me and a buddy of mine are gonna see what the possibilities of us going back to iraq. it will be his 2nd time there, and my 3rd if we get to go.even though i think if i go back there, i wont return.i am curious if im right about it. i know it would upset a few people, mainly my parents and sisters and brothers, if i go back. i wonder at times, what makes me do stuff like this.i feel like im useful when im deployed, even though everytime i get deployed i have the dangerous jobs.i wonder if i have a death wish,or if its some reason i will find later on.
