Well, today I woke up with a little better feelings about having to start over. And yet just get tired of hearing from ex. that all is MY fault. He takes NO blame for anything. But enough about him. I have 3 beautiful kids that need ME and MY love and in the end, they are ALL that is important. If I am to lead my life without love or a relationship, then so be it. Time to get my head out of my butt and move on. Here's to hoping for a brighter day and a brighter future.!!!!!!!