Fubar Blog Posts 4

Getting My Attention..
I really do go out of my way to try and keep up with my inbox, shoutbox and all that, sometimes its just difficult, given the choice between an empty message with a drink attached and someone who wrote a paragraph, you can tell who's going to talk to me. I really don't ever give out my messenger, most of the time when I'm online, I'm at work, and I can't use Instant Messengers anyway. Even still, your not getting a cam show, pictures of me that arn't on here, or anything along those lines, and guys- seriously- I have no interest in seeing your dick in any capacity, I won't rate pictures of it, I don't want to watch you stroke it, You can shout me and see if I bite, but... its getting old quickly. If I want your phone number, address, or life story, I will ask. I respect people that respect me. If you have nothing to say to me other than 'wow your sexy' 'I wanna fuck you' 'or nice boobs' then I probably won't say anything back. My photos are the place for all that, you

Choice Quotes
I was looking at the Gore Vidal picture-book (Gore Vidal: Snapshots in History's Glare) and came across a choice quote regarding William F. Buckley, Jr., whom Vidal said was "like Hitler, but without the charm." In a different article about Vidal, he's quoted as saying that the three most dispiriting words in the English language are "Joyce. Carol. Oates." There are good reasons for why I like mean people. Vidal is one of them.

Interesting.....
Just reading about Hitlers early life and apparently his neice who had a crush on him from her late teens to the age of 23, he tutored her and they were very close, she commited suicide when he started dating a 17 yr old Blonde called Eve Braun. do you think Adolf was a 'dity old man'?

Lately I Haven't Been Myself Because..
My status is gonna be a little emo for a while here's why... Monday a close friend of mine shot himself, yes he died. He had talked about doing it for a long time, each time he did it scared the shit out of me and I felt powerless to help him, I always tried my best to reach out to help him, but he actually did it this time, and he didn't say anything to anyone about it, he just did it. He left alot of hurt behind doing what he did, Im devastated. He was only 28 years old, His name was Terin. Yesterday I found out my close friend died on the operating table. He suffered for many years from a skin disease. He recently went in for surgery on his back from complications of his disease, He got a blood clot in his brain and passed away, The doc's tried but could not save him. He was 36 years old. His name was Kevin. He got treated badly alot for his appearance, but he became my true friend because I was able to see past it. Countless times I jumped peoples asses for looking at him i

I Don't Know ....
1. JENNIFER a fun, outgoing person. generally smart but can be a total blonde at times. someone who likes meeting new people, and smiles a lot. a person who never would just turn on people. a very good friend. someone you can trust. when she's mad, stand clear she might blow her top. but a person who doesn't get mad easily so you dont have to worry about that. she alwayas smiles!she is such a jennifer. 2. JENNIFER She has the most beautiful eyes and hair. She smells that of a fall evening, and her voice will typically seranade you. What is it about those Jennifers that always get me going? 3. JENNIFER A really sexy, funny, smart girl that every guy wants. Damn, you lucky bastard, your gf is a total Jennifer 3. JENNIFER Usually the hottest girl in the class. Laughs 24/7 and smiles no matter what's going on. 4. JENNIFER

Random Misty Stuffs
Random stuff about me :D Who really cares huh? I'm bored tho so whatever :P1. I'm addicted to make up. I buy wayy more than I will ever need or use.2. I say random numbers while I sleep.3. I broke the same toe three times.4. My fingers are double jointed.5. I used to have my hand pierced(it was ugly).6. I got kicked in the head and a broken toe in a mosh pit at a Mars Volta/SoaD concert. Good times!7. I hate The Simpsons.8. I make earrings and other beaded jewelry.9. Makeup is my art. 10. I used to be a writer(graffiti) when I was younger.11. I dont brush my hair often. 12. I love knitting.13. Cooking is my favorite thing to do.14. I'm a little obsessed with Alice in Wonderland.14 is a good number so I will leave it at that :D

It's Been A While...
...Since I last blogged about the weird dreams I used to have. Last night I had a freakish one. It was about this small killer doll/girl thing and I was constantly running away from her. Then I just ran out and stabbed her in the stomach with this sharp bit of wood or something. And when that didn't work I shoved it through her mouth and through her cheek and pinned her to the ground with it. Then I just tried to rip her limbs off with my bare hands. I remember twisting the legs as hard as I can to pull it off. I even remember the smooth/rubbery feel of the skin. What's worse...this dream didn't even scare me like others had done before.

Grrrr!!!!!!
I was at IHOP with the boyfriend a few nights ago and the Talking Heads song, "once in a lifetime" came on. I know they used the song in a movie, during a part where they skipped over time. However, I can't think of the damn movie. Someone help me out!!!

What Kind Of Book Are You?
You Are Humor You love to laugh at life, and if possible, get others to laugh along with you. You believe there's always a humorous side to everything. And your sense of humor ranges from upbeat to very dark. You are outrageous and very honest. You're often the only one willing to say what everyone else is thinking. You are witty and verbally talented. You like to play with words and say things in interesting ways. What Kind of Book Are You? Blogthings: Quizzes and Tests and Memes, Oh My!

What Color Heart Do You Have?
Your Heart Is Blue Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well. You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return. Your flirting style: Friendly Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish What you bring to relationships: Loyalty What Color Heart Do You Have? Blogthings: Learn Something Surprising About Yourself

Goose For The Sauce With Chipped Ganders
for the three people who will read this, HI. now whilst what i said here was not pleasant, it was not intended to be a threat in any way. a friend just pointed out that on several occasions in the past my soon to be ex wife threatened to put me in a woodchipper. should i seek legal advice about her "threats" or just not go anywhere near the woods ?

Me On Cam Drunk Trying To Be Sexy Epic Fail Funny Ass Hell
haha u gotta see this i was shit faced drunk i thought i was so fcukin hott doing this then next moring i watched it i almost peed my pant laughing at myslef me and my friends thought it was funny as hell ... for the love of god someone blend my eyeshadow haha i shouldnt have done make up drinking haha i looked like shit here sorry ha if ur in fire fox u might have to look in my stash to see it http://www.fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=6782999&bl=1also im looking for some one to convert my videos to gif plz .... oh read my other 2 new blogs plz

Happy Hour Bombing
I'm going to be using my bomb during my Happy Hour. Thing is, I really want to get as much out of it as I can. There are a few people that I will bomb, without autos, since they always bomb me when they have it, even though I never have autos. Other than that, I will only be bombing people with autos on. It's nothing personal, if I don't bomb you...really.

Whew!!
Well this morning everything went off without a hitch! I got the stems (rods) put on the wheel and got the hub caps put on AND no one overcharged me! Now I made an appointment to get the brakes done on it Monday. Strangely the quote that they gave my husband was $100.00. That included labor and parts and rotating the roaters. For me however when I went to verify the price they want to charge me $100.00 for labor only!! Really??? So I am going to have to go back to the auto parts store (groan) and buy the brakes myself and get them to requote the price over the phone to my husband and I want a name of whoever gives it to him and then the plan is to march in there with brakes in hand (hopefully to save me some money), and give the name of the person who gave the quote and the agreed upon price and demand that they stick to their word, or Ill go somewhere else from now on. Maybe there is a Auto store in my area that doesnt hate women!! lol one can hope!! Hopefully it will all work ou

Beauty
Is physical beauty the only beauty? In Yiddish we say a sheyner mensch which means a nice human being. Sheyn and its variants in Yiddish does not refer only to physical beauty. If a person is not pleasing to look at, but treats everyone with respect, they are a beautiful human being. And the converse is true, if a person is physically pleasing, but treats others terribly then they are ugly, in Yiddish, a mieskeit.

Always Wrong
Ok, i get it... at least I think I do... i don't fit in, never really have so it shouldn't surprise me and it really shouldn't matter... but occasionally it does and when i give voice to that pain... hey, I'm always WRONG... I think i should have stayed locked up in the nuthouse, at least ther i could pretend things made sense... i knew what to expect and what was expected of me... there wasn't much hope but there were no fantasies... no falsehoods... no pain. Orderlies and nurses didn't give you phony compliments... if they did you reported it and it ended. what i hate most is feeling hurt and then feeling like i'm wrong, like i'm the one who owes an apology for opening my mouth and expressing myself... easier solution, (see Blog title)... i need to remember that... I get it now, i wasn't really meant to circulate amongst humans... even internet ones.. hideous freak, leper... unclean, stay away... i've always been a pariah. It's when i get to feeling special that i fail at least

*~in-laws~* **funny**
A couple drove down a country road for several miles,not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules,goats and pigs,the wife asked sarcastically,"Relatives of yours?" "Yep," the husband replied, "in-laws."

Mia Update
first off thankyou all so much...that was very nice of ya ok so this Tursday Mia goes for a sweat test to rule out the cystic fibrosis..that is highly unlikely...then gets a series of lung tests, then allergy tests..so basically she is no better nor any worse as of yet....

Chose Your Deal.
Would you sell your soul,for a few shiny things,and the flattery of a shark.Have you offered your body,for the empty promises,of a counterfeit Romeo.Is your heart blinded,to the truth before your eyes,that will always remain.If he reached to touch your soul,His fingers would burn,In the fire of my presence.If you chose his embrace,reflected in his eye, you would see...me.You will always regret,what you cannot repair,Be more careful with your playthings. My thanks to Witchie for her help with this, and with so much more.

We Is All Goooooooooooooooooooooooooooood
Results are in and Absofuckinglutely nothing wrong with her no CF, no Allergies, no nothing...looks like she is just a kid whom gets really sick when she gets sick...her immune system is fine...110% healthy...whewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww thankyou all in advance for everything i do care

[7ish]
Alright, as promised, my update. Last night... *backs up* Monday she asked me to make her and her roommmate dinner. I made marinated lamb- 1/2 cup of tomato sauce1 1/2 tbs tahini pastesplash of balsalmic1/2 a teaspoon of honeya heavy pinch of salta few grinds of peppera dusting of red pepper per pound and a half of cubed lamb meat. 2 cups of couscous in 3 cups of chicken broth chopped shitake mushroomsjulianed red onioncrushed garlicused the remants of the marinade in the cooking liquid You get the idea. Served a cheese plate while I made salad salad was 1:2 ratio balsalmic vinegar:olive oiland 1 tbs of creamy horseradish sauce an ass load of spinach (technical measurement)rinsed dried torn finely minced red onion, finely minced garlic (scant finger fulls)grated goat-goudachiveskalamata olivesfinishing saltcracked pepper And for dessert I diced some mango with the same nice I cut the onions with... and that made an interesting flavor. Then it was story time all around.

[4 Years Later]
What you thought I'd spend money on this site to mark the occasion? Maybe I'd beg and plead for pointzes omg! Nope.I've seen the whores the fakes the jaggalos the martyrs the advertisers and the garage rappers all come and go. If you haven't figured it out by now, you haven't spent more than 30 seconds on me. I'm not here for that. I'm not sure why I'm here. Seriously.The amateur porn that it was is pretty much gone, and 90% of you are very boring. But then there's the 8% I like to mock, the 1% that shock meand the 1% that engage me. Thanks for that. So how did I celebrate this momentus occasion? Mostly in my garage. I didn't get everything I wanted done today. I probably need oneONE last layer of primer, and there's a set back, some paint pooled in the head/visor and ... gunked up the part the mixture was too wet, and I didn't move the piece enough when I was applying the paint. Woopses happen. While the paint was drying I popped back inside and sanded my Gouf's sword

Oh Wow, Some People Think I Am A Murder?! O.o (hunting Rant)
Okay I am going to start this off by saying, Your a fucking moron if you say you don't eat living things. Everything grown in a garden is liveing at one point all plants have to live to grow, duh lol. Anywoo, now I am a murder because I like to hunt. I do hunt for fun but I also eat most of what i kill and if i don't eat it someone or something dose. Not one bit of the animal gets wasted, and another thing atleast the animals i have killed has had a chance to live life. Unlike the packaged meat in your grocery store, those animals was raised to be slaughtered. And no I don't think I am better then anyone but i damn sure aint lower then lower then anyone just because i enjoy hunting. Okay well I am about done, just one more thing. If you disagree with hunting and you see some one has a hunting album on here. Don't fucking look.

Vagina Island
To whom it may concern, I am fairly busy this week with work and I will only appear during "smoke breaks" ... I also regret to inform you that I have decided to take Witchie along on the ride. So for those who care or dont were off for the week. Catch us if you can. PS those of you with a vagina who have been assigned a platinum membership feel free to join us on the week long excursion WIcked, babo and Witchie

I Just Want To Know
I was looking around online and found a quote. I just want to know if it's really true. I'm thinking I should probably say, that I don't ask here because I think everyone on here is/was an addict...just that I really don't know anyone else here, in real life, to ask. I for one have never did drugs or drank, so I wouldn't know personally. At any rate, is this statement true? "Once you are an addict you will never not be an addict. You'll be an addict until the day you die. I think about it every single day. People who say they don't think about drugs any more are dirty liars who are probably still using." -Kelly Osborne.

This Is How I Feel, And If You Don't Like It, Too Bad
I'm using the font "impact" b/c it means something in this situation. Let me tell you a little something about my life: I was born in 1985 to a single mom who I just recently found out really didn't have to be single. My dad didn't leave her, SHE left HIM, and never told him she was pregnant. He found out later from someone else. My whole life I've been lead to believe that he was just some deadbeat loser (which apparently he still was) who left my mom b/c the pressure of having a 3rd child he couldn't take care of (I have 2 sisters who possibly live in the same city as me that I know nothing about), which was sort of true b/c he was skipping out on THEIR child support payments. All my life I was raised by mom and grandparents. They shared the responsibility b/c my mom was working AND going to school at the time. And my grandparents were the best thing that ever happened to me, and they say I was the best thing that ever happened to them. From Kindergarten until now I have been to

Life
Well I have been doing a lot of soil searching lately. Life is far to short to hate anybody. So I forgive you my father for the times you were unfaithful to mom and how your mistress and her children were more important to you then my sister and I were! This is so very hard for me to say, all I have ever done was to try to make you proud of me! And it seems all I ever did was fail you, that is how I feel. So many things and times I felt worthless, and humiliated when my friends would see you with your mistress and came to me and asked who that lady they saw you with was! And I also forgive the mother in law that prays daily for my death cause my wife died of lung cancer and it was my fault!! And to all of the sisters in law for taking advantage of me when I was feel at my darkest times of my life. Asking for money in loans and never paying them back! All is forgive. But don't expect me to be there for wedding and birthday and holidays cause it hurts to much to be reminds of

More Like The Evening News...
So my carpal tunnel surgery is this Thursday and my jerk face brother informs me that he can't take me because he is going to be putting in the new kitchen faucet. You may see me on the evening the news for blowing his car up. While he is in it the damn thing. So now I will have to probably take a cab both ways. None of my friends can take me cuz they would have needed to request a personal day last week. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.........

1 Credit Bling Auction
I am having a small bling auction. this page is for a two 1 credit bling, the highest bidder wins there choice of avaiable 1 credit bling, starting bid is 300k place bids in the blog, Auction will end saturday at mindight, bling will be giving away sunday morning. Happy Bidding :)

To The Spoiled Under 30 Crowd
THE SPOILED UNDER-30 CROWD!!! If you are 30 or older, you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning... uphill BOTH ways.... Yadda, yadda, yadda! And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids, about how hard I had it, and how easy they've got it! But now that I'm past the ripe old age of thirty... I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean,compared to my childhood, you live in a Utopia! And I hate to say it, but you kids today, you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have "The Internet." If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the library and look it up ourselves -- in the card catalog!! There was no email! We had to actual

Im Up For Auction
Im goin up for auction what my owner will get top spot in my family rated 11s every day 100 !1s mins 2 x a week a cam show once a week NSF salutes and safe salute gifts daily big pimpin gift at least 1 week kept full of bjs and sex on beach tee hee so let the biddin begin puttin in an incentive tee hee Im so dying for a divorce lol bling packs added and Ill add cam show daily yahoo permanent and if divorced paid for with join fan club as vip in yahoo

Witchie Put A Spell On Me
Okay.... since all the cool kids are doing this, I thought I would too...... 10. I love to paint my toenails different colors (something my nieces started) 9. Buckeye Lake in Ohio, yeah Ohio, was my favorite place to see the Dead! 8. I love my brother to pieces, but always wished I had a sister. 7. I ummm... have not had sex in.... oh never mind you don't wanna know...... 6. I miss my Mom so much it hurts....... prolly not a good comment after #7 5. I have alot of toys...... and play with them more than my kids play with their toys. 4. I have a hard time getting rid of good stuff, hence my clutterfucked house. (but I'm somewhat of a neat freak so it's all organized clutter) 3. I walked my 1st 10 miler yesterday & can't wait to do it again!!! 2. Some people I've met on this fu place really make me smile (ya'll know who you are) 1. I say *peace baby* all the time.... as if you didn't know tha

Aye Chihuahua
Mexican (though its probably better called Tex-Mex) food just sounds dirty when you say it. I like hot sauce on my chimichanga Everyone raves about her taco I got guacamole all over her face She likes her burrito stuffed with beef Have you tasted my frijoles?

The Lost One
for those of you that REALLY know me and know who i am, you know i'm a helpless romantic. i can't help it. its how i show my emotion. i guess its a trait i got from my mother. well the point of this blog is for those that know what happend to me a while ago. my wife at the time left me and never returned. i was sooooo heart broken. i thought i would never find love again. i thought i would never find peace. all i ever really wanted was to fight for someone. well i found that someone FINALLY. when i was lost i found my heart and soul back. then SHE came into my life. it wasn't easy at first and i had to work for her. but i finally won her over. she lets me be who i am and i don't have to pretend like i'm someone else around her. thats not easy to find in this world. someone that will let you be you ya know ??? she's an amazing woman and i gotta say thats the ONE good thing fubar is good for. we met here. actually we've known eachother for a while but never

Want Me On My Hands And Knees Being A Good Slave? Want My Points For 12 Hours Or More??? Want Tons Of Pimpouts??? Read This...hehe
Sorry to bother you but can you take a second to go rate this pic....I can really use all your help. If you send me a private message on my page or leave me a status comment on my page I will go love up on your page to say thank you!! CLICK THE PIC:

My Bdays This Weekend!!! (new Wish List ) :p
*B-DAY WISHIST: Diamond Taurus, Emerald bLING Pink Teddybear, F*ck Me Heels,vS BRA , Diamond Tennis Bracelet, Crotch Rocket!, Summer Daffodil, bLINGS (OR BLINGPACKS really would love 100 -250 or more but id be happy with anything as a gift....) OHHHH YERRR... ALSO... MY B-DAY WEEKEND BASH (zODIAC AUCTION GO BID DONT BE EFFIN CHEAP ETHIER HAHA : http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=3687693&i=2680824636&albumid=2061995 IM IN IT TOO BID FOR ALL UR FAVS SPREAD THE LOVE HELP EVERYONE DO GOOD ...OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH YER PLZ PLZ EVERYONE THAT LOOKS AT THIS SHARE IT TOO (CLICK THE LITTLE FU BEER MUG ICON TO SHARE)

*mom* Love Her More Than Life....
Wow..Mom got married and they got call ship out to VA, for his work, I'm going to be lost without her...She moved her for ME, 7 yrs ago, after I left her, she is my Best Friend,,,I'm so Going to miss her...She was like MY ROCK in LIFE..All My Life...Know ME LOST FEELING and SAD..WAY SAD...SO when you all see me HEARTBROKE...I WILL MISS MY MOM...SHE IS ONLY ROCK I had as, I WAS hers....BUT she has new life and ME feel alone..I know many of you have had that as I have..BUT when SOMEONE, that is that close to you...and You Lose it..Kind of SCAREY and yet SAD..So, EMOTIONS hard for me right know....THanks for being friends..AS I"M losing MY BEST FRIEND.....Paula

13 Types Of Bisexual Women
13 Types of BisexualsThe Kinsey scale of zero to six was developed by sex researchers to describe sexual orientation as a continuum. Heterosexual people are at zero on the scale, gay and lesbian people are at six, at the other end of the scale and everyone in between, from one to five, is bisexual. According to Kinsey, people who fall at one or two on the scale have primarily heterosexual sexual and affectional relationships and desires, but have some attraction and experiences with same-sex partners as well.People at three on the scale are approximately equally attracted to both men and women. People at four and five on the Kinsey Scale choose primarily same-sex partners, but are not completely gay or lesbian and have some heterosexual tendencies and relationships as well.Who is bisexual?As you can see, there is no simple definition of bisexuality, and bisexual people are a very diverse group. Some bisexual people are committed to monogamous, long-term relationships, others have more

For Kloverlynn.... My Owner
I am sending gifts to 5 random newbies a day. Today's message reads as follows: Welcome to Fubar. Want a thrill, you should check this chick out. She has awesome nudes (If you don't see them, ask her about them) and she's freaky into phone sex. http://www.fubar.com/user/3567212

For Kloverlynn.... Day 3
Welcome to Fubar. Do you want to see some of the hottest lesbian action on this site (including strap on anal)? Check out Kloverlynn. Copy and paste the address below and tell her I sent you so she'll open her "special" private folders. Cheers!! http://fubar.com/3567212 As an added bonus all the guys I chose, except for one, are over the age of 40. Enjoy.

10 Abiltly Ponits And That One Left Over Ponit Can We Get 2 More At Least Or Roll Over Ponits Hahaha
we need more abilty ponits atleast 2 more so we dont have 1 left over( O_o ) after 3 pimpouts/shitfaced can we at least get 12? or better yet 15 ! (^_^) maybe we can get roll over mins, i mean roll over ponits haha what u think?

What's Your Creative Power
Your Creative Power is Your Intuition You just seem to have a knack for knowing what's going to work. You can't really explain your creative process. You just get started, and magic happens. You have a lot of endurance, and you're a hard worker. Once you get focused on a project, you don't stop. You are a trendsetter, and you seem to understand what people love. You are very forward thinking. What's Your Creative Power? Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!

Trent Reznor's Latest
If you know me, you know I believe in this: There are musicians, and there is Trent Reznor...the GOD of music. I have been to every local NIN show since PRETTY HATE MACHINE, have all the CDs, and even an un-opened SIGNED vinyl copy of THE FRAGILE (BEST.ALBUM.EVER) So, you can imagine my heart dropped when he said NINE INCH NAILS was dis-banding. Of course, he's been known to take time off before but once he got married I pretty much figured he was retired. Boy was I wrong... Him and his wife has a new band called HOW TO DESTROY ANGELS and once again, I am blown away!!!! Of course NIN.com is still being updated, but check out HOW TO DESTROY ANGELS' home site.

Long But Contains Many Of My Wisest Thoughts!!
WISE WORDS AND SAGE ADVICE - Do not argue with an idiot. He will drag you down to his level and beat you with experience. That is why I don't argue with a politician. - The last thing I want to do is hurt you. But it's still on the list. - We live in a society where pizza gets to your house before the police. - If I agreed with you, we'd both be wrong. - Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without a sandwich, look out. - Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand. - War does not determine who is right – only who is left... left, oh ya they are the ones holding the protest signs. - Knowledge is knowing a tomato is a fruit; Wisdom is not putting it in a fruit salad. - Politicians and diapers have one thing in common. They should both be changed regularly, and for the same reason. - Going to church doesn't make you a Christian any more than standing in a garage makes you a car. - Evenin

If You Are Out There Please Read This (wtf!!)
(this is my first blog so bare with me) Amanda is my name. I have been a part of Fubar for over three years now. I am the DJ Manager of Club Vegas. I have been there since the day it opened and have met some really awesome people that I would have never met had it not been for Sassy, Brian, and Mimi (the owners of Vegas). Just recently we had a incident with a coder of outs. We needed help and he was not around so a few people in our lounge went looking for a coder to help out. The found one who could code our lounge where it did not lag anyone because we had had a lot of complaints about it, but our coder got mad about being replaced and completely fired himself. Him and his fu-wife then left and unsubscribed from Club Vegas. When this coder left he told me that he wouldn't ask me to choose between him and Vegas. Now you see Sassy is like my big sis, and the coder well I loved him and he claimed to love me as well. So you see my predicament. Yesterday Coder (that is what I will r

Stuck Starship
Dammit! I seem to have this song stuck in my head, and HAVE had for 3 days now! Starship's We Built This City On Rock 'N'Roll I think I need to infect one or two of you with it too! I'm tired of keeping it to myself! Rock on!Shawn

I Got The Power...
I've just noticed (because I'm so quick at noticing shit like this) that the profile style I'm using, the one that used to be called "Power" is now called "Old and Janky". The new 'power' style is called "New Hotness". Now, besides being the lamest fucking name for anything, it's not descrpitive of how the style is. The style should be called simply "Shit". I mean, it's got a live feed on it (presumable because some people can't read the live feed on the top left hand corner), it's got all that point whore shit like 'new members' and who's online along with some other pointless crap... and it doesn't have a mumm list on it either. No mumm list? Fuck off with that shit. It just goes to show you how something (something that the site creators thought was so awesome that they called it Power) is renamed as if it is lame and past it's best, when the powers that be want to encourage point whoring. Fuck em. The 'Normal' style is shit too, so I'll be sticking with the POWER until they re

Mac And Cheese (nice Sized Portions!)
Ingredients 1-24 oz bag of green giant cauliflower and 3 cheese sauce 1 box of barilla whole grain rotini1 cup 2% mexican style four cheese by kraft Directions Cook rotini according to package until almost cookedcook cauliflower according to package. cool a bit and then using a blender puree it. mix pasta, cauliflower, and .5 cup of cheese then put in a square pan. top with other .5 cup of cheese and bake at 425degrees 10-15 minutes Servings Per Recipe: 8 Amount Per Serving Calories: 248.8 Total Fat: 4.9 g Cholesterol: 7.5 mg Sodium: 402.5 mg Total Carbs: 41.1 g Dietary Fiber: 6.0 g Protein: 11.1 g Portions of this are a nice size! its really good too

The Pimpout Day Has Come
It looks like I will have all my points for Oracle by the end of the day which leaves the matter of the 4 referrals. If you have already done your referrals or don't care about them feel free to send a couple my way. If they mention you then you get 1 million fubucks and they get 500K and you get to be among my 1st pimpouts. Edit: the link would help http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=523873

Then He Blocked Me
Someone who at one time meant a whole lot to me recently waltzed back into my life. 18 mos ago he just dropped of the face of the earth. And he approaches me in my SB pretending to be someone else. Figures he will drop the bomb of who he is only after chatting for an hour. In the past he lied to me and made promises to me and my children only to break them. He uses others pics on here everytime he starts a new profile...he lies to others and he uses them. I seriously think he is mentally ill. He lives in this fantasy world and refuses to be who he is. Anyways...this is the conversation we had this morning. Then after all that...he blocks me. Must have struck a cord. GBT owned ...: It's not that...i just don't know what you want me to say or do 7:41am Lollipop: just smile hon 7:42am Lollipop: i did it to make you smile 7:42am GBT owned ...: I did smile sillyhead 7:43am

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!
I'm having an orgasmmmmmmmmmmm Extra special vanilla clotted cream ice cream, west country vanilla yogurt and water/honeydew melon mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh mmmmmmmmmmm Sorry, just had to share!

How Fuct Is This Girl?!
Hell yeahz this is just some badassedness!** She is FucT all the way **So go chk her out here on Fu and on YouTube. Leave her some mad FucT love all. iC51NerdQueen10001110101MZYouTubexFUCTx@ fubar -BKB

For Thos Wondering Where I Have Been And Haven't Been Here ..
my g-ma gained 30 plus lbs in a week of fluid the fluid reached her lungs causing her to cough and vomit in over doing that she tore her esophigus : tearing that she was vomiting blood and as she thought she had to have a bm it was nothing but blood...she lost over 600 liters of blood in just a couple of hrs her pace maker and her diabetes were really messing up working really hard ,with her liver and galbadder not working right she cant fight infections and they wont do surgery on her...they managed to be able to do a procedure to find where it was all coming from,they got the blood clots out and it's fixing it's self but she cant overly caugh vomit or sneeze ..if she does she'll tear it again and they will not be able to save her this time

Oh Yahoo Spam Filter You Vex Me So
E-mail from "obertguerrerohj@aol.com" titled S C H O 0 L GlR LS S EX gets past the spam filter. An e-mail from someone who I have on yahoo messenger, using a yahoo account gets thrown into spam and I don't see it. Thanks yahoo!

Naughty Story
SHE KNEW SHE WAS DRIVING A BIT TOO FAST WHEN SHE HEARD THE POLICE SIREN. SHE PULLED HER CAR TO THE SIDE OF THE ROAD AND LOOKED IN HER REAR VIEW MIRROR, AS THE POLICE MAN WAS WALKING TOWARD HER CAR.. HIS DARK SKIN GLISTENING IN THE HOT SUMMER SUN .. SHE BEGAN TO THINK TO HERSELF.. ...... STAY TUNED FOR THE REST OF THE STORY!!! HAHAHA.... THIS IS MY LIST OF THINGS I WANT TO HELP PEOPLE WITH TODAY! LINKS AND WHAT THEY NEED BELOW IN THE COMMENT AREA

Better Days
You say it all so finely Before you rip it away You tell me that I'm your everything And say fuck you the next day Every minute I'm with you Breaks my heart some more Trying to be strong about this Never showing the emotion bubbling up from within I cover it with a smile Silently say fuck it all and hide it with a grin I know I'm stronger then you Can make it through the worst You say you've seen the baddest shit I say try putting up with you without fucking up this verse I'm not going to be perfect I told you from the start But the one thing you can never do Is run the way I think Scream it from the rooftops Tell the whole fucking world To shove it while I sleep You can pack your shit at any time You know how to find the door You think it was bad before Wait until you see the madness that I have in store I don't need a single thing Beyond what I have inside I don't need to be with you I choose to be Never forget that When your words pour forth as venom A

How To Get Bombed More Often
After running a few bombs it's just crazy to click a thousand links to only get error messages or their profile. Best way I have found to chase bombs is go to your public profile. View it as anyone else would. Go down and click on your photos as if you were going to rate yourself. THEN click your bomb folder ... where it gives you the thumbnail view. COPY and PASTE that link into shout boxes of bombers. Be very nice. I usually like to put (link) bomb folder link if you have time (or auto's) plz and ty very much... and MAKE sure you go and rate and at least fan them if you do not know them! Remember everyone bombs different ways, this may or may not work. If they are bombing family and auto's only, heavy rate their profile, and also get you link in their shout box. Be sure to say TY some way some how. It really helps to have folders marked clearly and have 250 pics in there. Good luck and happy bomb chasing!

Mr West
Lyrics to Heard 'Em Say :(feat. Adam Levine of Maroon 5) And I heard 'em say, nothin ever promised tomorrow today.From the Chi, like Tim its the Hard-a-way,So this is in the name of love, like Robert saysBefore you ask me to get a job today, can i atleast get a raise on a minimum wage?And I know the gouverment administered AIDS,So I guess we just pray like the minister say,Allah o Akbar and throw em some hot cars,Things we see on the screen are not ours,But these niggas from the hood so these dreams not far,Where im from, the dope boys is the rock stars,But they can't cop cars without seein' cop cars,I guess they want us all behind bars.I know it.[Chorus (Adam Levine)]Uh, And I heard 'em say, nothin ever promised tomorrow today.(ooooooooo)And I heard 'em say, nothin ever promised tomorrow today.(Nothing's ever promised tomorrow today.)But we'll find a way(And nothing lasts forever but be honest babe, it hurts but it may be the only way)[Kanye]They say people in your life are seasons,A

More Sb Fun!!
juggalofir11:45am...: do little dicks make you laugh? 11:48amTo juggalofir...: yeah why? 11:49amjuggalofir...: mines 4inches is that big? 11:49amTo juggalofir...: no 11:50amjuggalofir...: is it tiny? 12:42pmTo juggalofir...: not if you're in 3rd grade lol 12:44pmjuggalofir...: id love for you to make fun of mine 12:44pmTo juggalofir...: LOL why? 12:45pmjuggalofir...: im submissive to beautiful women 12:46pmTo juggalofir...: too bad I'm a sub too *shrugs* 12:46pmjuggalofir...: do u like big cocks 12:47pmTo juggalofir...: Why yes..yes I do 12:47pmjuggalofir...: how big do ulike 12:48pmTo juggalofir...: at least 12 inches 12:48pmjuggalofir...: mmmmmmmmmm do u like black cock 12:48pmTo juggalofir...: no white meat only OMFG too funny!! Comments please.....

What Slanguage Do You Speak?
You Speak Canadian Slang Canadian Slang: 75% Aussie Slang: 25% New England Slang: 25% Prison Slang: 25% Southern Slang: 25% British Slang: 0% What Slanguage Do You Speak? Blogthings: Learn Something Surprising About Yourself

This Is Beyond Lol
I know the stuff about Gem Girl has been going around the past couple of days that she scammed ppl out of stuff on here and then blocked them after wards. As well she came out and said she is married. As u will see in this SS of her page. Then u go to his page and it's a little different from hers. It says that he is actually engaged in his martial status on here as shown in the screen shot below. Now here comes something else on the matter. In those 2 screen shots above. Take a look at the crushes. Do u see what is odd in those 2 screen shot above? This is where it actually gets very interesting on the whole matter of them being so called married to each other. Take a look at this screen shot and what the caption says and what actual album it is in too! So what i'm thinking right now. If they're actually married and then that is her uncle. Then he is pulling a Jerry Lee Lewis act lol! As well there is NO actual pics of them together except for the ones t

Douchebag Diaries
Well I haven't posted in this in awhile so I thought it was time to add one to it!!! The person I am going to add most of you probably know and are maybe even friends with, but I honestly don't care. I DO NOT tolerate people that lie and play people like their emotions don't matter. This person for several days told me how much he loved me and wanted to be with me and how wonderful I am and then turned around and said the same exact things to another girl. Well when I confronted him on it and called him out on all his bullshit lies he decided to block me...LIKE I CARE....I just want the rest of the fu-world especially the girls to be aware of this, so here ya go here's his link http://www.fubar.com/bkb42 Just thought you all would get a kick out of this like me...sit back and enjoy!! **7/18/2010-Some wackado dickhead that wouldn't leave a friend alone THIS IS WHAT I WROTE HIM o: ANTICHRIST 666 Riverside, CA subject: Back off received: 07/18/2010 0

On Mail
I spend little time online these days, but because I still like to keep up a robust communication with friends (and by “robust communication” I mean “random smattering of postcards from various locales”), I buy a lot of stamps. And I send a fair amount of mail. This week, I intended to send a half-case of nice wine to a newly married couple, mostly because I can’t think of anything else to give people who just voluntarily resigned themselves to a lifetime of boredom and misery. Unfortunately, though, new US postal service regulations prohibit the mailing of alcohol and tobacco products. Little wonder no one has any use for the mail anymore. What the postal service really needs is porn. When the whole dot-com bubble popped, the only online businesses staying afloat were porn and gaming. And though I know of no way to put games on stamps, I am certain that you can put porn on stamps. All the kids would collect stamps again! And the dads! Sadly, the

The Reckless Use Of The Word "rape"
I have noticed that a lot of people put rape their cherries/molest their like button in their status. I know people are trying to joke or be sexually appealing. However, others and I find it appalling because of what these words stand for. It is sickening to see so many people use these words so freely. Some things are not and should never be a joke. There is definitely nothing sexy about rape/molest. Rape: the unlawful compelling of a woman through physical force or duress to have sexual intercourse Molest: to make indecent sexual advances to; to assault sexually When the word molest is used in proper context it usually refers to a child being sexually abused. I want people to be aware of the damage they can cause with the reckless use of these words. Some things never go away no matter how far you go in life. Fubar is suppose to be an escape, so please make it pleasant for everyone on here. This is my personal crusade to make people aware. If you want to sta

Fuzzies
I'm an idiot. I washed a few towels with some clothes. I knew I shouldn't, but they are old towels so I thought I'd be safe. WRONG! Now my clothes have little fuzzies all over them. Got any ideas? Only thing I can come up with is to use a lint roller on them when they are dry. I should have known better...

Am I Hot Or Am I Not
So listen i just got told by some like guy that i was totally not hott. but then like his friend was like dude what the fuck look at her she is totally hott. Are you like blind or something. So i'm really hurt right now. Am i hott or am i not. rate me 1 to 11 please and thanks. i could really use the confadance boost.

Wow This Is Serouiosly Out Of Line Read And Comment
OK SOOOO HERES THE STORY .... DUDE LIL CRAZY .... HAD TO CUT HIM OFF WHEN HE STARTED ACTING UP .... (i even made him salutes like i said i would... i should robally take em down) from:proprodUnited Statessubject: hunreceived: 07/29/2010 01:08 amreplied: no block this memberhey besides what happen on fu, lets stay in touch with each other, your damm kool girl,what do ya say about that. my email is k**********@gmail.com, and my# is 1-602-***-****. i will fly to ya some times and you to me, or ill pay you to me better (IM SORRY BUT HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I TOLD U DUDE NOT THAT KINDA SITE ! FOR ALL U FUTARDS OUT THERE DO NOT COME AT ME OR ANY WOMAN ON THIS SITE LIKE THIS I DONT GIVE A FLYING FUCK WHAT U SEND IT WILL BE DELTLED !) from: proprod United States subject: cold harted bitch received: 07/31/2010 01:10 am replied: no block this member so how many men have you turned on, just to get stupid fu-bling. you know if you where not such a cunt, went out and found a man, inst

Awesome!
SandaraKat...: hi there..how u doing? 10:24pm To SandaraKat...: hi SandaraKat...: hello..how are u? To Jill the R...: horney as hell - are you naked? SandaraKat...: lol..u got messenegr? Jill the R...: Come join me in Merlottes! (h) fubar.com... To Jill the R...: is it a nude lounge? Jill the R...: we have dancers To Jill the R...: are you one of the dancers? Jill the R...: come in and find out. To Jill the R...: you're not one of the dancers Jill the R...: i'm the head dancer, thank you! Jill the R...: hmph. To

My Poor Widdle Car
*Sigh* So my dad just rang me and said that once my car is 'fixed' he's going to have to sell it. I've barely even driven that car! And I've invested 3500+ GBP into it, including the car itself, insurance and MOT and Road Tax! Yea well ok not ME, but it's still a waste of money considering I've only had it for a short while. I guess it's kinda good timing as I'll be at Student Halls in Uni for my first year and there's no parking anyway and my dad said he'll use the money when it's sold to get me another one (oooh maybe I'll finally get the Yaris I wanted). But this is going to bite me in the ass in the form of my Step mother, she bitched and moaned at my dad cos he paid 1800 for my first car when my step sister's first car was 600, my step bro's was 400 and my bro's was about 400 too I think. And their cars are like Squeaky clean (well they don't have the same cars anymore). She whined that I didn't look after my car blah blah blah, but yea it IS kinda true but hell...it's my

So I Will Make This Open To Everyone
so my mom tells me to call, and bitches, and then doesnt answer.....whatever the job hunt is kinda looking good =] and friends of friends, who have no salute, should really stfu, and stay out of my buisness..how can they even see my page when i have it shut out to people with no salutes? whatever, jealousy isnt pretty... and to the rest of you IFLY!!!!!!! well some of you, the rest i just mildly like =]

Porno!
Well, I'm officially bored of online porn. If I'm watching some woman getting fucked on a kitchen counter top, and all I can think is 'man, that doesn't look too comfortable'. When I see two 'lesbians' getting it on, and one of them is wearing a wedding ring, all I can think is 'does her husband know that she's a rug munching porn whore?' I watch a woman fucking herself with a vibrating, flexible cock and there's the usual pussly close-up, I find myself counting the pimples or being disgusted at the pussy stubble. Then there is some woman fucking herself in a bathtub and I'm thinking 'how long has she been in there for? Surely the water is getting cold by now...' Also, I'm criticising the sets, the decor, nail varnish colours, shoes, etc... man, I need a new drug...

The Closest I Have Gotten To Sex Only Cost Me A $20 Co-pay
Part of the new, healthier, me is that I went to the doctor for a full physical. To most, this doesn’t seem like a big deal, but then again, most do not know what doctors in the military are like, so allow me to explain. Most people are used to a word where they don’t feel well, they call their boss and say “Hey, I’m not going to be in today, I feel like crapola!” In the military, if you are sick, you must follow a procedure known as “Sick Call.” The way Sick Call works is as follows: You report to the first formation, which is usually PT that would start around 6:00 AM. When you get there, you tell your Squad Leader or Platoon Sergeant if you are a Squad Leader that you will be going on sick call before formation. Now some places require you to get a sick call slip before that first formation, while others would allow you to get the sick call slip after formation. So if you were in one of those places that required before, you would

The Further Decline Of Man...
From time to time Jen sends me messages she gets from men.. Jen decided to change her location to my area so that local creepers would leave her alone.. Apparently my area has a TON of weirdos! The big fad is to just tell her that you are close to her. "Hey! I'm gonna be in Portland on he 25th and i'll be at a house party! hook a brother up".. "I live in Tigard... I live in Tigard...I live in Tigard.." "29/m/portland" What the fuck yo.. I'm really hoping these fucktards are really just complete idiots.. You don't have to scroll down very far on Jen's page to realize she has a b/f and it is me.. Not to mention all of these guys come off like creepy losers. Zero game. Does "29/m/portland" even work?

Just... Grimy!!
For anyone who ever complains of how nasty their roommates are. Shut the hell up. I PROMISE you that I have you beat. Hands down. They are a married couple. Big hearts and they have done a lot for me and my daughter but they are the absolute foulest, nastiest people I have EVER lived with. The husband and I kid you not, has only showered TWICE in the year I have lived here! Now mind you, the rest of the house doesn't look like this because I make damn sure it doesn't. This is how they LIVE in their bedroom!! **WARNING** You WILL need a puke bag!!

[please Fill Out The Blog Subject]
I love that everyone on the internet is an "expert on foreign relations" or "ex-special forces"and the best answer they have to violence isbigger violence.Not a point to contest.I'm convinced that peace is an option. Peace with growing pains of course.On to me business.I got up around 7:30, got dressed and drove to the front entrance of my employer, parked right up front in the "visitor's lot" and disassembled my entry badge taking out a few slips of paper and leaving my lapel, sleave and card.My resolve waivered for only a moment as I stepped up to the front glass. Two of my coworkers that worked the walk-in area were not at their desks, so I had no opportunity to drag this out or say "tell everyone goodbye for me"The receptionist slid her courtesy glass to the side and asked if she could help me"yes you can, please inform [First and last name of my supervisor removed] that I no longer work here""alright, have a good day""Thank you, you do the same"I handed her my ID badgeturned on my

Self Conclusion
Fade in, start the scene Enter beautiful girl But things are not what they seem As we stand at the edge of the world "Excuse me, sir, But I have plans to die tonight Oh, and you are directly in my way And I bet you're gonna say it's not right" My reply: "Excuse me, miss But do you have the slightest clue Of exactly what you just said to me And exactly who you're talking to?" She said, "I don't care, you don't even know me" I said, "I know but I'd like to change that soon, hopefully" Yeah, we all flirt with the tiniest notion Of self conclusion in one simplified motion You see the trick is that you're never supposed to act on it No matter how unbearable this misery gets "You make it sound so easy to be alive But tell me, how am I supposed to seize this day When everything inside me has died?" My reply: "Trust me, girl I know your legs are pleading to leap But I offer you this easy choice- Instead of dying, living with me"

Fml!!
So I'm sure some of you are wondering what's going on with me, I've been going through alot and haven't been talking to my friends on here much, I apologize now for that. I recently found out "the love of my life" Rob had been cheating on me for the last two years of our relationship w/ the woman I caught him cheating with two years ago. She is his high school sweetheart, and I learned yesterday he moved in with her 100 miles away. I'm in complete shock, Her phone number had been on my phone bill for the last couple of years, I'd ask him about it and he'd say it was one of our friends using the phone, Being that I trusted him I never thought twice, I should have, and I would not have wasted so much of my life on his ass. I knew the reason was something more why we broke up back in may, I finally found out. I'm completely ruined from ever allowing someone that close to me again. I'm not gonna do anymore internet romances, I deleted all my profiles on dating sites. I'm completely

About Me
The Punisher is Frank Castle.He originally studied to become a Roman Catholic priest, but changed his mind because he was unable to forgive those who did evil. Eventually, Castle would enlist in the United States Marine Corps becoming a U.S. Marine Captain. He married his wife Maria, who was already pregnant with their first child prior to his enlistment.

Soul Fixin
Things have been pretty good for me this year. They have not always been so, as of recent years. Whenever I find myself riding high, my thoughts tend to drift towards to where I came or crawled out from. When I do that it doesnt take me long to think of a selfless person that helped me when I was in need. Back in 08, I got laid off, then had a number of substantial mechanical breakdowns, and then when I did land the next job, I broke my foot before I could start and they had to give the position away....countless other things, yadayada, the downward spiral. My long time musician friend Mikey(Chia) had recently remarried. His new bride, took it upon herself to help with my delimma by cooking me dinners, helping with my laundry, and him running me places or doing errands on my behalf, etc. They have never asked anything in return, or held it over my head, only celebrated my recovery. So its become sort of a mission of late to recognize that thru random acts of kindness. Ive been se

Theft And Unoriginal Bastards
It has come to this. I sooner or later I knew it would. It took them a year and a half to catch up to the excellence that was RNR, (Revolution Nation Radio for those that don't remember), another 6 months to decipher what I did in Club StarStruck, and finally they have come close. AM I pissed? Have something that you created and took pride in stolen. One could say that it was a good run. In the end, it's simply what I have always dealt with and it sadly is what it is. Intimidated people trying to imitate in the hopes that one day they will be me. It's sad really. Aside from the anger, and Rage and wanton desire to shove a tire iron through their neck, I feel a slight pity for these poor bastards. These are the ones the principal release from locker incarceration in high school . The ones everyone thought would bring C4 to their Reunion. These are the fakes and two faced people the masses talk about on a daily basis. they simply want to be accepted howe

The Last Hoorah
So tomorrow I embark on my last trek across California for awhile. Im finishing up all the jobs there, and the bulk of new work will be occuring back east. During the coming week, I'll be bouncing between LA, Ventura and San Diego areas. I thought it might be nice to drop in on a few fu-folk while Im mobile. I'm aware of a few in that area, but havent seen them online in a bit. So Im sort of enlisting whoever may read this to help me spread the word, to our collective friends that you know are in Cali, and send them to this blog or my way, so they can drop me a line and their digits and we can go from there if theyre interested. I tried like hell to have a beer with Seamus last trip, but he relocated to arizona, so is a lil out of reach now. Anyway, I'll be hittin up the ones I know off top of my head, maybe you guys can help me the ones that may have slipped my mind at the moment, or Im not aware that theyre in that area. This is just for novelty, and the coolness of putting a

Men
I have come to the conclusion that just about every man i have ever dated or been interested in.. they don't know what they want. one day they want one thing.. the next something else.. drinking.. want this.. sober... not anymore etc etc etc damn you all

Bummed Out ...
I need some serious distraction. Laughing out loud, anything but crying ... My "date" still has not texted me back letting me know if he's going to show up for our "talk" I told him I had a fire he needed to put out with his magnificent hose! :p ;) If he doesn't show in the next hour or so I guess I will take it as a hint, huh? Which is too bad .. he was a very good "talker" Talk to me. pwease?

Mel Is A Cunt!
To MEL: · new friend request from 'SEXYGIRLBLONDE ...' received! cancel Chat 4:04pm reply MEL: lmfaoooooooooooooo cancel Chat 4:04pm reply MEL: she's only replying to you....she likes you! cancel Chat 4:04pm reply MEL: or you're the only weiner commenting her cancel Chat

Random Lyric Crazy Attack Go!
Yeah, I know, I really need to get around to writing blogs with actual content. But I'm lazy. In lieu of real content, here are random lyrics from songs that I'm listening to today! I was going to post these in my status, but then I realized that's annoying. They're in no particular order, and are pretty much just whatever lines happen to jump out at me. If you can guess them all without using the Googles, you get a cookie. "She'll tell you she's an orphan, after you meet her family." "In the land of a thousand guilts and poured cement." "Don't want to end up a cartoon in a cartoon graveyard." "I couldn't feel, so I tried to touch." "What will change us, or will we mess up our only chance to connect with a dream?" "But all I ever learned from love is how to shoot at someone who outdrew you." (Same song as a previous one, but different artist(s).) "Flags and mental jewelry's all I know." "Pretty girls digging prettier women." "Minding the gap since 1996." "He's just

Updates On My Wreck
10-8-10 Hey everyone! I wanted 2 let yall know what is going on! I was in a car wreck yesterday 10-7-10! This guy ran a red light & hit me so hard it tore the tire & axle from the transmission on my car! I had 2 cars in front of me..they went through our green light & I followed! I got about 50 feet from where I was going about 10 miles per hour at this point..this guy comes from my right going about 35-45 miles per hour & hits me in the front passenger side full force! He did not even try 2 slow down! After he hit the front he bounced off & hit the back passenger door! The air bags deployed when he hit the front passenger side! There where 2 cops behind me that saw everything thank God! I was driving, my mans mom was in the front passenger side, my baby girl was in the back passenger side & my mans oldest was in the back driver side! We all got taken 2 the hospital by ambulance! My lil girl is ok..she just was more scared hen anything! My mans mom is ok..she is just a lil banged up

Some Things
Three things about me that you might not know. 1.People with crusty feet gross me out,but blood and guts don't phase me. 2.I hate to see anyone I care about in pain or upset.It truly breaks my heart. 3.I am really meaner than some of you think :) You can share 3 things if you like.Just a silly game. hugs! (h)

Untitled
Today we say goodbye, to someone we all love, and as we mourn our loss, He watches from above. He painted buildings , for most of his life, he did it to support, himself, his children and his wife. He loved those who knew him, though he rarely said it, it was clear, it was in his eye's, and his actions, the words you didn't have to hear. Take a look around you, and see what he has done, he touched the lives of all who knew him, and now his journey has just begun. Look at the sunset, when you go to bed tonight, and in the morning, watch the sunrise, Sonny Ayers painted that for you, with a twinkle in his eye's.

[unplayably Bad]
That's right. I made it a word.Okay, Left 4 Dead 2.I've ran into some RETARDED online communities before, but ... this is starting to take the cake.Granted, on BF 2141 if you weren't in a clanon your home clan's paid serverand not following strict ordersyou were doing it wrong.In L4D2This game is NOT playable without A.) Players that know what the FUCK they're doing (IE cleared the map already)B.) Veteran FPS players (as in ZOMG Halo wasn't their first shooter)C.) Playing with IRL friends.D.)... that's enough isn't it?When the bots have a higher hit percent and kill ratioyou need to reconsider your leisure time.Why don't you take up crochetingand hopefully have an accident that takes you out of the gene pool.I've had PK'ers, tardsy run-ahead-ers, item hoarders, and just ... outright noobs.I'm tired of it, and my friend that actually plays this game has been incommunicado for like... two weeks.He and I have been known to carry WoW raids, capture the flags, and a few real-combat simulato

L♥ve
Love.... I hate the word... ( & I hate the word hate sooooooo) The only real love I have right now is for myself & my kids...... I do love lots of you fuckers!!!!! in a friend like way... You ALL know who you are ... ohhh I love boots & coffee too! so on that note have a LOVELY day and as always peace baby

Oh, Hey.
We promised you a raise.. but you can't have it! By the way, those days you requested off in advance: You can't have those either! We, as your employers, think you're doing a great job, but we don't want to show that to you! Keep adding more awesome to your plate for the same price of LESS AWESOME! In other words, FUCK YOU! Thank you for choosing [insert entity here] and have a great day.

Happy Hoar!
Well, some stupid bitch... erm... I mean very nice person bought me a Happy Hour. When would be a good time to use it? I'm only asking because I know some of you guys have had them before. Also, this is only the 2nd one I've had, and I wasn't there for the first one because I didn't even know I had one... If you do have any suggestions on best days or times, it would be most appreciated.

The Health Benefits And Risks Of Marijuana By Ross Bonander (repost)
iStock The state of California's recent step toward fully decriminalizing the possession of small amounts of marijuana with Prop 19 has reignited one of the more contentious flash points in modern society—where, if anywhere, marijuana has a place. Few things illustrate the controversy better than a comparison of the web pages that purport to separate myth from fact published by the Drug Enforcement Administration (DEA) and the Drug Policy Alliance (DPA). They are almost mirror images of one another, addressing the very same points, but drawing on different studies to reach their preferred conclusions. It's stunning to see how differently these agencies can interpret the same information. There is a single salvation from this cherry-picking point-counterpoint: the seminal report "Marijuana and Medicine: Assessing the Science Base." This comprehensive summary of marijuana was written in 1999 by the most highly regarded nongovernmental medical organization in the c

Went To A Bar This Friday Night, Didn't Get Laid, (almost) Got In A Fight...
So tonight I went to see a show: The Spill Canvas. The person that should have been there wasn't, but that's another story. Small club, a bunch of unknowns. Yes one of the earlier acts gave a shout out to Applebees because he works there. Anyway, so I am there, waiting for the headliner... ...And this dude keeps backing up into me. So I say to him "Dude, if you are going to keep backing up into me, at least buy me a drink." Yeah, a bit smart assey, but really nothing bad. So his little guido friend has issues with that, and tries to step to me. He starts talking some shit, at this point, I don't really remember too much of what he said, but I know there was something about him saying "Do you have a problem with my friend, and me saying "do you have a problem with me?" and him saying nothing then me telling him "I thought not..." Then the smell of shit, I swear to god I think he shit his pants, if not, he totally sharted... Which resulted in him coming' up to me like 10 min

What Will You Be Doing?
What Will You Be Doing? No matter what some may say, there are still Heroes here today, Weathered through time, many aren't doing well, still if you listen, they have a story to tell. Whether they're a parent, Grand-parent or Great, sit down and listen to them, before it's too late. Stories of peace, Stories of war, Stories of glory, Stories of Horror. Through them we have much to learn, take time to listen to them, that's the least they've earned. What will you be doing? will you be drinking a beer while at the park your children play? I for one will be visiting convelecent homes and cemeteries, thanking those who lived and died, and I'll do it every year, on this our Veterans Day.

**closed!*****limited Edition Condom Bling Auction!!
STARTING BID 3 MILL Your choice of (ONE) 1 limited edition condom bling. Highest bid wins. (you have 24 hr's to pay your bid, otherwise it will go to the next highest bidder, payment is required first before bling is given) **AUCTION ENDS TONIGHT 11/19 @ 9PM EST** leave bids in comments. thank you.

Fu Peer Pressure?...& The First Blog Of 2011...
Hello friends and welcome to the first blog of 2011. Hope you all had a fun new year and all of that jazz. Now wake up! lol..we have things to do... I've been looking for good people and quality blogs to help promote for some time now, and late last night while spying on you (haha) I came across this one and made a new friend too. Fu peer pressure. Does it exisit? Apparently so I assume. Whether it be pressure from what I see to be dude-to-dude peer pressure to take the "hotter" default to try and get green (p.s. that doesn't work by the way) or "spend the most money" to get the chick they want (warped concept but that is for another day)...Or in the case of this blog posting, a female point of view of well, doing what you see done constantly... I'm sure it's something more than a few fu females can relate to.. Click here for her blog... Anndd...while you are here and there, feel free show her some lovin... PinkSadist@ fubar it's refreshing to see someone not have to

What Part Of Speech Are You?
You Are a Conjunction You are a deep thinker, and you're always looking for the connections between things. You see the whole big picture as far as the world goes. You are good at developing intricate theories. In your view, we are all interconnected. The little things we do effect one another, and the results are pretty interesting. You tend to be a mix and match type of person. You like unusual pairings - in food, style, and in company. What Part of Speech Are You? The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings

Fb Vs Fu
I have linked this blog to my facebook. So fb will be getting these posts as well. They will also be able to click a link and come check this one out (if they have a fu account). Knowing that... What do you think will be the difference in fb users vs. fu members responses to my questions, if any? Will they be more guarded, more open or maybe they wont be as responsive. Tell me your thoughts on this and we will see how it ends up being. As with all other questions.. please stay on subject and IF YOU CANT BE HONEST - DONT COMMENT. Please check out the other questions of the day. Please Rate This Blog & Follow It

1/6
Well as it stands right now the doctor thinks my Gran may have kidney failure. She is in a very small home town hospital with no way for them to find out for sure what all is going on. Her doctor is wanting to have her transferred to a bigger hospital 30 miles from where she is but when they called there are no beds available at this time. The question was asked about another hospital and he said he wanted to wait and see if something opens up tomorrow. I'm sick, mad, frustrated, ill as hell, and totally broke down. I wish I could be there, they wouldn't even let me in the hospital right now with me running a fever nor would I want to go and give her something else. Sitting by the phone SUXXXXX!!!!!!!! I was hoping that another hospital would be an option since the one he wants her to go to isn't that great but was pretty much told not my decision......uggggggggggg. Feeling kinda lost right now and my nerves are shot. Thank you so much for all the notes, status comments, c

What's Your Grown Up Stereotype?
You Are The Introvert You are a thoughtful person who could also be described as downright intellectual. You enjoy spending time by yourself, and this leads to a lot of thinking. You tend to have a few close friends instead of lots of acquaintances. Your bonds with your friends are strong. While you may not be outgoing, you are a great conversationalist. You have many interests and as a result, many things to talk about. What's Your Grown Up Stereotype? Blogthings: Discover the Parts of Your Personality that Have Been Hiding

Aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
12:23pm reply dork: Well I'm hungry, hungry and your pussy looks so good I wanna suck your asshole, wanna piece of...? I don't even care if your on the bloody rag I'll eat you buttplug, come on sit on my face I wanna eat you out, baby eat you out Open up your legs baby, I wanna eat you out Eat you out, baby eat you out I don't care if it's runny and I don't care if it smells Eat you out, baby eat you out I wanna stick my tongue in you and suck your cunt juice out Don't wanna finger fuck you, stick my dick inside of you I'd rather? Fat or ugly it looks like you don't care If your young or old, you gotta cunt? I'll lick you there I wanna put my tongue so far inside of you Drink your piss and cum and you can drink mine too Wanna eat your shit, you can eat my diarrhea Wanna... bring your cunt right over here To dork: call me!! (212) 479-7990 cancel Chat 12:37pm reply dork: look answering machine tells u dont wanna talk to me unfortunately why the fuck u dont take my call bb

The Thousand Year Snake.
You wouldn't think that any man of any signifcance had just walked through the door. Swatting clouds of road and weather off himself as he scanned for an available seat.Two empty stools next to the bara large round table in the center of the room, probably reserved for the alehouse champion.Krunk!Drowner of men, breather of beer. Eater of pretzels!A dark corner's only good when you don't come into an inn thirsty.So he plopped down at the bar, setting his pack with a thick thud in the stool adjacent."something clean, and warm," he had been drinking river water for the last week. Not spring water, cool, crisp and fresh. That dark stuff with things swimming, feeding and breeding in it."tea alright?"The stranger puffed out a relieved sigh. He was accustomed to some typical blather of strong drink "to warm you up" or "clean out your head". This keeper knew the value of a sober man."All I've got is bullion." The stranger reached into an earth colored pouch and slapped a marble-sized lump of

New On This Site!
PEOPLE KNOW HOW TO MAKE MY DAY! i just wanna say im new to this site and i have ignorant people blocking me for no reason today is actually the first day that i have been on in awhile cause of my work, he asked me to add pictures of myself and i did than he went and blocked me and had other people block me also!!!I dont know why because i am new here and i am only trying to enjoy the site and meet new people!!!THIS ONE PERSON EVEN ASKED ME IF I WAS ON HERE FOR SEX!!!!! AND YES YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!SO WHY I 'AM BEING BLOCKED BY PEOPLE I HAVE NO IDEA!!!!IS THIS HOW YOUR TREATED ON THIS SITE!!!!IF SO ILL DELETE IT CAUSE I DONT WANT KNOW DRAMA!!

[7,033 Views, 178 Posts]
Apparently Somantics is my best work yet on this site >>I'd like to thank my viewers.And satan.Who'd have thought that the blog with the MOST crazy robot posts would be the most followed?*scampers off to do more character designs and plot planning*

Tips On How To Masturbate.
If you're a girl..1) Get something small if it's your first time, like a lip gloss container. Make sure it's got a rounded tip.2) Put a little water on it. 3) Get yourself on the ground or your bed. Make sure you're comfortable.4) Put your feet up on something. Make sure they are higher than your head. Spread your legs.5) For the ultimate experience, relax first. Just lay there. Think about nothing. And DON'T BE NERVOUS.6) Slowly begin to touch your breasts. Feel them (have your eyes closed or open but if they are open make sure you're not focusing on anything)7) Keep one hand on your breast and slowly move the other one down to your thigh. Move your hand up and down your thigh while massaging your breast.8) With your breast hand, slowly take the lip gloss container or your object of choice. Your clit might start to get a weird feeling like you really want to touch it. DON'T.9) Tease yourself with the object by gently rubbing the spot between your poophole and vagina. This will drive y

Ripping Skins
This blog is to help you rip, and activate a skin. since I have had to instruct people on how to do this for their first time, I will explain step by step how to rip a skin... FIRST, be sure you have skins enabled in settings, by accessing edit profile. if you never see any cool backgrounds on profiles, you dont have them active... 1. to find a skin, use the search feature for skins here http://www.fubar.com/browse_skins.php or if you like a skin on a users profile: scroll to the bottom of the page and look for "Browse members skins" on the bottom right..click the link. you will see the list of skins, "preview skin" and "rip skin". 2. Next i recommend previewing the skin, to make sure it is in fact the skin you want. sometimes you might find that the skin titles are misleading. after confirming it is the skin you want, click "rip skin" 3. Your browser will be redirected to a new screen confirming the action. "You have successfully ripped skin" will appear on top, and yo

Landmark Pigs
so, on the way to take evan to daycare one morning.... I was driving along one of the three roads that lead from the town i live in and the next town over. After coming over a hill, I see several lumps on the horizon. Getting closer I see these lumps are actually pigs. Pigs are not cute and charming like Babe. They're huge fuckers and hitting one could lead to severe injury and car damage. It could possibly lead to a lot of free bacon but since I don't eat it, it wasn't really worth the trouble. Instead, I proceeded slowly until the car was surrounded by oinkers and I was forced to stop. Logically, I called 911. "911, what's your emergency?" "Yes, I'm stopped on Lake Douglas road between Bainbridge and Climax and my car is surrounded by pigs. I guess they must have gotten out of their pen." "The pigs are in the road?" "Yeah, and someone needs to put them up before they cause a wreck. They're pretty big. Someone could die." At this point, some of the pigs

Know What To Look Out For.
My exwife was one and I didn't even realise it until a lot of damage had been done. PLEASE READ THIS and help safeguard yourselves and your loved ones. THE PSYCHOPATH NEXT DOOR (Source: http://chericola57.tripod.com/infinite.html) Psychopath. We hear the word and images of Bernardo, Manson and Dahmer pop into our heads; no doubt Ted Bundy too. But they're the bottom of the barrel -- most of the two million psychopaths in North America aren't murderers. They're our friends, lovers and co-workers. They're outgoing and persuasive, dazzling you with charm and flattery. Often you aren't even aware they've taken you for a ride -- until it's too late. Psychopaths exhibit a Jekyll and Hyde personality. "They play a part so they can get what they want," says Dr. Sheila Willson, a Toronto psychologist who has helped victims of psychopaths. The guy who showers a woman with excessive attention is much more capable of getting her to lend him money, and to put up with him when he

Wtf!!??!?!?!
– Tue Feb 22, 11:45 am ET GUWAHATI, India (Reuters) – The more, the merrier is certainly true for Ziona Chana, a 66-year-old man in India's remote northeast who has 39 wives, 94 children and 33 grandchildren -- and wouldn't mind having more. They all live in a four storied building with 100 rooms in a mountainous village in Mizoram state, sharing borders with Myanmar and Bangladesh, media reports said. "I once married 10 women in one year," he was quoted as saying. His wives share a dormitory near Ziona's private bedroom and locals said he likes to have seven or eight of them by his side at all times. The sons and their wives, and all their children, live in different rooms in the same building, but share a common kitchen. The wives take turns cooking, while his daughters clean the house and do washing. The men do outdoor jobs like farming and taking care of livestock. The family, all 167 of them, consumes around 91 kg (200 pounds) of rice and more than 59 kg (130

Fu Friendship...
I came to this place as a little escape from reality and to meet some new friends and have some fun. I know that Fu is a game and its here to make money but why can't the people seperate that from the true friends and people they meet here. Am I less of a friend if I don't buy you bling, credit packs, pimp you out etc? Once you establish a friendship is that friendship defined here soley by how much money you spend on a friend? Why must the only time anyone pays attention to you is when you are buying them bling and credits? I have met some people here that I consider to be every bit of a real friend as the ones I physically interact with on a daily basis. I guess when money and attention are involved I am simply expecting too much out of people. Recently limited my spending here and wow you know who your real friends are when you have no credits left. :) When you are rolling in credits everyone wants to be your friend and is always so thankful for what you can provide them. How a

(insert Witty Title Here)
Well, if you are here, I assume that you were hoping to find something insightful about my past, personality, or possibly just my current thoughts and feelings. I would recommend destroying the part of your brain that gave you that god awful idea. In my stay on fubar, however long that has been (I'm too lazy to go look at my join date), I've never bothered with blog. Whether it's here, myspace, facebook etc, most of the ones I see are just whiny, boring, or leave you wondering if the person has an IQ above the single digits. Now not all of them are that way of course, but I just never get around to reading them mostly because I don't want to have to sort through the aforementioned ones in order to find the one or two diamonds in the rough. Also, I really have no idea what to post in my own blog. Would anyone really care how my work day went? If my knee hurts? If I got to flirt ith an incredibly attractive woman (you should know who you are)? I don't do much. I work and go to school,

Moving On Up!
To the easssst side. Okay, so my [our] new house is slightly southwest. Details, schmetails. I finally tackled pretty much everything in the food cooking and consumption area. I had a shitty day at work yesterday and went apeshit on the kitchen when I got home. Gotta love those GRRR FUCKKKK I HATE YOU WATCH ME CLEAN THIS SHIT moods. Between last night and today, I packed dishes, cleaned the oven, scrubbed the sink. All that's really left in there is clearing/wiping out the fridge, but that's last on my list right before all the floors are cleaned. I wish I could just snap my fingers and all this moving nonsense would be over with. It's a royal pain in my ass. [The crown is the worst part.] Everything in my [our] apartment must be packed by the end of the night. It has to happen 'cause I only get truck use tomorrow and I need to make the best of it. I'm done with this place by March 31st and I really won't have time this week to move any more crap. It simply must be so! I can has m

Yeah, He Asked!
Dear Dr. NinjaI have a three part question where each part is a segway to the next...I hope you can help.#1. How much wood could a woodchuck chuck..IF a woodchuck COULD chuck wood?.....this naturally leads to the next part which is just the avian version..#2. How much wood could a woodpecker peck..IF a woodpecker COULD peck wood?.....and the last segway question which I feel is only obvious..#3. What is the airspeed velocity of an unladen swallow?I hope you can shed some insight... ~ xX TOXIC MARINE Xx Toxic, #1 An animal won't chuck as much as the mighty Woodchuck Chipper, that's for damn sure. With it's 40" diameter 2" thick steel cutting disc, it's raw power is some serious business! Not only for loggers, but for the occasional need to dispose of evidence. Little forrest creature, eat your tree chompin heart out! #2 Depending on the variety, those little peckers can beat that wood at 100-150 pecks every minute! At that rate, no wonder they have to take so many breaks! M

My Day On Fu So Far
9:01am buster: hello 10:34am buster: hello 10:35am Reeka: hi 10:36am buster: how r u doing 10:37am Reeka: ok, you? 10:37am buster: im good here on my own 10:41am buster: who is there with u hun 10:42am Reeka: nobody 10:42am buster: nice 10:43am buster: i love being alone sometimes 10:46am buster: i love ur nsfw pics hun 10:59am buster: do u like bondage hun 11:02am buster: do u hun 11:04am Reeka: yes 11:04am buster: lovly 11:04am

It's Definitely Monday...
My nephew Michael just got taken to the hospital... He's been sick - VIOLENTLY sick - since about 10 lost night, according to his mom. He's also complaining of a headache. He hit his head getting into the car last night. We all kinda blew it off until this morning, when I remembered that he said he saw stars. His mom took him to the doctor later this morning, who sent them to the ER. They gave him an antinausea med, which, of course, knocked him out and gave him 2 IVs for fluids. He woke up an hour ago and threw up again. They and my mother are on the way to the hospital... I'm really worried now. I WOULD follow, but it makes me worry worse if I'm at the hospital, than if I'm here. Plus, I have to go to Seguin, Texas (about 5 hours south of me) tomorrow morning for work. Really not in a good mood now... Durham, AKA Shawn UPDATE: 9:01 Futime - I just heard he's had a CT scan, and they've determined that he has a brain. Also, that it seems okay - they dignosed him with a

What Went On Over The Last 3 Months..
Hubby wanted me to let him have the house and boys and I should have gone wherever.. so that his GF could move in..So we went to a lawyer and prepared for the divorce.. Fred got a job in Thailand, starting mid April.. Our plan was that I should follow asap.. around June/July, but bring my stuff 6 weeks in advance for the container The day I took my 5 boxes, a table and my sewing machine to be put into the container for Thailand, hubby killed himself (I was 500 km away) His GF (27) refused to join him here in Germnay.. So now am stuck here in Germany.. with a boy at school, the other soon to start studying and not yet know how to juggle things to be able to stay with Fred and keeping an eye on the boys..

I May Have Lost My Mind
I voluntarily dragged my fat ass all the way through a 5k..walking...pretty slow, but still And NOW the ache in my legs is making me smile, I feel great I accomplished something I really didn't think I could GO ME!!

Fubar Tips & Tricks 202: How To Be Green (again)
You know when I heard this yesterday I was kind of shocked but. Apparently it works. I tested it yesterday and wha-la. All this took was five well timed MUMMS and there's something that shows in the FSB page feed that presents a "like" button on it on everyone's page. Now MUMMs are a tricky thing and are subject to a lot of different things so make sure your crap is legit. The MUMMers can be a fiesty bunch so if you have a thin skin you might want to try another way. They also hate that this is going on. How long this will last I don't know. But I figured I would pass it along rofl.....ribbit ribbit!....peace.

Jen Is Losing Her Mind..
Jen: remember how i said I waned to live in the city? grahamryan97236: you dont wanna live in the city now? Jen: I have been rethinking my living in the city... grahamryan97236: We may have to live in the city just to save money for awhile Jen: if said zombie apocolypse ACUALLY HAPPENS...we would be fucked... grahamryan97236: ARE YOU KIDDING ME /facepalm Jen: LOL Jen: not kidding... grahamryan97236: i love you babe.. but sometimes i wonder.. Jen: you know what, if you read this it gets you thinking grahamryan97236: wanna know what gets me thinking? science.. ZOMBIES AREN"T POSSIBLE Jen: the cdc has posted a what to do in the event of a zombie attack... grahamryan97236: Yea, well it was a slow week for them and they had to look busy Jen: /ded Jen: well Jen: when I am bitten by a zombie because we lived in the city make sure you put a bullet in my head I don't wanna be a zombie. grahamryan97236: yes dear.. grahamryan97236: I am now going to go blog this.. Jen: ROFL

I'm A Model...
Last year, the organisers of The Bruce Festival (an event celebrating King Robert the Bruce), took some pics, telling me that they'd be used to promote this year's festival. Little did I know that my pic would be used in the website's banner! I bet I'm the fattest model you know of... http://www.visitdunfermline.com/brucefestival/

This Is F*cking Ridiculous..
This stupidity never ceases to amaze...this fake we blew up here... http://fubar.com/most-fake-liked-chick-of-the-day/b56627-1148352 Has now magically changed into someone else...again.. What hasn't changed is that this still-don't-know-who-or-what it-is unsaluted fake is still most Facebook liked! What the fuck is going on around here? Really. Sucks for someone real that wanted that color for the day huh? Ridiculous..peace.

Hot Models Needed
Hot Models Needed rated your photo a '1' +26 points Rating all my pictures a 1 because I didn't accept your friend request is lame enough.. Blocking me afterwards just shows you have no balls. Fucking coward. Grow a set. http://fubar.com/fastgt2003

R.i.p...demon Tab.
Sadly, for those who don't already know. One of our fellow Fubarians has passed away and is in a better place. Always willing to help out people and one of the longtime "good" people of Fubar, his presence around here will be sorely missed. Please always keep in your thoughts.. DEMON TAB@ fubar Gone but not forgotten. Peace for him and condolences for those close to him.

I'm Ready For My Close Up Mr Demille
Yesterday I went to Pittsburgh to take part in the shooting of "The Dark Knight Rises." It's about a 3 and a half hour drive from Buffalo, and shooting started at 7 am. So, I left here about 3AM and made the drive. They had us park by the old, and I mean old, hockey stadium and bussed us over to Heniz Field. I had to sign a non disclosure agreement, so I am not sure what I am really allowed to post, but I can tell you it was awesome, and a pain in the ass all at the same time. The weather was cloudy in the morning, and we did get some rain. Of course they had just moved us from a covered area to out in the open when it started raining, so that was nice. Then when the sun came out in all it's glory, I was up in the nosebleeds getting the full blast of the sun. We did so many takes of everything, I hope that it turns out well. I was sitting in three different places for the filming, and I don't know for sure I am on Camera. They did put us in an area they said was showing up

Hmm..thinking
Sometimes, I feel the urge to slap people with 2x4s Occaisionally, it is because they are too damn stubborn for their own good At times, because they need to move on already and stop dwelling More often than not, because they are just damn stupid. So hi and stuff (h)

Update 08/13/2011
We are going to call this installment "When the going gets tough," because there is an aspect to this recovery process I was never warned about by any of my doctors nor anticipated on my own.... WITHDRAWAL ... When the severity of my back problems was fully diagnosed on June 6th, my primary care physician put me on some pretty serious pain meds at that point, then came the first visit with the neurosurgeon and even more serious meds, then the surgery and the morphine/dilaudid/percodan/dyazapam cocktails 4 times a day. For more than 8 weeks, I was pumping my body as full of narcotics as any junkie, and after the surgery, for the next 4 weeks, well lets just say that's a month of my life that I will never get back... So Thursday last, I decided it was time to crawl out from under the blanket of drug induced stupor and assess where I really was as far as healing is concerned... oh sure, I was doing my rehab walks as ordered and my stretches and standing exercises, and have even lost 42

It's About Me !
It's About Me This Time I picked up the phone, and tried to call you, but for some reason It wouldn't go through. I thought I misdialed so I tried again, but the same thing happened, that's when my worries began. What did I do wrong? was it something I said? there's so many questions dancing in my head. Were you hurt? are you alright ? I don't remember getting into a fight. I was so confused and kind of lost, 'cause I'd do anything for you no matter the cost. Did I hurt you? please let me know but if I didn't would you please just let me

Venting
Okay it seems that I have to let some of this out and not sit in a corner letting things go! There has been so many things in the last year that has happened and I am done just sitting back and keep my mouth shut. I know a few people on here online and off and I have come to find out exactly how some truely are. It is not how it seems online as in the real life! You want to sit and act like your innocent and have never done nothing wrong so that people do not turn away from you but, yet in the background offline you hate on half of the people you call your "friends" to me that is absolutely funny and when people let others know exactly how you are you write a blog trying to cover yourself. Lmao thats good and hmmm sooner or later the whole truth will come out and all those that thought you were that way well their blindfolds will come off and reality will kick in! I am not on here to play highschool games I am on here to have fun meet new people and that is it. Because in reality this

I'm Free
Well, here it is, September 21st... 69 days post-op and I saw the surgeon today... had a complete physical including an MRI and (drum roll please) I have been released by the surgery clinic... Free at last, free at last, Thank God Almighty, I'm free at last... (thank you Dr. King for the perfect opening quote.) The surgeon told me they had never released a patient prior to 90 days post-op and those few were all much younger than me and had much less extensive surgery than I did. In fact, I am their new "poster-boy" for what can be accomplished by laminectomy and disc replacement surgery combined with a regimented rehab and physical therapy schedule. They asked that I release my medical records (anonymously, of course) to the University of Minnesota Medical School as a case study, which I did. It is now just a matter of sticking to the rehab and physical therapy schedule and "becoming" the new man they promised me and I, in turn, promised myself. I am still about 120 days, I figure

Try, Try Again...
OK, first of all I should say that I am in NO WAY condoning whatever actions this particular fubarian has done. But the purpose of sex offender registries is to inform people that might live nearby that there is a potential danger so they can be aware. The main opposition to such registries is the possibility that people on them might be harassed and terrorized, and that is what I see going on here. I have seen the Texas registry of the person in question, and with no other details it looks to me like it was an isolated incident within the home. He is listed as low risk. I doubt anyone here aside from he and his wife know what really happened. I don't know either or them, or any explanations they may have given. I think child molestation is heinous, but I also think that the constant badgering by the mumming community is shameful. I can't imagine why he persists in staying here, but perhaps it's because of the attention he's getting, or so that he can play the victim - becaus

When It Rains, It Pours
First I stay in an old hotel. The sink had rust in it and the shower/tub was nasty.... On the way home, it rained so bad that we had to pull the car over twice because we couldn't see the road. I get home and was going to see my boys, but my I can't steer my car A belt is off of it. I now have 3 guys looking at it. I called my boyfriend and he's mad because I didn't call him sooner. Ugh. WTF did I do? Karma is kicking my ass for some reason.

Mmmmmmmm I Just Want To Fuck Lol
Gasping for air as my hands grip the sheets I can’t seem to pull the bed any harder than the orgasm climaxing inside of me the deeper you feed my body the hungrier i get my pussy is wetter than your sweat dripping on top of me, i can feel you gripping my ass as your thumb slides into my dimple arching my back, i need to feel you deeper but the mumbles of ecstasy escape my throat i need you to fuck me good because I’ve been bad give me all you got and I’ll give you all I have but I wanna first please you integrate with the stiffness in your boxers let me tease you sliding him around my lips and letting my tongue meet the head of his class welcoming him with a warm kiss but I don’t wanna stop there not until I can taste your fullness wrapping my lips around your dick I wanna see your eyes roll back until ya legs start to shake gasping for air your hands grip the sheets you cant seem to pull the bed any harder then the orgasm climaxing inside of you the de

Need For Seed
Dear Ninja,my boyfriend is coming home early and yes im happy about that but I will need his sperm a week after he leaves... what should i do? ~Wicked Dear Wicked, The saving of the sperm requires you to do a little prepwork, and a blow job (at the very least, a hand job). First, you will need a specimen cup for his baby batter. If he's aware of the need to save his spunk, you can just have him jack off into the cup while watching a porn. If you're doing it incognito, it requires you doing the work for the squirt. If you choose the blow job option, don't let him cum in your mouth. The saliva will start breaking down the sperm. Have him shoot on your chest, face, whatever, and scoop up your sample and put it in the jar. (if you can't find a jar, just put it in an ice tray. Depending on your purpose for needing it, that might be an easier insertion later.) Good Luck!

Well...
Since a few folks have hit me up elsewhere to find out what's going on I'd figure I may as well put up a blog... Yes, I'll be away from here for a while. The fiance has serious insecurities about me being on here so I will be taking a break until he gets his head out of his ass and realizes I'm one of the good ones. Until then...those that know me best know where to find me :)

Level 37 - New List Of Abilities To Be Done
Requirements have changed - thankfully you no longer have to switch from angel to demon or vice versa - here's the list of abilities! Reveal Crush - 1 point Fam Boost someone - 2 points Point Boost someone - 4 points Altruize someone - 8 Points Vouch for someone - 10 Points Buzzkill someone - 1 point Shitface someone - 1 point Fam Boost Self - 2 points Point Boost Self - 4 points Cloak someone - 8 points Name Screw someone - 5 points To reveal crush or to use your abilities on yourself, it depends on your Homepage type. If you're using most of the homepage styles you go to the top, click "My" then an option says "abilities". If you use the fSB homepage style Normal, then you click where it says "Ability Points" under your point total and FuBucks Balance. Or to make it easy - go here http://fubar.com/abilities.php and you can reveal crush, fam boost yourself, or point boost yourself.

Stuff I Want To Remember And This Is The Closest Notepad
I do a lot of thinking about scientific theory and heretofore impractical applications of quantum minutae to the macrocosm, and hold a personal leaning toward the idea that the reason things are relatively unpredictable at the quantum level may be the result of consciousness. This makes little sense, even to me. Needs rewriting to elucidate and tone down my overly pretentious writing style. "particles of faith" "quantum anticipation" two things I wanted to remember. This is me letting anyone who cares to read, inside my HEAD! whoa! /dork

Me
I have been doing a lot of thinking lately. Being without work and having a lot of time of your hands does that to a person. I have been single for over six years. Watching my gorgeous perfect 10 sisters having their happy families and lives. Watching all the big breasted women get everything handied to them on a silver plater. (You might not agree, but you know they do) and it has done a number on my head. I keep wishing I had big breasts to be wanted. I need to look more like a woman and less of the 13 yr old I look like. because I had the same body when i was 13. I need to be more funny, I need to be more feminine and less brash, I need to be cute, sweet, and all those poodle like tendencies. I thought I needed to be MORE something, feeling like I wasn't good enough how I am. Like I said, I have been doing a lot of thinking lately and I have come to the conclusion that I have to be ME. I can't change my breasts, my body or my looks, I can not change who I am.. Just how I a

Right (will Have Tmi}
This blog will be a vent and will have way too much information for some people. If you don't want to this about me, then I suggest you stop reading now. If you don't care, then by all means...read it. But know you've been warned. I didn't know that I'm not allowed to be in a bad mood. I'm not allowed to be down. Excuse the fuck out of me for being depressed because this is the first Christmas Eve that I've not had my boys here. Excuse the fuck out of me for starting my period a few days ago. I didn't know I had control over that. It's not my fault that a person is in a bad mood and not getting what they want. I have NO control over that. However, I guess it's perfectly fine for them to take it out on me. And no, I'm not talking about sex. To everyone that read this...I'm sorry. I told you it was TMI. Also, seeing as how I'm a bitch, if I don't talk to you, you know why. I think I'll stick to the MuMMs.

Jeff
He wanted me to talk about him...so here goes. I was also told it had to be kind words. I can do at least one of those things. I'll talk about him. As for the kind words, I don't know....I'm sure some of them will be kind words. Jeff is the first person on here that I've actually went out of state to see. It didn't hurt that my father lives close to where he did, but yeah. Anyway, I went down to North Carolina to visit a friend that I'd just made. It was great. My cousin and I drove down there about 3 or 4 years ago. Seemed like it took forever. We ended up getting a hotel about 5 minutes from his apartment. The next morning he showed up at the room at about 10am. Too fucking sweet too, the fucker had flowers for me and cars for my boys. My first thought? "OMG, he's so sexy". He had great hair and perfect teeth. I was a little too into looks at that point. But he ended up being a really great guy all around too. He did however try to get me drunk. It didn't work. I have never dran

My Husband Rationalizing Cheating...
Let's say you go out and buy a pizza or a gallon a milk... Now, you know in time these items will spoil if not used up in an adequate amount of time... I think we all can agree on this, correct? Okay, now to the heart of this note: Men have a sex life that normally begins somewhere around 15 and will start to trickle off around 40 and pretty well diminish entirely by around 60. So, let's say that leaves us the ability and desire to have sexual relations for roughly 45 years of our life. With people living longer these days, it's not rare to see and surpass 90 years of age. So, for 50% of our lives we have the ability and desire to perform adequately sexually... Women on the other hand never really lose the ability, the desire perhaps, but ability is almost always there. To put it into persceptive, women will basically have a sex life (in theory) equal to twice that of our own abiltiy... Sex can thus forth be seen as a consumable resource with an expiration date in

Sharing A Small Piece Of Erotic Writing For The Frist Time....
And so it begins, the blindfold is slipped from my eyes and I find myself nude and tied across the bottom of a four poster bed. My arms placed and bound above my head, my legs widespread but at the same time elevated towards my chest thus causing my hips to tilt and my buttocks to slightly rise from the end of the bed. My eyes slowly adjust to the bright lights above as I look around the room. My gaze as always is drawn to and settles on Him. Even as I am bound I am captivated by Him, yearning to please him. What games and plans he might have in store I never know. How he will choose to test my limits, to push me and challenge me is not for me to know. For the moment he sits in a chair off to the side of the bed, body relaxed with legs stretched out in front of him casually. His features give away nothing of what is to come yet he watches me intently. His dark eyes sweep over my bound form. And so it begins…

This Is Some Of Who I Am
"WARNING!!!!!" Plz read this b4 casting judgement. Thx :) 2012 Update!Think I will chalk up 2011 as a bit of a mess but also a HUGE learning year. I truly found out that I have a handful of awesome and amazing friends. I found my new drive and focus. If you can't or don't want to help and support me then at least stay out of my way :)I am still an older brother, father to 4 very smart and amazing kids. 3 are much too old for their own good now :( lol I am a son to a great woman who has been a big influence in how I want my daughter treated and how I treat woman in general. Don't mistake the bedroom for overall conversation and language lol. I am an athlete even though I am recently retried of 14 yrs in the military. You would not always know by looking at me how bad off I am unless you really know me. Yet, I am still strong minded and willed enough that I can accomplish anything I focus on and have proved that in so many ways. If not, then the docs would have their way and I would be

Helping Hands
I find myself in a bit of a jam and needing some help. If you would be so obliged in at least reading this I would be thankful. I am trying to get work as a security guard, but they require a comprehensive 5 year history for background check purposes. Here's where my problem arises. Due to my prolonged stay in the good ole US of A there is a big gap in my history that they will not check for me. As such, I need to somehow provide this for them. I emailed the US embassy and they gave me two options: Either go through some rigmarole with the FBI involving fingerprints, money and a great deal of waiting or Contact the local police where I last resided and get a criminal check done by them and get a document of their findings. So either way, I have problems. The FBI is pretty much a no go, and being back in the UK I won't be phoning Bradenton police any time soon. Wherein lies my need for advice and any help you kind people that put up with me may be able to give.

Gone..
Just wanted to give some of you a heads up on things..I will be gone for up to a month and not sure if i will have the net but i will be checking in from time to time when possible..For the true friends i do have i will miss you the most not to say i won't miss all of you..I do have a few i talk to on a daily basis they know who they are.. All my folders will be locked down except my main images..My name will be set to Gone til Further Notice.. If any of you would like to keep in contact do send me a Private Message if you don't it's cool to.. I will be back so don't forget me as i do know i am easy to forget as some of you have already done..LoL.. All will be done Sunday Night.. Luv all of ya..Diablo P.S. I am working on a plan to get the net at my sisters so all could be good. Watching someones house is no fun if you have no net..LoL

April Fools.
No, this isn't an April fool's joke...but it is a joke nonetheless... Check this fake salute... ..yeah people do dumb shit. I haven't been here much past few days, enjoying the weekend and real life...but thank you for everyone that's left me sb, sent me messages, etc. I do know what's going on on anonib.com, still. But I still need any help and screenshots you wish to PRIVATE MESSAGE me. I am 99.9% sure that one particular individual is reponsible for the vast majority of what's going on out there. Although there are others, this one has a history of this. Now they've made me famous again on yet another off Fubar website. They can talk all the smack that they want, as, being the cowards they are, hide behind ip bans. If the person or person(s) is using on of their, I don't know 200+ fake accounts to view my blog be my guest and feel free to read away. Also information has surfaced regarding the fact that this was a "planned" event. Think flash mob for perverts, lonley

Sadness...
Well, a lot of you know that my brother did 15 months in Iraq a short while ago and how it seriously upset me.....well, just when I thought the worrying was over about him I got some awful news last night. I got a phone call last night from him telling me that when he had woke up yesterday morning and hit the toilet that it filled up with blood. He went directly to the VA only to find out that he has a tear in his intestinal wall that is leaking gastric fluids into his body, and that there is a mass in his stomach. He has a serious infection from all the fluids so the tear can't be repaired until it's gone....and the mass won't be biopsied until Monday. Meanwhile, his big sis is a mess! I keep telling myself everything will be okay...but I'm hard to convince. I'm in serious need of a distraction and I don't think work is gonna do it. Sorry for the wall of words...but I needed to get all of this out somewhere... (h)(h)

I Think I Need To..
Start keeping a list of who has me blocked. I tried liking people from the hover bar and I get the [N/A public profile] box and they don't look familiar! I think I need a secretary to keep track of this...

Hollow Squares In Google Chrome For Many Special Characters. ?
i've tried everything i know how to do, but i'm still seeing hollow squares for many special characters in my Chrome browser. i figured it out when i was on before, but can't remember what i did. anyone know? thank you!

Mother Allows Man To Rape Her 5 Month Old Daughter :(
Woman, 22, given two life sentences for allowing professor, 49, to have sex with her five-month-old daughter Tessa L. Vanvlerah met professor online when they swapped child porn Allowed him to come to her house on several occasions to have sex with both her and her baby He was sentenced to 37 years in jail A woman who admitting allowing her five-month-old daughter to be raped by a man she met online was handed down two consecutive life sentences without probation today. Tessa L. Vanvlerah, 22, from St Louis, was charged with first-degree statutory rape and sodomy, as well as incest and child pornography. Her attorneys failed to convince a judge that she should get probation because she suffers from a psychological disorder. Jailed: Mother Tessa Vanvlerah, right, allowed Kenneth Kyle, left, to rape her five-month-old daughter on several different occasions Home: Tessa Vanvlerah, of the 200 block of Solon Drive in Ballwin, pictured, would invite Kyle to

Friday "oops" And "reality" Blog...
This is the TGIF Oops and Disclaimer Blog...here goes.. First of all, I forgot two people's birthdays this past week and for that I apologize..so a happy belated birthday to... Ellie@ fubar annnddd... Gamer PNess Princess@ fubar ..these are two of the most quality people I know on here, so please R/F/A and show some love...maybe even make a new friend today.... ...and finally, the disclaimer portion or whatever. When Gem Girl broke the first time, I really didn't want anything to do with it. Proof was shotty at best. The only thing we really had was either he said she said or repetitive screen shots of her running a con, which clearly matches what the idiot/player blown out in the last blog does. But eventually, albiet much more slowly, the people rose up and eventually got rid of that mass scammer but there were a ton of casualties along the way. But what I don't like and reason I shyed away from it the first time, is this retraction/hiding/bs.... ...for the recor

Break Time
I have come to the realization that I need a fu-break. I have been trying now for about a month to get into the top 10 chicks. I see how hard it is to get there and not that I am not up for the competition so dont get me wrong. However, I just cant afford to buy into the 40 or 50 families it takes a day in order to rank. Nor do I have the money to run the ability bling. I want to thank a select few for all they have done to help me in the ranking game. Red Hot Candy Apple, Smalltowngirl, Suby, KMP, Psycho Bytch, Simply Brina, Freedom OG, Thatguy, Uniquelyme, Luckyfknbitch, Mz Cuffed, Secret Huntress, Shnookums, NaughtybyNature, Stonez, Seed, Temptress, Steve, Chelley, Candi, WillIam, & MFKN BigMarine. These guys and gals have kept me in family and in boosts with out any question. If I failed to mention your name I apologize. But so many of you have been really good to me and I love you all. I am going to be finishing up the ability bling I have at this point and then taking my m

Update
I won't be on here long, but I feel like I should do a little update. If any of you have watched the news, yes it's made THAT kind of news, you know that a huge storm went through my area. Here is the link to the evening news:: http://www.cbs.com/shows/cbs_evening_news/video/2252188726/storms-leave-millions-without-power-as-temperatures-rise We were out of power for about two days. That meant no air....and yes, we had around 100 degree weather. It sucked so bad. Getting ice and gasoline was impossible. Put it to you this way, if you wanted gasoline....you had better have enough to wait about 30 minutes or longer to get it. And if you needed ice, you were shit out of luck. My boyfriend and I waited for 30 minutes to get some. We ended up snagging 7 bags. We were told that it was coming from three different stores that didn't have power. We THOUGHT it was coming in a big truck, nope. They brought the ice in a compact car's trunk. It was gone in as little as 2 minutes. It was really

Sometimes People Come Into Your Life........
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to helpyou figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be - a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger - but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect yourlife in some profound way. Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever theymay be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet

Block Or Not?
So I have this person that has sent me quite a few friend requests. This last one says they've been following me and are interested in me. Should I block them so I don't get another request or just keep ignoring it? Kinda seems borderline stalkerish to me. I know I joke about it...but the people I say it to KNOW I'm joking. Ugh. Help a girl out, please?

Little Blue Eyes
Little one with eyes of blue Hands small Smile broad Dreams big Heart pure How you're so forgiving of my faults I have no clue To be your hero is an honor I have let you down so many times But you still say I love you With your eyes , with a smile You remind me that life is so worth while I have to believe while I held the bottle my little one GOD held you Now as I grow as adults sometimes have to do I know no one could ever love me as much as you Thank you little one for your trust and faith You knew I could be more than I ever showed And because of your love I can grow

Christmas :)
So I was thinking, since I seem to put everything off, that I should go ahead and post this and get a start now. If you would like a Christmas card from me, send me a private message with your addy. You'll get one :)

Holiday Peace
With the holiday season upon us, I have decided to share something with my friends. This holiday marks 12 years since I found my son murdered. I dread my birthday, as it is the day he was taken. Finding him that way has made an imprint on my mind to how my life changed that day. Some here say terrible things about his death in retaliation over stupidity, some defend those individuals. All know nothing of burying a child, let alone your only. Let me have peace and tranqulity this Christmas Season. Merry Christmas.

Do Gals Enjoy Sucking Cock S Much As A Guy Licking Gals?
I love to hear the pleasure it gives a man when I suck his cock!!!!! Love to please my man orally!!! Oh, I enjoy sucking a man's penis. The weight of his thobbing cock on my tongue, hearing his breathe catch when my mouth's roof and tongue cradles his cock. Ohh the feel of my tongue's tip working my way up and down his full length. It really does nothing for me to suck a man's balls but it appears that men like it and the sound of his erotic "ohh fuck" makes my inner goddess suck, and play, blow and hummm while playing with his man sack. (Smile), Ohhh the feel of him quivering when I leave a trail of saliva around the tip of his mushroomed head and then gently blow. To feel him gyrate in and out round and round. Sometimes I can cum just by the raw sounds he makes while his thobbing cock makes love to my mouth. I think sometimes I am better giving head then having sex. Im just sayin'.....

Small Rant-don't Come If Religiously Offended
GODDAMN STUPID BITCH OF AN IDIOTIC DRUGGED OUT BITCH COUSIN. She is pregnant again. AGAIN. Third kid. Third father. She doesn't work. She lives off of other people. How can someone so selfish, so drugged out, so STUPID, be having her third and I can't even have ONE. If "god" is real, why the FUCK would he allow someone like that to have kids, and someone like ME to not be able to? I am going to go cry now while i get ready for work. (and yes i know this is kinda selfish to think this way..)

So, You Want To Be In My Family...
Ok, soooo you may have noticed that I have added and removed people from my fam again. Before anyone complains, understand this...I am a kind, caring, and giving person and yet it is time to do a little more for myself on here and for those that show me the same love and respect that I show them (Some of which are over the top and I can never reciprocate or thank near enough!). Just because you buy me a couple credit bling every so often, does not mean you've bought yourself a seat in my fam,although I may put you in once in awhile to thank you. Maybe you don't realize that I am spending on average of 120 credits a week to run famps and boomies on here, not to mention a few other odds and ends from time to time. Very rarely are these gifted to me, but by God I am VERY grateful when they are (you know who you are...HUGGZ) If I see that you have put me in a famp or ask for a trade fam spot for a run or number of runs? I am HAPPY to do the same for you :) It is always better to ask m

Call Me Ishmael
Whilst visiting with Hugh, it occurred to us that what has happened in the last two days has happened before, at least in literature. Have you read Moby Dick? (If so, we should date. If not, and if you haven't seen some film version of it, let me explain.) Moby Dick is a novel by Herman Melville in which the titular character Moby Dick [!] is a giant sperm [!] whale (NOW do you see why I like literature? It's all about knob!), and Captain Ahab is out to get him. Ahab had been attacked by the whale and lost a leg, and his interest in hunting the whale has nothing to do with the harvesting of the whale's valuable blubber and everything to do with vengeance. In hunting the whale, Ahab imbues the whale with almost supernatural powers, projecting upon it evil intentions. (Even though, yanno, it's a whale. Whales attack. Sometimes for good reasons, sometimes just for the hell of it.) Wiki has a full plot summary, but I'll paste the most relevant part here for you: [

Thank You
I am writtin' this Thank You to all My Awesome Friends that Helped Me on Friday & Saturday Feburary 8th & 9th 2013 when I was goin' for My 2500 likes w/o bling run...even thou I didn't get it...I came so close was 6 away at one time than the reset got Me and it went back up to 99 to go and it just kept goin' up from there as We had gotten everyone possible to like Me and Had to wait till Fu reset time at midnite and it was still like 5-6 hours away...again I am so deeply touched by all of You for showin' Me Your support by puttin' Me up on Your pages & in Your status and passin' Me around Fu & givin' Me the credits to reset ...it means so much to Me...I am so truely Blessed to have so many Awesome Friends...I really Appreciate You All... I am also not givin' up on this one...Laughs...I'm just gonna wait a lil' while and let My back complete heal up from where I hurt it 2 weeks ago...and do what the Dr's said to do and rest it... I would write all Your names down that helped Me

4/15/13
Diclaimer: not proofread, but idc so suck itBombs are nothing new, but when it happens at the very HEART ofyour state, 20/30mins from your house,a city youknow well, it’s unreal.growing up in a city so close to Boston that you frequented Boston a lot because whenever Fri/Sat night rolls around the questions, “what should we do tonight?”most always have the answer: “Let’s go into Boston” because there’s ALWAYS something happening in Boston, whether its a concert, a local band’s show, new bar/restaurant opening, or even just to walk around on a gorgeous night. Boston is TWO cities away from me....its just a nightmarenow, to seethe city like this, shaken, destroyed like a war zone, is justshocking, feeling like a nightmare. every time they show the explosion, all i can look at is all thedifferent flags it happened behind, i cant help but think of the irony…. AND FOR EVERYONE WHO SAYS,”this happens in Iraq all the time

...my Mom
I came online strictly to look at other information that is needed, but this window was open. Most of you, my friends, know that my Mom has been sick. I wanted to let you know she passed away this afternoon. I won't be online for a while.

The Fire Within
If broken hearts can mend,who will do the mending?once brokenare they not more fragile,or less so?Toward a mindful life we bend,and who shall do the bending?once bentare we not inclined,or broken low?Afar, our aspirations rend,wherein can we render?Hearts will plyand onto such as you and Ia love may grow.Should not there be a fire,so who will draw the light?But stilla fire burns so bright,or fully, consumes our souls.

Screaming Helpless
We were mystified. There was no explanation for what we saw on that secluded road in the desert. The air had changed, we could feel it. There was no more going back. People were after us and they were stopping at nothing. Now as the new life of spring began to shoot out in every direction, mine was coming to an end. Soon they would pull in onto that long drive and stop at the walk. Two would get out and the third would sit in the back and wait. Wait for it all to be over. The two would come inside, one from the front and the other from the back door. I see it now as clearly as I had a dozen times. Just like we had seen the thing at the diner, with your wife. The other day while leaving the bus out on the highway. Each time they took one of three of us off in the gray car and they would get me next. How could we explain that each could see what was coming? Now I see it again. Ever since that trip yesterday. The sound at the ravine, and ... WHAT? Why couldn't we remember what it w

A Walk On The Beach With An Old Friend
WE WALK ON THE BEACH AS THE SUN BEGINS TO DIP BELOW THE HORIZON. IT'S RED GLOW IN THE AIR TRANSFUSES THE SCATTERED CRIMSON AND PINK CLOUDS ON THIS CALM AND COOL EVENING STROLL. WE HEAR THE DISTANT SPLASH OF THE WAVES AT LOW TIDE...LIKE A WHISPER. WE TAKE IN THE SCENT OF THE SALT AIR, FRESH AS SPRING IN OUR SENSES. AS WE STROLL, WE REFLECT ON THE DAY, HOW THEY PASS. LIFE IS A MYSTERY TO SAVOR, YOU TELL ME, I AGREE AND I AM SAVORING THESE MOMENTS WITH YOU NOW. AT OUR FEET, TIDE POOLS APPEAR, LEFT LEFT BEHIND BY THE RETREATING TIDE. SOME OF THE TIDE POOLS ARE LARGER AND TEEM WITH LIFE, SHELLS WITH THEIR TINY CRAB INHABITANTS,A FEW MINNOWS DARTING ABOUT,AND THE SMALL FEATHERY OCTOPUS CRAWLING ALONG...SUCH A MICROCOSM OF LIFE. WE PICK UP AN OCCASIONAL PIECE OF DRIFTWOOD, EACH POLISHED BY THE SAND AND SEA, THEIR GNARLY EDGES SUBDUED. THE MOON IS RISING,SLOWLY BRINGING ITS GLOW OVERHEAD. THE STARS START TO EMERGE AS IF BY MAGIC, WONDROUS THEY ARE, MILLIONS OF LIGHT YEARS DISTANT, AND YET TH

Why Do People Cheat?
Why do peope cheat? I've been cheated on numerous times and it leaves me to wonder, what's wrong with me? Am I not skinny enough? Pretty enough? Not getting enough? Sexually, my ex couldn't keep up with me. I just wonder why he cheated SO much. Even a guy I dated briefly (not serious I wouldn't consider it a relationship, and I never put out maybe thats why) when I broke up with my ex cheated on me. Why can't people be faithful? You don't feel happy with someone, just break up with them. Don't cheat. It messes with their self esteem. For YEARS I felt like something was wrong with me. Maybe there is something wrong with me. I don't know. Why do you think people cheat?

Entwined With A Mistress.
Over the weekend I've managed to read 2 books. Neither are really what you'd call great works of literature. However, they did keep me busy. I guess that's all that really matters when you're stuck at work and no one is there gambling and you have nothing else to do, right? Anyway, the first one I read was "Entwined with You". It's the third in a series of 'love' stories. The first 2 were lent to me and I bought the 3rd one. What can I say..once I start something, I have to finish it. That applies even if I don't like said thing. I just found out that there are suppose to be 5 books total, so yeah..... I'll get back to this book in a few. The other book I read was called, "Mistress". I bought that book because of Van. He called me Mistress on Thursday, I think. Saw the book and just "had to buy it". Ugh. On the back it let you know that the main character was either murdered or commited suicide. It also had you guessing if she was having an affair...hence the title. I normally love

Fyi Read This
Just a update on me... I have been on this site for about 5 years. I have had my fair share of fu wives some good some bad so flat out pos s like their family. This is my page so i will run it how i wish NO ONE will tell me how to run my page.I will update my pics and info on here when i have time and feel like it .. like ive said this is my page i will run it how i choose. I am on a disability income so im limited to what i can spend on here. Like i mentioned this is my page i will block who i want when i want and for which reason i wish too im not here for the drama . i want to say its getting pretty old hearing about or seeing status with my screen name or my fu wifes name in it. We are on here to have fun and occupy time also meeting new friends neither of us do anything to deserve this drama. I personally have went through the right channels in reporting all of this. come on people this is a social network lets all get along and have fun all this drama and rumors are for childr

Serial Killer
Just because I COULD do that Does not mean that I have Or will I have a soft spot For those that made that choice tho The need to control Another person To such an extreme degree Denotes a painful loneliness To keep that person WITH them That I do not possess Empathy? No...it is pity Gore never upsets me But the movie MONSTER Did If one more horrible thing Had happened to me by age 13 I would be just like her Projection of course No way to know The closest I have ever come to killing someone Was choking a man that Kept interrupting me He had to stop And listen He did and I let go If I had wanted to kill him He would be dead And he knows that Eileen Wournos They killed her to make sure Other women won't do What men do every day

Radical Thinking? Or Just Seeing The Big Picture From Current News?
Imagine the world with a Government Shutdown~ Federal payments and Grants do not come from the Dept Of Justice to employ more Officers...crime spirals upwards...We lose Faith in Police and Govt sends Military in to do Policing of the streets.. Our Border Patrols are told to STAND DOWN..so Illegals and Crimes From The Drug and Human Trafficking go unchased and Infiltrate more of Our country...DOT Officers are Furloughed and there is less Scalemasters at The Trucking Scales..but that means more Unsafe Trucks and Smuggling of Drugs and Humans by Trucks go Undetected...Foods that come in to this country cant be inspected Properly for condition and disease or Infestations! Our own CDC in Atlanta is basically run by the Dept Of Health And Human Services...Government money..what if they were to shut down..the delay in getting vital information out to the public of potentially pandemic/epidemic situations.(yet Government is Stockpiling Antibio

Family Adds
I mean perhaps I am a little outdated or maybe a throwback to when this site was a lot more fun but to me, Family Adds are supposed to be for people that you interact with more then others and have closer relationships with. That's how it used to be at least. Now I have no problem temp adding people to help them level because if I have open spots then of course I like to help people. What is bothering me is how political and how greedy people are getting with fam spots. Fam spots are not supposed to be up for auction to feed greed. I don't wanna feel like I have to "buy" my way into someone's family because then it means nothing to me anyway. If you add me to your fam then by all means I am flattered and more then likely will add you to my own. Not because I am trying to profit or benefit from it, but simply because you are my friend. If it's come to a point where people need to now remove me from their families so that they can sell my spot for credits, then not only are we

Fluffy Ducks
You can thank Sheldon for this blog. I was talking to him when I decided that I could write this blog and actually smile while I write and vent. It's an amazing feeling. Oh...and it just dawned on me, you may not know who Sheldon is. He's just some awesome guy named Silhouette. Let me carry on.... First thing. I am in NO way what I would call myself skinny. What I have going on with me is more health related than being lazy. I can't do many exercises right now and I've been just a little depressed. If you've talked to me in the last 5 months, you know why and I will save you all from that torture. Second thing..I don't call myself ANY of the names I'm about to talk about. Now that that's out of the way, let me finish. I looked at someone's pictures and thought to myself...why is EVERY single picture the famous Myspace pic and why does it only show her cleavage. So I go look at the status and I see why. Not that I don't think overweight people can't be pretty/cute...it's a nam

Hospital
This is the deal for those that have been asking about my health... I went into the hospital to have an Angiogram October 31st (last month) They found two blockages in my right and left main arteries in my heart...(what a shocker) They said that both arteries were blocked 90% and that I needed to have a triple bypass (open heart surgery) Blew me away....So I will be having my surgery Monday the 4th...I have my laptop with me now, but not sure how much I will be on...I'm sure I won't be on Monday and possibley Tuesday.... Thank you to all that have showen me their love while I have been in the hospital...I miss you all.... Please just bare with me...I'll be back as soon as I can.... Loves and hugs to you all Linda

The Salad To End All Other Salads
despite being (mostly) vegetarian, i do not much like salad. at a steak house, when i grimaced at the menu, my friends would say to me: "sugar, just order the salad." "SALAD?!" i'd say, then lecture them on how a girl can not live on iceberg lettuce alone. "then have steak, you silly bish," is i'm sure what crossed their minds, and perhaps was uttered under their breath, but i never actually heard it. over the years, i've developed an appreciation for heartier greens, even getting hooked for a while on a raw kale salad with walnuts and cranberries. but i admit i don't care much for salad unless i've grown the greens myself. and, in the wintertime here, lacking a greenhouse (*hint, hint*), i can't grow my own greens and pretty much do without salad for the few months when this place is like the tundra. BUT! i happened across the following salad recipe and made it last weekend for a group, and it went over like hotcakes, if hotcakes were steamy young strippers. first, the sau

A Contest About A Rare Once-in-a-lifetime Event, By A Rare, Once In A Lifetime Type Of Friend (me!) :)
Hi everyone and welcome to my first fubar blog :) I have been seeing a lot of people running various contests lately and so I thought I would try one in my own unique and special way. Here is some background info: Thanksgivukkah is a pop-culture term given to the convergence of American Thanksgiving and the first day of the Jewish holiday of Chanukah, taking place this year on Thursday, November 28th. It is the first time in history since the proclamation of American Thanksgiving that these two holidays occur on the same date and the next time will not be until the year 79811 according to physicists. The reason it is so rare is that the Jewish calendar works on a lunar cycle and of course the regular calendar is Gregorian. Indeed this is a rare, once-in-a-lifetime event! (I realize I am Canadian, not American, but our Thanksgiving was 6 weeks ago already so forget that.) I have not had the pleasure of running into other openly Jewish people on here besides myself, but since I w

My Mum's Spanakopita Recipe
For a fairly big pan (look at my pic..that's the pan my mum uses and , if you look closely, it's an old looking pan..one she's had for decades..not one of those cooking trays or what not that come with a brand new cooker/oven). You'll have to adjust the ingredients to suit your own.IF however, you go for a pan that big..use 1 1/2 kgs spinach. The fyllo dough: 1/2 kg flour 2 spoonfuls (big spoons) of olive oil 1 glass of lukewarm water ( or 'as much as the dough needs') Salt Mix all together (work the dough). It gotta feel soft. Let it rest for 30 mins before you roll the fyllo 'sheets'. The filling: 1kg spinach, chopped and 'squeezed' very well so all excess water is out. 5 sping onions, chopped, dill (my mum said a 'bouquet'..I'd say 8 stalks?) parsley (same as with dill), a coffee cup of rice (greek coffee cups are almost as small as espresso ones so if you'll use an espresso cup to measure it..add a tiny bit more) 300 gr feta cheese (avoid the danish stuff and find g

Ginger Cumin Carrots
this is a vegetable, so it's kinda for witchie, but it is orange, so not for witchie. everyone but witchie should enjoy it. one of my guests ate a bite of these carrots and cooed, then asked, in awe, "why are your carrots so much better than my carrots?" answer: love. also, this recipe. it's an adaptation from rebecca katz's the cancer fighting kitchen. it serves 16. 2 teaspoons ground cumin or cumin seeds (if using the seeds, toast them in a skillet and grind them up a bit)4-6 tablespoons extra virgin olive oil (i never measure this, just glug glug glug into the skillet)1-2 tablespoons minced fresh ginger9 cups peeled and sliced carrots, cut 1/4 inch thick1-2 teaspoons sea saltjuice of one lemonas much maple syrup as you get lemon juice (again, i don't measure, just pour until it looks to be the same amount) to make things easier on yourself tomorrow, clean and cut the carrots tonight. sip on a tasty adult beverage while you do it, and put em in a covered bowl in the fridge

The Apple Was A Northern Invention
When she ate the pomegranate,it was as if every seedwith its wet red shining coatof sweet flesh clinging to the dark corewas one of nature's eyes. Afterward,it was nature that was blind,and she who was wildwith vision, condemned to see what was before her, and behind. -eleanor rand wilner

Crazy Feelings
Do you ever feel a crazy feeling... When you can't keep someone off of your mind.. You're not sad, but sometimes it makes you crazy. Early in the morning, in the middle of the day... or even sometimes late at night... But you haven't hit the ground yet. Asking yourself why do you feel this way? It's an empty kind of happiness that fills your heart.. But all you can do is feel the way you do.. With an emotion so uncontrollable. Whenever you feel this happy blue... Just tell yourself.. as I do.. Its a crazy feeling..

You're My Sort Of Girl, If...
You're my sort of girl if you can see beyond the latest fashion trends, and you understand that something like guys kissing guys, actually means your guy kissing someone else, which is cheating, you understand that I wear what I want, because like you I am aware of fashions and trends, but I'm not a slave to them, and I don't just want to look like a clone of what looked hot last summer.You're my sort of girl, if you appreciate it when I try to make you smile, when you feel down, and you return the favour whenever I feel low.You're my sort of girl, if when you secretly catch me trying to smell your hair, you know it's because I love your scent, and not because I'm trying to identify your hairspray, to use on my own hair.You're my sort of girl, if you know when I stand beside you, infront of the mirror, I'm checking out your beauty, not your jeans, to see if they'd look better on me.You're my sort of girl, if the time we spend together is the best, but also if we respect each others ind

Your Life Is Your Work Of Art:
Creative Visualization is magic in the truest and highest meaning of the word. It involves understanding and aligning yourself with the natural principles that govern the workings of our universe, and learning to use these principles in the most conscious and creative way. If you had never seen a gorgeous flower or a spectacular sunset before and someone described one to you, you might consider it to be a miraculous thing (which it truly is!) Once you saw a few yourself and began to learn something about the natural laws involved, you would begin to understand how they are formed and it would seem natural to you and not particularly mysterious. The same is true of the process of Creative Visualization. What at first might seem amazing or impossible to the very limited type of education our rational minds have received becomes perfectly understandable once we learn and practice with the underlying concepts involved. Once you

Poem: Use A Friend
Use a Friend Don't keep it inside when I am around Quietly sitting hardly making a sound Letting things worry you will do more harm than good You can talk to me, you know that you should I might not have the answer, but I will be there To show you that someone really does care. Talking may help, but sometimes it may not But if it eases your burden,then I will give my best shot Worrying alone, makes the World a cold place But with me, I will try bring a smile to your face The solution to problems are not easy to find But share with a friend, you might find peace of mind.

Line In The Sand
So many times I have sat back and watched so many people on LC posting bulletins. Many of the posts that I have seen have been all out attacks against women on the LC. Calling women names like whore. Does putting labels on people make them feel empowered or a better person? I can understand that some people are concerned about this kind of content being exposed to thier children but LC is an adults only website so it really shouldn't be an issue. I can also understand the statement of people getting tired of seeing nothing but titts and ass all over LC. My thought on that one is if you don't want to see it just move on to something else, there is plenty of activities to keep you busy on LC. So why all the labelling and the trodding on others? Is this not America? Do we not have the right to express ourselves in what ever fashion that makes us happy? Does a woman choosing to express her sexual freedom and self love make her bad? Where does the line finally stop? For so many

Poem:see The Real Me
See the real me When I go shopping I feel them stare I have Downs Syndrome of that they are aware Why should it worry them is what puzzles me What are they expecting or wanting to see? I love a laugh and listening to music to But how would you feel fingers pointing at you? Please see I am a man, ok, a litle different from the rest But I love dressing up and looking my best Everyones my friend or thats what I think Especialy in the pub when I am buying a drink Yes I know some people are false and not very nice But I have good friends so they better think twice ( I wrote this for the men I work with, mal)

Our Candle Flickers And Fades
After being pregnant 10.5 weeks...I started bleeding and went into the hospital to find out that our baby had most likely stopped developing at 9 weeks and there was no longer a heartbeat. This is DEFINITELY the LOWEST time in my entire life. I still carry the baby with me until the my body decides to let it go....this is the most lost I think I have EVER felt. How do I start to grieve the loss of a baby that hasnt left my body yet?

This Is A Story I Wrote A Long Time Ago For School, Tell Me What U Think
this story needs edited and more detail, i had a short amount of time to get it all done b/c it was an assighnment when i went to high school, but that aside tell me what u think. it wasnt an assighned topic tho, i just decided to write this to get a history smemster test grade on it along with creative writeing. its historical fiction, not my prefered type to write, fantasy is. Nikki Hunt World history/ English/ Creative writing Short story 9/05 Cassia the Gladiator “She’s a feisty one.” The guard said as he slammed the door, leaving me with a roomful of scumbags, instead of one. At least he’ll have a knot on his head, for a while, to remember me by. I surveyed my new surroundings to find me in a chamber full of prisoners and some guards, they eyed me hungrily as I prepared for what I knew was coming. “She’s a pretty little thing.” Said one guard walking toward me, the stench of booze fresh on his breath. The guard went for a snatch at my hair,

My Stories
The Virgin By James White One night, kind of like any other night, there was this girl, a very pretty girl. She was 5’8” had long dark brown hair, and dark brown eyes that had coloring around them that brought out their beauty, and just made you want to delve deep into them.. She was wearing lipstick that highlighted her beautiful lips and drew attention to them, She was 18 years old, and had very beautiful features. She was on the thin side but closer to average. Her skin is a nice tan color during the day and a much richer color at night. In the moon light she looked like a goddess, she was wearing a very sheer white dress. Her breast filled out the dress nicely. Her breast was not too big, almost on the small side. She would be about C cup in size, they were perky and even in the moonlight you could see her nipples pointing out of the dress. You could tell she had a fine body, and her tummy was small and tight, her legs were long and

Why Me?
Just wanted to say sorry for not doing my usual postings, yeah I'm a slacker. I spent the morning in the ER only to find out I didn't have a stroke afterall, just have Bell's Palsy. Yippie. Happy Monday to me! So, enjoy my smiling pics here on LC ...hard telling when you'll see another one :( Thanks for reading and keep me in your thoughts and prayers. ~~Kim

A Hot Night
She smiled quietly as he came to her, his hands gentle and warm on her face. He kissed her softly, tenderly, his mouth brushing over hers with the delicateness of a butterfly wing. She sighed and twined her arms about his neck and slid her hands through his dark hair, ruffling it. Oh, but she had missed him. How many a night had she spent dreaming of just such an encounter? Her nerves caught fire under his touch as he slowly took the banked fires of her desire for him and stoked them into an inferno that threatened to rage out of control. She moaned and sighed underneath him as he lay full-length upon her. She was already impatient to have him inside her--it had been so long... But he wasn't yet ready to let go. Soothingly, he stroked his hand over her hair until she quieted. Then he began to seduce her in earnest. He wanted to have her begging for him. It wasn't fair that he be the only one to suffer, and lord only knew how many times she had teased and tau

Hunting, Fishing, And, Me!!
Ok last night i was asked a question the guy wanted to no why do i act the way i do when talking about going hunting and things like that.. So i decide to post the answer here because i no hes going to read it... OK i make NO apologies for who i am and for what i like and for what i do... I LOVE to hunt..Knew how to shoot a shotgun before i was 7 and i always have LOVED it..Fishing OMG ya love that also...Nothing like going out on a boat all day and catching fish and then coming home and eating what ya caught..LOVE perch and walleye the best fish that i love to catch and eat and Michigan is Walleye country! Hunting ya i LOVE that with a passion more then anything..And i dont care that all thse PETA people who say animal killing is wrong..I only shoot what i am gonna eat I DO NOT just kill for the sport of it, And how many people in PETA are really vegitarians? Hmm....Listen i dont care about what people think about me I love to do what i do..I dont hurt anyone (ok mayb

Did You Know This About Me?
Many of you call me sexy, charming and would love to see my boobies. lol Hey I can't blame ya. I take my shirt and I am like damn those things are big. lol Yes I have a sense of humor and I love to laugh. Life is too short not too. Not only a big chest, but a big heart. I have raised several of my nieces and nephews. Great kids. I am proud to say that three I helped raised are in college and doing great. (yes I feel old, when they see me on campus I get hugs and asked what's for lunch lol) My major would tell you alot about me. I am a special education major. I left a damn good paying job of 8 years to follow my heart. I must say that I have never felt better. I am a very sensual person and a dreamer. I love to write as you can see. lol A romantic...yes I am. I am still waiting for my first slow dance. I haven't been kissed at the stroke of midnight yet on New Year's Eve. Don't be shocked. It happens. lol I have great respect for people in the military. I failed the ph

Wheel Of The Year
Summer has turned to Fall. Soon Winter will be upon us. Then Spring will be here yet again till Summer is here yet again. Interesting how the wheel keeps turning weather we are ready or not. so chose your path well and wisely. Or say what the fuck and take a turn right fork left fork or straight a ahead that’s what life is all about . But as we decide the wheel of the year keeps on rolling along ignorant to our very being! So life goes on . Are you ready for it or do you take it day by day ? The choice is ours to make no one else’s Even though many may influence you but the ultimate choice is ours! So the Wheel of the year turns yet again!

Laugh For The Day
When you occasionally have a really bad day , and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know . I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?" Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear, "Get the right f**in number!"..... and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a rea

Mmmm Sample
I want to take a sample run.. I'm entering the hottest leg contest on monday at 5 pm .. if you're gonna vote for me and you read my blogs will you please leave a comment guys .. i'm beggin .. i just want your comments to know i have your support .. thanks guys .. muahs

'blog It'
Ok here's some quiz's i did last night...and for the most part they're super accurate.. ciao' comment if you want i dont give a shit either way You Are 35% Bitchy You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts. Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them! How Bitchy Are You? You Are 56% Intuitive Your intuition is often right, and you use it more than you may realize. Your gut feelings are usually a good guide, but you need more to go on when making a decision. You'll often check to see if the facts back up your feelings. And when your intuition is wrong, you work to improve it for the future. How Intuitive Are You? You Are 54% Open You are a fairly open person, but you also like to maintain your privacy. You definitely will tell all (okay, almost all) to your closest friends... But strangers and acquaintances only get a peek i

Surrender Part V©
For me there is no greater feeling than her willing mouth upon me. Most men will always say that they love a woman to go down on them. I don't. If I feel she is not into what she is doing,it will bring me no pleasure. I want my lover to be as passionate about bring me pleasure as I am about giving to her. There is no hiding when someone is enjoying what they do. I see it in her eyes,the twinkle thats there. I find eye contact to be one of the most intimate acts two lovers can share. There is an unspoken bond shared,an understanding that what is about to happen is for the pleasure of the other. Her eyes dance as she looks up at me. My eyes show her approval. I love the shine I see there. She looks so beautiful,so exquiste with her lips against my skin,my hardness buried with in her mouth. She holds me there so I can feel the heat of her throat. Her tongue lazes along my underside feeling my pulse quicken from her lack of movement. My wish,my desire would be to take hol

So Incredibly Single
For the very first time in my life I am totally single. I cannot remember ever being this single. I have always had somebody..not necessarily someone serious but SOMEBODY. During my period of mourning after Wes died I was alone of course but I didn't notice. I don't mind being alone it has certain advantages, but ugh the cons are terrible!! I have internet crushes of course..mostly unattainable men. Wonderfully charming, gorgeous, witty men whom I will never ever meet. Okay I feel like I'm whining. I hate being a stupid girl so I will cease in the self-pity. Have a fantastic day my friends and if you're with someone enjoy them to the fullest. Or leave them and come love me ;) PS. Girls that had no direct comment for any of your men I promise I do not want to take them away. Well mostly ;)

So Sad Right Now....
OK SO MANY OF YOU THAT DO TALK TO ME I WILL BE TO MYSELF FOR A LIL BIT UNTIL I CAN RECOOPERATE FROM MY SHOCK... MY HUSBAND CALLED ME AT 5:15AM THIS MORNING AND TOLD ME WE GOT ACCEPTED PCS TO GERMANY... WELL I KNEW WE WERE GOING THERE AND AGREED TO IT BUT NOW HE TOLD ME THAT WE LEAVE THIS MARCH AND THAT JUST PUT ME IN KINDA OF A DOWN SPELL... I DIDN'T THINK I HAD TO LEAVE MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS THATTTT SOON... THE SACRIFICE WE MAKE IS INCREDIBLE AND I GUESS THIS IS A LESSON LEARNED ON HOW WE LITERALLY DROP AT ANY MOMENT TO FOLLOW HIS ORDERS....I FIGURE I HAD TILL THE END OF 2007 OR SOMETHING... NOW IM SAD AZ SHIT.... SORRY BUT I HAD TO LET OFF SOME STEAM ABOUT THIS... AND HOPE I DIDNT ANNOY ANYONE WITH MY BULLETIN... THIS IS MY NOT SO HAPPY FACE!! =(

The 17th ~ Fall For...
i always fall for the... *jackasses *the ones who want everyone...but me *the ones who love being single *the ones who aren't single. *the ones who are intemidated by me. *the ones who are in-the-closet gay...haha or maybe i just end up making them gay who knows. ...the ones i can't have. ...i fall for the guys who falls for the girl that isn't me... and for some reason right now im really happy with that. this not being with anyone at all deal. i never thought i'd see the day where i could have a boyfriend and really didn't want one. its a strange feeling of being okay with being alone...i like it.

Lost Cherry's Terminal Illness
Every day I log in, and I see more and more cat fighting, and people reposting it. I guess it amuses them. I don't know. Then I see babyjesus trying to get people to the site, like Bryant McGill. Bryant McGill, whom I don't know at all, is posting bulletins about how he's going to bring his 60,000 friends from Myspace here. Why would he do that? Why would anyone want to join this site once they discover it's chock full of people spewing hatred at each other. This poor man is staking his reputation on a site where adults act like spoiled children. I find it ironic to see an author who writes about positive energy and not allowing negativity into your life, surrounded by bulletins about who is FAKE and who is a CHEATER. I wonder how the same people who repost his bulletin can repost the other bullshit. We laugh at Myspace, but I log in there every day, and nobody has posted a single bulletin on my page about anyone else. And THIS is the ADULT site. Hahahahahahahaha. My pre

The Sound Of Content
Did you hear that??? OMG I think hell just FROZE OVER! I am content!! Emotionally stable even! Ok maybe hell didn't freeze over but I am sure traffic stopped momentarily when I realize I am in the best place emotionally as I have been in years. And its a nice feeling. I mean sure I have my moments, and yes my bed is big and empty, but I don't have that constant feeling of loneliness that I usually do. That's the feeling that feeds the voice of that little person that says "you need a man". Emotionally I am perfect. I am not heart broke, or hurt, or lonely even. I am happy just where I am. Which is funny cause I thought it'd take a little longer then it has. But I have soo much going on in my life now that maybe it helped me resolve me issues sooner so I can move on or it was just time. I do know that a lot of my calmness has to with me meeting new people and chatting. I have met some VERY cool people over the last few weeks and have built some great friendships at

Bush For President!! Of Iraq - 2008!!
Haha this is just too funny and too good an idea not to repost... If Bush knew he would have to physically fix the entire "WMD" and "IRAQ" problem BEFORE he decided to invade, would he have still gone into Iraq? ========================================== Every great career eventually comes to an end, and when you're the President of these United States, you only get eight years (at most) to accomplish everything you set out to do. Then you're an ex-president for the rest of your life. I'll bet that ex-presidents, like most retired people, find it to be something of a shock to have all that time on their hands when they leave the working world. So they find things to do. They work on their memoirs. They build libraries. They give speeches. They support their favorite charitable causes. But what about our current President? His term will be up before he knows it, and then it's back to private life. I'm afraid the transition will be especially difficult for Dubya. He is a man

My Daughter
TODAY, I WENT TO PICK UP MY DAUGHTER FROM MARCHING BAND PRACTICE. I WENT TO HUG HER AND SHE TURN AND WALKED AWAY. MY HEART................................................................................................... I CANT EXPLAIN. I FEEL LIKE ON THAT ONE EPISODE OF THE SIMPSONS WHEN BART FELL FOR THAT OLDER CHICK PLAYED BY THE CHICK FROM THE ROSEANNE SHOW... OK, I WENT ON A TANGENT..... ANYWAY THAT EPISODE BART TOLD HER HE LIKED HER, SHE SAID SHE DIDNT LIKE HIM. IN HIS MIND AND ON THE SHOW..SHE RIPPED HIS HEART OUT AND TOSSED IT IN THE TRASH..... OK THAT IS HOW I FEEL. WORSE I HAVE HAD RELATIONSHIPS THAT WENT SOUR. I HAVE HAD SOME CHEAT ON ME. BUT SOMEWAY;; SOMEHOW I STOOD BACK UP AND KEPT MY HEAD UP. BUT THIS RIGHT HERE........MY HEART IS SO HEAVY...MY EYES ARE SO BAGGY.... I AM AT A LOST FOR WORDS...... I AM WEAK.VUNERABLE.EXPOSED I AM NOTHING...... MY DAUGHTER MY FIRST BORN MY ONLY DAUGHTER MY BABY GIRL I AM HURT I LIVE FOR MY KIDS I BREAT

I Suck
I'm feeling a little predatory... Now my lovely readers, being my first blog, i will start this off right...Wicked is going to be completely honest with you, in life there are many talents I do not possess : I cant sew, I cant catch, I cant play pool, I cant make cool crafts the list goes on and on , in fact I even dance like a honkey white girl in the privacy of my own home. So at about this point you are probably asking yourself, why is she telling us this random bullshit? Well so Im going to give it to you straight; there is one talent I do possess, I can give a incredible blow jobs, and I enjoy it. So about now some of you are saying Which corner? How much? Sorry my friends this is a blog, not the erotic services on Craigslist. So why do I enjoy giving blowjobs here are some of the reasons: 1) I can set the pace, yes its his penis but Im the one sucking so I have options to vary my speed and style, and make it as quick or last as long as I wish. 2) Im in power, I mea

Will We Ever Get It Back????
This is a statement that was read over the PA system at the football game at Roane County High School, Kingston, Tennessee, by school Principal, Jody McLeod. "It has always been the custom at Roane County High School football games, to say a prayer and play the National Anthem, to honor God and Country." Due to a recent ruling by the Supreme Court, I am told that saying a Prayer is a violation of Federal Case Law. As I understand the law at this time, I can use this public facility to approve of sexual perversion and call it "an alternate lifestyle," and if someone is offended, that's OK. I can use it to condone sexual promiscuity, by dispensing condoms and calling it, "safe sex." If someone is offended, that's OK. I can even use this public facility to present the merits of killing an unborn baby as a "viable means of birth control." If someone is offended, no problem... I can designate a school day as "Earth Day" and involve students in activities to worship rel

Update On Ray
Well hes really wore out, and you know hospitals you dont get alot of rest. Along with him having CF he has a blockage in his Superior Vena Cava, which is whats causing alot of the swelling, loss of breath, well sometime this week they are going to go in and put a shunt, or stint, to open it up. But as for now he needs lots of rest because he is sooo tired. Was wanting to try and give everyone concerned a heads up, and to thank everyone for all their thoughts and prayers it really means alot to us...Especially Ray!!!!...Hoping to be on soon. I am signing out to let him sign in...All our thanks and kisses to you all...Have a great Day, week, and Halloween....

With Clouds As Pillows
I think that I might fly away, in my hot air balloon, And hide from worldly worries on the dark side of the moon; There’s but one thing I need before I float into the blue: I need a sky companion and I want it to be you. We’ll fly beyond the storm clouds and we’ll watch from up above, I’ll cover you in rainbows as we feel each others’ love; You’ll shower in the stars at midnight in our special place, I’ll dry you with a comet’s tail and kiss your beaming face. Dreamy drifting panorama, changing every day, Every night your loving smile will be my milky way, The moon will wane before us, sailing there in heaven’s height, For nothing else can challenge our love’s everlasting light. Venus shining on us, glowing soft at our devotion, Our daily drifting dalliance in love’s celestial ocean, I’ll write you lovers’ poetry, and you will be my muse, Orion and Andromeda will oversee our cruise. We’ll sleep with clouds as pillows, maybe steal an angel’s wings, Then fly as m

If You Haven't Heard From Me
Tuesday, October 31, 2006/Wednesday, November 1, 2006. Hey there all! I am so sorry that I have not been around here lately. I have been sick all week. (Since last Wednesday night/Thursday morning.) Tonight is the first time I have been on line since Wednesday night. Thank you all who left messages for me and comments. I won't be on too long tonight. I will play catch up with my comments as soon as I can. There are still a lot of things in my life that I am having to work out so I may not be on as much for a while. Well, I will be on just not for long periods of time. I hope everyone is doing well and had a safe and happy halloween. Take care!

Celibacy And Reawakening
How fucking dramatic. Not really. Well, kinda, I was a theater major after all. It will get a little dirty (I guess?) but I hope all for cause. Just a bit of history. I have been contemplating recently on the passage of my life that has brought me to this point as a sexual person. There have been some quite shocking highs and lows that I believe have blazed the way for me to reach my sexual peak here in my early 30s - as most women do. I've always enjoyed sex. Yep, I was that distracting girlfriend in college who wanted it five or six times a day. I could spend all day in bed just twined around my man and die happy. Many lovely little deaths in my past that I have a few men to thank for. Once I made it to pseudo adulthood I didn't have quite as many boyfriends as they were for longer periods of time. When I managed to escape the altar for the second time, and I hit 25 and found myself single, I decided to take the advice of a lot of friends and just hang out with my

Crushed
my soul has been buried alive crushed by the pressure of everyday life love was never there no one ever cared no foundation of life to be built on just emptiness i never had anything never a love nothing but these drugs n guns money never bought me anything except these bullets so i could contemplate death reminesce on my last breath because in death at least things are peaceful your soul is at rest no more torture no more burdens of life so should i sign this note on suicide or should i live and just ride to another day

We Did Not Get To Say Goodbye…
by Bryant H. McGill, December of 2004 If I die before I see you again A simple thing I want to say No matter to the troubles when Our time was dark or grey For as a whole our time was great And filled with joys and love That no trials can thus abate Nor change the truth thereof Where I am, I hold no grudge And hope you feel the same For time is a forgetful judge That feely forgives blame One day it will be your turn To give this gift again To those you love, you’ll return That you kept within The simple truth that you cared And wish you showed them more There’s no reason to despair To memory - let’s adore!

The Precious Opal Is The Queen Of All Gemstones
You will always remember the first time you hold in your hand the queen of all gemstones; a brilliant precious opal. Beauty in nature will seldom speak more clearly or boldly to you as the first moment when you peer spellbound into the magnificent luster of the opal's kaleidoscopic inferno. One must think it would be God's own vision if he held in his hand the Earth itself to gaze at the heavenly fires of her aurora borealis. Seduced, as you gaze into the opal's labyrinthine nebula of fires and color, you will know that were the expanses of the universe ever to be contained they would abide in the effulgent opal's blaze. Resplendent hues of unfathomable color and fire leap from its form. Your eyes and entire being will satiate with visual harmonies of color. There are greens that leave jealousy without color; greens with depths that pale rich emeralds to light jades. Opulent blends dance before you in infinite shards of light infused with a cosmos of motley infinitudes of reds, like bl

Lost Love
Well for yall that read this please note this not an end of life letter, just a way that I feel after a year. This has been the worst year of my life. A year ago I found out that the women that I though I was gonna spend the rst of my life with (my wife), admitted (and was caught in the act) of unfaithfullnes. Her only response to me catching her was that I was not supposed to be home till the next day. I come home on November 8th (a day before our five year wedding aniviersary) of last year from a tranning session in Las Vegas, when I walk in on my wife in bed with three other guys, going like wild animals. With me standing there in the doorway with a dozen roses and in aww struck all she could scream was that I was not supposed to me today. Even though it has been almost a year I stil feel the pain and heartache of that day, a day does not go by with that vison playimg in my minds eye. my heart ans soul forever scared by this image I did not know how to live fot he longes time o

I Don't Know
I don't know how common this is, but for me, the main problem is that I feel disconnected from everyone and everything. I have a few people out there who I care about, or who care about me, but no real intimacy with anyone. Worse yet, this is a long term pattern with me, it's been going on for enough years yet that it's quite possible I will be alone for the rest of my life. This totally sucks. I would like to have friends I could be truly close to, someone that I could be in love with, but I'm psychologically fucked up enough that I don't know how to make this happen. I like to think that if I had love and intimacy in my life, life wouldn't suck nearly as much. And hell, I think I've reached the point where I'm jealous of cult members. Those poor deluded fuckers who shave their heads and dance around in public begging for donations, or the heaven's gate suicide cult, at least they have a sense of purpose, of belonging. They must have a sense of devotion for thei

Erotic Poem----
Her tongue licks my neck, She bites my neck just to taste a little blood, But not to hurt me, my desires grow more intense. She wants more of my blood, slowly she goes to my hard nipples, Her tongue working slowly around it biting and sucking, She sits on top of me, licking as if she were a cat. I keep moving wanting her even more. She asks me, “You want my pussy, don’t you”? “Then you better do as I say”! With a growl in my voice I say “Yes, I want your pussy”. “I want to feel my dick inside your wet cunt”. But she says.”No, not yet”. She slowly works your lips around my nipples once more. Biting, pulling them with her teeth. She then slowly backs away, just to see the slightest bit of blood rise to the surface of my skin She smiles, and then kisses me on my lips Her clit so swollen, “Lick me”, she says “Taste me, bite me”. I take my teeth, lightly biting, and sucking her clit. I can feel the cream wanting to come from her pussy. She tells me “Stop, not yet. She

Life Sucks…
Why did it not come with an instruction manual? Why is it that whenever you want to do things for yourself, it might hurt other people’s feelings? Why is love so complicated? And is it real? What really attracts people to each other? Why don’t they make marriage license renewable like drivers license?

Would You
Would you care if I walked a way? Would you care if you never saw me agen? Would you even care is I never talked to you agen? Would I be missed or would you say Emma Who? Would you miss the way I make you laugh? would you miss my photos? Or even the way I might make you feel abut yourself? Would you could you miss ME...

The 6 Kinds Of Sex....
Kinds of Sex Research shows that there are 7 kinds of sex: The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nu

Spelling
Is it just me or is spelling becoming a lost art? Call me a spelling Nazi-ess or whatever you want, but there is something to be said for people who can articulate a good sentence in written form. Yeah, grammar is important, too, but spelling becomes paramount. At least to me it is. I am ok with some netspeak, mind you. Didn't want to be branded as hypocritical. I am keen for the words "lolz." It is just my silly instant message laugh. I spent some of the evening looking at people's profiles and reading their blogs. There are some really good ones out there...and some not so good ones. I am sure mine can be judged mediocre, but that is ok. It is a work in progress. But, at least I have most, if not all, of the words spelled right. An example of a message that I received today: "becca. hey i like your pics ur so hot an beutiful." Gosh, thanks for the comment, Caveman Stan. I know, I know, this is a stupid rant. I will shut up now. Sorry for the interruption.

Poem
TO MY LOVE I WONDER WHAT YOUR THINKING EACH AND EVERY DAY. I LONG TO FEEL YOUR LOVING SOFT & WARM EMBRASS. YOUR EYES ARE LIKE DIAMONDS SHINNING LIKE THE STARS. I ALWAYS LOOK TO HEAVAN AND WONDER HOW FAR YOU REALLY ARE. YOUR LOVE IS ALWAYS WITH ME I CARRY IT EVERYDAY. YOUR SOFT LIPS HOW I WISH I COULD ENJOY THE SWEETNESS OF THE TASTE. YOUR VOICE SO BOLD BUT OUR SWEET CHILDREN WILL NEVER HEAR IT THOUGH. YOUR HEART SO BIG THERE'S NO DEPTH TO EXPLAIN. YOU JUST WAIT I MIGHT BE A LITTLE LATE BUT SOON ONE DAY I'LL BE RIGHT ON MY WAY JUST NOT TODAY... WRITTEN BY: CHRISTIE DRURY-WEAVER

I'm Just Me...take Or Leave It!!!
IT FEELS LIKE I HAVE THIS PHRASE IMPRINTED ON ME.. "DUMBASS" AND I CAN'T SEEM TO SHAKE IT... THINK I MUST BE BEING PUNISHED FOR JUST BEING PLAIN OLE ME.. BUT,I CAN'T BE A FAKE..."I'M JUST ME" AND I WILL NEVER EVER CHANGE THAT FOR ANYONE NOT NOW, NOT EVER.. YOU WILL EITHER LIKE ME OR HATE ME... AND IF U LIKE ME THEN GREAT WE WILL GET ALONG FANTASTICALLY AND IF U HATE ME SO BE IT...I REALLY COULDN'T GIVE TWO SHITS ANYMORE... DAMN I WOULD HAVE NEVER THOUGHT THIS WOULD BE MY ATTITUDE BUT I THINK TIME HAS CHANGED ME...WHICH I THINK IT IS A GOOD AND A BAD THING... SO STARTING RIGHT NOW IM STARTING ANEW A FRESH START FOR ME IF YOU TALK TO ME GREAT AND IF NOT HELL WITH YOU...IF YOU TALK TO ME FOR A FEW DAYS AND THEN DROP OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH AFTER THAT WELL THEN YOUR LOST... WELL I THINK I SAID MY PEACE FOR TONIGHT OR EARLY MORNING WHICH EVER YOU WANT TO LOOK AT IT.. SO HOPEFULLY MY FRIENDS KNOW WHO THEY ARE AND IF YOUR WEREN'T WELL THATS JUST SAD..... DONNA

Princess Contest
I DID IT!!...I Won The C.T. Princess Contest Held By The C.T. King (Mr.Rush). This Is My Crown!! He Also Gave Me A Diamond Ring!!..Yay!!... I Would Like To Say Thanks To My Majorly Awesome Friends Who Helped Promote Me For This Contest..You Guys ROCK!!.. Thats All x0x -Ash

Everything You Need To Know About Salutes!
What is a CherryTAP Salute? A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your CherryTAP profile. Your face should be clearly visible, along with a clear HAND WRITTEN note with the following three things: 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2, Your Member ID number , (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.cherrytap.com/user/22) 3. AND, the words: CherryTap.com or LostCherry.com. *Photoshopped or any “type” print set will NOT be accepted. *Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted. *Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NOT be accepted. If you would like, the following items will be accepted as a complimentary add on to your Salute: You may wear your LostCherry or CT t-shirt, and show your CherryTap.com Home Page (which has to be clear) as part of your background. Please include the above three items to ENSURE your salute is verified. All Salutes are approved by the CherryTAP bouncers. Using

Why I Kill
There's always all sorts of sordid details involving those of us in the military. It's funny what you hear when you ask someone to describe a person in the military. They basically describe me, but who didn't see that coming? My mom knew I was destined the day I started watching G.I Joe. The fact is, the military has a much wider range. I see girls as small as 5'2 making their way and serving their time. They look so small it seems like you could pick them up and punt them. We come from everywhere. We come from all backgrounds. We are the largest and most diverse group of Americans you can imagine, but we are brought together by the fact that we are Americans. In a nutshell, that means we will kick your ass if you push the wrong button. The news can report whatever they want. I've been out there and I've seen why we're there and what we need to do. I myself have posted articles and facts that Hilary Clinton was forced to personally address in order to try and keep from e

Ten Of My Sexual Secrets
My friend, Sexy_Vixen, who is very, very sexy, requested that I do this: OK HERE'S ANOTHER ONE BUT THIS ONE IS BETTER HEHEHE (my awesome friend Poetic Angel made this) IM GOIN TO TELL TEN OF MY SEXUAL SECRETS AND PICK TEN PEOPLE TO TELL THEIRS HEHEHE 1) I lost my virginity to the first boy I kissed, all on my wedding night. 2) I've been with a man and a woman at the same time. 3) I've had pictures taken of me having sex. Not sure I am going to post them, though. 4) I've had sex in public, several times. 5) Until I was 27, I had only ever had sex with one person. 6) I love giving head, but I had only done it twice in my life, again, until I was 27. 7) I've been with 2 guys at the same time. 8) I am bi-sexual. I guess that is not really a secret. 9) I can be very aggressive, with both men and women. 10) I can be pretty loud in the sack and I love talking dirty. I am not sure who should do this survey. Whoever wants to, I guess.

Ugh!
♥ I know i already posted a blog today but jesus everyone is getting on my last nerve! Gah!! ♥ Im still extremely sick like woah and i hate it. And everyones adding more fuel to my fire. I finally get the shit to stop on this website, and the people in my real life get on my LAST WAKING NERVE! Wtf. And the next person to call me, and hang up on me, is going to get kicked in the face, or im going to shut my phone off for a week and NOT TALK TO ANYONE. Omfg. Jesus. Why does everyone feel the need to annoy me today. Its been one of those days. It really has. My moms been home like 2 hours and all we've done is fight. And now i just wanta hide, and cry. My brother is an idiot. A REALLY BIG IDIOT. Who i want to just stabb in the damn eyeball. UGH. Im going back to refering. Cause im gonna beat someone if i dont find something to do DAMN IT. I cant take anymore shit. OH! And then i got told that someone thinks im a drama queen, a SLUT. And a cam whore. I DONT EVEN GO

I'm Sick Of All These Whores
This site is full of people who are fakes, who create dummy accounts just to get points. Or who ask you to leave them lots of love without having ever once talked to you. Who have 3k "friends" but only talk to like two. Who talk shit about other people and have internet pictures as their main picture. Funny how everyone on this site is "model-esque." Or guys who rip pictures of women and post them all over their site just to get lots of hits. What good does that do you? Do you earn something in life? Does it boost your ego if you're rank number 25? If someone rates your pictures a 9, do you get pissed? Have you paid money just to get "more friends", ala those sticky notes or blasts? I bought a blast one time, but I didn't say one thing about commenting or rating me. And I don't care if you comment or rate my pics, I will still be your friend. Because when it comes down to it, this site shouldn't be about who's the most popular. It should be about who is the most interesting, who

N.s.f.w. Feedback
I have received over a hundred emails about our new Not Safe For Work policy. Many of you have been strongly opposed while the majority of you have complimented CherrTAP for stepping up to the plate. I wanted to make a few things clear. 1. Not Safe For Work is exactly what it sounds like. If your photo is flagged NSFW, please respect our policy. For a clear definition, Click Here! 2. We are not censoring anyone nor will we be deleting photos. We are simply asking members to flag NSFW content and keep it out of the public areas. I am not sure why some of your are so head strong about FORCING all of us to look at your junk. 3. Many of you are complaining about photos being flagged in your gallery. Please do not take this personal. The goal is to ensure the public areas are clean. Just because your photo is flagged Not Safe For Work doesn't mean CherryTAP is calling it adult. Again, Not Safe For Work is exactly what it sounds like. In lame ass terms...it means your photo would

Female Comebacks
female combacks....hahahaha Man: Where have you been all my life? Woman: Hiding from you. Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Do not enter. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized. Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today. Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: But would you stay there? Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing. If you repost this you will get a phone call 37 minutes after you repost this.... If you don't resend this then your love life will be [[doomed]] for eternity. REPOST

Stupid Men
Why is it that some men are soooo stupid? They actually send shouts saying "I want to fuck you, I'd like to hit that, Oh, what I could do to that, I want to lick you, I'd like to bite it". I mean really, do they think I'd say yes? Hello dumbass. I didn't realize men could be so pig headed. If you really want to get my attention, try being nice. As long as you keep it clean, I'll talk to you, if not FUCK OFF!

Pretty Much Everything About Me
My name is Jason. I was born in Toronto, ON. I lived there until I was 12 yrs. Old. Then I moved to pickering Ontario and I lived there until I was 27 yrs old. Now I'm living in Oshawa, Ontario. My parents were divorced just after I turned 7. My dad got custody of us. Don't ask me how, but he did though. Lol. When I was 8 yrs old I started smoking. Since then I quiet for about a yr in total. But I'm still smoking though. I've been smoking in total of 22 yrs now. When I was 11 I fell on some monkey bars and lost one of my kidney do to the impact of the fall. During the operation, the doctors lost me twice. They operated on me for 16 hrs straight. When I was 13 yrs old. I started to drink alcohol. I did this until I was 18. Just b4 I was legal to buy it. The reason I quiet this is b/c I didn't see the point in me drinking anymore b/c it didn't do anything for me. But slowly kill me, cause of my one kidney. The reason for this, my liver is working ov

Dancing In Dreams
Your children sleep, you lie aware My phantom hand runs through your hair I long to haunt, I wish for pain Your dreams are where I will remain My darkened hand does clutch your soul My shadowed eyes can drink you whole But I must wait for you to rest Your fears and terrors manifest You fear the worst, I make it real I grip the world where which you feel I smile at your every shake 'Til once again you've come awake I watch your eyes at every night I know you're mine until the light I dance the dreams and lay your fears I own your eyes, I own your ears Each time you wake, I see you back Time is nigh for my attack I'll bring your pain with flourished touch I'll work to you where it's too much Your mind will make it all a need Your body will respond indeed And there in bed you rest your eyes You'll never wake to this surprise Though in dreams I only see It's in your mind where I am free And there the kill has sweetest joy I crush your mind in terror's

Giving Thanks
Thank you, God!... ...FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS. FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS. FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED.! FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT. FOR MY SHADOW THAT WATCHES ME WORK BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM OUT IN THE SUNSHINE FOR A LAWN THAT NEEDS MOWING, WINDOWS THAT NEED CLEANING, AND GUTTERS THAT NEED FIXING BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE A HOME. FOR ALL THE COMPLAINING I HEAR ABOUT THE GOVERNMENT BECAUSE IT MEANS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH.. FOR THE PARKING SPOT

Caroling...
I have had so much fun doing my own little version of caroling around the CT site. It has had it's backlash of nasty messages and comments from the bah humbug-ers but I've had some really sweet requests to tag their page with the comment so they can hear my silly rendition of Santa Baby. One gorgeous girl told me it was her late mom's favorite and so now she could hear it whenever. How cute is that! So to those who've enjoyed it, thank you for making it equally as enjoyable for me! And if you don't, well, that's why you are in full control of your volume knob. ;c)

The Notebook
So many of my close, long- time friends have asked me in the last severaql months if I had seen the movie, "The Notebook". I would reply, "No, why" and they would all say the same thing. They would say that my personality was that of the lead male character. Naturally I had assumed it was all just to flatter me. Well, today, I was fortunate enough to be able to veiw this remarkable film. So many of you have been so right . I am exactly like the main character. Even the concept of the movie is everything I believe in and have been saying for months. That love doesn't come from a wallet. Money is insequential when love is involved. The idea that love given should be lasting is not as old fashoined or as far fetched as many may think. Why do so many people put stipulations or conditions on their love? Why is it so difficult for so many people to accept true love when it is given to them? It's like everyone lives in fear to open up and give or recieve love. Sure people get bur

God Why Wont This End!
Over the last 2 days I have been having unexplained abdominal pain. I even had to leave work early last night because I couldnt stand any longer because of the pain. It comes and goes but it is definitely noticable and difficult to ignore. I am starting to think that my health is being handled wrongly and that I am being shuffled around so no one has to take the blame. My normal dr has been gone on maternity leave and now this new dr is changing my regular drs standing orders and hasnt really ordered anything to follow up and make sure that everything has passed from me. I am also wondering why she hasnt given me something to speed this along considering I have been miscarrying longer than I was actually pregnant. This makes no sense to me and its taking a toll on my mental health now as well. I barely eat and drink...I cant sleep....this all makes work nearly impossible. I just dont know what to do anymore. I was thinking about calling a different OB/GYN somewhere else and as

Friends
Its amazing when you have a bad day how many individuals come swaying your way.. To florish you with assistance and laughter.. Even to provided an open ear.. Its just so nice to see those individuals that are on my friends list are truely so dear.. There not there to look cute or take up space but to actually be a sounding ear. I appreciate you for being there when I needed some uplifting and some positivity.. For making me laugh and gleam.. It was nice to see so many in your corner at one time.. God has definitely blessed me this year with the gift of Friendship that will last years.

Going Back In Time
Many have asked me what the most intresting sexual experience I had was......well it is so amazingly intresting I have to tell the story... Years ago, right before I stopped drinking and drugging, I had been hanging out in a local bar that was attatched to a hotel in the area. I frequented that bar so much I had my name on the stool literally. My ex husband and I were seperated and I would meet a gentleman once a month there that was down from Massachusettes once a month on business. He was 23 and I was 33 at the time. I hung out with a few other regulars in this high class establishment for years, but never did I imagine what would happen that night. After a few hours of Absolute and clubs followed by shots Neal and I adjurned to his room. I proceeded by being the lead in my own porn. It started as me being on top of him when much to my suprise, there was a knock on the door.... I looked down at my young lover and asked "Are you expecting someone?". His answer was "No, are you?"

So....
So i decided that Christmas is no longer my favorite time of the year....lol...mostly cuz im being whiney and shit....i am a hopeless romantic....and i like to have someone around to take me ice skating, walk around down town by the lights, things like that....well this year, like years in the past, i don't have anyone.....kinda sad....yay a lil personal pity party.....jk....that and i am fed up w/ all the bullshit about whether or not you can say Christmas......good hell people....why do we have to go and analyze everything and wonder if its good or bad or politically correct....who cares....its a holiday.....no offense to anyone else but it is the majority holiday.....not saying that others arent as important....but no one cared about whether or not it was ok to say "Merry Christmas" or better to say "Happy Holidays" ten years ago......im tired of being politically correct god damn it......

It's The Damndest Thing....
You know oddly enough a certain person I know turns into a spazzy giggly mess when someone calls her! just now I was on the phone with her and this person called and I couldn't understand word one of what she was saying and she just hung up on me without so much as a good bye!!! Spazzy 16 year olds............. Hated them in high school.............. But i love this one.

Dont Call Me A Slut
what the fuck did i do to deserve the title slut...if u want me to be a slut i can... so n e one who wants to sleep with me leave a commet so i can get back to ta...there that is being a slut.... dickheads go the fuck away.... and im not a slut...

Omg!! My Christmas Wish Came True...better Late Than Never
I am finally, FINALLY pretty much back to normal. My hcg (pregnancy hormone) level is now at 1 and anything under 5 can be considered normal. This is TRULY a happy day! Its a little bittersweet but it IS a good day. Thanks to all my friends, family and fans that have stood by me rooting for me the whole time. IT has helped make this journey more tolerable.

Clarification On Tit Comments
On my profile I wrote this: 1. Why do men think I will respond to comments like NICE TITS..CAN I SEE MORE?? While I do appreciate the compliment (I like my breasts too) if I wanted to show everything to the world the pics would already be posted. Do some women take that and then immediately get naked?? I just don't get it. Guys, I have a TON of male friends here with CHARM that can teach you how to make me want to take off my clothes. Let me know if you want some lessons. There has been some misconceptions surrounding this passage and I thought I'd clear them up. I do realize that 80% of my pictures involve my breasts. I like them, I think they're pretty, I have an obsession with my own breasts. I also realize that by posting these pictures that I am going to get certain kinds of comments about them. All I meant was that if you're going to approach a woman I don't understand why you start out with comments like "Nice rack" or "Can I see your nipples" no part of that will

Those Words
I had to say the words tonight. "How did this happen"? and "If you go now, I can pretend like nothing happened". I used them. I meant them. I woke from a pleasurable stupor to full on readiness. I needed a man. He was right there. He was ready to do what I neeeded him to. He had already taken me there. And that stopped him right in his tracks. "If you stop now, I can pretend like nothing happened." Can a girl pretend until she's crazy? What makes her take that step? Is it love of a friend? Is it a love for friendship in general? I had to say the words tonight. And he left, thank god, he left. My nipple was sore after he was gone. But he was gone...... "If you stop now, I can pretend like none of this ever happened.".... Damn. He left. How did this happen? I'm not the kind of girl to do such a thing... Damn that felt good.

How To Deal With Harassment And Stalkers!
Cherries... I get email after email asking me to jump in the middle of member drama. I am not here to referee. Please read the following information and follow it to a "T" and your problems should go away. If you feel you are being harassed or stalked, please BLOCK and IGNORE the person. When I say IGNORE, this means IGNORE COMPLETELY. When you react or respond to their instigating, they OWN you. Thicken your skin and DO NOT respond and the problem will go away. It might take a day or two or even a week, but I assure you this works. Here are some useful tips! 1. DON'T GO TO THEIR PAGE. YOu will show up on their profile viewers. This always instigates more drama. 2. DON'T READ THEIR BULLETINS. You will show up on their profile viewers. This always instigates more drama. 3. DON'T post comments, bulletins, blogs, mumms, etc etc etc about this person. This will only instigate more drama. 4. DON'T Send your friends to this person's page to check things out or to fight

It Was Brought To My Attention And I Agree!!
Someone just asked me to expand my message of support and compassion to families that would love to have kids of their own and arent for some reason able to. I cant tell you how MANY people I have talked to that tell me they tried getting pregnant for like 7 years...succeeded once and lost it. Some...its NEVER an option because of genes or physical troubles and ailments. I wholeheartedly agree that I want those people to know that I am behind them as well because after all...it is about the love of the babies....had and lost...or only dreamed of.

Some Beautifully Done Memorial Sites
In this entry you will find some links to some amazing baby memorial pages. I give the families of these babies props for sharing their stories and babies with us. Please be aware that there are pics of some of these babies on some pages. Micheal's Page http://www.geocities.com/dmrader/MICHAELSPAGE.html Tyler Branden Lotz http://lotz.homedns.org/tyler/ A memorial of 5 babies http://members.tripod.com/garrison.patty/mymemorial.html Georgina Elizabeth Rosina Weeks http://www.geocities.com/georginaweeks/index.html Memorial of 5 babies http://www.geocities.com/myheavenlyangels2000/index.html Memorial of 4 babies http://members.tripod.com/~CheriR/Angels.html Brianna Nicole http://www.geocities.com/Heartland/Ranch/8537/ Brittany and Jessica http://www.geocities.com/EnchantedForest/Glade/6399/ Mary Ann Grant http://www.angelfire.com/ma3/emptyheart/ Alex http://www.silviaskingdom.com/alexmainsite.htm Grace http://www.missinggrace.com

Is This Offensive????
This is the pic that someone on my friends list tagged as NSFW. I would like for the person to step forward who tagged it and tell me why. I won't get upset with the person. I don't find this pic offensive. But if the person that tagged it did find it offensive, then one simple thing. Don't look at it, or any that you find offensive. Second, if you have little children around while rating pics and you come across something offensive, leave and come back when they are in bed. I'm not trying to be mean.

Fisrt And Only Custom Skin Generator!
Oh I forgot! I just updated with a all new custom skin generator. I mean u dont pick premade skins. I mean the first and only CUSTOM SKIN GENERATOR! Pick how wide you want your borders, what color, fonts and all sorts of cool stuff. Heres the quick link: http://cherrytagz.com/Generators/Layout_Generator/ Check it and let me know what you all think! More cool stuff coming soon! OH AND TELL EVERYONE ABOUT IT! Vlad

My Work
WHETHER SHE BE SHORT,TALL,OBESE OR SMALL A COMPLEXION OF MANY SHADES,DARK,LIGHT,BLACK OR WHITE GOD BLESSED US WITH THEM ALL.BEAUTY IS IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER SO BEHOLD THE BEAUTY WITHIN,IT CUMS IN SOME MANY DIFFERENT PACKAGES IT DOESN'T MATTER THE COLOR OF HER SKIN.LOOK PAST THE BEAUTY OUTSIDE AND I MYSELF KNOW THAT IS HARD TO DO,LEARN TO LOVE WHAT'S ON THE INSIDE AND TRUST THAT SHE IS THERE FOR YOU.A PRECIOUS JEWEL SHE WILL FOREVER BE NO MATTER WHAT YOU OR I MAY FEEL,THE LORD BLESSED US WITH THESE PRECIOUS JEWELS AND FOR THAT I AM GRATEFUL STILL. YOU ARE APPRECIATED LADIES PLEASE BELIEVE, WE MAY NOT SHOW IT ALL THE TIME BUT IT'S TRUE RIGHT FELLAS. MUCH LOVE ... PAPI

Well It Happened Again...
i wanted to get my son again this weekend and called her about 2:30pm and left her a message on her voicemail that my sister was coming up this weekend and would save her from driving half of the way up here. well i got a reply from her at about 4pm by text message (what a dumb bitch cuz they can pull my txt messages from her for court purposes) and this is what she said... "Hes not coming back up until we go back to court" now she just broke my visitation rights to see my son....again, but this time i have it in writing. ;) -------------------------------------------------- any input you may have would be apprecuated

My Work
WHAT MAKES HER HAPPY IS IT THE WAY I RUB MY FINGERS THROUGH HER HAIR WHISPER IN HER EAR I LOVE YOU DEAR.WOULD IT MAKE YOU HAPPY IF I WERE TO TAKE YOU THERE, EMBRACING YOUR EVERY FANTASY MAKING ALL OF YOUR DREAMS CUM TRUE DOING WHAT I DO CARESSING YOU, MASSAGING YOUR BODY FROM HEAD TO TOE, LETTING YOU KNOW THAT I WON'T GO UNTIL YOU TELL ME SO.HOLDING YOU CLOSE MAKING YOU COMATOSE WANTING TO SLEEP SO DEEP FEELING NOTHING BUT RELIEF KNOWING JUST KNOWING THAT IF YOU DIED I'D DIE WITH YOU CAUSE WITHOUT YOU THERE IS NOTHING TO LIVE FOR BECAUSE IT'S YOU I ADORE.DID I MAKE YOU HAPPY I HOPE SO CAUSE WITHOUT YOU THE WORLD COULDN'T GROW YOU HOLD THE KEY TO SOCIETY WITHOUT YOU MOTHER,SISTER,WIFEY,LOVER,FRIEND THE WORLD COULD DO NOTHING BUT END........ THANK YOU TO ALL WOMEN....AND TO YOU JESUS AND FATHER GOD FOR ALLOWING US THEM........... PAPI....PEACE AND MUCH LOVE.

My Guy Situation..
so wednesday of last week me nd evan broke up, i thought it was just another one of those stupid ones where we get back together the next day but it wasnt. he told me he didnt know what he wanted and blah blah so i backed off to give him his time, he promised me he wouldnt have anything to do with any other girls, he was just tired of our drama (which is understandable) so friday night this guy named nick from my school tells me how he has had a major crush on me ever since the first time he saw me and that took me by suprise because i thought the same about him pretty much. me and him started talking that night and then last night we actually hung out. i wont tell you exactly what happened there lol but lets just say we like eachother a lot now, i doubt a relationship will come out of that though.. and tonight evan came over and told me how much he's missed me and he was being so freakin cute, i can never get enough of him. but i cant help feeling like a horrible person, theres als

Not Being Around
I want all my friends and family to know that i have not forgotten about you, but it seems that i have a severe case of what they are calling stomach flu or food poisoning, they do not know as of yet, and just sitting up at this point takes a lot out of me, i do miss the interactions with each and every one of you, and as soon as i feel better, i will get back into the swing of things, i would like to thank everyone who sent the lovely gifts, and well wishes lets hope i get past this soon, i hate being sick! much luv to all!

Cyber Feeling??
Has there ever been a time when you chat with someone from online, you see this person all the time on websites, (it can be any site) and you chat with this person everyday and when almost a whole day goes by without you speaking or hearing from this person you feel your day is not complete or your day feels weird??? Have you ever told this person how you feel?? Is it wise to tell them how you feel regardless if your feelings get hurt?? Is it ever possible to even have a long distance relationship?? When they live miles and miles away?? If so how would that person comfort you especially sexually when you are feeling hot and wanted?? Just some inner thoughts on the top of my head felt like sharing out loud!!

Horny....
OK I AM WRITING THIS IN BOLD LETTERS WHY?? DO NOT SAY HELLO TO ME AND THEN WHEN I SAY HI HOW ARE YOU BACK AND SAY.... HORNY...I AM NOT GONNA CYBER WITH YOU BECAUSE " I AM HORNY" IS YOUR PICKUP LINE...IF U ARE LOOKING FOR THAT MOVE THE FUCK ON...AND IF YOU TAKE THE TIME TO READ MY PROFILE IT SAYS IT THAT I DO NOT CYBER OR AM I HERE LOOKING TO LOOK AT YOUR COCK....THERE ARE PLENTY OF PEOPLE ON HERE WHO WOULD LOVE TO DO THAT...BUT HEY BABY I AM HORNY ISNT SOMETHING THAT TURNS ME ON WHAT-SO-EVER..

Desert?
after finishing a nice dinner you whisper me a request just as our waitress arrivez asking us about desert.appearantly you answered. i'm pretty clueless as i smirk trying to wrap around the wordz placed in my mind. i turn my head and grin, "your request to cum, will be granted". we're soon in a deep passionate kiss, my arm wrapped around your waist pulling you farther into our booth. my fingerz creeping up your thigh, teasingly raising that hot lil skirt you worejust for me. your kissez moving down my neck as my fingerz slide up and down your bare pussy lipz spreading you open. the tipz of my fingerz swirling and teasing your clit as your hipz slowly rock into my touch. your soft moanz and whimperz are muffled by you biting your lower lip, as my fingerz work firmly between your lipz brushing and slipping around your moist hole. your hipz working harder against them, hoping to get my fingerz inside you. a slight gasp escapez your lipz as my fingerz plunge deep betwe

Hummmmmmm Would U Fuck Or Would U Pass?
There is at least one person on your list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a "message" saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it

Maybe Some Questions Answered For Some People...
I have an agenda. My sole purpose in my live currently it to find a job in Toledo, Ohio area. My grandmother's health is rapidly deteriating. There is no force in the world that will keep me from the task of moving back to the Toledo area to be with her for the last few months. My sister wants me to move in with her at her new house she just purchased. Her health isn't the greatest either, and don't think she has been quite honest about how she is doing as well. She has been fighting cancer since she was 17, and of as late she made a comment to me that the doctors don't know shit. So if you choose to speak with me, and we get along that is really nice. I like people. I like humans, but my focus is on what I need to do. Besides I like M&Ms.

Cummon Leave Me Voice Messages....
Nobody ever reads profiles do they :( Cuz I have had this leave a voice message thing on my page and I have only gotten 10 messages and 1 of them is from myself lol (cuz iw as seeing how it works, but yes im a dork too), So why arent u guys leaving me messages, its really not that hard...i would have thought outta my 800 friends i would get atleast a couple more...well i dont wanna be sad about it anymore so after this blog and I dont get any ill just take it off....Thanks to those who did! BYE for now.... Hope to hear from you!!

Team Pastor Vs. Team Doggie
In a fishing contest to take place in spring or early summer! Jason and his partner will take on myself and "The Don" in a little trout fishing face off, loser buys the beer! All I have to say....is I love free beer! I'll will post dates as the contest draws near. Viva la Redneck! Team Doggie is about to be euthanized!

The Germans
Today, the Germans are following me around for a documentary on porn they're doing. I call them the Germans, but only one of them is really German, the other is from Brazil. But I think its a term that the industry has labeled on them. Great people though, great people. I'll be doing some more shopping for S.L.C. dancing wardrobe. Also have to find the nipple barbells that I couldn't find yesterday. That's pretty much my plan for today... I also didn't get to take my walk last night, but fuck was I sore from the beautiful booty class I took 3 days ago!!! Someone massage me! Please!!! I was thinking about something last night. I love to sing. But I'm not very confident singing when people ask me to, so I mostly just sing to myself real loud in the bathroom or shower. I was thinking about taking singing lessons. But then thought about it more realistically. Why should I take singing lessons when I could be spending my time and money on more profitable things, like computer classes, editi

My Work
WHAT CAN I SAY SHIT SHE MAKES ME WANNA DO THE THINGS THAT ONLY HER MAN IS SUPPOSED TO DO.GOT ME ALL HOT AND BOTHERED WANTING TO TOUCH HER PRIVATE PLACES WITH MY TONGUE,CARESSING HER SEXY ASS BODY GETTIIN ME NICE AND SPRUNG YOU KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING GOT ME PLAYIN WITH MY MAN.THE MAN THAT IS CAUSE I CAN WORK IT LIKE NO OTHER CAN UNDERSTAND WHAT I'M SAYIN,IN AND OUT, UP AND DOWN EVEN CIRCULAR MOTIONS ROUND AND ROUND THAT'S HOW I GET DOWN.DAMN NOW I KNOW YOU PROBABLY GOT A MAN BUT HE AIN'T IN MY PLANS SO TO HELL WITH YOUR MAN,I'LL BET IF HE WHERE ME AND I WAS HE,HIS ASS WOULD UNDERSTAND.OK ENOUGH ABOUT HIM LET'S GET ON WITH THIS 44 PLAY WHICH MEANS WE CAN DO THIS ALL DAY AND NITE IF YOU CAN STAY, ANYWAY LET'S PLAY CUM A LITTLE CLOSER LET ME HOLD YA GET YOU NICE AND WET LIKE I TOLD YA.KISS EVERY INCH OF YOUR SEXY FRAME OH SHIT DAMN LET ME SLOW DOWN I ALMOST CAM, NAW NEVER THAT I AIN'T NO TWO MIN MAN, I AM A 24 HOUR HITTER A TRUE SOULJA,A REAL GO GETTER FEEL ME, NOW BACK TO WHAT I WAS DOIN TR

Come And Pick Your Favorite!
Hey there everybody I am going to be in the sexiest eyes contest, yeah i know another cntest, suckss lol but I have to try this 1 out.....So here are a few that I think are the ones that should be in the running, and you guyz are gonna be the ones that have to look at it, so you should have a say hehe....I have gotten atleast 1 for for all of em so far so that not too helpful lol, but thanks to everybody that gave me your opinion...Here are the choices!! Number 1 Number 2 Number 3 Number 4 Number 5 Number 6 I added a few this time, So i would love ur opinion thankss!!!

Why I Dont Answer You
If i converse with you on here you are lucky! I do not give out my msn or anything. I ignore most of you guys because of shit like this: I am not a slut or whore. I do not care for the nasty talk at all. If you want to be my friend then be just that. Do not come on to me. I won't cyber or cam you. What you see in pics, is just that a picture. I am a real person with real feelings. A person with low self esteem and very unsure of other people. So when you leave comments like that on my pics it makes me wanna leave here altogether.

Ct Picture Stealin' Mother Fuckers
A good friend of mine JSKINS found someone plagerizing with my photos and calling herself Suzie today. I asked this person to remove my photos, she did not. He took care of it and the photos eventually came down. This is unreal. I was going to leave this site, but a lot of good people convinced me to stay. There will never be another me and I know that. I am just tired of people stealing my pics, its happened before on My Space. In any event, thanks for all of your support. I will be personalizing my pics so this won't happen again. Love you all. suzie@ CherryTAP

Gay Chocolate Bars
You know, it is really tempting to get all riled up about the controversy surrounding the Snickers chocolate bar commercial that was aired during the Super Duper Bowl. Oh, I could rant about how society is becoming way over sensitive to so many different things and how fringe groups are worming their way into controlling most aspects of American popular thought. I could tell you how, in my opinion, that it just all leads to a very sanitized society, where nothing is ever dared publicly uttered, lest it offend someone in the crowd. I could do that, but I am not. See, Mars made a small commercial into a huge freakin' success. People aren't going to stop buying their candies because the commercial made fun of two guys trying to reclaim their masculinity after share a chocolatey kiss. Truth is, Snickers increased the recognition of its brand tenfold because people are still talking about the commercial and the ensuing controversy. In fact, I am sure the Mars company and the ad

Hottest Milf Contest! Help Spread The Word!
I want to have another contest. This one is going to be a HOTTEST MILF Contest! Most comments wins. I will use rates to determine the winner if a tie occurs. Please spread the word and ask your friends if they want to join! Thanks!

Spokenword(video Blog) : Intellectual Barrage By Marq
This was a flyer from a night I headlined a poetry reading at a local Caf'e ~[]~ This is a poem, just for the Hel of it. To singe your minds, just for the smell of it. Perplexing intellects dispensing perpetual rhetoric. jus To... torture pedophiles,.. who claim they’ve been celibate. Unlocking doors of enlightened perceptions, And shooting down absurd claims, with poetic conceptions. no there is no one point to make, everything is relevant. In this soliloquy, with passion, I tell it. I’ll defy all reason, just to watch contempt rise Then.. rectify each verse in a cryptic disguise Encode blasphemous notions in long lost scripts Just to twist revered doctrines with my wit Incite battalions to war solely by my will An alter your reality from what you thought was real Redefining views with my razor sharp tongue While femmes are seduced…now, just for fun. Hurling blunt renditions to outer worlds, Invoking western winds, keeps my flag unfurled. Banishing

Spokenword(video Blog) : The Machine By Marq
This was a flyer from a night I headlined a poetry reading at a local Caf'e ~[]~ First, let me explain how I will start You see, I came today just to share my art I didn’t come here with cute lil anecdotes, Or with names of fame & their over used quotes. Nor with fanciful ways of describing birds, Only sharp & blunt words & descriptive verbs. That force themselves out of me from a lack & meaning To provide more purpose to a world that’s needing A little more depth & a lot more feeling Than these shallow puppets of masses conceding To mundane routines, resulting in a severe psychosis. Your humanity is filtered out through reverse osmosis. Like a parasite inside, you are who the host is Recruiting consumer militia to proportions atrochis Using propaganda, advertising & the media. Through their Jargon, & babble, The pompous work & kneed you Then flog & beat you Til you’re damn near see through Then they put you through the grinder & cast their mold & Wrap you

In Love With A Stranger
You've never seen my face, but you know me better than anyone. I've never felt your touch, but I know you're gentle. Your voice rings in my ear like an echo, but when I shout back you rarely reply. Even though you've never seen me, I'm always there. You may not know but I am. No. I'm not a stalker, and no I'm not hiding. I just can't be seen. I'm not physically there, but my soul was there. My very spirit. You made me happy, and you, happy as well. When you felt bad I felt ten times worse. My heart skipped a beat. My heart ached. My heart sank, and then faded away. My heart has disappeared just to find you, not giving up hope. Then when it finds you, and sees that. I have some slopey-hill days that go up and down, but that dark day was a mountain. At first I was confused. Why me? Why us? But now I'm..... Happy....I've learned that my love with this stranger will never end. I will love her eternally, I loved her enough to say "It's okay". As long as someone loves her,

The Twins Of Kane – Genesis 1.1
The time has come for me to say good bye officially to CherryTAP. I was thinking about it all and realistically this place is just not right for me, and I am going to be leaving for good. It’s silly to stick around realistically and I have decided that it is best to just delete any account I have on any site so that nobody is left wondering when is he coming back? The answer will obviously be never. I decided since I was leaving though I might as well spell it out exactly for anyone that thought I was a bit to vague the last time. Like a lot of morons I spent a lot of money on this site in blasts, a couple of happy hours, VIC, and spent countless hours of time doing my thing around here and thinking that I could be a power of example in some regards, and I am sure that I have. You just never feel like anything is worth it and it leaves a bad taste in your mouth actually. The popular people here are some of the most deplorable human beings I have ever had the opportunity to even have t

It's Not About...
It’s not about dying It’s about being alive, It’s not about resistance to pain, It’s about the inability to cry, It’s about bringing yourself, Back from by the edge, It’s about balancing yourself, So you don’t fall from the ledge, It’s not about becoming someone else, It’s about hanging on to your image, It’s not about being brave, It’s about hiding your lack of courage, It’s not about dragging others down, It’s about standing alone, It’s not about fitting in with others, It’s about being on your own, It’s not about the wounds, It’s more about the scars, It’s not about the knives, The razors and glass shards, It’s not about being open, It’s about keeping deadly secrets, It’s not really about the bruises, The burns, the scratches and cuts, It’s about feeling again, Knowing you’re not a machine, It’s about purging the body, And no longer feeling unclean, It’s about seeing the stars through a ceiling, About believing that things can turn around, It’s about fe

Last Night, Ohhh Yeah ;]
soo for the past month or so that ive been going to the club, i have been crushing hardcore on this guy. i thought he was sexy as hell and he would come up to me and dance with me all the time. last week he got my number and only called me once this week. then last night him and his friend were telling me that i was the most gorgeous girl in the whole club and that they both liked me. after i told my friend amber i would SO fuck the one guy, she went and told him and he was like "im SO down for that" haha so im sure you can guess what happened from there, we went out to his car. but the downside, i still love evan. even though he wont even talk to me now. hes mad that i didnt answer my phone at all last night and says he will never talk to me again cause he cant trust me. i guess thats his loss but i still miss him. not to mention im basically snowed into my house and cant leave at all...no club tonight :/

Red Flags.... Check It Ladies...
Signs to look for in a battering personality Red Flags Many women, young girls and the parents of them are interested in ways that they can predict whether they are about to become involved with someone who will be physically abusive. Usually battering occurs between a man and a woman, but lesbians can be battered too. Below is a list of behaviors that are seen in people who beat their girlfriends or wives; the last four signs listed are battering, but many women don't realize this is the beginning of physical abuse. If the person has several of the other behaviors (Three or more) there is a strong potential for physical violence. The more signs a person has, the more likely the person is a batterer. In some cases, a batterer may have only a couple of behaviors that the women can recognize, but they are very exaggerated, e.g., will try to explain their behavior as signs of their love and concern, and a woman may be flattered at first; as time goes on, the behaviors become more and

Woo Hoo
Question one got answered now its time for more :P 2. What televison soap opera introduces Erica Kane and her many husbands? 3. What music group sings the song "meant to live" 4. What was the title of metallicas 1986 cd? When you answer the triva question put the number of the question next to your answer. if you answer all correctly yes you will get 3 gifts. Good luck. P.S. Rate this blog.

Woot
The trivia game was cool! Lol i hope you enjoyed it. Back to my dealy thingy thing. Rate my blog and comment saying you rated it, and ill rate all your pictures and fan you ofcourse :P Hope all is well. Its cold out grr. Oh and im hungry. Hmm. ♥ ♥ P.S. Some people never change, and are only on here to be lying backstabbing ugly fat whores :) Have a good day.

For All U Haters
ok all you fuckin haters who gotta mark shit NSFW...stay the hell off my page and quit being so NSFW button happy and markin shit that already in a NSFW folder. screw yall and i hope you have a bad fucking day!

Why Nice Guys Finish Last
All of your suspicions are correct. Nice guys really do finish last. Why? Because nice guys are boring. There, I said it. Let me clear up some misconceptions about women. Yes, we like to be told we're beautiful. We don't like it to be said ad nauseum. Unless it's a spontaneous thought, save it. If it's not sincere, don't bother. Tell us something you DO like about us. We don't REALLY want you to tell us how much you love us during sex. We also don't want you to touch us like we're going to break. My clitoris does not care if you love me. My g-spot doesn't even care if you hate me, as long as you know where it is and how to manipulate it. If you don't know where a woman's g-spot is, you'd better get off here and type it into google. Trust me, you'll be glad you did. If you're still confused, ask me. For God's sake, stop romancing the girls and start seducing them. We like the bad boys because they don't care if we like them. They are a challenge. They do

Appreciation
Got this as a user comment after voting on a mumm; "Reading your profile gives me a decent idea that you're a rather intelligent fellow with glorious taste in music. Thanks for giving my mumm a rate and I definitely appreciate your profile." from 'Lord St. Ben Almighty--HAS RETURNED!' Don't you wish all your comments were as nice as that? What a cool guy!

Eternity
How can you love someone You have never seen With a feeling So passionate that it makes Your heart skip a beat at The sound of her voice? How can you feel her hands on you, When she has never touched you? How can you feel her lips kiss yours When she has never whispered your Name in the night? A love with such passion That life could have never Known it in your wildest dreams. Or if it could ever be possible Would you turn it away in fear that it could not be real for you had never known such a love. For this love I would take the chance of heartbreak. For I have known a lifetime of heartbreak And heartbreak in itself is of a temporary nature if we allow it to be. But to know just one moment in My life with Such passion Such feeling Such want Such need. I would give myself entirely Without regret Without sorrow Without remorse To you Your wants Your needs Your love Your life. To deny such a love would be the most fatal of mistakes. To deny myself your

Ever Feel
Ever feel that one can lead from a position of isolation? That one can long for a time away from all else, to grasp but a glimpse of solitude? To be an extroverted introvert? Ever look into another's eyes and long to feel the soft caress of a kiss that lingers upon your mind for hours? To taste the tease and promise of the future? To want to explore the sensuality of another? To brush the hair away so that you may see those eyes more clearly? To ponder the nape of the neck and want to run your lips, your breath but millimeters from the soft supple skin, along such succulent sensation? Ever wonder if you would get slapped if you did? !!!! Or perhaps wonder if it would be returned? Invited, hungered, wanting? Ever feel like you don't want to go home so you ponder sitting in your office at 11:00 at night and write silly blogs?

Some Hints To Make A Relationship Work =]
1)Contact your lady daily. It doesn't matter how small a contact it is. If your're both online, email her daily even if just to say "I'm thinking about you." 2)Love is like a game of tennis. Anytime you receive an email,letter, phone call, etc. be sure to contact her back. Otherwise,she could be left feeling empty and confused. Keep the ball bouncing back and forth! 3)A picture IS worth a 1000 words. Make sure she has your photo handy. Or better yet, take a fun pic together in one of those photo booths. Greet her with love. Give her a nice warm hugs and kiss. 4)Hold her hand That's right! Good old-fashioned hand-holding! 5)Make eye contact. Show her that she has your full, undivided attention. Make her feel like she is the most important person in the world to you. 6)Make time for her. When was the last time you skipped that game for her? 7)Send her a fun, electronic gift. Try a flower bouquet from Virtual Flowers, or an E-Kiss from TheKiss.com Both are fast an

What An Effing Day....
Today was supposed to be an interesting day. It was only me who didn't know just how interesting it was going to get.... I was supposed to go to the Tacoma Art Museum today with a friend to see the exhibit about Frida Khalo and her life. I love Frida, she's one of my favorites and I was so glad when he suggested we go. His wife, though she has a great artistic sense, doesn't like museums which I love so it was perfect. We planned breakfast at 13 Coins, this really great joint in Seattle that seems like Humphrey Bogart or Frank Sinatra could walk into at any moment, then on south to Tacoma... The museum is closed on Mondays during winter months. Oooops, glad he checked online for directions. So, instead we decided to still have breakfast but to stay closer to home and went for Brown Bag Cafe.... mmmmm Brown Bag. Yum. Anyone who lives near or is travelling to the eastside of the Seattle area... GO, IT ROCKS. We had breakfast and I related my computer trouble to him. Ba

Deepness Of Pain Reality
You brought me in this world claiming to love me You said you loved me where is it You promised to protect me where were you that day You tought me what pain was what hurt was why You blamed my blackheart where is yours You raised me in darkness and pain now where are you You showed me you could break everything you stood for why You tought me feelings do not matter when they do why You tought me to kill them why am i not human You tought me to be a man but what kind at what price I give my love for what to have it trashed to have it shatered I give my friendship for what to have it shoved back down my troat I give my heart to watch it being cut to pieces to have it stabed time after time I give you my love you say i dont do it right is there a book on how to love I show my feelings or try to but you wont let me was i wrong in trying If i want to love and care do i need books to be human and normal Am i human am i normal can you tell me o

Woohooo!!!!!
WOOHOOOOO MY CONTRACT IS FINALLY SIGNED IN!!!! YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY Well i'll explain now lol In october 2005, one of my friends that works here in another section called Internet (yes, the same one that got married 1 week ago) called me to tell me that in the Development section they were looking for people, and if i wanted he could give them my resume... After working in the research center of my university for sometime, and almost graduated i said yeah for sure! Since the Central Bank of Argentina has an important position, that will make things easier for me when i move to Switzerland (more experience and in an important part of the state) When i came here, and after doing few interviews and exams, i had an interview with the manager of Development, who said me that i was really good qualified for the position, but: since i went to few meetings and other courses all related to IT secu

Men!
Men suck. Headgames suck. So I bring you the REASONS MEN SUCK! 1. They make you want them over and over again, and each time they hurt you like before 2. Just b/c it "feels right" means its ok. They completely forget about your feelings too. 3. They make you want them over and over again, and each time they hurt you like before(yes it deserves 2 spots) 4. Male pattern baldness 5. The geniuses tell your best friend secrets and expect them not to tell you 6. When they’re w/ their girlfriend they look at other girls 7. Scratch "their stuff" every 15 minutes 8. Everything they do is a competition 9. Toilet seat....terrible aim......got the picture? 10. Um, hi my eyes are up here, stop staring at my chest 11. They just can't be satisfied w/ one female 12. They don't take no for an answer 13. They’re hairy 14. Take advantage when you’re most vulernable 15. Think they could get anyone they wanted 16. Love and leave 17. Tell every friend how far they've gotten w/ you, or l

Bringing It Back…. Ctptaias
I’m glad to see that somebody’s working on bringing sexy back. I didn’t know it was gone, but I don’t think I could handle the responsibility of bringing it back. I am, however, bringing back the comma that precedes the “and” in a series. As God is my witness, I will not allow the ‘and’-preceding comma to die. I am not a grammar snob. Not everyone has the privilege of a good or even an adequate education, and not everyone cares about grammar/punctuation/spelling. I know that some terrible spellers are quite intelligent, while others are simply aural learners rather than visual learners, making misspelling even more likely. For the most part, typos don’t upset me, but I do notice them. I make errors all the time because I almost never proofread something that isn’t business-related, which I’m sure will eventually make itself apparent. You will find no high-horse stance from me. I make too many mistakes. I *do* have preferences, though, and there are one or two errors that are, perhaps

First Sin Against The Vagina Population
This is going to be a series........ Comment on my blog, lazy ass! Women hate me! Yes, I’m fairly certain that women, unless they are either bisexual or lesbian, hate me. I’m not going to use that tired little cliché “don’t hate me because I’m beautiful” because the truth is there are a million more women out there, more beautiful than I. So… why am I a threat? When I was young, I was rapidly immersed in a world of nasty sneers and comments, and the knowledge that I would never fit in with the other chicks. “Since I was young, I tasted sorrow on the tongue” (sorry Korn is playing and seemed appropriate). Though I had a vagina, this was apparently not the only criteria for belonging to the club. I had no desire to sit around and plan a fucking dream wedding complete with miles of tulle and white chocolate marzipan. Nor did I have any interest in writing poetry about puppies and rainbows. I didn’t believe in fairies. I didn’t live in that female hormone induced chimera of “h

Getting Tired Of This Nsfw Policy...
I don't usually mind it, and don't care. Now, I have to speak up and say something........ I heard that you can not use 'obsene' languauge on the site. This is getting fucking ridiculous. (Pardon the use, lol) Isn't this supposed to be an adult site?? Not safe for work should not be an issue. If people are at work, and they don't want others to see this site, don't pull it up!! Idiots! You are wrecking it for everyone else, I am sure you know this. I've been here for awhile, since last August, at 15000 members... and I absolutely LOVE this site. I don't want to be controlled or have to worry about what I say or do in the presence of other members, whom I don't know, in fear of being deleted. If you don't see me on here as often, it's for that reason. It's the internet, if you don't like what you see, do us a favor by utilizing the X on the upper right corner of your window and don't look back. An adult site should not be treated like a teenybopper site, or worse MYSPACE! Isn't t

I Did It, Lol!!
Well I said I'd do it and I did, lol! Just got back from having my piercing jewelry changed. AND, I got my clit hood piercing!!!!!!!! Woot! Woot! I am so pleased with it! Did it hurt? Well, yes it did, but it went very fast. I have had four children, you know! Puts things in perspective a bit, lol! And as I said with the other piercings, Brian at Mind Altering Tattoos and Body Piercing is the best. What a sweetie! There is only one other person I would permit to do my piercings, and I hope he knows who he is!! Had to share! I'm so very pleased and excited! And no, I am not telling my Mom. THIS she would not understand at all, lol!! Rites of passage are a wonderful thing, you know?

Petty Bullshit
this site sure has more than its share... for chrsits sake its not like your cherry points actually get you anything.... all the fixed contests, and ridiculous bulletins... seriously if people are still so stuck in the glory days of high school...i feel sorry for you i dunno i guess i just think its sort of sad that someone has their *family* using like 4 people to constantly bomb their pictures so they can win a contest...what ever happened to the REAL winner winning? And as far as the people running the contests...shame on you for not having rules...i mean really are the cherry points THAT important....cause once ya reach the highest level you are the grand poombah or something? its just gay At any rate thanks for reading this...and if you are offended by it...well frankly you need a life..:)

Story No. 6
You wake up one morning to find that i have already gone snowboarding for the day, you didn't really want me to go but you understand that there isn't much left of the season, you notice that there is an envelope on my pillow with your name on. You open it and out falls a coupon for a massage at the local spa, you smile to yourself thinking maybe i should let him go more often.You climb out of bed and head for a nice hot shower. Your mind wanders while you are in the shower, as do your hands, up over your breasts, round your neck, playing with your nipples in the soapy water, down to your aching pussy, they slide so easily over your clit and inside you. Slowly you move your fingers in and out, stopping every little while to tease your clit, finally you decide you can't take it anymore and make yourself cum hard with wild abandonment. You finishing rinsing off and step out of the shower and continue to dry yourself and get ready for the spa, you pack your bag put on some sweat pants and

Dream Lover
I wakes every morning with a smile on her face. I felt his love in her sleep. Dreamed of his embrace. Although I never met his body. His heart I do feel. Has never felt so real. There is no explanation for it. I has yet found. But OMG the feeling I gets when he is around. Although it may end tomorrow. The memory will not fade. For in my heart a life long friend. I feels that I has made. I hopes it last forever. I prays that they I meet. I dreams of the day my online love. sweeps me off me feet.

I'm Pissed!!!
They flagged my ass in elmo jammie pants as NSFW. WTF??????????? How fucking retarded do you have to be? I am fully dressed Just because its my posterior doesn't make it NSFW. I think perhaps whoever flagged it might need to spend some time masturbating obviously they got some retention going on...jackasses! I am pissed!!!!

Honestly I Swear
It is easy to write, it is easy to read also It is easy to listen, it is easy to bear it also But really saying it is very difficult I love you Honestly i swear I love you I have no complaints against you but it is not like happiness is with everyone dreams are not ours It is very difficult to find dreams i love you Honestly i swear I love you No matter how many journeys there are no matter how many distances I will keep on walking after all what are these difficulties I can not say it, but I always love you I love you Honestly i swear I love you

New Private Message System On The Way, And More!
hey folks, in the very near future we'll be replacing the old private message system with our cherry email stuff. you won't have to do anything to cut over, but i wanted to give everyone a heads up because really old private messages will be gone when we move to the cherry mail system. if you have anything older than a couple days in your current private message inbox that you really want to keep, i suggest you save it (cut & paste or screen shot) to your computer.. when we cut over to cherry mail for private messages, it will include all your PM's over the last few day, but nothing older. also, the weird behavior of the yellow 'unread messages' alert in your alert box is a side effect of us migrating to the new cherry mail system. once we cut over, that weird behavior should go away (and be replaced with all new weird behavior, yay!). ps: i'm still working on the shoutbox... /sigh. pps: we have some sweet new home pages which are almost completed, everyone will have the

Just A Few Thoughs In My Mind
Ever miss someone so much, that it hurt like losing aloved one for good? If you met that special person, would you know how to act? Would you be able to think? Breathe? Function on a daily basis? Would you do all those little things that keep the spark alive? Are you able to express your feelings to them and show them each say in some little special way that you really do care? I believe when you meet that certain someone, love will be so sweet and special, that the heavens will shine from above. I know am not a professinal by far at relationships, but knowing I can give my all to someone so sweet and loving and caring and beautiful to show them how much they mean to me, would only be like taking my next breathe, or my eyes blinking as they do naturally. I would not have to think twice about what coems next. Be there for them no matter what, in good times or bad times. Many people use lame cheap loser lines. It takes a real person to be able to say something and be able to back

F*ck Me Or Pass Me On To Someone Who Will!!!
There is at least one person on MY Cherry TAP list that wants to fuck the hell out of me. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck me, send me a message (comments and emails welcomed) saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this SH!T's funny Let's see who replies!

Is Cute A Compliment?
Or do guys just say that because it's an easy lie. I used to take it as a compliment. I think I'd rather be cute than many other options. But.. I'm thinking.... Guys just say it because they don't feel comfortable saying anythign else. It meant somethign at one point. But now it's old. Cute is good.... But is it real? On one hand....why bother complimenting at all? So I should assume being called cute is a sincere and honest attempt at flattery... On the other hand...guys want to get laid and will say jut about anything to get in a girl's pants. So... Don't call me cute. Don't call me anything. Don't flirt with me. You don't mean it.

Sexiest Smile Contest
Hi all I am in the sexiest smile contest please go show me some love it started today and ends next sunday 28th....thank you for all your help just click the pic to go to the contest. ^^^^^^^^^^ ClICK HERE^^^^

Without You
without you life will still go on but there will be no story in it without you the night will go on but I will not be able to sleep without you many questions will arise in the heart but there will be no answers the destinations light seems to be dim there is the dampness of the dew on the flowers the lamps will be lacking light if you are not with me without you sound is tuneless you are the light of the moon you are the support in storms you are the shining star in the sky in the path no matter who I am with I fall since I am lost in your dreams in the midst of thousands of names I look for just your name you are the sound of these moments you are the illumination you are the shore, you are my destination the happiness of the heart, the thirst of the heart you are my everything without you I am nothing if you can come then come, this heart is saying this to your heart

Level Up Help!!!
PLEASE COMMENT HERE TO LET PEOPLE KNOW WHAT YOU NEED TO LEVEL... I JUST ASK THAT WHEN YOU POST HERE FOR THAT..CHANGE YOUR ONLINE STATUS TO THE AMOUNT NEEDED TO LEVEL AND THE LEVEL NUMBER... AND THE DATE TOO PLEASE..THANK YOU.. (EX. 5K TO LEVEL 21)

Blogs
I'm still learning what people on CT really look @ on these pages. I've had my blog up for days, and only 4 people have looked at it, and it really is an insight as to what I'm about, so....what is it exactly that people rate others on on here? Hmmmm Looks? Brains? Both? LMAO I really don't care...Personaly I'm snagged by a sense of humour, and maybe a trace of charm, looks have never been my highest "attraction" factor. So let's see how many people actually read this one *winks and wanders off*

For 1000
drop 3 comments 1st 800 and champion cassiebear ....you can cash out at any time...u cash out by telling me what gift you want no more then 3 no matter how much you make...to win championship u must win 2 back 2 back...reguardless of points

For 1000
this contest sponsored by Blue-Eyes@ CherryTAP 1st person to drop 3 comments on this blog wins....you can visit the sponsor as soon as u see u won....remember come see me during hh when i update my stash..and add eachother so we canbe cool.and help eachother level..............ty

In Loving Memory Of My Brother
Scot William May 7, 1974 – December 31, 1999 Although it has been over seven years gone by now that you left this world, and my life, for good, and although I blamed myself for not being able to save you, I have finally come to terms with the fact that you went somewhere better where someone could. I miss you every day, I miss your face, my partner in crime, my best friend, my bratty little brother. Flowers still bloom in your name, pain lessens in time, life moves forward as it should, but you are never far from my memory, and my memory of you is long. Thank you for 25 beautiful years on this Earth with me, your daughter Kylie, and making me the strong person I am today. I hurt... still... but I realize that I did not lose a brother, I gained an Angel. Thank you for watching over me every day of my life. Thank you for your laughter in my dream last night. Oh how I miss it. I love you Scotty. Rest in peace. Happy Birthday.

6 Days To Nowhere Biggest Cherry Tap Fan Train
SO HERE THEY ARE THE BIGGEST CHERRYTAP FANS OF 6 DAYS TO NOWHERE, WITHOUT THEM WE'D JUST FIZZLE AND DIE ON HERE!!! SO WE WANTED TO GIVE A SPECIAL THANK YOU TO THESE ONES, BUT OF COURSE NOT TO FORGET TO THANK ALL OF OUR FANS!! _________________________________________________ CHECK OUT THE BAND MEMBERS PERSONAL PAGES!!! Brendan- Vocals ruiner@ CherryTAP Aj- Bass/Backup Vocals lowend breakdown@ CherryTAP Alex - Drummer king for a day, fool for a lifetime@ CherryTAP _________________________________________________ PLEASE TAKE THE TIME OUT OF YOUR DAY TO HELP THESE PEOPLE OUT THE WAY THEY HAVE HELPED US!! THEY DESERVE IT!!! YANDRA::ASIAN SWEETHEART@ CherryTAP Aussie_Goddess™@ CherryTAP »—(¯`·.HYPIE.·´¯)—> {HypnoticEyes}@ CherryTAP Jessa~CT's Naughty Girl~Owner of BDR~Switchblade's Prince=)@ CherryTAP *PolskiCherry*@ CherryTAP †hΓøä†ƒäωk™@ CherryTAP *~*RozzyDoll*~*

Reds Fans Need Hits (not More Chuckles)
Just in case Zip doesn't do a Night Cap this evening, you should be made aware that over the weekend Ken Griffey Jr. apparently tossed his jock strap to a heckler in LA. Since classy Junior knows there are families at the ballpark, he wrapped the sweaty gear in a brown paper bag. (That's how he brings home is porn.)

I'll Kill You Fool!
So I was thinking Foolish people should be turned into sport, sort of like deer season, they are getting over populated and getting in to inhabited areas. People should be allowed to hunt fools and shoot them Then I thought, some people may think I was a fool for such an idea, so only I should be allowed to do it.

Broken Bones :( (editted)
i wont be around for a few days at least last night my 6yr old son broke his collar bone :( he been pretty good once i settled him down & now i got to cancel his birthday party (well delay it for 6 weeks) the joys of being a parent he did it wrestling with his 2yr old somethin i am not a fan of and always tellin them not to lololol boys will be boys tho

Members & Rules
~Insane Asylum Rejects~ {I.A.R.} Fan Train is on the move. If you would like to jump aboard please follow a few simple rules. Rate, Fan & Add All the People on the train before you add yourself. When you send your friend request leave a lil note that you are w/I.A.R. If you do not rate & fan back those that rate, fan & add you, you will be removed from the train & blocked. After you have fanned, rated & added everyone, Click the banner below to add your link to the bulletin & Plz comment this blog as well so I can add you here & to the original bulletin. Note: This is NOT a bombsquad, just a fan train so anyone may join. Plz don't post bulletins asking I.A.R. to help bomb your contest. I will be ripping members default pictures to add to an album so if u would like me to use a different picture please say so when you contact me. HollieHottie{Founder of I.A.R.} .:Lµ¢¥:.{Co-Founder of I.A.R.} ~Insane Asylum Rejects Fan Train Family Page ~ ~ GodFathers/GodMothers

How Do I Cope.?
A Question ask many times of me...You say I dont know how I would handle it if it were my son...I do you would cope as I do...You would cry and ask why...You would blame but not know who to really blame...You would search for answers you never dreamed you would need...You would turn to others when you felt you were not coping...Finally you would figure it out, you cant cope...So know what do you do...You turn it over to a higher power which I tend to call my God and give it to him to cope with...That is how I cope...I ask jesus everyday to watch over my son and do what he sees to be the best even if it is not what I wish I will still say Jesus I still love you.... Christian Glitter by www.christianglitter.com Christian Glitter by www.christianglitter.com Christian Glitter by www.christianglitter.com Christian Glitter by www.christianglitter.com Christian Glitter by www.christianglitter.com

Michael Prick- My Personal Mission To Bury Him
In case you missed it over the weekend, ESPN unleashed (heh) a rather in-depth and sickening look at the world of dog fighting, complete with juxtaposed pictures of Michael Vick. Oh, and a confidential informant who put Vick squarely in the middle of that world. What I missed was the league reaction to the ESPN piece. Enter Jeff Schultz from the Atlanta Journal Constitution with this recap in his column this morning: "The ESPN story prompted the league to release a statement. It read, in part: 'Dogfighting is cruel, degrading and illegal. ... Any NFL employee proved to be involved in this type of activity will be subject to prompt and significant discipline under our personal conduct policy.' Question: Before Goodell suspended Adam "Pacman" Jones for the season, was the league moved to announce, 'The NFL is against any player, coach or official who might incite a riot by 'making it rain'?' Goodell is worried about this story and where it's going. That's illustrated in how league

Yelling From Cars
Invariably, when I mow my lawn, some jackass (or multiple jackasses) feel the need to honk and/or yell at me as they drive by. Why? What the fuck is the point in doing this? Thankfully, The Onion provided a wee bit of insight on WHAT they're yelling. This only partially answers the WHY question. Any ideas?

She Said Yes! And So Do I!
I have said many times that love is not a game to me...it is life to me. I stand by that. Kally and I have been together online since February 17. We have had our ups and downs. Some of the downs came courtesy of people hating on what we have together. But like a couple of fighters, we got through it. Here it is May 31. I traded ring images back and forth to each other. I picked enough guts to ask Kally to be my wife...for real. OK. I know you're thinking "Isn't 4 months a little too soon?" I thought so, but I love this woman. I would anything for her. I can't see me without her. A little secret: She did the very same thing. I guess she wanted to know if I was in it for real or was I just playing a game with her and her heart. Ladies and gentlemen you have to understand, I had my broken more times than I care to count. Kally had hers broken after 4 years. We know what it's like and it was hard to trust each other. But we put this relationship in God's hands.

Shhhhh.
My head hurts. And it's all Johnny Depp's fault. You see, if he weren't so lovely to look at, my friend Lex wouldn't have asked me to see Pirates of the Caribbean 3 with her. And if the movie weren't so fucking terrible, I wouldn't have had to drink so much. If you chop up Excedrin pills and snort the powder, does it work better?

This Is A Message I Got In My Inbox Lol
Hold me very close tonight. I want you more than I want my life. Much More. Kiss me quickly. I love you. You are sleeping. I will quietly crawl in next to you, close my eyes, and enter your dream. All night long. Laughing. Playing with words Pillows blankets . Falling in love. falling asleep. Not making love until the next morning and the birds are singing. As we both wake up you reach under the covers feeling how hard my cock is, I reach over to feel your nipples they are so hard ready for me to suck. I start sucking your nipples as you stroke my hard cock under the covers. I put my hand between your legs to feel my fingers slip away from your pussy because of the wetness I feel. I feel something running down your legs, as I hear you breathing kind a loud. I pull you close to me for our lips to meet, You pull me and hold me so tight, I can hardly breath. I feel your tongue entering my mouth I start to suck your tongue as I feel your fingers going up and down > my back. I feel my cock

Seat Belts
Got a phone call this morning...3 years ago I was a manager for a lumber company. I hired a young kid of 21 years old. he was 6'7" 300 lbs..but had a soft heart and no work ethics. He would come in not shaved and with earings. Well it took me a bit to guide him into doing the right thing---at one time he was almost crying in front of me because I was scolding him because he has so much potentional and he's shitting it away. Keep in mind I am 5'5" looking up at this giant...well besides the work ethics he had a problem with drinking and driving..he had 2 DUI's and I explained to him please drink at home and don't open a beer in your vehicle...he listening for alittle while...well he got promoted to assistant mgr in Orlando, I still kept in touch. I thought he was doing good. He stayed there about a year and was promoted to manager in Georgia. I still kept in touch and went to visit my student...well he got another DUI..so I again explained to just drink at home and finally agreed...than

2questions...
1) If somone said... "I always lie", would that be true or a lie in itself? 2) If you hate "haters", dose that make you a "hater" and if so dose that mean you have to hate yourself??? please let me know what you think by responding to this blog. ty. RSVP, -sean- fseanb2

Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
So, earlier today I had the need to compose post this letter to a company I bought something from with credit last summer... Dear Miss XXXXXXX RE: Balance of account no. XXXXXXXXXXXXXX With regards to the above account and the demand you sent to me dated 5th of June 2007. I don't owe any money to this account. I'll say it again. I don't owe any money to this account. You KNOW I don't owe any money to this account. How do you know? Let me enlighten you. In December 2006 I made a final payment to the balance of said account. In January YOU sent me a letter acknowledging that this payment CLEARED this account and no further monies were required. The final balance showed the amount of £0.00 sterling (see attachment 1 of this letter for a copy of that letter). Then at the end of January you sent me a reminder that a payment was due on this account (attachment no 2) to which I replied to with a copy of the letter which is attachment 1 of this letter. You then wrote to me again a

Unlawful Entry..adult Content!!!!
The night was pretty quiet..then a streak of speed flew by his squad car.....he flipped on his lights and went in pursuit......a few moments later the truck pulled over....he cautiously walked up to do his job but when he got to the window of that truck he lost every thought in his head..Sittin there behind the wheel of the truck was this beautiful woman all woman perfect breasts amazing green eyes and a lil innocent grin ya couldnt help but fall for...She looked at him and asked what she had done wrong. He shook his head to gain a normal thought and told her she was speeding. She looked angelic sitting there and God help him he wanted to see more. He asked her to step out of the truck and when she did he knew all legal right reasoning was gone. A full figured real woman stepped out and she was unbelieveable. then she turned to him the top buttons on her shirt undone teasing him with a glimpse of ivory flesh . She had sad sultry eyes..Officer she says Looking right at him I wasnt meani