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Things That Touch Me In The Army
As everyone should know, I am in the US Army. I am NonCommissioned Officer, but first and foremost I am a Soldier. I recently went to Warriors Leadership Course. Well, sitting here tonight looking at some Army photos to put in my page, I thought of somethings. One, the most touching thing I have ever seen in my military career, is the boots in front of the rifle with the bayonet in the ground. Dogtags hanging off the pistol grip. It is a sight that brings a tear to my eyes everytime. Second, the sounds of Last Roll Call, (if you don't know what it is, Google it.) followed closely by taps. I'm sorry, those two make me cry like a baby. Third, in preparation for graduation from WLC, we had to rehearse. A lot. We rehearsed for about 3 hours the day before. During rehearsal they picked a group of Soldiers to say one line before we started. It sucked during practice, but during the ceremony, IT ROCKED! It flowed so well. The first stood up, and said "I AM an Americ

Probally A Bad First Blog
I should probally only put positive things on here or nude pictures...but considering I am not in a positive mood and do not have nude pictures, I can't do that. So its a long story but just know People are cruel, the majority of men are cruel so watch your back...and your heart.

My Flesh Is Weak, My Soul Cries Out.
Ok, so I've not had the best day in the world. Just when I think I can't take anymore, everything else goes wrong. I don't normally let things get to me, but this past week, they have. I also don't like to turn to people when I'm having a rough time with my husband being gone, because I'm a big girl and I married into the military and I feel as if I should suck it up and move on. But, in my defense this past week, I am only human. I married someone in the military who has to be separated from us for such a long time. We just hit the 4 month mark and it already seems like its been an eternity. I broke down and cried for 30 min. Everyone sees me as this strong woman, in fact they tell me just how strong they think I am and that they don't know how I deal with all of this day in and day out. Its true, I miss my husband. He's in my thoughts from the time I wake up-- till I put my head on my pillow at night. He's in my dreams all the time. I honestly didn't think this would be all th

But For How Long ?
a tear falls do you see it do you care is this part of the submission is this how i earn what should be mine my tears fall as a smile crosses your face then in a flash i am yours are they tears of joy or pain have i earned what is mine only to be set free again can you tame me for it is never ending my submission is yours but for how long?

Its To Dying In Anothers Arms And Why Id Like To Try It
I can't imagine all the people that you know And the places that you go When the lights are turned down low And I don't understand all the things you've seen But I'm slipping in between You and your big dreams It's always you In my big dreams And you tell me that its over Wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clovers And your restless And I'm naked You gotta get out You cant stand to see me shaking No Could you let me go? I didn't think so And you don't wanna be here in the future so you say the presents just a pleasant Interruption to the past and you don't wanna look much closer cause your afraid to find out all this hope you had sent into the sky by now had crashed and it did because of me and then you bring me home afraid to find out that your alone and I'm sleeping in your living room but we don't have much room to live And I had these dreams in them I learned to play guitar Maybe cross the country Become a rock star And there was hope in me t

Nsfw Pictures
Do to some privacy issues on my part my nsfw pictures have no been marked for family only...If you feel as though you should be added just let me know. I didnt take the liberty of just adding randomly so just shout me or comment me and I will add you, if that works for me....

Math You Will Need To Understand Lmao
ROMANCE MATHEMATICS Smart man + smart woman = romance Smart man + dumb woman = affair Dumb man + smart woman = marriage Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy ______________________________ OFFICE ARITHMETIC Smart boss + smart employee = profit Smart boss + dumb employee = production Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime _____________________________ SHOPPING MATH A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs. A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need. _____________________________ GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband. A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife. A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend. A successful woman is one who can find such a man. _____________________________ HAPPINESS To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little. To be happy with a woman, you mus

Diet
so i've been on a diet ad exercising for about 12 days now. Which for me is a big thing because i have a problem with sticking to diets lol. But when i began this i weighed over 200 pounds and hopefully i am losing some weight. according to my logs [[yes I'm keeping logs on what i eat and about how many calories i take in and how many i burn daily]] so according to the logs i should have lost 5 pounds by now. I don't keep a scale in my house cuz if i did id be on that thing every 3 hours lol :) so I'm planing on weighing myself every 15 days...that day is coming up soon.... :) hopefully i have lost at least 3 pounds...well i'll keep you guys posted :)

Freedom Of Speech
I’m becoming very annoyed by so called Americans whining and moaning about how wrong and bad and stupid the war in Iraq is. Are YOU there? Noooooooo of course not you are comfortable and safely taking advantage of the freedoms this country gives you, such as the freedom to whine about something you know nothing about (otherwise known as the Freedom of Speech). While our friends and families (many not even old enough to drink yet) are over there fighting and dying for you, you ungrateful cowardly little………..never mind it’s not worth it. I know children with more courage than you now or will ever possess. Our soldiers do what they do because they believe in our country not because of some weird desire to go thousands of miles from the ones they love and get shot at so we can have our freedoms. Some of you say “well they get paid to do it its their job” yes they do and the pay scale for the army is public so look it up its damn low because everyone wants their freedom but no one seems

Fan What Hahaaha
You meet someone then you figure out all they do is play you... you remove them from your friends list you pray they go away but you cant remove them from that stupid fan shit lol just duckyyyyyy ... if there was a way please tell me

Loss Of A Mom
Wanted to thank all for the kind words and for caring. She will be sorely missed and her memories will live on my kids are doin fine and i will pursue what she left behind ill finish school and hope to work with the Juvinal Dept as a Probation Officer. That was her dream and ill do my best to see that legacy live on. OneHotPebbles

Days
ever had one of those days where you wish you could curl up and the whole world would disappear?thats what my day started out like.its a little better now but still sucks cause im bored and tired and dont get off work for another 3 hours.this sucks.

Intermission (last One For Tonight)
The sun begins to set as I come back into bed, still rubbing my wrists, released minutes before. stretching out on my back next to you, your eyes almost glazed over, the way they do when you are plotting, i wonder what you have in store for this evening. suddenly, you turn your head to meet my gaze, asking, will you will be a good girl tonight? i roll towards you, half on top of you, that depends, i answer, giggling, do you want me to obey, or - biting your lip, playfully - would you rather punish me? you respond with a wink, and a quiet but sincere, oh, you will obey. and you know i will... i let myself fall back onto the bed, my body still tired and oversensitive, i feel your fingers trail across my inner thigh, my hips move involuntarily. you know i have no control after release, you continue to run your fingers up and down my thigh, sending shivers through me, my pussy clenching in anticipation, though i thought i was completely satiated. gently, your

The Importance Behind Learning What You Subscribe To
I havent written in my spirit blog in quite awhile but i feel compelled to today.Its very early in the morning..best time to compose,so,here we go. It bothers me whenever i see people surround themselves with things and beliefs or tokens of beliefs that they know virtually nothing about..and have no interest in learning,just because those tokens/symbols are cool or promise wealth..you know what i am talking about....people who (UGG)put dreamcatchers in cars(fools....those are meant to be hung over the bed to catch bad dreams,so unless you are sleeping at the wheel they wont do you much good in a automobile)or put little chinesse buddha/lucky coins nearby for luck.the list of spiritual things that people can have/possess for luck,love,or weath are endless,so i wont bore you with a list,but you get the picture. I have news for the people who surround themselves with things like that they dont understand or REALLY wholly subscibe to..guess what..if you just dabble in something and d

So Saturday.
Some dog jumped my Quinn. I was screaming bloody murder of course cause he had my baby on his back and was biting at him. I guess his will to live set in because he pulled back and scratched the hell out of the dog who then released him. Couldn't find him for about two hours, but then he came back. Unscratched. That's my baby. :D

Desperately Seeking Employment
I am looking for work in some type of customer service, I suppose. I'm great in retail, awesome with people, and have training in the medical field.. I reside in North East Ohio, so I'm seeking work near home. Anyone know some place reputable I should check out? I won't do fast food or WalMart. I do, however, welcome all suggestions.

Sunday Afternoon Morning
Well, I think we all pretty much knew it had to happen sometime. It is just part of growing up. You change, your environment alters, and you feel certain urges that you are fully aware of but cannot explain. I am no longer a virgin. I have popped my Unholy cherry, and performed a wedding service. It was cool. Out in the woods, nice arch alter set up and covered in vines, white rose petals strewn out on the path for the bride to enter upon. A real hippie kinda vibe going on, so I was Reverend Chill, ready to read the 80 or so words I had written for the ceremony. That includes the ‘With this ring, I thee wed’ part for the bride and groom, with each of their names and vows fully typed out so I did not fuck up too bad, leaving my actual part quite brief. It was what Trish and Edgar wanted, and I agreed that I was probably not one you would want rambling when you were getting hitched, being as family and friends may feel a tad bit uncomfortable, so I just served the bride and groom with wh

Ah Adventure!
my weekend was chock full of it. and it sucked too! first a very close family member gets hospitalized, that fucking dog went after my cat and ALMOST got my baby mind you, and I was pretty much getting updates yesterday all day on the fam member. The fun never effin ends. :(

The Big Day
well tomorrow is the big day...they will xray my hand an as long as its heled good the cast and the button holding it all together will come off...then over time i get to find out just how much use of my hand i will regain....im anxious ans nervous at the same time...its been a long 7 week roller coaster without my hand but hopefully tomorrow that will all change!

Graphics
We have another family graphics specialist. In addition to King of Grand Rapids we have also Jawwwga Girl. They both have mad graphics skills and will be making tag for every1 in the family...two different looks, one from each of them to swap out occasionally...:P YAY! JawwwwwGa Gurl ***WARNING*** Dangerous Curves Ahead :-) *FU-Bomber*@ fubar

Assssholes
So, this morning I'm doin' my little thing. Gettin' some email and shit done for work and on Fubar this guy messages me with: Holyone: "I bet this is not you" So ... I actually speak to him to see wtf he means. I thought it might have been someone who hadn't seen me in YEARS and couldn't believe they found me sorta thing. Me: "What do you mean?" Holyone: "This pictures are not urs" Me: "And why would that be? I have a Myspace/Personal Website/and I'm on several different pinup/modeling sites. So you can bet all you want darlin' but you'd be very wrong." Holyone: "Are you a whore too?" Me: "Only to my boyfriend." Holyone: "If you put these pictues there must be a reason." Me: "I model. It's about exposure." Holyone: "Your sizes are not ok for model. You are nice but cuby. Probaly porn model, right?" Me: "No fetish/glam modeling. However, your opinion REALLY doesn't matter to me." Me: "Aww, you're upset b/c you're too ugly to fuck or

Ur Shi%tin Me!!!!
i was asked in the shoutbox to enter a best tummy/abs contest, i hate contests so i linked her to a pic as a joke, now that pic is in the contest,lmfao ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ best abs/tummy on fubar contest starts monday the 13th till thursday the 16th itll be around noon time est for the start and around 10pm est for the end Bombing is ok comment = 1pt rate = 2pts ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ anybody that knows me knows i dont usually care about contest but... it would be funny if my pic won this one,lmfao soooo.... if ur bored go rate n comment thanks ~NNC~ *have an awesome day!!!*

Why Are There So Many Reposts?
Can't anyone think of things to say? Also, why are the subjects that get reposted so weak? Might be the combination of all the crap around lately. They give notes as we enter asking us to get more people on this site. The bouncers make normal surfing a pain. The haters are just ugly. The whole of fubar comes to a standstill when there is any load of people on line. Thank goodness for all my friends or I'd be long gone.

A True Dream
Someone once told me That dreams do come true, And I've experienced that The day I gave my heart to you. I've cherish that very momnet So precious inside my heart, And made a wish for me and you To never ever part. If ever there's a problem Or things are not going right, I'll make sure and sit down with you and discuss it until it is bright. I can't hide the love for you So dear, precious and true, If ever I was to loose this love, I promise that my heart will lead back to you.

Death In My Family
I was sitting here, when I heard the phone ring. I reached over, and picked it up. I saw on the caller ID that it was my mom. Okay, that's weird...she was just here this morning. I answered the phone. me "hey mom" mom "great grandma died" me "what? we were just talking about her" mom "I know. she died about 20 minutes ago" me "wow, okay..." mom "i'll talk to you later, I have to call everyone else" me "k, bye mom" mom "bye" My great-grandmother, a widow of the past 16 years, died today at the age of 99 years old! I'm in shock. When I was young, my great grandmother and I were fairly close. She would tell me stories about her life growing up while she played with my hair. I loved my great grandmother so much. As she aged, she devoloped Altzheimerz. She got to the point where she was mean to everyone, and then where she didn't know anybody. So while my mom was here this morning, she recieved a call on her cell phone and told me to write down the name Jenni

What's Love
What's Love What makes love, love? It's everything Inside and out Below and above The good And the bad And The happy And the sad It's the feeling That you feel That you can't help But know is real It can happen in seconds Or it can take years But it will always Dry your tears And, take away All of your fears Love is wonderful As you already know But always Let Your LOVE show by Terry

My Roaddogs
ALRIGHT... THESE ARE THE PEOPLE THAT I KNOW HAVE HAD MY BACK FROM DAY ONE AND WILL HAVE IT FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE... CHEERS TO THESE AMAZING PEOPLE, MAKE SURE TO GO SHOW THEM THE SAME RESPECT THAT THE WOULD SHOW YOU... DJ ELLE ~Warrior Princess~ {RCB-STEVENs RL Wifey}{the Tanks Co-Owner n Enforcer}@ fubar ~STEVEN~*ELLE`S HUBBY*~"HEAD OF SECURITY" @ THE TANK & INFERNO~@ fubar ۞Silhouette۞ { Drink Drank Drunk Tank Bouncer }@ fubar DEATH BEFORE DISHONOR, AND LOYALTY ABOVE ALL Drunk1{NSFW MILFsStalkingVictim}{theTanksGM}@ fubar DRINK DRANK DRUNK Fine Print: Band of Brothers .. LMAO.. now that is the biggest crock of bullshit i have ever heard.... My CurseBy Killswitch EngageBest Video Codes

When Shit Hits The Fan.
Well, you all know I moved recently and was staying with people who I thought were friends. Friday night, those supposed friends get arrested and now I am stuck at this place with their kids and their 93 year old grandmother. Now,as of Monday,I have a court officer telling me that they want me to take temporary custody of these two kids or they will be placed in foster care.I have no clue when the parents will be getting out of jail or anything.Apparently this whole new situation that I was put in turned out to be a fucking sham. Turns out that these supposed friends were stealing money from the grandmother to do with whatever they pleased,trashed this place we are staying out beyond repair,and I find out that they cant hook internet up there at all. I am royally boned on this one.Im basically taking care of 2 kids that are no relation to me,playing caregiver to their grandma and trying to repair and fix everything that my supposed friends have done to this poor woman. W

Stress
i have a lot of stress right now. i just started a new job and its great very easy. but other things in my life are causing me stress. so what i am going to do is break up with my boyfriend and be single i was the happiest then. i hope he understands i just dont think he wants a girlfriend if he does its of convenince . and thats not what a boyfriend is. thats is where most of my stress is coming from.

To The Angel Of My Dreams
"Walking Up the Stairs to You" Walking up the stairs to my room I realize how much I really love you The time we spend together The time we share When talking to you I lose every care Do I ask you hand in love? should i dare? Loving you is all that I am Loving you is all that there will be Loving you as I hope you can love me The love that binds The love that blinds The love that shares To every one's own You are mine In my heart, in my soul, In my thoughts You never leave my mind Walking to up the stairs to my room Brings me closer to my picture of you The picture that tucks me to bed every night The picture that is always in my eyes The picture of the most beautiful The picture of the light The picture of you i see Every day and every night You are what I love You are what brings my soul to peace you are the one who calms my mind and brings forth love, a smile, An aroura of light and beauty Y

Links To Help You Add Stash,pictures To Level Up
Wow have I got the goodies for all of you to help you on leveling up. These are some great links to help you go about your search to make leveling easier. So this helps both of us you get more points and Its easier to level with alot pictures and stash. Check these links out. Thank you to The Confederate Bombers for allowing me to share them with you. Please stop by and show them some love. There profile link is at the bottom of these great sites. MUSIC: www.EZ-Tracks.com www.noolmusic.com GAMES: www.jigzone.com www.addictinggames.com www.embedgames.com www.owensworld.com www.sploder.com www.agilous.com www.calculatorcat.com www.albinoblacksheep.com www.flashgamecodes.com www.myspacemodworld.com PSYCHEDELIC ART ANIMATION CODES: www.qualityjollity.com/Psychedelic_Art/Psychedelic_GIF_Embed.htmal YOU HAVE TO REGISTER TO USE IT, BUT IT IS FREE. www.xanga.com IF YOU HAVE PICS THAT YOU HAVE SAVED TO YOUR COMPUTER, YOU CAN CLICK ON THE UP

Please Read
IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SUPPORT THE RETURN OF THIS LIL GIRL PLEASE ADD THIS TO YOUR PAGE SOMEWHERE. YOU DONT HAVE TO ADD IT ALL EVEN IF U JUST ADD THE CANDLE PLEASE. MADELEINE MCCANN AND HER FAMILY NEED OUR LOVE AND SUPPORT! THANKS

My Weekend With My Fubar Love!
I was warned over and over again how misleading people are ont he internet... and how a lot of people have these horrible experiences! Some times I feel if we are 100% honest and knock the walls down, that good things can happen. This weekend, August 10th... I met my soulmate in person. We had met here, on Fubar... and talked countless hours on the phone, on voice chat, cam to cam... all that... and really got to know each other. We were and still are amazed how compatible we are. I fell in love with him awhile ago, but this weekend seriously confirmed the love I have in my heart for this man. We decided to "not jump into bed" too fast and take things slow, easy. Making out was the plan! LOL Sure it led ELSEWHERE, but the respect was definitely there!! I had an amazing weekend with Michael AKA: "WOLFE"... and we really want this to fo further! Spending one weekend wasn't enough time... but it was enough time to know there is a solid bond between us that cannot be broken.

What Makes A Great Person?
Just what makes a Great person? A great Leader? A Great Lover? This is what I think, but I want to know what YOU think! A great person: A great person, for me, is one who has no fear and no regret. They are compassionate to all people and equally patient with those who resist unjustly. A Great Leader: He/She should care equally about all people in all nations, not just the country assigned to that person. They should care about all opinions and follow only their own reasoning powers. They shouldn't fall to black mail, or crush under pressure and should be fair but just. A Great lover: A great Lover is someone who, to me, is sensitive and strong, who is willing to defy the odds to win. Someone who will always suprise you and never leave you. Someone who should care about you with all their heart.

This Is So Sad
I just got this in a bulletin, thank to the person who sent it. If you have kids, grandkids and have a heart, you will find this heartbreaking too. heres what the bulletin said ... While I sit here in tears for this poor baby girl I say bring that jackass to north carolina and we'll show him how we deal with child abusers! He was lucky enough to be brought into the life of a beautiful child!!! This should not have happened!! He so deserves the death penalty as someone else posted b4 me. Poor Baby! My heart goes out to her father. Noone should have to come home to that~! ~Amaris~ aka Chrissy http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uWow42TCwzg THE ASSHOLE SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN THE DEATH SENTENCE!!!!

Need 2 Know How 2 Rate A Page, Add Or Fan Someone?
On the right side of every profile is a box w/10 or 11(if u have vic) cherries. It's not polite to rate less than 10. (fubar etiquette) This is an Alert box (My Bar Tab): Located on the top left of your home page. Click on "see all" to view all alerts. On the left side of the person's profile, under the Alerts box (My Bar Tab) is where u will find the following... Want profile views? New friends? Ratings? Click Here 2 Add a blast! When a member buys a blast they rotate at the top right of everyone's profile. That is all! Any questions? Just ask :)

Question
Is there a law against killing insects? I'm just wondering because it seems that a million and a half crickets have decided to take up residency right outside my window. Is insectocide a genocide in disguise? AND is there anyway to get rid of them even though technically it's their territory I'm about to claim as my cricket murder/burial ground?

Real Vs. Fake
MyHotComments First of all kisses and hugs to all the friends who have actually blessed my page with madd love u know who u are!! If u are asking urself is she talkin bout me? then the answer is yes!! there are so many fake ass folks up here who say they give love back to all who fan rate and friend me first and all these other stipulations but those very same people with all these rules are not doin what they say!! now i believe in giving a person a few days cuz who knows what they may be doin or how busy they are with life and all that jazz but i would like to see who actually reads these and takes time out to rate people and do all the shit they want you to do for them!! so if u up to it and u real fubar friends then hit me and let me know--p.s. my guestbook is lagging and i need help there too please!! MyHotComments

What I Want For My Birthday!!
I would love to have my friends fan me!! I have fanned each one of you when I sent you the request to add you....it would be awesome if you could do that same for me. Thanks to everyone who helped me level today and for all the awesome birthday love!!! Y'all rock!

Ftw
Well I was talking to my ex fiencee from years back. one thing burned in my brain for a long time. WHY? Well I asked her and she said I'll never know cause she forgot and moved on. So I am forgetable and not worth remembering and easyto get over. I AM invisable. My life just got a whole lot more spun outta controll and this time I WON'T STOP IT TIL I CRASH AND BURN. And this time I ain't walking away from the crash. FUCK THE WORLD

Fudgie Goodness
Made some kick ass Peanut butter fudge tonite . have the regular Chocolate made and keepin nice n cool in the fridge .. tomorrow . making Peanutbutter/Chocolate .. and Chocolate Fluff tomorrow .. Any other ideas for some other types . Lemmie know im on a baking roll lol

Scam Alert...this One Is Sick!!!
This was just brought to my attention, by a good Friend: Heartsound I know a lot of us on FuBar also have pages on MySpace, so Please read this. And maybe think about changing your MySpace page around or just watch out for this Scam. Oh, and another thing. Anyone that is or was in the Military knows how Families are really contacted. But people outside our little family DON'T, that make easy targets for Scammers BTW: People like this make me SO SICK!!!! -------------------------------------------------- I had some REALLY heartbreaking news today...that my friend was KIA.This was not just any friend...this was my puppy love boyfriend. The news came from a message that I received from his wife on my MySpace page from her Myspace page. It was a VERY accurate letter as far as she was telling me that his dad had been informed at his job today,naming where he worked and what he did and that he was working out arrangements so that I could go with him when he wen

Gimme That (goodbye)
tears in your eyes as i walk away done and over it nothing left to say moving on is easy for the one who chose to leave you feel what it is to lose, now and you want to hold on to me i don't think you ever were in love you found it easy to be cruel but now you are so sweet and kind now that we are through you plead and beg everyday for me to take you back you even got down on one knee as if I'd agree to that you can't step on someone for years upon years until the finally let go only to beg them to hold on tight and try to make them your own when it's over it's really over there can be no turning back just move on and let me be if you "love" me gimme that

Baldoon Castle
The ruins of Baldoon Castle are located just outside Bladnoch, Scotland near Wigtown. Traveling down the only street in the one horse town of Bladnoch, visitors cross the river bridge. They take the first road to the left and travel only a short distance to the gateway of Baldoon Mains. The ivy-covered ruins of Baldoon Castle lay just beyond the old gate. This historic castle was owned by the Dunbars of Westfield from 1530 to 1800. Although the ruins are now deserted, you can still feel a heaviness of heart as you walk onto the castle grounds. The ghost of Janet Dalrymple Dunbar is reported to haunt the castle. In the mid 1600’s, Janet, the eldest daughter of Sir James Dalrymple was betrothed to David Dunbar, heir of Sir David Dunbar of Baldoon. As was the custom, the marriage was arranged by her parents but Janet’s heart wasn’t in it. She loved Archibald, third Lord Rutherford, even though his family was virtually penniless. Janet’s parents had no use for poo

Good Things Can Happen To Good People
14 Best Inspirational Quotes on Kindness, Compassion, and Taking Action Posted February 21st, 2007 by HappyOneaction anne frank compassion good karma help inspiration inspirational karma kindness peace quotes random acts of kindness take action wayne dyer world My 14 Favorite Inspirational Quotes on Kindness, Compassion, and Taking Action: We must not, in trying to think about how we can make a big difference, ignore the small daily differences we can make which, over time, add up to big differences that we often cannot foresee. - Marian Wright Edelman Nobody made a greater mistake than he who did nothing because he could only do a little. - Edmund Burke Everything is perfect in the universe, including your desire to improve it. - Wayne Dyer Washing one's hands of the conflict between the powerful and the powerless means to side with the powerful, not to be neutral. - Paulo Freire Everything you are against weakens you. Everything you are for empowers you. - Wayne

Myspace Scam Alert
There are no borders on the Internet. If this is being done tou our neighbors then it can happen to Canadian families as well. PLEASE BE CAREFUL. subject: SCAM ALERT...THIS ONE IS SICK!!! post date: 2007-08-13 20:09:16 views: 5 comments: 2 ratings: 0 This was just brought to my attention. I know a lot of us on FuBar also have pages on MySpace, so Please read this. And maybe think about changing your MySpace page around or just watch out for this Scam. Oh, and another thing. Anyone that is or was in the Military knows how Families are really contacted. But people outside our little family DON'T, that make easy targets for Scammers BTW: People like this make me SO SICK!!!! -------------------------------------------------- I had some REALLY heartbreaking news today...that my friend was KIA.This was not just any friend...this was my puppy love boyfriend. The news came from a message that I received from his wife on my MySpace page from her My

Someday!!!!!
Nothing seems to be the way That it used to Everything seems shallow God give me truth In me And tell me somebody is watching Over me And that is all I'm praying is that Someday I will understand In God's whole plan And what he's done to me Oh but maybe Someday I will breathe And I'll finally see Don't you run too fast my dear Why don't you stop? Just stop and listen to your tears They're all you've got It's in you You see somebody is watching Over you And that is all I'm praying is that Someday you will understand In God's whole plan And what he does to you Oh but maybe Someday you will breathe And you'll finally see No moment Will be more true Than the moment I look at you It's in you You see somebody is watching Over you And that is all I'm praying is that Someday you will understand In God's whole plan And what he does to you Oh but maybe Someday you will breathe And you'll finally see

Fifty Mistakes Men Make When Having Sex
Fifty Mistakes Men Make When Having Sex(i did not write this) Just in case you thought the route to sexual bliss was straightforward, here's a list of things to avoid. They're all pretty much guaranteed passion killers for a woman - and if your check list contains more than ten of these, you've got some serious work to do on your sexual etiquette! 1 Going straight for the naughty bits You've got to be sensitive to the fact that a woman is more likely to be irritated than aroused when a man dives for her breasts and vulva after a few minutes' perfunctory kissing. While you might get to feel the goods, you're not going to be invited back. 2 Not knowing how to kiss sensitively Passionate or sensitive, firm or gentle, good kissing is an art form which lubricates the wheels of sex and gets everyone in the mood for more intimacy. Learn how to kiss, and do it well. That doesn't mean sticking your tongue in her mouth and wiggling it around like you're trying to floss her tee

The Great Australian Male
The Great Australian Male There are large men the whole world over on a large and varied scale, but none of them resemble the Great Australian Male. He's rugged and he's handsome, he drinks beer instead of wine, he's always out for pleasure, of a very simple kind. He's either off to see the footy with a dozen cans or more, or fishing with his buddies, getting drunk along some shore. He thinks he's quite a lover, and he's sexy and discreet, that he can get you in a quiver from your head down to your feet. But when he's got you ready, lying limpid beneath the sheet, you hear a snore and turn around to find him sound asleep. He's a funny sort of fellow with more pride than he's got sense and if you told him he was wrong, he'd only take offence. Oh, there are men who take you dancing, out to dinner twice a week, men who never dress in faded jeans or die to take a leak. Yes, there are men the whole world over men with "charm" and "sense of style", but how co

R.i.p. Isis.. You'll Be Missed
You never really stop to realize how fleeting life can be until you learn that another friend has passed. Rest in peace, sweetheart.. you've rocked my days plenty of times. DJ Isis had a bad seizure today at approx. 430pm est. She was pronounced dead at 602 pm est tonight. She loved all of her friends on here and I know that each of you touched her soul. Thank you for being her friends. If you have any questions you can email this account. It will be open for a few more days or you can contact me (link below). Please be patient for a responce this is very hard for me. Osiris "IPT & PITAH"@ fubar My heart goes out to those she left behind.

Is It Love?
what do u do when u love someone and there's a distance between u? like i've known chris for over 10years and no i'm in f.l and he's back in my home town n.c. we've both have been married before and sayin i do'' probably will never happen. but i'm willin 2 try. its just a hard time 2 me when he still sleeps=has sex with chicks and says he really wants me. i dont sleep with anyone. i dont want. i'm almost 29 years old and i've had my times good and bad but i'm gettin real honest with myself and what i want and need. and i want chris just not sure if i need him. please someone give me some sound advice. cause all my friends know him and have ther own take on him.

Gifts I Haven't Recieved
Here is a list of the gifts I haven't gotten that I want. I will update this as I get them. :D Also this is another new blog section to rate! SEASON & SPECIAL: Spider Web Candy Corn Scream Mask Skeleton Apple Pie Cape BIG PIMPIN GIFTS: Yacht Corvette Tropical Vacation Silver Motorcycle Million Dollar Mansion Trailer 64 Impala Big Screen TV Please hook me up VIC's and people... anything I can do in return for helping me out let me know!!! Remember I will update and edit this page as I get them. Thanks!!! ]V[assacre

Fellow Levelers.....
this is my fiance and he really needs our help right now. he bought a blast yesterday and it hasnt done him any good what so ever. he wants to catch up and get on the same level as me, but his friends are all lame and when he asks for help he NEVER gets it. will you PLEASE show him that i have some AMAZING friends and help him level up? (he wants to level up 3 levels, but anything will do.) Thank you in advance. i love you all!!! BK Broiler@ fubar

Realness
OKAY SO IF YOU ADDED ME, FOR YOUR SAKE I HOPE IT WAS JUST TO MAKE A NEW NET BUDDY AND NOTHING MORE THAN THAT!! I AM NOT HERE TO HOOK UP WITH ANYONE!!!! NEITHER WILL I SINK DOWN TO THE LEVEL OF THE REST OF THESE INSECURE ATTENTION WHORES WHO POST HALFWAY NAKED PIX OF THEIRSELF SO THAT SOME LONELY HORNY PERVERT CAN GET OFF TO THEM.....OMG SERIOUSLY I'M NOT A COCKY PERSON BUT THEIR ARE ALOT OF UNATTRACTIVE WOMEN ON HERE WHO POST NASTY ASS PIX OF THEIRSELVES SO THAT THEY COULD BE TOLD THEY'RE SEXY...LMFAOOOOO... THEY ARE FAR FROM SEXY!!!! EWWWWWWW. YESSS I KNOW BEAUTY LIES IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER....BUT SOME PEOPLE REALLY SHOULD GET THEIR EYES CHECKED.LOL....POINT!!!!! DO NOT HIT ME UP ASKING ABOUT ANY {NSFW}PIX...I DO NOT HAVE ANY AND WILL NOT POST ANY....MY MOHER RAISED A LADY NOT A WHORE!!!! I HAVE SOME DAM CLASS.... THE MOST YOU WILL EVER SEE FROM ME IS CLEAVAGE....AND THATS JUST APART OF A BEING A WOMEN....A NON FLAT CHESTED WOMEN THAT IS....SO IF YOU REALLY CANT HANDLE SEEING SOME

Look Who I Got..... Wahoooo
HA! THIS IS ♥BALIE♥ OMG here we go.... This fantastic person only has 800,000 to go and she is Godmother. Wow after all this time she is almost there.. This woman has worked so hard for so many of us that this is something that is well deserved. To wait say you'll do it later would just be putting off something that once you ran into her you'll end up doing anyway and for many of us later just never comes.. Now right now if you can just take a few minutes to add her, fan her, most deff fan her, and show her page some love.. She has got some really cool pics to look at and her stash is off the hook. Take the time. Trust me it will be will worth it.. ღBALIEღ fan rate b4 add plz@ fubar

August 14, 2007
Leo you are about to find out a secret about a close friend - something you'd never expect. Keep an open mind and appreciate that it's hard for them to share. lmmfao, this is just to much. To bad the secret is out, I know and they won't tell hahahahahaha

Nikki Is Sick *tear*
Well I am sitting here in tears. :( My Mom called me this morning and told me that our dog, Nikki is sick. She is not eating, when my Mom touches her tummy she yells, and she is just not moving a lot. I dont know what is wrong with her. I am so scared I was loose another dog. I loose Page about 4 years ago and it was the hardest that I ever had to go through. Plus I am not up in NC to be there with her. I feel so sad, depressed and worried! I wish I knew what is wrong with her. It will rip my heart out if I loose my baby! *tears* Please pray for my girl, Nikki. You can see some pics of her in my photos. Thanks! :) Beckie

Reunion Frittata
Reunion Frittata This wonderful summer frittata makes for a simple but satisfying weeknight meal. If crookneck squash, which have a curved neck and a bulbous base, are unavailable, pattypan squash or zucchini are a perfect substitute. Credit: Lifestyle Servings: 6 Ingredients: * 1/2 teaspoon sesame oil * 3 tablespoons sweet butter * 2 medium crookneck squash, thinly sliced * 2 medium onions, diced * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 1 teaspoon oregano leaf * 9 large eggs, beaten * 2 tablespoons Dijon or champagne mustard * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1 cup grated Swiss cheese Directions: Preheat the oven to 375 degrees F. Heat the oil and butter in a heavy 10-inch frying pan. Add the squash and onions and saute for 10 minutes. Add the next five ingredients. Stir and cook over medium heat for 5 minutes. Sprinkle the cheese over the top and bake for 15 minutes. Reduce the heat to 325 degrees F and bake for 15 more minutes, or until

Sex Fairy
The Sex Fairy This is hilarious! Be sure to read the warning at the bottom. I didn't change a word! I'm not messing with the Sex Fairy! 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. =======

Untitled Poem..
walk alone We watch as our lives pass us by the never ending pain of loss hidden faces among what we call us our souls filled with hatred and sadness nothing ever goes our way we walk alone through this cold life no turning back all we can ask for is hope our hearts are dark torture lifeless feelings living deep inside of us what we look for is no where to be found time wasted that is all there is nothing can save us we walk through a dark valley no future for me no future for anyone no prediction no guessing no hope we don't see anything we don't feel our blood turns into ice pain so flawless makes the shadows come alive no point in crying out there is no one to help us we walk alone, by ourselves we wish the end finding a way out but it's not there all we can do is wait wait for it to come take a risk, take a chance we walk alone

The Things I Love About You.
I love the way you make me laugh I love the way you make me cry Tears of joy stream from my eyes As I hear your voice, a loving surprise. I love you when you're angry I love you when you're sad I love you when you're glad When you tell me of the day you had I love you truly I love you deeply Ever since the day I let you meet me I missed you when you left I miss you now more than ever Making a mistake that I regret Hoping that you are a forgiver Without you, my life is strife But now I ask for a second chance Be with me and start a life Together forever, an eternal dance I wait for you as the days go by My love is growing inch by inch I cannot wait to see you again But I wait for you, and your warm kiss I love you

Should I Behave Today?
I am such a "good girl." Prim, proper, professional. Always a lady in public. But, did I hear you correctly ? Did you instruct me to behave today, as we have an important business luncheon with one of your colleagues ? For some odd reason, my naughty side decided to rear it's playful little head. 1) A sinfully nasty pic was waiting on his email in the morning. 2)Oooopps, did you say you had an important meeting this morning, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to text my latest dirty fantasy while you were just getting ready to walk into a room full of people. I'm sorry, did I ruin your concentration with that raging hard on you walked in with ? 3) Sliding into to the car, heading to our luncheon, Damn, this top button just won't stay put.......You won't mind keeping an eye just to make sure my nipples don't peek through today? 4) Fixing my skirt, he notices a two fresh scrapes on my knee........How on earth did you do that, he asks overly concerned. I answer him in two short w

Death
ravaged slowly the cancer eats her alive tumors spreading all throughout devouring the person I love desintegrating her life in one final swoop her breasts, her head, her throat, her lungs makes it hard for her to breathe every breath a struggle slowly leading to her last the fight is over, and it has won The cancer has claimed another one dedicated to my aunt, Trilbia Diane august 14, 1965- august 14, 2007 R.I.P I love you

Meet My Cats...
Meet My Cats... Hello. My name is Uzumay, and my pets' names are Victoria and Eugene. They are the ones who give me food when ordered to, though they are a bit slow and often need to be reminded several times. I try to make the rules clear, but their comprehension is so limited. They have been telling me that you creatures don't understand our straightforward communications and that you prefer this complicated mess you call speech. Here is my first attempt to relay critical information to you using that medium; please respond and let me know how I'm doing. These are the Rules; please familiarize yourselves with them thoroughly: Petting: This is permitted when I am in the mood. Be warned that my mood changes from moment to moment. When I wish you to stop, I will issue a warning look, or perhaps a firm pat with my closed paw. Please take the hint; after that first warning it can get ugly. Combing: Not permitted. Don't even think about it. I do a fine job of my own hygie

Sentinel
What mightier than the dragon? To what could we compare? Is there one so powerful To share in this beast’s lair? With intellect, compassion Defiancy and might He’s chivalrous and powerful Full of strength and fight. He’s sleek and strong and agile Breaths fire hot as hell He’ll curl up like a baby And snooze when all is well. To some he’s good, to some he’s bad They never really know Do they trust or do they kill him? Is he friend or foe? A creature from Mythology This surely can’t be true. When you are watching out for him He’s watching over you.

Worth Waiting For...........
She sits, staring blindly in front of her, unaware of the tears falling…when suddenly he is there in front of her, filling her vision. She looks up, startled, to see him there with a look of compassion and understanding on his face. Despite the sadness that seems to permeate her soul she feels a shiver of awareness that happens every time she is near him. “Hey you,” he says, “what’s up?” “Not much,” she answers, knowing he won’t believe her, not wanting him too. “How about a ride on the river?” She is surprised he has asked, and more shocked at herself when she accepts. Together they go the marina, her being quiet and pensive, looking out the window at the scenery passing by, and him sneaking glances at her, as if he too, can’t believe they are finally going off alone together. Once out on the water, she can feel the peace of it fill her soul. She sits in the bow of the boat, looking at the trees, the clouds, the water, anywhere but at him. She is scared if she does h

Lonely Am I.
Sitting here all alone nothing around me ,only the deep quiet ocean... I hear a voice. ..i look around but no one is around me i ask myself :is it the voice of the waves or is it the voice of my imagination? no, it's whispering more and more into my ears i can't understand only the last three words ...suddenly i am not alone, i can feel you next to me, i try to touch you, you are not here but the voice the voice is still whispering and i can feel you not with your body but with your spirit which is surrounding me from all around not letting me feel alone by whispering the words: i love you

Worth The Wait...
She sits, staring blindly in front of her, unaware of the tears falling…when suddenly he is there in front of her, filling her vision. She looks up, startled, to see him there with a look of compassion and understanding on his face. Despite the sadness that seems to permeate her soul she feels a shiver of awareness that happens every time she is near him. “Hey you,” he says, “what’s up?” “Not much,” she answers, knowing he won’t believe her, not wanting him too. “How about a ride on the river?” She is surprised he has asked, and more shocked at herself when she accepts. Together they go to the marina, her being quiet and pensive, looking out the window at the scenery passing by, and him sneaking glances at her, as if he too, can’t believe they are finally going off alone together. Once out on the water, she can feel the peace of it fill her soul. She sits in the bow of the boat, looking at the trees, the clouds, the water, anywhere but at him. She is scared if she does he will kno

Definitely Not Having A Good Day...
So today started out good. I was going to meet up with my friend colleen at the mall. On my way up to there, someone three cars ahead of me decided to make a right hand turn and signal at the last second. Everyone slams on their brakes to avoid hitting him and each other, including me. My brake pedal goes all the way down and the truck is not stopping. Luckily I kept pumping on the brakes and it stopped before I ran into the truck in front of me. The whole time riding up there and back my brakes felt weird. I told my dad about it a little later and not right away. He applied for a job as a furniture finisher ( which has been doing since he was 15 years old) and the company told him he was unqualified. They probably didn't even look at his resume. So to say the least he was pretty crushed about it. And later on proceeded to make me feel like shit about the whole truck situation when I did tell him. Which of course made me feel like shit the rest of the day. So this morning dad te

Finally!!!
the cast and the button that was holding my thumb together is now gone!!!Hurt like hell when they took it all out but i have my hand back again...im in a splint that i have to keep on unles im just sitting doing nothing but its better than the cast! I posted new pics of my thumb...im not gonna lie..it looks gross, so if u have a weak stomach dont look...if u wanna look they are in my surgery pics folder..love ya all!!

Me & You
I had a feeling that I would meet you my love I knew something was missing in my world I knew before I saw you had a pretty face I want to see your wonderful place With your smile, you drive me wild Funny thing how we met in the candy shop My heart was racing, making my veins want to pop You had a sexy voice, when I said hey to you You had a heart and soul that was true blue It was cute that your favorite character is Daffy You're sweet like my favorite flavor of laffy taffy You had soft, free hair Just looking at you makes me fall off the stairs When I asked you out and said please You said yes and you was the girl of my dreams I knew from the start we would go far I see your graceful body in the stars I knew you are going to be my future wife I knew you was the only thing I love in my life

New Video Blog- Kinda
So I finally had some time to sit and work on a new video blog. The bummer is, once I finally sat down to search through the footage...I noticed a problem...lack of footage! Fear not...I did my magic and added some "filler photos" ...not the best...not the worst, but hopefully you will enjoy it all the same... Thanks to the folks in the video for being such great sports, and for being our new friends! Hit the site....look to the right...and head "Southbound'. (May want to pit stop for a beer first...or for the young un's... a Sarsaparilla) -T

Romance
For every tear that falls I will be there for you For every inch of pain that you feel I will feel it to I will be there for you through thick and thin I will be your rock when you need me to be I will always be there for you For every heart ache you feel I feel it to For every ounce of misery you feel I feel it to What ever you do that makes you hurt I will feel it Love isn't something that you or I can run from It's a feeling like no other When you cry I will cry with you Through thick and thin I will always be there for you When you feel like you have nothing left to live for Remember me I will always be there for you For every time you smile I will smile with you For every tear that you cry out of joy I will cry with you I will always be there for you

What Do I Do... Why Do I Do It...
I feel like something is missing... i feel alone... depressed... and i think it will get worse... 23 days before my birthday... but maybe im wrong... maybe things will get better when it gets closer... IDK... or maybe it will just be the SSDD... heck i got Tickets to ozzfest... and it feels like i dont even want to go.... but maybe if i do go ill feel a lil better... why do i ramble like this... eh....

Its Been Real....
its been real its been fun and sometimes its even been real fun TAAADONE! kissmylynn26@yahoo.com is my yahoo if anyone reads this and wants to stay in touch. I have been offline here for days with no mention from not one of my FRIENDS to say.. damn girl gont go.. or fuck the ppl that wanna piss you off So I didnt make a big of a impact on FuBar as I thought.. is my bubble popped? Nah... deflated a bit but Im sure Ill make it lol. I started here to make friends.. and I failed I wanted to complete my goal and be GodMother before I left here but without a friend to rate my pics and stash I cant do it.

Join Me ....
This is a group i decided to create as a side project, it is where you will be able to come and speak about your pregnancy, or previous pregnancy's your worries and fears, and somewhere for the fathers and fathers to be, to come and share their experiences with everyone and share how everything is going or how it went, and so on, there are lots of posts full of useful information, from the very first time you found out you were pregnant right through to the birth and beyond, i dont want to keep it as just a pregnancy support id like to make it a wider thing and follows up into childhood, and all the trials and errors we as parents make and learn from. if i could do a group on here id love to have done it, but as far as i know theres no way of me doing it and keeping it SAFE for parents and children, as that is my main priotrity keepin children and parents safe from peadophiles and internet preditors. so i have had to stick to myspace, and a private group setting. i hope you do co

I Am A Monkey
LOOK UP YOUR BIRTHDAY AND SEE WHAT YOU ARE.. FORWARD ONTO PEOPLE THAT YOU THINK THAT WOULD GET A KICK OUT OF THIS...INCLUDING THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TO YOU. PUT YOUR BIRTHDAY ANIMAL IN THE SUBJECT LINE AND PASS IT ON. January 01 - 09 ~ Dog January 10 - 24 ~ Mouse January 25 - 31 ~ Lion February 01 - 05 ~ Cat February 06 - 14 ~ Dove February 15 - 21 ~ Turtle February 22 - 28 ~ Panther March 01 - 12 ~ Monkey March 13 - 15 ~ Lion March 16 - 23 ~ Mouse March 24 - 31 ~ Cat April 01 - 03 ~ Dog April 04 - 14 ~ Panther April 15 - 26 ~ Mouse April 27 - 30 ~ Turtle May 01 - 13 ~ Monkey May 14 - 21 ~ Dove May 22 - 31 ~ Lion June 01 - 03 ~ Mouse June 04 - 14 ~ Turtle June 15 - 20 ~ Dog June 21 - 24 ~ Monkey June 25 - 30 ~ Cat July 01 - 09 ~ Mouse July 10 - 15 ~ Dog July 16 - 26 ~ Dove July 27 - 31 ~ Cat August 01 - 15 ~ Monkey August 16 - 25 ~ Mouse August 26 - 31 ~ Turtle September 01 - 14 ~ Dove September 15 - 27 ~ Cat

Asshole!!!!
isnt life wonderful!!! read from bottom up. enjoy............... Canadian S...: probably so but I aint a fat woman like you sorry to say ->BROKEN&hea...: to me ur not even human Canadian S...: I am athiest I dont believe in Heaven or Hell Canadian S...: nd thats the bst thing Ive heard you say ->BROKEN&hea...: go to hell Canadian S...: thats a bonus ->BROKEN&hea...: hun i wouldnt give u the time of day Canadian S...: they wanna lay on there backs and make me do all the work Canadian S...: you would want me to fuck you but sorry I dont do large women thay dont have stamina ->BROKEN&hea...: fuck u Canadian S...: Fat KILLS Canadian S...: Block me I dont mind ubby and go have a snake you typed alot and you make losing the few pounds sweating typing to me ->BROKEN&hea...: yea ok im fat so what Canadian S...: but you know I am right what I say ->BROKEN&hea...: fuck off asshole Canadian S...: I know Ive been told that so much today ->BROKEN&hea.

The Truth!
NO MATTER HOW PEOPLE ARE, YOU STILL HAVE THEM PEOPLE THAT WILL STALK YOU. WHEN THEY TELL YOU TO STOP IM'ING THEM, THEY TURN AROUND AND IM YOU. LOL FUKIN LOSER! WHEN YOU WIPE THEM CLEAN OFF YOUR MESSENGER LIST, THEY SOMEHOW MANAGE TO GET AHOLD OF YOU A DIFFERENT WAY. LOL FUKIN LOSER! SO WHAT DO YOU DO NEXT? YOU DELETE YOUR ACCOUNT ON FUBAR. ONCE AGAIN THEY MANAGE TO GET THEIR FRIENDS TO FIND YOU AND TRACK YOU DOWN LIKE A HOUND DOES FOR THEIR MASTER! FUKIN PEOPLE! LEARN TO LEAVE SOME PEOPLE ALONE! WHEN YOU THINK YOU HAVE CAUGHT SOMEONE IN A LIE, YOU BETTER UNDERSTAND THAT YOUR DUMB ASS WAS DUMPPED ALONG TIME AGO! FUKIN LOSER! AND YOU SAY YOU DON'T STALK PEOPLE? LOL QUIT IM'ING ME YOU FUCKIN STALKER!!!!!!!!! MY NAME IS GREG PEOPLE AND I AM THINKING OF LEAVING FUBAR FOR GOOD. WHEN IT'S SUPPOSE TO BE A SITE FOR POINTS AND COMMENTS, IT BECAME A SITE FOR KIDS. READ PEOPLE LIKE A BOOK.SOME JUST DON'T KNOW WHEN TO QUIT STALKING. IF YOU DON'T WANT SOMEONE IM'ING YOU, JUST TELL

Someone Got To Me
my mind is wondering my brain stops thinkin when i talk to this one girl my whole day changes. she stays on my mind when when im sleep or awake, i dont know what to do cuz ive never felt this way. shes not like any other female ive ever talked to we could talk hours and the conversation never gets boring we can talk for days str8 and my mind just wont let her go, she keeps a smile on my face. i want her to be the only person i wake upto every single day this is unuals to me ive never felt this way. But u know who u are and u know what u did to me so lets advance it before a nigga go crazy.

Seriously.....
I just don't know what to do or think or say anymore.You would think that after nearly a year together you would be able to tell each other how you feel. Not so here, apparently.I can't shake the feeling that he stays because of convenience, more than true feelings.I know deep down in my heart that I'm so off and wrong on this, but I hate feeling this way and need to get it off my chest.I know how I feel, but for reasons I can't explain I can't be the first one to say it. I know he's not just here for convenience. Trust me. I'm not all that special and he's told me before that if he wasn't happy he'd leave. Period.I'm just feeling like it's take, take, take and very little give. Hell, some days I get more attention from people on here than I do him and we freaking live together! Urgh.Let's just say it's been a really, really, really bad day and coming home to his dog leaving presents from one end of the bedroom to the other didn't help. I'm so frustrated and aggravated that I'm nearly

What Flavor Jelly Bean Are You?
You Are a Buttered Popcorn Jelly Bean You have a strong, distinct flavor that makes you quite controversial. Some people love you, others wish you would disappear forever. What Flavor Jelly Bean Are You?

How People Will React
How people react to comments or questions is absolutely hilarious. I like to say things sometimes that will make people absolutely crazy to the point they just lash out. What can I say, most people are easily lead. Besides which its nice to see how brainwashed a lot of people really are.

Evening Greetings!
Hope everyone has had a terrific Tuesday so far! Just a heads up to let you know, one of my belly dancing friends has just joined Fubar. She is on my friends list as tinydancer, lol!! She is a tiny dancer and a very good one, too. Please go by and rate, comment, fan, and add her - you know the drill! We both would appreciate that very much. Give her a rousing Fubar welcome, lmao!!! It has been another strange energy day for me. Several energyworker friends that I only see sporadically because of their jobs, showed up today to talk about the state of the energy, lol! Interesting, to say the least!! I think this is it for now! Have a fantastic evening, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Blessings, lots and lots of blessings, for all my friends, all over the world! Love you so very much. Later! Muahz!

Fellatio May Significantly Decrease The Risk Of Breast Cancer In Women
Study: Fellatio may significantly decrease the risk of breast cancer in women See the fellatio survey (AP) -- Women who perform the act of fellatio and swallow semen on a regular basis, one to two times a week, may reduce their risk of breast cancer by up to 40 percent, a North Carolina State University study found. Doctors had never suspected a link between the act of fellatio and breast cancer, but new research being performed at North Carolina State University is starting to suggest that there could be an important link between the two. In a study of over 15,000 women suspected of having performed regular fellatio and swallowed the ejaculatory fluid, over the past ten years, the researchers found that those actually having performed the act regularly, one to two times a week, had a lower occurance of breast cancer than those who had not. There was no increased risk, however, for those who did not regularly perform. "I think it removes the last shade of

Dedicated To A Brave Young Man
http://fubar.com/user/1082855 In the room where Jeffy laid, A precious man in the corner stayed. To be there in his time of need, Give him strength when he is weak Make him smile when he becomes sad Showed him love like only he could have At our God's holy feet, layed a golden skateboard, for Jeffy to keep while Jeffrey rested in peaceful sleep the lord crept up to his ear and did speak He said its for a very special ride. When you travel with me, by my side. The time is not now, we will take it slow there are still great things for you to know competitions to skate in, and of course to win. For your family to love you, and spend time friends. This is not the end, for you see my friend, today the fight just begins. "Dedicated to a Brave young Man jeff 'jeffynumber1' mccoy" August 14, 2007 Written by: Samantha Small O'Hair

Blackberry Theory
Thanks go No More Butt Monkey - I had to post his words - comments from my mumm... :) He calls it the blackberry theory... women are like blackberries 18-early 20's are the when they're still green...nice to look at, but don't eat em early to mid 20's...are when they're still red, tart tangy, but still not quite ripe and 30's are the 1's that are ripe and ready for harvest I'm adding... 40's - are like late harvest fruits made for wine - sweet, delectable, and to be savored

The Lost Of Nonno
Is it me or did the room just get darker? Is it me or did I just lay down and die? Is this a dream or did the world just crumble at my very feet? How in heaven will I ever be alright? There is lonely and there is lonely And then there is how I feel right now and no one could ever come close 2 knowing how I feel right now There is lonely and there is lonely And then there is how I feel right now,I miss you Nonno, I will carry u in my heart forever, love johnvito

Asked To Be A Godfather
A few weeks ago, my best friends asked me to be a Godfather to their baby. It was the greatest feeling I have ever felt in my life. I have never been asked by anyone to be a Godfather. I am single, never been married, and have no children, and oh by the way will be 30 in February, being asked to be their babys' Godfather, has put a new meaning into my life, someone to be there for, and be counted on, and the feeling of being trusted with such a great honor, there are no words in the english language, that can describe the feelings I have right now.

Time For Me To Leave And Not Come Back.
As of today.... I've come to decide and came to the conclusion that after being not on myspace or any of my other accounts on xpeeps and other sites etc. Over 8 days I was gone. It seems I didn't miss much nor was there anything worth wild to come back to. So I'm leaving and I'm not coming back for a while. Maybe I'll stop back on come this November... but other than that no real reason. Nobody asked me how I was doing or left me anything to come back to. So I thought what's the point? Those who did care and asked how I was and wanted to talk to me. Know of other ways to get a hold of me. Such as msn, yahoo once in blue moon with yahoo anymore though and the phone. I'm not needed so I might as well…. spend my time on other things more like workout, family, shooting, video games etc with time to spend... Though there is probably only one person who could get me to stay. But as far as I see it though, I feel as if there is no point anymore. So more than anything I won

You Say!!
you say i only hear what i want to. you say i talk so all the time so. and i thought what i felt was simple, and i thought that i don't belong, and now that i am leaving, now i know that i did something wrong 'cause i missed you. yeah, i missed you. and you say i only hear what i want to: i don't listen hard, i don't pay attention to the distance that you're running or to anyone, anywhere, i don't understand if you really care, i'm only hearing negative: no, no, no. so i turned the radio on, i turned the radio up, and this woman was singing my song: the lover's in love, and the other's run away, the lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay. some of us hover when we weep for the other who was dying since the day they were born. well, this is not that: i think that i'm throwing, but i'm thrown. and i thought I'd live forever, but now i'm not so sure. you try to tell me that i'm clever, but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you. you said

Conformists And American Society
I had a job interview today. I am not going into details, but I will say it is related to my Information Technology major. That is not the point. The point is, when I looked into the mirror one last time before I walked out the door to go to this interview, I did not recognize myself. I rarely wear makeup and when I do, it always involves black eyeliner. I wanted to tone myself down a bit since this is a subcontractor for a major ISP. I used pale browns and pink dusting for my eyes and a brownish conservatively colored lipstick. It is kind of hard to hide the fact that I have 2-tone hair, so I had to play it down a bit. I also removed all of my facial piercings and actually wore my glasses in hopes to hide the hole for my eyebrow ring. I looked like a Sunday school teacher and wanted to scream. I HATE corporate America. I HATE American society. It is 2007 and still, people are judged for what they APPEAR to be on the exterior. I don't want to hear crap about "first impressions" and all

Tit For Tat ... Lol
So.. this is more of an opinion type thing I guess. I have seen so many different varieties of photos on here but the one thing I keep coming across is the amount of nudey pics of girls on here. Now c'mon girls, do you really have to take your tits out to get someone to look at you? I feel that's kinda sad. But before anyone flames me for having a shot of my cleavage up here..lemme just say this: I am here for FUN! and I am aware that we all get a lil horny and some of us have fun showing our bits off... but in good taste or all in good fun.... not showin ALL your bits. Leave a lil to the imagination ya know ... Now, I have spoken with quite a few fellas here that say they do NOT like the chicks looking for that kinda attention.. yet those girls have the HIGHEST ratings here and the most friends/comments. So.. there must be SOMEONE that enjoys that eh? So fellas... and girlies {if ur into that sorta thing}... what gets you most? The mysterious ones....? or the ones who let it

The Price(lessness) Of Children
This is just too good not to pass on to all. Something absolutely positive for a change. I have repeatedly seen the breakdown of the cost of raising a child, but this is the first time I have seen the rewards listed this way. It's nice. The government recently calculated the cost of raising a child from birth to 18 and came up with $160,140 for a middle income family. Talk about sticker shock! That doesn't even touch college tuition. But $160,140 isn't so bad if you break it down. It translates into: * $8,896.66 a year, * $741.38 a month, or * $171.08 a week. * That's a mere $24.24 a day! * Just over a dollar an hour. Still, you might think the best financial advice is don't have children if you want to be "rich." Actually, it is just the opposite. What do you get for your $160,140? * Naming rights. First, middle, and last! * Glimpses of God every day. * Giggles under the covers every night. * More love than your heart can hold. * Butterfly ki

Go Check Out This Mumm.
Go read this mumm, the mumms are getting more stupid everyday. http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=146727# The person behind the sick laughter. fornicates™@ fubar Shes a mother of twins, but laughs at the death of an innocent mother and child. I know I unfanned her, and removed her off my list, I dont associate with ignorant people. And anyone that knows me, knows I said exactly how I felt on the mumm comments :D Not posting this to cause any crap, just showing u how sick some are right here on Fubar. Anyways it was a pic of Chris benoit and it was making fun of the wife and kid. Anyone that finds humor in a child or an adult being killed is one sick person and needs to go get some mental help. The Mum got deleted, most likely by her, cause she dont want everyone unfanning her etc..

Funny E-mail
funny email Current mood: amused Category: Friends this is funny... i just received this through another e-mail account of mine.... A young man married a beautiful woman who had previously divorced ten husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband, "Please be gentle; I'm still a virgin". "What?" said the puzzled groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times?" "Well, husband 1 was a Sales Representative; he kept telling me how great it was going to be." "Husband 2 was in Software Services; he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he'd look into it and get back to me." ; "Husband 3 was from Field Services; he said everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up." "Husband 4 was in Telemarketing; even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver." "Husband 5 was an Engineer, he understood the basic process but wanted three years to r

Good For A Laugh!!
This thank goodness had never happened to me as a florist..... A new business was opening, and one of the owner's friends wanted to send him flowers for the occasion. They arrived at the new business site, and the owner read the card, which said..."Rest in Peace" The owner was angry and called the florist to complain. After he told the florist of the obvious mistake and how angry he was, the florist replied. "Sir, I'm really sorry for the mistake, but rather than getting angry, you should imagine this: Somewhere there is a funeral taking place, and they have flowers with a note saying " Congratulations on your new Location." The Surgery A sexually active woman tells her plastic surgeon that she wanted her vaginal lips reduced in size because they were too loose and floppy. Out of embarrassment she insisted that the surgery be kept secret and the surgeon agreed. Awakening from the anesthesia after the surgery she found three roses carefully placed beside her on the bed. She

A Parents Love
Wrote 2-12-05 a parents love is never ending its always flowing and deep just like a river or ocean a parents love will carry you on in life. a parent love is never ending it'll last as long as a river and runs as deep as the ocean a parent always wants better for their child than what they had growing up. some parents can do this without a problem or fuss while others are just able to make ends meet. some parents will have to leave just for a little while so they can better the lives of their blessed chilren. this doesn't mean of course that the parent stops loving you. it just means the parent wants a better life for you then they had.

Happy Happy Joy Joy Joy (seriously)
Final "exam" time. Live, real time, basically on the fly "teaching a student" (ok, really just my instructor). No "right answers" just an evaluation by one person as to whether I could perform acceptably. No retest, pass or fail...what stress? I was nervous as all hell this morning, wasn't sure I could do a 40 minute "class" presentation really, but.....I did it. It was easier than I expected, and although I spent half of last night sick to my stomach... I am *drum roll, please* a Certified Berlitz English instructor ;) I get to teach...woot! * Laureth dances happily*

How Did We Meet?
HOW DID WE MEET? Michael-- im starting it Fluff-- halftime tavern baby Alissa-- Halftime David-- MVNC chelsea- faith assembly of god( i miss that home):[ Jamie- i know her my whole life were cousin lol Hunter- i met her in school in about fifth grade. :] Alisonnn - MySpaceee & school. Jessie - played rec ball with longggg time agooo. Jamie Price- through brandy and bubba and school ashley pilcher~ ur my cousin,,,lol shelley sweatt- SOFTBALL! :) dallas hardin-uhh SOFTBALL :) dustin bloodworth- threw amanda v. Julie- through Julian Elizabethh- through Julian && Jimmy.&& Myspace. Anna- she lives like right across the street from me. ;] Josh- on spring break @ hiltonhead Nikki- @ church Lori- @ school lindsay- at the mountians. ridin the mule. heather- uhm swim team a few years ago. then we went to school together! connor- school this past year Heather- mi ex-boyfriend:[ Ashley- track team managers Darian - School [that sucks] Hayley - Im about to :D shane- my

I Am Pissed!!!
I am Pissed!!! "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia I'll care when these thugs tell the world

Sublime...not!!!
One of my fav songs is What I've Got by Sublime,but since CT became Fubar,i discover daily what i need.I need a buzz.I need 2 c my mail and pix comments.I need a new cpu.And i need 2 thank my friends and fans 4 bein so cool and supportive.Peace...xox

Mid-life Suicide-edit#1
"MID-LIFE SUICIDE#1(STEVE LIEBERMAN--4/2006) i wish that i had died in a teenage suicide in 1975 but i watched my world collide i wish i could work a gun then my suffering will be done i can do it on the run if i could only work a gun oh how i wish that i was dead put a gun right to my head pull the trigger0bang!-i'm dead oh how i wish that i was dead gonna stage my own demise in a midlife suicide a hundred people they will cry cause of my suicide gonna use a Ginzu knife one quick thrust will end my life oh-they'll find me -whAT a sight gonna use a Ginzyu knife gonna take too many pills enough to give you all the chills of me you had your fill gonna take too many pills" STEVE LIEBERMAN "MID-LIFE SUICIDE(EDIT#1)" MELANCHOLIA FALLING 2006

Want To Win The Money To Buy Vips? Blasts? A Happy Hour? Spend It Like You Want To Spend It!
repost REPOST repost $100 GIVE AWAY!!! THIS IS NOT A CONTEST... THIS IS A RACE TO 60,000 COMMENTS!!! THE FIRST PERSON TO REACH THE 60,000 COMMENTS WILL HAVE THEIR CHOICE OF $100 IN REAL MONEY FUBAR STUFF! A HAPPY HOUR! 2 30-DAY BLASTS! 1 30-DAY BLAST AND A 3 MONTH VIP! 5 1 MONTH VIP! 5 7-DAY BLASTS! SPEND $100 IN FUBAR THE WAY *YOU* WANT TO SPEND IT!!! Now... If you do not intend to work for your 60,000 comments... PLEASE do not enter this race. Once 20 participants have been received the folder will open. Late participants WILL be accepted. The winner of the race will receive either $100 TO SPEND IN FUBAR AS THEY CHOOSE!!! Should two people want to enter one pic and go for the TWO 30 Day Blasts, one for each of them, they should make this known in advance. Should five people want to enter one pic and go for 5 7day blasts or 5 vips or mix it up, they should make this known in advance. These will be the rules: 1. MUST BE A SFW PHOTO AND

Blah Blah Blah
So I was supposed to go out to Sophia today, that fell through because my step dad is trying to do other things. Hopefully I can get at least my small shopping done for the last of my supplies for class and my toiletry items, such as; shampoo, conditioner, and razor blades. Oh I was supposed to go car shopping so I can have a stable car.

At Times I Wonder
The other night I watched an interview someone did with Hugh Hefner. Over 40 years ago I saw him (a guy I considered kind of old at that time) being interviewed in his PJ's and a rober. The latest interview I saw he seemed to be wearing the same PJ's and robe. Are we supposed to believe that those young women that he always has hanging on him really think he's hot? Does he believe that we envy what he probably can't do even though he could if he were able? I used to subscribe to the magazine and being somewhat sophisticated said I bought it for the articles. One of the hardest lessons I ever learned about my own self deception was when I read one of those articles written by ole Heff himself. It was unstructured and brainless, a perfect example for the "your brain on pot" commercials. Am I jealous? No, just amazed that so many generations are as brilliant as I was.

The Penis
THE PENIS: Penis breath, a lover's dread Is what you get when you give head Unpleasant as it tends to be Be grateful that he doesn't pee It's times like this, you wonder why you bothered reaching for his fly But it's too late, can't be a tease Accept the facts, get on your knees You know you've got a job to do So open wide and shove it through Lick the tip then take it all Don't drag your teeth or he might bawl Slide up and down, use your tongue And feel the precum start to run So when the fuck's he gonna cum Just, when you can't take anymore You hear your lover's mighty roar And when he hits that real high note You feel it oozing down your throat Salty, fishy, sticky, yuck!y stuff Okay, already that's enough Let's switch you say, before you gag And what's your revenge, your on the rag.

Tropical Storm Erin
I have been sitting here watching the weather everyday as always during this time of the year and praying to god that we don't get any storms this year. Well we are getting a tropical storm in tonight. Tropical Storm Erin will make landfall sometime tonight into the early morning. We are projected to receive winds from 39 to 73 miles an hour. Which means I get to go do clean up in the yard NOW. And we are expected to get around 8 inches of rain. It is coming in south of us which means we are going to get the strongest winds and higher rain fall amounts. I am worried about things because I can not afford to evacuate this year once again if anything was to come. Do you believe in intuition or the power to see things before they happen? I had a dream the other night about having to evacuate because there was a category three or higher hurricane coming in here. I have never had those dreams before. Usually it is when someone dies, or when someone is pregnant and sometimes when someone is

R.i.p. Tourettes Guy
you can watch more of his videos at Tourettesguy.com August 4, 2007A couple of days ago we received some terrible news about Danny. Late last week Danny passed away.About a month ago Danny was involved in a bad car accident. He had been out of the hospital for a couple of days staying with a friend when he suffered some medical complications. He unexpectedly passed away in the night.We here at TourettesGUY.com are deeply saddened by this news as we love Danny. The reality of Danny's death hasn't sunk in yet, even a few days later. It is our burden to share this news with you - the millions of fans who also love Danny.In about a week we will be putting the videos back up. We thought about taking the site down for good, but Danny's videos are already all over the internet and we felt that we could do some good with the site. We will be releasing all the videos along with one last new video in a high quality DVD format in memory of Danny. This DVD will be free to download, but you will

My So-called Friends
yep I'm still here, sorry for not keepin up with shit but I'm trying. I've been really busy this summer. Thanks to John and Lillith who leave me comments on a daily basis. Show them love for me please: lillith. my fubar fiancee is dark prince@ fubar Dark Prince..My Fubar Fiancee is Lovely Lillith@ fubar and don't forget my sweetest friend of all: @};-Hopeless Romantic @};-I only fan if you deserve it and unfan you too not here for points@};-@ fubar

This Is For You Mom.>my Lord Promises Eternal Tlife To All So Ill See You Soon My Dad And Mom..poem
You gave me life . You carried me to term you Took care of yourself 9 months and finally I was born Born on your birthday of 20 yrs. I was a gift to you more than you ever knew All thru the years we were close as I was so little child.. Not to know how to rebell from your love. Here I grew to be about 13 , stayed at aunts and uncles alot to live..because of conflict between us , till one day I had to come back home Threated To you that Id run Oh I did run and it was wrong You said to me just stay gone made my bed to lie in it so I did This was my burben to bear Years went on by as we stayed a stray. Then one day I was free to to see you again . Told You I was to be divorced and had moved to a shelter of course. You were pleaesed and you forgave , as I did you too. Them you became Ill and I stayed all the way thru till You passed that night On Easter day bout 6 pm , I remember . It was sad but God called you home . Now my mommmy yo

You Know Its Love.
when your heart skips a beat when its so hard to speak when your hands gets all sweaty and your knees gets so weak when you can feel their touch, eventhough they're not there when they do the sweetest things, to let you know they care when thousands of people are around, and yet they have you on their mind when they never forget to say i love you, every single time this is love at its fullest, this love is so true and everyday i am happy, cause i found it in you.

Ummm Ok Ummmm (crazy Shit)
Ok so a guy on my friends list sends me this in the shoutbox ok..... ->kinkyhorny...: ya askin my opinion on this and heres my advice from me to you.....ya better wear some protective gear cause if a man ever came up to me askin me that id prolly kick him in the nuts kinkyhorny...: sometimes i get so horny that i'm thinking about asking a total stranger..girl i mean..lol in person not online to watch me jack off..do you think i should and do you have any ideas on how i should go about it Maybe someone else other then me could give him advice but is my advice to him ok lmao

Ugh !!
Got a call from the police today .. they were looking for my son .. ( Grrr) .. Seems he and an ex friend had a lil trouble today . when they were all still friends .. when they'd see each other .. they'd toss change at the other and would say something like hey you sexy beast ( well at their feet as a joke between them all that when they'd see a girl they thought was cute .. sexy what have you they'd see if she'd bend down to pick it up Yepp Boys will be boys ).. but .. seems my son saw this one person today did that tryin to make a joke with him and well .. this "ex" friend decided to call the cops and tried to have my son arrested for Harassment and Intent of Bodily injury or some crap .. Granted he shouldnt have even gone near him or tossed the change on his lawn but come on .. Bodily injury ?? Harassment ?? I wouldnt go that far .. Well anyway .. my son's on his way to the police station to give his side of the story and to sign a paper that he will not go near this kid or his fami

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im a slut because i'll wear shorts and a tank top im fat because i eat as much as i want im a bitch because i dont let you push me around im a liar because i wont tell you everything im stupid because sometimes im wrong im ugly because my face isnt perfect im a whore because i like boys im annoying because im not chill enough im a loser because im not friends with your group i use people because i do whats best for me im fake because most of the time im happy im weird because im not like you im controlling because i get mad sometimes im clingy because i like to be around people im greedy because i like to be satisfied im naive because im younger than you im conceited because im proud of who i am im rude because my manners arent perfect im unappreciative because i dont praise you Dont try to tell me who i am because i already know. [Farrah Donn] stop stereotyping people, and grow up.

Generation X
They say we haven't been through half as much as they have. Sure, they watched in horror as they heard the news of Kennedy being shot, and went through the Vietnam War. They went through Raids, the Kent State mystery, but we've been through Columbine and saw the Twin Towers fall. We've been through Virginia Tech, and have had to fight alcoholism, and battle eating disorders. We fight a different kind of war; one with ourselves and never being good enough. We've seen bulimia and anorexia. They say we haven't been through much, but we've been through just as much, and maybe more.

Miss Them So Much
I know many could care less, but some are asking why I say I am hurting and things like that. This morning I said Good Bye to my daughters for 9 months. You ask why? My ex was an asshole, ok he still is. I couldn't take being married to him going through the shit I did, so I wanted out. I was mainly a stay at home mother, I wanted my girls. He refused to pay me anything over what the courts would order for child support if I left. He said if he had to he would lie to come up with reason to not pay spousal support. At that time he even put out a false claim about a guy I talked to ONCE, to try and bring him up on Adultery charges, just to prove he would do what he had to. I had no job, no degree, nothing. I would not have been able to support myself and my girls at that time. I couldn't take being there anymore, so we came up with an agreement. I signed a waiver to his retirement for when he retires out of the army, I agreed to not go for spousal support, BUT I wan

Why Do I?
Why Do I? Why do I smile at the sound of your voice? Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice? Why do I let you touch me in places never touched? Why do I like to have you around so much? Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss? Why do I feel like I could live forever like this? Why do I put my heart in your hands? Why do I answer to your every demand? Why do I tell you leaving me is not your wrong? Why do I let you know with out you I'm not quite as strong? Why do I take you back even though I know it's not right? Why do I feel like I should please you by not putting up a fight? Why do I care about you even though you hurt me? Why do I turn my head from what's plain reality? Why do I try to hide from what is true? Why do I still have these feelings for you?

Friends W/benefits??
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your Fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits"The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". No one apparently reads bulletins anymore....so here ya go!!! If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL........ THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

I Want....
I want..... many things... I Want to be bad...Not a Girl. I want to be not so innocent. I want to be Sexy Skinny and Tall. I want to be a goggle girl that drop men in the tracks. I want to dress Sexy, the skirts, the shirts. I want To Change, I want to act sexy. Maybe this is my starting pike to a new way. This may change things But its What I WANT.

Friends W/ Benefits?
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your Fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits"The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". No one apparently reads bulletins anymore....so here ya go!!! If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL........ THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

My Path..
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Looking For Serious Relationship.
Well, I figured out it's time to look for a serious relationship rather then a short-term relationship. Recently, I've ran into three possible woman to have a series relationship with. Thought I had one with Chrissy but seems like communication between us is a problem. I know that communication is the most important part of a lasting relationship. I'm willing to work with her on that but if she's up for it. Still, she holds a special place in my heart and knows every bit about me. I feel that we got off on the wrong foot but I'm more then willing to try again if she wants too. Recently met a woman outside mobile (close to me) who has a daughter. Now I have nothing against woman who already has kids. Hell, I think it's kinda makes the relationship with a woman with a kid alot more interesting let alone fun, if not bonding. Only downside is, me moving back up to home in Virginia. Last but more interesting, Celeste. She's lives out on the west coast, very sweet, very caring a

Screw It
IF Y0U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE sorry for yelling i just copied and pasted and lazy

Americans Vs. Canadians
Alright, lets start this off with I'm Canadian. I was on here today, and an American started talking down on my country today. He tried to tell me the only reason Canada was around is because USA "protects us" First off, id like to say, i dont come on here back talking the USA. Every country has its flaws, and i dont sit here and point out american flaws. I have nothing against the usa, half my family is american, i have a house in the usa and am always down there. Why are there some arrogant americans, who sit there and try to tell me they are better than me. like seriously, If you have a problem with canada, keep it to yourself , and dont talk down on me because of YOUR problem.

Phewww...
okay i sent today the telegram (you know the short letter saying you quit your job since xx day, and it goes to the place in the day very fast), here is obligation you do that i felt nervous doing it, you know? it's like it was a bit more of this "realize you're leaving the country"... ok, i know, i wanted it, everyone says "wow girl, you need to have the guts to do that" and yes i'm here :) point of no return lol ahhh and i went to have lunch with one of my friends... we talked about many things, he invited yay! lol ahh well it was fun :) he's the one that got married a couple months ago... ahh i'll miss the friends i have here in Buenos Aires! but everyone knows i'm doing this for better! hugs ♥ p.s. i'll have internet and all there once i'm in my place :) so don't worry: i wont stop bugging you all over fubar :D

30
So...I just got off of the phone with my kindred spirit, my hero, my friend...and I've decided...basically just now that I think I am going to embrace turning 30. It's a huge revelation for me as I had enough issues when I turned like 26...so, I definitely didn't think turning 30 was going to be okay. But, I'm good with it. Comfortable with it. Kinda..maybe...even a little excited about it. Huh. Go figure... Ahhh...and the exiting music is...perfect.... "Kicking around on a piece of ground in your hometown...waiting for someone or something to show the way...The sun is the same, in the relative way, but you're older. Shorter of breath and one day closer the death..."

Update
Well heres an update. Drew is only a little over 1000 down now. Originally I thought the contest was a race to 20K. Stupid of me I should have asked the hostess. The contest ends the 21st. One big push and Drew can have the lead. Any love you leave on the pic below is appreciated. If You leave 100 comments let me know and I'll get you a platinum cherry. Thanks:P brought to you by: .:Coolest Guy Ever™ (FUBARS FINEST™):.@ fubar I picked this song cause it's a classic and I like it.

A Lesson For All Of Us.......
Church Restoration Project There was a tradesman, a painter named Jack, who was very interested in making a dollar where he could. So he often would thin down his paint to make it go a wee bit further. As it happened, he got away with this for some time. Eventually the local church decided to do a big restoration project. Jack put in a painting bid and, because his price was so competitive, he got the job. And so he started, erecting the trestles and putting up the planks, and buying the paint and thinning it down with turpentine. Jack was up on the scaffolding, painting away, the job nearly done, when suddenly there was a horrendous clap of thunder. The sky opened and the rain poured down, washing the thin paint from all over the church and knocking Jack off the scaffold to land on the lawn. Jack was no fool. He knew this was a judgment from the Almighty, so he fell on his knees and cried, "Oh, God! Forgive me! What should I do?" And from the thunder, a mighty Voice spok

Outlook
Alright, I know, everything is about the Armyor the military in general with me. We talk and write about what we know. I know you don't want to hear about how learning to pull a calf changed my life, so I will make it closer to the current national atmosphere. I am stationed in Ft Meade, MD, and as such, for any specialty medical care have to go to Walter Reed Army Medical Center. I had been at Meade for about 6 months, (February 2005), and was going to the sleep disorders clinic for a consultation. Well, I was in a really bad mood. I had a rough week.. I found I was being put in a job I didn't want (legal assistance NCO), I still didn't have my security clearance, traffic was horrible, and it took me about an hour and half to get down there (usually takes between 30 and 45 minutes.) Plus, I was having to go to the Doctor. Then, I had to fight to find a parking space. If you haven't been there..parking blows. I got into the hospital, and had to go to the top floor. Was

Idk
So randomly I started feeling depressed today idk why there's nothing wrong I have a job I like, I have a woman I love things are good but I'm still depressed. I can't explain it I have no clue so I may be taking a break from the internet for awhile. It may say I'm online but don't trust it, my cell keeps me loged in all the time so unless u have my phone numberor my yahoo info I'm not ignoring u I'm just not here.

Another Blonde Joke
A blonde went into a world wide message center to send a message to Her mother overseas. When the man told her it would cost $300, she Exclaimed. "But I don't have any money. But I'd do ANYTHING to get A message to my mother." The man arched an eyebrow (as we would Expect). "Anything?" he asked. "Yes, yes, anything" the blonde promised. "Well, then, just follow me" said the man as he walked towards the next room. The blonde did as she was told and followed the man. "Come in and close the door," the man said. She did. He then said, "Now get on your knees". She did. "Now take down my zipper." She did. "Now go ahead . Take it out...." he said. She reached in and grabbed it with both hands .. Then paused. The man closed his eyes and whispered, "Well .. Go ahead." The blonde slowly brought her mouth closer to it...and while holding it close to her lips... Tentatively said, "Hello, Mom, can you hear me?"

My Orgasm
My nipples are erect, as i slowly rub them between my finger and thumb, i moan slightly, i can feel the warmth spreading already. I slowly take the vibrator and place it between my legs,iplace it beside my already swollen clit, i turn it on. Slowly i rub it up and down against my clit, the juices are flowing, i'm wet and hot. I moan as the vibrator sends waves of pleasure through me. Faster and faster i rub it against my clit, i'm getting wetter and wetter, i feel the pleasure building, i moan louder and gyrate my hips , finally the preasure builds to it's climax, i lift my hips, arch my bck, i scream as the orgasm builds, juice's flow, the sreams are louder, finaly i lay back, satisfied. I smile as a sigh escapes from me. With a slight giggle, i turn over and go to sleep.

Grrr
Hello one and all i dont know how you all may feel but im sick and tired of guys makin up women's profiles and havin fake pics just tryin to get ya to cyber lol So comment me back and tell me what u think and if this has ever happened to you ~laterz~ all ~hugz~ n ~kiss's~

Skins N Such
OK for those who have my skins im sorry.... i used to much bandwich from photobucket what ever the frick that really means so..... again sorry.... Oh and for the such.... ummmmm the blogg i made to expose me me to all u beautiful ladies... well i dont think is workin to well lol i think it went the oppiste way then it should of went....but thank u i enjoy it :p so anyhow u keep coming i will keep playing.... lol sorry but i will play to an extent ok.... well all u beautiful ladies have a great day even though i no it wont be as beautiful without me neing there lol joke sorry..... ooh and if any guys r here piss off and have a great day as well......treat the ladies right now...... love ya all..... Tongue..... Shot at 2007-08-12

Me
I didnt want people to think I wanted something.. other than a few rates and friends I guess huh lol I been doing so much thinking lately. Im 32 years old.. and yess I have a issue with that. The number sounds old to me. I feel 19 why cant I stay that way?? Eating corn on the cob with Mom at the table.. scary movies and popcorn.. talkin on the phone for hours with friends. That comfort feeling ya know..??? When my son was diagnosed with Autism .. since I was not working out side of the home.. I turned to the computer for friends. support and comfort. I met my husband online on a cam chat site on one of them long awake nites lol We met lots of good friends there.. even had a few of them over for a holiday dinner :) which was totally awsome I must say. CC closed.. and lots of ppl didnt stay in touch. but the few good ones did. Cherry Tap became OUR new place to be.. and we wanted to make good friends like we made on CC. Real friends real people. People that know h

Judas Iscariot... Are U Still There?
"JUDAS ISCARIOT" ARE U STILL THERE? long live the traitors ! some good hearted people have reported my picture as NSF - though not..it was just me, a guy in briefs.. no exhibitionism at all...even quite few of you have admired this photo and ripped this to your page.. but now its removed.. your friend in brief has just gone.. ok.....its all in the game. so this is my new primary picture you are seeing now.. my picture may be removed .....but i know my friends.... its quite impossible to remove me from your good hearts ..its for me ever .. i have not hurt any of u so far..i have solved many of ur problems when u contact me through "shout box" or by pvt message.. im damn sure that all my friends at least would leave a shout / message to me in sympathy....ty... i am ever your " lov "

Why I Love To Cook.
My cooking for myself started the beginning of my sixth grade year. My mom had gotten into a car accident one night while I was home alone. My dad was on a business trip. She had called me to say she was going to stop at a fast food restaurant to pick up dinner, and she never came home. A few hours after not hearing anything, my neighbors came to my door saying the police had called them instead of calling me directly because they didn't want me to freak out. I was going to freak out either way, but I suppose it would have been more traumatic if they had called me. I spent the night at my neighbors, who at the time was one of my best friends. I still talk to his parents here and there, and he is only a couple towns away from me right now, but I haven't seen him or his brother, or his parents for that matter, since they moved about a year or so after my mom's accident. One of the neighbors that told me took me to the hospital so that I could see for myself that she was ok

Everyday, Ordinary American Men
Everyday, Ordinary American Men A Vietnam Veterans Tribute SOLDIER, SAILOR, AIRMAN, COAST GUARD, MARINE, FROM ALL ACROSS THE LAND THEY CAME, EVERY RACE, EVERY CREED. AS THIER FATHERS AND FOREFATHERS BEFORE THEM, WHEN THEIR COUNTRY CALLED THEY STEPPED FORWARD. ALBEIT AT A TIME WHEN THE NATION WAS EMBROILED IN BITTER DISCORD, AT THE PRIME OF THEIR YOUNG MANHOOD THEY DID NOT SHIRK FROM THE SPECTER OF WAR. CAUGHT UP IN A POLITICAL MAELSTROM NOT OF THEIR MAKING, THEY WERE HURLED ONWARD TO A RENDEZVOUS WITH HARDSHIP AND STRIFE. EVERYDAY, ORDINARY AMERICAN MEN THEY FOUND A HARSH, HOSTILE LAND, A FORBIDDING CLIMATE, A WAR RAVAGED PEOPLE, A FIERCE AND TENACIOUS ENEMY. AS THEIR FATHERS AND FOREFATHERS BEFORE THEM, THEY HELD THEIR BANNER HIGH. THEY FOUGHT IN EVERY CLIME AND PLACE WHERE THEY COULD TAKE A GUN. SCORES OF THOUSANDS MADE A SUPREME AND LONELY SACRIFICE, DYING IN A FOREIGN LAND, LONGING FOR LOVED ONES FAR AWAY, NEVER TO BE SEEN AGAIN. SCORES O

My Reply To Her....
Ya know something...That's fine. I ain't mad at ya. You're just one more person in the world that I'm going to wake up every morning and BRUSH OFF MY SHOULDER. I've been NOTHING but a friend to you and would have NEVER tried to get your PRECIOUS little baby girl to be gay or anything of the sort. THIS is MY life. If I choose to be with a girl, then that shouldn't matter to my REAL friend because to them, as long as I'm happy, THEY'RE happy. I REFUSE to change who I am to try and re-gain a friend I lost for all the WRONG reasons to begin with. You say you don't want gay/bisexual in your life or AROUND you? HONEY, LOOK AROUND. IT'S EVERYWHERE. Let me ask you this...And I HONESTLY mean no harm by it; What are you going to say if Emily grows up and decides she'd rather be with a woman? Are you going to disown her? Kick her out? Go without talking to your own DAUGHTER because she chose a different lifestyle than you wanted for her? I honestly hate to think that you may one day be one of tho

Back To Work
With school reopening next week, I will have much less time online. I am sending this note out to thank all of my friends who have been just that - friends! For all of you who have rated me, I am indebted to you. I will try and have tried to at least start most all of you. If I don't finish, I will be certain to bookmark you pages so I can start again where I left off! Thank you all and I hope I least see you online to send you comments!!!!! manly

Biker Poem
A ride in the wind The open road has a way of bring oneself to inner peace. "My thoughts are mine and mine alone." When the day is done and all that you endured throughout your hectic day has passed. It's time to Ride. As one you ride with your Iron comrade firmly against your soul, and all that you feel together as you hit the open road. And only those who ride can truly under stand the meaning of Freedom. And how it calls you with relentless passion. For it is said, "To Live is to Ride, And to Ride is to Live." And to all those who have fallen to feel what we feel. My the day be yours. In Memory and in Spirit you are remembered. Ride with me always my friend. For when it is my time to pass, I know you will be there.

Quote From Bishop Carlton Pearson
In reality,hell is not such an intention of God as it is an invention of man. God is love and people are precious. Authentic truth is not so much taught or learned as it is remembered. Somewhere in your pre-Incarnate consciousness you were loved absolutely because you were. Loved absolutely,and in reality,you still are! REMEMBER WHO YOU ARE!

I Miss My Friends
im really missing my friends on here and im trying my hardest to get on here and say hello to ya all..it makes me sad*tear* i feel like im losing touch wit all u...if ya got yahoo send me a private message and i will add u cuz i get on yahoo thru my phone...so hit me up luv ya all kells!

The Real Me
This is the third blog in a series of blogs I am writing. The purpose of these blogs is to give you the reader a insight or a look into my life. The purpose of this blog is to focus on my time in Cuba and in the military. Although i cannot tell you everything I do know I will try to tell you as much as I can without getting myself into trouble. Before i begin this blog I would like to tell you exactly why I have taken the time to open up to you and write these blogs. Conway Twitty once said in his song "Thats my Job" , "I make my livin' with words and rhymes and all the tragedy Should go into my head and out instead as bits of poetry". These lyrics stood out to me because I guess I understood what he meant. During the process of writing part two of this blog and part three I have been texting dallas. I have been telling her the purpose of this is the hope you the reader would be inspired through my trajedy. Dallas is one of my biggest supporters, and i thank her for that.

Autism
i have 2 boys who after 30 mins of knowing them were diagnosed (sorry about the spelling) with autism after 30 mins i think its not fair my sons dont know who these doctors are so how are they suppose to interact with them?

Generation Gap At The Clubs
It’s hard to deal with the 21 year olds at the clubs once you get past thirty. It’s like a different language sometimes - I was talking to this cute girl, she mentioned Hot Topic, I thought she wanted to talk about global warming. I tried buying her a drink, and she got mad because I didn’t know the names of her favorite bands. She said - “Hey Tool, you’d better Fall Out Boy or there’s going to be Panic At The Disco, my Big & Rich Gym Class Heroes are going to No Doubt kick your Black Eyed Peas, so here’s your Nickelback, you Outkast, crawl on back to your Linkin Park in your Ludacris Plain White T.” But I’m from the 80’s, so I’m not going to put up with that. “Listen Cinderella, there’s no Warrant for you to be such an Iron Maiden, maybe your Motley Crue Culture Club of Beastie Boys is down with your Poison Twisted Sister Vixen act, but the Police are going to have to stop the Slaughter if you, your Madonna complex, and your ugly friend Toto too don’t hop back in your Starsh

Late Night Round -up At 9 Est Dixie Radio Indy
9 EST PM UNTIL I GET DANG GOOD AND READY FOR SWEET DREAMS LOL, COME ON GUYS TURN ME ON !!!!!!1 LOTS OF INDIES THROUGH THE LATE NITE SO TURN ME ON click on my banner book mark the station then TURN ME ON :) chat room www.dixieboysradio.com/radioindy/

Friend Requests
Okay, how annoying; someone rates me and then just sends me a friend invite for no reason with no comment. Sometimes, someone obviously read my profile and leave an interesting comment that makes me think. Hey this may be a cool person to talk to, but I would never just blindly accept a friend invite without some common ground. I'm sure that there is some requirement of friends at the higher levels of fubar but fuck it. I am not going to allow myself to be promoting myself with people I dont know.

The Personal History Of Me Zz.
ABOUT me 1. Raised in: wildwood new jersey 2. Planned baby: yes 3. Birth date: 07 - 28 -1952 4. Any siblings: 5 brothers 1 sister 5. Younger or older: all younger 6. Hair color: red 7. Hair length: med 9. Eye color: BLUE 10. Shoe size: 10 11. Mood: mellow 12. Smell: i have a sent like all do. 13. Height: 6'0" 14. Lefty/righty: 60% RIGHTY LOVE LIFE: 1. Do you remember your first real relationship: YES 2. Do you believe in love: YEAH 3. Why did your last relationship fail: my x distroyed it. 4. Shortest relationship: 1 hr. 5. Have you ever been heartbroken: YES 6. Have you ever fallen for a friend: NO 7. Have you ever told them: NO 8. Are you afraid of commitment: NOPE...just havent found any who cared enuff. 9. Have you ever had a secret admirer: yes but dident find out about it till it was to late.. 10. Do you believe in love at first sight: its possable. THIS OR THAT: 1. Love or money: LOVE 2. Hard

Soul-less Eyed Coon Ass
Soul-less Eyed CoonAss by Raindear816© (Sweet Lil Wicked One) Cat and Mouse A Proud Coon-Ass and a Southern Belle- I crave the man With soul-less eyes. He shows no emotion- 'Til I swallow his cock. He says he isn't vulnerable. Except when I'm on my knees. Whimpering, moaning, salacious sounds- Grasping my hair, bucking his hips. Pounding my throat. Gasping for air. No, he's not vulnerable. My lips twist 'round. If there was a soul in his eyes, I sucked it right out of his cock. *Note to the reader* People who live in swamps are proud to be called Coon-Asses and it isn't used here as a demeaning word or classification. *

Rude People
Ok, so I'm new here. I'm taking a break here at work, and I click on the "I'm Bored" link. That takes me to some pics to rate. So, I come to this pic of Sledge, called The Reaper. It had some pretty rude things written under it, so I only give it a low rating due to what his caption is. I then see that he is rating my pic. Ok cool, np, I figure he will give me a 5... I'm totally ok with that. NP... But, NOOOOO he gives me a 1, calls me a faggot, and then goes to my profile, and proceeds to write this to me... "**ck you, you lousy excuse for a prick. eat shit and bark at the moon, because face it, thats all you are really good for on this earth. cock sucker" Well... I tried to go back and say Im sorry if I offended him. Hell, I didn't know that you are supposed to give every pic here a 10. (Why call it a rating sytem, and just call it a 10 system) He of course did the mature thing, and blocked me so I couldn't respond to him. Very nice. I have to say, I'm pretty impressed a

.things Are Bad.
I just found out that my grandfather passed away at 7:00 tonight. He went in for a very routine hip surgery and apparantly developed a blood clot that moved to his lungs. My father told me that they were in there with him when he died. The last thing he said was I love you and then he half-closed his eyes. My father reached up and pulled them shut and told him to rest. He fell asleep, all monitors indicating that he was still alive, and he never woke back up. They're bringing him here from Mobile for the wake and the funeral. I spoke to him yesterday just before he went into the operating room. The last thing he said to me was "I love you." The last things I said to him were "I love you" and "you're going to come out of this just fine." He was in no pain when he passed. I'm actually doing somewhat okay. Something Josh said to me made me feel a lot better. He said to just imagine him and my grandmother, up in heaven, young and together again. I'm glad my grandfather got to go home and I

Books Are On The Way In A Few Days!
Hi everyone....I wanted to let those who pre-ordered the book know that your books will be on the way in a few days. I do apologize for not getting them out this week, but it has been a very hectic week and I am on my way to Colorado Springs tomorrow to play a very dear friends wedding on Saturday, so I am going to get the packages prepared on Sunday when we get back from Colorado Springs and hopefully get them out the mail Monday. I hope no one is angry that I could not get them out yet. I promise your books will be off soon and you will have them this coming week. I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend and my thanks to all my friends for your warm and always wonderful support. :) Peter

People Demanding Too Much All At Once...
Since this is at least the 4th time today alone that people were rude about this then I just gotta speak up for once. Usually I just take it and just deal instead of get upset but for once I'm speaking up since I am just fed up for once.I'm usually extremly patient with people but it has happened way too much recently. Anyways it's become pretty typical for people to be rude about how I have to do every little thing just so they will add me. Do people really think I owe anyone anything? If they ad me then they do and if not fine but for messages to be sent and my shoutbox to get messages as well about how I need to kiss up or be denied is ridiculous. Of course I am not saying word for word... some flat out went off on me. Anyways I'm just sick of it happening so much lately. I lost count how many times this week it has happened. to have to rate 300+ pics in one album or you treat me like that is ridiculous. Hit the road then. Its not my job to level you up and be treated like dirt i

Missing You
My heart aches within from missing you, My lips long for the feel of kissing you, Right now all I need is to gently touch your skin, To look into your eyes and see deep within, Just one warm embrace, Just to look upon your face, Just one little touch, From the one I love so much, If I could gaze upon your smile, For just a little while, To know that you miss me too, As I'm thinking of you, To hear the sound of you breathe, Knowing you'll never leave, To see you walk up to me, Then embrace you tenderly, To just be with the one who's sent my heart reeling, And brought about this downpour of emotion and feeling, I sit here alone in my office tonight, And pray that somehow this all turns out right, I've never been one to do more taking than giving, I'm not well off but I work hard for a living, I've told you many thoughts that weren't borrowed or bought, And in lifetime, who would have thought, That I have found someone who was just meant for me, I can't explain th

Nsfw?
my picture was marked as NSFW the whole Fubar is full of really more NSFW pics and this one was more arty rather than NSFW, don't u think? ah well, so i have nsfw pic now... here's the pic u can leave some rates and comments clicking on the pic, if u like. thanks

Fucking Stupidity I Swear
Oh my god I have to bitch I can’t keep quiet anymore about the stupidity of some of the people I meet in life, not all mind you but damn a pretty good chunk of them lately. I am speaking on no one in particular here just a generalization of the people I have encountered lately. So bear with me as I vent and try to explain some of my rules that apply in such situations . . . 1. Men seem to think that if you are “bisexual” that means an automatic threesome for them ~ Ok, just because I will hop in bed with a gal as easily as a guy doesn’t mean that I want them both at the same time per se. I am completely turned off by men who automatically assume that they are going to hop into bed with me and a female friend . . . Ya know what fellas? If we want you to join we will invite you, otherwise you are better off to keep your mouth shut. 2. Men seem to think that women want to her nonstop how hot their friends are ~ For the record we know how hot our friends are, they are our fr

Personal Thoughts
All I have to give This is all I have to give. Nothing less or nothing more. It's not money or fame. Nothing you can find in a store. It's not beauty or jewels. Not the sea or the sun. Nor the moon at night or the stars of above. It's not youth or happiness. This is all I have to give. A heart full of love. And tears of hope and joy. And I'll always love you more.

Death
Do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep. I am the sparkle in the snow. I am the shredded leaves that blow. I am the sunlight on growing grain. I am the gentle summer rain. I am the quiet bird at night. Circling about; Taking flight. So do not stand at my grave and weep. I am not there, I do not sleep.

Fubar Is Getting Old
I've been having a lot of trouble lately from slow response to bouncers to people who call nsfw on ridiculous things. I came on this site because I thought it was an adult site. Fubar doesn't seem to understand what adult is. An adult site doesn't require absolutes of purity and honor. So why then is any clown who wants to scream that something is offensive allowed to have things removed and the violator punished? Shouldn't there be a protest and a hearing? For another thing, what is the person who was offended doing in here to start with? Certainly they aren't here to extend their own morals or those on this site. I'm not sure what Fubar wants but they are moving farther and farther away from what I want. If any of you feel as I do, I'm suggesting that you change your Fubar nickname to something that lets them know that they aren't pleasing you any longer. If there are enough of us, maybe they'll finally get a clue.

Never Argue With A Woman
Never Argue with a Woman... One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out She motors out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book. Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning , Ma'am. What are you doing?" "Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, Isn't that obvious?) "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her. "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading." "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up." "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman. "But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden. "That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment." "Have a nice day ma'am," and he left. MO

One Wish
ONE WISH A man riding his Harley was riding along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a booming voice, the Lord said, "Because you have tried to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish." The biker pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over anytime I want." The Lord said, "Your request is materialistic. Think of the enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking: the supports required reaching the bottom of the Pacific and the concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something that could possibly help mankind." The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally, he said, "Lord, I wish that I and all men could understand women. I want to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment, why she cries

What I Really Want To Shout Right Now...
Just because it says I am online doesn't mean that I am sitting on my ass all day waiting to hear from you. If I leave the house, I usually do my best to update my status. However, sometimes, I could be on the phone or doing stuff around the house. I try my best to respond to my shoutbox but it can be tough to keep up. Sometimes, I am in a conversation with someone else and don't want to be interrupted. Other times, like when I upload a new pic, I may get so many shouts that yours could be missed. Maybe, just maybe, I don't want to talk to you... If you ask me some dumbass question or make an offensive comment, I will likely ignore you. No, I don't want a sex slave for the day...if you offered to clean my house, maybe I would take you up on it. If you shout out and ask me to comment on your NSFW pics, I'm not likely to do it because it's not my job to validate your manhood. If I want to see your cock, I know where to find the pics. If I like them, I will rate them and co

Lady In Red (lesbian)
The bar was dark and smoky but after the day I had I decided to brave walking in alone and have the drink I thought I desperately needed to unwind. A hotel bar isn't my idea of a perfect place to unwind but when in a strange city the options are limited. As my eyes adjust to the dim lighting in the bar I see the form of a shapely woman sitting at the bar. Dressed all in red, my favorite color on a woman, she was sitting all by herself sipping her glass of wine. I glanced around the bar and didn't see anyone that looked like they belonged with her, just a couple of sleazy looking businessmen giving her the eye. I decide to act on my instinct and walk towards an empty barstool next to the lady in red. Taking my seat I took a quick look at her to see if her front looked as good as her backside did. She was beautiful. Long, blond streaked, dark brown hair, big dark eyes and full pouty lips that looked in need of kissing. She had a little smile on her face and it showed off t

What Am I Thinking
Well, this is my first semester back to college, starting next Monday.. Here are my classes.. American Sign language 1 Childhood education Economics 1a History 17b Aerobics So this is a full course load... I won't be on line much.. all together that is 14 units ... but I am bustin my ass to get my degree as soon as possible.. next semester will be the same.. I may regret this now.. but I know I won't after its all done.. and I am majoring in Medical admin/transcription.. whichever I like more.. XOXOXOXOX

103.3
Thats my daughters temp this morning. I am taking her to her DR office at 2:45 this afternoon. They can only get her in with a physicians assistant. I hope shes ok. After I gave her some tylenol this morning she was holding the medicine spoon and her hand was all skakey. Im worried...

When I Think Of You
Original Poetry - Do not rip When I think of you…. When I think of you, many things come to mind… Your voice so soft, so sweet and kind… Your intelligence is beyond measure… Talking with you is always a pleasure… Your lips…your touch…your eyes full of fire… Being with you ignites my desire… Kisses as sweet as a ripened peach… Caresses as soft as the breeze on the beach… Your hair, your fragrance, your desire to please… All make me weak in the knees…. When I think of you, many things come to mind… And I realize that you are a very special find… -Brian 2007

Why?????
well i just got word from galen that they aren't releasing him until either monday or tuesday. they want to try him on some new medication and they have to watch him for 2 days to see how he does. I can't go all weekend without him being at home and it is tearing me up inside. I get to see him tonight for at least an hour and a half and then i get to see him for 2 hours saturday and sunday and then hopefully he will be home monday. i can only pray and keep my head up right now.

Making Love
original Poetry - do not rip Making Love I want to kiss every inch of your soft, sweet skin… And when I finish…I want to start all over again… I want to send you to the heights of passion… Orgasms booming like storm waves crashin’… Eyes rolling back, hands gripping tight… I want to make love all through the night… Sighs become moans then screams of pleasure… Orgasm after orgasm without time or measure…. Body trembling…earth shaking…. Undying thirst in need of slaking… Passion boiling, rising over the top… Wishing the feeling would never stop… Orgasms fade…screams, subside to a peep… Now we fade off into blissful sleep. -Brian 2007

What I Found Playing In My Backyard This Morning. Lol
I heard some noises from my back window this morning, so I went outside to investigate.When I got out there there were 5 little kittens out playing about in my backyard and in the bushes and trees. What a cute way to start my morning off! They were having so much fun, so I grabbed my cell and took a couple pictures. Wishing everyone a great Friday and Have a good weekend! ~WYLDKAT~ ROBIN

Will It Ever Get Better
Well here i sit just thinking about what i have been threw in the past few months and i honestly question myself on if things will get better. As some of you know i was involved in a relationship for almost 7 months with a woman i thought was my soul mate and one day things just fell apart she was very unhappy with me. She began her steps towards pushing me away by lies, cheating, sneaking, and being staight up hateful. During this time i took her into my home and raised her son who wasn't even a month old at the time. I became a full time daddy, and a loving companion well at least tried. My girlfriend at the time just didn't put forth the effort to make things work needless to say i finally had enough and let her go but, somehow i feel like that was a mistake cause it was also the start of many horrible things to come. After my breakup i lost her, and my son.... then my aunts boyfriend stoled her car while we were all asleep and wrecked it cause he was drunk which then put me and my

Fanning Everyone
Hey, everyone. I have decided to fan everyone on my friend's list. I thought it would be nice to do so. Maybe you could fan me too. That would be great. If I haven't fanned you yet leave me a comment letting me know and i will do so. Thank you and have a great day

Have I Ever
Have I ever told you, that as I have sat in silence, that sometimes I can hear a heart beating with mine? Have I ever told you, that when you speak to me through lines and words, I imagine your voice whispering in my ear with every word you write? Have I ever told you. that I wait each day, for just an hour or two or just a second out of time, to feel as close to you as I can? Have I ever told you, how many times there have been, that I ached for you, ached so badly for you that I have sat and cried? Have i ever told you, about the times I have reached out to touch your name, on the cold screen before me, just wishing I could reach out and touch you? Have i ever told you, that after the first time I heard your voice those hundreds of miles away, that I sat up all night remembering the conversation in my mind? Have I ever told you, that I would give up everything I have for just one night, to be able to lay near you,to hear you breathe,to watch your chest rise and fall to know you

I Made It Through
and thank you for all your love prayers and concern. i went to a public wooded park late wednesday evening-the same one i went to in 1975 eqipped with all i needed. i wasn't sad by the time i got there-i just thought of my booming record sales and noteriety i would receive but never enjoy. i found my spot--it was 9.22 pm eastern daylight savings time--i opened 2 bottles-took from one and then the other-before i returned to bottle 1 a deep sleep befell me--i heard in my mind in almost concert hall quality the opening refrains of my song 'The Funeral Fire' that closes my melancholia falling album. 11 hours later--i wake up--sad-but still here--i pop 2 caffeine pills and drove home. i got home and had a google alert that serotin reuptake inhibitors withdrawal--the meds i was using to combat my sadness can cause suicide--well--not here--almost but no . why was i withdrawing--the dr. proscribed 50 mgs twice a day--the ins co would only give 100mgs. i also got an email that my prescription

Mumm
I was just told I posted a MUMM that was rated NSFW? Did anyone notice that or can someone,just being a A** rate it as so? How does that work? I read the laws and I don't think I did anything wrong. If I did, I hope some one will let me know. Anywho, Off to Berlin soon to sent my daughter's new apt up for school. You all have a great and safe weekend and if I find a cybercafe in Berlin, I'll check out what you have to say. Peace JC

The Kind Of Weather I Am
You Are Lightning Beautiful yet dangerous People will stop and watch you when you appear Even though you're capable of random violence You are best known for: your power Your dominant state: performing What Type of Weather Are You?

Tingling Chills
Tingling chills, passionate sighs, soft hot flesh, hands on thighs. A moan of need from lips apart. Flicks of a tongue, skips in the heart. Feel the lust, the want, the burn. Feel the body begin to yearn. Feel your doubts melt to desire as gentle carresses fuel the fire. Nibble, nibble moving south, master of verse, master of mouth. Delving into the tender flesh. Frenzied joys begin mesh. Feel the lust, the want, the burn. Feel the body begin to yearn. Feel your doubts melt to desire as gentle carresses fuel the fire.

Playing Cards And Mousepads!!!
hey guys!! this will be the first of quite afew designs for my playing cardsthey go for $20 dollars a deck with a personal autograph on your favourite card!If you'd like more info or want to purchase a deck straight through me, just email me at info@moniquedupreee.comIts a nice full colour deck...(they will prob cost more on ebay because they won't come directly from me)thankx guysmonique Dupree and yes!!! I now have mousepads as well!!!$15.00 and it comes signed with free shipping!!!

Fav Positions
ok normally how these blogs work is that the interesting stuff is posted by the poster noway for this one comments rule this blog tell your fav sexual position describe it for anyone who might not know hell even give a few reasons why

Lighting Thru The Clouds
As I drive home in the dusk, I see over the Bay...the strangest clouds....so beautiful and full of wonder. Lightning dances thru them in the sky, lighting up only parts of the strange shapes...makes me wonder about the people I love..what they are doing and how wonderful it would be to share this unusual sky with them. My Heart as fragile as it is..sometimes is so guarded from the past hurts. I have trouble distinguishing my jeaousy from what is real. Not wanting to get close to anyone again in fear of the pain....I know I fell in love again. Beautiful , kind, gentle...this person makes my heart smile when I hear that voice...and pains me to think of sharing...but I know the nature of this person. Maybe sometimes innocently their personality makes people think opposing thoughts, I know deep down they truly love me. If the same God who made those beautiful clouds dance above me this evening is listening....Please show me your will and open me to what this truely is. Put the Spiritual

Golf Shoe Design Contest
If you have a moment, would you go here >>> http://www.golfballs.com/MyJoysContest.aspx?userID=2291366 and scroll down a bit and see the pink and baby blue golf shoes and put a FIVE STAR rating on them. I am trying to win a $1000 gift certificate for my husband with the contest. Thanks!

Maddies Dr Appointment
They checked her ears, her nose, and all that good stuff. Couldnt find anything. I told them that she woke up this morning grabbing her diaper so they wanted to take a urine sample. They put this plastic bag on her and we waited around trying to get her to pee. We sat there for over an hour, finally they sent us home with the supplies to take the sample to the lab when she finally pees. Well I just got back from taking that to the lab at the hospital. if she doesnt have a bladder infection.. they dont know whats wrong. Could be something viral and if thats the case there is no medicine for a virus.. so pretty gay appointment if you ask me. Shes not running a fever right now, but she was this morning and every day since tuesday.. hmm I wonder what is wrong with her. If she does have a bladder infection the on call doctor will call me tonight.. hmmm

Story #7
Taking you by the hand, and leading you into the bedroom, turning you to face me in front of the bed, looking deeply into your eyes, kissing you sweetly, asking you to trust me, that i wont let anything happen to you . you quietly nod your head, we kiss again. I walk to the dresser and take a silk scarf out, walking behind you, putting it over your eyes and tying it behind your head. I begin to strip your clothes off of you, touching each part of your skin with my hands, caressing you softly, then moving my lips to your skin, goose bumps begin to stand out. YOur nipples getting so hard under my touch. Guiding y ou onto the bed, telling you to concintrate on the sound of my voice. you lay down on your back, legs bend your feet scooting back to your ass. offering your pussy. i say\" enjoy every sensation lover\' , you feel my breath on your skin , you feel hands caressing your breasts, kneeding them, pinching your nipples. suddenly you feel another hand on your thigh, shockin

Random Thoughts
Why did you have to touch me that way, And whisper those things in my ear, Why couldn't it have lasted just one more day, I wanted you so bad, did I make that clear, Do you miss me now in any little way, Think back on my lips and my smile, Did you want it to last just one more day, Or was it ok to last that little while, So many things I would like to know, Break into your head and drink, Open up for me and just let it flow, Give me all the thoughts that you think, It drove me crazy then, and drives me crazy now, You were so complicated in every way, I wonder who, when, why, most important how, In my mind I go back to those days, Thinking of your hands on me, It fills me with a familiar heat, With my back pushed against the door, And now....Your so far from me. I can feel you still on my skin, but not like its supposed to be!

Audioslave-like A Stone
On a cobweb afternoon In a room full of emptiness By a freeway I confess I was lost in the pages Of a book full of death Reading how we'll die alone And if we're good we'll lay to rest Anywhere we want to go (chorus) In your house I long to be Room by room patiently I'll wait for you there Like a stone I'll wait for you there Alone On my deathbed I will pray To the gods and the angels Like a pagan to anyone Who will take me to heaven To a place I recall I was there so long ago The sky was bruised The wine was bled And there you led me on (chorus) In your house I long to be Room by room patiently I'll wait for you there Like a stone I'll wait for you there Alone And on I read Until the day was gone And I sat in regret Of all the things I've done For all that I've blessed And all that I've wronged In dreams until my death I will wander on

To All The Men On Cherrytap/fubar/wtf Ever...
Hi, I'm Lindsey. I have a fiance', and a GIRLFRIEND. I'm not interested in dating you, I'm not interested in sleeping with your girlfriend so you can watch... *NO, I do NOT want to see your cock pictures...*The cock is NOT the prettiest thing in the world to look at...* *Just because I fan you/rate your profile/rate your pics DOES NOT MEAN I want you. GET OVER YOURSELVES. *If you wanna see my NSFW pictures, FAN ME FIRST. If I don't answer you in the shoutbox right away, it probably means I'm busy or I'm not here. I stay signed in 24/7 and I'm NOT ALWAYS sitting here. Just a few things you should know in order to STAY on my friend's list...

Hormonal Ramblings
Hormonal Ramblings It is easy to be negative about our past mistakes and unhappiness. But it's much more healing to look at ourselves and our past in the light of experience, acceptance,and growth. Our past is a series of lessons that advance us to higher levels of living and loving. The relationships we entered, stayed in, or ended taught us necessary lessons. Some of us have emerged from the most painful circumstances with strong insights about who we are and what we want. Each step of the way, we learned, we went through exactly the experiences we needed to, to become who we are today. Each step of the way, we have progressed. Is our past a mistake? NO! The only mistake we can make is mistaking that for the truth! Danielle Aug 2007

Foot In Mouth Syndrome
Foot In Mouth Syndrome ...don't you hate it when you say or do something you know you shouldn't have done! you wish your brain would work before you say or do something! half of the time, i think my brain is on vacation while i keep truckin' along, doing and saying stuff. sometimes, i get in trouble for that! But.. I am sure, that my brain will continue to take its spontaneous vacations and I may say or do something kinda dumb once in a while. All I can say, is 'oops...sorry about that'. I may offend, annoy or anger people..I may not do the right thing all the time....but I am only human ...and people know how to get a hold of me if they have something to say to me. I love a good discussion, even about shitty things sometimes! Danielle Aug 2007

Karma
You Have OK Karma You try to be a good person... well, sometimes you try! While you are caring deep down, you don't always show it. You're very focused on yourself, and others come second (if not third). Which is fine, but don't expect others to focus on you. How's Your Karma?

I Give Up
I give up I have loved you forever. I have given you all i have to give. never am i good enough for you to show the world you love me. I promised id never make my own blood flow again. but why should i keep that promise when you dont keep yours to me. As i sit here in the dark writting to you i make first one cut then another. watching as a red pool starts to gather around my hand. I give up pretending, praying . I wont ask for things you are to ashamed to give. you denied me what i asked for what iv begged for so now I will punish me in the way you cant stand. its not to get back at you. its simple a way to end things. i give up on loving you or you loving me. I cant type much more . blood is going allover my keys. i must bid you farwell foralways

This Weekend I Will Be....
CELEBRATING THREE YEARS SINCE MY DIVORCE. I WAS MARRIED TO A MAN FOR 6YRS THAT I FOUND OUT AFTER THE DIVORCE WAS NEVER IN LOVE WITH ME SO YES, I AM GOING TO CELEBRATE! WE DO STILL TALK BECAUSE WE HAVE A DAUGHTER AND TRY TO STAY ON FRIENDLY TERMS BECAUSE OF HER. I CAN NOT WAIT TO FALL IN LOVE AGAIN AND MARRY A MAN WHO LOVES ME FOR WHO I AM AND WANTS TO GROW OLD WITH ME. AS FAR AS THE CELEBRATING GOES, I THINK A GIRLFRIEND AND I MIGHT BE GOING TO TEXAS TUMBLEWEED. IF YOU WANT TO HELP ME IN THIS CELEBRATION, I WOULD LOVE TO SEE YOU THERE! I SHOULD HAVE MORE INFO ON THE CELEBRATION TOMORROW AFTERNOON SO FEEL FREE TO ASK IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN HELPING ME CELEBRATE. JUST WANT TO ALSO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL MY WONDERFULL FRIENDS ON HERE THAT HAVE HELPED ME THRU SOME TUFF TIMES IN DEALING WITH THE LONELY FEELING THAT I DO STILL GET. I LOVE YOU GUYS/GIRLS SO VERY MUCH! THERI YOUR SWEET TEXAS COWGIRL

Ok So I Gave Up On Being Angry
Um yeah i am way to lazy to type correctly or spell for that matter however update on the missing van its still fucking STOLEN meaning it has not been recovered!!! oh well gotta call the adjusters tomorrow and get shit settled well we'll see what happens from there

Another Naughty Story By Dolly Disaster
Hey all my naughty friends. I actually wrote this well over a year ago and decided to post it for you all to read.. I definitely want to hear what you thought about it.. I LOVE hearing from all of you.. Dont be shy... Bites and Stitches! Dolly Disaster~ XXX~ . I want to feel your hot breath on my neck as your fingertips trace my neck, collarbone, down my stomach, then right between my legs slowly grazing my inner thighs...I slowly spread my legs apart a bit..Fell you softly rub my pussy through my panties....YOu feel me start to tremble at your touch...I start to grind my hips against your body, I can feel your cock groeing and getting hard against my ass and I start to grind on you a bit harder...I feel your hand come up and gently wrap around my neck, you pull me into you and whisper in my ear that you want my cunt...You climb on top of me and you kiss me HARD i can feel your cock against my stomach nice and hard..Youtongue fuck my mouth with your tongue and I can feek your hea

Wish Me Luck.
I'm in the Air Force Reserves. I'm going to Tech School in Lackland AFB, San Antonio,TX. For those of you not familiar with the Air Force, that is where they hold Basic Training. I've already done my time in Lackland and i'm not ready to go back. I start school September 13, 2007 and finish October 26. I don't know when i'm coming back or if everything will be alright at home with my wife and possible kid on the way. I'm just worried like crazy. I don't want to run into any of my MTI's or anything like that, or lose my wife or anything. New things are scarey to me. I would appreciate anyone who reads this to wish me luck or pray for me if you believe in God. Just drop me a line or comment or message if you would like to i would really appreciate the support. Thanks for listening and please respond.

Be A Father To Your Child
This is something that I see on Maury almost every day when I see these dead beat dads refusing to claim the child.Having a child is the most precious thing in the world & anyone that can't have childern would be glad to have them because I would because they need a male role model in their lives to teach them right from wrong.That's why we have a lot of young kids running amuck because there was no male role model around.Children are the most precious gift from God & we should take out time to let them know that we care & will always be for them.

Hold Me Tonight
HOLD ME TONIGHT, AND FEEL MY PAIN. STAY TILL TOMORROW, AND SEE THE SAME. HOLD ME TONIGHT, JUST FOR AWHILE. MABE JUST ONCE, I CAN SMILE. HOLD ME TONIGHT, AND KNOW WHAT I AM. THAT TORTURED SOUL, ALWAYS DAM_NED HOLD ME TONIGHT, AND GIVE ME YOUR ALL. WATCH AND SEE, WE'LL STAND TALL. IF YOU MAKE THE CHOICE, TO HOLD ME TONIGHT. I'LL BE BY YOUR SIDE, WITH NO END IN SIGHT..... by;Paul A. 8-18-7

Please Read This
PLEASE READ THIS AND PASS ON. IMPORTANT. We all carry our mobile phones with names & numbers stored in its memory but nobody, other than ourselves, knows which of these numbers belong to our closest family or friends. If we were to be involved in an accident or were taken ill, the people attending us would have our mobile phone but wouldn't know who to call. Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? Hence this " ICE" (In Case of Emergency) Campaign The concept of "ICE" is catching on quickly. It is a method of contact during emergency situations. As cell phones are carried by the majority of the population, all you need to do is store the number of a contact person or persons who should be contacted during emergency under the name "ICE" ( In Case Of Emergency). The idea was thought up by a paramedic who found that when he went to the scenes of accidents, there were always mobile phones with patients, but they

Buy Our Bands Music Here!!!
Front CoverCheck Out Our Official Site at http://www.opulentmusic.com and be sure to sign the guest book! Yes, ladies and gentlemen, we have the New CD: A Diversity of Form!A Diversity Of Form combines Scary rhythms and haunting Vocals, making a home in the entwined synthesized soundscape, beautiful and horrific. With a guitarist that is metal influenced, and a Singer that is lost in a superb excursion, and never wanting it to end. Additional Voices have been conjoined to create a mixture of absinthe-induced Metal, Industrial, with sounds that are Rock solid.A Diversity Of Form has all of your Favorites. The opening track is "Dead Gurl" Followed by "Amy Blue" and on to "pOizon". The new album also includes unreleased material. Introducing, Lyric, Lost, and one of my faves: Numb.A DIVERSITY OF FORM THE LONG AWAITED ALBUM RELEASE IS FINALLY HERE !!! Back Cover All images © Allison Scott Muzik 2007

No More"nsfw" Folder
I have been thinking about this for a time now, and i did it; I completely removed my "nsfw" folder. For a few simple reasons, 1.) I'm tired of 'some' men joining my friends list, just to see the "nsfw" folder. 2.) Some of the remarks that were made towards my picutres were rude and just not something i want to read. 3.) I was also tired of some of the grief i was getting from fellow women on here, calling me names, and pointing out the fact im married, WTF is it to you in the first place. I know some are offended by nudity, but you people need to stop your contradicting for a simple reason, you frigin look at those same damn pictures we all look at; so, for the time being, i have removed all pictures that are "nsfw". Sorry about this, but maybe when other f*ckheads grow the hell up, i may put them back up, maybe! Take care and be safe

Mixture Of You And Me
To feel ur eyes work my body from across the room. To make love to ur lips as u gently kiss me. To embrace your hands as they glide over my body touching the most delicate parts. To see your reaction as I take you in my mouth...all the way in and back out again. Hold my hips as I gently sit in ur lap and rock back and forth, slowly at first and then faster as I push you deeper into me. I want to whisper in your ear how big you are inside of my tight canal. Watch as my eyes roll back in my head as your hardness touches my inner spot. Feel my fingertips run lightly up your back as we hold each other tight and bring each other to that special place that we both so love. Hold on baby, it's time...can you feel it. I'm gettin tighter and I feel you pulsating inside of me. Here we go...don't slow down now, just hold on and embrace the moment...Yes...pure destiny as our juices mix into a sweet blend.

Need Your Hrlp!
I want to creat a new pic folder of my friends of Fubar.... I want to put 1 or 2 pics of ladies that are friends of mine here so others surfing through might see you and wonder over and say Hi. I will only add your pic if you say its ok. I won't always pic the "sexiest" ones.. but ones I think make you look awsome, smiles... and I won't use a NSFW pic unless you say it's ok. So if you'd like a pic there leave me a reply here or shout me and let me know I can one or two and if you want a NSFW... I wonder how many of those OK's I'll get..lol... I just want to make a folder of my friends who are all special to me and maybe others will hit up your profile and add points your way! anyway.. just see how this goes... first who actually reads blogs...lol... and who lets me put a pic. up Have a great weekend all....

So Tell Me.........
Howdy People and other strange beings!! Hope everyone is doing just wonderfuckle. I myself am doing fine!! So with this blog, I am asking you all a questions about your screen name. How did you get it? Does it have any special meaning behind it? If so, do you mind sharing what it is? Mine is very simple.....I am a very simple country girl that loves living in the country. I enjoy doing all things country style....muddin, driving tractors, fishing, camping, etc. And the happy part....well, I just try to always be a happy person. Most of you know by now that bullshitting is one of my favorite things to do. I love to be happy and make other people happy. So, come on, share some info with me about your screen name!! ~~Hugs~~ Mary, The Happy Country Girl

The Aspca Gives You The Lowdown On Why Your Garbage Could Be Harmful To Pets
‘Talkin’ Trash:’ The ASPCA Gives You the Lowdown On Why Your Garbage Could Be Harmful to Pets NEW YORK, August 9, 2007—Picture the scene: you walk into your kitchen and are greeted by a veritable smorgasbord of refuse with tell-tale paw prints surrounding the “scene of the crime.” Yes, your four-legged friend got into the garbage—again! “What may appear to be a minor, albeit, frustrating annoyance to many pet parents could actually pose a great risk to your pets,” says Dr. Steven Hansen, board-certified veterinary toxicologist and senior vice president with the ASPCA, who manages the ASPCA’s Midwest Office, which houses the ASPCA Animal Poison Control Center (APCC). “It’s important that pet parents understand and familiarize themselves with the potential dangers that can be found in everyday trash.” Here are some of the major threats your pets might suffer from “talking trash”: 1. Physical Obstruction Hazards. Items such as meat and poultry bones, plastic, metal or paper ca

Sorry To All My Fubar Friends!!
Hello to all my Fubar friends!!! First of all "I'M SORRY TO ALL MY FURBAR FRIENDS THAT THINK I HAVE PUSHED YOU AWAY!" I still love all of you!!! OK now, I've got a butt load of emails and shout about not being on here that much lately, I'm very sorry!! I'm sorry that I haven't been on that much in the past few of months. I have alot of things going in my life right now, getting a new job and a new girlfriend. WOOHOO!! ha-ha So, I have been spending a lot of time with her and all. Plus 2 of my life time friends are moving out of state, today, so I've been spending alot of time with them as well. I love spending time with you guys so I'm going to make more time for all of you. I'm sure all of you know how it is when you first start dating someone new, you spend every free minute you have with them. I'm not sure if it is love or not but it's very strong, what ever it is!! DAMN STRONG!! :-p So this is me saying I'm very sorry to all my friends!!!! Love ya all!!! Michael

Too Good To Be True! Hehehe...
A woman was sitting at a bar enjoying an after work cocktail with her girlfriends when an exceptionally tall, handsome, extremely sexy, middle-aged man entered. He was so striking that the woman could not take her eyes off him. The young-at-heart man noticed her overly attentive stare and walked directly toward her. (As men will.) Before she could offer her apologies for staring so rudely, he leaned over and whispered to her, "I'll do anything, absolutely anything, that you want me to do, no matter how kinky, for $20.00......on one condition." Flabbergasted, the woman asked what the condition was. The man replied, "You have to tell me what you want me to do in just three words." The woman considered his proposition for a moment, and then slowly removed a $20 bill from her purse, which she pressed into the man's hand along with her address. She looked deeply into his eyes, and slowly and meaningfully said "clean my house".....

Pinch My Nipples!
Maybe you have seen this before, but it is pretty funny. Remember this the next time you need to return something and they are giving you a hard time!!!!!!! A woman went to a WalMart service counter and told the clerk she wanted a refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work. The clerk told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started screaming, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!!!!" The befuddled clerk ran away to g et the store manager in front of a growing crowd of customers. The manager comes to the woman and asks,"Ma'am what's wrong?" She explains the problem with the toaster, and he also tells her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screams, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!" which begins to draw a

4 Worms And A Lesson
A minister decided that a visual demonstration would add emphasis to his Sunday sermon. Four worms were placed into four separate jars. The first worm was put into a container of alcohol. The second worm was put into a container of cigarette smoke. The third worm was put into a container of chocolate syrup. The fourth worm was put into a container of good clean soil. At the conclusion of the sermon, the Minister reported the following results: The first worm in alcohol - Dead. The second worm in cigarette smoke - Dead Third worm in chocolate syrup - Dead Fourth worm in good clean soil - Alive. So the Minister asked the congregation - What can you learn from this demonstration? Maxine was sitting in the back, quickly raised her hand and said, "As long as you drink, smoke and eat chocolate, you won't have worms!" That pretty much ended the service

F*ck This!!!!
Fuck this shit!!! I'm tired of dealing with people's shit and I'm tired of not being able to get friends who can seriously be my friends and be happy for me!!! I'm not going to be on this site anymore...If anyone is a true friend and wants to be a part of my life, let me know. Bye!!!

Wtf Is This?
MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts Okay I have a question.Do men really think that some of the things you say are tasteful,even if they are do you really think it is nice or proper to say shit in the first two things you say to someone.Damn get to know me and stop assuming I would like to hear it.It is a major turn off,at least woo me a little bit.So if I stop talking to you out of the blue with no response this is why!!! If I turn you on then great but to continue on with do you wear thongs or would you like to fuck will get you no where.I would never do that to you so why makes it okay for you to do me in this manner.I know my page is a little racey but still it is not an excuse to treat me like some fucking whore!!!

Badass Marine Rap
She called... Blacks, Whites...wait African Americans and Caucasians, Asians, excuse me. Vietnamese, Philipenes, Koreans and Jamaicans or Haitans, waitin' Hispanics y'all. Please be paitent Mexican, Puerto Ricans, Venezualean, Cuban, Dominican, Panamanian Democrats I beg your pardon, you partied with the late, great Reagan? Republican, Independent, Christian, Catholic, Methodist, Baptist, 7th Day Adventist, 5 Percenters, Hindu, Sunii Muslim, Brothers and Sisters who never seen the New York city skyline when the twin towers still existed. But still She called. From the bowels of Ground Zero she sent this 911 distress signal. Because She was in desperate need of a hero, and didn't have time to decipher what to call 'em, so she called 'em all Her children. The children of the stars and bars who needed to know nothing more than the fact that she called. The fact that someone attempted to harm us this daughter who covered us all with her loving ar

When You Lose The One You Love...
Whether it's because of death or because of the relationship coming to a close, when you lose the one you have given your heart to, it always hurts. I just recently watched the movie City of Angels and I can NOT believe the impact this movie had on my heart! I have a great friend who is going thru loss right now and this blog goes out to him. I love ya Trev!!! "I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it. One." Just sit and think about that for one moment... When love is so great that just ONE experience with that person is enough to satisfy you than having never had it, would it be worth it? So many times we grieve so hard for the person we lost that we don't realize how much they touched our lives and that our lives wouldn't be any different had they never come in... We put up walls, some of us vow NEVER to love again, some of us are stuck living everyday thinking about how we want th

Projects
Last year, shortly after I left my husband, I was dating a guy we’ll call CR. CR and I broke up after a month and I guess I would say he was and still is the only “boyfriend” I’ve had in over a year now. After the break up I did a lot of soul searching and through many conversations with my best friend and multiple life coaches, I realized that I have been with what I like to call “Project Men”. These are men that have serious issues that for some subconscious reason I want to fix. Lemme give you an example: E: Drug addict, alcoholic, couldn’t hold a job. Orphaned by his mom at 2, dad died at 10. Always in some kind of trouble, no car, living with friends- sleeping on their couch when I met him S: Ex con, sold “stuff”, deadbeat dad, limited education, working menial jobs (I thought he was a step up from E since S actually had a car), lived with his parents at 27 CR: Father of 2, cheated on wife, couldn’t keep a job or his finances straight (Hey at least, he had a car a

Just The Blues
Love rescue me Come forth and speak to me Raise me up and dont let me fall No man is my enemy My own hands imprison me Love rescue me Is there anything that holds deeper thought and releases more passion than the blues? A blues lyric of only two words could say more than you could write in an an entire dictionary. Bass lines roll though your heart like a freight train, a voice full of emotion crying a message about life, the tickle of ivories and the tight clutch of a brass section, all lead by the beat of almost subliminal drums, whips marks across your back like a cruel slave master. The Blues is like a poltergeist, the presence of which freezes you motionless, as it runs it's fist down your tightened throat, grabs your heart and bites down hard. It grips your entire body so tight that your breathing changes, and so gentle that your body sways to the beat. There's not a solvent strong enough to get it off you or a drug powerful enough to get it out of you. The Blues is the

Brought A Tear To My Eyes
I give up I have loved you forever. I have given you all i have to give. never am i good enough for you to show the world you love me. I promised id never make my own blood flow again. but why should i keep that promise when you dont keep yours to me. As i sit here in the dark writting to you i make first one cut then another. watching as a red pool starts to gather around my hand. I give up pretending, praying . I wont ask for things you are to ashamed to give. you denied me what i asked for what iv begged for so now I will punish me in the way you cant stand. its not to get back at you. its simple a way to end things. i give up on loving you or you loving me. I cant type much more . blood is going all over the keyboard. I must bid you farewell while there is still life in my body. farwell for always my love

.pet.shop.girls.
Your dreams are more important than you realize right now, so try your best to remember them -- writing them down would be best. If they don't make any sense at the moment, they should pretty soon. gee...isnt that slightly reminiscent of a conversation i just had last nite...hmmm. ------------------------------- k so. found the pet store... with some help from mah trusty chickadee...heh they didnt have the stuff we needed... soooo we ventured to the other pet store mah chickadee mentioned n the guy in the first pet shop said to check out. oh. mah. gawd. they had...everything. bought Rocky the Frog a new terrarium... some ground cover... a lil hut a new water dish and some meal worms dun dun dun. bought mah lil raye o sunshine a guinea pig. cuz she was just sooo uberly cute... i had to have her. regardless of whether sunshine wanted her or not *giggles* i hafta take pix of her. bought her a lil...habitat home thingie with a lil wooden cubie... an

I Had To Change My Name On Fubar
I had to change my name on fubar because "Orgasmic" is no longer allowed in a name and my name was showing up as just my ID of "385108" My name on fubar is now just "O Aimee~~NSFW~~" Kinda sucks, but oh well. Hope everyone has an awesome weekend! Please rate my blogs if you read them. Thanks, Orgasmic Aimee

Hello Out Their
IM ON THIS SITE TO MEET PEOPLE. BUT FROM TIME TO TIME I DO RUN ACROSS THINGS I POST TO THE BULLETIN OR ITS A REPOST. YOU ALL CAN SEND ME PAGE COMMENTS AND CRY CAUSE YA CANT GET IN MY SHOUT BOX. MY SHOUT BOX IS FOR FAMILY ONLY. THAT MEANS MY TRUE FRIENDS HERE ON FUBAR. BUT I GUESS WHAT IM REALLY SAYING IS WHEN I POST A BULLETIN OR REPOST ONE WHERE THE HELL IS EVERY ONE AT???? SO IM GONNA CLEAN HOUSE. IF YOU READ MY PROFILE IM NOT HERE FOR POINTS. SO IF YOU DONT WANT TO BE MY FRIEND THAN GET THE HELL OFF MY PAGE PLEASE.

145,000 To Godfather
HES TOO CLOSE NOT TO DO THIS We have a Fubar close to God Fathering.. He's got about 145,000 to go..Show her some love. Hes got a lot of pictures and Stash to rate. Show him some love. Hes got something for everyone. †hΓøä†ƒäωk™@ fubarsome love.

My Goal
As day approaches nightfall My tongue has one desire To slip between your pussy lips Ignite that lustful fire Fingers play along the rim, To search for growing clit To gently probe around her base Add tender subtle flick Fingers reach, and gently search To find that special spot The one to inflame passion In pussy now red hot You start to shake, and quiver now Your pussy lips alive As orgasm engulfs you The goal, for which I strive

To Love A Slave
To Love A Slave If you want a slave, If you want to keep a slave, You must show her your strength as well as your compassion. If you would be beloved by her, You must show her your love. If you would be adored by her, You must cherish her. If you would have her devoted to you, You must inspire her gratitude. A slave gives you her heart As well as her body; She gives you her trust As well as her submission. Never forget that what you want from her must be earned.... must be mented.... Are you worthy of such a slave as you desire? Do you treat her with the degree of respect you expect of her? There is such a fine line! Love and devotion can turn to anger and resentment If trust is betrayed, If power is abused, If your freedom becomes careless. Discipline is not for submissives alone! Control of a slave depends on control of yourself. Never lose sight of your grave responsibility to one who gives herself over to you! Never lapse into callousness or careles

If You Realy Love Someone...trust Them And Tell The Truth
You Know when you really truly love someone you should trust them enough to tell them the truth. Testing them is good to a point to see if they really do love you, but when is it testing goes too far. When do we say no more? A heart can be breaken with just the slightest of moves. The pain that can be felt inside is sharp, very painful and then one wonders what more is going to be tested... then sparks a matter of truth. the one testing wants to know if he / she can trust the one they are testing and the one feeling the pain is not being trusted. How should we really handle the way we test the ones we love and find out if they really love us? If we know they love us...Should we have to test them? Is it that our hearts know that they love us but our minds fuck us over and want us to test them and make us do these stupid things? Well whatever it is... I feel the test should not be in the form of lies, it should be in the forms of a foundation. One to build a life on ...not something to b

I Dont Need
I look in the mirrow everyday so i know what i look like. I dont need someone else putting me down or talking trash about me. I know im a big woman i know whats flabby and whats not. I really dont give a dang if someone thinks i look like crap coz you know what i happen to be a very beautiful person on the inside even on the internet im a beautiful person. I dont have to show my body to get rated. hell if i had to show my body for that id never get rated. I refuse to change who i am just to make a few ppl online happy. i am always honest if you dont like it dont talk to me. I dont talk crap to ppl personaly i have a man. I happen to be very faithful. i dont need to screw around with someone else online to make me feel better about myself or how things are in my real life. I dont have to tell anyone what size my breast are coz frankly its no ones biz but mine and my b/fs and yes he happens to be on this site as well.

School
school starts for Blake this friday. he will be in kindergarden..im excited but yet scared. hes been waiting to start for months. im scared that he might not do so well..he did great in preschool but this isnt preschool :-( this is a whole new ballpark...it isnt just about fun and games now its more about learning...the req for kindergarden isnt like it used to be :-( i truely hope he does well!!!!!!

Help!! Woman Trouble!!
HELP!!! I have a girl that won't leave me alone, she calls me about 4 or 5 times a week. All she wants is sex! That was cool and all but now I have a girlfriend! We dated for a little while and it was all about the sex!! ha-ha After we stopped dating we still made time for a "booty call" a few times a week. I have tried everything I can think of, yet she still calls and begs for it and she's got a BF! She's a nut!!! :-p My GF thinks it's funny and so did I at first, but it's getting old!! Don't really want to cut all ties with her because of a promise I made to her about always being there for as a friend. She does have any friends besides me and 2 other people! I'm lost!! Any ideas??

Dime This Is All I Got
IF EVERYONE GIVES A LITTLE Hi everyone. We have an amazing woman here. Strong, caring, loyal, and the list goes on. I could be here all night telling you all the great things about her and it still would only be just the tip if the ice berg. Shes in a contest now one that I myself would turn away and say no that is just way to hard.. Even with all the backing I have.. She needs 250.000 comments and when she gets that "and that is a when" she will receive a one year VIC. You see it's not a matter of if. She will get this VIC. It's a matter of when. If everyone just gives a little of themselves to pitch in 20 comments a day. She will have this prize in no time but that of course is up to you.. Shes got me till the end. Does she have you? Please lets give a little. Click on this pic and leave a few. Bookmark it also so you can visit it each day and take part in her victory.

I Realized
tonight that i have the most awesome friends and that getting attakced by moths is never a good idea and you all should be proud i had drugs waved in my face and turned them down even tho im trashed YAY !!!!!!!!

Why Is A Disability A Problem
i'm to the point of just not giving a shit about what anyone thinks anymore. all anyone seems to do is bitch at me because i right in caps and not lower case. i have a program on my computer that allowes it to talk to me. that way i don't have to depend on looking at the screen to see what i am typing. my puter tells me what i am typing as i type it. so if this is all fuck up i don't really give a shit because every one thinks all i am doing is yelling. if that is the case why do you even read the mumms that i have posted. just so you and profve what an ass you can be because you are perfec and i am not. i am just as nurmal as you or anyone else. if you thing i am not capable of doing things like working on carws or detailing them like i used to whern i owned my own detail shop for 10years,. and was very sucseful at to. i have pics in my profike that show the work i have done with cars. so just because i am blind does not mean i am not able to be apart of your fuck up world. know one

Awakening Apology
I didn't mean to wake you, I really didn't dear. It's just that when we're sleeping, I love to hold you near. And as you snuggle firmly, against me in the night, My hand slides to your tummy, I love to hold you tight. I guess when my lips kiss you, right there below your hair, it might just wake you softly, I guess I shouldn't dare. I guess I shouldn't hold you, so tight all thru the night, but holding you is so nice, it only seems so right. Your back conforms so nicely, you fit against my chest, and it's just like we're fitted our bodies so at rest. Your navels slight depression, I cover with my hand, the way you breath, the movement slight, makes me feel oh so grand. My other hand feels breathing too, more moving, I can tell, for that hand holds a precious gift, a perfect womans swell. The warmth, the firmness of your breast, the slightly yeilding tone, always very supple, my touching cannot roam. You fit within my hand so well, your supple firm young breast, and sometimes on

Saving The Mumms?? Lol
OK saw a few mumms tonite where people were down out right crule. Apparently there is a big movement to save the mumms from the N00bs..lol k. Ill admit in the beginning I was a big basher, jumped on the sheep bandwagon and made popular with the regs. Then things started crossing a line and became very cruel, thats when I realized how stupid I was being.Became one to stand up for the one getting their ass chewed up and literally spit out. Along with that became hated, yea it pissed me off. ive evolved to a degree unless its military, or faith , or getting attacked needlessly. Personally Ive watched the mumms go down the toilet, not by points, not by n00bs, but by the haters that call themselves the "Regs". They taught the so called n00bs to hate just to be able to be in a mumm. Why? OH thats right in a mumm I read a comment that its better to bash the Virtual people on the internet then in real life. hmm So we are Virtual people..wow.. I am a reg, but not one of those wh

Marriage
Marriage (Part I) Typical macho man married typical good-looking lady, and after the wedding, he laid down the following rules: "I'll be home when I want, if I want and at what time I want -- and I don't expect any hassle from you. I expect a great dinner to be on the table unless I tell you that I won't be home for dinner. I'll go hunting, fishing, boozing, and card-playing when I want with my old buddies, and don't you give me a hard time about it. Those are my rules. Any comments?" His new bride said: "No, that's fine with me. Just understand that there will be sex here at seven o'clock every night...whether you're here or not." (DARN SHE'S GOOD!) ************************************************ Marriage (Part II) Husband and wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary! The husband yells, "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads, 'Here Lies My Wife -- Cold As E

A Perfect Outlook On My Life
To be, or not to be: that is the question: Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, Or to take arms against a sea of troubles, And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep; No more; and by a sleep to say we end The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks That flesh is heir to, 'tis a consummation Devoutly to be wish'd. To die, to sleep; To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there's the rub; For in that sleep of death what dreams may come When we have shuffled off this mortal coil, Must give us pause: there's the respect That makes calamity of so long life; For who would bear the whips and scorns of time, The oppressor's wrong, the proud man's contumely, The pangs of despised love, the law's delay, The insolence of office and the spurns That patient merit of the unworthy takes, When he himself might his quietus make With a bare bodkin? who would fardels bear, To grunt and sweat under a weary life, But that the dread of som

Quotes
I am addicted to quotes so I am always compiling a list of my favorites. Below is a select few of them: Love, like a river, will cut a new path whenever it meets an obstacle. Friends are the sunshine of life. I like frogs, and their outlook, and the way they get together in wet places on warm nights and sing about sex You and me, baby, ain't nothing but mammals, so let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel. Others don't really want you to tell them what to do; they just need to know that you understand their situation and you care enough to listen. Just being there for them is worth more than you realize. Worrying is like a rocking chair: it gives you something to do, but it doesn't get you anywhere! (I gotta remember this one a lot!) Lack of education is an extraordinary handicap when one is being offensive. I take it as a man's duty to restrain himself. I have with me two gods, Persuasion and Compulsion. Givers have to set limits becaus

Hello, Hello, Hello
Well, guess I didn't make it here in time to say Goodmorning...so guess it's a Good Afternoon to everyone now! Not much going on here...being lazy, as we usually are on a Sunday. We're possibly suppose to get some rain this afternoon....50/50 chance, and we SURE need it, so let's hope at least a little shows up before the day's over. Everything here is soooooo dry, as I'm sure it is across several areas of the country. I use to be able to walk in my yard barefoot, but now the grass...or what there is of it, just sticks the bottom of your feet, it's so dry and brown. I do love hot weather, but it can go a bit to the extreme at times. But, as much as I hate cold, I will take the extreme, vs. the cold anytime! Moriah worked this weekend, and is at Landon's...so we're headed out to Landon's later to do supper. School starts for her on Tuesday, so just one more day of summer freedom....a BIG SENIOR, and she IS excited! As Mom...I'm still trying to figure out where the past 17 y

To Get Women's Forgiveness
On their wedding night, the young bride approached her new husband and asked for $20.00 for their first lovemaking encounter. In his highly aroused state, her husband readily agreed. This scenario was repeated each time they made love, for more than 30 years, with him thinking that it was a cute way for her to afford new clothes and other incidentals that she needed. Arriving home around noon one day, she was surprised to find her husband in a very drunken state. During the next few minutes, he explained that his employer was going through a process of corporate downsizing, and he had been let go. It was unlikely that, at the age of 59, he'd be able to find another position that paid anywhere near what he'd been earning, and therefore,they were financially ruined. Calmly, his wife handed him a bank book which showed more than thirty years of steady deposits and interest totaling nearly $1 million. Then she showed him certificates of deposits issued by the b

Paycheck
Here's a truly heartwarming story about the bond formed between a little 5-year-old girl and some construction workers that makes you believe that we CAN make a difference when we give a child the gift of our time. A young family moved into a house next door to a vacant lot. One day a construction crew turned up to start building a house on the empty lot The young family's 5-year-old daughter naturally took an interest in all the activity going on next door and spent much of each day observing the workers. Eventually the construction crew, all of them gems-in-the-rough, more or less adopted her as a kind of project mascot. They chatted with her, let her sit with them while they had coffee and lunch breaks, and gave her little jobs to do here and there to make her feel important. At the end of the first week they even presented her with a pay envelope containing a couple of dollars. The little girl took this home to her mother who said all the appropriat

Tag!!! :d
So the point of this game is to post a blog about ten weird habits/random facts about yourself, and then "tag" ten people who, then, have to post a blog about their ten weird habits/random facts. You have to tag them in your blog and then post a comment on their page saying that you tagged them. No tag-backs are allowed! 1. I have to eat Skittles 6 at a time. 2. I pick things up with my toes when I am to lazy to bend over. 3. I have to fall asleep with the TV on. 4. My 3rd toe on my left foot is shorter then the one on my right. 5. I love to cook!! 6. I am almost 30 and still love cartoons. 7. I am a slight clean freak 8. I have to eat Starburst, on flavor group at a time. 9. I have an attention span of a child sometimes. 10. I love commercials more then TV shows.

I Got Tagged!
So the point of this game is to post a blog about ten weird habits/random facts about yourself, and then "tag" ten people who, then, have to post a blog about their ten weird habits/random facts. You have to tag them in your blog and then post a comment on their page saying that you tagged them. No tag-backs are allowed! 1.Okay, here goes. I have an intense fear of praying manits..hate those things. my brothers tormented me by those. 2. All through junior high and high school I only had two boyfriends. and that was when I was in 10th grade. 3.If I have cheesecake or cherry garcia in front of me..I'm a goner. 4. I hate people that force people into things. I was raped twice when I was my late teenager to early 20's. I hate people that have to do that. 5.I think mayo and bananna sandwich is ucky( i think it's a north carolina thing). It's suppose to be peanut butter and bannanna 6.When I was a child I stepped on a bee and got stung.It left a mark. When my daughter was

Right Here
STAIND LYRICS "Right Here" I know I've been mistaken But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made I've got some imperfections But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I hope you're not intending To be so condescending it's as much as i can take and you're so independent you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I've made a commitment I'm willing to bleed for you I needed fulfillment I found what I need in you Why can't you just

Caged Soul
I lie on the edge of passion Every heart beat another cry Breathing, an agony to bear I call silently, for you to find me These threads of lust That bind me to your shadow You slowly woven with stealth Threading with skill through my Heart I am a caged soul Fed just enough of you To keep me alive But not enough for me to live What you did not take I give to you anyway Like sparkling liquid of melted stars I poured it into your hands. My velvet black sky Sits like empty canvass And you the master creator Painting my destiny

Ya Sure!
~Don't let conversations float along the surface unless they're with people who aren't important to you. There's always more to be discovered, and you can push things a little farther than usual today.~ Well this is today's horoscope! I would love to have some in depth conversations about the shit going on in my life right now! Love to be able to discuss the confusion and the fear, but that would require having those I trust available to listen. Seems like when I really NEED someone, there isn't anyone there. Either that or they just focus on a small piece of what's going on and want to tell me how to fix it, and they don't take the time to see the big picture. I don't feel like I am a needy person in general, but i do have my moments. Those days that I am insecure and full of fear, and I don't trust my own thoughts or feelings. I have been having a few of those recently. I know what is triggering them, I just don't know how to handle it. I get on here to distract my

Vacation
I will be missing for the next few days. At 1:00a.m. we are loading up the van & leaving for South Dakota. I will be gone until friday, at which point I will upload a shit load of pics from our trip. If I can get to a comp iI might jump on to say "hey", but don't hold me to that. I will talk to every one in about a week. See ya.

The Path To Peace
Peace is a fleeting state of being, Brought about through grace. Grace is a quality much sought after, Elusive, yet always within reach. And in reaching into our deepest self, We can become completely selfless. And only then will we be graceful enough, To completely find inner peace. ~Morgana Angelia~ 8-19-2007

24 Things To Always Remeber And One Thing Never To Forget !
Twentyfour Things to Always Remember. . . and One Thing to Never Forget!! 1. Your presence is a present to the world. 2. You're unique and one of a kind. 3. Your life can be what you want it to be. 4. Take the days just one at a time. 5. Count your blessings, not your troubles. 6. You'll make it through whatever comes along. 7. Within you are so many answers. 8. Understand, have courage, be strong. 9. Don't put limits on yourself. 10. So many dreams are waiting to be realized. 11. Decisions are too important to leave to chance. 12. Reach for your peak, your goal, and your prize. 13. Nothing wastes more energy than worrying. 14. The longer one carries a problem, the heavier it gets. 15. Don't take things too seriously. 16. Live a life of serenity, not a life of regrets. 17. Remember that a little love goes a long way. 18. Remember that a lot . . . goes forever. 19. Remember that friendship is a wise investment. 20. Life's tr

For Your Touch
You rage through me like a storm Making my head spin Turning my life upside down Challenging all that I knew You have brought me to love In a way I have never known Taught me passion I never thought I could feel You have proved to me That I feel the most adored And stand the tallest When on my knees before you That for your touch I will tremble like a baby, That I feel most loved When I know that you are pleased Tantalizing, like liquid silk You explode all my senses Igniting the fires Once embers in my soul

Just Frustrated
I know to alot of my friends on here the last couple of days I have been a hermit. I have been thinkin about so much and the weight that is on my shoulders is heavy. Between work and home I want to just pack a bag and run the hell away to a desserted island. My boss has been playin with my wages and not payin right. Then says opps I'm sorry the computer must have messed this up. I work in the same software and it doesnt mess up like that. SO been lookin for another job. And in him messing with my wages has caused the NSF shit to happen in the whole checkin account. I put my heart and soul into my job and get shit on. Why is when you are a fuck up at work they dont give you shit but when u actually care and take pride in ur work they shit on you. Fuck I'm tired, This makes a gurl want to say fuck it and sit on the fuckin system and not do shit in life. I have busted my ass in life and to get this is bulshit. workin 3 jobs to make it. and then hear grief from people about wh

Fake People
You know, lately I have been thinking that I'm being led on by people. I am so nice to them and shit but they just seem to blow me off. If shit like this keeps happening I'm just going to cut off all contact from all my friends ...cause I am tired of being used and blown off.

Grandma Again
Okay. I thought this was hilarious. My grandma is watching one of those made for TV movies and it's a black gospel type about love and it just so happens that her favorite star from the Young and the Restless is on it. He's this light skinned dude and she loves him. She's going on about how handsome he is and how good looking and all.. (Sidestep. My grandma is in her 80's and she is not racist but she is still in that mindset that black and white are great as friends but she doesn't really see them as romantically mixing. Every dang time I talk about a guy I like she asks if he is black cause I like men of all colors. Annnnyhow...) I say... "I thought that you don't find black men attractive." Her: "Well his brother on the show isn't that good looking... " Me : Well grandma he is black. He has dark skin and very curly hair pulled into little braids." Her : Well in MY mind he is not black... I don't consider him that way... Old people are funny. The end. Also. I fu

Rejected
Rejected Sad and Blue Angry Hurt by you Lied to and played the fool My feelings played with by the Court Jester that were so cold and uncool The slight of hand that I watched with open heart, now through this betrayal we are apart This whole time my jester tricked me to think him good and true but I wound up his fool I was wishing for my lucky fish, wishing so hard but none came Now I toss all hope back to the sea, because all of my fish were the same! I am the fool who wished for fish, I wished for you, I guess I am to blame. -Amanda

If Our Hearts Could Talk
If Our Hearts Could Talk © By BlueWolf Life is kind of like the ocean, You can see how it starts, but not the way it ends. So lets just take things as they come to us, And be happy we're best friends. Let us learn from each other, We can help each other grow. And let us always be there for one another, At times we are feeling low. May we always be able to put a smile on each others face, And a twinkle in our eyes. And let us never forget all the good times, Like watching shooting stars fall from the skies. The laughs just keep on coming, Nothing can ever take that away. Cause they start from the inside, And get deeper everyday. They make us stronger, As they bring us closer together. They always make our days brighter, No matter the weather. Just the sound of that laugh, And the sight of that smile. Makes every risky minute, Worth the while. A moment where nothing else matters, And a chance to be free. All the rest fades away, And its just y

An Odd Coincidence...
Earlier tonight I searched Youtube for banned stuff... don't ask me why; I don't know... Anyway, the search came up with an old Daffy Duck cartoon from WWII... interesting... funny... Moving on... Just now I tuned in to Futurama, and at the end of the title sequence where the ship crashes into the screen, there was that SAME Daffy Duck cartoon playing. Odd, huh! What are the odds?

I Wanna Mean Something
I WANNA MEAN SOMETHING MORE WHEN YOU GAZE INTO MY EYES WANTING ME TO BE WITH YOU TONIGHT I WANNA MEAN SOMETHING NOT JUST A ONE NIGHT STAND I WANNA MEAN SOMETHING MORE THE A LOVER OR JUST A FRIEND I WANNA MEAN SOMETHING YOU REACH FOR NOT JUST YOUR LAST MIN PLAN I WANNA MEAN SOMETHING NOT JUST LATE AT NIGHT I WANNA MEAN SOMETHING THAT WHEN IM NOT THERE THINGS JUST DON’T FEEL RIGHT I WANNA MEAN SOMETHING TO THE POINT THAT YOUR BODY AND HEART ACHE FOR NOT JUST TO BE THERE TO MAKE THE BED POST SHAKE I WANNA MEAN SOMETHING

Watch My Family And Friends
Lord, The world we live in is rough and there are innocent people that need looking after. I know your ears must be ringing from it all. Please I am on my hands and knees please dont forget my family and friends. They need you!! I wish i can help then all myself but its a task i cant do alone. Please look down upon them and listen to there hearts help them where i cant. Me

Did U Cry
did u cry the day i had to leave? did u cry when i kissed you goodbye? I cried! I cried for hours on end. I cried till nothing was clear anymore I cried till the road was a blur! did u cry the day i had to leave? were you tears real? DId you really hate to see me go? I didnt want to leave you ever! i cried till the day turned to night! did you cry or did you run to another? I Cried that day did you cry?

Wish Me Luck!
Well, I just posted 2 options for my new book covers please let me know what ya think, they are in my book cover albums. Wish me luck, meeting with my (perhaps?) publisher in the am to talk about my new book Precognitive Casualty. (does a lil happy dance) Meanwhile I just (procrastinate much?) finished the final edit touches on my manuscript *Yay!* So we find out tomorrow whether I should trash it or leave it. *sigh* Anyway down to 5 hours of sleep so I'm off miss ya'll sleep well and all that Jazz. *blows everyone Pixi Kisses!*

What The Heck
As I've broadcasted I'm pretty fed up with fubar and said what the problems were. Since I've done that the wonderful friends have come forwarded and made me reconsider my feelings. That was a dilemma until last night when a lady I had requested to be a friend accepted and we talked a bit. I was busy talking to another person and suggested that I would like to 'talk and learn more about her'. Her response was 'what is that supposed to mean?'. I tried to explain and she asked what I was after. At that point I regretted making the friend request but thought maybe she's been burned a couple times, so it went on. I'm sorry to say that she is not an exception to the rule and in a short period of time, I suggested that we end our conversation and part as adversaries. (hate to admit it but that felt so good). Anyway, she reminded me of too many jerks I've encountered on here during the fubar regime. What in the heck happened between cherrytap and fubar to bring on all this nons

When Will It All Stop?
I've been inspired to write another blog about my misery. I know that I always make fun of people for "raising awareness" for certain things that are blatantly obvious. Like OJ wants you to think that you believe he is looking for his wife's murderer. Like Michael Jackson is a shining example of Boy Scout leadership and people who have experienced his touchy feely craziness...do we believe they did not receive millions of dollars in hush money. Like the war in Iraq. I don't know about you, but I was a little annoyed by the endless blah blah blah of Cindy Sheehan. However, I feel that I need to clarify something. These people that say things like, "SUPPORT THE TROOPS!" and "You know, they're dying for YOU!" No. They aren't. They're dying for the lies and deceit of corporate America. I'm sorry. We're already a free nation, people. I'm sorry but the troops are not dying for our freedom. BUT GUESS WHAT!? I support the troops. But I don't like to word it that way bec

The First Cut
Well, I did it... and if you can read this, then you have made the cut. I am tired of all the "dead wood" and decided to go on a delete spree. Mind you, some friends I just can't part with even though they are rarely on here but when they are, it brings a smile to both of us. Time is a valuable resource that is not renewable - and I am a straight shooter and point it all out in the "About Me" section on my profile. Those that actually take the time to read it and still send a friend request deserve a fair chance. Those that can't or don't bother, are truly not worth my time and effort into trying to extend the olive branch of friendship. For all those dear people that have made the transitions here worth staying, I thank you for being true to yourself. For you have made my time here worth while and I hope that in some small way - our friendship has benefited us both and shall continue to do so. For anyone else that does not have the time, I understand and accept your decisions

Keep Safe
how i wish i could hold you now i'd give anything to see you to hear your voice to touch your skin to kiss your soft lips i want to look into your eyes that stability, the desire, sensitivity child like innocence, knight like romance the passion and gentility the fears, the love the happiness and a tear i'm so far away yet our love burns together heavensent, heavensent tis what you are could anything else be so beautiful anything else be so kind i want you more than ever tonight i need you to know how much i care for you my heart is yours i pray you keep safe that which you've taken

When The Walls Stay Up...
When the wall stays up... To be able to give all that you have...to show love, respect and trust. To have it all fall to pieces time after time... Never wanting to open up again.. until you think that you found the one that brings a smile to your face... Yet after the years go by and you discovered ...that the love wasn't there... The love was your fantasy...one that wasn't meant to be shared. Life is to short not to be honest...if you can't share your feelings... then there is no love,respect or trust.... And then the walls stay up...

Power Of Pine Nsfw
The firelight flickers in the late evening, as I toss another small piece of timber on the fire. The sun, hidden by the deep foliage of the tall pines that surround our small camp, begins to drop below the horizon, painting the sky with gorgeous hues of red, orange and amber. A cool breeze whispers thru the threes, refreshing, clean, and comforting our souls. Along with the crackle and pop of the campfire, the birds sing about us, tucked away within the canopy of pine needles that are all around us. The raw nature feeds us with the strong spirit of its presence, filling the two of us with complete serenity. Our camp, simple, set in a small clearing, with a fresh bed of pine needles the towering Northern Pines that encircle our camp, and beyond, have provided. Pine that have stood for much longer then we have existed, with the strength of firm roots, buried deep within the rich black soil, solid trunks that reach with the outspread of branches that densely seem to reach out for a

Monday
Well I'm back. The wedding went great. Drank way too much wine and sang a little, but had a very good time at our friends wedding. i wanted to thank everyone for your very nice comments of support. Much to my shame, those books are not out yet, but they will be tomorrow or the next day. They're on the way baby! Again, thanks to those who are so very supportive. The comments you leave ARE read by me and they ARE appreciate very much :) Peter Britt

530
Ugh what a horrible day today. Its been raining NON-STOP since yesterday. My spare room upstairs - LEAKING. My computer room - LEAKING. There is fucking rain in the forecast for the majority of the week. Sooooooo - In light of my not so good mood, I am going through and deleting random profiles from my friends list. I've got almost 1,000 friends on my list, and maybe 50 or so actually talk to me. I know I'm not an ideal friend either, so - It does us both a favor. :D Most will be safe, but people that I dont remember adding - GONE. People who've deleted their profiles - Gone..Duh. I need to do this more often - I've already deleted about 20 deleted profiles. Why can't fubar delete them for us. Sheeesh! BrattyBytch/OUT!

~another Beautiful Poem From My Sweet Friend ~easy~
Love is like a butterfly, it goes where it pleases and it pleases wherever it goes. Love is like a butterfly, hold it too tight, it'll crush. Hold it too loose, it'll fly. Author Unknown If nothing ever changed, there'd be no butterflies. Author Unknown You can chase a butterfly all over the field and never catch it. But if you sit quietly in the grass it will come and sit on your shoulder

The Other Me.
There's a second me inside of me this second, of course, only you and i see. she's in a black box, curled up and crying. she knows, this second me, that part of her is dying. lying in the dark, afraid and alone, she wonders why even in bed she wishes she were home. she wonders why she's alive, with all her days filled with sadness, wondering how to survive, in this emotional madness. she wipes tears from her eyes, realizing with dread, her hands are coated in blood, this second me is dead.

So Cold
My heart is dead… or at least the part that once loved you You sit there, crying, begging, hoping, pleading, praying And I laugh, as I remember a song lyric, and it sings itself through my memory "I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold…" And you watch me, as I giggle, and sing the song aloud What happened to the girl that once was Innocent, open-hearted, ever-trusting. She's gone now… maybe for ever It seems like an eternity already. "I've got an icebox where my heart used to be…." This woman sitting here now, head back, staring at the ceiling Waiting for you to wipe the snot from your mustache She is bitter, and stronger, and wiser, and harder Just remember who put the fire out. Who froze my soul So cold So cold So god damned cold Can someone please get me a fucking jacket........

Another Trip To Michigan! Wooo Hooo!
WOW, I am a lucky woman here! I am going to be in Michigan with Michael from the 29th of August till Sept. 3rd! We are going to "rough it" and camp... I cannot wait. Talk about getting to know someone with no cable TV, no internet, no luxuries at all... just me, him and the stars for 5 days! I will take pictures, and share them with y'all! I am so happy! I miss him so much already and it's only been 2 weeks since I saw him! Wish me luck and keep an eye out for an update! God, I hope he doesn't knock me up!! HA HA... HE'D LIKE TO!!!!!!!

Mad Props To You!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
At this rate you guys will have me up 3 levels in less than 2 weeks!!!! Godfather here I come!! Thanks again ladies and gents!! You all have the Gimptastic Seal of Approval!!

Please Help Jesse
Jesse has been screwed out of a chance to win this contest not putting blame anywhere . I just think we should not let him lose second place . PLEASE SHOW HIM SOME SUPPORT HE HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH ANY OF THE PROBLEM . We will not beable to get a win but 2nd will be good .......... /fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=253739&i=4056663052 THANKS IF YOU FEEL I AM PLACING BLAME THEN DELETE ME OFF YOUR FRIENDS ........... THANKS

Absolute Disgrace
Absolute Disgrace Every time I turn the TV on or read a magazine or listen to the radio I have the pleasure of hearing the latest gossip on every celebrity out there. I have to say that its sick to hear this stuff each and every day. They get more publicity for having driven drunk or showing there private parts to the paparazzi than our men and women fighting in Iraq and Afghanistan. I saw more news coverage over Paris Hilton going to jail, Anna Nicole Smith Overdosing,Lindsey Lohan getting high and Britney Spears being crazy again. Where are the stories on the men and women who died for our country that day, where are the stories of the men and women who stand behind there spouses and brave it all at home, how about the kids who some will never see there mom or dad again, when was the last time anyone wrote a story about a soldier or talked about it on the news for more than 2 mins. I for one am sick and tired of hearing about all these stupid celebrities who can't behave but no

Is It Just Me ??
DAMN.... IS IT JUST ME OR IS EVERYONE ELSE GETTING NAILED WITH THE TYPE IN THE BOUNCER'S INITIALS TO MOVE ON? EVERY FREAKIN TIME I TURN AROUND IM TYPING IN THERE INTIALS AND ITS STARTING TO REALLY ANNOY ME!!! YOU HAVE REACHED YOUR RATES FOR THE DAY ON BLOGS, STASH, PICTURES AND WHATEVER ELSE THEY CAN THINK OF NEXT ILL HAVE REACHED MY LIMIT FOR PICKING MY SONS NOSE,LMAO. NOT THAT I AM BUT FFS PPL LAY OFF ITS ANNOYING!! THERE I DID MY RANT FOR THE LAST TIME. YES IM ALSO THE TOWN SAMRTASS. GET USE TO ME.LMAO.

Omfg! Will She Ever Stop????.......................................................
I just want you to know about this lady, she is a sweetheart and deserve to have what she is going for:P:P:P please help her out to win her first HAPPY HOUR from Cup Of Joe's give away contest:):):) just please let me know and all the luv will be return from her & I:) luv y'all xoxoxoxo WildCat (repost of original by '۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞® õWñÈR õҒ WÌLÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌñ ñ LõÚñGÈ۞' on '2007-08-20 01:01:33') (repost of original by '~Plz Rate & Fan~Cherrybomb™~Mystic Tearz of LDC~FU/CT Godmother~Club F.A.R.~B of B~' on '2007-08-20 01:07:33')

Assumptions And Asses
Ok, I have one question..Why do a lot of guys automatically assume that a girl wants to talk about sex just because she is on one of these sites?? I don't get it. Sure there are girls that like to talk about sex, but there are also girls that don't. So instead of starting off a conversation with 'Hey baby, can I cum over?' or some other equally asinine bit of unintelligent sputter, why not try something that is more likely to get the girls attention in a positive way. Like "How are you doing today?" or "I liked your profile, would you like to chat?" Wow, that so baffles so many guys..A simple question that shows interest while at the same time opens the door for a full conversation. What a concept..Every guy that doesn't already understand that concept should give it a go. You'll be surprised by how much more receptive a girl is. And please, if there is anyone that has the answer to my question, (a legitimate answer and not some pointless drivel} feel free to message me about it. Inqui

An Aussie Girl Needs Some Comment Love!
Hey everyone, I hope your Monday is going well. An Aussie guy needs mad commenting love if you all dont mind. He's still trying to finish this contest and need some comments.... Just click on her arm picture to get to the commenting area. Listen to the Ghost Rider!!! hehe. This contest pimpout brought to you by: ~/~ Sassy ~/~ Founder of The Lancasters Bartender Fusion Radio@ fubar

The Seventh Gate
It was the night of December 21, 1992, a night that will forever be etched into memory. I would remember this night only because of the horrifying event that would soon take place. The event that would only be referred to by the spirit Agaton as "The Seventh Gate". On the night of December 20, 1992 two friends and I decided to make contact with a spirit named Agaton. We had become intrigued with Agaton, not because he was just a spirit, but because he identified himself as one of the original angels that had fallen from heaven during Lucifer's revolt. He described himself as having wings like a bat with a wingspan of about 100 yards. He told us about the great spiritual battle that is being fought in the heavens, and the thousands upon thousands of demons that die each day as a result of this battle. He even made mention to the quality of air that existed in hell. He said that there is no oxygen in hell, only the fragrance of burning flesh that he so craves and desires. Agaton would

Michael Vick
Should (as I believe) Michael Vick, one of the most financially successful and talented players ever to step onto the playing fields of the NFL be banned from the league for life for his admitted role in the sick and twisted practise of dogfighting or not?

Let Me Go And Plunge Me Into The Dead Spot Again...
Don't judge a book by it's cover. That said... Don't judge a blog by it's title. I dream a dream That one day... People will figure out that just because they have the ability to speak doesn't necessarily mean they should. On that note... That also applies to the new adage: "Just because you can open your front door doesn't mean you should be seen in public." No...someone does NOT have a case of the Mondays. More of the Sundays...only a day late. God bless the Captain. I don't know what I'd do without him sometimes. Another thing. A pox on this weather. August should be outlawed in the desert. All those in favour? I rest my case.

9 Words Women Use
1. Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh : This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how a

Feeling Sad Tonight.
My ex made me cry, something i didn't want to do, i mean that proves i still have feeling for him, doesn't it? It gives him the power over me that i don't want him to have. But that's not what i'm upset about, it's the fact that he pushed all the right buttons, said all the right things, knew how to make me feel bad. Now i can't get over it, guess i'll just get drunk tonight, it won't change anything but i'll feel better for awhile. Damn him anyway!

~happy Birthday Grandson~
THIS IS FOR MY GRANDSON. HE LIVES IN NEVADA AND I AM IN WASHINGTON STATE. I HAVE GOT SEE AND HOLD HIM IN MY ARMS JUST ONCE AND I MISS HIM SO VERY MUCH.MY SON WAS ONLY 18 YEARS OLD WHEN HE WAS BORN AND HAD TO MAN UP AND DO THE RIGHT THING AND I AM PROUD OF HIM FOR BEING SUCH A DEDICATED FATHER TO HIS SON. MY SON NEVER KNEW HIS FATHER GROWING UP SO TO SEE THAT HE IS SO YOUNG YET SO DEDICATED MAKES ME THE PROUDEST MOTHER ON EARTH.

Weird Phonecall..
At like 4am last night we received a message on our answering machine. We can't get it to replay right now but my grandmother says that it was very mumbling and all she could make out was "Eugene, you owe my family big!!" Eugene is the name of my grandfather who passed away about three years ago... I wonder if this has anything to do with the key on a string that my grandmother found while cleaning... hmm..

Rules
ok if i do this which i told her i would there r a few rules like always.... i will copy paiste them duh u will see them here lol...well most cuz we know there r no cheaters amongst my friends right lol....i have no clue to add her pic on here but heres here rules annd link.... thanks all... and its for 10 days 67,000 comments is the min.yes alot huh guess i will be a copy paistin mother ummm ok but u getr wat i mean...dont hurt to try...grrrrr thanks again me..... Tongue...... ooh p.s its for a happy hr.... http://www.fubar.com/user/825510 RULES!!!!! You and anyone that will be helping you in the contest must rate me, fan me and be on my friends list to enter or comment in this contest. I will be checking everyone and the folder will be set for friends only to comment so anyone that you want to help you comment bomb you need to let them know they must rate, fan and add me to do this. Ple

When The Sky Turns Black
When the Sky Turns Black (Graveworm Lyrics) Eyes of pain - eyes of death Death has come - life is gone Humanity in the sphere of death The world falls down... When the sky turns black When the sky turns black - black Desperate cry (in the) infinity of life The world destroyed by humanity itself Life ended as the world falls down The death is the door of life God forgot their mistakes of life The nature burned in time Heaven fell silently down The world went black when the war... Death is the way You find the life Your mind will die And you will cry Your god shouted down The punish of time The angel of death Will now come Seeing days like the time of eternal night The world burns now the end of life has come for me Insanity, infinity in this life of pain Flames of sorrow deepest hate destroyed the life Stand alone in the night Sorrow in your mind Tears in your eyes Destroy your inner faith Faces of death before your mind Insanity for all the time God

Ugly One
this ugly piece of shit is going around down rating every one she can rate....ill give family acsees to anyone who rates her a 1 and gives her some dirty weeds, plus ill rate at least 30 of your pics...of course i always rate 10s

I Feel
" I FEEL " I FEEL NO PAIN, AS I TRY TO FORGET. MEMORRIES OF THE PAST, I'LL ALWAY'S REGET. I FEEL NO REMORCE, FOR THOSE WHO DO NOT TRY. I'VE SHED THOSE TEAR'S, YOU WILL NOT CRY. I FEEL THAT SORROW, AS THEY LEAVE. HOLDING MY WORD'S, I TRY NOT TO BREATHE. I FEEL NO HAPPINESS, AS I WALK THIS LIFE. NO DREAM'S NO WISH, I WILL NOT FIGHT..... IF YOU TRY, I AM REAL. ARE YOU THE ONE, WHO'LL HELP ME FEEL? by:Paul A. 8-21-7

A Little Bit Of Glossed Over American History
One of the favorite slogans of politicians today is to Invoke our 'Founding Fathers' into today's political environment. Kinda like the 'What Would Jesus Do' arguments. Well, Myth has once again overtaken reality. The Truth is that by the Mid 1790's 1/2 the country wanted to Lynch the other 1/2 - and Visa Versa - Kinda Like Today. Or Rather JUST LIKE TODAY - Ya, That's my point here. The following relates to a little bit of American History that most people NEVER heard about: The Alien and Sedition Acts of 1798 which OUTLAWED CRITICISM OF THE GOVERNMENT as a means of enhancing NATIONAL SECURITY. Sound Familiar? Wouldn't George Bush and Chaney LOVE to have this kind of Power? The Alien and Sedition Acts were four laws passed by the Federalists in the United States Congress in 1798 during the administration of President John Adams, which was waging an undeclared naval war with France, later known as the Quasi-War. Proponents claimed they were designed to protect the United States f

Why Do Women Like Guys With Nice @sses???
I'M TOLD PRETTY FREQUENT THAT I HAVE A NICE BIG ASS. I REALLY DON'T GET WHY WOMEN LIKE A GUYS ASS. THERE REALLY ISN'T MUCH A WOMAN CAN DO WITH A GUYS ASS BUT MABYE SQUEEZE IT. THIS TRULY PUZZLES ME AND I WOULD APPRECIATE IT IF ANYONE CAN EXPLAIN THIS TO ME SO THAT I CAN UNDERSTAND THIS BETTER, THX.

Contest Grrr
ok im hopeing i have this right... this is her link rate,fan,add to comment the shit out of me lol ooh i was told if i dont win... well forget wat i was told lol *SEXYGIRLBLONDE* OWNER OF *THE DYNASTY CLUB*@ fubar ok i hope this all works but i think this is it and NO cheating...of course we have no cheaters as my friends lol thanks.... tongue....

So Who Is Doing The Work?
SO WHO IS DOING THE WORK? The population of the USA is 300 million. 160 million are retired. That leaves 140 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school. Which leaves 55 million to do the work. Of this there are 35 million employed by the federal government. Leaving 15 million to do the work. 2.8 million are in the armed forces on the hunt for Osama Bin-Laden. Which leaves 12.2 million to do the work. Take from that total the 10.8 million people who work for state and city governments. And that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188, 000 people in hospitals. Leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me. And there you are, sitting on your butt, at your computer, reading jokes. Nice. Real nice !!

Empty
Fiery burst of red flame Surrounding my head Encompassing my thoughts Devouring my emotions Building stronger with every heartbeat Orchestrating itself to a grand finale Leaving me Breathless Void of feeling Empty of caring

The Worth Of A Women
I really liked this so im keeping it:) THE WORTH OF A WOMAN… Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, si

Todays Scope
You know just what to say and when to say it, even in the most delicate or uncomfortable situations. Don't be shy -- make sure you express yourself when you feel the time is right to do so. I have been going through some hard stuff right now, and I am waiting to say the right things.

Brooksie
Today I am going to celebrate my grandmother's 85th birthday. At first glance I would not say that she is an elder who helped shape my life, but maybe that's me being defensive. From the time I was born until recent years I spent every Sunday and most holidays at her home. She has six children, 24 grandchildren, and 12 great-grandchildren and because of her we are a very tight family, all of us seeing each other at least once a week for Sunday dinner. It was very unusual if one of us would miss. She is indeed, the glue that holds out family together. She lived in the same house from her marriage at age 15 until recently when she married her third husband at the age of 82. During all that time she rarely left our county and has only left West Virginia on one occasion that I can remember. Her manner is such that people might think that she is not the brightest person in the world. Once she asked what my new phone number was and I told her "0182". Grandma replied, "OK, I can remembe

Fuck Im Random
Kay why do i post more blogs? Because you people are bitches and bulletin nazis No joke Im sooo bored im considering shoving a needle through my skin I just can decide where and Im not at my place so i dont have my supply of Assorted rings. So Ill just sit here Be bored!! After talking to two of my favorite guys on here on the telephone WHO decided to get bored of me lol Okay so their phones were dying or whatever I think they just wanted to get rid of me so they could talk to other womens lol So ill just sit here Being bored wishing someone would call me While i dance sitting in a chair in undergarments Yeah cream urself to that thought boys.

What!!!!!
If you have a problem with me bring it to me.....we are all adults....this is not Jr High where you need to tell everyone else your issue hoping everyone takes your side...half the time it is something frivolous and can be resolved rather easily...you bring everyone else into it and stories get changed and mangled and that creates an even bigger problem...I deal with enough drama from my twelve year old daughter and shit @ work....I don't need to come on to Fubar and deal with it in a place that is meant for fun....I am happy to be friends with everyone that I meet on here and I cherish the ones that I talk to on a daily basis, so why would I wanna screw that up? So lets handle things like adults bring it to me if you have an issue with me ok?

18 Double Vodka's!
A guy walked into a bar one day and said to the barman, "Give me six double vodkas." The barman says, "Wow! you must have had one hell of a day." "Yeah, I just found out my oldest son is gay." The next day, the same guy came into the bar and asked for the same drinks. When the bartender asked what the problem was today the answer came back, "I just found out that my youngest son is gay, too!" On the third day, the guy came into the bar and ordered another six double vodkas. The bartender said, "Jesus! Doesn't anybody in your family like women?" The man downed the first drink and shook his head, "Yeah, my wife!"

Military Service
It's freedom you fight for, For freedom you stand, As we bow our heads, And kneel down to say a prayer, For every troop that is under fire. And all those still here in the states, Who really don't know of their fates. They could be here today and gone tomorrow. The one's living on time that is borrowed. Relentless war and terrorist acts, We don't like them, but those are the facts, This is a tribute to those we have lost, For they have paid the ultimate cost. For the land that they so love and protect, For all armed forces, I have the utmost respect. You lay down your lives for us each and everyday, But, Thank You for all that you do, There would be no America if it weren't for all of you! HOO RAH SEMPER FIDELIS SEMPER PARATUS INTEGRITY FIRST SERVICE BEFORE SELF EXCELLENCE IN ALL THAT WE DO

Oh I Love It!
I just called a customer a little while ago to let them know it's time to pay one of their effin bills already and they hung up on me. Like that was going to make me forget they owed us money. I called them right back and MADE them give me a check number. Bastards. :D

Who Am I?
Just in case anybody does actually read this stuff. I'm a middle aged middle child so run for your life. I have spent most of my adult life in one totally screwed up relationship after another. I have the incredible ability to somehow always find and fall for women who say all the right things and show all the right signs at first and then when they have my heart in their hands squeeze the life out of it and toss it away. I know true love is real, I’ve seen other people with it. I’ve heard them talk about it, seen the glow around them when they are with that one true love that some how they were lucky enough to find. I’m not really sure it does exist for everyone though; I think maybe some of us are destined to live a life of just sharing a piece of ourselves with everyone we meet and never really having the true peace and comfort of that one true soul mate. Doesn’t mean I will ever quit looking for her just means I have quit expecting to find her. If she does come one day GREA

My Fubar Friends
Although you are a friend of mine And shout box chats we exchange I would not know you on the street And doesn't that seem strange? You hold a place within my life we are fubar friends Unusual and unique We share ideals and special dreams And still we do not speak I picture what I think you are and all you mean to me do you do the same Perhaps you picture me? An intriguing game for both of us For someone we cannot see. So for this friendship we possess We owe this fubar server a debt Perhaps the charm lies in the fact That we have never met. Please do not judge me, and I will promise to do the same and forever in my eyes you'll always be a friend. We have to be Weary of our "online friends"; The reason for this comes from deep down within. Throughout our lives, from birth to the grave, Our impressions of others come from how they behave. We can touch them, feel them, see them, and hear, the truth of their words through a multi-sensed ear.

From The Bulletin Board From *rockrules2001*** I Agree With It, Why I Am Blogging It
OK I HAVE BEEN SITTING BACK AND WATCHING FOR THE LAST FEW DAYS. First let me say, points on here do not mean crap to me at all if that was the case I would be putting bulletins out like alot of people saying help me level up but I do not do that :) Here is what I have observed. The is not directed towards anyone, so do not take it personally. If it applies to you then so be it. I see people putting out bulletins, blogs, status messages, etc about help me level up or rate my pictures or help me in this contest and then getting mad at someone on your friends list for not helping them. CommentYou.com Here is an idea. If you want someone to help you, try taking a few minutes of your time to go rate their pictures, stash and/or blogs and then maybe they will help you when you need it. Speaking from experience, the last few days I have posted pictures, stash and blogs and very few people have taken the time to come check them out. And those that did come check them

This Is Hell Copyright 1994
This is hell copyright 1994 all rights reserved Call the soldiers in To the graveyard within And behind these wire gates Lays a million men's fates To live is to die In this land of the lie Stolen in the night Was all that is right Pains of a child Born to be wild Mentally drifting From a chance of uplifting Military Artilary Put in a child's hands To wipe out lands No salvation For a lost generation Patience has been driven For the devil has risen Total intoxication Via satan's medication This is hell

Maebeuelah Took My Money!
Wow. Can you believe that I've become the object of identity theft? The mind boggles. Who in their right mind would want to assume my identity? Financially, I can understand, as they seem to enjoy spending my money moreso than their own. Anyway, I'm not in the mood to be sociable at this moment. I will blog at a later date.

Fubar Toolbar, Explained.
fubar toolbar, explained: HOME: Directs you to your home page. MY SECTION: The "My" section includes your Photos, Profile, Stash, MUMMs, Blogs, Contacts, Blasts, Lounges, fuBank Account and Mail! Photos: Directs you to your photo albums/storage, you can also tag your salute by going to this link. [Will explain how to mark a salute in a later blog] Profile: Directs you to your personal profile settings, you can change may personal settings by clicking "My - Profile" [I will explain more about your profile settings in a later blog] Stash: Directs you to your personal stash. You can add your favorite Videos, Pics, Trackz, News, Jokes, Surveys, Shows, or if you Dunno what you're adding.. add it to "Dunno" [Will explain how to add a stash in a future blog] MUMMs: Directs you to your MUMM section. MUMM stands for Make up my mind! for example, should I drink coke or pepsi? [I will explain on how to make a MUMM in a future blog] Blogs: Directs you to your Blog area, wher

~whispers~
Whispers After you fall asleep I enter our room I stand there and watch you sleep knowing that I am on your mind by the way you smile I pull back the covers and I see that you are hard waiting for me I softly lay down beside you I start giving you soft kisses every where but your special spot is calling me so I give in and take you in my mouth I hear you moan in your sleep I wonder how long you will stay asleep I kiss and lick your cock and balls I feel them building in my mouth To my surprise you grab me and roll me over You smack my ass alittle Then you tease my opening with your cock then you plunge into me I met you thrust for thrust I feel myself dripping down your balls I begin to cum and feel as if I would collapse You are holding me up as you continue to thrust into me Suddenly you let out a moan One final thrust I feel your cum shooting deep into me I start to move again Yes I greedy and want all your sweet milk You lean forwar

My Dream Lover
Before I go into "him" let me tell you a little about me. Growing up on a 100 acre ranch where I broke horses, dug irrigation, baled hay, stretched fence and chopped oak for the fire....I HAD to have brute strength. I played baseball (3rd base and catcher) from the time that I was 8 until I was a freshman in High School and they told me I could no longer play with the boys. They made me play softball instead. Boys looked at me with no intrigue, and quite honestly, my crush's had disappointed me soooo much by the time I was starting to come into my own, that I just gave up. These boys looked at me like an equal brother. They found no beauty in my smile and they knew that if needed, I would fight fiercely along side of them and the thought of protecting me never even crossed their minds. So here I am today and my dream lover is still elusive. My dream lover is a ghost that I chase. He is strong and romantic yet protective and dominant over my heart. When I close my eye

Torturous
God knows I love my yoguyrt. But the only thing that kills me about it is that it has chunks of the fruit in it. For example, right now I'm having Harvest Peach. It's great really, I just happen to be gagging my way through it because of the damn peach chunks. :p

Welcome Andrea To The Club
andrea-want new friends@ fubar Just wanted to take a few minutes to welcome our newest member to the C&T Stash Club. She is very excited to be one of us and said that she loves to rate. So, show her some love. Stop by her page and introduce yourself. Don't forget to rate, fan and add her. Thanks for your time, Tracy C&T Stash Club

Rules Of The Independent Family
Rules for all Independent Bomberz Family Members 1). You must back all other family members as best you can at all times. If you cannot at some point please let ALL three of us know in this manner. Ponyboy, Tnk and Sweet D. You must let all three know, not just one of us. 2.) You must let “Ponyboy, Tnk and Sweet D” know ahead of time if you want to get into a contest. (the sooner we know the better) 3.) Do not tell anyone that the family will back without checking with one or all three of us. If you don’t do this in this order, you may be on your own. 4.) If you have any suggestions please share with us. 5.) If we need to discuss in mass, we will use our lounge that all members have access to, this way all questions and concerns can be discussed and all will get the same answers! 6.) A.) WE DO NOT DOWNRATE ANYONE! B.) WE DO NOT REPOST ANYONE ELSE’S BITCHES OR COMPLAINTS! C.)WE DO NOT MAKE RUDE COMMENTS OF ANY KIND IN COMMENT BOXES FOR ANYTHING OR ANYONE EVER! 7.

Lol Omg This Is Funny As Hell Lmao
Roses are red, nuts are brown skirts are up panties are down so when its stiff stick it in cause to me sex is not a sin dam lol im finding these all over lol yep and i am laffin..if its too harsh sorry but its my humor again