I AM NOT SURE HOW THIS WILL SOUND OR TAKE FORM. ALL I KNOW IS MY HEART JUST HURTS.MY FRIEND, MY LITTLE SISTER, MY SOULMATE, MY GENTLE GORGEOUS LIGHT WITHIN ME HAS PASSED FROM THIS SOMETIMES UGLY WORLD. SHE WAS A SHINING LIGHT ADMIDST MANY DULL AND WANING INCANDECENT OPAQUELY GLIMMERS OF ILLUNINATION. HER GREAT SPIRIT SOARED WITH PURPOSE AND DEFT. OFTEN GUIDED BY HER SPIRIT GUIDE, HER GRANDFATHER. HER PHYSICAL BEAUTY WAS BEYOND DESCRIPTION, BUT PALED IN COMPARISON TO HER INNER AND BEAUTIFUL SELF. HER SOUL WAS BLESSED WITH HER ANCESTORS WISDOM AND STRENGTH.
SHE WAS SO EASY TO LOVE, SO EASY TO TEASE SO EASY TO TALK TO ENDLESSLY. SHE WAS DETERMINED, BORDERLINED ON STUBBORN,LOL, WHICH I OFTEN TOLD HER. SHE WAS INVITING,SHE WAS A BIT NAIVE AND WISE SIMULTANEOUSLY. HER VISIONS WERE CLEAR AND PRECISE. FOR ONE SO YOUNG HER "OLD" SOUL GUIDED HER WELL. SHE WAS A BIG PART OF MY HEART, I AM IN TEARS FOR ME, FOR HER FAMILY, FOR HER FRIENDS, BUT NOT FOR HER, SHE IS WITH HER BELOVED, HER TRUE LOVE OF THAT SHE NEVER QUESTIONED. AND FOR NUMALTE WHO THANKED ME OFTEN BECAUSE I CARED SO MUCH FOR HIS SWEET LOVE. I AM NOT SURE IF MY HEART IS PURE ENOUGH YET, BUT WITH TIME, I AM SURE, I WILL FEEL THEIR LOVING SPIRITS, AFTER I QUIT MOURNING MY HUMAN LOSS AND REALIZE MY SPIRITUAL GAIN. I BELIEVE WITH MY FRACTURED HEART THAT SHE IS DANCING LIKE CRAZY, HAVING FUN, SPREADING JOY IN THE SPIRIT WORLD NOW WITH HER BELOVED, SOMETIMES DANCING WITH HER, AND OTHER TIMES JUST ENJOYING HER. THAT IS WHAT I FEEL AS THE WATER WELLS IN MY EYES AT MY GREAT LOSS, BUT KNOW SWEET CHEAYLA I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS.
MY SWEET FRIENDS SOAR ABOVE US WATCHING AND PROBABLY LAUGHING AT US.
AND I AM HAPPY THAT NUMALTE IS BACK WITH HIS MOTHER
I IMPLORE, AS HER IRISH FRIEND, WITHOUT AN OUNCE OF CHEROKEE IN ME,THAT HER GRANFATHER CONTINUE TO GUIDE HER AND MOST OF ALL KEEP UP WITH HER.
SWEET WOMAN I MISS YOU
LOVE
DAN
