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Ppl Who R Gone
this is a running list of ppl who are gone because of not adhearing to rules or who are not actively participating in the family. *********************************************** firechief thomas happysilva cal-official fallouts member carmel apple~aka~ crazy rabbit dar2259 wayneswillie lou christina aleana dixiedarlin seville lynn melvin wolflover joker8945 indyswingingcouple tabby eviltaz treasure prrs momma0347 for the mods of the uao rooms they are not allowed in the uao lounges or rooms at all, if they are there when mods are there then mods have my permission to ban them,as well any anyone else whom i designate as a threat! i will keep updating this list as i deem neccessary,for the good of the family, however small it may turn, i wont put up with the bullshit any longer!

Volleyball Tourneys
Summmer means beach and grass volleyball and that's pretty much what I have been doing. Today is beach at Baltimore's Inner Harbour, which is alot of fun to check out! A friend took some picture of Clint and I playing Saturday and Brenda and I playing on Sunday, which I plan to put on here as soon as I freaking level up. Clint and I came off our net as 1st seed, but couldnt make it through the playoffs. Our first tourney of the year was the same thing. Brenda and I could have gone to the playoffs, but do to us playing for shots, we decided to pull out...lol. Sun, running, volleyball, shots do not mix, but damn it was fun. OK, thats it for vball updates, get pics on as soon as I can, and for those who dont care, well what the fuck are you reading this for?

Linda My Best Friend
BACK IN JANUARY I STOPPED BY THIS GIRLS PAGE, HER NAME WAS SXYREBEL AND THE FACT THAT SHE WAS FROM THE UK HAD ME INTERESTED IN HER AND THEN SHE SAID HI TO ME AND DAY BY DAY WE CHATTED AND GOT TO KNOW EACH OTHER A BIT MORE. THEN EVENTUALLY I FOUND OUT THAT HER NAME WAS LINDA AND SHE WAS A MUM TO 5 BEAUTIFUL KIDS AND THE FACT THAT SHE HAD A GOOD SENSE OF HUMOUR JUST LIKE ME MADE ME WANT TO GET TO KNOW HER EVEN MORE. AND IM SO GLAD I DID. CAUSE HAVING TALKED TO HER EVERY DAY I LEARNED ALOT ABOUT HER AND SHE LEARNT A GREAT DEAL ABOUT ME TOO AND WE HAVE BECOME BEST OF FRIENDS, NOT A DAY HAS GONE BYE WHERE WE HAVENT TALKED OR LEFT A COMMENT FOR EACHOTHER. ONE THING I NOTICED ABOUT LINDA RIGHT AWAY WAS THAT SHE WAS THE TRUE MEANING OF THE WORD 'FRIEND'. NO MATTER WHAT, SHE WOULD ALWAYS STOP BY AND LEAVE A COMMENT OR CHAT TO ME, AND NOT ONCE HAS SHE EVER ASKED FOR ANYTHING IN RETURN, ALL SHE ASKS IS THAT YOU BE HONEST AND RESPECTFUL TO HER. IN THE TIME IVE BEEN HER FRIEND IVE SEEN ALOT OF PE

Well I Guess Im Not Needed Anymore:(
when i joined this site i made some great friends but along the way the normal b/s and drama poped its head into the way but slowly one by one the people you thought you called friends fall away like leaves on a tree leaving only the bare bones for these people id like to say thank you for being my friend but with time i also know your gonna move on like most people do :( as for now im left wondering who realy is a friend ? or am i just someone to fill in till someone else comes along? so with this in mind i say thank you and good bye if you need me you know where to find me and i guess thats not going to happen soon now is it!!!! ROB THE ONE THATS JUST GIVEN UP

If You Read The 4th Of July Blog You'll Get This...lol
If you read my blog on the 4th of July events, you'll understand this. So....Friday at work I got a good burn in on the Beaz-man...lol. We went to put my check in the bank on my break, right? Well, when we got back to my work, we went up into the garage to my car to get the estimate for the repairs needed for it out of the front seat. Beazil had apparently looked up the blue book value of my car and was spouting off about it only being worth $1,800, saying he wasn't going to dump $1,000 into a vehicle that was only worth just over a grand. I said at least the car was paid for and that there was nothing wrong with the engine, just the cooling system. We can't afford to buy a new vehicle. Hold $1,000 in one hand and no vehicle in the other and see which one weighs more, ya know? And he started saying it wasn't just the cooling system, that the engine was messed up too...and the transmission was on its way out. I told him I had just had the transmission replaced the

Day 2
Well, it has been 2 days since my surgery and I am feeling ok. I had my left side of my nose broken and reset to scrape down the septum to unblock the left side of my sinuses. I had a cyst removed from the right side. It is just all swollen inside and real sore, but I don't have black eyes from it or any change in my facial appearance so it's all good. I just have to rest for a few days and make sure nothing bumps into my nose, sleep propped up for a few days. Thanks for all the well wishes, get well cards, soup and candy yawl have sent me. U R 2 sweet.

Spank Lucy Loo Aka Linda
I NEED SOME HELP HERE ASAP. LINDA JUST TOLD ME SHE IS GONNA KEEP SPANKING ME. SO IM GONNA NEED HELP FROM EVERYONE TO HELP ME SPANK LINDA, WE NEED TO SPANK HER UNTIL SHE STOPS SPANKING ME. WHEN YOU CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW LEAVE A COMMENT SAYING "I SPANKED LUCY LOO" IF ANYONE HELPS ME OUT HERE I WILL MAKE SURE I BUY THEM A GIFT THANKS WILLIE

Woman Missing After Meeting Guy Off Craig's List!!!
Friday, July 6, 2007 Search for missing Rancho Santa Margarita woman narrows Two 'persons of interest' named in search for 19-year-old last seen with man she met on Web site. By SALVADOR HERNANDEZ and KIMBERLY EDDS The Orange County Register RANCHO SANTA MARGARITA – A registered sex offender and another man have been named as persons of interest in the case of a 19-year-old girl who disappeared two weeks ago after climbing onto the back of a motorcycle with a man wearing a black helmet to head to a house party. Hours after Donna Jou left home, she talked to a friend over the phone for about 20 minutes and told him she had locked herself in a bathroom because the guy she was with was "freaking her out," Jou's parents said. Friends and family said they haven't heard from the San Diego State University student since then, and authorities are asking for the public's help to find her. Donna Jou told her mother the man who was picking her up June 23 was her friend's boyfrien

I Wish
I wish that you could feel My arms about you tight, Holding you up close All thru out the night. To know that I am there And never away far, That I will remain Where ever that you are. That you could press back Into my warm embrace, And feel my soft touch Warm against your face. Or you could shift my hips And press against me tight, To feel my body's heat And my lips kissing you light. I wish that you could hear My softly whispered song, To lull you into sleep For it's here that we belong. That you could hear me say All you need to hear, As I tell you of my love Whispered soft against your ear. And you could feel my breath Warm against your skin, As I let my presence beg you To let this true love in. I wish that I could hold you And whisper long into your night, Never would you wonder then As I held you to me tight... Love EJ

Homophobia
Body: Whether you are homosexual or not, you should repost this in support of your friends and loved ones who are. Love is not defined by color, creed, or gender. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving fa

Apology
I AM SORRY IF U THINK I AM BASHING YOU IT IS NOT MY INTENT!!! I DO LOVE U WITH ALL I HAVE BUT SOMETIMES LOVE IS NOT ENOUGH I GUESS BUT KNOW THIS U KNOW THE TRUTH AND WHAT U WANT TO DO IS ALL YOUR IDEAS!!!! U NEVER LIED TO ME NOR CHEATED ON ME I LIED TO MYSELF AND LET THE HATER CLOUD MY JUDGEMENT AS I TALK TO YOU NOW WHERE DOES THIS GO??? REMEMBER LOYALTY AND HONOR TO ONE IS BETTER TO ONE TO ONE!!

We Are Alone Right Here
This shadow blankets my fears from your eyes to judge. You will never be what I expected, for now I have to walk alone in my mind. Trying to cut the memories out of you, but all they do is cut back. I can still feel your warmth on the back of my neck. I can remember breathing in your life into mine. You left me haunted memories, to tear me down everyday. I can remember your shadow disappearing into the hazy fog because you couldn't save me. And so on and so forth we will move into a darkness to fight what we all fear inside -Raven

2nd Official "dirty Little Secrets" Pimpout
Not only are these guys part of my dirty little secrets, but fantastic people to know. This is my way of sharing these great men of CT with everyone who hasn't had the satisfaction of meeting them yet. Each and everyone one of these awesome guys means something special to me and have been there when i've needed them. Would love ya'll to repost this as well. Thanks and much luv, Jackie Boone, Plz sign my guestbook@ CherryTAP blueyedevil81@ CherryTAP RECONDOC _DSC_ eXtreme X (resident comedian){ Security guilty pleasures lounge}@ CherryTAP Hoss@ CherryTAP thrdlife4me@ CherryTAP AllDay4Play@ CherryTAP SWM30Tampa@ CherryTAP justgeo@ CherryTAP buttluster@ CherryTAP DirtyWhiteBoy@ CherryTAP JAK~Fae

This From The Guy I Love
well my life has been f*cked up these last few months I had met someone and she had fell in love with me and I'm married but seperated ,my wife had told me she wanted to work things out with me so I ended up hurting this girl, about a month ago my wife didn't act like she wanted to be with me and we had got into it cause it seemed like I was being used by her. well I went online to talk to the girl I had hurt cause we was still friends right before my wife had left my house, well my friend came over with her daughter to talk to me, about 30 mins to an hour the cops had showed up, my wife had said I had hit her and my son. well I would never do that but I had ran and started staying with my friend, I don't know why she loves me and is trying to help me but 2 weeks went by and I had went back to work and that first day back my wife seen me there so the first thing she ask for was money for my kids, I gave her the money the next day the 3rd day I was there about 15 mins after I had starte

A Night With You
I slowly saunter up to you sitting on the couch, my silky pajamas sway with each movement of my hips. You look at me starting at my head all the way down to my toes, and grin slightly. You knew that I had gotten ready for bed special with you in mind for the night's activities. As walk slowly up to you, I lean in ever so gently to kiss your lips. I kiss you harder, letting you know that tonight I want you. And only you. You wrap your arms around me as we kiss, deeper and harder with every passing minute. Your hands roam from my neck to my back and down towards my butt. I smile because it tickles, and you grab my back pulling me towards you. I fall willingly into your arms and on to your lap as I continue to kiss you deeper at this point. Your hand finds itself on my stomach as you kiss me; it creeps up my silky nighty until it finds my breast. You give the right one a gentle squeeze; turned on by your hand on my breast I wrap my arms around your back pull you closer to me kissing yo

Letter From God
I'm So Blessed to have this wisdom given to me. This is God speaking, My Child, today I will be handling all of your problems. Please remember that I do not need your help. If life happens to deliver a situation to you that you cannot handle, do not attempt to resolve it, kindly put it in the SFGTD (something for God to do) box. It will be addressed in My time, not yours. Once the matter is placed into the box, do not hold on to it. If you find yourself stuck in traffic; Don't despair. There are people in this world for whom driving is an unheard of privilege. Should you have a bad day at work; Think of the man who has been out of work for years. Should you despair over a relationship gone bad; Think of the person who has never known what it's like to love and be loved in return. Should you grieve the passing of another weekend; Think of the woman in dire straits, working twelve hours a day, seven days a week to feed her children. Should your car break down

Another Year
Well another years gone by and nothing much to show, Loneliness, unhappy times and a lot of tears that flow, I chose for it to be this way there is no one else to blame, But felling low and worthless is all the mess became. Friends have gone in plenty not waiting around, And when they were most needed they were nowhere to be found, I let them go they did not come back, For friendship values there was a lack, Very few stood by me all the way, I shall repay them all someday. My soul was once so safe and strong, Then life took a turn and its all gone wrong, Sleepless nights and endless tears, What tomorrow holds she fears, For that smile she once knew so well, Has vanished like a magic spell. Well hoping this year holds a change, A whole to life to rearrange, No more tears, no love, just friends, A new beginning the old life ends.

The One
I honestly belive I have found the one person I want to spend the rest of my life with. She's the sweetest kindest most awesome woman I know. I love her more then words can describe. I love you so much Rachael and I can't wait to be with you.

How To Treat Your Man Simple List
1 give us respect. as in when we get mad and want to cool down. dont come charging over trying to get the last word in because that shit is fucking stupid. you want us to act mature then give us our space, dont get in our face! 2 stop fucking playing mind games. "honey i like this" okay do you want me to buy it? "no its okay" alright put it down and walk away "but honey.." fuck that shit. you want it buy it. if we offer to buy it tell us right then and there dont act like a little kid take charge and do something dont fucking play games. 3 dont be insecure and ask us because honestly... if we didnt like the way you looked, the way you dressed. WE WOULDNT BE WITH YOU! "do i look good in this?" "am i fat do you think i am?" "would you like me to wear this?" "what about this?" "this one?" "do you like this one?" fuck we like you in anything you wear for fucks sake! 4 DO NOT TRY TO CHANGE ME AND MAKE ME WEAR WHAT YOU THINK IS GOOD! as soon as i wanna

Whats My Iq
Your EQ is 173 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

Music
MY LOVE FOR MUSIC IS OF THE HIGHEST HIGH. IT IS MY ULTIMATE HIGH. WHEN I'M FEELING DOWN AND BLUE MUSIC EITHER LISTENING, SINGING OR PLAYING MY UKULELE ALWAYS SEEMS TO LIFT MY SPIRITS. I MEAN IT TAKES ME INTO A DIFFERENT WORLD, AND WHEN I COME BACK IT IS ALL GOOD!!! WHATEVER OR HOWEVER I AM FEELING AT THAT MOMENT ,IT SEEMS TO HAVE DISAPPEARED, (HEMO LELE UP TO CHRIST JESUS). AND ONLY THE HAPPINESS AND JOY OF THE LORD REMAINS,,AS IT SHOULD BE.... SO IF YOUR FEELING DOWN AND TROUBLED, HEMOLELE(LET IT GO) ALL YOUR TRANSGRESSIONS AND PILIKIAS(ISSUES) UP TO THE LORD. AND TURN ON SOME SWEET MELE(MUSIC) I GIVE YOU MY WORD THAT THE JOY AND HAPPINESS OF THE LORD WILL BECOME YOU.... MAY THE JOY OF THE LORD BE IN YOUR HEART ALWAYS... ALOHA A HUI HOU... PURPLE'LICIOUS YUM YUM

Photos
I've taken off all of my personal photos and have just kept up my modeling/acting photos on my profile. I've added about 10 more and a salute for you guys! I'll have more photos when I return from Australia as I have at least 3 shoots to go on when I'm down there. If all is well with the site when I return, then I may post some here... if not, they will be on my fanclubs or main website. Enjoy the rest of your weekend! Melanie

Things Are Not Always What They Seem
Scarce any Tale was sooner heard than told; And all who told it, added something new, And all who heard it, made Enlargements too, In ev’ry Ear it spread, on ev’ry Tongue it grew. Alexander Pope

Pat Benatar 7/7/07
Well tonight I went to the first night of The Summer Jubilee over the city of Alhambra with my daughter and a friend to see Pat Benatar. I had the time of my life because for one it was my 12 yr old daughter's very first concert and 2nd is seeing Pat Benatar. Man, we got there a little before Benatar play and it was so fuckin packed! LOL I didn't even gave a fuck about my friend, I told him to keep up because my goal is to move through the crowd and get up close as I can to the stage or to get a good view!! LOL We got as far as we can go but it was good enough for me but my daughter had a little bit of trouble seeing at times. Neil Giraldo came on stage first and started playing his guitar then the drummer and bass joined in, they ended their song and Pat walked on stage. Pat Benatar put a kick ass show,that little lady can sing. Her vocals was so amazing when she hit the high note, she sang her old songs as well as one song they never played live and one new song! Neil kick ass with

A Poem
Once A Marine, Always A Marine Author Unknown _________________________ I was that which others did not want to be. I went where others failed to go. And did what others failed to do. I asked nothing from those who gave nothing And reluctantly accepted the thought of eternal loneliness, should I fail. I have seen the Face of Terror, Felt the stinging Cold of Fear, And enjoyed the sweet taste of a moments love. I have cried, pained and hoped ... but most of all, I have lived times others would say were best forgotten. At least today I am able to say that I was proud of what I was..... A UNITED STATES MARINE

Divorce Letter
Dear Wife: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you for good. I've been a good husband to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you had quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had gotten a new hair cut, cooked your favorite meal, and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You came home and ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore, you don't want sex anymore, or anything. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore. Whatever the case is, I'm gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER Carla and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear EX-Husband: Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true that you and I have been married for s

What Is Your Power Color
Your Power Color Is Lime Green At Your Highest: You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary. At Your Lowest: You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in. In Love: You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated. How You're Attractive: Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room. Your Eternal Question: "What else do I need in my life?"What's Your Power Color?

Thought On Being Single -y It Sucks
1- eating out by yourself 2- going to a movie by yourself 3- going to sleep alone 4- not having that person to kiss hug and even hold their hand 5- no romantic walks 6- watching their face light up when ya do something funny sweet or exciting!!! 7- watching them eat food you have made and them liking it 8- having a bad day and them making it better 9-taking a shower with them 10-their smell 11-the sound of their voice 12-seeing their stuff around the house or your car 13-car ride that now seem longer than b-4 14-the lil things they do that annoy you you even miss them 15-watching a movie at home having them cuddle with you 16-play fighting even when you loose (lol) 17-having them rub on you when your sick 18-them making you smile even when you don't want to 19-people asking you why is a pretty young intelligent woman like you single??? (wtf am i suppose to say to that???) 20-sex becomes something of the past and that's ab

Meh, Just Thinkings....
Sometimes I wonder why I feel so alone even though I'm surrounded by people that love me. First of all: My Rob. Without him, I think I'd be a lot less of a person. He keeps me going when I think it's time to quit. Most definitely the yin to my yang. Everything in the world that I never thought I'd have. And just when I think that maybe I should run, he goes and makes me remember just why I love him. And that's a hell of a lot, babe... But sitting here by myself in the apartment while he's at work, I find myself looking through my friends' Myspace or Facebook profiles, hell, even Cherrytap...and I know it's not real life, but I look around these profiles and wonder when I got so drab, so ordinary. And then I look around the room and find my cat, who never comes in this room EVER, really...and she's just here because I'm here, purring her little heart out and lying behind my chair. And I stop and remember, that my life is whatever I make it to be. And if I've made it

I Have Returned
Just wanted to let everyone know that I just got home from Rhode Island. I had a blast while I was there.... Took lots of pictures n stuff. Now I am welcomed back to this home I call hell and shit couldnt get any worse. But I will deal with it, what doesnt kill ya makes ya stronger. BUT AT LEAST I HAD AN AWESOME WEEK!!!! HAHA funny shit.. http://www.portuguesefireman.com SEE MaNNY Rap

Heartbroken
When you think someone can't kick you enough when your down, they do. I was with someone for a year and basically it was all lies. From start to finish. Now, he's not even man enough to call me back to talk about why I've been ignored for 2 days. Plus he owes me money, etc, etc. Long story and wont get in touch with me. He's started payments, of course, but he owes a few others things as well. But guess he's showing me that me and my kids are not that important. Unreal. Just unreal.

Childbirth
Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call. The house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-yr old girl to hold a flashlight high over her mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby. Very diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. Heidi pushed and pushed and after a little while, Connor was born. The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him on his bottom. Connor began to cry. The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-yr old what she thought about what she had just witnessed. Kathleen quickly responded, "He shouldn't have crawled in there in the first place......smack his ass again!"

Im Sorry If Ive Pissed U Off
yeah so i guess ive pissed everyone off in my life i care about so if ive pissed u off im sorry im having a realy bad few weeks so please let me know if ive pissed u off so we can talk becouse i do love all my family and friends

Yet Another Idiot.
Idiots make me laugh. The broad, poot, was getting all pissy at me because I apparently said something mean in her mumm. Goddamn woman, I usually comment then don't come back. I didn't remember her mumm at ALL...I especially liked the threat near the end, even though she didn't follow through. Read from the bottom up, as usual. ->poot: thats it? that's the best you got? poot: fuck off ->poot: or what? what will you do to me, slap me through a screen? its only the internet for chrissakes, pull up your big girl panties and deal with it poot: bitch u better back off ->poot: we'll read what we fucking want to read, goddamn. people thought you posted a bullshit stupid ass mumm-its the internet. you dont like it, turn off the fucking computer poot: so dont fuckig read it ->poot: so? it was still a stupid mumm. the regulars dont give a fuck if its a joke or not, its still stupid poot: the only about wanting to fuck me it was a fucking joke ->poot: which mumm was that? i comment a l

My Life
THE FOOL THAT FOLLOWS Between this happening to me and the fact that my ex wife left me......I don't know what was a worst blow to me. Feb 2005...don't remember the date is when I finally opened my eyes and realized something my mom had asked me when I was younger. "Who is the bigger fool? The fool, or the fool that follows?" I now know the anwser to that question and so don't everyone else. Not only did he pull a gun on someone for no reason other than to try to prove that he is another ingnorant black person, he pulled me down right with him. And I fuckin let him, and I let the cops, and his father as well. Its not the fact that we both got in trouble, its the fact his father came to my house after the fact and basically sold me out, and the black race in my opinion. Basically told me he was gonna make sure that I got in trouble for what his son had did. Now I don't give a fuck what drew or any of his so called friends think, it was fucked up period. I wasn't totally inoc

Thrid Pressing Question Of The Day
One more question before I leave for work; Ya gotta love these questions: In the South the Civil War is referred to at the War of Northern Aggression. Since the South succeeded before Lincoln took office thinking that he was going to abolish slavery (even though he was on record saying that he was looking for a negotiated settlement on the dieing institution) is the label of Norther Aggression an institutionalized denial on the culpability for the war started by the Confederates?

So Much Going Through My Head....
Sitting here thinking of the past and all the things I have done... I hate to regret but at the same time I have hurt so many people these last few years. I am trying now to be a better person, to love unconditionally, to relate, to praise, to be there with an open ear and an open mind. My best friend back in NY confessed to me not too long ago that she is in love with me; I do not feel the same for her. How do I continue on with a friendship knowing this now? I love her like a sister, she is a great person and has always been there for me but can it ever be the same is the question? She constantly sends me messages and I am currently ignoring it, I need to face the issue head on but I am so hesitant. My father who I have not seen in 10 years decided to write to me, he tells me he loves me and I was always his little girl. It makes me sick to hear it!! He has put me through so much growing up, I want to forgive him but I don’t want to be disappointed yet again. I know he is the way he

Oh?
Well, Transformers is an amazing movie. It was far more adult than I expected, which was a good thing. Lots of innuendo and whatnot. Kinda funny though, the 'black' Autobot 'Jazz' was the only one that died. Had to kill the token black guy, eh? One thing I noticed about California...In Virginia, I'd occasionally say "Man, it's a really nice day out." Here, every day is a pretty, nice day. Kinda weird for me, but I'm not complaining.

Why I Married A Younger Women In Spite Of Her Cooking Skills
Well, sometimes life is a bitch...... You come home after a long, hard day at work. You really hope that your unemployed and not so intelligent wife at least has cooked some dinner for you. You struggle to get up the steps, find the key and open the door to your residence, and then you find your wife sitting there on her ass, eating dinner that she has cooked for HERSELF ONLY! Unbelievable, she has been home the whole day and she couldn't even cook your dinner! You think to your self, "Why the fuck did I marry her"?

Only One
I am angry and sad this is true But somehow I can always talk to you Your words can calm a sever storm and can surrender this heart when torn My love for you will never go away but damnit why can't u say u only love me as a friend then i can go on believing in men

1 Corinthians 13
Love is patient; love is kind and envies no one. Love is never boastful, nor conceited, now rude; never selfish, not quick to take offence. Love keeps no score of wrongs; does not gloat over another's sins, but delights in the truth. There is nothing love cannot face; there is not limit to its faith, its hope, and its endurance. In a word, there are three things that last forever: faith, hope, and love; but the greatest of them all is love. 1 Corinthians 13

4 Word S To The Christians
"Thou Shalt Not Judge"! Thats exactly what you are doin when u try and tell us Juggalos and Juggalettes that we cant have our Gathering Of The Juggalos (GOTJ) in your town. You're basically judging us and saying that we are nothing but trouble makers, weed smokers, and a riot waiting to happen.. True there are those of us that may go to the extremes..much like you do with Jesus..but Fellow Christians what you dont understand is that we all have something in common.. YES THATS RIGH...SOMETHING IN COMMON Ya see ICP (Insane Clown Posse) started its saga back in the early 90's. With each of its Joker's cards it talked a lil more and a lil more about GOD even so far as talking backwards, and sneaking in messages subliminally..cuz they didnt want the juggalos to know right off hand what they were about..I ask you coming from someone who was raised in the Christian belief if you never in your life ever listen to ICP ever again..to simply listen to this one song...the song im abou

I'am Canadian
Hey, I'm not a lumberjack, or a fur trader.... I don't live in an igloo or eat blubber, or own a dogsled... and I don't know Jimmy, Sally or Suzy from Canada, although I'm certain they're really really nice. I have a Prime Minister, not a president. I speak English and French, not American. And I pronounce it 'about', not 'a boot'. I can proudly sew my country's flag on my backpack. I believe in peace keeping, not policing, diversity, not assimilation, and that the beaver is a truly proud and noble animal. A toque is a hat, a chesterfield is a couch, and it is pronounced 'zed' not 'zee', 'zed' !!!! Canada is the second largest landmass! The first nation of hockey! and the best part of North America. My Name is Nancy & I'am Canadian

I Want To Take A Vacation
i want a vacation from emotions. i dont want to feel anymore. well not ever again...just for like a week or two. i want to shut down and not feel any of them, the good and the bad. my system needs a rest....

Good Friends
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8 Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do l

This Is The Soldier Promise!!!
If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong. But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hoorah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You've always had my back, and I know it's my time to repay. You'll always be my daybreak, through all of life's dark clouds, Your brother is a Soldier now, Bro, I promise I'll make you proud. If I ever go to war Sis, don't you worry bout me, I always looked out for you, but I can't do that anymore, Cause I'm a big bro to all in America. I love you so much and you know that, Your brother a soldier now S

Flawless?
People wonder what others flaws are... and some often think that they have no flaws... but in fact the truth is.. no one is perfect.. and in the dictionary it is said that a flaw is something that someone has that makes them not perfect... so therefor everyone has a flaw.. what are your flaws? are they good? or are they bad? when i think about flaws think of things that i do... like i get road rage.. i sit on the computer for hours when i should be doing something more important... i cuss a lot.. but those are all things that can be changed.. so are those considered flaws? yea i have two scars by my lips that you can see if you look close enough are those my flaws? hmm... flaw flaw flaw.. where are you flaw? hahah i have flaws more than those scars i have scars on my knees from when i was a kid.. shit i probably have scars on my butt! i fell on that enough too! one time i tried hoppin over a fire hydrant hah yea that didnt go to well :P w/e though im just saying no one is perfect even

44 Things To Do At The Grocery Store
44 Fun Things to Do in a Supermarket Open up a loaf of bread and make yourself a sandwich. Take it to the checkout lane and see how much they charge you for it. Tell them you added extra mayo. Go to the customer service desk and ask where the whisk brooms, Vaseline, and duct tape are located. Spike the fruit salad. Squeeze the Doritos. Tell the manager you lost your son, somewhere near the dairy aisle. Try to purchase one grape. Repeat until the laughter subsides and they feel obligated to start charging you. Order a dozen live lobsters and set them free throughout the store. (After removing the rubber bands from their claws, of course.) Fill a shopping cart with watermelons. Get more carts and fill them with other heavy products. See if you can barricade another customer inside one of the aisles. (Try to capture an old lady, they're slower than the rest of us.) Order ten pounds of corned beef at the deli counter, sliced extra thin. Walk away during

New Mom
Ok recently my son has asked me for a new mom so together we have been exploring what it would mean for us to have a new mom in our lives and what qualities we would want in our new mom. His ideas are so cute I thought I would blog them and share them with people. We just had a conversation today here is what we have come up with so far. What he wants will be capitalized. 1. SHE WILL LOVE US. 1. I agree with this one. 2. SHE WILL MAKE US A BABY SO WE CAN HAVE A BABY FOR OUR HOUSE. NOT A MEAN ONE LIKE LOGAN, HE IS REALLY MEAN. 2. sounds good to me! ok any potiental moms out there who want to be our mom. do you hear that? no birthing mean babies! 3. SHE WILL MARRY DAD 3. yeah she would haveto do that to be our new mom 4. SHE WILL NOT KISS DAD BECAUSE THAT IS REALLY GROSS AND I WILL HAVE TO WASH HIS LIPS OFF 4. Hey wait a minute! what if I want to kiss her? 5. YOU WILL HAVE NO LIPS I WILL WASH EM AWAY. CAUSE THEY HAVE GERMS! 5. Hmmm Son if you want to have a baby I will probably h

Just A Poem .
The Way I Feel I sit in my room thinking of you not knowing what's happening or what I should do. You play with my heart, and I don't know why you build up my hopes then you tell me goodbye. I don't know why you smile then walk away from me and then returned in while. It's a little game you play with me but I want you to hear me and I want you to see I am falling for you as the days go by not knowing how to tell you because I am shy. I love the way your eyes light up the night. and your smile is entrancing it make all the world seem right. When I look in your eyes, all I see is bliss I fight the urge to get near you to give you a kiss. I just want you to know how I feel inside and if you give me a chance I want to be a part of your life...... Jessie

Another ..
I'm too big to cry I never stopped to realize How lonely I would be I never thought the day would come When you'd grow tired of me Your voice was never sweeter Than the day you said goodbye You'll never know how much it hurt Because I'm too big to cry If I knew then what I know now You'd still be kissing me But instead there'll be someone else's lips Where mine used to be I say hello and wish you well Each time I pass you by But you'll never know how much it hurt Because I'm too big to cry You never looked so wonderful As the day you walked away I used to say, "I love you" But that I could not say I can't forget you baby No matter how hard I try You'll never know how much it hurt Because I'm too big to cry Jessie

Uh Huh ..
The wish that won't come true, the song that won't be sung, the words that won't be spoken over, before we've begun. the feelings we can't express, the laughs we can't share, the facts i can't tell you just how much i care. your lips, i'll never kiss, your warmth, i'll never know, holding you close, holding you tight and never letting go. saying, "good morning," as you wake, watching you in a peaceful sleep, the way i feel, the love i have, but it's all just a secret i keep. your beautiful eyes, the glances exchanged, the silence or talking all night, our shared love of music or an old flick, how you and me feel so 'right.' sitting beside you longing for your touch, or missing you more everyday. spewing my words like a raging volcano, 'til i no longer know what to say. Jessie

My Friends
Hi I am so sorry I haven't been around much but I am going through a bad time at the moment and I am so tierd to talk.. have 6 weeks off school soon and then will feel more upto chatting. hugz to you all my friends here on cherrytap.

My Crazy, Crazy Weekend
Man, this has been one nutty weekend. I've gotten about 9 hours of sleep in the last 72; the last three days all sort of run together in my mind... and I didn't even leave my house! I've been promoting my band as hard as I could for the Battle of the Bands and I'm still running neck and neck with one other talented group for second place... I think it's gonna be a photo finish ;) If you've not checked my music out yet, please take a minute and go to the Battle of the Bands - Pheonix Rising. If you like my music, rate and comment! It would really help me out. In any case, I've met tons of amazing people and made some great new friends and fans in the process already! Thank you to all of you who have been reposting and telling your friends about my music -- you guys are amazing and I promise that once this contest is over I'm gonna have to find something special to do for you all. But my other big news is that I'm officially a DJ now!. Sunday night was (quite unexpe

The Woman Next Door
What I know of the woman next door The woman next door, I knew her well She use to come out from where she dwells Full of life she use to be Believed in all, she believed in me What I know of the woman next door A mother she was, the best of all She loved her child, parenting her call A friend she was, always stood tall She would catch her friends each time they would fall. What I knew of the woman next door She spoke her mind, and loudly I must agree She stood by her convictions to a "t" She would not let many in for fear of being deserted Some called her a bitch, I would say assertive. What I knew of the woman next door She did not mind being in the shadows at times When you where at your lowest and drowning, she always dropped a line. One day, she woke up and needed a hand No one was found, Not one woman or man, She looked all around to those she had been bound Not one single friend could be found. What I knew of the woman

Zodiac
REPOST from a friend: Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. If u dont repost this, u will have bad luck for as long as it says in your description!! GEMINI: Ultra Sexy Nice. Love is one of a kind. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the fuck out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING.Horny. Freak in Bed. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTABLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost. VIRGO: The lover Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please

Rn9(poem)
So what to say? Regrets... None. Except life itself. To understand... impossible. Empathy... an unknown entity. Confined within a space that I alone own. Somewhere over a grey rainbow. A familiar darkness... so safe, still and calm. Unlike the raging storm within my heart. Stolen pain, where conclusions leap. My punishment, for srange love. Truth is beautiful... but only known to thee. Was real. Was true. Was my angel heaven sent A mind of selfless love in an unforgiving world. Shards of sorrow embed my soul. My choice. My life. My loss. I sit and wait in the silent night. Til it finally wraps itself around my existance. ...then I pray and forgive me. ...and my silent soul sleep ...

Reposting Of Bulletins Message
Unfortunately I must be on Punishment of some sort again as I can only repost 1 Bulletin an hr.Do others have this same Damn Problem? This Message here is Mild if I was to Try again the new Message would be real Offensive.Shame Baby J has about as much Respect as a Pile of Dog Shit lying on the Ground.It's truly Pitiful,That the Greatest online Socialization Site in the World has to Employ Worthless Piece of Shits,in my Opinion.I will do the Repost just to get that Offensive Message. Error: sorry, you're posting bulletins too fast. try again later. The Horses Ass didn't give me that New Message this Time but I'm sure he Will,before the Day is out. Error: sorry, you're posting bulletins too fast. try again later.

Gods Garden... Miss You Pops...
Marvin Blair Davis R.I.P. God looked around his garden And he found an empty space. He then looked down upon the earth, And saw your tired face. He put his arms around you And lifted you to rest. Gods garden must be beautiful He always takes the best. He knew that you were suffering He knew you were in pain He knew that you would never Get well on earth again. He saw that the road was getting rough, And the hills are hard to climb. So he closed your weary eyelids, And whispered "peace be thine." It broke our hearts to lose you But you didnt go alone For part of us went with you The day god called you home.

Life
As this is my 3rd pregnancy,i never had complications with my other 2 children.Well i had a very early ultrasound because im high risk.Well at 7 weeks they should of seen something in the sac,but there was nothing there.So they are thinking that it is a very early pregnancy or that there is something wrong with the development.So im sitting here playing a waiting game to even see if there is a little person inside of me.Its hard to even think about having a D&C done.All i do is cry.I cant eat or sleep.Everyone keeps telling me that i should make myself so stressed out but it is very hard for me as a mother to not stress or worry.I am the one carrying.So untill Thursday i get to sit here on strict bed rest and let my thoughts ramble in my head!!

A Genuine Lesson In Ethics.
A genuine lesson in ethics. Body: 1. Never slap a man who's chewing tobacco. 2. Never kick a cow chip on a hot day. 3. There are 2 theories to arguing with a woman...neither works. 4. Never miss a good chance to shut up. 5. Always drink upstream from the herd. 6. If you find yourself in a hole, stop digging. 7. The quickest way to double your money is to fold it and put it back in your pocket. 8. There are three kinds of men: The ones that learn by reading. The few who learn by observation. The rest of them have to pee on the electric fence. 9. Good judgment comes from experience, and a lot of that comes from bad judgment. 10. If you're riding' ahead of the herd, take a look back every now and then to make sure it's still there. 11. Lettin' the cat outta the bag is a whole lot easier'n puttin' it back. 12. AND FINALLY: After eating an entire bull, a mountain lion felt so good he started roaring. He kept it up until a hunter came along and shot him .

My Emo Blog
Omg! I jus hate my life. I wish I could die and seek my revenge out on the people who treated me badly in my childhood! *cries* I jus realized that I'm a lousy piece of shit nothin' for human existence. No one would miss me if I die. I should go slit my wrists and end my life. This is a joke btwn some friends, don't believe any of this shit lmfao.

Emo
omg nobody loves me im so sick of life i just want to go cut my wrists and bleed all over ill sit in my corner because i am a loser nobody cares about me life sucks now im gunna be a emo elmo he he jokes are funny :D woot woot

How To Place New Employees
1. Put 400 bricks in a closed room. 2. Put your new employees in the room and close the door. 3. Leave them alone and come back after 6 hours. 4. Then analyze the situation A. If they are counting the bricks, put them in the Accounting Department. B. If they are recounting them, put them in Auditing. C. If they have messed up the whole place with the bricks, put then in Engineering. D. If they are arranging the bricks in some strange order, put them in Planning. E. If they are throwing the bricks at each other, put them in Operations. F. If they are sleeping, put them in Security. G. If they have broken the bricks into pieces, put them in Information Technology. H. If they are sitting idle, put them in Human Resources. I. If they say they have tried different combinations, they are looking for More, yet not a brick has been moved, put them in Sales. J. If they have already left for the day, put them in Marketing. K. If they are staring out of the wi

It's Doesn't Matter To Me
It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, And if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, For your dreams, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, If you have been opened by life's betrayals Or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, Mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with JOY, mine or your own; If you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you To the tips of your fingers and toes Without cautioning us to be careful, be realistic, Or to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another to b

6 Wierd Things About Me
Okkkkkkk......here we go!!!!! 1---- i don't know ( by heart) the number of my bike's or car's plates!! i've looked at them so many times ! everyday !!! but i'm lousy with numbers..! 2---- i never saw" BAMBI" ( the walt disney moovie ), EVER !!!! 3---- i talk when i'm sleeping ...!!! ( that's what i've been told ....) 4---- never invite me to the karaoke... because i sing VERY VERY VERY BAD!! 5---- i never forget a face BUt i always forget people's names!!!! yeah...yeah.. i know, i'm lousy with numbers and with names too !!! i never said i was perfect...!!! 6---- i CAN'T go to sleep without brushing my teeth ....!!! i can do it sleep walking if i have to !!!! so.... now you know some of my many flaws !!!

Boobies
I had so much fun relaying our conversation about our new mom. I thought I would tell about some of our other FUNNY conversations. Same as last time my son's words will be all caps. I was watching 16 candles with my son, I had totally forgotten about the sceen where the camera flashes on a lovely pair of boobs. When this part of the movie came on my son said...... EWWWWW BOOBIES!! there is nothing wrong with boobies THIER GROSS Sid, that is where babies get thier milk. NO! ITS NOT!! yes it is. When you were a baby you drank milk from mom's boobies . NO MILK COMES FROM THE REFIDGERATOR (sarcastic like he thinks I am pulling his leg) yeah and where do you think it comes from before it is in the refriderator? WALL-MART!!!!!!!!!!!(in a duh tone of voice) where does wall-mart get it from? HHHHHMMM..........WALL-MART GETS MILK FROM MOM'S BOOBIES???????????????? (I am not real sure, but I think he was asking if wall-mart got milk from his mom's boobies.) (she would have to be a la

Moving On
I am trying to move on from him. He just makes me feel so bad cuz I am leaving him and he has no where else to go. I keep trying to tell myself, its not my problem, but I care about him and I hate to see him go through all this. I am just at a loss as what to do.

There Once Was A Woman Who Was Afraid Of Bugs…
…And she always asked her husband to kill them in the house for her. One day, after many years of having to put down what he was doing to go kill some insignificant but pesky critter, he asked her to try something new. "Picture yourself as a bigger bug," he said to her, "and be empowered to kill them yourself." Well, after her anger and frustration subsided, she reflected on this, and decided to give it a try. Imagining that she was a large but stealthy creature, she swatted at the fly which tormented her so. Instantly, her annoyance was dead. (So was the fly.) Having experienced this success, she felt a small twinge of power. Soon, she was seeking out spiders in the corners of her kitchen, hunting down centipedes in the loo, and imagining herself an exoticly colored and many-armed insect of amazing strength, cleverness and speed. One day she even realized that she had sprouted wings and could buzz about like the creations she had once abhored. Of course, her husband wen

Breaking And Entering
You rattle the door as you slide your key into the hole, making it sound like someone was breaking in. You hear her scream from the living room as you swing the door open wide. The storm outside lending the perfect effect to your plan. The power flashes before it goes out all together. You walk to the doorway to the living room, you see her cowering in the corner of the couch. You walk closer, ducking with every flash of lightning. She's scared, you can tell by the doe in the headlights look of her eyes the flashes of lightning show you. She doesn't know it's you, making you all the hotter. You can feel yourself grow and pulse under your jeans. You walk closer to her, your face still in the shadows so she can't see you, you want her to know it's you by your touch and body, not by seeing your face. You kneel down in front of her, making sure your face is still hidden and run your tongue up the inside of her thigh, stopping just enough for her to feel your breath seep through her thon

A Friend Died
one of the kids i grew up w/ chris kalas died this morning. he lived in texas but was origanally from wisconsin. he was 28 years old. he died of a heart attach.. this is all i know about the situation.. but i want to say something about this. my best friend calls me w/ news of what the kids are doing and i love it! ty stacy:). but when she calls to tell me someone in our class died, it is so hard to take since we are so young. shit chris sat next to me in class and we had close lockers cuz our last names both started w/ K's. he was a great kid when i knew him. i havent seen him in over 10 years. but i can say that knowing him when i did i can only assume that he grew up to be a wonderful man. chris was the type of person to give everyone a chance. he didnt care what you wore or who u hung around w/. he was the type of person to get along w/ anyone. he was a very good friend and a great smile to brighten ur day. like i say, i havent spoken or seen him in over 10 years but it is sad to

Helping People
Since i came onto cherry tap ive helped a few people out with relationship problems id really like to continue doing that for people so heres the deal guys if you have a problem that you want some help with drop me a c-mail and ill come in and write a blog about it i wont mention names but i will try to answer as honest as i can and try to help with your problem if the problem takes more than one blog i can reply to you through your shout box and we can go right into it or we can talk through c-mail and if anyone that i have already helped reads this please leave a coment let people no that im genuine

The Cross Room...
The young man was at the end of his rope. Seeing no way out, he dropped to his knees in prayer. "Lord, I cant go on, " he said. "I have too heavy a cross to bear." The Lord replied, "My son, if you can't bear its weight, just place your cross inside this room. then, open that other door, and pick out any cross you wish." The man was filled with relief. "Thank you, Lord," he sighed, and he did as he was told. Upon entering the other door, he saw many crosses, some so large the tops were not visible. Then, he spotted a tiny cross leaning against a far wall. "I'd like that one, Lord, " he whispered. And the Lord replied, "My son, that is the cross you just brought in." Many of us believe it is not FAIR to be going through the difficult times we are going through in life. But take a good look around you, and you will realize, that YOUR problems arent nearly as bad as alot of other people in this world. Most of YOUR problems are temporary, when most others are lifelong.

If You Havent Rated My Pic Yet Would You Please Come Help Me Out....
HELLO ALL IF YOU HAVEN'T CAME RATE ME OR GIVE ME A COMMENT OR TWO PLEASE DO I WOULD APPRECIATE IT AND I NEED ALL OF YOUR HELP THAT I CAN GET....I WILL ALWAYS RETURN THE FAVOR....THANKS AGAIN FOR ALL YOU GUYS DO FOR ME...

Well I Give Up
i was used and hurt for the last damn time. why do guys think they can do things like this and not get caught. i just amazes me that i always find the ones who use people. Just another bumped i have to get over in the struggle we call life. One day someone is gonna love me and never let go and wont cheat or lie or steal from me.

So Very Tempting!!!
Have you noticed that even as adults when someone tells us not to do something, there is that little twisted piece in our minds that wants to do it even more!!!! LMAO We wonder where our kids get that attitude!! Well gee, guess they learned it well from us. I am being a good girl though, not doing anything I am not suppose to! But geez, it might just kill me the temptation is so great!!! ROFLMAO

Was Never Any Good At Picking Like This Since I Love All My Friends Comes From My Heart So I Will Say This Is For All Of You
Today is I love you day!!I LOVE YOU! Send to 7 people you love dearly whether it's friendship love or real love. If you get 5 back your spoiled! __________, .-'Y _^-, ______, .-'^H E , -^_^-, .. _, .-'^ R S , .-^_______..| _.. H E , .-^____________k __.., .-^________________i ________________________ss ________________________kis _______________________skiss _______________________kissk ______________________isskiss ____________________kisskisskis __________________skisskisskisski ________________sskisskisskisskissk ______________isskisskisskisskisskiss ____________kisskisskisskisskisskisskis _________skisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss _______kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskissk ______isskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss ______kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskis _______skisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskis ~*~*~YOU'VE JUST BEEN KISSED~*~*~

I Give A Damn
I found this in my billetins. Coming from a Marine Corp. family I had to save it of course Take a man and put him alone, put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but his blood, make him live in sweat, in mud. This is the life I have to live, this the soul to the Devil I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, while young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Vietnam". Use your signs and have your fun, then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, then I'm supposed to die for you. There is one thing that you don't know; and that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love just for hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, then I heard them say "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, to let you live another day. He had the guts to fight an

Feelings Rehashed And Rethought
When you are giving medication there's this formula you use. The short of it is desired over given. It's a fairly simple formula. What you desire over what you are given. It sounds so great that it should apply to all things like life. Wouldn't that be great? Perhaps it wouldn't be. We all know that is not how life is. You take what you can get when you can get it. Sometimes it's exactly what you wanted and other times it will have to do. Then again sometimes when you get exactly what you wanted it isn't exactly what you thought it would be. Desire is a treacherous human emotion. It drives us to do what we would normally not do. We cannot reason nor can we rein in desire. It is a wild beast within us that can never be broken. We like to think or rather we like to 'believe' in the illusion that we can control our desires but we cannot. We all at one time have wanted someone we cannot have. Wanted someone who was not good for us. Desire is a strange creature

Losing Everything
Things have been so fucked up lately. I thought that I was depressed a few weeks ago, but now nothing can compare to how I feel now. We are being evicted from our home because my dad stopped paying the mortgage after my parents divorced. We have to be 0uot ASAP, and we have nowhere to live yet. I have to get rid of my animals....and I' mreally sad because I love them, and they are all I have left these days. There is no such thing as friends, or love. I've been completely alone lately. I thought I had friends, but they choose to ignore me in my time of need, so fuck em. Because shit has been so fucked up lately, All I've been doing is partying. I've been drinking to the point where I'd pass out... I'd smoke myself stupid.... fuck, I've even had alot of sex lately... nothing like fucking the pain away right? I Broke down and cried yesterday. I finally do know what its like to lose everything and be alone. Thoughs of hurting myself have crossed my mind, but who fuckin knows

To All My Friends!!! And Family!!
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do when

Calling All Family Members And Friends ..
NIGHTHAWKS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE NOW WANTED ON GOTHIC ROSES CONTEST A.S.A.P .. NO QUESTIONS ASKED .. IF YOU HAVENT BEEN HERE THEN PLEASE GET HERE WE NEED ALL OUR BOMBERS AND FAMILY MEMBERS ON THIS CONTEST NOW .. IF YOU HAVE BEEN HERE I THANK YOU FOR COMING .. THANK YOU THE DEVILISH ONE

Im Here
day after day i am here, yet no one notices me. is it cause i dont have tits and ass hanging out it my pic, or what. thought maybe i could find some conversation but since i dont allready know anyone, guess maybe not.

Money....
Oh lets see where to start.... People say you don't need money to be happy, others say you can't be happy without money... So which is it? Can I be happy and living in a box? Or do I need to be rich? Honestly I think that you need money to be happy is alot more accurate then saying you don't need money to be happy... I know that if I was living in a box and wasnt able to enjoy some of the simple things in life I would not be happy... But if i was chillin in an apartment and able to enjoy the simple things then I would be happy... But you need money to live anywhere? I know you can't buy love, but can you buy happiness... Or do we everyday and not know it... So please share with me what you think...

Did You Know
Did you know? I didn't know! How could we? Did you know that 47 countries' have reestablished their embassies in Iraq ? Did you know that the Iraqi government currently employs 1.2 million Iraqi people? Did you know that 3100 schools have been renovated, 364 schools are under rehabilitation, 263 new schools are now under construction and 38 new schools have been completed in Iraq ? Did you know that Iraq 's higher educational structure consists of 20 Universities, 46 Institutes or colleges and 4 research centers, all currently operating? Did you know that 25 Iraq students departed for the United States in January 2005 for the re-established Fulbright program? Did you know that the Iraqi Navy is operational? They have 5 - 100-foot patrol craft, 34 smaller vessels and a naval infantry regiment. Did you know that Iraq 's Air Force consists of three operational squadrons, which includes 9 reconnaissance and 3 US C-130 t

Cherry Tap Whores
OMFG What are people BLONDES or MORONS.. They keep posting crap about the damn DRIVE there.. what they think that there INTERNET LIFE was over?? Come on mm If you had issues then well ITS BACk.. So Drop the Flippen Crap.. People needs to be Shot who keeps posting Stupid comments.. Like " hmmmmmm anyone else get the message...... and so forth

It's Official!!!
I passed my national registry exam!! Got my results in the mail today! My friend drove to my mailbox then back to where I work to bring me the envelope so I wouldn't have to wait- she loves me huh? I made a 94, so it's official; I'm licensed to dose the general public with medical xray... yeah baby got some initials behind my name Ro***Be****R.T.(R)

The Yearning
Awake in a world of chaos I await your soothing comfort from darkness of my internal damnation I await for your loving presense to fill me with the light I so crave and yearn for your words are the salvation and your touch is the healing I so desire with your love comes my ever so wanted peace to set me free for all I want is you my love, my life I await and the dream and everthing I pray for the day We become is the day all will be bliss

Fuck You We're From North Carolina
Posted from a California boy: CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck around on the road - The drinking age is 21 but everyone starts at 14 (legally 18 if you live close enough to the border) - My g

Phone Calls
I'm trying to make an effort to blog more to clear my head and get out some thoughts. (thank you Drea for your inspiration) So, that having been said, I got a call yesterday from Dave...*sigh...Dave. lol The friend in high school I always should have listened to about the guys I was dating. The guy who took me to see Natural Born Killers the first time we went out. Dave...who used to get angry when guys stared at me when I was with him ("They don't KNOW you're not with me!") He says he's a little possessive :) Dave...who at Christmas our senior year gave me perfume, a beautiful letter, and the ticket stubs he'd saved from Natural Born Killers over a year before. Dave...who called me yesterday out of the blue (even though we communicate sparingly on myspace...and even less on CT). Dave...who called back again to talk to me a minute later because he just wanted to hear my voice again. There are very few people in your life that will truly appreciate who you a

Grow Up!!!
So far this site has been fun, but I have finaly got a shithead that has reported one of my pics as NSFW. I thought this was a adult site for adults.. The pic they reported as art you can go see in a fuckin museum... Its not porn.. I love all art in all forms and I think it helps open hearts and minds.. Why would anyone hate on art?? I listen to things and see things I prefer to enjoy.. The things I dont care for then I turn off, or dont look at.. This is our 1st amendment right.. This right is one of the things I love about this country.. This is why many men and women have died on battle fronts around the world for us to have such rights.. And as with anything everyone tries to enjoy, it only takes one asshole to fuck it up for everybody.. People grow up, and excercise your right to walk away, turn it off, dont look, but dont hate on the freedom for anyone to express themselves as they see fit.. I dont send these pics out to people. They look at their own concious choice, and they ca

Sick Of Fuckin Drama
Well once again i had a run in with the guy i threw out of my home....The fuckin pussy jumped me from behind ( i have a broken right arm sooo ) as i was heading threw my garage and into my home..I have a broken right arm so ) i got one swing in but it wasnt good enough cause of this the police "say " thay are finaly going to arest him on simple asult ( ya right ) the only reason he ran was another friend was in my house and grabed my gun and came out with it or i dont know what would have happened...i now have 92% hearing loss from the atack and am a little battered and brused with dumbo ears LOL ( swollen ) so today i'm going back to the court house to see if i can get a permit to carry the gun at all times and have a bond put against BOTHhim and his girl friend ,hate to do it to her but she drove him here and just sat and watched him do it so fuck her to.....UGH i hate my life sometimes you try to helppeople and you get shit on well no more either your my friend or i'm going to tear

The Bet
It was just a simple bet. We were all there, John, his sister Sally, his mother Heather, and I. The shot was tough, there were two balls in front of mine on the pool table, and that was when she said it. Jack, I bet you can't hit this. I looked at heather and said she was on, and there you go. The bet for her involved me cleaning her house, and for me I told her to surprise me with something special. The shot had to hit the rail just right, but I was able to get the job done with a very pleasing smile on my face. Two weeks later I stopped by to help John do some work for his mom, but he had been called into work and was not there. Since it was not anything very big, I just did the work in exchange for dinner. Heather was a great cook, and she was making my favorite lasagna. Dinner was good, and she had a couple of movies so we hung out for a little bit. I left about 9:00 and headed home, stuffed. It was later when the phone rang and it was Heather calling, something was going on and

My New Name Is Dipsy Dippindoodle
OK.....take a minute and laugh!! MY NEW NAME IS IN THE SUBJECT.....DON'T LAUGH UNTIL YOU FIND OUT WHAT YOUR NEW NAME IS. We all need a little stress-reliever! This only takes a minute Please don't be a bore and ruin it. Send it on to everyone you know including the person that sent it to you. Sometimes when you have a stressful day or week, you need some silliness to break up the day. If we are honest, we have a lot more stressful days than not. Here is your dose of humor... A. Follow the instructions to find your new name. B. Once you have your new name, put it in the subject box and forward it to friends and family and co-workers. Don't forget to forward it back to the person who sent it to you, so they know you participated. And don't go all adult - a senior manager is now known far and wide as Dorky Gizzardsniffer! The following is excerpted from a children's book, Captain Underpants And the Perilous Plot Pr ofes sor Poopypants, by

People Ask Me Why And I Will Tell You Why
I met a couple ladies off my island, and those who would did meet me (on here) gave me nothing but drama. And people ask me why dont I wont I date locals. Well maybe I havent met someone on this island who dont have issues or drama. Its fairly simple, you got drama, either check it at the door, or dont bother me. I dont need to live my life as a soap opera to have my life complete.

Miles Apart
Mile's Apart You still have my Heart Our Soul's Joined Together as One I look Into the Midnight Sky And all i can do is Cry sometime's i Sit And wonder Why Sometime's i feel as if something inside me has died. I Wish We could Have Had More time.I watch the star filled Sky Watching them Sparkle Like Diamond's Reminding me Of How Your Spirit Shine's through Reaching Deep Down To My Heart I know though the mile's are many that seperate us nothing can stop the love that has grown between our two heart's our bond foever embeded into my heart. copywrite©2007LJM

Traffic Question
Traffic Question Most men will get this right! You are driving along a narrow two lane road with a NO PASSING sign posted, and come upon a bicycle rider. Do you follow this slow-moving bicycle rider for the next 2 miles, or do you break the law and pass? Which is the correct choice?

It Hurts ...
monday is the 16 th of july .... a day that will never bring joy and as its creeping closer its eating me up !! sorry for once again being depressing to anyone reading this i just wish it didnt hurt so much !! have ya ever wanted something so bad but know you cant have it till ya die .... you cant run away and hide from it its always there you cant reach and touch it its to far away it could bring the biggest smile yet only brings sadness and tears its one thing we all try to avoid but yet i cant wait to be there ...........

Update On My Lufe
Just to let you all know today I got to court to let the judge know I still cannot find my ex wife. I needed to try and serve her the paperwork regarding me putting in for full custody of our children. All I know is she is still up in Fresno somewhere, she won't tell me where she is because she thinks I would turn her into the Army (which I would). She hasn't clled me in over 2 weeks now. So I am hoping the judge will just grant me what I have asked for. Here's some other news in my life right now...I am single again, I still have no clue what happened. Everything was going pretty good with the girl I was seeing. Last Monday she told me how happy she was to be with me and we started talking more serious. Tuesday we went out to dinner and to the bar and had a great time. We even planned a little trip for August or September. We did seperate things for the 4th because we each already had plans with family that day. Thursayd morning she gets kinda wierd on me in the morning telling me ma

Amy Has Be Put Behind Bars Lol
EARLIER TODAY AMY CAME OVER TO MY CASTLE WHERE I HAVE LINDA IN A COLD DARK CELL. AMY THOUGHT SHE WOULD COME OVER AND SPANK MY ASS, WHICH SHE DID MANAGE TO DO JUST THE ONCE, BUT AS SHE TRIED TO SPANK ME A SECOND TIME I GRABBED HER WRIST AND SLAPPED THE CUFFS ON HER. SO NOW I HAVE AMY BEHIND BARS AND SHE IS NOT GETTING OUT UNTIL EVERYONE STOPS SPANKING ME. LOL

Morphs Created By K.o.w. New Morpher July9 Th.
' ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Awesome New Kingdom of Wolves Morphs Created,by our very Own Master Morpher,SpiritWolf,Here are His Various Morphs. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ Here are New Kingdom Morphs an Friends of The Kingdom of Wolves. a>

Im Not Gonna Be Around For A While
hey guys, yep its me again, erm ... i think the time has come for me to cut down the hours i spend on the net big time now as i have to prepare for the arrival of my daughter, Skye-Logan and my little girl comes first, i know you will understand. we have a lot to do from now until Skye-Logan is born (3 months time) we have to prepare for the baby but it isnt the same way as normal with a bedroom for the baby as we are waiting to move, the baby's bedroom, is going to be in our bedroom until we move back to my hometown. so we have to convert the bedroom into a mulitpurpose bedroom, with baby things in there i.e changing station wardrobes moses basket crib etc as well as our bed wardrobes etc, so its takin a while, we have to make the living room into a child friendly place as it isnt that way at the moment, i.e just like corners of tables need to be protected area and shelves need to be cleaned off, and things not needed needs to be gotten rid of, carpets need to be cleaned etc.

Never Have Me
I had forgotten what it was like to be understood I forgot what it was like to feel good I almost lost all that I am because he almost had me I had forgotten what it was like to be heard I forgot how it felt to be loved in return I almost lost the woman I am because he almost had me I had forgotten how it felt not to be hurt I forgot what it was like to trust someones word I almost lost my mind and my soul because he almost had me But I figured out how to let go of the past I pulled myself free from the stregth of his grasp I let it all go and grew strong again and I know now....He'll NEVER have me

Hospital
My Dad was admitted into the hospital last night. I am worried about him, not sure what all the problems are yet but when I know I will keep you updated. On the bright side my brother was able to get emergency leave from Iraq for our family emergency so he will be here soon. I am looking forward to seeing him! I have been so worried about him and have missed him alot. I ask all my friends to please pray for my Dad. Hopefully your prayers and thoughts will help and his stubbornness will pull him through. Thank you Simmer

My Side Of Cherrytap Bullshit
THIS WAS MY RESPONSE TO ALL THE DRAMA ON CHERRYTAP Good lord its a novel... lol.. but well put. I do not like to be controlled... or told what to do, think, what is best for me… this is my reason for not being in anymore families and what not... I stand alone.. all good for me, if I comment bomb you it is cuz I want to ... I am not going to spend my time on here doing so… I am here to relax, despite some thoughts of me... I don't like to be controlled or told that I can’t talk to this person or that person... that I can't repost something cuz if I do I could be deleted.. oh delete me...please save me the trouble. Does that make me bitch? Don't know, don't care. But I must say woohoo and yay for you on speaking your mind and letting yourself be known upfront before anyone does or tries to make ya pick a side. I deal with life and death every single day at my job. I watch people with a few months to live… literally… in pain and some dying a slowly of pain. More painful then you can ev

Interesting.
Just a random thing. I was reading a mumm just now on how young someone should start teaching their child another language. Damndest thing happened a few days ago. My sister was telling me how they boy was talking to her and said, "Dame mimi please." *Ignore the spelling cause I know I annihilated it. Anyway, he took on all 3 of his languages when he said it. Dame - Spanish Mimi - Cape Verdean Please - English. I thought it was cute. :D

Fubar Express Train Is A Joke!!
I really hate drama but what I hate even more are self-righteous morons who think they know everything & are above a fan train, than guess what?? They go and make one of their own LMAO!!!!!! This dee dee dee.... ♥ Life - Club Fantasia's Bartender posted this... in a blog on my fan train page... O look she went & made one http://cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=2212275213 The word 2 faced comes to mind...

Some May See
PUNK, SKIN, SKATER, HIPPIE, MOUNTAIN GIRL, MOD, TOMBOY, DORK, ROCKER, JOCK, GOTH, ARTIST, FREAK, DANCER, MUSICIAN, FRIEND, EXHIBITIONIST, LOVER, HEALER, STUDENT, EMPLOYEE, SURVIVER, SPIRITUALIST, SISTER, FIGHTER, DAUGHTER, CAREGIVER, AUNT, TEACHER, NATURALIST, GROWER, GODMOTHER, OPEN MINDED, FRIENDLY, HELPFUL, JOYOUS, CONTENT, BELIEVER, DETERMINED, FREE, UNDERSTANDING, WILLING, ABLE, ENTHUSIASTIC, EXPERIENCED, TRUSTING, COMFORTING, INDIVIDUAL

Goal Of The Day
So I just bought a new phone. Its really cool its an mp3 player and a radio and all kinds of shit. Its also a bitch to use so my goal of the day is. . .to conquer this phone and make it my bitch. When I'm done it will be nothing more than a cowering weakling begging for mercy in the corner. . .I WILL break its spirit and force it to obey already it begins to weaken. Why just moments ago i got it to send a text messege. Soon. . .soon I will be victorious.

Anything
Just a thought that popped in my head.I had a dream where i thought i was dead.Though i woke up and the vision was just in my head.Speaking of words never sounded so clear.That i live my life without any fear.I am not scared to walk through hell.I'll smack the devil in his face just to ring hells bell.I've walked through life with tons of care.I see your face glisten at the end of the tunnel right there.What can i say for the though of you.Piercein looks that split me in two.My heats beats as it echos through the night.Howling at the moon at a beautiful sight.Though this is good the thought of love.Without it you can not rise above.To be yourself is really what people ask.This world has enough pain no more room for an ass.It feels good to know i belong.It's like heaven opened up with its beautiful song.It had rained upon my face to show me that the light is clear.Thank god for love and the beauty that's here.This is my story what can i say.Hope you enjoyed have a great day.

Scratchers...
I just wanted to take a minute and discuss an epidemic in the tattoo world. There was a time when there was mystery and secrecy surrounding the tattooed lifestyle. It has now become extremely mainstream and open to people from all walks of life. This is a very positive change. The world of body art has exploded with new talent. The artwork being produced today far exceeds the expectations from the pioneers of this industry. With this mainstream explosion there is inherent danger as well. There is a disease, a cancer, a lesion eating away at the fundamentals by which us fellow tattoo artists govern ourselves. This epidemic is called scratching.......Scratchers are people that have no technical knowhow in tattooing, but somehow feel that they have the right to permanently scar others. These people set up makeshift workstations in various kitchens, bathrooms and other assorted unsanitary environments. They then charge ridiculously low prices to lure unsuspecting people to be mangled by th

What's Really Important
Last week was a nice escape from the everyday grind. Not that I don't love my life or my job, but occassionally, even workaholics like me need a break. So I took a vacation...not the exhausting kind where you go somewhere, run around seeing as many sights as possible, flirt as much as possible and drink as much as possible...but one to just relax and catch up on random things in my personal life that I've been neglecting. My vacation started immediately after I got off work on June 29th...my birthday. First some friends and I went to a Japanese steakhouse to celebrate my birthday...a couple were virgins to Japanese food. It was a fun intro. Later that week I saw Transformers (two very enthusiastic thumbs up), I got the new Blackberry Global 8839 (awesome), bought some awesome new appliances for my house (love them), and test drove a BMW 335i... Then I came back to work...and that was all fine...until today. Today I got a text from my best friend asking if I was availabl

I Need A Hug...
I think being so tired from being sick last week has effected my thought proccess.... I am exhausted and unable to finish tasks at work...but I am so stinking stubborn I won't go home from work to get some rest.... Either I need a hug or a spank...

Answer Me This!
Alrite CT, it's time to get an answer to this enigma. If anyone, anyone at all, knows the answer to this, feel free to tell me ASAP, because I have no idea. Why do particular individuals find it necessary to post NSFW nude pics, but them put mark them as "Private - Do Not Ask to See Them"? What's the point of having them up there in the first place? Do you just enjoy staring at pics of yourself? If so, there's already a term for that, it's called narcissism. If not, then who the hell else is meant to see them? If it's a significant other, then why don't you try other methods of seeing nudity, such as IN PERSON or even E-MAIL?! How in the world do you expect to post nude pics of yourself (especially on the INTERNET, where EVERYONE HAS ACCESS) and expect no one to ask to see them? Are you that slow in the head? And, please, DO NOT TAKE THIS AS AN ENVY PLEA! I'm not asking to see more nude pics, I would just like both sides of this conversation to be satisfied. Trust me, I wo

English Is Crazy
Subject: English is Easy??? Can you read these right the first time? 1) The bandage was wound around the wound. 2) The farm was used to produce produce . 3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse. 4) We must polish the Polish furniture. 5) He could lead if he would get the lead out. 6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert. 7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to present the present .. 8) A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum. 9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes. 10) I did not object to the object. 11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid. 12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row 13) They were too close to the door to close it. 14) The buck does funny things when the does are present. 15) A seamstress and a sewer fell down into a sewer line. 16) To help with planting, the farmer taught his sow to sow. 17) The wind w

Ugh!
My day couldn't get any worse ... Im supposed to be meeting up with Brian (My CT boyfriend)..but insted i have his Aunt calling me and buggin out because shes afraid im going to hurt him... Hello!! I'm 5'5 ... He's 5'11 .. how could i possibley do him any harm.. Then i got yelled at for having a friend thats male.. and because i have a picture of me licking his face... Cuz thats against the law apperently... I can't stand it when people who have never spoken to me before judge me ... because of that picture and because i where low cut shirts im not "LADY LIKE" and I don't act proper... Yet he has nude pictures but thats okay .. U know what i mean? At least im covered up .. im not walking around with my nipple hanging out or anything .. so basicly shes calling me a slut .. but what i wear i wear to work .. So if they accept it in an Elementary School System then it must not be to bad huh? Yeah thats what i thought too ... ON top of that she threatened me!! That she would hurt me if anyt

Tennessee Ten Commandments
Some people in Tennessee have trouble with all those "shalls" and "shall nots" in the Ten commandments. Folks just aren't used to talking in those terms. So, some folks in middle Tennessee got together and translated the "King James" into "Jackson County" language.... no joke, read on... The Hillbilly's Ten Commandments (posted on the wall at Cross Trails Church in Gainesboro, TN.) (1) Just one God (2) Honor yer Ma & Pa (3) No tellin' tales or gossipin' (4) Git yourself to Sunday meetin' (5) Put nothin' before God (6) No foolin' around with another fellow's gal (7) No killin' (8) Watch yer mouth (9) Don't take what ain't yers (10) Don't be hankerin' for yer buddy's stuff Now that's kinda plain an' simple, don't ya think? Y'all have a nice day.

The Cost Of A Soldier
The Cost of a Soldier A True Soldier is tough indeed standing tall and strong when there is a need A Soldier also feels sadness, pain, and sorrow Sometimes not looking forward to the trials of tomorrow When a Soldier is wounded in battle the nerves of his buddies it does rattle When news reaches friends and family at home how their worries and minds begin to roam A wounded Soldier feels inadequate at best stopping him from much needed healing rest A wounded Soldiers wonders will he ever be alright, trusting in God that he'll make it through the night. When a Soldier is wounded far beyond repair the loss and pain felt can not compare The Cost of a Soldier is set so very high they assure our freedom will always apply To stand beside a Soldier and walk through his pain will humble a civilian, no longer to complain Love, patience, trust and hope is what a Soldier needs to get them through some very treacherous deeds Dear Lord please watch over our Military

Me
Hey people just wanted to lat you all know that I am still alive and kicking.Lost my DSL for the time being and have to use dial up which really sucks.So I will try to get on here every so often just to check in and see if anything is new. Love ya all, Denise

Hacker Info
This is how your site gets hacked....You will be surfing your page and reading the add requests. You may see a profile that you like. Then you may decide to add that person so you do. Very soon after you add this person you will probably go to post a comment. Then what happens is you will get a message that says YOU MUST BE LOGGED ON TO PREFORM THIS ACTION ...... DON'T DO IT! This is how they get your password...Trust me Immediately close your browser then Log back in. If you had paid attention as I do you will notice two things that are dead giveaways. The first one is how many times you have been viewed. I reset to Zero after every session so for me it was easy. Ninety Nine views in 30 seconds- NO way.Then the other thing is when the Fake Login page does come up. Look at the URL in the bar and you will see the word redirect in it. I hope you all post and repost this over and over. NEVER RE-LOG ON During a session Close Out and RE-Log on the proper way

War In Iraq
I am tired of people bashing the war in Iraq. What I hate even more is how people say that this war is about oil. It's not about oil. We are back in Iraq to finish what we started in the first Gulf War. We've been attacked by terrorists. We are taking the fight to the terrorists on their grounds, not ours. we are protecting our nation from terrorist attacks. There is a cost for this war. Like any other war, people die. The men and women who make up our armed forces are unique in this day and age. They all volunteered to serve in our military. Nobody forced them to sign up. They did it on their own free will. They knew that there is a possibility that we could go to war. They knew that there was a possibility that they may not come home alive. The facts in this war is that Iraq harbored terrorists. Al Quada opperatives have been captured in Iraq. Terrorist training camps have been destroyed in Iraq. Iraq had weapons that they were not supposed to have under the terms

A Bad Day
At 9 am I had to wake my boyfriend up because I had gotten sick and thrown up all over myself.He had promised a neighbor the day before to help him out.So after he got me cleaned he went over to the neighbors and dint come back to like 3 pm.All day I was throwing up and fell once.He didnt know untill he came back at 3.I know I shouldnt feel this way and be understanding but today was the first time since the accident that I felt like I couldnt count on my boyfriend and that somebody else was more important than me.

School 1977 Vs 2007 (so Sad But Sooo True)
So sad, but true Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1977 - Vice Principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun, goes to his car and gets his shotgun to show Jack. 2007 - School goes into lock down, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fistfight after school. 1977 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies. 2007 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1977 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by the Principal. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2007 - Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a zombie. Tested for ADD. School gets

Voting Rights
I just finished reading "Starship Troopers", which is alot better than the movie of the same name. Its got many interesting ideas about government and society in general that have many valid points. The fact that there is no democracy and the voters earn the right to cast a ballot is an interesting idea to say the least. Citizens and cilivians are 2 different classes of people, the citizens are those that served the state for a certain amount of time and earned the right to vote and do other things. Civilians had it good too, but since they didn't serve the government for any time they had no say in politics. A worthy idea for discussion. English was the worldwide language to make traveling around a whole lot easier and the common language united people from different areas. There was no real organized religion, another barrier that keeps mankind from uniting and making something out of this chance we have. Instead of breaking each other up into little groups and being weak, the gove

This Should Be On Your Bathroom Mirror...
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8 Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do l

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I never thought I'd fall in love with you. I thought someday, of course, I'd fall in love. But what it felt like, I just never knew; I'd no idea what I was thinking of. And then, somewhere between my need and pleasure, Walking neither overjoyed nor sad, I looked into my heart and saw a treasure Worth more than anything I'd ever had. Ah! This is love! I thought. And then I wanted To give my life to see your happiness. Suddenly, from nowhere, I was haunted, Needy, joyful, tearful, glad, obsessed. My love for you has brought me out of me. The beauty in your heart has set me free. I want to make you smile as you make me. I wish you saw my thoughts right through my eyes. You ask me what I'm thinking. I can't tell you. You are the stars, and I the empty skies. In me there is a yearning ever flowing That needs to reach an end that never comes. I cannot be myself without you with me. This is a truth no wisdom ever plumbs. You laugh, and say that I'm your persona

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I want to help you fly, But not away from me. I want what's best for you, But fear what that might be. There is no paradox More difficult than this: That I would die for you, Yet not give up your kiss. So do not mind my madness; Fly bravely, if you must: I'll watch you, happy in your joy, And teach my heart to trust. I wish I were a cliff Rather than a gentle hill That climbing up on top Might be some kind of thrill. I wish I were a sand dune Rather than a verdant garden That my undulations Might your passion harden. I wish I were a vixen Rather than a faithful dog That you might pursue me With more than just a nod. But I am the one I am Rather than the one I'm not, So please make me the fantasy That keeps our loving hot.

From A Guys Point Of View
We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say "thank you." Kiss us w

Things I Want In "my Guy"
so I've been thinking lately about the things I want in a guy... and i'm not really talking looks or exterior things.... ~i could care less if you have money or not.... there are so many things to do without money... i like long walks or watching a flick... (i own many) reading... we can read the same book... talk about it... ~i have no issues with a guy playing video games... i own a ps2. i'll find other ways to occupy my time while you play. depending on the game.. i'll play too! ~we don't always have to do the same things while we are in the same room.... ~i want a guy who thinks of me as his ray of sunshine... that girl who brightens up his day when he thinks about me.... even if he is having the shittiest day... ~a guy who txts me random stuff... just to say he's thinking of me. ~a guy who will tell his friends he met an amazing girl that makes him happy... not just in bed but because i'm an amazing woman. ~i want a guy who will tease about my morning hair but remember

O My
How do i know this? Watch this video at http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=7866929448192753501&q=loose+change+recut the footage you will see in this video is unbelievable. If you have doubts about what really happened during 9/11, this video will make you believe what really happened. the pentagon was never hit by a plane, ut a missile. the twin towers plane crashes never brought down the towers. It was actually a controlled demolition set off by strategically placed bombs. as far as the flight 93 phone calls placed some of the heroes could have never happened. Cell phones can't work on airplanes at that high of altitudes. they were fake. i believe that our government was really behind 9/11 and will take that to my grave.

Part 1
This is the fucked up part of my family, you can draw a picture if you want to try to understand my story but I promise that it won't make much sense. To start out, I have one stepdad, one real sister, my real mom, my real dad, 5 stepmoms, 15/16 stepsisters - I will explain this, 4 stepbrothers, 6 half brothers, and 5 half sisters. My parents divorced when I was 5 years old, I haven't seen my real dad since christmas day 1994, I had just turned 6 and I haven't seen him since that day. My mom remarried my stepdad when I was 12, he had 2 daughters already. I now have one real sister, 2 stepsis and 1 stepdad My dad went and remarried in 1995 to a woman who was 37 and had a 22 year old daughter. He was 41. So my stepmom had a baby at 38 years old [[ how, I dont know? ]] When the baby girl was 4 they divorced. I now have one real sister, 3 stepsis and 1 stepdad, 1 stepmom, 1 half sister He then went and married the 22 year old daughter because he got her pregnant [[reason her mom

Part Fuck
I now have one real sister, 7/8 stepsis [[ should I count stepmom number 2 as my stepsister still? ]], 2 stepbrothers and 1 stepdad, 3 stepmoms, 1 half sister, and twin half brothers. Oh fuck it, it doesnt get any better or any less confusing.

Abuse The Cheerleader
I am currently in Brazil till Saturday. A little bored. So I decided to go on Cherrytap and do a little updates. Miss Brittany is back to being her evil self. Hmmm well at least for the time being. I added a story (with pictures) of the time my friend Kayla and I abuse this college cheerleader who kept annoying us. We taught her a thing or two and the biggest lesson she leaned was DO NOT INTERUPT BRITTANY WHEN SHE’S TALKING!!!!!! Or she will be forced to to plus all your holes. Good luck ditzy blonde cheerleader…I don’t think you'll be able to be dancing around much less sitting down for a few days. HEHE HE Miss Brittany

People And Pics
What is it with people only wanting to cam or sleezy pics or they don't want to talk to u at all maybe a hello or hey but then gone. Grow up people do have names, faces, profiles for the dumb questions u ask first, Does anyone even read profiles? Look at pics other then the NSFW ones? I know can't beat a dead dog to life but hey what the heck !!!

Untitled As Of Yet...
You have a life I know you do.. You have a wife I know this too.. You love me.. You told me this Unguarded in passion You gave me a kiss.. My heart you held beating for you.. So pure in that moment..so true. A moment cherished I wish to rewind.. Thoughts of you now Unwanted in my mind. A.Boudreaux 2007

Today Is Sativa's Girls Birthday
Sativa's Girl@ CherryTAPGo show her some BIRTHDAY LOVE everyone!!! Happy Birthday to you!! Happy Birthday to you!! Hurry up and and leave TN cause I really miss you!!! giggles I love you GIRL!! And I hope that you areCustom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz †

About Knights.........
NOT SURE IF ANYONE WILL READ THIS TILL THE END BUT I LOVE IT! IS ABOUT MEDIEVAL KNIGHTS!:) Medieval Society Those Who Fight The bellatores were the knights of the Middle Ages. Most people have an image of knights that comes from the very end of the Middle Ages: the knight in shining armor (that is, in plate mail), who fights bravely for his lady fair, who is chivalrous and courteous and noble. That is a stereotype, of course, useful mainly to Hollywood producers and the writers of romance novels. The reality was more complex and not nearly as attractive. Our English word "knight" comes from the German knecht, which means man (as in: he's one of my men) or servant. The German word for knight is Ritter, which means "rider" or "horseman". The French word, chevalier has the same meaning, as does caballero in Spanish. Knighthood is a somewhat slippery concept, and one that developed over the centuries. A knight was first and foremost a mounted warrior—that was his origin and

Aug 6th
So I went to the tattoo parlor in St Cloud yesterday. Very kind of spur of the moment like with my friend Bippy. I have been wanting to do it for a long time cause in feb I was talking online with the parlors owner on myspace just discusing what I wanted but i didnt go in until yesterday I didnt think he would remember me. So bippy and I walk in and go up to what looks like the front counter and there is this little girl there and I told her I wanted to put down a deposit so I could have my tattoo drawn up. she acted as if she had never been asked that question before. She asked me what I wanted I told her and again she acted like she didnt know what the hell I was talking about. So I said "can I talk to the person who is actually going to do my tattoo?" ooo she didnt like that but asked who I wanted and of course I said scotty (the guy I talked to online. And she told me scotty is not taking appts and is booked until january. OMG my heart sank.. He is the only one I wanted to d

Cancer....seems Interesting
Cancer Update from John Hopkins 1. Every person has cancer cells in the body. These cancer cells do not show up in the standard tests until they have multiplied to a few billion. When doctors tell cancer patients that there are no more cancer cells in their bodies after treatment, it just means the tests are unable to detect the cancer cells because they have not reached the detectable size. 2. Cancer cells occur between 6 to more than 10 times in a person's lifetime 3. When the person's immune system is strong the cancer cells will be destroyed and prevented from multiplying and forming tumou rs. 4. When a person has cancer it indicates the person has multiple nutritional deficiencies. These could be due to genetic, environmental, food and lifestyle factors. 5. To overcome the multiple nutritional deficiencies, changing diet and including supplements will strengthen the immune system. 6. Chemotherapy involves poisoning the rapidly-growing cancer cel

Downrater
->BROKEN&hea...: ne way enjoy ur day! lol Canadian S...: I seeen one picture was more then enough ->BROKEN&hea...: well dont rate ne more thats all i ask Canadian S...: I can rate you anyway I so choose ..isnt your choice ->BROKEN&hea...: if ur gona downrate me, dont rate me at all Canadian S...: means exactly what it means ->BROKEN&hea...: wish i was a 9? what the hell does that mean Canadian S...: wish you were a 9 ->BROKEN&hea...: G thanks for the "8" Canadian Stoner@ CherryTAP

Go Figure
Two ladies talking in heaven: 1st woman: Hi! My name is Wanda. 2nd woman: Hi! I'm Kelly. How'd you die? 1st woman: I froze to death. 2nd woman: How Horrible! 1st woman: It wasn't so bad. After I quit shaking from the cold, I began to get warm & sleepy, and finally died a peaceful death. What about you? 2nd woman: I died of a massive heart attack. I suspected that my husband was cheating, so I came home early to catch him in the act. But instead, I found him all by himself in the den watching TV. 1st woman: So, what happened? 2nd woman: I was so sure there was another woman there somewhere that I started running all over the house looking. I ran up into the attic and searched, and down into the basement. Then I went through every closet and checked under all the beds. I kept this up until I had looked everywhere, and finally I became so exhausted that I just keeled over with a heart attack and died. 1st woman: Too bad you didn't look in the freezer---we'd both still be alive

What Is Lupus?
Lupus is an autoimmune disorder, in which antibodies mistakenly identify the body's tissues as foreign substances and attack them, causing infammation and pain. The disease most often strikes women in their childbearing years; only 10 percent of people with lupus are men. Lupus is a rare condition, but as with other autoimmune disorders, the number of incidents has been on the rise in recent year. There are two forms of Lupus, Discoid Lupus Erythematosus (DLE) and Systemic Lupus Erythematosus (SLE). The only symptom in DLE is a scaly red rash that spreads across the cheeks and the nose, and sometimes the forehead and the scalp. The rash is butterfly shaped or in a pattern much like a wolf's face, hence the name lupus, which means "wolf" in Latin. Suffers of SLE may also experience a rash, and their disease, like DLE, goes through periods of remission and activation, but the two disorders stop there. Systemic Lupus,as the name implies, affects not just the skin but the entire body. T

Poetry
Love what can i say but it pierces your heart and and soul. Leaving you empty and dark with no place to go. It can be thick but also thin. What i wouldn't do to feel that again. What have i done for it to leave me so blind. Why does it rush ahead leaving me behind. You would figure i would have no harm. Finding love but doesn't alarm. It is rough to love when it hurts the most. It seems like i walk through life as if i was a ghost. This is me left on the lonely road of faith that i walk. The world is cold and empty and love that we stalk. Could be too good to be true. But when you find the real thing what do we do. We embrace it with everything that we got. Our hearts give in at the feeling on the spot. Like i said why is love so blind. Makes it hard on all of us makes it hard to find. Why does it always like to stay hidden. It's like the fruit of eden always forbidden. But those of you that have found your true love you have my repsect. Makes me want another path

Horny
I am so Horny right now I could scream... A good bang last night a Fisting attempt *With no Success, Too Tight* It seems lately the better the sex the more I want MORE & MORE I just I cant control my cravings I WANT it SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Badly!!! Every hour of every day it's all I think about "Fuckin", I Want to feel it here, I want it there, I want it everywhere, I NEVER can get enough.... Oh my & Pussy OMG I crave the taste I crave ramming my fingers inside a tight wet cunt... God do I crave it , It has been far too long since I've tasted Cunt...I miss it greatly ***Wink , Wink ..Ladies*** HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If We Had Sex Game !!!!
IF WE HAD SEX GAME (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out) DONT BE Skuured. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO REALLY WANTS BE WITH YOU. 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you make me say your name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would give me a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick me all over? 13. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point?14. Would you take ur time? 15. Would u fall asleep when we were done? 16. Would u go fast or slow? 17. Where would u wanna "do it"? 18 Would we be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you do it 2day? 21. Would you do it 2morrow? 22. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

My Dating Profile
Your dating personality profile:Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.Your date match profile:Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart.Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things.Intellectual - You seek out intelligence. Idle chit-chat is not what you are after. You prefer your date who can stimulate your mind.Your Top Ten Traits1. Liberal2. Adventurous3. Big-Hearted4. Sensual5. Intellectu

Understanding Life.....or Not
LIFE......................&.....................DEATH Current mood: numb Category: OVERWHELMED Blogging YOU KNOW THERE COMES A TIME WHEN WE ARE ALL YOUNG THAT WE SEEM TO FIND OUT WHAT THE TRUE MEANING OF LIFE REALLY IS....OR DO WE? I SIT HERE JUST ON THE 4TH OF JULY, OUR FRIENDS, OUR CO-WORKERS ALL OUT HAVING A FEW DRINKS ON THE LAKE, MINGLING FROM BOAT TO BOAT, FRIEND TO FRIEND HOW SHORT LIFE TRULY IS NEVER KNOWING WHEN IT MIGHT END YOU TOAST AND DRINK TO LIFE, LOVE, AND WHATEVER ELSE, BUT IN THE END ALL GOOD TIMES AND GREAT MEMORIES... YOU NEVER THINK THAT MAYBE THAT DRINK WILL BE YOUR LAST MEMORY, OR YOUR LAST LAUGH, OR THEIR LAST SMILE, SOME ARE FOLKS WE ONLY SEE EVERY ONCE IN AWHILE, THEN WE ALL PART AND GO OUR SEPERATE WAYS GIGGLING ABOUT THE NEXT BIG TOAST AND COUNTING THE DAYS, NEVER KNOWING OR THINKING SOMETHING WOULD EVER HAPPEN UNTIL THE NEXT TIME, HOWEVER THINGS CHANGE AND THE WORLD STOPS ON A DIME ACCIDENTS HAPPEN, PEOPLE ARE FRA

Death In Family
DEAR FRIENDS,FAMILY AND FANS,I MAY NOT BE ON CHERRYTAP MUCH,EVERYTHING IS UP IN THE AIR,WE HAD A DEATH IN THE FAMILY JUST THIS MORNING,I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN NOW,PLEASE PRAYERS AND SUPPORT ARE NEEDED.

Robin Williams' "peace Plan"
The Plan... Robin Williams, wearing a shirt that says "I love New York " in Arabic. Entertaining US troops, leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect plan. What we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message. Robin Williams' plan... "I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan." 1) "The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past &present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those "good ole boys", we will never "interfere" again. 2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany , South Korea , the Middle East , and the Philippines They don't want us there, anyway. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence. 3) All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their affairs together and leave. We'll give them a fre

Zodiac Signs
MINE (hehehehehe) SAGITTARIUS: The Sexy one Spontaneous. Horny. Freak in Bed. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. The one. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in bed? Not the kind of person you wanna fuck with, you might end up crying. 4 years of bad luck if you do not. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book Written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then Resend this with your zodiac sign and label. VIRGO: The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first Sight. Everything you ever wanted.

Harry Potter 5
well, once again i was persuaded to dress up in a costume and go to the opening of yet another harry potter film. this, was my 4th one in costume at midnite. my daughter and i had a blast. treated like rock stars. photographed by literally hundreds of people. its all fine and good till we get home, at after 3. then another hour just to get cleaned up. im not sure when it happened. but somewhere in the last year, i think i got old. 7 30 came aweful early this morning. if fact i dont even think it was sleep. more like, time travel. i closed my eyes it was 4, i opened them right back up, it was 7 30, wtf! anyway, about the movie. if was very good. it was not my favorite, but better than a couple of the others. this was the 5th books movie, which i hated that book. the movie does a much better job. gor those of you expecting a feel good harry potter movie, dont. this episode is dark, and deals with normal teenage issues, as well as the story just keeps getting more and more serious. at

How To Shower
How To Shower Like a Woman: Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry hamper according to lights and darks. Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror - make mental note to do more sit-ups/leg-lifts, etc. Get in the shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone. Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner enhanced with real passion fruit. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red. Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. Rinse conditioner off hair. Shave armpits and legs. Turn off shower. Squeegee off all wet surfaces in shower

What Kind Of Kisser Are U...
You're an Expert Kisser You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Pissed Off!!! And I Dont Get Mad
I have a few things to say first off to those ppl that are friends with bot Cyber and myself i never once asked you to stop being her friend! Secondly when i let Cyber go from Fantasia it was nothing personal, it was do to the fact that ppl got tired of drama and it was time to move on, i dropped it at that, i was not the one that made her come clean about who she was, i was not the one that was on yahoo with her when she revealed the secret about her not being the one in those pics!!! That was her and someone else!!!! And it was all done after she was gone from Fantasia! Now things probably could have been worked out if she hadnt went and betrayed the trust i had for her and deleted the stream for fantasia, Iam not a bad person i would have given her the chance, but i also let her quit fantasia and come back multiple times, i was done with it all it was time to move on for the sake of her and the rest of the ppl that were getting angry!!!!I dont like drama so when all was said and don

Thanks To My True Friends :) I Love You
Lately Ive been changing from someone I hope I never go back to. I feel so beautiful and like a princess because of my friends in my life. Weird and all but your spouse should help u along that road in your life, when you dont feel so special and you feel so depressed, Well if I didnt have the friends I have right now, I would be only sitting deeper in depression. Plz if you are like I was , and letting people stomp you in the ground, and think your ugly. Take some time out of your day and really think about things, and if there is something you need to change, YOU Can do it. I before now , thought I was stuck in life, We are only stuck in life if we make ourselves that way, I am done bickering and making my life look bad, I know it is bad, but i am doing something about it, THis girl cant do it anymore!!! SO if theres something in your life you can change, DO IT. We only have one life to live, make the best of it :)

My Divorce
Well today I went and signed all the paperwork nessacary to get this shit done and over with! so in about 2 weeks from now I will be FREE at last FREE at last...lol....I am just so excited seeings how we have been seperated for so long....8 years we have been separated so what's the sense of not getting it done and over with?....I truely am thankful that he has cooperated with everything and was not a dick to me in any shape way or form....til he get's the final copy of the divorce papers then I am sure that I will be hearing from him....lol....gotta love the ignore button on yer cell phone! So anywho I can finally start setting plans and a date for my wedding to happen!

This Both Angers Me And Saddens Me...
It Only Takes One Minute ...To Hurt a Child ... To Destroy a Life ... AND -- It Only Takes One MinuteTo Make a Difference in a Child's Life!♥Pãt®ïc¡ã♥Date: 09 Jul 2007, 15:12This is what child neglect did to him....He was left outside with no adult supervision and he fell into a FIREPIT when he was just under 2 years old......It may have been an accident, but it left him PERMANENTLY scarred!Even though he endured such horrific pain, he was still the sweetest boy! Always Smiling!Until this monster decided to take that smile from him by commiting an unspeakable act of child abuse.....All he got was 10 years for the beating death of a child!Kyle left behind many......A father and step mother who grieves for him everyday....A big brother who misses him.....A Family and Community who mourn him..

Need A Spanking
ok..so yes im still sensative.. i asked soemone i cared about a completly ridiculous question today and caught myself while doing it. i think being so stinkin tired and still not right and being at the coocoo job today i am just making myself more insane. to add insult to injury someone insulted me and made me feel desperate. tell me to go home and spank me.

Meaning Of Flag Draped Coffin
Meaning of Flag Draped Coffin All Americans should be given this lesson. Those who think that America is an arrogant nation should really reconsider that thought. Our founding fathers used GOD's word and teachings to establish our Great Nation and I think it's high time Americans get re-educated about this Nation's history. Pass it along and be proud of the country we live in and even more proud of those who serve to protect our "GOD GIVEN" rights and freedoms. I hope you take the time to read this..... To understand what the flag draped coffin really means..... Here is how to understand the flag that laid upon it and is surrendered to so many widows and widowers. Do you know that at military funerals, the 21-gun salute stands for the sum of the numbers in the year 1776? Have you ever noticed the honor guard pays meticulous attention to correctly folding the United States of America Flag 13 times? You probably thought it was to symbolize the original 13 colonies, but we lea

Black And White For The Old Ones
Black and White for old farts. Black and White (Under age 40? You won't understand.) You could hardly see for all the snow, Spread the rabbit ears as far as they go. Pull a chair up to the TV set, "Good Night, David. Good Night, Chet." My Mom used to cut chicken, chop eggs and spread mayo on the same cutting board with the same knife and no bleach, but we didn't seem to get food poisoning. My Mom used to defrost hamburger on the counter AND I used to eat it raw sometimes, too. Our school sandwiches were wrapped in wax paper in a brown paper bag, not in icepack coolers, but I can't remember getting e.coli. Almost all of us would have rather gone swimming in the lake instead of a pristine pool (talk about boring), no beach closures then. The term cell phone would have conjured up a phone in a jail cell, and a pager was the school PA system. We all took gym, not PE.. and risked permanent injury with a pair of high top Ked's (only worn in gym)

The Meaning Of The Flag Draped Coffin
Meaning of Flag Draped Coffin All Americans should be given this lesson. Those who think that America is an arrogant nation should really reconsider that thought. Our founding fathers used GOD's word and teachings to establish our Great Nation and I think it's high time Americans get re-educated about this Nation's history. Pass it along and be proud of the country we live in and even more proud of those who serve to protect our "GOD GIVEN" rights and freedoms. I hope you take the time to read this..... To understand what the flag draped coffin really means..... Here is how to understand the flag that laid upon it and is surrendered to so many widows and widowers. Do you know that at military funerals, the 21-gun salute stands for the sum of the numbers in the year 1776? Have you ever noticed the honor guard pays meticulous attention to correctly folding the United States of America Flag 13 times? You probably thought it was to symbolize the original 13 colonies, but we lea

Happy Humpday My Friends
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How Hard Is It?
How hard is it to really find someone? You spend a lot of time looking for that perfect person. Just when you think you might have found them you realize you were totally wrong. Anyone have any thoughts on this?

Where Are The Female Super Heros
Hello all, Well I’m trying to keep myself busy with a lot of emails and other work. This is my second day on Cherrytap in a while. Pierce has been bugging me to at least check in once or twice a week. Last night I added some new pictures with a story called Abuse the Cheerleader. I recall I had a lot of fun doing that. I’ll add a few more tonight. Batman Begins is on now. I’m watching it and it’s pretty good. But just been thinking. There have been so many Super Hero movies as of late. But NO female super heroes I wonder why? It’s not fair. Is it because it’s not marketable? Realistically Wonder Woman would kick all the other super heroes’ asses. She’s hot and has super strength. Miss Brittany

Find Yourself
Im sure that theres somebody reading this who knows what it means when you say "Its time to find yourself, you know, when your mind is playing tricks on yah and its getting out of control. I always say "make love to the mind, whats making love to the mind? you ask,Its when you whisper something sweet in the ear then,kiss that ear to confirm,and once the mind has that confidents built up then act on it. once you have the mind the rest will follow. Sometimes its easier to fall under that mind control method, when your at a certain age, ladies exspecially us, lets keep it real,lol, you start doubting if you still have it, Im not excluding you men,thats when its time to say "FIND YOURSELF. Or there something or someone you desire desperately, and you know its right but you still have doubts, even thou your heart is saying yes. Thats when it time to say "FIND YOURSELF, and if that something or someone is still there when you do find yourself, then its meant to be yours, On that note, if you

What Counts Is....
Everyone has a story of love lost or something similar at least, the most important thing to share (and to remember) is the lesson you have learned from it. Not everyone we get along with perfectly is "the one"...sometimes what we have is just a distraction from our current reality while we await what is to come. Take what you have with every person you meet for what it is at the moment, not for what you feel it should be or should turn into. We can't control how others feel or what they will do and they may simply not have the same feelings...there is nothing wrong with that. We have to be responsible for our own feelings and actions, yet we cannot expect that of someone else, sadly... Sometimes, love is only for the moment, sometimes, if we're lucky it's for longer.........we never know who we will meet or where life will take us. If I know nothing else, I know this to be true....sometimes easier read than to swallow in real life....I keep reading this...

Wednesday 07/11/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "A night so bleak, so dark it drowns the stars. Not even this could keep me from her side. Thoughts of her face drive me to go on, to find that which has eluded me for so long. Choice is not mine, I seek her to survive. To fill this emptiness, there is but one soul, it is hers. Without her what can I be, life would hold no wonderment for me. My search, a lasting one until I find her. Only then, will I rest. Then, will I feast upon life. Then, shall I know the richest moments. She is, but ahead and the moment approaches. She is mine alone, for all times." © 2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Dsl Sucks!!
Ive had cable internet for years but its still in my ex hubbys name and since we have been divorced for 3 years and the cable just keeps going up and up and bellsouth just kept bugging me to try DSL I gave in and did. For the last two weeks ive had nothing but trouble- my phone has been full of static and my connection keeps timing out. After going a full 4 hrs without internet(on a damn spotlight day mind you grrrr) I have been calling Bellsouth(now AT&T) giving them hell-they kept saying it was fixed and it would come back again. Yesterday I had my bf call and tell them we were going back to cable and all of a sudden they have a technician sent right out to check the line again. Turns out a damn mouse in someones box down the road was chewing wires and that was causing the problems.How that would be giving me issues and NOT THEM I have no idea but fingers crossed i seem to be doing better today.Still slower to uploads when you are used to cable speeds though. Just taking me a lit

The Continuing Saga Of Love.
ok that was a refreshing shower, i am back now, its 5:45 and he will be here shortly. i am all dressed not in a croth less pair of thongs, because while i was in the shower , i thought of how he use to look back then. my red dress looks great and my hair is all pretty. i think i am gonns make the frist move when he arrives here, and maybe take him to my room and give him a bloejob, b4 dinner, but i will be careful i dont wanns scare him , we have a great dinner at that french restaurant , i mentioned earlier , let me throw on some perfume real quick. ok, back, i have this really sexy smelling perfume from the collection at the boutique around the corner, guaranted to seduce even the most manly man, into a puppy dog, hope it works, ok its 5:55 now, he will be pulling up any minute. i am sitting on the couch now, waiting for the door to ring. thinking of how i wanna do this for him, the blowjob, ok, i have it now, i am just going to tell him to come into the bedroom and have a seat. i

Please?
I have less than 5,000 comments to go...if you are bored and want to come chat...this is where I will be...Just click the pic, and it will take you there, comment bomb it a lil...for every person that throws 100 comments...I will buy you...or the person of your choice...$1,000 worth of CT gifts :D

I Only Have Eyes For You
My love must be a kind of blind love, I can't see anyone but you. Are the stars out tonight? I don't know if it's cloudy or bright. I only have eyes for you, dear. The moon may be high, But I can't see a thing in the sky. I only have eyes, for you. I don't know if we're in a garden, Or on a crowded avenue. You are here and so am I, Maybe millions of people go by. But they all disappear, from view, And I only have eyes, for you.

Dammit Fucktards
dammit i am pissed... you so called friends..helfuckinlooooo... optimus prime is like the best ct gift ever ,,, and i want one really bad.. this sux.. i hope a pea eating pair of frogs crawls up your buttholes and makes tadpole babies.. that come out of your belly all freakish and when you pee u pee peas..cuz that would be freaky..hello those who love me with bucks know i kick it old school...i am just kidding for those who might be sensitive.. just a little side note i really do love yall...but hell i want a transformer..

Love!!!!
We need to ask ourselves ... Are we building bridges from our hearts to one another or building blocks between us? Are we finding the things we have in common with one another or are we focusing on our differences? Every person on Mother Earth wants to be Loved and wants to give Love. Every person wants to be accepted and acknowledged. Open to the Love that you are, beautiful one. There is so much of life to be lived no matter what circumstances surround us. Understand how and what to change so all of life becomes a celebration. Learn how to find the good and feel the good in all things ... including yourself. Living life to its fullest and having happiness always was never meant to be hidden. It all awaits our wanting to discover it. Do we really understand the profound difference we could make in another's life if we would express the beautiful Love that lives inside each one of us? Become the Divine Love that You Truly Are ... because you hold the Love

.wrath.of.me.
things for which you will die a horrible death. 1. if you want to get up before the birds start singing their song...by all means do so...at your own house...far the fuck away from me. 2. if you see that other people are sleeping at such an hour...don't fucking make assloads of noise...or talk to people upstairs while you're downstairs. 3. never ever wake the baby. 4. walking past my room...does not mean peek in and see if i'm sleeping and if my eyes happen to open in a bleary haze...this does not mean speak. 5. if you're a coffee drinker...and awake...(please see numbers 1 - 4)...make fucking coffee. not gee i think this is coffee...real coffee...hot coffee...drinkable coffee. 6. do not bitch to me about how early you woke up during my first cup of coffee and my first cigarette...cuz a - i dun give a fuck and b - people have died for less. 7. if you're a happy happy joy joy morning person?...keep it to yourself. no one here gives a shit...especially in the kitchen

I Don't Know Anymore.
I could use some advice. Good advice. As you know, I'm dating Jake.... Lately, he's not been answering me. Not been talking to me. NOTHING. Last week he was supposdaly in jail for 2 weeks.. Ok.. So when he got out, we talked for 4 hours.. Everything was fine. Now, he's stopped talking again. Not answering when I call him. Now, when people ask me if I'm dating someone, I say yes,but I feel like I'm lieing to them...... Granted, he does work construction, and here they work 'till dark.. Fine..But when we first started dating he'd call me on his breaks, or get on yahoo...that's stopped to....... It feels like he doesn't want to be with me, but just don't want to tell me. I don't know what to do........... What's this mean? I got a huge crush on someone now that I went to school with,he lives just down the road from me.....is that bad? Should I leave Jake???????????

Beyond The Orchard Ode To...
The surrounding outskirts of the Orchard was as beautiful as one could imagine..The fruitful trees in their ever green, gleaming back the sunlight off its beautiful leaves,showered lightly by the many blossoms cheerfully dancing along the breeze.. The Wild Orchids growing amidst the palettes of colorful flowers, honey scented wild oats and healthy wheat giving beautiful face to the lush full plants and surrounding garden of Roses of every color,dotted along with magic tulips in shades of Rainbow with the promise of scented vanilla kissing the air.. Further going into the garden,I'm met with a faint fragrance mildly unpleasant,and scattered weeds growing sporadically about,still with wonders of flowers here and there.. Even more further, the soft unpleasant fragrance slowly grows into a more pronounced aroma of dead flowers,and rotting vegetation and I'm met with weeping willows in company of thorned brush,and spiny shrubbery slowly increasing with each step further into this garden

My Angel
Original Poetry by me...do not rip My Angel Just seeing you, if but a moment a day Lifts my heart and the pain goes away. Your smile warms the coldest night, You drive away the darkness with your light. My heart beating like horses driven You make me feel that life’s worth livin’. Passion swelling like ocean waves Where have you been all my days? My heart gladly throbs and aches for you. Thank you , my Angel, for all you do - Brian 2007

Peeping On Stephanie (circa 2001)
This apartment life was not what he'd hoped for. First of all, although his apartment was on the end of the complex, it's "view" was terrible. He'd rationalized it as privacy...no one could see when he took his "RealDoll" out of her closet." He'd been divorced now for almost a year, and he still hadn't gotten laid. He smiled as he thought about all the near misses, and then sat back onto the sofa as he thought about his next door neighbor. Stephanie was an older widower. Well....older was a relative term....she was 45, but she looked like she was in her early 30's. She was a perfect lady in public....no one but her lovers and her next door neighbor (Ken) would know that she was such an insatiable wench in private. Ken unzipped his pants and began stroking his slowly growing shaft as he recalled the first time he had heard her cries coming through the floor vent. Her tone of sweetness was gone as she ordered her lover to fuck her fuck her fuck fuck fuck fuck her. Smiling broadly now, h

New Questions About Jim Morrison's Death
PARIS - The official story goes like this: On the last night of Jim Morrison's life, the rocker went to a movie in Paris, listened to records, fell ill and died of heart failure in his bathtub at the age of 27. But rumors have always swirled around the death of The Doors frontman and, 36 years later, a former Paris nightclub manager is telling a different story. In a new book, Sam Bernett says that Morrison died in a toilet stall of his club after what he believes was a heroin overdose. He writes of his shock on finding Morrison's body: "The flamboyant singer of 'The Doors,' the beautiful California boy, had become an inert lump crumpled in the toilet of a nightclub." Bernett, whose French-language book is called "The End: Jim Morrison," says he believes two drug dealers brought Morrison's body back to his apartment. Bernett, who was in his early 20s when Morrison died in 1971, went on to become a prominent radio personality, rock biographer and a vice president of Disneyland

Consoling Susie...
om and Dad were trying to console Susie, whose dog had recently died. "You know," Mom said, "it's not your fault that the dog died. He's probably up in heaven right now, having a grand old time with God." Susie, still crying, said, "What would God want with a dead dog?"

Always Be A Gentleman
Always Be A Gentleman 1. When doing a “dine and dash”, always hold the bathroom window open for the lady. 2. Always let her cry on your shoulder…then send her the dry cleaning bill. 3. Let her drive your new sports car…and assume the crash position. 4. Send her flowers every so often…just don’t let her know you got them from the cemetery. 5. Take her on a romantic picnic...just remember to wash the living room drapes before hanging them back up. 6. Never let her know the new cologne she got you is being used as air freshener in the bathroom. 7. Do not tell her the hoop earrings she lost hold up the drapes great. 8. When she wears high heels never say “I know what you’re in the mood for”. 9. Never ask her if she left a pair of panties at your house. 10. And when she wears an article of clothing you got her…never say “Damn that’s staying on you longer then I planned”. Remember guys…always be a gentleman. Make sure you never do any of the 10 thin

Pics Posted
OK LISTEN UP JUST BECAUSE I POST PICS OF MY BODY DOESN'T MEAN I WANT EVERY TOM DICK AND HARRY TO THINK THAY CAN FUCK SUCK LIXX OR ANY THING ELSE WITH ME I POSTED THOSE BECAUSE I'M COMFEY WITH THE WAY MY BODY LOOKS THERE NOT FOR GUYS TO ASK IF I WEAR PANTIES OR NOT THERE NOT FOR YOU TO THINK I'M A SLUT IF THATS WHY YOU ADDED ME PLEASE TAKE ME OFF YOUR LIST BECAUSE I'M NOT AS EASY AS YOU'D LIKE TO THINK I AM

Yay!
okay, last night the argentinian team killed the mexicans! :D Argentina 3 - Mexico 0 (Y) lol and we go to the final with brazil for the ones that said we were going to lose: neer neer neer neer neer neer 8-P wanna read some more? click this site is in english ehehehehhe http://www.copaamerica.com/default.asp?pag=home

Quick Marrages
my thoughts on quick marrages,they never work,you can never know each other like we want we all have secrets that we dont share with each other,why get marred it is just a peice of paper,you think that papper is ownership it is not.i met my second husband on the hiway and yes that is silly but you meet people in weired places we was married for 4 years and ended up in divorce he was verry abusive,you should always think things through and not rush things

Dangerously Stupid As Hell!
I thought it would be really cool today and shock the shit out of some of you...lmmfao!!! I'll tell you a secret...between my.... Ears...lol, I have a brain...ha ha, I know it doesn't photograph well so many times people miss that. I blog a lot on Myspace and thought I would share today's entry with you. If you want to keep up with the "Smarter side of Stang..."lmmfaooo!! Just click the link at the bottom of the page... Enjoy!! ------------------------------------------------- There is a concept that I like to refer to as "dangerously self aware"...a dangerously self aware person will, without a doubt...cut his/her nose to spite their face. The dangerously self aware person has something to prove. They will announce in a New York minute "You can't change me..." or "I am the way I am...take it or leave it". Ohhh...how sexy....huh? That sexy rugged charm....horse shit. Those are tell tale signs of inflexibility and most likely a blatant disregard for the feel

Good Stuff!!
Ken Kennedy posted at his website regarding the Benoit media coverage. The site can be found here. Below is the commentary by Kennedy: Please GOD, I'm just BEGGING for someone who has actually wrestled in a WWE ring in the past decade besides Jericho, Bret Hart, John Cena, and Ted Dibiase to come forward on one of these shows and tell the world what's really going on. For these goofs, like Lanny Poffo? Ultimate Warrior? and Marc Mero???!! to repeatedly act as "experts" and "wrestler advocates" on the current situation is like having a frustrated ex-jock who rode the pine bench throughout his high school sports career give advice to Brett Favre on how to improve his game! It's ridiculous, insane, and it really makes me sick that these so called reporters like Bill O'Reilly, Nancy Grace, and Geraldo Rivera, call upon these silly bastards who are bitter and frustrated that their careers have ended to represent the WWE which of course makes all of us look like a bunch of babbling idio

Why Are There More Thinner Then Plus Size Woman Pic's?
I have been all over the place on the web and for some reason I can only find this one picture of a plus size woman alot of the other sites for great days are pictures of cartoon form and not more realistic looking. But, when I'm looking around I have No trouble finding pics like these why is that? Is it more appealing to look at thinner woman then larger to the world ? And people wonder why woman are so self conscious, well I think there should be more pics of plus size woman as well. What is your thought about it? and here's one of me HMMM, WHICH IS BETTER A THINNER LOOK OR PLUS SIZE??

Children
Ok here it goes this is the first time I have done one of these and I'm at work so I'm very bored...lol So 2 days ago my children were at the local swimming pool in their father's home town because they are there for a visit with him and I get a call. Its the swimming pool my son being the hyper little 8 year old boy that he is has tried to do a flip off the diving boards and has split his head wide open. They don't know where his father is. I get to the pool and get him to the er and then in walks dear ole dad. You can bet I was furious at this point. I had to calm myself and pay attention to what was being done with my son so I said to him "Not right now!! We will talk about it later". Dont get me wrong I truely believe accidents happen and kids will be kids however he should have left our daughter means to be able to get in touch with him if he wasnt going to be there with them.

My Poem
even though we are far apart you will always be in my heart,your smile makes me want to go that extra mile,every day i dream of walking on the beach hand in hand and bare foot in the sand,feeling the breeze going through my hair,love me if you dare,keep it real and feel the rush going through your head,the closenessof our hearts trying to beat as one for now lets have fun

Rates
Today I'll be using the 'I'm Bored' button to rate people either 10s or 1s, alternatively. I rate a 10 and the next gets a 1. Let's see how this turns out. My shoutbox: that wasn't very nice if you don't like the pix to fuckin rate it Does your ability to be able to fine the #1 key make you feel mature and proud? that bad hey! jesus HELLO 10 OR 11 GOOD 1 SUCKS WHICH ONE IS IT PARIS? SO ARE YOU A DUDE OR WHAT 1 AS IN GOOD OR BAD? AT LEAST ITS REALLY ME thanks for nothing hun Get a grip!!! thanks for the 1 on photo A 1? BITCH thats not very nice A little harsh Ouch fuck you why the 1 i rated you a 10 and u give me a 1 how sad! youll be waxed for that lol Damn why you give me a 1 thx for the 1 but if im a 1 your def a 1 difference is im real and you just a ugly fat psycho who thinks your a model get a life a show ya real ugly fat face you dumb fuck you have fake all across your page ... Yet, not a single thank you for the 10s I gav

My Marriage
Finally my marriage is beginning to come to an end. My wife and I sat down today and have decided to split after nearly thirteen years of marriage. Our marriage has been in a steady slow decline since the birth of our second son Thomas in 2000. Our marriage should have ended three years ago but for my reluctance to accept the inevitable. Finally both of us will be looking forward to move on and enjoy life to it's fullest once more. In the mean time we will be staying together to finish restoring our Victorian villa before we put it up for sale hopefully in the next couple of months. I would like to thank anyone that I have spoken to regarding our impending breakup on CT over the past six weeks, and whom have shown their kind support to me. I am feeling positive that I will be able to start a new life after my forthcoming separation and divorce. For the foreseeable future we will both take turns at looking after our children once we have separated.

Its Official!!!
Yup!! I won the 3 day blast!! Don't have alot of time. At the library. Hoping to get my home pc up soon. Go to my "family" list and check out Porcelain. She submitted over 1,000 votes for me!!! Show her some love!! Thanks to all who voted!!! Nuthin but love for ya! Gimptastic (Eric)

What Would You Do
This was sent to me thought i'd give it a go also!! What would you do??? IF YOU HAD ME ALONE... LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... THEN SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR CONTACTS... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL..IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD AND ARE AFRAID TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES YOU. COPY THIS AND PASTE IT....Don't be shy mmmm tell me what's on your mind!!!

Zodiac
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. If u dont repost this, u will have bad luck for as long as it says in your description!! VIRGO: The Whore Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO: The lover Can be mean somtimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going.

Capricorn: The Passionate Lover
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. If u dont repost this, u will have bad luck for as long as it says in your description!! VIRGO: The Whore Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO: The lover Can be mean somtimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going.

Mommy Test......
I was out walking with my 4 year old daughter. She picked up something off the ground and started to put it in her mouth. I took the item away from her and I asked her not to do that. "Why?" my daughter asked. "Because it was on the ground, you don't know where it's been, it's dirty and probably has germs," I replied. At this point, my daughter looked at me with total admiration and asked, "Mommy, how do you know all this stuff? You are so smart." I was thinking quickly. "All moms know this stuff. It's on the Mommy Test. You have to know it, or they don't let you be a Mommy." We walked along in silence for 2 or 3 minutes, she was evidently pondering this new information. "OH...I get it!" she beamed, "So if you don't pass the test you have to be the daddy." "Exactly" I replied back with a big smile on my face. When you're finished laughing, send this to a Mom. ===================

Pissed
Im really getting sick and tired of every single time I go to work, I do dishes. I never see any other waitresses do a full shift of dishes besides and and Scott. I wouldn't even consider myself a waitress- cause im not. Im a dish bitch, and it's fucking stupid. Just because I call in a lot(and i call in for good reasons) Im on dishes. It's old, and the hours suck! Oh, come in from 5:30-9.. what kind of shit is that? So, Sometime soon I need to start looking for a diff. job.. I really dont want to because I love working where I work- only cause the people I work with and we have fun sometimes- I dont feel like starting over somewhere else.. but this is ridiculous. So, I got to go get ready! Peace.

Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: depends on my moodDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: bothHow often do you like to have sex?: often enough ;)Is sex a top priority for you?: nahDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: sometimesHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: never lolHow do you feel about one night stands?: i've had my share =PHow many one night stands have you had?: i'll pass on this one lolWhat's your favorite position?: any!!! who cares as long as its good!Where's your favorite place to have sex?: again ... who cares lolDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: can't i have both?Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: yesHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: anywhere from no foreplay to 30 minutes?Do you get off first or do they?: sometimes me sometimes themDo you like kissing during sex?: yeahDo you moan? If so, are you lo

Nsfw Again??!?!?!?!?
ohhh boy. Some ppl are just way to damn bored on here. here is new pic tagged nsfw.. AND every damn time I get one tagged is when my good ol pal from yahoo is on. Ya cant be that fukkin stupid! Or you cant think Im that stupid. Crawl back to your hole and stay there. I PROMISE no one gives a shit what is goin on in your pathetic life. DramaaaaaaRama! for all you silly nilly taggers....

Just Something Interesting....
ACCORDING TO A NEW SURVEY, WOMEN SAY THEY FEEL MORE COMFORTABLE UNDRESSING IN FRONT OF MEN THAN THEY DO UNDRESSING IN FRONT OF OTHER WOMEN. THEY SAY THAT WOMEN ARE TOO JUDGEMENTAL, WHERE, OF COURSE, MEN ARE JUST GRATEFUL. SPOKEN BY: JAY LENO

For The Record.
fuck fenway. really. for the following reasons i will not be returning to fenway park in the near future. 1. the fans are incredibly rude - i do not enjoy having my hair pulled. - being hit in the back of the head. - having an 45-50 year old man call me fat & tell me to sit down. when i have done nothing to this man. or his companions. - being yelled at by a woman & the same 45-50 year old man to stop swearing. last i checked it was a ball field & there were no signs telling me that i couldn't swear. - i was yelled at to sit down when my team did something well & yet all of the red sox fans can stand & cheer & obstruct my view during the game & i don't complain. 2. the employees are numb. - being rejected alcohol because i had a non-drivers lisence. forgive me if i'm wrong but , i have a non-drivers, that means i won't be driving. why the FUCK can't i buy booze. - i was stoped by a liquor checker ( some crazy lady with a bright yellow t-shirt & a clip board ) & asked for

Goodbye
Dark the day when you walked away Left me sitting broken hearted Like a baby I started to cry Saying nothing not even a goodbye Broke my heart and emptied my soul Alone I am drowning in my sorrow Waiting for the day to end, not tomorrow I was your night and day, huh, nothing today But you gut up and walked away Now drowning in my tears and fears All alone a slave to our memories Come back pleas come back to me Don’t go away alone I don’t want to stay No fear only sorrow today and tomorrow With love I cried your name But now I just cry with shame You killed the lover in me I am lonely I have nothing to see The last of my word I am writing now To say I love you one more time The end of the road is near And my heart is full off fear I am packed and ready to go To where my love I don’t know I am a lover and one day I might Just might raise my sword and fight In the name of love I might but not tonight For tonight I say goodbye

Its Always Something...
YANNO WE ALL TAKE THINGS IN LIFE FOR GRANTED...AND HONESTLY WE ALL NEED TO GO DAY BY DAY CAUSE NO MATTER WHAT THERES ALWAYS SOMETHING AND I KNOW WE ARE NOT DEALT MORE IN OUR LIVES THAN WHAT WE CAN HANDLE AND WE ALL STOP AND SAY HOW MUCH MORE CAN WE TAKE. LAST NIGHT I HAD SOMETHING WRONG WITH MY MOUTH IT FELT AS IF MY LIP WAS SWOLLEN, I HAD A DRS APPOINTMENT ALREADY TODAY SO I THOUGHT HMMM YANNO I WILL ASK THEM ABOUT IT WHEN I GO IN. I WENT TO BED PRETTY EARLY I WAS WORRIED I DIDNT KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON, SO I GET UP THIS MORNING, MY MOUTH STILL FELT WEIRD LOOKED IN THE MIRROR AND MY LEFT SIDE OF MY FACE LOOKED LIKE IT WAS DROOPED DOWN ON THAT SIDE. I FREAKED I WAS CRYING AND UPSET CALLED AND WENT INTO THE DRS EARLIER THAN I WAS SUPPOSED TO FOR THEM TO TELL ME THAT I HAVE BELLS PALSEY. I HAD NEVER HEARD OF IT TILL TODAY. ITS FACE PARALYSIS...I WAS BAWLING LIKE A BABY IT HAS MY WHOLE LEFT SIDE TOTALLY PARALYZED ITS AFFECTED MY EYE AND ALL...I AM SOOOO DEPRESSED AND UPSET MAINLY BECAUSE I

Taegen's Law
Taegen's Law Children are born and rely on their family and parents for protection. On the other hand, a police officer chooses his profession, and the law protects him to the fullest. A child is defenseless, helpless, and vulnerable to their abuser or killer, we arm police officers with much training, a baton, and even a revolver. Our children deserve the same respect, and protection as these officers of the law, when it comes to the penalties received by their abusers and killers. A statement needs to be made, that our children are somebody, and they are important to us, just the same as our protectors, the police officers. We need this statement to be made and our children be able to live long healthy life's, they are our FUTURE. For this reason we are creating TAEGEN'S LAW. In memory of Taegen Elise McKinney, 17 months old, who was stomped to death by her babysitters boyfriend, and all the other children, who had no protection, and were killed by their abusers/attackers. For

My Man
I love my man more then the waking world, He is and will always be the best thing (other then my children) that has happened to me. Are we ment to be together? absoulutely any time we had split up something wether we were tryin to or not always brought us back together, He is my true soul mate and I love him with all my heart!!!!!!!!!

R.i.p.
Rest In Peace Cole Hi everyone. I just got some terrible news today. My friend Cole Bartsch Died In Afghanistan. He wasen't even there for a month. His sister aka my best friend has cherrytap. Please stop by her page and show her support she really needs it right now. Thank You. -AsH.WeeE ..You'll Forever Be In My Heart Sweetie..Gone But Never Forgotten.. Mommy_Jo@ CherryTAP (repost of original by '-->♥AsH.WєєE.♥RJeezys CT Wifey..((Underground Promoter/Mod))' on '2007-07-12 08:52:52')

Please Read
I am going through my friends list I need to know who wants to remain friends or not. Too many people are pretending to be my friends and then down grading me because I am married I am looking for friends and friends only please leave me a message and let me know. I always have room for friends. please let me know I would love it if I could stay friends with everyone but that is not my choice to make. you are either my friend or you are not I need to know so please leave me a message. I am not a bad person. I am a good friend If people would just give me the chance. so please be truthful I will understand if you dont want to be my friend. I am not forcing anybody to be my friend so if you want to be my friend please leave a message and let me know Thank you to all the ones who have really helped me to believe in myself and really been good true friends I will always be there for you.

Missing Pa
I want to live in a grass hut on the beach, where there are no Big Macs or Walmarts. I want to live in a society that helps one another instead of giving hand outs over and over and over until the cycle begins again with another generation. I want to live where the green grass grows and small town life thrives over the promise of profit. I want to live without judgement and question about who I am. I want to help my neighbor without fear that I will be hurt . I want to live in a grass hut.

A Must Share With My Friends... (thanks Cherokee Lady)!
One day a man saw an old lady, stranded on the side of the road, but even in the dim light of day, he could see she needed help. So he pulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out. His Pontiac was still sputtering when he approached her. Even with the smile on his face, she was worried. No one had stopped to help for the last hour or so. Was he going to hurt her? He didn't look safe; he looked poor and hungry. He could see that she was frightened, standing out there in the cold. He knew how she felt. It was that chill which only fear can put in you. He said, "I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the car where it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan Anderson." Well, all she had was a flat tire, but for an old lady, that was bad enough. Bryan crawled under the car looking for a place to put the jack, skinning his knuckles a time or two. Soon he was able to change the tire. But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt. As he was tightening up the lug nuts, she

If You Got A Warrent, I Guess You're Gonna Come In.
I think if you're bored or don't like where you are right now, the best thing to do is look behind you. So, being not particularly happy with where I am now I spent most of the day looking back. To quote the Dead, "What a long, strange trip it's been." I talked to a friend today that I used to work with at a saw mill when I was 18. I made straight A's in high school but when I graduated I decided not to go to college right away, which given the economics of the Ohio Valley in 1979 turned out to be 4 years. For four years I worked for minimum wage in mud, snow, and heat, through pneumonia, broken bones, and bruises before starting college. Now, looking back, I can say I loved it. I have a college degree, but I was educated at a saw mill. Then came playing scientist for the last 19 years and along the way singing in bands, doing some writing, some photography, engineering, and a few other things, all of which I still love. My interests are diverse. I can remember every play of my f

Turn Around....
YAY!!!! something else came about and now I get to go!!!!!!!!!! I hate all the setbacks....but now there is no turning back...I'm going to irginia Saturday and pray that nothing else will happen between now and then...so if you read this and you are my friend, wish me luck, this could be a life changing trip for me..... On another note, I took my second test today, and I have a really good feeling that I aced this one also.... I have a midterm Tuesday on Hamlet, that kind of scares me a bit, but thinking positive about it and studying is going to get me through it... Now I need to get better grades in Geology and everything will be good.... Greg, I can't wait to meet you this weekend...kl0wn and Twiztit(I know thats not your name anymore but that is how everyone knows you) I hope we get to meet as well.... I will be on here for a little bit Friday, got other things to do and plan to hit the sack early so i can get up early....If I don't talk to you all tomorrow, I wi

Yay!!!!
I often write about how I am pregnant and that I can't wait to be done! Well my wish has been Granted! Today I got home from spending the week in the hospital. I gave birth to my new little girl on Tuesday July 10th at 1:09am. Just thought I would share my moments of happiness! BYE!!!

I Just Can't Belive This!
Hello all! Wow i had an intresting night last night. I had to go to got the ER, cuz i was having really horrable chest pains. I couldn't go to sleep cuz they hurt so bad. Well come to find out........it was all caused by an ulcer! Yah, WTF!!!!!! I'm so glad that that was all it was, but still......I'm in soooooooo much pain over a friggen ULCER!!!!!! The doc said it was because of how much stress i'v been under lately. Anyway, just thought it was a bunch of bs.....so i wanted to just write down how pissed and glad i am right now. I was kinda getting scared there for a min. So now i have some meds to take care of it and help it heal. YAY!!!! :D Anyway, I hope everyone is doing well!!! I can't wait for the weekend! :) Love you all!!!!!

Beauty Is In The Eye Of The Beholder
Beauty is in the Eyes of the Beholder. Current mood: tired Category: Life Yesterday on my lunch break Hailey and I were watching an old episode of the Twilight Zone entitled "Eye of the Beholder". The episode was about a woman who recently went through a last chance procedure provided by the State to make her look like everyone else. Through out the whole episode you see her with her face bandaged up. She's crying and asking the doctor why was she born the way she was. Then she asks the doctor why couldn't their society accept someone who was different. Since this is her 11th procedure to look like everyone else the State has decreed that if this surgery doesn't work then she has to leave and live with others that are considered freaks like her. The doctor who performed the surgery sees her true beauty in the inside and even questions if it is right to segregate people based on their looks. Through out the whole episode you never see the faces of the doctor o

Queen Bee
I've been here for a while You're new to this game It's not as easy as it may seem There's often intense strain I've put 5 years into something You've only known a month or 2 I broke my back doing all I could That makes my shit have worth and value Yo ass is just considered as something new have about as much worth as a tattered Baby Phat T-shirt Just figured I'd let u know I don't like u in my space You're intruding on my property Vandalizing my estate I've contributed blood, sweat, and tears to make what I have what it is today I've spent too many years For u to snatch it all away In my opinion you're a parasite a flea a pest You've latched on to a part of me continually making your presence manifest I regard u as a fly encircling my brain As I annihilate u with my swatter Victory will be obtained I'm tired of seeing your face reading your name in text messages U sicken me It's a disgrace My mind is filling with hatefulness U rendering your presence m

Phat Gurlz!!!
THIS BLOG MAY BE OFFEND YOU. IF IT DOES, OR YOU DO NOT AGREE WITH THE OPINIONS STATED HERE, PLEASE REMEMBER THAT IT IS OFF THE CUFF, AND NOT MEANT TO HURT ANYONE. ALSO PLEASE FEEL FREE TO STOP READING AT ANY TIME AND BLOCK ME. THIS IS HOW I FEEL RIGHT THIS MINUTE, IT MAY CHANGE AS SOON AS I POST IT. ANYWAYS, VIEW AT YOUR OWN RISK AND OR PLEASURE.OK, this is a test. I have never blogged on cherrytap b4 so I gotta blog about something to test it out. So what is a better subject than all you fuckin' hot ass phat gurlz? Yes, I freely admit it. I like me a plump girl. I would point a few out, that get me hot and bothered, but ya gotta be careful about that shit, cause even when you think a phat chix hot and you tell her so, it can turn into one of those "moments". You know, like in Goodfellas when Joe Pesce is fuckin with the kid about how he's "funny". Why do I like phat chix? I don't know. Why do you like chocolate, or bacon, or kittens (but not puppies). I just do. They're warmer. More h

What A Fuctard!! Lol
->586569: I can't believe you just asked me if I have a daughter for you to fuck !? eww ..... take care and good luck 586569: damn this sucks ->586569: if you're wanting it that bad, I'm sure u could go to a bar or something and pick some chick up for that ->586569: no 586569: well do you have a daughter or anyone? ->586569: none that don't already have a man lol 586569: you dont know any women or girls that want 8inches and a dick thats really really thick (Blocked this Fuctard!) Geez, if this is how today is gonna start, I can't WAIT for the night! LMAO!

I Am Sooooooooo Happygoo
GOOD MORNING WONDERFUL CT I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A WONDERFUL FRIDAY SO FAR AND EVERYONE IS HAPPY AND HOPE THAT YOU ALL ARE AS HAPPY AS I FEEL THIS MORNING LIFE IS GOOD BECAUSE SOMEONE MADE ME REALIZE THAT I AM STILL WORHT SOMETHING AND TO THAT PERSON THANK YOU AND I CANT WAIT TO TALK TO YOU TODAY YOU MADE ME SOOOOOOOOO FREAKIN HAPPY LAST NIGHT AND WOW YOUR A DREAM JUST WHEN I NEEDED PICKING UP YOU CAME TO ME I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD FEEL HAPPY AGAIN I THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A WONDERFUL FRIEND JUST KNOW I AM ALWAYS A FRIEND NOW FOR LIFE I LOOK FORWARD TO BEING LIFE LONG FRIENDS. HEHE I HAD TO GIVE A THANK YOU TO SOMEONE. BUT I AM SO HAPPY AND I WANT EVERYONE TO HAVE A BEAUTIFUL DAY AND HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND! LOVE YA ALL PINK

Friday Thoughts
hi my friends, again, it's friday monday we will move to another bigger office in this building... so i'm not going to put much effort to do a lot 8-P lol i received another marvellous email from a friend with a story i don't know if some of you read it before but i wanted to share it here it made me smile and think about how sometimes we don't really understand or get how important a word, or a hand to help you stand up can make your day, or change your whole life :) please enjoy, and i know that everyone here, in one or another way, changed my life... One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on.

Blood From My Fingertips...
the cigarette smolders in the ashtray much like what is left of my psyche after this last month of emotional embattlement... my body may be strong, but my mind is in tatters... my fingertips are bloody from clawing at the walls in some last ditch effort of escape... they close in and smother me... they make me desparate for answers to immutably unanswerable questions... i am afraid of things that enter my life, for in the joy, i know that they will invariably leave... and this is my greatest sorrow... knowing what is had can never be immortally attained. in the end it all DOES go away... as i glance at the cigarette the last whisps of smoke disappear... i am convinced that this is meaningless.

Family
I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said goodbye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.

Heck Its Friday How About Some Sex Jokes ?
Poker... or Her... Two couples were playing cards. John accidentally dropped some cards on the floor. When he bent down under the table to pick them up, he noticed that Bill's wife wasn't wearing any underwear! Shocked by this, John hit his head on the table and emerged red-faced. Later, John went to the kitchen to get some refreshments. Bill's wife followed him and asked, "Did you see anything that you liked under there?" John admitted that, well, yes, he did. She said, "You can have it, but it will cost you $100." After a minute or two, John indicates that he is interested. She tells him that since Bill works Friday afternoons and John doesn't, John should come to her house around 2:00 pm on Friday. Friday came and John went to her house at 2:00 pm. After paying her $100 they went to the bedroom, had sex and then John left. Bill came home about 6:00 pm. He asked his wife, "Did John come by this afternoon?" Reluctantly, she replied, "Yes, he did st

Friday The 13th
Friday the 13th myth makers By JENNI DILLON Watch out for black cats, avoid mirrors and ladders and, by all means, don't spill the salt. As most people probably already realize, today is Friday the 13th, a date commonly associated with bad luck. For the next several hours, millions of superstitious individuals across the country will hold their breath anticipating misfortune. Others will avoid leaving the house altogether, refusing to drive, shop or work on the ill-fated day. But whether you're a true triskaidekaphobe (a person with an irrational fear of Friday the 13th, also called a paraskevidekatriaphobe) or just mildly suspicious, it's probably a good idea to know just where your trepidation comes from. Though it's hard to pinpoint the exact origins of any superstition, several Internet sites are devoted to the history of the Friday the 13th legend. And most list the same possible origins of the rumoured curse. One of the more lucid sites is David Emery's urbanlegen

Fucking Assholes
Im tired of this shit. Fucking assfucks on this site acting like fucking chilred. "Oh you made a rude comment, Im going to block you and report ALL of your mumms NSFW." FUCK THIS SHIT! I know, I should mark my shit NSFW. Why? Why do I have to be the one to give in? Why do I have to be the one who cant get points for anything? Im seriously thinking of deleting my accounts. Ive got better things to do.

There Is A Reason...
There is a genuine reason why I've not been on much recently, and why I am not keeping in contact with people as best as I should be doing. Its NOT that I don't like any of you at all, it is quite a sad reason which I do not want to share with everyone, but just please bear with me and do not assume anything. If you are a real friend you will wait for me :)

Another Sex Survey
In Depth Sex Survey by macabre64Age when you lost your virginity: 18Partners age when you lost your virginty: 32? I believe?The best thing about my first time was: nothing muchThe worst thing about my first time was: HUGE disappointment!!Do you like to kiss?: yesThe best thing about kissing is: it feels goodThe worst thing about kissing is: nothing :)How would you rate your sex life: varies sometimes a 10 somtimes a 2 lolAverage number of times in a week you have sex: not many lolOn average sex lasts about: with my husband? 1 minute lolHow long would you like sex to last: more than 1 minute?I am best at: everythingMy worst habit regarding sex is: i have no bad habits!I wish I...: I'll have to think about this.I wish my lover...: went longer lolDo you masturbate?: rarely cuz it doesnt feel as good!How often?: once every week or two MAYBE. usually less.With toys or without: WITHThe best thing about sex is: it feels AWESOME ... usually. Sometimes. Maybe.The worst thing

This Song An Loss Of Friendship
OK I DONT WANNA BRING DRAMA AS I AM THE LAST PERSON FOR THAT BUT THIS HAS JUST BUGGED ME FOR TOO LONG NOW AN JUST NEED TO VENT A BIT... THIS SONG HAS MEANING TO ME AS A FEW MONTHS BACK I THOUGHT I MADE A CONNECTION WITH THIS AMAZING GUY ON HERE...YAH HE HELPED ME THRU SOME ROUGH TIMES AN WE TALKED BY PHONE EVERY DAY AN THIS SONG HE DECIDED TO ADD AS THE RINGTONE FOR WHEN I WOULD CALL HIS CELL...IT WAS CUTE AS IT TOOK AWHILE TRYIN OUT DIFFERENT SONGS AN TRYIN TO DECIDE WHAT ONE TO PICK AN THEN HE SAID WELL I JUST WANT THIS ONE...OK OK LONG STORY ...BUT WHENEVER I WOULD HEAR THAT SONG I WOULD THINK OF THAT CONVERSATION AN HOW HE MADE ME LAUGH SO... WELL LAST MONTH I GO ON VACATION AN WAS NOT ABLE TO TALK WITH HIM DAY TO DAY LIKE B4...SO WHEN I GOT HOME A DAY EARLY OF COURSE I WAS EXCITED TO CALL AN TALK TO HIM TO CATCH UP...WELL, HE WAS UNABLE TO TALK AN SAID HE WOULD CALL BACK LATER....OK FINE...BUT HE DOESNT, SO I SEE HE IS ON HERE SO I SAY OK GUESS I AM NOT IMPORTANT ENOUGH TO CALL BA

7-13-07
Well, an hour ago was interesting. The car was hit when mom was driving my sister and I. We where getting off the off ramp and waiting to turn onto the road. We got hit just hard enough to get a small dent in the back bumper. None of us where hurt, just surprised since we weren't moving.

Movie News/updates
So, I'll be off to film Bikini bloodbath Christmas in a few days. I play a character named Dungaree, lol. Then, it's off to Chicago to Flashback Weekend to have some much needed FUN! LOL yay (I love that word) I'll be on and off next week and I'll be able to let yo uguys know how filming went and hopefully have some photographs.

Our Children
As i observe the world around me, I look around and see so much greif, The look of sadness on everyones face, So many around that are truly unhappy, To watch the children in my neighborhood, Having really nothing at all to do, Seeing four year olds on the streets alone, Where are their parents and what do they do?? A little boy came up to me the other day, Said he was hungry and had nothing to eat, I fed his hungry little tummy, Then had a talk with his mother about this, She told me it was none of my business, That little boy, with a sad look on his face, I smiled at him and told him to come over when hungry, His mother is just a simple disgrace!! Im not the type of person, That would turn my back on an innocent child, When are people going to wake up and see, Our kids are ingesting wayyyy to much vile!! Some vile, spewed from their parents, Others taking it in from their world all around, Why am I the only one who sees this?? Its like peoples morals a

Venting
Why do women complain there are not enough good men to go around, yet the bullshit the good ones? Bad men aren't made, no, bad women make them bad. Men who were once on top of the world were brought down by a bad woman. It's not to say all women are bad. There are some good ones still left, but where are they? They're rare.

I Need My Family, Friends, And Fans
Asked to be removed from this contest, due to lack of comments from family, friends, and fans. Those of you who did comment i know who you are and I will give you all my support here on Fubar. Sir Dave Hello All, I'm in need of your help once again. This is for a 7 day blast. I've never had a blast and would like to see if it's all they claim it to be. LOL Click on my pic below and help Sir reach 14,000 Comments to get the 7 Day Blast! I'm unable to comment bomb myself due to CT banning me.. Thank You Sir Dave Sir Dave Please Repost to Help Me!

Apperently I'm A Ravenclaw.. I'm Down With That.
Harry Potter Survey GRYFFINDOR: [] You've never done drugs. [x] You have a lot of friends. [x] You get along with everyone. [ ] You love soccer. [ ] You love baseball. [x] You're into writing and art [x] Favorite music genre is rock. [x] You believe in "innocent until proven guilty" theory. [ ] One of your favorite colors is red or gold. [ ] You have good grades at school. [ ] One of the worst things you are at is lying [x] You plan on going to college. TOTAL: 6 HUFFLEPUFF: [x] You're content with mostly everything in your life right now. [x] You laugh a lot. [ ] You like to follow trends. [ ] Politics suck. [x] You love to swim [x] Water "marco polo" is awesome. [ ] Pink is one of your favorite colors. [ ] Black is morbid & depressing. [ ] Michael Jackson is talented as a musical artist. [ ] You're an optimist. [x] You're very emotional. [x] You believe in going steady at a young age. []You haven't made fun of anyone this month. [x] Loyalty is the MO

Look
if you all font like my pictures you do not have to come on my profile and rate them you do not have to look at them i guess im going to have to put the nsfw pic for family only and the others as friends only i hope it does not come to that but i will if i have too

Crazy Man At The Mall Tried To Kill Us
so yesterday i was at the mall with a friend tryin to find cky vids heh. ayways as were leavin were crossin the parkin lot and i step on the curb an wait for this car to pass by an when it does i step off the curb an this nut comes speedin through the parkin lot an tries to hit us. my friend jumps out of the way an the guy slams on his breaks an stops about a foot in front of me (im like in front of his headlight there) so i punch his hood as hard as i can an i think i hurt my hand anyways he rolls down his wondow an says "YOU FUCKIN LIL PUNKS" n so i say "PEDESTRIANS HAVE THE RIGHT OF WAY ASSHOLE AN UR SPEEDING LIKE A FOOL" so he opens his door to get out of the car so jay runs up an kicks his door shut an the dude yells "YOU FUCKS IM CALLIN THE COPS" so i kick his side mirror off lol anyways he then drives away an gives us the most pussified attempt at the finger ive ever seen an thats my story

I Need Some Help Here !!!!
I need some Love here. I need alot of points to get to the next level , will anyone help me out ? I would show you the love you show me and More, I Love ALL you Guys ( and Girls ).... Big wet kisses and Hugs.. Bambi Ps... Licks to all of you!!!!

Huh ??????????/
I GOT THIS IN THE MAIL TODAY....DO I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING MAN....OMG !!!!!!!!! Hey, How are you doing?Impressing is what i describe your captivating profile as a near perfect description of what i desire in a man ,even your profile goes a long way in describing the quintisential underlying Handsome any woman would seek for in a man ...i think i like you..now..i know i like you but all that don't matter as all real love relationships begin on a basic foundation of friendship..i would like to know u better and be good friends with u and am sure something deeper will spring from there...my name..Terry..and i am just as simple as u want...i would like you to write to me and tell me all about urself as i would do too if u so wish..well i am a mixed, african and mexican born in Texas but raised in the states...i lost my dad when i was 10 years old.My Mom later moved back to West Africa Nigeria where she is rigth now........i stay in Beaumont Texas (terry_duff202@yahoo.com) email address y

He Became My Love
I know alot of you don't know me but i just want to share something with you. Alot of times you may not know who is going threw the same things as you. Well I never really was the one to party until I met these 2 girls from college they said you know you never party so why don't you go out with us I said ok. Well I was very scared and didn't know anything about clubs or going out because my mom and dad was very strict well I drunk a couple of shots (as you can tell by me drinking I was 21) the liquor burn my chest so bad I need ice water to cool it off lol. Well I was dancing to "back that thang up" well I was backing it up. This guy started dancing with me I was just amazed and so excited because up until then I have never did any thing like that I never went to my prom never did anything "high schoolish" well he made me laugh so much I said you know what I love you! He was like what I said I didn't say anything he said yes you did you said you love me I said yes I did I said I love y

Well Feeling Somewhat Better
well im glad to see that some people cared enuff to view my blog and leave a comment or send me a card. yay i feel a little loved. so im feeling a little better right now but then again ive had a 6 pack of smirnoff and 2 valume, so im not quite all here but hey at least im not hurting right now. thanks to all who viewed my blog or bulletin and to the few who tried to talk to me. again like i said i knew some of u wouldnt listen, and i thank you for not listening. well hopefully i'll talk to the guy that put me in this state soon so i can reassure him im okay with his choice and i'll be his friend. though he didnt view my blog i think he saw my stat msg on yahoo. he didnt try and talk to me but then again he's good at listening when im pissed or really hurt. im glad some ppl dont though bc it helped me feel a little better too bc it showed someone cares. thanks a lot to Marine52 and Bitch Bow Down its a big girls world for the cards. and also thanks to all who left me a comment expressi

Sin To Sin. My Asshole Of The Month.
http://cherrytap.com/user/126932 This fuckface stole one of my default pix a couple of months ago before I was as paranoid as I am today. Since then, a friend notified me one morning that someone had visited their page using one of my pix. I immediatly notified the shithead until he removed it and contact CT "no"Support to no avail. Now today another sharp-eyed friend in Romania noticed "Sin To Sin" using the same pic again. Same process again today. Contacted them (got blocked). Not before I commented on my pic, his page and as many people that was on its friends list. Now this is the kicker. I contacted every bouncer over this issue and only 3 have responded. So lets see what going to happen now. 2 months down the road the guy pops up with another bogus profile. One lesson to this problem is for the other members to always check for salutes. If they dont have one. Blow them off. Its easy to post one. Dont need a fancy camera, or dress up ;-) Just grab anything to scribe

I'm Back
Ok some or most of you have been wondering to yourselves where's Bruce lately why hasn't he been on ct/lc recently and there's reasonable answers to that 1 question 1. i had been blockedby the server for the internet for some time and i had difficulties getting on ct 2.my original msn email address got hackedd into so i had to change the email address and this morning i got back on ct finally after months of trying to get back on i tried for days non stop to get back on ct because i missed my wonderful and cool friends here on ct/FUBAR from Bruce

This Is Who I Want To Be When Im Old (my Favorite Poem)
When I Am An Old Woman I shall wear purple With a red hat which doesn't go, and doesn't suit me, And I shall spend my pension on brandy and summer gloves And satin sandals, and say we've no money for butter. I shall sit down on the pavement when I'm tired And gobble up samples in shops and press alarm bells And run my stick along the public railings And make up for the sobriety of my youth. I shall go out in my slippers in the rain And pick the flowers in other people's gardens. And learn to spit! You can wear terrible shirts and grow more fat And eat three pounds of sausages at a go Or only bread and a pickle for a week And hoard pens and pencils and beermats and things in boxes. But now we must have clothes that keep us dry And pay our rent and not swear in the street And set a good example for the children. We will have friends to dinner and read the papers. But maybe I ought to practice a little NOW? So people who know me are not too shocked and s

Should I Or Shouldnt I Need Some Advice (requires A Yes Or No)
OK LAST FEW DAYS I HAVE BEEN DEBATING IF I SHOULD OR SHOULDNT CALL SOMEONES GAME OVER SO HERE IS MY QUESTION IF YOU HAD SOMEONE ON YOUR LIST THAT HAS DONE SOME PRETTY SHITTY THINGS IN RECENT MONTHS/WEEKS WOULD YOU OR WOULDNT YOU LET THAT PERSONS DIRTY LITTLE SECRET OUT I MEAN AFTER ALL THIS MAY BE CHERRY TAP BUT IF YOU NEW SOMETHING THAT WOULD PROBABLY MAKE YOU DISGUSTED TO KNOW SPECIALLY IF YOU HAD THAT PERSON ON YOUR LIST WOULD YOU WANT TO LET THE COMMUNITY OF CHERRY TAP KNOW PROVIDING YOU HAD PROOF WITH TIME STRAPPED DATES AND THINGS THE PERSON SAID SO WHAT DO YOU ALL THINK I SHOULD DO CALL THE PERSON OUT AN LET CHERRY TAP KNOW JUST EXACTLY WHAT THE PERSON DESERVES FOR ALL THE SHIT THEY HAVE DONE AN SAID TO OTHERS? I WOULD SIMPLY JUST LIKE A VOTE AS YES OR NO?

Sex Quiz
1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to be in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/LICK me ? Answer: 4. Would u fuck me hard? Answer: 5. Would u hav sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to hav sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u cheat on me? Answer: 20. If I gave u my heart would you love it or let it go? Answer: 21. Would you do me once and

Backstage
So you've been wandering around the FU-Bar and you've ended up backstage. You've either been invited with an official pass, are drunk or have taken a wrong turn while trying to find the bathroom. By rkrgrl If you're up for it hang out and party with the band. Post up some pics of your own backstage passes or old concert stubbs you may still have laying around. Free drinks for those that actually do this! If your a musician then become an Official FU-Bar Rocker yourself and join the band! Post your info here. What do you play? Are you in a band? Got demos? Post a pic! You're backstage live it up!

Wat Its Worth
Wats it Worth .. How many times have you fallen in love just to find out that theres something just not right?? you break up, fight, whoop ass, watever your temper level is depends wat ya do , or if your the calm type.....i'm the calm type myself.. i'm pretty blunt to, once ya get to know me im told im a good person but a lil twisted with my humor, anyway wats it worth to be happy, worth a bumpy ride, you meet someone you go out have fun, talk up a storm, then they dont talk to you again, or you make another date, goes good till you light up a smoke or say something that just came out wrong, was it worth it? i'm upfront about everything, then someone says theres gotta be something wrong with you , you to nice, yeah there is its called being lonely, but not desperate, lookin for the specail someone that will just turn your world inside out and fill your heart back up with love and a feeling in your soul to last forever, wats it worth?? its worth everything....feelings people have a

~~me An You~~
Tonights the night for me and you ,The night to prove we were meant to be. You mean the world to me,and so much more. I would give my life for you, the one i adore. You're the one I think of,when im happy or sad. You're the one i think of, and im very glad to have, Your touch is so gentle, your smile is so sweet, Everytime I'm with you, my heart skips a beat. Together, forever, I know its meant to be, for you to only be wit me, When we hold hands, my heart fills with joy, Just to hear you tell me, I'll always be your boy, When we hold each other close, the world seems to move fast, And it seems like forever, though much time has past. When we hug each other, and i look into your eyes, Your sweet adorable smile, catches me by surprise. Your kisses are so sweet, when our lips begin to meet. To hear you say, I Love You, means so much to me, and I hope and pray that you, will always be wit me.~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~

To Live. To Die
as i live, i feel pain. if i die, it means nothing. to live. to die. what does it matter. in life, im a ghost. in death, im just a stone. no servise, no flowers, no morners. no one to remember me. no one to think of me. to live, to die, it all the same

Whew That Took A Load Off, Lol
Wow, I just read my own blog, yeah me, lol. I have lost 18 pounds so far with just diet and exercise and im loving it. I can see my feet real good, and even for a pretty good endowed man i dont have a dickety doo anymore, ya know, where your belly hangs over more than your dickety do.Lmao...anyway, I am happy, my stomach is getting more flat and I am loving life. Not because i want to be some GQ male, but because my old self was inside this whole time, just took some fighting to get him back, so to all my peeps who know what im going through, I love ya!!! 40 more to go......

Garden Flower Of Friendship
Garden of Friendship Friends are like flowers each unique in their own way, put them all together what a wonderful bouquet. Some are really brilliant full of light sharp and clear, while other are more subdued to both you can adhere. You are a flower in my garden that makes up my bouquet, my friends you all make a very impressive display.

Rip Val
Yesterday morning one of my best friends Val, who was one of the greatest people i ever had the privilege of knowing was tragically killed in a car accident...and two of my other best friends Dano and Jenny are in the hospital with serious injuries...i can't even begin to put into words how much the three of them have helped me...whether its giving me a place to stay when i needed it or just talking and hanging out...i still find myself in disbelief that it all happened...like i can't believe it...i don't want to believe it...for those of you who knew val or dano or jenny or anyone else in the scrubby ninja records family you know what great people they are...and how they're always down to help out anyone...val i've got nothing but love for you and i will miss you more than i can describe...you were an incredible person and an amazing friend...please just send your thoughts and prayers to my boy big rob and the scrubby ninja records family...its gonna be a hard time for all of us...and

Just One Moment....
Even if its just for one moment Embrace me within your Arms When it gets cold, be there to keep me Warm Even if its just for one moment Breathe Life into me Resurrect me, show me there's still Hope for me Even if its just for one moment Touch me, Kiss me, Love me Reignite the Passion within me Just whisper sweet nothings into my Ear Take me away, I don't care Where Even if its just for one moment Make me forget, take this Chance To shower me in a world full of Romance Hold me even when the Sun Sets Take me down memory lane to the fist day we Met Even if its just for one moment Lets take our Friendship to the next Level In this moment allow us to lose Ourselves Even if its just for one moment I'll trade it all, bring me out of this Loneliness Surround me with Happiness, even if its just for One Moment... I Promise You I'll Treasure this Moment...

A Real Man
You know a real man by the way he comes at you. Boy's want one thing, a real man wants all of you heart, mind , soul, and body. A real man treats you with the respect you deserve and in return you treat him with respect. A real man wants to be your friend not just your lover. A real man makes sure you feel like number one. A real man picks you up , when you fall down stands by your side no matter what. In return your a real woman and show him the same respect and love he is showing you.

Lets See Who Pays Attention
I bet there are plenty of you on my friends list that don't even read this. How about this, if this is reposted I'll leave you a pic comment. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is to see who's paying attention. Copy and re-post in your own bulletin. .. Re-post if you are a true cherry tap friend

Yeah I Got Lot Of People Mad At Me
So a few of my friends are upset at me that i wont call them back or hang out with them my best pal just called me and i told her that i was not in the mood to do anything or even talk so i guess she took it wrong and hung up right away well am still in the grieving process and this is how i deal with things i tend to push people away and deal with it on my own but sometimes it can be a bad thing too but i have said many bad things in the 2 wks since my dads passing and i hope they understand later on that i dint mean to do these things i just wanted to be left alone

Helping To Level Up Or Bomb For Others
this is all that i ask if the person needs help to level up or comment bomb would return the love by rating my pics our even my stash. There are a few people here that i will help and they know who they are. because they have already stopped bye to showed me the love here. and i will from now own ONLY help them. as one of my friends here say " you get what you give" so true so if they can't take the time to rate my pics or my stash please DO NOT ASK enough is enough!!!!!!!!!!! truly seejaykaygee

My Wish ( Rascal Flatts)
I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow, and each road leads you where you wanna go, and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, if it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile. But more than anything, more than anything... My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, your dreams stay big, your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, and while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but you never forget, all the ones who love you, in the place you left, I hope you always forgive, and you never regret, and you help somebody every chance you get, Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake, and

South Carolina
MY mother is driving from South Carolina to here on monday. She's bringing a trailor and a huge truck so we can get all our stuff there!! We'll be leaving by wednesday at the latest!!!!! We sooooo can't wait!!!!!!! The only thing that sucks is we're trying to have a yard sale and it's not working out like we had planned!!!!! But that's life!! Just thought I'd share with everyone we're leavin this hell hole of a town and this suck ass state of Indiana!!!! One of my dreams is finally coming true!!!!!!!!!!

I Love You ( Borrowed Poetry)
You're my life, you're my love, You're my shining star, you're my beautiful dove, I love you so much, you don't even know, When I think about you my face starts to glow, I'm so blessed to know you, Just talking to you makes me feel less blue, I've always wanted somebody like you in my life, Someone who's kind, adorable, and usually very nice, But I never stop to think, That what God's given me could be gone in a wink, It's never really occurred to me, That God could easily take you away from me, So while we're here, let's make it great, And whatever happens, is up to fate, Because if there's one thing in this life I know is true, It's the simple fact, that I LOVE YOU

Until You Earn It....
You might want to have a tissue close at hand just in case.... Very touching story..... Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock, did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she took all of the desks out of the classroom. The kids came into first period, they walked in, there were no desks. They obviously looked around and said, "Ms. Cothren, where's our desk?" And she said, "You can't have a desk until you tell me how you earn them." They thought, "Well, maybe it's our grades." "No," she said. "Maybe it's our behavior." She told them, "No, it's not even your behavior." And so they came and went in the first period, still no desks in the classroom. Second period, same thing, third period. By early afternoon

My Friday The 13th
Ok first this actually happened. Second no its not funny because yes someone could have been hurt, while at the same time it is kinda funny. Lastly if your gonna be an ass or be obnoxious don't waste your time i will just delete the comments you make anyway. Well let me start by saying I am not a bad parent and this is something that i never dreamed could happen to me. I try my best to teach my children right from wrong and i normally have no trouble other then the normal "he's touching me" kinda stuff and standard trouble boys get into. I have no idea what possessed my child to do what you are about to read but its here just to show you what can happen even when you try to raise your kids right. ok yesterday my wife decided to be nice and let me sleep in...while i was sleeping, my son was playing video games, and my wife ran out into the garage to get a box of stuff to unpack we are still kinda moving in.Well my son decided that he would climb up on the counter and grab my c

Open Toe Shoe Pledge
promise to always wear sandals that fit. My toes will not hang over and touch the ground, nor will my heels spill over the backs. And the sides and tops of my feet will not pudge out between the straps. I will go polish-free or vow to keep the polish fresh, intact and chip-free. I will not cheat and just touch up my big toe. I will sand down any mounds of skin before they turn hard and yellow. I will shave the hairs off my big toe. I won't wear pantyhose even if my misinformed girlfriend, coworker, mother, sister tells me the toe seam really will stay under my toes if I tuck it there. If a strap breaks, I won't duct-tape, pin, glue or tuck it back into place hoping it will stay put. I will get my shoe fixed or toss it. I will not live in corn denial; rather I will lean on my good friend Dr. Scholl's if my feet need him. I will resist the urge to buy jelly shoes at Payless for the low, low price of $4.99 even if my feet are small enough to fit into

Things You Would Love To Say At Work..
1. I can see your point, but I still think you're full of shit. 2. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 3. How about never? Is never good for you? 4. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public. 5. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way. 6. I'll try being nicer if you'll try being smarter. 7. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message. 8. I don't work here, I'm a consultant. 9. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a word you're saying. 10. Ahhh...I see the screw-up fairy has visited us again. 11. I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. 12. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. 13. I have plenty of talent and vision; I just don't give a damn. 14. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 15. I'm not being rude. You're just insignificant. 16. Ye

If I Say
if i say im here, would you stay? or would you laugh, and walk away? if i say, you are the one. would you believe, and fix whats been done? if i say, your my heart. what would happen, would we fall apart? if i say, i think i care. could you promise, youd be there? if i say, i cannot cry. would you help, or not even try? if i say, my world is you. would you except, or be confused? what would you do, if i say. you are the one i want, for the rest of my days? if you are her then let me know we'll chat laugh and get to know each other and see....

So Tired
You know, I know Im nothin special. I know I aint much to look at. I know Im not anyones idea of the perfect woman. But for fucks sake I assumed I was good enough for SOMEONE. I get so tired of being rejected. Some assholes have enough balls to laugh even. "Look at the pathetic fat bitch tryin to get laid ha ha ha ha". I dont WANT to be single. I dont WANT to send out my picture and wait for someone to think I might just be worth their time. Dont get me wrong I LOVE MY FRIENDS. But sometimes its not enough. I could deal with the shit Im goin through a lot more if I had someone who truely loves me......

Forever Love
I never asked For a blessing like you. Like I've spoken to God And my wishes came true. I asked for a person To love and to hold. To be loyal and faithful Not angry and cold. God placed you on Earth As I quested to find, The one who would be there So sweet and so kind. In my wildest dreams I would have denied. That something so perfect Could at all be supplied. You have such a sweet face But you are so much more. You're my friend and I love you. Your flaws I ignore. With this small, simple statement I give you and pray, That you'll love me forever, And forever you'll stay.

This Shit Always Cracks Me Up
bloodninja: Baby, I been havin a tough night so treat me nice aight? BritneySpears14: Aight. bloodninja: Slip out of those pants baby, yeah. BritneySpears14: I slip out of my pants, just for you, bloodninja. bloodninja: Oh yeah, aight. Aight, I put on my robe and wizard hat. BritneySpears14: Oh, I like to play dress up. bloodninja: Me too baby. BritneySpears14: I kiss you softly on your chest. bloodninja: I cast Lvl. 3 Eroticism. You turn into a real beautiful woman. BritneySpears14: Hey... bloodninja: I meditate to regain my mana, before casting Lvl. 8 Cock of the Infinite. BritneySpears14: Funny I still don't see it. bloodninja: I spend my mana reserves to cast Mighty F*ck of the Beyondness. BritneySpears14: You are the worst cyber partner ever. This is ridiculous. bloodninja: Don't f*ck with me bitch, I'm the mightiest sorcerer of the lands. bloodninja: I steal yo soul and cast Lightning Lvl. 1,000,000 Your body explodes into a fine bloo

A Declaration
I struggled while i was writing this declaration of love; it hurt me and caused me grief, but the happiness i feel in offering it to you is vast as a savannah. When i set this task for myself, I knew very well that down the right sides of sonnets, with elegant discriminating taste, lovers of all times have arranged rhymes that sound like silver, or crystal, or cannonfire. But- with great humility, these words I write for you are made from wood; I gave them the sound of that opaque pure substance, and that is how they should reach your ears. Walking in forests or on beaches, along hidden lakes, in latitudes sprinkled with ashes, you and I have picked up pieces of pure bark, pieces of wood subject to the commings and goings of water and the weather. Out of such softened relics, then, with friendship, commitment, and trust I'll build up these lumber piles of love, so that your eyes whic i adore and sing to might live within them. Now that I have declared the foundations of my love, I su

My Goodbye To My Mother
I see the stars up in the sky then I take a breath and let out a sigh.One step at a time I go inside to a home that is forever changed in my sight.It is hard to believe that you are now gone.I stop to think why couldnt it have been me?Why you?A month has gone by and the pain still goes deep.I will forever miss you mommy!

A Cancer Story
Even though it has been over four years since I was diagnosed with non-hodgkin's lymphoma, I was compelled to do this not only to tell my story, but to show others what can be done to raise awareness about cancer. In April of 2003 I was diagnosed with Primary Mediastinal B-Cell Non-Hodgkin's Lymphoma, stage 2. My tumor was over 10 inches long and 8 inches deep and located in the mediastinum which is a space between your lungs and your heart. All the scars on my chest are from biopsies and ports for the chemo, unfortunately not "hickeys" like people often ask me. My tumor collapsed my lung and moved my heart to the opposite side of my chest. I spent the next 10 days in the hospital starting 6 months of chemo, but unfortunately that didn't work. I had a stem cell transplant in November of 2003 where they harvested about 5 million stem cells from my body, gave me super chemo until I was within an inch of my life and then magically brought me back to life a month later with all new b

The Chronicles Of Ct's Ineffectivness To Protect Its Members.
I started this blog to chronicle my experience with what I am having to deal with to get some kind of justice against the punk that is using a stolen pic of to boost his bogus profile. Seems that not everybody likes the fact that I am building evidence in my favor to warn others that nothing can or will be done to those that maliciously disturb the good times we are trying to achieve while in CherryTap. My posting of Fyretygress' conversation was only to show that the bouncers have little to no control over what goes on in here. She was the only one to actually give a shit when I advised them of this punk, and you can read her response. Which is pretty much nothing but a stern word to him. Now I am being threatened with my account being deleted because I'm "talking shit" about a bouncer. In fact. I am not. She's a great friend. One of my 1st here in CT. I find that funny. Someone may steal good, fellow members pics and fraudulently create false and misleading profiles that ma

I Am So Sick Of Liars
I am just getting really tired of being lied to. Then when I catch people in lies they still continue to lie. I just don't understand it. It doesn't make any kind of sense...I mean when you know you've been caught why keep lying...it makes no sense to me. Yes I have lied before but if I got caught I fessed up to it. I usually only lie to my parents though or people I hate. I am just sick of being mistreated and need to vent...god I am bored...lol

Stellaaaaaaaa Part 2!
SO my grand mom called dad on a cellphone ( she must've just gotten one) about STELLAAAAAAAAAAAA coming over tomorrow and dad flat out said no. His back hurts, mom's not feeling good. She said they'd only be over for a couple of minutes ( converted to grandmother time = 180 minutes.). He still said no. Apparently my grandmother wasn't happy about this. Me: (with a big smile) Soooo Stella isn't coming over? Dad: I told her no (then he tells me pretty much what I told you above) Plus I don't feel like entertaining for someone that I don't even- Me: Like? Mom: It's her friend, just because she comes down for 2 weeks doesn't mean YOU have to entertain her. Me: Besides, I fucking hate her! Mom: I don't even know her, I haven't even met her! Me: You don't want to. Dad: No, you really don't Me: She's a bitch. Dad: yeah she's a miserable old bitch. So that's that, the vote is unanimous. Us: 1. STELLAAAA: 0. *edit* Forni! :P *edit* hehehe

I Got My Myspace Page Back! Yay!
Hey everyone. I got my myspace profile back up and running. YAY! I made two more profiles besides my old one. Make sure you add all 3. ;) These are my official myspace profiles. http://www.myspace.com/breannmcgregorplayboy http://www.myspace.com/breannmcgregor http://www.myspace.com/breannmcgregordotnet Thank you all for your support. I am so blessed to have such wonderful fans. muah xoxo, Bre

The Way To My Heart
The way to my heart is though affection.... Touching, kisses, hugging, cuddling, just to name a few things... There...now someone else knows, since not many can get close to me.... Only one right now.... He knows, too.... Just thought I would post that... I'm bored hehehehehe

Tos #7
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Drive Home
It's a sweltering evening, the sun is setting on the city, not looking forward to the long drive home, the A/C is broken in my Jeep and I haven't had time to take it to the shot to be repaired. It's after 6pm, had to work after my office closed. I changed out of my suit into a black, low cut, velvet halter top, tan bra underneath, jean skirt with tan lace panties, skipped the nylons -- it's was too sticky & hot out. I stop at the corner store to get a big bottle of ice cold water for the ride home. As I am walking out of the store, I spot you, damn.... you look good. Can make a girls mind wonder. I didn't realize that you noticed me in the store. I climb into my Liberty, your truck is parked next to me. Your truck is a little higher off the ground than mine, you can see inside of mine from that vantage point. I put my bottle of water up to my lips, running my tongue across the opening, slowly moving it across my soft lips. After I take a drink, I tip the bottle letting a litt

To My Family, Friends, Fans
sorry i haven't been around much this past month. my mother-in-law had to have emergency brain surgery to remove a brain tumor. they didnt' think she'd make it but she did and is doing well. things have been pretty hectic around here lately. I'm also starting my own business by becoming a Party Gal distributor. If you think toys are just for kids then you haven't been to one of MY parties!!!! I'm doing my best to get online more but i don't know how much i'll be able to help bomb. I'll help out in any way I can stop by my site and check it out! link is on my profile page!

Assaulted In A Show
Hey All, I got minor injuries by a client this morning. After collecting the fee and being in his home about 15 minutes he approached me wanting sex. I told him that we do not offer those services and prositution is against the law. He wanted his money back and I told him I would have to call the agency. As I was calling on my phone he was calling on his phone. He told the agency that he had locked the door and I was not getting out until he got his money back. I could tell by what he was saying the agency was telling him there was no refunds. I was called a bitch several times & was attacked by him thrown in a chair and my purse ripped out of my hands. I proceded to call 911 and he smacked my cell phone out of my hand. I got up to get the phone and he went after me again, I then fought back. I got my purse and he went towards the door as he was going towards the door I went to get my cell phone off the floor and he got to it before I could. He went outside, his house phone rang and

Will I Ever?
Will I ever find that man who will come into my world and just sweep me off my feet? I am so tired of being single and lonely. I would love to fine that man who will love me for who I am not try and change me as I will not try and change him either. I am so ready to find that guy that I will fall in love with and spend the rest of my life with. Someone to build a friendship with and then take it to a very loving level and hopefully some day, marriage. Someone who likes to cuddle and spend quailty time with while at the sametime knows how important that each of us wanting to spend time with our friends. A guy who will not only accept me but my daughter as well. Someone who likes to go fishing and hunting but also likes to go to the movies and maybe even the theater. Who knows if he is even out there but if he is, I sure do hope to find him some day. I just hope that I am not dreaming too big. Do you think I am?

Phoenix
So yeah, I like comics and mangas and all that so at times I get bored. When I do I draw. When I draw I tend to draw characters so here is my drawing I did. took about an hour. It was my first attempts at doing the typical comic shading look. I'm still working on it. Not that good yet.

Untitiled
Good personality. Great sense of humor. Loyal to friends and family. Nice to everybody. Caring for the people that are loved. smiling and laughing most of the time on the outside. Crysing on the inside. Happy go lucky on the outside. Depressed on the inside. Out spoken, open and honest. Outgoing. Will talk to almost everybody. Determined but is held back. Knows exactly what wanted and how to get it but can't quite reach it.

Wants
I want a man that every guy wats to be just bcause he's with me. I want to be that woman that every girl wants to be just because of the man I am with. I want to be apart of the couple that everybody wants to be. I want a man who knows he can't find anybody better. I want a man who's best for me and I can't do any better. I want the man who will treat Bryson like his own child. I want a man that can be a father figure and a good male role model for him. I want a man who wants the whole package, faults and all.

Hurt...
HURT.... I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that`s real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything Refrein: What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar`s chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here Refrein: What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way JOHNNY CASH

Waiting For Love
Heart racing, palms sweaty, face blushing, can't quit smiling and laughing. The looks. The thoughts. The laughs. How I miss that feeling. The feeling of being in love. The smile on your face when that person calls. The twinkle in your eye. The extra bounce in your step. The thought of that person first thing in the morning. The thought of that person last thing at night before you drift away to slumber. The dreams of them that are dreamt. The future that is planned. The warm and fuzzy feelings. The phone call in the morning just to say good morning and have a good day. The phone call at night just to say goodnight and sweet dreams. The random phone calls just to say you are being thought about. The random phone calls just to say you are missed. The one line emails just to say hello. The feeling of being in love

F**king Hackers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have encountered the dreaded thin called a hacker tonite! It followed me from lounge to lounge, called my friends unspeakable things and said some pretty unspeakable things about me as well! If you were insulted or hurt by anything sent and/or said tonite, I'll tey to make reparations as soon as possible! Love you all! I'm off for the nite. *kisses* Kk

Telling The Sex Of A Bird
This Is AMAZING!!! Until now I never fully understood how to tell, The difference Between Male and Female Birds. I always thought it had to be determined surgically. Until Now. Which of The Two Birds Is a Female??? Below are Two Birds. Study them closely... See If You Can Spot Which of The Two Is The Female. It can be done. Even by one with limited bird watching skills

Why Do People Get Mad At Ratings?
Ok here is my question.. Why do people want you to rate them a 10 no matter how ugly they are? I mean seriously, this is a site based on a rating system, you cant realy expect everybody to rate you a 10 or 11. I think it's cool for people to have high self-esteem and all but not everyone sees you the way you see yourself. We are all adults and you'd think someone could take a lil constructive criticism..

Hmmmmmmmmmm Mumms
JUST A STORY! NOT NECESSARILY PROUD OF MYSELF IN THIS STORY EITHER. THIS HAPPENED HERE ON CT~~IN THE MUMMS. ANYWAYS TO CUT IT SHORT SOME WOMAN WAS SAYING "I WANT ICE CREAM" THEN SHE SAID "I WANT (SOMETHING ELSE)" S DURING THE COURSE OF THIS MUMM COMMENTS I SAID, "I WANT(THIS PERSONS NAME)" JUST FLIRTING AND GOING WITH THE FLOW. I THOUGHT SO SHE JUST IGNORED MY COMMENT WHICH WAS FINE BUT I FIGURED I WOULD 1/2 MAKE FUN OF MYSELF AND 1/2 LET HER KNOW IT WAS NOT NICE TO IGNORE ANYONE. NO BIG DEAL! I THOUGHT BUT THEN SHE SAYS "WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY ETC ETC ETC ETC" KIND OF SNOTTY SO MY BAD IRISH SIDE CAME OUT ~~ I AM LIKE WHO ARE YOU ?? SHE THOUGHT HER SHIT DON'T STINK" SO I WENT TO HER SHOUT BOX AND JUST TOLD HER WHAT I THOUGHT. ANYWAY AFTER A FEW EXCHANGES SHE INFORMED MESHE IS HIT ON 500 TIMES A DAY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~YES 500 TIMES A DAY~~ TRUST ME FELLA'S I AM ASHAMED OF YOU. IF SHE GETS HIT ON 500 TIMES A DAY, WHAT HAPPENS TO HARD TOO HANDLE,

I Fell
OK EVERYONE I WILL BE ON AND OFF TODAY IM NOT FEALING TO GOOD I GOT BIT BY SOMETHING THE OTHER DAY AND IT IS NOW PURPLE WITH RED DOTS IN IT AND HURTS REALLY BAD I AM GONNA GET IT LOOKED AT SOMETIME TODAY OR TOMM WHEN I GET A RIDE...PLUS I FELL IN A 3 FOOT DEEP WHOLE YESTURDAY AND SCRAPED MY LEG FROM MY KNEWW TO MY THIGH AND IT HURTS BAD TOO IM JUST NOT HAVEING ANY LUCK BUT ILL BE ON AND OFF TODAY

I F-ing Give Up....
I'm done...I'm not wanting to date anyone...no more first and last dates...no more trying to get men to like me.... I'm never skinny enough...or pretty enough....or have enough money...or willing to have sex enough...or willing to do something enough.... I see all these skinny blonde with great bodies and I know that that will never be me....and as much as men want to say they see past the fact that I'm not a size 2 at the end of the day it's all bullshit...men are shallow.....well I f-ing give up....

To My Friends
I just wanted to say thank you to my friends who have supported me and have offered their shoulder to me in this tough time. I do appreciate each and every one of you so very much. I missed a couple of days getting to say hello and chat with you, but I'm back now. I took my day Saturday and walked the creeks, did a little hiking and a little soul searching. Thanking the higher power for bringing me, once again, thru a difficult spot that I wasn't sure I could recover from. Thank you! I love you all. Freebyrd LA Make Tags On Images

Lets See Who Pays Attention/???
I bet there are plenty of you on my friends list that don't even read this. How about this, if this is reposted I'll leave you a pic comment. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is to see who's paying attention. Copy and re-post in your own bulletin. .. Re-post if you are a true cherry tap friend

My Little Sugarpie
MY LITTLE SUGARPIE IS IN A CONTEST AND I RAN OUT OF COMMENTS HELPING A FRIEND OF MINE ON HER LAST DAY IN A CONTEST SO PLEASE MY SUGARPIE NEED ALL YOUR HELP TO COVER TODAY TILL I GET MY COMMENTS BACK TOMORROW....COME ON AND SHOW MY LITTLE SUGARPIE SOME HOT LOVEN AND HELP OUT WITH 1 RATE AND 20 COMMENTS EACH OR AS MUCH AS YOU CAN HELP,,,PLEASE AND THANK YOU SO MUCH ALL YOU ROCK LOVE YA'LL BITES AND KISSES JUST CLICK ON THIS PIC BELOW !

Tall Dark And Handsome
As I went to my friends for her daughters Birthday party, I found myself swept up in being with a man with dark eyes, dark brown curley hair and dimples that went on forever. His smile brightened up any room. A few short hours later I found myself with him laying in my bousom fast asleep...sound....I felt myself completely at peace..... For all of you out there wondering who this breathtaking man was...at his tender age of 9 months I am unable to disclose this Angels name but I do know deep in my heart that there is a God and he makes miracles...

Single Man's Prayer
As I lay me down to sleep I pray for a woman, who's very cheap. One who's sexy, blonde and long. Who notices that she's mostly wrong. One who sucks and doesn't speak. And promises to do so, once a week. I pray that she is very randy, 'Cause one like that would come in handy. Opens her legs and lies on the floor, And once I'm done, she begs for more. Oh, send me a woman who will not play with my mind. Who knows what she wants and that's lots from behind! One who'll make love till my body's a twitchin' And brings ME a beer, when she comes from the kitchen! I pray that she'll last right up to the end, And would never complain when I do her best friend. Thanks in advance and you know I can't wait, So I'll screw all the rest 'cause it's never too late. Amen.

Fucking Liar!
I'm so fuc*ing mad! How can one person lie like that? When given all opportunity to tell the truth? What could it have hurt? The truth is the truth....don't fuc*ing play with my feelings! or think I won't find out! Fuc*, just say one way or the other....you know I could fuc* you up by sending all our conversation to her, let her see what you were saying to me while sleeping in her bed! How do you think that makes either one of us feel! Your fuc*ing songs aren't to me. Their to her, can't deal with her children, then how much do you love? Getti8ng married in Sept? Then your fuckin' lying to somebody!

Ok, I'm Weird
So, since getting the reading glasses last Thursday (see the latest pic in my default folder) and seeing what a difference they make, I've decided to take the plunge and get real ones and I'm planning to head over to LensCrafters tomorrow. The odd thing is that I'm really looking forward to it and even stranger than that is that it's mostly out of vanity. IMO they give me that intellectual look (I think it's cool) and a lot of people have told me that I look really good with them on and I've picked out a very nice set of frames (Brooks Brothers, very similar to the reading glasses, but a bit more rounded). Who in their right mind looks forward to getting glasses? I'm just not normal (not that I want to be LOL).

Blah @ My Mum
it pisses me off when she blames my son for stealing from her! She was going through her purse and thought she had lost $50 so started blaming Dylan for it. I called the school up to ask them to see if they could have a look in his bag to have her say I found it! It pisses me off because I was this close to accusing him of taking it when he hadn't! :s

Achilles' Rant To Me
Yesterday, a firestorm was created when a nosey person thought they would step into my bottle and demand something that they had no right to. I woke up to find some shithead using my pic. We all read that earlier. I wrote to a bunch of bouncers to get some much needed help. One replied, FyrTygress. As we talked in the shoutbox I copy/pasted our conversation into this blog so that when I got home I could reaccess what was said so that I could take action on my own. Apparently, Achilles or her saw it before I got home and it got turned around in a bad way. That being I manipulated the text to make it look like she was at fault in some way. Removing my words and name from the dialogue to show a one-sided point of view. Which when using the old shoutbox all it shows is one name and not both until you use the newer version. Which displays both. She was hurt, which I can understand. In no way did I change anything in the text of the conversation. Only saved it to protect myself later

The Pink Dress
Don't let your day go on without reading this first, no matter how busy you may be!!! The Pink Dress There was this little girl sitting by herself in the park. Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad. Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and dirty, the girl just sat and watched the people go by She never tried to speak. She never said a word. Many people passed by her, but no one would stop. The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see if the little girl would still be there. Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyes. Today I was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl. For all we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place for young children to play alone. As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress. It was grotesquely shaped. I figured that was the reason people just passed by and made no effort to spe

This Is How We Honor...
You stay up for 16 hoursHe stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes.He wears

Eve's Side Of The Story
EVE'S SIDE OF THE STORY After three weeks in the Garden of Eden, God came to visit Eve. "So, how is everything going?" enquired God. "It is all so beautiful, God," she replied. "The sunrises and sunsets are breathtaking, the smells, the sights, everything is wonderful, but I have just one problem. It is these breasts you have given me. The middle one pushes the other two out and I am constantly knocking them with my arms, catching them on branches and snagging them on bushes. They are a real pain," reported Eve. And Eve went on to tell God that since many other parts of her body came in pairs, such as her limbs, eyes, ears, etc. she felt that having only two breasts might leave her body more "symmetrically balanced," as she put it. "That is a fair point," replied God, "But it was my first shot at this, you know. I gave the animals six breasts, so I figured that you needed only half of those, but I see that you are right. I will fix it up right away." And God reached do

Im That Guy
Im That Guy Who will be there for you when nobody else care I share your pain like its mine cus when you cry I cry for that moment we share tha same heart beat because I care I walk wit you on my mind thinkin of your well being as if you are my love you met me now and ill never let you get in too harms way til tha day I die cus "Im That Guy"

Down Raters
Well this one, by the looks of her comments and her page...makes downrating a sport...she even rates you down....then leaves a nasty comment in your shoutbox about how you are lucky she gave you the 2 cause she is way hotter then you.. AustinsGirl@ CherryTAP

Damn Dial Up....
Ok as most of you all know I moved not to long ago.. Well I thought I would like it where I moved and I do like it the only thing I hate is I am stuck with dial up till Oct. from what I have been told. It so totally sucks. So if you are talking to me in the shout box and it takes me 50 forevers to answer you back that is why... If you want to and you have yahoo messenger you can add me my screen name is sweet_pea_83_2007 that way it dont take me forever to answer you back or whatever.I really miss talking to you all and I really hate dial up. I am thankful I have it though cause without it I would not be able to get online and talk to you what I have been able to so far.

Is This You?
Could you be the one that takes her place. Instead of dwelling in her memorys will I long to see your face? Will you capture and hold my heart making it brand new? Will my thoughts of her smile turn to wishing for you? If I offered you my battered heart would you take it and make it yours? To make it whole again and repair what was torn. If I offered you my hand would you take it without fear? And hold me close to you making all my worrys disapeer. If you want to do these things your heart can rest assured. You will be my hopes and dreams,your love will rule my world.

The Man
THE MAN ALWAYS TELLING HER THINGS SHE WANTS TO HEAR. THE MAN WHISPERING SWEET NOTHINGS IN HER EAR. THE MAN LETTING HER BELIEVE SHE IS ALL THAT . THE MAN JUST WANT TO TAP HER ASS. THE MAN ALWAYS THINKING WITH HIS POLE. THE MAN LEAVING HER HEART WITH A EMPTY WHOLE.

This Is For My Haters!
This is for all the haters that try to keep me and my friends down! Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † Buried at PhotoCasket.com Buried at PhotoCasket.com ~Sweet Ivory Kisses~

New Family Tree Number 5 Thanks Tink
PRINCESS DARK ANGEL ~ MISTRESS OF THE DARK REALM ~`COVENANT OF THE DARK ANGELS ~~@ CherryTAP MysticMoon@ CherryTAP WHITE DOVE~LADY GUINEVERE~OF THE DARK REALM~@ CherryTAP white_tigger keeper of the dark realm@ CherryTAP Twizted Knight -the stand alone bastard- Master of Dark Realm@ CherryTAP DARK REALM FAMILY PAGE@ CherryTAP TheDarkOne~The Dark Realms Henchman~I Dwell Within The Shadows@ CherryTAP ~Tink~Fairy Goddess Of the Dark Realm..CT PASTOR@ CherryTAP WrathsChild@ CherryTAP Midnight Enchantress-Joker of the Dark Realm-C

Death Penalty Pt 2.. Attention Whores
A woman posts a picture of her in an extremely revealing top. Exposing copious amounts of cleavage. Her comment states "if I get too many 'nice tits' comments I'm taking this down". Don't show it, if you don't want guys to mention it. If you're that snobby about attention on the internet, put a fucking shirt on, not a scrap of cloth that reveals more flesh than it covers. "Waaah it's my body, I should be able to show what I want without having to deal with guys making perverted comments about it." Dream on hooker, dream the fuck on.

One Of My Favorite Movie Quotes..
"Too many guys think I'm a concept, or I complete them, or I'm gonna make them alive. But I'm just a fucked-up girl who's lookin' for my own piece of mind; don't assign me yours. " from :: Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

Random Rant
So why bother posting anything that asks for the advice and opinions of others if you're just going to delete anything that doesn't perfectly fall in-line with what YOU want? Why ask in the first place if you're only seeking ONE-sided replies? Lame. Don't waste our time bitching, whining, posting, begging, and asking for replies if what we have to say gets ignored or deleted. Get back on your short bus and take a long ride off a short pier. Asshats. Thankyouthatisall

All Friends And Fans
hey to all the people that comment rate fan and friend me, i just want to say thank you its hard to keep up with every one, i try though, so if i havnt stopped by your page and left a comment let me thank you now, cause im not a stuck up bitch just here for points (comments r nice though)and i aprieciate every ones sweetness and non hater b.s.

Hurt
The hurt. I can't explain this feeling. This aching, and pain. I know why it's happening. I know what has done this. Losing you, my heart is broken. I can't explain the agony my heart has right now. I want to let it out. I want you to know what you meant to me. What a real friend is. And that was you, to me. I have died inside a little more each passing day. trying to take it in, to understand. But nothing eases the pain I have. tears pouring, feelings, memories. All jumbled, all strong. it's this pit of hurt. pit of pain. The hurt. It hurts. You would have been the one to take it away. but now I cry for you. Not in your arms. or on your shoulder. But out loud, to you. In the night, when no ones around. Whispering to the dark. Looking at you, your pictures. So unreal to me that you are gone. But I feel and look in my heart. A little piece of me is gone. But I know where it is. The hurt, will fade. But my love wont. the hurt. this hurt. is love,

Time...
Good Morning..Time…Time can be long, shot, lost, or found. It can be Dinner time, Lunch Time or Down time. Someone may ask if you have the time, Seen the time or if it’s your first time, second, third, fourth or one hundredth. It may be a bad time, good, hectic or wasted time. Perhaps all the time, some of the time or none of the time. Often referred to as where the time went or who has it. This time or that time and perhaps another time. Recovery time, Discovery Time, Nap, bed or waking time. Time to feed the dog, the cat or time to bake a cake time. You can buy time but not sell it or share it but only if you have a time share but that’s another time… It also could be the right time, the wrong, or not sure this time. War time, peace time or hostile times. Christmas, Thanksgiving or Holiday time. Time has a million uses but almost never is materializes. It’s often used and abused taken for granted of and cried over. Loved, hated and misconstrued and often lied over. T

Redo How You've Got Names & Whose Related To You In Your Cell Phone!!
Important Advice > > > > > > > > > Be careful how you list names on your cell phone! > > > > > > This lady has changed her habit of how she lists her names on her > > > > > > mobile phone after her handbag was stolen. Her handbag which > > > > > > contained her mobile, Credit card, purse...etc. ... was stolen. 20 > > > > > > minutes later when she called her Husband, from a pay phone telling > > > > > > him what had happened, hubby says "I've Just received your text > > > > > > asking about our Pin number and I've replied a little while ago." > > > > > > When they rushed down to the bank, the bank staff told them all the > > > > > > money was already withdrawn. The pickpocket had actually used the > > > > > > stolen hand phone to text "hubby" in the contact list and got hold of > > > > > > the pin number. Within 20 minutes he had withdrawn all the money from > > > > > > the bank account. > > > > > > Moral of the lesson: Do not disclose the relationship betwe

Horoscope's Lie And Life Sucks
Today's Horoscope Gemini - There's such a thing as news being too good. Oh, wait -- no there isn't! You receive a piece of information that pretty much makes your day. Give it a moment to sink in and you'll see it's just good enough to be true. LIES all LIES!!!! What i havent told anyone just my family and now those who wish to read this is on friday night (saturday morning) i went to the ER b/c i keep haveing a sharp pain go down the left side of my body..it had happened af ew days ago (wensday) and i shoulda caught on that it might have been a T.I.A.(mini strokes if you didn't know) b/c i got really really tired after it happened and i was told that i looked said all day adn the next day....well come friday i finaly realized what they where talking about my face on the left side was dropy and i realized i coudlnt control it very well basicly not at all well fearing the worse i called and work up my dad to ask him about it b/c my mom has T.I.A.s alot b/c she's had 7+ strokes and al

More About Me
I guess i just have been relizing i wear my heart on my sleeves for all to see and touch! I guess i like people too much or get too excited and i always end up getting hurt or on the wrong side of something bad! or i guess try too hard and always fuck shit up! I guess i gotta learn to keep my feelings in more and not show too much emotion anymore! I think i am goin gto try that and see where it gets me! Always willing to improve and try new things so why not right?! I have been broken up with my ex for like 5-6 weeks and actually it has been great! Well execpt for recent events! No regrets breaking up with that bitch! And now after the other day from what she pulled! I never want to see or talk to her again! Thank god! haha! Well thanx all for listening! Take care and god bless

Pathetic Men
When everybody on earth was dead and waiting to enter Paradise , God appeared and said, 'I want the men to make two lines. One line for the men who were true heads of their household, and the other line for the men who were dominated by their women. I want all the women to report to St. Peter.' Soon, the women were gone, and there were two lines of men. The line of men who were dominated by their wives was 100 miles long, and in the line of men who truly were heads of their household, there was only one man. God said, 'You men should be ashamed of yourselves, I created you to be the head of your household! You have been disobedient and have not fulfilled your purpose! Of all of you, only one obeyed. Learn from him.' God turned to the one man, 'How did you manage to be the only one in this line?' The man replied, 'My wife told me to stand here.'