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What's Been Up...
i haven't been ignoring anyone lately, i've just been a little busy. i've been spending more time over on myspace lately because i finally have contact again with my youngest daughter. due to her situation i am in full grandma mode right now. her husband hasn't figured out that he is supposed to be taking care of his family even though they are expecting their third child in a very short time. he would rather play pc games. so i found out that the two grandbabies might not even have a christmas and ric and i have been busy making sure they do. i have a pack of paperwork to finish to send to my lawyers about my disability. yuck...paperwork. ric decided he really wants us to work on our relationship and we have been talking. and he has been behaving himself. so we'll see how things go. i hope everyone is having fantastic holiday season so far!!!

What A Great Feeling
I just spent the past hour as a volunteer as a bell ringer for the Salvation Army in front of Walmart here. I was the coordinator for the members of the Rotary Club here for the Dec. 8th day for bell ringers in front of 3 local stores. Nobody signed up between 10 - 11 am today so I did it. What a great feeling to be there ringing the bell and so many people stopped by to put dollar bills in the red pot. Good to see so many people who want to help the needy. I will be spending a few hours doing it again today to help out. But, ... BRRRRRRRRRRRR... it is 36 degrees here and the breeze made it so cold.

Kinky Love
I wanna strip and grind my wet tight pussy all over your knee while u suck on my tits I wanna lay on your bed and masturbate while I watch you jack off as you watch me I wanna suck your cock so hard that you cant stand anymore I wanna rip the buttons off your shirt with my teeth I want to taste your chest lick your chest and slide my tongue up to your neck gently suck and whisper sweet things in your ear I wanna slide my fingers against the back of your neck and kiss you then slide on top of you and ride your hot thick cock till my pussy tightens around your cock and sucks out all your cum.................

Ohhhh Boy ... Cyber Propositions ... Yay!.. Can U Smell The Sarcasm ?
Now mind u this is from the shout box so u'll have to read it from the bottom up .... But i was havin tons of fun .... >Beautifull...: sure if both people are interested in doing it , and i'm not .. So good luck and many happy phone bone orgasms to ya ! haas101: it can be interesting sometimes ->Beautifull...: the only women i know who truely get off on cyber sex .. are the ones who A) have no real imagination in the bedroom , or B) they're husbands don't pay them any attention anymore .. I can walk out my front door and get any cock i want within a 12 block radius I don't need someones voice on a telephone , or someones thoughts typed to me to be able to cum .. If its not in person its not worth doing ! ->Beautifull...: LoL hun , really i'm gonna give you the honest to gods truth , something u dont' find very often on the internet haas101: i think we could still have fun having cyber sex haas101: lol ->Beautifull...: No No .. does it physically find its way to Pitts

Internet Troll Personality Disorder
(NOTE:This is for no one I know personally,I saw it in a friends page and posted it as a blog,so do not be offended and think I am talking about you.Unless maybe you have this disorder.LOL) *****INTERNET TROLL PERSONALITY DISORDER***** Regular and fluid social interaction has kept such people in check, holding them back by fear and thus preventing these positive traits from manifesting. Fortunately, the anonymity the Internet offers has paradoxically allowed people to show their true selves.The Internet Troll Personality Disorder is characterized by attention-seeking and disruptive behavior anonymously.The troll can trick others into fighting amongst themselves on the internet.Then sitting back and watching the fun The psychodynamics of this personality disorder indicated that constant asswhooping may be the best treatment Getting the research sample group out of their respective mothers' basements was difficult, and removing the hamburger and french fries from their hands and mo

Sts-122 Atlantis Set For Another Launch Attempt (update)
(UPDATE)Atlantis Is A "Go" for Sunday Launch Attempt. Image Above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands on Launch Pad 39A at NASA's Kennedy Space Center in Florida. Photo credit: NASA/George Shelton Image Above: Atlantis delivers the Columbus Module to the ISS. The Columbus Module is the largest contribution to the ISS by the European Space Agency (ESA). Dec. 8 - 6:15 p.m. EST Space shuttle Atlantis is scheduled to launch Sunday, Dec. 9, at 3:21 p.m. EST from NASA’s Kennedy Space Center in Florida. Shuttle program managers made the liftoff decision after three days of reviewing data on a problem with fuel sensors. Atlantis' scheduled launch on Thursday was delayed after two of the four engine cutoff, or ECO, sensors in the shuttle's external fuel tank gave false readings. (see image below for sensor bank location). A third sensor failed after the tank was drained of fuel. The sensor system is one of several that protect the shuttle's three main engines

My Love
My love ~Tony Martinez My love Do you feel me? Do you really understand? Do you really understand how truly deep? Do you know how much I ache for you? When I scream at night Do you hear me? When I cry in the shower Do your arms ache to be around me? I tell you I love you I know you hear me But do you really listen? Baby please tell me Do you really love me With a passion that is unending That can't be quenched I know it's hard But damn it baby It's harder not knowing I need you more than anyone will know But I need to know even more Please baby dont hold back It hurts so much not knowing My love Do you feel it Do you know it Do you return it My love

Too Gone?
Somewhere inside I die a little each time I tell myself that it makes me ready for new growth. So I try to Make the mends to my tattered soul Trying hard to grow and grow. Am I too Old? Am I too gone? Youth and firmness leave us all. And the scars of life's battles linger. LOL comfort in "like rome we all fall "...gravity is not kind. Some days I feel full of wisdom and life. Some days I feel full of sadness and I tire. But that is life is it not? Without the bad how could I appreciate the good? being comfortable in my own skin...can it be bad? if you get too comfortable and lax?? Or is it only good? My life isn't where I want it. It isnt how I want it to be. Who can change it? Only me...Wait? No more wait. Days go by and my tomarrows turn into todays and I cant wait anymore for my todays will become yesterdays and then no more. What am I waiting for? That one special moment? No...My soul cant take the wait. I'm a free spirit in chains and chained to something inconc

All About Me
Im well grounded and realistic I don't day-dream or think abouot the future (unless Im planning ahead , of course) Actually I tend to find day-dreaming and fightiness pretty annoying and pointless. sometimes people get me confused for being pessimestic, but i know that Im just keeping/being real.

I Heart Chuck Norris!
Some kids piss their name in the snow. Chuck Norris can piss his name into concrete. 2796 8.364 Leading hand sanitizers claim they can kill 99.9 percent of germs. Chuck Norris can kill 100 percent of whatever the fuck he wants. Chuck Norris' calendar goes straight from March 31st to April 2nd; no one fools Chuck Norris. Chuck Norris once visited the Virgin Islands. They are now The Islands. 1905 8.343 Chuck Norris counted to infinity - twice. Chuck Norris' tears cure cancer. Too bad he has never cried. Chuck Norris does not sleep. He waits. Chuck Norris can speak braille. Once, while having sex in a tractor-trailer, part of Chuck Norris' sperm escaped and got into the engine. We now know this truck as Optimus Prime. On a high school math test, Chuck Norris put down "Violence" as every one of the answers. He got an A+ on the test because Chuck Norris solves all his problems with Violence. Chuck Norris owns the greatest Poker Face of all-time. It he

The Truth About Hell
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so 'profound' that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state t

Sup Juggalos,
Sup Juggalos, I watch CNN, it's usually the only thing on unless you're watching Armed Forces Television or watching the same over played movies on the movie channels. I like to keep myself informed with the goings on in the world, but sometimes the News is very difficult to stomach. Someone stole charity money for their own personal ends. A bunch of teens got killed in yet another drunk driving incident. The one that hits me hardest the most is one more mother takes the life of her innocent children for no apparent reason, and another innocent is kidnapped or found dead. People ever wonder if the end times are coming. Some say that it is already here. No one could possibly disillusion themselves into thinking that human existence on this planet is eternal. Perhaps a different way of living, who's to know. Life however in the material sense if finite, in other words it has a beginning and an end. It feels like Humanity just woke up one day and just stopped giving a crap. We stopped gi

Vip Plz Help
I'm Trying To Obtain VIP Status I Need 10,000 Comments If You Can Help Me Out In Any Way I Would Appreciate It So Please Come And Bomb My Pic Kisses Kar xxx http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=379695&albumid=482051&i=880420216

Forty Boneless Wings
When I was in DC, some co-workers and I were making dinner plans. Then, somehow, every other co-worker from our office wanted to join in. "Hey. You guys mind if we come too? We can get a reservation for, like, 15, can't we?" Sure. At fucking Applebees. We weren't thrilled with the addition of about eight people who were otherwise unable to figure out what to do for an evening in DC. We were headed to Zatinya, a very popular restaurant at which you normally have to wait at least an hour for a table. With a dozen people, we estimated it would take the better part of a week to get a table. Before dinner, we were standing in the hotel lobby, trying to herd our gaggle of coworkers together, when Joe started to ask Lisa about dinner plans. "So what's this place we're going to?" "Zatinya." "Do you know what kind of a place it is?" "It's a Mediterranean tapas place." "So... do you know what kind of food they serve?" I started laughing. Lisa, a bit angry a

Today On World Rock Radio
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I've Been Googled
Yesterday at my son's final basketball game my mother tells me that she googles people when she's bored. She googled my son's father and read the entire transcript of his appeal. She googled some other random people and of course she googled me. I'm not concerned because I've had a relatively uneventful life. Until she tells me that she googled not only my name, but my online name that I log into everything as. Krayon25 brings up three pages of stuff about little ole' me. All my profiles, some I had forgotten about, a bunch of layouts I've made, and all my blogs here on Fubar. So my mother dove in and read them all then checked out my pictures. She couldn't really say anything because she's never been exactly pristine. So she pulled the grandparent card and said "They would be so disappointed Karen". So of course I came directly home and googled myself. She was unfortunately not pulling my leg. What did I learn from all of that? How to put my Fubar profile priva

Fyi
Right now giving my kids a good Christsmas is more important than my internet service so I'm not on a whole lot right now. I just want to wish all my friends a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!!! XOXO Nigelle

Nasty Snow
i want it to be hot outside......at least 105'. sleet and snow serve no purpose to me. i love the sun..beating on your skin, feeling the warmth, makes you feel all hot and steamy, getting tan, relaxing, drinking a daquari, listening to music, wearing nothing ( thank god for privacy fences) just enjoying what nature brings in the summertime, laying next to the pool and hearing all the little bugs: locust, honey bees, wood bees ( i play baseball with those) birds singing cause their happy its summer. ive always loved summer more than winter. i do like some aspects of winter, movie watching, fireplaces, hot tea, snuggling, snuggling, snuggling. but always my favorite season will be: SUMMER. whats you favorite season?

Come Join The Fun
Hey all come check out the Chill Factor Lounge. We Would Love to have you. make sure you join before you leave if you like.We rock and talk and just have fun. COME SEE ALL THE FUN! WE WOULD LOVE TO HAVE YOU:) Come Chill With Us "ENTER HERE"

More Marine Quotes
"The Marines I have seen around the world have the cleanest bodies, the filthiest minds, the highest morale, and the lowest morals of any group of animals I have ever seen. Thank God for the United States Marine Corps!" Eleanor Roosevelt -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "There are only two kinds of people that understand Marines: Marines and those who have met them in battle. Everyone else has a second-hand opinion." Unknown -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "If I had one more division like this First Marine Division I could win this war." General of the Armies Douglas McArthur in Korea, overheard and reported by Marine Staff Sergeant Bill Houghton, Weapons/2/5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Do not attack the First Marine Division. Leave the yellowlegs alone. Strike the American Army." Orders given to Communist troo

Assume
I just need to get this out there because it has bugged me ever since I decided to put myself back out there in the dating world again. I think this is why I took a long vacation from it in the first place. What is up with guys these days? When do guys grow up to be gentlemen? I didn't know I was still in the teenage world of dating. Why assume that if you take a girl out to the movies,dinner or buy her a drink she is going to sleep with you? Ran across this problem the last couple times and hell I dont have WHORE stamped on my forhead. I like sex as much as the next girl but to me I HAVE to be in a loving relationship. End of story. If you don't like me enough to wait for it I guess that is your fault for not getting to know me because I kinda rock :) Not conceided, just the truth. I am very honest and forthright about things and if I think you are trying too get in my pants, I will let you know loud and clear, it aint happining! I will not subject myself to being another knotch o

Weekend
Well - I just got back from a weekend out of town. My friend killed himself last week and it sent me into a tailspin. I needed to be alone and cry and think about my life. I got a hotel room and holed up in there. Yesterday I went to get my bellbutton repierced but got there at 3 which was too late. So I went to a mexican restaurant I use to go to ages ago (adore their brown sauce). Sat at the table alone and let the tears fall - the place was empty. Got 64 oz of frozen daiquiris -- some cigars and went back to the pool-side area and talked with friends around the country. That did so much good. Got pretty trashed last night and fought all night on the phone with my spouse -- so much for relaxing. I feel a little bit relaxed today - I'm home and the house is empty. I was accused of some horrible things --- and I just don't care. I was there alone - I rented the room alone - I paid for the room alone. I was there to try and get my head together. And those who think I

Confused
Did you ever have those days where you just don't know? You have so many thoughts and feelings running through your head, and you just have trouble sorting them out. What feelings are real and which ones are made up, and you can't tell.

Emotions Run Deep (dedicated To Muah From Marquita Holley)
Emotions Spread like sunshine touching down to the ground as flowers blom to celebrate the love that goes through you. The warmth spreads from your heart to your fingertips as you caress your lovers face with the ease and grace. The sun goes away and your filled with nothing but gray By Marquita Holley To: My sexy bitch Rronda I luv You Mucho Besos

Sick And Tired
ok my feelings got hurt and now I am p*ssed off....I am sick and tired of getting walked all over...I am sweet,kind,and loving to everyone but I get sh*tted on all the time and I am sick of it...I am tired of being nice and I am tired of bending over backyards for ppl just to get fcked over...I am always there for ppl and I try to do for them but what the fck do I get??? nadda unless u are my true friend and you guys know know who you are...I never b!tch or let sh!t get to me but I am just to the point its getting old...So I am thinking maybe I shouldnt be so passionate and caring....maybe I should try to be one cold hearted b!tch....ok thought I would feel better after getting this off my chest but I dont but whatever....

My Mom Passed Away
at about 1 am this morning.. Sunday. It's... idk, what can you say about a thing like this? So.. idk, but i figured i should say this seeing as I have friends off in fubar land that might wonder what's up in my world, and all that..

New Bar Tab
I am NOW loving that new Bar Tab and it's features.. I have been talking to this one guy for a few weeks now.. he has always said how he is a decent man.. and tried telling me.. Cause he is a dad.. and fathers cant be manwhores.. What a crock of shit.. I just saw where he left two profile comments on this 27 year old's page.. Saying.. "I wanna be on you" and "Nice heiney".. What a crock of crap.. I hope the Bar Tab stays this way.. You can catch all the manwhoring liars and cheaters at their game.. "Cassandra.. I am a father and I can't be a manwhore" BULL.. YOU ARE A MANWHORE!!

Survey 'bout Me...this Was Hard
deep and random questions. (Finally one for adults)A completly random list of questions ranging from simple to deepWhats your name?:Jason Age?:32 Hometown?:Ozark Current town you live in?:Nixa How many differnt places have you lived?:not many Your heritage?:German Height?:6'3" Weight?:185 lbs. Do you own your home or rent?:own What kinda of car do you have?:Santa Fe Whats you religion?:Christian Why?:b/c it's what i believe Are your parents still together?:yes How long have/were they married?:34 years How many brothers and sisters do you have?:1 Any kids of your own?:not yet Plan on having any more?:i'd make a great father Are you close to your family?:yes Who do you feel the closest too?:mom Any crazy relatives?:a couple cousins are out there Whats the most important thing your family has taught you?:respect everyone...never judge What bill do you hate paying the most?:mortgage How often do you clean your house?:once a week So what do you do for a living?:teach And how long have you b

New Bartab Feature
OK, since i know you are all voting on the stupid mumms about it since I can SEE everything you are doing, do everyone a favor. Go to "My Profile" and change the options under "Notify my friends when I do stuff:" to NO. Problem solved, stop bitching... quit being annoyed. Pass it on, it's actually pretty easy to do... hell, I did it. FYI -- if you can't figure it out, or like this for some reason, let me know and I'll delete you. I don;t need to know your EVERY MOVE!

Lmfao Saw This On A Bulletin
When we first come to Fubar, we are classed as "Newbies". You realize that isn't so bad, after all, newbies still have lives, unlike those "Regs"! Fubar is good for your social life! You may even fall in love, you might lose your love, but you could find love again just browse and when you see a profile pic that suits you request a add. You fight with your friends, but that's ok too a couple of pretty comment images usually fixes that. You steal partners, you lose partners, no biggie, cuz that's Fubar life and we got the Bulletins and comments to prove it. These people have become your new family and friends, they understand you! Chances are your own family and friends never did anyway. Now for the spouse,,,remember him or her? hmmm, well you wonder when the fighting started? It dawns on you that it was the day after you you created your Fubar profile. The first thing you do when you wake up is turn the puter on, and there ya go, wow wee, there's all your friends! Oh how

The Awful Truth About Fubar
When we first come to Fubar, we are classed as "Newbies". You realize that isn't so bad, after all, newbies still have lives, unlike those "Regs"! Fubar is good for your social life! You may even fall in love, you might lose your love, but you could find love again just browse and when you see a profile pic that suits you request a add. You fight with your friends, but that's ok too a couple of pretty comment images usually fixes that. You steal partners, you lose partners, no biggie, cuz that's Fubar life and we got the Bulletins and comments to prove it. These people have become your new family and friends, they understand you! Chances are your own family and friends never did anyway. Now for the spouse,,,remember him or her? hmmm, well you wonder when the fighting started? It dawns on you that it was the day after you you created your Fubar profile. The first thing you do when you wake up is turn the puter on, and there ya go, wow wee, there's all your friends! Oh how

Draining Friends List
Since no one has read my last few blogs, I don't know why in the hell I'm bothering with this one. I'm draining my friends list and starting over. I don't really want to but with all these 'Joe Blows' leaving a comment here and there most of my correspondence runs off the page. Thank you all for being friends. I hope you understand but I have to keep it down around 100 now.

Ha
Here is a chicken recipe that also includes the use of popcorn as a stuffing - imagine that. When I found this recipe, I thought it was perfect for people like me, who just are not sure how to tell when poultry is thoroughly cooked, but not dried out. Give this a try. BAKED STUFFED CHICKEN 4 - 5 lb. Chicken 1 cup melted butter 1 cup stuffing (Pepperidge Farm is Good.) 1 cup uncooked popcorn (ORVILLE REDENBACHER'S LOW FAT) Salt/pepper to taste Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Brush chicken well with melted butter, salt, and pepper. Fill cavity with stuffing and popcorn. Place in baking pan with the neck end toward the back of the oven. Listen for the popping sounds. When the chicken's ass blows the oven door open and the chicken flies across the room, it's done. And you thought I couldn't cook...

Another Bitching Blog
lol Yes im in the mood to bitch again what a coincidence since its the first day of my week of PMSING! Im just wondering... How is it that i get told 99.99999 percent of the time that im different from most girls or that im the perfect girl OR WHAT THE HELL EVER yet no man or woman can explain it...??? How does that work If nobody can explain it then obviously it isnt true right? *makes confused face* Ugh and why is it nobody fun goes on here anymore???????????????????? First it was Stevie then it was matt then it was Steevee then it was Andy THEN it was Chris and im with tim right now lol [I get alone with boys more than girls keep that in mind and no im not making a list of boys i wanted to get physical with just ppl i kinda sorta had a bond with] Now nobody interesting is on here wtf. I WANT MY PEOPLE BACK

John
I'm greiving over my friends death. Dr. John Ellis Moffitt, professor of pediatrics and senior associate dean in the School of Medicine at the University of Mississippi Medical Center, died December 6, 2007. Visitation is Monday, December 10 from 5-7 p.m. at Wright & Ferguson on Highland Colony Parkway in Madison. Funeral services will be at 2p.m. Tuesday December 11 at Galloway United Methodist Church in Jackson, Mississippi with visitation preceding the service. Visitation will begin at 12:45. "This is a great loss for the University Medical Center and to the medical community at large. John was a wise and trusted advisor and friend to me. He will be missed by us all," said Dr. Daniel W. Jones, vice chancellor for health affairs and dean of the School of Medicine. Dr. Owen B. Evans, chair of the Department of Pediatrics, called Moffitt "a friend to many, one of the most intelligent and caring physicians we've ever had at this institution." "His dedication to medical education

Happy Holidays
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Thoughts
Had a night to think about the new bartab alerts. I still don't like them. Annoying with all the crap coming though, Yeah I can turn it all off. But then I don't see when there are new pics or blogs or stashes. Well, half the time I didn't since that doesn't always work. SO I still think its annoying. And I still see no reason to know who is commenting on what. Again only stalkers and those who want drama will like it. I'm not one for leaving a lot of comments anyway.. I wish rather than giving us something no one really needed, they had fixed what didn't work. Of course maybe they did fix it. Maybe it will tell people when I blog. Maybe I will know when a friend uploads a pic. Maybe the status change will show up in the alerts right away rather than 3 hours later. As someone who works on websites every day, making a site functional is important. The bells and whistles are not. In the end I think it comes down to one thing. Money. The quick fix was put in plac

Letter To Santa
dear santa, i am writing this because i wanted to make sure that you know what i want for christmas this year and i felt the need to explain a few things . . . first of all, i would like a a new laptop, the one i have now is really just not quite cutting it. in fact it down right sucks. . . second my doberman needs a pretty new pink shock collar to keep her from destroying a second christmas tree. you know what shock collars for the kids might not be a bad idea either. go ahead and make that 3 shock collars. third, i want lots of parties on my calendar so i can make lots of cash and pay off all these damn credit cards. in fact we could just skip the middle man and you could pay these credit cards off. . . . . and this year, please no stress over who is going to whose house and all the family drama. i just want to enjoy the season, in jamaica. now for the explaining. . . i swear those pictures were not my idea and how was i to know that he'd put them on t

Men
Husbands are like children -- they're fine if they're someone else's. Never trust a man who says he's the boss at home. He probably lies about other things too. A woman's work that is never done is the stuff she asked her husband to do. Go for younger men. You might as well -- they never mature anyway. Scientists have just discovered something that can do the work of five men -- a woman. Men's brains are like the prison system -- not enough cells per man. Men are like place mats. They only show up when there's food on the table. Men are like mascara. They usually run at the first sign of emotion. Men are like bike helmets. Handy in an emergency, but otherwise they just look silly. Men are like parking spots. All the good ones are taken. Men are like lava lamps. Fun to look at, but not all that bright. Men are like bank accounts. Without a lot of money, they don't generate much interest. Men are like high heels. They're easy to walk on once you get th

Son-in-law
AS A WOMAN PASSES HER DAUGHTER'S CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR, SHE HEARD A STRANGE BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM WITHIN. OPENING THE DOOR, SHE OBSERVED HER DAUGHTER GIVING HERSELF A REAL WORKOUT WITH A VIBRATOR. SHOCKED, SHE ASKED: "WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU DOING?" THE DAUGHTER REPLIED: "MOM, I'M THIRTY-FIVE YEARS OLD, UNMARRIED, AND THIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." THE NEXT DAY, THE GIRL'S FATHER HEARD THE SAME BUZZ COMING FROM THE OTHER SIDE OF THE CLOSED BEDROOM DOOR. UPON ENTERING THE ROOM, HE OBSERVED HIS DAUGHTER MAKING PASSIONATE LOVE TO HER VIBRATOR. TO HIS QUERY AS TO WHAT SHE WAS DOING, THE DAUGHTER SAID: "DAD I'M THIRTY-FIVE, UNMARRIED, AND THIS THING IS ABOUT AS CLOSE AS I'LL EVER GET TO A HUSBAND. PLEASE, GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE." A COUPLE DAYS LATER, THE WIFE CAME HOME FROM A SHOPPING TRIP, PLACED THE GROCERIES ON THE KITCHEN COUNTER, AND HEARD THAT BUZZING NOISE COMING FROM, OF ALL PLACES, THE LIVIN

Beautiful Explanation Of Death
Beautiful Explanation of Death ~DEATH~ WHAT A WONDERFUL WAY TO EXPLAIN IT.. A sick man turned to his doctor as he was preparing to Leave the examination room and said, "Doctor, I am afraid to die. Tell me what lies on the other side." Very quietly, the doctor said, "I don't know." "You don't know? You, a Christian man, Do not know what is on the other side?" The doctor was holding the handle of the door; On the other side came a sound of scratching and whining, And as he opened the door, a dog sprang into the room And leaped on him with an eager show of gladness. Turning to the patient, the doctor said, "Did you notice my dog? He's never been in this room before. He didn't know what was inside. He knew nothing except that his master was here, And when the door opened, he sprang in without fear. I know little of what is on th

Omg One Happy Mom
So i try o teach my kids the rights and wrongs and other things in life well the other night me and my 4 year old went to walmart and there was them people ringing the bell outside for the kids and familys who cant afford christmas and my daughter asked mama what is he doing! So i told her that they was getting money for the Lil children who couldnt afford it shehad 5.00 from her piggy bank she was goin to buy her something but she looked at me and said mama can i give this to the kids i looked at my daughter and said yes u can hunny so she dropped in the bucket and said mama they can use it u can always give me more i was so proud of my lil girl cause was learning something i was teaching her! so today she can to me and asked for a box and i said what u need a box for she said so i can give them kids some of my toys so they will have some she goes cause u can always get me more!! im so proud of my lil girl right now so saturday i have to take her to drop all these toys off to the chil

Dare I Dream...
Dare I dream, that he might find me intriguing? Dare I dream, that he could stop and wonder? Dare I dream, that, per chance he wants to know me? Dare I dream, for him to greet me with an inviting smile? Dare I dream, for a chance to know him? Dare I dream, for a chance to win his heart? Dare I dream, his heart might flutter a bit? Dare I dream, his thoughts may dwell on me once or twice? Dare I dream, his eyes might watch the door hopefully? Dare I dream, he could want me near? Dare I dream, he might be just a little curious about me? Dare I dream, he does hope to see if there might be something real? Dare I dream? Dare I dream? Dare I dream? Dare I dream, he might dream of me, if only for a moment?

A Little Piece Of Writeing
Captivated by the sky, I am impassioned, Wrapped in pure ecstasy. As the stars emits rays of sinless beauty. Showering the sky, I am fervent. Aroused by the beauty, my face luminous, Seduced by the artistry. My flesh, it glistens, as the air becomes sultry. Kissed by the breeze, I quiver. Engulfed by the moon, my body tenses, Pleasured by its vitality Euphoria engulfs me, and I will yearn fiercly. As the moon escapes from me. Subdued by the beauty, I will wait. Night is my passion. Lying beneath it vastness, a lost maiden. Desirous for more luscious beauty.

Sexy Lingerie/underware Contest - Vote For Me!!!
This is My very first contest (can you believe that?? after being around here for almost a year!!! ) I want to win this with your help... so here's the deal The contest IS OPEN NOW the contest is based on votes. Comments will not be used to determine the winner. Winner recieves a 3-day blast and 50,000 fubucks. The album is titled "Lingerie/Underwear Contest Dec 11th - Dec 14th" and is a NSFW album. So you will have to add the contest host as a friend to see the pictures. Here's a link to My contest Picture.. now go and start voting and spread the word around your friends to vote for Me!! HERE'S THE DIRECT LINK TO MY PICTURE IN THE CONTEST Here's the Contest Host Lord !Natas [CONTEST]@ fubar THANK YOU

Mother F@!#$r
So time moves on right... ok so last time I made a "nice" post well not this time.. I am on my last nerve! I come home from work the other day to my sink being clogged... ok this crap happens and well most of the time you can take a plunger or Drayno to it BUT NOOOOO not this damn clog. My room mate not thinking that this would create issues was trying to clean out he fridge of all the nastyness " because I dispize" left overs! What?? They are discusting! Moving on plz!!! Anyway I call my "Landlord" and tell him to come be my hero and fix my crap. I don't hear from him for 2 days....what the hell.. in the mean time dishes are building up because the dishwasher wont work cause THE SINK IS CLOGGED! Finally he gets ahold of me and tells me that he is going to come look at it...well he gets here and is farting around with the damn thing and all of a sudden he manages to STAB a HOLE in the main line to the kitchen and well now I cant use it at all still. He calls and tells me on th

Am I Really That Self-centered?
Yes, I am self-centered enough to think you care that I put a music player on my profile. On top of that, I'm self-centered enough to think that you really want to know more about my taste in music and will go look at what's on my player.

I'm From Buffalo And Proud Of It!!!
I'm from Buffalo. We eat chicken wings, not buffalo wings. -Jack Kemp is a quarterback, not a politician. -We drink Labatt Blue and love it. -Mighty Taco always has preference over Taco Bell. -Pop, not soda and Pepsi, not Coke. - We have beef on weck. If you know what a weck roll is you are from Buffalo. -They are sneakers not tennis shoes. -It's a sucker, not a lollipop. -Bison Chip Dip, La Nova Pizzeria, Aunt Rosie's Loganberry, Chivetta's Chicken, and Ted's Hot Dogs are all too familiar...not to forget Anderson's Shakes. -A fake ID is unnecessary when there is always Canada... but we have them any ways. -Our bars don't close until 4, and we DO sell beer in a grocery store (Tops or Wegmans ), which always makes for early starts and late nights. -Jim's Steak Out at 4 in the morning is calling it an early night... -We never cuss, but we swear entirely too much. -We know that a 65 mph speed limit really means 80. -We will cut you off, swear, and give you the finger if you are not keepin

Weather
here in michigan we are going on our 3rd ice storm already. all the weather models are predicting a very ice filled winter. looks like its time for some good snow tires and a lot of prayers for this part of the country. we have another major ice storm coming tomorrow. hopefully wher ever you live, your winter will be a safe one. i know here its gonna get reall nasty reall quick. so if this storm heads your way please drive carefull.

Dreaming
My heart has been captured in the sails of your gallant mystery ship to carry me away to a far off place, to learn the history under the sea. The brave souls who died but should have lived to tell the tales of old. Of their lost loves that waited for them but there return was not meant to be. I have such a longing inside to sail away, to become a part of the sea, to let the stars and the sun guide me to where they want me to be. To open my heart to the unknown soul mate that is waiting for me on the other side of dawn. "Take me away my lord" I will cry from afar and the sea will stop at nothing to rescue me. My beloved champion, I long for your words to fill the empty part of my soul. If all I have are my dreams, my lord, than I shall met you there in the mist on the dark and shadowed earth. My beloved champion, come for me this night, wield thy sword and set me free from the one who has me in his chains. I sit at my window waiting as if I were one who was waiting for the retu

Fucking Neighbours (literally)
Well that's annoyed the holy crap out of me... I was awake during the small hours of this morning being subjected to the sound of the lanky streak of piss that is my neighbour fucking the brains out of his new girlfriend. I deeply resent people having more fun than me - especially when they're so much younger than I am!!! Grrrrrr! My, it's been a long time.

Problems??
Just wondering if anyone else is having problems viewing pictures?? It seems like all the new ones I add when I go in to view them regular like everyone else they come up red marked. but the little default pic of each picture works just when I go in to fully view them Friends are always coming up red marked too. rarely one will work. Soo gahhh just wondering if its just me or its the site

Fuckem!
Fuckem all! Fuck all the cowardless, lieing, cheating and childish fucking people in the world. Im sick of them all, all they do is try to make everyone as unhappy as they are because they cant stand up to the truth or face the facts of life! If your reading this and are one of them do me the favor and peacefully exit, if you dont think or know your not one of these kinds of people thank you for being here and reading this and for being my friend. Once again I say FUCKEM ALL! This petty bullshit shouldnt get me upset but im sick of the BULLSHIT, I thought we were fucking adults not children in the damn 5th grade.

To My Friends, Kerri & Jay
I just wanted to say congrats to you. I found out that you guys got engaged over the weekend. I am so happy for ya'll. I wish we could talk sometime. I am here and there and Jay, you have my numbers....call me anytime you wanna chat. I wish you both the best and be happy~! I know we haven't had the easiest friendship. It has had it's share of ups and downs, but I want you to know I am truly happy for you. I hope whatever is between us will pass and I can come to the wedding~! I would love to be there in person to congratulate my friends on their happiness~~~!!!! ~~smooches~~

On The Crushing Silence
With neither fallen hero Nor the fleeing foe, nor With careful stratagem and Expert heraldry, Was my world laid bare, But by by God's Plan and Under the watchful eye Of the Queen of Heaven. Call it Destiny, Or call it what you will, A movement in the matter stream Was liberating iron from ice To set it galloping at ever-heightened pace Through some far stretch of starry skies. If a transport or dream could make us see it, No outcome would change, why would we flee it? Two playmates, we Thought to know each other Like children in the garden. Because my heart was full, I saw my sphere as this planet Abundant with mirth -- Neither floating on Air Nor tied down to Earth. But suddenly all eyes turned heavenward With youthful fascination at the Pretty lights that flickered there. Our innocence knew no such phenomena, And of its consequence we were wholly unaware. This mass of mineral ambled on its steady course, Every second and for aeons tumblin

That Time Again!
Well, just had my annual review at work. I always hate those. I get stressed when it comes up because I guess I just hate having to have a meeting with my boss. I just convince myself that it is going to be bad, even though it never is. Well at least its over for another year. Will have to wait a while to find out what the raise is and bonuses don't come out until March.

Purple
Okies I posted some new Pictures of my Purple Hairs^_^ Im happy with it, altho this color fades fast so I prolly wont have it for long. Im leaving for work today, soo Ill be on a shitty Internet connection till Thursday or so and wont be online a whole lot. This new BarTab Shit is bs, sooo I encourage even more, If youve got new shit and/or you want me to come leave love/rates on your page then let me know because its even harder now to keep track of this shit. Just drop a note here or something saying you need some luvins. Hope everyones haveing a fantastic week! *Muah*

Ya Think Ya Know Someone.....
then the shit hits the fan~! I was trying to apoligize to my frineds about something and I don't think they got it. I wanted to wish them happiness but I don't think they got it. All she wanted to do was cuss at me and tell me to leave her man alone......I don't want your man~! I am quite happy with mine~! Thank you~! I thought we were friends but I see now we were never friends cause Jay talked about me. Said I was trouble?? I have never been trouble....trouble is LYING to your WIFE about having affairs with women you met online~! You want trouble...I got ya trouble~! How about not telling the man you love you are still married?? Or opening a page saying how no one will tell you who to be friends with?? That you are NOT getting married~! And how about that cancer....do you really have it?? Doesn't look like you are sick.... HONEY...don't fuck with me cause you ain't seen trouble yet....BITCH~!!!!!!!

Day By Day
Day by day Night by night Kiss by kiss Touch by touch Step by step I fall in love A love so incomprehensible So vivid So unique So wild, that not even the reign of God could control A passion so deep A need so necessary A want so strong The universe would not handle I love you today I’ll love you tomorrow I’ll love you forever Do you know who you are? Come to me Find me I am waiting for this!

Rough Week
As some of you will remember, my Mom lost her battle with cancer this time last year. Please forgive me if I'm not on much or have much to say. It's nothing personal I'm just a little down plus I'm scheduled to work more than I'm use to. You'd think that wouldn't leave me much time to thing but it does. Anyway love to all my friends. ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Tuesdays Got A New Look!
Before I go into my regularly scheduled Programing here folks: A quick introduction to my new engineer Neppi (Tom Hanks plays the conductor) (just a little inside joke) (train music to scoll to) Whats a Tuesday Train? This weeks Train: NCGIRLUSA: Southern gal with all the cha

Will I Find Love?
She's Walking Down The Aisle She's walking down the aisle With a smile as pure as honey A gust of wind as smooth as silk A glimmer of hope A ray of light. She's walking down the aisle With lovely clothes of crimson red A look of a saintly figure A voice of an angel A silent whisper. She's walking down the aisle With eyes as deep as the sea A song of the morning bird A divine vision A picture of paradise. She's walking down the aisle Like clouds floating in the sky Like an angel ascending from heaven Like a drop of rain in the desert Like a promise never broken. She walks down the aisle. She asks me a question. I say the words to answer. And time stands still... As i say 'i do' - Sikandar Razzaq Bughio - reading this brought tears to my eyes and makes me wonder if i will ever fall in love or get married... does love exist? i am stuck on my theory that love is just a higher form of lust. can love be found over he internet? many seem to belie

Happy Hour
UGH!!!! Although i do love it when its happy hour it pisses me off that so many ppl r willing to throw their money away just to host one!! If u think POINTS and STATUS on a freaking WEBSITE is worth $100 ur out of ur effing mind!!!! I have an idea....next time u wanna waste $100 that could possibly go towards food or clothes or REAL FRIGGIN STUFF.....just give it to me i could obviously put it to better use!!! UGH!!! lol i just needed to vent luv yas *Jessica*

Week One!
HEY LADIES! Want to join the SAINTS AND SINNERS TRAIN and be added to our weekly pimp out bulletin? All you have to do is follow the three steps below! 1) Fan, Rate, and Add all of the ladies already on the train. 2) One you have done that just tell Persia, Ruby Cairo, or Louise about it by MESSAGE (Not shout) so that they can add you to the next week's pimpout! 3) Once you are added... just repost the weekly bulletin! That is all we ask! Persia {SSDC} FuGF of Elizabitch & Ruby Cairo ♥ † Co-Skank to NSF You †@ fubar ♥Louise♥ *Owned by Thelma*@ fubar Ruby Cairo {SSDC} FuGF of Persia & Elizabitch@ fubar ღღ Lady Sunmaid ღ I.B.I.C. ღ RL & Fu-Girlfriend to CELTICTHUNDER72 ღ@ fubar *John's Lil' Mama* ~ Member of United Bombers Association ~@ fubar GamerChick *Chriz's muddie*~ Clan [MFG]@ fubar

Fuck That Shit
fuck the days yo, fuck these days fuck all the crooked ways fuck everyone tryin to stand in my way fuck everyone tryin to be the baddest today fuck everything that's fucked these days fuck the government, politics, wars, and bullshit fuck all the lies we've been spoon fed fuck all the silver spooons we been fed wit fuck the bitches feed that bullshit fuck the bitches that i don't wanna deal with fuck the dude who just cut me off fuck your mom cause people piss me off fuck the whole world fuck the people who fucked you fuck the people that carry the evil fuck the people that side with the devil fuck the shit that never works fuck the people who love to hurt step up and fuck the days fuck that shit blow it up in a debris filled haze fuck everything that makes my mind a maze fuck my mind cause i write what it says fuck this shit that i be typin fuck it to hell cause i don't know what i'm writin fuck you, fuck y

What A Loser Jackass!
So this dipshit keeps calling me a "fuckin piece of shit" because I "stole" his Fubar "girl". He's never even met her! What a pathetic loser. Even better, he puts that message in my shoutbox and then blocks me so I can't write back. His name is Azriel. His screen name should be "Psycho pussy". LOL. Ha! I just realized he downrated me too. He voted my profile and pics a "1". Hahahahahahahahaha! Complete douchebag.

From A Friend
You are one sick person if you dont repost this i feel for you if this doesnt touch you because this is just wrong. read this. its disgusting Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyes My fathers sitting on the sofa with his friend He pats the seat in the middle; i sit Shivering so cold; a quilt he lends "Jessy you love me dont you" a smile Their breathe spirts weep "Daddy you know i do; what is it?" He smiles at his friend; his hand creeps His friend takes my hand; looks me in the eyes Daddys creeping up my nightie; cold hands I try to pull his hand away; grip is strong! They look at one another; nod; something planned I feel my palms sweat; Daddys under my knickers "Daddy im going to bed! Night" Pulling again But there grip is to strong for weak me I look at both; and ask, who are these men? His fingers going up me; pulling away His friend leans forward; a kiss? Why? His toungue moving mine; my eyes squint Lean back and away; "Why are you doing this?" No

Maybe I'm Missing Something
You know, it could just be me but it seems to me that a lot of the people on here need to invest in a dictionary and actually open it and use it or they are just so lazy they refuse to type one or two extra letters. I know the school systems are slack as hell today compared to when I went to school, but don't they teach spelling anymore or are they too busy teaching kids shit they'll never use? I mean people in this country can't even write or speak English so how can we expect immigrants to learn the language? Ok, so I have a pet peeve about the use of your/you're and they're/there/their but come on people be for real, are some folks really so STUPID that they spell especially "exspecialy?" I have even seen some posts from a guy from a near by town that if he graduated high school the teachers should be fired. The fool only spelled about one in ten words right including simple words, guess he was too busy being down with his crew while in school to learn anything useful. Ok, e

Please Help Out
OMG! Ms Dallas is running around hitting BIGDADDY & AIMEE. We can't have that!! She just slapped BigDaddy on the back of his bald head!! And pulled Aimee's hair! Need as many and all to this pick and spank her with rates and comments! Please help out with 1 rate and 20 comments if you can. love will be returned HIT THIS PHOTO ONLY!!!! This is an elimination showdown most rates and comments gets eliminated first!!! $3500 FU BUCKS to eliminate her! Contact Aimee or the GIT R DONE homepage to let us know of rates and bombs to her pic! Find your friends and send them to this pic and eliminate her! (repost of original by '♫ ♪Aimee ♫ ♪™ PRESIDENT & HEAD OFFICER OF THE GIT-R-DONE BOMBSQUAD~' on '2007-12-11 18:44:01')

U.s. Refuses `any Wounded Soldier' Mail
By JAY REEVES, Associated Press Writer Tue Dec 11, 2:22 PM ET BIRMINGHAM, Ala. - Hundreds of thousands of holiday cards and letters thanking wounded American troops for their sacrifice and wishing them well never reach their destination. They are returned to sender or thrown away unopened. ADVERTISEMENT Since the Sept. 11 attacks and the anthrax scare, the Pentagon and the Postal Service have refused to deliver mail addressed simply to "Any Wounded Soldier" for fear terrorists or opponents of the war might send toxic substances or demoralizing messages. Mail must be addressed to a specific member of the armed forces — a rule that pains some well-meaning Americans this Christmas season. "Are we going to forget our soldiers because we are running in fear?" Fena D'Ottavio asked. The suburban Chicago woman was using her blog to encourage friends to send mail to unspecified soldiers until she learned of the ban, which she called a sad commentary on society. Last seaso

Is It Dead?
Christianity! Is it dead or does it still flurish? The word itself means many things to many people. For myself, IT means I have not the right to judge others for what they may or may not have done in they're past. Weather it be true or not is not my place to judge. For those who listen to this gossip, then they are as guilty as those who spread it. Christianity is a good word but only as good as those who use it wisely and in the text for which it was created. I am not the judge, jury or exicutioner therefore I will not condem my breatheren for the mistakes which they have made and which they are heartily sorry for! Does this make sense? And if so does it mean then, christianity is still alive? I hope so for all of our sakes!

Wedding Plans
Are fucking stressful... and i just started this morning.. Damn.. i picked out my dress.. now i just gotta figure out what colors the wedding is going to be in.. and who is going to be in it.. and where it is going to be.. oh lawd there i go again.. AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mon Dec 10, 11:20 Pm Et (child Abuse)
Mon Dec 10, 11:20 PM ET BISMARCK, N.D. - Dana Deegan hid her pregnancy from her family, including the father of her three children, for nine months. Then she gave birth to a healthy boy, fed him, dressed him, wrapped him in a blanket and left him to die. Deegan, 34, of White Shield, admitted Monday that she left the child alone for two weeks immediately after he was born, then put his body in a suitcase and left it in a ditch on the Fort Berthold Indian Reservation. Deegan tearfully pleaded guilty in federal court to a reduced charge of second-degree murder, acknowledging that she was under stress around the time of the birth. She had originally been charged with first-degree murder and false statements. She is to be sentenced in February and could face as many as 18 years in prison. The suitcase containing the body was found in November 1999 by a rancher repairing fences. Prosecutors said the baby was found in a one-piece sleeper and socks, wrapped in a blanket and to

Not Around Much
Hi everyone....well I know that some of you have probably noticed that I haven't been on much as of lately. December has been quite hectic so far with work and home life. Nothing serious just keeping me busy. I do however think of you guys everyday and wonder how everyone is. So if you would please, comment on this blog and just let me know how you are. I miss you all and I do hope things calm down on my end soon so that I can come back and chit chat with my friends again :) Love Jen

Don't Judge Me!!! Please Read
O.K. I know I've been judge the wrong way many times, and it's been going through my head ever since I was little, so I'm gonna let it all out. So, for those who think I'm boring, naive, or anything other negative things, ya'll need to listen up. I may be the nicest person in the world, but you don't need to take advantage of me or bully me around. I'm can't satisfy everybody. It's been running through my head all day and it makes me wanna snap. This past Saturday was the last straw. Just because I'm a nice person, don't get the impression that I can be your punching bag or think you can run all over me. I'm tired of people wanna change me (my size, want me to start drinking, do things that I don't normally do, etc.) It gave me the impression that you're saying that the way I am didn't get me anywhere, like I'm the little guy. When it's everybody else, it's fine, but when it comes to me, it's like "I can't do it" or "I don't know what I'm doing". I feel like I'm not worth a

Whats The Moral To This Day Of Mine??
My days are always busy for me And today was promised to be no exception..I got up early and drove to work, There wasn't much traffic at 6am this morning I had the whole road to myself. The orange of the dawn had yet to break the night time spell on black sky. I parked my car and took a minute to enjoy the quietude.I set down my books,picked up my coffee and leaned against the car.It was just the star-studded sky and me. Across the city,Lights flickered.Shawdowed trees slept.The night was calm: no noise, no hurry,no demands.That would all soon change within a couple of hours.Let a few thousand alarm clocks buzz and a few thousand garage doors open and the serenity would be invaded as suburbia awakened.but at that moment suburbia slept. Life is like that sometimes.There are jaunts in life's journey that are as glassy as a midnight lake on a windless night. No noise,No rushing,No cries.There are measures in our music where the conductor silences the kettledrum, and only the flute i

What Is Up With Kids Today?
OK, it just seems to me that kids today get by with way too much. They are too spoiled and pampered. You can't discipline them because of CPS, everything is abuse. I got the shit beat out of me when I was a kid, and I respect my parents more for it. To this day I still call anyone older than me sir or ma'am. I have respect for everyone unless you give me a reason not to. And what about the toys, back then who cared what it had in it, as long as it kept you busy and out of mom and dads hair for a while. We had lawn darts, and several other toys that could have seriously injured us. Lead in the paint, we didn't care, and look how we turned out. And back then mom would throw us out of the house to go play so she could have some peace, would say don't come back until supper or dark, whichever comes first. We need to reform the system and make it so that we don't have a bunch of undisciplined bastards running around because their parents couldnt spank them. There used to be nothing better t

Yeah So.
Just might die in a snow storm tomorrow night. me and my besties are going to a concert tomorrow.... which i will not name because i REFUSE to get made fun of... and it's gonna snow like a bitch. So in case no one hears from me on Friday you know what happened lol.

Vernon Ingram
In Loving Memory of my uncle, Vernon Ingram of Irvine, Kentucky. My uncle was like a dad to me, after my dad passed away 2 years ago my dad's brother was the only person I could turn to for anything. I guess when you really think you have so great, for me I didnt. Dont let the pretty face or my career get ya and say that well look at her and how gorgeous she is any man would be honored to have her. Well I'm not as strong as I look. I have battled cancer and a child all rolled in one. My uncle taught me to never fall in love unless I knew right then he was the one to care for me, to accept God, to always follow my heart, never mixed lust for love. It really hurts to know now he was right. I have someone in my life that I care about that I love and someday want to marry. It hurts to know now that he is gone and my heart has taken a different turn. I know in my heart he is in a better place and God will take care of him. My pain in my heart and the memories I carry around ev

Daily Laugh
If you need a giggle today, these are for you. I just received this in email so thought I'd share it around ;o) These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters who had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place. Q: Are you sexually active? A: No, I just lie there. __________________________________ Q: What is your date of birth? A: July 15th. Q: What year? A: Every year. ______________________________________ Q: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? A: Gucci sweats and Reebok's. ______________________________________ Q: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? A: Yes. Q: And in what ways does it affect your memory? A: I forget. Q: You forget? Can you give us an example of something that you've forgotten? _____________________________________ Q: What was the

Yeah Sure
You know I sit here on a daily basis and deal with crap that well I shouldent have to deal with.. I had to go out with my twins today in the flippin cold to be told that it was a appointment mistake and that some other things need to be dealt with before they can do what they need to do on my end.. then I find out that my twins have 2 last names WTF. I never gave them two last names. Where in the hell did this come from?? Well apparently while I was laid up in the hospital the "father" of the boys decided to alter some of the paperwork that I had filled out and had waiting for the staff to pick up. See when I was in the hospital I woke up to him staring at me in my room. I never invited him and never told him that I was there yet he managed to find me and make his way to my room and then give my boys his last names as well as mine. Well since then he has thought it bright to run off and be nowhere to be found and now I have to find his ass and I dont want to. They are telling m

Maybe
MAYBE Maybe someone's out there who's thinking of me Wishing that somehow he would soon see me Maybe out there, somebody's longing to be with me Praying that soon, he could then be with me. Maybe somewhere in the world, someone is waiting Wanting to be with me so bad that he's hurting Maybe somewhere in the midst of busy life, Someone's wishing that I could be his wife. Maybe sometime in my life someone would come And tell me that in search for me, the world he roamed Maybe sometime in my life he would come And whisper to me gently that with me, he's finally home. Maybe tonight someone's dreaming of me Hoping that when he wakes up, it's me he would see Maybe tonight, someone's deeply loving me Wanting nothing else but just to be loved by me. Maybe somewhere, someone loves me so much He'd share his life with me and my whole life he'd touch Maybe somewhere, someone longs to hear me call Or maybe, yes, I realized, maybe there is none at all

Friends Or Not
I have been on Fubar for quite some time. This is my second account... the first one being Zealouskitten. I deleted the first account due to personal issues concerning my ex. I joined Fubar AKA CherrryTap in the first place as a means to meet people and have fun. Assuming that it was an adult site and that there would be adults on it. But like the old saying goes....NEVER assume anything!! It just amazes me the amount of immaturity and bs that here really is. Drama, lies, backstabbing, and fools that like to play with peoples minds and hearts. These people are the ones that really irritate the hell out of me. Some people are just a waste of webspace. I don't hold grudges or hate anyone. I have a little saying....when you were born you were crying and everyone else around you was crying...live your life so that when you die you are the one smiling and everyone else around you is crying. You make more friends by being yourself and keeping it real. Why do you have to lie about

Why Do People Have To Have Loud Music In Their Car?
Why do people have to have loud music in their car? I mean if you cant hear the other cars going by and you get into an accident i think your insurance should go up 10 fold if u are the one causing the accident and ur music was so loud that you did not pay attention

Teddy Bears( Please Read)
Me and my sister have started a non profit organization in rememerence of our father that passed away 4 years ago of Heart Disease something that he had battled half of his life. During the lat few years he was alive he was an avid collector of Teddy Bears so what me and my sister have decided to do is take all his bears he collected over the years and give them to the cancer paients and burn victims at some of the hospitals. It took a while to finally contact someone to let us do this and just yesterday we got a call from Shriners Burn Unit in Galveston Texas sayingthat they would love for us to come there and do this. Me and my sister are very excited about doing this our dad was always a giver he would give you the shirt off of his back you needed it so we just wanted to carry on his good name by doing this. As of last night Dec. 11, 2007 we had 80 bears and should be receiing more tonight. We are planning to continue this every year and even do it on more Holidays other than just

Just Wondering...
ok, so does it make me a lesbian if I go to a females page and rate her pics and/or say she is beautiful? I thought I was being nice, and appreciating a beautiful woman when I saw one- but a friend of mine said that some chick thought I was a lesbian or bi and that I wanted her. LOL Do any of you women out there have issues with another woman saying your beautiful? I find it more complimentary when a female says that to me, than a man. Because, lets face it girls, we are our competition. eh, just my opinion, for what its worth.

Public Hug
I had to run a few errands today .. get some Christmas presents .. looking for an ID braclet for the meds im on .. trying to find something for the dog to chew on so he doesnt keep after me for more cookies ..I stopped at good ol' walmart . and thought seeing as thou im on the new meds i wanna keep track of my weight so i can tell my Endocrinologist when i see her in March how my progress went ...I go to the scale dept .. which was hiding in the tool dept . why ive no idea . .. grabbed one . put it on the floor made sure it was all set @ 0 .. and WHAM .. i was so freakin happy .. Im down 20 lbs already .. and this is only 7 days .. I feel amazing .. i dont have that horrible metalic taste in my mouth anymore . and im not so freakin tired .. now that my levels are being checked every other day . and with being on the meds.. I called the doc and she said if i really do as im told .. I could be pretty well close to my goal weight in about 10 months .. WOOOHOOOOOO .. I was so happy with th

You Know You're From Massachusetts If.....
YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM MASSACHUSETTS IF..... 1. You think crosswalks are for wimps 2. You think if someones nice to you they either want something or they are from out of town and lost 3. You know how to cross four lanes of traffic in five seconds 4. You're amazed when traveling out of town that people at McDonalds actually speak english 5. You think it's not actually tailgating unless you're touching the bumper of the car in front of you 6. You know that a yellow light means that at least five more people can get through and a red one means two more can 7. The transportation system is known as the "T" 8. You could own a small town in Iowa for the cost of your house 9. Subway is a fast food place 10. There are 24 Dunkin Donuts shops within 15 minutes of your house 11. When people talk about "The Curse Of The Bambino" you know what they're talking about and believe it too 12. You believe using your turn signals gives away your plan to the enem

Basic Rules For Driving In Boston
BASIC RULES FOR DRIVING IN BOSTON (subject to change at any time): When on a one way street, stay to the right to allow oncoming traffic to pass. Never, ever, stop for a pedestrian unless he flings himself under the wheels of your car. The first parking space you see will be the last parking space you see. Grab it. Double park in the North End of Boston, unless triple parking is available. Learn to swerve abruptly. Boston is the home of slalom driving, thanks to the Registry of Motor Vehicles, which puts potholes in key locations to test drivers' reflexes and keep them on their toes. Never get in the way of a car that needs extensive bodywork. Always look both ways when running a red light. Honk your horn the instant the light changes. Breakdown lanes are not for breaking down, but for speeding, especially during rush hour. Breakdown lanes may also end without warning causing traffic jams as people merge back in. Never use directional signals when changin

Flames Of Hell
Firey blazing heat rising beyond my contol, I watch in amazement as I lose myself In the midst of the flames, And watching myself from afar, I realize that I am not in control. Outside my reach everything seems to be, And I can't just stand by and watch, I have to do something, Someone will be hurt. Thick brimestone ash fills the air As the souls of those scream unheard, I fight my way past Satan's minions, And I drag the fluid of life with me, Drowning every little flicker left Left in this beast's soul. He stops and hears a wimpering soul Locked in deep closet within the firey hell And Satan himself wouldn't stay, And I am the one that faces the dangers And I am the one that pulls this soul free, And as I look there are many like me Fighting the hell's that are created Here on earth. They call us firemen. Robert J Nye (2007)

Thanks For The Help
Just Wanted To Say Thanks To The Few People(You Know Who You Are)... That Always Help Me With Rates And Or Comments When I Need Leveling And Or Contest/Giveaway Help... To Everyone Else ..Keep Asking For Help From Me ..I'm Always Glad To Help :)

People Are The Dumbest Things
Look...don't bother wasting my time. I am friends with many of you because I want to be. I repost your stupid bulletins in hopes that when I have one maybe you'll repost mine when I ask. I rate your pictures and your stash to help you level and ask for NOTHING in return. I help you with your contests because you are my friend. NOT because I want you to do anything for me. I don't care if you are a bomber family or not. I don't care if you are part of a group or not. Block me if you want, fucking rate my shit a 1 if you need to do it to make yourself feel better. For some of you that do this crap...you're just jealous, for the others, you're just ass holes. I joined Club FAR because I was told that it was a cool family with cool people in it. I ask someone from their precious "family" page to repost a bulletin and they say "Why would I repost this, we are not a bomber family." HELLO!!!! I WAS IN CLUB FAR BEFORE THIS FAKE ASS PAGE WAS MADE! FAMILY DOES SHIT FOR EACH

Dj Logan
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For That Special Asshole
I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green I hope when you're in bed with her you think of me I would never wish bad things but I don't wish you well Could you tell by the flames that burned your words I never read your letter 'cause I knew what you'd say Give me that Sunday school answer Try make it all okay Does it hurt to know I'll never be there But it sucks to see my face everywhere It was you who chose to end it like you did I was the last to know you knew exactly what you would do And don't say you simply lost your way She may believe you but I never will never again If she really knows the truth she deserves you A trophy wife Oh, how cute Ignorance is bliss But when your day comes and he's through with you and he'll be through with you You'll die together, but alone You wrote me in a letter you couldn't say it right to my face Well, give me that Sunday school answer repent yourself away Does it hurt to know I'll never

Voices Turn
We found him as a child. He was scared and all alone. He looked just like a stranger though we found him in his home. Those little eyes so fearful of a cold and nasty world, his doors were closed, his bridges up and all his flags were furled. we took him by the hand and we shared him in the sun. We showed him that at least with us that he could have some fun. We were all he used to ever have,no one else to stand beside. We told him every truth they hid, we told him every lie. Now he sleeps within us and at last our voice is free. though looking in the mirror it is not our face you see. We will always be here for our only begotten boy, when all the world just sees him as a amusement and a toy. He only wanted to be loved and to love back in return. All he found was roses that always seemed to burn. He still draws his roses though we doubt that he knows why. The roses are not roses but every tear he will not cry. He hates the world around him and he builds such thick strong walls, h

Past And Present Questioning
ok I have been checking the history when i get home every morning and I noticed that my boyfriend has been looking up porn ( that doesn't bother me i like porn but he says he didn't do it and there is only the two of us on this computer) and his ex girlfriends.....he's made a myspace profile and won't add me as a friend. a few months back I was getting these text messages from a dating service he was suscribed to, he also didn't know anything about. and was messaging this 16 year old things like I'm wanting and hoping to hear from you soon, the pics on your profile look amazing... his excuse was he was setting his cousin up with her. now it may just be my paranoia but now he has added aim and i found a personals thing on the history, I'm a very jealous person psychotic doesn't even begin to describe what I would be if another lame asshole is cheating on me. I'll neuter him with a butter knife. but the main thing is why can't some just be honest? if you don't want to be with some one j

When Girls Don't Put Out!!
George Baker added this Comment December 11 6:06pm When girls don't put out!! This was written by a guy ... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Please have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was goi

Oh I Wish!!!!
That the snowstorm scheduled for later would come tomorrow instead. lol. I've got a show to get to tonight and I'd like to get to and from in one piece. I mean the world would be lame without a crazy ass like me in it. (At least I hope so. lol) In other news if this storm is as bad as everyone is staying I'm staying at Chris' tonight. I think we're programmed to misbehave when we're within 200 feet of each other! So much for sleepin.... lol.

Willy's Vagina Shrinking Formula From 05
WILLY's VAGINA SHRINKING FORMULA By WILLY In my never-ending attempts to make some fuckin' money online, refer to my "Fuck it Suck My Butt Cheeks Kit," and all the other shit I've tried. (That one is mentioned here because it's the fucking only one that made me a few dimes, i.e., $10 bills)! Well, this time I really think I've got it; if you've been online for any length of time you've been constantly bombarded by all the fuckin' "Penis Enlargement Pills" popup ads! Now being that sex is a two-way thing, even you one-way's can benefit from this, I've decided to go at it from the opposite direction by offering "Willy's Vagina Shrinking Formula" available in pills, and cream! Unlike the "Super Dick" pills, that men have to take forever, chicks can take a pill approximately one hour before intercourse, effects last up to eight hours! And the pussy will have tightened up! Or failing that use the cream, quicker acting but lasts half as long, by applying it to your cunt! Warning; don't go

Soldiers
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. a soldier is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician and the subtlety of Mt. Saint Helens. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. You can kick him out of your house, but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list, but not off your mind. They are found everywhere; In love, in battle, in lust, in trouble, in debt, in bars... and sometimes behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter, clean clothes or a pack of smokes. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. Brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of Playboy or Sports Illustrated or GUNS & AMMO in his back pocket. When he wants s

More Into Me
well, as i sit here at my office, i'm bored. i have to go see a friend of mine at the airport here soon. but, i was thinkin of bringing some of my bloggys from other sites i am on so you people can get a better idea of what runs around in my head over here. so be prepared. they will be loaded up soon.

Just To Make U Feel Better
After having been through my first real love drama I know now why they say it makes you a better writer so if you have loved and lost like me then this is for you: How sweet the life I once pursued When all were fun and games And once through lifes raptures I perused My wild heart love could not tame Till the day my eyes beheld The angel in Disguise Twas then my heart felt love compelled And my mind was hypnotized Then she took me to her fields Her gold trimmed paradise Yet for all her wealth could yield Only her love would suffice So we sat in silent bliss Enjoying a euphoric state Enthralled inside a passionate kiss Unaware of the cruelty of fate And as we listened to the wind And the birds sang madrigals I heard the voice from deep within And my heart began to fall For then I knew the time had to come For us to say farewell And after all was said and done Only my heart could tell Now in reminiscent regret I spend my time ensued And think back

I Was Pissed In This One
well here we are, a beautiful thursday. work wasn't too bad today. did some admin stuff at the office and tried to hit my business list up. a good friend of mine actually stopped by my mother's yesterday while i was getting something to eat. i hadn't seen him in forever. we went to military school together and continued our friendship after school. so it was good to see him. other than that, I can honestly say it has been the ultimate of very shitty weeks. There's nothing quite like having your heart ripped out, somehow trying to concentrate on learning the recruiting biz, then geting to go to a brigade goat screw at ft. leonardwood. at least i'll be able to play with guns this weekend. as for the heart being ripped out thing, we'll stay away from that topic becuase it's just a tad touchy. although i did relize that, in all actuality shit like this happens, even when you aren't expecting it, so i might as well fuckin deal with it. so life goes on. if fate deems it necessary t

There's No Need To Fear ...
Underdog is here! Sometimes the weirdest stuff gets stuck in my head. I was just thinking about the impending snow storm and I couldn't help thinking about the episode of Underdog where Simon Barsinister created the snowmaking machine to cover the earth in massive amounts of snow. Simon says: Go Snow!!! Yeah, I'm weird. Tell me something I don't know!

The 10 Commandments
The 10 commandments 01. The two should never irritate themselves at the same time, this means preventing the explosion. Qto more the situation is complicated, but the calm is needed. 02. Never shout with one another, unless the home is catching fire. Who has good arguments need not scream and the more someone shouts, less is heard. 03. If anyone should win let the discussion is the other. Losing a discussion can be an act of intelligence and love. 04. If it is inevitable criticize, do so but with love. The other side needs to understand what is said, aims to add, not divide. 05. Never play in the face of the other mistakes of the past. The person is always greater than their mistakes. And nobody likes to be characterized by their defects. 06. Be displicente with anyone, least with his cônjugue. In the life of two all can and should be important. The happiness was born of small things. 07. Never sleep without having reached an agreement. If it does not, the pro

Fine Lines Drawn In The Sand......
Fine lines drawn in the sand ..... There's a fine line between: Love & Hate Distortion & Reality Friends & Enemies I love fucking you & I fucking love you Darkness within & Darkness without Spirituality & Sanctimony Passions & Emotions Life & Death Love & Lust

Pissed Off Aussie (plz Explain Nsfw)
i had 5 photos flaged as nsfw,now im not one to be a so and so and go marken stuff as nsfw or let alone get involved in any of the crap that go`s on in this joint but come on a pair of bloody footy boxers hasent anyone got better things to do then to make a person life misrable yeah i know i could and can re upload the pics but why the hell should i. NOW i see a lot of desplay pics showing bits and peices so tell me whats the diferance of a woman showing a little clivage to bearing all well its that showing clivage is that they are covered and bearing all well not so covered and wtf is the differance to a guy wearing no shirt or singlet to a chick been topless hell idk i give up and i guse this blog will be marked as well

Our Troops And Their Familes
A very specil thank you to our men and women in uniform.I would like to thank you for everthing you are doing and let you know that you are apperciated .And you and your families are in my prayers. And to our soliders thank you for the sacrifices that you make everday. Some of us don't understand what you go through everday. The long days and the short nites not getting any sleep and getting right back up and doing the same thing over again while we are home in our safe warm bed. Just a note to say i support our troops .And thank you. DARLEE

Time To Escape
The way he treats you, is such a disgrace. Using intimidation, to "put you in your place". You say when he's not drinking that things are just great. Though as I recall, he broke your nose while he was straight. You don't deserve these bruises, punches and slaps. It's time to escape, get away from that crap. You say that you love him, you say that you care. Do you think he loves you, when you're knocked through the air. Maybe you're afraid, of being alone. It's still better, than the "love" that he's shown. He squeezes your throat, as you gasp for a breath. If you don't get out now, he'll be the cause of your death.

Poem 2
Love Is! Love is having you by my side And in my dreams, you're always there Love is knowing you're wherever I go Just like the skies You're everywhere Love is lying down at night And before I sleep Your face is the last thing I see When I wake to the early morning That happy face is there to greet me Love is knowing that truly You are the one I'd spend the rest of my life Love is knowing how wonderful it would be To live as husband and wife Love is knowing that in my heart That what we share is strong and true Love is so many things I know But most of all, I know love is you.

Poem 3
A MILLION & ONE A million times you’ve always said you would love me forever. A million times you’ve promised me you’d always be there for me til end of time. Now you say it’s time to go and that love doesn’t live here anymore. Now you say you’re unhappy after a million smiles and a million sunrises in my arms. A millions times I’ve heard your voice whispering in my ears at night as if I’ve heard a million questions in my head. Now that I have all the answers; but I have no one to give me any questions. A billion tears have sent chills down my face as they flow down in the form of a waterfall. So many times I’ve questioned God and why he has taken you and your love away from me after so many years. I see you from time to time surrounded by walls of empty flesh; keeping me away from you as if I were a virus, plague or disease. I some times wish I had a million bullets; for what I don’t know at this point in time. I want to leave this place, this world, this galaxy caring m

Up's And Down's
Life is filled with ups and downs.. Lately mine been down.. I not sure if its the Christmas season or what. My weight is effecting me alot lately. I had hopes to be down 50 pounds by now. But things happen and losing the weight did not happen. Gyms need to have a play room so I can bring my kids and still work out. Or Pol (hubbies work) needs to get off 12's.. I watch what I eat but i will sneak some sweets now and then. It is much harder for me to workout at home because there are too many distractions and my foot is acting up. Where is my luck lately. Things need to change and soon because I cant deal with the added weight. Its hard not to let it get to me but it does.

A Candle Light
A prayer never said, or that promise never kept. A hand never offered to help, or a smile never offered in friendship. A hurt never forgiven, or a wound never healed. A kiss never asked for, or a hug never accepted. A love never pursued, or a dance never danced. A song never sung, or those words never spoken. A child never born, or a flower never allowed to bloom. A risk never taken, or a room you never come out from. A wall never climbed, or that path never taken. A child never knowing their Grandparents, or that card you never sent. A mercy never given, or a hate never left behind. A baby never suckled, or a tear never shed. Light that candle that sits so gloom and cold, bring a truth to your life before you are to old.

The Penis Study
THE PENIS STUDY The American Government funded a study to see why the head of a man's Penis was larger than the shaft. After 1 year and $180,000, they Concluded that the reason that the head was larger than the shaft was To give the man more pleasure during sex. After the US published the study, the French decided to do their Own study. After $250,000 and 3 years of research, they concluded that The reason the head was larger than the shaft was to give the woman more Pleasure during sex. Australians, unsatisfied with these findings, conducted their own Study. After 2 weeks and a cost of around $75.46, and 2 cases of Beer, they concluded that it was to keep a man's hand from flying off And hitting himself in the forehead.

My Marriage And My Husband
My Marriage and My Husband This blog was written on Friday, March 9, 2007. When I got married I thought it would be forever. I never imagined that it would only last three months. I never thought my husband would hit me. I never thought that it would turn out that I married the wrong man. I love my husband. I'm just not in love with my husband. After a lot of tears, soul searching, and prayer I have figured out that he isn't the same man that I fell in love with. We met July 1, 2005. He told me he loved me after only a week. We made love for the first time after ten days. December 23, 2005 he proposed to me. We set our wedding date for June 23, 2007. Pastor said we had to get married sooner because we were living in sin so we married November 18, 2006. He quit his job in June, 2006. He delivered pizzas a couple nights a week to make money for his truck payment, cell phone bill, and gas. He didn't pay any of the house bills. In the fall of 2006 he got severial temporary jobs

+spoiled Children
Ok, time to vent y'all : I keep getting messages from people lightening their friend's list load. That's cool, I don't mind being deleted, but sometimes the reasoning is lame...and childish if not hurtful. Why should our 'friendship' depend on whether or not I talk to YOU first? Is that how you are with all of your friends? The only way you and your homies get to know eachother is if THEY open the lines of conversation first and are incredibly aggressive with you? If so, when are you going to grow up and join the real world, hmm? I remember having to do that for the little KIDS I would tutor after school awhile back. Some of them were SO shy, I had to MAKE a kid go up to another and say 'Hi'.(That's all it takes! Just fvcking say "Hi".) Now I'm realizing how much that hindered them maybe, I should've been like : "Bobby, I know it's hard, but if you want to be friends with Billy, why don't you go up to him and ask him what's going on?"

Getting Better
It turns out that things are now turning for the better, Lot more sunny days instead of stormy weather. Everything seems brighter now especially through my eyes, No more contemplate worring on when will i demise. But grabbing life by the horns and never letting go, And not worrying about a thing just ride with the flow. Yes things are a little better now..........just thought that you should know.

My Ass Thinks I'm Funny...
->Mr. Horny: freetranslation.com... ->Mr. Horny: ¿Sabe usted que su hermana tiene los cangrejos? Mr. Horny: In english please ->Mr. Horny: ¿Por qué me ridiculiza usted y me contesta en inglés? Mr. Horny: I do not speak Spanish ->Mr. Horny: Quiero un furburger grande Mr. Horny: I do not speak Spanish...sorry ->Mr. Horny: ¿Tiene usted herpes? ->Zera: ¿Tiene usted herpes?

So...hmmm
Ok... well I joined this place and I'm looking around and I'm picking up on it. I think. But wow, this is like "myspace on crack" as one of my friends put it. i don't know if I can keep up. I'm afraid to step away from my computer... This is what happens when computers get to good people. This is what becomes of us...

Bored With People...
Yeah the title is kind of true, I'm just bored with majority of the people I'm meeting recently. Just talking to people in general. They seem to be all the same, same ole boring stuff in my opinion. I haven't had an interesting conversation with anybody in a long ass time. Or met people with common interests either. I'm not being conceded or self centered (trying so hard not to be or act like it) but it seems not alot of people relate to me or me to them. Hey I'm one of the goofiest people a person can be, but thats fun sometimes, having a meaningful conversation about something that isn't so mundane or related to what goes on in everyday life would be nice sometime. I guess I'm trying to say I'm a free-thinker so normal stuff doesn't interest me all that often. Is there anyone who might peak my interest??

A Sad Heart I Own ~
EVER HAVE THAT FEELING OF BEING LEFT BEHIND.. NO LONGER IN THAT PERSONS HEART OR MIND.. YOU ONLY WISH THE BEST FOR THEM IN THE END.. HAPPINESS FOR THEM YOU SEND... YOUR HEART BREAKS A LITTLE AT TIME... REMEMBERING WHEN THEY WERE MINE.. WITH EVERY LASTING BREATH IN MY LUNGS I WILL LOVE YOU... TRUST AND BELIEVE WHAT I SPEAK IS TRUE.. I HOPE YOU FIND THE JOY YOU ARE LOOKING FOR.. YOU WILL BE IN MY HEART FOR EVER MORE.. THIS IS NOT A GOOD BYE AND I AM NOT LETTING GO.. JUST TELLING YOU WHAT I WANT YOU TO KNOW.. I LOVE YOU TO DEATH~ shelly l. harris 12/14/2007

See Ya All At Some Point
its time to say bye bye for now as its time for me to move . will be missing for about 3- months getting everything sorted. so to all those that matter have a great christmas and new years holiday and i will see you in 2008. to those that dont matter wtf you doing in here until next time ttfn x

Oh Well
I could scream or cry or yell or pout,, I want to hate but damn it ... my coat was stolen,it held my pins and some cash, the coat itself I had for 12 years,, so yeah,,it held some sentimental value,, whatever its the whole fucking point,, it was taken out of,,anger,spite,hurt , so fucking lame,, the pins,my ID, bus pass,sure,,they can be replaced,,yeah,, I've been talking about getting a new coat anyway,,,, Its just the principle o the fact,,, fucking thieve just like the rest just like those that I wont ever hate..only despise, some will never be any different from the rest...

This Shit Cracks Me Up
Ayla{{Ladies Only}}@ fubar You guys have to check out this profile if you already havent! This person is using photos of Jennifer Gardner/Affleck and passing it off as herself..what's really funny is that people have no clue. Alot of the photos that are being used are the tabloid shots when the photographers snap celebs out and about doing normal activities. People are so messed up sometimes that they have to pretend to be someone else but cheers to then because I got a kick out of it

P.s. I Love You
I so want to see this movie! I'm not normally into romantic movies, but when its got Gerard Butler in it, I just hafta! And the fact that his character is a ghost, well .... Holly Kennedy (Hillary Swank) is beautiful, smart and married to the love of her life-- a passionate, funny, and impetuous Irishman named Gerry (Gerard Butler). So when Gerry's life is taken by an illness, it takes the life out of Holly. The only one who can help her is the person who is no longer there. Nobody knows Holly better than Gerry. So it's a good thing he planned ahead. Before he died, Gerry wrote Holly a series of letters that will guide her, not only through her grief, but in rediscovering herself. The first message arrives on Holly's 30th birthday in the form of a cake, and to her utter shock, a tape recording from Gerry, who proceeds to tell her to get out and "celebrate herself". In the weeks and months that follow, more letters from Gerry are delivered in surprising ways, each sending her on a

Too Much Mad Max
They have been playing Beyond Thunderdome relentlessly the last couple months on TV and it is getting ingrained into my psyche. We have this woman from Australia who works at my company as an Administrative Assistance. Every time I hear her say the word "tomorrow" I can't help but think of the kids that Mad Max rescues talking about "tomorrow morrow land".

Going To Michigan For Christmas
Well today is the day I am leaving for michigan to see nanners again :D! I moved up the date cause there is a big snow storm coming on saturday and I didnt want it to get delayed! So I bought a ticket for today :D. I am so excited to be going to see nanners today I hope the flight goes smooth with out any delays! I will be spending christmas with nanners and that makes me soooo happy I cant wait see you in Michigan!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D

Thyroid Update
Well I went for the Biopsy and this Doc said she needed to run more tests before she did it.She did another ultrasound and said there was many nodules but since my Doc never sent the blood work and test results she couldn't tell which were "cold" and which were "hot" nodules She also said the thyroid was swollen and lumpy which may be a sign of an autoimmune disease. So more blood work and more tests. All I care about is getting the medication to stop the weight gain.Cut off what you want Doc,I'll weigh less then,lol.

Think About It!
you know i'm so tired of big gorgeous women being told how fat they are. It sickens me, and breaks my heart to know BBW's get made fun of so much by society. Why can't people get to know that BBW person they make fun of and see the inner beauty they posses and know that they want to be accepted like everyone else in society! Guys give a BBW a chance and maybe, just maybe you might see there inner beauty, and getting to know her, and like that person for who she is and realize that you hurt all BBW's by making jokes or giving dirty stairs to a gorgeous BBW!

What Should I Do
im in the middle of a dilemia and need advice. i have recently found out that bloke i know supposively fancies me and i dont know what to do. everytime im in the room he leaves the room and we have known each other for years, he has recently sent me some rather rude and suggestive texts. he wants 2 know who i feel about him, this is scaring me as i totally didnt expect this so much it is scaring me. WHAT SHOULD I DO ? merry christmas and happy new year

Okay, This Made Me Giggle
Alright, so Mike Huckabee, one of our best and brightest, or so you'd like to believe of a presidential hopeful...yeah, so he asked Mitt Romney if mormons really believe that satan and jesus are brothers. Mitt Romney pouted and said that the "comment" was insulting to his religion, and that was just the limit of tastelessness. Huckabee, a baptist, apologized immediately. My take on the whole thing is that they're both crazier than shithouse rats. For one, it wasn't a "comment", it was a question. It just so happens that mormons believe just that, and moreover they believe that the spirit people who didn't take sides in the fight for control of earth were born on earth as black people to mark them. Huckabee believes that the earth was created 6000 years ago and that abortion is the cause of our need for immigrant labor, because they're not growing up to join the workforce. He might have had a point asking the question, but as for questioning another person's religious i

New Collar
I received my new collar today and couldn’t wait to try it on. So I couldn’t resist I tried it on and it’s beautiful. I love it. I can’t wait for Master to put it on himself. On the back it has a place to put a lock. It definitely makes me feel owned, I am his slutslave. It makes me feel wonderful I don’t want to take it off. I will wear my collar with pleasure and pride and without feeling lost. The collar is extremely attractive, setting off and enhancing my beauty. I must obey all things, those things alone can drive a slave to almost excruciatingly ecstatic orgasmic heights, experiencing sensations and raptures.

I Think It's Time
I Think It May Be Time For Me To Leave FUBAR Soon...I Do Have To Wait For My VIP To Expire Before I Leave..But Most Likely When It Does Expire I Am Leaving.. So If You Want To Continue To Keep In Touch..Let Me Know..

Random Survey..thanks Phatso! Hahaha That Sounded Wrong
1. What is a question that people always ask you? "Would you like to see my cock?" 2. What is the 6th text in your inbox? "Yay for Biscuits!" 3. Whats the last thing you said to someone & to who? "Okie and it was my boss" 5. Name something you have to do tomorrow: I don't havvve to do anything. But I will. housework. 6. Have you ever called 911? Oh yeah (fucking squirrels) and once ,by accident, on my cell phone 9. What CD is currently in your CD player? My friend's CD (he's Da Bomb yo No lie) 10. Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk? Chocoholic Milk 11. Has anyone told you a secret this week? People Trust me way too much...so yes many secrets...many headaches 12. When was the last time you had Starbucks? Yesterday 13. Can you whistle? Yes? can I sing whistle (you know the super purdy kind) no 14. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos? Yeah I'll be mostly covered in 5 years (Tattoo Wise) 15. Do you get along better with bo

A Marine Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone. In a one-bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney, with presents to give, and to see just who in this home did live. As I looked all about a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand. On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land. With medals and badges, awards of all kind, a sobering thought soon came to my mind. For this house was different, unlike any I've seen. This was the home of a U.S. Marine. I'd heard stories about them, I had to see more, so I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping, silent alone. Curled up on the floor in his one-bedroom home. He seemed so gentle, his face so serene. Not how I pictured a U.S. Marine. Was this the hero of whom I'd just read? Curled up on his poncho, a floor for his

Contest Reminder
Hello, just a reminder that the Holiday Contest starts tomorrow at 9 P.M. Eastern. As a bonus, the person with the most actual ratings will receive 10,000 Fubucks. If anyone else wants to join the contest please send me an email. Thanks everyone who has joined so far. Have fun and good luck!

Another One Thanks Phatso -btw She's Like Gorgeous
~My 2007 Awards~ 1) DRINKING BUDDY OF THE YEAR My 12 yr old cousin just playin! 2) LIFETIME SERVICE AWARD (longest friend) - Glo-Nuts 3) NEWCOMER AWARD - NEWEST FRIEND? Im averaging about 3 a day 3) HIGH POINT OF THE YEAR? I actually went the ENTIRE year without having to get stitches yay I learned to walk! 4) LOW POINT OF THE YEAR? My best friend in the world Mike...heroin over dose in the bathtub...Love you man....Glo-nuts husband. LOVE YOU much 5) BEST HOLIDAY? presents 6) YOUR SONG FOR 2007? Uh the E-40 song...youuuuuuu and that booty 7) MOVIE FOR 2007? hostile? 10) WHO DID YOU SPEND VALENTINES WITH? fuck...no one 11) BEST RELATIONSHIP? With My son of of course 12) WHAT WERE YOU FOR HALLOWEEN? My son's Date 13) RESTAURANT OF THE YEAR? CHILLLI's baby back ribs 14) BOOK OF THE YEAR? Ghetto Nation 15) BEST DECISION MADE THIS YEAR? To get me and my son our own apartment! Whew good job rae 16) WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS FOR NEXT YEAR? T

I Need Some Help
So I have a goal I am trying to reach and I am reaching it ever so slowly. I was wondering if you guys could help me out. I can only rate but so much in one day, so do you think you could rate my pics and/or stash. If ya don't have time to do all that, think you could spare some fubucks? I'd really appreciate it. I'm sure I look pretty pathetic right about now, but if you can't ask your friends/fans for help, who can ya ask?!?

3 Pleasures 1 Hell
pleasure one I: can See you anytime I need to, I look at photos each day.. pleasure two: I can HEAR you when I need to, your just 11 digits away.. pleasure three: I can Smell you on the letters you send.. the hell I go through, no matter what I do, I can't feel you, only in my dreams can I come close to you, it's like a part of me is gone it hurts for so long, I hope and I pray, someday I can find a way to cross the miles to your heart, and then I know the hell will fade away

Cute
T'was the night before Christmas and all through the town, no noses were frozen, no snow fluttered down, no children in flannels were tucked into bed, they all wore shorty pajamas instead. To find wreaths of holly, t'was not very hard, for holly trees grew in every back yard. In front of the houses, Dads and Moms were adorning the bushes and coconut palms. The sleeping kiddies were dreaming in glee, hoping to find water skis under the tree. They all knew that Santa was well on his way, in a Mercedes-Benz, instead of a sleigh. And soon he arrived and started to work, he hadn't a second to linger or shirk. He whizzed up the highways and zoomed up the road, in a S-L 300, delivering his loads. The tropical moon gave the city a glow, and lighted the way for old Santa below. As he jumped from the auto he gave a wee chuckle, he was dressed in Bermudas with an Ivy league buckle, There weren't any chimneys, but that caused no gloom, for Santa came in through the

What Kind Of Person Are You...
ARE YOU THE KIND OF PERSON THAT WOULD HELP SOMEONE UP , OR KNOCK THEM DOWN? DO YOU REALLY CARE FOR PEOPLE , OR COULD YOU CARELESS? DO YOU HELP PEOPLE , OR DO YOU ONLY HELP YOURSELF? WOULD YOU DRESS THEIR WOUNDS , OR STAB THEM IN THE BACK? WOULD YOU SING THEIR PRAISES , OR PUT THEM DOWN WHEN THEIR NOT AROUND? WOULD YOU GIVE THEM A DOLLAR , OR TAKE THEIR LAST PENNY? ARE YOU WILLING TO MAKE THEM DINNER , OR TAKE FOOD FROM THEIR PLATE? WHEN YOU SEE THEM ON THE GROUND , WOULD YOU REACH OUT YOUR HAND , OR STOMP ON THEM? WOULD YOU HOLD THEM CLOSE WHEN THEIR IN PAIN , OR WOULD YOU PUSH THEM AWAY? COULD YOU ACCEPT THEIR APOLOGIES , OR WOULD YOU HAVE NO MERCY? WOULD YOU HOLD THEIR SECRETS CLOSE , OR TELL THE WORLD FOR A GOOD LAUGH? COULD YOU UNDERSTAND THEIR FEAR , OR FEED OFF IT? WOULD YOU STAND UP FOR THEM , OR JUDGE THEM? COULD YOU TELL THEM THE TRUTH , OE LIE STRAIGHT TO THEIR FACE? NO MATTER WHAT KIND OF PERSON YOU ARE , TRY TO TOUCH THEIR LIVES IN A POSITIVE WAY... ALT

Pagan Origin Of Christmas
Few people realize that the origins of a form of Christmas was pagan & celebrated in Europe long before anyone there had heard of Jesus Christ. No one knows what day Jesus Christ was born on. From the biblical description, most historians believe that his birth probably occurred in September, approximately six months after Passover. One thing they agree on is that it is very unlikely that Jesus was born in December, since the bible records shepherds tending their sheep in the fields on that night. This is quite unlikely to have happened during a cold Judean winter. So why do we celebrate Christ�s birthday as Christmas, on December the 25th? The answer lies in the pagan origins of Christmas. In ancient Babylon, the feast of the Son of Isis (Goddess of Nature) was celebrated on December 25. Raucous partying, gluttonous eating and drinking, and gift-giving were traditions of this feast. In Rome, the Winter Solstice was celebrated many years before the birth of Christ. Th

Great Spirit Prayer
Great Spirit Prayer "Oh, Great Spirit, whose voice I hear in the wind, Whose breath gives life to all the world. Hear me; I need your strength and wisdom. Let me walk in beauty, and make my eyes ever behold the red and purple sunset. Make my hands respect the things you have made and my ears sharp to hear your voice Make me wise so that I may understand the things you have taught my people. Help me to remain calm and strong in the face of all that comes towards me. Let me learn the lessons you have hidden in every leaf and rock. Help me seek pure thoughts and act with the intention of helping others. Help me find compassion without empathy overwhelming me. I seek strength, not to be greater than my brother, but to fight my greatest enemy Myself. Make me always ready to come to you with clean hands and straight eyes. So when life fades, as the fading sunset, my spirit may come to you without shame.

Common Courtesy
I just had to write a little blog about some common courtesy things. I see so many people that obviously doesn't have fucking clue what it means to show someone just a bare minimum of common courtesy when interacting with someone and I just want to make it clear that if you approach me in a fashion which shows me you have no clue how to show the bare minimum amount of common courtesy that not only I deserve, but everyone does, then I'm just quite frankly not going to have any interest in getting to know you, and you won't hear from me again! I all the time will have people start a conversation with me through the shout box, and we'll be right in the middle of the conversation and they just stop responding... no got to run, no so long, no be back, etc... they simply just end the conversation leaving me wondering what to hell! Now come on, it takes two fucking seconds to say you have to run and to me this is a simple common courtesy everyone should show to another!!! And to me, people

Adult Christmas
Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangey reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of the sled, A sock in his ear and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Woa Shithead, woa Asshole, woa Stupid, woa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off your nuts. Look o

When Times Are Tough
today i found out my best friend of 20 years. lost her youngest son in a car accident. and it about made my heart fall to the floor. and i talked to my kids and they think things are tough which they are. but i tell them it could always be worse. then i told them about my best friend. and im thankful every day afor my kids and my family and i still have them. so the next time you get down and out and think things cant get any worse think about how you still have your family maybe even kids that didnt die way to early. and be greatful for what you have instead of what you dont have

Asta Este Pentru Diana
She is her mothers beauty, romania's blushing bride. She walks in rows of twilight, she is her nations pride. Her smile that lights a country, her laughter in the air. Romania I envy, for what you hold so fair. Her majesty and her wonder, her forrests green and full. And standing there above it, she is their precious jewel. Hearts that bow in wonder, eyes so full of grace. Romania how you hide her, and keep her in her place.

This Amazes Me...
Being a psychology student, I am not surprisingly interested in why people behave the way they do. This site is a dissertation waiting to happen. For example: Have you noticed the amount of people that make rude offensive comments with no provocation and seemingly no good reason for doing so? Have you noticed that people say nasty things to others apparently just to be saying something..anything? I rarely interact with others on this site...and that's not necessarily by choice. The main reason I don't is because most everyone seems to have an agenda for being here...not interacting, but getting votes, or blasts, or rank, or popularity. This is another interesting facet of this site for me. The amount of people who are on this site to fulfill some need for attention without giving something of themselves. The idea that if you post some naughty photos of yourself, you'll instantly gain status. And it appears that most people are base enough that it works more often th

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✡qυσтєѕ✡ "иσ gυу ιѕ ωσятн уσυя тєαяѕ & ωнєи уσυ fιи∂ σиє тнαт ιѕ, нє ωσи'т мαкє уσυ ¢яу" ???؟؟؟ "ℓσνє ιѕ gινιиg α вσу єνєяу ¢нαи¢є тσ вяєαк уσυя нєαят.вυт тяυѕтιиg нιм иσт тσ" ~ кαяяα "ιf уσυ ℓσνє ѕσм

Remember Me
Remember me Remember me Remember all the times I made you laugh The late night pillow talks, making love in candlelight Remember me For all the things I do and things I said For what is was I did to turn your head Remember me For all the tears I have cried, the love and sadness in my eyes For my heart that still loves only you Remember me For all the happy times that we have shared Memories made and still to come Remember me As the best friend you ever had Who loves you for the way you are inside Who'll never give away your secrets Who'll never tell you a lie, who'll never hurt you Who'll always be there by your side, when it seems life isnt worth it Who'll be your comfort in the night Remember me By Kelly Britt, 1999

Lyrics To A Song That I Like (the Rose)
SOME SAY LOVE IT IS A RIVER THAT DROWNS THE TENDER REED, SOME SAY LOVE IT IS A RAZOR THAT LEAVES YOUR SOUL TO BLEED, SOME SAY LOVE IT IS A HUNGER AN ENDLESS ACHING NEED, I SAY LOVE IT IS A FLOWER AND YOU ITS ONLY SEED. ITS THE HEART AFRAID OF BREAKING THAT NEVER LEARNS TO DANCE , ITS THE DREAM AFRAID OF WAKING THAT NEVER TAKES THE CHANCE, ITS THE ONE THAT WON'T BE TAKEN WHO CAN NOT SEEN TO GIVE, AND THE SOUL AFRAID OF DYING THAT NEVER LEARNS TO LIVE. AND THE NIGHT HAS BEEN TOO LONELY AND THE ROAD HAS BEEN TO LONG. AND YOU THINK THAT LOVE IS ONLY FOR THE LUCKYAND THE STRONG. JUST REMEMBER IN THE WINTER FAR BENEATH THE BITTER SNOW LIES THE SEED THAT WITH THE SUN'S LOVE, IN THE SPRING,BECOMES A ROSE.

Best Lawyer Story Of The Year - Clever!
BEST LAWYER STORY OF THE YEAR - clever! GOT TO BE THE BEST LAWYER STORY OF THE YEAR, DECADE AND PROBABLY THE CENTURY. Charlotte , North Carolina A lawyer purchased a box of very rare and expensive cigars, and then insured them against, among other things, fire. Within a month, having smoked his entire stockpile of these great cigars and without yet having made even his first premium payment on the policy the lawyer filed a claim against the insurance company. In his claim, the lawyer stated the cigars were lost "in a series of small fires." The insurance company refused to pay, citing the obvious reason, that the man had consumed the cigars in the normal fashion. The lawyer sued... and WON! (Stay with me.....) Delivering the ruling, the judge agreed with the insurance compa ny that the claim was frivolous. The judge stated nevertheless, that the lawyer held a policy from the company, which it had warranted that the cigars were insurable and also gua

Don't Hate Me
Don't hate me cause i'm lonely Don't hate me cause i'm chained Don't hate me when i say, i had a debt to pay Just know that just as You, i have my cross to bear For when i tell You something there was no one else with whom to share Don't hate me cause i'm aching Don't hate me when i'm breaking Don't hate me when i tell You, i don't know who i am For when these truths are shared, it's You to whom i ran

In This Season Of Hope...
I'm going to step away here for a couple hours. I see the movie "Carrie" is on A&E and I think I'll watch it. After all, this is the season of hope, and of miracles. I think Carrie reminds us all that with hard work and perseverance we can all get the revenge we so richly deserve. :)

Stupid Boys
My shoutbox is FAMILY ONLY now. I got sick of getting a million messages about the dirty things random guys want to do to me. Uh, no thanks. And I *still* don't wanna see your ugly dick. So unless you got some hot women in your NSFW folders, I am NOT gonna look. ;) I don't want to look at you men. Sorry. No, I won't add you to my family. I like my family just how it is. No, there is nothing you can do to get me to add you to my family. Well, maybe buy me a Happy Hour, lol. I took off my private and family-only albums. I'm not here to give anyone free porn. And my naked (or lingerie clad) body is not for strangers anyway! So that doesn't mean I'll email or "trade" dirty pics with you. Okay, I'm rambling, but I'm just sick of losers who beg to see me naked or try to talk dirty to me. Sorry, I'm taken. So enjoy the pics I do have up or get off my page.

What Do You Really Want
What do you really want By Sondra What do you really want in life? Do you want love?Trust? Acceptance? Faithfulness? Do you want honesty? Friends? Togetherness? Attention? A life mate? Whatever it is you want in life, always remember that you get out of life what you put into it! If you willingly give love, you will receive love from someone who is willingly giving it in return, if you want someone who will be faithful, you have to be in all ways faithful. If you want friends, you have to be friendly. If you want others to be honest with you, you have to be an honest person yourself. If you want someone to give you their undivided attention, you have to be willing to give that person your undivided attention in return, or even sometimes give your attention first. If you want to be fully accepted "as you are" then you have to accept others in the same way. Do you want to be trusted? Then you have to learn to trust! As for happiness, others cant make us happy, we have to choose to

Please Pray For Princess Punkass!!
I found this in a bulletin posted today... PRINCESS PUNKASS ON HERE NEEDS UR PRAYERS MORE THEN ANYTHING. HER SON KILLED HIMSELF RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER.HERE IS THE FOLLWING MESSAGE HER FRIEND SENT ME.. Hello, My name is kelsey i am a friend of lindas princess punkass. i would like for you to get a message to all her freinds on here. her son killed hiself yesterday. from what i got from her sister this is what ahppened. he left school early and went home she was out doing some shpping before going on a trip to texas she came home and she had gotten him a speciall gift for winning a football award. she took it to his room and he was there and he told her her loved everyone but could not take itanymore and her shot hiself in front of her. you and a couple of others on here like mikes hard lemonade and cowboy3759070 are the ones she talks to the most i know she is going through hell and has been sadated for several hours to keep her from loosing her mind if you could put a bulletin ou

Winter Driving At It's Best
Snowy weather driving... =/ ahh yes it is pretty nasty out right now and i just made it home with my mom but heres the LD on the whole story about it first we went all the way to my grandmas 3-4 towns over and that was a drive in its self we ate and turned right back around well when we got into the car to leave the windsheild wiper is broken and rachel and mom were freaking that it was going to fly off so i got out of the car and snaped it down and stuck my bubble gum on the blade to hold it on got back in and it worked perfect heres a pic lol if that ain't hilbilly idk what is lol and then we were driving futher and we see this train coming down the tracks and we couldn't stop and my mom goes the arms are going to come down on the car and sure enough right as we got in the middle of the tracks the lights go one and we all are screaming of course we got outta there fine =] but wow what a ride fun stuff lol

Still Analyzing Data Collected
in viewing the attack on me by two ladies i have discovered a few fake profiles may be used to build points and leveling up they were also use to attack me and my family/friends as they disagreed with them. during the gathering of data, i created a fake profile with no referrals the fake profile leveled up to 5 while gathering data. the several fakes of the two never gain any levels. if they are not fake why didnt gain any points. two profiles were deleted but not before one of these profiles attacked me then it was deleted right away. i traced that profile to crystal's referral another profile i found had a stolen picture on it from a profile that is 2 years old and still a new user. the newer profile was also used to attack me. in total i think i see six profiles between two profiles that are fake and one of those profiles may also be fake, the crystal one. cant be sure on that but possible dj mischief has 5 referrals all fake but one. maybe all

Skanks, Sluts, And Whores
So anyway, I've been around here since mid-September. Not all that long compared to some, but long enough to get most of the basics. I've come to see that there's an ongoing cold war of sorts between women who are willing to be nude on here and women who are not. Now, I really try to see both sides of these disagreements, but the greatest sin I can see on the part of the women willing to be nude is that many of them insist upon demanding fu-bucks or blasts or VIPs or happy hours in exchange for the privilege of seeing them nude. Ladies... Seriously... If your pics are worth paying to see, make a website and charge admission. You'll make MUCH more money that way and you can buy blasts, VIPs, and happy hours 'til your heart's content. I just know some of my friends are going to take offense to that, but oh well. It needed saying. Now we come to the women who perpetually whine about the other group of women. They call them skanks and sluts and whores for choosing to 'disrespect

Tigger's Full Moon Ritual, Grove Of The Hundred Acre Wood
Under the bright full moon, in the grove at the center of the Hundred Acre Wood, the celebrants come together. Pooh, as summoner, bids them to enter into the sacred pace. One by one, they file in and take their places around the fire. And they wait, and wait and wait, and wait. "Oh Bother!" says Pooh. "Our High Priest is not here. However can we hold our ritual tonight?" And they wait some more. Then they hear a crash, and a crash and a crash and a crash, and out of the brush explodes the High Priest. "Wooohooohooohooo!!! Never fear! The night is clear, and Tigger's here! Tiggers run on Pagan Standard time you know! Now let the ritual begin!!!" He looks to his left, and takes rabbits hand. "Hand to hand this circle is cast" Rabbit turns to his left, to Owl. "Hand to hand, this circle is cast" Owl turns, and reaches down to Piglet. "Ahem. Now from hand to hand, in a most wonderous way, a way that has a history that stretches back into the dawn of time, to when ..." ---

Twas The Night Before Christmas
Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangey reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of the sled, A sock in his ear and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Woa Shithead, woa Asshole, woa Stupid, woa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off your nuts. Look o

Christmas Skins
I just checked to see how many rips I have on my Christmas skins... would you believe 768 rips? I'm amazed #41 is the most popular, with 183. You can find the link to my list at the bottom of my page

Broken Love
my love is strong my love is deep my heart is full and yet it weeps it hurts with pain i cant explain what did you do to make me feel this way you left me here all alone to bear this burden on my own. I thought you would be here but you went away,without saying a word you walked away. but love kept you in my heart so did my promise that we would never part. You are miles away and years have passed, but the love we had will always last. Our heart will mend, tis true they say but the hurt will still linger til our dying day.

Results Are In
The doctor finally called with the results of my heart monitor strip. Apparently my heart beats to fast and at odd tims. Big surprise since I've only had the problem as long as I can remember. Luckily the doctor actually heard it happen, so they don't think I'm nuts anymore. So now they're not worried about a connective tissue disorder, even though I barely sleep from the pain. They want to fix my heart. Makes me smile since that's the only thing that wasn't bothering me. So for the next month I have to take a heart medicine called Atenolol, and go in for weekly heart checks. Then we'll see what happens.

Making Love
A sea of pillows and tangled sheets Wild with passion my heart beats Touches light my skin on fire Burning with pure desire Ragged breaths escape as moans Knowing that you alone Bring me to my knees Living for you, begging please

Thanks So Very Much For Your Help~
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Would You
Would you? When the darkness takes over and penetrates my soul...aching so deeply within...darkening the core of my being...would you leave me in my own solace... waiting for me in the shadows of my mind? Would you know that in order to abolish the blackness you would have to love harder than you ever have before...encircling me with your arms of protective ness...dissolving the numbness away? When the light finally pierces my spirit and allows incandescent energy to flow freely once again, would you be there to recognize the want and the need...guiding me back to the winding paths of my so-called existence...so that we could be as one again....would you?

A Touching Marriage Story
A very old man lay dying in his bed. In death's doorway, he suddenly smelled the aroma of his favorite chocolate chip cookies wafting up the stairs. He gathered his remaining strength and lifted himself from the bed. Leaning against the wall, he slowly made his way out of the bedroom, and with even greater effort forced himself down the stairs, gripping the railing with both hands. With labored breath, he leaned against the door frame, gazing into the kitchen. Were it not for death's agony, he would have thought himself already in heaven. There, spread out upon newspapers on the kitchen table, were literally hundreds of his favorite chocolate chip cookies. Was it heaven? Or was it one final act of heroic love from his devoted wife, seeing to it that he left this world a happy man? Mustering one great final effort, he threw himself toward the table. The aged and withered hand, shaking, made its way to a cookie at the edge of the table, when it was suddenly smack

So True...
this is sooo tru but.....( why do guys have to be playas...wen cant they see that a girl really does care about them... but they play around or go to some girl that is a whore or doesnt really care When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says " I love you " ... she means it. When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that. Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who cal

Crushes
As a new Fubar user.... I was sooo excited when someone had a crush on me... I was like...ohhhh mah gawddddddd ..I am no longer a "crush" virgin....i cried so much it ran my anti-wrinkle cream right off *grins*....even though short lived... I want that person to know how much it meant to me...thank you ... you made my night!!!!!!!!!

Twas The Night Before Christmas,
Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangey reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of the sled, A sock in his ear and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Woa Shithead, woa Asshole, woa Stupid, woa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off your nuts. Look o

Why Women Cry
Why Women Cry A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to l

It's Goodbye Time...
I'm sorry that I allowed myself to care. I'm sorry that I allowed myself to fall time and time again for your ways. I'm sorry that I trusted you. I'm sorry that I gave you my heart. I'm sorry that I let you break it. I'm sorry that I'm not the wife you think I should be. I'm sorry that you can't talk to me about things. I'm sorry that you have to run to her everytime you have a problem. I'm sorry that I let you break me down. I'm sorry that I allowed things to get this bad. I'm sorry that I let you put all the blame on me. I'm sorry that you took your love away. I'm sorry I'm not worth your love in your eyes. I'm sorry that I can do nothing to please you anymore. I'm sorry that myself as a whole isn't worthy of you in your opinion. I'm sorry if you feel that this is all just an act. I'm sorry I shed so many tears over you. I'm sorry I let you break my heart repeadtedly. I'm sorry it took me so long to see how you really are. I'm sorry I allowed you to pull the wool over my eyes. I'm so

His And Her Poems
HER POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. HIS POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store and a golf course. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

Time To Go
1st of all I want to let you all know what great friends you have all been. Shannon, for keeping me ROTF and being A wonderful friend. Kory For your Warm Friendship, Tharna for your sweet personality & warmness that always brought a smile to my face. Liz, for being a truly wonderful generous and giving person,I Love Ya GF. Sal For Just being here for me, Huggzzz Tammy, My NY Yankee Friend, There's next year Hun and That 1 is ours lol, Miles for keeping a Smile on my Face almost Daily, Phil, for finding me again in this mess lol keep in touch sweetie, To All The Other Wonderful Crazy Nutty people who have touched My Life on Fubar I wish you all the best in Life and Love. And Last but Not Least by any means Tina, A friend for years who has been there for me in the good bad and the most ugly times, Thank you for introducing me to FuBar, which with out you, I never would have found the dear friends I have found on here, I love you sis, from the bottom of my heart. Now with all That

Time (1989)
Living in a world, caught between pleasure and pain, The arrogance of my heart, the insecurities in my brain, A never-ending cycle, of true belief and true doubt Almost sure I’ve reached my limit, need to find my way out Like an inevitable cliché, I reach for comfort in the bottle, As if an answer sits waiting for me in its hollow, I’ve spent so many nights drowning through the years No longer sure what I’m searching for, no longer sure if I care Is it time to give up, to give in and move on? Accept my place in this world and admit I’m not strong, Or do I keep searching, and pushing for the light For my piece of freedom to finally sleep through the night I wish I knew the answer, I fear I never will. I hope I'll always care, I fear I no longer do 1989

Who Am I
Im a 50 year old hippy on disability. I'm a bit of a homebody and spend lotsa time on the internet, most of here here at Fubar. Gimme a shout, I'm always game to talk to folks. I've never met a stranger. Love cracking jokes and making people laugh. All in good fun. I own 2 Harleys. I absolutely LOVE traveling. Whether on a bike or in my pickup. If you've never been to a biker rally, yer missing on great fun. Im a spontaneous kinda guy too. Sometimes I'll load my truck and hit the hiway for the hell of it. How about you? Say hello to me? When was the last time you went camping?

Twas The Night B4 Xmas And Santa Was Pissed
Twas the night before Christmas old Santa was pissed, He cussd out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, Ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind, To scrap the whole works. I've busted my ass for damn near a year Instead of "Thanks Santa" what do I hear.. The old lady bitches cause I work late at night the elves want more money And the reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is Pregnant Vixon has AIDS And just when I thought That things would get better, The IRS, They sent me a letter. They say I owe taxes, If that aint damn funny.. Who the hell ever Sent Santa any money? And the kids these days, They all are the pits. They want the impossible, Those mean little shits. I spent a whole year Making wagons and sleds with no request for them They want computers and Robots, They think I am IBM If you think that is bad Picture this.. Try holding those brats with their pants full o

I Could Never Be Your Woman,,,
I just watched I COULD NEVER BE YOUR WOMAN. It's a movie about a feeling that joins a 45 year old woman with a 29 year old man. The movie is nice but a little bit sad for me. I was in a relationship for a 3 years. After 3 years I left him. It was the smartest decision in my life. Then I met Sebastian. He is younger than me. He's 20 and I'm 23. I was really in love.I wasn't ever happier. But I left him. That age difference was too big for me. I'm single since September. I'm not sure if I will ever love someone.

Set Me Free
Fighting emotions that stand taller than I running away from the hurt avoiding the dreadful cry. calling your name but you're nowhere to be found scared, lost and alone...hurt bound. I loved you right...didn't I? I loved you right...didn't I? I LOVED YOU RIGHT...DIDN'T I? You laughed at me when I cried I opened myself to you and you lied you left me in a dreadful place never to return to this lonely and empty space I need to get out I need to be free, I need to run, I need to laugh, I need to love...BE ME!! You can't hurt me no more I've come too far I've won this battle, this dilemma, this war. I no longer call out your name expecting you to be found I'm no longer scared, lost, and alone....hurt bound

See Ya After The Holidays!!!!
Hey everyone... It's the holiday season and the kids will be getting out of school soon for the "Winter Break". Most of you already know I get my kids every other holiday and this is my year. So, in the celebration of the holidays here, I will be taking a break from Fubar to spend time with the family. I will sign on now and then to check messages and friend requests and such. If there is something you want me to see, please IM me and I will get it. If its sent in SB or left as profile comment it might not get seen. I hope everyone has a wonderful and safe holiday season!! This will start Sunday... so please leave me some love... :) I luv you all!!!! *AngL*

A Poem
We're wise We're proud We have strength beyond measure We've gained it through years Of pain and of pleasure. We're woman of mystery Woman to treasure We hold our love deep We give to those that truly matter. You cannot gain what we are By subtle subterfuge We cannot be bought or sold We cannot be used or abused. We've gain our powers Right down through the ages Our life experiences have taught us much And you should be aware of such So be prepared big bad world For we are woman of inspiration Be prepared all others For we will rock creation. And surrender yourselves To all that we are Make way world For Dylon's Divas For we are the best there are!! written by APhoenixRisingFromTheAshes

Sorrows
lying wrapped up in my sorrows i hear the rain come down if my tears were like the rain i would just lie here and drowned i'm missing you so badly my heart wrenches out in pain sometimes i think i feel you and i'm paralized with tears again sometimes just the faintest smell brings me back to you just to be beside you baby theres nothing i would'nt do i took our love for granted i was'nt sure just what we had- i'm so fucked up without you i need the truth so bad please just someone tell me will there be an us again or do i have to suffer with you only as my friend i wonder what your doing- and were you are today and i wonder when you see me if you will walk away i know its going to hurt when i look into your eyes especiallyif i see the love has just up and died my god oh how i need you your the one who knows me best and its only when i hear from you that i can finaly rest until then i'm wrapped up in my pain i'm drowning in my fear i'm so exhusted-YET

Been Over 3 Years And Its Still Hard *dime Fans Read*
Ok I know its been over 3 years since dime was shot and many of us are still in mourning. Dime was an amazing person who no one will ever come close to. He was a fucking god and we all miss him deeply. All you hardcore fans out there now how I felt that screwed up day on Dec 8th. Felt like losing a Brother. Speaking from my heart, no matter if its 10 years or 20 years from now, its still gonna fucking hurt thinking about all this. I really dont think many of us will ever be able to move on. Dime was seriously such a wonderful spirit. I truely am glad the fucker who shot him is dead. If that cop didnt shot him I probably would of gone after Nathan Gale my self. Dime you truly are fucking missed dude. You were a wonderful person and no one will ever forget you. Dime inspired me to play guitar and no matter what he is always in the back of my mind when I listen to music or pick up a guitar. Dime was one of the greatest fucking people ever. I hope many of you feel the same way as me. Even

Judith
just a song folks,no hate mail please!!!! You're such an inspiration for the ways That I'll never ever choose to be Oh so many ways for me to show you How the savior has abandoned you F**k your God Your Lord and your Christ He did this Took all you had and Left you this way Still you pray, you never stray Never taste of the fruit You never thought to question why It's not like you killed someone It's not like you drove a hateful spear into his side Praise the one who left you Broken down and paralyzed He did it all for you He did it all for you Oh so many many ways for me to show you How your dogma has abandoned you Pray to your Christ, to your god Never taste of the fruit Never stray, never break Never---choke on a lie Even though he's the one who did this to you You never thought to question why Not like you killed someone It's Not like you drove a spiteful spear into his side Talk to Jesus Christ As if he knows the reasons why He did it all

Friends For Christmas
dont leave a friend alone on christmas! things happen weather its money or time people get stuck on the holidays with noone or no place to go so on that day remember to call write email or just knock on there door and say hello and happy holidays!!

New Poetry !! Rate And Comment
I WAS JUST LAYING HERE THINKING I WANT TO BE KISSED KISSED SO DEEPLY THAT I CAN FEEL AN ANCHOR IN MY STOMACHE WITH EACH WHIP OF MY TONGUE A SURGE OF ENERGY IS RELEASED FROM ME I WANT A WARM WET KISS PLACED ON MY NECK SO HOT WITH PASSION THAT IT RELIEVES EVERY ACHE IN MY BODY I WANT YOUR HANDS ON MY BODY ONE PLACED ON MY JUGGLER TO FEEL EVERY PULSE OF MY SOUL ONE PLACED ON MY BREAST TO FEEL THE URGENCY OF YOUR EXISTENCE NO NOISES EXCEPT THE SOUND OF YOUR BREATH LEAVING YOUR BODY AND THE BEATING OF MY HEART AS I EXHALE OUT ALL OF MY BURDENS AND INHALE ALL OF YOUR LOVE

Do I Appear Stupid?
Honest to god!!!! You wish me to believe you are 20 yrs younger than me and really want to have a relationship with me? EXCUSE ME? Do I look stupid?? First off you don't have the intelligence of a gnat to hold a decent conversation! Secondly if you want to get to know me, don't start with how you want to eat, lick, nibble, or suck on any body part of mine in the first 5 minutes! When I tell you I have no interest in Cyber, phone sex, or Web Cam, PLEASE, do not have a childish hissy fit. I have been asked for these things 100's of times. Its a game!!! I want a real man with real skin and real body parts all up against my real skin, real body parts. I want him capable of a decent conversation, holding a job, and getting it up! Little Boy, when you grow up, come back and see me.

You
Your hand on my waist Music pulsating Hips moving Friends dancing Teens yelling Teachers watching But all I hear All I see All I feel All I smell Is you You You You Swaying to the music Your arms around me Holding me tight Disapproving glances From jealous friends “Leave room for Jesus” But all I hear All I see All I feel All I smell Is you You You You Music fading Your hand on my waist Cool night air “Move into the light” Our ride is here Waving friends But all I hear All I see All I feel All I smell Is you You You You Arms around me (all I hear) Hand on my waist (all I see) Music pulsing (all I feel) Cool night air (all I smell) You, you, you, you

Omg First 8 I Ever Got
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The Question
I called you again today same thing, same story you havent picked up you havent answered I listened to you speak my heart still sinks i hear the beep I hang up and sigh I remember the last time I saw you smile you wanted to tell me something I put the phone down i remember your face i remember you standing there watching me leave I want to take it back come over and hold you feel your warmth hear you laugh you wanted to do something something special is what you said but i didnt come back instead i stood you up if i could turn it back i would run to you hold you in my arms tell you how I really feel I heard you left sad I heard you were hit by him I heard you were beaten you didnt tell me I heard you were crying I heard you felt broken I heard calling out to me now i feel the pain If I could take it back I would never leave your side I would feel your breath I would give you my warmth but all i'm left with is a question whe

Deleting My Fubar Account
I have made alot of great friends on here its been a blast, but i have so much on my plate too many sites i promote on trying keep up with them, manage and dj on round up radio i must focus more on my career and promoting in all media and working with my new pardner Axe Studio for the indies, if you have a myspace would like send me request there please do www.myspace.com/roundupcowboyhaven

He Sees...
With his eyes, he sees her beauty, But it's not the thing that pulls Him to her. With his ears, he hears her sweet voice But it's not the thing that pulls Him to her. With his dreams, he feels her touch, But it's not the dream that pulls Him to her. With his heart, he sees another heart, One that has been tormented One that has lasted even through The toughest of times. With his soul, he hears her soul Tortured to the point of tears, Yet standing strong. With his words, he tries to touch her, And prays that she knows that His words are true. He sees more than just the beauty That was given at birth, He sees the beautiful angel That no one else appreciates, That no one else truly knows. The one that may have a tarnished halo, And yes, she has broken wings, Yet, someday, those wings will heel, And she'll soar above him. He sees the goodness in her heart, And even through the pain, He see the blessing that she is, Not because of her eyes, or hair, But

Untitled
How it is we collide and find ourselves twisted in a wreck of emotions, but it is the heart that remains and never truly walks away without the injury of hurt. -Rod P. Stapleton A writer is not only a writer, a writer is an artist, for what a painter does with a brush a writer simply does with words. -Rod P. Stapleton It is not that I fear death, for I do not fear dying when amongst such beauty, it is that I fear to see such beauty die before me. -Rod P. Stapleton In life it is not ones heart that is in agony when violated, it is ones spiritual intellect, which takes flight to hide from the veracity of vitality itself. -Rod P. Stapleton Birds sing, I sing, maple runs sweet from its birthplace, I as well was born sweet. It was the wind allowing ripples to become waves amongst harrowing wild seas that has made me trivial to my mother and her unwavering nature. -Rod P. Stapleton Is there at all much difference between assassinating one by means of a bullet and that of

A Page
I gazed into her awe-inspiring eyes with such an impression of being that she sensed comfort yet uncertainty. For every step I took towards her, she withdrew by taking a step back. My plan was working, for I closed in on her, and lie in wait behind her was the wall I had been pushing her towards. Here she swallowed, and though she felt it was I who had control, it was she for she had me entranced, it was her beauty that had been telling me what to do. My hand brushed her face, my thumb gently traced her lips and I pulled the single strand of silken hair away from the corner of her mouth, and tucked it behind her ear. It is here her beauty furthers to tell me what to do, I drew near and teased her with a kiss by passing her lips and breathing the warm breath of “say it, say it” into her ear. Here I whisper the words over and over till I heard her murmur “take me, take me”. My hands act alone, and striped away the clothing that hugged her perfect form. Here my fingers danced alon

A Third Page
Deep within the shadows of a long corridor and within the darkness, she stands forever more, watching me with baited breath, her eyes a deep blue and she rises from her cushioned chair and stands before my gaze. Wanting me to summon her up from her kneel and to sit upon my knee. God that instant upon her doing so, as though I commanded her but with not a word did I spent my hand, my fingers suddenly began to glide across her thigh, baring flesh for all to see. My caressing touch stroked her sex, and parted her softened pink lips wide lifting her to straddle me as I pulled her skirt aside filling her softly with my gentle touch as I entered her so deep. Her womanhood gripping my fingers as our senses started to leap higher with each breath we took. Our love, it flows so free and I grasp her collar with my hand, my hand that empowers her. I cannot help myself from sinking to my knees like an animal to be ravaged, and I kneel behind her amorously firm sweet ass. My lust for her so

Lil Help Pls Friends
My friend Drew is in a contest, she needs one rate and one comment only, no bombing allowed...Pls add the holder of the contest as your friend and visit her and give her support...Thanks so much...Here is her pic link...

Contest
I have entered a bash salute contest for 514. Please post one comment and vote to help me win a 7 day blast. The contest ends New Year's Eve at midnight (or New Year's Day at 12:01AM). All help appreciated!!!

So Stupid.
apparently the building's heater froze over the weekend. since i'm totally convinced it ever worked i don't see how that's possible. it's so freaking cold in this office i'm doing work with my gloves on. *BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR*

Please Read N.a.p
I just wanna say that I have been so ,so sick & in the hospital for bout 2 weeks. I am now outta the hospital & back onto my feet. Now b4 I got sick I was on here 24/7. I had the title of "spirit mother" to N.A.P. But when i came back here after being gone for a few weeks. I see that my title has been given away to some one else.All my friends & fans & family members knos how much time I spent on fubar, & for me to just not be on here anymore surley someone would kno that sumn bad must have happened to me. I live on fubar u kno. & I just dont think it was right of N.A.P to just give my title away wit out even askin. I was told that they thought I left fubar. First of all I would have had enough respect for the family to let yall kno that i was gonna leave. I really would like to have my title back. I had also made a blog of my situation to let the family kno what happened to me. The only real response was Robin sending me a get well card (which i appreciate it so much) & a message tell

Best Week Ever
ok maybe this isnt the best week ever, but i sure love when times like this happen. this past weekend was full of great surprises. ok this past weekend i was supposed to be in rocky point mexico. but the trip was cancelled a week ago. now i wasnt totally bummed out because i now had the chance to see a concert that i was torn that i was going to have to miss. it also turns out that my company xmas banquet was scheduled that same weekend. so it was my first weekend i had off since i had been working in phoenix. 3 months. my weekend is usu tues-wed. which kinda sux. but ya know. so saturday was the xmas thing. my company gives out prizes every year, but you have to be present to win , i've always planned around them. lol. so i go and i end up winning a laptop computer. hahahaha. should i go next year now??? i also ended up getting a 2 year safe driver award which comes with a $100 dollar bonus. sweet. more book money. haha;). that night i got to go down to mill ave with lacey

Christmas Gifts
My Dear Friends, Somewhat embarrassing to admit, I'm not getting an annual bonus and Christmas is tight this year. I will be making bedroom slippers for you all as gifts. Please let me know your sizes. You'll most likely agree that it's a splendid idea, and should you wish to do the same, I've included the instructions below: How to make bedroom slippers out of maxi pads: You need four maxi pads to make a pair. Two of them get laid out flat, for the foot part. The other two wrap around the toe area to form the top. Tape or glue each side of the top pieces to the bottom of the foot part. Decorate the tops with whatever you desire, silk flowers (this is most aesthetically ap pealing), etc. These slippers are: * Soft and Hygienic * Non-slip grip strips on the soles * Built in deodorant feature keeps feet smelling fresh * No more bending over to mop up spills * Disposable and biodegradable * Environmentally safe * Three convenient sizes: Regular, Light

Isaw You
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves.But, you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to thos

True Love
Write with a pen Seal with a kiss If you love me Please answer me this Do you love me Or do you not You told me once But I forgot So tell me now And tell me true So I can tell you I love you Of all the guys I've ever met You're the one I won't forget And if I die before you do I'll go to HEAVEN and wait for you If you're not there on Judgment Day I'll know you went the other way I'll give the Angels back their wings And risk the loss of everything Just to prove my love is true I'd go to HELL to be with you

Cooter.. And No Not {cc}
Cooter: oh look your pc isnt working right wonder why? haahahahah see you soon little boy say your prayers Cooter: spread it to your fag friends mother fucker Cooter: http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=261725 ->Cooter: come to my fucking doorstep. you have no idea what you'll be walking into you pussy Cooter: come with dont talk shit you fucking little nigger go on your way little boy have daddy touch your bottom as you like OWNED FAGGALO Cooter: owned bitch now fuck off before i come to your door step and things wont go like you think they will go ->Cooter: you fucking wish buddy. i would fucking dismantle your bitch ass you cock mongering loser. why don't you go back to looking up your kiddie porn and trying to get me with shitty insults cause you really suck at it Cooter: youre no different than horny or hoouston gutless shit bags be a man step up do something till then lay down Cooter: seriously you have no clue you just want to get some attention go sit down fag before i fuck you

Okay So Here's The Story....
I'm in the process of a divorce. Fubar has become an issue for my soon to be ex-husband. He has the belief that I have been on fubar for months trying to find a man to replace him. Quite frankly, this is not the case. After almost 12 years of marriage, I'm so burnt out on crappy relationships that I need a break for awhile. However, because he continues to search for my profiles, and pictures on here, no matter if I change my name, it is my belief, and my lawyers, that the best thing I do is just sign off until the divorce is finalized. So, for now, this is goodbye. Thank you all for being my friends, I will miss you.

I Am The...
i am the shit. bitches dont need to hate cause the man you love wants me more. fuck you all. mwuahahahahahahahahaha!!! why dont you just get the fuck over it?!!! cant walk the walk then dont talk the talk cause fake ass bitches get outlined in chalk! FUCKERS!!

This Years Christmas Gifts
My dear friends and family, Somewhat embarrassing to admit, I'm not getting an annual bonus and Christmas is tight this year. I will be making bedroom slippers for you all as gifts. Please let me know your sizes. You'll most likely agree that it's a splendid idea, and should you wish to do the same, I've included the instructions & picture below: How to make bedroom slippers out of maxi pads: You need four maxi pads to make a pair. Two of them get laid out flat, for the foot part. The other two wrap around the toe area to form the top. Tape or glue each side of the top pieces to the bottom of the foot part. Decorate the tops with whatever you desire, silk flowers (this is most aesthetically appealing), etc. These slippers are: * Soft and Hygienic * Non-slip grip strips on the soles * Built in deodorant feature keeps feet smelling fresh * No more bending over to mop up spills * Disposable and biodegradable * Environmentally safe * Three convenient siz

I Just Will Never Learn At All...
You know I thought that at 35 I would be wise to the game.. or so it seems... I just basically got played which really I think that was what it was. Ok so Friday I meet this guy TOTALLY cute and it seems we hit it off.... I kinda thought ok this is just gonna be a hook up and that is that RIGHT?? So we hook up and I am like cool whatever.. then he goes on stating how much he digs me and how hasn't felt this way about a gal in a long time.. totally affectionate.. and pretty much saying everything I want to hear.. Which in my mind I am like ? huh??? WTF??? ok erm maybe dude wants something more than just the obvious... hmmmm ... He's even saying this stuff after the fact.... I am like cool... coz all I was thinking it was gonna be wham bam thank you man and that's all. Ok so I know this dude is in a band he told me that he was gonna get me a ticket and get me into the club blah blah blah.. So I called yesterday to ask him about it... a couple of times which he was

The Club
well awhile back I was fealing kinda down couse I went through a bad break up!so my girlfriends talked me into going to a strip club, I said no at first but than went thinking girls neked everywere!but to my amazemet it was very classy,the girls were very hot,I was getting excited!I always thought about girls but at that time never been with one,but I was feeling jittery then one of my friends said follow me they sat me down on this lovely couch,and she said u soon will feal better,I thought yeh right,in walks in this pretty dark haired girl she said her name was michelle,my heart started to flutter wondering what was up,than all of a sudden she started kissing me touching me dancing all on my lap!yas a fucking lap dance my first and by a chick,I could not keep my hands off her ,later I sliped her my number and then we started talking and I found out about fubar,she had an accout that read michelle-lady luck-woiwode,and thats how I got here....thanks for reading cindy

Get Laid Stupid!
Okay guys, I'm gonna do y'all a favor. Since we all know that the one thing that every bar has in common (and I mean every bar, from the old man, cockroach smoke tanks to the dance hall vibrator cheese factories) is the universal bid to get laid. I'm certain you've heard the phrase "Meat Market" -— as in, "I don't go there, Sally, it's a Meat Market." What makes this a misnomer is that all bars are "Meat Markets." Only, some are cleverly disguised as, say, live music venues, or pool halls. But everything in a bar -— be it the band, the billiards, the drinks, the juke, the pinball machine, the dance floor -— is just something for you to do to make it look like you're not just trying to get laid. With this in mind, and assuming you don't have stinkweed growing from your neck, and the biggest word in your vocabulary isn't "nicetitsbaby," we can get to the business at hand: pointing out to you guys why you aren't getting laid. Not that I'm an expert. I can't tell you how to get laid,

I Wrote A Couple,. Of Poems
i wrote this one b4 he explained why. I'm sorry for everything that ever came between us. I was blind and selfish, Wanting more than you could ever give. I over reacted, Blamed you for everything that was wrong in my own life. I shouted at you, When you were only trying to help. I ignored you, Seeking revenge and only finding unhappiness. I needed you, But saw the help too late. I cried for you, When I realised my mistake. I wish I could change, The way I am so i can be better. I wish I could turn time around, Take back the words of hatred said and felt. I will always remmber you, For the great person you are. I thankyou, For being the best friend i ever knew. I cry now, For the loss of you to me. This sorry comes from the heart, Though it comes to late for life. Forgive me of the wrong I did, then he told me why.. and gave me this. so i wrote this. I'm really sorry that I can't be happy for you and I'm sorry that I can't be happy

Me Talking About New Years Resolutions
i had a new years resolution last year that didn't keep to...but this years new years resolution is going to be the same..it's to quit smoking(i'm talking about cigarettes)...if anyone reads this and has advice or tips how to quit smoking leave me a comment on this blog please

♫ Dj John© ♫ Founder Of The United Bombing Association'
THis asshole leaves me a shitty threating message then blocks me.. I hate someone that cannot stand and fight.. he would rather talk shit and hide behind Blocking me than standing up and giving me a chance to respond to his little threats. So handle your business there DJ John.. Oh do as it appears you normally do and hide.. Ok jackass since you will not allow me to post on your page.. This is your exact message... "Don't stop by this page again, leave my girlfriend alone or we will have problems. Stalkers are not welcome on any website, so leave my girl alone. There is no need to go to her page but then again, your ass is blocked and will remain blocked! We don't need the Drama, so grow up and leave well enough alone!" What part of "we will have problems" and "I will show you how Chicago handles people like you" is not a threat.?? Oh and for that part.. got news for ya.. You do not scare me in the least bit.. if you want come to Arizona and we can talk man to man abou

The Secret...by My Girl Cali Minx
To All My Friends Here... Dec 12, 2007 11:32 AM Take a few minutes to read this... Something worth the time to read and think on...Even if you don't like getting these things some are worth the time to read and worth Forwarding to those who do...Have a good day...Smile to know someone thought of you when She read this...Sincerely Anna ************************************************ The Secret One day, one friend asked another, "How is it that you are always so happy? You have so much energy, and you never seem to get down." With her eyes smiling, she said, "I know the Secret!" "What secret is that?" To which she replied, "I'll tell you all about it, but you have to promise to share the Secret with others." "The Secret is this: I have learned there is little I can do in my life that will make me truly happy. I must depend on God to make me happy and to meet my needs. When a need arises in my life, I have to trust God to supply accord

To All My Friends And Family
thank you all so much for helping me get to ninja I apoligize for not being on as much but having cable and internet problems,hopefully will be fixed tommarrow.I truley cherish all my friends and family on fubar and feel bad for not being able to keep in touch,but that will change and annie will be there for ya all.So please let me know if ya need help leveling or bombing.kingdom of wolves till the end baby!To all my friends and family I hope you have a very merry and blessed christmas and a happy new year.Thank you all so much xoxoxo annie/cherokee

Why??
Ever notice how seemingly straight men will post a HTML comment on your page of half naked dudes with their hands down their pants? Are these men who post such comments closet homos?? I think it's pretty fuckin weird. And sorry girls, if you post a picture of a half naked chick on my page, I'm gonna think you're queer too.

Modern Art Joke
Visiting the modern art museum, a lady turned to an attendant standing nearby. "This," she said, "I suppose, is one of those hideous representations you call modern art?" "No, madam," replied the attendant. "That one's called a mirror."

We Did It!! Graduation Is Here
Its been 18 long months! Crazydebi and I finally made it. We are Gibbs College Graduates!! We are so excited and happy to be done and soon to be starting new jobs. A new chapter in our lives is about to begin and Crazydebi and I are going to be life long friends. I'm so glad I met her. Can you tell that we are right next to each other posting this blog? lol

Nsfw (for All Of Fubar)
Anna 'the One and OnlyManager of Fire and Ice Leveling Crew~@ fubar This blog is from Anna Why is it other people can send some of the most graphic sexual pictures there are for a comment on someones page and nothing happens? I wake up to a message from fubar telling me I have offended someone with some pics . Knowing I marked all that I personally were nsfw and put them in a folder marked as such and made them where they could not be ripped. I click on the link that takes u to the offensive pic and it is one I got from some one else that is their main profile pic.ok I play the silly game and put the offensive pics in a new nsfw folder and lable it as someone elses idea of nsfw. I then went to find a bouncer to have all my pics checked out so I do not have to go thru this again all are either not on line or away or asleep and 1 is here supposedly I asked for his help and have not gotten even a reply I go into the fubar support and I ask for help and get sent an email inst

King Arthur And The Witch...
Arthur and the Witch Young King Arthur was ambushed and imprisoned by the monarch of a neighboring kingdom. The monarch could have killed him but was moved by Arthur's youth and ideals. So, the monarch offered him his freedom, as long as he could answer a very difficult question. Arthur would have a year to figure out the answer and, if after a year, he still had no answer, he would be put to death. The question?....What do women really want? Such a question would perplex even the most knowledgeable man, and to young Arthur, it seemed an impossible query But, since it was better than death, he accepted the monarch's proposition to have an answer by year's end. He returned to his kingdom and began to poll everyone: the princess, the priests, the wise men and even the court jester. He spoke with everyone, but no one could give him a satisfactory answer. Many people advised him to consult the old witch, for only she would have the answer. But the price would be high; a

Please Read If Your A Friend
Okies well I dont even know how to start this or even how it will come out. I just feel like alot of friendships on here have started to fade or have changed. I dont know why.. but I dont want to lose any of you. Especially in my family. I have you all there for a reason and would like to keep you there. :) I know I have been kind of distant.. sometimes I become that way. Not cause I dont want to talk to you just the way I am. I have been sick too this past week and just finally getting over it. So I have been around but not really. So I guess maybe this has made me feel soo distant and I hate that feeling. Soo I just hope that I can find what I lost with each of you. And that you will also come to me cause if I feel a disconnection.. I assume you guys do too :) If you don't want to .. then let me know now. I have put soo much into friendships in the past.. recent past that didnt work out. I can't take anymore sad endings.. at least when it comes to friendships right now.

Me
Ok i'm going to auction myself off here's the way it's going to work.... NO REAL MONEY involved at all!! This is all out of fun All you need is fubucks (which will be spent on the winner). Now the winner will own me for 2 weeks to do with me as you see fit (within reason remember this is for fun) rate friends, stashes, bomb contests that you our your friends are in. make you morphs or pic merges or comments,help you level friends ect... The bidding will start Thursday 12/20/07 @ 12pm est and will end 12/26/07 12am est... Please fumail all bids winner will be announced Thursday 12/27/07

In A Solders Eyes
Ask this question to a soldier,the answers in his eyes Always we will be here waiting,the call we wont deny We'll always fight for freedom,never ask why We'll go away to far off lands,leaving our loved ones behind Many times we are alone, several times inside Open the windows to our souls, see in soldiers eyes They said my life was over They said was a waste You'll never have a life my boy Not just a taste I refused to believe them I was better than the rest And when i look up from my feet There was a sign saying be the best I walk through the door Determined to make them see ''You want to be a soldier lad?' '' Come on then, follow me.'' If you saw me now My life far fro over I'm sure as hell ot a waste Far from it I'm soldier.

Hotel
I saw you coming toward me and I knew From your eyes boring into me that you Felt the same as I did even though we Had never met before this would be An afternoon of the most amazing fun So hand in had we now began to run To a hotel we saw just across the street In reception our hearts began to beat Close now I began to smell your scent Our hands we could not begin to prevent The tearing of cloths off our backs At the door stopping us in our tracks Fumbling for the key we then found In side the room on the ground Our bodies entwined and impaled Ecstasy to heights before never scaled All day and all night we stayed Stroked, kissed caressed and played

Get Real People
Ok, let's get one thing straight, if you posted naked pics of yourself up here, you obviously want people to see them. Why then do you post them and put on the folder don't even ask and act pissed when people do, who's the fuckin pervert here, the ones wanting to see you're tits, or you for posting pics of them in the first fucking place. And furthermore, what's with posting nudes of yourself when you know damn well that you have some brokedown old nasty ass titties and a big beer gut? And guys, why are you posting pics of your dicks on here? If you're cock was really that big you would be in porn not yanking one off too it, stop stealing pics and saying its yours. Point is if you didn't want anyone to see your naked shit, you wouldn't be posting them on the net, and just because I wanna see you naked doesn't mean I wanna be your fan.

If U Had Me Alone :-o
IF Y0U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DON'T REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING " IF YOU HAD ME ALONE....

Friend's Til The End Lounge
Please come join us at Friend's til the End lounge at: http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=52845 a place where you can meet new friend's and hear good music where the only thing that is required is that you have a good heart....

A Few Of My Fav Orite Things...
So to go along with my last semi thought out blog... here are a few things I want for Christmas... or any other time. 1) Passionate Kissing~ Deep soft wet teasing kisses that yearn for more. The kiss that makes your breath pause and time slow down. The soft feeling of someone else's face against mine. Their lips softly pressed to mine. My tongue teasing their lips. You know the kiss. When you part lips so slightly and you can feel your bottom lip quiver, just waiting to meet again. I'm an equal opportunity kisser I like girls and boys although I think girls are slightly ahead of the game. 2)Intellect~ I love intelligent men. Nothing turns me on faster than a man with quick wit, sexy humor, and the ability to carry on an intelligent conversation. I also have a special love for large words and a man who can use them...Oh my. 3) The way some girls walk~ I love the way a woman can walk with confidence but still have a little wiggle to her walk. The sway of a woman's ass and the b

What Ya Think ?
I did not write this but it has always had my attention. I would like to hear your comments................... "The Blurred Boundaries of Intimacy" We are all in need of intimacy. We can love many people in varying degrees and in myriad ways, but we will always remain in need of one special relationship. We need someone with whom we feel a unique association, who gives us a essential feeling of security and comfort, as well as a degree of privacy, and deep affection that separates them form others. Generally there is a sexual dimension that in itself creates exclusivity. It is a physical and emotional bonding that brings strength and heals us in mysterious ways. When love is accompanied with deep intimacy, it raises us to the highest level of human experience. In this exalted space, we can surrender our egos, become vulnerable and know levels of joy and well-being unique among life experiences. We attain a glimpse of the rapture that can be ours. Boundaries are blurred, there a

Greatest Gift......
The greatest gift a from a woman is her self. The way she walks, the way she looks at you. The way she makes you feel like a man. The way she kisses you and holds you in her arms. The shit she puts up with defending you till the last. The sex she has with you... her beautiful body, the taste of her sweet lips. Her soft hair. The softest skin ever touched by a man. Her long sexy legs, that she willingy wraps around you. The way she trusts you as you enter her body and allows you and her to become one. Thanks girls for being a great friend and lover. The GREATEST gift is YOU!

Tell Me Which One You Are?
LEO - THE SEX MANIAC (7/23-8/22)Very talkative. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and SEXY. Have own unique appeal. Irresistible. Most caring person you'll ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with...they will kick your ass... u might end up crying...loves to touch and moan for no reason at all just being a dork out of the blue... 10 years of bad luck if you do not repost CANCER-CRAVES SEX ALOT (6/22-7/22)THIZ IZ DA REALZ ME Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost. GEMINI -HARD LOVER (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. dual personalities. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not repost LIBRA-GOOD IN BED

Fuck This Place
Why should it even exist. i must be really unfuckin cool.if i cant even make friends on this dumb ass site,where people think there shit dont stink. fuck them. this whole site is nothin more then fakes and liars. tryin to make people think somethin there not.i though this place would of been cool,not gay like mysapce. And the people with nsfw pics,why post if u wont let people see and if we do see "ur not here for sex" well dont post that shit fuckin tease, skank, slut. Yea im pissed,pissed at you the person laughin with the incrowed on fubar. bout to be ratin this blog a 1. well go ahed. i dont care. And to my friends on my list jus go fuck ur selves ur not my friends, u did it for the points, and so "ur profile would look cool" fuckin conformists. Most of u posers wouldnt know a good thing if it crawled on ur nono part and rubbed it, but then again none of u are horny jus wanting to level up and gain fubucks. So for my ending comment. Take a full body shot so i can tell if ur fat or

Why Do Woman Cry?
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her c

The Truth About Fubar
When we first come to Fubar, we are classed as "Newbies". You realize that isn't so bad, after all, newbies still have lives, unlike those "Regs"! Fubar is good for your social life! You may even fall in love, you might lose your love, but you could find love again just browse and when you see a profile pic that suits you request a add. You fight with your friends, but that's ok too a couple of pretty comment images usually fixes that. You steal partners, you lose partners, no biggie, cuz that's Fubar life and we got the Bulletins and comments to prove it. These people have become your new family and friends, they understand you! Chances are your own family and friends never did anyway. Now for the spouse,,,remember him or her? hmmm, well you wonder when the fighting started? It dawns on you that it was the day after you you created your Fubar profile. The first thing you do when you wake up is turn the puter on, and there ya go, wow wee, there's all your friends! Oh how

Stupid Shit
Ok whats the difference between a man that flirts with alot of women online, and A woman that flirts with alot of men online.. If a woman does it she is called a whore..LOL Why do people take things said and done online for real? Now i can understand if you meet someone in person and try to make a relationship out of it but if both agree that they will never meet whats wrong with flirting with others? And another thing, I hate back stabbers, and bitches that run and tell other people bullshit like they even know you or whats going on.. espically someone that was supose to be your friend. Some people need to grow up.. The internet is just that THE Net~!

Early Summer's Bike Run 08
Hello Folks.. Thought we would write this blog and see if there are those that might like to lend a hand next summer. Heres the deal, We plan on going for a long ride heading for the Florida Keys in the early summer. But we plan on making the trip down and back as much of the fun as hitting the beach for a few days snorkeling and the like. Now those friends we have grown close to on here know Paul is a disable vet and we are on a fixed income so we are planning on camping along the way as much as possible and avoiding hotels and the like as much as possible. Taking all back roads all the way down and back and hitting all the Native Rez’s along the way to refuel our Sprits. Because of the limited carry capacity of our scoot we would like to plan to meet folks off here along the way that might like to lead us a shower and maybe a cup of coffee ( and if were really quite, a warm spot on the floor if we need a few winks out of a rain). We thought the idea of a rough

Today 12/19
Okay...I had a nice long visit with one of my good friends...(anonymous) and after i slept...I woke up (haha astounding I know) but I mumm'd now I do that occasionally, but this morning it was personal. Aside from the silly comments about smoking weed...it was a very decent response. seems I let my independant side think for me. Thing is I need my friends. All of them and i push so very hard to shut everyone out in order to preserve my appearance of confidence..which some can tell you isn't much to speak of sometimes. I am strong and resiliant but I am as fragile as a very thin glass...one that would be handwashed only and handled with extreme care. Me and my analogies..sigh so i decided..to open the access portal a bit...only gifts made for me or made for others will be open photo albums as well as my default. I have a issue with the photos..as if people could see me thru them and somehow effect me. Sometimes i wonder if I am a bit too sensitive and sometimes I think it is

Run Away
Sometimes I feel like the word is looking over my shoulder I feel my patience growing shorter I dontwant to know I dont want to feel I dont want to be I dont want to sound crazy! I dont want to sound insane! Have you ever felt the same? I cant take the pressure Just want to run away I make believe Im feeling better Cause I cant take the pressure Just need to run away

I Want You
Tear drops fell from Heaven as he looked into her eyes. Slowly caressing her body, Hands upon her thighs. Kissing her with passion, his lust she could feel. He wanted to show her madly, his love for her was real. He kissed down to her neck, She gasped a passionate moan His hand slid up her thigh, to touch her forbidden zone. He started to rub lightly, Her moaning he could hear. He could feel her wetness, through her panties oh so sheer. He wrapped her legs around him, one thrust and he was in. She screamed in pure delightness, as their love making began. His hands explored her body, His manhood explored her cove. The pleasure they were feeling, as they both set to explode. He started moving faster, keeping steady track. He began to moan so loudly, as her nails ran down his back. Hearts beating rapidly, the time was getting near. The sounds of pure orgasm, was all that they could hear. both their bodies shaking, as they exploded at the same time, she a

Satan's Poet
Tearing, nashing teeth as his pieced together heart Is torn from his chest, Painful screaming has filled his ears, And it is his own As he sits in the fiery darkness. The smell of brimstone burning his nose And he red swollen eyes stinging in the sulphur-filled stench. Violently shoved past the heavy irons gates, He sits in solemness and writes. The words skipping from each piece of his shattered heart, He catches each one before it falls into the fiery pit. Satan laughs at his indignation And beckons him to enter completely into his realm, Alas, he waits precariously perched on the edge of lonely insanity, And painfully torturous normalcy. His soul aflame with a passion that cannot be extinguished, His heart, even in it's fearsome shattered state, Can only belong to her, As he writes these words, His mind wanders to the place Where he fell into this pit Where he now sits staring into Satan's eyes, And his hearing his own mournful cries As the words escape from h

Just Thinking
Well, I ended up having a pretty interesting day yesterday. I had a status fight with my former friends, Kerri and Jay. For some reason they just don't believe I wish them well in their new found love for each other. But I truly do wish them well. During that silly spat with them they called me names and I not once cussed at them or called them names. Why is it some people resort to cussing and name calling when the truth hurts? But I do need to apologize to Kerri cause I did say some mean stuff and I upset her when I should have been the BETTER person and stopped. She is battling cancer and she doesn't need to get upset...but she did start it. It won't happen again, I promise you that. At least not with me. Now Jeff....is another story. I don't tell him what to do cause he is a big boy and had a mind of his own. I tell him I don't want him to bother anyone but most of the times he is defending me and my feelings.....and I will say it again...what people say in their comme

In Contest
=== '*sweety3205*' spewed forth the following at '2007-12-19 08:01:26'.. > > > > > > > > > Its Time for another contest, but this time ladies. U have to be WET!! > > > Are u a H.N.B? > Hottie N Bubbles! > > HAVE FUN LADIES!!! > > There will be 4 winners. 2 based on most rates, and 2 based on most comments! > > PRIZES WILL BE: > 1. 1st place A sexy animated pic with the winning pic and $100,000 fubucks > 2. 2nd place $20,000 fubucks! > > > This has been brought to u by > > K E N O.........F&H Head Cap'n@ fubar > > > > > > > > > (repost of original by 'K E N O.........F&H Head Cap'n' on '2007-12-18 17:00:19') > (repost of original by '*sweety3205*' on '2007-12-18 19:02:21') > (repost of original by 'Devious' on '2007-12-18 19:21:43')

What Is Love?
Love is Patience. Love is forgiving, doesn't hold grudges when it has been wronged. It doesn't remain resentful. Love does not act unbecomingly. Love does not seek its own. Love is Not Provoked. Love always Perseveres. Love is Not Jealous. Love always covers. Love is Not Arrogant,nor conceited. Love is not about bragging. Love is Not Jealous. Love is an upper. Love is elevating. Love means trust. Love is not based on sex. Love is a friendship that has caught fire.It takes root and grows,one day at a time. Love forgets past failures and sins.

Sad
A single mom I know,was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2005.She had to spend time away from her kids ,while having chemo done.She hoped and prayed for the cancer to be gone .But 2 days ago she finds out it's back.As a sinlge mom ,who has always struggled and fought to keep her kids safe.She now feels so alone inside.And I guess her fight is not over yet.She hasnt told her kids ,where x-mas is just around the bend .But really ,when does a person say they can't fight anymore? God what a nice christmas present hey!(THIS IS THE THING ,THIS STORY IT TRUE CAUSE IT'S BOUT ME!)

What Does Love Mean?
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 --------------------------------------------------------------------- "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 --------------------------------------------------------------------- "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 -------------------------------------------------------------------

For The Ladies , Had To Post This .
Okay, Okay, it all makes sense now... I never looked at it this way before: MEN tal illness MEN strual cramps MEN breakdown MEN opause GUY necologist AND When we have REAL trouble, it's a HIS terectomy. Ever notice how all of women's problems start with MEN ? I got this from a friend . Feel free to copy if you want .

My Stalker Is My #1 Fan! :d
Trust me when I say the next few statements is not me bragging. Someone is making accounts, coming to my page for whatever reason then deleting themselves! For awhile, I NEVER knew who it was or what they looked like. Untill yesterday. Their pic was of a guy with a bandana around the lower part of their face and holding a knife. Their profile name was "Don't worry. I'm not stalking you". That pic might not even be of them, who knows. But the profile is completely gone now! They stopped by my page last night, I saw the pic (didn't really think anything of it though :/) and this afternoon, it's gone. Only reason why I noticed them is because they popped up in a blog I had just written. But this has been happening a lot lately. I'm not mad, scared...anything really. I just think it's weird and I'm curious. Curious as to what this person's mental disorder is. But hey, I might be completely wrong and it might not even be the same person *coughbullshitcough* But if you're seeing this M

Obama Vs Osama Bs
I keep seeing people comparing obama to osama its driving me insane... Ok.. so Obama has a middle eastern name... so what? hes not middle eastern.. heres the quick rundown.. His mother met his father in Hawaii where she lived. His father was middle eastern. Momma got prego.. B. Obama was born.. FATHER LEFT WHEN B. OBAMA WAS A BABY!!!! his only tie to the middle east is a father he doesn't know fucking racist bitches need to shut the fuck up

Ready To Quit
My job It sucks.......... its a secondary job and I cant stand it anymore. I could tolerate the no shows, the lazy asses the bad attitudes, the grumpy customers and the overall low end aspect of the job (working at a gas station). but now this whole switching over gas companies thing is really getting to me, and like a slap in the face I get a letter in the mail saying im eligible for a 401k plan. I know most of you wouldnt see that as a slap in the face but a reward. I however look at it differently. The decision to switch gas companies in itself isnt a bad one I can tolerate some confusion and change over to a new system, its like starting a new job all over again. On the other hand all the subsidiary decisions, most of which were made to save money, 98 % of them have been very BAD decisions. The results of which have scared away the sales they oh so wanted to hold onto in the first place. I've put in 6 good years to this place and although I leave in the summer for my

Tired Of It.
Well as I sit writing, yet another lounge is hitting the ground bleeding out begging for life. I want to thank those that are fellow members and employees of the lounge and I wanna say Im happy to have met you. With a series of events that have transpired over the past several weeks I have come to realize that theres no such thing as a drama free lounge, granted all lounges owners and employees will have there occasional tiffs, but drama will always be the cause of a lounges implosion. Weve all been there when it happens weve all seen it happen time and time again but it dosent really effect you untill you are either A. Employed by the Lounge or B. A devout regular. This is lounge 3 for me and if this is the end for it this will be the end of my extensive time spent in them. I hate to see people hurt but what I hate more, is seeing people being vindictive and taking it out on everyone else... this is my last blog for awhile so read it and let it soak in. Peace, Nate

Contests
I don't know about anyone else but getting asked to support someone in some contest or another on here when they can't even be bothered to reply when you leave them a comment or just say Hi is just FU-cked.I'm a Libra and almost to s fault insist on giving people to many chances...but I don't wear the kick me sign,Maybe you can find 10'000 of your closest friends to bomb ya or whatever so you get something free but i'm sure your to good for me or to need my help since you have proven you are by ignoring any attempt at being nice.....GOOD LUCK but i'm Not Bombing anyone

More Compu Problems
Hey Everyone! I know that I haven't been online in forever, I've had a shit ton of computer problems. I had to replace my power supply, and after that was fixed, my mother board fried. Got a new mother board today but still need to get a new processor and ram. Hopefully that'll be all I need and everything should be up and running this weekend just fine. Hope to talk to you all soon!

Midnight Run (older Poem)
Midnight run Lightning splits the sky, and thunder rolls by. She runs from the man who wants to kill her and watch her slowly die. She knew she should have never believed his lies. The first night she met him she should have turned down his offer of taking her for a ride. For a ride is what she took, and now no one is on her side. She keeps running through the woods, looking for a place to hide. Nothing is there but the sky above and the earth below, what does she do, how will she find time to bide? The man is getting closer he is thinking of the kill. Thinking that when he catches her she will for sure be his meal. He watches her run, not worried in the least. He knows that he will find her, for he is very much at peace. He likes to watch them. Likes to let them think they have a chance, just lets them spin thier wheels. He wonders what is running through her mind, wonders if she know that her fate is sealed. She is looking up now, lying on the ground, cryi

Emotional Nudity
Take your soft and loving hands and Remove the mantle of mistrust from my shoulders. Softly unbutton the silken gown Of regret from my skin. Come my love and remove the veil Of heartache from my face and Kiss these lips that were ordained only for you. Confiscate the jewels of deception from My arms neck and ears-discard my fears. Feel the fabric of the chemise Of my misgivings and set me free from it. Kiss my naked shoulders honeyed with newfound faith Liberated from doubt and the threat of neglect and obscurity. My darling go further south and Remove the thongs of this world's Hatred and prejudice from my hips and slide Them slowly down to the floor where they can be no more. Undress me until I am stripped bare of The world's evil and tainted essence until like The day of my birth, I emerge beautiful untouched- unpoisoned. Let this nude daughter of Eve stand Before you liberated from the negative- Pure and positive and

The Coupling Of Passion And Erotic Lusts
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent

Cereal's Names According To Day!
On the first and third weeks of the month...these names shall be used as follows Monday - Raisin Bran Tuesday - Grape Nuts Wednesday - Frosted Flakes Thursday - Honey Bunches of Oats Friday - Fruity Pebbles Saturday - Froot Loops Sunday - Quaker Oat Clusters On the second and fourth weeks of the month, these names shall be used Monday - Cheerios Tuesday - Cocoa Pebbles Wednesday - Count Chocula Thursday - Corn Pops Friday - Post Toasties Saturday - Crispix Sunday - Bran Chex

The Beautiful Ones Will Hurt You Everytime
Ok so lately as most of you may or may not know I’ve been in a horrible mood in regards to my current dating situation, that situation being a really shitty one that I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy. Anyhoo I’m writing this as a way of releasing some frustration so, I hope no one takes this personally however I already know that some of you already have and that’s just messed up. I’ve been interested in a few women over the past couple months and being the idiot that I am I put myself out there setting myself up to get hurt in so many different ways, and instead of a bunch of different ways I got a whole bunch of new shitty ways of getting hurt. These ways included, but are not limited to: being ignored, shouted at for not providing a scary movie (no I am not joking), being provided with a bunch of answers to questions I did not ask, and a whole bunch of broken promises. Now, as I stated before I am writing this out of pure frustration and writing things gets my mind back on track

Ruined Trip :(
We went up north this weekend so see Shaun's parents before he leaves town. He promised to take me to SnowBowl to see snow and make snowmen, blah blah blah. Here some pics: Before we left, his stepdad John, who's a miserable man and takes it out on everyone, started talking shit and how he thought we were stupid for wanting to play in the snow. So he ruined my mood. He didn't go but Shaun's mom decided to go and she's just as bad as John is. Always complaining, always talking shit and very VERY racist. She kept making fun of me the entire drive up there and then while we were there. I finally lost it and told her to "Shut the fuck up". Yeah, it was bad. I hate these people. I HATE them. Being around them and being bombarded with negativity makes me sick. Literally sick. Don't let the smiles fool you. They are the devil :/ REL

I Look Upon Her
I look upon her face lying on my pillow Lit by the light of my bedroom window Wrapped within my gently arms Knowing she will come to no harm I look upon her hair, soft and fair Unable to find the words to compare Answers she has given me in times of pain That love and hope will visit again I look upon her lips, moist and red Giving me life when all was dead She restored my heart when it was lost Melting what was covered in frost I look upon her breasts, firm and strong Knowing that love could not be wrong Slowly moving with every breath Always knowing she was not like the rest I look upon her hips, round and smooth Gently touching not daring to move I fix the sheets with delicate care But a gentle kiss is all I dare I look upon her face staring into mine Filling my body as if it were wine I close her eyes with gentle kisses For she has answered all my wishes.

.save.me.
There's a war going on Inside of me I need some release Somebody come save me Even though I won't surrender I hope for some peace within myself Can you help me? No. I don't think you can Your face says it all When you shrug my tears away There's a war going on Inside of me I need some release Come and save me Can you save me?

All About Me
1. I hate driving, been driving since I was 24 never wanted to drive and still hate it, will avoid it whenever I can, also I just dont have the nerves for lots of traffic, just hate driving ugh. 2. I do like driving the forklift, and I'am pretty good at it. 3. I work 7pm-7am nightshift and I have always been a nightowl. 4.I'am shy but when I warm up I won't shut up, and some people think I'm stuck up since I dont talk to everyone, fact is I dont know you or have something to say I wont talk. 5. My ancestor is Billy the Kid, and no I dont feel like proving it, I wasnt happy when I 1st heard but since then I realized that not all was black and white, good wasnt really good and outlaws werent always bad, in his case he wasnt really that bad, more missunderstood than anything. 6. I love hockey and baseball, I like all sports really but those are my fav. 7. I was engaged once... 8. I believe people have given up on love, anytime something goes wrong they run away, peop

**help A Grrl Out, Would Ya??**
Hey.. As some of you may know, I am A HUGE Linkin Park fan.. I am also a member of their Street Team. Well..... LP has kicked of a promotional contest in honor of their upcoming US Tour. All I need you wonderful ppl to do for me is visit the link below. You don't have to fill out any forms nor do you have to sign up for anything... Just copy and paste the WHOLE link into your browser and visit it as often as you can. It's a personalized link for me so that each time the link is visited, I get credit as a Street Teamer... That is all.. I hope it's not too much to ask. I am hoping to do better than I did this summer with the Projekt Revolution contest... only 25 ppl helped me out all summer long :( If you have any questions or comments.. Feel free to hit me up!!!! FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY LP HEART...I SINCERELY THANK YOU!!!!!!! http://www.lpstreetteam.com/CDA5240F87574D8387EBDE8FEC733210/tracklink.asp?guid=86810663C2A248F282703E0A2571CBC2

History Of Squirting
Thank you Virgo for the blog. Now i need someone to study this and do this to me. Study this carefully. History of Squirting If you were to refer to literature over the last 50 years you would be lead to believe that females have only been able to ejaculate since about 1980. Of course this is absurd, and just shows how "the experts" can be wrong for decades on just about anything. Many knew the experts were wrong, but had little success in convincing anyone. Needless to say this lead to many problems, needless surgery (to fix the poor women who would ejaculate), expensive counselling (got to find out what happened when they were children to cause this "problem"), and in some cases divorce. "The G Spot" by Alice Kahn Ladas, Beverly Whipple, and John D. Perry, has dozens of letters from women who went though various personal tragedies because they would ejaculate during lovemaking. Doctors, gynaecologists, and psychiatrists invariably told them they were peeing and needed either s

The Flamming Hearts
Tonight i was sitting here trying to get points to reach level 17. While I was doing this i met the Founder of The Flamming Hearts who leveled me to 17 as I was almost there!! I have joined The Flamming Hearts as this is a great fubarian cause. I am now a leveler as well. Alot of us are working to reach our levels and its great to be member of a crew to help others reach that level. Thank you to The founder and co-founder for accepting me as the newest member as well as making new friends!!

What's Going On
**about blog** This is to relieve stress from my girlfriend's mood swings and snapping on me as well as me to keep a journal of the experience. **First entry** So today Megan got mad at me for not being at my house but hanging out with a friend. Now she won't talk to me yet again. These mood swings are starting to kill me and tire me out more then normal. I'm afraid for next semester since I have school, work, and this pregnancy.

My Own Vanity Part 1 (discovery)
growing up i always lacked confidence with vanity with my looks. i had confidence in other areas. sports and intelligence. i could outthink and outplay most ppl. but when it came to my looks i always lacked confidence. alot of that came from being poor and having an alcoholic parent i was ashamed of. i was ever a chubby boy and that created issues with my wardrobe. i had to wear sweats or shorts most of the time because we couldnt afford the price of the jeans that would fit me. my thighs and calves have always been jynormus. (now i have so many options w relaxed fitting jeans). and in order to take a girl out on a date i would have had to have my mom drive us. i just chose not to do that. it was just easier. now living in a fairly small town, i decided early on that i wanted to move away as soon as i was allowed. so in my junior year i enlisted into the Navy through the Delayed Entry Program (DEP). well one of the requirements in order to get in was that i had to lose a certain a

Nsfw Pics
i just ran out of family spots so i have some motivation for everyone to comment my default pics. if i get 20 good comments on each of my default pics i will open up the nsfw pics. those pics are not nude, but they are a lot sexier. never fear, if you have crushed me and i open up that folder, i will post a pic for my family only. it's a close up you probably wont want to miss. that will only be available for my crushes. no free rides on that pic.

Happy Holidays All!!!!!!
WELL AS WE ALL KNOW CHRISTMAS IS RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER. WE RUN LIKE CRAZY UNTIL WE PASS OUT ON CHRISTMAS EVE AND WAKE TO THE HUSTLE AND BUSTLE OF KIDS RUNNING TO SEE WHAT THEY GOT OR THE FOOD COOKING AND SMELLING THE HOUSE UP WITH THOSE MAGNIFICENT AROMAS WE ALL SO LOVE. I FIRST OFF WOULD LIKE TO WISH DYLON AND THE OTHER DIVAS A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR. THANK YOU FOR THE ACCEPTANCE INTO THIS WONDERFUL CLUB. YOU HAVE MADE ME FELT SO ACCEPTED AND I GREATLY APPRECIATE IT FROM ALL OF YOU. I WILL BE LEAVING TODAY AND TRAVELING TO NEW JERSEY TO BE WITH MY FAMILY AND SON FOR THE HOLIDAYS SO AS I AM NORMALLY ON EVERYDAY I MAY NOT BE ABLE TO DO THAT SO FAITHFULLY WHILE THERE. I WILL HAVE ALL YOU IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS FOR A SAFE AND HAPPY HOLIDAY AND NEW YEARS. I WILL BE GONE FOR THE NEXT 3 WEEKS BUT AGAIN SHALL TRY AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE TO GET ON AS MUCH AS I CAN TO AT LEAST SAY HI TO ALL. AND DYLON I WILL LEAVE MY HOLIDAY TAG UP THE WHOLE TIME IM GONE. MISS

The One
this is the one that did it last night and too brought it all to a head and made my decision to leave fubar for a while and all i did was accepted her friendship then later started rateing her pic's then she got all nasty well i don't usaly do this but here she is http://fubar.com/user/726700

Just The First One.. Meet Kelly
My sister Kelly Jo Marlene Good born in 1969. She was the best person I ever met. She had downe syndrome.... for those of you who do not know what that is... it is eing with an extra orless one chromosone.. also called mongoloid.. retarded.. She was born at a time when they wanted nothing to do with this. My mother and father fought tooth and nail to gt her everything she should have had. For those of you with children how would you like to hear from the doctor "put her away in an institution and forget about her. have some REAL babies". I will go forward in time. what I know about her and why I call her my Hero. I am 34 now.. I look around.. she has been gone for almost 5 years.. and I feel the love sucked out of that which is around me. I remember her love.. her counting down the days till special events... 10.. 9 .. 8.. 7.. ... christmas birthdays .. every holiday.. when someone is coming to visit her... When you came or went no matter how long or short she would give yo

Good One!
One day, when a seamstress was sewing while sitting close to a river, her thimble fell into the river. When she cried out, the Lord appeared and asked, 'My dear child, why are you crying?' The seamstress replied that her thimble had fallen into the water and that she needed it to help her husband in making a living for their family. The Lord dipped His hand into the water and pulled up a golden thimble set with sapphires. 'Is this your thimble?' the Lord asked The seamstress replied, 'No.' The Lord again dipped into the river. He held out a golden thimble studded with rubies. 'Is this your thimble?' the Lord asked. Again, the seamstress replied, 'No.' The Lord reached down again and came up with a leather thimble. 'Is this your thimble ?' the Lord asked. The seamstress replied, 'Yes.' The Lord was pleased with the woman's honesty and gave her all three thimbles to keep, and the seamstress went home happy. Some years later, the seamstress was walking with her husband

A Different Christmas Poem(please Read)
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years o

To All My Sisters
To all of my sister. I gave everyone a tree for christmas. If for some reason I forgot to give you one just give me a shout. I will give you one. I don't want to leave anyone out. Love to all of you this holiday season! Stay safe and enjoy!! Love you all!! Free Comments & Graphics Free Comments & Graphics

Blind Faith
Blind Faith Darlin' I know you're sleepin' But there's something I've just got to say Wonder if you'll hear me While you're dreamin' You make a lifetime Out of every day Thanks to you now I know All my dreams can come true Blind Faith in you I got Blind Faith in you oh yeah Your eyes keep things well hidden Just a hint of what You're feelin' inside And the first day that I met you I consider that the first day of my life Thanks to you now I know All my dreams can come true Blind Faith in you I've got Blind faith in you And I'm not sure I deserve A women so true, but I love That you think I do With You and Faith, beside me I'm feelin' stronger every day Blind faith in you I got Blind faith in you It's true Blind faith in you I got Blind faith in you And I'm not sure I deserve A woman so true but I love That you think I do.

Just Plain Wrong
Please take a look at this mumm I saw. The mum isn't wrong...but the reason the guy wrote it is fucked up!!! The person that caused the mumm is an ass. The one who wrote the mumm deserves 10's and 11's!! I rated the asshole a 1 then blocked his stupid ass. http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=265557

Illusionary Nature
Woods and the trees Berries and the leaves I don't know what kind of place that will be. Is it a beautiful place,or is it a ugly place, I don't know what kind of place that will be. All I can tell you is it is Fanstasy Dream

You Can See The Hurt In Me
i want make new memories with you. distance be damm i am dammed without you. i want you so bad i can feel it in my chest. your memory has me trapped. i cannot go anywhere without thinking of you. if you are free this weekend there is a movie tickets waiting for you at our theatre for you and a girlfriend. the tickets are unlimited bring more if you want. i cannot be there i will be on inspection tour again this weekend. but i want you to enjoy please. if you dont use they will go to waste. re-organized i want make new memories with you the distance be damm for i am dammed without you. i want you so badly i can feel it in my chest. your memory has me trapped. i cannot go anywhere without thinking of you. i have not changed my mind you can still go to the movie ok i wont jump to conclusions i have hard time understanding you

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Pirate Booty Giveaway
ok im gonna jump on the bandwagon... im sure most all of yall have seen the bulletins saying rate and comment pix for fubucks well heres mine... rate and comment all pix (140) in my pirates album during happy hour and ill send you 7000 fubucks thats 50 fubucks per pic. that doesnt sound like much but theres alot of pix and i dont wanna go fubroke :) send me a message (not a shout) when youre done and ill send the bucks over... thanx and gl ♥ froggy ♥

Bi Pride
I consider it funny that everyone can show off their sexuality if they are straight, but if a bi person says anything they are confused. Ok first off I don't need to post pictures up here to prove that I am bi. One if you don't believe me it's on you. Two I don't need your input I am who I am you don't like it too fucking bad. Third I'm not confused I like both males and females. Fourth I'm faithful to whom ever I'm with whether they are male or female. Any more Questions??

Life.
Life will kick you down, then turn right around and help you get back up... the way it does that is your so called friends will kick you down (if they are not your true friends) and your true friends will help you right back up and get you back on your feet. Life will also help you out, by twisting fate to where you meet certain people, and they will help you better yourself in ways you never thought possible. Life will make you think and life will make you wonder. Life is a game and we are all pawns BUT we can change our destinies because NOTHING is written in stone. If you want to do one thing then change your mind and decide on something else DO IT! Follow your dreams dont let anything or anyone keep you from fulfilling your dreams. If you have to drop certain friends to do something then drop them because it is very likely they will try to hold you back. When you drop one friend you gain another. Its like the old saying "One door closes but another one opens." It is true. W

How To Squirt
This is for all the women that left comments on my Mumm asking how to squirt. In order for you to squirt, you have to get to know your body. If you don't play with yourself every once in a while...you'll never learn your body. If your not comfortable doing it by yourself then do it with your guy. Do it while youre getting fucked (I Do). You need to find out what makes you cum the quickest and the hardest. Once you get to that point where you can make yourself cum at the drop of a hat then your almost there. I have become so familiar with my body that I can make myself cum without touching myself. It's all in your head. You gotta have concentration. If you are not concentrating you will never get there. Try this first be yourself. Play with yourself...do whatever it is that makes you cum...once you feel yourself getting to that point you might feel like you gotta pee....don't hold it back just let it go...(I have researched that topic and it is humanly impossible to urinated

Ruinning Holiday Spirits...
Now wouldn't you think this is the perfect way to ruin your holiday spirits??? I got a Christmas card in the mail today. Nothing out of the ordinary really right? At least that is what we all thought. Till you open up the card and find a little note attached on the inside. Which was not of Christmas spirits at all. On the complete opposite, it was saying that there was a death in the family. Granted not blood family, but still family none the less. This happened to take place a few months back but just heard of it today, from a Christmas card in the mail. Now if you don't think this could ruin the spirits of the holiday season then I don't know what will. Oh and to make it worse, a friend of mine has been told that a very sweet friend of hers has cancer once more. So all in all I'm not into the holidays anymore. I'd think that all this news in one day this soon to Christmas, would be ruin the holiday spirits of all in the house.

2300 To Level...plz Help Her
"Softwhiterose needs approximately 2300 to level..she has 185 pics/1500 stash-it would take no time at all if you could stop by and show her some love...tyvm...*Rox* Indian Princess...here is her link..tyvm..http://fubar.com/user/1016628

Merry Christmas To All
I would like to take this opportunity to wish all my friends that I have made on here a very Merry Christmas and a wonderful, safe, healthy, prosperous and happy New Year! Hope all your dreams and wishes come true. You're all a wonderful bunch of people and am grateful for all of you! Muahs! Love ya!

A Life Update
I know this may upset some people.... and I apollogize 4 that. 4 others... it may be a relief...lol. I have recently made a life decision.... kinda a New Years resolution. After the New Year... I am pretty much gonna seclude myself. I indend to focus on work and getting my life back in order. I sincerely hope that every 1 understands. If u r at all close to me and have been in touch recently.... then u will understand what I mean. There has been alot going on in my life lately. And I need to get it all straightened out. Which means in a nutshell..... that from the New Year... on to about Spring (about 2 - 3 months ) I will be out of contact with every 1 . I know that this may sound wierd and all..... and I really don't care n e more.... but... I need to find myself...lol Sounds wierd I know... More like I need to find who I am in a way. Call it a mid-life crisis....lmfao.... bit YOUNG I hope for that still.... but. This is just something that I need to do. I WILL b

Wtf Is Up With The Lounges Around Here!?
Ok, i belong to a lounge, but went to bed. Couldnt sleep and since no one was in my "home lounge" I decided to try some of the other lounges out. I went into like 3 or 4 other lounges and the people there were, shall we say "unfriendly". I got welcomed by maybe one person per lounge!!! I mean, most of them had so much stuff loaded into them that it took a while to load, but if they have that much stuff loaded into them, then they should take that into account and give a person so much time to say "hey" or "hi"! But even so I said "Hi" and got absolutely NO RESPONSE!!! I'm like WTF!? You would think that theyd be happy that new "blood", so to speak, was headin into their lounge, but nope, no hello back from anyone! These lounges on here need to wise up and realize that it's the members of fubar that make them work! Welcome new people into your lounge the same as you would a person that has been a member from the start! Damn! Legitimate Rant Over! LOL!

Here It Is Mizz Shady's Leveling List
THIS IS MY LEVELING LISTS. I CAN NOT AND WILL NOT ADD ANY MORE. THIS LIST IS TO LONG ALREADY.. DON'T MEAN I WONT HELP YOU OR I DONT LIKE YOU IT JUST MEANS IM ALREADY REALLY REALLY TIRED.. THATS ALL. CAN'T ADD NO MORE SORRY.. YOU ALL CAN MAKE YOUR OWN LIST IF YOU WISH BUT THIS ONE IS MINE.. AND THESE ARE WHO IM TAKING WITH ME.. I TRUELY DO LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU ALL. EVERYONE IS IMPORTANT BUT THESE PEOPLE EACH HAVE GONE BEYOND WHAT EVERY DAY FRIENDS DO.. THEY ONE WAY OR ANOTHER HAD MY BACK WHEN I REALLY NEEDED IT. NOT TO SAY MANY MORE OF YOU DIDNT EITHER BUT THESE PEOPLE ENDLESSLY ENDLESSLY DO.. THIS IS MY FUBAR FAMILY. LETS START TO LEVEL YOU ALL.. AND OF COURSE I'M STARTING WITH MY BABY! GUYS HES LEVEL 12 PLEASE COME ON.. LETS GET HIM OFF NEWBIE GROUND.. I'M ON TOP CAUSE I'M GOING TO PASS YOU ALL UP ANYWAY.. SCOTT'S NEXT TO ME CAUSE HES MY BOYFRIEND AND THATS JUST WHERE I LIKE HIM TO BE. YA THATS NEXT TO ME AND YES SOMETIMES UNDER ME TOO. WAHOOO!!! THE REST

A Dockside Xmas Carol
*To the tune of "Deck the Halls"* 'Tis the reason to ride trolleys, All the way to work, and back again. Boss forgives me all my follies, Even though he hates how young I am. Have to report, every morning, Even if I don't work that day. Deprivation, lack of sleep, my insanity is near complete. I'm the one who puts steel together, With some CO2 and electric arc. Sometimes, there is no joy greater, Than to feel burn of red hot sparks. There no white spots in my shower, From all the soot that I washed off. Grinding dust makes big black boogers, And my skin will ne'er again be soft! Merry Xmas, all!!! -Arthur

Cigarettes In Hell
explains its self! Spend you days just working and shopping Depending on how much you’re luck is in Spend the night-life table-hopping And trying to keep that bag of bones in trim I don’t mind not feeling immortal ’cos it aint all that as far as I can tell I don’t mind not going to heaven As long as they’ve got cigarettes As long as they’ve got cigarettes in hell And by the time we start getting used to The dope that’s forming on the windowsill Now we know we’ve got ourselves into The cage that keeps the mice on the treadmill I don’t mind not feeling immortal ’cos it aint all that as far as I can tell I don’t mind not going to heaven As long as they’ve got cigarettes As long as they’ve got cigarettes in hell I don’t mind not being immortal Because it aint all that as far as I can tell I don’t mind not going to heaven As long as they’ve got cigarettes As long as they’ve got cigarettes in hell

Curious
I've recently met someone and I like them.. theres something mysterious about them that keeps me on my toes.. the only problem is theres an entire country between us... I don't know if I should try to see where things go or just leave it being what it is a crazy shot in the dark... I don't know this has me in a quandry...

Auctions
When i became member people were asking for fans,friends,rates,now everybody asking for fu bucks,blasts,vips Now there is one auction after the other where you can buy somebody???.(I would never sell myself here ,or anywhere else for gifts,money,I am to proud for something like that) And for what? to get your name mentioned on somebodys page?If you have added somebody as friend you do things for free,not asking for favours My Loyality and friendship will always be for free to those i think they deserve it!!Certainly not going to pay for it!!!!

Life
OK I HAVENT BEEN HOME FOR A BIT LET ALONE ON HERE MUCH. SO MUCH GOING ON. I WENT DOWN TO VISIT MY AUNT AND THEN MY COUSIN. MY HUSBAND AND I DECIDED IT WAS TIME FOR THE FAMILY TO GET OUT AND VISIT WE HADNT DONE THAT IN AWHILE. WE GOT HOME YESTERDAY TO SOME VERY BAD NEWS. ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS HER SOON TO BE HUSBAND DIED YESTERDAY AFTERNOON. THEY THINK HE MIGHT HAVE HAD A MASSIVE HEART ATTACK. SO NOW I WILL BE HOME OFF AND ON BUT TRYING TO ALSO HER HER TAKE CARE OF HER 6 YEAR OLD SON. THIS POOR WOMAN HAS HAD SO MUCH LOSS LATELY. SHE JUST LOST HER MOM A BOUT A MONTH OR TWO AGO, AND NOW THIS RIGHT AROUND THE HOLIDAYS:( IF YOU HAVE MY NUMBER YOU CAN TRY TO CALL BUT I AM NOT SURE IF I WILL BE HOME, AND I AM NOT SURE HOW MUCH I WILL HAVE TO BE ON HERE. I MISS YOU ALL ALOT, AND HOPE TO BE BACK TO NORMAL BY THE NEW YEAR. SAVANNAH

Happy Holidays!!
So I will be out of town for a few days!!! I just wanted to let everyone know not to forget about me. If you see me on it will probably be a friend helping me out while im away. PLEASE BE RESPECTFUL! If you dont get an answer then that is why, but if u dont read this u wont know haha... Be safe and I will miss u all!! LUVZ YA, ~SinD

So This Is How I Am..........
While Sagittarius may have a romantic reputation as a freedom-loving flirt, you actually take love a lot more seriously than that. You are the sign most likely to remain single and certainly love playing the dating game, but when you truly fall in love, you honor it. Even if you choose not to marry, you may remain in a committed relationship for many years. You have a philosophical attitude about romantic breakups. Naturally, it hurts to lose someone you love, especially if you have invested time and effort in the relationship; but if the split is amicable, you usually manager to stay friends with your ex. You are most often drawn to other fire signs Aries and Leo. The impetuousness of these signs makes them great lovers and exciting companions. There is a natural affinity with Aries, since it rules this sector of your horoscope. Leo is the life of the party which always makes points with you. A love with another Sagittarian is a bit like heaven on earth.

Im So Confused
He tells me wait for him let me get all the other stuff out of the way. I say ill be here!He says I love you and cant live w/o you. Then he does the opposite of what he says he is doing.Im starting to think that this man is failing to realize that I am only one person.I can only handle so much and keep it together.He builds me up and tells me all the things I want to hear.I always have to find out from other ppl what the real deal is!I have come to the realization that he does not love me like he claims. I now have a bleeding heart. I will have to carry the scar of this to my grave. I cant get away from him even if I wanted too. I want to tell all my true friends, If someone really loves you there is nothing on this earth that will come in the way of what you really want. Dont play with other ppls emotions. They have to live life too. If you dont want somebody be truthful. Open rebuke is better than hidden love on any day. I never thought that my life would be such a toss up.

Yipee !!!
Helloooo ... Yep back again :-D .. Not taken long to connect me at all :O just 2 months .. grrr .. still ere now eh :-D .. Thanks to Jersey for keeping an eye on my page :-D .. Muchly Appreciated .. :-D .. Not going to be here as much as I have been but will be in and out a fair bit .. hee hee .. ;-) So old friends and thems not yet met Helloooo again :-D

Astronaut Dan Tani's Statement On The Death Of His Mother
The following statement is from Daniel Tani, NASA astronaut and Expedition 16 flight engineer on the International Space Station, regarding the death of his mother. Daniel M. Tani, NASA Astronaut. Image Credit: NASA "I would like to thank everyone who has expressed their condolences during this time of grieving for me and my family. Living on the space station means that I experience all aspects of life -- be they joyous or tragic -- while circling the Earth without a convenient way to return. Of course, I was aware of this situation before my mission and I fully accept that I will proudly complete my mission on the International Space Station and join my family when I return. My NASA management and colleagues have been fully supportive through this and I would like to thank them for their concern and compassion. "My mother was a complete joy. Those who knew her will know that words cannot describe her vitality, generosity and warmth. She was my hero. We will all mis

Reflections Of A New World
"Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born." - Anais Nin I am alone. If I needed any more evidence of that I would need only look at the plumes of smoke billowing from the lit cigar hanging from my lips. I am sitting at my computer. Smoking the first cigar I have smoked in a long time. Inside my house. This would normally be accorded as the most heinous of acts were I in a house occupied by other than myself. But such is not the case tonight, nor will it be the case for the next week. My intent today had been to journey early this morning to Missouri with my wife and son for a Christmas get-together with my wife’s family. My wife is one of thirteen siblings and it is their custom to unite each year in the small farming community where they grew up in central Missouri for a Christmas dinner attended by all brothers, sisters, cousins, children and grand-children. As you can imagin

The New Night Before Christmas
HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE

Remeber Some Cant Come Home
They are; Mothers, Fathers, Brothers, Sisters, Aunts and Uncles, They are our American Soldiers and they need to be remembered during this holiday season... Press Play to watch They paid the Ultimate Sacrifice: Please take a moment to remember them when you are with your family this year. Pray for their safe return to their families.. LCPL G****** USMC prior Service

1-2-3 Peanut Butter Cookies
1 1/3 CUP GRANULATED SUGAR 1 EGG 1 CUP OF FIRMLY PACKED P-NUT BUTTER I PREFER CHUNKY PREHEAT OVEN TO 35O IN BOWL I CUP SUGAR EGG AND P-NUT BUTTER USE A WOODEN SPOON STIR UNTIL BLENDED TAKE A SPOONFUL ROLL INTO A BALL AND ROLL ONTO THE REMAINING SUGAR P PUT IT ON AN UNGREASED COOKIE SHEET AND PRESS DOWN WITH A FORK CRISS CROSS BAKE 10 - 13 MINUTES SO SIMPLE COOL COMPLETELY THEN REMOVE THEM..

10 Minute Peanut Brittle
1 CUP SUGAR 1/2 CUP LIGHT CORN SYRUP 1/8 TSP SALT 1 1/2 CUP ROASTED P-NUTS 1 TABLESPOON MARGARINE 1 TEASPOON VANILLA 1 TEASPOON BAKING SODA IN A 2 QT MICROWAVE CASSEROLE DISH COMBINE SUGAR CORN SYRUP AND SALT MICROWAVE HIGH 5 MINUTES STIR IN P-NUTS MICRO 3-5 MINUTES STIRRING AFTER 3 MINUTES UNTIL SYRUP AND P-NUTS LIGHTLY BROWNED..STIR IN MARGARINE VANILLA AND SODA UNTIL LIGHT AND FOAMY SPREAD TO 1/4 INCH THICKNESS ON A WELL BUTTERED COOKIE SHEET..WHEN COOL BREAK INTO PIECES

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There she goes, The girl i never knew existedShe came to me, And I knew i couldn't resistWe started as friends, Then became moreNow i know, That she is the one i adoreI have been hurt in the past, I'm over that nowEvery time I talk to her, She has me like wowEvery time I think of her, I find myself in a dazeI do know one thing, Getting to her will be a mazeThe day we do meet, Life will be great.Believe it or not, I think she is my soul mateI always wonder, Not sure if she feels the sameI know with her, There will be no more gameIf you are reading this, you know who you areI will always love you, no matter how near or far

Merry Christmas
Get More at COMMENTYOU.comwishing you all a very happy and peaceful Christmas...If you don't get what you want...be grateful for what you do get...there are many who will get nothing...and still manage to wear a smile on their face

A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 12/22/07;
Alright it's almost New Years, a lot of people are going to be askin' "Who knows where the time goes?" This is my answer, "Hey if I told you where the time goes what you gonna do fuckin' jump in after it?" Thanks you know who LOL!

Dickology 101 -ladies Will Love This
A good friend of mine sent me this....OK....Now the ladies need to go ahead and read up...Fella's you better hope you are not INTERNET DICK! ************************************************* DICKOLOGY 101 MISERABLE DICK - When the guy is extremely handsome. He says the right things, does the right things. When it comes to sex, he is lacking in this department. He sucks your tits too hard, kisses your mouth too long, stays around your neck forever, fingers you like a GYN Doctor, licks your pussy like he was in a track meet and has a very small dick. You try to give him some head and only find that you are actually sucking a pacifier. This is so miserable. You think, "how can a guy so fine, so polite have weak game?" To top everything off ladies, how about just when in your mind your going to try to get the best out of this even if you have to make yourself cum and he beats you to the punch. DAMN, I cannot believe he came in 3 minutes!!! TOLERABLE DICK - Thi

Is It Too Late Now?
I always want to tell you Never had the chance Our lives are always busy Running around, doing our own things We are so caught up in our own life Forgetting that we have each other Its only when you walk away I realize that all its too late. If I could just go back, I will tell you How much I love you How much I misses you How much I love looking at you Licking the ice cream off your fingers When the ice cream melts away From the cone How much I love staring at your eyes, In your eyes, I see the love that gives me joy in my life Telling me I could end my search in looking for love How much I love holding your hand, In your hands, The nights have never felt so warm before Mornings are always woken up with happiness How much I misses your voice Sweet and gentle Your words get me through the day Making it ok for me to go on I love the things you do, Every bit of it Its only when you are gone, I realize that all the words should have been said

Hotties! All I Have To Say Is...
Is that now I KNOW...I am not the only one who has experienced the wrath of Hitler! I will not mention names, but it's nice to know that I am not the only one who has had to deal with that shit. I have no hard feelings against the majority of the hotties, however, when some of the hotties come to my page, rate me 1 and then block me, I know that a) they are afraid of not standing behind their "leader" and b) they have no minds of their own. I'm glad I'm not apart of that group anymore! No more drama. If you're causing it, stay the fuck off my page! Feel free to rate me a 1 and block me. I don't really give a shit. Post nasty comments in my comments section! I wont even delete them...

Mistletoe Game
The 1st person to message u saying "I'd kiss you under the mistletoe."Will be ur Fubar sweetheart. You'd be surprised just who wants to be yours. You have to do this even if you are taken and theres a mistletoe on fubar give the love.

Gratitude
GRATITUDE "A person, however learned and qualified in his life's work, in whom gratitude is absent, is devoid of that beauty of character which makes personality fragrant." Hazrat Inayat Khan I realized something the other day. It came quite suddenly. I was at a yield sign, entering a parkway, waiting for a space in the traffic to merge. Someone slowed down and flashed their lights at me to let me know they would allow me in. I merged and raised my hand in a sign of gratitude. Just at that moment, I realized that, when I do the same for someone, allow them to merge into traffic ahead of me, I more or less expect some sign of gratitude from them. A wave will usually do or a nod of acknowledgment. When you drive the interstate at night and a truck passes you and you flash your lights to let the driver know that the rear of his trailer has cleared the front of your vehicle and it is safe to re-enter the right hand lane, the driver will usually flash his running lights as a

Um.... Take This As A Maybe Good Bye
If you're reading this then it means you really value our friendship. Certain things have happened recently, so I want yall to know that if I just stop getting online that I loved all our conversations and our friendships. These would be circumstances that are not in my control. I'll keep you updated to the best of my ability. ♥

Most Embarrassing Moments.
Recently I’ve been asked on several occasions what up until this moment in my life has been my most embarrassing moment, and to my dismay, the only thing that I could think of is, “ I’m not sure.” Now I know what you’re thinking, “ this girl is completely unimaginative. “ or “ how lazy can someone be? Everyone has a most embarrassing moment”. And it isn’t that I don’t have one, believe me I have many, it’s the fact that I wouldn’t be able to narrow my lovely array of embarrassing moments to just one. In fact, I’m going to give you the honor of hearing, in their entirety my most embarrassing moments, starting as early as I can remember, in all of their glory, nothing left out, here they are. Most Embarrassing Moment #1 I was eleven and had just encountered the worst stomachache of my life. I was sitting outside talking to a neighborhood boy when I realized there was something wet between my thighs. I quickly turned bright red, thinking that maybe I had peed my pants and not known

Memories Of Christmas
There is no bright lights here, no need to light the way, just one candle glowing, like every other day, Santa can just pass on by, my gift I lost one day, There is no stockings by the fire, they have long been stored away, without you here to share your smile, theres no point in games or play, I have only one comfort, on another empty day, the one thing I carry with me, every step and breath I take, my precious thoughts of you, your smile, laugh and cheer, you are forever with me, each day of the year, till I can hold you there is only, Memories Of Christmas... Daddy loves you Mystikal Dawn MERRY CHRISTMAS My True Angel

The "w" In Christmas
Each December, I vowed to make Christmas a calm and peaceful experience. I had cut back on nonessential obligations - extensive card writing, endless baking, decorating, and even overspending. Yet still, I found myself exhausted, unable to appreciate the precious family moments, and of course, the true meaning of Christmas. My son, Nicholas, was in kindergarten that year. It was an exciting season for a six-year-old. For weeks, he'd been memorizing songs for his school's 'Winter Pageant.' I didn't have the heart to tell him I' d be working the night of the production. Unwilling to miss his shining moment, I spoke with his teacher. She assured me there'd be a dress rehearsal the morning of the presentation. All parents unable to attend that evening were welcome to come then. Fortunately, Nicholas seemed happy with the compromise. So, the morning of the dress rehearsal, I filed in ten minutes early, found a spot on the cafeteria floor and sat down.

Lizelle Tribute
I would like to start a tribute folder for our beloved Lizelle. I don't have very much talent as far as making things on the pc. I made one pic and that is the best I can do. I would like to ask all of her friends, if they would, to make a tribute pic to her. I would like to put it all in one folder. If anyone could help me celebrate her life....I know she would be very broud and honored. Hugs and kisses,

How Can People Be So Low
how can people be so low some1 hacked this fubar account and changed my stuff it was very cruel stuff i would never say to teh peron im in love with when i find out who did it i swaer to yall i will kill yall i swaer to god i would never in mylife say those things i love this peron with all my hear she is a dream come true she is the best thing to ever happen to me so why in the fuck would u say this this that i said it. her family seen it also now they hate me because of yall i love her and her family so who ever said this bet ur ass i will get you even if it takes me till the day i die. this was the wrong time to fuck with melike this she is in the hospital barley hanging in there and yall had to do this yall are so dead i swaer ill get yall so step up and say who did this yall chicken shits so help me god yall better step up. if this is sweets doing i will be in kanas to get you if not you sob u better say who u are im calling you out now get the fucking guts and step up

No Christmas
Well, Thanksgiving came and went and I didn't hear from my brother. Now its almost Christmas and I still haven't heard from him. I've sent him a card and and email, but I haven't gotten a response. The only reason I haven't called is because I'm kind of afraid to. I don't know how I would handle the rejection. I am pretty sure the silence is a result of conversions my ex had with my sister-in-law earlier this year. I don't know exactly what was said, but I have an idea. What hurts most is that my brother and sister-in-law would believe ill of me and cut off communications. Haven't seen the kids since early this summer. Well, this Christmas is going to pretty much suck balls. Going to be all alone. Merry effing Christmas!

Cripple And The Starfish
I have learn few things regarding my life with him. We have shared every thoughts, joy, pain, sadness, jokes, heart with all it complicated meanings yet we understand each other. Every hard times due to our unforgiven past has set us into sweet trouble. But somehow we understand that two different individuals set into one same relationship is the whole meaning of love, itself. But sometime the love has turn out to be so enormous, I barely cannot hold it alone. It set me trapped into a dependent person. So I released myself into words and music, and this track is what I felt inside…deep inside. Cripple and the Starfish by Antony and The Johnsons (Taken from album Antony, 1998) Mr. Muscle forcing bursting Stingy thingy into little me, me, me But just "ripple" said the cripple As my jaw dropped to the ground Smile smile It's true I always wanted love to be Hurtful And it's true I always wanted love to be Filled with pain And bruises Yes, so Cripple-Pig

Merry Christmas
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OUR MEMBERS & FRIENDS WHO WORKED TIRELESSLY ALL YEAR HELPING EACH OTHER TO LEVEL UP & ALL!! ALSO IF YOU HAVEN'T YET. PLEASE SUBSCRIBE TO OUR LOUNGE SO YOU GET NOTICES OF OUR BIG PARTIES & BLOW-OUTS! ON A SAD NOTE OUR MEMBER NENOO GOT THE RE-CALL TO DEPLOY BACK TO THE SERVICE, LET'S ALL KEEP HER IN OUR PRAYERS!!!I WILL SEND HER OUR SACRED ANGEL TO WATCH OVER HER! HERE'S TO A HEALTHY, PROSPOROUS, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL

Wish
One wish, just one wish is all I ask, A simple thing, not too great a task. To wake beside you every day, The rising sun's light on your angelic face! To feel you beckoning, as I caress your cheek, Taste your welcoming lips, with love so sweet. Our arms around each other, will never be undone, Our hearts together, beating as one! My heart is yours, my love is true, For me there is no other but you!

Merry Christmas Round The World
Its Christmas and its celebrated round the world by exchanging gifts and wishes. For those who may have friends in other countries here is a list of how Christmas is said in different languages. 1. Arabic - I'd Miilad said oua sana saida 2. Chinese - (Mandarin) Kung His Hsin Nien bing Chu Shen Tan 3 Croatian - Sretan Bozic 4. Danish - Glædelig Jul 5. Dutch - Vrolijk Kerstfeest 6. Filipino - Maligayang Pasko 7. Finnish - Hyvaa joulua 8. French - Joyeux Noël 9. German - Fröhliche Weihnachten 10. Greek: Kala Christouyenna! 11. Indonesian - Selamat Hari Natal 12. Irish - Nollaig Shona Dhuit 13. Italian Buon Natale! 14. Japanese - Shinnen omedeto. Kurisumasu Omedeto 15. Korean -Sung Tan Chuk Ha 16 Magyars - Kellemes es Boldog Karacsonyt Kivanok 17 Flemish - Schei Kreschtdeeg 18 Croatian - SREH-tahn BO-zheech

Crazy Shit
HELLO EVERYONE, THE STUFF I SEE ON DJPHILBURGS STICKY IS JUST CRAZY, ITS OK IF I DO NOT GET ANY HELP, I WILL STILL HELP EVERYONE THAT NEEDS HELP WHEN I AM ON, AND ALOT OF PEOPLE KNOW I HAVE HELPED ALOT ON HERE NOT BECAUSE I HAD TO BUT BECAUSE I WANTED TO, I HAVE MADE SOME GOOD FRIENDS AND MADE SOME BEST FRIENDS AND A GREAT GUY MIKE I WISH EVERYONE A SAFE AND HAPPY HOLIDAY LETS JUST ALL BE FREINDS AND GET ALONG INFARRED(LISA)

What Weman Want!!!!
1)You have to tell a woan how you feel about her...they make no assumptions. 2)Girls need food, water, and c.o.m.p.l.i.m.e.n.t.s to survive..hair eyes nails. 3)they think about thear man all the time...24/7 4)Being able to make a ladie laugh is so much more important than how big the tires are on your pick up truck.. 5)Hold Her hand in public. 6)No backseat drivers...NONE. 7)guys you will go futher on stawberries and ice cream .then you will on fancy crome rims.. 8)If you hold her hand while you are driving she will be thoroughly impressed...especially if it's a stick. 9) Don't say you love her if you don't mean it. 10)Having her over while you and your friends watch football does not count as "quality time"....messaging her feet works better.. 11)Never comment on how much you'r ladie eats.or how much she weighs..never. 12)Keep in mind that they withold sex when thear mad at you, so you might wanna get around to a.p.o.l.o.g.i.z.i.n.g...asap 13)woman are typically smarter th

Christmas Party Tonight
I tossed a question out to the MUMM crowd on Fubar and they all seem to agree. So... under my long gown tonight I will be wearing thigh highs and NO panties. I know that if my husband finds out that I am not wearing panties at the party and wearing thigh highs he will need to really control himself to not toss me on top of a table and take me in front of everyone. I will let you know what happens tomorrow.

Bad Moods
I'm in a bad fucking mood. And it really PISSES me off, when people are shocked because of this, and then get pissed off at me for it. I think I'm entitled every now and then. I'm not always ANGI FUCKING SUNSHINE! Fuck off...I'm done now...

Deanna Apology
Prelude: Well this a Public apology to Witoka (Deanna)an to others that This latest Ranting by me might of hurt.We have been doing to many aurguements over Morphs.Well on Fiday night, where I live we had a Pre Christmas Party.I drank enough for many.jagermeifter,white russians,beers.after the Party was over I came to Fubar to Rip the Morphs,I was promised well being 3 sheets to the wind,an Blind I did not see the Morphs in her Photos,or my folder I had asked her to create for me. So I was so Pissed with the Alcohol doing the Talking I told her I wanted an fu Divorce.An when I came on saturday It was Granted. Deanna an I have been Friends on fubar,it seems like forever.She was my last recruit from when I Founded L.R.L. Society of Wolves.Which I kinda lost in a Merge.Then finally Settling on Kingdom of Wolves. I have had many Morphers since doing the Bombing Family.Deanna is Certainly the Best.I Desire the Best Morphs possible for my Bomber

Update On David
His mom said I had to wait to get him until 8:00. His call had been around 1:00. I was supposed to wait for their call. When no call came I called. She won't let him come tonight now. They were not even going to call me and tell me. If I cause trouble I know she will not let me have him tommorrow either... all I can do is bite my tongue. This is why I am so sad when I take him home.