I'm falling farther and farther into this darkness. I try to hold on, catch on to something...but it all slips out of my grasp. Whenever I try yo hold on it becomes out of reach and I can't get a grip on anything solid, not emotionally, spiritually, mentally. Am I loosing my mind, I wish I knew. It feels like I'm sliding down a fragile shoot and thats its going to fracture in to pieces at any moment. Everyone keeps saying that I'm not alone...but I am...we all are...thats why we keep searching and looking for that one person whose touch makes you feel safe as well as dangerous at the same time....
I guess thats a big part of my problem...you can touch my soul with your songs, my mind with your words, my heart with your thoughtfulness, but I'm never touched physically anymore, haven't been since the sometime near the end of September I think, I cant remember anymore. But hey I'll get by, always do
These are the ramblings of a crazy person who hasnt slep yet...lol
