Does anyone know if REAL love exists? Or is it always onesided? Does anyone ever make a committment and mean it? At this point in my life, I am believing that I wasn't meant to know love. I loved this man and thought we would work through anything and something just snapped and he no longer wanted anything to do with me. Another woman? Not sure. Would hope not. Isn't something that I would think he would do. I have moments where I just don't believe I was meant to be loved (except by God). There seems to be a curse on me. How can you love someone so much and mean so little to them? How can people just walk away without a care? Well, I will no longer search or hope for THAT kind of love again. I will learn to be happy with the love of my kids. My head hurts. Too much running through it. Time for a break...a nap...quiet time....something. more later....
