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The Leathur Lair Xmas Event 2007
For those of you who missed the show, or for those of you who just want to see what was aired, here is the playlist for TLL's Xmas Show for 2007... ================================================================================================ 12-21-07 xmas TLL MCfh 01 Patti LaBelle - theme from "National Lampoon's Christmas Vacation" Clark Griswold "Kiss My Ass" Twisted Sister "Oh Come All Ye Faithful" Clark Griswold "Twinkle Lights" The Brian Setzer Orchestra "Jingle Bells" The Vince Guaraldi Trio "Christmas Time Is Here (Vocal)" Cousin Eddie "Shitter Was Full" >voiceover: The Vince Guaraldi Trio "Christmas Time Is Here (Instrumental)" .38 Special "A Wild-Eyed Christmas Night" Lynyrd Skynyrd "Christmas Time Again" TLL MCfh 01 Brenda Lee "Rockin' Around The Christmas Tree" Chuck Berry "Run Rudolph Run" WRR XMAS 07a Kay DeKalb Smith, Stephen Charles, Emily Faye "Check The Malls" >voiceover Star Wars "Christmas In The Stars" TLL MCfh 01 Bo

A Very Merry Christmas To All!!!!
I wanted to wish all my friends, fans, and everyone on Cherrytap (Fubar, they shouldn't have changed the name) a wonderful Christmas. May this day bring you happiness, joy, peace, fulfillment and togetherness with your families and friends. Have a wonderful Christmas and remember what the true meaning is of this season. To me, it is giving that makes it so wonderful, not receiving. This is why I wish everyone I know the most joyous Christmas, one filled with cheer and laughter. The reasons we celebrate Christmas are many, but the majority of us celebrate a birth, one which affected our entire world. Some do not feel there is a need to openly admit this belief, but I do. I am not a religious zealot, but I have strong beliefs. Some don't like that, too bad huh! lol Seriously, Christmas is a time for us all to be generous, not only in material things, but in our spirit and friendship to others. This Christmas, close a gap, rebuild a bridge. Repair a hurt and regain someones hand. Life is

Painting A Picture
Sometimes I sit here and paint a picture of my life and ask myself what went wrong all the colors seemed to run all together now it looks like a big old mess little by little you wipe away all the dark spots and see the beautiful colors that are meant to show through.... Some people see a beautiful picture with flowers and trees and water.. Sometimes I see a cloud and trying to clear it away so i can see the beauty but it seems no matter what I do it turns out all wrong so i try and try to take the black away but it smears over the colors and want to give up but i keep trying till one day that perfect picture is shown through again and that the dark can never take over again.... One day that beauty will reveal as long as the cloud is chased away and not ruin the painting of a perfect picture.... Written By: DJ ANGEL Aka Ginnie

Christmas In Iraq
Christmas is a hard time for soldiers and civilians in Iraq. They are far away from their friends and families and it's hard to communicate back with them unless you are fortunate enough to have an internet connection. I would like to thank all the soldiers that are over here with me and the civilians that support them as well. I personally know how hard it is and I am very greatful for all your service. Today, I was sitting in my office and I got a package. It was from my boss in Detroit, thanking me for the job I was doing over here and the whole office had put something in the package. Little things like this really make us smile. Thank you all for you support. And if any is around tomorrow and needs someone to chat to, let me know. the Dragon

Merry Christmas
I just want to wish all my friends and family on fubar a very MERRY CHRISTMAS. I have been so busy with alot of personal things that I havent had time to go to everyones page to show them love and I do apologize. May your holiday be a safe and happy one. Love ya all Liberated Spice

This Is The Animal That Killed Alison
MAY YOU ROT IN HELL YOU SORRY PIECE OF SHIT I HOPE THEY PUT YOU IN THE CHAIR FOR WHAT YOU DID TO ALISON AND THE BOYS...ROT HELL YOU PIECE OF SHIT..SHOULD OF BEEN YOU THAT DIED INSTEAD OF OFFICER SHANE AND ALISON... THE BASTARD THAT TOOK THIER LIVES.

Christmas ( Also In A Bulletin I Posted )
Today and Tomorrow are one of the worst days for suicides, car accidents and murders. Please Drive safe don't drink and drive. Wear your seat belt. Take the time to actually listen to peoples problems. I know we all have our own but in return you will feel better about yourself knowing you helped someone or just listened. You never know if you just saved a life or lives. If someone is feeling down ask them why even if they say don't worry about it... it actually normally is a cry for help. Just saying Hi can even brighten someones day/night. So take the time to get to know people. Merry christmas to everyone.. I know the last few years have been rough for alot of us financially and we want to give our kids everything they desire. Just know that your not alone on that matter more then half the country is there with you. My Christmas wish to you all is to be safe, happy and those who have kids ... For them to behave for at least 2days lol.

Please Show Her Lots Of Love :)
Judy(Sweet)Needs 78000 To Level For A Christmas Present! She Went Home For Christmas To Be With Her Daughter And Grand Daughters And She Won't Be Back Until Thursday. It Would Be A Great Christmas Present For Her If We Could Get Her Leveled Before She Gets Back. This Is Her Link: (Sweet) Rider of the Love Machine@ fubar Thanks In Advance To All That Can Help And Have A Very Merry Christmas!

Why I Believe In God......by An 8 Yr Old
HIS ONE IS FABULOUS!!! > >It was written by an 8-year-old named Danny Dutton, who lives in Chula >Vista , CA . He wrote it for his third grade homework assignment, to >"explain God." I wonder if any of us could have done as well. ( and he >had such an assignment, in California , and someone published it. I >guess miracles do happen ! ) > >EXPLANATION OF GOD: >"One of God's main jobs is making people. He makes them t o replace the >ones that die, so there will be enough people to take care of things on >earth. He doesn't make grownups, just babies. I think because they are >smaller and easier to make. That way he doesn't have to take up his >valuable time teaching them to talk and walk. He can just leave that to >mothers and fathers." > >"God's second most important job is listening to prayers. An awful lot >of this goes on, since some people, like preachers and things, pray at >times besides bedtime. God doesn't have time to listen to the radio or >TV because of this

Merry Christmas
Just want to wish all my friends and family on here a very Merry Christmas. I have to work today because some companies are just too stupid to realize the rest of the civilized world is taking a break.

Dads Advice To His Son.
A father said, "Son, the object of dating is to SCORE! And to do that, you have to give the woman something. So when you pick up your date later, make sure you have some flowers or chocolates to give her. Girls go crazy over that stuff. The more you give, the more you get!" So, the son showed up for his date with flowers AND chocolates. She was very flattered and pleased, and she rewarded him with a long, passionate kiss. She pressed her chest against him and rubbed her fingers through his hair,.... hoping to give him the best kiss that he had ever received. After the kiss, he turned and bolted for the door. "Oh! I'm sorry," she said. "I didn't mean to scare you away." "You didn't!" he replied. "I'm going out to get you some jewelry!"

Hot Women , With Ugly Men
Im gona post this again ,, I really want and answer to this question!!!! Why is that every where i go i see hot girls with fucking less that par guys ... I mean come on ladies WTF !!! Are you you all trying to play it safe , do you think all hot guys are just players and will cheat or something !!!! Is that you just wont go after them and you wait fo some dumb ass to walk up and try to get your number or something !!!! HHHMMMM did you try it out with that bad boy and decide that you couldnt change him so you went with the safe choice ???? I tell you it shocks me that i sit by single ,, looking the way i do , i mean spending the kind of time that i do in the gym and dressing so well , always having myself together. Im a single dad , that works hard and makes great money , I look good ,, I have lots of fun every where i go , Im really naughty and im good at that !! I just dont get it!!!!! PLEASE ANSWER THIS

The Way I Roll.
its no secret, i love your boobs, yes i love them. if this is a problem you should probably go, cause i will be who i am. if you know me , you know im not a jerk about it. but i do love your boobs. if you have hot ass boobs, that sprobably why your on my friendlist. maybe, maybe not. i will not buy you a god damn thing in order to see your boobs, seriously stop asking me too, lol. to those who have already shown me the bewb love, your awesome and i love ya! for those who havnt, thats cool too but im not gonna stop asking, haha. im a whore but would you love me any other way? and special thaqnks to those who wrote my name on boob and sent me a pic, thats pretty much the coolestr thing that can be done for me, so you all rock ass like no other. i know that shit can be hard to wash off, lol anyway, this was directed to a select few, but it pretty much applies to everyone.. if my bewbism offends you then you may want to remove yourself from my friendlist, i won

It's Christmas.
Well, I finally figured with all my friends, family, and fans on my list, I am not capable of handing out individual Christmas comments. I figured I would do this instead. I wanted to wish everyone a very Merry Christmas in Fu land. It has been a wonderful year of meeting new people, and stayin in touch with the old. I wanted to thank everyone for all the great comments I have received. I am also very thankful for the great friendships I have been able to form with some of you. A lot of us have been threw some major changes in the year passing, and remember it makes us stronger people. All the ups, downs, laughs, tears, and jokes is what life is about. I thank all of you that have included me in these parts of your lives. My wish to everyone this year is to be happy, healthy, and strive for whatever your goals are. I hope you enjoy the holiday season with friends and family and not take it for granted. I also hope that everyone sits back and realizes the real reason we c

How Lucky Can A Guy Get? Aka Anatomy Of A Country Band
I am one of the luckiest guys in the world! I play guitar with a top-notch KC area Country band. They are the best group of guys (and gals) that I could hope for really. Dean Saul sings the lead vocals. Dean is the baby (youngest of us all) and though he is usually a bit nervous, Dean has the best voice of probably anybody in Kansas City for Country music. Furthermore he is just a really nice and fairly laid-back guy. I've played in bands with Dean since the mid 90's. Mark has played with me in groups since the early 90's and plays Drums. Mark is a real character and is left-handed but plays drums in a unique way that keeps more drummers 'busy' wondering how he does it. He's a bit unconventional and probably the one most responsible for the way we sound as a group. Mark is stubborn and forthright...but a true friend and just a great guy to be around. We're lucky to have him. Rick has fast become one of my best friends. We have so much in common outside of the band that we just cl

My Immortal
I recorded this a while ago but i wasnt sure if i was going to post it or not. It's just a recording of me singing My Immortal by Evanescence. Its not professional or anything... i'm just singing over the original song on a karaoke machine. My Immortal

!having Trouble Making Comments!
i want to tell all my friends& family! MERRY CHRISTMAS! For some reason i have alot of trouble making comments on peoples pages! HAVE A GREAT HOLIDAY & A HAPPY NEW YEAR! LOVE U ALL VERY MUCH!!!!!!!! HUGS & KISS

Kianna, Rob....and Other Friends Of Rob.
Kianna was a wonderful woman and friend who will be greatly missed. Her passing has brought confusion, sorrow, grief and hurt. The Confusion comes into play, as to why God would take her from us so early. She had a lot of life left to live, and we will miss her greatly.... The Sorrow comes because I know see my friend Rob in so much hurt and grief....and Kianna is no longer there to be there for him, like I always trusted she would be.... The Grief comes because for those that have spoken to her know that she was a beautiful person inside and out, and we were blessed to have known her, no matter the length in time that we have known her, just knowing her was a blessing.... And the hurt.....well this is different for everyone, but for me it is because I will miss her, and miss feeling "safe" knowing that she is there for one of my best friends. For those of you that don't know, Kianna and Rob have been friends ... BEST FRIENDS ... for the last 12 years. A friendship as pure as fr

The End Of A Long Road
My Jacob got his angel wings at 11:05 pm on the 21 of Dec 2007. I was a long and hard time for us all. All we can think his Jacob is in peace. all the pain he has had is washed away. I want to think all my friends that wished me well and sent their love. The ones that were touch by Jacob and left wonder words on caring bridge or on other sites. I know now Jacob is whole, he can run and play for the first time. Jacob has found his peace. Now I search for my peace and understanding of it all. The night he passes, my body must have went into shock and the more upset I was the lower my pulse rate went. I was very upsetting to all and for some reason I felt like my body was trying to go with him, but Jacob made sure that it wasn't Mommy's turn. I need to be here for all the other babies. Very tired just got home from GA, Hope all have a wonder Christmas

I'd Like To Say How Much I Love You
I'd like to say how much I love you and I hope we never forget. Tomorrow is not promised to anyone, Young or old alike, and today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight. So if you're waiting for tomorrow, Why not does it today? For if tomorrow never comes, you’ll surely regret the day, that you did! 't take that extra time for a smile, a hug, or a kiss and you were too busy to grant someone, What turned out t o be their one last wish. So hold your loved ones close today, And whisper in their ear, Tell them how much you love them And that you'll always hold them dear Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay." And if tomorrow never comes, you’ll have no regrets about today.

Girls Vs. Women
Wanna know the difference??? GIRLS vs. GROWN WOMEN Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls try to put a man 'on lock' by using sex. Grown women know that it's the sex of the mental kind that makes a man want to 'lock' you down. Girls fake-moan, lay there and take the stabbing. Grown women say, "Just stop", get up, get dressed and walk out. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it--using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come. Grown women make you come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Gro

Merry Christmas Soldiers
Before you start to complain you didnt get what you wanted for Christmas this year, Think about all the men & women overseas who couldnt be home this christmas, think about all the children who would trade all the presents in the world to have there mommy or daddy home with them, think about the husbands/wifes who have to watch there kids open presents while the other watches it on a webcam, think of all the parents/brothers/sisters/aunts/uncles, etc who's only wish for christmas was to have there family member home safe. and sadly it didnt happen, and some soldiers may have family they havent met yet, fathers wishing they could be home for there childs first christmas but that isnt possible. These men & women are far away from home fighting for our country sacraficing there lifes to save yours, i think thats pretty selfless to me, so all i ask is if you do nothing else today thank a soldier for all it is he/she does, it may bring a smile to there face & that to me is a gift in itssel

When The Holidays Come A Calling
When the Holidays come a calling I want no part of them For the one I thought did love me Is now somewhere with him The one that said forever Has been gone over a year And the blue-eyed queen who stole my heart Has also fled I fear So when friends and family ask me What Santa brought this year I'll tell them pain and sorrow As my eyes fill up with tears

Christmas And The Power Of The Dark Side
Christmas and the Power of the Dark Side December 25, 2007 The power of the dark side is a strange one. I’ve often heard, “Come to the dark side. We have cookies.” I suppose they must be killer cookies because I make some rockin’ cookies. No temptation there for me. I am strong in the force and cannot be swayed. Or so I thought. It was this unsuspecting Christmas morn that the power of the dark side compelled me to reconsider. My lovely 9 year old son got a Darth Vader/Death Star Transformer (like the one that Jesus got from his cousin on the first Christmas). Anyway, we were moving right along, cussing out boxes that held onto the toys with a super tight grip and cutting into packages with blades usually reserved for carving dead birds. And that’s when I was called. Darth made it safely out of the box and we were testing all the cool little things he says. That’s when my son pointed out the obvious, “Look, mommy, he’s even got a robotic wiener!” (He h

Don't Know How?
I don't know what this means lol But-i rated someone's picture & they said it declined as a salute? Sorry to make a blog, but just need a lil help. I know I need to submit a salute photo to receive more points! Thanks:)

Sex Is Not Everything.
Understanding that sex isn't everything, people sometimes miss the point. Sex is a huge part of any relationship. It is sometimes the driving force that brings two people together. The complete and utter loss of control that accompanies that feeling of excitement. Yet how is it that a one can live on a realtionship just purely on sex? Can you sit back and not have any mental compatibility with someone after you have just screwed the hell out of them? I have been there. I have had that feeling of complete sexual attraction but no mental compatibility at all. Lately it is coming about that I have lost all intrest in the whole idea of sex just being sex. I want more. I don't want to come home with someone, roll around in the sheets and call it a day. Now don't get me wrong, I love having everything and anything done but I want to be able to talk the next morning. Not that awkward silence that accompanies most times. Tell me that when we wake up you are actually going to carry on a

Imagine: Stress Relief...
You come home from a long day of tedious work, stressed to the point of exhaustion. I offer you a shower, where I wash your back and hand you the sponge to finish while I prepare a place for you to lie down... and ask you what you would like to drink...I disappear while you finish. As you exit the bathroom you notice me sitting on the end of our bed , looking sly and with a sheepish grin on my face, you ask what I am thinking about...I softly laugh and tell you to just lie down and rest ... let me take some of the pressure off for you... you look curiously at me , wondering what I have in mind but know not to ask... Now it is my turn... As you lay spread eagle on the bed; I tie your wrists and ankles to the bedpost. And then I start to have my way with you. I take your cock in my mouth...very slowly, inch by inch, slowly devouring all of it. As I gently roll your balls with my finger tips, I lick around your ridge and along your veins, tracing each one , knowing this will drive y

Adventures On The Ranch
This story is not my usual erotic story, I wanted to write a sexy and romantic story about a couple in a ranch setting ranch..., I hope you like it and it makes you smile with a glint in your eyes. Adventures on the Ranch... By: Anna 2007 It happens at Santos' Ranch one weekend when we decide to shut the world out and just enjoy some Quiet Time alone..., we are sitting together on the front porch swing, my head on your shoulder, and your arms around me, gazing at the lake beyond. The late afternoon sun is still warm, and its reflection shimmers on the lake’s surface. It’s a sultry summer’s day. We sit there for awhile, enjoying our closeness, the private woodsy surroundings, and the scents of cedar and pine in the air. We decide to have a picnic by the lake where you and your buddies come to fish every summer. We sit together, stealing kisses, feeding each other strawberries, chicken fingers, and Caesar salad, and sipping some sparkling wine. The sun begins to fade and t

The Meaning Of Christmas
Every year in October my staff and I start the tedious process of finding the poverty stricken and homeless in our community who will not be able to have a Christmas. This is my baby, for I can't stand the thought of someone going hungry or not getting a gift on Christmas. I work hard all year to find donations to fund our project and interview people for suitable volunteers to help with the project. We buy clothing and one toy for each child, take the food needed for a Christmas dinner, and on Christmas Day we prepare a Christmas dinner for the homeless. This past Friday, 4 days before Christmas, someone turned in the names of 125 more children who would be getting nothing for Christmas. I went into a panic something I never do at work. This was Friday morning. The next two days would be Saturday and Sunday and we would not be working. Monday morning we would start loading the trucks at 6am with gifts and food. There was no way I could find the size of clothing for 125 chil

The Miracle Of Friendship
The Miracle Of Friendship There is a miracle called Friendship that dwells within the heart and you don't know how it happens or when it even starts. But the happiness it brings you always gives a special lift and you realize that Friendship is God's most precious gift. gw-=-07

It Happened One Day...
It Happened One Day... On a summer's day not so long ago I fell in love and I'll never know Just what it was that made me feel So drawn to her, what the appeal That set my pulses so to race When ever I gazed upon that face Of one who was scarce but a child Yet even then could drive me wild I'll never know the how's and why's I lost my heart to those Brown Eyes But when I got that long sought kiss I knew I'd found my Perfect Miss My elfin girl from down the lane And I'll never let her go again For how could I describe our love? Romantic love, all hearts and flowers No way to count the days and hours Spent in self-indulgent wishes And thoughts of long awaited kisses Of sweet embraces, tender sighs And gazing into love filled eyes Oh yes, it is that kind of love Or, is it yet the love of passion The ecstasy that knows no ration That shuddering nerve-tingling feeling The climax with your senses reeling The wondrous joy when you discover That sweet surrende

No Matter What
No Matter What I know that I should try to find somebody new.. But all I find is myself always thinking of you.. You don't even know it.. And why should you care? Your happy just pretending that I'm not even there.. Forever means nothing if I don't spend it with you.. But theres just nothing more I think I can do.. I try to tell you I love you but you just don't stop to listen.. Then I guess you'll never know that I'm the one your missin.. Give me just one minute and look into my eyes.. Forget your friends.. Forget the world.. Forget the pain and lies.. Forget about what people say and what other people might see.. All I want you to think about now is what you think of me.. Cause nothing really matters except for the people you love.. And it kills me inside not knowing what you think when your all I'm thinking of.. Maybe I am wrong and you really just don't care.. But why sometimes do you act so sweet if no feelings are actually there.. All I want is for you to te

Fucking Tool...
here soon theres a few of us starting up a TOOL TRIBUTE BAND...but with that said we`ll also be greating our own origonal stuff but it will be 100% TOOL influenced...be on the look out...WE WILL KEEP THEIR LEGACY ALIVE...thx, darren #17...

If I Could Dream At Night
If I could Dream At Night If I could dream at night and if those dreams came true, I would force myself to sleep at night so I could dream of you. If wishes were given to lonely guys, and if I were given just two I would wish that you would always love me, the other I would give to you. If my tears could write love songs Before my tears were through you would know just how I feel and how much I love you But dreams are for dreamers, and wishes seldom come true my tears do not write love songs but when they fall...they fall for you. gw....07

Remember
Do you remember some time ago? I asked if you were perfect but you said no Did you ever think that: In my dreams you're the sweetest thing In my life you are everything Still you say you're not So I ask, why is it so hard to let go? Everyone thinks I'm strong But tears were falling from my eyes On the day you left us and said goodbye Now I know my feelings I should no longer hide I love you and I want you to stay by my side Longing to hold you in my arms so tight that I'll never let go Wishing to be with you forever, I hope now you know That when I'm around you, it just feels like heaven You're my angel and your heart is my safe haven To live a life that's so incomplete To live a life with nothing dear to keep Is that how you want me to be? You know without you I'm so weak Because you're the only strength that I seek So please... don't go, I'm being so bold Just by saying i need your hand to hold Don't leave me like this so broken,so torn, so cold S

If I Knew
If I Knew If I knew how to write a song I’d write one everyday It would say that I’m in love with you And why I feel this way It would have to say you’re pretty And as rare as a desert rose It would say you’re a looker From your head down to your toes You are funny, dainty, fragile And as feminine as can be You’re smart charming lovely And everything to me You’re my comfort when I’m lonely You’re my peace when I need rest Of all the women I’ve known I must rate you the best. You’re the orchard in the jungle, you’re the better half of me You’re all of this and so much more, you mean the world to me Still so much is left unsaid, It would take me far to long I know how much I love you, If only I could write a song. gw07

Friends
Friends A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

Screen Names
i want everyone to tell me how they got therescreen name and what it means. Unicorned1...I have a tattoo of a unicorn on my right sholder so i am unicorned one ok now the rest of u tell your screen name story and rate as u go

Did You Get What U Wanted For Christmas ?
Hi to all My dear Friends and Fubar FANS !! Christmas is over , and for some it is time to go back to work.. I was wondering with all the planning that goes into Christmas... all the money that gets spent... How many of you actually got what they wanted for Christmas? I am sure that there are some of you , that perhaps did... and I want to know who they are ... and what it was that you received... LOL Then there may be some of you that dont have family or friends nearby... that may have spent the Christmas season ALONE... Give me a HOLLER too !! I want to hear from everybody that is what we are hear for , correct? to listen & to be heard How did MY Christmas go , you may ask... I spent it alone with my 2 kids I cooked , I tried to clean...LOL I made it through the Holiday thank goodness !! Did not receive any presents but then Christmas is

Blasts
All you people who do a blast and say fan add rate...I will return and then don't return when we do it are really wrong...do what you say and don't be a point whore...blah blah blah I know complaining--but I am sick of helping you and you just accept a friend request...and show no love ---you know who you are...get with it and don't be a jerk!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tonight I Await Thee
tonight i await thee yet who are you? i have drank the sweet red wine and think of your lips brushing lightly against mine, i peeled silently each petal from a dozen red roses and laid them on my bed I look at your picture in the mirror and hope those petals will caress your body who are you? will you come? I call with a whisper I need you I want you to taste you to feel you to be with you to be in you to feel your sweat falling on my face your hair mussed, fussed, short but still a handfull your teeth slightly pulling the tenderness of my skin as we laugh the silliness of the moment yet hunger screams aloud your name yet I do not hear, who are you who are you... I want to know poet

Shadowalker
I can't spell worth a damn and I tend to totaly ignore puncuation so here goes: I have two kids 13 & 15 the ex got every thing even the dog, car, and cell phones in fact the song she got the gold mine and I got the shaft well in this case she evan took the shaft which left me living with my sister and brother in law now I'm living with my girl friend. I'm a nice guy so I tend to fall for wemon way to fast and to hard my ex told me once that she tried to make me angry enough to hit her but I never would and that pissed her off but thers no reason to hit a woman ever thats how i was raised so I am kind of a door mat I'm trying to write three books the first is a christian story about the people who come in contact with a bible the second is a horror story and the third is the story of a little mexacan boy named pablo and how he lost his family and came to this country if you read this and have more questions feel free to ask me and I'll try to ansewer them as truthfully as possab

Wtf? How Stupid Can One Be?
Painter{Di...: im making a bully for my giveaway "INFAR...: all i do is rate or bomb and thats it-- i will block yu so you do not have to hear from me neighter-- i wish you both health and happiness "INFAR...: i do not do shit like that ->"INFAR...: Do you not get it that you will not spy on one family for another? "INFAR...: you can tell him i will continued to help anyone that needs it includng spirit levelers and bombers its just who i am and thats it "INFAR...: sweet ->"INFAR...: a member of spirit bobers and his woman! "INFAR...: and i am not about hurting people ken knows that "INFAR...: i came up with spirit bombers so i can be in 2 families and who the hell do you think you r to say deal with me ->Painter{Di...: babe? where are ya? ->"INFAR...: look he has told you last night and other times before it is over you had your chance and tossed it out the door. All I care about is for all to be happy but you can not be in 2 families and that is that. and I am his and if yo

Contest Winners!!
I would like to thank all of contestants who joined the contest and all that helped to make it a success! The Winners are.... 1st Place 600,000 Fubucks: Why Be Normal 20,380 Comments 2nd Place 150,000 Fubucks: Sexyyania69 18,752 Comments 3rd Place 50,000 Fubucks: eLLee 5,678 Comments Most Picture Rates 10,000 Fubucks: Sexyyania69 with 69 Pic Rates Congratulations to all the Winners! Thanks again everyone and have a great New Years!

Sensual Touch
Her lover's flesh asleep with dreams,between two silken sheets She watches on with adoring eyes,inside she feels complete By the window in the still of night,the moon shines on her skin As cascading hair softly flows,so does the love within Tempted by the tender memories,fresh within her mind Her senses come alive again,arousal's silhouette defined Against the wall so cool,she leans and licks her lips As the taste of him unfolds again,remnants of his kiss Thoughts begin to stray, as she turns her face into the night Gazing out the window,at the stars and moon so bright She traces a painted nail,slowly over an ivory breast Pondering sensuous ways,she could touch her lover next There within the stillness,as the wind howls a tune for lovers Silently he breathes her in,her fragrant scent upon the covers Awoken by the missing,of her warmth and nakedness He rises with an aching need,to feel her soft caress His footsteps on the wooden floor,brings to life her dreamy e

Brain Bbq
I've finished up the brain bbq and so far I'm not a drooler. Had a bone scan a couple weeks ago and all is well!! I think for the time being we've kicked cancers ass again. I hope you all had a great x-mas and have a super great new year!!!

Decoding... Funny Haha
DICTIONARY FOR DECODING WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS: Ø 40-ish.................................49. Ø Adventurous......................Slept with everyone. Ø Athletic..............................No breasts. Ø Average looking................Moooo. Ø Beautiful............................Pathological liar. Ø Emotionally Secure...........On medication. Ø Feminist.............................Fat. Ø Free Spirit..........................Junkie. Ø Friendship first....................Former Slut. Ø New-Age.............................Body hair in the wrong places. Ø Old-fashioned......................No B.J.'s Ø Open-minded......................Desperate. Ø Outgoing.............................Loud and embarrassing. Ø Professional........................Cunt. Ø Voluptuous..........................Very fat. Ø Large frame........................Hugely fat. Ø Wants soul mate.....................Stalker. DICTIONARY FOR DECODING WOMEN'S ENGLISH: Ø Yes..............................

Check This Hottie.
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An Italian Virgin
Maria had just gotten married, and being a traditional Italian she Catholic was still a virgin. On her wedding night, staying at her mother's house, she was very nervous. Her mother reassured her; "Don't worry, Maria, Tony's a good man. Go upstairs and he'll take care of you. Meanwhile, I'll be making pasta." So, up she went. When she got upstairs, Tony took off his shirt and exposed his hairy chest. Maria ran downstairs to her mother and says, "Mama, Mama, Tony's got a big hairy chest." "Don't worry, Maria," says the mother, "many men have hairy chests. Go upstairs. He'll take good care of you." So, up she went again. When she got up in the bedroom, Tony took off his pants exposing his hairy legs. Again, Maria ran downstairs to her mother. "Mama, Mama, Tony took off his pants and he's got hairy legs!" "Don't worry! All good men have hairy legs. Tony's a good man. Go upstairs and he'll take good care of you." So, up she went again.When she got

Calendar Now Available!!!
Ring in the new year with a bang!!! My Miss MARS 2008 calendar is now available thanks to my great friends at the Mike and Roy Show!!! Just follow the link and get yours today!!! And be sure to let me know what ya think!!! http://www.cafepress.com/mikeandroyshow/4350042 And lets show my friends Mike and Roy some luv for making all this possible... The Mike And Roy Show@ fubar Roy From The Mike And Roy Show@ fubar

A Little Game Played Yesterday
I am writing this blog because I have been approached by several men & women asking me a question.I don't normally write anything of this nature. A game was played yesterday called comment wars between I and a friend of mine that I have become fond of. It was merely a game.I am here to meet knew friends. I do find him very attractive & as my page says I like older men,reasoning is on my page. We are not walking down the isle or having a fling.It is kindess and flirting.If I thought I had a shot I would probably go for it,but I do not step on anyones toes.If we had thought that this game would have caused all of this I don't think we would have played.Lighten up everyone this is a place to have fun and if you can't enjoy yourself what are you doing here. If our game hurt anyone then I would say I am sorry but I am not.I don't regret enjoying myself.If you have something with this person it is your business and it sure the hell is not mine.I will continue to enjoy myself but it does

Update On Knee
Well its been 52 days since my surgery and my therapist is extremely pleased with my progress. My goal is to be able to bend my knee the same as my left knee which is 140 degrees. Today on my own I was able to bend my knee 130 degrees. Last Wednesday when I had therapy with help from the therapist I was able to bend my knee to 116 degrees laying on my stomach and today without help was able to do that on my own :). Hopefully that means only a few weeks more therapy left

Pee-jay!
How can I thank you? For the short time that I've known you, you've been there when I needed an ear to bend. You've been there to listen to my stupid jokes and even laughed at them. :D Although, I'll never know why, but you have. I thank you for being there these past few months and hopefully into the New Year. Anyone reading this, would you please visit this sweet lady and drop a bunch of love on her for me? She deserves it. :D "PEE-JAY= LT. FOR 2ND ALARM HOTTIES ,CLUB FAR & SISTERHOOD@ fubar

Timmy!
Now here's a guy that has managed to keep me in stitches for as long as I've known him. Be that as it has only been a few years, I feel sometimes that I've known him for a lifetime. He's a wonderful photographer as well as a friend. A lot of his work is posted on his page so if you would, please go and visit him. You won't be sorry that you did. Timmy - Fu Friend of Humanity@ fubar

Being Single.... Not Fun
I look at my Cousins and my Siblings, ALL of which have someone they are married to, gonna get married to, or are in a serious Relationship, and it just hurts so much. They all have someone, and me?? I sit alone... I watch them, and I wish that I could have someone at my side, Someone I could hold onto, someone I can Protect, Someone that I can whisper into their Ear how Much I love them and how they mean everything in the world to me. I just feel so Damn Lonely and I hate this Feeling... I just want someone I can call my own.

Marina!
Fubar is the first place where I have been able to meet people from another country. Meeting Marina has been a most exhilerating experience. Thank goodness she knows English very well because my Dutch is not so good......actually, just about non-existent, except for the few words that she's taught me. :D She's one heck of a wonderful lady and friend. Visit her page and get to know her. ♥HOT Marina♥Lust goddess♥lover to Gary *2nd Alarm Hottie* ♥ Club F.A.R♥@ fubar

Lost Love.....
Iv'e heard it said it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all...It makes me wonder if the the person who made that statement loved with all they had.....for my self i know what it is like to love with all i have , and then loose it, the hardest part isnt the healling, but rather putting the pieces of your life back to gether...it's like a jigsaw puzzel and each piece represents a piece of your life...for most of us putting the puzzle together we put the frame together first, then you fill in the picture, as each piece is put into place, so does our lives. it paits a story of who we are....but unlike the puzzle, filling in the pieces is not easy, and some times a few are missing, those are the ones that count the most,,,with out them we are not whole. but just an outer shell of what we truley are...loosing a true love does more to us than just hurts us, it leaves us empty, like the frame of the picture a mear shell...

Is It Over Already?
wow...Christmas came and went by so fast this year. We had a wonderful Christmas. My kids got way too much stuff~! But they are happy and that is all that matters to me. I have debated on saying anything about my last few days but I might as well....besides I need all the prayers I can get now. I found a lump in my breast and had all the tests and the results came back today not good....cancer cells are present. So I go tomorrow to see a surgeon to schedule surgery to remove the lump. It actually isn't all bad....the lump I feel is a cyst but within the cyst is a cancerous cell. SO if the cyst hadn't come up I would never have found the cancer this early. I have faith I will be fine. I will make it through this and the cancer will not be in my body after the surgery is done~! Please friends, keep me in your thoughts and prayers. I will update when I can. I promise I will update~! I just need a few days to collect my thoughts and get better. Thanks to all who have show

Happy New Year '2008'
Enjoy Your Hot Chocolate A group of graduates, well established in their careers, were talking at a reunion and decided to go visit their old university professor, now retired. During their visit, the conversation turned to complaints about stress in their work and lives. Offering his guests hot chocolate, the professor went into the kitchen and returned with a large pot of hot chocolate and an assortment of cups - porcelain, glass, crystal, some plain looking, some expensive, some exquisite - telling them to help themselves to the hot chocolate. When they all had a cup of hot chocolate in hand, the professor said: "Notice that all the nice looking, expensive cups were taken, leaving behind the plain and cheap ones. While it is normal for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress. The cup that you're drinking from adds nothing to the quality of the hot chocolate. In most cases it is just more expensiv

Back To The Dr.
My appt for the cardiologist was rescheduled for today, and not surprisingly they didn't find a damn thing, but remember these are navy doctors. They did another EKG and they did an ultrasound on me which was pretty cool. They didn't do the stress echo on me, why I don't know. I am going to see if I can get a third opinion and have the stress echo taken, and let this be the deciding factor.

My Christmas
I'm hoping all Fubarians had a good Christmas; I know I sure did. I get $400, an IPod shuffle, a new 17" LCD computer monitor, socks, candles, a robe, a journal, jumper cables for my car, bath/shower stuff, Pirates of the Caribbean 3 on DVD, The Simpsons Movie on DVD, and an amethyst pendant necklace, amongst other things. I'm hoping to get a new processor for my personal computer soon because that's the only thing I'll need for upgrading it.

New Year's Food Traditions
New Year’s celebrations exist in virtually every country in the world. In some, the advent of the New Year is the most culturally significant holiday, while in others it is merely one of the Twelve Days of Christmas, which end with the Feast of the Epiphany on January 6. African-American: While New Year’s Day falls within the contemporary celebration of Kwaanza, it is also referred to as Emancipation Day or Jubilee Day. On New Year’s Day in 1863, the Emancipation Proclamation announcing the abolition of slavery, was read in Boston. Today, “watch services” are still held in many African-American churches in observance of that day. Among the foods associated with the New Year, some African customs have become traditional like the serving of ham hocks, black-eyed peas, collard greens and macaroni and cheese. Benné wafers (sesame and cheese “coins”), which represent money, are also popular as symbols of future prosperity. China: The Chinese continue to observe the lunar New

Stupidity Beyond Belief.
You've probably noticed I have an album called 'me naked' which contains an almost completely black picture. Well I can't believe that someone just reported it as nsfw!!! I mean for crying out loud, if you really study that pic the most you can make out is a pair of hands, certainly nothing that would make anyone blush. Who in their right mind could be so bored and so petty as to get their knickers in a twist over that pic?! *Slaps whoever it was*

True Love Never Dies Poem
Will you leave me before I go? Sweet one, Please say no. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, So let my dream come true," Were her words just minutes before her death. Do you think a fool of me? Love, you are way to lovely. I want to see you smile until your second does arrive, Because of the remembrance of your smile, I will survive," Were his words said gently to her ear. Will you think of me when I'm gone? Sweet one, from when you wake at dawn Through your duties, your meals, your day, And also at night as you lay," Were her words as her voice decreased. Do you think bad of what I say? Love, not just today Will you be the life I live, But forever, my heart, I will give," Were his words before their last kiss. My love for you will never cease, It will be your warming fleece. For I have never loved more, And for an eternity my love will soar," Were her words as she past away. I promise you my love Is more pure than white of a dove. For in my heart o

Rigged Contest??
Paddy and Murphy went to a petrol station that was holding a contest. It was a chance to win free sex every time you filled your tank. So they pumped in their petrol and went to pay the attendant. "I'm thinking of a number between one and ten," the attendant said. "If you guess right, you win free sex." "Okay," agreed Paddy , "I guess seven." "Sorry, I was thinking of eight," replied the attendant. The next week they tried again. When they went to pay, the attendant told them to pick a number. "Two!" said Murphy. "Sorry, it's three, said the attendant. "Come back and try again." As they walked back to their car, Murphy said to Paddy, "Do you think this contest is rigged." "No way," said Paddy.... "My wife won twice last week."

Msmaine'sfirst Pimpout Goes Tooooo!?!?
The first MSMAINE PIMPOUT goes to REBECCA. She helped me get my Happy Hour, and I mean she helped me!! Her and I busted butt day after day and got it finished last night. Thanks Rebeca for all your time and hard work. WE DID IT GIRL!! PLEASE show her sum MAD MAD LOVE!!!!! *ReBeCca*{NBSD Family}@ fubar

Pain (old Writen In 1989
All the pain The pain in my life you can't see it but i can Its horrible and discusing I wish the pain wasn't in my life But it is and its killing me The pain is causing me to lose my friends, family and people who i care about The pain is always there, in the car and at school and at home pain follows me everywere I can also see if another persons in pain or upset Pain is everywere in this world its even following you and me right now But the best thing to do is fight the pain I am and its helping a little bit It will either end you up dead or in the hospital Pain is everywere Pain Pain Pain

Unseen
the pain that you feel, but cant touch. a pain you know of, but cant explain a pain so feirce you go insane the unknown pain that clutches your heart and burns in your soul the pain in your life to strong to carry on the unknown pain that clouds your mind and devours your every thought the pain of broken promises broken dreams the pain thats unheard of the pain that's not seen

If We Had Sex....
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorrow? 22. Would you call me in the morning? 23. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you? Repost as "If we had sex".......se

It's Back !!!
I had an mri done yesterday for severe back pain. Found out this morning that the cancer's back and growing in my spine. Wednesday I meet with my oncologist to see what were going to do this time. Another bite out of the big shit sandwich of life!!!!! I do plan on once again kicking ass !! Thank you all for your prayers and support.

Into Her Beautiful Eyes
The first time I saw her, I didn’t know myself. I didn’t know what I was doing, where I was going, how I was living my life. But the first time I saw her, everything I had been through, everything that had happened suddenly never mattered. I knew this would be different, just after the first time I found myself Falling, Falling into her beautiful eyes. And the chains fell away from my broken heart, a new passion leaking through the cracks between the jagged pieces so hastily placed back together. A heart that failed to mend, not ready for another passion, not one so explosive, yet it happened despite my best interests, in the wake of a failed pursuit and the resulting loneliness, and I drowned in the scent of her perfume and the floods of feelings that washed over me as I was Falling, Falling into her beautiful eyes. She captivated me with everything she was, and like a prize fighter, I was in for all ten rounds; knocked backwards repeatedly by her s

Fearing
Fear the light Fear the dark Fear the shadows Fear the night Fear can kill you If you let it control you For fear is nothing but a destruction Of ones self and ones soul Let it into your Heart And let it control you And you will never know anything But the fear you let control you Yet if you take control now And learn to master over it Then you shall live your life Without the constant knowing of Fear For Fear is naught If you do not fear it But to fear your fear Is to give it control And let it destroy you

Hey Baby, We Must Be Quiet
Alone in the park You sit on the bench Nervousness surrounds you as I kneel in front of you Afraid to get cought But you sit, obediant to my words I spread your feet apart about two feet And then i spread your knees I place my hands on the outsides of your shins and slide your skirt up You look at me You look around Still nervous, you bite on your lip and look at me again I quickly move up and grab the back of your neck I pull you to me and taste you I taste your lips I force open your lips with mine and taste your mouth I taste the blood from bit lip My hands starting at shoulders move down to your breasts I push up under them, thus pushing my body down so my face is there I reach in and pull a breast outside the blouse, I take a quick taste of your nipple and move further down Your head fallas back as I move to your stomach I move down more. Shaved and bare, just as I instructed My four fingers together I push against it Rubbing against the sw

Truth
Say what you want Mean what you say Remember the darkest Lights of that day Be who you are Do as you please The truth is going to Bring you to your knees The truth is that That we all need The truth is the end Of a mystery The truth is out there You will see The truth is out there For you and me The truth is out there The search is not in vain The truth is out there Out there in the rain Say what you want But you better believe The truth is a goal We all must achieve

In And Out
Im falling in and out Of this place we call life Going here and there Just to be worn and torn The light is so bright Its hurting my very own eyes That I shield them with the shadows Of the darkness that you bring around There I know I'm safe and protected From the blinding light that once was welcoming Now it only seems to burn and blind me Straight to the core of my being Why is it that it hurts so Why does the light I once knew All to well and was comforting to me Burn and blind me so? Have I truly been denied and rejected Or is it trying to regain me to it? Why is it that within the shadows Im most comfortable of all now? Things have gotten out of hand All are going to know it soon enough But only the time and fight will be the end And tell us the true beginning and end of all things

Trust In Me
trust in me cause i know the pain trust in me cause i know the cold nights trust in me cause i know the lonliness trust in me cause i know my heart trust in me cause i know my soul trust in me cause i know what i give trust in me cause i know who i am trust in me cause i know what i want trust in me cause i know i can trust you! !

When I Was Young.........
The world was such a simple place, in the blue corner, you have the good guys, cheer cheer. The forces of good include the Americans, Western Europe and the now our best mates the Japanese. In the Red corner are the faceless commie hoards of Russia plus assorted minions, those are the bad guys. So at school we learned German, at that's where we would be fighting and Russian as it's always nice to be able to communicate with the people you are "breaking" in there native language. But none of this happened, the wall came down and all of a sudden the rules of the game changed. As mighty as the Russian tank divisions looked, they turned out to be a mere paper tiger when compared with the Koran. You see how we fight wars has changed too, my grandfather fought the Germans, it was a fair fight, both sets turned up, shot at each till they got bored then cleared off home for cakes and medals. My father also fought in Ireland, here they blew us up and we shot them. Now it's my turn the rul

Gates Of Hell
It is before the gates of hell that I find myself. It is in this place of fear and pain that I must fight my battles and face my enemies. The smell is engulfing me, the stinch of ignorance and glotting fill the air. The wind blows with the sounds of nothingness and you destroying who I was and trying to hold back who I want to be. My blood flows with each blow I allow you to make. My adrenaline pumps with each strike and contact I make. Vengefulness lingers in my heart, while love is what makes it beat. My body is hot while my skin is cold to the touch. It is before the gates of hell I face you. It is before the gates of hell that I will win and come out on top, no matter how hard you push me down. With each blow you make I relive the pain you inflicted on me. I bleed from the wounds you made. My heart aches and my soul cries. I stand alone, here at the gates of hell. No one to have my back. No one to put you in your place. I stand alone and fight a battle I have been fighting

Sitting In The Sun Unfinnished
time passes so slowly through the hour glass as i sit here alone watching life pass me by wondering if i will ever find what im looking for will i ever be the lucky one the one who gets to sit in the sun ive seen the smiles and holding hands kissing the understanding kindness will i find some one to love

Male Strippers
Male Strippers Last night, my blonde friends and I went to a Ladies Night Club. One of the girls wanted to impress the rest of us, so she pulled out a $10 bill. When the male dancer came over to us, my friend licked the $10 bill and stuck it to his butt cheek! Not to be outdone, another friend pulls out a $20 bill. She called the guy back, licks the $ 20 bill, and sticks it to his other butt cheek. In another attempt to impress the rest of us, my third friend pulls out a $50 bill and calls the guy over, and licks the $50 bill. I'm worried about the way things are going, but fortunately, she just stuck it to one of his butt cheeks again. My relief was short-lived. Seeing the way things are going, the guy races over to me! Now everyone's attention is focused on me, and the guy is egging me on to try to top the $50. My brain was churning as I reached for my wallet. What could I do? The woman in me took over! I got out my ATM

Forgotten
How pathetic of you to assume that I’m some easy conquest, something to be obtained and used at your leisure. Too bad you failed to see beyond the superficial; the most beautiful things about me are on the inside. Pity you who use “friendship” as a mask to hide your carnal motives. Prude, I am not. Fool, I am not. Easy will never define me; your intentions are obvious. Open your eyes to the woman I am, not the woman you’d have me be. Unlucky you…erased from my memory. Living Contradiction 12/29/07

My Erotic Stories
Yesterday I had some time to kill between meetings and I drove past my favorite porn shop in Portland, Oregon and stopped to walk through it since I had not been inside for some time. They were just taking down there Christmas decorations... seems a bit humorous to me. Anyway... I strolled over to the magazines and I noticed they had the two men's magazines on the rack in a bundle which my first two stories were published in. The stories are in HOT & HEAVY vol. 2 issue 3 and in NAUGHTY WORDS vol. 2 issue 3. My story, SATURDAY NIGHT, appears on page 12 of HOT & HEAVY. My story, TAHOE STORM, appears on page 28 in NAUGHTY WORDS. If by chance you have these books or see them in a porn shop and would like to have them autographed by me ... let me know. I would be very happy to do that for you.

Good Bye To 2007
well, it has been a rough week here. We went to see the surgeon and the cyst is not a cyst it is a cancerous tumor. So now I have appoinments out the wazzooo for MRI, CT, Chest xrays, oncologist, and such. On top of all this...our insurance changes at the beginning of the year and there are problems there. This is just a bump in the road (as Jeff says) and all of this will be taken care of. I am keeping a positive outlook on all of this. I found the lump early and I am only 34 years old~! I will beat this beast called cancer~! I do hope you all have a great end to 2007 as you usher in 2008. Please be careful out driving. Don't make resolutions you can't keep. that is my resolution this year. Like many of you I always make some stupid resolution every year and end up breaking it by the 2nd of January.....so this year I am not making any other than TO LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST~! ~~smooches~~

Brain Damage
The human brain is supposed to be this wonderful 3lb bundle of nerves that is more complex than the clues on Scooby Doo. Our brain is a built in computer...but mine didn't come with an off switch, and it has a shitty video card. My noodle is more like an Atari game system: it's simple and hard to control. Furthermore my cerebral cortex hates me and always ruins everything by inviting itself to the party. I'll be chillin like hoe on my bean bag, watching Jurassic Park, when my brain goes "Hey! How does anyone really know what a dinosaur sounds like?" From this point forward I can't enjoy the movie. I tell my brain to fuck off, but off it does not fuck. It keeps going..." and why do pirates go 'ARgggg' in movies? Do movie directors consult pirates? If pirates are so mean and cruel why would they take the time to train a parrot? And why doesn't the parrot fly away? Is it a parrot? How did pirates attach wooden legs? How do quadriplegics wipe their hinnies? If someone can b

Astrological Sex Signs. Mmhmm.
Okay people! So this is usually quite correct. However, I have to tell you that there are cusps on which people are born. That would mean you are a mixture of two signs. Depending on which sign you are born closer to the beginning or ending of (for instance, you're born October 24, the cusp of Libra-Scorpio, nearing the beginning of Scorpio which is October 26, you'd be more Scorpio than Libra, but have traits from both signs) Here are the cusps, so you know if you are a half and half, so to speak: Pisces-Aries cusp: March 19-24 Aries-Taurus cusp: April 19-24 Taurus -Gemini cusp: May 19-24 Gemini-Cancer cusp: June 19-24 Cancer-Leo cusp: July 19-25 Leo-Virgo cusp: August 19-25 Virgo-Libra cusp: September 19-24 Libra-Scorpio cusp: October 19-25 Scorpio-Sagittarius cusp: November 19-24 Sagittarius-Capricorn cusp: December 19-25 Capricorn-Aquarius cusp: January 17-22 Aquarius-Pisces cusp: February 16-22 Mind you there are always other contributing fac

Is There Something I Am Missing........?
I have had men come and go in my life most because I have pushed them away. But some because they just left.....But then there are some that I try so hard to push away and I try so hard tro be as mean as possible to, but they still stick around.... Why would they do that... is there truely something that I am missing, and if so could you please inlighten me with your knowledge and advice as to what it might be....So I can gain clarity where I only have confusion. Thank you so very much for any advice you may have to give on this subject. My ears and my mind are always open to any thoughts you may have to give.

New Car......
OKAY!..my son is in cub scouts...and the pinewood derby is coming up in February....(if any of you know what that is).... Last year we won 2nd place overall...the year before we won for most creative.... This year?..im lookin for new ideas for our car...any suggestions to take it all?...... Thanx :)

Pray For Serena (sexie Mami)
I recieved the following from Tom a few minutes ago........ 12/29 To all friends! As some of you are familiar with the circumstances of what is going on in Sexi Mami's life right now, your thoughts are prayers are desperately needed. For those of you that are not familiar with the situation, her 14 yr old daughter Janae suffered a severe appendix rupture on Christmas Eve contaminating most of her internal organs! Janae has been hospitalized for almost a week now and there is no sign of when she could possibly get well enough to go home. Not to mention the lasting damage that this may cause in the future. Please pray for both Sexi and her family in this extremely difficult time. Leave love, thoughts and prayers on her page in a sign of love and support. You all know what this woman means to me and I would greatly appreciate anything you can do to keep these prayers going for her and her family! Thank you all for taking the time to read this.

My Surgery
Hey everyone, I had my surgery yesterday. I'm not supposed to be up or on my foot at all..so I just thought I would post this blog to let everyone know that I'm going to be off of here for awhile :( The lump that was on the bottom of my foot was the size of a golf ball, which was a lot bigger then the doctor thought. He sent it away to be tested..I'll try to be on as soon as I can, but until then I want to send luv to all my friends, family and fans!

Poetry
I look into your eyes, I can not help but stare, My King, The man i've traveled many worlds to find, I have slayed the evil wizard, He will haunt me no more, I ride my dragon trough the sky, Knowing I would do anything so I never make you cry, Accept the gift of love I have bestowed upon you, Although when I was upon my quest, You turned your love away, Bequething another to my dismay, Now I walk the woods with my sorrow hanging around my head, Without my elven king, Inside of me is dead!

My Feelings On Being Submissive To My Master/owner
When I submit to my Master I do this completely at the time only thinking about pleasing him, this is when I feel most close to him… don't get me wrong, I always feel close to him... but in those moments, it's almost as though we're one... it is a very sensual and erotic feeling…that I have never felt before I feel that we've 'merged' somehow and while I may feel pain... I also feel his excitement, arousal, enjoyment... and it adds to mine.. and always leaves me wanting more… fantasying about the next time He always makes me feel very sexy that at times, I find myself feeling like the single most desirable woman on the planet.. Complete submission feels like I am no longer a separate entity, but rather an extension of my Master. I obey immediately, more readily, and without hesitation. I do not stop to consider the best way to do things, I just do them. Failure hurts more and is more frustrating. I give myself totally and my self-identity and thought completely disappears. I am p

Motherwell Captain O'donnell Dies
Motherwell captain O'Donnell dies O'Donnell collapsed during the game against Dundee United Motherwell captain Phil O'Donnell has died after collapsing towards the end of his side's Scottish Premier League game against Dundee United. The 35-year-old midfielder fell to the ground just as he was about to be replaced with Marc Fitzpatrick near the end of Motherwell's 5-3 victory. O'Donnell was treated for around five minutes on the field before being taken to a waiting ambulance. But his death was later confirmed by the Fir Park club. Report: Motherwell captain O'Donnell dies Interview: SFA chief executive Gordon Smith Interview: Former Motherwell and Celtic captain Tom Boyd Motherwell chief executive Ian Stillie said: "The management, directors, players and fans are all stunned and having great difficulty in comprehending what has happened over the last few hours. "At this stage, we do not have all the facts surrounding the tragic death of Phil O'Donne

My Injury
contrary to what most people have thought, no, i did not get into a car accident nor did this happen to me at the beach (c'mon, people, i've been an island girl my entire life one would think i know beach safety! lol) truth is, i suffered a brain hemorrhage when i was 15 years old. had my sweet sixteen in the hospital. and for those of you who feel sorry for me that i had to celebrate it in a hospital think of the alternative: never celebrating it at all. apparantly brain hemorrhages run in my father's side of the family but since i never knew him nor his family i never expected this. i had a two and a half inch blood clot in the back right side of my brain which rendered my left side immobile. i was, however, able to communicate by writing as i was right handed. i was comatose for 17 days. when in ICU i suffered a second stroke and lost movement in my left side, as well. came outta my last surgery unable to speak, swallow, hold up my head, sit up straight, move any of my extremeti

Friend
The word is at my lips when I think of you Funny since I've never met you in person But you've been there for me, not the usual give and take But actually giving a damn Leaving me in awe of what a great person you are You have no idea.. How many times a word from you had me smiling through eyes full of tears And how many times the smallest gesture from you Turned my days right side up. The saddest part is that you You look at yourself and you don't see it You don't see what I see in you What anyone else sees That you're truly amazing And that's why I'm proud to call you friend.

I Believe
-God will provide a brighter tommorrow. -In feeling good about ones self and making others feel the same. -In Family and Friends -Sincere,Serious,Funny & Passionate are good qualities to have. -In long hand n hand walks on a moon lit beach. -In dark all over tans. -In long flowing hair, bright smiles, and small feet. -In hot steamy showers together. -In trusting & respecting your significant other. -In soft feather like touches :The nape of her neck :The small of her back -In long soft wet KISSES that last for three days. Thats what I Believe in!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Grandma's Obituary
Obituary VERNA MACDONALD (published on December 29, 2007) VERNA MACDONALD (nee WESTIN) Born on August 5, 1920 Mom passed away peacefully with her family by her side on Christmas Eve 2007. She then joined her husband Ross, her parents, her sisters, her brother, her niece and other family members to celebrate the rest of the evening as well as a new beginning. She is survived by her daughter Lannie (Bob) sons Ed (Geri) and Bill, as well as 12 grandchildren, 11 great-grandchildren and many nephews and nieces. Mom resided in Winnipeg since 1953, and worked in retail for many years but her first love was her family. Her favorite place was Trout Lake where Ross and herself spent so much time together. She loved the water, the outdoors, the birds and other wildlife and anything to do with people. She enjoyed socializing, family reunions, taking care of the grandchildren and often the family's cats and dogs. Verna touched many lives in many ways. She always spoke her mind and fought for

Flower.
the sun didn't shine the day she didn't smile, mild cool weather was the forcast then. but in those grey clouds, eye's like sunshine, seemed hid behind blinds, like thoughts in my mind, of holding her til death, like my last breath, in and every step seemed to flutter, like words when i studdered. "why the long face...?" her eye's seemed to roll, then link with the pupils on my face, no words but a shrug of the shoulders, i could tell that life had her tied down, to rolling stones like Jagger. just to make her smile i'd travel a few miles. the truth is i needed it, i can't smile cause i always seem defeated. or depleted, from the energy the sun would be giving me if only she'd smile. what am i? if she's the sun and i need her to smile, slumped in the grass, my time grew nearer, sicker became the frame, from winch these words were delivered. and in a clouded mirror said this flower, to the pretty girl, you can cut me from this world, if i

Racism, Nuts & Crayons
Just like most people, I'm embarrassed to be white. Now I can claim to be black from the waist down, but the cold hard & very pale facts are: Pacey = Honky I know white people can't possibly be the "superior race" and here's why: When Anakin Skywalker (whitey) got all beat to shit, he said "I wouldn't have to put up with this bologna if I was black" and thus Darth Vader was born. Now lets look at the flip side of that coin A black man who wanted to be white...yeah, we all know how that turned out.... The message here is if you want to be powerful and awesome, be black; if you want to be a creepy child molester, be white. No matter where you look these days the white man is losing ground. Everywhere a cracker once stood proud; there is now a superior black man, a smarter Japanese woman, or a Tiger Woods doing it better. Wig wearing George Washington invented the U.S.A., but was bested by George Washington Carver's nuts. "How can I

More Thoughts
I'm going crazy. I question my sanity??? I can't stop these feelings, I think of you daily, I get butterflys in my stomache, When i see your face. I know the feelings are there and real, I just don't know how to express the feelings I have, When I hear you voice , You take my breathe away. I don't know what to do or say, My head feels like it's gonna burst, So much stuff running through it,when I can't Explain them bc I'm scare you run away, Please someone help me understand.... Can this be real? Or am i dreaming? Well i can't be dreaming bc im wide awake....... I've never felt this good about my feelings before I know they have to be real!!!!!!!

Love Poem
Ok Everyone Writing a book of poems plz comment and tell me what u think. I Need You I can’t bear the emptiness, I feel within. I miss you more and more, With each day that passes. There isn’t a night that goes by, Without a thought of you. I realize how much I need you. Just as a poet needs inspiration, To write a masterpiece, I need you. Just as an artist, Needs a subject for his work of art, I need you. Just as a composer needs a theme, To create a melody, I need you. For without you, My life will be empty. For without you, I’ve lost my inspiration. There would be no work of art, For me to gaze at. There would be no timeless melody, To listen and dance to with you. My life would exist in shades of gray, In the place of the vibrant colors you bring. I would be less than whole. In the past, The proper words have escaped me. My inner most feelings have been, Kept away in the depths of my heart. With these words, I proclaim to y

Ipod Again.
last night between 2am and 430am it decided to erase itself. i cant reload anything onto it cause itunes is tellin me it needs 'restored'. cant restore it cause i cant get on the interwebs at work with my laptop. i mean, seriously. what the F, bob? this is getting ricockulous. it was last sunday that this piece of shit was last acting up on me. and im stuck at work for 10 hours before i can even mess with anything to fix the problem. fuck.

Prayer And Work
Work and prayer are the two forces which are gradually making a better world. We must work for the betterment of ourselves and other people. Faith without works is DEAD. But all work with people should be based on prayer. If we say a little prayer before we can speak or try to help, it will make us more effective. Prayer is the force behind the work. Prayer is based on faith that God is working with us and through us. We can believe that nothing is impossible in human relationships. If we depend on the help of God.

To Each His Own
Some like it wet, Some like it dry, Some like it soft, Some like it hard, To some it’s just a few hours of fun, For some it’s the true bonding, Some like it with a group, Manage a trios? Hand Job, Hard on, Hug me, Kiss you, Fuck her, Abortion, Depression, Condoms and Rubbers, Doctor’s and mothers, Lust and Foreplay, Let it go away.

Old People
Old People I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes. We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red, orange, and blue.My dad kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had enough, he sarcastically asked, 'What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?' Knowing my Dad, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his response; knowing he would have a good one. And in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. 'Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son.'

Whoever You Kiss At Midnight...
You know the old saying about whoever you kiss at midnight on New Year's Eve is the person you'll be spending the year with? Well... Any volunteers??? lol Have a Happy and SAFE New Years Everyone!!!!

#1
I think it is about time to have one of my infamous rants lol I have been on fubar for nearly a week now and a few things are eye-catchingly (I know it’s not an official word) obvious. The first thing anyone would notice is the huge amount of cleavage galleries, especially of older women. The first thing that comes to my mind is that they must be trying to distract from something else, namely face and brain. But that would be like having to choose between electric chair and lethal injection; what ever you choose it is a bad choice lol But honestly, posting tons of booby pics? Where is the self-worth there? Would you not get attention otherwise? Are you so pathetically in need of attention? And then they complain about the perverts they attract. I am sorry but THEY are attracting THEM and have to take just as much blame for the drama they are creating. They want to come across like a cheap piece of meat then they shouldn’t complain if they are being treated just like this. Primit

Times Like This
It's at times like this that you realize the things you are blessed with, the things you have lost, and all things in between. Your heart is filled with joy and sullen with sadness. Erupting with laughter and toppled with anguish. The crux of the situation is often lost in translation. Although it may be easy to let one take control, maintaining the harmony is paramount. You never want to forget what you have, but do not want to disregard your mistakes. It is from the latter that one masters the most. To err is human and those that forget the past, are doomed to repeat it. So you live to lead another day, hoping that tomorrow is healthier than the past. That all of this has some greater purpose, that faith can lead you to higher ground and one can find peace on this place called Earth. Chad

I Just Dont Know Anymore..men Suck
well ...gee where to start..well for starts i really hate men!!!..lol.. the recent "relationship" i just got out of was a FUCKING JOKE..apparently i was just a rebound...lmao .he did'nt give a shit about me ...didnt give a shit that i was pregnant with his kid i ended up miscarryin... i should of seen this crap coming but i guess u could say that i was blind i thought he' cared about me ,things were soo great..but it was too good to be true he pretty much broke my heart and now i have to somehow explain to my 3yr old daughter why he isnt coming around ...and she aint stupid shes a smart little girl screws me over with a cell phone... but i guess all men are assholes..and all i have to say is karma is a bitch so watch out and when it comes to u i hope it bites u right in the ass hard... i mean yeah im pissed off at no end but deep down i still have all these feelings for him that wont go away I GIVE UP THATS ALL THERE IS TO IT AFTER HE BROKE MY HEART I JUST DO

Love's Rapture 2
Love's Rapture Follow me, release your love, Join me at love's Elysium. Envisage my body neatly buried Beneath the petals of your seduction. Reveal to me your secret desires, Encompass your warmth around my soul. Dance with me, chant my name, Feel the passion burn within. Embrace this moment, as we two Indulge in love's rapture.

Not As Some Loves...
Sometimes, some loves will merely drop away— indifference will most any love condemn. It's best that some loves die, and then decay. Sometimes, contention sends weak loves astray, and love grows stagnant, dull, before the end. Sometimes some loves will merely drop away, but not a proper love, a love for which we pray, one that is fervent, and never needs amends. It's best that some loves die, and then decay. Our love's not weak. It's firm. Yes, others say that they'll be always joined. But that's pretend. Sometimes some loves will merely drop away. That's not our love. Ours is the only way to make us whole, both as lovers and as friends. It's best that some loves die and then decay. At end our love is sure. Again I say our love is straight, is pure—our love won't bend. Sometimes some loves will merely drop away. It's best that some loves die and then decay. Is this even possible? Can this happen even if we were to fight with all we ha

.....
As i sit here with you on my mind I can't help but ask myself if it's real this time I couldn't dream of a women more Perfect and Kind Not perfect in a since of Flawlessness But perfect in a since of everything a man could Desire You have bought out a side of me i thought That i would never see again With a love so strong, it has to be sin Tho i must admit at first it was lust Then out of nowhere i fell in love with the thought of us I still remember the first time you said you loved me You sent my head flying higher than the highest tree Because you seen through Everything and yet still loved me for ME...

Another Random Entry
i've just been noticing since i've signed up that more and more people are posting "mumms" that are not mumms. mumm- make up my mind. the last one i read said, do you like no strings attached sex..? that isn't even close to a mumm. another thing i've noticed is a lot of people on this site like to fan you, rate you, but then not add you. if you're going to that much trouble, go ahead and add me...i mean i'm either going to say yes or no. but if you are that anal about a few trivial points from getting a friend request then don't even fan or add me. i don't do that stuff when i browse people i want to be friends with. it's just dumb.

Relax And Enjoy
TODAYS MOTIVATIONAL QUOTE :) Relax and enjoy The world will wind you up into a tight little ball if you let it. Don't let it. Relax and enjoy the ever-changing flow of being alive. There's no point in working yourself into a frenzy about anything. The more uptight you are, the more mistakes you make. Relax, stop taking everything so seriously, and you'll find that you're vastly more effective. Put a big, authentic and friendly smile on your face. Put some delightful positive thoughts in your mind. The worst that could happen will almost certainly not happen. And even if it does, you'll find a way to handle it. Live with passion and purpose while letting go of the tension and anxiety. Relax and enjoy every moment as it comes, and you'll be giving the world your very best. -- Ralph Marston

A Broken Heart
A Broken Heart You break my heart then you want to mend it you say sorry but do you really mean it? You say you love me but it seems too good to be true. I say I love you and you say whatever.... A Broken heart if only to mend A broken heart if only to fend for, You say hurtfull things but you never apologize If you love me then why don't you show it? If you want to be with me then why don't you be with me? If you can't have me then don't bother me. In many ways you broke my heart I cry out and you just laugh I get hurt and you just smile and drink Who do you love? Is it me or her? You break me into two then you go off and be with her...... I KNEW IT WAS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE!!!!!!

Deep
Who is this that makes me feel How I didn't think, could be real You've glimpsed inside and are not afraid Deep within I feel so frayed Over endless bound I feel I could walk I feel so alive when we talk For I cannot tell yet if this is real Every fiber tells me to feel Each new day has a bitter taste Low and behold, this I cannot waste Sarrow has allways seemed to hold me down Over my dead body, I'll refuse to frown Depths of my heart you may become Eventually we may, be as one Eternal love is how I live Poised and guarded, but I want to give....

Happy New Year
To all of my Fubar friends , family, fans and those I am fans of...Happy New Year...I know some of you are just aquaintances but Im glad u crossed my path. And to the ones Ive gotten so close to thank you ..thank you for accepting me faults and all ..I hope 2008 starts off wonderful for each of you and only gets better each day of the year. Its easy to wish for all of you to get what u desire and I hope u do but more than that I hope each of u get the things u need in 2008 to make your lives completely the best. So as 2007 comes to a close let me say Thank you , bless you and I love you. I cant wait to see where 2008 carries us! Much love Melinda AKA Texas Bitch

My Form Of "anger-management"
Anger Management > >When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take >it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on >someone you don't know. > > >I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to >make. I dialed what I thought was My Moms number. A man answered, >saying, "Hello." > > >I politely said, "This is Robb. Could I please speak with Debbie?" > > >Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear, "There's no Debbie here. Get >the right f**king number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. > > >I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down >My Moms correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally >transposed the last two digits. > > >After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. >When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and >hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and >put

Live Your Dreams
i know its been a long time coming but this coming year I AM going to college NO matter how hard it gets or what happens. I need to do this... I have a talent and God gave it to me for a reason and I need to use it. So i'm checkin out schools and programs that have to deal with Art Therapy. I want to help others and also myself. and I believe this is what i should do. I'm gonna be taking a class this coming month with the local college and their gonna help me figure things out and where to go & such.Also I believe they give a lil money to help you thru college. I need to do this or I will be going no where for the rest of my life. I know im not happy and its hasn't been healthy for me doing what i am now. This is a new year and I have to do what's good for me and my future. and that's even making a jump off and not knowing what's gonna happen to me. LIVE YOUR Dreams-Don't be scared of failure- Here's the chance of life Get ready, set, fly High Above the fear of you mind Go fo

How To Love Unconditionally........
How to Love Unconditionallyexcerpt from 'Friendship with God'by Neale Donald WalschHow can I love unconditionally and unlimitedly?The first step in being fully loving is that you must fully love your Self. If you believe that humans are by nature non-trustworthy and evil, you will create a society that supports that view, then enact laws, approve rules, adopt regulations, and impose restraints that are justified by it.If you believe that humans are by nature trustworthy and good, you will create an entirely different kind of society, in which laws, rules, regulations, and restraints are rarely required. The first society will be freedom limiting, the second, freedom giving.God is fully loving because God is fully free. To be fully free is to be fully joyful, because full freedom creates the space for every joyful experience. Freedom is the basic nature of God. It is also the basic nature of the human soul. The degree to which you are not fully free is the degree to which you are not f

New Years Wishes To Each And Every One ..
Weather we've talked a Lot or just a little .. The closest of Close or just getting to know ... I hope you all have a Wonderful New year .. May 2008 bring you all much happiness, Many Smiles , Love and Compassion ...Be Safe .. Be Happy CommentJunkie.Com image graphics CommentJunkie.Com image graphics Take care... Much Luv Wendy :)

Lil Red
Lil red riding hood was on her way to grandmas house. Down this path she happily skipped when a bunny jumped out and said " lil red lil red! dont go any farther! The big bad wolf is up there and is gonna make you unbutton your shirt and hes gonna play with your boobies!" Lil red said to the bunny " dont you worry! I have a gun, he is not gonna mess up this story!" She skipped along.... A lil deer jumped out and stops her. Again Lil red is warned "lil red lil red! dont go any farther! The big bad wolf is up there and is gonna make you unbutton your shirt and hes gonna play with your boobies!" Lil red said to the deer " dont you worry! I have a gun, he is not gonna mess up this story!" She skipped along Sure enough, just down the path, the Big bad wolf jumps out! " lil red lil red, unbutton your shirt, i am gonna play with your boobies!" "The hell you are!" lil red says as she lifts her skirt and pulls down her panties and points her gun at the big bad wolfs head " you are gonna eat m

Is Love Real?
Is love real. I dont believe so, it's just humans not want to spend the rest of their lives alone. Now I know you can love your own flesh and blood but to actually love someone who's not related to you, not possible. For me, hope is gone and this is something I am almost sure I wont just bounce back. Love what a joke. Now dont get me wrong, I hope I am wrong but the things I've seen and been put through makes it hard to believe in anything or anyone.

To My Enigma
Your absence in my life resonates in my soul An emptiness longing to be filled Words unspoken deafening to unlistened ears Memories of a touch never to be felt haunting me still I shudder alone, crying alone, dying alone Ah, but sweet death won’t have me yet More despair and grief to rip and tear this heart apart Sleep, precious sleep is as close as I can get… Yet I dare not dream...

This Is Another Friends Poem
All color left my world the day my last and worst betrayal was ripped from my blackened heart. In your hands my heart turned to ash and dust, returning to the earth from whence it came. Forsaken, betrayed, and soul shattered, I lay dreaming in black and white, oblivious with no energy to fight and no emotion left to care, while knowing that trust must be earned, not handed out randomly. Knowing only despair and loneliness, I dreamt of everything that I will never have and desires that will never touch my soul. Alas, unconditional love only comes in technicolor dreams. While forever trapped in my world of black and white dreams, I feel an empty hole gapping in my chest that oblivion's hand-maiden takes me into the stillmess of the nothingness of my life.

All For Fun
~~ It's just a game there's levels,points prizes and rewards.Just like any other game played, it's purpose is to have fun. Rates,adds,fans,friends and family it's just away of showing people that you wanna play the game.Feel free to play, and if you make a few friends ,well thats the fun part.So earn points level up cash in on fubucks and remember,It's just a game~~

Divine Madness
Now be the dawn of another setting sun, The scorn, like waves, roll quietly. A hush, Picturesque pastels consume the mind discreetly. Fondling their way into the secluded catacombs of memories Driving all facets of coherent thoughts Sideways, Masked as thoughts of sanity. Beset by the falling darkness, Light breaks through the shadows, Sparkling against the sky, Dancing in the leaves of prevalence When Through the mist of twilight, Thrusts a naked thought. Dwelling within the times abound; Nigh the strength to hold is taught Shallow shades, crawling against the stained memories, Held deep in shadows cold. Eyes see not the crimson light, Through visions of solemn flickering flame bold. Pressed in shimmering halos From whence truth and lies became Yesterdays And the years become entwined. Occasions when we did not have the lust For subtle wine to blame.

Gearing Up For My Big Night!
All the old 'juices' seem to be flowing again as I sit here going over the events of tonight in my mind. Am I solid on the songs? Do I have all my clothes laid out? I make a mental note to call my drummer to find out when we should meet at his house to load up our vehicles and move the equipment to the gig. It's been 7 years since I've played music on New Years Eve...it's been even longer since I've had a real New Years Eve kiss. Will I break the 'drout' tonight? I am dressing up tonight in my Texas Tuxedo (black of course), White Tux shirt, Cowboy boots, belt and my old black stetson all of which is coming out of retirement for the first time in 7 years as well. I look back to 2001 when after being seriously burnt out my band Showdown broke up and I decided to take a break from music and (to ensure that I'd get away from it) I sold every stitch of music gear that I had down to the last cord. I think what it would be like if I had never quit playing back then. Would I even stil

... Come Know Me As God.
That's what I used to do at work. I play God. Oh, shit... did I just offend some people? Whatever. Suck it up. There was a certain point during my old job that customers treated me like I'm a God of some sort. Here's a scenario: Customer: "My cable's not working. All it says is 'One Moment Please, This Channel Should Be Available Shortly'. Is something going on in my area, sir?" God: "Have you checked the connections on the back of your cable box and television? Customer: "Um... no." God: "Could you do that for me, please?" Customer: "Okay. One sec." ***1 minute, 27 seconds later*** Customer: "Alright, I'm back. It's still not working." God: "Okay, there's a serial number on either the back or the bottom of the box. It start's with the letters 'X-X'. I just need the last 3 digits please." Customer: "Okay. One sec." ***1 minute, 14 seconds later*** Customer: "Where on the box?" God: "Either on the back or on the bot

I Need A Hit...
Gawd... why am I doing this to myself? Withdrawls... I'm going through freakin' withdrawls! This abstenence is self-inflicted. I think it's a good idea apparently. I disagree with myself. A full day without it. Just one time... that's all I want. I don't understand how people are strong enough to resist the temptation. Why? Why do people torture themselves this way? They treat themselves to this lovely thing that makes them feel so good... then they take it away from themselves!! Some people have it forced from them. That would hurt even more I think. The one thing you love. The one thing you crave on a daily basis. I think I got the shakes. Oh my gawd!! I'm falling apart! Just one more! One more wouldn't hurt, would it? Man... what I wouldn't do for a pepsi right now...

Sooooo The Opposite Of Graceful!
So, yesterday my boys and I decided to tackle the spring cleaning in the winter job and switch rooms so they would have more space. We took apart their beds, my bed, washed all the sheets and blankets, cleaned out everything and everywhere and made a bunch of bags for donations. By this time I was tired! So, while trying to put their beds back together I managed to trip over the frame I was screwing into the headboard and did this 180 swirly, turn, lutz into the frame itself landing my big ol booty on my arm. BACKWARDS! I thought for sure it was broken immediately. OMG, IT HURT and I was wailing like a BANSHEE! I sat there are tangled in this mess for a few minutes bawling my eyes out and realized it hurt more when I shook and that I had to get up. So I got to the couch and figured we better head for the hospital. I had shooting pains up and down my arm and it hurt so bad it was making me want to vomit. So we drive all the way there, and 3 ambulances are unloading

General Wants
I want my own a home in the country, with access to a lake or river I want a boat, so I can fish I want one day a week that I can dedicate to fishing, though I would be happy if I could have more than one. I want a truck I want a camper, for I love to camp I want a car, so when I travel to a city, I can be comfortable when seeking some place to park I want a large kitchen, for I thoroughly enjoy cooking I want a garden, so I may grow herbs, flowers, veggies, and roses I want a dock on my water front property I want a wife to share it all with

Santa's Response To Letters He Received
Responses Santa Would Like To Send (when he's having a REALLY bad day) Dear Santa, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. Iv ben a gud boy all yeer. yer Frend, BiLLy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawn care. How about I send you a friggin' book so you can learn to read and write? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell! Santa ____________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _ Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa ____________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _________ _ Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, Look, your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door

2007, A Review Of Juicy's Year
A look back on a long hard year 2007. Well. The only thing that comes to mind the eve of a new year is thank god 2007 is over. This year has been so hard on me. I’ve shed tears of joy, sorry, pain, and happiness, lost quite a few people that I loved, made new friendships and strengthened bonds with current friends, and learned quite a few lessons. So sit back, put your feet up cus this blog is going to be a LONG one :D enjoy. JANUARY: started bartending on Friday nights. A major thing happened this month that I just don’t feel like discussing, but those of you who know, know. Those of you who don’t, don’t ask cus I wont tell. FEBRUARY: turned 25. Was waiting for my quarter life crisis, but thankfully it didn’t happen. Also, I started therapy, which wasn’t all bad. Oh did I mention that Jeremy and I became engaged on FEBRUARY 9, 2007….cus we did :D lol MARCH: Where the year went down hill. But before I say the negative, I’ll go with the good :D my friend Sara had her first

New Years Superstitions
New Years Superstitions Empty pockets or empty cupboards on New Years Eve portend a year of poverty If the first person to cross the threshold of a house after midnight on New Years is a dark-haird man and he carries a shovel full of coal, then a year of good luck will follow. Its bad luck to let a fire go out on New Year's Eve. You could ensure yourself good fortune by draining the last dregs from a bottle of drink on New Years! The Weather: If the wind blows from the south, there will be fine weather and prosperous times in the year ahead. If it comes from the north, it will be a year of bad weather. The wind blowing from the east brings famine and calamities. If the wind blows from the west, the year will witness plentiful supplies of milk and fish but will also see the death of a very important person. If there's no wind at all, a joyful and prosperous year may be expected by all. Loud Noise: Make as much noise as possible at midnight to scare away evil spirits.

Even Today Finds Me Being Alone
Sitting on the floor next to your crib, Getting lost in the darkness and the rhythm or your breathing. I sit and reflect on the past year from everything that has been done to even all that has been said, I watch over you with an uncertainty about what lies ahead. The New Year is fast approaching the hours and now minutes counting down, The ball will be dropping soon downtown. With one more minute for the New year to arrive, I should be up and feeling alive. The house is empty not even a sound, Wishing he thought more of us and wanted to be around. You'd Think I would be used to his absence, With all the days he isn't here the relationship gets more and more tense. Day after day and night after night I with drawl into myself even more, I wish he could see it is our daughter and him that I adore. My heart breaks with every word not spoken, Our relationship continues to get torn and become broken. The tears that pierce my eyes reminds me of all the pain inside, I a

Fake Pics
Ok, im not talking about the fake titties and whatnot. I'm talking about how you say your bob smith from anytown u.s. and you got a pic of say.....brett favre. Are you that ugly? Are you ashamed of your looks? It would be all good if you idolize brett favre, but it is hard to do when you think the green bay packers are a gay men review and not the pro football team brett is the QB for! And this goes for the women( who do it more than men)too. And you expect me to rate your pic and profiles truthfully. Then you get all pissy when I rate you a 3 cause your not Britney Spears(like you profile leads us to believe) and your the exact opposite. Whaaaaa......I'm fucking ugly but i've got my REAL pic up and i'm not telling you i'm Vin Diesel of such. Maybe I'm just secure in the fact that I'm me and not anyone else! Anywho----for all the "10"'s ive rated....you deserve it! To the rest......I will only rate the real pam anderson a 10 and the rest......I think you get it!

" During The Night Of Sunday Morning
I HAD A " STATUS THAT READ WISHIN FOR A VIP " IN MY SHOUT FROM A GUY WAS THIS YOUR A BEGGIN BITCH I POLITELY SAID BACK TO HIM FUCK YOU . I HAVE NOT BEGGED FOR A BLAST , OR A VIP THEY WERE GIFTS. AND FRANKLY IM FAR FROM A BEGGAR . I ALSO DID A AFEW CHANGES IN MY PROFILE ABOUT ME , BUT NO ONE READS , ITS LIKE THIS IM A SIMPLE WOMEN , NOT HIGH MAINTENANCE,NOT INTO FANCY HOMES,CARS,FURS,DIAMONDS, IM ME . AND PUT THAT SHIT IN MY SHOUT BOX IS ONE THING A GUY CAN GET MY ANSWER TO A " FUCK YOU " LOUD AND CLEAR . SO, IM NOT SOMEONES BITCH , IM SOMEONES FUWIFE AND VERY MUCH HIS R/L OLE LADY . CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW

I Am Going To Be Off For Awhile...
Ok I wont be on for now so all that want to contact me on here leave me some love. I will be doing a special opps mission for a few weeks an I should be safe. So just leave me comment's, emails, or anything like that. So have a Happy new year and good time... Love Slim Shady

Happy New Year
Hi all! I think I have sent around 250 comments today! But since I will off and on for the rest of the night, I am afraid I might miss some of you! So, I take this time to wish EACH and EVERYONE of you the Happiest and MOST PROSPEROUS NEW YEAR POSSIBLE! Happy 2008! Manly

New Years Resolution
i never make new years resolutions... but i decided to this year... so my original resolution was to make a resolution... but thats self-fulfilling and lame... so my new resolutions are to get back in shape... and never speak of my time in the service again.... there ya go... stupid pointless tradition followed

How Can I?
How can i not forget you when your always on my mind?How can i not want you when you're all i want inside?How can i forget you when your name is etched so deep within me?How can i not love you when you control my heart?

Ever Wonder Why They Call It A Crush...?
i learned today why they call crushes a crush... as you learn just how much you really like a person.. just not enough to say i love you... although you really want to... but more than just liking the person like you like new socks... before you know it.. they found their way into your heart and youre stuck with a new love you learn you didnt want to love or a new emptiness as they finally walk away thus leaving you feeling CRUSHED. grrr.. why do i allow myself to fall in love so easily??!!! fyi.. i'm taking applications for a good man.. lol

Life
Nice guys: well I am a nice guy, always try to be. But American's and alot of the world for that matter no longer seem to want the nice guys. No its all about the fucked up wanna be ganstas that only wanna be playas. Why does every nice and decent girl go for the losers that only wanna fuck and then leave. Or even the ones that wanna fuck you and everyone else while your together. I don't get it. We praise those that are the ones who should be shunned and exiled. But no we exile the guys who are nice and decent, and wanna have a normal real life with a decent female. Why is that to much to ask for?????

Can I Get A Rate?
Me And My Fu-Wife Ecuadorian Goddess Are In A Fu Couple Of The Year 2007 Contest .. We Have Till Jan 20th To Get As Many Rates As We Can.. It Is Rates Only ... So No Comment Bombing Needed... So Please Take A Minute And Leave Us A Rate On This Pic...Thanks In Advance Sgt. Raider & Ecuadorian Goddess

Who Says We Dont Need *real* Ppl To Love Us For ~being Us~
I guess you could say omgoodness a girl like that has problems. well guess what my life wasnt always something that seemed like a mistake, and very few would even know i have some major issues going on...imagine being on an roller coaster ride for weeks, not knowing if your in *love* or just with him cause of the kids....you pay the bills and take care of the children too, and all you want is to spend that QT time with someone after a long hard days worth of showing *love* cause that is the kind of lover i am ..well kind of (LOL) i like QT time but i appreciate a clean house and nice cars that are cleaned inside and out...most girls wouldnt get me..i always thought camping, fishing, drinking beer out of a can (lol threw that one in but seriously) horse back riding, four wheeling (well when i was young it was 3 wheelers HA!) etc...was guy things and who cares if they are..i am wondering is he in jail and how will life turn out....should i deserve happiness when i know i could be doing b

Being A Slave
Because a slave uses the same soul as the Owner, the Owner develops and "forces" the slave to be used only in those ways that the soul is fulfilled, in actions that are only the result of moral certainty, to accomplish only the Creator's intended purpose, without egotistic pollution from either the slave or the Owner. Destiny is about doing the Creator's work. Faith is accepting that when we do, that same Creator will take care of our needs, so we don't have to. The slave has been responsible for egotistically developing the part that she is of the Owner so that it is prepared to accept its destiny. Make an examination of the feelings that would be normal for someone who is occupying the body, mind, heart, and soul of another. Examine them closely. Determine if you can conclude that those are the same feelings as what you are experiencing. If the same, there is another clue that you are slave. This is probably the most powerful and precise clue about your slavery. The concept, an

Gone Like A Freight Train
well yup its gone another year. here on this end it was a long year lots of ups and downs went through a major move half way across country started the year out thinking life was ending applied and got denied for military ptsd claim went through a period of stupid shit almost lost my wife due to my stupidity and finally toward the end got things back on track and am working back on the river again which i did before the army and love this job. the new house we are in is gorgeous no carpet all hard wood floors, had some tooth trouble "still going on" that will be taken care of on the 7th of january. lost my grandmother at the end of june which put me in a depression cycle which damn near ended my life at that point but my wife and a few close friends helped me through it and i am forever greatful. to top this year off and end it i found out that as time has gone on with all the ups and downs i believe it has helped me and my family grow closer togeather. at end of year i come to two con

Jenny
Sexy New Years Comments & Graphics today is the new year yeaaaaa ,well i want every one to know im healing.i lost one of my best friends this week .so this is to her ,, jenny you rest in peace,ill love you my friend for ever,you have been in my life for a long time,i know your looking down on me right now saying ,i love you .and i miss you .you will be very miss"t.i will do everything in my power to help with the kid's,i know as they can be a handfull,you rest jenny it was a long road for you,im going to be very sad till i see you again ,one day we will see each other and we can be together .i love you with all my heart HAPPY NEW YEAR JENNY ,LOVE ME, BECKIE,DONNY,BRUCE,HEATHER,STEVEN,JESS,ZACHARY.MASON,JESS ,THERESA AND ROB,,,WE LOVE YOU MOM FROM JACK AND KATIE,HUGS AND KISS'S OXOXOXXO

The Upcoming Year
Another New Year is upon us and I have taken the time recently to reflect on 2007. I can genuinely say it was one of the most difficult years of my life. I separated, and than filed for divorce, from my wife of 14 years. We have known each other for 16 years, and our whole relationship now has been about money. I truly feel like a failure for not making the marriage work, but I was beat down for the last time. I joined this site the end of July, but didn't remember it until the end of August. I have met my fair share of drama and crap on this site...alot of which unfortunately I have caused. Through it all, I have come to meet some truly wonderful people on this site. I am blessed to have Tom, Jenn, Shag and Lace, Rhonda and Pheebz as my friend. There are many more, but I can't name them all. There is however 1 very special person, someone who is my best friend in the world and the woman I have truly fallen in love with. Her name is Moon. She is the sweetest woman I know, and she has

My Purpose Here
I am not here to just collect pictures of woman, if i wanted pictures of woman I would subscribe to Playboy. I am here to meet ppl and hopefully become friends. If u have zero intention of friendship then please do not accept my invite and if already have please delete urself. If u only want me to make comments about ur pix and u do not want to talk to me about anything else, well, u will b deleted. I love to meet new ppl and gettin to kno ppl is even better. I am here for only one reason....making new friends.....if u are here for anyhting else i am not interested.

Submissives Creed
I will communicate with complete honesty my needs, desires, limits,and experience. I realize that failing to do so will not only prevent my Master and I from having the best experience possible, but can also lead to physical and emotional harm. I will not try to manipulate my Master. I will not push to make a scene go the way I feel it should. I will keep an open mind about trying things that I am not accustomed to or comfortable with and expanding my limits. I will continue to grow as a submissive and as a human being. I will accept the responsibility of discovering what pleases my Master, and will do my best to fulfill His wishes and desires. I will not allow myself to be harmed or abused, I know that submissive does not equal doormat. I will be courteous and helpful to my fellow submissive s, I will share my knowledge and experiences with others in the hope that they will learn from where I have been I will take the time to help those new to the scene start ou

Rose Parade
...Our next flaot is brought to you by Trojan Condoms. This beautiful float is adorned by more than 200,000 roses and other flowers and reflects the theme "Life in the 70's" More than 20 riders include hippies groovin' to the beat of Iron Butterfly, as two of the more adventurous couples sneak off behind the van for a little tail, the safe and responsible Trojan way.

Come Back. I Love You
The pouring rain From the lonely sky It felt my loneliness Tearing for my heart The cold rain fills up the empty city Alone as I lie Feeling the empty bed Wishing you were here In the heart I felt your arms around me I felt your warmth Your beating heart Calling my name Torn apart By unforeseen circumstances In the darkness, I wait Awaiting for your return Tears drop as the heart awaits Tears that will not dry My heart calling as each day goes, "Come back. I love you.Come back to me." Remember the promises you made The joy of having each other The future with you and you only Remember to come back to me Come back and dry my tears for me Come back I love you

Darkness Returns
outta the past few yrs ive never thought i would be back like this ive gone back to my old ways of not really caring shuttin people out that i really shouldnt and its all beacause of drama bullshit that people cant leave alone and rumors and lies that go right along with it i never thought my heart would grow cold again but it has and i may have lost some friends in the mix of all of this but no one really understands what im going through but a few people u know who ya are and i love ya very much for being there when i needed someone to vent and u let me do just that and the people who i though would always be there for me through thick and thin turned there backs on me when i needed them the most and then always had an excuse of y they were never there and afterawhile u grow numb and not really care anymore and dont really care what they say or think and avoid them like they always have done me and when they get the treatment that they gave me they dont like it well i guess they d

New Sobriety Test
A man is driving home, when is pulled over by a patrolman for a broken blinker. The cop looks into the guys' car and sees a collection of knives in the backseat. "Sir," the cop says. "Why do you have all those knives?" "They're for my juggling act," the man says. "I don't believe you," says the cop. "Prove it." So the man gets out of his car and begins juggling the knives. At the same time, a car with two guys in it drives by. "Man," says the first guy. "I'm glad I quit drinking. These new sobriety tests are hard."

Sounds All Too Easy...
I see alot of people posting what are actually POLLS in the MuMMs. Wouldn't it be a good idea to make a "POLLS" feature? That way, people could post their polls in the polls, and the mumms in the mumms... Sounds so easy! But alas, Fubar doesn't want to make anything convenient. I personally think fubar thrives on drama sometimes. Yes, their jobs aren't easy. But when you have a majority of users agreeing on the fact that something just isn't working, then they need to take that into account. After all...When someone pays for a VIP membership, a blast, a ticker, and a happy hour, they're contributing to the running of the site, and that should give them some say in what features are included.

Follow
One of the amazing things we have been given as humans is the unquenchable desire to have dreams of a better life, and the ability to establish goals to live out those dreams. Think of it: We can look deep within our hearts and dream of a better situation for ourselves and our families; dream of better financial lives and better emotional or physical lives; certainly dream of better spiritual lives. But what makes this even more powerful is that we have also been given the ability to not only dream but to pursue those dreams and not only to pursue them, but the cognitive ability to actually lay out a plan and strategies (setting goals) to achieve those dreams. Powerful! And that is what we will discuss in detail this week: How to dream dreams and establish goals to get those dreams. What are your dreams and goals? This isn't what you already have or what you have done, but what you want. Have you ever really sat down and thought through your life values and decided what you really w

Matthew
Im sure there are questions abt the massive amounts of comments between Matthew and myself that is because he is the LOVE OF MY LIFE... Soon we will be happy together, I cannot wait for that day! The day our girls become sisters and know what it is like to have a happy home one that isnt perfect but a lot happier and cheerier than what they have apart! Thank you Matthew for being patient and loving me!

Thought I Would Give It A Shot
I am on a quest. I would like to have the SpotLight ONCE ... LOL I see that today's Spotlight went for 12.5 (that's unreal lol) but I would like to try for it anyway. I am doing what I can to gain more fubucks on my own, but I will need help from my friends and family too...Can you help me? Will you help me?.... Here's the deal. I will appreciate help from any and everyone, and if in the case that I don't think that the Spotlight is attainable, I will return fubucks and do a special pimpout for everyone that helped me attempt to get the Spotlight! I am not sure if it is possible, but I would like to try....Thanks to you all in advance for any help that you may extend my way. ¢¾ JeNn ¢¾ Door Girl for Centerfolds¢¾The Sisterhood¢¾@ fubar

Ugh
As none of you know (cause I never said anything) I haven't been to work in 2 weeks (Xmas vacation)and damn, I can almost get used to it. I was able to keep busy with my horse, fubar, and some home things. Getting up at 8 or 9 in the morning was unheard of for me, so now knowing I have to get my sorry ass up at 4:30 AM tomorrow, I'm soooo not looking forward to it . How the hell am I gonna get to sleep at a decent hr.? bleh Anyway,I'm really gonna miss being on fubar in the morning,I love saying good morning to everyone (That's when everyone's nice) :P thank you whoever read my boring rant about absolutely nothing and have a great NY

My Ultimate Sexual Fantasy
Today I was asked to describe my “Ultimate Sexual Fantasy”… Well I took this as a challenge. I didn’t want my sexual fantasy to be “Butt Sex with Twins”. So in an effort to make my fantasy more unique, I have compiled the following Uber Fantasy. +Bauer+’s Epic Fantasy takes place, of course, where all fantasies start: on the moon in the lounge of Taco Bell. There would be a minimum of 100 lesbians surrounding me, and they’d be engaging in lesbionic activities, and moaning loudly. The floor would be covered with their secretions, which Emperor Penguins are frolicking in. Darth Vader would be doing S&M shit in the background with Princess Leah - while she wears the outfit that Jaba the Hutt made her wear. (I’ve wanted to bone her before I knew what boning was) 50 Cent would be rapping P.I.M.P., and my boy Steven Spielberg would capture all of this on film for his masterpiece “Lord of the Cock Rings”. I would be Shaquile O’Neal but I have a tw

Check This Out...
Here is a math trick so unbelievable that it will stump you. Grab a calculator (you won't be able to do this one in your head) Make sure you hit the enter key after every step. 1. Key in the first three digits of your phone number (NOT the area code) 2. Multiply by 80 3. Add 1 4. Multiply by 250 5. Add to this the last four digits of your phone number. 6. Add to this the last four digits of your phone number again. 7. Subtract 250 8. Divide number by 2 9. DOES THIS NUMBER LOOK FAMILIAR??? (Answer: Should be your phone number minus the area code, if you don't get this you did something wrong)

Rips And Nsfw
am i the only one who thinks that Baby J should either remove the rip feature from the pics or at least give us one point instead of no points? this is bs that there is no points but comments for rips if there is comment points why no rate points? and why are nsfw pointless 2? IS THIS NOT A ADULT SITE?? CMON ADMIN EITHER TAKE THEM AWAY OR GIVE US POINTS AGAIN! ALOT OF PEOPLE DONT KNOW THAT YOU CAN RIGHT CLICK ON THE PICS SAVE THEM AND THEN UPLOAD OR IS THAT GONNA BE TAKEN AWAY FROM US AS WELL? PLEASE SHARE THIS BLOG THIS NEEDS TO STOP OR BE TAKEN CARE OF! THANNKS:) THE WATCHER

Happy Hour Success
Congratulations! Your happy hour was a great success: lots of people gave lots of love. 186 members leveled up during your happy hour: 12/31/07 283 members leveled up during your happy hour: 1/1/08 Thank you everyone, hope you all had a good time. - Black Knight.

What I Think Of Milf~
Okay now i realize that all u young dudes love refering to us WOMEN as MILFs. In fact, you may even think you are giving a high compliment to a woman who hasnt let herself go after having kids. Well i have to tell ya, think about it, Mother I'd Like to F#@%?? thats pretty insulting & vulgar. Come on, if it were your mother and someone said thats a mother i'd like to f@#&, wouldnt u wanna kick thier ass??? Any woman out there that likes to be called a milf must have some serious self esteem issues in my opinion. So come on guys, if you really are trying to impress a woman, or let them know that you think they're goodlooking, i'm sure you can come up wth something that doesnt sound so damn trashy~!

Can You Feel That?
Life doesn't always turn out the way you plan it. The reason for this is easiest to peg on outside influences. More often than not though, we're the ones who alter our own courses. At some point there was a clear choice and we chose one way or another. When this choice presents itself, it seldom appears to be profound... only in retrospect does it become so epic. Other times, our plans change because we allow our futures to be placed in the hands of others. It's still our choice to give up that control over our own lives to begin with, but in the end - sometimes we all have to take that risk. Without risk, there is little hope for reward. Besides, how can we allow someone into our hearts if we don't even trust them? I've done alot of pondering on the subjects of love and trust and disappointment and choices and whatever else the past few years. I suppose I'm still figuring it all out. Conclusions I arrive at must be nothing more than theories since they are prone to cha

Reflections & Resolutions
As the New Year has arrived, I have taken time in this last week to reflect on my life... as it was in the past, as it now in the present, and where I want it to go in the future. I have made some wonderful friends in the past year, most of which were met in the online world of FuBar. I am most grateful that I have been blessed with so many true friends. I have loved in the past year, and lost in the past year. I have dealt with many types of broken hearts... most of important was the broken heart I am trying to heal of my daughter. She is but only 10 and is so full of life and love to offer someone, not as a girlfriend or like that, but as a friend. Time will heal her wounds... :) This I am sure of. My heart, is on the healing path, but with that comes many emotions. I will heal in time, although will never be the same. I could never look at someone the same. Talk to them the same. Never look to the future of what "WE" could become. If it happens, then it is meant to b

Taking A Break...
TO ALL MY FU FRIENDS... AS OF 4AM EST ON JANUARY 2, 2008, I AM TAKING A MUCH NEEDED BREAK FROM FUBAR AS WELL AS THE ENTIRE INTERNET FOR A WHILE.. I'VE HAD A TREMENDOUS AMOUNT OF CHANGES HAPPENING IM MY REAL LIFE OVER THE LAST FEW MONTHS AND I NEED TO DEAL WITH THEM AND SORT EVERYTHING OUT.. AT THIS PRECISE MOMENT, I HAVE NO IDEA WHEN I WILL RETURN.. I'M SORRY TO ANYONE WHO HAD UPCOMING FU-WEDDINGS SCHEDULED WITH ME AS I WILL BE UNABLE TO PERFORM THE CEREMONIES FOR YOU.. I NEED TO TAKE THIS TIME AWAY TO BE ABLE TO GIVE MY FULL ATTENTION TO THIS.. HAVE FUN ON THE FU.. ♥LICKETY

Some Good Friends I Have Met Here
I was a little cautious about accepting my friend’s invitation to join Fubar because I am a conservative person. In real life I do not go to bars and just take a social drink occasionally. So the day I joined was almost overwhelming because I was being asked to be friends with so many that I could hardly keep up with checking them out. I don’t like to put things on hold so I just started accepting their friendship and did my best to rate them as time allowed me. Please forgive me if I have missed anyone and let me know so I can stop by to rate you. Now that I have been on here about a week I have met a few interesting people and consider them special friends. This is exciting and I look forward to getting to know my friends even better. One of my friends from San Francisco was in the Hippie movement. I am very interested in learning about that era and he has been most helpful. Therefore I added some of music from that time. See my stash on Joe Cocker. That song on a little help fro

I’m Headed Straight To Hell, Infact I Might Be Driving The Train...
I say that because I laugh at the most awful things. I do, it's wrong and totally fucked up but if it's funny, then I'm sorry but I'm laughing. I was sitting in my office one day looking out the window, which was ground level and as it was a real estate agents, the windows were huge and mainly uncovered by marketing (we had those snazzy interactive TV things, but when I have the remote it's never good. If they'd get excited about a property, I'd fast forward it from the inside bwahahahaaaaa, but I'm digressing. HEY!! It worked right, get's them to come INSIDE and ask...*taps head* not just a hat rack my friends)...where was I?? Oh yeah.... ...So I'm gazing out the window and there's this plumpish girl walking along the sidewalk when all of a sudden, this big assed Ice cream van passes. She's so pre-occupied staring and drooling at this van going by that she TRIPS OVER HER OWN FEET and lands on her ass grasping her ankle in what would either appear to be agony from a possible spr

My Wish For All My Friends And Fans For 2008
I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow, and each road leads you where you wanna go, and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose, I hope you choose the one that means the most to you. And if one door opens to another door closed, I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window, if it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile. But more than anything, more than anything... My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, your dreams stay big, your worries stay small, You never need to carry more than you can hold, and while you're out there getting where you're getting to, I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish. I hope you never look back, but you never forget, all the ones who love you, in the place you left, [My Wish lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,and you help somebody every chance you get, Oh,

Did You Make Any?
I don't know what is NSFW and what isn't, lol. So what the hell. This is my first ever blog, so depends on how bad it is, it may be my first and only. Does anyone make Resolutions anymore? I do every year, and some I keep and some I don't, but try hard. SOme are just personal goals that I like to accomplish. I know, and a few of you are kind enough to point out, that I have alot personality flaws. In the hopes of being a better person, here is my list of resolutions: Be less sarcastic Think less about what other people may think Be nicer to people, and less of a bitch Be more tolerant of others Think more before I speak Personal Goal of mine is to take at least 3 classes this year and maybe start working towards a career or at least a better job. Now me and Chris also have a stupid playful little goal. We are going to try and have sex in 6 different states, and in 6 different houses, lol. Our house, hotels, motels don't count, lol. We started off the NEw Year

Sexmission
Directed and produced by Juliusz Machulski. Yes, it's another Polish film. You'll have to read subtitles if you do not understand the language. Sci-Fi comedy set in a futuristic society that developed long after war. Two men volunteer to be cryogenically frozen for the sake of science and are unthawed hundreds of years later by an underground culture of women. Most of which have never seen a man before, because the male gene was extinguished by biological warefare used against them. Now only females are born through test tubes. Fear of radiation keeps them underground so food is made in a lab, and the women take a mysterious pill like clockwork. They wear skimpy clothing with gloves that restrict the sensation of touch, and do not fear being naked around each other. (Yes there are shower scenes.) They study the recently thawed men, and try to decide what to do with them. One, the macho type, the other a studious quiet type. Definitely worth watching!

A Guy That Hurt Me!
A Guy That Hurt Me I have always thought of you as my hero But you turned me down An now I sit here wondering How was I in the wrong? Why did I get kicked out? For just proving the point that I was jealous With you being with another woman I may not be Lesbian I may not be Bi I may not be Straight You have left me to believe I was nothing to you Now trusting and having faith in someone is hard I sit here hurt Thinking why can't I be jealous but he can? If he loved me then why did he do what he did? I see him in my head day to day I miss him Now he's just another person I have to move on from Cause he wanted me out now he got it I didn't want to start over again Now I have to I will do better then what you say Cause you can't predict the future for me Only I can on my own So I hope your happy that you got your wish You have controlled me for the last time An I stood up Author notes It's recently stuff that happened with my ex he cheated on me so now I am g

I'm Sorry I Ever Met You!
You know, I hear "Fubar Sucks" all the time. Anytime I hear that I cringe. Why? Because Fubar is not a person, not a single entity. Fubar is a NETWORK of people. Without PEOPLE Fubar would simply be a void on the web. So if you feel like "Fubar Sucks" what your really saying is "I suck", "You Suck", or "We all fucking suck". When I talk about Fubar with people who have never been here I describe as "Myspace On Steriods". It's a site where you practically forced to associate with others. IE So n So just checked you out!! OMG ITS A HOTTIE!! I have to see So n So. You had a choice...but you seriously couldnt resist the sexy motherfucker rating you photos a ten or an eleven. Now your rating all theirs! Boom a relationship has begun. Some other things I hear alot on fubar as well are the words "CREEP" "PERV" and finallly "Stalker" NEW'S FLASH !!!! PERVS CREEPS AND STALKERS ARE IN REAL LIFE TOO!! In real life what would you do if you ran into one of these individuals. Ignore

Its My Fault....
My illness played a part...my anxiety, fears, and doubts...but in the end it was my failure to resist...I lacked the strength to prevail...and it cost me the love of my life... Julie was my first real love...the woman who had intended on marriage and one day kids....we were together six months...but my illness insisted I leave her...for reasons Im not quite certain even to this day... I left alot...possibly out of fear...even though I loved her still so much...eventually she came to the idea I didn't love her...how wrong she was....in the end she didn't take me back...and the results I faced were dire... I attempted suicide twice...my depression became severe...and my bipolar condition worsened beyond anyones assumptions...I was also hospitilized... to this day I blame myself...I live with this burden heavy on my shoulders...for losing the only happiness Iv ever had in my entire life...for not being strong enough to counter my illness...I hate myself....and my illness....s

A New Year,new Outlook
So its a new year,hope everyones is going okay so far!! i thought it'd be kind of neat to ask.. what is one thing you wanna change or do different this year? ill fill my blank in after ive had time to sort it all out.. lol

Contests & Give Aways
1.Here is where we stand as a family in contests and give aways. pls go down this list and see where you are needed! 2.I would suggest starting at one since it is the contest that will end first and then keep an eye on them both PLEASE. We WANT OUR FAMILY TO BE COMMING IN FIRST IN ALL CONTESTS. 3.***We are also looking for new family members...so feel free to send them to the family page **listed lastly on here** and have them request friend and read the page. Just follow the links below and rate the pic and comment bomb away pls! All help is needed here~~~ 1. THICKNDAAZZ4YA 2. ARCHANGEL 3. SHADOW

Human Chip
Human chip implant credit card alternative Cashback... Tags: rfid By Declan McCullagh Published: Monday 1 December 2003 Show related articlesCredit cards could be replaced by the controversial radio frequency identification tags implanted under the skin to identify people at cash machines. Applied Digital Solutions is hoping that Americans can be persuaded to undergo a surgical procedure, which is performed with local anaesthetic and embeds a 12-by-2.1mm RFID tag in the flesh of a human arm. ADS CEO Scott Silverman, in a speech at the ID World 2003 conference in Paris, said his company had developed a "VeriPay" RFID technology and was hoping to find partners in financial services firms. Matthew Cossolotto, a spokesman for ADS who says he's been "chipped", argues that competing proposals to embed RFID tags in key fobs or cards were flawed. "If you lose the RFID key fob or if it's stolen, someone else could use it and have access to your important accounts,"

I Cannot Wait....
To go home already, today flew by but it was still a little draggish for me. I've been angry since about noon and it's finally wearing off. God help the next person that pisses me off today though. They shall get the brunt of today's rage. in other news... i still have wii arm. :p

Golden Tickets Part 4
WE need OOMPAS...............We are Working our LITTLE White Gloved Fingers To the BOne......HIRING STAFF...LOL......Just kidding I think we can Do this....ONly 28 Days to go....Please Make sure to Read All Blogs and Bulletins.....And Dont FOrget to add these Lovely ladies thats working....Thanks And GET your Golden Tickets.....Buy more......Please............We dont mind getting Shit faced while we work so feel free to buy us drinks ...No tickets Can be bought for us...SO feel free to SPEND MONEY ON US ALSO...And we love Fans and rates and Crushes are nice...Please be PATIENT...WE CAN Only work so fast......LETS have FUN....... Heres More Great FUn People Who are INvolved..... Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR Promoter/Sisterhood/FuBombers Owned by Lonestar/SgtRaider's Bad Girl@ fubar $ 25,000.00 ((50)) Tickets Bought By Lonestartxcowboy 2,500.00 ((05)) Tickets Bought By Sweet Mel BrokenWings@ fubar $ 500.

Because
I never stopped to realize How lonely I would be I never thought the day would come When you'd grow tired of me Your voice was never sweeter Than the day you said goodbye You'll never know how much it hurt Because I'm too big to cry If I knew then what I know now You'd still be kissing me Instead there's someone else's lips Where mine used to be I say hello and wish you well Each time I pass you by But you'll never know how much it hurt Because I'm too big to cry You never looked so wonderful As the day you walked away I used to say, "I love you" But that I could not say I can't forget you darlin' No matter how much I try You'll never know how much it hurt Because I'm too big to cry

Comming Home
WELL COMMING HOME IS WORST THEN BEING OVER THERE AND I KNOW THAT I SHOULD BE HAPPY TO BE HOME BUT I HAVE BEEN BACK ALL OF 3 WEEKS SOFAR AND I KNOW THAT THE WHOLE TIME I HAVE BEEN FUCKING THINGS UP AN I KNOW THAT I DO NOT MEAN TO BUT I KNWO THAT I DO AND I LOOK AT PEOPLE AND I SEE WHAT I DO NOT WANT TO SEE AND IN THAT WHAT HAVE I BECOME I KNOW THAT I AM NOT THE SAME AS BEFORE AND ALL THAT BUT WHAT DOES IT MATTER

Does Anyone Read These Anymore?
I am sitting here at my desk freezing. I just walked outside to get the mail and it is cold out there! My house says 70 degrees and usually that is warm enough but it sure doesn't feel like 70! I just put my warm fuzzy robe over my clothes. lol I have been working all day. I got spoiled with being off for a while. I don't know who reads my blogs anymore besides Martin, Kim and Steve? It seems that because of the stupid info of everyone voting on mumms and so and so left so and so a comment, no one sees any bodies stuff anymore. To me, Fubar has made it more of a pain in the ass to see the things your friends has done. Maybe it is time to start deleting people again. The ones who don't even bother and just use you as a number and points?? They won't notice anyway! haha I just thought I would take a 5 minute break from work. Kiss Martin.. ciao

What's It All Mean? Definitions Best As I Can Describe.
ghosts: they're trapped. sometimes they don't even realize they're dead. they don't always see us. they're still in that moment when they were alive. the world can go around them, but that doesn't mean they have to see it as it is now. they can be very powerful, and they can be very weak. they can do things to harm you, they can do things to help you. it differs on the person. most often when somebody dies a traumatizing death they don't realize they're dead, but sometimes they are fortunate enough to cross over to a peaceful state of mind known as heaven. spirits: they've crossed over. they can come in and out... they can watch over us... as some ghosts can. spirit guides: we all have them. they're known for helping along your intuition. get to be friends with them. ;) some have more than one. angels: we all have those as well, some of us more than one. spirit protectors: those are our loved ones that choose to manifest themselves as our protectors in life, as though it i

Dealbreakers~
A dealbreaker is a condition under which a relationship with another person becomes impossible or improbable... regardless of how much you like them. My dealbreakers in the past have been shit like: being into shitty music, not liking certain movies, and being christian... then later, my dealbreakers became things like: suckin another guy's dong while I'm out of town, snortin lines of coke in front of me, and getting so drunk you throw up on your own hair and make me carry your fat ass dead weight home. I can't tell if my dealbreakers have gotten more or less strict... I mean - at some point, nearly every dealbreaker is negotiable - depending on how much you really care about this other person. Then there's that one... that one dealbreaker that's iron clad and you can't really overlook it. Like - ok, so she has a penis, but at least she's not LDS - whatever your ultra-mega dealbreaker is... I don't know. If you meet someone you have undeniably strong feelings for and yet the

In Need Of Assistance
Hey yo home slice Erin pictured here :-D Erin "HOPIGALERIN" (member of the flamming heart)@ fubar and here, lol Erin "HOPIGALERIN" (member of the flamming heart)@ fubar needs just under 7k to reach Rockstar. Can we help her party like one??

Today's Youth
How to deal with today's youth. I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes. We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colours: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had enough, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?" Knowing my Dad would have a good one, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his answer. And in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son."

Sending My Love & Letting All.....
MY SEXY , AWESOME AND WONDERFUL FU-FRIENDS , I'M SENDING MY LOVE TO ALL OF YOU , I'M VERY HAPPY THAT I HAVE YOU ALL IN 2008. I WANT TO LET ALL OF YOU KNOW I AM MOVING TO LAS VEGAS TO START A NEW LIFE WITH MY LOVE , AND I'LL BE OFF AND ON ALOT......PLEASE BE PATIENT WITH ME....CHEERS TO A NEW CHAPTER OF MY LIFE , A NEW "BETTER YEAR" AND ALL OF YOU OUT THERE. MAY THE GREAT SPIRIT BLESS YOU ALL , AND MAY MOTHER EARTH HOLD YOU SAFE IN HER ARMS!!!!

Ladies And Gentlemen We Are Floating In Space
Ladies and Gentlemen We Are Floating In Space Spiritualized All I want in life's a little bit of love to take the pain away Getting strong today, a giant step each day I've been told only fools rush in, only fools rush in But I don't believe, I don't believe- I could still fall in love with you I will love you till I die, and I will love you all the time So please put your sweet hand in mine, and float in space and drift in time All my time until I die, we'll float in space just you and I So please put your sweet hand in mine, and float in space and drift in time I'll love you to death, I guess that's what you get And I don't know where we are all going to Love don't get stranger, it is what it is And I don't know where we are all going to Everything happens today, and that's what you get And I don't know where we are all going to

~~touchin~~play Music While Reading!!
The end of your finger tips~~ Softly circlin' my lips~~ Runnin' your hands through my hair~~ you givin' me a sexy stare~~ With a gentle yet strong touch of a man~~ Down my back goes your hand~~ Feel the softness of my ass~~ This is turnin' me on and I want it to last~~ Around the front you go caressin' my breast~~ I'm breathin' real hard my heart is beatin' through my chest~~ A soft moan & I close my eyes~~ As I feel your hand between my thighs~~ I'm creamy with antisipation that I can't hide~~ Cuz I know you will soon be ~~Touchin~~ me inside~~ KB~~*

~ Kailey
I'll watch as you wander down your path,unknowingly. I'll watch as you trip and fall. I'll watch as you pick yourself back up and start back down your chosen path, only to trip and fall again. I'll watch as you cry, get angry, and throw things at nothing. I'll watch as you try to understand why things won't go how you want them to go. I'll watch as you slowly begin your endeavor again as many times as you choose to do so. I'll watch as your tears create rivers, wash away bridges, and flood all potential havens. I'll also watch, with just as much love and faith in you as I had when you first wandered from me, as you realize that through all of your trials I've been here, arms open, hand held out... waiting for you to accept it and let me guide you. I love you. ~Mom~

All I Really Need To Know I Learned In Kindergarten
All I really need to know about how to live and what to do and how to be I learned in kindergarten. Wisdom was not at the top of the graduate-school mountain, but there in the sandpile at Sunday School. These are the things I learned. *Share everything. Play fair. Don't hit people. Put things back where you found them. Clean up your own mess. Don't take things that aren't yours. Say you're sorry when you hurt somebody. Wash your hands before you eat. Flush. Warm cookies and cold milk are good for you. Live a balanced life-learn some and think some and draw and paint and sing and dance and play and work everyday some. *Take a nap every afternoon. *When you go out into the world, watch out for traffic, hold hands, and stick together. *Be aware of wonder. Remember the little seed in the Styrofoam cup: The roots go down and the plant goes up and nobody really knows how or why, but we are all like that. *Goldfish and hamsters and white mice and even the little seed in the Styrofoam cup-th

A Rose Without You
With this rose, I not only give you merely a rose, but I give you my heart and soul. I send to you all the love I have to give, and anything else that would give me the chance to touch your heart. With this rose, I reveal all my thoughts and feelings about you that I have withheld for so long. I feel when I am with you... I am like a rose, not because of it?s beauty, but because I am able to bloom and grow with you. To me you are like a rose's sunshine, so full of energy and light, that never does it fail to lift my spirits. Just by the sound of your voice and that look in your eye. I could never tear my eyes from you, you are able to make my life worth living. But, without you, just like a rose, I would wither and die. Not all at once, but little by little, petal by petal. Slowly at first, because you have made me stronger and stronger each day you're with me. But eventually, without you, I will loose all those beautiful petals you

Have You Ever
Have you ever been around someone and just couldn't think? Have you ever been around someone lips, soft as a rose's pink? Have you ever been around someone heart as vast as the open sea? Have you ever been around someone together forever you wish to be? Have you ever been around someone into their eyes you gaze? Have you ever been around someone piercing the soul like the sun's rays? Have you ever been around someone and chose to run and hide? Have you ever been around someone scared of what feelings are inside? Have you ever.........

Forever My Love Will Be
When troubles bring you down and you don't know what to do, just look inside your heart and you'll know that I love you. Every one has a destiny to find, looking in your eyes I have found mine. You're all I ever wanted, you're all I'll ever need. I will be yours always, you will have my love for eternity.

Men! Good Or Bad!
Why are all the good ones so far away? Or are already married or with someone or about to propose! I know that there are good ones out there that are here locally but most just out to get something and leave! Tell me in the comment below! Why you would be good for me and why you would wanna be my 3rd man I have ever been with! Also just cause we may hook up dont mean you will get any play till I can trust you wont screw me over! Be Honest I can spot BullShit at a 1000 meters away!I am fluent with Remington AR 15 and Winchester Shotguns and my Remington bolt action 30-06 so come now one and ye all and tell me why you should be number 3!!!!!!!!! Natalie Raye Talison taliraye

Alone
Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared her love, Once I was by her side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. Her grace so great, Her beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe she had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.

To My Darling Master.. A Slaves Fantasy..
Master Daniel had me stand in the middle of the room and told me to strip. I did as told of course, shivering with anticipation with what was to come. He stood behind me using his crop to touch me in places along my body to make me quiver. I could feel his breathe on my neck as he moved in close to blindfold me. He then whispered in my ear to put my hands above my head and he tied my wrists together with a silk scarf oh so gently yet tight enough to make it to where I could not get out of it. He started caressing me with his hands feeling me all over very gently using his fingertips and kissing me in various parts of my body making me shiver with delight. Every so often he would smack me with his crop or hand just to heighten the intensity of touch. He kept talking to me in his sensuous and soft voice making me quiver even more. He would tell me what to do and where to move in various positions to examine me and touch me exciting me all the more. Master Daniel led me to the couch a

An Introduction
hi i am norm i am 42 i write poetry and make art and collect music i currently live in orange county california i am divorced currently my life is a bit messy and fairly depressing so in all honesty i am that poor bastard at the end of the bar with a bottle of scotch a glass and tears my heart is broken (not by my ex-wife mind you) my mother has stage 4 bone cancer i am currently unemployed and staying on a friends couch if you want to buy me a drink i prefer 18 year old macallan single malt scotch on the rocks i hope everybody is having a better time right now than me

Cabo Wabo Mas Tequila Cookie Recipe:
1 tsp of water 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt 1 cup of brown sugar 1 tsp lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle CABO WABO Tequila 1 Sammy Hagar c.d. Grab your favorite Sammy Hagar c.d. and CRANK THAT FUCKER UUUUP!!! Sample the CABO to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the CABO again, to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer...Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar...Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the CABO is still OK, try another cup ... just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit, Pick the fucking fruit up offa thr floor... Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the CABO to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt, or something. Who giveshz a

Times I Should Have Gotten My Ass Kicked
I'm not just a retard on Fubar, I'm always like this. I say some crazy shit, and do some crazy stuff, and nobody has beaten my ass for it yet......(yet is the key word). The only thing that keeps me out of fights is my size. Anyway.....On a fairly regular basis, I do things that would certainly justify my ass receiving a whoopin. Here are some examples why: --------------------------------- The French I was doing what I do best: Drinking at a bar downtown. I'm with a group of people, and enjoying being wasted. Just to ruin my night two of people I came with started speaking French. I'm a dick, so I pop off with "God damnit! I fucking hate the French!" The guy standing behind me turns looks super pissed off. He goes "Hey, I'm French." So to diffuse the situation, I say "Oh I'm sorry man", and I really sounded like I meant it. The Frog replies "It's OK." And my mouth took over by quickly responding "No, I mean I'm sorry that you're French!" Im Black! I love t

Two Thruth And A Lie
Two Truths & a Lie? Here's the deal: I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Really. I'll answer anything. I may opt to e-mail answers to particularly sensitive questions, however. Then I want you to go to your blog, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. Here's the twist: Of the three questions you ask, I will answer two of them absolutely truthfully. As for the other question -- I'll lie like a goat. (Well, not a truthful goat, obviously. The untrustworthy type of goat.) I will not reveal which two answers are truthful and which one is the lie.

Baby Boy 1
baby boy, u can't b real. u got women takin care of u n u want 2 bite the hand that strokes ur ego. how could u b so brain frozen 2 fall victim 2 ignorance. i know they don't teach that in school, but life damn sure don't spit that bullshit up. it is more like u adopt the teachin of some 1 voted probably the most likely 2 teach ignorance. if ur heart is so cold and polar, y try and succeed 2 capture a warm, lovin, worshippin the ground u walk on woman. if she opens up her legs willin and delighted 2 share her temple with u she must b thristy 4 love. of course she is confused by the love u share, which is really a diguised, dressed up, wolf guardin a baby in a basinet. damn when hard times just smile at u, she becomes ur victim. wit ur lack of love and comfort, u decide is the weapon of choice. poor baby don't even overstand she is stronger then that. what she hypnotically allow is one's power 2 manipulate her into believin she is weakier then he. i now know y they say, "u won'

Beautiful You Are
Its always worth it. Just because the fairytale is not the script that you wrote, don't fake the funk on whats real. It sucks I know especially when time has been spent. Now its all in the way the you look at what was had. PHREEDUM comes when you can let go of the lost and cherish what you have found. There is good in everything cause God made it, as we get older you see that we are the ones who tend to mess things up. I am handing out keys and I guess this is one of love. It may stir up memories but I hope it manifest a thought. Be good Be safe Be beautiful Beauty is the word most prescribed for the essence of you Every moment with you underlines the context of this being true All I can do is think about ways I can make that smile spark Undeniable the love for which you will always have in this heart Toughiest of times we made it thru believing in one another If I could have made it last forever, that song would be full of wonder Fro

How Much Do You Cost A Nite?
Natural hair color: [x]Brown..$100 [] Blonde-$50 []Black-$15 [] Bald-$5 [] Others-$75 Eye Color: []Brown-$50 []Green-$75 [x]Blue-$150 []Hazel-$100 []Other-$5 Height []Over 7..$200 []6'8"to7--$175 []6'to6'7"--$150 [x]5'4'to5"11'--$85 []Under 5"4-$95 Age []50 to 56-$175 []46 to 50-$150 []41 to 45-$125 [x]31 to 40-$100 []26 to 30 -$75 []21 to 25- $50 []19 to 20-$25 []0 to 18-$100 Birth Order [] Twins or more then twins-$750 [x] First born-$320 []Only child-$250 []Second born-$150 []Middle child-$100 []Last born-$100 []Third born-$550 []Forth born-$300 []Fifth born-$400 []Sixth born-$215 Drink? []I did like once-$400 [x]Only Holidays-$250 []Sometimes-$215 []Yes-$200 []Only weekends-$300 []Everyother day-$50 []Once a day-$15 []I live from the bottle-$Bankrupt$ [Back to Zero] []No-$600 Shoe Size []13+-$300 []12.5 to 13-$250 []11 to 12- $400 [x]7 to 10-$500 Under 7-$450 Favorite Colors(two) []Green-$750 []Red-$600

How About This
HOW ABOUT I GO THROUGH ALL THE TOP MEMBERS ON THIS SITE AND RATED THE PICS I THOUGHT WERE INNOPROPRIATE? HOW WOULD THAT BE??? NOT RIGHT CAUSE THE TOP MEMBERS ON HERE ARE NOT HO'S BITCHES OR SLUTS. JUST CAUSE THEY WANT TO SHOW OFF WHAT THE GODDESS GAVE THEM DOESN'T MAKE THEM ATTENTION WHORES, OR RATE WHORES. I MEAN HELL WE ALL UNDERSTAND THAT TO GET ANYWHERE ON THIS SITE YOU HAVE TO ACT THE PART (EVEN IF YOUR NOT). TITS AND ASS SELL THIS SITE THATS UNDERSTANDABLE...I MEAN IF THAT UGLY ASS BITCH BBG COULD MAKE TOP MEMBER HELL I KNOW ALOT OF SWAY BACK MULES THAT CAN TOO. BUT I DIGRESS, I'M GONNA DO WHATS DONE TO ME...IF MY SHIT THATS MARKED NSFW IS NOT REALLY SOMEONES WAY OF BEING A BITCH....WELL HONEYS I CAN GO THROUGH AND MARK SHIT NSFW TOO. dONT LIKE IT WELL THEN HOW ABOUT WE DO A BLOCK JOB AND SEE HOW FAST YA'LL CAN BE BLOCKED. NOW FUCK OFF!!!!!

Thought Of Today
I have traveled alot of this country and I have found that the old ways are dead. When a stranger was in need in the past some would help them as best they could. With the way people are now its like they want something in return, i have been stranded because of this.....i have spent months on the streets hundreds of miles from my home state, and it has shown me that the old ways when strangers would help each other are dead and that those of us who still practise the old ways, we are a dieing breed and it was an honour to have practised those ways with you.

Unwanted Unneeded
Left alone untended in the night, Always becaus of some fight, Why do we have to end it this way, When we hugged and kissed the other day, Togethere it was always better, Now we face it and the taste is bitter, Blame and insult was blindly thrown, Just a few words brought down all we have known, So its alone in this darkness we are caste, To fade away from memories past, always forgotten after our joy was spent, Now we set and look at how our life was spent.

That One Lady I Need Not Want
I BEEN THINKIN HOW I WANT MY LIFE 2 CHANGE ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU BECOME APART OF IT NOW DAYDREAMZ,SLEEP DREAMZ TAKE OVER MY MIND THAT BODY,YA CURVEZ MAKE ME SMILE ONLY OF JOY LIKE WHEN WE TALK ABOUT LIFE SPORTZ & SOME SEXXX YA UNDERSTAND IM NOT ALL ABOUT THAT WHEN YA TAP MY BRAIN 2 SEE WHAT ELSE MAKEZ ME TICC I LOVE HOW YA TILT YA HEAD 2 THE LEFT EVEN HOW YA THIGHZ LOOK IN SHORTZ YA SMELL STAYZ WIT ME THATZ WHY THEM DREAMZ SEEM SO REAL AFTER EVERYTIME WE SEE EACH OTHER I CANT WAIT TIL THE NEXT TIME SO I CAN HUG YOU AGAIN FEEL YA WARMTH & TENDERNEZZ I LOVE IT WHEN YA MAD & ANGRY YA GET THAT LOOK ON YA FACE THAT LOOK OF GONNA GET YA SUCCA EVEN YA LAUGH GETZ ME EXCITED CUZ I WANT 2 HEAR IT ONE MORE TIME THEN I START 2 THINK COULD I HAVE ANOTHER WOMAN IN MY LIFE 2 KEEP ME RIGHT NARROW STRAIGHT LOVE HER 2 DEATH AZ I WAKE I THINK OF YOU HOPIN ONE DAY WE MEET CUZ THIZ FEELIN IZ REAL I HOPE YA FEEL IT 2 NOW ONLY IF I KNEW YA NAME I COULD

Kissing & Foreplay
Have you ever been kissed? I mean really kissed? Treated as though you're a delicious dessert to be savoured. Lips hovering over your throat; hot breath making all your hairs stand on end with the anticipation of being touched. Then finally the fleeting touch of soft skin against yours, a tongue tasting you, and then it's gone again. Only to reappear lower down... hands caressing your back, softly, but surely. Those hands know where they want to go, but for now they decently remain on your back, shoulders, in your hair, tugging it so your throat is exposed. Teeth graze your skin. You feel as though you're sinking into an abyss. If you were standing, your knees would buckle. Lust takes over, you seek the lips that are torturing you so, and capture them with yours. Teeth, tongues, lips, clashing, mingling, gasping. You're so aroused your juices are flowing freely. And yet you're fully clothed. This is strictly over the clothes foreplay, and yet you want it. You desperately want to mak

Women~vs~ Men
Why do cheating men pray on women like there some kinda dinner? I know women cheat as well and yes it sucks, but why does one bad egg, apple whatever have to fuck it up for the rest who are half way decent out there in life, it seems we are playing a game of life and more and more people out there are playing a game of chance with peoples feelings instead, im blogging on a mumm i rated and commentd on as well, my best friend is in the same boat, she cought her man cheating on her and he dont want a divorces and shes willing to work it out, yes i belive some men can change if they really want to, but it goes back to the same saying fool me once shame on you fool me twice shame on me, we really dont need to be kicking our own ass's for sometghin someoen els did . I guess life is more metail then phycial and people take advatage of it, women are more emotional and men are more physcial, its not so bad when moreals are set in place but when you mix two peopel with fucked up morals, this

Funeral
I will remember the day like it was my last. I walked into church to see all my friends and family. They were sitting there with sad faces. Some crying. Some just talking with people round them. I wasn't sure what they all were doing there that day. I went up to talk to some of them. But, it was like I wasn't there. But, I was there. Right infront of them. But, they just kept talking. So I stood there and listened to them talk. All the talk was about me. And how my family was gonna get along. I moved closer to the front of the church. To see my wife and kids and their kids. They were all dressed up. For what I didn't know. As I looked at my wife and kids. I noticed there was no seat open for me. I still didn't understand what was going on. So I just stood there beside my wife. The service started. I listened to the words of the pastor. The words he spoke were bout me and my life. About my personal journey through life. And about my family. I spoke out an

Here We Are
BREAKING BENJAMIN LYRICS "Here We Are" Sing it for me, I can't erase the stupid things I say. You're better than me, I struggle just to find a better way. [Chorus:] So here we are, fighting and trying to hide the scars. I'll be home tonight, take a breath and softly say goodbye. The lonely road, the one that I should try to walk alone. I'll be home tonight, take a breath and softly say goodbye. You wouldn't like me. Keep moving on until forever ends. Don't try to fight me. The beauty queen has lost her crown again. [Chorus] ...goodbye. So why are you so eager to betray? Pick the pieces up, pick the pieces up. So why are you the one that walks away? Pick the pieces up, pick the pieces up, pick the pieces up. O-oh. [Chorus] Just take a breath and softly say goodbye.

Its Pretty Sad
HOW BOUNCERS CAN CONTROL UR LIFE ON HERE,THE WAY THEY DO...GUESS THEY PICK ON THE ONES THAT CANT AFFORD TO BUY TONS OF VIPS, BLASTS,TICKERS AND HAPPY HOURS. THEY WANT TO KEEP THE ONES THAT MAKE THEM MONEY HAPPY AND NOT WORRY ABOUT THE REST OF US HERE THEY ARE ACCUSING ME OF FAKE REFERRALS..BS...BUT I AM SURE THEY LET SOME OF THE HIGH PRIOTY MEMEBERS SLIDE BY... GUESS U GOT TO SPEND MONEY OR KISS THEIR ASSES AND DO WHAT THEY WANT U TO DO. AN IF ANY BOUNCERS READ THIS FINE I HAVE HELPED ALOT OF MY FRIENDS ON HERE. AND TO GET FALSELY ACCUSED OF HAVING FAKE REFERRALS. WHY DONT U GO AND CHECK OUT THE HIGH PAYING MEMBERS AND SEE HOW HALF OF THEM GOT TO WHERE THEY ARE NOW. TRUST ME THEY ARENT AS INNOCENT AS THEY SEEM. OR I AM SURE U ALREADY KNOW THAT.. IT IS GOING TO TAKE ME 3 HAPPY HOURS TO GET BACK TO WHERE I WAS.. AND WHO NOW DAYS CAN AFFORD THAT. UNLESS U HAVE SOME SUGAR DADDY OR SOME IDIOT FALLING FOR UR LIES SO HE WILL BUY U ONE. LIKE I AM SURE HALF THE WOMEN ON HERE DO .. J

Oh Yeeeaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh
I've been trying one of the hardest typing tests with the driver's license division three times before passing it but today I FINALLY MADE IIIIITTTTTTTTT. The first time they failed me because I "only" scored 74% and their passing score is 80%. The second time I was so down that even my score went way down..., down to 60% and today...TADAAAAAAAAAAAA a 96% score got me way over just "passing". IN YOUR FACE YOU STUPID SQUARE HEADS!!!! I wish that meant I have a job with the driver's license division , but it's not quite that easy. They still have to get me in for an interview and several people got to this stage,so I should somehow make them believe,that I'm better than the ones they're interviewing for the same position. Saying I need luck is a bit underestimating the whole picture,so please wish me a lot of that cute luck,will you guys?

My Friends Rock!!
So I know you all will help me out again with yet ANOTHER pimp out. But you all know I'd do the same for you Yes its another pimp out for another cool guy! This one actually only lives about 10 miles from me LOL He's really cool..please go rate him up for me!! dontneedjacks@ fubar as always *hugz* ahead of time because my friends haven't let me down yet :D ~&hearts~Funky

This Is Sweetdreams
ok guys this is vickie.i am having a problem logging on to my origianal page (this one). had to get a new account to find out what the heck is going on..if i cant get back to my original page. i will have to use this one and i will have lost everything..i am so hurt right now. all i can do is cry

Lmao... A Story With A Moral!
There IS a moral to the story! In the dead of summer, a fly was resting among leaves beside a stream. The hot, dry fly said to no one in particular, 'Gosh... If I go down three inches, I will feel the mist from the water and be refreshed.' There was a fish in the water thinking, 'Gosh... If that fly goes down three inches, I can eat him.' There was a bear on the shore thinking, 'Gosh, if that fly goes down three inches, that fish will jump for the fly and I will grab the fish!' It also happened that a hunter was farther up the bank of the stream preparing to eat a cheese sandwich... 'Gosh...' he thought 'if that fly goes down three inches, And that fish jumps for it, The bear will expose himself And I will shoot the bear and have a proper lunch.' A wee mouse by the hunter's foot was thinking, 'Gosh... If that fly goes down three inches, And that fish jumps for the fly, And that bear grabs for the fish, The dumb hunter will shoot the bear an

Help Guys
Hey guys help me out with buying a bass rig. Finances are not what they should be and Im in dire need of a bass rig. Im a single parent on a fixed income. If anybody can donate just a dollar, it would make a difference in helping me out. Im doin what I can on my end but i need a little help due to my poor finances. go here to donate: http://www.silentstranger.us/helpthestranger.html

Finding Neverland
Finding Neverland I have to lose my mind in order to gain my senses, in order to understand life beyond reality, past all the things I think are real... and honest... and true... and good. It is only then that I can see, and sometimes understand, while others watch and point, accuse me and call me names. I evolve to another sense of being. One step closer to reality. One step closer to truth. When I lose my mind and think without thinking the thoughts I've been trained to think, without seeing the things I've been trained to see... to believe, an entirely different and new world appears... light without the sun, water without rivers or streams or rain... or tears. Beauty beyond flowers and blue skies and pretty dresses and painted faces with locks of hair chemically placed. Bow ties and ribbons and vests with wrist watches and leather shoes. Beauty felt without touching or seeing Reality without real. Only truth. Below is something I throwed in: Knowledge doesn't co

Who Cares????
if nobody cared that you live or died, i would. if nobody cared that you cryed all day, i would. if nobody sed hey loved you enough, i wouold. if nobody wanted you around, i would. if nobody would ever take the time out of there day to make sure your were ok, i would. if nobody made you feel like you were the most special person in the world, i would. if nobody could make you smile, i would. if nobody els would give you there heart, i would. if nobody made you fel like u were the only one, i would. i would because i want you o be happy, i would because i care, i would because thats what you do for me, but mostly i wouold because i just want you to know i loved you.

*explanation On Eatting* Hint Hint Guys !
Here's some sex advice for those of you who cant get the job done. 95f females can't cum from sex UNLESS, they're on top..and they're on top why? so they can stimulate their clit..by doin' their lil snake charm grindin' grab on our pelvic bones..which..really does nothin' for us..so the key is..eat pussy first ! ..make her cum a few times...numb her up..then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end. however u like...... now once ur in between her legs..don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin'time I know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like it is.. lick her inner thighs, kiss them.. kiss around her pussy lips..kiss the lips etc. etc.. finally once u've got your tongue on her clit..this is what u do..(u can use ur hands to spread her lips here if u want.. that's all preference...it's easier to make em cum w/their lips spread..so

Sexual Algebra 101
This is the result of a drunk conversation, so it still needs some refinement. Plus, it has been well over a decade since I've even cracked a math book, so I'm certainly not qualified to teach it. Nevertheless, here's some education. When seeking potential mates or dates, we all have some sort of formula we use to determine if someone is actually date-able or mate-able. This is Sexual Algebra, and here's how it works... When we're single and out looking for someone to pair off with, we size everyone up based upon a pre-determined set of qualfiers. When we find someone who passes our preliminary scan, we go in close to learn more about them so we can decide if they are worth dating or humping or whatever. Men and women both have wildly different formulas. For men, it's along the lines of ratios... Height, Weight, Boobs, Butt... if one of these features meets a predetermined amount, the portion of the equation is +1... if the feature doesn't calculate, the portion is equal to

Fu~farts
My closest friends already know the problems I have been having with someone marking my "not bad stuff" as NSFW. It so happens, that they have started marking in folders that are set to be viewable by friends and family only. So that means I have an enemy within. I have already cleared out my friends list once, and that helped for awhile. Now, I must weed some more friends out to try and rid myself of the culprit. First of all, even if the pictures were bad pictures, (wich they usually are not) I don't want an adult friend on my list that is that easily offended anyway. Now, since I don't know exactly who is doing it, some of you are going to be caught in the crossfire. If you are not the one that did it, and you get deleted or blocked, than my apologies in advance. Even if I end up having no one but my real life family memebers, I will keep removing friends till the bogus nsfw flagger stops. If it comes right down to it, I will remove all of my pictures. It don't matter t

A 'how To' Manual...
Here's some sex advice for those of you who cant get the job done. 95f females can't cum from sex UNLESS, they're on top..and they're on top why? so they can stimulate their clit..by doin' their lil snake charm grindin' grab on our pelvic bones..which..really does nothin' for us..so the key is..eat pussy first ! ..make her cum a few times...numb her up..then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end. however u like...... now once ur in between her legs..don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin'time I know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like it is.. lick her inner thighs, kiss them.. kiss around her pussy lips..kiss the lips etc. etc.. finally once u've got your tongue on her clit..this is what u do..(u can use ur hands to spread her lips here if u want.. that's all preference...it's easier to make em cum w/their lips spread..so u hav

Raven's Desire
She fell across her bed in complete exhaustion. Hair wet, her body glistening, the hot shower still evident on her skin. A tiny bead of water runs down her neck below her ear. She closes her eyes, her body responding to sudden temperature change. Her mind drifts, He's there. Someone she has never touched - who had never touched her. Not that way. Her breast responded with every breath. Deeper and deeper she breathed him in. She could feel him over her. His breath so subtle on her hot skin. Cool - exciting. He didn't dare touch her with his hands. He kissed her softly with his moist lips letting his tongue taste her briefly. She wanted him to take her. Take all of her right then. Her heart pounding, the blood coursing through her veins was hot with desire. He gently held her by her wrists and whispered, 'Relax, keep them closed, I've only begun', she exhaled, Please, her body tingling with excitement and anticipation of his next adventure. He slid his arms under her thig

Mental Mind
I know this is a horrible thought to have but sometimes while I'm doing something. Happened the other day when I was climbing up the loft ladder. The ladder wobbled a bit and it's above a flight of stairs so falling off would not end well. Anyways, this ladder wobbled and all the sudden this thought came up, what would I do if all the sudden I died in some terrible accident, who would tell everyone I met on here. Like I said, horrible thought I know, but then it's true. In one way it would be horrible to burden people with that info, in another way though if they were worried or were wondering where you are then they would know. But yeah, thats inside my head for tonight, someone reminded me of it so thought I'd jot it down.

We're In Big Trouble Here :(
WE ARE IN TROUBLE! The population of this country is 300 million. 160 million are retired. That leaves 140 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school. Which leaves 55 million to do the work. Of this there are 35 million employed by the federal government. Leaving 15 million to do the work. 2.8 million are in the armed forces preoccupied with killing Osama Bin-Laden. Which leaves 12.2 million to do the work. Take from that total the 10.8 million people who work for state and city Governments. And that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals. Leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me. And there you are, Sitting on your ass, At your computer, reading jokes. Nice. Real nice.

My First Contest :d:d
Hey everyone, thanks for reading this. I'm in my first contest and would love some help. This is a single comment contest. Just click the link below and leave me a comment on that pic. that's it. simple. :D:D please help out.

P. Niss Vs V. Gina
The Day the Penis asked for a Raise I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. Sincerely, P. Niss The Response Dear Penis: After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. You don't always observe necessary safety regulat

Touched......
wrods spoken outloud and true I felt touched I saw it in you Something different unuasual, and strange not like another no chance, no way Such is interesting I yurn for more Thoughts and experiences outside these doors ideas of life, of princeple, and will it touched me deep, right to the core So this question arises ahead how to proceed let her in my heart? or turn away the need? Keep it locked away or wait for the day?my heart is grand and I feel so deep the choice is in my hand whats sowed is reeped amaizing and powerful I can feel a shiver unlock the animal and make her quiver its not a demon whithout a care its good intentions a gentle sweet Teddy Bare

Yeah!!! We Are Back In Business
Master Nosferatu Founder Of Unholy Darkness@ fubarmistress of sargon (member of Unholy Darkness)@ fubarS@RGoN(KocK@RoaCH)Security AT Pandora's Box -member of The Unholy Darkness-@ fubarCountess , Member of Unholy Darkness@ bartender 4 Dusk til Dawn@ fubarUnholy Darkness@ fubar dragon princess (dragon society member)UNHOLY BOMBER@ fubarJeRReK SiR-GeTs-ALoT--UNHOLY BOMBER@ fubardestiny6992 (UNHOLY BOMBER)@ fubar YES THAT IS RIGHT WE ARE BACK WITH A FEW CHANGES. WE WILL BOMB YOUR PIC IF YOU ASK BUT THERE ARE THINGS WE ASK OF YOU. REPOST OUR BULLETINS WHILE WE WORK ON YOUR PIC. AND PLEASE RATE, FAN AND ADD US. PLEASE RATE AT LEAST ONE HUNDRED PICS A DAY UNTIL YOU ARE DONE. WE ILL WORK HARD FOR YOU SO DO NOT LET US DOWN AND WE WILL NOT LET YOU DOWN. AS FOR AS FOR FU-BUCKS WE DO ACCEPT OFFERS FOR BOMBING BUT IT IS NOT A REQUIREMENT ANY MORE. ALSO WE ARE LOOKING FOR NEW MEMBERS WHO ARE WILLING TO WORK HARD. TWO REQIREMENTS FOR THAT BEING LOYAL AND HONEST. PLEASE CONTACT ANY

Just Something From The Heart
Whispers so soft and tender, For you i will always surrender, skin so soft that even silk is rough, With eyes so brilliant i can never get enough, I was a proud warrior of steel, Now i melt like butter at your will, Upon my knee i shall wait, Fore someday you will take me as your mate.

Random Things About Me...
1. I hate idiot drivers 2. Im addicted to video games 3. I have huge issues with US sending money to all other countries while we have War Vets homeless 4. I can eat Ranch on just about anything 5. I can take road trips and just drive for hours and not care about getting anywhere 6. I average 5 hours sleep a day 7. I'm a nerd lol 8. I'm a freak 9. I have issues with people acting stupid 10. I love lamp (lol I had too) I'll add more later

More Than A Motorcycle:open The Throttle On Life
I work in a corporate environment, live in the middle of a large city, have responsibility and bills and all that stuff one accumulates and here knowing my time is on two wheels is approaching, I can relax and I get this smirk this bit of cockiness knowing I'm not here to play it safe, blend in, or be average. And it's how we live, not the take the safe route,hold back hide out and don't take any chances but get out and do. I get out there on the bike, the rush the high the adrenaline, the picking my spots to open the throttle and kick it up another gear. Bike waves, no cager gets 'em! They usually get the Sicilian Street Salute after they about run us off the road. Besides if you pull your bike off the road to check something out that's not right, you'll have company and someone to help if ya need it. I know I do, even if I'm in my car. Here it is better than I could say. The main thing, you have a motorcycle, you have not just a conveyance, you have as well a

Chivalry Is Not Lost, Just Forgotten
The “Code of Chivalry” Modernized, based on the "Old Code" By Brian R. Price April, 1997 Further updated by Kevin M. Altieri April, 2008 ------------------------------------------ Introduction Many people have written to me asking for the 'old Code of Chivalry' or the code by which medieval Knights lived. In truth there was no such written code, as if printed on a scroll; chivalry was a set of ideals and duties that changed throughout the Middle Ages to meet new socio economic realities. In our day, they must once again change, maintaining the essential quality of defending 'rightness' that ties the many images of what we call 'Chivalry.' Although there is no 'authentic' code, discussions of Knightly virtues can be found in the writings of Knights and Bards throughout history. What I have done here is to distill many of the essential qualities discussed by all the major sources, such as Chrètien de Troyes, Ramon Lull, Geoffrey de Charny, Honoret Bonet, and others.

Bad Mood=good Writing
You can't always put your thoughts into words, Like describing an action without any verbs, Finally given the chance to say how i feel, Train of thought is lost, as well as appeal, And then when given the chance to shine, And skate upon the successful line, I crumble and fade with the breaking storm, Left unsatisfied, skeptical, torn, It might just be me, breaking my stride, But sometimes i feel im not really alive, Have i died, or did i ever exist, There must be a goal I've somehow missed, Have fun be young, or plan for the future, Which way to turn, its an obvious stuper, Tempermentally caught up in all of the games, Be rich, be sexy, or cling to lost fame, When shown the light and finally the way, You're halfway through earths final day, So much advice, and so little fact, Be good up front, and evil in back, They all tell lies, and hide their black souls, A lite salad for dinner, then crack in their bowls, You try to be happy, as hard as it seems, The rich mus

Bon Bon
she had sex oh what a thrill! she did it in the car trunk with a enormous hunk he took off his pants and he did a little dance she was turned on and she wanted to touch his bon-bon he fed her a strawberry her lips the color cranberry he pulled out his weenie it was quite teeny she laughed but thought he was a sexy beast anyways he whipped out the package it was time for some snackage the condom was green and it smelled like meat that was lean they were ready and they didnt take it steady the car shook in all places you should have seen the faces groans and moans they were getting groovy in the zone the condom broke OH NO! now they have an ugly baby but they'll be at it again next tuesday

For U
Raven Hair and Sexi eyes Ruby Lips and soft soft sighs That beautiful smile will Melt your heart and then you're lost, before you even start You wanna touch her and Hold her close lay right there beside her, that's what U want most. Feel her breath on you're skin, listen to her breathe, hold her very close and never leave.

Amazing!
This girl meets this guy...who cautiously is flirting with her. She thinks that he's nice and very handsome so what the heck right?..Right! She tells him that she's single and he's like cool :D...and so it begins...He flirts, she flirts...and what the heck, who is that on his page? ever so cautiously ever so timid...She asks.....he tells her you have nothing to worry about nothin at all....:D so then they keep talkin, and plan to meet...but something came up...:(....disappointed, but not deterred they try again.....damn all the luck and the stupid weather........:( We'll do it he says, we'll meet, it will happen...yeah I know, but I'm just ready to be in your arms...and feel your warmth just seep into my body...and and yeah..... they keep talking they keep planning til at last the day arrives... You can just feel the nervousness and sense the tension...yet they don't faulter..they are both more than ready to met each other...the time grows nearer and nearer... then... I'm le

I Find This A Hoot
I have had several people on here tell Me that i have serious issues because of some of the pics I have up. Some have even gone as far as to block Me. Which I think is to funny. Yes, I have some interesting hobbies and interests. I have some interesting pics up. But, would it be better if I made stuff up about Me so I looked better in their eyes? Should I have a fake Me instead of showing the real Me? Yes, I have been into Bondage, S&M, D/s for 15 yrs now. It's who I am. I've been into Group Sex, Gang Bangs and other activities like that for quite awhile now. Does this make Me a bad person. I have had My own GangBang group for a couple years now. Am I a bad person for it. I like to look at Myself as kinda like the Make-a-Wish foundation for people wanting to try certain things. See, My problem is they try to see what I am like. They just assume. They think if someone likes these activties they are a bad person. Am I? Are you? I also drag race, Which I have pics up of. I hav

Men Are Asses
I ask you , why are men such liars? I wonder if there is a man on this site that does not lie just to break a girls heart. I have been asked for all kinds of things from guys on here,but the worse thing is that i fell for a guys lies and lines and now i am dealing with humiliation. So ladies just a warning, if you come across a guy on here by the name of cowboy3579070 stay away hell run away. He leads women on and when he can't get anything else from them he moves on,but, keeps you on the line till he is sure he has another, so here is another asshole to add the the asshole folder.

Weekly Update
I thought that having the holidays over and done with Id have some down time... No Such luck ...althou Most Everything ive been dealing with is VERY good .. First and foremost .. Mike is officially registered in for his first 2 classes in College .. He's going for a History Major .. Secondary Education ..He is Elated and Im So Damn proud of him .. Not saying i thought he was going to be a lump on a log for the rest of his life .. But He's got such a wonderful goal .. I couldnt be more happy ...* PROUD MOM ALERT* ..WHOOP WHOOP !!! .. he goes next friday to get his student ID .. Parking pass and Books . then on the 14th he starts his Introduction to Lit . and then on Tuesday he starts World History II ... The campus is Beautiful .. very secure and seeing that he's an instate student we got a slight break on the tuition * Thank goodness*... I also got wonderful news yesterday .. as of Yesterday .. From Dec.6th to Jan 4th .. Im down 29 Pounds .I dont see much of a difference in mys

Marriage
Is married life for real? I mean you can completely give your whole self to someone and they can care less. When do you finally say enough is enough? Is it possible to love someone so much that you don't even realize how aweful life really is for you? If you are just content in a marriage should you stay? What about sex? If he's not giving it up, how do you know where he's really getting it from? I'm at a loss right now in mine....my new moto for 2008...NEVER MAKE A MAN A PRIORITY WHEN HE MAKES YOU AN OPTION. Just needed to vent a little and maybe see what others have to say about it. Thanks for your time!

::know Me More/faqs::
Everytime I log onto here, my shoutbox is always full of the general questions so I've decided to post them here and answer =] Q. Were you born here or in Croatia? A. I was born here in the states in Los Angeles...my mom's side immigrated here from Croatia and my dad is from Croatia so its all Croatian in the family!! Q. Do you speak Croatian? A. Not fluently but enough to get me by if needed =] I also speak a little bit of French. Q. Where are you now? A. California Q. How old are you? A. 20-years-old, my birthday is August 7 Q. Are you single? A. Yes Q. Whats you're bra size? A. None of your damn business Q. What kind of underwear do you wear? A. The kind you wear under your pants Q. Any tattoos and piercings? A. 4 piercings, no tattoos Hmmmm thats all I can think of but keep the questions coming =]

Collared...
i entered the room quietly. He was sat there at His chair and as i looked at Him i caught His eye. i quickly lowered my gaze and sat on the floor in my normal subservient position. He gently pulled me up of the floor and made me stand. He tilted my head back looking deep into my eyes, His eyes forcing mine to remain fixed on His. I did not fear Him and He knew that. It was the attracting force that had drew me to Him. A woman of formidable power choosing to acquiesce to His every whim, no matter the cost, or pain involved. He smiled, knowing this. Today was my first real training as His own. He had made me undergo a rigorous series of trials throughout the day all to which i had surrendered to easily. The more ego i lost the stronger He became… and… yes… He knew i was stronger for it too. With each demand, each pain driven task asked of, with eyes lowered i abided to His every desire, subjecting myself to His hand, His whip; His intrusions. i spoke no words of refusal, my body acce

Chocolate Ritual
THE CHOCOLATE RITUAL Copyright 1993, John Shepard, Performed at Dragonfest, August 1993 Materials required: On the altar there are brown candles; a Tootsie Roll (the great big one -as the athame;) a large glass with milk in it, (the chalice;) A small dish of Nestle's Quik and a spoon; a small dish of chocolate sprinkles; a plate of cupcakes and some Yoo-Hoo along with a goblet; CLEANSE THE SACRED SPACE: (Take the small bowl of chocolate sprinkles) Chocolate sprinkles where thou art cast No calories in thy presence last. Let no fat adhere to me, And as I will So Mote It BE! Nestle's Quik where thou art cast Turn this milk to chocolate, fast. Let all good things come to me, And make my milk all chocolatey! CAST THE CIRCLE (using a tootsie roll): CALL THE QUARTERS: Mousse of the East, Fluffy one! Great prince of the palace of dessert. Be present, we pray thee, And guard this circle from all moochers Approaching from the East. Fondue of the South, Mo

Kidney Stones Suck..
Well, I had a fun start to the new year. On New Years eve, I went to the ER, thinking I had a kidney infection, which is something, sadly, that I am used to. Well, I get to the ER and was hurting so bad that I could barely walk from my car to the ER doors, and I have never hurt that bad before. Skipping the boring bits, they did a CT scan of my kidneys, just incase there was something else going on, besides the kidney infection (which I did have). Well, they decide to keep me over night so I could get fluids and a couple rounds of strong antibiotic, when I get to my room, the ER doctor informs me that he found a 2 inch stone in my left ureter right where it meets the bladder..... Great..... This is a good time to point out, I have never had a stone before, so, my first one, I went big I guess. After being removed, it was found that he could not find my ureter (the stone passed overnight I'm guessing because it was completely in my bladder at this point)and so, I am now sitting he

What Now
I wonder some day to why I do what I do. I've been puttin my self through pain an sorrow an it feels like its for nothin. I cant seem to catch a break. Its gettin harder for me to breath an even harder for me to wanna live. I am lost in all that is my life. I fight the urge to cry. I have two options to either keep the man who says he loves me or my best friend whom i have loved for years. Its all so confusing my mental abusing. I am lost in this world that I call my life. What do I do it all for????

Misreprensentation
All of you people that use others photos to misrepresent yourselves SUCK ASS!!! If you can't be real then why be here? If you're too FUGLY and insecure about who you are GET TO STEPPIN'!! These stars may appreciate your fandom, BUT I guarantee they do not appreciate you using their photos. For you idiots that say "they're on the internet they're fair game" EH EH there are now laws against you losers using their photos

Be My Valentine
Would you be my Valentine? If you would like to buy me hearts, please read below, I am going to post all the hearts that are bought for me in this blog at the bottom. Please know that I appreciate every heart that you buy!!!

Geese
Loving father of Nigel, born 3-24-96 and died 6-10-96 Have you ever wondered why migrating geese fly in V formation ? As with most animal behaviour, there is a good reason which we can learn a valuable principle of mutual aid. As each bird flaps its wings, it creates an "uplift" for the bird following. By flying in their V group formation, the whole flock adds 71% more flying range than if each bird flew alone. Whenever a goose falls out of the group formation, it suddenly feels the drag and resistance of trying to fly alone, and quickly gets back into formation to take advantage of the "lifting power" of the bird immediately in front. When the lead goose gets tired, it rotates back into formation and another goose flies at the point position. The geese in formation honk from behind to encourage those up front to keep their speed. When a goose gets sick, wounded or shot down, two geese drop out of formation and follow him down to help and protect him. They stay with him

Shattered Heart
ONCE A HEART SHATTERS DOES IT EVER HEAL? WHEN YOU FEEL YOUR HEART BREAK INTO PIECES AND THE TEARS DON'T STOP DOES THAT MEAN YOU HAVE BEEN CRUSHED FOREVER? DOES THE HEART REALLY HEAL AFTER IT HAS BEEN BROKEN INTO SO MANY PIECES... WHEN WILL WILL STOP BREAKING AND HURTING I NEVER KNEW WHAT A BROKEN HEART FELT LIKE TILL NOW IT FEELS LIKE IF I WERE TO TRY AND HOLD IT.. IT WOULD CRUMBLE APART THAT IS HOW FRAGILE IT IS RIGHT NOW I FEEL AS IF IT WILL NEVER BE BACK TO THE WAY IT WAS BEFORE NOT ONLY DID MY HEART SHATTER BUT MY SOUL HAS FADED WAY FEEL LIKE IT DISAPPEARED ALONG WITH MY HEART I FEEL SO EMPTY INSIDE I WISH I DIDN'T FEEL THIS PAIN AND SUFFERING BUT I ENDED UP GETTING IT HOW CAN I EVER GET MY HEART AND SOUL TO HEAL ONCE IT HAS BEEN DESTROYED AND RUINED?? WRITTEN BY:DJ ANGEL VIRGINIA

Our Love Is True
I look deep into her eyes in silence My finger traces the smooth outline of her face A touch of her body as she lay A warmth kindles deep inside each I take the love she offers to me freely A powerful orgasm we suddenly reach Our nectar has blend to become one now A mixture of two that are in love we know Another kiss we enter into while we embrace As our love for each we openly show We take all the memories that we build Carrying them in our hearts and mind Knowing the love that strengthens each day Together our hearts does bind (C) Tall Mountain Dreamer, January 6, 2008

Dumb Dumb Dumb Dumb
Ok, so I consider myself smarter than most, but I am beginning to believe otherwise. This morning is a direct reflection of how dumb a single man can be. I will blame this one on my mom for not teaching me this when I was younger. Thanks MOM. So all was well beginning this morning. My son and I both woke up on the right side of the bed. Good moods to begin the day. At 9:30, my son requested some of my world famous ( pour the water into the batter) pancakes. A simple breakfast to make. Unfortunately breakfast has nothing to do with this story. Trying to multi-task, I decided to do some dishes while making breakfast. Yes, I can do two things at once, barely. So my dishwasher is becoming quite old and it is on its last cycle any day now. Therefore I decided to give it alil help. NOTE TO ALL SINGLE MEN, DO NOT, I REPEAT DO NOT SPRAY DAWN HAND DETERGENT INTO THE DISHWASHER. Yeah I did, and I gave it a healthy spray too. Breakfast is going good, dishwasher is rocking and rolling. I

Back In Day....(over 30)
If you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... uphill BOTH ways.. blah,blah,blah And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way I was going to lay a bunch of stuff like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of 30(34 to be exact), I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! 1. When I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the darn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!! 2. There was no email! ! We had to actually write somebody a l

Just When I Thought....
Just when I thought life couldn't suck any harder right now, boy was I fucking wrong! So I get a call at 8 something this morning from my sister. I'm usually excited when she calls because we grew up apart and I moved up here to be closer to her and so I could be a part of my niece's life. My beautiful niece was born 9/11/07 and I absolutly adore her! I've already started spoiling her. Anyway this morning's phone call has crushed me. She called and told me my niece Kylie was in the hospital, that they'd been there all night and she was being transfered to the Children's hospital in Minneapolis. They suspect that she's having seizures and right now have her hooked up to machines waiting to see if she has another one so they can confrim if she's having seizures or not. She's not even 4 months old yet and now this...I swear I know life isn't fair but does it rally have to suck this bad?! So if you pray please pray for my darling little niece, thanks.

P I M P I N G
I JUST WANTED TO SHOUT OUT TO SOME OF MY REALLY COOL FRIENDS ON HERE!!! IF YOU HAVENT MET ANY OF THESE COOL PEOPLE YET...DAMN U GOTTA MEET THEM! COME SHOW THEM ALL LOTS OF LOVE! KISSES ~MZ DREAMS~ Mikey The ▪▫Pіŧßułł МãҒiã ▫▪ Hitman@ fubar STONER_ME@ fubar Tsisquo'ga ♥Native American Queen♥ Club F.A.R.# 1 Family on Fubar@ fubar #●Mölly●Cö-Öwnër●Öf Clṻb F.A.R●#@ fubar *Liberated Spice****Club F.A.R.****Owner of LOL****I.B.I.C.@ fubar IMMA STAR@ fubar LONEWOLF1498@ fubar THE BOSS@ fubar

A Day At Sea
After the Park you told me how excited playing in public made you.We decided to try it one more time, you decided you wanted a boat ride. So we decided to take a day cruise. You were dressed in a sexy yellow sundress no panties and a half bra,I was in lose fitting Short's and tshirt. As we boarded the boat you grabbed my hands telling me to kiss you we kissed passionately as the other passengers walked around us.I could tell just the thought of being in public excited you we walk to the upper deck figuring less people would be up there this early. Up on deck we found a corner you began kissing me hard as your hands made there way to my shaft already hard from your excitement kissing me you slide your hand into my shorts stroking me telling me how much you wanted to play today. Sliding to your knee's you slide my shorts up exposing my hard shaft leaning in you tease me with your tongue. Flicking the tip of it across the head tasting the pre cum already pooling around it. You t

In Time Of
My soul drifts aimlessly in times of hopelessness. It searches tirelessly for meaning and truth ... Yet finds no direction. My heart bleeds quietly in times of loneliness. It yearns to find warmth and happiness ... Yet it somehow eludes me. My eyes seek out visions in times of want. They gaze endlessly through the blackness that envelops them ... Yet they cannot see the light. My ears listen earnestly in times of silence. They search for familiar sounds to comfort and console ... Yet they cannot penetrate the darkness that surrounds me. My arms reach out frantically in times of despair. They seek strength and compassion to enfold me ... Yet they find nothing substantial to enwrap. My mind cries out desperately in times of solitude. It poses intense questions that demand answers ... Yet there are none to be found.

Come Over And Help Me Out
HEY GUYS IM IN A GIVE AWAY FOR A YEARS VIP. I NEED 60,000 COMMENTS ON THIS PHOTO IN 10 WEEKS. THE CAPTION SAYS FOR PONYBOY BUT IS ACTUALLY FOR ME HE IS THE ONE THAT ENTERED ME.. THANK YOU SO MUCH..HUGGSS TNK CLICK ME

Just Wondering
here some things that i wonder...r chinese restaurants in china just called restaurant? if doggies do it from the back, is that just called "style?" if shirt tags that say "made in mexico" are sold in mexico, do they rename the tags "made just around the corner?" and finally, if tying the males tubes is called a vasectomy and the removal of the frontal lobe of the brain is called a lobotomy....then shouldn't the surgery of turning a woman into a man be called ADDADICKTOME! lmao

Deleting
so here it is prob my only real blog HA ive been thinking for a while now and im more or less gona delete my account not totaly but im gona wipe it clean and maybe leave a few pics or something . the ppl who bother to read this will prob think why .so im gona tell ya ....fubar is goin to crap basicly at the start it was all fun and i talked to loads of ppl on here but now the most i get out of new friend is a hey and dont for get to stop by my page and rate me a ten ... and then never a word again .is that the real point of this site ???i bearly talk to anyone on here anymore even the ppl i made really good friends with near the start...im spending less and less time on here so i might as well just leave ha ...im gona keep the page doh just in case in the future i decide to come bac but for now it defentitly BU BYE XxXxXxX

Prose???
Speak I from experience - so listen well Man can do nothing but lose at love He was forever meant to be alone- a hand without a glove- TRUE love....'Twas not meant for thee in this you shant deny You've knowledge of how it runs from you Your wishes it pleases to defy It takes you in it's bogus grasp and when you thing that you may win It makes a mockery of your life casts you out in the cold again. It seduces and tricks you - makes you unwary - Transforms weathered leather into lace It leads you on - and just when you fall... "Sweet" love blows up in your face Love surely is a Devil - simple but true Your heart it craves to control He battles within you....constantly working.... 'Til he finally overpowers your soul. From that day forth - once the Devil is in power There is no hope of escape Your heart the Devil will devour Your mind and body 'twill rape. It'll leave you weary - beaten down And just when you think that it's through... He'll sharpen his battl

Love
bottom of the barrel just how i feel tomorrow sucks and today i deal what will make this pain go away coffee in the morning morphine in the day i cant excape the thoughts of you i cant excape the thoughts of you make it go away make it go away you have no clue what kinda blade i use you have no clue what kinda blame i choose i blame all of this on you i loose so then i fall then i fall time can not withstand my test today i hate you today i love you searching for somthing i never had are you the one that i seem to quest i give up i give up i cant excape the thoughts of you i cant withdraw my heart for you you make me so sick i want to move death will be the choice i choose

Wait For You
wait for you ~Tony Martinez My heart is ripped out of me You think I'm ok But I am truly nothing without you You walked away from me Evven though I was screaming for you You didn't hear me So you walked away I'm left with nothing But shattered pieces That will never add up Without you I should be mad I should curse you I should rip you to pieces But i just can't All I can do Wait for you

Poem:your Sweet Lips
This kiss is sweet, as I wish to taste your lips.. Wanting to feel the tenderness of your touch and the warmth of your breath.. This kiss can I hold you, near without having any fear.. As I look into your lovely eyes that lead to your soul that knows no goodbye's.. This kiss is from the real me, and would only wish.. For a real kiss thats as lovely as you are and comes from your sweet lips... Signed: Raymond Starns Dated: Jan. 6th. 2008

Slight Name Change......and Life Update
If you hadnt noticed by now... i changed my screen name... its still lover1371--the doormat... but i added a lil bit on the end.... SO YEAH... at the end of Februrary... unless a miracle happens... i will be needing a place to live... and me not having a job right now ... makes it worse.... my life is beginngin to suck even more than it used to... an theres NOTHING i can seem to do to make it not suck.... talk more soon... with someone.. if you think you could help me... lemme know... PM me.... or if you payed attention an have my off Fubar contact info... you can contact me that way.... im off for now...

Being A Pagan In Today's Society
Want to know what a persecuted pagan goes through? Find some enlightenment...if you dare! As a pagan, I find that there is an overwhelming sense of horror when issues of religion come about. It seem that there is a complete misunderstanding of what it means to be pagan in the 21st century. "Pagan", when originated, meant "hill dweller." Now that's not the case. For any of you who may be wondering, "What makes a person a pagan?", I have a simple answer. Paganism, by today's definition, means "a person not following the Judaic, Islamic, or Christian faiths". So, technically, by default, if you're an athiest, you're therefore pagan by default. Contrary to popular belief, Satanist, no matter what banner they fall under, are NOT pagans. Satanists believe in, and follow, Satan, who is, by all definition, a Christian character. Some Spiritual Satanists may argue this point, but anyone can see that Satan is the antithesis of God, and pagans do not believe in God, so...Satanists aren'

Just A Quick Update
Myspace graphics To everyone in my friends,family,fans lists....I am going through a rough time right now and I just wnated everyone to know that I might not be gettin on much in the next week or so. My son is Bi Polar and has been addmitted into the hospital for it. Ii hasnt been an easy road for me by any means. I am not lookin for sympathy I just want everyone to know why I might not be showin the love you all so richly deserve. I love all my friends and family on here and try to help out when they need me,so dont freak out if Im not helping you or showin you love in return. I will get to it when things get back to "normal" here at home. Yeah I said "normal"... My family is by far the farthest thing form "normal" but we try to at least go with the flow here.LOL.. As for my sisters on here... You guys are great! Thank you and hope to be back later but I will get on when I can! Myspace backgrounds Myspace graphics Just to let everyone know my son is now home again. We dont

Explanation
What is thyroid cancer? The thyroid gland is located in the lower front of the neck, below the voicebox (larynx) located in the upper part of the neck, and above the collarbones. Thyroid cancer (carcinoma) usually appears as a painless lump in this area. In most cases, the lump affects only one side, and the results of thyroid function tests (blood tests) are usually normal. There are four main types of thyroid cancer (papillary, follicular, medullary and anaplastic). Since the vast majority are either papillary or follicular, and these are the only two types treatable with radioiodine, this brochure will focus on these two types.

I'll Be Back Asap
I'm at the tail end of this move finally. The place I'm temporarily moving into is going to be cramped to say the least but oh well. The phone gets switched over today and it's possible I can't get my DSL there. *crosses fingers and toes* I'm keeping positive thoughts on that but either way I won't have internet until possibly ~hopefully~ by the end of the week (Hawaii is so slow). So see ya when I get back. Oh and Vixy, thanks again for the Tickers, the pressure's on! (lol) *XOXO* Greg, I look forward to seeing the comments I'll be missing each day. ;) Fu sissys...hmmm, bye, be good :) Maso, if you get yappy, go for it. ;) It's going to be a crack up if I'm back tomorrow lmaooo...(wishful thinking) Hey Johnny, you're gonna save a few Fu $ now...woot! And today makes 5 months on FU! :D ADDENDUM: I guess the ghosts of this property don't want me to leave. I won't even get into what happened with the phone situation, it's bizarre. Anyway, it l

My Vacation
First of all....I hope everyone had a great Christmas....and Happy new year to all... Well, some of you know I went on a vacation and let me tell ya, it was the best vacation ever. First we drove down to Orlando it was so much fun we took the girls to Disney world on Christmas eve, then on Christmas day we saw Cirque Du Soleil, the girls loved it it was soo awesome. The on the 26th we flew out to Puerto Rico, we spent a lot of time with family, we went to old San Juan, took some pics at el Morro The food was exellent, (yes I love food) lol We also went to the beach, I saw the most beautiful sunset ever, My gilrs love the beach (not me) lol me and swimm suits do ot get along lol. New years eve was soo much fun, we wenmt to and uncle's house they had fire works loud music i danced a lot, now back to reality lol kids are back in schoo and i'm stuck with lots of laundry! tata for now! By the way Jim made me type all this lol so just so you know i didnt want to write a b

"best Wishes"
Heavon will you wait on me..Cause I'm not ready yet..Everybody's wondering...What will happen next..Everybody's searching...I hope that they do find..Everything thier hearts desire..& Lasts for all time.. So heavon will you wait on me..Cause I'm not ready yet..I'm to young to remember..& To old to forget..Everybody's looking..For thier own way of life..To step out of the Darkness..& Bathe in the Light...

Update Monday Afternoon
Bad news from the doc. He's not sure what is causing it, but he did mention the three options I listed in an earlier blog. I have to make appointments for a battery of tests and a surgery. I'm so frustrated and disgusted with this that I feel like saying, "yank it all out". I don't need it anyway. LOL I have no health insurance because I can't afford it. This is going to be interesting trying to pay off this bill! I'm off to the chiropractor to have my back adjusted. I've been needing it done for a while. Joe calls me his waddling penquin because I walk that way from the pain. If it's not one thing, it's another! There's not much more to tell until I have the tests done. I do appreciate your thoughts and prayers. Special thanks to Joey, Rhonda, Debbie, and Cathy for their love and support! I love you guys! xoxoxo Laurie

A Little Something...new!
Hungry for some NEW Small Town Sleeper? Next best thing...a Troy Brown "leak peak"....LOL The song is called "Desperate Need". You heard it first... Add a myspace jukebox to your profile.

Sliding
I'm falling farther and farther into this darkness. I try to hold on, catch on to something...but it all slips out of my grasp. Whenever I try yo hold on it becomes out of reach and I can't get a grip on anything solid, not emotionally, spiritually, mentally. Am I loosing my mind, I wish I knew. It feels like I'm sliding down a fragile shoot and thats its going to fracture in to pieces at any moment. Everyone keeps saying that I'm not alone...but I am...we all are...thats why we keep searching and looking for that one person whose touch makes you feel safe as well as dangerous at the same time.... I guess thats a big part of my problem...you can touch my soul with your songs, my mind with your words, my heart with your thoughtfulness, but I'm never touched physically anymore, haven't been since the sometime near the end of September I think, I cant remember anymore. But hey I'll get by, always do These are the ramblings of a crazy person who hasnt slep yet...lol

Random Thoughts Of A Tainted Heart
I’m a dick! No, this is not the famous introduction of a favorite grunting comedian that comes to my mind. I’m just simply a dick. I’ve misled, used, hurt feelings, slept around while single, and showed no feeling, or compassion for many a woman. I cover my actions in the name of honesty. I’ve never cheated and so I’m in the right. Right? But what made me this way? Why do I not trust? Why can’t I find love? To answer this simply is to say “I DON’T KNOW!” I’m no expert on love. I don’t know its entirety. However, I can tell you of what I want, past experiences, and who I am so you may better be the judge of it. Here is a little history on me. I got married at the age of 18. I was faithful, loving, providing to the best of my ability. I am serving in the USAF and at the time was only an Airman First Class. My son was born of that marriage and his name is Riley. At the writing of this he is 3 years old. The marriage was rocky from the start. She was very childish an

One More Time
Well, got some more happy news this afternoon. This time from the chiro. The pain I've been having in my lower back the past 2 weeks is being caused by a slipped disk. Oh happy day! I have to be adjusted every day until this gets better. He did a "kidney punch" test to make sure it's not my kidneys. I am not asking another question of another doctor for at least the next few days! Ugh! I can't lay down and I can hardly sit up. Andrew had to lift me off the couch. Thank God for his EMS training! Does anyone have any good drugs? LOL just kidding. I'll be online for a little bit if you want to stop and say hello. But please don't make me laugh! It hurts! LOL ooops ouch!

Either Like It Or Dont
Fuck Poetry fuck the words, swelling dead fish on the beach fuck the rhythm, waves bashing a bloated carcass fuck the rhyme, punctured eyeball sticky glue mucus on the sand sparking seashells draw blood with lingering alliteration lying leisurely on a towel this poem has crabs don’t read too fast or you’ll get a cramp and drown in an ocean of drivel, swill, backwash, and, fuck, there aren’t even enough words for mephitic foamy drool Fuck Poetry fuck the word fuck and how often it’s used in this poem fuck this poem with a rusty spoon spreading orange colored dust inside of it let the dust rot gangrene and fester till it explodes sending pieces of this poem to plaster the walls and ceiling of this room Fuck Poetry fuck lying on the bathroom floor aching for more fuck the addiction and hypocritical confliction just fuck this iambic pentameter and free style chaotic architecture fuck slant rhyme and embedded entwined enjammed lines fucking with your mind Fu

Dark Desires Part 1
Michele sat as her desk lost in thought when the intercom buzzed, “Michele, you have a call on line one and Mr. Roberts called and said that he was stuck in traffic and would be late for his appointment.” “Tammy, who is on line one? Please buzz me the moment Mr. Roberts arrives we have to finalize his web site before we can get it online for him today.” “It’s your friend Becca on line one, and I shall buzz you the moment he arrives.” “Please put Becky’s call through and thank you Tammy.” The receptionist put the call through to Michele’s office. “Becca, what’s up?” “Just checking to see if we were still on for dinner tonight and see where you wanted to go tonight?” “Of course we are still on for dinner, I don’t have any idea what I am in the mood for why don’t you pick a place and then call me later and let me know where and what time. I am hoping that I have time to go home and change before dinner tonight.” “Why, don’t we say 8 o’clock and I will call and mak

What A Great Analogy Of God For Those Who Don't Know,
BY ROBIN WILLIAMS NO LESS. This is one of the best explanations Of why God allows pain and suffering That I have seen. It's an explanation Other people will understand. A man went to a barbershop to have His hair cut and his beard trimmed. As the barber began to work, They began to have a good conversation. They talked about so Many things And various subjects. When they eventually touched on The subject of God, the barber said: "I don't believe that God exists." "Why do you say that?" Asked the customer. "Well, you just have to go out in The street to realize that God Doesn't exist. Tell me, if God exists, Would there be so many sick people? Would there be abandoned children? If God existed, there would be neither Suffering nor pain. I can't imagine loving a God who Would allow all of these things." The customer thought for a moment, But didn't respond because he didn't Want to start an argument. The barber finished his job and the customer Left

Installments Of Drama
the installment of drama placed upon 1's life isn't priceless, it is painful. Most people can't pay attention 2 long 2 what matters, cuz they 2 busy in someone elses business. If they so concern about business, tell'em put the crutches under their own and drag them around. i wouldn't consider my business tasty. act blind when mine come across ur eyes or ears. the worst thing about life 2 many people 4 get others exsist around them, so how they going 2 b all 4 themself. if others help u then what happen 2 fair play, o i 4 got johnny fair play has no fair in his bones. then they the 1st 2 cry foul, cuz some1 is not afraid 2 call'em a bitch. if they didn't act like one life wouldn't b a bitch. doesn't it seem worst when u notice these facts in ur children, no ur partna children. if u like me, my children would lose their privledge on earth, if i thought they could entertain that sort of ignorance. but ur partna always 4get they the parent. instead they just allow theirs 2 do whateve

Best 150 Bucks I Ever Spent
Do you like road trips? Do you get lost sometimes? You need the Tom Tom. For $150 bucks you get a color 3d gps that will talk to you and tell you where you are and where you need to go. Easy 1 touch operation that you can't screw up. This is not one of these GPS devices that tell you to make a left in 3 feet and you end up in a f00king river. This is the real deal and comes loaded with 5 million way points and preloaded maps. Nothing else to buy except a carrying case that you can get for 5 bucks. Now I never have to ask for directions, oh wait I am a man I dont ask..LOL Serioulsy if you do a ton of driving or you just want to know what is around you then buy the Tom Tom. It is much better then the Garmin because the Tom Tom talks to you and it is portable enough to fit in your pocket. It shows you a 3D map of yourself driving and every Point of interest you want, such as ATMs or shopping, even gas stations. Also another feature you can use is phone number listings. Tom Tom not o

Beer ~vs~ Putang
Beer vs. Pussy . . . 1. Beer is always wet. Pussy needs a little work. 2. Warm beer tastes awful. 3. A really cold beer is satisfying. 4. If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. 5. Ten beers in one night and you cannot drive home. Ten Pussies in one night and you do not want to drive anywhere. 6. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any Pussy in public, you become a legend. 7. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smell of Pussy he may buy you a beer. 8. You normally do not find old beer. 9. Too much beer and you will think you see flying saucers. Too much Pussy and you will think you have seen God. 10. In most countries there is a tax on beer. 11. If you have another beer the first one never gets pissed off 12. You can always be sure if you are the first one to open a bottle or can. 1

Time To Open My Eyes
So This year hasnt started out the way i hoped it would, just as all the others have, something ends up going wrong in some way or another, but this year was a real eye opener. Of course being that my birthday is on Jan. 1st i usually bring in the year with a bang. and this year wasnt gonna be any different. Granted i didnt drink and do as much as i have in the past but i was gonna make sure it was one to remember. Well needless to say i did enough to land myself in ICU for 3 days. i just came home the other day and i still feel like shit. i cant eat i cant sleep i cant really move that much right now but im still alive, and dependin on who u ask, some say its a good thing. Ive gotten sick before but this one has really gotten to me, seeing my lil girl cryin cause i was in so much pain and hurtin really made me think that its not really worth it anymore, It time to open my eyes and not wait around anymore. ive got all i need right in front of me and i need to start living for that

The New Levels For Fubar 2008.
THE NEW LEVELS FOR FUBAR 2008. LVL-1, I'M NEW HERE. LVL-2, WHAT DO I DO? LVL-3,HEY NEW FRIENDS!. LVL-4, THIS PLACE IS COOL. LVL-5, PARTY TIME. LVL-6, RATE LIKE HELL. LVL-7, ADD LIKE HELL. LVL-8, RATE,ADD AND FAN LIKE HELL. LVL-9, GETTING THERE. LVL-10, FUBAR'S FRIEND (SO HAPPY). LVL-11, OVER THE HUMP. LVL-12, ADD STASHES/BLOGS FOR POINTS. LVL-13, PIMP MYSELF! LVL-14, SHOW MY BITS!. LVL-15, SHOW MINE AND OTHERS BITS!. LVL-16, BECOME A DJ. LVL-17, OWN MY OWN LOUNGE. LVL-18, PIMP THE HELL OUT OF OTHERS. LVL-19, BLAST AWAY LVL-20, YEAH BITCHES!!!! KNEEL BEFORE ME! LVL-21, DID I FEED THE KID? LVL-22, I REALLY NEED TO DO SOME WORK!. LVL-23, BUT I'M SO GOOD!. LVL-24, SCREW THE WORK LVL-25, THE KID CAN FEED IT'S SELF. LVL-26, SINGLE AGAIN. LVL-28, MY LEGS HURT. LVL-29,ASK FOR MORE VIP MEMBERSHIPS. LVL-30, OH FUCK WHERES MY FAMILY?.

I Am Just A Lonesome Cowboy
I am just a lonesome cowboy And I'm travelling all alone I ain't even got a nickel To call my baby on the phone Just beyond the mountain lies a city And I hear it calling me Saddle up and ride you lonesome cowboy Here is where you'll find your destiny In my dreams the lights shine bright and pretty Near to me and yet so far Will I always be a lonesome cowboy Am I only reaching for a star Ride. Ride, ride, ride along cowboy Sing, sing, sing, sing a song cowboy Will I ever leave this lonesome valley Really see the lights that shine Gotta find what lies beyond the mountain Gotta rope and tie that dream of mine I am just a lonesome cowboy And I'm travelling all alone If you don't call me baby Then I'm never coming home

Date For Sex
I just don't understand what the problem is, when you decide that you are going to met someone just to basically hook-up, that you just can't know them just a little bit first!! I am by no means a prude, but my god, I would love to be able to at least have a connection of some sort with the person that I might hook-up with. I don't by no means what to marry the dude, just have some sort of something, I don't know, something. I just didn't think that was to much to ask, maybe I'm wrong. Let me know!!

Quite Angry...very Disappointed
I have been thinking about this for several days now, and I finally just had to blog it. And if I lose a couple of friends, or at least people I had called close and dear friends for a year, then I guess I'll just have to deal with that later. A few days ago, my points and fubucks were rest, no explanation, no answers to messages. After a lot of inquiring of other members, it seems there was a new policy instituted, but not posted until yesterday, regarding one account per IP. Well this causes me a huge problem since I have an anonymous network behind a cable modem which is firewalled...a normal procedure if you want a secure network, free from spamming and back door entries. My 24 year old son has (well had, I told him to abandon it) on his pc. Since the only IP seen is the cable modem, NOT my pc or my other pc's, I unknowingly violated this new, unplublished policy. Personally I could give three shits about the points, so long as I have my 'true' friends, the ones that know me and k

The New Rules!
I'm So Stressed! I'm not giving a fuck. In a world where we all get stressed out the second we leave the house, you being overwhelmed means little to the rest of us, ESPECIALLY ME. If your my friend, and you can't find more then a single sentence worth of subjects to discuss that don't revolve around your inability to handle your life, DO NOT EXPECT TO BE MY FRIEND FOR LONG. We all go through hard shit, and if I'm your friend, I'm gonna be there. But if all you go through is hard shit, if everything that has ever happened to you is just as stressful as the last thing, then it is not the instances that need fixing, it's you. You are fuckin broken, and I am not glue. Buying your dog an expensive sweater, just means that he's gonna get blood all over it when he tears out your fuckin throat. You. Yes, you. The one that dresses the dog in fucking sweaters and hats. Go fuck yourself. Seriously. The dog is covered in fur, and your putting clothes on it. I understand that the barr

A.a.a.d.d
Thank goodness there's a name for this disorder. Somehow I feel better, even though I have it!! Recently, I was diagnosed with A.A.A.D.D. - Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder. This is how it manifests: I decide to water my garden. As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide it needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mail box earlier. I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full. So I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. I take my check book off the table, and see that there is only one check left. My extra checks are in my desk in the study, so I go inside the house to

Tales Of My Adolescence - Part 1
When I was 8, in my school it was cool to collect pencils. They had this vending machine out in front of the cafeteria that sold them two at a time. That's where my lunch money went.. These weren't ordinary pencils, they had things printed on them. Sometimes it would be sports teams and sometimes it would be Atari games and sometimes it would be 'funny' trucker sayings. I got addicted to this and at one point, I was skipping recess and telling the teacher I wanted to clean the blackboard - but instead of doing that I would steal everyone's pencils from their desks. One day, I came back from recess and someone had stolen all of my favorite GoBots. I started to panic when I noticed they were missing, and then I cried and made a huge scene about it. It was so traumatic that it taught me a valuable lesson about stealing - that it fucking sucks when it happens to you. To this day though, I still have all of those pencils. Dont' ask me why. When I was 9, my mom took me to see

The Real Fu News
Been noticing your fu points been dissapearing? Well our wonderful Scrapper is here to put your fears to rest.. So just remember fellow Fubarians. If something like this arises. We do have The wonderful Fubar Support lounge with all the bouncers. That can help calm your fears but plz remember . they are only human and cant give you information they don't have yet so be patient, and remember the more respectful you are the more help you get., once that rude ugly head appears, you wont get any help, at all. ,They don't have to do this, they dont get paid to do this, but they enjoy to do this and they do this for you ! Don't forget to buy your very own Fubar shirt!

Who I Fu Own For A Month Starting Yesterday
January 7th I became fu owner of two great fubarians. If anyone wants someone to own, own Ohio BBW (now known as BBW Goddess) cuz she's awesome to own! ¤ ßßW GØÐÐ€§§ ¤ ~ ƒÛ_WÎƒËÝ 2 hØñ£Ý§hÎñ£ ~ §Ã®GÉ'§ ßÀÐ GÎ®£§ ~@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~ Eazy E@ fubar

Going Down???
Just another day just like the rest Only somehow Today is different Changed Something inside of me has shut down No more Ms. Nice Guy...er....Girl I have to now engage bitch mode I have been way too kind Way too gullible Way too generous I can't give anymore Not that I'm going to start taking Just going with my gut Not my heart My heart can't take another blow There have been too many in too short a time All I can do now is sit back and watch it happen Scary prospect Not to get involved It is my heart, after all Will this pass? Maybe For now Fuck you

Have A Great Day
have a nice day have you ever heard the expression"kill them with kindness"? how the fuck does that work? if it does it would have to be extremely slow. if you want something slow go with some poison:cyanide,belladonna,or nightshade. otherwise use a brick or even a nice hatchet now, am i the only one who see's some people as the atypical stripper type? they are all look at through a safety glass, but doesn't touch, even as they dragg random people upon the stage with them, whomever that happens to be for the moment.nope, not attention whores at all.granted they might not even know what they are doing, but since when has stupidity been an excuse?Granted im not the best people person;im arrogant,cynical, and generally emotionally detached.hell, love me, hate me neither really matter to me. it doesnt affect who i am or even in the slightest how i live my life.most likely if i do not know you, im most likely im completely indifferent to you. so in closing,if you think that your opinion

Friend's Contest
Hello everyone, my good friend MommaTasha is hosting her first contest and needs contestants. If you are interested or know someone who may be interested please contact her. Her link is below Thanks! Here will be the prizes 1st place: Gets a week blast w/ gift 2nd place: Gets 75,000fubucks w/ gift 3rd place: Gets 25,000fubucks w/ gift 4th place: a Big Pimpin Gift of My choice ~*~MommaTasha~*~@ fubar

You Are My Beautiful Angel
You are my beautiful angel,Sent to me from heaven above. A precious gift from God,For me to have and to love. I will cherish you always this you will see.For the greatest gift of all,Is your love you have for me. I Love You... ~Michael~ Click the above image to rate / rip / comment!

Passion Test
THE PASSION TEST Passion. Isn't that a word in the dictionary? Doesn't it mean: a powerful emotion, such as love, joy, hatred, or anger? Isn't it something that refers to what Romeo and Juliet once had? How many of us have ever felt it? Not many. Remember, I am talking about passion, not lust. Passion expresses itself in the weirdest of ways, but it can be summarized like this: if you tremble when you are close to her, then you are feeling the effects of passion (unless you are just an incredibly shy guy). If you get into a fight, say the cruelest things in the world, and end up sharing a kiss that could make the world stop, then passion is there. If your goodbye kisses are but simple pecks on the cheek or lips, devoid of any emotion, then your relationship has no passion. If you can sleep well at night, despite having a major fight with your significant other, then passion is non-existent. Unfortunately boys, this isn't something we can pick up at the nearest gr

My Angel
An angel watches over me. Shes sealed her heart to mine. Her touch, her voice, I know so well. Deep within my memories, they dwell. She truly brings out the best in me, the man I am today. If not for her tender care, life could have been a real nightmare. So I thank you Lord, for granting me this life. An angel is what you sent to me, in the beauty of my wife.

The Love
As she stood behind me Her body against mine Her arms wrapped around me Her hands caressing me I felt a sensation A sensation my body has never felt As i felt her soft kisses and tongue Starting at the top of my ear Slowly moving down to my neck My body melted As her hands wrapped around my waist Slowly to my stomach Softly to my breasts My body tingled A touch A caress A kiss Never felt so right A distant, hidden fantasy of her Never imagined would happen Never thought to come true Has not only filled my dreams every night But has become real No longer a dream No longer a fantasy It has become A reality That First Touch

"the Painted Flesh"
The Painted Flesh Tick tock, tick tock- Time undresses me so feverishly, gingerly peeling away every fabric of emotion. ~ Another grain of sand that I capture in my hand ~ Strands of hair wrapped around this infinite contortion. ~ The painted flesh, aroused and fresh ~ Death whispering a tidal wave of swords: But I can’t hear these words. My ship is anchored and my heart’s a glowing lantern- “An exquisite infant-phantom” in this masqueraded lore. I disembark And multitude of neon sparks twirl around my every scar, leaving me reborn, unharmed and charmed… …until time embraces me again. ~ The painted flesh, intact-perplexed ~ An ancient thought brushed back to life. 1/9/2008

I Aint Settlin'
This is what I'm feeling these days.. Fifteen minutes left to throw me together For mister right now, not mister forever Don't know why I even try when I know how it ends Looking like another "maybe we could be friends" I've been leaving it up to fate It's my life so it's mine to make I ain't settling for just getting by I've had enough so so for the rest of my life Tired of shooting too low, so raise the bar high Just enough ain't enough this time I ain't settling for anything less than everything, yeah With some good red wine and my brand new shoes Gonna dance a blue streak around my living room Take a chance on love and try how it feels With my heart wide open now you know I will Find what it means to be the girl Change her mind and change her world I ain't settling for just getting by I've had enough so so for the rest of my life Tired of shooting too low, so raise the bar high Just enough ain't enough this time I ain't settling for anything less than

New Every Morning
New Every Morning Today's Scripture “His compassions never fail. They are new every morning; Great is Your faithfulness” (Lamentations 3:22-23 NASB). Today's Word from Joel and Victoria You may have done something last week or last month that you're not particularly happy about, but the good news is you don't have to carry that around with you. That's part of what the Scripture means when it says that God's mercies are new every morning. God's mercy and forgiveness are available to you each and every day. His compassions never fail. That means that as soon as you call on Him and repent and change your ways, God pours out His compassion and forgiveness. Simply open your heart and receive it. You can have a new beginning every single day! Do you feel like there's something between you and God right now? Take a moment and call on His faithfulness. Call on His mercy. Ask for His forgiveness. Don't waste another moment in the past. Let Him refresh and restore your soul right now

What's My Age......
Old man was walking down the hallway of an old folks home and came to this woman and immediately said "i bet you can't tell how old i am" the old lady replied "i bet i can.... Drop your pants". So the old man thus dropped his pants and stood buck naked in front of her and she said quickly "your 96". The old man, shocked, said "how did you know that, your amazing!" She said "it was easy, you told me at breakfast this morning"

O.m.g Iam In A Auction Cummmmm Help Me
OK GUYS HERE IS YOUR CHANCE TO OWN SUGAR~N~SPICE ... U MAKE THE TERMS JUST NO NSFW PICS .... FOR 1 MONTH YOU WILL OWN ON FUBAR ... SO PUT YOUR BID IN ON ME AND WE WILL SEE WHAT HAPPENS KISSES TO ALL AND GOOD LICK HAHHAH I MEAN LUCK http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=947554&albumid=788115&i=1914422769 LOVE SUGAR~N~SPICE

Fubar Reality...take A Good Look
If you are on Fubar more than 2 hours a day... If you have neglected housework.... If you have told yer kids 'just a second' If you have stopped watching your fave tv shows... If you have ever set your status to 'BRB' for just goin pee!... If you have gotten upset, when you arent their #1 friend... If you have tried and tried and tried...to logon, when the site was down, and called someone to see what was wrong..... When your mate had to pry you away.... If the Human Services have ever pryed you away..... If your kids have ever asked whats for dinner....and 3 days later, you say...Huh? If your kid has ever said 'Mom' or 'Dad'...more than 21 times in a row.... If you have ever delayed, or forgotten to masterbate..... If you just 'stopped' lookin at boobs.... If youve ever said, "39 11's left, I just cant do it!" If youve ever watched a downrater go rate you to see when they would stop..... When your kids tell you, Mom, Dad...Im graduating in

Bathroom Bangin
I give you a glance and you catch on right away... I bite my lip and excuse myself to the restroom... I wait so impatient with an already dripping wet pussy in the bathroom stall... A few minutes which seem to me like hours I hear the door creak open and see your boots appear under the stall door... I slowly unlock and open the door... A smirk creeps to your lips... I need those lips all over me I think to myself... But not wanting to seem too eager I slowly just back into the tiny stall to give you room to enter. You slide in and close and lock the door behind you! You step forward into me and whisper in my ear... "Princess why did you have to wear that skirt you know I can't contain myself! Um I told you the bathroom would be the spot." I giggle and you interrupt my laughter with your tongue... Massaging my tongue with yours... your lips taste like salt from dancing umm I savor your taste! You turn me to the door so my back is pressed up against it... Your hands are like a wild fire

This Week
Ok so this week i was to have surgery and i had to rescudel it due to some other things so i will be contacted when my surgery will be!!Bad thing is my daughter she has been seeing a eye doctor cause she can only see objects close to her face well he did alot of test and said he thinks its in her brain so she goes to all children tommorw for the brain scan im so scared cause there gonna put her to sleep shes only 4 and i was told i would only be allowed to see her for 15 mins to get her set in then we will be apart for almost 2 hours so yeah im so scared i ask that u all keep her in ur thoughts thanks alot

The Rights Of Pagans
We are not out to convert anyone, nor do we want to be converted. We want nothing more than to live and let live. The Wiccan community has survived centuries of religious persecution (think St. Patrick and the countless witch trials that have taken place throughout Europe and the Americas). It was only within the past year that Wicca has become a recognized religion by the US Military and fallen soldiers were permitted to have the pentacle placed on their grave markers that were provided by the VA. There has finally been a section added in the handbooks for the military chaplains concerning Wicca and our rites. Only recently have hospitals started adding Wicca as one of the relgions when you register. This still does not keep the clergy staff out of your room when you are admitted into the hospital, but it is indeed a vast improvement. I have no problem with the beliefs of others, whether it be Christain, Muslim, Jewish, even Satanist. It is not my place to judge people for what they b

My Story
Okay so here is the deal to all that maybe reading I went out one night and got drunk. I was drinking with a couple of friends. After having a whole bottle of SOCO and Smernoff me and a friend bumped heads. DAM I started to bleed from my forhead. So now above my eye brow is a scare. Now my "boyfriend" is questioning every movement I have made over the past months. Well shit here ya go. I go to work then guess what I go pick up my youngest son from MY MOTHERS. Then I go home. I am so freakin sorry that the past couple of days while you have been off I have been converating with other people that isnt you. I am so sorry that you have a hard time trusting the fact that all me and another person do is sit in the car. Talk and listen to music. I know sounds lame but actually kinda works for me and him. Um other than that if you really wanna put shit out there why dont you let everyone know what you have been doing behind my back. About how it is that if I ever see a certin som

Mri Results!!!
Well results of my MRI show I have a herniated disk in my neck. It is pushing on the nerves to my left arm which meds. have made that pain manageable. But the not so good news is it is also pushing on my spinal cord which if not treated properly can cause a lot more damage to my spine, and other body areas. My Dr. has referred me to the BEST neurosurgeon in the area for an appointment to see if surgery is needed. My Dr. is simply doing this a precaution as it does involve my spinal cord. He believe PT, and nerve meds. will correct the issue. So I will be seeing the surgeon next week to see if he agrees with my Dr.s plan of therapy, or if surgery is needed. PLEASE Pray for me. Surgery is not really an option with two small children. Thank you too all of you for your kind words and support.

Surgery
to let all my friends know, not sure how much i will be on in the next couple of days i am haveing surgery again in the morning. the last few days have been hectic around here. all comments and rating i will return the favor as soon as possible please be patient with me. thanks love ya all!!!

A Night To Remember
A Night To Remember It was a dark and stormy night and Ted and Georgette were finally alone. It had been one of these days that seemed never to end -- one crisis after another. With all the fires extinguished to was time to start one of their own. Ted and Georgette had been married for 15 years. It was a wonderful marriage with two wonderful (at least they thought so) children, a nice house, (as those things were measured), and two psychotic cats (are there any other type?). Even after 15 years their love life was wonderfully fulfilling. However, something happened this night that they would be talking about for some time to come. Ted had a plan. It was Saturday Night after all and the kids were staying with friends. They were alone and Ted was determined to do what two married people are supposed to do when they are alone (and it was NOT pay the bills). He and Georgette settled into their bed and she snuggled up to Ted. She loved the way she fit in the crook of his arm and

Long Time No Post
Well been quite some time since I have written or had the time/health to be on FUBAR really over the past few months, but wanted to keep folks posted (ie: those who are close to me here because I am going to probably be out of touch for a month or more.) Financial/work situations have me in a drothers resulting in me having to cut corners and costs and thusly loosing my internet service in the next day or so.... Which is not to say I wont have the ability to check in from time to time from the library etc, but just so folks don't feel I'm being disrespectful. Hope everyone has a good new year as I know mine has to be better than the past 6 months or so. Take care all. Hugs from both Lizzie and I.

Keep Your Fork
Keep Your Fork There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things "in order," she contacted her pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes. She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her. "There's one more thing," she said excitedly. "What's that?" came the pastor's reply. "This is very important," the young woman continued. "I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand." The pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say. "That surprises you, doesn't it?" the young woman asked. "Well, to be honest, I'm puzzled by the request," said the pastor. The young woman explained. "My grand

I Love... I Hate..! A Rant!
I love sharing a nice dinner with a woman. There is nothing better than sharing company with a good looking girl over some good grub. I hate taking girls to dinner. You ordered the most expensive thing on the menu...EAT IT! It's not a science project you poke around with your fork, its food, expensive food that you told not only the waiter, but my wallet you wanted to eat. Ordering it doesn't make you cool unless you pay for it. I am paying for it and the only thing that will make you cool to me is if you down it. I love drinking I hate drinking I love golf. It's green, pretty, and quiet. I love smoking a cigar, drinking a screw driver, and chatting it up with my boys while hitting the links. I fucking hate golf. The fucking pin was 30 feet away before my last chip and now its 45 feet away. You call this stress relief? GET IN THE FUCKING HOLE!!!! I love this part of a woman and what it does to my pants. (Ass)

Real Men
REAL MEN Note: All real men answer C to all of these questions. Knowing this, women will have come far in understanding men and enriching their own lives if they carefully review the C answers. 1. Alien beings from a highly advanced society visit the Earth, and you are the first human they encounter. As a token of intergalactic friendship, they present you with a small but incredibly sophisticated device that is capable of curing all disease, providing an infinite supply of clean energy, wiping out hunger and poverty, and permanently eliminating oppression and violence all over the entire Earth. You decide to: A. Present it to the President of the United States. B. Present it to the Secretary General of the United Nations. C. Take it apart. 2. As you grow older, what lost quality of your youthful life do you miss most? A. Innocence B. Idealism C. Cherry bombs 3. When is it okay to kiss another male? A. When you wish to display simple and pure affection without

How Many Of Us Really Have Friends?
I HAVE MET ALOT OF GREAT PEOPLE ON FUBAR BUT THERE ARE STILL ALOT OF PHONIES SO ALWAYS PAY ATTENTION TO YOUR FRIENDS (I MEAN SO CALL FRIENDS) YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN THE ONES THAT LEAD A DOUBLE LIFE I WILL DO ANYTHING FOR MY TRUE FRIENDS AND THEY KNOW THAT BUT PEOPLE TAKE MY KINDNESS FOR WEAKNESS AND I AM BY FAR WEAK I HOLD NO PUNCHES SO IF YOU REALLY WANNA KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU JUST ASK I PROMISE I WONT LIE.............

Choo Choo New Train In Town Lokking For Passengers! This Train Is Called The Soul.................... Train! New Up Dates Have A Total Of 16 Passennge
The Sound Of Philadelphia (Soul Train)Uploaded by eXsistenZ1968 href="http://s8.photobucket.com/albums/a10/simply2special/back%20grounds/?action=view¤t=4b29.jpg" target="_blank"> CHOO CHOO THE NEWEST TRAIN AROUND! COME AND JOIN THE S O U L TRAIN OF NOTHING BUT THE BEST PASSENGERS AND MUSIC IN TOWN!...............................! RULES: 1. PLEASE RATE/ FAN AND ADD THE HOST AS YOUR FRIEND. 2. MUST RATE AND ADD ALL PASSENGERS OF THIS TRAIN 3. MUST HAVE A SALUTE 4. IF YOU ALREADY FRIENDS OF A PASSENGER THEN JUST LEAVE A PROFILE COMMENT WITH THE SOUL TRAIN NAME TO INFORM ME THAT, YOU HAVE BEEN THERE. 5. WHEN TASK IS COMPLETED THEN E-MAIL, ME AND I WILL ADD YOU TO THE S O U L TRAIN..................! AKAMRS. T~LIL PLEASURE~LIL BUSINESS~DYLON'S DIVA~@ fubar CONTEST ON THE 30 TH SEXIEST QUEEN ON FUBAR@ fubar NYCE-N-SLOW@ fubar

Your Soulmate
Body: I dont care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.... I dont care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.....just read this, it will make a difference..... When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she teases yo

Is There Any Honest Women Out There
Ok well the past 3 relationships I'e been in have all been shit I give her whatever she wants whenever she wants and treat her perfect never lie or cheat and then they go do it to me one of them was while I was deployed to afghanistan how messed up is that? Well if there is any honest women out there please let me know and if your close to me and wanna talk im available.

Neurologist Visit
I had my visit with the neurologist today. He looked over my MRI from last month and said with someone my age (31) he normally looks for things such as tumors, MS, brain bleeds which none showed up in the MRI. Then he done a lot of reflex tests and asked tons of questions about my headaches and past medical history. In all he spent a good 45 minutes with me which impressed me a lot. He increased my Topamax from 50mg at night to 75mg and also has ordered a MRI of my neck and spine because during one of the reflex tests I had a positive reaction as he called it, and he is attempting to rule out Multiple Sclerosis. Then I will go back and see him in three weeks. Just wanted to keep my friends here in Fu land updated. **muah**

Bullshit..
You know i have been here since Sept 2006 and have over 2000 friends.. when i post things ask for things. where is everyone.. i'm so pissed right now.. this is so not fair.. i'm the sweetest person you can met and will do anything for you.. what is the deal. i'm to ugly to fat. what.. everyone else can post and everyone runs to them.. i think this is totally bullshit... i'm sorry i think i have maybe 3 or 4 friends on here that i talk to you... I can't help but to be so upset.. I spent all my time on here.. rating, fanning, everything i can do.. and then i look up. NOTHING, NOTHING......I ask those that are so so popular and you know who i'm talkin about, not being mean.. and its who you know, well shit... i know you all... so i'm back to my question, what is the DEAL.... Sorry ,but i can't take this anymore.. this place is for fun, whatever. it was when i first got here.. but now everyone is for thereselves....bull.....I really don't want to leave.. i have put to much into this and lo

Why Parents Drink!!!
A Mother passing by her son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then she saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to 'Mom' With the worst premonition she opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Mom,: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Dad and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercings, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion...Mom she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone.We'll be growing i

The Wedding
Some of you may already know Im getting married. It was supposed to be last month. But obvioulsy thats been delayed. The now set date is : Jan. 26th Saturday at One O'Clock. I know you guys wont be able to make it, but i still welcome wedding gifts :) We are pretty much broke after buying all the shit..Caint wait till I can go back to work. I want my own spending money soo badly. But my dress is simply beautiful.Its perfect. Just hope my belly doesnt get too much bigger in that time :) Anabelle Rose is growing so fast. She was kicking again real good last night :) I want her now. His parents have bought so much clothes for her. Just hope she gets to wear 'em all before she outgrows them.

Despair And Euphoria In 24 Hours
Ok I was once in a long distance relationship, supposedly she was pregnant with my baby. Anyway she has a condition that causes her to be in and out of the hospital, I won't go into specifics. So anyway I get a call that she went into the hospital and it wasn't looking good, then a few hours later I get a call she died. So I was the most devastated, I had ever been this girl and my baby both dead, so I made plans to go there figure out whats going on and get to the funeral. I got down there drove all night 8 hours an something, at the time I couldn't drive, dad drove so we got a room, and I called her house to find out something about funeral arrangements, and guess who answered... it was her, I was in shock and she said she didn't know what happened. She drove to the Hotel it was like seeing a ghost, I was so happy but it was unreal. She said she lost the baby, anyway as you can imagine from here the story gets pretty far fetched, I was still so happy, but I had more

Loved
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

When Masturbating.. Wear A Helmet, Goggles, And Dont Use Soap!
I don't masturbate enough. I mean - I probably masturbate as many times per year as most guys masturbate in a day or week. Recently I was reminded that masturbating can prevent prostate cancer - that's how my granfather died (prostate cancer, not from masturbating) - so I really don't want to get that shit. I also haven't been getting sex, so a few days ago I decided it was time I took matters into my own hands. Now when I masturbate, I pretty much just do it in the shower and use soap. It's got just enough viscosity to be slippery and not quite enough to make it feel good. It's especially uncomfortable once my hands start to get pruney from being in a hot shower. On top of that, it just takes me forever to cum because I'm so uncomfortable and in the shower there's really nothing to fantasize about except a naked 28 year old dude masturbating in the shower with his pruney hands covered in soap. It often takes alot of concentration just to get or stay 'into it'... half the tim

Lol Wow!
OK so some people really need to get a grip... im not mentioning any names but someone who i thaught was a friend of mine turned on me today because i reposted a bulletin about someone he doesnt like... talk about BIPOLAR!!!! Get a grip dude go to the extent of deleting me and blocking me... but this would be ur second time doing this to me... and if i get a 3rd friend request from u in the future u can gaurantee i wont except it... and call the cops on me all u want i tried working our friendship with you but i guess u dont care... i was one of ur real friends u made me i think like 5 pics... said u were gonna make me 20 for sticking a bully for u that i never even got but i dont care because thats not what friends are for i wasnt after u for pics or blasts or anything i didnt care about that material bull shit but whatever im sure ur gonna send ur little friends over to view my blogs... just like ive allready seen 3 of em in my bar tab since ive been writing this... and go ahead and

Update On "tommyrotica"
THIS STALKER/HACKER NOW HAS A NEW ACCOUNT UNDER THE NAME OF "~PRINCESS~" WITH A WOMANS PICTURE UP( HES THE NUMBER ONE FAN ON IT AND NUMBER 1 EVERTHING....HES THE STALKER)..PLEASE BE CAREFUL...HES STEALING PICS!!!!! ANYONE WITH HIM HAS A STATUS SET TO "VROOOOOM"....HES TRICKY LADIES!!!!

Poetry
Have you ever loved but were afraid?, Just the thought makes you wanna runaway?, You don't want the hurting part when they don't stay, All you can do is get down on your knees and pray, I ask myself this everyday!, Where is my "one" who will hold my hand?, Where is my soulmate?, The one who can understand?, The burning inside my heart grows stronger, Should i run or open up like a flower leaning toward the sun? Back in bed I lay next to you, You open your eyes and smile, Knowing I love you, I nestle my head next to yours, If I ran I'd turn back not even breaking a mile!

The Scoop
So. I've been absent from this crazy place lately. And it isn't because I don't love you guys. Well, it is. Most of you are horny little pricks. But...you know, I still LIKE all of you. Moving on, now that I've generalized and stereotyped everyone to the point where I'll be hated... I've been dumped! That's right, the douche I've been dating on and off for the past two years showed me through his actions the other night that we were once again OFF. So, I wasn't really dumped. I did the dumping, but it was his fault and I'm hurt. Not an open invitation for comments like, 'cass, you can have me' shoo shoo fly. So. I've been mopey. And moody. And keeping to myself lately. Lots of you are totally cool, and I feel bad. But I just need me time and time with friends whom I can physically cuddle with. Again. Not a chance to make comments like, 'cass, you can fly out to ____ and cuddle with me!' shoooo. I'm dramatic. And I apologize. There that is. I'll return eventually. ! C

Wtf??
So it's been a while and I decided to give someone access to my NSFW pics, now i'm open to criticism, whatever, i'll just tell you to fuck off if you have a problem with them but when someone goes through your pics and then says "awww cute" i'm not sure how to respond to that. After a minute I'm thinking "MY PUSSY IS NOT A PUPPY AT THE PET STORE!! WTF DO YOU MEAN BY 'AWW CUTE'?" I open a private folder, you give the most odd response I could ever imagine and then to top it off you say that you like boobs better. I'm kinda blown away right now. It's so ridiculous it's almost funny lol

Sad But True[writtenjuly 27,2007]
Well i will start of by saying i dont like writing these blogs but for some reason i feel i need too.It makes it easier for me to say how i feel and i have alot of things inside that do bother me so i want to talk about it and i will make this short.But anyone who has met me or talked to me knows i am a very private person i hate to talk about my life,my family or anything to do with me i dont know why. I like keeping my shit to myself if u know what i mean.Well i just turned 30 in june and guess what i am still single guy and yes it crazy because its my choice i choose to be single and it is so fucked up..But my problem is cant commit to anyone i never could as long as i could remember i mean i have had relationships and met many wonderfull women and still cant commit to any fuckin one.So i want to change but really dont know how most girls think i am just a player or i fuck many women come on that is not true at all but i cant worry about what they think and i am sorry they feel t

Goatse Loves You
Leoline I ...: well if you love me you will respect my wishes ->GOATSE-I A...: GOATSE LOVES YOU Leoline I ...: well don't send me anything like that again please ->GOATSE-I A...: It is a message, of peace, love, and POWER! Leoline I ...: why did you send that to me ->GOATSE-I A...: A stretched out rectum is hard to forget Leoline I ...: no I will never send that to anyone sorry and I hope to soon forget what I saw ->GOATSE-I A...: now you have witnessed the greatness that is GOATSE. You can now show others! Leoline I ...: I am not going to block you or anything lke that just that pic was nasty and I don't want to see what ever that was Leoline I ...: I am not going to click your links anymore as I really don't want to see that stuff ->GOATSE-I A...: The ancestors of goatse, http:... would beg to differ!...lol Leoline I ...: no thanks I am fine without seeing things like that ->GOATSE-I A...: Goatse IS the force. Use the force, Leoline.... Leoline

Soul Mate
There are some people who believe that there's someone out there in the world for each of us. Someone who is the other piece of the puzzle, your other half. Whether or not that's true is subjective to each person. There are some people who have been through too much to really believe that there is someone for them, their soul mate or whatever phrase you use. I think for some people, they look at this as the perfect man/woman for them and forget that there is no perfect match. Your soul mate may be someone who drives you up the wall from time to time yet makes you happy, more so than the average friend might. I think a soul mate is not someone who you never argue with; human beings are too argumentative with one other, trying to get their opinions heard or being right. It is not a person who makes you happy 24/7, those of us who have gone through tragedies know that even if you had a spouse, it doesn't guarantee that you won't feel bad from time to time. I think a soul mate

Classified My Ass, Thats A Fucking Secret And You Know It
Here's a thought for those of us who live in Southern California: Isn't it thrilling to know that when you wish to take your life into your own hands, you have but to get behind the wheel and head for the nearest freeway? Cheers!

Auction Round 2
NEW MONTH... NEW AUCTION, YOU KNOW HOW IT GOES!! YOU KNOW YOU WANNA FU-OWN MY DRUNK ASS, JUST CUZ IM A WHOLE LOTTA FUN! YOU KNOW HOW IT WORKS, I MEAN DO I REALLY NEED TO TELL YOU?? IF YOU WIN YOU WILL RECIEVE: *2 SALUTEs, OF COURSE IT HAS TO BE SFW! *FU-OWNED BY _______ FOR 1 MONTH! *WEEKLEY BULLETIN PIMPOUT FOR 1 MONTH! *YOUR LINK ON MY PAGE FOR 1 MONTH! *ALL PICS, ALL STASH, ALL BLOGS RATED! *IF YOU ARE A LOUNGE TYPE OF PERSON, I'LL BRING AT LEAST 20 NEW MEMBERS INTO YOUR LOUNGE IN THE FIRST WEEK!!! DRINK DRANK DRUNK! RULES: * SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY PLEASE! * NO DRAMA. VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED. * THE CONTESTANT RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS. * MINIMUM BID IS 250,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CAP ON MAXIMUM BIDS. * BLASTS, VIPS, HAPPY HOURS, TICKERS, FUBUCKS, ETC. ARE ALL ACCEPTABLE AND ENCOURAGED BIDS. * YOU MAY NOT BID LOWER THAN THE PERSON BEFORE YOU. * REAL CASH OF COURSE BEATS VIRTUAL GIFTS, BUT EVERYTHING IS TOTALED AT THE END. 1 MILLIO

A Friend In Need!!!
GO HELP A FRIEND OF MINE OUT DURING HAPPY HOUR PLEASE SHE JUST HAS 8121 PTS TO LEVEL...THE NEXT HAPPY HOUR IS IN ABOUT 5 MIN....PLEASE DO THIS FOR ME!!!! HERES THE LINK TO HER PAGE! ~~Christina~~Freaky BBW Bitch@ fubar