STILL NOT BE CONTENT?!?THEN THAT'S ON YOU CUZ DADDY HAS GIVEN HIS LIFE,HIS WORD AND"OUR BIG BROTHERAND HIS BLOOD"FOR YOU AND ME AND I'M DOIN' SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE THAT HAS N-O-T-H-I-N-G TO DO WITH ME. I SEE MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS CRYING FOR THEMSELVES WHEN THEY WON'T DO A-N-Y-T-H-I-N-G CUZ,"SOMEBODY'S GOTTA'DO IT FOR ME!!!!!"W

Haha
Top signs you're a drunken bastard: You frequently urinate outdoors. You first wake up and you're afraid you're gonna die and a half hour later you're afraid you won't. You fall asleep taken a dump. You believe that spilling a beer is Alcohol abuse. You go to the john to hurl, but you take your beer with you. Find its easier to study drunk You're on a first name basis at the detoxification center Beer ads make sense. You wake up to the sound of your dog drinking out of the toilet, and you are so dry that it sounds mighty thrist quenching. You wake the next moring and start drinking a few of the half empties left sitting around the room. The space on your drivers license that tells your eye color reads "bloodshot". You fall down a flight of steps and DON'T spill a drop of your beer. You need to take witnesses with you to confession because you can't exactly remember what you did and the priest wouldn't believe you anyway. You mix your coctails by the liter.

Obama’s Marijuana Mistake Followed By Harvard Professor & Dr Ron Paul
http://www.peacefreedomprosperity.com/?p=2167 It is time to end Federal prohibition. Obama just doesn’t get it, just like most neoconservatives and Keynesians. http://www.peacefreedomprosperity.com/?p=2167

Obamacare For Combat Wounded Vets
OK gang I came across this today. People wounder why I despiese OBAMA here is one of the many reasons, HE HATES AMERCAS TROOPS AND HER VETERANS Sen. Arlen Specter on Sunday called for hearings to scrutinize a guide for veterans' end-of-life care which one former Bush official says sends a "hurry-up-and-die" message to injured troops. The guide, called "Your Life, Your Choices," was suspended under the Bush administration but has been revived under the current Department of Veterans Affairs. Jim Towey, former director of the White House Office of Faith-Based Initiatives, told "FOX News Sunday" that the pamphlet makes injured veterans feel like a burden, encourages the severely injured to die and should be tossed out. Asked about the document, Specter, a member of the Veterans' Affairs Committee, said it raises "a lot of questions" and that he would call for hearings immediately. "I think consideration ought to be given right now to suspending it pending hearings," Specte

Confessional (stole From The Wolf)
ill save the schpeal wolf had cause well i cant be assed to type it all out or copy and paste 1.) i lost my virginity when i was 4 because my brothers best friend thought i would make a nice sex toy 2.) for the longest time i thought that sex was the only way to know if someone loved you until i turned 15 and the guy i dated broke up with me the day after he had his way with me 3.) i regret my marriage but not the angels who were spawned from it 4.) i do not joke when i say i have psychic tendancies ever since i can remember i have been able to see the deaths of people in my family it has progressed to include exact details of my daughters conception to birth i knew what she would look like two years before she was even concieved 5.) on occasion i have horrid night terrors 6.) i have a reaccouring night mare of me being 3 inches tall and everyone else being full sized and being stepped on by everyone 7.) when i get in a car i have visions of being in a fatal car accident whil

Relearning Love
I'm trying to learn to love without wearing it on my sleeve... without pouring my feelings over the other person like water over a waterfall. I've always loved with my heart all open, with raw emotion and nothing held back. And while my female friends have told me over and over before that..."boys don't like that"... it took a male friend explaining things from the male point of view for me to realize... it's not really a good thing. I've been loving in the way I wanted to be loved back... and never stopped to think... maybe it was too much.

Heading To The Coast
As of now, we're planning on a trip to the coast this weekend. We had originally planned for last weekend but changed it so we could have 3 days of fun and sun instead. So please keep your fingers crossed that Mother Nature cooperates and we get to go this time. Thanks so much, love you my friends... ROCK ON!!

Poor Spending
While I was away at OCS, my wife was working very hard. She spent nearly $400 simply eathing out. I've started looking at all those little trips to Wal-Mart, Sears and Target for various items. When I came home it was nice to have a place a little bit newer but we didn't need this crap. I've been laid off of civilian work and unless the National Guard was sending me to another school or put me on temp orders I have no income. So we desperately needed to save what we could while I was at school. Now here I am totally up all those little trips. To her credit about $120 is for our little girl due Sep21. However WTF is up with the other $? Really, we could not afford for nearly a grand spend on this crap! I was away at arguably the toughest school mentally the Army has & 3rd hardest physcially (SF & Rangers my hats off to you!). So, while I was getting my teeth kicked in she was out enjoying the fruits of my 8 wks of straight 20-21hr days. I'm sick. I don't think I've ever fel

Join The Futrain! {update #6}
"People All Over the 'fu'World...Join Hands...Start A Love Train..."fuTrainThis one is just for fun! Please, keep this nice and clean, drama free for everyone!Here are the rules...Add, Rate, Fan and Comment everyone on the train. If you're already friends and fans, then please leave them a fuFriendly comment...Joining the fuTrainKnow someone that might be interested? Then Rate them, comment or send them a PM...Join me on the fuTrain Just keep it simple and keep it going...Comment my blog if you agree to the terms or if you want to ride along the fuWorld. Meet some new friends, or say hello to some old ones! And Please repost the latest bulletin if and when you can!You'll also get a train tag, which can be picked up in this folder. Please rate the pic before you save or rip it! Thanks!!!!The Hostess... 1. JadedBeauty

Element.
I was hoping you'd find me here.Skipping rocks against a lake the color of crude oiland the smell of smooth wet limestone.They say everyone has their place of power.A moment of triumph.A previous sexual encounter.A clever remark.This is mine.There are no adoring fans hefting me on their shoulders.No parades, bandstands or roulette wheels.Just unnatural light and an infinite echoing empty.Someone once explained hell as such a place to me.I think that was the moment I realized I was the exact opposite of this person.To a white man, darkness is evil, to a dark man, an albino is to be clubbed to death.There was a ripple this time, a mirage of sound and arousal in the darkness.Cooing and gasping, with the faint smell of warm sweat.Only a trinket, a bauble, a kind gesture.She had her back braced against a bathroom stall, her power-slacks wrinkled against her hips as she stirred her not-entirely-pink privates, clutching my impotent offering in her free hand.It was becoming all the more freque

Loveseat Feels Loveless
I'm no furnituresmith, but I do know good furniture when I see it. Couches to climb and sit upon, dressers to open and empty, and chairs to climb and throw myself from. But when it comes to this "loveseat" I can't say as I fully get the point. The etymology completely defies logic to me because, at least when I sit on one, I don't feel any sort of love at all. It's a great big, empty, lonely sort of piece of furniture. There's bigger couches out there I'm sure. I'm even sure I've seen a bunch of them myself, but this one doesn't particularly lead me to any particular conclusions pertaining to affection. Maybe I'm mad, or maybe I'm just happy enough to be in touch with the matter, so I'll ask my question either way just the same. Why is a two-cushion couch called a loveseat? It makes no sense, really. We have a pair of loveseats in our own living room, and they're adled with anything but feelings of love. They're objects of territorial contention and a sore subject when it comes

Yep I'm Fat Deal With It!
Okay, so sitting here thinking I wish I had a way to speak to young girls all over the country about them and their weight. To let them know that yes being heavy is a health risk, but not relationship suicide as many people consider it. I have even heart parents drill it into their childrens heads that because they are even 5 lbs over what the parent considers normal, that they will not get a boyfriend, be the "cheerleader" or ever find a husband. My own father used to tell me shit like that! People need to stop downing women AND men too about their weight. Why do we make fun of a man with boobs, but still it's okay for women, man or woman they are both made up of excess body fat! I personally am proud to say man boobs are sexy as fuck to me, I love sucking on my man's as much as I love suckin on my girlfriends! The fact is there truly is someone out there for every shape size and color of person. We as humans need to stop bashing each other by our race, color, creed, weight, b

My Name
She-ra done this some time last year. And I'm so stealing the idea. Yes, I'm that unoriginal. I wanna see how many of you can put my name in their status. I wanna get screenies of it all, so if you do...once I get the screenie, I'll let you know and you can change it, lol. Thanks!!! Love ya!

Same Old Song And Dance
So my friend was pushing me to go to another venue to qualify. He says they have hardly anyone show up. Yeah well I learned my lesson at the last place so I reluctantly agree but decide I better work on a different song. Before I get too far let me add that I spent the entire weekend getting sunburned and work worn helping my best friend with his yard sale, so I was pretty worn out. My friend has a massive karaoke set up so I practice an hour before we leave for the competition. I try some Patsy Cline which he deemed acceptable but I wanted to try Etta James "At Last" for fun, because I like to sing it in the shower. He said he thought that one was better so I said, "Maybe I'll sing it." Showed up at the venue, never been there before. It's a quaint location, at the back of a long narrow shopping center. One of those 'if you don't know it's there you don't notice it' type spots. It was pretty roomy inside, unlike the last venues. They had not only the bar area but a dance floor

Please Read!
hiya I just wanted to say first to Mendi & Wizard: Thank you for making the group The CherryTap levelers and giving me a chance to be a crew leader. I remember asking about being a recruiter lol because we the best leveling group on fubar! :). and Tech Thanks for being the pain in the ass that I can pick on and ask questions and vent and smack :) and to the group that stays on the page until they are leveled thank you: If we didn't have you members we wouldn't have the group: I wanted to say something but didn't know if I should put it on the Cherrytap levelers profile or my own I decided to use my page I need some traffic on my page hehe lol I don't know if you guys notice I been going to everyone pages almost every day and wanted to explain why. The reason why I do that is to see how close you are into leveling because the family is important and we don't want to forget you to help you level. What I do is check to see who is less then 900k to level and I will check maybe ev

Where Were U 9-11-01?
Today is the Anniversary of 9-11, although its been 8 years since that day i can still remember what i was doing and where i was when it happend. I would like everyone that reads this blog to leave a comment on where they were and what they were doing when the Towers fell. What were your feelings? I know that even 8 years later i still fell the sorrow and lost for those who gave there lives and the innocent that lost theres. Let us not forget the fallen.God Bless America.

Brass Knuckle Soldiers
I wrote this in honor of my Fams... I wanted to put a piece together, written from my whole Team's perspectives, or voices, individually... Much Love, Fella's... Each1 Teach1 (Drow1): All I need is one word - I'll flip it around, poison you with my pen, and tag you while you're down. Scar you with the scalpel: carve "Drow One" on your brow. The Town laughs at you, now - no more smiles, and it hurts to frown, crucial like thorns and crown; your master comes to mind, every time you furrow your brow. Crimson shines in my honor, and drips trickle to the ground. I’ll Teach Each One the power of the palindrome… phonetics and vowels, Learn you how to bow - how does that sound? You see me in the mirror - Make you catch your breath, like I covered your mouth. No more up-side, tha's how it's goin' down - the Admiral on the prow. All my chieftains together, gathered around – scimitars to the center of the Table, ready to row; You pale in com

Tattoo Me (erotic Story)
Tattoo Me The studio was small, really just one big room, with a barber chair and a metal table, separated from the front by a curtain. It was late in the day. I was her last appointment. Sitting in the lobby I had no idea what kind of tattoo I wanted but I had made up my mind to get one. I definitely wanted Phoenix to tattoo me. She had at least a dozen tattoos. She had given most of them to herself. She did work for people all over the city. She did work for my best friend. I had no idea what any of those tattoos looked like… all I knew was that Phoenix was the most stunning woman I had ever seen and I wanted a session with her. A session, it sounded naughty. I was going nuts. I couldn’t decide whether to get a Steelers logo tattooed on me, or a guitar, or some trendy Chinese saying or fucking Optimus Prime or pictures of naked women or what. God. I kept thinking about sex. I heard the buzz of her tattoo gun stop and I lifted my head. The girl before m

My Weekend
Ex husband didn't show up to court (big surprise). Warrant was issued. Mom and Sam were disappointed (they wanted to see the ex explain why he hasn't paid child support and subsequently see him get arrested-can't say I blame them). I almost feel like the trip to Ga was wasted but I got some quality time in with my family and they got to spend more time with Sam. My girls kinda know what is going on and that it involves their daddy but they do not know that he will eventually end up in jail. I missed all of you guys. I am exhausted. I get to see witty today. (y) Be jealous :p The End

B.k.p.s. Poetry - A Master’s Piece
Ok well... On Friday, Savv posted a blog of rhymes he wrote about the members of tha Brass Knuckle Poets. (cuz he rawks like dat) So, Saturday I began writing under the same premise, I have nt had an abundance of time for it, but I made due. Needless to say, it got a little out of hand tho. lol In my mind the ideas are clear, but when I start writing it seems to grow like wild fire =D. Soon it turned from a couple verses about each.. into a rant. I did spread myself a lil thin but the overall principle is solid; however, there are DEFINITELY holes in places. Some of the transitions are lacking(to say the least) Generally, I m content with it... for now, if you know me I could refine over and over again for weeks to come. (it is the perfectionist in me) Also, Iv'e read it a number of times, and each part has a flow... er meter-cantor. the first time you read over it It ll probably suck LOL, Be that as it may… I give you: ‘B.K.P.S. - A Master’s Piece’

Why?
Why is it that the ones that don't deserve the love are the ones getting it. The ones that would be wonderful...never looked at that way? Just something I've been wondering for awhile now... I'm gonna go back to youtube and check on this damn clip I'm trying to watch.

Your Prayers Are Needed
I'm most sorry to say that I received a message moments ago from Barbara that her dear sweet mum has taken a nasty fall. She is in hospital and could sure use our prayers and support. This is why Barb has not been on fubar much lately. Any of you who know Barb knows that she is one of the bestest friends and just a delight to know. Please help me support her and her mother in this trying time. Thank You so much my friends. ♥ ۞~ஐ~Barb~ஐ~۞♥@ fubar

How Do You Stop Thinking
So my daughter, who is about to have her 10th birthday, comes to me last night and asks me how to get to sleep. She tells me that she can't stop thinking about stuff and just lays there starring at the ceiling. She is so excited about her birthday coming in Oct and the costume slumber party she is planning, that and she has her first ever crush on a boy in her class. I can remember my 4th grade and i had similar problems sleeping, my mind would race thinking of things from, will Erica talk to me today (my first crush), will brandon beat me up at school or after, and will i actually get Castle Grayskull for Christmas. I could make this a mumm because i really would like to know what you tell a 9 year old when they ask, 'how do you stop thinking?' I did refrain from telling her i masterbate when i can't sleep, but siriusly that is the only answer i could come up with in my head.

Mumming.
So I'm talking to Weirick in my shoutbox. He tells me about this MuMM. I, of course, go look. Here's the MuMM and well everything that happened. After reading it, I went to make a comment. I tried to be as nice as possible because it was comment approval. Here is my comment, that didn't quite make the cut. "WTF are you modeling and why hasn't anyone ever asked me to model???" Then she came to my shoutbox and all of this was said. Here's a few after thoughts. 1. She needs to learn how to spell. 2. Really, she needs to answer my question. 3. She should probably rethink her name. 4. She took my comment exactly the way it was meant to be taken.

Battlefields....
when i step into the cipher cats reaching for high lighter'scause your boy rips it tight like inch and a quarter cut mitersnot only picture, but the frameno flows ever the samedrow one poised as the cranerearranging your mind frame,this just looks better over here,headpiece designer of the yearcrushed velvet and fleece liningfor the trim around your earsarrival's apocalyptic flipping scissor tongue linguisticskeeps spitting it til he hits itvia throat born ballisticstraining these double oughtthoughts to walk like warriors,Brass Knucks up on the battlefieldcause that's where the glory is..

What's Your Celtic Animal?
Your Animal is the Crane Deep down, you are a very secretive person. You keep a lot to yourself. You may seem friendly and outgoing, but it's not the full picture. You prefer your own quiet company. You are a smart and talented person. You have an amazing set of skills. You are also quite reflective and thoughtful. You have a unique spirituality that is always growing. What's Your Celtic Animal? Work is Hard. Time for Blogthings!

20 Interesting Facts About Skin
1. It's your body's largest organ, despite what the readers of Maxim think. 2. An average adult's skin spans 21 square feet, weighs 9 pounds and contains more than 11 miles of blood vessels. 3. The skin releases as much as 3 gallons of sweat a day in hot weather. The areas that don't sweat are the nail bed, the margins of the lips, the tip of the penis and the eardrums. 4. Ooh, that smell: Body odor comes from a second kind of sweat -- a fatty secretion produced by the apocrine sweat glands, found mostly around the armpits, genitals and anus. 5. Yum! The odor is caused by bacteria on the skin eating and digesting those fatty compounds. 6. Breasts are a modified form of the apocrine sweat gland. 7. Fetuses don't develop fingerprints until three months of gestation. 8. Without a trace: Some people never develop fingerprints at all. Two rare genetic defects, known as Naegeli syndrome and dermatopathia pigmentosa reticularis, can leave carriers without any identifying ridges on thei

Blarrrrr
I'm a basket case today. I'm sniping at people that don't deserve it (ok, maybe they do somewhat) and on the verge of tears... I guess I'm more nervous about surgery than I thought. So.... please don't take anything I say today seriously. *tries to crawl under a rock and not alienate anyone else*

Pedophiles
I probably shouldn't be blogging while I'm shaken up and angry, but something I saw on here this morning really got to me. Normally things on the internet don't get to be. I just laugh it off and consider people are stupid. However, gross stupidity such as standing up for a convicted pedophile is too much for me to stomach. I try to keep my past in my past and I don't play the "I'm a victim" card because that just isn't me. There was a mumm posted about pedophiles on here. I came across it this morning and had to read some of the comments. The first comment I saw was from a female defending her best friend who is a pedophile. That set me off because in my experience, pedophiles don't change. Unless they are changing victims. This female went on to say how she wouldn't have a problem leaving her child with a pedophile. I sincerely hope she grows the fuck up and realizes the danger she would put her children in. Not everyone that is raped or a survivor of molestation has

If You Don't Already Know ...
IF YOU DON'T ALREADY KNOW .... DRAGON MISTRESS IS BACK!! NOW GOING BY THE NAME SWEET ENIGMA. AT ONE TIME SHE HAD A VERY BIG FAN/RATE/ADD "TRAIN" GOING ON HERE AND IS NOW STARTING IT BACK UP AGAIN. SWEET ENIGMA IS A "LEGEND" ON FUBAR AND TOP RANKING MEMBER ALSO. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN GAINING MORE RATES, FANS, AND MEETING MORE FRIENDS ... CHECK OUT HER BLOG ON HER NEW TRAIN SHE WILL BE DOING. IF YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN ON A "TRAIN" BEFORE, YOU WANT TO BE ON IT ASAP AND NOT WAIT. HERE IS THE LINK TO HER BLOG http://fubar.com/blog/310064/1065912 *~*Sweet ENIGMA*~*@ fubar

Reconstruction
Well, I made it through my surgery yesterday. It went better than the plastic surgeon expected, even :) Details for the not-so-squeamish: They replaced the tissue expander with a saline implant after removing a bunch of scar tissue that was causing the area to be very hard. It feels much more natural now! And there was so much scar tissue there that when it was removed they were actually able to go with an implant bigger than the amount I'd been expanded to. This means they didn't have to reduce the other side very much at all, and it appears to be a D or DD cup. Hard to say before it heals, though. The only problems I have is that the Norco's not helping my pain much, and I have a drain on the right side that is leaking a lot and not really working so well. I'm waiting for a call back from the nurse at the surgery clinic to see what I should do.

Im Leaving Fubar
Well it has been a great few years on here...Have been through ALOT....have seen ALOT and have made some awesome friends but the time has come for me to step away...Fubar just takes way too much damn time to keep up with and Im not here enough to do that anymore soooooooooo Im going to delete my account....But dont fret! There are 2 places you can find me if you really want to... http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=home#/JuniperRose?v=wall&ref=profile http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=67044945 Please feel free to send friends request to either of those and I would be more then happy to add ya there! Ive met some amazing ppl on here and made some really great friends *hugs and loves* In about a week this account will be gone Juniper

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Find me that one person the one with all reason Can I learn from her as she will from me On the surface I am strongly free Open to admit I broke a few Its safe to say I've never experience, A woman like You You Ain't Gotta Do Anything!!! Cause All I want to Love you!!! NOt like I use to in years past darling NoT LiKe Others Who Left With No CluE It's obvious We Can Make Rain our friend Pulling from the BasE with no End We can build today's into tomorrow's with few sorrows The Principle seeing every portion every mood through extortion Divine Be Mine And I will write YOu more when I see the sign

Why Should I Hide The Fact I'm Wealthy
I have received several messages asking me why I freely divulge my wealth: This Blog will answer these questions.... You should not tell people that your wealthy because then they will only be interested in you for your money” --- or I am asked “How do I know if a women is only interested in me because of my money” Oh come on guys I would not represent my wealth if I did not consider both questions before I included it in my profile. First, I come from a very poor family; I know the meaning of broke better than most. I made my first million by the age of 30 and have dealt with the stigma associated with wealth ever since. There will always be people who are more interested in my wealth at first, and for the most part, want to know how I got so rich. The truth is the myth of a wealthy man losing all his money to a gold digger is just that, a myth. We are on guard always to the motives of people we meet more so than the average person. It is easy to see those who wa

The Dpr Club.
WendyCaroline - FOUNDER OF CLUB D.P.R.@ fubar ~Cubby~ Owned by Lola. CLUB D.P.R.@ fubar ~~Simply Me~~ D.P.R. CLUB member@ fubar ◕‿★FЄISTY★‿◕®™⇝CLUB D.P.R.@ fubar ￡¡η§ wifey to Tru Wikid Klown part of D.P.R. C

Help Me Scare My Kids
Instead of the usual Halloween treats. I have desided that it would be more fun to keep the kids home and watch scary movies on Halloween. I figure I could just buy candy. But up until Halloween I have decided it would be fun to watch 1 scary movie a night. Thing is I am not sure what the scariest movies out there are. I know 'Arachnophobia' Is one I am going to use not because its so scary. But cause my eldest is scared of spiders lol. Any suggestions ????

True Friendz Or Fakez
I have an issue that i have got to get off my chest...I will have been on the fu for a year on the 9th and am finally at my wits end. Ive been in the # 1 spot a few times and still have managed to not be stuck up like a few fu's (not mentioning any names). I have helped people and seen people go from nothing to top ranked I have even donated my hard earned bux to help people buy autoz and get spotlight. But in the end the only people that stay by my side are the newbies or people without the ability to buy their way thru levels.( MUCH THANKS TO THOSE FEW U KNOW WHO YOU ARE).Things have been changing lately i have 17k+ friends and alot of those are upper level people that have been my frind since the begining since they were lower level nobodies like alot of ohters on here, but now they think they are too special to even talk to me , i rate & re-rate but never get one back , i send b day gifts and messages when they get down and get no response..The only time these fu's come around is w

Within Temptation - The Other Half Of Me
Over the hills, lies a new beginningOver the hillsOver the hills, there is a way I know itOver the hillsYou can't bring all the gloomYour heart is frayed and so emptyYou glorify the futureLiving in a different world than meThe journey ends in deathYou are giving up so easilyYou are the other half of meOver the hills [4x]We are drifting apartChilled to the marrow, cause you don't want to goCause we've got a different wish at heartThe amulet guides us to the other sideWhen I go down it's you who'll bleedI'm not scared to die, as long as I'm with youYou are the other half of meOver the hills, lies a new beginningOver the hillsOver the hills, there's a way I know itOver the hills

Weekly Update (10/7/2009)
Ok soooo... another week down... food is getting much easier to figure out... Made some YUMMMMY turkey chili :D is super good and the portion size is HUGE... I weighed into day... lost another 1.4 pounds :D:D:D:D:D Soo I am now at 269.4 which means.. i hit my first mini goal! go me!! HAVE LOST 8.4 POUNDS TOTAL!! today.. I am off of my diet.. going to have alligator poboys and meat loaf! yum yum

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Ok... I haven't been around for a few days because I've had a lot of things going on. Been super busy, and then I dislocated my knee, and my favorite uncle that I was very close to killed himself yesterday. I'm having a hard time dealing with the circumstances of his death. So, if I'm not around much or just seem flaky, well now you know why. I know that he wasn't the type of person to do something like that. I found out that he'd been put on 4 types of antidepressants in the past few weeks. The last last time I'd spoken with him, he told me he was happy, even though he was having some health issues. He'd had heart problems but told me he was getting better and taking better care of himself. So, all this came as a shock yesterday when suddenly he just took his own life. I know he was strong in his faith and in his church, and that's what makes it so hard for me to believe that he was himself. From what I have been told, he suddenly didn't even recognize his own sister, and was

Bad Day
you know them days when everything seems to be going fine, then shit hits the fan. my work calls and wants me to go fill in for a few days on another boat... like right then...on thier way to pick me up. i have my kids and cant just go, the ex is at work...(i could use the extra money and all)...my ex wife starts flipping out on me cuz she had plans to go to new orleans and then i go to check my bank account and the fucking landlord never cashed the security deposit chech two months ago... so suddenly im short when i thought i was catching up on my credit card balance...grrr now ill be over drawn. my kids are grouchy today and fighting with each other since dinner and thats about when all this slapped me in the face. i needed to get that off my chest... so grrr

*happy Dance*
So I was offered a job as a cashier a couple of weeks ago and they kept pushing training farther and farther back..Well I finally start on Monday! and they've offered me a promotion up to the day lead cashier! Yay! Makes being a cashier better! and yay! work! woot!

Poetry
The voice of a broken butterfly.A million miles of highway stained black by the sky's tears,and we all sit in obscurity, sliding by with fake smiles.Why do we expect more than we have given,and refuse to remember the kindness in the world.Voices raised with emotion cut deep into our hearts,words that were meant to sting emotionally bleed us to death.They never knew that "you can do it," sounded condescendingwhere there was suppose to be inspiration, and encouragement.Line after line of emotional overcontrol, words instead of fists,why can't the world all practice the same therapy.Instead they, we, us, everyone just stares out a rain streaked window,wishing for the sun in a world where the darkness is permanentlyetched into our souls, no escape.Thoughts you can't explain, and only human degrees choose to listen,the certified insane, teaching us to be complete.Where has our love gone, relationship out of routine, unable to be broken.I want to stand on the edge of the Grand Canyon, and

Questionnaire For Heterosexuals
1. What do you think caused your heterosexuality?2. When and how did you first decide you were a heterosexual?3. Is it possible your heterosexuality is just a phase you may grow out of?4. Is it possible your heterosexuality stems from a neurotic fear of others of the same sex?5. If you've never slept with a person of the same sex, is it possible that all you need is a good gay lover?6. To whom have you disclosed your heterosexual tendencies? How did they react?7. Why do you heterosexuals feel compelled to seduce others into your lifestyle?8. Why do you insist on flaunting your heterosexuality? Why can't you just be what you are and keep it quiet?9. Would you want your children to be heterosexual knowing the problems they'd face?10. A disproportionate majority of child molesters are heterosexuals. Do you consider it safe to expose your children to heterosexual teachers?11. With all the societal support marriage receives, the divorce rate continues to spiral. Why are there so few stable

Answer In Comments
1. Suckin' on chili dogs outside the Tastee-Freez 2. I've done no harm, I keep to myself 3. There's a freeway runnin' through the yard 4. I've seen a million faces and I've rocked them all 5. Your mom threw away your best porno mag 6. Can you hear them? They talk about us, telling lies, well that's no surprise 7. One that won't make me nervous, wonderin what to do 8. Are you more than hot for me, or am I a page in your history (book) 9. I can hear you comin, I know what you're after 10. And it's true we are immune when fact is fiction and TV reality 11. Don't go around breaking young girls' hearts 12. I've got my back against the record machine 13. You take me by the heart when you take me by the hand 14. A cloud appears above your head, a beam of light comes shining down on you 15. I'm lying in the rain, but I never wave bye-bye 16. He's the one that makes ya feel all right 17. Are you happy, are you satisfied, how long can you stand the heat 18. I think I thought you

Yadda Yadda
Yadda yadda yadda....yeah thats how I am feeling right now. Today where I live I had my one on one with my caseworker, and this time I actually printed out some of my blogs and read them to her. She was like wow, they had actually told her so much. So much to the point she asked me if I considered getting on disablity...but IDK! I honestly dont feel there are a lot of things I can't do, especially right now. Tomorrow is the big breakfast and luncheon for the transitional place, we were asked to attend it. I am not thrilled with that because I was told there were gonna be an easy 500 at each session. *Sighs* Then with winter right around the corner anxiety is hitting me there as well. Once I start riding the bus it is going to be very difficult for me but SOME HOW I need to make it past that. I did tell my caseworker that I would volunteer once a week downtown at the women's hearth, which is part of transitions. I would like to help in their computer lab since I know its not open a

Paying To See Pics
Ok guys, and gals....I'm looking for more feedback..... I've noticed during my time in Fu land that most of the girls have progressed to asking for bling packs or fubucks or whatever to see pics. I however will never stoop to that level. If i'm going to ask for payment of anykind, I want it to be the real green!!! LOL Anyways, my questions are simple.... Would u or have u paid any price to see NSFW pics? If so, was it worth it??? Is there any one woman out there that you would not hesitate to pay to see, celebrities included....lol And knowing that ur paying to see these pics, just like a porn site or buying a playboy/hustler, do u have certain expectations of what ur going to see? To me I'd be expecting to see the whole 9 yards....but hey, i'm selfish and greedy like that :) Now the most important question of all, to me at least......when u pay to see a chic's pics, do u have less respect for her cuz obviously she has very little for herself. Pls, leave any and all co

Lou Albano
(CNN) -- Legendary wrestling figure Captain Lou Albano, perhaps best known for his association with pop singer Cyndi Lauper, died Wednesday, according to World Wrestling Entertainment. Albano, 76, was "one of the company's most popular and charismatic legends," the company said in a statement. The cause of death was not immediately disclosed. "Albano began his storied career with Vincent J. McMahon in the 1960s as one half of 'The Sicilians' tag team with his partner Tony Altimore," the WWE said. "He will be greatly missed by the WWE and his fans." Albano, who was with the WWE from 1983 to 1996, was inducted into the WWE Hall of Fame in 1996. He started as a tag team wrestler in the 1950s but became a successful manager of champion wrestlers in the 1970s, according to a biography on the WWE Web site. Albano was recognizable by his penchant for unbuttoned Hawaiian shirts and a trademark beard, which was usually bound by a rubber band. His persona earned him the distinction of "on

Idea For A Classic.
I have always been a Mustang freak. Every member of my family has owned at least one, with the exception of my sister. I've grown up around them, worked on them, ridden in them and driven them. Our Mustang ownership has spanned the decades from their inception. The only Mustang era not looked upon fondly is 1974-1978...yuck. Anyway, I have an idea for the one I would love to restore and modify to my specs. 1968, body style is a non-issue, because my idea can be utilized on a coupe, convertible, or a fastback. I am wanting to take a standard Mustang and make it into a Shelby/California Special clone hybrid...but with a twist. All chrome will be black chrome. For those that don't know what I'm referring to, black chrome is shiny and dark, like hematite, a shiny dark gray. Paint- high gloss black with silver metal flake, silver pinstriping. Interior- Black leather with a grim reaper embossed into the front seats, and skulls embossed in the back seat. Black carpet, black chrom

Orchestral Maneuvers In The Park After Dark
I’m a music fan.I dig all sorts of tunes, from rock to jazz to brass, and I appreciate truly fine musicianship. As a kid, I always wanted to learn how to play a musical instrument. However, I was torn as to which instrument to pick. I loved the sharp sounds of the trumpets within the local high school marching band. But I also loved the soothing sounds of the violin.Since I couldn’t make up my mind, I went on to do the next best thing a teenaged boy could do – learn how smoke pot, drink beer, and run from the cops. Despite my success in this endeavor, I never stopped thinking about music. Now that I’m older, and obviously wiser, I’ve decided to channel my big ideasmanship into combining my two loves and creating a whole new, exciting instrument. I’m going to design a combination guitar / trumpet. Basically, it will be a trumpet with the addition of guitar strings.It will be called the “strumpet.”I love strumpets!! Can’t you just see

Fun Fun Fun Day
So today was a bit interesting, I was going into work late because of a doctor's appointment, on my way to work I get a phone call from the nurse at my 5 year old's school. Today was the day that they were receiving the H1N1 vaccine. Apparently he vomited about 20 minutes after receiving the shot, they took him to the nurse's office and had the EMT's check him out. They said all his vitals were normal but he was still feeling queasy and was very pale. They were clearing him to leave but they wanted him to get checked out at either his doctor's or at the hospital today. I turned around and floored it to get there, made a couple quick phone calls, dr's office, tried to reach my mom, called work - while I'm waiting for my boss to pick up the call the school nurse calls back. His throat was itchy and the EMTs were worried that he was having an allergic reaction and wanted to take him to the hospital. I was only about 2 mins away and when I got to the clinic they had him on a gurn

Boobs Are A Dime A Dozen
Wow.... women have boobs. If you didn't know, just look around fubar. There are sure to be some shoved in your face. I am guilty of posting cleavage pics, but what makes one set of boobs stand out from the rest? NOTHING. LOL There are just so many on here and it seems like more women want to be known for their boobs than for their face or personality. It's kind of sad. Maybe one day we'll put some of the boobs away and leave more to the imagination.

Feck!
Wtf fuckers!??! Ok so ive been away for like ever and stuffs and im back yeah but all the people who were like dont go please are nowhere to be found i like need some friends right now cos im all super depressed and stuff. So at least pretend to be my friend and like stop by and say hi or something? I know its super lame to like ask for it but im totally in a whiney lonely mood. So show me love fawkers! fawkin a thanks to those who sent bday wishes

Throat Punching
I have come to realize that I'm addicted to throat punching. I had never thought about it till I watched the movie 'Taken' with Liam Neeson. He throat punches like almost everyone in the damn movie and it's fucking AWESOME!! I wish I could do that to everyone who pisses me off. "I said I didn't want onions on my cheeseburger!!"...THROAT PUNCH! "Next time you'll remember, bitch!!" Yay violence!

Uncapped
so you wanna know if im for real well i say to you -- imagine this -- slow music enters your ears as the sent peach cream candles burn in the distance a path of freash potpurri laid on the floor leads you to the bed which has been adorned with rose petals you find a setting of rubbing oils accompanied by a bowl of chilled -- mixed fruits -- in sugar water relax my love -- tonight is yours beginning with a sensual massage from head to toe no body part shall be left untouched as i lower the lights you can just feel a rose crawling down the center of your back it feels sooo silky and soft as i bring it down your thigh and continue you can barely stand it as i -- demand -- that you face me you can feel the rose passing your face just long enough for you to get a smell of its sweet fragrance as i bring it down your neck your shoulders outlining your breast in the most delicate and intimate fashion continuing south until i reach your area as i rise and place my first kiss so gentley sweet up

Throat Punch
I don't know who I want to throat punch first: RR or Sho. RR bet Sho she couldn't be helpful and nice in every MuMM for 24 hours or some bullshit (check in her pics for the SS of it.) It's getting ridiculous!! She is actually HELPING people! WTF?? STOP IT ALREADY!!!! /rant

Blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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Support The Troops
I really appreciate service men and women, and what they do for our country (besides lookin hot ofcourse). My hat goes off to anyone that puts their freedom and life on the line, but... here is what fuckin IRKS me. People that say "I hope I dont go into battle/fight", "I really signed up just for the benefits/money/etc" WTF?? Military is made for protection or our country's welfare (not THAT welfare), and making those statements just shows that some people go into it for completely wrong reasons. Which means that they would not be able to protect us. Another peeve: men joining the mil just to impress women, and then make tons of "IM MILITARY< I"M HARDCORE" statements. Since when is military a fashion show/summer camp??

Friend Request?
MichiganMa...: so goodbyeMichiganMa...: i sent you a friend request once b4 and it wasnt accepted . i just sent you another one and you didnt accept it->MichiganMa...: who said that?MichiganMa...: **friendsMichiganMa...: so no friensa then ? Interesting because I didn't even reject the request, it's still sitting there (wonder what would happen if I accepted it LOL.) And before he shouted me, I had gone to his page and rated him. I think my profile needs an update about pussy, whiny babies. :) Oh..I was blocked, in case it wasn't clear.

Yeah So I Took It...
@ first I called shenanigans because I thought my results were EXACTLY like someone elses who took this... but apparently I am less rational. Cause I'm a lady. Your result for The Personality Defect Test... Sociopath You are 71% Rational, 43% Extroverted, 71% Brutal, and 57% Arrogant. You are the Sociopath! As a result of your cold, calculating rationality, your introversion (and ability to keep quiet), your brutality, and your arrogance, you would make a very cunning serial killer. You are confident and capable of social interaction, but you prefer the silence of dead bodies to the loud, twittering nitwits you normally encounter in your daily life. You care very little for the feelings of others, possibly because you are not a very emotional person. You are also very calculating and intelligent, making you a perfect criminal mastermind. Also, you are a very arrogant person, tending to see yourself as better than others, providing you with a strong ability to perceive

Just Want My Friends To Know I Am Very Upset!!!
Hi Friends, I am very upset..this user ... Bisillysusie... is using my pic as her primary photo and she also stole some of my photo's too and made a folder entitled "the many faces of me"...which is NOT REALLY HER..they are ME..its just sad a user has gone to this length and can't really use her own pic as HER main profile photo.. just want my friends to know beware of crap like this that can happen here. bouncer says there is nothing they can do about it. Anyway there's a fake ME out there lurking. Ty for taking the time to read this...Oh and If you visit her profile plz ask her to take my primary pic down and tell her to use her own damn pic!!!! Ty again Diamond Deb

Crazy Sick
I dug through boxes last week, searching for Halloween costumes—a witch dress and hat for me, a wizard costume for my mother. The hunters were in for a treat: costumed ladies, as well as dinner dishes like “fingertips of jaundiced children.” (Corn, in case you were wondering.) Soybean harvest is finally underway, the hunting season is in full swing, and I’ve been busy as ever. You would think that retirement would leave me more time for sleeping in and writing, but my days are filled, my calendar overbooked. Last week I filled out application materials for the Dakota Territory Bar Examination. In doing so, I learned a thing or two about myself: One, I’ve lived at fourteen residences in the last ten years. Two, I loathe filling out forms. There have been times during the last year or two when I wondered if I might be crazy. When I was on page twenty or so of the thirty-some-page character and fitness form, trying to recall the details of a speedi

Stand Tall - Burton Cummings
Never been this blue Never knew the meaning of a heartache But then again, I never lost at love before Somewhere down the road Maybe all those years will find some meaning I just can't think about them now Or live them out anymore Stand tall, don't you fall For God's sake don't go and do something foolish All you're feeling right now is silly human pride Oooooh, Stand tall, don't you fall Don't you do something you might regret later You're feelin' it like everyone, it's silly human pride Never lasted so long, no, Through so much or through so many I just can't believe I could throw it all away Sometimes late at night When there's nothing here except my old piano I'd almost give my hands to make you see my way Stand tall, don't you fall For God's sake don't go and do something foolish All you're feeling right now is silly human pride You've got me down on my knees for ya mama Stand tall, don't you fall Don't you do something you might regret later You're feelin' it like everyone It'

Things I Cant Live Without
I just received my order from Sephora and OMG..... I found the best stuff ever for razor burn and ingrown hairs! It's called the cool fix and it's made by shaveworks. Pricey but sooooo worth it! kk, done with my total girlie moment now.

My Abortion Blog
I may come back and update this as I have other thoughts to express. This issue is crucial to our continued existence as a society. There is no Rep vs Dem / Conservatives vs Liberals / Left vs Right... we were given "our great title" in the Declaration of Independence and that is; American. The answer to the abortion issue is coming together in agreement once and for all, and determining when does life begin? Once you answer that question it all becomes academic. A life is a life and as addressed by the Constitution we are endowed by our creator with the right to that life, along with liberty and pursuit of happiness, etc. The Constitution answers every situation all by itself, as every situation goes back to the basic question "who owns it?" All rights stem from property ownership. My own personal convictions say that abortion is the taking of an existing human life and that in doing so we are in violation of the Constitution. There is nothing in this matter about women I'm afriad

Dreams
getting tired of the gamesthat ppl play.. they seem to do it, in many ways.a whipser here. I lieplaced there. Makingit seem like no one cares.do they matterthe games ppl playdoes it matterwho they hurtwho they torturewho they tear apart?some things dont matterdreams are just dreamsright? Meaning no onereally expects them to cometrue? But the little hopeof the dreamer. sometimeswishes they will come truebecause of the lifethey live is crapand they want what is in the dreamand that dream may disappear whenthey wake..Dreams.. do they ever come true?

Vegas, Gaggy!
If people just went to Vegas to screw and get drunk, it wouldn't be such a bad place. Instead, people go there to shop. I intend to close my eyes and pretend that Vegas is exactly how HST described it in Fear and Loathing, and I was actually just at the Mall of America for a long weekend. In other news, Pops had a happy 80th, his girlfriend is a delightful lady, and the fella and I drank enough to drown our sorrows over Vegas being a consumer-friendly hell-hole. Lest you wonder or your parents try to lead you astray, the Eiffel Tower in Vegas is not "just like" the one in Paris.

Special Hitlist #1
Impervious http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=2 Jen the Evil Princess 82http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=2829 Fire 9 http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=11 Whitey Bulger http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=7979 Honey http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=5124 Filthy aholz http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=16868 TiK http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=794 Bat_Temptress http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=17771 Blade Master http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=7897 Bye Fucko http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=17972 Wildrider http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=1952 Whiteyz wifey http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=21640 RichaChez http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=14471 FunkMasterSquirrel http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=8909 DjxCruz http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=5919 T2 the Ommy http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=139 I wish u would http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=1342 Angel http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=8896 Jen http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=1693 Mz Cruz http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=3959 Little http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=1705 Dr. Monkey http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=521 DJ Sveriege http://fubar.com/mafia/?p=13943

"time To Stop Tha' Madness!!!!!"
i perface the by saying,"love covers a mulititude of sins,but loving folks without demanding change is sin itself." first i'd like to say i'm going to lose alot of folks with this but i can't go on without expressing what is truth in GOD,LOVE AND LIFE.it's truly disheartening to see supposed grown folks get down like this in the 21st century.30.40 and 50 year old people treating each other lke garbage for things that don't even exist anywhere in tha'free world but fubar is absolutely amazing to me.all of these sad and hurting people doing anything to get noticed by anyone is immoral and sinful,not to mention sad and pitiful.most of you are her claiming to be looking for love when you don't even know what love is,cuz if you did,you wouldn't be conducting yourselves like you do.love doesn't require you to take half-naked pictures of yourself for tha'world to see.nor does it require everyone giving you things every minute,second and hour of the day.pissing on de

Burnng Embers
Burning embers of desire, the way you love me sets my soul on fire. My body trembles with each kiss, more and more is what I wish. I long to feel your gentle touch, I never knew I could love so much. With each new day that comes and goes, my love for you grows and grows. How you say you love me is such a gentle sound, it makes my heart flutter for true love I have found.

Sighs.....
Sighsthe secrets, the thoughtsthe memories, the faultsthe plans the dreams,will they fall apartat the seams?A distant past, a differentlife. that was the time i was your wife. will thatdream come to past,will it even last?you say you love me and then pull away.i ask whats wrongyou have nothing to say..why do we do this to each otherwhy do we trywill this be truthor just another lie?if its truth thenlets live our livesif its a lie i wouldjust as soon die.it is said that honestyis best. shall we have put thattheory to the test. Do you love me?do you care?does it matter if im even here?do i love you? yes i do, no wordsthat have been spoken have ever beenmore true..

Shhh Im Busy Cursing Someone.
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I hate chili but love chili dogs,I know makes no sense!! 2.I wont eat anything yellow for fear that it will taste like soap.(minus bananas of course) 3.I still make forts outta blankets and couch cushions. 4.ice cubs+milk=awesomeness. 5.I love boobies but loathe my own. 6.Get excited when my husband buys me a colouring book. 7.Still take flintstone vitamins,orange is my fave! 8.Addicted to tattoos. 9.Im gonna be a mermaid when I grow up. 10.filling out this blog game for the 4th time since first coming to fubars,curse you Philemon!! My victims will be : Papabear,even thou I know everything little thing

Music Monday 7
Throwback week 1. Song 2 - Blur2. A Praise Chorus - Jimmy Eat World3. Open Road Song - Eve 64. Not the Doctor - Alanis Morrisette5. Brain Stew - Green Day6. Say It Ain't So - Weezer7. Criminal - Fiona Apple8. Interstate Love Song - Stone Temple Pilots

Never A Reason
If the bouncers and admin have a problem with something a fubar user does it seems logical that they would let that person know right before or right after they do stuff like ban you from commenting on mumms or if they're going to delete someone's account maybe they could send them an email message to the email address that person created thier account from letting them know why. I still don't know what I did to lose my commenting powers in the mumms maybe if I did I could make a point not to do whatever it is I did wrong in the future. I have a feeling that they do not care enough to be bothered to inform folks of the reasons why the bouncers and/or admin take disciplinary action on your account and I also believe that sometimes they do stuff like delete people's account just because they do not like them out of some sort of passive aggressive bullshit power trip. I just made this blog because one of my favorite folks on here got his account deleted and he has no idea why, sim

Nurse!
So yea, I've got this nasty flu that just seems to be getting worse. I'm drinking plenty of water and taking some OTC stuff, but can't seem to lay down without drowning, so here I sit again. I haven't actually blogged for ages, but figured fuggit. Still no luck on the job front, and I think I am just going to have to enroll in school and be done with it. (when I can get enough energy to go drive to the campus that is) Got the lights up for Christmas yesteday, which probably didnt' help my ailment, but oh well, the kids are happy lol. But with the exception of that, I'm in pretty good spirits these days, and think the future holds good things for those around me. I haven't been around much here lately, at least, not out in the open, but I realized life goes on, and as such for those around here. I enjoy some folks around here, and others I've realized pretty much don't give a crap about me, and I'm okay with that. I'm just grateful for what I have, and that at the end

New Blog Soon!
Eventually. I haven't forgotten. I do want to thank those who still stop by and say hi rate stuff bomb stuff and do normal stuffz for Fu land. I'll be in and out probably on more post-holiday season. Ya know I have a lot to say. Is there any other way? Corny I know. Be good friends, and of course stay tuned Peace.

I Choose You!
Your Pokéname is: Pikabar Profile You live in the humid rainforests of Chile, and your diet consists mostly of wolves, fruits and water. Characteristics (Combat and Non-combat) You have spikes running down your back. You can breathe fire. You can puke acid. You have a force field. You can swim in Dr. Pepper. You can puke Mr. PiBB. You have a magic chest of hats. You have a cell phone. You can swim in poison. You can throw nunchucks. Natural Enemies Your natural enemy is Vulfu.

The Tart
I can't recall the last time I ate...today? I probably lied to someone about that. I can recall the last time I felt pain...mental and physical......that was tonight. Though no one wants to know the true person inside. They avoid the pain, the despair...they just want the happiness and the points....the fucking points! LOL I AM NOT POINTS!!!!!!!!!! I AM FUCKED UP JUST LIKE YOU! I JUST DO NOT PRETEND TO BE SANE!!!!!!!!!!! None of us are...Just a few are more than others. I drink...a lot....I sleep nude...a lot...I cry....sometimes...I love...to goddamn much! I am HUMAN! I am me. Love me or leave me....I refuse to be anything but what I am...a sorry fucked up soul that craves love. That is the TART!!!!!!! PEACE

Dixie
This is hard, so it's going to be short. Dixie died this morning. Whatever happened with the seizure yesterday just appeared to be too much for her body to handle. She just a took a few deep breaths when she layed down and just stopped breathing.

One Good Blog Deserves Another....
I like to blog. That’s why so many of my blogs have connotations like “I” or “Me” in them, well, because it is my blog. Duh. Anyways, so I thought that since a lot of people come here for fakes, or reporting on the transgressions of the never ending supply of fu-noobs, substance or politics or whatever reason brings people here, and I do appreciate it, believe me. I figured I would post other people’s blogs here as well, so they can get the credit for what they post and deserve. Sounds fair right? There’s some really amazing stuff out there that sadly, people don’t seem to read on here and it’s a shame. People that think for themselves with eyes and minds open are always welcome here. So with that in mind, I bring you the blog below, something well-written and deserving of a good read. Who knows, you might actually make a new friend or three out of this whole thing..so … Click here! Also if you have anything you think that might be good enough to share with some substance , this m

What The 13 Folds In A Flag Mean
4 lakewood police officers were ambushed in a coffee shop, last week. watching the touching memorial service for all 4 of them. This posting is for them. They paid the ultimate price for doing their job. May they rest in peace and never be forgotten "WHY THE AMERICAN FLAG IS FOLDED 13 TIMES" Have you ever wondered why the Flag of the United States of America is folded 13 times when it is lowered or when it is folded and handed to the next of kin at the burial of a veteran? Here is the meaning of each of those folds and what it means: The first fold of our Flag is a symbol of life. The second fold is a symbol of our belief in eternal life. The third fold is made in honor and remembrance of the veterans departing our ranks who gave a portion of their lives for the defense of our country to attain peace throughout the world. The fourth fold represents our weaker nature, for as American citizens trusting, it is to Him we turn in times of peace as well as in time of w

Bah Humbug
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Love Is....
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preserves."-- 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 When a love like that is found, embrace it, cherish it, nurture it. Too many of us live the rushed life. Rush for time, in a rush to make money and in a rush to find love. Love does not take someone hostage, it allows growth and change and unconditional acceptance. Love also knows when there is a time to step aside. Once you love someone do you ever really stop? Maybe if we have been horribly wronged our pain is deep and scars are left behind. But in the depths of my heart I know I wish them the best. For it is not in me to truly hate another human being. (wow, I had to pause and think on that one). Someone once told me that there is first lust.........

Fyi...
The next time a married man or woman glances your way, you might think twice before acting on impulse and frolicking between satin sheets. The scorned spouse could sue you. Yes, you read that right. You, the paramour, can get hit with a lawsuit that could cost you hundreds of thousands of dollars. They're known as "alienation of affection" suits, when an "outsider" interferes in a marriage. The suits are allowed in seven states: Hawaii, Illinois, Mississippi, New Mexico, North Carolina, South Dakota and Utah. The law allowing such legal action dates back to antiquated times when a wife was considered the property of a husband. A broken-hearted hubby could go after his wife's lover -- not with a gun, but with the law. so if your from these states sorry but i wont look at your junk...who am i kidding yes it will

Today I Have Proven That Time Can Move In Slow Motion...
I'm going to do a lot of rambling here, so bear with me if you dare. I'm a lot shaken, feel like I should be scared, and deeply disappointed in myself. I had a drs appt. for my best four-legged friend, my cat cole. He is having problems with an ear and it looks like we have to aputate it. It's either that or put him down. It's just his ear, hes only 8, and he's my best friend. I would do anything for him. The closest vet surgeon is a little over an hour away from me, and my appt. just so happens to be on a day we have a winter weather advisory. I was on the on ramp curving into the merge lane, there was an orange semi next to me. I tapped my brakes to merge behind him, and I hit a patch of ice. My back tires went left, and I over-corrected by wretching the steering wheel left and lost control. I slammed into a semi trailer at a 45 degree angle at 40 mph. It smashed my drivers side window in and pinched it in such a way as to buckle in my windshield. I hit the left side to

Caturday!!!
I loves cats ... but not sure if I could actually own one .. and if I did what kind? I'm way to loving on my animals ... so, if I got a cat and she turned her butt to me I would probably be upset and cries .... don't think cats are for me???

Borrowed From My Friend Nakey ♥
Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you? absolutely Tears are falling from your eyes, what's the reason?If i'm crying, someone i love diedIf you got paid 5,000 dollars would you stick your hand in an elephants ass?make it 50K and we might talkHas anyone ever promised you forever?Yes... Do you get high?newpSomething bothering you?Yes....Has someone told you they'd always love you then went for someone else?yepWhat made you happy this weekend? the Saints running 13-0! When was the last time you cried?when dirty boy mike died What color shirt are you wearing?black Last thing you ate?rum garlic shrimp creoleWhere did you sleep last night?in my bedAre you happy right now? eh, could be betterWho/what do you hate/dislike currently i don't hate anyone. it takes too much energy What's something your wanting right now?my sanity, if just briefly Who makes you the happiest right now? Wifey. She has a way of making me giggle Does someone hav

200 ???s
200: My middle name is: plain199: I was born in: a hospital room198: I am really: a martian197: My cell phone company is: ripping me off196: My eye color is: hazel green195: My shoe size is: 7194: My ring size is: unknown193: My height is: 5'6’’192: I am allergic to: morons191: My 1st car was: crashed into a Mt side190: My 1st job was: where I met my ex husband189: Last book I read: long and it dragged out188: My bed is: in the bedroom187: My pet: is furry186: My best friend: is a butthead185: My favorite shampoo is: in the shower184: AIM name: is MIA183: Piggy Banks are: supposed to full of coins182: In my pockets: stuff181: On my calendar: days and dates180: Marriage is: a crazy institution179: Sponge Bob can: kiss my ass178: My mom: is the meanest person on Earth177: The last three cd's I bought were: bought a lonnnnnng time ago176: Last YouTube video watched: was in a mumm recently175: How many cousins do you have? 4174: Do you have any siblings: yep173: Are your parent

F'd Up Puter
My computer turns on.............but the monitor and the keyboard are not recognized........I am hoping that something fried.....like just the two inputs........LOL but........I am thinking there is a virus that did it...........not sure.......... Looked up a game cheat and shut it down as usual..........next thing I know............ no signal input on monitor and the fucker goes to sleep and the keyboard is not even lighting up............. I need either advice or a shotgun blast to the face.......... I love you all and miss shooting the shit with my buds....... I will return shortly ...........priorities ya know *snicker* dig it Tew aka Cyn..................

Grow Da Fcuk Up
I had a friend im very nice to him , hes clearly not my type i never did anything to lead him on he goes on bitching how i dont comment his pics and asks me to look at his nudes , i told him i dont see him this way and he gets all pissy and calling me shallow and shit cause i dont see him that way he can clearly see hes no where near my type and i dont flirt with him why be so butt hurt about it anyhow he told me to fuck off and shit so fcukking childish

Grrrr!!!!
1. I don't want all of this snow. The roads are horrible and I can't go anywhere. 2. I was stuck at my Mom's last night so I could work today. Woke up at 7am with no power. 3. My boss called me to tell me work was closed and I couldn't get back to sleep. 4. I got to hear my Mom and stepdad whine about how they couldn't use their oven. 5. I'm back home now, but it's cold here. 6. My cell won't get a signal so I can't call anyone. 7. I have a Christmas party tomorrow, but I don't think I'll be able to make it. 8. One other possible bad thing, but I won't go into details about that one. 9. The only GOOD thing about today is that I can get online so I'll have SOMETHING to do. It has come to my attention that some of you had no clue I was "in a relationship". Well I am. =]

A Poem By Ronpowers!
This was sent to me by one of my most favorite fu's Ronpowers i call him r-pow cus i'm cool like that. so sit back and enjoy the best x-mas poem ever. oh and Ronpowers link is at the bottom. go show him love like only fu's can! TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMASAND ALL THROUGH THE FUELEVENS WERE FLASINGAND CHERRYBOMBS TOOPROFILES WERE VIEWEDIN A FRANTIC RAGESTATUS MESSAGES READ"I RE-RATED UR PAGE"THE NEWBIES LOOKED ONWITH WONDER AND HOPEAT THE VIP'SBEHIND THOSE VELVET ROPESPIMPING, SHITFACINGBLINGING AND SUCHFU PONYS ARE CUTEBUT THEY COST TOO DAMN MUCHBUT ONEVERYONES PAGEWHO COULD YOU SEEBABY JESUS THE SHEPARDWITH UPDATES FOR THEEHALF PRICED HAPPY HOURSACCOMPANIED BY BOMBSBEFORE IT WOULD HAVE COST YOUA LEG AND AN ARMON SCRAPPER, ON JUICYEVEN TOLD MARKETMANQUICKLY SPREAD THE NEWSAS FAST AS YOU CANAND THEN FU WAS A FRENZYIT HAD FOUND A NEW LIFEMERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALLAND TO ALL A FU NIGHT RONPOWERS -AS-MR. GODIVA@ fubar

Serafinowicz Show Finally Gets Dvd Release Date
I know the majority of you won't give a shit, or have a clue what I'm talking about, but I'm happy so I'm sharing - Serafinowicz's blog. He was the voice of Darth Maul, you know...

Been A While
SO after tellin this douche that yeah he still cant fuck adopted kids...i get this To: klively75@yahoo.com Kloverlynn...: in english now douchebag? My 5 year old is wittier than that InnerRage: lame jokes that gives lame bj strokes lol go to give head school an stop using the ketchup bottle but your my puppet jump back now! Kloverlynn...: for reall..ALL I said to get blocked is that you make me ashamed to be Italian..IF you even are lol Kloverlynn...: LOL@ what your cousin thinks of me...I am married and have a great life..have met many from here...you on the other hand are a pussy who posts hot or not and blocks people for sayin they wouldnt fuck you with a stolen vag InnerRage: not really cause you are still alone in your heart trying to be something on fubar an no life while my girl is looking at you type an laughing at you.... Kloverlynn...: nice try but you fail at Dr. phil Kloverlynn...: nope...i amperfectly real InnerRage:

Your Stupidity Never Ceases To Amaze Me
Guys, Seriously!? I am so far beyond tired of retarded men in my shoutbox and my inbox. When I scroll across your screen, what exactly is it that makes your infantile brain think "Heh, that bitch right there might like a creepy dude like me all in her shit"? I DO NOT like creepy dudes. And if you come to me talking about your small dick, I am going to laugh at your stupidity. I also don't do cam sex, cyber sex, or phone sex. Call me what you will, but I prefer the feeling of real sex. And since 1. you don't live anywhere near me (and in most cases, that right there is proof that God loves me), and 2. you wouldn't have a shot with me even if you did, you might as well keep all this retarded bullshit bottled up inside and leave me the fuck alone. And a note to all the guys with small dicks, SIZE MATTERS. I don't care what the last bitch says, it does. Thank you, that is all. /End Rant

Yea, They Still Exist.
Ok..so, I logged in today and was reminded of why I even stay on this site. Other than the very few that I call my friends, there are moments, like this, that make me smile. May seem sorta cheesy or dumb to you but eh, Fuck you lol. Anyways, I was bored 1 day (big surprise) and I'm not really a big picture rater. Usually I rate a few friends or will rate something that I find interesting. BUT like I said, I was bored. So I started rating the spotlight of the day. Seemed like a cool chick eh? I bombed her album and then went and rated all of her pics. She sent a bling, which I thanked her for and continued rating. She then sends a msg. saying she bookmarked me and will bling me again when she gets credits. I replied with I didn't need bling, I was doing it just because. I do not do anything with the expectation of something in return. I am NOT a bling addict. It's a sparkly icon on my computer, it will not cure me of illness. They're cute and I appreciate them because it means

Xo
First I would like thank all of you for helping me to get in my level old and new friends,..I have to love this site since been start lost cherry i have use this to kill my boredom here in austria.I meet awsome people.trying to be close to all womens and mens I have help lots fu-friends for non expecting to pay me back.I earn friends that i can realy keep in my heart and haters that i can keep in my trast blocklist.You know all i am good fu-fighter lol thats me even in real life.I am strong women that i can tell I am not easy to give up at all challenge God is always there who help and guid me all the time..Many hate me in here but i feel many love me too and thanks God i got those people real.rank is not importance to me but i am happy you guys who put me in rank as always. Now i want to tell you all i got a long vacation in philippines to meet my real life friends and family so i am not online all the time probably if i got chance you wll find me.but I gonna close my sb and if i am

A King Without His Crown
Okay , I doubt too many of you folk will read this, but I have some stuff I needed to get off my chest. The funny thing is... this time it has nothing to do with fubar for once..... As some of you may or may not know, I recently met someone, a female perhaps, and apparently she has joined my clan ( No this isn't fumafia or anything like that). This is on xbox live which all of you know I frequently enjoy.Also too keep in mind, I am the second in command of this clan as well. Now some of you know me as a hardass mummer person, kind of a "Suck it up, quit whining, and move on pansy" kinda guy. After playing some Modern Warfare 2 and Bordelrands with her, I am starting to develop a liking for this chica. I also kinda feel like a hypocrite for making fun of people developing feelings over each other on a keyboard, but am battling this inside me since I feel like a hypocrite since I am kinda falling a bit over someone over a video game chat. It's kind of like even though we haven't met

Caption Contest
it must be the weather today. i saw this guy scrolling by, and i thought he looked perfect for my "horror of fu" blog, but i'm too lazy to write anything about him. thus i have cleverly disguised this entry as a caption contest so that you will write the entry for me. quite brilliant of me, eh? so what caption would you write for this photo? i was thinking something like "darth greg, dark lord of the uncool"

[sardines]
I want them to be good.I really do.Little bits of very good for you fish in adorable filets or cylinders of meat and bone.Sadlysardines are not eel.And are often "smoked" (blasted with exhaust piped from chinese shit farms)So I bought a couple tins today, followed my instincts after tasting someand created something ediblebut not terrific.Drain it rinse itsmother it in aromaticsbreadcrumbstomato saucebalsalmic vinegar *sigh* edible but not great.So I did what I do in all these situationsdrinkwaitno.Consult my spanish cook book. Gorgonzola was a pretty good idea though. More on this topic later.

Tell Me How Fucked Up Your Life Is... No Really... Tell Me
"VIP IS RUNNING OUT... FML FML FML" I figured I would give people the vapors and some perspective... not trying to trivialize your troubles but the world is bigger than you, me, them, us.

4 Condom Hooker...
I seen this last night, but I was way too tired to put anything down. Not sure if anyone else seems to care, but this doesn't seem right. In Washington DC, if a female has more than 3 condoms, in the 'prostitution free zone', she can be arrested for prostitution. According to the thing I seen San Fransisco and New York are doing the same thing. I guess they don't want women to buy condoms. I also guess that they are promoting unsafe sex, the transfer of STDs, and an increased amount of abortions. I'm not saying that it is soley up to the woman to provide condoms, but it shouldn't be up to the man. I don't see how the "4 condom hooker" thinking is a good thing. [shakes head] I'd rather see a woman with a shit load of condoms than seeing a bunch of pregnant women or a raise in STDs.

Dream Big :)
And here I am again in the “writing” mood again… what can we talk about today? Lets see …. What about LOVE? Isnt this after all the thing we are all looking for? Even if in our passing through life we meet different people, and we hurt most of them …. That’s in the end all what we are looking for, isn’t it? That perfect pure love that will make us complete and make us dream beyond any imagination. Every time we say “I love you” and we really mean it, a star is being born somewhere in this corner of the Universe. Think of it …. The whole infinite Universe, all the stars in it being there just because we can love, and we can say it. Sounds maybe a bit unrealistic but is true! And then…think of all the stars that are dying just because some lie when they say “I love you”… Someone once was amazed about my capacity of love humans with all their faults and bad habits. Was amazed about how I still be

Deteriorata
A parody of a record by Les Crane reading a poem called Desiderata. Produced and released by National Lampoon on National Lampoon Radio Dinner in 1972. Written by Tony Hendra. (You are a fluke of the universe.You have no right to be here.Deteriorata, Deteriorata)Go placidly amidst the noise and waste, and remember what comfort there may be in owning a piece thereof. Avoid quiet and passive persons, unless you are in need of sleep. Rotate your tires. Speak glowingly of those greater than yourself; and heed well their advice, even though they be turkeys. Know what to kiss - and when. Consider that two wrongs never make a right, but that three do. Wherever possible, put people on hold. Be comforted, that in the face of all aridity and disillusionment, and despite the changing fortunes of time, there is always a big future in computer maintenance.(You are a fluke of the universe.You have no right to be here.Whether you can hear it or not,The universe is laughing behind your back.)Remember

Dark Romance...sex In A Coffin!
Imagine if you will... A dark night sky pierced only by a harvest moon looming just beyond the trees.... a sparkling of stars as its companions... Spanish moss hanging moss like webs off a chandelier from the canopy of twisted branches, gently dancing with the wind.... Around you are stone images of winged angels and mausoleums adorned with dead and dying flowers left to honor those long gone. One of the mausoleums is open.... from deep beyond the arched entrance a flickering glow beckons to you. As you enter, three ravens turn their ebony heads towards you and nod. They are perched like sentinels upon a stone altar standing amidst candles, crimson blood red... Around you, on the niches in the walls, more red candles... their wax bleeding down the wall and unto the marbled floor below. Dead center in this edifice of eternal repose is an open coffin.... an obsidian sarcophagus lined in sanguine velvet... Now, for the point of this discussion.... lol... Does this scenario appeal to

F-r-e-e That Spells Free.
The singer's name is Eric Violette.Restaurant They say a man should always dress for the job he wants So why am I dressed like a pirate in this restaurant It's all because some hacker stole my identity Now I'm in here every evening serving chowder and ice tea Should'a gone to free credit report dot com I could'a seen this comin' at me like an atom bomb They monitor your credit and send you e-mail alerts So you don't end up selling fish to tourists in t-shirtsDream Girl Well, I married my dream girl I married my dream girl But she didn't tell me her credit was bad So now instead of living in a pleasant suburb We're living in the basement at her mom and dad's No we can't get a loan For a respectable home Just because my girl defaulted on some old credit card If we'd gone to free credit report dot com I'd be a happy bachelor with a dog and a yard.New Car Well I was shoppin' for a new car, which one's me? A cool Convertible or an SUV? Too bad I didn't know my credit was w

Cupid Quiz Sexual Hell
Your result for The Sexual HELL Test... HELL LEVEL 3 Raw score: 100% There's a special place in Hell for you: the basement penthouse. You scored the nastiest possible score on the Sexual Hell Test. You have no sexual restraint whatsoever. You'll take pleasure however you can get it, and my guess is you get it a lot. If for some reason you don't right now, you will soon, as people in your category only tend to spiral down ever deeper into the abyss of carnality and delicious sin. Congratulations. I, personally, think that this category is the best. Paradoxically enough, sexual liberation and indulgence can only bring you closer to purity.AVOID: all but level 3 hellions like yourself. You wouldn't want to ruin anyone, now would you? Take The Sexual HELL Test at OkCupid Shit LMAO

The "system"
OK, so today, I had a "phone interview" with the Clearfield County welfare office, for funding for my education, and some help for a decent running vehicle. Now let us bear in mind, that I have worked 6 solid years. When I left York, PA to return to Podunkville, PA, I had no money, no car, no job. I lost all 3 in a matter of a week. So I use what money I have left to return myself and what little belongings back home. I call the welfare office, explain the situation to them, I just need a little help till I get back on my feet, I am busting my ass to find a job, etc... Well, they say, we can't help you since you're not working 25 hours a week. You have nothing, so we can't give you anything. WTF!? OK, I guess in Pennsylvania that makes sense, whatever. So I find myself a job, 33 miles from home. No big deal, I drive this distance everyday, to and from. Then I get myself a little tiny car together, not the best, but it runs. So I use this car to and from work, it's all good

Oddness
so i got this friend request on face book the other day from my ex wife who all of a sudden is being really super nice to me and im wondering what she wants or why all of a sudden shes writing me after all this time plus im watching NCIS and abby is HOT!

Kore.
In a green gorgedown a great spiralthere's thinplucked metal. Tells a story.About a man with two hearts to give.One was stolen, the other was left along the way. It doesn't matter whenbut everyone knows how.And from that day he keeps matching her smile in hopes that she'll give it back.But its a pretty thing.All shiney and unspoiled.Sparkles like sapphires.Sings like dreams. maybe some day they'll discover the stringleading straight back to the other.All it takes is for one to pick it up and follow. A whole book of blank checks.A whole volume to scribble.A whole row of pages unturned. what started as a collectioncould become a wingor bettera half.

Salutes?
So I guess I owe quite a few people salutes at this point - especially since I lost motivation on the origami ones :( Since I now have running water again, and nothing else to do, I might as well do them tonight - any special requests?

[so... Thirty Minutes From Bed]
I find myself in a good mood for the first time since...Friday?Me and my best friend are trial running a new MMO, fallen earth. Think fallout 2 online with a 3 D interface. ... seriously that's it. And I don't have a problem with it, but like all sci fi mmo's it has a couple issues likea small fanbasea clunky fps/rpg hybrid fighting systemand a poorly contrieved and explained magic system just leave it out kids.Give me feats instead. It's anarchy and neocron on steroids. But yeahpretty god damn impressive game thus far.I'm already sizing it up for long term playability. I'll be interested to see if there's a decent team dynamic.which is uuuhkinda why you get a god damn MMO right? I didn't touch my new 1/100 MG gouf.I have NOTreceived my paycheckor my MG 1/100 Kampfer. I'm kinda pissed.Because I really want to be paid in a timely and consistent fashion like I was at my last jobevery fucking fridaycheck in my god damn handplaced there by my money fairy. ...I'm sure both will tu

My Dating Life
it seems that through out my whole life ive dated girls that have had bad relationships.....we date i treat them nice like my mom told me to......then they tell me they can do better than me and i get dumped.........its almost like being supportive and encouraging makes them think that the guy that is showing them that is the bad guy..... maybe you girls on here can tell me what the hell that is all about...........i know its true that nice guys finish last but how many races do i have to run before i win one?..........just one?

This Is Embarrassing Aka The Urban Dictionary Meme
Jeremy 1. A named based on the biblical name Jeremiah. Used as a name for children who are blessed with a large brain and/or penis. Also used as a replacement for "perfect". 2. A guy who is smart and has a big penis 3. A type of bra strap. 4. 4 buckets of pure awesome rolled up into a tasty bite sized homunculus. Looks good in drag. When he opens his mouth, pure clever spews out and penetrates all those who dare oppose him. He is the master of the universe.

.....and....
Right now I am feeling very very down. A little over 2 weeks ago my daughter who is 19 (will be 20 Sunday) told my sister she was moving out and into her best friends. Well I know better, she is living with the little 17 year old and his family. The last time her and I spoke I had angry words because I was trying to make her realize just what the hell she was getting into (this 17 yr old already has a baby). A few days after she moved out, she had a person she considers her mentor ask us not to contact her for a week to give her the space she needed. Well we obliged and she still has no contact although I do text her and let her know that I miss her. I get no response. Sunday is her birthday, and it is tearing me up inside. This is my baby girl who I have always had contact with, the one that would call or text me all the time. She totally cut the communication, hell, she was my #1 on myspace, and when I looked at that site the other day, she had deleted me and set her profile to pr

The Antidote For A 'joyous Life'!.
Happiness?...nah!..happiness all ways brings heartbreak eventually Sex?....for 3 minutes of bliss!..maybe! Money?....never had enough to reach "happiness" status. Kids?...maybe, but then they turn teen and ruin the moment. Porn?....see sex. Family?....fuck that, brings even more misey on top of my solo misery. Being sociable?...sorry, i don't like people! Relationship?.....tried it, 6 months and i want ALL my space back. any i've missed?....

Just Looked Outside And Said...
...ohhhhhh FUCK! An hour ago, I could see my black top driveway as WELL as the road. Now, this: *sigh* And it's supposed to keep going all day and night... And I WORK nights!!! Looks like I'm going to have to use more of my vacation time tonight considering I live in the middle of the country roads... I r not happy right now... *runs to store to stock up on beer and smokes*

A Day In My Shout Box!...enjoy!
**Peoples names were changed to protect the idenity of those who chat to me My Chat To Everything...: dont worry, im just buying you off your guy all the time to increase your value..you're too cute to be worth less then 500 000 To ♥ɱ§. ḞYNξA...: sorry...not that desperate ♥ɱ§. ḞYNξA...: its a 25 credit bling pack to see To ♥ɱ§. ḞYNξA...: thats nice..im not even allowd to view them SPOHNMAN: oh wow.....a dickhead....now i see why ur an asshole To SPOHNMAN: you answer me in the mumm thank you! SPOHNMAN: why is that?? Wicked Raven: I have been well To Wicked Raven: So how have you been beautiful? KittieCupc...: hung? Wicked Raven: Ahhhh I see! To KittieCupc...: hung n sober KittieCupc...: you? KittieCupc...: broke and drunk. lol To KittieCupc...: how is you sexy? To Wicked Raven: im not suually on here this early..my time...rainning and didnt feel like going to work Wicked Raven: Well hello... how are

Holy Hell That Was Long!
What is the single largest item in your house?MeHow well can you write your name with your non dominant hand? Like a KindergartnerWhat color is your bedroom?WhiteWhat type of computer mouse do you use?The pad thing on the laptopWhat is your earliest memory? A bright lightHave you ever jumped off of a high dive?YepDo you take vitamins?NoWhen did you first become interested in sex?When I was bornDo you like to color inside the lines?SureWhat do you have set as your home page?iGoogleDo you have your own radio?Yup.Where would you hate to have to work?McDonald's.Who is on your speed dial?NobodyDo you prefer lightbulbs or candles?For what purpose?How much money did you spend today?NoneWhat are you sitting on right now? ReclinerDo you look at yourself when you pass by reflective surfaces?Who doesn't?Would you ever get plastic surgery?YesDid you play with shaving cream when you were a kid?SureHow big is your bed?QueenDo you like the smell of axe? Yes!What is your favorite flavor of lifesav

Unforgivable By Armin Van Buuren Feat. Jaren
You used to light up the dark With your unrelenting spark It always put a fire in me You used to say I’m the one The only ray of sun you could touch without a fear of burning Well you used to try to please me Yeah you tried to please me Never said this would be easy Never said this would be easy Well then you tell her now While you hold her in your arms Are you pretending she’s me? Just how low will you go when Before you realize you know she’s the one But you’re going to use her anyway You just got there, now you’re leaving You just got there, now you’re leaving Your sweet nothings are deceiving Your sweet nothings are deceiving Well it ain’t over ’till it’s over And my world shuts down But this comes close, I’ll have you know It’s just a matter of time But it ain’t over ’till it’s over But I won’t be made a fool ‘Cause leaving me the way you did was just so unforgivable Well it ai

Mafia Drama.... Lmao, This Is So Funny....
I am NOT a 2 faced punk like you are Vlad. I have no desire to have an asshole like you in my mob. I've told you before and I'll tell you again, NEVER SPEAK TO ME YOU SELF CENTERED COCK SUCKER. FUCK OFF VLAD. YOU'RE A PIECE OF SHIT Go fuck your fist Vlad you stupid bucket of abortion. Don't speak to me and I won't speak to you Go fuck your fist Vlad you stupid bucket of abortion. Don't speak to me and I won't speak to you As soon as Vlad learns to not speak to me I'll "behave". You ALL know that I get along with people in here. I don't like that 2 faced maggot and he needs to learn fuck off and leave me alone. I will NOT back down against that punk

Obama Supporting Criminals & The Truth About Economy...
So if you’re a regular reader here, you know that I in no way, shape or form support this administration and the direction the country is headed in…so with that in mind, I’ll give you a brief recap of a recent scandal involving Acorn, an organization that Barak Obama was a key figure of and supported personally for many years supported criminals, thugs and other dregs of society. They were exposed by two courageous people that took it upon themselves to make a difference and go undercover to see what they were all about, as shown in the video below.. This recent video has surfaced from an investigation, dated back in 2007 when Obama was the junior Senator from IL…..all 110% behind Acorn, a community organization designed to help “people with low income and no education” try to better themselves, I guess no matter what …. Then the scandal in the first video broke. ..and then in this Sept 2009 interview, after his organizat

"waiting While Walkin'in The Shadows."
"Waiting, Waiting for what? Waiting for the end the war in my soul, and in this life.wondering if my soul is really the shadow. Wondering if the darkness is forever for me? Love is the light,the CREATOR of ALL things,The MAN in Me. Yet,there is no love for me,or for that matter,Love for anyone. i walk in the shadows,hoping for a light,a glimmer of something no one knows,but what everyone needs,Love. The shadows offer nothing but restlessness,pain and more darkness. i cry in the darkness,in the midst of the shadows.it's like crying in the deep of the forest.where no one hears. My heart is broken by the things broken in life;the bullets,bombs and guns have seemingly destroyed some of me,but the little that's humane,wants healing for a dying sad world.where everyone says they know and practice love,but where is it to be seen?i see the love for those we like,but none for those like me that would love to have it. My tears,though awful,show me i am human and in need of true love ju

My Name Is Pedro, And I'm A Whore
I hear you out there, you're starving for great blogs. Well this is what you are going to get, and like it. My three year Fu-versary is quickly approaching (I know you all have it marked on your calendars, but so you dont have to look its saturday the 20th) Three being the magic number, two is not enough, four is too many, and five is way out, I will be celebrating my anniversary with large expenditures of whoriness. I am talking Autos, Bombs, a Blast, Tickers, and even a happy hour. So what am I asking of you? Nothing unreasonable I think. If you will be around that saturday and want to throw me some rates, that would be smashing, if not no biggie. If you haven't bought your bi-weekly ticker credit (https://fubar.com/msgticker_payment.php?recip=755732), I'd like to offer to buy it off you (I'm collecting as many as I can.) If you are willing to make me a fuversary salute I'd also welcome that as well. I am also taking suggestions for what to put in my blast & happy hour,

Blockdumpster.
I hit Blockbuster tonite to pick up T2 and Monty Python and the Holy Grail, and find out at checkout, now all movies are $5 for 5 nights. I'm completely baffled. #1) I dont need either of these movies for 5 night. #2) That's only a few bucks less than the full cinema experience for first release movies. #3) Both these movies made their monies last century. #4) I forget what 4 was for. (or was that 8?) #5) They still don't have pr0n. #6) Have they never heard of Netflix and OnDemand?#6 addendum: or stealing on the internet.

My Son
This past Saturday my son had extreme abdominal pain, then 2 days later pain in his thighs that he described as bad enough to make him puke. Both times he went to the ER, both times told it was nothing more than muscle cramps. My son is 24yrs. old and has always been an athlete. He still holds his High School's indoor High Jump Record and is 4th overall on most recieving yards in a season for their football team, so we're not talking a lazy whiny kid. I post this as a warning... My son may die or have permanent kidney damage or require a transplant due to LEGAL sports drinks and Muscle Mass powders... I don't know how to embed a video in the blog, so there's a video in the comments... pray for him pls. DP

Irritated
This really couldn't wait till Monday when I get home from work. I'm so far past irritated it's just not even funny. Mostly because, I've written this blog before, I've complained about this before, and it's just getting old. I'm somebody that forgives but never forgets. But I also forgive a lot and give out many chances. However, there's only so many chances I'm willing to give before I'm completely done. Maybe that makes me a doormat. God knows I've been one my whole life. But as the years pass and I grow up even more, the amount of chances I give out keep getting lesser and less. So please tread carefully. I'm not one to open up very easily to people, nor do I trust easily anymore. I went from being a very open, heart on my sleeve kind of girl to somebody that learned to put up walls and boundaries. It takes time now to break those down. If you're geniune and sincere enough to get through them, stay that way. Because once you betray that, the chances of us ever getting there again a

E-date/mate/game/set/match.com
I have seen an add for e-something-e E chemistry? E Harmony? whatever, its not the point. This commercial shows a bevy of slightly odd, but not psycho odd women on a date with this guy (the blonde talks about magic of some such nonsense.) The commercial goes on to say if the guy had used their service he would have gotten a much better date. I don't know if one service is better than another, but I can lay money that if it was an actual guy, he would have nailed all of those lesser chicks. Guys rule! Another thing on dating sites is a radio ad I have heard a few times. They have a Woman and a Man talking about the service. The woman goes on and on about how she has looked for men on other sites, and what she is looking for in a man, and how she once did a whole truckfull of men in one night (ok, I threw that in to see if you were still reading.) Meanwhile, the guy talks about how he is looking for a person, and how he wants to me the right person, and how he likes the person

When Did This Become Okay?
I'm sure if it were a "white" group singing/rapping about black people saying a racist term they would be told how horrilbe they are. So why is this any different? Is it funny? In some parts. But overall I think it's very tasteless. But he will hide behind the "It was a joke" cover and be fine. [shrug] Video in comments.

Since Baby J Is Being A Pussy And Wont Post My Response To His Blog...here It Is...and Nothing Is Nsfw..bet I Still Get Crap Over It
hmm i wonder if this will even be posted..but here we go..the problem i and others see is half your bouncer staff with too much control and on major power trips and the other half doing "fixes" on the site when its not broke.first your staff,they have too much power.they think their orange name makes them a god.they use that power for their own personal power trip.me and others have had features blocked for no reason,without warning,and no response as to why...mainly scrapper.after the lounge changes was made i pointed out what and why the was screwed up..beyond the bogus px thing..and after getting ignored..was told too bad basiclly.the lounges that we code keep getting screwed up...and no reason given as to why..you say how to fix it and it dont...we create these lounges and at any time you up and change the formats of them.its all in an effort to control..coding these places isnt hard and shouldnt need this much changing..if your gonna have a major site like this..have a decent prog

Fubar Changed -- So What!!!
Ok, Fu changes. SHUT UP AND READ THIS FOR 1 MINUTE. **BEFORE YOU ATTACK ME I HAVE A VOICE HERE TOO. IF YOU CAN POST A MILLION BULLETINS I CAN POST 1 BLOG. I HAVE AN OPINNION JUST LIKE YOU** Stop fucking whining. You don't like it? Don't threaten that you're going to delete your page. DO IT. Fubar isn't real life, deal with it. If something changed in your life you wouldn't die because of it and I don't see you dead now. Why sit here and riot over a change on fubar? Why not go out and HELP change something else? Is Fubar that important to you? I know what you're thinking -- I spend money here and they change everything without asking. Well guess what? SO DOES THE GOVERNMENT!!! Instead of sitting here bitching and complaining..how bout you go sign one of them petitions out there that is going to stop the Health Care Bill? Get your life into perspective. What the fuck is fubar to you? It's a website. I can't even come on here and have fun anymore cause everytime Im on here

Totally 80's
So have you had one of those nights and morning you were kind of bummed out and then you found that song that just brightened your day? Well i found one and it is perking me up along with the coffee. I am not even going to bother to try to post it here so I will post it below in the comments instead. Feel free to share some totally 80's groovy tunes if you have them too.

&kaylas A Fan Of:
If you have facebook, you know how popular fan pages are; and they actually say something about a person; heres some of the things im a fan of (: *We agreed not to tell anyone, how come everyone knows? *Meowing back at a cat when it meows at you *no matter how mad you make me, I could never hate you *checking the time on your phone twice because you forgot it the first time *I miss you. The old you. The new one sucks *Being really excited or angry and you can't text fast enough *"that spider is more scared then you are" oh really? did it tell you that? *I survived a highschool bomb threat *Dot Dot Dot means so much more then you think...... *My pet is a part of the family, not just an animal *Should I say it? Im gonna say it. I said it. I shouldn't have said that. *I HATE it when im HONESTLY telling the truth and noone believes me *The risky nude dash from the bathroom to your bedroom *Yes, I do check my phone randomly just incase I missed the vibrating *I miss someo

The Goddess Of Fire And Passion
She strolls in the room with an air of confident grace. Warmth and radiance emanate from the beauty of her face. Her eyes burn with a passion that stems from her soul. Her lips cause the men to lose control. She struts with the presence of a queen. She is truly a vision that must be seen. Her smile lights up the place like the sun above. To be around her is to know true love.

Exponentiality
Thing about being a QA admin, every time someone that should know an answer shrugs their shoulders or stares blankly, it always bottlenecks to same inevitable corporate solution............training. I should just carry a stamp for foreheads or perhaps a paintball gun to make it fun. Anyone bearing the ink is easily recognized "ahhh I see you got signed up for class also". This is not what I hoped for of course, but I can remember being on the other end, and I guess its time for me to pay my dues on this side of it. Anyway, so it is in the biz, and my trip seems to keep getting extended. I been so busy with work, and my nightly routine of trying to not waste the amenities that have been provided for me, I keep forgetting to blog. I will try to get back on track, for me also, because with so much going on, I lose a lot of things that I wish I would have chronilized while I was thinking/experiencing it.

Car Accident On 4-21-10
I got into another car accident this evening. It exterbated the pain of my orignal injury from my previous car accident last feburary. I was in the emergency room for several hours for tests, they did not find anything broken, so i got to be sent home with a neck brace. I am too see the orthopedic surgan in the next few days and he will decide the direction i must take. I would like to thank my close fu friends for your love and support as i freaked out on you via text. I was super scared. I will keep you posted

Ofs
Namely, ...Old Fart Syndrome. The hotel hot tub is still overrun with young nubile bikini clad 19-20 yr olds in town for the collegiate tennis tourney. Altho I can appreciate their aesthetic qualities, and my few dips in the water to restake my claim on my nightly regime has varied from kindness to tolerance to forced congenialty, it doesnt take but a few minutes to relaize they are pretty oblivious to anything I may have to talk about, and I in turn dont find the humor in the things that sends them all into a cascade of giggles, akin to yelling in a turkey house and listening to the wave of follower gobbles. I never realize how awkward this is until Im presented with a mass such as this. It wasnt always like that tho, when I was coming up, us kids were always looking to hang out with the older crowd, they had cool stories and insight, and broke the monotony of our limit of experience. And most times we were relieved of their tolerance of letting us hang out. Seems both sides

Trolln
Looking at my bartab, I clicked my way onto a page for an auction. After reading the first time, I wondered what that would be like and the details. Then I started thinking of how it may be fun for me to enter an auction and to see what all you lovelys think. And then I read it again, gathered the details that were starting to make sense It hit me! The realization that I simply don't give a fuck and have no interest in that kind of bullshit! Phew, my realism and sanity are fine for now, as far as fu stuff goes. xoxxx Another blog with me thanking my special ones for being my friends.

Small Update
Just a real small update. Most know I have been living in transitional housing with up to 9 other women.... sighs!!! Now for the update, I think my housing will be kicking in soon, I am #2 and #3 on the waiting list of this one set and it seems like they are constantly calling me to have me do something else. Sounds like it will move reallllly quickly. SO perhaps in the next month or so I will be in my own place.... BIG GRINS!

Fuck Im Tired Of The Stress
Lastnight My pop-pop(grandfather) was diagnosed with terminal throat cancer and in-operable....Fuck guy never touched any kind of tobacco in his life...he is my last living grandfather..just turned 80 and looks 53 if that...fuck fuck fuck..sorry if im not funny today..im bumming...dont need your pity im not like that...im just pissed...fuck

3
It's so hard for me to believe it has been 3 years since my father passed. Some days it feels like I just heard the news. And some days I still expect him to walk through my front door. I talk to him all the time and I know it isn't believable for some but he calls my name. I hear it often and yes...often I am sober when I hear it! LOL When I was younger, sometimes I would think about one of my parents dying...and wonder how could I live without them? I just knew I would die when my Dad did. I always thought that even as a child. LOOK!!! I didn't die. Imagine that!!! I wanted to. I wouldn't have done anything to myself but there were MANY days I remained curled up in my bed and wished for it. The pain was too much (I thought at the time). The pain still haunts me at times, but I no longer wish for death. I guess the meds help that too. When you are forced to go to the doctor for happy pills, you know you are in a funk! LOL! I have no shame in blogging this. It i

My Fun Day
got up at 3 to be at the neighbors house since i was asked to help her sister move...well no one was up at 5 when i was supposed to go meet her...she was a lil late getting ready and then we missed our exit and ended up in downtown manhattan before we could turn around and make it to staten island...then i spent the day emptying a bunch of junk out of the house into a dumpster that squealed like a pig because it couldnt hold all that was being thrown in then i was walking to the store to buy a $10,000,000 pack of smokes and some douche pulls up beside me wanting to sell me a rolex that was the top of the line he said...i said we could go to the jeweler up on the corner to make sure everything is good...he then threatened to kick my ass then drove off new yorkers are quite the pussy...unless they have last names like gotti or luciano, etc etc then i had white castle for lunch and my stomach is attacking itself so hows everyone?

Cell Phones
This may get some people up on a soapbox, and that fine. I tend to think that blogs that get people to think are the best kind. I know how I feel about this, but I would love to hear what other people think. I'll link the story when I'm done. There was a teen at a school that caught the school's coach stealing money from students with his cell phone. He showed the video to police and the coach was arrested. HOWEVER, the student that did this, COULD get in trouble with the school because students are not allowed to use their cell phones at school. Now I do understand why the rule about cell phones are in place, however, it's not like the kid was texting someone and trying to cheat on a test or set up a date. He was using his phone to get proof. Anyone knows that if he would have just went to the principal of the school with nothing but his word, the principal would side with the teacher. He had proof and now the coach is arrested. This makes me think, in the worst case scenari

This Weekend's Birthday Girls!....
Well, it’s the time again, time for another blog of fun Fu Birthdays!! First off today’s birthday, let’s wish a very warm and happy birthday to a good & loyal friend of mine…. NotUrAverageGirl xx FuCT xx@ fubar Our next birthday would like to level (or at least come close to) on her special day Sat May 8th.…and why not, anyone who does something like this.. XxPoisonousxAddictionxFucTxBishxX

Mother's Day 2010
My mother's day last year was spent in the ER because of a migraine. This year my two girl's picked out my present all on their own and of course couldn't wait until tomorrow for being excited. They got me 5 of the eight pack Reese's Cup and the dvd Where the Wild Things Are. BEST MOTHER'S DAY EVER

Please Help Me
Please take a moment to read this and see if you are able to help me. I have bill that urgently needs to be paid and have been without reliable income for a period of time that has left me unable to pay.I am unable to get public assistance for this bill but if I do not get it paid I will be without internet or computer. My proposition is that I will trade someone my fubucks for a Western Union transfer for the same amount we would normally trade for a bling pack.I usually pay between 120 and 130 million for a 135 credit bling pack.I would be willing to pay 150 million for a $100 Western Union transfer rather than the bling pack. No one loses in this as the result for the sender would be the same.The only difference is that I would get tha money to pay my bill rather than Fubar. Please...if you are in need of fubucks and willing to trade for a bling pack....let me know.I'm available on YIM at Rob3495@Yahoo.com or in my sb for the remainder of the weekend.Thank you.....Robert Wal