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One Last Cry
One last cry!My shattered dreams and broken heartAre mending on the shelfI saw you holding handsStanding close to someone elseNow I sit all aloneWishing this feeling was goneI gave my best to youNothing left for me to doBut I've one last cryOne last cryBefore I leave it all behindI've got to put you out of my mind this timeStop living a lie I guessI'm down to my last cryI was here, you were thereGuess we never could agreeWhile the sun shines on youI need some love to rain on meStill I sit all aloneWishing this feeling was goneGot to get over youNothing for me to doBut I've one last cryOne last cryBefore I leave it all behindI've got to put you out of my mind this timeStop living a lieI know I..ve got to be strongBecause around me life goes on and onMy only consolation is when I awoke this mornWas that it was you that was wrongBut I've one last cryOne last cryBefore I leave it all behindI've got to put you out of my mind for the very last timeBeen living a lie I guess I'm downTo my last

"i Gave You A Ten..."
OK people... I finally had to say it.... Is that supposed to make me run to your page and vote on all your shit? All it does is say "I think you are insignificant and don't want you as a friend, but can you rate my shit anyway..." Give me a break. If you want me to rate shit, follow the Golden Rule and "Do unto others..." You want me to rate, add ME as a friend.... rate my stuff... stop acting like a fucktard! All you will do is get a measly few points for a comment... get a friend and earn more than a few points on a web site. Otherwise, keep your "I gave you a ten" for someone that actually gives a shit. There I feel better...

Hidden Love
Hidden Love Here we are together, yet alone. A starless night left the moon to beam with all its might. Lost she hears his name, calling her home. His words, whispered softly through the winds. Within this moment, she knows sheâ€™s no longer alone. Silence which once consumed has lifted her tears from stone. Here we meet, although worlds apart. Their heavenly gaze now, bringing them home. For each others arms, are aching to feel a love not know. A distant longing, a tepid heartbeat, all joining to carry the stars to you. My love and laughter ring true, calling to you. Beyond the oceans, a new horizon is seen. Is it my silent lover, whose shadow Iâ€™ve yet to see? A journey as now has begun, to join these two. At night when the day is done, once more she is whispered too. From within a magical dream, we are together. The mist majestically unveils you to me. In this moment, she is no longer alone. Her heart now beats in step to anotherâ€™s moments.

A Humanist Code Of Ethics
When you live your life with an appreciation of coincidences and their meanings, you connect with the underlying field of infinite possibilities~~ A Humanist Code of Ethics: Do no harm to the earth, she is your mother. Being is more important than having. Never promote yourself at another's expense. Hold life sacred; treat it with reverence. Allow each person the digity of his or her labor. Open your home to the wayfarer. Be ready to receive your deepest dreams; sometimes they are the speech of unblighted conscience. Always make restitutions to the ones you have harmed. Never think less of yourself than you are. Never think that you are more than another.

The Legend Of Cat Part One
Chapter One James awoke with a start, his head groggy and aching. He moved to rub his temples but found his hands tied behind him to the chair he was sitting in. Panic. He suddenly began to have flashes of every horror movie he had ever seen. His breathing became labored as he tried to make out where he was and what was going on. He looked around him and began to scream. He was in a large empty warehouse. There was very little light but he could make out several large bay doors on his right side and a few smaller doors, perhaps leading to offices on his left. But, in front of him were the things that made him scream. There were two tables with white sheets covering the items on top of them. There was also a saw horse covered in padded black leather with restraints at all for legs, beside the tables. His imagination began to invent countless senarios where he would be tortured on the horse. He was sure the sheet covered tables were scattered with the most henious and vilest instruments

Cat Part Three
As Cat continued berating and humiliating her husband, Sir positioned himself behind her. Stopping in mid sentence, Cat began to moan as she felt him rubbing his cock on the outside of her pussy. She couldn't wait to feel him deep inside her, but she had a little game she wanted to play with James first. "Oh God, James", she began "I can feel his cock rubbing all over my cunt. It feels so good." James closed his eyes and tried to shut out her voice. His ego had been shattered. Everything he thought he knew about his wife was turning out to be wrong, but worse than that were the things he was having to face about himself. "Look at me", Cat interrupted his thoughts. He looked up into her lust filled eyes. She looked almost possessed, a combination of sexuality and power. He felt himself shudder involuntarily. "We have come to a turning point, in our little game here.", Cat continued. "See, I can tell you like this, and not just by the fact that you have a hard on. I can tell you are stru

Scratching My Head....
OK... You may notice a new folder opened in my pics. Allow me to tell you a funny story. Once upon a time, before NSFW came into effect, a guy posted two pictures of monkeys. These pictures had monkey penises showing in them. After NSFW came into effect, he was told that they were borderline NSFW, but where they were animals, they should be OK. So he didn't mark them on his own. Well one day, this guy was viewing the "Recently Uploaded Pictures" and a swastika came on the screen. A CLEAR violation of the NSFW guidelines and just disgusting to the guy that saw it. This guy waited a few minutes and went to see if it had been marked properly. It wasn't, so he flagged it . Then he blocked the user because he hates prejudice people for their narrow-minded views. Somehow the skinhead asshole got to see this person's pics even though he was blocked and flagged the guy's primary pics and the two borderline pics that had gone un-flagged for a long time and viewed by MANY peopl

Macadamia Butter Cookies With Dried Cranberries
Macadamia Butter Cookies with Dried Cranberries * the dough is much easier to work with if you chill it for a short time. 2/3 cup Macadamian nuts 1/2 cup granulated sugar 1/2 cup light brown sugar 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 1 large egg 1 1/4 cups all-purpose flour 1/2 teaspoon baking soda 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/8 teaspoon ground nutmeg 1/2 cup sweetened dried cranberries, chopped 1 tablespoon granulated sugar Preheat oven to 375* Place nuts in a food processor; process until smooth ( about 2 mins), scraping sides of bowl once. Combine Macadamia butter, 1/2 cup granulated sugar, and brown sugar in a large bowl;beat with mixer at medium speed.Add vanilla and egg, beat well. Lightly spoon flour into measuring cups;level with a knife. Combine flour, baking soda, salt, and ground nutmeg, stirring with a whisk. Add flour mixture to sugar mixture, beat at low speed until just combined( mixture will be very thick). Stir in chopped cranberries. Chill for 10 minut

My Hmmmm Folder
LAST TIME This is CherryTAP This is ME There is my HMMM folder! I HAVE NO NAKED PICS ANY QUESTIONS? Reposting this: Hello Newer Friendly type people. Heres a few things you should know about me. I am 30 years old. I have four children. I DO NOT HAVE ANY DAMN NAKED PICS SO FFS PLEASE QUIT ASKING! I joined this site for FRIENDS not to partake in the Meat Factory that some ppl think this place is. I have been here nearly six months and in the last 2 months I have gotten the private pics question at least 5 times a day. MY "PRIVATE" folder is an animated avatar that I upped for my friend Krista. It is Private because I dont want points for her pic. Now If you would like to be a person I want to talk to and associate with on a regular basis treat me as a lady and not your one way ticket to boobs and ass. I am a good girl. I dont put up anything I wouldnt want my mom to see.

I Finally
finally turned the ring around, but something just not right I must have bent the band at work, damn it feels so tight. I lay my head down on my pillow so i can get some rest Its not tight around my finger it's tight around my chest. I reach over for her picture, I kiss before i pray I ask the lord to hold her hand to see another day. I finaly fall asleep, Then was awaking with a poke I look down at my finger and my words begain to choke The ring had turned itself around the heart was facing mine I guess even in your sleep the heart controls the mind. I finally left the ring alone, my heart say that its right I dont think the love i have is given up this fight. JW

Naughty Pics
I have many request to see my naughty pics. I keep my naughty pics closed when I am not here.(even tho it looks like i may be here) If my screen name says Im sleeping or Im at work, my naughty pics are probably closed off. If it says im in the shower or just my name, they are probably on. So for all my friends who want to see them, just keep checking back :o)~ I just dont like them open 24/7. Also, Please rate and comment. Ive had many say "your so hot, can i see your naughty pics" and then when I open them they look at them without rating at all. ***HUGS AND KISSES AND ALL THAT SHIT*** lOVE, MaryBerry

Oral Pleasures At High Altitude
It is hot and warm in Singapore, but that is no more than normal. Our destination today: Sentosa, the island just out of the coast. We decide to take the cable car, hoping the airconditioning will bring some relief. With a touch of complicity the guy who distributes the people into the gondola’s let us take a cable car just for the two of us. We enter (giving me a magnificent view on your breast), the doors close automatically, the car accelerates and is picked up by the cable. Sitting there all alone, we immediately start to french each other passionately. Very soon my hands find their way to your bra, which I open with a swift move of my fingers. I gently touch your nipples and feel them grow hard under my touch. All of a sudden our play is interrupted: with a couple of shocks the whole cable carrousel comes to a halt. We look down and see that we are hanging about 150 metres above a gigantic cruise ship. “Let’s spend this time here as useful as we can honey”, I say, as I start to r

Cherrytap Marriage Certificate
I have been getting a lot of requests for the CT Marriage Certificate. CT marriages have always been a member inspired tradition here on the TAP. There is no official CT marriage certificate, but this one seems to be the one that most people use. If you see any others floating around, please send them my way, and I will post in this blog.

I'm Back!!
Ok, so long story short. My internet was working all hunky dorey on friday morning. I stopped in checked up on my peeps and headed to work. During lunch i stopped at home and noticed i had no net or phone. I have the new voip system that gives me a landline thru my internet. So when my net is down so is my phone.... I called my provider who told me alot of ppl's routers reset themselves and to bring mine in for reprograming. WELL i had to get back to work and could'nt do that so i told her i would call back at 615 when i was home to fix it. They were supposed to be open til 8. When i got home they were closed, they were also closed all weekend. HMMMMMMM says Amanda... Seems they didnt pay the bills for the highspeed provider that supplied THIER highspeed DSL so they were cut off...along with 8000 of us, they closed the store and disappeared. I didn't find this out til today. IMPRESSED??? HELL NO!! Lucky there is a silver lining to all this. I had hooked up my phone t

Before You Open Me
Before you open me Make sure this is truly something you want to do Right now all you have is an outside view Are you ready to explore what lies within? Think about this for a while before you begin What you’re about to experience is very precious Some would say priceless I am wise beyond my years as my soul is old Some would say ageless Few have scratched the surface And many failed to grasp its meaning Of the life that has taken me Far beyond simple dreaming. Are you prepared to dive Into the black sea of my soul? Can you abandon all your fears And all that you’ve been told? Are you ready For a new kind of addiction? I think you like danger At least that’s my prediction Learn what makes me smile And what touches my heart Learn why it is I relish the dark Hear the laughing demons Tuck me in at night Feel the lustful passions Lurking behind my blackened sight Open me Touch my pages Be careful I can be quite contagious Smell the scents of st

I Feel A Rant Coming On
You all knew i couldnt get thru the week without ranting. So here it goes: I am tired of being nice to people! It gets me no where. Those of you that know me, know I go above and beyond for my "friends" I help out when I can. I came here cuz Shell said it was cool. And it was months ago. Now some og the "friends" I made when I first came here are beginning to disgust me. It bothers me to see HiImsoandso RATE ME B4 YOU ADD ME and then ppl doing blasts whining for rates. I am in the top 150 here on CT and I didn't do it by whining for rates etc. I have even bought a few of you stickie bulletins...not that all appreciated it. I can understand feel good if a higher up here gives you attention but geez...don't you realize most cut and paste the same crap to everyone? Go look around. Its great you get gifts from ppl but for fuck sake..why is one gift better than the other? It would be like OMG babyj bought me dirty weeds! Does that make me special? Umm no...Everyone here is a number. So

Learning That A Sons Deception Is Horrible
My son has done something so hurtful to my MOTHER that I do not know that I can ever forgive him why dont males understand the emotions us women put on things given to us bye our loved ones... She went to help him out last MAY and in doing so she pawned her wedding RINGS he was supposed to get them out well we just found out he didnt and they have been gone for months now and he didnt tell us she is going to end up in the hospital .......She is so devistated and heartbroke as am I ....

Curious And Curiouser...
it kind of disturbs me.. or perhaps i should say more than kind of.. that there are so many people on CT who are insanely concerned about their rank and ratings. it is a cool site and i think the points system is a nice idea, but some people take it too far, and far too seriously. "love me, love me!" while i am on the subject: why oh why must people post such useless pointless blogs vying for attention. i think its more fun if your pictures, words and personality do the work for you. or am i wrong here? people?

Yeah Anyway....
OK so apparently some people just go on a adding everyone they can find spree......I was having a conversation in the shoutbox with someone who I had been talking to daily for a couple days...and I said something about my son and oh my god you would have thought I had the plague lmao get the fuck over yourself.....It's stated in my profile and I even have pics of him, so if you don't like the fact that a have a kid and you were too busy checking out my tits to notice...kindly remove yourself from my list :)...to the rest of you I love you all, have a great night!!!

The Sun
HELLO ALL OF U CHERRIES TODAY I TYPE THIS MESSEGE FOR BEAUTIFUL LADY SHE MEAN FOR ME MANY GOOD THINGS IN MY LIFE SHE IS THE ONE WHO IS MAKE ME HAPPY CHERRIES I DONT WANT ANY ONE FROM ALL OF U I DONT LOVE HIM BUT SHE I THINK IT IS MORE LOVE FOR HER SHE HAVE A LIFE IN THERE BUT WHEN I TAKE TO HER I FEEL LIKE ANTHER MAN ON ANTHER WORLD HAPPY ALWAYS HAPPY WHEN SHE WRITE ANY THING FOR ME SHE SET WITH ME WHEN I NEED TO TALK WHATEVER I RESPECT HER SO MUCH AND I WISH I CAN GIVE HER ALL THE LIFE BETWEEN HER HAND SHE HAVE VERY EAUTIFUL SMILLE AND VERY BEAUTIFUL EYES AND I THINK SHE HAVE VERY BEAUTIFUL HEART WHITE LIKE THE MILK ALL I WANT TO SAY THAT U MUST KNOW ABOUT HER WHEN ANY ONE FROM ALL OF U SEE VERY NICE WOMAN TALKING TO HIM AND VERY BEAUTIFUL TOO ALL OF U WILL KNOW WHO IS IAM TALKING ABOUT HER SHE IS ON THE LIFE WITH US ON THE SAME SITE FOR ME SHE IS WHO MAKE ME GOOD IN MY LIFE CAUSE EVERY DAY SHE GIVE ME THE LIGHT TO LIVE I RESPECT U MY LADY AND IWISH ALL UR DAYS TO BE GOOD AND BEAUTIFU

People And Their Blast!!!
Why in "some" people's Blast they ask you to hit up their page by showing them some luv, add them, whatever..and when you do just that they never return the luv?? I mean since I've been here I've posted 3 Cherry Blast and I admit I get a lot of hits but I do accept everyone who sends me an invite, and I try to return all profile hits... Something to think about...........

Longing
As soon as I opened my door and say you I wanted you. You kissed me deep; pulling my lower lip as you did. We break contact and greet one another with pithy words...hello...I missed you...Good to see you... We moved into my living room as we kissed, breaking away and joking about this and that between kisses. I tried to keep my attention on TV while I was welcoming you into my home. Your kisses kept distracting me. Your hand inside my panties....finger on my clit...hot breath in my ear...all I wanted was you. You took my hand and pulled me into my bedroom and slowly...oh God... so agonizingly slowly...took off your clothes. I stood there like a puppet, waiting. I wanted you naked. I took off my shirt and heard your breath intake when you saw I was braless. I kept the eye contact as I pulled down my pants, panties included. My naked body stood before yours. Almost as one we make contact, our mouths sucking one another's..nibbling and tasting while out hands explor

Cherry Blasts And Whores...
Starting to feel the same way about them.... Sad when ya gotta pay to get friends... MOST of the blasts though, from what I see pop up on my screen are not bad looking people... MOST -- some scare the f*ck out of me.... Anyway, I will be DAMNED if I will ever pay to get friends... same way I feel about sex... I am NEVER paying a woman for sex... I mean, hell marriage is sorta like legal prostitution in a way, butt that is it.... Of course there are times when I am with a woman that I think she should get out her American Express card to thank me... :) Nutso of Buttso Land....

What A Week Of Brews...to The Power Of 3
This installments of fine ales and beers has been brought to you by the number 3... The Cherry-Licious 3 philosophers by Ommegang Brewery, Belgium This odd little number is a blend of rich malty ale brewed with cherry lambic liquor, making it sweet and palatable, but perhaps a bit much for someone not looking to have dessert with their beverage....reminded me of a cherry cordial This ale is refered to as a Quadrupel which signifies something extraordinary, even by Belgian brewing standards. They are usually strong, malty, and, like a fine wine, pack in flavors so dense and complex that they mature with cellar aging. Definitely needs to be shared almost like an after dinner drink I believe....still tasty: I'd give it a 3.5 outta 5 worth a try for something new... Next up on our triad Trois Pistoles This strong dark ale is brewed refermented in the bottle. Taste was awesome, sweet fruity almost a port, but crisp however needs to be chilled and poured in a wide

String Theory
The other night, I was up way too late, watching infomercials as usual. Then I happened upon a show about " String theory". It alledges that everything in the universe is made up of these ultra-tiny string like particles. Depending on what frequency they resonate at, they form all the different compositions of matter in everything. Or something pretty close to that, I was kind of tired. Here's the catch, they can't prove it and they never will be able to prove it. But thousands of people are studying it as we speak. With that, I'd like to offer up a theory of mine, this is probably familiar to some of you. I usually offer it up after 8 or 9 beers. My theory states: It's hard to act tough, with a dick up your ass. I challenge anyone to disprove this theory. It is a universal truth both literally and figuratively. Unlike string theory, my theory can be researched by just about anyone. Stay tuned to PBS for the full hour long documentary. It airs right before the Ronco grill and

Passion
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com Romance is like love, it has no color nor an age, It cannnot be explained in a single word or phrase. Romantic or not, anyone can relate, especially those with any affection to anyone or anything. Romance is overrated, or overrated is exaggerated, meaning, evryone has their own opinion, on its definition. To have some affection towards another, or a interest in your own contributions, is like the feelings of romantic persuader, dwelling to their own mechasisms. Romance is passion, the involvement of strong feelings. It may also be a burden if obsession has penetrated. But, who can define what Romance really mean? is it the young couple's who use it as pass time, or the old folks, who say it is their secret. I honestly cannot say, for romance to me is like trying to explain, what makes a rose an attribution to my opposite sex. I do not try to infer on own life, but this word has brought an attraction to

Mean People Suck.
dude...people can be so fucking ridiculous sometimes. so there was this guy...and we started talking on here...whatever. i thought he was cute as hell...and actually fucking intelligent... and it seemed that the feeling was mutual. so we started talking on the phone and texting A LOT. we had a fucking 5 hour conversation one night...just laughing and having a good time. so then i guess i made the mistake of actually telling him that i cared about him...and thought very highly of him...and that i in fact loved him. it wasnt the kind of love where i cant live without this person...it was just like...you are a really awesome person and i love you, thing. oh and that same night he saw me on web cam. so either me telling him how great he is...or him seeing me on webcam totally changed his opinion of me. maybe i'm a fucking fat ass after all and he didnt like that. or maybe he talks to girls until he wins their affections in every way possible...then he drops them in the gutter li

So Called Friends
Well today my day started off on a bad note I get up to fine a rude e-mail from some guy on CT. Dont people on here know how to read. In my about me it says that I am her only for friends. Also as I go though my friends list I dont hear from half of yous. The only person that I can truly say that keeps up with blog, photos and bulletins is my mom year of the dragon. Why have 100+ friends but only talk to 10? Whats the point. I guess people just want the cherry points. I know that I do fall behind in photos, blog and bulletins but for crying out loud I am human. Some of your claim to be a good friend but in my books you just want the points. Why should I spend hours a day trying to rate all pic and comment them to and yous cant evern return the favor. This morning I sent a message to my mom telling her that I was going to delete my account. Why bother being on her if I cant even met people that are looking for friends and not the points. So this is kinda my test to see how many of my so

I Haven't Been Dos Attacked In A Long Time
Got into a really lively debate with this guy yesterday, and finally got into a pissing match of words. So, I let loose with a Mikey-esque barrage of "fuckin what the fuck retarded short-bus ridin what the fuck" ... and POW I get hit with a Denial Of Service Attack (DOS Attack). Knocks my PC cold, frags my Netscape cache, my email, my Norton's (which was a nice learning curve for me, Norton's firewall bites), and a few other things. I'm still rebuilding some of the email folders... Really grown up, take an arguement, and step it up to attacking my property. I confront him with it, and he says "Having troubles, VOID? Want another one?" Sooo... it's been reported to all the appropriate people. I'll argue all up and down, but I will not step to attacking his personal property, that goes right into illegal space, and escalates to the point where I have to go find Teardrop or something nasty to throw at him, and I don't want that. THEN we have troubles... I doubt anything will actu

New Naughty Pics
Before everyone gets angry with me theres only about 5 and im only making it viewable to family so if you rate ALL my pics and have me fanned and added as friend send me a message and ill temporarily add you to family so you can see. Not trying to be a points whore but people were only rating one or 2 of my naughty pics and ignoring all others. Also if for some reason you have me added or fanned and i dont have you TELL me and i will return the favor. *smooches* ~Temptress~ IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE PEOPLE! Theres no way I can kep up with the shoutbox! You bunch of pervs! LOL EDIT_ By ALL my pics I mean ALL 100+ not just the 8 of me!SHEESH!

All Alone On New Years
this so sucks! My bf has to work tonight AGAIN so no going out for new years. Not even any scewing in the new years.*sigh* Think i may go get some wine coolers and drink alone with no lif friends on cherytap that hav no plans too!LMAO Have a great new years if I dont see anyone! Maybe Ill have to take some more pics or something. But thats no fun alone*POUTS* *smooches* ~TEMPTRESS~

Part 23
She turns to Dave grabs his head and thrust it into his portion. He waist no time in biting down. When he burst free she pleads, “More .” Thomas approaches from where he was sharpening his knives with a wet stone. He brings a hat to her and she draws 18. Both he and Shannon search for the number. She turns over and the 18 is on her butt. She holds my hand as Thomas retrieves a knife. He holds it before the audience much like a Vegas magician would. Holding a piece of paper by its corner he slices through it with easily. The crowd gasp with astonishment. He walks over to Shannon’s butt and lays the cold steel giving her a chill. He scratches the knifepoint down her back, raising everyone's fear. Holding the sharp edge against the stenciled line he pierces her skin, as the crowd flinches expecting a scream. Instead she wails in delight. The fillet is served on a plate to the woman with an 18. All at her table examines and pinches a tease. The crowd applauses in amusemen

Friendship
Life is a one way path You can’t go backwards When you meet a true friend You hold onto them If you become lost on the way They will guide you If you need a shoulder They are there for you If you hurt inside They make it better If you fall they will lift you When your heart aches Their hugs relieve the pain When you cry They dry your tears And when all seems lost They will guide you back home You are my true friends All these things I give to you As we journey through life’s trials together

Chains Hanging Down
It is amazing what, when you don't feel all that small normally, what some chains on some ceiling fans which are too short for one to reach can make one seem so much smaller than normal. I have had some extremely short chains on the ceiling fan/light fixtures throughout my apartment. Last month, I finally went to Home Depot and bought some chains to be able to extend those chains so that I could finally selectively have the fan and/or light on the fixture turned on or off. A friend of mine was here at the time; however, couldn't stay long enough to put them up for me at the time. Today... maintenance arrived and put up my extended chains. I can finally have selective choices when it comes to my fan/light fixtures now!!! Yea!! LOL... Okay, okay.... I am sure that you are thinking such small things can make this lady's day. Yes!! That is soooo very true. Imagine, if this alone makes me absolutely elated, what something on a slightly larger scale can make me!

What Stereotype Are You?
Ok people lets do this, pick out any and all that apply and comment and then give a big fuck you to people who believe this shit. READY ……….GO 1. I'M SKINNY, so I MUST be bulimic. 2. I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists. 3. I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun. 4. I'm BLONDE AT HEART, so I MUST be a ditz 5. I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed. 6. I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat. 7. I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart. 8. I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy. 9. I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS. 10. I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape. 11. I’m ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist. 12. I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch. 13. I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat. 14. I'm ATHEIST so i MUST hate the world. 15. I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST be "evil" and not have any morals. 16. I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people. 17. I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible. 18. I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.

Here We Go Yet Again...
Before I start this blog I have to warn you that what Im about to do is probably impractical and foolish because of the nature and subject of this blog that it might cause a heap of trouble for me...If it does, so be it....Bring it, dont sing it...With that being said here we go.... The nature and subject of this blog is about a friend of mine and a bouncer here...YOu heard right a bouncer... Seems my friend was VOICING his displeasure over how the site has been gradually changing for the WORST and, like most here, he was airing out HIS views...He wasnt whining like alot do nor was he bashing anyone in particular...Just airing things out and getting them off his chest... So along comes this bouncer and proceeds to rip my friend apart for his views and being a general SUCK UP to Mike and his band of INCOMPETENT men....Here is an excerpt from her reply to my friend and I quote so there is no claims of my MISrepresenting what the bouncer said... "The originator of this bulleti

Found My Way Home
Found My Way Home Those of you that stay in contact with me out there in the country/world know I've been slowly rolling towards escaping San Antonio. Today I finally signed out of Lackland AFB after 3 months of hassle and dealing with stupid people that don't communicate with each other. There's a lot of things I am going to miss about this place. There's a bar on every corner, food is everywhere, the people are friendly. Most of all, I'm going to miss the friends and lovers I am leaving behind. I've talked to most of you about it, and I'd take you if I could lol, but it's time to go home to VA. It's been a good long run (6 years) in Texas. It's time to get back to the east coat. High speed highways leading directly to hour long traffic jams. The DC clubs, the beach bars, the fast money and loose life. I miss a lot of what I left behind when I first shipped from VA. I'm very excited about going home. I haven't really spent any time with my family in over 8 years. I'm

Terminal Wishful Dream
You don't need A psychic Straring into A crystal ball No lucky Sock on Does not matter When you call Turn any Direction Eat this Instead of that You cannot Control their Feelings You truly need None of that Souls warm When they feel to Hearts arise Upon their own The clouds shine With the right One When your love Has found A home If you wonder Is this 'THE ONE' Chances are You're still Alone

Two Witches
Two Witches I absolutely love this story! It teaches a lesson and it's about the craft. Perhaps it would be a good story to tell any pagan children, Enjoy! TWO WITCHES A Modern Craft Fairy-Tale by Mike Nichols Once upon a time, there were two Witches. One was a Feminist Witch and the other was a Traditionalist Witch. And, although both of them were deeply religious, they had rather different ideas about what their religion meant. The Feminist Witch tended to believe that Witchcraft was a religion especially suited to women because the image of the Goddess was empowering and a strong weapon against patriarchal tyranny. And there was distrust in the heart of the Feminist Witch for the Traditionalist Witch because, from the Feminist perspective, the Traditionalist Witch seemed subversive and a threat to "the Cause". The Traditionalist Witch tended to believe that Witchcraft was a religion for both men and women because anything less would be divisi

Asking For Thoughts And Positive Energy
Come monday the 8th I might not be on so much for a while. Im haven surgery.. A biospy on my breast. It should just be out patient surgery but Not know how much im gonna feel like being on. So Im just asking for all my friends and Cherry family to send me all your positive energy and prayers my way. I sure have had a really stressful month and half. So I will be back as soon as I can.... Thanks in advance ... much love Jen

My So Called Friends
No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends

What I Sent To Babyj (mike)
Many of you may know that about six weeks ago Mike suggested that I gather requests from users on what they would like to see added/changed in CT. I finally got around to compiling the list. It is rather long. If anyone actually reads the whole thing, other than Mike, I'll be surprised. Many of you won't like some of the things I sent him. Nevertheless, the deed is done. Below is what I sent him. When (or if) I receive a reply, I will post it here. Kirt aka Broccoli **************************************** **************************************** OK, Mike, here is the list. Some of these are bug fixes. Some are enhancement requests. Some are just my ideas for maybe increasing revenue. Some you've heard before and already dismissed. I include them because I have thoughts about them or notes that other people left me. I hope you'll look upon all this not as negative criticism, but rather as a desire to help you make the site as best it can be for all the members.

Minor Surgery
Apparently sometime in the last few months I lifted something that was too heavy, so I'm going in tomorrow for hernia repair surgery. It's an outpatient thing: they operate on me, and then they send me home. I'll be out of work, and probably on pain meds, until at least Monday of next week, maybe until Wednesday, we'll see. Wish me luck!

How Big An Idiot Is George Bush - We Need Your Vote - Please Help
Help We Need Your Help In The Bush Is An Idiot Poll Do You Think Bush Is An Idiot ? Just Use The Red Box To Your Left To Vote For How Big An Idiot Bush Is. A vote of one is just an Idiot and 10 is BBush is a Super Idiot. CLICK on The Above Picture To See What Is Good For You CLICK HERE To Check Us Out Today " http://a.pcb3.lostcherry.com/94/65/335649/4173275505.jpg

Snow Day
Well... it is about 6:30 am here and so much snow fell overnight here that all the schools in the county are closed for the day. And with more snow expected for today and tomorrow my son could have a very nice weekend off. Oh no... what to do here. Honey... bring it over here and make me HOT!!!!

Guess You Wondering What Happened To Naughty Pics?
Well it seems someone copied all of them and started posting them on an site I'm on called Orfay without my permission. This devastated me and I finally got the assholes account deleted from there for misuse. But it forever clouded my faith in people. I no longer trust so easily. So I will no longer post compromising pic's. And if all you friends were only interested in those kinds of posts.. Sorry. I have not been on here much for that reason as I'm just so hurt that someone would do something like that. I'm not ignoring anyone, I;m just trying to cope with the embarrassment of it all. Thanks for understanding.... Suzie

Stalkerlicious!
So... there's this guy. I have absolutely no interest in him. You'll soon see why, I think. But he's a chubby-lover and apparently thinks I'm a prize. Even so, he really doesn't talk to me very often and when he does, I usually at least say hello, just to be nice. But as time has gone on, he's started saying things about how he KNOWS we'll be together and such and, well, it's starting to get creepy. So I finally decided to stop being so nice and just say what I think. The PMS and events of the past week or so probably did factor in slightly but really this was mostly just how I feel about him straight and true. Stalker: looks like maybe u dont wanna talk with me anymore, huh Lyss: What the fuck ever. Stalker: well, u dont seem to respond to me lately Lyss: Gee, ya think maybe I haven't been much up for chatting lately? Lyss: Maybe that's why I've been invisible and away constantly? Stalker: im makin some clips from a few of my videos, so maybe i send u 1 or 2 if ur nic

Hittin Woman Huh
Yo Check this, Mfckrs That put they're hands on woman are PUSSY...Yea I said it...And them punks need to come see me..I got sum 4 yo ass...Im a man and you aint never had to deal with one of those If u feel you gotta put yo hands on woman....So...Stun1 says " Put yo hands on a woman..you Pussy"

Prayers For Shaylon
Prayers for my Grandson Shaylon Hi all, I usually don't ask anything of anybody. I'm asking now that you all keep my 14 month old grandson in your prayers as he's having his 4th surgery on the 23rd. I know as he gets older they get rougher for him and me. He was born with a cleft plate and lip and his having surgery to close up more of the roof of his mouth. Which they will be pulling flesh from other parts of the roof of his mouth and his gum to close it up. He had first surgery at 2 months old to pull lip together some. Made a tremendous difference. At 5 months they closed up alot of the roof of his mouth. Which didn't make much difference in outter appearance, but helped with alot with his eating and not as much coming out nose. At 9 months they did more work on lip and nose. He's looking grand. He will still require alot of orthodontic work, nose work and possibly more lip work. So please keep him in your prayers. Thank you all and love ya. HUGS N KISSES....Brigitte

Home From Avn!
I had so much fun seeing all you guys! I'm glad a lot of your could make it out to meet me! I can't wait to do it all again next year, it just goes by way too fast! I had a bigger crowd supporting me than ever before and it made me feel really good! So thank you! I also won 1 award out of 11 nominations for Best Girl/Girl release for Belladonna: No Warning! Sorry for those of you who paid for tickets for the awards that they didn't have me on stage to accept or present awards... maybe next year!

Cronicles Of An Alcoholic Volume 2
My purpose!....... I dont know what it is But maybe my personality can drop some hints! Im honest,Im open and I dont suger coat shit! I'll tell u my plans n opinions no matter how crazy I look! Cause I figure what gives u the mother fuckin right to judge me? LOL.. I dont judge u! I dont care what the fuck u do! Be into other women be bi! I dont give a fuck... men are shit anyways lol! I encourage it fuck I'll send u a vibrator if u want(*wink*) Relationships r stupid in my mind! Love equals pain cause theres no such thing as equal! If 2 people love each other then they will last! Im not sayin I want to fuck tons of people! Trust me that is far from the case! The stress that would linger From me just cumming in and from u Just isint worth it to me! People dont work out! Whats the point? Lonelyness is fucked but still! Is it worth losing pieces of your soul n changing yourself? Nope lol oh funnyness today! Sure cuddlin is cool but most guys make the shit up or u

Come Meet Me In Salt Lake City, Utah!
I'm taking a long break from feature dancing and to close off my tour, I'm reuniting with my roots! It's back to Salt Lake City, Utah. I will be feature dancing at the Golden Trails Men's Club next month! This very well could be the last time anyone will ever see me feature dance! Don't miss it! When: February 8th - 10th Where: Golden Trails Men's Club 921 S 300 W Salt Lake City, UT 84101 (801) 363-2871

Oh Boy
Dear Diary, They r crawling out of the woodwork today! Lookie what I got! hello baby how are u ? i saw ur profile on this site and i like u, and i also want to be ur friend cos u are the kind of lady i realy want in my life, so if u are intrested in me, pls u can get to me throung my yahoo id princebaba4u@yahoo.com and conrently am online now so if u wish u can come and jion me online now thx hope to hear from u very soon ,love ya....... I am a 26 year old single looking to meet new and exciting friends. I am buiding contractor field and I live in florida. I am b.prince and romantic as hell( so I'v been told lol) I am looking for a romantic sexy female to compliment me in mind and spirit. I love back female but I am not prejudice to anyone. I am a great friend and a good communicator. I have pleanty of intrest just ask and Ill tell. I dont have hang ups so feel free to dropp me a line. All sexy female should drop a line its going to cold soon so I need to be war thx hope to

Redeploy
me and a buddy of mine are gonna see what the possibilities of us going back to iraq. it will be his 2nd time there, and my 3rd if we get to go.even though i think if i go back there, i wont return.i am curious if im right about it. i know it would upset a few people, mainly my parents and sisters and brothers, if i go back. i wonder at times, what makes me do stuff like this.i feel like im useful when im deployed, even though everytime i get deployed i have the dangerous jobs.i wonder if i have a death wish,or if its some reason i will find later on.

New Arrivals To The Household
I had a surprise occur early this morning (like around 4am). I have Lhas apso dogs and apparently the decidesd to produce a family without me being aware of it. Now I have six puppies and all but two are black with white paws. One looks more like a freakin cow with its black and white fur. Below are some pics of the lil ones.... They will be for sale too!!!!

Death
Laying in bed, two days after Thanksgiving, I get a phone call from my daughter, who is living in Alabama going to college. All I remember her saying is, "mom, Waynes dead". Wayne is my ex who I had left May 20th due to personal reasons. He was also my best friend and had been for many years. The night before he had gone out to meet a friend and hang out. Well when he left to head home, about 10 minutes down the road, suddenly there were lights coming at him and he had no where to go and no time to do it anyway. He was hit head on and killed instantly. He was the 1st fatality of the season, thanks to a sorry ass drunk driver who survived because he was so damn drunk. Now there is a 7 yr old little boy, who no longer has a daddy. A daddy who thought his son was the best gift from God. A daddy who had custody of his son because the judge knew he was the best parent for the child. I hope there are special angels for children left so suddenly. Now there are two parents

Big News!!!
If you haven't heard yet... WE'RE HAVING A BABY! :) We were suspicious for a couple of days now, but just officially took the test last night and again this morning- we passed! LOL :) What I need to know from any of you already-parents out there...is now that Franks Nursury & Crafts have closed down- where DOES one buy a money tree????? HELP! LOL! Sorry for the short blog- but too many people to notify- I'll write more later! :) :) Kim & Eric Craig

Blah
once again im sick grrr, i have a temp of 102.5 and my stomach is doing cartwheels... my head is pounding and it sucks. my ears are starting to hurt so yeah thats not a good sign... i just hope it doesnt take so long to feel better i love all my friends so much!!! ~*~Little Miss Pixie~*~

"fuck Or Pass"
There is at least one person on your list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a "message" saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it

I Quit (i Hope)
Attention...As of 12:01 AM CST of 20 Jan 07, i am taking what will be my last drag of a cigarette for what will hopefully be a really really long time. It is an expensive habit, it robs me of my breath, it commands my days and breaks at work, and worst of all, it makes me taste like an ashtray. I do not want to taste like an ashtray (i don't mind the other shit), i want a woman to WANT to kiss me (because i am a great kisser, just one that tastes like an ashtray) So, as of midnight tonight, i am having my ceremonial last cigarette, tossing my pack.....and gaining about 20 pounds. Why you may ask am i having a ceremonial last cigarette (it's okay, you can ask)...it is because i need to. Not for the niccotine, not for the oral fixation, but rather to convince myself that i am quitting, to make it more real, and to make it somthing to think about. As for why midnight, it's so i can say, it's been so many days hours and minutes since my last cigarette. It works, it worked last time

Friends List Is Much Smaller!
OK, I deleted 170 people from my friends list today. I was relatively ruthless about it, but I doubt most of those people will even notice I'm gone. When I post about how I'm going to clean off my friends list, please don't worry. If you're reading my blogs, you're probably not someone I would delete, because you're obviously interested in what I have to say as a person. I don't delete people who talk to me, read my blogs, rate/comment my pics, or drop me comments. And yes, I keep track of those things. I delete people who don't talk to me, ever. Who don't rate my pics, or read my blogs, or drop me comments on my page. In all cases, I have dropped comments a few times, to say hello, and haven't gotten any "hello" in return. I usually give them 3-4 weeks to give me some inkling that they're interested in getting to know me as a person, and if I don't hear from them, I delete them. If you are reading this, and I did remove you from my friends list, and you would like to b

*~fun With Yahoo - Session 14~*
HOTT CARL: i want to spread ur peirced labias and have u piss ur sweet nectar down my throat PiercedQT: OH baby - that makes me wanna puke in your mouth and karate chop you in the nuts. HOTT CARL: omg, besides bodily fluids, women who know martial arts and can kick my ass is the next biggest turn on... willu also please let me filthy ramierez you? if not a portugese breakfest then? HOTT CARL: after thatthen u can give me a hot carl and i'll return the favor with a coney dog PiercedQT: Oh darling, I wouldn't be kicking your ass for sexual purposes... and the last thing I'd wanna be a part of, if your being turned on. But what the fuck is a Portugese Breakfast? HOTT CARL: a portugese breakfest is when a man fucks a chic in the ass, she leaves a terd on it and he is nice enuff to put some peanut butter on it before he feeds it to her off his cock HOTT CARL: a filthy ramirez is just minus the peanutbutter PiercedQT: I dunno man, I think I might be too busy cho

Robin Williams Plan For World Peace...
Robin Williams' plan...We need to elect this guy! "I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan." 1) "The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those "good ole boys", we will never "interfere" with again. 2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany, South Korea the Middle East, and the Philippines . They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence. 3) All illegal Aliens have 90 days to get their affairs together and leave. We'll give them a free trip home. After 90 days the remainder will be gathered up and deported immediately, regardless of whom or where they are. They're illegal!!! France will welcome them. 4) All future visitors will be thoroughly checked and limit

Sick Again...
Ugh... it's been one of those winters where every time I turn around, I'm catching another something. Anyone wanna play doctor? ;c) So I've been occupying my time by going on a gifting spree. Hooray for excess Cherry Bucks. But, hey... if I didn't hit you, don't assume it doesn't mean I don't care! For one, I haven't gotten to everyone yet. And when I'm sick I'm even more scatter-brained than usual (and that's quite a bit as it is!). But being sick, I'm not really up for chatting. I'm really a royal bitch when I'm ill. Again, even more so than usual. :cP Please don't be offended if I don't answer your shout. Hell, I might not even be here. I have the worst habit of leaving CT on and wandering away. But even if I'm here, I'm not really paying attention to shouts. Stay well, everyone! I guess that means no touchy-feely with me. :c)

My Work
YO MAMA WHAT'S GOOD YOU GONNA LET ME HIT THAT,I DON'T KNOW IF I DO YOU GONNA CALL ME TOMORROW NO DOUBT BABY YOU KNOW YOU ARE MY BOO,THAT THING BETWEEN ME AND YOUR GIRL WAS NOTHING IT WAS JUST A HIT AND RUN YOU WHERE THE ONE I WANTED THE WHOLE TIME MAMA.SO YOU FUCKED HIM AND TO MAKE MATTERS WORST YOU FUCKED HIM WITHOUT PROTECTION AND GUESS WHAT HE DIDN'T CALL OR SHOW HIS FACE AROUND THE WAY AGAIN AND TO FUCK WITH YOU A LITTLE MORE YOUR ASS IS PREGNANT JUST FOUND THAT SHIT OUT TO.NOW WHO DO YOU BLAME EVERYONE BUT YOURSELF, HE HIT YOUR GIRL BUT THAT DIDN'T MATTER TO YOU AND I'LL BET SHE TOLD YOU THAT HE WAS A PLAYA, BUT YOU HAVING THIS LOW SELF ESTEEM GOT YOU FEELING LIKE AT LEAST HE LIKES ME KNOWING THAT HE JUST WANTS TO FUCK.CUM ON MA SHOW ME YOUR ASS,LET ME SEE YOUR TITTIES OK BUT YOU CAN'T TELL ANYONE AND THERE YOU GO FLASHING YOUR SHIT AND HE DON'T EVEN KNOW YOUR NAME,BUT YOU DON'T CARE CAUSE IT'S THE ATTENTION YOU WANT, NOW EVERYBODY AND THIER POPS GOT PIX OF YOU AND YOU WONDER WHY

My Trip Home
The road trip was a hell of a good time. Since I had full reign of gas and lodging costs, courtesy of a gov't credit card, I went ahead and let the trip last three days and spent some time in the South's finest shitholes of motels LOL. I never ask for much, so honestly I'd have to say that it was all a lot of fun making my way here. I formed seven different distinct road gangs. Because of them, I sailed through Alabama, from bottom corner to top opposite, at over 100 mph the whole way minus short plugs. For those of you that don't know what a road gang is to the full term, let me explain. There's several kinds of highway speeders: The Loner: Speeds constantly, but hates when anyone follows him. IF you follow him, he will either slow down, or depending on his temper, slam his brakes or flash to tell you to get off his ass. The Leader: Speeds like crazy, and if people jump on his ass, the more the merrier. He has no problem with pulling you through the mess. The Hitchh

A Marine Goes Into A Dunkin Donuts
To my cherry friends and family...I received this email today and I thought it was worth passing this around. Very upsetting...I do not have a problem with any type of person who can come into this great country and make a new life. I hate to use the term foreigner. This country helps foreigners to start there own businesses. I used to live in NJ and many Dunkin Donuts are own by foreigners. As do the rest of America I am sure. I do not have a problem with that. What I do have a problem with if they do support Al Quada or have employee that support Al Quada. I realized that you cannot control your employee thought and feels or views, but those employees feel the need to express his or her views to the customer, then that employee should be fired. I know this country as freedom of speech and I am using it myself right now. For anyone living in this country that supports Al Quada in anyway, shape or form then you needs to get the HELL out of this county. This morning my friend went

Before We Open Our Mouth Maybe We Should Know What We R Talking About
things that make you think a little: There were 39 combat related killings in Iraq in January. In the fair city of Detroit there were 35 murders in the Month of January. That's just one American city, About as deadly as the entire war-torn country of Iraq When some claim that President Bush shouldn't Have started this war, state the following: A. FDR led us into World War II. B. Germany never attacked us; Japan did. From 1941-1945, 450,000 lives were lost .. An average of 112,500 per year. C. Truman finished that war and started one in Korea. North Korea never attacked us. From 1950-1953, 55,000 lives were lost ... An average of 18,334 per year. D. John F. Kennedy started the Vietnam conflict in 1962. Vietnam never attackd us. E. Johnson turned Vietnam into a quagmire. From 1965-1975, 58,000 lives were lost .. An average of 5,800 per year. F. Clinton went to war in Bosnia without UN or French consent. Bosnia never attacked us. He was offered Osama bin La

Venting To The World
for all of u who dont know im i am kays one and only her future husband. the last few days kays been getting alot of messages from former and new friends sayin she doesnt belong with me or u can do better them him. this bull shit needs to stop shes happy im happy. for the fact that im am her first white boy should have nothing to do with it i treat her like a princess i have treated her better then and BLACK MAN ever has. so tuff shit shes mine get over it we will be married in march. i dont appreciate all the FUCKIN disrespect that i have been gettin from all u jelouse haters. the the few who say u should come over to me bc my dicks bigger. i am the only one to get her off and shes been with bigger so fuck off. im happy and shes happy. jut bc u think u love her and wanna be with her u all are two lil two late. and for the few who want phone sex that shit dont fly shes not in to that. and when a girl says NO i dont do that it means NO!!!!!....... ok im

So The Story Continues....
One of the many things I do is write .....erotica...poetry...etc.. so..I havent read this in a very loooong time. Show of hands (or comments as the case may be) should the bad man (and for you little yellow bus riders that would be me) post more? I honestly could give two squirts of piss but...as opinions are like assholes...give me yours. Mage look out below!! an exerpt... Yes little one....you remember now? The images, the thoughts....drowning your senses. The flood comes back to you now like a tempest. I can see your eyes shimmering at the very sound of my voice. Has it been so long? You shiver still.....Mmmmm....I see your soul doesnt forget that which you crave. Come little one......stand by me. Yes thats it......you flinch yet come as I beckon you.....good. Im pleased.....the time since you last stood before me is not so different than now....Yes little one I feel your pulse.....your very breath has paused at my touch. The memory is as fresh and burning as the first mom

It's So Stupid, It's Funny!
People's perception and attitudes can be so fucked up! Oh, yea, a fat woman is totally disgusting for posting pics on the internet that are at all suggestive or show any part of her body. But it's perfectly acceptable to have women in postage stamp bikinis and thongs plastered across billboards along the freeway, or downtown on Main Street. Nevermind all over the internet! Nothing wrong with men salivating over thin women! That's normal! But if they're doing it over fat women, they have a fetish! Bullshit! Bigots! Ignorant, self-hating, fat phobic bigots!

Real Friends?
Ain't it fuckin great how ppl tell you they are your friend, and then don't talk to ya for days, don't tell ya why, or fuck all else. well. I wish my "friends" would be fuckin real with me. anyways. thats all. I am just very hurt right now. Thought I had a real friend in someone. I guess i was stabbed in the back again. Oh well. then ppl wonder why I have attachment disorders. Well, gee, I wonder. If your gonna fuck me around FUCK OFF. Thanx

'a Gift From God'
‘A GIFT FROM GOD’ A common dream to be the best Our strength and patience put through the test Our feelings passed from one to the other It’s no reason why God made us mothers A smile, a tear, a touch of the hand Make me say….“ I know I can!” I know I can make it through this little while Cause the greatest gift, is to hold our child

Kindess
The compliment that I receive the most is that I am a kind person or that I am "so sweet". It's a nice compliment but actually quite shocking to me. I don't really feel like I go that far out of my way to be nice. If you are my true friend, you can be assured that I would give the shirt off my back or the last dollar in my purse. In general though, I would say I simply treat people with courtesy. I think the reason people are so shocked or impressed by it is it's lacking in society. They don't see the behaviour enough to realize that it's really the way we should all be acting. Little things like - Holding open a door for a woman that is pushing a stroller and juggling kids. Or helping someone that is shorter than me reach the item on the top shelf...simple little things that take mere seconds seem to be the exception and not the norm. Why? Hell I dunno. I was thinking about this last night... I was coming home from dinner (leaving the parking lot) It was freezing cold

Rawrr.
My nose keeps bleeding which makes me sad =[. My head hurts which makes me even more sad. I have work tonight =[ Im so damn tired though ugh. I need to find a new house like soon. Where or where should i move. I miss anthony haha he went for a walk :O. Seriously though, i can't be away from him for more than like 30 mins without me being all sad :( -sigh- So rate the blog, everyone leave me lots of love. I shall be on a little today.

Smile :)
AS SOME OF YOU KNOW....I LOVE MONKEY'S AND THIS ONE MIGHT BE MY FAVORITE OF ALL TIME... THIS IS SO FREAKING ADORABLE...JUST WHEN I WAS FEELING DOWN...I FOUND THIS AND IT BROUGHT A SMILE TO MY FACE...SEE I'M A SIMPLE WOMAN...I DON'T NEED DIAMOND RINGS OR FANCY THINGS TO MAKE ME HAPPY JUST LITTLE THINGS LIKE THIS TO BRING A SMILE TO MY FACE... SO THERE I'M SHOWING SOME LOVE FOR MY FRIENDS...I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS JUST AS MUCH AS I DID AND STILL DO... HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND MY DEAR FRIENDS AND THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIENDS.... LOVE, DONNA :)

O'rly Hosting A Contest? Yarly. Reed.
Dat rite noobz, meh will be makin deh contestz soon fo shO! It will be called: "Win a Cherry Blast Or Get Dirty Weeds" fo sho! stay tuned yarly...if u want in dis special contezt u let meh know! hoot!

Things I Find Kind Of Amusing On Ct...it's A Long One But Please Read Anyways Lol
Ok here are some things I find amusing. Seems like nobody pays attention anymore! Also seems like there is no originality anymore either! ~~~People comment the same things on the same pics.....what would help is if you looked at the other comments and come out with something different! You might get noticed more. I just saw a pic of somebody leaning on a tree..guess what almost EVERY comment said?!?! "are you holding that tree up or is it holding you up?" Ummm there are 53 comments on this one pic... on 1 page I counted 11 of the SAME one! lol Kinda funny! ~~~People do not read your profile. I have on mine that I am not here for a hookup I even have arrows pointing to it saying to read again..yes go look right right I will wait for you to come back........ok now that you looked adn laughed and then realised you never saw that...I will finish what I was saying. Soooooo many guys (you know you chicks do it also to the guys' profiles) will STILL email about hooking up. The answe

When It Rains, It Pours.....
I just got home from a horrible morning, guys.....Looks like it has just not been a good beginning for 2007....I have been sick off and on, and NOW...I have broken my tail bone this morning. I stepped down the steps in the cafeteria and twisted my ankle.....ankle is fine....but landed so hard on my tail bone that I actually broke a piece of my tail bone off....I will be out soon...vicodin and phenergan...yep..I will be sleeping soon....I will be off work for a week! Dammit. So much for getting more exercise. LOL...oh, well...I'm a klutz.....what can I say. Oh....and I had to embarrass myself AND the elderly company doctor.....I did not remove my barbell from my clit hood before the xrays were taken!! I am not sure who was more embarrassed. See you all around soon. Dawn

First Birthday Without Momma
well momma this is my first birthday witout u in my life i want u to know i think about u every day ur warm loving smile that always made my eyes glow. and how fun it was when u got to watch me grow from a lil boy to a man. tho i know in ur heart i was always ur little boy. i miss u so much around my birthday and christmas especially.i know that god does things for a reason and when he took u he must have been looking for the best angel that heaven could ever ask for and i know that cause u were the best momma that any child could ever ask for and i miss u so much. i love u with all my heart and always will. u will be in my heart and soul forever. i have many good memories of u momma and those will stay with me thru my life and be pased on for generations. its coming up on 1 yr in march momma and it seems like just yesterday i was holding ur hand and seeing ur breathtaking smile. and hearing ur warm loving voice. i owe u my life and so much more momma u made me into a good caring man a

Have I Ever Told You?
Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some newly discovered species of flower? Have

A Strong Woman
A strong woman is one who feels deeply and loves fiercely. Her tears flow just as abundantly as her laughter. She is not afraid to be afraid. A strong woman is both soft and powerful. She takes compliments to heart and treats herself like the queen that she is. A strong woman is equally visionary and decisive. She is able to hope when things look hopeless. She is both practical and spiritual. A strong woman in her essence is a gift to all the world.

What's Wrong With This ??
I have been trying to date but the last couple of women that I went out with borrowed money and disappeared. this doesn't make me bitter, because the first rule of life is to help your fellow man (or woman, in this case). I guess what I am trying to say, is that I won't change myself because there are a**holes out. Will just make me try harder. will start to use this for updates on family, friends, and if you are really good, views on politics/

Feeling So All Alone!!!!
i just dont know what to do!!! i dont know what to say any more!!!people have been so nice to me here!!! you r all so awsome here! who wants to here someone complain about problems! we all have our own hell!!!so i have no one to talk too any more!!! i am so afraid to be in this state of mind!!! i will hang in as long as i can!!! lots of love to you all!!!!

Racism
You know, I am just about tired of all this racial crap they claim is going on toward the black people. Enough already. Is it our fault that the prisons are a majority black? Did we force them to go rob the convenience store, or to rape the woman, or to shoot someone for drug money, to sell drugs or take drugs? It takes more energy and effort to break the law than to sit at home and drink a beer and watch TV. You want to talk discrimination? Let’s talk about the white male for a second. As a business owner I am forced to hire someone black or I am discriminating against them regardless if they are qualified or not. In sports owners are forced to interview black coaches for head coach positions regardless of their credentials. In college you can get a scholarship based on race unless you are a white male. Hell you can’t even get a scholarship for being a smart white male hardly anymore. We have a black history month talking about all the black people have done in the world. Ok let’s tal

What Is Love
What is Love? If you say "I love you" does that really make it true If you say those words don't you have to follow through Is "Love" just a word or is it a feeling too The feeling you get when you are walking in the sand The feeling you feel when you are hand in hand A feeling that is way to hard to understand I do know this for sure I want a love that is new and pure Don't give me just a bunch of words I need to feel all that I've heard

They Told Me - You Are Woman
They told me - You are Woman.... go out and conquer the world. They said - be Strong.... don’t betray your Sisters. You don't need a man, you are sufficient unto yourself. They told me - 'submissive ' is wrong...and degrading...that I need bow to NO man. I lived that truth - Strong, Independent, Intelligent, Capable, In Charge, and In Control. Until - A New Truth... You told me - you are woman...Go out and conquer the world ...then come home and sit at my feet You told me - come to Me in strength.... and I will protect you ...and celebrate your strength. You said - kneel before Me.... give Me your woman’s body for My pleasure And I will raise you from kneeling...to heights you have never imagined. You said - let Me into those locked rooms...give Me access. Trust Me with every part of you ...and I will treasure it all. You said - there are more truths in this world.... and revealed them to me. Because of You ...I am forever changed. Thank You.

Thanks!!
First of all..I want to say thanks to ALL My friends..for the voting..the comments on My page..I have been and still am a little sick.. I will return the love..as soon as I feel better.. MEANWHILE!! EVERYONE HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!!!

I'm A Pretty Bitch Who Will Do Any Thing For Crack..
fairly amusing game get involved those who have nothing better to do! Take the first letter of your first name A-Boyish B-Gorgeous C-Pretty D-Popular E-Gangster F-Girly G-Dyke H-Sweet I-Retarded j-Emotional K-Beautiful L-Fabulous M-Slutty N-Preppy O-Hot P- amazingg Q-Punky R-Hot S-Sexy T- Very Sexy U-Ugly V-Wonderful W-Hott X-Bitchy Y-Under-appreciated Z-Over-appreciated Now the third letter in your middle name(if you dont have one use your last name): A-beauty queen B- Babe C-Bitch D-Obsesser E- God (ess) F-Retard G-Queen/ King H-Slut I-Girl J-Goth K-Nerd L-sex god M-Sex machine N-Alcoholic O-Geek P-Skank Q-Crackwhore R-pornstar S-Prince (ess) T-Whore U-Cry Baby V-Jackass W-Punk X-Scaredy-cat Y-Coward Z-Chocoholic This is funny!! Now What Color Is the Shirt You Are Wearing: Red- Who's Good With My Hands purple- Who Looks At Porn 24/7 Orange- Who Likes It In The Butt Yellow- Who Wants To Have Sex With You Gr

How I Feel Right Now.
They say a picture is worth a thousand words, but if that's the case, a touch must be worth millions. Luckily for you, I'm not going to use quite that many. I am, however, going to tell you a story. Everyone has experienced it...that first hesitant touch from someone who's bound to be your lover. You've felt that electric spark...that moment when the connection is made...that breathless anticipation of what's to come...that tremor that starts in the pit of your stomach and somehow radiates outward to weaken your knees...and your senses. And from that first instant, whether you admit it to yourself or not, you decide whether you would let this person take it further or not. You are eager to hear their every word. You are intent on knowing this person...inside and out. You imagine the way those velvety fingers would feel gliding across your flesh...dancing through your hair...searching out your weaknesses and exploring them with reckless abandon. You long for the feel

Let's Debate This:
Okay myself and one of my sister's spend a good portion of our time debating the bible. *If you are easily offended walk away right now* Oh and if you're here to bash Christianity leave. Now we're both part Christian but why is it that the bible is so damn contradictory??? My PERFECT example: Deuteronomy 18:10-12 There shall not be found among you [any one] that maketh his son or his daughter to pass through the fire, [or] that useth divination, [or] an observer of times, or an enchanter, or a witch, Or a charmer, or a consulter with familiar spirits, or a wizard, or a necromancer. For all that do these things [are] an abomination unto the LORD: and because of these abominations the LORD thy God doth drive them out from before thee. BUT Doesn't that clash with this?! A magic ring called the "Seal of Solomon" was supposedly given to Solomon, and gave him power over demons. The magical symbol said to have been on the Seal of Solomon which made it

Spokenword(video Blog) : Retaliatory Strike By Marq
This was a flyer from a night I headlined a poetry reading at a local Caf'e ~[]~ ***Explanation of the poem read, At a Poets night at a local cafe*** Awhile back, I suffered some criticism from my seasoned poetic peers. The general consensus seemed to be that a few of my works sound like lectures. And to be honest I would have taken that as a compliment, But to be compared to a preacher in a tent was rather insulting. I challenge others to attempt to communicate large amounts of information & truth In rhyme & meter, it is not as easy as you may think & will usually sound like a speech, The sole intent of those works was to dispel stereotypes, misconceptions, & lies condemning pagans from other religions attempting to promote their own faith. Paganism has no doctrine, it is the absence of dogma, I call it catma. So how could it be viewed as a sermon? I typically detest the training of minds in any form; my poetry is like any others. A way of getting out my internalize

When You Rearrange The Letters:
Q. What are the fasted ways of communication during the 1950's? A. Telegraph, Telephone, Telewoman. DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER DESPERATION: When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT THE EYES:! When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE GEORGE BUSH: When you rearrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE THE MORSE CODE : When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES: When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY: When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS: When you rearrange the letters: LIES - LET'S RECOUNT SNOOZE ALARMS: When you rearrange the letters: ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S A DECIMAL POINT: When you rearrange the letters: IM A DOT IN PLACE THE EARTHQUAKES: When you rearrange the letters: THAT QUEER SHAKE MOTHER-I

Everything Changes
We was kids , still in school, it seemed my world, was found in you, Everything changes... We was teens , that lost our way, we knew it all, fun ruled our day, Everything changes... We was to be married, we would have it all, I walked away, your heart grew cold, love faded away, Everything changes... We are friends, we have faced it all, Everything changes... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Love And Life
I don't want anyone to think i am writting this about anyone in particular, but i am and he knows who. i just know that love and life is not fair to everyone. i am in love with a wonderful man and i know that he loves me with all of his heart so why am i so afraid of hurting him and losing him or him doing the same to me and walking away. i know i was once told that if you love something set it free if it comes back it was meant to be and yes i once reworded it to fit how i feel if you love something set it free if it comes back love it more fiercely then you love yourself. well i have done that and i have loved more fiercely then i ever have before and i see that i am the one that suffers more and more each day because of this, i turned love away so many times and i have been hurt so many times that i sometimes don't see what i have till it is too late and i have a problem trusting when i know that i am the one that is in his heart and that he wants to be a family with me and my s

Sexual Signs - Please Post Which One You Are - Thankiies Metro (muaaaaaah Xo)
Below are descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then forward this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. .:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. .:LIBRA:. The Best lover Beautiful people. Very romant

I Wrote This Yesterday
BEEN DRIFTING ALONG, ALWAYS SEARCHING NEVER FINDING AN ANSWER AT THE END OF THE DAY LIKE A GHOST BLOWING BY IN THE BREEZE WHEREVER IM AT, IM A 1,000 MILES AWAY SINGING THE SAD SONG OF THE LOST & LONELY HEARTED HOWLING AT THE MOON ON A STARRY DERSERT NIGHT DREAMING OF REDEMPTION, AN ANGEL TO COME & SAVE ME HOLD ME CLOSE & TELL ME EVERYTHING'S ALRIGHT SIT BY THE RIVERSIDE, LISTEN TO THE WATERS RAGE REACHING THE MOUNTAINS, TRY & CLEAR MY THOUGHTS QUENCH MY DESIRE FOR THE VIEW FROM THE TOP DECIDE WHENRE THE NEXT BATLLE WILL BE FOUGHT MY SEARCH FOR ABSOLUTION SEEMS FRUTILE NEED A TENDER TOUCH TO EASE MY TROUBLED MIND AN ANGEL TO COME & SAVE ME FROM MYSELF TAKE ME TO THE PARADISE I LONG TO FIND JAY ROGERS 2-16-07

Sad Wings Of Destiny
THE SAD WINGS OF DESTINY IS THROUGH CARRYING ME COUNTLESS TIMES I DID TAKE A FALL CRAWLED OUT OF THE GUTTER AGAIN & AGAIN SIMPLY THE PRICE FOR WANTING IT ALL BEEN SO LONG SINCE ME & THE DEVIL MADE OUR DEAL LOOKED HIM THE EYES & SIGNED ON THE BOTTOM LINE HIS LAUGHTER STILL HAUNTS MY DREAMS AT NIGHT THE PENNANCE ALONE IS DRIVING ME OUTTA MY MIND FAME, FORTUNE, RICHES, & GLORY, TRIUMPHS LIKE I'VE NEVER KNOWN WOMEN AT MY DOOR, KNOWING I'LL COMMIT THE MIDNIGHT SINS SETTING MY SOUL ABLAZE WITH THINGS UNHOLY DO ANYTHING, SO THE PLEASURES WILL NEVER END DON'T SEE THE SUNSHINE BUT TWICE A WEEK THAT'S TO GO REWIND AND RELOAD TOMORROW'S THURSDAY, STAURDAY I WILL PRAY THE LORD MY SOUL TO KEEP BUT THE ECHOING LAUGHTER REMINDS ME ETERNITY'S ALREADY FORTOLD NO USE WASTING TIME ON COMCERN OR FUTILE LAMINTATION CAUSE VERY SOON, LIGHTING IM GONNA RIDE GOING NONSTOP FULL TILT BOTH BARRELS BLAZING DANCING TO THE TUNE THE PIPER HAS PIED 2-1-07 JAY ROGERS

Poem!
I walked into a resteraunt today, I saw you sitting there with him.... I remembered all the times I looked into your eyes,the way you could make my head swim... My heart broke a little more today when I saw you give him a kiss on the cheek... It brought up all the fun memories we had skinny dipping at my grandmothers creek.... I felt a pain in my chest today when I saw you sitting there so happy and free... It brought back the memories of all the picnics we had under that old oak tree.... I found myself upset today when I saw you and him together... Not at you or him but at myself for all the lies I made my heart believe.... You see I made myself believe that you were not the one for me.... I tossed away our Love because of something my stubborness wouldnt allow me to see... And now it is to late and the regret has set in.... Because I tossed away Love and I dont know if I will ever find it again.... So Im writing just to let you know that you were

Are We Too Politically Incorrect?
im not going to rant here, just a general question to everyone. are we TOO politically incorrect?? everyday there is some news story on about someone who is getting offended by something. are we all living with our head stuck too far up our own ass??? your thoughts

# 3
I dont walk through life with a chip on my shoulder.... I can take critisism I can use it to make me stronger.... Your words of doubt will only make me work longer... "you didnt do that well" is the words people take as a reason to give in.... I hear those words then make a new stratedgy and plan to begin, to try again.... See the words are not condemnations but tests of your will... And if you treat them as such you can work hard and find all of lifes true thrills.... So many people are quick to fire back and battle with words of denial.... Than to put themselves to the test against all of lifes trials.... You cant give in,you cant make excuses for the things you did wrong.... Take Your lumps pull yourself up and keep moving along... There is a goal there is a finish... Its the one true way to make them eat their words so they can never use them to diminish... If you treat all of lifes challenges with this kind of passion... You will never be bored ,you will learn all

Poem(just Check It Out)
"Chance" Speaking the language of fear,Walking with my eyes close Introducing my mind to puzzled thoughts, Forbidding my heart to trust. Denying the truth, Ignoring all mistakes, Creating a chance to run. Loosing myself, Hidding in the shadows, Staying away , Waiting for a chance to breathe. Talking without any sound screaming my pain with my head down speaking my feeling through my eyes giving my soul a chance to cry forgetting yesterday pertecting all thats mine living for today searching for a real place freeing my heart feeling the void in an empty space clearing my mind desperate for a new start stealing my emotions locking up my heart. by:renee weathers March 25,2005

How's It Gonna Be?
It started with an invitation, will you be my friend? the more we talked, the more the walls caved , I somehow let you in, We talked away the hours, we laughed,we joked, we cryed, we shared our heart felt feelings, I told you things that no one knew, with every word we spoke, my love grew for you, now we have our problems, we argue more then we should, I wish things could be diffrent, I would change this if I could, Do use both one favor, before you just walk away, and search your heart, ask your self, HOWS IT GONNA BE? How's It Going To Be ( Third Eye Blind ) by flycodes.com

Ten Things Dumbasses Do On Cherrytap - Not Myspace!
Ten Things Dumbasses Do On CherryTap - Not Myspace! One: Put so much crap on their profile that it is difficult to read, rate, or comment, and sometimes just crashes browsers and/or computers all together. It's called a stash, you get points for it, use it! Two: Throwing a giant fit and leaving. That's so middle school. Three: Having "rate me" and such in your username. Well, duh, it's CherryTap. Rating is what we do! But I bet no one would have thought of it if you had not reminded them! Four: Put private pictures in the middle of public folders. Your viewers can SEE the thumbnail, but we click on it and it says, "Sorry, this is private!" and you're stuck going back to the original gallery. I personally just close it and find someone else to rate. Five: Post/Repost bulletins that say, "Repost this or get off my friends list!". Fucking hell. I delete everyone who post those, even friends I talk to on a regular basis. I'm not here to be threatened! I accept just abou

Love Hurts
Love is such a simple word, to often it comes so free, no thought of how it makes us feel, or how much we believe, there is so many forms of love, there's family,friends and lovers, but all come with a price we pay, only one love is painless, the same love everyday, that is a mothers love, it never fades away I've tryed every sort of love, I geuss I've gave it too, one thing I have found, I'll share it now with you, LOVE HURTS... Nazareth - Love HurtsMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

To The Other Half Of My Heart
I couldn't hold you and take your pain away I now know It's time for you to find your own way I wish for you everything you desire And hope you never lose your passion and fire I'll never regret the time we shared The laughter and love, the burdens we beared You gave me the courage to face the real me The strength I was lacking you made me see A special place in my heart I keep open for you I wish you the best when your journey is through A new life begins with endless possibilities And I pray your journey leads you back to me

Sweet Taboo
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com HE IS MY DARKNESS IN THE MOST EROTIC WAY, MY MIND IS CONSUMED WITH HIS TABOO , AS IF HE WERE MY SENSUAL SHAMAN, I BECOME A WILLING CAPTIVE IN HIS CAGE , HE BUT OPENED THE DOOR AND BECKONED, AND I FOLLOWED WITH EAGER STEPS, MY BODY TENSES WITH UNKNOWN ANTICIPATION, AS HE SENSUALLY STROKES MY MIND , I FEEL DRUGGED WITH HIS LUSTY IMAGES, HE MAKES MY MIND SEE ,AND MY BODY FEEL, PROVOKING ME INTO AN INTENSE ACHE OF NEED. AND I SUBMIT MYSELF TO HIM EAGERLY, I OFFER HIM MY MIND, MY BODY , MY HEART, AND FEEL NO SHAME AS I KNEEL BEFORE THIS MAN, HIS TENDERNESS AND LOVE IS MY BLANKET OF CALM, AS HIS TOUCH IS MY BODIES FIERY PASSION, HE HAS BRANDED HIMSELF TO MY MIND, AS SURELY AS HE WILL COLLAR AND BRAND MY BODY , AND I WILL WEAR THEM WITH HONOR AND PRIDE AS SYMBOLS OF COMMITMENT AND DEVOTION, KNOWING I WILL FEEL THE WHIP OF JUDGEMENT AS I STAND EXPOSED TO A SOCIETY THAT FEARS , BUT WILL NEVER DROP MY HEAD IN

Rainbow In The Dark
Woke up this morning, thinking of you, same o'l same nothing new, looked out my window, through the mist and the dew, I saw a rainbow, reminded me of you,, you are my pot o gold, my treasures untold, I live for the day, I have you to hold, my life was empty, hollow and cold, then I found you, My Rainbow In The Dark Dio - Rainbow In The DarkMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Nemo Turtle Past Away
our hearts are very heavy right now. because sometime yesterday or last night nemo past away. we know he is in a better place. but it still hurts losing him. we had him for almost a year. so keep nemo turtle in your thoughts and prayers today. we lost a good pet turtle. Courtesy of MsTags.com

Okay Guys.
This isn't Alicia, It's Anthony. And ive got something to say. I don't bitch and complain about anything or anyone on here, im the least of a drama king, but i've got one thing to ask, STOP hitting on ALICIA. She's taken, happily, she's in love with me, and all the messages she gets, and shouts, don't make her happy, they sicken her. So STOP. If you leave nasty comments, or shouts or messages, and you try to hit on her, I WILL delete you and block you myself. So stop. Rate this blog.

So I Need You !!!
So my world is empty, so my life is less complete, so my nights seem so much longer, so only strangers do I meet, so the days don't seem so bright, so nothing feels right, so the rain don't fall, so what you never call, so the snow don't lay, so we have nothing to say, so the river don't flow, so you I just don't know so the birds don't sing, so my life is lost and cold, so my world is dark grey, so what if I love you, so it does not mean a thing, SO I NEED YOU !!! 3 Doors Down - So I Need YouMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Kira
meh reallie do feel bad about it yarly. meh haz know her deh long time fo sho. but somtimez peeeplez make friendz wit deh wrong peeplez. me sorry fo blowin u up yarly. i neva thout dat dis would happen, meh thought it would just go away as a jokie fo sho. once again me sorry fo bein a n00b.

Craving Your Taste
I pressed you against the side of my face I rubbed my face against your smooth body. I wanted to taste you. It was curiosity, intrigue, it drove me forward It seemed like you felt the same but maybe it was just hope It felt so wrong, because I was still so young But everyone has instincts Everyone has desires And this one could not be denied anymore. I had to have you, and have you I did. I ran my hands along your sides, taking my time to fully open you up and taste you completely My tongue seemed to twitch in my mouth It anticipated you as much of the rest of me. My whole body drove forward And I put you to my eager lips. I lapped everything that flowed from within you I drank hungrily of your essence. I feel like I had waited so long, but only this morning had I first held you in my hands. It all felt so right, though everyone would say it was so wrong. I didn't care, because for this moment, it was just you and me. I'll never forget that moment And I'll never fo

The Uk's Sexiest Male Contest...
This just seems like so much ancient history now ( a day after the event) but I wanted to take an oppertunity to say a few thankyou's. What m I talkin' about, well the Sexiest Guy From The UK contest obviously. Remarkable as it may seem (& against my better judgement) I was a contestant. When I first came to Cherry Tap, I wondered what all these contests were all about...they seemed kinda silly to me. & I was certain I would never participate (being a somewhat lilly-skinned English bloke didn't help when the contests all seemed to be for Hottest American Firefighting Ex-Marine's abdominal muscles...). However, seeing a contest for Sexiest UK Guy. I thought I had at least half a chance of avoiding humiliation...given that I had two of the thee required credentials down pat...I was British...& last time I looked I was a guy. So I threw my hat into the ring. When the contest started I was pleasently surprised to not be left in everybody else's wake, & infact it soon seemed that the co

Beating Down Again
How do we know just what life is to be? who can we trust, when it's all falling down? where do we turn to, when the world's closeing in? my world is broke and empty, life is dark and cold, there is but one truth, I know it well my friend, I'm beating Down Again... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom- I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom- I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom- I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom- I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom- I didn't know the feeling of having my hea

What Does A Kiss Taste Like?
What does a kiss taste like? (ty Earth Angel) Current mood: flirty Category:Funny WHAT DOES A KISS TASTE LIKE? The day a teacher had a taste test with her students. She picked a little boy to do the first test. She blindfolded him, put a Hershey kiss in his mouth and asked! "Do you know what it is?" "No, I don't," said the little boy. "Okay, I'll give you a clue," said the teacher. "It's the thing your daddy wants from your Mom before he goes to work." Suddenly, a little girl at the back of the room yelled, "Spit it out! It's a piece of ass!"

It's About Damn Time!
You know, for the first time in my life everything feels really good. I can't remember a time when I felt so happy, so alive, so ready to do whatever it takes to get what I want (and to keep it). Life is looking really promising..my son is getting healthier, work is good, everything is good. I hope it stays like this. I could get use to it.... I know I just rambled... but it felt good. Thanks for reading this.

"the Apology"
to all my true friends on cherry, i'm sorry for the stupid, childish, shit myself and several others caused you. please forgive me! this has gone way to far. i'm the cause of all this mess you have all had to deal with. i tried to end my life on 3-6-07. i was being very selfish, and stupid. there were two women that i allowed to drive me to the point of self destruction. i let them get to me, and i shouldn't have allowed that. i don't feel that my life is valuable, but it's not worthless either. so, to all of my true friends on here, thank you for standing beside me, and supporting me through this rough time in my life. i wish i could personally thank my truest friends, but there are quite a few of you that supported me, and you know who you are..thank you very much for your kindness!!!

Cyber Sex (omg This Is Hilarious U Have To Read)
Subject Cyber SEX!!! WOOOOOOO funny as shit just read. Body: affectionately known as "Cybersex". Often the fantasies typed into keyboards and shared through Internet phone lines get pretty raunchy. However, as you'll see below, one of the two cyber-surfers in the following transcript of an online chat doesn't seem to quite get the point of Cybersex. Then again, maybe he does.... Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds. I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Wal-Mart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner. It's smells funny. Sweetheart: I want you! Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom. There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles

*blink... Blink...*
Well... Damn! My score on The LONG Scientific Personality Test: ENTJ - Commandant(You scored 72% I to E, 47% N to S, 71% F to T, and 36% J to P!)The single word to describe your type is fieldmarshal or commandant. You also belong to the larger group called rationals. You love to organize others in matters of logic. Even as a child, you likely naturally assumed the role of leader in groups. You share your personality type with 2% of the population. When you lead, you are more concerned with policy and goals than rules and regulations. You have a tendency to become a workaholic. You are impatient with repetition of error. You are friendly and outgoing, though. You don't mince words and willingly share your many strong opinions. As a romantic partner, you are inspiring, but also somewhat challenging. You have a strong desire to be in charge and your clear need for an organized life and home can be overwelming to a partner. You like to confront conflict directly, discuss pro

Points- Bought And Paid For
If you are reading this...thank you. Do not think that it's me bitchin about how the site is run or any of the new features, these are just my reflections on some things...... When I joined the site last May, I came in at member 34k ish. The site had a much different feel. You actually had to work to get your points, there was no free ride....other than a blast to help spike your points. As labor and time intensive as it may sound, getting out and earning points was how we met people. Also, I recall that they didn't have "restrictions on cherry spotlight". You could run as many and as often as you won the bid if you had the bucks. That changed when the community bitched about bouncers running the spotlight. As it was, we didnt get extra points for bouncing, those who ran them were also top promoters..... That brings me to now. I see the spot running for almost 800k cherry bucks....LOL. I guess times they are a changing. If you are willing to spend real money on fak

Things've Changed
I saw a vision, just like a dream, didn't even know her name, I had to meet her, had to find a way, she seemed so perfect, in every way, I thought my life was, all fine and well, I made the money, had everything, so many women like drops of rain then I met her, things shot to hell, now all of that don't mean a thing now all I think of, is finding a way, to make her happy, to want to stay, yep I geuss it's true, not a damned thing I can do, Things've changed.. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Why I Hate People...sometimes.
random message sent to my shout box: alone_x_ha...: can i lick your pussy clean my response in my head: oh yes! please do so! i'm so glad you mentioned that...because it's been on my mind all day! you are such a mind reader. also...please die...soon. *sigh* it's almost as bad as the photo comments that sugar gets... i mean...are there actually women out there who view that pick-up line as acceptable? i would really like to know. i just saw a blast of a woman who probably views that as acceptable hahahaha oh the humanity. i make myself laugh a lot...just so you all know. usually when i leave comments for people...i'm cracking up at how witty and humorous i am. i'm basically 100% fantastic. and believe it or not, i didn't win a cherry tap contest to convince me of such a thing. you ARE allowed to form opinions of people without having them win cherry tap contests. i realize that you are as shocked as i am right now. also...click this sheep to rate and vote for me i

Cherry Gift Ideas?
if you have any ideas of new gifts you think you might like to give/receive.. let me know! im going to be working with marketman, on the cherry gifts to better your cherryland shopping experience!

Outside
Keep the wall high, spend all my time making sure, no one can get through, no one can ever see, the hurt and the empty, loss and the pain, but I can't hide from me, I'm on the outside, looking inside of me, I see it all, I see what I live with, day after day, I drank and drugged, can't chase it away, but after all this time, it's deeper in me, so I'll stay on the outside, like everyone else, my heart is to ugly, from all I been through, here on the outside, don't have to feel, I can for a short time, escape all the hell here on the Outside.. Outside ( Staind ) by flycodes.com

The Greatest Creature On Earth
True love can be seen in the wolf,without doubt the true love story of the animal kindom, the female wolf will fight to the death to protect her purity untill she finds the mate of her choosing, they find eachother in darkness, and stick together for life, through the good times as well as the bad, never forgeting the love they have for eachother, having been known to stand over there mate after there death untill they literaly starve to death themselves, just because things are not always perfect they do not just walk away and find the most bountiful life, they find a way TOGETHER to face and over come there trials in life, they let nothing come between them and together they are one of the most furocious hunters in the animal kingdom, almost always successful in there hunt for prey.. Together we stand always lady,

A Rule I Don't Agree With!
I don't know that this blog really belongs in this category, but since I do disagree with one of CherryTap's newer rules, I didn't know where else to put it. I suppose I will forever be stuck at 99.99% in level 10. Because of this rule that makes no sense to me, I will not be allowed to ever advance to my next level as I should have three days ago. The rule is that you will forever sit in the level 10 limbo unless you post an approved salute photo, and in my case, that is not going to happen. I have many reasons why I only show my face to a very few trusted souls on the Internet. However, the most important one has to do with my column. Anybody who has bothered to find and read one of my columns will know that the only photo they will see of me in any of my columns and articles written for AINEWS.COM is the same photo of my isolated moustache as the one on my CherryTap profile. There has been a certain mystic about Myles Shaffer purposely created by my editor-in-chief

Poo's Helpful Hints!
We Have All Seen The "Martha Stewart Helpful Hints For Daily Living".. Well.. Heres Some Of Mine! If You Have Any Of Your Own.. Please Feel Free To Add! :o) 1. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 2. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 3. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away. 4. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by simply using the sink. 5. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for three minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. *Remember to use a timer* 6. Have a bad headache? Smash your thumb with a hammer then drink a glass of gasoline. You will forget about the headache. Sometimes, we just need to remember what the rules of life really are: You only need 2 tools: WD-4

Contest Debacle
Lately I've been entertaining myself in the bulletins--leaving random and/or inappropriate comments on bulletins, posting my own random and/or inappropriate bulletins (such as the one announcing that "I'm getting pretty good at masturbating"). The bulletins have their own crew of users--much like the mummers, but less obnoxious. Anyway, Kira constantly posts bulletins, and sometimes they are fairly entertaining. Lately she's been bulletining about a contest she was in. I forget the name of the contest--it is irrelevant. The point is that she lost the contest to some girl who had fewer comments and rates than her, and so she was fairly irate. The prize was $100, and, after having expended--and I quote!--"HUNDREDS" of hours on the contest, Kira didn't win. The host of the contest chose another girl because of bribes or somesuch. I don't know, and I don't particularly care. So... Kira's moaning about the contest in her bulletins, and everyone chimes in, noting how the con

The Marriage!
as i look into your eyes , i am totally aware! of how i feel for you , a love without a care. you are my light,that lights my way back home. without you there, i would feel so alone. and as i make my way,down the golden mile, i see you standing there, at the end of the aisle. i hold my hand out ,and your hand touches mine.with this ring i thee wed, until the end of time.and as the preacher asks us, do you take each other? i look to you,and i could never see another. you are my life, the reason i am alive. i see a life of love , when i look into your eyes! and the ceremony is over, and the party it begins. i take your hand with a love that has no end.i take you to the floor,to dance the first dance. we are so lost in each other, our hearts full of romance. the rice in your hair,and the way you look tonight. you are such a dream to me,i am glad you are my wife.your hand is in mine, as the song begins. i fall even deeper in love,i never want this night to end. the party's over, and we are

I'm Stunned & In Utter Disbelief
OK Most of you know I have a son who's 12 years old. Well... The last term assessment we got for him was damn near all A's - I WAS SO PROUD OF HIM!! However, just like other things in life, so this too must come to an end. We just got his term assessment for this term in the mail today... He actually FAILED writing and came very close to failing a couple of others. I'm not sure what's caused this complete 180 degree turnaround in his grades, but needless to say I am VERY upset. He just left early this morning to go visit his grandfather in Sacramento and will be gone for a week. So I don't even get to address this with him until the 27th. Probably a good thing he IS gone though... No telling what I'd do if he were home. DemonStorm

Dont Say I Didnt Tell Ya
OK.. I DONT KNOE MANAY PPL ON HERE.. BUT TO EVERYONE SO YALL KANT SAY U DIDNT KNOE... I AM PARALYZED FROM KNEES DWN.. I TOTALED MY KAR ON GOOD FRI OF 05'..... SO SURPRISE!! U KAN RUN IF YA WANT NOW... LOL.... SWEET IF YA DONT THOUGH !! YEA

How Can This Be Fair?
I'm just writing today to vent a little. Most of my friends know I am a paramedic. Last night I was working in the ER and a 4 yr old boy was brought in by his parents completely unresponsive. He had no heartbeat, was not breathing, and was basically foaming at the mouth. It was so sad. We worked on him for more than an hour and there was just nothing we could do. Turns out his parents had left insecticide unprotected under the sink...he thought it looked yummy and decided to drink it. I have lost patients before..but the sight of this tiny blonde child on the table with nothing I can do to save him just overwealmed me. It just doesn't seem fair for a child to be taken when there are so many horrible people in this world leading great lives.

Angel
Angel Sometimes when you need it the most When you feel totally lost and alone when you feel you can't go on anymore Sometimes that's when you find hope A person that lifts you up above it all Someone you could not go on without No matter how far apart you may be you feel the person with you in your heart An angel who comes out of of the blue that makes each day brighter then the last Sometimes it happens so very very fast your afraid that it might not last When you find that person that you seek Don't feel that you are way to weak The strength they supply to you everyday will show you the way to a brighter way Angel, my angel

Elevator Story
This is another old story I wrote from the female perspective.(10) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Elevator By Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 The elevator door closes and behind me is a very handsome man that I noticed as I entered. He is wearing a very expensive looking suit with an attaché case in his right hand leaning up against the wall. He smiles at me as I enter the elevator and press the button for the floor below the button he pushed. We have many floors to go yet. I stand there in the middle of the floor and we begin our ascent to our destination. I can smell the scent of his cologne as it wafts over my shoulder. Very manly and extremely seductive was the scent from his cologne. It made my mind wander with the allure from his scent. I hear the tap of his attaché case as he sets it on the floor behind me and off to his side. Suddenly, I feel his arm slowly reach around my waist and give me a slight tug backwards and I can feel his

Hosting Another Contest
OK all, I'm going to host another contest. This contest is going to be for the best chest here on CT. The winner of the contest gets a cherry blast from me. Everyone who enters will get a gift from me. I need at least 10 people to enter. If I have 50 people enter the contest then 1st and 2nd place will get a blast. If 75 people enter then 1st, 2nd, AND 3rd place will get blasts from me. If 100 people enter then 1st - 4th will get blasts. The pic that is entered cannot be NSFW but anything else goes. Give me your best chest pic. The contest will start Sunday Apirl 1st 12:01am EST and end Saturday April 14th 11:59pm EST Each pic rating is worth 4 pts no matter if the pic is rated a 1 or a 10. Each comment is worth 1 pt. You can comment your own pic and you can comment as much as you want so comment bome like crazy :) The person with the most pts at the end of 2 weeks wins. The contest is open to both guys and girls, so just send me a message and let me know which pic you

Let Me Know ...
Ok, here's your chance to request. I feel like writing something, but not sure of the subject. So I figured I would open it up. Let me know if you have a request for a topic...and some input too! Just leave me a comment here...or message me.

Secret Fantasy
My true Ecstasy, Love is a drug to me, I couldn't get an enough of you, The way you have touch, Had put my soul in easy, Every time I made love to you, I feel like I am flowing on heavy clouds, Your sex is like a addiction to me, I keep coming back for more, Your looks and your charms are what made me high, Feasting mine soul with your fat long manhood squeezing inside of me, Had bring out lust in my eyes, Rubbing my hand so gentle on your chest, I couldn't resist smell your strong sweet body mist had bring essence in me, You will feel my hot kisses, kissing your chest, Night and Day, I couldn't stop thinking about you.

So Damn Tired
How many of you work more than one job? I have 4 and I am exhausted. I absolutely can not wait until Summer when I can drop one of them and get some rest. Do you ever stay up for so long that it is just impossible to sleep? I try to sleep but my mind is racing with what I have to do next. I need a damn vacation!

Just Out Of Curiosity..
IS THERE ANYONE ELSE OUT THERE ON MY FRIENDS LIST THAT WISHES ME TO GO "FUCK MYSELF" CAUSE IF THERE IS PLEASE DELETE ME NOW. I HAVE NO TIME FOR THESE STUPID LITTLE CHILDISH GAMES. AND JUS FOR THE RECORD MR LOST4NOW, I AM NO WHORE, YOU R JUS JEALOUS THAT I WOULD NOT GIVE U THE TIME OF DAY IN MY LIFE. SO TO THIS I SAY "YOU CAN GO FUCK YOURSELF" AND SULK IN THE DEEP DARK NASTY CORNERS OF YOUR LIFE YA SIMPLE ASS. HA HA HA. AND IF YA STILL FEEL THE SAME BRING IT ON ASSHOLE I GOT SOMETHIN FER YA!! DON'T FUCK WITH ME IT WILL BE THE VERY LAST THING THAT YOU EVER DO!!!

For Those That Question My Charity Work, To You I Say Fuck Off
Dear Michelle, Good news! Yesterday, the U.S. House of Representatives approved the Animal Fighting Prohibition Enforcement Act (H.R. 137) by a landslide vote -- 368 to 39. It's thanks to your calls and emails to your Representative that we were able to secure such a decisive victory. Click here to find out how your Representative voted: https://community.hsus.org/ct/x7ahJaE1_XE9/ Now, we're focusing on the U.S. Senate -- in order to complete the effort to make it a federal felony to move fighting animals or cockfighting implements across state lines or foreign borders. Please help us keep up the momentum and make a short polite phone call to both of your Senators. Senator John Ensign: (202) 224-6244 Senator Harry Reid: (202) 224-3542 First, see if your two Senators are cosponsors of S. 261 (the companion to H.R. 137): https://community.hsus.org/ct/xpahJaE1_XEo/ If they are, call and thank them for their support and ask them for help to get this legislation passed

Mardi Gras
New Orleans,Louisiana, the city that's known as The Big Easy. It is one of the most vibrant cities in the world. For those of you that have never experienced the history,the people,or the party that is New Orleans, it's the home of the 24 hour bars and drive through daiquiri shops. Where the air is thick with humidity. The smells of the powerful Mississippi river,the seafood and cajun restaurants, the smell of fresh baked french bread teasing the nose. Walking down through the French Quarter, past clubs with the music of zydeco,jazz and rock. The history reflected in the architecture from the past, old homes that still have carriage houses. Other homes, like through the Garden district, reflect the Greek revival styles popular though out the colonial times. But one thing New Orleans is famous for more than anything else, Mardi Gras, or Fat Tuesday. It's the famous last celebration before Lent. A party throughout the entire city but nothing like what happens in the French Quarter. Bourb

What's Really Inside My Heart...
Since I first came here I have met some wild and crazy fun loving ppl. All of you have touched my heart as well as my life in some kind of unique way. And for that I am greatful. You have been here thorough my tough times as well as my happy times. Thank you. I know that I may have not gotten to know all of you the way i would have liked, but like i said ill gladly send my email and im's to you so we can keep in touch. I will only add you if you really want to. I will miss sharing all of your thoughts and dreams and wild things in between *Wink *-) For those of you that I talk to on occasions and some far in between, I from the very bottom of my heart am so sorry for not keepin in more contact with you. I have had a few ppl today tell me how they felt about my absence and me not talking to them. I almost in a way feel like i abandoned some of you. That hurts me to think that maybe I have done that. I want to keep all my friends. SO, to this Lets go on but go on together. ok? oh yeah an

What Is Demonic Artistic Group
I was using a women who I love to death to get creative input from, now she is gone I do not have anything I can use, this has driven me to create a group that hopefully will help my indever.. Now I dont want a bunch of crap or drama, I would love to learn, view and hear from creative people on the subject of Gothic images from all points. The Demonic Artistic Group is as simple as a group of friends who share an equal liking to the basic subjects of Gothic and Demonic images, this dont mean we will get together and start sacrificial offerings or anything, its just a friendly place to share ideas, thoughts, comments, stories and most importantly images of related topics.. I invite you to join, the only requirement's you need is to be open minded and to keep your judgmental comments at the door, I dont want to see people putting people down just because of there taste, its there given right. If you would like to join us, just let me know so

Big Money To The One Who Will Kidnap Me!!!
Made this a bulletin and a Blog... LETS MOVE ON THIS PEOPLE!!! I am at work... and I don't want to be here... not even a little... so if I pay someone oh.. um... $17.34... Could you come and kidnap me? Please.. pretty please?... what if I made it... $17.86... oh.. ya baby... I am a high roller... giving money away like it was water... Help me help you... We could have lots of fun..... No.. REALLY.. we could.... Just think of it... Connect 4, poker, Rock Paper Scissors?... or we can even play.. (While you are driving me away tied up) I spy with my little eye... something that begins with A.. YUP.. Angelique.. and you will see me when YOU GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE AND TAKE ME WAY FROM THE SCARY PATIENTS IN THIS DOCTORS OFFICE... NOW LETS GET TO IT.. CHOP CHOP!!!!! What do you want?.. sexual favors.. hmm.. ok.. maybe a reach around.. or a little sucky sucky.. but that is it.. COME ON PEOPLE.. I CAN'T KIDNAP MYSELF.. how the hell would I tie the Knot?.. Thanks ♥Angelique&h

#4 Phantom Friday Night Theater - Phantom Of The Opera Theme Song
Welcome to Phantom Friday Theater Gerard Butler and Emmy Rossum Phantom of the Opera Christine: In sleep he sang to me In dreams he came That voice which calls to me And speaks my name And do I dream again? For now I find The phantom of the opera is there, Inside my mind Phantom: Sing once again with me Our strange duet My power over you Grows stronger yet And though you turn from me to glance behind The phantom of the opera is there Inside your mind Christine: Those who have seen your face Draw back in fear I am the mask you wear Phantom: It's me they hear Both: My/Your spirit and my/your voice In one combined The phantom of the opera is there inside my/your mind Chorus: Is that the phantom of the opera? Beware the phantom of the opera

How Can You Forget An Angel?
Most of you on here do not know me, nor will you ever really get to know me. Most of you will not even read this, you will just click on the link, rate it to get your stupid points, and go back to what you were doing. That's ok tho, this is not for you, it is for me. For those of you that read on, this is a little slice of my fucked up life. Today was one of the worst days I have ever had, and it makes me very sad. Today I realized... was actually reminded... that for the last 6 days, I have been so selfish, that I forgot my Angel. A couple of months ago, I made one of, if not the biggest mistakes of my life, by not telling a good friend how I truly felt about her. I feel that I let her down, and she ended up getting hurt very badly by another guy. She has told me many times that I am not to blame for her getting hurt, but I just don't see it that way. I am slowly pulling myself out of the fog of guilt that I feel for letting her get hurt, but for the last month or so, I have

I Need To Ask A Question
Im putting my self out here on the line.. Only answer this question if you can do it honestly. wether its good or bad im not hold grudges or going on a hating spree i just want opinions. What kind of person am I what is your opinion of me? Thanks for taking the tiome to read this.

Someone’s Idea Of A Friend Request!
ACCEPT | DENY From: Cunninglinguist69 Date: 2007-04-05 11:21:08 Message: Merry meet!! I am a Bacchanalian-Pagan Satyr. I saw your photograph and immediately desired to have uncontrolably-wild Lesbian sex with you even though I have all this "extra" equipment!! I was wondering if you could assist me in mastering this "extra" equipment, so that I might utilize it more expertly. I was informed by those in "The Know", that the key to full mastery is continual practice until perfection is achieved, or until satieted, whichever cums first!! It has been difficult for me, thus far, to reach satietation, as my "extra' equipment is always engorged and will not become flacid until it has found "release" at least three times a day. It is very difficult to find women who are willing to allow themselves to become that sore, so I must have at least three.........or four!! Would you take a moment to consider becoming my friend so that we can begin the process?? And people wonder wh

Cherrytap In The News
Things that make you go HMMMMmmmm... Reposted from http://www.weissblog.com/2007/03/12/cherrytap-in-the-news/ What you're reading is a decent article about CT, which raises a few questions. Don't miss the critical ones, because they reference: and Take a look, because what I see are a couple of sites that are designed to compete with Hot or Not (etc) and YouTube / iMeem (etc) ... and they are using OUR data and OUR pictures and OUR stashes and OUR time to do it, without our knowledge or consent. That makes CherryTAP a pretty slick online community, with two backup advertising sites powered by people who had no idea. Think you're upset about people ripping your pics on CT? How about if CT ripped EVERYONES pics, and used that for advertising? Don't take my word, please. Read the message. Look at the sites. - Void. 12 Mar CherryTap in the news Over the last few days CherryTap (CT to the users) has gotten a

Simply Love
I couldn’t talk non stop; for after a while; the chords of my intricate throat started to hurt; and a gruesome hoarseness besieged my persona, I couldn’t walk non stop; for after a while; the soles of my feet started to ache; and the conglomerate of dreary bones in my body demanded celestial rest, I couldn’t write non stop; for after a while; my fingers swelled like a plump tomato; and the disdainful sweat on my palms started to drip obnoxiously on barren sheets of white paper, I couldn’t stare non stop; for after a while; my voluptuously soft cushion of lids fell down with a sigh; and the whites of my eye were desperate to get rid of the tumultuous stinging, I couldn’t eat non stop; for after a while; the tunnels of my stomach threatened to puke; and the buds of my tongue abhorrently repulsed the most exotic of taste, I couldn’t dance non stop; for after a while; the fantasy in my mind wholesomely subsided; and I inevitably collapsed on soil for my noctur

Love Will Not Die In My Heart, No Not Mine
She was the promise of love in a familar place. My fingers full of longing, fire, and desire. Close my eyes so happy with my wonderous find. Open my eyes there it is her lovely face. I reach for her to find nothing but mist, an empty pyre. Love will not die in my heart, no not mine. -Shawn

Tears At My Eyelash
touch my eyelash with your eyelash in a way that place all your tears at my eyelash All the time ,all the moments you have been with me yes, this body has been sometimes near and sometimes far whichever worries you got , give my address to all of them I really don’t like sadness/worries at your face It seems illegal your relation with worries listen to my request, throw it way from your face touch my eyelash with your eyelash in a way that place all your tears at my eyelash

True Story (church Picnic)
THE TRIP WAS LONG FOR A 14 YEAR OLD IT SEAMED LIKE DAYS. BACK THEN MOST ROADS WERE DIRT DUSTY AND FULL OF POT HOLES SO THE RIDE WAS A SLOW ONE. A LOT OF FUN WAS TO BE HAD THAT DAY. FRIENDS FAMILY SWIMMING AND A GREAT COOK OUT.MOST OF ALL JENNY WAS GOING TO BE THERE.MY FIRST REAL CRUSH.MY SHE WAS A BEAUTIFUL GIRL, AND THE GOOD TIMES WE HAD. ONE TIME AT SIX FLAGS OVER GEORIGA WE WENT IN TO THE CAVES THERE. DARK AND THAT SMELL, DAMP LIMESTONE ROCK.WE FOUND OUR SELFS HIDEING AS EVERY ONE WALKED BY.JUST A KISS OR TWO. O HOW GREAT. AND THE TIME WE WENT TO THE DANCE TOGETHER WE DANCED AND DANCED.THE SIXTH FLOOR ELAVATOR WAS OLD. SO WAS THE BUILDING.JUST FOR FUN RIDING UP AND DOWN THE ELAVATOR STOPS.STUCK BETWEEN FLOORS WITH NO WAY OUT.IT WOULD BE HOURS BEFORE THEY GOT US OUT.YES WE DID HAVE FUN. BACK AT THE LAKE I BECAME RESTLESS WITH HOPES JENNY WOULD SOON BE THERE.FINAILY SHE ARRIVES,AND HAPPY I WAS. EVEN THEN I WAS LEARNING TO SMOKE SO WAS SHE. BUT NETHER ONE

Can I Be Pissed For A Few Minutes Please?
There is a massive contingency of members of this site who appear to be trapped in fucking high school or something?!?!?! I thought myspace was full of infantile behavior by juvinile morons trapped in adult bodies! Is it society as a whole? Am I an old fart? Am I out of touch? I suppose I understand the popularity contest bullshit... human ego being what it is. Everyone likes to be liked, right? But lets examine all of the other.... ummm.... ASSININE BULLSHIT that seems to go along WITH the popularity contest like How Hot Are You Bulletins? What Kind Of Lover Are You Bulletins? etc etc etc ad infinitum And its not bad enough that these things are a fucking avalanche and hourly deluge, but do they ALL have to have a closing line resembling: REPOST THIS OR (Insert truly bogus bullshit threat here)???? Could ya just grow the fuck up already? I know, I know, I can filter my bulletins by fans and by friends and family, but how about by PERSON? Wouldnt it be nice to j

Repost Of "the Female Squirting Orgasm Paet 1"
Anyone that knows me, knows that i have a massive obsession with female squirting orgasms. For that matter, if you read my page, you would know that. The reason i bring it up, is because so many women have told me that i need to write a blog about this, so i have decided that i would.....and explain my obsession, and maybe enlighten a few people on the myth's, and misunderstandings. Since i teach so many women how to have squirting orgasms, my original intent was to write a blog teaching women that wanted to know how to do it.....but i have learned that in every instance, the circumstances are different, so one generalized, well writen blog may not work for everyone....so ill keep teaching on a one on one basis. With that said.....lets cover a few things real quick. MYTHS - WHEN A WOMAN SQUIRTS, SHE IS REALLY PEEING. This is absolutely false. People that say this, are truly ignorant, and show it by making assumptions about something they know nothing about. The truth of the ma

Friendship
Friendship is defined as the quality or condition of being friends As we go through life, we begin to see that things are not so black and white We begin to develop opinions, thoughts and definitions of our own We understand that there are words that carry a greater meaning A meaning that cannot simply be expressed by words The true definition of these words is known, not explained We learn the definition through not only words, but by actions Not only our own actions, but by the actions of others around us Friendship is one of the words that carries a much greater meaning We learn friendship by living life Every so often we are lucky enough to find a true friend Even less often, people are lucky enough to have a group of true friends True friends are people that will not judge you or your actions They will be by your side through thick and thin They will support you through good decisions and bad They will also let you know when you make a bad decision They are the

Good Blah
The time has come for me to say good bye officially to CherryTAP. I was thinking about it all and realistically this place is just not right for me, and I am going to be leaving for good. It’s silly to stick around realistically and I have decided that it is best to just delete any account I have on any site so that nobody is left wondering when is he coming back? The answer will obviously be never. I decided since I was leaving though I might as well spell it out exactly for anyone that thought I was a bit to vague the last time. Like a lot of morons I spent a lot of money on this site in blasts, a couple of happy hours, VIC, and spent countless hours of time doing my thing around here and thinking that I could be a power of example in some regards, and I am sure that I have. You just never feel like anything is worth it and it leaves a bad taste in your mouth actually. The popular people here are some of the most deplorable human beings I have ever had the opportunity to even have t

Military Spouses On Fubar (updated 12/8/07)
Wives ~STAIND~Husband is Deployed to Iraq Sweet Irish RoseHusband:okie(Army) I love My soldier Hypnotiq Melissa A Soldiers LuvHusband in Army Cowgirl! Seabeewife SaryHusband: Bulldog(Army)Deployed to Iraq Fire DJ PASSION Husband:DJ ETERNALIS(Veteran)

Andre Agassi Hits Wife With Tennis Racket
I bet he makes her tell her friends that she fell down the steps. He can't be looking bad in the public eye. Image is everything. "Steffi Graf required three stitches Sunday after husband Andre Agassi inadvertently hit her in the face with his racket during a fundraiser that followed the final of the U.S. Clay Court Championships. Graf and Agassi were holding hands -- her left to his right -- while rallying with a couple of youngsters when Agassi's follow-through struck his wife in the face." Right. Inadvertent. Ted Kennedy inadvertently drove into an ocean channel once, too.

The Dance
Your eyes open, where am I you ask yourself? This isn't my room. I went to sleep in my room, that's my bed but where am I. You wipe your eyes and they focus. You're right you are no longer in your room. You now lie in a meadow filled with fragrant flowers, a coolness in the air and the moon shining brightly down upon you. You know this place, it's a place where you spent many a childhood days. You hear a voice call to you. You turn in the darkness and see a hand reach out for yours. "Care to dance?" The voice asks as you take the hand. You try to see who is there but the persons face you can not see. Only hearing the softness of their voice. Caring and tender you both dance. No Music is heard only the music of your breathing and heart beats. Your dance partner softly whispers to you " I see you still enjoy dancing in the moonlight like you did when you were young." Softly you whisper back "Yes, I do how did you know that I danced in the moonlight when I was a child?" The reply is clea

Spicy!
I hate to seem spammy but this seems an appropriate place to mention this new site I've been hanging around, SpicePad. It doesn't have nearly the features of CT but has a great community. It's still rather small so it kind of feels like everyone knows everyone. I'd love to see some of you there! As far as I can tell, it doesn't seem to automatically friend the way it does here so if you need to find me, I'm missangelyss on there.

Pin Up Girls
Care to sign up for this ??? CHERRY PIN UP GIRLS:contest picked by CHERRYTAP FRIENDS… the top three ladies will each gain a CHERRY PIN UP GIRL I.D. CARD for 1st & 2nd & 3rd places…..rules on my page ALWAYS LOOKING FOR CONTESTANTS 1st WEEKS WINNERS - picked MARCH 04/07 are 2nd WEEKS WINNERS– picked MARCH 11/07 are 3rd WEEKS WINNERS– picked March 18/07 are 4th WEEKS WINNERS– picked March 23/07 are 5th WEEKS WINNERS– picked April 1/07 are 6th WEEKS WINNERS & OUR PIN UP GIRLS – picked April 8/2007 7th WEEKS WINNERS & OUR PIN UP GIRLS – picked April 15/2007

My Lover
it was not in my fate to meet my lover had I lived longer, this would still be my only desire to live on your promise is to make my life a lie would I not have died of happiness if i trusted it from your frailty I learnt that the promise was delicate it would not stand broken had you been determined someone ask me about your half-drawn arrow would i even feel this pain if it had pierced my heart what kind of friendship is this, that friends are now advisers someone should ease my pain, someone sympathize with me from every nerve drips blood without restraint as if that which you think is anguish is but a spark threatening as love is, there is no deliverance from the heart if not the torment of love, it would be the torment of life whom shall I narrate the pangs of these evenings of sorrow i would have not resented this death, had it come only once that I died and was disgraced, why was I not just drowned never w

History According To Testicles.
To take an oath, ancient Romans put a hand on their testicles. That's where testimony comes from. True story. Cue the laughter. Sad that I have to make this NSFW purely because of the word TESTICLE.

So Long And Sorry About All The Spam...
Sorry about mailing out that last blog entry. Well, and this one, too... since I want to make sure everyone gets my apology. I promise from here out that I won't send anything more unless it is incredibly emergent in one way or another. ;c) I just wanted to try out the new sharing thing and chose the last blog I'd written which just happened to be the spammy one. I didn't give much thought to how that might look. As for SpicePad (z0mg, I linked it again! Naughty! ;c), I'm still enjoying it and am kind of addicted but the site is definitely not as well put together as CT. So if you don't like it, I'll still see you here. You won't hurt my feelings if you don't join or don't hang out there. I promise.

If This Offends You.. Too F**cking Bad!!
For all you shiftless F*cks with nothing left to do but to threaten someone by taking them off of your friends list, take me the F*ck off!! If I don't want to repost your driveling crap about something I don't give two S*its about, you should, as a FRIEND, respect my choice!!! If YOU can't do that, then I guess you're a shi**y friend!! F*ck all of your threats, and F*ck you!

Psychopath Test
Read this question, come up with an answer and then scroll down to the bottom for the result. This is not a trick question. It is as it reads. No one I know has got it right. A woman, while at the funeral of her own mother, met a guy whom she did not know. She thought this guy was amazing. She believed him to be her dream guy so much, that she fell in love with him right there, but never asked for his number and could not find him. A few days later she killed her sister. Question: What is her motive for killing her sister? [Give this some thought before you answer, see answer below] Answer: She was hoping the guy would appear at the funeral again. If you answered this correctly, you think like a psychopath. This was a test by a famous American Psychologist used to test if one has the same mentality as a killer. Many arrested serial killers took part in the test and answered the question correctly. If you didn't an

The Massage
You came over to visit and I knew you were having a really bad day, so I decided to help you try to take the edge off. So, I offered to give you a massage knowing how much you loved them. Alone in my room, I laid you down on my bed on top of your stomach, and started to rub your shoulders. It was nice day and you were wearing a tank top even though my air conditioning was on and it was a little cool in the room. Your hair was long and in the way, so I had to move it to the side so I could have access to your bare shoulders. My hands were sort of dry, so I grabbed my lotion and started putting in on my hands. They became kinda greasy, but it made giving you a massage a little easier. My hands worked their way down the back of your shirt a little so I wouldn’t get lotion on your shirt. You lifted yourself up some and pulled your shirt off completely saying “Its probably easier this way“. I really didn’t mind at all, and picked up the bottle of lotion so I could put it directly on y

Bitching Pt 3
so a female i was cool with was on yahoo cam. i spoke then asked to see her cam. so as soon as it loaded her chest was on cam but hidden by her shirt. next she turned around and her ass was there. she went as far as pulling her shirt up to the top of her shorts so you could see her ass shape better, and was still hidden by the pants. all of a sudden i was booted off her cam, yet it still said her cam was viewable. she told me she had to get it right. after 10 mins of getting it right she offered me to come back on and view. i jokingly said. "YEAH AFTER YOU GAVE SOMEONE A SHOW LOL" then she wrote me back "OKAY, U DON'T KNOW SHIT ABOUT ME TO EVEN COME AT ME LIKE THAT BYE" was i wrong i even said i was joking

Sand & Stone
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT." LEARN TO WRIT

Wicca Recognized. . .
Wiccan symbol OK on military headstones. Families of fallen soldiers reach settlement with Veterans Affairs. Roberta Stewart looks at the veterans memorial wall in Fernley, Nev., in March 2006, when she was fighting for the right to put the Wiccan symbol on a plaque honoring her husband, National Guard Sgt. Patrick Stewart, who was killed in Afghanistan in 2005. Patrick Stewart was a Wiccan, a faith based on the stewardship of nature. Updated: 1:58 p.m. ET April 23, 2007 MADISON, Wis. - The Wiccan pentacle has been added to the list of emblems allowed in national cemeteries and on government-issued headstones of fallen soldiers, according to a settlement announced Monday. A settlement between the U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs and Wiccans adds the five-pointed star to the list of "emblems of belief" allowed on VA grave markers. Eleven families nationwide are waiting for grave markers with the pentacle, said Selena Fox, a Wiccan high priestess with Circle Sa

Jades Abduction................
She was standing in the dark parking lot waiting for Him in the place He had told her to. Why He was making her stand out here and wait for Him to pick her up was beyond her…she could have waited in her car for Him, but she learned long ago…never question His directions. Impatiently she looked at her watch…8:15. He had told her to meet Him here at 8:00, where the hell was He? Could He have forgotten? He had been working a lot of hours lately…it was possible. Frustrated, she started across the lot towards the pay phone to call Him. When she had just about reached the curb, a man dressed all in black with a black mask covering his face, stepped from behind one of the parking deck columns and grabbed her arm… wrenching it behind her He pressed a sharp knife tight against her throat, daring her to utter a sound. Shocked, she stood motionless. “What do you want from me? Here… take my purse if it’s money you want.” She stated with a shaky voice. The man laughed a deep-throated laugh that mad

Bitch Bitch Bitch
Theres a few things I don't understand about cherrytap. The first thing is WHY people view your new pics but cant bother to rate them. And along that lines YOU would think having 6200 friends more than 8 whole people would rate a pic. I think its bullshit. Along that lines I hate seeing peoples pics down rated because people are jealous. One of my baby's pics is down to a 7 probably because of someones jealousy. He don't complain but I see it happen alot. The ranking system on this site sucks. It doesn't catch the fakes. I have worked real hard to get where I am, but unless you have constant blasts etc ppl can buy a spot. Happy Hour is cool but its crap that you can buy alot of points at once now!! I just can't keep up. Even with the legends. I am not a pr0nstar or am i super hot and I won't go the lengths needed to to keep it. So It was great being a legend for a few days but It will fade away soon. Remember RANK means nothing!! It is WHO you are and HOW you treat others that mak

Warning To All Pet Owners!!!!!
My puppy just died today because of kidney failure and the cause was from food that we bought her in a can. The food was supposed to be cleaned off the store shelves but not all of it has been removed. My baby girl was my whole life. She was my little princess. This is a slow death for them and although it takes them a while to die, they will die painfully. The last 3 days of my puppys life was pure pain and hell. I thought she had Parvo but I was wrong. A Veterinarian confirmed "Kidney Failure". We fed her Ol' Roy in a can. PLEASE GO TO THE FOLLOWING WEBSITE IF YOU ARE A PET OWNER AND CAREFULLY GO OVER THIS LIST. WE DID BEFORE ...THIS BUT THEY UPDATE IT AND WE DID NOT KNOW THIS. SO PLEASE BOOKMARK IT AND VISIT IT OFTEN IF YOU LOVE YOUR PETS. BOOKMARKING A WEBPAGE AND VISITING IT OFTEN IS A SMALL PRICE TO PAY COMPARED TO WHAT I JUST WATCHED MT DOG GO THROUGH. SHE DIED IN MY ARMS TODAY. AND THERES NOTHING THAT CAN BE DONE BECAUSE ITS A POISON!!!! SURE YOU CAN TRY TO OPEN A LAWSUIT BUT I

New Start
MY THOUGHTS ARE CLEAR SO YOU'LL SEE, MY MIND OPEN AND FREE. THOUGH WE'VE MADE A FRESH START, YOU'LL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART. MEMORIES I WILL NEVER FORGET, THERES ONLY ONE THING I REGRET. IF I EVER MADE YOU SAD, CRAZY OR EVEN MAD, YOU'LL ALWAYS BE IN MY LIFE, THROUGH THE TERMOIL OR THE STRIFE, NOW THAT WE ARE APART, LETS GIVE IT A BRAND NEW START. YOU AND I WERE ALWAYS FRIENDS, I REALLY DONT WANT THAT TO END. YOUR FRIENDSHIP GAVE ME HOPE, AND IT ALWAYS HELPED ME COPE. I WANT YOU TO ALWAYS REMEMBER, FROM NOW TIL SEPTEMBER. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE, A VERY IMPORTANT PART OF ME.

Sex Weed
Sex Weed I wanna be your sex weed baby I want you to come take some puffs of me I promise it will put you on clouds You'll feel like you're floating I wanna take you to another level As I suck below your belly button While your eyes go to back of your head as you exhale I'm that good s*** Yes I'm a dime piece Just come and have a taste of me I'll have you feeling like you took exstacy I want every inch of your body Lick your inner thighs, while you grip my breast Yes I'm real naughty So naughty that I need you to smack my ass I wanna get on top of you And kiss all over your chest I promise taking some puffs of me Will be a memory you'll never forget I wanna place you inside me So I can let my love flow on you All over you till your really wet This will be a time you'll never forget I'll have you hooked on my sex weed You'll be begging for more And that's when I let you take another puff and let you explore I want you to crave my

Lets Play!!
HERE ARE THE TEAMS SO FAR... HEARTS - WILL BOMB CONTESTS OF SQUAD MEMBERS ONLY!! SABRINA CHRISTIE DONNA MEGAN SANDRA ANGIE JAMEZ STEVE DIAMONDS -WILL BOMB CONTESTS OF FAMILY PARTNERS & SQUAD MEMBERS IF WE NEED EXTRA HELP SUZIE-Q DANA JESSI KELLY CASI CRYSTAL CAIN TAZZ SPADES - WILL BOMB GIVEAWAYS CRYS T,J, STEPHANIE MESHELL STACIE MICHELLE AUSTIN DANIEL SCOTT CLUBS - ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR KEEPING US LEVELED- FAN ADD AND RATE EVERYTHING FROM FAMILY, AND PARTNERS...THIS KEEPS US STRONGER... LINDSEY SPECIAL K CARLENA NEE-NEE LEXI JASON KING JOE WES MIKE I WILL ADD MORE LATER...AND OF COURSE YOU CAN STILL BOMB THE OTHER STUFF TOO... THESE ARE YOUR PRIMARY OBJECTIVES... AND AS I SAID EARLIER..IT'S STILL COMING TOGETHER....

My Work!
A Monster Created The open mind is a dangerous playground for obscene thoughts to prey. Innocence lost to an open mind. I explore all realms of self-discovery, only to find the monster lying beneath was not predator but prey. A victim of a mind, of sorts, urged by my own self to fail, fall short, and ultimately self-destruct. Imagine being out of control and feeling completely content, on a road to nowhere; crashing hard into a concrete wall, just before falling to your demise. The pain is great. There are parts of you that you cannot save, but you salvage what is left and rebuild. In pieces, broken and strewn, you pick up whats left and carry on. Your mind is shattered. Your vision lost. Emotions run at a trickle. Lightning strikes and you are recreated: a monster, a second chance given to you as a last resort. Now, all you need to do is prove you are not the same

My Friends
This is to my Three Friends that ever talk to me here.. They know who they are... I want to thank you for loving me.. and thank you for being there for me.. but I won't be on CherryTAP as much anymore.. I see the other girls getting a lot of people talking to them.. and I don't have that..I lost my lounge because of my friends all leaving and never say HI anymore. Only three people on this site talk to me at all...almost all my friends have come and gone.. Just those three are here talking to me. I feel like I don't have a home here or even a place here on CherryTAP. Gods knows I want people to talk to.. if this seems out of jealousy.. it is. I am not ashamed to admit it. I am so jealous of the other girls who get many hellos.. comments and all.. I think I am a good person with a big heart.. I am a fun, caring person.. I wish I had people to share that with. And this is for them. I love you my friends.

Pictures I Made For The One I Love
my baby K.a.y.d.e.e.(( shes my world )) && this is my baby Kaydee && she is my other half && she is my everything && she loves me for M.E. && she is the sun in my hair && she is the one i cant live w/o && she is the shine in my eyes && she is the glow in my smile && she is my best friend && she is my Girlfriend && she is my Fiance && she is my soul mate && she is the sunshine in my hair && she is the only woman for me && she is amazing && she is the one thats makes me feel whole && she is the one i never want to loose && she is the one i love to be with && she is the one i can not live without && she is the one i tell everything && she is the one im not afraid to cry in front of && she is the one who can tell im sad even when im smiling && she is the one who I would take a bullet it for!!!

Bands I Hate
afi- f*ck those wussy little transvestites panic @ the disco!- the worst thing to come out of vegastown nickelback- bunch of long-haired fugly buttholes HIM- so bland and unorigional, bam margera should be shot for wearing their little sign evanescence- can s*ck my d*ck! papa roach- emo fags, kill yourselves metallica- overrated bunch of sissies. and i know what you're about to say; but f*ck their early records too! icp- haha i hate all their stupid jugga ho followers too taking back sunday- you do not rock, you are queer creed- christians are dumb alkaline trio- more like buttlick trio all american rejects- if you think they are punk rock you're a tool tool- friggin songs go on forever n' sh*t! slipknot- is for little zit faced adolescents, grow up hawthorne hieghts- need i say anything? anti flag- trying too hard to be something they're not the casualties- write some lyrics that people might give a sh*t about avenged sevenfold- just

Just My Opinion
ok listen to this shit. just a couple people are pissing me off and i guess it rubbing off on how i treat good friends here. i dont like how i feel so im telling u about it 1)to u males: A)i am single, but i do have a man i talk to everyday here weather it be on phone or computer. B)yes i have a twat,doesnt mean im gonna cam with u or send pictures to or send my phone number threw a little shout box. C)if i want ur yahoo ill ask other wise u think ill add u just because u think ill cam ur wrong D)i dont make pono films E)i look for meaningful relationship not a roll in the hay. hell if i wanted that i could do that without ct 2)i am with the CLUBHOUSE CHERRYTAP!!!!!!!!!!!!! A)that is my family B) i talk to them everyday weather it be phone,yahoo,clubhouse,computer and it will stay that way im not playing politics if u want to make it politics u will be blocked from me i dont play the middle. i stand byhind my family and i mean (FAMILY) real family they are also in my oth

Deal For The Nhl & Nba Playoffs
Just in case you haven't looked. Marketman has added some new gifts to the Gift Shop. They include NHL/NBA Playoffs teams LOGOS. So here is the Deal for everyone. If you leave a Comment on this BLOG telling me which NHL/NBA Playoffs Team you support, I will send them one of these GIFTS. Now lets see how many takers I get? Oh BTW, in case you don't know & want to Return the Favor (YOU DO NOT HAVE TO!!!!!!!) I support the Buffalo Sabres.

The Vanishings
ok, once again, as i plot world conquest, i notice more and more people on my frinds list are gone. like, poof gone. so my question is this. what kind of friend up and leaves, without saying anything. i mean, i understand, real life happens. i understand, you might meet someone that doesnt really like you talking to people here. all of thats well and good. but, i would let people know i would be gone for a while if i could. common courtesy. the word cyber, in cyberfriend, doesnt make someone not care. anyone that knows me, knows i take friend very seriously. cyber or otherwise. so, i guess this is as much as plea for respect as it is a rant. if you are going away, just let us know. some of us may be worrying about you. and on a side note, if you drop all your friends, that have been nothing but kind and respectful to you, just because you found some cyber boy/girlfriends. you get no sympathy from me when it all goes to shit. ok, man period rant over. you dont have to go home,

Two New C.t.iers
Two New C.T.iers were sitting around talking one afternoon over a cold beer. After a while the first C.T.ier says to the second, "If I was to sneak >over to your house and make love to your wife while you was off huntin', and she got pregnant and had a baby, would that make us related?" The second C.T.ier crooked his head sideways for a minute, scratched his head, and squinted his eyes thinking real hard about the question. Finally, he says, "Well, I don't know about related, but it sure would make us even."

My Son And Asperger's
Hello All I haven't said much about my son before in here or other sites other than to those that I got close to. I should step to the plate too and let my voice be heard when it comes to what he has. My son was first diagnosed with PDD NOS (Pervasive Developmental Disorder - Not Otherwise Specified) when he was 3... more specifically... Asperger's Syndrome also known or referred to as High Functioning Autism. (He Now Has A Firm Diagnosis Of Asperger's Since They Now Have A More Thorough Way Of Testing For This) The Beginning.... My son's first word was 'alright' at 6 months old lol Thought he was going to be an agreeable child.... well being male.. and MY child well that wasn't going to happen. lol. Yes, I admit I am stubborn, and determined... and my Scottish and German roots show strong in my genes... and my son's lol Anyway My son's vocabulary didn't seem to progress as well as we had thought. At almost 3 years old, he was still using 2 to 3 word sentence

Dreams Of You !!!
I thought we had something, forever and real, my heart belonged to only you, I tryed so hard to show you love true, no need to fight, the past can't be undone, I will always love you, need me I'm here, may never hold you, your smile I won't see, but want you to know, you'll always be in my heart, a deep part of me, remember the good times, let go of the bad, hope you can be happy, and find what you need, one thing I have, can't be taking away, a thought in the night, I'll be with you, in my dreams of you...

Pimpin Gift Coming Within The Next 3 Contest..1 Day...blast Contest Coming At Ant Time
3300=official bitch champion 1300=blueeyes 300=lucious remember to win championship u need to win 2 times in a row.reguardless of your money..and pimping and 1 day blast contest are non title matches for 500 how much is.5+f+4+f+4+f+4+f+5+3++43+7++67+= 1 day blast is sponsred by ryellowfast07@ CherryTAP if for some reason you have not recieved your blast in 3 days..i will buy you the blast..but you should be able to recieve it as soon as i declare you the winner and he is online

For A Mens Ring=3700 Paid During Hh
goto this profile......)o(Pagan~Wiccan~Crystal~Isis)o(Member of Club F.A.R and L.R.L.Society of Wolves)o(Bomber of the Bomb@ CherryTAPguess a number from 1-10...u get unlimited guesses but 1 per comment.winner annonced as soon as i see the right number cassie 800 champ blueyeys 500 pagan cashed out

A Time For Us
A time for us, some day there'll be when chains are torn by courage born of a love that's free. A time when dreams so long denied can flourish, as we unveil the love we now must hide. A time for us at last to see a life worthwhile for you and me. And with our love, through tears and thorns, we will endure as we pass surely through every storm. A time for us, some day there'll be a new world, a world of shining hope for you and me. And with our love, through tears and thorns, we will endure as we pass surely

In Case You Didn't Read It Earlier
DEAR FRIENDS THE ROAD THAT I HAVE TRAVELED SINCE JOINING CHERRYTAP HAS BEEN AN ADVENTURE,I STILL GLANCE BACK AND WONDER HOW I BECAME SO LUCKY AS TO BE SURROUNDED BY SUCH BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE. I WONDER IF YOU EVER REALIZED THAT I CARE FOR YOU ALL ENTIRELY. AMIDST THESE CRIES OF JOY,I'M SIMPLY NOT THE SAME PERSON THAT I WAS BEFORE BECAUSE OF THE FRIENDSHIPS I HAVE MADE WITH YOU ALL.I HAVE BECOME A BETTER PERSON FOR KNOWING EACH ONE OF YOU. THERE WILL BE MANY MORE TOMORROWS THAT WE WILL EXPLORE MY THANKS TO EACH WHO HAVE TAKEN THE TIME TO HELP ME ALONG MY JOURNEY.ALSO MANY THANKS FOR EACH ONE WHO HAVE READ MY WORDS. BE WELL,BE SAFE,BE KIND TO ONE ANOTHER, BE WONDERFUL MY FRIENDS. HUGS AND MUCH MUCH LOVE TO ALL WildCat

When Your Hand Is In Mine
when your hand is in mine all paradise is with me when you're with me who needs the world? I want to get destroyed in your love let my breath find shelter in your heart let me get destroyed in your love as close as fragrance is to one's breath as close as melody is to one's lips like thoughts in the mind like arms entwined as close as dreams are to eyes stay as close to me my soulmate take me in your arms and drench yourself with my tears let the chained flood in my heart break free there's so much pain it'll flood your lap as close as secrets in a heart as close as raindrops in a cloud as close as the moon is to the night as close as kohl is to the eyes as close as the waves in the sea stay as close to me, my soul mate my breath was incomplete and so were my heartbeats I was incomplete but now the moon is full in the sky and now we are complete too.

Of Love
.......Of Love If you could see life through the eyes of love what would you see Would you see the man before you tall and proud with a heart of gold His single wish to be the one that you hold. Looking through those eyes would you notice his smile The one that beams like a thousand moons when you come near He loves you completely and its never been more clear. When you touch with hands of love would u notice his skin Smooth as chocolate silk with little hairs standing on end Yes he sees your as much more than a friend. Can u hear with ears of love and fall in love with what he says He whispers in your ear, not because its a secret But just so he can get ohhh so close to you Would you dare to taste him with lips of love It could be bold and daring could set your heart simply on fire He could devour you whole and right now its what u desire The heart of love is the only thing that you need right now You'll climb mountains swim rivers for a feeling so true And

Meetings
Her eyes......man i just can't hold the glance Feeling glazed all over in some kinda schoolboy trance The beauty, the clarity, the power within Wanting to connect but it feels like a sin Moments we share are like a tiny stolen treasure So alive inside but ill die with this pleasure At the end of the day when i'm done with the books I sit and remember those few stolen looks Does she know what i think when i look in her face How spellbound by her style, beauty and grace Probably not, i'm just a crumb on her plate But my meeting with an angel just had to be fate

Naughty Pictures
I don't understand why people think that they can just look at my naughty pictures when I don't even know them. I friend you without even knowing you so that I may be able to create a real friendship with you... You don't say a word and then you just think you should get to look at my nudes? I think not. Listen up. If you want to see my bits, then spend the time to earn my trust. Otherwise, move it along. I'm sure there are other folks on CT that will give you what you want.

Fell In Love With Evil
MY ADVICE WOULD BE TO BLOCK HIM NOW... He is a VERY SICK VERY EVIL TWISTED person. I know this first hand.. That night he made me cry and took a pic of me. Well here is part of our converstation that day...HOW CAN SOMEONE SAY THAT THEY LOVE SOMEONE AND IN THE SAME DAY HURT THEM TO THE POINT OF CRYING AND NOT EVEN FEEL BAD THAT THEY MADE YOU CRY. GET SATISFACTION OFF OF YOUR PAIN ENOUGH SO THAT HE WOULD TAKE A PICTURE OF YOU CRYING TO LATER USE THAT PICURE OF YOU IN PAIN TO TRY AND FURTHER CAUSE YOU MORE PAIN.. I COULD NEVER IMAGIN ANYONE TO BE THAT EVIL OR CREWL TO HURT SOMEONE SO BAD. TO GET PLEASURE OFF OF SOMEONE ELSES PAIN IS JUST SICK.. HE SHOULDN'T BE WONDERING AROUND CT EVEN MORE SO ON OUR STREETS. ScOTT Maldo (5/6/2007 3:13:03 PM): ARE YOU ON? ScOTT Maldo (5/6/2007 4:22:20 PM): I MISS YOU ScOTT Maldo (5/6/2007 4:22:25 PM): I LOVE YOU ScOTT Maldo (5/6/2007 5:27:54 PM): i love you ScOTT Maldo (5/6/2007 5:34:57 PM): hunny can i please come home..i miss you ScOTT Maldo (5

My Story
She stands at his bedside as he sleeps. Smiling... she disrobes and slips into bed next to him. He stirs as her hands roam across his naked body and he pulls her closer to him...so he reluctantly yet passionately takes her hand and guides it to his cheek. Slowly to his puckered lips where it is possible to kiss her lovely fingers. He pulls her gently yet firmly to him. As he pulls her close he grips her tightly in his arms and whispers in her ear as he licks it all around and in and out. Her arms encircle him, stroking the back of his neck, her fingertips gliding lightly across his skin. Turing her head slightly, she kisses his neck...making her way towards his mouth..soft kisses become more urgent Her tongue traces first his upper..then lower lip...gently parting them..as she tries to gently probe his mouth with her tounge, he stops her. Holds her head still and with his lips gently caresses hers. She is trying to kiss him yet he withholds and caresses..... He all

Top 10 Things You Notice When You Get Old
TOP 10 THINGS YOU NOTICE WHEN YOU GET OLD 10. You think “libido” is Italian pasta 9. You repeat yourself 8. You find yourself dancing to elevator music 7. Your favorite kind of food is “soft” 5. You join a mall-walking league 5. Joggers pass you when you’re driving 4. A “quickie” becomes a nap at a red light 3. You repeat yourself 2. The tooth fairy has more of your teeth then you do 1. Sex becomes a job and you have to file for unemployment

A Tough And Sad Day For Me...
I don't know any other words to describe how my afternoon has been! As many of you know, I am a counselor to teenagers and I try to help them with their problems. Well today, the counselor needed some counseling! Now what some of you may not know is that I am also a former paramedic who left the field in October of 2001 because of the aftershock of helping with the WTC on 9/11. The only times since leaving the field that I have been involved in helping someone needing medical attention has been if it's happened in front of me. That was the case today, when a car with four people in it flipped over in the middle of the street, right in front of the building I work in. The receptionist in my office called 911 as I went outside to see if there was anything I can do. All the people standing there were making it much harder, because they were either leaving little room to work or trying to move the injured people, which would have done more harm than good. On top of that, since

True Friendship
Someone told me once that if you get one person in life that truly understands you, loves you, and accepts you for who you are, and to whom you can tell anything and it'll be understood, you are lucky. And to ask for more is greedy, and something that most people never get the privilege of enjoying. But I admit it -- I'm greedy. I'm a demanding woman, and have been all my life. I've always been greedy for more -- more understanding, more true and deep communication, more love. I always feel like I have so much to give, and that if the people around me could open up and give a bit more, that life would be so much rewarding for both of us. But most people, much to my dismay, aren't that way. I frighten people, and people have been running from me since college. I'm a scary person. Too incisive, too emotional, too analytical, too understanding ... too something. And, ironically (in an Alanis-suck sort of way), it's usually the people who soothe me the most, and tell me that

I Was Thinking
Hi all, As some of you know.. I have been thinking about posting more pictures of myself.. more up to date things.. the one here I use is so old. What most of you don't know is.. I have changed. Because of doc's orders I have had to gain weight.. and because of cancer, chemo and the medications have made my skin bad and my hair to thin and it is shorter now. Plus, years of great physical abuse from an ex of mine. All those factors take their toll on someone. Since I have been thinking about doing this...I admit the thought terrorfies me to no end. I don't look like who my friends comment on or like the young perfect girls that are here. I am so scared that when and or if I post them.. it would be like being in a room with cockroaches and when you turn on the light.. they scatter. Seems like all(almost) men want are very young perfect looking girls.. and I am not that anymore. So, when I do get them taken and posted.. I will post them in a "family only" folder and see how that

Armed Forces Day 2007-sometimes Too Many Memories-but Here's My Guys Doing Their Jobs Back Then...they Always Did Everything I Asked!
If you have small children you may not want them to see some of these... Pictures of the best friends a man could ever have. 14 are permanetly wounded now. 7 have passed away from us to the Spirit Army who's footsteps make no fall... Please forgive me if I mistype anything-I'm crying as I write this... The view of Kurdistan in March 2003 as we were about to rope in from a Chinook: CPL Ramirez reloading a SAW: PFC Johnson at his 50 Cal: Getting ready to go in for a mission: Fighting and various pics:

Disrespect
Just because me and Onyx Illuzion aren't together anymore in real life, doesn't give anybody the right to go and disrespect her by down rating her, or anything along that line. I never said that she didn't care about me. So to the ones that have gone and downrated her and said things to her. Thank you!!! you have made things more difficult. Hope you all are happy!!!! by disrespecting her you are disrespecting me. if you want to disrespect her, then don't bother being a friend of mine.

How I've Been...
As you may have read in my last blog, this was a very trying, traumatic and sad week that I had to endure. Two people, one of them a little girl, died in front of me during an accident earlier this week. Truly it was a horrific event, one that has played itself over and over again in my mind, and I had been depressed for the past several days. Well, I went to see the two survivors in the hospital, not knowing how I would be received or how they would be. The mother, who was driving at the time of the accident, was still in a state of shock from losing her niece and youngest daughter. The other daughter, when I was tending to her on Tuesday, could not feel her legs. She was brought in for emergency surgery and I learned that she should make a full recovery with complete use of her legs, so I breathed a sigh of relief that something actually went right on Tuesday. When I saw them, the mother was officially discharged and visiting the daughter. I swear my heart was in my throa

Am I Wrong??
Am I wrong for not wanting to expose myself on cam or in luscious pics?? I mean don't get me wrong they are erotic, and hell I like looking at them myself. But I feel I shouldn't have to take it all off and bear it for you to find me sexy or irristable. I am by far not condoning anyone that does do it, to each their own. NO I don't have the best body! For those that will say "She's just saying this because she don't have a body like this to be showing." NO I don't think i'm all that, but I am a women and that alone makes me beautiful! To those that will say "She thinks her shit don't stink and she too good to put dirty pics on here." YES I maybe! But God and my genes gave me what I have and I intend to make the best of it. To the pretty and petite females that will say "She's just jealous she don't look like this." And men plz don't bash me thinking that I am trying to convince women not to take their clothes off in pics or on cam because that is not the case. Li

Total Fucked Sunday
TALK ABOUT A FUCKED SUNDAY WENT OUT 2 LUNCH CAME HOME ONLY 2 FIND SOMEONE HAD BROKEN INTO MY HOUSE AND STOLE A BRAND NEW LAPTOP... WELL LETS HOME MY LIFE GETS BETTER BECAUSE IT SURE THE HELL HAS SUCKED FOR THE LAST 7 FLIPPIN WEEKS...

More Parental Supervision
Last night, in the midst of drinking bottles and bottles of wine, I was outside on the patio with a couple friends, having a smoke break. Much like my mother pretends that I don't have sex, she also likes to pretend that I don't smoke. She stepped outside during this smoke break, watched me take a drag of my cigarette, and gave me a fake-horror look. I, being a thoughtful smoker, offered her a cigarette. She gave me another indignant look. She pondered it for a moment (she hasn't smoked since I was born, or at least that's what I choose to believe), but then refused. And that was it. Some fake horror, a condemning "You're SMOKING?!?" and she got over it. I wonder if the same would happen if she walked in on me having sex. I hope not to find out. Sound travels well in my house, so in an effort not to disturb my parents, I've been hanging out downstairs late at night. And, last night, after a long day of celebrating, I found myself on my couch, pants-less, my face bu

My Dad
As I sit here and I'm thinking, thoughts are running through my mind, so many things I wanted to say to you, but the words were so hard to find. I knew you were always there, to catch me when I fell, after all you were my father, you loved me I could tell. Most people only knew your outside, with your hands calloused hard as steel, but I could see your gentle soul, it's was just something I could feel. I feel like there's this dark cloud, that hangs above my head, I wish that I could turn back time there's so many things I left unsaid. There were things I want to tell you, feelings I had you couldn't see, I wish I could let you know right now, just how much you meant to me.

An Amazing Girl
So I met this girl online over a year ago and finally met her in person about a week ago. Talking to her over the last year has really helped me get to know her a lot better. But now that I have met her in person I just want to marry her because she is so wonderful. I think about her almost all of the time. Heck, practically all day today at work I couldn't do anything because I was to busy thinking about her. This girl has me going crazy. Every time I think about her I get this feeling in my gut saying, "Hey dumbass go get your girl!" I hate that I can't have a cell phone at work because I can't talk to her while I am there. For some reason, this girl has more of a hold over me than Jasmine (the first girl I talked to about getting married) did. Not only does this girl have more of a hold on me but she also got me to forget about Jasmine. Jasmine was out of my head for more than a week. For the people that don't know, I have been trying everything I can think of and everything o

Good Bye.....
To all that felt offended about my previous blogs, please don't they were not aimed at any of you... They were intended to the ghost of my past... No one has ever gotten close enough to see who I really am inside and I will not let anyone get that close... I have been hurt in my past and from that hurt was born what I have become... I will try to give in to love easly but it no longer feels good, it only brings me pain... I am sorry that i did this but I am putting an end to this animal that I have become... My heart bleeds out more and more ever since the day it was cut... I lose more of the real me everyday day... It was none of you that did this to me, she did... I will never forgive her... She made me who I have become... Now to you that thinks it was you, trust me it wasn't... I was trying to escape the pain but it just returned... So please just leave me be... I have already apoligized... And this is not a cry for anyone to feel bad about me, Its just an explaination... You all d

Empty Gusto
Yet let no empty gust Of passion find an utterance in thy lay, A blast that whirls the dust Along the howling street and dies away; But feelings of calm power and mighty sweep, Like currents journeying through the windless deep. that bryant, sitting bearded and quite pompously overlooking his park, his back turned on the new york public library, a cupola on neoclassical columns arching over his naked globe, his right hand on the empire armrest, the other lost somewhere in a humongous folio, should be made to speak by this stanza of “the poet,” can only be credited to the willful identification of the howling emptiness of the gusts of passion to be banned from poetry with midtown manhattan. a canny polemic lost on the sweeps as much as on the howlers congregating in the outdoor café that’s really a bar, drinks abreast and suits ajar. power doesn’t come calm here, among recent graduates of the corporate cocksuck, the swashbuckling bimbos, and the cigar-yielding bondsmen of

Egad!
I am yet again amazed by the way that some people will overreact about the most inconsequential things. We have a temporary exhibition at the museum at the moment, called “1001 Inventions” (temporary exhibitions are a museums for a period of time and then usually move onto another venue). This is all about how, while most of Western Europe was wallowing in the muck and ignorance of the Dark Ages, the Muslim world was churning out scientific and medical innovations like…well, a lot. Now, with this being an exhibition that focuses on Islam, we had to be careful (as we all know, every Muslim in the entire world is a potential suicide bomber*) and we where expecting a certain amount of strong reactions, both positive and negative. The exhibition was officially opened yesterday (Thursday 24th May) at 12.30pm. We had our first complaint at 3.00pm. A gentleman (I use the word in it’s loosest possible sense) phoned our switchboard and said that while the exhibition looks at the Islamic contr

Challenges Ahead
i JUST NEED TO VENT A LITTLE BIT...SORRY IF IT SEEMS LIKE I AM WHINING BUT I AM NOT....I AM VERY SCARED. I HAVE HAD BACK PROBLEMS SINCE I WAS ABOUT 20 YEARS OLD. HOWEVER, I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO DO CERTAIN THINGS TO HELP. TREAMENT, THERAPY AND EXERCISE. AS THE YEARS HAVE PROGRESSED AND I HAVE GOTTEN OLDER MY BACK HAS GOTTEN WORSE. I FOUND OUT WEDNESDAY THAT I NEED TO HAVE BACK SURGERY. ONE OF THE DISC'S IN MY LOWER BACK HAS TOTALLY COLLAPSED AND I HAVE TO HAVE TO BONES FUSED TOGETHER BECAUSE MY ENTIRE PELVIC AND HIP AREA IS SLIPPING FOWARD, AND IF I DO NOT HAVE THE SURGERY I COULD BECOME PARALYZED. IN ADDITION TO THAT WONDERFULO NEWS (LOL) I AM A SINGLE MOM WITH NO FAMILY AROUND AND NO SIGNIFICANT OTHER. MY SPIRIT IS FAILING ME NOW AND I DON'T HAVE THE WILL TO DO ANYTHING. I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO SEE IF THERE IS ANY HELP OUT THERE, FOR SOMEONE IN MY SITUATION BECAUSE I COULD BE OUT OF COMMISSION FOR UP TO 3 MONTHS IF NOT MORE. SO I AM FEELING SICK ALL THE TIME JUST THINKING ABOUT EV

Satisfying Women Mentally, Emotionally And Physically
I know I am going to get a lot of slack from people about this one but I have been told alot of time that men don't know how to appreciate a woman, that men don't know how to take care of a woman. Men can't satisfy them. All the complaints that I have heard, and I came up with a solution. Here are somethings you can pass on, every last one of these tips I have personally learned throughout my years. Ladies if you feel like these tips are mistakes and they can't help you, please let me know. The Main Event 1. A man who realizes how important foreplay is to a woman knows that something that happens at 8am can have an effect at 10pm. (Anything that lets her know you are thinking of her is foreplay. Giving her flowers, Dinner, Quick calls during the day, Take out the trash, Massaging her feet, Saying, Honey let me do that.) 2. Women want to be with a man they are proud to be seen with. Make sure if she gives you some fashion tips, use them! 3. If a woman genuinely fe

Lil Lusty!! 5-26-07
GUIDE ME WITH A WHISPER, THAT COME HITHER SMILE LEAD ME WITH QUIET SEDUCTION TO YOUR LAIR TELL ME THE SPECIAL THINGS U NEED DONE REAL SOON TELL ME TO CUM AND IM ALREADY THERE SMOTHER U WITH KISSES, ALL ACROSS UR BACK MY CARESS SWEETLY GIVING YOUR BODY CHILLS EXPLORING YOUR TREASURES WITH HEATED INTENSITY YOUR ABOUT TO BELIEVE MY PASSION IS FOR REAL STARING INTO YOUR EYES AS I QUICKEN MY THRUSTS YOUR VOICE TREMBLING WITH RAPTURE AND DESIRE OUR BODIES LOCKED IN PERFECT RYTHEM AND MOTION BREATHLESS HEARTBEATS RESSOUNDING THE FURY AND FIRE CALLING OUT MY NAME WITH JUSTIFIED PLEASURE SENSATIONS FLOWING LIKE WAVES CRASHING DOWN MULTIPLE SPASMS FULL OF SEXUALITY'S INNER RELEASE FEVER PITCHED RUSHES COMING FROM ALL AROUND LIEING BACK IN CONTENTMENT, COVERED WITH LUST AND SWEAT ENJOYING THE SIMPLE MOMENT WE SHARE BETWEEN STROKING UR BODY, FEELING UR SATISFIED PURRS KNOWING THIS IS BETTER THAN THE SWEETEST OF DREAMS SHOWING YOU THE TRUE DEPTHS OF MY DESIRE TAKE YOU

Omg! We’re Getting Hitched!
This evening Eugene officially proposed to me and we are going to make our happy union legal! Thanks to Lost Cherry/Cherry Tap We found each other here and our relationship blossomed into the love we share today and only grows as each day passes more and more. We have been putting it off due to some legal issues regarding probate, guardianship and other things but the longer things drag on, the more sense it makes to avoid any future possible problems by getting a piece of paper signed by a stranger to avoid such issues. Some say the third time’s a charm and I hooked into the eternal bachelor. Imagine that! There is so much to do but the plan is to have a simple civil ceremony on June 4th. We had already “jumped the broomstick” but once that piece of paper states we are “Officially Husband and Wife” we will be looking into a unique Handfasting Ceremony to celebrate or love for each other with family and friends. I want to shout it from the mountain tops and jump f

Friendship
What Is the Meaning of Friendship Who experiences it, and what does it really mean? Friendship goes far beyond human quantification, and all creatures have the capacity for this wonderful exchange. I'VE MADE TONS OF FRIENDS ON HERE...SO I TREASURE THEM AS MUCH AS THE ONES I HAVE HAD SINCE I WAS A CHILD..I BELIEVE YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE..THE ONES WHO HAVE BEEN THERE WHEN I NEEDED THEM THE MOST...THOSE WHO WITHOUT EVEN SAYING A WORD KNOW THAT SOMETHING IS WRONG AND ASK ME WHAT'S WRONG...THOSE WHO JUST PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE BECAUSE ALL THEY DID WAS STOP BY MY PAGE, THEY DIDN'T NEED TO LEAVE A COMMENT BUT JUST STOPPED BY...TO ME THAT'S WHAT A FRIEND DOES...WELL AT LEAST THAT'S WHAT I WAS TAUGHT...TO GIVE AS WELL AS TO RECEIVE...THEN ALL THINGS WILL WORK OUT IN LIFE.. AND FOR THOSE WHO WERE MY FRIEND A FEW MONTHS AGO AND ALL OF A SUDDEN FORGOT WHO WAS THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU NEEDED AN EAR OR SHOULDER AND NOW FORGET TO SAY A SIMPLE HI...JUST LET ME TELL YOU IT HURTS..BUT I NOW K

Chapter 1: Pushing The Button
When my mother was a first-grade substitute teacher, she found a little boy and girl behind the piano, naked, fondling one another. How the little rabbits got to third base while under my mother’s hawk-like gaze mystifies me. Even as a precocious teenager, I was seldom this fortunate. If only I'd known the piano was for varied kinds of music-making. Growing up on a farm and ranch in the middle of Dakota territory, I was relatively unsupervised--except for all things sexual. A surreptitious rub would earn me a dirty stare. Though all the farm animals were free-loving creatures, human sexuality was taboo. I knew very little about sex, and the information I had was about as accurate as leaflets dropped over war-torn countries. I knew nothing about female genitalia save for the fact that it felt good to touch between my legs. I knew little more about boys—what was this flap of flesh? I had seen my brother piss his name in the snow, and I felt a bit jealous; later, I tried

Brutal Reality Meets A Warped Mind
I guess its kinda getting harder to be cheerful around here these days, and I am starting to see too many things than what I can defend going on especially when they effect me so personally. I have thought for a while now that CherryTAP was nothing more than a science experiment with us all being the lab rats, but we could all find our way to make the place work for us. With that said I carved out my niche to the best of my ability and then I watched the CherryGODS collapse that all in on me slowly but surely. I coined the phrase that “CherryTAP will punish you for being a non fake” lately and everyday it appears to be so true as I watch it all.I was joking with a friend that it appears that when you turn your back they do something else to make it more difficult on you as I was still pissed off about the attachments not working in Cherry Mail, and making my good deed of the weekend sheer hell. We actually deduced that while I was working too much and sick that week the whole system go

Please Help, I Need Your Honest Opinions.
http://www.laddertheory.com/ I'm sorry, but you'll have to go to this site and read it thoroughly to help me puzzle this out. Sadly, it rings quite true, but in my mind it HAS to be satorical. What do you think? -ang.

Merging Of Power
OK well ya'll,this is for my confirmed bomber's. Through ongoing negotiation's held between myself and ponyboy1966 we have decided that an ideal way to compete against the larger bombing familie's of CT is a merger of our bomber's into one bombsquad.Do not misinterperate this to mean the familie's have merged for that is not the case.The GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY is still as it alway's has been and will continue to grow.This is only a convergence of bomber's into the GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~INDEPENDENT~BOMBSQUAD for exactly that...bombing.This homepage is now for those family member's of both those familie's that are confirmed bomber's as the officer's folder reflect's.I myself am now co-leader in partnership with my co-leader ponyboy1966.Please all bomber's follow any and all direction's posted no matter which family affilliated officer it is from.

Good Bye Letter
Friends... This is my time to say good bye..Since I posted those up to date pictures of myself.. everyday in my ctmail I have gotten a good bye letter from a friend saying they cant be my friend anymore because of them. I felt like it was a huge mistake posting those. My crush level has fallen.. my fans have fallen and my rantings have gone up. Everything is gone. That only goes to show you that here on CHERRYTAP and in the real world a woman has to look a certain way. I am very sorry I don't. On a site with almost a million people.. I have 4500 plus friends.. over 2100 fans.. and all that ever talk to me now since those freakin' pictures are four people. So..now it is my time to say "GOOD BYE" and fade into my little corner in CHERRYTAP. I have been thinking about this for awhile. I will only be on when those four people are on and I will vanish the other times. As a friend once called me.. "CTs best kept secret" and I guess he is right since no one hardly if ever talks to me. I

Mauberly
My cat and I are the same creature. We're both short, we both have pretty hair, we both like to snack a lot, and we both feel the same way about other people. We don't really like them. I got my cat when she was about a year old. She belonged to a friend named Grant. Grant found her when she was a kitten and named her Mo, thinking she was a boy. He'd rescued her from a life of prostitution on the streets, only to fail to properly take care of her inside. I met Mo at his house one night, at an after-bar party. She was tearing around, a little puff-ball of needle-like claws, her erect tail bobbing about. I scooped her up, held her, cooed over her, then she scratched me and ran off. Months later, I ran into Grant at a bar and we had a drink together. His girlfriend had moved in, and she hated the cat, wanted to get a new kitten instead. He said he was getting rid of Mo, either by dumping her outside or taking her to the pound. I pleaded with him not to. He asked me, very matt

Meeeeeeee The Real Meeeeeeeeee
TO THE READERS OF THIS BLOG KNOW THAT THIS IS A LOOK DEEP INSIDE OF ME AND THE REALEST PART OF ME U WILL EVER SEE...I NEVER OPEN UP THIS MUCH...IF U READ THIS PLEASE LEAVE COMMENTS AND QUESTIONS....THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO READ THIS...... THE REAL ME BY JOHN MILLS I guess that maybe its time to do this. Alot of people want me to open up to them, but thats not always easy to do. I guess im gonna try to tell u in this blog what i really feel deep down inside of me and what im really about. I guess this is the only way or the way i feel most comfortable telling you all about me. Bear with me bc this might be very long but it will be well worth the reading. If u have any other questions when i am done please let me know and i will be happy to tell you. First of all you have to understand i was born in the south. I come from the country in north carolina and am deeply rooted in the south. I wasnt born racist but grew up with southern values. I went to chu

Random Ramblings
DO YOU KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO BE ALONE?? DID KNOW KNOW THAT YOU CAN BE IN A ROOM FULL OF FRIENDS..AND FEEL ALONE? THAT NOW MATTER HOW MUCH SEX YOU HAVE...OR HOW MANY PEOPLE WANT YOU...YOU CAN STILL BE ALONE.... I KNOW THIS...LEARNED IT THE HARD WAY.... I KNOW IT MAY BE WEIRD FOR A MAN TO SAY...BUT I JUST WANT TO BE LOVED...FOR WHO I AM... NOT WHAT I LOOK LIKE...OR WHAT I'M CAPABLE OF.. JUST FOR ME... I WANT TO LOOK IN SOMEONE'S EYES...AND KNOW THAT BECAUSE OF THEM..IT'S GONNA BE OK... IF YOU HAVE FOUND THAT...I ENVY YOU... IF YOU HAVEN'T..THEN I SYMPATHIZE...

Mine (an S&m Poem)
To you are mine I take and do as I please of you, Feel my Vampiric kiss as I pull you in feel my blade peel your clothes away and rip your flesh. Feel my hand apon your throat as I take of your kisses feel me take and push into you feel your walls break and see me smile as I take whats mine. feel me hold you , for you are mine to hold and to treasure for all of time.

Wanna Be My "dirty Little Secret?"
A friend of mine was messing around and decided to become "My Dirty Little Secret" I of course thought he was adorable and decided to start a folder of pics of my friends that might want to be my "Dirty Little Secret" (Thanks Sylikkon) Of course this is all in fun and i'd just have your sexy face to display in my photo album. I'd love for any of you to come by and become my "Dirty Little Secret" I'll eventually be sending pimp outs on all of you via bulletins. Remember it's all in fun, so message me and be part of my FUN! Please give me permission to rip a photo and if you have a preference to which pic please let me know. Otherwise i'll just pick my favorite! This isn't just for the guys, come on ladies be my "Dirty Little Secret" Much luv, Jackie AKA Irish Sweetheart

Unable To Comment
this is to my friends-fans-and anyone sending me a comments.i am unable to reply to your comment just so you know whats going on.since last night i seem to be blocked from commenting or deleting comments for some unknown reason. thanks i get this when trying to comment you or reply to yours love tina Error: you're not allowed to do this. so fair warning ahead of time.since i can not delete comments."do not"leave perverted nsfw comments or videos on a comment i will remove you and block you. and also i can not change my "customize"online status the assholes have removed the option from my page

Island Fever, Part 2©
If you ever go to the tropics, go full out. Don't settle for a small,dark little room in an ho hum hotel. Go for the exotic. Find one with private villas. where you have personal staff to cater to your every need and want. Imagine waking up to warm ocean breezes, the warmth of the sun caressing you awake and the smell of fresh fruit. Mangos, the sweetness of pineapple, the smooth texture of the bananas, all to satisfy your hunger. The smell of the clean air billowing through the sun drapes surrounding each window. No distractions like a TV or the noise of the city. Just the steady tempo of the waves kissing the white sands, the wind playing through the palm trees, and the pitched melody of birds singing to start the day. I couldn't wait for our first morning waking up together here. After the day we had, I looked forward to relaxing tonight and sinking into an exhausted slumber. But do things ever turn out as planned? Once we had docked and turned in the boat, we made our way t

I Just Need To Say This
Wow.. Well let me say a few things for once..I'm usually the one that keeps quiet. I am on here to make friends. I have met alot of wonderful people on here. And I keep meeting them every single day!! Thank you for for letting me be your friend! I feel bad at times if I dont get back to someone. I can't rate everyone in a day. I am always willing to help out a fellow cherrytapper though. So you all should know if you need help just ask me! Or if you want to talk shout to me. It is open to everyone. I try to find new friends on my list everyday that I haven't really shown any love too. At least I try Hmm yes I love points.. or point whore should I say. Though that is not the main reason I am on here! If it weren't for my friends and all the new ones I meet it wouldn't be worth it. Its just one more fun offer that cherrytap gives. I have never really been popular in my life and ya know what it feels pretty good to be ranked #150 out of what 947,000 tappers. I have worked

Prose, Rough Draft, Partial
I just wanted to post this here, as I'm doing something I've never done before - writing from the perspective of a woman. This is a long blog, but still a good look at the beginnings of my latest short story. What I really need on this is a woman that can read the story, and commit to adding a real female touch - a touch that I, as a man, cannot add (at least not without further research). Anyway, here is the start of the story of a 25 year old girl, reliving her experiences from age 14 and 15. Ultimately, the story will go until she's 25, and pick up from the beginning. I need a woman's touch. ************* Here I lie; two miles climb from the summit of Mt. Everest. I am too weak to make the climb. Tears roll down my face because of the knowledge that I’ll never see my life’s goal. I’m only twenty-five years old. I’m still a young woman. I should still be strong – my life has ensured that I should be stronger than most. I still have so many dreams ahead of me, y

What A Way To Start The Day
I woke up this morning naked, lying on my stomach. My upper body turned slightly to the side, bare breast just peeking out of the sheets hoping for some attention. My legs were spread open and my pussy was already getting wet and begging for some love. I noticed that I had begun to arch my back invitingly. Waiting for you to come and slide your hard cock inside of me. Slowly at first, teasingly. You lean in and pull my hair slightly. I moan, please. You smile the slightest smile. You know that I am dying inside, waiting for you to fuck me. As you sit back up you drag your nails down my back applying just enough pressure to peak every nerve in my body making my nipples hard. I moan some more and begin to press my pussy back on you. "Please" I ask you. You place your hands on my hips and roughly pull me onto you as you thrust yourself deeply into me. I am trying not to scream out in pleasure as you fuck me harder and faster. You can feel that I am getting close to cumming.

Part 3
He motioned her to give into the other woman now laying beside her. She put her hands on the woman's shoulder's and slowly ran them up her neck and rested them on her cheeks. She kissed her gently, sharing and tasting each other's tounges. As they caressed each other, he slowly crawled in between them, breaking apart their bond. Both women began caressing him as he leaned back in an euphoric state. She guided the woman to sit on him and move slowly up towards his face. He grabbed the woman's hips and guided her where he could taste her sweet juices. He kissed each lip and slowing slide his tounge in between them, spreading them apart. As he enjoyed his new woman, she straddled him slowly letting his hard cock enter her. She gently slide up and down enjoying each long stroke of him. She took hold of the woman's shoulder's and togther they rode in sync, moans of pleasure filling the room.

Alliance Or Merge
THIS IS TO ALL GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY AND FRIENDS. I WANT TO LET EVERY ONE KNOW THAT GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY HAS MERGE WITH THE CONFEDERATES MAKING US ONE FAMILY THIS IS A VERY LONG AND THOUGHT OUT DECISION BETWEEN REBEL AND MYSELF. 1)NOW ALL HEAD OFFICERS WILL STAY AS THEY ARE. 2)THE FAMILY NAMES WILL STAY A LONG WITH ALL HOME PAGES. 3)WE WILL STILL BE 2 FAMILIES BUT TOGETHER AS ONE 4)YOU WILL STILL ANSWER TO YOUR FAMILY UNLESS YOU CAN NOT GET TO ONE OF THEM AND THEN YOU GO TO ONE OF THE HEADS OF THE CONFEDERATES 5)THERE WILL BE SOME CHANGES IN THE BOMB SQUADS AND THAT IS TO FOLLOW. 6)THIS MOVE WILL BE VERY GOOD FOR BOTH FAMILIES 7)IF ANY ONE HAS ANY QUESTIONS PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ASK MYSELF, BIGDAWG, OR REBEL. 8)ALL OF MY FAMILY NEEDS TO BECOME FRIENDS WITH ALL OF THE CONFEDERATE FAMILY. 9)I WANT TO THINK ALL OF MY FAMILY FOR THERE SUPPORT IN THIS MERGER. HITTMAN6

The Latest On My Mom
Just to let everyone know, My Mom is home from the hospital now, The doctors found 6 tumors in her brain last wednesday and put her in the hospital for what they referred to as imperative radiation, the tumors are not localized and are cancer, they are all over her brain and already having an effect on her motor skills, she is having trouble speaking and walking and her thought process is not the same. She told me that this is the first time since this all started over a year ago that she is actually scared now. I have been scared but would never let her know that, Thanks to everyone who read my original bulletin and thanks for all of the prayers, it is comforting to have friends right now, you dont know how much it means to me. But I will keep you updated on everything, she is a very stuborn lady and determined so we will see whats next. Again thank you all for everything. Love Jacque

Ok, I'm Irritated At Messengers
I am just saying this so everybody can know I officially fucking hate messengers right now and I am shutting mine off. It's just my life is one short punctuated joke after another and messengers make it too easy for people to want to talk all day, I don't have that much to talk about and I can't talk to most people for longer then 10 or 15 minutes at a time, and then when you try to go and do something and you take longer then 2 minutes to write back they think you are mad at them even if the last thing said was an audible of something giggling, how would I be mad, maybe I don't have anything fucking left to say, maybe I just want to get on CT and rate some things and chill the fuck out for an hour or 2. My best friend in the world and godparent to my children only talks to me about 3 times a week, and on average it's for 30 minutes or so. I'm an in person type of person, I don't like phones, I don't like messengers, yes I know that most of my friends I make on here live states a

Half Year Report :)
WOW..... 6 month r almost over lol unbelievable how stupid and shitty this year was so far... i thought it couldnt be worse when 2006 finished but 2007 is really... hm... dont even know a word.... i always try to think about something i did wrong and that life pays me back now.... there is no light in the tunnel at the moment and it seems like i lose so many special people with being a bitch ... but sometimes thats the only way i can stand this whole disaster .... when my son got sick this year..that was the worst moment in my life... i was alone..standing in this room and 1 million people asked me stupid questions...while i saw my son laying on the ground... and doctors tried to help him.. i was never ever so scared... losing my child would be the worst thing in the world.. i dont know what i would do without him.. he makes me smile everyday... he helps me as good as he can with his 4 years.. he is a great little boy and he is so strong.. i hate being the person who has to d

Nothing Like Not Thinking Ahead!!!!
All of these are legitimate companies that didn't spend quite enough time considering how their online names might appear ... and be misread. These are not made up. Click on them....Check them out yourself! Read the web-sites names closely! 1. "Who Represents" is where you can find the name of the agent that represents any celebrity. Their Web site is www.whorepresents.com 2 . Experts Exchange is a knowledge base where programmers can exchange advice and views at www.expertsexchange.com 3. Looking for a pen? Look no further than Pen Island at www.penisland.net 4. Need a therapist? Try Therapist Finder at www.therapistfinder.com 5. There's the Italian Power Generator company, www.powergenitalia.com 6. And don't forget the Mole Station Native Nursery in New South Wales www.molestationnursery.com 7. If you're looking for IP computer software, there's always www.ipanywhere.com 8. And the designers at Speed of Art await you at their wacky Web site www

My Complete Astrological Analysis
My Complete Astrological Analysis ^^^Above is my Natal Chart, I did by hand^^^ It is the position of each planet at the exact moment of my birth.. Second Decanate: June 1 ~ 10 Keyword: Union Constellation: Orion, The great hunter. Magnificent strength & beauty Orion was a very brave warrior. Planetary Sub ruler: Venus Harmonious Venus & speedy Mercury combine giving you a deft social touch. People respond to your warm & effusive nature. Approval & acceptance mean much to you. You have a sense of adventure about you & like new experience. Once you make up your mind to purse something you give it your all. You have great sex appeal & are ardent in your expression of love. You are argumentative because of your fondness of your own ideas. You are generous with your time & friendship. Qualities Cardinal Signs Meaning: Open to change. Ephasis on action Tries to change enviroment, projects self onto surroundings. Moon In Aries June 9th ~ 11th 1977 Pluto

The Brats Creed
~The Brat's Creed~ If I like it, it's mine. If I think it's mine, it's mine. If I want it, it's mine. If I saw it first, it's mine. If I give it to you and change my mind later, it's mine. If I can take it away from you, it's mine. If I had it a little while ago, it's mine. If it's in my hand, it's mine. If it's in my mouth, it's mine. If it just looks like mine, it's mine. If you even so much as think of it, it's mine. If it's mine, it must never appear to be yours in any way. If it's mine it will never belong to anyone else no matter what. If we are building something together, all the pieces are mine. If you show me anything, then it's mine. If you go out and buy something, then show it to me, it's mine. If you are playing with something and you put it down, it automatically becomes mine. If it belongs to a lover of mine, it's mine. If it looks like mine, it's mine. If it's broken, then it's yours.....

Dumbasses Are Fun To Fuck With
First friend request I ever rejected. hey,i was hopin ud be into the noughty bondage stuff or kinky shit or if ur like me and into really really kinky stuff, and if u love things inside you. w/b if ur interested in kinky ass sex over cams or somthing. So he shouts me... this is all but the beginning cause I didnt think to save it.. ->weed101: It's kinda funny though. Men can become so weak in your hands.. like putty. They like certain things and they like them so much that they don't even notice when death looks them in the eye weed101: thats hot, wow ->weed101: But I never came so hard in my life as I did when I squeezed that last ounce a life from him.... nope. Dont trust messengers much. weed101: yea,do u got a yahoo? ->weed101: I mean not something I can do real often... weed101: (Made an :O face) ->weed101: Accidents happen... but... I sorta... got off on it. ->weed101: One day... I clutched a little too hard. weed101: thats kinda kinky ->weed101: The

My Diary
The sun's light, glares into your eyes as you softly sleep, I try to hide watching you breathe, softly and sweet I slowly climb in, and stand at your feet watching you dream I whisper so softly Oh how I love, this job I call Stalking!

Well Ill Tell You One
first thing you do id get into a bath tub full of pudding then i would start licking from your chest licking and sucking the pudding off sucking it off your small little nipples then to your tummy licking the pudding out of your belly button then on down still licking and sucking down to your yummy tasting cock putting the tip just abit in my mouth rolling my tongue around the tip as i take it further into my mouth sucking just alittle tasting your precum and takeing it further in my mouth touching the back of my throught ,getting your cock so hard you want to exsplode in my mouth then i would jump on top of you sticking your nice hard cock in my nice wet pussy mmmmmm getting you r cock nice and wet slidding in and out of my wet pussy filling me with your sweet tasting cum

Open Letter To Vince Mcmahon
Eddie, Bulldog, Rick Rude, Henning, Spicolli... how many more will it take Vince ? The insane travel schedule...the pressure to be "big", is this what you wanted to create? Vince, you support an un-healthy environment for these entertainers to live and work in. You turn a blind eye to the steroid abuse and drug use by your employees and you have for years. Look in the mirror. Your veins were pumped full of steroids for years and you have led the way to a pattern of steroid and prescription drug abuse by your employees. You need to take a long, hard look at the climate you have enabled and make some serious changes. It's obvious that money is the bottom line to you... but don't you have enough money yet? TNA has a far less hectic travel schedule, couldn't you scale back a bit? I get that the money is like your physique, you have to keep getting bigger and bigger until finally tragedy strikes. Now Chris is gone, along with his wife and child. Karma coming for you Vince, and even th

God Hates Goths
I have nothing against the Christian community and i believe everybody has a right to believe what they want to but this website pisses me off!!!! GOD HATES GOTHS.COM There is alot of really disturbing stuff in that site like wiccans and goths are blamed for abortion,terrorists and even the VT shooting.WTF is up with that? People have to get their facts streight. I am fed up with this Sh*t and I'm going to bed now but please feel free to comment on this blog and tell me how you feel after checking out this HORRIBLE site Good nite all and Blessed Be

People's Bullshit...part 2
I should be marking this NSFW...but I am not going too. Like I said in my first blog, I have been on here close to a year..And I have fun, for the most part..but there are times when there are people on here that I would just love to pull through the screen and beat their ass for stupid childish shit. I am going to make myself as LOUD and as CLEAR as I possibly can, If you have something to say..say it to me, DONT go behind my back and tell everyone you know, If you have a problem with me, LET ME KNOW. I am tired of the he said she said bullshit, and all the lies and drama some people on here cause. I let it be known in my last Blog if you arent true to me, then PLEASE DELETE yourself off my list. I am done with the drama and bullshit. If you agree please feel free to comment. That is all for now, but like I said in my last blog there maybe more to come. :P

Special Thanks
I KNOW I have the best online friends and the number of get well comments, messages and gifts just proves that. You guys are amazing. I was so sick with a stomach virus yesterday and couldn't take it any more that I finally checked myself into the hospital yesterday bout 9pm. They did vitals and I was so in distress that my normally perfect blood pressure was sky high and had a slight fever. I got med's and IV and stayed with them till early in the morning. I am doing much better now but still a bit under the weather. Just wanted to thank everyone for keeping me in their thoughts while I was away. Your get well wishes are helping me pull thru. With love, Sonya xoxoxo

Independence Day
Independence Day July 4, 1776, a day that has stood out in infamy, a day of reconing, for more than 200 years, we the people of this great nation have celebrated this day. Our forefathers, the greatest leaders in history signed their name to a document known as “The Declaration of Independence” that has been forgotten over the years. This document was written as a symbol of freedom, but this freedom has been challenged by the government sworn to uphold it. Today, those very leaders have rolled over in shame at what their dreams have become. Every year since 1776, we, as americans, have celebrated this freedom. Let’s take a look at what we are celebrating, freedom to commit crime, greed, frustration, struggle and power, the people of america have been long forgotten. In today’s society, we celebrate this freedom with noise makers and fireworks, but do we ever really take a step back and thank God and our people for the freedom they won for us? Why are we still fighting a

The Moment I Saw You
The moment I saw you I had to let you in I saw this amazing love starting to begin I opened my soul to a beautiful vision of you I hoped, I prayed that your feelings were true I have never before loved and I have paid the cost Alone and empty and feeling forever lost But, then, I had thought I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground You had gone beyond all limits for me Giving me everything for the world to see I now will search again my whole life through And I swear I will never find anyone quite like you You are so very special to me I only wished that you could see My heart alone makes just a single beat A sound so low and so incomplete My heart all alone, waiting to be heard Waiting for your love like songs from a bird My heart with yours had such tenderness Now without you it feels nothing but emptiness A heart alone, searches for its mate You were my dream now it's too late Forever your heart it hears That sound it has longed for all these year

Why The Silent Treatment?
Not to long ago I was being harrassed by someone on here that went by "Cloker". I don't know who they really are... the pics they used were stolen from someone else. When I blocked them they started going to some of my friends, saying a bunch of crap about me and trying to cause problems. Fortunately these two friends of mine came to me and told me what was being said. However, recently I've had a few more "friends" flat out ignore me and or give me the cold shoulder. Which is making me wonder if maybe this Cloker person said something to them as well??? If that's the case then you being my "friend" why wouldn't you just talk to me about it? Why take some strangers words as truth? The person who's pics Cloker stole along with me have now gotten him kicked off of Cherrytap... although for all I know they created a new account. I doubt that my "friends" who are now ignoring me will even read this. However, I'm hoping that those of you who do, will tell me if someone has or st

What A Real Man Is
What a "Real Man" is...? 1. A REAL MAN respects his friends and family first and foremost in his life. 2. A REAL MAN raises his kids - not JUST out-of-pocket, either. He's a daddy, not a father, to his kids. 3. A REAL MAN supports and challenges his woman to develop herself, so she can achieve whatever she wants in life. 4. A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first, and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5. A REAL MAN doesn't kiss and tell or need his ego stroked by bragging. 6. A REAL MAN notices your hair & nails that you've had cut or done recently. 7. A REAL MAN calls you beautiful and gorgeous... not just hot, sexy, fine as fuck or fine as hell. (Fine as fuck, how thoughtful and sweet of guys! LOL!) 8. A REAL MAN calls you back no matter HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS, because he knows he means a lot to you. 9. A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. He makes hi

Flight Of The Raven
This is a poem that I wrote and was inspired by a truely great friend to me.Hope it is well recieved and liked. The Flight of the Raven Fly away Raven Fly to where you need to be Dont look back Nor worry for me Have no shame,pitty,nor pain For I lie here in a dorment sleep, the big sleep I will think of you and await the day our souls cross pathes again As they have many times in past lives Fly away for now Fly from that tree For it is something that must be FLY AWAY GO!!! but remember you will always be missed and loved. By: Matt H

Very Kinky
You scored as Very Kinky, You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky90% A Sicko60% A WUSS !!10% Average10% How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Smooth Horoscope?
Todays horoscope for me is By driver1866 at 2007-07-10 Todays been a good day, up to three crushes and lots of sweet beautiful women paying attention to me! Hell, one of you got me BLITZED! So is it true? Am I smooth?

The War, The Troops And How I Feel.
I would like to apologize in advance for the length and tone of this. I want it to be known that this is not an attack on anyone. I am in no way, shape, or form writing this with the intention to insult anyone, but i'm tired of arguing with people only to lose them afterward. This is my stance on supporting the troops that are currently engaged in Iraq. The first thing that needs to be done is is to define the meaning of the word support as it is currently being used. It is my understanding, by the context that it is often used, that to support the troops is to have a level of appreciation for why they are there. This is the crux of my problem and the reason for the loss of my friends. I don't appreciate their reason(s) for being there. So in essence I don't "support" the troops. Here is where I ask for your understanding. You need to comprehend how i define support. My lack of support is not a blanket rule for all the troops there. The basis of my stance splits the t

Haha My Grams.
Grandma: That sound sounds like a priest giving mass in Italian. Me: It means that someone is rating my photo. .... few hours later .... Grandma: So every time that sound comes on someone is complimenting you? Me: Sorta.. they are saying they like my picture. Grandma: What do they say... WOW! There's another one! Me: *sifts through some and reads 'nice' comments* Her: You get an awful lot of compliments! What was that one just now!! Haha... grandma's are so cute...

Only A Few More Hours Left!!
I need help. I have this pic in a contest that ends at 7pm CST tonight. Just a few more hours away. I am in third but JUST BARELY. I could use help I can get with comments. I just joined a bomber family but you can't ask the family to help you until you have been there 2 weeks so I am on my oen on this one.

Wow Wtf
Does Anyone else have an extremely difficult time deleting emails on here? This is ridiculous. I click one and they all go away then they come back and the messages pops up. So I hit delete they all go away and it says "Message Has Been Deleted". Then they all come back and its still there. Anyone got any tips?

I Gotta Date!!!..........lol
Well, well, well, it's Sunday again and I was trying to decide what part of life's madness I was going to bring to you today......I know that I am sooo hard on the men right now but guys, I have to tell you....the male species is providing me with tons of material.Whenever I want a joke and the punch line all in one, I go to my mail. This will be no different. This is the mail I got.I guess that first off, I should thank Tim for letting me know when expo is....lmmfao!!!! Now that I've done that.........who the hell is "I" who wants me to drive four fucking hours becuase he's shown up in my inbox and wants to meet me?I know that the internet is an interesting place to meet people but what would make Mr. "I" think he's got so much game that he can show up in my inbox, site unseen and think I'm going to just drive to nap town. What am I supposed to do? Stand in the middle of the expo center with a damn sign that says "I'm looking for Tim from myspace".....yeah I have that sign, it's

Tomatoes
Ok, I had the most delicious tomatoes the other day and kept thinking about why they aren't served as is for most people. Sometimes, simple is better. So I kept pondering this. Finally, I started thinking about a way to add something different w/o changing them. I found a perfect tomatoe, not too juicy, but still ripe and full of flavor. Then I cut some rosemary, washed the stem carefully, and set it aside. I sliced the top of tomatoe off, just enough to make a cap. then I inserted the rosemary stem, with the green sprigs still on, down into the juicy portions of the tomatoe and placed the cap back on. Let it sit for 3 hours, then removed the stems. Sliced the tomatoe and served. Wow...it was great! Next I'm going to try it with different herbs. Basil, tyme, etc. Perhaps each section with it's own flavor.

Boredom!!!
I cannot wait to get home and see my new little baby niece. Iraq is getting boring. There is nothing happening over here, the last 2 times were better when there was actually stuff to do. Now it's paradise over here. Well I take that back its not. But I do have internet. Thank God for CT and the buddies I've made on here or I'd have went insane this deployment. If your not one of my buddies then what are you waiting for? Entertain me!

Fake And Lying Friends.........
i am very disgruntled at the fact that i am in a contest and only a couple friends have even bothered to stop by annd leave one measley comment or even a rate. sure you wanna and or comment my nsfw pics, but then jerk odd or something and have no time to do something constructive for me, well guess what people? no more nsfw for anybody but my best friends! i will be cleaning my list tomorrow........ you know ........ as a matter of fact , i think all my nsfw will be just family, you all dont feel anything but your juices flowing to my pics. nuff said, its going to be that way in a little while, i dont care anymore........... jerks!!!!

Don't Quote Baby J... It's Nsfw
ok... so I was bored and just goofing around, and thought I would try to block my self, and I got this message... I thought the message was pretty crude, coming from the top, so I posted a mumm and didn't mark it NSFW... thinking if baby jesus can say it, so could I..... wrong.... I got banned from posting any more mumms. I asked about it in the support lounge and was told that baby j is a lunatic, and can say what ever he likes, because it's his site. I was posting this comment, today on all the mumms...

Hot&steamy
[17 Jul 2007 | Tuesday] NOT MISSING A SPOT.... Subject:Slowly, not missing a spot Slowly, not missing a spot let me lick down your back, all the way to your feet. Allow my teeth to bite into your meat, gently though, lLeaving very little marks, and as you arch your back, then I'm on the attack. I won't miss a spot cause I know your getting hot, and when I've tasted all of you got from behind, then its time to being in front, I'm feeling drunk from the taste of you, embrace of you and oh yes, I love How you go ooh and ahhhhh. I keep my face in you, every place of you; my tongue will probe not missing an inch, knee or elbow, your breast they heave to the touch I weave and my tongue won't miss a spot. As you lay there and I'm above you my thick strong dick wants to love you, but no i's not time, for I've Yet to lick the clit that hides between your thighs. "spread open your thighs" are the words you hear and as you do I see your pussy cheer, with a rush of

Only A Dream Away !!!
I can hold you anytime, I can look into your eyes, I feel your arms around me, whenever my heart desires, your never too far from me, always within reach, all I have to do is close my eyes and sleep, each night you come to me, soft smile upon your face, I can make love to you, keep you safe and warm, your always a part of me, forever in my heart, the miles fade so quickly, when I need you most, your only a dream away...

Shallow Tom
Hey, this is going to be very shallow of me but what can I say. Would you mind clicking on my badge and giving me a good score, see I would like to get 100 to rate me in the top 10. I just want it is all. Thank you, Tom

My Account Might Be Deleted
Well friends, this may be the last time you hear from me. Not sure? Seems the good folks here at CT are GOD and they decided that if I put up one more NSFW photo without tagging it, I will be deleted without warning! Let's see, I have done numerous blasts $$$, 2 happy hours $$$ and pay for a VIC $$$ which is all money in the A'holes pocket! Oops! Is that nsfw? I better watch out! What the F***? You are allowed to put up pictures of yourself naked but if you don't tag them, it is wrong. See the double standard here anyone? I could really give a F*** about the points anymore anyway! Ooh, what do levels and cherry dollars get you anyway? NOTHING! Can't get past level 25 anyway. So tell me, what is the point of this whole point system? Stupid! Maybe I should ask for approval from God, I mean Baby J, if a picture is inappropriate before I put it up? Let's see, if I show cleavage, am I going to get deleted? I am not really sure what they consider inappropriate b

A True Friend Does Care.....
my heart ripping, severly tearing, i should be like all the other men, and just stop carring, nice guys never get seen, maybe i should just be mean, but that would never be me, cause my heart runs free, love is what my heart knows, and my poems is how most of it shows, god chose me to be this way, so all i have to say, is if you want a bad guy, who would always lie, dont look my way, im not here for a quick lay, so this i must say, all the haters, are lonely ass masterbaters, all the people who lie, and make wonderful women cry, i hope that you all die, now im pissed, and i know i wont be missed, but atleast im me, im the best person i can be, so to all the women who hurt, my appolagies for what its worth, i hope you all find happiness, and true bliss, women should be loved, not pushed and shoved, women should be charmed, and never harmed, so to all the women i say, have a truely wonderful day....

Sorry Ladies , If We Make You Feel Like This .. (ty , J-roxx)
I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... because it's our fault, guys I mean. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, big boobs, round booty, long legs, sexy lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be one as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. Girls prefer being called beautiful instead of hott or sexy. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fufill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say nice thin

I'm Leaving
This goes out to all posse friends and family. At least those of you who have not already removed me from your lists and decided I am not worthy of still being your friend. I have tried to talk with Shady to no avail. I left her a conversation on Shout today and because of this conversation...I have been removed immediately .....35 mins ago to be exact from posse. She on the other hand couldnt come to me and tell me this herself she had to send one of her admirers to tell me I was out. But thats okies. I am not into all this drama any way. I came to posse cuz I saw alot of friends wanting to help each other out and others. But somehow in the last 4 weeks it has gone down hill and is no longer fun. Everyone is fighting.....things are getting shoved to the back burner for others....that recently joined or arent even posse. Many members that drew me to posse have left. At first I didnt understand why but now I do. The following is a copy of my reasons. If after you read them u still

Ct/fubar Marriages??
Alright, someone want to explain to me what's up with that? And why have I not been asked yet? Lmao....This is not another pity blog, like the "crush" one, Ok Steve????? I'm just curious.....I see so many that have marriage licenses and I feel left out now......But then again, someone told me never to do it. lol Ahhhh...... Ok, that is all

Security Error: Domain Name Mismatch
Is it me and Cherrybomb or someone else is getting this when you try to buy someone a VIC? If so,I'm sure it has something to do with changing the name of the site,don't panic,just be patient hopefully it will be fixed soon... have a good weekend luv y'all ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞®

Drama Drama Drama
This might be considered NSFW so I'm marking it ahead of time but this is a subject a lot of friends I talk to have been having happen to them which is an unfair double standard on this site. Fubar is trying to take the drama out of the mumms and in which if you state anything that is rude as a comment you can be fully banned from commenting on this site, along with no more mumm posting, you get all but blogs and bulletins taken away from you, and no one is safe from this. I've seen people with VIP and people without silenced. They are taking attacking on their customers, with if they didn't have they would be flat broke like they try to claim with the help me adds. Now what bothers me the most about this is I've seen "top members" post blogs and bulletins attacking other members in directly and nothing happen to them. I've seen one "family" on this site write blogs with members to "attack" and then write slanderous bulletins about them and they are still on this site with full p

Does Anyone Know What They Want?
It really irritates me how many people claim to be looking for the love of their life....yet when you try to give it to them they shun it or run from it. It's very annoying. I get many who claim to be SOOOOO interested in me. So I am like, "ok, no prob" ...and I try to begin open conversations. Yet, these people think I am stupid and can not see them telling other men the exact same things on here. My philosophy is "actions speak louder than words". Whether it is on here or in real life. Don't tell me how interested you are and how badly you want to meet and take things further if you are telling others the same crap. That's games to me and I don't play games. I am a grown adult.....if I want to play games I have a son to do that with. Whether you are involved in person or on-line there is still an issue of trust, respect, and fidelity. Sorry but when I take interest in someone...it is only in that one person. I am not naive' enough to fall into the attention trap that I see many

Friends
Instead of friends it seems all I have are enemies, or at best passerby's. What is wrong with everyone? It is like there are no people out there that can understand me. Some do but even they arn't enough.. Some claim to but have no clue, and others are worse. They claim to but really don't give a damn what I am about. And yep, it might sound like this post ia all about me and sound very selfish.. but guess what! I am allowed to be that way on My page, in My blog. So if i wanna comfort myself by asking the void of brains out there why why why then I can. Just wish the wall would talk back sometime and give me a break. Falling apart is hard work. Climbing up out of the dark is hard too , but discouraging because when you get to the top and pull your self out of it.. your first glance is a world of emptiness void of empathy, love and friends. Why is that...? Makes me want to turn around and jump back in. Seems like people in general are suffering from an emotional genicide... why care? ps

Pain
Ever feel like you heart was ripped outta your body and beat with a hammer over and over?...Thats how i feel right now. I'm devistated and i don't know what to do. I lost an amazing guy and he isn't comming back. We ended it on a clean note though but it still hurts like hell. He made me feel amazing and for the time we were together i was extremely happy. I felt like i had something to look forward to. i know some people think its silly that people fall in love online but not me. You get to know someones personallity and heart before anything else. If you havent already read my sticky bulletin i posted well...im going on a fubar break to get my head straight and heal my heart a little bit. Thank you to all my friends who have been there for me trying to cheer me up. I know this pain isnt ever going to completly go away...When you love someone you can't just forget. But with time i will feel better and the tears will stop. I Will always miss him though. I gave him a part of me i've nev

How Many...
Q & A - Take 2 Q. You asked me how many men I have slept with. (This is a bit personal, but I don't mind answering since you were able to ask without being a pig about it.) A. I fooled around like most do, but I can count the number of play sessions on one hand leading up to the loss of my virginity. In my 27 years of life I am proud to say that I have only had sexual intercourse with one man. I met him when I was 19 years old and fresh out of high school. He and I are now married and will celebrate our 6th wedding anniversary this September. For our story click here xoxo K. :::IF YOU HAVE A QUESTION YOU WOULD LIKE ME TO ANSWER SEND ME A MESSAGE AND I WILL POST YOUR ANSWER HERE::: Rude or vulgar questions will be ignored. You can find a way to ask those kinds of questions tastefully.

I Hate Begging!
So sometimes u gotta suck it up and beg when u want something right...lol well here i go Pretty pretty pretty *gets on hands and knees* (I know what ur thinkin...stop lol)pretty please will u go by my page and make sure that u became a fan! I will love u forever and ever and ever.... If you luv me then u know that I shouldnt have to ask hehe but i am anyway just in case Yes im a dork we have established this. If you already r a fan UR THE BEST!!!! If you dont want to then i appreciate being a friend and cumin to check this out anyway Im like some away from being a legend so thats why i have become obsessive So go by fan me and make me the happiest girl alive sorry if i ask for too much Have a great day Luvz, ~Cindy

Nigerian Scam Response
I'm so sick of getting these emails. Today, I decided I would respond, and ride it out. If I get a response from this guy...I'll post it here...here is the original email, and my reply: _________________ From: BARRISTER CHRISTOPHER MOTLEY ESQ [mailto:frommychambers1@hotmail.com] Sent: Wednesday, July 25, 2007 16:54 Subject: Late Engr.John Ferguson will Dear beneficiary On behalf of the Trustees and Executor of the estate of Late Engr.John Ferguson ; I once again try to notify you as my earlier letter was returned undelivered. I hereby attempt to reach you again by this same email address stated on the WILL. I wish to notify you that late Engr.John Ferguson made you a beneficiary to his WILL. He left the sum of Seven Million One Hundred Thousand Dollars (USD$7,100.000.00 ) to you in the codicil and last testament to his WILL. Being a widely travelled man, he must have been in contact with you in the past or simply you were recommended to him by one of his

Your Favorite Fantasy Looser
YOUR FAVORITE F... rated your photo a '1'! 10 hr ago · YOUR FAVORITE F... just checked you out! 10 OK Friends and Family, Check out this Hater, Jealous CUNT>Your Favorite Fantasy This looser, sorry assed excuse for a female comes to my page today, rates my salute photo a 1 and leaves, Now Just to give Ya all a lil Info on this old worn out broad, She WAS on Harley's friends list, Long before I met him. Well after Harley and I got together, She starts TRYING to make trouble for us. with posting comments to Harley, sending him e mails and IM's..Harley asked this cunt, nicely to tone it down and told her HE Loves ME and doesn’t want any more then a respectful friendship from her and to be respectful of me...Well need less to say, this stupid ass kept up her dumb crap. SO Harley deleted her. Now this OLD hag of a female, Thought she may have had a chance with Harley, Which she NEVER did. She's a jealous looser, drama queen, a hater a down rater. So after OVER a

How To Start Your Day
Ok I get up early this morning have everything ready in a good mood yada yada yada all that crap. The humidity was pretty high over night so the windshield is covered and dew and the wipers arent the best. I am driving down this little two lane country road that is barely wide enough for two cars and the sun is blazing away in my eyes. Between the dew and the sun i am squinting to see the road. My phone rings. I am using hands free of course and I am talking to my daughter. I hear this huge POP and my passenger side mirror crashes into the window shattering. I look in the rear view mirror and holy shit I just hit a jogger with my mirror. I slam on my brakes and throw the truck in reverse and race back to where this guy is standing. I look back in the mirror and he is in a full sprint for the truck. I get close and jump out to make sure he is okay and understandably so the guy is LIVID!!!I start with I am so sorry.. He is yelling "what the hell are you doing You didnt see me??" I cant

Drama
Why do ppl come and stalk you? why do they perv you? why do ppl play games? why cant ppl just leave the drama on the television.... why do they need to share the shit with others, why cant they just be happy and see others that are happy and be happy together. why do ppl assume that just because u added them as ur friend that the first thing u want is for them to come over and fucken sleep with them. and then think they can tell you what and what not to do. why cant ppl just have fun and be happy...... why do they need to ASSume anything, why do they think they know you, when they dont even know themselves. Get a life PPL... leave the dram and bullshit for television, FUBAR is not a reality show. its a place for fun and meet some really cool ppl. if u want me as ur friend cool. bring ur friendship and leave the drama, bullshit, head games, and lies at your house.. just keep it real!

I'm Done
I've decided that I'm through with caring about people and letting someone in. Every time I do I get hurt and well..I'm just done. I can't do this anymore and to be perfectly honest, I don't want to do this anymore. I don't want to be the one that is trying all the time and doing what I can to please that other person. Second guessing myself and the way I believe just to have someone like me? WTF? No more. I'm done. I've been single for 7 years, not to say I haven't had boyfriends and things like that, but not in the past 2 years have I had a steady relationship. No I'm not going to go lesbian (not that there's anything wrong with that, I just don't like cats), I'm just done with men. Wait maybe I should say boys that think they're men when in reality they're scared little kids that don't know what the hell they want. I have a lot of male friends that always tell me it's not me it's the men I date...well isn't that a great way to make a girl feel good? LOL I know they mean well

Just Blahhhhhh
Have you ever had those days where everything you do or say just doesn't matter? I mean, you just feel like Blahhh!!! fuck it. You could care less if you do your job right, or you say the right thing....Well today is one of those days for me....I was at work, and i couldn't give a fuck if i made the dish correctly or not, basically i just didn't want to be there....but because I'm picky when i cook, I stuck around anyhow. And now sitting here at 9:45pm, I just don't know if I'm happy, sad, tired, depressed, or what. I just feel Blahhh...even my timmies isn't bringing me any joy (and that's unusual). Anyways I guess I just felt like rambling on here...not really sure if any of this makes sense to you or not, but it does for me.

Peace
OKAY TO MY FRIENDS AS YOU KNOW WE ARE AT WAR AND DUTY CALL FOR ME TO GO ONCE AGAIN AND HELP OUT ANOTHER COUNTRY. SO I WILL BE OFF THE SITE FOR A LIL WHILE. YOU CAN STILL LEAVE FUMAIL N I WILL GET BACK TO YOU WHEN I CAN. UNTIL THEN HAVE FUN AND STAY SAFE DOMKING A.K.A (RUBIN)

I Don't Like Birthdays
(or why I shouldn't) I share my birthday with: Ernest Hemingway, Paul Wellstone, Janet Reno, Garry Trudeau, Robin Williams, Brandy Chastain, and Josh Hartnett. On this day: John Scopes found guilty in the Scopes Monkey Trial. Neil Armstrong and Edwin "Buzz" Aldrin are the first men to walk on the moon. But I digress. Why, you ask? Here are the highlights (or the low-lights, you decide). * On my eighth birthday my dad stops off at the car wash he owned at the time to check in before taking me to Farrell's Ice Cream Parlor. He gets into a altercation with a customer who is threatening one of the teens that works for him. As my brother and I watch through the back window my dad punches the guy out. My brother starts to cry, my dad beats the guy up and my mom starts to scream. No Farrell's. No ice cream. Birthday over. * On my thirteenth birthday my dad gives me Shelby Foote's seminal books on the Civil War. "The Civil War: A Narrative." The books ha

Nsfw
OK it is SO rare that I get on a soapbox. But what the heck is the definition of NSFW here??? I have friends who have had pictures marked NSFW with themselves FULLY clothed but showing a bit of cleevage marked as NSFW. Then I see someone who has a gif as their main picture annimated as FLIPPING US OFF. It was marked as NSFW, but 5 min later was unmarked. Since when has any large corporation in the U.S. allowed any of their employees to flip someone off and not be imiddiately taken to human resources???? I am not a prude... I do not really care what Fubar allows and doesn't. But I thought that the NSFW meant it was NOT SAFE FOR WORK. I am tired of the hipocracy. Either mark ALL photos showing anything rude, crude, or slightly sexually revealing as NSFW or DROP IT and allow everything. If the goal was to make Lost Cherry / Cherry Tap / Fubar safe to be able to be viewed at work, then do not allow such photos as the STRICTIST of copanies would allow you to post on your cubic

My Dad Is My Life
Well as some of my friends know my dad has been in the hospital and very ill...my vacation was canceled due to the fact he ended up in the hospital...he is diabetic and has been over 20 yrs. Well now he is havin major issues due to this. His kidneys are failin too and is anemic too. His prostate is enlarged which is common for a man his age. Well I had been takin care of him the for the last month thats why I had been gone....My brother and his wife took him for the week to give me alittle break and release some stress...I just got a call that he is back in the hospital and is bleeding internally. The only reason I am on here is cuz I am waiting for my friend to get here so she can stay with my little girl. I am a nervous wreck and feel like I am about to lose it...I cant lose my father he is my everything and I need him in my life still. After I lost my mother almost 8 yrs ago he became my best friend. I just want to let my friends know whats going on since I wont be on here muc

Were A Dying Breed
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her tha

******i Am Keeping This Post On Top For Potential Members
******This is a bomber family of people dedicated to fairness and equality. :-) :P :-) :P:P We will accept you as a member if you are serious about helping others more than just getting help for yourself. You must be willing and available to participate on a regular basis or you will not get the help in return. We will NOT approve any member that is currently IN a contest during the time of your friend request, or anybody in another bomber family. Every family member will get equal help. No one member more than any other. You must be a member for 10 days before you can ask for help in a contest and can only have family help on ONE contest at a time. If you choose to enter multiple contests, you are on your own for all but one of them. This 10 day probation period is so you can prove yourself as a bomber and that you do intend to bomb others and are not just here for yourself. If you do not read the blogs or bomb in your first ten days you will be removed. We don't need ALOT of

Updating My Life's Story
Just a snippet of information on my present situation. I have been living with my sister for six months now and I can honestly say that it has been a worthwhile experience. The original premise for moving in with her was so that we could support each other during our own little pitfalls; she suffers from depression and recently attempted suicide, myself I was recently diagnosed with a second cancer in addition to another operative cancer I was already dealing with. We get along so well, which suprises me, since we had not really seen each other for a number of years. We lived four hours apart and never really made a strong attempt to see one another. Sad. Anyway, she is seeing a therapist and is at least stable. She amazes me. No matter how down she gets, she throws her concentration to me if I am having any down time myself. All of my three sisters are amazing individuals. As for me, I have reached a point in my battle where I am at an empasse. Do I continue with worthless tr

My Quiet Inner Myspace
Ok, as you all well know Myspace can be a bit coo-coo for cocoa puffs every now and then. Yet, as of late I can't help but notice that myspace, while still having those annoying HTML games as advertisements, it now offers services. These services are strange at best and why anyone would want to use them is beyond me. These services can mostly be found, oddly enough, on the blogs page. I dropped my account there, and then decided to open a new one. I haven't done anything with it, or added friends, so there has been no need to check in. But I did this last Friday and this is what I found lurking around my blank profile page. A service was asking if you know your credit score. I, always one to be on top of my credit knew my score but decided to check the thing out. After filling out loads of information I was eventually brought to a page that asked me which magazine subscription I wanted to pay for. I have no idea how this helps me find my credit score. I chose against sub

Well Yesterday Was A Fluke
man i felt so good yesterday and i thought i was gonna be better but damn i was wrong i woke up this morning and felt like ass again so i guess i will still be waiting on a damn doctor to figure out what is wrong with me:(

Yes Monkeys!
Vote on the monkey that makes me look the sexiest! hahahahahahaaha #1 #2 #3 #4 I know im a goofball Thanks to all that made me monkey morphs even though u didnt really want to haha and thanks to me lol if u wanna add to my collection ur allowed hehe Luvz Cindy

I Gotta Know.....lol
Whooooo!!! Lawdamercy!! I am NOT a morning person, why I keep a day job is beyond MY ass...... I spent the night at my mom's last night and dumb-ass me left my cell charger at home (oh nooo not that!!!), so I run outside into the sprinkling and humid as all hell morning weather to hook it on to my car charger. I turn the key in the ignition and the radio pops on....."Bow wow wow yipee yo yipee yay!" and refreshingly enough it was NOT followed by "Death row's in the motherfuckinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn house".........LOL I knew as I sit there if I listened to all of of Atomic Dog, I was going to be late for work.........MONDAY!!!...LMMFAOOO!!! Who told the radio station it was cool to play the album version at 7am on a FRIDAY morning, they know folks have to be in by 8 or 9.....LOL. However, I sat there....the whole time, nodded my head and bounced till the last dog barked....... Over the years...that song has made me drive around the parking lot of the store I was going to, sit i

Coding (help)
I have been trying for I don't know how long to center the STICKAM box on my page. No luck. Does anyone know how to get that damn thing centered? p align=center isn't working and it's driving me crazy. Thanks :) Express Yourself LIVE ______________________________________________ ***FABULOUS! Thank you for all your help! It's fixed.*** Thanks Master! I have badass friends and such. That's all. MUAH!

Need Your Opinion
I'm wondering what to do.Those of you that know me know I spend countess hours rating peoples pictures and stash to help them level. Well im not sure if its because I've GodFathered or what but only a few rate back. My question doesnt really concern with points because im not worried about what I have there. But in order to buy gifts for my friends and return gifts you gotta have Fubucks and if there are no rates then its impossible to do.So im wondering do I ask people literally to rate back or maybe hold a contest..Just asking for opinions is all. Thank You... Thank you to all of you that do rate my pictures when I upload them.

Sorry This Has To Come Out
ok.. this has been waying on my mind.. and i gotta get it out.. it was set off by a bulletin that i read.. it was the red shirt bulletin and i was happy to see it.. if you are reading this than you know i am proudly military, but it gets awful hard to go to work when i keep seeing and hearing the things i have heard in my short career. I have had friends called baby killers.. i have seen people carrying signs that read thank god for dead soldiers, heard people blame the ware on us.. we did not start this war i still get pissed when i see any 9-11 pictures.. have people forgotten the reason that we all do what we do for a reason.. we allow those dumb asses to wish we were dead and to protest military funerals.. we live... and some of us die to protect everyone.. no i am not a fighter.. i am a mechanic, but i am proud of what i do cause everytime i see my jets take off i know that when we do deploy those men and women on the ground are protected now... but it is hard to crawl out of bed

Are You Happy, Comfortable???
SLEEP LAST NIGHT?...«««bed a little lumpy?...«««Toss and turn any?...«««Wish the heat was higher?...«««Maybe the a/c wasn't on?...«««Had to go to the john?...«««Need a drink of water?...???Yes.. It is like that!Count your blessings, pray for them,andthe next time when...the other car cuts you off and you must hit the brakes,or you have to park a little further from Walmart than you want to be,or you're served slightly warm food at the restaurant,or you're sitting and cursing the traffic in front of you,or the shower runs out of hot water,Think of them...Protecting your freedom!

Neighborhood Watch
I'm trapped in my own home. Not by the weather (though it sucks) or by any disability other than my own laziness. Rather, I'm trapped here because my neighbor's friends are roofing his house. They were here on Friday, and I didn't pay much attention to them. I was busy outside cleaning my car. It hadn't been vacuumed in about two years, so I thought it was about time to suck up all the nasty bits o' scum that have attended my travels. I heard the men hammering away, would see them wave occasionally. But for the most part, I ignored. Until, that is, I looked up and one of them was peering over the fence, just watching me. "Hi!" "Uhm. Hi." "I've been watching you all day. You sure are a pretty lady." *cough* "Thank you." I wanted to escape at this moment, just melt into the broken sidewalk. But there was really no place for me to go, except to grab the kitty and run into the kitchen, locking the door behind me. But for fuck's sake, it's my house. I

Buckshot
For those of you who really know me; many of you know that I have been living alone with only my little dog Buckshot who I gave a great deal of my attention to. This past weekend Aug 04, 2007 after returning home, I noticed Buckshot was not barking for me to let him inside the house to play; my heart stopped and I knew something was not right. I raced to where my little Buckshot would be and found him laid out on the grass a sleep forever. The only thought that went through my mind is that the sun had did him in and I blamed myself, it is the first time I have cried in over 10 years. I took him to my Lost Lake and buried him in the shade and said a small prayer; thanking the Lord for letting us enjoy each other for the past 3 years; Buckshot helped me more than I could ever know. Sunday, I walked to where I found him and tortured myself for allowing this to happen but then I did what I am good at. I being an investigation into how my Buckshot truly died; see I had planned out

Nudes
ok i have a question?!?!! as sum of u may know my old page on here got hacked into and i was a level 18 worked hard to get there...so i had to start all over ive had this page less than a month and im already a level 15 and have had almost 10,000 profile veiws...my question is i actually put myself on here topless and sum ass shots...do u think that makes me skanky,or trashy? cuz i didnt do that on my last page but still got lots of attention...please lemme know what ya think,thanx kells

Well Kids, It's Time To Be Going...
I've had NO time for being online for a while and I hate just letting the account sit with me not responding to anyone. I'm sitting here watching my shoutbox go crazy with messages from all of you - I can't believe how many there are! That's so sweet of everyone! The question is, do I let the account sit and not sign in much or do I just delete it? If you guys prefer, I can leave it for now and just check in when I can. I'm still having a hard time with morning sickness and have just been so busy with regular life PLUS all my doctors appts and baby stuff to take care of. Juggling the after effects of major surgery complicated by an immediate pregnancy has been hard. I was looking so forward to sharing baby pics with everyone in December but also hate not being here to keep up the account. So please let me know, would you rather I check in every so often, not being here to reply/comment much or should I just delete the account? I had set my mind on deleting, but with the respon

Moving On Up
THATS RIGHT PEOPLE I AM FINALLY GETTING MY COUNTRY ASS OUT OF THE SHITTY WHITE TRASH TRAILER PARK...... I GOT A BIG TWO BED AND TWO BATH AND NOW I AM GOIN TO LIVE ALONE SO WHEN YA'LL COME AND VISIT YOU WILL HAVE A ROOM TO EITHER STAY IN OR PUT YOUR THINGS IN WHILE YOUR SLEEPING IN MY BED ;) YAY WHOO HOO I AM HAPPY NOW

Right Now
Hi Everyone, Just a quick note to say hi and ask you all be patient with me. If i have not stopped by to rate etc etc I am sorry but right at this point in time I have some things going on in my life that i need to get sorted out. Some of you will notice that I have started deleting some things from my site. I am doing this because I am noticing things here that I do not care for and that includes mind games. I am not sure if the person responsible for the shitty emails i have been receiving will even get to read this in a way I hope they do another part of me really doesn't give a crap if they do or not. In the time i have been on Cherry Tap/ Fubar I have never disrespected anyone but someone has decided to try to interfere within my personal life. This coward needs to confront me to my face and quit making fake ass profile to send the nasty mails. Well i guess thats it i just wanted you to know why i am not very active on here or really up for holding conversation etc. Hope you

Okay Everyone That Said They Was Is.
OKAY I HAD TO DO THIS AS A NEW ENTRY. ALL THE PEOPLE THAT COMMENTED ON THIS BLOG THE FIRST TIME I POSTED IT ARE STARTING TO FALL OF THE PAGE.. I NEED THEM TO STAY THERE SO COME SUNDAY I'LL HAVE THEM ALL IN ONE PLACE TO TOSS THE CONTEST LINK OFF TO THEM.. SO NOW I HAVE THIS BLOG POSTED A SECOND TIME.. IF YOU REPLIED TO THE FIRST ONE THEN NO NEED TO REPLY TO THIS ONE.. ANYONE SEEING THIS FOR THE FIRST TIME THAT THINKS THAT THEY ALSO MIGHT BE ABLE TO HELP PLEASE PUT A COMMENT DOWN SO I KNOW HOW MUCH SUPPORT I'M GOING TO HAVE.. THERE ARE VERY VERY VERY LARGE BOMBING FAMILIES IN THIS SAME CONTEST AND IM GOING TO GET SMASHED IF I DON'T HAVE A CRAP LOAD OF FRIENDS HELPING ME ON THIS.. TY TY TY CUP OF JOE PLAYS HARD BALL!!! THAT MEANS GUYS IN THE CONTESTS HE HOSTS IT'S THE SMARTEST, FASTEST, MOST EQUIPT PERSON WHO GETS IT. IT'S A FLAT OUT STREET FIGHT. NO ROMPER ROOM HEAD AND SHOULDER KNEES AND TOES GAME HERE. SO I WILL NEED TO BUILD MY ARMY NOW... OR I WILL NOT SURVIVE THE FIRST D

Don't You Wish
I would start at your neck. Kissing it and moaning in your ear alittle. Then kiss your shoulders nibble on them a bit. Work my way around to your lips kissing them slowly long and passionately as i run my hands up and down your chest and arms. Playing alittle with your nipples. then have you lay down on your stomach go down to where your spine ends and lick your spine all the way up to the bottom of your neck then blow hard all the way down where I licked .Ok we'll I turn you around and take off your pants throw them on the chair. Then I lean over you and run my hair all the way down your chest until I get so low I stop. I start to tease you rubbing on your inner thighs. Then rubbing around it without touching it . You want to see it slide in my mouth watching it go in and out feeling my mouth wrapped around it so bad. The warm sensation . Your body starts rocking up and down telling me you want it . I finally just slip the head in my mouth nice and slow looking at you.just teasing you

?'s For The Ladies...
Have you ever: 1) pissed your self laughing? 2) pee in public where people could maybe see you? 3) pee in the men's restroom? 4) pee out side where people could not see you? 5) let your BF or GF watch you pee? 6) pee on your BF or GF? 7) be so scared you peed in your panties or on the floor/ground? why? when? how come? what for? how? where?

How Honest Are You?
You Are 72% Brutally Honest Most of the time, you tell it like it is. Even if it's hard for people to hear. Sometimes you hold back though, because you never want your honesty to be hurtful. How Brutally Honest Are You?

The Passion Inside
romance is just a glance, take that chance, at the passion inside, makes hearts open wide, like your heart is in a stride, never to hide, passion burning so deep, its what you want to keep, soft moon lite walks, carring talks, holding that special someones hand, they make you feel grand, when you walk in the sand, sun rise comes to you, makes everything feel true, looking into their eyes, saying good bye to the why's, knowing this is real, that kiss is the seal, that binds you both to each other, it makes your body shutter, makes your heart race, can your emotions keep pace, when you see that special someones face, taking both your hearts to a peaceful place, hopeing it will last, not like the ones in the past, may your heart be true, may your loved one have the clue, that they are actually the one for you, as you are the one for them too................

Baddman(part 1)
I have been told i am a Badd Badd Man.... and she is so true... i have been told im a pig where i am not i'm a dogg,thats y i ware the dogg morph if u havent notice.... to start this out i think u all should know 2002 my ex wife took wat ment so much to me those were my babies....that is where it all beggins...i had to get them out of my head the best i knew how and that didnt even work... but here goes..i started on AOL n Yahoo meet anormous amounts of women hopeiing to free my mind of my children,never thought about wat i was really doing or who iwas really hurting...i try not to lie in my ventures but shit happens..i thrived on poisoning the brains of women and steeling their hearts just to get into their panties and help me forget wat ment the most to me....i recently then started a book thinking i could make tons of money off wat i was doing...but...in the behalf of women so they would know wat to really look for...but at the same time i was going to make it a double b

What Color Orange Are You?
What Color Orange Are You? You Are Pumpkin Realistic and practical, you see the world for how it is. You know what it takes to succeed in life... And you're happy to help others reach their goals. What Color Orange Are You?

Real Love
The emptiness cannot be filled By lovers that you hold, And love is never born or killed Nor is it bought or sold. Do not extend your empty cup And trust your lover’s heart Has come along to fill it up, Or find its missing part. Your lover is a friend who's eyes Reflect what you conceal. The love that you allow to rise, Is all they can reveal. So let your lover be that friend And be a friend in kind. Then let your open hearts commend The source of love they find.

Holy Cow...
Former Yankees SS Phil Rizzuto dead at 89 August 14, 2007 BRONX, NEW YORK (TICKER) -- Former New York Yankees shortstop and renowned baseball broadcaster Phil Rizzuto died Tuesday. He was 89. The Yankees confirmed Rizzuto's death to PA SportsTicker, although the team did not provide any further details. New York radio station WFAN reported that the Hall of Famer died early Tuesday morning. Nicknamed "The Scooter," Rizzuto helped the Yankees win seven World Series titles from 1941-1953. The diminutive Brooklyn native was a career .273 hitter in parts of 13 seasons - all with the Yankees. A five-time All-Star, Rizzuto was regarded as one of the best defensive shortstops of his time. Standing at just 5-6, he also was renowned for his bunting ability and speed. Like many players in the 1940s, Rizzuto served in the United States Navy during World War II, interrupting his career from 1943-1945. Rizzuto enjoyed his finest season in 1950, when he was named American

This Is Why I Dont Get Close To People
one guy amazing kid everyone loves him i mean he had it all wit, smarts, looks, sense of humor, etc. and i was lucky enough to have been with him and supposdily he loved me which is a word i highly doubt ill ever use again offered me a ring we were just waitin to set a day but yea im young so just like everyone said it woudlnt work out it didnt and because i did one thing wrong i messed the whole fucking thing up i realized my mistake and gotten on my hands and knees and pleaded for your forgiveness and i would wake up every morning just so i could make a plan to see or talk to you but its all good youve moved on you have a new women while i sit and wait one word of advice for myself never fall for a guy

~*your Awakening*~
"A time comes in your life when you finally get it"…. When in the midst of all your fears and insanity you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cried out- ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and through a mantle of wet lashes you begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awkening. You realize that its time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that he is not Prince Chraming and you are not cinderella and that in the real world there arent always fairy tale endings(or beginnings for that matter) and the guarantee of “happily ever after” must begin with you and in the process of a sense of serenity is born acceptance. You awaken to the fact that you are not

A Year Ago
It's been a year ago today that I had my mild heart attack and been suffering with PVC ever sense. Wow it's been a whole year. There were times I never thought I would make it . I'm glad I have . I have chatted with some amazing people and I have also chatted with some idiots too lol. I went to my 1st and 2nd concert this year. Made some new great memories with my sons and new friends. I now have a list in my head of all the things I want to do . I'm slowly doing them one at a time. So today I'm going to celebrate! glitter-graphics.com One sip for the past , one sip for the future, one sip for those who have a special place in my heart , a sip to those who I call my friends. Drink up. glitter-graphics.com

To A Friend
will i be missed when im gone, will i be remembered and not forgotten, will they say he was a friend, till his end, thats what a sweet boy said, when he was laying in his bed, dying from cancer inside, bald and trying to hide, doesnt like to make new friends, hes affraid they pretend, hes only 9 years old, but he has alot to be told, for hes my friend, and will be to the end, hes very smart and sincere, i wish he would always be here, he likes to color in his book, the one i gave him and he took, hes given me a new sense of pride, cause he knows hes on a one way ride, he lives each and every day, cause he knows hes not here to stay, never affraid or upset, never one regret, he asked me why i stay, i didnt know what to say, wish i could take his place, so his life wouldnt be a waste, he wants to see so many things, he has our dreams, his end is too close it seems, but ill be there with him at the end, because he his one special friend.........

Summers Day
The mood was set and we decided to take a walk as it was a beautiful summers evening, the night was clear with just a gentle breeze enough that your hair seemed to flow as the moon glistened upon you, we stopped to look out into the stars, and as we began to walk again I stopped and held you close gazing into your eyes and with what seemed like one motion our lips touched ever so softly which lead to a kiss where passion was evident as our lips seemed to have an unexplainable hunger and desire for something more intense, the softness turned to wetness as our mouths opened and feeling the tenderness of your mouth intertwined with mine,it was such a seductive moment,I could feel you shivering,I pull you closer and as your body pressed against mine I could feel that your breasts has become full of need with the firmness from your nipples. Holding you close like this I found a need to run my fingers through the back of your hair it's softness, drawing it aside and exposing your neckline,I

Seduction Of The Mind
Imagine soft music, dim lights from the candles burning from tapers in various places around the bed, two wet bodies moving sowly to the beat, lips touching, eyes gazing, hearts beating to the rhythm of the beat that's implanted in our heads. As you listen to my voice your mind begins to wonder what would it feel like, taste like, to have me in your web of passion. Never realizing that love was playing a major role in part of the equation. As we ignored the signs of our love growing deeper everyday, we never realized the role our hearts would play. Knowing that seduction of the mind became real beyound our imagination, now it has became serious now beyond recognition. See we never thought that one innocent spoken hello would turn to I love you in such a short period of time. That's why people should respect not ignore this thing called Seduction Of The Mind Written by: Trevon A.K.A. Bad Boy69

New Job!
Hey everyone! Just thought I would let you all know what the hell is going on and why I haven't been around much. I started a new job last week. I'm maintenance manager for a pretty big apt complex and seems that I am replacing 2 people that left. Well this new job is keeping me busy. I not only have to fix their mistakes, but also have to keep up with the work load that comes with the position. I just don't want anyone to think that I am blowing you off, I just don't have that much free time right now. As soon as I get settled in and hire an assistant to help me out I will have more time for all my Fubar friends. I hope everything is going good for you all. I miss you guys (and gals!!!) So please don't forget me as I won't forget you. Love ya. Timmy aka Spin

About Cb And Me, And You
DON'T be tellin' my friends that I said we weren't friends. All I said is that Bunny isn't my roomate because you people keep asking for us to both be on cam, frankly NEITHER of us like to be on cam 24/7. Stop being cunts and trying to start trouble just because I took my NSFWs down and told the perverts off. AND because I don't want to join your lounges or stupid sex cam invites. Fuck off. Seriously.

Where Is She??
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to abo

One Birthday Wish ;)
Sitting here fresh from the shower, candles lit and the skin on my legs feeling silkier than ever. Listening to slow jams and feeling very, very sexy....I was thinking that the best birthday gift that I could give myself would be to do a striptease for the person that I was with on my birthday. Weird right?!?! That would be like me giving that person a gift on my birthday!! My gift would be the expression on your face letting me know that I turn you on just from you looking at me and drinking in all my sexiness. Inexpensive I know but not all women want materialistic things. With that being said i'm asking for comments on what you think would be the perfect song to do a striptease to, meaning what song would you want played if a woman were doing a dance just for you and you only?

Effective Immediately
Effective Immediately I'll be stealing all of your pics. I will be a new random person everyday. The kicker??? I'll get away with it because the FU-STAFF is also FU-CKING LAME!!! I Just admitted to it to. Its documented and still nothing will happen. Who wants to be my first victim?

Spokenword(video Blog): Epiphany By Marq
Epiphany Its time for a rhyme, To divide your mind. Into half, streamlined, The left from right. Diagnose your affliction, & Mental Condition. Dissect your third eye, To free your soul, I Restore its sight, An bring to light, The 4th dimension, Of advanced insight. Merge sacred geometry, With Astrology, To numerology, For a sound ideology Without scare tactics Or hypocritical habits Free of beast of burdens & the stigma of murder I am saved, I am reborn To the goddess mother And a god with horns By divine duality Beautifully adorned To a earthly reality I so adore Been Blessed with might Through ancient rites Bestowed sacred wisdoms An infinite vision Of life on this planet I live an understand it I am rooted like a tree Nature surges through me I feel her energy she is alive Despite our tries to make her die We are but a virus on this land A surface Nueces that is man Consuming every natural resource Then what? War & pillage of course But plagues &

Holy Fucking Jumpin Gummie Bears! Omg Omg Omg!
I just got the best birthday present ever!!!!! You are reading the typing of the NEWEST face of Dangerous Curves Designs!!!!! http://www.dangerouscurvesdesign.com True..I'll be nude, possible doing spread shots, and have a strip tease video! But who gives a shit? I'M GOING TO BE MODELLING!!! All expenses paid! I am so excited, I'm crying! I'm finally getting to do something with my life that I enjoy doing and getting paid for it! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! AND THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR ALL THE CARDS, CAKE, BALLOONS, AND KIND WORDS! YOU ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAZZY

Thought You'd Like To Know....
My doctors at the VA are just full of gloom and doom, it seems that I don't just need a liver transplant but now also need kidney transplant. Those of you who know me from talking to me know what kind of person I am, here is your chance to thank a soldier, a worrier, a friend. I'm not one to ask anything of anyone, but if your blood type is A+ won't you consider giving me the "gift of life" by donating a kidney. My options are very limited...total renal shut down, dialysis and death. There is a 7 year waiting list for a kidney unless I find a donor, I can not pay you so it would truely be a gift of life but you medical needs and expences would be covered.

Best Smile Contest!!
I have some contestants already and this I wanted to post some details on it... 1. The first prize is a 3 day blast 2. I'm wanting about 15 contestants to start 3. the contest will be based on rates, but comment bombing is still welcome, it will determine the winner if there is a tie... 4. Tentatively, I plan to start the contest on Monday, August 27th, provided I get enough contestants. 5. the contest will run for 2 weeks and will end at midnight EST on the 14th day... Thats all I got so far, if there is any changes, I will post them... Good luck to all who enter, and I'm still deciding on runner up prize...

Time Is A Curse
Time is a curse, makes your heart want to burst, when i see your notes time stands still, and my heart over whelms my will, to hold you close is my dream, happiness is what i want as it may seem, you became my daily light, talking to you became my delight, all i want to do is hold you tight, knowing you makes everything seem right, i wish you were here with me tonight, to hold you close to my heart, hopeing we will never part, love is not made for me, i am just here to make everyone else happy, i try my best with who i am, some people care and some dont give a dam, i shall take the good with the bad, i will never let anyone make me sad, for knowing all my friends on here makes me glad, its now the weekend begining, some of you will be sinning, please play it safe every day, cause i want you all here to stay, have a blast each and all of you, to yourselves always be true, for when you are you will never feel blue, friends will always make you feel right, for