I have been called a hopeless romantic many times and yes..it is true. I am very old-fashoined. I do not believe in being disrespectful to women. I am also very honest. If something bothers me I will let you know. I do not believe in purposely hurting someone's feelings. I am a very sentimental person. I love watching romance movies . Yeah, I will whine and say I don't want to see it because it is "girlie" but it is in part for attention and also because I get emotional watching them. Shhh....don't tell anyone. (Giving away my secrets here) I even cry watching talks shows. I do really!!! I blush alot too. Hell, I walk in Wal-mart and see a baby and have to stop and look. Then I get all mushy. Swear!!! I even kinda tear up.
I love kids . I think the sounds of children are the closest we can get to hearing angels on Earth.
I am also very romantic and have a very passionate side. I am artistic and love to write. I know tha tmany here may think me concieted or self-centered because of the type of pics I take. I am not by far concieted. I take those pics because it is what you all seem to like. I do not find myself attractive. I have a few close friends on here who can vouche for that also. I am a great father and my son and I are very close. Many have expressed how envious they are of the relationship he and I have. I am a big kid myself. As I said.... I have friends on here that I talk to every night and who see me on cam quite often even when he is here with me.
He is my strength and the only person who can bring me up when I am down.
As for me in a relationship...well...I have not been in one in over a year. Not serious anyways. I am not a player and am not into one night stands. For me there is nothing more meaningful than having someone you can share everything with ....everyday. To feel the sweet caress of the one you love as you sit cuddling while watching a movie. To hold hands while in public. I am not afraid of public affection at all. I am very shy ...believe it or not. Until I get used to you. Please do not hesitate to talk to me as I do try to talk to everyone who messages me or sends me a shout. I assure you that I am nothing like what you may think. Especially for this site. So with that being said... Here's my contact info..just add me and tell me who you are on here and perhaps even send a link to your profile...as I may not know your real names or...where to find you.
gollumsdesire@yahoo.com - yahoo messenger
tylerbrandon@hotmail.com - msn messenger
I will soon begin re-writing my mythical/fantasy book. i will post excerts from it here as well. If many of you like it let me know as well as any ideas. The story is one of romance and passion set on an alien world in it's middle ages. I once had a whole on-line community based on the story-line with 300 members. All of whom loved it. Until my internet was lst for a period of time.
I hope that all of you will as well. It is like a mix of Star Wars, Lord of the Rings, and many other epic stories in one.
In it the main Character, Xion, is believed to be the messiah of his world. Caught in a battle between the maker and the one claimed to be evil, To'Dar... He must come to terms with his status and the realization that ..the maker has no care for his creation, his own mortality, his true origins, and a blossoming romance.
Please stay tuned.
Love to all, Brian
