Fubar Blog Posts 4

Personal Choice And Freedoms.
Well i guess im going to go on a Rant here...its a thing i do and havent done for quite a while. It seems that some people here and i wont mention names because i dont start drama...i just finish it! seem to think because of their rating and level that they can down and down rate certain people out of their own insecurities. It is quite a shame and very sad, it only shows just how insecure about themselves they are. Here i will put it to you this way, I dont care what you do online or in your own life...why you ask? because it is not my buisness or place to judge you. Unless you are directly affecting me in a negative way , like lets say taking money out of my pocket, or starting some kind of unneccessary drama, i dont care what u do or say! Its your life, your personal buisness and if its something i dont like well fuck i dont have to look or read it. its that simple kiddies! I am sick to death of people trying to sit on some kind of invisible throne trying to claim the fairy

Roses
The roses were wilted. They bled petals on the floor, leaving a puddle in the dining room that spilled from the desk. Their barren green stalks bent, full of despair, without hope of rejuvenation, separated from life, and withering into dust. I want to show you this. I want to open your eyes and make you see that this is your gift to me. I want to make you see that with you, I die inside. I bleed apologies and tears until I am dry, and you give me nothing. I am bent in despair and fading; living death until I turn to ashes and dust. I want you to see what I am without you. I want you to close your mind and see the years fall away from me. My eyes are dry and laughing, though my hands are calloused and tired. I have shed enough tears to fill a river, and all my tears are left under that bridge. I walk across that bridge now, and though I see the memories flow by, the tears cannot move me, because I have risen above it. I cross to the next stage in my life, as I cross tha

Hot In The Sauna
Rachel and Amber were best friends. Ever since they got married to their husbands, they would get together on weekends to get away. One saturday, they went to a spa for the day. Beforehand, they went into a sauna to relax. They each worked up a sweat, and a thought passed Amber's mind. "Would you mind if i got naked?" she asked timidly. Confused at first, Rachel said "Yeah, sure". Amber took off her towel, exposing her large C breasts and shaved pussy. She laid down on her towel and closed here eyes. Rachel, feeling left out, took off her towel, and sat on it. Soon she realized that Amber's dark nipples were rock hard. Noticing her own nipples get hard, and feeling a tingle in her pussy, she got up and sat beside her friend. She was confused why she started getting feelings for her best friend, but she went for what she wanted. Amber soon sat up, and gave Rachel a confused look. Rachel leaned in and shoved her tongue down her Amber's throat. Amber was hesitant at first, but soon became

Feelin Kinda Evil
I am the bad taste in your mouth, the bitch That will prove karma as truth, your fall From grace, the pebble in your shoe, the One whore who won’t let her world end Your conscience will love me, obsessed It will haunt your ass playing fair is fair But I give you credit for intelligence Your eyes read “this space for rent” You stare at me vapidly, tongue Swollen, parched, thirsty for an opinion Some water of the third world You can spit in my ear and pretend You have capacity for this You smile at me stupidly, your Grin says idiot, while your words Declare lack of substance, eyes Vacant, mouth blathering, lies bubbling To the surface, swamp gas should smell so bad I am the bastard in your past, the child Of ill love that won’t leave, the fucker in Your rear-view, and I’m giving you the finger I am the acid indigestion, the meals That stop only to repeat, the burning On your insides, the fire in your throat You’ll die to be as good as me, your Eyes

My Lyrics...
"Make It All Ok" It Seems These Days Are Endless And You Leave Me in this Mess You Always Interrupt A Day That Was Not Corrupt The World, It's All So Gray Nothing in It, but Your Rain My Internal Organs Are Crushed And My Deepest Art Is Hushed A Resurrection of Feelings I Thought Had Died Black Streams from These Tears That I Have Cried And It's All Going to Be (Chorus): ..Another Wound from Within Another War I Won't Win Another Break in My Heart Just Another Reason to Part/ Unlock My Laughter with Your Key Reveal the Blood I Can't Help but Bleed When Your Words, They Cut So Deep My Nerves They Become So Numb in Me The Touch of the Warmth You Give From the Lies That I Have Lived Contrast the Ice of Your Speech And All the Ways That You Teach And I Know it Will All Be (Chorus): ..Another Wound from Within Another War I Won't Win Another Break in My Heart Just Another Reason to Part/ And it Seem

New Shoes
went around to my friend Stuart's house to see if he wanted to go running, his Mum Sandra answered the door and informed me that he was out and was due back in a couple of hours. She asked if I wanted to come in and wait for him to return. I have always liked Sandra. She was pretty cool and was quite young, probably about 36 at the time and she wasn't bad to look at either, so I agreed to go in. I already had a foot fetish at the time but it wasn't uncontrollable like it is now, I had also seen Sandra's feet before which I thought were really sexy. I looked down at her feet and noticed she was wearing some white leather thong sandals and had painted her toenails red. Her nails were quite long and her feet looked soft and well looked after. She went into the living room and offered me a seat. I sat down on the sofa at the end which was next to the chair that I thought she usually sat in. I was hoping to get a good look at her feet whilst I waited for Stuart to return. Sandra

Insomnia - The Sequel
I thought I had it beat, but the last week I have not slept more than a couple hours a day, and almost none at night. Like a good scientist I did an experiment this week end, letting caffeine be the independent variable, and sleep the dependent. I found no effect. After no caffeine for over 24 hours I am wide awake still. I think the cause is probably stress. It would really be nice to actually be able to do an experiment but there's no way to go stressless, unless there's better drugs than I have ever heard of. :P

Some People's Children, I Tell Ya!
erv131: Hey sexy! I lost my panties, may i borrorw yours? ->PaganTx: LMFAO ... you're kidding right? That tired ass line wasn't working 10 minutes after it was thought up! erv131: its not totally a line. i mean i didnt lose my panties, i threw them out. and i do have more ->PaganTx: that was just TOTALLY too much information... why do you guys think we want to know that you like wearing panties and shit before we even know your name? Do you get a charge out of it or something ? ->PaganTx: you can't answer my questions ? erv131: yeah, i guess i get off on it a little ->PaganTx: well do you seriously think that asking some random woman is going to get you what you want? Are there not any women in New York that want to give you their panties ? erv131: no i dont think this will work, just bored and playing ->PaganTx: That was seriously disrespectful to just show up in my shoutbox asking for something that personal, and without even knowing who i am or how i would react to you askin

In Timeless Voids
In Timeless Voids bodies touching, caressing under a star-filled sky only a blind moon watches love act its part the proximity of love sets hearts beating burning with passion needing to be heard revelation of self pure whole expression to a true love undying devotion the time for quiet no sound filters to the moon or the stars but emotions cry scream out with pain love is awake and hears need the air is strong primeval warm sensuous demands answers which must be given time is frozen minutes of pureness gifts of self love fully consolidated whispered emotions expressed tenderly gentle touches waves of love defer to silence deep quiet reigns stars alight in hearts now

Why ?
Why do people have to lie? That makes me want to cry.. Why do people have to deceive? Does it give you relief? All I ever wanted was you.. And you made me blue.. When I found out you weren't true.. You tore my heart in two.. You told me that you loved me.. How could this be? You treated me like shit.. And I wish I didn't love you one bit.. I love you..now you know.. But you just have to go.. For you see I need someone true.. Not someone who gives me the blues.. I need some time to breathe.. So please..just leave.. **** sorry, had to vent..tired of all the liars and playas here on the net

Women,photos And Comments
I dont know about anyone else but sometimes I find the internet a strange place to meet people. I've been on the planet now for almost half a century and am having to learn a whole new etiquette. For you women out there, you have to know that men are visually stimuluted. We are genetically geared that way. So whatever your photos emphasize, we are going to see and clue in on. If you emphasize your eyes, thats what we will see, if you emphasize your breasts or legs, we will clue in on that. So if you get comments about your photos from men that you dont like, dont freak, we're are just responding to your advertisement. We're probably not intentionally trying to upset or offend you. I know I have made a faux pas,with no intent to offend, it happens. I know, I've seen me do it. But ladies,you posted the photos so you know men are going to look. You ultimately get the results your looking for.

I Want You
I want you to fantasize Think about me at night When the lights are out And your breath is hot. I want you to dream Of hearing me moan And saying dirty things In the heat of the second. I want you to see me Naked on your bed Ready for you To come and take me. I want you. To want me

" What I Feel About The Word Love "
TO LOVE A PERSON IS , WITH YOUR HEART , BODY , MIND , SOUL , YOUR EVERYTHING . NOT TO CHANGE EITHER OR TO EXCEPT EACH OTHER AS THEY ARE , TO LOVE THEM FOR WHOM THEY ARE , WHAT THEY ARE . NOT TO CHANGE THEM , BE THERE FOR EACH OTHER , THROUGH THE GOOD TIMES AND BAD TIMES , TO HOLD THE ONE YOU LOVE UP , AND PICK THEM UP WHEN THEY FALL, NEVER LEAVING THEIR SIDE , NEVER FAILING THEM , TRYING TO FIX WHAT EVER HAPPENED , NEVER NOT GOIN TO BED ANGRY , TO ALWAYS TALK AND MAKE IT RIGHT . GOD , LOVE ACHES , MAKES YOU FEEL SICK TO YOUR STOMACH , YOU CAN NOT EAT , CAN NOT SLEEP , ALWAYS ON YOUR MIND 24/7 . WANTING TO HOLD AND NEVER LET IT GO , WANTING EVERYTHING WITH THAT PERSON . TO SHARE FEELINGS IDEA'S GROWING OLD TOGETHER , JUST BEING WITH THE GUY OR GIRL YOU LOVE . NEVER TO LEAVE THEIR SIDE MY HEART , MY SOUL , MY BODY , MIND , ALL BELONGS TO YOU , YOU KNOW 24/7 OF YOU WITH ME , YOUR BABYDOLL FOREVER CHERIE AKA BREW

Ugly Babies???!!!
I was at a church regional conference yesterday and my husband and I found ourselves sitting behind a young family with only one baby. The baby was in the crib being nestled by mommy from time to time,so we didn't think too much about it and kept on listening to the conference. After quite a while we turned back,not meaning to even look or anything,in fact,we were actually trying to scan the room hoping to see the bishop, since we needed an appointment with him...to our surprise the baby was now in the arms of beautiful mommy and.....AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH it was the ugliest baby I ever ever saw!!!!!!! no kidding,who ever knows me on fubar,also knows I love babies and , for as much as an "downrater" as I am, I never rate babies or children less than 10 on here :s I whispered to him in surprise and....more of a surprise that baby was looking me straight in the eyes :o hopefully that did not take 10 yrs off of my life ,oh my goooodddddnneeeeessssssssss that should take away my ba

Too Many Tears
I dont why but for the past few days all I have been doing is crying a lot. I feel like there are many reasons as to why I am crying but I really do not know what they are. All I know is that I feel drained, my eyes are puffy and red, my head hurts, my heart aches, my nerves are going nuts on me. Yet, I do not know what is causing me to be depressed. As of late it feels like a lot of things that is going on in my life is so nuts and confusing. Yet I keep going. I never quit. I am always fighting. But Im depressed... a Fighter depressed? How is that possible? I do not know probably it is because I am tired of fighting... tired of having things like housing issues come about... tired of being without Nate by my side (too more months and he will be with me thats the only plus I have for me right now)... tired of school. I know I am going to be a college grad in a year and a half. But damn I should have been done by now. I am so mad at myself. There thats my answer. I am depresse

Question:
Has anyone but myself seen my blast? Krissy said she hasn't, and no one else has shouted and said so. So I am just wondering if it's lost, or if I only got a one day when I was supposed to get a 3. Let me know people. Mwah

Now This Is Truly Messed Up!!
Yesterday, my riding buddy and I were on our way back from a rally, when a pick up truck hit us. Luckily we didnt fall down or get hurt...but it tore our saddle bag completely up and broke off the right blinker. Dude driving the truck took off like a bat out of hell...we drove to catch up to him and he just ignored us...then sped up and took off again...once again we chased him and caught up to him..honkin and yellin u just hit us pull over...once again he sped up n took off...one more time we caught him...yellin honkin...he speeds up and takes off again....what the hell is up with that!!?? Are people really getting that heartless that U hit someone on a bike and RUN!! I hope they hang that punk! Yeah im pissed off....

A Song! Very Creepy!
iN THE DARK OF THE NIGHT,i SEARCH FOR YOU! tHE MINDLESS WRETCHES OF SOCIETY! MMMMMMM! TO DRINK YOUR BLOOD AND FEAST UPON YOUR ,,,,, FLESHHHH! TIME TO BREAK, CAUSEYOU;LL NEVER TAKE THIS!LOTS OF SNIFFS OF BLOOD, OH , WHAT I A SICK, FUCKED UP MESS! OHHHHHHH , YEA! IM FEASTING ON THE BLOOD OF THE INSANE! PHYCOTIC - VIOLENT, ANOTHER ONE DEAD!- BLOOD CLOTTING, LUST IS WHAT I NEED FOR MY INSANITY!... DIE IN THE SLAGHTER ROOM, ITS TIME TO TAP AN ARTERY!MY BRAIN IS WITHERD, ANOTHER EMPTY THOGHT!.. I WILL KILL AND NEVER BE CAUGHT! YOUR FACE TO FACE WITH THE MONSTER OF HATE!... YOUR JUST A NOTHER VICTIM,ITS TIME TO KILL, NO ONE GETS OUT ALIVE!ANOTHER SCREAMS, WHEN A NOTHER FUCKER DIES, FIRST I KILL... THEN I FEED!I CANT DENEY MY BLOOD LUST NEED!IM A SON OF A BITCH, THE THIRD GENARATION,SCHOOLED IN THE ART OF HUMAN STRANGULATION! IM THE ONLY ONE THINKS , I CAN CONTROL THE PAIN, IM TO DRUNK, I LOVE THE INSANE! MY NEED FOR BLOOD , DRIVES ME TO KILL!ANOTHER ONE DIYING, BLEEDING FOR MY LUST!I , FUCKIN

Alcohaulin' Ass
Hellyeah Lyrics "Alcohaulin' Ass" A Little Bit Of Sunshine A Little Bit Of Booze A Little Bit Of Me And A Little Bit Of You A Little Bit Country A Little Bit Of Blues A Slice Of Heaven And A Little Piece Of You...come On Alcohaulin' Ass Pour Another Drink In My Glass Alcohaulin' Ass Alcohaul...in' Ass A Little Bit Thirsty A Little Bit Used A Little Bit Of Whiskey And A Little Pinch Of Chew A Little Bit Tired And A Bad Attitude A Little Bit Of Drinkin And Another Piece Of You Alcohaulin' Ass Pour Another Drink In My Glass Alcohaulin' Ass Alcohaulin' Alcohaulin' You Drove Me To It So There Was Nothing I Could Do You Pushed Me Down Split Me Right In Two Now I Found The Long Hard Road Carried The Weight Of You Boy Oh Boy God Damn Only One Thing Left To Do Alcohaulin' Ass Pour Another Drink In My Glass Alcohaulin' Ass Pour Another Drink In My Glass Alcohaul...in' Ass

Bombing And Updates For Sunday October 21st
Wicked Storm Crew! ~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~ ~*~WSC~*~ Keep on Rockin' the Free Fu World!!!~*~WSC~*~ ~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~ Bombing for Today!!!! ~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~ Alice Needs 50,000 Comments in a way shorter time than we thought. We need to throw at least 4000 - 5000 comments a day at her picture!! **She has Bought WSC Crew Account A 7 Day Blast To Help Recruit. Let's Make Sure We Get Her To The 50,000. ~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~wsc~ Ozzfanatic2 is in his first contest! He has rated and commented you all show him some Wicked Mad Love in return!! It is a no ending date, Gift Giveaway! No direct competition but when he reaches 125,000... He will receive a HappY HouR!! ~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~w~ Candy is also in a Gift Giveaway for a Months blast all she needs is 95,00

You Need To Start Rating My Sfw.....
I KNOW YOU GUYS LOVE SEEING MY NSFW PICS, YOU NEED TO START RATING MY SFW PICS. As of Today , all NSFW Folders will be for family only until you guys start rating some of my SFW pics. I don't get points for NSFW. Please rate them and I will gladly open them back up.

We're Drama Free. Ya Gotta Join Lol.....?
BOMBERS NEEDED FOR A DRAMA FREE FAMILY!!!!!!! JUST GO AHEAD CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW AND SEND A FRIEND REQUEST THAT SAY’S. I WANT IN LOL!!!! Explosive Drama Free Bombers@ fubar

My Dj Bully
♥~♥IT'S THE WEDDING OF ALL WEDDINGS! YOU NEED TO COME IN TO FIND OUT WHAT THE FUSS IS ABOUT!♥~♥ ♥~♥BUTTERFLY WARRIOR AND DIRT WOULD LIKE TO SHARE THE CELEBRATION OF THEIR LOVE WITH YOU♥~♥ ♥~♥THE MEMBERS OF K.O.P.E. AND THE GUARDIANS OF HELL LOUNGE WELCOME YOU TO JOIN US FOR THIS VERY SPECIAL OCCASION♥~♥ ~BE THERE OR BURN IN HELL~ ♥~♥THE WEDDING WILL TAKE PLACE DIRECTLY FOLLOWING A LIVE NO HOLDS BARRED INTERVIEW WITH THE K.O.P.E. FOUNDER AND DIRT HIMSELF K.O.P.E. CO-FOUNDER. INTERVIEW WILL BEGIN AT 9:30pm EST. THIS IS ONE YOU DO NOT WANT TO MISS!♥~♥

House Searching
yay think we found a house today the other one i posted the mumm on was allready taken this one is 3 bedroom two story sits on about half a acre land for 650 a month just outside clarksville tennessee we went and saw it today OMG talk about gorgeous gonna call in the morning yay hope all goes well with the rest this is a steal!

What Do You Think
VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq . 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq . 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq ! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq ! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq . 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq . 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel . 10 Amos cried out in Iraq ! 11. Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem . 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq ! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon ! saw the 'writing on the wall' in Iraq . 15. Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive into Iraq . 16. Ezekiel preached in Iraq . 17. The Wise men wer

Oops! I Forgot Your Name!
And everything else about you... So I'm online and I have my yahoo messenger open. My list is pretty short, consisting of only 10 or 11 people now. About 4 years ago, my list probably had over 60 people on it. I've slimmed it down a little, and am quite happy with the few people I have on there. One thing I am going to complain about, is when people IM me and get upset when I can't remember who they are. "We chatted about 2 years ago! I'm the guy who lived in that one city and worked at that one job! Remember me now?" When I say no, some of them act like I've insulted them. Well I'm sorry if I've hurt your internet feelings. On another note...this really has nothing to do with what I was talking about before, but I'm going to say it anyway. People ask where I'm from and I tell them, Madison Wisconsin. Then they proceed to say, "Oh yeah, I drove through Wisconsin once!" What am I supposed to say to that?? "OH YEAH! I remember you! You're a great driver! Love how you

Nightswimming
Dark winds excite my skin, I am aroused and breathless, caressed Staring into dark water below, Bare feet clutched to the shore You smile at me naughtily, “Water’s fine,” and I hesitate Knowing that in those chilly depths, There’s no place for this swimsuit My fingers shake under my top, Struggling pulling it over my head, Noticing your breath catch even from here And you quickly fight to regain your cool I pull my bottoms down to my ankles Step over the bottoms, and toss them behind me, I think about you, naked, wet, waiting Jumping is almost too much for me

Inspired
The Perfect Picture This journal is inspired by http://www.bequite.deviantart.com/ Everyone inspires me in different ways of course and a comment she left on http://david6of7.deviantart.com/art/The-Merry-Thoughts-PRINT-67759518 inspired me to write this journal entry - not to show off but hopefully inspire you as artists - no matter what level you are on. I have been taking pictures for over 15 years - I stopped counting because I suck at math but I do remember being published for images I took in Desert Shield and Desert Storm where I served aboard a warship. Over all this time and even now as I write I have no idea how the stroke of luck hit me and things fell into place for my becoming a photographer. I realized how lucky I was to have a decent camera that could record things as I wanted - being that it has been due to luck I worked super hard to study pictures, photography and shoot tons and tons of film all in the hopes of getting better not just shooting to sho

Omg Thank You
OK THANKS FOR ALL THE LUV DURING MY HH. THE GIFTS,COMMENTS,RATES,ADD REQUESTS,FANZ, ETC.. WERE AWESOME !! AND 398 LEVELED SO CONGRATS 2 THEM. AND AGAIN BIG THANK YOU TO ORIGINAL FU-DADDY FOR LETTING ME JOIN CONTEST WHERE I WON HH.I WILL RETURN THE LUV JUST GIMMIE A FEW CUZ THERE WAS ALOT OF YOU THAT STOPPED BY.SO LOTS OF XOXOXOXOX FOR U ALL !!

Bbw Dominant
This is most recent...9/07. BBW Dominant seeks willing Boy Toy to use - Do as I instruct and you will experience pleasures untold. Not into traditional bondage, pain, SM or domme attire--it goes much deeper than that. I will control your actions, manage your pleasure for my own whims and desires. You have not experienced anyone like me before. This is about getting into your mind and helping you to find what pleases me which will be what pleases you beyond what you can imagine. This is about sexual abandon, sensual surrender, total release. You must be very-openminded, humble and absolutely ready to relinquish control. I will let you get off ONLY when i want you to. You MUST find a voluptuous, full-bodied woman attractive or don't even waste my time. I am extremely sensual, patient, intelligent but will not suffer fools. Inexperience is fine, immaturity is NOT. I am Black. My preference is that you be White and between the ages of 25 and 4O. This is not a joke or a commercia

Sexy Lil Sharky Needs Your Help!!
My request is simple .. please stop by my page and sign one of my guestbooks ... if you feel like leaving a comment, that is fine too, but I have noticed many have not signed my book. Thanks and have a wonderful evening. hugzzzzzzz, Sharky

Watch Out Ladies!
watch out for a guy that goes my chubby chaser! i chatted with him a little bit and now he thinks i'm his girlfriend and he won't leave me alone. i had to block him because he wouldn't stop leaving comments for guys to leave me alone because i'm his girl! he's scary and gross so be careful!

Secret #2
Well, it's that time..gotta give up the ghost.. Secret number 2... I am a recovering addict. I am addicted to opiates. I started taking painkillers after a serious car accident and one thing lead to another. I tried to quit several times on my own to no avail. Four years ago I decided to quit with the help of methadone. THAT STUFF IS BULLSHIT! I became addicted to that stuff... finally, on July 4th I chose to quit COLD TURKEY! That was the WORST 6 weeks of my life! I still have bad days when I wanna give in to the cravings but I find ways to devert my attention. Ive taken up skateboarding again. SOmething I had not done since I was 19. Im actually pretty good!! =0)p... On that note, today is my birthday!! HAppy 28th to me!!! ~mj

The Woman In The Car
The rain beat against her windshield as she just got out of work and got in her car ,It was only 11:30, but by this time all the malls were closed and as it was the middle of the week, people didn't have a reason to be out, so she practically had the roads to herself. And how she loved it; normally she would drive fast, just wanting to get home as fast as possible, but tonight? Nah, tonight was beautiful, it was simply beautiful, the rain pounding against the roof of her car, demanding entrance, which caused her to smile secretly. Trying to force penetration; yes, that's the word that ran over and over in her mind, penetration. Her fingers tightened their grip over the steering wheel as she shifted her hips, painfully teasing herself. Ah, erotic. That's what it was, sinfully erotic and there was nothing she could do about, except allow herself to be swept away, give into the most basic human instinct. Allow her mind to be drowned out in pleasure, his soft, alluring voice filling her e

Bagage?
so i realizee that i have alot of fears when it comes to realtionships or falling for someone and i hate it. i wasnt always like this but once 5 guys cheat on you you start to worry about this kinda stuff. it takes me so long to fully trust a guy or let myself like him and open up. all i want is to find one guy to prove that guys arent all the same. and i hate the fact that i get jealous sometimes. not that possesive kinda jealous but the why doesnt he say that to me kinda jealous. i wish i wasnt like this but its hard to get over stuff like that. so if you think oh i wanna date her you should probably rethink that and read this blog then deside. love yall

Hmmmm
So, I am tired, working way to much I know. Time seems to be dragging not passing quicker. Days go by slow. People getting weirder. Work was tough the last few days. 2 domestic assaults, gang fights, todays, we found out after the police got there, they had automatic weapons in their truck. An assault on a juvenile child, simply over a gang initiation. Auto burglaries, 3 in two days. So, makes me wonder how tomorrow is going to be. I have a feeling its just beginning, and thats not good :( But yet I keep going. I keep thinking how much my girls need me to keep going. Makes it all worth it, doesnt it?

Love Me
~Love Me~ Love me in the Springtime, When all is green and new, Love me in the Summer, When the sky is oh so blue, Love me in the Autumn, When the leaves are turning brown, Love me in the Winter, When the snow is falling down. Love me when I'm happy, And even when I'm sad, Love me when I'm good, Or when I'm oh so bad, Love me when I'm pretty, Or if my face is plain, Love me when I'm feeling good, Or when I'm feeling pain. Love me always darlin', In the rain or shining sun, Love me always darlin', After all is said and done, Love me always darlin', Until all our life is through, Love me always darlin', For I'll be lovin' you

Thirst Of Love
It has taken to long for this day to arrive but never the less all good things come to those who wait sometimes the waiting is longer than expected. I am with longing of our first touch and kiss when two bodies come together with love and a desired passion to move into each other and quench the thirst of love and be bountiful in the connection. A touch a kiss a whisper and a burning fire of longing for fulfillment, the need is overpowering with strength and virility we will succeed my sweet lady. Remember love will prevail true love is our destiny we have survived the distance apart we have weathered all the storms the sea will be calm and we will have tranquility. Trust in your feelings be not afraid to open yourself to love and passion let our lips seal our fate and love will endure. Just a thought for the day. Denno.

Oh My God!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok, sooo, this apartment complex i live in is doing construction riiiight???? Which is cool cuz they're remodling and it's going to look awesome when they're done.... but in the meantime they're ripping off the roof... SOOOOO it starts pouring down rain right?? YEAH... Our apartment has started to flood... it's coming straight through the ceiling... through the WALLS.... it's fucking INSANE... And I am SOOOO fucking pissed off... OOOHHH MY GOD!!! I am sooo not happy... stupid fucking idiots! What the fuck were they thinking... I mean, Seriously what were these idiots thinking???? I am so fucking mad, if you can't tell... stupid fucking rain... stupid stupid stupid rain, flooding... uuugghhh this is so much bullshit!!! Ok, so thats my rant at 3a... raining flooding bullshit... So i'm gonna go stay with my grandpa. Fun Fun. Cept he's gonna be in Lake Tahoe all week... so we'll be there alone... but oh well. It should be fun... laters

Rambling
every time I try to do anything I get 20 questions. Why do are most of your referals men. why this why that. im just so tired of always being questioned for everything i do. Is it wrong for me to try and get ppl to join the best site on the internet. the greatest place to hang out??? can anyone answer this for me????

A Breakin' Heart
I've noticed you, but do you notice me? In evry crowd,it's you I seek. In my heart I keep the words I wanna say, To your sweet face and make your day. I see you from across the room and I smile, To know you're near me keeps me happy for a while. We've never spoke, but I long for that moment. It seems like I could careless, don't it? But really I'm just scared whenever you walk by Cuz just the scent of you sends me on an emotional high. I can't keep this secret in too long, Cuz my feelings are too strong, It's burning a hole inside my heart, I wanna tell you, but I can't find the words to start. You're the only one able to set my soul a flame, Wishing you would only tell me the same. You're constantly running through my mind, It seems I think of you all the time. I love the way you walk,talk, and laugh, You're the one I need to have, To get lost in your beautiful eyes, And have your smile keep me so hypnotized, Someone to share all my dreams, And show me what they

Todays Comment Wasn't Directed At Anyone I Promise
The comment I posted today wasn't directed at anyone I promise, it was a quote I found and so very true. People tend to believe rumors without knowing all the facts and good friends are lost because people are afraid to ask is something wrong. Hugs to you all

Blah Blah Blah.
I'm totally out of things to say. This site sucks now. A lot of people have been emailing me telling me this, and I totally agree. What can I say? There's only so many times a webmaster can talk about masturbating before it just gets old. Wait, I take that back. I got one: The other day I was masturbating and my balls fell off I made them into devilled eggs. That one wasn't so bad. Survey says.. That blew. Dammit. Okay, on to more feeble joke attempts to try and prove myself as "still funny." - I thought of a new name for Tori Amos - Toremy Anus Terrible. - I went to a pawn shop to buy chess pieces. How ironic is that? That one might take a while. Fuck it. - Alcohol is an acquired taste, but I'm not in a choir. Jeez man. - I don't do anything half-assed. Unless it's a girl with one butt cheek. Ugh. Awful awful awful. I've definitely lost it. Or, lost whatever I may have found. Maybe I just need a break from writing.

Guilt
Guilt. Recently I was thinking about the concept of guilt. Why is it that guilt is so important to us? I mean it must be important because we embrace it so much. Sometimes it’s even the major driving force in our lives. But do we HAVE to feel guilty? Let me start by saying that I firmly believe that there’s absolute right and absolute wrong in this world. And I also believe that since we are human beings, we WILL make mistakes. So there is quite a potential for feeling guilt. And I also believe that we need some guilt in our lives. But just enough to make us realize that we made a mistake and that we are sorry. After that, we should let the it go. But too many people keep the guilt. They keep it way down inside where it becomes part of them. It’s almost like they are hording it. But why? I think a lot of it is that we were raised that way. I think it rather humorous that so many ethnic backgrounds claim that they are the masters of guilt. Irish, Italian, Jewish, a

Shout Box Funnies
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Isn't It Nice?
How nice is it when you find money in your purse, wallet, pocket, etc. that you never knew you had? Even finding five bucks is nice but I just found a $50 bill! I have no clue where it came from or how long it was in there but it definitely made my outlook for the day a little brighter :)

The Baby Shower
Yesterday my niece had her baby shower, all the family was there to lend our support. Since this wasn't your typical shower, not a lot of baby gifts were given, but they all were special gifts none the less. My mom, her grandmother, made her a special christening gown for Eva to wear to be christened in. Some clothes, blankets and books too. All the other things a baby needs {diapers, bath time toys, car seat, changing table, crib} were not received, and probably not on the registry anyway. Everything was beautiful and not a tear was shed, surprisingly enough. I'm sorry but i don't have any pics from the shower right now, but i hope to get some from my sister that took tons of pics...lol Rachiel discussed with her OBGYN when to induce, with much hesitation from Rachiel, and it has been decided that if she hasn't gone into labor before, the doctor will be inducing on Dec. 18th. She does however look as if she's about to "pop" any day now. Rachiel is a tiny girl and she looks

The Contestants In The Big Pimpin Contest
Im posting a list of all the contestants in the big pimpin contest . It starts tonight at 7 pm central time. At that time you can come here to this blog and click on your photo & start voting Yall have fun :)

For Those That Don't
read and still want to find me on cam: stop fucking sending me shouts when i put it as my status. if you read the blogs, you would know. i've posted this link multiple times and will be the last time i post it for quite a long time. HOT SEX post, info on how to find the cams if alt puts the order form up, just hit home, and it'll take you back to home and try again til you get past the form. as i said in the linked post, YOU DO NOT NEED A CREDIT CARD, YOU DO NOT NEED TO PAY ANYTHING. this is the last post i'm making of this nature. if you care enough, you'll find it. sending me shouts wanting me to tell you shit when i'm already on cam is fucking retarded. stop doing it. Sin

Proud Of Me
So, ever since I had my daughter (she's 7 now) I have been struggling with my weight. Before I had her I weighed about 165ish. I am 5'10, so that was a great weight for me. Well I have done Atkins, I have exercised, I have dieted, and I have fluctuated from my lowest of 178, all the way up to 207, my highest. And the 207 was just a couple months ago. I am proud to say that my latest attempt is working. I started doing DDR around a year ago. For those that don't know, DDR is a dance game that works with a PS2. You follow the arrows on the game with a dance pad that you step on. There are either 4 or 5 levels of difficulty depending on which game you get. The current one I am doing has 4 levels. I'm on the 3rd. Now, when you do this for 30 to 60 minutes, 4 or 5 times a week, it is aerobic. I am drenched. I have noticed a big change in my body, muscles toning, etc. So FINALLY, this weekend, I noticed the scale. I am down to 189, in just a couple of months of hard work.

Lol
Here is a chicken recipe that also includes the use of popcorn as a stuffing - imagine that. When I found this recipe, I thought it was perfect for people like me, who ju st are not sure how to tell when poultry is thoroughly cooked, but not dried out. Give this a try. BAKED STUFFED CHICKEN 4 - 5 lb. Chicken 1 cup melted butter 1 cup stuffing (Pepperidge Farm is Good.) 1 cup uncooked popcorn (ORVILLE REDENBACHER'S LOW FAT) Salt/pepper to taste Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Brush chicken well with melted butter salt, and pepper. Fill cavity with stuffing and popcorn. Place in baking pan with the neck end toward the back of the oven. Listen for the popping sounds. When the chicken's ass blows the oven door open and the chicken flies across the room, it's done. And, you thought I couldn't cook...

Today Life Isn't So F*#kin Beautiful!
Just got back from having a wonderful weekend. Over 1000 mile round trip. Life was Beautiful. Then all hell breaks loose. To make it short, totaled my truck within 5 miles from home just 15 short miutes ago. Ruined MyFuckin Day! So yeah, Life ain't so Beautiful in my eyes right now. Peace Ya'll! Later, TheUnLoved

"drama"
I hate this word. I hate it a lot. Definition of Drama: 1. a composition in prose or verse presenting in dialogue or pantomime a story involving conflict or contrast of character, esp. one intended to be acted on the stage; a play. 2. the branch of literature having such compositions as its subject; dramatic art or representation. 3. the art dealing with the writing and production of plays. I'm sorry folks, drama is a classic art form with a rich history. Some twat in your life who you won't stop talking to and is "talkin' shit behind your back" or some guy that decided to cheat on you and cause some problems for you is not drama. It's stupid. If y'all don't like "Drama" then stay away from it. I have none in my life. It's pretty easy to get away from actually (read blog "I'll try this too" about confronting people). We need a better word to describe so-called "Drama." Stupidity? Petty Crap? Any other suggestions?

You Ruin Me
4 years with you, 2 without. Time is never-ending, but it is what ended us. 4 years.. I met you, I loved you, I hated you.. I met you when I was 16, working my first job, settling in a new place, trying to cope with the changes that just disruppted my life. You were so gorgeous. Your smile I could get lost in. Your hands, so strong, were my protection. You had this charm and you knew just how to sweep me off of my feet. I remember our first words, as silly as they were. I said, "You're gorgeous. Can I touch your butt?" You replied yes and I smiled. I turned around, rumbled for paper and a pen, turned to you and said, "Here is my number. You better call me or we will never have this conversation again." You smiled and went home. At 7p.m. I received that phone call that, unknowingly, would change my life, forever. I loved you when I was 17. You were my entire life. Nothing else seemed to matter. We were inseperable. You were a part of my family right from the beginning. You

Irresponsible Couple
While on a car trip, an old couple stopped at a roadside restaurant for lunch. The old woman unfortunately left her glasses on the table, but didn’t miss them until they were back on the highway. By then, they had to travel quite a distance before they could find a place to turn around. The old man fussed and complained all the way back to the restaurant, telling his wife she needs to be more responsible about her belongings. When they finally arrived, as the old woman got out of the car to retrieve her glasses the old man said, “While you’re in there, you may as well get my hat, too.”

Power Of Women
There were 11 people hanging on to a rope that came down from a helicopter. Ten were men and one woman. They all decided that one person should get off because if they didn't, the rope would break and everyone would die. No one could decide who should go. Finally the woman gave a really touching speech on how she would give up her life to save the others, because women were used to giving up things for their husbands and children and giving in to men. All of the men started clapping.

Comparison
WOMEN: - Women are honest, loyal, and forgiving. They are smart, knowing that knowledge is power. But they still know how to use their softer side to make a point. - Women want to be the best for their family, their friends, and themselves. - Their hearts break when a friend dies. They have sorrow at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. - A woman can make a romantic evening unforgettable. - Women come in all sizes, in all colours and shapes. They live in homes, apartments and cabins. They drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you. - The heart of a woman is what makes the world spin! Women do more than just give birth. They bring joy and hope. They give compassion and ideals. - They give moral support to their family and friends. And all they want back is a hug, a smile and for you to do the same to people you come in contact with. MEN: - Men are good at lifting heavy stuff a

Away With You Then
i found a girl that i really like. she had beatiful hair nice boobies and was pretty but when i yelled that to her from across the street and walked towerd her she start running. what is it with women all bitches or something?

Women Are Phenominal........... ;-)
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue with out complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to

Popcorn Stuffing
Here is a chicken recipe that also includes the use of popcorn as a stuffing - imagine that. When I found this recipe, I thought it was perfect for people like me, who ju st are not sure how to tell when poultry is thoroughly cooked, but not dried out. Give this a try. BAKED STUFFED CHICKEN 4 - 5 lb. Chicken 1 cup melted butter 1 cup stuffing (Pepperidge Farm is Good.) 1 cup uncooked popcorn (ORVILLE REDENBACHER'S LOW FAT) Salt/pepper to taste Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Brush chicken well with melted butter salt, and pepper. Fill cavity with stuffing and popcorn. Place in baking pan with the neck end toward the back of the oven. Listen for the popping sounds. When the chicken's ass blows the oven door open and the chicken flies across the room, it's done. And, you thought I couldn't cook... ********************************************************* This is from... Kristin@ fubar Plz Go Show Her Some Love

Like You.....
Stay low. Soft, dark, and dreamless, Far beneath my nightmares and loneliness. I hate me, For breathing without you. I don't want to feel anymore for you. Grieving for you, I'm not grieving for you. Nothing real love can't undo, And though I may have lost my way, All paths lead straight to you. I long to be like you, Lie cold in the ground like you. Halo, Blinding wall between us. Melt away and leave us alone again. The humming, haunted somewhere out there. I believe our love can see us through in death. There's room inside for two and I'm not grieving for you, I'm coming for you. You're not alone, No matter what they told you, you're not alone. I'll be right beside you forevermore. And as we lay in silent bliss, I know you remember me.

Employment Stragies
I just wanted to let everyone know that a class that was 8 weeks long I passed with flying colors. I am so happy that passed this class! I got a 198 out of a 200. 2 points were taken off because I didnt go to two classes because I was sick! But I am very happy about this!

First Time Since Lost Cherry
Hello all my sweet and sexy friends! Kisses from Lucy! This is the first time I've been in a contest since Fubar was Lost cherry and I'd really appreciate it if you would all stop by and show me a little LOVE. Well,,ok alot of LOVE! LOL (if you can) Most of you know I show the love,how about some in return.I promise I wont make this a habit. Love ya'!, Lucy here is the link

Single Does Have Its Drawbacks
Rainy days are the only drawbacks of being single. Ya know the slow raining days where all you want to do is cuddle up under the covers with someone special? Well being single, ya dont always have that special someone there to cuddle with. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m

N1neinch
n1neinch: I would let rover rail my ass, and fill it with all the doggy semen you wanted ->FairyPrint...: srsly? You would let me penetrate your anus with a dog penis even? n1neinch: if that pic of u is real then u can shuv what ya want in my ass ->FairyPrint...: Tell me i can shove a double dong in your butthole, and ill look at your cock pics. n1neinch@ fubar

14 Things About Me...
14 Things About Me... 1. I talk to myself. A lot. Sometimes just thinking out loud, sometimes re-doing a conversation that already happened, sometimes practicing for a conversation I plan to have. 2. When I'm not talking to myself I'm singing. Anything from Lisa Loeb to System of a Down. I love to sing and I'm a bit of a karaoke hound. 3. I love the casinos. But I don't know how to quit when I'm ahead. I need a chaperone. And a leash. 4. I'm good at acting indifferent, but I really do care. I love as deeply as I feel, but I probably won't let you catch me at either one. 5. That Miss Independent thing? It's a front. I kinda do want you to take care of me sometimes. I want to feel long, strong arms around me and just once be allowed to be weak for a minute. 6. My son is the best thing that ever happened to me and nothing comes before him. He's my reason. This should have been #1. OMG I'm a horrible mother! 7. If there's one thing I want people to

Just A Little Update For You Guys.....
I am sorry that I have not been such a Fubar junkie the last week or so but I am currently working 3 different contracts as well as trying to get the house I am moving into finished. Soooo I am just a little tiny bit busy LOL. This will all settle down after the 31st of October. So be patience and keep the faith I will return soon. Love ya all.

Please
I try to be one of the sweetest people you will ever meet on here, and let me tell you sometimes its not easy. some people have no idea to talk to someone, and its tiring. Don't get me wrong I love pimping people out, and trying to help everyone I can. I just had someone write to me without being a friend and tell me to have my friends rate them. Was that gall or what? I mean she wasn't even on my friends list! So just to let you all kow I won't be pimping out too many people anymore. I don't want to be a part of you guys making friends with someone that doesn't know how to show love back..:) I really do love my friends and adore my family, and I would never want to do anything to compromise that in any way. Hugs and Kisses to you all!!

How I Got To Be Sitting Here
Ok,well recently I have a lot of night time on my hands.I've recently broke away from a brief but heavy on my heart relationship.We was together for about 9 months,, we acted great together when we had the time,,she was always quick to get a temper, I was anti confrontational .So I had enough,,I had to go,,I'm on my own now ,,she tries to make amends,,I just can't not ,especially how my moving came about. I was forced to live in a tent fer about a week,,one night of pourin rain a few nights were ok,, but I had all the amenities ,,bbq grill,,power and internet,,lol yea I know ,,in a tent,,it was mainly to secure my accounts before it could be jeopardized.I ended up waiting till friday,,payday. I secured a place on the water right smack dab in between lake Ontario and Irodiquoit bay. whatta score I thought,I don't kare if the walls fall out,,I'm here fer the duration,,( I've always dreamed of livin on water) loving it!Alone!

Fire Hot Men On Fubar
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Firestorm 2007
This is crazy.. my city is Burning up... and there are 12 fires in my state.. it's smoky as hell and people are fleeing their homes. there are expected to be over 100,000 people at our stadium tonight as they needed to evacuate their homes. All of the hotels are full and all of the evacuation points except for the stadium are full. This shit is crazy... hope the fire doesn't reach me in the next 48 hours of hurricane force winds. i'm just rambling but you really wouldn't believe this shit. i'm gonna go smoke some more herb and watch my city burn, there is nothing else i can do about it.

Oriah, Mountain Dreamer, Indian Elder
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, And if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, For your dreams, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, If you have been opened by life's betrayals Or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, Mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with JOY, mine or your own; If you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you To the tips of your fingers and toes Without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, Or to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want t

I Hate My Freakin Laptop
So my laptops new thing is the blue screen of death and randomly disconnecting from the internet and not letting me reconnect unless i restart it 12 times... 3 more weeks of laptop hell and im getting a new one.... thats all... 3 more weeks... i may be on and off for the next 3 weeks... but not on as much as i normally am becuz my laptop loves to be temperamental.... good night :-)

Just A Random Thought...
since working at target, and it being close to halloween ive seen alot of people buy costumes for there pets...with that i must say these people should be killed or just die vey violentlly! feel sorry for these cats and dogs these idiots put costumes on, come on people i dont give a crap how cute u think it looks!! how do u think ur pet feels in that dumbass costume u bought! cant u fuckers ever think about something else besides urselves for once? u people make me sick!

Kill Me
Kill me, Free me, The pain is too much. Let me die, Drowning in pain, Kill me. I can't see you, Sorrow is blinding me, Free me from the pain. Let me die, Drowning in pain, Kill me. Kill me, Free me, The pain is too much. Let me die, Drowning in pain, Kill me.

Forgive Me
It’s true I am insane, To torment your soul so sweet it’s true I’m losing myself but yet I don’t mind to hurt you can you forgive me my dear friend? I don’t know why did all to you But I will learn how to love It’s true I am your nightmare never let you wake up It’s true I’m your shadow To follow your fears within your heart But can you forgive me, my angel I didn’t mean to hurt you I will learn how to hide your solitude behind the darkness It’s true I drown deep inside of you And shatter every piece of you And letting you to bleed It’s true I burn your love into ashes But yet again I lust to taste your divine of sanity Can you forgive me again my dear friend? I didn’t know how blind I am?! I will learn how to wipe your tears away beyond the pain It’s true I left you all alone with sorrow to poison you so slowly And it’s true I hide all your memories under my spell Can you forgive me again? For letting the stars to know your secret, Secret of your life Can yo

Just Me
I have pushed myself to be the Best person i can..I have placed my life on hold to raise 37 wonderful boys... Along the way times was sometimes hard but i always made myself believe that there was nothing i couldnt make it thur .. You never know what God is going to hand you , but i have always believed he will never give you more then you can handle . I have always been a very careing person and make sure that everyone that is around me that i love and hold dear to my heart has everything they need I work very hard to get where i am at .. For over the past 15 years i have been a mother to 37 boys makeing sure they get there education and grow to be a man and to earn the respect they so deserve. I have watch my little girl die ,& watch a son be told he has cancer, i have been beat down stab and left to die and thur all that i have found the strenght to bring myself back up. I have strived so hard to earn the respect i so deserve.I have put my life on hold to make sure that

Daddy's Poem
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates, of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them w

Day 1 + 2 At New Job
okaaayy.. this will be my work report.... i started a job at monday... its hard to explain what i do cuz i kinda do everything and nothing haha ... anyways... first when i came there everything was closed and i had to fucking stand outside for fuckin 20 minutes freezing my ass off.. well when i saw my new boss i was kinda shocked cuz i knew him from an internship i did 1 year ago and i didnt really like him but we take what we get, right? lol so first he was telling me about the rooms and the history of the company and blaaah blaaah it was my first day so we started slow and i had to sign freaking 1 billion papers and i almost fell asleep when i did that cuz it was always the same..well my boss said the next day we will more exciting things.. so there we go... tuesday... this time i had to be at work at 9 am ( 1 hour later) but he still let me wait 15 minutes in the cold lol... so he said wednesday i can come between 9 am and 10 am lol anyways... i had to finish my freaki

What's Next?
ok so the self absorbed complete uncaring asshole didn't work out, big shocker there. But as it turns out the nice charming me didn't work either. I like the fact that in certain areas and circles I've built up my rep as an asshole. Now if only I had the power to live up to it all the time. I admit that the politcially incorrect side of me comes out alot and I manage to make lots of people think my actions or words are just wrong, but that side doesn't always fit under the whole "asshole" persona. I also admit that yes I can be sweet. I have the ability though don't want it spread widely. Mainly cause I feel that since the divorce its kind of wrong for me to be that way. I mean if I couldn't be that sweet and nice guy in my marriage what right do I have to be that now? But nonetheless I have the potential there for that. I have lots of potential there for it. I dunno maybe its all too soon for that. I mean if I consider myself single from the time I was informed the d

My Deepest Sympathy Goes Out To You My Friend........
A dear friend of mine in real life that had just joined the Fu has suffered a great loss. He has not only lost a brother but his identical twin very suddenly and very unexpected. While he is new and does not know a lot of people here I think it would be great to have him lots of support waiting on him for his return. Please stop by his page and show him some luv, if anyone here on Fubar needs it its him today!! Luvs ya Dave and my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family!! True Felt Heart@ fubar

405 Area Okc Plz Read
for those of you in the okc area coits is having a specical-chicken fried steak dinners are 50% off all day long today. locations are 50th and nw portland 24th and sw western most of all 41st and nw penn stop by and see us. sounds good a dinner 50% off and a nice cold rootbeer in a mug. please stop by every tuesday is 50% an item.

You Will Like
STAY CUZ I HARDLY SMILE WHEN U AINT WITH ME STAY CUZ A HEART WITHOUT A HOME IS JUST EMPTY STAY CUZ OF INSIDE JOKES AND MEMORIES ..STAY CUZ WITHOUT U COMPLETE I WILL NEVER BE STAY CUZ OF BREAKFAST AT NIGHT STEAK IN THE MORNING STAY CUZ I KNOW EXACTLY WHEN YA BODY'S CALLIN STAY CUZ MY SCRATCHES AND BRUISES WHO GON PATCH EM AND SOOTH EM WHO GONNA TELL ME HOW IM ACTING IS FOOLISH WHEN I HAD TOO MANY DRINKS AND ACTIN ALL STUPID WHO GONNA TELL ME TO RELAXE AND COOL IT BEFORE THE COPS COME AND IM BACK IN JAIL MAD AND FRUITLESS. STAY CUZ WE AINT GETTING NO YOUNGER STAY CUZ LONLINESS IS THE EPITOMY OF HUNGER AND DESPERATE MEN DO DESPERATE THINGS STAY CUZ I DONT WANNA LOSE U WORD TO EVERYTHING ..... STAY CUZ WE PROMISED TO GROW OLD TOGETHER GRAY HAIRS GET ELECTRIC WHELL CHAIRS AND ROLL TOGETHER ..STAY CUZ WHEN EVER U GOT AN ATTITUDE I BUG U STAY WITH ME CUZ STAY

Do I Miss Her?
I still miss her. Every now and then it occurs to me to call her, but I don't. The other day I found a CD of hers that she lent me - I guess I'll mail it to her. I remember all the hundreds of things she did that told me she loved me - right up to the point where she said she didn't. I still don't believe that. But it's not really her that I miss - it's the person I thought she was, the person she led me to believe she was. Or maybe it's the person she WANTS to be but, for some reason, won't let herself. I don't know and it doesn't matter. It's not her I miss, and that's the reality that keeps me going. Being alone is hard, but I'm beginning to move on. Sometimes I hope I'll get used to being alone and then some other times the thought that I actually might scares the hell out of me.

Man Sentenced In ‘pride’ Killing Of Ostrich
Man sentenced in ‘pride’ killing of ostrich Pair gunned down ostrich that kicked them, inspiring women’s laughter Reuters Updated: 5:10 p.m. ET Oct 8, 2007 SAN FRANCISCO - A man was sentenced to five months in jail after he and a friend, acting on wounded pride, gunned down an ostrich that had kicked them as their female companions laughed, a newspaper reported Saturday. "This whole thing is about male pride," prosecutor Steve Wagstaffe said, according to the San Francisco Chronicle. The powerful flightless bird, named Gaylord, kicked Timothy McKevitt, 19, and Jonathon Porter, 21, last October when they trespassed on an ostrich ranch south of San Francisco after a night of drinking, the paper cited attorneys as saying. As the startled bird attacked, the women began to laugh, prosecutors said. McKevitt was kicked in the ribs and knocked over, while Porter suffered scrapes and bruises. The two men returned with a rifle and shotgun seeking revenge, the Chronicle reported

This And That
So I'm on my page, and I'm looking here and there at blogs.. and I'm noticing all the FU-BOMBER friends I've made and I wanted to say THANK YOU to all my new friends, this is more fun than a little bit.. And, My Dear Sweet new Friend, sleazyrider420 is unavailable, and I miss him. :P Also, I can definitely see why HALLOWEEN is one of the BEST HOLIDAYS of the YEAR! Lovin ALL the Jack-0-Lanterns!

Blowjob Etiquette (by Female,male)
1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule 1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule 3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule 5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to 8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from my teeth, don't tell me I've just "w

Puppy Name
Ok as you all know I'm getting a Boston Terrier pup in about a week. It's a female and yes she's the runt. I'm having a hard time trying to come up with a name for her. I know I can't officially name her until I get her but it never hurts to have a heads-up on the situation ya know. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated. She's the one on the top in this one. That's her on the left in the following pics.

" Tomorrow Mom Helen Has Surgery "
PLEAS KEEP KAGE AND MOM HELEN IN YOUR PRAYERS TOMORROW IS THE DAY OF HER SURGERY , TY ALL FROM KAGE AND ME Get More at COMMENTYOU.com " MAY GOD'S ANGEL'S WRAP THEIR WINGS AROUND YOU AND PROTECT YOU ALWAYS . WROTE BY CHERIE 3 /14 /97 I LOVE YOU MOM HELEN CHERIE IN MY PRAYERS ALWAYS

Sex Is Like A Rollercoaster
You get on with your partner. There is anxious anticipation as you start. You start slowly, climbing your way to the top. There are smiles exchanged, and giggles, maybe even caressing or hand holding. The excitement builds and builds. It nears the top. The expressions on faces become wondrous and excited. Then as it hits the pinnacle, things move very fast. There's a quick motion, the heart races with complete excitement; faces are all in total pleasure. Arms are flailing, heads are bouncing, and there is some noticeable screaming going on. The rest of the ride is up and down, twisting and turning, lots of bumping, sometimes in the light, sometimes in the dark. Sometimes there's a surprise, and sometimes it becomes all too familiar but always, always at the end, there's a big smile on the face. Hair is all messed up, and everyone is talking about how great it is, while some of them say, "I wanna go again!"

That Perfect Scent
You left for now but I can still smell you on my hands where I’ve tangled them in your hair, smoothed them across your flesh, loved you tactilely through the tips of my fingers, sliding them over your scars, the soft fuzz of hairs, the tiny imperfections, reading your secrets like Braille. The warmth of the scent is the warmth of your body. You are still here, but I cannot touch you so I drag my nails across my stomach and thighs as you do. And I liquefy as though your eyes were melting me, your hands reshaping my pliancy into an image of your lust. Wrapped tightly in the embrace of your scent alone, I dip myself into myself, my own scent rising and mingling with yours

You Know Your Name
You know your name The one who drives me insane Because I have feelings for you I hope you do too One day soon we will meet Hopefully that will be neat I can’t wait to see you in person Hoping it will be lots of fun We should click right away With all the things you say Even though we are miles apart You have a place in my heart It may be too much for me to bear If I find out that you don’t really care I know what I say and do Are really my feelings for you Hopefully I will find out soon And my heart will burst like a balloon My feelings will pour out And maybe even know without a doubt What you really say is true That you have a place in your heart for me too For what I thought was love before Has left my heart broken and sore I want to see what true love is That is one of my wishes I am really hoping it is there And we become a great pair A true love, I don’t think I have ever had And I want a true love really bad And just t

Deep In Thought
I dont know what my new plan is now. We had a huge argument that started off sweet and nice, until he started asking tons of suspicious questions like, where you staying, when and what day exactly are you going to be here. I half casually threw out that he had to still have control, and with that he told me to stay away. Dont come here. I wont let you see my girls. Theyre Mine now. I make decisions. Apologize to me and maybe Ill let you see them by christmas time. I flew off the loop. Got sooo angry and with flying words we argued. the guy scares me, made threats, and now I dont know what to do period. Because I dont want my anger to interfere with being reasonable and smart.

Yay
After about 7 weeks off work I finally found another job. I forgot how much it sucks waking up in the morning to go to work...lol. I miss my girls even more now that I'm away from them longer. The job is boring and but atleast it pays well. No internet, so I will only be on at night or weekends if I have the time. I hope you all are doing well. Nigelle

Please Help Me Get To Godfather
Hey everyone! I know I'm askin for alot right now. But of all the friends I have, and seeing im less then 680,000 from Godfather.. it won't take much. It would really mean alot to me if you could rate or something to get me that much closer. My goal is to get there by Halloween and it seems impossible right now! I will return the love to all of you. I try my best everyday to help out my friends. And its been awhile since I have asked for anything and right now its just some rates. Things in my life are just blah right now. It would make me soooo happy to finally get there!! Thanks to every single person who has helped me get this far. I know it hasnt just been me to get me here. So I hope you all know I love ya and appreciate all you have done and all the love you have shown

Would You Rather Be...
Loved or adored? What is the difference between the two, at least what do YOU think is the difference? This might be a silly question, but I have one man who loves me, and another who adores me. I'm trying to figure this out, and aparantly I can't do it on my own. Thanks!

The Bad News Just Gets Worse...
The Bad News Just Gets worse... At dawn the telephone rings. "Hello, Senor Rod? This is Ernesto, the caretaker at your country house." "Ah yes, Ernesto. What can I do for you? Is there a problem?" "Um, I am just calling to advise you, Senor Rod that your parrot died. "My parrot? Dead? The one that won the International competition?" "Yes, Senor, that's the one." "Damn! That's a pity! I spent a small fortune on that bird." "What did he die from?" "From eating rotten meat, Senor Rod" "Rotten meat? Who the hell fed him rotten meat?" "Nobody, Senor. He ate the meat of the dead horse." "Dead horse? What dead horse?" "The thoroughbred, Senor Rod." "My prize thoroughbred is dead?" "Yes Senor Rod, he died from all that work pulling the water cart." "Are you insane? What water cart?" "The one we used to put out the fire, Senor" "Good Lord! What fire are you talking about, man?" "The one at your house, Senor! A candle fell and the curtains caught

Tuesday October 23, 2007
NEWS FLASH! is back in buisness. we were experimenting with makeing mongoose pot pie monsters... but the experiment dissapeared. NEWS FLASH 7:13 PM: NEWS FLASH! would like to welcome its newest crew member... Firestorm Monarch (village idiot in training...) NEWS FLASH 7:17 PM: MONGOOSE POT PIE TERRORIZES THE LOUNGE. NEWS FLASH! claims no responsability...

Autumn Awareness Is Here To Stay
Night comes sooner now, with the dark invading my afternoons. Dying branches reach to the sky like fingers, making attempts in vain to hold onto the sun, just a little longer. The cold solstice winds bite my skin, leaving the marks of their presence as a chill in my heart. I am ready for you. I am ready to freeze. The stars are holding roll call, each one shines its presence in silent succession. I watch them from my porch, I don't dare turn on the light.

California Fires
CALIFORNIA FIRES ARE BURNING OUT OF CONTROL, THE HORRIBLE OF THIS STORY IS, THAT MY DAUGTHERS DAD HAD TO BE EVACUATED WHO LIVES IN LAKE ARROWHEAD. AND NOW ITS HEADING TOWARDS HIGHLAND A PLACE I GREW UP..BORN AND RAISED..PEOPLE ARE USING THE WALMART I USED TO WORK AT PARKING LOT AS A HOTEL..CAUSE THEY HAVE NO PLACE TO GO..THE NATIONAL ORANGESHOW FAIRGROUNDS IS ANOTHER PLACE, A PLACE PEOPLE WOULD GO FOR A SWAP MEET, NOW A HOTEL..MY BOSS WHERE I RESIDE NOW, I GIVE CREDIT TOO..SHE IS AN ANIMAL RESCUE TEAM AND SHE IS OUT RIGHT NOW RESCUING THE HORSES AND ANY OTHER ANIMALS THAT NEEDS TO BE..I AM IN TEARS OVER THIS WHOLE THING..AFRAID ITS GONNA GET NEAR MY MOM..OVER A MILLION PEOPLE ALREADY HAD TO BE EVACUATED..I WANNA THANK ALL MY FUBAR FRIENDS WHO ARE CONCERN AND MY WELL BEING..CHEERS TO YOU ALL..AND THANK YOU..

Lust
I want to dig my teeth into your skin I want to make you squirm in painful delight I want you to overpower me and prove false anger onto my body I want you to enjoy this unnatural sin. I want to close my eyes and be surprised by the scratches left on my skin I want to scream in pain and ecstasy I long for your painful touch I long for your bruising lips. I long for the fleeting heart known only from pain and submission I long for the curling back and toes and tongue known only from complete overtaken. unnatural lusts pleasurable pain domination submission a world of reds blacks blues yellows blood bruises dirt tears and screams a world only of lust a world only of pleasure a world of backward loves a world of paining the one you love. A world of doing that which is desirable to your lust partner your love partner doing that which is painful, because they love it.

What Only The Stars Can See
A dragon’s lust Fueled by the stars Dances atop waves Offered by the Gods A dragon’s lust Woven in the heart of darkest night Lighting the moonless sky A sparkling sound to arouse the need To arouse the beast That roars in joy Towers of Fire spiraling in harmony Protected by the wind And envied by the soil Oh to watch Oh to feel Oh to hear the beating of the wings Take in the scent of thick scales Sweating in the passion As one more, one more begins to form The dragon’s lust Ever watchful of the distant evil Ever watchful of the cloudy sky But for tonight The dragon’s lust Will lie in peace As one more takes it place In a silent invisible world In which we only dream

What Is A Friend?
A friend is someone who is there to support and care for u...>Someone who looks after u and cares what your doing...>Someone who knows when you need a shoulder to lean on...>Someone who cares enough to do something about it...>Someone who feels your pain and crys with u>Someone who will always be beside you if u need them>Someone who will be your haven in a winter storm>Someone who loves and protects you without asking for anything in return>Someone who lets you be you and accepts you the way you are>I hope you can see that I want to be your friend

So Sick Of Some People!!!!!
here we go for another rant! This doesnt apply to everyone and those of you who it does apply to KNOW who you are! I have no problem with rating some ones pics and I like most do expect a few rates in return but i have ALOT of pics to rate and i have NEVER asked anyone to rate all my Pics not even when i make a morph for them i like making morphs and the only payment for them i have ever asked for is a rate and a comment on the morph i make thats it. Now some have paid for the morphs of their own choosing by rating my pics or buying me gifts ect (you all know who you are) and for that YOU ROCK!! I have even been bought a 1 day blast and a ticker for making 2 people morphs and you 2 know who you are and YOU 2 SO ROCK! I have stopped people that i was making a morph for from rating all my pics because they were told that thats what people charge to make them I DONT! so as to my subject thats the 1st group of people im sick of so all you morph makers out there the secret is out

Spaghetti
Spaghetti For several years, a man was having an affair with an Italian woman. One night, she confided in him that she was pregnant. Not wanting to ruin his reputation or his marriage, he paid her a large sum of money if she would go to Italy to secretly have the child. If she stayed in Italy to raise the child, he would also provide child support until the child turned 18. She agreed, but asked how he would know when the baby was born. To keep it discrete, he told her to simply mail him a post card, and write "Spaghetti" on the back. He would then arrange for the child support payments to begin. One day, about 9 months later, he came home to his confused wife. "Honey," she said, "you received a very strange post card today." "Oh, just give it to me and I'll explain it later," he said. The wife obeyed and watched as her husband read the card, turned white, and fainted. On the card was written: "Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti. Three with meat

The Celtic Commandments
The Celtic Commandments From the Carmina Gadelica, ancient Celtic oral tradition. The ancient Celts had their own ideas about what is needed for the health of the spirit and the good of All, and those ideas have a whiff of wild magic and poetry about them. Read the commandments of the earth-centered Celtic culture here, and see how they differ from those of the Judeo-Christian tradition. Give thou thine heart to the wild magic, To the Lord and the Lady of Nature, Beyond any consideration of this world. Do not covet large or small, Do not despise weakling or poor, Semblance of evil allow not near thee, Never give nor earn thou shame. The Ancient Harmonies are given thee, Understand them early and prove, Be one with the power of the elements, Put behind thee dishonour and lies. Be loyal to the Lord of the Wild Wood, Be true to the Lady of the Stars, Be true to thine own self besides, True to the magic of Nature above all else. Do not thou curse anyone, Lest tho

News Is Not Good
Dad did his first radiation treatment today finally...which is about the only good news of the day. His MRI showed spots in his lung, on T7, T8 T11 which are thoracic vertebrae in his spine. T11 has a mass growing on it as well and it is putting pressure on the nerve and that is where they are focusing this first radiation in order to attempt to decrease his pain. He also has places in his hip and shoulder, and tonight they did an MRI of his neck and brain. The doctor is going to talk to him in the morning and set up his chemotherapy as he already also has enlarged lymph nodes in his chest. If you have any medical knowledge you will know this doesn't look too good. But God does answer prayers and I am betting on him in this situation. So, all of you who can or will, drop a prayer or so for us..Dad needs it and so does the rest of my family. Been a long day so again to all of my friends thank you for being there and for your support...More later...

Un Titled
How can we sit so close,and be miles apart maybe all this was doomed form the start all I ask for is your love and all you do is push and shove thenyou tel meyou sorry and it will never happen again and then the cycle starts all over again Love's not susposed to hrut or make you cry to cover bruses or fear youw ill die no longer open hand, fists pound my skin never screeming out , I keep the pain in Till I was healed, at home is were I stayed so the world wouldnt see the mess you made now Im damaged goods, because of your game how can I love another, when nothings the same How can I be happy and let my soul fly free when the nightmears of what you did still hunt me this book cant close, the story wont end when I thinks its over the nightmares start again but he loves me, and trys to understand all the damage done by your hand happy by day , alone at night finding peace in the twilight

Damnit
My sister, who lives in Indiana, has been battling bouts of seizures and passing out for the past year. The doctors she has seen haven't been able to determine just what is going wrong with her, other than suggesting it be stress-related. She and her husband have 3 kids, oldest being 9 and youngest 4. She recently had to resign from her dream-job due to her seizures. She disclosed to me a few weeks ago that her health is getting weaker and the seizures were increasing in intensity. She's never been very direct with disclosing the full details of her health, though. I got a call today from her husband. He said things have gotten really bad and that she has been hospitalized. My mom is flying out there tomorrow and will be taking care of my sister's kids till my sister stabilizes. I have plans to be there at the beginning of December, but will moving that date up now.

About Up And Coming Toutorials....
Good Evening to all: I am posting this blog to inform that I will be making an HTML tutorial for those of you who would like to make decorative blogs,stashes,bulletins,etc. I will go over every aspect of what you can do with the sites blogs,stashs,etc. all these areas are HTML only not css....Simple really once you understand. I am self taught on all this and I myself am still learning more as I go along myself, but everything I teach in these will go over everything....After that it will be trial and error the best way to learn.... I will be showing everything from how to change the font of your text to Scrolling Photos.... Here are Examples: Scrolling Text This is an example of a scrolling text with some decoration.... Scrolling Photos: --------------------- How a Background Image Looks with font changes in text and other decorations. Example of making your own Link Buttons: With Text Click Here With Picture

Scorpio
Beneath a controlled, cool exterior beats the heart of the deeply intense Scorpion. Passionate, penetrating, and determined, this sign will probe until they reach the truth. The Scorpion may not speak volumes or show their emotions readily, yet rest assured there's an enormous amount of activity happening beneath the surface. Excellent leaders, the Scorpion is always aware. When it comes to resourcefulness, this sign comes out ahead. Friends and Family Sincerity and truth are strong components of the Scorpion's friends. It can take some time before really close bonds are formed, but once done, the Scorpion will remain dedicated and loyal. Witty and intellectual, they prefer companions who are humorous and easygoing. Full of surprises, this sign will give you the shirt off their backs if that's what you need; yet, once they are crossed, there's no turning back. They feel deeply, and once hurt, it can be impossible to turn things around. Commitment to family is strong and consistent

Elvis Has Left The Building....
I have (almost) managed to escape the patch for a while. Got to get the truck aligned first thing then i'm haulin bunz for apache junction az...then tolleson...glendale...lake pleasant...and where ever else the wind might blow me... See ya all in a few weeks or so... DW

Name That Fetish :)
Some of these I can confess to having. Can you guess which ones apply to me? Allotriorasty -Arousal from partner of different nationalities or races Amychesiphilia -Arousal from scratching Asphyxiophilia -This is sexual arousal caused by loss of control over your ability to breathe. Self strangulation or allowing another person to asphyxiate you. Basoexia -Arousal from kissing Biastophilia -In this paraphilia the person is sexually aroused by the idea of being raped. This is scripted and planned out ahead of time with a partner. The person does not actually want to be raped by a stranger. Cordophilia -Arrousal from being bound with ropes or chains and sometimes suspended. Hematolagnia -sexual attraction to blood Knismolagnia -Arousal from tickling Melolagnia -Arousal from music Merinthophilia -Arousal from being bound Naphephilia -Arousal from being touched or touching Odaxelangnia -Arousal from biting Phlebotomy -Arousal

Nocturne
I just dashed this one off. It's a bit rough (the end feels like it needs one more syllable), but I still like it. :D Nocturne It isn't quite ideal, this living in reverse. In fact it's quite surreal and just a bit perverse. Rotating counter-clockwise, never quite catching the sun. By the time the day is over, it's only just begun.

A Bricklayer's Accident Report
A bricklayer's accident report This is a bricklayer's accident actual (verbatim) report, which was printed in the newsletter of the Australian equivalent of the Workers' Compensation board. This apparently is a true story. Dear Sir "I am writing in response to your request for additional information in Block 3 of the accident report form. I put "poor planning" as the cause of my accident. You asked for a fuller explanation and I trust the following details will be sufficient. I am a bricklayer by trade. On the day of the accident, I was working alone on the roof of a new six story building. When I completed my work, I found that I had some bricks left over which, when weighed later were found to be slightly in excess of 500 lbs. Rather than carry the bricks down by hand, I decided to lower them in a barrel by using a pulley, which was attached to the side of the building on the sixth floor. Securing the rope at ground level, I went up to the roof, swung the barrel out and loa

Shaving Time Indeed
Good Morning everyone... I had this vision or I will call it that for now,some could look at it as looking through memories of others.Hard to explain that sentence. Anyway it brough a question to mind and some may not even answer & yes it is a off the wall question. I know alot of woman shave,it is by choice.I know I do. But men I know some of you probably do as well.Now the question is how the hell do you get the equipment out of the way long enough to make sure you don't miss anything. Anyway it was a good funny memory of someone,even though I must admit very sexy when I think about it.The shaving part,Wonders if I can shave a man like you like.Will have to try this indeed. Or do you let your women shave you? Damn brought up another question-sorry How crazy minds can work in the mnorning I must go back to bed.. ~Niki~

Friends And Family
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Nsfw Photo Or Not?
I don't understand. I have photos up which I know to list as NSFW, they show a lot of cleavage. It is interesting the range of what people consider NSFW. I put photos up today which show me from behind, CLOTHED, and someone listed them as NSFW to which I get a lecture message from Fubar. I wouldn't want to get someone in trouble, though I don't see how being on fubar at work at ALL won't get someone fired ;) Is a fully clothed picture from behind really NSFW? OPINIONS!

What's Really Going On?
Can anyone tell me why the price of the MuMMs went up? I mean come on...it's not like the mumms are like milk!!!! There is an endless supply of them so why the hell did they have to be raised or at least raised so damn high! 5,000 FuBucks is OUTRAGEOUS!!!! They'll probably start charging to respond or vote on them next!!!!

Patrice 00'
APRIL 14 WAS OUR ANNIVERSARY,NO RINGS NO CERAMONY WE JUST SHOOK ON IT ALL THE TURBULANCE SINCE THEN YOU CAN WRITE A BOOK ON IT ,THE DESEVING THE LYING ,SO MANY GOOD BYES AND,BIRTHDAYS PASSED AND HOLIDAYS SPENT,I WAS BLINDED LOOKING FOR MYSELF I DIDNT SPEND A GRAY CENT .THAT MADE YOU LOOK AT ME STRANGE.HOW COULD I MUSTAR THE NERVE TO ASK YOU TO BARE MY LAST NAME.YOU WAS FRESH AS MORNING RAIN,AND IM COMING STRAIGHT OUT THE STORM DRAIN.THEY SAY OPPOSITES ATTRACK,BUT WITH ALL OUR PROBLEMS THAT WAS JUST A SMALL THING .IT SEEMS SOON AS WE GET USED TO THE WEATHER THE STORM CHANGED.THEN WE WOULD WEATHER THAT UNTIL THE SUN BROKE THE CLOUDS.WE WAS SO IN TUNE THAT IF SEPERATED A THOUSAND MILES WE COULD FEEL EACH OTHERS PAIN ...THEN HURRICANE SEASON CAME.AND IT WAS NO MORE WE....AND APRIL 14 WAS JUST ANOTHER DAY IN SPRING .

3 Words 03'
SHOULD I COUNT THE WAYS.. OR SPREAD MY ARMS TO SHOW U HOW MUCH ,SEND ROSES AND CHOCOLATE,GO AND WRITE YA NAME ON MY SLEEVE .SCREAM AT THE HIGHEST MOUNTAINS TO MAKE YOU BELIEVE...HA..HA I GOTTA LAUGHBECAUSE BEFORE I LOST YOU I WAS IN THE DARK .I WOULD SAY THEM BUT TO MY BRAIN THOSE 3 WORDS WAS SO UNCOMPREHENDABLE.I DIDNT KNOW THE MEANING AT ALL,UNTIL I STARTED MISSING YOU SO UNCONDITIONAL YA STRAWBERRY KIWI SMELL. MAKES ME WANNA SPIN THE BOTTLE TO SEE IF WE SHOULD KISS OR TELL,TRUTH OR DARE,WHEN YOUR AROUND I DONT GOT A CARE IN THE WORLD. HOW COULD YOU DARE STAY AWAY FROM ME, HOW COULD YOU DARE SAY YOU HATE ME .

Read My Mind
Tie me up and bring me farther Reach into my thought hole. Cover me with beds of roses and mindset kisses embedded with sugar. Touch the skin deep emotion that barely surfaces inside of me. Run a godlike power deep into my soul and captivate every lost emotion i have ever felt. Peel the sheets back and hide the stains of ecstasy. Feel no shame as the world knows my mind naked like yours. Remember every waking moment we spent in each other. Know that empathy leads to a greater climax.

Why Trick Or Treating Is Better Then Sex
TOP 10 REASONS WHY TRICK OR TREATING IS BETTER THAN SEX #10 YOU'RE GUARANTEED TO GET AT LEAST A LITTLE SOMETHING IN THE SACK! #9 IF YOU GET TIRED YOU CAN WAIT TEN MINUTES AND GO AT IT AGAIN #8 THE UGLIER YOU LOOK THE EASIER IT IS TO GET SOME #7 YOU DON'T HAVE TO COMPLIMENT THE PERSON WHO GIVES YOU SOME #6 FORTY YEARS FROM NOW YOU'LL STILL ENJOY CANDY #5 ITS O.K. WHEN THE PERSON YOU'RE WITH FANTASIZES YOU'RE SOMEONE ELSE, BECAUSE YOU ARE #4 IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT YOU GET YOU CAN ALWAYS GO NEXT DOOR #3 IT DOESN'T MATTER IF THE KIDS HEAR YOU MOANING & GROANING #2 LESS GUILT THE MORNING AFTER! #1 YOU CAN DO THE WHOLE NEIGHBORHOOD! HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

Military Work Rules
1. Sickness: No excuses will be acceptable. We will no longer accept the Medical Officer's statement as proof of illness as we believe that if you are able to go on sick parade, you are able to come to work. 2. Leave of Absence for an Operation: We are no longer allowing this practice. We hired you as you are, and to have anything removed certainly makes you less than we bargained for. 3. Death, Other than Your Own: This is no excuse. If you can arrange the funeral services to be held late in the afternoon, however, we can let you off an hour early, provided all your work is up to date. 4. Death, Your Own: This will be accepted as an excuse, but we would like at least two weeks notice, as we feel it is your duty to teach someone else your job. 5. Quantity of Work: No matter how much you do, you'll never do enough. 6. Quality of Work: The minimum acceptable level is perfection. 7. Advice from the Commanding Officer: Eat a live toad first thing in the morning and

Microsoft Sucks!
WTF!? My XBOX 360 takes a crap! I do some research and see that Microsoft had the XBOX made in China, Big surprise it doesn't work! Anyway Microsoft knows there is a defective piece that causes a major hardware malfunction rendering the machine unplayable. It is called the 3 red lights of death. It will happen sooner or later. I got lucky that my Warranty was still good. I had my wife call Microsoft and they are sending a box for me to send the unit to them. They are picking up the shipping and they should. They are going to fix it or send me a new one. They said they would extend a new warranty for 3 more years, that rocks, but WTF do I do now? They said it will take a 30 day turnaround. Sony never broke! LOL If you know you have a problem with your systems then f00ken recall them and fix the shit! And give us a loaner while we wait!!! Some people are pro gamers man and we have to play!! Oh well I guess it is back to reg XBox or PS. ARG! There is always Tivo!!!

This One Is To All My Friends And Thankyou!!
Here's my stats... Congratulations! Your happy hour was a great success: lots of people gave lots of love. 687 members leveled up during your happy hour: Thankyou for everyone that rated my things, added or fanned me... Thankyou to all the levelers... You guys are Super-fantasic, Calafragilistic, and Boombastic! Thankyou I love you all so so very much, and yes I Godfathered!

Feelings
Confusion Frustration Anger Hurt To name just a few Helplessness The need to scream You wonder why Enlightenment Frustration yet again Hope Hope taken away Tears Guilt You wonder why Unanswered questions Broken hearted

Some People!
I had this mumm removed from Fubar due to complaints and or nsfw content. What do you think? I've appealed this complaint and also asked a bouncer friend for advice. Read this and let me know if you think that was an unacceptable mumm! My friend who's engaged has told me that her ex wants her back. He's spent the last several nights at her place, and she claims she's not yet had sex with him is she.... Selfish for wanting sex more than once a week or Go girl! 2 years ago her ex had 5 fuck friends on the go, and now he's declared he wants her back. She said she's not sure how to manage him but she likes the attention She got engaged 4 months ago to a guy she only sees on the weekends at the moment, and her comment is that she wants sex more than once a week. She asked me if she's being selfish.

Sad And Mad
Sad, because a friend of mine is now in "the sandbox". (Iraq) I miss him, and I worry about him too. and I can only imagine the toll it's taking on his mum, and his sibs. I mean I'm proud that he chose his path, and stayed on it. Damn proud! I just hate the fact that he, as well as thousands of others have been thrown into a meat grinder of a war that has no real basis of justification whatsoever. Aside from making the fucking rich war profiteer's even richer. I hate the "Thank you for protecting our freedom." b.s. banners and speeches, when a corrupt goverment has been yanking our freedoms right from underneath us since 9 fucking 11. I could see it if there were still terrorists attacks occurring, I'd be over there as well, right beside him, IF that were the case, but it's not. You can label me as anti-american, or unpatriotic, it won't bother me none. But this much I can say. Part of patriotism should be defined as the ability to question your goverment, when it i

Five Surgeons
Five surgeons from big cities are discussing who makes the best patients to operate on. The first surgeon, from New York , says, "I like to see accountants on my operating table, because when you open them up, everything inside is numbered." The second, from Chicago , responds, "Yeah, but you should try electricians! Everything inside them is color coded." The third surgeon, from Dallas, says, "No, I really think librarians are the best, everything inside them is in alphabetical order." The fourth surgeon, from Los Angeles chimes in: "You know, I like construction workers...those guys always understand when you have a few parts left over." But the fifth surgeon, from Washington-DC, shut them all up when he observed: "You're all wrong, politicians are the easiest to operate in. There's no guts, no heart, no balls, no brains and no spine, and the head and the butt are interchangeable

Why Yhe Fu*k Would You ??
When you know that someone that lives in your house will you put a gawd damned toad this big in a bucket for them to come across?? Someone put this huge fucking thing in a bucket in front of my washing machine. Talk about having a fucking panic attack ?? My chest is still hurting and i have tears rolling down my face. I hope I killed it seriously yeah some of you might have a problem with me saying that but your brothers didn't hold you down on more than one occasion and put them all over you and in your mouth. You didn't get slipped acid and see these around you and they were trying to kill you. I hate frogs and toads equal. Yes I hope I killed the mother fucker I slung not only it but the bucket across the street and the klunking sound as it hit the pavement was almost rejoiceful. I had ot have my son with me walking with him get the bucket I couldn't look at it. And no I did not kill it it just went on a SPEEDY flight 20 yards away but damn it i do not l

What Would You Like
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would consider having sex with? yes 2. What side of the bed do you usually sleep on? the side shes not on. 3. Have you had sex with anyone in your top friends? yes. 4. Pork, beef, or chicken? beef 5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? nope 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? Nope. 7. Shower or bath? Shower 8. Do you brush your teeth in the shower? Sometimes, but not really. 9. Mexican or Chinese food? mexican 10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? 50/50. 11. Do you love someone on your top friends? Yeah. 12. Do looks matter to you? no 13. Love or money? both 14. Credit cards or cash? Cash 15. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't? kinda at times 16. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel? camping she can get louder 17.Vagina's? I dont have one BUT I DO LOVE THEM!! 18. Would you shave your e

Bummer
The reason I am so bummed tonight is because I got a phone call earlier today that the Ultrasound Technician is sick and had to reschedule my appointment to find out the sex of the baby until Monday. This seems to go along with me getting my hopes up for stuff and then they get shot down. Now I have to wait 5 more days to find out. This baby better spread the legs this time, I don't think I can go through not knowing much longer!!

Mumm
This is a shoutbox conversation (read from bottom up) that I had with some weirdo about a comment I had made in a mumm. He apparently got tired of deleting comments so he just deleted the whole mumm. The mumm was the now standard, "Who's going to win the World Series?" To which, I commented, as I always do, "Baseball sucks". Our conversation follows. ****** Him: Ok well Im sorry either way. Me: I'm not angry. I could care less. Him: The whole point was that I was looking for baseball fan's opinions. I'm sorry if I made you angry, but thats the way I felt about it Him: Okay Me: You deleted it? You really are just a little too weird. Him: if you would of said something clever then I would of left it up. Seriously. Me: Actually it had nothing to do with you. There are other mummers that would be expecting to see my comment, as it is standard, and they might miss it or worry about me if I didn't say it. Him: This ignore it. If you're not a fan then it doesnt

Spiral Of Disaster
Random Voyages With A Broken Compass, Enough Charge For One More Call, Helpless & Alone...Broken Thoughts & Dreams Shattered By Fear...My Life A Never Ending Spiraling Maze Of Disaster. YOU BELIEVE ONCE YOU HIT YOUR LOW...THERE IS NO WHERE ELSE TO GO...WELL GUESS WHAT... HOLY FUCK SOMEONE KICK THE FUCKIN MONOPOLY BOARD PIECES SCATTER LIKE THE PIECES OF YOUR LIFE! WELCOME TO THE INSANITY OF REALITY...THERE IS A FINE LINE BETWEEN LOVE AND HATE...KICK ME WHEN I'M DOWN, I TEND NOT TO KICK BACK, THROW ME AWAY WHEN I'M BROKEN WHY TAKE THE TIME TO GLUE THOSE PIECES YOU SO EASILY DETROYED WITH ONLY GESTURES? HOW IS IT SO EASY WE WALK AWAY AS STRANGERS WHEN NOT SO LONG AGO WE WERE ONE? A FEW QUESTIONS LINGER IN THE WEBS IN OUR MINDS...THE SPIDERWEB OF MEMORIES...WELCOME TO MY THOUGHTS...

Sex Math
Body: Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a lie anyway-but sex math will know!YOUR AGE BY SEX MATH This is pretty neat. DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST!It takes less than a minute .Work this out as you read ..Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out!This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun. 1. First of all, pick the number of times a day that you would like to have sex(more than one but less than 10) 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold) 3. Add 5 4. Multiply it by 50 -- I'll wait while you get the calculator 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1757 ....If you haven't, add 1756. 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born. You should have a three digit number The first digit of this was your original number(i.e., how many times you want to h

10 Reason To Have Sex!!!
1. Scientific tests find that when women make love, they produce double amounts of the hormone estrogen, which make hair shiny and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscles in the body. It’s more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps and you don’t need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases the body endorphin into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy! 7. Sex is the safe

The Beauty Of A Night Shared
In the Clear Night Sky I look High above me Seeing the Pale Moon and Stars Knowing that you see then too Even though we're miles apart I take comfort in knowing That there is at least one thing That we both Share Each Night And this is the Night Sky The many Stars shining like Diamonds sounding the Pale Bright Moon In the Clear Sky high above I close my eyes, tilting my face high As a soft smile crosses my tender lips Knowing that in this we Share The Pure Beauty of the Night Quietly I start to sing my song Wishing that my voices is carried to your ears As my words are swept away with the wind So that you could hear my Nightly Song Wrote 10~24~2007

Help!!!!!!!!!
My daughter, "krystalklear" entered my grandson in the "Largest Contest in Fubar History"..(hes on a merry-go-round) and we need to make a bulletin but don't kno how-could someone PLEASE help?.......Thank you all very much....HUGGZZZZ

42 Weird Things You Would Never Know!!
>1.) A shrimp's heart is in its head. > >2.) The "sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick" is said to be the toughest >tongue twister in the English language. > >3.) Rats multiply so quickly that in 18 months, two rats could have over a >million descendants. > >4.) Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your >ear by 700 times. > >5.) If the government has no knowledge of aliens, then why does Title 14, >Section 1211 of the Code of Federal Regulations, implemented on July 16, >1969 make it illegal for U. S. citizens to have any contact with >extraterrestrials or their vehicles? > >6.) In every episode of Seinfeld there is a Superman somewhere. > >7.) A duck's quack doesn't echo, and no one knows why. > >8.) 23% of all photocopier faults world-wide are caused by people sitting >on them and photocopying their butts. > >9.) Most lipstick contains fish scales > >10.) Like fingerprints, everyone's tongue print is different. > > 11.) If you

Bad Ass Scorpios!!!
Scorpions are known for their intense and powerful natures. They are willful, proud and calm with an electrifying undercurrent of seething intensity. Purposeful and animated with force, they project a magnetic personality. Their demeanor is dignified and reserved, affable and courteous, and many have a gaze that is both direct and penetrating. Their secretive natures make them natural detectives. Many Scorpios possess a suspicious outlook, and need to know the reasons behind everything. Scorpio does nothing in half measures. An all or nothing attitude permeates their entire life. When fixed on something or someone, the scorpion perseveres. Scorpio never settles. Life is meant to be lived to the fullest or not at all. Scorpio will rarely be found in the center of activity, but will always know just what is going on of concern to him. Their tenacity and willpower are enviable, their depth of character and passionate conviction admirable, but it is their deep sensitivity that makes them t

Harry Potter Eeerrrr? Yeaaahhhhh
everybody talking about harry potter,not just ppl but media too. I usually have a pretty funny reaction when I get bombarded like that,refuse to have anything to do with what they're trying to push on you so hard. In this particular case I'm glad I forced myself to do things differently ( mainly because I found a huuuugggeeee discount on those dvds , figured I'd at least know what the fuss is about ,good grief!!!!) The story was cool,really cool indeed,I am now disappointed nothing like that happens in real life,it really sucks,I'm looking for track n# 13 and a 1/2 myself,wish me luck for me to find it , Lmao. But the most amazing thing of the whole story is HARRY POTTER HAS MY SAME IDENTICAL LOOKING DENTURE AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH now here's the question,does he have a girl's teeth or I have a guy's ? don't know that I'll sleep well knowing I could have a guy's teeth 8-P and I never ever wore braces , which makes em more than naturally so. In other words , it's natur

Ghosts.....
Since it's almost that time of Ghosts and Ghouls. I was just curious to ask all of my friends an interesting question. Do you all believe in ghosts? Have you ever had an encounter with any paranormal activity? I am big time curious about ghosts and I've always wondered if they were real or not, or if it could be a figment of people's imaginations? I am watching ghost hunters right now (one of my favorite shows EVER) and it gave me the inspiration to write this blog, and I'd definitely love to hear what people have got to say about any paranormal experience. Actually to tell you the truth, i was thinking about spending the night at an actual haunted house the night of hallows eve. I think that would be an amazing experience. Do you think that would be fun or would i be a serious dumb ass for even thinking about doing that? Please give me some feedback here ;) Love You All, Derek (Pureevilness)

What Ya Say
1. Scientific tests find that when women make love, they produce double amounts of the hormone estrogen, which make hair shiny and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscles in the body. It’s more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps and you don’t need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases the body endorphin into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy! 7. Sex is the safe

Come Pick Up Your Pumpkin
I MADE PUMPKINS FOR EACH OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS AND A FEW SELECT FRIENDS THAT I SAW LATELY. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN ONE LET ME KNOW AND I WILL MAKE ONE FOR YOU. HOPE YOU ARE ALL DOING WELL MY FRIENDS SORRY FOR YELLING BUT I LIKE IT LOL:D

How Freaky Are U N Bed
HOW FREAKY ARE U IN BED.... GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.I F YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN... A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H

Magic Eraser Caution!!!!
Ok, I'm sharing with everyone so they don't make the same mistake. These burns were caused by a Magic Eraser sponge. The mom in this case let her kids erase their crayon marks off the walls and never even thought the sponges would have this kind of chemical in them that would cause this kind of burn or even hurt them. Learn from her mistake. Pass this along to anyone who has kids or grandchildren. The photos are of Kolby - 24 hours after being burned by a Magic Eraser sponge. It was much worse the day before. Here is the email I received - One of my five year old's favorite chores around the house is cleaning scuff marks off the walls, doors, and baseboards with either an Easy Eraser pad, or the real deal, a Mr. Clean Magic Eraser. I remember reading the box, wondering what the "Magic" component was that cleaned crayon off my walls with ease. No ingredients were listed and absolutely no warnings were on the box, other than "Do not ingest." My package of the Sc

Magic Eraser Warning!
Ok, I'm sharing with everyone so they don't make the same mistake. These burns were caused by a Magic Eraser sponge. The mom in this case let her kids erase their crayon marks off the walls and never even thought the sponges would have this kind of chemical in them that would cause this kind of burn or even hurt them. Learn from her mistake. Pass this along to anyone who has kids or grandchildren. The photos are of Kolby - 24 hours after being burned by a Magic Eraser sponge. It was much worse the day before. Here is the email I received - One of my five year old's favorite chores around the house is cleaning scuff marks off the walls, doors, and baseboards with either an Easy Eraser pad, or the real deal, a Mr. Clean Magic Eraser. I remember reading the box, wondering what the "Magic" component was that cleaned crayon off my walls with ease. No ingredients were listed and absolutely no warnings were on the box, other than "Do not ingest." My package of the Sc

You Can't Use My Answer
RULES: HAVE TO CHANGE THE ANSWER...CANNOT USE MY ANSWERS!! 1.How long do you spend in the shower? 9 minutes, 49 seconds, 38 milliseconds 2. Name something a football player wears under his uniform? Jock strap 3. Name something people hate to find on their windshield? Words written in cum. 4. Name something a man might buy before a date? Striped leotards 5. Whats another word for blemish? big fucking red spot on the face 6. Name a food often cooked in the microwave? Anything I make 7. Name a piece of furniture people need help moving.? Oprah 8. Name a reason a younger man might like an older woman.? Wants to test the "hot dog in a hallway" theory. 9. Name something a dog does that embarrasses its owner? Humps Oprah 10. Name a kind of test you cannot study for? Urine test. 11. Name something a boy scout gets a badge for? Masturbating in apple pie. safe sex ftw 12. Name a phrase with the word 'Home' in it? "Get your ass home, bitch, and make

Waiting
WAITING... Waiting for your touch, Waiting for your kiss, Waiting for your breath upon my skin, Waiting for feel you inside me where you belong, Waiting for my dreams, Waiting for my lover, Waiting for you, Waiting....

A Dream
last night i dreamed that you were in my arms that all i had given you was everything you wanted I held you so tight, and promised to never let go and take care of you forever last night i imagined that words wouldn't hurt that all i had said was what you needed to hear whispering softly and tenderly from my heart last night i hoped you would hear me and dream the same for one moment i was truly at peace together we were happy last night i wished the world would end so that moment would never go away but these dreams are just that, dreams nothing real. your heart would never break, and I would never cry last night i loved you if only for last night

Do You Have A Theme Song?
Do YOU have a theme song? One that eerily, and almost (if not completely) accurately, sums up you or your life? Mine is "Unwell" by Matchbox Twenty. What's yours? (Although, I would prefer it if you limit yourself to ONE song, you can have more than one if no one song would really do it. And the song can be ANY kind of song.)

Little Kid.
I often wonder about my life as a child. All the imagination, all the energy. Wanting to explore, and discover. Playing pretend was really fun, as a kid, you really got to be that person. At least in your mind. But what happens to the character of that little kid? We're told you're getting bigger now, big people don't do that I say, why not. Then comes the responsibility. I can still play in the dirt and be responsable. Why do we as adults, have to give up child like ways. I still have an imagination. Why can't I be Superman? Why can't I be a cowboy? Does age restrict you're wanting to do things??? I say no!!!! We should be able to be a kid anytime we want to be. And not hear, act like an adut you're grown up now. So what. I took everything out of my pockets this summer and went out and laid down in a stream with riffles. Was I a kid? You're damn right I was, and it felt good. We put to much emphisas on being adult and forget about the child within. Well,,,I for one, regardle

Dont Tellme You Love Me
Don't Tell Me You Love Me: Don't tell me you love me if you are not sincere For a lie that strong can ruin my life and bring on a new fear. Fear to be loved, fear to love ever again It can cause my fragile heart to break, tear and bend. Think of all in life that will be missed because of one small broken promise So, when I put all of my trust deep within you Please don't tell me you love me, unless you truly do.

Storms
NuttinButtSexxy Storms Shackled, tied Leather embraced, Freedom of movement Bound. My canopy is shut With “G’ suit tightly strapped, Soon the jet screams Allows me to pierce the sky Soft whimper Eyes pleading, Muscles stretched Ability to touch constrained. Clouds envelop my Mind with rapidity, Turbulence rocks My very essence in violent loops Intense gravity Every orifice stretched, Wetness Pouring down legs. Taken violently With pain come shudders, Yet each tear Frames a silent smile. When bound Willingly, and Bound by choice. Can there be greater freedom? Fly free, Embracing the storm. Physical constraints Accenting total freedom, Choice Poet

Poetry
Mihai Eminescu Evening Star There was, as in the fairy tales, As ne'er in the time's raid, There was, of famous royal blood A most beautiful maid. She was her parents' only child, Bright like the sun at noon, Like the Virgin midst the saints And among stars the moon. From the deep shadow of the vaults Her step now she directs Toward a window; at its nook Bright Evening-star expects. She looks as in the distant seas He rises, darts his rays And leads the blackish, loaded ships On the wet, moving, ways. To look at him every night Her soul her instincts spur; And as he looks at her for weeks He falls in love with her. And as on her elbows she leans Her temple and her whim She feels in her heart and soul that She falls in love with him. And ev'ry night his stormy flames More stormily renew When in the shadow of the castle She shows to his bright view. * * And to her room with her slow steps He bears his steps and aims Weaving out of hi

Having Too Many Friends
SO WHUT IF YOU CAN'T GET ALONG WITH PPL DOESN'T MEAN YOU HAVE TO TAKE IT OUTON ME. WELL THATS NOT WHUT HAPPENED. SHE CAME OVER TO MY WORK, ASKED ME TO GET ON MY SPACE,SHE BEGAN GOING THROUGH MY INBOX. IN IT THERE WAS EMAILS FROM MY EX WIFE AND EX GIRLFRIEND. BUT IT'S NOT WHAT YOU THINK I SAID. AND IT'S NOT. THE EMAILS FROM MY EX WIFE READ ONLY ABOUT WHEN I WAS GOING TO SEE MY KIDS AND WHEN I WAS GOING TO GET THEM NEW CLOTHS, SHIT LIKE THAT. NOTHING LIKE I WANNA SEE U OR LIKE THAT. AND THEN MY EX GIRL, STUPID THINGS SHE WOULD RIGHT LIKE HOW I WAS & SHIT LIKE THAT, I MEAN FOR GOODNESS SAKES SHE HAS A MAN ALREADY. BUT THE MAIN REASON WHY SHE IS LEAVING ME IS BCUZ I LIED TO HER ABOUT TALKING TO MY EX WIFE ! I DIDN'T REALLY LIE CUZ I WASN'T TALKING TO HER, I JUST SIMPLY READ THE MAILS AND FORGOT TO ERASE THEM. SHE IS THE 1 REQUESTING THIS AND THAT. IT WAS ALWAYS THE SAME BULLCRAP OVER AND OVER . AND MY GIRL KNEW THAT ALREADY SO WHY TELL HER SUMTHING SHE ALREADY KNEW RIGHT. SO YEAH NOW S

Foghorn Leghorn Quotes
I think some of these are the finniest things anyone has even said. "Use the window, Richard, that's what it's for!" What a nice way of calling someone a dick. LOL "That boah's about as sharp as a bowlin' ball". "That boy's as sharp as a sack of wet mice!" He's so dumb, he thinks a pig pen is something to write with. That gal reminds me of the highway between Dallas and Ft. Worth -- no curves. This boy's as strong as an ox...and almost as smart. LMAO

Going Away
So tomorrow morning I leave Texas and go back up to Missouri for a whole day. Sunday afternoon I fly out of there to go to Hawaii. Now this is a pretty big move for me and I am looking forward to it. I am going to be there for 3 years at Schofield Barracks. This is a fresh new start for me as I don't know many people over there. Sounds funny that a 29 year old would be worried about making new friends, fitting in and enjoying life right? Well it is not so uncommon. This is my first duty station with the Army and I am a little nervous about it. Who cares right I am being stationed in heaven. Well we shall see how this goes and I will probably post more about it and new pictures once I get there. Until then live life to the fullest and enjoy every second like it was your last on earth.

Thoughts
Michelle, Thoughts of you run through my head, like visions of pure desire. You amaze me, astound me, always take me places ever higher. Always reaching, wanting more. To always be there, never bored. Basking in your love, and you in mine. To have you near is so divine. Your touch, your kiss, your luscious essence. I love to drink you all in, just being in your presence. No other do I want, of this you can be sure. You are my life, you are my world. All my love, For now, and forever, Michael

I Love My Job!
I Love My Job! The Lost Dr Seuss Poem I love my job, I love the pay! I love it more and more each day. I love my boss, she is the best! I love her boss and all the rest. I love my office and its location, I hate to have to go on vacation. I love my furniture, drab and gray, And piles of paper that grow each day! I think my job is really swell, There's nothing else I love so well. I love to work among my peers, I love their leers, and jeers, and sneers. I love my computer and its software; I hug it often though it won't care. I love each program and every file. I'd love them more if they worked a while. I'm happy to be here. I am. I am. I'm the happiest slave of the Firm, I am. I love this work, I love these chores. I love the meetings with deadly bores. I love my job - I'll say it again - I even love those friendly men. Those friendly men who've come today, In clean white coats to take me away!

Wet Dream (song Lyrics)
Wet Dream - Kip Addotta (written by Biff Manard) It was April the Forty-first, being a quadruple leap year; I was driving in downtown Atlantis. My Barracuda was in the shop, so I was in a rented Stingray, and it was overheating. So I pulled into a Shell station; they said I'd blown a seal. I said, "Fix the damn thing and leave my private life out of it, okay, pal?" While they were doing that, I walked over to a place called the Oyster Bar. A real dive. But I knew the owner; he used to play for the dolphins. I said, "HI GILL!" (You have to yell, he's hard of herring.) Chorus: Think I had a wet dream, cruisin' through the Gulf stream. Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh. Wet dream. Gill was also down on his luck. Fact is, he was barely keeping his head below water. I bellied up to the sandbar; he poured the usual: Rusty Snail, hold the grunion, shaken, not stirred. With a peanut butter and jellyfish sandwich on the side, heavy on the mako. I slipped him a fin, on p

Sometimes It Is Better To Receive Than To Give...
Well, WW has come and went again and this week it was my rear that received the assault! It was sort of a TT/WW combo being bound naked in a kneel…frogged and arms restrained with them out in front of me keep me kneeling. Who doesn’t love a forced bow? A wonderful new coiled rope gag was put in place. This one is larger than the last and is fastened behind my head at the base of the skull so that if the remainder is pulled taunt it pulled my jaw down and stretched my lips until they almost split open. A dildo…well you know where I am going with that! The tool was one of my absolute favorites. The big board, the plank, the weight plus the swing and oh have mercy!!! I took 340…first in sets of five each cheek and then switched it up to sets of ten. It was WONDERFUL! I wanted more. I always want more it seems. It was thought better of it as broken blood vessels popped up on my bottom! I am now sporting nice dark bruises on both butt cheeks and an intense itching when I sit alo

Thursday!
Heyyyyyyy Everybody! Just wishing you all a happy day :) Posting todays comment was a learning experince, Did you know if you make a fun pix (like the one one my comment today) at "Slide.Com" and dont log in to the site ... (it has a 'skip log-in' option) The photo you made and post, it doesnt show? (it just has a large spot like a reglar slide ... but its a link only?) Well, live & learn! I hope that helps someone down the line when they want to spruce up a comment & use 'slide' and copy the link -without- signing into the post! lol Well here's todays end result: I hope this comment finds you all well ... and signed in! *laughs* (see this with black background as it was intended here)

Well Written (lol)
Brian woke up one morning immensely aroused so he turned over to his wife's side of the bed. His wife, Lisa, had already awakened though, and she was downstairs preparing breakfast in the kitchen. Afraid that he might spoil things by getting up, Brian called his little boy into the room and asked him to "take this note to your beautiful Mummy." The note read: The Tent Pole Is Up, The Canvas Is Spread, To Hell With Breakfast, Come Back To Bed. Lisa, grinning, answered the note and then asked her son to "take this to your silly daddy." The note read: Take The Tent Pole Down, Put The Canvas Away, The Monkey Had A Hemorrhage, No Circus Today. Brian read the note and quickly scribbled a reply. Then, he asked his son to take it back to "the lady in the kitchen." The note read: The Tent Pole's Still Up, And The Canvas Still Spread, So Drop What You're Doing, And Come Give Me Some Head. Laughing, Lisa answered the note and then asked her son to

Actual News Article
Police say man tried to steal two cows, two goats by squeezing them into Fiat JOHANNESBURG, South Africa (AP) — Police in rural South Africa found two cows and two goats being transported in a compact car barely large enough for four people. The blue Fiat Uno was impounded Thursday after residents alerted police in a town in northern KwaZulu-Natal, the South African Press Association reported. Capt. Jabulani Mdletshe, a police spokesman, said that when the officers arrived, the driver had loaded the animals into his vehicle and was trying to speed away. He eventually stopped the car after being unable to outrun the police, and fled into the nearby bushes, SAPA said. The cows and goats were handed over to an animal theft unit.

Sarah Is My Starshine
There are few people who come into your lives that actually make a difference. A big enough difference for you to stop, and look, to realize just how special they are. Sarah (Riot Gyrl) is one of those people to me. I care for her deeply though only knowing her for a short time. She makes my wee heart happy. I enjoy talking to her more then she knows. She makes me smile. And I love getting all excited when we find out more and more things we have in common. Sarah, it hurts me to know if your sad. I wish I could make everything better for you and you know I would if I could. If I can put a smile on you're just way too pretty face.... You're one of the best people I know. And I'm privlaged to know such a strong wonderful person like you and call you my friend.

$20.00
Sometimes we just need to be reminded! A well-known speaker started off his seminar by: holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. "No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make

Hidden Desires
Twisted Ropes and Tightened Chains Darkest desires, Painful needs Lustful eyes, and roving fingers Heated grabs, Lightest caress Lack of control, body twitches A demanding word, teasing lips Baring of throat, complete trust Heated breathe on ear Unspoken promises, lustful thoughts Careful hands on hungering neck Tingling heat from skin to skin Secret thoughts of wanted kisses Finally welcome sweet release

Observations
I've been on this site for a little over a month or so and have come to a few conclusions... 1. There are some really nice people and it's been nice to get to know them in a virtual environment. 2. There are some very sexy, sensual and gorgeous women here. (You know who, I'm the one perving your pictures :P ) 3. That when someone takes the leap of faith and opens up their world to this virtual environment, how harsh some people can be. Come on... if some one show some skin, a tattoo, piercing, small boobs, huge boobs... any everything else... In my humble opinion be nice, if you can't say anything positive or nice... then don't say anything... I think it's great that one some level people have shared themselves here. 4. Some are so immature that it's like kindergarden... This is a virtual meeting place for adults... Be one... if you see something you don't like then look some where else... Keep it to yourself... If the shoe was on the other foot, I bet that you'd not like i

Rages Sanity
Darkest rage fights against my control, Seeping through the Cracks in my conscience. So much feeling taking it's angry toll, Wated dreams, and lonely despair! Twisted vines, and Crimson Walls, Swirling pit, and Silver Chains. Behind it all the darkness crawls, Ever Pushing against my Sanity! Hidden anguish and silent tears, Hollow soul, desperate for substance. Fighting the craving fears, Silent rooms and deepest Shadows! Sensing near, A soul of likeness, To revel in out continued emptiness. Our two minds, eachother's caress, Peaceful silence, undeniable understanding!!

Good As It Gets
He lays me down & spreads me out on his bed. He tells me he wants to relieve my stress & help me rest my head. He runs his fingers through my hair & he kisses my lips, He takes away the tension by playing with me below my hips. As my legs are up high in the air, I feel like I have no worries or cares. He plays me so hard I let out a slight yell, & I wonder if something this good will put me in hell.

7 Degrees Of Blonde
7 degrees of blonde `4*:-.,_,.-:*4`4*:-.,_,.-:*4`4*:-.,_,.-:*4`4*:-,_,-:*4`4*:-.,_,.-:*4`4* FIRST DEGREE A married couple were asleep when the phone rang at 2 in the morning. The wife (undoubtedly blonde), picked up the phone, listened a moment and said "How should I know, that's 200 miles from here!" and hung up. The husband said, "Who was that?" The wife said, "I don't know, some woman wanting to know if the coast is clear." `4*:-.,_,.-:*4`4*:-.,_,.-:*4`4*:-.,_,.-:*4`4*:-,_,-:*4`4*:-.,_,.-:*4`4* SECOND DEGREE Two blondes are walking down the street. One notices a compact on the sidewalk and leans down to pick it up. She opens it, looks in the mirror and says, "Hmm, this person looks familiar." The second blonde says, "Here, let me see!" So the first blonde hands her the compact. The second one looks in the mirror and says, "You dummy, it's me!" `4*:-.,_,.-:*4`4*:-.,_,.-:*4`4*:-.,_,.-:*4`4*:-.,_,-:*4`4*:-.,_,.-:*4`4* THIRD DEGREE A

My Playlist For Requests
WINAMP playlist 706 tracks in playlist, average track length: 3:46Estimated playlist length: 44 hours 28 minutes 53 seconds (673 tracks of unknown length)MAKE REQUESTS HERE! Right-click here to save this HTML file.Playlist files: MAKE REQUESTS HERE! 1. The Doors - Light My Fire - www.thebig429.rocks.it (7:05) 2. Nashville Teens - Tobacco Road - www.thebig429.rocks.it (2:26) 3. 2- SaveNetRadio-MUSIC-(TIME0026) 4. 03-twisted sister-white christmas 5. Pink Floyd - The Happiest Days Of Our Lives - www.thebig429.rocks.it (1:50) 6. 10CC - Good Morning Judge - www.thebig429.rocks.it (2:51) 7. 10cc - Art for art sake - www.thebig429.rocks.it (4:20) 8. 10cc - Im Mandy, fly me - www.thebig429.rocks.it (5:18) 9. 10cc - The Wall Street shuffle - www.thebig429.rocks.it (3:52) 10. The Sweet - Action - www.thebig429.rocks.it (3:44) 11. Pink Floyd - Comfortably Numb - www.thebig429.rocks.it (8:09) 12. Pink Floyd - The Trial - www.thebig429.rocks.it (5:20) 13. 38 special - rockin

Name Change?
ok wants to change my name on here , too many wildcats around , so far with the help of a few friends we came up with some names and im sure a few more of you have some awesome ideas , anyhow gonna list the names we have thought of so far .... which ones do you like? or do you have a better suggestion? FabulousNThickBBW SweetThickness P.H.A.T~Pretty Hot And Thick Thyck~A~Lishious Thickilicious Topaz

My Horror Film Debuts In November
My horror film, DEVOTION debuts November 24th, in film festivals. See below for the movie poster and trailer. The film will be available for purchase in Spring (further updates available) MOVIE TRAILER: Copy and paste) www.youtube.com/watch?v=k5AHAgd6zPs - 55k

Contests And Friends
Well I have decided since my so called friends can't help me ever win anything why the hell should I be on here. Once my VIP is up I am deleting my account. I post bulletins asking for my so called friends to help me bomb my pic in a contest but guess what...no one ever bothers to help me. I have helped many people in the contests they have entered but can I win a HH or VIP or anything? No, and the reason is because it seems all my friends care about is themselves. If I do end up staying here I will not help anyone in a contest again and will only look out for number 1, myself. I thought I left my loner days behind me but it seems as though I am still alone in anything I do. Larry

Shout Box Fun - 2
This is a short conversation I had tonight at the shoutbox, this is what this idiot told Me just a few seconds after I accepted his friends request, needless to say, his stay in My friends list was shorter than lighting... what an asshole!! Shawn aka ...: thx for the add sexy ->Me ...: You are welcomed Shawn aka ...: ive got a ? for u ->Me ...: yes? Shawn aka ...: would u do a few naughty pic for me for a 1000 fubacks sweetie ->Me ...: for how many fubucks will you fuck yourself in the ass for me on cam? ->Me ...: who the heck do you think you are talking to?? ***blocked now*** LOL

Manners
Anyone who wishes to visit my profile, please feel free but please remember, I am a human being with feelings too. If you don't have anything nice to say then please don't say anything at all and be on your way...Remember, do unto others as you would have them do unto you....So, manners please. Thank you for listening to me vent....

Slow Dance
Have you ever watched kids on a merry go round? Or listened to the rain slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You'd better slow down. Dont dance so fast. Time is short. The music wont last. do you run through your day on the fly? when you ask "how are you" do you hear the reply? when the day is done do you lie in your bed with the next hundred chores running through your head? you'd better slow down. dont dance so fast. time is short. the music wont last. ever told your child, we'll do it tomorrow? and in your haste, not see their sorrow? ever lost touch, let a good friendship die cause you never had time to call and say "hi" you'd better slow down. dont dance so fast. time is short. the music wont last. when you run so fast to get somewhere you miss half the fun of getting there. when you worry and hurry t

Five Surgeons.....
Five surgeons from big cities are discussing who makes the best patient to operate on. The first surgeon, from New York , says, "I like to see Accountants on my >>operating table, because when you open them up, everything inside is numbered." The second, from Chicago , responds, "Yeah, but you should try electricians! Everything inside them is color coded." The third surgeon, from Dallas , says, "No, I really think librarians are the best, everything in side them is in alphabetical order." The fourth surgeon, from Los Angeles chimes in: "You know, I like construction workers...those guys always understand when you have a few parts left over." But the fifth surgeon, from Washington , DC , shut them all up when he observed: "You're all wrong. Politicians are the easiest to operate on. There's no guts, no heart, no balls, no brains and no spine, and the head and the ass are interchangeable!

Jeff Lewis
If you saw my MuMM yesterday, then let it be known that as he kicked off playing some of his own stuff before getting into the Crass, my intervention was not needed. Gig was great, he had his own uncle as a support act, who's this beat poet from NY called Professor Louie, who was totally cool in every sense of the word. Jeff Lewis as ever was a blast, and even though we only saw half his set cos we had to go catch the last bus home, we had a great evening.

Leave It To Our Athletes To Set A Fine Example...yet Again
Can we act any stupider? I am not sure if anyone other then me caught this little tidbit and slam against our NFL stars. Miami Dolphins NFL player Channing Crowdar said he did not realize he did not need an interupretur while in London… here is that story: THIS Sunday the Miami Dolphins will play the New York Giants in Wembley Stadium.And Dolphins’ player Channing Crowder confesses he didn’t know that people spoke English in London.” Anorak will view this game as it views all American football matches - but popping out to get a video, or sleeping. But this is interesting. They get Beckham. We get Channing Crowder. “I couldn’t find London on a map if they didn’t have the names of the countries,” Crowder says. “I swear to God. I don’t know what nothing is. I know Italy looks like a boot. I learned that. “I know (Washington Redskins linebacker) London Fletcher. We did a football camp together. So I know him. That’s the closest thing I know to London. He’s black, so I’m sure he’s not

Pimpout
This is my personal pimp so could all my friends go show all these guys some love they are great people Joke®s Wild™ - The Blogz you love to hate - Engaged to DJ Lacey@ fubar INFARRED~DIRTY SOUTH CREW~FOUNDER OF SPIRIT BOMBERS~WTC TRIBAL COUNCIL~D&DC~~ LOVING MIKE ALWAYS~~@ fubar Hitman6 FOUNDER & PRESIDENT OF THE ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~@ fubar ★☆★ƒreedom ίsnt ƒree★☆★**No Salute=No Add**@ fubar There they are so pimp them out i would like to take time to tell all of you ty so much and i am going to do this more and more so plzzzzz help and thank you all so much DJPhilburg360

Disapointment
DISAPOINTMENT have u ever been disapointed when u believe in someone to treat you the same when they are with you, but they change to be fools when there with their friends..and they tell you one thing and never follow thru or treat you like your just a convience stop for them.Or they make u feel like your ok to be with them WHEN THEY WANT... NOT WHEN U WANT TO...but ashamed for u to meet their friends. Im here to tell you it sucks big time so i have decided to not let any man treat me like this ever again. As of TODAY im not just a piece of ass ...i have FEELINGS just like anyone else.maybe its time for me to start treating men the way they treat us..ONLY DIFFERENCE IS I HAVE A HEART

Parents Should Be Charged With Manslaughter And Neglect!
Boy, 5, killed by train in Watauga while playing on tracks 12:09 AM CDT on Friday, October 26, 2007 From Staff Reports A 5-year-old boy was struck and killed by a train Thursday evening in Watauga, police said. The child was hit by a northbound Union Pacific train while he and two other boys about the same age were playing by railroad tracks along Denton Highway near the Haltom City border about 6:30 p.m. The other children were not hurt. It is unclear whether the train's engineer saw the boy and attempted to stop. WFAA-TV Why the hell was a bunch of small children playing on or around a train track? WFT? Where was the parents?

Flag Folding
After complaint in Riverside, flag-folding recitation banned at veterans cemeteries nationwide Download story podcast 08:12 AM PDT on Thursday, October 25, 2007 By JOE VARGO The Press-Enterprise Through thousands of military burials, Memorial Honor Detail volunteers at Riverside National Cemetery have folded the American flag 13 times and recited the significance of every fold to survivors of those being laid to rest. The first fold, a narrator tells relatives, represents life, the second a belief in eternal life. The 11th fold celebrates Jewish war veterans and "glorifies the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac and the God of Jacob." A single complaint lodged against the words for the 11th fold recently prompted the National Cemetery Administration to ban the entire recital at all 125 national cemeteries. A spokesman in Washington said the complaint originated from someone who witnessed the ceremony at Riverside National but would provide no other details and dec

I Hate It When....
Okay, am I just being too much of a bitch or what? I HATE it when I'm on the phone with someone talking to them and telling them something about me and then they AREN'T EVEN LISTENING TO ME! For instance...I was just on the phone with my cousin and I was asking her if she was done with my radio/cd player/tape player she borrowed and I was trying to explain to her that I found OUR FAVORITE BOOK on tape and wanted my radio back to listen to it...plus since I don't have tv I like to listen to the radio while I'm online. Anyway...she just COMPLETELY ignores what I'm saying and carries on a conversation with someone else in the background!!!! I couldn't BELIEVE IT!!!! Anywho...it just pissed me off and needed to vent. OKAY...NOW I'M PISSED. My cousin was supposed to cut my husband's hair cause we are getting out pictures taken today as a family with the kids, but she just called me and said that "her wrist hurts too much" but the truth being that she is hanging out at Wal-Mar

Fridays Cleaning Update
I will be cleaning up my friends list.. to start off with I am removing all friends.. I will be going to my fans list and readding friends from there. If you are my fan you will be getting a friend request and at that time i will make sure i have you fanned and rated has well. I know this may piss a few of you off but hey this is my page do what you gotta do.. to those of you that stay thanks and lots of love. keep in mind i have 15,000+ fans it may be a few days before you see my request in your box again but you will get it if your on my fan list Update for today.. Wednesday~~~~~ Im out of Friend requests for the day. I will pick back up where i left off tomorrow. going to do some cleaning in my stash now. thanks for being understanding of my cleaning today. kisses Thursday update~~~~ today I got thru to fan# 14041 in that area. I did start at the end yesterday with readding. I will start again tomorrow. FRIDAY~~~~~ Got thru to fan #13546. So from the looks of it

Depressed
sometimes i just dont know what to do with myself. i try to stay busy, so i dont think about being in a strange country so far away from my family and friends. but with shawn away at training right now, ive been crying almost the whole time hes been gone. and hes only gone until the 8th. i really think ill go crazy when he leaves for iraq in april. i have no one here to talk to and i try to keep it together in front of my kids, but im a pessimist and just the thought that something might happen over there and he might not come back to us scares me sooo much! i really dont think i would be able to go on without him. im trying to be strong for my kids, but at night i just break down, i cant stop crying, its soo bad that i almost cant breath. well im sorry, but i just had to get that off my chest. thanks for listening.

Back From Vacation
Well, the title says it all. I spent most of last week puterless and offline while visiting a friend in the Seattle area... All I can say is I really like that area, great to visit for sure. If I had the freedom to move, it would be near the top of my list, along with New Orleans, but thats a blog for some other time As for Seattle, I did quite a bit of the touristy stuff, but still had fun. I was able to catch a Seahawks game @ Qwest, which was fantastic. The fact they won the game was even better! It was great to be part of the loudest crowd in the NFL for a game. I was also about 5 miles from an actively erupting Volcano - Mount St. Helens. From the viewpoint we had, we could actually see the smoke (from the heat of the lava/magma inside the volcano. It was incredible to be that close. Of course, I did a lot of the touristy stuff as well (Harbor cruises, Space needle, etc), but won't bore ya with details here.. those will wait till I post the pictures I have.. LOL. B

Where Am I Going To Sleep?
The college year is over. I moved out of my room in the campus residence. I'm too broke to rent a place and I'm definitely too broke to buy a plane ticket home. Even if I did fly home, I'd still be homeless. I'd just be homeless in my hometown. I'd live somewhere in the town, so I guess I'd literally be living in my hometown. As opposed to living in my homehouse. So if anybody in Atlanta wants to rape me... I mean.. if you have a spare couch and you're pretty cool and you have a very strong desire to molest me while I sleep.. Ugh. sorry. What I'm really trying to ask is.. and seriously.. If anybody has a spare place for a few days and they wouldn't mind if I came over and hung out and got tied down in your basement while you perform Dutch art of bondage on me, now's your chance. Er.. no honestly. I'm just stranded in Atlanta and I really need to be sexually violated. Please? I mean, c'mon. What does it take to be taken advantage of in this god damn city? How come no matter how

Soooo Day 3, 4 And 5....
hmm everything is getting a bit cooler... like... me and my boss have more things to talk about more subjects and... as long as he is talking i am entertained so its all good lol well wednesday i did learn everything about the project we work on and about the sponsors. the spain history and and and.... it was pretty interesting ( what i didnt thought it would lol) my boss is funny in a weird way.. the way he talkes make me already laugh... when he get pissed over things or is wondering about people... lol anyways.. we were printing maps and drew the walk way on it... that took us pretty long cuz we didnt find the right map and ya.... day was over pretty fast..... thursday i was off.. the computer didnt work and ... ya it was nothing to do... so i was there.. bought toilett paper and food and went back home haha... so at least i was able to run to the mecanics and let em fix my car ( i love the emcanics) i told him my car is outside and if he can look whats wro

People Piss Me Off!
People piss me off. A friend of mine on here had to delete her profile because two 18-year olds found her profile and ratted her out. She and her husband had a blast taking the so-called NSFW pics and these punks told everybody at her workplace about her profile. To top it off, someone broke into her photobucket account, so she had to delete that too. Now, I know that a person is basically playing with matches when he or she posts NSFW pics. There's always the risk of being discovered by co-workers. But it just pisses me off. She and her husband are two of the nicest people I've met on here. Now they are both upset and God only knows what will happen with her at work. Not only will she have to put up with the bullshit from her co-workers, but HR is calling her on the carpet Tuesday. I just think it's a damn shame.

Blog Pimp Out Train
PLEASE COPY THE RULES AND KEEP THEM IN EVERY BLOG SO THAT IT KEEPS GOING THANX!!!! (COPY THIS >>>THIS IS THE BLOG TRAIN THE ____RULES__ ARE QUITE SIMPLE FAN R8 ADD AS USUAL,THE FIRST THREE PEOPLE TO FAN R8 AND ADD THE PEOPLE ON THE BLOG PIMPOUT WILL BE ON ONE OF THE 3 PEOPLES BLOG PIMOUT,YOU WILL ONLY BE ON 1 BLOG UNLESS YOU ARE IN THE TOP 3 PEOPLE TWICE OR THREE TIMES,..YOU MUST KEEP CANDLE MANN AT THE BOTTOM OF EVERY BLOG TRAIN SO PEEPS CAN REFER BACK AND BE ADDED THATS RIGHT EVERY IS GOING TO BE PIMPED OUT EVEN IF NOT IN THE TOP 3..IF YOU AREE IN THE TOP 3 YOU MUST DO A BLOG PIMPOUT AS WELL ... IF ANY QUESTIONS PM CANDLE MANN THANXAmber aKa CaSpEr - Dbo71's Woman - SCF Bombers Freedom Bombing/Leveling Family@ fubar♥StiNa AKA SKEETER♥ Member oF "THE PRIDE" & K.O.W (BARTENDAR 4 TECHNO vol.69)@ fubarBIG MOMMA~ C@NDL3 TR@IN PROMOTER@ fubar

You Said A Mouthful
We just lie there in bed after all that we said and pretend like nothing will happen Then push comes to shove and rub a dub dub now we are bathing in sweat and attraction With bed sheets all ruffled and our moans all muffled the pillows are on the floor like stepping stones The tv is still on and it's nearly dawn until next time we'll romance on cell phones

Well Here Is The Latest
turns out i can have 2 sessins a day here at the library...so after my time is up i will sign back up to get back on again...might have to wait a bit for my second session but i will be on...should also be getting my phone back soon...if you want the number comment me here and when i get it i will send you the number...till next time~ E

My Fucked Up Feelings!!!!!
K, IM JUST DOING THIS BLOG 2 GET SHIT OUT OF MY HEAD, LOL. I HAVE TOO MUCH SWARMING AROUND IN THERE & FEEL AS IF IM GOING CRAZY:p SO IT HELPS WHEN I WRITE THEM DOWN. NOT SURE HOW OR WHY BUT IT DOES! SOOO.... I HAVE MET ALOT OF NEW PEOPLE ON HERE. AND MOST ACCEPT ME AS THE FUCKED UP PERSON I AM, LOL. "AND IF I THINK ABOUT THAT, I SEE I HAVE NEVER BEEN ACCEPTED 4 WHO I AM BUT BY LIKE ONE PERSON "DJ69VETTE007" HE IS IN MY FAMILY LIST YA'LL CHECK HIM OUT, HE IS ONE HELL OF A MAN! NOW WITH THAT BEING SAID, LET ME GET BACK 2 MY FUCKED UP SELF, LOL.K, LIKE I SAID I HAVE MET PEOPLE ON HERE THAT ACCEPT ME 4 ME! AND THAT IS NOT SOMETHING IM USED 2. I HAVE ALWAYS HAD 2 HIDE THE REAL ME DUE 2 MY HUSBAND " I'M NOT THE PERSON HE WANTS, SO I HAVE CHANGED & MOLDED MYSELF INTO WHAT HE WANTED. WELL I HAVE STOPPED ALL THAT!! I AM ME NOW & DON'T GIVE A DAMN WHAT HE OR ANY OF MY FAM REALLY THINK! AND ME BEING ME HAS LEAD ME 2 SUM REALLY GOOD PEOPLE WHO TAKE ME AS I AM! AND I HAVE DEVELOPED FEELINGS 4 THESE

Hopeless Romantic
Call me a hopeless romantic If that is what you wish I'll stand there with my heart In my hands for you But be careful with it It will break easily Its scarred And cracked So please be careful Once you have my heart All my love Comes with it Just be careful With me Its all I ask of you

Full Moon Beauty
High above the World In the clear star lite sky I silently watch as I sore high Those that look up to the Heavens Upon this night each month I am welcomed unto you For I give you my All My ever full light of my shine On this Beautiful Night I smile down upon the world As I am praised for my glow and beauty As I shine my fullest for all to see I bathe in this praise For this is the only night Of each new month I do As I smile and glow upon the world Bathe in my Beauty As I lay high above you In the clear star lite sky For I am the Full Moon.

I'll Be There....
*When no one is there for you* *And you think no one cares* *When the whole world walks out on you* *And you think you're alone* *I'll be there* *When the one you care about the most* *Could care less about you* *When the one you gave your heart to* *Throws it in your face* *I'll be there* *When the person you trusted* *Betrays you* *When the person you share all your memories with* *Cant even remember your birthday* *I'll be there* *When all you need is a friend* *To listen to you whine* *When all you need is someone* *To catch your tears* *I'll be there* * When your heart hurts so bad* * You cant even breathe* * When you just want to crawl up and die* *I'll be there* *When you start to cry* *After hearing that sad song* *When the tears just won't* *Stop falling down* *I'll be there* *So you see I'll be there until the end* *This is a promise I can make* *If you ever need me* *Just give me a call and...* *I'll be there...*

Love
Many are burned by love and then never try it again, as they are reluctant due to the pain it caused... to be loved, one must love themselves first..... to have love, one must allow love into their life to keep love, one must compromise with the one they love to keep the fire burning brightly.....to love..is simply to allow oneself to feel the heart open and allow to be loved.....dont be afraid of love, it can not kill you, only make you stronger .....granted it can hurt....but hurt is fixable, it can heal and it can make one wiser.... Put no demands on love, and love will bring you much. Give love away, and it will be yours in greater and greater abundance. With love, what was weak will grow strong. With love, what was impossible becomes real. Love can find the beauty and value in even the most desperate situation. Love will bring hope where nothing else can. Though love cannot be explained, it can never be denied. Love has its own reality that transcends the most oppress

*insert Witty Title Here*
Hmnn, how to paint the scene... stuck at work, its half past midnite and Im mildly pissed and stoned. Theres shitty europop on the only channel the tv in reception can pick up and Id really rather be in a hammock in Barbados contemplating what I can waste my lottery win on next.... So I find myself barred. Not only commenting on mumms, but commenting full stop. No "Its Friday, lets get assholed* comments from me today Sir, No Sir. Im the first person to admit that I can be insulting in the mumms, but I always try to do it humorously. If I really upset people, Ive never had a problem with appologising, but c'mon guys.... blocking people from commenting completely? Is this what my grandparents fought Hitler for? I thought a place like this was somewhere to come and express yourself freely. Ive seen from fat chix in bondage pics to some really shitty poetry, but at least these people were indulging in the freedom to show/post whatever they wanted to give the world, free from f

Fema
Ok so I'm watchin CNN...Yea I try not to watch to much news sadly....It's all garbage these days I think...but anyway.... I see on CNN that FEMA (The Federal Emergency Mismanagment Agency) scheduled a news conference...What's so unusual about that right? Things like this happen all the time especially with the devastation that is being caused by the California Wild Fires. Hell when I was out there last month I could see all the smoke and smell it. Well apparently FEMA in their infinite wisdom fakes a news conference about the fires...A FEDERAL AGENCY fakes news....After this fucked up Iraq War, none of us should be surprised really huh? FEMA went above and beyond. Complete with translators and press coverage of their response to the fires out in Cali. The reporters were FEMA employees asking bogus questions. The real reporters were only told about the news conference with like 15 minutes either after it was about to end or after it had begun. The BUSH Admin vowed that th

A Poem Wrote For Me By A Very Special Friend Of Mine
This poem was wrote for me by a very special friend of mine named Kat aka Tattooed Beauty she has been the bestest person/friend on here I was brought to tears after reading this she wrote this after my dad passed away. Her and her friend Starr put it on a beautiful background but you couldn't read all the words very well and I wanted everyone to read and feel the love and heartfelt meaning as I did so here it is ...........It's Pretty long but absoulty beautiful My Dearest Family Some things I'd like to say but first of all to let you know that I arrived okay. I'm writing this from Heaven where I dwell with God above where there's no more tears or sadness there is just eternal love. Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night. That day I had to leave you when my life on Earth was through, God picked me up and hugged me and He said I welcome you. It's good to have you back again, you were misse

Wtf ???
just letting you all no i can not figure out why 405 people call your's self's my friends my family but when i ask for help i get none i ask for help promting my lounge ( under new from mat ) but no one ever helps me i can not figure out the reason for the lieing to me i do everything for people i would even bend over back wards to help a friend and their are a few people that i have done tht for and i only mean a few people and i m thinking of never doing it again since people want toi lie to me i felt i needed to get this off my chest ~ Lost In The Dark ~

Ain't Life Grand
There we go Hand & Hand Strolling the Beach Ain't Life Grand We pause to think How life has been Who ever thought We started as Friends Thinking way back Until that day We never knew We would end up this way Now here we are Ten years have passed All we can say now is Ain't Life Grand

Halloween Party!!!
I am so excited because I am going to the neighbors Halloween Party. I was over helping them get ready for the party. I bought gooy body parts for everyone to touch including myself. I am going as the Queen Wraith Hive Keeper from Stargate Atlantis. I am very excited about getting dressed up as a mean evil b_t_h! She sucked the life out of her victims chests to give herself substanance. The victims age very fast. I will have pictures later.

Elemental
Greetings and salutations! Welcome to the tangled web that is inside my mind. This the first time I have decided to blog here on Fubar. Today I felt the urge to write for the first in in very long while. I am not sure if this is the correct forum for my writings,but hey I do tend to color outside the lines most of the time. Since today is the October full moon and the actual Samhain. I thought it would be the perfect time to share four poems with any who might be interested. ~~~~~~~~~~~~ AIR As nighttime falls, the dark wind blows over my skin. I feel her presence, as much tonight as when she slipped from my hands nearly a year ago. Cold stone ill befits one so full of life. Chiseled font; raw epitaph - so limited, so gone. The leaves dance; I feel her hair dancing too. Then a flutter of wings. Cold, brilliant beam of Luna's light surrounds. For a moment, you are caught in the winds. For a moment, you are present in the leaves. For a moment, I see you,

Ex;s Suck
Why is it when you break up with someone and you try to be their friend....it seems like all they want to do it run their mouth and be a little bitch. To top it all off, they cant do it to your face. Just behind your back and then post it online to the entire world in a blog! Well, I am tired of being so damn nice. All of my Ex's that have pissed me off, go suck a fucking dick! You all suck and there is a damn good reason we arent together! And to the ONE who likes to make me look like the bad guy on myspace and to people I work with! Fuck you! You got everything you deserved and then some! Keep running your mouth, I have not even began to spill your dirty little secrets and I have many! Leave me alone! And I am sure I will hear about this at work, but tell it like it is!

Come Help The Hungry People
http://www.freerice.com/index.php go there to donate rice..it's free all you have to do is guess the correct word!!! first one to give 2000 grains gets a special gift from me. Please remember to take a screenshot of it!!!

The Other Side Of Me *poem*
People could never see me,and know the sadness I feel,people see this happy smile,but it isn't real..So people just can't see,how sad it is to live in the life of me..Please feel no pitty,I feel no shame.I know it's not myself I have to blame.To be honest there are more than one name,of people in the past that I befriended,and they fucked my life up before the friendship had ended..Leaving me alone,and feeling broken,thinking all the time,that our love was unspoken..feeling confused,feeling as if I were choking..tears running down my face,I feel the anger inside..I pick up a vase,and slam it hard into the wall..watching it shatter,as I collaspe and I fall to pieces on the floor in my hall.

End*poem*
I'm a tad sad,i'm leaving home.A house isn't a home when you feel all alone-watching someone you know,who's heart isn't in it.When all you do is argue and fight-when you lay with them at the end of the night,when it gives you the creeps,something just isn't right.A shudder from a touch,a glare from a stare,I look into his eyes,and the love's no longer there.

Crazywickedchick4u=criminal
ok here goes... this chick krazywickedchick4u is my ex g/f ...that name fits her perfect...shes somewhat crazy the way she has her psycho violent outbursts. and locks her son in his room at night.. real parenting skills there huh...i cant believe i actually fell for her games and trickery... she lied to me and actually stole alot of my stuff from my house...she is a definate true to life player she usually gets what she wants.. so if anyone talks or sees her be ware cuz she dont care about anyone but herself... and then shes also wicked...when were dating she actually wanted to swing and have me watch her fuck my best friends man... now thats totally fucked up...and she fucked one of my so called friends.. and she went after my best friends ex even... to try and trap him... personally she needs to be in jail ... she stole over 5000 dollars worth of stuff at my house...and probably turned around and sold it to make money...this is how big time players work i guess..i got a quick history

I Don't Know How I Feel About It...
...but my father went out to the bar yesterday for most the day and when he eventually made it home, had a woman with him. Now this may seem perfectly natural, aside from the fact that my mother only passed away 8 weeks ago. I appreciate that everyone deals with grief in their own way, and that sometimes you feel like you just need the closeness of someone, anyone to make the pain go away but...idk... My younger sister is really angry and my brother doesn't yet know. My dad hasn't even aknowledged the whole thing, maybe from shame?? I just want the man to be happy y'know?

Just So You Know.
this week the movers will be here to pick up my stuff and ship it to the states. that means that after wednesday i most likely won't be online till after i get back to the states. if that's the case, then just know that i love ya'll and will be back on as soon as i can be. i will miss ya'll!

Uk Levellers Members
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I Want To Kill Myself.
I'm at the end of my rope. I hate life and would rather be dead. The only thing I had left in this world was my website, but it's obvious that nobody likes it and that I'm a worthless idiot. I've been attempting to kill myself all day and to no avail. First, I tried drowning myself. That didn't work because I accidentally killed the wrong person. Then, I tried to eat pills but all I found was a near-empty bottle of Vitamin C. About three hours ago, I swallowed 4 or 5 of them and tried to drift out of consciousness forever. I thought I was dead for a moment until I realized I was just dreaming. That sucked. I eventually woke up and all that has happened since then is frequent urination and a feeling of overall comfort and wellness. My body actually feels healthier after trying to kill myself. Damn, I must be the worst suicidist in the universe. Could somebody please help me? I'm all out of ideas and I need a way to die. Do us both a favor and send your suicide methods to

When Love Finds You Lyrics
Love sure is something no one can explain It can bring you such joy, it can bring you pain And with every emotion, love puts us through There's nothing you can say, when love finds you Love is the power that makes your heart beat It can make you move mountains, make you drop to your knees When it finally hits you, you won't know what to do There's nothin' you can say, when love finds you Chorus: Give it all you can give it, when your love comes around If you put your heart in it, then it won't let you down You'll find out it's true, baby, someday when love finds you And when you least expect it, it will finally come true There's nothing you can say when love finds you Repeat Chorus You'll find out it's true, baby, someday when love finds you

For The Girls And Guys Too I Suppose
ok so my friend came to me the other day and she was upset because this guy she really really likes and is friends with doesnt seem to feel the same for her or something like that. she asked me what she could do to see if he likes her for real or not. she was telling me how she will flirt and all that stuff with him and he just wont respond. so i told her that was her problem. see the way men work so i have noticed is they like the attention on them but wont always make that so apparent. guys are weird like that, but it is true. so if there is a guy and hes getting ur attention TRUST me he likes it, but he wont let you know that i guess it damages ego or something lol. BUT if that attention suddenly stops or is shifted to a new person then he suddenly sees u. its the way men are i guess. so anyways here is your advice on that my dear friend if a guy u like is not seeming he likes you stop with the flirts and whatever or shift to someone new if he likes you really then he will come arou

Women Evil?
WOMEN ARE EVIL BY NATURE WOMEN ARE EVIL BY NATURE......not..... >A woman went up to the bar in a quiet rural pub... >She gestured alluringly to the bartender who approached her immediately. >She seductively signaled that he should bring his face closer to hers. >As he did, she gently caressed his full beard >"Are you the manager?" she asked, softly stroking his face with both >hands. >"Actually, no," he replied. >"Can you get him for me? I need to speak to him," she said, running her >Hands beyond his beard and into his hair. >"I'm afraid I can't," breathed the bartender.. "Is there anything I can >do?" >"Yes. I need for you to give him a message," she continued, running her >Forefinger across the bartender's lip and slyly popping a couple of her >fingers into his mouth and allowing him to suck them gently. >"What should I tell him?" the bartender managed to say >"Tell him," she whispered, >"There's no toilet paper, hand soap, or paper towels in the ladies >room."

Dont Lable Me
I am a Man. Not a republican, democrat, liberal, conservative, left or right wing, christian, atheist, budist, black, white, etc........ I am just a man that lives my life, you or any other faction has nothing to do with my life because I make my own choices and destiny. Lableing is a sign of unceartainty, weakness, and the means to be a follower. Racism, political groups, and relegion has all been taught, mostly for someone elses gain for power, controll, popularity, and monetary gain. I came into this world with a clean slate, lived my life with one, and will leave as "just a man". By all means do what makes you happy,{as long as it poses no harm to another} but by following or buying into a group, party, relegion, etc. it pretty much makes you a puppett. Be a man,.... your own man. Any negative retort will de ignored and prove everything said above, Thank you for your time.

Song Or ?
It's to late the balls in your court, im at your mercy, you have control, with nothing to loose... but me, do what you will, sleep well, your in charge, treat me how you do, your so mad, so mad at me.... im sorry, im sorry, im so sorry, cant you see, im the one, that hurt you so, not on purpose, so it goes, wish it away, promise promise, take it all away, i just want you happy, bitter and jadded, tommorow a new day, all is done, dreaming of an end, "Danny Legend"

Smoke?
Got a light? With evry disregard to a warning label boldly placed on the side of death sticks wrapped in paper and tightly packed with cancerous pleasure, I think I have acheived an apealing voice that one might think I chose to gargle gravel on a daily basis. Should I reflect back to the sixth grade, and be happy to receive a gold star because I sound like the Hollywood jewish grandmother from Brooklyn New York in half the time and without the complexion of the desert? "Danny Legend"

Many Thanks!!!
I would just like to thank everyone for all of the wonderful birthday wishes!!! Obviously I haven't been out here in a while. As most of you know, my Husband and I share this account and He had originally used His birthday. I had no idea He put mine out there!!!! Thanks again for all of the kind words and wishes.

Need Advice
There is this guy in my building that I am really interested in. I do not know for sure if he is interested in me or not. I do know when he is drinking he can not seem to keep his hands off of me. He does come around a lot when he isn't drink. He always says that he does not want a girlfriend. The other day I asked him out and he told me he would think about it. He still says he does not want a girlfriend. He always says he is bored and I told him if we were dating he would not be as bored. I wish that I could just get him to see it would not be so bad having a girlfriend. I know he has been hurt in the past but so have I. I do not know whether I should just give up on him or keep trying. I need serious help on this one. I am so confused right now.

Fill Your Moments........
Fill your moments with action, and there will be little time left for worry. Fill your moments with meaning, and there will be little time left for despair. Fill your days with discovery, and you will fill your life with valuable knowledge. Fill your hours with caring, compassion and respect, and you will fill your world with love and friendship.Fill your thoughts with positive possibilities, and the best things in life will surely be within your reach. Fill your words with encouragement and enthusiasm, and you'll often find people and circumstances lining up in your favor. Fill your efforts with purpose, persistence, diligence and integrity,and your life will be filled with valuable achievements.Fill your heart with a love of truth and goodness, and your soul will be filled with the treasure of wisdom.Your life is a most precious gift. Fill every corner of it with the best that you can.

I Spy
She wasn't expecting me for another hour, yet I came early. There was no answer to my knocking, and as always before, I let myself in, thinking she must be asleep still. I walked quietly through the house, glancing around, but went straight to her bedroom. I expected to see her buried under the covers, sleeping soundly, but she wasn't there. The sound of water came to my ears from another room. It shut off suddenly, and I was struck with anxiety. I heard her footsteps as she padded down the hall. I turned and slipped into the closet, sliding the wooden door shut in front of my face. I peeked out through the wooden slats and saw her come into her room, naked and toweling her hair dry. She ran the towel over her face and then lower, drying the rest of her body slowly, as if she enjoyed the feel of the rough terrycloth against her soft skin. Her movements were languid and drawn out, bending over to dry her legs and feet, she gave me a full view of her round ass, and her thick labia bet

Contest
> Help Me Win This Contest (Click the Pic. to come show me love!) I am trying to win a 7 day blast please rate me and show me some comment bombing love. Let me know if you bomb me so I can return you some love!

Who Loves Muscles Men
men and woman just love muscles lets have a look at your muscles ? leave me a message and i will answer some way or another ?????????????????????????????? ................................. and before you ask no i have not got a small cock !!!!!

Broken Heart
A BROKEN HEART is when you actually refuse to get out of bed in the morning because you are afraid of the reality that awaits you. A BROKEN HEART is when you think about the individual that broke your heart constantly. You reminisce the "Good Times" almost as if the "Bad Times" never existed. A BROKEN HEART is when you are crying yourself to sleep every night & yet crying more & more each morning. A BROKEN HEART is the unforgettable smell of his shirt that sits in that empty box; stowed away. A BROKEN HEART is the cold shattering feeling you receive when you hear the syllables of his name. A BROKEN HEART is glancing at the pictures of the two of you, & then quickly turning your attention to something else to avoid your tears. A BROKEN HEART is re-reading his ancient letters & putting away the jewelry that he once bought for you. A BROKEN HEART is secretly wanting to run back to him & secretly wanting to just be loved by him again. A BROKEN HEART is asking desperately for just o

The Hunger
Rough hands with a gentle touch A passionate kiss The feeling of not being able to get close enough Skin on skin Arms and legs intertwined The Hunger The Need The Wanting Not being able to catch my breath Not being able to get enough Desire The Aching Fingertips on my skin A hot breathe at the nape of my neck A hand full of hair The sound of my own passion trying to be free Skin on skin The Hunger The Need The Wanting The feeling of not being able to get close enough

I Needed You To Know
i can not make you talk to me or even tell me why there is just one thing i ask of you don't mislead me with a lie if you love me tell me so don't just leave and let me go leaving me all empty inside and in need to run and hide you are the one i did not realize i would come to know and love at times i think you were angel send from up above you were the only one who could give me a little nudge so forgive me right now if i feel i can not budge you re the one who seen the real me thank you, you did not judge It is hard to find the words, the ones that say good-bye you see this dream

For My Mom Happy Birthday I Miss You
REMEMBERING MY MOM ON HER BIRTHDAY WE ALL MISS YOU After her cancer treatment that day she came to watch birth of her 1st greatgranddaughter imikimi - Customize Your World She would hear baby cry and make us bring her to her.and even managed one day to dress baby after bath.ill never forget it. imikimi - Customize Your World my mom with my stepfather.he passed aug.12th 1994.Mom passed on March 12th which was their annivsery.He came to get her.R.I.P.MOM &DAD I MISS YOU BOTH. imikimi - Customize Your World HER SONG SHE WANTED PLAY AT SERVICE. >

Bubbly
I've been awake for a while now You've got me feelin' like a child now 'Cause every time I see your bubbly face I get the tingles in a silly place They start in my toes And I crinkle my nose Wherever it goes I always know That you make me smile Please stay for a while now Just take your time Wherever you go The rain is falling on my window pane But we are hiding in a safer place Under covers staying dry and warm You give me feelings that I adore They start in my toes Make me crinkle my nose Wherever it goes I always know That you make me smile Please stay for a while now Just take your time Wherever you go What am I going to say When you make me feel this way I just mmmmm And they start in my toes Makes me crinkle my nose Wherever it goes I always know That you make me smile Please stay for a while now Just take your time Wherever you go I've been asleep for a while now You tuck me in just like a child now 'Cause every time you hold me i

Tears In The Rain
There was a time when she was happy, although she cant remember when. It is raining, as tears are streaming down her face, for at this moment, her world is crumbling. In her arms, her soul mate is dying. She believes it is her fault. She thinks to herself, "The bullet was meant for me, not you." Not knowing what to do she lays next to him, lying on his chest, listening, but it is silent. The song of his heart is gone, the sound of him breathing is no more...he is gone. She screams, but no one seems to hear her. She vows never to let anyone get close to her again. Although she did not pull the trigger, she feels as though she is the murderer. The sirens of police cars ring loud, and the questions start. "Ma'am are you ok"..."Do you know who did this", "Can you give us a description." However she can do nothing but stare at his lifeless body as the paramedics try to revive him. Then as they call the time of his death, she sinks to the ground. Her heart is broken...no...It

Life Is Beautiful
You can?t quit until you try You can?t live until you die You can?t learn to tell the truth Until you learn to lie You can?t breathe until you choke You gotta laugh when you?re the joke There?s nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? I know some things that you don?t I?ve done things that you won?t There?s nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home I was waiting for my hearse What came next was so much worse It took a funeral to make me feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful.

For Those Who Care To Know What Happened
As some of you know, Blitzed Out had a falling. Things were going good for some time, had a great membership in our lounge.. and alot of people.. But one day, Fubar decided to do a change in the Lounges, and force all the lounges to create new ones. It was that moment in time, when alot of places ended up going into a downward spiral of death, Although, i do not regret the merge with Wet n Wild, because for a while, it was going awesome, The merging from the old lounges to the new (so called) improved lounges.. fucked everything up. A couple weeks ago, i decided i needed to back down from ownership of the lounge. Because i was losing sleep, my health conditions weren't improving along with alot of other stuff that only a few select people know about. Although, i did back down from ownership, I was still helping out here and there, especially with the website, and a few other things. I had left ownership to Kristy, Dess, and tags. Most of all, everything pretty much fell in t

Last Night On The Fu!!!!!!
well for a week, lol......... as most of you know, I leave in the weeeeeeee hours of the morning to go on vacation. HEADING TO PHOENIX, BABY! I leave at 430 am (yuck!) and return saturday morning at noonish (depending on flight status). Unofrtunately , I dont own a laptop computer so the most I will be able to do is check my mail every couple of days on a shared computer (if the hotel has one, most do these days). I hope none of you awesome fu-peeps forget about me :P I certainly wont forget any of you! Now I wont beg for attention for gifts or for you FU's to "show me love" while Im gone, most of you know Im not like that. So I hope you all have a great week and when I get back I will upload all the pics I took while I was down there. Take care everyone!!!!!

Definition Of Love
Love is... spending an hour in the Lady's room, standing over your niece, making sure she's ok as she pukes her stomach out, and apologizing to every woman that comes in and wants to know what a man is doing in a stall in the Lady's room with a girl dressed like a naughty schoolgirl (was a halloween costume contest at the bar), then putting one of your best button shirts on over her, backwards, to cover her chest up as her short white shirt kept riding up as you were trying to carry her down a flight of stairs, and nove even worring as she puked on it, then getting to your house, because you were NOT going to take her to her place and dump her on her bed with no one there to watch her, and just throwing everything on the couch onto the floor so she can lay there on her side and not choke on her own puke, then staying awake for the next 4 hours to make sure she's ok. I love my niece, I don't have much family to speak of. I feel bad because I asked her to the show, but, I think someon

Behind My Eyes..
I scream and yell till the voices within drive me crazy. They keep telling me to keep yelling, someone will hear me and help... but I can't believe that. Because my reality is so distorted I don't know who to believe or who to trust. Then they start to scream at me, "You know we are right. They won't help, they won't be there... but yet they just said different." The people on the outside pay no mind to the conflict which happens on the inside. Not once do I see a caring face or hear a caring question. Is it me that causes this effect? Is my mind and reality so disorted that I think this way? Is this truth or fiction that my mind has created? Or am I the reason for this effect, the reason no one sees the truth behind my eye's......

Budweiser And America, True Story.
Subject: THE BUDWEISER STORY The Budweiser Story (not a joke) This is TRUE! How Budweiser handled those who laughed at those who died on the 11th of September, 2001... Thought you might like to know what happened in a little town north of Bakersfield , California . After you finish reading this, please forward this story on to others so that our nation and people around the world will know about those who laughed when they found out about the tragic events in New York , Pennsylvania , and the Pentagon. On September 11th, A Budweiser employee was making a delivery to a convenience store in a California town named McFarland. He knew of the tragedy that had occurred in New York when he entered the business to find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and hollering to show their approval and support of this treacherous attack. The Budweiser employee went to his truck, called his boss and to

Daddy's Hookers And Momma's Whores
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr..... I've been pretty much in a fucked-off mood all evening... It all started with a bit of sarcastic humor, which escalated to sarcastic silly strange wit. To the fuckers that have pissed me off or made me tick tonight, ya'll are daddy's hookers and momma's whores. To everyone else, love me or hate me.... who gives a rat's ass.

Oh Bother.....
The lyrics to the song "Bother" by Stone Sour sound like a match to my mood currently. Even the sound of the song feels like it matches. Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochists to which I cater You dont need to bother; I dont need to be Ill keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I wont let go til it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason; My flaws are open season For this, I gave up trying One good turn deserves my dying You dont need to bother; I dont need to be Ill keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I wont let go til it bleeds Wish Id died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shell forgotten With its memories Diaries left With cryptic entries And you dont need to bother; I dont need to be Ill keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I wont let go til it bleeds You

Let Me Hold You In My Arms
Let Me Hold You In My Arms by RedyFrLuv (redbrs17214@fubar.com) My heart beats for just you my love hear it calling to you in the night to fill your heart with pure delight a sweet song of joy sent from above. Let me take you in my arms tonight hold you close and dance so slow we move together in the candlelight I whisper words of love to let you know. You mean more than the world to me This is what we've been waiting for a time of healing love and joy so sweet a place where we can be as complete. Let me hold you into my arms tonight press you close and dance so slow we move together in the pale moonlight I belong with you love I'll never let you go.

Consumed
Time seems to stand still as I soak in the depths of our conversations. Hours seems like seconds and a brief hello is a pleasant yet cruel torture. You flow through me as if you've been injected into my soul, leaving me addicted. The circulation of you continues to intoxicate me when a fix isn't an option. I'm inhaled by and consumed with a Princess. Knighted by your grace and crowned King by your affection . You have slayed the beast of illusion and lit eternal flames of attainable desires. I want you for more than a moment and no less then forever... EDML

Stupid B*tch! Hahaha
Boy do I have a storie for all you! I am going to make this sweet and simple. Some chick started to fuck with trav, I warned her to stop. She wouldn't. She went to choke trav and I beat her mother fuckin ass! Well needless to say the cops where there b/c of other things and I managed to get the fight outside, after I beat the piss outta this chick, I threw her out the door and I tripped some how b.c I wasn't letting her run away I kept ahold of her. We fell and I got on top and just started to hammer on her. Well a cop pulled me off and was getting to arrest me when trav told them they weren't b/c that bitch tried to choke him and I was defending him. They were going to charge me with aggravated assault. OOOPS. They dropped the charges and took her to the hospital for observation. Oooopsy. Anyhow then, they charged her with public drunkness and disorderly conduct b.c she wasn't keeping her mouth shut nor listening to the cops. So after the trip to the hospital they took her to the stat

Good Ideas
50 most romantic things to do with your Girlfriend/Boyfriend Hearts 1. Watch the sunset together. 2. Whisper to each other. 3. Cook for each other. 4. Walk in the rain. 5. Hold hands. 6. Buy gifts for each other. 7. Roses. Rose Vase 8. Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time you're together. 9. Go for a long walk down the beach at midnight. 10. Write poetry for each other 11. Hugs are the universal medicine. 12. Say I love you, only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it. Two Hearts 13. Give random gifts of flowers/candy/ poetry etc. 14. Tell her that she's the only girl you ever want. Do not lie. 15. Spend every second possible together . Two Love birds flying 16. Look into each other's eyes. 17. Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly. 18. When in public, don't flirt with each other. 19. Put love notes in their pockets when they aren'

People Watching
I have been people watching the last few days and have come to the conculsion that the rude people out number the polite people... I choose to be one of the polites ones, it seems the older generations to me appreciate it... not sure about some of the younger ones??? Where am I going with this??? Not sure... Just blowing my own horn... becasue I'm a nice guy

Omg
Today has not been good. I woke up and things were fine. Then because I disagreed with a friend of mine because I feel someone we both know needs a vacation we aren't speaking and he says it's his health thats affecting his attitude, BS I think he got sucked into the clique that has become that game we play and I have no place in his lef anymore. While it hurts to loose a friend anyone who chooses a game over a friend is about useless anyway. Then I got told that my brother woke up yesterday and couldn't see or feel anything so his wife took him to the ER where they found he has a leision on his brain. I'm scared not only for my brother but his wife and 9 month old daughter.

Why Guys Cry
Why Guys Cry Body: Guys cry because : 1. Girls screw them over. 2. They just got hit in the balls. 3. They're about to die. 4. Their heart is broken. 5. Because they are true men. GIRLS: If you see a guy crying, hug him close and hold him up as he gets over the pain of getting kicked in the nuts. Tell him he's not going to die, and if he's crying over a girl, hug him && kiss him and let him know you won't screw him over and break his heart like the last girl did. Guys just want to know that our girls will be there for us to support us when we need them and help us get our mind off the pain of heartbreak, getting kicked in the balls, and knowing we're going to die. Girls cry because : 1. They're sad. 2. They're scared. 3. They're nervous. 4. They're frustrated. 5. They're missing someone. 6. They're alone. 7. They're PMSing. 8. They're pregnant. 9. Their heart is broken. 10. They're in love. 11. Their souls have been torn. 12. They met a boy they can't have.

Effin Me Over!!!!
Do I have Pretend to love me , Shatter me, rip my heart out, and Eff me over royally, written on my forehead!!! Just curious cause seems to be tha going thing.... Let me know where it is cause I can't see it and I need to have it removed !!!!!! A.S.A.P... Thanks Effin' Princess

Help Godmother Her
PLEASE HELP LADYGRAY GODMOTHER SHE HAS 389,347 TO LEVEL CLICK THE PIC OR TEXT WHAT ARE YOU STILL DOING HERE? GO HELP HER GODMOTHER!!! ~*ღLadygrayღ*~ fubar HELP ME GODMOTHER THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ~Seductive Princess Fu-Fiancee to Ser William and Slave Princess Co-Owner of Castle Secrets fubar

Horoscope 10/28/07
Daily Horoscope: Virgo For October 28,2007 Your mind is in overdrive right now and you won't waste a moment trying to figure things out -- because it should all be plain as day. Have patience with lesser mortals -- you may need to explain a few things. *This is SOO not true for me today,except for the mind in overdrive thing, Im totally confuzzeled as to whats the hell is goin on8-P*

Untitled
In mourning, seafog Makes small things visible. Pearls cling to petals. Pine needles are fringed with glass. The sea breaks against rocks. Heaving back, it breaks again. What does the wild rose know of its beauty? Have you any idea what you've given me?

10 Rules Of Life & Love......
~ Don't live you life to the satisfaction of others around you or in the end the only one dissatisifed if you... ~Only care about the opinion of those the you love and then, only if they can live up to their own expectations... ~Don't spend alot of tome thinking about where you should be because it will only keep you from enjoying where you are. Move at your own pace and you won't be as tired when you finally get there. ~Don't try to make other people happy before you make yourself happy. If you do, no one will ever be happy... ~For every hour you spend doing for others, spend twice as much doing for yourself. Even if it's just sitting on a bench watching the sunset. ~Dream about things you want. There is nothing wrong with dreaming, but don't let those dreams cause disappointment in the real things you have. Have what you enjoy if you can, but always enjoy what you have... ~Never stop believing in your future or you will be forced to live in the past. There is

I Will Regret This
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you had sex with? yes 2. Is sex best in the morning, afternoon, or night? ummm anytime really 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? right 4. Lights on or off? off 5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? yes. I got car sick but I was like 5 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? yes 7. Shower or bath? depends on with whom 8. Do you pee in the shower? no 9. Mexican or Chinese? mexican food 10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? depends on my mood but I like rough sex 11. Do you love someone on your family list? I love everyone man 13. Love, money, or lust? lust and money 14. Credit cards or cash? Cash 15. Has there ever been anyone in your real family you wish wasn't? yes. most of them 16. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel? depends on where -- usually camping 17.Vagina? yes I have one 18. Would you shave your ent

Oh Yea!!
TAKE ME TO PARADISE CITY !! EVERYONE KNOWS I WANT A HAPPY HOUR BY NOW, BUT DOES EVERYONE KNOW WHAT I AM WILLING TO DO FOR ONE? HEE HEE! NOT WHAT YOU THINK!..lol I AM WILLING TO GIVE AWAY 2 MILLION FUBUCKS FOR A HAPPY HOUR! YES THATS RIGHT 2 MILLION! IF ANYONE IS SHOOTING FOR SPOTLIGHT PLEASE CONTACT ME AND WE CAN NEGOTIATE..:) BLAST YOU SAY? I LOVE BLASTS! I AM READY TO GIVE UP 500,000 FUBUCKS FOR A 7 DAY BLAST, 150,000 FUBUCKS FOR A 3 DAY BLAST AND I WILL EVEN GIVE SOMEONE 50,000 FUBUCKS FOR A 1 DAY BLAST!! *PLEASE BE ADVISED THE MAKER OF THIS SHAMELSS SELF ADVERTISEMENT IS OF LEGAL AGE AND DOES NOT INTEND HARM TO ANYONE.(GIGGLING) PARADISE_CITY.mp3

Giving Up
I am done. I have no more chances to give. I have no more trust to lend. I have no more heart to share. I have no more faith to believe in. I have no more tears to shed. I have no desire to "get to know." I have no room for more lies. I don't need to be lied to. I don't want to be told what they THINK I want to hear. I don't want someone to say they like me and then try fuck my best friend. I don't want to meet anyone new. I don't think I can trust, therefore why bother? I don't want a relationship, especially from Fubar. I don't want bullshit anymore. I'm done.

Celebrate!
yayyyyyyyyy i am now ninja warrior...whoohoo!!! :D ty to everybody who helped me get there.much love to u...u know who u are.and a big special spank u to daddy & hopeless for the awesum pics.i loved them all *hugzzz* for the rest of u go check them out & show them sum love fu style.now who wants to buy me a drank? party on :) ~Dre@meR~ as if u didnt know (d)

I'm Ready For My Close Up...
Taking a break from making tombstones for Halloween. The spray paint fumes are making me high :P I took a few pics from the Hollywood Workshop we're having at school. Learning about everything that goes into making a film. My area of interest is special EFX/beauty makeup for film. It's nothing huge to the outside viewer. They're filming one scene in an empty lot next to our school. No one famous...yet. It's a B film so you won't see it in theaters anytime soon :P REL

Response To Void Of Words
NuttinButtSexxy I lie here in darkness, just me in this lonely bed, I whisper your name so many times, It's as though you make yourself visible to me, As the light of day arrives at my window, I wondered if I only dreamed you, You seemed so real, I clutch my pillow close, So my tears may fall in muffled silence, I see your smile with-in my mind, and the emotions overwhelm me so much, My stomach tightens and my heart fills with joy, I hear you shout your feelings for me, Though your lips never move, Sometimes it seems as though you want me to take control, But I never would,I never wanted too, for you will come to me when the time is right, You have not made it easy for me, With so many walls to break through, And wearing armour of indifference to guard your heart, But I know you are worth the wait, For as weak as this love has sometimes made me feel, our shared dreams will make us strong, You have opened your heart a chamber at a time, Bu

This Is So Me
Do you have an inclination for BDSM?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as SwitchYou know what you want but it has nothing to do with your own role in the bedroom. You have the ability to be flexible in that area which can be useful for exploring you sexuality with your partner. Switch 93%Bondage 86%Experimental 82%Domination 75%Exhibitionism and Voyeurism 71%Masochism 68%Degradation 68%Submission 64%Sadism 64%Vanilla Sex

~do U Know... If So ......~
HEY YALL MY L8ST HANDLE IS "YOUR GIRL IS LOVELY HUBBLE"........ IF YOU CAN GIVE ME THE PROPERY MEANING.. WHAT IT STANDS FOR OR WHAT IT REPRESENTS U COULD BE THE PERSON OF MY DREAMS AND WOULD LIKE TO TALK TO YALL MORE... IF YLL THINK YOU KNOW PLEASE RESPOND..... BTW GOOGLING IT OR ASKJEEVES IS GONNA BE A DEAD GIVE AWAY YLL HAVE NO IDEA AND ARE JUST TAKING A SHORT CUT. I WANT SOMEONE WHO TRUELY GETS IT. IVE ALWAYS SAID IM AN OLD SOUL IN A YOUNG PERSONS BODY.... IM CURIOUS TO SEE IF SUCH PERSON EXHISTS??? AND OR WILL TAKE THE TIME?

Let The World Fall Down
When your eyes are stormed over, And you won't hear me out, When you read off signs that I never sent out. Can you really say I don't trust you, All I've done is continue to love you. Let the world fall down, Let the stars' crash to the ground. I won't blink an eye, Just as long as you're by my side. So let the world fall down. My love is true, even when I'm confused. I swore wolvesblood, that I'd never betray you Can you really say I don't love you? All I can do is continue to trust you Let the world fall down, Let the stars' crash to the ground. I won't blink an eye, Just as long as you're by my side. So let the world fall down So let the world fall down let the world fall down Raksha Soulraven ©2007

Now Thats Just Damn Funny!
So im posting alot of blogs today...kinda in a funk kinda mood..and cant get my thoughts out in words...so ive chosen to post it in video and lyrical form....Now the funny part of this whole thing is.....I was informed by someone that these forms of "my" expression are for my stash area and not "my" blogs....hmmmm im confused (no not really just being sarcastic) let me back track a bit here...."I" being me, trish , being the one who "signed" up for this account and the password holder , the person who signs into every day, checks the email, does the so called "house keeping" ...Dont i make the decision to what goes into my "blog" area and MY stash area? ...I dont know maybe im just a little bit dumb...but isnt any and all form of expression permitted ???...Well let me just clear this up for you folks out there that are the ones actually confused about this...first and foremost...i dont post my blogs for you...yes i allow you access to them, but they are not for your benefit...they are

Isn't Already Here?
he human race will one day split into two separate species, an attractive, intelligent ruling elite and an underclass of dim-witted, ugly goblin-like creatures, according to a top scientist. 100,000 years into the future, sexual selection could mean that two distinct breeds of human will have developed. The alarming prediction comes from evolutionary theorist Oliver Curry from the London School of Economics, who says that the human race will have reached its physical peak by the year 3000. The report claims that after they reach their peak around the year 3000 humans will begin to regress These humans will be between 6ft and 7ft tall and they will live up to 120 years. "Physical features will be driven by indicators of health, youth and fertility that men and women have evolved to look for in potential mates," says the report, which suggests that advances in cosmetic surgery and other body modifying techniques will effectively homogenise our appearance. Men will have symmetrical facial

I'm Icky.
Someone please explain how in the world I deemed introducing food, of any kind, to my stomach to be a brilliant idea! Honestly, what maggot infested my brain to make me think that it would be a good thing? I suppose there is a reason I've been on a liquid diet, but dude, I was hungry. I normally get anywhere from 1200 to 1500 calories a day; only imagine the deficit that a broth-only diet was creating. That's right. My little tummy was protesting something fierce. My fuzzy slippers didn't even work this time. I made my way to my kitchen, sliced some carrots, grilled some chicken breast, shredded the chicken breast, sliced a wee bit of celery, adding corn and sweet peas to the mix. To that, I added a few herbs, some egg noodles and that's right-you guessed it!-broth and let it simmer in it's goodness. I added a bit of milk to make it a bit more creamy. It was ever so nice, but it pained my stomach to have food in it after several days of nothing but broth. I thought I was

My Happyness
K TO THE PPL THAT CALL THEM SELVES "MY FRIENDS" I AM WITH SOMEONE ELSE NOW...I KNOW THAT THERE R SOME OF U THAT ARNT HAPPY ABOUT THIS AND IM SORRY..BUT MY HAPPYNESS MEANS MORE..I HAVE BEEN SEARCHIN 4 SOMEONE TO COMPLETE ME...SO IF UR MY TRUE FRIENDS ULL B THERE 4 ME...IF U LIKE ME OR NOT ULL B THERE 4 ME....I KNOW SOME OF MY FRIENDS HAVE PUT THEIR FEELINS ASIDE CUZ THEY KNOW IM TRYIN TO B HAPPY AND I REALLY WANT TO B HAPPY..SO 4 THE ONES DOIN THAT THANK U...MEANS ALOT WHEN PPL CAN PUT ASIDE THEIR OWN FEELINS AND MAKE SURE IM HAPPY/ B HAPPY 4 ME...IM SORRY TO THE PPL THAT I HURT I KNOW THERE R SOME SO IM SORRY BUT I NEED TO B HAPPY AND I CAN MAKE EVERYONE THAT LIKES ME HAPPY...IM SORRY IF THIS IS BLUNT OR MEAN N ANY WAY BUT IT IS WHAT IT IS...I HAVE FOUND SOMEONE LIKE ME N MORE WAYS THAN ONE...AND FINGERS CROSSED THIS LASTS...I REALLLY REALLLY REALLLY LIKE THIS GUY AND I CAN SEE MY SELF WITH HIM 4 AWHILE...SO PLEASE B A FRIEND AND B HAPPY 4 ME NOT MAD OR PISSED OR ANY THANG ELSE BUT HAP

This Is The Fairy Tale That We Should Have Been Reading As Little Girls!
Once upon a time, in a land far away, a beautiful, independent, self-assured princess happened upon a frog as she sat, contemplating ecological issues on the shores of an unpolluted pond in a verdant meadow near her castle. A frog hopped into the princess' lap and said: Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince, until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. One kiss from you, however, and I will turn back into the dapper, young Prince that I am and then, my sweet, we can marry and set up housekeeping in your castle with my mother, where you can satisfy my needs, prepare and serve my meals, clean my clothes, bear my children, and forever feel grateful and happy doing so. That night, as the princess dined sumptuously on lightly sautéed frog legs seasoned in a white wine and onion cream sauce, she chuckled and thought to herself: I DON'T F***ING THINK SO!!!!!

In The Dark
I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under I yell for help but no one is there to hear it I begin to see the water at eye level and I kick and flail fighting to stay above the darkness But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me and I slowly begin to give in to the feeling that lies below the water line the waters starts to fill my lungs the lungs that once held so much life yet now they allow the murky water to replace that I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness But why doesn't someone grab my hand pull me from darkness's grasp? because no one knows I stand at the boundary the boundary between light and dark so I give in to the thing that holds me All of the strength and all of the courage that I once held in my heart can't save me from the water So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness undetected by the occupants of that world I don't want to fight anymore I've given into darkness

Grr Not Again
Well... I hope all of you had a good week end! I know I didn't! I went to my parent's place for the week end to visit. On my way there (3 hour drive) dad called me and told me that mom was having a panic attack and that he was going to take her to the hospital. So, I am still about 30 mins away and I finally get there and my little brother is at the house, no biggie he is 14... well dad calls and tells me that mom was having tests done and that her doctor was the one on call this week end. So, around rolls about 2:30 and dad gets home... with mom. They reused to admit her eventhough they gave her meds to calm her down and still saw her really bad. They woke her out of a sound sleep just to send her home. Well, she was having another rough day Sat. She took the meds that they gave her Friday night and they calmed her down for a bit. Well, Sat night dad wound up taking her to the hospital again. Well, this time they admit her. They say she has severe depression and anxiety. She was takin

Real World
thoughs and songs re what help me work thought the day hope you enjoy and find the meaning in this.... here I sit and think about the world we know the same old thing were do we come for and where do we go..... sometimes I worried just to much sometimes I just don't care and if you with me at this point raise your hands up in the air let me hear you say YEAH......... sometime im happy as can be and sometimes im so low what is good and what is bad sometimes I just don't know the world is a most crazy place that we could have been it seems the meaning of our lives is going down in sin!!!!! so let me live....... and let me be....... your eyes are blind but I can see.... god is an illusion and there aint no paradise and there is no one watching over you and there is no heaven and is no anti Christ welcome to the real world and the show.. so let me take you down my dear to places you don't know a land that you've not been to and normally

Thought This Was A Good Joke!
Not meant to appear racial in any way...just a joke. One day a florist goes to the barber for a haircut. After the cut he goes to pay the barber, the barber says, 'I am sorry, I cannot accept money from you, I'm doing community service.' The florist is happy and leaves the shop. The next morning when the barber goes to open his shop, there is a thank you card and one dozen roses waiting at his door. A cop goes for a haircut and he also goes to pay the barber after the cut. But the barber replies, 'I'm sorry I cannot accept money from you, I'm doing community service.' The cop is happy and leaves the shop. The next morning the barber goes to open his shop, there is a thank you card and one dozen donuts waiting at his door. A Mexican cook goes for a haircut and he also goes to pay the barber after the cut. But the barber replies, I'm sorry I can't accept money from you I'm doing community service. The Mexican cook is happy and leaves. The next morning when the barber go

What Men Really Want
Books abound, television shows focus on it, and it is the question that every woman asks herself, “What do men really want?” Studies and surveys have led to the top two answers to this question, "Sex and Respect". Yes, it’s true. Men want plenty of sex and they seek the respect of their partners. This is in contrast to women who primarily desire love and affection. When it comes right down to it, men get a bad rap. They are often depicted as sex crazed party animals that have no level or desire of commitment, and this simply isn’t the truth. There are many men who seek out a monogamous relationship and are just waiting for the perfect woman to enter the picture. Does this mean that the "perfect" woman is a human Barbie Doll? According to current studies - no. Studies have shown that men are more interested in a woman that is committed to them, respects them, and validates their worth more than a meaningless tryst with a perfect "ten". Of course men are attracted to a

(a Short Story) Love And Time
Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love. Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment. When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you." Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered. Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you." "Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!" Happiness passed by Love, too, but

A Song
If I was to declare my love, To a girl With sightless eyes- Then I would do it through song; So she would understand how I feel. A song Can touch parts of you That fingers cannot reach, Words can signify the underlie That beautifully innocent eyes can’t see Meanings stemmed from feelings which Mirror from me, to you Back to me Are emphasized unfathomably When written in a song. She doesn’t have to see my love For the feeling to be real Even if sightless eyes can’t see The importance Of our conflicts- -The story of this song-- And even if deaf ears can’t hear The message that I’m giving, Whispered words, hidden invisibly, It doesn’t matter, Understanding will come in time colors are willing to wait Until her eyes are no longer blind A song Can’t win wars as The sun can’t control time, But the beautiful thing about a song Is that the meaning is always there, Waiting to be seen by an eye that’s keen, Ready, and able to try And find The understanding why

I Need Luv!!
ok my friends I did one of those voice comment things which I so totally hate the way I sound which is why i have never done one. I would love to hear from yall though so fair is fair you got to hear me now leave me some love!!!!

To All Nighthawks And Friends
i JUST WANT TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT IM SORRY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON THIS MORNING BUT THE BLACK DOG PASSED AWAY THIS MORNING SO I HAD TO BRING HIM TO THE VET TO HAVE HIM CREATED...I AM SORRY AND THANK ALL OF YALL FOR THE SUPPORT!! THANK YOU~~KRZKT~~KATIE

Tell Me Whatcha Really Think =)
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

I Love You
As many times as I've seen you smile it never fails to brighten up my day As many times as I've heard you laugh, it's still alwyas lifts my spirits and makes me realize that things aren't always as bad as they seem As often as I've felt your arms around me when you hold me close, it never ceases to make me feel secure And as often as I've heard you say."I LOVE YOU" I never tire of saying them. I never stop apprecating, your honesty, sensitivity, thoughtfulness or generosity, most of all. As often as I'm with you I never stop appreciating what we have together or what a blessing it is to have you in my life.

8 Days
My name is Angela, and I am a nicotine addict. I have stopped nicotine for 8 days, 7 minutes and 17 seconds (8 days). I've not smoked 160 death sticks, and saved $28.03. I've saved 13 hours and 20 minutes of my life. I have to say the support I've gotten here has been a huge help. But I feel like I'm growing weak. My resolve is faltering. Any suggestions?

Moanday - Monday
You know its true! Well, After a couple of profile posting before I noticed it - (broken link) - for a couple of my gifs on todays comment . . . (sorry If I didnt get back to your page to correct it) Wasnt far from the truth . . . as far as WHAT is worse than a MONDAY? -Was hard to think of anything - 8-p I hope the joke didnt offend any glass eater out there :) So - here it is, I hope it finds you without glass in places it shouldnt be! Oh to see this as it was meant to be (on black background) Click here ENJOY YOUR MONDAY! So I thought I make a -LIST- of things that are WAY worst than 1) err, 2) ummm . . . 3) well theres . . . 4) Oh ... I got one! "Eating shards of glass" ... *nods* So, happy Monday It's better than Glass! But Now that I've got to see your ass ... My MONDAY is better!

The Crow
Yesterday I was outside in the yard and my old friend The Crow came to vist me. !!What's going on !!!I He is a good guy the best you can find but nobody notice beacuse of his silence also his feathers aren't in bright colors they are black and dull ; we started talking and I noticed in his eyes the saddest look I had ever seen I asked for the reason he told me: One day I saw the most beautiful blue bird ( blue I say not other color) the most beautiful bird that ever wandered by my tree we started talking,we became friends, she told me an adverse wind broke her wings and she didn't know if she could fly again, she was afraid of trying for fear to fall and be hurt again. I ( the Crow) had always flown aroound my tree with my shadow for company hadn't taught anyone to fly but I helped her as I could I talked to her till the fear went away I put my wings around her so she wouldn't feel alone or cold. All the time I ( The Crow) knew even when she was kindand grateful she wouldn't stay bu

Hope And Trust
In the heart where hope is present, There burns a living fire, Shedding light upon the future, Fanning it with desire. Hope stands with one door open, Inviting the seeker inside, But cannot chase away the doubts Or the fears where they hide. Trust comes when we seekers Have asked to be blessed, Have accepted the courage given, As a gift of our quests. Then having inner knowing, With Great Mytery by our sides, We trust that when we get there, Every door will open wide.

On Why Love Is Blind
I heard this story a long time ago the author?unknown. A long time ago before humans were created only the feelings lived on Eden and there were love,sadness,impatience,madness,lust,happiness,laziness,and ...you get the idea. Someday they were bored and didn't have anything to do; then somebody had an idea; "hey everybody let's play hide'n seek"as they were so bored everybody accepted. Madness was chose to count to one hundred so he counted under the big oak; when he finished the count and he started looking he first found indesicion who hadn't decided for a hide-out then he kept looking,impatience couldn't stand it and start yelling "here I am here I am" and was found finally madness had found everybody but love who was behind the rose bushes and he saw her but couldn't touch her because of the thorns so he looked around and found a stick which had two ends so he poked her but unfortunately he poked her in the eyes and well... you get the idea.Madness was so sorry because love coul

Do Bad Things Come In 3's??
Okay today I hurt my fuckin back..it even hurts while I am sitting still.. I have taken some naproxin and some muscle relaxers and no relief yet. grrr In the past 2 weeks I find out I am gonna be a gramma, my mom breaks her hip, and now I hurt my back. When it rains it pours! I need a drink, but it won't mix with the medications. :(

Hope
As you lay on your bed, Unable to move, unable to eat, Thinking of your fate as the days go by, The depression lingers and it can't be beat. But amidst the torment of it all, Lies a beacon of light that shines Into the darkness inside your body, Feeling the warmth, you'll be fine. A circle of hope lies within, Deep inside, your soul will heal your body, Lend to me your hand, as we both help each other, For I am that beacon of light. Don't ever give up, Cause there are some people here to help you, There is hope waiting, And waiting is a virtue.

To All Devil's Own Rebel Family And Nighthawk Bombers & Friends
THANKS TO ALL OF YOU FOR HELPING ME AND SHOWING ME WHAT A FAMILY IS REALLY ABOUT!! I THANK ALL OF YOU AND IT IS DEDICATED TO MY BLACK DOG "TOBY" WHO PASSED AWAY AT 11:04AMCST 10/29/07....IT MEANT A LOT TO ME!!! THANKS AGAIN TO ALL THAT HELPED!!! THIS IS THE RESULTS Stephanie Lynn bought you a Blast! Stephanie Lynn also sent you this message: "For Mark's contest. " ~~KRZKT~~

Eww
i think i just saw one of the worst pictures of someone (real) that was just UGH.. it was one of those pics of some chick on her hands and knees.. ass up in a thong and what not.. well her tits were like small.. BUT SAGGY AS ALL HELL!!! ok.. if they were big (or even medium) i could understand some sag.. but these were smalllll and just kinda HANGING there... and it was all UGH YUCK.. ladies.. if you have small and saggy boobs.. don't post a pic like that... its not attractive...

Tortured
Tortured, suffering, living in pain Haunted by my past I write a letter to my family and friends And for unknown reasons I begin to laugh I Thought I was alone and uncared for My heavens a sigh of grief Tears flow freely from my eyes I seek to find relief. Into my room I silently went My parents not to wake Takes the revolver from my drawer My hands begin to shake. A loud noise echoes through the house My parents run in dread For on the floor with a gun at his side In a pile of blood their son lay dead.

It's Time Witten By Molly Hunter Borrowed By Me!
It's Time by molly_hunter28© I received an email letting me know that you'd be close, very close. You told me you wanted, no had to see me. I smiled at that thought. Having talked with you, hearing you I knew I needed it too. There were dates and the name of the hotel you planed to stay at. I pulled up my calendar and looked at it. I would be free, actually having planned a trip there myself that very weekend. It seemed fate was working with us. I jotted down the information and managed to send you back a quick reply. I let you know that I was already planning on being there that weekend with friends and that I wouldn't mind seeing you. It would be our first meeting and that thought alone was enough to strike fire in my body. Imagining the things we've spoken about, the things we'd do. I sigh and close down the computer getting myself ready for bed. My thoughts are of the coming weekend. I smile softly as I slip off to sleep. My thoughts on that meeting, that touch, the k

Dont No What Too Do Anymore
lately i've felt lost im confused about so much stuff and i've been getting sick just trying to think about what i should do. But it's like the more i think about it the sicker i get all this stuff that ive been thinking about is school, work and try too keep everyone that i no happy and not let them worry about me but lately my attitude has been changing towards everything slowly and i have been showing it and i have been ignoring those that i love so if anyone has any advise please give it too me

No More Lasagna, Ever
I've resolved of late to be more tolerant of other people. Lately I have felt myself become easily agrivated at people and as a result I get in a pissy mood. So I've been trying o grit my teeth and remember I'm not perfect either. It's not such a hard task, unless... I decided to have Sunday dinner at my parents house yesterday. On the drive there I felt anxious, no clue why, but I would be reminded how it's always a special event to spend a few hours with my family. Getting there late, I found myself trapped at the table with my sister and my mom as the rest went in the living room to watch the Steelers. It was kind of like walking in the woods an all of a sudden realizing it's going to be dark - your pulse quickens, your stomach tightens, you don't know what will happen but you have got to get out of there fast. My grandmother married her 3rd husband Howard 2 years ago and he had not been well. He was the subject of discussion as I sat eating lasagna thinking the pasta was n

Wannabe Doms...
No fake Doms, dammit! I don't care who you think you are, if you come at me with an attitude EXPECT one back. Submissive DOES NOT mean doormat, you illiterate, scum sucking dickwad. Give respect to earn it.

Most Awesome
Well after 18 odd years of renting and spending money for nothing, i just closed on my new house.... this is the best thing to hapen to me next to my kids..... I`m so excited it seems overwhelming..... just had to tell all my friends.....

The Worst Year Yet!
Wow so as alot of you know I have been threw so much this year already...my father being in and out of the hospital and some deaths in our family. So far every thing seemed to be getting better in our family...found out some cousins are having babies and today ouy of no where I get a call everyone dreads. Another death in our faimly and yes not even a sickness that is #2 out of 6 deaths since june...My cousin perfectly fine...Goes to Mexico to visit family just left yesterday and my cousin (his sister) finds him dead this morning. They dont know what happened yet. This is why we should always live our life to the fullest...cuz you never know when its your last. So if I seem out of it please understad...Once again I ask all my friends to please say a prayer for my family. Thank you Sallie

Racing Thoughts
I had so much on my mind when I got up today. I am an impatient person. LOL. Anyone who knows me, knows this. I sent an email last night, hahaha. Dumb ass me. Well, lets just say I made myself look like an ass. Thats me! Way over here! Well, I got the answer I was hoping for, in a way. Thats ok though. All I have to say is maybe someday. I havent got to spend much time with my little one lately. I have been woking lates and Steven stays at his grandmas the nights I work late. Well, my boss has had me on lates for almost a week now. So my baby has not been home since Thursday. I hate sleeping alone. It leaves me with to much time to think. One of the reasons for the "deedeedee" email I sent last night. I thought about so much last night. Going through the divorce, I am so scared. I am affraid of losing Steven, I doubt it would ever happen. But I am putting it out there. Scared. Then shit at work. So much is going on, so many secrets and lies. I dont know if I want to do it a

Wanting That Girl
one day you're gonna want that girl. that girl that knew she wasn't perfect, but tried to be perfect for you. the girl that believed the scraps of you she was given were worth it, because something was better than nothing. that girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving you was the only way she could. the girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths. that girl who still can't bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve it. that girl who saw past your pretty eyes and treasured parts of you that no one else has ever appreciated. the girl who realizes she may never have your heart, but will carry the image of you in hers forever. the girl that sees this and still wants you. the girl that should have you but doesn't. even though she deserves it.

Update
Well what can I say...............DAMN I'm so freaking tired from working as much as I have been!! Hell the Supervisors love me at work, I started there on the 8th and worked 5 straight days, then was off 3 and came in fer one day overtime and worked 6 12 hour nights in a row and was off 2 days then worked 5 more in a row and now off 2 and going back in tomorrow night fer another 5 in a row!! And I aint supposed to work but 3 days (Well nights) one week and 4 the next but I have put in fer so much overtime it aint even funny!! I really need to slow down and stop working so much but the money is so good and the work is easy but nerve racking when the machines wont stay running and you ae constantly having to work on them!! I have been getting bitched at by everybody I know!! Cause I'm working so much and during the week I only get 5 hours sleep if lucky because of having to take my youngen to school and pick him up. And I don't have time fer shit! EVER!! I basically sleep and work and

Muh Best Friend Hurt Me !!!
See this friend of mine, made me twist muh hand shut in her water bottle and it really really hurts!! LOL I kno shes a total whacked out bitch, but she hurt muh hand so bad! and we're suppose to be best friends haha She knows I love her even tho shes mean!!!

Ocean Isle Beach
Family and friends are coming forward to identify the seven students killed Sunday in a house fire on Ocean Isle Beach. The fire killed Alison Walden, Lauren Mahon, Travis Cale, Cassidy Pendley, Justin Anderson, Emily Yelton and William Rhea. Flames broke out on the upper floor of the beach house at 1 Scotland St. at about 7 a.m. Sunday. The college students had gathered at the home for the weekend. Six attended the University of South Carolina, and one was a Clemson University student. Tim Burns was on his normal newspaper delivery route Sunday morning when he saw the house burning out of control. He ran over to help, but said there wasn't much anyone could do. After Burns called 911, he convinced University of South Carolina sophomore Tripp Wylie and another student to jump from the burning building. "I went over to the window, kind of ripped the blinds off the window and kicked in the screen. I looked down to see where I was jumping," Wylie said. Wylie said he was scu

If U Only Knew
If only you knew, how my heart overflows with love for you. If only you could see the way you fill my hopes and dreams. You're the owner of my heart, the ruler supreme. Even in the dark of night, I've only to think about you to feel your loving light and from this world I drift feeling as if I'll never touch the ground again... If only you knew. If only you could guess how I hear your voice when others speak; for you hold the key to my happiness, and it's always you my soul seeks. If only you could feel, how your very presence has the power to heal, all the wounds inside me. You've made me abandon the pain of yesterday, and you've shown me that the past can no longer stand in the way of what I hope to achieve... If only you knew. If only you could realize the way you've shown me that it's better to give than to take, and whatever I do, I do for your sake. I'm willing to give you my all and expect nothing in return. But, oh how I yearn for

Stop Listening To Music And Be Miserable.
Music enhances people's lives. But people are scumbags and don't deserve to have their lives enhanced. Here is why: People are stupid. Your parents are ashamed of you. Your friends think you're annoying but don't have the heart to say, "You can't come." You have cancer and don't know it yet. Even if you avoid the draft, the American military will eventually invade the country you fled to. Then you'll either die, go to prison, or get redrafted. If your heart decides to take a break, you die. The people in the other room can hear you masturbate and they find it appalling. Your life is all uphill from here. Two apes are going to attack you at a zoo and rip off your genitals and foot. No matter how boring a reality TV show is, your life is worse. You don't have any money. America trained mid-east soldiers who attacked America soon after. Then America invaded the mid-east to train more soldiers. You have a 10% chance of ending up gay. 65% of the things said to

Turning Pages
Today I turn the page to a new outlook on life.I've been told I worry about the little things and you know what those people have been right.So today I start a new page in my life. I am going to live my life to the fullest and walk away from the little things that bug me. You only live once and you should live your life to fullest and not worry about what other people think because you know yourself the best and nobody can tell you any different. So cheers to those who have helped me realize this and just know I love you all.

The Beginning Of Me Hating You
Ill be honest, im not caring for many people lately. Lately, not one thing is going right. I am incredibly aggrivated and basically just want to scream. i even blew a fucking tire yesterday.... anyhow, just steer clear, im not in the mood for half-wits.

Looking For A Title To A Song
I believe one of the lyrics in the song states: I will be your pain when you can't feel and one i think is: I will be your eyes when you can't see I thought the name of the song was sin control but not sure cause I cant find that anywhere. Any help would be appreciated.

Faithfuls Conteset
Attention friends and family. Faithful1 is in a contest and is behind right now. If you can please help it would be very much appreciated. Click on the photo and it will take you to her contest. The contest ends on Nov. 1st. Thanks Kim

How To Shower Like A Woman/man
How To Shower Like a Woman Take off clothes and place them sectioned in laundry basket according to lights and darks. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror - make mental note to do more sit-ups/leg-lifts, etc. Get in the shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone. Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner enhanced. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red. Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. Rinse conditioner off hair. Shave armpits and legs. Turn off shower. Squeegee off all wet surfaces in shower. Spray mould spots with Tile cleaner. Get out of shower. Dry with towel the size of a small country. Wrap hair in super absorbent towel. How To Shower Like a Man Take off clothes while

Best Ass Contest
I'M HOSTING A BEST ASS CONTEST THE WINNER WILL GET A ONE MONTH VIP. SECOND AND THIRD PLACE WILL WIN A 3 DAY BLAST AND 10,000 FUBUCKS. The rules are simple. Send me a request to submit your photo (must be a photo of YOUR ass). I will not accept a request for “my girlfriend’s ass” or anything of the likeness. Comment bombing (including self bombing) is permitted and encouraged. The most rates and comments wins (total of both added together). Clothes must be worn in the picture (bikinis and thongs are fine). NO DOWNRATINGS ALLOWED. The contest will run for 2 weeks. I wil accept up to 30 entrants. CONTACT ME TO ENTER YOUR PIC IN THE CONTEST DUKK77~Owner Of Horny Fu Lounge~and DIBALO'S DEN PERV@ fubar

Watch My Peanuts Friends Tonight!!
It's the Great Pumpkin Charlie BrownTuesday, October 30 at 8/7c In the 1966 half-hour animated special It's The Great Pumpkin Charlie Brown, The PEANUTS gang celebrates Halloween, with Linus hoping that, finally, he will be visited by The Great Pumpkin, while Charlie Brown is invited to a Halloween party. PEANUTS focuses on the anxieties and joys of childhood as expressed by an ensemble cast of children who often seem wise beyond their years. Among them are the lovable Charlie Brown, who perseveres despite continuous failure; the philosophical, blanket-carrying Linus; the fussbudget Lucy, who dispenses psychological advice for a nickel from behind a concession stand; and toy-piano virtuoso Schroeder. Central to the comic strip is Charlie Brown's dog, Snoopy, who first stood on his hind legs in 1958 and became extremely popular for his imaginative adventures as a number of characters.

Why Men Have Better Friends
Friendship between Women: A woman didn't come home one night. The next day she told her husband that she had slept over at a friend's house. The man called his wife's 10 best friends. None of them knew about it. Friendship between Men: A man didn't come home one night. The next day he told his wife that he had slept over at a friend's house. The woman called her husband's 10 best friends. Eight of them confirmed that he had slept over and two claimed that he was still there.

Even Worse
ever wonder what this life is all about? i mean you wake up then eat brekfest watch tv go out and do stuff god tells you to do then eat lunch and take a nap and look on fubar for gifts and naked pictures and then you might have a beer then watch tv. whats it all about people?

In Dreams
In Dreams At night I dream of you, Coming to be by my side. I see your silhouette at first; I watch your calm, quick glide. Vivid images; Pictures in my mind. My night's love, my passion; All in you I shall find. Once again, you'll whisper to me, "Hello, my dear. " Your touch eases me, Removing any fear. Your gaze meets mine; The warm look in your eyes, It melts my heart. From now on Nothing but blue skies! Tonight you romance me; Our bodies entwine. You enter; I gasp! Our souls combine. A touch here, a tickle there, It enthralls me; I am captivated. Our bodies move, the motion constant; My body's completely activated. Throughout the night Our passion flows, Coming together, My emotion grows. For you, in dreams, Oh, how I care. But when morning comes, I am left in despair. Anther night gone and passed. I awake in ecstasy all alone. For you visit at night; In dreams you come. And I dread the coming of a new dawn.

Sex Facts
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't Fucking care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal With Different

Pat Vs The Cowboy
Patriots vs the cowboy I just wanted to give a quick shout out to anyone who really believes that I might be just another whiner who believes that the war against terrorism is not something that can be won because I don't understand the gravity of the situation ... and for those brave dedicated few who don't believe that the shrub was ... and has always been ... and will always be ... a mindless moron. I would like you all to meet some people. First there's this motley crew: From left to right they would be SGT Mutlaq AlQatani, PFC Aaron "Pink" Pinkston , myself, SP4 William ( Ski ) Bukowski and SGT Michael ( Mike ) Cohen. Everyone save myself in this picture is an arabic linguist. The arabic lettering on the side of that tracked vehicle behind us is pronounced "nuz la sulahik wil la fidjerna gerahgrik" . For those of you in the military and searching for an interesting way to piss off your enemy while simultaneously causing some of the urine to run down both legs ... it means "D

She's A Big Girl Now
Today was my daughters first day of real school. She was so very excited to go it's all we have heard for weeks. We did the school shopping as if the world would no longer spin if every last thing wasn't just perfect. She bought crayons,markers,pencils,erasers(winnie the pooh) I wasn't allowed to offer advice, she was a "woman" on a mission, we got hand sanitizer,kleenex, rulers,2 story books ( don't ask ) we also got a couple of videos, ( again don't ask ) I was simply there because she needed a driver lol. We got up this morning at 5 am to get everything in her wardrobe out, she tried on at least 15 outfits and 6 pairs of shoes. We did her hair 14 times ( she is 5 ) just keep that in mind. Everything had to be absolutely perfect for her on this monumental day. All the time we are dressing and undressing her Mom ( that's me ) was holding the tears in. I wanted from the bottom of my heart to talk her out of going. The last thing I ever wanted to do was walk her to

We're Gonna Party!
Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA Boo-Boo~][D][][V][][D's WIFEY~Demon House~Its My BIRTHDAY@ fubar Go Go BOO-BOO It's your birthday! We're gonna party! It's your birthday! Go show this great friend Some awesome birthday luvin! Boo-Boo~][D][][V][][D's WIFEY~Demon House~Its My BIRTHDAY@ fubar

There Are So Much Good About You
If anyone should hurt you And say a thing unkind, Remember what I tell you, And keep these things in mind. For every one who makes you cry, There are three who make you smile, And a smile will last a long, long time, But a tear just a little while! If someone says a thing that's cruel, Don't let it get to you, There's so much good about you, And your faults are very few. So if a certain someone Should act a certain way, Just think of those who love you And don't let it ruin your day. Don't let someone who hates the world Cause you to hate it too, For behind the clouds is a golden sun, And a sky that's bright and blue!