Fubar Blog Posts 4

We're A Dying Breed.
To Every Guy... To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every g

Taking Time To Take Care Of Myself
Daily Horoscope: Libra For September 16,2007: You need to decide between taking care of friends and family and taking care of yourself, because you may not have enough energy for everyone. You'll get back in balance before too much longer! Perfect timing for this since I am taking a few weeks off from work to do just that, take care of myself. Since the divorce, I have been so focused on taking care of everyone else that I have neglected to take care of myself and it has had a tremendous toll on my health. Part of my plan is that I am not taking my laptop to bed and chatting the night away any more (sorry). I will still be on here, though my hours will be quite different.

To Every Guy...
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured he

Rally Champion Colin Mcrae Dies With Son In Helicopter Crash
Rally champion Colin McRae dies with son in helicopter crash Tom Gordon THE former rally driving champion Colin McRae was killed and his five year-old son feared dead in a helicopter crash yesterday afternoon. The aircraft came down in Jerviswood, Lanarkshire, half a mile from the family's home and burst into flames just after 4pm. Jean-Eric Freudiger, McRae's agent, said the 39-year-old driver had been piloting the helicopter himself. Also on board were believed to be his son Johnny, another adult - said by locals to be a school friend of McRae - and another child. McRae's wife Alison and their daughter Hollie, 9, were not on board, friends said. Strathclyde police said in a statement: "Four people were onboard the helicopter," adding "The bodies were found within the helicopter which is owned by Mr Colin McRae of Jerviswood House, Lanark. It is believed he was onboard the helicopter." McRae became Britain's first World Rally champion in 1995. He was one of the country's

Keep Your Man In Check
I am going to rant today, since I can. As you read on my profile, when i feel something I say it. I wasn't on much yesterday so I didn't have many conversations, just to a few new people I added to my friends list and a few that have been on it for a while. But I went out last night had a good time and come back with some chick leaving messages in my profile telling me to leave her husband alone. Wow that floored me, hmmm who was her husband lol.. Anyhow if you are the owner of a jealous woman who doesn't want her husband talking to other women, get with me so I can figure out what the hell it was that I said to upset this chick lol. ... Ok not much of rant

Whose Screwing Who?
Every where u look you can write a book on the trouble with a Fubar woman and a man. but you can not impose or stick your nose into something that happens in Fubar land. But still you wonder whose screwing who and whose being true who dont even care any more it makes u wonder whose doing right with someone tonight while her car is parked next door Just when you thought you new her well u really cant tell , she had ur best buddy on her mind. it felt so right when she held u tight how could u be so blind she had ur dick in her mouth and ur buddy on her mind But still u wonder whose screwing who and whose being true and do u really care any more u been on Fubar all night looking for pussy thats tight while ur girls car is parked next door When u come on line each and every time love is stolen by the id that looks so tight. shes in the box cybering with cocks and ur left with shadows of a doubt she thinks its all right as long as its kept out of chat tonigh

Adult Fairy Tales
CINDERELLA wants to go to the ball, but her wicked stepmother won't let her. As Cinderella sits crying in the garden, her fairy godmother appears, and promised to provide Cinderella with everything she needs to go to the ball, but only on two conditions. "First, you must wear a diaphragm." Cinderella agrees. "What's the second condition?" "You must be home by 2:00 a.m. Any later, and your diaphragm will turn into a pumpkin." Cinderella agrees to be home by 2:00 am. The appointed hour comes and goes, and Cinderella doesn't show up. Finally, at 5:00 a.m. Cinderella shows up, looking love struck and very satisfied. "Where have you been?" demands the Fairy Godmother. "Your diaphragm was supposed to turn into a pumpkin three hours ago!!!" "I met a prince, Fairy Godmother. He took care of everything." The Fairy Godmother stated, "I know of no prince with that kind of power! Tell me his name!" Cinderella replied, I can't remember, exactly, Peter, Peter, the something eater." ______

How Freaky Are U
HOW FREAKY ARE U IN BED...: GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN... A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H

Interviews
I had two interviews on Friday. I had to get ready without electricity, so no blow dryer, iron, or makeup mirror. My first interview was for an engineering company. In true form, it was a stuffy interview. It sounds promising and the benefits are fab. My second interview was for a part-time job. That interview went well and I was offered the job. I have to take a drug test and pass the background check. I should be called early next week for orientation. When I got home Friday, I had a call for another interview with the JP's office. I am hoping this recent activity of interview requests will result in full-time and part-time jobs. I am desperately board and need to pay bills. Send some luv and positive thoughts.

Losing My Mind
What do you do when soemoen tells you you hurt them and pissed them off. But wont tell you what or how you did? They just keep telling you , you should know and the fact you dont maks it worse. I am losing my fucking mind here. I have racked my brain, I hav tried to rectify what I thought it was, and yet still not right, nothing I say, nothing I do will make them tll me what I did. Now there is no tryst and I dotn aFUCKING know why. The last thing I would ever want to do is hurt this person, I would sooner hurt myself. I dotn play games, I dotn lie to them, and now to know our friendship or relationship rests on my shoulders because of soemthing I did. BUT I DOTN KNOW WHAT I FUCKING DID. then they say , they know I didnt do it intntionally, and they just think they are stupid and cant figure it all out.....FIGURE WHAT ALL OUT. I know I am just rambling her but I am losing my mind. I am not playing any games, not sneaking around spying, not lying, not cheating,

Scarce Friends
Look friends here I go again !!!!!!!!!! I am still sending apologies to you ALL for being a Bad "scarce" friend. A little over a month ago Taylor came home from her fathers with some really bad bruises on her right leg. I have been dealing with OCS, Counselors & Police in 2 parishes (what we call counties here.. for yall that don't know ~ giggles ) I am fighting with all my might and will not stop until Taylor is safe. This is been so hard. I have been so exausted mentally, emotionally and spiritually. Found myself losing hope besides worrying myself sick for the safety and well being of my child. Those of you who know me well know I love my 4 year old daughter more than some may be able to fathom. I have court again on Tuesday and hopefully tht will settle it. I am process of trying to make the rounds for all my friends and show luv a little at a time. I promise I will make it to you soon. This is just an update for you. Today ,I had a dear fubar friend I said hi to, that thoug

Wtf
Why is it that now every time you post something it does not show up in other peoples Bar tab. Why does it do that now. I would say it does that like 80% of the time now. Why?? Well i asked support and they said it is a glitch in the system they have been working on it for a few days.

So-called Sportscasters
College football is in full swing, the NFL is in it's second week and already I'm sick and tired of the blowhards, has-beens and ass-kissers who can't offer originality and are simply network "yes" people who are trying to pull themselves off as sports reporters and analysts. The biggest offenders are Michelle Tofoya, Lou Holtz, Chris Fowler, Lee Corso and Kirk Herbstreit. So let's start with Michelle, she roves the sidelines for college and NFL games and she tries to provide some "insights" to the game and perhaps some of the personal side of the players. Honestly I don't care to know about someone's grandma or some strange connection they have to someone on the other sideline. She just gets on my nerves. Give me some inside anaylsis or perspective you have from being down there on the field sweetheart. Now onto Lou Holtz. Someone check this guy for Alzheimer's, just seeing the look on Mark May's face when Lou starts going off about some team needing to rebound, or being

Which Vampire Personality Are You
You scored as Dracula, You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Dracula100% Marius100% Armand92% Angel58% Lestat58% Blade50% Louis42% Spike33% Deacon Frost25% Akasha8% Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Scrawny Update
Hello out there all you Fubies.I havent been on as much as I'd like to be but that will be changing soon.Around the first week of October,I should have my internet back. Other than that, I havent been doing much but wasting the last few days fishing, camping and hanging with my kid. Take care and have fun.

When Women Like Women
iam talking on the other end when other women like women// what a mess, when lesibans settle for less but witch girl should wear the dress. whats up with the dumb-lez// keepin little stumble on the legs.// no more magic in david copier fields magic wand tell ya mom keep on her nylons when she got stuck with stap-ons mascline tones when i left home ithink dyke stole my calone when tits made of cilacone minds propellin, when ellen in belgin belchin another lesiban iam smellin with rotten melons thats why i got problem with my spellin whats a dyke like whats bitch need i think dyke needs dildo and beans, cus they like substute meats

Sick Day
It occured 2 me that i hadnt blogged n a while.That wud b cuz all ive done 4 the last month is work and sleep leaving me a precious few minutes morning and nite 2 visit the fubar.And now 2day on my one day off im sick and running a temp! Arrgh-poor,poor pitiful me,lol! xox

To Love, Cyber Style????
Do you think it is possiable to fallin love with someone you barely know? When I say barely I mean your experience of them is limited to what you are told. People can be amazin, when they want you to be! Maybe im being a devils advocate here. But Humm......... its just well is it Love at first click? You click on a persons page/profile/site what have you, then instantly you see what you like and that Love arrow hits? Or is it Lust? Maybe even a strong Like? Don't you have to know a person to be IN Love with them? Or is it the idea of them that envokes the Love element? Is it the thought of all the things the two of you can accomplish? The thought of how wonderful it is, a person like this exist in your life? Or should I say in your Cyber Life? I don't know can you fall in love with someone you meet online before you meet them in person? Do you really think you should deminish the fantasy of meeting someone you meet online in person? It's one thing to share and chat with someone onl

J. Holiday--bed Lyrics
Girl change into that Victoria Secret thing that i like alright, ok, tonight you're having me your way parfume, spray it there put our love in the air now put me right next to you gonna raise the temp in the room first rub my back, like you do right there(uh huh)right there you touch me like you care now stop, and let me repay you for the weak that you've been through working that nine to five and staying cute like you do, (oh,oh,oh,oh) i love it(i love it), you love it(you love it) everytime(everytime)we touching(we touchin) i want it(i want it) you want it(you want it) i'll see you(see you) in the morning(morning) wanna put my fingers through your hair wrap me up in your leg and love you,till your eyes roll back i'ma put you to bed(bed bed) i'm tryna put you to bed(bed bed) then i'ma rock your body turn you over, love is war, i'm your soilder touching you,like it's my first time i'm tryna put you to bed(bed, bed) i'ma put you to bed(bed, bed)i'm staring

Anomie And Nomos
Im so glad I loved you and you threw it in my face Nice guys finish last To you I must be in first place Your so beautiful when you play god with my blood on your hands are you proud of what you've done? yes you are and its more than i can stand How does it feel to have the power to give life, or break a heart you might think your happy with us apart But If you listen to what I say i think you'll realize you miss me someday and years from now when youve been hurt and are feeling down Dont expect e to be around close your eyes and see my face I know that in my heart that being with me was just the place for you and I will be gone down the roads of life following my gut because emotion gets in the way isnt that what you used to say? You cant expect me to sit around and wait wait for you to see to see the things I've been saying all along to make it right, undo the wrongs I gathered all i had and gave it all to you and what did you give me? Aside

Your Thirst For Blood Won't End With A Kiss.
Your thirst for blood won't end with a kiss. But I won't stop you. I won't hold you back. Bite me, and make me bleed. Let it drip. Tie me up and keep me here, but I don't need it. I won't run. You keep me here. Your touch. Your voice. Not these chains, these handcuffs. I want to taste you. To know that you love me. Bite me. Drain me. Stain your tongue. I love it. I love you. I only want to be with you. Weak, bleeding, in your arms. Fall asleep in your arms. Listening to your heartbeat. Bound together, forever.

Thoughts Of Hatred And Murder
liars. what are their purpose? why do we lie? is it because of fear? greed? anger? perhaps it is all of the above. we generally do not do it without a cause. nor do we consider all of the effects it will have on those around us. and if we do consider it, it is usually only to see what damage we can do. but lets say that human kind was to take a second and consider the negative effects of a lie. it destroys the trust someone has in you. there is no real motive behind this, other than to help people understand the effects of a lie. it demolishes trust. i hope after reading this you at least consider telling the truth. sacrifice for gain.

A Rose
Rose A rose is a rose every day, every night You too are the same, except different in my sight You are like a rose, such a beautiful creation But a rose in disguise, meant to blume for every nation So show your beauty, for I know what you are You are a rose in disguise, and very, very wise A rose is a rose is a rose.....

Dragons
Dragons. Dragons flying on wings of green, Coming to greet the Fairy Queen. Invited they are one and all. To the Fairies own Annual Ball. Dragons Large and Dragons small. All are flying to the Fairy's Ball. Families of Dragons have been invited. Some of whom are most excited. The Fairy Queen will greet them all. And welcome them to the Fairy Ball. Leprechauns are preparing dragon meals. Pixies will serve the meals on wheels. There will be hay, clover and shamrocks green. A most special gift from the Fairy Queen. The meal will be approved by the Trolls. All will be dressed as Victorian Dolls. To dance there will be a Fairy Band, With Musicians all from Fairyland. I will be the Master of Ceremonies, This I know will the Dragons Please. The party will last the night long, Entertainers will accompany us with song. Then punctually at the break of day. All the Dragons will fly away. I will go home to my large old house, There I will tell my story to my Family Mous

To All Of The White Knight Levelers
There is the 3 of us running this group so this way it will make it where one of us is always on to take care of Happy Hours so please make sure all 3 of us are on your friends list so you will be able to receive all blogs on who needs to be leveled and also to send us links to people that needs to be leveled. PARTY LIKE A ROCKSTAR@ fubar Kim ~FU-Wife of Robert~(Co-founder of the White Knights Levelers)@ fubar Robert~FU-Husband of Kim~ (Co- founder of White Knight Leveler's)@ fubar

So, Why The Ink?
Sad stories and healing. May of this year my nieces stepdaughter (my great niece), great nieces mother and her mothers fiance and younger half brother died in a car wreck. Four friends, people I loved, gone in an eyeblink, my family was shaken to the core. That's the basic background. Now my great niece, Champagne, was probably one of the coolest people I ever met, at 15 years old she was more together than most adults I know, her theme song was Move Along by the All-American rejects. After a couple of months of moping I realized that this was a good idea and since she and I were both fans of ink, though I'd never been inked until this tat, I decided that those two words would be the beginning of a memorial tat for all of them. The rest of the memorial will follow the concept of favorite songs but will have to wait until I save up some more money. Now you know a small part of a big story. One thing I want to close with on this, all of these people died knowing they were loved, I

R.i.p. Kylie
A 4-month-old Warren girl was mauled and killed by a Rotweiller dog Wednesday evening. Advertisement Warren police received a 911 call at 5:45 p.m. saying a child had been attacked on the 3700 block of Toepfer. Police and fire personnel arrived to discover the severely injured girl. Warren Fire transported her to St. John Oakland Hospital, where the child was pronounced dead. The dog's handler, a 19-year-old Warren resident, was visiting a home in the area and after the attack secured the dog. He took it to the Warren Police Department, where it is being housed. Officials said the dog will be taken to the Macomb County Animal Shelter on Friday. They said a request will be made to have the dog destroyed. The mother of the child is a 17-year-old Warren woman. Warren Police said the Macomb County Prosecutor's Office was informed and will await further investigation before considering criminal charges. No one is in custody. i miss you baby girl love you baby !!!!iv cr

Vision
When I watch you walk away, My heart pounds with anticipation... Of the next time my eyes will be blessed with a vision of your beauty... Your beauty, so intense, so strong, so remarkable that it makes me weak... Weak, at your mercy, weak about everything except the love I feel for you. Strong is the love in my heart, strong is how I feel for you, strong, true, & permanent. Your beauty is a Vision...

Please
Please tell me that all men are not like some of the men I have met online. I have had men tell me that they love me and want to be with me one day. Then the next day, they either just disappear or block me. I am sick and tired of getting my heart broken and getting my hopes up. These guys talk all sweet to you to win you over then just disappear. They leave you a shattered mess wondering what you did wrong. I have even had guys talk about wanting to marry me and wanting me to have their babies. I am so sick of the crap. All I want is a man that is going to be there for me and not treat me like total shit. Is that too much to ask? Lately I am starting to think so. I am just tired of the guys who want to play childish games and all the drama. If there is a real man out there, please tell me where. I know that I am overweight but that does not mean that I do not have feelings.

Scary Night....
THIS WEEKEND WAS A REALLY MESSED UP WEEKEND FOR ME. I WENT OUT WITH ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS ON FRIDAY NIGHT. WE HAD LOTS OF FUN AT THE BAR, I DANCED A LOT!! WHICH WAS COOL, IT WAS AFTER THE BAR THAT REALLY SUCKED. THERE WERE THESE TWO REALLY CREEPY DUDES THAT KEPT TRYING TO GET US TO GO TO THEIR PRIVATE PARTY. JUST SEEMED LIKE NO WASN'T A GOOD ENOUGH ANSWER. I KEPT TELLING THEM THAT I DON'T KNOW THEM FROM A HOLE IN THE WALL. WHICH WAS FUCKED UP BECAUSE HE KEPT TRYING TO HOLD ME AND BE WITH ME, FINALLY I HAD ENOUGH, THANK GOD FOR BOUNCERS! THOSE TWO WERE JUST TRYING TO HARD TO TAKE US THERE AND IT WAS ALL THE WAY ON THE OTHER SIDE OF TOWN. THAT'S A LONG ASS WALK BACK TO MY PLACE SHOULD SOMETHING HAPPEN... ESPECIALLY WHEN DRUNK! AND I WAS FEELING PRETTY HIGH AFTER THE BAR. CONSIDERING THE DRINKS JUST KEPT GETTING BOUGHT FOR ME. ANYWAY.... I FINALLY GET AWAY FROM THOSE TWO AND GO TO THIS OTHER PARTY WHERE THERE WAS PEOPLE I KNEW THERE. AND FOR THE LOVE OF GOD! THERE WAS THIS OTHER GUY...

Hey U There I See U Bored Check This Out
OK LOOK IM NOT COMPLAININ BOUT IT. BUT DAMN IM A FAN OF 997 PEOPLE ON HERE. BUT I ONLY HAVE LIKE 298. BUT ALL IN A NUTSHELL I NEED MORE FANS DAMMIT LOL. SO HELP ME OUT K

These Thoughts
i cant shake the feeling i am failing everything that means anything to me i feel like i cant do nothing right everyday i wake up i feel like i have failed the one person that means the world to me and i cant take that without this person i wouldnt be alive today and before you all get dont do yourself over a girl its not its my dad cause seriously if my ad wasnt there when i was 2 i would be dead cause i drowned and he saved me i have truely failed my family and what they stand for i have failed my grandpa and my dad the 2 people who mean the world to me i have all these inventions to make but i already know they will never make it out there not cause there not good there great they will change so much for the good but i cant shake them no more my family means the world to them and i fail them how can i be there for anyone else or good for anyone else if i cant help myself all i want to do is help but i cant even do that no more all i know is everyday its getting worse and worse and m

Morning Sexy People
Check this newbie out and show her what Fubar is really all about. It seems she wonders why no one has tried to befriend her...I have no idea either, so go show her some love if you get time.:) lilplynurse@ fubar

Escort Duty........grab A Tissue For This One
This was sent to me by a good friend, I just wanted to share it with everyone. Some may have read it before, some never. The meanings the same no matter how many times we read it. Cemetery Escort Duty I just wanted to get the day over with and go down to Smokey's for a few cold ones. Sneaking a look at my watch, I saw the time, 1655. Five minutes to go before the cemetery gates are closed for the day. Full dress was hot in the August sun. Oklahoma summertime was as bad as ever -- the heat and humidity at the same level -- both too high. I saw the car pull into the drive, '69 or '70 model Cadillac Deville, looked factory-new. It pulled into the parking lot at a snail's pace. An old woman got out so slow I thought she was paralyzed. She had a cane and a sheaf of flowers, about four or five bunches as best I could tell. I couldn't help myself. The thought came unwanted, and left a slightly bitter taste: "She's going to spe

Being Fubard
I am new to this fubar, i think it is really cool and nice. I think it would should have avideo link and give you an option if you are actually fubard like me. it is all in good fun and you can meet some neato swell people =) if you are actually doing the drinks and shots you should get more points, i do and sometimes i know im here but im not really here lol thanks for the fun yall let me know what you think

You Learn Something New.....
I have always heard you learn something new everyday. I suppose this is true. Of course I tend to wander around in a daze most of the time being distracted by shiny objects. So I miss alot. Last night I was working. I managed to gash my thumb open. I learned two very important things. 1. Having a bunch of beer in your system helps blood squirt all the hell over the place. 2. Napkins and electrical tape seem to make a good bandage for squirting thumb wounds. I think the phrase squirting thumb wounds should be right up there with the phrase sucking chest wound in cool things everyone should see at least once in their life. Well 45 mins give or take before the day is finally over. So I am going to smoke some shisha...have another beer and just relax until I am out of here.

Ppl Need 2 Learn No Means No Im Serious
YES I AM BISEXUAL BUT DONT MEAN IMMA DO EVERYONE OR DO A 3 SOME.....IF U WANNA RATE MY PICS N COMMENT FINE WHATEVER THATS FINE BY ME...BUT WHATEVER I POST IS ALL U GONNA SEE DO NOT..I REPEAT DO NOT ASK ME FOR NUDE PICS CUZ I WONT DO THAT ...I RESPECT MYSELF...IF OTHERS WANNA DO THAT ITS UP 2 THEM BUT I PARTICULARLY R NOT INTO POSTING MY BODY ON SIGHTS I HAVE A MAN WHO I CARE ABOUT A GREAT DEAL N HE IS ON THIS SITE ..HOW WOULD IT LOOK THAT I POST IT N FOR ALL 2 SEE? HE WILL HAVE LESS RESPECT OF ME N WILL BE MAD I WONT SHAME MYSELF FOR IT..IF U WANNA BE MY FRIEND FINE BUT SONT ASK ME 2 PUT NUDE PICS OR SEND NUDE PICS CUZ MY ANSWER IS NO..IF U DONT LIKE IT MOVE ON THERES PLENTY OF PPL ON FUBAR WHO DONT MIND SHARING NAKED PICS BLESSED BE TESS

Coming To Rochester, Ny
September has been great so far. I worked the first week, which was a short week with the Labor Day holiday. I was off last week for vacation which I basically stayed at home and worked on the house. This week is a full week which will be catch up work and then getting ready to go to New York for training for work. So in all reality I will have only worked for half the month of September! Feels good! Me and another coworker will be going to training. I don't know all the details but I do know that we will be there for a week, will be provided with a rental car to get up there and will each have our own room with a king sized bed! The whole thing should be real fun. We are getting trained on new software which I have had a little bit of training on already. If anyone can recommend things to see or do in or near Rochester please let me know! Thanks!

To Read In The Morning And At Night
To read in the morning and at night My love Has told me That he needs me. That's why I take good care of myself Watch out where I'm going and Fear that any drop of rain Might kill me. I wrote this for my Special someone. I wanna hear your opinions about it.

Fake Users Of Fubar Accounts
HERE IS SOMETHINMG INTERESTING, HMM A FAKE USER I WILL GIVE YOU LINKS TO BOTH AND LET YOU DECIDE WHICH ONE IS REAL AND WHICH ONE IS FAKE 1.http://www.fubar.com/user/1080932 2.http://www.fubar.com/user/1160294# OK PEOPLE YOU FIGURE IT OUT!

Just An Update
just letting yall know whats up....room mate from hell is out in 6 days...i should have home access by the end of the month...slowly but surely im getting back out of the hole this wack job put me in...miss ya'll! E

Poem : Love
whatever you go threw love hurts, my mom and dad told me lovers hurt.I cant imagine what comes from romance of course you've got to hold your stance mean while embrace yourself all kinds of things will happen before you know... AsI said before love you know it hurts to be honest i give second chances and I'm the man in this but do you think im going to let you take advantage of thisif you think so you must be sick. damage is done by by leaving your partners sideas we all know love hurts or making our lovers hurt dain and day out we all cry on the insde or maybe i cry on the inside but who said love will die i can see that it will never die basically live is blind ... so tell me you hide your feelings from the one you love , then basically love hurts you are you say your are taking your your time but you are just Trying to find something to hide behind so dont think love is bad because its something that will never go bad its fucked up that people will do anything to have what yo

Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah
I'm kinda new here, back on the site again and see all these jokers with "rate me add me fan me and I'll return favor". What's up with that shit? If I'm going around rating or adding people I don't need someone to tell me this when I'm well aware of the options here. Like adult children pullin that crap. Where're the adult diapers at?

Sex
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?Over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given someone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?No Answer 6. What is your pubic hair style?Trimmed neatly 7. What kind of underwear do you wear?Boxer Briefs 8. Have you ever taken, or been in, naked photos?Yes, taken them 9. Have you ever been to a nude beach, or nudist area?Yes, a nude beach 10. Do you watch porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 11. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Yes, watched others, but never been watched 12. How large are you...ya know, in the pants?Over 8 inches 13. Have you ever expirimented with another man?No, I'm straight as can be 14. What is your favorite sexual position?Doggie style 15. Are you circumcised?Yes I am 16. What gets you off fastest?Blow job 17. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I can

Losing Battle
So for the last few days I've been at my parents house with all my aunts from out of town. We have all come together to await the news of my uncle's condition at the hospital. Apparently he has cancer through out his entire body, and the surgery he is going to get will more then likely kill him. I don't know what I am feeling, a hodgepodge of emotions, He gave me a place to live when I needed it and my first job, he has always been there for me and my family and hope for the best.

Souless Individuals..
this is very disturbing..what kind of monster does this? Sacramento Investigators Say 7-Month-Old Was Killed 'Execution-Style' Just after killing a 21-year-old father during a suspected home-invasion robbery on Friday, two suspects fired a bullet into the head of the man's 7-month-old son, who was seated in a car seat, according to police. Investigators initially reported that the father, Sean Paul Aquitania, was killed after an attempted robbery, and his infant son, Sean Paul Aquitania Jr, was accidentally caught in the crossfire. But police said a more thorough investigation this weekend determined that the son was killed execution-style in the car seat of his dad's Chevrolet Malibu. Authorities are still searching for the gunmen in that case.

The Lover
The Lover asked: How would you like me to touch you? The Lover answered: I would like you to touch me as if you were going away tomorrow, far far away, and you wanted to remember the feel of my body, the texture of my skin, the hills and valleys that make up the landscape of who I am. I would like you to touch me as if you were blind, knowing that you love me, but unable to see me. Touch my face, my breasts, my belly, my toes... learn what I "look" like, imagine me in your mind as your hands explore my shape. I would like you to touch me as if your hands were healing hands, radiating love energy with every stroke. Feel the energy penetrating through skin, through flesh, entering into the cells of my body. I would like you to touch me as if you gained your nourishment through your hands. Feed on me, drink deeply, and draw from your touch the love that I hold for you. I would like you to touch me as if you were feeding me through your hands, as if by your touch I am

Message Board
http://z3.invisionfree.com/USCP/index.php?&&CODE=01&CookieDate=1 A friend of mine sent me this link, I haven't gotten to see it, but am going to after posting this...If you're interested pls come and give your input...

Dumb Ass Of The Day (this Gave A Really Good Laugh In A Stressful Time)
this chick thinks that a man that has a tongue piercing is gay, then insults him and sends her peeps to harass the guy...what a *****...each to there own in what they do to there body keep u'r ignorance to u'r self..........and then this is what she says to me cause i commented in her blog sayin i think peeps need to grow the fuck up..oh and they in proper order read top to bottom. (HER)¡Ù ...: Don't like it, then don't read it. (ME)->¡Ù ...: i just left my opinion....just cause i don't like don't mean i ain't entiteled to say what i think (HER)¡Ù ...: Only the fact that I don't care what you think or about your opinion. Don't like what I have to say, don't read the shit. (ME)->¡Ù ...: WHATEVER. NOW TO C THE DUMB ASS OF THE DAY. ¡Ù♫Dragon¢¾Lady♫¡Ù@ fubar THANX TO HER IN MY STRESSED MODE I GOT A GOOD FUCKIN LAUGH, hahahahahahahahahaha

Skillet Lasagna
This is a unique way to make lasagna! The whole thing cooks in one skillet, which makes for easy clean up! Ingredients 1 lb. ground beef 1 envelope dry spaghetti sauce mix 1 lb. cream style cottage cheese 3 C. medium noodles (uncooked) 1 tsp. salt 1 16 oz. can tomatoes 1 C. water 1 8 oz. pkg. shredded Mozzarella cheese Directions Lightly brown ground beef in skillet. Sprinkle half the spaghetti sauce mix over meat. Spread cottage cheese in layers over meat and arrange uncooked noodles for next layer. Sprinkle with remaining spaghetti sauce mix and salt. Add tomatoes with liquid and water, being sure all is moistened. Cover with tight fitting lid and continue cooking slowly for 30-35 minutes. Sprinkle cheese over top and cover and let stand for 10-15 minutes before serving. Yield: 8 servings Note: If ground beef has fat after browning, pour it off before beginning recipe.

Awarded
I have now been given two awards for a picture I created in sl. That friggin rocks! If you would like to see the picture, let me know and I will link you. There is someone I do not want looking at ANY of my pictures, because he is a jealous FREAK and I am sure he will have his own story to tell ppl about my models. The pic that won, is PG purfect. Let me know.. hugs

Friends With Benefite!
Friends Wit Benefits It doesn't matter if you're married, engaged, in a relationship, single, gay or straight! A test of your bravery. It will be kept a secret!! Here's how it works: Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a msg saying "I'M YOURS" If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'D HIT IT" SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you.

My Love
When I think of him, a smile plays across my face. Because of him, I keep fighting to win in life's race. He fills my days with love and laughter. I pray that we will be together in the hereafter. I am blessed by his love and honored by his care. I have so much for him in my heart that I want to share. Kristi R. 2007

Poem With No Title
People say a smile is worth a million ! i say if you smile yourday has just begun. Smile if you have love,or if you have achieved something. I smile because i love my music. I smile 4 a dozen of reasons like if something special happened. Although anything can happen. ---- If you have succeeded in some era from what has happened . In some way you should smile well because something or someone got you 2 smile . - Share the joy and share the smile , so we all can have something 2 smile 4

No Longer A Member
today i was invited to join contest bombers i accepted. i went to there hq read there blog . said they started contest to bomb a member they choose. i went there and started bomb each comment was award 5 points we were to tell each day how many. winner got 50000 fur bucks. i sent one comment copy it and use it as my comment. each time paste what i had copied. a gentleman from the group came on told me they don't bomb contest. this gentleman told me no program to bomb were allowed. told him that i wasn't using one. due to this i felt i could not remain a member . i am looking for a bombing family . thanks bingo

Point Of View
POINT OF VIEW by Paul I look at her and in my mind She is naked Her great round breasts Nipples like organ stops Her lush bush Then I see her bending Straight legged Her lips in full view I kneel and with my tongue Part her curtains Tasting her juice Then she is on all fours My cock deep in her Her buttocks slapping against my belly My hands cupping her breasts Then I am back This is no way to look at my mother in law

First Kiss
we've not yet kissed but i feel like i've done it a thousand times your lips are so soft and inviting the taste of love is upon them to not yet kiss you is to invite madness in my dreams, i've kissed you often like rose petals your lips are so soft the ardor of our love intensifies with each new kiss, it grows stronger i never knew love could be so powerful the day i first kiss you will be the first day of my life i will have not lived until i see your eyes gaze longingly into mine then close, as we share our first kiss

My Personal Nsfw Pics
A little while back I had pics...some very NSFW pics.....but every time I turned around someone bugged the crap out of me over them! No "Hello", no "How are you?", just 'Let me see now!" "I wanna see." "Let me into your family album"......WTF!? So I got rid of them...... Okay...I have re-added my own NSFW pics....dont badger me about them or I will block you! If you want to see them...then add me! But I DARE you to demand me of anything! lol....all that will get you is banned...well blocked, which is worse if you think about it....hehehehehehehe So for those of you who cant figure it out let me explain it to you in no uncertain terms....Do NOT demand me for anything. I don't know you so I don't owe you! Nothing! I am not a whore ! And if I were I wouldn't be cheap so your word alone wouldn't cut it! Get over yourself....free porn is one google search away....use it LMAO! So....to our old family who have loved me from the beginning...they are back! And anyone else

Love Hope Faith
you know, its funny what life can teach you. In this life you have many battles that need to be fought and many things in life fade or seem meaningless. Many people give up on the three things that should mean the most in everyone's life. Love. Hope. Faith. In the pagan religion these three things are considered the most powerful magics on earth. They alone hold the key to so many things. Love can be a blessing or it can destroy you, hope keeps strong but can weaken you if you have false hope, faith gives you will to withstand the challenges in life and without it you can't hope to meet those challenges. Love, Hope, and Faith are intertwined. Without one you lose them all and without none you are no one. The thing is the simple loss of one of these things can simply shatter the rest...they may be strong but...extremely fragile. Without them, you stand as a bitter shell of who you once were...looking at society begrudgingly with hatred. If you hate you become th

Tired Of Bs
I have a passion to create tags for my self and others. I use this site to share them with everyone seems there is always a few raising shit or causing drama bout comments. My page is that my page i allow people to comment bout my creations as they wish that is my choice not theirs. If you cant enjoy my creations with out bitching bout others commetns then dont bother on my page and pls remove your self dont ruin my pleasure and the pleasure of others. It is my page my creations not yours go bitch and cause drama on yours and let me do what i'm good at wich is to create and share with others. Sorry for venting out you all have a great evening or day depending.

Lmfao !!!!!!1
My Shoutbox Fila: omfg wow thats hot the way u just talked 2 me plzzz i'll b ur bitch ->Fila: o fer fuks sake , piss off 18 u tit . ur babyfood Fila: wana have cyber sex lmfao fer fuks sake . im sitting here quietly rating stash and i get pillocks like this and babyfood at that !

Top 10 Reasons Why Its Better To Be A Man On Fubar Than A Girl
10. WE DONT GET STALKED. 09. WE DONT GET "CAN I SEE YOU N.S.F.W. PICS"!!! 08. WERE NOT BOMBARDED BY "HORNY WOMEN" ASKING US IF WE WANNA SEE PICS OF THIER TITS AND PUSSY. 07. WE DONT GET "WANNA FUCK"? IN OUR SHOUT BOX , ITS A SHOUT BOX DUMBASS!!! 06. OUR PICS DONT HAVE REPETITIVE COMMENTS LIKE: "DAMN GIRL", "UR FUCKIN SMOKIN","DAMN GIRL LEMME HIT DAT", AND THE BEST : "YOUR HOT" 05. WE DONT GET CALLED A "BITCH" WHEN WE WONT RESPOND IN A TIMLY FASHION 04. WE TALK , THEY DONT RESPOND ...ITS ENOUGH TIME TO GO GET ANOTHER BEER . 03. OUR CLEAVEGE IS A NON-ISSUE 02. WE DONT HAVE TO WEAR THONGS. 01. AND THE #1 REASON IS IF YOU DONT GET WHAT YOU WANT AS FAST AS YOU WANT....TYPE TITS AND PUSSY IN YOUR SEARCH ENGINE.....ITS JUST A CLICK AWAY THERE ARE PLENTY THERE....SO GIVE IT A TRY...I LIKE TO CALL IT A "FUBAR ASSHOLE CLEANSING"

Which Sign Are You??? I'm An Aries
AQUARIUS - Jan 21 - Feb 19 Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship; it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on. They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs. Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying. They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them. FAVE POSITION Mutual masturbation. BEST SEX TOY A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this. AQUARIUS MALE IN BED He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep at it and control himself for as

This Damned Hunt
#7) beer shop keg the last 2 clues are pissin me off. #15) I wonder if 2 letters take a bath would they have a ducky? and #28) 1,2,3. brotha brotha brotha ooooo yeah. I know you guys must be tired of me posting theese damned blogs, so help me figure out the last 2.

Sept 18 Inspirational
September 17, 2007 Quote of the Day "I do believe it is possible to create, even without ever writing a word or painting a picture, by simply molding one's inner life. And that too is a deed." – Etty Hillesum

The Cowards Of Fubar 2
THE COWARDS OF FUBAR 2 RAVIOLI ™@ fubar fubar Support@ fubar ~SURF~@ fubar Nö Mörë ÐëMöñ§@ fubar ‡ΡΩLΩ‡@ fubar Oserinia@ fubar A_m_N_e_S_i_A@ fubar mskinn@ fubar Darkman@ fubar SiN DeReLla™@ fubar ¥ILL Vixen¥@ fubar JUICY★ remembers ★@ fubar

Love...
Im a start out wit a quote " Love can sumtimes be magic...but magic is sumtimes jus an illusion." Love is a very difficult thing 4 me. I honestly don't think that people care bout me as much as they say they do. If I die tomorrow would you care? Everyone always told me that the love between a mother and a child is the strongest love...but is it? I don't know my mother she left us. when i was about 5 years old. My grandma told me that it was because she met sumone new and try to find job but as far as im concerned thats jus 1 side of the story there are always 2 sides but I often think to myself that if she really did love me wouldn't you think that she would try ta keep in touch? But wat i'm tryin ta get at is there is a different kinda love that I have never been too lucky at and thats the love between a man and a woman. I don't think that i'm ugly or anything I think that I have sum pretty good qualities to offer but I do have things about me that aren't all that great e

Y'all Are Probably Wondering
Or maybe your not wondering, where Ive been. I have no cable anymore and I have become addicted. Yes I have a sickness, its called POGO ADDITCTION. Its not pleasant, but it keeps me happy. LOL Im still around, still alive, and pretty much well. There is however, something wrong. I dont know how many of you are aware of my knee condition. I have sliding patella syndrome, also known as Patello-Femoral syndrome. (you can read about it if you want to at http://www.orthaheel.com/knee2.html, just copy and paste the link.) I have developed horrible nerve damage. I can barely walk anymore. Just to walk to the bathroom puts me in such agony Id almost rather have a catheter. Before anyone gets all up in arms, I will be fine, in time. Now that the nasty business is out of the way, I want you all to know I havent forgotten any of you, and you are in my thoughts, as I hope I am in yours. Be safe, sleep sweet, and wish for eternal happiness. :)

Online Affair With Each Other Ends In Divorce
A married couple are divorcing after they chatted each other up on the Internet using fake names. Sana Klaric and husband Adnan poured their hearts out to each other over their marriage troubles. Using the names 'Sweetie' and 'Prince of Joy' in a online chatroom, the pair thought they had found a soulmate with whom to spend the rest of their lives. It should have turned out like a real-life version of the 1979 Rupert Holmes song, Escape, where a couple meet through advert by someone 'who likes pina coladas and getting caught in the rain'. But, unlike in the song, there was no happy ending after they turned up for a date and realised their mistake. Now the pair, from Zenica, Central Bosnia, are divorcing after accusing each other of being unfaithful. Sana, 27, said: 'I was suddenly in love. It was amazing, we seemed to be stuck in the same kind of miserable marriages. How right that turned out to be.' But when it dawned on her what had happened, she said: 'I felt so b

Surgery
well good morning all, here is wishing you all a bright sunny day today. well to bring everyone up to speed surgery is tommorrow,, yey, never thought that i would hear myself saying that. but im so happy the day is here. the past three months have been pure hell for me, the late nights, the endles hrs of sleep..the pain and agony that i have had to endure.why u may ask? all because of my blader shuting off. and hopefully tommorrows surgery will cure that or at least give me some relief. but in any case wish me luck. and to all my firnds and fans out there. i love you all. and may god watch over you all. havea great day gang, and a great week.

Liarz!!
DON'T U JUST HATE LIARZ!!! O0O I HATE IT WHEN SOMEONE FRIKIN LIEZ TO ME..SRRY I'M JUST REALLY PISSED AND NEEDED TO RANT!!! WOOT!! NOW THAT I'VE GOT THAT OUT I THINK I'MMA GO TO SLEEP...HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GOOD DAY!! SMOOCHEZZ!!!!!!

I'm Here
Well I arrived in at my duty station in Iraq finnaly. I should be getting to work real so, which I'm hoping will help the time pass by faster than right now. Living conditions aren't terrible but they aren't great either. The food at the DFAC is surprisingly good. The only thing that kinda sucks is the internet access but I have a plan for getting that fixed. For right now things are moving along quickly. I just hope it stays that way. It's just a darn shame about this general order 1 nonsense (No sex, no alcohol, no porn). W00t!

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put him down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the

To All Please Read !!! Shout Box And Ranks...
alot of times the shout box doesnt work if u see me online and u try to shout at me and it lookslike it doesnt work please feel free to email me or psot me or anything if u need for someone to rank your stuff let me know i am hardly never busy and i love to rank and rip pics feel free to do the same to my stuff thinks all and have a great day...

Vietnam Vets Give What They Never Got
(From a newspaper article online locally here in Philadelphia, PA) Read this and really make an effort to welcome home any soldeir you see and also thank a veteran for all he's (or she's) done. Vietnam vets give what they never got By Edward Colimore Inquirer Staff Writer CHARLES FOX / Inquirer Staff Photographer Vietnam vets from New Jersey have ready handshakes to greet troops returning from Iraq at Fort Dix. » More images For the last year, they saw the Iraq war up close; some fought gun battles with the enemy, and all were far from home and the comforts of family. Then, after a marathon flight, the troops were back again yesterday, tired, excited, hungry, and still loaded down with their M-16s and military gear. They did not expect anyone to notice. But at the journey's end, Michael Engi and fellow Vietnam veterans were waiting. They are always there for the troops coming home from Iraq and Afghanistan. At 2, 3, 4 o'clock in the morning - any time of the day or

Vista...yay Or Nay!
Hi, Well I am the type of guy that try's out lots of programs a month, and I am spending time with my present gal, and she has a lap-top and Vista... Well I think its a pain in the ass, I can't do anything on here, with_out the Vista_Mafia, asking me over and over, are you sure... reminds me of the car computer, saying your door is ajar...I scream at it no it's not a Jar...its a Door...lol anyway...yes VISTA>>> (should be called Pissta...Yes I am sure... Thats why I am copying, and pasting... So my take on this if your a little out of the box in your thinking and Tweeking...let vista stay where it belongs, and stick with good old xp... thats it... greggace

Uploading Status
Hi everyone reading this! LOL Just wanted to say in case you don't know it, since the uploading status for me is messed up...:( Please come check out my new pics. I know its a shameless plug of self advertisement, but hey..thats what its al about itsn't it?..LMAO Anyway, if you want come see meand rate my pics, if not I love you anyway...MUAH! PS...Leave me a voice message while youre at it! I love those!

Pissing Off Tiger
This morning I woke up and couldn't remember the alarm going off. I asked Tiger did you have the alarm on, he mumbles I thought I did. I get up, get coffee going, let my dog out. Sit at my computer. Say hey Tiger are you getting up? He mumbles something about having to go uptown to get cigs. I get up let my dog in get some coffee. Then take my shower. Tiger finally got up. He gets dressed and goes up town to get cigs. I'm sitting at my computer messing around. Leave a couple comments, check out a couple mumms waiting till time to go to work.. Tigers says "If I don't make it in today" *EYES POP OPEN* I said "What do you mean IF you don't make it in today?" So he's like... OH ok I'll get dressed and go in a little late. I mean COME ON .. I sometimes can barely make it through a day and he's just going to take it off because he stayed up/out too late the nite before. HALE NO! So I wonder what kind of mood he'll be in when I get home tonite :O *hugz n stuffs*

Sorry I Cant Accept That...
Yesterday at work, I saw that an elderly woman needed assisance! She was trying to wheel out a full shopping cart of grocery to her cab that was waiting! I was on my break anyway so I decided to help her load her belongings! Grateful, she reached into her purse and attempted to give me a tip! I declined because (1) company policy prohibits employees from accepting tips or gifts from guests and (2) I didnt want compensation for helping her anyways! If you are wondering what the amount was it was $20. Would you accepted the tip OR declined to take it???

The Way
i work in the fast food wing and it suck becase if a hot chick comes in we get introuble for harasing her when all i said was she looked hot. i got a comment card filled out on me for that once but some lady that was sexy so i told her. its like in high school only there some of the girls put out

G/f Application
1.Your name- 2. Age- 3. Fav. color- 4. Whats your sign- 5. Phone number- 6.Location- 7. Height- 8. Hair color/ style- 9.Peircings- 10. Tattoos- HERE COMES THE FUN 1.Are we friends? 2.Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair:

Yet Another Loser On Fubar!
->nida: drop penis and walk away asshole. real10inch...: u couldnt handle me anyway u old bag real10inch...: ok bye bye ->nida: you are so young you are so stupid you would assume anything about a woman in her prime....now shoo you bother me BOY real10inch...: ill bet u dont masterbate eather real10inch...: i dont phone fuck u tell u shake ->nida: i doubt that real10inch...: and i could rock your world ->nida: 44 real10inch...: ya right how old are u ->nida: lol you are way too young to even bother to ask me that question real10inch...: 28/m/mn ->nida: i dont know you from adam......age and where from? real10inch...: u into erotic play

Banister Of Life
As You Slide Down the Banister of Life, Remember ... 1. Jim Baker and Jimmy Swaggert have written an impressive new book. It's called "Ministers Do More Than Lay People." 2. Transvestite: A guy who likes to eat, drink and be Mary. 3. The difference between the Pope and your boss...the Pope only expects you to kiss his ring. 4. My mind works like lightning. One brilliant flash and it is gone. 5. The only time the world beats a path to your door is if you're in the bathroom. 6. I hate sex in the movies. Tried it once. The seat folded up, the drink spilled and that ice, well, it really chilled the mood. 7. It used to be only death and taxes were inevitable. Now, of course, there's shipping and handling, too. 8. A husband is someone who, after taking the trash out, gives the impression that he just cleaned the whole house. 9. My next house will have no kitchen - just vending machines and a large trash can. 10. A blonde said, "I was worried that

The Last Night
last night i dreamed that you were in my arms that all i had given you was everything you wanted I held you so tight, and promised to never let go and take care of you forever last night i imagined that words wouldn't hurt that all i had said was what you needed to hear whispering softly and tenderly from my heart last night i hoped you would hear me and dream the same for one moment i was truly at peace together we were happy last night i wished the world would end so that moment would never go away but these dreams are just that, dreams nothing real. your heart would never break, and I would never cry last night i loved you if only for last night

Lust
Lust (Unknown) Lust is what I speak tonight, Lust is what I see tonight, Lust is what I feel tonight, And I Lust You. Show me your Body inside out… no clothes on, no holds barred… bit by bit, part by part, give me your smells, and your sweat… give me what all you have every naked bit of yours, I want to see All of yours. feel my hands feel my legs feel my torso my body begs… Come in me and make me wet juices flowing… feel the heat… together, we’ll make ‘us’ meet. If Lust be sin, So be it… For I am a Woman, And you a Man. How can I love you and not lust you? For Me, Love and Lust, go hand in hand… for I am a Woman and you are a Man.

When I Lay
when i lay alone at night gazing at my ceiling my thoughts drift to you and how confused i am about all of this these feelings these thoughts these dreams when i lay alone at night listening to love songs i wonder if you think of me of what could be for i would give up everything to spend a single night with you when i lay alone at night listening to the sounds of night i think of your smile and how you bring out the best in me when i lay alone at night dreaming my dreams drift to you...

So I Havent Posted On Here In Forever..
yeah, alot has happened. im back in school now of course..my summer was amazing. i had a lot of fun times w/ friends and what not. and now im really happy cause me and evan are back together, i really missed him..not to mention the sex is great. haha :] idk what else to say. hope you all are doing great! leave me comments and stuff!

Desiderata
This is my favorite poem in the whole world. It was thought that it was written by an old church, or old church sexton. The first time I read the poem it was on a poster on a friend's all, which said it was written by an old church, or old church sexton. However it was actually written by the poet Max Ehrmann, and represents his philosophy on life. I hope this brings you feelings of peace and happiness as it does me every time I read it. Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silince. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ingnorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than youself. Enjoy your achievement

Another Blonde Joke !!!!!
A blonde was trying to sell her old car. She was having a lot of problems selling it, because the car had almost 230,000 miles on it. One day, she told her problem to a brunette she worked with at a salon. The brunette told her, "There is a possibility to make the car easier to sell, but it's not legal." "That doesn't matter," replied the blonde, "if I can only sell the car." "Okay," said the brunette. "Here is the address of a friend of mine. He owns a car repair shop. Tell him I sent you and he will 'fix it'. Then you shouldn't have a problem anymore trying to sell your car." The following weekend, the blonde made the trip to the mechanic. About one month after that, the brunette asked the blonde, "Did you sell your car?" "No," replied the blonde, "Why should I? It only has 50,000 miles on it!"

Live Free
Ok, maybe love isn't so bad. It hasn't all been terrible. It hasn't all been sad. Lonely I may be now with lines of depression creasing my brow. But at least I can say I felt the fall, I have lived in love, I have answered the call. I have lived more then most and have traveled from coast to coast. I know what it is like to have lost, I know the price, I know the cost. Here is my time to shine, to reap the world, to sip the wine. For many years it was always for them, never for me. Now its time to provide for my boys and live free.

Gone For Awhile
ok ppl on Friday Sept 21 I'll be gone for a few days. I'll be visiting with a special person and to be honest I'm pretty excited about it.so hope ya all miss me hehe and you can still show me some love while i'm gone. love n kisses LilBlone

Final Thought....
...of the day. i love my friends, Keith knows I do, but WHO thinks that getting me a HAIRCUT for my birthday would be a good idea right now? I mean, how much shorter is my hair supposed to be?! :D Later luvz!

Not Easy
Its easyto losetrack sometimes, and I guess that I have. I just want to say thank you for those that are true...I wish I could be everything for everyone, but I can't. Its a hard thing to want to be everyhting to everyone, and if you ever have to deal with that, then you will know what I am talknig about. It s hard enough to be all that... for yourself alone. You can't...Love you...LOL

Main Profile Photos
Greetings Lately there has been a huge increase of individuals using fake photos as their main profile photo. Most people do this to get better ratings or to deceptively lure people to click into their page. This is not what we had in mind when we created this site, so we are going to be taking action prevent this. 1. Any top 100 cherry using a fake main profile photo will be reset to Level 0. 2. If you see a top 100 cherry using a fake photo as their main profile photo, please report to a bouncer. 3. We have ZERO tolerance for anyone trying to manipulate our cherry ranking. Anyone caught cheating will be reset. We have always been a community regulated site. I am certain our community will help regulate this. If you are reported, you will receive a warning to remove. If you do not comply, you will be reset. If you continually abuse, you will be reset. Thanks for your support. Scrapper PS...The only ones crying about this are the people who are manipulating the

So Very True!
A store that sells new husbands has just opened in New York City, where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates: You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the value of the products increase as the shopper ascends the flights. The shopper may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men Have Jobs. She is intrigued, but continues to the second floor, where the sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. "That's nice", she thinks, "but I want more." So she continues upward. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, and are Extremely Good Looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going.

Dhal To Die For
1 C. red lentils 3 C. vegitable broth 1 2-3 inch piece of fresh ginger root, peeled 1 bulb of garlic 1 red belle pepper 1/4 tsp. tumeric juice of half a lemon 2 Tbsp. olive oil 1/2 tsp. mustard seeds 1 medium onion sliced 2 fresh red chilies chopped (take the seeds out to make it mild) 1 large tomato chopped, or 6 cherry tomatoes 1 handfull of fresh cilantro chopped 3 sprigs of fresh mint chopped In a food processor mince the ginger, garlic, red belle pepper and tumeric. Boil the lentils in the broth with the above processed mixture until soft. (About 20 minutes) Add the lemon juice and mash the cooked lentil mixture. In a seperate pan, heat the oil and roast the mustard seeds until they pop. Then add the onion, red chilies and tomato. Sprinkle with salt. Sautee until the onions are tender and clear. Then pour into the lentil mixture and top with thefresh cilantro and mint.

Me
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Anyone Who Don't Like This Don't Have To Like Me
I am a male that likes to chat.I am not after your body and don't think that way. I am not the one asking for tit shots i am not the one who tried to talk dirty to you! I don't fall in love on a machine i am here for friends that is all that is it! Not that i want to be rude but if you lower your standerd i don't have respect for you. so if you want to be friends and chat that is great but i have morals and expect the people i chat with to also. If you have made it this far and still want to chat hit me up cool thats great but if you think i am an ass then you had better look in the mirror cause something hit you wrong that needs to be fixed. smile have a great day and rember there is at least one person with morals here

Poem To My Three Stinkers
A love that is my heart and soul A love that cant be touched A love that all the heavens will protect A love that will never keep me away! My little stinkers forever Micha,Megan, and Molley My little saints forever 3 of no kind Never forsaken too many times mistaken Three pieces of my heart that shouldnt be taken away Follow your hearts no matter where it takes you Become someone that you can respect and love Dont follow by example do what is right no matter who says it Be your own and never live to be owned in any way Never forget how much i love ya and need ya every second is so hard to breathe without seeing you Dont see this as a sad feeling every tear is hoping to see you grown forver your mortal guaudian angel that mortally made mistakes

Bikers
I have alot of friends who ride, so when I saw this on a bulliten, it made me cry, and I felt like I had to repost it to the bulliten as well as my blog! God bless all my biker friends and all of their brothers and sisters! "I'm Just a Biker" I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you sta

Plunge
Plunge When is it really time to let go? Is that really for anyone else to know? When is it time to just move on? To sort out losses, and admit you won! They say there's more fish in the sea. That's never been good enough for me! Find someone else they say. Oh, that'll get me through one more day! What if I am living a lie? Staying in love, instead of saying goodbye! What if I'm not living at all? To afraid of the rise, because of the fall! J. Koblitz

Six Mistakes Of Man
The great Roman orator Cicero (106-43 B.C.) offered these "Six Mistakes of Man" - six habits of thinking that keep us a prisoner of ever-shrinking patterns. Who doesn’t share some of these? Find out what mistakes you share, and without self-blame and judgment, gently fix them and move into a life of more meaning and love. 1. The illusion of personal gain. To begin with, the seesaw thinking that elevates personal gain as a result of crushing others betrays the infinite sense of things. It presumes that life and its resources are finite, that there isn’t enough to go around, and therefore we can only secure our piece of the pie at the expense of others. 2. The tendency to worry. When we tend to worry about things beyond our control, which is common, we are struggling with the lack of faith in the stream of life. This can lead us to a negative self-centeredness that adheres to a false sense of responsibility for everything. 3. Insisting that things are impossible. Because we c

Hatin On A Gee Like Me
NUFF SAID. I JUST STARTED COMING ON FUBAR AND I SEE THAT THERE ARE TOO MANY BRIGHT INDIVIDUALS ON HERE AND WHEN I POSTED A MUMM THERE ACTUALLY WERE SOME THAT HAD THE NERVE TO CALL ME A NIGGA. I MEAN I LIVE UP NORTH AND THE HATERS ARE EVERY WHERE,BUT WITHOUT U THERE IS NO ME.IF THERE IS NOT A SINGLE PERSON OUT THERE THAT DON'T LIKE BLACK PEOPLE WE WOULD RUN THE WORLD. I LOVE THE FACT THAT I AM A YOUNG AND TALENTED BLACK MAN AND I WOULD NOT WANT TO HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY.THE SAD THING IS ALL TYPES OF WOMEN LOVE ME AND PROBABLY DO NOT WANT WHAT U HAVE TO OFFER SO I CAN SEE WHY UR MAD.ITS NOT UR FAULT U R NOT BLESSED WIT THE TOOLS TO MAKE THE LADIES HAVE NUMEROUS ORGASMS WITHOUT TOYS AND HOURS OF LICKING. JUST TO CLEAR THE AIR I HAVE LOVE FOR ALL AND FOR THOSE WHO DON'T LIKE ME CAUSE IM BLACK.ITS ALL GOOD AND FOR THE RECORD I NEVA KNEW THAT WHEN I TYPED THE DAT INSTEAD OF THAT PEOPLE WOULD BE CONFUSED,BUT HEY NOT EVERYONE IS AS GIFTED AS ME I GUESS.PLEASE FEEL FREE TO COMMENT,THIS IS SO

Fubar Folder
I stayed up all day (mostly for reasons of trying to get my sleep schedule back on track) and I played around with some of my friends portraits. I made some really cheesy collage type things because I was bored out of my mind, much like I am now. If you wanted to take a peek to see if you're there, they're in my Fubar Folder. They look like crap, I'm sorry. :P

She Needs A Lot But She Has Lots To Rate & She's A Great Person... Ty
Okay people wishful thinking a/k/a Jodi really wants to level! I know we can help her accomplish this. She has uploaded over 500 new pics to be rated. As well as a stash of about 500! Show her how much she is loved please. I know she is on almost every level up I have seen. As well as BOMB her ASS off for all of us. We need to show her that we here at FUBAR love her and for me the site just wouldn't be the same without her.. (not supposed to add she is considering leaving) But Oh well I for 1 definately don't want to see her disappear from this site. She is one of the BEST PEOPLE and FRIENDS I have had the privilege to get to know. So if you love Jodi come on people and let her know.. Thank you I know isn't probably necessary but said.. Hot Momma wishful thinking ( No Salute No Add!!)@ fubar (repost of original by '~Hot Momma~' on '2007-09-18 16:54:40') (repost of original by 'LilBamaGirl' on '2007-09-18 17:13:44')

Help A Girl Out
OK i KNOW I'M BOMBING MY FAMILY RIGHT NOW ,,,BUT I NEED SOME HELP IN BOMBING MY FRIEND IN THIS CONTEST...I KNOW I HAVE HELP OTHERS HERE AND SOMEDAY THIS MIGHT BE YOU ALSO...SO PLZZZZZ FOR ME HELP HER OUT AND I'LL HELP YOU OUT IN ANYWAYS I CAN... THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR TIME READING THIS... ALSO PLZZZ REPOST FOR ME !!!> IF UR GOING TO HELP U MUST ADD,RATE AND FAN THE HOST »†HøĦå§«@ fubar JUST CLICK ON THE PICS PLZZ... NEED TWO OF THIS GIRLS TO WIN>

Another One...
From Date Message ACCEPT | DENY MARGE " R/L G/F TO JUAN FOREVER"~ FSFM..CLUB F.A.R 2007-09-18 07:05:53 Hi my name is Marge and I am 34 years old.I am a stay at home mom to three beautiful kids.Marina is eleven years old, Timmy is eight years old and Tristan is almost four years old. I am going through a bitter and nasty divorce after thirteen years of marriage.But despite that , I have found a man who gives me and my kids the love and respect that we deserve.My boyfriend Juan. I first met Juan here on Fubar. At the time he was living in Rochester, NY. He is now living with me and my kids. I know that him and are going through some rough times right now, but I am very blessed that he is still here by my side. He is on my family list as JUAN_SMARTASS_PAGAN. Please feel free to stop by his page and show him some love. Tell him that I sent ya. I love all kinds of music and have many interests. I am into NASCAR, wrestling and the New York Yankees.I am hoping that I can see a New Y

Bombfest 2007
Was the Bombfest2007 rigged for the Confeds/SUP/Friends to use whatever toys at their disposal to allow them to drop comments at 2seconds apart? These are just a "few" of the several screenshots at our disposal....several people have gathered screenshots over the last few days.... decide for yourselves....... Is it any wonder none of the other families could keep up? Things that make ya go hmmmmmm. Oh btw... yes this does mean that I am withdrawing my support of the bombfest & the Independent Family....NOT because I don't believe in the family.... but because I don't believe in bombing in contest like "this one". The ONLY reason I am withdrawing my support is for the pure fact that I don't want Rubias to be able to say that I am creating Drama in the contest and to be able to boot the Independent Family from the contest and to declare the Confeds the winners. Note: The House of Doom is supporting me in this decision and is also wi

My Beautiful Wife Desaree
When i met my wife desaree, I fell in love with her the moment i saw her. it wasn't because she was a beautiful blonde haired blue eyed busty beauty, cuz believe me i have had enough beautiful girls in my life to know what lust is. There was something different about her, something that I believe to this day that only I understood. I saw her heart as if there was a window to it and instantly i connected with her. To this day we are married still. We have had our problems of course...but together we make it through. What is good about our relationship is that we can truly be ourselves without reservations. Life together is so much fun and our son is amazing! He is a heartbreaker and ladies are gonna love him so much! (if they don't already) Desaree and I have been through so much but look at us now, we are together still. We have a strong love that is not seen often. I think if many people had, or experienced, the type of love we have, they would understand what is impo

Follow Up....
I wear a ring on my left ring finger. A silver band. You can sort of see it peeping through in a couple of my pictures. No, I am not married. I've been divorced for 7 months and ten days. As for the previous blogs that I've written, I would like to explain a few things (especially to one specific person). I do not sleep around! In fact, the one night stand blog I wrote mainly expressed how I felt after the only two loves of my life (thus far) left me. I am a stronger woman now. The saturday that had just passed, I wrote another blog expressing my mood at that moment. I was just sick of that day in general. It's been over for three days now... Done! On paper I seem like such a catch. So why you ask am I still single? Yea I think I'm going to want to be with the man who wants my heart as well as everything else. Makes sense doesn't it? Yes I do deserve it and so will he. He deserves happiness as well. He is out there waiting for me to be ready. I am single now because he is not rea

Not Here As Often Lately...
Hi everyone:) I've not been on as often, or as much lately due to upgrading,setting up,, and playing with my pc. Will be back on regularly when I'm happy with my system:) Love you all. Take care...

Im Pmsing Again
I cant even begin to say how sick and tired I am of everyone* assuming that when Im online, I want to talk dirty. I appreciate the wonderful comments and encouragement left, but as far as our interaction... Im not your internet slut, treat me like a fucking person, there are far more pictures of me as a person then there are of me NSFW. You treat me like a person, Ill treat you like a person. Ill flirt sometimes, but dont expect me to cyber with you. Im tired of people telling me to get on cam while Im trying to work. If Im working, expect minimal conversation and I dont get on cam, ever, I dont have a cam set up, nor do I wish to use one on dial up internet anyway. And another thing, IM USEING DIAL UP FUCKING INTERNET, if I dont respond to my shoutbox or im slow to respond in any other way, go ahead and assume im either afk or that the shoutbox doesnt work because IM ON DIAL UP. Dont get pissy and butthurt because I dont respond**. I love my boyfriend. Im not going to cheat on

Pirate-party.us
http://pirate-party.us/main ...PRESS RELEASE The Pirate Party of the United States announces it is now accepting statements of support in the State of Utah. These statements are the first step in the registration of the Pirate Party as a political body in the State of Utah. This registration is part of the continuing growth experienced by Pirate Parties all over the world. “We feel that Utah is an ideal state to begin registration of the Pirate Party as a political body,” says Andrew Norton, spokesperson for the Pirate Party of the US. “Utah has a strong history of political diversity, and technological progress.”([comming soon to a state new you]come see the wesite for more infor and how you can join)... ... http://pirate-party.us/main

Myday
Today started off like any other day. Got up, got Kevin up and made breakfast. Loved it, just had a song in my heart, nothing was going to bring me down. Going to make this short I need to go to bed. I found out that my ex is filed for custody of Kevin. I am so upset. Yes I know he will not get him, but that slim, remote chance still lies there in the back of my mind. He abandoned us 9 months ago. we have not heard a word from him. and now he wants custody. yeah I guess he would, his child support is going to be out of this world. (just because of his income). If I could get by without anything from him I wouldn't ask for it. But then I get on here, and one of my friends was rude to me. Knowing that she was upset, I dropped what I was doing and called her. She was still rude to me. I know it isn't me that she is mad at. I really think I know what her problem is. It is being used by a fubarian that we have in common. She really likes him, and I love him to death he is sweet, but I t

Some People Grrr
some people are just downright jerks. omfg. I get a sb from somebody I've never really talked to. Tellin gme a friend wanted to talk to me and he's shy. So I'm thinkin ok I'll talk to him just to be nice. so I go to his page, ratefan adn add. he starts in ym sb and says hello the usual blah blah blah how are you. I tell him good and ask him how he was..... horny. lol GREAAAAAT. I tell him that it's funny I heard he was shy. he asks me if I'm horny also. I tell him no and immediately take him off my friends list. I of course have to message the other person thanking them for it. Told them they iled when they said he was shy... I've deleted out his name.... ________...: oh wow so my firend was lookin for a chick to talk him through his cocky prob! lol sorry ->♥ &#...: that's very very funny. he asked how I was told him good an asked how he was he told me horny and asked if I was horny also _________...: oh really, he is really shy when he is talkin to me you know! LOL,

Please Do Me A Favor...
To the women that are on my fubar friends list: If you are not already on CaliAngel's friends list, please refrain from visiting her page as she feels that you are visiting her profile to spy on any interaction that we may have with each other. I wasn't given any specific name(s) as to who you are, but if you have visited her profile in the past from mine for whatever reason, please cease and desist. Futhermore, if you are the one that threatened her on my behalf, please delete me from your friends list as I do not need or wish to associate with people that like to create drama. Thanks

This Is A Fact,not An Opinion Of True Love
Many of us don't truely know what love is..Or appreciate the true meaning. Maybe both in some situations. "I love you" gets tossed around ALL the time on a daily basis from people who don't even know what it means. I'm not talking about when you really like someone, and you think you love them, things don't work out and then you forget everything about them like they never existed. That's not love, not even close to it. I mean TRUE love. The love that you have for a person that's so strong it tears you upside when you see the other person unhappy. That no matter what the circumstance is you put their feelings before yours. That you always want to work things out because you can't imagine how it would be if you didn't. You would do anything not to let that person go. You can't imagine them with anyone else because you know they're the one for you. You prove in actions- not words how much their love means to you. When you love someone that person is constantly on your mind- f

What I Want....
Cover me with kisses Be my shelter from the rain Comfort me in sadness Be the one to ease my pain Romance me beneath the moonlight Warm me with your breath Consume me with your tenderness In the stillness of the night Be the one that sparks my essence Be the one to make me whole Be the light of every new day Be the light within my soul Oh cherish me and cover me As my thoughts are blown away For you are the one That I will cherish

No! I Won't Unlock Them.
For all of the morons that can't seem to SEE this ANYWHERE.... Last place I can put it. This will be reposted any time it falls off my profile page. DO NOT ask me to unlock anything or to see my private pics or to be added to my family. IT DOES NOT work that way. GET OVER IT! Sin

Just How Perfect You Are... (not Real Name)
Sometimes I doubt the path I chose Sometimes my dreams feel all on hold There's no doubt that this will make me strong Because it's the hardest thing I've ever done Despite this cruel world And all my best efforts You surprise me with just how perfect you are Even with all my flaws And my bad examples You surprise me with Just how perfect you are And when I'm lost You search for me And when I doubt You're my belief I'm supposed to be The stronger one You always seem To prove that theory wrong Still, I hold my breath each time you go Out in the world that's beyond my control If you are dreaming I never want to wake you up When I'm all in a spin Full of cynicism You remind me of just how perfect you are When I'm at my wit's end And I'm losing my head You remind me of just how lucky I am

Ahlziemers Poem
Do not ask me to remember. Dont try to make me understand. Let me rest and know your with me.Kiss my cheek and hold my hand.Im confused beyond your concept. I am sad sick and lost. All I know is that I need you to be with me at all cost. Do not lose your patience with me. Do not scold or curse or cry. I cannot help the way I am acting, cant be different 'though I try. Just remember that I need you, that the best of me is gone. Please dont fail to stand beside me, Love me 'til my life is done.

Day 2 (not Half Bad)
In talking with Roger this morning, we had come to the conclusion that starting out at 600 meter sprints may be a bit much, and in talking with Haganah, he had informed me of a very helpful squatting technique. Thank you both so much! Today I didn't sprint though. Instead, my (almost) 6 year old niece Emma, and I went for a jog to the store to buy her and her brother a candy. It sure wasn't even 400 meters....possibly 350. I taught my niece the fine art of holding her hands on top of her head when she is winded to open her chest up to take in more air. She trooped with me....in her flip flops. Amazingly enough, once I wanted to power walk and my princess said to me "Come on AUNTIEEEEE!! We are almost home!". And I continued jogging, looking at the Blue Dodge Grand Caravan in the driveway...not too far away. I went on to do my routine pushups. I think I had accomplished 23 of them (Ugh! Much work to do)...but it was 3 more than yesterday. I did a Fucktillion sit ups, a pilates st

My Mother..yay Answers?
Well, the results are in. She evidently had a silent heart attack, and something they don't know yet is causing it. This Friday they are going to do some more exploring and an angioplasty and hope that does it. If not, they crack her chest next. Happy happy joy joy joy...NOT.

Typo
I wonder what kind of a vase you would use to display them! I wonder if they come in different colors! I wonder about the fragrance! I wonder if it would help to put those preservative packets in the water! I wonder whether they would look better on the kitchen table or in the entry! I wonder if they are cheaper by the dozen! I wonder if they come in long-stemmed Captured at 115th and Allisonville Road in Fishers ( Indianapolis ). The sign is real and was up for about two hours before someone stopped and told them how to spell peonies.

Suicide Is Painless
Through early morning fog I see visions of the things to be the pains that are withheld for me I realize and I can see... [REFRAIN]: that suicide is painless It brings on many changes and I can take or leave it if I please. I try to find a way to make all our little joys relate without that ever-present hate but now I know that it's too late, and... [REFRAIN] The game of life is hard to play I'm gonna lose it anyway The losing card I'll someday lay so this is all I have to say. [REFRAIN] The only way to win is cheat And lay it down before I'm beat and to another give my seat for that's the only painless feat. [REFRAIN] The sword of time will pierce our skins It doesn't hurt when it begins But as it works its way on in The pain grows stronger...watch it grin, but... [REFRAIN] A brave man once requested me to answer questions that are key is it to be or not to be and I replied 'oh why ask me?'

Wounds Of Her Soul...
Wounds of her Soul By: MHG a.k.a. Proud Mary Slowly gulping down the last bottle of beer, she helplessly looked around for another, desperately wanting to drown all her pain in the numbness alcohol brings into her system. Instead she felt the dark silence that sorrounded her... tonight seems deathly quiet, unlike any nights she has ever encountered heaving a deep sigh she slowly stood up staggering on her way over the refrigerator rummaging for any leftover booze... alas! a half bottle of rum and about 1/4 bottle of vodka... excitedly she decided to finish off the vodka first,with shaking hands she tried to open it, the task was too great for her, a sharp stabbing pain hit her chest, slowly she took deep breaths....until it ebbed away, finally! the bottle was free from its cap, so she continued with her plan of attacking the 2 bottles before the night is over. ahhhh..first sip...warm.... she heard a little girl laugh, she looked all around her..no one. she fel

I Am Cherokee
The blood that courses through my veins Runs true to the Cherokee. I am the blood of my people. I am Cherokee. The trail that my forefathers walked, Saturated in their tears, The trail has become my trial I listen with their ears. I heard the wailing of the Cherokee Proud of the salty tears, I cry the tears of the Cherokee Even after all these years. I walk the trail that they cried, I hear their voices frail, I bear the blood of the Cherokee. Damn this worthless trail. 'Trail Of Tears' of the Cherokee, Long remembered in shame. I cry out for the Cherokee. I wear the Cherokee name. Hear me loud and hear me clear, No head hung in sorrow... For I am the proud Cherokee Waiting for tomorrow. I will regain what my forefathers lost. I will stand and show my pride. And all the spirits of the lost Cherokee Will be standing at my side. I am the proud Cherokee. You'd do well to remember my name. In the name of all Cherokee

Ok
I was supposed to start my first day of classes today, but my daughter came downstairs crying around 2:30 this morning and was running a fever. She is still running a fever, so i had to stay home with her. Having nobody to babysit really sucks. I can't believe I'm missing my first day of class...I hope this isnt a sign of how the rest of the quarter is going to go... Anyways, I'm using this opportunity to whore myself out a little again...I really want to win this contest and I'm still in the lead by a little over 5000 comments, so please, lets get this over with ASAP....go leave me some comments:D Here is the link to get there... [ fubar.com photo: 1577239778 ] As always, much love to you all:D

Why Talk Like A Pirate - And How
Why is this day different from all others? Why do we need an International Talk Like a Pirate Day? Make no mistake. We do. But it's a little hard to articulate why, especially when you've made the mistake of referring to your wife as a scurvy bilge rat and tried to order her back into the galley. Talking like a pirate is fun. It's really that simple. It gives your conversation a swagger, an elán, denied to landlocked lubbers. The best explanation came from a guy at a Cleveland radio station who interviewed us on the 2002 Talk Like a Pirate Day. He told us we were going to be buried by people asking for interviews because it was a "whimsical alternative" to all the serious things that were making the news so depressing. In other words, silliness is the holiday's best selling point. Before we go any further, there's something we need to be clear about. Pirates were and are bad people. Really reprehensible. Even the most casual exploration of the history of pirates (and

A Little History About Me...
In August 1999 I joined the Army. I was stationed in Germany for 4 years and absolutely loved it. If I could live there, I would move in a heart beat. In 2000 I was deployed to Kosovo on a peace keeping mission for 7 months. I was in Belgium doing joint military training when the towers fell. In 2003 I was extended to stay in the Army for 4 months so they could deploy me to Iraq. In Iraq I saw 2 of my closest friends truck get blown up by a land mine. I thought they where dead, but they both walked away from the explosion. I was discharged from the Army with an Honorable discharge. After the military I met my "soon-2-be" Ex-wife. We got pregnant and had a shot gun wedding 5 months later. Now I'm trying to get divorced form her so I can move on with my life. If you have any questions or you would like to know more about me... feel free ask me anything. Thank you all for taking the time out to read a little bit about me.

Nd Fans Beware Lol
Ok, I'm an ND fan, but I had to post this! :) Columbus, OH (AP) - A seven-year old boy was at the center of a Franklin County courtroom drama yesterday when he challenged a court ruling over who should have custody of him. The boy has a history of being beaten by his parents and the judge initially awarded custody to his aunt, in keeping with child custody law and regulation requiring that family unity be maintained to the highest degree possible. The boy surprised the court when he proclaimed that his aunt beat him more than his parents and he adamantly refused to live with her. When the judge then suggested that he live with his grandparents, the boy cried and said that they also beat him. After considering the remainder of the immediate family and learning that domestic violence was apparently a way of life among them, the judge took the unprecedented step of allowing the boy to propose who should have custody of him. After two recesses to check legal reference

Bleeding Behind The Eyes
"Dad has to have blood tests today. His vision is getting worse, as the diabetes has caused bleeding in the back of his eyes. It has so much to do with other aspects of your health it scares the shit out of me. He has a doctors appt Monday." Got that msg from my mom today about my Grandpa[we lost grandma earlier this year, so thoughts of his health of rough ones] I didnt even know Diabeties could cause bleeding behind the eyes.

The Question I Always Get.
The Same Question Man, I don't know how to even start this one off, but it seems as if lately the same question has been asked over and over again. The funny thing is, it's not a question of how to improve the world or how to end world hunger, or even getting a sip of water to kids in Africa. The question that's been on peoples (mostly females and some dumb as males) has been: What's the Porter? I mean I' sure everyone knows it has something to do with sex and I know my porter is damn near the best ever, but damn, if I say I can't tell you what the porter is, I can't tell you. I mean if you know *wink* then you know, if you don't, that means that you're not meant to know. My porter is tight and the clique I roll with does there thing too, but telling you what is will basically strip me of all my Porter rights and I'd lose my Porter card. The first time I gave some great Porter I heard avoice from above: Porter: My Son. Rashi: Jesus? Porter: No it is I Porter, t

Another Stressful Day
I need to get another report done, submit some paper work after my 3 meetings last night to the home office. And get ready for another night meeting tonight. One more day of preparation and meetings tomorrow and I can then get back to somewhat a normal work life by Friday. I am so much looking forward to Friday. I did relax last night by jumping into a VERY hot shower shampooed my hair and shaved my legs... all the way up!!!! I mean ALL the way UP. ;) I think I will put a scene into my new story for "J" of me shaving my legs. I bet I can turn that simple act of shaving into a very erotic and seductive scene in the story. Hmmmmm... I think this story will be HOT.

$ 20:00 I Needed This Today How About You
$20.00 Sometimes we just need to be reminded! A well-known speaker started off his seminar by:holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter

Living Will
Last night, my friend and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the TV, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch.....

That Last Dance
I remember dancing in the rain. With your arms around me, it's an impossibility to feel pain. I remember lying on the wet grass, looking up at the stars, waiting for the long night to pass. I remember waking next to you, with your lips on mine, knowing exactly what to do. I remember walking on the beach, hand in hand, always close enough to reach that feeling of love so deep, swearing that each other we would always keep. I remember you kneeling before me, and I knew you were about to propose. The look in your eyes made me feel free, as you slipped on the ring, gave me a rose. It was the happiest moment in my life, knowing it was me that you chose. I remember the fateful night, when you left me forever. It was cold, gloomy, with no moon to give light. There was no way you could see, but that still doesn't make it right. I remember staring at you in the hospital bed, reaching for your warm hand, but finding it lifeless instead. I remember the tears, the a

Perks To Being A Font Of Useless Information
I just went to the little kitchen on the floor where I work to get a spoon for my yogurt. There was a Chinese guy, and Indian woman and a Pakistani woman having a discussion in there about the fact the Tom Cruise's real name was not "Tom Cruise". Me being a font of useless information, I had to jump into the convo and tell them what it was. They thought it was funny that I knew that.

My Friends
I have some very special people as my friends here. I want each one of you to know that you are very special to me in your own ways. You show me respect, along with the flirty comments, and that means a lot to me. I am very honored to have such great guys as my friends. And you actually communicate! Who woulda thought? :) I didn't start out thinking that I would have mostly male friends here, but that's how it ended up. The other friends that have since been deleted were nice, but after the initial first few weeks, faded away and didn't write much anymore. Friendship is very special to me, and communicating is part of that. I call you guys my "man harem." LOL! To the 2 or 3 of you who compete with the gifts, and you know who you are...you don't realize how you make my day. You put a smile on my face. I know you would do anything for me, as I would you. You are more like family now.... I just want to say....thank you from the bottom of my heart. You guys are the BEST! Laur

Killer Biscuits Wanted For Attempted Murder
Linda Burnett, 23, a resident of San Diego , was visiting her in-laws and while there went to a nearby supermarket to pick up some groceries. Several people noticed her sitting in her car with the windows rolled up and with her eyes closed, with both hands behind the back of her head. One customer who had been at the store for a while became concerned and walked over to the car. He noticed that Linda's eyes were now open, and she looked very strange. He asked her if she was okay, and Linda replied that she'd been shot in the back of the head, and had been holding her brains in for over an hour. The man called the paramedics, who broke into the car because the doors were locked and Linda refused to remove her hands from her head. When they finally got in, they found that Linda had a wad of bread dough on the back of her head. A Pillsbury biscuit canister had exploded from the heat, making a loud noise that sounded like a gunshot, and the wad of dough hit her

Poetry 4
I looked into your eyes.. as you wrapped your arms around me, I felt so safe, warm, and protected, as I felt your heart beat, when I lay my head on your chest.. You tilted my face upwards, touching my lips with your finger, as you leaned over to give me a kiss.. so passionately, that you took my breath away.. We looked up to the stars in the sky, as I saw a shooting star fly by, I wished this moment would last eternity, as I took your hand.. my aches went away, I knew you were here for me...

To All The Fishermen
A friend sent me these pictures of what was caught a mile and a half offshore. I bet you've never caught one of these while fishing!! Don't worry.. they let her go when they got to shore and not try to hang her over the mantal or have the wife clean and cook it for dinner LOL!!! This is a true story.

A Friends Obituary
Otho Dale Miller, 18-year-old son of Monte D. and Kay Miller was mercilessly taken from family, friends and loved ones by some of the ugliest predators on earth. It is the evil that is lurking in the black darkness of another human being that lives within our society. Given to us on Nov. 7, 1988, in Twin Falls, Idaho, he shared this date with a highly respected uncle and godfather. Dale grew up on a farm east of Jerome where he learned to love, care and respect life. He attended Jefferson Elementary, where by third grade he was helping teachers with computer problems. Dale moved on to Central Elementary and Jerome Junior High, becoming associated with music through choir, band and learning piano. He supported many friends through sports and became an active member in 4-H for seven years. He was in Hallisey and Life-Teen at his church during his high school years. In 2002, he moved to Twin Falls, attending O'Leary and Twin Falls High School, where he was an honor student. His pass

She Loves Again
She Loves Again By: MHG a.k.a.Proud Mary She's wedged in her putrid world Greatly needing to gaze into your thoughts Will you allow her to feel what life is like in your eyes? The wandering, the "existing" the journeys you seized... Love was once her enemy Trust was her greatest fear They armed her with darkness Fed and stuffed her with coldness If you have come to bring more pain Shes got no strength left to fight Love wont find a challenge in her And sorrow wont set her free Her head is reeling Yet her sick sick heart needs healing Do you bring her cure Or the death of her spirit that once was pure She feels small compared to the life of you Will you welcome her with warmth and sanctuary? Defenseless her heart has been Though strong she may seem to many You sharpened her senses like a sword No matter how ugly the world seems to be A safe haven she found in your words And the magical beauty in you is all that she sees A whole new world of l

"goodnight" By Dennis.
By the light of a Shandore moon The dogs are howling And the wind sings in tune The old man shuffles Toward the garden gate Looks to the sky And says"God you can wait" I have something to finish On this clear sky night There is time I know I'm right There is a rustle in the grass As the wind shifts its pace A smile appears on the old mans face I am in no hurry to end this life Besides I have to say goodnight to my wife. (Dedicated to my dad and mom)

Embarrassing Medical Exams
1. A man comes into the ER and yells, "My wife's going to have her baby in the cab!" I grabbed my stuff, rushed out to the cab, lifted the lady's dress, and began to take off her underwear. Suddenly I noticed that there were several cabs ---and I was in the wrong one. Submitted by Dr. Mark MacDonald, San Antonio, TX. 2. At the beginning of my shift I placed a stethoscope on an elderly and slightly deaf female patient's anterior chest wall. "Big breaths," I instructed. "Yes, they used to be," replied the patient. Submitted by Dr. Richard Byrnes, Seattle, WA 3. One day I had to be the bearer of bad news when I told a wife that her husband had died of a massive myocardial infarct. Not more than five minutes later, I heard her reporting to the rest of the family that he had died of a "massive internal fart." Submitted by Dr. Susan Steinberg 4. During a patient's two week follow-up appointment with his cardiologist, he informed me, his doctor

Update #2
Again for those of you who have been asking, let me bore you with the details of an update on my leg. I am sorry I haven't responded to all emails....but here we go. I have been doing my follow up visits with my family doctor as scheduled. They have now put me on Avinza, which is slow release morphine to try and manage the pain or shut me up one. This is added to the vicodin and valium. So, if I should happen to say something totally out of the ordinary, let's go ahead and blame the drugs. It's makes me completely loopy, but it's not touching the pain. Yesterday was my 2nd wound care visit where they did another skin removal surgery. Another terrible, painful day. They said my leg was worse this week than it was last week. So my question to them was, "well, what are you doing wrong, cause I've done everything you've told me to do." Of course I got no answer. On the 25th of this month, my family doctor is sending me to a vascular surgeon. The allergic reaction from the tatt

That's The Way It Will Always Be
Time will come, Time will go But through it all, I'll always know That you're the only one for me And that's the way it will always be I dont' see how you can love me through and through after all I've done and said to you but you always do still love me And I hope that's the way it will always be When you "talk" to me, I always want more My wants and standards always end up having a war I want you to do so many things to me And that's the way it will always be I think of you every day, all day long Now, truthfully, is that so wrong? In my mind you'll stay with me And that's the way it will always be We'll spend eternity and a day together And be happy....Forever Cause in my heart you'll stay with me And that's the way it will always be I'm never ever going to let you go Because the truth of the matter is (I hope you know) That I'm in love with you And that's the way it will always be

Grr
So I got suspended from work today. Was embarrassing sitting there in the boss' office being reprimanded. Apparently a friend I worked w/ until Friday when she quit, left her computer logged on her ID and left her Inbox wide open for everyone to see and one of the supervisors saw it. Well its spurred an IS investigation into her internet usage and because her and I emailed back and forth quite a bit they delved into my emails as well...So I got suspended for writing personal e-mails at work. Ugh, I'm mad at her for being so stupid. I know we're not supposed to be doing anything personal at work, but everyone does it. Even the bosses. But its kind of an unwritten thing that its fine as long as you don't get caught and her stupid ass got us caught. At least I was only suspended for the one day. I just wish it had been Friday!

R U My Friend
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So........... If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you.

Why Is It???
Why is it that funerals bring out the worst in people? Is it grief or is it guilt? Today was Eleanor's Memorial Service, pre-arranged as her wishes were similar to that of her husbands with a few personal requests. No problem, I knew it was coming. October 2004 I cleared out the spare bedroom and arranged it so he and I could take care of mom in our home, which meant getting rid of double and even triple household items and goods to make it roomy, comfortable and safe. Thank goodness for a 2 car garage that wound up being storage and donations to the needy in the community after hurricanes and other disasters. Having only known her 5 years, I had the pleasure of listening to the stories of her glory days from her son Daniel who would have been my husband had we wed before he passed away in April 2006. So in all actuality - I was a "daughter" without the marriage license or birth certificate. I had to stop working a full time job as it was necessary for me to take care of fa

Dont Close Your Blinds!
I got this in email today its a must read!!! *DON'T CLOSE YOUR BLINDS* ** *The other day, my nine year old son wanted **to know why we were at war. My husband **looked at our son and then looked at me. My **husband and I were both In the Army during **the Gulf War and we would be honored to **serve and defend Our Country again today. I **was confident that my husband would give him **a good explanation. * **** *My husband thought for a few minutes and **then told my son to go stand in Our Front **living room window. He said, "Son, stand **there and tell me what you see?"* ** ***"I see trees and cars and our neighbor's **houses." he replied. * ** ***"OK, now I want you to pretend that our **house and our yard is the United States of **America and you are President Bush." * ** ***Our son giggled and said,"OK."* ** ***"Now son, I want you to look out the window **and pretend that

Who's Your Daddy?
(Probably the mailman.) A married couple went to the hospital together to have their baby delivered. Upon their arrival, the doctor said he had invented a new machine that would transfer a portion of the mother’s labor pain to the father. He asked if they were willing to try it out. They were both very much in favor of it so the doctor hooked them up to the machine. The doctor set the knobs to 10% for starters, explaining that even 10% was probably more pain than the father had ever experienced before. But as the labor progressed, the husband felt fine so he asked the doctor to go ahead and bump it up a notch. The doctor then adjusted the machine to 20% pain transfer. The husband was still feeling fine. The doctor checked the husband’s blood pressure and pulse and was amazed at how well he was doing. At this, they decided to try for 50%. The husband continued to feel quite well. Since it was obviously helping out his wife considerably, he encouraged the doctor to transfer

Must-knows For Men...
THE RULES: 1. The woman ALWAYS makes the rules. 2. The rules are subject to change at any time, without prior notification. 3. If the woman suspects the male knows all the rules, she must IMMEDIATELY change some of the rules. 4. THE WOMAN IS NEVER WRONG. 5. If the woman is wrong, it is because of a flagrant misunderstanding which was the direct result of something the man did or said wrong. 6. If rule 5 applies, the man must apologize immediately for causing the misunder- standing. 7. The woman can change her mind at ANY given point in time. 8. The male must NEVER change his mind with express written consent from the woman. 9. The woman has every right to be angry or upset at ANY time. 10. The man must remain calm at all times, unless the woman wants him to be angry or upset. 11. The woman must under NO circumstances let the man know

My First College Essay(true Story)
A New Me Monday, January 31, 2005 began just like every other day, with me going to work. About an hour after work had started, I realized this was going to be “one of those days.” Doing construction for a living, I had grown accustomed to hitting my head on beams, smashing my fingers, and getting cuts and today was no exception. I kept hitting my head on nails and messing up projects until I was off work. Finally, the workday was over and I was on my way home to see my girlfriend Sandee and have dinner and a few drinks. I was so happy to get to her house and start relaxing; unfortunately the day was only going to become worse. Sandee and I had dinner and two cocktails after I arrived at her house, and we were telling each other about our day at work. The next thing I knew, we were arguing about doing laundry. The argument escalated rapidly until finally I said,” I’m going home; I’ll see you tomorrow after work.” “Stay here tonight and we will go to bed and we’ll talk about it tomo

Strength Through Submission
from my perspective, i believe submission is an act of personal strength from which i grow spiritually and mentally. i take total responsibility for submerging my ego by the offering of myself to the will and direction of another. i search for someone to use me to quench their darkest desires, while creating an atmosphere of safety around me. someone who relishes pushing my sensual and sexual boundaries, taking me to new levels and greater heights of sensation and experience. she constantly looks for new and creative ways to bring out the inner beast in me.

A Very Heavy Fractured Heart
I AM NOT SURE HOW THIS WILL SOUND OR TAKE FORM. ALL I KNOW IS MY HEART JUST HURTS.MY FRIEND, MY LITTLE SISTER, MY SOULMATE, MY GENTLE GORGEOUS LIGHT WITHIN ME HAS PASSED FROM THIS SOMETIMES UGLY WORLD. SHE WAS A SHINING LIGHT ADMIDST MANY DULL AND WANING INCANDECENT OPAQUELY GLIMMERS OF ILLUNINATION. HER GREAT SPIRIT SOARED WITH PURPOSE AND DEFT. OFTEN GUIDED BY HER SPIRIT GUIDE, HER GRANDFATHER. HER PHYSICAL BEAUTY WAS BEYOND DESCRIPTION, BUT PALED IN COMPARISON TO HER INNER AND BEAUTIFUL SELF. HER SOUL WAS BLESSED WITH HER ANCESTORS WISDOM AND STRENGTH. SHE WAS SO EASY TO LOVE, SO EASY TO TEASE SO EASY TO TALK TO ENDLESSLY. SHE WAS DETERMINED, BORDERLINED ON STUBBORN,LOL, WHICH I OFTEN TOLD HER. SHE WAS INVITING,SHE WAS A BIT NAIVE AND WISE SIMULTANEOUSLY. HER VISIONS WERE CLEAR AND PRECISE. FOR ONE SO YOUNG HER "OLD" SOUL GUIDED HER WELL. SHE WAS A BIG PART OF MY HEART, I AM IN TEARS FOR ME, FOR HER FAMILY, FOR HER FRIENDS, BUT NOT FOR HER, SHE IS WITH HER BELOVED, HER TRUE LOVE O

Ha! What A Joke!!!
Ok so i have now had my first photo marked as nsfw...NSFW...what ever...offensive...please...what a bunch of childish crap!!! there was nothing wrong with that pic..whoever marked it...grow up!! What you didnt like the ball gag in my mouth...ok....GET OVER IT!!! it was probably a vanilla chic who thought it oppressive to women..HA..whatever...i live my life the way i want...cant you just let me be who i am and BACK THE HECK OFF??????? There was nothing showing that was NSFW...my boobs were tucked in and nothing was hanging out!! DAMMIT!!! grrrrr...that enrages me so bad...i thought this was an ADULT site...well i hate to tell everyone but adults are NSFW as a whole...we do dirty things, have dirty thoughts, and post dirty pics...last time i checked that was the beauty of being a "grown up". You idiots who want to mark others thing as NSFW need to: 1. get a damn life 2. grow up 3. GO BACK TO MYSPACE SO THAT YOU WONT BE "OFFENDED" BY THE MATERIAL WE POST HERE. ok im done venting..

Pinocchio
PINOCCHIO had a human girlfriend who would sometimes complain about splinters when they were having sex. Pinocchio, therefore, went to visit Gepetto to see if he could help. Gepetto suggested he try a little sandpaper wherever indicated and Pinocchio skipped away enlightened. A couple weeks later, Gepetto saw Pinocchio bouncing happily through town and asked him, "How's the girlfriend?" Pinocchio replied, "Who needs a girlfriend?"

Once Again...
I'm asking for some help to level up, still got a long way to go so I need all the assistance I can get. something about getting to level 20 appeals to me although I'm not sure I'll stick around past that cause I don't seem to have the support of the majority of those on my friends list. I've even lost interest in designing art because of it. those that do and that have helped me in the past and present..you have my thanks. Later... Rick

Back To Army Life
Well, tonight is my last night as a free man! Tomorrow i go to the processing station in Dallas, take the physical,and take theoathof enlistment back into the Army. I know there is the possibility of me going to Iraq, but its a chance every soldier takes when he puts on the uniform. I am happy to be going back in, and i know the great spirit will protect and watch over me. John

Stressed Out
Well guys Friday i go in to have my wisdom teeth cut out. I nkow simple procedure but i am nervous about going under. Yall jus lemme know ya care jus by stopping by and saying hey would make feel better.

I'm Back....kind Of.......
what's good? in case anybody noticed that i haven't been on for a while well that was due to a combination of things, first of all as i was preparing myself for a move from NC to VA my computer crashed which i expected but i was hoping it lasted till after i moved but of course it didn't, then i decided to move to VA before my house was ready so here i am at moms house with my new laptop that i can't seem to get used to and the worse dialup connection that i ever saw.....anyway that's what i mean by kind of back,so i just wanted to let all of my friends know that if i'm not responding to you right away it's just that this connection sucks,cause i as much as i love updating my stash and rating pics and stash i might just wait till i get my high speed connection cause right now it's just too much work,lol....anyway much love to you all.

Day 3 (on The Rocks)
I am sitting here typing with my upper arms trembling like little bowls of jello being shaken by the hands of a mischevious little 5 year old. As always, my messenger box is open and Roger is on the other end of that conversation. I ADORE HIM!!! He is a gold mine of facts and knowledge that really, no human should know. He is FANTASTIC! So here is the situation with Maria at this time. (Maria, BTW has lost her front teeth because she is a Puerto Rican broad who is Rough and Ready! Apparently she has had her run ins with men in the past and this broad DON'T BACK DOWN! She is my personal Pitbull. So for two more days, she is helping re-roof the neighbors house and I CAN'T STAND IT!! So I have to self-condition and really....I am putting myself through some serious punishment. I know you are supposed to excercise certain parts of your body on rotating days but FUCK THAT NOISE!! I went through boot camp God Dammit! and they weren't sensitive to the fact that I had just worked my

Dildo
You grab that big dildo and lube up the tremendous shaft until it's dripping with lube, then hold the tube to my cunt hole and squeeze lube directly into my sticky pussy. I'm worked into a frenzy now, I want to do it this time, I can't wait for you to plunge that fat thing up my pussy. I'm like an animal driven mad with desire and lust, and I beg you to fuck me soon! You smile knowingly and place the head at my opening. With slow deliberate pressure you begin entering my quivering hole. No folds of flesh to drag against the shaft or get tugged inside by its thickness, just a 3 inch shaft forcing directly against my pussy hole, steadily forcing it open wider. At first there's no resistance, I'm absolutely soaked with lube and the head enters easily at first. Your one hand firmly coaxing my inner thigh muscles to submit while your other hand keeps a steady pressure on that massive dildo. Soon, unbelievably, the head is in me. I'm completely helpless but I try to rock my hips to

One Wish ( For Someone Special)
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Late Night Blogging
I guess I am just use to being single that it doesn’t really faze me anymore. Sure, there are the moments that I wish I had someone special to cling to, late nights when I wish I had the warmth of my loves arms to keep me safe through the darkest hours and their soft soothing voice telling me “everything is going to be alright”; on days when I feel that the world could just collapse below my feet. I have had my share of assholes. One that even left me both physically and emotionally scared. I can just never find the middle with any guy; an even balance. Of course you are want to spend time with the person you care about. Yet, you can’t spend 24/7 with them. There has to be room for your own interest and friends. It’s how you keep the spice in a relationship. I always end up with people that spend too much time with me or the ones that completely blow me off. Let’s not even get started on cheaters and liars…. People tell me that I am to picky; I don’t believe I am picky. I just h

Real Pricks
Today I posted my first mumm. I had no idea how ignorant people on fubar are. Instead of just leaving an opinionative comment, I get filth, and antogonism. Are people always so vengeful of others they don't know? I sure would like to figure out why they would be.

Hate To Ask But...
Hey all, if you have a sec to rate a few pictures, can you please visit my good friend... ßrøkëÅ§§M†ñ He had his original account hacked and is starting over, and I want to help him out the best I can... Even if you just take a moment to rate and/or fan his profile, I would greatly appreciate it. Please note: he didn't ask me to do this and he may yell at me for it, but I loves him as i do all my friends and i want to help him out ;) ~Sin (p.s. i don't do this for people that ask, so don't ask.)

The Beatles - Julia
ive always loved this song for some reason 8-p :D:D:D:D Julia lyrics Half of what I say is meaningless But I say it just to reach you Julia Julia, Julia, ocean child, calls me So I sing a song of love,Julia Julia, sea shell eyes, windy smile, calls me So I sing a song of love, Julia Her hair of floating sky is shimmering, glimmering In the sun Julia, Julia, morning moon, touch me So I sing a song of love, Julia When I cannot sing my heart I can only speak my mind Julia Julia, sleeping sand, silent cloud, touch me So I sing a song of love, Julia

It Just Hits Home - Guess I Do Like Incubus
Meet me in outer space. WE could spend the night; watch the earth come up. I've grown tired of that place; won't you come with me? WE could start again. How do you do it? Make me feel like I do. How do you do it? It's better than I ever knew. Meet me in outer space. I will hold you close, if you're afraid of heights. I need you to see this place, it might be the only way that I can show you how it feels to be inside of you. How do you do it? Make me feel like I do. How do you do it? It's better than I ever knew. You are stellar.

Addiction.....
It is I that knows..... I have been through what most only thought to have existed in dreams..... I have felt the mind-numbing prick of a morphine needle pushing it's way through my every layer of skin, ultimately reaching that which flows through my veins, creating a feeling that massages every muscle into ultimate relaxation..... I have swallowed all those little things that just might show you exactly how deep the rabbit hole goes or you may just wake up the following morning believing that previous feelings may have been due to nothing more than dreams.... Frequently places a few drops of liquid or particles of paper underneath my tongue allowing me to reach into a world where you can see what was never there before, touch that which used to be unreachable, hear all the things that never get said, feel exactly what it is that has been in you all along but never understood before that exact moment...... I've inhaled the cloud which exercises a calm over my body and opens

Another Blah Blog
Sometimes blogs write themselves. You sit down and put finger to keyboard and some otherworldly spirit moves you to tap out your musings. Other times it's like spilling blood onto your computer screen: tortured and unnatural. Either way a good blog takes two key ingredients. As you would expect it requires more than a dash or two of imagination. Spinning words out of thin air like that old hairy spider will excrete a sticky web. The second is 'the angle' or the event or the experience or the stuff of life which you hang your story around. To write a good blog you need healthy heaping portions of both. But alas, life doesn't always comply with your will. Some days you are blessed with no conflict, no angst, no heights of passion or ecstasy (bloggable that is), no humorous anecdotes, no twists of fate, no 'aha moments', no silly ramblings. Life just passes like a calm breeze over a quietly rolling ocean. Other days you get life in spades but the muse abandons you as if l

As A Veteran
As a veteran, I write these words with the most heartfelt sorrow. I am very concerned with the state that this country is in. We are at war but not for the reasons most people would like to believe. Our troops are dying daily, but not for the reasons they signed up for. You see when I enlisted I took an oath to protect and defend the constitution from all enemies foreign and DOMESTIC. Now you may ask why DOMESTIC is in caps, I'll get to that shortly. All members that serve in government take this oath, even the President. And yet the President has placed the biggest attack on the constitution that has ever been seen. This has taken place through the "Patriot Act" and as of 2006, the less popular "Military Commissions Act". These "laws" take away most of your freedoms and most people don't even realize it. You can look on youtube and find examples of people being arrested for reading the constitution. And yet most people would like to sit at home thinking that the goverm

Living
I'm not living from moment to moment, Not even from day to day It feels as if this Darkness Will never go away. I'm cold so cold inside my soul I cannot feel the sun There once was a point to my existance, But now my race is run. I came last of course, I always do I never expect to win. But it would of been nice to have had a chance To avoid this state I'm in. I know there's one sure way to end it to cease to feel the pain But I'm afraid that I'd still be a failure And wake to face it all again. I'm afraid to live afraid to die, I cannot make a choice. My friends tell me to 'Do something!' But my fear has stilled my voice. So I suppose I'll just have to continue In this dark and joyless life Until I get desperate enough to CHOOSE- The Darkness or the Knife.

Fer Those That Missed Me Bullitin....
we are currently having a arguement with our isp, and as a result are only on dial up which unfortunately doesn't like fubar, so ill only be on ever second day or so just to check messages, i do however have a email account if ya wanna reach me, or if ya wanna chat i have.... email stats_other_half@hotmail.com chat msn - stats_other_half@hotmail.com yahoo - stats_other_half myspace im - stats_other_half icq - 40396849 hope this will be resolved soon... miss yas all heaps... rob

Silence
It changed, did you feel it? The sound of silence, it has changed. Its more painful to hear. The heaviness is back, and still i don't hear the reason for the change. The tingle between my shoulders has returned, causing a keener awareness. Now my stomach joins my senses in the deeper growing silence as it becomes almost ugly. Still no sounds can be heard. There it is again, did you feel it? The deepest silence has returned. Ugly, hated, vicious in its pursuit of whats left of me. The silence proclaims...He's Angry, as he enters the room.

Eloisa To Abelard
I just found this and completely fell in love with it In these deep solitudes and awful cells, Where heav'nly-pensive contemplation dwells, And ever-musing melancholy reigns; What means this tumult in a vestal's veins? Why rove my thoughts beyond this last retreat? Why feels my heart its long-forgotten heat? Yet, yet I love! — From Abelard it came, And Eloisa yet must kiss the name. Dear fatal name! rest ever unreveal'd, Nor pass these lips in holy silence seal'd. Hide it, my heart, within that close disguise, Where mix'd with God's, his lov'd idea lies: O write it not, my hand — the name appears Already written — wash it out, my tears! In vain lost Eloisa weeps and prays, Her heart still dictates, and her hand obeys. Relentless walls! whose darksome round contains Repentant sighs, and voluntary pains: Ye rugged rocks! which holy knees have worn; Ye grots and caverns shagg'd with horrid thorn! Shrines! where their vigils pale-ey'd virgins keep, And pityi

The Jena 6 Media Story
So, this morning, all there is on the idiot box is stories and coverage of the morons flocking to support the “Jena 6”. Yes, I said morons. Why? Because, they are listening to the media who are the ones that are escalating this event so that there is a story (of their own making) to cover. Please, read on. Ok, let me say this loud and clear, I am white and I am not a racist. So, why aren’t I supporting the “Jena 6”? Let’s look at this in the short and simple version. Last year a group of kids (#1) sat under a tree where another group of kids (#2) usually hung out. The other group of kids (#2) didn’t like it so they hung up what many described as “hangman’s nooses”. The first group of kids (#1) didn’t like that so they beat the living crap out of another kid. Do we see any disparity here? Ok, let’s take it a step at a time; Last year a group of kids sat under a tree where another group of kids usually hung out. There is no crime here, even if they knew the first

Hi, My Name's Mister Bear
Hi, I'm Mister Bear and welcome to the Bear Files. These will be updated with my exploits in my mistresses house. I will try to upload pictures of these exploits into my photo albums, so please check both if you see a new post! My best friends are Cuddles, Icy Bear and Mister Penguin... so from time to time, they may show up here also! Mister Bear

One More Day....
Only one more day of reports, and meetings and perhaps tomorrow I can take a breather. I had another late night meeting last night and up at 4 am today to get into the mood to head back to work for even more reports to prepare and another late night meeting tonight. But, I do get to have a Rotary meeting with my husband today. I do love going to his Rotary meetings. Nice lunches are provided. And the other members of the Rotary Club sure do love to flirt. My husband loves it. He just gives me an approving smile when he sees me talking to other members of his club. They try to act so professional but I can see the guys scanning their eyes all over me as they try to carry on an intelligent conversation. It can be so comical sometimes. Hmmmmmm... which top should I wear today?

I Need Clothes
Alright!!!!! Which one of my blogging fans snuck the blue pen into my load of white laundry? If you can't tell I'm "hopping" mad hahahahaha! Just talking about tough days and went to the dryer only to find all my khakis and t-shirts are covered in blue splotches. So uncool! I know it couldn't have been my fault! Mom always taught me to check my pockets. Must have been Thunder's revenge for leaving him home while I went away! Sly dog! Er ah, cat! Oh well, I was thinking the time had come for a change of clothes anyway. Have a great weekend all, I'm off to check the rest of my pockets!

Thank You All
I would like to thank all of my friends and family that helped me in my VIP give away. It was completed successfully with a day and a half to spare. You are all awesome!!! Anytime you need any help..you know where to find me. ((HUGS)) to you all.

Sorry I'm So Terrible
With recent events on my mind, it occurs to me, that I am truely a bad person. I'm not a very good friend, and I'm selfish. 2 weeks ago I had three friends that I cared about very much. I would have done anything in my power to see to it that they were happy, at least I thought so... recent events have proven me wrong on that point. One of these friends asked me for nothing more than friendship, human contact and compassion. I think I fulfilled most of that order, but for the things I was unable to do, I've lost that chance. And that is a regret that I will have to live with for the rest of my life. I learned something from it though and will never again deny anyone a basic need that I can provide. Another friend asked me for nothing more than honesty. This for those of you who know me, know was given without hesitation. Until my third friend asked me to withhold the truth. Isn't withholding of information the same as lying? I finally broke, when I realized the lies were ne

Written For Cece
Love is something that will never die, yet have not enough power to move on. People are slowly giving up on love, since love has only brought them pain. They don't yet know that love is the only thing we can live for. Without it, why bother living life a lie? Love is always inside us but is hidden from those who don't wish to yet seek it.

Street Cars
i have been invited to a gangbang tonight and mmmm i am excited. it has been on my mind all day except for when i was cramping bad earlier so is there any advise anyone would give me to make this evening go well?

Narcissist
Here are some of my favorite mumms...by myself :p http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=241677 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=240315 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=239681 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=238756 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=238725 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=235317 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=234994 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=233271 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=233271 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=232084 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=232084 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=232039 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=231916 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=231632 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=192831 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=194446 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=195409 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=195916 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=189094 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=187361 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=187204 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=185580 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=184526 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=184469 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=183473

Hello Amazing People
Yeah you know who you are.. :P Thanks for making me smile..! I whine about the dick-heads I meet on here.. but for everyone one of them there are at least 5 of you awesome people out there who I love bunches! :D

In The Shower
It's early morning and your sitting at the table drinking coffee and reading the paper when I come in from the bedroom. I come walking over to you, and with out saying a word I take your hands slowly in mine entwining our fingers I kiss the palms of your hands sucking slowly each finger teasing and tasting, I gently pull you to you feet and kiss your collar bone as you rise pressing myself against you as you bend your head to kiss my lips I pull you along with me down the hallway towards the shower as we enter the bathroom I reach for your belt buckle and undo it so I can slide my hands in your waist line, your stomach curves inward with the chill of my cold hands on your warm flesh I slide my hands from your waist slowly up and across your chest feeling your nipples grow taut at the tease of my touch I slide your shirt up over your head taking one of your nipples into my mouth and flickering it with my tongue then pinching it with my teeth suckling it gently with my mouth, I slide my

Rainbows
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you. & share with you it's beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own. A place to find serenity A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea. But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me, I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair But let me be...what I know best, a friend that's always there. Good Morning Hun I hope you have a truly wonderful day. Huggies to you always, ~~Runing Water~~

Sierra-grace
Just got the phone call I have been waiting WEEKS for. ALL of her test results came back negative!! We are now waiting to take her up to the allergist in the hopes of finding out what actually is wrong!!! Thank you everyone for your thoughts and prayers!!!! I wish I could express my gratitude better!!! *hugs* I'm one overjoyed mama!!!

Who Likes You
Who Likes U?? lets find out who has the BALLS to say they like you, repost this Under " Who Likes You??? " to find out! or youll have bad luck for 7 days. Reply!!!!!!! with a number to the following options (yes you can pick more than one): 1-I want you now 2-eww never 3-I dont like you 4-I have a HUGE crush on you 5-I'm in love with you 6-I think im still in love with you and i shouldn't be... 7-I really want to talk to you and get to know you and hopefully something will happen... 8-I'm with someone else but for some reason i still have feelings for you 9- I want to marry you 10- I miss you 11- I want to makeout with you again 12- I want to makeout with you for the 1st time 13- I want a relationship with you 14- I want to hold your hand 15- i love you and would enjoy makin sweet love 2 u right now 16- I'm scared of liking you 17- I have a gf/bf but i like you... 18- I love you okay lets find out who likes you, repos

Phone Crush ??? Perhaps .. Lol
A Certain Someone's Phone has an Obsession on mine .. Everytime he calls .. and leaves a message . it goes not only to my voice mail but directly to my TEXT'ing also .. Im Convinced that his phone has somewhat of a crush on mine .. Richard keep your phone at a safe distance from mine . I dont want lil phones popping up all over the place ..

I Know I Am Not Here Really...
I know I am not suppose to be here but...I thought I had to add this last blog before I took my little break. So I have decided that I am going to get a new Tattoo. Right on my left ass cheek I am going to have a warning label printed. "Warning: Use of Craig may cause psychosis and turn otherwise normal women into complete Batshit Crazy Bitches from hell." And yes I am aware that Batshit should either be two words but it is my word so deal with it. After working for god knows how many hours my ex started to chain call the cell phone. I ignored it...all 35 times. Then finally I fall asleep and I have no idea how the hell this happened. I woke up talking to her on the cell. I let her bitch at me for awhile. Then hung up. Now a day later She managed to get into my Myspace account. I think I left my password saved on her computer LOL. She wrote this blog about how EVIL I am and such. It was pretty harsh. But for the most part the people that read just assumed that she w

What The F*ck
i sit only here whatever do i say you don't want me near just another day you want to be alone for i should know why sends chills to my bone all i want to do is cry soon we will be not two but one for the day is coming quick i don't want to be alone everytime we argue i feel sick how are we suppoe to make it you wanted this as much as me even for a lil bit our future i no longer see all we do is fight what happened to our love so true nothing i do is right all i feel is blue my life seems so cold i feel all alone together we will grow old where is it wrote in stone this i would like to know it would be a natural high why do i always feel so low is this our life written by bill pugh

Systematic Failure
Systematic failure, endless nightmares, We walk through broken dreams, broken lives, broken vows. So sour, to think, we almost had it. Destiny arises, amongst every corpse. picking its way thru the fields of lonliness.

Knocked Up
http://SeXiVixxEN.flixster.com I had heard quite a bit about this movie already,about how good it is.It is wayyy better than expected,Its absolutely hilarious!This well casted duo pulled off a great and believeable story.Definitely worth checking out!!!!!

Alone
Ok, I am sitting at home alone and pretty much about to go into a small panic attack. Nothing too big. I feel completely and totally alone, granted I have my 2 dogs in the room, and a cell phone and a computer in which to communicate to friends with. I already feel my heart racing, my palms sweaty, breathing not as normal. I don't know what brought this on exactly. Maybe it is the friend who never returns my calls and I fear I had done something wrong, and yet the feelings there may lead to heart hurt. WTH. Or maybe the fact that none of my friends are answering their phones or can only talk for a little bit. I know I can get over this it is just I hate being alone. But also tonight was suppose to be a relaxing night. Noone wants to talk to me. I sad. :( I want a boyfriend, I want someone to hold me and cuddle with me. To laugh at my stupid jokes. Play with my hair, watch movies with, go camping, watch drag racing. Damn it. I hate being single and yet I tell people I

Just When You Think You Know Your Children....
Got a call today from my 13 yr. old, seems she got a letter from Duke University. They have a program that searches for gifted and talented children all over America and they offer courses,workshops, and resources for them. They are offering to give her the ACT test because she scored so high on the TAKS test. Needless to say, I am MOST impressed with my daughter and how frikkin smart she is and her dedication to her education. The test won't be until after the Christmas holidays so I have plenty of time to prepare myself for having a teenager that is smarter than I am in the house. This is just too cool, I was smiling from ear to ear when she was reading the letter to me, I have big hopes for her as she gets older and starts to figure out what she wants to do with her life. She is an awesome kid, I just wish I could do more for her right now. I know one thing for sure, no matter WHAT it takes, she IS going to college. I don't care what she wants to study, as long as she lives up to he

Mouth Caberet
The delights of the flesh lead a confectioner into places she hadn't expected. I tie red liquorice shoelaces around her pink nipples. Her skin has a milky haze. I expect my hand to slip into the mist of her but she is solid, hot as steam. This is isn't the first time I've decorated a woman but it is the first time there'll be an audience. As if to prepare us both, the circus tent is lined with mirrors. My fingers tie the red laces a hundred times over - if I weren't the city's best confectioner, my hands would be trembling at the sight and at the feel of her, soft as fur. Charlie sits on a silk-draped table, her long legs around a chocolate fountain, rich cocoa heated to slick liquid pouring up and over in an eternal river. She'll hand the guests little silver picks and they'll choose a morsel from her flesh to pass through the flowing chocolate. By the time they arrive, they'll be high from the carnival and this work won't last, but then, it never does. If I were that precious

Whats Your Desire??
We Wanna Welcome You To the Newest & Sexiest Lounge On Fubar!! Have A Desire? Wanna Share Secrets? Then Come Play With N8 And Honey In ServerRoom.us (repost of original by 'Honey ♥YourFutureExWife♥' on '2007-09-20 18:32:23') (repost of original by 'N8 ~Club Desire~' on '2007-09-20 18:35:01')

My Birthday Wish!!!
I would love to be a Henchmen by September 27th.. That is exactly one week to do it. I still need 570k to level and I am wishing that all my friends help me get there. As always I will return all rates as quickly as I can. ♥ Kiffy ♥ Nykon`s Fubar Wife ♥@ fubar ♥Hugs and Kisses♥

Blah Blah Blah Blah Bullshit No Need To Read
Seriously what's the point anymore. Anyone I ever cared about hurt me. Any person I felt like I loved, hurt me. Why do I keep putting myself out there for the pain of rejection. I lived in a solitary world of myself for about a year. I was happy. No one was there to bother me, or poke at me, or anything along those lines. I move back out to Beckley. To get closer to school and what not. I start hanging out more with a friend and boom one moment she seems interested next nope. So I said fuck it nothing ventured nothing gained. Boom rejection. It's not like I'm the perfect guy. But still I get tossed around like a potato during a game of hot potato. I seriously think my hermit ways will be better for me. Yea I don't have people to go to, I deal with my anger and frustration alone. I'm not social. In fact very anti-social. Considerably, almost insane seeming, but I was happy. I was happy living in my own little world where no one could get to me. Hell they couldn't get to me because I wou

Love
It's funny how when you find that someone. They can make you feel more complete than you ever thought possible. Then when you lose them. You feel like you don't even exist. And when you are with them. You feel like you can conquer the world. But when you lose them. You feel like the world conquered you. It's funny how the only people searching for love. Are the ones who have never been burned by it. And the one's who run from it. Feel so empty Love is almost, if not harder than death if you lose it. You wake up everyday with a part of you that is missing. Your everyday routine is a reminder of what you had. And the missing everyday routine that is gone because it went with them. Is also a reminder. It hurts when you walk past a place that is a special memory with them. It hurts when you smell a fragrance they use to ware. You close your eyes and for a moment you feel at peace again. Until your heart sends a message to you that it was just a reminder. Nothing more.

Snacks.
So, if you know me, which most of you don't that well, you'll know that I can't cook. I'm addicted to the microwave as much as I am sex. Most of my meals take anywhere from 5 minutes to 15 minutes to make - unless it just sits there in the oven. Well ever since we moved to North Bay, my husband has gotten on shift work - (4) 12 hour days and 4 days off, two days and two nights. He only works with 5 different men, so I decided to bake him some brownies to bring in. They loved the brownies and asked that I make cookies. So I made some chocolate chip cookies and I'm going to make some cupcakes next week for him, too. So, any other suggestions on what I can make that doesn't involve a whole lot of effort on my part? I don't mind making stuff, but things that take hours, well ... my patience is limited.

Dating
I have decided that I am going to sit out of the dating scene for awhile. Its not whats it cracked up to be. I know I have only been single since November, except for my last fling that lasted 3 months. I am just going to hang out with friends and family. I have met alot of nice people on this site and they know who they are. But I am going to try this for awhile and maybe something will come along in the future for me, hopefully near future. Someone that I can be with and they can be with me. I dont want that person to change and I dont want them to want me to change. I think that is my problem. I change into something they want me to be, someone i dont like. I like being be me, out going and some of my friends may even say that I am loud at times. and I like to party too. I will keep people posted on how the single life goes for awhile. talk to ya'll leter

Two Of Us In Lust
Two of us in lust I must admit it was exciting . Meeting a stranger, with the intentions of lust. Maybe because it was so taboo, so wickedly inviting. Few words were needed, after all we were there to fuck. I saw it in your eyes the moment you answered the door. The hunger, the need. Watching you closely as I slowly crossed the floor. Immediately you kissed me. That was a nice way to meet baby. Your lips were soft and warm. What surprised me though was that you were such a lady. Looking back now though, I see that was just the calm before the storm. God your eyes are beautiful lover. I found myself lost in them spell bound, froze. There was something there though I have noticed in few others. I wicked side that you keep hidden guarded close. God we had barely begun to get to know each other. You began showing me the house ending in the bedroom. Both of us said Fuck it and grabbed on to one another. Embraced within a kiss, It was on between me and you! W

My Married Little Friend
My married little friend Seeing you the other night was like a breath of fresh air. You welcomed me into your home, walked me into your bedroom. It was nice the way we just laid there and talked for a while. Me stroking your hair you rubbing my chest. It gave me a chance to learn a little more about you. That’s important you know? It brings to light just how beautiful you really are. Thank you btw for letting me in. I could see in your eyes you were looking to be dominated. It was like a hunger spilling from your lips. Yes lover I did notice. I just wasn’t in the mood to be too forceful. So I compromised and told you to let your hair down. I like it when you wear your hair down. It sets off your eyes. It excited me seeing you waiting, wanting for what was to come next. So I made you wait a bit. That’s when we talked about him. How he was ok with my being there. Your his wife yes but only on the weekends. How you need a tiger like me to make your body come to life. That’s fine weekda

Still Buggin The Fuck Out Of Me
http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=189414# goldilocks: keep your unamerican ass off of mine and stay out of my mumms while you are at at >goldilocks: fuck off goldilocks: think i will help you with that

Lack Of Social Interaction.
I've notice a few signs on here that says "Sex is like air, you don't think it's important until you don't get any". Same goes with social interaction. I have little to no social interaction within the area I've live in because of how people are. I met two people on here that live within my area I would like to get to know better but one is always busy and the other... Well... Would be consider a fake friend because she seems like she wants nothing to do with me expect for points. I hate going to a huge church two days a week where I can't be myself just so I can have some kind of social interaction so I can keep sane but thats not enough! I so bad want to give up life ahead of time because it seems like I'm gonna die a lonely hermit, with no loving wife and kids but I refuse to give up and put up with this misery and pain of loneliness! Might as well rollover and die like the lonely hermit I am right now seeing thats what I've been for the past 5 years and no matter how hard I

Help A Friend Out
HI ALL MY FRIENDS AND NEWBIES I NEED UR HELP AND UR FRIENDS HELP IN TRYING TO LEVEL UP I STILL HAVE ALONG WAYS TO GO AND I WOULD LOVE IT IF U AND UR FRIENDS AND ANYONE ELSE OUT THERE COULD COME TO MY PAGE AND TAKE TIME TO RATE MY PICS AND MY STASH AND ADD ME AS A FRIEND AND FAN IF IM NOT ALREADY I AM ALWAYS WILLIN TO HELP MY FRIENDS AND THEIRS FRIENDS WHEN THEY NEED IT AND NOW ALL I WANT IS SOME HELP IN LEVELING I KNOW IT MAYBE TO MUCH TO ASK BUT I NEED HELP AND I DONT WANT TO SOUND LIKE I BEGGIN ANYONE CAUSE IM NOT SO IF U AND UR FRIENDS AND THEIR FRIENDS AND MINE AND ANYONE WHO WANTS TO HELP I WOULD APPRECIATE IT AND THANKS FOR TAKING TIME OUT TO READ THIS AND IF U CAN HELP ME BY RATIN MY STUFF AND HAVIN UR FRIENDS DO IT TOO THANKS BOOBOOKITTY07

Even More To Love...
so this is a continuation of yesterday....i made the mistake of actually talking to a friend on aim thus making it impossible for me to be invisible..retarded ass aim... anyways, you-know-who IMs me again and b4 i even open the IMs (it gets caught in the IM catcher) i click the "report as spam" button lol...aim's new way of blocking and warning people... then i opened the IM and here's what it said... Shinjuku05 (12:05:09 AM): 'ello Shinjuku05 (12:05:15 AM): just to let you know last night wasn't personal LMAO...like i would believe that...when are people going to grow up?

Needs Mad Bombers In Giveaway Contest.
HI BOMBERS/MY GREAT FAMILY. I AM IN NEED OF HELP in a contest, I DO NEED MAD BOMBERS EVERYDAY AL DAY UNTIL THE COMMENTS HIT WHOEVR HITS THE 65 THOUSAND FIRST WINS PLACE. WHEN I GET THE LINK FROM MSDALLAS IN HERE GIVEAWAY. I NEED 70,000 COMMENTS TO WIN! SO PLEASE, PLEASE BOMBERS HELP ME WIN THIS CONTEST THANK YOU. YOU MUST WORK YOUR ASS OFF HARD AND BOMB ME HARD IN THIS CONTEST TO WIN. I NEED MAD BOMBERS EVERY DAY SO PLEASE HELP ME, I WILL HAVE THE LINK THANK YOU. LOVE YOU ALL. ITS A 7 DAY CONTEST. MSDALLAS WILL KEEP TRACK OF THE COMMENTS SO PLEASE HELP ME OUT, THANK YOU FOR UR UNDERSTANDING. I WILL POST THE LINK ONCE I GET IT FROM MSDALLAS. THANKS EVERYONE. I GOT THE LINK, will let anyone in it know by tommorrow, so do your damnest good job to help bomb the hell out of me so I can win the giveaway PRETTY PLEASE! HERE IS THE LINK IM IN A GIVE AWAY IM IN... http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=630153&albumid=582231&i=2402864241 HAVE A GREAT DAY. ALSO ANOTHER NOTE: HAPPY HOUR BUT I MUST

For The Dickheads That Make Girls Cry!
I'm sorry..I'm sorry..if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs.I'm sorry..if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry..that i dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'm sorry..if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry..If i don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry..if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like meI'm sorry..if my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry..if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.I'm sorry..That i try my best to make you like me, then get hurt.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

A Rose (poem)
my blue rose- let us come together in a flower dance- real soon. My leaves want to touch yours- in a magical dance My rose with a sweet soothing fragrance I love you, my darling rose Let me water your flower like a gardener of love Keep you safe in my arms of leaves... protect you from harm Together as one... drinking the same water, standing in the same soil... we carry each other through rain and storm I lean on my golden flower, in chilly days A blue rose… so wonderful in all thinkable ways Let my lips of fire kiss you- my beautiful rose... not to burn... but to come alive I will walk beside you in no fear Close to you... sucking in the air from your breathing lunges The air from my lover’s body I will lay my head down- on your chest My ear to hear your heart beating out of love As I fall asleep in the still of the night I feel a sensation- I have never felt before Pure love

Eyes (poem)
...look at me and i want to say in your eyes I find my way they guide me along the narrow path of life glittering in a deep thinking mood in your pupils I find peace- harmony for a starving soul your eyes- the only true mirror they hold the image of me sharp vision- yet with tender love, glowing they search to reach deep inside once there- never to look away, ever again four eyes melting together you are the golden sun- high above I am the raindrops falling down on Earth synchronized- creating the most beautiful rainbow

How Freaky Are U In Bed- I Got 60
HOW FREAKY ARE YOU IN BED? GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-

There Is Tuna In My Shout Box!
I had an accidental click. I fucking hate firefox with a livid passion. It took me too a page of a cunt that attempted to bash me in a MuMM. It failed. And I raped her for it. ->crazy4boys: who started talking to who cunt muffin? now please do the world a favor and slit your own throat : ) have a nice day crazy4boys: bitch please get a life ->crazy4boys: i know id kill myself if i had to fuck you : ) crazy4boys: you know nothing you dont even know who he is ->crazy4boys: obviously there is if youre turning it out to women while he fucks around on you crazy4boys: there is no problem here ->crazy4boys: if you could please him there wouldnt be a problem : ) crazy4boys: oh I have plenty I am very happy in my marriage ->crazy4boys: god knows i "smeel" myself all the time. now please close your dyke ass legs. i think your husband brought herpes home to you crazy4boys: you must be smeeling your self ->crazy4boys: im sorry if no one wants to fuck you. get a little platic surgery

Sparkpeople.com - Feta & Spinach Scramble!
Feta & Spinach Scramble Fish/Vegetarian Breakfast Submitted by HOPEIGETIT2 Fast easy & Delicious! Oh, and low cal!!! Perfect to get your morning started. Ingredients 3 egg whites 1 large handful of baby spinach leaves 1 1 Italian tomato, chopped (any tomato) 1/4 c. chopped onion 1/4 c crumbled feta cheese salt & pepper to taste Directions Chop onion & tomato Spray pan with oil Put on med heat Start with onions cook till desired Add 3 egg whites Tomato, spinach cook to desired consistancy Just before you are ready to take off heat ,take 1/2 of feta cheese and throw in pan and melt. Slide out onto a plate garnish with the oher 1/2 of crumbled feta cheese on top salt & pepper to taste. Number of Servings: 1 Recipe submitted by SparkPeople user HOPEIGETIT2. Number of Servings: 1

Water Conservation
Here in Iraq, water doesn't exactly grow on trees. They ship it in from elsewhere. There is a limited amount of water for showers. To conserve, we are supposed to get in, get wet, turn off the water, use the soap, and then rinse off. Not too hard to understand. The problem is there are assholes who go in and take a 30 minute shower. If you are not one of the first people in when the fill it back with water in the morning, you will be taking a shower with water bottles instead. Maybe I should start calling this blog Rants by LT Ed. I'll try to be more positive from now on. Hey, I can actually get online and post this stuff!

Nsfw Rant
Ya know, I thought I had made this clear like a gazillion times before, but obviously I have not, so I'm gonna give it one more shot before I wipe out my entire list except for about 10 people. DO NOT LIE TO ME!!! I don't give a rat's ass if this is just the internet, everybody still deserves the truth no matter where in life your paths cross. I am here, on Fubar, and all other areas of the internet to meet friends....not some damned Romeo. So, stop trying to be a Romeo when you can't even be honest about what time of the day it is. I can NOT stand to be lied to. Good shit, that will piss me off faster than almost anything and I have said that numerous times on here. It's plain and simple....I am a big girl, so I have my big girl panties on. If you don't want to talk to me at a certain time, FFS, just say so. I can handle it. I am not going to have to be put in a nut house or have a nervous breakdown. Don't make up some bullshit lie about the sun was falling and you had to hol

Soon To Join Us At Fubar Dave Lambert
GIVE A BIG WELCOME TO THE AWESOME DAVE LAMBERT YOU WILL FIND HIM IN MY FANS OF WHEN HE GETS HERE AND HE IS FEATURED ON MY ROUND UP SHOW TODAY SO PLEASE TUNE IN 2 EST ON DIXIE RADIO INDY BIO "David writes from the heart and gut of life, telling the story without a sugar coat, and, would rather re-write the song 15 times to get it right than just crank out quantity." He's from the small upstate Spartanburg town of Pacolet, South Carolina, the son of a high school principal and coach, and, a secretary for both the local rock quarry and the church. His eldest of two sisters got a cheap acoustic guitar for Christmas one year and all it did was make him want to learn to play that thing as he called it at about age 4 or 5. David always had plenty of music around him while growing up in what started out as a two room house built by his great grandfather, Captain Turner, the real Railroad Man, section boss for the then Southern Railroad, in one of his songs. His fiddle is still around a

High
My hand in your fingers As if to say… Whisper me your secrets Tell to me your lies Don’t you know the beauty When gazing off a balcony. Fall with me Just won’t you Just fall... Like we’re floating! Can you pretend that? Don’t you know that we’re high? We’re falling from this sky Ain’t it heaven, baby Just to… Just fly with me Just won’t you Just fly! Like we’re angels! Don’t you believe in angels?

Strategies For Building Self-esteem!
Strategies For Building Self-Esteem! Crises of self-esteem are a part of the human experience. When you feel troubled by low self-esteem, review the suggestions below and choose those that are relevant to your situation and work on them. Be patient with yourself: change takes time and steadfast work. 1. Free yourself from "shoulds". Live your life on the basis of what is possible for you and what feels right to you instead of what you or others think you "should" do. "Shoulds" distract us from identifying and fulfilling our own needs, abilities, interests and personal goals. Find out what you want and what you are good at, value those, and take actions designed to fulfill your potential. 2. Respect your own needs. Recognize and take care of your own needs and wants first. Identify what really fulfills you — not just immediate gratifications. Respecting your deeper needs will increase your sense of worth and well-being. 3. Set achievable goals. Establish goals on the basis

So......
I guess as you get older you change. i agree some of us need to change. We grow and we get wiser or so we think. We make mistakes, we fix mistakes and then there are those mistakes that you put to the back of your mind not to necessarily ignore but to kinda avoid. Life can be difficult sometimes but it can be fun to. It is so easy for me to tell someone take a chance, but not as easy for me to follow the same advice. I have a deep fear of meeting new people some of which for good reason. I have always stuck to the people I know. I look at most of my friends and realize that almost all of them i have known my whole life. There are those few that I met through someone else. Meeting someone through another friend is different cause they already know them so they know what i should expect for the most part. I guess my goal for the next few months is to get brave and just do it. You never know til you try RIGHT? HELLO RIGHT?

Less Than 4800 To Go
Thank to all of my friends who have helped me in my contest!!!!! At this point I have less than 4800 comments to go. If anyone would care to join me there, I am headed there right now to make one final push to git-er-done! Thanks again!

Embarrassing Moment
You know I was just thinking back on some of my old performances yesterday...soooo...I decided to pull out some of my old videos. If you are a performer and you do a lot of performing you tend to tape what you do so that you can go back and critique yourself later. You know, work on things that just arent perfected. Anyhow, I pulled out an old tape from 2005. I couldnt believe my eyes..."where the hell has this tape been the whole time." Well, what was on it...happened to be one of my most embarrassing moments ever caught on tape. LOL there was a reason that video was stashed at the very bottom of the pile. In short....this is what happened... I was asked to perform at a festival that is held in Spokane, Wa. every year. It was held in September, which means its probably going to be pretty warm. I decided to perform one of my signature dances which, balancing a sword on my head while I dance. Due to the weather and the fact that it was so hot...the people in charge of sett

Are U Interested?
I'm interested in going outside my comfort zone and date outside my race. I've been thinking about it for awhile and now I want to find the right guy. Someone between the ages of 22-32, into black bbws, fun to be around, down to earth, great sense of humor. I would prefer someone in the Charlotte, NC area. So if your interested let me know.

Im Tired
im so fing tired of my job, of my life, of my house, of ppl, of my friends saying they will be there and then when i need them they aren't, im tired of loving a woman and not being able to be with her, im tired of not having my own car, im tired of being sick, and people talking shit, im tired of trying to help ppl and not being appreciated for it, im tired of my emotions and feelings,im tired of being spyed on and not trusted,im tired of being broke all the time, and having bills i can't pay, im tired of being blamed for ish i havent done, and im tired of other people trying to control my life,im tired of people telling me what i should and should not do, im tired of ppl trying to control my life,im tired of everything and everyone, im tired of feeling like im being walked on and im tired of feeling anything at all

Still At The Library
still accessing from the library...never thought doing a good did would come back to bite me in the ass like this....almost caught up on past due bills the soon to be old room mate threw away...yeah she threw them away...just wait till i have time to tell you everything....you will probably wonder why i havent put a bullet in her head by now lmao....miss ya

Hahahhahahahahhahha
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Love
Love Taken by your beauty I stand in awe. The way your hair drapes down your naked back. Looking over you I can not find one single flaw. Everything is perfect even the birth mark that you have. I ponder why on Earth you would have chosen me? You could have any man you want yet here you are. Looking in the mirror beholding what I see. The only thing it could be is that I must have touched your heart. Now here we are. Together for the first time to embrace our passions thirst. Nervously I try to figure out just where to start. Suddenly you turn to me, making your move first. Kissing me you taste like candy melting in my mouth. Your soft breasts against my chest send chills from head to toe. I’m frozen as you begin kissing your way down. Hardening and shaking starts the lower that you go. Holding back your hair. I watch you just amazed. Oh my God that feels so good sliding in your mouth. The feel of you sucking me takes my breath away. Ecstasy Is what you’ve

Tender Love
How can I make you feel this way? Give you this feeling night and day, make you know you're loved by me, baby just tell me so I can see. What it takes to make you whimper show me what makes you want to whisper about how much you like when I touch there, while I still keep a hand stroking your hair. Let me know what makes your head toss back, and then I'll know where to put a gentle attack. It's not for me as much for us but just for you, so baby take the time, tell me what to do. I won't strike your body or break your skin, and I won't leak the blood flowing within. You know how I love to make you whine and I'll not stop, I'll just make you mine. And all the same you make me yours we do this together behind closed doors. I know you hear me say it's not real, but that's because I love how it feels to have your body right up against my own, where I can keep a hold on what you hone. Now you know I'm not some brutal heart breaker, I'm just your husband and tender lov

She !
every day she is on my mind . yet she is still without me, and worrys . my thoughts and dreams are with her always. i pray for her everyday. she knows i love her, but there is always something between us. her voice calms my nerves and her eyes melt my heart. tears come to my eyes and a smile comes to my face, when she is on my mind! YET! SHE STILL HAS DOUBTS ! why? SHE IS MY EVERYTHING!

To All The White Levelers
Im sorry i haven't been on my computer internet was down but i am back. I want all of the levelers to say hi to this blog i want to make a new pic folders with all the levelers in it. I would appreciated it thank you.

Doctors .. Blah
Got my ass to the doctors this am .. as a follow up from the hospital last weekend .. ( Asthma and migraines ) I went today figuring id be in and out of there in no time perhaps a breathing treatment or a good kick in the ass .. But it turned into a whole damn exam ..Turns out yes i do have that damn flu thats going around , they are finding that anyone that has any history of lung issues when they get this it is attacking their breathing .. well anything to do with the lungs .. I was put on a new Huffer .. more damn Prednizone ( yeah im sure i misspelled it ) and some high dose antibiotics ... along with that i asked her while i was there to look at something thats been an irritation for a while now but .. I hate going in there unless its urgent .. and well now ive got an appointment with a surgeon the end of october ... to have that damn lump removed .. im sure all will be ok but please .. keep your fingers crossed and prayers on stand by for me .. im not one to freak but .. i just

For The Ladies... Or Shy Guys, Lol
Hey guys, i've gotten quite a few comments on my pic If anyone wants one made up just send me the pic (or a link to it) that you want used and i'll make one up for you ;) make it obvious! they're locked for a reason! ;) Love, Sin

Accelerate Brain Cancer Cure (abc2)
http://www.abc2.org/news_04022003.shtml ABC2, Prostate Cancer Foundation and Ingenuity Systems Kick Off Program to Identify Novel Uses for Existing Cancer Drugs Focus on Intelligently Targeting Highly Active Pathways in Brain and Prostate Cancer Mountain View, California, April 2, 2003 - ABC2, Prostate Cancer Foundation and Ingenuity Systems announced today a partnership that will test existing chemotherapeutic agents against recently discovered gene defects associated with prostate and brain cancer pathways. Leading researchers from Cedars-Sinai Medical Center, University of Michigan, University of California, San Francisco, and University of California, Los Angeles will participate in the program. "Through a better understanding of how cancer pathways interact, we expect to be able to take existing drugs and in a fraction of the time compared to novel compounds, be able to demonstrate new ways to enhance patient care," stated Dr. David Agus of Cedars-Sinai Medical Cen

Sex
when you date do the men or women you are dating think its easy to get you into bed the same night. I myself have tryed the same in year before i relized that women also want the same so sometimes i just wait for them to make their move then i just follow their lead.

Have You?
have you ever wanted someone? So that you weren't alone. Who would be with you. Someone to hold, who would give you a warm feeling inside, who would hold you back. Someone to cuddle with when you're alone. Who keeps you close in times of sorrow. Someone with whom you lose yourself, that when you found yourself again, You just want to get lost again Someone where heaven is but a kiss away Someone to lay your head on when tired. Who'd run her fingers through your hair so you feel calm. Some one to play with when you're bored. I have. I still do. I still want someone, so that I'm not alone. Someone to be with. Someone..... to love.

The History Of The Middle Finger
The Yew Tree The History of the Middle Finger Well, now......here's something I never knew before, and now that I know it, I feel compelled to send it on to my more intelligent friends in the hope that they, too, will feel edified. Isn't history more fun when you know something about it? Before the Battle of Agincourt in 1415, the French, anticipating victory over the English, proposed to cut off the middle finger of all captured English soldiers. Without the middle finger it would be impossible to draw the renowned English longbow and therefore they would be incapable of fighting in the future. This famous English longbow was made of the native English Yew tree, and the act of drawing the longbow was known as "plucking the yew" (or "pluck yew"). Much to the bewilderment of the French, the English won a major upset and began in mocking the French by waving their middle fingers at the defeated French, saying, See, we can still pluck yew! Since 'pluck yew' is ra

Why Should The Wedding Ring Be Worn On The Fourth Finger?
Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger? There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese..... Thumb represents your Parents Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings Middle finger represents your-Self Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner & the Last (Little) finger represents your children Firstly, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip (As shown in the figure below): Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents)..., they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong, and have to leave you sooner or later. Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)... they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate

Time Will Tell
Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; happiness, sadness, knowledge, and all the others, including love. One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island paradise until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help. Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, " I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you anywhere." Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." "I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat." Next, Love saw

Day And Night
Anymore my days are extremely long, but my nights are even longer. My headaches hurt constantly and sometimes it's just too much to bare. Kids yelling and fighting. Stresses of life.....but then again.....God is beside me and thinks will get better. It's always hard when you are used to someone being there and then all of the sudden they are gone. I will overcome and I know this. Always have in the past and always will in the future. My goal is to get back on track and do the best I can for my children...man or no man (which will more than likely remain the latter) and for myself. And if I can help anyone whom has to go through these similar things, then I will do so. I'm a good friend. Well, my older two are supposed to go to their dad's tonight so will be lonesome. Guess I'll be in bed early.lol. Good evening to you all and may God bless anyone who reads these.

Parrot
So there's this man with a parrot. And his parrot swears like a sailor, I mean he's a pistol. He can swear for five minutes straight without repeating himself. The trouble is that the guy who owns the parrot is a quiet, conservative type, and this bird's foul mouth is driving him crazy. One day, it gets to be too much, so the guy grabs the bird by the throat, shakes him really hard, and yells, "QUIT IT!" But this just makes the bird mad and he swears more than ever. Then the guy gets mad and says, "That's it. I'll get you." and locks the bird in a kitchen cabinet. This really aggravates the bird and he claws and scratches, and when the guy finally lets him out, the bird cuts loose with a stream of invective that would make a veteran sailor blush. At that point, the guy is so mad that he throws the bird into the freezer. For the first few seconds, there is a terrible din. The bird kicks and claws and thrashes. Then it suddenly goes very quiet. At first the guy just waits, but the

Divorce Letter
Dear Wife: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you for good. I've been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had gotten a new hair cut, cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers You came home and ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore, you don't want sex anymore or anything. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore, whatever the case is, I'm gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear Ex-Husband: Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true that you and I have been married for seven years, a

Koro
Right now there is a man that is on this site that I cant stand I am so wishing this on him lol Yes I know i am evil. I hope it falls off hahah~ Anyone want some penis panic? koro (shook yang) Koro is a psychological disorder characterized by delusions of penis shrinkage and retraction into the body, accompanied by panic and fear of dying. This delusion is rooted in Chinese metaphysics and cultural practices. The disorder is associated with the belief that unhealthy or abnormal sexual acts (such as sex with prostitutes, masturbation, or even nocturnal emissions) disturb the yin/yang equilibrium which allegedly exists when a husband has sex with his wife, i.e., during "normal intercourse." This disturbance of metaphysical harmony (loss of yang) manifests itself in penis shrinkage. Yang is the vital essence of the male and when inappropriately expelled, it is believed, the result is a potentially fatal dose of koro. Koro is also thought to be transmitted through food. In 1967, there

Niiiice
You scored as Blind Folds, Your turn on is the blindfold. When you can't see, that makes your other senses more aware... including your sense of touch. So who wouldn't enjoy being blindfolded???? Sex isn't sex without enhancing your sense of touch.Biting100% Blind Folds100% Bondage92% Whips92% Chains/Handcuffs33% Blood0% What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com REL

If You Pray...
then please keep my two friends in your thoughts for a while. they just lost their 2-year old son wednesday night. i cannot imagine how this feels; i hope i never know. please remember them; they need all the help they can get right now.

Ass
read from bottom up ЯJEE...: lmfao hahahahahahahaha ->ЯJEE...: haha..omggg i just fuckin freaked...rob brought a really hot girl home then left with her......and he wouldnt answer his cell..then i found out it was his cousin meghan FUCK YOU RJ FOR THINKIN THATS FUNNY *BITCH SLAP* HAHAHA

Will I Ever?
Will I ever see you again? You were just a shadow in the corner a dust caught in the wind I never knew you and I never will, if I never see you again. Please explain to me how this happened again Nothing happened, nothing will happen All you did was catch my eye brush my hand smile That smile kept me there till I could stay no longer and now I'm asking you Will I ever see you again? All you were was a person in the crowd A flower in a field Yet you caught my attention and now I'm asking myself Will I ever see you again?

You Didnt
You didn't lean in for a kiss you didn't even talk you simply took me by the hand and we went for a walk holding hands, we walked in silence, breathing in the air we weren't doing anything but hell, i didn't care we stopped when we came to a field, laid down upon the grass oh god, please ill do anything, don't let this moment pass we shared a look that needs no words right then, i think, i knew from then until forever ill be in love with you.

Did You Ever ???
Did you ever want to reach around and punch someones lights out ?? just fawkin Deck them .. see then have some actual pain for just a lil while that You inflicted ??? Oooo .. How sweet would that be about now . i wanna shove a damn sock in his drunken mouth and just whollip him Lawd give me the strength to not beat him to a pulp .. just one nite .. one hit .. one minute of satisfaction .. Ooooo how wonderful that would be .. but i know if i let loose id beat the snot outta him and wouldnt be able to stop ... * EVIL laugh* Oh in a perfect world ..

Taking Charge
TAKING CHARGE Last night was such a thrill. Tying up your hands. With power I began to fill. As up and down you my eyes ran. Completely open to this adventure. So excited with my little game. You laid and silently surrendered. While with your body I began to play. Gnawing at your tummy. I heard you laugh as it began to tickle. Stopping then abruptly, To run my tongue around your nipple. While holding your hands over your head. I climbed over you and found. Pleasure rubbing it up and down your open spread. Slipping gently around and around. Stimulating your tender clit. Until I heard that faint orgasm sound . Then slowly I slipped it in. Moaning with the joy I had found. With your hands bound by my T-shirt. You gladly let me work you deep. Then you tightened your legs and squirmed. As you began to saturate the sheets. Begging me to give it to you. You feel me growing to release my load. Speeding up because I want it to. Then deep inside of you,

Shit Happenz
>The Most Functional English Word>HOPE THIS MAKES YOU SMILE>>THE MOST >FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD>>Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit!>Shit may >just be the most functional word in the English language.>>Consider:>You >can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains.>>With a >little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your >shit, >or be asked to shit or get off the pot.>>You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell >shit, lose shit, find shit, forget>shit, and tell others to eat shit.>>Some >people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between > >shit and shineola.>>There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. >?There is bull shit, >horse shit, and chicken shit.>>You can throw shit, >sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when >the shit hits the >fan.>> You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle.>>You can find >yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit.>>Some days

What I Get I Guess...
Well daggone...I have a glass of wine and 6 Buttery Nipples...ummm....that's a shot for those of you who just dropped your jaw thinking I was more than a freak of nature. :P But the point of this blog is I just posted some new pics and before I could go through and remark all of my photos and album, I had a private message pop up that said it was from shop@fubar.com..wonder who that could be????? 8-P To whomever, whether friend or not, marked my photo NSFW for me...why thank you for looking out for me and the rest of the ADULTS on this site but I was well aware that my "boob" pic or buttery nipples, whatever you would like to call them at this point (maybe I should have just one more shot...lmao) were NSFW and was well on my way but the SECOND I hit send, I had that message. Kind of made me feel as low as I've been all night. Was only trying to feel better by doing something different...haven't been naughty in a while but felt the need. It's over. Thank you for your attention! xo

Dial Up
Hey Y'all I just wanted to let everyone know that I have internet at home now but unfortunately, its dial up sigh. Fubar doesnt seem to like dial up. So if you say hi to me and I dont respond right away, dont hate me lol I always get it the next time I try and sign on. I hope 'all remember who I am sheesh lol huggles and stuff Bren TrollDoll

Send Saturday Love Please
HI MY FRIENDS YES I AM HERE TO BUG YOU AGAIN. LOL I AM STILL WORKING ON EARNING THAT HAPPY HOUR. WE'VE BEEN DOING GOOD BUT NOT GOOD ENOUGH. I REALLY NEED ALL OF YOU. PLEASE CLICK ON THIS PICTURE...ADD/FAN/AND RATE MY DEAR FRIEND SEXYGIRLBLONDE....THEN RATE AND COMMENT MY PICTURE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN. ALL LOVE IS REPAID (AS YOU KNOW). CAN YOU THINK OF A BETTER WAY TO SPEND A SATURDAY? LOL DO NOT ANSWER THAT. THANK YOU ALL MUCH LOVE AND WISHES FOR A BLESSED DAY PEE-JAY

Because You Cant Get Off
I want to fly away. Just drift aimlessly to no where or is it everywhere. Feel the wind on my face instead of these tears. Life always seems to get harder, more complicated as the days go by. I thought growin up gets you the right to freedom. But it feels like it gives you the right to NOTHING. my head is pounding , my vision is blurry, my skin is hot , my mind is stuck on auto and i go thru day by day. I wonder if I will ever get off this roller coaster ride. Its not really hell but close to it. I want to vomit. But i know that wont fix anything. I wish I had a spine, yes a back bone. then maybe I wouldnt let so many people walk on me or is it my to big and kind heart that I trust with to many. I feel trapped inside this woman. I dont even know who she is anymore. Why wont she let me out . what is she afraid of ? maybe its just a broken heart that will never heal, maybe she doesnt want it to heal maybe she doenst want to leave this place because she knows happiness can never stay. you

Mental People
I came to realize a lot of people of the female sex are mental. And super doper judgmental. I did not say all..so do not be an ass wipe and report this like my mumm cause I am stating my opinion. And it is just the internet who cares what I say none of you know me anyways. Some women are similiar to a pack fo wolves fighting over a carcass to consume. It gets old having people look at me and label me or judge me. That is a bit childish. If ya get to know me I could be a really loyal and amazing friend. Kills me how people will look at me and claim I am "goth" or whatever they want to label me as. They also get protective if you are friends with someone they like. That is annoying. Once people start doing that shit I just ignore them and not really their friends anymore. Life is too short to infer with mental patients. It just kills me how you can be friends with someone and once you figure out their motives for being your friend you just want to knock their fucking teeth out, all becau

Good Saturday Morning, Everyone!
Good morning/good afternoon, one and all! I am up and ready for work! Yep, I have a client to treat this morning at 10 a.m. Just the one, but this treatment takes 2 hours!! Then I'll be home again. I have a past life companion and dear friend who is going through a difficult time. I am trying to keep this a little confidential for his sake, so I will not be mentioning names, etc. He has a form of blood/bone cancer - multiple myeloma - that he is fighting tooth and nail. He needed surgery yesterday. He could use all the positive energy, healing energy, prayer, whatever positive vibes you can send right now! I have been sending energy to him many times a day for weeks now, helping as best I can - and he says it does help! But he could use as much as he can get for the next week or so. Anyone willing to help out, I will be most grateful, and so will he. He is a very dear man! As an update, he came through surgery well, but has another procedure to endure before his treatments start

Moving To Indy
Im just letting everyone know that im not going to be on here much till i get moved...Im moving back to Indiana so I have a whole house to pack and move but ill be on here time to time checking in talk to yall soon.....Love yalls....you all are great

Stalker Beware
I made a huge mistake w/ a judge of character his log in name is s.fla.paulmen... he threatened my life. Don't assume or be naive like me and think just because people are nice to you on here that they are normal and not psycho... very scary and always have your guard up. He also goes by phantom!

Twins
A man stumbles up to the only other patron in a bar and asks if he could buy him a drink. "Why of course," comes the reply. The first man then asks: "Where are you from?" "I'm from Ireland," replies the second man. The first man responds: "You don't say, I'm from Ireland too! Let's have another round to Ireland." "Of Course," replies the second man. Curious, the first man then asks: "Where in Ireland are you from?" "Dublin," comes the reply. "I can't believe it," says the first man. "I'm from Dublin too! Let's have another drink to Dublin." "Of course," replies the second man. Curiosity again strikes and the first man asks: "What school did you go to?" "Saint Mary's," replies the second man. "I graduated in '65." "This is unbelievable!," the first man says. "I went to Saint Mary's and I graduated in '65, too!" About that time in comes one of the regulars and sits down at the bar. "What's been going on?," he asks the bartender. "Nothing much," replies the ba

Texan In Ireland
A Texan walks into a pub in Ireland and clears his voice to the crowd of drinkers. He says, "I hear you Irish are a bunch of hard drinkers. I'll give $500 American dollars to anybody in here who can drink 10 pints of Guinness back-to-back." The room is quiet, and no one takes up the Texan's offer. One man even leaves. Thirty minutes later the same gentleman who left shows back up and taps the Texan on the shoulder. "Is your bet still good?" asks the Irishman. The Texan says yes and asks the bartender to line up 10 pints of Guinness. Immediately the Irishman tears into all 10 of the pint glasses, drinking them all back-to-back. The other pub patrons cheer as the Texan sits in amazement. The Texan gives the Irishman the $500 and says, "If ya don't mind me askin', where did you go for that 30 minutes you were gone?" The Irishman replies, "Oh... I had to go to the pub down the street to see if I could do it first."

You Need To Know
I WANTED TO LET ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY KNOW DUE TO REASONS ID RATHER NOT GO INTO AT THE MOMENT THERE IS NO LONGER ANGEL & PEACEFUL THE FU MARRIAGE WAS ENDED LAST NIGHT THANK YOU ALL FOR SUPPORTING US DURING THE MARRIAGE AND THANK YOU MOMMA FOR HELPING US MEET

I Won!!!!!!
I won!!! Thank you all for helping you all rock!!!!! I can't name all who helped me win, but I know who you all are and you are all great!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you all for taking the time out to help me!!!!!!! I ♥ you all!!!

"a Reason A Season And A Lifetime"© By Brain A. "drew" Chalker.
People always come into you life for a reason, a season and a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, or to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or even spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend to you, and they are. They are there for a reason, you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die, Sometimes they just walk away. Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on. When people come into your life for a SEASON, it is because

Ok....here It Is
Just to let everyone know, I have stepped down as head DJ for Magnum Radio-I did it because of a few things-but mainly I did it for my dad-he has gotten himself into a financial bind and now i have to work full time-he has been upset with me because I spend way too much time on here-and I've always said that family comes FIRST-no matter what-I have been dealing with alot of BS at home for awhile-which has been hard on me emotionally-ya'll are my friends and I didnt want to piss anyone off or hurt anyone-cause I would never EVER intentionally do that-and the fact of the matter is, I don't know if im going to keep my net (for the time being) because all that its doing is causing problems-ive been upset over my decision to leave Magnum-Ive agonized over it for a while now-but it had to be done-and now to address the other issue-yes, I dj at another lounge-I was made Head DJ there-but I don't know how long I will be doing that either because of whats going on at home-and I want to apologiz

Mirrors
Every time I walk into a room. I can feel your presence, before I even see you. Since my heart begins to race, and the palm of my hands break out in a cold sweat. I tremble at the thought of being close to you. As an unseen force draws us together. I am able to see the different flecks of color. Hidden in the depths of your eyes. I can feel the anticipation of what might be between us. As we move ever closer. When suddenly I realize it's not really you I see. Only your reflection. Is in the mirror staring back at me. I turn frantically searching the room. Trying to find you in the crowd. As I turn back towards the looking glass. I see you standing their with your arms out stretched. Beckoning me forward, my hand connects with the cool surface of your impression. Our fingers touching, without any warmth. Recognizing that we are so close, yet miles apart all in the same instant. I become over whelmed with despair. While everything inside me rages. For me to break the glass. That keeps us

Who...what...why...when?
Well...here I am...back in Bama once again. I knew that I was planning on coming back here this weekend to visit my children but was definitely planning on making my trip back to GA on Sunday afternoon. All of that changed Wednesday night... It started out as a wonderful day...just like all the rest that I'd had since being there. Gary came home for lunch...we talked for quite a while as we always did at lunch...carried Duke outside to play before he left going back to work. He left and I got Duke and went out in the garage to tidy up things a bit. He and his friends had been trying to teach me how to play darts so I figured that I'd practice during the course of the afternoon and that we would probably play that night. So...I practiced all afternoon. My shoulder was aching by the time he got in but I felt that I was ready to play. Robert & Joy came over and the night started. We had a really great time too. I was holding my own, I'm proud to say! I finally went in around 10 t

Sleepy Cream
Sleepy cream I see you laying there, dreaming of things Moaning and slowly grinding your hips. Having fun in those little secret worlds you keep. Wondering who you are having fun with? It’s fine with me, sitting here watching you dream. I love the smile on your face. Every now and then you even let out a little scream. I laugh knowing it’s not from pain. You nipples are erect, I can smell your juice. It’s getting me hard as a rock. Sure I could go over and make a move. But it’s more fun watching you get off. My eyes open wide, your hand moves slowly down. Begins rubbing your pussy while you grind. I sit here careful not to make a sound. God babe you are looking so fine. You moan a little louder, arch you back just a bit. Beginning to tighten you thighs. Next thing I know, I’m rubbing my dick. Watching you have such a good time. Your hands moving fast, your body is shaking. You gasp! My mouth begins to water, for this cream you are making, So Fast!

The Drive
I’m going on a sex drive Turn the key Rev the engine Let’s go for a ride Got that look in your eye that your Burning inside And I want it Gotta have that drive How fast are we going Gotta keep that beat Moving on the streets I’m not going to stop now The desires on fire As we’re going 65 No one else around But the call of the wild I’m going on a sex drive Turn that key Rev me up again And let’s go for a ride

The Caress
soft yet firm lips curvy yet solid hips intense yet dreamy gentle yet rough forced yet free chilling yet steamed hot yet icey skin wet yet dry sweat streaks and screams plays and rests and creases in the seams and in between her breasts love along with all sorts of things caressed smooth yet glimmering eyes quiet yet loud noises dim yet bright tender yet strong firm yet faint distant yet near tight yet loose grips constant yet yielding dips intense yet dreamy streaks and screams smooth yet glimmering lips, eyes, and skin senses and explorations tastes and flavors new discoveries and constant pleasures love in pleasant motion blessed wavy yet straight hair uneasy yet sturdy care mild yet extreme calm yet restless placid yet feisty odd yet familiar

Tell Me !!!!
Before I say goodbye tell me, oh please tell me What happened to this thing we had no longer do we have it no longer do you want it Before I say goodbye tell me what happened between us? Why did it have to end this way? Could it have been different, if we had tried just a little harder? Before I say goodbye tell me if what we had was real or was it just an illusion? An illusion that I had fabricated? Or did we both fabricate this dream that has ended? Before I say goodbye tell me you don't love me tell me that I don't love you I'm not sure anymore... Tell me, tell me it was never meant to be

The Sexest Thing To Do After-sex!!! (18 And Up)
THE SEXEST THING TO DO AFTER SEX!!!! It's a head-scratcher. Having sex puts men to sleep but wakes women up. So while you're craving a little postcoital closeness with your man, he's zoned out in front of Saturday Night Live reruns or catching some zzz's. Why? Unfortunately, the cocktail of sex hormones released after both women and men climax can have the opposite effect on our postsex wish list. "Studies show that following intercourse, the male brain often goes into a rest state -- he feels drained and tired -- while the woman's brain is stimulated and intensely desires bonding," explains Michael Gurian, therapist and author of What Could He Be Thinking: How a Man's Mind Really Works. Fear not, though. We've overcome those biological obstacles and identified afterplay pleasers that will satisfy you both. Some are designed to short-circuit his snooze reflex and electrify his bod; others indulge his just-shagged daze while feeding your need for intimacy. Read on to discover the

Top Reasons Why Guys Can't Get A Date
There are lots of reasons why guys can't get a date. Make a list of the things that you don't like about yourself, it'll probably be different from the things I'll list, but here are some suggestions that may be going through your mind: out of style clothes bad teeth wear glasses overweight or out of shape afraid of women shy not funny Of course, this list could go on and on since you know what you don't like about yourself better than what you do like about yourself. And we're not going to create that list. Whatever you like about yourself is probably a few of the reasons why you can't get a date. Now that you've taken some time to think about yourself, let's move on to changing what we can change. You'll be surprised that once you identify the things that you can change how easy it is to set up a plan of action and begin making the changes that will help you get dates. Getting your teeth fixed starts with some basic

Plan For This Weekend
First thing this morning I am helping my husband replace an old faucet in our kitchen... hate the old one and it leaks. Then he and I will be cleaning the house... with both of us working so much over the past several months there is just entirely way too much clutter in the house and we will tossing things out and cleaning things up too. And then we will be renting a video tonight and lay in bed and watch it till we fall asleep. Tomorrow we will be gathered around our TV with chips, dip, drinks to watch the Seahawks play the Bengals at Qwest Field at 1 PM on FOX. I sure hope we win since we lost to the Cardinals last week in a heart breaker game. OK... let's crawl under the sink and replace that old faucet.

Internet Relationships
Sometimes I wonder why I bother.....as much as I love meeting, chatting, sharing with others...it seems that using this as a medium for that just causes pain. So many misunderstandings, words taken the wrong way, assumptions being made....makes it hard to not just throw this PC away and give up. I keep saying to myself, take a break...yet I continue to log on day by day for my fix, and find that it takes more and more of my soul away. I have thought that to harden my heart would be the answer, brush it off....but I can't, my heart just breaks a little more each time I do, I can't be anything but who I am. I guess that is one of the things learned along life's journey, as hard as it may be to take. So I ask those who take the time to read this, whether a friend already or soon to be, understand that my intentions are good, never to hurt or be cruel, and let me know if I have said something that has caused you pain, so that I might be able to apologize and rectify that situation. M

Big Fan
i was at the store today an this thing i guess was a women came up to me an said your that funny dude on fubar so being the nice guy that i am i pulled out a pin an paper singed it an took a pic of me with my arm around her kissed her kids an said have a nice day

Um Yeah!
Yesterday it rained. It was wonderful. Hasn't rained here in a while kinda needed it. A lot has gone on with my life. Whether it be good or bad. Yet I'm sitting here. Thinking about me, my significant other, my son. I can't see my future. I have no idea where tomorrow is/will take me. 99.9% of the time that's fuckin scary. I don't know for sure if I want more children. I'm so indecisive. Thinking/Hoping/Wishing to someday getting married. FUCK IF I KNOW. The thought of marriage is starting to freak me out. I've seen soo many horror stories when it comes to marriage. Haven't seen to many happy fairy tale stories. But the thought of maybe someday I'll get married....Still lingers. Sometimes I wish I had the balls to tell people fuck off. I'm too much of a jackass figure no one will listen to me. Sometimes I'm happy where I'm at. Most the time... I just want to kick myself in the ass.

Fate And Destiny
It has been awhile, but I have returned to my blogs. The dust has settled, the pain has leveled out and I've met lots of really cool people on fubar, so guess you could say I've been somewhat distracted and hadn't needed to go to my blog-writing for the catharsis I was feeling I'd be needing. As for where I left off, I touched base on the history of how I ended up on fubar and the fateful end with said ex-boyfriend who is a very popular DJ on here. I believe in fate and destiny and things happening for a reason and all of that kind of stuff. People come and go in our lives sometimes for a short time and maybe we'd like for them to stay around a bit longer, but perhaps they fulfill a purpose and need in our lives that we can't see at the time, but after they are gone, we realize that it's for the better that they are not in our lives anymore, but they did touch us for a short time, and it was for some reason that they came into our life in the first place. That's the way that I cho

Life
she walked to the bridge only to think of life and whats going on thats makes her upset. see lives going underneither her under her life. She only wanted to see the whole world and how beautiful it is. Plus to clear her mind out, just like when she was in austin. just watching the water flow cause its free and people knew where she was at. well when she was on that bridge she thought to her self "what should I do in this situation I'm in?" well as she sat on the bridge thinking. and see the wonderful people passing by in their cars and trucks or what ever their in. Often People would stop and stare but not say nothing. But for her, she thought of what they would say in their minds: "will she jump?" "whats wrong with her?" "just another kid out in the street, stupid kid?" "why dont you end it?". she dones'nt want to be suicidal at all. she just need a place to sit, and just think. its not beacause she wanted to kill her self, but to think and just block everything in her mind. And just

Stick It Up My Ass
A guy dies whilst making love to his wife. A few days later the undertaker calls her and says, "Your husband still has a hard-on, what shall I do with it?" The wife replies, "Cut it off and shove it up his ass!" The undertaker does as he is told. On the day of the funeral the wife visits her husband for the last time and sees a tear rolling down his face, so she whispers in his ear, "It fucking hurts doesn't it!" Wow.. Hurt.. no.. Feels Amazing.. but lol whatever! lol

Remember When?
Remember when...we were not fubared...or tapped...rember when we were LOST cherries? Remember when it wasn't NSFW (not safe for work) it was "adult"? We knew what that meant...We also knew..that if we were at work NOT WORKING it wasn't our friends fault that we clicked when they updated a picture and found their boobies.We also still got 10s FOR SHOWING OUR BOOBIES! Remember when the only thing that got you off the computer was eyelids closing...bosses at work...or kids underfoot...NOT daily photo,profile rating limits for the day? Remember dirty weeds?Remember the people that deserved them when you sent them? Remember when a name in color meant you had EARNED that color...not BOUGHT that color? Remember when Godfather status and Godmother status was kind of rare...because it meant you had been here FOR A LONG TIME!! Remember BOOBIES getting top rank for the day on pictures? Remember when BOUNCERS were here to BOUNCE those underage...not to pester you every time yo

God's E-mail
God's E-mail One day God was looking down at Earth and saw all of the rascally behavior that was going on. So He called one of His angels and sent the angel to Earth for a time. When he returned, he told God, "Yes, it is bad on Earth; 95% are misbehaving and only 5% are not." God thought for a moment and said, "Maybe I had better send down a second angel to get another opinion." So God called another angel and sent him to Earth for a time, too. When the angel returned he went to God and said, "Yes, it's true. The Earth is in decline; 95% are misbehaving, but 5% are being good." God was not pleased. So He decided to email the 5% who were good because He wanted to encourage them, give them a little something to help them keep going. Do you know what the email said? No? Okay, just wondering, I didn't get one either.

Sexy And Naughty
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A Real Kitty Story
Funny cat story: I've owned cats for 25 years now. The other morning while taking care of my morning wakeup duties (ie whizzing) Silver (who is the kitten I'm holding in my profile pic) came flying into the bathroom and leaped into the toilet bowl! Since I was in the middle of peeing, it was hard to shut off and he was in the bowl! Yeah I peed on him!!! Silver was soaked in pee and toilet water and I grabbed him out of the bowl, got him into the tub and gave him his first bath since I got him! Needless to say, he wasn't happy.... That is the FIRST time I've had a cat do that. I've had a few close calls, but Silver is my first "golden shower" cat! My 17 year old son has taken to calling Silver Mr. Pee-body! LOL

Excert From The Prophet
Recently my neighbor lost her husband in Iraq along with three other Marines. Staff Sgt. Stock, Sgt. Yarbrough, Cpl Scripsick So young these men are that sacrfice all for our freedoms and for our country. I wish there families and loved ones peace and confort in a difficult time. A excert from the book The Prophet by Kahlil Gibran, You would know the secret of death. But how shall you find it unless you seek it in the heart of life? The owl whose night-bound eyes are blind unto the day cannot unveil the mystery of light. If you would indeed behold the spirit of death, open your heart wide unto the body of life. For life and death are one, even as the river and the sea are one. In the depth of your hopes and desires lies your silent knowledge of the beyond; And like seeds dreaming beneath the snow your heart dreams of spring. Trust the dreams, for in them is hidden the gate to eternity. Your fear of death is but the trembling of the shepherd when

Something Serious #1
I don't believe in Santa Claus, but I'm not going to sue somebody for singing a Ho-Ho-Ho song in December. I don't agree with Darwin, but I didn't go out and hire a lawyer when my high school teacher taught his theory of evolution. Life, liberty or your pursuit of happiness will not be endangered because someone says a 30-second prayer before a football game. So what's the big deal? It's not like somebody is up there reading the entire book of Acts. They're just talking to a God they believe in and asking him to grant safety to the players on the field and the fans going home from the game. "But it's a Christian prayer," some will argue. Yes, and this is the United States of America, a country founded on Christian principles. According to our very own phone book, Christian churches outnumber all others better than 200-to-1. So what would you expect-somebody chanting Hare Krishna? If I went to a soccer game in Jerusalem, I would expect to hear a Hebrew prayer. If I went to a

Something Funny #1
People I Can Do Without 1. People who make quote marks in the air with their fingers - Just tell me what the person said....it doesn't call for anything dramatic. 2. A Cross-eyed nun with a bullwhip and a bottle of gin - Seen one and immediatly began to question the convent lifestyle. 3. People whose children's names all start with the same initial - I'm sure you think it's cute....but it makes you look anal retentive. 4. Guys who have so much hair on their arms that it covers their wrist-watch - These guys are borderline gorilla. 5. Guys who wear their pants so low that 18 inches of their underwear shows - There is a reason why it is called UNDERwear.....and if your mom still drives you to school....you are not "gangsta" and therefore have no reason to keep your pants that low anyway. 6. People who let their small children record their answering machine greeting - What purpose is it to do this....you can't understand what the kid is saying anyway. 7. People who try to be "tough

The Hurt
I hurt so much inside From all my feelings that I hide so much pain that I can not explain So much torment That I can not express in a comment Im so lost in my life that I always turn to my knife Its sad, But its true That I thought I’d always be safe with you But love is always deceiving and deceiving breaks you down to grieving and the grieving turns you heart to numb Than the thought of living becomes so dumb I cant hide this any longer Because my sorrow is growing stronger I don’t know how much more of this I can take Before all of this comes crashing down and I break I say goodbye and become one with the sun Please forgive me for all the wrong I’ve done

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Lmao Too Funny...a Must Read.....
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, P. Niss The Response: Dear Penis: After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. You don't alway

My Fellow Hypocrites
The ruling of all class Coexists with the Corruption hiding beneath The supposed, good intentions Put forth into the public eye Swaying the fools Over to the side Where deceit is enthroned. Truth is scarce Along with the Universal belief system Everyone speaks of Yet chooses not to acknowledge. "My children of chaos Look not, to the clear picture For it will turn you All against me in the end". In the land of the free And home of the cowardly Taking refuge behind An undeserved title. The diverse, charitable outreach Becomes the new status symbol. By appearing to lend a helping hand Brings in an ongoing budget. Blood money brings in the delights Into the comforts Of all village idiots. As the drought of realism Melts through the mirage Presented by the Despicable figure not fit To qualify for yet run the country. Ordained by an imaginary God The figure needs an excuse To drill the country lifeless. In doing so, by Bathing in the b

Where Did The Time Go???
Almost seven months have passed in a blink of an eye. Seven months?!?! Damn- been away from home for that long? Feels like that part of my life never happened. Like it was so distant dream I barely remember upon wakeing. Do I even remember a life back in Chicago?? Feels like I've died and all this time has been spent in purgatory. Just waiting for something to happen, anything. I'm numb. Can you belive that just last December, I was working at FORD MOTORS? Now thats gone and Im just waiting. I know that by takeing the buyout was the right decision, but just to fill that space. I do'nt know, maybe Im just down tonight. I miss my fucked up life from time to time, becuase I knew that everthing has it place.

Everyday
Everyday I shamelessly beg for a happy hour, as most of you know, and well, that just doesn't seem to work..LOL So I was wondering if anyone knew of any Happy Hour contests that are giong to be running soon...cause it looks like that may be the only way I will get one..:P Don't think I will stop begging though, but until someone thinks I am special enough for one I might just have to win one...LOL Hugs and Kisses

Mabon And Autumn Blessings
Just a little update... I had a wee accident Friday night and lost against gravity. Cracked 3 ribs against a marble slab in the shower and hurt like a banshee trying to breath and move but wanted to wish all a Blessed Equinox! In Love and light... Be safe, Be well and Brightest Blessings one and all!

Dumb Fucks In Internets
1) MUMM: http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=192433 2) My Profile Comments Italian... member is ASK ME HOW nope sorry im not a terrorist that is why I am a veteran of the US Army umm ya ur cool 3) Error: this users permissions don't allow you to do this. if you want to add this member to your 'blocked' list, click here. 4) you go and bash this mongoloid for me.

Wanna Go Home
I moved out to plam springs CA last december after my mom moved to arizona...it was great at first new place new people my mom not around to boss me my oldder brother no around to "keep me in line" IT WAS GREAT......well lately ive been feeling really lonely out here, i do nothing besides go to work onmy days off im always in fontana CA, where i used to live, i dont go out dont have REAL friends it sucks total ass.... Im thinking of just moving bcak to my moms house in fontana with my 2 brothers...but that would mean i would have to obey by moms "RULES" I dont even care anymore i just hate being in paalm springs i need my fam bam & friends around 24/7

Relate
Ever wonder how we find friends, mates or significant others? Have you ever investigated what draws you to certain people? Do you remember how the people that are currently in your life got there? As someone who has spent the better part of her life trying to fit in (only to discover the illusion and pure lack of joy) I have given these questions much consideration and contemplation. It seems we must really get to know ourselves before we can truly be a friend, mate or special person to someone else. Emotionally we are drawn to people who feel familiar on an energetic level. That is, people who, on an emotional level, resonate with us as being familiar. It feels to us as if we have a strong connection to those people. In other words, we are attracted to people whose inner emotional dynamic is similar to our most powerful and earliest experience of emotional intimacy and love - our parents. Many people focus on others to keep from looking at self. In order to have truly fruitful r

Question Posed By A Strangers Email
You are wearing a nice button up blouse and a long flowing skirt, I am wearing skin tight jeans and a button up shirt when we meet. We walk into the room, I ask you to sit in an overstuffed chair. Then I perform a strip tease for you. Allowing you to reach out and touch as I perform. I stop at my bright red bikini brief. Then I reach out to your hands and gently raise you from the chair into a intimate embrace. We Kiss. We hug and kiss, I gently turn you with your back to me. Grabbing your hips, I thrust my hips into you, feeling my now rock hard dick against your butt. My hands aggressively caress you through your clothes as I kiss your neck, nibble your ear lobes, and whisper in your ear. You moan in desire and approval. I unbutton your blouse and run my hands over your bare belly and chest; over your bra gently digging my fingers into your breasts. Stepping back slightly to slide your blouse off your shoulders, allowing it to fall to the floor. Then I undo your bra and step bac

Members Of The Hug Brigade Please Read
Ok...I am being a pain in the butt. lol I think it is going to be best if I put all the member tags in a seperate folder from everything else so that they will be easier for all of you to find. I am going to be moving all tags to a new folder on Friday... The reason I am not doing it now is because anything that we have our html code on...our pages and stuff...will get that tacky picture up that says the pic has been moved.I want everyone to have a heads up...so on Friday when I do this...we can go through the pain together of redoing the part of our page that has our tag. This doesn't affect our two newest members since I already put theirs in the new folder. I would like for all of you to do me a big favor please? Comment on here that you got the message. I am sorry I didn't think of the seperate folders sooner. Dee Dee Dee Thanks, Heartsound

The Bitch Is Back!!
Yes! I am back! What a long couple of weeks it has been..And a very interesting one it was! Here I go............... Well, Last Friday I called my landlord to see if I could stay a extra night in that flea infested place you call a home. I told him that they were putting new carpets in my home, and I wouldnt be able to move in til that Mon..But I was planning on getting a Motel for the weekend(but thats another story in itself! lol) He had no problem with it, and it gave me a extra night to pack the small things and clean up after it..well..3 hrs later the idiot came walking in and told me to leave right then.. which he had every right, I told the courts I would be out by the end of that day. Sooo..Off to a motel I go..now for that story lol.. I check in at the Sanford Inn (Hell Begins) OK first, the people who own the motel are Indian people. As we call them Hindues..no offense to any of them...BUT OMG!!! Get this, I give him 2 days to stay there (hoping maybe I could get

Starts In 4 1/2 Hours!!!
Okay gang, here's the deal....I have entered my very first contest and it is tonight...one night only from 10pm(est) to midnight(est)...that's right folks, only 2 hours to bomb bomb bomb away and get the coach a win!!! You guys are the greatest!!!

The Sleep
Sleep Sleep while You can for tomorrow may bring Sorrow. Lucky little child sleeping in the wil. Why must You only sleep for a while, sleep as You want we've got miles. Sleep to a song, sleep oh so long. Sleep on a pond, or even in a palm frond. Sleep on the Ground, don't listen to the sounds. Sleep on a mountain, or even next to a fountain. So sleep dear sweet child, Sleep all the while.

Promoting Unity 1 Friend At A Time
I WANT AS MANY FRIENDS AS WILL HAVE ME. FIRST AND FOREMOST OF ALL I WANT YOU TO UNDERSTAND THAT REALISTICALLY I CAN'T RESPOND AT ONCE TO ALL WHO EXCEPT ME AS THEIR FRIEND. BUT PLEASE KNOW THAT I WILL MAKE EVERY EFFORT TO RESPOND IN A TIMELY FASHION. WHILE THIS MAY SEAM A LITTLE SELF SERVING IT ISN'T MEANT THAT WAY AT ALL. OBVIOUSLY I CAN'T GO ANYWHERE ELSE BUT THE INTERNET AND TRY TO MEET PEOPLE AND MAKE THEM ALL MY FRIENDS. UNDERSTAND THAT I WANT MERELY TO PROMOTE AS MUCH UNITY IN THE WORLD AS POSSIBLE. FOR IF YOU LOOK AT THE WORLD IN GENERAL PEOPLE ARE SO WRAPPED UP IN THEM SELVES WHICH PROMOTES DISSENSION. THE POLITICIANS OF THE WORLD WOULD HAVE US BELIEVE THAT ONE THING IS BETTER THAN ANOTHER; ONE COUNTRIES BELIEF IS WRONG WHILE ANOTHER’S IS RIGHT, ONE RELIGION IS THE RIGHT ONE WHILE ALL OTHERS ARE WRONG. THIS WAY IS BULLSHIT! GET PAST IT. I'M NOT SELLING ANYTHING. I WILL NOT SPAM. I’M NOT ASKING YOU TO SHARE MY VIEWS OR BELIEFS I ONLY WANT TO ESTABLI

Change Of Plans...
well it seems we are now heading to weatherford,ok. we will leave out tuesday from nc...so the trip to sweetwater, tx is canceled...i guess we will c everyone in oklahoma then...i send out a big kiss to all my fans,friend,and family out there and god bless everyone....love to all...harley

Get Your Groove On With The Best Of The Best!
Get your groove on with the best of the the best! These people have been loyal since day one. Sassy Laurie is the best friend anyone could have and she is my Club F.A.R. bud, too. ~/~ Sassy Laurie~/~ Bartender Fusion Club F.A.R. Founder TGB D&DC@ fubar Fly by Night is sooo fly. He's coolest guy in town, and a really great person to know here. FlyByNight@ fubar Sweet C

Sign My Guestbook....da Nu Benzi Guestbook
nu background w/ nu music and brought a guestbook wit it.. id like it if u sign it plez...itll b great thank you. P.S, YES! jets beat Dolphins! J! E! T! S! JETS! JETS! JETS!

Kicking My Husband Out Of My Bed!
This weekend has been 2 longs days. Only because I was in so much pain yesterday and all by myself. I am irritated at Peter which doesn't help. Then, Peter was too tired when he got home last night to rub my neck to make it feel better! And to think that I had sex with him this morning! He is in so much trouble! I guess he thinks he only needs to spend every other weekend with me? Not okay by me. My neck is a little better but I think it is wearing me down and making me tired. I went to a few different stores today. Driving was not fun since I can't turn my neck one way! Backing out was what was difficult. Anyway, I went and bought some fall flowers to make an arrangement for my front porch. I made one in the spring that were summer colors and it just doesn't look right for the fall so I figured I would make a new one and replace the other one. They are fake flowers and damn are they expensive! One stem was on sale for $2.50 but it takes a lot of stems to fill up

Health Issues
had to dial 911 last night had a panic attack or anixity attack dont know how to spell it today ive had 3 in a row im concernd about my breathing and heart i have doc appt tomorrow will not be around much ...its like i cant breath i get so scared i dont know what to do.......i feel so weak....i luv u all take care

Dont Look Down
Why must one’s heart bleed For something that will never be Wishing you could turn back time Never making a mistake Never taking a chance Staying scared Closing your still red heart to the outside Never learning to feel again Never accepting love Shutting down like a old radio that has been played too many times Learning to always regret Learning to never accept that someone loves you Staying in the same place forever Never moving forward Walk backwards when someone comes towards you Look away Letting go of a hand that is reaching for yours Move your head never catching that kiss that was meant for you Live like there is a tomorrow ……. Pick yourself up Be strong Skin thickens You stand Fight the thieves who want to hold you down Look up a world is waiting for you to make a difference

Fyi..
ladies: this will make you tear up :) ¢¾ fellas: read it, all of it! :) 1-touch her waist 2-talk to her 3-share secrets 4-give her your jacket 5-kiss her slowly ARE YOU REMEMBERING THIS? 6-hug her 7-hold her 8-laugh with her 9-invite her somewhere 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends KEEP READING 11-smile with her 12-take pics with her 13-pull her onto your lap 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved ARE YOU THINKING OF SOMEONE? 16-always hug her and say "i love you" when you see her 17-kiss her unexpectedly 18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST! 19-tell her shes beautiful! 20-tell her the way you feel about her! OH AND ONE LAST THING YOU NEED TO SHOW HER YOU MEAN IT 21-Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it ne

I Love You
I got to say "hello" today, Your smile, warmed my soul; And with your beauty, my life dissolved, My horrors, lost control. There was only you, as always, From your lips, the only sound; And all the fear, doubt and pain, Was nowhere to be found. You'll never know how crucial you are, To my weary soul and its' survival; Nor if Heaven brought you to me, How I'd fall to my knees at your arrival. I love you, more each day, There's still nothing I wouldn't do; To prove the life that flows within my veins, Belongs to no one else, but you. I'd die without you in this world, My heart would forever bleed; For you are the center of my life, My greatest want and need. Thank you, so much, for being you, Though, I wish you could understand; That there is no one else above you, And I'd give my life to take your hand. And each day, I'll wake to love you, Each night, I'll pray you're well; And if Heaven does not include you, Without h

I Love Walmart
With all respect Walmart manages to employ many people throughout the USA, that would other wise be UNEMPLOYED. Yes they can not grant these people wonderful benefits but they honestly try. With out Kmart many people would be left unemployed.. If walmart is so bad why just not work there and stop complaing. Did we forget who was the 1st out there supplying water and food to the Katrina victims?? While the government took 4 days to get supplies. So b4 u open your mouth think TWICE.

This One Is For You Baby
FOREVER YOURS From the moment ours eyes met Other things just disappeared Reasons that i can't explain Every time you are near Visions of our love appear Even when you go away Right here is where i stay You give me hope One day at a time Unique love is all i find Ready to give you my heart Someday you will find that your the one on my mind

Just You (poem)
..... Just you..are the pillar that stands so tall and true When the winds of change rage by I know that know matter what happens You will be there with no questions why You are the light at the end of my tunnel When troubles have me in a jam I know you will be at the end waiting for me No matter how battered and broken I am You are the shoulder that I go to cry on When things just don't go my way I know I can always come to you Because your still here at the end of the day You are the keeper of my heart and soul The keeper of all my dreams I know that you will stand by me Swim with me down lifes flowing stream The only you!....

What Kind Of Relationship Do I Need?
Ashley, the thing you need most in a relationship is Deep Connection In your ideal relationship you and you partner would be deeply and passionately connected. This sense of intimacy is really important for you. As is the need for certain rules and an understanding of who wields the power in your relationship. But regardless of how this works, your deep need for this kind of closeness will ultimately drive your relationship.

Me.
I'm the guy your parents like. I'm the guy who would open the door for you. I'm the guy who would pull out your chair I'm the guy who would do anything you asked at the drop of a hat I'm the guy who would romance you I'm the guy who would stop his world to make you smile But i'm also the guy you wouldn't give a second glance to. I'm also the same guy you wouldn't date I'm the guy...............

Thank You!
I just want to thank everyone that came to the contest to help. Seems everyone had issues in the first 10-30 minutes and that really hurt us. I honestly think we had the group to win it had FUBAR not been screwing up!!! But it was fun and I really do appreciate everyone's help!! We'll get them next time :) Scott

Lost And Confused
What is going on? In the past week, I have been misunderstood, used, and have lost two very good friends. Is it just me or am I just loosing my mind? I try to be as honest as I can be. I don't lie, pretend to be something I' not and most definitely try not to play games with people. I have been on this site since this past December and have made quite a few wonderful friends. That's why I came here, to make friends, have fun but definitely not at anyone's expense and possibly maybe even have a friendship develop into something more. Why is it though that lately, all the communication wires seemed to have gotten all screwed up. I feel like I don't know what's real and what's not. I have suddenly become very confused. How does one define the fine line between innocent flirting to knowing it is more than just that. What I thought was just flirting, turned out to mean more to some and vice versa. Lack of communication I suppose is a main culprit as well as can be truth

Song
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don’t bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok But that’s not what gets me What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was tryin’ to do It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go But I’m doin’ It It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken What hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not

Nmem(poem)
You betrayed me.....and i walked... I walked through hell in the past. The memories clear as day. You said I wouldn’t last. You wouldn’t show me the way. The memory of how you betrayed me is screaming in my ears. The memory of how you walked away is drowning in my tears. You left me in the burning fire. You left me all alone. You left me to burn in hell. I’m burning to the bone. Only God can save me from this live cremation. My wounds will never heal from this burnt devastation......

Quick Note About Logging Out
I've found that if I don't click logout twice in succession (the second time from the page the first sends me to, I think), I'm very often still logged in. (I'm not sure whether this is also true with-respect-to going to http://fubar.com/logout.php directly, but I suspect it is...)

Fishing With My Nephews
It was going to be a quick time on the lake. Or so we thought. What began as an expected 1 hour trip to the lake with the boys turned into four hours I will never forget. The cost was a sunburn that leaves me looking like a red raccoon with white mask. My nephews had the fishing day of their young lives. A day they will likely remember for a long time. We got on Saylorville Reservoir and the boys were getting their first experience of trolling at 3 & 4, nearly 5 years old, white twister tils on their lines. We don't make it 100 feet and they have hybrid striped bass (wipers) on the line. Maybe 6" long the buys are excited. Then my line just about gets ripped out of my hand. There is a 18 minute fight to land it: 37" muskie, lands right in the cradle. They got to see their first "toothy critter" and while one is a little timid at seeing this fish that is taller and heavier than he is, the younger one walks over to pet the fishy. And the day went on like that. The contest was on. W

Pucker Up And Kiss My..............sexiest Lips On Fubar Contest......plz Repost
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