u tell me all the time oh u r such a nice person n u r a sweetheart n every man who is with u is lucky etc bla bla
if that is all so true why didnt u regonize it?
why r u not with me to appreciate me?
why do i still see always stuff i dont like or what makes me think?
i dont look to find stuff but i always find something it hurts to know and to see there is something and u wanna ask why is that? and i got a feeling bout this why do i have this feeling?
but all u do is just talk it down like it is nothing at all and then at the end it turns out that that everything every feeling every question that just everything had a real reason and u talked it down
maybe i was not strong enough for u but i also know u r more weak then i am
i couldnt keep my mouth shut cuz of the stuff what was going on n what i didnt like
i am sorry for it but it should have showed u that i care
that i care about u
it hurts me when u tell me u love me cuz i know u mean it
u say its in a friendship way but i dont believe it
i miss u like crazy and i know that right now there is no chance at all cuz u r not strong enough to fight for something where u say every man should be lucky to have
u dont know what u r doing to me and to everybody else with ur lies
u think u did everything right but u didnt u made so many mistakes
u made more then i made
and u still tryed to blame everything on me but u cant do it nomore
no more lies
no more tears
no more pain
no more thinking about u
no more thinking bout the plans we had
no more that u love me
no more that u care about me
no more that u miss me
cuz all that hurts so bad
and i can not take it anymore
i can not sleep
i can not eat
i can not think
but i always wonder will u ever wake up and regonize?
i set i free but dont come back to hurt me again
i believe u never felt this way and i also believe u will never feel this way
i gave everything for u
but all i got r punches in the face
u wont see me laughing no more
u say u care about me and u love me
i can tell u for sure
i care about u a lot and i love with all my heart
u will always have ur place in my heart
this will be ur place of residenz till my heart stops beating
i will always love u but maybe u will never know it because i will never tell u again
