Fubar Blog Posts 4

Truth & A Lie
Two Truths & a Lie? Ok Guy's and Gal's don't be shy nor bashfull..once ur on this page you have to ask the 3 questions... Here's the deal: I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Really. I'll answer anything. I may opt to e-mail answers to particularly sensitive questions, however. Then I want you to go to your blog, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. Here's the twist: Of the three questions you ask, I will answer two of them absolutely truthfully. As for the other question -- I'll lie like a goat. (Well, not a truthful goat, obviously. The untrustworthy type of goat.) I will not reveal which two answers are truthful and which one is the lie.

Only The Stars
Truth, between the lines lie a secret tale of chains and whips codes of braille. For we are slaves of concequence and addicted to lies and bullet mints. I walk through streets of lonelyness and see pain dweel in the eyes, of poverty and abandonment deep in the tears they cry. We feast on plates of comfort inside these painfilled walls, we reach for something invisible in pain we begin to crawl. These cuts of paper thin and faint control the hearts of me, we say we're free but shackled we stand saying "only the stars are my friend" Prophet. Please read this I just freesyled it, so read it twice to get the full meaning and please tell me what you think. If you want to know what i was thinking while writting it, just message me. I feel deeply about this one. thank you

Friends
i find it funny how friends say they are friend. But they are friend only when its convient for them. They want to talk and be a friend when they arent busy with somene else or that someone else is gone to bed or not on to talk to. I always thought being a friend ment always being there, Am I wrong?

The Results Are In!
The cardiac test went well. In fact I opted for no meds to knock me out so I could see the pictures. It's a trip to be awake while someone slides a tube from your groin to your heart LOL The doctor couldn't believe what he saw. My arteries were perfect and their were no blockages or plaques and the heart was 100% Considering my cholesterol was 486 and my triglycerides were 2740! All the nurses thought the numbers were typos LOL Anyway I passed with flying colors and after the wound heals I will be back to full speed, so if you want pics done by me, messgae and we can do them :) Thanks to all who prayed or held good thoughts for me! It worked :) I love my friends

Do You Make A Difference??
This past few days I came to realize..I DON'T....make a difference enough. While attending the wake and funeral of Eric "Easy"Fredenburg I realized that the beautifull soul I had been blessed to know, literally hundreds that attended were as well. While talking to others and listening to stories of just how unselfish,loving,caring,considerate,kind,gentle,funny and compassionate he really was. In self reflection, I thought to myself...if I were 1/3 the wonderous soul he was..I might make a difference ..to someone..somewhere..somehow..hell, for that matter ...to myself. From his life I will take those memories and the stories shared..and try harder to become a better mother..a better friend..a better sister..a better person! I will make the effort to extend my hand and my heart and my ear to those I may have simply not taken the time to do so in the past. I learned that although the close friends I have may know that part of me..few others do. It's time to change that..it's time to sm

Men Beware
I am so irratated with men right now that I'm warning you to watch what you say to me....I'm pissed off at my ex for how irresonsible he is and how much hell he is putting me thru and most of all his children. I am sick of the bullshit and the lies and the manipulation. I am sick of the excuses. And then I guess because I want to take sexy pictures of me and post them on my page guys assume that I am the type of girl to get on here and cybor. I AM NOT A PIECE OF MEAT!! I HAVE FEELINGS!!! I guess it takes too much effort and time to read a persons profile and find out what a person is about before asking to see a persons PRIVATE!! pics or sending a shoutout about what they want to do to my body. That is why I didn't want to talk yesterday and I am to the point that I am ready to delete my account if people can't grow up!!! I don't like to be rude but what else can I do? I do like the attention I get here on cherry tap and I like to hear the positive things guys think about me

Ignorance Rules On Ct?
I do mumms every once in a while but people insist on being complete assholes...They bash people just to make themselves feel cool or whatever , or to get attention. But I have a feeling anyone who has a speck of class or intelligence sees these people for what they really are...a misrable individual who has nothing better to do with thier time than for no reason TRY to make other people pissed upset or irritated. I am a nice person...anyone who knows me knows that. I am also an intelligent person I just think maybe I shouldn't bother with mumms anymore due to the fact that it seems pointless especially when it is just people being immature. I iknow all you guys like me .....and jerks are a part of life but Maybe I should not even grace people I don't like with any of my buisness. Anyway hope all of you have a nice holiday weekend and feel free to stop by aand show me some love! ~janna

Those Fucking Surveys.
has anyone here [besides Pee], actually made it through the beginning of a cherryland survey? i think they are a fucking joke. apparently i never happen to "qualify" to even take one. funny how its not even a real survey if they only accept people who give them the answers they want. therefore, its not even a real "survey" at all. fuck'em!

Hunger
There is a darker side to me that I must Tether. I must keep him locked in the darkness to howl. He has a hunger to run wild but he must not. Suddenly SHE appears, like a siren with so much feminine power. A true vision of womanly beauty wrapped in soft leather. He is awake that dark beast full of rage he crashes against the cage with a growl. He asks why do you keep me, your LOVE and LUST locked in this cell to rot? With a husky voice he continues if we may be so bold..... And she accepts would the moon not turn to gold? Would not her soft touch, longing kiss, and love be worth every ounce? NOW LET ME OUT OF THIS CAGE SO I MAY RUN AND POUNCE. With a sad shake of my head, my LOVE and LUST again you forget denial. For one so new to us, our heart SHE is already so near. A friend, a companion, a voice guiding us from the dark. Do you not fear the loss of yet another so very dear. No my LOVE, my LUST, and I stay in the cell with our hunger so

My Poem Called To Say
To Say L@@k I want you to see the motive of my heart and why, it's so vitally important to give you everything from the start... Honestly I want to show you all my intention and hold up for them now.What will it hurt!,it'll even give you heart the strenght and support that its been seeking... Being able to think about you everyday comsume me with good feelings that are deep in the heart,mind,and soul.. When I dream of the day when you and I eventually meet and have a chance to share.. Everything will fall into place an our need to search will be over for each other... Upon my request!, you must read down the side and tell me what it has to say... Sign: Raymond Starns Dated Feb. 2000

Poem: I Love You
I told you always and that I always would. When we love always, always does mean forever. You told me forever and that you would forever love me. So when we love forever, forever does mean always. Sign: Raymond Starns Dated :6/20/94

Oh Disney.
I've always wanted to take a trip to Wonderland. But now that I am lost in it. All I want to do is go home. I clicked my heels and nothing happened. I hope I'm not lost forever. Maybe instead I'm in Neverland since no one here seems grown up at all. As I wander deeper into the forest things become more vague. Everything that once was clear is now a total blur. A beast has fallen in love with me and all I want is my prince. Perhaps if I dive deep into the sea all would be ideal. A crab could never break my heart. A flounder could never stab me in the back. Maybe it's my best bet. On second thought... I will eat the apple. Then what worries could possible come? A calm, peaceful sleep. What a desireable outcome. Take me to a cartoon land. There all the immaturity would make sense. I can live my life with a rabbit. And laugh and play all day. No worries for the cartoons. No worries for me. I still want my prince to kis

Romance Vs. Raunch
Was wining and dining some clients the other evening when the discussion turned toward today's prevalent sexual attitudes. Imagine my suprise when a very attractive lady that was with us freely admitted that she regularly "hooked up". She said that it is perfectly acceptable to have one nighters and casual sexual encounters. Her caveat, however, was unless she liked the guy. If she liked him, she wouldn't sleep with him for some time. So, this begs the question for the lost art of seduction. Is romance and seduction a thing of the past? Do women not appreciate a man treating them with respect, manners, and bringing flowers? Listening to their likes/dislikes? Should we forgo the "courting" dance and be more aggressive and abrupt? It has been my experience that being a romantic gentleman usually leads to 1. scorn 2. loss of the woman as she finds someone else who is more aggressive or 3. she immediate sees the romantic gestures as more than they are (i.e. trying to make a l

To Young Girls
YOUNG WOMEN ARE GETTING OUT OF HAND. WHY DO YA'LL TRY TO OUT DO EACH OTHER? DO YOU REALIZE THAT YOU AS WOMEN SHOULD BE RUNNING THIS WORLD? FIGHTING ON CAM PUTTING IT ONLINE AND FIGHTING OVER GUYS WHO REALLY DON'T GIVE A FUCK. I'M SICK AND TIRED OF YA'LL FEMALES SETTING REAL WOMEN BACK.

Warren Moon And His Dui Folks!
The former NFL great quarterback, recent NFL Hall of Fame inductee and current analyst on Seahawks games for radio arrested for a DUI last night. Insert appropriate Bengals joke here. The amusing part (not that DUI is funny, per se)? The write-up in the Seattle Times: "Warren Moon, the former Huskies and Seahawks quarterback who was inducted into the Pro Football Hall of Fame in August, was arrested for drunken driving early Friday morning in Kirkland." Yeah. Because when people think of Warren Moon's Hall of Fame career, his two years in Seattle in 1997 and 1998 are what IMMEDIATELY come to mind... Hope former Chiefs quarterback Joe Montana keeps his nose out of trouble this off-season...

Please Read Very Important!!!!!!!!
PLEASE COMMENT YOUR THOUGHTS !!!!!!!!!! EXCUSE ME if this sounds rude but enough is enough!!! This is for men and woman reading this hear me out! If you can not be a real person and be the person you really are because you are sitting behind a computer and you think you will never meet the other person you are talking to than leave immediately~ cause my thoughts are only God knows that! I think everyone comes in paths of each other for a reason!!!!! I am a true person one of those very few that are left! I believe in truth, friendship, love, joy, happiness and most of all value as a person!!! I have a very dear male friend on this web site that got very hurt by a cold hearted witch of a woman and I think it is sickening to have to do that to a person! I also have meet a few very nice and sincere people on here! And you all know who you are and thank you for that! You know my thoughts are a friendship on the internet should be a better one than if you were to meet in a bar or clu

Guys
It's obvious that guys are assholes... but I try to be such and nice and loving person and all I do is get fucked in the end.. sooner or later ill be the one fucking the male over. I dont understand why guys cant be real and up front with me. All I get are lies, lies and what... more fuckin lies. All I really wanna say is grow the fuck up and stop playing games.. you know who you are and dont fuck with me... im not in the mood!

Morphing Pictures You Dork!
Ok , The whole picture morphing thing was cool for like 5 minutes. Now the whole thing has taken on a life of its own ...Come one people!!! Every damn picture?? Really ok...you morphed into a dog then an Angel..yippie,And lets not forget about the infamous farie! Your kids morphing into pets Your pets into cars Where does it end? So any chance we can slow the process down a bit and save it for one special picture and make it just that "Special". Any comments , Cause I really am interested..."cough"

Interesting Statistic - Texas A&m
A 2006 study by Texas A&M University found that the average American walks about 900 miles per year. Another study by the American Beer Institute found that Americans drink an average of 22 gallons of beer a year.That means, on average, Americans get approximately 41 miles per gallon - not bad! Only in Texas - folks!!!!

Tearing Me Up
Why do I let men just rip my fucking heart out? With each passing day I find myself having another little "Tear" from my heart. i do not want to sound cold or anthing..but why do I allow myself to get close to anyone? Funny ass thing about it all is they always come back telling me they missed me and love me..and that that they are sorry. If you love me..want me..or want to be with me..don't leave me....the grass is always greener til you get to the other side. Going to go have a good cry AGAIN

My Gun
Somebody rated my picture a 1 it appears. Must be somebody who doesn't like GLOCKS. Maybe some dyed-in-the-wool 1911 fan? Those of you who are not gun fans, you may not have a clue what I'm babbling about. LOL I have at least 30 guns, so I'm sure there's something in my collection that will appeal to everyone. I realize there are a certain number of people around who simply do not like guns in general. Nothing says you have to like anything. But guns are not good or evil, they are neutral inanimate objects that can be used for good, or evil. Many uses are morally neutral. I don't think one can argue that a sporting activity of shooting holes in a piece of paper with precision is an issue of good or evil. It is simply an activity, such as collecting stones or stamps. Those who blame guns for crime, rather than criminals, are misguided or unable to think clearly about the matter. If guns were inherently "evil" why would be insist that the police carry something inheren

Drew Bledsoe Update Because I Have To
"Rather than spend a 15th season standing on a sideline as a backup, quarterback Drew Bledsoe has decided to walk away from pro football." And as immobile as Drew is, he'll still be walking away on Friday afternoon. I wouldn't say he spent a lot of time in the pocket but not many QB's end up with pigeon shit on their uniforms. Thanks, I'll be here all week. Make sure to tip your wait staff.

Sad Day
Kurt Vonnegut November 11, 1922 – April 11, 2007 Rest in peace. Some of my favorite quotes: A purpose of human life, no matter who is controlling it, is to love whoever is around to be loved. Kurt Vonnegut, Sirens of Titan How nice--to feel nothing, and still get full credit for being alive. Kurt Vonnegut, Slaughterhouse-Five Say what you will about the sweet miracle of unquestioning faith, I consider a capacity for it terrifying and absolutely vile! Kurt Vonnegut I want to stay as close to the edge as I can without going over. Out on the edge you see all kinds of things you can't see from the center. Kurt Vonnegut What makes you think a writer isn't a drug salesman? Kurt Vonnegut, Cat's Cradle

Boobs!!!
LOL .. yes I have broke down and entered a contest.... its the "ct best rack contest~ who has the best rack to match the beuaty?".. anyway the winner gets a 3 day blast and I am sucking fumes here :( ..help me out please??? I need rates and LOTS of comments!!!! PLEASE??????? here is the link to the contest pic click on it to get to the contest =) Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Music Video:MY HUMPS (by Black Eyed Peas)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Adult Pics
Okay, maybe I'm smoking too much crack but I used to have an Adult albuma and it's GONE. Are they deleting adult ablums even if you mark them as NSFW? (I feel I'm so tame compared to what's out there. Someone slap me back to reality and tell me I'm TOO MUCH for the public.) XOXO, Tina

Veterans On Fubar (updated 12/30/07)
Barbershop Singer Navy (51-54)Son: WolfEagle1499™(Veteran) Big Dog OwnerAir Force (85-87) U.S. Military DRiteGuy4U Ghost13 Military Veteran Doc USMCBrian Marines Timmy!!! ArmyMale4u Army Jasonb_0057 Flash Marines Pudge

X Size
When you find Your faith tested You do one thing Ace the exam You have studied Your entire life Learning how To believe In miracles To understand What you cannot Comprehend Take the chance To avoid Regret Embrace this Opportunity Below the surface Resides your Substance There is only Abuse When it is Not In use

I Was In A Tornado Yesterday!
I had an experience yesterday that was amazing, scary, and truly one in a billion for the San Francisco Bay area. I was in the middle of an actual tornado. I don’t mean high winds or a big dust devil - a true tornado. Yep, in Gilroy, California, thirty miles South of San Jose, and I’m one of only four people who were hit by it. I was in a rented camper trailer with my son and two others. We were providing volunteer radio communications for a large 100-mile bicycling event. A small tornado touched down on top of us, went a few hundred feet, and then apparently dissipated. It destroyed the awning on our trailer and ripped apart a nearby tree. A witness not far away said he saw the funnel cloud. Right now I’m trying to imagine taking the trailer back tomorrow and telling them it was “tornado damage”! Yeah, right! It had rained earlier in the day, but at the time it was warm, humid, lightly overcast and absolutely still and serene with not a trace of wind. Then I noticed ou

I Am A Single Woman :)
I am a single woman.. I've been single for a while now.. I forgot I had a blog up about my ex until a friend just commented on it.. So I just wanted to clear that up.... Definetly am single.. Although I do have a very serious crush... He's a million miles away.. but he makes my heart smile.

Who Are They And Are They Brave Enought To Go Public?
There are 3 souls with extremely good taste exercising their sole crushes on me. I would love to know who they are. PM me if you like, and i will keep it to myself if you are shy. Thanks.

Hurt
Why the fuck do I even bother with people? Every time I start to care for someone I should listen to my instincts and RUN!!!!! I'm tired of bein the "back up plan", "the guy who will always be there" and so forth. I'm tired of putting time and effort into people who care more for themselves than anyone else.WHY do I always get the women with the mental problems? I'm sooo sick of bein the lover AND the psyciatrist. I don't want to keep telling people that things will be ok for them when my life is a complete fucking disaster...and I see NO light at the end of my tunnel...everyday for me is the same soul crushing blackness and despair I've been feeling since I was 17 or so. I try to reassure,support,and guide the people in my life and be "the rock they can set thier back upon".. but I really think that I can't do this anymore...... I am the key to the lock in your house That keeps your toys in the basement And if you get too far inside You'll only see my reflection It's always

Jade's Reminder....................
As Master walked through the door, His eyes scanned the room noticing the few things that were out of place. His coffee cup was still on the table, along with the strewn about morning paper. The immediate look of displeasure crossed His face. He did not expect much from Jade, just the things He did require of her He expected done. Jade's disobedience had been of annoyance to him these past few weeks. However after a day like He had today, this was one of the last straws. Master had been pleased with Jade's behavior and submission to Him since He had taken her in. Master had decided to give Jade a little more freedom as a reward. But to Master's dismay she had begun to forget her place at His feet. Master took a seat on the couch, turning on the tv. As He sat watching the evening news, He heard the back door quietly shutting. Jade knew she was probably pushing the limits, not being at the door at His arrival. However Jade, figured she could just explain to Master that she was out sw

Women Be Warned
He likes to break your heart and leave you there to bleed to death. Choking on your own regret and remorse for the things you should have known better for. These things I tell you for you to be careful. Keep your heart walled and locked for there are those who are just out on a mission to see how far they can unlock it and tear down the walls just to throw it away. I thought I would be the one that god would have to forgive for bringing into to my world. Well the devils joke is on me. He who has the last laugh wins and its not me.

What Today Looks Like....
It's a fucking gorgeous day, so of course i have to work... My foot still hurts...and still nothing from the doctor....grr I am half tempted to cut off all my hair...i am sick of it loking messy...someone tell me not to It's the weekend so you know every cook out there will be at the mall...wish me luck. Anyway.... *hugs n kisses*

Jerk Off.....
On 4/21/2007, "bulldogfire" wrote: > >hey can you help me out. can i look at a pic of you naked while i jerk off? Ya see typical jerk...No offense to some of the men out there but this is what spoils it for most

Switzerland
Ok I guess its time for yet another lil realitycheck for my friends. I am an adult. I choose my friends by HOW they treat me. I hate seeing all this bullshit. Its like fuckin survivor. Yall form alliances and try and vote people off the island. I have been very quiet the last few days cuz of the retardedness. If you treat me with love and respect that is how I treat you. I don't wanna hear the he said she said shit. I don't care. There are more important things to worry about. I don't speak up alot except when I think that I can make a difference. SO here it is. Drop the bullshit. Be friends and quit the drama. This is a big site and room for all. I don't care why ur mad or whats goin on. Just be friends. If you wanna talk it out here. Feel free...BE CIVIL

I Lived Yesterday
WE WERE PUTTIN DOWN A NEIGHBORHOOD IN TENNESSEE NOT LOND AGO WHEN ONE OF MY BUDS I WAS WITH BLEW THE FRONT TIRE ON HIS HAWG.WE HELPED PUSH THE BIKE DOWN THE ROAD HOPING TO FIND A PLACE THAT CARRIED TIRES FOR THE BIKE.THE NEIBORHOOD LOOKED LIKE IT WAS STRAIGHT OUT OF LEAVE IT TO BEAVER.EVERYONES GRASS WAS CUT THE SAME DURECTION,FRESH PAINT ADORED EACH HOUSE AND TREES LINED THE STREET IN SUCH A MANNER THEY RESEMBLED SOLDIERS AT ATTENTION.DEFINATLY NOT THE PLACE TO FIND A REPAIR SHOP AND DEFINATLY NOT THE NEIBORHOOD FOR SIX LONGHAIRED BIKERS AND FOUR OL LADIES. FIGURING SWAT WOULD SOON SURROUND US FOR OUR TERRORISTIC OUTLOOKS ON LIFE,FIVE OF US SPLIT TO FIND A SHOP.I STAYED WITH MY BROS BIKE SINCE HE HAD HIS OL LADY WITH HIM.I CONTINUED DOWN MAY LANE WAITING FOR THE BEAVER TO RIDE BY WHEN I HEARD A CRACKLY VOICE RING OUT'OL'SHOVEL NEEDIN A 28 INCHER?' WELL FIGURING THE MARINES HAD SNUCK UP ON ME,I PUT THE KICK STAND DOWN,RAISED MY HANDS AND TURNED AROUND TO FACE WHAT I SURLY BELIEVED TO

Oh Ya I Sooo Want To Add Him As A Friend...
So i get this friend request...And i do read what people say so i get this from this guy..... ACCEPT | DENY alone_x_hard 2007-04-24 01:53:19 want to tie you up and lick your pussy and nibble on your tits and then drag my cock on you face and fuck you all day and cum in every hole while u r tied up and have vibe in both hole and fuck ur tits while you are made to eat pussy and i cum all over ur tits and face and girls ass do u like this Now do you think hes gonna get an acceptance from me? I guess he doesnt read my profile that says that i am not here for assholes...AND guess just who made number 1 on my list?? YA THIS FUCKWAD!!!

Dont Go,a Childs Plea
The little girl sat in her closet listening to her world fall apart.Her mom and dad argued directly below ,in the kitchen.As the little girl listened,her heart shattering,her mind drifted back to a time when laughter rang through the house. DADDY SWUNG THE LITTLE GIRL AS MOMMIE BROUGHT OUT A BIG PICTURE OF LEMONAID.the little girl jumped from the swing into her daddys arms and he carried her over to where mommy was pouring their lemonaid.mother and father kissed and then togather hugged the little girl.there was so much love. now the mommy is screaming at the father and the father is shouting back.names are being called and the word hate hangs in the room like a thick fog. again her mind drifts to the time she saw mommie kissing santa clauase.she could tell it was her father becouse he wore the same ring.she watched through the banister as mom and dad showed their undying devotion to each other and their child. tears wear streaming down the little girls face as the screaming and ye

[[ Plz Read Pretty Plz ]]
anzac day - we will remember the diggers who died fighting for OUR freedom & for those who continue to fight for our freedom i just love this song sooo much - so moving =] & great video Now when I was a young man I carried me pack And I lived the free life of the rover. From the Murray's green basin to the dusty outback, Well, I waltzed my Matilda all over. Then in 1915, my country said, "Son, It's time you stop ramblin', there's work to be done." So they gave me a tin hat, and they gave me a gun, And they marched me away to the war. And the band played "Waltzing Matilda," As the ship pulled away from the quay, And amidst all the cheers, the flag waving, and tears, We sailed off for Gallipoli. And how well I remember that terrible day, How our blood stained the sand and the water; And of how in that hell that they call Suvla Bay We were butchered like lambs at the slaughter. Johnny Turk, he was waitin', he primed himself well; He showered

Beauty
Beauty is not hidden in empty rooms and broken hearts you simply do not see it Beauty is not lost in lonely abandoned lots covered over in weeds of regret you simply do not feel it Beauty is not absent even in the discord that lives within you you simply do not hear it Beauty flowers inside your suffering as well as your joy spreads a rainbow across your sadness blankets your night sky with stars and rises in you each morning with the opening of your eyes for there is no beauty in the world that is not within you and when you live beauty from the inside out you will fall in love with the world and be caressed by every precious passing moment you will walk broken hearted into empty rooms and dance to your own discord you will weed out regrets one by one from your own abandoned lots making way for the flowering of you and you will return again to the garden you never left and find beauty waiting there all arou

Ct Survivor Fo Sho!
Welcome to CherryTap Survivor!!! Outwit - To get them to trust you even though they don't like you. Outplay - To stab them in the back when they trust you yet still have them like you. Outlast - To stab enough people in the back to make it to the end and still win. Contestants will be selected based upon having the following traits: * Strong willed enought not to either just logoff or not delete yourself * Outgoing(NSFW) * Adventurous(Willing to do what it takes) * Physically and mentally adept(Smarter than most) * Adaptable to new environments(New CT Rules and layouts) * who can choose the best fake pic Rules and Strategies Enter lounges at your own risk. If you venture onto other messengers with lounge members, be ready to be banned. Do not Violate TOS. If you use Cherryblaster, attack any member of CT staff or family, be prepared to be deleted or ip banned. Unless of course, you're Sweetsuzy, who apparently has life immunity from st

Michael Prick, Err Vick
This mother fucker was busted for dog fighting and animal cruelty. As you know, that is something I simply will not tolerate. So... that being said, I got some mafia on his ass and the mother fucker will be shot within the hour. So, welcome to Atlanta Brady Quinn. Cock stain. He should have stayed with the pot, would have pissed me off a lot less.

Eternal Fire
I know that i am on the verge of death... constantly i am being purged for breath. My flesh surged with fire and not jes any fire i'm talkin eternal flames. Eternal like throughout the ages transcending space & time, surpassing the evolution of thought & existance. FLAMES eternal like the universe with all of its knowledge and wisdom; destruction black hole suction, volcanic erruption, earthly corruption, human consumption, corrosion, enemy warfare.... explosion!!!! The blood splattered agent orange an enviornmental hazzard its more like a cosmic blizzard, no yellow brick road, no land of Oz and NO WIZARD... now thats a Fire!!! Eternal flames can you handle the heat? You can't fathom that heat! You can't imagine that heat, so don't even give yourself a headache trying to make your mind make up some bullshit that the mind cannot understand or even comprehend.... because this fire is hotter than any desire, hotter than any passion yeah you know pah shun....lust....in the heat of the mom

Relationships, Love And Women
Relationships, women and love The Intro and the part Input by Wikkid is what I wrote. This is VERY long but it is worth reading. So far, all the women I have shared it with have loved it. Some of it is generalized and parts of it may seem one sided when they are not. This is not a cure-all but many of the problems people have are in here, but this is why I have more blogs to add more and to address your personal lives. This is not an all or nothing philosophy where the man always has to be dominant and the woman submissive. People switch off at times but here is the thing. Every relationship, whether straight, gay or bi, has to have a dominant and submissive role. This is a ntural law even in social animal behavior and has developed for thousands of years. Two or more of the same role causes power conflicts. You can not have 2 or more people being dominant, without at least one being submissive and vice versa. This is even true in social circles. There is alway a leader.

Uploaded A Bunch Of Pictures Today
For those that hadn't noticed, I uploaded a lot of new pictures today to cherrytap. My last free adult hosted website went splat on me and I'm tired of resetting up every time I have to find a new one. So I'm moving all of my older pics over to CT now and doing away with having an actual website. :)

Maybe I Found Her :)
some body has a crush on me , and it s who i have a crush on too !!!!!! i m very happy , are you happy for me ? and to think i had given up on ever meeting someone in a bar lol . just thought i would share this !

Attn All Rawr Members
I need everyone to go add this guy as a friend. I also need you to read his blog that is linked in this blog. Thanks! The guy you need to add: http://www.cherrytap.com/user/165815 The blog you need to read: http://www.cherrytap.com/blog/37754/328017 I also need to make sure that noone is in a contest during the week of this contest. If you are, please let me know. Otherwise I expect you to be here bombing this picture. Thanks!

Leaving Ct And The Internet...
Due to a stupid drunken fight, Heath has thrown me out. I have nowhere to go, and really no way to get anywhere since my car is still broke, but I'm trying to get April to come get me. I don't know how long it'll be til I can get back on here. I have to figure my life out again. I had almost everything I ever wanted, and he doesn't feel the same. So, to those of you I only talk to online, I wish you the best of luck in your lives and hope to get back online soon to see you again. I love you all :) I'll be online today until I get ahold of April. When I do come back I'll be making a new profile as I can't be heathsbitch anymore...

Contest For The People Who Pay Attention To Me
IM THINKING OF A NUMBER FROM 1 - 10 THE 1ST 10 PEOPLE TO DROP A COMMENT WITH A NUMBER FROM 1-10 WILL BE IN THE DRAWING.....WHEN U DROP YOUR COMMENT DONT PCK A NUMBER ALREADY PICKED IF U ARTHE 1ST PERSON TO COMMENT U HAVE TEN NUMBERS TO CHOOSE FROM.....I ALREADY PICKED THE NUMBER IN MY HEAD...I WILL NOT CHEAT ANYONE THE WINNE GETS A ROLEX....

Fuck This
FUCK THIS FUCKING WORLD IM TIRED OF TRYING TO LIVE LIKE THIS. FUCKING TIRED OF ALL THIS MADNESS MY HEAD IS FILLED WITH.... FUCK THE FEELINGS IM HAVE CAUSE IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN.... FUCK THIS WORLD WHY WAS I PUT HERE.... SOMETHING NEEDS TO HAPPEN QUICK CAUSE IM LOSEING MY MIND....

This One Is Closed The Answer Is B
if i owe u a pimpin gift send e an email right now so i dont forget..al pimpin gifts paid during hh....from a to z take 3 guesses in one comment...once someone guesses a ltter dont guess that one winner announced in half hour ...in the last ten minutes there will be a free for all assuming no one has guessed thright letter..u can guess a letter at a time till the right letter is icked...i will post winner as soon as i see the right letter...buyt dont forget it takes time to get your profile link....and make up the next blog....goood luck

1st Timer
as i lay here thinkn about you, i recall the way your eyez portray your feelingz so easily. thatz y i love you so much, u give yourself freely to me. a gift no one has ever entrusted me with b4. i love you, not only for what you've done with your life, but for what you're doing 2 mine. i see it everyday. you have made me happy and whole. without a word, without a gesture, without a dout, just by being yourself. such a simple thing yet the hardest to give. i guess thatz y a love like ourz is wonderful but also frightening . we give everything. so much so that it would seem one could not survive without the other. i live only 2 return to your armz at the end of the day. how could i ever explain to another person, what joy this bringz me? how can i describe the over powering sense of love when wrapped in those protective armz. i would give anything for you to know how it feelz to know that at timez when i think about the love we share, i cant stop the tearz of sadness only since you ca

More Thoughts
Ever meet that certain someone, that you connected with and felt like they were the most compatible peson in your life? I often think of couples and how they find that unique certain something that makes them click. Is it racing, is it dancing, going for walks, how one throws her hair or how ones goatee looks on certain days? I remember how my grand parents were towards each other, they never seemed to fight, but I was young then but I don;t recall my parents ever telling any stories about fights they used to have. (my grandparents) How is possible for coouples to stay married for 30+ or even 50+ years and know they got what it took to work things through and make them last. That's what I want in my life. Someone who feels and knows without a doubt that "we" have what it takes in the beginning to last the rest of our lives together and actually be happy and grow older together, raise our kids, and just plain and simple love one another, and live out our hopes and dr

For A 1000 Dolla Spree No Gift Limit
BRANDY YOU WON THE LAST ONE...CONTACT THE SPONSOR.....U CAN GET THE SPREE NOW 1ST PERSON TO DROP 3 COMMENTS WINS.ONCE U KNOW U WON CONTACT THE SPONSOR...THANKS FOR PLAYINGM MUAHS....THE COMMENTS ARE ON THIS BLOG

Prayers For My Sister Amy , Please
My older sister who is 55 years old is in critical condition. Her kidneys have shut down and they are not sure if she will pull out of this. They have put her on continuous dialysis. Her name is Amy. If you believe in prayer as I do, I am asking for prayers for her. Thank you to all those that do, from my family and I. Gegi

Yep, I Posted This As A Bulletin Too :)
Ok...So for those of you who missed the bulletin or didn't read the blog...Heath and I split up, I had to move back "home" to my Gramma's and I don't have internet there right now. I'm at my friend April's house right now :) I'll get back with everyone and re-vamp my profile when I can. Right now her computer is having issues, lol, so this is the best I can do for the time being. I WAS going to delete this profile, but I spent way too much time on this one to just let it go, lol. Hope everyone is doing well, and hopefully it won't be too much longer before I can be online again on a regular basis. Lots of love and hugs to everyone :)

Anger Management
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know.I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello."I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?"Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f***ing number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude . When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits.After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again.When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad day, I'd call hi

For 2000 Dollar Spree 6 Gift Max
****Official Bitch**** ~Bombshell Bombers Numma 2~ ...SBAB...^^Elite Bombers^^@ CherryTAP1ST PERSON TO DROP 3 COMMENTS ON THIS BLOG WINS..CONTACT SPONSOR IMMEDIATLY AN DNOTIFY HER THIS ONE WAS FOR 2000

Save Paris?
I swear to Pooh...if I see even one "Save Paris" bulletin on this site, I am going to kick someone really hard in the shins. The whole thing just irritates me to no end. I mean, here you have this spoiled rich girl, crying on national tv, saying that she doesn't deserve to made an example of. She "gives young people around the world hope," as she told the group of papparazzi that was gathered outside of her house yesterday. Certainly, we shouldn't send Saint Paris to jail. After all, she has contributed sooo much to our great society. She has taught us how to pose, with elegance, as we watched her at whatever 'step and repeat' that she was doing. She has taught us to revere our four-legged friends by demonstrating that they should not be treated as dogs, but as dress-up dolls. Oh, her fashion sense has told us, time and time again, that it is ok to look like a whore when you go out, because, well, she does it and that makes it acceptable. And, yes, she has taught us about sex. F

Ct Scan Results
Well I got the results from my CT Scan back today and to borrow a line from Samuel L. Jackson, "Well I'm a mushroom-cloud-layin' motherfucker, motherfucker! Every time my fingers touch brain I'm SUPERFLY T.N.T, I'm the GUNS OF THE NAVARONE" Cancer Free Baby!

Fucktard Of The Week
I posted this comment on a guy's page & he shouts me when I log on this afternoon... First of all...I get naked girl comments all the damn time, from guys & girls...I don't shout them & say hey don't post that crap on my page. wtf? It's a freaking comment, if u don't like it than deleted it or better yet, u don't like the comments I take my precious time to send than delete me, how's that? Read from the bottom to the stop... ^ That wasn't enough...than he sends me CT-mail & accuses me of blocking him...wtf? LMAO!! Start @ the bottom & read up... ______________________________________________ On 5/10/2007, holliehottie@cherrytap.com wrote:> whatever! don't accuse me of blocking u, makes u look retarded...I don't have time for this crap! get over it already! if u didn't like the comment u can delete it...your making a big issue out of nothing! ______________________________________________ on 5/10/2007, catman1972@cherrytap.com wrote: what ever i

Happy Mother's Day Mom/dad
Happy Mother's Day to ALL the Mother's & the Father's (that have to be both mom & dad). "We only have One Mom, One Mommy, One Mother in this World, One life. Don't wait for the Tomorrow's to tell Mom, you love her" ~Author Unknown~ "To the world you might just be one person, but to one person you might just be the world." ~Author Unknown~ We should all remember those that have taken care of us through our lives, whether it be a mom, dad, aunt, uncle, ETC... Without someone caring enough to be a parent to us we would be lost.

Paradise Is At The Feet Of Mothers
A man once consulted the Prophet Muhammad about taking part in a military campaign. The Prophet asked the man if his mother was still living. When told that she was alive, the Prophet said: "(Then) stay with her, for Paradise is at her feet. On another occasion, the Prophet said: "God has forbidden for you to be undutiful to your mothers. One of the things I have always appreciated about my adopted faith is not only its emphasis on maintaining the bonds of kinship, but also the high regard in which women, particularly mothers, are held. The Quran, Islam's revealed text, states: "And revere the wombs that bore you, for God is ever watchful over you." (Quran) It should be obvious that our parents deserve our utmost respect and devotion - second only to God. Speaking in the Quran, God ays: "Show gratitude to Me and to thy parents; to Me is thy final Goal." (Quran) The fact that God has mentioned parents in the same verse as Himself shows the extent to which we should strive in

What I Look For In A Woman.
Hi this is what I look for in a woman, I want a woman who is fun to hang out with likes to hold hands walk on the beach under the moon and stars and loves my cooking thats a big plus hehe. Im looking for a woman who feels good about her self and knows what she wants in life and looks for a man in his heart not his looks. I never look or judge a woman by her looks or body size but by her heart and no it dont both me if she has kids either. I am 36 I have never been married and no kids I have had 3 x's in my life and it has been a hard learning experence for sure but it has not changed my heart or thoughts towards women even men have there faults too. at times alot more then even women . I love to spoil a woman buy her flowers and make her a home made dinner and give her a nice hott bath or shower and a good massage too. I do love to cuddle of course who dont right . I am 6'3 with size 13 feet and im 200lbs soo there is alot to cuddle with lol. I have been

Computer Problems Not Me Being Rude
Hey Everyone, If I came you your page and left without showing love I am so sorry, my mouse shouts all over the place and I have to have it fixed. Just so you know I wasn't being rude really I am a people person and love talking to ya all, so if I come to your page and did not show love please just let me know and I will be right there , Take care and have a great day. Deb.

Sinking Hopes
I just read a blog bitching about another blog--lamenting that stupid people are allowed to have children and can somehow access the internet without supervision. (Classy, Jim.) So I thought I'd share my own story of someone I thought maybe should have been forcibly sterilized. About five years ago, I worked at a university as a writing tutor. Students would make appointments, and we'd spend an hour or so looking over their writing. I'd help them with structure, answer any questions they had, give them feedback on their writing, make suggestions for revision, and the like. All in all, it was a good gig. There was little supervision, and I spent much of my time being terribly un-helpful. One semester, though, there was a young woman who was ASSIGNED to work with me. She had to come in twice a week for help with her Basic Writing assignments (remedial writing--remediation at its best really--the recycling of shit writing into even more shit). This girl was... a piece. o

Little Susie
ON WEDNESDAY MAY 16, 2007 A VERY DEAR LITTLE GIRL WHOM I KNEW WAS KILLED WHILE RIDING HER BIKE. SHE WAS FLOWN TO GEISINGER MEDICAL CENTER IN DANVILLE PA AND DIED THE NEXT DAY. SHE WAS 11 YEARS OLD. HER DAD WAS LIKE A SON TO ME. SHE WILL AND IS DEARLY MISSED BY LOADS OF PEOPLE. GOD REST HER LITTLE SOUL. WE MISS YOU DEARLY SUSIE. R.I.P. I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART!!! by hrtofgold1958 Suzan M. Frock-Walter, 11, Jersey Shore JERSEY SHORE -- Suzan Marie Frock-Walter, 11, of 479 Old Route 220, passed away at 3:08 a.m. Thursday, May 17, 2007, at Geisinger Medical Center, Danville, as a result of injuries suffered after being struck by an automobile. She was born Feb. 8, 1996, in Lewisburg, a daughter of Dale L. Walter and his fiancee, Lori B. Walter, of Middleburg, and Stacey L. Frock Walter and Christopher E. Walters, of Jersey Shore. Suzan was in the fourth grade at Salladasburg Elementary School, where she was active in cheerleading. She enjoyed playing games with her brot

John Chapman Aka Shadow Hawk
well i'd like to warn all you woman out there about a man named john chapman he is nothing but a player and a man who uses women for his amusement and fun.and when you are no longer any use for him or you start to bore him he tosses you aside like a piece of trash.how i know this because i was with him for almost two years and i wish i would of left him alot sooner than that. if he tells you he is a bounty hunter he is not one at all he got put in jail in april of 06 for impersinating one and was in there for 6 months how i know this too because it was all over the news in johnstown,pa. and if you dont believe me go look on the tribune democrat website its the paper from johnstown,pa and search the name john chapman and you will find the article on him getting arrested for impersonating one. he is menatally and emotionally disturbed and needs some serious mental help so i advise you not invovle yourself with him.if he tells you something about me which i am sure he is trying to ruin m

The Dichotomy Of "my Love"
I picture your sweet face and I’m torn My heart in agony trying to find yours My mind scrambling to make sense again The vague remembered scent of your skin Sweat, and man, the essence of you A sword rips open my bleeding heart The memory of your voice haunts me still Awakening me in the night with your sweet whispers Slapping me with your cruel tongue Safe arms that used to enfold me Hands strong, warm, and kind Beating out the last drums of my pulse Worldly eyes like the ocean Staring abysmally to my core Drowning me in indifference A sweet kiss on my lips Brief yet never ending Your poisonous respite

Bad Two Weeks
i had a really bad two weeks first my uncle deid and than a friend of mines kid got hit by a car and died and than my cousins wife died and there baby and than my brother in law wrecked his motorcycle and we dont know if he is going to make it and that pic of my sitting on that motorcycle is the one that got wrecked and to top it all off i have been having chest pains and the only one that knows is my sister

New Homepage For Family Member's
OK GUY'S HERE'S THE DEAL IF ANY OF YA'LL ACTUALLY TAKE THE TIME TO READ THESE.WE REALIZE THAT NOT ALL OF YA'LL WANT TO BE BOMBER'S,SO WE HAVE COME UP WITH A SOLUTION.A FAMILY HOMEPAGE FOR ALL FAMILY MEMBER'S.THIS PAGE HERE IS FOR MY BOMBER'S SO IF YOUR NOT A BOMBER SAY SO SO I CAN REMOVE YOU FROM THE FAMILY LIST OF THIS PAGE.THAT WAY I HAVE THE PEOPLE HERE I KNOW I CAN RELY UPON AND BETTER UTILIZE THE RESOURCES OF MY BOMBSQUAD FOR TOP PERFORMANCE AND RESULT'S. I ALSO FORWARN YOU ALL,IF YOU ARE NOT A BOMBER AND JOIN A CONTEST DO NOT MAKE THE ASSUMPTION THAT THIS SQUAD WILL BE THERE TO BOMB YOU.OUR FIRST RESPONSIBILITY IS TO EACH OTHER,OUR FELLOW SQUAD MEMBER'S.SECOND TO SUPPORTER'S I.E.THOSE THAT SUPPORT/BOMB WHERE WE ARE BOMBING,REGARDLESS OF WHAT FAMILY THEY BELONG TO AND THIRD TO FAMILY CONTEST'S,I.E.LIKE BOMBFEST WHERE IT WAS THE FAMILY THAT WAS IN IT.LASTLY WILL BE THOSE NON-BOMBER'S OF THE FAMILY,IF I HAVE THE MANPOWER AVAILABLE AND NO OTHER OBLIGATION'S THEN WE WILL BE THERE.S

Can 7 Years Of Hell Really Be Over?
Well many of you know that my final divorce hearing was supposed to be last Tuesday. Unfortunately it was continued for the second time and another hearing couldn't be rescheduled until mid Novemember. So needless to say I haven’t been the happiest person. Well today I got the best news I could have hoped for. My husband finally agreed to my terms and signed the divorce papers. With him doing that I am able to go to court next Tuesday for the final divorce hearing since it will no longer be a contested divorce. As you can see I am so excited to finally close this chapter in my life and start another with a clean slate so to speak. Thank you to all of my friends who have been by my side supporting me every step of the way thru these difficult times. XOXO Nigelle A special thank you to one of my best friends on and off of cherry tap. If she’s not already your friend stop by and see her. She is an amazing person and an awesome friend. Bi~Babe@ CherryTAP Get You

I Have Figured Something Out
Its either my hair or the fact that I am from England... one of them makes women from USA NOT like me, they won't even give me a chance. They won't even say hi. When I am DJing they will come say something in the room, but as soon as I talk they will not listen to me. This also happens with 50% of the american men. Without being mean, can anyone explain this to me???? Are americans racist towards British people?????????

Very Beautifully Put
Subject: Fw: Fwd: i wish you enough Subject: I WISH YOU ENOUGH Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough". The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom". They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?". Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?". "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the rea

Pondering
As I sit here in the warm glow of my computer screen, I find myself doing much the same I as I do every night. Thinking. Many of you have taken the time to read my blogs and get to know a little about me. Many of you have actually seen beyond the sexually incenuating pics which are only a means of appealing to the congregation. You have taken the time to get to know the real me away from this site whether it be on messengers or simply through messaged conversations via email. FOr this I thank you. Although many of my pics show a stern and confident face, I am all but not. I am a kind, reserved man prone to many a moments in deep contemplation. Many have accused me of being shallow or "stuck up". Well, those who know me beyond the borders of this site know all to well that I am not that. It is quite the opposite actually. I am in fact my own worst critic. I do not see myself as attractive. I just see myself as me. Plain and simple. I have much self doubt and am actually quite shy i

Bootycall Commandments
I. Thou shalt get out before the sun rises II. Thou shouldest never ask "can we see each other from now on?" III. Thou shalt refrain from referring to our activities as "love making." IV. Thou shalt not request advanced plans. V. Thou shalt kiss anything except my mouth. VI. Thou shalt scream my name often VII. If someone cometh over whilst thou art here, thou art my cousin from out of town. VIII. Thou shalt not ask me to walk thee to thy car. Don't thou knoweth what it looketh like? IX. There shall be no "pillow talk." X. There shall be no cuddling -- ever!

Only In America
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do we use t

For Mine!
One glimpse of you sends me under my heart is beating,raging like thunder one word from you sends shivers down my spine to hear your voice is so devine i wish you was mine one touch from you melts me inside to feel you close,my thoughts i cannot hide you brush past my shoulder, instantly turn around as i stand and stare at the amazing love ive found one smile from you i cant explain deliver that smile over and over again so warm and wide,creates a dimple im so inlove with you its simple one sentence from you would make my world and day to hear that tiny voice say you feel the same way

Chapter 2: Oh, Ken!
A friend who worked at a daycare told me about a little girl who would pleasure herself with crayons. I never inquired about the details—I’ve no idea if she tried to make her pink a little pinker or if she just made a holy mess out of her pants (“Suzie! I told you not to fuck the BLACK crayons!)—but the story fascinated me. I cannot recall any erotic encounters with Magenta or Burnt Sienna, but I do recall my Barbie dolls being a bit frisky. My Barbie collection was scant—it consisted of identical twin Barbies, identical twin Skippers, and a lone Ken doll. Because of the gender imbalance in my toy collection and the impression that none of the women wanted to date stuffed animals, Ken had an active sex life. The Barbies and the Skippers would go on dates with him individually or sometimes as a fivesome, where the women had to share him. At the end of the date, the women would seductively slip off their plastic stiletto heels and tight jean jackets. Ken would stroke his helme

I Want A Woman
I Want a Woman I want a woman who will give me her heart I want a woman who misses me when we are apart I want a woman who loves to hold my hand I want a woman who will be my best friend I want a woman who is honest as can be I want a woman who will cuddle up with me I want a woman who thinks of me when I’m gone I want a woman who will hold me when I come home I want a woman who can make me laugh I want a woman who can be my better half I want a woman who wants to share her day I want a woman whose love will not stray I want a woman who is loving and kind I want a woman who will say what’s on her mind Why is this woman so hard to find Rob Hall © 2007 5-29-2007

So Called Cherrytap, "friends."
For most of this year, I had been planning a trip to New Orleans for a week. However, as the time drew near, I began to seriously think about cancelling the trip, staying home, and saving the much needed money. I decided almost at the last minute to go mainly because five of my so called, "Friends," on CT had assured me that age was just a number and that they would truly love to meet me in person. One woman lives in Tucson, AZ, one in New Orleans, LA, one in McAlester, OK, one in Tulsa, OK, and one in Albuquerque, NM. (The women in Oklahoma and the woman in New Mexico were the reasons I decided to go to my hometown for the high school Alumni banquet after all. I thought the woman in New Orleans, the one in Albuquerque, and possibly the one in Tulsa would actually come through based of past chats.) A few weeks before I hit the road, and after the fifth time I suggested to the McAlester woman that I needed a phone number and the address of a public meeting place, hopefully ne

Shattered
My heart breaks like glass shattering to pieces, how foolish I was to think it would last. Rain pours down my face concealing the tears streaming down my face. As the wind howls with my pain knowing now that loving you was in vain and things will never be the same. Wondering in an endless sea of darkness and doubt wondering if or when I'll ever find my way out. Once you were my guiding light showing me the way through the darkest of nights. As my shattered heart turns slowly turns to ice and the night grows cold and dark. I now know I was ment to do this alone to find my way from behind the shadow of your doubts. Knowing now it's you I can live without. JAK (poisonivy)

Coming To An End...
Well today was the day I got to appear once again before a judge on the order on my dog;Sabatian;to be put to sleep..No good news here...they decided that because he was blind ...that he could not be a trusting animal to have...no matter we said ..it didn't matter...he has 30 days then he will be gone..he is my familiar and we all love him very much..I prefer not to ever talk about this again this is the reason for this blog...we have enough to deal with now...so please don't ask. Wonderful world we live it huh? Only thing they could say to me was 'When are you going to pay some more money'...yes I went off ..good thing my mother was there...don't think I needed to go to jail..but right now I don't really care...there is no justice...and no faith..just a lot of shit to deal with.....knowing he's in a small cage ..knowing he thinks we deserted him....and there is nothing I can do...I have nothing left but the wait now.....

A Messege From My Mom To My Son That Passed Away.
If tears could build a Stairway If tears could build a stairway And memories a lane I would walk right up to heaven and bring you back again. No farewell words were spoken No time to say good-bye You were gone before I knew it and only god knows why. My heart still aches with sadness And secret tears still flow What it meant to love you No one can ever know. But now I know you want me To mourn for you no more To remember all the happy times Life still has much in store. Since you'll never be forgotten I pledge to you today A hollowed place within my heart Is where you will always stay. I will always love you and miss you Matthew!! Grandma

Yes! I've Been Censored!!
So I do MUMMs. Alot. Most of them are just satirical bits that amuse me greatly, and most folks just don't get them. This one was taken down for being NSFW, and in all fairness I can understand why... words can be so offensive sometimes. "Genital Emergency! "Alright, so I know these two girls and they are WAY too embarrassed to ask how to deal with this themselves, so I’m gonna ask for them. Apparently these girls (we’ll call them Jane and Janet) have been friends for over 5 years, and one of them (Jane) may or may not have managed to insert her Nuva Ring too far insider herself. Janet has agreed to help her if necessary, since she’s such a team player. "Here is the big question that Jane and Janet need too know: "Should Jane let Janet fish around inside her to get that Ring out, setting aside how awkward they might feel for one another the next day? Or should they wait and see if the Ring works itself out all by its lonesome?" For all interested parties, the vote worke

Why Me ? :'(
tonight i got my ass beaten by my step dad for no reason but he blames everything that goes wrong for him on me and throws me out every other day i do not know what to do i got cuts on the side of my head and he chocked me so now i can eat or drink anything i got a pain in the back of my neck and my throat hurts so bad :'(

My Time
When everything is going the way i want i am back on friday in Amsterdam,after all dark days i leave behind and still got some in front off me i will survive again,I want be much on CT anny more and in time i will be gone for good,i will concentrade myself on my work,i got good note's in one designer book last may,so that was a light for me,maybe one day my name will sta in books all over the world,lets hope,then my life and my work was not all for nothing.

Memorial Service
For those on here knows me as a real person, knows what my family has endured. We have lost our dad and brother, and now mom just called me, my oldest brother is now being shipped home too. Sweetsiren anyone can tell you my mom is the most gentle and forgiveing person, but this time she has really lost it, first time in my life i have ever heard her swear and put this war down...NOT THE SOLDIERS..... the war itself. She has always been the one to help hold us together as a family, and not just our blood family i am also talking about our military family as well...everyone called her mom, even Sarah's little one the first time he met her he would not leave her side and i think within 5 minutes he was calling her grandma). She wants Tammy and I to go to trenton's airforce base and claim his body, truthfully i don't have it in me anymore, i am so tiredof losing someone i love or care about deeply.How much more can a person really take?. I can bitch and complain on here this blog but i k

The Worst Oral Sex….ever
Most guys like oral sex….not exactly news, but stay with me here. Having your partner’s mouth on you cock is good, wondrous and fulfilling. Some ladies like to do it too, some tolerate it, some avoid it. But for the guy the result is just varieties of good….almost. Back in my younger days I dated a completely sociopathic, insane, relatively pudgy, very plain chick named Kitty. Yes, Kitty. Because an awful name is just a cherry on the top of this unappealing sundae. I was young and thinking with other parts of my anatomy. Kitty had one thing (and one thing only) going for her; She was easier than long division. She liked sex and made no bones about it. Over nights at her apartment usually consisted of sex, dinner, sex, sleep, sex and me going home. She never really asked for much more than that and given I was busy working and going through college I never really had time for much more. When she started demanding more and acting crazier and crazier that

Anothing Blog To Clarify The Nsfw Pictures
Yes its another one. I have 49 people on my family list. Those 49 do not, I repeat DO NOT come off of my family list because 3 of you guys all at the same time want access. If you really want access that bad, wait till a Happy Hour rolls around. If you really want to know when a Happy Hour is supposed to happen, go to http://www.cherrytap.com/happyhour.php and it tells you in Pacific Standard Time when there are ones happening. If a block is filled in with someones nickname and picture, thats when a Happy Hour is being hosted. Thanks again for the time to read this and I hope to talk to everyone soon :) May not be a conversation talk, but small talk is better than none right? :) Just leave me a page comment and I'll try to make sure that I get back to you if the comment is worth trying to talk to you about. So if its like, "You're so sexy" or anything of the sort. Thanks in advance okay? :) Hope everyone has a great Hump Day!

Going
Well I am going on a vacation tomorrow. I will be gone until the 19th. I am going to the Dominican Republic all by myself. I have not been on a vacation in 8 years and feel its time. So I will think of all of you while I am on the beach with BOOZE !!!!!!! TTYL

Buster King Of Ct Contest
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=877010&albumid=382701&i=4111393480 hello ladies i hope that you all will stop bye and leave a sweet comment for buster he is in this King of CT contest and we would love it if you gave him some CT love thanks from seejaykaygee PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR ALWAYS!!!!!!!!!

I'll Just Kill Him, And Save Her Life.
I'm overly protective of those few people in my inner circle. Those people who touch my heart get my friendship for life. So when Molly came into my life, dating my abusive step brother, she qualified for my loyalty, love, and protection. Last night I had enough of listening to her cry as she cowered in fear from his screams, his taunts..... I threatened to break his jaw, but what I really want to do is slice his throat and watch him choke on his own blood. What the fuck is wrong with men who think it's okay to not only control a woman, but belittle her, hurt her, torture her. I've seen this happen to so many of my step brothers girlfriends, and I'm not going to stand around and watch it happen to Molly who is like my sister now. She is visiting me from Washington, but there's no way I'm going to let her go back to him. I'm forcing her to stay... it scares her to think about how much this will piss him off, but she also sees the hope on the horizon. Maybe if I can get her away

I Alone
I alone can smell the sent of you although I have never been near you, I alone feel the pain that you hide behind the walls that protects your world, I alone lie awake in the night thinking of you so much that I can tast the salt of your tears, I alone would take away all the hurt,lies,guilt and anger you must lock away within your soul, I alone would walk through hells flames to your side, when all the dreams shatter and all the facts remain, I alone love you ............

Fallen Angel Radio
SO I WAKE UP TO THIS EMAIL LOL HELLO PUDDIN HEAD IS PRETTY MUCH ALL I CAN SAY BACK NOW FOR ONE THE BOUNCERS YOU SENT IT TO MUST BE AS USELESS AS YOU CAUSE THE STICKY STAYED UP YOUR LOUNGE SUCKS I GOT OVER 30 MESSAGES SAYING THE SAME THING AND YOUR PROMO AND GREETERS SUCK SO SUCK UP AND DEAL WITH IT A LOUNGE IS SUPPOSED TO BE A PLACE WHERE MEMBERS OF THE SITE CAN GO LISTEN TO THE MUSIC TYPPE OF THEIR CHOICE CHAT AND MEET PEOPLE NOT LIKE YOURS I SAT THERE READING ALL OF YOUR MEMBERS SLAMMING EACH OTHER AND OTHER LOUNGES MOST LOOKED LIKE FAKE ACCOUNTS AND GROW UP SECURITY ON YOUR NAMES WHAT THE HELL ARE U GONNA DO CYBER SLAP PEOPLE???? THERES PLENTY OF COOL LOUNGES HERE LIKE STANGS PLACE AND DAVES HIDEAWAY AND Club Revolution THERES ALOT OF GOOD ONES YOURS JUST ISNT IT THERE BUDDY YOU AND IT WELL THEY BOTH KINDA SUCK SO HERE ILL LET U ALL DECIDE SINCE HE SAID THE BOUNCERS MAY DO SOMTHING TO ME I DONT THINK SO ASSHOLE ALLS THE BOUNCERS CAN DO IS FLAG PICS AND DELETE COMM

Just Read It Please.....
Ok since ive had my last goin ive had NUMEROUS people remind me Im a fat chic! This is great I KNOW THIS i cant miss my fat ass every day! BUT if you dont like what you see that fine and dandy Im not everyones flavor but have enough common courtesy to keep your mouth shut. Not everyone was created in the image of Barbie and personally Im glad I wasnt because I AM A REAL LIFE WOMAN! Inside and out! and if you dont like what u see maybe u need to get to know me and if u cant do that ..I have 4 little words for you...........KISS MY REBEL ASS! Thank you!!! THE TEXAS BITCH!

Elite Hotties!
Hi! We are the Elite Hotties of CT! If you want to join us, there are a few rules! 1. NO Downrating 2. You MUST fan, rate, and add ALL members 3. You MUST tag your name 4. You MUST participate, this group is to HELP you and everyone else in it, if for some reason you decide to no longer participate, please contact us and let us know, so we can remove you. This is a Co-Ed Group :D *ATTENTION ALL ELITE HOTTIES* *Participate = When someone new joins, and they fan, rate and add you, you must fan, rate and accept...when someone needs your help, and you have time, please help!! Thank you for taking the time to read this, if you are just joining WELCOME to the group!! Be SURE to announce yourself as ELITE HOTTIE when you add someone, so they know to fan and rate you back :D OWNER = SxyLisa/OWNER of Elite Hotties /PLZ READ MY PROFILE/ Club F.A.R. Member@ CherryTAP MEMBERS = Shay/Elite Hotties Member@ CherryTAP no nik or skratch/2nd Alarm Hottie Member@

Fate Or Destiny
"People often meet their destiny on the road they take to avoid it" - French Proverb Many people talk of Fate and Destiny as if they are one and the same thing, but it may be interesting to examine the subtle difference between the two. It is believed by many that before we are born we make definite choices as to what we wish to learn, and the aim we want to fulfill during the coming life. It is a Spiritual decision which is rarely remembered once we are born, but in hindsight we often see that events and circumstances have led us unknowingly onwards towards our chosen destination. So our Destiny could be classified as our own personal Star. It is the Spiritual Will of the person; a deep inner need; something that drives us to do what seems impossible. It nurtures us with hope in our darkest moments; enables us to dream of better things, and resides in a place where we are destined to find our fulfillment. Destiny is what we are here on earth to achieve. It is

Love Sux
My boyfriend went back home from a 16 day vaca. We cried and cried and cried! Now he's home, and doesn't call me or sounds like he misses me, and seems angry when I phone him. WTF? Do you think he's so hurt he doesnt know how to deal with this? OR... Do you think he doesnt want to deal with this? Leave input my friends! Thank you Love you mean it!

Internet Is Working Now
I am back online at home..finally! So to all that have added me as a friend and i have not rated you yet i will get there i am sorry it has taken this long. If i haven't rated you please let me know and i will do so. Much cherry love to you all and thanks for adding me! Lucy

This Is What I'm Thinking...
So....I've noticed at least once a day I get a group of chicks at a time checking me out. They always rate only 1 picture and typically it's my profile picture. Now, this is what i'm thinking. Are they checking out my page for ME (because ironically they never send ME a friend request)...or are they scoping my guys? I'd almost bet a million dollars it's the latter. I mean, give me some credit....I ain't dumb!!! LMAO! Seriously, I know CT is about friends and that's fine...befriend whoever and as many friends as you want...but don't use me to get your guys!!! Geeze chickadees, get your own!!! LMAO...and that's all I have to say about that. *giggles* Whew!!!....damn that felt good! And yes, I am a little territorial.....roflmao.

Thursday
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Taken by powerful thoughts of lust, thou casts thy spell. Unveiled thy flesh to taunt this innocence. The ripe breast of the temptress calls the loyal one to indulge of it. The warrior unbeaten, stands helpless in thy presence. Thy lips, cherry red, speak sweetly and beckon the moment of insane passion. Whispers of pleasure forthcoming. Moments alive with passion and rapturous delight. Weak of the battle, I concede and captured is thy stance. Fallen, again this day to the trappings of the flesh." © 1999 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

The Mentality Of Some People!!
Vent StartI'm not one to cause shit and I'm generally a nice person. But when someone fucks with me..damn right I'm going to get pissed!So here's the deal. As i was going through my pic comments today I noticed that bbg still has my default pic ripped.see bellowWell since I'm no longer on her friends or in the fan train, I send her a messageAt the time she was online. But didn't reply. Later on tonight I look again.. she still hasn't deleted it or responded to me.So I message her againNow, I have not down rated, slammed her, stalked her, I have not done ANYTHING but ask why she still has my pic and ask that she delete it. Rather then just deleting it and handling it via private message like I(as a MATURE woman) tried to do, a few minutes after my Second message to her she visits my page and I see thisWow!! is all I have to say.Walks out shaking her head.Vent Over

Not Sure How To Handle Father's Day
OK, some people will be lost in the blog because I'm not going to rehash old ones with details that are in other blogs. Tomorrow is father's day and I really have not a clue how to handle this and I'm just hoping that writing this out might give me some insight into my own mind. Never before have I felt so close to my son, after 9 years of no knowledge though I have finally found out his name, seen pictures of him, learned things about him, and in some way feel like a father finally even though I know I am not a father to him and I'm sure his adoptive family is great to him and I thank them daily in my thoughts and prayers for all they have given him, but now that I know something about him it makes father's day a weird feeling for me. It doesn't make it any easier that people have been telling me happy father's day and I feel like I have done nothing to deserve this praise. I mean yes I know that I did the best thing for him by putting him up for adoption, but it will always be a

Some News!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I thought I would share this with everyone, as I am pretty excited about it. I've been waiting for something my record label was working on to happen, and I found out today that it has. As of today my music is live worldwide on ITUNES. I really am very excited about it. Been waiting for 12 weeks for them to get it all in place and finally it is active around the globe on itunes. I'm hoping my level of excitement is warranted of course. lol Anyway, I just wanted to share this news with all my friends, so if you have itunes, go get some music. If you don't, go download itunes and then go get some music! lol Thanks everyone for putting up with me. My thoughts for the day and everything else. Your firnedship is very important to me, I hope you all know that. Thanks again for your friendship and support :) Peter Britt

The Reasons.....
I keep getting messages asking why i turned HTML comments off on my page...there are a few actually so here we go. 1-I keep getting music and videos on my comments, they conflict with my song i have playing and then my page sounds like shit. I like the songs i play and if you dont please just hit the pause button. 2-I get alot of NSFW picture comments, although i am rarely on my profile page i dont need my kids seeing these comments if they happen to walk by. Besides that i really dont want to see them either. Some of them i like, others are over the top. I dont want my account deleted for a blowjob gif when i am not here to delete it before a bouncer sees it. 3-Say something original when you visit me, i love comments but i like them even more when they are something you have thought of yourself, and not copy n pasted from every other profile you visit. I realize its a pain in the ass to say hello rather than hit ctrl v. And in all honesty it angers me when i go to leave

Yay!!!
I have a job offer meeting tomorrow, I don't know exactly what that means, but I had a second interview already with the company, so I guess it means something good. I really want a job, and this is a great job, so I'm all excited, thought I'd tell you all abot it. YAY!!

Tyvm!!!
i really can't express how happy made me all the people that took the time to at least shoutbox me saying "happy birthday!" it was awesome, and appart from gifts, i really wish i could give everyone a giant hug... i tried to answer to all the messages, but couldn't do the same with the comments because they ran fast and there were many that i hadn't the oportunity to answer so i'm doing this... i saw many of you were reposting bulletins to salute me :) it was so sweet! my special thanks to YOTD , bouncer and special friend, she's a sweetheart and she made it for me :) it soooo made me smile, hugs ya dear! my other special thanks is for McBeever, bouncer trainee and my special someone :) *winks winks* he made another bulletin too that people were reposting... appart from that hunny, you know all that you mean to me: well i only can say my friends that i'll be here anytime you need me :) you know you can ask me anything you need and i'll try to help y

Breaking Up
Life has a funny and ironic way of really messing with you. And people you thought you knew, people that you thought were honest and true and that really love you - you were wrong about. If someone really loves you do they meet and get involved with someone else within a week of breaking up? Is this thier way of moving on? Or is it their way because it was all Bullshit? Everything they said and did becomes nothing. They have no respect for you if they are already jumping into the arms of someone else without anytime for both parties to have some grieving and healing from the breaking up of the relationship. I have not gone out on a date with anyone. I have not let anyone else touch me. I have not done any of these things because of respect for what we shared and respect for my ex. Even though I am not sure he deserves it but that is the way I am. I have not invited anyone new into my family but maybe I should start? Who wants to be added?

To Be A "top Cherry"...
Q & A - Take 1 Q. You asked me what I though about the site, how one comes to be a "top cherry" and if I had any advice for other cherries. (Now I feel like I am in a cherry pageant of sorts.) The answer is… World Peace! A. In all seriousness… I really don’t know why I am a “top cherry”. I am sure there is more than one reason and so it is not a straight forward answer. Plus my rating fluctuates so much that tomorrow I may not be in a top spot and that’s ok too. So instead I will tell you a little bit about me and how I use CT. I rarely send add requests. Only if I am really impressed by a profile, cause or profession and of course the occasional shallow eye candy add (who doesn’t send those?), but I accept pretty much everyone who sends a request. I don’t see a reason not to. I use my family list to keep up with the people I speak to on a regular basis and I fan those I am impressed by. I also take the time to speak to everyone who speaks to me. Sometimes it takes lo

About My Son!!!!!!
As alot of you already know my son needs a kidney to live...We have been working on this for a long time as it is a very rare decease and the surgery has not been preformed befor on some one with his illness. Now the decease has created more problems for him...His heart has started giving him problems now...In the last 4 months he hs had 2 heart attacks...making it a number of 3 as he had one at the age of 8 also...He is now 25 and doctors say he looks 25 outside but inside he is an 80 yr old man that has takin drugs forever...This is due to medicines to keep him alive over the years...If I dont respond to you here please dont take it I dont care as I do but sometimes my mind is just to scatter to chat with someone...I just keep praying and am asking you to do the same...That is all I have to hold on to....I am going insane...This one is much more than I can handle alone so I call on Jesus to give me strenght to get thru this....Thanks to all of you that take the time to read this and

Hard At Work
Seeing you walk into work today, our eyes meet for a moment,a devilish little smirk on your face. You think you know me so well, and know how to get to me, " well I am gonna make you pay today baby" , thinking to myself as I smile back. Work is slow as usual, and I keep waiting for my chance to tease you, finally lunch is over and back to the same old slowness . But I am on a mission now, wanting to drive you crazy . I walk by your desk lightly running my fingertip over your hand and up your arm as I walk by. You just look at me and smirk. On my way back to my desk I lightly brush your neck with my fingertips, softly caressing along your ear and your jawline, smiling a little looking into your eyes. You just kinda sit back and look at me wondering what is up with me cus I dont normally act like this. Sitting back at my desk I glance back and catch you watching me, you dont mind me knowing. One of the things i love about you is your confidence, find it so sexy. I

Everyone Watch Out For
WATCH OUT these haters! They have rated me 1's! 1.~*BJ*~ H.T.A.'s Sweetest Bombshell & Recruiter *Plus Size Pin-up Girl* 2.'Evan' 3. fudge887 - rated me a 3 4. '~Dj Twisted Vengeance~ Still Twisteds lil Beotch' 5. [ CherryTAP.com photo: 1449751164 ] 6. [ CherryTAP.com photo: 1226216865 ] rating me a 5 7.[ fubar.com photo: 3843692591 ]rated 2

Fuck You
NOW SOMEBODY HAS GOTTEN INTO MY REAL SISTER'S ACCOUNT ON CHERRY AND IS SENDING VERY RUDE COMMENTS TO PEOPLE AND ABUSING HER ACCOUNT IN OTHER WAYS AS WELL. WHEN I FIND OUT FOR SURE WHO I WILL KICK YOUR ASS!!

Cherry Tap Marriage ...
Obviously looking for that CT hubby was going to be hard ... Okay its harder than i thought ... everyone has been awesome and lol lots of fun ... alot of unique proposals too .. You were all great candidates and I will make a decision soon ... just waiting for that last one to speak out .... :P

Wtf???
So, I'm surfing through google, and I find a yahoo 360 page with my pix on it, which would be fine had the page been MINE.....which it isn't. I dunno what to do!!!! They have semi recent pix of me. This is a screen shot I took.........I have no idea who it could be. I have no idea why they would impersonate me. I mean there's nothing on the profile, but I didn't put these pix up. And I have no idea who the friends are, except that amazon lady is very familiar, I found her on Cherry Tap as well as a couple other people I know on Cherry Tap through her friends list. I dunno what to do, I already reported it. I'm waiting for a response. Because of this my profile is now private. This person updated the yahoo 360 profile on April 14, 2007. So I dunno.....what I do know is it's not me that posted that page.

Iraq
I am looking forward to Iraq for a few reasons. First off, I am very patriotic. I know (not think) that is the most honorable thing to do. I am not a war monger. Simply, I believe something has to be done. It's not going to get itself done. Better me than some kid who doesn't want to go. The one thing I love most about it is that it isn't the stupid Army we have back here in the States. I mean, the Army is the Army. Rather, it is where you actually do your job. No stupid training with blanks or laser tag gear. That's what I love more than anything. You put all the years of training to test, as one of the world's most powerful fighting forces. It sure does make my pee pee get long. When I was over there the first time, I realized everything I took for granted. Being able to get in your car and drive to a fast food restaurant. Calling a friend over to kick it. Being able to cook your own food. Going to clubs, drinking, and everything else social. And most important no family or frien

Fyi
Just to make this clear, right now, I am declaring that I will never again, under any circumstances, agree to ghost an autobiography for a vain old man who lived a hum-drum life. I will never again allow that same man to harrass me over deadlines, editorial control, or the spelling of words. Never again! Unless of course, I am offered a million smackaroos. Then I will think about it. okthanksbye. PS: For the monkey: EDIT* "Unless of course, I am offered a million smackareauxs."

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Lol
Am I the only one who’s noticed the barely legal females who are so full of hate? I mean really here I am minding my own business and I have been getting down-rated by a bunch of 20 year old twats being sent nasty emails and off color comments. But hey if you think about it it’s awesome for me. Here I am 46, chubby and with NO nudes showing etc yet these 20 year olds have to come and say something negative. LOL poor little girls must be a bitch to be threatened by me. Keep them coming girls you are making my day. LOL

Comments
well ill try this here, i tried posting a mumm asking anyone who doesnt want comments made on their profiles to let me know, but for some reason it was removed. so, if you dont want me to make comments on ur profile, plz let me know and i wont. thanx and have a great day everyone!!! :)

You Complete Me
You give me reason, to face the cold dark days, You are the person, that showed me a better way, so many miles lay between us, but you are with me always, when I am alone and empty, I always think of you, and how much I love and need you, You are the one I live for, someday we'll find a way, to change this life and be as one. You will no longer be to far away.. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

My Grandad's Funeral
Im just letting you all know that I wont be around today because its my Grandad's funeral later this morning. It will be a very sad day but its also a day for looking back at the good times we shared with him. And it is also a day to be grateful for what we have. I for one am very grateful for all the love and best wishes i have recieved from my friends here on Cherry Tap, you all know who you are. I want to thank you all for being there for me when i needed to talk. I love you all very much for youre support. Hope you all have a great day and take care. Love you all Willie xoxoxoxox

Scumbag Alert(1)
I going to start posting my conversations with these scumbags. All this because I wouldn't add him right away to my friends list. I surely hope that you wont let guys like this into your lives. This guy needs to grow up & act like a man & not treat women like shit. Start at bottom & go up to read. my Comments are in yellow, his is in pink. ->ACCEPTING ...: thank god, its about time, later scumbag ACCEPTING ...: its whatever. ill just ignore you. bye ->ACCEPTING ...: not too mention you nothing but a fuckign liar to boot. ->ACCEPTING ...: god you are so pathetic, leave you alone? rofl what's wrong? cant take the same crap you was dishing out to me? ACCEPTING ...: then why waste your time with someone as worthless as me? because you are bored? because you are trying to make a statement? LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE! ->ACCEPTING ...: now why would I want to get to know someone who treats me like a piece of trash. calls me a cunt & a whore, because I wouldnt kiss his ass and a

Censorship It!
Ok, I can't take it another second... if I don't blog about it, I am gonna explode!!!!! What really *ticks* me off is when I go grocery shopping with my girls in tow and some teeny-bopper/barely old enough to spell/emo dressed/pimple faced/plaid totting/slang jerker always finds their way to me or near me and my daughers and uses every known CURSE word known to man!!!!!!!!!!! I mean, really!? Do you have to show of your lack of intelligence near my children???? I mean come on!!! Do you talk like that to or in front of your parents? My daughters are of obvious young age, so have some common respect here! Do I walk next to you shouting words of discredibility towards your obvious dressing in the dark fashion disaster wardrobe your sporting this very evening??? NO!!! No matter how much I think it in my own head, I respect EVEN YOU enough to keep my words inside....now where is that same equal respect for me? OR better yet, MY DAUGHTERS!!!!!!!!!! I do realize we live in a society w

My Thoughts On Chris Benoit
I've been reading all the media and postings on Chris Benoit's death and i would like to say a few things. First, I admit it was wrong for him to kill his wife and son but enough is enough. There are a lot of issues that we the public do not know about regarding Chris' personal life. No one knew what was going through his mind to cause him to do these criminal things. Ever since the WWE was in court over the steriods abuse each WWE superstar has to take a physical several times a year to ensure that they are not abusing themselves internally. If the meds found in the house were prescribed are WE the public going to punish the doctor(s) who gave Chris the meds? I think not. They prescribed the meds to him but did not tell him to take more than necessary. Second, at first when it was announced that all three were dead what was the first thing done by the WWE?? They canceled the original program and dedicated the 3hr show to the memory of the Benoit's. One day later after the poli

My Mothers Is Sick
We just found out today my mom has Congestive Heart Failure. She is going for a ECG on Friday so we will no more then. She has multi. health issues and this just adds to it. Please keep my family in your thoughts and Prayers. Thank you ~SP~

My Resignation
If you have life responsibilities, then you qualify to read this. It is a new take on an oldie! I thought you might enjoy this. RESIGNATION I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year old again. I want to go to McDonald’s and think that it’s a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think that M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer’s day. I want to return to a time when life was simple; When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn’t bother you, because you didn’t know what you didn’t know and you didn’t care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make yo

Cherry Tap
well since I was in the hospital.. seems that I quit Cherry Tap. I went to the hospital because I thought I was ahving a heart attack. I didnt think once to stop and let everyone know on CT that I was going to the hospital.. and maybe thats my fault. So for all of you that thought becauise I said i was fed clean up to my ears at the way I was being treated on CT... then by being offline for the nite meant that i was quitting.. you can add me back or not?? I was in the hospital.. and there sure wasnt any comptuers there for me tolog in and lessen everyones worry. I was tryin to breath and not have my heart explode out of my chest.. simply that.

My Rant Of The Day 6/29/07
Dude, one thing that pisses me the fuck off is the assholes that drive their corvettes or mustang cobras, BWM's, etc. in the left hand lane right at the speed limit or UNDER the fucking speed limit! It's always some fucking cu-tip. You know what? Get the fuck over! Let those of us that can see the damn speed limit drive fast in the left lane while you insult your FAST car buy driving it in the FAST lane like a jackass. Whew. Glad I got that out of my system. I feel better now.... :) Carry on

Pray For My Daughter
I know that many of you wont even read this but if you do and you believe in God, please say a prayer for my oldest daughter Brittany. I just found out she is in the hospital with some kind of cancer the doctors wouldnt tell me much over the phone. I am leaving tonight on the first flight I can catch out of here. This has caused me to take another look at my own life so I will be taking a break from here til I get things sorted out. Please say a prayer for her....... Thank You And May God Bless You James 'AD1 (AW) US Navy' Nuwer

The Quest
i lay here ,night after night and i look up thru my sunlight to the stars above .i watch as they glisten in the midnite sky and i feel the dampness as my eye begin to cry.i toss and i turn searching for something to hold,but all i find ,is a bed so cold. i go to town ,and i watch as people stroll by,never do they notice the tear in my eye.i see couples as they walk and hold hands .i see the couples as they share a life so grand.i go back to my house and down the road i ride,its th e lonliness in my heart i try to hide. i go to my spot so tranquil and cool,i stand there for hours skipping rocks across the pool.then its back to that place that i call home,where once again alone i do roam, ive traveled the world and many a place,but there is only that one longing face.the one that can make my heart warm.and release the happyness and let it swarm,.but such a life for me was not to be.im the loner,i must be free. as the Years pass my life does not change,and t most it must seam so stran

Milf
OK, here it is. As many of you know and some may not. I am a single mother of three. I have 2 boys and a girl. Well, my girl is entering the 6th grade and one of my boys in kindergarden this year coming up. Well, anyways I have been through many obstacles over the past year. To make a long story short....my question is, what is the story on the "MILF" situation?? On a seriosus note, I know I am not a bad looking mom, but the whole "MILF" thing is getting on my damn nerves. There is nothing more annoying than "men" who think they are gonna get some ass because they think some woman is feeling sorry for herself. It may be because I am a Ny'er BUT please let it be known that, this woman can do for herself. I do NOT need some dumb ass man coming along that thinks I am some lonely "chick" feeling sorry for myself. Please do note ALL..this "CHICK" does not feel sorry for herself and I am a woman that can take care of mysel, therefore if you are here for that reason..do not let MY

Last One For Today (i Hope)
Little bit of history on Raven. When I was 13 my parents got into a horrendous divorce. I just started middle school. My mother dropped me like a bad habit for her new boyfriend. I never really knew my dad. He finally wanted to get to know me, so I found a letter that he wrote me that my mom wouldn't let me see with his number on it so I called. I started to go see him and eventually moved in with my dad again. During this time I was 'diagnosed' with a mental instability. I was a cutter in short and had suicidal tendancies. I had depression. Whatever. I went to a mental institution in St John's County by St. Augustine. I was stuck there and the state wanted to keep me till I was 18 years old because I was apparently that much of a case and I attacked two guards. When I did get to leave I pulled away and I have never been right since I suppose, I pulled away from everyone. I had some bad experiences during this time period like I lost my virginity by getting raped. I'm not lo

Bloggity Game.
Starting off easy with a reposted game from our favorite jungle cat: Give me a comment that your interested and want to play and then: 1. I’ll respond with something random about you 2. I’ll challenge you to try something 3. I’ll pick a color that I associate with you 4. I’ll tell you something I like about you 5. I’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you 6. I’ll tell you what animal you remind me of 7. I’ll ask you something I’ve always wanted to ask you 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours. Yes, people, the blog police will get you unless you do (hence the rubber hoses)

No Salute, No Add
I'm sick to death of fake ass people. So if you don't have a salute I'm not gonna add you. When you decide you want to be real and add a salute then I might just think about adding you as a friend. I don't care if you're hot or the sweetest person on CT, either get a salute or don't add me. I have deleted several people from my friends list because they don't have salutes. Although there are a few that still don't, it's because I either know them in real life or that I talk to them on a daily basis.

Ways To Get Blocked....
1. annoy me about seeing my private pics.. (read my profile on how to see them) 2. Rip my personal photos 3. Bieng excessivly vulgar to me (ie... we should fuck...) had that sent three times today 4. Getting pissy when I return a shitty rate to you.

Poetry
EVERYWHERE Everywhere I go I see you When that time comes I don't know what to do Everywhere I go you are with me Showing me everything I need in life to see Everywhere in place i roam That I know that you are at home Everywhere I sit I think of you I don't know but beyond the horizon is that.......... I LOVE YOU Anywhere and Everywhere

Empty Lies
AS THE HANDS OF TIME DEAL ME A FLUKE OF A HAND I SIT AND WONDER WHY IM EVEN HERE EVERYDAY I WAKE UP WITH A SWALLEN GLAND WISHING I STILL DRANK BEER SO I CAN DRINK AWAY MY MISERY AND FORGET ABOUT MY PAST BUT ALL IT DOES IS MAKE ME PEE AND THE DRUNKNESS NEVER LAST LIFE ON EARTH IS SAD AND LONELY FULL OF SHIT AND EMPTY OF LIFE EVERYONE ON IT IS FAKE AND PHONY SINFULL,HATEFUL,AND TRIFE FULL OF FALSE PROMISES AND EMPTY LIES I FIND MYSELF MISERABLE WITH EMPTY CRIES NO ONE IS REAL ANYMORE ALL THEY DO IS LIE WISH IT WAS OVER NOW THIS WORLD OF EMPTY LIES

Bullllllllllll Shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what the hell is wrong with people. I step away from my computer for 2 hrs and all hell breaks loose. I wasn't around for the fat Sonny era, but I heard he calls Canadian's Moose fuckers. Well isn't that just fucking nice. Why the hell is he knocking all Canadian's cause he don't like a few. Well this is what I have to say about this whole thing. DON'T FUCKING PUT DOWN ALL FUCKING CANADIANS SIMPLY CAUSE YOU'VE RUN INTO A FEW YOU DON'T LIKE. IF YOU DECIDE TO DO SO THEN YOU'RE AN IGNORANT MOTHER FUCKER, AND DESERVE TO BE PUNCHED IN THE MOUTH. Pic made by Marq. Marq you fucking rawk MUAH!!!!!!!!!

Are You A Fan Of Mine
Im just curious if you are a fan of mine.Im not asking anyone to fan me for the sake of fanning Im just asking for those that are friends and those that are my friends if have fanned me.i need 9 fans for 2000..Thanks for taking the tiem to check and see ..Hugs

Changes
In seeing some wonderful poetry and other writings by a couple of my friends today, I thought about trying to be creative...but then I said, "nah!" lol Just getting things out is going to have to work for the moment. I feel as though I am standing on the edge of a precipice. I have to be very careful, but at the same time life is absolutely exhilarating. I'm saddened somewhat about the door that is closing in my life, but I am so excited about my future now. For the first time in a long time my life seems full of endless possibilities. Yes, I have 3 children, but this is just going to have to be an adventure we go through together. I used to use them as an excuse to stay stagnant. "I have to stay in this relationship because no one else will want me with 3 children." "I can't go back to school because with children it will be too hard. I'll wait until later." You get my drift. But now, I'm back in school and loving every minute of it. My life is about to be REALLY ha

Men Online
I have been online for a couple years now, and I have encountered many a man. I was once very optimistic and fun..very naive and trusting in the extreme. Not to say some of those traits aren't still lingering, but they surely are not what they used to be. I don't intend to bash on men...I adore them. Tis' my weakness after all. MEN! (sigh) It is my opinion that men online are very easily categorized..maybe harshly..but if the truth hurts.. yea..you know! There is the sweet guy: always there to offer a hello. a very chipper type of man. most likely very depressed and only wanting to make you smile in a way to feel as if he accomplished his goal for the day. this man is one of the most under appreciated of all men online. he is also commonly mistaken as a stalker. there is nothing wrong with him except how he has been treated in this fantasy based land we call cyber space! There is the charmer: generally very persistant at first so as to charm you into submission. strong wil

Posse This Is For You
HERE WE GO. I HAVE HAD IT.. I'M SO DONE.. NEXT PERSON I HEAR COMPLAINING ABOUT POOR ME IS OUT.. I'M CLEANING HOUSE.. WE ARE BUSTING OUT ONE CONTEST AT A TIME THE BEST WE CAN.. WE HAVE DONE QUITE A BIT IN A SHORT AMOUNT OF TIME.. EVERYONES CONTEST GETS HELP IN ORDER THAT THEY CAME IN.. THERE IS A POSSE IM MY GIVE A AWAY RIGHT NOW THAT IS COMPLAINING ABOUT NOT GETING HELP.. HOLLY SHI_ BRING IT ON.. I'M SO ABOUT TO LOSE IT HERE.. I WOULD LOVE TO SEND THE ENTIRE POSSE TO THAT CONTEST.. HELL I WOULD MAKE GRANDMOTHER IN A WEEK.. CAUSE THATS A CONTEST THAT I'M HOSTING. HELL JUST SCREW IT.. SCREW THE BEING FAIR CRAP AND TAKING TURNS. EVERYONE GO HIT HER CONTEST RIGHT NOW.. GO HIT HER GIVE AWAY RIGHT NOW AND MAKE ME GRANDMOTHER.. SORRY SWEEP, BOOBOO, TEMPTED AND TEMPTED HUSBAND AND A FEW OTHERS WHO HAVE BEEN WAITING WITH OUT A COMPLAINT FOR THEIR TURN AT RECEIVING HELP.. WE HAVE SOME ONE FEELING SORRY FOR THEMSELVES WANTING HER PRIZE.. BUT DO I DO THAT? NO I DON'T CAUSE THATS NOT FA

My Checkup-07-12-07
the doctor told me that the cancer has not spreaded which is a good sign and im on a less stronger meds. that wont make me sleepy. so im happy bout that... i am going for surgery on july 18 to have the knot removed i will be in the hospital for alittle while as after surgrey they have to keep an eye to make sure it doesnt spread or nothing goes wrong,im really woried about that but i think it will be ok. my mom called and told me my great granny had it they did surgey and she died a coupe days later,but mom has hope for me and will be here as well as my family i will have someone keep you posted on my wellness. to all of you that has been a blessing in my life im so glad god brought you to me even though we never meet or had cross that brige i love you with all my heart. god be with me i know he is,im a fighter till the end i guess thats why i appreciate the things in life that some people dont,....i love you all...... my prayers are with all of you also..

So True I Know I Dont Care Either
This woman should run for president Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't.. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere posses

Well I Was There...
well i went to the hospital yesterday for my surgery and was there for 8 hours i was prep for it and ever thing.it is a long story but they postponed for the 27th that will be in two more weeks. so as of now i still have cancer. i want to thank everone for there love and support and prayers. love you all!!!!

Smoky Sugar
I'm supposed to be studying. And, really, I am. Every now and then. I get distracted easily, though, by various and sundry things like wine. And cigarettes. And the kitty. Tonight I decided--wise girl that I am--that food is necessary for my mind to be able to function at its highest capacity. And, yes, I could have just eaten potato chips with sour cream and onion dip like I have for the last week or so, but tonight I decided I should make real food. Because I'm supposed to be studying, I figured the best food would be the most time-consuming food. And so I grilled. I have a baby weber grill--charcoal, of course. I started the coals, topped them with some hickory chunks, then raided my garden for foodstuffs--tomato, zucchini, herbs. I used the herbs to make a flavored olive oil to coat the zucchini. The tomato went on in chunks, the zucchini sliced and slathered with deliciousness. Next I grabbed the veggie burger, blue cheese, whole-grain mustard... and my buttered

Tos #5
Content Posted on the Site. a. You understand and agree that CherryTAP.com may review and delete any content, messages, CherryTAP.com Messenger messages, photos or profiles (collectively, "Content") that in the sole judgment of CherryTAP.com violate this Agreement or which may be offensive, illegal or violate the rights, harm, or threaten the safety of any Member. b. You are solely responsible for the Content that you publish or display (hereinafter, "post") on the Service or any material or information that you transmit to other Members. c. By posting any Content to the public areas of the Website, you hereby grant to CherryTAP.com the non-exclusive, fully paid, worldwide license to use, publicly perform and display such Content on the Website. This license will terminate at the time you remove such Content from the Website. You represent and warrant that: (i) you own the Content posted by you on the Website or otherwise have the right to grant the license set forth in this section, a

My Bf Is A Cheater,find Out Why.
THIS IS THE LAST DAY FOR THIS CONTEST,MY FRIEND IS IN IT AND I RAN OUT OF COMMENTS PLEASE I NEED ALL THE HELP FROM ALL MY FRIENDS COME ON AND HELP OUT WITH 1 RATE AND 20 COMMENTS EACH,,,PLEASE HELP OUT LOVE YA'LL HUGS AND KISSES WildCat JUST CLICK ON THIS PIC !

Moon River
Moon River Ernesto Cortazar Moon river, wider than a mile Im crossing you in style some day Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker Wherever youre goin, Im goin your way Two drifters, off to see the world Theres such a lot of world to see Were after the same rainbows end, waitin round the bend My huckleberry friend, moon river, and me (moon river, wider than a mile) (Im crossin you in style some day) Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker Wherever youre goin, Im goin your way Two drifters, off to see the world Theres such a lot of world to see Were after that same rainbows end, waitin round the bend My huckleberry friend, moon river, and me

#1...i Like To Write About What I Like....sex
To have you laying beside me, looking at me, kissing me, fingers running thru my hair as you are kissing me passionately, tongue darting in and out of my mouth as I suck it oh so gently, knowing what I want to do to you as I feel your cock growing harder and harder I can feel it between my legs, just below my wet hot pussy....I move closer wanting you so bad.....and as I move closer, u start to move closer between my legs, as we are still kissing, I look at you and start moving down your neck and the your chest...kissing you...as I stop to nibble and suck on on your nipples ...moving down to your stomach...kissing and licking as I am watching you and your eyes are watching my every move....as I rub my wet pussy down your leg...I reach your hard cock, and I gently lick the pre-cum from your head...letting it just go slowly into my mouth in and out as my tongue brushes the top of your cock...tongue massaging it...pushing hard up and down your shaft as your cock slides farther into my

My Pet Peeves Of Ct/fubar
-People asking me stuff & when I answer them I don't even get a ty back :( -People who get mad when u drop them down off your family list...If I don't talk to u in a few months yes I delete u. Mine are all close friends & it makes it easier to find them. Maybe if you commented me more you'd be there too ;P -People who post bulletins w/out checking the facts first...snopes.com, & Google are your friend ;) -This site is temporarily unavailable or too busy. Try again in a few moments....need I say more? -People replying to my comments via mail...what the heck?? trying to confuse me? LoL! -People who don't allow html in their comments but comment me w/html ugh! -People who send u a friend request & never say anything...what's the point? -Perverts who send u unwanted pics of their privates M & F ~ O yeah there are female perverts out their too! LoL! If I wanted to see them I would watch shriveled up old fogies on cable ick! -People who get mad @ me because I don't re

#2...feeling Very Hot...mmm...
I would love to lick the precum off the head of your cock, and push my tongue against your rock hard cock all the way down to your balls.....licking your balls, and then gently sucking them one at a time into my hot moist mouth....as I reach up and take your cock into my hand and start jerking you off as I am sucking your balls.... and as you play with my nipples, they go hard and long....I start to moan, and I deeply sigh still sucking and jerking....you take me by my face and make me stop, and u pull me up to you and kiss me oh so hard but passionately....I let a moan out wanting u to fuck me, but you have more and better plans for me.... u are still kissing me and playing with my nipples, and you move down to my neck, kissing and licking...u reach my nipples and start to lick and suck on one, and I take a deep breath in, ummm...it's such a turn on for me to have my nipples played with and you knows this...u take my other breast and u take both nipples into your mouth and suck

Not Trying To Be Rude Or Mean
THIS IS FOR EVERY ONE ON MY FRIENDS LIST I'M NOT TRYING TO BE MEAN OR RUDE BUT I KNOW THAT I HAVE OVER THAN 8200 FRIENDS ON MY FRIENDS LIST AND MORE THAN 3000 OF YOU NEVER RATED MY PROFILE OR BECOME MY FAN EVEN THOUGH I DID BECOME A FAN OF YOU BUT RECENTLY I DECIDED NOT TO FAN THOSE WHO DIDN'T FAN ME,SO PLEASE BE KIND AND CHECK IF YOU DID OR NOT AND I'LL RETURN THE LOVE TO ALL...BECAUSE I'M GOING TO START DELETING WHO EVER IGNORE THE FACT TO RATE AND BECOME MY FAN.. JUST CLICK ON THIS LINK BELOW TO FIND OUT ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞® õWñÈR õҒ WÌLÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌñ ñ LõÚñGÈ۞@ fubar YOU CAN SEE IT ALL HERE THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT WEEK HUGS AND KISSES ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞

Stress Does Strange Things To People.
I want to scream. I want to tear my hair out. I want to spit out a stream of curse words that would make a sailor blush. Actually...I just want to get all this packing done. It sucks not having any real help. I wish I could just snap my fingers and it would all be done. So...who wants to come help?

Looking For Real Lesbian Or Bi Girls..
Hey everyone! I'm looking for real girls who like girls... not guys pretending or straight girls trying to get their kicks by chatting with a lesbian. I need somone I can get to know and maybe have a little fun with. Young or old, black or white, thick or thin... Drop me a message Muah! XOXOX Jess

Photos
All my albums are locked for now....I won't be opening ANY of them until I hear from CT Support or a CT Bouncer about the pics of me that were copied and posted on another users page. http://www.cherrytap.com/user/612759 BEWARE OF THIS USER!!! He will steal your pics too...BTW his profile says he is a woman...IT'S A MAN!!! Please do not ask to view my pics for now...I will let you know when I have opened them back up...Thank you bunches for your support!!

To My Friend, Things Get Better..
When hearts break, and tears run, life feels lonely and sad, you look back at what you had, knowing its gone, hearing your song, your eyes start to tear, then you feel the fear, fear of lonelyness in your heart, wondering why you had to part, days turn to weeks, and your eyes start the leaks, tears running down your checks, dont be afraid, dont be scared, its life changing the rules, and you have to treat it like jewels, to respect its beauty, to grace its charms, knowing it means you no harm, it will eventually send you into someone elses arms, then there will be love, sent from god above, to show you he cares, but i can see it when i try to wipe away your tears. this is to you my friend, ill try to be here till the end.......

Chickenshit Rater
plz note: I took this from my bulltin and One of my friends was nice enough to post his link for me in a repost.Yes its true he rated me a 4 then blocked me. see below......heres the email I sent him and finally his screen name sorry I cant get a direct link to his profile but since he is chicken... lol MishNumber1 = here's his link :D Mr Honesty *Justice league Clan member* Tellin it like it is!@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'FAN ME BABY. I'M SO F-ING HOT (plz fan b4 add )' on '2007-07-18 05:58:00') (repost of original by 'MishNumber1 of S*U*P, Brits On Tour, Club FAR & IAR. Founder Of Naughty Northerners' on '2007-07-18 07:27:40')

Don't Do It...lol
I hate it when people forward bogus warnings, and I have even done it myself a couple times unintentionally...but this one is real, and it's important. So please send this warning to everyone on your e- mail list. If someone comes to your front door saying they are checking for ticks due to the warm weather and asks you to take your clothes off and dance around with your arms up, DO NOT DO IT!! THIS IS A SCAM!! They only want to see you naked. I wish I'd gotten this yesterday. I feel so stupid.

Chat Hoor Shoutbox Transcript
babyJustFo...: hi G33K1N73HP1NK: hello babyJustFo...: hi im bored wanna have fun? G33K1N73HP1NK: oh yah I like fun G33K1N73HP1NK: what like internet solitaire? babyJustFo...: LIKE CYBER G33K1N73HP1NK: I dont know that game babyJustFo...: wana know bout that?? G33K1N73HP1NK: yah what is it? G33K1N73HP1NK: is it like those people that are half human and half robot?? G33K1N73HP1NK: are those your pics? babyJustFo...: hell yhwe babyJustFo...: add me on yahoo my name is xxxx@yahoo.com G33K1N73HP1NK: I dont have yahoo, can we just chat here? babyJustFo...: how can you see me then?? G33K1N73HP1NK: Why do I need to see you? babyJustFo...: to show you what fun is G33K1N73HP1NK: are you going to draw me a diagram? babyJustFo...: so i guess you wont gonna see it G33K1N73HP1NK: I asked you to draw a diagram of cyborg fun G33K1N73HP1NK: I want fun but Im not sure why I need to sign up for yahoo to have fun... babyJustFo...: coz its much easier there G33K1N73HP1NK: easier for w

Hiya Something For The Ladies Lol
hi there ladies would love to get feed back on this i think it is so funny but i would im a guy dinner 120 bucks...... drinks 45 bucks...... condom 50 cents..... the look on her face when ya stick it in her butt priceless!!!!! what would you do if it was you lmfao!!!!!

Posting Pics..
Ok well i'm sure most know how i feel about someone i care about posting pics of such nature..... yes breast,pussy watever..... so i was wondering would it be wrong for me to do so... someone said i should post a pic.... should i? do let me know...lol wonder if i could get points..lol thanks ..... tongue.....

Why??
I need to know why is it that men are only after 1 thing sex....they don't care to get to know a girl as long as she will put out thats what they care about and it is really starting to suck...Most of them do not care who u are on the inside they just see whats on the outside how is that fair? I am not trying to insult all men out there just the ones that are like that who think women are just fuck things and not actual people....Guess what we are human too.....

Bitch I Am From Texas
TEXAS: Hey... California listen up... Texas is where its at! - I too can wear sandals all year long... plus I can put on boots to stomp your toes and I won't even stick out. - You may be able to go to the "beach" instead of the "shore"... but can you go to the drive thru "Beer Barn?" What now surfer boy? - You're chicks aren't way hotter than ours... they are almost equal... and thats only due to silicone, saline, botox, lasers and hair dye... We have the real ones and they can beat yours up. - We're taught to say "Yes Sir" and "Yes Ma'am" and respect our elders because of it. We also say "Howdy" and "fixin" and "Yall" are pretty much recognized right away anywhere in the world We're famous. And not becuase of that fake ass "bro-ho" "so-cal" shit that yall think makes you "Famous", fuckers. - You may know what real cheese and avocados taste like... but I know what 100% Grade A Angus Beef tastes like. Who wants avocados and cheese when you can have steak and potatoes?

Just Dont Get It
Ok I hav sent the last blog out twice, I see who reads it, if you want to stay on my list let me know by the end of next week cus I am not fucking around anymore. Leave me a comment or a private message or just shout at me, but I am keeping track of who I hear from if I dont hear from you your gone. Sorry but I want people on my list that I talk to and give a shit, not people who just like a high friends count. Thanks to those I hav heard from your friendship means a lot to me and you will be shown that her soon. Oh and P.S. Just rating this isnt gonna cut it anyone can hit a button take the time to leave something or I will figure you dont think its worth your time and keeping you wont be worth mine.

True Love
Ok... bare with me today as I feel like laying my thoughts out. What is unconditional love? So many of us think we knw what it is. So many of us claim to be seeking it. Do we really understand it? I think I have a good grasp on it. I may no tbe the world's leading expert. Heh..I suppose if I were I wouldn't be single right? In my opinion, unconditional love or.. . "true love" is not defined by any material possesions. True love doe snot have stipulations or requirements. There's no application to be filled out. True love is an uncontrollable longing all day to see or talk to the person you care for. It's feeling sad in the event that you do not get that opportunity. It's when you find yourself staring at the person you care for with out any given cause. True love does not require change or sacrafice. It is all encompassing. It's patient. It's accepting of every flaw, every insecurity, and yes...every issue. For true love does not discriminate against issues. So often I talk

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Wicked Continued2
Driving down the highway headed back to the station, he never realized how long a road this was. Maybe it was a combination of wanting rid of her, the late hour, no cars on the road this late at night, and he was ashamed to say it but he just plain wanted her. He snuck a peek in the mirror again , hoping she wasnt looking. She had her head back against the seat again, eyes closed. She actually looked as if she had fallen asleep. He looked at the steady way her chest rose and fell, the softness in her jaw and realized she really had fallen asleep. He started imagaining what she looked like under those clothes. In his mind, he slowly undressed her. Removing her black silk blouse, slipping the straps of her camisole off her shoulders slowly. Letting the thin fabric drop around hr waist. Revealing large firm breasts. Their snow white skin flawless. Pale pink nipples. He imagained pushing the fabric over her full hips and letting it fall to the floor. Unzipping hr black l

Night Of Tattoo
You've made all of the arrangements. Everything is set in place for the events that are to follow. The tattoo artist is flying in to meet us. You've got the hotel room all ready to go per his instructions as to what he would need.. all the way to the place for me to lay while he extends the tattoo on my back. You've taken great care to insure my comfort thru the process knowing this is going to take several hours. There is music on hand, you know what I like to listen to Alpha and you have made sure it's all there. The room is large, lots of light coming in thru the windows, it's rather soothing. The windows cover almost the whole wall, facing out over the entire Vegas valley. It's a beautiful site, I just stand in awe even though I have seen this site many times, never fails to amaze me how beautiful it is here. You've already had our items placed into the room, before we even made it that far. No detail has been missed, music, drinks, company... everything is there. You ca

This Is For Everyone!!!
Because of recent abductions in daylight hours, refresh yourself of these things to do in an emergency situation... This is for you, and for you to share with your wife, your children, everyone you know. After reading these 9 crucial tips , forward them to someone you care about. It never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in. 1 Tip from Tae Kwon Do : The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do! 2. Learned this from a tourist guide in New Orleans If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM Toss it away from you.... chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you, and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION! 3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car, kick out the back tail lights

Welp.. I'm Gonna Drive Today
Yep Yep I didn't let on in my last blog what my fears were. Driving is one of them. So no I dont drive. My hubbie is taking me to my old school's parking lot so I can start learning again. Its been 4 years since the last time. I dont know why it stopped, wish it didn't. So I advise all to get off the roads and sidewalks ;) just kidding. I'm not ready to go on the road yet. So any encouragment?? lol Scared shitless right now ...bahhhh Hey Hey You You! You all Fu-king Rawk!! haha.. sorry avril lavigne song stuck in my head..

Burning Inside
you are as beautiful as the sky, i sit and wonder why, my heart does yearn, the flames inside do burn, to have you with me, to see what we could be, together as one, being together will be fun, to respect and love, to honor and cherish, never for our love to parish, wanting you with me, i shall get on one knee, to ask you one question, you know what it would be, close your eyes and you will see, i want you with me, our hearts will soar free, intertwinned as one, under the bright sun, the warmth of your touch, would make me happy so much, never will we know unless we try, knowing we will never ask why, knowing the love i have is immense, the ways i show it will be intense, it will be all good, the way it should, you hold my heart, i truely hope we never part.........

This Weeks Winner
Ok I know I haven't done this in like forever, but I just haven't had the time. It sure as hell isn't because I ran out of stupid people. I went to McDonalds yesterday before I went to work. Not my idea of good food, but I was in a hurry. I waited in line behind these two people who were staring at the menu for what seemed like 20 minutes! I'm thinking, "THEY'VE HAD THE SAME FUCKING MENU FOR 500 YEARS! YOU MORONS!" Yet they are not my dumbasses. I finally get to the counter and place my order with the 40 year old man working the register, and he stands there staring at the register blankly. As if he'd never seen one before. I ordered a Big Mac combo meal. Nothing too complicated. Everthing on it. He didn't have to "hold" anything. But yet he was puzzled. I asked him if it was his first day? I just assumed he was new, 'cause you learn about Bg Macs in like the first few seconds of employment. He says to me "no. I've been here for about a year." That just floored me! A YEAR?

12 Pic Rating Only
CLICK ON ANY PIC OF THE ONE BELOW YOU'LL SEE THERE OS ONLY 12 PIX IN THAT ALBUM PLEASE RATE'M ALL ONLY RATING,,,AND LET ME KNOW THAT YOU DID............. HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞®

I Aint Fat And I Aint Jenna Jameson!!!???
If I aint Jenna Jameson.. Dont weight 300lbs with triple q boobs or are big fat and ugly..... Nobody gives a rats ass about me... When ya think ppl are gonna jump onto to something, and dive for it and not one bite.. SLaps me in the face.. Not a good feeling..... But all the rich ppl can spend happy hours 10 times a fuckin day right ???? But cant have fun with my own pimp out or contest of myself....??? I have to be a Dj or have to be some Lord GOd of some stupid underground crew to get anything here???? Dont tell me things and not mean what you say.. BIGGGGGGGGGGG Fuckin Pet peeve of mine..I HATE drama yet once again.... THank God I never asked anyone on here for a fuckin brain or a kidney or a heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I just want to have some fun with people.. And try and get my mind of of how SHITTY and in pain I always feel..I thought posting a my own contest pimping my own self out was cute and funy and funny... I never rant either.... (((((((((Starts to cry)))))))) :( oh wait I k

Update On My Heart Transplant...
Hi y'all! An update on the progress of my heart transplant... Mom drove me to my appointment with the cardiologists at the transplant center in Dallas, today...we were chatty cathies all the way there! We had a good ole mommy/daughter time! In case I hadn't shared with you...my CT Scan of July 8th came back BEAUTY-FULL and all my innerds look good (sorry took so long to update that)! As of July 12th it is officially OFFICIAL that I'm on the heart transplant list! YIPPEEE!!! I think...lol ~ I'm in "Zone 2"...there are four tiers to this...here's how that works, and I'm explaining it in very people friendly words! LOL...: ZONE 1A = These are the most critical folks on the list...they are more than likely in ICU with heavy duty meds waiting for transplant. That also means, they cannot do much of anything, except wait! No working...no stress...no walking...nuttin! ZONE 1B = These folks are next to critical...some are hospitalized also waiting, some are at home waiting. Also heavy

My Rant For The Night.
why is it that when you try to do something that you want to do, a few ppl try and ruin it for you. first they tell you that they will support you no matter what. then a month later they tell you that " your think your better then me" how is it that when you try to get ahead in anything theres that 1 person that claim they care for you. but then turn around and post crap about you in there blog, stash whatever. this is supposted to be a fun site where ppl help each other and not a competition. but to some thats all it is, its like a contest with no real prize at the end. how would you feel if you went to someones page and they were talking smak about you in a round about way and then act as if they are the victim when called out on it????

These Are Some Of The Coolest People I Have Met On The Internet
this is one of my good friends dj slipknot he is one cool f&cking dude DJ Sl1pknot aka dj Megatron~tcr dj~reeses pieces~@ fubar the bound princess she is one awesome chick lol girl can crack me up just with her lil tee hee even when she is having a bad day she trys to make urs better The Bound Princess*TCHB&SBC* HBOFBM~SQUEEKER'S FIANCE~@ fubar this is maiasy she is cool as hell and one of my good friends maiasy~ToRtUrE ChAmBeR bArTeNdeR~@ fubar now this here is dj smokeybear he is one of the coolest dudes on fubar and one f&cking awesome dj along with many others and below him is dj shawbaby his loving fu wifey this 2 are some of my closets friends they some good people to talk to ♫DJ Smokey Bear♫ Kinky & Phantom's CT son 44 ¢¾ 64 CT Bro to Dj Pistol & DJ Jes@ fubar ms shawladie she is awesome a good friend indeed always there for you DJ ShawBaby**No Touchy~* 44 ¢¾ 64**~ TC M~* Sis 2 M,K,J,S,PB, J ,G, D~~TCSBC~*wolfes BG*@ fubar dj wolfe

I'm Not Gonna Be Too Popular After This One, But I Don't Give A Fuck...
THIS BLOG IS NOT FOR SOME PEOPLE...THOSE PEOPLE KNOW WHO YOU ARE...THE REAL PEOPLE ON CT/FUBAR, PLEASE DISREGARD THIS. AS FOR THE HATERS/FAKES/POSERS/LOSERS/DRAMA QUEENS/INSECURE NAIVE SMART-MOUTHED CUNTS...ENJOY :) LET ME TELL YOU SELF-RIGHTEOUS, SCRUTINIZING, PLASTIC SURGERY-GETTING, FAKE, UP-TURNED NOSE, HEAD UP YOUR ASS MOTHERFUCKERS ONE THING: I GREW UP BEING THE FAT, UGLY, INSECURE LITTLE GIRL. I WAS PICKED ON, TALKED ABOUT, MADE FUN OF AND EVERYTHING ELSE YOU CAN IMAGINE. NOW THAT I'VE GROWN INTO MY BODY, APPRECIATE IT, AND I'VE FOUND MYSELF, I'LL BE GODDAMMED IF IT'S GOING TO KEEP HAPPENING. I LOVE MYSELF. MY WEIGHT, MY EYES, MY HAIR, MY NOSE, MY FEET, MY ASS, MY BOOBS, MY E-N-T-I-R-E BODY, AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, FINE...NO ONE SAID YOU HAD TO LOOK AT IT...BUT DO THE WORLD A FAVOR: KEEP YOUR WHINING, BITCHING, PISSING&MOANING, NAIVE, STUCK-UP, AND ALL AROUND UN-WANTED OPINIONS TO YOUR FUCKING SELVES. SAVE THAT HOT AIR COMING OUT OF THAT HOLE IN YOUR FACE FOR SOMEONE WHO

Be Happy For Us.!!!!!
Well this is one blog I never thought I would be writing. Most of you know I have never believed in Fubar marriages (god knows i refused enough of them) and as far as meeting and dating someone on the net forget it. Well it has finally happened, I have met the most wonderful person I could ever dreamed of meeting. Thanks to a mutal friend of ours. We have talked and commented for awhile now and we are now ready to take the next stept. Even after spending all night talking on the phone it's like we have known each other forever..and we have so much in common...(did the 20 questions through email) You all know him as F14Tomcat, he asked me to marry him and yes we will be doing the Fubar marriage, after i talk with a pastor, but it's more then just a net thing, this is our real lives I am talking about. Two people who are in love....another word i didn't think i would use...lol I know there will be a few people pissed and shocked at this, but i had made it clear from the begining i

Dreamin About You
I was cruisin down the road on my bike and it was like i was in a dream...everything was a blurrrrr except thoughts of you. last night was awesome and holding you in my arms while to sun cam up made me feel like this was the way it should be. you smile, your touch, the feel of your body against mine was awesome... ive never felt a woman move like you do, in rythum, so soft and smooth, arching your back at just the right time, putting your hands right there and feeling the fireworks when we exploded.... i dont know how long i rode today but you were with me every mile.... you are a sweet dream baby. xo

It's A...
GIRL!!!! Awwwwwwww... it's a 3D ultrasound.. I'm 6mo. pregnant and she's just the most beautiful thing in the whole wide world.. Can you see the lil nose and lips? awwwww Just thought I'd share this excitement with my friends.. If you don't like it, don't look.

Fascinating
First time doing a blog so not sure if i am doing this right! Here we go. I cannot stand spiders, but I have been very fascinated by this spider that hangs out in the back yard near the door. I watch it almost every night. Very interesting seeing it make its web and kill its prey. Very strange but it does not change my opinion of them just intrigues me!

Nephthys
to one and all I do not normally ask anyone on here for anything..... I participate in as many of your comment contests as I can I've rated 3/4 of all your pics - if not more.... few actually know me - but thats ok.... one of the things about being here is the anonymity.... This person - called herself Nephthys - also Denise Smith - created a page - that appeared absolutely legitimate - targeted me for some twisted sick reason - and proceeded to destoy a friendship that has stood the test of time and patience..... I admit my own hand in part of the "plot" I admit my faults however - the death blow was dealt by her as she proceeded to delete not only her FUBAR page - but her email address as well.... nephthys410@hotmail.com - yeah its a dead email..... I ask that anyone that knows of this person - I know her Friends list was relatively small, but others must have seen her..... I want to find her.... I owe her a payback of ginormous proportions....

I'm Sooo Sad : (
Hey Everyone.. I bought a sticky yesterday and had over 300 viewers to it for a contest I'm in.. but only a small handful decided to actually take a second for me and vote.. i don't need comments, just 1 rate from everyone. I'm doing unbearable in this contest.. Well I hope you decide to help me out. here is the link Well Hope everyone is having a great week.. *Kisses* ~Pole Princess~ P.S If i win I will be posting Full nudes for everyone to see!!

Literal Ramblings
Hi my FuBarlicious Friends! Thought i'd give you a bit more of my ramblings... Well, more of a literal rambling i suppose lol.. But hey, thought this would be a way of getting to know Hunni's interests a bit.. For as long as i can remember i've loved to read, i think that's why im such an internet addict, all that information at my fingertips, just waiting to be soaked up. I suppose i just love the way, when you read, you are magically transported to a far away land, far away from your own reality. My earliest memories of reading just for pleasure, are of Enid Blyton & books like The Magical Faraway Tree & of course the Famous Five books. Ahhh, fond memories. I discovered the Famous Five books at quite a young age, while being looked after by an elderly Great Aunt. She had piles & piles of paperbacks, much to my delight, don't ask me where they came from, i didn't care, what mattered to me was that i was allowed to borrow them, one at a time. My love of books was so gre

Finally
They finally figured out what is wrong with me...i started having really bad pains in my side yeserday..after 8 hours in the er at the hospital in fort worth yesterday they figured it out.....i have inflamed and messed up lymphnodes in my stomach....now we just have to figure out what is causing this and then we will be able to fix it.......but today i feel good and alot better than yesterday. soo yippee now just to find a cure love ya all drew

I Give Up On Relationships!!
Well, nothing seems to work out the way I want when it comes to relationships. Every time I put my heart out there, it gets stomped on. So....time to box it back up and just not let myself get involved anymore. I'll just have fun and not let myself fall anymore.....at least not for a LONG while. Hurts too much, ya know? Who needs it anyway?

Are You Kidding?
A mum you have posted has been removed by the 'fubar' admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of 'fubar'. This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again. HOW THE FUCK WAS ASKING ABOUT TOWING A VAN NSFW OR OFFENSIVE?

I've Been Waiting...(to Ride This Wave)
There are no tricks for you to see, all we have, is you and me. Clear as day or a dark as night, these things we feel i know they are right. What others see, it matters not.... for it is within each other we must take our shot. With an empty cup you say you thirst, so i pour freely my love, my heart fit to burst. Drink it in, soak it up, there is plenty more to fill your cup. This man before you, is more than real.Holding out a hand, will you seal the deal? He understands your pains and fears, and with loving hands will will wipe your tears. I sell you no dreams and promise no jewels, but i ask for this chance to be greater than fools. What we share shall remain as true, as long as you have me... and i have you. Written by: Unique Dream (08/02/2007)

Getting Over Stupid Shit............
I believe that there is a person out there for everyone, everyone but me. People tell me all the time that I am to sweet for my own good. I have had people tell me that they care about me, and have feelings for me, and then...just DROP me like a bad habit. I have had people tell me that they arent the jealous type, but then get mad over a comment someone left on my profile. Does it get any better...or do the idiots still come out of the woodwork just to find me? I guess I am like flypaper for idiots. I have feelings for a person...I am bad to go and tell them how I feel, guess what HUGE mistake...lets just say that will never happen again. From now own I will hide my true feelings...forever. I will never let another person truely know how I feel no matter what the consequences or circumstances...all it does is SCARE them...I guess they get scared because they dont want someone to care about them...not show them that they love them...not open up to them and tell the truth well sorry fro

The Warmup
This is my first (innocent-ish) attempt at soft erotica...with the option to expand on it later if enough feel it's worth expanding upon. It wasn't my best day, but it also hadn't been my worst. I'd been feeling there was something lacking in my life for some time, but couldn't quite put my finger on it. I was driving around aimlessly after I finished my shift, when I noticed that I was near your apartment. I decided to drop by (risky, I know...I should always call first). I knock on your door, and you answer with a smile crossing your face. I apologize for not calling first, giving you our traditional greeting hug. You ask what's up since I never just 'drop by'. I ask you to sit down with me, and I tell you about this untold need as best I can, which isn't a lot. Suddenly, it occurs to me. I ask you if you would cooperate with me in an experiment of sorts. To do that, you would need to remain completely still, and not reciprocate anything unless I say so. The

10 Turnoffs That Make Good Guys & Great Gals Wave Goodbye
I READ THIS ON YAHOO AND I WANTED TO SHARE IT WITH YOU 10 Turnoffs that Make Great Gals Wave Goodbye Most guys know from the get-go whether or not they see potential in a woman. There's that inner voice that tells you this is someone worth pursuing. When the first date ends, you're not even thinking about playing games. You know you want a second date. You wait your standard two days, call to set up that date and get the dreaded voicemail. You leave a heartfelt message, but after three days it becomes clear this great gal is not calling you back. Where did you go wrong? “Were you the only one feeling sparks over lattes?” Were you the only one feeling sparks over lattes? Top 10 turnoffs for women Maybe the answer is to learn the top 10 turnoffs that make great gals wave goodbye. If any of these fictional guys sound like you, it's time to change your approach. Great Gal Turnoff #1: Showboat Sammy Maybe he owns a yacht off the coast of France. Maybe he has a timeshare in the

My Salute Was Deleted Why?
Can someone please tell me - I don't understand??? I'd post the pic if i still had it. Wasn't NSFW, in the least and I included everything required. Does someone really think I'm not Tina Grant??? I'm tempted to close this account...unbelievable. This is the THIRD time, I've had to redo.

Sick And Tired!
I am sick and tired of trying to be a good friend and for the most part going unnoticed Sick of wanting to just crawl under the covers and never get out of bed Sick of working 60-70 hrs a week and STILL living paycheck to paycheck! Sick of never going anywhere because my clothes don't fit and I don't want anyone to see me like this Sick of being a size 16 and my ex husband's new size 0 wife(yes i said zero!) turning up her nose at me at work every damn day Sick of feeling like I have to beg for sex because although I know he loves me, my boyfriend isn't physically attracted to me anymore Sick of sleeping only 3 hrs at a time because i cant breathe tired of looking like this This was with $100 hair and makeup job too!SO pitiful! when i used to look like this I dont mean for this to sound like a big pity party(well maybe just a little) but i wanted to explain why I have been moody lately and not so talkative.Ill probably lose a lot of fans and/or friends over this a

Where Are You Now?
when i was born you were there. when i almost died as a baby you were there. when i watched my first football game you were there. when i got my first bike and learned to ride you were there. when i hit my first home run you were there. when i pitched my first no hitter you were there. when i scored my first basket you were there. when i drove my first nail you were there. when i drove for the first time you were there. when i got my first ticket you were there. when i woke up at 16 you were gone. when i had my first kid you were gone. when i graduated high school you were gone. when i needed you the most you were gone. you never told me bye you just left. you never tell me when youre gonna be around. you never call you never write you never care. you taught me the one thing that a person should never learn that when you love someone they leave. you taught me to not trust and to keep my heart closed. you taught me that when im down i have to pick myself up cause im t

Thats Y I Love Her(dedicated 2 My Soulmate Victoria I Love U Babygirl)
She's changed my life 4 the better and thats y I love her.She's been there 4 me always and thats y I love her.When im without her my heart feels empty and thats y I love her.When i hear her voice i get goose bumps and thats y I love her.When i sleep i dream of her and thats y I love her.I cant get her out of my head and thats y I love her.I will change my life 4 her and thats y I love her.I've been waiting 4 her my whole life and thats y I love her.If she hurts My heart hurts and thats y I love her.I cant see ne1 else in my life and thats y I love her.When im with her nothing else matters and thats y I love her.We have always been soulmates and thats y I love her.She laughs at my dumb jokes and thats y I love her.She wont let me fail and thats y I love her.But most of all SHE LOVES ME AND THATS Y I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HER!!

Hrmmm
A question what is opinion on cheating, what does one have to do for it to be considered cheating....examples, kissing, oral sex, cyber sex etc...Please post your opinion. Inquiring minds would like to know... Thanks

Volunteers For A New Website
Hello everyone! :D I will be opening up a website this month for people that are into the 40's, 50's, genre type of era. It will be a place for people that are into Rockabilly, Psychobilly, surf, punk, and so on.... I will probably have it up this month but not all the features will be up and working and I will be working on it and add stuff to it as time goes by. Till then it will be a place for people with the same styles and tastes to hang out and meet one another. since most people are so use to myspace it will have a myspace look to it and you will be able to import your myspace layouts to it. Here is where you come in: I will need people to test the site out and tell me what you think I should add to it to make it different. I will need people to tell me what works for them on there and what does not. any bugs,? then let me know and I will try to have them fixed when I get a programmer. I want to make the site as user friendly as I could. together we

My Future Wife
Traces of Lace- A new love comes calling@ fubar She has been my dearest online friend since I joined this site. She is the lace to my leather. Our love has grown consistently and this morning she accepted my proposal on the phone. The best is yet to come.

For The Women
I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a jerk I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new m

Making Love
Recently I was asked how I would like to be made love to? This is my answer: I want a man to look me in the eyes and brush the hair from my face. Place his hand on my check as he leans in for a kiss. I want this kiss to make my knees weak and my heart race. Then I want him to run his fingers down my arm as he reaches for my hand, placing my arms above my head as he is kissing my neck, and moving over my breast. Slowly working his way to remove my shirt. Once the shirt is off he pays special attention to my breast, using his tongue to to trace my bra. With one hand he undoes the snap and moves the strap of my shoulder, followed by more kissing. Once all clothing is off he leans me up on the wall and starts to kiss his way lower, placing one leg over his shoulder he moves his tongue over my clit bringing me close to orgasm. Moving to the bed where he will lay me down and crave my body and touch. Wanting to make love to me like it was the last time in his life that he would ever be

Genie
A Husband takes his wife to play her first game of golf.....Of course, the wife promptly whacked her first shot right through the window of the biggest house adjacent to the course. The husband cringed, "I warned you to be careful! Now we'll have to go up there, find the owner, apologize and see how much your lousy drive is going to cost us." So the couple walked up to the house and knocked on the door. A warm voice said, "Come on in." When they opened the door they saw the damage that was done: glass was all over the place, and a broken antique bottle was lying on its side near the broken window. A man reclining on the couch asked, "Are you the people that broke my window?" "Uh...yeah, sir. We're sure sorry about that," the husband replied. "Oh, no apology is necessary. Actually I want to thank you... You see, I'm a genie , and I've been trapped in that bottle for a thousand years. Now that you've released me, I'm allowed to grant three wishes. I'll give you each

Here I Go Again
Well...10 years of being cancer free.....and my Dr. told me today that it has come back. I don't know how to deal with it again. I've been sick for a long time now....and..well...if I don't see much of you guys on here it's because I am trying to deal with this. I don't know how to tell my daughter or my family. Send up lots of prayers for me...cause I need them. Love you all, Carol....Mischief

Eye's... What Color Are Yours??
Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. i

I'm That Girl.....
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive restaurant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.. I'm the girl w

An Apology Regarding A Previous Blog!
I need to set the story straight about a blog I published on fubar last night. I was angry and upset and I had not waited to get the answers I was looking for regarding the situation in question. I posted a blog regarding The Extreme X Lounge, a place I frequented quite often. The members and the staff were so much fun and had come to be my friends. I've spent many a night in there laughing and enjoying myself. Anyways, I didn't mention names but I did call a person from the lounge a player and I need to retract this statement. Beyond my better judgement I spoke to soon and slandered this person due to false information received by other members of fubar. For this I extend my deepest apologies to all the members and staff of Extreme X. I'm also sorry to the people that were involved in this outside of the situation. I hope you will forgive me and continue to give The Extreme X lounge your support as I know I will again in the near future! Thanks so much, Jackie

What Sin Do You Commit Most?
You scored as Lust, How sexy...Your sin is LUST! Everyone around you thinks your some kinda slut/manwhore. Your mind maybe attracted to things not fit for virgin ears. Though sometimes you just cant help it, it happens to rear its head every now and then, and some people are attracted to that of the same sin. Then again....maybe you just want to have some fun with someone you...well...just dont know!Lust60% Pride50% Envy30% Gluttony20% Greed10% Anger10% Sloth0% What SIN Do You Commit Most?created with QuizFarm.com

Shooter On The Road Again.
To my friends: After a 3.5 year layoff, during which I chose to work private security, The Shooter is going back in the big trucks and back on the road. I will be running a 9 state area, to include TX,NM,OK,AR,LA,MS,AL,GA and FL panhandle. To my friends, if you are interested in getting together for a cup of coffee or glass of tea and meeting in person please let me know. Leave a pvt message for me here, which I will check when I can, and I will get back to you. Hope everyone prospers and fares well. Shooter :D

Busted!
You told me you were going to go out with your friends, so I have the whole night to myself. I was rather looking forward to it. I lit some candles and got a glass of Asti. Started a bubble bath. I letting the water run a little bit on my clit. I have always loved that feeling. I sat back in the bath tub and just relaxed. Tonight was for me and I was going to enjoy it as much as possible. After relaxing in the bath, I got out and dried myself off. Rub some lotion on my body, playing with my breast and nipples a little. Then putting my robe on and went in to the bedroom. I have some music on in the background. It is nice and peaceful. I walk over to that special, private hiding place of mine and pull out a box. No one has ever seen what's in it. I would be way too embarrassing. I take the box and put it on the bed. I take off my robe and lay it on the chair. I climb on the bed and start looking through the box. The box has some vibrators, dildos and other sex toys

Colour Me Careless
COLOUR ME CARELESS WITH YOUR ARTIST'S TOUCH IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER TO ME ALL THAT MUCH DRESS ME ARRANGE ME PUT ME ON DISPLAY IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER I WAS MADE THIS WAY ~ COLOUR ME CARELESS WITH YOUR ARTIST'S FLAIR IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER I DON'T CARE PAINT ME DESIGN ME PRESENT ME ON STAGE IT DOESN'T REALLY MATTER MY BODY'S A CAGE

For As Long As We Both Shall Live
love is like a soft summers breeze, softly blowing through the leaves on a tree, leaving you and coming to me, with style and grace, you make my heart race, sending my soul to a special place, tender and true, that is definitely you, you opened my eyes to see, i hope you dont flee, when i get down on one knee, to ask if you would marry me, two hearts ti intertwine, like a fine wine, knowing you will be mine, everything will be fine, to have and to hold, i love you is what you will be told, to the end of time, you as my wife, would fullfill my life, to know you are there, to hear me call you dear, our lives to share, you are for me, now you must see, the love i can give, for as long as we both shall live.........

This Weekend Was Amazing
Well, we finally did it. My G/F that I met on here, and I finally were able to get together this weekend. It was absolutely amazing. We spent less than 48 hours together, but we did a lot in those 48 hours. We got some new tat's (pics to come on our profiles) - one of which we both got together. It's the Chinese symbol for LOVE. We both had it put on the back of our necks. She got her nose pierced (looks GREAT!). We had a romantic dinner together last night. We talked for hours all weekend (like we have every day since the day we met). And, of course lots of mind-blowing sex. OMG, it was abso-fucking-lutely amazing. We have known we were compatible since the beginning, but you have no idea the depth with which compatability can be taken. I didn't think it humanly possible, but it is. If there is such a thing as perfection between two people, I have most certainly found it in my soulmate Michelle 'WICKED REDHEAD'. I love you Michelle, Michael

A Favor For Your Prayers
My Grandmother has been in the hospital for over a month now from a stroke. She was in the hospital in the beginning of the year, got out, went to rehab, went home and was doing well, until she had the stroke about a month ago. She became critical this past Sunday morning and is not looking too good. My family and I are keeping hope alive and trying to do all that we can. We're Catholic and so we're strong believers in the power of prayer. Although some of you may not be religious, I ask that you please keep my family in your prayers and/or thoughts during this tough time. I know you don't know me or my family, but it will be greatly appreciated. If not, thank you for at least taking the time to read this. ♥ Lucy

Protect Isis From Panajack
I am calling for help. Panajack is telling some horrible things about Isis. He is posting pictures up that are not her and releasing personal information about her. If you knew Isis at all you know that she was a very private person and this would have hurt her deeply. Please help me. All I am trying to do is keep Isis' name pure. She was a caring and wonderful woman who does not deserve this. She has not been gone for even 24 hours and the rumors and tall tales being passed around about her are just heartbreaking. I am begging for help. Please help me in protecting her name against the horrible things Panajack a.k.a Erik Anderson is spreading about her.

Good Morning
Good morning bombers....We are bombing JeremyP today. Also, if you ever wonder what or who we are bombing, go to the family page blog folder, at the bottom of the box click on SEE ALL and find the folder that says "Family call out" or also "Members contest pics & links"...I usually post them in the daily blog also but they will always be in the other 2 folders. I have been getting alot of requests for membership where thankfully they are beng honest on thier friend request pretty much saying they need help in a contest. I am not approving those for the very reason- once they join they expect instant help- they are not reading the READ BEFORE YOU JOIN BLOG which let's them know they need to be a member for 10 days and bomb other members b4 asking for help for themselves...and when they don't get the help they seek, they get mad and quit anyway. So I send them a message letting them know to re-request to join once thier contest is over. For one, if they are in thier own contest during

Im Having My Baby!!!
I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU GUYS KNOW THAT I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL THE LAST 24 HOURS BECAUSE I AM IN THE BEGINNING STAGES OF LABOR. THEY LET ME COME HOME FOR A LITTLE WHILE, BUT IM NOT SURE HOW LONG. PLEASE STOP BY MY PAGE AND LEAVE SOME LOVE MY BABY IS 4 WEEKS AND A FEW DAYS EARLY SO IM NOT SURE HOW LONG WE WILL HAVE TO STAY IN THE HOSPITAL SO PLEASE PRAY FOR US. I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO LEVEL TO 24 BEFORE I HAVE TO GO BACK IN THE HOSPITAL SEEING AS I DONT KNOW HOW LONG IM GONNA BE GONE LOL. I ONLY NEED 180K,BUT THERE ARE 3 HAPPY HOURS COMMING UP TONIGHT, AND I HAVE POSTED ATLEAST 70 NEW PICS SO PLEASE COME BY MY PAGE AND WISH US WELL AND LEAVE US SOME LOVE! WHILE YOUR THERE PLEASE CHECK TO BE SURE YOU HAVE RATED MY PROFILE AND FANNED ME. THANK U SO MUCH FOR ALL OF THE LOVE. I REALLY APPRECIATE IT.

Can You Imagine? Nsfw
This particular writing is just perfect for those of you that may have had an especially hard day at work today. Enjoy! ---------------------------------------------------- Can you imagine? Can you imagine, a day so long, your mind and body exhausted from the work you toil with. As you step thru my door, carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders, all you desire is for all of it to go away, if just for a moment. The stress of your life bearing down upon you, like a carnivore upon its prey, ready to consume you. You long for rest, for relaxation, your body craves attention, a break. Your mind desires to shut down, and forget everything for a while, to stop its constant whirling of information running here and there. Your head hurts, your feet are sore, and your back is weary, you have pushed yourself to physical limits and beyond, demanded by those that seek the admiration for your hard efforts. Efforts that you deserve recognition for, that you know you will never re

I Need Sex
I have heard this more times than I could shake a stick at. What would possess to think that you need sex? Like it’s fucking oxygen or something. Like not only will you die without it but prior to dying your dick will shrivel up and fall off. News flash, no ones dick has actually shriveled up and fallen off from lack of sex. Wait…... news update… yah still no one’s dick has shriveled up and fallen off from lack of sex. You’ll be ok. You’ll live. No permanent damage will occur from you not having sex for a few months. You will not be reclassified as a virgin. You will not loose your moves. You will not turn into an undesirable geezer. You WILL be ok,..... I promise.

Sex On The Beach
the sand feeling so different than the bed. the water waves tickling us just barely making it above our ankles. we lay there together, my man of my dreams. we laying there kissing hands roaming each other bodies. his lips soft and tender felt so good pressed against mines. i felt as he was untie my bra while he was beginning to nibble on the upper part of my ear. i lay there looking at the stars staring in amazement as i try to hold back the moans i had inside. he took my bra off using his mouth leaving a lil lick right in my clevage. he instantly starts sucking on my already hard nipples. i hold back as long as i can until i let out this moan. his powerful hands massaging my aching back. i regain enough compusure to grab his trunks and pull down far enough for me to grab his dick. i hold the shaft in my hand as i get a good enough grip and start stroking it slowly at first. me speeding up cause him to interupt his lil nibbling fest on my ear. but he instantly just ripped my thong off

Imature People
Is it wrong 2 have a picture of your tattoo on here,cause some dumb ass turned in my primary photo picture I had up and said it was nsfw.You people need 2 grow up you don't like my pictures or profile don't look at it.I could care less at least I have clothes on I am not showing my boobs,ass or pussy and I have no nekkid pictures on profile like more then half these people do so get a life and stop fuckin with people that are trying 2 enjoy fubar.ty

A Small Favor.
Look I'm not being mean or a bitch this is just an FYI. When I get a shout, 99% of the time I won't answer you if say "Hi" "Love your boobs" "Do you have yahoo" "Wanna cam" "You're sexy", etc. Random BS that is said to everyone I don't answer. If you read my profile, it says please only hit me up if you have something interesting or intelligent to say and the above mentioned doesn't get a response. Which of course this blog now answers the other question I always get, "Why don't you talk to me" Now you know why. Anyway I hope everyone's having a great day so far. TGIF!!!

My Mom
i am home from the hosplital. thank you all for ur thoughts and preayers they helped! My mom is doing better and we hope to have her home in the next day or so. This is the 4th time in less than 4 months she has been in there. ty all again! luvs to u all

Real Man
Sometimes I wonder about, all the things I have done to make my lifef complete and whole. But to my surprise I have yet to become the man I want to be, the man I wish to be, the man I desire to be. Most imprtantly the man I know I can be. For it is within our "Temperence" that we must learn to subdue our beastly ways. Make our life more meaningful and treat our ladies with dignity and respect and to make her days more meaningful more appreciated more loved. For our hand is the strength and comfort. And her love for us as pure as a white Dove. Let your emotion and mind run free to express the man you strive to be. See a man takes charge, informs and lays down the laws to his castle, but a real man also knows how and when to say things to avoid the hassle. Because we know there is a limit to what a woman can stand. When we get this formula right we can become a real man. Who can stop a fight with a kiss to ease her fears, not to show rage by violence or, or to her feminini

To My Surprise
To my surprise I was caught up in your eyes, though we just had met we had a night I will never forget. Full of smiles Full of laughter Full of excitement and full of adventure. Your looks are not how I measure your possibility of tranquility standing beside me. Even if it does not become to be you will remain a close friend to me. Now ponder for a monet if you will a night of dancing showing off our skillls, others wonder as we ourselves think of the possibility is this for real?.....There are many who are looking and some that may be surprised. But you attention is soley on me looking deeply into my eyes. Being hypnotized, mesmorized and even fantasize about the moment our lips touch for the first time. Our hearts Beat fast our palms start to sweat but we back away quickly saying no no not yet. Lets remember this moment and freeze it in time, just to say the will be an oppertunity you will become mine. I will cherish the moment I felt the need for you to fall under my sp

Bbw: An Annoying Term
WTH is up with the label "BBW"? I know to a lot of women it is a term that is used symbolize the acceptance of themselves as being beautiful despite their heftier proportions, a show of self-esteem, and a show of defiance to those who deem being a "plus-sized" woman unattractive, but to me it also confirms the general idea that fat women are unattractive. When I first became aware of the term, I thought it was cute. After hearing it time and again and observing society's media and fashion influenced ideas of what beauty is, the term has really begun to annoy me. Don't get me wrong, I feel larger women can be just as sexy (or more so) as the America's Next Top Model wannabees, but to me that term implies that as a rule of thumb large, fat, overweight, chunky, chubby (and any other idioms used to describe a big gal) are generally accepted as being unattractive. Should a big girl happen to actually be attractive, it has to be made clear that despite her size, she breaks the mold of bei

Live And Learn
I'M THE MAN YOU'VE BEEN THINKING OF! WHEN YOU NEED ME, I'M THERE. WHEN YOU LOVE ME, I'M THERE. WHEN YOU CRY, I'M THERE. WHEN YOU DREAM OF ME, I'M THERE! LOVE ME FOR ME! WHAT MAKES ME A BETTER MAN, IS THE FACT THAT I WILL NEVER GIVE UP AND THAT I ALWAYS FIGHT FOR WHAT I WANT NO MATTER WHAT! WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE YOU ARE TO NEVER LET GO! ENJOY EVERY MINUTE THAT YOU TWO HAVE TOGETHER AND SAVOR THE MOMENTS SPENT AS ONE! WHEN YOU FEEL LONELY, CALL A FRIEND! WHEN YOU FEEL SAD, CALL A FRIEND! WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE YOU JUST WANNA CRY, CALL A FRIEND! WHEN YOUR ALL ALONE AND HAVE NOBODY TO TALK TO, LISTEN TO MUSIC AND RELAX THE MIND. EXCAPE FROM THE CYBER WORLD AND SEE WHAT'S AHEAD IN YOUR LIFE. LOVE MEANS MORE THAN JUST A KEYBOARD OR A SCREEN. LOVE OVER POWERS ALL DEEP INSIDE WETHER YOU KNOW IT OR NOT! THIS IS HOW LIFE SHOULD BE.DON'T LIVE IN MISERY FOREVER! GET OVER YOUR ISSUES AND KNOW THAT YOU ARE LOVED BY SOMEONE!

My Pregnancy Update 8-18-07
WELL ALOT HAS HAPPENED SINCE I LAST UPDATED LOL.. I WENT TO MY CHILDBIRTH CLASS LAST TUESDAY AND I WAS WALKING AROUND ON THE HOSPITAL TOUR, AND GOT A HUGE CONTRACTION. THEY TOLD ME TO GO UP AND GET CHECKED SO I DID, AND THEY TOLD ME I WAS HAVING CONTRACTIONS I WAS LIKE DUH I ALREADY KNEW THAT LOL SO THEY GAVE ME MEDS TO STOP IT AND LET ME COME HOME. THEN ON WED, I WENT TO THE DOCTOR AFTER HAVING MORE CONTRACTIONS AND THEY CHECKED ME AND TOLD ME I WAS DIALATING AND SOFT AND KEPT ME FOR A WHILE... ITS ALOT TO TYPE, BUT PRETTY MUCH I HAVE BEEN IN AND OUT OF THE HOSPITAL ALL WEEK LONG... I HAVE CONTRACTIONS, GO IN, AND THEY STOP THEM. I GO HOME... HAVE MORE CONTRACTIONS... GO IN.. THEY STOP THEM AND I GO HOME LOL! THEY NEED TO LET ME JUST GO AHEAD AND HAVE THIS BABY SHES ONLY A MONTH EARLY AND OBVIOUSLY SHE WANTS TO COME OUT LOL. HOPEFULLY SOON THEY WONT STOP THEM ANYMORE. TODAY I WOKE UP SICK. SORE THROAT, CONGESTED, RUNNY NOSE, FEVER.. THE WORKS, AND IT REALLY SUCKS. I HOPE IM NOT SICK W

Perjury
Subject: Two Elderly Friends Two Elderly Friends Two elderly friends, Larry and Ken, met in the park every day to feed the pigeons, watch the squirrels and discuss world problems. One day Larry didn't show up. Ken didn't think much about it and figured maybe he had a cold or something. But after Larry hadn't shown up for a week or so, Ken really got worried. However, since the only time they ever got together was at the park, Ken didn't know where Larry lived, so he was unable to find out what had happened to him. A month had passed, and Ken figured he had seen the last of Larry, but one day, Ken approached the park and -- lo and behold -- there sat Larry! Ken was very excited and happy to see him and told him so. Then he said, "For crying out loud Larry, what in the world happened to you?" Larry replied, "I have been in jail." "Jail?" cried Ken. "What in the world for ?" "Well," Larry said, "you know Sue, that cute little blonde waitress at the coffee shop

Writing
A LOVE STORY.//as writ by me..copyright 2007 I GAZED ACROSS THE OCEAN IN YOUR DIRECTION, AND A SMILE CAME UPON MY FACE. I REMEMBERD THE THINGS YOU SAID TO ME AND WAS SUDDENLY AT EASE AS MY SPIRIT LEFT IN ASTROPROJECTION, FLOATING TOWARD THE WESTERN SHORES. THEN AT ONCE, IT STOPPED. IT HOVERED JUST SHY OF GOING ASHORE. MY HEART RACED WILDLY, WILLFULLY, WOEFULLY REALIZING THAT THIS WAS ONLY A DREAM. A DREAM THAT ONLY MY SPIRIT CAN INDULGE. A DREAM NOT LOST NOR WAIVERING, BUT WAINING EVER EASTWARD, UNTIL MY SPIRIT RETURNS TO ME, AND WAKES FOR THE DESIRE TO RETURN ONCE AGAIN TO THOSE WESTERN SHORES.

Usa Flag Rules...
How to Display the AMERICAN Flag http://www.ushistory.org/betsy 1. When the flag is displayed over the middle of the street, it should be suspended vertically with the union to the north in an east and west street or to the east in a north and south street. 2. The flag of the United States of America, when it is displayed with another flag against a wall from crossed staffs, should be on the right, the flag's own right [that means the viewer's left --Webmaster], and its staff should be in front of the staff of the other flag. 3. The flag, when flown at half-staff, should be first hoisted to the peak for an instant and then lowered to the half-staff position. The flag should be again raised to the peak before it is lowered for the day. By "half-staff" is meant lowering the flag to one-half the distance between the top and bottom of the staff. Crepe streamers may be affixed to spear heads or flagstaffs in a parade only by order of the President of the United States. 4. Whe

Learn To Read!!
This just goes to prove people don't read profiles. Read from bottom up. He sent me an add request, I rejected it. He sent me a rose & then asked how I was & if I got his friend's request. Freaking pathetic. jason11217...: well its nice to see ur happy married jason11217...: sorry jason11217...: i'm sorry, i'm kinda busy tonight so no, i didnt actually get to read ur profile yet ->jason11217...: wow do you just go & add people without even taking the time to read their profile? jason11217...: got a man? ->jason11217...: 26 jason11217...: how old are you?

I Can't Mumm
Tomorrow is my birthday and my freind (and singer in the band) calls to ask me out to lunch. We had a good time but really miss being together. I think she wants me to come back. I am not sure, but I do know now that I do want to go back. I really miss everyone. Here is the deal though. If I go back I have to give up a lot of things. I won't be able to play on this site, I won't be able to drinnk or smoke pot, I won't be able to have sex. Now for the Mumm. What should I do, play or not? Please comment

Not For Points
I'm very bummed out today...not even sure why I signed in.......I found out one of my best friends is dying. She is 43 yrs old. She has lung cancer....and its just breaking my heart. We had an argument a few years ago and we didn't speak.... she found my profile on myspace and told me she wanted to leave this world on good terms and put the past behind her. Of course I agreed and was so happy to have her back in my life again. She will never see her children grow up......Sorry...I guess it helps writing this down.......and no its not for points......just my feelings!

Passion Or Rage
I open my front door Alarmed at the sounds Coming from upstairs I walk slowly and quietly Moving through the house I reach my study room Opening the top drawer Of the cherry oak desk My polished chrome 45 shines I have only one thought in mind Briskly walking up the steps Opening the bedroom door unnoticed My eyes are trained on her Her naked back to me The moans and groans invoke my rage His body stiffens with readiness Her back arches with pleasure As I stand there and watch My emotions are high My blood is boiling over My eyes are fixed on my targets He sees me first Pushing her aside Terror is heard in her screams My right arm raises My index finger squeezes Bang Bang Bang Bang Bang Bang Bang He is a bloody mess Her screams are no longer heard What have I done........ Bang

My Mood
If anyone cares as to why I am in a bad mood (which I highly doubt) yesterday I got into an argument with a friend and I snapped to the point where I shoved her and stepped on her foot at the same time. Instantaneously I had flashbacks of all the times I was abused by my father as a child and I got this fear that I am turning into him. He abused me from the time I was 5 until I was about 14, and from there when he stopped abusing me I started cutting myself as my way of dealing with stress. Now I have reached the point where I just want to crawl into a hole and die because I am afraid that if I reacted the way I did to just a friend, I will do the same if not worse to my wife. She doesn't deserve that nor does anyone else, and I don't want to put anyone thru that. I have been nothing but a pain in the ass to everyone I have met and everyone would be better off if I were dead.

2 Young & Dumb
this chick really doesnt have a clue Brazy031: ALWAYS! ->Lexi&heart...: ok well do wat ya wanna do do, I personally DGAF, good luck, use protection Brazy031: u think? i prolly i aint gonna do nuttin wit him jus want my ex to think that ->Lexi&heart...: nah, his brother just wants to fuck ya hun Brazy031: oh well fuck it IDC anymore I been wit that dumb ass since I was 16 an i kno his brother cares about me so fuck it ->Lexi&heart...: well I hope not, thats a lil trashy Brazy031: I aint fucmin him.....yet ->Lexi&heart...: LMAO!! Brazy031: word up yo...he been outta my house since sunday an his brother done moved in ->Lexi&heart...: yeah, ok Brazy031: trust me no it aint I only did dat mumm to prove to his dumb ass I have already got rid of him ->Lexi&heart...: well its true Brazy031: fuck yo comment

Health
so my ex is all lovey-dovey with this moron who thinks the health care system in America is the best in the world... i dont get it... i dont see how people can look at systems that work like the one in France, then look at ours and call ours better... i mean think about it... France has a lower infant mortality rate, a higher life expectancy and their health care is free... and no, their tax rate isnt killing the middle class either... gee... whats wrong with the US that we cant do that? oh yeah, health care is a business here... its better for HMOs like Kaiser and pharmaceutical companies like Wyeth can make their profits than Americans to be able to afford health care... oh, did i mention that this idiot works in an ER... maybe thats why hes in favor of the system? yeah, shes gonna be all bitch about me calling him an idiot and a moron, but shes from a country with a socialized health care system that works.. she should understand

Just Dont Care
Dont tell me you love me, i just dont care.. dont tell me im special and you will always be there. dont tell me your lies..i wont believe what you say. Im tired of games day after day.. Dont tell me you love me.. because its just not true. I know better now about the things you do. so leave me alone and just go away.. I have no need for your games today.. Dont tell me you love me, It just gets old.. My name is SILVERTHORN,and im STONE COLD..... Silverthorn 68-8-23-07

I Was Just Thinking....
i know a scary thought....but I was considering holding a contest for best smile(since I have a mouth obsession), and the winner would get a three day blast... the judging would be rates only, and last 2 weeks.... I need to know some opinions on this and see who would be interested in participating...

Pretty Tied Up
We come home after the movies, the teasing we inflicted on each other while we tried to watch the movie was fantastic in the worst way. I could smell your scent in the car all the way home. I know for a fact you are soaked between your legs. You walk in the door and I follow you, the door closes behind me, I barely have it locked before you spin me around and push me against the door and kissing me deeply and passionately, ripping at my clothes to get them off. I hoist you up off the ground and your legs lock around me as I walk to the bedroom. I gently lay you on the bed and you break our kiss to whisper in my ear “Let me up, I will be RIGHT back.” I do as you ask, while you are gone, I finish removing the rest of my clothes, you return and I lay on my side, my head propped up on my hand, my other, at full attention from the ravaging you just inflicted on me. From behind your back, you reveal two silk wraps and a blindfold. I smile excitedly as you throw them at me. My look goes from

You Got Some Stupid On Your Face.
You people that get pissy over 9 and below ratings are unbelievably childish. Lame beyond words. Who gives a shit!? Is your online life THAT important to you? First off, you shouldn't have an "online life". How about a real life. Secondly, unplug your computer and go outside amongst the three dimensional people. Breathe in some oxygen, get a damn hobby. Getting upset over 00011100011101001010100110 is beyond ignorant. Do you realize that? You're getting upset over 1010101000010101010011110010101!!! Do you fuckin get that!? Oh boo fuckin who, a stranger you've never met or seen gave you a rating of 2. Someone you've never met and will NEVER meet. If other people's opinons of you matter that much, you need to grow the hell up. Unfortunately, people are entitled to their opinions and not everyone is gonna think you're so hot or so this or that. This site is for adults and I have yet to see one. Grown ass folks throwing themselves on the floor, having a fit and bitching about the dumbe

Hrmm
I hear the shower shut off just as I finish preparing, the candles are lit and flickering, just need to hit play for the music. You walk out of the bathroom, a towel wrapped around you and your damp hair hanging over one shoulder as you use another towel to dry it. You walk into the bedroom to find me standing there waiting your arrival, all I wear is pajama bottoms. The ballads playing softly, candles flickering, I wrap my arms around you and kiss you deeply as we say to the music. You unwrap your towel and it falls to the floor, exposing your slender body, you press yourself against me as we continue to sway with the music. Your soft skin sending tingles through me, your scent I breathe in to the very depths of my core, this is a very special night. We work our way to the bed, continuing to kiss passionately, not frenzied or lustfully but, in a passionate loving way. We lay on the bed, our lips never parting; your arms wrapped around me, the candles continue to flicker as the music

Growing Up
MY PRINCESS STARTS MIDDLE SCHOOL MONDAY ,AND I'M VERY NERVOUS FOR HER, IM SUPPOSE TO JUST DROP HER OFF IN THE FRONT OF THE SCHOOL WITH ANY TEACHER STANDING OUTSIDE THEY TOLD ME ON THE PHONE YESTERDAY.IM FEELING OLD, AND I HOPE ALL GOES WELL FOR HER.ILL ACCEPT ANY ADVISE ...........LOL

Pics
Apparently, someone has taken some of my pics and started using them on another site. I know there is that chance when you post things online. Therefore I am removing all my pics and possibly just shutting the whole thing down. I appreciate the friends I've made here and wish you all the best. I will leave this up for a couple of days. Thanks.

Minor Fender Bender
WELL, FIRST OFF I WANT TO THANK MY FRIEND TOM FOR POSTING THE LAST BLOG SINCE I COULD NOT GET ONLINE........UNFORTUNATELY, I WAS IN A MINOR CAR ACCIDENT FRIDAY AFTERNOON. TO BE QUITE HONEST, I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED EXCEPT WE WERE REAR ENDED.....MY NECK WENT FORWARD AND BACK AND MY SODA SPILLED ALL OVER MY LAP WHILE I HEARD A HUGE BANG AND FELT THE IMPACT. MY CO-WORKER GETS OUT OF HIS CAR, STARTS CURSING UP A STORM AND DOESN'T EVEN ASK IF I'M ALRIGHT. I GET OUT, WALK OVER TO ALL THE PEOPLE STANDING ON THE SIDEWALK AND SEE THAT THE WOMAN WHO HIT US, HAS A CHILD AND IS CRYING HYSTERICALLY.......SO I GO OVER TO MY CO-WORKER AND TELL HIM HE HAS GOT TO CALM DOWN AND STOP ALL THE CURSING AND YELLING, BECAUSE THIS WOMAN HAS A BABY. HE GETS RIGHT IN MY FACE, CURSES AT ME AND TELLS ME NOT TO TALK TO HIM THE WAY I AM AND THAT I DON'T KNOW HIM. SO I WALK AWAY AND GO OVER TO THE WOMAN AND HER BABY.......EVERYONE IS ASKING IF ANYONE WAS HURT AND I SAY THAT I DON'T THINK SO. THEY

Laying It On The Line!!
I wasn't sure where to put this particular blog, but finally decided it is an aspect of energy and this knowledge is so very necessary!! This blog is being generated due to a mumm that surfaced this afternoon: Girls: Meaningless sex?? I did give the short response, but I feel this needs a much longer treatment. So here goes! First, a general bit of information! We are ALL OF US energetically connected, right here, right now. The baseline connection appears to be pretty mild, but a connection it is! I found this out the usual way, I stumbled across it and then experimented, lmao! I commented once to my best friend Stacey that I felt I was bloody connected to everyone. She was horrified and said I shouldn't even speak that into existence, lol. Well, it made me think! I started sending out energetic "feelers", just to see if there was a connection, with everyone. Lo, and Behold!!! There was always just that mild twitch at my energy sensing system. I was connected to all - a mild co

The Rating System
I've noticed over the little bit of time of hanging out here that everyone either rates u a 10 or nothing at all. Not that i mind all the tens, but what i want to know is why? Its almost like people are afraid to be honest. Who's really gonna be upset if they get rated an 8? I found out the hard way that when u rate a certain woman (don't remember her name) a 4, she gets upset. *She was nasty looking* So i don't do it any more. However, I'm wondering what u guys think about that. I'm seriously debating about revamping my standards and just rating everyone who is above a six just what i say they are. Drop me some comments and let me know what u think.

Roses Are Red
roses are red, smiles are true, as my wonderful and true friend, i am glad to have you, you are all beautiful and you are all sweet, knowing you all will be such a treat, kind words will fill our heart, even if we some times part, my friendship is unconditional and true, a friendship meant for all of you, we may talk week to week, or day by day, what ever we talk in that way, as a friend i will stay, be hear for when your sad, a friend to bitch at when you are mad, things dont bother me the way they used to, because now my heart is true, things come and go each and every day, some things you dont want to say, for a real friend is hard to find, they are the ones who are always kind, greet you when your sad or mad, help you out of trouble when you are bad, to walk with you through hells fire, if that is your desire, this friend shall never tire, things may seem to be too much, helpless and hurting and such, a true friends heart is easy to touch, so to all my

Lies
I sit here and wonder why people feel they have to lie to others about things. Is it because they have nothing better to do? Do they get kicks making people feel like shit? I been led on by a story of sorts, and today was the day things were supposed to happened. But as par for the course in my life it must have all been a lie. This person had my hopes up that I might have a chance at life, only to not show up, not answer their phone or text messages and leave me hanging. With all the things in my life right now this of all things I did not need nor can handle. I honestly dont know if I will survive this or not it just might be the thing that pushes me over the edge finally. I sit here and wonder what have I done so bad to deserve this life and realize more and more I dont even want my life anymore. I just cant deal with the pain of it anymore.

My Sister
Free Graphics & Comments Codes well its been 4 yrs ago i lost my youngest sister in a car wreck she was hit head on by another truck basicly killed her on the spot threw my neice from the car still strapped in her car seat broke a few of her bones and she had road rash and she survived my nephew was still in the car in his car seat with burns on his face from hitting the seat so hard like carpet burn... and he made it out alive as well... i really am sad today because i lost some one i really love ... and today is the day i lost my 2 month old baby cousin 18 yrs ago to sids... and now one of my grandpas is dying of lung cancer and i find out today that he is on stuff to try and ease his pain he may not make it threw the day so be happy that your alive and well and know your loved... because every lil second counts.... it may be your last you never know ....

Depressing, Dont Read If In Good Mood.
John - Wanna go out for beers after my sisters wedding crap? Brad - naw not today. Not feeling great last 2 days. John - Ok bro, let me know, need to hit the padio soon. Brad. - You bought last time, my turn... Above isnt quoted, but was a MSN convo from last night. At 5:12pm today. A really great friend, and golfing buddy died. 25 fucking years old............... I just had beers with him on the weekend. He was in perfect health. Walked the golf course. And came to join me for a few beers at our favorite watering hole D'arbys. Yesterday he learned he had congestive pneumonia. Today he died. :( I am crying. And i'm pissed off at the world. Two things i have never done until about two weeks ago. This is the second BIG death in 10 days for me. Keith (ex's dad) lead a full and happy life which i thought was cut short. But Brad? 25? Who is in charge of this? And where do i kick their ass? Fuck god, Fuck the church. I've had it. Sorry, my last two b

A Story I Wrote For Someone
This is the expanded, cleaned up version. If you want to read the original, you'll have to ask Clay if he still has it, I don't think I do. I am imagining you restraining me, blindfolding me. Not knowing what you are about to do... where you are about to do it... what you are about to do it with. You teasing me, making me want you, crave you. You tease me with you lips. Soft kisses, open mouth... I feel your hot breath and it's making me want you more. You push me down gently, laying me down with my belly on the floor and my hands above my head. I hear you close to my hands, then I feel your fingertips at my wrists. The touch is like a whisper and I shiver. I inhale slowly as your run your fingers down the inside of my arms and around my shoulders and back to my wrists. I try to relax and exhale... I hear you move again and now you are at my feet. A soft touch at the tips of my toes, not too light so that it tickles. You run your fingers up the bottom of my feet u

Prayers
I don't ask for help, it's not a part of who I am. I am very much a do it myself kind of person, and I always have been. Today I am swallowing my pride and asking for help from anyone and everyone who reads this blog, and anyone they can pass it on to. I need prayers, and lots of them. If you look in my default folder there is a picture of a beautiful little girl. She's my baby. She is 4 years old, and her name is Sierra-Grace. She has had medical issues since she was born, and the blow we got today is that she may have Leukemia. I think those have to be the scariest words a parent can ever get. "Your daughter may have cancer." My heart stopped, and my throat closed with emotion. I am totally lost in this uncertainty, and don't know if I am coming or going. Please pray. You don't have to rate me, fan me, add me, I don't care, the only thing I want is your prayers, and lots of them. Thank you.

Non Fixed Mortgages
Well.. i know im going to get it for this. But.. IF one doesnt bother to get educated about the your home buying process then too bad. If you cant balance your budget and cant live with in your means... Why should government be involved? Think im too harsh? How do you feel about it?

Wide Open Web And Where I Have Been
I used to have an ISP called sigecom and recently a company out of colorado springs bought them out. They are called WIDE OPEN WEB or WOW. They started last friday to upgrade servers and the routing within the server structure from servers to hubs to links and all. My problem was that they waited until the first week of school to do this and had no clue how to even figure out how to fix the problem. It wasn't until last night when I spoke with a tech support individual and told them it was the same issue as when they upgraded to dhcp from static ip's. This finally one week later let them know that they simply needed to upgrade the modems firmware but did not consider the fact that the user cant do this on their end and that they should have done this before doing the rest of things. I am still pissed and soon to change ISP's and go with something faster and more stable. While I was gone I see that I have only received about 5 people showing me love. I guess it shows me

For The Boys
I love cock, big ones, small ones, hard ones, soft ones and in between. Each one is a challenge I guess you could say that my hobby is giving head. I'm 20 years old and I've tasted the seed of at least 30 men and I've never had one who didn't leave satisfies. My big secret is technique. I use my mouth, not my hands to bring a guy off. It's harder that way, but the appreciative grunts when a big, hard prick begins to twitch in my mouth and spit hot seed against the back of my throat is worth the extra effort. I like to start while the cock is still soft. I will lay it in the palm of my hand and stroke it gently as though it is a small animal. As the guy's cock swells in my hand, my pussy begins to quiver and the crotch of my panties dampens. When he is good and stiff, I lean down and flick my tongue against the sensitive area just below the tip. More than once, I’ve had guys shoot off all over my face at that point. I don't complain, but instead, I grab the shaft and try

Time To Clean Out The Friends List
WELL GUYS ITS TIME TO CLEAN OUT THE FRIENDS LIST IM GETTING RID OF ALL THOSE WHO WANT TO RATE NOTHING BUT MY NSFW I DONT MIND PUTTING THEM UP THERE FOR YOU GUYS TO SEE AND RATE AND COMMENT BUT I GET NO POINTS FOR NSFW AND ALL I ASK IS YOU RATE THE OTHER PICS TO THIS ALSO GOES OUT TO THE FRIENDS I HAVENT SEEN HIT MY PAGE IN A VERY LONG TIME SO IF YOU WANT TO STAY AND HAVENT RATED MY PICS TODAY IS THE DAY TO DO THAT IF YOU HAVE RATED MY PG SEND ME A FUBAR Mail and i will keep you and trust me i will know the names of those who have rated and comment on me since most of them are in my family list so in all if you want to stay my friend then do what needs to be done to stay

Stuff I Noticed Or Learned
Well, I have been hanging around here for almost a month now, and yes, I know I have been a member for almost 2, but let's not get hung up on technicalities. I have been watching a lot, yeah, I have participated in some stuff as well. I have come to the realization that just because you are over 18, it does not mean you are grown up. There is a lot drama that I haven't seen since high school. I've also seen a lot of people who just don't seem to understand that there is a lot to be seen from a name, especially when it is what scrolls across the top. I know, you can have any name you want, and do what you want, but if you got a name like spank me hard, don't get upset if someone wants to talk about sex with you. On the flip side, just because someone is online, does not mean that they want to have cyber sex or even talk about it. Does it happen? Yes. Does it happen often, I don't know. If you have NSFW pictures up, it does not mean I want to see them. There are not tha

Cleaning My Lists
This is to let all my friends know... I will be going through my friends & family list today. Some people will be deleted & more than likely all family removed. Please do not freak out if you notice you are not in my family any more. Give me time to clean my friends list and re-add family please. Also, sorry I have not been making my normal comment rounds to you all. I do so love doing that too... but the opacity has made it a lil bit difficult for me even though i do not have a really slow computer or slow graphics card... that & I have been preoccupied too lately & busy. I do apologize for that and hope things get back to normal soon :) I love my friends & those who I feel are truly my friends I really do try to show that. Thank you all, KDM

The Problem With Being Divorced...
dawndee: i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed a boy@ -Lo: how cooooooooooooooome dawndee: i neeeeed help!!! dawndee: there is a dead mouse in the pool filter! dawndee: he has no hair! dawndee: i can't gert him hout!! dawndee: heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee dawndee: i tried! dawndee: i did dawndee: i really did dawndee: but he is so gross -Lo: eeeeeeeeeeeeeew -Lo: ew -Lo: ew -Lo: ew dawndee: and hairless -Lo: ew dawndee: and -Lo: ew -Lo: ew -Lo: e -Lo: we -Lo: weww -Lo: eeeeeeeew -Lo: ew -Lo: ew dawndee: he moves when i try to scoop him -Lo: ewwwwwwww -Lo: wwwwwwwwwww -Lo: ewwwwww -Lo: hes aliveeeeeeee? dawndee: i neeeeeeeeeeeeeed heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp -Lo: he aliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiveeeeeeeeeeeee? dawndee: no! dawndee: he is deadddddddddd -Lo: ewwwwwwwwwwww -Lo: wwwwwwwww -Lo: w -Lo: ww -Lo: wwwwww dawndee: and all of his hair is oooooooooooooffffffffffffffffffffffffffff -Lo: eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeew -Lo: eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Quote For September 1
The Edge... there is no honest way to explain it because the only people who really know where it is are the ones who have gone over. -- Hunter S. Thompson Bonus Quote: The wonderful world of home appliances now makes it possible to cook indoors with charcoal and outdoors with gas -- Bill Vaughn

Curious!!!! Please Read Nad Let Me Know What You Think!!! Please
So 3000 friends on here alot of which i talk to alot and some that are just aquaintances so to speak....I post bulletins everyday and never get viewers or friendss that will repost....How hard is it to have friends repost for me even if they dont take the time to read it? Im just curious cause any bulletin i see i try to repost..if i think its a great bulletin i will even take the time to make it sticky for a friend good friend or not.....Funny thing is if i offer a gift to have it reposted its done in no time at all..hmmmmmm just a thought

Irish Viagra
An Irish woman of advanced age visited her physician to ask his help in reviving her husband's libido . "What about trying Viagra?" Asks the doctor "Not a chance," she said . "He won't even take an aspirin." "Not a problem," replied the doctor. "Give him an "Irish Viagra." It's when you drop the Viagra tablet into his coffee. He won't even taste it. Give it a try and call me in a week to let me know how things went." It wasn't a week later that she called the doctor, who directly inquired as to progress. The poor dear exclaimed, "Oh, faith, bejaysus and begorrah! T'was horrid! Just terrible, doctor!" "Really? What happened?" Asked the doctor "Well, I did as you advised and slipped it in his coffee and the effect was almost immediate . He jumped straight up, with a twinkle in his eye, and with his pants a-bulging fiercely! With one swoop of his arm, he sent the cups and tablecloth flying, ripped me clothes to tatters and took me then and there, took me passionately on

A Note Of The Absurd
Some consider me 2 be rather a hard ass of sorts im sure and its even been revealed 2 me recently that i come off az "intimidating". This iz an odd notion 2 me...i dont mean harm toward anyone. But i do think this haz made me realize something about myself in relation 2 the world of people around me.... In wanting 2 help people 2 grow 2 see and reach their full potential, u can also eazily and accidentally remind them of what failurez they can be az well. Yes my wayz are mad...and my behavior even more maddening. Therez no doubt Im obsessive so much 2 the point i rarely sleep simply becuz my brain wont stop weaving thought after thought of one problem leading in 2 thought of a nother problem needing a solution. So why are other peoplez failurez a problem that i should nurture, and especially when i can barely hold the weight of my own worldz problemz? I can pull u out of the mud, but u have 2 grab the rope i threw u 2 help yourself out(or yes i will yank the rope back and throw

Contest
Here goes a contest and i have asked friends and fans to support this contest with bombing for me and where is everyone?This goes to show where your friends stand........ href="http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=398434&i=1249819964" target=_blank>

Hh Contest Please Help!!!!!!
ATTENTION FRIENDS,FANS, AND BOMBERS: I AM IN A CONTEST FOR A HAPPY HOUR. IT IS A RACE TO 25 THOUSAND COMMENTS. THIS CONTEST MEANS ALOT TO ME BECAUSE I REALLY REALLY WANNA BECOME A GODMOTHER BEFORE I HAVE MY BABY, AND THAT COULD BE ANYDAY NOW. LEAVE 100 COMMENTS AND GET A GIFT,500 COMMENTS FOR A VIP GIFT, AND LEAVE 1000 COMMENTS FOR A PERSONAL SALUTE, OR PIMPOUT...YOUR CHOICE.PLEASE COMMENT WITH NUMBERS IF YOU WISH TO TRY FOR ONE OF THESE. JUST SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE WHEN YOUR DONE AND ILL CHECK TO MAKE SURE, AND GET YOU UR PRIZE. THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR YOUR HELP. JUST CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND LEAVE AS MANY COMMENTS AS YOU CAN. PLEASE REPOST THIS BULLETIN SO THAT YOUR FRIENDS CAN HELP AS WELL. THE CONTEST IS BEING RAN BY: RYELLOWFAST07@ fubar SO MAKE SURE YOU GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE FOR GIVING US THIS CHANCE. THANK YOU SOO MUCH, ۞Neabear۞@ fubar IF SOMEONE COULD PLEASE STICKY THIS BULLETIN ID REALLY APPRECIATE IT!

Update On Mary - Not Good News
This is my friend you for whom you have been bombing. PLEASE read the note from her daughter!!!! Just a short and sad update on my Mom. This morning at 5 am my mother slipped into a coma. The dr's are doing everything they can for her. For those of you that do care please keep her close in your heart and prayers. Talk to her in your mind!!!!!!!!!!!! Let her know how much we all love her and want her back. I have a friend who entered a contest and was taken to the hospital on Friday. She has been battling cancer for 11 years and has been fighting the good fight. None of us know when she might be home again and I think it would be such a wonderful gesture if we could help her win the contest. I wouldn't ask any of you to do this if she was able to do it on her own, but she isn't! At this point, she is trailing by almost 10,000 comments. The contest ends on Sept. 8. If you would be able to help and even ask some of your friends to help, I would be MOST grateful. Thank you in adva

Why? Oh Gosh Why?
Why do women like to show whip cream on their face in their pics on www.fubar.com? do they think it is sexy when it is not? do they like to look rediculouse? do they like a mess? or is there some other hiden reason(s)? please explane this to me and help me understand this better, please. ty.

The Mountains
The head lights of the old SUV shine on the dirt road as we wound our way up the mountain road. We drive higher and higher leaving the city lights behind. As we near the top there is a turn out and a jet of land sticking out over edge of the mountain about 500 yards. We stop and get out of the car. The sky is so dark the moon shines just on the edges of the distant mountaintops making them only slightly visible. The warm summer air hits my face as you go to the trunk and get the sleeping bag out. “There’s a nice spot,” I say. You take the sleeping bag and lay it out on the soft grassy ground. We take our shoes off and lay back looking at the stars. We can see billions and billions of stars. You start pointing out all the constellations to me. “Which one is that one?” I ask. “H3WPO” “You mean it doesn’t have a more romantic name?” You gently roll over and look me in the eyes. “Like what?” you ask as you lean your lips into mine and kiss me. Gently you lift my blouse a

Please Help Me Out!!!!!!!
Hi! my contest ends on sept 6th at 10:30pm est. I need RATES!!!!! All you have to do is click on the picture below and rate it when you get to the contest page!!! I really hope I can count on whoever reads this to help me out with my contest! Thank you so much!!!!

Back Rub
Straddling my body, your naked butt on mine, you grab the baby oil and gently start rubbing my neck as you toss my long red hair aside. Then you work your way down my back, alternating from gentle to strong. You start massaging my sides as you lean down, your naked body on top of me. Reaching around my sides, you massage both of my large breasts. You begin to get hard; pre-cum seeps from your erect cock down into the crack of my ass where your manhood is nestled. You rub your cock back and forth as my tight ass cheeks squeeze you. Rubbing down my back again you get to my hips, spread my legs and put your legs between them making me open them even wider. Your fingers work their magic between my legs making me squeal louder and louder, deeper and harder until I cum and wetness fills me. You taste my sweetness, then grab my hips hard and pull me up onto my knees, pushing your cock deep inside of me. Pushing and then pulling back, in and out, slowly at first, then faster and harder u

Taking Surveys That Error 1/2 Way Through
WHATS UP WITH GETTING 1/3, 1/2 OR 3/4s OF THE WAY THROUGH THE DAMN SURVEY AND ALL OF A SUDDEN IT ERRORS. (NOW I'M NOT TALKING ABOUT QUALIFYING TO TAKE THE SURVEY)THEN IT WON'T LET YOU REFRESH OR GO BACK SO YOU LOSE ALL THE TIME AND EFFORT YOU HAVE PUT FORTH SO FAR. (NOT TO MENTION THAT THE PREPARERS GOT THE ANSWERS TO THE QUESTIONS YOU'VE ALREADY ANSWERED. THIS HAPPENS VERY FREQUENTLEY AND I FOR 1 AM TIRED OF NOT GETTING ANY POINTS AFTER GETTING OVER 13,1/2 OR 3/4s OF THE WAY THROUGH. THIS IS BULLSHIT! YOU SHOULD GET SOME CREDIT FOR EACH ANSWER AND YOUR TIME SPENT. AFTER ALL THE PEOPLE THAT SPONSORED THE DAMN SURVEY GOT 1/3,1/2 OR 3/4s OF THE ANSWERS THEY WERE LOOKING FOR. WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH THIS? THIS IS A COMMON PROBLEM IT WOULD SEEM. I HAVE SEEN MUMMS ABOUT THIS SO IT'S HAPPENING FREQUENTLY. EVERY KEY STROKE IS RECORDED SO THEY KNOW WHERE YOU WERE IN THE DAMN SURVEY. THEY SHOULD AWARD POINTS ACCORDINGLY. IT TAKES QUITE SOME TIME TO EVEN TAKE SOME

Random Shyt...
life's been busy, my kids back in school, summers over, the trees are starting to turn colors, winters comin' quick, things happen that make you stop and think about life real life, people you meet, friends you make, things you see and do every day, its all about choices the choices you make define the person you are, fubar is fun you can be whatever you want to be,, nobody knows but you,,, BUT... is it really you??? you can say anything you want to whoever you want, you can pretend because nobody sees and knows the "real" you but,, is that being true to yourself??? you may have alot of "friends", but can you truly say they are friends?? do you really know them on that level?? do you really care what happens to them in real life?? do they really care about your real life?? or are they just numbers on a web site that add up to you being "popular" it sucks when you think you know someone and they turn out to be a different person when you pu

Life..or Something Like It
Just so everyone knows, I'm going to be less than 'sugary' for awhile. I don't know how to describe my feelings, so I'm not going to ramble on. If you're smart enough (and have actually read my profile), you should be able to figure it out. The changes I've made to it is the clue you need...

As Beautiful As A Sunset
you are as beautiful as a sunset, i am truely glad we have met, you are as sweet as ice cream, you are the one i would love to have in my dream, you seem wonderful and true, i promise never to make you feel blue, hopeing our two hearts become as one, truely wishing them never to come undone, getting to know each other will be fun, you are like a summers breeze, that softly blows through the leaves on a tree, bringing me down to one knee, you make my heart feel free, it is you i honestly wish to see, i have a heart of gold, a heart i hope one day you will hold, i am honest and true, i woke thinking of you, time is what i have to give to you, and someday a love that would be true, cause i could see growing old with you, you are my breath of fresh air, someone i hope to hold dear, i am truely someone who can care, but dreaming of you here, for me to be there for you, as i hope you would be for me too, this poem came to mind, when i thought of you, i hope it do

Lmao Check This Out!!!!
LOL ok now this is some funny stuff!!! I think we have all been there... looked at someones profile and not done anything .. ie rate comment etc... well check out this comment I got just cause I didn't do anything for her! LOL check it out!!! LOL How should I respond to this??? I mean she did give me points by leaving me a comment! LMAO

Ballsy Much?
->Suga Lips: good..go have fun with one of them tryme69tim...: i usually do end up having fun w htem ->Suga Lips: have fun with that tryme69tim...: i do ->Suga Lips: well why don't you go outside & ask one of them tryme69tim...: yes ->Suga Lips: do you walk up to women on the street & ask that? tryme69tim...: shaved or trimmed ->Suga Lips: thanks tryme69tim...: your hot

Contest Rules
1. THERE WILL BE A 30 DAY WAITING PERIOD BEFORE ANY NEW FAMILY MEMBER MAY ENTER A CONTEST. IF YOU ENTER A CONTEST DURING THIS PROBATION PERIOD, YOU WILL NOT RECEIVE FAMILY SUPPORT FOR THAT CONTEST. 2. STARTING OCTOBER 1ST, 2007, WE WILL ONCE AGAIN START HAVING 3 CONTEST ON THE BOARD. THESE NUMBERS ARE SUBJECT TO CHANGE DEPENDING ON FAMILY SIZE AND ON THE PARTICIPATION OF ACTIVE MEMBERS. 3. WE WILL HAVE ONLY 1 FAMILY MEMBER PER CONTEST. THIS IS A MUST. THE ONLY EXCEPTION TO THIS RULE WILL BE THE GIVE-AWAYS WITHOUT A TIME LIMIT, THEN IT WILL BE APPROVED FOR MULTIPLE MEMBERS TO PARTICIPATE. 4. ANYONE WISHING TO ENTER A CONTEST MUST CONTACT THE FAMILY PAGE WITH THE FOLLOWING DETAILS ABOUT THE CONTEST, BY FU-MAIL ONLY. NO DETAILS BY SHOUT BOX WILL BE ACCEPTED. * BEGINNING AND ENDING DATES * START AND ENDING TIME (EX. 12 AM, EST) * WHO THE HOST/HOSTESS IS * WHAT THE PRISES WILL BE 5. IF YOU ARE BOMBING A CONTEST FOR SOMEONE ELSE OTHER THAN A FAMILY MEMBER

Wow...
Ok, so a friend (Your Demise) sent me a link to this guy's profile, because he had a default up that he thought I would like (about licking LOL.) So I went to the page & was nice & rated the page a 10. The guy shoutboxes me: I LICK PAI...: thanks good bye ->Suga Lips: ummm ok? I LICK PAI...: please dont add or fan me please

Spank Him Hard He Will Enjoy It
TO ALL MY FAMILY,FRIENDS AND THE FANS WE REALLY NEED YOUR HELP,MY FRIEND IS IN A CONTEST AND HE IS FALLING BEHIND FROM THE FIRST PLACE AND TOMORROW IS THE LAST DAY FOR THE IS CONTEST,IF YOU CAN HELP WITH ONE VOTE AND 20 COMMENTS EACH ONE ,PLEASE PRETTY PLEASE AND ALL THE LOVE WILL BE RETURNED HAVE A FABULOUS AND GREAT SUNDAY HUGS,KISSES AND MUCH MUCH LOVE TO ALL ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞

Single Vs. Married
Married Vs. Single So today I went for a massage at the Massage Therapy School here in Phoenix. It was wonderful and wonderfully depressing. I’m laying there on the table, naked, under this thin sheet which was rolled down to right around my ass, fighting back tears. I realized that I hadn’t been touched by a man in so long and that honestly depressed me. Most days I’m totally cool being by myself. Today however is not one of them. Therefore, I’ve decided to make a list of good things about being single and good things about being married. You can think of this as a little married vs. single list. We’ll see what comes out on top. Good things about being single: 1. The only dirty underwear I have to pick up is my own 2. On that note my house is neurotically clean most of the time 3. I have me time without explaining to anyone what I am doing and why I need it 4. I can get a text at 3am without someone getting mad and wondering who it is 5. Having a choice with my di

Whiskey And Boredom Are The Devils Playground.
After sitting here and having a little bit of whiskey in my coffee..okay a lot of bit LOL. I have come to some conclusions. I thought perhaps I should share them with you all. Never a good thing me thinking. 1.) Crazy people don't get better. Lets be honest if you are in a clock tower dressed like a batman picking off people with a sniper rifle chances are you are going to be crazy for the rest of your life. I am not talking about people who are quirky god knows I am. 2.) If you are hitting on, hooking up with or trying to hook up with people that are 10+ years younger then you on a regular basis there is something wrong with you. I am not talking about once or twice I mean all the time. So settle down some of you! 3.) Just because I live in a glass house I will not stop throwing stones....so eat me. 4.) Any sort of alcohol goes well with my coffee. (Keep in mind I said I came to some conclusions I did not say any of them will help you.) 5.) 5. True friends don't judge.

Update On My Dad
Well here's the lastest on my dad.. which is not good .He fell two Fridays ago and we took him to our local hospital they took X-rays and said he was fine just some bruising ... said to follow up at his next VA appt.. well we did. This Friday Sept the 7 we took him to the Va and they examined him he had been retaining fluid and a lot of it I mean he looked like a giraffe with elephants feet ..well they admitted him for premature congested heart failure..(fluid on the heart and lungs) While he was there they decided to run a CT scan on this abdomen and chest well here comes the fall part they called me yesterday and said he had 4 broke ribs and a fractured pelvis..OMG I'm pissed..and they have told us he is now a non weight bearing patient which means wheel chair patient for a while the can't do surgery because the bones are still in place.. the ribs well the just have to heal on there own ..okay then today the cancer docs called me and they say mind you dad has Stage 4 lung cancer th

The Screen Name Should've Been A Clue
nazi_72: r nazi_72: answe nazi_72: are you there nazi_72: bertha will you speak nazi_72: Of the victim the victim can I become nazi_72: beautifull ->Suga Lips: I'm a serial killer nazi_72: what work do nazi_72: am mars nazi_72: beautiful ->Suga Lips: Venus nazi_72: where are you from ->Suga Lips: mmmkay nazi_72: %u0131was gald ->Suga Lips: Bertha nazi_72: what is your name ->Suga Lips: excuse me? nazi_72: let us meet ->Suga Lips: hi nazi_72: hello

I Lost My Cousin On 9/11
My cousin vinnie worked in the second tower where he died. He was 42 and left behind a wife and a 5 and 2 year old children. Plus my dad didnt work far from the towers and plus the building i was suppose to work at was right next to the towers.

The Darkest Day Pt.3
..the second plane hit the second building... I don't want to give you the impression that these events occurred back to back because they didn't. There was time. Time to alert whoever needed to be alerted. Scramble whoever needed to be scrambled. But they didn't. And because they didn't fire and death rained down from the sky once more. When the second plane hit, I was virtually right beneath it. The second tower was directly across the street. Every eye, including mine was directed at the first impact zone. That's how we saw it. Because we were looking up. Again we were assaulted by the sheer heat and force of the plane's velocity combined with the impact. Again we were forced to realize with no uncertainty that this was no accident. Real people were in those buildings. Real people were dead or dying. Trapped. And as we ran for cover and hid, in our fear and impotence, I became angry. And the most scared I had ever been in my life. Not for myself. Not because we could have easi

Anal Anyone???????
I am reposting this because I know you great people as a whole have some wonderful opinions and I would like to hear them. As I sit here trying to produce an OPORD for some upcoming hi-speed event, I was pondering why some people have anal sex phobias. Countless porn movies are dedicated to anal sex (a few are about really extreme anal sex!!!!!!!!!!!!). There are many publications about having anal sex with your partner. As for myself, anal sex is alright if I'm in the mood for it. (I'm a giver!) During my travels of the globe, I have come to this conclusion: 15% of women crave it in the butt, 30% will do it but won't tell their best friend, 5% only do it when the have had alcohol, and 50% won't even consider it (this demographic includes those prudes that won't suck a dick or get on top!) That leaves a 50-50 chance that the girl you meet will have anal sex. I know you are thinking, "why is this idiot thinking of anal sex while on the the job?", because at least once during the cour

Afk Means -
Away from keyboard ttyl means talk to you later ttys same thing with soon bbl - be back later L2R - learn to read Sorry, had to post this, no matter which of those i put in my status as i try to go to bed, i ALWAYS get one person to ask what they mean... oh by the way - "do you have yahoo and a cam?" means "i didn't read your profile but i REALLY want you to block me" really, it does... ask ANY girl on here. with that thought, i'm goin to bed

Learn To Read
->Suga Lips: lol no capshawks6...: any interest in a lover? capshawks6...: ok ->Suga Lips: I am recently separated & still haven't sorted things out with my husband capshawks6...: whys that ->Suga Lips: I don't have an interest in any men at the moment capshawks6...: do you have any interest in a very sensual man? ->Suga Lips: thank you capshawks6...: i am normal, you look very sexy ->Suga Lips: you look normal capshawks6...: do you like my pics? ->Suga Lips: thank you capshawks6...: are you a sensual woman capshawks6...: i'm doing fine ->Suga Lips: good & you? capshawks6...: hi sexy how are you Which part of "I don't have an interest in ANY men" & "sorting things out with my husband" was unclear? 8-P

Of Course!
So i saw a commercial last night for Metroid Prime 3. Wouldn't you freaking know it? It's only coming out on the Wii, so ... I have to bat my eyelashes at my daddy and wait til Christmas. But I'm sure I'll get the console and the game. :D Love my father; he rules!

Bike Week A Wild Time In Wildwood Nj.
this passed weekend was bike week here. we had over 150,000 bikers here. we all had a blast. and believe it or not i dident see any fightes at all and dident see any one get thrown out of any of the clubs eather. every one showed respect for each other even thow there were meny different bike clubs here. as the song goes,(WE ALL HAD A REAL GOOD TIME.) cant wate till next year.it seems to grow by 50,000 every year.this year was intence,full of fun and things to do.every one left there colors out side and there attatudes at the door. and all were welcome..zz..

Bye Everyone
Hey I thought I would let you know that I will be deleting my Fubar account today or tomorrow. I have no reason to be on it. It's just a meat market and I am not up for sale.Not like that . So if you want to keep any of my pictures I sudjest you go rip them right now while you have the chance before I am gone. Hugs and Kisses STEPHANIE

Days Gone By For The Complainers.lol
You know, I get a lot of shit from things I say in mumms. Mostly, it's in good fun, but sometimes... just sometimes, maybe my bitterness shines through... This isn't something I like talking about, so, if you don't like it, go slide down a giant razor blade or something. Most of the shit I get is from the women. They don't like a man voicing his opinion or something. They only want to hear what they want to hear. I told myself a long time ago, to fuck that. Tired of saying what they want to hear, changing my opinion or myself to fit some one else's ideals. If they want me, then I'm going to be me, not their version of me. Yes, I may be a tad bitter in some aspects, but no one truly knows me, do they? God damn it, if I want to scratch my balls, I'm going to damn well scratch them. This is to help certain folks to understand me a bit, and where I'm coming from. Now, it might sound negative to you, but it's not, Just the facts, as I know them. Besides, I don't give a shi

Omg What A...
Fucking cunt... you know the drill, bottom up Name: lilmisseverything lilmisseve...: Oh ok baby lets eat each otherout!! ->KinkStar S...: since i'm bi, that'd be possible darlin, but judging by your attittude, you're not my type. say what you will about me, between your tells at least 5 guys sent me shouts about how good i look ... lets see... one cunt or five cocks, i think i know where my decision leans kthxbai lilmisseve...: KINK STAR? more like FAT STRIIIIPER!!! lilmisseve...: no but I caught you playing with yourself to my pics...HOE!!!! ->KinkStar S...: aww did you catch your boyfriend jacking off to my pics? get a life lilmisseve...: lolz 4 life lilmisseve...: That shirt/braw is NOT flattering!!! you look fat and flat chested...wait you r!!!! i posted my pic on her page and blocked her ass. GUYS! stop letting your girlfriends catch you jacking off to my pics, i'm tired of the jealous ass bitches

For Those Of You Without
without sound.... one of the main things the video covers is... how to see the "private pictures" aka how to get in my family. 1. Buy me a happy hour (yeah like that's gonna happen) 2. Buy me a 7 or more day blast. 3. Buy me 2 sets of 4 tickers. 4. I decide you are a good enough friend to move you. (some temporary movement is given at MY discretion). 5. If you ask for family status, i am more likely to block you than answer you. LEARN TO FUCKING READ PEOPLE. Thank you, have a good night. Love, Sin

Which Hurts Most?
Paper cut on the fold of you pinky? or A piece of skin removed from cuticle on your pointer finger? Ouch!! to both!!! For me Pointer finger, I use it more Dam is hurts!! Keeped hurting it at every turn...lol Isn't always like that? Just Curious....lol Love You Guys!!!

What Are True Friend's?
What are true friends and how do you know if you really have any? Are they the ones that are there for you through good and bad, thick and thin? Or are they the ones that are just there? Are they the ones that tell you things that are going on in life? Or the ones that hide them and not say anything? Are they the ones that will do anything for you? Or are they the ones that will do anything when the time is right for them? Are they the ones that will talk to you all night long when something goes wrong? Or are they the ones thay will run and hide? What is a true friend and how do you know if you have any?

Comprehension...
if you have no comprehension skills please, remove yourself from my friends list and from my albums and from my shoutbox or i'll block you. i've had to block three people in the last hour because it's not worth the frustration of explaining things that i've FULLY FUCKING EXPLAINED. If you do not speak english or can't type it... doesn't matter... if you can say do you have yahoo, you should be able to READ "I don't have yahoo." seriously, guys come the fuck on here, this is fucking ridiculous. do you go to a bar and say to a chick "take your clothes off now so i can see you naked" ... no... so stop fucking doing it here. Much love to people worth talking to Sin

Massive Deletion
I feel it is time for a mass deletion of friends from my list. The past month or so I have come to learn who my real friends and famliy are on this sight. So if you want to be kept on my list please email me and let me know. Thanks Brandi

New Update
Ok well i wanted to update everyone....last night i finally got to sleep a little before 12 and the phone rang at 1....It was the hospital...They were rushing my mom back into surgery...She had 3 blood vessels bleeding in her neck and face internally and they wouldnt stop...so they went back in and opened her back up an cauterized the blood vessels and stitched her back up...So ive had no sleep and im moody so dont mind me today please!

Mark Needs U!!
Please, my awesome family and friends, come help me bomb him...he needs 20,000 comments and I know that we can do it!!!...lots of luv and kisses to u all!...muah!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=585435&albumid=566300&i=157621639

Its A Beautiful Day In My Neighbour Hood!
such a silly bitch ;) ->papercut k...: aww you flatter me*blushes* but seein that I just wasted like 10 mins on you and are at the peak of bordom with it.. imma close this up with a fuck you and have a nice day!.. I swear if I had a dick i would drill it down your throat and make you stfu nicely.. later babes! Catherine: you are sick ->papercut k...: what bis. is it of yours who the fuck he has on his list? are you his mom?? if so omg! your son is hot! can I marry him??? please??Imma give you all kindsa grand babies Catherine: then i would have been nice to him Catherine: he should have deleted her from his family list ->papercut k...: well by the looks of it so are you.. I dont know the chick your talkin about nore do I give too sweet fucks.. I just think you baggin on people that know her for no reason is just amazing..but yet beyond fucked. Catherine: i sent her a friend request and rated and fanned her and she never returned the favor when i asked her why s

I Was A Star
as most of you know i was a great high school football player.an injury ended my career though or you would be watching me on sudays scoring.i found this old video from my senior year.remember this is from the 80's so the video quality isnt that good.but it should be easy to tell who i am.

Reasons And Explanations
I don't need to give either. I am doing so because I love you guys and apparently you can't figure them out on your own. The reason most pictures are marked private now is because no one bothers to rate anything that helps me. Now, you can bitch and whine saying that I don't rate you, however... you also don't tie yourself up and put clothespins on your balls so that i can masturbate to your pictures. You want to tell me I don't put effort into it? Go ahead, put on a waist cincher and drip hot wax all over your body and then tell me it was effortless. I do rate and fan when I get a chance to, I have been going back to rate and fan friends that I have previously missed. If you feel shortchanged, you are more than welcome to leave my circle of friends. You are also more than welcome to post in the stash item that I posted for that EXACT reason. I spent the first few weeks here mainly accepting requests and taking PICTURES FOR YOU PEOPLE. So if you feel NO effort was put in,

-------my Poem-------
From the heart. The Inner Me................Aug.7, 2007 I am the person who sits thinking of you, But you do not know me. I am the thought in your head, yet you’re confused. I am the the feeling you get when your lonely, yet you don't feel my comfort. I am the image in your head when you’re angry, yet you choose to bottle it up. I am but one thing I am your imagination, and inner fears. I want to be the person you need when you’re sad, all you have to do is close your eyes and feel me hold you. I want to be your shoulder to cry on, all you have to do is reach. I want to be the person that makes you laugh; all you have to do is listen. I am to you nothing yet, unless you let me in. It is my inner spirit I give to you, because for now I’m not found. I will watch over you and protect you, watch over you in your dreams. Because for one day it wont be my spirit, or your imagination. It w

The Sweetest Thing.....(soulful Freedom)
I have decided to be done with the bad, and start with the good so I would like to share some good secrets about myself......to level THAT bad one.... I love Hello Kitty. She makes me happy and if I weren't a blood donor, I would tattoo her somewhere on my body. I am a HUGE animals advocate. I feel that since animals don't have a voice, I should speak for them. My favorite flower: Anything but roses. Never roses. They aren't original enough. If I were to recieve an Orchid or a Daisy from a man that I was seeing...I would just melt. I don't believe in sex on the first date...or the second...or the third. I want you to know the way my heart feels before you feel my body. I believe in love....yet don't act like it. I am afraid to love because I feel that I can be so powerful inside of it....that it would make me burst. I don't know where he is but I can't wait to meet him, and show him things that no one in the world has seen before. If I like someone, I neutralize m

New News On My Mom
Well my mom went to the dr today to have her drain tube removed and got some bad news...Her eye has gotten worse..The dr thinks more nerve damage was done when they had to go back in the second time to stop the bleeding..I feel really bad for her and at a loss of what to even say to her,,I know she is pretty bummed hoping to get good news today..I know its all in gods hands so please pray she will regain the nerves to the right side of her face! And anyone having to care for a loved one like I am i commend you and have total respect for you because i know the emotional toll it has taken on me but i will keep doing it for her!

About A Ladies!!!!!
I have seen alot nice ladies that they lives too far away! I wished I asking her to going out for a dating or going out for fun! But all of them that lives over like a 300 to 2100 miles away from Albany NY! Oh Well in Albany NY Ladies just being closed mind or selfish.... I tried to finding but fewer of old ladies lives 20 to 30 miles... she is sweet and trying to helping with me but.... I just trying find out what's next?? But I feeling give up!!! I guess so I will be single forever!!! Thank u Mike!!!!!

Who
who wants to play hot topics with me? (if u dont know what that is...its a game where they ask u 21 questions and u answer them then the other person sees the answers)...i will send u a invite and u will see it in your bar tab...let me know by leaving a comment on here

This Stinks ;)
Yet again, another story that only I think is funny…*sigh* me and my stories… Yesterday I was scheduled to have RotoRooter come out and snake my main sewer line. It turned out he de-squirreled it instead. And when he told me about the dead squirrel he pulled out he said he skinned it first, so I enthusiastically asked "Was it good eatin?" Yes I knew what he meant, I have a really inappropriate sense of humor. He didn't think it was very funny. And then he started complaining about the smell. What? A dude that works in poo all day is complaining about something stinking? That's a little ironic. And here again, yes I know that dead animal smell is much worse than sewer gasses. Well, I think I pissed him off because he went and got his snake stuck in my pipe (there wasn't any way I could have put that to make it sound safe for work) and now I have to have my entire sewer line replaced. And that was yesterday in a very very small nutshell.

Making The Trip...
Well, tonight after Devlin's football practice, I have a trusted friend taking me to WV to retrieve my stuff from the house I shared with my soon to be ex-husband #2, BJ the Jerk (pics in album BJ/JERK). As you know, BJ has been a complete piece of work and no longer deserves my company... so I don't feel bad about doing this on this hand. On the other hand, I am completely floored and upset about the thought of even making this trip. I have to go get a few things that are extremely important to me, but the thought of even walking across the threshhold is making me sick (and yes I am really sick, but not from this). So much bad has happened there, that even if there was some good at some point, it has been washed away and replaced by more bad. I want to do this, it feels like it will be closure for me. But I really don't want to, cause... well, I was with him for so long and it was so miserable... I dunno, lol... Help me make some sense of my twisted up brain, lol...

Sexiest Legs Contest
OK SO I AM GOING TO BE IN A SEXY LEGS CONTEST AND I NEED ALL MY FRIENDS, FANS, FAMILY, FUTURE FRIENDS, EVERYONE TO HELP!! IF YOU HELP ME YOU WILL WIN FROM ME.......................... WHOEVER VOTES ALOT I PROMISE I WILL ADD YOU TO MY FAMILY IF YOUR NOT ALREADY ADDED AND TO UPDATE IT WITH FREAKY SEXY PICS ALL THE TIME. I WILL BLOW YOUR PAGE UP AND GIVE YOU MAD LOVE... SO HELP ME WIN IT AND I WILL MAKE SURE YOU ARE A WINNER TOO!!!!!!!!! LOVE SEXY RERE XOXOXOXOXOXOX XOXOXOXOXOXOXO X XOXOXOXOXOXOX XOXOXOXOXOXOX X XOXOXOXOXOX XOXOXOXOX

How Often Do You
Just wondering how often some of you check back in here to my page... once a day? more? less? when you see things added/changed? while i'm on that topic... should i try to get things together to get more up at once ... or should i just do what i do now and just post things randomly? i don't know i'm in a curious mood :p ~~Sin

Happy Happy Joy Joy
Yes, I'm happy. Bats is going to be nice. I know strange but still. I found someone who is interested in me, sarcastic like me, and I enjoy hanging out with. We got a date tomorrow, but we've been hanging out for about a year already. So hey whatever happens happens.

Nsfw Markers
I WASNT AWARE THAT THIS WAS A KIDDIE SITE...OH WAIT .... ITS NOT!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS AN ADULT SITE U MFERS....U WASTES OF SPERM THAT GO AROUND MARKING PPL'S PICS NSFW...GET A MFING LIFEEEEEEEEE! ARE U FKN SRS?...ARE U THAT BORED? DID UR MOTHER DRESS U FUNNY WHEN U WERE LITTLE? DONT LOOK AT MY MFING PROFILE IF IT OFFENDS U...IM NOT PUSSYFOOTING AROUND SO THAT UR LIL VIRGIN EYES DONT GET OFFENDED...GO FK URSELF IM WHO I AM AND FK U IF U DONT LIKE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ew! Omg!!
Uneedatowe...: that's too bad..........I'll do it by myself then..........you are georgious ->Suga Lips: uh no Uneedatowe...: like to watch me stroke my cock for you.........you're amazing........you have me that turned on .............YUP! you do! ->Suga Lips: for what? Uneedatowe...: do yo like to watch? ->Suga Lips: thanks Uneedatowe...: beautirul face and incredible clevage *Note the wonderful spelling.

Just Curious...
Maybe I'm weird, but I was just curious of anyone else had ever touched themselves and wondered what it felt like to someone else when they touched you. Maybe sexually, maybe not, but have you just wondered what you feel like to their hands? Instead of thinking about what your body feels, thinking about what your hands feel. I don't think most of you are getting what I'm saying. That or you just choose to be perverts. LOL

Wanna Know? Ask!
Alrighty Mumms are rather bad (with a few exceptions) ;) My SB is dead... Sooo... Ask me any 5 questions you want. Doesn't matter what they are. Hell, make things up I don't care. Be serious or have fun with it :D

This Is Old
You know, I have really enjoyed this site thoroughly. Lately, however, it's getting ridiculous. I got out of a certain situation because friends were involved as well as people I don't know, care for or respect. I have too much drama in my day-to-day to get it here too. I come to hang with friends and have fun. I very rarely share my home life with any of you and I ALWAYS try to keep it light, out of respect for others whom may also be enjoying themselves. This is BS. I just don't FEEL like it anymore. It has to stop somewhere. There is soooo much hatred in this world. Why add to it? It just doesn't make sense. It's ridiculous. Friends going after friends... for what? Because someone was in a bad mood one night and had eyes rolled at her? I'm taking my time to get better now. I'm not going to think about Fubar. I'm going to relax and get rid of this stuff before it turns into pneumonia. I made peace with friends over these stupid mumms that were posted. I'm out of it. Sorry

10 Reasons To Marry Me.
1. Because I am cute. (well somebody once said I was gorgeous but I think she had her glasses off at the time.) 2. If my family dies in the right order I stand to inherit a lot of money. (Remember the key is in the right order. I have a flow chart all set up.) 3. I never yell. (Well alright I used to never yell but then this run of freaking nuts that I have had the displeasure of dating happened. And I did yell just a tiny bit.) 4. I am great with kids. (Simple reason I act like a kid most of the time so they trust me.) 5. To save me from dating one more psycho. (Come on if you have a heart...marry me and take the whole choice thing out of the equation.) 6. I am amusing. (Generally more when I dont intend to be amusing then when I do.) 7. I am unpredictable. (This is such a bonus. You will never get bored. Just when you think you have me figured out...Poof I am somebody new LOL) 8. I can cook. (Of course I tend to do this while I am drunk and naked. But unless I

How Many?
I just jumped out of the shower and I was wondering. Has anyone ever been given a bath? I mean has anyone ever sat down while you were in the tub and washed you down? Or the shower for that matter. I think its one of the sexiest things I can do for a man, if I had one..LOL Just wondering..:)

An Email I Recently Received
Just wanted to share w/my Fubar friends what has got to be, hands down, the kewlest email I've recieved this year! Below I've pasted the contents. Seriously, how many times in ur life does the average person get this kind of question? LMAO. G, O'lo would like to know if u r available to jump out of a cake for his little brother's bachelor party? The date of the big event is Oct 6th. Thank you, Mari Morales Area 4 Administrative Assistant CR&BD

Tortured Love
The thought of your hands lightly caressing my stomach turns me on. Wanting to feel your body pressed against mine. Waiting for that heated embrace that will drive me to distraction. As this attraction pulls us together. Needing to taste the salt of your skin. As I trail kisses down your chest. Teasing touches of my tongue. Drives you to distraction. My fingers tangling in your hair. As I gently pull. I hear your breath catch. As I glide my lips across your stomach. My hand encircles your engorged manhood. Slowly moving up and down. Mimicking the motion of sex. Desiring to hear you moan before I take you in. I softly bite that hollow right next to your hip. Your body jerks as my tongue massages the spot I just bite. Slowly kissing my way up your rib cage. I can feel your cock getting larger in the palm of my hand. As your flesh trembles under my lips. Telling me that I am having an effect on you. As I lift my head looking you directly in the eyes. While I lick my lips. I watch your ey

Perhaps I Was Too Rash...
I previously had a blog stating I wasn't fond of many of the underage guys that seem to think they're porn star material and that I should be interested in such phrases as "I'd hitt that" or "sexxi". I have come to the conclusion that Fubar should come up with a new system of sorts. A flagging system of a new kind. Not the NSFW, if we're adults I find that sad and petty. It's merely a decent system should you be slacking off at work and need the heads up that you may need to exit a screen quickly. I want a stupidity button. As this is supposedly an online pub, I want a "Designated Driver" button. For those that are so inept that they can't spell, use punctuation, or even think. These people should not be drinking imaginary alcohol. I don't think they should even be on the internet, but I think a big "DD" symbol over their name, or anywhere on their page for that matter, is fair to give the rest of the IQ laden masses proper warning that a fucktard extraordinaire

Nbsd Family Rules
I AM PLACING THESE IN AN OPEN BLOG SO NEW POTENTIAL MEMBERS CAN SEE THEM AS WELL AS CURRENT MEMBERS. RULES:: 1} NO BULLSHIT PERIOD.~~ I know you all want to read the bulletins that is fine who doesnt want to read the drama bullshit? LOL But if you repost any or start any yourself you will be asked to leave the family. That means if someone downrates you instead of starting bullshit you will smile as best you can and go rate them a ten(or 11). 2} ADD, FAN, RATE ~~ You must fan add and rate all family as soon as you join. 3} CONTESTS ~~ If you want to join a contest let myself (Tainted*Kiss) or Jessica (Shadow) know so we can see if we are at the right place to do so. You may enter a contest without permission but the family may not be able to help you if we have a prior commitment therefore it will be easier to see if we are able to help you prior to you entering the contest. Family will always come first. I do expect each one of the bombers in this family to comment at leas