Anymore my days are extremely long, but my nights are even longer. My headaches hurt constantly and sometimes it's just too much to bare. Kids yelling and fighting. Stresses of life.....but then again.....God is beside me and thinks will get better. It's always hard when you are used to someone being there and then all of the sudden they are gone. I will overcome and I know this. Always have in the past and always will in the future. My goal is to get back on track and do the best I can for my children...man or no man (which will more than likely remain the latter) and for myself. And if I can help anyone whom has to go through these similar things, then I will do so. I'm a good friend. Well, my older two are supposed to go to their dad's tonight so will be lonesome. Guess I'll be in bed early.lol. Good evening to you all and may God bless anyone who reads these.