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Pathetic Cam Whores!!!!
ok, i'm tired of them it's enough one of my friends try to protect me from my pathetic ex, and one of his cam whores had to go and rate my friend with 1!!! so people be carefull... if you're my friend that means my ex and his cam whores will rate you down grrrrrr fucking bitches, why do have to put your nose in something that you weren't called?

We Need To Make A Juggalo And Juggalette Chapter For Lc To Runn Shit
AIGHT YALL I HAVE JUS COME UP WITH THIS GREAT IDEA ALL OF US JUGGALOS SHOULD COME TOGETHER AS ONE ON HERE HAVE EVERYONE ADD ME AND THEN GET ALL OF OUR HEADS TOGETHER AND COME UP WITH THE GODFATHER AND ALL HAVE A CREW GOING ALL JUGGALOS WE NEED IT UP ON HERE AS OUR LIFES OUR FAMILY EVERYTHING WE BELIEVE IN IF ANYONE AND I NEAN ANYONE AGREES OR DISSAGREES WITH ME LET ME KNOW AND IF ANYONE IS UP FOR IT ADD YOUR YAHOO SN ANY SN YOU HAVE LEMME GET IT SO I CAN ADD YOU TO MINE UNDER FAMILY AND WE WILL TAKE THIS OVER BY STORM YALL THIS IS FOR THE JUGGALO NATION SO LET'S DO THIS FAMILY FAMILY FAMILY AND IM OUT

What Would Be Nice...
So it would be a nice feature that if someone uploads an adult photo (assuming they flagged it as adult) it would say "So and so updated their ADULT photos" instead of just photos. There is nothing worse than sitting in class or in the same room as my grandmother, clicking to see someones new photos and a giant (or small lol) cock pops up on the screen, or some other graphic pornography. I don't care so much when I am alone, but it's kind of bad when others are around. Just a thought ;)

How Not To Approach A Bouncer 101
I got this today, if you want something taken care of or looked at, I'd not suggest using this approach: === 'XXXXX' spewed forth the following at '2006-10-14 21:33:10'.. > > i have marked my photos in the god dam bitchs > profile as adult and its your job to go mark them as adult so she can not use them as profile picture the sorry whore >

Im Staying
i'm sorry for the earlier meltdown but sometimes i think people forget there are real people on this site not just screen names and bodies. Feelings get hurt and some people are just to rude and crude to even deal with. I had some very good friends talk me into staying, and I want to thank all of you for your comments and support. I realize I have some awesome friends here, and thats why i'm staying. You all are truly awesome. Thank you all! Hugs and kisses! Tina

Dumb Ass!
ok so everyone knows i am a friendly person..I don't hate anyone...until u call me a cunt, cam whore, bitch...chink...and whatever else! I would not show this guy my cam and he got totally pissed off at me! you can call me anything u want..but do not call me a CUNT! I hate that word with a passion!!!!!!!!!!! so here is the guy that will get totally pissed off if he can't cam with ya! Green eyes@ LostCherry go tell him how to treat a lady!

Life And The Fucked Up Shit You Gotta Go Through
Sooo yeah life sucks, its shallow, lame and i swear life just throws ya some fucked up shit and you have no choice but to deal with it. It all good i just wish life would tell me ahead of time instead of just dropping a bomb right on my lap and just fucking up my whole existance. I swear sometimes things make me so mad or hurt me so much that i just wanna scream FUCK YOU CRUEL WORLD at the top of my lungs but honest what good is that good do? Sorry i am in a foul mood right now and typing this blog really aint helping none but atleast i get my feelings on paper. I am done moving on merry christmas and happy fucking new year or whatever ya wanna say

A New Day
Arise with sunshine, even though you slept with pain. Arise with birds singing, even though last night it was rain. Arise and rejoice, you made it through another day. Even though last night, you felt like taking your life away. Pain will be overcome, time has a way to heal. Tears will rinse away, no matter how bad you feel. Today is a new day, hopefully better then before. Today can be a new start, something you always dreamed for. Dont dwell on the past, it will drive you insane. Try not to think about the hurt and the pain. Living for yesterday will never let them thoughts go away. Relax and just remember there will always be a new day.

Nobody Reads These Dag-gum Things Anyway And I Feel Like Bein A Whiney Baby.
i either a) have aliens hatching in my tummy ---OR--- b) the stomach flu. though it's probably B, it feels much more like A. and on top of it all, my feet still hurt from dancing on friday in new heels. /whine

So Many Questions
I ask myself as i prepare to write. What is going wrong in my life? I try so hard, and recieve so little. What is the answer to this riddle? Sometimes i feel like all is well. The suddenly, everything is not so swell. Is your path written the day you came to earth? Or does your choices start right at birth? Too many questions, they always cloud my mind. Life is never fair, and hardly ever kind. Somedays i wish i would never awake. Sometimes i wish, there was a way to escape. Away from my probelms, away from the pain. Into a world with sunshine and no rain. Love is a plauge that scars my heart. Makes me smile then rips me apart. This world is cold, theres no doubt about that. Its out to get me, a full fledged attacked. One that peirces my soul, and cannot be healed. It seems to me, that it never mattered how i feel. I tried to give it my best, and then some. But it bit me, so now i am on the run. Running away, as far as i can. A distant memory, blowing away like s

6 Things
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. Going with the hamburger theory...When I order fast food I have to add and minus things so it is made fresh. I can't stand heat lamped food or having cold fast food. 2. I have to take a shower prior to having sex. I already take 2-3 showers a day so I guess I have personal hygiene issues. 3. Im 32 and I don't drink or do any drugs and can't stand to be around either of them. I can't handle bars or clubs...Drunk and intoxicated people bug the hell out of me. 4. I love sex and foreplay but having a man go down on me does nothing for me...I would much prefer giving oral and getting self gratification from the reactions of him than it be

Check Out The New Photo Upload Tool!
check out the new photo upload tool! it allows you to browse your local files, and upload a bunch of photos at once! it only works in IE rite now, i'm still trying to get the firefox/opera version working. let me know if you notice any problems... -mike

Seeing I Can't Post Bulletins
NOW IN THE TOP 100 FLASHING ON MY SCREEN IS SOMEONES PUSSY...DID THE RULES CHANGE OR SOMETHIN????MAKES NO SENSE TO ME THAT YOU CAN'T HAVE ADULT PICS IN YOUR DEFAULT ALBUM AS A DEFAULT PIC,IN BULLETINS OR ON YOUR PROFILE PAGE,YET THEY CAN BE IN THE TOP 100 IN PLAIN VEIW?????HMMMMMMMMMM......

A Favorite To All: "i Have Learned"
I Have Learned In this life That greatness Is a careless whisper away And is found where you least Expect it. I have learned. I have witnessed that true love Should be experienced, not sought after. Nor tempted through the wreckage of impatience Pulsating inside the heart's of all men A black worm through the apple I have seen. I have felt that life is short And must be cherished That the clock stops for no one Not even the planets And that time presses forward. I have understood. I have noticed that an indigo dusk Is not permanent That all creations wonders pass by In the blink of an eye That all mens struggles Are not in vain. I have remembered. I have seen how small I am And how great the Universe is H

I Wanna Know If It Aint U Let Me Know Imma See Who Is Real
i recently found out some ppl on my friends list dont really like me i wasnt given names but i would like for those ppl to step forward and let me know so i can delete them and they no longer have to deal with me so if u woman or man enough to step up and tell me i will delete you asap.......so holla

A Post For Aloverssunset
You think you're pretty clever, eh? I'll fix you. :P And you other smartypants types, no giving away the answer utill 'Aloverssunset' posts ... I mean it. Grr. Here's the puzzle: You are lost in a labyrinth. You finally come to what you know to be the exit: two doors, one of which opens to eternal freedom - the other, to instant death. Each of the doors is guarded by a robot. One always lies, and one always tells the truth. Both the doors and the robots look exactly alike. Of course, you have no idea which robot guards which door, or which of the doors or robots are which either. Thankfully, you can avoid taking a 50/50 gamble on the doors by asking one robot a single question. What is the question?

My Heart Will Hold
I have spent the majority of my life with men who say they care but act quite differently. They tell me they love me but ignore me. They act jealous and thoughtful only in the company of others. i am a simple girl who wants very little from life, to be loved as i would love back, unconditional and whole without reservation or hesitation. will i ever find this love, i dont know. i am hopeful but strained because as i get older and time grows shorter i feel it is all but too late for me.. ladies and gentlemen if you have this love, nurture it, hold it close to your heart and never take it for granted because there are those of us who would give there souls for one true love.

Bin Laden
CHESTY PULLER!! WELL ALL IT'S THE WEEKEND!! PLEASE THINK ABOUT ALL OUR TROOPS AROUND THE WORLD AND THEIR WIVIES, FAMILY AND FRIENDS....IT'S REALLY TOUGH ON ALL WHEN YOU'RE TAHT FAR AWAY FROM HOME SPECIALLY DURING THE WEEKENDS AND HOLIDAYS!! BEEN THERE DONE THAT!! SEMPER FI!!

Awaken Your Magick
Warning: Before you read this please take note that magick should be taken seriously and not toyed with, and I will only post simple spells, no black magick, I will not be the aide to someone getting hurt!! To help you awaken your inner magick you can cast this easy spell. Start by gathering together the following items: * an empty notebook (you will call this your Magickal Diary) * and a blue pen Then, on the day or evening of the moon (Monday) take a bath or shower first to help cleanse and purify your aura and after you get dressed in some clean comfortable clothes, find a quiet place in your home where you can be undisturbed for at least half an hour and place the notebook and pen onto a table or a flat surface and sit down nearby. Close your eyes for a few moments while you take deep relaxing breaths and imagine that you feel and see a white light surrounding you and filling you with a feeling of peace and happiness. Next, open your eyes and then open

On The Way To........
OMG in a few days gotta go.......OMG I am so scared......on the way to LA......my parents,my friends,my life, my stores, are in Italy .........a new life will start I m so scared but I must go...knock on wood for me Love u all Valentina aka Ann

To My Newly Added Friends..and Current Friends
Hi there! I am high maintenece! I blog OFTEN, and I like comments on my poetry and rantings, if you cannot do this, delete me. I am very competitive. When I enter contests and such. I win. I expect friends to help me. Ok? Can't do that? Delete me. A little glitter comment here and there doesn't constitute as a "friendly" relationship. I expect ocassional pix comments and REAL WORDS in my comments other than thanks for adding me, or happy hump day. Can't do that? Delete me. If I ADDED YOU, I'll comment on pix, blogs etc. And I very rarely use glitter images, though I have nothing against them. Now, you first order of being my friend is to go Vote for me for best eyes. =) Much love to those who want to be my friend! Love, Miss Blondie http://lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=81869&albumid=81065&i=2434315883

About My Trip
Hey, I know a few of you will believe this and some will think I am making it up. But you know those two maps I have posted...hehe I didn't go by them...lmao I just rode and got gas and asked someone how to get here and there...LMAO I'm not kidding! The only place I almost got lost at was somewhere in Washington and Oregon; talk about a messed up Highway marking system. Oh, get this the best highway to be on in a traffic jam is in LA NO ONE IS RUDE, NOT THAT i SAW ANYWAYS. And got burned going across AZ, NM and Texas; Texas took me longer to get across than half the country...whew

Deep Desire
desire runs through me filling me up inside wanting to hold you close feeling you skin next to mine leaning towards you for a kiss sliding my hands down your body feeling such bliss sliding down kissing you along the way heat from your body searing my flesh sliding closer to the point i wish to reach sliding on farther kissing along the way hearing you sigh in pleasure letting my tongue reach out tasting your flesh feeling so high letting my hands proceed before me touching you feeling you as you get turned on wanting to taste loves flows deeply turns me inside out lust takes hold of me wanting to seek you out sliding into you feeling you as i enter feels you nails rake my back orgasm take control of you thrusting deep an hard wanting this to last sliding hard into you exploding fast kisses you deeply as we cuddle up professing my love to you before i drift off to sleep

Shakes Head...
Why Are ppl so damn inmature and stupid at times? My Shhhhhh and Life album are for family only now... someone went and gave most my shhhhhhh pics low ratings. I have turned down some friends request... If you DON'T have a pic...I won't add you...(unless I know you) If you look younger then 18 I will not add you.... If this bothers you...So be it... I have had enough problems W/ stalkers and fakes ... So if you want to go rate low on my pics.......go ahead... Does it bother me? Hell no... Just lets me know how stupid and inmature you are... Have a nice day...

The 22nd ~ I'm Sorry And Theories
first, i'm sorry i havent been on in two days.. read the bulletin about it because i'm too lazy to type it all again here. and here's my BLOG: What if when we are alive we are actualy dead and when we die we are actualy alive. Heres another: I feel that we are each in line until it is our turn to die many think I am crazy but I mean think about it you are in line and every step you take you are closer to death similar to the fact that everyday we live we are closer to our time of death. And Another: What if our dreams are our life and our life (when we are awake) is our sleep we can have good days that seem like nightmares. And Another: we are here until there is room And yet another: We are actualy reincarnations and in another parellel universe we are all opposite of what we are here. In another we are the same just older and younger basically we live every year in order over agian in another universe one that is ahead and another that is behind. De javu you ha

You Know
i have a big heart and it bites me in the ass WAY to much. And once again im going to end up being fucked but shes my mother and hes my brother. My brother got himself in some trouble which i previously stated. Well he was living in an apartment with his gf. And she kicked him out. And him and my dad dont get a long, so he had no wheres to go. So i gave him my apartment for a few weeks cause of gabby, im not letting her live just anywheres. So yeah hes got my apartment for 2 weeks or so. So my mom is sick, and her other kids are assholes. So i agreed to stay here with her for a few weeks. Which is fine, cause i have my own room and no rules haha but she needs someone to take her to Chemo and shit till she can get someone else to do it. So yeah i changed my whole world again to help other people =/ So lets see how this ends this time.

Red Dye #5 (song Lyrics And Music To Go With It.)
Love Sex n Death RED DYE #5 (click song title too play) Dressed in lies like the dust on leaves, made of silk and positioned carefully. Tailor made it suits her up like the cheap wax on a dixie cup. Scrape it off it’s paper thin, leaking out from the pressure within. Well all these things, she wears it well, a knock off bitch but I couldn’t tell. The only thing natural was the fake flavor in the deadliness of her kiss. She ate me up while I was still alive, I bet she bleeds Red dye #5, Red dye #5, Red dye #5..I dodged her words like a matador, she had a tongue like a catheter, twisting real deep, hitting the bone, she drew blood right through the telephone. A plastic heaven from which she fell, a plastic angel ruling plastic hell, burning in her own heart where she lives with a soul made of preservatives.The only thing natural was her kiss, with artificially flavored lips. Taken with a grain of salt modified, artificial as Red dye #5, Red dye #5, Red dye #5. She acted like she wa

Bumps In The Road
Seems lately my life's road is full of bumps... Every time I turn around life has thrown me yet another curve ball - although I know one of these days I will hit that curve ball right out of the park but until then...I sit here and feel like I have struck out. Most people who know me say I always smile but what a lot of people don't see is the tears behind that smile. Someone struggling to make it through life and to succeed at it. Some who wants to give her kids the best in life (not materialistic things)and to show them what life is all about. Life will always be a struggle and it is what you make of it - but what if you try to make the best of it and yet the best is still not all that good. I seriously have so much to be thankful for and I am! Greatly thankful!! I may not have much but I have far more than some! Yeah I know most are wondering where the hell all this is coming from and for what reason...when I need an out and can't talk about it I write (or type in

Our Friendship
May our friendship last forever; May I sail upon your sea. May we go through life together; May there always be a "we." May I be your endless sky; May you breathe my gentle air. May you never wonder why Each time you look for me, I'm there. May we be for each a smile Like the warm, life-giving sun; Yet when we're in pain awhile, May our suffering be one. May we share our special days, The happiness of one for two; And if we must go separate ways, Let my love remain with you

My Thoughts...
Peace is all I'm searching for, When will I find it, when will it come... I hope it comes soon, not sure how much longer I can feel so numb... I want to feel that someone loves me, Not that someone owns me... I want to feel that I am good enough for everyone, Not that I am not good enough for anyone... I need and want to feel positive, Not get negativity that makes me feel bad... I need to get out of this ivory tower, I want to live...

This Is My Writings Of Fantasy
IT STARTED ON A DAMP RAINY DAY WHEN A WOMAN OF A LARGER HOUR GLASS FRAME AUBURN HAIR AND EYES SO GREEN THAT THE VERY JADES FROM THE EARTH WERE NAMED AFTER HER.SHE WAS WALKING FOR A MILE AND A HALF AT LEAST UP THE ROAD FROM HER CAR 'WHICH HAD BROKE DOWN." WHEN SHE CAME UPON A OLD GERMAN GERMAN STYLED CASTLE WHICH SHE SWEARS TO HAVE NEVER NOTICED ON THIS ROAD TOWARDS HER HOUSE.SHE WALKED UP THE LONG ROAD TILL SHE MADE IT TO THE OLD WOOD AND IRON DOORS WHICH SEEM TO UNSUCCESFULLY REACH FOR THE SKY.WHEN SHE WENT TO KNOCK THE DOOR SWUNG OPEN TO REVEAL THE HELPING HANDS OF WUT SEEMED TO BE WHAT SHE THOUGHT WAS THE HELP.THIS MAN WAS AFRICAN AMERICAN DARK SKINED WITH DAKR BROWN EYES WITH GREY LINING THE OUTSIDES AND HE WORE A DANK DARK COLORED SUIT .HE SAID "PLEASE COME IN ITS QUITE WET OUT THIS TIME OF YEAR JADE WALKED IN AS SHE SAYS"THANK YOU ITS RAINING" THE DARK YOUNG MAN SAYS CATS AND DOGS I LOVE THAT PHRASE.AS IS DEEP CHESTED LAUGH WENT THORUGH OUT THE THE CHAMBERS IT DAWNED ON HER HE

The 25th ~ Halloween Is Approaching
Halloween is coming, the goose is getting fat! yep, and I think this halloween is going to be a blast. I am going to a haunted house and to a party this weekend and then going to go and mess with little kids on halloween, working at a camp grounds where we are having this hunt thing. good fun =] that's all for now

Watching Over You
I know he's watching over you, Just like he always did. You remember all those times, From when you were a kid. Watched you as you rode your bike, He even pushed you on the swing. Watched with pride when you went to Prom, And when on your finger went a wedding ring. I know he watches you even now, Though he seems so far away. Think of him quite often, He hears the sweet things you say.

This Is To Me. (don't Try To Understand, It Was More For Me To Look At And Laugh At Later)
Look at the intentions. The mind of a cuntwhore will never be understood. She is wild. She is out of control. She will not let you tie her down. I wanted to know if everyone's insides were the same, so that is why I had to slice his skin away. He was beautiful, smelled like sweat and PBR. I loved his penis. I did not like his heart so much. I have loved and lost. I have hated and pretended to love. I have you wondering where she is. Broken hearts are not important to me. They are there for my learning. To teach me how to be perfectly alone. How to keep everyone away. I have perfected the art of losing. I like it that way. I don't need you to hold me to know you still love me. I love when you pretend to know me. I love how you tell me who I am. It is easier for me to play that part then to scare you away with my reality. I have played the part of the insane beauty with the sex appeal and attitude. All the while, dieing inside from my own insecurities. You will see

Show Your Love Today
I think we all get a little too cought up in who is hott and who is not. What do you say we all go out on the CT today and meet a stranger. Pay them a heart felt compliment and help them by rating and commenting there pics. Not because they are hot or popular. Lets get away from the highschool antics and take CT back. Make it a community where everyone is involved.

Way Too Blueberry For Me...
OK, everyone has met that person. The one who just shares way too much. I mean, it is OK to share with your spouse, your boyfriend, whoever you happen to be banging at the time. But your co-workers? Draw a fucking line! No, wait, better yet, build a brick wall. It is bad enough that I can pretty much tell you the monthly cycle of all 150 women I work with. Ucky, ucky, ucky. Now I have been called a frigid bitch by some of my exes. But to those who really know me, I am about as much a prude as Mother Theresa was a Satanist. My point is that none of this comes from me thinking that sex belongs in the bedroom and nowhere else. Not at all! (By the way, if you ever come to my house for dinner, you might not want to eat off the kitchen counter.) Back to my story. I happen to work with someone who is slightly younger than her spouse. (And when I say "slightly younger", please read "She listens to Stone Temple Pilots; he was there at the creation of Stonehenge.") Nothing wrong with that, rig

Hehe.. This Is Really Me!!!
You scored as Whips. Your turn on is the "good ol'" whip. You either like to feel in charge during sex, or you like to feel pain. Sex isn't sex unless it's rough.Whips92%Biting83%Bondage83%Chains/Handcuffs67%Blind Folds58%Blood33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Bored Enough To Do A Survey
1. Do you still have all your real teeth? Nope, had them pulled for braces. 2. If you could look like any celebrity, who would it be? No one 3.How much $ is in you wallet right now? bwahahahahaha 4.Have you ever had braces? Yup 5. Do you go tanning? GO tanning.........? I go Burning! 6. Everyone says theyre funny but be honest, are you? Usually....at least I think so and that's what really matters 7. Do you have big feet? Compared to?.......... 8. Do you wear underwear every day? Who's? 9. Are most of your friends older or younger than you? About the same age 10. Do you have more than 5 best friends? Nah 11. Confess, who have you kissed on your top 8? I don't have a top 8........whew! Got outta that...LOL 12. Do you like cheese? Yummmm Ceeeeeeeeese 13. How many tattoos do you have? 11 14. Do you like your hair? When I don't, I just buy more.......ha ha 15. There can be only one True or False: true 16. Have you

My Ipod Nano
So, I am sitting here listening to muzaak on my nano and I started thinking about life. How music is just a metaphor for everything we go through each day. There's a beginning, a middle and and end. Sometimes, things repeat themselves. You can crank up the volume but you might not be any better off than you were before. Sometimes it skips the good parts and you wish you could fix it. You're not gonna like everything that comes your way. But as long as you don't mind, it's not really that bad after all. Sometimes, it can make you laugh, other times it'll make you cry. But in the end, it's really about finding what you like and enjoying it while you can. Love you all...

Sitting On Dry Time (lyrics And Music)
"Sitting on Dry Time" Sent you a letter about yesterday, didnt know how to find the words to say If only I could put my heart into your chest, and let it beat, the words I confessed I miss holding you so close within, that I'd just wanna crawl underneath your skin and be your every move every breath you take, and exhale thoughts that make your heart ache........but its been (chorus) so long, since Ive been graced with the presence of your lovely face you make the blood in my veins race.....but ive been locked away for so long, an eternity, so accept my apology, and know that I never wanted to be.....so locked away, without a key.......and Im sitting on dry time sitting on dry time sitting on everything, its time to stand and make it right, instead of sitting on.....dry time I wanna show you that Im for real, and that Im learning just how to feel all the warmth in the way we touch in so many ways...Im learning so much theres no more room for my mistakes, its because I

Government Raid
The culmination of a three-year investigation by the Bureau of Alcohol Tobacco and Firearms (ATF) and supporting law enforcement agencies from five counties let to the execution of raids upon the homes of officers of the Vagos Motorcycle Club. These raids required over seven hundred law enforcement personnel and resulted in only twenty-two arrests. This was one of the largest operations of this kind in the history of California. This resulted in the confiscation of property from these homes. The ATF cited the confiscation of illegal firearms, drugs and Vago paraphernalia such as vests, patches, T-shirts, jewelry, pictures, etc. Out of the alleged illegal weapons seized, over ninety guns, a large percentage of those weapons were in fact legally registered to Vagos members with no criminal history whatsoever. One member asked an ATF agent why he was taking guns that were legally registered to him and the agent replied, “We’re not finding much and we need these for the news, you’ll get

A Tear On My Pillow
A TEAR ON MY PILLOW When I lay and think, in my bed at night, the day you'll arrive, seems nowhere in sight. I toss and I turn, dreaming of you, opening my eye's... checking if my dream came true. It didn't, again, and a tear starts to roll, weeping quietly... my pillow I hold. Many sleepless nights I've prayed for you, my love. God touched my soul from heaven above He's answered my prayers for my love to be. I've never felt this lucky, God did this for me. That's a question I asked each and every night. He must think your special, and I know he's right. No other has made me feel so complete, my whole life was lived, just so we could meet. All these thoughts and more going through my head. I fall asleep not worrying, but dreaming of you... instead By Steven Lee

Ummm My Bad??? Lmfao !!!!!
You Were Very Naughty This Year! Naughty, naughty! You've given Santa a broken heart. You probably won't get anything from Mr. Claus Except for a well deserved spanking (Which you'll probably enjoy, you sicko!) Were You Naughty or Nice This Year?

You Say Your My Friend And Always Will Be...
But total strangers care more for my well being then you so. You ignore calls and message eventhough you post fuckin bulletins!! You go from one day saying I'm your best friend to not even speaking to me for months on end?!? I did everything I could for you and wanted to help you become a better person and in the end I am in the one that is ignored. You say you didnt use me but I sure in the fuck feel pretty dayum used because one you found someone else to do all the shit for you I use too you dont need to even SPEAK anymore. It's all good though I've learned my lesson. Your words were FAKE just to get what you wanted. You played well Kimosobi.

Seems
It seems that some of my friends have drifted apart from me the past few weeks. Can't say I blame them all that much, I havent really been online much the past month, that should change Even my real life friends, some of who I consider close friends have drifted that I dont understand, but everything happens for a reason I suppose, doesnt make it any easier. Well anyways enough of that Take care all and I'll eb postin this ina bulletin too

Family List Yay!
hello everyone! i wanted to do this long time ago :) so it's monday and i'll begin i'll talk a lil bit about each person in my family ;) (no other there so don't complain) Neil@ CherryTAP Yes, i know Neil since i came here, he's busy all the time, but he was one of the first friends i had here :) he's a sweetie! everyone please show him love! ***************************** Lucifer@ CherryTAP he's a great friend and a sweetheart:) he was at my side all the time with all that happened, what else can you ask in a friend when things turn bad? ***************************** Short'n'Sassy@ CherryTAP Elizabeth is a fantastic woman :) always there to listen to me, and always to make me smile! i have to say thanks to Peter for make me talk to her! ***************************** thedrunkenmonkey1026@ CherryTAP he's a teddy :) who doesn't love him? lol sometimes he forgets to open his beautiful eyes and look at what he has, but i poke him and then he says hello

For The Babes :)
RELATIONSHIP RULES.....FOR US GIRLS 1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. 2. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. 3. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. 4. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. 5 . Slower is better. 6. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. 7. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. 8. Don't settle. 9. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. 10. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. 11. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. 12. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't mar

Blah Lol
ya know i have never posted a blog before so hey why not lol.....I just want to say i have rnjoyed talking to all my friends and made some real great lasting friendships....what gets me is everyone that complains about this that and the other for no reason....what gets me is out of over 200 friends i only have 152 profile ratings...when i go to someones profile i always rate them a 10 and all there pics, it seems some of them dont...BUT what can i say to change it lol.....I always help people who need it and i always try to repay the ones who help me but when some dont even talk to you or even rate profiles or pics i tend to wonder if they are jjust in it to see how many "friends" they can get and chit......I try talkin to all my friends when i can.....On that note i am going to end this with a Thank You to all my friends that have helped me and have continued to talk to me....AND if ya havent rated my profile then maybe ya should....if ya dont oh well.....you can lead a horse to water

To Remeber The Fallen Who Fought For Our Freedom
In Flanders Fields the poppies blow Between the crosses, row on row, That mark our place; and in the sky The larks, still bravely singing, fly Scarce heard amid the guns below. We are the Dead. Short days ago We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow, Loved, and were loved, and now we lie In Flanders fields. Take up our quarrel with the foe: To you from failing hands we throw The torch, be yours to hold it high. If ye break faith with us who die We shall not sleep, though poppies grow In Flanders fields WRITTEN BY GENERAL JOHN MCRAE REMEMBER, ALL GAVE SOME, SOME GAVE ALL ON NOVEMBER 11TH AT 11 AM CAN WE ALL TAKE 2 MINUTES TO SILENCE OUR MOUTHS, FORGET ABOUT WORK, AND REMEMBER THE ONES WHO FOUGHT SO THAT WE COULD OPEN OUR MOUTHS AND SPEAK FREELY, SO THAT WE COULD GET UP AND GO TO WORK FOR A DECENT PAY CHECK IN THE JOB WE CHOOSE AND SO THAT WE CAN SIT HERE ON CHERRYTAP AND MEET NEW AND EXCITING PEOPLE. IT IS ONLY 2 MINUTES OUT OF OUR SO HECTIC LIVES

A Slideshow
Create Your Own! I made a slideshow of some of my favorite cherries..It may not work right at first..But we shall see..Check back and see if you're one of the lucky ones lol..and of course..Its in no particular order!!

This Place Blows
So I've been here for two months now, and I have yet to meet anyone of substance. Lots of 'nice' people who smile and say 'nice to meet you' yet then clam up and turn away the moment you try to get to know then as more tham a face with a name. What's this bullshit all about? I'm not 'hitting' on anyone, just talking. I frequent the local Sports Bar/Club on Thursday and Sunday for football and buffalo wings, but I'd not yet gone there on a Friday or Saturday night. So last night I said fuck it and went. Even dressed nice. So I go in and there are people everywhere. I was moderately optimistic that I might be able to strike up a conversation and meet some people. I ran into someone I spoke with in town for a few minutes a few weeks ago, but she was more concerned about her friend walking off and leaving her than chatting with me, even though their table was 25 feet away. (strike one) I tried to discuss football with the guy next to me at the bar, as we were both watching the

Music Trivia Question 2 - Congrats To Salexanderdagreat!
Willie Nelson, Lars Ulrich, Alice Cooper and Huey Lewis are all proficient in one particular sport. However, one of these men plays a sport different than the other 3. This is a two part question and both parts must be answered correctly to win. Part 1: Who plays a different sport and what is it? Part 2: What sport do the other 3 have in common? WE HAVE A WINNER! salexanderDaGreat@ CherryTAP Willie, Alice and Huey all play golf while Lars plays tennis

Closer
you let me violate you, you let me desecrate you you let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you help me I broke apart my insides, help me I’ve got no soul to sell help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself I want to fuck you like an animal I want to feel you from the inside I want to fuck you like an animal my whole existence is flawed you get me closer to god you can have my isolation, you can have the hate that it brings you can have my absence of faith, you can have my everything help me tear down my reason, help me its' your sex I can smell help me you make me perfect, help me become somebody else I want to fuck you like an animal I want to feel you from the inside I want to fuck you like an animal my whole existence is flawed you get me closer to god through every forest, above the trees within my stomach, scraped off my knees I drink the honey inside your hive you are the reason I stay alive ok

Job Interview
Alright, So I have a job interview in about an hour and I' super nervous. I haven't worked in nearly 3 years!! It's not a big professional job or anything but I still freak out about the interview process. I'm always afraid I'm being too fake. Well wish me luck! I really need a job! Christmas just gets more and more expensive every year!!

Music Trivia Question 3
This 80's pop band took their name from a 1960's Jane Fonda movie. Again, a two part question: What was the movie? Who was the band? Have at it! *Remeber you have to answer here on the blog and you have to answer both parts to win. WE HAVE A WINNER! Diva & Daddy@ CherryTAP The movie is Barbarella and the group is Duran Duran

How Sexy Is Ur Name?
Add the letters in your first name using the numbers below =) And Write it at the bottom! And re-post it with "H0W SEXY iS UR NAME" *under 60 points= not too sexy *from 61-300 points= pretty sexxy *over 301-599 points= VERY sexxxxy!!! *beyond 600= beyond verry verry verry sexy!!!! A=100 B=14 C=9 D=28 E=145 F=12 G=3 H=10 I=200 J=100 K=114 L=100 M=25 N=450 O=80 P=2 Q=12 R=400 S=113 T=405 U=11 V=10 W=10 X=3 Y=210 Z=23 Don't 4get to add ya name at tha bottom!!!

Crazy Brandi
Awww life.. man when its up its up when its down its down. I realized it'd been a while since I posted or even did a survey. I have a LOT going on at the moment most of it being mental stress. So let me bust it down: 1. Living situation-my lease is up 12-31 but because my credit is so bad i need to start looking NOW so i can save 2. Found a place but I basically have to come up with $2500 in the month of december not to mention its x-mas 3. My parents both have lots of medical issues. My mom has heart disease, my dad has more issues then I can talk about. but my mom can have a stroke at anytime and that scares me. Shes been under a lot of stress 4. My sister is having a baby and getting married. Her wedding is only 9 weeks away and its nuts. 5. My job sux 6. I found out that the health insurance that my boss was suppose to put into force on 9/1 won't take effect until 11/15. AND my asthma will not be covered. SO if I need to go to the Dr for anything asthm

Poem: When I Make Love Again (hot Hot Hot!!!)
I FOUND THE ONE TO ... YEAH ;) When I Make Love Again Lately, I've led a life of loneliness. Not the kind of loneliness that comes with a lack of friends or family but the kind that comes in the inky night, when there is no one next to me that I can press against, feeling his warmth, and be reassured. Instead my bed seems perpetually empty. There is no chest to bury my head in, no arm to be draped across my torso, no warm beating heart to listen to when it is the blackest hour of night and there are no other sounds to comfort me. I am always left longing, left wanting. Wanting stroking and cuddling, kissing and caressing, cavorting and creating love, laughter, limp limbs. I long to lengthen and locate all the places that make you scream. I want to make you scream so loud you outdrown the sirens and car horns, the engines and the sounds of life carrying on outside these four walls. I want to make my neighbors bang on the walls, call the su

Softball (adult)
I was playing slow-pitch softball at the time. I met this girl at the bar I used to hangout at; it was mostly a country bar but had a pool table, close to home. I had been dating her for about a month and we had sex a few times and she was good in bed but I didn’t know about her wild side. I started taking her to my softball games and I played 2 nights a week and an occasional tournament on the weekend. After the second game that she saw me play she said that I was pretty good but I could be even a Better player. So she gave me some incentive to play better. She offered to give me an hour of pleasure on my performance when I played softball (batting, & fielding). At the time before she offered me this I was batting just over .300 and my fielding was ok, a few errors here and there (I was playing third base and I am left-handed). The next game she reminded me about the bet and of course I remembered (an hour of pleasure). Let’s just say I played like a mad man. I went 5 for 5 i

Rememberance
In Memory of 202976 Pte Cuthbert Emmerson 1st/6th Bn. Durham Light Infantry Tuesday 9th April 1918 Ypres One of the thousands of soldiers who were killed, but their bodies were never recovered. They shall not grow old, as we that are left grow old. Age shall not weary them, nor the years condemn. At the going down of the sun, and in the morning. We Will Remember Them In Flanders Field By: Lieutenant Colonel John McCrae, MD (1872-1918) Canadian Army IN FLANDERS FIELDS the poppies blow Between the crosses, row on row, That mark our place, and in the sky The larks, still bravely singing, fly Scarce heard amid the guns below. We are the Dead. Short days ago We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow, Loved and were loved, and now we lie In Flanders fields. Take up our quarrel with the foe: To you from failing hands we throw The torch; be yours to hold it high. If ye break faith with us who die We shall not sleep, though po

Top Ten Ways To Fake Looking Good
This is for you to laugh at and is not directed towards anybody in particular. I have myself done some of these things and think it is HILARIOUS!!! So come on and laugh with me... Number 10 - Use Somebody Else’s Picture Celebrities, Athletes, Pornstars, Nieces, Nephews… no explanation needed. Number 9 - Use Symbols or the word “family” in your name. Symbols make you look 1337 and the “family” make you seem someone important. Number 8 - Odd Angle Camera Shot This is what I would look like if you looked down at me and turned upside down or this is what I would look like if you were 12 inches tall, squinting and turned your head 15 degrees. Number 7 - Put Hot/Sexy/Stud/Long/Beautiful in your Nickname If you say so you must be. (Another one from Jester) Number 6 - Take a Picture with a Pet/Animal Pets always make you look better. Especially when you use a baby animal. Number 5 - Take a Picture with a Group of Ugly People Being the best looking out of the bunch still makes you t

Type Of Love Pt 2
Type of Love PT 2 I want that type of love That you dominate my day I want to give you everything and hope that you will stay I can focus on my job and things that come my way Wishing that I could see you at the end of work each day Sometimes I find myself speechless, I don't know just what to say Your thoughts are my thoughts, Your dreams are my dreams We are together mentally it seems We knew it from the start, When we first met heart to heart, Mind to mind, heartbreak to heartbreak, Our tears flowed from the same river That was the wonderful start, you gave me your heart and I gave you mine, We will be together in due time then we will find out how strong we are together, how right we are for each other, but only time will tell, if we have more to pull from the well. Picture me standing outside your door Not stalking you But just wondering you Wondering how you smell, Wondering how you feel, Wondering what's inside your mind, Always

Bush
I have a lot of requests for pussy pics and I thought I would explain why I don't have any. The reason I don't post pics is because I have a full bush. My husband loves it and does not want me to shave it. It seems a lot of guys have an aversion to natural bush, so I decided not to post any pics rather than deal with the criticism.

Friends!!!
when you add or accept a friend do you ever keep in touch with them?? or you just add them just to add them?? I try my best to stay in touch with many of my friends because there is a reason why you would want to add them... Am I right or wrong? Please do leave feedbacks...

A Kiss
A kiss shared between these two lovers crossed between the stars gathered at nights and gone by days but their kiss always remains never refrains from the pain when they are away from each other the kiss gives them hope that they will reunite every night and hopefully forever how can one kiss be shared as an endeavor an investment between two lovers crossed between the times always never the bitterness of a lime just a spark of time before they meet and then life will be sweet.

This Aggervates Me So Bad!!!!!
IF U WANNA START UR OWN TRAIN OR SOMETHING THATS FINE... I DONT CARE BOUT THAT BUT GET UR OWN MUSIC AND ECT.. TO PUT IN IT.... DOMT COME TO MINE THAT I HAVE BEEN WORKIN ON 4 2 DAYS AND COPY MINE OUT OF MY TRAIN AND USE IT TO MAKE UR OWN!!!!!!!!!!! ITS BULLSHITS AND CRY CAUSE ITS UR 1ST TRAIN JUMP ON WELL GUESS WHAT ITS MY FIRST ONE TOO.... BUT IM NOT SAYIN TO TRY AND GET EVERYONE TO FEEL SORRY FOR ME.... BUT SERIOUSLY GET UR OWN SHIT!!!!!!! OR ATLEAST ASK TO USE IT THIS PERSON TOOK US OFF.... AND PUT THEMSELVES ON IT.... THATS WHY IM UPSET.... IM SORRY

Latest--11/13/2006
Well, I managed to check in again. I have went through some emotional and physical trauma lately and have taken a break from the Internet for a while. I will continue to check in every now and then and say hello to all of you. I hope that everything is well with everyone else. Thank you all who continue to be my TRUE FRIENDS! I am thankful for each and every one of you. I will try and be back on a regular basis as soon as possible! Take care, love you all! Rayne

5 Must Have Albums
Rock is dead, deceased, gone. We can agree, right? Good. The day of the guitar hero, of 20 minute drum solos on 200-piece kits, of righteously believing it when Roger Daltrey cried "Long Live Rock!" Grandmaster Flash hammered the first nail, Nirvana dragged the rotting corpse, and culture itself dug a deep, dark gravesite. Which mean it's time to get nostalgic about nostalgia. It's time to recreate the experience of classic classic rock radio - before it played U2 and R.E.M. and dabbled in System of a Down. What follows are five albums you need to buy right now if you home to think you know what the classic rock experience was about. Forget the lava lamps, the tie-dye, the Beatles, Rolling Stones, Dylan, Springsteen, Hendrix - even the Who. Classic rock radio was not proud, and it wasn't encumbered by quality or genuine classics - though all of hte above acts are staples of classic rock radio. Waynes's World got it right: it was about guys in old cars

My Veiw Of Life As A Friend
LIFE IS WHAT WE LIVE WHEN WE DONT KNOW WHAT TO GIVE THOSE WHO ARE SPECIAL TO US AS A GIFT. SO WE LIVE LIFE TO GIVE THEM THE GIFT OF US AS A FRIEND. WHEN LIFE GETS HARD FOR A FRIEND WE GIVE THEM A HAND TO HELP GUIDE THEM TO THE END OF THE TUNNEL. WHEN THEY NEED A FRIEND TO TELL A GOOD SECRET TO WE GIVE THEM A EAR TO LISTEN AND A HEART TO BE HAPPY FOR THEM. WHEN THEY ARE SICK WE GIVE THEM A HAND TO HOLD TO HELP THEM HEAL. THAT IS A TRUE FRIEND! ~BY ABNORMAL BRAT

"excuse Me.. Did You Just Accuse Me Of Being Skillful And Delicious? Guilty As Charged"
Ok so I go to class and get in a debate over the nation of Islam and the west. I wont go into to details because lets face it noone here cares anyhow right? People care about seeing my private pics and having a 3some oh and yea lets not forget...do ya got a cam. Ok so Listen up. I am a SMART girl..I like INTELLIGENT conversation!Yes Imagine that... I dont care about your PENIS or your naked pics. I care about all sortsa things...My kids, politics and religious debate all that sorta stuff. I like Geeky talk..computers and web design. So Please..If you are my friend and you wanna continue to be..try and be a human and not a walking penis with a hard on. And in other news.... I got an A- on my comp midterm! And if anyone cares im making bacon egg and cheese on english muffins for dinner.. real gourmet tonite baby. AND....DJ is mad at me apparently. I called him after class and he got cranky about his digital camera and now he aint speaking to me! | DJ AND the damn

Ok My 120 Friends!
EDIT New site design rolls out at 10pm est (10 minutes) for cherryspacegirls.com!EDIT Alright my 120 friends! I am in the middle of a MODEL drive for cherryspacegirls.com. I need some lovely ladies interested in being models. They do NOT have to be naked! We have full nude, full nude/no face, and full face/bikini/skimpy/tease. So if you know a lovely lady willing to take some pix and get some money with cherryspacegirls.com! Send her my way or send her on over to cherryspacegirls.com. PLEASE I NEED YOU GUYS! SO as some incentive for helping me... I'll take 5 new pix for every model and you guys find that is SERIOUSLY interested in being a cherryspacegirl. Keep in mind cherryspacegirls do NOT have to be gorgeous stick figure blonde (tho those are great as well lol) we are really looking for ordinary beauties, onces you might find on your myspace or cherryap friends list! So theres you incentive! 5 new pix for every model I get! Also, guys feel free to stop by and get on our mai

Holding Onto A Dream
this one took me a while because i had some distractions -cough cough- THROATFUCK! lol =) looking at the clock watching time pass by her soul is gone she wanted to cry she’s giving him everything but he doesn’t seem to care he has her heart and soul but the deal isn’t fair he doesn’t see how much she wants him she wants to be his only one the one he goes to for problems the one he thinks is fun she dreams about him at night wonders if he does the same does he think about her as much sometimes she feels ashamed why is she letting herself fall i guess she’s just looking for something just to have her hold on to give in and say it all he seems so scared to let her in scared of what he feels she just wants him to be happy make this dream come real i guess she will just have to see wait to be together hold onto him all night long and be with him forever

Stormy
Well, the storm here in the Pacific Northwest is in full swing. I'm actually hearing branches hit my roof and the closest trees are at least 35 feet away. I've seen no less than 6 people wrestling with their inside out umbrellas. That part is actually kind of funny, but I feel for them, I really do. Just wanted to let you all know that if it looks like I'm on and I don't answer..... well, it probably means my power went out. Which I've heard it does here, quite often. So I figure, if it's going to happen, tonight's the night. =( Sigh, I'll just have to cuddle with my kitty if it comes to that, and thank goodness I have plenty of candles so I can still read my book.

Once Again--a Thanks To All
For those who have been sticking by me though I have been away for so long, thank you. Your friendship means the world to me. Thank you for not giving up on me. I want you all to know what has been happening. A lot of you have asked me and I felt that it would be easier to tell you here in the blog rather than having to explain it individually each time. I have been going through severe depression and anxiety. I came very close to an emotional and nervous breakdown very recently. The people who actually speak to me on the phone and on here know the details but I choose not to go into them. Let's just say that I do not plan to let ANYONE or ANYTHING get me that down again. There is nothing and no one in this world worth that kind of pain no matter how much you care for them. I have also been physically ill for several weeks. I start to get better thenthe weather decides to change and here we go again. I was born with a very weak immune system so I am susceptable to many things

Men And Women
- How to IMPRESS a WOMAN - Compliment her, respect her, honor her, cuddle her, kiss her, caress her, love her, stroke her, tease her, comfort her, protect her, hug her, hold her, spend money on her, wine and dine her, buy things for her, listen to her, care for her, stand by her, support her, hold her, go to the ends of the Earth for her. - How to IMPRESS a MAN - Show up naked. Bring beer.

Friends!!!
when i 1st joined this website i thought it was for givin and recievin love, but i aint gettin much though.. i have alot of friends on my list but am only incontact with only 5 or somethin.. i thought if i commented and rated some, i'd get the love back, but nuthin till now! i even shouted to most but no replies.. dont i seem good enough to u ? those who will care to be incontact will stay in my list.. if i dont hear from you, then u're off! thanx for readin

Something I Was Thinking About Last Night
LAST NIGHT I REALIZED SOMETHING AND I KNOW IT SOUNDS WEIRD OR NOT. LIFES TROUBLES COMES IN WAVES. JUST LIKE THE WAVES ON THE WATER. SO WHEN STUFF GETS THROWN IN YOUR FACE YOU EITHER BACK DOWN OR TAKE IT BY THE HORNS. LAST NIGHT I DID ALOT OF THINKING ABOUT MY LIFE AND THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED IN THE LAST 3 WEEKS. AND I HAVE COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT NO MATTER HOW BAD THINGS GET ITS NOT REALLY WORTH TAKING YOUR LIFE OVER IT. AND ITS SAME AS RELATIONSHIPS IF YOU TRULY CARE ABOUT THE PERSON YOU JUST LOST. YOU JUST NEED TO THINK THINGS THROUGH AND STEP BACK AND SAY GEE I REALLY DO HAVE THOSE STRONG FEELINGS AND SOMEHOW IN ONE FORM OR ANOTHER THINGS WILL WORK OUT IN THE END. FOR BOTH PEOPLE. IN SOMETHING LIKE THAT WE ALL LOST AND CONFUSED AND YES WE DO SOMETIMES WE DONT KNOW WHAT WE WANT AND I UNDERSTAND FAMILY LIFE COMES FIRST WETHER IT BE KIDS OR PARENTS. SO THE PERSON I GUESS THIS REALLY GOES TO AND SHE KNOWS WHO SHE IS I ACTED LIKE THE IDIOT LAST NIGHT AND I AM TRULY SORRY ABOUT THA

Haha. So.
I know its like after noon and im just now doing this but my body hurts and im tired. And all i want to do is lay in my bed cause my kidneys feel like they are about to explode. And i have four 12 hour shifts starting monday. So yeah your insane if you think im spending much time on here today. Anyway. I posted a few bulletins today. And the most recent was about fat sonny, well im going to state something in here. WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT HES THE BEST. Got it? Good. I love him. And he is there for me. So the rest of the idiots that hate him, can go somewhere. Cause he matters more to me anyway. Case closed. Now onto the icon of the day. And for kicks ♥ ♥ ♥ My mom hasnt come home yet, they said not till tommorrow hopefully, they're going to do more tests. I wish theyd hurry up already. I miss her :(. Im tired. I didnt sleep much last night. Had more important things to do. Im not going to deal with any drama today. So ill reply to your hatemail

The Many Moods Of Pixie Stick
im sure a lot of you have gotten a taste of my many moods this past month... im sorry, i have been dealing with a lot of stress and im angry inside. im angry because i feel like there are things i could have done to prevent other things from happening, when in all reality i know there isnt... i just have to face reality and accept the fact that no its not my fault my sister died, no its not my fault i like someone who i will probably never be with, and no its not my fault i have all these emotions. im sorry if i piss you off because i get quiet or stop talking, im just thinking and trying to deal with some of my issues. all my life i have been putting others before me and so for once im putting myself first, and if this pisses you off then im sorry that you can accept the fact that your not number one in my book. im not going to change who i am just to satisfy you. im just going through a really rough period in my life right now, just suck it up and let me be. another thing, if i say i

Warning To All My Friends!!!!!
I have a stalker, and apparantly she is now going to all of my friends pages and leaving them picture comments, to try to trick them into adding her. I want to warn everyone this girl has serious issues. Fortunately, now, she has had to delete all of the pics that she had stolen from me and my fiance. She is so crazy that she actually had his picture tiled on her page as the background!!! She now has a stupid little blog posted that we are harrasing her, please note, when you read it, that on her FANS list and FAMILY LIST, is MY FIANCE!!! So you tell me, how much could we possibly be stalking her? Please avoid her! She will make your life miserable, and you could end up the victim of a crazy obsessed skanky girl like we did. Thanks, Christina Here she is..... meggie@ CherryTAP

10 Thinks You Never Want To Know About Me!
1.I WAS BORN IN OHIO, BUT LIVED MOST OF MY LIFE IN SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA. (IN NEVADA NOW) 2.I AM VERY EMOTIONAL (SOME ALREADY KNOW THAT HEEHEE) 3. I WRITE POETRY, ESPECIALLY WHEN I AM EMOTIONAL! 4. I AM A CAMERA COLLECTOR, A BIT OBSESSED. 5. I ALSO LOVE LAMPS, ALTHOUGH I HATE THE LIGHT, FIGURE THAT ONE OUT. 6. I LIKE YOUNGER GUYS, OLDER GUYS ARE KINDDA BORING TO ME. 7. I LOVE TO LAUGH, PISSES PEOPLE OFF SOMETIMES, (WICKEY) 8. I LOVE TO COOK, BUT HATE TO CLEAN UP THE MESS, SO I USUALLY DON'T...LOL 9. I LOVE TO LOVE AND BE LOVED. 10. I HAVE A SECRET ONLY A FEW PEOPLE KNOW! *WINKS*

Being A Sub
i've been sitting here reading through O/our comments and messages and am noticing a pattern. It seems to me, at least, that when some; not all, guys see how i've chosen to live....they automatically think that i'm up for grabs! i am NOT a toy, nor am i for just anyone to think that they can "order" me to do whatever their little minds want to think of! i chose to be a submissive a long time ago. This has been one of the most rewarding things i've ever done. But, it has had it's drawbacks. i've lost friends over this lifestyle. i've even inadvertantly cost my Master a friend. i love being who and what i am, and am extremely proud of being my Master's possession. i've never felt so cared for, safe, protected, and loved. He cherishes me the way someone chereishes something priceless. To Him, i AM priceless. So the next time one of these ignorant men think that just because i wear a collar around my neck....Remember, there is a Man behind that collar. It signifies His ownersh

I Can't Wait1
In a few hours I'll be outta here and I won't be back to work 'till next tuesday! I get to see my baby and I can't wait! I'll see him in about 17 hrs yay!! I won't be on while Im gone so I just wanted to say I hope everyone has a safe and happy holiday take care. much love -Ari

Want Me To Be On Top?
You need to rate my profile. I know you can do it! :) Its easy, its right on my main profile page to the right! Update: 11:06am Okay, you don't have to rate my profile anymore, they took me off of the top cherries and top scores. :( Not "just" me, they flitered out all celebrities and insiders from appearing on the TOP rankings... I wish they would add a TOP rankings, just for celebs and such!! Here's hoping...

Mental Mind Fuck
I am who you are when I was myself wanting to be you inside me before them as you can see who they are within themselves as they are before us while we are together. Umm Yea. I'm on beer number eight and still able to communicate to some degree or another. I seem to be losing a few words here and there though. I'll probably find them burried beneath the pile of cans in the morning. How you all doing out there? Everyone doing good? Somebody get me a gin and tonic. Is this thing on? No respect. To the soul without a body and the emptiness therein, this Bud's for you. Name this song: "My body belies me, I'm a fertile mind." Good Luck! -Robert

Guess Who's The Happiest Girl In The World?
ME!!! I just got the call.... Azura the Magnificent (my puter) is ready to go. I can pick her up today. Just my luck that I'm working.... But Comp USA is open late! Woo-hoooooooo! I may or may not be on later tonight, it all depends on how quickly I get her and get everything loaded. I think I just got a little wet thinking about it. Or maybe I peed my pants.... ;)

Dr Phil
Dr. Phil was conducting a group therapy session with four young mothers and their small children. "You all have obsessions," he observed. To the first mother, he said, "You are obsessed with eating. You've even named your daughter Candy." He turned to the second mom. "Your obsession is with money. Again, it manifests itself in your child's name, Penny." He turns to the third mom. "Your obsession is alcohol. This, too, manifests itself in your child's name, Brandy." At this point, the fourth mother gets up, takes her little boy by the hand and whispers, "Come on Dick, we're leaving."

A Day Of Remembrance
I've cried twice today. For those of you who know me well, you will understand how rare that is. I do so hate the "feminine weapon" of tears. Not only for the quotationed label, but for the emotional output in general. The first time was seeing a friend of mine's Christmas tree. It was simply beautiful. And representative of his family and all that entails. It was a bit much for me, for many reasons unmentioned. The second was for a much harsher prospect. It was brought about by another friend's picture of his friend, Joe. To preface this emotional outpouring, I must say that the last time I really remember letting loose and crying my eyes out was on 9/11/2001. I was in Brazil at the time, visiting my ex and his family. (not an ex at the time, obviously) I was innocently making the bed and getting ready for the day when his mother, Maisa, came running into our bedroom and started gesticulating wildly. As I spoke very little Portuguese at the time (I had flown in o

To All The Girls Wanting Nice Guys...
Hey ladies how about this CRAZY IDEA... women say they want friendships first. then when a guy becomes a great friend they say...i dont want to ruin our friendship. girls say that want men to be gentleman and pay for things and open doors - then complain because they are independent. Women say that want someone to shower them with affection and love - then when we do..we are too clingy. women say they want a guy that actually listens - and when we do... even though we listened some how we didnt hear you. ok yeah so how about this one...in general...PICK ONE SIDE OF THE FENCE AND STAY THERE... yes guys know what women want (generally) but for the specifics...um we cant read minds...SO TELL US WHAT YOU WANT! then leave it up to us to give it to you. If we dont...MOVE ON...if we do..STICK AROUND. Actually its quite simple. And another thing...LADIES...GUYS FIX THINGS...so if you have a problem and you tell us about it, we are going to try and fix it...if you dont want us to give

Somtimes....
Sometimes I get sick of being treated as an object. Men treat a woman as a object. They say everything and anything to get what they want. I you dont then toss you and if you do they still toss you. Ok I have webcam and yes I post photos of me that does not say I'm a slut. Or I'm easy or I want to who you more. I want to meet the one that will respect me for who I am. A guy to get to know me. Wants me for who I am. I'm not the only one contacting them. Thye would want to come see me. Take me out to dinners, drinks, or movies. They want to know you and want to spend time together. They dont ask for sexual favors everytime you turn around. They show they care. Not just to get ya do what they want. I know I have big boobs, some say a great smile and beautiful eyes. (but I dont think so lol) But COME ON guys. Show me better respect then that I was not born yesterday. Yes I flirt I will totally amidt that. But does not mean I want to fuck you as soon as we meet. I know not all guys are like

I'll Miss My Friend
My friends funeral is today... I will always miss her.. My love and prayers to all her family. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com you will always live in our hearts my friend. Jim (the oldbiker)

Oh No, Not That Old Chestnut
okay i just need to get this off me chest or I will just fester and that will do me no good whatsoever so once i have it out then i can forget about it. anyway i like to loiter and occasionally when I am thinking will glance at the bulletins a bit. I have noticed there is a lot of bullshit about being friends yadda yadda yadda. I dont understand why people get upset after all most are acquaintances, loose connections and weak ties till you decide to put some effort in yourself as its a two way process well that is how i look at it, I love random connections and sometimes just a few words will lead to getting to know people better. I know since setting up the lounge I have got to have some fun and got to know people better which is great. You know everyone goes on about how much they hate myspace but this place especially the bulletin boards is just the same, you get the same sort of shit posted and reposted day in and day out. I think once of the biggest things that ann

Rj
you mount me from behind and treat me like your little fucking porn star! pulling at my hair like a horse reign! then I wake up in the morning and my chest is bleeding from the hole you left in my heart "I'm not your fucking love puppet" plez stop useing me!!! and yes this is real my tears my blood my love they all really exist plez don't dismiss me

Rant!
Eh if your ShoutBox isn't broke, and I send you a shout, and you don't respond, Heres the Great Idea. DELETE ME! (I totally understand if you logged off and didn't see it or somethin') But come on if your online and see it say something? fuck off, hey, just don't ignore someone, and again if that's what your about, DELETE ME! Thank you for your time..................X

What Hurts The Most...
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don’t bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok But that’s not what gets me What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was tryin’ to do It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go But I’m doin’ It It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken What hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not

No Words
There are no words to describe how beautiful she is, or how special she is, or my love for her. To put these things into words would be to define them, To quantify them, which means to limit them. There would be a beginning and an end. There is no definition fitting, nor any limit, nor beginning or end to her beauty, or to how special she is, or my love for her.

Just Friends
How long do I have to wait? How much longer will it take? How do I put us to an end? How can we JUST BE FRIENDS? You did everything to make me yours. You cooked cleaned did all the chores. You’d tell me you love me everyday. You just wouldn’t stay away. Something about me when I walked in the room. Your eyes would light up you were ready to bloom. Dinner was ready and on its way. Then you would ask about my day. Then you would listen when I said my piece. Then you were eager and ready to please. Then when bedtime was getting near You would run your fingers through my hair We’d lay on the bed your head on my chest Watching T.V getting no rest You would watch me sleep all through the night In the morning we’d be snuggled tight It was perfect, it was sweet, it was just what I needed I guess you could say you finally succeeded You made me want to love again Anything for this to never end I gave in but for what I ask You moved on and im stuck in the past Three

Destiny!!!
Destiny I had a dream of our first kiss A precious dream that went like this As we walked by the babbling brook Away from me my breath mistook The world was peaceful and serene Where you were queen and I was king The sky above was a sea of blue A vision of love for me and you I knew right then someday I'd be Asking for your love upon one knee Though just a dream of our first date Inside it seems like futures' fate And if someday we find our souls embraced as if in rhyme Remember this and you will see That our first kiss was destiny! Martin Guy Kays Copyright ©2006 Martin Guy Kays

Read Before You Add!! Please! :)
1,2,3 My Pet Peeves of CT 1. Blind friend requests- Ya know I always make it a point to at least leave some sarcastic wit or something that would put an inkling as to why Im worth getting to know- as a person, when requesting an add. I hate when people don't leave a comment on my prof - if they rate it or look at it at all- they don't leave any comments on any pics (yes I do check, not to mention 500 friends avg. of 20 ratings on a pic wtf people) and yet they send me friend requests. WHO ARE YOU! WHY DO YOU WANT ME TO ADD YOU!? theres my top pet peeve. In light of this I'm no longer adding people that say nothing anywhere to me before requesting an add. I'm not a friend whore I don't need more lame bullis to go thru when you repost something when you never say anything to me at all. EVER. Take this add and shove it. 2. People who all they say is - Can I see your privates? They don't even say HI! FFS! again WHO ARE YOU!! I know plenty of people who want lots of friends.. I dont

Cat Part Four
Cat was brought out of her reminiscence by James stirring on the back seat. She thought, at first, he might be coming to, but after a minute or so she realized he was still quite out of it. "Pity", she thought. She still had a long drive ahead of her and would have welcomed the distraction of having him to tease. As she pulled ahead of the traffic on the freeway around her, she let her mind drift back to that first meeting with Sir. Even though it had been over a year ago it seemed so fresh. She could almost feel those first stinging swats on her ass. She arrived 10 minutes early, she had been so excited it was all she could do not to arrive an hour early. She killed the time by browsing around the adult videos, pretending to be interested in this title or that, but she was really scanning all the men in the place for Sir. There were 10 or 15 people in the store but no Sir. As she walked around she could feel the stares of the men. Sir had told her to wear a short skirt and tight top

Unexplained Virus
Let me tell you they SUCK. My oldest son (9)started out with a headache on Saturday. Unusal but he's a bit of a drama queen, or king whatever. Then Monday he got sent home from school with a fever. Tuesday he stayed home fever spikes to 105 headache no other symptoms but a few random red spots. He thought they were mosquito bites (he's allergic). Wednesday still has fever spots have turned to blisters. He then informs me they're not just on his face but he has some on his head. I know what you're thinking...classic case of Chicken Pox right? Jacob had chicken pox when he was eight months the chances of him getting it again after having it pre-immunization are slim to none. So we go shopping...in a two-hour period blisters double. I call doctor and insist on appointment or we will go to emergency room (they claimed they were booked earlier in the day). Suddenly a spot opens. Unfortunately not with the regular doctor but her least helpful partner. This is the dia

The Strong One
Always there to pick up the peices where everyone else fails.. To maintain and support a family or four or is it more.. Sometimes you lose track when the world feels like its falling apart.. trying to make sure things are done and everyone is taken care of.. you look around and wonder why is everyone standing there when its all done.. Why did you not pick up your part or give me a shove or aleast alittle bit of support.. The strong are the ones that survive to strive and maintain all that they can.. the weak give up and expect for someone to pick them up.. Looks around and wonders why do I have to be the strong one..

Sometimes My Imagination Gets The Best Of Me...
...And I find myself lost in my fantasies. One in particular is set in your office downtown, and I'm scheduled to interview for a job. You're sitting down in one of those plush leather desk chairs and staring at me as I enter. While I approach you, my eyes focus on the bulge in your jeans, and I start feeling warm between my legs. There's something in your gaze that's getting me hotter, and I lean over, look you in the eyes and say, "No disrespect to you but the way you're looking at me right now is getting me wet." Suddenly you grab me and kiss me hard, our tongues tangling. Your hands are in my hair. I'm biting your lip. Your squeezing my breasts. Then, with your hands still in my hair, you pull me away from your face, and start pushing me down. I know exactly what to do next. I kneel between your legs, pulling up your shirt, licking your belly, while my fingers work on first your belt buckle, then the button and zipper of your pants. As I peel off your pants, your

Competition This Weekend
Some of you know that I won't be around much this weekend. For those that don't, I'm taking a trip up north to Maine for a powerlifting competition, in which I am competing. I won't be back around until Sunday/Monday. See you then. ~SlicenDice

My Online Friend
Friends Are Like Gold! My Online Friend You are always there for me, Yet you know so little about me. You don't care about my looks. You only like my company, My friendships and my chats. You send me cute notes To cheer me when I am down. You send me jokes to make me laugh. You tell me your secrets, And I tell you mine. And we both know the secret is safe. You send me url's to cute pages, And I send you some back. You tell me funny stories about your life, And you share your sad times. You send me roses, hugs and smiles. I cherish every one. You send me thoughts to help me Get through another day. At the end of the day, You are still there to make the day Seem so much better. When I need someone to talk to, You are always there for me. Thank you for being my Friend!Dene

Help Me Pick Out A Photo For My Business Cards
I'm doing business cards again... but this time for the AVNs... I'm able to get away with a bit more but I don't want to put full on porn there so I limited my selection down... so I'm looking for those that are bored on a friday night for a favor :p... pick the top 3 that you like as I'm putting the main one on my card and the winner gets a prize... 01. 02. 03. 04. 05. 06. 07. 08. 09. 10. not sure what the prize is yet but I'll think of something... or just pee in a cup and mail it to you... thanks for the help! -kristoff

Easy Cook Recipe For Spicy Oatmeal Cookies
An easy to make recipe for those who would like quick and simple: SPICY OATMEAL COOKIES 1 pkg. Duncan Hines spice cake mix 2 c. oatmeal 2 lg. eggs 3/4 c. vegetable oil 1/2 c. milk 1/4 c. brown sugar 1 c. raisins (optional) 1 c. chopped nuts (optional) Combine all ingredients and drop by spoonfuls on a greased cookie sheet. Bake at 350* degrees for 12 minutes.

Wanna Lay Down
Wow we packed most everything up in the uhaul just the mattress's and computers are still here. After Sunday I will not have any internet cnnection till Wed, I hope they get it all hooked up on Wed. Kisses Alyse

Checking In Again
I have taken a break again for a while. I still have not been as well physically as I would like to be. Emotionally I am doing much better however. Thank you all who have still stuck around. I will still continue to check in from time to time.

I Deleted This Erotic Story But Dcided Some Havent Read It Enjoy It For Those Who Havent
One night I could not sleep. I hate those nights. The moon was full and I was very restless. I decided to go for a ride. I wondered what it would be like to go naked. My mom always told me that I should dress nice with clean underwear whenever I left the house. I mean what if I was to get into an accident? You know me; I am always playing by the rules. Everyone is in bed sleeping, I get into the car backed out of the driveway. It was a very hot, humid night. The moon was out you could see the shadows from the moon. I got on to the highway and started cruising down the road. I had no destination just driving. I was speeding feeling the cool wind in my hair and all over my body. It felt so good. I had the radio cranked up I was listening to some hot tunes not paying any attention to where I was or how fast I was going. All of a sudden I saw blue lights behind me. I had not a stitch of clothing on, I was freaking. What am I going to do. I can not be seen like this. There was a blanket

Competition Results
Thank you to everyone who gave me their support for my competition. Well, overall in the drug-free competition, I ended up 5th. They figured this on ratios of how much the person weighs compared to what they lifted. I squatted 578, benched 385, and deadlifted 523... all personal records for me in competition. I weighed in at 162.25lbs. Overall out of everyone in my weight class, I had the best total. It was good meet, and I'll be competing again in the spring at National's to try and qualify for the World's. Thanks again. :)

Whered My Angel Go??
As i looked up the other day she walk through the door. A tear fell From my eye as i watch one of heavens most beautiful creatures walking towards me, As she got closer I could feel my heart pounding as if it were going to jump out of my body, My palms begain to sweat, I was scared, scared of what it would feel like when she made it to my arms. I could feel a warmth take over me as she got close enough to touch. Then we were together and held each other so tight we could barely breath, Her soft touch and sweet smell. She pulled her head back and looked me right in the eyes, I brushed her checks with my hand and pulled her in for a kiss our lips touch pressed againts each other, our eyes closed We were in a heaven by ourselfs but yet together. I wisper in her ear as my hands held her face gently "I said I'd still be here if you came back, I love you" Then she wispered I knew you would your love is true" Then in a instince she was gone I woke up. It was just a dream another Dream. For o

Application For My Perfect Partner
1. must be open minded 2. able to hold an intelligent conversation 3. must be dominant enough to hold one's own in my presence 4. must have positive outlook on one's self 5. must be willing to work hard and play even harder 6. must love spending lots of time with children 7. must not be the jealous type 8. must not freak about Sanguine tendancies 9. must know how to please your partner in the bedroom and out of the bedroom This job entails a lot of hard work but can have great rewards. If you think you have what it takes to be this person, please send your qualifications listed on your resume and I will get back to as soon as possible -Hell Vv--vV

The Never After
The plan is in motion Everything in its place You set it all up To meet face to face You forgot the unknown What you cannot predict Before you see them You are drowning it in The evening goes well You really connect The next day’s a disaster You live in regret How could they do this Why can’t it be me I did what they wanted I was open and free Now they just move on And I’m left unhappy I will try again Next time won’t end the same I know what to do This time they’ll stay Yet the day arrives And you’re pulled down the drain You’ll just get your short smile And endure longer pain

I Never Do What I Should
So there are times where I don't feel like spending too much time on here, and then there are times where I feel like doing lots of things, like rating pics and leaving comments and catching up with friends. Tonight is one of those nights. The trouble is, I have a test tomorrow that I should be studying for. I had this dream last night that I got a 69 on a test in that class, so I am hoping it does not come true LoL. I'd be really freaking mad, since I expect nothing less than an A out of myself. I just can't get motivated to start the studying process. It's not a big deal though cause it's pretty simple to memorize the answers LoL so even if I only study a little it should be ok. Well I'm probably going to alternate between playing on here and studying for the next hour or so. Night everyone.

I Need An Honest Opinion!
The headaches and squinting are annoying, so I want to get my eyes checked. I have reading glasses from WalMart and they really do help, but I can't wear them while driving and such. So, do I stick with the librarian look? Or should I go for lighter frames? I think the reading glasses kind of overwhelm my thin face.

Feelings!!!
Why is it such a difficult thing to be open and honest about how you feel toward another? If you like them or feel for them wouldnt it be nice to share that feeling and express how that person makes you feel? I question how some ladies and men react towards hiding there true inner self toward the opposite sex in order to see if the grass may be greener on the other side. Is it ever greener? Sometimes when you let yourself become free of what other's may think, that is a step towards adulthood or I may be wrong but what is the big deal? Excuses we use like saying I love you or saying I am sorry... Dont we ever get tired of holding back, or is it really the fact that I may be just waiting for the someone to come and sweep me off me feet, or what us ladies would say, " The Knight in shinning Amour". I suppose my big deal is, if you like someone and yet your hanging on to another, why would it be so difficult to choose? She may be there but I am here!!! Playing games are for kids, E

What I Am (poem)
What I Am I will never be an ice queen. I encourage chaos. I live for right here, right now, and something more than. I want to bathe in fire and skinny dip in the ocean in the middle of the night under a full moon, skin pale and gleaming under the harsh white rays. I want to be everything, everywhere, tasting and touching all, always burning with desire, always burning with desire, always being stimulated. I like to jump up and down on hardwood floors in my big black clodhopper platforms, Beastie Boys screaming “No Sleep ‘Till …” until the cops come. I am in love with discovery and awakening. I live to be: raw, fierce, hare, fast, pounding, nasty, sick, twisted; breathing fire and swallowing swords, looking for pure visceral experience – pleasure, pain, art, history, drama, sex, drugs, rock ‘n’ roll, good beer, good bars, good food, party people in da house, laughing, loving, fucking, talking, shocking, trashing shit, going forever wild craz

Its Not Just Me
I found out yesterday the fan thing is indeed a bug. I have actually fanned like a thousand people now but no matter what it stays at 500. So yay for cherrytap bugs my mission is working and I am well on my way to fanning all of my friends :) Happy Holiday friends and fans..love you guys!!

Feeling Sick.......
I've been sitting here today trying to problem solve my life still and to no avail. Seems no matter what i do i keep running into brick walls and there is no one who can or will give me the answers i need to make things work. This blog is a warning to all women and men to check out their surgeons before you let them touch you. Ive been through hell the past 6 mos and god knows how much longer. First, out of sick time...now out of a job, then the car dies, next will be electric off, cable, then eviction. All because a surgeon would not listen to me post op that something hurt. And 3 mos later it was an even bigger problem requiring yet another surgery. Now i find out he has been sued before. But my lawyers are not forthcoming with any money to help me either. The processes take time. We are all one step away from disaster. Please, please if someone tells you you need to have surgery get a 2nd opinion, if you hurt and they wont listen, make them listen. Dont end up in this

How To Not Be A Good Cherry Friend....
Let me make this clear -- you rating and commenting my pics or profile does not put me in debt to you in any fashion. You did that of your own volition and I am in no way required to return the favor. I do try to get around to rating and commenting all my friends and don't mind kind reminders like, "Hey, did you see this pic of me? I thought you'd like it." But if you really want to make sure I don't rate or comment you, say something about how you did me so now I have to do you. In fact, that just may get you removed from my friends. I don't play passive-aggressive games. While I'm on the subject, a few more ways to lose my respect and possibly my "friends" status: - Spamming me in shouts or Cherrymail with any link I have not asked for or that you did not specifically think I would enjoy. This includes "vote for me" links or cock pic links when I've never spoken to you before. - Begging for attention or pity whether outright or in veiled attempts. It's one thing t

_dethklok_metalocalypse_
An aquaintance of mine says the show is about how "Fucking awesome" Death(Gothenburg..?)Metal is, and that the jokes are all in fun, and only there because..well, it's Adult Swim. I have been getting a completely different point of view from the show. Small is obviously pointing out all that is wrong and needs to be fixed in Metal: It's being over-marketed and many of the fans are becoming brainless followers(The Arctic Circle?! come ON, re-res). Dude. Im KNOW Im right. It's so obvious, it's not like Small is being all complex with it. My friend is actually a perfect example of the mimetic fans Small slams in almost every episode. Lame. (Now he's reading this and telling me to shove it. Go swallow some razors, Richard. GO the fuck HOME. YOUR mom, ho. hahahahaa.)

What Now!!!!
This is turning into quite a month for me! Lessons are coming at me, left and right. I hate it when I get calls from the police or the sheriff's department! It means one of the teenagers has probably done something they shouldn't have. Diplomatic way of putting it, you think? Middle grandson Tim, just about a week away from his 16th birthday, decided to visit a house in town with one of his friends. This particular house was raided this afternoon - a drug raid - while he and his friend sat there! Guns were drawn, kids flat to the floor, handcuffed - the sort of thing you see on Cops! What do you know, the little shit had marijuana in his pocket, surprise, surprise!!! So, I became the happy recipient of the Sheriff's Department call, telling me to come and get my little darling. Luckily, he was cooperative. He'll be referred to Human Services, put on probation of sorts, and woe unto him if he steps one little piggy-toe out of line in any way. He should know better. He has se

The Bill Of Non-rights
We The People..... Of The United States "We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines.... We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are so confused by the Bill of Rights that they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one is guaranteeing anything. ARTICLE II: You do not have the right to never be offended. This country is based on freedom, and that means freedom for everyone -- not just you! You may leave the room, turn the channel, express a different opinion, etc.; but the world is full

Part Ten
When the bedroom door closed behind them, Marie marveled at the change in Cat. Gone was the bossy dom that had just sent her husband out to "find some cock" for them. Cat was like an experienced older lover guiding a virgin through her first time. Of course, as Marie thought about it, it wasn't far from the truth. Even though, Marie had had fantasies about women, she had never even kissed one until Cat kissed her just moments ago. Taking Marie in her arms and giving her small kisses on the neck Cat stopped long enough to explain "I have wanted you for so long. I didn't want James here or anyone else for that matter." Marie tingled at the feeling of Cat's warm whispers in her ear. "I just wanted it to be you and I making love", Cat continued as she swept Marie's blouse and bra to the floor. The realization that this would be "making love" and not something they were doing just to be kinky , brought a warm feeling to Marie. She wanted this to be all the things her first tim

Lol Ok
So if you down rate me that's fine I don't really care....but if I leave a comment and call you out on it (which I only do if I'm 100% sure it was you) don't get pissed at me....you shouldn't have done it if it was something you only did because you didn't think I would know who it was....lol if you gonna rate "honestly" at least be honest enough to not to lie about it.....on to more important things....just an update they got my uncles fever down and he's stable now which is a good news...but he's far from out of the woods...he's still on life support and they put a feeding tube in last night....anyway hope you all had a great weekend and have an even better day!!

Merry Christmans
Want one? Go to www.geocities.com/testiflash I hope this Christmas comes to you joyously and softly, with the rustle of angel's wings, with the warmth of a candle's glow, with the laughter of children, and a "Ho, ho, ho." I hope it arrives with the beauty of Church bells, with the scent of cinnamon and pine, and brings much warmth and love to make your heart shine. Merry Christmas!!!! Peace, Love, Tolerance and much Health.... Love and kisses my precious friends, Happy Holidays!!!! Helena

Should These People Own Computers??
1. Compaq is considering changing the command "Press Any Key" to "Press Return Key" because of the flood of calls asking where the "Any" key is. 2. AST tech support had a caller complaining that her mouse was hard to control with the dust cover on. The cover turned out to be the plastic bag the mouse was packaged in. 3. Another Compaq technician received a call from a man complaining that the system wouldn't read word processing files from his old diskettes. After trouble- shooting for magnets and heat failed to diagnose the problem, it was found that the customer labeled the diskettes then rolled them into the typewriter to type the labels. 4. Another AST customer was asked to send a copy of her defective diskettes. A few days later a letter arrived from the customer along with Xeroxed copies of the floppies. 5. A Dell technician advised his customer to put his troubled floppy back in the drive and close the door. The customer asked the tech to hold on, and was heard putting t

Memories, Please Read
Yesterday was probably one of the longest days of my life. But its one i will never forget... I remember as a kid making our Santa wish list. It was always on a sunday. We would get our pieces of paper and sit at the kitchen table with the Sears Wish Book and just dro0o0l over all the toys. We could put whatever we wanted on the list. And Santa would pick the 3 things he thought we would want most....it ALWAYS ended up being most of the list under the tree Christmas morning though. Lol (We were and still are a bit spoiled with love) As we made our lists my mom would bake sugar cookies, she made the absolute best sugar cookies!! When we were done our letters we would get on our winter snow gear and walk down to the mailbox to mail our wishes to santa. Then we would walk home, actually skip home knowing we were decorating cookies and having hot cocoa. Well we continued that tradition yesterday with my kids. We got up early and stayed in our pj's all day...the kids sat and wrote

33, Well If
December 20th is my best friend Alonyda's birthday. But there is not much of a celebration planned this year. See, no one is really sure if AJ is even on the planet to have a party for. When someone takes a moment to change your life, you kinda feel like maybe you want them to stick around. But we only stay in orbit for a moment in time. Maybe her clocked stopped. Or she just can't float by the rev's universe right now. There is a tradition in the cemetery where my father is buried, that when you visit, you bring a rock from home so others know their loved ones had visitors. When I took Alonyda, she left a key. It is still there. She was gonna leave a penny, but could not find one with a significant year on it. All of that is AJ to me. If you are wondering why, I am sorry you may never get the chance to hug the comet yourself. I used to write her stuff all the time, so I figured I would give it another shot. Sometimes she would come around if she liked it, or to tell me how wrong I was

Just Thoughts!!
I WANTED TO LEAVE THIS GOD FOR SAKEN SITE BUT AS MANY OF U KNOW IM A WEAK FUCKER AND ITS MY ADDITION HAHA....OK THIS DOESNT PERTAIN TO ME BEFORE I START!!!!IS IT TRUE JUST BECAUSE YOU CANT MAKE SOMEONE WANT YOU....YOU ARE A LOSER "NO NOT AT ALL" MEANS YOU WERENT WHAT HE WAS LOOKING FOR OR VICE VERSA SHOULD YOU GRACEFULLY WALK AWAY AND NOT THINK ABOUT IT AGIN??... YES!! IF YOUR STRONG ENOUGH TOO!! WELL U SEE I HAVE MANY THOUGHTS AND FEARS HERE IN MY LIFE... I DO HAVE ONE PERON IN MY LIFE I WOULD JUST DO ANYTHING FOR BUT I CHOOSE TO WALK AWAY WAS IT THE RIGHT THING PROBLY IT WAS BLIND IT WAS NEVER GONNA BE WHAT I WANTED IT TO BE! BUT AM I SORRY FOR IT...NOT FOR ONE SEC IT BROUGHT SUCH JOY TO ME AND LAUGHTER ..........WHEN U TRY AND BE CLOSE TO SOMEONE WHO DOESNT WANT TO IT NEVER WORKS IT ONLY CAUSES PROBLEMS SO THE HOLIDAYS ARE COMMING ON FAST I HATE THEM THEY BRING THE VERY WORST FEELINGS OUT IN ME....LOL.....WELL I HAVE MET SUM REALLY GREAT PEOPLE HERE SOME FINE ASS FRIENDS I HOPE THEY

Pity You Haters
You Know, I actually Thought I would Use this For debatable rants, But it Turns Out, I am using it for something else. One Would think that jealous women wouldnt get the raging green monster eating them when they click on a profile and view someone's pictures. One would think they would either, look and be cool, or move to the next profile. I know i come on here to get my mind off shit, take a break from w.e and meet some cool people that more or less, log on for the same reasons. I understand, we, as people, put ourselves out there by posting our mugs, inwhich some of you are fake as the fucking acrylic nails we wear, and yet some of you have the childish manner to post on pictures how we appear as if we are "whored out trash" or "Crack Whore material" or " we steal pictures from others ? " For real now, if you have to hate on people, dont fucking post shit cause frankly i pity your ass. Big fucking deal if i appear fat, or perhaps im unattractive to you, perhaps even i

Oh My God!!! I Just Totally Had The Best Sex In My Life!!!!!!!!!!
OH MY GOD YOU GUYS, I JUST HAD THE BEST SEX IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE!!!!!!!!! I met another couple totally into the swapping lifestyle. I mean these two are absolutely gorgeous and total fucking KINK!!! I have never cum so hard and so much in my entire life!!!! I mean seriously, I have never been so turned on in my whole life!!! We enjoyed each other's company so much that they invited me to be the "favor" at one of their next parties!!! OH HELL YEAH!!!!! I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT!!!!!!!!!! We got it all on video and as soon as Aaron and Stacey edit it, I promise to upload some shots in my very special private section! Stay tuned!!! Is being a human sex toy always this much fun? Alexxx

The Reason Or Reasons For The Need To Cheat..
As most of you know I was trying to be in a contest for the first time... Things were going fairly well and then all of a sudden some scab jumps out ahead of me in the comments portion of the contest by a wide margin in a matter of 5 hrs.... Based on what I had been told by others the mere fact of that happening was impossible save for one action that could account for it...CHEATING.... From what I had been told it takes 3 days to get over 7000 comments but this individual got over 7000 comments in 5 hrs....You do the math and make up your own mind... So I brought this to the attention of the person running the contest and he was a little wishy-washy on things....To some degree I understand that but if you are going to run a contest you need to be decisive and sure of yourself....He wanted to keep the peace and make everyone happy.... In the end that was a futile attempt....I eneded up leaving for the reasons above...I flat out told him it didnt matter to me if I won or

As I Was Reminded Earlier...
by my mom... Today is the last day of Fall.... Tommorrow is the first day of Winter...Altho with the fluky weather we all have been having you would think Winter started back in September in some places... Its the reason for the season....Barf..

G.d Whiners !!!!
THIS BULLSHIT OF NOT BEING ABLE TO COMMENT BOMB, WAS STARTED BECAUSE SOMEONE LOST A CONTEST, AND WENT AND WHINED TO THE SUPPORT STAFF, NOW WE CANT BOMB ANYMORE. IF YOU CANT ACCEPT LOSS AS EASILY AS YOU CAN WINNING, THEN STAY THE FUCK OUT OF THE CONTESTS !! I CAN SAY THIS AND KNOW WHAT I,M SAYING, AS I JUST LOST A CONTEST, AND IT WAS A VERY BIG DEAL TO ME, BUT I ACCEPTED THE FACT THAT I WAS BEAT, AND WENT ON WITH IT !! YOU ARE NOT GOING TO WIN A DREAM VACATION, A NEW CAR, A MILLION DOLLERS, AND THIS IS THE INTERNET !! NOONE SHOULD BE TAKING THESE CONTESTS SO SERIOUS THAT THEY HAVE TO BE A CRYBABY, AND RUIN THINGS FOR EVERYONE ON THE SITE !! IF YOU CANT BE A GRACEFUL LOSER, SIT IN YOUR ROOM AND SUCK YOUR THUMB, AND LEAVE THE CONTESTS TO THE ONES THAT ACCEPT LOSS, AS WELL AS WINNING

Thanks!
I just wanted to say thank you to everyone that helped me win my sexy lingerie contest :D... You guys are sooo super awesome!.... I ♥ you to pieces... and i wanted to say thank you to Trisha for letting me be in it... you are so awesome too.... and I ♥ you to pieces too! YAY oh Happy day I won I won I really really won!

Simple Question
If any of you truly ever looked at the pictures I display here , has there been any that are so offensive that you did not wish to visit my page or albums?? I am asking because i was TOLD someone had a problem with my picture in the Harley vest! Nothing actually showing but cleavage. Was TOLD to put it in a private folder or risk my profile being deleted. The funny thing is, within minuts of all this, what do you think I see right up in front of me?? A woman's Vagina, which is all well and good in a NSFW folder if guys wish to see it......But to crawl me for cleavage.....Too much if ya ask me. What is next???

Let Me Introduce You To The Other Half...who Also Lost This Baby With Me...
I just wanted to let you all know who the man is that went through this baby loss with me. I think that its a big deal that he know that he is important and feels some support too because he has been a pillar of strength to me and he should have some as well. Please go show him some love as well. The daddies that go through these losses should be supported too. I love this man more than words can say and I dont know if I can successfully convey this to him but I try to everyday. Please help me by stopping by his page....rate him, fan him and friend him. He doesnt have many of any of those things and he adds pretty much anyone that asks and returns the favor pretty well from what I have seen. Thanks to all of you in advance! jammingracebike@ CherryTAP

Just So You Know
I am a woman who cares a great deal about people and if i say i'm your friend i mean it. I am honest and would like that in return. I hate players i do not believe in playing on peoples emotions i can't think of anything more cruel than to let someone believe you care for them when you don't.I believe in helping others in there times of need and to give what i can to help them. I came from a poor faimly but rich in that we loved each other and my parents went without alot to make sure we had what we needed, by no means where we a perfect faimly but always there for each other. I was a nerd in school and know only to well about bullys and what they can do to you. I had no teenage years as at the age of 16 i was kidnapped, raped and tortured and spent a month in the hospital and was then sent to live with relatives where i live now i met a man here who was 20 years my senior and had 3 sons moved in with him and stayed for 32 years and had two beautiful children of my own a son and a da

Freaks
Ok So this guy asked me if I were married or looking, I told him neither just making friends...then he asked if I liked younger guys, I said no...I like men my age...and then he said...well I am close to you but if thats what you want...I was rating your photos 10's but I will stop...so I told him to go ahead and stop then...lol heres the clincher...lmao...he started re~rating my photos as 1's...lmao...like that is going to hurt my feelings??? Just thought I would share this little part of my day with y'all!

Marriage
So anyways, as some of you know I'min a rather troubled marriage. I'm not abused or anything. But my husband doesn't treat me near as well as he should. The man never has anything nice to say about anything. I'm constantly being told I'm a failure, worthless and lazy. I'm not in love with him anymore at all. I love him of course, but not in the way a married couple should be. I want to leave him but I'm scared to be a single parent. I'm also no longer working. Any advice? How do I even approach the topic of divorce seriously? Every time I've mentioned it before he doesn't take it seriously. *sigh* I feel lost.

I Have A Question?
Hey I have a question.. What would say about someone who keeps saying that they are, 1) A Annaconda (which is just scary) 2)A Kitty 3) A lion I don't know but I think he may be having an idenity crisis..

You May Be Addicted To Fubar If ??
Hello. Yes, you. You, looking at this screen for hours on end, online. You, bleary eyed. You, an addict. Have you looked in the mirror lately? Been outside? Know what day of the week it is? Your name was given to us by a spouse or family member who is concerned about your Fubar addiction. At Internetaholics Anonymous, we can help. We`re a non-profit society of recovering Cherry Tap addicts like yourself that provides support and counseling through weekly meetings designed to help you cope with your problem. We feature a twelve step recovery program and in extreme cases, interventions. Although it is our firm belief that you are never "cured," you most certainly can recover. We have designed a brief checklist to determine if you are an addict. 1) Have twitches of the hand when you walk by your terminal? 2) Check e-mail more than five times a day? 3) Spend more time chatting on Cherry Tap than eating or sleeping? 4) Surf a

Moving To Florida
I am getting ready to move back to Panama City, Fl. on Monday the 1st. I'm not sure when I'll have the chance to get online again. I just got good and started on here and made alot of great friends. I have enjoyed each of you and getting to know each of you.. hope to back online soon.. Your friend.. Rick

Platimium Cherry
YOU KNOW I AM NOT BIG ON COMMENT BOMBING. BUT IF YOU WANT TO DO IT I WONT COMEPLAIN. I WILL GET A PLATIMUIM CHERRY IF I HIT 2500 COMMENTS. ME PERSONALLY. I WOULD JUST LIKE TO SEE HOW MANY RATINGS AND COMMENTS I GET. EVEN IF YOU COMMENT JUST ONCE. LIKE TO SEE ALL MY FRIENDS HIT IT AT LEAST ONCE. SO I WILL DEPEND ON EVERYONE TO REPOST THIS TO GET THE WORD OUT. EVERYONE KNOWS I TRY TO GET A FEW VOTES ON ALL YOUR PICS AND CONTEST. SO JUST DROP BY. RATE IT AND COMMENT JUST ONCE AND I WILL BE ONE VERY HAPPY CAMPER. AND REPOST THIS IF YOU WOULD LIKE. THAT WOULD BE NICE TOO.

Alone In My Room
sitting on my bed looking around facing the darkness not making a sound tears had fallen my mind is racing close my eyes find myself spacing why cant he see how much i care i tried to tell him bit its like hes not there day after day i open my heart knowing i shouldnt waiting to part everyone leaves me sitting all alone broken and torn crying on the phone maybe it will change hopefully soon im so over crying alone in my room

11 Reasons Why Beer Isnt Better Than A Woman!!
This for nik!! 1. A beer bottle doesn't look any better with its labels off. 2. Peeling off beer labels isn't as much fun. 3. You can suck a beer at only one spot. 4. Enjoying a beer involves a positive calorie intake. 5. The bottom of a beer can isn't very interesting. 6. You can't eat a beer. 7. You can't buy a beer at 9AM on Sunday in some states. 8. There's a law about driving after having too many beers 9. You have to be over 21 to enjoy a beer. 10.Beer never complains when u come home late drunk. 11.A beer doesnt taste better as it gets warmer

To A New Year And Hopefully Another Chance For Our Baby
With the news that I am back to normal (relatively anyway) lol, I am hoping that this new year bring me more peace with Mike's and my loss and another chance to try for our baby again. I will be taking down my memorial to the baby in the house tomorrow as my way of putting it to bed and making peace with it. This was my promise to myself and the people that love me. Thank you to all my friends and all the people that have supported me through all this. I have decided that I am ok with my blog not being #1 anymore. If it gets there again...great...if not...that is ok...my story, support and message have been shared and helped others and thats all I have wanted to do. I will NOT stop dedicating my page to pregnancy and infant loss though....it will always be a part of me and there will always be others that need this support. My friends, family and fans RULE and I love you all more than I can ever hope to tell you. I will continue to write in here as well since the journey is nev

My New Years Couldn't Have Sucked More.
Ok, at least now I know better than to invite a guy to one of my gigs. I was very excited about this gig. I was to be the Emcee. I was holding a raffle for all kinds of cool prizes, like body piercing and tattoo's. The raffle was goin well. Tickets were being sold. I had invited a guy I have been dating recently. He was very sweet on our dates and on the phone. The fact that he is GORGEOUS, makes it even worse. He showed up all right. WITH A DATE! Some old, fat chick. WTF?? Now I know, a lot of you are saying to yourself, "the guy must be nuts!" And I'm in total agreement. But there he was, arm in arm with, in my opinion, not even second best. I'm a strong woman, I don't sweat the small stuff, normally, but I'm kinda thinkin I have somewhat of a right to be a little perturbed at this situation. Midnight is drawing near, I had just awarded the last prize. Crazy Train was setting up onstage. 5 minutes to go. Looking around the bar, I see people coupling up for that midnight ki

Are You Gh0stwraith's Friend Or Am I Points To You..
How many ppl on here get the feeling that ppl want to use you only to get points? How many fake accounts do we see running around, no one behind the pix. There are more fake ppl on here then there are real ppl at times. I currently have 329 Friends on my list and I would guess over a weeks time I talk to about 75-100 at the most. Most of them I don’t see and prolly never will. I will post this in my blog and in my bulletins because I will be thining ppl out. I don’t need that many ppl, I would rather have 50 ppl that I can count on then 1000 ppl I never talk to. I would like to say to those that I receive comments from once a week I understand and thank you for that. For those that I haven’t received anything from in weeks then I h8 to say it but Good bye. Thank you my friends. Gh0st

My First Poem On Ct..it Blows...
why is it that when i love,i get love in return,only to be stabbed in the back,as i'm on the run with my love.& why is it that when i love,thats when the hurting has begun.is it me who has all the bad luck,or are there others whos heart gets fucked,& these are the questions i've asked for the last six months,only to be mentaly stumped.my brain is fragged,my heart has shattered.what is a man to do but just give up. these visions of death all stir in my head,& i can't sleep with filth in my bed.with the bull shit pain all built up,i want to fall & just give up.life is a waste & a painful hack,here we go again with all the flack,& all i want to do is give all the pain back.all my friends tell me they love me,but just how long till they have hurt me.my family lost,my child gone,who would want to stay around to hear my swan song.is this why i'm here,to just feel pain,or is it to be laughed at like some bum in the rain,my heart doth cry in bloody gutteral pain,can you hear it from in side t

The 3 Position Rule
A friend and I were talking about sex last night, and I told him I knew someone that would only do it missionary style. At the same time, we both said that you should use a MINIMUM of three positions during just about any round of sex. This is now known as the "Three Position Rule". Of course there will be exceptions as there are to all rules.... like when you're getting a quickie in public

Love
love is great when you have it, but do we ever really have love or do we just borrow it for a lil while...Does anyone ever really love us or do they only love the idea of us for a lil while and then move on to the next??? are we just here to be lessons to each other, to show each other something till we get to that next level and find the next person for a lil while...I mean what is love about??? Is it really forever or do we just want to think it is??? Is it something we want to hold on to till(we think it has died and then find the next person???) Or is it real is it something that we feel and always will that one person??? If anyone has the answer please let me know cause right now i don't know what i think about anything...To me love is fleeting something we all want, something we all want to find we think we have it we are happy for a min, and then we are lost and looking again...Is it really worth all the pain??? Is is really better to love and have lost then to have never have l

You Might Be A Yankee If...
1. You Dont Know What A Moon Pie Is 2. You've Never had Grain Alcohol 3. You Think Okra Is From Okrahoma 4. You Eat Fried Chicken With A Knife & Fork 5. You've Never Been To A Zoo That Featured A Cow Or Chicken 6. You Dont See Anything Wrong With Putting A Sweater On A Dog!! 7. Two Generations Of Your Family Have Been Kicked Out Of The Same Prep School In Connecticut.. HELL... You're A Yankee If Two Generations Of Your Family Have Even BEEN To A Prep School! 8. You've Never Planned A Vacation Around A Gun & Knife Show 9. You Think Your Money Should Go To Important Scientific Research At Your University Instead To The Salary Of The Head Football coach 10. You Dont Have Doilies And You Certainly Dont Know How To Make One 11. You Get Freaked Out When People On The street Talk To You 12. None Of Your Fur Coats Are Homemade I'm Sure I Am Leaving Out A Lot.. But Cant Think If You Have One.. Add It To A Comment! :o)

My Work
CUM ON MA SIT YOUR PLACE ON MY FACE AND GRIND UNTIL I TASTE WHAT YOU WANT ME TO TASTE,GETTIN ALL EXCITED AND SHIT DAMN MAMA CAN I HIT OH WAIT NOT JUST YET I LIKE IT WHEN YOU GET'S WET REAL WET. ARE YOU WET YET OK LET ME SLIDE MY MAN INSIDE YOUR WOMAN YOU SCREAM MY NAME WHILE MY MAN HIDES INSIDE,YOU ON TOP, ME ON THE BOTTOM WHILE YOU RIDE FEELING ALL GOOD INSIDE WHOA HOLD ON BABY DON'T LOOSE STRIDE, CLOSE YOUR EYES LET ME GUIDE.UP AND DOWN,DOWN AND UP EVEN SIDE TO SIDE SLOWER,FASTER I DON'T MIND, TURN AROUND SLOW OH SHIT MA THAT'S A NICE ASS BODY SHAPED LIKE AN HOUR GLASS MAKES A G WANT TO HIT FAST BUT NAW I LIKE TO SLOW GRIND UNTIL IT'S TIME.DID YOU CUM YET NOT YET COOL BET THAT I CAN DO THIS ALL NITE, OH SHIT MA THIS WELL YOU KNOW IS TIGHT YEA THIS FEELS WAY PAST RITE OH SHIT I GOTTA GO MA CAUSE I'M GONNA MISS MY FLIGHT NAW FUCK IT THIS GEM IS NICE AND TIGHT THERE IS NO WAY I'M LEAVING HERE TONITE.UNLESS HER MAN CUMS HOME EARLY.HAD TO SLIDE THAT IN PEACE. PAPI

My Sad Story ~ The Childhood
This is the story of how I became who I am. Everybody has one, some are worse, some better. I thought I'd share mine for those who care to get to know the real me a little better. I was born in San Diego, California the day before my parents first wedding anniversary. My mother was seven years younger than my dad, he was the boy next door. She married him to get away from her parents. She had me to keep her occupied because she hated my father. There are hundreds of pictures of me as a baby dressed up in different outfits. I am convinced she thought I was a doll much like Baby Alive. They divorced shortly after my first birthday for many reasons on both their sides, one including my mother cheating with one of his friends from work. Then she married the friend and he became step-dad number one. I have mixed memories of him. He was a drunk so lots of super fun times and lots of fighting. I got a baby brother out of that marriage. We lived in a nice neighborhood and wen

Darkness
Darkness overtakes my soul, Like a thief in the night Come to steal my gold. Veins of madness, twist and turn, Weaving through this darkness On a collision course to crash and burn. Brink of depair, pain all too real, The darkness sinks in further, Covering everything to reveal. Like a sweet lover, this madness joins With the darkness, licking the wounds, And covering my loins. Death is sure to follow suit, This maddening darkness Soul to root. Welcome to my hell. (c.)2007 by KCZ

You Know You're A Redneck When...
You Know You're A Redneck When... The Halloween pumpkin on your front porch has more teeth than your spouse. You let your twelve-year-old daughter smoke at the table in front of her kids. You've been married three times and still have the same in-laws. You think a woman who is "out of your league" bowls on a different night. Jack Daniel's makes your list of "Most Admired People." You think Genitalia is an Italian airline. You wonder how gas stations keep their restrooms so clean. Someone in your family died right after saying "Hey, y'all watch this!" Your Junior / Senior prom had a daycare. You lit a match in the bathroom and your house exploded right off its wheels. The bluebook value of your truck goes up and down, depending on how much gas is in it. Ya' can't git married to y

Slow Down When You Drive
SO ANYWAYS I WAS THROWING THIS BADASS PARTY AND WE HAD TO GO PICK ONE MORE PERSON UP. 2004 ACCORD. WE WERE GOING DOWN THIS OLD HIGHWAY AND I LOOKED UP AT THE SPEEDOMETER (FRIEND WAS DRIVING) AFTER IT WENT PAST 120 I LOOKED AT THE ROAD AND WE KEPT GOING FASTER ...THEN IT CAME TO A 35 MPH TURN AND WE TRIED TO SLOW DOWN AND TURN AND THE BACK END OF THE CAR SLID OUT CAUSE IT WAS RAINING AND WE HIT A TURN BUCKLE GOING 115 AND THEN IT SLAMMED THE FRONT END INTO THE TURN BUCKLE THEN WE DID A FEW 360'S AND SLID TO A STOP ABOUT 6 INCHES FROM THE DITCH...WHICH WAS A RIVER AND YEA...WE ALL ALMOST DIED LAST NIGHT. SO HOW WAS YOURRRRRR NIGHT? HOLY FUCK. THANK GOD FOR LIFE. AND FULL COVERAGE ;) COMMENTS APPRECIATED -ROB

Nydm/nedm And Other As My Victims Bleed News
I am about to join The NYDM/NEDM. It is a organization that is world wide and supports undergorund music, especially DETAH METAL. The benefits of joining this organization for me, and my band are through the fucking roof. I will be wearing "colours" for the club to concerts and NYDM/NEDM sanctioned events. The NYDM/NEDM is not a gang by any means. So, in joining the New York Death Militia/Nebraska Death Militia, I will be able to get AS MY VICTIMS BLEED closer to my dreams and goals with better promotions, and possibly a line up of musicians to join me, as well as the ability to tour the country and the world. So now my focus on music is even higher than it was just last week, and for those of you that already know me, the priority of music is number one on my list.

Cold Sweat
He awakes with a start, covered in a cold sweat. He can't hear anything suspicious, but something isn't right. He pulls the covers back and slips on some torn track pants, and slips his feet into his loafers. Something tells him not to turn the light on, he fights is blindness and listens to his gut. He feels his way to the bedroom door, which he leaves open as he lives alone. Stopping at the door he listens closely, YES someone or something is in his Apartment. As he stays tight to the wall he works his way down the short hall way. Now Knowing it is someone he moves even more quietly. Getting to the end of the hall, he peeks around the corner. Yes there is someone there rummaging through his CD's and DVD's. He tucks back around the corner to collect his thoughts and formulate a plan. He weighs his options, he could remain quiet leave the burgalar do his business and leave... OR, "FUCK that, there is a man invading MY FUCKING PRIVACY." as the rage builds inside of him. His

Up On A Pedestal
I'm not sure how to start this or even where I am heading with it. We'll see.... I've made a few observations during my time here. We all do it to an extent... we develop an interest in someone. There is a certain spark that intrigues us about another. We look for it in pictures or comments that are mutually left. Perhaps we have even instant messaged back and forth or maybe just maybe talked on the phone. But there is a concept here that I'm sure is the subject of many masters thesis and if it isn't it may just become mine... Have you noticed that we tend to build up our e-friends just a tad bit? The internet allows people to build an on-line persona one that is apart from our "real" lives. Heck, CT even has a police department to investigate the fakers. And on top of that you can not go onto the next level until you have your verified salute picture posted. Some are teachers, others rock stars, or business (wo)men, sports icons, models, my goodness I've encountered people

Lori's Story
My story starts in 1991 when I was 19 years old. I met a wonderful man named Gary and finally in 1993 we decided to start a family. I got pregnant and 7 weeks later had a miscarriage. It was tough, but I thought, "Okay, this is just something that happens." The first miscarriage was such a scare that we waited another 3 years before trying again. Again, after 7 weeks, another miscarriage. The doctors said it's just something that happens. After my 5th loss, we decided it was time to see a specialist. I've had every test imaginable and everything came back good. So is this just something that happens? We continued trying all the way up to 2005. That is when I suffered my 8th and last miscarriage. I think that was the worst one. At my age then (33), I knew that there was probably no hope left. We decided for my well-being to stop trying. God has kept me sane and I don't blame anyone, I just can't understand why. I do believe that time helps heal wounds, and mine are gradually healing d

Just Thinking
So, I was just thinking... Today I was admiring the building I work in. It's an 8 story building, with a fire escape off the 2nd floor. As I admired this fine structure, I'm thinking "that fire escape is made of wood." And then it dawned on me... isn't that almost pointless? One would think that it would be more dangerous on the fire escape during a fire than actually inside the building. Anyways, what do I know. I was just thinking.

A Reason, A Season...or A Lifetime
I just met someone who needed a friend....and I was reminded of this...It is from an email that was sent around...I have no idea who the source is, but it rings so true that I thought I should share it with all of you.... People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our de

7 Months In Texas And???????
Okay now have made it 7 months in Texas must say I miss home, people are some what cool but haven't met many that relate to me. Guess I miss Georgia too much but who knows gonna keep living it up here in the big state of Texas.

My Life
Well I thought I would let you all know a little about me. :) If you take the time to read this. LOLI was born in a small town in Rockledge, Florida. Yes I am a true Florida orange. Grew up pretty much at Cocoa beach. Yes I have been a surfer since I was about 6 years old. I would still be doing it except this west coast of Florida has zip for waves. I just sold my board about a year ago. :( At the age of 17 I went out on the LPGA as a caddie for two years. I do have to say that was the best job I ever had. BUT after 2 years of lugging around the clubs I decided I had enough. I went back home and started working odd jobs. I did everything from fast food to painting tanks. Big difference there. While I was working at a gas station every morning a recruiter would come in for his coffee and ask if I was ready to join the Navy. For almost a year I told him what to do with it. LOL One morning he came in and he asked again. I told him that if he could have me in boot camp within one week I

The Reason I Never Seem To Be Around....
Is because I got a new job. Previously I was a phone support tech for a company called Teleflora. It's the largest flower wire service in the country. You may have heard of FTD we are actually bigger than them just not as widely known, probably we because we are privately owned. If you haven't heard of either of these places you need to send more flowers!! :) So anyway I was a computer tech for one of Teleflora's point of sale systems. I loved it and I had a ton of time to be on the internet in between calls. So my CherryTAP addiction was sufficiently fulfilled AND I could get my homework done since I go to college online. It was fantastic but I wasn't so fond of my bosses, or the direction the department seemed to be going in. So my previous boss whom I really respected and enjoyed working for let me know there was a new job opening in his department. I applied and got the job. I am now a Pre-Install Coordinator. Doesn't that sound important? It's a fabulous title, an

Goofy Thoughts Of Mine...
I was eatting some mixed nuts the other day..and I got to the cashew, and it dawned on me that I had never seen a cashew in it's shell. Nor how they get to them, if they grow on a bush or in the ground. Well I am no longer without this knowledge LOL. I now know all about the cashew..and if you're curious as well..heres some stuff about it and a link to see the cashew apple and various other facts about it. The delightful cashew nut is loved by everybody. Cashews are a product loved by the wealthy nations and provided for by the poor nations. It is closely related to the Mango and Pistachio plants. Cashews are found growing on cashew trees or "bushes" near the equator. The cashew grows wild in brazil and in cashew plantations in India where the cashew was transplanted into a cashew crop. Origins The first western people sighting the cashew tree was by the Portuguese. They invaded Brazil in the 1500's. Portuguese seamen brought the seeds of the cashew nut tree from Brazil

....damn It, This Not How I Wanted To End My Night...
Well I just got off of the phone with my mom and it seems that one of my angels has passes away... When I was young and things were really bad between my parents the powers that be granted me an angel to watch over not just myself but my brother and mother as well. Lonnie Shepard was an angel if ever there was one. When dad went insane and busted in the plate glass windows it was my angel who hurried us to his car and gave us a safe place to sleep. When I need a place to hide from the world my angel was there and when I didnt knwo how to go on, you guessed it that angel stood by my side and made me smile at the good in the world. Lonnie was an inspiration and a friend, a sweet man and a hard fighter. He helped to shape who I am and how I see the world. Rest in Peace Lonnnie I love you

My Funny Lifetime Adventures Or Misadventures (2)
After the Orange hair episode, my hair really started to recede. My woman bugged me to do something about it. I tried all kinds of ointments, etc and I think I actually lost more. But then, I saw IT!!!!!!!!!! Burt Reynolds had IT. Infact he was the spokesman for NEW HAIR. a hairpiece!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dammm ... If Burt can do it, so can I. So I bought me one.. actually two. The New man went home and everyone was elated. "Bob looks sooo young now!!!!!!" Well, I was doing some night club singing and it sorta fit into my new style and everything was going great now. One day the family and I went to a Cafeteria restaurant. I had my one year old grand daughter in my arm and was pushing the tray down the line and suddenly Alexandra reached up, grabbed my hairpiece and YANKED IT OFF! I grabbed it real fast and slapped it back on my head and continued down the line. As I was walking up to the table, everyone was laughing. "HUH?" My woman handed me a mirror. SHIT! I had s

Frozen
ok so im wondering how long im gonna have water tonight. i just got the water lines thawed out from freezing earlier tonight. its -8 dgrees with the wind chill at -27 degrees, and its supposed to be even colder this weekend. we have not had the snow we need to insulate the ground like we should and the frost level is getting lower so i bet its not gonna be long before the water main freezes.... im so ready for summer.... or a vacation until summer. any ideas of where i should go???? lol

The I M Odyssey
The change occurs In an instant But the ripple Continually flows You met them Just recently But they showed you Parts that You didn’t know How do they Do that From typing What the hell Do my words Show It happens In an instant Then you begin To grow

Dying Each Day...
Do you ever feel like you're dying inside? I do, a little every day. I've been single for almost 4 years now, have two beautiful sons and a booming career. Ive met a few of you online(you know who you are)and I hear the same thing. To that one(you know who you are) Im sorry, terribly sorry. Ive been mislead and not sure who to believe anymore, becaue, lets face it. This place is a damn nightclub online wether y'all can see that or not. I miss being married. I miss one love. I guess Im saying I am to the point where I need some neutral advice. I want someone to love me for me, not my money, not my looks, just me. Any advice ladies? I'm dyin' a little bit every day. If you will pray for me or write me at irishfly2006@yahoo.com-God bless..

Read Very Good!! =)
Picture this, it's a slow day in the office, not too many people around so you figure out a way to sneak me in without anyone seeing. You rush me over to your desk and hide me underneath where no one can see me. You run quickly to get your morning coffee and a lil something for me to snack on too.... but there is only one thing I'm interested in eating this morning *wink*. You get back to your desk with your head in the clouds in anticipation of what's going to happen. From my vantage point I can see you approaching. You look SEXY today too with that tight black t-shirt on that forms itself tightly around your boobs. Any tighter and I'd be able to read the label on it and tell your cupsize.... which I already know from having those perfect tits cupped in my hand and those nipples in my mouth sucking on them from before *wink*. The jean skirt you have on is so short and tight, so short that if you have to bend over to get anything today, whoever is behind you is going to be walking a

My Work
SHORTY IS ABOUT 5'4 ARE SO AND HAS A THING FOR CANDLES AND ROSES ASK ME HOW I KNOW CAUSE MA JUST TOLD ME SO.A THING FOR ROSES HUMMMM I WONDER HOW THAT MAKES HER FEEL IT'S A ROSE SO IT HAS AN AROMA I GUESS IT MAKES HER WANT TO CHILL LIKE TAKING A SLEEPING PILL IN A SENCE CAUSE THAT WOULD MAKE YOU CHILL I WONDER HOW DOES SHE FEEL.I MEAN IS SHE IN HER SPECIAL PLACE THAT ONLY SHE KNOWS ABOUT THAT PLACE WHERE HER DREAMS AND THOUGHTS CUM OUT,TO PLAY THAT IS CAUSE SHE IS THE ONLY ONE THERE AND HER EMOTIONS AND INNER MOST THOUGHTS SHE WON'T HAVE TO SHARE.HUMMMM I WONDER IF I ASK REAL NICE WOULD SHE TAKE ME THERE LET ME INSIDE HER MIND AND SHARE WHAT SHE WOULD NOT SHARE, HER INNER MOST THOUGHTS AND WHERE ALL HER SECRETS ARE KEPT EVEN THE LAST TIME SHE WAS KISSED AND THE LAST TIME SHE WEPTED.MAYBE I AM ASKING A LITTLE TO MUCH CAUSE IT IS HER PRIVATE PLACE AND NO ONE HAS EVER TOUCHED ARE BEEN THERE BEFORE BUT MAYBE JUST MAYBE A ROSE WOULD UNLOCK THE DOOR AND THE CANDLES I WONDER WHAT THEY ARE FOR

Guys Suck
Okay, let me try this again!!I read some thing today in a bulletin and you know what it made me think that guys can really suck and can really be idiots! And yes, we can be too!! I will admit that! But rather than look at what happened really, how about the heart felt courage it took to love someone and walk away? Would you not love someone all the more if they had the strength to do that? What I wanna hear are comments that say what you think, whether she is a strong loving person that he may not deserved in the first place or what???? Come on guys, for once, show some!!!

De-icer Needed!
Austin weather isn't too bad yet, although we are starting to get some of the icy conditions. Fortunately, it isn't getting too bad yet too because it is a Holiday for many and many businesses had already planned to be closed for the holiday so many people have been staying home this morning. All the MLK festivities are being rescheduled for another day, albeit I am sure that no one is disappointed in that no one wants to be festive in this kind of cold, wet weather. I ended up staying extra at work to cover for folks that were slowed down by the weather circumstances, but I am scheduled to go in this afternoon (pre arranged four weeks ago). IF I don't have to go back in, I certainly wouldn't be complaining. I drove up the big hill on 2222 (that many folks feel is scary enough in good weather) and my windshield iced over. It was similar to the icing that an airplane can get if trying to take off in bad weather because it was a similar grade of steepness as I was going up

My Salute Was Rejected!!
from: CherryTAP Shop date: 2007-01-15 10:44:03 subject: Your SALUTE has been rejected! read receipt: No replied: 2007-01-15 10:47:50 Your SALUTE has been rejected! Please review the FAQ for what is appropriate for salutes. If your salutes are continually rejected, your account will be removed. The rejected salute photo is below: Now If this doesnt make any sence, nothing does here Can anyone expain why this was rejected?? Im waiting on a reply now, but I doubt if I will hear anything sighs...These ct bouncers need to explain" why they reject "so we can fix!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ANIME: No problem ->ANIME: ok i resubmitted it hun tytyty ANIME: sometimes its just a miss click cuz we have 100s to look at daily ->ANIME: awww tyvm hun, i appreciate that.. just couldnt figure out why :)) ANIME: I couldn't find out why it was rejected you can resubmit it if you want Your SALUTE has been approved! Thanks soooo much ANIME!!!For comming to m

My Daddy's Serman.. Its Been A Month Since Hes Passed
A Faithful sheperd is my lord In the name of jesus, dear family and friends of our voctorious brother in christ , Dale: Jesus says to us, " i am the good chepherd" his sheep follow him because they know his voice. Dale is one of the lords sheep. in the hour of trial the faithful christian knows where to go-- to the good shepherd- to this words of comfort and hope. The lord knows his sheep.. the sheep know their lord. Dale is one of those sheep.. he was born on August 1, 1958, here in sheboyan, Dale was a life long member of bethlehem and in the past served his lord as an usher. He had been emplayed at the THonet furniture. richardsons brothers, maslund. and lear.. HE enjoyed playin darts. and in later years playing cribbage with his father , joe. and brother steve. To be sure dale was a lovin son, and brother, and father. and he truly did love the life that god gave him. Meeting with his family yesterday, i certainly learned things that dale never shared with me w

Airplanes And Women
1) Airplanes usually kill you quickly - a woman takes her time. .. 2) Airplanes can be turned on by a flick of a switch. .. 3) Airplanes don't get mad if you do a "touch and go." .. 4) Airplanes don't object to a preflight inspection. 5) Airplanes come with manuals to explain their operation. 6) Airplanes have strict weight and balance limitations. .. 7) Airplanes can be flown any time of the month. 8) Airplanes don't come with in-laws. 9) Airplanes don't care about how many other airplanes you've flown before. .. 10) Airplanes and pilots both arrive at the same time. .. 11) Airplanes don't mind if you look at other airplanes. .. 12) Airplanes don't mind if you buy airplane magazines. 13) Airplanes expect to be tied down. 14) Airplanes don't comment on your piloting skills. .. 15) Airplanes don't whine unless something is really wrong. 16) However, when airplanes go quiet, just like women, it's usually not g

Monsters Are For Real!!!!
MONSTERS ARE FOR REAL On Monday, Billy didn't have his homework And when the teacher asked him why. He said, "Because a monster ripped it up, After I told him a lie." "You know monsters don't exist, And if you don't turn in your homework No recess you will get." On Tuesday, Billy had a stomach ache And when the teacher asked him why He said, "A monster took away my dinner, even my cherry pie." "Billy, I've told you once before, Monsters are not real. You'll have to wait till lunch time Before you get a meal." On Wednesday, Billy had a bandage, Which covered his right eye. When the teacher asked him how it happened, This was his reply: "A monster was running after me When I ran into the door:" "Billy please," the teacher said, "I don't want to hear any more." On Thursday, Billy refused to sit down, And when the teacher asked him why, Billy said, "A monster whipped my bottom, Because I started to cry," "Billy, said the teacher, "this

Soo, I Scroll Down My Home Page
Yes, I scrolled down my page, just to be proven again tht men ARE in fact pigs. I see Some girl with 3 fingers shoved into her cunt. YAAAAAAAY if you guys want porn DOWNLOAD, and to the girls who post this in albums available to all, *shakes head in dissapointment* It's really too bad you crave the phony attention of perves and cunt-hounds. I hope that really makes you feel better. ANYways, *takes a deep breath*, I reck on that these "friends" you have have never read your profile, or your blogs, if you do infact have any" or really give a shit that you might be a PH.D in Nuclear physics, or what your lifes dreams are. They see cunt, they grunt in a similar fashion to what cavemed do, drool and the click ten and probably some no brain comment like, "hot" or "SWEEEET", Maybe "ooh sexy" yes some of them might be able to put to words in one comment box when fronted with a piture as described above BUT, I doubt it. Anyway, enough rant for today. So to all you attention whores, GET FUCKIN

Like A Whore
I'm not lieing .. damn I need cherry love real bad. At the rate I'm going not sure I'll ever get outta this "chill cherry ghetto". So here I am .. selling my words here like a hooker selling herself at a street corner ... C'mon baby "you like a me girlie" me show you good time .. lotsa boom boom ... ( translated meaning .. you rate me .. I'll rate you ) wink wink nudge nudge .. Okay so this might be a little unconventional .. but go figure .. what's a boy to do? So here's the plan .. you want a fan? I'll be your #1 fan ... just be a fan of mine .. oh and yesssssssss I so love all your pictures .. there all 10's ..pssssssst and you love mine .. there all 10's .. damn I love this free vote conventional form of expression ... Oh and by the way (wink) damn that profile of yours is a 10 if I ever saw one .. ( reading between the lines (or lie) rate mine a 10 to please .. anyway ... love you all let's roll that cherry love out ...

Ive Got Problems...
OKay everybdy I have an addiction....I cant stop coming here, I cant get my salute to work so I cant even level right now and I still come to this site every second I can....Thats not good. ANybody else havin this problem? lol Just thought I'd throw this out there, if anybody cares to know lol....

My Work
WHAT MAKES YOU A REAL MAN IS IT BECAUSE YOU GOT HER PREGNANT NAW THAT'S NOT IT THAT ONLY MAKES YOU A MAN.SHIT A BOY CAN GET SOMEONE PREGNANT SO LET'S ERASE THAT MYTH,LET ME SEE HOW ABOUT I TAKE CARE OF MY KIDS I SEE THEM EVERY WEEKEND,SHIT THE MAILMAN CAN DO THAT AND READ THEM BED TIME STORIES TOO. MAN MY WOMAN BETTA HAVE MY FOOD READY AND MY BATH WATER RUNNING WHEN I GET THERE ARE IT'S ON,YEA THAT'S IT THAT'S A REAL MAN HE HAS HIS WOMAN AFRAID OF HIS PUNK ASS WHEN JUST THE OTHER NITE LIL RAY RAY SMACK THE FUCK OUT OF YOU AND TREATED YOU LIKE A LIL BITCH BUT WHAT DID YOU DO GO HOME AND BEAT YOUR WOMAN'S ASS NOW THAT MAKE'S YOU A REAL MAN.BITCH THIS, BITCH THAT, THAT BITCH WENT THROUGH NINE MONTHS OF LABOR WITH THE HELP OF GOD AND I GUESS YOUR SORRY ASS TO BRING SOMEONE BEAUTIFUL INTO THIS WORLD AND YOU PROBABLY TRIED TO TAKE THE CREDIT FOR THAT.CUM ON BABY SHE AIN'T GONNA FIND OUT I KNOW SHE IS YOUR BESTFRIEND BUT WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH ME I'LL BET YOU I CAN DO IT BETTER THAN Y

Distant Lover
DISTANT LOVER A kiss in the air from a soul intertwined. He moved my heart and my body trembled. He touched my face, and my tears did fall. A touch in the night from a lover afar He spoke my love, and my heart did ache. He kissed my lips, and my mouth did part. A spasm in the depths from a love conjoined. He caressed my soul and my body arched He swept my skin and my passions burned.

Men, Women, & Sex
Last night I posted a blog entry detailing the most recent man to treat me as though my sexuality was the only part of me worth anything (and thank you to those who read it, especially those who read it and said, "God, what a douchebag. You deserve better."). But you know what? I'm tired of that subject. We all know some men are shallow assholes. And I'm sure you're tired of reading about it, because most of the men that read my blog AREN'T shits. I know that and you know that. So I deleted that blog entry. But there were a couple things that came out of the discussion I had with him, and then the subsequent conversation I had with my friend Bogdan about it, that caused me to think a bit. So I thought maybe we could talk about it. And that is -- if a woman puts her sexuality out there in any way, is a guy, deep down underneath it all, only ever wanting to get to know her because he wants to have sex with her? Now, I take stuff Bogdan says with a grain of salt. He is youn

I Am Gone
I also wanted to let everyone know i will be leaveing here aas of monday and going back to my original blog spot. I am sick of all the mind games i get from everyone here. Monday is my last day period! Ty to what couple true friends i have here. I a also deleting my yahoo account so there will be no way for anyone from here to reach me. Also if i got ur # everyones will be deleted now...kisses Thanks for the fun i did have!

Drama. Haters. Psh.
So like, they say that im fake. If you believe it cut me delete me and block me.I'll be doing that to people who leave those comments and repost those bulletins. I'm not here to buy into your drama I could care less. I have a real life, career and everything else, so whatever ya know? Have you seen the top cherries? They are mostly ugly and are probably jealous anyways. That's usually the case on sites like this. They can keep their drama. I'm over it. Lolz. xoxo

To My Mistress The Bridge; I Don't Feel Well....
OMG I want to effin die. I've been getting sick since i think it was mid last week but i never got actually hit with it. Then Saturday morning I wake up to the worst cold ever in life. I spent most of yesterday sleeping and the few moments I did spend awake, I was being made fun of. Well because when I get sick I sound like a man, but I think the worst was Luvy. She was playing Tetris with Mami and I said something to Ma, and Luvy looks at me and says, "Not to be offensive but you sound like a man." Yeah; love you too kid.

Bill Parcells
So who the fuck didn't see this coming? Parcells "retires" - which is a kind way of saying "Peace out bitches, Jerry Jones is a pole smoking pussy and T.O. is Michael Irvin's butt pirate, and I am too good for this shit." Duh! Jerry Jones got what he wanted, he keeps the only other media whore close to his level and loses the one decent coach that team has had in a while. Granted, I hated staring at his man boobs every weekend, but hey, who am I to judge. I was waiting for him to come back looking like Angie Jolie next season and hoping T.O. would have been lost in an unfortunate accident. Pssst, I have someone working on that. What I heard today: I will give T.O. $40 for a bus ticket to Toledo to see the bust of Bill Parcells, because that is the only time he will ever be in there. LMMFAO! SO TRUE!

Hatred
HATRED I hate you I learned to despise you all of you from the sound of your voice to darkness of your eyes Every ounce of my being Hates you You make me ill I can't stand you The devil is attractive compared to you I want nothing more than to never see you or hear you ever but that is not possible for we are tied by ropes of hell forever no flame too hot no knife too sharp will ever release the hold upon me bound by eternal hatred Exploding emotions a wrath of pain corrupts my mind leaving me angry I am pissed my blues eyes have turned to black for how much I loathe you bathe in boiling water singe the flesh from your bones cook the evil from within for I hate you I really freaking' hate you for when you die I will live! Written by: Melody 1-22-07

Poetry
I take you into a smoky bar, My friends wonder who you are, Your dress is form fitting and tight, Our chemistry is never more right, The song dances across your lips, And to the beat you shake your hips. The next song is a slow groove, And then I decide to make my move, My lips and tongue tickle your neck My hands caress your lower back, But then we wait until we go home, For we'll be private and all alone. On the way home from the bar, While we are riding in the new car, I kiss you again and hold you tight, You tell me I'm your hot mister right, And then we get back to my place, I noticed you loved wearing lace. You squirt chocolate all over me, And start to lick so sensually, You caress me gently with your mouth, Then your tongue goes to the south, Love and chocolate's a kinky scene, But it makes you feel like a queen. Then you ask me where is the bath, I say to the left and down that path, As I hear the sound of running water, My passion for you on

Adult Education (scene 1)
ADULT Education Scene 1 I've said for years that I need an outlet for my sensuality, passions and desires that I just cannot take care of at home, and I've been flirting for going on 10 years not. Casually at first mind you, through that silly AOL chat stuff, but in the last 4 or 5 years in much more earnest. Needless to say, I've gone through a few of those cycles that the web goes through. In one of those dry spells, I decided to attend a night class for creative writing. I'd been flirting with a couple of delightful women on-line, yet nothing had clicked...it was all kind of a strain to get anything moving. I knew that there was no chance of attending a PORNotica class (as my stories normally run), and that there was little chance of an Erotica class. Yet...I was hoping that some outlet would be good, that the interaction with other people would be good, and that I might learn something which could be applied to my new works. The class was taught...actually, they called it "faci

Song
I was just thinking of this quirky song to put on my little online iPod thingie when I was distracted by something. Now, I have forgotten what song it was that I was going to add to the playlist. Can someone please tell me what it was?

Best Breasts On Ct??????
I have been invited to be a participant for the best "dressed" and the best "undressed" breasts for the female members of CT. I will be deciding on which of my breasts pics will be submitted into each category later today. The contest will run through Feb. 14th (Valentine's Day). I will be sending out another blog as soon as I made a decision on which pics will be submitted. If you would like to help me with that decision please go to your favorite DRESSED and UNDRESSED pics of my breasts I have in my gallery here and send a COMMENT with the pic and say THIS IS THE BEST DRESSED... or, THIS IS THE BEST UNDRESSED or something along those lines. This could be fun..

T.o. Is A Fucking Dick
DALLAS—Troubled, underperforming Dallas wide receiver Terrell Owens lashed out in a press conference at the Cowboys practice facility Tuesday, blaming a combination of teammates, world leaders, scientific organizations, and multinational electronics companies for his three-reception, 45-yard performance against Philadelphia Sunday. "I can't catch the ball if the quarterback can't pull the trigger on those passes, and he can't get the pass off if no one's blocking—and who can maintain concentration when [Afghan president] Hamid Karzai is criticizing [Pakistani leader Pervez] Musharraf for not doing enough to stop extremists in his country?" Owens said in response to reporters' questions regarding how he was feeling. "And now NASA says the shuttle came back from its last mission with damage to the protective foam? And I got to watch that news on a Samsung HP-S5053 that makes everything look all oversaturated. Is anyone out there besides me doing their damn job?" Bledsoe, the Cowboys' lin

Getting To Play Santa
I just got home. It's a little after 9pm PST, and I'm hard pressed to think of more than 5 days I've worked this long in the last 4.5 years in this business. I think it's one of the best work days I've ever had. Like many companies, mine gives out a yearly bonus. Sadly for us upper management schmucks, we don't get paid out in December, we have to wait until February. So here it is, late January and we finally found out today what the bottom line is. My boss is absolutely fabulous and I love her to death, but sadly she's a little dingy and I didn't get the call to head down to her office (in a different city) until 5:45pm. Of course I was happy to go and sit in traffic for the good news, and certainly I was happy to find out how much richer I'd be in a few weeks. But the best part of the whole day was giving the news to my employee. I called him on my way over to his house to see if he wanted me to come invade his space and deliver the news, or if he just wanted to wait unt

Restraponulous!
Longing your arrival. It's Restraponulous! Thoughts flair out of control. Like the word I just used. Gets me all confused. Can't be explained. The meaning is there. To blow it out of proportion. It's outrageous. It's Rediculous! It's Recockulous! It's Restraponulous! Understanding it is hard. Its all in order. Go from one to the last. You reach the peak. When you're fully confused. It's me waiting here. Feeling the worry. Watching the clock. Not understanding. It's Restraponulous!

To Military Wives
...and to the husbands that leave thier wives behind. This has touched my heart, I hope it does yours :) Dear Military Wife, I am an American woman that has no idea what is going on in the military other than what I hear on the news. I have never had to let go of someone so that they could go fight for people that they didn't know, people that sometimes do not appreciate or understand what they are fighting for. I have never had a sleepless night of worry because of a report that another bomb has exploded and I still haven't heard from my husband. I have never had to wait for months on end to hold the one that I loved so. I have never had to tell my children that daddy wasn't coming home tonight because he was so far away fighting for something that they aren't yet old enough to understand. I have never had to hold my head high and suppress the tears as I hear that it will be at least another six months of separation before my loved one gets to come home. I have never had

Profiles
Since I am on the pissed off rampage, I might as well say something else. I love how you read on most people's pages and they say something to the effect of "If you can't take a few minutes to read my profile don't bother adding me...." Crap like that. Here is the irritating thing. These SAME people don't spend the 2 minutes to read anyone else's. They are so busy whoring themselves out for points that they forget that there are humans on the other side of the computer. Yeah this blog is nothing but a bitchfest, but what is sad is that the people that REALLLLYYYY need to read this won't take the time to read it because they are working on their next bulletin begging for points or ways to get more fans to satisfy their need for points. I can honestly say I don't give a shit about the points I am here to meet people. In the up coming weeks I think all these little point whores are going to make a vanishing act from my friends and fans list. ADIOS!

Can I Ask You A Question?
I am trying to do some research for my stories. I would like to know from all of you (if you will be nice enough to leave your answers as comments to this blog). # 1. What forms of erotica do you like to read? Do you like short stories or longer more descriptive stories. # 2. Give me your HONEST impression on my writing style. Is there anything in my writing that you feel I need to improve? # 3. What is it exactly about my writing erotic stories do you like the best? # 4. Would you like to be told of my new erotic writing web site where you can buy inexpensive ebooks containing only my writings? # 5. If you were to buy one or more ebooks how much would you consider a fair price? I am considering anything from $5 to $8. Thanks for your input.

A Dreamy Kinda Love
I need a "love me in the mornin-hair fucked up-mascara all over my face" kinda love. No lies-no hurtful games-real as 24 karat gold kinda love. Bed breaking-torn sheets-tossed blanket- all over sweaty kinda love. The love you can count on like bills, taxes and death...a for sure thing. A no shame-tongue hangin out-hands constantly exploring-breathless kinda love. An on the floor-on the couch-in the car-inside-outside kinda love. The kind you only share together, forget all others and gets more wild everyday kinda love. The bent over a fallen tree-never noticing the mosquitos, animals or passers-by kinda love. The hold me-want me-crave me-taste me-breathe me kinda love. A forever lasting-deeper than the sea kinda love. A mashed potatoes and gravy-ribs and potato salad-peas and carrots kinda love. The kind you only dream about......Fuck...then I woke up. LMAO

Thank You, Thank You, I'll Get Back To You!
So many of you are giving me tons of ratings and comments, and I don't have time to return the love. Leave me a comment here and I'll at least fan you. I literally only have time to add, rate, and comment my new friend requests!

Girl Of My Dreams
Doesnt lie, cheat, exaggerate, promote drama, wants to spend quality time with me, wants to just snuggle on the couch from time to time,yet wants to go out too. doesnt make excuses for how 'busy' she is(I work 50+ hours a week)....I need someone to fall in love with...is that too much to ask?

I Am In This Contest Please Help Me Out (please Repost!!)
Hello all my friends out there in CT. I am in my first contest here and I need your help. please click on the link below and bomb away. Thanks. Don If you can't open the link then you may have to copy and paste it like I did to your browser. Stewie Griffen is the one holding the contest. My photo is in his photo folder labeled 1500.

Stop The Protesting
Whoever may be out there protesting the war, protesting our stay out here in iraq, please i beg, WE BEG, PLEASE STOP. You are seriously hurting our Moral out here. We understand your frustration, but none of you guys and the people out there protesting arent the ones sitting out here day n night, we are. We signed up for this it is part our job, it comes with the territory, part of being in the Armed Forces, we are out here putting our lives on the line to make sure our country doesnt have another attack like on 9/11. so please we the armed forces of america beg you to stop your protesting and start supporting us again, our cause out here is right, its just going to take time to do what we have to do. FOr those who havent stop supporting us, may your higher power bless you, and we will always be here at your service and proudly protect you. again thank you for your support.

Precious
How precious is life, really? Do the people in your life really know you? Does everyone know how you truly feel about them? How happy are you, really? It’s amazing how things happen and you never suspect it. You never know how precious life is until it’s gone. Incidentally you don’t know what is going on with the person setting next to you at the office or at the dinner table. Some of the happiest people on the surface are in horrible pain on the inside; so many of us take life for granted. I know all of us are busy in our own lives and things get so routine, but today stop to tell someone you love them. Not the same old way you do everyday when you get off the phone or rush out of the house. Take a minute today to reflect on how important the people in your life really are. A friend of mine took his own life yesterday, which none of us saw coming. He was what we thought a happy person. At 39 years of age he decided he couldn’t go on anymore. I wonder how you get to that point.

My Beautiful Stranger - Erotica
I was sitting there alone that night. In a dusky smoke filled bar, I could feel the music coursing through me. I sat there and stared at my drink, playing with the stirrer, not paying attention to much around me. I was trying to find some excitement and had dressed up in nothing fancy… a simple jeans skirt with a purple sweater. This was my secret little outfit... the kind that looks innocent but really isn't. The purple sweater was tight but not to tight, low but not too low. The skirt was down to my knees but had a slit in the back. The secret though was the corset underneath with garters and stockings… and no panties. When I would bend over from the waist the slit came up to just the right spot… with a very inviting and pleasant view. As I contemplated what to do next I drifted away in my thoughts. Suddenly I was awoken as I felt my head jerk back… my hair clenched tightly by a strong hand and pulling me closer to them. As they pulled me closer they also grabbed a hol

My Little Buddy
there was a time in my life where i walked alone i felt alone and i had much sadness in my life then 1 day god blessed me with the most prescious gift that anyone could ever have. he gave me my little ray ray he was such a bundle of joy he smiled he laughed he cried and daddy would take him in his arms and hold him tight and rock him till he fell asleep. little ray ray was so cute he would make faces and laugh at daddy and make daddy grin from ear to ear. i watched him grow till he was about 3 then his mom moved out of state and took him away from me omg my heart was so broken the only thing in life that was so prescious to me was gone and i couldnt see him cause they lived so far away. about 2 yrs went by and each and every day of my life i would think of him and each an every day i would look forward to being with him again someday.then i got a call that he was moving again this time to a different state even further away. my heart dropped out of my chest it felt like. Some nights i

Keep In Mind That I'm Not Originally From Arkansas Lol
Things I have learned living in ARKANSAS 1. Possums and armadillos sleep in the middle of the road with their feet in the air. 2. There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 live in ARKANSAS . 3. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 live in ARKANSAS plus a couple no one's seen before. 4. If it grows, it sticks; if it crawls, it bites. 5. Onced and twiced are words. 6. It is not a shopping cart; it is a buggy. 7. Fire ants consider your flesh as a picnic. 8. People actually grow and eat okra. 9. Fixinto is one word. 10. There is no such thing as "lunch". There is only dinner and then there is supper. 11. Ice tea is appropriate for all meals, and you start drinking it when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar! 12. Backards and forwards means "I know everything about you." 13. Jeet? is actually a phrase meaning "Did you eat?" 14. You don't have to wear a watch because it doesn't matter what time it is. You work until you'

Being There For You
My love for you it will be forever I promised you to work out the problems together If you ever needs me I'll give it my all And work out the troubles be they big or small I'll hold you when your down And from your beautiful face I'll take the frown I only wish to make you see I'll give you respect and honesty My goal in life is to make you smile And as for that I'd walk more than a mile If you ever need anything all you need do is ask Because I feel that's an easy task I really do love you so There is nowhere I wouldn't go I'd cross deserts and mountains and even the sea Because with you is where I should be When I'm with you there's nothing to say Except I promise to love you each and every day Nothing could be more important to do Than just being there for you ...

Vancouver - Glass Elevator - Part 2
The lightning and the pounding of the thunder are getting more intense and louder. The storm cell must be directly over the top of the hotel for there is just flashing and continuous rolling of the pounding thunder. I look down and see the darkness of your tattoo as it is lighted with yet another flash of lightning. And the crash of thunder deep with reverberations pound the surrounding glass cage we are imprisoned. The crash of thunder is almost instantaneous after the flash of lightning. The storm sits right on top of us. I touch your tattoo so softly and it is so smooth. I halfway expect to receive a slap for being so forward with a total stranger but all you do is turn your head slightly to your left to acknowledge that you felt the gentle touch I just gave you, but you don't make eye contact with me. Could this be a signal that you want more than just a touch to your lower back? I certainly hope so. I then take my fingertips and lightly graze the lower portion o

Grandma
I am so sad to announce that my Grandmother passed away this afternoon! She was a great lady and she will be missed soooooooo much! She was the only Grandmother I ever knew and she was the best! She was 90 and she had been going downhill very fast since Xmas. That woman had been through sooooo much in her life. She was a farmer, a mother, a Grandmother , a Great Grandmother and recently a Great Great Grandmother! She was also an EXCELLENT cook, always had been and loved to make people smile with her cooking. There wasn't anything she wouldn't do for her family or her friends. I hadn't seen her since Xmas but was planning a trip up there in a week to see her. We were too broke to make it up there to see her this weekend.. but I wished I would have found a way to. I knew her days were numbered but thought she would last a little longer. She was only in the nursing home for 5 days because my Dad had taken care of her for the last 3 yrs or so since my Grandfather passed. This is a pic of

Im Tired Of It
how come every time i try to get away from the computer and ct i get accused of some bullshit!!! tonight i told someone that i wanted to go watch tv and he was like "if tv is more important" im sorry but i cant sit infront of an effin computer ALL damn day! i need a break, and if you cant handle that then get the hell off my list!!!!!!!

My Work
MARRIED FOR OVER 12 YEARS AND HAS STAYED AS FAITHFUL AS ANY WOMAN COULD BE,UNTIL ONE DAY OVER THE INTERNET SHE ENCOUNTERS A BRO LIKE ME.SHE'S NOT PLANNING TO HAVE AN AFFAIR OR ANYTHING OF THAT NATURE JUST CURIOUS ABOUT WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE TO TASTE THE OTHER FLAVOR.THOUGHTS OF BEING SEDUCE BY THE MANDINGO IN HER SITE, NOTHING WILL EVER GO DOWN JUST WONDERING WHAT IT WOULD FEEL LIKE.HER HEART POUNDS HEAVY LIKE THE BEAT OF DRUM,INSIDE MOIST BECAUSE THE THOUGHT OF HIM MADE HER CUM, COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT IT'S AN ILLUSION AND THAT HE IS REALLY NOT THERE BUT SHE DOESN'T CARE HE IS THERE IN HER MIND ANYWAY AS SHE SLOWLY SWAYS.BACK AND FOURTH, FRONT AND BACK LOSING TRACK OF EXACTLY WHERE SHE'S AT CAUSE SHE FINDS HERSELF TOUCHING HERSELF EYES CLOSED MIND WIDE OPEN, TAKE ME NOW, MAKE ME YOURS, HOLD ME,SQUEEZE ME, THE PLEASURE OF PAIN I WILL ENDURE SSHH SOMEONE'S AT DOOR,OH MY GOD IT'S HIM THE MANDINGO OF MY DREAMS IT WAS THE MAIL MAN.SHE WANTS TO TOUCH HIM AND DO ALL OF THOSE THINGS THAT

Ask
A mother asked President Bush, "Why did my son have to die in Iraq?" Another mother asked President Kennedy, "Why did my son have to die in Vietnam?"Another mother asked President Truman, "Why did my son have to die in Korea? Another mother asked President F.D. Roosevelt, "Why did my son have to die at Iwo Jima?" Another mother asked President W. Wilson, "Why did my son have to die on the battlefield of France?"Yet another mother asked President Lincoln, "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg?" And yet another mother asked President G. Washington, "Why did my son have to die near Valley Forge?" Then long, long ago, a mother asked... "Heavenly Father, why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem?" The answers to all these are similar..."So that others may have life and dwell in peace, happiness and freedom." IF YOU DON'T STAND BEHIND OUR TROOPS, PLEASE, FEEL FREE... TO STAND IN FRONT OF THEM! And i would be will to go back to Iraq a 3rd time in a heartbeat for everyo

Friends
YOU KNOW I JOINED THIS SITE BECAUSE I WAS TOLD IT WAS FUN AND THERE ARE ALOT OF NICE PEOPLE HERE. I HAVE MEET A FEW BUT OUT OF THE 200 FRIENDS I HAVE THERE ARE ABOUT 10 OR 12 THAT ACTUALLY EVEN TALK TO ME. ALL THEY WANTED WAS THE POINTS AND NEVER GOT NOTHING BACK NOT KISS MY A** OR ANY THING. NOW ALL I SEE IS RATE ME, FAN ME BEFORE YOU ADD ME AND AGAIN YOU NEVER HERE FROM THEM AGAIN. YOU CAN SEND A NICE COMMENT TO THEM AND THEY JUST BLOW YOU OFF. I WOULD HATE TO THINK THAT THIS IS JUST A POINT WHORE SITE BUT JUST WERE IS IT GOING? I AM SORRY IF I OFFENDED ANY ONE FOR THAT IS NOT MY INTENTIONS. I AM A VERY EASY GUY TO GET ALONG WITH AND WOULD HELP ANYBODY AND HAVE SHOWN THAT TO ALOT SO WHO EVER READS THIS PLEASE LOOK AT YOURSELF AND DON'T BE THAT PERSON. HOPE ALL OF YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY! GLENN HITMAN6

Errr, Ummm...
I put this in a bulletin along time ago, but nobody read it because bulletins are for deviants and weirdoes and cool people only read blogs and such. I ended up coming on CT because I’d had a very messy break up with my last girlfriend and most of my close friends aren’t that close geographically speaking. And they where sick of listen to me bitch whining. Myspace didn’t have what I needed, i.e. people to talk to. Despite the dissings it might get, I’m always going to have a soft spot for CT now, because I have met some genuinely great people on here and you’ve been a BIG help (if you think you’re one of them, you probably are, if you don’t, your probably not. I’m not naming names). Not only have I found people with very similar senses of humour (a frightening miracle), I’ve also found people who will feed me lines to keep weird fucked up conversations going, people who have put up with my excessive use of sarcasm, brackets and ellipses, people who have let me see pictures of them when

Looks Like I've Fucked Up Again
Well looks like the ex was 100% right about me. No matter what i to, i Can never keep a friendship, always try and run it into the ground. I've done just that. I was completely honest with this person, not once did i ever lie to this person, and now it looks like we might not be friends anymore. I thought i was doin alright hiding how i really felt, tryin to be that good friend everyone wants me to be. well i'm sorry i'm not perfect. I'm sorry i let things out, i fucking knew better, I knew if i'de let it out this would happend, this person wanted to know soo i told them omfg getting it off my chest it felt soo good, Only now i'm regreting it 100%, I wish i could take it all back and not tell, just keepin my mouth shut, And just being there for this person as a friend. i'm sorry!!! *CRYS* ADD ON: WELL THIS IS AN UPDATE, WELL I'M NO LONGER FRIENDS WITH THIS PERSON BECAUSE OF SOMETHING REALLY FUCKING DUMB, THIS PERSON TOLD ME NO MATTER WHAT, WE WOULD ALWAYS BE FRIENDS, THEY JUST TO

The Biker
When you see us moving past you quickly: Don't take offense or think we're trying to "show off". Ninety five percent of the time, we're trying to get out of your blind spot or taking ourselves out of a potential dangerous situation that has evolved around us. Distancing ourselves from you does not mean we want to race, but that we're giving ourselves the edge we need at the moment. When you hear our horn: Don't take offense or think we're trying to aggravate you. All we're doing is letting you know where we are in relation to you on the road, and we're more than likely aware of your inattentiveness to us while you're talking on a cell phone, eating, reading or involved in some other distracting aspect to your driving. It's important to us, and you, that you know we're there. When you hear our loud pipes: Don't become angry and hostile toward us. Yes, some are quite loud, but for some, there's a purpose behind being loud. It's about letting you know we're close by and

My Thoughts For Tonight
hi everyone this is one of those if you care you care if you dont care you dont care blogs. but 3 weeks ago i had the joy of meeting a wonderful 12yr old that was a guest speaker at a meeting i ran. here is a little history about me so you understand why i had to run the meeting where the 12yr old was speaking.i am a member of the Kinsmen club of Preston which is a service club like the lions and kiwanis or Optimist. which is only found in Canada. last year in june i took on the role of Cystic Fibrosis service director for the 2006-2007 year. and my job was to help raise money and awareness of CF which May is CF month. so on January 23rd me and my kinette counterpart ran a CF Night which was a formal night and a catered meal and a guest speaker.it took me months just to plan for the night. and on that night we had our district 1 governor there with his wife as well as the CF directors from district 1 and the zone A CF reps as well and of course 12yr old Amber Shewfelt who has CF and he

Delete-a-thon
I'm having a clear-out and removing some people from my friends and fans-of list list. There are loads on there, and I never speak to some of 'em. Please don't be offended if you get 86'ed. If you are offended, perhaps you should have spoken to me...

Private Photos, Part Ii
Does no one understand that the title of my family-only folder--"incest is best"--is a joke? That it refers to the fucked up nature of this site in that one's most revealing photos are available only to "family"? Here's the latest offender of my aforementioned policy regarding the family-only pictures. The_killer_kitty_cat@ CherryTAP He sent me a friend request (yes! he wasn't even part of my loosely defined set of "friends"!) asking, "hi can i be on ur family so i can see the incest pics pls." A few things. One, no, kitten killer, you can't be ON my family. Two, they're NOT INCEST PICTURES. And finally, who ASKS to be made family? Ugh.

Yahoos
Yes, I have Yahoo. No, I don't want to chat with you. Let me clarify: I only chat with a handful of people, and they are all smart, articulate, clever, and funny. If you write to me and say, "fuk your hot u have yahoo u shud chat me sumtime," I will either 1) ignore you, as I am busy or 2) berate you publicly. You better hope I'm busy.

Ugh!
So let this be my rant for the day!! Contests and getting some help: I am soooo upset by the fact that I have such a hard time getting my ummm 6000 "friends" to help me out a little, I realize that you all have lives and blah blah blah, or some may not "like" to comment bomb, but I bend over backwards to help out as much as possible whenever my friends ask me to. Well, I now have a list of VERY few people that I will help from now on...because these are the VERY few people that have my back when I need them. It is not to often that I enter contests, but when I do it would be nice to know I could count on some help So, to the rest of you that are too BUSY! Don't even bother to ask me when you may need it:) Thanks and have a great day!

Territorial Pissings On The 'tap
I AM SICK AND TIRED OF THE ENMITY AND BACKBITING THAT HAS ERUPTED IN THE BULLETINS LATELY! Last weekend one of my family members here on Cherrytap (c. 10 February '07) was subjected to an inordinate amount of vengeful hatred by a few spoilsports somewhere else on Cherrytap...and I even saw the outrageous "Boycott so-and-so's Happy Hour" bulletins. Myself, I refuse to get involved, and I will tell you why. When someone wants to start some static with someone else I make an effort to avoid it unless there is a perfectly good reason. And even then I make an effort not to spread the evil words and deeds of others. I am disgusted with the conduct of two particular members of this site --- one of whom has exercised irrational partisan hatred particularly toward our president and his political party, and the other who chose to embed a music track into a profile belonging to one of my friends, in a way that it cannot be stopped or paused. And yes, I could say things like, "FAN

Things We Go Thru
Billy made a promise but didn't end though Carrie had a dream but she threw it out the window Kevin met a nice girl who broke his heart and His friends never told him but they knew it from the start and... These are the things we go through Let's take control and be ourselves Let's not waste time wondering about How we're gonna make it out Wake up everyone around you Let's work until the clock strikes two Stand up for what you believe and shout to Here's another song from the youth that surround you Kyle's parents split up, he thinks it's his fault Little does he know that the time they're in was difficult Andrew she left home, said she had enough All she really wanted was somebody else there to love She's all along again, it's the same old argument And she needs a helping hand to help her find the truth These are the things we go through Let's take control and be ourselves Let's not waste time wondering about How we're gonna make it out Save me I'm al

Thank You Everyone
I cannot possibly thank everyone for the Valentine's Day gifts and well wishes, it would take me all day. To all of my wonderful friends who sent me messages and gifts, I love you all very much, and would not be here if it was not for you supporting my page and my fucked up sense of humor. I am overwhelmed at the great folks I have met on here, and the ones I have grown to love. God Bless and Happy Valentine's Day everybody!

I Cannot Take This Anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We all know this isn't a woman, as a matter of fact i think it is John Kerry or some liberal getting attention by posting pics of hot women. But at some point this must end. All she/he does is regurgitate the media, she/he doesn't have original thoughts, probably wouldn't know one if it hit it in the head. Also from here on out its an it. I just want one thing before i die, a real pic of this thing, PLEASE. But I will give credit where credit is due, it knows that if you put some hot bitches on any site men and some women will kill thierselves getting there and hanging on every word, so that was brilliant. But man up and show your face instead of the usual "guess who i am " on every photo. If you have issues that are worth hearing people will listen, I know i would but the fake shit makes me want to vomit and also i am Republican, but i listen to all sides of the story. So STOP BEING THIS FAKE ENTITIY THAT WITH THE EXCEPTION OF A FEW VERY HORNY MEN THAT ARE WITHOUT THIER BLOWUP DOLLS E

Omg My Stashes Made It To The Top
Oh , Im happy to tell yall that 2 of my stashes made it in the top stashes , number 13 and 14. Thanks so much to my friends & everyone who rated them so well. Im Happy !!! Love , Lisa

Your Attention, Please!
This is as public a forum as I'm going to get, I guess! Let it be known that it will be a cold day in Hell when I get a webcam and do anything of a private nature for cam viewing! I may get a cam at some point. But there are damned few people I'd fire that sucker up for! And even fewer that I would even THINK about doing any private showings for, thank you very much!! As I continue to tell these guys, I prefer my encounters up close and personal! It loses something in the translation, something important, to me at any rate! Get over it! Please!

Feel So Good, Feel So Numb
Im sore from shoveling too much goddamn snow. I have a million things running through my head from global politics and human rights to fetisha and ct drama. I figure ill use this space to jus acknowledge some of the people on this site who have touched me in some way. Star: youre a great friend and I adore you completely Urban: are the flyers on vacation yet? Princess: uhm.. hi... *waves* Summer: our party... nuff said TLO: *hug* Morrigan: Thank you for the insistance on smiles Captain Cutthroat: next april DJ Dreams: first friend I made on here... love ya and the others who I havent listed yet, check back later... Ill mention you when Im not being a lazy bastard... I'm Your Boogie ManBy White Zombie

Far Away, Far To Long
You came into my life, just an image on my screen, although I could not hold you, I held a tight grip on the dream, of someday haveing you beside me, to hold throughout the nights, to be there when things go astray, just to tell me it's alright, we have been apart, and yet together every day, we have shared every hope and dream, we always have so much to say, now I ask you to decide, is this the life we lead? or do you feel for me, as I feel for you? we can't go on hurting, this just so wrong, it's time that you decide , We Have Been Apart To Far Away For Far To Long... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

The Mask That Are Part Of Me
I have two mask tattooed on my arm they are mad and sad but that's no reason to be alarmed they are who I am they are what's in me I've felt that way since the very beginning I've never had friends, who could I really trust they say you gotta trust someone and that's a must I was born alone and I know I'm gonna die that way I look at those mask every day you might think I'm happy cause I smile alot but my anger and sadness is all I got Damon Latrell Taylor Copyright ©2007 Damon Taylor

Brother
How can you be trusted , I know how you are I tried to trust you , but it didn't get me far I though you grew up, I though you were a man Yeah I was wrong, you tried to ruin everyone's life and you still will if you can Just to make yourself feel good, to feel that you're on top Only a sick person, would do family wrong , but you'll never stop You're a bad dad and bad brother You know you're a bad son look how at you treat our mother She tries to help you , but you don't care You're alway screaming and yelling "No one treats me fair" Coward, I"m going to call you that till the end You talk about everyone behind their back, in their face you're their friend Get mad if you want that's just what I see If you got a problem with what I just said, then get at me. We are brothers and I love you , but I hate what you've became If you got something to say, then say it to me and I'll do the same Copyright © 2006 Damon Taylor

Happy Hour
OK SO IM BORED TONIGHT WATCHING KIDS COME AND LEAVE A COMMENT IN THIS BLOG AND I WILL RATE EVERYTHING ON YOUR PAGE LEAVE ME A SEXY COMMENT FUNNY COMMENT WHATEVER YOU WANT MUAHZZ TO ALL I WILL BE THERE AS SOON AS I CAN WHOEVER COMES FIRST I WILL GO DOWN THE LINE HAVE FUN ON HAPPY HOUR WITH PANTYSHOTZ I EXCPECT NOTHING IN RETURN

Europe Update.
turns out i am going to spain in late may for three weeks through my school. i will also be meeting up with my girl, Angela and we will be traveling elsewhere after my art credits are taken care of in spain. i WILL see the basilica di san marcos in venice. seeing it in person will be most amazing. better than any photo could serve. i am ready to take my art to a totally different level. AHOY!

My 3rd Place Finish In The Best Chest Contest
This is the reason why I already won 3rd place in the best chest contest while the contest is still going on. I sent messages to friends and posted bulletins asking to be bombed in this contest since bombing was allowed. It seems that one friend of mine decided to stake a claim and decided to message another friend of mine that was bombing me. She told this friend that I was her boyfriend (NOT TRUE!!!) and that she better stay away from me. The one thing that pisses me off more than anything is someone making a claim like that and involving me in their deluded little fantasy world here on CT. The one friend that received the nasty messages said she couldn't remember who it was that sent the nasty message to her. I posted a bulletin asking the person to have the intestinal fortitude to come forward, but as I already knew, they wimped out and didn't answer. I went to the contest moderator and asked to be pulled from the contest because of this drama some childish woman decided to start.

Taken
The cold wind blows; sending chills through the spins of those who walk the through this once prosperous town, that is now a slum. It is almost Halloween and one would imagine running into Witches, Vampires, and Werewolves. However with the winds of change they have been replaced with Junkies, Bums and Vagabonds. She was forced to take care of herself since she was 17 years old. Stripping since she was 18 sleeping in run down motels, and eating was becoming a rare joyous event. She was fired from the club for being late too many times. She try to work normal jobs and for a while was doing well. Just when she was about to abandoned all hope. She decide for one night to walk the streets. Offer her company for those who want it. By no means a virgin, and isn’t fond of the situation but it was either fuck and eat, or go starving. She finished with her second John of the evening so far she has made a 100 dollars in a few hours ‘not bad so far’ she thought to herself. Granted the people

Re-written By Me From The Candyman Song From Willy Wonka
Who can take a pussy, cover it with goo, hump it like a bunny, and im a minute he'll be through The Pussyman, The Pussyman can, The Pussyman can cause he mixes the sex up and makes your ass feel good. Who can take a penis, rub it up your thigh, slide it in your pussy, and make you moan and scream oh my, The Pussyman, The Pussyman can, The Pussyman can cause he mixes the sex up and makes your ass feel good. Joe Dubree makes, the ladies masturbate, fullfilling their sexual needs, and all their passionate wishes, some might even say they taste delicious. Who can take a virgin, make her have a wet dream, use vibrating dildos, just to blow off a little steam, The Pussyman, Joe Dubree can The Pussyman can cause he mixes the sex up and makes your ass feel good, and your ass feels good cause The Pussyman thinks it should.

Stranger In Me
I glance into the mirror What do I see? I see two faces One of them is me The other isn't a stranger A person I know Who lives in my mind With an essence that glows He is the hate that I hide The fear you can't see The malice I hold down The darkness within me A tempter of fate A seducer of chaos A pain so rare Corruption at it's best he speaks in a voice That none but I hear he begs me to release him Release all my fear A demon who lies A man trapped A part of my being But responsibly kept. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Mixed Metaphores. But They Make Sense To Me.
You soar into my world on a breath of fresh air, a hero and a man, a martyr and a saint, ruthlessly soft yet brutally hard...and you make me want you. Does it excite you to know that you excite me? Do you lie awake at night as I do, waiting for the next touch...the next feeling...the next sensation? You cross the room, a tomcat strutting toward a singular goal, your hungry gaze locked on target. You know what you want and you know how to take it. Are you always so confident? Or do you see the need written in my expression? Do you feel the electricity that passes in our touch...the vulnerable heat at the core of me...begging for you...begging for this light you bring me? I breath...breath you in like smoke in the air...wanting more... Always more. I'll take that. I'll sink my teeth into it possessively and taste the salty sweet life that flows...that crimson essence that smells of all we are and all we can be. I'll lap it up eagerly and roll it over my tongue.

The Stalker Blogs Feel Free To Add Yours
TO FIND OR LOCATE YOUR LOCAL STALKERS LEAVE THE LINK HERE.I WILL UPDATE REGULARLY. I AM TIRED OF THESE ASSHATS THAT STALK THESE WOMAN ON HERE AND THINK ITS OK I'M SORRY YOU HAVE NOTHING ELSE BETTER TO DO WITH YOUR BORING ASS LIVES THEN TO STALK AND PREY ON INNOCENT WOMAN. SO HERE IS THE PLACE TO POST YOUR MOST HATED STALKERS AND WHY WE NEED THE FEATURE. SHARE THEM AROUND SO EVERYONE KNOWS WHO THEY ARE. JUST GO TO THE PAGE AND HIT LINK TO PROFILE AND AND POST THE PATHETIC LOSER,CHANCES ARE YOU DONT HAVE TO LOOK FAR THEY ARE PROBABLY RIGHT IN YOUR RECENT VIEWERS. Golden@ CherryTAP godemoli@ CherryTAP HERES AN ASS THAT HAS BEEN TO MY PAGE 3 TIMES TODAY GUESS HES STRAGE STALKING GUYS THAT SAYS ALOT OF STRANGE SHIT ABOUT HIM DJ BLUE@ CherryTAP AND HERES ANOTHER 4TH TIME TODAY LOL I THINK HES SWEET ON ME dmw104@ CherryTAP WAIT LADIES AND GENTS AND KIDDIES OF ALL AGES HERES THE CREEPIEST STALKER OF THEM ALL THE WIGGED WONDER SweetySuzy™ { if you visit my profile

Respect On Here? Show Me!
You I really enjoy meeting new people. I get a kick out of some of the people I meet or have met from CT...but the one thing that really bursts my bubble is when somebody sends you a friend request, and when you accept it, the first thing they want to do is know if you have a messenger of some kind. When you tell them NO, they ask a few days later if you have one yet. You finally get one and tell them you have one, and because you won't give it to them right then and there....They stop talking to you! GUESS THEY REALLY DIDN"T WANT TO BE MY FRIEND THEN! I'm sorry, but I'm not givin out my yahoo to every Tom, Dick and Harry just because! Deal with it or leave me alone! I guess some people haven't read my blog about what happened between me and Dave. He's the biggest part of the reason. Besides the fact that most guys see me on here and see that I have rated some of their pics and think they can talk to me like I'm a 1-900 number or something! I have a man! I'll talk dirty to him and t

How A Real Man Treats A Woman!!
A Real Man Will take Care Of His Woman And Show The One They Love That No Matter What Life Brings Them They Can Work Together To Better There Life. I'm A Single Father Of Two Girls And I Treated My Kids Mom With Respect Never Cheated On Her Not Because I Did Not Want To But Because I Realy Think A Man Should Not Belittle Himself For A piace Of Ass.If You Think About it You Get cougth You Will Lose The One Person In Life That You Will never Forget.I Like To Spole My Woman With Love Not Gifts Im Not Trying To Buy There Love I Want To Show My Woman That A man Can Take Care of Her Needs I like To Run A Bubble Bath When Im Home Before She Get Out Of Work Roses All Over The BathRoom Leading To The BedRoom And Candles All Over The BathRoom And In The Room . I wolud Give Her A massage And Make Her A dinner That She Will Like if You Want More Tips On How a Real Woman Should Be Treated Hit Me Up Dont Be Scare!!! Yes Im Talking To The Mans Out There

Tomorrow
To all of my family and friends, I just wanted to let you know for those of you who don't already. I am having surgery tomorrow, not really anything major, but i probably will not feel real well for a couple days. So in saying that, i just wnated to let you know so that you don't think that i'm being ANTI-SOCIAL,lol or anthing. I promise that i will get back to commenting, rating and chatting as soon as i feel better!! Thanks for all of your support and friendships. Hope you all have a great weekend. Talk to you all soon.. Much Love!! Lil Mama

Free Range Chickens
I don't really know all too much about chickens other than that they fucking stink!!! My only real experience with them is when I used to have a 16' reticulated python named "Cuddles". The couple times we couldn't get him his monthly 20 lb. live pig, we'd give him 3 or 4 chickens instead. The chicken market smelled so foul that I almost wanted to kill myself! Chickens are one of the most dirty and disgusting animals on the planet. Chickens have a grand total of 4 uses. A) To be cooked in a variety of different ways and eaten by people, B) To lay eggs for us to eat, C) To be fed to large snakes and D) To make baby chickens so the "Circle of Life" can continue. That's all. If it weren't for those 4 things, there just would be no chickens. There'd be no NEED for chickens! But here's the thing..... They have these "free range" chickens now. What they do is let them run loose in large enclosures. They're free to romp and frolick throughout these wide open spaces, thusly enjoying t

Thunder And Lightening
Thunder claps, Lightning falshes, electricity courses through my body. You are coming Rain pours down, cleansing my skin, washing away all of my imperfections You are near The lightning flashes across the sky, lifting my head I gaze at the heavens You are there Beckoning you to come forth, through the Storm to Me You are here The Storm quickens, my heart beats faster, ther rain turns to hail, stinging my skin like a lovers kiss You reach for me Wind whips around Me pulling my hair, skirting around through my legs over my torso, chaffing my lips You touch me Calming down, the Wind; Rain slowly turns to a gentler downpour You kiss me Rain falls like a warm waterfall, carressing My skin , a gentle salve soothing all, inside and out You run your tounge down my back The ground is soft, wet and new from the rain, fresh and ready , swollen with promise. You gently push Wetness envelopes, rain hits my face, gazing up at your wet body I

Happiness
What does it truly take for someone to be completly happy and find that person who you mean the world too? Who treats you with the love, the kindness and respect that you deserve..Someone you can give you heart and soul to and they won't take advantage of it and who will love you for who you are and nothing else nothing more.

Perfume Fiasco
I went shopping with my mom today up at this huge outlet mall to try to find her some new red wine goblets that I had promised her ages and ages ago. We found them after hours and hours of searching, yay! But of course no woman can go shopping and just look in the dish stores... ;) (Okay, okay, ladies don't yell at me, we're not aaalll the same, I know.) So we did the rounds and at one point ended up in a cosmetics store. As my mom bought the lipstick she found I perused the perfume section. Now, I am not a big perfume girl. When I was younger my dad was very into cologne and would often buy me perfume, but at some point along the way I just lost interest. I bathe regularly, I use a lot of products that have scent so I just don't want to cloud the issue. I do have an Aqua De Gio that I love (smells clean) and use for special occaisions, and also this lovely lavendar spray from my favorite store, L'Occitane en Provence. But usually it's just me and my deoderant. =) I

How To Deal With Ripped Photos?
Many of you email CTS asking us to referee your ripped photos. The following is our policy on ripped photos. If you do not want your photos ripped: 1. Do not upload anything that you do not want potentially ripped or stolen to the internet. 2. OR, you can take the risk and make a new folder and set the privacy settings to your preference. The Tap allows you to set folder's privacy settings so that you can control who views the content of that folder. You have the option to set it for Everyone, Friends Only, Family Only and Only Myself. We do not referee member drama. If you are having problems with someone, please BLOCK and IGNORE them. If someone has ripped a photo of yours and you want it removed, please read our Terms of Service and the following information on how to remove Copyrighted material. How to remove copyrighted material? CherryTAP requires an official DMCA notice. Please read the following information. Digital Millennium Copyright Act It is ou

Ct Married!!
TODAY, FEB 26th, 2007 - LaUrEn & KevDog were CT Married! Hope ALL our friends/fans/Family are happy for us. ---------- KevDog: KevDog {Commander of CTAF}@ CherryTAP AND LaUrEn: LaUrEn (B.P.C)@ CherryTAP ------------- Were CherryTAP Married Today 2/26/07 at 11:30am (repost of original by 'KevDog {Commander of CTAF}' on '2007-02-26 11:46:09')

Tat Contest
I JUST WANTED TO TAKE THE TIME AND ONCE AGAIN THANK ALL WHO COMMENTED ON ME IN THE TAT CONTEST. I COULDNT HAVE WON WITHOUT YOUR SUPPORT, COMMENTS, CT LUV AND DEDICATION. YOUR TRULY THE BEST FRIENDS I HAVE EVER MET. I WONT THE YACHT IN THE BIG PIMPIN GIFT SECTION ...THANKS A MILLION CHRIS ( BIG HUGS). iT WAS A FUN CONTEST ALTHO I BELIEVE I SPENT WAYYYY TOOO MUCH TIME SITTING HERE MONITERING IT. LONG HOURS AND MANY LATE NIGHTS SPENT SHARING CONVERSATIONS WITH MY NIGHTOWL BOMBERS AS YOU BOMBED ME INTO 1ST PLACE. I WILL NEVER FORGET THIS. ID LIKE TO SAY A SPECIAL THANK YOU TO THE FOLLOWING...."MY TOP BOMBERS" DENISE, CIARRA..A TRUE SWEETHEART , GODDESS ELLEN, DARK QUEEN SELENA MY MOST FAV LATINA HOTTIE, HOTBLONDE55, LAYLA, RARE, JEN ANGELSHADRACH, TX SUNRISE, REBELBELLE, MONKEY, RAY, VIXEY MY MOST FAV CANADIAN HOTTIE, SUGARLIPS (HUGGGGS), GINA MY MISSOURRI NEIGHBOR, RAVEN MY IOWA NEIGHBOR, ROB MY BEST BRO,

Dio Cane - Self Abuse On Ice!
So long as he keeps making these fuckin things, I'm blogging them. Over 4 mins of Dio falling on his arse, nearly being knocked down by a truck, attacking small trees and being eaten by a fucking BUSH. Too Fuckin Funny.

Save Tonight
We longed so for together, we had so many hopes and dreams, don't ask why, never question what it means, just remember we had awhile, a drop in lifes stream, we laughed and we smiled, if I can never hold you, you'll be apart of my soul, safe in my heart, where special things go, we may not have a tomorrow, but we share a right now, where ever life takes you, whatever you do, know in your heart, I'll always love you, keep in your heart, the one thing we share, Save Tonight.... Eagle-Eye Cherry - Save TonightMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Taking Chances
As most of you know and if not you will now, I have picked up my life and moved it across the country from Texas back to Connecticut. Life was very difficult for me in 2006 and as 2007 unfolds it is not that much easier just full of more promise than before. Its much easier to make money here in the East. More jobs, more money but also more expensive in some ways less in others. Knowing myself as I do I know I will figure all that out but I wanted to share with you all something I find both exciting and new happening in my life. When i came to Cherry Tap I had many pics. Mostly webcam shots nothing of any quality. I was very nervous as some will attest to about putting some of them up and in some cases it took a "I'm just gonna do it attitude" while I cringed and waited for the reaction. To my utter shock you liked them! lol. I then got a real camera and started really working on taking quality photos. Im getting much better at it or at least i think so. My dear friend

A Guide To Eating Pussy?
A few weeks back I read a blog titled “How to eat pussy.” While this topic always seems to really get me excited (I love going down on women), I felt as though the article was somewhat bland. It was almost “vanilla” … it lacked punch and spice. It was very … how can I say … missionary position, if you know what I mean. It is for this reason that I decided to write about my favorite ways to please a woman orally. While I love to have a woman laid back on a bed, or sitting up in a chair, with my face buried between her legs, there are two ways which I have found REALLY makes her cum hard … and I mean cum HARD!!! Don’t get me wrong, having a woman laid on a bed with her legs over my shoulders, my hands kneading her boobs, as she begins to buck and grind against my tongue as she cums is the best. Nothing makes me happier after she is finished with a huge orgasm when she reaches down and forcefully pushes my tongue away from her sensitive clit. I love that … especially when you

Obligatory Poetry Blog
Just to show off a few things that I've written. Old-Fashioned These words are not called lyrics so they're not allowed to rhyme. My poetry just a parody of a best forgotten time. Outdated, overrated, no emotion in my verse. Overstated, complicated, no it couldn't get much worse. But at least I face the challenge of turning chaos into form, finding rhythm in cacophony, learning to control the storm. Be it arrogance or pride that makes me go that extra mile. Some may see it as old-fashioned, but I look at it as style. OBITUARY Prince Charming is dead, the headline read. The perfect man no longer exists. Bereft of a cent, his fortune spent, his heart and soul smashed to bits. He was murdered by those he loved the most (or so his suicide note said). But although he is gone, his legend lives on (to the misfortune of all other men) ADDICTION Little by little, a piece at a time. Chipping away at what used to be mine. Insidious impulse masquerading as nee

Questions!
I neva really post blogs but I gotta get this off my mind..Men always be sayin that women are bitchs n ect c0s some chics out there keep der kids away from there kids and then u gotz some chic who dawg on there baby daddies c0s they aint around or there out there fukin up..I posted pics of my babys daddie and got bombed wit askin me why im always postin pics of him..n imma say this..c0s imma real bitch n imma ride or die chic n thats for life..n0 matter if we aint together or not dont mean imma stop being hes ride or die chic cos noone knows wha me n him been tho...we've been th0 hell n bak together n still have stay'd strong beside each other...we dont have to be together to stay real..Ive met alot of ppl on here whos real n whos down ...Yes im ghetto thats me in im real bout me n wh0 i am ...its sad when i have to g0 in my pics n post that we aint together c0s i got bombed s0 bad and i dont kno how many ppl will feel me on dis..but damn cant parents be friends any more...and wh0 eva

Missed The Memo
You know things arent going your way when you start your day in tears and end it in tears....I thought I was over my emotions of that severing of a relationship but obviously I havent let go.....Some asswipe on here this morning was all nice to me..hitting on me..blah blah blah..he becomes my friend and the *BAM* the insult! This fucktard tells me my "fat pussey" made him want to puke...ok so thats the most personal thing I could post on here and you insult it? FUCK OFF SCUMBAG! I say that now but I immediately blocked him defriended him and ...asked God to have mercy on his asshole sole. ..Day was hectic..all the sme BS...then..starts again....someone complimenting me and ..ofcourse I ask.."you do know im BBW right?" The response is "BBW is not my first choice but I am so horney right now I might feel different in the morning" ....ok so did I miss the memo about make Donna cry day?

The Answer? Key
I have a key on my ring that does not unlock anything. It is to a house my friend used to live in. Even though I can’t use it anymore, I still keep it next to my house key. It is right where it has always been. I just feel better knowing it is there. Just a memento of something I like to remember, and could not possibly forget. I find myself holding it at times, and just rubbing my finger on it at others. I don’t believe it has any magic powers, or even that it is a link to any one thing, I just know I like that I still have it. I never really used it much. She had my key too, and I have no idea if that meant anything at all to her, but I recall a smile the day I gave it to her. I know that when members of the opposite sex exchange the right to enter each other’s domiciles, it is kind of a big deal. I just saw it as something that made sense. We never dated or anything, we just were allowed to go inside one another’s homes when we felt like it. Made it easier to give back the CD’s and

Ooooh! Anger!
Just finished (actually, 'stopped' might be a better word) "The Da Vinci Code". Can you sue an author for wasting your time? What a pile of equine excrement. If you've not read it, don't. If you have, my condolences. Fuckin Dan Brown. Worse thing is, I almost dislike Audrey Tautou by proxy. No, I don't. Who am I trying to kid?

First Driving Lesson In 6yrs!
Well I did it!! I finally got back behind the wheel of a car. I decided last week that I really need to pass my driving test! I've had lessons over the years and never got round to taking my test. Mainly circumstance and me not having the confidence to take my test. So I booked an assessment lesson for this morning. It went very well according to my new instructor!! Apparently well enough for him to throw me in at the deep end, and take me into the heavy traffic on the main trunk road into the Town centre! I'm not afraid of traffic - so I've passed that confidence bit. I never hit anything - Gotta be a plus!!! I broke the speed limit *cough* was looking at the bloody rev counter PMSL never drove a diesel before, not easy to stall but i managed it once! But had everything remarkably under control and was off again before he could say anything LOL Just have to work on my own confidence in my ability to drive. I made silly little mistakes but then compensated by

Comment My Pic
http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=259494&albumid=250153&i=41665702 MY FIRST CONTEST PLEASE COMMENT IT ALOT.....please help all my friends and family ill do the same 4 ya'll if u get in an contest

The Average Person Only Gets 7 Correct.
The average person only gets 7 correct. This is based on U.S. info, so use all lobes of your brain. This can be more difficult than it looks - it just shows how little most of us really see! There are 25 questions about things we see every day or have known about all our lives. How many can you get right? These little simple questions are harder than you think Put your thinking caps on. No cheating! No looking around! No getting out of your chair! No using anything on or in your desk or computer! Can you beat 23?? (The average is 7) Write down your answers as you go. Check answers (on the bottom), AFTER completing all the questions. REMEMBER - NO CHEATING!!! BE HONEST!!! That means no looking at your phone or anything on your desk... LET'S JUST SEE HOW OBSERVANT YOU RE ALLY ARE. Here we go! 1. On a standard traffic light, is the green on the top or bottom? 2. How many states are there in the USA ? (Don't laugh, some people d

Lay It Down
I so long to hold you, to tast your lips so sweet, to feel the love inside you, something that we can keep, to find a way to show you, there can be a love thats real, you carry inside you all the pain you feel, I can never change the past, but I can make it heal, and show you a love, you will see and feel, a love that grows each passing day, nothing can ever take away, Just Lay It Down, together we can find a way... Aerosmith - Lay It DownMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Wtf Is Wrong With Women These Days
OMG....What the fuck ladies....Is it some predispositioned genetics that Dominate 90% or more of you gender....Is it hereditarily passed down that most all of you have to be CHEATERS and PLAY mind games and cant be honest to save your own fucking lives.....i mean COME ON NOW.....i am sick of the fucking excuses especially this one "i am not used to being treated so well and i got scared" WHAT THE FUCK EVER.....i found out exactly what that means...it means that YOU FUCKING LIKE IT....YOU LIKE to be treated like shit and YOU LIKE to be a fucking punching bag.....YOU LIKE...to be told your not worth a shit......here i am a guy who considers himself one of the last true hopeless romantic on the planet....i would give somone the shrt off my back if they needed it ....and EVERY TIME i get involved with someone i am the one who gets hurt....WELL NOT ANYMORE !!!!!!!!!.....Since you women out there seem to be so stuck on you asshole men FINE....just come to Shadows World....I will Call you nam

The Iraqi Army And The Voice
There was a unit of the Iraqi Army out marching through the desert one day when they came alongside a huge rock formation. All of a sudden, a lone voice pipes up from behind the rock and says: "One American soldier is better than 10 Iraqi soldiers!" The Iraqi commander is pissed and sends 10 of his best soldiers behind the rock formation. There are the sounds of gunfire, explosions, and men screaming...then silence. The voice pipes up again: "One American soldier is better than 100 Iraqi soldiers!" The Iraqi commander sends 100 of his best soldiers behind the rock formation. Again, there is the sounds of gunfire, explosions, and men screaming...then silence. The voice pipes up again: "One American soldier is better than 1000 Iraqi soldiers!" The Iraqi commander is furious now and sends them behind the rock formation. Gunfire, explosions, and men screaming come from behind the rock formation again...then silence. All of a sudden, a lone Iraqi soldier comes crawling out from behind the r

When You Love A Woman
I could never hurt you, never make you cry, I will give you all my heart, you are the world to me, you give my life meaning, a dream I thought could never be, in your eyes I see sparkles, your smile lights my day, I will spend my lifetime, searching to find a way, to make you happy, to give you all your wants and needs, without you I'm empty, you are the air I breath, these feelings can only come, When You Love A Woman ... Journey - When You Love A WomanMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

I'd Do It For You
I would swim an ocean, I would sail across the sea, I would catch a rainbow, just to have you here with me, I would lasso the moon, I would darken out the sun, to show my love for you, just to let you know, you are my only one, I would show you everyday, till my days are done, I will love and cherish you, always respect and treat you well, all these things and so much more, I'd Do It For You.. Kid Rock - Do It for YouMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

See You On The Other Side
In Memory Of My Angel I miss you Mystikal Dawn... She was never hungry, never wanted for a thing, but with my every heartbeat, I can still see and feel her pain, she so loved the snowflakes, how she loved a warm slow rain, never without her smile, I still see it everyday, how I long to hold her, to give her just one more day, the last words my Mystikal Dawn told me, still echo through my mind, Dad I'll always be with you, and I'll see you on the other side... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

The Day I Died
The day I died was a good day. Nothing happened out of the ordinary. Nice sunrise, melting snow, it was getting warmer...decent music playing in the car and i was smiling. I was thinking about you and the conversations we had been having. I woke to the sound of your voice and that gave me the smile. That gave me enough to keep going and push through the day. It gave me something to look forward to at the end of the day. Gave me hope that I would get to see your face again and hear you laugh at something that had happened to you in the course of your day. Exiting the main highway, I misjudged the water on the road and the speed I was going. As I headed into oncoming traffic, all I saw was your face. I didnt hear the horns or the tires or the bending metal. I heard your voice telling me your feelings for me that one last time. These are random thoughts I had based on real situations, obviously not all were true to my life but to recent things that have happened in my life, and in the

Why?
*Why was I created? *Why does life have to be so hard at times? *Why do people lack respect for others? *Why are people rude? *Why do people lie? *Why can't people be truthful? *Why do they think they are sparing people feelings, when all's they are really doing is hurting them more? *Why can't someone just tell the truth? *Why am i such a nice guy? *Why do i open up my heart to people? *Why do they have to break it? *Why do i even bother trying to be nice? *Why can't I be happy? You know there are days that I sit around or go for a walk, and think about these questions up above....And the last 5 are the ones that really hit me the most. I've been on the net for quite some time now, and I know how things work....but there is the odd time that I slip and leave myself wide open for punishment..... It's really hard sometimes to understand people, especially on the net, because you can portray whom ever you want. Myself, I am who I am..when you talk to me, you talk to

Another Big Oooops
Well, once again I write to you from work with PC issues at home. I had TLC on the tube this morning and they have this hilarious ad for themselves that talks about how they pass out life lessons... they even have these little figurines that represent each one and they list them. One was "Don't mix the computer and Merlot" and showed this woman crying and drinking as she typed away... I had to laugh when I saw it... okay, it was more of a snort actually. Well, it wasn't Merlot, and I didn't send any drunken emails out... but I seriously seriously broke Azura the Magnificent while intoxicated last night. The story is just too... well I guess embarrassing is really the only word... to share, basically I was a drunk dumb ass. Very sad. I'm now heading off to CompUSA with my trusty warranty.... really really praying that I don't have to buy another computer today. Hopefully I will suffer no more than being denied internet priviledges at home for a week or two, and if that's the

My Conversation Of Boredom....
Usually when some one messages me and they are not on my messenger list i just either ignore them or tell them to fuck off, but i was bored so draw out this conversation...wish it was a lil longer cuz i was bored as shit BUZZ!!! Emanon (3/11/2007 12:36:48 PM): who hell r u lnedal76 (3/11/2007 12:37:47 PM): m/f BUZZ!!! Emanon (3/11/2007 12:38:41 PM): yo fucker what the fuck do u keep buzzing me for lnedal76 (3/11/2007 12:39:42 PM): u m/ f -answer me pls Emanon (3/11/2007 12:39:51 PM): no thanks dun wanna talk lnedal76 (3/11/2007 12:40:27 PM): why Emanon (3/11/2007 12:40:39 PM): havent a clue who the hell u r lnedal76 (3/11/2007 12:41:11 PM): i love u Emanon (3/11/2007 12:41:59 PM): who the hell is this ... lnedal76 (3/11/2007 12:42:33 PM): w r u angry lnedal76 (3/11/2007 12:43:13 PM): Emanon (3/11/2007 12:43:26 PM): no thanks i am not ur type trust me lnedal76 (3/11/2007 12:43:52 PM): why my dear Emanon (3/11/2007 12:44:43 PM): what r u male female either way no

What Do You Think?
A person that you know and lets say closer than a friend doesnt know where you live because the choice is yours to keep them from where you find it safe: your home This person searches either something on the Base or through the Internet and finds out where you live and then without calling shows up one day at your door. Do you find this to be stalking or someone who is more interested in then you think they are? Anyone? Thoughts? Opinions?

Collaring
I have been asked a few times about this and what it means...so for those that want to know Im laying it down... Collaring is when a Dom/me claims a sub as their own. This can be literal--actually placing a collar around the neck of the submissive--or it can be figurative and be an understanding between the people involved. Often the literal option is chosen, because the collar is recognized within the community as a mark of ownership. Collars are, again, a mark of ownership. Collars mean that a Dom/me has exclusive rights to the sub that is wearing their collar, and that he or she makes any decision that affects that sub. In some communities it is accepted that a person will check with the Dom/me before any interaction, even conversation, with the submissive. Most communities are not this formal, but that doesn't mean that the Dom/me does not have complete control over what is done to the sub that is wearing his or her collar. To touch, molest, use, or require something of a colla

Snobby Potty.
a poem by cake: flabber babber. cockhole stabber. juicy butt sauce in your jeans. snobby potty. fuck john gotti. cum stains on your clean white sheets. dripping babby. loose and flabby. strum chords on my jine-tar strings. holey moley. stretchy pully. dirty minds will make these things.

I Can't Name It
Death is always available The only part of your life Which is The game contains No reset button But comes equipped With an off switch Point A is birth End of the map Your demise YOU ARE HERE Is this life So enjoy this ride The journey is Uncertain May look peculiar To most We all just wander In our own direction But everyone is heading For the coast

Update On Mccaylah & Funeral Arrangements
OMG This EVIL WOMANS FAMILY HAD THE NERVE TO CALL THE SCHOOL THAT IS RAISING MONEY FOR THIS CHILDS FUNERAL AND ASK COULD SOME OF THAT MONEY BE USED TO GET THIS B**** OUT OF JAIL TO PAY ON TOWARD HER BOND!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT NERVE AND THESE MONSTERS ARE BEING ALLOWED TO ATTEND HER FUNERAL AND ITS GONNA BE PRIVATE?? WTF IS WRONG WITH THIS SOCIETY? WHY SHOULD THEY BE ALLOWED TO EVEN ATTEND AND HAVE IT AS PRIVATE ON TOP OF THAT WITH ONLY THE TWO OF THEM ATTENDING THIS IS BULLSHIT THEY SHOULDNT BE ALLOWED TO ATTEND OR HAVE ANY SAY SHES DEAD THEY KILLED HER KEEP THEM AWAY FROM HER LET THIS CHILD LEAVE HERE WITHOUT THEM MF'S LURKING OVER HER ....... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR THIS DAMN SYSTEM SUCKS Couple charged with murder Held in death of girl, 10 By Cassondra Kirby CENTRAL KENTUCKY BUREAU The father and stepmother of 10-year-old Michaela Watkins were charged yesterday with murder in her death, Winchester police said. Patrick and Joy Watkins of Winchester, who were initially charged with crimi

Socialization
Holy fuck, I'm lonely! (not for sex, so fuck off if you're going to make some lame ass comment) I need to make more friends. I have been pondering how to do this for YEARS, and have yet to figure it out.

Situational Sex
Through out my life I have often found sex as a way to express deep interest among those I like, I have been in many situations that lead me to do some things I regret and then some things I just can’t fucking believe it actually happen. But all in all I find my life full and being fulfilled in sex. I have a wonderful wife who is understanding of my passions, and she has taken me too heights of legendary & epic journeys that involved sex, romance and envy, as well as jealousy, coveting, and love. I have often played in the realm of swingers but have not become one due to STD’s and complications of sex and love and stupid fucking people who do not know the difference. I love being in a crowd of three, and I love getting to know what the human limit of passions are, and how far people will take desire, and to what ends. So I implore you to explore that of sex with your friends, and keep that of love with your mate, be safe and smart, and do not let the best of situations pass you by

I Feel You
this life is getting harder, things sure shot to hell, everyday without you, just one more day, in my prison cell, your the light I follow, on this dark and lonely road, always so cold and hollow, I can't see the path ahead, but I damn sure feel the pain, of not having you here with me, not having you to hold, but your here safe inside of me, you always hear more then the words, I type upon the screen you always see my soul, I can feel the love we share, I can feel you in my arms at night, when I'm with you in my dreams you are forever apart of me, I Feel You.... I Feel YouBy 3 Doors DownBestAudioCodes.com

Come To Me
When it all comes down, you can't take anymore, remember I love you heart & soul, the roads always open, I got money and time, sick fucked up whatever, just say the word, I'll find the way to you, all ya gotta do is, Come To Me(*_*) Come to MeBy TeslaBestAudioCodes.com

Sweet Stalker Doll
most of you know of the drama that took place in the last day and that the bouncers were playing hardball with me, in order for them to delete my salute from that bastards profile i had to delete my sticky, which for the reccord i didnt sticky it and i dont know who did but whoever did thanks, this is not the end of it my friends but now to the point the sweet stalker doll comes with changable wigs and a closet full of plus sized mini skirts

Away From The Sun
So many years I wasted, thinking money could make it right, now I have the mighty money, and all that it can bring, it don't satisfy the hunger, don't even start ease the pain, without you to love and hold, it don't mean a thing, missed out on all the sunshine, never realy seeing the light, seeking only the party, only living for the night, looking back and wonder, just how my life could be, if I had not let the world, all it has to offer, slip away from me, only now that it's fadeing, slowly out of site, only future now a grave, and eternal night, do I truly see, just how far I've let my life drift, Away From The Sun Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

New Job
Hi All, As some of you know or may not know, I am starting a new job on Monday. My new job wil be at large busy hotel in St.Andrews, called The Old Course Hotel, the second best hotel in Scotland. With it being so busy and the fact that i am starting my job at the begining of the spring/summer holiday season, it means i am going to be busy also and will be working alot of long hours and also working at unsociable hours, till 12midnight for example. So it just means i may not be on here as often as i normally am. But i will do my best to keep in touch with you all as best I can. I have met some amaising people on here and i cherrish you all and will never forget any of you. Love you all Willie

Having A Really Shit-tacular Day...
Im actually on CT on my cellphone, pleading with anyone on my friends list, or anyone who sees this at all to take pity on me. I'm having an awful day at work and it would mean tons to me if you could send some picture mail to my phone and cheer me up. If you do, send me an e-mail on this site afterwards and I promise to rate and comment everything in your pictures and stash%2

Can You Say "life Sux A Big Fat One"?
Here starts a new week> Let me tell you about mine last week. Wed. night my cat got out and now has been MIA. She always comes back but hasn't which means someone has taken her in :( . I spent days going around looking for her and putting up fliers to no avail..... Then it gets fucking better.... Saturday while bombing for the squad, I get a ring at my door. It's my drunk ass neighbor "Sorry ma'am, I ain't gonna lie-I just hit your Durango". I get dressed and go wake the hubby and tell him what has happened. I go outside to look and not only did he hit my Durango-my Sentra is hit too!!! Hit hit my Durango so hard that it knocked it into my other car!!! My Durango is tore up and can't be driven. Let more fun begin with his insurance company...I know his ass is having fun today. His military career is totally fucked now. He ain't an E-4 after his commanders get a hold of his ass today.....I am SO NOT a happy camper!!!! I came out and this is what I saw!! My Durango Another pic

Ncaa Know It Alls
So I go to drink my liquid lunch, as is habit for me to survive where I work, and all the talk is about the NCAA. In the elevators, at the bar I frequent (they call me Norm) and on the way back on the radio. I mean, seriously, I digress, back to a previous rant... we give way too much credit to players who happen to have been given the Hulk injection at the age of 12 to coaches who become used car salesman after they get fired. Nobody knows more about sports than I do, leave it at that! LOL! There is nothing more nauseating after two bloody mary's than to have to sit in an elevator with suits mouthing off about who has the best free throw average... and be WRONG! I have seen it all now, take me up. Oh, and to be a fucking hypocrite, GO REBELS!

A Keeper
Keeper I grew up in the 50's/60's with practical parents. A mother, God love her, who washed aluminum foil after she cooked in it, then reused it. She was the original recycle queen, before they had a name for it... a father who was happier getting old shoes fixed than buying new ones. Their marriage was good, their dreams focused. Their best friends lived barely a wave away. I can see them now, Dad in trousers, tee shirt and a hat and Mom in a house dress, lawn mower in one hand, and dish-towel in the other. It was the time for fixing things. A curtain rod, the kitchen radio, screen door, the oven door, the hem in a dress, things we keep. It was a way of life, and sometimes it made me crazy. All that re-fixing, eating, renewing, I wanted just once to be wasteful. Waste meant affluence. Throwing things away meant you knew there'd always be more. But then my mother died, and on that clear summer's night, in the warmth of the hospital room, I was struc

Sunbeams
I sit and love in mystery and play amongst my friends, The angels sit and talk to me, so do trolls from rainbows end. The sunbeams carry fairies in, that laugh and joke with glee and Jesus holds my hand at night, and whispers he loves me. My father makes sure im happy by having my mommy smile. She doesn’t know he is there with her, hugging her all the while. While angels fly and flip for me, as happy as it seems. I find the world is weightless while I play inside sunbeams.

Another Dui Loser!
No, this is not a post about Grady Little. Tony La Russa was found at a traffic light, asleep at the wheel, last night. He was charged with misdemeanor DUI. Now, for a public service announcement: hire a car, get a cab, have a friend, hell, pass out on the floor wherever you are. There is no excuse for a DUI. None. Look, I drink as much as the next guy. OK, more. I have also been able to put myself in a position to have a ride or to stay where I am when I am drinking and I haven't got the resources that a guy like La Russa has. You think he couldn't have made a call and some Spring Training flunkie would have driven and picked his drunk ass up? With the jack he's probably making, he could have afforded a stretch hummer while getting a hummer and humming the tune to "Take Me Out To the Ballgame" and not been hurt in the wallet. Seriously, watch out for yourself, because you're really watching out for others when you do.

Whisper
Something with in this heart of mine sheds light into my soul, its slight and yet no sound is made and thus a story is told. Peacefully my soul transcend into this dream so free, a smile that lights the darkest room reminds me of who i need to be. Eyes that speak of heaven and a heart that beats the same, explosive beauty engulfs me with such a little frame. The love you feel while holding here is soft and sweet like rain, I love you is what i whisper for her love has driven me insane. I love you sis.

Moving Along The Subject Of "pathetic"
I have clearly stated on my profile that I am not looking to hook up, I'm not into other people's pussy (I have my own), and again, that I don't want to see naked pics. I'm not a prude. I like to look at dick as much as the next chick or gheyness but I CHOOSE the dick I look at. Let's talk about the ridiculousness and pathetic behaviors I have encountered today. I assume within a month I will have ample information as to write a book but for now; here is what I have been pestered with so far: Asshole # 1- You should check out my NSFW pics, wow, you are so pretty my reply: You should get a life and if you truly want me to check them out; be prepared to be laughed at. Silly, short white person. (on a little side note: white dudes under 6' have no chance in hell of ever hitting this) Asshole # 2- You should get a divorce because I could fuck you better. my reply: When was the last time you fucked my husband? Bitch # 1- if you ever do decide to go my way, come my way. My rep

Some Days
there are some days i lay in my bed and wonder what my life would be like if......then there are so many if's that i run myself in circles not getting anywhere....... i love my kids, i love my job most days lol.... but their is some thing missing in my life that makes me feel incomplete... i dunno if anyone else or everyone else feels this way or maybe it's just me.... i know that i am not tottally unattractive in body or in my personality, but wtf i can NOT for the life of me figure out y everyone is only interested in my body & what it can do for them....i know that i have nsfw pics i do those because i enjoy them & don't mind others enjoying them but they are not all that i am i think alot of ppl get caught up even myself in the virtual world what might be out there for us or what could be if so & so hooked it up w/ us that we forget about the real world around us... fantasy is great but i wonder if i am missing something out there in the real world waiting for me to get it..... oh

Thunderous Elevator
6 Thunderous Elevator Ride By Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 I have just checked into my hotel and am about to go up the elevator to my room and I am standing in the lobby waiting for those stainless steel faced doors to open. The bell rings with each floor it stops at as I wait for it open for me. A long flight to Vancouver from Montreal and all I want to do is get undressed, take a shower and get into bed. I have a very busy schedule booked for tomorrow. I look at my watch and it is 10:35 PM. It is late and all I hear in the lobby is a phone ringing way off in the distance at the registration desk and of course that soft piano music being piped in all over the hotel. The full-length windows that line the lobby show my reflection staring out into the late night darkness. I can see some flashing of lightning off in the distance. Must be a storm approaching. Each flash highlights the clouds and accentuates the darkness of the cloud that surrounds the bolt of lightn

Here Comes The Sweetness
I am sure this will piss a few people but I don’t fuckin care….theres the sweetness in me... Why is it when someone asks you how are you? And you say ok or good or fine thanks and then you ask the same and they say sick…bored depressed…and inside you know you wanna say that’s not my fucking problem…why you dumpin your shit here…move a long retard… I’m a nice guy I do know this but fuck I do have problems…I do get down sometimes but do you think I am gonna fucking tell anyone nope…well maybe the few close friends I have but fuck who the fuck wants to hear that…I can be a total asshole believe me I have a few witnesses to that…I can be cold…hateful….oh and very truthful…and yes I do believe the Internet makes SOME people very fucking stupid…fuck I see it everyday Yes I swear lot…and I mean a lot…it is the way I grew up…is a Sopranos’ thing…just the way it is…it does not make me unintelligent…it makes me who the fuck I am so deal…if not move the fuck along because your slowing me

Happy Birthday Mom
To My Best Friend, The magic of a mother's love, brings harmony and bliss, it covers like a blanket, And cures boo-boos with a kiss. It always offers protection, from the evils that lurk round, It tames the fears of little ones, And turns frowns upside down. with gentleness it guides, It holds your hand when needed, then lets go with tears of pride. Although those childhood years, in an instant pass us by, The love and magic mom instills, will outlast even the sky... Happy Birthday Mom (*_*)

R.i.p. Adam Michael (time To Show Booboo Our Love)
I wanted to ask you all to please pray for my family. I got a call today that Adam Michael my Step sisters baby passed away this morning from Sids.If you would please take a few minutes and lift my family in prayer. My step sister Erin is not doing well at all. Adam would of been 3 months old next week. This is really sad for all of us. Im shocked and stunned right now. You think this can never happen to you. Please do me one favor right now love your children. Hug them and Kiss them. Much Love to you..BooBoo Booboo is asking us to Please use this tag on Wednesday for the funeral. You may rip it here.

My Dreams Please Come True!
I told him I loved him, Now he's got me no matter what, anything I do But I couldn't have found a better guy, he'll love me till the day i die, never makes me cry Things went wrong, and you know what they say about bad habbits dying hard Tried to do right, all my life, tried not to lie But I guess love isn't always enough I either fell too hard, for a man who doesn't feel for me, please don't let that be Baby, if you only knew, just how much i miss you, how much I wish I was with you, I wish we had it to do again, to start over and take away the pain In my wildest dreams, you come back home, don't know what you got till it's gone, what I did was wrong, Please now just come back home Please be okay I'm just wasting away I need you to know I care and I MISS YOU

Rip My Friend!!!!
i got word today that my friend, who was a tatto artist, and did my only tattoos, Tom, died of a drug overdose this week... RIP MY BROTHER!!! U WILL BE MISSED!!!! he had a son and a daughter, and he left them all behind to move to florida to clean up his addictions, and i guess he didnt... Tom is on the left, with the blonde hair and football jersey...

People Keep Asking So Here It Is....
this is only my second blog so bear with me if you give a shit.my past,drug use,cultivation,breeding seeds and misc. other shit fuck ups like that waste their days doing, and if you think youre one of those people and im casting stones then think again because you have no idea and should probably not even read this.i was and still am a true "no fear" kind of person , it doesnt register in my mind that what im about to do or consider doing can be dangerous or even life threatening, not because i dont value my life ...well it is that...honestly i dont, but what i do value-whats keeping me on this fucked up ball of dirt is my kids. the only reason youre reading this is ode to haven and hunter, the two strongest forces of love in my existence.ive disappointed them for the last time. that time was almost 3 years and 8 months ago - the day i got locked up. so b4 you try to piss on my black kettle about how i dont love my kids stop yourself because its wiser to keep your mouth closed and be t

Refuge
January’s blister beat its cold icy kiss upon him as he approached the cabin near the lake. Rifle in hand, its cartridges spent, he returned to his mountain refuge without a thing to show for his evening’s efforts. Chilled right through by the winter breeze, his head low, the hunter cursed his lack of fortune while looking out at the vast plain of ice stretched out at the end of the dock. He continued on, the wind pushing against him as he trudged calf-deep through the white ground cover to the door. The dusk upon him, without thinking he turned the knob and pushed. He paused. The door opened easily and that’s when it dawned that he was certain he’d locked it before he’d left. Stepping to one side, he nudged the door the rest of the way and readied his weapon. Aware he had no ammunition he felt that the appearance of his trust Winchester would be enough of a deterrent to whomever had been inside. Gripping the stock tightly he eased his head around the corner and looked

Green Tea
Green tea 'may keep HIV at bay' Green tea has been linked to many health benefits Drinking green tea could help in the fight against HIV, research suggests. Scientists found a component called epigallocatechin gallate (EGCG) prevents HIV from binding to immune system cells by getting there first. Once EGCG has bound to immune system cells there is no room for HIV to take hold in its usual fashion. However, experts said the joint UK and US work, which appears in the Journal of Allergy and Clinical Immunology, was at a very preliminary stage. We suggest that it should be used in combination with conventional medicines to improve quality of life for those infected Professor Mike Williamson University of Sheffield Researcher Professor Mike Williamson, of the University of Sheffield, said: "Our research shows that drinking green tea could reduce the risk of becoming infected by HIV, and could also slow down the spread of HIV. "It is not a cure, and nor i

I'm A Terrible Person.
I'm starting to feel like I'm a bad person...or, at the very least, a bad Wiccan. I don't like people. I'm not saying that I don't like ANYONE...but people, in general, get on my damned nerves. I've taken to staying home more often than not and using those self checkout lanes in the store just so that I don't have to talk to or look at anyone. And the unfortunate genetic combination who works the drive-thru window at the local Burger King makes me want to vomit profusely all over the floorboard of my van. I want to be a hermit. I want to buy a large plot of wooded land and clear out a big circle right in the middle. That's where I'll build my dream house. Not only will it be surrounded by trees, but I will also have constructed a 10 foot tall stone fence surrounding the entire property with a big steel gate as the only method of entry. I will grow my own vegetables and raise my own livestock. I will shop solely through the internet. I will surround myself only with the peop

Another Fat Slob/alcoholic Loser Sports Star
BUENOS AIRES, Argentina (AP) - Diego Maradona is being treated for alcoholism and excessive eating and smoking. A day after Maradona was taken by ambulance to the Guemes Sanatorium, clinic director Hector Pezzella said Thursday that the former soccer star was under sedation to avoid problems associated with withdrawal from alcohol. Reporters and fans wait outside the Guemes Sanatorium where Argentinean soccer legend Diego Maradona remained sedated for treatment of alcoholism and excessive eating and smoking. (Natacha Pisarenko / Associated Press) He said Maradona's life was not in danger and that he remained in stable condition and was improving. "Alcoholism in Mr. Maradona or in any other patient is not something to be taken lightly. One has to treat it," Pezzella said. Maradona led Argentina to the 1986 World Cup title and the final in 1990. In 2001, FIFA declared him one of the greatest players in soccer history, alongside Pele. But off the field, he has battled

41 Mistakes Guys Make During Sex...i Couldnt Have Written This Better On My Own!! Lol
Here are 41..... 1) Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. We often forget we have a porcupine strapped to our chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most of us act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5) BITING HER NIPPLES. Why do we fasten onto a woman's nipples, then clamp down like we're trying to deflate her bo

Society Standards
Children, children, stop fighting and come sit in a circle around me. It's time for Unkie Nicks' Story/Moral Time! I know you're excited, and you've got reason to be. This one's here to teach you a little something about yourselves. Everything in this world has so much to do with looks, it's actually quite sickening to me honestly. People everywhere are very judgemental based on what a person looks like. I suppose I can chalk it up to human nature, but I'm not quite sure what heading that would fall under. Shallow perhaps? Yes, that's perfect. So many of us "judge a book by its cover" and place a label on people the second we lay eyes on them. Sometimes positive, sometimes negative, that's just many people happen to be. Now, I'm not saying to never judge someone, because you'll do it involuntarily and won't be able to stop yourself anyway. Here's some advice for all of us: Ladies So much emphasis has been placed on being "Little Miss Priss" that the standards for beco

Shortest Blog Ever
I'm really tired of girls trying to hit on me using fake pics. Look, damnit, I'm an empath, ok? Read my main page. I can smell a lie like a fart in a car. I don't know what it is you get from trying to get men to be attracted to something you're not. It completely baffles me. How do you achieve satisfaction by building a paper ego around the fact that people think you look completely different than how you are? It doesn't make sense! Please, PLEASE, just read my page before you try a move. I can sense you, I can feel you, and I want to do good by you, but you make that impossible when I value honesty, and the first thing I have to do in our introduction is call you out on being deceitful. That's it from me. Shortest blog I ever wrote, lol.

What A Jerk Off(i Put His Link On Here Also)
I THINK FOR ONE THING THAT ITS PEOPLE LIKE YOU WHO WANT TO BLAME OTHERS WHEN IF THEY WANT THINGS TO CHANGE THEN GO VOTE OR IF YOU HAVEN'T SERVED IN THE ARMED FORCES THEN ASK PEOPLE WHO HAVE SERVED BEFORE YOU SAY ANYTHING..AND HOW YOU CAN SIT THERE AND SAY THAT BUSH AND BLAIR ARE THE CRIMINALS IS BEYOND MY UNDERSTANDING..THEY DON'T TELL OUR SOILDIERS TO CUT OFF PRISONERS HEADS..NOW DO THEY? IF YOU THINK THAT THE BRITISH AND THE AMERICANS ARE IN THE WRONG THEN WHY DON'T YOU GO LIVE IN IRAQ OR IRAN? I HEAR ITS JUST LOVELY OVER THERE THIS TIME OF THE YEAR..BUT IF YOU STAY HERE THEN YOU SHOULD SUPPORT THE ONES WHO ARE FIGHTING FOR YOUR SAFETY AND FREEDOM..I ALSO WANTED TO ADD TO MY BLOG..THIS STUFF IT WOULD LET ME ADD IT ALL ON HIS PROFILE..BUT I THINK ITS FITTING NEVER THE LESS.. akashic@ CherryTAP

Thanks For Helping Me With My Folder :)
I know alot of you had some very sweet thing to say to me, but I'm off to bed, got an early wake up...in about 4 1/2 hours... So again, thank you for everything and for everyone being so sweet to me.... Lots of luv and hugs, Nellie :)

Dumbass Comments On Ct - Rules Of Engagement
Hello Ladies! I've been on here for almost 6 months now and on Myspace for over 2 1/2 yrs. Between the two, I have about 400+ friends. I keep in pretty close contact with everyone on my list and only add those that do have some type of interest in being a friend of mine. I have a ton of bands on there, whom I may have dealt with, in my television days. I am very picky about who I add nowadays... In speaking with some of you beautiful ladies, I keep hearing a re-occuring theme. And that is that most of the guys on here are pigs and treat some of you disrespectfully...I find that very hard to swallow. I guess my mom raised me right. Being a gentlemen makes it hard for me to treat anyone like that. Its just human nature for me. I hear some of these guys stalk you and bug the crap out of you till you decide to either block or report them. I wish I could tell you why guys act like this. Its black hole mystery to me too. I cant believe how impatient some of these dickheads are. If the