Jenni's blog: "?"

I couldn't even come up with a title.... I don't like to complain about the things I'm going through but I feel I need to explain some things... I am having a really rough time right now. I am missing my friends that passed away earlier this week, and the only song that keeps coming to mind is the song by Mariah Carey, One Sweet Day. The hardest part is that Bryan's family lives at the other end of the block from me which is a constant reminder... I am losing my house due to some assholes who decided to screw me over...I have been trying to get things packed up and ready to move, but I find it difficult....I have so many fond memories in this house, of people who I care about so deeply.... I am also dealing with my son, who at 5 yrs. old is already in counceling for some severe issues...I worry about him so much.... I'm trying to get past all my worries and find that little piece of happiness that seems to stay just outside of my grasp.... I know I have been acting differently towards some people, and I hope they know that I will get back to my old self hopefully soon... I want to thank Shannon, Dave, Tharna, Jayne, Greg, Lexi, Van, and Mel for trying to help me get through all my stuff...I love you all sooo much and I will always be here if you need me:D I also thank everyone else who has kept me and my friends in there thoughts and prayers, it is so greatly appreciated.... I added pictures of Bryan to my albums, I have no pictures of Eldrena on my computer right now, if I can get them scanned I will add them....