Proven
where do the tears come from why do they form in us who gives it to us and why can you tell me that can you tell me that why the heart break why does it hurt so bad who gives it to us can you tell me that can you tell me that why do we think why do we try better if notning is there can you tell me that can you tell me that who is to tell us no one but ourselves i am telling you that it's ourselves thats where it comes from only inside us

Viewing Of Private Pics
Hello all you Cherries, Just wanted to say that I am a private person, yes I do have private pics of me on here, that if I wanted everyone to see I would not have them in a private folder...Please do not ask to be my friend then shout at me and ask to see my private pics....cause the answer is NO.... For example I had an ignorant man reach out to me Friday night and called me selfish cause I wouldn't let him see....well just because his are for everyone to see and I looked...who wouldn't ...he told me I was selfish . Well that to me is being prtective for me...I don't know who any of you are why would I just let anyone see.... So before you go asking...Don't even bother unless I bring up the subject...Thank you all so very much... Have a great evening..

Grr
My nose is sore :( I want it to snow. And i gots pizza! LOL im an odd ball and anthony says i need help :P i do not :P anyway rate my blog =] oh and my pictures :P ill return the love

Did I Just Write That?
On my knees, off my ass, back straight, hands behind my back, motionless. Like a good pet. My eyes are shut tight; they have to be shut, because if I could see you I wouldn’t be able to maintain this position of servitude. I would need to be a bad pet, but there will be time for that later. My face runs a gambit of tense anticipatory expressions; chewing my lower lip, grinding my teeth, whimpering, grimacing, and biting at air. “You’re cute” You say, to which I have no response. I don’t fare well with the verbalism of servitude, was never one for “master” and “mistress”. As a slave I have more of a tendency to respond with a “fuck you” in an aim to anger you and force a next level of brutality. But right now I intend to be good… good and quiet. I hear your footsteps slowly circle me once. In front of me you run your fingers through my hair as you continue walking, until you are behind me. Grabbing a fistful, you yank downwards, forcing my head

Untill We Meet
Until we meet, My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you.

Relationships
Recently I have been playing counselor to my friends. It seems alot of my friends are having issues with dating. I am no expert in this area. On the other hand I AM an expert in this area. It is a paradox of life. We are all experts ,yet none of us are qaulified to speak. I have had some of the worst relationships on record. I have had relationships that when it ended..we went our seperate ways and stayed friends to this day. On the other hand I have had relationships end in a way that made the Nagasaki and Hiroshima bombs seem like a firecracker. One friend recently told me about how a date she went on. By the end of the night they ended up making love. After that point all the guy would talk about was sex. Ladies this is a clue that should let you know his true intentions. When all a guy talks about is sex , you know what the only thing he wants is. My other friend I am much closer to. I have know her for years now and am very proud to call her my best friend. The gentleman s

Im Cleaning Out My Friends & Fans
Hey Friends & Fans , I decided to clean out my friends & fans in here because I have friends & fans that never ever speak to me or rate me at all. I like a friend to be a friend , not just to be added on as a friend to get points & expecting me to rate them . Most of my friends are wonderful , so just I'm getting rid of people thats just sitting in my list for nothing . So , To my true friends & fans , Thanks Yall are the best!!! Love ya , Lisa

Some Night
i see those eye'z telling me all your wantz and desirez you cross the roomstanding over me your touch sending a tingle through me your lipz bursh softly against mine your finger sliding down my chest i pull you closer, kissing hard and deep you moan softly into it, as your fingerz wrap around my shaft my breath quickenz as you pump your hand along my length the pace of your stroking increasez quickly my handz find your hipz swirling and caressing their way over your ass, as you turn into my touch my body shudderz as your lipz warp around the head your tounge flicking & teasing it'z way over me my finger creep along your ass sliding down to your velvety lipz they slowly spread you wide swirling and circling your moist hole as your hipz rock back into my touch your mouth slidez up &down my cock, muffling your moanz as they resonate through me my hipz raise feeding you more my fingerz ease into you pumping & twisting your sweet juicez coating them, my other hand grippin

Nothing Else Matters
Never have I spoke my thoughts, the way I can with you, how did we reach this point. after only shareing hopes and dreams, with someone we can't hold, just letters on a screen... They would say we must be crazy, for loveing eachother this way, just to have you here with me, I'd gladly give it all away, to feel your heart beat upon my chest, as I look deep into your eyes , and find the place I've longed for, the place we both belong, that is all I live for now, that one chance to hold you tight, to treat like a lady, to make all your dreams come true, just to know your safe and happy, thats everything to me, And Nothing Else Matter.... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Everyone
AIGHT YA'LL LET ME BREAK THIS DOWN I HAVE A MAN!!!! I'M NOT ON HERE TO FIND ONE!!!!! UR BOYFRIENDS, HUSBANDS, WATEVA R SAFE I DON'T WANT EM LIKE THAT!!!!!!! PLEASE DON'T COME ON MY PAGE WIT THAT DRAMA OR BULLSHIT. THAT'S Y I RARELY ACCEPT THOSE WHO HAVE GF BF HUSBANDS AND WIVES. SO BY ALL MEANS IF U SEE ME ON THEIR PAGE THEY ADDED ME WASN'T THE OTHER WAY AROUND I RARELY SEND OUT INVITES. IF U HAVE A QUESTION OR PROBLEM I HAVE A SHOUTOUT BOX AND PRIVATE MESSAGES BY ALL MEANS HIT ME UP. DON'T DISRESPECT MY PAGE I WONT DISRESPECT U. IT'S THE NET DAMN GET A GRIP ON YASELF!!!!!!

I Just Want You
I have soared through the air I have seen the pits of hell I have made friends I have broken hearts I have been both scared and proud I have cried tears I have faced fear I have met famous people I have slept under the stars I have been in pain I have caused pain I have danced barefoot in a meadow I have seen the city lights I have held a baby bird I have felt the touch of love I have spoke in front of hundreds I have laughed from my heart I have bled from my soul I have flown a kite on a windy nite I have made friends across the world I have seen change I have changed I have kept secrets I have told lies I have discovered the magic of words I have felt the jab of loneliness, Now there is just one thing left, the one thing left to do only one thing I long for, before my days are through, I JUST WANT YOU ...... Ozzy Osbourne - I Just Want YouMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Farewell
WELL WHERE START THIS SITE HAS BECOME RIDICULOUS! I TRY AND START BY HELPING PEOPLE AND GETTING PRIVACY STUFF PASSED AND I GET SLAMMED FOR IT NOT THAT OTHER PEOPLE WERNT TRYING TO HELP BUT FORNICATES AND OTHERS WHO ARE GREASEMONKEY (REFER TO OTHER BLOG) MAKE THAT HARD. THEN IT GETS BETTER A BOUNCER REVEALED WHO MY REAL DAUGHTER WAS AND ONLY 4 PEOPLE ON THIS WHOLE SITE KNEW WHO SHE WAS, 3 BOUNCERS AND 1 FAMILY MEMBER,BUT I GUESS ITS OK FOR BOUNCERS TO GIVE OUT PRIVATE INFORMATION TO ONLY CERTAIN PEOPLE AND THE PEOPLE THAT WERE GIVEN THE INFO JUST HAPPEN TO BE PEOPLE THAT ARE MY ENEMIES HMMMM. MY DAUGHTER IS LEAVING THE SITE AND SO AM I, IF THAT CUNT YES I SAID CUNT FORNICATES WANTS THIS SITE SHE CAN HAVE IT WITH HER NASTY STINKING PUSSY, I HAVE HAD ABOUT ENOUGH OF GETTING SLAMMED BY YOU FUCKING PEOPLE. I PAY INTO THIS SITE AND TRY TO HELP AS MANY PEOPLE AS I CAN AND LOOK WHAT HAPPENS I GET SHIT ON AND SO DO PEOPLE THAT ASSOCIATE WITH ME. WELL YOU CAN ALL FIND ME AT THE OTHER SITE

Weirdness
Something very weird is happening in my place of work. Vending machines seem to be multiplying. A couple of months ago there was one that I knew about. Now there are six. I've never seen anyone delivering these things, and they all look EXACTLY THE SAME. Are vending machines capable of asexual reproduction? Has some one been cloning them? And why do we suddenly need six of them, when we'd managed with one for so long? I have a sneaking suspicion that they might be aliens and they're planning to stage an invasion. When all their troops are in place, they'll attack. Or maybe I'm just being paranoid. I have taken a lot of drugs (not recently though, maybe that's the problem). I'm gonna keep a big fucking stick handy either way. And a pocket full of change.

This One Is A Lil Naughty
THOUGHTS OF YOUR BODY SO DELIGHTFUL SUDDENLY MAKES MY HEART START TO RACE YOUR ALLURING EYES AND WICKED LITTLE SMILE SPLASHED ACROSS YOUR SINFULLY ANGELIC FACE THAT COME HITHER STARE CAN STOP ME IN MY TRACKS STIRRING SOMETHING PRIMAL DEEP INSIDE YOUR TENDER TOUCH FILLED WITH DESIRE YOUR LOVE'S SANCTUARY IS WHERE A WANNA HIDE A FEVER PITCHED HEAT STARTS TO RISE BETEWEEN TAKING YOU OVER THE EDGE AND BACK AGAIN HEAR YOUR TREMBLING VOICE CALL OUT MY NAME YOUR BODY'S ORGASMIC SPASMS MAKE ME GO INSANE YOUR SILOUETTE IN THE SHIMMERING MOONLIGHT YOUR ESSANCE AND NEEDS I PLAN TO SPOIL YOU DANCING IN THE MIDST OF A SUMMER RAIN YOUR HEAVENLY BODY DRIPPING WITH SWEAT, COVERED IN OIL THE CARNAL INTENTIONS THAT I CONTINUALLY CREATE WITH EACH AND EVERY ONE OF MY INTERNAL THRUSTS THE FLAMES ENGULFING US IN THIS SEXUAL FIRE YOU AND ONLY YOU CAN FULFILL MY PASSIONATE LUST 2-25-07 JAY ROGERS

I Feel Myself Drowning...
It's tough always being who I am! I try to be a good person and be there for people, but I realize it can have its drawbacks - a curse in a matter of speaking. I can't say no; sometimes I refuse to! I have a hard time turning people away, and I welcome anyone who wants or needs a friend, but where do you draw the line? In my job, you need all your faculties in order to do it well and be helpful to the ones you work with. For me, although not back to work very long, I have felt like I have had my heartstrings pulled at by the kids I counsel, plus my co-workers taking advantage of that and the fact I can't say no. And to be honest, I am just spent! I wish these black wings could take me somewhere, anywhere! Be my escape from life! I may be tough, I may be strong, but what I am not is invincible. And I feel that now! I can't keep going on the way I do! I feel if I did, my figurative 'angel wings' would be traded in for real ones! I don't know how much more I have left in me;

Road Trip, Part 3©
Now that's the way I like to shower,lol. I love spoiling my girl and sometimes just making it all about her. After showering we took a short nap,then dressed for dinner. Nothing special mind you,but clean clothes. I love how my toy smells. The perfume is so light and airy,not sweet and over powering. She was dressed in a cute denim skirt and a button down blouse with me in my jeans and an oxford shirt. Closing the room's door behind us, I opened the truck door for her again catching her intoxicating scent. Climbing in and starting the truck away we went. After discussing what we were in the mood for we settled on some of Texas' finest fares, bar-b-que. Finding a place that looked somewhat questionable but with a parking lot full of cars and truck, we figured not to judge a book by it's cover. We were surprised to find the it was not only a restaurant but a bar and dance hall as well. Getting seated I enjoyed the fact that my toy was quite the attraction. Following her and the h

Ill-literacy
I just read the following bulletin: "my biggest piss off is ppl who don,t post there recent pics in proflie like can you figure y do they this its not like your sixteen and cant get friend on this site second y do ppl fuckin lie so much i tought this was a friend site not whos got the best bull shit story thrid pity grabbers like i dont have enough probs of my own i really don't yours too" What does does this mean?

Dedicated To My Dad!
i know you are in heaven watching over me.through these teary eyes, i can still see,all the things you have taught me,how to always take the lead.if not for you, i would have been lost, to bring you back, i would pay any cost.just to see your smile again to tell you i love you a thousand times again. you would teach me right from wrong , made me learn those silly songs,and how to always stand alone. so how do i stand without you now? it is hard but, i remeber that it was you, the one who helped me see it through.when life got me down i could rely on you.you may never know how much i appreciate you.my kids are growing so big and look to me, the same way i did to you when it was you and me.i hope you can see the are a blessing to me, just like i was to you. i wished i could have stopped your pain, made you laugh when you felt the pain . although you hurt, you never complained.how i wish i could have you back again.but where you are is where you are needed , your job on earth has been com

The 07 Life Of Pixie So Far
well... i havnt writen any thing in forever so yeah alot of catching up to do... January was a boring i guess because i cant really remember much of it lol so were on skip to February... February was probably my least favorite time to be alive... everything was all fine and dandy until Valentines Day and it was like "BAM" you have no one to cuddle with or anything! so it sucked going out and seeing happy couples, it made me feel so alone... i got over that when i found out my best friend of 15 years (Michelle) was placed into Intensive care for being in a coma due to a drunk bastard running into her car. a few days had passed and i was hoping that things would get better until one night when i got a phone call from a mutual friend telling me she had passed away, so the 17th is probably going to be one of the harder days for me now on. it was tough on me because i refused to believe until my friend literally carried me up to her coffin and made me face reality. i remember fall

Got Hit With A Few More Last Night...
So -- In order to protect myself from people with small minds who seem to think that shadows are nipples (or more than that, women who can't stand the competition..poor babies) I am making all of my folders Friends Only. That way, if someone marks something NSFW I'll be able to see who the culprit is. I am also paring my default pix down as well and placing them in protected folders. If you are already my Friend this shouldn't affect you -- you can still see all of the pictures you have in the past. I have a studio in my house so there will always be more great pictures to take the place of ones being marked NSFW by silly people. They just won't be available to the general public. Have a great day and thanks for taking the time to read this!

Morning Glory
The dawn breaks. I turn and through bleary eyes spy you beneath the covers next to me. I reach out and begin to stroke your long, luxurious mane with one hand while pulling you close with the other. You don't seem to object so I start to nuzzel the side of your neck while running one finger with a feather touch down the lenght of your spine, over your firm buttocks and back up again. Softly, I kiss your neck, your chin, your delicate ears pausing to give your lobes a playful bite. I press my lips to yours, softly at first - quick gentle pecks. You reciprocate, parting your lips ever so slightly allowing the tips of our tongues to gently dance against one another. Our embrace becomes more passionate, deeper and our tongues explore the depths of each other's open mouths as my hands begin to explore your long, soft form. My lips begin to venture down the length of your naked supple body - your neck, your collar bone and finally the supple valley between your ample breasts whe

Who Is Osama Bin Laden?
A few hours after the terrorist attacks on the World Trade Centre and the Pentagon, the Bush administration concluded without supporting evidence, that "Osama bin Laden and his al-Qaeda organisation were prime suspects". CIA Director George Tenet stated that bin Laden has the capacity to plan ``multiple attacks with little or no warning.'' Secretary of State Colin Powell called the attacks "an act of war" and President Bush confirmed in an evening televised address to the Nation that he would "make no distinction between the terrorists who committed these acts and those who harbor them". Former CIA Director James Woolsey pointed his finger at "state sponsorship," implying the complicity of one or more foreign governments. In the words of former National Security Adviser, Lawrence Eagleburger, "I think we will show when we get attacked like this, we are terrible in our strength and in our retribution." Meanwhile, parroting official statements, the Western media mantra has approved th

Without You,
You came into my life at a time when I was on the edge throwing it all away, I had lost the will to even get out of bed each day, my company was suffering due to my constant drinking to ease the pain of the loss my daughter, at times I couldn't remember weeks at a time what I had even said or done, I blocked out all my family and friends, was even pushing my son out of my life, at a time when he needed me the most. after 6 1/2 years of heavy alcohol abuse, you gave me a reason to clean myself up and start getting my life back on track, just wanted to say thank you, you are an amazeing lady, I don't know where I'd be today or if I would even be alive today, all the poems and everything I've done to show you I love you comes nowhere near letting you know how much you mean to me and how grateful I am to just have you in my life , your my best friend and I will always be here for you as long as I have breath in my body lady, thank you doll I'm nothing Without You... Music Vide

Jesse's Story
Jesse walked along the shore. Been years since she been to the shore of New Jersey. It was as beautiful as she remembered, and missed. It was dusk and it was quiet. She had runaway so to speak. Life was beginning to suffocate her. So much she missed. She was lonely, busy in a life full of people, yet she was no where. She found herself wondering alot lately if she was a woman or a robot. Hell she didnt even feel sexy anymore. So she had left. Just took off no notice to anyone. Not that anyone in her so called life would care, she laughed. She walked, listening to the ocean. Beautiful and peaceful it was. It always brought her a peace that nothing else seemed to be able to bring. She stopped and listened. It was faint, but it was there. Someone else was on the beach playing music. A very solemn, lonely tune. Fitting, she thought to herself, as she headed in the direction she thought the music came from, occasionally scanning the distance for the mystery musician. She spotted him a

We All Do It Right ? No? Just Me?
Ok, so I am not gonna mention who I was thinking of while partaking in this especially nice session of self satisfying. SO I figured I may as well share the fantasy with you . . . it was that great for me. Alright, so let's start at the beginning. The plan was not to think of anyone in particular . . . I really just wanted to cum and to cum hard and long so I startde with a dvd. I began with Jenna Jameson on the screen and in my mind, I mean her lips are just that damn sexy. Soon I was watching her give a blow job though and started to morph the events into something compeltely different in my mind. As soon as the guy started sticking his fingers in Jenna's pussy my mind was seeing a scenario in my mind. I was lying back on the sofa with my legs spread open adn he was in between my legs. I had one leg sprawled up on the back of the sofa and he was sliding a finger in and out of my pussy. I was not wet enough yet though so he kept placing his fingers in my mouth to get t

To All My Friends Here That Have Made My Stay In El Paso If Not Bearable Then At Least As Sane As I Get.
i want to thank you all. if it was not for lisa and you girls i'd have just given up and gone wandering in to the dessert never to be found again . till we meet again here i want you all to know you are loved and cared about. your the kind of folks that make this world allmost beartable ;) here a little cheer to hopefully keep you smiling till i return and i will.

Oh Dear Lord...save Me From The All Mighty Douche King...
so...there's this guy...who i guess was one of my friends on here...i dunno...i never talked to him. anyway...basically once a day he would attempt to talk to me in the shout box...but he didn't have a salute picture...and his photos seemed fake...so i didn't even bother... i just...pinpointed him as a faker from the get go. i guess i should have deleted him as well... anyway... i guess that after his 15th try or so to get me to talk to him, he decides to get angry...and get all stupid with me. it made me giggle. and i took screen shots of the messages he sent me...just so i could share them all with you. k...first: i responded with: okey dokey. no biggie. i don't know anything about you. which i thought was a decent enough response...i guess i was wrong...because this is what he sent next: i responded with: hahahahahahha you make me laugh. i think you are just mad because i never talked to you in the shout box. hello...you have 3 pictures...that probab

Just Wanted To Let You Know !!!
No idea how we got to this point in our lives, no idea what forces are behind the turns life can take or why things sometimes can't be the way in our hearts we know it is supposed to be, It looks pretty dark tonight, and I know your hurting as much as me right now, but it's all going to work out in the end baby, never give up on our hopes and dreams Lady, we will find a way, some way to be together if only for a short while, I'd gladly give everything I own and all I ever hope to have in this life to just have you here with me right now, but for now it's only in my dreams.. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Tribute ~ Jammin To Pennywise ~ Bro Hymn
This is a classic song, by a great punk band. It's also the Silent Knight 'Theme' song. To our best friends, Present past & beyond Even though they weren't with us too long Your life is the most precious thing that we could lose While you were here the fun was neverending Laugh a minute, only the beginning Jason (my brother)... Matthew... Thirsk, This one's for you! Ever get the feeling you can't go on? Just remember whose side it is that you're on You've got friends with you till the end! If you're ever in a tough situation We'll be there with no hesitation Brotherhood's one rule that cannot bend When you're feeling too close to the bottom You know who it is you can count on Someone will pick you up again We can conquer anything together All of us are bonded forever If you die I die that's the way it is!

Ok
so i did my usual pointess blogs..the OMG im soo upset..or "tears".. So time for a little bit of actual writing. I'm having a terrible night!..TERRIBLE!...Theres TO much shit for me to deal with right now..And its a KICK IN THE FACE!...VERY overbearing... Ever feel like you are always trying to make other people happy instead of yourself?...Well tonight i had a talk with a friend...And i came clean about ALOT of stuff...And i feel SOOO SOO bad...Im not one to put myself before others...And i did just that tonight..I hate hurting people...It makes me sooo Sad...But lately...I've been being a pushover...If it wasent for my SK family i dont know what i would do. Anyways...I just need to cry..ALOT. UGHHHHHHHH i feel like im repeating myself but i HATE hurting people...HATE HATE HATE it...I shouldnt have told him what i told him tonight...i feel like the worst person in the world. WHY DO I TRY SOO SOO hard to impress...There is obviously something wrong with me..I need to figure o

Fibromyalgia And Myofascial Pain Syndromes
For those of you, and it will almost all of you who do not know, I have had these for years most people don't know anything about them.... There will be an awareness day May 12th. People will ask me what it is and it's hard to explain, as you will also see in my next blog in a minute, there are sooooo many symptoms.... If you are already diagnosed with either of these illnesses, you are luckier than all the people suffering without knowing what they have and without getting good advice about what they can do. These pages are for people who may have one or more of these conditions and for their companions and health care providers. Many of these pages are referenced with medical texts and journal articles and are periodically updated. They may help you to discover and understand what's going on and what you can do about it. Fibromyalgia syndrome (FMS) and chronic myofascial pain (CMP) are real conditions, and they are not the same. You may feel that FMS alone is

Different Location, Same Sensation
Like an angel Falling from heaven She wrapped Her mini skirt Around my thigh Said she wanted to Meet me From the time she Saw me walk in Which was an Hour Before she got To the bar I knew you would Show up here Eventually She whispered in My ear Kissed my cheek And moved away She came back With another beer Told me to get Comfortable It was gonna be A long ride Turns out She went to church And loved her Jesus But was not captive To her faith She never allowed Her morals To interfere with Our pleasure Praised for My gift to sin A talent she did not Take For granted The once innocent Angel Saw thru me too Seeds of intrigue Are planted

'hot' Doesn't Begin To Describe It
WARNING: This blog is not for the tender eared or the weak stomached… and please note that is has been tagged NSFW, therefore I'm gonna make it REALLY NSFW. Last weekend I posted a mumm, and evidently this chick thought it was dumb and she let me know via a comment. I sent her a shout nicely telling her not to hate and we quickly became friends. So she and I decided to do a couple more mumms kind of like a contest. The one she posted was about alcohol… I was Jim Beam and she was Jack Daniels. She won of course. I posted a mumm - panties or commando. She won that too (grrr… lol). The next time I got on CT I had a message from the CherryTap Shop. They deleted my fucking mumm, and now I can't post the pieces of shit either! But then I'm looking through the fucking mumms today and there's one titled SEX! It's BULLSHIT!!! I got to work this morning, did a few things, pulled up CT and… what's this? A message from the CherryTap Shop, again. They're telling me they have t

Stuck Up B*tch !!!!!!!
This was a conversation I had with this Stuck up woman From NY.... I tried to add her to my friends list and I fanned her and this is what she tells me in the SHOUT BOX.(START FROM BOTTOM AND READ UPWARDS) Please read really funny... @ the bottom of this page is her profile link.. please feel free to tell her what you think..... ~Trophy Wife...: i respenct that.. but i only fan HOT guys.. im so sorry if that is rude.. please be well HARCORE US MARINE: sweetie i'm always in control... Semper Fi... and be safe while you're at home in NY... cause the streets are guarded by the United States Marines ~Trophy Wife...: thanks ... bye HARCORE US MARINE: lol haaaaaaaa that's so funny ~Trophy Wife...: k.. im in CONTROL .. sorry its not the other way around.. you arent going to get your way.. i always do so HARCORE US MARINE: you didn't even look at my profile yet, and i read yours entirely HARCORE US MARINE: well like i said once you accept the fri

The Mother Of All Blogs...if Your Mom Was A Guppy
Ok, so, yeah... I know, I know. I have not written a blog in quite a while. It isn't as if I have had nothing to say. Those of you that have conversed with me know that I am quite verbose. I often have way too much to say. Many times, I think I should hire someone who's sole purpose is to sit with me, silently, until I have talked...or written...too much. At that point, this person would hold up a little flash card with the simple message of "Becca, shut up." I do think that would be extremely helpful. Maybe they should have another sign that says, "Don't you think that was a bit inappropriate, dumbass?" There has been a few times when I needed such a reminder. Hmmmmmm...maybe there should be a couple more signs for that person to hold up, too. I mean, only having two signs wouldn't even merit much of a job. How about a sign that says, "Smile after you insult someone like that so that they think you are joking." That one would be handy. Put downs go over so much better

.stupidity.
mah D is awesome...n brilliant...n we were having a discussion about the stupidity of penis...and this is what she had to say...*dun dun dun* Drea says: they're so incredibly dumb ... it's like ... there was a special kind of "stupid" that was cooked up JUST for humans that have penises *golf claps* amen...n hallelujah!

Wtf???
I DONT UNDERSTAND WHATS WRONG WITH PEOPLE,, YOU TRY TO BE NICE AND HELP THEM OUT, THEY WANT MORE, YOU GO OUT OF YOUR WAY TO DO THINGS FOR THEM, THEY WANT MORE, HELP IN ANYWAY YOU CAN, THEY WANT MORE, NO MATTER HOW FAR YOU GO OR HOW MUCH YOU DO , THEY WANT MORE, WHEN YOU FINALLY HAVE ENOUGH AND TELL THEM NO MORE, THEY WANT MORE, WHEN YOU DONT GIVE IN AND GIVE THEM MORE, THEY TURN THEIR BACK ON YOU AND START TALKIN SHIT BOUT YOU, AND STILL THEY WANT MORE, THEY FORGET ALL THE TIMES YOU WERE THERE FOR THEM, HOW MUCH YOUVE DONE, ALL THEY SEE IS THE TIME YOU SAID NO... .. NOW IS THAT A FRIEND? IM TIRED OF BULLSHIT AND DRAMA ON HERE, IM SICK OF THE CHILDISH NONSENSE I HEAR, I NO LONGER HAVE TIME FOR FAKE ASS FRIENDS, IF YOU DONT LIKE ME JUST TELL ME UPFRONT, THERES NO REASON TO PRETEND, N IF YOU REMOVE ME AS A FRIEND BE SURE TO LET ME KNOW, MY PAGE IS FOR REAL PEOPLE NOT JUST FOR SHOW,

Lustfull Desires
I walked into your room saw that you were sleepin very quietly walked over to you pulled the covers down ,you were wearing that red nighty with no undies and the site of your magnificent vulva excited me so much my hardon was straining my pants.I was literally hurting from the pressure I took off my pants listening to your breathing to make sure you were not waking I knelt down between your legs gazed at your magnificent pussy. I had left the door open just enough the light stopped before it hit your eyes as always the juice from your pussy was just amazing glittering like dew on a petal in the morning sun.I started to stroke myself staring at your pussy within 30 seconds i could feel my cum rising and forced my self to stop.I leaned down and inhaled takin in your scent my senses were going wild. Lightly as i could I placed my mouth on your pussy and o so softly started workin your folds with my tounge I moved up a little takin your clit into my mouth letting my tounge just rest

Subby
i walked in and saw you sitting there with those big doe eyes collar on leash in hand i stopped in my tracks as always mesmerised by your sexualness you stood and crossed the room i snapped out of my trance took the leash from your tiny hand "have you been good today?"i asked knowing the answer seeing the slight glistening of your fingers as you handed me your leash. "no daddy"you whispered in that angelic voice,"i was thinking about your big hard cock and ....well ..... i " "get on your knees" i said sternly you looked me right in the eye i saw the flush of your cheek rising trying hard not to show your pleasure at what you knew was coming. "now you have to undress me "i said you reached down untied my shoes and took them off i reached down between you leggs and put hte leash through and pulled it up behind your back and i heard your breath stutter as the soft nylon slid across your already swollen clit and as you reached up to unbutton my pants and let them fall i

=(^_^)= Englas Fan Me & Profile Rating Club !!
HELLO CHERRIOS !! HEY WE ALL NEED FANS & PROFILE RATINGS I WILL START A FAN ME & PROFILE RATING CLUB !! DO YOU WANT TO JOIN? I HAVE A LARGE PHOTOGALLERY SO I HAVE PLENTY OF ROOM HOW WILL THIS WORK? I RIP YOUR PIC TO MY GALLERY AND ADD YOU TO FAN ME & PROFILE RATING CLUB FOLDER BY RIPPING YOUR PIC THERE IS A DIRECTLINK TO YOUR PAGE !! RULES = RULE #1 WHEN SOMEONE BECOME YOUR FAN YOU MUST BECOME A FAN BACK !! RULE #2 RATE THE PERSONS PROFILE RULE #3 SPREAD THE WORD ABOUT =(^_^)= ENGLAS FAN ME GALLERY AND FAN & RATE THE HOSTESS PLZ SEND ME A MSG IF YOU WANT TO JOIN =(^_^)= ENGLA@ CherryTAP

Orly?
You best fess up I know whos been on my pics YETI Jaye ((President of ... CwByFrOmHeLL motownsdogfathe... jim Panda joe schwede0 Scotty D Ć... WHEN U THINK U ... Who flagged my pic? Ill delete you all if you dont tell me who did it

Tima Fae
This painting that my friend Denise did was inspired by me. You may not give a crap, but I do. And the reason is because the proceeds from this painting goes to Cancer~ Among the fallen leaves you can find Tima brooding..all days can't be sunny ones. http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=36091985

Our Marks
When I look in the mirror at the person I see, sometimes I wonder who is that looking at me? She puts on a smile before facing the day, though her heart may feel heavy she pushes her cares out of the way. In her eyes there's a sparkle on her brow not a frown, and when she's ready to go she's up, never down. There's no sign of trouble on the mask that she wears, if I didn't know her I'd think she hadn't a care. But under the mask there's lost dreams and some pain, and a deep well of strength that fills again and again. Most never look deeper than the mask that she wears, what they see on the surface is all that they care. But, oh what they're missing by not lifting the mask, the surface is never the place one should bask. The core of a person is what you must know, if you look deep inside the real self will show. The privilege of knowing a person that deep, is truly a treasure filled with memories to keep. Most people know heartache

Today I Began
today i began my journey on finding my self worth. from now on i will be the man i set to be. i will also embrace being single and not worry why i am in this stage. i will achieve goals i have set before and thank God for each day he gives me. i will work hard to make myself a better man, so if a realtionship ever comes my way, i will be the best man for her. today starts my journey into a new me with peace

My Update
State of the Steve is similar to the State of the Union address except I will get no standing ovation, will not slaughter the word nuclear, and will not disrupt your favorite television shows. There also will be no time at the end for opposing viewpoints. I looked at the calendar and realized that I've been on Cherry Tap (formerly Lost Cherry)for 9 months. So I thought it time to give some updates rather than go through and redo my goofy page. Many of you may have already realized that this can become very addictive. Have to check comments, new photos, and messages. I tend to rarely look at stashes and sometimes check out blogs. I just don't have the time to commit to it. I figured out that I was spending too much time on here. I thought about leaving here but decided against that. I have too many good friends and cool acquaintences to do that. But I decided to minimize the nightly checking and not get on during the weekend. This is to help me get some balance. I

Happy Birthday, Continued
I just posted a blog, but I feel the need to clarify. If you haven't read the first Happy Birthday blog, don't spoil it with this one. Just stop reading altogether. I'm afraid I didn't make it completely clear why I was so horrified (but still amused) by the whole Happy Anal Birthday gift. If you know me at all, you probably know that I'm very Pro-Anal. Not a pro AT it, but I have no qualms with the ass. I advocate ass. I could go to DC and lobby for ass. I'm therefore not at all disturbed by the assfucking in the story. Rather, I'm disturbed by the attitude she must have about anal sex. Her giving it as a "gift" indicates that she thought only HE would enjoy it. Further, it signals that she didn't really want to have her bowels explored; instead, she felt like she was doing him some great favor. And finally: What if he didn't like it? Did she give him a gift receipt? I would take that shit back and exchange it for another piece of ass, just to make a point.

You're [clearly Not] A 10, Baby!
Last week "skillful" (http://www.cherrytap.com/user/587541) stopped by and rated my profile a 7, so I left him a user comment asking if I was really that good. He never responded. The "downrating" (a misnomer, in my opinion) fascinates me, as it is generally used only by people who are either 1) new here, or 2) angry at you for some reason. Since 10 is the "default" rating, I usually want to know WHY someone rated me less than a 10. Sometimes it's obvious, as when I've posted rude comments on someone's profile. Other times it is less clear. Today Skillful came and re-rated my profile a 5. My user comment in response: Wow... I'd worsened in your estimation? From a 7 all the way down to a 5? What, pray tell, is so interesting about me that you keep coming back and changing your mind about me? Have I emasculated you in some way today that I wasn't even aware of? He sent me a private message, saying "simply because u ignore my msgs...." I responded: Hm. Mig

Cyber Romance
Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."

Hot Or Snot
Yesterday, at Cyrus's insistence (perhaps to rid me of the notion that giving all 10s is a bad idea), I posted a photo of myself on Hot or Not. He picked the photo, and people quickly stepped up to say I'm a 6.4. I posted a different photo last night, and this morning awoke to learn that I'm a 9.3. I call that beauty rest. Curious about the site, I posted a short profile, and a number of people have sent me messages today. Most are lame, though I admit I've met a couple interesting individuals there. About five minutes ago, though, I received this message: "MMM, Hi there... Would you like to sit on my chest, spread your legs wide and watch me licking and sucking on that throbbing hard, soaking wet clit until you cum all over my face and in my mouth?" No subject line, no introduction. Just, "Hi, I'd like to fuck you with my tongue." People are so FRIENDLY.

Changing Font
Ok...so I've been seeing quite a few people in the MUMM's asking about the font color change. It's quite simple really if you have a general knowledge of HTML. If you don't understand, follow along. [font color="pastel green" face="Comic Sans MS" size="2"]TYPE YOUR MESSAGE HERE[/font] 1)change the [] to 2)pastel green can be any color like... blue orange red...look around 3)fonts are usually arial tahoma verdana...again look around 4)I would keep the size at 2 or 3. If it's too much bigger, then the text is going to be huge in the MuMM. 5)Place the text you want people to see where it says TYPE YOUR MESSAGE HERE. ________________________________________________ This is how it would look when you type it out.. You will have to copy and paste this code into every comment you make. I use the keyboard shortcuts for convenience. (Ctrl + C) Copy (Ctrl + V) Paste That is all..take care! :)

Will You Remember Me?
Will You Remember Me It's just a matter of time now When I am gone and I am free I ask you, will you remember me Or will I fade away into the darkness No memory of my emptiness The Reaper seduces me He says nothing you will be Voices of a million souls calling His grip on my heart is willing Come with me I will ease your pain I try to ignore him but only in vain Bekoning me he wants me come With no fight left in me I will succumb So when I'm gone and when I'm free Will you remember me? All the empty words I have been told Scarred me deeply now I'm cold I think it's safe to finally say Maybe better off dead this way This lost soul never to be happy again Cause the Reaper told me I can't win My heart bleeds with so much love But only pain and hurt rains from above I'm on a wreckless train in an endless tunnel Life pours out of me like a bottomless funnel And When I'm gone and when I am free Will you all remember me? My misery in love was all I know

Poem: The First Word Of Each Line
When we are so far apart, can sorrow mend a broken heart. I often feel so down and blue, sleep is sweet when I dream of you. All of you is like a rose, night is near so I must close. With this poem keep one thought in mind, you must read the first word of each line... Sign: Raymond Starns Dated: 7/79' Rate my poem please...

What You Can Win In This Contest!
CUP OF JOE'S FIRST CONTEST AND IT IS GOING TO BLOW YOUR MIND!!! TOP PRIZE IS A HAPPY HOUR! 2ND PLACE RECEIVES A MONTHS BLAST 3RD PLACE RECEIVES A WEEKS BLAST 4TH PLACE RECEIVES A THREE DAY BLAST 5TH PLACE RECEIVES A ONE DAY BLAST BONUS EVERYONE IS A WINNER IN THIS CONTEST 30,000 COMMENTS OR MORE WILL ALSO RECEIVE THESE GIFTS 20,000 COMMENTS OR MORE WILL ALSO RECEIVE THESE GIFTS 10,000 COMMENTS OR MORE WILL ALSO RECEIVE THESE GIFTS

Left Behind
Ok...so why is it that the good girls usually finish last??? The good girl is the one that will listen to you complain about your ex and the guy that she is with and she will not say a word...just listen...She is also the one that will listen to you when you are drunk and don't even know what you are talking about but will never complain.....She will run up her phone bill just to talk to her guy, but will never complain when he puts her on hold to talk to others...But as soon as she makes a mistake or says the wrong thing she becomes a bitch...and that is it, he wants nothing else to do with her...Why does it work that way..Should we the good girls just be bitches to start out with, or should we always coward down and never say how we feel....Well I can tell you now that I will always speak my mind.... This goes for the Good Guys too...I know that the ones that still open doors, send flowers for no reason and do all the little things that really matter get shafted too.... I just

Poem: The Untold Secret
It's strange when you meet a woman and look into their eyes.. A untold secret of her lies waiting for the right man to find.. Only man can unfold the secret because his creator took it from him.. Then in return the creator put the untold secret into form and made woman.. The two most beautiful of all creation were made by the creator.. Who wants Man and Woman to find this untold secret,so they'll be apart of him.. Let's find this secret in us and whatever color we maybe it won't matter.. As long as we'll sincerely love each other the untold secret will unfold itself... Sign: Raymond Starns dated: 7/99

Poem:to Each Other
I can see your sparkling eyes as they dance in the candle light. Your lips are sweet as honey and feel soft to me as I touch them tenderly. Its your face and body that shows it true beauty with no disgrace. Now why should I hide these feeling, for I'll not lie or deny that its you I desire. What can it be!, that two friends only know about one another is that you and I must really mean something to each other.. Sign: Raymond Starns Dated:7/98'

No More Car.
my dad and brothers went shopping in my car. on the way they were eating. my dad ending up coking and passing out. my brother grab for the steering wheel but they still crash it to a parked rig. my car is total. at lest no1 die. but i mss my car.

Michael Ray Richardson And His Big Time Jew Lawyers
It has been about a month since a former NBA player has come forth with a hate diatribe. This time coke head Micheal Ray has professed his hate for all things Jewish. From yarmulkes to gefilte fish, he has had enough. Could this have anything to do with David Stern (he's kinda, sorta Jewish) suspending Micheal Ray 83 times during his playing career? Here are some of his comments: "I've got big-time lawyers," Richardson said, according to the Times Union."I've got big-time Jew lawyers." When told by the reporters that the comment could be offensive to people because it plays to the stereotype that Jews are crafty and shrewd, he responded with, "Are you kidding me? They are. They've got the best security system in the world. Have you ever been to an airport in Tel Aviv? They're real crafty. Listen, they are hated all over the world, so they've got to be crafty." And he continued, "They got a lot of power in this world, you know what I mean?" he said. "Which I think is great

Trust
What is the definition of trust? Trust is two cannibals having oral sex!

Fucking Cowards
First I want to say that my thoughts and wishes go out to the families of those who lost loved ones at Virginia Tech. That being said, these are my thoughts on that topic.... Any asshole who is THAT much of a fucking coward who has to resort to that sort of violence to solve his/her problems, if you are just going to turn the gun on yourself in the end, Then save everyone else the hassle and start with yourself... The innocent have lives and families who care and that is NOT to say that the gunman's family didnt care about him but stop being a pussy and start with yourself!! This is just another reason I am all for "conceal and carry". Or maybe, better yet, try this... If ya want a challenge, come to my house next time... try that shit with someone who can fire back!! See how far the pussies can make it when they get fired back on!

Oh Ffs! Stop That!
Okay maybe I'm just ranting today but I am really annoyed that people just do not pay attention. My profile states clearly that I do NOT just randomly give out my yahoo id. Now, I know some of you have it, but not as many as people may think. So, what happens? I get a note or shout with a brief introduction, usually no longer than "hi" then a yahoo id. What the fuck am I supposed to do with that? I Why do some people ASSUME that I even want it? I usually have to chat on site for a bit before I even pretend to go to yahoo. Next, I am obviously dumb as a brick because many times, the convo goes like this: Him: Got yahoo? Me: Sorry hun, I don't just give out my yahoo like that. Him: Oh, okay...I can give you mine.. Wouldn't common sense say that if I hit him up on his then he would have MINE? Dammit, I may be half naked but i'm not half stupid...lmmfao!!! *Growls* Then, once it's been established I do not want to exchange id's it's time for them to sweeten t

No More....
no more kisses no more hugs no more jokes and no more tears it seems with you Ive drowned in hope and when you cared you threw a rope but the twisted games and tainted lies as I reach for something ,you pull it from sight My heart is your toy emotions thrown aside pleasure you take , in seeing me choke this game is not fun its like dieing inside the way you make feel I wonder if you ever even cared you have no idea of the power youve gained you can bring out a smile or make me wish Id disappear so no more wishes means no more tears how can I love someone who really doesnt care.

Ok Im Back
Well lets see ...ALOT of drama has occurred here lately and i began deleting my account. I found out I have alot of friends who want me to come back. so without further tadoo...TAAA DAHHHHHHHHHH IM BACKKKKKKKKKKKK...please lets ALL get along....CTs sposed to be fun..ill give it one more try

What Up?
so i'm back from another grueling week of constant repeditiveness....And once again it's going to be a pretty boring going to be consisting of well work.. and homework....these classes are stressing me out too ... So how about everybody who accually reads this leaves me a nice comment everyone have a great firday and weekend.. you'll see another post soon Raven

What The Hell Is Going On With Our Kids?
OK First Columbine in 1999, then the next major shooting was in Colorado again at a high school where a guy walked in and had a gun and a bomb. One female student was shot and killed. Then we get Virginia Tech, 32 killed plus one gunman. Now in Denver we've had several things happen yesterday and today. Morlie Middle School had two students walk in today carrying semi-automatic handguns. We also had a small explosive device go off in Ponderosa High School near Castle Rock, CO in Douglas County. Yesterday we had 4 different Denver area schools receive either bomb threats or students carrying weapons onto campus. All 4 were middle or high school campuses. WTF is going on with our god***n kids?!?!? Are parents that afraid of their kids now that they can't properly discipline them and make sure their kids are as afraid of them as we were of OUR parents?!? THIS HAS TO STOP!! We ~*HAVE*~ to take back control of our children and families!!!!!! If we don't, what's nex

The Life Of A Wicked Lil Girl
Ok as of late I have had many many people asking me about my life and all kinds of shit that pertain to it and am quite frankly getting tired of answering the same damn questions all the time, so I am thinking I will try to take care of a few of them right now. I’ll give you a quick little glimpse into the life of Wicked Lil Girl. I am 29 almost 30 years old . . . I was born August 17, 1977 (yes the day after Elvis died). Nothing remarkable happened to me that I am ware of in the first few years of my life other than my constant exposure to death. When I was 2 my sister was born. I have no other siblings it’s just me and her. On April 5, 1986 when I was 8 years old, my mother took my sister and I to watch The Jungle Book at the local Palace Theater. While we were gone my father decided to shoot and kill himself with a 12 gauge shotgun. No, none of us saw him, his sister went to the house while we were gone and found him so we were met at the Palace and were never allowed in

Heart
Heart it is, not a brick or stone Why shouldn't it feel the pain? Let none tyrannize this heart Or I shall cry again and again Neither the temple, nor the mosque Nor on someone's door or porch I await on the path where He will tread Why others should compel me to go? The illumined grace that lights up the heart And glows like the midday sun That Self that annihilates all sights When then it hides in the mysterious net? The amorous glance is the deadly dagger And the arrows of emotions are fatal Your image may be equally powerful Why should it appear before you? The rules of life and bonds of sorrow In reality are the one manifestation Before realizing the ultimate truth How can then one attain liberation? Love is laden with noble thoughts Yet what remains is the carnal shame Trust conscience the still little voice Why do you want test the rival? There the pride of modesty resides Here dwells the social morality

Fuckin Fake Ass People!
Since I have been on CT I have accepted and asked for many "friends". The people I have on my list I honestly try to show love too! But it seems that my love is rarely reciprocated. All I want to know if people really read this shit or is this whole thing some kind of kiddy game! So if you are on my list and read this lil diddy please comment and let me know! I just wanna see really who pays attention to those on their list! Thanks! ~Monkey~

*~fun With Yahoo - Session 16~*
randomman816: may i ask u something PiercedQT: What's that? randomman816: suppose u are in a bath room stall smoking a cigarette suddenly a penis comes through the hole and the voice on the other side says "surprise me?..what would u say through the wall and what would u do about it?? PiercedQT: I'd put my cigarette out right on the tip of it. randomman816: ouch are u serious PiercedQT: Completely serious. randomman816: wait youd just calmly and innocently reach out and put the cig on his unsuspectinig penis PiercedQT: If a guy has the audacity to shove his cock in a bathroom, which is suppose to be private, I'd assume the jerk-off would expect the worst. randomman816: youd only graze him with the cig right nothing too serious PiercedQT: Nope - I'd put it completely out - I'd use him as an ashtray. randomman816: wow you do havea little mean streak dont ya PiercedQT: You say that as if I wouldn't be justified in the matter. ran

My Son
My Son enlisted in the Army on Febuary 20th 2007. He is 26 years old and very well knew what he wanted. He is doing an 18 week bootcamp to be a Cavalry Scout @Ft. Knox In Kentucky, & graduates June 21st. He gets a break tomorrow until Sun so were headed out to go visit him early in the morning (5/4/07) Cavalry Scouts are the ones that go in ahead of their troops & scout out the area and make sure its safe for the rest of the troups to join them. Then He plans on continue his training to become Special Forces Im not a happy camper about his job choice but I love him and will stand behind his decsions.. I am also really excited to go see him :)) He has lived in Georgia for the past 6 years and I havent seen him, so u know im excited.. AND Proud :)) Fortunaty, he is only about 2 1/2 hours away from me now :)) When he finishes @ Ft Knox, hes headed to Ft. Hood, Tx for desert trainning Then off to iraq. Now I join the

The Beautiful Gift Of A Woman,her Passions,her Love
I want to know the joys of your beautiful mind,To know the joys of your beautiful body.To be able to stimulate your mind, To touch and stimulate your body,to unlock that love and passion.That i see you have so much of to give.As that beautiful woman that you are.That so so beautiful gift of you,Your passions your love of, the woman you are as a giver.I want to experince your passions and your love.One of the great gifts and joys in life.A woman giving all of her self to her man.Of all of her passions and love for her man. writings of my feelings,not copied

Done With The Game
So it seems as if the fake pics are back in full swing around here and some even offer NSFW for rates. I am soooo tired of the BS. Seriously. There are thousands of good people on this site who do not get noticed cuz they don't look like a porn star. Then you have the folks who buy a bunch of happy hours to get to the top. It drives me insane. Then you have the ppl who use greasemonkey etc. The system here sucks. I am sorry I am not out commenting everyone etc. I am just so fed up I sit here and sit on my hands cuz if I were to say what I think all hell would break out. If you cant be who you are what is the sense? Anyhow LOVE to My REAL friends who are REAL people and don't hide behind a fake pic to get rates or cheapen themselves for rates. What happened to self respect and the self esteem around here. geez Breathe in right away. Nothing seems to fill this place. I need this everytime So take your lies, get off my case. Someday I will find A love that flows through me

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Love To All My Dear Friends
DEAR FRIENDS THE ROAD THAT I HAVE TRAVELED SINCE JOINING CHERRYTAP HAS BEEN AN ADVENTURE,I STILL GLANCE BACK AND WONDER HOW I BECAME SO LUCKY AS TO BE SURROUNDED BY SUCH BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE. I WONDER IF YOU EVER REALIZED THAT I CARE FOR YOU ALL ENTIRELY. AMIDST THESE CRIES OF JOY,I'M SIMPLY NOT THE SAME PERSON THAT I WAS BEFORE BECAUSE OF THE FRIENDSHIPS I HAVE MADE WITH YOU ALL.I HAVE BECOME A BETTER PERSON FOR KNOWING EACH ONE OF YOU. THERE WILL BE MANY MORE TOMORROWS THAT WE WILL EXPLORE MY THANKS TO EACH WHO HAVE TAKEN THE TIME TO HELP ME ALONG MY JOURNEY.ALSO MANY THANKS FOR EACH ONE WHO HAVE READ MY WORDS. BE WELL,BE SAFE,BE KIND TO ONE ANOTHER, BE WONDERFUL MY FRIENDS. HUGS AND MUCH MUCH LOVE TO ALL WildCat

An Update On Little Nikki's Mother
As some of you know, my sister gave birth in December to a baby boy named Nikki. He lived for about a week, and he never opened his eyes. Nikki passed on, and I thank those of you that we around then, that gave me and my family a huge amount of support. I made a lot of friends during that time, and the ones that showed me and my family love (you know who are)I am still loyal to. We still are working on a true grave marker, in fact I am working on something soon to pay for it. Now for the update, my sister Meghan, has gotten preggers again, and so far everything is going well. She just finished school to become a pharmacy tech, and just today passed her state exam. She is on her way to take the final steps in getting a job at a pharmacy that will enable her to make twice as much money as the guy she is with that doesn't think she is good enough to marry. This girl had to sit back and do nothing as her baby died in her arms, I have never respected anybody more. She has truly be

A Submissive's Essay (also Written By Me)
being a submissive ----------------------- When my Master calls, I shall come Crawling or running as is his wish And kneel before my everything To be used or loved at his whim His voice is all i hear His desire is all i dream to fulfill His hands are both the givers and takers The moulder of my freshly broken will His eyes looking down upon me Hold my deepest chastening and highest praise He is the owner of my mind, body and soul In everything i seek only His ways Before him i bow at the end of his day When He is tired and weary of it all And i strive to relax and please Him His slave am i at his beckoned call When He wants music i shall sing When he wants sex He shall demand anything His wants and desires My code and my guide To him alone i pledge my pride This is my poem about the mindset that i see as submissive. These are promises that i make to my Master, and my only goal is his happiness and pleasure. i also look to Him for affection,

What Is Life Without You
what is life without you you're the princess of my heart you're the season of my happiness you're the locket holding my dreams the picture of my dreams what desires are left without you? whether I win or lose everything is tied to you without you there's nothing empty are the nights useless words I startle at every sound of footsteps I see you everywhere I think of you always I desire you all the time without you my life is on hold the time I spent with you nothing is more precious than that I breathe only for you I live only for you I even want to die with you you're my reason for living trust in me without you there's nothing

Did You Know???
Everybody was KUNG FU FIGHTING!!!!!!!!!

Joys Of Motherhood Part Two
SO WHERE WERE WE? OK YEAH I GO TO HER MESSAGES ON HER MYSPACE AND HE HAS PUT THIS "IM NOT GOING TO BEAT AROUND THE BUSH HERE. FIRST I CALL YOUR HOUSE AND YOUR DAD ANSWERS AND I FIND OUT YOU ARE ONLY 13. I THOUGHT YOU WERE A YEAR YOUNGER THAN ME- GUESS NOT! I KNOW YOU THINK YOU LOVE ME BUT YOU ARE YOUNG- YOU HAVE A LOT OF LIVING TO DO AND I DON'T WANNA RUIN THAT FOR YOU- YOU HAVEN'T EXPERIENCED LOVE LIKE I HAVE- I DO STILL LOVE YOU BUT IDK- MSG ME BACK WHEN YOU GET THIS" oK ITS ADMIRABLE THAT HES GIVING HER THE YOU ARE TOO YOUNG SPEECH. BUT HOW DO I KNOW HES NOT SOME 40 YR OLD PERVERT PEDOPHILE THATS GNNA COME KIDNAP HER RIGHT OUT OF MY HOUSE NOW THAT HE HAS HER ADDRESS? I DECIDE TO USE HIS ADDRESS FROM THE LETTER WITH HIS LAST NAME AS WELL TO DO SOME INVESTIGATING. HIS STORY PANS OUT- FOUND A HS ATHLETICS PAGE THAT HAS HIM ON THERE WITH PICS FOR THE BASKETBALL TEAM, FOOTBALL TEAM, AND THE WRESTLING TEAM.SO IF HES THIS POPULAR JOCK WHAT DOES HE SEE IN A 13 YR OLD OVER 1,000 MILE AWAY

Who Wants A Ndn Name????
"> >>Indian Name > >> >>>>> > >> >>>>> This is for all you folks out there that do not have an > >>Indian Name, > >> >>>>>or, your Indian Name needs to >be traded in a for a new adult > >>one. Keep > >> >>>>>in mind the Indian way states that one needs a new name when > >>they > >> >>>>>become an adult. > >> >>>>> > >> >>>>>If there is a good reply on this, perhaps I will set up a > >>Naming Booth > >> >>>>>at a pow wow near you. > >> >>>>> > >> >>>>>Have fun, this is fun. Scroll down to find out your > >> >>>>>new Indian name..... > >> >>>>> > >> >>>>> This only takes a minute. Please don't be a bore > >> >>>>>and ruin it. Send it on to everyone you know > >>including the person that > >> >>>>>sent it to you. > >> > >>>>> > >> >>>>>Follow the instructions to find your new name. Once > >> >>>>>you have your new name, put it in the Subject box and forward > >>it to > >> >>>>>friends and loved and co-workers. Don't forget to > >> >>>>>forward it back to the pe

New Members
HELLO ALL! THIS IS HITMAN6 PRESIDENT AND FOUNDER OF THE ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~. BIGDAWG69 IS VICE PRESIDENT AND CO-FOUNDER OF SAME SAID FAMILY. WE HAVE 1)SECRETARY,2)MEDIATORS,1)DJ FOR OUR LOUNGE WHICH WILL BE UP AND RUNNING SOON WE ALSO HAVE 1)HOME PAGE BEING: ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~ BOMB SQUAD HOME PAGE. ANYONE WANTING TO JOIN THIS FAMILY IS VERY WELCOME TO APPLY. NOT TO BE MEAN BUT THERE ARE SOME GUIDE LINES THAT WILL BE FOLLOWED: 1) YOU HAVE TO HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE. 2) YOU MUST HAVE VERY GOOD ETHICS. 3) YOU MUST BE LOYAL TO THE FAMILY. (THIS IS A VERY HIGH PRIORTY) 4) YOU MUST ABIDE BY THE RULES THAT HAVE BEEN SET FOURTH. 5) YOU MUST PARTICIPATE IN ANY AND ALL FAMILY FUNCTIONS TO THE BEST OF YOUR ABILITY. (CONTESTS, BOMBING, ETC.) 6) WE WILL NOT TOLERATE DRAMA, NOR WILL WE TOLERATE ANY SLADERIOUS ACTIONS TOWARDS ANYONE. IF THIS HAPPENS YOU WILL BE BANNED FROM THE FAMILY IMMEDIATELY. 7) IF YOU HAVE

Tweaks And Enhancements To Mobile Photo Uploads.
i made some tweaks to the mobile photo upload feature tonight and thought i'd post something here for the 8 or 9 people that actually read my blogs. ;) first of all, if you don't know about the mobile uploads or want to set them up for your profile, simply go to your profile settings page, and click on the mobile link. normally, when you want to add a mobile photo to your profile, you simply email it from your phone to mobile@cherrytap.com .. and viola, it shows up in your gallery. however, some folks like to upload mobile pics of their girlfriends flashing them or in a wet-tshirt contest or other such jackassery. now as *cool* as that is, and i'm sure as happy as your gf is to have her chest uploaded to the internet for everyone to view, it's just not cool for the rest of us who might not want to see it. but, there is hope! if you have pics on your mobile that are NSFW (more details on Not Safe For Work content), you can now send them to mobile-nsfw@cherrytap.com -- whic

Murered Brother
WELL I JUST FOUND OUT A FEW DAYS AGO THAT THE BROTHER I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FOR, FOR THE LAST 20 YEARS HAS JUST RECETLY BEEN MURDERED BY SOME DRUG CARTEL OR TE COPS THERE IN MEXICO AND LEFT TO DIE IN SOME HOLE IN THE GROUND. I KNOW HE WAS INTO SOME BAD STUFF BUT HES STILL IS MY BROTHER AND I LOVE HIM. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO OR HOW TO FEEL...IM JUST NUMB! WHY IS MY FAMILY PLAGED BY SO MUCH DEATH! NOW, I HAVE LOST A SON, A HUSBAND AND NOW A BROTHER...THIS SHIT SUX AND IM UPSET AT THE WHOLE WORLD RIGHT NOW. THANX FOR LISTENING MON FIRE

She Said Yes!!!
This evening I officially proposed to Victoria and we are going to make our happy union legal! Thanks to Lost Cherry/Cherry Tap We found each other here and our relationship blossomed into the love we share today and only grows as each day passes more and more. We have been putting it off due to some legal issues regarding probate, guardianship and other things Victoria had going on, but the longer things drag on, the more sense it makes to avoid any future possible problems by getting a piece of paper signed by a stranger to avoid such issues in the future. Some say the third time’s a charm and she hooked into the eternal bachelor. Imagine that!!! There is so much to do but the plan is to have a simple civil ceremony on June 4th. We had already “jumped the broomstick” but once that piece of paper states we are “Officially Husband and Wife” we will be looking into a unique Handfasting Ceremony to celebrate or love for each other with family and friends. I want to

Choices And Thoughts
I've been doing a lot around the house today: cleaning, laundry, etc. I've had the tv on too, HBO has been playing away in the background. I got distracted by "Bury My Heart At Wounded Knee", played a little online, and got back to my chores. When I sat back down "V For Vendetta" was playing. I saw it in the theater and liked it, though I know it was lacking for some. The fact is, I like movies that require their characters to make personal choices that affect the world. Or at least a country or something. ;) I have this wierd.... obsession? No, that's pretty damn strong. Ummm... interest? Maybe. Anyway, I have this strange part of me that loves Armaggedon type situations and movies.... "Armaggedon", "Deep Impact", "War of the Worlds", "Independance Day".... They're not the best flicks ever, I admit, but they speak to me. I almost always tear up at one point or another during these films. I think it's because I hope to find the same heroism in myself that I see in

Alabama Here I Come
On Monday 4th of June ill be off to Alabama for 10days so you all have to bear with me in replying once again lol. Sorry everyone but this trip is a definate must. I just hope and pray it goes well which right now i think it will. Will explain more another day. Hugs to you all Tigsy

The Real Me
I have been called a hopeless romantic many times and yes..it is true. I am very old-fashoined. I do not believe in being disrespectful to women. I am also very honest. If something bothers me I will let you know. I do not believe in purposely hurting someone's feelings. I am a very sentimental person. I love watching romance movies . Yeah, I will whine and say I don't want to see it because it is "girlie" but it is in part for attention and also because I get emotional watching them. Shhh....don't tell anyone. (Giving away my secrets here) I even cry watching talks shows. I do really!!! I blush alot too. Hell, I walk in Wal-mart and see a baby and have to stop and look. Then I get all mushy. Swear!!! I even kinda tear up. I love kids . I think the sounds of children are the closest we can get to hearing angels on Earth. I am also very romantic and have a very passionate side. I am artistic and love to write. I know tha tmany here may think me concieted or self-centered becau

I'm Diffrent.
I'm Diffrent because I never judge a woman by her body or looks or that she has kids. I'm Diffrent I feel every woman needs love and children do too every woman has a heart and sould and more men need to realize that. I'm Diffrent because I like to take care of a woman and the kids and spoil her make her dinner and buy her flowers give her a nice massage and take care of the kids give her time to rest some . I'm Diffrent because most of my life I have been picked on and messed with from teachers and kids in school and I have never done nothin to no 1 at all . I'm Diffrent because I have a heart I have lost a lot in my life that I can never get back or replace the reason for the skeleton on my left chest is because I have lost my little bother I left home back in 92 from Cali and I left him there the last time I was ever back home was 95 and I got to see him now come to find out he is no longer alive even though I got to see him the last time in 95 for a small visit when

Two Cherrytap Members Got Married...for Real :d
Two CherryTAP Members Got Married...FOR REAL :D WOOT! Two of my friends on here...were married...IN REAL LIFE at that! Just this past Wednesday. I am so very thrilled for the both of them. Stop in and give them your Blessings. Lady Victoria *Now Mrs. Eugene!!!*@ CherryTAP Eugene - Eclectic NeoPagan@ CherryTAP Much love to the both of you...from myself. Year of the Dragon T (repost of original by 'Ұẽặŕ Ǿƒ Ťĥě Đŗãĝŏŋ™{S}' on '2007-06-01 09:04:28')

10 Things You Can Do Instead Of Hateing
10.take a shower 9. watch a porn, or a movie 8. go swimming, ride a bike 7. clean the house, apt, your room, whatever 6. make some mac & cheese, a grilled cheese with ham 5. workoff that mushroom top 4. wash the car 3. go shopping 2. read a book, newpaper, listen to some music 1. do whatever it takes get ya game up. upgrade your life style make it better for your family on the real hateing is for losers that don't won't nothing in their life and is fine with working at a gas station for five years so if i hurt someones feelin with this one it just means you are a hater so don't take it personal

Trouble In New Jersey
Yeah, I know I can be a bit pedestrian at times and I suppose this is an example of it, but... The Sopranos this evening? Holy crap!

Hello All A Update That Is Not That Upbeat
hello all my friends of the weird wide net. as you all know to some degree or less. that i just moved here to columbus (ohio) after a nigthmare of two years spent in vegas after the death of my wife of 10 years. i came here with very limited resources and HI hopes. well as of this wensday i will be homeless. the same day i was told that i was being supended AKA fire! was the the same day my roomate who from day one i have been giving more then my share of the rent and what not! tell me that she haves lost the lease for non payment of rent. and i will have to be out the dorr by this when days.i still say she had guts as big as king kongs ball tell me this 2!!!!! days after i payed her my half of the rent 2 days earleir. so i be on the street as of whensday morning. well i'l be doing a journal of my time on the street here so here hoping its a short term project.

The Level-up Club
Free Glitter Maker Comments & Layouts THIS IS SOMETHING NEW THAT WE ARE GOING TO TRY. THIS WAS BOO BOO'S IDEA. NOW THIS IS HOW IT WILL WORK. 1. You must need NO MORE THAN 10,000 points to level up. 2. When you reach the 10,000 point mark or less, send Boo Boo a PM or shout in her shout box. She will then let RebelBreed or myself know that you need help leveling up and we will post a blog. Boo Boo will post a bulletin announcing that you need help leveling. 3. We will not start a new level up for someone else until the current one is 100% complete. 4. If you have more than one certified profile, ONLY your main profile will be eligible to be leveled up. Now this is the main rule for the Level-Up Club. 5. If you wish to have help from the Level-Up Club in leveling your page up, you MUST RETURN THE LUV!!!! If we level you up and you do not help to level up other family members,

Fucking Grow Up!!!!
I got this from a guy a while back as a comment, is this a new pick-up line i wasn't aware of?..lol..i wrote down my thoughts about this. really hits on my current mood! Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fulfill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say nice things about them not to flatter them in hopes that you'll get some, but because you know they like to hear them. In short... we need to grow up and stop acting like freakin retarded little boys! So here are my thoughts on that: #*** Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fulfill our sexual desires. And maybe realize women have needs and desires too. Last thing I need is an other selfish fuck-buddy with empty promises to add to the collection. Or to be added to his collection, so he can boost his ego with me as

Day Two On The Streets
well last not was a nigthmare no sleep and cold. found a nice to crash in the woods near the river but as soon as i got comfable something or someone started to move a around near me anouther bum or a raccoon with rabies who know. i got out and stayed up all nigth a coffe joint i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo tired but i can not yet got to park and take a nap. because i called the sheters and one said maybe there have a bed but i have to call again later in the afternoon to check. i have to spend more moeny that i cannot afford and get my hopes up for a maybe it getting bad anuff to scream allready.

Seen My Salute On Your Page?....
...Just for everyone's information, if you saw this image as a background on one of your skins yesterday and in the days ahead... ..it is not a creation or hackjob by me or the other cherrytap member pictured, it is a result of misfit Jeremy Crow uploading the image to every single one of the skins he ever created here on the site. This action affected over 7500+ accounts and has led to the deletion of his account along with his galleries being nuked on here as well. ..before he left this now obsessed, confirmed liar and sabatage king posted one last blog, basically admitting how he felt and what he's done. Here it is: ...The fact that he did this goes to show the true nature of the person involved, and what regard he held for those people who supported him and enjoyed the creations he made. ...This posting was going to be alot more involved and thought out, but there's no need to give anymore attention to someone that #1 isn't here anymore and #2 has shown his true co

Im Frickin Cursed!!!
Hey there well I have left this morning from Illinois got to Michigan and noticed my front tire pulling to the right and acting funny. I Pulled off the side of the freeway to check the problem there was smoke coming from my tire. I decided to drive to next exit and pull in a gas station and explained to the guy what was happening. He told me not to drive it any more that my wheel barring went on my car. Man if I would of droven it any further I wouldnt be here right now! I am now stuck in Stevensville Michigan 235 Miles from home 50 Bucks to my name and thanks to my dad he put me in a motel room for a night so this is how im on the comp until I get my car fixed in the morning. I know im cursed and hopefully this aura I have around me will disappear. Sometimes I wish I was better off dead then to put up with any more stress in my life. Im going to try to send comments out today. I Havent aten in 2 days now so my strength is weakining. I will miss all My Friends. I dont know when ill be

Head Crunchies And Endings?
The wheels roll forward, the mother is frantically screaming for help, "My babies, my babies! They're in the car!" Slowly the wheels roll on toward the prostate gangster, dead from the gunshot. "My babies, my babies!" A man tries to get in the car, but no, it is too late, the car turns slightly, it's back tire headed toward the dead head. People take notice at the screaming and frantic activity; they turn, just in time to see the back tire roll over the head, crushing the already dead skull of Phil. A guys screams "Damn!" and another one throws up. And then, another 20 minutes of what? Nothing? Talking the kid out the army...accepting the idea that the girl is going to be a lawyer...yada yada yada...Uncle Junior gets a visit. The cat haunts Pauly Walnuts....and then, the family meets in a diner. The end? Really? You gotta be kidding me. That's it? No resolution at all? C'mon! I'm pissed.

If You Were My Lover...
If I were your lover what would you do for me to make me happy & what would you want me to do for you to make you happy? Please be completely honest. I think this should be interesting?

A Decision Was Made........and Life Won't Be The Same.
Well to start off I've told many friends about how my uncle is such a dick....well today he lost it he went to a rage that was his worst he started threatening to kill us and was calling us all sorts of horrible things. Saying that we make his life miserable. That WE are the reason he's such a bitter old man. Well me and my aunt decided that we are leaving Oklahoma next friday to move to New York to stay with her mom. We know what my uncle is capable of and we can't afford to sit around and wait for him to hurt one of us before we make a change. I hate to leave...I can't stop crying. But we have to be strong and do what we gotta do. We're looking out for ourselves and the kids. It's gonna be rough. We have to up and leave. The most we will be taking with us is our clothes and maybe a few items if that. I'm going on a bus with two of my cousins Angel and Aaron and Jeanie, William and Amber will be renting a car and driving up there. I'm not sure when the next time I will have access to

I Am Starting A New Business And I Really Need All You Ladies Help...thanks
Happy Boobies

A Short Tease.
"I would run your hair across your open mouth holding it tightly from behind as I thrust into you from the rear, sliding so deeply within your wettness. Your love juices soaking and dripping down both our thighs as I plunge into you finally filling you with my hot load."

Cheating
Ladies, some of us guys just don’t get it. We don’t get what you mean when you say “cheat”. See, to most men, if we didn’t sleep with someone, then “no harm, no foul”. But, in today’s complicated love space, it’s hard to know what cheating is. So, what do you have to do to get it across to us? It’s probably as easy as the “Golden Rule” which is “do unto others as you would have them to do unto you.” What this means is that you should treat other people like you want to be treated. So that takes us back to cheating. You and your man have been seeing each other for about a year. He is about to go to a close friend’s bachelor party. Can he get a lap dance? Most guys would think that this is harmless fun. But, a woman just needs to ask the guy to behave as he would want her to behave. If he doesn’t mind some dirt ball exotic dancer rubbing his genitals all over your leg, then he won’t have any problem getting a similar dance from a woman. However, the thought of another man rubbing a

Life Sucks Sometimes
So I've been single for over a year now. no one who I take a intrest in has much intrest in me (or at least they dont show ant intrest) This sucks (in a bad way) Ive been with 2 differant women in the the past 2 years. WTF??? Am I not interesting? Do I not do my best to be the best I can be? Am i scarry of some shit??? All I want is to find a woman who ignites some psaaion in me. My standerds are low as fuck. so why can't I find someone to love??? I just got taken out to dinner by four women and all of them told me good night at the end. Why does no one take a real intrest in me?

Friday
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Yea, she hath enslaved my mind. Entice me to taste the fruit, has she. She sayeth unto me, Come, walketh the meadows of splendor with thee and let it consume thy body fully. Surrender thyself unto passion, let thy flesh crawl in lustful ways. Thy moment at hand, depart from thy earthly bonds to mingle with the stars. Taste and exult in rapturous pleasures and know truest surrender. Thou wilst cradle ecstasy, yet again this very night." © 1998 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Just So Ya Know Whats Up :)
As of tomorrow you will not see me until Fri evening for a bit, then not till Monday. As most of you know my son is in his 2nd stage of his 16 weeks training in the Army @ Ft. Knox, Ky. I have sooo much to do tomorrow (Tue) to get ready for the trip, I doubt if I will get on the pc at all. Then its early to bed, to rise early Wednesday morning and make the trip to Ft Knox to see my son. Wednesday night is is graduation Dinner then Thursday morning he graduates as a Calvary Scout. He will have to then board a plane @ 1:00 pm and head to his duty station @ Ft. Hood, in Kileen, Tx. sighs I dont know when I will see him again but he has assured me that he will come see me before he deplys to Iraq. So as u can see, I will be busy with my #1 priorty.. At this moment My Son :) As for the weekend.... Back to the baseball field all weekend. Huggies and please have a safe & relaxing weekend... Your friend, Debbie

Military Rules For Non Military Personel
Military Rules for the Non-Military Personnel Dear Civilians, We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation have many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas we would like your assistance with: 1. The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem ... kick their butt. 2. When you witness firsthand someone burning the American Flag in protest... kick their butt. 3. Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these Veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these Veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a Disabled Veteran kicks their butt. 4. (GUYS) If you were never in the milita

Men Have Feelings Too!!!!!!
Men Have Feelings Too! Someone once said that women are the ones with feelings. Men are the thinkers and fixers. Men have feelings too, however they often refuse to acknowledge them, much less talk about them; seldom to their spouse or significant other and especially not to other men. Most think it is a sign of weakness. Not so! It is a sign of strength and of courage. Men who get in touch with their feelings can reinvent themselves. It opens up numerous possibilities. Often men get caught up in the business of the day and when they arrive home, they express their feelings in unintentionally destructive ways by literally "dumping" on their significant other. This doesn't work. The relationship can only go downhill from there. For the most part, men have not been brought up to express their feelings at all, much less in a constructive way. Generally speaking, you can trace this behavior back several generations. Remember the song, "Big Boys Don't Cry?" It shou

Needing **fans** Ty Ty Ty Smies
I NEED FAN'S FANS, FROM ALL THE LOVELY PEOPLE ON CT , YOU ALL HAVE BEEN SO GOOD TO ME,, ENJOYING MY HH'S, HOPE IT LEVELS EVERY ONE UP..:) NOW I AM ASKING FOR ALITTLE HELP. SHOW ME SOME LOV PL. MAKE ME YOUR **FAN**.. THEN RATE ME AND REQUEST TO BE MY FRIEND, I CAN NEVER HAVE TO MANY FRIENDS , LOVE TO YOU ALL,,,,SEXYGIRLBLONDE

Today
I came home from work with heat exhaustion today...I was feeling dizzy and sick to my stomach...so the supervisor told me to go home...it was so hot in there and 105F outside...so you can imagine how hot it was in the automotive plant...I just slept for 4 1/2 hrs and I am still feeling sick and dizzy...not a nice feeling.

No Salute Boot!
I will be going through my friends list to cut it back some. If you do not have a salute, you may be cut unless we talk regularly or you have sent me a personal salute type picture. I am doing this for the following reasons. A: To remove any fake people from my page. B: To be able to may MORE attention to the pages of people that pay attention to me. Also, who visits the most often and who I chat with regularly get priority. Those that just use me as a way to get points.. Bhu Bye! That's All! See you Around.... Frank

All Abroad The Party Train Choo Choo
get on don't want any one to get left behind. get your friends and get on this party train. all you need is a and get to rockin. thanks for gettin on!!!!!!!!!!!! love ya seejaykaygee

I Miss You
Three years ago this night, it all came crashing down, so many things you left undone, so many friends you left behind, your life was so short, but you sure as hell touched mine, wish I could turn back the clock, and take it all away, wish I could erase it all, but the pain is here to stay, we smiled and laughed, we talked and shared, we had so many hopes and dreams, so much we planned to do, guess it was not meant to be, you left this world behind, if it's in the stars to be, I'll see you on the other side, rest in peace my darling one, this always was your favorite song, the words could never be more true, I miss you !!!

Bangkok, The Big City
Since I need to practice my English, I figure doing a blog should be a good tool. You probably know I'm Thai. I live in Bangkok, a huge city, with who knows how many millions of people. But even though it's a big city, it's still kind of country. We have elephants walking the streets wearing tail lights at night. You can give the owner about a dollar and he will give you food to give the elephant. That's a real scam huh? Pay someone money to feed his animal and buy the food from him too. Some kids near my house found a cobra and killed him last night. There shouldn't be cobras in the city, should there? And shouldn't those kids be afraid of deadly snakes? It was about six feet long so it's probably been around a long time, I'm sure it has relatives nearby also. It makes me nervous to have dangerous animals around, but we Thais love animals, so they're not going away any time soon. Someone told me that if you have a lemon in your pocket, a snake won't come near you, so I have lemon t

Poison Ivy
Ok this will be my first real blog. I'm sitting here miserable, I'm itching like crazy (but not itching it)..lol..Cant sleep. Reason ...I am extremely allergic to Poison Ivy.. Does anyone have any good home remedy's you can share...PLEASE.... I will love you forever....lol

Just A Few Rants. Getting Few Things Off My Chest. Be Nice.
I took all my T, P & A pics off for a reason. Here it is....so now you can quit fuckin askin where the hell they went.. I'm so sick and tired of guys wanting me because of my dman pics. they aren't that good. Get over it. I'm more then boobs, ass and kitty. And as I'm typing all this up somebody just HAD to say some nasty shit. Can you cum on my tits? HELL NAW! If I wanted you to then I'd be there and you would be or I'd have already asked you to. While I'm at it I'm just gonna rant about everything and just get it ALL out. I'm not normally a bitch but damn things have been adding up to this. Ok #1 is what I talked about just now. the pics. #2....I try to be nice. I try to help out as many as I possibly can whether it's leveling or in a contest. I repost shit for others. Is it too much to ask for a simple thank you? I reposted a bulletin for somebdoy else today and she sent me a thank you card. Thank you so very much for that! It made me restore faith in a few peop

Ninja Penguin...
You really bore me... You obviously have too much time on your hands. It's nice to see that you like to visit me daily and write mean and negative comments on my profile and then block me from seeing your profile and responding to you. I then block you, and then you come back with another profile and do the same thing over and over again. What's this one - profile #4 or #5? It's sad to see that you have nothing better to do with your days then to bother me, and I'm sure... other members. Oh well... whatever makes you happy ;) http://www.cherrytap.com/user/886427 http://www02.lostcherry.com/user/886427

Dear Ct Family, Friends And Fans.
Dear CT Family, Friends and Fans, Unfortunately there's been a recent rash of "hate mail" from a few and it's getting to be a bit much. For those of you who know me, then there is no need to explain as you already know my character. Unfortunately some of you don't, so for those of you who don't I will explain briefly. 1.) It doesn't matter how "famous" I ever get, it will NEVER go to my head and I will NEVER think that I am any better than anyone else. 2.) I put "celebrity status" - in quotes too - on my previous blog because that's what I was listed as on the CT site - I never asked for it. They designated me as such. 3.) As for the term Joe Blow, this is a term to refer to ANYONE on the site - including myself. Maybe I should've said John/Jill Smith? Either way, this term was meant to describe the general CT population without a designated status such as "celebrity," "bouncer," or "sponsor." It's unfortunate that a few bad apples, or in this case cherries, are spo

The Real Deal 1
AND NOW THE REST OF THE STORY!! AT LEAST I DON'T HAVE TO BLOCK MY BLOGS TO KEEP HIM FROM SEEING THEM. WELL HERE GOES! 2 NIGHTS AGO NATIVE HUNNY POSTED A BULLETIN HEADING (CONFEDERATES AND GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY) IF YOU HAVE A MIN. PLEASE HELP OUT MY FRIEND. SO I REPOSTED IT CAUSE NATIVE HUNNY IS A VERY PERSONAL FRIEND OF MINE THAT HELP US IN THE BOMB FEAST 2007 GIVING UP HER OWN CONTEST AND THEN REBEL BREED COMMENTED ON THE BULLETIN SAYING NOT TO USE HIS NAME THAT HE HAD INSTRUCTED HIS PEOPLE ON WERE TO BOMB BEING GOTHICS CONTEST SO I SAID TO HIM THAT SHE WAS ONLY ASKING FOR HELP IF WE COULD. NOW!!! ACT 2!!! TODAY BEING 07/13/07 MY SECURITY OFFICER POSTED A BLOG SAYING HE WANT ALL OF OUR FAMILY BOMBERS IN RUBIS CONTEST CAUSE SHE IS BEHIND AND GOTHICS IS 9000 AHEAD WELL THAT IS WHEN THE WHEELS CAME OFF LOL REBEL POSTED A BLOG FOR ALL TO GET OUT OF GOTHICS CONTEST UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE AND HE WAS GOING TO TALK TO HITMAN6 TONIGHT AND THERE WOULD BE NO ALLIANCE WITH GIT-R-DONE FAMILY AND

Ok Anyone Offer Advise.
thankyou for all the help . yall are sweet. taking all of that off of here. But i will keep your advice in mind :-). and caliente... i will let ya know tomorrow. call you then ok went for the second opinion (biopsy) got 4 for the price of one . ugh. will have to wait it out now.

Hiya Girls! Long Time No Chat!
I'm so sorry ladies, that I've been away so long...My internet was cut off due to the fact my ex roommates are dopeheads and wasted over a thousand dollars of bill money on drugs...I just got my internet back on tonight...I will be resuming the PS Pinups as soon as possible! I'd hate to let anyone down...Leave some comments so I know you read this...And please add my e-mail address XCurvySpitfireX@aol.com to your address books!

Top Tip For The Day
If you want to avoid crying uncontrollably... Don't rub migrastick on your jaw.

Sex And The First Letter Of Your Name
Sex and your name (it seems to run true!!!) According to studies, your sexual identity is revealed by the First letter of your First name...what do you think? (Those of you with names that start with "N" will probably wish it started with "K"!) -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someonewho is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You arean up front person. When it comes to sex, it's action that counts notobscure hints. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. Yo

This Is Te_amo's Cousin
My cousin has terminal brain cancer and is back in the hospital due to low immunity problems!!! Please have him on your mind and in your prayers!!!

Question For You
ANYONE KNOW WHAT THE COLOR GREEN REPRESENT ON PROFILE NAMES???

So Achilles Is Up To It Again
http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=610180975 So again i have hit Achilles hit list. i guess someone gotts be hated on doesnt seem to stop with him. This prick is awaste of my breathe. I can honestly say i bust my ass off I work damn hard on here to help others so its a bad thing for people to return love back to me.i entered a happy hour contest he had. I had over 35 people bombing me for 1 hour.And because i won im a cheater using some type of program. Anyone and everyone is welcome to come and check my computer. I cant even load a basic software program so when you got proof i cheated bring it.. Just because you have your already proven . Achilles stop leading the BOb astray you are a hater,downrater and degrader..

After Careful Thought And Consideration....
I really love this site but lately I have noticed that people usually don't talk to me unless they need something from me.... they don't take the time to know me or even find out who I am.. I have lately been considering leaving the site but I have some good friends on here who do treat me as a friend so after lots of thought and consideration, effective August 1, I will be deleting anyone on my list that does not have a salute, I have not spoken to on a regular basis, only talk to me when they need something, just added me for the points. I know I will probably never make it to Godfather as I am not a member of the "Popular" crowd but that is ok.. at least I have my dignity.... even comments on this blog will let me know what kind of people I have on my list.... *REVISED (JULY 22) I am now starting to remove those who do not have a salute.. if you have a valid reason you don't have one feel free to message me if you want to stay on my list!

Dear Submissive
Dear submissive, You have asked what it is that I, as a Dominant, would wish for, would desire, would be pleased to receive. And I believe it only appropriate to reply as honestly as I able to such a heartfelt request. I want to know you firstly as a person, someone with a mind, with thoughts, with opinions and with hopes. I want to be proud of you and your achievements, and I want to be warmed by your joy, your happiness and your passion. I want to share hopes and dreams, laughter and tears, light and darkness. At its root, I want our relationship to be fulfilling emotionally and intellectually. Without the ability to be open and honest at this level, we can never hope to be open and honest at a sexual level. I want to know you secondly as a woman, with a woman's desires, a woman's passions, a woman's vulnerability, a woman's need to be held, sheltered and affirmed. I want to know you intimately; your curves, your sensitive places, your melting point

Naked Guy
It is all Dave's fault, I think. 3:00 a.m. I crash jars me awake. I think, immediately, "Did I lock my door?" I realize that I probably didn't. I came home in a daze yesterday, crawled into bed at 4 p.m., and failed to even lock the door behind me. I don a robe and creep downstairs, hoping that the crash has been caused by some happening not inside my house and that there are no extra inhabitants of my house. I see nothing amiss. I lock the door, I head back for the stairs. Before I get there, something in the street catches my attention. Someone. He's pacing back and forth on the middle line. Naked. I think, immediately, "Am I losing my mind?" The naked guy starts yelling, which does nothing to make me feel less crazy. Well, maybe a little bit less crazy. Naked guy is upset with Dave. "Hey Dave!" "Dave!" "Dave!" "Lemme in!" "Give me some shorts!" "Shut the fuck up, motherfucker!" "Then call the motherfucking police!" I think to myself, "Not a

Look
look i have been thinking and the more i think about it the more i think if i have to have ansfw pic to be like i dont want any part of it,love you guys to death and i know you all like seing the pics so fo what you have to just let me know if you want off my list

10 Secrets To Raising Your Vibratio
10 Secrets to Raising Your Vibration It is great to have little reminders helping guide us on our path wherever we turn. The following 10 secrets are little reminders, they are things we already know and are always inspired to hear and read more about.. By incorporating these 10 secrets into your daily life, you always enjoy more vibrant energy, true joy, abundant prosperity, and exceptional health. 1. Plant Seeds. The most fertile soil in the world is found in the human mind. Seeds are karmic substances: they have a potential and a destiny. If you wish to reap a different destiny in any area of your, you need to plant new different seeds today. As you think so shall you be. 2. Set Goals. If you are not working to achieve your own goals, you are working to achieve another’s goals. Set goals which challenge your brain to think in new directions. Write down your goals with tremendous clarity and intensity. Goals backed by faith will get you there. 3. Have Faith. Faith is

Death In The Family
On Aug. 1st Count Fluffycheeks will die, and Muad'Dib shall rise. This is the FINAL name change, dont worry. I simply have grown weary of being a squirrel. THE SPICE MUST FLOW!!! ~matt

Being A Soldier
I have been a soldier now for close to 21 years. I have a college degree and the knowledge to design aircraft and systems for them. Growing up I always wanted to fly and be a soldier and I have accomplished both those dreams. Now I strive to ensure that my children and others' children can live in the same peace as I did growing up. I am a career soldier, strong in beleif and values. I see men and women around me basing life on cars, houses, fashion and vacations. Remember, money and your rights have no VALUE without the soldier who sacrifices and the American populace can have no BELIEF without the soldier to uphold ones basic rights. I go months without seeing my family. Spend nights under the stars or sleeping in places most people would never walk through. Shower when I can and have few comforts of home many times. Yet, I see men who think they are great and powerful because they make 6 figures a year and think money commands everything. No, because wealth is like the tide it can c

Understanding A Long Wait
Those that have had, or have had to deal with cancer must understand exactly what I am now going through..... How can you put yourself into a spot of waiting for results and doing more tests to find out if you have prosatate cancer.... I do not know what to do or how to cope...All prayers would be appreciated...Please pray for my family, daughters and especially my girlfriend LH. I'm lost.....For the first time in my life, I am totally lost..... Thanks to everyone who has offered their support and prayers and thoughts. I was notified today, by the doctor, the tests have come back negative. I was told to have this checked yearly, but, Happy as can be now. Thanks to you all, again.

Do You Like Piercings
Ok i have a question do you like piercings? i have my lip pierced and am going to get other parts pierced but,yeah i had this guy tell me that my piercing i do have was nasty so yeah let me know ok thanks shannon

Motive, And Irrational Thought. Just Some Things I Was Thinking. Please Comment This One.
Has anyone ever contemplated peoples motives. Kinda vague huh? Well,thats intentional, because im talking about anything. Everything that we do in our lives is driven by motive. Even something as mondaine as driving to work. We are driven by motive even then.....that motive being, getting a paycheck. The basic truth is, there are always decisions in life.....even that drive to work. Some people would say that there is no decision there, but i assure you that there is. You dont HAVE to go to work. YES, there are concequences, but the bottom line is.....you arent obligated to be there. So what kind of motives do people have for things that happen all the time? Murder.... Being a person of sane mind, i find it very hard to understand the motive behind murder. YES, in some cases, i can see it. Case in point, if i had a daughter, and that daughter were raped by a man, i could see how anger would drive a person to murder. Even in crimes of passion......If i were to walk

Member Listing
If you are a member of L.U.V. Club, please add everyone below. Theresa – OWNER BGD'S Yummy~Hon. Soc. Of Wolves~Cursed Rebel LDC~ L.U.V. Club Co Fdr~Club FAR@ fubar HOLLIE - VICE - PRESIDENT .H♥llieH♥ttie™{President of I.A.R. Bombsquad}~L.U.V. CLUB CO-FOUNDER/VP~{Club FAR}@ fubar Laurie - MASTER MORPHER, ADVISOR `blakpnthr68`~Honorable Society of Wolves~Official L.U.V. Club Co-Founder~@ fubar CHERYLE -ADVISOR ASST. †Txtigerldy41™†OFFICIAL L.U.V. CLUB CO-FOUNDER~@ fubar Brigitte - OFFICIAL ACCOMMODATER }:{MisssButterfly}:{~~OFFICIAL L.U.V. CLUB GREETER~~Plz sign my Guestbook!!!@ fubar CAL - PUTER EXPERT wima08 L.U.V. CLUB@ fubar WENDY -BIG SISTER god angel-OFFICIAL L.U.V.CLUB CO-FOUNDER~@ fubar TERI - PROMOTER Sweet Witch**Bitch**Mom ~ PROMOTER &CO-FOUNDER OF L.U.V. CLUB~(Mskinn's Mistress)@ fubar CHRISTIE - Christ

Sex...
...dunno, just heard this song and saw this graphic earlier today and I'd figure to be random and add the two together :) It works, sort of...I think.. thoughts on either? ;)

Downrater
OMG U DOWNRATED ME A FUKN 2 now i think i will go kill myself not!! lmfao like i care i still get points woot woot childish fuckers why get a new drone account grow some balls and show ur face or even better GET A LIFE :D

Oh Shit! @#%$& (www.)
COMING SOON… Featuring my photography, graphic art, comics, handcrafted jewelry and much more! Set to launch September 2007 I look forward to seeing you there! Thank you for all your support! xoxo K.

Friends
lately i been kinda down on my friends when im depressed. to all my friends, i jus wanted to let all of you know how much you mean to me. i love you all. youre the best people in the world. never forget that.

Part Nineteen
******************************************* SORRY FOR THE LONG DELAY.......AND SPECIAL THANKS TO THOSE WHO INSPIRED ME AGAIN ************************************************* The air was crisp and fresh as Cat hiked slowly up the steep grade of the mountain trail. A short walk ahead of her was the highest point one could reach on foot. From there, the mountain rose almost straight up to its peek. Getting higher would require serious work and equipment. Cat had no interest in scaling the side of a mountain. Her interest was the spot where the trees fell away from the side of the mountain and the whole valley opened up below her. It truly was awe inspiring. No matter how many times she made the hike it never failed to impress her. There was nothing but sky and trees for miles and miles, save the small cabin about an hour's hike back down the trail. A wicked smile crossed her face as she thought about the cabin. She almost laughed out loud as she thought

#1 Wish,j/k
ONE WISH A man riding his Harley was riding along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a booming voice, the Lord said, "Because you have tried to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish." The biker pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over anytime I want." The Lord said, "Your request is materialistic. Think of the enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking: the supports required reaching the bottom of the Pacific and the concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something that could possibly help mankind." The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally, he said, "Lord, I wish that I and all men could understand women. I want to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment, why s

The Girls
Lately I've spent most of my time helping take care of my nieces, especially the youngest, who is three months old. She is really a doll--so unbelievably sweet and cuddly. She loves to be held, especially when you walk around and bounce her a bit. And so I do, and so my arms are nearly numb. She cuddles into you when you hold her, slurps a bit on your chest. And when you adjust her, she peers up at you with deep blue eyes and you kinda fall in love. And then, of course, she giggles and gurgles a bit, and seals the deal. Fine, then, I'll get you a bottle. And she devours it. Her older sisters are a hoot. The middle child, especially. She is five years old and has a knack for humor--perfect comic timing. She has an unconvincing 'angry face' that she will make on demand. And she is constantly trying to surprise me. So many 'boo's, so many tickles. At dinner, my sister told her she couldn't talk while she was eating. Cheeks stuffed with fresh corn, she started to mouth

Wake Up
Just running off my mouth.... I wanted to make a private Blog but i have no clue as to how..... But anyhow i have come to realize the internet is nothing but a huge play ground...u find a toy u like u pick it up u play with it,u get bored u go to the next.sad but true.... Here i thought i could use this play ground to find me that one special toy that toy u would charish and hold onto 4ever and never let go....well shit happens.. u ever have that special toy u love so much and u wake up one morning to find its gone? well u look n look and no luck when does one give up? Well i guess im saying i love to play.... and i guess once i found that special toy i was willing to give up all my other little toys just for the one...Now its gone what do i do? Do i play with more toys to find that one that might compare to the other or do i keep looking for the one i charished? Yeah i bet i messed with yur head on this one huh? lol love

Like A Sock Fulla Nickles
Originally posted from my Livejournal, and rivived by the Jaguar I am to play the game again :) Not to say rubber hoses are the worst threat, but *grins* I like playing :P I am hereby shamed & post chastised by the Blogg-y police for playing with others and hording my toys :) Give me a comment that your interested and want to play and then: 1. I’ll respond with something random about you 2. I’ll challenge you to try something 3. I’ll pick a color that I associate with you 4. I’ll tell you something I like about you 5. I’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you 6. I’ll tell you what animal you remind me of 7. I’ll ask you something I’ve always wanted to ask you 8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours. Yes, people, the blog police will get you unless you do (hence the rubber hoses) Remember if I do you, you do 8. you no play nice, I no play with you no more Cheers!

Caption It (the Beginning)
RFB’s Weekly Photo Blog Caption It – The beginning… I use to participate in a weekly photo blog on “that other site” a while back and it was always a lot of fun so I have decided to create my own. I don’t have a huge blog following, but those of you who do read my blogs are a riot and I know you will enjoy this. So… the name of the game is “Caption It” and the rules are simple. 1. Check out this blog each week for a new photo. 2. Comment with a caption. You could caption the photo in general or “quote” the people in it. (rude, funny, gross, sarcastic, political etc… ANYTHING GOES!) I will be making this blog NSFW so post whatever you like. If I can get enough people into it I will start awarding gifts for the best caption every week as voted on by the blog participants. xoxo K.

Baddman(part 2)
PLZ READ PART 1 first THANK YOU!!!!! ok.....here i am again.... i dont wanna become the man i have become wat i want is the to be the man thats on my profile,wat i want is to find my soul mate the women who makes me happy, the women who makes me jealous,such an ugly word and a terrible thing but its part of love take it or leave it, as well as the pain that brings tears to our eyes....i wanna find the one i can wipe those tears b4 they role off her cheak... the tears i dont wanna cuz r the real tears... Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face, but those that fall from the heart and cover the soul. i have cuzed these tears i believe and i believe the damage has been done time n time again.... men have tears which i have recently discovered and not that of just their children but of a another one that might of been their soul mate their rib that was taken to create the woman the most beautifullest thing god has ever created.....we r all beautiful in our o

Trading Cards
tonights going to be my lasy night on here for a while ..ive got alot of personal issues to straighten out...ill make the remaining 13 cards in this series to the next 13 people that request them...dont know when ill be back but ill MISS EVERYONE

Eyes
Mine r brown........ Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS wh

For Anyone And Everyone With Something Smartass To Say...
Let's see here...Just a reminder to you stupid fucks out there: I WILL NOT JUSTIFY MYSELF OR MY ACTIONS TO YOU OR ANYONE ELSE. READ MY FUCKING PROFILE YOU CUNTS. I'VE SAID IT BEFORE AND I'LL SAY IT AGAIN: I AM FAT, OPINIONATED, LOUD, CUSS LIKE A SAILOR, DRINK OCCASIONALLY, SMOKE CIGARETTES, RECOVERED DRUG ADDICT, DANCE LIKE A STRIPPER EVEN THOUGH I'M FAT, WEAR WHAT I WANT, SAY WHAT I WANT, DO WHAT AND WHO I WANT, I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND, I HAVE A FIANCE', I DRIVE LIKE I STOLE IT, I FLIP PEOPLE OFF ON A REGULAR BASIS, I LOVE MY MOM, I HATE STUPID WHORES, I HATE SKINNY WOMEN WHO THINK THEIR GOD'S GIFT TO MEN CUZ LET ME TELL YOU HONEY, EVER MAN WANTS TO FUCK A FAT GIRL AT LEAST ONCE SO IF YOU WANT HIM TO KEEP GNAWING ON PELVIC BONE, KEEP HIS FUCKIN ASS ON A LEASH OR HE MIGHT JUST BE ENJOYING JELLY ROLLS FOR DINNER TONIGHT, MMK? MY LIFE IS MINE...M-I-N-E. NO ONE ELSE'S AND UNTIL I SELL IT TO THE DEVIL, OR SOMEONE TAKES IT FROM ME, I'LL DO WITH IT AS I SEE FIT. IF I WANNA TATTOO, PIERCE, CUT, S

Psychic Or Psycho?
I don't know. Seems like John Edwards is the lastest "big thing". I still haven't made up my mind about him. I'd Mumm about this, but the Numm Nazis still have me blocked. I know a lot of people believe that he can speak to the dead. But I don't know. Something about him just doesn't sit right with me. So what do you all think? Is he real or a Hoax? Do you think he can actually contact the dead?

Updated Version Of Page Rules
As of last weekend I will no longer accept friends request where the person does not have a salute pic. If I am the one who sends the invite then and only then will the request be accepted. Please read my list of rules and comment before sending request, thank you!

Sexy In The Park
we was just leaving the movies when you said that you wanted something to eat. so i went ahead and drove to the waffle house so we can grab something to eat before we went home. after we got done eating i decided taht i wanted to go to the park. it was late, like around 1130 or 12 but i didnt care. you know that i just love being around you and making you smile. so while i was pulling up in the park i was steadly undressing you with my eyes. i could see the print of your nipples poking out through your shirt, and the print of your pussy bulging through your shorts. at the same time you was also undressing me with your eyes. you saw that my dick was starting to get hard and you just let out a lil smile. i got out of the truck and came to your side so i could open the door for you. i watched as your right leg came out first and then your left leg made the sight look even more beautiful. as we began to walk towards the benches, i wrapped my arms around you and star

A Night Out
I had this dream you came over and I was at the airport with flowers awaiting your arrival, and when we saw one another it was as if we known each other and I was gone for a long time you ran into my arms and I gave you a passionate welcome home kiss. We went out to dinner and we danced to Marvin Gaye and I just held you close and looked into your eyes and told you I missed you sooo much. And we kissed again as we danced then we went to the kitchen and then things got heated up a lil, as you was washing the fruit of choice i was behind you kissing you on the back of your neck, then i was holding you by the waist and was holding you close to me. You could feel the pressure of Sampson growing against your ass but you moved to the rhythm of the beat nice and slow. I turned you around and we began kissing deeply and passionately I then picked you up and placed you on the counter with your legs spread open and i began to massage your wet spot between your legs through your panties, you sigh

What Is Friendship??
I can't tell you how many times i have accepted friend requests never to hear from that person again.Most of the time ppl don't even take the time to read my profile.Many times ppl ask & they haven't even rated or fanned me....so do people just do it for the points?? Anyway...if i don't accept your friend request it's because you haven't done anything to earn it(my friendship) or you ask simply because you want to see my NSFW pictures.To make a friend,you have to be a friend...nuff said!!

Your Prayer Request
Do you have a loved one that is going or is in Iraq, let us know who he/she is and we will keep them on our prayer list.

Don't Fake The Funk! Speak What You Know!!
I am again convinced that some people have more nerve than sense. You may have to excuse my rant and when I'm finished with this blog...I'm finished with the situation.... NE Wayze...I'm sleepin last night right? *Zzzz*....lol...I wake up this morning and I find out that supposedly I've been creating fake accounts to rate myself up...(a real insult to those of you who have dropped in and rated my profile, I'm sorry about that) AND I have multiple people logging into my account. Let me begin by saying this.....I wish I had the time it takes to sit home all fuckin day, create and account, rate myself and delete it, hell that sounds like shampoo directions: Create, Rate, Repeat, Delete and Repeat if necessary....LOL. Sooo...to that rumor..Pfffffft!!! Next...I do not have tons of people to log into my account, IF the person who opened HIS pie hole and said that really knew me or had asked anyone who really knows me....he'd have known better but apparently it's much more fun a

Sad News
Ok well my mom went to the doctor today and noone on the family knew the real reason why. We just all thought that it was a routine visit for her blood pressure because she never told any of us anything differant. Well come to find out she went for a very differant reason..Apparantly she has had a lump in her neck for almost a year and the doctor said it is either a cyst or a tumor...they wouldnt xray it for fear of the radiation...so she goes next week for a biopsy...please will u all pray for my mom that it is just a cyst and not a tumor. Me and my mom are very close and if anything happened to her i would completely lose it.

If A Friend - Please Read And Understand...
Sorry for no individual unique comment today... Not in the best of moods after spending a torturous morning and early afternoon taking Eleanor to the doctor - another case manager showing up at the follow up appointment, a session with the social worker and more medical mayhem. It simply amazes me as to the stupidity and outright blatant "pant of heaving dogs" when they find out that not only will Medicare approve certain "programs and therapies" but the supplemental TriCare Military Insurance will pay strangers that are "certified professionals" to come to the home daily to wash, bathe, and tend to Eleanor's daily "care" - labeling it as hospice or home care, while I still usurp my life savings staying at home to take care of her with the love and concern that no stranger of the courts or medical field can give. I know her history - heard the stories - when this shell of a woman was lucid instead of an eating (sometimes), sleeping, peeing pooping machine. The sole purpose

What My Profile Wont Tell You About Fseanb2...
you should not be up late if your sick but i am not going to make you or tell you to go to bed.i was sick most of my child hood becase i had imun defitioncy (how ever it is spelled) and i lived on the couch with tv. if we had had the internet back then i would not have wanted to use it when i was sick. i know how sick i was. at one point i had chicken pox and the doctor thought i was going to die and wanted me in the hoespital and my mom, being the nurse (RN) she is, said she would watch me at home. the doctore called everyday till i was well. i can tell you i would not have wanted to sit up and type on a keybord. i could not even hold food down. it would come out both ends.back then a common cold would keep me out of school for a month with the shitting and barfing and fever.so please don't tell me i don't know about getting sick or what i would have wanted to do or not do when i was sick. don't tell me what i know and don't know when i say i know something.so now you know a bit more

Surgery
For those of you who didn't know.. I had surgery on my ovaries this morning. Had cysts all over em=painful.. yuk. anyway, thanks guys for the love.. you are the best. it means alot & thanks to the emails from those who did know.. u rock.. xx

When It Rains, It Pours
Yet again life's toll is taking me down. I am very thankful for the things I have in my life. I realize things could be much worse. However, in the last five years (almost six) I have never in my life had to deal with such financial problems and such struggles... My AC unit seems to have dead yesterday, my roof leaks, and the lack of money is killing me. As most know I am a single parent of two. Even lately with them things between us seem rocky...My son started sixth grade and all of a sudden he's this smartass kids with a chip on his shoulder. My daughter started thrid and talk about freakin attitude from hell! She is the spawn of satan I tell you! I have the devil's kids! eeeek! Don't get me wrong, I love my two monsters with every last breath in my body but what happened to my kids lol Not often to I break down, usually Im pretty good and keeping things inside - for the most part because of not really having anyone to talk to. Well because I don't let people get close

If I Ever Had An Angel Like You
If i ever had an angel like you, i would never feel this true, you shall show me the way, as i have you here to stay, beautiful and true is really you, loving and kind is you too, let our heart flames combine, would make us both feel so fine, you are the angel that came to me, darling cant you tell or atleast see, that i would feel better having you with me, so to you i must confide, for so long my heart did hide, now with you its opened up so wide, will you join me on this lifes ride, your eyes will see into my soul, love when you do will be the toll, for i cant live with out you here, as my angel i will hold you dear, wishing my life for you to share, all the walls hidding my heart have come undone, that is to be the prise you have won, hold my hand and walk with me, for everyone to see, i will honor and treat you as my queen, at your side my future i have seen, our love will grow to the end of time, if you would honor me and be mine........

Harry's Been Stolen!!
Harry, my pal that has lived on my front porch swing for 10 months has been stolen while I was out buying meds for being sick...he was wearing his very own Mickey Mouse ears too :( I even had his Halloween outfit ready to go, and now some asshole has taken my Harry!!! Not to mention I had a small wrought iron banner stand with a very cool pirates skull n crossbones banner and they took that too!! I've lived here almost 5 years and never have had one thing taken, and now this within two hours... Harry always kept me company when I would sit and sip my coffee, wine, water, and just listen to me talk, he was a very good listener. Not been a good month... losing my childhood friend, my cat, new management at work and changing our work hours, and now Harry.... :(

My Fiirst Attempt At A Movie Made By Me
PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU THINKABOUT THIS IT IS MY FIRST ATTEMPT AT MAKING SOMETHING LIKE THIS

I Am Who I Am....
Most of you out there, don\'t know alot about me, but there are some who know MOST things about me. This is a lil BLOG for me to vent. I\'m frustrated. I know it will be hard for SOME people to understand, and one person, whom i thought was so close to me, is not supporting me and just cant get past some issues, and has gone against me in this. I have CANCER. It is treatable, and I will be fine. I have to believe that. ~~~ I am generally a happy go lucky, likes to have fun, flirtacious, fun, freaky geek type of gal and everyone generally loves me. I\'m goofy, and silly, and sometimes a straight out NERD, lol but people love that about me. I\'m not speaking \"high on myself,\" i\'m stating a fact/point. I have a lot of friends that i hang out with on weekends. WEEKENDS!!!!! cuase during the week, my life is too crazy, now mind you, I have 4 children, 5 including the adopted older child/friend of family. She is actually an adult, she is 20 yrs old, but recently lost h

If You Really Loved Me ....
I have a voice comment thingie and a Guest book on my Profile page and hardly anyone has left me anything! If you really loved me you'd leave me you'd leave me a message or something.

Having The Activity Monitor....no Point...really
Well I went to the Cardiologist this morning...they did yet another EKG...lasting almost 2hrs and then did an CT and MRI...come to find out...I will have to wear the Activity Device for 3wks...they have also found out that I have a heart murmur...they have put me on the Activity Monitor to monitor the beats and see what it would take to regulate..they say that the reason for the attacks is because there isnt enough blood flow in and out...that is all I know for now...when I go back is in 3wks when they will filter the results and let me know the outcome and any medication that I may need..So everyone just keep me in your thoughts and prayers(if you pray), if not thoughts would be nice...have a good night everyone...hugs! Love you guys!:-)

Looking For More User Reviews...
Yes, I'm being egotistical. So this is another call out for user reviews on me. Want to knock me down a peg, want to tell me what you really think of me, hell want to inflate my already huge head, do it now, and you will earn a spot on my page, like people read the "About me" section anyways. You know the drill leave them as comment or send them as a message, hell shout them if you want.

A Poet And Didnt Know It,lol
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you, And share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue If I could build a mountain You could call your very own, A place to find serenity, A place to be alone If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding Are impossible for me I cannot build a mountain, Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there

Time After Time....
The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results....I guess I am insane..because I keep giving people chances and the benefit of the doubt just to be crushed. If you are a player, game player, mind f*** or someone who is just twisted enough on getting off to breaking womens hearts..just do me a favor...leave me the f*** alone. I am so tired of the bullshit...damn liars... It must be true...this is not the place to find someone...this place just keeps tearing me up. I love the friends I have made here...I just know I am not getting caught up in something that isn't tangible..productive, honest, open or true to life anymore. For those of you who get "off" on doing this to people...remember at the other end of your game is someone with real feelings. Oh yeah..shame on you.

Please Help Follow Up
Click on the pic below I am in my first contest its both rates and comments even if you dont comment me please at least rate the pic. Just clic on the pic.

Drunken Stupor
I just want to apologize to anyone I annoyed/offended/pissed off etc. last night while I was drinking. I don't remember pissing anyone off, but it's possible :D. And for all of you who had to endure my drunken voice comments, voicemails, & phone calls: thank you :D, you're good sports LOL. Have a great day :D XOXO.

Issues That Need To Be Addressed
Ok, most of you on my friends list know that Shannon (Bitch) is one of my 2 best friends in Fubar. Those who don't know, you do now. For whatever reason, I have not been able to see any of her activity in 4 or 5 days now. She and I have checked all of our settings. We couldn't figure it out. It just came to me... within the last few days, someone on my friends list has blocked her and has their family block crap on. Whoever blocked Shannon in the past week, I'm asking nicely, please turn your family block off in your profile settings. I'm friends with everyone. I don't judge others. I rarely block people, and when I do, it's with good reason. But, if I block someone, I certainly wouldn't force YOU to do the same. I'm thinking it's time to start deleting friends. I love you all dearly. And, if you are about to be deleted, you know who you are. If you have blocked Shannon and have your family settings on, please delete yourself from my friends list or turn the family block crap of

Angry Sex
So have you ever experienced full on angry sex? I don't mean just the normal, passionate, clawing at your partners back sex. I mean sex where you are seriously pissed off and only animalistic fucking is appropriate. I experienced this a couple of years back with a guy who I had had a row with. I'd been out in a club with the girls and he decided to show up and after an hour or so really started to cramp my style. He was all over me when I was trying to just have fun with my friends. I asked him to back off, explaining that I'd see him later and he went off in a sulk. Whatever. When the night had come to an end, I finally decided to answer his numerous texts where he had apologised and told me he would be back at his if I wanted him to apologise properly. And that's what I did. I walked in the door but was still a little pissed off (and yes a little intoxicated). But there were no apologies.. instead I started to pull at his clothes and kiss him intensely. But instead of th

Shoe Guy
The shoe guy came back... again. The doorbell rang and--like trained dog--I walked over to it. This time, he saw me. Fuck. I turned to hide, but it was too late. I was spotted. Cautiously, I opened the door--a tiny bit. I stood so I was blocking the doorway, barely peeking my head out, and I asked if I could help him. "Do you have any more shoes to sell?" *fake sorrowful expression* "No. No, I don't. I took them all to Goodwill. Yup. Clothes, too." This is a lie. They're in the trunk of my car, but the shoe guy creeps me out. "Sorry!" *closes door* *locks door*

Thank You!
I am so blown away by the many wonderful people that I have met here! I want to say THANK YOU! Why? Because so many of you have been impacted by what is happening in my life...you've opted to sign the back of your driver's license as an organ donor...THAT'S A BIG DEAL! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! Please know that there are HUNDREDS of people waiting for a heart, kidneys, lungs, corneas, and everything in between...even skin grafts (burn victims)! Your thoughtfulness will help MANY people! GOD BLESS EACH ONE OF YOU! I LOVE YOU! MMMUAH BABY!!!

Is It Possible To Have A Mutually Exclusive Sexual Relationship Without A Title?
I POSE THIS QUESTION BECAUSE IT WAS A PART OF A RECENT CONVERSATION I HAD WITH SOMEONE. THERE ARE A LOT OF PEOPLE THAT IVE TALKED TO THAT SAY THEY AREN'T LOOKING FOR A GIRLFRIEND OR BOYFRIEND, BUT THEY STILL WANT TO HAVE SEX, THEY STILL WANT TO HAVE SOMEONE TO SPEND TIME WITH, AND DO THE THINGS THAT PEOPLE IN RELATIONSHIPS DO. IS THERE AN OPTION FOR PEOPLE LIKE THIS? A SAFE OPTION I MEAN! I THINK THERE IS, BUT HONESTLY I DON'T THINK MOST PEOPLE CAN HANDLE IT. I DON'T MEAN FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS EITHER, WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT IS A MAYBE A STEP UP FROM THAT. I MEAN WHEN YOU HAVE SOMEONE THAT YOU AGREE TO BE THE ONLY PERSON YOU ARE TO SLEEP WITH AND VICE VERSA. THE RULES ARE THAT BOTH PARTIES CAN GO OUT WITH PEOPLE OF THE OPPOSITE SEX, CONSIDER THEMSELVES TO BE SINGLE BUT IF THEY FEEL LIKE THEY WANT TO PURSUE A SEXUAL OR ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIP WITH ANOTHER INDIVIDUAL THEY ARE TO TELL THE PERSON THEY ARE INVOLVED WITH. NOW IT SEEMS AS IF THIS COULD WORK BUT MOST PEOPLE WANT TO HAVE THEIR CAKE

Who Are You?
Okay Redbeccaz, Way to go now stop wasting FUBucks on me! By driver1866 Thanks for the Giggle Red

Thursday
I couldn't even come up with a title.... I don't like to complain about the things I'm going through but I feel I need to explain some things... I am having a really rough time right now. I am missing my friends that passed away earlier this week, and the only song that keeps coming to mind is the song by Mariah Carey, One Sweet Day. The hardest part is that Bryan's family lives at the other end of the block from me which is a constant reminder... I am losing my house due to some assholes who decided to screw me over...I have been trying to get things packed up and ready to move, but I find it difficult....I have so many fond memories in this house, of people who I care about so deeply.... I am also dealing with my son, who at 5 yrs. old is already in counceling for some severe issues...I worry about him so much.... I'm trying to get past all my worries and find that little piece of happiness that seems to stay just outside of my grasp.... I know I have been acting

Update To My About Me!
So i've changed my about me a little bit on my site. Check it out! Seems that I get asked alot what i'm looking for in a guy. I'm not actually looking, although they seem to keep finding me. LOL So here goes. Age wise i've always dated older men, although i'm not opposed to dating a man a "few years younger". Looks for one aren't an issue with me. I learned long ago that some of the best looking men are jack asses. I'm all about personality. I love a great sense of humor, honesty & sincerity. Family men are the best. I love a man that can be himself either staying in or going out for the night. I'm an affectionate person so of course they would have to be as well. Hand holding and a reassuring kiss to let you know they care. I'm not into huge displays of public affection. There's a time and place for that. I like a man that is an aggressor yet doesn't mind a female being one as well on occasion. Overall I want someone that is down to earth and enjoys the si

Random Thought
Last night while I was at work I had a random thought and *gasp* wait for it...... IT WASNT ABOUT SEX!!! :) Anyway, a few years ago I was very active in church. I was even a Sunday school teacher. *waits for the laughing to stop* Well, I began to have doubts and questions and thought what better person to ask then my pastor. When I approached him with my questions he looks me dead in the eyes and tells me I'm going to Hell becuase I questioning the bible and God. Well of course this pisses me off and I quit church and no longer believe in God. The random thought I had last night was this, I find it easier to tell people I don't believe in God then when I was active in church and believed. Any clues or insight as to why this is?

Nsfw Pics
im in a rare pissy mood and since they love to watch me the second i upload pics and flag about 15 at a time Im either deleting ALL nsfw pics or moving them to family folder. Im going back and forth in my head on whether to remove all NSFW pics altogether since 1. you dont get points for it 2. and on the rare occasion I open the folders every perv wants to rate ONLY those pics so why bother? SCREW IT! if I can get 66 more profile rates before 9 pm happy hour which would put me at 23,600 I'll open them up for 30 minutes to EVERYBODY! but please dont be an ass and at least rate a few stash or other pics too! Now if anyone actually reads this that is! LOL

978 More Comments To Go
Please come help comment bomb the link below to help me win a 3 day blast. I would really appreciate it very much for any help i can get

Ok Here It Is... About Me! (again)
Heya All Here Is A More Detailed ABOUT ME... My Link is posted after it if you want to see the rest of my profile after :D ♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥*♥* Thank You For Dropping By... Just wanted to answer some quick answers about myself that are asked a lot... Yes, I Am A SINGLE MOM. I have sole custody of my 8 year old son. (No his father does not keep in contact at all. His decision.) Yes, I Am 33 years old. I have good genes :P Ohhhh I am proud to say I have not been carded at all this year :D 2008 is looking up already :P I have been losing weight. I have a blog about it my weight loss. The link to it is below.. please read it before pre-judging me. I have to date lost over 140 lbs and I want to lose

I Don't Know
I am only really on here right now because i don't what else to do at this point. I just found out a few hours ago that my cousin Ryan was killed in Baghdad. He was just home a week or so ago. I am numb and would appreciate all the support and prayers I can get. I will be traveling back home to Indiana it is just a matter of time. I don't know any details yet. Thank you

More Random Bitching- On The Road
I don't know why they let stupid fucking people have driver's licenses. Road rage should be totally permissible if someone's going less than the speed limit in the left fucking lane. It's not Britain...hello! If you drive and you use a cell phone, do me a favor and get your license plate the same as your cell phone number so I can call your ass and tell you to hit the gas; the light is green, you fucktard. Don't speed up when I try to pass...duh. Don't hit the brakes when you pass me...duh. And.. Just because your car's a piece of fucking shit doesn't mean I want you riding on my ass. My car's nice; if you hit it, I will fuck your shit up. OK, there's my road rage

I Want
I want to touch the warmth of your body, And feel the heat of your skin. I want to be the only one That satisfies you... The one to wet the sheets on your bed, I want you, To feel my seduction and my passion To leave the prints of my burning fire Within your soul...

Fire!!!
Most of you don't know...But the day before Thanksgiving of '06, my house burned down and I was hurt really bad. I got burned saving my two young boys (they were 2 and 4 at the time) from the burning house. They were unhurt in any way-thank god!!! I was burned on my face, neck, chest, down my throat, and my lungs, plus I suffered bad smoke inhalation. I was in the Lehigh Valley burn center in Allentown, Pa for about 2 months on life support. I had a skin graft on my right hand-I had a full thickness 3rd degree burn there. I was pretty much burned down to the bone. My mobility and sensation in my hand isn't the greatest. The other burns were all 2nd and mild 3rd degree burns. We lost pretty much everyhing that we owned. We just bought a new house in May. I have not been back to work since the fire, b/c of my hand. Also since the fire my voice still comes on goes (i had no voice for about 4 months after the fire) I'm not sleeping very well since the fire b/c of nightmares and

30 Mistakes Women Make During Sex Wth Men!
30 Mistakes WOMEN Make During Sex WTH MEN! 1) Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2) Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partner's mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3) Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4) Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5). Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A litt

Here Is My Pimpout Part 3
ok everyone..here is a pimpout for not only the people who helped me out in winning my wifes contest but these people r my dearest friends and very loyal...so please friends and fans go show them some ol fashion fu luvin and hit there page up with some fan add and rates.....ty *~♥ANGIE BABE™♥~CO-FOUNDER OF THE GODFATHER FAMILY~*@ fubar ~ Unique Dream ™ ~@ fubar $DJ Baby Boy$ { DIRTY SOUTH CREW}( DSC Bombers')@ fubar babydoll39 Extreme "X" Greeter@ fubar Viper@ fubar *~JustMeMic~* and Myself (ctwife and real life fiance of MikeS)@ fubar ~*MikeS*~and MsMic (FUBAR HUSBAND& REAL LIFE BF/Fiance of Miczhell)@ fubar Fade2B|ack@ fubar One Hot Momma@ fubar Mя. Đ Pєяĸy's Huѕband Owner of the O.C.L & PitBulls@ fubar

Background On Me.....
Well I am 28 and a single mom, my son is 11. I got pregnant when I was 16 and had my son just after I turned 17, 2 weeks before my senior year. I graduated high school and earned my cosmetology license at the same time. I have worked in the salon industry off and on now for about 10 years. I left my sons father when he was 1, he left my son when he was 2, and signed over his rights when he was 5. I have never gotten a dime from him, not even when we lived together. I have always done it myself, except when I have been too ill to work (that is a whole issue that I dont talk about much). I am not after your money or even wanting it, so please do not rank me with the rest of the gold digging trash you have known. I am a truly independent woman, that is a blessing and a curse, as most things are. I am a fulltime college student, a psychology major, GPA 3.789 out of 4.0, member of 2 honor societies. I have almost completed my associates and hope to transfer in the spring to a univer

Sexy Tat Contest
im in a sexy tat contest if could please come by and show some luve it would be much appreciate.. rate the picture cuz its worth 10 comment and drop some comments just follow the picture and do what you do best love and kisses

I Need Some Advice
I am in need of some advice.. this isn't a joke or whatever... just some REAL advice.. See when I was living with my mom as a kid.. she wouldn't let me go out anywhere.. not be with my friends or nothing like that.. basically locked me in the house all the time.. No phone or nothing... When I was with my ex.. he never allowed me to go out of the house.. talk on the phone.. when and IF I was finally allowed to go out.. it was always with him and he made me look at the floor.. and never look at anyone.. and if I looked at anyone.. he would belt me in the mouth and even worse when we got home.. this happened for years... I was really sick.. down and out with cancer.. medicated and all that for a lot of years... so I never went out of the house.. And now that I am healthy.. I don't go out of the house.. I am so scared of people..like tonight.. I had the chance to see a really great band.. but I was alone.. and I was terrorfied...when I do go out of the house.. I go to the st

What A Beautiful Mornin
So my ex decides to piss someone and got into this big fight lastnight and got his face pounded..but you know that wasnt enough.. some fucktards decided to come down and put a stompin to my car as well... im thankful that me and the boys are fine BUT FFS!!!!! arg!!! not the best mornin everyone.. so If i come across alil moody.. you know why. loves you all

I'm Here
Well, I made it in country. It's a little warm, kind of like Oklahoma in July/August, but with less humidity. It's not bad actually. The food is good. I was an idiot and believed the packing list I read online, didn't bring any uniforms. I should start working in a few days, and I am going to be working exactly where I thought I would be, doing planning type stuff. I am in a big mass bay full of people, awaiting my barracks room. I do have internet, it is wireless and has a lot of traffic on it. It's slow, but it's the internet. I am looking forward to having more than one wall locker for my stuff. It's crammed full. Not even a full sized wall locker. Right now, I have a bunk, and a wall locker. Got two suitcases set up next to my bed, and one power converter that is to power my CPAP and alarm clock. I will probably wake half the bay up with my alarm clock, but would rather do that than be late again. THe beach is nice. Just haven't found the water

If Life’s Not Meant To Be Perfect, Then We’re Essentially Meant To Make Mistakes
I'M HAVING PROBLEMS WITH THIS AND DECIDED TO BLOG ON IT!!! I AM ALWAYS GETTING MYSELF INTO TROUBLE, I FIND THAT SOME OF IT COULD BE PREVENTED IF I HAD TAKEN THE ADVICE OF SOMEONE ELSE WHO TOLD ME BEFORE MAKING MY MISTAKE. THE THING WITH ME IS THAT, I FEEL THAT MY MISTAKES ARE MINE TO MAKE. THERE'S RISKS ASSOCIATED WITH MOST THINGS, LIFE ISN'T MEANT TO BE PERFECT SO YOU'RE GOING TO MAKE MISTAKES. IM JUST ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE WHO JUST HAS TO SEE THINGS FOR THEMSELVES. IT IS TRUE THAT THERE HAVE BEEN PLENTY OF TIMES WHERE I WOULD HAVE BEEN A LOT BETTER OFF LISTENING TO SOMEONE ELSE, BUT IN THE END I CHOPPED IT UP TO BEING A LEARNING EXPERIENCE. I DONT KNOW HOW OTHERS FEEL ABOUT THIS, BUT I FEEL THAT I CAN'T ALWAYS GO OFF OF SOMEONE ELSE'S WORD. MY LIFE IS MY OWN, I WANT TO MAKE MY OWN MISTAKES, LEARN FROM THEM AND PROCEED. I CAN UNDERSTAND THE ARGUMENT OF LISTENING TO THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN THROUGH IT BEFORE, I REALLY CAN.......BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY IM GONNA WANT TO FIND OUT FOR MYSELF. I

So So Sleepy =]
Who wants to cuddle? :D and p.s. ruby, i won't cuddle with you ahead of schedule, so don't ask. LOL

Shelley Duncan For President!!
‘Joke’ but no laughs By Alex Speier Monday, September 17, 2007 By most accounts, rookie Shelley Duncan has positively changed the culture of the Yankees’ clubhouse with his jovial demeanor. Yet this weekend, that same demeanor brought Duncan some unwanted notoriety. While he signed autographs before Friday’s series opener, Duncan exchanged playful banter with some Red Sox fans. In keeping with the spirit of those conversations, he wrote in the notebook of 10-year-old Griffin Whitman, “Red Sox Suck! Shelley Duncan.” Duncan was surprised to learn that Whitman and his parents took offense. “I thought I was back in middle school or high school, where you try to make a joke or say something funny, and you end up saying something that gets you in trouble,” Duncan said before the Yankees’ 4-3 victory last night. “I try to be interactive with people, be funny, have a good time and have a laugh. “It’s not always Yankees fans that have us sign stuff. I try to rile ’em up

Rules And Regulations
JOINING : IF YOU WANT TO JOIN YOU MUST READ AND RATE THIS BLOG. ADD/FAN/RATE ALL STAFF.SEND WSC A FRIENDS REQUEST STATING YOU HAVE READ AND AGREED TO ALL THE RULES AND WANT TO JOIN.ONCE WE HAVE FANNED YOU AN ID WILL BE MADE AND CAN BE RIPPED FROM THE ID FOLDER. PARTICIPATING : WHEN SOMEONE NEEDS TO BE LEVELED OR BOMBED THERE WILL BE UPDATED BLOGS.WE ASK THAT YOU PARTICIPATE AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE YOU CAN DO ONE OR THE OTHER OR YOU CAN CHOSE TO DO BOTH.(LEVELING OR BOMBING).WE ASK THAT YOU DO YOUR PART IN HELPING YOUR FAMILY IN NEED,SO THEY WILL RETURN THE FAVOR WHEN ITS YOUR TURN. DRAMA FREE : WE HAVE A DRAMA FREE POLICY. IF THERE IS A MEMBER CAUSING DRAMA REFER THEM AND THE INCIDENT TO STAFF TO BE INVESTIGATED.IF YOU ARE DEEMED GUILTY YOU WILL BE REMOVED AND BLOCKED FROM THE WSC FAMILY.WE DO NOT TOLERATE DOWN RATING,RUDENESS OF ANY KIND,BADMOUTHING FAMILY MEMBERS,OR ANY OTHER OF THE SORT.DRAMA OF ANY KIND WILL NOT BE TOLERATED FOR ANY REASON.WE DO HAVE THE RIGHT TO R

Sadness
I just wanted everyone to know i have not been on due to a death in my family please forgive me....love Tessa

I Died 4 Luv
In A Place Were I Do Dwell I Met A Girl Who I Got 2 Know Very Well She Came And Took My Heart From Me Now She's Willin 2 Set Me Free Now I Know The Reason Why The Otha Guy Was More Handsum Than I I Ran Home And Cried On My Bed Not A Single Word Was Said When My Motha Came Home She Ran Upstairs The Door She Broke Too Find Me Hangin From A Rope She Got A Knife And Cut Me Down And In My Jeans This Note She Found Dig My Grave Dig It Deep With In Marble Stone From Head Too Feet And Place A Dove At My Feet 2 Show Da World I DIED 4 LUV

Considering My Current Situation, Maybe I Should Have Jumped On This One.
Suddenly I'm sick to my stomach. from my shoutbox so you'll have to start at the bottom. ->fetishfrea...: then I would have to buy new shoes and I like my shoes fetishfrea...: I will pay up to 200 depending ->fetishfrea...: ummmm.... no fetishfrea...: I am serious pls? fetishfrea...: I have a foot fetish and I was wondering if I may buy a pair of ur socks and a pair of ur sneakers/gym shoes pls?

Reason #1
The Shadow of Low, Low Prices Almost every dollar spent super-shopping immediately leaves town for corporate headquarters out-of-state, never to re-circulate again in the local economy. Life blood lost. Wal-Mart is so powerful, it usually gets its way through sheer economic force. It can under-price local businesses because it coerces suppliers to cut their costs in order to get the contract with them. As a result, manufacturing jobs fly to places like China, where girls and young women in sweatshops slave under horrific conditions for next to nothing, so Americans can buy cheap clothing & widgets 10,000 miles away. What a deal! The local hardware store, bookstore, sporting goods store, bakery, electronics store, music shop, toy store, food market—all closed through lack of local support because Americans chase those guaranteed lower prices. The local factory—you know, the one that used to manufacture widgets, that used to employ 100 local people at family wages with benefits; the

Wtf Was That???
Ok...so this 38 yr old guy sends me a shout this morning out of the blue. And no, he is not on my friends' list. Below is our very brief conversation. (Sorry..gotta read from the bottom up). Can someone please tell me...am I the retarded one here or is he? DON'T FORGET..READ FROM THE BOTTOM UP! ->Marina - t...:Sweetheart...YOU IM ME. Go jerk off to someone else's pics. Da White S...: Apologizing? Fuck that...u keep flattering yourself cunt....Leave me alone! ->Marina - t...: stop apologizing. But it is my choice not give out my personal information to someone out of the blue. And if you're not ok with that...then that's your problem. Da White S...: not all about YOU all the time...sowwie ->Marina - t...: your choice. Have a nice day Da White S...: K, no time to audition for u sowwie ->Marina - t...: I dont usually give out my yahoo until I get to know someone. I'm sorry. But feel free to chat with me on this site. Da White S...: to chat with u later. why else? ->Marin

Meeting Goddess Veronique
->lifesez: me...she is real cute though..a french poodle! Goddess_Ve...: ummmm ok....you did or another dog did? lol ->lifesez: i kinda got her pregnant...and my wife doesnt know! Goddess_Ve...: what's wrong with your dog? ->lifesez: its my dog,i dont know what to do and its killing me! Goddess_Ve...: sure hun, ask away ->lifesez: i understand,i just need someone to chat with about a problem i am having and i dont want to mumm about it.i need a womans advice. Goddess_Ve...: well, I am not a vulgar person, I see no need to be ->lifesez: well it is usualy the ladies that are vulger with me. Goddess_Ve...: as long as you aren't vulgar...yes ->lifesez: i have never seen your sexiness before.may we get to know each other? Goddess_Ve...: thank you ->lifesez: you are looking real good Goddess_Ve...: hello ->lifesez: hi SHE ISNT INTO BEASTIALITY!!

Stop The Bullshit Please
Okay I'll say this once and only once....... enough is fucking enough!!!!!! I am sick and tired of the damn bullshit that some people like to start on here by poking their nose's into affair that are not of their concern. If I post something in my blogs that is a passion filled creation from my Heart and Soul, it matters not for whom it is written for. I post my creations from words here for all to see and read and comment on. If you plan of starting shit with your comment then don't fucking post it at all!!!!! If I wanted to share the source of my passionate creations with all I would but I don't. That is for me to know and the person for whom brings forth such works from me. Now I bide you all a good day.

The Aftermath
For those of you that don't know this, i'm going to be perfectly candid. I seperated from my 13.5 year relationship this year. I have been finding it very hard to deal with the everyday stresses of trying to support my 13 year old daughter on my own as her father is not living up to his responsibilities. The reason that i'm wearing my heart on my sleeve today in a sense is that over the next few weeks I will be dealing with all of these issues as I now have to go through mediation with him to set up access and support through the courts here. In saying this I just wanted to let everyone know as I may not be in the best of moods and if I happen to be short with someone or not available for chat this is the reason. I didn't want my friends, fans, and family to think that I was ignoring them or being rude. I just need some time now to get my affairs regarding my daughter in order..if you see me on and my status is set to online or some generic one on here then I will be available for

Wtf
->Suga Lips: well its obvious you didn't read my profile at all :| BJ: u have messenger and a cam hon? ->Suga Lips: you're too old anyway ->Suga Lips: kind of BJ: i do hon...u single? ->Suga Lips: right BJ: lol...wish i could taste them....mmmmm ->Suga Lips: oh lord..yes I sprinkle sugar on them every morning BJ: u really have sugar lips babe? ->Suga Lips: not really why? BJ: ...u busy? ->Suga Lips: hi BJ: hi hon

This Shit Must Be Stopped!
please all repost I could hardly watch this myself but these poor animals need our help at a better life God bless them all ty!

Age Matters (update) 4-23-2008
I have dated and been friends with women of all ages. From 15 to 42. From my experiences at such a young age.. I can tell you that young women can be mature young women can be childish. And older women can be mature.. And older women can be just as childish and immature. Maturity isn't based on age. But it does play a key role. I used to think that If you had a good time with someone.. If they made you laugh. If you connected with that person. Just like any friend you have now. Age didn't matter. Well I can honestly admit that I was wrong. AGE DOES MATTER and any idiot that tells you it doesn't is wrong. A relationship with an older person/younger person is just gross. I'm actually a nice guy if you got to know me. But recent events have opened my eyes and cleared my mind. I am sticking to girls that are at my age in years. Granted yes I still have to find someone that meets my standards. But they have to be 18 to 20. No older - no younger. I apologi

So Close.
Last night my sister gives a call to let me know that she could've sworn she saw Mikey @ St. Vs. I told her to give me a rough description which she did and she said that he stared back at her. THEN she decided to memorize the # on the ambulance he drives in case i or she ever sees it again, we can give chase. lol. i guess it's time to park my self in the st. v's parking lot from 6 til visiting hours are closed now... for the rest of my damn life.

Pics Go Byebye
So....recently I have had 220 pics flagged and things going on with my pics such as people taking out there anger on me with down rates because I would not let them see my naughty pics. SO to end the war and get back my sanity I deleted every last NSFW pic of me and they will not be coming back...Maybe now some of my normal pics will be enjoyed. HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!

Dont Try It - Read Now
if i catch you in my family albums at any point, you WILL be fucking blocked immediately. don't fucking do it and show some fucking respect until this bullshit is over. are we clear? edited to add, i AM checking the recently viewed list, so not rating will NOT fucking save you.

@#$% @#$% @#$% A Duck.....
To Chevygirl Fuck fuck fuck a duck screw a kangaroo finger bang an orangutang and you can do it too fuck fuck fuck a duck screw a kangaroo Suck and lick a tigers dick and and hell be chasin you!!!!

I Need Some New Ideas!?!?!
Ok.. I am having pic block here LOl tryin to get some new ideas for pics I can take... was hoping you could help me out in giving me some ideas??? Anything can help at this point! LOL Craig

I Just Got Laid
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I'm Here For Me
Ok... I need to rant. Frankly it really pisses me off when people treat me like my intrinisic value as a woman lies in my appearance. Granted, I recognize that men are purely visual creatures. That does not bother me. What does bother me is when I am treated like I don't have a freaking thought in my head. When no one cares what's going on INSIDE. Not even an "Hi, how are you?" Before I get asked for a cam or NSFW pics. And let me set the reccord straight. I do not now, nor will I ever have or take NSFW pics. It's a personal choice. Not only am I simply not wired that way, but I'm a mother. And I do not need to seek validation for my feminity from random on-line people. Many people do have NSFW pics, and kudos to them, but it's not me, and if that's what you are after you'll have plenty of other people to oogle at. Let me also set the reccord straight about my brain. Which is much more significant a feature than my ass. I majored in Poli Sci with a minor in Public Admin

Realizing Your Mortality
A person I love dearly is now entering an extremely difficult stage of their Cancer. The mannorisms and speech patterns have changed significantly and I hear in their voice the acceptance much more than the fear of what has yet to come. The love, respect and admiration I have has now grown even deeper. With each passing day I know I am blessed to have this person in my life. Yesterday information was passed to me informing me of a decline in health that knocked me for a loop. My friend shows Grace and integrity with each passing issue. I felt the tears streaming from my face as I spoke during each exchange on the phone. One of the conversations went to "....I beleive their is no Hell, only here on earth before a person dies....." I once again am crying as I share this. One thing that will forever be engraved in my memory is... "...Donna, you are a very special person. The Lord will be doing the world a terrible diservice when he takes you home. Thank you for always being ther

My Illness
My friends, I have not been on much due to my illness and having to stay off my leg and in bed. I banged my shin against the edge of a black metal flatbed and it broke the skin and bruised the leg. I shook it off ....waited till the initial pain went away... then went back to work. I worked the rest of Friday with just the usual discomfort from smacking your shin on something sharp. Went home that night feeling ok. I woke up at 2 am Saturday with a great deal of pain in my right shin. I took a look at it and it was swollen to the size of my lower thigh...about 2x's more it's normal size. Went to emergency room and found out that the germs and filth on the flatbed got under my skin and created Cellulosis in my lower leg.It is avery painful cell infestion under your skin..Am taking very high doses of antibiotics and anti-Inflamatories to help the infection and the swelling. But..was told also that once you gfet this..it will nebver go completely away...Will flair up

Caption It | Vol.1 | 013
RFB’s Bi-Weekly Photo Blog Caption It (Start sending in your pictures and I will feature them in a round of "Caption It") I will be doing these bi-weekly now so keep an eye out! The name of the game is “Caption It” and the rules are simple. 1. Check out this blog twice a week for a new photo and hysterical captions. 2. Comment with a caption of your own! You could caption the photo in general or “quote” the person/people in it. (rude, funny, gross, sarcastic, political etc… ANYTHING GOES!) I will be making this blog NSFW so post whatever you like. 3. Have fun!!! If I can get enough people into it I will start awarding gifts for the best caption every week as voted on by the blog participants.

Just Got Some Bad News.... :-(
My mom went to the doctor on Monday...she has had a cold for about a week now...most of it settling in her chest...Well I didnt get to talk to her before she went to work today and I just got off the phone with her. They did a chest X-ray..on her today and they have found a mass on one of her lungs...they have given her a decongestant and an antibiotic...to see if it is just fluid...or what...she goes back for another chest X-ray Wednesday...to see if the mass is smaller or larger, or hopefully gone, if they still see something they are going to do a CT on her chest...they are saying that she may have lung cancer....so right now, im really upset...so if i dont talk to you dont take it the wrong way, right now im really hurting....can hardly type this as it is...just keep me and her in your thoughts and prayers...Love you guys!:-(*tears*

Your All Fu Invited
michael : *~J~* if it doesnt work out and you are single when you are 55 will you marry me? Jaclyn: yep.......................it's official,now everyone knows *~J~*'s true feelings,we are engaged everyone!she will be accepting gift presants from the gift shop starting now.this is the dress she has picked out! we have had some ups and downs but our chat love is still strong!

Wow, If You Like Being Blocked, Don't Read This.
Here's the deal guys, I've said it all enough, and I try to use the block button only on the guys that make it into my asshole of the day blogs... but i'm done... if you can't think of anything better to say than "i want 2 lick your ass" or "U ARE FUCKIN HOTT, we should meet up and have some fun" (two of the shouts i came back to after my nap... YOU WILL BE BLOCKED. I've said time and again, do not treat me like a slut and keep my shoutbox clean. I will not deal with it any longer. If you want to be actual friends with me, you will come up with something WORTH responding to, otherwise, i will block your ass. yes, i'm stressed tired and cranky which is why this and the last post are complete bitching posts. no, that doesn't make a difference. This is MY FUCKING PLAYGROUND. You wanna play here, follow the fucking rules. ~Sin

King Arthur (part 1)
***before you continue reading this is just the first part of months of researching everything I could find about King Arthur. Hopefully in the end you'll have a whole new outlook on who he really is. feel free to comment at anytime. I'm not a writer or a historian....I just really enjoy this stuff. King Arthur...Legend or Myth??? King Arthur, as told by Geoffrey of Monmouth (twelfth century) in his Historia Regum Brittaniae - History of the Kings of Britain, is sketched in our minds as the High=King of Britain. Tales of romance, Knights in "shining armor", Magical wizards, and a Round Table are embedded in our thoughts when his name is spoken. Great Knights who laid their lives on the line for their King eventually turned on him with acts of adultery. At last. but certainly not least, the famous journeys for the Holy Grail. Unfortunately all that we grew up reading or watching about this "Great King" was all tales. Stories made up by a man. There is no evidence to prove his "Hi

Thank You For Helping :)
**********************BONUS********************** i feel like buying some drinks, and i love comments...so ALL COMMENTS GET A DRINK!!! LETS GET SHITFACED!!!!! hello friends! well...the ones who read my blogs anyways8-p8-p8-p8-p8-p:D:D:D:D:D i hope everyone had a great hump day! i had a great day! 2cnd day at my new job and already got a doll hair raise! yay meeeee! :D:D:D 8-p i want to thank so many of my friends, that have helped me for the past few days, and have gotten me close to over 16,000 votes! you guys truely are the best!!! you make me feel so good :) here is a list of friends i would like to thank :) they are just people i have noticed in there helping me as much as they could. if ive left you out...please let me know!! i want to know who all the friends who helped are, because i want to be able to personally thank you all. i am keeping a running list :D :) james dazzy - just me metal ron deja lou charley sphere freak john h maloney sirva

Puke
REY: SO HAVE YOU REY: EVER SEEN A BEASTIALITY PORN ->Suga Lips: great REY: i liked it when he came in my mouth and face REY: not really ->Suga Lips: do you ask random people this a lot? REY: do u swallow ->Suga Lips: nope REY: you like it up the ass REY: but i rather give head ->Suga Lips: I'm sure it was REY: that was hot REY: he also came in my ass ->Suga Lips: awesome REY: i gave him head and swallowed him cum ->Suga Lips: umm no REY: can you call me if i give you mine ->Suga Lips: I dont give my # out REY: can i please get your number so i can tell you more about it i have to get out of my office i sell cars here and i wont be able to see the customers that walk in ->Suga Lips: cool REY: i did not stop until he came in my mouth ->Suga Lips: cool REY: so i had to try it and i did it for the first time yesterday REY: i saw it on porn and it turned me on ->Suga Lips: yes REY: did you like it ->Suga Lips: in porn REY: ever seen

You Know What Time It Is...
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If I Was In Your Bed
If you woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do? 1) Go back to sleep 2) Slap me 3) Cuss me out 4) Push me off the bed 5) Just tell me to leave 6) Climb on top of me and cuddle 7) Fuck me 8) Make me breakfast 9) Ask me my name 10) Call the cops Repost with the title 'If I Was In Your Bed' and see how many people want you in their bed...you might be surprised by the answers you get back!!

He Will Be Pissed!
IT MAY BE CONSIDERED CRUEL BUT I THINK IT IS FUNNY,I AM A VERY EVIL PERSON BUT SOMEONE HAS TO TEACH PEOPLE LESSONS!BE SURE TO READ FROM THE BOTTOM UP! ->¢¾Bo...: you should just do it,you made my pussy so wet saying it!...you will love my show,and for the 30 day i will do it everyday! myalero: who knows i might think about a 30 day blast myalero: you got your blast just be happy ->¢¾Bo...: i think you have a gf on here,thats not right! myalero: you male of female myalero: other people want me to cam for them and i wont ->¢¾Bo...: why do you have a gf on here? myalero: please dont tell anyone and dont mention me in the blast,please dont mention my name ->¢¾Bo...: ty sweetie it did come but the mail wont open....give it a second myalero: omarksooneru@yahoo.com myalero: you should have it now ->¢¾Bo...: i am horny and i want to have fun myalero: please dont rip me off ->¢¾Bo...: ok sweetie,i will wait to see it in the m

A Hot Texas Pole Dancer
Follow the arrows to see the hottest piece of meat there is OH MY GODS SHE IS SO FREAKIN' HOT!!!! Get a look at those udders boys!!!!

Bittersweet Times...
Where does a Mother’s love go when she is no longer there to give it? Where does her warmth and kindness end up when she leaves the ground to soar through the clouds on a rendezvous with God? What happens to her strength her passion, her elegance, her grace when her body is planted in the ground like a marigold in the spring? What becomes of those she left behind weak and still in need of nurturing when she can no longer be there to nurture them? Shattered pieces of them go with her. Hearts shrivel and dry from unrequited emotion. Where does a Mother’s love go when she can no longer be there to give it? Perhaps she’ll tell me when I see her on the other side.

I Don't Know How They Do It
Brief background: Most of my friends here know I'm in nursing school, and am graduating in May. I work as a nurse extern on a medical floor. I love it. The other day I worked with a new nurse. Just barely got her license about 6 weeks ago. Together we had 5 patients, all difficult. High acuity, we call them. So she passed the meds and I did most everything else. It was a long day. I ended up spending most of my time in one particular room, where we had 2 patien, both aphasic (could not speak), bedridden (could not walk), with NG tubes (could not eat), continuous IV fluids (could not drink). They were both total care patients. Could not do anything for themselves. They were restless. One was violent, although we all knew he didn't mean to be. The other pulled out his NG tube and tried to pull out his IV and foley. So I was busy, along with a "sitter" (someone who watches patients to make sure they don't hurt themselves or someone else), trying to keep these two patients calm and

I Love Art :d
Ok so on a mumm i got shopped again by a person with no creative juices. I felt the need to share it, and share how i did his pic as well. enjoy the art yall. yes i know it was a slapped together shitty job on my part but still better then his stick dick. Road dogs art work And my art work :D

Midgets: Why They Would Make Good Pets
Midgets. Gotta love 'em! Most people don't agree with me when I say that midgets would make good pets. Actually, they tend to look at me like I'm a freakin' psycho! They just don't get it. A well trained pet that could perform better "tricks" than most other pets. Here we go. Midgets: Why They Would Make Good Pets 1. Already house trained. 2. They can clean up after themselves. 3. They can hold down the fort while you leave on vacation. 4. They can refill their own water dish. 5. They're midgets... and your pet. How cool is that!? 6. You can make a joke that your pet is a mini-you... and it causes good Mike Myers flashbacks. 7. You can make them do the housework. 8. Don't feel like cooking? Chef Stubby to the rescue! 9. You can dress them in costumes and have them wrestle other midgets. 10. If you find a good quality helmet, you can throw them! Midgets: Why They Would Not Make Good Pets 1. If you tell them to clean up after themselves,

I Just Can't Win!
I just don't get it, am I that bad of a person? I just got totally insulted by a past friend. She came onto my page insulted me because I am liked or at least I think I am by a lot of people and also proceeded to insult some of my friends. All because I wouldn't just proclaim her as my top friend when we were talking. She would come onto my page and make little rude comments about the sweet, sexy or flirtatious comments I would receive. Needless to say we stopped talking because i just got tired of her crap. Well she definately succeded in pissing me off again. My question to my friends is am I really that bad, do i mkae you feel like you're nothing or less then any other friend. Would love to hear from those of you that are my true friends and let me know, whether it's good or bad, i want to see your comments and please don't hold back, I can take it....lol.

Do Not Add Me Just To Mum!!!
Well as you all know the price of mums went up to 5K I enjoy rating & commenting...however what is pissing me off at the moment are people asking to be friends just to add to their friend list because that only costs $100(i think...anyway it's allot cheaper)I happen to value friendship & would do most anything for my friends(i have made some awesome friends on here!)So if you want to be friends for only that reason...FORGET IT!! I know this is a site only for fun,but i am irritated & just need a moment to vent...that you for listening & have a great week!!

Hmmm
how many of you people actually read the blogs? how many just go around rating instead of taking the moment to just sit and stare and understand why you like what you are rating...

Please Give Me A Break
OK..I jsut have to say I had a good day today. Everything was going ok until I got back online just a bit ago, and had a profile comment...accusing me of ripping a friend of a friends pics. The only reason I am blogging about it is cause it hurts my feelings to think someone that I thought was my friend would leave me a comment like that without even asking me if it was true..:( I am soo tired of the jealousy on Fubar its disgusting. What have I done to anyone other than be online? Nothing! I am done with fake ass friends ok? If you have a problem with me...delete yourself! PLEASE!!! I am sick to death of the pettiness from a bunch of adults that want to act like your friend, and act actually worse then children.... Don't be a fake friend to me. I would rather not have you as a friend at ALL!! Is this hard? Maybe it sounds hard, but its only cause I have been taking so much crap from so many. I haven't done anything to anyone but try and be a friend, and apparently my frien

My Other Life...
I'm a 34 year old Submissive bisexual woman that loves submitting herself to others for their personal or shared entertainment and exploitation. I'm very comfortable being a sexual playtoy and welcome blindfolds and bonds when desired by those I serve. Dress me as your slut or just show me off in the nude if you wish. Being naked even if I'm the only one that way is something i'm use to being presented to others I'm limitless and expect the same from those I give myself to. I'm not looking for your respect ( I get that in my job), I want you to make sure I have your full attention at all times either in private or out in the publics eye. Feel free to contact me to know or see more of me through AIM ( mygeespot3 ) On my knees serving you... DD

Life
Sometimes I get really confused about life. Is that because we are not suppose to understand it? Just when I think I'm on the right track with something seems I am corrected and it wasn't what I thought. Maybe I am just trying too hard. I need to take a different approach at this. Think I'll try this and see what happens.....Wish me luck!!!

Why Cant Most Be Truthful With Their Likes?
Ok so I am curious here.... over the years I have come to realize that most people.. both men and women.. are afraid to truly express themselves in a sexual manner... everyone has their secrets that they are afraid to let be known in fear that others will look down on them. Why is it that people choose to live like this instead of being who they truly are? What is your take on this?

:(
I give up sometimes, I really do. :'( By the way - thanks, a lot of you have been very kind to me. I hope you're all doing good, having a nice week. I feel kinda' sad :'((( But I guess things will be okay.. Night all. xXxXxXxXxXxXx

What Languages Do You Speak??
Pls Place All Languages in Which You Speak Here

A Few Thoughts
Boy meets girl. They grow together with a very special bond and connection. They go for walks, hold hands, exchange soft kises behind the tree or under the moon light. they go through the years, and she loves to smel his cologne, his skin as they hug in a soft gentle embrace. He loves to smell her perfume as she walks through a room sweet yet subtle smelling. He too loves the smell of her skin as they share a long embrace upon returning to one anothes arms. Relaxing together he runs his fingers through her hair, they enjoy cuddling, movies together, walkin to romantic mornings of making love. Deciding who will be the one making that first pot of coffee as they share the morning paper. They go through life learning how to love each other and compromise on decisions. He loves her like none other. Wipes her tears if she cries, brushes her hair from time to time, caresses her skin as they lay together, leaves her love notes, brings her flowers, for reasons like to see her smile, and l

Things Said To Me ..
Hi this blog mite cause me alot of trouble but who knows these days , I have been on this site now almost 2 yrs its been fun and alot of times it has not been fun women and me calling me names and even calling me ugly as you well know I have alot of pics on here and recently I have been asked alot to post some personal pics. I have been alil shy and not felt right about doin that but i did it anyways and what realy gets me is when people view the pics and rate them then message me and say wow your mind must be realy in the gudder the next person who tells me that im taken my pics off this site and me also . I have alot of close friends on here and you know who you are and them close ones even have my phone number my life on this site has not been all to great then i got people that open there mouth before they think . I like all my friends on here and cherish you all thank you for all the rates and nice comments and all the love you have shown also my close friend Kisses A.K.

Why I Left Vegas
Why did I leave Las Vegas? 3 reasons... 1. Lonely-Yes I did have a few friends there, but with my work schedule, lost touch with some of them and ended up doing things alone quite a bit. And my family had pretty much moved east from me except for my little brother. 2. Bad job-I worked security on the LV Strip for 2 1/2 years, you can see a couple old pics here from then. I was passed up several times for promotion despite working my ass off and never got a raise. After getting punched a few times trying to protect my partners during New Year's Eve and being left for dead by half the other staff, I figured it was time to move on. 3. Robbed-Between my mother stealing money from me on New Year's Day '02 to buy crystal meth instead of paying the rent, a former friend stealing from me and a roommate, and then being robbed at gunpoint one morning after having breakfast and playing at a casino, that was scary as shit!

Are You Really My Friend?
I have to wonder how many people are actually my friends and how many just friend me to look at my NSFW's...not that I mind showing my pics...I dont mind at all...but I wish my friends would stop by just to say hi once in a while and talk to me like I am a person...not just some girl with naked pics...over the last few days I have realized that some people on this site will talk to you a couple of times and then they act like you dont exist...which is fine because those are the ones who are being deleted from my friends list...I dont need 900 friends who never talk to me...whats the point????

Tattoo Gallery
I don't know about you guys, but I love seeing peoples' tattoos. Some are interesting and some are fantastic. I like checking them all out. I wanna put up a tattoo gallery of the best tattoos on Fubar. Send me a message with a link to your picture and I'll pay 100 "fu-bucks" for it. Of course, credit will be given and I'll even advertise your page. Let's see those tats!

Wedding
Me and sugar are going to get married i hope all my friends and family will be there it is going to be at little after 9pm est hope to see you there click the link and thats where it will be ThE ViPeR PiT New Look, Same Attitude The Viper Pit @ fubar Viper Pit Radio Thank you for coming DJPhilburg&Sugarspice

Alright Come One And Come All 8000 More To Go
OK EVERYONE ITS TIME TO PUT THE METAL TO THE PETAL AND LET IT RIP. I ONLY NEED 8000 MORE COMMENTS TO GET MY V.I.P. SO COME ON EVERYONE AND HELP ME OUT. I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE WHO HAS HELPED ME SO FAR. ITS BEEN GOING GREAT AND I COULDN'T ASK FOR BETTER FAMILY AND FRIENDS. SO COME ON OVER AND LETS FINISH THIS THING OFF. JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW AND LETS GET-R-DONE!!!!!!!!!!! Fire My Words Text Image Generator

Must Read!!!
Due to shortages in men in the Madison Wisconsin Area, the following categories of unforgivable lowlifes have been promoted to "potential relationship material" for me: -Liars -Cheaters -Daily pot smokers -My intellectual inferiors -Dirty, smelly coffee shop poets -Barflies -Possessive types -Women haters -Men old enough to be my Dad -Lawyers -People who can't spell and refuse to use spell check -Alcoholics -Negative, angry types -Politicians/the criminally insane -Smokers who pretend to be non-smokers -Vain, self-centered artists -Drama queens -Guys who always get dumped and can't figure out why -The dental-hygienically challenged -Players -Polygamists -Republicans -Anyone with that shit-eating fetish -People who ever liked the teenage singing sensation "Manudo" -Pig Fuckers -Pink shirt wearing corporate capitalist dick heads who drive fancy cars -Free loaders -Anyone with a toupee -The insecure -Misers -Humorless "busin

So Im Happy!
everything has been going great. ive actually been happy. thats all. :] lol you can leave me comments!! that tends to make my day as well.

My Thyroid
well as for right now i go in for surgery December 10th unless i can find another surgeon that can get me in sooner. i'll be on and off here but hopefully only more than i've been in the last two months. I had to quit my job but am going to try working part time until after the first of the year so i won't be having vip's or anything just don't forget about me cuz i'm not pink LoL

Jiggy Jiggity
im bored and im listening to music haha im jiggity jiggying lolz haha never thought a hairbrush can be so handy..jumping up and down my bed! hehehe all is missing is a beer haha "every me and every you! Like the naked leads the blind..i know im unselfish and i am kind...something borrowd something blue" weeeeeeeeeeee 8-p

Thoughts Of Pleasure...
I laid in bed and as I closed my eyes I started to wonder, my heart was beating so fast, I felt a tear fallling down my cheek, it was heart ache that I felt. It was different this time so I gathered myself up and refused to let this take the rest of my day. I stood up and went into my closet to open up my magic box...I sprinkled some of my favorite fairy dust on my bed and then gathered some of my favorite items...I removed my silky robe and I lay down. I closed my eyes and his face was in my thoughts....I started feeling his soft fingers on my body...as I touched my breasts my breathing started to get heavy, my nipples were hard and I started to moan.......I took my good friend and inserted my bullet into it....I gently stroked my clit with it and when I was nice and wet I inserted him, it was so pleasurable, I could feel his lips on my lips, his chest on my body, his breath on my neck. My pussy was throbbing and my moaning was deep and loud, I couldn't resist the thought of not

Need Advice
What I is advice on how to break a habit... See, when I was with my very abusive ex, he would hit me and talk down to me all the time.. and he made me say I'm sorry all the time.. and now it's become habit of saying I'm sorry all the time.. and my mom made me say thank you for everything.. The reason I posted this si because a friend pointed out that I say "I'm Sorry" all the time.. and I say "Thank you" all the time when paid a compliment.. or gotten help with something.. How do you break habits like that?

Tmasterwizard Passed Away
Hi my name is michelle, email ladym9166@hotmail.com. I also have a yahoo account under the name mystik_rain_slave@yahoo.com. I have access to all T's, or as some of you know him GiveUpain1, emails and ims. I am trying to make sure that everyone is aware of what happened to TMASTERWIZARD. Below is his obituary. It would help the family and friends if you could make sure you sign the guestbook. Thank you for taking the time to read this. Terry Ginder SPRINGFIELD - Terry "Wizard" Ginder, 53, of Springfield died Saturday, Nov. 3, 2007, at his home. Terry was born July 2, 1954, in Springfield, the son of Jack Ginder and Juanita Faulkner. He married Ann E. Elfgen on Sept. 24, 1998; they renewed their vows Dec. 18, 2001, in Springfield. Terry owned and operated Northside Tattoo and The Wizard's Pen Tattoo shops. He had been a tattoo artist for more than 30 years. He was preceded in death by his father, Jack Ginder; and brother, Lee Ginder. He is survived by his wi

Hot Sex Tips From Angi Part 2
HAHAHA YOU SUCKERS...YOU FELL FOR IT AGAIN!!! Believe in Jesus!!!

The Truth Please
Here is a serious question... If your wife or girlfriend lost her breasts due to breast cancer or an accident.... Would you stay with her and think she is still beautiful? Or would you not be able to handle it and leave? Please.. the TRUTH here. Thank you..

I Wish I Knew!!!
So... I guess that since I talk on the phone all day at work and instead of talking I text all the time I am just talking to hundreds of guys... guess that makes me a slut huh? So because I have Yahoo IM on my cell and chat with friends from here and back home on there all the time, but I must be sleeping with them all! Answer me this... is it possible for a man and a woman to be friends and nothing but friends? Seriously... I would like honest answers to that.. I am tired of people thinking that because I have male friends that do things for me (fix my car... rub my neck when it hurts...(I have vertebrae that are out of line)... and they are just there for me) I am sleeping with them. NOPE... SORRY NOT SLEEPING WITH THEM. SORRY I HAVE MALE FRIENDS THAT ARE THERE FOR ME... SORRY I HAVE A TENDENCY TO GET ALONG BETTER WITH GUYS. SO PEOPLE CAN QUIT FUCKING ASSUMING THAT I AM SLEEPING WITH SO AND SO JUST BECAUSE I FUCKING HANG OUT WITH THEM OR AM FRIENDS WITH THEM.

Rethinking Some Things
I really love being on this site but I sit back and look at the change in dynamics. Not only with the rules but with the people. What's going on in people's heads when they cause more of a stir about people cheating for profile rates and points than those who are cheating on their husbands and wives? I am not being judgmental or trying to encourage or discourage anyone from anything by my next statement but it's just been something I've thought about. It's like a commercial Happy Hour - $100 bucks 1 Week Blast - $20 bucks VIP - $15 bucks The ability to rate and comment your friends without it taking all damn day......PRICELESS!! Like many of you I work for a living and I LIKE my money but as the cliche says, a fool and his money are soon parted.........no sure how much longer I'll be foolish.

Captivity
i usually do whatever He orders me to do. He usually tells me to have dinner ready for when He comes home. But today, i forgot that He would be home early... An hour before He was usually due home, He walked through the door. i could tell that He was tired and had expected to eat as soon as He had come in, but i was not ready, i had forgot, and i knew with one glance that i was in trouble. He walked towards me looking into my eyes with an angry look. Grabbing me by the wrist, he dragged me down the hall into His bedroom. He span me around so i was facing him, and proceeded to rip my clothes of. He pulled down my jeans, yanked my top over my head, and ripped of my underwear, until i was stood there infront of him, shivering and nude. He had made a special bed in the bedroom with torture in mind, and He had also sunk four eyebolts into the corners of the room in the walls. i had had many experiences of being tied up with these, undergoing various whippings and tortures, but th

Think Fast
How about word association! We haven't played that yet! Try not to think too long for a perfect answer, just whatever slips off your tongue (or finger tips) then comment below. Enchanting Style Lassie Potato Schizophrenic Home Island Sex

Im Tired Of It
ok ppl this is how it is... i have been there for everyone on my list just about... and have always shown love to ppl... but do i get it in return no... i try to talk to ppl on here... but do i get a response... most of the time not..... i care for ppl.. and listen to ppl.... but do i get it back no... i know most of the time i handle my issues myself... but there r times i need someone to listen to me.... but if no one can be here for me im not going to be here for other ppl..... i am told im a sweetheart.. and i always care.... but do ppl care for me... i dont think so... maybe im wrong... but it seems like im right... all i am to ppl.. is someone that rates there pics... helps them in contests... well im tired of it... the few times i have tryed a contest i got ignored..... so im done.... to the onces i will always be there for ..... love u always.... but as for the ppl.. that only want me to be there for them... but cant be there for me.... tc.. and i hope u have a good life.... by

Beth?
~peace yo~ LOL!

Letter To All That Know Me
For those of you that I have given a glimpse into my world. I know that my situation is that of a fairy tale for most. When you strip it all away and you find my heart and soul, then you truly know why I'm hurting in the most painful way. I have made jokes and tried to laugh it in the face. I have tried to say it will be ok and that life is what you make it. Threw all of the weeks that have came and gone I have realized that sometimes there are forces that hinder the most positive energy. I love all the people I have met even the ones that have challenged me with very colorful adjectives, The ones that have opened their hearts and arms, the ones that have just been so down to earth that I feel completely at ease. For all of you you are deeply embeded in my heart. This is why I put it to you that I will be stepping away for a while. I tend to always hurt the ones around me that care the most. For some of you that read this you may say its only the internet but if you look past the scree

Direct Link To Contest Photo!
If you think I'm sexy enough vote for me!!! And remember to rate fan & add sultry so u can go and help me win! XoXoXoXoXoXoXoXoX And I am willing to pay fubucks for comment 2:1 and gifts for those who help me!!! Make me an offer tell me wat you want?????? XoXoXoXoXo

Just In Case [content Deleted]
[original post from late December 2007] [this was deleted - the people that know, know... the people that don't, can read my minsday blogs - m0ppy.mindsay.com - for the whole sick story. I chose to delete this, because I don't want reminders of how miserable I was last year, on my blogs here anymore, especially things regarding my daughter. I have a hard enough time just seeing her, and I don't need to be reminded all the time of how insane it was back then. We choose our state of mind, and I choose to be happy, dammit. If anyone really wants to know, just ask me, I'll tell you, or show you the blogs - they're saved on my PC.]

Work, Doctors, Legal Drugs And Donkeys...
So... I've been AWOL again. Apparently the doc has been having some problems getting my medication right. Well no fucking shit, Sherlock. It seems like all I've done for weeks is work and fucking sleep. I've been like a zombie but it's supposed to be "helping" me. It's supposed to making me cope "better". Well, fuck that shit. Apart from the odd manic episode and almost constantly feeling sad (for want of a better word) I was doing OK I guess. But now I'm Mr fucking Zombie boy all work and sleep. I've got to stick with this programme of medication for another 4 weeks too, "to give it time to work" according to the doc. Man, I never had this trouble when I was a total chemical freak. Street drugs are way fucking better than this shit they're prescribing me. They've made the wrong fucking drugs legal. It's time to review the system, lol. Anyway, work - warehousing for a company that supplies electrical goods and toys to major retailers ain't exactly a bundle of laughs on the run up t

I Wanted To Thank My Wonderful Friends
I wanted to thank those that helped me level. I have met some great people on this site but I didnt truely know how many till I needed help leveling this time around. There was so many of U that was there for me till the very end. Kept me company and I got to learn alot about my friends.I met alot of new friends too that didnt even know me and helped me even though they knew nothing of me that truely touched me to know that there are people out there that are like that. Alot of people say there friends rock but I truely mean it. My friends are the best in the world wouldnt trade any of you for anything. If there is ever anything I can do for any of you please let me know and Im there. Thank you all so much!!! ~hugs and kisses~ *~£ÎßÊ®Tÿ~*

Poetry
**********************************************Here are some poems of mine,copywritten by me.I hope someone out there enjoys them.;-)************************************************ ~The Poison Berry~ The tempting flower takes her No matter how hard she tries For it is stronger than her, From time to time She drinks the poison berry As I watch her spirit die... ************************************************* ~Apology~ She forever loved him in a time long ago She embraced his soul like no other A love so rare He kept her heart in his hand When noone was watching he crushed it with his fingers Just to watch it bleed He tried piecing it back together But panicked as her blood swam away He found all the pieces,so he thought it was ok But yet her sould cried out From so far away The pain was so deep How could he hurt her so All the love they shared Suddenly slipped away He told her he was sorry As her broken heart slowly healed She was to

I'm Pissed
I WOULD LIKE TO PERSONALLY THANK THE ASSHOLE WHO REPORTED A DEFAULT PICTURE OF MINE AND HAD IT REMOVED. LOOK UP THE FUCKING DEFINITION OF NSFW! SO I HOPE YOUR HAPPY CUZ THE NEXT ONE GETS ME DELETED ALL TOGETHER! NO MORE FUBAR FOR PEE-JAY SO HAPPY FUCKIN HOLIDAY TO YOU TOO! OH....AND THANK YOU

Moving Update 12/03/07
An update for all my friends I managed to get all my things moved to storage this weekend, and am hard at it trying to find a suitable place of my own. In the mean time, I am staying at a freinds, and my computer time is limited (it's not my pc, after all!) I should be back to normal very soon, God willing. Some prayers from you all and good wishes would me MUCH appriciated! :D Thanks you to all my wonderful friends, I love you all :D

Atlantis Poised To Start Countdown
Atlantis Poised to Start Countdown Images above: Space shuttle Atlantis rests on Pad 39A awaiting launch on mission STS-122. Photo credit: NASA/Kim Shiflett The launch team at NASA's Kennedy Space Center will start the countdown for mission STS-122 on time this evening at 7 p.m. A crew of workers is making the final preparations on space shuttle Atlantis at Launch Pad 39A leading up to a liftoff Thursday at 4:31 p.m. EST. "All of our systems are in good shape," said assistant launch director Charlie Blackwell-Thompson. The weather forecast calls for an 80 percent chance of acceptable weather at launch time, weather officer Kathy Winters said. "We're very optimistic about it," Winters said. The seven astronauts who will fly Atlantis into orbit are due to arrive at Kennedy's Shuttle Landing Facility at about 12:30 p.m. today. They will stay at the spaceport until launch day. Atlantis' primary mission is to install the European laboratory called Colu

Somethin Like That
I am a BITCH and I dont give a FUCK.I'm one of those girls you either LOVE or HATE, there is no in between.I was raised with two brothers and I was in the middle. I cuss like a sailor.I am an old soul...I have seen a lot in my day and yes, there is still someone in the world with morals.I am outspoken, independent,and hard working.I cannot stand losers and deadbeats or liars because I have worked my ass off and if I can do it anyone can and I just don't have the time for any no talent ass clowns.If your name reflects how sexy you are, or how cool you think you are, or how I wish I had a boyfriend as hot as you....pass on by we probably don't see eye to eye on anything so maybe you should move on to the next SRH wifebeater wearing, raised Ford F-150 driving, misplaced soul you can find. Not that I'm any better than the idiots I just mentioned, I'm just a different kind of idiot. HA HA HA....sounds so brutal :)

My Private Photo Album...
It's private for a reason. I don't owe you a "peek"...what the hell have you done for me? What, you think I fucking owe you? I've never asked for anything from any of you, so don't act like you're "special"...trust me, in the scheme of things, you're nothing to me. I've already been blocked by some people for telling them to Fuck Off when they continued to nag at me. Good, less assholes I have taking up space on my continually growing, yet totally useless fubar friends list. If you're in my family list, or I visit a lounge and we chat in there, and are on "friendly" terms, you're all good. But if you're nothing more than just wasted space in my list, think twice about what exactly it is that I owe you. Go ahead, call me a bitch, call me a cunt...you know you want to. But hey, if me acting like a fucking cunt is the only way I can get my point across, than expect it happening alot. Another point I want to make...Does the private album have a NSFW notice? It's something wort

One Question And I Will Answer It Honestly!
1 question...1 honest answer? You get one question and one totally honest answer from me... anything is fair game...

Good Without The Existense Of A Higher Being
I went to a debate today. The subject was about good v. evil, more specifically, can good exist without a god, or without God. The debate was between an atheist and a Christian. Like expected, the athiest presented clear, well reasoned points, backed by scientific facts and was arduous in his arguement in that he made his point clearly. The atheist was a man named Shermer, can't remember his first name. The Christian was a man named Denesh D'Sousa. He, as anyone might predict a self-proclaimed Christian would be, was long-winded and philosophic in his arguement, never really answering any questions directly. I had no bias going in to view the men debate, but I have to admit that had I been an individual on the cusp of deciding between either practising a religion or not getting involved, then I might have been persuaded to stay aloof, if only for the fact that the D'Sousa was arrogant and un-concise. I myself have a live and let live attitude twards life and this debate gav

Gonna Be Sum Changes
THERES GONNA BE SUM CHANGES ON "MY FUBAR" IM GOING TO BE DELETEIN A LOT OF PEOPLE WHO ARE JUST TAKEIN UP SPACE ON MY LIST...... THERE WILL BE PEOPLE IN MY FAMILY LIST WHO WILL BE KNOCKED DOWN TO JUST BEIN A TOP FRIEND.... MY FAMILY LIST WILL ONLY HAVE MY PEEPS IN IT WHO SHOW ME LOVE PEOPLE WHO RATE ME SAY HELLO EVERYONCE IN A WHILE.....THERE ARE SO MANY PEEPS ON MY LIST ITS GETTIN TO BUSY WHERE I CANT SEE MY NEW FRIENDS OR EVEN SEE WHO NEEDS HELP...SO THATS HOW ITS GONNA BE IF U DONT LIKE IT OH WELL DELETE YASELF.... MUCH LOVE MUAAAH! DREAMS

So About My Stress
for the past week I've known that my girlfriend is pregnant, well we've been debating abortion and keeping it, well we are keeping it, I'm going to be a father. The due date is July 20th.

Deep Thoughts
Ever been so lonely that you just felt like crawling in a hole and shutting yourself off from the world? Especially at holiday time. I can remember a couple of christams's where I was single and spent the entire day in bed sulking in my own misery because I did not want o face even my family and be around ppl who had significant others. I would not answer thier phone calls, I could not see my kids, as much as I would have loved to. Everyone says, oh get out and have some fun, make the best of it.. I say, no I rather spend it alone. Not like my family really does anything special anyways. That is a story in itself for another time. I ache so much to be loved and happy together in a relationship, I think it is slowly killing me inside. I have always been the one giving otehrs advice on relationships and standing up for them in thier weddings, talking to them when they have a problem in thier relationships. Yet when it coems to me, I shy away from my own happiness and would rath

Is Love Real?
You say you love me. you say that you care when you look at me its as if i'm not even there you promised to always be there i fell for all your lies you said you would never leave me but i fell for your alibis. the truth is you paint a beautiful picture with all the words you say but the photo is distorted and grows more so by the day tell me you love me again or say it to youself you may even start to believe it, when your alone, with yourself. they say actions speak volumes, i got it loud and clear. The volumes you speak, are ringing in my ear. saying you love me saying you care but it still remains am i really there.

I Have Over $700,000 Fubar Bucks Waiting For A New Home!!!
I HAVE OVER $700,000 FUBAR BUCKS WAITING FOR A NEW HOME!!! SORRY ALL OF THE $700,000 FUBAR BUCKS HAVE FINALLY FOUND NEW HOMES!! TO /fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1439492&i=1178323716" target=" border=">

Poem
i just wrote this poem, im not sure if its finished or not, please leavea comment and let me know what you think "First Love" Do you remember your first love, And how it made you feel. And when that person came around, It felt like time stood still. I remember being shy, And unable to tell her. When i looked deep into her eyes, I could'nt find the words. Now that i think back, It should have been easy, I should have said "I love you" And told her how deeply. That when she left there came a pain, and an overwhelming loneliness. That i thought about her everyday, And the best way to confess, the deepest of emotions, That i have ever felt, And i never thought it possible, That my ice cold heart would melt. I remember butterflies, And a tingling in my spine. That you had the most amazing eyes, And that I blushed when they met mine. All it took was your smile, To make everything okay No matter how bad I felt, It brightened up my day. I remember how love songs,

Bid On Freya!
FREYA- > YOU'VE SEEN HER, UP IN THE HAPPY HOUR SECTION OCCASIONALLY, SLIDING ACROSS THE TOP, MAYBE A BLAST OR A TICKER! HOWEVER IT WAS, MOST LIKELY YOU CLICKED HER LINK! WELL NOW SHE'S UP FOR AUCTION, YES AUCTION! THE HOTTEST NEW TREND ON FUBAR! AND WELL.. SHE WANTS TO GIVE YA LOTS OF GOOD THINGS! WHAT ARE THEY YOU ASK.. WELL KEEP READING! THE WINNING BIDDER WILL RECIEVE: * ALL PICS AND STASH RATED * FU-OWNED BY _____ IN HER NAME FOR 2 WEEKS * PREVIOUSLY WORN BRA AND PANITES * ACCESS TO ALL HER NSFW PICS FOR 1 MONTH * AUTOGRAPHED SHIRT WITH PERFUME SHE WEARS * WEEKLY PIMPOUT IN BULLETIN FOR 1 MONTH * LINK ON PROFILE * PERMANENT PIMPOUT IN BLOG * 1 SFW SALUTE * 1 BOOB SALUTE * 30 MINS SFW CAM TIME W/ MIC TAKE A LOOK AT HOW HOT SHE IS!!! RULES: * SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY PLEASE! * NO DRAMA. VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED. * THE CONTESTANT RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS. * MINIMUM BID IS 250,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CAP ON MAXIMUM BIDS. * BLA

Cwp Names!!
FROM THIS MOMENT FORTH...THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE SHALL BE ADDRESSED AS FOLLOWS... crazycameraboy - Morris Para - Floyd Majik - Bernice Mari - Jemimah Matt - Barney Snake - Stanley Mac - Leonard Death - Alfie Sparkles - Mildred Ames - Agnes Anti - Poindexter Faded - Gertrude Will - Archie Carrie - Florence Dig - Herbert Merci - Edgar Simply - Joyce Jay - Mr. Joyce Bigponz - Roy Lexi - Zelda Thump - Gerard Cereal - Whatever cereal brand Angi chooses for the day Random - Smee Todd - Quincy Always420 - Chauncy Timmy - Horace 210 - Franklin Pagan - Marjorie Munkee - Nellie Carion - ALbert Payne - Shirley Peaches - Myrtle Ghosty - Laverne Doc - Johnson Sinnful - Gepetto Dain - Hank Moo - The man formerly known as Moo Angi - Angi THESE NAMES ARE UP FOR GRABS. NAMES WILL BE ADDED AT THE BLOG POSTERS DISCRETION!! Maury Gilbert Bert Percival Sampson Wally O

Is It?
Is it wrong to love and care fore a Older lady?

They Can't Get Anything Right
The Weather Channel is predicting a snowfall today of 2 to 4 inches. I think they are grossly underestimating that .... again! There was about 2 inches of snow on the ground at 9AM and it has been coming down pretty heavy and steady all day. Unless it is melting that fast (which I doubt since it is 30 degrees right now) we are probably going to me more in the neighborhood of 6 inches. And it doesn't look like it is going to be turning into rain this afternoon either, like they said it was.

A Poem I Wrote A Long Time Ago.
Prison When there is a love that just can’t be The love is a prison of which you can’t break free My love for you could reach the stars But still I’d find these prisons bars The sentence I serve is always hard Because you are the one from which I’ve been barred I hide my feelings god know where But the pain in my heart is always there Made for each other is what we are But we’re never together always so far The Sentence When there is a love that should never have been The love is pain again and again My love for you reached the stars But now I’ve found those prisons bars The sentence I’m serving God its hell But for you all is well All you wanted is to be free And I get this hell that you’ve left for me

A Soldier's Scars
I’ve never been a poet but I know what I feel. I got these scars inside me and I don’t know how to heal them. I’ve denied their existence for almost a year but when I go to sleep I feel and I hear the sound of the bombs and the feel of the terror that grips you at night when you don’t know what’s there. Eleven o’clock plus or minus an hour your world explodes and the steel is a shower of sparks and noise and screams and sirens. I can’t even sleep even though I am tired. When it’s quiet you wish it was loud so you’d know that it’s over and then off to your dreams you could go. Cause dreams take you away from the place where you live, well usually they do but sometimes they can give you reminders of people or places or things that used to be living and loving and singing. But sometimes the dreams wake you up in a sweat, screaming silently and your pillow is wet from the tears you were crying and didn’t even know it. But fuck it…………..I told you

Maybe I Have No Heart But.....
.........i HATE this song. On the radio right now they're playing "The Christmas Shoes". I mean seriously. Mmkay? I think that song is SO lame. Anyway, how are we all today? Hi Rubay! Hi Trancy!

Im Sorry
Do to Personal Problems Most of my pics are now block.Im sorry but I cant take The stalking and stuff..Im over it! Please understand xoxo *honeyshine*

To All I've Missed This Holiday..;)
Hope you all have a great holiday...;) I spent 5 hours sending out holiday wishes sorry I did not get to all of you, I really tried but I guess I fell short.? Hope you all get this in time, and thx for being a friend to me,and treeting me with all the respect that you always have..;) Happy Holidays to all..! ~Tommy PLEASE SHARE THIS WITH ALL IF YOU WOULD YOU ALL ROCK..!!

Show Me Your Tits (for You Know Who)
Ok she may know who but same thing applies to all women! :-) A cynical Willyism for the fucking day; This is my, Bluesified, version of the, country, video! Thanks hoss! Every musician that ever been, from the first banging a rock, has wanted to see tits! To long I fuckin' know! Imagine being in a smoke filled bar, people downin' shorts and a little dancing going on! My band, plugs in, and I step up to the mic! Blow an intro and sing this fuckin' Shuffle/Boogie! SHOW ME YOUR TITS By WILLY SENKIWSKY 7/8/07 10:00 am; C Harp, Key of G, Boogie/Shuffle starts slow and goes from there! Harp Intro For this song I may get hit Ok if your boyfriend gives me a hit My message to all ladies is show me your tits! I don't mind if they only a zit I care not if they say their a zit I'm serious Honey show me your tits! I ain't the first and won't be the last Everybody now, tomorrow, and the past! But I got the testicles to say it Ain't ever been a musician didn't like tits!

Single Forever...
I think I'm doomed to be a bachelorette forever. I like that term better than spinster or other terms for it. I just can't seem to find a man. All I find is boys dressed in men's clothes pretending to be men. I'm so sick of the games it makes me not even want to try anymore. I think I'm a pretty damn good catch. So I'm overweight, I'm working on that. But why is it everyone is so fuckin superficial? I happen to think, even though I'm fat, I'm a pretty attractive female. I'm intelligent, I love sports, I love music, and I can be one of the guys or I can be a girly girl. I don't see what's wrong or what I'm doing wrong. I seriously think I need to just give up and start to love only myself and not put myself out there anymore. It seems every time I do that I get it shoved back in my face and get hurt. So forget it. I'm done. It's over for me.

2008
As some of you know and many don't, I am a recovering alcoholic. Last night was the first New Years Eve that I was sober and not out partying in 14 years! It was a pretty tough night, but I did it and a lot of that is due to some of you! Thank you to my friends. There was an obstacle to overcome also, a friend (someone whom I care a lot for) bailed on me and I was pretty worried, but I have decided that it is time to take care of myself for a change and quit thinking I can change ppl and this fucked up world lol. I have a little over 3 months sober now and I am loving it. It was especially happy to not wake up with a hangover lol. Well anyways Thank you to my friends! Hugs! and Happy New Year!!

I Need A Fu Valentine!
So, I have decided I want a Fu Valentine. I haven't gotten into the whole Fu Spouse idea. Maybe this is my baby steps toward such a move. BUT, for the month of February I want someone to call my Valentine! So, leave me comments or ideas or "offers" so I can decide who it is going to be! Oh, while I am somewhat material, originality would truly win me over! Even better...a little of both! XOXO Should I keep you posted of the contenders and maybe you all can help me decide.... 01/01/08 Will is in the running for using his stash, bulletins and blog to get all his friends to show me some love. How sweet. So, he's pimpin'. 01/02/08 Peremalfait wrote me a lovely, creative poem! Too cute.

Love Gone
They say love comes and goes, and no one knows how long it wil last. Emotions rise, like waves on an ocean at high tide. They crash just as hard, when those emotions subside. No foolish pride , no reason to lie, no tears to dry, when you cry inside, when reminising over love that too soon has died. Never thinking of saying goodbye ,but one's heart can only stand so much. Then slowly you grow apart and dred each others touch. How did it come to be, that no love exist between you and he, simply you took each other for granted and the bond once shared ceased to be. The words of joy and laughter turned to words of anger and sorrow, never thinking that the love that was here today, might be gone tommorrow. Tell me what you think People. DO NOT RIP IT IS COPYWRITTEN WRITTEN BY STERLING CARROLL

Revised Demon Crew Roll Call List
Please rate, fan and friend everyone on the list. I know its alot to ask, but if we keep each other leveled we can do so much more to help each other MASTER Cain ~Demon Crew Co-Founder-Master to Blood Vixen~SkOoTeRz GoThIc GoDeSs@ fubar Fallen Angel ~ Demon Crew Co-Founder~ Member of the Stiletto Girls~@ fubar ~_~Ashley ~_~ Crew Leader Of The Demon Crew ~_~@ fubar $ç()øTëR™-{Lori's Hubby}(DemonCrew Recruiter)[Slave 2 MzAttitude n Ashley]{ShadowLeveler}@ fubar Lori-Brunette Babe (Wife of - ScOoTeR) ~Demon Crew~@ fubar Brown Eyed Beauty~Demon Crew~@ fubar ~*Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê*~ *Demon Crew* & *B.O.T*.@ fubar

All Because Of Each Of You...much Love
Wishes do come true with family and friends like each of you. There are no words too even begin too describe this pimpout. You all gave so generously too help me..Some are close friends and others were there just to help make my wish come true. Thank you too all of my friends and family for going above and beyond too make sure that I got SpotLight one last time. Im greatful for all the love you share. Much love too all of you. Take some time too meet a new friend.. Fan, Add, and Rate you wont be disapppointed.. ~ Phoenix FuOwned By Arthur 155 and Proud Owner of James~Rider of the Love Machine@ fubar ~Mz Attitude~ Shadow Leveler@ fubar LOBOSHEWOLF@ fubar ~*Naughty*~*Blinky~AKA~*Girlblink182*~*StewieGriffin's Wife*~@ fubar Christie@ fubar ~slave~@ fubar Ladygray™@ fubar ♥Thyckie Thyck♥ Club FAR ♥@ fubar

Talked With My Daughter Today
It's really sad that when you try to contact her via her dad, i can never get him on the phone. I have tried to call him via his cell phone for the past 3-4 weeks and keep getting this users mail box is full. Finally broke down and called his house and his wife (which hates my guts) answers the phone. asked her what was going on with his phone, she says that hasnt had a chance to clear his messages on there. when i asked to talk with my daughter she kinda copped a attitude with me. but i did get to talk with her. My daughter got on the phone and i asked her what she wanted for her birthday which is on monday she wants an adult guitar (smiles) and she knows that her evil step mom isnt going to get her one. She wants me to meet her baby brother but said that her other mom didnt want me to ever meet him. I told her that adults have reasons for what they do. and its not up to me or her as to why other mom doesnt want me to meet her baby brother. Im hoping that i will get to see her

Big Girls Have More Bounce
today's mumms have been riddled with posts about bbw (fat chicks). do you find them sexy? how gross are they? why do they even post pictures? this post is for my fellow bbws. see, i'm not even gonna give any regard to those haters. they're shallow, stupid, and not worth my time. if you're sexy, and confident about it, but you happen to be overweight, who cares? personally, i rock a 2x. i KNOW my pixz are hot. i can get a guy twice my size or half my size. i'm better than sitting around crying, worrying about what anyone thinks of me. i can take care of myself and let you worry about yourself at the same time. fuck what those haters think. fuck what those haters say. post what you want, and don't pay any attention to that negative bullshit.

Am I A Bitch?
----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Joe Date: Jan 7, 2008 1:07 PM Hey there pretty lady. I was just browsing through here and saw your profile pick..........and had to stop and drop you a message. I really like your profile pick, and you look awesome. I'm interested in something that you may not be, but would like to ask anyway. I have a fetish for ladies in lingerie, especially panties, and I like collecting panties from ladies who are cool with it. Like I implied, this may be too far out there for you; but I am straight up and blunt about things. If you're interested, drop me a message. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: ♪jenniƒer♪ Date: Jan 7, 2008 1:20 PM ur a fucking retard. read my headline then go fuck urself in the ass. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Joe Date: Jan 7, 2008 1:38 PM NO, not a fucking retard. Just a penis who recognizes a beautiful woman when h

01-09-08 (darkness)
and a Wednesday Welcome From the enigmatic (darker) side of Greg ... IDK I write that knowing it's not entirely true, I like to stay distance and been told I'm Mysterious - but I'd say more of a ... -R I D D L E- I enjoy the darker side, but really I'm much too joyious to be considered: 'dark' What can I say, lol - I tend to look to see the bright side of things It could be from my up bringing. Being poor (single mother upbringing) I was told if you think you have it "tough" You never have too far to look, To find someone who's far worse off than you! I remember eating mac & cheese (home made could'nt afford the stuff from the box) a couple times a week for dinner. I whined once when I grew tired of it (third time in a week) And was promptly told: "At least you have a meal" followed by the: "think how the kids without food would love to have anything" lol It's true, although back then I didn't know how close to being in the "p

01-10-08 (music)
Good song to jam to today, One of my favorites ... I'll take it easy on you today. I know I've been windy and kind of overboard with the blogs. So, I wont take up too much of your valuable time. Question: What's your favorite song? I have different songs for different occasions. Today's comment is a brand new one, I about 3 weeks worth I'll be rolling out the next few weeks with a few classic mixed in. So, I hope this finds you with your journey a pleasurable one & the destination even more rewarding. Here's today's deal:

Will U?
OK guys...Would you be willing to let me do this..its a fantasy, but can't ever find anyone willing! I want to push you back on the bed…climb on top of you..and slowly tie up each of your arms to the bed posts, so you can’t touch me, but I have control over you. Then, I would lean down and kiss and nibble at your neck, your ear, then across your lips…move down your chin with the tip of my tongue and down your neck, sucking intensely, then down to your right nipple..taking your nipple into my mouth and sucking hard..mmmmmmmmmm(while my other hand is rubbing and pulling at your left nipple) Next, I would my fingernails up and down the sides of your abs, then back and forth across your navel, leaning down to suck and kiss around your navel..so softly but then with more pressure. Then I would slide down your body further, taking my hands and spreading your legs slightly apart. Then , rubbing my fingertips up and down the inside of each of your thighs, leaning down to kiss and blow at

Bitchez & Flies.........
Two things I have learned that aren't about shit are bitchez and flies. I fell out today with someone over something that seemed pretty meaningless in retrospect...the reader's digest version of it is: 1. Friend posted a blog 2. Someone commented 3. I disagreed with what was said so I commented 4. A snyde remark was made about me being "fu-popular"...... It was ON from there.......CLICK HERE TO READ THE REST OF WHAT HAPPENED FOR YOURSELF Okay, so we have this infantile pissin contest all day (yup, I have bored days too....LOL) but it got pretty heated. Back to bitchez and flies........the person I had the disagreement with chose to block me......cool, he exercised his option and I really dgaf about all that.......but it takes a bitch to block someone then blog the following: "January 11, 2008 @ 11:15 am I have SS's of what was said, and a certain somebody pushed me over the fucking edge, she thinks cause she's a "fubar supporter" she can treat me like shit? F

For All The Ladies Who've Had Their Hearts Broken
Send this to the asshole and see what he says.... Sometime ago we both said "Goodbye" 'till this day I still cry, I really wish it could've turned out better, but that all changed when I got your letter. "Goodbye", it said, "There's someone new , I'm no longer in love with you....", On I read Fighting back the tears , forced to face the worst of my fears, all alone with no-one to turn to while all along thinking of nothing else but you. But I won't give up, and I won't give in , now that you're gone , my life's starting to begin, I hope you're happy wherever you are just stay away, and stay real far.

I Just Don't Get It
I don't understand how so many guys "hit on me" on this site. But when I'm out in "real life" I never get hit on. I mean never. I can only think of one time I was actually hit on. I mean I go out all the time with friends. Bars, clubs, the mall, bowling, rock climbing, all kinds of places. And guys always check them out or hit on them. I know I have hott friends, but damn. Can a sistah get some love? Also, I'm on this dating website and almost every message I send gets read and not responded to or deleted. I try to keep it simple so they will respond. "Hi. How are you?" But still, nothing. What the fuck am I doing wrong? I'm 21 years old and I've never had a "serious relationship". I have friends my age getting married and/or having kids. And I just sit here permanently single. Blah. It sucks. I guess I'm doing something wrong. I just really wish I knew what it was. But oh well, I'm just going to give up and say fuck it.

Open Your Eye People
First off I wanted to let you all know that each and everyone of you are special. When we chat, shout or leave comments it’s a great feeling knowing that out in this vast world called cyber space there are decent people. I hope that I have given you all smiles and laughs and in someway I made you feel special. What you see is the real me I hope I am never mean or cruel to anyone because I am not even that way face to face. What you get when you deal with me is the real thing Crazy as I am that is me. I think each and everyone of you are decent kind caring and I have the utmost respect for all of you. Huggzzz to each of you. Now the reason for this blog. If you read any one my other blogs I am better at writing in a informative format then to just ramble on about why I am hurt. So here goes. There are so many different types of people in this world we see them everyday. I am not talking race , color nationality I am talking the inner part of a person. You know when you see

Please Pray For Me
Sorry I havent chatted much with my friends on here....been sick but I have been tryin to keep in touch. I go see a surgeon next Wed. and see when they are gonna try to repair what the surgeon screwed up a year ago. So I am asking for yall not to give up on me and pray that everything will be ok. Much luv to all my friends, Pru

3rd Times The Charm?
Well here we go again...I've had my profile deleted twice now...hopefully 3rd times the charm. I have a family computer and both me and my husband use it, as well as my mother in law when she comes over...so if i'm gettin deleted due to an IP issue...something needs to be done, because not everyone can afford a computer for every person in the house and pay for multiple IP address...I'm frustrated and very annoyed...so I'm rantin. I decided with some help from a good friend to give this another shot. So Peggy Bundy is BACK!

A Royal Flush
You all know me. You all know my life is a cartoon. Going from one freakish thing to another. I thus relate this story. This weekend was my brother in laws birthday. He is such a wonderful man. He makes my sister happy, he's a good dad and has been very good to me. You know how there is always one defining moment that will forever stand out? It can make or break those family ties. On Friday night, I tested that moment. My sister, Sean and myself, went to Best Buy to purchase the BIL's dream. A television. Guys and electronics. The bigger the better. (Between you and I...I keep hearing bigger is better. Still trying to decide if so much emphasis should be placed on size rather then enjoyment. And I'm talking televisions here...). So the fun began when we lugged the tv back to my sisters house. The weather was nasty....snowy. Traffic was worse. Cars playing Bumper Cars all over the unplowed and unsalted streets. We took my Escape because,"You have more room". A

A Message From One Who Has Been There...
Please Watch The First Video PLEASE!! If you CAN watch the rest of these videos and would like to, you can add these to your stash/blogs by clicking on MENU then copying the embed code and paste where desired. You know people have all heard it before... "I came from an abusive home" "My mom/dad use to beat the living hell out of me..." "I was sexually abused, when I was a kid, by my..." Yes, we all heard it.. a lot have experienced it and lived to tell about it. I read all the comments how hurt and angry people are when they see a baby being murdered, or when a child is found dead. My question is... How many knew there was a problem before and did nothing because they did not want to get involved? How many have seen the warning signs? People didn't want to get involved when they seen me and my two brothers being abused. They thought that we were old enough to go to the police for help. We had lived through this for years & never thought anyone would believe us...

Peice Of Shit!
down rating son of bitches....grrrrrrr you know who u was if your not going to rate a good number than dont rate at all fucker.... have a good night honey xxxxx

Hey Everyone Im Queer
I am only writing this because a few friends asked me about the page comments that some assholes comments.Ok it all started out when i saw that he viewed me page and if any one knows me they know if any one visits my page i ALWAYS rate their page (always with 11's if i have any, and a 10 if don't) and leave a comment saying thanks for the page view...well i did that to his page.thus which brought up him saying the first comment (the comment on the bottem)i went to his page and tried to leave a comment to him but it said that he had blocked me since it had let me leave a comment a few minutes beforei saw we had a mutual friend and asked her what the hell was his problem and she said he seemed to have been offended by a comment i left on one of her pics (if you know me i don't do offensive comments...) well any way i asked her did i offend her with the commenst and she said she saw nothing offensive in my comment.. I guess she asked him what was up with him leaving that comment on my pag

Again Please?
Hey guys! Rates have reset since this contest has started, so if you could take just 30 seconds of your time and go back and re-rate it, I will love you forever! Ok, so I'll love you forever anyway... If you haven't rated it yet, will you pop in and do it? It's hard to pick just one too, so rate as many as you like. There are LOTS of sexy mummers in that folder!

Syn
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ~*~SYN IS ONE OF THE MOST GENEROUS AND CARING PEOPLE ON FUBAR. HE HAS HELPED ME WITH SO MUCH AND NEVER ASKS FOR ANYTHING IN RETURN. GO TO HIS PAGE AND SHOW HIM MASSIVE AMOUNTS OF LOVE~*~ ~*~*~*~**~*~~*~*~*~RATE HIS PAGE~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~FAN HIM~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ADD HIM AS A FRIEND~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~RATE HIS PICS~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~RATE HIS STASH~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~RATE HIS BLOGS~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* ♥ ♥ HE WOULD DO IT FOR YOU ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ AND HE DESERVES IT!!! ♥ ♥ Syn...Owner of Rebbie!!....Be My Valentine!...Read my Blog for details..@ fubar

I've Been Tagged... Random Facts About Me
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. *Thanks Suze....* 1. My initials are PMS... Yes I'm serious. 2. If I could only listen to 3 bands for the rest of my life they would be Pantera, Mother Love Bone, and Daughtry (who I believe is one of the hottest men in the world!). 3. I don't like chocolate. Maybe once a year will I have a little piece and that one piece is forced upon me. 4. I brush my teeth like 10 times a day. 5. My favorite snacks are swiss cheese and broccoli. 6. I am the only person out of 5 in my house that can not play a musical instrument. 7. I know for a fact that you can kill a chicken when you are 7 years old from 25 f

The Kiss...
The kiss Written By ME As I look down, My vision locks upon your, Beautiful majestic brown eyes, Everything else fades away, Into one big blur. All I can see are those, Big brown eyes, Looking back at me. I lean forward, Getting close, Soo close, I can feel your breath, Upon my cheek. I pause, For just a brief moment, Just to sense your lips, Drawing closer to mine. I move in closer and closer, Until my lips caress your, Rose petal lips, Ever soo softly. We pull away, To move closer together, Our breath deepening. Our lips open more and more, As if they were awaiting permission, Permission for our tongues, To say, Yes to a dance. We pull away, To move closer and closer, Our tongues and lips, Dancing together, Caressing each other, Holding each other, Becoming more and more, Passionate with each, Embrace. Our lips, Our bodies, Our souls, Melting together, To become one… With every kiss, We share, I lose a small, Piece

Help Me!!!
Omg a Cutie w/a Booty in a contest come on guys you know you wanna come vote for me click the link below go to his pic's im in HOTTIE CONTES folder and leave as many commentsas u like! Thank you for all your support much luv greatly appreciated *hugs* Thanks http://fubar.com/user/1567987

Contest Starting Soon.....
Wanna win a 30 day blast?!?!?!? Its very easy...all you gotta do is get 100,000 comments in 6 weeks. I want it to be 5 guys n 5 gurls. But if it goes awhile with not enough guys in, ill go ahead and give it to enough girls to balance it out for 10. You MUST R/A/F me to join. You MUST have salute to join. If I'm giving it to a guy, I wanna know its a guy. If I'm givin it to a gurl, I wanna KNOW its a gurl. All you gotta do is get 100,000 comments in 6 weeks or less. Contest will open the day folowing me getting my 5 and 5. As soon as I have 5 and 5 I will start. So get in early by FIRST R/A/F ing me. Then rate this, and leave a comment saying you want in.

Just For The Ladies
SO YOU R AT EZ NOW THINKING OF ME ASKING U DO YOU WANT ME TO TOUCH YOU ALL THE PLACE YOU LOVE TO BE TOUCH YOU ANSWER WITH YES PLEASE! WE LAY THERE IN R UNDERWEARS AS U PUSH YOUR ASS ONTO MY DICK. I TELL U IN YOUR EAR WHAT I'M GO'N TO DO TO DAT FINE BODY. I START TO MOVE MY HANDS SLOWLY OVER YOUR SHOULDERS IN SLOW MOTION AS I FEEL YOU BODY START TO RELAXE IN MY HANDS. YOU GRIND YOUR SEXY ASS ON MY ROCK HARD DIC! I RUN ONE OF MY HANDS DOWN FROM YOUR NECK TO YOUR BREAST WERE I START TO CARESSING THEM AS I RUN MY FINGERS ALL OVER YOUR NIPPLES AS I LIC AND SUC ON THE SIDE OF YOUR NECK MMMM..... I CAN FEEL YOUR NIPPLE START TO GET HARD BETWEEN MY FINGERS AS YOU SLOWLY PLACE YOUR HAND BEHIND YOUR ASS SO THAT YOU CAN PUT YOUR HAND DOWN MY BOXERS SO YOU CAN STROKE MY DIC YOU SAY OOOO, HOW I LOVE HOW HARD IT IS AWWWWW..... I ROLL U OVER ONTO YOUR STOMACH RUN MY HANDS DOWN YOUR BACK INTO I GET TO YOUR THONG WERE I RUN MY FINGER DOWN AND UP THE MIDDLE OF YOUR ASS PULLING THEM TO ONE SIDE SO I CAN

A Brother's Apology
I see you sittin there...so together but inside the tears keep fallin I see the anger, the disappointment inside...I hear a voice that`s calling at nights end...u pretend it doesn`t matter that there is no one waiting at home-WELL, I know it matters because I too am alone. NOW FOR EVERY MAN THAT EVER HURT YOU, FOR EVERY TEAR THAT FELL FROM YOUR EYES..HERE AND NOW I`D LIKE TO APOLOGIZE! I`M SORRY for the many nights you spent staring at the phone, I`M SORRY for the birthdays,the holidays...just the days you spent alone, I`M SORRY for the other women that made you feel less than the queen you are, I`M SORRY that he reached for the moon when in his hand he held a star, I`M SORRY for the broken promises,the broken ribs and blackened eyes behind tinted shades, I`M SORRY for the fear you had,the risk he takes. I`M SORRY that the only time you heard I LOVE YOU was when he found himself between your thighs, HERE AND NOW WITH MY SOUL,WITH MY HEART, TO YOU....I APOLOGIZE. I`M SORRY

Looking For A Fu Wife
im looking for a fu wifey that will love me , respect me, and treat me right. please , drama queens are not welcome.

Office Nonsense (possibly Part I)
Our office finally made the move away from Bitch-Face and her clan. The move happened on a Friday and continued to...well...we're still getting settled. Anyway, there was an incident over coffee mugs. It's not worth recounting, other than to point out how pitifully petty that family truly is. So we have a new office and a new set of problems. I will refer to him as "paralegal" because I can. At any rate, he's really good at getting his core work load done, but absolutely SUCKS at the rest of the admin. and detail work that make our office flow. Or, rather lack thereof. I want to make it clear that I really like Paralegal, he's very nice. I don't have anything against him personally. I just REALLY think he's not cut out for this field. He's not aggressive, he does not follow through with anything, he had close to zero phone personality, he doesn't know how to communicate and he can't multitask. And since, I am the boss's kid, office manager and first in line when shit

Sean Christian Owen... Rollercoster Dog
Well... me and my friend and my Mom were playing around on I-Photo on the new Mac... and this happen... wait till the end you will Laugh your ass off!!!!!!!!!!

Deleting Friends
I hate to be a bitch.. but here goes.. So you have 347 pics, your level 23, and you dont have a salute. Congratulations, YOU SUCK! OR you have 285 pics stuck at 99% of level 9, and all your pics are in a folder that reads something like this: "F*ckHaters, I'm Real(Friends only)(private)". Congratulations... YOU SUCK TOO! Starting next week I will be deleting all my freinds that don't have salutes. In addition to this, I will be unfanning all persons without Salutes. And from this point, I will not add/rate/fan/crush anyone without a salute (And I don't care if you have fake ass nudes or not). I realize this is the internet, and according you "I'm makeing too big a deal out of this". But I don't care, I can do what I want. You do what you want and I will do what I want. If you are honest about this and just don't have your salute yet, and you want to stay on my list, let me know. and I will keep you on. I'm Rea

Just A Thought Of How U Want Me
Every night you think of me wishing you could be laying next to me everyday you wait for me lustfully wanting to be with me Every night I think of you Wonder how it feels to be laying next to you Everyday I wait for you lustfully wanting to be with you We pass each other in the hall one quick glance and that is all then a turn and we look again that is when I see your grin Next we walk back to the spot say hello as we stop not many words pass our lips then you place your hands on my hips Now we lay by each other at night you have your arms wrapped around me tight We close our eyes and think how it feels so right hope that it takes forever for morning's light This is how it would feel with me In your arms and not just your dreams

A Song I Wrote When I Was 16...
November Birds fly South, The wind blows through my bones November night... Leaves sailing nowhere land, Take me with you out of sight... Whip me with your lash of rain, Howling like the wolf in the dark forest.. God appears in a bright blue flash, Parting the skyway of the night... You´re forever, November You´re the first love of my Life... (Chorus:) And it´s so, so cold.. November you´re so old.. But you always come back to me... Angry November, I feel the cold fire from your throat... Why dont you send us The white petals of peace from your heart? You´re forever, November You´re the first love of my life... And it´s so, so cold.. November you´re so old.. But you always come back to me.. And it´s so so cold.. November you´re so old.. But you always come back to me... But you always come back... to me... (copyright registered @angel/album)

Omfg!! I Can't Believe This!!
Today is my baby's birthday... HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BIGGUMS! Make an on-line slide show at www.OneTrueMedia.com

Jack In My Box?
The german and I were discussing my earlier post re: Jack the Germ residing in my sugar hole, and we had a bit of a disagreement. I am of the belief that Jack does not in fact live in my cunt. The german insists that Jack visits when I have a cold and that he can be introduced to my puss by a kiss from a Jack-infested mouth or the touch of a Jack-tainted hand. So which is it? Does a cold virus take over my poon? Or shall I blame the porn for me being all mucousy? Excuse me. I have to go blow my vagina.

Pillows
Ok this is the first blog in my set of pet peevs blogs. This was inspired by my kids this morning lol. Pillows are designed for the part of your body located above your shoulders not the part located between your lower back and upper legs (butt for those who don't understand.) Ok this drives me crazy but here goes. I wake up this morning and the kids are sitting on the couch, normally ok but under theirs butts is all the pillows they can find. Think about this for a min. when you go to bed and lay your head on your pillow one of the first things you do is take a deep breath through your nose as to smell your pillow. Ok if your butt (or someone elses) has been on this pillow all day guess what your smelling, yup you got it Ass Crack. I bet that tickled your nose now didn't it. Its bad enough for me that if I see someone sitting on my pillow, I want to throw it away and buy a new one. Leave comments and tell me how crazy you think I am.

3 New Freaks!!!!
Attn FREAKS... Please be sure to repost all freak related bulletins and catch up with all the new freaks that are bringing the FREAK LOVE your way! Watch my blogs for updates and freak happenings as well. xoxo! PebblesinAZ WELCOME TO THE... STEP INSIDE AND TAKE A L00K AROUND! THE ORIGINAL FREAK: Freak@ fubar and THE UNDERCOVER FREAK: ~PebblesinAZ~READ MY BLOGS~ OwN3d by Emanon! XOXO@ fubar ...have put together a little adventure for you. Not to be confused with any train, plane, coaster or boat ride! It's a... ...and you are about to meet some... The dictionary describes a "FREAK" as... A person who is abnormal, odd or has withdrawn from rational behavior. Hmm...YEP! That about covers it! So without further ADO here are the FREAKS! ~~~FREAK SHOW V.I.P.s~~~ ☠☠☠BrightEyedArtist☠☠☠@ fubar ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Please take the time to actually look at my profile}@ fubar &

Sesha
The worst phone call a father could get I got today. I was told today that I lost one of the things I hold the closest to my heart. I lost a child today. She was on her way home from her boyfriends house when she had a car werck that took her life. I never thought I would out live any of my children but I did today. I know she is in a better place now. She does not have to worry about anything now. This child has been thru so much in her life and at 16 to not live any more is just worng. But everything happens for a reason. I can not say anything about this other than she was a great kid. I love her so much and I will miss her. My heart goes out to you Sesha. Daddy loves you

Profile In Stasis
I turned the privacy settings for viewing my profile to "friends only" while I do my best to work on some important personal projects. I'll be here occasionally to check on things and say hi, but my intent is to stay focused on my work. I can very easily be reached here, or by email sauceruney@gmail.com

Chicken Scum
I swear nothin stinks worse than a raw stale chicken. I'm about to puke from that atroscious stench. UGHHH

Lifestyles Of The Bored And Senseless
I have been working for my mother at her law firm since I graduated from college. I would have to say that in the close to 3 years I have worked in family law, and seeing the stuff I have seen, I have come to the consclusion that I will never a) get married, or if I do, there will one hell of an ironclad prenup, b) have children out of wedlock - call me old fashioned but I think the two parent system is still the way to go, and c) reproduce with anyone who's iq is lower than mine. Having said all that, I truly do like my job. There are bits that are procedure, but enough details to keep the scenarios interesting and fresh. If I could deal with paperwork, I'd be a happy camper. But, as office manager/bitch, that would mean no such luck. My main job is to handle our clients. Or as I like to call it "fielding the herd". Because, really, people, in general, and especially our clients are about as bright as sheep. Today's scenario: 11:30 am call from opposing counsel re

Yes Another Chance
Here's Another Chance To Own Me Do You Want To Own Me?? Here Is Another Chance

My Broken Dryer Adventure
So about 3 weeks ago my dryer broke. The touch screen stopped working. The dryer is top of the line Kenmore that I bought 3 years ago from Sears when I moved in to my new place. I have the service plan so no worries on paying for it to be fixed. The repair man comes out on a Thursday takes a look at it and tells me its the control panel and he does not have one with him. He tells me he ordered it and it will be in next week and that he will be back on Wednesday of next week to fix my dryer. I was like fuckkkk but whatever ok cya Wednesday. On Monday I get a call from Sears asking me if the part arrived? I said, what do you mean arrived? She says the part is being sent to my house and when it arrives to call them to schedule the repair man. WTF? He did not tell me this. I told her that he said he already scheduled himself for Wednesday to come back. She says no he is not scheduled but the part was shipped out so as soon as it arrives call them. Again, fuckkkkkkkkk ok.

In Memory Of
As most of you who have stopped by my page have noticed I write poetry to express emotions. Well this blog isn't poetry but a expression I still have to say. Many of you have asked if I'm okay and all. Yes I am........ just this last month has been emotionally hard for me. So if I have please forgive me for my coldness. As I truely do not mean to hurt anyone of you!!! Now to explain why.......... Feb 17th of 2004 I lost my father...... a man I love and miss dearly......... this week is the anniversary of my mothers death the 14th of March. She passed away in 1997. I miss both my parents very much and when this time of year rolls around I'm on a emotional roller coaster. So please for give me. I do love you all and you all have meant the world to me. Thank you for being my friends!!!!!

Self Love
have u given urself a Hugg today and told urself that no matter what I LOVE MY DAM SELF ?? DO IT .

A Poem
Dance of Passion Eyes, devouring each other with their eyes. Lips, touching lightly, nothing else touching, only the lips. She traces his lips with her tongue, Gentle, lightly touching, her tongue enters his mouth, It begins to explore, teasing, tantalizing. Still nothing else touching, only their lips and tongues. Slowly, they move a little closer to each other. Hands, fingertips exploring each other, Lightly caressing, moving up the arms. Slowly, bodies moving closer, Fingertips, caressing each other, barely touching, Bodies touching ever so slightly. Kissing intensely, they are almost one. Fire coursing through their veins to their organs. Fingertips still exploring each other, caressing. His organ, swollen, hard like a stone, Moves toward her sexual palace. He enters the palace and the nectar begins to flow. For now, they are one.

Week 2 Contest
This week turned out kinda interesting. There has been someone that was clearly in the lead with the most points that will get the bye week next week. However, we do have to vote someone off. So, there are two pictures left in my album. They are of the two lowest seeded pictures of the week. I need each of you to go in and leave a comment on one of them. Leave the word STAY on the one you want to come back. The one with the least support by tomorrow night will be let go when I announce the winner.

F*ckin F*cker
So we had a bit of drama this morning, but first some background information. One of our clients is always grumbling about parking spots in the parking garage. So when we moved everyone to a different garage he was the first one I placed and I thought I had given him the easiest, best spot. According to him he had to make too sharp of a turn to get into that particular spot. I had 3 others available at the time so I offered those, and he took what I thought was the worst of the 3 and I would rather it had been left open because it would give the 2 suburbans next to him more room for parking. Into the office walks this poor girl (the driver of the suburban that parks next to him) on the verge of tears, tells the receptionist that she was trying to get into her spot in between previously mentioned dude and this other suburban when she misjudged her surroundings and hit Jerk-off's car. He came out so she could tell him and he immediately shouts "What the Fuck? I've had that c

Jerk
from: JOSH_D-http://www.fubar.com/user/1684156 United States subject: you know what thye say received: 03/19/2008 02:07 am replied: no block this member He sent this in mail... a bitch is a bitch is a bitch is a bitch and will always will be a bitch.. hun beauty isnt something you are given.. beauty is in way your attitude is and urs sucks id rather fuck a dog than you seruiously.. u suck big time.. i dont give flying fuck if u were last woman on earth my dick would still not get hot enough for u cause ur a bitch.. period.. now vamoos.....

Our Afternoon
I thought i'd share our afternoon! as its so near to easter break Bex's school put on their traditional concert ... most of you know that Bex goes to a special school so its nice when you go to a school show and every child takes part! its always a lovely time and often moving. This years play was called Uncle Crumbles mad machine... its about a mad scientist who builds a time machine (loosely based on Doctor Who) and 4 very spoilt children that dont want to have a party but are bored and their uncle builds this machine and while he is gone they play with it and then they end up in different time zones ... there was lots of singing ... they landed in the future where school is on 12 hours a day, with no breaks, no school holidays and the teacher is a robot. Then they ended up in roman times ... plenty of acrobats, lions and some gladiators! one played by Bex was very menacing and did her lines all on her own .. i knew she was nervous cause she was the night before but i was so

A Pregnant Woman Has No Soul..
Driving to Burger King today for a lunch play date with my kids, my 6 yr. old son says to me out of the freaking blue. "Mom, your soul like a ghost in your heart" and when your body dies, and your heart stops, your soul leaves and then goes to a pregnant woman for her new baby.” I was dumbfounded to say the least, he has said some pretty intense things before, but this trumps them all. I said to him, "Adam, where did you hear that from?" Adam "Just was thinking about it, cause my soul belonged to a man named John Songa/Sonja, who died in California before I was born." Now keep in mind, I have not raised my children with any religion to speak of, let alone went into an philosophical talks regarding souls etc. He goes on to tell me that “John traveled all over the world, and he was old when he died, he spoke English & Hebrew and I think France (meaning French), he had a wife and a bunch of kids, and grand kids”. I think my son is intelligent, but this goes b

Please Save This Beautiful Breed
> > If any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it. This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if Facebook and My Space could be used for something good . Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible > > > > > .

Painted Thoughts
Painted Thoughts By: Deborah Boyd The Painted Thoughts Are there each day Takes one imagination To see it that way They could be a cloud So high in the sky That looks like a rabbit Or a bird that flies It could be a painting So simple and rich That takes us away To places unpitched It could be just words So descriptive in terms That brings our thoughts there And makes our mind swarms Yet these Painted Thoughts No matter the cause Brings us such emotions And give our lives pause So cherish the thoughts These bring each day And life little treasures Are yours to stay.

Happy Easter
Sorry, but this is a general Easter greeting for everyone,I'm bouncing between Drew's contest and mine, so I'm really busy with that and just can't really afford to lose that many comments at this stage in the game...I hope you all understand and have a great holiday...Love, Tina

New Member
SWEET & SASSY@ fubarPLEASE ADD AND WELCOME HER TO OUR FAMILY TY:)

Does Frindship Have A Price ?
By Jokers Wild No matter how complex relationships on the internet can be they can still be categorized at 3 different levels 1. Loyal True Friends - These are friends that participate in the friendship you have to offer with Trust, Honesty, Loyalty and integrity. 2. Users and Losers - Use people for what they can get, Thieves, Liars back stabbers, People who consider people as disposable friends or disposable friends with a price. 3. Romantic Relationships - Internet or real life What do you do when you find out that someone you thought was a friend becomes the 2nd type of friend ? Being used or to find out you are disposable for a price or that he or she or both are not a loyal friend ? Considering I have dealt with all three different types of relationships by all means the 2nd on is one to avoid at all cost not only because of trust worthiness but because of the stupidity that always seems to follow.. Take for example a incident I had with a so called frien

Help Papercut Kisses
Papercut Kisses@ fubar See this woman? She needs fu bucks. :D She wants to buy a ticker to surprise someone for a special day coming up. I gave her 100,000 & a ticker cost 250,000 fu bucks. How much can you spare? (P.S. I now need fu bucks. :/ My wifey is expensive. LMAO j/k..love you!!)

Win A Vip !
Hi all you FU*Bombers..... I am coordinating all the new contests and am looking for somebody who wants to be in a contest!! Could that somebody be YOU??? If you are ACTIVELY bombing on a regular basis, keep up with the Homepage blogs, have been in the Family more than 10 days, and haven't been in a contest recently, then...... CONTACT ME!!! ASK TO BE IN A CONTEST!! FU*BOMBERS ARE THE BEST FAMILY ON THE FU !!!

How Sarcastic Am I?? *grinz*
You're Totally Sarcastic You sarcastic? Never! You're as sweet as a baby bunny. Seriously, though, you have a sharp tongue - and you aren't afraid to use it. And if people are too wimpy to deal with your attitutde, then too bad. So sad. How Sarcastic Are You?

A Change In Direction
As the Mr 7000000 states, I'm shooting for 7 million Fubucks. Obviously its for the spotlight. And at first, I was really focused on it. Unfortunately, or fortunately, I discovered on the journey that I like helping others, so therefore I have been donating to other's causes, so that they can shine in the spotlight. So I am back to being poor. I still have aspirations of being in the spotlight, and will still take all donations, but for the next few months, I plan on dedicating my time helping others. I am also dedicated to looking at Freak's boobs every day. I had such fun helping Fat Sonny level, and Cyndi, and a few others, that I'll be cocentrating on rating stash's and pics. I have a month VIP thanks to Freak, and I plan on maximizing my use of it. But due to my poverty, the gifts might be slowing down some, and you all might be getting Budweisers, but I'm still thinking of you. So if you're close to leveling, or know somebody who is, let me know, and I'll be happy to le

What A Good Boy By The Barenaked Ladies
When I was born, they looked at me and said, "What a good boy, what a smart boy, what a strong boy." And when you were born, they looked at you and said, "What a good girl, what a what a smart girl, what a pretty girl." We've got these chains that hang around our necks; People want to strangle us with them before we take our first breath. Afraid of change, afraid of staying the same, When temptation calls, we just look away. This name is the hairshirt I wear, And this hairshirt is woven from your brown hair. This song is the cross that I bear, Bear it with me, bear with me, bear with me, be with me tonight. I know that it isn't right, but be with me tonight. I go to school, I write exams; If I pass, if I fail, if I drop out, Does anyone give a damn? And if they do, they'll soon forget cause it won't take much for me To show my life is over now. I wake up scared, I wake up strange. I wake up wondering if anything in my life is ever going to change. I wake up sc

Sat 03-29-08 (bubbles)
March 29, 2008 Bubbles - bubbles and more bubbles ... Please ... don't burst my bubble, and not show up to read & "SHARE THIS" With your friends! (haha) To tie things in nicely, I will usually throw a music video in the mix that kinda g

A Letter For U What U Will Never Get In Ur Mail
u tell me all the time oh u r such a nice person n u r a sweetheart n every man who is with u is lucky etc bla bla if that is all so true why didnt u regonize it? why r u not with me to appreciate me? why do i still see always stuff i dont like or what makes me think? i dont look to find stuff but i always find something it hurts to know and to see there is something and u wanna ask why is that? and i got a feeling bout this why do i have this feeling? but all u do is just talk it down like it is nothing at all and then at the end it turns out that that everything every feeling every question that just everything had a real reason and u talked it down maybe i was not strong enough for u but i also know u r more weak then i am i couldnt keep my mouth shut cuz of the stuff what was going on n what i didnt like i am sorry for it but it should have showed u that i care that i care about u it hurts me when u tell me u love me cuz i know u mean it u say its in a friendship way bu

Emanon!
I have to be the luckiest little slave in all of Fu-land! To have such an awesome owner as Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones@ fubar So, take a minute to go spank him! I'm sure he will spank you back.... »-(¯`v´¯)-»»ÐJ ǵ££êÐ Ðê§ïrê »-(¯`v´¯)-»» §låvê †ð Öñ¥z, Èmåñðñ & Ðj þrï¢k@ fubar

Oh God You Have To See This
HES IN IRAQ RIGHT NOW AS WE SPEAK.. HE JUST NOW JUMP ON THE COMPUTER REALLY FAST HERE TO HANG A BIT ON FUBAR BEFORE HE GOES OUT FOR THE DAY.. HES VERY NEW TO FUBAR AND DOESN'T EVEN REALLY KNOW WHAT THEY MEAN BY SALUTE PHOTO.. EVEN IF HE DID HE DON'T HAVE ACCESS TO A CAMERA AT THIS TIME.. I BELIEVE THAT BECAUSE I HAD JUST SPENT THE LAST HOUR TEACHING A VIP LEVEL 18 WHAT STASH IS AND ABOUT RIP PHOTOS AND WHAT A HAPPY HOUR WAS AND WHEN TO TELL WHEN ITS HAPPY HOUR.. SO A LEVEL 10 NOT UNDERSTANDING A SALUTE PHOTO IS VERY COMMON.. SINCE HE DON'T HAVE ACCESS TO A CAMERA AT THIS TIME AND HES MAXED OUT ON HIS LEVEL TEN IT WOULD BE REALLY COOL IF SOMEONE COULD BUY HIM A MONTH VIP JUST SO HE CAN MOVE FORWARD UNTIL HE GETS A CAMERA. ITS A SHAME I THINK. MAYBE OUR SOLDIERS THAT ARE IN IRAQ SHOULD BE EXEMPT FROM SALUTE PHOTOS SINCE THEY HAVE SO MANY AMENITIES AT THEIR DISPOSAL.. THIS U.S. ARMY DUDE NEEDS A V.I.P. U.S Army 2-22@ fubar LETS ALL GIVE THIS MAN SOME LOVE ON HIS PAGE PLZ. I

Cheese
Hello, Cheese. I am EV1L Over the years, I have been eating you. Your coagulated nature; suppression of poo; your disagreement with my stomach content, all of these things have disrupted my digestive process. With the arrival of your latest product, Squeeze Cheesecake, I have decided that your organization should be destroyed. I acknowledge you as a potentially delicious food, and I am prepared to sacrifice grilled cheese sandwiches forever. You cannot hide; only melt. Cheese has brought indigestion and obesity for centuries and it's time it is destroyed. If you want another name for your opponent, then call me Anonymouse, which is a pun on the hacker group named Anonymous, who is declaring war on Scientology, which is what this article is blatantly parodizing, which nobody seems to get because they haven't been paying attention to what's going on in the world. These are my methods of destruction - 1. Prank call Kraft support line and say very lol things like "

Yea I Don't Weight That Much....should I Eat More? *cries*
You Should Weigh 165 If you weigh less than this, you either have a fast metabolism or are about to gain weight. If you weigh more than this, you may be losing a few pounds soon! How Much Do You Weigh?

More Shitty News
will ive spent 5 days here at Duke Unvi to have test done on me and 2 see if there was any other type of chemo therpy that will help me. the treatment im doing know has my face so messed up, my fingertips and toenails bleeding all the time. i cant wear tennis shoes all i can wear right now is sandels and flip flops. they also told me i dont have much time either like 3 years or less. the cancer in my lungs are 2 small to take out and they are on bot lungs and there is to many. all they can do is control them with chemo therpy and once my body gets use to the meds they have 2 change up but they dont have many to change with

"lips Of An Angel
"Lips Of An Angel" Honey why you calling me so late? It's kinda hard to talk right now. Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay? I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And, yes, I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it

Yea This Again
Blar...wrong place in my blogs (repost). Anyways, yea I did the snapvine thingy again. Blame Jenni. :p Anyways, leave me a voice comment and let me know if you want one back. Complete randomness, yes I know. But what's new right?

Give Me A Suggestion Please
I'd like for you my friend to give me a lil help with this one any and all suggestion are welcome! It gets somewhat boring here in this place so I thought I'd get a companion while I'm here in this apartment and didn't think it would be fair to a dog to be locked up in an apartment all day while I was at work! So this is my new lil friend. and she's a spunky lil thing!! I haven't given her a name yet and thought I'd maybe get some suggestion from my friends. Ao if you would please let me know what you think and when I have made a choice on what suites her best out of the seggestions I will let you all know!

This Sucks
So my 17 yr old tells me the other day that he can't find his wallet or cell phone. I am really irritated by this. He just got his license in July and has already had 3. We are in a tight budget in this house. I never splurge on things. For his b-day in Dec. I bought him a new cell phone. He and his brothers had always shared. My oldest is in college this year so I got him his own leaving the old phone to be shared by my 2 youngest. He deserved it. He never asks for anything. Just so happens that we were down south for spring break. He left his charger in his brother's dorm. Since his battery was dead he had put the sim in his old phone and was waiting for his bro to mail the charger. This is the only time since he got the really nice, expensive phone that it has basically not been on his person. It was in his car. What happens? Some loser goes into his car at school and takes them. Yes his car was unlocked. If you lock it and the windows are broken... well I don't have to explai

My Myspace Conv With Chad Aka Djfab
shut the fuck up ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: hollister Date: Apr 12, 2008 6:12 PM why you goin to hit me chad... i dont need to watch myself..its a free country bitch boy and you and your whore gf nicole can kiss my ass ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: bucsfan2407 Date: Apr 12, 2008 6:08 PM watch urself ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: hollister Date: Apr 12, 2008 6:06 PM UMM no your not... a MAN and GUY dont hit woman ..only stuipd dumb fucktard lil bitch boys like yourself hit woman chad.. so you better check your self on that.. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: bucsfan2407 Date: Apr 12, 2008 6:02 PM yea i am ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: hollister Date: Apr 12, 2008 5:59 PM your not a man chad if you hit a woman you are a FUCKIN jerk... ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From:

I Love Sluts
any sluts that totally want to fuck?

Battle Of The New Rock Music 04/13/08
Sunday Thru Thursday Nights at Midnight Eastern time will be a Battle of the New Rock Music. Your Votes Decide which song will move onto the Next Night to Battle a New Challenger. Sunday 04/13/08.. Last Night It Was: Kid Rock - Sugar (champion) V.S. Saving Abel - Addicted (Challenger) The Vote Was a Close one 5-3 Kid Rock - Sugar Was Victoriouse and Will return Tonight With a New Challenger. Make Sure to Tune into Dirty Deeds Radio With Me, DJ NiteWolf to see who will Prevale as Tonight's Champion.

I'm So Going....
to hell.... I work at the admitting desk in a cardiovascular oupatient center. Today I'm in a terrible mood. So this very large woman...I'm talking like 5'2" and 400 lbs comes lumbering up to my desk..She can hardly breathe and is sweating. She leans her ginormous body on my desk trying to catch her breath. Meanwhile bead or sweat are dripping off her and landing on my desk. And she says to me "I sure hope the cardiologist can find out why I'm having shortness of breath." my response was...without even thinking about it "Lose 200 lbs and I bet you'll be ok." She glared at me...but I just finished the registration, gave her the wristband and told her where to sit. Then I proceeded to wipe my desk with Germicidal wipes. I kinda feel terrible I said something to someone so meanly, but c'mon! How could you not be short of breath when you weigh as much as a Mini Cooper!

Copied From Drew... Do It!
Tell me 10 things you know about me or 10 things you like about me!! LOL This should be fun!

Help Drew!
Drew is 63k to Godfather. Go help her out, get points, earn fubucks, then forward them to me. :D jk Sorta. :p •DREW• Owned By Violets & TyWebb@ fubar

Shitty & Cracker
my mind is racing omg

User # 819489 = Fake Bree Olsen.
...here we go again... dreambree-@ fubar ...stolen pictures from Bree Olsen. She even stole her name. How stupid. Ask it for a salute and see what you get, and break out your shop deteting software.... ..The real Bree is pretty popular it seems. So if like, she came on Fubar for real, chances are very high that she would be a verified celebrity or at least a Rising Star like Tiffany. However, this VIP account is indeed. Fake. Don't be conned. Thanks as always.

If You Fall For This, You Are The Catch Of The Day!
I have a standing rule in my house about answering the phone. The phone will not to be answered if the caller ID shows the caller's number beginning with 800, 866 or 877. Because it doesn't matter how many times I register for the do-not call list, the damn credit card companies and politicos keeps calling. Something about insurance to cover my debts if I should have an untimely kidney stone and die or "Vote for me and I will make this country kidney stone free!!" Blah, blah, blah. No. Seriously. There are just some lists that God himself could not shake himself from. One such example is the Special Olympics. They are sneaky bastards because when they call they don't say, "Hello, may I speak with Ms G********?" They say, "Hey, is Marina around? Tell her Tim is calling." And then the main squeeze of the month hands me the phone with an accusatory look in his eyes and mouths the words "Who the hell is TIM?" As soon as I say "Hello?", I hear words that make my wal

I Think Your The Father Of One Of My Kids
A guy goes to a supermarket and notices an attractive woman waving at him. She say hello. He's rather taken aback because he cant place where he knows her from. So he says,Do you know me?"To which she replies, I thnk you're the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and says."My God,are you the stripper from my bachelor party that i made love to on the pool table with all my buddies watching while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery??? She looks into his eyes and says calmly,No I'm your son's teacher

Omg
girl from this weekend is on her way here, for date 3, and i have tons of shit all over that say bad man. i rule. omg.

Cornflake Champion.......
Some of you might know, that I decided to arrange a cornflake challenge. I enrolled three of my male friends to see who could outlast the other. Apparently, Mr. Kellog invented cornflakes to prevent masturbation. After researching this bullshit. I decided to test out the theory. The challenge was on, Hugh, Master of Puppets, Short Bus and I decided to eat cornflakes for a week and see who would come out victorious. Well personally I have to admit (yes Hugh) I admit it only took about 12 hours before I lost the challenge. The winner was MAster of Puppets he has alot of determinitaion and has one yes won a years supply of Kellogs Cornflakes and 5 pornos. In second place Hugh, altho there is some suspicion he lied about the timing of the act. I will give in under Rev's scrutiny. In third place..... me In four and last place, Short Bus who we all are quite surprised he lasted till after work. Now last but not least in this sad but hillarious rant of mine. I being of

4970788
I swear I will someday get a guy to stick something in his ass... I SWEAR! As usual, start from the bottom. ->490788: Tickling's not my thing either. I don't take orders in bed... I give them... ->490788: Why would I shove it in? I was talking about watching YOU. 490788: dont shove it in, be gentle with me - you can start to tickle me while i lick your sweet spot between your thighs ->490788: OH, so that isn't what you wanted to talk about? I thought it might be. ->490788: Like talking about you sticking a microphone in your ass? I would love to talk about that. 490788: mmm, well at the risk of being offensive, i thought your px were strikingly gorgeous and was hoping you were up for a lil naughty conversation ;) ->490788: What do you mean pass the time? What did you have in mind? 490788: nm, thx checking me out a sec ago. im looking for a hottie to pass a lil time with. what are you up to ->490788: Well hey big boy... what's going on? 490788: hey bab

Tues 04-29-08 (shiny Things)
Tuesday, April 29, 2008

I Think Way Too Much...
Ponderings.... Today, it just hit me out of nowhere, that this girl that I know, her mom's name is Sharon Cox. Then, today, I met a girl named Rose Cox. Honest! I'm waiting to meet a guy named Holden Cox to make the trifecta complete. A guy came up to me today, and pointed at his wrist...at I guess some imaginary watch or something, and asked me what time it was. Later in the day, I went up to him and pointed at my crotch and asked him where the bathroom was. Someone approached me today and said, "I have a question, Mark." I replied, "Really? I have a comma...wanna trade?" I kind of get pissed off at these dating sites that only allow you three options or choices on your drinking status. 1) Doesn't drink. 2) Drinks Socially 3) Drinks daily. I mean define socially. If I've tossed back a 12 pack while I am fixing my car in the driveway, and the neighbor comes out, and I say hello, that's socially drinking, isn't it? I often wonder what non-smokers would bitch about if I

Closing
Having a lounge has had it's up's and downs to say the least ....I've gotten to know a few ppl that i will carry in my heart always..Put I have decided to close ***Secrets*** When i opened the lounge i wanted it to be a place where ppl of all walks of life could come together and have a good time....The lounge become full of drama and exhausted me ...We made the attempt to turn things around unfortunately by the time we did i was truely burnt out i feel that i have nothing else to give so it's time to walk away...I'm sure our paths will cross again as all of us lounge hop:)For thoses that i've developed close friendships with you always know how to reach me..Much Love and Respect...........Sassy

Birthday Lovin
Lil Troubl...: that's ok...no next time ->Lil Troubl...: I didn't say you were mean, I said you were rude & yes I am a cunt when guys are disrespectful--read a profile next time Lil Troubl...: i wasn't being MEAN to u and hurling insults at u...u are to me though....wow.....you're really a cunt....so there u go...if you want to be like that... ->Lil Troubl...: EXACTLY..you get in my box and ask if I want to watch you jerk off and you're upset cuz I dont know you Lil Troubl...: u don't ever know me..y would u say that? ->Lil Troubl...: cuz you're a douche Lil Troubl...: how's it not hot from me? ->Lil Troubl...: yeah it is hot, just not from you Lil Troubl...: ok...that's cool...some girls really think it's hot.... ->Lil Troubl...: um EW..I'm good, thanks Lil Troubl...: yeah...i'm kinda a big deal......(just kidding bout the big deal thing...) you're not into it then? i'll send u a fu birthday gift if you prefer...i was just trying to give u a personal present ->Li

Just Joined Facebook
And I am LOST!!!!!!!!!!

Victoria's Other Secret
I love lingerie. I always match, never do a mix and match. Just in case some really hot medic/doctor has to cut my clothes off my broken body. I either have really, really bad luck with underwear or they just don't make reasonable underthings these days. My frustration is mainly focused on bras, but I've had some bad experience with panties as well. There is a special place in hell for whomever invented the underwire. They should be soaked in a tub of chum overnight and dangled in shark infested waters! First, they are about as comfortable as wrapping barbed wire around your delicate parts and getting run over by a steamroller. And that's if they fit right. Then, the instant that they are washed or worn more than once, the wire starts to nudge it's way through the fabric until it pops through a hole and starts to jab me in either my cleavage or my side. I keep pushing the wire back in but it keeps popping out and stabbing me. And I imagine that one day I will lean