CELTICCHARMS77LOOKING FOR MY LEPRECHAUN's blog: "THOUGHTS"

Hi Unfortunately to many times when I read blogs or Mumms or even ppls status lines it is sad, depressing or just looking for something! Thus the reason for this Blog. Yesterday I was afforded the opportunity to spend a few hours on Fubar. I chatted with a few very fun and intelligent people. DJTempty, Unpredictable, Sweet Pixi. Just some friendly banter. I also got a chance to catch up briefly with a couple old friends, crazyheart, wycked wytch, sweet cherri and the dark queen. Thank you all for a very nice time on FUBAR Dan

Exxon made $1300.00/ minute last quarter. and the great bush administration still gives them subsidies Afghanistan is going to hell in a handbasket while we continue to to dump billions of dollars in Iraq, and our brave service people are killed, maimed and injured. while bush wants to listen to everyone's calls in the name of "Nation Security" our borders are more porous than ever. bush tried to sell our ports to Dubai remember~ great national security while bush starts more and more crap in the world in the name of freedom~~ OUR FREEDOMS become less and less. John McCain who once was a straight talker~ has become a bush minion Obama can not deliver on his promises~~ he means well, but is selling snake oil. at least if Hillary is elected there may be a chance for some change~ and maybe the middle class will begin to re- appear. Plus the venom spitters like limbaugh, hannity et. al. will have a jobs spewing at Hillary oh yeah, the tv and print press seems to be on a power trip with the internet press~ truth and objectivity no longer seem to be important qualities anymore! I feel a little better now lol just wish we had better choices.

Sometimes I just spend so much time reading and commenting on Mumm's it is a little scary and a lot annoying. Face it most of the Mumm's are dumb or at the very least redundant, yet I find myself following along. I love the comments, most are humourous, some are just angry and mean, and some are no where anyway relevant to the mumm but mummer's carrying on there own coversation. kind of WILD! oh well see ya in the Mumm's dan

I HAVE WONDER RECENTLY IF FUBAR IS A CURSE OR A BLESSING. AS SOME OF YOU KNOW I AM A DIVORCED DAD OF A 10 YEAR OLD GIRL WHO KEEPS ME VERY BUSY SHE IS A JOCKETTE AND A LITTLE SOCIAL BUTTERFLY. BUT AROUND THE HOLIDAYS I GET LONELY. I BELIEVE FOR A SIGNIFICANT PARTNER TO HUG KISS AND SHARE THE HOLIDAYS AND ALSO SHARE MY DAUGHTERS JOY. THERE ARE SO MANY VERY SEXY, SO MANY VERY SWEET , SO MANY VERY NICE WOMEN ON HERE THAT CHARGE ME UP AND I WOULD LOVE TO SPEND THE HOLIDAYS WITH, BUT I CANNOT TOUCH ANY OF YOU,KISS ANY OF YOU, LAUGH WITH ANY OF YOU, NOT TO EVEN MENTION SOME OTHER THINGS. BUT I AM THANKFUL FOR YOU ALL. JUST VENTING A LITTLE~~ MAYBE SOME OF YOU FEEL THE SAME MAYBE NOT! ANYWAY THANK YOU FOR LISTENING TO ME. HAPPY HOLIDAYS DAN PS I HAVE MET A FEW OFYOU IN MY DREAMS LOL

I KNOW SOME OF YOU MAY NOT CELEBRATE THANKSGIVING BUT PERHAPS THIS IS RELATIVE TO ALL OF US. THANKSGIVING SEEMS TO BE VERY DIFFERENT TO ME THAN I WAS A KID. WE HAD THE SAME FILLING FOODS,SAME BOOZE SAME FOOTBALL. SAME FAMILY ARGUMENTS, NOT TOO SERIOUS BUT ENOUGH TO BE ANNOYING. BUT LIFE SEEMS MORE DIFFERENT, MORE SERIOUS, MORE COMPELLING AND EVEN MORE DISTRACTING. NOW I AM AWARE THAT I AM OLDER AND AN ADULT BUT LIFE SEEMS MUCH MORE COMPLICATED. THERE SEEMS TO BE MANY MANY MORE NEGATIVE ASPECTS OF LIFE. POLITICIANS THAT ARE CORRUPT AND BOUGHT OFF. TOO MANY WARS. TOO MANY PEOPLE BEING KILLED. WE ALL SEEM TO BE A BIT POORER THAN BEFORE, SAVE THE ULTRA RICH, PEOPLE ARE SICKER, LESS PEOPLE HAVE INSURANCE, OR A FINANCIAL CUSHION, TOO MANY PEOPLE LIVE PAYCHECK TO PAYCHECK. TOO MANY FORECLOSURES AND BANKRUPTCIES. AND THAT AL SEEMS TO WEIGH ON MOST OF US TO ONE DEGREE OR ANOTHER.ALL THESE CIRCUMSTANCES SEEM TO BE VERY DEPRESSING. HOWEVER~~ WE ALL STILL HAVE FAMILY AND FRIENDS THAT WE SHOULD REALLY BE THANKFUL FOR THAT BLESSING!! SO MY POINT HERE IS I AM THANKFUL TO MY FRIENDS HERE ON THIS SITE~~I MAY NOT KNOW YOU VERY WELL BUT I HOPE WE ALL VOW TO GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER BETTER. AND APPRECIATE AND BE THANKFUL THAT WE KNOW LOTS OF PEOPLE WE NEVER WOULD HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO KNOW WITHOUT THIS PLASTIC CONTRAPTION I AM TALKING TO Y'ALL ON!! SO HAPPY THANKSGIVING

JUST A FEW THOUGHTS! I LEARNED TODAY THAT SOMEONE THAT I CONSIDERED JUST AN EVIL MEAN BITCH, IN FACT WAS SUFFERING FROM A VERY PAINFUL DISEASE. SO I WAS SO INDIFFERENT TO THIS PERSON AND INTERNALLY THOUGHT I WAS SOMEHOW BEING A BETTER PERSON BY JUST IGNORING HER RATHER THAN BEING SUPPORTIVE AND HELPFUL. REMEMBER WHEN A PERSON HERE IS BEING BITCHY OR BEING A DICK THERE MAY A GOOD REASON SLAINTE'

NOW THIS IS NOT TO DIMINISH HOW OR WHY ANYONE ELSE MAY CHOOSE TO DO WHAT THEY DO!! BUT I WOULD LIKE TO EXPLAIN MY THEORY. I HAVE SOME VERY GOOD FRIENDS AND KNOW SOME VERY NICE, SWEET AND SEXY PEOPLE HERE ON FUBAR. BUT I DO NOT BUY PEOPLE HAPPY HOURS VIP'S OR BLASTS WHEN ASKED. SO NEVER TAKE OFFENSE IF I DON'T TO ME IF I CHOOSE TO BUT SOMEONE SOMETHING IT WILL BE TO SURPRISE SOMEONE OR EXPRESS SOMETHING TO SOMEONE. BUT IF YOU COME OUT AND ASK ME I WON'T DO IT IT IS TAWDRY AND TAINTED THEN. THAT IS JUST MY FEELINGS. SO IT DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING THAT I DON'T DO THAT! I RECIEVED A BLAST FROM A FRIEND AND IT WAS A GREAT SURPRISED AND IT REALLY MEANT SOMETHING SPECIAL FOR ME. BUT IF I WOULD HAVE ASKED HER TO BUY IT IT WOULDN'T MEAN THE SAME. I HOPE WHOEVER READS THIS UNDERSTANDS!! DAN

I miss sweet Cheayla still terribly~~ she was stolen from me and her other friends and family, but now helps guide many, many more! thank you for letting me vent. kisses you two

I AM NOT SURE HOW THIS WILL SOUND OR TAKE FORM. ALL I KNOW IS MY HEART JUST HURTS.MY FRIEND, MY LITTLE SISTER, MY SOULMATE, MY GENTLE GORGEOUS LIGHT WITHIN ME HAS PASSED FROM THIS SOMETIMES UGLY WORLD. SHE WAS A SHINING LIGHT ADMIDST MANY DULL AND WANING INCANDECENT OPAQUELY GLIMMERS OF ILLUNINATION. HER GREAT SPIRIT SOARED WITH PURPOSE AND DEFT. OFTEN GUIDED BY HER SPIRIT GUIDE, HER GRANDFATHER. HER PHYSICAL BEAUTY WAS BEYOND DESCRIPTION, BUT PALED IN COMPARISON TO HER INNER AND BEAUTIFUL SELF. HER SOUL WAS BLESSED WITH HER ANCESTORS WISDOM AND STRENGTH. SHE WAS SO EASY TO LOVE, SO EASY TO TEASE SO EASY TO TALK TO ENDLESSLY. SHE WAS DETERMINED, BORDERLINED ON STUBBORN,LOL, WHICH I OFTEN TOLD HER. SHE WAS INVITING,SHE WAS A BIT NAIVE AND WISE SIMULTANEOUSLY. HER VISIONS WERE CLEAR AND PRECISE. FOR ONE SO YOUNG HER "OLD" SOUL GUIDED HER WELL. SHE WAS A BIG PART OF MY HEART, I AM IN TEARS FOR ME, FOR HER FAMILY, FOR HER FRIENDS, BUT NOT FOR HER, SHE IS WITH HER BELOVED, HER TRUE LOVE OF THAT SHE NEVER QUESTIONED. AND FOR NUMALTE WHO THANKED ME OFTEN BECAUSE I CARED SO MUCH FOR HIS SWEET LOVE. I AM NOT SURE IF MY HEART IS PURE ENOUGH YET, BUT WITH TIME, I AM SURE, I WILL FEEL THEIR LOVING SPIRITS, AFTER I QUIT MOURNING MY HUMAN LOSS AND REALIZE MY SPIRITUAL GAIN. I BELIEVE WITH MY FRACTURED HEART THAT SHE IS DANCING LIKE CRAZY, HAVING FUN, SPREADING JOY IN THE SPIRIT WORLD NOW WITH HER BELOVED, SOMETIMES DANCING WITH HER, AND OTHER TIMES JUST ENJOYING HER. THAT IS WHAT I FEEL AS THE WATER WELLS IN MY EYES AT MY GREAT LOSS, BUT KNOW SWEET CHEAYLA I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS. MY SWEET FRIENDS SOAR ABOVE US WATCHING AND PROBABLY LAUGHING AT US. AND I AM HAPPY THAT NUMALTE IS BACK WITH HIS MOTHER I IMPLORE, AS HER IRISH FRIEND, WITHOUT AN OUNCE OF CHEROKEE IN ME,THAT HER GRANFATHER CONTINUE TO GUIDE HER AND MOST OF ALL KEEP UP WITH HER. SWEET WOMAN I MISS YOU LOVE DAN