Fubar Blog Posts 4

Family Cocktail Recipe
Family Cocktail Recipe Your family will love this sweet drink with a grown up flair. Ingredients - 6 ounces to 8 ounces lemon lime soda - 1 ounce grenadine (adjust to taste) - garnish: cherries(optional) Container: Tall glass Servings: 1 Prep Time: 1 minute Cook Time: 0 minutes Directions Pour lemon lime soda into a tall ice-filled glass. Drizzle with grenadine and top with a cherry. Please, let us know if you try this and how it turnd out. why or why not? TY. ok?

Turkey Apple Dip Recipe
Turkey Apple Dip Recipe... Ingredients: - 8 ounches Apple souce - 3 tablespoons taco seasoning mix - 2/3 cup turkey - smoked and finly chopped - 3 red onions - chopped - 1/2 green pepper - minced - 1 ounces black olives - chopped - fresh vegetables and/or toco chips for dipping Container: a serving bowl, large mixing bowl Servings: 24 Serving Description: 3 Tablespoons Prep Time: 21 minutes Cook Time: 0 minutes Directions: In a large mixing bowl, beat together the taco seasoning and Apple souce until smooth. Stir in turkey, red onions, green peppers, and black olives. Mix to combine. Cover and refrigerate until ready to serve. Serve in a serving bowl. Serve with vegetables, sliced apples and/or taco chips. Please, let us know if you try this and how it turnd out. why or why not? TY. ok?

Types Of Pasta
Types of Pasta Pasta is a basic staple ingredient used in cooking. It is available in hundreds of shapes worldwide and in many different flavors. Pasta can be found dried and fresh, but can also be homemade. There are many ways in which pasta can be used but it is most popular to eat it topped with a sauce. Many types of pasta can be used as the main ingredient or in smaller amounts as an added ingredient in casseroles, soups, stews, and salads. Some types do not work well as a main ingredient and are only used as an ingredient in another dish. When pasta is served with just a sauce, it is important to consider what type, shape and flavor of pasta will best go with the sauce you plan to use. The information below will provide a better understanding of the different types of pasta that are available. Basic Types of Pasta Dried Pasta Dried pasta is readily available in many sizes and shapes. It is factory made and fully dried before it is packaged. Dried pasta is most of

Romantic Sept 24
Dear tawnya, Here is your couple's love horoscope for Monday, September 24: Your thoughts and feelings are important in this relationship, true, but it's just as important to learn the art of judicious editing. Not everything needs to be shared at the moment you feel it. Strike a fine balance. -------------------------- Amazingly enough this seems to make ALOT of sense to me right now. I keep wondering about if I am staying here in Germany or not. A few weeks ago we spoke of a work visa, nothing has been said about it again. I keep trying to collect my thoughts on this to bring it up, simply because I want to know if I am coming or going in this situation. I hate not knowing anything permanent. If I have to go back to the states again and stay with family members again just to come back after three months is going to be very difficult. So with next weekend being my birthday I am going to sit him down and talk, we need this conversation. Perhaps having the ability to see what

Don't Bleed To Death In Wichita, Kansas...
Good Morning. How are you today? I trust well. Ok last week was to be filled with good news and for the most part I tried to do a good job. I think… but, here we are in the last week of September and I am just itching to get this story out. We all have our own hot buttons right? I mean those little tidbits of orneriness that just is just hanging on inside us to be sprung out at any moment. Oh come on…it’s there. I mean how about hearing the Macarena one more time for you will that do it?...Just kidding. Well how about hearing a song miss sung? That might tweak the melon in some of us…mostly I cringe. But not so for a woman in Seattle, Washington in August, employees at the bar Changes, in Seattle, had to break up a karaoke-night attack by a woman on a man who was singing the Cold Play song "Yellow." The woman had shouted, "Oh, no, not that song. I can't stand that song." She charged the stage, screamed at the man and shoved him (and it eventually took four men to hold her for police).

9.20.07 My Brother Has Cancer **updated W/ Official Marazene Press Release
My Brother Has Cancer "We are saddened to announce today that our brother Kristov will be forced to undergo immediate chemotherapy to battle newfound cancerous growths. Test results received this past week confirm new growths in two critical areas. As per physician recommendation, Kris will begin chemotherapy this coming Monday. Our thoughts and prayers go out to the Kemp family during this unexpected and disappointing turn for the worse and we appreciate everyones understanding and patience as we deal with this situation privately. We will have an announcement shortly on how this will affect our Fall tour plans." ~DNKMARAZENE For those of you not 100% on what's going on, Kristov is my drummer and business partner in MARAZENE, and even more importantly, he's my friend. I've known him since I moved to Chicago in May 2001 and we have been working together for years. Thanks for your continued love and support. XoXoX ~D MARAZENE Press ReleaseStreet date 09.20.07As report

Site Suggestions...
Hi, Wylder here with little fuboy... here to ask some questions and answers for site suggestions... "site suggestions? wylder why do we need them?" well fuboy, sometimes a website starts to loose its flare and the people that make the site become angry about people not following rules "like what wylder?" for mumms.... since there are a crud load of users on here. and so little bouncers. why not give us as fubar users the power to delete mumms if they are not mumms. "what do you mean?" Well fuboy... suppose... Joe blow just posted a mumm and its not a mumm what do we do? "well, it gets deleted and he is told NO!" instead of taking joes mumm making abilities away and having him have to beg to get them back. just delete the mumm. "but oh the humanity of it..." well give us users the power to flag a mumm that isnt a mumm. so many flags equals deletion. the person is notified that his mumm has been been deleted and that in the future he or she must create a

B-day Present
Well first of all I want to thank all of you for remembering my b-day Hammer you are the greatest....Rob thank you for not forgeting about me! siempre pienso en ti ;)....Belle thank you for making me laugh with..I love you guys So... Now about my B-day gift, after dinner My hubby said...."You have two choices, you can spend a day a SPA OR you can get an X BOX 360 ELITE"..........I will be playing halo 3 tomorrwo YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Think The Girls Will Like This!!!
1. You - off my planet. 2. Not the brightest crayon in the box now, are we? 3. Well, this day was a total waste of makeup. 4. Errors have been made. Others will be blamed. 5. And your crybaby whiny opinion would be? 6. I'm not crazy, I've just been in a very bad mood for 30 years. 7. Allow me to introduce my selves. 8. Sarcasm is just one more service we offer. 9. Whatever kind of look you were going for, you missed. 10. I'm just working here till a good fast-food job opens up. 11. I'm trying to imagine you with a personality. 12. Stress is when you wake up screaming and you realise you weren't asleep. 13. I can't remember if I'm the good twin or the evil one. 14. How many times do I have to flush before you go away? 15. I just want revenge. Is that so wrong? 16. You say I'm a bitch like it's a bad thing. 17. Can I trade this job for what's behind door #2? 18. Nice per

Car Wreck
Okay so my dumd azz was driving down the road in my new Hyundai Sonata and my drink started to spill bent over to grab it and slamed into a reece hitch so my baby is broken, sitting at the shop with a hole in it...sniff sniff unfortunatly I am broke 2 calling the dr today. Every time I move I crack and feel like throwing up...

Myth
mythbusters was in my community airport back in may shoting a segment of taxi drove to close to a jet engine so in that myth the flimed tests of size of vehicles drivein behind a jet engine to see the effects of it types of vehicles car, school bus, and a small airplain its suppose to air sept 25 on the discovery channel

An Enhancement
Jason sat down at the base of an old oak tree in the middle of the woods to have a snack, far away from the small village in which he lived, but not far enough to out run his troubles. He wanted nothing in the world more than to play football and yet this season had been a disappointment. The team had lost their first two games and he could already sense his community support dwindling. As he sat eating he recalled fumbles and penalties until finally he yelled in frustration,"Why!!?" Just then, an acorn hit him in the side of his face. He looked to see a squirrel, not 10 yards from him holding another acorn and giggling. As he reached for his shot gun, the squirrel spoke saying, "If you do not shoot me I will grant you the ability to throw the ball farther and with more accuracy than anyone alive! And you will be able to run faster than anyone else on the field with you." Jason was amused and befuddled, but kept eating. The more he ate the more the squirrels words made sense. The

9-22-07
well it was an eventful night at the racetrack. got the new tranny in the car and made the hot laps with the car pushing. with a little driving correction we got it fixed for the heat race. it was a powder puff night and Khristina (my wife) ran her hot laps but forgot her seat cushion so she had a hard time seeing while she drove. she still had a blast since the last time we had a powder puff her knee was hurt and the time before that she was pregnant with our son. so she finally got behind the wheel and loved it. during the heat race we started second row outside and stayed in about 4th for a lap. first lap there was a caution for a wreck and we had to restart. after the restart we stayed in 4th when a wreck in front of me almost took the front end of the car out. i got lucky to find a hole and made it thru. and then on lap 4 the car went CLICK CLICK BOOM. we checked the car out and the radiator emptied into the block so we are hoping for the best but expecting the motor to

Jesse
Those of you that have chatted with me know that I am a very busy woman. I am a mother of a teenage daughter, I have a boyfriend, I have three classes this semester, work 20hrs a week at the school, 25 hrs a week at the video store, and I have five beautiful beagles. And damn it if you haven't seen their pictures yet you better get your ass over there to see them!!! Anyway,I have Daisey, the mother to Emma,Ziggy,and Jesse and then there's Cooter. They are all my favorites for different reasons. Being a Sagittarius and having the need to be needed, the desire to help and fix and love everything and everyone...I have succeeded in outdoing myself. Jesse is a sweet boy, the pups are all almost 16 months old. Jesse is kissy and lovey.....and then BAMMM he turns into Cujo!! Why? Because of me. I provide them with the best of everything, love , toys, blanket, top of the line food....you name it they get it. They all get individual attention from me too. Yes believe it or not I do have t

What....?
What am I doing?Can't Tell anymore I feel like I'm on a good path happy with my ife...but...I find myself lookin for dout in the complexity that is in the inner workings of my brain.Like in this weird world my brain is tryin to stop my happy.I feel the dout growning only haulted by the re-usurance from my other half that I am loved should I feel this way?WHAT is wrong with me I do not know but had to write trhis no one will prolly read this so this is how I feel so for those of you that dis on bloggers go ahead cuz I needed to write this

Happy
Well, I finally found a good guy to fulfill my life with. I am finally happy. No more dating or having guys in my life that treat me like crap. I finally have someone in my life who respects me and wants to be with me for me and not because of how I look or what I have. I can finally feel better about myself. To my new b/f, I am so glad I met you and thank you for letting me in your life. :0)

Friday Night Fights
Or not. Me and some of my crew from high school went out to see Bourne Ultimatum and went to a burger stand after. Some punk approached me and pulled a water gun from his waist. Bet any where else in the inner city US he'd have gotten shot for that but that's just my boy John doing what he does best. btw Bourne was a kick ass movie if anyone hasn't seen it yet.

Reason #1
The Shadow of Low, Low Prices Almost every dollar spent super-shopping immediately leaves town for corporate headquarters out-of-state, never to re-circulate again in the local economy. Life blood lost. Wal-Mart is so powerful, it usually gets its way through sheer economic force. It can under-price local businesses because it coerces suppliers to cut their costs in order to get the contract with them. As a result, manufacturing jobs fly to places like China, where girls and young women in sweatshops slave under horrific conditions for next to nothing, so Americans can buy cheap clothing & widgets 10,000 miles away. What a deal! The local hardware store, bookstore, sporting goods store, bakery, electronics store, music shop, toy store, food market—all closed through lack of local support because Americans chase those guaranteed lower prices. The local factory—you know, the one that used to manufacture widgets, that used to employ 100 local people at family wages with benefits; the

~~ Beauty Of A Woman ~~
~~ Beauty of a Woman ~~ The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, The figure she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, The place where love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, The passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman With time, only grows..

Wonderlust
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth... I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I- I took the path less traveled by and that has made all the differance.

Warning... Whine Moment!
You know those days when you just feel like there is not one more thing you can handle? Ya this is sooooo one of those days. I am a very strong person and can handle so much, but damn it… I am tired. Why can something just not go my way once?!?!?! Why are there always issues with money, time and more of me to give? Now yes I know this is just life and I can handle it, cuz hell I have for long enough now but damn I am tired!!!!! I get my friends that tell me all the time “I so don’t know how you handle all that life gives you.” And I just hang in there and do the best I can and it usually works out… but I am tired of working so hard just to live. Ok I am done now… I will be back to normal soon… I AM SURE OF IT!!! Just had to get this out of my system… thanks for reading…. Smiles… ok well soon!

If Only You Knew
if only you knew how much my heart over flows with love for you if only you could see the way you feel my hopes and dreams your the owner of my heart the ruler surpreme even in the dark of night ive only think about you to feel your loving light and from this world i drift feeling as if i'll never touched the ground again.. for you hold the key to my heart ....written bye tamera ''countryhottie 1976 for my man william

If You Don't Like Me!
If you don't like me! Click on the BLOCK THIS USER link and approve the block. Then don't be obsessive and keep coming by my profile harassing people. There are 1,180,376 fubar members, if you don't like me why hang around? Godsmack Videos | Atlanta Lofts | Denver Relocation

Thank You All!!!!!
CAKES FOR EVERYONE!!!! Thank you everyone who helped me to third place in the craziest Fu competition. There are simply to many to mention by name and some I dont even know but there were a few who were with me almost constantly Jen & friends, THANK YOU!! Lucy & friends, THANK YOU! Emsie love ya millions THANK YOU! Julia your a little star THANK YOU! And a HUGE thanks to everyone Ive missed its impossible to see who you all were, although bombers from other competitors also chipped in to help me... TY Lanny and friends TY Wikid and friends Both of you are wonderful people. Please if you havent done so already go add fan and rate shell she deserves a medal after this one and there aint many like her in here. love you baby xxx♥Shell♥ Take care everyone and have a lovely week and keep smiling :D

This Is Bull Shit
ok...now its time i speak up.. they said this site wouls never come to be like myspace but it is with all of this kiddy shit they r doing... i read a bulliten last night and it was talking about how the bouncer checks r very annoying and it is true...i tried to contact baby jesus last night and today as well and he still has not answered me...if they work with us a little bit it could make this site more enjoible like it was back when i started but no...they wont even work with us so my next thing is to find out how many people r behind me on this...i say we stop bying VIP's and Blasts and Happy Hours , And scrolls...i am done with putting money in there pockets untill they work with us on this problem...i have a VIP and as soon as it runs out i am done giving them money till they work with us...if u have a comment about this feel free to leave it on here...people r probably woundering why i am speaking like, and if i am afraid of them deleating my account and the answer is no because

I Think My Heart Just Skipped A Beat.
I just found out that mine and ruby's favorite band, Every Time I Die, is going to be playing at an AMAZING VENUE. Keith will be easily attainable there and I will once again bask in the glory of the word of the Lord, Keith Almighty. I may just have to present him with this: Praise be to Keith Almighty:

Thanks For The Happy Birthdays....
Sorry I haven't been on much as of late but thanks to Mrs T, Deb, Nancy, Chelle, Vanessa, HDBikerGirl, Janelle, Shy in Arizona, Tracy, Vanella, Ann, Mouthy, Candy, BEEP, DazzleDoll, Lips of an Angel, Sissy, "P"eaches, Darkness Personified, baby Girl, Dark Queen, Dark Karma, Pink Dove, Silver Raven, Nana Deb, Unlucky, SIN, Mezmereyez, for thinking about me and/or sending me Happy Birthday. If I missed anyone I'm sorry it was not on purpose.

Quotes(2)
You've got to make a conscious choice every day to shed the old - whatever 'the old' means for you. -- Sarah Ban Breathnach What we truly and earnestly aspire to be, that in some sense, we are. The mere aspiration, by changing the frame of the mind, for the moment realizes itself. -- Anna Jameson It comes from saying no to 1,000 things to make sure we don't get on the wrong track or try to do too much. -- Steve Jobs (1955 - ) If you greatly desire something, have the guts to stake everything on obtaining it. -- Brendan Francis Deal with the consequences of your actions, 'cause life ain't no video game. -- Takayuki Ikkaku, Arisa Hosaka and Toshihiro Kawabata I no doubt deserved my enemies, but I don't believe I deserved my friends. -- Walt Whitman Do not worry about your difficulties in Mathematics. I can assure you mine are still greater. -- Albert Einstein In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on. -- Robert Frost

The Biggest Lie On This Planet Is....
The biggest LIE on this Planet is: "When I get what I want, I'll be happy." ...All things have a replacement... So when you get something you want... You LOSE something you NEED. (",)

Sing It Girl
SING IT GIRLS!!!!!! At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, that I grew strong, and I knew that I could take you on... But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French fry! I should have known that it was bulls***t, just a sad pathetic dream Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those Jeans! Go on now - go! , Walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, With a handful of latex! I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! It took all my self control not to laugh out loud, When I saw your little weiner standing tall and

Pay Attention!!
Well, I have been with my man for sometime now...We are really in love and it is amazing..... I really love him. We are happy together. And for the first time I can actually say I am in love. I honsetly believe with all of my heart that there is nobody else for me but him. And with every waking moment I love him more. I love just looking into his eyes and smiling. He is simply priceless. And waking up to him holding me tight. He is one of a kind and for that I know he is all mine. I trust him and cannot wait to see him again.... I love you baby.... WARNING: For all you guys who are adding me to get a piece of ass well this ass is taken by a southern boy so back the fuck off.....And I will not fuck or flirt with you! I am happier than a tornado in a trailer park.

My Bar Tab Is $695!!
This is real fun to do! The only catch is that you cant ask the person who posted it anything about it! Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Did some X -- $15 Did cocaine -- $20 Did meth -- $25 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on FUBAR -- $100 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20 Had sex with 2 different people in the same day -- $50 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's n

Bar Tab Is $465.00
This is real fun to do! The only catch is that you cant ask the person who posted it anything about it! Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Did some X -- $15 Did cocaine -- $20 Did meth -- $25 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on FUBAR -- $100 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20 Had sex with 2 different people in the same day -- $50 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's n

My Bar Tab Is $195 (i'm Boring Lol)
This is real fun to do! The only catch is that you cant ask the person who posted it anything about it! Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Did some X -- $15 Did cocaine -- $20 Did meth -- $25 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on FUBAR -- $100 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20 Had sex with 2 different people in the same day -- $50 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's n

Tomorrow
Well tomorrow is the day that I go for my appointment with the vascular surgeon. I have no idea what to expect when I get there. All I know is they told me to come prepared to stay. LMAO....they just don't know me yet. But seriously, I'm hoping that this will be a doctor that can FINALLY take care of my leg before I lose what little sanity I have left. Not sure if you have ever been in constant extreme pain or not but if you have then you understand what I'm saying when I say that it eventually starts to affect your mind. Anyway, keep your fingers crossed and say some prayers that this doctor will know what to do. Hugs to you all! Mary

On Being Your Mistress
I can’t say that the thought hasn’t crossed my mind. I get propositioned by so many married men that it’s impossible not to think about being a mistress or something there in. I’ve even had a couple of discussions about it recently with my best friend (the concept of monogamy) in addition to a sordid discussion months ago with another friend. During the discussions with my BFF, depending on the day, I tend to think that monogamy is possible and on other days I don’t think so at all. My BFF’s recent point towards the possibility of monogamy is that so many people are capable of being monogamous. To which I replied that most of those people are from our parent’s generation or beyond where in it wasn’t acceptable and was so taboo to have an affair that it was unheard of. Is it possible? Yesterday I thought so and ended the discussion with if you’re with someone that fulfills you and makes you happy then absolutely. It’s when things break that people look outside of the marri

Blank Check
"A Veteran - whether active duty, retired, national guard or reserve - is someone who, at one point in his life, wrote a blank check made payable to 'The United States of America', for an amount of 'up to and including my life.'" -- Author Unknown

Picture On The Nightstand
The picture on the nightstand. After a long night of making love, he notices a photo of another man on her nightstand by the bed. He begins to worry. "Is this your husband?" he nervously asks. "No, silly," she replies, snuggling up to him. "Your boyfriend, then?" he continues. "No, not at all," she says, nibbling away at his ear. "Is it your dad or your brother?" he inquires, hoping to be reassured. "No, no, no! You are so hot when you're jealous!" she answers. "Well, who in the hell is he, then?" he demands. "That's me before the surgery."

Peanuts
Little Sally came home from school and with a smile on her face and told her mother, "Frankie Brown showed me his weenie today!" Before the mother could raise a concern, Sally went on to say, "It reminded me of a peanut." Relaxing with a hidden smile, Sally's mom asked, "Really small was it?" Sally replied, "No... salty!"

Sctm #3
Some general stats: I'm 5'4", @ 140lbs, which means I'm a curvy girl. I have boobs and ass and hips and I like it that way! Dudes who like a rail thin girl - get bent. Ha! But that is your taste and I respect that. *wink* I'm 29 years of age. I will be turning 30 November 24th. You have exactly 60 shopping days. I gladly accept gifts. A list of my sizes and favorites is available upon request. I have very plain, every day dark brown eyes. Other than using them to show expression, keeping me from bumping into things, and the occassional eyelash batting routine...they are just eyes. I have dark, not quite brown not quite black shoulder lenght hair. I'm ready to change it. Not gonna cut it, but I am going to color it. I'll humor any suggestions. I have a caramel skin tone. It's the perfect blend of my mom's skin tone, which is very "yellow" and my dad's. He has an average chocolate skin tone. I some times get asked if I'm mixed. I'm not. I have a varied cultural background

Self Esteem
when u get put down because of the way you look and teased because of they way you look do you have a slow self esteem? i was teased as a kid and i really havent had much self esteem. i constantly put my self down because i think i am ugly and no good enough for anyone. till this day i still have it happened to me. i tell my self all the time not to let it bother me and yet it still does. so is there anyone out there that can say they don't have low self esteem? i always tell ppl if they don't like the way i look then oh well but still it hurts me because i already have low self esteem. so does anyone have an suggestions on how to raise your self esteem?

In Response To Lifesez's Blog
->Psychowolf...: The force is strong in the young padawan..... Leanna_K.O...: oh i see well i am sorry but i think that i am done talking to you... you scare me ->Psychowolf...: I have jedi powers; and monitor the black market trade Leanna_K.O...: but how did you know it happend to me it just is a lil odd i have not said anything to anyone ->Psychowolf...: ive heard rumors on the internets of people buying kids on fubar Leanna_K.O...: no he did not give an amout.... what the fuck how did you know that he wanted to buy my kid ->Psychowolf...: i bet he offered some insane value, like 50k or some shit Leanna_K.O...: it was started cuz i have my son as my prim... how did you know that he wanted to buy my kid ->Psychowolf...: what was he offering, seriously?. What started it? Leanna_K.O...: yes ->Psychowolf...: was some guy offering to buy your kid

The Sugar Cube/hot Pink Site
Finally its that time! The new site has been launched and The Sugar Cube is up and running! www.hotpink-productions.com I hope you all enjoy of course you feedback (Good or Bad) is appreciated Thanks, Sugar

Still Even More To Love!!
this is getting ridiculous!!! just had a convo with another person on aim...a rather nice person mind you...she...well i'll let u read the convo.... janedoe8411 (11:05:27 PM): hello, you don't know me and I don't know you but I was wondering if I could talk to you for a moment OffTheWallChick1 (11:05:41 PM): about? janedoe8411 (11:06:29 PM): I seen something posted on myspace a few days ago. Some guy was harrassing you. janedoe8411 (11:06:40 PM): it's none of my business, but it was quite rude janedoe8411 (11:07:13 PM): he posted it in a blog. it was ridiculous. i just wanted you to see what he looks like before he makes anymore judgments about ANYONE being ugly OffTheWallChick1 (11:07:22 PM): umm..ok janedoe8411 (11:07:44 PM): http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.ListAll&friendID=139789220 janedoe8411 (11:08:12 PM): but anyways, that's all I wanted. janedoe8411 (11:08:17 PM): I just thought it was immature OffTheWallChick1 (11:08:35 PM): oh it was...thoug

Random
Ok so I'm still new to this stuff and I wanted to try out the blog section lol. So I think it is SO funny how these....um...I guess low self esteem people will announce EVERYTHING they are doing...I think its hilarious, it makes me feel like changing my status to...going to wipe my ass after I take a shit..... ahhh how relieving that is....I feel better now :) Thanks for checkin' out my first blog. xoxo

One Of My Fav Songs
Against All Odds(Take A Look At Me Now) PHIL COLLINS How can I just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace When I stand here taking every breath with you, ooh You're the only one who really knew me at all How can you just walk away from me, when all I can do is watch you leave Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the tears You're the only one who really knew me at all So take a look at me now, oh there's just an empty space And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face Ooh take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space And you coming back to me is against all odds and that's what I've got to face I wish I could just make you turn around, turn around and see me cry There's so much I need to say to you, so many reasons why You're the only one who really knew me at all So take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of

Hate Being Used Fer Points!
Hello to all my friends and family on Fubar! I know my friends and family notices my blogs so here it goes... I'm getting sick and tired of being used fer points! Unless I get a "Hello" or some sign of life from people on both my Friends and Family list, there's gonna be a massive blockage to my page for those that don't respond back within the next week. That's right, yall only have one week (268 hours) from 12:01am CST Tuesday to even show some kind of life and that you value our friendship. Show a sign of friendship by either a comment, private message or whatever, as long as I know yall acknowledge I even exist for something else besides lame ass points! Hope their aren't that many point sluts out there and have a wonderful rest of the week! - Tripp

Checking In
Hi everyone just checking in, sorry between work, kids and nephew in the hospital dont really have time at this point, I am trying. keep my nephew in your prayers how ever you do so, and yes you have our permission to those whom know what I am, and what I practice. I will be on more in time. Thank you to all who are dear to me and have my back, and whom actually read this. ~Cope

Ain't It The Truth
Ain't it the truth At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin , Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, " Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax. A

Never Felt This Way
Never Felt This Way I can say I never in my life seen a man ever go to pieces behind love. Until now he told me that a heart and soul without love is a empty shell; he told me as tears from his eyes rolled down is face that he was that empty shell,how he couln't make it without love in his life because it's empty without it. Copyright: Charles L.Nelson

I Loved
I Loved I loved... How you would wake me in the mornings, How you accepted all of me, How you completed me, How you told me everything would be okay when I felt weak How fragile I felt in your arms, How when we made love I felt as if I could climb into you. How you watched me while you thought I slept, How you touched me, How you smelled, How you looked when I could see all of you, How comfortable we were, How short the days were, How the best days were spent with you, the rain ,and our bed. How I did'nt seem to notice your faults. How with 5 words you devastated my world, How "I don't love you anymore", is all you could say. How emptiness is all I feel. How I will never feel the same again. How you realized your mistake. How I can't feel the same about you, because you broke us. How you keep saying you're sorry How you ruined this perfect thing we had. How.................

Matter Of Photos...
So I've calmed down. Lifesez is cool. And tells me that people are douche's all the time on here about that stuff. In the end, my friends are still missing out on a few pictures...that I moved to family only, which I really really really would like to share with everyone. Please don't ask for me to add you to the family folder. If I dig you enough, and think you're a cool cat, you'll get added eventually. It sucks, but this is the way we have to do it because people...are dumb. Goodnite all. Sorry for my irate post earlier requesting you all to write essays like some professor ;) The Friends Only folder is back! xo

A Grim Poem
Alone in my dungeon is where I must go My face to the world never again want to show . Uselessness and nothing is all that I feel . No ones heart will I ever steal . Scar of the human race , dont look into his face To the master hes a disgrace In this world I have no place Why im here I do not know But same with the pleauge and diseases unknown I feel im a bother to everyone I know Sometimes in there eyes These feeling do show I didnt ask to be here , And I really like to go , Ive tried to escape so many times . But life wont let me go . Being punished for a reason I dont understand Marked like the loser obviously I am . Guess I should be happy anyones ever loved me at all Shoulda known though , id drop the ball. No matter what people tell me , I know deep inside The loser in me He just can not hide If I left tomarrow who would really know Life would be back to nor

A Step In A Snowy Field...
It is so bleak. A blanket of sadness lay sleeping over my path. The wind whispers and whistles wavering emptiness that tempts me to give pause. And where is dear brother time? - he abandons this place. So very white. Nightless and sunless light that conceals this journey. Burning cold has me only inch forward while muscles cramp and tighten for the miles traversed. Listen, my child. That piercing silence vexes me to core. Yes, I know. The loneliness stirs within me as well. No longer upon a road nor even a trail. This path is forged through everrising snow and unforgiving ice. Falling to my knees, I can only shiver. I wail in mournful overture, "Please..." My eyes stinging and etiolated see not a beacon nor suggestion nor intimation in the expansive glacial wasteland. Crawling, I turn back to see from whence I'd come. Forlorn I realize I see not a path nor a beginning. Too far have I come. Too far? To my feet again. Too far... Frozen, empty, hopeless, and som

A Day I Never Gonna Forget !!!!!
The most happy day in my live was September 5th at 10:47 p.m. after eating some TACO BELL, I was walking with my man back to the house talking shit about life and that I want to get married with him cause a lot of people that we know were saying that I was telling everybody about that (well I kind of was). Well we past where the church was and they have a beautiful fountain and I was kind of exhausted from the walking and we stopped. Then he got down on his knees and he asked me to marry him. I was in shock for like an hour or maybe more!

Lessons In How We Treat People..(thanks Doni)
(5) lessons about the way we treat people. 1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: "What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?" Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times.. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. "Absolutely," said the professor. "In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant. They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say "hello." I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at 11:30 p.m., an older Afric

Has Anyone Seen Commissioner Gordon?
Good Morning. This looks like a job for Commissioner Gordon Batman! September 18, 2007 (FOND DU LAC, Wis.) - It wasn't the Batmobile, but police in Fond du Lac say they found "Batgirl" at the wheel during a traffic stop last week. According to police, a 23-year-old man wearing a Batgirl costume was driving the car when officers pulled it over for not having the headlights on last Thursday night. The driver was cited and released after marijuana was found in the car. A police report says the 21-year-old man with him was on probation and was taken into custody after a test showed he had been drinking alcohol. Ok, I can just see you all now. Pick me! Pick me! Let me just say, what in the world was this dudes deal? First off…Batgirl? I am thinking this dude is as close to the pink panties edge as one can get…I also think his choose of Clothers is not the Men’s Warehouse but DEB’S and Victoria’s Secrets…although I can’t fault him for the latter… So how do we annalize this guys day? I am th

At Waffle House Apr. 3, '04
nothing really makes sense to me today. last night was terrible and i woke up fucked. i have nothing to say to anyone. everyone annoys the piss out of me. even me and my mellow dramatic self pitying state annoy me. there is a girl at that table singing the woes of visiting some significant other's family in south carolina. lady i know all too well. a chess game is in the works. john versus richard. these two have never met but they are at war. john wins, but gives up his seat anyway. now people are yelling across the room. now the trash is being changed behind me. why cant people just be quiet? 'john paul failed chemistry' 'that knight move had me stuck' 'you should sign my yearbook' 'i cant believe i didnt see that queen' shut the fuck up.

Anger
A little boy was going through a very bad time with his anger. He would get very angry at the least thing,throw a tantrum and behave very badly. Once during one of his episodes his father took him outside gave him a hammer and a nail and told him,every time you get angryI am going to bring you here and you will pound a nail into this tree. This went on for a couple of weeks and graually the boy learned that if he got angry he would have to work hard at pounding that nail in. The line had grown and there were a lot of nails in a row,but gradually the growth of the line slowed down as he learned to control his anger. Finally they had a whole week with no tantrums. His father took him outside and they looked at the nails together. Now he said to the boy now you can see your anger and together we will pull out these nails. After they had pulled the nails out he asked the boy what he could see.The little boy said nothing Father my anger has gone. His said look closer son,now what do you see

Life
Why does life Always hand you brickbats when it offered balloons?? Why should it not?? Give me one good reason. 'Life' isn't fair 'Life' doesn't care 'Life' is just there... It's not 'Life's fault If you're a feeble human being Too weak to stand up for yourself Too foolish to beat the stakes And too stupid to figure out why you can't win 'Life' didn't make you... YOU made you And if you can't run the race Why are you in it?? There is always an answer If you look deep inside. A way to stop hurting An end to all pain Tempting, so tempting God, please give me strength To feel the pain And run the race And not give in. I don't want to die When I haven't even lived...

Faith... ... ...
We must view life as if each day is the first day of the rest of our lives. We should keep an outlook in our minds about life, as each day is the opportunity for a new start. We must learn to live each day to the fullest, and we can do that only if we learn to accept that we cannot change the past. We cannot stop atragedy from entering our lives. We have to accept what has happened, accept the new person we have become by the tragedy that has entered our life and love ourselves no matter what. No one is perfect. The present is now, and wehold the key to the future. It is time to create the new you. Happiness and success come with persistence and hard work. You must have a goal and work hard. Follow your hearts to true happiness. You must have a destination, a goal and a plan. You are special. You can be anything you want tobe. It is your turn to love yourself. If you cannot find happiness in the present, you will never find it in the future. Those who find true happiness pursue the

The Quarter-life Crisis
The Quarter-Life Crisis It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that htere are alot of things about yourself that you didn't know and may or may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. You start realizing that people are selfish and that maybe those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met. You realize that maybe the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you do not realize is that they are realizing that too, and are not really cold or catty or mean or insincere, but they are as confused as you are. You look at your job. It is not even close to what you thought you would be doing or maybe you are looking for a new one. You are realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and you're scared. You miss the comforts of college, of grou

Apricot Chicken Divine
Apricot Chicken Divine Here's an elegant new twist on baked chicken. You're sure to love the tangy, slightly sweet flavors imparted by a combination of apricot preserves and mustard, and the toasted-almond topping offers just a hint of crunch. Credit: Eater's Choice Servings: 8 Ingredients: * 2 tablespoons margarine * 2 tablespoons olive oil * 8 skinned chicken breast halves * 1/2 cup white flour * 1 teaspoon salt * 1/2 cup apricot preserves * 1 tablespoon Dijon mustard * 1/2 cup nonfat yogurt * 2 tablespoons slivered almonds Directions: Preheat the oven to 375 degrees F. Melt the margarine with the oil in a shallow baking pan. Meanwhile, shake the chicken in a plastic bag filled with the flour and salt until the chicken is coated. Place the chicken in a single layer in the baking pan and bake for 25 minutes. Combine the apricot preserves, mustard and yogurt. Spread the apricot mixture on the chicken and bake for 30 mi

Omg Another One!!!!!
lmfao, i decided to play with this one hes gone now ;( read up from the bottom cause im lazy :) ->MrOrangema...: lol, its been fun skuzzy,, come back anytime ;;) MrOrangema...: nah thats ok, you ruined the mood cause of your caustic behavior. go blow a few brain cells to someone who gives a shit now. ->MrOrangema...: i refuse to have a battle of wits with an unarmed perverted asshole , tell ya what, ill open my private pics for ya u can sit n spin asshole MrOrangema...: and whats taking so long to reply back? Have to squeeze out the reaiming brain cells you have in your head to bring up a train of thought? God, no wonder why your a cunt. MrOrangema...: fully dressed? you tits are almost hanging out....... ->MrOrangema...: lol, im fully dressed, if all u see is cleavage thats cool but to sb me what u did is perverted asshole MrOrangema...: you are fucking hypocrite you stupid cunt, you call me a perv, but what did you expect when you flashing cleavage in your prof

How Fukked Up My Day Was....
Ok, to start off my fkn day...i had to get my car to the shop....seemingly easy huh? OH NO, not for me..My lil brother was supposed to follow me up to the shop in the next town. He gets 2 blocks from my house, and HIS car breaks down, so i help him push it 4 blocks back to his house, to get his g/f car. i am on my way, to the next town to drop off my car, and it starts to overheat again.....yay me huh. I have to find some way to get to a court ordered mediation appointment, so my ex, generously offers the use of his truck..(if i dont damage it...keeping in mind this is a truck i drove and took care of for 6 yrs) because he is driving his g/f car and his OTHER truck. But he has to ok it with her......haahaa, no thank you. I would rather ride my bike 20+ miles first.I ended up borrowing my friend shannons truck....which by the way....DAMN it is sweet.....rumbles loud as hell...woot. Any way, we are in this court ordered shit...for custody and visitation....which we are handling fin

Another One....
There are so many times that i look at my life and wonder why I made the decisions I did. I got married.....and boy was that a huge mistake....I feel like I have made so many wrong decisions and that is why my life sucks so bad today. I feel like i am drowning in the consequences of my bad decisions. i guess I just feel like and idiot........

In Life...
In LIFE you will realize that the people you meet have a PURPOSE... Some were put there to TEST you, Some would USE you, Some would TEACH you, and Some would BRING the best in you... Some may even cause you PAINS and HEARTACHES... But one must LEARN to MOVE ON... ...So LET GO of the people who CAN'T TREAT you RIGHT, and HOLD ON to those WHO CARE FOR YOU AND WHO CAN SEE YOUR WORTH... (",)

Sept 25
It occurred to me a little while ago that I met my boyfriend online a year ago tomorrow. I was sitting in a camfrog chat room and they were playing this song. ITS PERFECT! I do love that man with all my heart and soul. I may vent sometimes but there is nothing more that I want then to grow old with him... Read the lyrics Artist: WestLife Song: I want to grow old with you Another day without your smile Another day just passes by But now i know how much it means For you to stay right here with me The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger But it hurts so bad i can't take it any longer I wanna grow old with you I wanna die lying in your arms I wanna grow old with you I wanna be looking in your eyes I wanna be there for you, sharing everything you do I wanna grow old with you A thousand miles between us now It causes me to wonder how Our love tonight remains so strong It makes our risk right all along The time we spent apart will make our love gro

Tueasday September 25, 2007
with a raid from the Normans becoming more and more likely the inhabitants of Blitzed Out prepare for war. -NEWS FLASH 12:56 PM: Bohemian ear-spoons are now on sale at petes polearms. -NEWS FLASH 1:15 PM: NEWS FLASH! has decided to publish this easy to use guide on how to determine who you are under seige by: 1(a.) attackers are wearing clothes (2) (b.) attackers are not wearing clothes -PICTS 2(a.) attackers are not organised (3) (b.) attackers are organised -ROMANS 3(a.) attackers are not wearing metal armor (4) (b.) attackers are wearing metal armor -NORMANS 4(a.) every soldier has 1 or more horses -HUNS (b.) soldiers may or may not have horses (5) 5(a.) attackers are normal height (6) (b.) attackers are freeking huge -ZULU 6(a.) you are winning - SAXONS (b.) you are getting your ass kicked -CELTS We hope this helps.

Pet Lizard
Pet Lizard If you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through the pet syndrome, including toilet flush burials for dead goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out LOUD! Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened: Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me there was 'something wrong' with one of the two lizards he holds prisoner in his room. 'He's just lying there looking sick,' he told me. 'I'm serious, Dad. Can you help?' I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I immediately knew what to do. 'Honey,' I called, 'come look at the lizard!' 'Oh, my gosh!' my wife exclaimed. 'She's having babies.' 'What?' my son demanded. 'But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom!' I was equally outraged. 'Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't want them to reproduce,' I said accusingly to my

Someday...
Darkness surrounds me, pushing out the light… Happiness eludes me night after night… Forever wanting a soft loving touch… Some days I fear that’s asking too much… Dying to be held, made to feel special and loved… “Why me” I whisper to the stars above… And they stare stonily at me with nary a sound… I feel so lost and I am dying to be found… “one day” “some day” words I do hear… My day won’t come is what I fear… Will someone rescue me from my loneliness and despair… Surely, somewhere there is someone out there…. Brian 2007

My Problems :(
Hello yall...i have been in Jackson, TN at the hospital seeing my grandma this week. She is in the ICU..it's been one problem after another. she has been on a ventilator for the past three weeks. she has cancer in her lungs and in her spine..plus she just had heart surgery and dealt with infections. she is the greatest woman i know. i hate seeing her in that hospital bed..she just lays there..asleep all the time. i am surprising alot of people with how strong i am being...but honestly i just want to fall down and cry. i can't begin to imagine what my life would be like without her.

I Don't Think Anything Gets Me More....
Than seeing my close friends hurt. Especially friends I consider to be like sisters. I hate when people feel that they can do what they want and then not give a damn about the consequences and deny shit when the proof is right there for every one to see. It's times like this that these people should be very happy I don't live too close.... I've been known to lose my temper over shit like this and fuck people up. ****END RANT****

Married Men
Married or involved men: I don't mind being friends with you - ONLY friends. Don't insult me by asking me to sacrifice my self respect for you. Don't offend me by assuming I am some cheap tramp with no morals or values. Don't make me angry by disrespecting me.

Painful Touch...
I want to dig my teeth into your skin I want to make you squirm in painful delight I want you to overpower me and prove false anger onto my body I want you to enjoy this unnatural sin. I want to close my eyes and be surprised by the scratches left on my skin I want to scream in pain and ecstasy I long for your painful touch I long for your bruising lips. I long for the fleeting heart known only from pain and submission I long for the curling back and toes and tongue known only from complete overtaken. unnatural lusts pleasurable pain domination submission a world of reds blacks blues yellows blood bruises dirt tears and screams a world only of lust a world only of pleasure a world of backward loves a world of paining the one you love. A world of doing that which is desirable to your lust partner your love partner doing that which is painful, because they love it.

My Bliss
You're the one confining my soul But I can't forget about you I hate when you're around Because my feelings are so true It hurts how you're all over her And just nod in acknowledgement of me The way you love her with all your heart When you are all I see Let me go or love me I can't take empty sadness, this Because when I think of your beautiful soul I can think of only my bliss. As I draw this poem to a close, Unlike my love for you, I just hope you might read this And you will feel this, too.

Someone Tell Me Why
I know am not a super model but today is one of those days that I just dont like myself very much. I start to feel like there is no one out there for me. I start to feel like I am so unlovable. I know how bad it sounds but this is how I am feeling.

Need Help On What To Sell
hey ppl i need help. im starting a new website, or i sould say store but having trouble deciding what to sell. would the all my fubar family, friends, fana ,and such help me out on this.... thank very much

Proof That There Is Still Caring Honest Ppl Out There!!
She made this pimp out today!! She didn't have to, but she did. People like this most definitely deserve to be on everyone's list!!! ******************************************************************************* wmode="transparent">" I HAVE NEVER SEEN SUCH BLATANT DISREGARD FOR BEAUTY! THIS GIRL ENTERED A BRA AND PANTY CONTEST, AND SHE WON HANDS DOWN! WITHIN A DAY, SHE HAD OVER 5,000 COMMENTS ON THE PIC. THE ASSHAT THAT HELD THE CONTEST REFUSED TO PAY UP, SO SHE DIDN'T GET THE 7 DAY BLAST THAT SHE WAS PROMISED! HOW IN THE HELL CAN ANYONE WANT TO SCREW THIS GIRL OVER? SHE'S AN ABSOLUTE SWEETHEART, AND DESERVES THE WIN! So now she is out of a blast, has wasted all her time in promoting and bombing the contest she entered, and she's sitting here all by her little sexy lonely self! GO SHOW HER ALL YOUR LOVE!!! I KNOW NOT ALL OF YOU ARE STINGY ASSES! I AM PIMPING HER OUT BECAUSE SHE IS WORTH IT! YOU SHOULD SEE TO IT THAT SHE GETS ALL THE FUBAR LOVE THERE IS TO GIVE HER!

Argh....
For quite sometime I've been thinking and debating what my first blog should be and until today... I know EXACTLY what I want to blog about. I-N-S-T-A-N-T M-E-S-S-E-N-G-E-R-S!!!!! I do have AIM. I do have Yahoo. I do have MSN. I definitely don't mind adding people on to my list an I don't mind chatting with people. Last night I get a message in shoutbox saying something like "hell at least you can talk on MSN"... excuse me? For the last 3 weeks, I've been pretty busy. I do manage to actually go online for abit and chit chat but most of the time I'm not even home. Today I go home for lunch, quickly checked my emails and my messages on here. I get a message from the same person saying "whatever... you have fukkin enough time to be on this site". The fuck?? I'm constantly logged on but that doesn't mean I sit my ass in front of the computer surfing Fubar. I do have a fucking life outside the internt. I do have friends and family that I need to be with. Only time that anyone will truly kno

Leaving Fubar
ok so i hace decided that i have enough drama in my real life i dont need bs drama in my online life. i have not met one real person on here and dont belive i will. thanks for all the heartache fubar People!!!!!!!!

Halo 3
OMG!!! I work part time for a 2nd job in a movie store in anchorage! Last night we had a midnight launch party for Halo3 it was insane there were tons of little cyber dorks there talking about getting the special edition halo3 xbox and helmet! honestly do these ppl have anything more productive to be doing??? and if you are one of these "cyber geeks" no offense just relax, take a deep breath, and go hang out with REAL PEOPLE! really its good for you! LMAO~!!!

Woman Vs Man In The Shower....
Part 1: HOW TO SHOWER LIKE A WOMAN: Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry hamper according To lights and darks. Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown.. If you see husband Along the way, cover up any exposed areas. Look at your womanly physique in The mirror, make mental note to do more sit-ups/leg-lifts, etc. Get in the shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide Loofah and pumice stone. Wash your hair once with cucumber and Sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes Until red. Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. Rinse conditioner off hair. Shave armpits and legs. Turn off shower. Squeegee off all wet surfaces in shower Spray mold spots with Tilex. Get out of shower. Dry with towel the size of a smal

New Update
INterested in some black and whites today? Today's new update is up! I hope you enjoy! (Oh, and for those of you that always want custom pictures. NOW is your chance. I'm running an auction for custom pictures. Here's the link.... http://www.ebanned.net/cgi-bin/auction/auction.cgi?category=photo4&item=1191161632) There's also my live cam show scheduled for Thursday this week. So if you're a SC member this will most likely be your first live show of mine! I hope you make it. Just log in on my site under members area. Then when you're over on the club page, go to webcam. Then there will be a link for you to click on that will take you where you need to go. Should open up a new page with a list of girls on that night (you can go see any of the girls any day of the week for being a member of my site). Then you scroll down til you find me. Click on view show (or whatever it says to get in and see me lol) And waahlah! You'll be seeing and hearing me. Show scheduled for Sep 27, 200

I Hate Sperm Donors
So basically to sum life up...my son's father and believe me i use that term quite loosely is the worlds biggest douche bag. So this last thursday he was supposed to have him overnight hadn't seen him in two weeks but was too busy being white trash and had to set up for garage sale..so i offered a couple of hours instead of an overnight well he couldn't pull himself away from being such a douche bag to come and pick up his son...so that's the first instance in a chain of events. So i have been reminding him that pictures are tomorrow, i have been calling him everyday for a week trying to get him to give me money so i could order pictures so my son wasn't the only one of my ex's kids that didnt have picture up around there house...i even offered to cover the pictures costs and he could pay me back when he is supposed to get my son for this weekend, while i was reminding him of the pictures and asking which package he wanted to order i reminded him that we had a 28 dollar snack fee for m

The Ongoing Bi-polar Saga...
As I sit listening to Keith Urban's "Somebody Like You" it reminds me of some of the bridges Ive burned with people here that really did matter to me but due to my own stupidity and inability to control this crap I have and I "allowed" myself to run them off... If any of those people that I have wronged read this somehow, please know Im truly very sorry for what I have done and my stupid actions and the trouble they caused... All I can do is ask for forgiveness at some point and hope to start over with them... Thats wishful thinking at this point....Especially with one person and they know who they are... SB

Allmost There
finally getting close, after these 3 months that has seamed like the longest in my life, I am going through Investigation school and will be graduating the 26th of Oct...hurry up, I am ready to work in the field lol

Wooo Hooo Finally Some Hate Mail
as always bottom up:P ~MeLiSSa~C...: i didnt ask u to even read mmum bitch ->Lexi&heart...: I stated IDGAF get over it its the truth, now, be gone ~MeLiSSa~C...: would u have read it? no y do u have to leave hateful comments? ->Lexi&heart...: you gotta mumm, you could comment there instead of comin on my shit ~MeLiSSa~C...: i didnt ask u to give a fuck i asked for an opinion thats all thx got blocked before could respond dammit

Spilling My Heart
I’m losing my heart to you and I’ve grown attached to you there’s something I’ve got to say and I know you’re going away but if you ask me to I’ll spend tonight with you I’m losing my heart to you and I’ve grown attached to you there’s something I’ve got to say and I no you’re going away but if you ask me to I’ll fall in love with you and please say that we can still dance and I’ll be able to breathe again and please say that this will not be our last chance and I will be able to breathe again now crying myself to sleep hurts nothing like seeing you leave its time that I told the truth I cannot go on without you and please say that we can still dance and I’ll be able to breathe again and please say that this will not be our last chance and I will be able to breathe again

The Empty House
So here it is, on the other side of an eternity. My life has been packed away into brown cardboard boxes, placed neatly on shelves and lined up in closets. Here I am on the other side of tomorrow. I survived with my feet still firmly planted on the ground. I won't say that my heart didnt break into a thousand pieces when he left...because it did. I sat in the doorway of my new place and watched as he turned to me for he last time and waved goodbye. Those last moments, the last kiss, the last embrace, it was just an emotional week and as he stood there it came to a pinnacle. It was done. The life that I had so long fought for was over. Now its just the two of us. I am just another sad statistic. One of the billions of single moms who wasted years of her life on a man who promised her the stars and brought her tears. My place is cozy and quaint. Everything is set up to my liking and nobody elses. It does feel like home, I will say that. The lonlieness i feel though is over

Set Me Free
Set Me Free My scared emotion is burning once again because of you. My heart is beating for the need of your kisses to set me free. No longer can my soul hide within its sanctuary. My mind is screaming for your embrace to taint me with a love that will set me free like a raging sea upon life. I wonder if you will run because you fear what I need from you. Anywhere you go, I will be there for you upon the whisper within the gentle breeze. Paint my essence of life with your undying love. Give me back the sacred emotion I lost long ago. Erase all this pain and misery within my lonesome life. Let the snow of life begin to fall upon me. Give me the sweetness that I need upon my lips of coldness so I can see what love is. I believe you are the answer to my hidden desire. I hate this darkness surrounding me like a reaper upon my lifeless body. Open my blinded eyes to a memory of what love can be once the walls come crashing down around me. Let me see your lightness guiding me

My Bartab Is $195
This is real fun to do! The only catch is that you cant ask the person who posted it anything about it! Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Did some X -- $15 Did cocaine -- $20 Did meth -- $25 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on FUBAR -- $100 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20 Had sex with 2 different people in the same day -- $50 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's n

My Soul Mate
I have found you now I will not let you go You are my heart's desire My soul's mate You are the one I think of The one I dream of When you are gone I miss you When you stay gone I worry With you I want to share my wants With you I want to share my dreams My mind and thoughts are yours to read My life an open book Questions you ask will be answered I will hide from you nothing Most of my life I have searched For someone such as you My definition of perfect you fit My hopes and dreams answered

My Departing Gift To You
For future reference, forgetting my birthday and making a big deal out of yours every year is a problem. Wishing me happy birthay would have been enough, a card, cooking me dinner, or even cleaning up. For furture reference, not recognizing a holiday like Christmas is a problem. When every year I make sure you get something from me and you child/children. A simple card, note, or baking brownies from the pantry shelf would have been fine. For future reference, buying toys for yourself and you child/children instead of paying bills, or asking what is needed in the household is a problem. To understand it is not about you but the whole group is a lesson to be remembered. For future reference, when getting permission to trade in something of mine so that your child/children can have something and only getting fifty cents for it is a problem. Maybe it would have been better not to trade it in since it cost me 100 times more than that when purchased. For future referen

Task @ Hand
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us -- it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others." I challenge you to find all of the greatness inside of you.

Come Give This Young Lady A Hand
HEY EVERYONE THIS LOVELY LADY HERE NEEDS A HELPING HAND IN HER CONTEST. THIS IS HER FIRST ONE AND LETS TRY TO MAKE IT A MEMORABLE ONE FOR HER. SHE'S ONLY ABOUT 3000 BEHIND. I HATE TO ASK EVERYONE TO HELP BUT I WON MY FIRST CONTEST I'D LIKE TO SEE HERE WIN HER FIRST. THANK YOU ONE AND ALL Fire My Words

My Vent For The Week Lmao Ive Already Blogged This But Posting Again For Those Who Missed It. ;)
Love this song :D All day ive seen people bitch and moan about how they dont like this or that on Fubar, well if ur life is Fubar, I feel for you, turn off the pc go do something productive. If u dont like the way they run the site, delete urself, go back to myspace I read a bulletin today about a guy who is getting a lawyer cause Baby J wont answer his emails about his complaints lmao well im sure Mike (Baby J) gets enough of these types of emails and hes tired of the whining and bitching too. This guy in the bulletin claims, hes gonna own Fubar cause he took screen shots lmao Good luck on that one buddy. Man talk about some people that need to check themselves. Then other people complaining about the bouncer checks, me myself I like them way better then the time outs, reason there is bouncer checks is to bust people using blasters/scripts, this is an adult site, can we all just deal with the way the site is and stop bitching about all the little things in life, my god use ur en

Shes The One
Her tired expression fools you into thinking that she is timid and meek, yet she is anything but that. She has a powerful soul that will refuse to give up, she has a heart of a champion and the courage of a hero. Never daunting in her task, she pursues happiness for those that she loves even if it means sacrificing her own. She is a woman who will never back down and inch but will always walk a thousand miles for you when you cannot. When your heart is broken she will mend it with her own. She has always loved you unconditionally even there were times you thought she to be overbearing and uncaring. She has shed thousands of tears that you've never seen or heard countless times from worry and fear for you. If you were to ever ask her if she ever regretted loving you or your kin her answer will always be the same. NO! She is the embodiment of what LOVE is. She is your mother or the mother of your children. Now I as

My Fubar Friends
hey u know what ppl i dont have that many ppl that i can call my real friends! most of them r so far up their bf/gf's ass that its impossible 4 them to breath so guess what anyone who reads this leave a comment or send me a privite message and tell me what u think of this and for the ppl who im talkin bout and trust me they know who they r damn it then FUCK OFF U DONT HAVE A FUCKIN SOUL MUTHA FUCKER but like i said 4 those who this dont apply to then thank you 4 being there 4 me when i need u the most....... right now!

What Was The First Thing To Pop In Your Mind
A question for you... What gets longer when pulled, Fits between your boobs, Inserts neatly in a hole & works best when jerked? v v v v v v v v v v v v v A Seatbelt you pervert ! Buckle Up!

Stevens Song
Association by distortion crippled but still fighting crazed amid the masses you know you are the one... You disprove me again nothing escapes nothing distroyed I hope you can hear me Your answer will come... eventually... Some say a mad man others scream hero but what I see is a sacrifice for us Equations in your head done to many times before yet its always the first time seeking answers from the past so the future looks bright and clear do you think you can change the world? Some say a Mad man others see a hero but what i see is a sacrifice for us a sacrifice for us youre just a sacrifice for us Now you lose another movement a constant vibration as you spin round and round lose you in the spiral where the end comes no one knows will you come out clean? will you come out clean? will you come out... alive

Sept 26 Daily Inspiration
September 26, 2007 Quote of the Day "Whatever you can do or dream you can, begin it. Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it." – Johann Wolfgang von Goethe -------------------------------------- This one holds so true!

Heat Of Passion
Heat Of Passion by 'aDICKt of Passion' (aka Hard Licker) http://www.fubar.com/user/571628 She watches me... tempting me... I take her up on the promise, tugging the laces loose then unzipping lower as she pulls the bodice open. Her breasts are captivating... entrancing... proCOCKative. I lick my lips and Bunny giggles... then pulls my head down. Opening my mouth wide, I cover her left nipple so hard and ready... my tongue covers it... she tastes delicious. Swirling and sucking, nibbling and tugging, I pull the bodice down off her breasts. My hand finding her curves delightful... then she finds my zipper and does her own tugging. She is almost frantic as she tears into my pants... they fall to the floor and my hard cock juts free of my boxers... free for a mere moment before Bonnie's hand encircles my shaft and begins to stroke the length... squeezing and teasing my balls... Tingles run from my skull down to my balls, my pulse quickens and it feels as if my heart will leap o

"someone Who Understands Me" 9-25
"Someone who Understands Me" 9-25 Why cant i find that someone who understands me someone who will listen and truly see See why these walls are up and im afraid to love and trust to see that my heart has been broken and im full of discust When i open my heart and let them in then thats when it seems the heartaches begin I try to show how i am rather unique words from the heart i always do speak Everytime i finally let those walls down i always end up crying almost enough to drown All i ask is for someone who is true someone who means it when they say" I Love You" The one who wakes up thinking about me with a smile upon his face the one when he looks at me and i make his heart race When i look in his eyes i can see his soul and when we are together he makes me feel whole To see him smile for ever more someone i can love and forever adore Someone who will put my happiness ahead of his own the one who will love me forever so i dont feel alone

Feelings
ok so here is the real me i try sometimes so hard to figure out why life give us challenges and what they are suppose to teach us i am never quite sure when i screw up if that was a lesson learnt or just stupidity... I want to have that special romance and love but it scares the life out of me i want to be with that one man who can make me feel like no-one else exist and not a charmer who is good up front and then turns into some sort of freak after the night in shining armor theory Yea thats what i want i want to be swept away and touched so deeply that i cant feel nothing else I know its hard to believe but if there is such a thing as those fairy tale relationships thats what i want I want to be kissed for no reason made love to for no reason to hold me while just standing around to be a prize not a pain and to be a best friend IDK does it really exist or am i looking for something that really isnt there or am i trying so desperatly to really want it that its in front of me and i ai

Beating Heart
Shhhh, hold tight for I hear what I can not see, For there is no light only sound by which to guide me. Shhhh, there it is again, like the beating of a snare ... It sounds so familiar yet has its own style and flare. I hear it oh so clearly like an old favorite song, I am yearning for it ... this sound I seem to long. Shhh, cant you hear it the sound is oh so clear, I seem to be drawn to it, its calling to me I fear Shhh, listen with me, I need to know what it could be ... I feel as though Im floating to it, its setting me free. It is unlike anything I have ever heard before ... I wonder could I truly be who this sound is for? This sound is of your heart calling out to mine, Like two souls lost in the intricate sands of time. Though distance may seperate us, its only miles you see ... For nothing can ever really keep apart those who are meant to be. Through wind, rain, sleet or snow this sound will keep going ... Longing to once again be with that per

I Am Back
Still working on my books. I split Wealth, Women, and War into four books. It is what I could afford on the editing. I have been promoted at work. I am a Field Supervisor now. Not a hell of allot more money, but the environment changes. I was visiting in a spin off group from LinkedIn, a professional networking group. I tolerated that. If you think FUBAR is insane, you should see the bullshit that passes for business these days. I will stay in Security, thank you much. So, I came back to see if I could find my friends. I see Scrapper is still Blogging about Mumms; more power to him.

Getting Back On The Bartab
Ok, a lot of people have said that I don't show up in their bar tab when i post things....Charley deleted me from his friends list and then readded me....it worked for him to see me in there again...so if you can't see me in the bar tab, please do this and let me know if it worked for you....

Pissed Off!
I've been told and asked if I planned on coming on permanent at this shit hole. I'm moving this weekend to be closer to work. The foreman that kept telling me that I wouldn't be laid off was sent to Washington State for the week, and last night I was given the option of finishing the week or to just take off. Needless to say, I'm sticking it out. I fucking HATE being lied to, and I don't know how to tell my mom.

A Bit About Deanna
Last May I went to India and married some one who to me was the most wonderfull man in the world and we had been together in real liife for 4 years befor he was deported ( my Ali is Muslim ) but if you got to know him you would truly like him ,He's just that kind of person. We spent two wonderfull weeks together then I came home.Well by June my Ali decied we will never be able to be together cause of the war and all the hate so he gave up on me and said he was having our marage desolved ( as far as I know he hasn't yet but ) But he also knew I have strong feeling's for our Lord Jeff and thought maybe. Well in July I was in a very bad car wreck and lost my baby ( that's 8 maybe 9 now I've lost count ) But I checvked out of the hospital befor thay wanted me to cause you see I promased to be here to help Lord Wolf and a few others in a contest and I never break a promes if I can help it. I know this is a little long and I am getting to a point here. In Augest M'Lord and I had our fuba

Through A Door (pt. 1) (adult Content)
Hurried footfalls over cobbled stones mingle with hushed giggles and laughter. From above, a fine patter of rain ruins the night sky and at once makes it finer, a velvet blanket cast upon infinity, at once obscuring and enhancing. Finely damp hair caught up between fingers takes a tight little tug, the last note of a giggle giving way to a slight, hushed murmur. A curtain twitches across the road. The thud of body to door goes unnoticed, for the most part, in the pitch black, except for to the one whom's body it is. "Not here," is the half-laughed, half-groaned rejoinder. A fumble of key into lock, a flurry of door opening and closing, and night gives way to hallway light, bright and glaring at rapidly blinking eyes. Hands spurn the half open door, her feet hurrying her inside before he follows, fingers dragging against the grain of the wood and onto far smoother, more delicious texture, whispering up the side of her throat into her hair... Another thud swiftly followed

So Funny I Laughed My Ass Of Take A Peak
Whorescope ARIES You tend to be headstrong and deliberate in your actions. Basically you don't give a fuck about anyone. Most people hate you but you couldn't care less. You're the type of person who would masturbate at a wedding TAURUS Warm and caring are your most endearing characteristics. You get on well with most people because you're bisexual. You hardly ever wear underwear and you constantly smell of piss. GEMINI Your star sign denotes an air of duality in your character. Simply, you're a neurotic schizophrenic. A real fucking weirdo, the type of person who'd kill them self to win a bet. CANCER You have a businesslike attitude to life and a knack for making money. You're an unscrupulous bastard who would sell relative's limbs to buy a mobile phone. You are likely to be murdered. LEO The adventurous type, always looking for thrills and willing to try anything. In other words, stupid. You have the IQ of a garden snail and will never amount to anything. Most L

Friends
Sometimes in life, we cross paths with people that we think are true and genuine. We begin to share with each other and make an attempt to get to know each other and start to form what we think is a friendship. We laugh with them. We ask questions to find out about them. ANd we think we're really forming a true friendship. Soon we find out that the person we thought we were getting to know is not who we thought they were at all. I'm not sure how serious you all take your friendships but I myself take mine very serious because trust is not something that is easy for me to do. So when I find out that I have been lied to or find out that the person I thought I could trust isn't who they say they are, it kind of hurts. I guess I feel like they think I needed a sympathy friendship. Kind of like, well she's not as pretty as most girls, or she's a fat chic, so I'll pretend to be her friend cause I know most people won't take the time to befriend her. Well, one thing I can't stand is sy

Long Island Driving Rules
For those of you who are planning on visiting Long Island, here are a few driving rules we all abide by. For those of you from Long Island, it's a time to reflect on how well our driving skills really are. .... LONG ISLAND DRIVING RULES .... 1) Turn signals will give away your next move. A real Long Island driver never uses them. Use of them in Massapequa may be illegal. 2) Under no circumstances should you leave a safe distance between you and the car in front of you, or the space will be filled in by somebody else putting you in an even more dangerous situation. 3) Crossing two or more lanes in a single lane-change is considered "going with the flow." 4) The faster you drive through a red light, the smaller the chance you have of getting hit. 5) Never get in the way of an older car that needs extensive bodywork. 6) Braking is to be done as hard and late as possible to ensure that your ABS kicks in, giving a

Trackz
ok so i see on my profile that i have trackz. first of all i have no idea what that is second the songs that are on there i dont even know. how do i go about changing them and getting the ones i want on there. if you can help me out it would be greatly appreciated. hugs and kisses to all

Mourning An End..........
We must let go off certain things to allow ourselves to grow....and No ..its not always just saying Goobye to a man......it can be many things......God will not let one door close without opening another.......so take your tim to mourn........know that it was exactly waht u wanted at one time feels it may kill you.have faith n let it go.........

I Say Goodbye
I say goodbye with tears in my eyes i hate to go cause i will miss you so. It seems i have no choice. I love you all so very much, but i am confused. There is so much to do so much to see so i say goodbye. I never meant to say the things i did, God knows i did my best here to make you smile to make you laugh, but not sure if it even matters anymore. Everyone has gone there own ways and i seem to be in the way. So enjoy the rest of your life, and i wish you all the best. I send my love to you. I will always remember the talks we did have and i will treasure the memories forever. I say goodbye with tears in my eyes, and hope that one day you will understand, i never meant to make you mad. I just wanted to be your friend. i say goodbye with tears in my eyes. I will miss you so. My love my friend will never die. and someday when i return i hope that you will forgive me. I say goodbye

I Need You All Now Please?!
PHEW YOU ALL KNOW I AM WORKING ON EARNING A HAPPY HOUR. WE CAN MAKE THE 1/2 WAY MARK TO NIGHT IF YOU ALL STOP BY PLEASE AND LEAVE A COMMENT OR 2 OR A MILLION BUT PLEASE STOP BY. DON'T FORGET: ADD/FAN/AND RATE MY DEAR FRIEND SEXYGIRLBLONDE FIRST. I LOVE YOU ALL AND LOOK FOWARD TO SEEING YOU THERE

Conversation With Nazi Pussy
I asked if it was true if this guy threatened a girl and her little daughter... This how it went ->Tooler: and from what I have seen so far I believe those girls.. you threatened me right off the bat ->Tooler: You have shit for brains ->Tooler: Of a phone call? SO I can listen to you say nigger over and over again Truth: CALLING PROVES ALOT..AND U ARE A SCARED BOY LOL. Truth: EITHER CALL OR GO AWAY KID..LOL U ARE A JOKE COWARD BOY.. ->Tooler: Shut up.. you are not impressing anybody.. I have shot gun.. that is all it would take for your gumpy ass.. and calling aint gonaa prove a damn thing Truth: COURSE THEY ARE LYING U DOLT LOL.. Truth: CALL ANYTIME COWARD ->Tooler: it is true, they might be lying Truth: KID.. U ARE A LIL GIRL LOL COME ON NIGGER ->Tooler: Oh.. touche Truth: LIKE I SAID KID..U WOULD BELIVE THESE WHORES ->Tooler: You like threatening little girls? Truth: ILL FIND U AND YOUR FAMILY.. KID LOL SO..CAL OR GET LOST NIGGER COWARD ->Tooler: aww

I Miss You
I sit here thinking About your smile The one that I saw When you said goodbye I liked you to no end I had a crush on you Yet you seemed to ignore The way I felt about you I am here to say it again The way I should have before The stuff I should have told you Before be were split apart And now you know it all You say you loved me too Yet neither one had the guts to say it When it all mattered most Now were separated by an ocean The barrier to my heart I try to be strong but I miss you And I love you too damn much.

Bondage
i will penetrate you desecrate you mediate you tie you down bind your arms together then tie them to the bed spread your legs now, i look at you sprawled out on the bed both of us enjoying every second of it now, i penetrate you watching your face your jaw drop your eyes go half closed listening to your moans feeling your nails digging into my back peeling my skin away feeling your teeth piercing my skin like dull needles one at a time slowly breaking the skin you taste my blood taste quite good the final thrust brightens your face with a lovely smile that lets me know i've done good

The Couple (adult Content)
[Note: I originally wrote this in present tense first person, but then decided it worked better in present tense third person. As a result, traces of editing may linger. Please do let me know if you notice any tense or perspective errors so I can fix them. Thanks!] [Note 2: If you don't like sex, don't read this.] Her eyes are what absorb his gaze first. Not the colour or shape, not the beauty of them, nor the way the light lancing through the wider-than-a-crack gap between the curtains angles off them, setting the dark pools shimmering. He loses himself to the soft sound of her feet, bare against the floor, whispering her arrival. And in her eyes that smiling laugh that makes his heart skip with certainty... knowing the flavour if not the detail of what's to come. Shoulders first, tips of his fingers teasing over bare, warm skin, circles drawn as large strong hands tense and flex, gripping and drawing. Nude flesh drags together as his arms encircle her, goosebu

In The Beginning...
I was so naieve. I thought that the people/ corporations who ran these day care centers actually knew what they were doing. I thought the "bosses" were perfect and nothing happened that shouldn't. I mean, these places are licensed by the state to run a certain way. SOMETHING has to go right... right? After teaching in child care for the last year, I have learned something crutial. Child Care is run by morons and money hungry idiots who have no clue what to do with a child if left alone with one. I am devoting thid blog folder to the things that I have learned as a parent and employee of a day care. Some of the things I now know may shock you, may make you laugh, may leave you astounded!! ( ok, thats so pushing it ) I will tell you that there is never a dull moment, and I plan to tell it all!

Friends
hi all it's me hellraiser sorry for not raiseing any hell on your web page i have lost my DSL and i have been on dialup man let me tell you it sucks to be on dialup i am working on a new DSL sever hope to do some hell raisering on all you guy's and i know there are some i have to did rais some hell on lol

Hug
THIS IS A TEST TO SEE HOW MANY GOOD FRIENDS YOU HAVE.. YOU MUST SEND IT TO AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE, INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* *Hug* You are my friend...And i hope u kno thats true...no matter what happens... i will stand by u... i will be there for u... when ever u need me... to lend a hand.... to do a good deed...so call on me....whenever u need me... i will always be there...Even to the bitter end...Send this promise to all your friends to show your friendship and watch who sends it back to u. ____xxxxxxxxxx______xxxxxxxxxxx ___xxxpassxxxxxx___xxxxxxxxxxxxx ___xxxxxxxxxxxxxx_xxxxxxxxxxxxxx ___xxxxxxxthexxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

My Opinion On Ignorance
I had an interesting conversation today. Someone whom I have chatted with, and talked with and who has been trying to get into my pants for quite some time decided I was a whore because I have cleavage showing on my profile. Yeah, its a shirt and I have NO nudity showing. He got really pissy when I made a PERSONAL observation about how I thought that it was tacky for him to post a closeup shot of his cock. I'm sorry but yes I jumped back,it's how I was raised, and I don't apologize for it. Well I got JUMPED ON big time for that,I guess he can say shit and I am not to be heard. I was told that I was basically a bitch, and that I thought I was better than everyone and that I needed to be quiet. Guess he is from the "women should be seen and not heard" school. Last I checked, I was in America and had the RIGHT to voice my opinion. I don't expect anyone to agree but I still have that right. Another friend of mine was in there and he happened to agree with me and this man jumped al

Conetst Entries
Well here it is, a list of the people in the contest. Pic you favorite and start commenting! This is my first contest so it got off to a rocky start, but here it is anyway. Most comments win so have fun! Michelle Bling342 DJ BabyBoy Highly Explosive Big Poppa Tazz5810 Hawk Lance3006 Candy Baldpunk35 Bear The Big J

Not Every Night
every night, you come to me then leave me to sleep. every other night, you come with roses then leave me to sleep. every two nights, you come with candles then leave me to sleep. every three nights, you come with silk bed sheets then leave me to sleep. every night, you come to me, then leave, then come back for more.

Give It To Me
Don’t you ever just get tired of bein strong? Feels like you’ve been holding on so long. Every page you turn reads all wrong. Well let it all go….. Don’t you ever just want to flee into the night? Jump into the air and give your dreams flight. You’ve been holding on so tight, So just let it go…. And give it to me. Give me all you’ve got to give. All we’ve come to be. I’ll show you what it means to live. Just let it all flow into my arms. I’ll take it away I swear. Give me your fight, your tears, your charms. Close your eyes and I’m right there. Don’t you ever want to just lean on me? Lay your head back and just let it be. Love will see us through, just wait and see. Let it go…. And give it to me. Give me all you’ve got to give. All we’ve come to be. I’ll show you what it means to live. Just let it all flow into my heart. I’ll take it away I swear. Give your dreams a place to start. Open your arms, and I’m right there. I’

Giving Up Wine
I was walking down the street when I was accosted by a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless woman who asked me for a couple of dollars for dinner. I took out my wallet, got out ten dollars and asked, "If I give you this money, will you buy some wine with it instead of dinner? ""No, I had to stop drinking years ago", the homeless woman told me."Will you use it to go shopping instead of buying food?" I asked. "No, I don't waste time shopping, " the homeless woman said."I need to spend all my time trying to stay alive. ""Will you spend this on a beauty salon instead of food?" I asked."Are you NUTS!" replied the homeless woman. "I haven't had my hair done in 20 years! ""Well," I said, "I'm not going to give you the money. Instead, I'm going to take you out for dinner with my husband and me tonight."The homeless Woman was shocked. "Won't your husband be furious with you for doing that? I know I'm dirty, and I probably smell pretty disgusting. "I said, "That's o

The Dream
He made love to her by candle-light As their shadows danced upon the wall Their shadows were one, as were their bodies When he caressed her in the fall He awoke to see before him The beautiful angel from before She appeared to have fallen From the pages of forgotten lore They met and they spoke His love for her grew fonder Yet his heart was broken instantly When her love began to wander He thought of her constantly She could not evade his mind He once made love to her frequently And she used to be so kind Once again he awoke This time by her side She lay oh so silently By her rules he would abide

Hmmm....
Okay so I was at a red light...the light turned green and I was giving a homeless man some money...trying to hurry b/c there was a car behind me. Well, the car starts flickering it's high lights at me so I handed the man the money and turned. The car so happened to be turning to. So I see the guy cut in front of me really fast than kinda hit his brakes I guess to 'retaliate' for taking to long at the green light...than I move beside him and he turns and looks at me than yells..."Oh my bad...hey baby can I get ur number!!?" Weird!! You just tried to make me rear end u and u just cut me off!!! Not to mention blind me w/ ur lights. Well, he follows me to my street and to my house I am out of the car and he is yelling still for my number...I just lied and told him I liked woman and walked in the house...Ugh!! How weird!

Me Nsfw?? Ha!!
Put this one as NSFW content as well just to ensure it like my mum did not get deleted... Me NSFW? Ha! Ok I just got fubar mail saying that my old default pic and and the one next to it got flagged for being NSFW, mind u I have had these 2 pics up for over 2 months now and have had the fist pic as a default pic for over a month... I am completely covered in them and smiling sweetly I also have these 2 pics on my myspace account and one of them as my default pic as well. BUT according to what I read in the Fubar Bible it was flagged for being too sexual in nature... I didn't know wearing a tee-shirt and smiling sweetly is considered sexual in nature?!? I feel that the pics I have had up should of not been judged so harshly Am I wrong? Also please keep in mind that I have never put a completely naked pic of myself on here and never would!! If I have put any sexual in nature pics up I have always marked them as such and kept them out of my default folder like I have been as

My Roommate's Epiphany
If you listen to Korn's freak on a leash, he does the little gibberish thing. While driving down the road, my roommate finally figured out the message in it. "Mmm! Binaca! Mmm! I'm not emo!" And no, we don't do drugs.

Warped And Twisted
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

The Age Old Question...
So I was asked the oddest question tonight...it just struck me as funny. It also had me wondering about other people. I was asked what the biggest age gap was between me and ex-lovers. Why it matters, I know not. I guess I shocked him with my answer though. I told him that it was 16 yrs. After his response, I thought maybe he misunderstood and thought I'd been messing around with jailbait...totally not my bag. I explained that he was that much older than me. Going in the opposite direction...the youngest I've ever been involved with was about 8 yrs younger. Apparently he was just surprised at the age difference. It makes me wonder... Where does everyone draw the line at too young or too old? Obviously I'm not into jailbait, but is there a year difference that makes things too much of a difference? When I was a teenager I limited myself to 2 yrs younger than me or 4 yrs older because I didn't want to be taken advantage of or take advantage of someone else. Now that

I Just Don't Get It....
**UPDATE** IF I GET DRAMA FROM THIS SO BE IT, JUST KNOW THAT I WON'T RESPOND TO IT, I DON'T HAVE TO, DON'T NEED TO, AND DEFINATELY DON'T DESERVE IT. KEEP IN MIND THIS IS JUST VENTING....and to go on for a bit...I don't NEED a man. I have the best "Husband" a woman can ask for already....who gives the best hugs, and is the best listener, and has the most wonderful UNCONDITIONAL Love that No woman will find in a mortal man ** (don't know who it is...? Ask me I'd be happy to tell you all about Him!!:D** VENT#1 Not that this is really a big deal, I'm so used to being single that it's just another day in the life of. What i don't get it, why some guys have to be "dummyheads"...I mean come on, just because this is an "Adult Site" does not mean that every woman on this site is here for you pleasure or for you to degrade when you talk to her. I had someone just yesterday say in my shout box something like, I like your pics, would love to see your boobs and nipples...COME ON...that doesn'

If You Like This
I have been thinking about this finally in a ROMANTIC way. Ya since I am a Romantic at heart. Take some strawberries and some cheese, and some other things. Make a little platter. Get some sparkling cider since I don't drink. Meet at the beach sometime just before sun down. Sit on a blanket and talk, get to know one another. And if there is any connection. Hope that there would be another time when we could get together. If you like this or a man like this please leave me a message. Or send me a private message if your local or gonna be in the area.

For You
I smell in the air the scent of you Little dreams had lived with me Now I know, I don’t wanna lose you That sweetness which has no age Your beauty has no rivals My heart wants only you For you, For you, I’ll live Love is gonna win With you, With you, I’ll have Hundreds days of happiness Hundreds nights of serenity I’ll do what you’ll ask me to I’ll go always anywher you go I’ll give all the love I feel for you Tell me that you know the future, yet Tell me that this is not gonna change Without you I don’t wanna exist For you, For you, I’ll live Love is gonna win With you, With you, I’ll have Hundreds days of happiness Hundreds nights of serenity I’ll do what you’ll ask me to I’ll go always anywher you go I’ll give all the love I feel for you I mustn’t say it to you, by now you know it That I would die without you For you, For you, I’ll live Love is gonna win With you, With you, I’ll do Everything you’ll ask me to I’ll go always anywher you go I’

September 27, 2007
Dear Mr. President - Pink Dear Mr. President, Come take a walk with me Let's pretend we're just two people and you're not better than me I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street? Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep? What do you feel when you look in the mirror? Are you proud? How do you sleep while the rest of us cry? How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye? How do you walk with your head held high? Can you even look me in the eye? And tell me why? Dear Mr. President, were you a lonely boy? are you a lonely boy? How can you say, no child is left behind? We're not dumb and we're not blind They're all sitting in your cells when you pay the road to hell What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away? What kind of father might hate his own daugther if she were gay? I can only imagine what the first lady has to say You've c

Why The Nice People
I am not the type of person to just watch others hurt people with insults so when this guy I work with at Mcdonalds happens to be getting harrassed I defended him. Then a few weeks later I was working with him againnd he was telling me he needed a place to stay on Sunday...I of coourse said he coould come stay at m house... He said how great that was and we made plans for him to meet me at 2 at mcdonalds and when i went home he came home with me. It was great or so I thought. We bought a caseys pizza and a case of bear and my neighbors came down and we all played cards... My husband works for a construction place and is gone for a week at a time right now so he had to leave for work Monday morning... We had a bill due so I got the bill money from Robby and being the trusting person I am didn't think twice about setting it on my entertainment center... I walked robby out at 5 in the morning we said our good byes and I went back inside...Bobby was sitting up on the hida bed and sai

Saddam's Volunteered Exile Could Have Prevented War
Saddam Hussein offered to step down and go into exile one month before the invasion of Iraq, it was claimed last night. Fearing defeat, Saddam was prepared to go peacefully in return for £500million ($1billion). The extraordinary offer was revealed yesterday in a transcript of talks in February 2003 between George Bush and the then Spanish Prime Minister Jose Maria Aznar at the President's Texas ranch. The White House refused to comment on the report last night. But, if verified, it is certain to raise questions in Washington and London over whether the costly four-year war could have been averted. Only yesterday, the Bush administration asked Congress for another £100billion to finance the conflicts in Iraq and Afghanistan. The total war bill for British taxpayers is expected to reach £7billion by next year. More than 3,800 American service personnel have lost their lives in Iraq, along with 170 Britons and tens of thousands of Iraqi civilians. However, accord

My Life
My life sometimes in life you have nothing go your way and then a angel walks into your life and changes everything you feel alive at the moment you open your eyes in the morn you have some thing to look forward to again a passion from inside I have not known before I begin to have feelings for you ,,,days wondering when I will met this very special person the one who holds your heart in his hands so if you are reading this i know you know who i am talking about Just wanted you to know that no matter of our past we have a connection and i really glad you are in my life and the day i look at your face will be the beginning of a friendship or whatever the spirit has decided we would be to each other i know right now you have given me so much joy and a reason to keep looking to that special man may he be you..then we will know in time so we will walk together till or paths take us in a different direction...the feeling i have inside is wonderful thanks

I Sometimes Need A Little Help! :)
Okay you all as bad as I want to say inface and set a new Fubar record in the fastest time ever on fuber to make Godmother I cant turn my back on my Posse and let them battle a battle alone.. Please Posse I beg you guys do not enter any more contests until the family gets organized again. You ask why arent you getting support in your contests? You didnt ask but if you did i'd simply say becaue I got hit with a huge ass blow. Our team is all over the place right now.. Also we are suppose to be on break. Mish and this contest here are the last two contest I will back. I need a vacation even more so then ever now. I need I need I need and I'll say it again, I need to bust some ass and make Godmother in record time. It's goes deeper then just setting a recored guys. Come on now we all know what the hells been going on lately. This will show that you can not knock good down and doing wrong for whatever your reason are will not provail. I think I had already made that point. My g

Time Was
Time was When I had hope Hopes for the future A simple life. Free from trouble and pain With someone to love and care for me And a houseful of children To share our joy And a God who was gentle and kind Watching over me. Time was When I believed That hope was enough... Time is A life of heart-sickness And sorrow And loneliness. A life where all my hopes Have been gradually torn apart. A life with no love No joy, No hope And a God Who has turned his back on me If he was ever there. Time will be More pain And loneliness And sorrow As much as I can bare And then some. That's what I've had so far, And I have no reason to believe That it will change... Time was when I had hope Time is When I know better. Time will be... What ???

How Art Is Necessary
GOOD Morning all you awesome people! My husband and I were having a discussion, and i would like to involve all of you in it; we were discussing the world of art and how it is important. My husband, whom is a member of Fubar, J_SIN, is an artist, in many words, sculpture, painting, airbrushing, drawing, pottery, etc. He is what you call the starving artist, striving to get his work known, not his name, just his style. He has this surealistic style to his art, it all comes from the imagination, and his heart. He has been drawing since he was 2, and went to Worcester Art Museum, under a summer scholarship when he was 6 and was invited again when he was 14. I'm not tooting his horn, i'm asking you all to take 5 minutes out of your schedule, go check out his art, and style. He will be well known, someday, but not while we live up here in Maine. There are no outlets, and what there is of an outlet, he winds up getting stepped on and tossed into the trash like an old tiss

Fun Night
I had the best phonecall I have had in a long long time last night. Persia and Ruby called.. I think we laughed more than talked. :) Those 2 are awesome. I think I know what Persia will be doing this weekend... looking for a motorcycle to sit on lol. Do I smell something burning Persia?

Finally Free
Just wanted to let you all know that my Divorce was finalized yesterday (26 Sept 07) at about 10 am. So for all of you local, and maybe not so local beautiful women out there, feel free to hit me up and maybe we can take a ride sometime. Im always looking to meet new people, and make new friends. Guys I will ride with you as well. You just have to have your own bike. No men riding bitch on the back of my bike. LOL

Rudeness
If there is one thing I do not care for it is rudeness. I try to be nice and polite to everyone I talk to If you are on my friends list I expect the same from you in return. If I should not be able to get online for some reason and decide to have someone come and catch up on my bar tab for me( I like to try to rate people back promtly). Be it my hubby or a friend and If while they are on my account and u shoutbox me and they inform you that they are not me and You call them offensive names you will be blocked. I have no desire to chat with poeple who would do this. For all my great friends I have on here I love You.. Judi

Thursday September 27, 2007
Once again the cops are threatening to raid the Blitzed Out Lounge for breaking the noise ordinances, again. Come on people... that would make it the fifth raid in the past 2 hours...can't we turn it down a bit? NEWS FLASH 11:42 AM: NO WE CAN NOT TURN IT DOWN A BIT!!!!! NEWS FLASH 11:54 AM: (COURTESY OF REPORTER DJ MIZZUNDERSTOOD): - Couple divorce after online 'affair' - A Bosnian couple are getting divorced after finding out they had been secretly chatting each other up online under fake names. Sana Klaric, 27, and husband Adnan, 32, from Zenica, poured out their hearts to each other over their marriage troubles, and both felt they had found their real soul mate. The couple met on an online chat forum while he was at work and she in an internet cafe, and started chatting under the names Sweetie and Prince of Joy. They eventually decided to meet up - but there was no happy ending when they realised what had happened. Now they are both filing for divorce - with each accusi

The Original Hollywood Squares!
If you remember the Original Hollywood Squares and its comics, this > may bring a tear to your eyes. These great questions and answers > are from the days when " Hollywood Squares" game show responses > were spontaneous, not scripted, as they are now. Peter Marshall was > the host asking the questions, of course. > > Q. Do female frogs croak? > A. Paul Lynde: If you hold their little heads under water long enough. > > Q. If you're going to make a parachute jump, at least how high > should you be? > A. Charley Weaver: Three days of steady drinking should do it. > > Q. True or False, a pea can last as long as 5,000 years. > A. George Gobel: Boy, it sure seems that way sometimes. > > Q. You've been having trouble going to sleep. Are you probably a > man or a woman? > A. Don Knotts: That's what's been keeping me awake. > > Q. According to Cosmopolitan, if you meet a stranger at a party and > you think that he is attractive, is it okay to come out and ask him >

Should It Be Studied More ??? Hpv Vaccine
I have a very BIG concern now over a vaccine that they are giving teenage girls these days, due to a very BAD experience I was exposed to today with my 14 yr. old daughter.I had to take my youngest daughter to the doctor this morning due to being sick.They gave me a series of forms to fill out to update her chart which included a form about her vaccinations throughout the yrs. After the doctor reviewed this form she informed me that my daughter needed the HPV vaccine which is also known as Human Papillomavirus. She said it's a new vaccine that they are giving females starting as young as age 9 yrs. old to the age of 26.I , myself have never heard of this vaccine. It is suppose to be the most common sexually transmitted disease in the US.The vaccine itself is it to help prevent cervical cancer due to the sexually transmitted virus. The doctor gave me a flyer on the vaccine which listed the side affects.Which listed all normal side affects such as pain in the injection area, fever ( mild

What Do You Think Would Happen If Women Stopped Hating Their Bodies?!
We would... * Learn to eat when, what, and how much our bodies need. * Overcome our fear of not dieting. * Look in the mirror and like what we see. * Decode our fat talk to reveal our real concerns. * Stop trying to measure up to society's ridiculous and impossible standards of female beauty. * Learn to accept ourselves - our bodies as well as our feelings - unconditionally. This is so easier said than done. Over the years I have done alot of work around body image and self esteem issues, as a matter of fact it has become a passion of mine. With all the reading and research I have done, I still manage to look in the mirror when I am in my undies and think "ew". Even after losing 200lbs I still feel very fat and continue to beat myself up about the fact that I am struggling to lose the last 20lbs. I dream when I can get to a point when I can stop worrying about my weight. Yes continue to eat healthy and be active, but because it makes me feel good, not because I wan

Sittin At The Bar!
Bar tender I really did it this time Broke my parole to have a good time When I got home it was 6 a.m. The door was locked so I kicked it in HE was trippin' on the bills I think HE was high on some pills HE through my shit out into the yard Called me a bum and smacked me real hard And in my drunkin' stooper I did what I should of never done Now I'm sittin' here talking to you Drunk and on the run I'm sittin' at a bar on the inside Waitin' for my ride on the outside HE broke my heart in the trailer park So I jacked the keys to HIS fuckin' car Crashed that piece of shit and then stepped away You know me I'll probably get ten years So just give me beers til they get here Yeah I know the sun is comin' up And ya'll are probably gettin' ready for closin' up But I'm trying to drown my soul I'm tired of this life on a dirt road And everythang that I love is gone And I'm tired of hangin' on HE got me sittin' at a bar on the inside Waitin' for my ride on the outsi

Why Are You In Here
for a few days now... she comes into my dreams always asking for help. always within the end of them and throughout the middle. i always see her and she comes to me. asking me for help.... why me.... why me?

New Men's Thesaurus [groan]
"I'M GOING FISHING" Meaning: "I'm going to drink myself dangerously stupid, and stand by a stream with a stick in my hand, while the fish swim by in complete safety." IT'S A GUY THING" Meaning: "There is no rational thought pattern connected with it, and you have no chance at all of making it logical". "CAN I HELP WITH DINNER?" Meaning: "Why isn't it already on the table?" "UH HUH," "SURE, HONEY," OR "YES, DEAR..." Meaning: Absolutely nothing. It's a conditioned response. "IT WOULD TAKE TOO LONG TO EXPLAIN" Meaning: "I have no idea how it works." "I WAS LISTENING TO YOU. IT'S JUST THAT I HAVE THINGS ON MY MIND." Meaning: "I was wondering if that chick over there is wearing a bra?" "TAKE A BREAK HONEY, YOU'RE WORKING TOO HARD". Meaning: "I can't hear the TV over the vacuum cleaner." "THAT'S INTERESTING, DEAR." Meaning: "Are you still talking?" "YOU KNOW HOW BAD MY MEMORY IS." Meaning: "I remember the theme song to 'F Troop', the address

Why You Shouldn't Flirt !!!
The wife got a terrible headache and told her husband to go to the party alone. He, being a devoted husband, protested, but she argued and said she was going to take some aspirin and go to bed and there was no need for his good time to be spoiled by her not going. So he took his costume and away he went. The wife, after sleeping soundly for about an hour, woke without pain, and as it was still early, decided to go to the party. As her husband didn't know what her costume was, she thought she would have some fun by watching her husband to see how he acted when she was not with him. So she joined the party and soon spotted her husband in his costume, cavorting around on the dance floor, dancing with every nice 'chick' he could and copping a little feel here and a little kiss there. His wife went up to him and being a rather seductive babe herself, he left his new partner high and dry and devoted his time to her. She let him go as far as he wished, naturally, since

Truth About Men
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (Because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T MEN BLINK DURING SEX? (They don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (They don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (Becau se their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (So they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties.) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (You need a rough draft before you make a final copy.) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (Don't know....it never h appened) (C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (Because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart... Then you ar

My Woman
Now here we are Together, all alone Resting in the back of my car Bodies next to one another I finally feel at home And then I look into your eyes Trace the runnels of your lips I feel the passion that resides Feel my heart begin to pound As you plant a kiss at my fingertips We move closer, as close as two can be Then begin to whisper sweet songs Words just between you and me Beyond the comprehension of others In my heart where it shall forever belong Our breaths grow deep Souls begging, yearning for more The windows tainted with our heat Feel the sensations rise As our bodies begin to explore my hands exploring everywhere as always Your sweet, sweet caress That leaves me in a daze I feel your hands run up my dress My eyes sparkle Vision now glazed Bodies moving so fast And I can’t seem to comprehend A moment in time that will forever last Swirling, touching, together, strong sensations rise Heaven’s here with you, my godsend Crashing down, down so heavy

Ghosts,demons And Poltergeists.
Ok, I have to ask.... Who reading this, believes in ghosts, demons and poltergeists? This video was left for me on my facebook page. Kinda freaked me out, but hey... I'm a big sissy... :p cause sissy's are cool! lmfao.. just kidding, but seriously, I know these types of things can be edited and stuff. What I want to know is, what do you think? Share this with other people. And let me know. I'm kinda curious as to everyone's opinion.

For A Sick Mother F@cker
I got flowers today. It wasn't my birthday or any other special day. We had our first argument last night. And he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt me. I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said. Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day. Last night, he threw me into a wall and started to choke me. It seemed like a nightmare. I couldn't believe that it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over. I know he must be sorry. Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. And it wasn't Mother's Day or any special day. Last night he beat me up again. And it was much worse than all the other times. If I leave him what will I do? How will I take care of my kids? What about money? I'm afraid of him and scared to leave. But I know he must be sorry. Because he sent me flowers today.

Rant Poem
Spontaneous combustion Exploding feelings across The wide open page As if to say— “I am wide open for your inspection.” Fuck that!! Don’t inspect me! Respect me Who the fuck are you anyway? Who the fuck am I for that matter? What am I here for? What pain must we all endure? Here for the ride I guess! Always skeptical Always a receptacle For the shit of the world And of our own making Is dumped Pumped and; Thrown, In our face As a spectacle For all to see or More likely ignore!

Whit The Love Between 2 Are Shared
Exactly when did love come to your hearts, Vesting something one in something twain, Exchanging simple wholes for complex parts, Less purely self, more vulnerable to pain? Yet passion often migrates into need, Not needing much to crave unfeigned affection; And so each craving does the other feed, Need serving need as bond against rejection. Doubt not such sweet sense can be sustained, Not by passion, but by will and grace. In long-lived love there's too much to be gained, Convectively, to easy unembrace. Oceans well up richly well within, Letting go the air that we begin Avidly to breathe, with passion burning, So fraught with love no years can hold our yearning.

Thanks To All My Family?friends?fans!
I have been receiving birthday wishes for almost 2 weeks now and my birthday is tomarrow. I want to take this time to thank everyone who has come to my page and sent me gifts and birthday wishes! I feel very lucky to have you all in my life. Love you all!Muaaahhhhh

Depression
She goes about her day to day and does her duties to perfection, She cries alone and works her way through fears and self rejection. No one knows this angel is carrying around such grief, If they only saw a glimpse of things they'd sigh in disbelief. She seems to be so perfect not one single flaw, Everyone looks at her with envy If they only knew it all. Her heart aches with loneliness and her tears disguised with pride, Why does she care what they think its becoming too much for her to hide. She sits at home and pours her heart out to a man that doesn't really care, He never hears a word she says he looks right through her as if she’s not really there. She is running out of friends to confide in and family's gone astray, Alone and broken hearted, She slowly starts to fade away.

A True Story Of A Real Man
A man that made an impression on strangers and friends. Quiet but firm and even more stern. Strength and courage I have learned from you, but being without you is hard to do. A man with pride in every step he made. A man with vigor in every phrase. The tears I've shed cannot surpass the smiles and the laughs we had with you. To feel your pain I could not do, to feel your joy I cannot explain, but being without is hard to do. A man with pride in every step he made. A man with vigor in every phrase. A man that defined the word grand as only a real man can. To know you're in a better place soothes my pain. Knowing you're watching over me makes me sane. A man with pride in every step he made. A man with vigor in every phrase. A true story of a real man, who in the end held his family together as only a real man can. My grandfather, a man with poise. You were a husband, father, uncle, cousin, grandfather, friend, and the epitome of a real man.

A Fish I Wish
Oh how I wish I was a fish to swim in the deep blue sea. I would swim up and down and all around in laps of two or three. There would be no rules to follow,all fun down here. On land rules are trouble,a real pain in the rear. Humans are not wanted down here and for them you must always look. For they only want to see us fish dangling from their hook. A sea full of wonder,yes that's the life for me. Oh how I wish to be a fish. Oh my Mind is just to full today

This Is Chilling
Read down to the very bottom highlighted in green, IT'LL GIVE YOU GOOSE-BUMPS!!! You don't want to miss this! ((*_*) ) VERY INTERESTING- 1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq ! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq ! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel 10. Amos cried out in Iraq ! 11 Babylon , which is in Iraq , destroyed Jerusalem 12. Daniel was in the lion's den in Iraq ! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery Furnace!) 14. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the 'writing on the wall' in Iraq 15. Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive

Oh Yeah Baby
OK NOW I AM JUST PISSED OFF I AM SOO SOO SICK OF DRAMA WHORES,ATTETION WHORES,PHYSCO WHORES,LIER, SO CALLED FREINDS LOOK I JOINED KOW BC I THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD FAMILY BUT SEEMS IT FULL OF CHILDISHNESS, BUT ME N MY FAMILY R LEAVING IT BC TO ME FAMILY MEANS UNITY LOVE AND RESPECT A WOLF PACK HUNTS TOGETHER EATS TOGETHER LOVES TOGETHER AND ATTACK THIS PACK AND I U WONT LIKE THE RESULTS I AM TELLIN U WHEN I JOINED KOW I HAD HIGH HOPES FOR THAT FAMILY TO ENDED UP BEING TREATED LIKE A SLAVE , WELL IM HERE TO TELL U IM NO FUCKIN SUBMISSIVE AND IM DOMINATE .I DEMAND RESPECT OK MUCH LOVE TO MY REAL FAMILY N FRIENDS I LOVE U ALL AND WISH MUCH PEACE AND HAPPINESS TO U ALL I WILL BOMB FRIENDS AS I SEE FIT AFTER A SMALL BREAK I NEED AFTER SO MUCH DRAMA THE LAST FEW DAYS OK MY RANT IS OVER FOR NOW

One Night Stand
I picture you sitting across a room full of people I'm dressed up wearing a corset and fishnet top garter with stockings and a short skirt, doesn't take you long to notice I am not wearing panties as I sit across from you, I make pleasant conversation but I don't play nice for long I move to your lap and sit turning slightly towards you my skirt coming up .. you start moving your hand up my thigh smirking at people as they walk past interrupting me to say hello to anyone you know .. I start detailing to you what I want .. completely dropping any friendly pretext. I tell you where we will meet in a few minutes after you make me cum right here with everyone watching .. then I tell you that the people around us won't care nor do I so get to it.. you slowly start to finger me and kiss me pulling hard on my nipple working my piercing and pulling it slightly.. making me moan and writhe in your lap. you bite my neck and threaten me if I don't cum soon you won't meet me later, and I won't get

Where Are They
HEY PEOPLE I AM A NEWLY SINGLE MAN IN PHILADELPHIA AND I HAVE BEEN ON THIS SITE FOR A FEW MONTHS NOW AND ITS ALOT OF FUN BUT THERE SEEMS TO BE ALOT OF WOMEN ON HERE THAT ARE LOOKING FOR A MAN AND THEY EITHER LIVE NEXT TO U SOME HOW OR THEY ARE MILES AWAY BUT MY QUESTION IS ARE THEY GOOD WOMEN AND IF SO WHY ARE THEY SINGLE AND IF THERE IS A GOOD WOMEN THAT U ARE LOOKIN FOR WHY WON'T THEY ACT ON WHAT THEY WANT I HAVE ALOT OF WOMEN FROM OTHER STATES ON MY FRIENDS LIST THAT LOVE ME AS IF WE BEEN TOGETHER BEFORE BUT YET WOMEN IN MY OWN AREA WON'T RESPOND TO MY SHOUTS SO ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS WHERE ARE ALL THE GOOD WOMEN

What Do You Guys Think?
People I wanted to ask you all a question....When you take pictures to post on public websites, how important it is to have the background area in the pic clean.... Does any one really notice...I know that I notice....but since we will probably never meet anyone off this site..does it really matter

The Song For My Son.
I'm Your Father By: Justin Ervin Copyright 2007 All rights reserved Verse 1: I know at times I may seem harsh I've said some hurtful things But know I say these things to help you Not to break your heart Cuz this life is unforgiving I will always be right here You can lean on me for anything Thru the blood, sweat, and tears Chorus: Cuz I'm your father And you are my child I could never ask for more In this lifetime And in this life You can always come to me If you've ever lost your way I'll be right here Cuz I'm your father Verse 2: Here we go again we had another fight It started in the early morning And lasted thru the night I know you think you're right You will always think I'm wrong But my love is unconditional Now hear the words of this song Chorus: Chorus: *key change* end.

Slow Dance
SLOW DANCE have you ever watched kids on a merry-go-round, or listened to rain slapping the ground? ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight, or gazed at the sun into the fading night? you'd better slow down don't dance so fast time is short the music won't last do you run through each day on the fly, when you ask "How are you"? do you hear the reply? when the day is done do you lie in your bed, with the next hundred chores running through your head? you'd better slow down don't dance so fast time is short the music won't last ever told your child, we'll do it tomorrow and in your heart not seen the sorrow? ever lost touch, let a good friendship die, 'cause you never had time to call and say "hi"? you'd better slow down don't dance so fast time is short the music won't last when you run so fast to get somewhere you miss half the fun of getting there when you worry and hurry through your day, it is like and unopened gift....thrown away life is not a race

Another Day
So Megan has come over 3 of 3 days probably not coming today oh well we all need time apart. But it's weird. Like I enjoy being with her, we are just as damaged as each other. I feel good with her. Hell I smile when I'm with her (not the fake smile either). I think I might lllllllllllll this woman. Now for the bad part... I can't tell her this till the end of October. Reason: I don't want to be the reason she stays here after her graduation while I finish the following year. Yea she has PA school and what not. But still she has always been one to give for guys. She needs to fucking do something for herself. Yes I do care about her. I do want to be with her. But she needs to take care of her own... blah this nice guy thing sucks more dick then a man in the castro district.

Semi-repeat Blog
This will be sort of a "repeat" blog for me but addressing new issues with it. If you read my last blog then you'll know that I have a couple of SB pet peeves. Well, now I have a few SB pet peeves. For those of you that keep coming in my SB bitching at me because my boyfriend has checked out your page, stop it. I, for one, am open to everyone that I have a boyfriend and our relationship is great. I DO NOT try to hide it. It says in my about me, if you read it, that I am in a relationship. Also, there are pictures on here of him and me. Second, if this bothers you so much, say something to him about it. I'm positive that he will tell you why he was at your page. If it's such a problem that he is at your page, block him. I know how "Bouncerific" that sounds, but don't bitch at me about it. He's a big boy and can view whomever he wants. I don't and am not going to tell him or ask him why he does it. I don't really care that he does it for that matter. So, if any of this bothers any of you

Just Something I Threw Out There
March 28, 2007 - Wednesday im listening I walk through darkness seeking it's comfort. It embraces me while wispering it's saftey, sheilding me from footsteps around me. Im asked not to hide but to go forward with comfidence on a path i do not know.How far im to walk i have not been told. My desires go unknown to me, Im not to ask. Im to learn with each step. Doubt fills me, confuses me. Yet darkness holds me in her arms and i feel safe. i wish to cry out and ask why? But i fear an answer, worse i'll hear nothing knowing im still standing here alone. Please answer me, Are you my friend or are you my prison keeping me hiddon away from where im to go? Im scared for i know not my path and yet you wisper me to go forward

Relationships!
There's no such thing as perfection & I'm far from it. That being said, when your in a relationship for a certain amount of years and of course everything is peaches & cream in the begining. What happens to that energy that brings 2 people together in the 1st place? Every couple in the world go through up's & downs. You would think that would make the relationship stronger if you go through it together! To live with someone for years & as time goes on, feel like roommate instead of lovers. Day by day your just taking care of the kids & bills. Conversations are reduced to what happened at work & the kids! There's no cheating going on, it's just routine now to take care of household affairs with no intimacy involved AT ALL...... The love is still some what strong, but the attraction level left a while ago! How much can a person take? It's so hard to be so attracted to someone you love & not get that feeling in return. It's not one of those cut & dry cases you hear about, that all I have

True Boyfriend
When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ] When she stare's at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she start's cussing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignore's you [ Give her your attention ] When she pull's away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] * TIL SHE STOPS * THEN ASK HER WHATS WRONG* When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she lay's her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steal's your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she tease's you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesnt answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she look's

September 27, 2007
This is my anthem. Amy Winehouse -Tears Dry On Their Own All I can ever be to you, Is a darkness that we knew, And this regret I had to get accustomed to, Once it was so right, When we were at our high, Waiting for you in the hotel at night, I knew I hadn't met my match, But every moment we could snatch, I don't know why I got so attached, It's my responsibility, And you don't owe nothing to me, But to walk away I have no capacity He walks away, The sun goes down, He takes the day but I'm grown, And in this grey, in this blue shade My tears dry on their own, I don't understand, Why do I stress A man, When there's so many better things at hand, We could a never had it all, We had to hit a wall, So this is inevitable withdrawal, Even if I stop wanting you, A Perspective pushes thru, I'll be some next man's other woman soon, I shouldn't play myself again, I should just be my own best friend, Not fuck myself in the head with stupid men, He walk

It Seems That Life Goes By Resembling Somewhat Of A Bell Curve Of What Is Considered Successful...
At age 4...success is...not peeing in your pants. At age 10...success is...making your own meals. At age 12...success is...having friends. At age 16...success is...having a drivers license. At age 20...success is...having sex. At age 35...success is...having money. At age 50...success is...having money. At age 60...success is...having sex. At age 70...success is...having a drivers license. At age 75...success is...having friends. At age 80...success is...making your own meals. At age 85...success is...not peeing in your pants.

Caring
This'll be long, I don't expect anyone to read it just because it's probably going to be painfully boring. I find it rather weird that lately I'm extremely apathetic about almost everything. I just don't care. The few exceptions being friends, family, and my husband. I'm sure it makes me sound like a horrible person, but I really could not care less if some stupid ass pitbull law is passed to ban them. I really don't give a shit either way if Hilary Clinton gets elected president. I couldn't care more if I tried about global warming, the war, or abortion. I think abuse is shitty, but unless it's someone I know, I couldn't give two shits if someone stayed in an abusive relationship. It's your life, if you wanted to get treated like shit, far be it for me to complain. Get some fucking therapy. Yes, I realize it's a much more diverse issue, but pity-parties are lame. I don't think you should fuck other people if you're married, but unless you're my husband, I really don't care

People Bitching About Nsfw (and Other Ramblings)
When I first heard about CherryTap (now Fubar) I thought, "Awesome, a place where ADULTS can go to chat, hang out, and meet." So, I created an account and uploaded as many pictures as I was allowed. I fully understand that there were going to be people that were not going to like my opinions, pictures, and sense of humor. I even understand that there are people who may not agree with the fact that I find Happy Bunny completely and totally God Like. (Yes, that's an exaggeration for those of you who cannot comprehend the obvious.) And, I happily move on with my little internet world in, what was known at that time, as Cherry Tap. So I come across all these people who all of the sudden want to be my friends. Of course, they can't tell me a damn thing about what's written in my profile, so they are automatically denied. YAY for me having standards... well at least I think so. However, I will return ratings so long as I can find a picture I like, because I am not a complete

Televsion And Reflections
Change; we don’t like it, we fear it, but we can't stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. And it hurts to grow, anybody who tells you it doesn’t is lying. But heres the truth: the more things change, the more they stay the same. And sometimes, sometimes change is good. Sometimes change is everything. Ok after watching Grey's anatomy tonight and hearing the ending it put me to thinking as I often do. There is so much truth in that statement. Change is hard change hurts and it is never easy. And sometimes even when we think we are changing we aren't. We just fool ourselves into believe we are and for a short time maybe we do. But invariably we do and will fall back to what we know. And sometimes that works for us other times it only brings up more issues. I've tried to change, I've tried to make different choices and yet I find myself always falling back into the tried and trued things I know and understand. And even though there is a certain leve

New Pics Up 9/27
Hey guys, i wanted to post this here because I didn't fully explain this in my stash update earlier. There is a new album up, it's called Body Parts ... 9/27 is at the end of it... Now, Just because the album isn't marked nsfw doesn't mean that most of the pics aren't and this isn't the only album that applies to (Blue sin and at least one other). So, for your own sake, open the ones that don't say nsfw also and check and see what you're missing... As usual, please remember to also rate SFW's or I'll start doing only SFW albums for friends and lock all new NSFW's to family only, and we don't want that, do we???? Love you guys, Sin BTW, please remember to keep comments IN pic comments, not IN my Shoutbox. I keep my SB respectful and I DO expect you to abide by that. This is MY playground, I just LET YOU play here.

Lounges.
I hate nothing more then some crooked face retard sending me links to their butt fucked filled lounges. This time I just snapped and entered the lounge. I told them their viral advertisement was annoying and to keep it the fuck out of my shoutbox. This was the shoutbox fight that ensued. ->ÐÈß~£Ú WÌ£...: Now. Fuck off cunt rag. Get the fuck out of my shoutbox, and stay the flying fuck out, you old miserable piece of shit. End of mother fucking story. ->ÐÈß~£Ú WÌ£...: TOO PUSSY TO STAND BEHIND A REAL ACCOUNT? AND LIKE I GIVE A FLYING FUCK YOUR SON IS DEAD. FOR ALL I FUCKING CARE HE CAN BURN IN HELL. GO AHEAD AND GO TO SUPPORT. WHO CAME INTO WHOS SHOUTBOX FIRST YOU WRINKLY OLD CUNT. NOW ROT IN THELL WITH YOUR KID ÐÈß~£Ú WÌ£...: THIS IS AN ALTERNATE ACCOUNT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH MY SON DIED ON OCT 6 2005 AND IF U KEEP SAYING STUPID SHIT ILL GO TO SUPPORT AND GET U BANNED ->ÐÈß~£Ú WÌ£...: LOL YOU'RE MORE RETARDED THAN YOU LOOK. I HAVE YOU BEAT IN FRIENDS, FANS, AND FAMILY YOU RETARD

Fubar Support Response + My Reply
following is the url to the flagged photo as you requested. i appreciate your attention in this matter. http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1074277&albumid=501736&i=297222549 thank you On 9/28/2007, support@fubar.com wrote: Send me the URL of the photo and I'll review. -------------------------------------------------- On 9/28/2007, sickkkiedoll@fubar.com wrote: =============================================== hi. i'm curious as to whether or not you actually revies images that are reported as NSFW? i have been so careful with my pictures and even moved other images that were tagged but tonight someone flagged a photo of a tattoo on my neck! come on it is not words -or offensive imagery if my religious symbology is offensive - then are christian crosses pentagrams, stars of david and other religious significators all open to being flagged and their wearers subject to the threat of accou

This Is Weird...its Up To You To Believe This...
1) New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters. 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. 5) The two twin towers make an "11" This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting: 1) New York is the 11th state. 2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 = 11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911. 9 + 1 + 1 = 11. Sheer coincidence..?! Read on and make up your own mind: 1) The total number of victims inside all the hi- jacked planes was 254. 2 + 5 + 4 = 11. 2) September 11 is day number 2

Important Update
I have found out that there has been a F*ck Up on Fubar and that alot of private folders have been set to open. I wanted to let everyone know that their private pics can be seen by anyone on their friends list. I respect your privacy and just wanted to let you all know that you are nasty sick perverted individuals................................. ........ha ha ha jk. I hope this doesn't ruin anyones day, cause it's Friday Baby.

Acceptance
We should all be this accepting of others. The paragraph below was written by David Keirsey If I do not want what you want, please try not to tell me that my want is wrong. Or if I believe other than you, at least pause before you correct my view. Or if my emotion is less than yours, or more, given the same circumstances, try not to ask me to feel more strongly or weakly. Or yet if I act, or fail to act, in the manner of your design for action, let me be. I do not, for the moment at least, ask you to understand me. That will come only when you are willing to give up changing me into a copy of you. I may be your spouse, your parent, your offsping, your friend, or your colleague. If you will allow me any of my own wants, or emotions, or beliefs, or actions, then you open yourself, so that some day these ways of mine might not seem so wrong, and might finally appear to you as right -- for me. To put up with me is the first step to understanding me. Not that you embrace my ways as r

Life Is What You Make It...
One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off! Life is g

Words Of Wisdom
So I have been feeling down so much lately despite the humorous attitude of recent blogs. Its about real life stuff not Fubar. YES I really do have a life :P I cant understand why its so hard for me to be happy. Im so needy and demanding in relationships but some say not demanding enough. I cant seem to let go of the past- it smothers me DAILY. You cant run away from it when you have kids as a result of it. My son is almost grown and planning on joining the army which scares the hell out of me.I rarely see him between his school, homework(hes a junior with ALL advanced classes) and his job and then time with friends and visitation with Dad that I just see him in passing anymore. My daughter is almost 14 (looks at least 17)and in too much of a hurry to grow up. Other issues at home that I wont get into out of respect but I was chatting with a old friend on yahoo that knows all my sordid past. and after babbling and crying she said this....... "There comes a point in your li

Wookie Offer
Dstone1980...: later dude ->Psychowolf...: I take it the offer is approved? Dstone1980...: ha ha ha you to much man ->Psychowolf...: and sell her to the Jawas ->Psychowolf...: TAKE OUR OFFER.....or we will force molest you Dstone1980...: i have no clue what your saying I really didnt like starwars ->Psychowolf...: I will trade you jedi anal and a wookie for your wife ->Psychowolf...: You are a VERY young padawan, and your Woman is a Wookie Wanna Be. Dstone1980...: hey man at lest I get laid by girls all this starwars talk makes me wonder about you well have this convo later ->Psychowolf...: Does her saber stand erect when you use the force on her? BTW....wookies have better penis ->Psychowolf...: OMG! SHes got a light SABER! Dstone1980...: its all fun and games man im going to work later Dstone1980...: nah as you can see from the pics shes not hairy ->Psychowolf...: In that case, the Jedi will have to change our offer ->Psychowolf...: It would be

Wtf???
i just been invaded.i think we all need lil bit of privacy here.i come back to find out everybody can view all my pics.so i had to delete the ones i consider private & personal.thats not rite.i should b able to choose who gits to see them & who dont.i sure as hell dont want kiddiez lookin @ my junk.i just feel very violated.what is wrong wit fubar anywayz?sumbody plz tell me what goin on :(

Dirty
I turn you on You make me wet Pulsing my body And making me sweat I feel so dirty After a rough day You ease my body I love it this way Soft and gentle Or rough and fast I could stay here And let hours pass But I step out Feeling so good Clean and fresh There I stood Just getting out Of the shower.

Its All About Me
My name is Angel and I am here to make friends only. I enjoy meeting different people and learning about their backgrounds. I am here for advise or for someone for you to talk to. I can be boldly honest. So be careful of the questions you ask me, my honesty is bold and can be harsh. Love me and I'll love you back. If you wanna know more just ask, if you dare lol

Important!
This was in a bulletin and it is true...For some reason we can't repost the bulletins or post new ones. PLEASE if you have PRIVATE FOLDERS with nudes or kids pictures DELETE them NOW fubar FUCKED UP anyone can see ALL your photo's DON'T BELIEVE me ask me to view a private folder and SEE for yourself REPOST PLEASE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! go to your folders turn off the NSFW and then click ok. ignore the error message. then go back and turn it back on and then set it to friends or family only and click ok and its back to how it was LOCKED!!!!!

Transvestite Hobbit Offer
This was fucked up; not until the end did i realize this hooker was in fact a She Male. ->Psychowolf...: The Hobbit i have shown you, has been prostituted by the Dark Lord. She is now Mine, and must be Purified. Give her to me, and i Will give you my Cock, Precious mike: do u want to ride my hobbit ->Psychowolf...: Gandalf will give you his Magical Wang ->Psychowolf...: How did yo know the Name of my PENIS? mike: ur will ride my cock if i give u back the hobbit , but first give me back the precious ->Psychowolf...: And i will give you the Cock RIng, to rule them all ->Psychowolf...: I Am Gandalf, and ive just put on my robe and wizard hat; But im willing to make a deal. Give me that Hobbit ->Psychowolf...: I want my HOBBIT back ->Psychowolf...: http:... mike: what r u talkin about ->Psychowolf...: for YOU SHALL NOT PASS ->Psychowolf...: You have a Hobbit in your custody, do not ANGER Gandalf ->Psychowolf...: Dont make me put on my Robe and Wizard

Trying To Do The Right Thing
OK, as of right now, I have decided that I am going to move out. I cannot continue living my life according to everybody else"s ideals. I am going to do everything in my power to make right all of the wrongs I have caused. I absolutely, without question, have fallen for the greatest girl in the world. Yet, I hurt her already. I will do whatever it takes to make it up to her. I have never felt so small as I did when she looked at me like she did yesterday. I hope I never make her feel that way again. If there is anything I can do to fix it, I will. NO QUESTIONS ASKED If you want it, you got it. I had to tell my children last night that I wanted to leave. I think they will be ok, I hope they will. My marriage has been terrible, in my view, for many years. If not it's entirety. There's no saving it. I don't want to. Time to move on. There is no denying that I love my kids. I lived a life, that's not what I need, for long enough. My kids are strong and smart. I will be there for

Boyfriend Application
EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GIRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU IN YOUR INBOX! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19

Hmmm
You know, I sit and read some of the blasts. Over half of the ones I have seen are for people on their birthday from a friend. I guess that people just don't really give blasts to their friends at other times much. I wonder why. I have given out several to my friends just because. Oh well. Such is life!

Just Because
Just because I'm good looking/hot/sexy/beautiful or whatever you feel describes my outer appearance does not mean I'm a whore. I do not cam with anyone. I don't think about your compliments after you have said them. I don't care if you think my boyfriend is "lucky" to have me. He knows that or we wouldn't be dating. I don't want to cyber or type nasty shit and I'm not an online slut. Don't assume because I look the way I do that I'm a stuck up bitch. There is more to me than looks. I'm smart, funny and most of all, classy. I firmly believe in God and have a stronger than average faith. I like to meet new people and talk to people from all walks of life. It's all a learning experience. If you want to talk to me then so be it. But don't come at me with compliments on my appearance and expect me to fall to the ground in awe of the remedial words you string together because more likely than not, I have already heard it all.

Sipping Vodka
SIPPING VODKA This is too funny – This was meant to be a chain letter but I thought it was funny so I wanted to share it with everyone. A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, “When I am worried about getting nervous On the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip.” So next Sunday he took the monsignor’s advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door: 1) Sip the vodka, don’t gulp. 2) There are 10 commandments, not 12. 3) There are 12 disciples, not 10. 4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. 5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass. 6) We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. 7) The

Biker Chicks.....
I have found a really cool tribute site with amazing old fotos of girls on two wheels. Thought Id do a small piece on it and bring some traffic and attention to this great site put together by Motogrrl from Detroit. Check it out! Go to the site by clicking on any of the fotos below.Brigitte Bardot on a HarleyEllie May and Granny Clampett on a Triumph.The lovely Ann Margaret Natalie Wood just givin it!Come check it out and add Detroit Grrl too!

Update On Leg # Idk
Yesterday was my appointment with the vascular surgeon. He has decided that I need to see a plastic surgeon to put some artificial skin over the area. My answer to him....not gonna happen. Why would you put artificial skin over an area that you can't stop infection in? Two doctors have already said that nothing is going to grow there until they can figure out what the actual problem is. Anyway, I am taking matters into my own hands. Now waiting for phone calls from 3 different doctors. I mean somebody has got to do something. I spent all day yesterday crying and am feeling myself slipping deeper and deeper into this depression thing. This is not the life I normally live and it is driving me insane. I have tried everything the doctors have told me to try plus some and right now I am basically at my wits end. I am apologizing to you now because I am not myself. I am not very talkative and I do go off the bitch end quiet quickly, but I am in a level of pain right now that I

To Roam
To roam this Earth As only an animal can Would be a wondrous joy For one to experience To be Freed from The problems and worries Of the Human kind Oh what a joy! To roam the forest and woods As only a Wolf can To be freed from all other binding ties Save from true Nature To see through a wolves eyes To smell through a wolves nose To feel the soft brown or black soil Between the soft padding on the paw Oh what a joyous feeling To be uncaged and free Roaming this beautiful green Earth As only a wolf can! wrote 9/28/07

Sad Tale Of Abandonment
Gordo..AP - A seven-year old boy was at the center of a Orleans Parish courtroom drama yesterday when he challenged a court ruling over who should have custody of him. The boy has a history of being beaten by his parents and the judge initially awarded custody to his aunt, in keeping with child custody law and regulation requiring that family unity be maintained to the highest degree possible. The boy surprised the court when he proclaimed that his aunt beat him more than his parents and he adamantly refused to live with her. When the judge then suggested that he live with his grandparents, the boy cried and said that they also beat him. After considering the remainder of the immediate family and learning that domestic violence was apparently a way of life among them, the judge took the unprecedented step of allowing the boy to propose who should have custody of him. After two recesses to check legal references and confer with the child welfare officials,

What A Low Life!
Apparently in light of the Fubar mess up my private phtos were available to all, and this guy decided to copy and paste them nd is now using them as comments...If he is on your list make sure you remove him. Hes even downrating everyone too. What a piece of work. Make sure you guys get rid of the jerk off, and if anyone knows what I can do to report him or get him deleted please let me know..Thanks Hugs and Kisses He is a loser King of Spade@ fubar

Have You Ever?
Have you ever been kissed? I mean really kissed? Treated as though you're a delicious dessert to be savoured... Lips hovering over your throat; hot breath making all your hairs stand on end with the anticipation of being touched. Then finally the fleeting touch of soft skin against yours, a tongue tasting you, and then it's gone again. Only to reappear lower down... hands caressing your back, softly, but surely. Those hands know where they want to go, but for now they decently remain on your back, shoulders, in your hair, tugging it so your throat is exposed. Teeth graze your skin. You feel as though you're sinking into an abyss. If you were standing, your knees would buckle. Lust takes over, you seek the lips that are torturing you so, and capture them with yours. Teeth, tongues, lips, clashing, mingling, gasping. You're so aroused your juices are flowing freely. And yet you're fully clothed. This is strictly over the clothes foreplay, and yet you want it. You desperately want t

You're Prequalified For 1 Survey!
you're prequalified for 1 survey! These dumbassholes ask me twice three times a day... what a dumb fuck. repet WHAT A DUMB FUCK. I did a survey. added all the PERSONAL info... within a day or so I lost my Yahoo email account plus all my contacts on yahoo messenger.... I have talked with others that the same thing happened to..... DO YOU REALLY TRUST OTHERS THAT HAVE THE "KEYS" TO THIS SITE ? STOP ASKING ME FOR ANYTHING YOU MOTHER FUCKERS

Top Fubar Friends!!!!
This is dedicated to all my friends on here that have always kept up and rated my pics on a continual basis, left comments and have helped me level up when I needed it!!!! Please everyone.. show them some love... They really deserve it!!!! I really Appreciate you guys... YOU ARE THE BEST! :) ~* BrOwN eYeD GuRl*~ *StEeLeRs GuRl 4EvEr*ItALiAn MaFiA pRiNcEsS*~@ fubar "SQUIRTER KAYLA RAYNES"@ fubar ~♥Miss TKT♥~@ fubar ~*Jaxfinest4ever*~*Fu-Hitched To The Amazing Panicmyself*~*Dirty South Crew*~@ fubar lilbellydancer101@ fubar ~SicilianChick~~Manager of EFXN Lounge~~Dirty South Crew~~*@ fubar SarcasticNanci@ fubar ~♥Miss TKT♥~@ fubar have a good weekend!!!!! Craig

Magick Stuff
You are 81% Witch or Wizard! You are more white than black, seeing knowledge as something that could be dangerous in the wrong hands. You could be the protector we need.What type of Witch or Wizard are you?Create a Quiz

See You...
I'm very sorry. Due to Financial hardship, my Vip will expire in a few days. As well as my internet connection will be very limited, if existant at all. I'll try to get back online as soon as I can. But priorities are priorities. Thank you for all the nice comments and rates and I hope everyone has a Great time :) i will miss you Judy Easy Free Borders from TagBot Borders

Between Love And Pain
The is a place that is called The Between Where you are neither in Pain or in Love But rather In Between the two. Within this place Neither Pain or Love exist All that is there is numbness bliss Not all know of this place Or can find it on their own Some need the help from others To be here is not painful or lovable but is simply numbness to all feelings Thus is why called the Between Here no one can hurt you Nor can they love you But here is where they accept you To be accepted for all and everything you are You need to find your place of Between Worlds. wrote 9/28/07

Why Must It Be So Hard?
Just wondering after a long day of work. is there a way to approach women without them having the feeling that us as in men want to only have sex? Call me old fashion but i know there is more to women than there tits and ass. What happen to how smart they r? Is the men of todays age scared that they're woman might be smarter than them? Is that why us as in men do dumb things and look for dumb chicks that will take r shit? If thats true then we should all as a group take a self learning class to open our minds to bigger and better things. I like it to be a equal thing when either or approaches and says hi. Well i guess i need to wake up and smell the coffee. Since i cant have it my way with women not thinking the worst then at least tell me (and this is speaking to the women)is there a true way that y'all want to be approached? Please don't hold back on your answers i, no we need to know because so where the book of common since got lost. Thank you,

A Submissive Challenge Bdsm (story)
A Submissive Challenge by Raindear816© (Sweet Lil Wicked One) Your pet kneels before you with her eyes fixed on yours. Looking up at you this way, she can show you just how submissive she will be. Her hands trail electric surges up your calves to your thighs. Reaching behind you, she massages your ass cheeks; watching in amazement as your powerful cock rises before her. The warm velvet of her sticky tongue licks just under your head, bulbous and throbbing; making your cock dance from the sensitivity. She opens her mouth wide to accommodate your thick meat while her hands grip your cheeks and slam them toward her, making you almost lose your balance as you impale her throat all the way. Your deliberately deep, steady thrusts, provide a bit of pain for her as you pierce her throat. The pain only intensifies the pleasure welling up inside her moist, juicy cunt. She longs to show you that she cares for and adores you without limits, so she assists in pulling you deeper and har

True Love....:(
Written in pen and sealed with a kiss...with all my love i write you this...Of all the Guys i've ever met...theres only one i cant forget...and if i die before you do i'll go to heaven and wait on you...if you dont come on judgement day...i'll know you went the other way....i'll give the angels back there wings..and take the loss of all good things..to go to hell and be with you..just to prove my loves true...

Sexual Being
sometimes i think it bothers you. how much of a sexual being i am. the way im always touching you or putting your hands where i want you to touch me. ive always been this way. i remember being 5 years old touching myself late at night in bed. i had my first orgasm when i was 10. tonight you gave me the best one of my life. im addicted to the softness of your lips pressed against mine. i get so warm. so wet. so i hold on to you even tighter and hope it never ends. my nails in your back making my mark as i always do with you, your center of body inside of mine. sometimes it really kills me. how much of a sexual being i am. when you're touching me i'm trying to devise a plan to get you to never stop. bite my lips to keep from moaning so loud, cause my kids room is right down the hall. sucking like its a Popsicle with your hand on my head. i love the way you groan or roar the expected surprise at the end. wiggle my tongue ring and anticipate. i love that p

Mere Mortals
So, I've been thinking... (No...it's ok...my head hasn't exploded...yet) :D Anyway, I've been thinking about our puny little existences. Today, a friend of a friend had a medical emergency, and it caused these poor rusty cogs in my head to once again commence activity. By the grace of God, I believe this particular individual is going to be ok. However, what if it were me? Yesterday, as I was coming back from Norfolk it started raining. It wasn't pouring. Hell, it had rained steadily for a few minutes, but had actually drifted back into a light sprinkle. As I turned a corner (not even QUICKLY, mind you) the back end of the Jeep decided it wanted to swing WIDE...in other words, I fishtailed...BADLY. For a split second, I thought I was going to hit oncoming traffic. Things like that NEVER happen to me...I'm a really careful driver. I don't speed. I don't tailgate. I don't get road rage. I'm not overly heavy on the brake. It was weird, and it was scary. I had the ba

World Of Pain
Oh what sweet misery Is this World of Pain Why is everyone out to get me Why cant I just simply be me? When will the Pain stop? Why is there so much Heartache Cant I just die and end it all? My Heart is shattered to a Million pieces Why did you have to do this And to me of all people Cant you just accept me For who and what I am And love me even with my flaws No you have to Destroy me See all my flaws and faults See the things you dislike Thus I'm now in this Black World This world of Misery The place known as the World of Pain And all of this is because of you For you couldn't see past my flaws You didn't want to see the real me. wrote on 9/28/07

Clearchannel
Hey Friends and Fans! Just got the notification from ClearChannelMusic.com, That one of my songs has been accepted to air on their site! Please help move me up in the rankings by going to this link, (make sure you click on country on the right) and giving "No sex symbol" a play! www.clearchannelmusic.com/cc-common/artist_submission/all.html Currently I'm at #831, but only takes a few plays to move up from there. Many Thanks and God Bless! Michael Allen

Vip Gift To Me
A Big Thanks, Hugs, Kisses and Luv to ~~Golfer Chick~~ for always helping me out giving me tickers and today donating her Winnings from a contest for a 30day VIP to me. Please show her some luv if you have time by rating and fanning her. She will hit you back Im sure. Thanks Babe!!! Pierre ~~Golfer Chick~~@ fubar

Try This On For Size
so i understand why people flock to the internet to meet mew people...its cheaper and easier than going to the local bar, less fear of rejection, etc, etc, etc. HOWEVER.... I think the people who are in relationships and get on the world-wide web in an attempt to be unfaithful or duplicitous ruin the whole experience for everyone. I've met some GREAT people that are really interesting, and been able to connect with them without sexual pressure, and that's a welcome relief, but then there are the cyber whores that are only about adds and rates, and showing parts and sides of themselves that we'd ALL be better off never seeing.... I know I have sexy pictures posted, but the ACTUAL nudity involved is minimal....tasteful, and meant to just portray my assets that I am proud of... the only people i actually add as friends are ones that have sent a message along with their request, and im learning to be really picky about that, too.... so thanks to all my friends, love to all my family,

Wow Jesus Finds Ways...
Got a call from the hospital transplant coordinator today..She told me that they still have no match for my son...Because they have not and no family left to test they called to ask if I would concider doing a kidney exchange..meaning I give my kidney to someone other then my son and in exchange for a kidney for him...I said yes of course...Jesus answers our prayers in many ways because if this works not only do we save my son but someone else...Please pray that all goe's as planned...If you can and will donate A kidney please contact the hospital at the # listed on my page and in my blogs...God bless you all I will not give up hope....This has to work as I can see My son getting sicker everyday and it breaks my heart....KNIGHTSKITTY

Poem
How can I always lend a hand But ignore the cries within myself It brings me joy to bring you a smile But my emptiness still sits up on the shelf Inside my heart will always bleed But I will never let it be shown on my face Only the tear that falls down my cheek Will give you a glimpse, a shadow, a trace I suffocate when I try to breathe The chains you gave won't let my body go I have dreams, and needs, and wants My body is numb, I think maybe you should know I struggle with my demons each day You feed them while you slowly watch me die Please let me be and please set me free I want to smile as I look up at the sky I want the moon to brighten the night I want the clouds to pass me on by I want the stars to guide me to heaven And I want wings to life me and fly

25 Sentences About .:*de*:.
Finish the sentences 1. I've come to realize that my ex was: an idiot to leave me :) 2. I am listening to: my son playing HALO 3. I talk: constantly 4. I love: my son 5. Yesterday was: Thursday 6. My life: sucks right now 7. I lost: my trust in a very good friend this week 8. I hate it when: people think i'm stupid 9. Love is: not for me apparently 10. Marriage is: been there done that 11. Somewhere, someone is: sleeping....should be me 12. I'll always be: me! 13. I have a crush on: nobody 14. The last time I cried was: a few days ago 15. My cell phone: is red and sings....."If You're Reading This". 16. When I wake up in the morning: i think...what the f*ck...i haven't had enough sleep 17. Before I go to sleep at night: i say my prayers 18. Right now I am thinking about: i dread that funeral tomorrow 19. Babies are: special...special....special 20. I get on MySpace: when i'm bored 21. Today I will: who

You Didnt See Me
The Words Of A True Biker -- I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers

New Here...kind Of Scary.
Well, I figured I'd try this site out, but there is so much going on at one time. I think I had 5 friend requests after 10 seconds of being on. It's friendly here, that's for sure. Thanks everyone for being so invited.

Who Are The Terrorists Really?
OK, I'm quite fed up with this group with all the people against this so-called "war" in Iraq. They say they support the troops but not the war, which is fine-- but they disrespect them at the same time. So, I really don't understand how you can support the troops but be dead set on them being over in Iraq doing their jobs. I mean, lets break this down. By definition of war its :is a prolonged state of violent, large-scale conflict involving two or more groups of people. Wars may be prosecuted simultaneously in one or more different theaters. Within each theater, there may be one or more consecutive military campaigns. Individual actions of war within a specific campaign are traditionally called battles, although this terminology is not always applied to contentions involving aircraft, missiles or bombs alone in the absence of ground troops or naval forces. So, if we're so-called terrorists of Iraq, wouldn't England, Canada and Australia be terrorists also? And if the Iraqi people felt

Rate This Stash
THANK YOU ALL ~~ HE MADE IT IN FIRST !! GOOD JOB WSC!! We have been asked to rate this stash.Just go to the page and rate the stash is all you have to do! http://www.fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=2799707

Yay For Retards!
A person commented my blog, rated it a 1, then rated me a 1. This person was on my friends list sadly. I thanked him for his rate in my general nice manner, then returned the favor. He decided to take it a step further and write me some mail. He did a bad job doing it. fu971582@fubar.com bITCH u ARE NOTHING BUT A WHORE (Yes, cause god knows I'm not dying to get laid right now. *wink wink* Patrick.) I responded ever so kindly with, "And you're nothing but a slack jaw redneck retard, now do the world a favor and kill yourself. God forbid you reproduce. I'd have to shoot the fat whore you slept with and your children for population control." Hold on. It gets worse. fu971582@fubar.com Re: Re: bITCH WELL GO SHOOT YOU MAMA CAUSE I SLEPTED WITH HER This is the gracious response I gave back. Christ. I didn't think it was possible, but you just got even more retarded then you look. And yes, thats after factoring your fucked up ears and grill. Did you ask you

Do You Agree?
When you LOVE, it doesn't matter how many times you cried and how many words you've heard but it's how much you care and how long you're willing to sacrifice even it if mean taking away your own happiness... (",)

*struck*
Wow, ok so I have awesome friends, those at which I consider family now. Despite the crap I seem to keep going through day in and day out with my ex husband and so called friends and everything. But how did I manage to get such great friends. I have alot of great friends on fubar now....which is awesome. I have sooo many great friends in real life, and such great things going for me right now. There are things I want to pursue and at some point you all will know what those are, and there are things that I am not going to try for anymore. I am happy and content with how things are with my life right now. I have an amazing person that I talk to daily and could spend HOURS talking to about nothing and know that no matter what I say or do they arent leaving my side for anything. They WANT to be there and they are OK with how things are going in my life. They are willing to do whatever it takes to make sure I am happy, whether they are right next to me or they are thousands of miles away. T

Fubar-oscope Chronicles - Vol 4
I present to you the FUBAR-oscope for 9/29: "Focus on the details of that one big project, no matter how tempting it may be to widen your scope and start to plan for the next wave. The small stuff is what really counts right now and only you can make it work." OK, I will focus on the "small stuff" , but you all have to promise not to make fun of it! As I always say ~ "Don't sweat the petty stuff. Always pet the sweaty stuff!" Hugs XOXOX Slick

A Friend Is
a friend is someone who comforts you through the bad times you endure a friend is someone who you know will be with you no matter what opstacles life throws at you a friend is someone who knows you better you almost know urself a friend is someone who know matter what will be a part of the air you breathe and you earth you walk on a friend is someone you can share ur intimate thoughts and secrets with a friend is someone who you can fall back on if you need help with ur lifetime endeavers a friend is someone who most of all loves you for who you are and tells know so everyday a friend is basically someone who can fill ur day with light when it is dark this goes out to my friend tissy love ya.

The Lawyer And The Redneck
A lawyer and a redneck are sitting next to each other on a long flight. The lawyer asks if the redneck would like to play a fun game. The redneck is tired and just wants to take a nap, so he politely declines and tries to catch a few winks. The lawyer persists, that the game is a lot of fun. "I ask you a question, and if you don't know the answer, you pay me only $5; you ask me one, and if I don't know the answer, I will pay you $500. This catches the redneck's attention ,and to keep the lawyer quiet, he agrees to play the game. The lawyer asks the first question. "What's the distance from the earth to the moon?" The redneck doesn't say a word, reaches in his pocket, pulls out a five-dollar bill, and hands it to the lawyer. Now, it's the redneck's turn. He asks the lawyer, "What goes up a hill with three legs, and comes down with four?" The lawyer uses his laptop, searches all references. He uses the Airphone; he searches the Net and even the Library of Congress. He send

Who Knew???
[01] Do you ever wonder what your ex's are up to? no...don't care [02] Have you ever been given roses? when i was married...so it's been a while.. *HINT* :) [03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie? PRETTY WOMAN...julia roberts rocks [04] How many times have you honestly been in love? twice...but i'm ready to try it again [05] Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate? yes...problem is...you are not always that persons soulmate in his or her eyes [06] What's your current problem? life 07] Have you ever had your heart broken? yea [08] Had a Long Distance Relationship? yes...hard to do [10] Do you believe the statement, once a cheater always a cheater"? unfortunately...it is usually true [11] How many kids do you want to have? been there done that [12] What is(are) your favorite color(s)? pink [14] Do you believe you truly only love once? i think there is one person you have loved like no other....but u can love again...just not

Ugh
Ok so this is about random things that run through my brain and they are really random at times. Like right now I can't stand the fact that I'm working three jobs 2 coaching jobs and a teaching job to pay the bills so that i can live my life on my own. So yeah my life is sucky as shit no time for a man or a life and when i do find a man I can't seem to find time because I'm so freaken busy. When I do find time I can't seem to find a guy so yeah one i need a man and two i gotta find one that is willing to work with my schedule. I have been seperated for almost 3 years and haven't had sex in about that long so yeah im really lagging right now in alot of things It's so bad right now

You And Me In My Dreams
The moon rises as I dream Stars shine in the evening sky And in a moment you are here A smile grows on my face As you look into my hazel eyes This is the meaning of perfection You and me in my dreams Goosebumps rise on my skin With the gentle touch of your hands My fingers run through your hair As your lips press against mine I desire nothing more than you As we begin this fall into love The moon decends in the sky Everything ends with the morning light Litte-by-little you fade away As the sun breathes a new day I kiss you goodbye along with the night And open my eyes to what is reality Seeing an empty pillow beside me I sigh and long for the night Countless stars and soft moon light You and me in my dreams.

Missing You
Two words, I always tell my babies not to say..I can't. Two words I have shunned, but now I embrace. Why didn't I see or heed to the warnings. I had dreams of fighting for you protecting you with my life. Little did I realise I would go through this again, only worse. My hatred gnaws at my cold heart that only softens when I hear you breath. I admit that I can't do this. I can't go on with out you by my side. ITs not fair that he'd take you from me. I can't smile because I'm scared of the tears that follow. When I call for you you can't hear me. Miles separate us and its a wall of pressure. You cried for your teddy and I heard you baby. I tried to follow but you were gone when I got here. I've lost conrol, and I am left powerless, shocked and empty. I fold into my mother's arms, and how I wish it were you folding in mine. I will die if they don't come back I whisper to my mom. She rocks me and I feel her strength as I am weak from these bombarding thoughts of your trusting eyes. How I

Devotion
NuttinButtSexxy DELIGHTFUL SHIVERS SO INTENSE MY BODY CONVULSES WITH PLEASURE, A FIRE YOU BUILD HIGHER WITH EVERY STROKE OF YOUR HAND AND EVERY WORD FROM YOUR LIPS, TAKING ME BEYOND MY OWN CONTROL BUT KEPT WITHIN THE REALM OF YOURS, YOU HAVE BECOME MY MASTER AND I YOUR SLAVE, AND I WELCOME YOU,I NEED YOU, YOU HAVE OPENED ME TO NEW WANTS AND HEIGHTENED DESIRES, AND I AM NO LONGER MY OWN, BUT A SERVANT TO YOUR NEEDS, I DO THIS FREELY FOR ONLY YOU CAN GIVE THIS PLEASURE I NOW CRAVE, THE WHIP YOU LAND UPON ME REMINDS ME I AM YOURS, THE INTENSITY OF LUST SO EXTREME, I BEG FOR RELEASE, ONLY TO BE DENIED AS YOU TAKE ME EVEN HIGHER, BLIND FOLDED AND RESTRAINED , MY PASSION SURGES BEYOND, AND I AM TAKEN TO A FIRERY EDGE OF AROUSAL, AS MY PASSION IS RELEASED IN A RAGING CONVULSION , AND MY ESSENCE LIES IN A POOL OF STEAMY HOTNESS BETWEEN MY LEGS, I FLOAT IN A PLACE YOU HAVE CREATED AND WANT TO STAY THERE, FOR I AM SO CONTENT IT BECKONS TEARS OF COMPLETENESS, AND A JOY THAT

Lost
LOST Lost in darkness seeking that which i have lost, Stumbling blindly without hope, Wandering in a daze all confused by currents events, Following the broken pieces of my heart, Wading thru the ashes of my soul, Feeling as tho happiness is beyond my reach, Watching the joy of others thru jaded glasses, As i weep tears of blood and slowly waste away. Anti

Friends- Just A Poem I Like
True friends are for life Until the end They\'re more than special They\'re your bestest friends. They\'re the ones you can go to When you\'re in despair The ones that\'ll help you Even when you got gum in your hair! They\'re the ones who\'ll laugh And go laughing with you all through the night The ones who\'ll help you Help you with all their might To have a good friend You have to be one So be nice to one another So you can be friends forever And that\'s how to be the best friend you can be.

Fuck Love ---- The Birth Of Anti-cupid
DISCLAIMER: THESE ARE FEELINGS AND FEELINGS HAVE NO BASIS IN LOGIC NOR REALITY SO READ WITH THIS IN MIND!! Ok here it is I officially give up. I am no longer gonna seek love nor accept the false hope of finding that special someone. I have heard to often now what a great guy I am but they cant do it. Well neither can I anymore. To watch someone who I care about, flirt and talk shit with someone else is too much for me to bear. So I walk away and they are hurt that I do. Am I wrong? Is it my fault? I guess so. I am told I am being selfish cause I want to walk away from a site cause it hurts me to be there. I am told that I am not thinking of all my friends there. And to a point they are right I am not thinking of them because all I can think of is what I see and it fucking hurts to sit there and watch something that used to be directed at me. I am told I am running away and not fighting for something. WTF is there to fight for if they say "they cant give me what i want" so what

Survey
You're on my friends list. I'd like to know 27 things about you. Just copy and hit reply to poster and paste. Thanks! You'll be surprised how much you didn't know about your friends after this! So copy and bulletin it BLANK and then respond to it as a message to my in box!!! 1. Do you have a tattoo? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7.George Strait or Jay Z? 8. How did we meet? HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART... 9. Whats your philosophy on life and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like Country music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you cheat ? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? 18. Would yo

Baseball Is Better Than Men
1. No matter what, every single night between April and October, its always on AS SCHEDULED at 1:05, 3:55 on Saturdays, 7:05 or 10:05 for a West Coast game. Baseball is always on when it says its on, and there's always LEGIT excuses for it not being on, IE rain. And even then, the games are made up. Baseball is "never too busy for you." 2. Every single date with baseball is always entertaining. Whether it's human batting target Kevin Youkilis getting beaned for the 7 billionth time, Clemens and Schilling engaging in a battle of the AARP members or Scott Proctor setting his jock strap on fire, something interesting always happens before, during, or after a baseball game. Even watching Baltimore getting blown out 105 to 3 during a meaningless game is more entertaining than about 99 percent of dates I've been on. 3. Even when your team goes down in a brutal extra innings game, you know that they tried their hardest and that no matter the horrific outcome of Aaron fucking Boone belti

Bring It!
I don't know if it's the medications for viral bronchitis talking, but I am READY TO GO! For weeks, this sense of impending change has been lingering in the air, sifting through my footsteps like a misty fog in a horror flick. Shading everyday occurences in a surreal haze, making me question the actuality of my surroundings. A change is coming....I feel it, seeping into my pores, filling up my being until I have no choice but to move forward on its energy, letting it propel me into the unkown. A new job, relationship, living arrangement? What is coming? I don't know, and frankly, I don't care. I am ready to embrace it like a long lost lover, make it a part of me and cherish the difference it makes in my life. I'm ready for it.....wanting it, even desiring it..... All of my fear of the unkown has diminished, leaving me breathless with anticipation that I can make my life what I want it to be. I have the power, the drive, and the strength to see myself through it.

Wot Do U Think
...a smile leads to a laugh --X. ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 makeout ...a makeout leads 2 finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a fuck. ...So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ..subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you dont multiply Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!!

Living With Smeagol
->Psychowolf...: if smeagol puts on a cowboy hats and sings you country music, will you gives him the precious? ->Psychowolf...: Smeagol does not like dogs asses, only Hobbitses...are you a hobbitses? ->Psychowolf...: Cold be heart and hand and bone. Cold be travelers far from home livinghapp...: GO SUCK YOUR DOGS ASS ->Psychowolf...: So bright... so beautiful... our precious. livinghapp...: OK STICK YOUR MOUTH ON MY 357 OH YEAH ->Psychowolf...: I WILL SUCKS it from you!....SMEAGOL will have the precious! ->Psychowolf...: He wants the precious. Always he is looking for it. And the precious is wanting to go back to him... But we mustn't let him have it . livinghapp...: HERE SUCK ON MY 357 ->Psychowolf...: We're not *in* decent places...is the deals accepted? livinghapp...: YOU'RE WEIRD ->Psychowolf...: It's the only way. Go in, or go back. ->Psychowolf...: Smeagol will gives the master head, if he gives him the precious livinghapp...: WHAT??? ->P

Only 8,900 Points To Go What Do You Say? Wanna Help Me Be A Fuberlord????
I wanna thank you all so much. I am 8,900 points away from Fuberlord. Thanks for all the new friends for fanning me and adding me. If you guys wanna rate my pics. I ask you to rate my boys. They are my world. I thank you all and wish you a great afternoon. I am cleaning up the kitchen. When I am done I have to clean up my room and take a shower. I will return the love I receive. Thank you all one again. Love you all!!!

Fear
Fear Is that what I'm living on? Fear That I'm no longer strong Fear That I am broken still Fear That I will never heal Fear That you won't understand Fear That guides my trembling hand Fear That I will let you in Fear To give my love again Fear Because my heart says try Fear That you will make me cry Fear For when we meet one day Fear That you won't want to stay

Fubar Cyber Wedding - Tomorrow 6 Pm Central - See Details Inside
FUBAR CYBER WEDDING 09/30/07 6 Pm Central in the Bus Stop Lounge...... Live on Angelic Pleasures Radio. Watch and Listen as these to Get FUBAR Hitched Live on the Air. Darius~~Le Loup Garous~~@ fubar Desireme4u~~Alpha De Le Loup Garous~~@ fubar

What The F*ck!?!?!
Ugh ok just a little rant bout work for ya.. first i get called in .. early cuz the lil witch yet AGAIN didnt show up. I come in to complete chaos eventhough i was told everything was set up. yeah no no it wasnt not only that. .but 9 damn people in line waiting... so I actually called someone to come in & help get stuff settled.. like she needed that !(ty ty mel I love u) my boss is out of town and having her phone ring off the hook to deal with stuff. the poor woman didnt have time to train either of us as much as she would of liked to because well.. one chick quit & some lil bitch didnt bother to show up & she kinda had to throw us in . No biggie cept we're learning & making mistakes on the way that shes ganna end up getting bitched at about. Then *GRRR* the dude who is supposed to lock up.. didnt bother to check to see if I was still there & locked me in!!! I had to go out the back door to the concession which i promptly called 5 diff people to figure out how to lock this thing u

Ugh Some More
Ok so yeah I'm working yet again!!!! Gotta love my life so wtf is new with that one. I have a guy stop by my work right and yeah its him and me and no one else ya think something might happen soooooooooo not wtf is wrong with me?? Honestly I have no clue no necking absolutely nothing he just drops dinner off gee thanksssssssssssssssssssss Hello I'm alone at work and yes there are places to get comfy at work do you think something would happen I kinda hoped it would hell he offered to bring me dinner I was thinking ok dinner hmmmm you gotta use imagination where i was thinking and yeah i got the lets not ruin the friendship speach well jeapers creapers it's been 3 freaken years almost hello i don't care i need to get laid seriously before im old and grey and by the looks of it im not gonna hook up with any one that knows me and i can't freaken meet a guy to save my ass so yeah life pretty much sucks

Gotta Go Gotta Go Gotta Go
Well I just had a very stressfull day and I reached out for some love and no one came. So I went thru my friends list and if you were online when I posted my status and didnt come I have deleted you.

True Friends...
"Don't count your friends on a sunny day, when the sky is blue & smiles comes so easily.... Instead wait for the storm, when the day grows cold & dark, & laughter is not heard in your heavy heart. When someone stands beside you & lifts your spirit to the sky, You will know then who your true friends are...." (",)

Ny Yanks Blog Lmao:)
During one of her daily classes a teacher trying to teach good manners, asked her students the following question: "Michael, if you were on a date having dinner with a nice young lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?" Michael said, "Just a minute I have to go pee." The teacher responded by saying, "That would be rude and impolite." What about you Peter, how would you say it?" Peter said, "I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back." "That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table. And you, little Johnny, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners?" "I would say: Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope you'll get to meet after dinner." (The teacher fainted......)

Sumthang 2 Think About & Do !!!
Relax your mind and humble your heart to focus on Christ. Allow God to be the only person on your mind while you read this prayer. If we can take the time to read long jokes, stories, etc., we should give the same respect to this prayer. Friends, who pray together, stay together. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dear Lord, I thank you for this day. I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you. I ask now for Your forgiveness. Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You. Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things. Let me not whine and whimper over t

A Poem I Like
I just saw this poem and really ,really liked it so I thought I would share it with you. ENJOY *************************************************** Your dreams can be your future Do you think this could be true My heart speaks in my dreams And tells me what to do Asleep so peacefully late at night Feeling safe and warm in my bed Dreams flying all about Deep inside my head There is a conversation Coming from my heart Putting my dreams together Right from the very start In the daytime, sun is bright Through this world I walk about Many things just happen Leaving me with doubt What can these feelings be Within this heart of mine Whispers, "Don't be afraid Everything will be just fine" If I believe in my dreams Because I listened to my heart Then love has captured me completely In my life, you are a part I never even hoped to find A love that could be true Conversation within my dream My heart has spoke of you Dreams are put together Betw

All People In Michigan Pls Read A Must!!
Hi Friends, I have just read and signed the petition: "Help Save Michigan Impeach Governor Jennifer Granholm" Please take a moment to read about this important issue, and join me in signing the petition. It takes just 30 seconds, but can truly make a difference. Please sign here: http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/602311317 Thanks! PLEASE SEND THIS TO EVERYONE ON YOUR LIST KEEP THIS GOING WE NEED TO REACH 1,000 ++++

Her Beauty
My pen hath not the ink, Nor my mind the wit, To capture here in verse by my hand, Her Beauty I behold. Light from an endless star filled sky, Her eyes. Countless summer's warm gentle breeze, Her whisper. A thousand crystal cool mountain streams, Her kiss. Miles of pure white sand beach, Her smile. Wave after wave of crashing crimson tide, Her passion. Ranges of majestic snow capped mountains, Her strength. Deepest and widest of dark blue oceans, Her love. All of Creation itself fails to compare, In the entire depth of Universe, No single being past or now resides, Her Beauty I behold.

Taxes
At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin , Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, " Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax. Accounts Receivable Tax Bui

Big Guys
Whats wrong with big guys? We need love to. We are just as must a person and an average sized guy or a small guy. In fact I believe we have more love to give because a lot of us never have a focus for it. Let me know what you think.

Makes Me Smile
i talk to you everyday i talk to you on the phone when im down you bring me up when im sad you make me happy I talk to you every morning and that makes my day go better I think of you all the time THere are times wheni just want to be in your arms or hold you in my arms or just kiss you Sometimes i wander if there is will every be more than friends with us What matters is that you make me happy and i will always be there with you someway and form to the person this is for you know who you are mauh

Wsc Sunday Edition News
Good Morning Wicked Storm Crew! ~~The WSC Weather report -- Partly Cloudy with steady parcipitation thru out the day--Continue bombing Silver Pixie We headed in the right direction, focus on a third place or better finish. Below are her links: You will have to friend the host Thomas to get access but click the link and it will take you there... Silver Pixie ~~In Celebrity news: Make sure to continue to love up on our first two "Weather Royals" Weather King"--LonewolfJohn and Pnedis awesome folks get to know them. Besure to let us know who should be next, we would like to do this everyday and the "Royal" does not have to a crew member just some one outstanding. ~~More Celebrity News: **Celebrity spotted!!! LilMsMaria WSC's Hottest Bomber was seen once again overnight at a local hot spot (Silver Pixie's page) once again bombing her heart out and generally using her bragging rights to full use, All this reporter can say is Bravo..Bravo!. We Have

Thieves
now since january i have had a digital camera stolen... cash from my bedroom and now my wedding rings stolen. sure i didn't wear the rings but damn.. and, while i was packing i found out that i had some foreign cigarettes stolen... if you know me, they were the cigs i bought in germany and had sitting ona shelf in my living room. the thieves ripped out the bottom of the pack and put the packs back to look like they werent touched. its crap/ yea they were just smokes but damn... i traveled to germany to have them. i mean whats the point in doing it? i'm the kinda girl who would give you the shirt off my back if i could and yet people still take from me. i guess imma stop being polite now. why should i? i'm sorry i have nice things and people are jealous. like i said... all you had to do was ask. i'm not accusing anyone... cuz well frankly i have no proof who took the stuff. guess thats part of why i left town. *shrug* it's just stupid tho... all i have to say to who took the smokes i b

I Miss Her...
1 year ago today I lost my Grandmother. A year ago yesterday was the last kiss, last hug...last goodbye and very last "I love you" that we exchanged. The year has been very bitter sweet for me. Not only did I loose her, but I lost a pregnancy as well. So much pain in life, sadness...raw uncomfortable feelings. I can still hear her voice in my head, when I close my eyes I can still see her smile. I can remember her holding my babies for the very first time and I realize that only my daughter will remember her. My boys will have no memories of their Great Grandma. She loved them so very much! So today I will be sad, I will cry off and on...and I will say many prayers. Hopefully tomorrow will be a little easier.

Come On Seahawks
Today we are playing my other favorite team...the San Francisco 49ers. My husband and his family are from San Jose and he grew up in an 100% 49er family. But since we moved to the Pacific Northwest we adopted the Seahawks as our HOME team. So... today is going to be strange cheering for the Seahawks when I know that deep inside of my husband he will also be cheering for Frank Gore and Alex Smith too. Should be an interesting family environment today.

Sunday, September 30th, 2007
You're feeling the urge to take on new projects or meet new people and the day's good energy should afford you plenty of opportunities to do just that. Keep moving and get help when you need it! ***************************************************** I have gotten the help, thanks you all for helping me reach Fuberlord Level last night. I felt good yesterday and I feel even better today.

Too Sweet For Words
The Kiss..... She is pregnant, he had just saved her from a fire in her house, rescuing her by carrying her out of the house into her front yard, while he continued to fight the fire. When he finally got done putting the fire out, he sat down to catch his breath and rest. A photographer from the Charlotte , North Carolina newspaper, noticed her in the distance looking at the fireman. He saw her walking straight toward the fireman and wondered what she was going to do. As he raised his camera, she came up to the tired man who had saved her life and the lives of her unborn babies and kissed him just as the photographer snapped this photograph. And people think animals are dumb ............

I'm Sorry
I am sorry if I haven't been a good friend lately. I have been really sick and am doing my best. I have been trying to bomb everyone that needs bombing, help people level, and do schoolwork besides. I think I have the flu or something. I keep falling asleep at the computer and feel bad when I can't be there when someone needs me. I appreciate everyones help in trying to get me leveled. I hope that this bug goes away soon so I get back to normal. Right now I can't get in to a doctor because the free clinic is booked for months. Tiggerbear2007

To All Newbies And Old Fubars
NEED POINTS? WANT POINTS? WELL ADD ME,FAN ME,RATE ME,COMMENT ME,PASS MY PICS AROUND,TELL ALL YOUR FRIENDS TO CHECK ME OUT..NO ONE EVER GETS REJECTED...I HAVE LOTS OF LOVE TO SHARE TO EVERYONE...ALWAYS LOOKING FOR NEW FRIENDS...AND LOVE TO CHAT...COME LOOK ME UP AND LETS ALL BE FRIENDS...LY CHRISTOPHER P.S. LEAVE ME COMMENTS ON MY BLOGS....

I Broke The Fuengagement.
Yeah, I'm an asshole, I broke off my FU engagement to The Real Pain is my passion. The REAL ~* Pain Is My Passion ™*~ FU Haters ... IM BACK!!@ fubar Feel free to cuss hollar and kick my ass, she is a really sweet and beautiful lady, I just felt I did not know her well enough to go through with it now as it stands. I know seems silly, but I am a thinker at heart. And all of my friends know I can be a BIG asshole. So there it is, bash on me as you must! By driver1866 at 2007-06-24

Thoughts Of Destruction
punching through layers of denial i find myself facing the fire. the fire that warms me also burns me, and as i have learned to enjoy the heat i also feel myself grow weak from its power always yearning to draw me in and make me its fuel. have i harnessed it or has it harnessed me? it is said that you must first tear something down to rebuild it stronger, but what if your walls are too high, your thoughts to jumbled what happens when you cant seem to find a way to break down the barrier? are you doomed for failure?

Nsfw Rude Story Nsfw
As i drove along, the car started to make a terrible noise, i'd only had it for a week, as luck would have it there was a garage just up the road. I pulled in to the forecourt and looked around for someone to help me. I glanced round and saw you comming toward me, "Can i help you" you say in the most gorgeous sexy voice that i have ever heard. Your overalls were covered in oil and dirt, and a few of the top poppers were undone so i could see some of your chest. " Errr .... there's something wrong with my car, its making a strange noise" I don't know how i managed to get that sentance out because i was so in awe of you ! You walk up and open the bonnet, "Aahh, I see the problem, it's a simple job, won't take more than 10 minutes to fix" But i wasnt listening, i was too busy daydreaming about wot i could do to you. Your manly smell and overalls were making me so wet. "Is that ok" you ask. " Errr ...pardon" i sa

My Misfortune
New lyrics! I just finished this. My Misfortune Though you’ve been a good friend Never thought that I could fall You had too many problems So I built myself a wall But the bricks have slowly crumbled Now the gateway’s open wide And before I even noticed I let you come inside… I guess it’s my misfortune That I fell in love with you But my heart’s full of emotion That my mind cannot subdue Powerless to save you From the pain that you go through Yeah, I know it’s my misfortune That I love you like I do. Now you’re soundly sleeping As I lay awake and think If there’s something that I’m missing That could save you from the brink Of desperation where you’re standing Saying no one’s on your side You just ignore the hand I offer As into the depths you slide I should be old enough to know that I can’t save you From the nightmares that enslave you And the demons that plague you But when I turn away, your eyes are all I see I’d give anything to be The o

Five Minute Management Course
FIVE MINUTE MANAGEMENT COURSE Lesson 1: A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor. Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you $800 to drop that towel. " After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob After a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, "Who was that?" "It was Bob the next door neighbor," she replies. "Great," the husband says, "did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?" Moral of the story: If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure. Lesson 2: A priest offered a Nun a lif

New Ink!!!
The weekend was AWESOME! but i am soooo tired! so i will write about it later! i just wanted to post a few photos of my new tatooo! & jamie's tattoos that got started (they're not colored/shaded yet)MY NEW TATTOO!!!: Jamie's Graveyard tattoo:(a work in progress!!)

Well Damnit
Well damnit, life has thrown me another curve ball. I was all set to go back into the Army, and then i get an upper respritory infection that killed the physical.. Oh well, wasnt meant to be. We'll see what the great spirit has in store for me now.. Who knows, but i cant wait to find out.

Why Wont It Just End!!!
why wont my life just fucking end!!! i tryed to end it my self 3 times already and i just wont die!! i slit my throut when i was 12 my brother saved me tryed to give my self alcohal posining when i was 13 did not work tryed to give my self alchoal poising when i was 14 did not work when the hel will i fucking die already!! not like anyone will miss me daniel hates me i have no friends, my family practicly wants to disown for there reasons!! im done!!! just done caring!! god just take me way from this place u make me suffer in!!! no one will miss me no one will care!!!!!! i obviously am ready to give up so just take me away from this misrible life u make me lead!!! this is not life!! this is a suffering slowly in to depressiion and suside!! WHY WONT IT JUST END!!!

Men Are Misunderstood
Men are a misunderstood lot, which all in all is probably for the best. Women are better off not knowing that we eat with our hands the minute they leave the room or that we use their nail clippers to trim our nose hair. Better for them, better for us. Still, it's annoying that women spend more time and money trying to understand the minds of cats than they do wondering about what makes men tick. Which is why they'll never understand... 1. Our consuming need to own the biggest and most expensive version of just about everything. Our compulsive desire to drive off-road vehicles in cities and use corkscrews that resemble off-shore drilling equipment is well documented. As marketing targets, men are suckers for terms like "professional" or "industrial strength", because inside every man is the germ of every profession he ever imagined himself one day excelling at. Most of these purchases are harmless, little more than childish wish fulfillment played out at a higher testosterone l

Voodoo Penis
A businessman was getting ready to go on a long business trip. He knew his wife was a flirtatious sort with an extremely healthy sex drive, so he thought he'd buy her a little something to keep her occupied while he was gone. He went to a store that sold sex toys and started to look around. He thought about a life-sized sex doll, but that was too close to another man for him. He was browsing through the dildo's, looking for something special to please his wife, and started talking to the old man behind the counter. He explained his situation. "Well, I don't really know of anything that will do the trick. We have vibrating dildos, special attachments, and so on, but I don't know of thing that will keep her occupied for weeks, except..." and he stopped. "Except what?" the man asked. "Nothing, nothing." "C'mon, tell me! I need something!" "Well, sir, I don't usually mention this, but there is The Voodoo penis." "So what's up with this Voodoo Penis?" he asked.

Satans Sister
One bright, beautiful Sunday morning, everyone in Dublin wakes up early and goes to their local church. Before the service starts, the townspeople sit in their pews and talk about their lives, their families, etc. Suddenly, at the altar, Satan appears!! Everyone starts screaming and running for the front entrance, trampling each other in their determined efforts to get away from Evil Incarnate. Soon, everyone is evacuated from the church except for one man, who sit calmly in his pew, seemingly oblivious to the fact that God's ultimate enemy is in his presence. This confuses Satan a bit. Satan walks up to the man and says, "Hey, don't you know who I am?" The man says, "Yep, sure do." Satan says, "Well, aren't you afraid of me?" The man says, "Nope, sure ain't." Satan, perturbed, says, "And why aren't you afraid of me?" "Well, I've been married to your sister for 25 years."

~!~rules Of Dating Me~!~
Ok, Ladies and Gentleman You ask what am I looking for in life and in a Woman. Its very simple I am looking for a Real Woman who is REAL. You said that is easy enough but here is a Few Helpful Hints to Easy the Getting to know you more stage! Top Five Rules! 1) Be Truthful on who you are and what you do in life! (I mean don't give me a bunch of bullshit about who you are cause I am to damn old to play the damn games). 2) Time is Money! (I mean I am a busy man that is handling a career and two twin girls so please understand if you tell me you will be back in a few minutes then come back or at lease come back and take yourself off line). 3) Communication is Golden! (Lord, People I am 31 years old and If you aren't willing to set down and have a conversation then don't even bother). 4) Life isn't in a Bottle! (Please don't do drugs or drink beer, whiskey or anything other then cokes, water, and tea). 5) Be a Good Roll Model! (I have twin girls that is in my life comp

~!~forgiveness~!~
What is forgiving? Forgiving is giving up all claims on the one who has hurt you and letting go of the emotional consequences of the hurt. How can we do that? It's done at the price of beating back our pride. By nature we are selfish. Forgiving by definition is unselfish. Being hurt by another person wounds our pride. Pride stands in the way of forgiveness! • When most people think of forgiveness, they think of changing their feeling toward someone who has wronged them, of teary-eyed sweetness replacing anger and a thirst for revenge. But forgiveness is not a feeling at all. It is a choice you make, which may go against every self-centered fiber of your being. So forget the easy, mushy sentiment that the world inserts into the idea. True, you may feel some emotions when you forgive, perhaps gladness at being reconciled and close again. But if you are acting only on sentimental impulse, there's no assurance that your forgiveness will last beyond that impulsive moment. True forgivenes

~!~a Wish~!~
I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. We make love through the night, on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking, I could want nothing more. Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place, as I lie on the ground, and I stare into space

Bucs Mma Fight Of The Week. Tuf Finale 1- Griffin Vs Bonnar(awesome Match)
This is something new i will post every week to keep mma fans happy. lol Stephen Bonnar vs Forrest Griffin 1!! Buccs thoughts on the match..... "Great match for the first season. Both are very well rounded & skilled fighters. Both have hands that hit, but we have yet to see their ground game get put to more external use. Griffin has better ground than bonnar, but Bonnar to me has better hands., I remember the TUF Finale- great night. Both displayed what passion & desire for a contract to live a dream does. I hopnestly thought bonnar won a unanimous decision. I had the first round scored 10-9 Griffin. but rounds 2 & 3 10-9 for bonnar. Anyways -controversal the decision was, Fight was definitely the besat ever fight in ufc history. Enjoy the match all. so you wanna be an ultimate fighter!Add to My Profile | More Videos

I Never Ever Told You
I fell in love with you When you were eight, I was eight too You had no front teeth And you were freckled and chubby too I loved you But I never ever told you I didn’t love you Because of how you looked you see I loved you because Of what I could see inside, deeply I loved you But I never ever told you I couldn’t help loving you I loved you irresistibly I hid my feelings Loving you in secret and invisibly I loved you But I never ever told you When you were thirteen You changed overnight from pupae And transformed Magically into a beautiful butterfly I loved you But I never ever told you Had the ugly duckling Still been here today I would have swept you up And carried you away I love you But I will never ever tell you I will keep my love locked away But I will love you Until my dying day

Volcanic Passions
Dormant laid my passion, Hot runs my blood; Bursting without warning, My lava's fiery flood. I want to feel the friction, I want to feel the burn. You make my body hunger; You make my body yearn. I want to trap your fire inside me, Enslave you with my charms. I want to drink your molten lava, I want to explode in your arms.

Black & White
I hear you everyday, But, Your deaf to what I say. I feel you threw the phone, But, you say you feel nothing for me. I tell you everything, But, you hold back talking to me. I think of you constantly, But, you only think of yourself. I love you for everything, But, you can only love him. I feel pain for you always, But, you are giving me this pain. I stay by your side always, But, you'll leave me in a second. I can't stand this torture, But, you offer it to me always and forever.

A Touch Of Nature
As the sun rises high into the sky, Its light shines and blinds my eyes, As love blinds our minds, As my Love for you Blinds me of everything, but you. The tears I weep that awash my face, For you I miss, I cry, My tears remind me of the rain that falls, As I look up upon the dark cloudy skys, I think only of you. I lay on my bed, daydreaming of you, And a warmth embraces my body, my soul, As a mother embraces her Child, Let your Love and friendship embrace me, to you I hold. To me, and only me. You are the Sun that keeps me warm, You are the Rain that washes the fear from me, You are the careing Mother that holds me with love, You are the one that compl

Bedtimes...
WARNING!!!!! If you receive an email entitled "Bedtimes" delete it IMMEDIATELY. Do not open it . Apparently this one is pretty nasty. It will not only erase everything on your hard drive, but it will also delete anything on disks within 20 feet of your computer. It demagnetizes the stripes on ALL of your credit cards. It reprograms your ATM access code, screws up the tracking on your VCR, and uses subspace field harmonics to scratch any CD's you attempt to play. It will program your phone auto dial to call only 0898 numbers. This virus will mix antifreeze into your fish tank. IT WILL CAUSE YOUR TOILET TO FLUSH WHILE YOU ARE SHOWERING. It will drink ALL your beer. FOR GOD'S SAKE, ARE YOU LISTENING?? It will leave dirty underwear on the coffee table when you are expecting company. It will replace your shampoo with Nair and your Nair with Rogaine. If the "Bedtimes" message opened in a Windows 95/98 environment, it will leave the toilet seat up and leave your hair dryer plugged in dangero

Lost
a fool at heart i'am lost in the eye's of a beautiful woman. so sweet and thoughtful at heart but still so far away. she can make you weak in the knees and make your heart beat a thousand times a minute and yet you wonder if she will ever feel the same for you.does she want the same things you do. does she want someone to love her like no one else would ever be able to care for you as much as you do about her. i think everyday we look for something better but we dont see whats in front of us that has been there through thick and thin. but let me say this when you find someone that can fill that lonely heart dont pass it up it might be the only chance you have at happness. so to all my friends i will always be here for you and to the one that touched my heart i hope you will see that i'm for real and to all that will come along feel free to stop and add me because when your lonely or just want to chat i'm allways here. thanks for your time to stop by and i hope you read this as

Self-improvement Is Dis-ease
"Self-Improvement is masturbation and self-destruction." - Tyler Durden/Fight Club The heart chakra teaches us to accept ourselves fully as we are. Not as we want to be. We live in a culture where everybody is addicted to self-improvement. Really self-improvement means, "I don't accept myself for who I am.I have an idea of where I want to be and I won't be happy until I get there. And when I get there, I have a another whole path that I won't allow myself to be happy until I get there. The trick is to accept ourselves, right here, right now. Nature evolves on it's own. Self-improvement is dis-ease. When we accept ourselves as we are, we improve naturally. A flower grows on it's own, at it's own pace. The river flows at its own pace. We are all screwed up to some degree. The only way we can change it is to accept as we are today and trust the universe and our Self to setup the situations we need to get the answers and lessons we need. I accept myself fully as I am.

Boobs.. Whats Your Take?
Alright, as most of you reading this probably know I love boobs. I'm a huge boob fan. I like boobs of all shapes and sizes, cups and colors. My question is this why do girls get upset about showing their boobs. The way I see it boobs only serve two purposes, and the first is breastfeeding. But women you aren't breastfeeding baby's 24/7/365. So why get upset when a guy wants to see them? The second purpose is to drive men crazy. Why else would they make shirts the wya they do for women, why else would girls wear the things they wear? I mean lets face it boobs make the world go round and so honeslty is showing boob all that bad? My new motto is "Save A Badboy, Suck A Boob"

Come, Walk With Me
Come, walk with me Will you walk with me, When days are glad And the sun is glowing high upon the hill Will you dance with me When I need to laugh Eternal joy my life to fill. Come, will you walk with me upon the way.... To wander along This course of life today Seeing all to see And dreaming as we do Delighting in the warmth of dawn Fresh as the morning dew. Come, will you walk with me.... Stepping out the ups and downs As my friend As I will walk with you Wandering through life's doors Travelling twisty turns, caring as we go Yet loving all the more. Come, walk with me With oneness as our goal As we share God's love in all we do, But, if days may come we may not understand The pain of valleys all unknown Then we will kneel to pray To the One who knows.

Things About Me People Should Know
************Well First off hello to all my friends************* First thing first that alot of people don't understand about me is my beliefs and out looks on life. First off I am a witch. And I am happy to say it proudly. Alot of people say you should be ashamed of what you are. And you should not brag so openly about it. Why not I ask you. Christans and Catholics and Non Believers are able to. This is a time of different beliefs. And The way I see it. Everyone has a right and a freedom to whatever they believe in. And if they are proud like my self they will show it. Now my Mom asked me a simply question. No harm in it. She asked me are you not scaried of getting threated. And my Mom is a high priestest I mind you. She wanted to know my reason. And I told her. Our people hid away from others for years. Scaired for what they might do to us. And the way I see it. If some dumb uneducated person wants to come down here and think they are going to tie me to a steak all I got to say

When A Soldier Comes Home
When a soldier comes home, he finds it hard.......to listen to his son whine about being bored. ...to keep a straight face when people complain about potholes....to be tolerant of people who complain about the hassle of getting ready for work. ...to be understanding when a co-worker complains about a bad night's sleep. ...to be silent when people pray to God for a new car. ...to control his panic when his wife tells him he needs to drive slower. …to be compassionate when a businessman expresses a fear of flying....to be grateful that he fights for the freedom of speech.

Bill Of Rights
PAGAN BILL OF RIGHTS ONE - Pagans shall have the same freedom to worship that is granted to followers of other religions. TWO - Pagans shall have the same respect of all elected officials who represent them that is afforded to followers of other religions. THREE - A Pagan parent's religion shall not be used as evidence for the purpose of deciding child custody issues. FOUR - Pagans shall be free to work without regard to their religion, and shall be free from proselytizing and harassment at the work place. FIVE - Pagans shall have the same freedom to conduct their lives that is given to followers of other religions, within the boundaries of the law, without interference by or discrimination from representatives of their local, state or federal government. SIX - School district personnel and classroom visitors shall not proselytize or harass Pagan children while on public school property or at public school functions. SEVEN - Pagans shall have the sa

Robin Williams' Words Of Wisdom
You gotta love Robin Williams...... Even if he's nuts! Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect Plan. What we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this Message. I am just not sure I agree with #10 . . . you decide! Robin Williams' Plan... (Hard to argue with this logic!) "I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for Peace. So, here's one plan." 1) "The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those "good ole boys", we will never "interfere" again. 2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany , South Korea , the Middle East , and the Philippines They don't want us there, anyway. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence. 3) All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their affairs together and

Thoughts ....
Healing Prayer .. for 1 Oct. 2007 With this new day, I wish to send surrounding Healing Energies to all my friends. To their friends… To those I don't know… who touch the lives of those I do. Ever spreading every widening until it encircles the planet. May all be healed ... May all be blessed .. May all find peace with in their chest and mind and spirit.. Aho ========== This mornings sunrise will be like no other. My soul has a new calling, an new urging. How fearful yet excited i am. seems the further down my path i go the more if find that parts of me already knew. This was told to me by a dear friend once already. very interesting. AS i travel my road and look towards the hidden tomorrows, I dare not even think of what the possibilities are in case I'm let down from high expectations. Yes, I know that's not a good thing. But i am human for now

Hurting
Well this weekend was a great weekend for me, until I got home. Once I got home I found out that the person that is responsable for me getting into the Medical field has died on Friday night. His name was Carl Poust aka DOC. He was a great person and a true pure of heart EMT/Paramedic. He got me interested in wanting to be an EMT and to continue on further in the Medical Field. It is hard to understand that he was taken from this world at such a young age. He was full of life and enjoyed every day. IAs I sit here thinking about him, it makes me feel like I owe him everything that I have done in this field. He got me started and gave me advise when I needed it. I will miss him very much. If anyone as any thoughts feel free to leave them on here. If you feel you want to call me I could use a couple of friends right now.

So So Bored
The main reason I hate going to work is that I never have shit to do. It freaking sucks. To be totally random though, I'd like to thank the little bird that made a point of chirping it's lungs out right ouside my window this morning. Without him, I might not have waken up on time this morning. :D

Cheri Darlin
You dance for me Cheri Only me, only I My own little temptress. Your body casts a shadow As the moon watches on A supernatural Peeping Tom. A silhouette hits the floor Doing a duet of arousal For me, only me. As the silver lighting beams down Your dances awaken my inner animal; I yearn for your flesh. Hair of silk blows against your bare back As you remove the final article. I bring you to my lips, Our secret little hiding place, a spot Reserved for two. You let all of yourself to me And I see only you I feel only you I smell only you I taste only you I sense only you And we are as one. Breathing together now, two souls in unison Your moans cast against my shoulder As we join in an embrace You are my breath And I yours. A shiver rides down my spine As your nails claw at my back & we draw closer And closer Closer Closer still Your moans, your pussy hot and throbbing ready to suck me in that opening of heaven yes i slide into you deep my love one ha

My Heart Bleeds For You
My heart bleeds for you..it is bruised black and blue..your love is what hurt me, worse then any pain i ever felt.. Now youre gone from my life,i had to give up with out a fight. this is what you wanted was to run away,causing me more pain each day.. the sun comes up and the sun goes down,you have me looking like a clown.. i stand here with my heart on my sleeve, you stick a knife in and slowly turn. to see how much i bleed.. my blood is red, my heart is true. come back baby i still love you..... this poem is dedicated to my best friend jen... i wrote it for her.... she will always be my best friend no matter what some say.....

Monday Morning
Oh boy. I drank a lot of water last night before going to bed. Big mistake! I got up probably 15 times in the middle of this night! That does not make for a good nights sleep. My neck hurt all night long so I decided it is time to buy a new pillow. I have a tempur-pedic pillow but it is old now and not working the way it used to. It is made for people that sleep on their side and it supports the neck. So, time to shell out $$$ for a new one. Since my neck feels worse laying in bed all night then when I get up and move around...it is the pillow! It is Monday. The work week and school week. What does today bring? The weather is cloudy and rainy which is okay. It was beautiful all weekend. I can handle a rainy day here and there. I hope now that Anthony has really good grades, he keeps it that way. Christopher...that is an every day thing. Never knowing what kind of day he is going to have at school. I told him when I dropped him off that I love him and to have a gr

An Update.
Well. This semester has been off to a crappy start- honestly. I'm only passing 1 class currently. That's not good at all. If I fail this semester - I'm taking next semester off. I'm so fucking burned out right now that my motivation to finish school is waning. Sorry I haven't been around - I've been trying to hold school together. I miss you all. Take care - and I'll see you around. Hopefully. ♥

Yet Another Loser!
->nida: and you have no idea how much of a woman i really am.....you wont even get a sniff of me.....done . footsweepe...: you have no idea what a winner i am, no clue footsweepe...: im fukn 25, 27 year olds, doesnt matter, they are legal dude ->nida: fuck you idiot....i am not a dude and you are a child begging for tits for a kid that cout be your own child.........loser. footsweepe...: people love to look at car wrecks too lol footsweepe...: wasnt begging, you just want to think so footsweepe...: you know a boyfriend would be too much to ask for footsweepe...: no wonder you are looking for a lover footsweepe...: I am milked dry footsweepe...: i saw so much 27yr old tits and ass last night footsweepe...: especially from a girl who could be a dude ->nida: at 44 even on your birthday you shouldnt be begging to see tits and ass. ->nida: rochester ny....western ny footsweepe...: kansas, u? ->nida: happy birthday!!

My Bikcycle
It has been so long since i saw my frined pete. Makes me sad how friends just come and go like we are disposable people. one time me and pete got kicked off the schol bus because we set lose a snake but it was not even poisoned. then we rode our bikes for a while. I always liked pete and wonder what happened to him because he owes me $5 and i need it back now!

Home
MADE IT HOME SAFE AND SOUND AND HAVE BEEN A LITTLE TIRED TODAY BUT STILL WANTED TO SHOW ALL MY FRIENDS SOME LOVE .. TY TO ALL THE FRIENDS THAT DIDNT FORGET ME WHILE I WAS GONE... HOPE EVERYONES WEEKEND WAS GREAT.... Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com

Feeling Great...
after I got this Text from my girl friend this Morning While I was Driving to work. ME to GF>> Good Morning Babe. GF to ME>> Good Morning Man of my Dreams and Reality. *kisses* Isn't that just the Best Text a guy can get to Start the day?

Dads In Icu
I was woke up Saturday morning to find out my mom had to rush my Dad to the hospital for chest pains. His heart rate dropped as low as 32 at one point and they then had to trasnfer him to Charleston CAMC Memorial into the Intensive care unit where he is still. He was suppose to havwe a heart cath today and found out it was a heart attack and moved the heart cath to tomorrow at noon. I will not be around on fubar much and If I am it won't be for long. Please keep him in your prayers. Thank you. UPDATE!!! Dad is gonna be ok. He had 2 total blockages cutting off all blood flow to part of his heart. Also had 2 partial blockages and required 3 stints. The doctor feels he will make a full recovery and be fine with some new diet and lifestyle changes. :)

Big Thanks
I WOULD LIKE TO THANK ALL OF MY FRIENDS, FANS, AND FAMILY FOR HELPING ME WIN 2ND IN THE CONTEST I WAS JUST IN. IF IT WASN'T FOR YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS, FANS, AND FAMILY I WOULD HAVE NOT GOTTEN THAT FAR. YOU ALL MEAN A GREAT DEAL TO ME. THANK YOU AGAIN. ROCK ON!!!! RICK

Wheelchair Accessible Parking
Fines for parking in wheelchair accessible parking without a permit here is now $150 instead of $75 or whatever it was. NICE! Get out of my spots, people! Unless you really need 'em and have what you need to park there... Let's hope the fines are really given out, too.

Moving To Montana
My mom called me a jobless pickle licker. No mom, seriously, how do you really feel? It's true that I recently quit my job as a shift manager at a local resort casino, but I've never licked a pickle in my life. I'm moving to Montana and wanted to take a break before doing so...is that so bad? That's my story and I'm stckin' to it.

Doof!
GD Is there something wrong with me? I have a real crush on an online friend... Who I'll probably never meet, but...does that make me a total idiot? (Rhetorical question) I have friends that have founded real world friendships online...even spoken for years, and became old friends later meeting as if they knew each other from regular day to day life. In fact, (not like this is the situation I picture for myself and the crush)... I have 2 friends that met online and are now happily married with a new baby! (AAaakk! Scary!) Anyhoo...just bitching...I am a doofus!

My Shoutbox Is Not Working.....
I thought this would be the easiest way to let friends know that I am NOT ignoring anyone...thought this better then a bulletin, so if people are paying attention to Bartab they will read this, and know what's going on. MY shoutbox is not working......I can send sometimes, but cannot receive. As it is, I am not actually right at the computer anyway, I am trying to get things done around the apt. Found out from a friend mailing me because they thought I was not answering my shoutbox messages.. So, no guys, I am NOT ignoring anyone, I would never do that to anyone anyway, it's just your shouts are just not coming through. Hopefully it will resolve itself in a little bit. Hugs, Deb