What is going on? In the past week, I have been misunderstood, used, and have lost two very good friends. Is it just me or am I just loosing my mind?
I try to be as honest as I can be. I don't lie, pretend to be something I' not and most definitely try not to play games with people.
I have been on this site since this past December and have made quite a few wonderful friends. That's why I came here, to make friends, have fun but definitely not at anyone's expense and possibly maybe even have a friendship develop into something more.
Why is it though that lately, all the communication wires seemed to have gotten all screwed up. I feel like I don't know what's real and what's not. I have suddenly become very confused.
How does one define the fine line between innocent flirting to knowing it is more than just that. What I thought was just flirting, turned out to mean more to some and vice versa.
Lack of communication I suppose is a main culprit as well as can be truth and honesty.
All I know is this has become a very sad day for me. It hurts when someone you do care about thinks you're something you're not. I don't like to be hurt and damn sure don't go out of my way to hurt or play games with others.
So I end today with my privacy being invaded, being used. and losing a very, very nice guy and friend.
